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Random Things...
You Are a Visionary Soul http://www.blogthingsimages.com/whatkindofsoulareyouquiz/visionary-soul.jpg" height="100" width="100">You are a curious person, always in a state of awareness.Connected to all things spiritual, you are very in touch with your soul.You are wise and bright: able to reason and be reasonable.Occasionally, you get quite depressed and have dark feelings.You have great vision and can be very insightful.In fact, you are often profound in a way that surprises yourself.Visionary souls like you can be the best type of friend.You are intuitive, understanding, sympathetic, and a good healer.Souls you are most compatible with: Old Soul and Peacemaker Soul What">http://www.blogthings.com/whatkindofsoulareyouquiz/">What Kind of Soul Are You? Blogthings">http://www.blogthings.com">Blogthings: Our Quizzes Weren't Written By Bored 12 Year Olds I hope everybody at least watches this all the way through once, if it doesn't touch your inner being, you are beyo
Living In 2009~!
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Da-medic
GETTING A MAN TO KILL ANOTHER MAN ? THATS EASY.....GETTING HIM TO FORGET?....THATS THE HARD PART!!! THE NEW DICKENS CLASSIC, A CHISTMAS CAROL, IS SPECTACULAR TO SAY THE LEAST THANKS TO MODERN TCHOCNO DIGITALIZED VIDEOGRAGHY......STUFF! CUTE, FUNNY, & REALLY PRETTY SCARY, CERTAINLY MORE THEN IT'S PREDISESORS. I WOULD NOT RECOMEND THIS FOR CHILDREN UNDER 10 YEARS OF AGE.....I'M SERIOUS....IT'S FRICKING SCARY. BUT EVERY ONE SHOULD SEE IT EVENTUALLY.
What The Hell Are You Thinking?
While looking through a few mumm's today, I came across one by a dork who's knowen to stir up dramma. Why who the ffffffff knows, maybe he gets off on it.  Any how he is debating the  war and its affects on freedom ect. What I noticed about the comments, if they didnt agree with his views, or they sorta went off topic, he felt the need to be little them as such.  (shakes head) I also noticed he, has a problem with woman and their comments on what ever he decides to ramble off on or go on a rant about. That tells me hes no man, he cant stand up to other men so he takes out his frustration on woman.  Sad if you think about it. I have come across him before and he trys to make you feel bad and look like a idiot.  How ever the only one that looks like a idiot is him self. I fail to understand why any one would want to come into a chat and mouth off to others , just to be put down and make fun off and no doubt hated. Hes a real piece of work, and not really worth worrying about. But
Just For Her
We walked hand in hand on that moonlit night Disapeared into the darkness just out of sight I stared into her eyes and held her  close to my chest Her captivating beuty seperating her from the rest As I held her close she pulled a  single red ribbon from her hair She handed it to me and said take me if you dare For this ribbon is symbolic it doesn't stand  here to boast It is for those who have touched my heart and whom I loved the most It is the color of red because it comes from my heart So hold on to it tighly never let it fall apart If I can trust you with my ribbon then we might just have a chance But be careful of the evil that will try to break your stance Temptation is on every corner and will be calling your name But Hold on tight to this ribbon and don't ever fall for there game The years have past now and she has become my wife Yes I still have the ribbon for it has defiened my life
Alone
 ALONE, I HAVE WIELDED THE HANDS OF TIME ALONE, I HAVE CREATED THIS WORLD OF HATE  ALONE, I HAVE  BROUGHT MYSELF THIS PAIN ALONE, I HAVE DRIVEN MYSELF INSANE  ALONE, I HAVE BROKEN THIS HEART OF MINE  ALONE, I HAVE STOPPED THE HANDS OF TIME  ALONE, I HAVE NO ONE ELSE TO BLAME  ALONE, I HAVE GIVEN MYSELF  THIS SHAME  ALONE, I HAVE BROUGHT THESE TEARS I CRY  ALONE, I HAVE LIVED AND NOW I SHALL DIE   IF YOU ARE ALONE, I'LL BE YOUR SHADOW IF YOU WANT TO CRY, I'LL BE YOUR SHOULDER IF YOU NEED TO BE HAPPY, I'LL BE YOUR SMILE BUT ANYTIME YOU NEED A FRIEND, I'LL BE JUST ME
Rainwolf
I am really happy, cause I lost 22 pounds already. YAY! We've been seeing what you wanted, Got us cornered right now Falling asleep from our vanity May cost us our lives I hear them getting closer Their howls are sending chills down my spine And time is running out now, They're coming down the hills from behind When we start killing It's all coming down right now From the nightmare we've created I want to be awakened somehow (Wanna be awakened right now) When we start killing It all will be falling down From the hell that we're in All we are is fading away When we start killing We've been searching on and on But there's no trace to be found It's like they all have just vanished But I know they're around I feel them getting closer Their howls are sending chills down my spine And time is running out now They're coming down the hills from behind When we start killing It's all coming down right now From the nightmare we've created I want to be awakened somehow (Wanna be awakened righ
Poems
I love the way you look at me, Your eyes so soft and deep. I love the way you kiss me, Your lips so tender and smooth. I love the way you make me so happy, And the way you show me you care. I love the way you say, "i miss you" always More than me, And the way you need me. I love the way you touch me, Always sending chills down my spine. I love when your with me, And want you to be for always. I sit here with nothing but you on my mind, All i can tell myself is your one of a kind. You may blush, you may laugh, All i feel is your my better half. Every moment that passes without you by my side, Is overshowed by they kisses you try to hide. When im with you i feel complete, I can stare into your eyes and just lose myself, Without yo
Falling
Ive always wondered if there were angels above, Showing there beauty like flying doves, If asked if i thought this was true.... "uh, no clue" Ofcourse, this was all before you, With you ive found something that feels so right, It shines through your eyes, with a special light, It comes from somewhere deep within, It has no beginning but knows no end, You brighten each and every day, Yo do it with ease, and it hits me in every way, Where ever you go, what ever you do, All i can see is the love you have inside of you, Its proof to me that angels exist, So naturally its impossible for me to resist, And Yes there are angels on the earth and in heave above, I know because God sent me one to love. 
Aloha
   The smell of the salty air, the sounds of sea gulls cry, and the endless blue sky can only mean one thing, a cruise. We had to get up while it was still dark and board a flight to Honolulu,Hawaii. We were taking a cruise, but not just any cruise. This one lasted 7 days and toured all the major islands of America's own paradise.        Sheesh, what is it about airports? The only time there ever seems to be a breeze, is when it's cold, and then it's a gale force Nor eastern. Leaving the car and heading toward the terminal, your hit with the pungent smell of jet exhaust. As fast as you can you make it inside, only to wait in line just a bit shorter than a depression era soup line, but moves SO much slower. Then to make things just a bit more rosy, you get caught behind Abdul la, the only Arab American that still hasn't grasped the concept of indoor plumbing and the new 'Typhoid Mary' who's unknowingly transporting the newest and most deadly strain of Pig Flu.        Finally its o
Poem All Women Can Agree On
guys put yourself in a ladies placehow can u even look them in the facewhen you thinkk about fucking aroundthey should put your ass 6 feet under the groundwhen u thinking about raising  your hand to themcome on men they are a precious gemwhy don't you you show them lovethey are our precious dovewho are we to tell them what to wearits not right...its just unfairwho are we to tell them who they can talk toburt whoever you want to you dohow can u hit your woman in the eyebecause she caught your ass in a lieshouldnt have your woman support youso i chant too you......BOOyou are able to work so get a jobstop bieng a worthless slobtreat them as you want to bewatch your relationship will be better you'll seewell i'm very proud to say i dont hit mineso i dont have to see her cryingi'm proud to say i cherish my dovein my heart lies for her is 100% lovewell i will be back with another poem laterso guys if u read this dont be a hater                                                         Shane Ma
Halleluja!
  if i'm loved, why am i so horribly deppressed? i want this played at my funeral. whenever that is. http://www.playlist.com/playlist/15045482763     "Hallelujah" Now I've heard there was a secret chord That David played, and it pleased the Lord But you don't really care for music, do you? It goes like this The fourth, the fifth The minor fall, the major lift The baffled king composing Hallelujah Hallelujah Hallelujah Hallelujah Hallelujah Your faith was strong but you needed proof You saw her bathing on the roof Her beauty and the moonlight overthrew you She tied you To a kitchen chair She broke your throne, and she cut your hair And from your lips she drew the Hallelujah Baby I have been here before I know this room, I've walked this floor I used to live alone before I knew you. I've seen your flag on the marble arch Love is not a victory march It's a cold and it's a broken Hallelujah Hallelujah, Hallelujah Hallelujah, Hallelujah There was a time you let me know What's really g
Untitled
Why do i feel the way i do?Why is it that every moment i have is filled with t
A Must Read!!! Something To Think About...
     DUI - Cajun Style                  Recently a routine police patrol was parked outside a bar inLafayetteLouisiana . After last call, the officer noticed Boudreaux was  leaving thebarso apparently intoxicated that he could barely walk. He  stumbledaroundthe parking lot for a few minutes, with the officer quietly observing.         After what seemed an eternity, in which he tried his keys onfivedifferent vehicles, Boudreaux  managed to find his car and fall into it. Hesatthere for a few minutes as a number of other patrons left the bar anddroveoff.         Finally he started the car, switched the wipers on and off (itwas afine, dry summer night), flicked the blinkers on and off a couple oftimes,honked the horn and then switched on the lights. He moved the vehicleforward a few inches, reversed a little and then remained still for afewmore minutes as some more of the other patrons' vehicles left.          At last, when his was the only car left in the parking lot, hepulled out and dr
My Sons First Toon
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Rantings By Me
Before I start I figure Ill let people know that I use blogs as a place to get my feelings out, I normally tend to delete some rants a little while later once Ive calmed down. Oh and Im a terrible speller, and i suck at grammer and puncuation and paragrahs, ect. Anyway......   K well he appoligized and the doctor gave him some valums lol so hopefully alls good now. *crosses fingers* So I was at work yesterday (well last night) and a girl I work with came up to ask how old I was. When I told her she was shocked. I was like yeah I know Im old, but she couldnt get over that I looked so much younger then I was, in her opinion atleast. I think it might have to do with my voice as well though, Im constantly getting mistaken for my step daughter on the phone and even my husbands old work used to ask to speak to my "dad" when they called and i answered. Just felt like sharing that, now off to get ready for the day.
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Sitting Here Waiting On You Ladies To Accepte
im one of the handy man for you sexy ladies sometimes when you think all thing are going bad good things happen i got my baby back
Memories
As I sit here, I laugh quietly to myself as everyone else sleeps in peaceful slumber. I can't sleep because so many things stumble thru my minds slate. I have things  that have to do with school all the way to them being in band, soccer, football or some other sport. Sometime I wonder if being a mom is all that I can give. I feel like a complete and total failure and I wish that I had a way to erase time. I am only getting heavier and looking worse as time goes by, a lot has to do with how I feel about myself but  I can not seem to find my motivation in life. Does anyone have a TRUE motivation?? If so I would like to hear about it because the pen is close to paper/ razor close to wrist....  Within my head are thoughts that are racing around like rats, trying to find their way out of a maze. I laid my head to rest this evening but my mind was so busy that it sounded like a million people all chattering at the same time. I tried quieting my thoughts, searched for that inner silence but
Ramblings About My Job (funny)
I work at the mall in a very popular lingerie store. And to those of you who have never worked retail before here are a few pointers for you. 1. If you come in the store you are going to be asked by numerous people if you are looking for anything. It is our JOB to sell you stuff. If you tell us you are just looking your going to be asked repeatedly. 2. Please do not be rude to us. Even if you are having a bad day taking it out on sales people will only get you talked about once you leave the store. It makes us feel bad if you are nasty when we are only trying to do our job. Just smile and say "No thank you" if you do not need assistance. Also ask us nicely for help and don't bark at us, we're not servants. 3. If we do not have something in stock don't scream. You only make an ass out of yourself. There is nothing we can do if we are out of stock except call another store. Or (if the store has the ability) order it for you on-line. 4. When waiting in line don't get pissy if you have
My Poetry
please someone tell me what it is i should do because as of right now my heart is thru i tried so hard to cope really gave it a try and yet all i hear is nothing but lies dont tell me you love me or even that you care just because you speak the words doesnt put the feelings there you look into my eyes yet never really see everything that could have been everything that was me Outlaw Angel   i will be that darkness you cant escape i will become the lonliness you want to hate you cant break free no longer seeing light now like me you will haunt the night you will shed the tears of a heart in shame and you will have no one else to blame Outlaw Angel
No Need
I am going to say something, If you have been erased from my friends list, its because you weren't communicating with me. I am not trying ot be mean but I think that if you are going to add me you should want to keep in touch, so the ppl that were erased I felt there was no need for you on my friends list, if you werent going to keep in touch. So if you are going to add me at least keep in touch ~peace out   ~Jasmine I was thinking about changing my hair color. I have been a black haired girl all my life and it has seemed to be working for me. So tell me a honest answer and comment on whether I should dye my hair red or keep it black. If you can tell my why.
Something New
I hurt myself today,sending the blade deep,only to watch it bleed,sick and twisted is my mind,when everything I had,is gone,and I feel like I am running blind,surrounded by darkness,aimlessly wandering,looking for a sign,hoping for the light,but still all I feel,is this pain deep inside,violence and anger,begin to swell,don't fucking act like you know me,you don't know my hell,the wrath I harbor,will only bring you ruin,it's my curse,my demon inside,that drives me to this place,the edge of insanity,and back again,it's all black and white,no gray area to sit,day by day i suffer through this shit,all alone,when no one understands,the pain inside this man. Heeeeeeeyyyyyy yeeeeeaaaaaahhhhh yeeeeeaaaahhhh There seems to be no light at the end of the tunnel darkness surounds me the voices getting louder drug induced confussion is setting in........ the termites and spiders are eating me from within...god help me when you look into my eyes what do you see?... can you feel my pain an
Random Thoughts
A whisper in my ear, thoughts only spoken to the mindm with a slight touch of sanity, my dreams become my reality.... never wanting to wake from this slumber, to spend the rest of my life in this state, its a place where noone can enter,,, only be brought....   This is my realm, my solitude, my dreams, hopes and fears. My Mind unravels with thoughts of life, death, love, memories and questions in which no answer can be given; one can spend the rest of their lifes looking for a way to understand, and never find the path to the answer, only to the possible futures. Thoughts flood your head, feelings of guild, pain, loss, heartache, confussion.... When does it all stop? Your mind spins round, not knowing where to run..... the anxiety keeps digging till there is nothing left to dig. Things you thought you were so sure about suddenly become so uncertain, a lose of trust creates a wall of mis-guided thoughts, all understanding swept away as the anxiety takes control, your left asking your
~f.y.i~
K. Just what the title says....   Answers will be limited to what I think needs to personally be known on any matter. shattered_delusions on myspace   shannon woodson on facebook 
Staff Members
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A New Chapter
Heart-Broken-Damn Where To Start On This?Shattered Hearts,And Painful Words.Those Words Can Get To You Tho.Them Break Up Words After A Year Or Soo.And Its Funny How A Guy Finds That One Special Girl And Just Lets Her Get Away Like Nothing Happen But Then Comes Running Back.And Then Tha Guy Keeps Doing Tha Same Routine Over And Over Like It Was A Script To Learn In A Movie.But Tha Real Shit  He Gotta Learn Is He Had A Special Girl But Didn't Treat Her Well.Too Many Chances For Guys And Also Girls.Tha Girl Way Is Very Similar To Tha Guy Way.But At Tha Same Time Tha Guy Is More Funnier To Make Fun Of XD.ADVICE- Don't Give Your Significant Other Too Many Chances!Or You'll Regret It.They'll Move On And You'll Be Stuck Thinking That You Fell In Love To Early.And Well Im Usually Saying Falling In Love Too Early's Bad But Now That Someone Told Me,It's Really That You Can Fall In Love At Any Age.No Matter How Old you Are 12,18,26,77 XD Never Give Up On Love.Never Fall In Love TOO Early.Never Li
Mini Me....
http://fpdownload.macromedia.com/get/flashplayer/current/swflash.cab">http://www.adobe.com/go/getflashplayer">">http://www.adobe.com/go/getflashplayer">> As the girlfriend of one of our hero that is over there fighting to protect us and for our freedom. I can personally say that it is hard. The times when you don't hear from them have to be the worst. Never knowing when and if you will hear from them again. Keeping them in your heart and praying is all that we can do. Having faith is the biggest part of it but it is hard. We have to have faith in God and believe in him that he will keep our love ones safe and bring them home to us soon. Please keep all of the men and women in the war in your prayers. Pray for there safety and their return, but also please remember to keep their family in your prayers. Staying strong and keeping faith can be hard at times like these. Thank you!!!
Dating?????
You know your Mexican when....... You have ever been hit by a chancla. You can play any sport wearing chanclas. You grew up scared by something called "El Cucuy." Others tell you to stop screaming when you are really just talking, You use your lips to point something out. You constantly refer to cereal as "con fleis." Your mother yells at the top of her lungs to call you to dinner even if it's a one bedroom apartment. You can dance ranchera, cumbia, or salsa without music. You call your sneakers "tenees." You have at least thirty cousins. You can't imagine anyone NOT liking spicy food. There is more alcohol than punch at little Juanito's birthday party. There is at least one member in your family named Maria, , Juan, Jose, or Jesus. You swear "Choco Mil" is the same as Slim Fast and try to lose weight by drinking it. You have a drunk uncle/aunt. You not only know who Don Francisco from Sabado Gigante is, but you tell people he's your tio. You have ever had to tell you
It's Getting Hot Up In Here!!
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If You Dare
I never bought in to the lies that you sold The story you tell really gets old How can you justify where you stand The master of deception who had it all planed You took it all and left nothing behind How can you say we are out of our minds It was you that led us to this place Let it be you that falls on your face I did what I could but I no longer care This is one person you should of never of dared Come to me tell me what did you find So out of your head so out of your mind Left yourself in a World of distress Oh look haven't we made a beautiful mess The lies you live I can't understand To take me down was that your plan
The Henry Rollins Files
You like that girl with the wild garden mind.  She threw herself off a mountain and landed with flowers in her hair. She has a nomadic heart. She doesn't care what's going on if you say it's going on. Because there's something somewhere else that's really going on and she's gone. You'd like to follow her for awhile. To show her where the end is and to ask if she'd like to hold hands. She'd just smile, wave and leave you there. And she's so beautiful. If she'd just sit still... But then you see your world's too small to keep a girl who keeps nothing. Now if she'd just sit still... But she already knows you just put things on shelves in rows and in dark closets stacked with boxes. And there's not enough room in your world for forests, caves, and foxes. And you call it chaos in her eyes. It's just the freedom you can't handle. And her unconcern for what you keep near  makes you see it's just cowardice you hold dear. She's the pet bird who flew out the window. What do you call a pet that j
Wanna Play ????
Have you ever been in a bar or a nightclub and heard that all but dreaded voice over the loud-speaker saying..."Last call for alcohol ", or been in a department store picking up those "must-have" items that you put off going after ALL DAY and heard that little juvenile twitt say..."we will be closing in 5 minutes...please bring your purchases to the front at this time."  Does that not just chap your bum?? What if I wasn't through ??? What if I said..." NO, I think I'm gonna hang out here just a little while longer. At least until I'm done with what I need to do." What would happen?? Would they call the police and force you to leave. Leave you there in the dark all alone, or by some strange act of God would you find yourself doing shots with that little juvenile twitt and wandering why you ever came there in the first place.....?? Life can be soooo confusing.....sometimes you don't know whether to stay or go. Hang out with twitts or just be alone. No-one has the right to tell you it'
Love
She smells of  Champaign and roses. Combined together, they mark the touch of loves passionate kisses mixed with the satin warm skin that has become the map of my exploration of her pleasure.       Her lips invite my kisses. Her moans encourage my desire. Her heart sets the rhythm that my body moves to. She is my symphony, playing to my hopes and dreams. Sweeping them up into her arms as we dance upon the blankets of her bed.       Great seductress of my heart. Angel of blessed passion. Healer of my heart. My giver of everlasting, I name you all of everything that is me, for everything of you has woven the threads of us into one. We are forever inseparable. We are all that is love and all that love could ever be.      This time, this moment, cannot be compared to anything that has passed. For nothing that has been transcribed or thought could come close to the wonder of this stroke, this kiss, this taste or the very moment of your eyes looking into mine. To perfect for perfection
Wanna Help One Of My Beautiful Friends
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Awareness Of The Month
"For my future I have no concern, and as a true philosopher, I never would have any, for I know not what it may be: as a Christian, on the other hand, faith must believe without discussion, and the stronger it is, the more it keeps silent." Giacomo Casanova   Understand that I love all that god has created but sometimes the Jesus heads over do it a bit. "God forgive them for they know not what they do"   God ceases to be God only for those who can admit the possibility of His non-existence, and that conception is in itself the most severe punishment they can suffer. Giacomo Casanova I find that this quote works well for the pagans who hate that I am Christan. "God help them to forgive the followers that harmed them so. And help them to see that not all christans are the same"   It is sad to say this most often I have found those who have turned away from God did not turn away from him because of god but because of their dealings with the church goers.   One should remember
My Dream Man...
Just in case you missed it on my profile because you did not look at it. A little about myself...I am 5'8" and about 175 pounds. I have hazel eyes, fire engine red hair. I am a mom of three beautiful children. Below is a short list that I have developed after suffering many broken hearts. Hit me up if you think you can fill this imaginary man's shoes. I am looking for a good man. "Definition of a good man?" you may ask...to me the PERFECT man would be the following: 1. Faithful; meaning that he will not play games with my head or screw another woman behind my back. 2. Strong; (not in a physical sense, well...ok in a physical sense as well, but I digress)...he would be emotionally strong...mentally strong, someone that won't let me run them over "all the time". Now, male common sense will tell you that there is a certain amount of B.S that you have to put up with, but not all of it. I want a man that will be by my side with pride and loyalty. A man that stands with his head held hig
For Nicole
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Tattoo Contest
http://www.fubar.com/photo.php?u=119458&albumid=1883979&i=2834938771 IN A MOST BEAUTIFUL SMILE CONTEST!!! THINK YOU CAN TAKE A MINUTE OF YOUR TIME TO GO RATE ME AND EVEN BID ON ME IF YOU WANT!!! I'M GIVING AWAY A BLING PACK TO THE HIGHEST BIDDER!!!     CLICK THE PIC AND GIVE ME A RATE!!
Whatever
I hate it when I come on here and I've messaged someone and I get no reply. That's rude if someone takes the time to write to you you should reply to them. I also hate people asking me to shoutbox them when they are on and when I do I don't get a reply.Another thing that's pissing me off is when people ask for help to level up and I help them out but never get it back in return.I'm on fubar to make friends and have people to talk to. I'm not here for leveling up I only do that to add pics. I'm not here to play games or to deal with drama queens and players and liars. I'm am down right honest person and very blunt and as nice as I can be and I will tell you how it is and I'm telling you now I'm not playing with no one you wanna start you'll see how much of a b*tch I can be. Mp3's Galore is a site I created mainly cause of the people who DJ in the lounges here on fubar. A wide variety of different types of genres are on the site including some hard to find albums and songs and so on. A l
Continous Thinking
why is it that you must judge me??that perfect woman you are looking for....dose not existcute in the face?thin in the waist?apple bottom?extenions down her back?laid back, drama free?she dose not exist!!!!what will happen once her looks fade?what will happen once her waist expands?what will happen once her apple starts to sag?what will happen once she start to loose her hair?what will happen once her breasts loose their firmness?start all over again?will the next see "your" true beauty?"you" think "you" got it going on....will she?"you" think "you" are the man...will she"you" think "you" can put it down...will shewill you be able to satisfy her?you'er older than she is....I THINK NOT!!!!!I don't feel it necessary to show my goodiesi shouldn't have too for you to like mealthough i may not be pretty in the facemy heart is beautifulalthough my apple might not be roundmy soul is deepwhile you are judging me...someone is judging youseeing "your" flawsyour imperfectionsso....fucc that bulls
Wtf
Im not one of these people who make yearly resolutions. I never really understood why 1 day alone would make you want to change something about yourself. why not just do it anyway?  but to each his own. anyway, Im going to try my hand at a few resolutions this year. to begin with, no more of this stressing about everything. over the last 10 years, there has been something tugging at my heart constantly. It seems like I couldnt just be happy. Ive let little things get to me and bother me and stress me out until the point of depression and complete sadness. That is not the way to live. There are people who enter your life, and it seems like they are only meant to hurt you and to make you miserable. but maybe they were put there to test your limits, to teach you patience, and maybe to make you thankful for what love you do receive from those you care about. another thing I must do is to forget those who dont remember me. Ive held on to so many memories that only hurt to think about. s
Stories
The night breeze flows through the window, cooling the room to a comfortable temperature.  A lite sheet is all I need as I turn out the light and snuggle into the bed for a good night's sleep. As I close my eyes, I can hear the rustle of the breeze in the trees.  There is a peace that washes over me and I relax.  My breathing slows as sleep enters and I drift off into that quiet place. There is warmth and love as I enter in.  A soft glow up ahead.  I hear someone calling...  "Come here my Dark Temptress.  Listen to my voice and follow it." I listen to him calling out and slowly make my way through the haze into the soft glow.  There in the middle of the room is a dark figure... I see him reach out, drawing me to him.  "Come my love.  I have great plans for you."  I slowly move forward. As I reach to take his hand, he is still out of focus.  As our hands touch, the electricity flowing from him is strong.  I can feel my body flush, the heat inside almost too much to bear.  He turns
Stubbz
people from the this place called united kingdom should all join the army of the united kingdom on fumafia, sort it out peoples join the frim represent the uk we are the best , why else would you want to support other crap turfs when your country needs you !!!, join the firm . this is what i suggest to all the girls with the very large breasts get out your chest show me your big t.i.t.s oh yes god bless its time to get fresh so take off your dress take off your k.n.i.c.k.e.r. with the s yes you know its in your best interest so get undressed please thats my request
Woman Like You
FOREVER MINE IM HERE FOR U ALL THE TIME YOUR THE ONE ALWAYS ON MY MIND IM HERE THINKIN ABOUT MY LADY U AINT SHADY UR DA ONE DAT MADE ME SHES MY CUTIE PIE IM DREAMING OF U EVERY NIGHT UR PRETTY DEN THE WHOLE WORLD 2 ME WILL U STAY WITH ME FOR ETERNITY I WILL SPENT MY WHOL LIFE LOOKN INTO UR EYES SO DEEP INSIDE I WLL NEVA LIE U TAKE ME 2 DA SKY U MAKE ME FEEL LIKE IM IN A ROLLERCOSTER RIDE U DONT ASK 4 THINGS NO DIAMOND RINGS U BRING ME HAPPINNES I HOPE IS U WEN DA TELEFONE RINGS DATS Y UR DA GIRL OF MY DREAMS DA GIRL FOR ME I BE WIT U FOR ETERNITY IN REALITY AINT NO WOMAN LIKE DA ONE I GOT MY LUV 4 U WILL NEVA STOP I ALWAYS PUT U ON TOP I ALWAYS HAV A SPECIAL PLACE IN MY HEART NO ONE CAN SEPARATE US APART I ALWAYS BE AT HOME WIT U N NEVA LEAVE U ALONE KUZ UR MY ZONE EACH MOMENT WIT U IS LIKE A DREAM KUM TRUE I LOVE U BABY MY BOO I DO ANYTHING 4 U N U KNOW I DO WE WER MEANT 2 B WEN IM CLOSE 2 U U SET ME FREE UR MY DESTINY MY REMEDY UR DA ONE I ADMIRED N DESIRED ME WIT OUT U MY LIFE WILL
Boogey's Little World
Fun Task......Go into your local toy store...pick up the nearest store paging phone...in a very serious tone and without laughing..page an employee to the TOY department..repeat the page until someone comes over to you or they drag you out..whatever comes first. Fun Task.....Next time you are with a group of friends..Talk the whole night like a member of the opposite sex no matter what they say...Extra points if it's also an accent.
Season For Good Health
I am a nurse. I am a very giving person and have a huge heart. I care a lot about people and treat people with respect . I work long hours during the week and love to have fun on the weekends. I love to play golf and enjoy the sun. I Like to attend sportings events as well as going to concerts. I Like to cook as much as going out for a nice dinner!! My family, a mix of Sicilian and Norwegian, has opened up the fascination I have with culture and the enjoyment of all that is different in life. I live close to my sisters and their families, seeing them often with my 15 year old daughter; With them there is much laughter, telling of stories, solving of problems and celebrating life... And good food. hostgator coupon hostgator coupon hostmonster review hostican review easycgi review Prevention remains the most effective way to stay healthy. The H1N1 flu (swine) is still occurring throughout the United States and it is likely we will continue to see more cases during the upcoming flu seaso
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Instructions......I was tagged but I will not inflickt it on others. You may go ahead and do one if you like :)1) My screen name came from me working on a photo when I was signing up for FU and I was stuck for a screen name. 2) The longest distance I have ever ridden in one day on my bicycle is 120 miles. 3) I have an obsession with old labels and posters. Yes and pin ups as well lol 4) I have two Thomas the Tank engines on the shelf above my desk. 5) I have only shaven my beard off twice since I was 16. 6) I like dark coffee, dark beer and thick crusty bread.  7) I do have in my record collection a Cheryl Ladd album. 8) I once ate steak tartar and loved it  9) I have piles of dead computers and printers in the basement.    10) No I don't have any dead bodies around at all :P  The 5 people that are gonna hate me are:Unwanted1Fallen PaladinMedikneightedDickhead83Rustynail I honestly don't expect anyone to read this. With people on here approving groups of friends all the time it i
Come Chill Wit Me In Hatchet House
  Come Join Us IN The Hatchet Lounge...good music and people...all lo's and lette's welcome you know you want to.... SO GET YOUR ASSES IN HERE... Click the Pic to enter     Juggalo Family (The Original) whoop whoop MFWCL Wicked clowns will never die alone.... *1* no dis the lounge *2* no dis the staff or members of the hatchet house "violations will result permanant ban"
Old Stories I Wrote As A Kid.
Emo Clock   By the Hero of Shadows   The clock's gone ticking, And time's running by; I couldn't help but kick it in the shins, And now it began to cry. :(   Bah, it's an Emo Clock- EMO CLOCK!!1   With a cold white face, And wearing nothing else but black, Each second comes a beatin', Where it can't take the fact:   Damn thing can't cut itself,  So it sits there and refuses to find a solution-   It's a damn emo clock, EMO CLOCK!   "Why do people keep staring at me? I don't want the attention, can't you see?" Oh STFU, you feed off their eyes, Always changing your look, as your battery dies.   Every single moment, you have to make a noise, Needing to swing your arms around, like sugar driven boys. So go ahead and whine, on what time of day it is, There's millions of others like you, just a part of the Rolex biz.   ... Damn Emo Clock. Vampire Want Nuts A survival horror comedy By Tyler Vittitow (M)Vanilla: (M) Light Vanilla: (M)Jack(Blue): (F)Nikki
Jokes
How Men ThinkA woman was in a coma, she had been in it for months.Nurses were in her room giving her a blanket bath.One of them was washing her private area and noticed thatthere was a slight response on the monitor when she touched her.They tried it again and sure enough, there was a small, recognisable movement.They went to her husband and explained what happened, tellinghim,"As crazy as this sounds, maybe a little oral s * x will do the trick and bring her out of the coma."The husband was skeptical, but they assured that they wouldClose the curtains for privacy.The husband finally agreed and went into his wife's room.After a few minutes the woman's monitor flat lined, no pulse, noheart rate.The nurses run back into the room. "What happened!?" they cried.The husband said, "I'm not sure, maybe she choked". A poor but desperate man goes to a brothel and asks for the cheapest prostitute. The woman say she has one girl who really is shy, likes the lights off and wont murmur a wor
Generalizing
Maybe I am noticing this more because I have been looking for it, but it seems there are a good number of women that feel ALL men are assholes, posers, liars, whatever...I use the internet to meet people, especially women due to my schedule and lack of time where women are. I have read many profiles on this as well as other sites that women, whom are trying to meet men I might add, feel that men are all liars or cheats. I am willing to wager about everyone that has dated on a regular basis has had their bad stretches. I have literally dated several women in a row that were crazy, stalker types. I do not condemn all women. I learn and start over. If I couldn't trust women anymore I would be a monk. I suggest women that feel that way should either get over it or become a nun. The rest of the world doesn't want to hear how you've become narrow-minded due to the last two guys that cheated on you. And smart guys won't want to date you. The only guys that will be interested will be the ones
Tired
Mom went to the lung Doc today. They told her and my oldest sister it was either lung cancer or an infection.  They are going back in Feb to have another CAT scan and if it has grown they will do a biopsy. Her chances for cancer are high since her younger sister died of lung cancer. Maybe it's just me,but I don't get the waiting thing. Why not check it now and not months down the line?  There will be no treatment for it,because she is to frail to survive that,but waiting makes no sense to me. Not my choice and I respect that. I am tired,physically and mentally. My mother can't harldly hear,is blind in her right eye and now can't remember something five mins after she asks you. I don't even know what i am doing half the time anymore. There is no one to talk to about it that sees it like I do. My sisters don't have a medical background and don't see where this is leading. Few of my friends even see her this way. I am supposed to be fine all the time,it's my job. My temper is short with
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You Are Who You Are
Whether you are straight, bi, queer, or curious in nature, remember you don't have to label yourself. And by all means, you don't have to justify yourself or your desires to anyone.... just be YOU. Blessed be the waters of your life.May your blood be strong.May the flow from your loin be joyful and fertile.Blessed be all your life-waters.Blessed be the earth of your body.May your muscles be strong and fearless.May your heart beat with love, soul, vigour and courage.
Weekend Adventures With Marino
last night it was another adventure.....we drank a gallon of rum..and i went home leaving marino at the hotel...she was gettin some..and the same bitch from last weekend showed up she beat her ass it happened..and i missed it oh and btw an update from last weekend..marinos ex went to jail this week oh well here it goes my friend Marino picks me up on friday night I am supposed to have my ass in bed before 3. My dad is watchin my daughter. well I got home at 8 this morning. Last night we had a bad night DRAMA!!!!!!Oh my.......we left from one palce got home and marinos ex walks in with this bitch that HATES Marino. I sat back thinkin watch this...Marino is a scrapper and this Bitch calls her out and starts shit...I am vey proud of her she kept her cool.You don't shit where u eat...and we were at Marinos house..My ride left...i was stranded. It was all good we chilled at mi casa today. NO DRAMA!!!!!
Fubar Technology
Those who run Windows often find that after frequent use of their machines, their machine starts to slow down. Many people run their disk defragmenter, anti-virus software, and anti-spyware software to no avail. Most windows users start to worry that their PC is broken, but the experienced ones take the next step which is to run a registry cleaner with a trusted registry tool. Each program that is installed in Windows leaves registry keys. When the programs are deleted or uninstalled, they leave behind many of these registry keys. This is fine after a few programs are removed, but over time as more software is added and removed on the machine, the machine can really get bogged down. The way a registry cleaner operates is to delete and clean up the unnecessary registry entries that are no longer installed on a machine and other temporary keys that existing programs no longer need. The advantage of using a registry cleaner is that your windows registry will not contain unnecessary infor
Single Mommys=goldigging Tramps
single mommys are like dogshit at bottom of the barrel. all they are looking for is a free meal ticket. you gotta love these camwhores     My Shoutbox amber: can i invite you to my own video chat room so we can have fun chat while im on cam..?? ->amber: what kind of fun amber: are you up for fun? ->amber: nothing amber: what are you up to? ->amber: 23 amber: how old are you? amber: ok.. ->amber: los angeles amber: where you from? amber: i see ->amber: nope amber: anything.. you have yahoo? ->amber: bout what amber: hi there..
Mike Smith
I own a doctor website design company. Also manage a weight loss facility that helps people lose weight. We have also done a website for a physician loans company that let's doctors expand their practices. Also recently finished a website for a doctor that helps people get rid of acne scars in NYC.
Considering Cupcakes
"You fucking parasite Feeding off my voice like a leech Sucking me dry Use your head Hope you're gagging in your throat Hope you gag and choke Your pale little face turning blue If you want it in your ass as I spit in your face Face down on the floor holding you by your neck Do you feel like a wreck? Well that's life, kiddo Now shut up and swallow Shut up and swallow You'll get nothing for free Don't try to suck it off me You always take you what you want Now I just take what is mine I'll give you abstinence You tell of life.. It's up to you to fill it with substance I'll play your game A lesson of life: It's not what you want, but what you get You'll feel it from within as I work my way out Such a pretty girl, but such a dirty mouth Now you want it in your ass as I spit in your face Face down on the floor, holding you by your neck Do you feel like a wreck? Well that is life, kiddo Now shut up and swallow Shut up and swallow" "Coin operated boy Sitting on the shelf He is just a toy
Behavior
how to put this...men and women are not equal in my opinion. equal to me is meaning can do just the same if roles were reversed/switched.  there are several things that both can do just as well as the other. some things women can do better than men and some things men are better at then women. reasoning behind these certain things could be from being more familiar and experience in doing or stating them.  other expaination is building on certain traits, ability, skills, behaviors, etc. maybe from expectation of the way things are and can be done. Far- stretched Examples~ Man: "fetch me a beer woman" ...Reversed? not so accepted. I'd probably tell a guy to fuck off and look for his balls if I was repetetively catered to in that manner. On the other hand, I doubt that any man would tell me he didn't want me to clean, cook, etc for him to an extreme extent of acting like a mother taking care of a child, like I've heard many woman do on a daily basis. Don't get me wrong. Having a nice gu
Isabella
You say you've turned it offHid your heart up on a shelfScared of what it might costTo take it off for someone else'Cause lovin her you lostToo much of yourselfBaby can't you see that she's not me and... I need you to know you can fall into meThat my arms are wide openAnd will always beRight here waiting, staying strongCome and fall into meI'll follow any road anywhere to get to youI'll open up my soulIf that's what you need me to doBut now baby it's your moveAll you've got to doIs believe in love, just believe in us now... I need you to know you can fall into meThat my arms are wide openAnd will always beRight here waiting, staying strongCome and fall into meJust believe in loveJust believe in usBaby... I need you to know you can fall into meThat my arms are wide openAnd will always beRight here waiting, staying strongCome and fall into meCome and fall into meBaby fall into me The Way I Love U lyricsEverything's cool, yeahIt's all gonna be okay, yeahAnd I know, Maybe I'll leave andLau
Gone Too Far
My son is 15 and has begun to check out girls (especially the tits and ass on these girls). He begain dating this one girl last month, she was sweet but too clingy for Wilson. Anywho.....Wilson had gone to a fire department (he's on the youth fire department) meeting. When he gets there he sees clingy girl's real dad (her mother died a few years back and he didn't want anything to do with her so her Aunt adopted her). Well her "sperm dnor" saw and yelled at Wilson walking into the fire department. He was sitting in his truck with his door open and motioned for Wilson to come to the truck. Wilson walks to the truck and see this guy take a bullet out of his glock, wrote Wilson's name on the bullet in sharpie and asked him if he knew what it was. Wilson said "A bullet with my name on it". Then the guy told Wislon if he did anything other then hold hands of kiss his daughter he's gonna start at his pinky toe and work his way to his ass. It bothered Wilson so much he finally told us what
Living Right By Letting Go
Tuesday, October 13, 2009 Living right by letting go. Sometimes we need to let go of that which is holding us down. It can be very hard to let go, especially when you have an emotional attachment.You must ask yourself, in letting go, will it positively impact you? Will you be better off in the long run, by letting go? We find that most of the time, the answer to this question is "yes", and only due to the fact that we needed to let go, because that which was holding us down was something negative, and therefore not beneficial to us in any way possible.We need to reevaluate what it is that we call "positive" in our life. One must understand that every meaningful interaction we have, not only with others but with ourselves must thoroughly be grounded in the basic meanings of the word "love". When we hold onto that which holds us back, depresses, saddens, or causes us to feel negative, that there is in fact no love involved. One can not truly say they are loving themselves when the
Fumafia
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Aspca
The Internet delivers an astounding array of images and ideas into homes across the world—but not all of these images are particularly animal-friendly. In the United States, individuals have the constitutional right to free speech, which includes the right to discuss and advocate for animal abuse in public forums like the Internet. Unfortunately, some of what is being shown online crosses into the realm of illegal activity. Rest assured, animal cruelty is a crime in every state—if people go beyond discussion and actually practice what they preach, they can be prosecuted for animal cruelty under their local laws. Hoax Sites While some online images of animal cruelty are, sadly, all too real, many websites that appear, at first glance, to promote animal cruelty are hoaxes. Of course, websites that are disturbing or disgusting are not breaking the law if no animals are actually being harmed. While you can certainly express your opposition to these sites to the companies that host
Why?
LOVE IS A GIFT THAT IS GIVEN FROM ONE HEART TO ANOTHER, WITHOUT THE EXPECTATION THAT IT WILL BE RETURNED WITHOUT STRINGS ATTACHED, AND UNCONDITIONALLY. MY LOVE IS JUST THAT! I ASK ONLY TO BE GIVEN THE CHANCE TO SHOW HOW WONDERFUL LIFE CAN BE WITH MY LOVE! TO ALL THOSE WHO HAVE RECEIVED MY LOVE,(YOU KNOW WHO YOU ARE!) THEY KNOW THAT IT IS  ALWAYS THERE AND WILL NEVER GO AWAY. ITS WHO I AM! WE DO NOT CHOOSE WHO WE LOVE, IT JUST HAPPENS, AND WHEN IT DOES, IT CAN BE  A REMARKABLE GIFT. THE MORE LOVE WE HAVE, THE MORE BEAUTIFUL A LIFE IT IS. TO DENY IT IS TO DENY ONE OF LIFES GREATEST GIFTS. THE CONNECTION OF 2 PEOPLE, WHETHER IT BE ...A MOTHER TO HER CHILD... OR A MAN TO A WOMAN, OR A FRIEND TO A FRIEND. LOVE IS THE GREATEST GIFT TO BE GIVEN SO ENJOY! AS I SIT HERE ALONE AND PONDER ALL THAT I HAVE LOST,I CANT HELP BUT REALIZE THAT...HAD THINGS GONE DIFFERENTLY,I WOULD NOT BE WHERE IM AT TODAY!THE WOMAN I LOVED WITH EVERY FIBER OF MY BEING IS GONE! AND MY HEART HURTS SO MUCH THAT SO DOES MY
Songs For Myself And Other Local Bands, If You Want One Just Pm
Breathing Exercises. Every living creature is sustained by breath. Breathing plays an utmost part in all life activities, thus when there is no more breath the life ends. All living creatures may sustain their own lives for some period of time without food or water but never without breath. The breath absorbs oxygen into our system and eliminates carbonic acid gas. During inhalation oxygen is first taken into the lung cells, and then circulates through the blood. Through this ceaseless activity and formation of cells within the various functions of the body the impure waste is eliminated. In other words the breath burns the waste matter or impure matter produced along with the processes of digestion, absorption and excretion which is known as metabolism. As a logical consequence of this process, carbonic acid gas is produced within the system. If this gas remains within the system it may endanger the life. Therefore it has to be sent to the lungs through the veins in order
Poetry
I gave you life, but cannot live it for you. I can give you directions, but I cannot be there to lead you. I can take you to church, but I cannot make you believe. I can teach you right from wrong, but I cannot always decide for you. I can buy you beautiful clothes, but I cannot make you beautiful inside. I can offer you advice, but I cannot accept it for you. I can give you love, but I cannot force it upon you. I can teach you to share, but I cannot make you unselfish. I can teach you respect, but I cannot force you to show honor. I can advise you about friends, but cannot choose them for you. I can tell you about alcohol & drugs, but I can't say "No" for you. I can tell you about lofty goals, but I can't achieve them for you. I can teach you about kindness, but I can't force you to be gracious I can pray for you, but I cannot make you walk with God. I can tell you how to live, but I cannot give you eternal life. I can love you with uncondi
If You Are An Infantryman
(Reprinted without permission from Henderson) If you’re an Infantryman: -Underwear is entirely optional at all times-who wears underwear? -You have pooped in the same bag you ate from. -You put that bag into your Ruck next to your sleeping bag. -You’ve pooped in a hole more than a porta potty -Every time you poop, you tell everyone everything about it. -You go on missions with your fly undone so you can piss while pulling security. -You have no problem running 5 miles drunk. -You have no problem maxing a PT Test drunk. -You have no problems doing a 12-mile road march drunk. -You have no problems but drinking problems, and you don’t think it’s a problem at all. -You would fight for a guy you barely know, as long as he’s an Infantryman. -You’d fight your best friend, even though he’s an Infantryman. -Monday morning formation should be taped and sent in to the Howard Stern Show. -You know someone who has done the following: 1. Pissed themselves
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Help
hey if anyone can help me with a sulute i would be very thankful of you just dont have the time to get some pic made help i need someone to make me a sulute my camara is busted and i would love to have a salute
Hurts
Thanks =Hollywood= There are people who can walk away from you.And hear me when I tell you this! When people can walk away from you: let them walk.I don't want you to try to talk another person into staying with you, loving you, calling you, caring about you, coming to see you, staying attached to you.I mean hang up the phone.When people can walk away from you let them walk.Your destiny is never tied to anybody that left.The bible said that, they came out from us that it might be made manifest that they were not for us. For had they been of us, no doubt they would have continued with us.  [1 John 2:19]People leave you because they are not joined to you. And if they are not joined to you, you can't make them stay.LET THEM GOAnd it doesn't mean that they are a bad person it just means that their part in the story is over. And you've got to know when people's part in your story is over so that you don't keep trying to raise the dead. You've got to know when it's dead. You've got to kno
Mystykal
Moon and tide save help me now,I seek the truth here not yet found,For underneath the fog there lies,new possibilities for I,So let this night be unlike others,And let the noble show their colors,And let the meek and cowards run,For now the moon seeks out her sun,And by the power that is three,So as I will it, so mote it be. Wind in the north, run through the treesThree times three, let them see, let them seeSands of the east, rich soils beneathThree times three, set them free, set them freeFires in the south, awaken from sleepThree times three, let them see, let them seeWater of the west, flow to the seasThree times three, set them free, set them free
Caddy My Maine Coon Pride And Joy
A heuristic is a "rule-of-thumb", advice that helps an AI program or human think and act more efficiently by directing thinking in an useful direction.Some of these heuristics are age-old wisdom, bordering on cliche, but most are actually helpful.If you want something done, do it yourselfComment: Obviously true, and doing it is usually very good for your self esteem. A surprising amount of work can be done this way, and experts are not always necessary. However, there is a risk of becoming overworked if you try to do everything yourself - we all need other people after all.Never procrastinate anything you can do right nowComment: Very powerful. There are many things that can be fixed or solved with a minimum of effort, but are often pushed aside as unimportant. Unfortunately they won't go away, and in time the feelings of guilt for not having done them will make you even less likely of fixing the problems.When you have several things you could be doing and don't know which to do: Just
Older Poems From Another Time.
I lay awake some nights , Watching you sleep , I recall the things you do , Your always sweet to me , But your heart is like a gypsey, Never staying too long , The ocean always calling to you , Trying to lure you home , BUt what I hear you say , When you hold me close at night , You don't have to say with words , I can see it in your eyes , Don't worry baby , It won't hurt you at all , Theres a coushion to catch you , Of pins and needles when you fall . Just let your gaurd down , have a little faith in me , Ill be here to love you , Untill the day I leave , Each Hour spent with you , Seem shorter than the last , Theres no future in your eyes , Its to soon to even ask , Theres no faith to be found in forever , Its as uncertin as the wind , It comes and goes as it pleases , No gurantees , it will ever come again , We spend our whole life chasing waves , Till they finally meet the shore , When its over we move on , Always searching for more , BUt what I hear you sa
Juicy's Blog
why is it when life hands u lemons everyone says make lemonade?? well i am sorry but there are times that you can't. we get up in the morning make breakfast feed the pets and make sure the kids and our partner is out the door on time for work and school. but what bout the mom?? we are home all day makin sure the house is clean and that the food is ready when everyone comes home. no matter what happens we never have a day off or free time. we are there when everyone else gets ill or hurt. but who is there for us? no one. friends are but there are times that they can't be. and u feel like you don't want to burden others with your problems. what are you to do then? sit there and cry behind doors and put on a big smile when everyone is lookin? yes u are. no one knows how hard it is till u are the one doing it. life is hard and more days then one it is very hard and u just wanna run but u can never get away from life. never look at someone and judge them before you knw what is going on. som
A Little About My Sence Of Humor :)
Ailina- Tewety: up to 24 hrs depending on how many its forest come first serve Narley- dont pop the clutch!.....i pooped the clutch went off motobike Sproet: Trixie - it's you rank again all the other members that made points from the previous day Sproet: it's *how* you rank *against*Sproet: holy typoes Sproet: *typos  More to come :) Double click on Video to see full view  
Life
Now I remember why i married him... im still alittle irritated but i feel better... Mem helped just by listening.. but the blog is cool too hehe I dont know how he knew some of the stuff in my head but he did....and Im still happy we got married! WOW this sucks now i have 2 dryers cause we thought one went out and it turns out to be the wiring.... gee didnt i say that when i was told about the breaker gggrrrrr i give up maybe some day people will listen when i say something but somehow i dont think so..... i give up and im done.... shoot me it would hurt less
What I Get To Do Today
well today was fun i guess its pick on keith day or maybe ill go by my first name and not my middle name since i have to use that damn name for most thingsso just call me Brandon or bk for shortsanyways today was a eventful day first i went with my roommate to pick up a so call friend of his we went for breakfast it was nice then i got a texts from my ex roommate mothers wow talk about being a true cuntshe takes in someone who is a alcoholic who has a bad  temper and had try to broken into her house a few timesbut she pretty much in more less then say fuck you to me first she blames me for destroy her sons mattress i don't no how all i did was sleep on it and she knows damn good in well my cat sleeps with me and he has claws sharp ones i might add then she blames me for destorying her sons bedroom screen now why in the hell would i do that when iam on the internet more or less half of the day since i was unable to go out because that was one of the rules i had to followthen when i went
Too Much Drama
well so far ive moved in here in mass. its pretty nice place if you dont count the neighbors. i miss my garage though.....and my bikes in storage outta state. met with a girl a few months back she was close to perfect with me and pretty damn cute bu when i lost my job ect.(had another ex i left 3 weeks earlier.) she go p.o.'d at me like i did it on purpose and dumped me....that and i wouldn go all the way 2nd date.......(we hung out but i count dates as well...dates.) my car held up for a while but i gets its criticism it was once like new and very good in the snow it may have been slower and less popular in the us than uk but it was a diff ride and i liked it. but every one calls it a pos....by now it is im waiting for $ towards a truck. i took up bikes as a hobby and read up mech ect. so i got prety decent at rebuilding em and fell in love with older small engined hondas. ye i know im bein boring lol. as of now im looking into saving for a house....and getting my bigger bike ready fo
Barbed Wire And Razor Blades
Dogs can be a bit overwhelming, due in part to their attentive natures. They can march in and take control of a situation, even when it doesn’t involve them directly.People born under the year of the Dog tend to be very well liked as it is one of the most popular of all of the animals. Dog people are: truthful, clever, with a strong sense of fairness and devotion. They never shirk their duties, they always do their fair share of things and will always "listen to reason". They would never ignore a distress call, often putting the well-being of others before their own and they never abandon people. Other traits include: open-mindedness, never envious, non money-minded and very adept at seeing straight through others. However should you try to snoop into their affairs they can become secretive and also give a cold shoulder to those who they don't really like. They are also: intrepid, practical and "have great insight into human nature". They can be belligerent, gloomy, be anxious
Senior Moments
TWO OLD MEN THINK THEY ARE CLOSE TO THEIR LAST DAYS AND DECIDE TO HAVE A LAST NIGHT ON THE TOWN. AFTER A FEW DRINKS, THEY END UP AT THE LOCAL BROTHEL. MADAM TAKES ONE LOOK AT THE TWO OLD GEEZERS AND WHISPERS TO HER MANAGER, 'GO UP TO THE FIRST TWO BEDROOMS AND PUT AN INFLATED DOLL IN EACH BED. THESE TWO ARE SO OLD AND DRUNK, I'M NOT WASTING TWO OF MY GIRLS ON THEM. THEY WON'T KNOW THE DIFFERENCE.' THE MANAGER DOES AS HE IS TOLD AND THE TWO OLD MEN GO UPSTAIRS AND TAKE CARE OF THEIR BUSINESS. AS THEY ARE WALKING HOME THE FIRST MAN SAYS, YOU KNOW, I THINK MY GIRL WAS DEAD!' 'DEAD?' SAYS HIS FRIEND, 'WHY DO YOU SAY THAT?' 'WELL, SHE NEVER MOVED OR MADE A SOUND ALL THE TIME I WAS LOVING HER.' HIS FRIEND SAYS, ' COULD BE WORSE I THINK MINE WAS A WITCH.' 'A WITCH ??. .. WHY THE HELL WOULD YOU SAY THAT?' 'WELL, I WAS MAKING LOVE TO HER, KISSING HER ON THE NECK, AND I GAVE HER A LITTLE BITE, THEN SHE FARTED AND FLEW OUT THE WINDOW... TOOK MY TEETH WITH HER!
Gimme Bak My Bullets .!!!...
Love is not real without pain !!! This place is turning into a Sausage-fest WTH ?!
Mindless Ramblings
Why can't people take responsibility for their actions? Why do we blame others for our laziness? Why do we wan't everything handed to us? Why don't people say please and Thank You anymore? Why do people think they should automatically be treated as Royalty? Why do people only talk to others when they are given things? Why are people so insecure with themselves? Why are people so blind to the obvious? Why is it everyone else's fault for our actions? Why am I going to go lay on the ground and freeze My ass off today?   Why is it that you remove people who haven't on your page for months and they get mad? Why is it a Company calls up wanting to know how your service was that they don't want to listen to the negative comments? Why is it that it takes at least 13 minutes to where you need to be to wait on a real voice from a company? Why is it so hard for companies to admit there might be a problem with their equipment? Why is it people are more worried about getting the lates
Thoughts
okay so, you wanna discuss your feelings with a male. wait stop right there. because one males don't understand feelings like we do,and two, if they are assholes. they really don't give a fuck about how you feel. now sometimes you'll get lucky and find a male who is truely understanding and will listen to you, and try to help if they can.but this is really rare. so, how do you deal with this? this is really quite simple really 1. find something that you find funny to get your mind off of these feelings that you are having 2. always remember that you are never alone, because somewhere there is another woman who is feeling the same way you do. 3. and most importantly always know that the pain does go away, but it is up to you, to rid yourself the pain of the male causing it. 4.spend time with friends and family members, because they truely care and want you to be happy. 5. avoid anything that would cause you to think about those feelings, because it will only make matters worse.
My Stuff
Tabby your my heart my soul my everything.... I want nothing more in this world then to be with you... your my reason for smiling my reason for living... They say in life you come across on person that will steal your heart and have it forever and that person is you baby... I love you so much What do you call a guy that never talks to you , but says he loves you and tells you that he will be with you  in jan, but then all of a sudden deletes off here with even say good bye to you or anything?? I trusted him. I told him all person stuff about me and my son. and he just walks away from us. Guess he  is like alot of guys on here. Play head games to get thier kicks and when thier done, just walk away from the hurt they caused and move on to someone eles to hurt and play head games with!!!    Just so who ever reads this his name was  dj rockerrprince aka Jd, i really thought he loved me  cause i gave him my heart and he walked all over it like it was nothing.
Blog
TITTY DO!!! wat the hell is wrong wit me i actually lost intrest in almost everything i do now so i guess i should find other ways to keep me sanity i i just lost interest in writing in this blog thingy this mite be the last one i do
Just Some Thoughts
The Hug I Love There is a hug to say "I love you"    And a hug to say, "Goodbye" There is a hug say, "How are you?"    And a hug to say, "We tried" There is a hug to bond a friendship     And a hug when the day is through But the hug that's best in all the world....    Is the hug I share with you!! Did you ever feel like digging a hole and pulling the sand in behind you? Did you ever feel like  running down an old, dirt road, that has no end? Did you ever feel like resting in the snow and being buried under the drifts? Did you ever feel like crawling inside yourself, never to return? Did you ever feel like going in a corner  and slowly fading away? Did you ever feel like watching a fire and melting over its flame? Did you ever feel like sailing off a cliff into eternity? Did you ever feel like crying and floating away in the tears? Did you ever feel like gazing at a star and reaching out to touch it? I did.
Misc Stuff
  The grey and dark have come. Her cold touch fills the air. Into the newness January stands alone. Seeking to touch those with out care.   The softness of her voice cools all that can hear. Her chill bears down deep on toughts around. Gloom, is seen for miles. For her heart can not be bound.   Everything has gone past the point of old. In her eyes, you can see hope of a new. Hope and trust try to push on. Yet even the frost kills her dew.   Lot of things still hang in the balance. Hope and luck are in there fight. Fear, sorrow and cold strike hoping to prevail. Both sides wage at each other with all there might.   Eternal is the feeling. Long are the nights. Warmth seams to be to far away. One hopes they can survive the fright. by Tom Petty Well she was an american girlRaised on promisesShe couldnt help thinkin that thereWas a little more to lifeSomewhere elseAfter all it was a great big worldWith lots of places to run toYeah, an d if she had to dieTryin she h
Answer This
Do you like it rough or sensual? Do you prefer to be with the opposite sex or the same sex? or both? How often do you like to have sex? Is sex a top priority for you? Do you have sex face to face with your partner? How often do you get drunk and have wild, crazy sexy with a complete stranger? How do you feel about one night stands? How many one night stands have you had? What's your favorite position? Where's your favorite place to have sex? Do you prefer to make love or f*uck? Have you ever watched porn while having sex? How long do you usually fore-play b4 doing the deed? Do you get off first or do they?
Glevelrs
      This  is the ppl i leveled today     jwk5337@ fubar ♥ ♥  Janice ♥ ♥@ fubar  Lividwasteland@ fubar LilSmily09@ fubar  RexZombie@ fubar          October 22th 2009 ppl tp level NOTE IF U ARE IN MY BFFS FAMILY CONTACT HIM G LEVELERS ONLY N HAVE HIM LINK YOU TO MY BLOG  HE KNOWS U ALL BETTER THAN I DO! THANKS LINS       armyguy5050@ fubar Munchkin@ fubar spartan92@ fubar jle672@ fuba
This Is Me
its like no matter what i do i just cant find that some one.....i tought i had it clinched but again i was wrong.........im always wrong......always hurt......no one knows the real me.......i dont even know the real me anymore......i feel so lonely, so hurt......even in a room full of people i am compleatly alone......no feelings ne more.....every time i get feelings for one person they are ripped away and im numb all over again......totally useless....feelings were just ment to be killed.......i dont think i could or will ever love again.....im stripped of all feelings and emotions.....but like a drone i live day to day with that little smidgent of hope that something might happen....but my world of doubt clouds the hope out and it is engulfed by rage...i just dont know what i am supposed to do with my life...if that is what u call it......how depressing...i look at all these people who are fake, i just want to strangle them...they have no idea what it is to be alone....stripped of ev
Words I've Read
if love was the closest that human beings could  hope to come to immortality-which is how i feel when being with you-then i have been given a key to life everlasting when i found you my loveing esposa..................... There's a reason we MUST find people to love,people to share our lives with,open our hearts and minds to,people to depend on,cherish,people who'll depend on us when THEY need to know they're not alone.Careing for your friends and family,knowing they care for you-that's what keeps our minds off the void that waits for us al. By loving and letting ourselves be loved,we give meaning and importance to our lives;it's what keeps us from being just another species of the animal kingdom,grubbing for survival. At least for a short while ,through love, we can forget about the goddamned darkness at the end of everything. Love given or love taken is NEVER lost!! Once you've loved someone,the love is always there,even after they're gone. Love is the only thing that endures. M
The Bocs
A gasp of breath, a sudden death, the tale has begun. -BoCS- Night has patterns that can be read less by the living than by the dead. -BoCS- Night can be sweet as a kiss, though not on a night like this. -BoCS- Holy men tell us life is a mystry.They embrace the cocept happily.But some mysteries bite and bark and come get you in the dark.   A rain of shadows,a storm, a squall!!Daylight retreats;night swallows alll.If good is bright,if evil is gloom,high evil walls the world entombs.Now comes the end,the drear,Darkfall...   Darkness devours every shining day.Darkness demands and always has its way.Darkness listens,watches,waits.Darkness claims the day and celebrrates.Sometimes in silence darkness comes.Sometimes with gleeful banging of drums.   Who is more foolish----the child afraid of the dark or the man afraid of the light?-----Maurice Freehilll   You know,Tolstoy,like myself,wasn't taken in by superstitions--like science and medicine.----George Bernard Shaw
Love
I'm losing you so quickly. I try to stop time so I can catch up, but I see that is not possible. All I have to do now is to try to fight. Yet everyday that I see you with someone else, I see that I am losing and that I have to get on my feet quickly before things get worse. I ran out of breath. Now I feel like I can't breathe. I'm tired of having to fight this battle where I know I am going to loose, but because I love you so much, I just don't give up. I don't give up because you never said that I didn't have a chance with you. Once you let me know that, I will leave you alone. Even though you're with another girl, I want to believe that you think of me. Don't lie and say you never wish you had one of my kisses. Can you see that I am dying without you? Don't lie and say that there wasn't a time when I drove you crazy. I could see it in your eyes, but long time I haven't that I can't say. Don't try to hide it because I know you sometimes think of me. You killed me on the inside, now al
Spotlight Drawing
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Blue Roses
wind blowsthe air flowslight happans if u golove will followyou will seeits hard to really leavelife blossoms in this placeyou will find a better escapelove will grow when you breathethat gurl will love you unconditionalygive it timeit will beyou will find what you needwhen you find her let her goif she loves you she will knowif its true she will seeshe will come bacc so let it beit will be done this i knowif not then let it go blue roses of my love bleed rite thru,loving to find someone newhoping and wishing he came true,but all i see is pain from you,stukk on the past i cant grasp,trying to hold on but im not that strong,trying to find a better kind,waiting to see what i need,looking for u to come true,grasping it tighter i found my way looking for love not just pain
Just My Thoughts
I just wanted to blog to test this out, I never did a blog before. I think I might start though. Does anyone ever read these? If they do let me know. If enough people do then maybe I will start. Who knows I might actually have something to say that is interesting. If nothing else I am a pretty good speller, which is a relief compared to some of the people I have come across on here who are on the shy side of literate. I am guessing those folks probably don't come here to the blog section anyway. Okay that is enough about nothing.  Thanks for your time. Me Well this is officially my first day on Fubar and officially my first Blog on Fubar. I am so confused I don't even know where to start. I have my profile set up for the most part, I have joined a lounge, I have chatted up a few people, and now I am trying to blog. How do I get points is my next goal, according to my homepage all I need is 9 more points to get the next level.  I am hoping that this blog will help put me over the top
Kord's Blog Aka Random Thoughs
Wow, am i needy.  Five days without talking to my Doomsie and it feels like my soul has been sucked out of my body.  Walking dead here.  Oops zombies again, don't tell Doomsie (but it is her fault) Kordaff aka Phil Hanner aka aka something else aka Toftberg Seems unnaturally quiet for Halloween.  No sounds of trick or treaters, no ghosts nor ghouls.  Parents afraid of the flu perhaps or just the rather chilly weather this week.  Who knows. I am still feeling the effects of my bday yesterday, going to sis's house and helping drink all her beer =)  mmm beer and pizza!  What better! One of my nieces was watching the neighbors cute lil pug dog (can you say more energy than her???  omg dog on hyperdrive!) while they went to store/out-to-eat.  Lol
The One
In the end I’ll annoy you, piss you off, say stupid shit and then take it back, but put that all aside and you will never find a girl that loves you as much as I do……….. I want to be the oneYou see in your dreams,The one that won’t make everythingRip open at the seams.I want to be the oneThat makes you happy inside,The one you run toWhen the world makes you wanna hide.I want to be the first one you look forWhen you walk in a crowd,The one you missWhen Im not around.I want to be the oneYou show off to your friends,The one you won’t,m9.8nu9 leave standing aloneWith no one to cry to in the end.I want to be the oneWho picks you up when you fall,The one you want to talk to,The first one you’ll call.I want to be the one you look atAnd says she’s the one
My Fumafia
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My Life
i found the man of my dreams and omg is he hot. he is my friend,lover,and soul mate. i want to spend the rest of my life with him and he know who he is. my future husband that i love with all mt heart.i never let go you. can't wait to be with you now and forever. i am so happy i found my mr. right after a this time...he is mt friend and soul mate. sorry to break eveyone heart.
Qoutes
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Once Again
I cant say never, maybe or yes I wanted to but I get surprised by the universe Something new and interesting someone exciting a flavor its all a monkey wrench to the never the always the maybe the yes the no hazy shades of grey I love them so I live in the now and trust in a future mine not always yours almost definately I wonder wander sit pace cant think straight I tried that once I ended in the same place I began I like circles the ongoing energy I sleep but the dreams are so busy maybe I think I am sleeping the what if oh the what if they are so much fun dont take them seriously I did once it did not work out so well but I am ok I think I think I am ok oh I love circles and then I rest on a rock by the stream under the trees and forget about it all   this is the song that has been chasing me by ani difranco
Fire
WHY MUST YOU STAY IN OUR FACES? WHY CANT YOU TURN AWAY RUN AWAY TO YOUR FIELD OF WONDER YOU HURT THE WRONG PERSON YOU KNEW WHAT IT WOULD DO SOON YOU WILL REALIZE WHAT MOST ALL READY KNOW IT'S ONLY A MATTER OF TIME YOU'RE LIKE A LEECH SNATCHING ON TO WHATEVER WILL GIVE IT LIFE IT'S REALLY PATHETIC IN EVERYONE'S EYES JUST RUN AWAY MY BEAUTY LAYS OVER YOU NOW LAYS OVER HIM I WANT HIM FOR THE BETTER NOT TO DROWN WITH TO LIVE WITH LONGER AND BETTER THAN YOU COULD HAVE EVER DREAMED OF IN THAT MESSED UP SKULL IT'S ONLY A MATTER OF TIME AND WELL,IVE ALL READY GOT HIM NOW MINE GIVE IT UP the most important lives in my life will always cherish my love will never lose faith in anything i do   the most important lives in my life give me smiles ive never worn before give healing to my torn being give every breathe i need   yes,theyre the most important lives  in my life my 12 gifts on christmas all my love bundled up all that i count on   the most importa
What To Expect From Me. So You Know And Cant Say Were Never Told.
1. A LOYAL,HONEST,FUCKING REAL friend. What else do you require?   What I will not be. Nor fucking tolerate. 1. A fucking shoulder to cry on. This is fubar. Not Dr. Phil.. 2. Someone to amuse yourself with among your fucking yahoo messenger pals. 3. Someone to tell you how to keep your man,understand your man,or get your man back. If you are having all those issues,then maybe you need a shrink,not a friend. 4. A smart ass of any type. Give me any shit and....I DELETE YOU. PERIOD. 5. Someone who is one minute a pal when it suits a need or want. And the next no where to be found nor heard from. Couldnt squeeze a fucking grunt out of their ass,must less a hello. If this is you....FUCK YOU IN ADVANCE...now get to fuckin steppin. Joe Schmoe is the next profile over. 6. Someone who constantly needs to be rated or told how hot they are. If I think you are hot...trust me. I have no issues in saying so. If you are this vain in personality...GET TO FUCKIN STEPPIN...shallow bitches need
Me Venting
Where to Start, hmmm could be that its all the fakes on here.. MAybe all the wannabes. Maybe the People that you help and as soon as you do your own thing they have to do some serious trash talk and try to ruin your rep.. haha.  PErhaps its someone that seduces  people and manipulates them with  having them fall for her and then uses em like puppets... Lounge owners that arent real, Djs, graphics people you trust  and they cant tell you the truth but complain and whine about how they dont like where they are.. day in and day out...... LAst but not least, family... they are the ones that  you should trust most right? Your own Blood.. Why is it some family know the truth about some things, yet always choose the opposite side no matter what? Yt those they surround themselves with call this family weak ... Perhaps hes weak, maybe scared, but for gods sake why would family not tell the truth when asked it...  I say to All This.. Seductive Pleasures is Back...... 2 years gone i wasnt going t
Stuff Things Life
  When a winner makes a mistake, he says, “I was wrong;” When a loser makes a mistake, he says, “It wasn’t my fault.”   A winner works harder than a loser and has more time; A loser is always “too busy” to do what is necessary.   A winner goes through a problem; A loser goes around it, and never gets past it.   A winner makes commitments; A loser makes promises.   A winner says, “I’m good, but not as good as I ought to be;” A loser says, “I’m not as bad as a lot of other people.”   A winner listens; A loser just waits until it’s his turn to talk.   A winner respects those who are superior to him and tries to learn something from them;
Blaze's Ramblin Thoughts...
After an extensive stay in the hospital I am finally home, was eager to return to a normal life and touch base with everyone only to come back and find that those who I thought were true to the core werent...I've learned so much in the past week...about myself, life, and others...Should I apologize? If I do what do I apologize for? For being severly ill to the point of being placed in ICU for a few weeks? For not having any outside contact other than close family members? You tell me...I am back..for how long I do not know....as far as FuBar goes probably not very much longer...as far as my time here...thats up to the man upstairs....I would like to thank those that have been true to me...I love you all very much and while I know its hard and sad to go...I feel it may be for the best and for me to spend my time with family...I thank you all and love you all very much! Finding your soul-mate is rare in life...but what do you do when you know with all your heart you have found that one a
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The Mind Of A Mad Doctor
This song was the themesong for one episode of "Moral orel" on Adult Swim. I enjoyed it from the first listen, but I had to actually hear it a few times to realise the deeper meaning of this song. It is the ultimate "F*@% YOU" song. This song is the perfect explanation for that relationship you can't stand, but cant escape either. Here are the lyrics. Enjoy. (And NO, this has absolutely nothing to do with me and Arika. We're still madly in love. its just a funny song.) I hope that our few remaining friends give up on trying to save us. I hope we come up with a failsafe plot to piss off the dumb few that forgave us. I hope the fences we mended fall down beneath their own weight, I hope we hang on past the last exit, I hope its already too late. I hope the junk yard a few miles from here someday burns down and I hope that the rising black smoke carries me far away and I never come back to this town again in my life. I hope I lie and tell everyone you were a good wife. I hope you die. I h
My Poem Section
WOULD YOU If you seen me walking hopeless Would you, stop so your eyes can focus Would you, wonder whats your name Would you, walk with me in the rain Would you, for the friendship you gain Would you, ask what has made you cry Would you, pass me and ponder why Would you, join me hand in hand Would you, journey with me across the land Would you, walk along the sea in the sand Would you , wonder if i was the one would could you bring back my sun The One        Have you ever met the one? The one that made your body quiver. The one that makes your heart beat shiver. The one person that eyes make you glow The one thing that makes your blood flow. The one who touches deep into your soul. The one you want to hold tight . The one that sends your spirit into flight. The one who's thought drives you home at night. The one special person that feels so right. The one that smiles at you ever so wide. The one with feelings you cant hide. The one person that gives you will.
Sir Viper's D/s Philosophy
Many of My "scene" friends already know Me fairly well and that I am an "Equalitarian Dominant," but most never knew exactly what it meant until I shared this with them. A few years ago I found this under Dom Types on a website I have referenced to My friends and some of the submissives I know and Mentor. When I first read it all I could think of was how accurately it described the Dominant I am and have always been all of My life. It is truly 90+% Me. It also reflects upon the type of submissive that is most desirable and compatible with Me. For those that are interested I am now putting it here in My first blog. I have corrected some of the grammar and punctuation. I look forward to your comments. Enjoy the read. The Equalitarian Dominant The Equalitarian Dominant is one who controls by teaching, mentoring and leading. This Dominant feels and knows that when they find a comparable submissive that things will happen as a progression of the interaction. Usually just a mention or
Great Smiles
Recently I have had a wonderful person join my life. My long lost sister Jeanne has after 45 years made contact with my father. Every day since Jeanne was 3 yrs old my father has thought of her and tried to contact her in some way. Now my father is the happiest he has ever been since we received her letter. I can't wait till i meet her and also happy that I have gained her in my life as well. She also has 2 kids which means i'm an aunt x3 total. Only wish i could have been in their lives earlier, I feel i have missed so much with them as well as them with me. God has given us all this wonderful gift and I can't thank him enough. well i got my teeth done now and my smile looks wonderful i guess i gotta delete some pics to add new ones but no1 is rating too many of my pics anyways so im not sure if i want to
Here I Go Again..
Here I go again with another blog.Fubar inspires me I must say.I'm sure my blog stalkers will love this one.Can't wait to see who comes and blabs their opinion on it eventhough they ARE NOT my friend.That is a pet peeve.Someone who doesn't like me or agree with me coming to MY blog and saying stuff.Crazy Aye? Anyways,I just want to say..Why do people put other's down for their beliefs and views? Why is so important to some that I'm christian and they find out and cannot be my friend?I find that insane.I have alot of athiest friends.Friends who share diffrent religious views then I do and we are great friends?Why is my worth based on my religion?I think some people have bad tastes in there mouths from some religions.I've been put down by atheists and people who hate christians but I am not so naive to assume all atheists are the same.Why treat me that way?Why treat anyone that way? I think it should be a matter of respecting the other person.If I do not agree with your religion I am not
In Love
Ok check this out im going to be alone this thanksgiving and x-mas again i mean 4 real i had a girl that i though loved me as much as i still love her and i cant beleve that im such a fukin goob i just dont know what to do im so lonly and iv been so lonly 4 so long i ust cant seem to let her go i know that she has let me go and she tells me that she still wants us to talk but yet she makes no efort some 1 tell me what i should do and where im living is complet hell and my hole life is fuked up and i was so looking forward to starting a life with her she knows how much i care about her i was gonna give up every thing 4 her EVERY THING im just about to loose my mind so hoo ever reads this plzz help me with a comment  i will b moving to my grlfriends house next week damn i cant wait i realy do love her and she loves me to its been along time sence i as loved a meen truly loved im so excited i will be spending the rest of my life with ths girl
My Thoughts
Never again will I be dishonoredAnd never again will I be remindedOf living within the world of the jadedThey kill inspirationIt's my obligationTo never again, allow this to happenWhere do I begin?The choices are endlessDenying the sinMy art, my redemptionI carry the torch of my fathers before me The thing I treasure most in life cannot be taken awayThere will never be a reason why I will surrender to your adviceTo change myself, I'd rather dieThough they will not understandI won't make the greatest sacrificeYou can't predict where the outcome liesYou'll never take me aliveI'm aliveI'm aliveI'm alive Change again, cannot be consideredI rage again, dispelling my angerWhere do I begin?The choices are endlessMy art, my redemption, my only salvationI carry the gift that I have been blessed withMy soul is adrift in oceans of madnessRepairing the rift that you have createdI am not alone, brothers, give me your arms now The thing I treasure most in life cannot be taken awayThere will never
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Since the earliest of times, trees, especially green evergreens, were worshipped by the pagans. To them it represented life and freshness. Since it was EVER green, it always had life. The trees were worshipped as symbols of life, fertility, sexual potency and reproduction. These pagan rituals of worship were then brought into the homes and set up as idols, with the belief that it would give men a heightened potency of sexual virility to procreate new life for their harvest god in the new year. The evergreen tree represented a "PHALLIC" symbol (the mans sexual organ of reproduction) set in an upright position.. Any wonder why people hang round balls on a tree? Is having a Christmas tree in your living room like putting a big, green, erect penis there to put presents under? And if so, how can one reconcile this practice with Christianity?   You need to put up a whole bunch of boobies and vaginas around the house to balance it out. Mom Opens "Haunted House" in Home Wher
I Am No Wolf
RETIRED HUSBAND:After I retired, my wife insisted that I accompany her on her trips to Target. Unfortunately, like most men, I found shopping boring and preferred to get in and get out. Equally unfortunate, my wife is like most women - she loves to browse.Yesterday my dear wife received the following letter from the local Target.Over the past six months, your husband has caused quite a commotion in our store. We cannot tolerate this behavior and have been forced to ban both of you from the store. Our complaints against your husband, Mr. Samsel, are listed below and are documented by our video surveillance cameras.1. June 15: Took 24 boxes of condoms and randomly put them in other people's carts when they weren't looking.2. July 2: Set all the alarm clocks in House wares to go off at 5-minute intervals.3. July 7: He made a trail of tomato juice on the floor leading to the women's restroom.4. July 19: Walked up to an employee and told her in an official voice, 'Code 3 in House wares. Get
Important!!
Since I am a total idiot I have lost all the numbers that were on my old cell.I got my replacement cell today.Please text me with your name,so I can save your number again.   My back is about the same,I go to court about it to get new docs next months.Not going to hold my breath on that one. I am still rarely poking my head in this site right now.The fun isn't here for me anymore.   Miss tons of you.Please text me the numbers or send them to me via private message on facebook or I will check my messages on here for them. --------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- update 11/20/09 they posponed my courtdate AGAIN,at least they're sending me to another surgeon for an evaluation.Still just a waiting game.   hugsnstuffs Kit My mother has been in the hospital all week.She was moved to ICU this evening. She has several health issues and is septic .Gotta say thanks to the losers doing her dialysis for not using sterile technique. Sorry
Poems
I am trapped in a cage of razor & fence, Justify my actions on the art of self defence, Protect my emotions from morbid mutilation, Battling myself like a rebelion to a nation, Defeating my enemies with needles & smoke, While in the mirror it's my throat those things choke, Thought it my destany to live by the game, But there living or dieing is one & the same, A twin sided coin no win, no loose, Just ramblings of fear that destroy & confuse, Thought myself smart, had it all figured out, Dreams of being top dog a god with out doubt, Unlimited youth & energy year after year, It was easy to see as long as I stayed out of the mirror, For all my cons & deciet all I fool is myself, Hiding behind power, control, & material wealth, I turn hallow inside & say fuck all the rest, Spend year apon year convincing myself I knew what's best, Many people tell me tell me to open my eyes, I view them as fakes, enemies, & spies, It is truely me against the world, Those who truely l
Something Different
Life’s Tough When You’re Stupid... A classroom full of first year Veterinary students were participating in their first day of anatomy class. For the lecture, the professor begins by unveiling a dead cow under a white sheet laying on an operating table. The professor tells the class “In Veterinary Medicine, there are two qualities you must possess as a doctor – the first of which is a strong stomach. You cannot, under any circumstance, be disgusted by anything involving an animal’s body. For example, the Professor pulls back the sheet and sticks his finger right up the dead cow’s hindquarters, pulls out his finger and sticks it in his mouth. The students just stand there, paralyzed at what they see. “Now, go ahead and do the same thing, each of you,” the professor says. Freaked out, the students take several minutes but eventually take turns sticking their fingers up into the anal cavity of the dead cow, and then sucking on them. Once eve
40 Mistakes Men Make While Having Sex
NOT KISSING FIRST Avoiding her lips and diving straight for the erogenous zones makes her feel like you’re paying by the hour and trying to get your money’s worth by cutting out nonessentials. A proper passionate kiss is the ultimate form of foreplay. BLOWING TOO HARD IN HER EAR Admit it, some kid at school told you girls love this. Well, there’s a difference between being erotic and blowing as if you’re trying to extinguish the candles on your 50th birthday cake. That hurts. NOT SHAVING You often forget you have a porcupine strapped to your chin which you rake repeatedly across your partner’s face and thighs. When she turns her head from side to side, it’s not passion, it’s avoidance. SQUEEZING HER BREASTS Most men act like a housewife testing a melon for ripeness when they get their hand on a pair. Stroke, caress, and smooth them. BITING HER NIPPLES Why do men fasten onto a woman’s nipples, then clamp down like they’re try
Ecs
BECOMING AN ECS MEMBER: In order to become an ECS member, you MUST have a salute legible salute approved by Fubar. If you do not have one, you will be required to create one before you we can add your picture to our albums. Upon receiving our invite and you agreeing to join ECS, "ECS Prospect" MUST be added to your name. Once this is done, we will rip a picture to our ECS Prospect folder and will remain in that folder until the following has been completed. You MUST FAN, ADD and RATE our top 7 members found in our family as well as all of ECS members. The group is growing every day and to fan, add and rate all ECS members is time consuming. We understand this but, until you have completed this, ALL ECS PROSPECTS will remain a prospect. Either MFKN doyledozo or JustineThyme will touch base with you on this. The ECS homepage should be added to either your top friends or family. After completing the above, please contact the us via private message or through the shoutbox letting us
This Is Me For The Better
[V1]Let's get the story straightYou were a poisonYou flooded through my veinsYou left me brokenYou tried to make me thinkThat the blame was all on meWith the pain you put me throughAnd now I know that it's not me it's you[Chorus]It's not me it's youAlways has been youAll the lies and stupid things you say and doIt's youIt's not me it's youAll the lies and pain you put me throughI know that it's not me it's youYouYouIt's not me it's you, you[V2]So here we go againThe same fight we're always inI don't care so why pretendWake me when your lecture endsYou tried to make me smallMake me fall and it's all your faultWith the pain you put me throughAnd now I know that it's not me it's you[Bridge]Let's get the story straightYou were a poisonFlooding through my veinsDriving me insaneAnd now you're gone awayI'm no longer chokingFrom the pain you put me throughAnd now I know that it's not me it's you One Day Too Late lyricsV1Tick tock hear the clock countdownWish the minute hand could be rewoundSo
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My First Story!!
 'Daddy ... It hurts'         This is A TRUE STORY AND IF YOU DON'T PASS THIS ON YOU DON'THAVE A SOUL!!!My name is Chris , I am three,My eyes are swollen..I cannot see.I must be stupid,I must be bad,What else could have made,My daddy so mad?I wish I were better,I wish I weren't ugly,Then maybe my mommy,Would still want to hug me.I can't do a wrong,I can't speak at all,Or else I'm locked up,All day long.When I'm awake,I'm all alone,The house is dark,My folks aren't home.When my mommy does come home,I'll try and be nice,So maybe I'll just get,One whipping tonight.I just heard a car,My daddy is back,From Charlie's barI hear him curse,My name is called ,I press myself,Against the wall.I try to hide,>From his evil eyes,I'm so afraid now,I'm starting to cry.He finds me weeping,Calls me ugly words,He says its my fault,He suffers at work.He slaps and hits me,And yells at me more,I finally get free,And run to the door.He's already locked it,And I start to bawl,He takes me and throws me,Ag
Why
I've been roaming around, I was looking down at all I seePainted faces fill the places I can't reachYou know that I could use somebodyYou know that I could use somebodySomeone like you and all you know and how you speakCountless lovers under cover of the streetYou know that I could use somebodyYou know that I could use somebodySomeone like youOff in the night while you live it up I'm off to sleepWaging wars to shake the poet and the beatI hope it's gonna make you noticeI hope it's gonna make you noticeSomeone like me, someone like meSomeone like me, somebodyI'm ready now, I'm ready nowI'm ready now, I'm ready nowI'm ready now, I'm ready nowI'm ready nowSomeone like you, somebodySomeone like you, somebodySomeone like you, somebodyI've been roaming around, I was looking down at all I see I NEVER COULD UNDERSTAND WHY WHEN THE RELATIONSHIP IS OVER WOMEN OR EVEN MEN BECOME SO VINDICTIVE, WHEN THE FACT OF THE MATTER IS EITHER PARTIES HAVE MOVED ON TO OTHER SPOUSES AND THE VINDICTIVE PERSON W
This Is Exactly How I Feel ((perfect))
It’s not enough It’s not enough It never was or will beI never had the chance to thank you FOR RIPPING OUT MY HEARTIt’s not enough It’s not enough It never was or will beI never got the chance to sayFUCK YOUI don’t want to be your tourniquetFor minor lacerationsDon’t wanna be your Romeo Because you’re no Goddamn Julietyou always did know just what to say; insult and injuryYOU JUST LOVE TO HATE ME!It’s not enough It’s not enough It never was or will beI never had the chance to thank you FOR RIPPING OUT MY HEARTIt’s not enough It’s not enough It never was or will beI never got the chance to sayFUCK YOUYou’ve got a gunI’ve got a gun Let’s write a tragic endingDon’t wanna be this way againDon’t wanna be the one to blameyou can have the high roads; I’ll take the lows, disguise the frailtyI JUST LOVE TO HATE YOU!((FCK I HATE LOSING SOMETHING THAT I LOVE))....:( I loved you, You made me, Hate
In The Darkness Of The Void
Here I stand, alone. Forsaken.Nothing around to see, No one to turn to.Pitch black is all my straining eye can make out.Will it end? Will it go?Following the footsteps of the past, leading to the same result.Repeating the horrendous nightmare over and over again.Gaining hope and losing it quicker than the shot of a silver bullet.Silence and deadliness is everything. Get used to it.I keep following a false light I see in my head.It always ends up back where I started.I might as well sit here and stay.No use running aimlessly anymore.Too much hatred out there anyway.Full of death and spite.Sick of fabrications and deceptions.If you want something done f*cked up, leave it to a Human.So here I am, here I stay.Out of everybody's miserable ways.Stay away! Stay gone!And let me Rest In Peace. Before I begin... If the title offends you... suck it up. The truth hurts. Get used to it. If it wasn't true about YOU, it wouldn't effect YOU. People are idiots. Period. They believe anything! Everyt
Iris
First of all I want to apologize if this blog is gonna be too long or too boring at some point. I guess I just need to have a “talk” with this “paper” and then share my thoughts with you…my friends.   Some of you are new, some are old…some of you are not even yet but you will be sooner or later. Is funny how words run through my mind but when I sit to write them down they all vanish like darkness at the break of the day. I always loved to dream … I suppose everyone does at some point, more or less. Lets say I dream more than more. I believed since I was a child in a forever lasting perfect love… and more than anything I believed I will find it. I believed in the purity people hold in their hearts and I believed that the truth is the best way to live my life… Years pass and looking back and knowing what I have become I realized that I kept strong my believes and more than anything I followed them. The purity in people&rs
Proper Madness.
Remember, remember the Fifth of November,The Gunpowder Treason and Plot,I know of no reasonWhy the Gunpowder TreasonShould ever be forgot.Guy Fawkes, Guy Fawkes, t'was his intentTo blow up the King and Parli'ment.Three-score barrels of powder belowTo prove old England's overthrow;By God's providence he was catch'd (or by God's mercy*)With a dark lantern and burning match.Holloa boys, holloa boys, let the bells ring. (Holla*)Holloa boys, holloa boys, God save the King!And what should we do with him? Burn him! "Good evening, London. I thought it time we had a little talk. Are you sitting comfortably? Then I'll begin... I suppose you're wondering why I've called you here this evening. Well, you see, I'm not entirely satisfied with your performance lately... I'm afraid your work's been slipping and... and well, I'm afraid we've been thinking about letting you go. Oh, I know, I know. You've been with the company a long time now. Almost... let me see. Almost ten thousand years! My word, doe
Zero Cool
In times of war or uncertainty there is a special breed of warrior ready to answer our Nation’s call. A common man with uncommon desire to succeed. Forged by adversity, he stands alongside America’s finest special operations forces to serve his country, the American people, and protect their way of life. I am that man.My Trident is a symbol of honor and heritage. Bestowed upon me by the heroes that have gone before, it embodies the trust of those I have sworn to protect. By wearing the Trident I accept the responsibility of my chosen profession and way of life. It is a privilege that I must earn every day.My loyalty to Country and Team is beyond reproach. I humbly serve as a guardian to my fellow Americans always ready to defend those who are unable to defend themselves. I do not advertise the nature of my work, nor seek recognition for my actions. I voluntarily accept the inherent hazards of my profession, placing the welfare and security of others before my own.I serve wi
Poems
I saw and felt it buildingdark, forboding, welcome.The heat, intense, would soon be broken, gentled, relieved.I did what was needed knowing what soon would occur.Nature, in Her fury would releaseher strikes and crashes.The stillnessbegan to unravelas the the first rumblings were heard and felt.I felt the electricity,the air crackled about me.The taste and smell were unmistakeable.I was enveloped by the moisturegentle at firstthen an outpouring,soon I was drenched.Then with a final screamyou came. (by someone I love) Though I wasn't looking for anyone new,One day I got e- mail and in it was you.Charming, sensitive and so debonair,I strongly resisted it go anywhere.But letters and stories captured my heart,Filled me with passion almost from the start.Love on the Internet, how could it be?These things just don't happen to people like me.But doves and butterflies flew into our lives,Carrying messages we could not deny.Each person has meaning and love to express,And we could deny our hea
About My Sister! ( Melanie )
On Nov 2,09 my sister was head out to meet a personfrom here and was in a terrible auto accident, A drunkdrive pulled in front of her..She is in serious,butstable condition. She has not woke up since the accident. All we can do at this point is pray for her.I am doingmy best to stay by her side and talk to her.I hear thatit can help someone in a Coma, I have also started toplay some music for her while I am in with her. Today Nov 3, 09 the doctor says that we have to wait tosee what happens,She does not seem to have any injuriesto her brain,She does have a broken leg,She was in surgerytoday having some pins put in her leg and she is bruised up pretty good. I will keep everyone up to date as I am updated. NOV 5, 09 There is still no change in the condition of my sister she has been moving abit which is a good sign, Yesterday she went into surgery to have pins put in her leg. I have a feeling its just a matter of time before we have her back, please dont give up hope and keep us
Fubars Biggest Fakes
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How I Feel At This Moment
I DID NOT WRITE THIS This years love had better last Heaven knows its high time Ive been waiting on my own...too long But when you hold me like you do it feels so right I start to forget how my heart gets torn when that hurt gets thrown Feeling like u cant go on Turning circles time again it cuts like a knife If you love me i got to know for sure cause it takes somthing more this time Then sweet sweet lies befour i open up my arms and fall losing all control every dream inside my soul When u kiss me on that midnight street sweep me off my feet singing aint this life so sweet? So whos to worry if our hearts get torn when that hurt gets thrown Dont you know this life goes on? Wont you kiss me on that midnight street sweep me off my feet singing aint this life so sweet? This years love had better last A world full of strangers wouldn't be so bad... because then, everyday could go according to how i felt that day, and no one would think it's strange that i'm not talking beca
Crossroads
Is changing her life. I will no longer tolerate being treated less then I deserve. I am a hardworking good mom. I love with all my heart and tired of being hurt by people with nothing better to do then try and bring others down to their sad misrable exsistance. I have real friends and the love of my family who shaped my character. I am me and if ya don't like it? See ya! Toodles! Tah tah! LOL Peace! Whats that old saying? I you cant except me at my worst? You sure the fuck don't deseve me at my best. I am over it. Why? Why can't people let you love someone? Why do they always try to take your place? Why do we let others decide that? Yet when you voice your concern you become the idiot? When you say hey! I don't like that! You are told "whatever"! The absolute lack of respect for a relationship on here disgusts me already! When you only have the internet for the time being to try and stay close with someone. Its all you have! Yet others don't give a fuck! I don't understand! I don't ge
Fucking The Paper With A Pen
For those who can notice such things,these walls must roarin echo of sentences never spoken,and other ungodly expressions never exclaimedinto the stale air, this perpetual stench,indecisives' sweat impregnatedin plaster and paint.Amateur Hour recorded rhetoricswhispers past failures back at us.Not that I listen anyway,my focus strained to your voiceand your voice alone.It is open night on spit, and the micthat is my perception, erect, anticipatingyour growl and grip, is primed for action.Satisfaction is a deepthroat gruntof passing thresholds unknown to science.And I wait, I wait,and wait for youto stop talking......and start speaking.You own the words... you carry themlike nitro, locked in a Pandora's Box,suppressed to oblivion and shame.But as tangible as your name.Words you could never commit toink and scratch - they would scorch paper,and wreak havoc if digitally committedto transport through a fatal pixel push.But spoken,cutting and fusing new neural paths,they would static charge
My Thoughts..
To my soul mate,     Somehow, out of all the twist and turns our lives could have taken, and out of all the chances we might have missed, it almost seems like we were given a meant-to-be-moment to meet, to get to know each other, and to set the stage for a special togetherness.     When I am with you, I know that I am in the presence of someone who makes my life more complete than I ever dreamed it could be. I turn to you for trust, and you give it openly. I look to you for inspiration, for answers and for encouragement, and not only do you never let me down, you lift my spirit up and take my thoughts to places where my troubles seem so much further away and my joys feel like they're going to stay in my life forever.     I hope you'll stay forever, too. I feel like you're my soul mate and I want you to know that my world is reassured by you, and my tomorrows need to have you near, so many of my smiles depend on you, and my heart is so thankful that you're here. I LOVE YOU SO MUCH P
My Life In A Nut Shell
well my sister in-law Brittany went in a like a week or so ago went in for a pet scan done(that were they see how the cancer is looking) and well they got the results back and they could not find any of the Hodgkin's lymphoma!!!!!!  She still have to go in for kemo for the rest of the year, (thats only like 3 or 4 more times) Wow so its been some time since I last posted a blog, so here it goes So my birthday just pasted and I turned 25 this year, I didn’t do much in they way of having a party like I did last year, but then I did just started working again and I was beat! But hey I’m working!  I’m engaged to the greatest guy ever! He makes me so happy!! I look forward to starting out life together, we recently set down and pick a date for the wedding it’s going to be March 20, 2010. I am so happy to have him in my life. I do not know were I would be with out him. I love you Michael you are my best friend, my soul mate, you filled in the missing pieces to my hea
Holding A Auction?
Im going to hold my first auction since my return to fubar. The auction will start on November 18th and will run for 1 week, ending on November 25th. Entry fee will be 250,000 fubucks, with the starting bid as 250,000 fubucks. So you will eventually get your entry fee back, hopefully plus a cash bid. CASH BIDS TRUMP FUBUCK BIDS!  I am also looking for someone to help promote. Either by donating a blast or ticker or stickying a bulletin, or making a cute bulletin.  Please keep this fun, I will not tolerate bullshit. If I hear someone bid and won, and didnt pay, they will not EVER be involved in another one of my auctions... Please have your entry fee and your list of offers to me NO LATER THAN November 18th @ NOON central please. Thank You! I want to know if anyone is interested in joining a auction... I dont want to hold one, if the success rate is low... please let me know if you will help me..
I Quit
By this he knew she wept with waking eyes: That, at his hand's light quiver by her head, The strange low sobs that shook their common bed Were called into her with a sharp surprise, And strangled mute, like little gaping snakes, Dreadfully venomous to him. She lay Stone-still, and the long darkness flowed away With muffled pulses. Then, as midnight makes Her giant heart of Memory and Tears Drink the pale drug of silence, and so beat Sleep's heavy measure, they from head to feet Were moveless, looking through their dead black years, By vain regret scrawled over the blank wall. Like sculptured effigies they might be seen Upon their marriage-tomb, the sword between; Each wishing for the sword that severs all. 1. Quit arguing with people about the same old foolishness! Respect their position and keep it moving!2. Quit telling people your secrets when you know they are not going to keep them! And if you keep telling them, then quit getting mad when they tell your secrets!3. Quit trying
Personal Gripe...
I have come to terms about the loss of my children n my failed marrage. that should be the end right there, Right? well thats not true. I have found more to me. I can't stand the thought of me being happy... Its just disturbing to me at all levels. If I let my guard down I might get stepped on again. 2 lovers and many ex friends later, I just can't stand the thought of getting close to another.Yeah people might argue that thats not the way to go. But in this past year all I have learned from people is that everyone has a price and they want more. I ended up being homeless again cuz of that crap. Then my moms house started on fire and she had to basically work as a slave for a man she thought was her friend. I just can't seem to let my guard down to anyone. I am just to jaded... I am in the middle of a Great Big FUCKING Family Feud!!! Since my special needs cousin left his dad and he told us about it... Now My older brother has taken my fathers family side... and he isn't even blood
Auctions!
It's time for another auction! This is a long one, and you can enter starting Nov. 22nd. Entries will no longer be taken after 10 pm MST on Nov. 29th. The Auction will run through the month of December, Starting at Midnight Dec. 1st and ending at Midnight on Jan. 1st 2010. Rules:**50k buy-in-- non-refundable.**Must provide link to your picture (anything goes...within reason) & list of offers with fu-pal payment.**Must promote yourself or have others promote you, however you are welcome to repost my bulletin if you don't have the means to make your own.**Dropping out of the auction forfeits all three competitions.**10 people at minimum must enter auction by November 30th or auction will not commence, so please get your friends to enter as well!**I am not liable if the high bidder of each auctionee doesn't pay, however if this does occur, Auctionee must contact me via private message as the next highest bidder will be declared the winner, and so forth.Three competitions are going at
What Real Soldiers Do.
Pfc. Jeffrey Pearsall, 21, from Houston, was waiting outside in the parking lot for Smith. He was talking to his brother on a cell phone when a group of soldiers ran out the door and a window shatteredIt was only then that he heard the gunshots.He pulled his pickup truck forward, then hopped out and helped the wounded into the bed. He loaded as many as he could and sped off to the base hospital. Pfc. Amber Bahr, 19, of Random Lake, Wis., tore up her blouse and used it as a tourniquet on a wounded comrade. It was only later that she realized she'd been shot in the back, the bullet exiting her abdomen.
My Dreams
After 4 long years I finally had a dream of my ex wife and both my children... It was beyond my imagination... I was, for once, happy... idk what to really think about it...it maybe is because her birthday is coming up on thanksgiving, but she told me in the dream she missed me... idk, maybe its just a dream. but it felt so real... for the first time. i woke up happy. four long years. the first dream... maybe thats why I haven't been feeeling well for so long. this dream made me miss them again... A Dream, or was it a nightmare? At the start of my dream, it seemed innocent enough. Gone out riding with my friend. next thing I know, we pick up someone. they seem to know us. the guy asks us to go to this place. when we arive the place has been broken into. some kind of furniture company... the place is being looted. for some reason, I join in! All of us were taking everything we could... someone yells out one minuet... then the cops show up... Next thing I notice, the cops wer
My Health
 As some of you know I'm a Nurse. Well I went for my yearly. And they done a Ekg and found some issues with it. And had me go in and have a  echocardiogram done and we found out that my, the  pulmonary or pulmonic valve is between the right ventricle and the pulmonary artery. I've have a leak in it. At this time we are unsure when they will fix it. Or if it can be fix. I have to see another Heart  specialists and then I will know more of when I see him or her. I know alot of ppl have had this kind of surgery and be fine.  Seening that alot of my friends and family are here on Fu. Me and a few others thought it would be best if I blogged to tell you all at once. I will keep you all updated as I know how things are rolling out on this . Thank you .......   And Please don't look at me any differnet I'm still the same camo. Just a sick camo.   muahs  We got a update today. the rest of my heart looks good. The  pulmonary artery we are going to watch it and if and when it gets worse the
Poem I Wrote For My Mom
When I first got there, all I could see was death and decay. Darkness surrounded the area, and the smell of rotting flesh flooded my sense of smell. Nevertheless, there he was standing atop a mound of bodies, the man that started it all. His hair was silver as the moonlight with skin as white as snow and an expression so emotionless. He’s known as the God of Death, he brought destruction everywhere he went. Killing people, ranging from adults to even infants, nothing could stop him. This man has been alive since 1905, he was born a vampire. No one could understand how pure blooded vampires were conceived, but here he was alive and pure blooded. I stood there quietly watching the man; blood staining his white button up shirt as he held his katana out in my direction. I’ve lived my life lonely and scared Filed with pain and anger While kids ran to their parents I was left uncared To all who think I’m happy and bright I say you think wrong Because my heart is
Just....stuff.
I HAVE GHOSTS. Again. I know. This seems really fucking stupid, but if I die some insane death where I'm naked with upside down crosses carved into me, someone will know about the history of Shannon's hauntings.    First off, I'm sane. I don't do drugs (with the exception of the ocassional narcotic and maybe a little green....and a lot of booze. But all this happened while I was sober, promise.) It all started about 6 years ago when I live in Green Cove Springs. I moved into this awesome ass house that had beautiful original wood flooring from when it was built somewhere around 1920ish. Everything was jim-dandy until my husband started working nights. Then, shit hit the fan. I would hear someone walking down the hall at night...and I was the only one home. Whistling all throughout the house when nobody was there. Then I got a cat. I thought maybe he was pissed and psycho because I had his balls chopped. I was wrong. He would jump as high up the wall as he could and slide down, taki
Ramblings Of A Hot Mama
Everything happens for a reason. Sometimes you find the answer in the journey and sometimes you find the answer at the end of the road. Sometimes you're too busy looking for the answer that you can't see that it's right in front of you. It's in that moment when you realize why things have happened, that you find peace within your journey. It's that moment when you realize how thankful you are for the answered or unanswered prayers. I was surfing through my profiles all over the net when I came across a particular profile. I've looked at that profile hundreds of times, but today was different. For the 1st time I looked at that profile and I was at peace and thankful for those unanswered prayers. I was no longer angry by what had transpired previously. I finally realized that those things happened because better things await in the road ahead of me. There's potential for greatness in every area of my life. I'm excited and nervous about the possibilities that may come my wa
Too Much Of A Good Thing ??
http://www.fubar.com/mafia/join.php?acceptinv=113303  Is this too much info on what I like to do ??   We begin by kissing, softly at first then building to deeper and more passionate, tongues meeting. I begin to softly kiss and lick your neck, your ears then move to your shoulders while gently holding your face in my hand, gently tugging on your hair. My hands softly rubbing your back, legs. I then lightly with my fingertip touch the outline of your breasts purposely avoiding you nipples. teasing them with my finger till they slighlty become erect. I move my mouth and tongue to your upper chest area softly licking and kissing, your anticipation builds. I slide your bra strap off your shoulders as my tongue moves towards your upper breasts. Then around your nipples but not touching them at first, now and again a soft lick on you nipples as you moan. I move down your body to your stomach, belly buttonsucking on it. I gently grab your panties with my teeth and slide them off of you. My
Broken 4 Love
Without expectation or devotionI live this life of hate, aloneI am left with no emotionand I feel like letting go...I cry for someone to save me,but you are not there...I need someone to love me.you are never there. I am falling apart, no one knows. Alone I am tearing apart, nothing but sorrow. I can not fix whats wrong. Dying inside, this pain, my heart stops beating, I am falling into the shadows. I beg for you to love me, no one cares. I ask for you to be by my side, all you do is stare...I am falling apart...I am finally gone from here.
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Softly whisper your passion Come to me my loving heart I'll cherish your gentle tenderness From this day forward I'll impart My emotion of contentment That grew instantly as we met From the depth of my souls embrace Straight to you for whom it was meant Refresh your souls thirsting need Come bathe in passion's bright glowing fire As we dance the dance of eternal loveWrapped in our flowing desires Our need for each other so great A timeless burning flame As at last we have found each other And our place together we claim.
The End Of The Bs....
Just got this off of Craigslist DC http://washingtondc.craigslist.org/nva/rnr/1679499752.html  While I don't agree with everything that's written, it certainly is a good start.  Enjoy There are so many reasons that frankly, it's hard to pick a place to start: First of all.....when 28% of you brain dead fucking morons give a blithering IDIOT like Sarah Palin positive approval ratings and think she ought to run for president in 2012, it really makes me sick to know I am lumbered with that many mouth-breathing Cro-Magnons I unfortunately have to consider as my fellow countrymen....trust me.....I don't. You motherfuckers are beyond help. And before you go thinking this is a "liberal" based rant.....that brings me to one more item on an ever-lengthening list. This "Liberal" versus "Conservative" paradigm that so many of you simple dunces buy into.....as BOTH parties sell you out to the multinational corporations, banks and special interests that actually run Washingto
Resurrection Of Sck
TO BE A SOLDIER: 1. YOU MUST BE AN ACTIVE MEMBER IN THE TURF 2. GET 5 RECRUITS.(Reason why the lucky #5..bc with every 5 members 1 soldier position opens up..so that position is rightfully yours)   TO BE A LIEUTENANT: AT THE BOSS'S DISCREATION...I SAY THIS BECAUSE I AM LOOKIN FOR MORE THAN ONE THING OUT OF MY LIEUT.'S SINCE THEY HAVE RESPONSIBLITIES TO OFFER TO THE FUNCTION OF OUR TURF. DUTIES OF RANKS: LIEUTENTS: 1. You must be knowledgeable in the game meaning; you should be able to answer and assist fellow turf members on how to improve their Mobster (Character). Also, know how to tutor newbie's to locate/function of the Mafia site i.e. Where to locate tabs, how/where to recruit, Add Mobbies etc. 2.Be and active recruiter for the turf. 3.Be an active member in the Chat with the turf and make yourself available to help where needed. 4. Maintain an average or above average win/loss ratio (Lead by Example).   SOLDIERS: 1. Be available to assist in questions for new recru
The Search For 14 (a Taste Of The Novel I'm Writing)
PROLOGUE .. .. I was born Joshua Steven Hanson. In my family we have a tradition that the first born son inherits the father’s middle name. My Father of course is Steve and my Mother, Loni. It was June 28th 1981, and just like most people I don’t recall much of it. However, I was once asked in my English Literature class what the first memory I ever recall is, and the answer is kind of interesting. It’s interesting because even on that day I remember waking up to the world without any memory of what occurred the days before. I did still know where everybody and everything was. I knew that if I walked out into the garage I would find my mom smoking a cigarette, I also know I had a younger brother named Matt. That morning I awoke on a pull out bed somewhere out in Hallie. When I think back to those years I remember the color orange. It might’ve been the carpet, or the walls. It was the early eighties, the time where the 70’s was still phasing itself out.
Hurt Me
Well what can i say. I am 29 divorced and have 3 beautiful wonderful kids that are 7 , 9, and 11. I have been through a lot in my life and tired of all the bullshit. My marriage lasted for about 6yrs and then been through 3 other serious relationships since then and all of them didnt work out either. Im the kind of guy that puts all of my heart and soul into something when im serious about certain things. I know what i want and i go after it. Call me stupid but im a determined kind of guy and i dont give up easily. Ive obviously been hurt quite a bit otherwise i wouldnt be putting it all out there like this. I dont know what i can do to change things to make people see how i really am cause i do a really good job of hiding things now. Cause every time i show how i really am i end up getting hurt all of the time. Its the people that i am right in front of that have been there the whole time that dont even see it cause they are too blind or dumb to even notice that right in front of them
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People Behind Their Monitors
Okay this is one of the things that just get under my skin and piss me off. I have been on line since 1999.  And I have dealt with alot of A HOLES, in my life. I have been called down treated like shit, bullied you name it , BUT!!!! as the years when on,  I as they say grew a thicker skin to most BS said on here.  Not just Fu bar but other chat forms. Some come on line to chat and kill some time before going back to work,  or house work, whatever.  Some come on here just to be dum ignorant jerks and piss off others,  that is how they spend their days.  And they enjoy it .  (shakes head ) Some come on here cause they are disabled and this is perhaps one of their only means to socialize and make a few friends. Now for what annoyes the feck out of me. I see in mumm's,  blogs,  chat rooms,  were  you will see all different ages say..its only the inter net, its not real! UMMM HELLOOOOOOOOOOOOOO, who the feck do you think is talking to you on the other side of your feck screen.  A gho
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Ignorance
hey y'all...to be honest im pretty sure that almost none of u will read this damn thing but i dont care i still wanna write... as many of u probably realized that im going to do the damn military service on december 12th..for 6 months...ok im not an usa citizen and i wont serve us military...but after i changed my status to say im going to do it, it made me quite sad...i have many friends in here..but only one of them commented on that status...she knows who she is and i really admire her cuz she is a great friend...i dont care if she says serious, funny,stupid or good or bad things..but she actually realized and read my status and said something about it...that is the most important thing to me...none of you so called "friends" in here said anything about it :( i dont know how u understand this military thing in ur countries but this damn thing is mandatory here...and i probably serve for playing drums..or shooting terrorist idk...maybe i would get killed who knows...but stilll noone
New Fumafia Turf
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My Best Friend
I remember when i first got you you had no self e-steem had your head hanging down and was hiding under a table scared...i knew that we had a special bond...  after i got you home and told you everything would be ok i could see the life comeing back in you. i remember the endless nights where i would just set up and talk to you even tho you couldn't talk back i knew u listen. i remember all the good times we had the walks at the park when i asked u if u wanted to go bye bye u would bark and carry on until we went. i remember the trips we took to tennessee and just to see u sit so pretty in the passenger seat was priceless. i miss the way we played i miss the way u made me feel i miss your comfort i knew even after a long day at been at school or at work i could come home and you would be waiting on me... no matter  how late it was.. i remember everytime i was leaving the house u wanted to go with me no matter where i was going... i miss your bark your grawl when we played i miss the wa
Poems
she closed her sore eyes and asked "why am I here?" ... then in the blind distance a voice came through clear he said "I came not to judge or own any of your fears... I came to be the one you need to simply soak up your tears. I'll be gone again soon but at this moment, my dear I am yours... I too am here" miss her   I miss her smile and her lovely face I miss her laughter that used to fill this place   I've wanted to ask her so many things now There's things I dont know I need her to show me how   I've been wanting to hug her and hear her chest beat I've been longing to see her hold my babies, so sweet   She taught me so much like what not to fear Yet I keep forgetting what is safe to hold near   I need her this very moment I'm confused and in disarray Pieces of me are missing and I want to fly away   I miss her.... yet, even today I can say that someday I'll see her again ....I'll have had my last lonely day   And even if its just for now
College Days
I live in a college dorm with a guy who occasionally has the girlfriend over. Him and I made this little code-deal where if I come home from class, and on the whiteboard of our door it says "Piano", I am NOT to go in, for apparent reasons. I go appreciate the outside beauty of the courtyard, and wait until the word "Redbeard" is back on the board. Now, I thought this was a cool idea in theory, but I learned otherwise. You see, the first time he tried this was a Friday around noon. I come to the door in the hallway, and it clearly says PIANO on the door. However, I realized we didn't even need to write that, because the noise they were making were quite distinct with the DND signal. Interestingly enough, when I was there, he had a 3 person audience listening in on the action, and I had to stare them back into their rooms and text him a little warning. You could hear a beep on the other side of the door, a sudden silence, and then, "SHIT!" I have much to teach my roommate. I showed him
Subservience
The lazy streets are undemandingI walk into the crowd..In starbucks you get yourCoffee or that lemonadeWhere people dress just snazzy..Beauty so unavoidable everywhereIts there I sit and wonder "Do I Dare?"But on the cellphone I text to herI'm nothing I want to beShe was a super model..And one wouldn`t know theDifference would you?Modern namesLike jackie or mandyAnd modern bodies again..0n Beach BoulevardI never felt so lonelyNever felt so out of placeI never wanted something more!But on the sitesI am anything I want to be She was beauty model For Robert Powers... On the cellphone I amAny heightI am any age I want to beShe could be a caped crusader orSupergirl, even middle aged...And you wouldnt knowThe difference would you?
Who Says?
so i just realized something while watching a commercial for yet another cash for gold company and in lite of glen becks Goldline connection,  What if these cash for gold companies (which target broke ass mofos with shitty 10k gold that is worth next to nothing in that state, BUT melt it,  refine it and BINGO you have very valuable 900$+ an ounce 24-28 kt gold.) are subsidiary companies of Goldline?  SO they manage to collect all this gold from the welfare riche for pennies on the dollar then refine it and resell it to the rich republicans that listen to that fear mongering monster Glen Beck, who gets rich of his kick backs from Goldline.  Viva la Capitalism !!!!!!!!!!!!!! they tell you cant they tell you can.  they tell you should and they tell you you shouldnt.  Your choices are made for you fom the start.  Its up to you to see it and do something about it.  Pay attention to the world around you.  Dont just hook up the iPod grab your Bluetooth start texting your way into obliviousnes
Going To Start Working Out,because I Got To.
Just so sick of even attempting to date anymore. I've been single for about 7 years now and not once have I had a steady girlfriend and let alone dates for that matter.Plus my friends aren't much help either, one half is the "Hit it and quit it" crowed the other are the "commit" crowed. I mean I like to think my mom raised me right but raised me in the way that is behind the times. Plus the most complaint I'm "too little" or "too much" in some way. I just feel like it just a big joke.  Okay, so this is my first blog on here and I think it's an important one. I am over weight not obese, there's a difference. I'm at least wanting to be as close to 200 lbs than what I am right now and since I don't have the money to join a gym I found a solution, roller/ice skating. I read up on it and it's a total aerobic workout and why not since I've always liked skating just haven't really done it much since I lived in Michigan when I was married and had access to the lakefront at my ex-wife's uncle's
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Love/dating
I have always preferred nerdy cute men over arrogant attractive men. i adore men who are attractive, funny and intelligent but have NO IDEA how wonderful they really are. i also prefer a man who doesnt look in the mirror all day, and spend all day in the gym staring at himself and measuring his muscles. i'm totally fine with the skinny, goofy type.  I find they are less arrogant, a lot more kind and less prideful when showing the women in their life how happy they are to be together in a relationship.   i have not had the same experiences with men who have "women falling all over themselves" to be with them. the more attractive a man thinks he is, the less he will make his actual girlfriend/wife feel wanted, loved and cared for. this has been my experience. as if Mr. Hot shows any type of love and how "he cant live without her" feelings, this will make him less of man. the man with "many options" never feels he has to do much to keep a woman happy in the relationship, yet feels entit
Fubar Romance Lol
Have you ever gotten a message in your shout box like this?   From JD ok this has nothing to do with Doug anymore you pissed me the fuck off.. Who the fuck do you think ytour talking shit to? You obviously have no idea who i am or who i know so i will make this easy for you and fuck off bitch cause seriously Santa Barbara isnt too far away to find a bitch.. You turned this whole thing into something it didnt need to be but keep talking shit bitch Over a comment on a mutual friends page that simply said: "Miss You". LMAO. Silly Stuff...                          Just have to get it off my chest, This weekend a fubar friend came to my town. We were very excited to meet. Needless to say it was a disaster. He expected to find love at first meeting, and the slightest things set him off. When i tried to find out what he wanted to do on his visit here, he said i was "trying to hard" to please him. More than 75% of his time here he was asleep. Im not sure what was happening, but on th
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My Lesbian Experiences
please either post your own sexy experience (Fictional or not) please tell it from a woman's prospective. MAKE SURE IT IS NOT SAFE FOR WORK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I walk in to my house it is all dark then someone hits the lights and everyone yells HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!! I party for a long time and say good bye to everyone. One person remains. My sexy lesbian friend Clair.  She was naked and asking me to come and show her my true feelings.  I strip down and we come to the bed. e go into a 69 position and her juices tasted so great. We then played with each other for a little while. Then we decided to really get it started.  i went in to my closet and got out my toys. We started with a first course of vibrators for us both. Then the strapons started. Second course was me fucking the shit out out of Clair. Third course was her fucking me. That was a great night!
Penny Stocks
  Penny stock investment may be highly risky if you invest on any random stocks. So a beginner should make a list of penny stocks. This list is the first thing you should reflect on before going for investment in stocks. There are a lot of penny stocks on the market. So it is not easy to find stocks that are good. Also, there are many cheat sellers. So it is wise to be vigilant and investigation before you blow your hard earned money on stocks. So to build your list, think that stocks offered at low prices. This may be the perfect to be invested by a beginner stock trader. The veteran traders invest in penny stocks at times when they find a good deal. These stocks are good picks for those who are looking to invest in a low price stock with best returns. On the other hand, before you plan to make investment into penny stocks, you should collect adequate background information such as the market history of the stock you are planning to buy. You should also collect information related
Why Is It
i dont do this things how come we can love with all we have and it takes one person to rip your heart out. you trust someone with your life but they almost kill you when they just leve you for no reson what so ever i trust her with every thing and she just go and say it not me its her i have not been in love with someone in ten years i have seen a woman stay with a asshole and get beat on. i cant under stand that. but i do nuthing like that why cant find love like that i just try to love with erverything i have but why is that not good why is it i love with all i have and she ask me to trust her and she fucked me up she riped my heart out like it was nothing and stomped on it how iam i suppose to love agen
Naughty Lil Stories
I'm not sure what to write about in this blog.. I was thinking of it being a place to showcase my story idea's for my manga/anime titles that I'm working on. But then again I thought that this would be about my lyfe & intrests in all things like anime/manga, cosplay, going to con's, tech stuff, bdsm...sex etc.. Well I guess that I'll just use it by a post by post ideaboard on what ever is on my mind @ the moment. Masturbation" rel="nofollow" target="_blank">http://www.dailymotion.com/video/xbayi8_masturbation-orgasm-y-clit-rubbing_sexy">Masturbation Orgasm ♥ Clit Rubbing #02Uploaded by aiho534caiho534c. - Find" rel="nofollow" target="_blank">http://www.dailymotion.com/us/channel/sexy">Find more steamy, sexy videos. It's strange that I've even came on here @ all nor even adtempting to do a sorta blog on here as well, but things are as they are.. strange. I've been trying to deside what sort of stories that I should even post on this blog @ all, but I guess that it's just has t
The Real Start Of 2010 For Me!
12-14-09 9:40 am 8 pounds 21 inches! This morning (last night, really) I couldn't sleep. I stayed up going to the bathroom for no reason, reading a book that was okay (but, not all that) until after 5:15 this morning. I was falling asleep and waking almost immediately to read another couple of paragraphs. At 5:45 am this morning my daughter (#2 of 3) called me to ask if I could take her to the birthing center in Brooklyn( we live in Queens) since her hubby had to work. I hesitated in the hope that she would tell him that he HAD to do this. It didn't work.  She called me again at 6:30 and said, " Dad, I need you to do this!" So, I did. We loaded up a whole bunch of snacks (none of which I liked! She is on an organic kick!), a change of clothes, her laptop, etc. 4 bags of stuff and a Daughter that was counting seconds! The highway was busy (this WAS Rush Hour!) and I had to get directions for the first time to a place I hadn't been near in at least 26 years! We got there nearing 8:0
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Leroy is a 20 year old 10th grader.This is Leroy's homework assignment. He must use each vocabulary word in a sentence.1.Hotel -I gave my girlfriend crabs, and the ho tel everybody.1.Dictate -My girlfriend say my dictate good.3.Rectum -I had two Cadillac's but my bitch rectum bofe.4. Disappointment -My parole officer tol' me i miss disappointment they gonna send me back to the joint.5. Penis -I went to the doctor and he handed me a cup and said 'penis'6. Israel -Tito try to sell me a Rolex. I say 'Man it looks fake.' He say, 'Bullcrap, that watch israel.'7. Undermine -There's a fine lookin' ho living in the apartment undermine.8. Fortify -I axed this ho on da street, 'How much?' She say 'Fortify.'Furthering you education with Today's Ebonic word...Today's word is: OMELETTELets use it in a sentence. -'I should pop ya ass fo what you jus did, but omelette that shit go dis time! 1. Sit in your car with sunglasses on and point a hair dryer at passing cars. See if they slow down.   2. Pag
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A British grandmother, who was sterilised twice 13-years-ago, has given birth to a 'miracle' baby boy. Grandma, 43, had the operation to stop her falling pregnant again after having her first three children. But three-months-ago she felt strange movements in her stomach and a test revealed she was six months pregnant. Now she is mother to health baby boy born last week, who is younger than her grandchildren. Grandma said : "At the end of July, I started feeling tired and then felt movements in my stomach. "I thought I could feel something - I thought it was wind at first but I was tired as well so I thought I better do a test. When she did a pregnancy test, she could not believe that she was six months pregnant. "I didn't really believe it until he came out," she said. She took fertility drug Clomid to speed up ovulation when she was 19 which helped her get pregnant with daughter, who is now 24 and a mother. Two years later, she conceived her first son Glen, who is now 19, and again w
All About Me
So my boyfriend have dumped me today, after telling me how much he loves me, and how much he wants to be with me.  I am really heartbroken, espcially now that I wont have any sex life at all. I prefer the real meat, if you know what I mean. All my toys just dont cut it for me any longer. I just wish I could meet a man who could satisfy me as much as I could satisfy him. Ive been so horny lately, and just cant find a man to keep up with me. I really like older guys, but at this point any age will do. As long as he has a penis.I just cant wait to get rammed by pretty much anyone.
My Brother Rip
      TO SIGN MY HUSBANDS OBITUARIE IF YOU WANT TO SAY GOODBYE OR WHATEVER YOU WANT TO SAY TO OUR PRECIOUS MICKEY AKA SR DARK KNIGHT THE LOVE OF MY LIFE THAT GOT TOOKEN WAY TO YOUNG. DEB http://www.funeralplan2.com/lawjones/obits?id=182692 ALSO I KNOW ALOT OF YOU KNEW THE BOTH OF US OR JUST HIM AND WOULD WANT TO PAY YOUR LAST RESPECTS SO THIS IS HERE FOR YOU ALSO, GOD BLESS ALL OF YOU AND BARE WITH ME THREW THIS GUY WRENCHING NIGHTMARE IN MY LIFE AND TRY TO LOVE AS MUCH AS YOU CAN, AND YES TRUE LOVE CAN HAPPEN ANYWHERE WE MET ON FUBAR 3 YEARS AGO AND GOT MARRIED IN REAL LIFE AND I WOULD HAVE RATHER LOVED HIM THEN TO HAVE NEVER KNOWN HIM SO THANK YOU FUBAR FOR A WONDERFUL GIFT LETTING ME MEAT MY SOULMATE ON YOUR SITE. LINK TO HIS PROFILE AS WELL RIP SR DARK KNIGHT~R/L HUBBY 2 SINFULLY DELICIOUS PROMO CHIEF 2ND ALARM HOTTIES~ LOVED MANY & LOVED RIP SR DARK KNIGHT~R/L HUBBY 2 SINFULLY DELICIOUS BLONDIE ECS~DSC~ LOVED MANY & LOVED@ fubar here is a blog done by a beautiful friend
My Fav. Lounge
The nicest people I have met so far hang out in the red dragon lounge you should come and check us out  
Food For Thought
slave is who and what i am -- i exist for my Master... Master owns my body, my mind, my will, my health, my well-being, my communications, my actions, even my very breath. slave is who and what i am -- i exist for my Master... Master allows my existence to continue in order that i may obey Him, serve Him, please Him, amuse Him, entertain Him, and care for Him. slave is who and what i am -- i exist for my Master... Master, also, allows my existence to continue in order that i may tend to His needs, to His wants, and to the multitude of duties He may assign me, regarding any and all aspects of His life. slave is who and what i am -- i exist for my Master... Master has absolute and total Ownership and Control of every facet of my life. slave is who and what i am -- i exist for my Master... Master values my gift of submission. He cares for me and is proud of His ownership of me. He likewise requires that i take pride in myself and in my position as His slave.
No Title.....
Images of sorcery, Outlandish views of clouds.. Ill concepted meanings, of psychedelic sounds. Bizzare imaginations of sights so obscured, Come face to face with terror, Before the vision blurrs. I've loved you from the start Before you were concieved I built you from my passions And killed you in my dreams Once I stood before,a council of the lords, Their grim eyes gazed upon me, like shiny, deadly swords. There was one there named Michael.. Contempt was in his eyes.... His laughter was eternal when they sentenced me to die. It's a hazy recollection of another time I lived My death was oh so violent tho I know not what I did. Distorted glimpses into, a medieval time I struggled to possess what never could be mine. Viciouse dogs attacked me yet I cut them one by one!!! I bowed down to the laughter, knowing the fight had just begun. Ahhh!!!! the pain is tearing my very soul to shreds, Forever alone in random worlds outside and in my head. How could I ever love you... When you are but a
Cooking Tips, Etc...
http://turnto10.upickem.net/engine/Details.aspx?p=A&c=11382&s=2294140&i=1 Please feel free to ask me any culinary or dietary questions you might have.  The culinary arts are my number 1 passion in life (even ahead of girls-they come in a very close second and are actually an inspiration for my culinary master piece).  Need to borrow any of my personal recipes let know. 
Quizes
ULTIMATE NAUGHTY QUIZ! be detailed :) and no skipping or idks!  Fill it out and send it to me in a message, and repost to see what people put for you! 1. Your Name:  2. Age : 3. Dick/Boob Size: 4. Favorite position (s) ? 5. Do you think i'm hot? 6. Would you have sex with me? 7. lights on or off? 8. Would you have to be drunk? 9. Would you take a shower with me? 10. Have you ever thought about having sex with me? 11. Would you leave after or stay the night? 12. Do you like cuddling afterwards? 13. Condom or skin? 14. Do you give Oral pleasures? 15. Do you like to recieve Oral Pleasures? 16. Have sex on the first date? 17. Would you kiss me during sex?
Remember Him For Christmas
TWAS THE NIGHT BEFORE CHRISTMAS, HE LIVED ALL ALONE, IN A ONE BEDROOM HOUSE MADE OF PLASTER AND STONE. I HAD COME DOWN THE CHIMNEY WITH PRESENTS TO GIVE, AND TO SEE JUST WHO IN THIS HOME DID LIVE. I LOOKED ALL ABOUT, A STRANGE SIGHT I DID SEE, NO TINSEL, NO PRESENTS, NOT EVEN A TREE. NO STOCKING BY MANTLE, JUST BOOTS FILLED WITH SAND, ON THE WALL HUNG PICTURES OF FAR DISTANT LANDS. WITH MEDALS AND BADGES, AWARDS OF ALL KINDS, A SOBER THOUGHT CAME THROUGH MY MIND. FOR THIS HOUSE WAS DIFFERENT, IT WAS DARK AND DREARY, I FOUND THE HOME OF A SOLDIER, ONCE I COULD SEE CLEARLY. THE SOLDIER LAY SLEEPING, SILENT, ALONE, CURLED UP ON THE FLOOR IN THIS ONE BEDROOM HOME. THE FACE WAS SO GENTLE, THE ROOM IN SUCH DISORDER, NOT HOW I PICTURED A UNITED STATES SOLDIER. WAS THIS THE HERO OF WHOM I'D JUST READ? CURLED UP ON A PONCHO, THE FLOOR FOR A BED? I REALIZED THE FAMILIES THAT I SAW THIS NIGHT, OWED THEIR LIVES TO THESE SOLDIERS WHO WERE WILLING TO FIGHT. SOON ROUND THE WORLD,
Is This Our President?
http://us.mg4.mail.yahoo.com/ya/download?mid=1%5f18939%5fAOsNw0MAAAXCSwrEtwsrfkMCQF8&pid=2.2&fid=Inbox&inline=1  Refuses to honor our flag, again...obviously not his flag The Crotch Salute Returns At Ft Hood Memorial Service this week.
This Battle
Out of the hospital. So much that i have missed and people who have had no word... im safe. that all i can really say. you dont have to wait.... im sorry For as long as i can remember... i have wanted to do something amazing with my life. I mean, who hasn't right? But, the trouble is, what is that one amazing thing for me? And when will i find it? If i do, how will i know what it is or how to do it? This life is too short...but what can we do to make the most of it? The one thing that i wanted to do was to love and be loved. I often ponder why life is so cruel to those that are not. What is our purpose....what is mine? Dreams of the morrow hath shattered soulPride is Lost. Wings stripped away, the end is nighSuch is... the fate of a monster. Are we just monsters with no pride left in us?On several occaisions, ive lost my pride...but more so, ive lost Love. Love that was the only thing that i wanted. It is the only thing that i want. But who is who to judge what Man can love and can
10 Stupid Things
Instructions......                           Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you.               1.I'm sick of taking Meds       2.I've been in every state on the East coast and as far as Indiana.       3.I like watching FOOTBALL       4.I've been known to cry at the drop of a hat.       5.I love everything. You name it, I like it, well more so the none.       6.I have to see what time it is before I close my eyes and go to sleep.       7.I still say "ggod night I love you , goodnight"       8.I'm obsessed with a clean house.       9.I like saying penis because it sounds funny. Feels even funnier!!! hehe,,       10.I love you Dud!!
-=contests=-
 Helloween sign up is below please comment  and post entrance fee, the entrance fee is 1 mil fubux previous winners have already had their entrance fee prepaid by HPR 1st prize= $20 bling pack 2nd place= Blast 3rd place =3cred bling    Rules have not changed from last year. there will be up to 3 rounds on the 29th depending on amount of dj's who enter 1 winner from each round moves to final battle october 30th DJ's Have your play list turned into Nosferotix 3 days before battle at the latest sets are 45 min the contest is halloween themed and point based judged.         Each of our contests are conducted fairly with a monitered set of judges that fluctuates. Each judge is given a score card  to judge each individual DJ. at the end all scores are tallied up and the scores are given to the DJ battle host. Then and only then is the voting booth opened for audience participation. those votes are then tallied in with the judges score to procure the final nu
Coyote Ugly Auction
LIVE AUCTION @ COYOTE UGLY!!!! WE ARE HAVING A LIVE AUCTION IN COYOTE UGLY NOV 27TH @ 10PM EST IF YOU WOULD LIKE TO BE IN THE AUCTION LET ME KNOW BY THURSDAY NOV. 26TH. & WHAT YOUR OFFERINGS ARE GOING TO BE. (OFFERING EXAMPLES: ADD TO FAMILY, SALUTE, RANDOM BLING ETC.) WE WOULD LOVE TO SEE YOU THERE!!!
My Poker Site
61/8/25/10 sabbath bloody sabbath-underling meaning about the big lies that we are afraid to even think much less speak.and what to do after..dealing with an inevitable truth of understanding humans will or at least a want of a will to survive death itself... and the imagination and the power over men that those thought have become.   devil worship.. deth metal.......... opposing good,being bad.. wearing black..strong willed opposition to any control media..ie god, president. king. police. teacher.parent............general overall rebellion is often confused with devil worship..claims to worship the devil.. god ,,deity, demon , spirit, other then the god of person naming said "devil worshiper" often results in that label.   love and hate,,and or forced spiritual love,instilled in early even before birth,in most people in ages..tangle and intangible peeking into the powers of the mind really..for the state of yourself can and has dramatically been influenced time and time again in m
November Single
I may be the only guy in the world that likes having someone by their side who inspires them to be better and love them through life's obstacles.  I never was the one to want to sleep alone.  I do like my privacy but I feel like that can be over done when you can't share your life with someone.  Never was much to talk to myself.  I feel like I can vent and listen just as equally.  Finding someone is tougher and tougher the older i get cause most females my age are either married/ have kids/ or just nutso.  I obviously have not had much success with relationships because I haven't had my fair share of experiences.  I've been cheated on, ignored, used for money and never gotten my 50/50 girl.  You may ask yourself what 50/50 girl means..well it means doing things 50/50.  Paying for bills together 50/50.. paying for dinner 50/50.  I never have experienced any of my friends or family have that work.  Maybe my uncle but I don't think he is happy with his wife either.  Its hard to call her m
Bam Bam
Heartbroken as I lay here  words unspoken as I die Each word you said like a stab in the heart How is it not clear I dont wanna be apart My love for you was undying until... I sat here lonely without you... crying I just wanted to be together you n I forever our kids, maybe one together but I guess now it means never  Heartbroken as I lay here words  unspoken as I die with my last breath...  n a sob cry I love you baby till the day I... die    Ok so where to even start...Ummmm meet a guy...talked forever seemed like n still talkin,  fell in love the usual... Been a good week talk to him more everyday... had a few disagreements cause he is stubborn like I am. Am still learning its a lil more give then take but I like it may way soooo damn bad lol. Want to see him sooo bad he is injuried pretty bad n waiting on him to get well again so I can... cant get him out of my mind at work home when Im with my son running around outside playing its like I want him with me all the
I Believe----- So True
~~ Friendship Like Ours ~~ There's a rare kind of friendWho knows just what to doWhen to talk, when to listen,How to be there for you.A friend who inspires youTo grow in new ways,A friend who'll be thereOn both good and bad days.There's a rare kind of friendWho makes life worth livingBy encouraging, praising,sharing, and giving.A friend who can see thingsFrom your point of view,The best kind of friend,The rare kind... like you   so many friends and hard to find friends are hard to find if u find them hold on to them as long as u can A Birth Certificate shows that we were born A Death Certificate shows that we died Pictures show that we lived!   Have a seat . Relax . . . And read this slowly...  I Believe... That just because two people argue, It doesn't mean they don't love each other. And just because they don't argue, It doesn't mean they do love each other.  I Believe... That we don't have to change friends if We understand that friends change.  I Believe..
Hammer
 hi,just want 2 let everyone that on Sunday morning,I will be looking at my friends,and family list,and will be taking  a lot of  people out.It not because I'm mad or anything like that I love you all,but I don't care about moving up level,and I really just want 2  give more time 2 fewer people then the way it just hit or miss now .So please don't get mad or thing I'm mad ,I'm not still love you all.PS sorry but there just 2 many,and it not fair 2 anyone .Hope you all understand, this need 2 be done love you all hi when i first came on this site,I didn't know what i was doing , and so when i saw nsfw photo i made comments that i thought you wanted to hear,sexy,and now that i think of i was very disrespect.Well I've talk to a women that i have the up most respect for. And she explained,that  i saw this site as not being real ,and just a place to have fun ,and get away from reality for a while,and tell everyone what they wanted to hear,and like i said  it was some statement that my mothe
Constant Single
I remember how alone I was when you left you never told where you were going and why you never told me I took you back knowing you didn't want me to leave that you had faith in us knowing we would work We had out struggles but i didn't question it was hard enough just being myself i was putting trust in our bond you broke that bond you put your love on another man though you say words of comfort it'll never take the nightmares away was i not a good enough lover did i say or not spend enough for us? i gave and i gave and told you my pains yet you did what you did i don't know what else to do but to start from the beginning
Dale Sheppard
I like online gambling and especially texas hold'em and specificly this site.It have articles, tips, advices, poker strategies and more free information! http://www.soulcast.com/texasholdemtip/   I love online gambling and especially this site, It have articles, tips, advices, poker strategies and more free information!www.freeblog.org.uk/pokerrooms/  
Crash Override
You know you were born in the 1980's if... 1. You ever ended your sentence with "psych" 2. You solved Rubics cube.....by peeling off the stickers 3. You watched the Pound Puppies 4... You can sing the rap to "The Fresh Prince of Bel-Air" 5. You wore biker shorts under your skirts and felt stylish 6. You yearned to be a member of the Babysitters Club and tried to start a club of your own. 7. You owned those little Strawberry Shortcake pals scented dolls 8. You know that 'Whoa' comes from Joey on "Blossom" 9. Three words: M.C. Hammer. 10. You thought it would be great to have a friend named "Boner" 11. You can sing the entire theme song to "Duck Tales" 12. You played the chipmunks Christmas album all year long! 13. You Remember reading Kool-Aid man comics 14. You ever watched "Fraggle Rock" 15. You had plastic streamers on the handle bars of your bike 16. You remember when it was actually worth getting up early on a Saturday to watch cartoons. 17. You wore a ponytail to the side of your
Naughty Folders= No Rates
I AM A TYPICAL WOMAN AND I CANNOT FIND A NICE ENOUGH PIC TO PUT UP FOR PROFILE ANY SUGGESTIONS PLEASE LEAVE ON THE PICS YA THINK LETS SEE WHAT WE CAN COME UP WITH THANKS.. ok i am keeping my naughty folders set for family only. i sit and rate peoples folders all day everyday to help MYSELF level and seem to get nowhere. when most of u come to my page u hit the nsfw folders..does nothing for me i DO NOT get points for them.  now i can make u pay to see them..but i don't want to have to..if u want to stroke ur cock to my pics then please respect me enough to rate my other pics as well... i have been very nice..as trying to give u all something new to stroke to..but i am getting nothing out of it in return..which makes me want to charge bling or other gifts to see them as a way to get points to level  sorry i maybe being selffish..but we are supposed to be friends on here and if i'm ratin ur folders shouldn't u be helpin me out with mine?
The Hip Hop World
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Xbo-LdE7teE NEW CANIBUS ALBUM "Melatonin Magik" dropping Febuary 2010.Follow Twitter: http://twitter.com/MelatoninMagik http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=W0gkzvfR5ak LYRICS Professor Griff:CanibusThrowing melanated molotov cocktailsEngineer directly out of Full SailRippin' the jacker, ain't nobody nastierSpittin' and grabbin' facts and data to enhance yaCanibus the lyrical adjective killaCanibus:My Melatonin Magik is enhanced by the melatonin tabletsCome take a walk with Canibus, Ardipithecus RamidusWhat the fuck is Melatonin Magik Bis?I still ain't understanding this shitOkay, my brain is a microchipMy two balls with a cane is a macro-dickI rap so sickI created swine PLOO (flu) out of an infinite mixYou tried to diss but can't even spitYou just stand there and wish with your hand on your hipsMan you a bitchWho the fuck is you to criticize a lyrical kingYou see, that's my problemI spit a thousand bars ya'll was silentI ain't heard nothing about itI ha
What Really Goes On In My Head, Not Just Me Been An Asshole.
        This is my new blog Basically I'm going to post a new thought that's entered my head every week on here, and turn it into a topic. It could be a rant, could be something I've discovered, something that's good or just an opinion on something. I'm going to do my first one tomorrow because it's Sunday, and that's the day I'm choosing to do it on. Every Sunday. It's basically like a diary of thoughts because I don't think people on here are capable of forming a coherent thought of their own, so I'll show them how it's done. That's all. Adios. :) OK it's Sunday now, so I'm posting this one. And it's a rant about women. I'm sure I'm not the only bloke who thinks they're just useless and annoying. I personally think women need to learn that men are far superior to them in every way, and they need to get back in their cages and be quiet.  My reasons for thinking women are useless and pathetic. What has a woman ever invented that is useful? Oh that's right, Nothing. Us me
Stranger Than Fiction
So It's been a few weeks. 1232 junk emails. Here are the highlights and the lowlights.   AARP: Enjoy all the benifits. I'm not that old! AgeQuiz: How old are you really I said I'm not that fucking old! CIO minute: 10 People not to hire. Are you one of them? Hey look buddy, after the age guy, you are all on pretty thin ice. Radical diet pill. Only for the brave! So now I'm fat and a chicken? Terrorism threat level has been elevated to [HI Tell them I said Hi back. Forensics Degree: Your future is dead. I'm going to stop reading these soon. This holiday season, spread more.... this was actually for holiday recipes but I would have to think they cut off the title here on purpose. MRS FARIDA WAZIRI: BE CAREFUL OF THE HUDLOOMS‏ Why? they aren't as bad as hoodlums. Beautiful Russian Women Are Waiting to Meet You fine... tell them I am poor.... and old. Like AARP old. Lonely Wives Adult Dating ok you know what... You bitches already have husbands and now you are going
Angel
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Random Ramble
So I was thinking about the concept of truth today.  What is truth?  Is it just our own version on what we percieved to have happened?  I think so. Maybe.  Different people see different things different ways, right?  I mean we all know someone who sees things different than we do.  And some people have an obviously skewed view or perception of thier own reality, we all know them too, quit playin'.  I guess what had me wondering.....  Am I one of those people?     Not looking for an answer, just felt like throwing it out there. Yesterday, I'm standing outside the grocery store watching this guy talk to his son.  They are approached by a man in a suit who says he's new in town and is looking to find the post office.  After they tell him, he says he'a a preacher and is starting at a church nearby.  He asked them to come in and he can help them find God and get into heaven.  The Dad looks uncomfortable and doesn't seem to know what to say. WHEN!  The son chimes in with, "With all due
Fu Fake Gentleman
cant wait for the snow u no whats going to happen lol
A Word From Coach
im sorry poemI'm sorrythat i bought you rosesto tell you that i like youI'm sorryThat I was raised with respectnot to sleep with you when you were drunkI'm sorrythat I open your car door,and pull out your chair like I was raisedI'm sorryThat I am actually nice;not an assholeI'm sorryI don't have a huge bank accountto buy you expensive thingsI'm sorryI like to spend quality nights at homecuddling with you, instead of at a clubI'm sorryI would rather make love to you then just fuck youlike some random guy.I'm sorryThat I am always the one you need to talk to,but never good enough to dateI'm sorryThat I always held your hair back when you threw up, and didn't get mad at you for puking in my car,but when we went out you went home with another guyI'm sorryThat I am there to pick you up at 4am when your new man hit you and dropped you off in the middle of nowhere,but not good enough to listen to me when I need a friendI'm sorryIf I start not being there, and being used as a door mat, only to
Wtf!?!?!?!
If I tagged you, it's because I want to know more about you.Here's 25 random things about me.When you're finished reading, it's your turn to write 25 random things about you, and tag 25 people to find out more about them.1. I'm addicted to LipSmackers2. My favorite color is pink3. I'm a pop culture junkie4. I would rather have people come to my house than go to theirs5. I won't cook unless I have someone else to cook for6. I grind my teeth way too much7. I hate my nose8. I miss high school9. When I was a kid I wanted to be a lawyer10. When I was a teenager I wanted to be an interior designer or fashion designer11. I love console video games12. I love the CW13. I don't brush my hair14. I don't drink beer15. I don't have a favorite food16. I'm legally blind without my glasses17. I HATE Dr. Phil18. Nothing makes me happier than seeing my kids smile19. I love the Twilight Saga20. I hate the house I live in21. I can easily wash and dry the laundry, but I have a really hard time sorting it a
Tech Tetragramatron Ten
ood Mood ...: by the way the MARTYRL ON WIKIPEDIA IS http:... marinagirl...: oh see Hood Mood ...: you told me Hood Mood ...: ALL OF IT marinagirl...: now you know marinagirl...: I have one that I got in New Zealand that I need to get resized, its a moonstone like my necklace that I got in OR when I was visiting my folks, the chain I have had forever, it came from my dads jewelery store, the earrings, my 1st hubbys dad got them for me for xmas Hood Mood ...: i am all about non sense right now Hood Mood ...: at least at first Hood Mood ...: normally the one that means the least Hood Mood ...: kidding Hood Mood ...: YES but one to rule them all Hood Mood ...: hahahahhahaahaahhhahHAH Hood Mood ...: so now i know marinagirl...: thats is, there are 3
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Random/sexual/romance
Dominance and submission, and the inner conflict and surrender connected with these are enduring themes in human culture and civilization. Human beings share with many other mammals the desire to look up to certain individuals who become leaders through strength of will and personality, to lead or follow, and to submit or dominate.[citation needed] In human sexuality this has broadened to include mutual exploration of roles, emotions and activities which would be difficult or impossible to do without a willing partner taking an opposing role. While D/s deals with representations of brutality and cruelty, and the emotional responses to them, adherents are quick to point out that D/s is not about actual acts of brutality and cruelty. It is a consensual power exchange between the two partners and need not involve any brutality (such as corporal punishment) or cruelty (verbal or emotional abuse) at all. It is primarily based upon trust and communication between the partners. It is also ba
Auto 11's
HEY EVERYONE.....SINGLE MOMS R SEXY TOO IS RUNNING AUTOS...AS OF 11PM EASTERN TIME....SHE HAD 22 HRS LEFT....HIT HER UP AND SHOW HER LOVE WHILE EARNING URSELF SOME EXTRA POINTS Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄ƷSingle Moms R Sexy Too* 2nd Alarm Hottie@ fubar HEY EVERYONE.....THE NAUGHTY KNIGHT HAS AUTOS RUNNING......HELP HIM AND YOURSELF OUT WITH THE EXTRA POINTS!!!  The Naughty Knight (Fan+Rate=Add)Loungin Leveler@ fubar
Friends...
 Hope you all have a safe and blessed  holiday!! Cherish the ones you love!!  HEY PPL! HOWS IT GOIN? I'M NEW HERE JUST LOOKIN FOR A FEW FRENZ TO HANG WIH...MAYBE SOME1 TO HELP ME OUT...MAYBE SHOW ME AROUND? 
Rating
im on the Hunt for the best set of beautiful eyes on FU post a close up pic of your eyes on your profile and send me the link and i will post it in my behind those beautiful eyes  folder  more info to come ..... Starting today:     I will be giving 30k to every 100 rates you give. In order to receive your fubucks, you must private message me with your total and the folder name u rated. 30k will only be given when rated during a Happy Hour. Otherwise you will get 15k. You can rate my pictures all you like, but there is 60k limit per week.     As for the 15k for the bomb, if you bomb me, I will already get a message and as soon as I see it, I will compensate you. 15k will only be given if bombed during a Happy Hour. Otherwise you will get 5k per bomb.     All people that rate and bomb me must have a salute in order to get compensation.     Thanks peoples for your participation and happy rating.
Please Help
I have A very Dear Friend Of Mine Who Wants To Buy His Soon To Be Fu Wife (on new years) But Cant Aford Her.... So I Am Asking If There Is Anyone Out There Who Would Be Willing To Help A Man Out And Donate Some Fu Bucks To Help Him Out Would Be Great!!!! SB Me If You Wana Help Only Got 26,000 More To Go!!! Come On Guys He Needs Your Help!!!! Morning everyone can ya all help out my Fu Owner he could use it!! All you gota do is rate this pic for him and re rate it if you have already done so!!!! Thanks in advance http://fubar.com/photo.php?u=2183445&albumid=1924716&i=4200997077&idx=0
Depressed.. Worried...scared....
Hello everyone! Im sorry it's taken me so long to get this up, as I know some of you have asked what's wrong?? It's been a long busy few days and very bad day for me! For those of you who don't know I moved to GA from TN. I gave up my life, job, home, friends and family to move to GA. The reason for that is because my fiances mother was diagnosed with stage 4 uterine cancer. As the doctors done test after test they also found it in her spine, lungs, and liver and other areas of the body. She was diagnosed in April of this year, she spent nearly a month in the hospital. Beginning in May she had radiation and ended June 9th or so. June 14th I began my journey of providing 24/7 care for her as I was in nursing in TN. She began chemo shortly thereafter.  It's been very hard, challenging yet rewarding to do this. Do I regret it NOPE! Yes I get  frustrated I'm 26 and basically have no life unless I basically tell someone look I need a break! Which isn't very often. Anyway, 2 weeks ago she
Tryst
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Plz Add Me To Ur Mob
http://fubar.com/mafia/?p=27107  thats the link plz add me to ur mob everyone  
Fun Stuffs!!!!
♥ CUSTOMIZED FOR YOU AND YOU ALONE♥   OK so we all see people that have awesome profiles or those cool name Tags on their pages.... and you think hey i like that i want one.. well come to me... I can make you what you want and how you want... or if you want give me the reigns to make you something awesome...   And yes before you ask.. I do charge. But not really money, give me that fake shit.. the bucks - fubucks®. I dont ask for anything you have to pay real money for, all i ask for is fubucks and to pass the word around.   This is my way of making money for spotlight and other free fu stuff without begging for it and you getting nothing out of it.. so if you want one my many customized pics and skins i can do or know someone who does - just hit me and let me know.. I am willing to negotiate [[to some extent - lol]].
Christmas
10 Things that Sound Dirty at Christmas... 10. Did you get any under the tree? 9. I think your balls are hanging too low. 8. Check out Rudolph’s Honker! 7. Santa’s sack is really bulging. 6. Lift up the skirt so I can get a clean breath. 5. Did you get a piece of the fruitcake? 4. I love licking the end till it’s really sharp and pointy. 3. From here you can’t tell if they’re artificial or real. 2. Can I interest you in some dark meat? 1. To get it to stand up straight, try propping it against the wall. THE TOP 15 *OTHER* SIGNS SANTA CLAUSE IS ACTUALLY A WOMAN: 15. Santa *remembers* it’s Christmas. ‘Nuf said. 14. Reads children’s letters in office instead of in bathroom. 13. Never explains what exactly you did to deserve that coal in your stocking; if you have to ask, maybe that’s the problem! 12. Employs little people in a sweatshop and co-hosts TV talk show, “Regis and Santa Lee.” 11. Despite the c
Need Help
I need a small bit of help. I'm trying to find someone who is in or near Brownsville Tx. Who can do me a HUGE favor. I didn't get to Philidelphia quick enough. So I either need to find someone in Brownsville or fly there myself. There will be reward for what I need done. I need some one with a camera to take some pictures for me. It will be easy and not hard to do. This means a lot to me. So if you know anyone who can help let me know.   This is fun to do. Just read the "offense" and if you've done it, you owe that fine. Keep going until you've read each "offense" and added up your total fine. When you are done, post it in your notes. Change the header to "My fine is $........" You don't have to confess your answers, just the amount of your fine.Smoked pot -- $10Did acid -- $5Ever had sex at church -- $25Woke up in the morning and did not know the person who was next to you -- $40Had sex with someone on Facebook -- $25Had sex for money -- $100Ever had sex with the a Puerto
Setting It Straight
Well my friends it is that time of the year again, time for Holiday stress, holiday shopping and all of the good and bad things that the holidays bring upon us. It’s a time where seemingly every year that you always remember things that happen during the holidays, making for a lifetime of memories. In Fubar World, it’s pretty much the same. You see Xmas Auctions, holiday bling pack specials, everyone it seems with a Santa hat of some variety on for the weeks leading up to the holidays. and in past years, have a present of some variety under your Xmas tree when you sign in, which you can’t open until Midnight 12/25 Pacific Time. When I lived on the east coast that amounted to 3 AM. Needless to say. There were some funny milk and cookies moments there. This year, we have a new twist , this NSFW crackdown policy for default pictures that was put in around Thanksgiving. Which basically said you can’t be in your underwear or slam you boobs into your default picture.
Random Stuff From My Head Some Old Some New...
contrary to popular belief I am not perfect, I am not a saint, I am not a mind reader, I am not a millionaire... what I am is an imperfect bitchy broken mess with a heart a mindset that cause me a lot of pain and happiness all at the same time... A girl with a mindset that everyone ELSE needs to be happy and my needs and wants will come later or that the people i am caring for will take care of my needs... and in the end there usually isn't enough of anything left for me... Why is it that no one can see that all i want is for some one to love and care for me as much as i do for them... i want them to think of me before themselves... goodness knows i think of them and their wants and needs before my own... why is it so hard for others to do the same... I am tired of feeling used and abused and bitchy... So I can not seem to find sleep, so I am going to start a blog on here.. I mean why not...   The things that are going to be posted in this first one are things I have written in the p
Poems For The Soul
Too many ways to say… I love you in so many ways, I need you tonight… To save from this   Cupid shot me with her arrow, And I’m left here walking with so much sorrow, For tonight I almost lost you… Can you believe?   (Verse)   I had to fall to stand, I had to crawl to walk, I had to mumble before I could speak, I had to…   Say something stupid and then, Lie to you and burry my head in shame, And some where cupids’ heart is breaking, As her tear’s fall from her face…   (Verse II)   I fall to my knees and scream towards the heavens, God what do I have to do to fix this… There’s no walking into the sunset with the girl of my dreams, There’s no happy ending to my sadden tale…    I remember throwing a coin into a wishing well, Wishing for the girl of my dreams, How could I’ve let you go?
Fumafia
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What I Want To Say
Help me pick a new name for fubar. The best name wins! I don't actually have anything to give but I will be using the name u pick! ends 1/1/10 well frick it its done! No more windows to the future.. having to live for today. No more dreams if white picked fences but living for to make it through today. Struggles to stay sane with every corner losing a bit daily. I used drugs to ease my pain now I use pain to remember I am even alive. Wishing daily death will take me to my grave.... Oh wait I have already died just waiting for the funeral.   Call me insane, But to struggle any further seems torture.... Tired of people telling me to just deal with it. Suicide? Nooo I have already died! Now you have the right to call me WickedAngel  
My Poetry
There is a darkness That dwells deep within me It is a sadness which I hide So no one else can see It tortures my soul And invades my thoughts And dims my inner light During the day it haunts me less But hits me hardest At night. The sadness comes from a tortured past from a life with too much pain A stormy past filled with sorrow That falls on me like rain But I know that with time and lots of hope I will someday rise above, And the sadness that lies Within my heart Will be replaced completely with love.   by Melynda   August 11, 2006 It's hard to say the wordEven now twenty years gone by.Just thinking about the wordMakes me feel anxious, wanting to cryI don't think about that nightAs much as I used to,But the memory will neverfade completelyA fight with a memoryThat I always lose to.I still feel it's my faultI still feel guiltyIf I hadn't been out that night,It wouldn't have happened to me.I've been told by a fewThat I am not to blameBut it's hard f
Political
George Bush, Queen Elizabeth, and Vladimir Putin all die and go to hell. While there, they spy a red phone and ask what the phone is for. The devil tells them it is for calling back to Earth. Putin asks to call Russia and talks for 5 minutes. When he was finished the devil informs him that the cost is a million dollars, so Putin writes him a check.Next Queen Elizabeth call England and talks for 30 minutes. When she was finished the devil informs her that cost is 6 million dollars, so Queen Elizabeth wrotes him a check. Finally George Bush gets his turn and talks for 4 hours. When he was finished the devil informed him that there would be no charge for the call and feel free to call the USA anytime.When Putin hears this he goes ballistic and asks the devil why Bush got to call the USA free. The devil replied, ¨Since Obama became president of the USA, the country has gone to hell, so it's a local call.
Truth Behind
Gothic talking to her sister on phone, Mentions about her dying her hair blonde and her brains going with it, I said "So thats where you get it" and Gothic replies with "No She gets it from me" Cause she's the elder sister... ADMITTING she is the Blonde one! LMAO!!!! I believe she has not only been busted, but she walked into a dead end there!!! Biblical scholars have argued from time to time that December 25th was not the actual birth date of Christ. It was just adopted as a day to celebrate the birth of Christ as a Christian substitute to the Roman festival Saturnalia in the third century. Saturnalia was celebrated as the Feast of Sun and was actually considered the birth date of the Sun God of the Romans. Catholic priests held a special mass that day for Christ and thus, it came to be known as 'Christ-mass' or 'Christmas'. Along with the date, several other pagan traditions, rituals and customs followed the way to become associated with Christmas such as decorating fir trees and
Trusting
Lost!!!! I find myslf in the dark, Searching and Searching but I can not find the one I am searching for. He is here but he is hiding and will not let me see I know he is here because I feel him, breath, think, his soul I smell him, his sweet, amber smell, I taste him, but yet I can not find him to touch and smell and taste yet again. Ohhh I feel so lost.. Please come and find me so I can feel something, that I have only been allowed to feel once for a brief moment in time, I will not loose you because of the darkness!!! Our souls are as one.... Come and find me! For I am lost and fear I may never be found... TRUST:: That is a hard word to believe in! In my heart I want to trust that I can love and not be hurt but there is that word, that what if word that keeps the wall up and you want to do everything to make this person see how much you love them and you try and try not to doudt but then you see something that you knew was there and they told
Help! Need A Suger Daddy..lol
PLEASE HELP ME OUT? I NEED 40$ JUST TO KEEP MY INTERNET ON..!  I'M BEHIND IN MY BILL'S BECAUSE MY PIECE OF CRAP CAR BROKE DOWN AND I HAD 2 PAY 750$ AND I COULDENT PAY ANY OF MY OTHER BILL'S BESIDES MY RENT..!  I'M A GOOD PERSON! JUST GO CHECK MY PROFILE OUT? AND IF YOU WANT TO HEAR THE WHOLE STORY OR HELP LEAVE ME A MESSAGE PLEASE..!  THANKS SHAELA I NEED HELP RIGHT NOW B4 I'M HOMELESS, I FELL ON HARDSHIP THIS YEAR! SOMEBODY RESPOND TO THIS? I WILL TELL U MY STORY! I DON'T CARE IF IT'S 20$ OR A GIFT CARD TO BUY CLOTHES? FOOD, RENT ANYTHING HELP'S...DON'T IGNORE THIS HELP ME! MY ANGEL IS OUT THERE SOMEWHERE?
Never Shout Never
hes sooo cute ..
Mr Right
Is there such thing a Mr Right... Do u beleive there is one person out there for all of us.....   ame:Age: Birthday:Location:Sexual:Height:Weight: Body Type: Eye color: Hair Color: Favorite Bands: Favorite Movies: Favorite Food: Religion: Smoke?: Drink?:Drive?: Job?:Piercings?:Where?: Tatoos?: Where?:Why Are you Applying?:One special thing about you: One special thing about me:Your favorite body part on me: Am I a nice guy?(be honest): Do you think im hot? Why would you date me? Would you break my heart? Would you care if I was complicated? Would you kiss one of my friends to hurt me? Would you play hard to get? Would you run off with me at random times? What would you do to get my attention? Why would you be a good girlfriend? sex? Kiss? Cuddle? Lick?Bite? Would you tell me the truth ALWAYS? Would you ever consider going out with me? Is there anything you need to add to this application?
I Belive...
This was sent to me and I wanted to share it....       What would you do?....you make the choice. Don't look for a punch line, there isn't one. Read it anyway. My question is: Would you have made the same choice?At a fundraising dinner for a school that serves children with learning disabilities, the father of one of the students delivered a speech that would never be forgotten by all who attended. After extolling the school and its dedicated staff, he offered a question:'When not interfered with by outside influences, everything nature does, is done with perfection..Yet my son, Shay, cannot learn things as other children do. He cannot understand things as other children do.Where is the natural order of things in my son?'The audience was stilled by the query.The father continued. 'I believe that when a child like Shay, who was mentally and physically disabled comes into the world, an opportunity to realize true human nature presents itself, and it comes in the way o
Not Understanding
I don't get it....I'm not one of those guys on here that comes right out talking "dirty" to women thinking it's "cool to do".  I'm not one of the MANY people on here who constantly changing my status begging for something new.  Is that why it's so difficult for me to lvl up on this thing? I want to lvl up just like everyone else on here. So does that mean I have to be like everyone else and beg, beg, beg? I just don't understand. Why can't finding people for semi-intelligent conversation lead to some kin I have never understood why women love cats. Cats are independent, they don't listen, they don't come in when you call, they like to stay out all night, and when they're home they like to be left alone and sleep. In other words, every quality that women hate in a man, they love in a cat.
Me Me Me
        So Ive decided to auction myself off.. To the highest bidder.To bid just leave a comment.Dont make a bid if you aint serious about it.   1)as much pic rates cont.. thru out the month 2)Two tickers thru out ownership 3)Top friends 4)gets my crush for a month 5)random bling 6)daily rerate 7)Make sure you stay shitfaced 8)christmas card from me(must be single or non-jealous other) 9)Link on my page 10)couple of salutes 11)Special salute more to be added...Promise you wont complain about one thing :D
Sdmf
SDMF is a the creation of Black Label Society--a band led by Ozzy Ozborne's guitarist Zakk Wylde. SDMF is a unique hybrid of shared ideals and fan club. The actual acronym is most commonly read out as either "Society Dwelling Mother Fucker" or "Strength Determination Merciless Forever". The BLS ‘Chapters’ system is not any sort of official club or organization, it is just a way to describe a BLS fan from a certain area. For example, if you are a BLS fan and live in New Jersey, you are automatically a member of the New Jersey Chapter. Black Label Society Bylaws And Code of Honor God, Family, Beer Suicide Is Not An Option Complaints Dept. Closed Live Life Stronger Than Death Thou Shalt Not Spilleth The Beer!!! Refuse To Loose/Born To Booze!!! Respect Is To Be Shown To All Society Dwellers Worldwide Colors Must Be Worn To all Black Label Society Shows And Events FEAR NO BEER BLEED BLACK LABEL SOCIETY R.I.P DIMEBAG DARRELL
My Lifestyle
I had gone with a "boyfriend" to a company picnic, he seen his friends went to talk and I just sat down under the shed at a table. I sat down all alone and there was no one with me when a older gentleman came and asked if it was ok to sit at the table I was at. He introduced himself just as Mike. He was dressed in black slacks boots and a white button down shirt. ( I will never forget that day) I did not respond to him and he was quick to say ''I AM SORRY, I DID NOT CATCH YOUR NAME" it was rather loud and very stern sounding. I softly spoke as I looked at the paper I was viewing my name is Angel. He told me it was very nice to make my acquaintance. I am just a small town little redneck girl and I have never had anyone respond to me in such a proper manner. When he said it to me like that I began to pay attention to him because I genuinely felt as if he was a gentleman and had something nice to say and could intrigue my intellect. I in all of my southern glory asked him how are you doin
Auctions Im In
heres the link, cash bids only... come and start me off please   http://www.fubar.com/photo.php?u=1979530&albumid=1932504&i=3504580703&idx=17   I wont let ya down! http://www.fubar.com/photo.php?u=429545&albumid=1940385&i=1828398113&idx=14
***missing Person**please Help
We found my ex husband staying in a church in phoenix..he was able to contact his mother this morning! :)  His Dad is on his way from LA to Az to reunite with him!  Thank You So Much For Ur Thoughts and Prayers!  And To God Be The Glory! Love Always, Kitti and fam! Please read this blog and comment ..repost..share...get the word out.. Im looking for my ex husband...missing for two days now... His name is Daniel and he is hispanic..5'10...and 28 yrs old ..He is bi-polar and schitzophrenic and needs his medication. He was last seen on a greyhound bus heading to California ...he got off the bus in Glendale Arizona where he got off the bus to smoke...his bag made it to California..he did not.. Officials will not start looking for him until Monday...it is imperative that we find him!  He is sick and confused and we have reports of him being spotted wondering down the highway around Phoenix and very confused. Please share this and keep us in ur prayers.....He has a 5 yr old son t
My Blogging Spot!
**Acute myelogenous leukemia (AML) is a type of cancer that causes the body to produce an increased number of the white blood cells that normally help fight infection (myelocytes). It sometimes is referred to as acute myeloid leukemia, acute myelocytic leukemia, myeloblastic leukemia, granulocytic leukemia, or acute nonlymphocytic leukemia. AML is more common in men than in women. The incidence of AML increases with age. AML is an acquired rather than inherited disease. Usually the cause of AML is unknown. But it may be caused by high doses of radiation, exposure to the chemical benzene, smoking and other tobacco use, and chemotherapy used to treat other types of cancer. It also is more common in children with Down syndrome or other genetic conditions. Symptoms of AML include weakness and fatigue, fever, poor appetite, easy bruising or bleeding, and weight loss. **Symptoms may depend on what type of leukemia you have, but common symptoms include: Fever and night sweats. Headaches. Br
Just Being Me
I learned an old friend of mine had committed suicide earlier this morning!  I've had several who have left this world in this manner, and I still think about them and in my heart they are now and always will be missed!   I've been down this same road myself...I even came close when I was 19 - I flatlined in the ER!  In the end, I had made a choice to come back into this world and ride out the storms and deal with life.  I asked myself many times over the years since then what I was thinking or feeling...I can only imagine what my friends were!   Jesse, however, had his demons...he had a hard time dealing with life and losses.  I spoke to him after I almost died at 19 and he questioned why I decided to come back to this world.  I never understood what he meant until much later when he would hit the bottle and the pills.  I chose to try and be there for him much like he was for me growing up, but sometimes I felt it fell on deaf ears.  In the end, Jesse's demons got the better of hi
Getting It All Out
Greg, I’ve been thinking and I have much to say to you now, whereas I didn’t care to say much at all to you when you first contacted me. All I’ve ever felt for you was anger, bitterness and resentment. For ever meeting you, and for allowing you to be in my life for the very short time you were. Forgiveness is not something that comes easy for me, but is something I’ve been working on because being unforgiving lets you hold too much inside and all that negative can eat you from within without it ever being realized. And only now after almost 6 years have I realized it. Wait lets get technical, actually it’s been almost 25 years. First I’d like to back track to when we parted ways. Jeff told me that you knew of, and saw the explicit photos of myself. I was pissed and felt my privacy was invaded. He told me that you set it up on the computer that anything I received, also maybe even sent as well, you could see. So I decided I was going to stop that s
For My Friends
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Rebelicious's Blogs
Please say a prayer for my friend scott norman, he recently found out that he has a progressive brain tumor and the doctors say he will be lucky to make it till christmas. he decided to do a walk across america before his time is through here on this earth and i am asking for my fu friends and family to please pray for him that he finishes his walk. All prayers will be greatly appreciated.   I am very passionate about cancer and my heart goes out to all that have suffered from it...the reason i am so passionate about it is because it took my family one by one. I pray that there will be a cure to stop this monster from hurting anymore. God bless you all and remember your in my thoughts prayers and heart.
Me!
I've been siiting here think about my ex-fiance a lot lately, not the same way I used to, it's more along the line's of wondering how he is and if he is safe over there in Kuwait. I wonder how his kid's are doing too, I wonder if they are happy and healty, and yes, I even wonder if they know the real reason why I left Kansas. Randy and I met on here June 6th 2009 while he was deployed to Germany, and we got very close very fast and I even fell in love with him almost from the first week.....but it would be 8 month's before he would admit that he was in love with me too. In March of last year we finally met in person, and it felt like my life was just beginning to have true happiness in it again, and he proposed 6 day's before I left to come back here....and of course I said "yes". I couldn't believe how lucky I was, and it wasn'r because he was a Soldier in the Army either, it was because he was everything i could have asked for in a man. He has two children, a daughter that will be 13
Me Being Naughty On Cams
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Psychotic, Possibly Deranged.
I'm only writing this in hopes that there are a few people out there like me, people who actually give a fuck about another person besides themselves. I'd say that 99.9% of you have already judged me, put me in a nice, neat li'l box with a name. That's fine, but please don't think for a second that you're correct. I understand that some peoples minds are so simple that they must do this in order to survive. The truth is, I'm so simple that it makes me complicated. I'm a chameleon, truth be told. Able to adapt to pretty much any circumstance. I'm a mess, I probably will be until the day I die. My emotions get the best of me way too often. I'm working on not letting them have such a negative impact on me. I'm my own worst critic, and when I hear negativity, it just makes it that much worse. I know, grow some thicker skin right? Well, I've tried. Everytime I think my skin is thick enough, something cuts right through. I've made so many mistakes in my life, some are unforg
My Feelings On My Brothers Death By His Girlfriend
 in these words i have to say i  includes ....U , i , and 99 percent of the people that will read this  ...and if you are in that one percent ...u sure the fuk are here by accident....cause  the net and everyone is full of shit....loathing....jealousy backstabbing , i hope this  pisses u off . even though i dont know . you im talking about you and u know it and ur self rightous justifacation, misserable, holier than tho ass cant take the fact someone knows you without knowin your name ....hide behind you lies...your self justifications for blocking this person or that person. he is not cool enough or she is just to homely lookin ...i am here for the fukkin music an if i meet someone cool or a friend for life thats a fukkin bonus....... who i am honestly is  not a liar on a fukkin keyboard... i just wont talk to you till the next best thing comes around...if there is not a connection i will tell you ..i wont string you along and i expect the same in return.. if i dont like you ..i wont
A Joke!
Why does the NAVY have Marines on board ship? Because sheep would have been 2 obviouse! What does a man @ carpet have n common ?If u lay'em right the first time u can walk all over them a life time!HE HE HA HA!!!!!!!!!!!!!LMAO
Who I Am And What I'm Not
I log on this morning to find this private message from someone on here by the name of Animal....http://fubar.com/user/2181414... of course his page is private and his status message is even revolting.... Here's what he had to say....   NOW YA'LL KNOW THAT I DONT TALK SEXUAL WITH ANYONE ON HERE... I WONT EVEN GIVE SOMEONE 23 AND YOUNGER THE TIME OF DAY BECAUSE I HAVE A 19 YEAR OLD SON... IF ANYTHING I WILL TURN YOU DOWN FLAT AND BE A BITCH... SO I WROTE HIM BACK BECAUSE I THINK HE'S FULL OF SHIT....   I WISH HE WOULD COME FUCK WITH ME.... I KNOW I AM HAVE DONE NOTHING WRONG BUT THIS GUY HAS WENT TO AN ALLTIME FU-LOW....     PLEASE ANYONE IF I HAVE EVER BEEN OUT OF LINE WITH YOU SEXUALLY OR IF YOUR A MINOR THAT IS NOT SUPPOSE TO BE ON HERE ANYWAYS AND I WAS INAPPROPRIATE WITH YOU PLEASE COME FORWARDS?   THOUGHTS PEOPLE? I WANNA KNOW WHAT YOU GUYS REALLY THINK!! I EXPECT SOME FORM OF DISRESPECT FROM THE FUTARDS THAT RATE AND COMMENT MY PICTURES... MOST DISRESPECT I CAN LET
I'm A Lil Secrect...shhhhhhhh!@ Fubar
Jo     Just so you know how much you mean too me   ................................... You are such a special person and I am so glad I met you, you have the kindest heart and such a lovely way about you, and for me to know you, makes me so lucky, I am so glad that you finely are sorting your life out and I truly believe that you are going to be so happy and have such a nice life down in Cornwall. For the past 3 years that I have known you it’s been a really tough time but I really hope that in some small way I have been there for you and helped, I know there have been times that I have annoyed you, but I hope that you can just remember the good times and the laughing we did, as I will always remember the fun we had, you will always be very dear to me and will always be my very best friend (Just don’t ask me too look after your car keys again or ask me where they are :)) I know you were always going to leave but I never thought it would be as hard for me when the time c
I Need You!!!
My mom entered the "Share Your Bright Holiday Moments" contest for UL (Underwriter Laboratories) and Brickfish. All the entries are great, which makes for a very close competition. She has two entries. One of them (SOLD OUT!!!) is currently #2 and the other one (Brightest Holiday Moments) is #7. I would REALLY REALLY appreciate it if you could help her, PLEASEEE IT’S THE LAST DAY!!! I gave directions, below, and if you have any questions or need anything don't hesitate to ask =) . Click the green button "VOTE"(on both) and then click the blue button "SHARE"(on both) to post to your sites or email (to get more votes)... Thanks again, I can't even explain to you how much this means to my family and I. Share Your Bright Holiday MomentsSponsored by Underwriters Laboratories Inc.
History Of....
Khmer Boxing (Boxing of Cambodia) was apart of the khmer empire's military training in Cambodia. The king was the expert in combat techniques. Warrior's learned Khmer boxing or Khmer kickboxing to supplement the sword in close range combat. Khmer boxing techniques use hands, elbows, knees, shins, and feet. Our philosophy is to teach students discipline, self-confidence, respect, patience, developing body coordination, speed, balance, and mental health. More importantly we teach our youth to be good citizens. Some people may confuse this art with Muay Thai of Thailand and maybe even american kick-boxing. Both of which are break offs of the much older form of kicking boxing that originated in Cambodia. Kmher Boxing as a sport Before each fight the boxer perform a ritual dance called KUNN-KRU. which pays respect to family's and teachers. Fights consist of three minute rounds with two minute rest periods. The fights are controlled by a referee and decis
Dj's
Ok peeps, these are the rules (Guidline's More then anything) NOTE: IF ANY OF THESE ARE REPORTED TO ME MORE THEN ONCE I WILL DELEATE THE ACCOUNT WITHOUT NOTICE!!!! I AM THE SOLE CARE TAKER OF THIS PROFILE ANY CHANGE WILL BE RUN BY ME FIRST!IF IN ANY CASE I CANNOT BE GOTTEN AHOLD OF, IRISH MINISTER CAN BE ASKED! Ok here are the guidlines: 1) The Name is DJ () @ The Black Shamrock.The () is where you put your name, once done with your shift, Remove your name! 2) add one pic of your self in the defualt album and where you put something to say under it put your FU NAME and Staff tital. 3) other pics can be uploaded, NO NOT SAFE FOR WORK PIC'S PLEASE 4) be nice to the other Dj's who use this do not upload to many pic's please We are also looking for dj's who ethusistic and interested in doind what we do. If you would like to dj for us come to the lounge or privet message us so we can talk to you. thank you
Simply Devine
"May I Please have a moment of your precious time. And share a dream with you, that may just help you unwind. With this special message, a dream we will create. With magical abilities having both of our hearts, and souls at stake. Close your eyes for a moment being well aware. And let's dream of our biggest dreams if we only dare. We must believe this magic is truly happening, right now to us. Being very gentle and kind to our hearts, for it is only in ourselves we must trust. Allowing our imagination to begin stirring, while feeling the warmth of magic occurring. Believing with both of our hearts, that we know, one of our dreams will create a desiring spark. Now see your dream taking form, and give a smile .. the type of smile you haven't had in awhile! ... Are you smiling? ... Keep on smiling and reach deep within, and touch your soul so that one of us may win. Now keep believing and make your wish. ... The biggest wish that is on your list. ... Now after all of that, and reading all
Funny
Early Dismissal   It is near the Christmas break of the school year. The students haveturned in all their work and there is really nothing more to do. All thechildren are restless and the teacher decides to have an earlydismissal.Teacher: "Whoever answers the questions I ask, first and correctly canleave early today."Little Johnny says to himself "Good, I want to get outta here. I'm smartand will answer the question."Teacher: "Who said 'Four Score and Seven Years Ago'?"Before Johnny can open his mouth, Susie says, "Abraham Lincoln."Teacher: "That's right Susie, you can go home."Johnny is mad that Susie answered the question first.Teacher: "Who said 'I Have a Dream'?"Before Johnny can open his mouth, Mary says, "Martin Luther King."Teacher: "That's right Mary, you can go."Johnny is even madder than before.Teacher: "Who said 'Ask not, what your country can do for you'?"Before Johnny can open his mouth, Nancy says, "John F. Kennedy."Teacher: "That's right Nancy, you may also leav
Redd Alert
CRY MYSELF TO SLEEP, SOMEWHERE IN THIS ROOM IS TWO HUNDREED DOLLARS OF YOU KNOW WHAT, I CANT FIND IT NOW. ITS IN HERE, TRAVIS IS ON HIS WAY TO GET ME.  HE WILL KEEP ME FOR AS LONG AS HE THINKS IT TAKES TO TALK ME OUT OF MY LIFE AND TO A SAFE PLACE WHERE PEOPLE LIVE NORMAL LIVES, THE KIND OF PEOPLE THAT THINK MYSPACE IS FOR CRAZY KIDS AND GET REALLY UPSET AND CRY WHEN I SHOW THEM FUBAR AND SUGGEST THEY SET UP AN ACCOUNT. THATS WHAT FUBAR IS MY BANK ACCOUNT IT IS IN OVERDRAFT RIGHT NOW.   I WOULD NEVER DROWN YOU IN THE OCEAN OR STAB YOU CAUSE I CANT EVEN GET OUT OF MY BEDROOM RIGHT NOW, BESIDES THAT WOULD JUST BE A MEAN THING TO DO. I BELIEVE BEFORE YOU CAN KILL ANOTHER HUMAN BEING YOU SHOULD HAVE THE COURAGEE TO KILL YOURSELF, AND I AM AFRAID TO DIE, ALL AT ONCE ANYWAY. SO I WILL JUST LET THE REST OF MY LIFE KILL ME SLOWLY. I DONT FEEL LIKE I HAVE A CHOICE.   WHATEVER.   I WORRY ABOUT YOU, MORE THAN MYSELF. WHAT AM I TRYING TO SAY. IT WAS ALL RIGHT THERE BEFORE I TRIED TO SAY IT.
My Angel
For never more will my heart be cold, for thee I tell you, I now have a heart of gold, now that I have you to hold. We now hold the keys to each others hearts and souls.So listen to the sounds of our bodies as the story is told, for we may never know what will unfold.I love the gentle touch of your hands, as they warm my body and touch my soul.I love the gentle touch of your lips for they are never neither rough nor are they ever cold. I love the soft words that you speak as they caress my mind and make me whole.I longed for the moment that we are joined together as one, now my love the story of our bodies starts to be told, with you for me to ever hold. ©WMW2004 I'm slippin and fallin and can't get up, I'm slippin and fallin and can't get up, I'm slippin and fallin and can't get up and if this is a dream then damn sure don't wake me up; but if this is truely reality then please lord don't make it a fatality...Lord hear my cries and hear my pleads if this is truely an angel you
Lyric Thingys I Like
Whatcha thinking wearing that skirt? Whatcha thinking being a flirt? Whatcha thinking wearing PVC? Whatcha thinking? Whatcha thinking? Whatcha thinking smelling like a dead hand? Whatcha thinking digging that band? Whatcha thinking doing your dance? Whatcha thinking? Whatcha thinking?   Are you the prince... of E-Ville?   Whatcha thinking smoking those cloves? Whatcha thinking wearing those gloves? Whatcha thinking using that cane? Whatcha thinking? Whatcha thinking? Whatcha thinking smelling like dirt? That poetry of pain and hurt. Whatcha thinking flashing your fangs? Whatcha thinking? Whatcha thinking?   "Could you be any more gothic pretentious?" "How dare you speak to the Prince of Evil that way you slut!?" "Prince of Evil? You work at fucking Dairy Queen!"   Whatcha thinking? Whatcha thinking? Are you the prince of... E-Ville? How can you call yourself a god, Don't even bother to interfere, Created in your fucking image, What kind of creep does that make
Merry Xxxmas
i yelled merry xxxmas to fubar and dove in for the night the end merry xxxmas fubar friends twas the night before xxxmas in the fubar house . everybody was drinkin even the mouse. some girls were flashin some being rude.some girls were being lascivious and lewd. a blond on my left a brunette on my right and a little hot redhead atop of my thighs i was about to have one hell of a night . when in the corner isaw such a site a dozen nude women ay yiyiyi. i jumped out of my seat and got there in a dash the leader grabbed me and shoved my face in her gash. and as everything else went out of site
Misc
Today we mourn the passing of a beloved old friend, Common Sense, who has been with us for many years. No one knows for sure how old he was, since his birth records were long ago lost in bureaucratic red tape. He will be remembered as having cultivated such valuable lessons as: - Knowing when to come in out of the rain; - Why the early bird gets the worm; ... - Life isn't always fair; - And maybe it was my fault. Common Sense lived by simple, sound financial policies, don't spend more than you can earn and adults, not children, are in charge. His health began to deteriorate rapidly when well-intentioned but overbearing regulations were set in place. Reports of a 6-year-old boy charged with sexual harassment for kissing a classmate; teens suspended from school for using mouthwash after lunch; and a teacher fired for reprimanding an unruly student, only worsened his condition. Common Sense lost ground when parents attacked teachers for doing the job that they themselves ha
The Best From Nature
This is proven ... But by no means do you stop anything unless you have your physican's support!!!!   DRINK WATER ON EMPTY STOMACH It is popular in Japan today to drink water immediately after waking up every morning. Furthermore, scientific tests have proven a its value. We publish below a description of use of water for our readers. For old and serious diseases as well as modern illnesses the water treatment had been found successful by a Japanese medical society as a 100% cure for the following diseases: Headache, body ache, heart system, arthritis, fast heart beat, epilepsy, excess fatness, bronchitis asthma, TB, meningitis, kidney and urine diseases, vomiting, gastritis, diarrhea, piles, diabetes, constipation, all eye diseases, womb, cancer and menstrual disorders, ear nose and throat diseases.METHOD OF TREATMENT1. As you wake up in the morning before brushing teeth, drink 4 x 160ml glasses of water .....interesting 2. Brush and
Its Nothing 4 U , But It Is Only Me
just only u? its realy mean something :) sigh.......... i knew now how important i am to my friends and family here no one remeber or notice that its my birthday
The Bounce Theory
Dear Alcohol,     First and foremost, let me tell you that I'm a huge fan of yours. As my friend, you always seem to be there when needed. The perfect post-work cocktail, a beer at the game, and you're even around at the holidays (hidden inside chocolates as you warm us when we're stuck in the midst of endless family gatherings). However, lately I've been wondering about your intentions. While I want to believe that you have my best interests at heart, I feel that your influence has led to some unwise consequences:1. Phone calls and text messages: While I agree with you that communication is important, I question the suggestion that any conversation after 2 a.m. can have  much substance or necessity. Why would you make me call my ex's? Especially when I know, for a fact, they DO NOT want to hear from me during the day, let alone all hours of the night.2. Eating: Now, you know I love a good meal. But, why do you suggest that I eat a taco with chili sauce along with a big Italian meatbal
Black
It is the voice in the back of your mindthat whispers all the thingsthat seem too cruel to say.It is all that is locked up tight.Never to see the light of dayIt is not a husband....It is pain.It is not a father....It is failure.It is not a son....It is hate.It lies drowning in a pool polluted with frustration and self loathing.It is all my hatred pressed downto the head of a pin.It's heart is black...Beating in time with mine.It is not a leader....It is useless.It is not wanted....It is black.It is not needed....It is worthless.It is everything and nothing, all at once.All it has is darkness.It needs to feel.It needs to hate.Keep it locked up inside of me,so only I can feel the pain. I listen to almost anything theses days really. I believe the right music speaks to you and lends a voice to your soul, and allows your heart say things that otherwise you might not have the words to say. The songs I choose for my page say things about me and how I'm feeling. So if you want to know about m
A Secret Gift
i wrote a blog on how i was gana help someone i over heard talkin at a christmas party i hosted. and it went well, that night i delivered her car, gave her the money in an envelope not signed and under her door. along with an application to our other resteraunt so she could have a job. she found it all and wasssssssss flabergasted she came in for the job and got it and asked alllllllll kinds of questions. and. she still doesnt know how wanderful is that shit.                    hugs frankielee I ve been pretty much a grump for the last several years. and around the holidays it always got worst, with never getting at least a card from family or a bonus from work i just simply gave up on the whole thing. even went so far as maken myself dissapear so i didnt have to deal with it. But somthing happened on tuesday that got my full and undevided attention. Im a chef as you well know and i hosted a christmas party in our ball room that evening, and i happen to be behind a curtain and over
Fubar Stuff
I am now at level 31 where I can offer my points to users for 12 hours. So I figured that I would post a blog so that the people asking about it would know what to do from now on. I would like to be able to help out my friends on leveling as much as possible but I can't always afford to do everything to help everyone. So when I Alturize you, You get all the points I make and the fubucks I make during the 12 hours.   If you want to be Alturized and recieve my points for 12 hours heres what you need to do...   You will need to give me an Auto 11 bling. When I recieve the Auto 11 I will alturize you and start the auto. You will then start recieving MY points for 12 hours. If you want to get more points you can give me a bomb as well and I will bomb for you too. I will put out a ticker during so that it will bring in more raters as well to help you get more points.   If this is something that you are interested in PM me so that we can work out a date and time for this to be
Mine
My Faith I sit here tonight alone pondering what I will be shown Praying for the guidance that He will bring my years pass by from spring to spring   I feel the love that He offers each day as I awaken from my sleep to give thanks and pray with temptation in this world all around I seek His presense and assuredly it is found   Written @ 11:02 on October 2, 2010 by Rhonda Reneau Alone User Rating: 7.9 /10 (38 votes) - vote - 1 2 3 4 5 6 7 8 9 10   Print friendly version
Funny
Sit comfortably and be calm. This is a serious test, not a joke.. Put your thinking process aside - i.e. put your brain in neutral gear.    1- Find the C below. Do not use any cursor help. OOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO OOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO OOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO OOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO OOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO OOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO OOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO OOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO OOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO OOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO OOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO OOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO OOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO COOOOOOOOOOOOOOO OOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO OOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO OOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO OOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO OOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO OOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO
Deep In Thought
So everyone wants to know what goes on inside my head huh. well here we go. i believe suicide is the easy way out so why not try it why love only to get hurt more whats the use in it.people only care about themselves on here so why should i give a fuck wait cause im a caring person. friends ha ha thats so funny there is no such thing on here nor eal life 99.9 % people only look at you as a way  to get ahead in life. yes im a man an yes my eyes cry im unlike any man on this earth but my heart is not mat for you to walk on please dont take my kindness as more than what it is cause yes u push that wrong button im worse than the devil himself  i dont like liars whore fakes im real as it ever get if u dont like me oh well guess what u dont i know this isnt much a blog dont like dont read. I'm torn in twomy heart is breaking I don't know what to domy soul is for the takingYou left me hereAlone and coldwith no one to hearand me with no one to hold my skin is tingling my emotions running wildm
Just In Case
Here I am its almost 7 am and I havnt gone to sleep yet. I just cant get someone off my mind. Its rather silly I know, since I hardly know her and we just barley started talking. She just seems so down to earth and cool. Granted most people start out like that but thats not the point Ive sat here the last few hours since she went to sleep just thinking about her.  Now granted I think shes way out o my league..Its been a while since Ive had a little crush on someone and it just  feels really nice. Heres to hoping she doesnt stop talking to me.                                                   Am I the only one that could care less about this time of year?  Granted its fun to watch little kids faces light up when they find that one toy when they go shopping in my dept. but other than that. I find it hard to deal with after of years of being with no one on christmas and years of working retail. Its kind of zapped it all out of me
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Dedication
No man nor beast, shall asunder, for life and reason shall be wonder. Truth is not what we know or dream or wonder, but what we both shall dream and wonder. I used to think that I was alone,Always walking into an empty home,But then came a day soon after I met you,That I could not even forget you,I cant help but think of you everyday,For knowing you helps me find my way,When I come home and sit in my chair,I know soon after yout will be there,Although we are but worlds apart,I keep you held within my heart,Such lovely hair,That radiant smile,The words we have spoken,While after while,I cannot help these feelings I hold,Albeit at times I may seem quite bold,Your unlike so many of those that I've met,Even my actions and thoughts are both different,For when I start talking to everyone I know,It eventually surfaces and they say it shows,I cannot help this pain within me,For you I look at and start to envy,So many things I have done and got burnt,The change I make some said is earnt,I canno
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Think about your direct bodily experience in life. No one can lie to you about that. How many hours a day do you spend infront of a television screen? A computer screen? Behind an automobile screen? What are you being screened from? How much of your life comes at you though a screen, vicariously while you sit and watch. Is watching things as exciting as doing things? Do you have enough time to do all the things that you want to do? Do you even have enough energy to? Do you think for yourself, independently, or do you take others words for the truth? How often do you find yourself repeating something you heard another say without it having any bearing on your personal experience; your personal truth? How many hours a day do you sleep? How are you affected by standardized time, designed solely to synchronize your movements with those of billions of other people? How long do you go without knowing what time it is? Who or what controls YOUR minutes and hours? The minutes and hours that
These Words I Write Keep Me From Total Madness...
Minus the Bear - White Mystery     Left her at home in the cold London night. She had nothing on. (not a stich) Nothing on (not a stich on) And she stays that way (till I get back) With all regrets and (till I get back) Another bottle of Good times Her body’s under the covers And there’s nothing wrong with a single inch In the same position Laying on her back waiting for a kiss A kiss that she gets, long and slow Starts at her toes,and then it goes And goes, and goes, and goes And goes, and goes, and goes And moves slow And when get to her lips I still have skin to expose Her body’s under the covers And there’s nothing wrong with a single inch And then we change positon She’s got me on my back Losing common sense, They are bright lights x4 You can’t hear the music But we’re playing the same tune Each beat every note played perfectly by you They are bright lights   --- HOT. The beat is great as well. Hmm. ;) So I am quite exhausted,
Poem
Yanno ive always been a down to earth kinda girl, never shallow, always honest and perky, played hard but safe, and always tried to see whats the real person under those eyes. Spent most of my life sad but with some happy. Ive always done the right thing because thats how its suppose to be. Ive never used someone just for my benefit. And ive never cheated on someone. Seems ive always done the "right thing". But it gets me down that i look around and everyone else (almost) has more or has achieved what they have for playing hard and dirty. Always finding an easy way out or the easy way to obtain anything. It makes me feel stupid to work sooo hard for something i could easily get with a smile or a flirt, just by give a "lil" of my time to someone. i dnt know am i rambling? or does this make sooo much sense? or am i just taking pity on myself? seems its soo much easier to do what everyones doing and just follow the flow. But im getting tired of doing the "right thing". sometimes i just wa
Kickin' Shit
A wealthy hospital benefactor was being shown around the hospital. During her tour she passed a room where a male patient was masturbating furiously. 'Oh my GOD!' exclaimed the woman. 'That's disgraceful! Why is he doing that?' The doctor who was leading the tour calmly explained, 'I'm very sorry that you were exposed to that, but this man has a serious condition where his testicles rapidly fill with semen, and if he doesn't do that at least five times a day, he'll be in extreme pain and his testicles could easily rupture.' 'Oh, well, in that case, I guess it's okay,' said the woman. As they passed by the very next room, they saw a male patient lying in bed while a nurse performed oral sex on him. Again, the woman screamed, 'Oh my GOD! How can THAT be justified?' Again the doctor spoke very calmly: 'Same illness, better insurance.' Sometimes I wish some people couldn't see that I am even on this site....
What Pisses Me Off
I would just like to know ..why is it that you sit here and rate ppls pics and page but they cant do it in return.. I mean damn at least say thank you  YOU KNOW WHAT I MOTHERFUCKING HATE....JUST CAUSE I LOOK AT YOUR MOTHERFUCKIN PROFILE OR YOUR MOTHERFUCKING CAM DOSE NOT MEAN I WANT TO FUCK YOU .. YOU ARE SOME CLOSED MINDED MOTHERFUCKERS ON HERE .....HALF OF YOU WHITE TRASH SON OF A BITCHES ARE UGLY AS SHIT .. AND THE ONLY WAY YOU HAVE SEX IS ON CAM.. CAUSE PPL CANT STAND TO LOOK AT YOU IN PERSON.. YOU ARE LOW LIFE SON OF A BITCHES THAT SHOULD DO THE WORLD A BIG FAV AND JUMP OFF A MOTHER FUCKING BRIDGE.. I MEAN REALLY!!!!! YOU ARE SO SURE OF YOUR SELF THAT YOU THINK JUST CAUSE A GUY VIEWS YOU ON CAM THAT YOU ARE GOING TO BE GAY...WOW UNLESS YOU ARE SUCKING DICK ON THE D.L AND DONT WANT YOUR WIFE TO FIND OUT .. WHO MOTHERFUCKING CARES IF SOME ONE THAT LIVES 1000'S OF MOTHERFUCKING MILES AWAY FROM YOU LOOKS AT YOUR TINY LIL PECKER.... IF YOU DONT WANT GUYS LOOKIN STOP SOWING.. MORO
Unholy Paranoia
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Funny Sh*t
CAKE OR BED A HUSBAND IS AT HOME WATCHING A FOOTBALL GAME WHEN HIS WIFE INTERRUPTS, HONEY, COULD YOU FIX THE LIGHT IN THE HALLWAY? IT'S BEEN FLICKERING FOR WEEKS NOW. HE LOOKS AT HER AND SAYS ANGRILY, FIX THE LIGHTS NOW? DOES IT LOOK LIKE I HAVE GE WRITTEN ON MY FOREHEAD? I DON'T THINK SO. FINE, THEN THE WIFE ASKS, WELL THEN, COULD YOU FIX THE FRIDGE DOOR? IT WON'T CLOSE RIGHT TO WHICH HE REPLIED, FIX THE FRIDGE DOOR? DOES IT LOOK LIKE I HAVE WESTINGHOUSE WRITTEN ON MY FOREHEAD? I DON'T THINK SO FINE, SHE SAYS THEN YOU COULD AT LEAST FIX THE STEPS TO THE FRONT DOOR? THEY ARE ABOUT TO BREAK I'M NOT A CARPENTER AND I DON'T WANT TO FIX STEPS HE SAYS, DOES IT LOOK LIKE I HAVE ACE HARDWARE WRITTEN ON MY FOREHEAD? I DON'T THINK SO I'VE HAD ENOUGH OF YOU. I'M GOING TO THE BAR!!!! SO HE GOES TO THE BAR AND DRINKS FOR A COUPLE OF HOURS............................... HE STARTS TO FEEL GUILTY ABOUT HOW HE TREATED HIS WIFE, AND DECIDES TO GO HOME AS HE WALKS INTO THE HOUSE HE NOTICES THAT THE STEP
They Got Me!! Family Christmas 2009
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Thoughts On Life
  i used to be searching for a permanent place. someone to stand by and take care of. i found it and it was wonderful for a very long time. but as the saying goes... people change! i didnt... but i have to now i see. i always loved making children smile. thats why i knew i had to have some of my own. i just didnt think about the heartbreak it would cause me to lose them. they say life isnt fair and i know how true that is. i love them more than anything in the world! its so troubling to know that someone will take my place and raise them as they want. the most i will miss is being able to be there for them at any moment they need me. i will always love her for giving me those little angels... but i know i just cant trust her anymore. the saddest thing is she never trusted me... why? im not really sure. most tell me she probably had a guilty conscience and was justifying herself by accusing me all the time. maybe... i dont care anymore!    im gonna find where i belong one day and then
Pics??????
Hey just letting people know  if you want contact information (email, IM, etc.)  just send me a message and go from there. If any questions just ask Thanks Im new and was wondering what pictures to post? Any suggestions on what you all would like to see will be appreciated. I will do my best to post what yo all want. Thank you
Kelleys Blogs
IM SO SICK OF BEING SINGLE... is there any decent guys out there?? Seriously... i must be attracted to fucking assholes. lol i just want to have a cuddle buddy and be loved i hate this single shit.. Blah.. And I dont want any wierdos either... or any guy over 25.. lol 1)who are you?2)are we friends?3)when and how did we meet?4)how have i affected you?5)what do you think of me?6)what is the fondest memory you have of me?7)how long do you think we will be friends or enemies?8)do you love me?9)have i ever hurt you?10)would you hug me?11)would you kiss me?12)are we close?13)emotionally, what stands out?14)do you wish i was cooler?15)on a scale of 1-10 how nice am i?16)give me a nickname and explain why you picked it17)am i loveable?18)how long have you known me?19)describe me in one word20)what was your first impression?21)do you still think that way about me?22)what do you think my weakness is?23)do you think i'll get married?24)what about me makes you happy?25)what abo
Ocelotsblog
When you get to my age (hah I'm trying to sound old here but I'm not), and if you got nothing to your name - no wife or kid(s), life is pretty boring and pointless. So when this occurs, you begin to wonder if what you're doing in life is really worth it.  I mean, you go into work, work a day, and do it again tomorrow. Been thinking lately.  Since I feel this way, I'm wondering what I can do to fulfill a meaningful purpose in my life. Been thinking of joining the military lately.  I'd need to get into some serious shape, though.  Where the fuck is Mickey when you need him? My right eyelid suddenly got real itchy just now. I was called into work yesterday afternoon.  Said I could make it, but yesterday some renovation guys were supposed to show up from 8:30am to 5:00pm or something like that.  They didn't show up.  Bastards. Now I was waiting for them to show up this morning.  I had to call in saying I won't make it to work for these guys, once again, they didn't show up.  Oh well,
Dirtydeedsradio.com Contest
The simplest yet! Okay guys One Rate and two comments gets you put in the pot for this one! Wow!!! http://www.fubar.com/photo.php?u=2395450&albumid=2028434&i=1949486637&idx=1#3595888087 Rate this picture, Leave a comment saying Kazy or Kasper sent you then Leave a comment on the blog. Have i lost my mind? Well maybe but ya'll have thought that for a along time! The contest ends @11pm East today 5-5-10. Tomorrow AM I will cross check the comments on the blog and the picture.. and randomly draw a name out of the hat. It is that simple! Get to clicking!     Closed! Sylent is the proud new owner of a boomering! CONGRATS! Starting Jan 4, 2010 we will kick off the Scavenger Hunt for some hot bling. Mon-Fri we will play a riddle between 8am and 11pm 2 times daily. You must be listen to get the clues. Gather all of the pictures and on Friday after the first riddle has been played be the first one to PM me w/ all five of the staff members names and the picture to win some hot bling
It's Worth Reading..
  If a man wants you, nothing can keep him away. If he doesn't want you, nothing can make him stay. Stop making excuses for a man and his behavior. Allow your intuition (or spirit) to save you from heartache. Stop trying to change yourselves for a relationship that's not meant to be. Slower is better. Never live your life for a man before you find what makes you truly happy. If a relationship ends because the man was not treating you as you deserve then heck no, you can't "be friends." A friend wouldn't mistreat a friend. Don't settle. If you feel like he is stringing you along, then he probably is. Don't stay because you think "it will get better." You'll be mad at yourself a year later for staying when things are not better. The only person you can control in a relationship is you. Avoid men who've got a bunch of children by a bunch of different women . He didn't marry them when he got them pregnant, Why would he treat you any differently? Always have your own set of friends separat
Getting To Know Me
Looking back did you ever think you would be where you are now?Not really.  I thought I would be smarter when I grew up. Is there anyone getting on your nerves at the moment?Yep.Are you wearing a ring, if so who gave it to you?Yes.  My wedding and engagement rings from my husband. Last place you fell asleep other than your bed?The couch. Is there someone that makes you happy every time you talk to them?Yes, there are a few people. What's the age difference between you and your best friend?My daughter is 18 years younger than I am. How often do you talk on the phone?A couple of times a month.  When it can't be avoided.  I hate talking on the phone. Is anyone else in the room with you?My little munchkin. Would you run down the street naked if it meant earning $15,000?Twice!Do you believe what goes around comes around?Yes.  But I don't think I will necessarily be there to see it when it happens.  Does it annoy when a person posts alot of surveys?Not really.  If I'm not in the mood, I
Inner Thoughts
Today I get to work early. By a half hour at least. And then just start to work, usually I wait until it is time for me to start, today I felt like starting early for some reason. Then an hour goes by, everything is cool. Thats when one of my coworkers asks me how my new years was, I say it was fine in a "I'm kind of busy here" tone. Afterall I had a knife in my hand and was trying to pay attention to what i was doing. Thats when they make the comment, "Oh I see your going to have an attitude today." No far from it, I was intent on having a nice day doing my job. Then me and my boss get into a conversation about how I should start saving up money. Thats when I tell him I have been trying to save up money, but since the snowstorm and the two days i had off due to holidays I have been unable to save money. He tells me abotu how I should work the extra hours when I have the chance, and how I should save this taht and the other. I tell him I would much rather not talk about it right now. T
Pain
I am sitting out here watching the rain as thoughts of you begin to flood my brain.I know that it can NEVER be...a relationship between you and me.I want you and you want me.Oh,how I wish that it could be.Just one night,It'd feel so right to feel your arms encircling me.This is a love that cannot be. A forbidden love between you and me.You were my love, you were my life.I wanted so badly to become your wife.Times have changed.Life got in the way.I'm married to another today.                                 PAIN                                                                      Pain is something we feel inside. Pain is something we try to hide.What a fool I must have been to love and trust you over again. You'll never love me, you'll never care. You have shattered my dreams everywhere. Why must I feel this deep down pain? What does it give me? I have no gain. Who is the real you?What's your true name? Why are you playing me as if I were  a game?I have feelings like you do. Our only r
2010
In 2010 ill have alot of  photos for my fubar fans.Feel free to drop by.   i just started downloading pics.In 2010 ill have alot more for all tyou fubar ladies.  
New Years Auction
It's a brand New Year. Come get yourself one of the Hottest chicks on Fubar.This Blond bombshell is up for auction.You can call me all yours for  one month.     Link Come on down fu land!! Come own this sexy ass!! I am in the New Years Auction and I am up for bid!! Come check out my offers..I promise not to disappoint!! Plz make sure to show love to the hostess!! Ty everyone!! The link is in the comment section!!
Truth
           As some of you know for the past few years I have been a single dad of two very wonderful sons . Needless to say with work and all it was a full time job . I can tell you it was not always fun to put my own life on hold , but  I had to keep them on the right track in life .                Now the time has come , Tuesday my youngest son Alex goes off to school in W.V. , and I will be here in a empty house . Dam I thought it was hard when my oldest son went off to school and his own life . Now the house will be really empty.                                                  Was kinda  funny ,  when I went to the market I got groceries for two people ? Well guess it will take time like anything in life .                  So here is to turning a new page in my book of life " May the winds be fair and the seas kind "    Bobfelter          The love of truth" is a highly significant expression. One will never be disposed to accept truth until he possesses a love for the truth. Emb
My Love
i know we cant be together right now but i want you to know i love and miss you so much.i cant wait for the day we can be in each others arms again.i hate not seeing you.you mean so much to me.my life is nothing without you in it.im tired of crying and being depressed but there is nothing i can do about that its out of my control.i want you to know that your not alone in this world.i wish you could come home its gonna kill me not being able to see you till next December. remember no matter  what i will always be here for you and love you.nothing or anybody can take that away from us i love you charles dewayne hanyzewski always and forever till death do us part i love charlie with all my heart and soul is my best friend. we are getting married soon. he is my everything.i would die without him.he has been there for me when i need him the most.i thought i was going to lose him there for a minute when i lost our baby but he stayed by my side
Lets See Who Reads This......
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Alishia's Shit
Hurt By Alishia   Is everything people go through really worth it Worth the hurt Worth the pain Just to finally get what's at the end of the road The love that will matter most That you never want to let go   Is love really worth all the hurt? You keep getting hurt until you find the one Even if you find the one You might not be the one for them So yet again you're in pain Is it ever going to end?   Too much pain and too much hurt Can lead person to go berserk Wanting to do something that they might regret So you think about the people that you care about most
My Point Of View
Why do i always feel like im on the outside looking in??????? I will be soon moving into a new 3 bedroom apartment....i need some decorating ideas..im writing this blog now cause i will be stepping out in about an hour or so....i will be back later in the day to respond to comments and such...Ideas welcomed and i will take pics as soon as im moved in...i am PSYCHED about the fireplace and the patio(its small but i have 2...one off the living room and one off the master bedroom....
Advice To Men
Good morning beautifulHow was your nightMine was wonderfulWith you by my sideAnd when I open my eyesAnd see your sweet faceIt's a good morning beautiful day All you know-it-all loversBetter heed some adviceIf you're bad to your babyYou better think twiceLove don't come easy, love ain't blind.You've got to show her you love herMornin' and nightBe there for her just to make things rightMake her believe Till there ain't a doubt in her mind.Better baby your babyWith a love that's strongHold her and tell her You'll never do wrongBetter baby your baby'Cause if you don'tOne day your baby'll be goneDon't let her get lonely Don't make her cryDon't take her for grantedDon't tell her a lieBring her red rosesWhen she's blueGive her the best of What you've got to giveYou'll be togetherAs long as you liveBetter baby your babyAnd she'll baby youBetter baby your babyWith a love that's strongHold her and tell her You'll never do wrongBetter baby your baby'Cause if you don'tOne day your baby'll be goneB
Feelings!
The best kind of friend is the kind you can sit on a porch and swing with, never say a word, and then walk away feeling like it was the best conversation you've ever had. Always put yourself in others' shoes. If you feel that it hurts you, it probably hurts the other person, too
Untitled
I opened my eyes I try to see but I'm blinded by the white light I can't remember how I can't remember why I'm lying here tonight And I can't stand the pain And I can't make it go away No I can't stand the pain How could this happen to me I've made my mistakes I've got no where to run The night goes on As I'm fading away I'm sick of this life I just wanna scream How could this happen to me Everybody's screaming I try to make a sound but no one hears me I'm slipping off the edge I'm hanging by a thread I wanna start this over again So I try to hold onto a time when nothing mattered And I can't explain what happened And I can't erase the things that I've done No I can't How could this happen to me I've made my mistakes I've got no where to run The night goes on As I'm fading away I'm sick of this life I just wanna scream How could this happen to me I've made my mistakes I've got no where to run The night goes on As I'm fading away I'm sick of this life I just wanna scream How could this
Disturbed's Stupify Awesome Song
Drowning deep in my sea of loathing Broken your servant I kneel (Will you give in to me?) It seems what's left of my human side Is slowly changing in me (Will you give in to me?) Looking at my own reflection When suddenly it changes Violently it changes (oh no) There is no turning back now You've woken up the demon in me [Chorus:] Get up, come on get down with the sickness [x3] Open up your hate, and let it flow into me Get up, come on get down with the sickness You mother get up come on get down with the sickness You fucker get up come on get down with the sickness Madness is the gift, that has been given to me I can see inside you, the sickness is rising Don't try to deny what you feel (Will you give in to me?) It seems that all that was good has died And is decaying in me (Will you give in to me?) It seems you're having some trouble In dealing with these changes Living with these changes (oh no) The world is a scary place Now that you've woken up the demon in me [Chorus] (And
Daily Humorscopes
Aries (March 21 - April 19) You will become unwittingly embroiled in a turf war between rival Chinese restaurants, today, as you step off the sidewalk to avoid a person wearing an extremely large hat. Before the day is over, you'll find yourself angrily hurling potstickers at people you've never met. Taurus (April 20 - May 20) In the grocery store, you will see quite a few people with infants in their shopping carts. Try though you might, however, you will not be able to find the bin with the children. Perhaps they're sold out? Important Safety Tip: do not stop one of the women with an infant and ask her to show you where her baby came from. Gemini (May 21 - June 20) Itchy nose day, again. Just be glad you don't have to wear a spacesuit! Cancer (June 21 - July 22) A new love affair will have you all misty-eyed. Either that, or it's the onset of glaucoma, in which case you should seek immediate medical attention. Leo (July 23 - August 22) In an unfort
A Blog Says What
I'm doing a photobook project through the 52 weeks of this year, and the theme is 52 nudes. I'm not going for artistic nudes OR hot/sexy nudes. Rather, the idea is fun and silly nudes. I want to basically show how much fun being naked and silly is, and I plan on putting it all together into a book in Jan 2011. So, as far as subjects go, I'm looking for just any gender, age, or body type so long as the individual is of age and doesn't have clothes on. The person can be covered up with hands, pots/pans, whatever... just not with clothes. Stuff like this, just without clothes: I think I already have the first month booked, but I'll definitely be on the hunt for new subjects through the year as 52 is a big number. I'll probably be needing to repeat some subjects now and again, but I'm striving for as few repeats as possible. So, if you or somebody you know is maybe up for it, you know how to find me. I've got a showing at Bennu through April. It's on the wall no
Love
I sit here with tears of sadness running down my face as I say GOODBYE dear love. I try to remain numb as I feel the pain stabs thru my heart like hot pokers thru my skin. GOODBYE dear love I will always remember your smile and your laugh. GOODBYE dear love ill remember the way I feel for you. But dear love my time is at an end and now I must leave. Dont cry dear love Ill be with you every day now. Im sorry dear love that I couldnt make it to longer than I did. Please dont be upset dear love. Ill always be there for you even if you dont know that I am there.  Its getting cold dear love I think im fading fast. I can hear people screaming hold on but i cant hold on. Dear love I cant remember what happened I cant remember why i felt pain but the pain is gone now. I see my grandfather dear love he is waiting for me here. I dont hurt anymore and its nice here Im warm now dear love. I will wait for you here dear love until your time is here and we an be here together. GOODBYE dear love pl
Lounge Stuff
Heaven's Devil's Playground is and awesome laid back place to hang out! Come join in on the fun! If ya can't reach me jump on in and see if ya can find me!!! A place with fun people, sexy ladies, and hot guys!   http://fubar.com/lounge/heavens_devils   Can't wait to see you! ;) Hey everyone should come out and check out the new lounge I'm hangin in!! Ass Kickin Radio is the BEST place to be.   You better come check us out! Now I say and that is an order! :P   http://fubar.com/lounge/asskickinradio
Contests
can you plz comment on the pic you think i should use to enter hottest fu chick contest? http://www.fubar.com/images.php?u=3295470&albumid=1952718&idx=0 I decided to enter & I have a chance at holding the title of HOTTEST FU CHICK & winning some sweet things... please stop by and rate my picture to vote & leave a comment if you would like too...   DangerZoneDZ Radio's Hottest FuChick Contest *CLICK MY PIC to VOTE (Rate/Comment)* Please Vote for me, I am in this Contest!   http://fubar.com/photo.php?u=3669199&albumid=1949491&i=2572571289&idx=12
Matt Is 100% Correct Heres His Blog Post
All deejays have been there. The party’s bangin’, people are dancing and you get the most intoxicated guy in the crowd hovering over the DJ booth requesting songs that don’t fit in with your set at all. As a DJ, you’re being hired for a job. Part of that job is to please the crowd, but it’s hard to please everyone. Party-goers should realize that the job of the DJ is not to stand there and play every song on your iPod Top 40 playlist. They’re part of the atmosphere, providing you with great music to dance to. While it may look like all they’re doing is clicking buttons, there is much more going on than meets the eye.   First, we’ll explain the job a little more. When a DJ gets a job to play in a club or at a party, they generally get hired to—a)play their genre, or songs they’ve produced, or b)play music that suits the club, whether it be Top 40, hip hop or jazz. This should be determined upon hiring. The DJ will prepare fo
About Me.possibly Nsfw.
 This was a post from my Myspace and im thinking about adding more depending on the reactions i get. wanted: companionship, and caring person Current mood:  depressed Category: Life Howdy all, sum stuff has been on my mind and i wanted to get it out there and see if i was the only 1 thinking this. i have to warn you, this was actually WRITTEN in long hand before i put it here. the only thing i have redone is the spelling ( and as we know, im not that great with that either,lol as well as some other things that have come to mind since writing)  For me, i have been having problems with dealing with the lonliness it sux not having someone to talk to, just hang out with,someone that at the minimum, will  let you vent, and at the maximum, will help me understand what im dealing with. That im not going copmpletely crazy ( cant go where you never werent in the first place right?) Finding somone  to share my life with, someone that will be ok with me wanting to share the same bed with t
What Would You Do
if the father sign over there rights almost 10 years ago can the mother still come back into the picture ask for dna test from him To 'let go' does not mean to stop caring; it means I can't do it for someone else. To 'let go' is not to cut myself off; it is the realization that I must not control another. To 'let go' is not to fix; but to be supportive. To 'let go' is not to be in the middle arranging all the outcomes; but to allow others to effect their destinies. To 'let go' is not to be protective; it is to permit another to face reality. To 'let go' is not to regret the past; but to grow and live for the future. To 'let go' is to fear less and love more.
Pussies
I hate slack jawed, weak mofos who can't handle the truth.   First of all don't post a serious mumm if you don't want a serious reply.   Second, if you post a mumm and want a serious reply and get a smart assed one - don't be a douche and not post it and then change your mumm to "comment approval by owner of mumm". That really shows what a pussface you are.   Third, if you post a mumm and want a serious reply and get one that is not to your agreement and you don't post the comment. You are a tool and shouldn't post it for everyone to comment, dildo. With a name like hatchetman - you'd think your sensitivities wouldnt be so tender.   Here's some hugs and kisses for you dear - xoxox Although all I could see was you tounge I'm sure your face was indeed a murdurous one. If judging by your inability to banter an adult manner in a mumm with a sarcastic ass like me is any indication of you personality then I'm glad you blocked me you silly girl. I leave two comments in your mumm and
Life
I am not writing this for attention but just so others understand. I have pain through out my whole body 24/7 so at times I get grumpy other times I cannot even get online. So if I seem grumpy or you don't see me around for a while please understand its do to my pain. I often wonder if being a Dominant makes me a freak? I don't hide it because personally if people cannot accept who I am they don't need to be my friend. Many misunderstand the lifestyle but its more than just sex its a deeper love and trust that attracted me to it. If it means I am a freak than so be it but at least I am a happy freak hehe......
My Blogs
I took the road that went to the light,The other road was tempting But didn't feel right I felt this huge load go away And disappear down memory lane, There the price was only pain, With its emptiness And heartache, Things seem much better to surrender And find your peace within the world, Because the light is nice, And feels divine as you make your way Down the path of life.!Always be good to yourself! I'm standing at the fork in the road, and I Don't really know which way to go, it's like 17 years ago all over again, and I I'm a little girl lost alone, and yes I wanna know what lies ahead, and yeah my Feet are planted and I don't wanna take a step cause I won't make it any further with you on my back Carry a burden I can't do it this time, goodbye Then again, do I listen to my heart, do I cry for help I keep second guessing myself Why does it have to be so, hard to let you go Its almost sun down I gotta put my foot down and I know if I do It's gonna hurt me more than it hurts you
The Truth
cruiser decided to pop up in my shoutbox today lol - heres the funny conversation we had   *read from the bottom to the top*   To  SøuL A$$ā$...: LMFAO - AND YET YOUR STILL HERE TALKING SHIT? LOL - STFU K? - U SOUND LIKE A CRY BABY LIL GIRL - GET OFF YA ASS AND GET A LIFE K? LOL - PEACE SøuL A$$ā$...: FUCKIN COWARD SøuL A$$ā$...: LIKE I SAID YOUR A BITCHBOY...PERIOD....SO SHUT THE FUCK UP BITCH!!!AND GO ACT GANGSTER TO THESE FUCKIN LAMES THAT LISTEN TO YOUR HOE ASS!!!To  SøuL A$$ā$...: LMFAO ---- IM FROM NJ DUMB ASS ----- NEWARK, NJ ----- AND YOUR IN WHERE? DETROIT? LMAO ROCK AND ROLL CITY - YET YOUR GANGSTER? ROFL SHUT UP K? - UR JUST MAKING YOURSELF LOOK EVEN MORE STUPID LOLSøuL A$$ā$...: IM DONE TALKIN I JUS WANTED TO SAY WHAT I HAD TO SAY I JUS WISH I COULD SEE YOU FOR 5 MINS CUZ THEN THE TALKIN WOULD BE OVER.KEEP LISTENING TO YOUR RAP MUSIC AND KEEP YOUR ASS IN KENTUCKY CUZ IF YOU EVER COME TO A PLACE LIKE DETROIT YOU WILL GET SHOWN HOW MUCH GANGSTER
The Spotlight
It seems everywhere i go there r mirrors. Of coarse they r there to show how we look in our performance but then i thought something. Wht if the mirrors one n only job is to show us wht we really r? If tht is the case then they can see past the lies people put around themselves for their own purposes. When rushing thru the hallways, the mirrors will always catch tht glimps of us as we past by, revealing evry detail n evry truth in our soul. But how do u prove to someone tht u r real when there r no mirrors around to show the truth neverything seems against u? This question has been thru all of us at least once, but has anyone truly found the solution. N how can u trust those around u when the mirrors r not present. Some accuse, some belive, n some would completly surpass it all together. With the power of the mirror, is it possible to use as a weapon? The only thing tht is certain is tht anyones tru self appears on the reflection of the glass. The Mirrors see evrythin. Dancing is my ad
The Love Of My Life
Feelings that once were hidden Are now expressed to you. Days that once were stormy Are now the brightest blue. Times that once were lonely Are now filled with pleasure. All that once was mine alone Are now things we both treasure. Nights that once were cold Are now comforting and warm. Fears that once were very real Are now gone with the storm. A heart that once was broken Can now finally mend. A person once alone in life Can now call you a friend. Dreams that once were longed for Are now all coming true. The love I once thought was gone I have now and forever in you. It was my fault you ran. It was my need for the bottle. I never listened to you about it. Now all i can say is   IM SORRY.
Good Guys Finish Last
Why is it that when ppl are here, u never really notice them, but the saying, u never know what u have till its gone, is true. Ive had many ppl come in and out of my life, some who have taught me one thing, some who have taught me more than words could say. Ive learned in the past few years, that you should never take advantage of what you have right in front of you. Nobody ever realizes the true hurt you feel, when the ones you love, just up and leave. You know that its for their best, but you always wish you had one more day with them. Some you lose forever, some will show back up in ur life, and some will just be a memory that you cant forget. I have pleny of memories i cant forget, not all of them good. i joke about everything that goes on in my life, to get over the pain i feel. A sense of humor is a great defense against minor troubles Mignon McLaughlin says. Its a daily battle that we all stuggle thru, some are better at it than others, some will wollow in pitty, but no matter w
Me Speak Em!
I already miss Russian and now Sho and Witchie have left.   Blogs and  Mumms will never be the same..they are already boring!   what to do..what to do! Putting together a burnt compliation cd for the work van titled - Road Rage!   so far has :   Smack my Bitch up - Prodigy Asshole - Dennis Leary Killing in the name of - RATM Control - Puddle of Mud Break Stuff - Limp few songs from Disturbed    .......Any other suggestions?  
Rant
A few rules:#1  NO NUDITY OF ANY KIND ON CAMS !!!!!!!!  WE DO NOT WANT ANY MORE CAMS TO BE BANNED, IF THIS HAPPENS CAMS MAYBE REMOVED FROM THE LOUNGE.#2 Please make sure there is no one on a cam before logging in to it.#3 Respect everyone.#4 PLEASE KEEP ALL AUDIO OFF ON CAMS !!!!!!!!!!! #5 DO NOT change any settings to the cams, as in adding pictures, videos display names or so on.#6 Reminder that there are other people besides the people in the lounge watching you on cam. So if you don't want other people to see something outside of the lounge DON"T SHOW IT....Go to Livevideo.comcam 1 user bama-1 password angel012009cam 2 user bama-2 password angel012009cam 3 user bama-3 password angel012009cam 4 user bama-4 password angel012009go to livevideo.com log in the user and passwords provided here click go live ITS IN GREEN make sure the audio is un clicked you will see a thing to submit , allow the adobe and click go live 1 more time then your inHOPE TO SEE YOU SOON Ok i gotta rant and this
Red Sweet Puckers
My red pucker Theme song! My pucker brings all the boys to the yard, I kiss you and make you beg for more! I can kiss you and make you beg for more. la la la la la If you want me, then you better show me, yes you better show me. I have lips for your desire My pucker brings all the boys to the yard, I kiss you and make you beg for more! I can kiss you and make you beg for more. la la la la you know that I'm always in charge my pucker is so sweet and creamy
Dance
                                               DanceThe ballroom is empty .A sweet aroma captivates my senses as you pass me .A gentle melody surrounds the room as you sway to it .My ears hear it but I’m to absorbed  by your magnificent self .You gesture to me to join you .I step towards you and feel the electricity of your gorgeous being rip through my soul .You embrace my body to yours and gaze into my eyes .I wrap my arms around you as I get lost in your eyes .We dance, not to the music, but we are inspired by each other as well .I abstain no more as I move to kiss you, only to find your lips searching for mine . An electrifying feeling eclipses the room .An extraordinary gesture of love over whelms me .We part our lips and I find the most magnificent way to express my feelings to you. ” I love you and everything that makes you,you .” I whisper to you .We embrace each other and we dance.   babe.....im inspired to do this poem just to show you YOURE ALL THAT I THIN
A Guy I Know
I love u but I hate uI want u but can't stand uU make me happy but yet I'm angry I trusted u and u betrayed meI gave u everything, u gave me nothingWhen will my nightmare become a dream.How much longer must I wait for that ring.When will it change for good and last forever.I love u but I hate uI want u but can't stand uU make me happy but yet I'm angry I trusted u and u betrayed meI gave u everything, u gave me nothingU asked me to marry u after three weeks.We had a baby boy by choice.U told me u love me but yet u abuse me.I love u but I hate uI want u but can't stand uU make me happy but yet I'm angry I trusted u and u betrayed meI gave u everything u gave me nothingWe made love so many times.U did something no one could.I got hooked on u.I love u but I hate uI want u but can't stand uU make me happy but yet I'm angry I trusted u and u betrayed meI gave u everything u gave me nothingWhen will we say "I do."When will u loose ur attitude.I'm about through with waiting on U!!! I hold him
Euphoria
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Psycho Rambles
It's amazing to me. I fall into the same trap as everyone else. Oh 2009 was total dog shit, so 2010 will be fuckin great. Well if the first 8 days are any indication, I totally deluded myself. Yeah, I have already had ups, but the downs are what get ya. My kids are still my kids. My mom is more psycho than ever, or maybe I am getting more delusional and psycho and just think its everyone else. Maybe my hatred of the world and the trust I've had from friends and lovers alike that ALWAYS gets betrayed is all my fault. Maybe my rage and anger is not justified. Maybe my marriage and my relationship with Erin would have worked if I was sane. Maybe H and R block loosing my taxes from last year is a delusion in my own head. Maybe getting fired for NO damn reason is still my fault somehow. Maybe ,my mom is right. Maybe I do walk in the house and start yelling and bringing everybody down with out me knowin I'm doin it. Maybe I lost it a loooooooong time ago. Who knows, maybe I'm sittin in a pad
My Love
AS I LIE IN MY BED, THOUGHTS OF YOU RUN THROUGH MY HEAD, WISHING YOU WERE HERE WITH ME, LOVING YOU IS ALL I NEED, WANTING TO LOOK IN YOUR EYES, AND TAKE AWAY YOUR HEART FILLED CRIES, TELLING YOU EVERYTHING WILL BE ALRIGHT, AS I GENTLY HOLD YOU THROUGH THE NIGHT, BUT I WAKE UP ALL ALONE, RELIZING YOUR LOVE IS GONE, I FEEL MY WORLD BEGIN TO TUMBLE, AS THE PEICES OF MY HEART JUST CRUMBLE........   No matter how hard I tried... all i seem to do is make u cry...... i would give anything to heal your heart... and mend every single part... of your soul that i have broken.... and say all the words left unspoken... i quietly hurt you for far too long... never admitting that i was wrong... you gave me your heart and soul... but i took it all and left an empty hole... never even saw your pain.... your tears hidden by  the rain... i was a selfish and foolish man, all you wanted was to hold my hand.... i left you when you asked me to stay... and i took you for granted day
I Cant Complain....
Will you catch me if i fall.. Will my heart ache even heal? Tell me what i need to feel?     Theres nothing to miss if i keep it locked inside. i will pretend that its alright tonight I will keep my pride and let you go I have had a ruff past year.Its been hard on me with medical conditions and relationship problems..When i was out today i realized that i dont have it as bad as i thought i did..There was this guy with his son and he was a tiny baby he was three months i asked the guy his sons name and he told me in a studder...which i do to..he said aaadden i was so surprised that i had meet someone who studdered like me and stuggles as well as i do..I thought to my self its amazing that he was so willing to talk to me..i dont even like talking at times bc i know that im going to studder...I have more cat scans and mri's coming up and theres a possabilty of other things which only one person on here knows of..I'm not explaining it all...I just felt the need to vent a few things
Once In A Lifetime...
we are all seeking that special person who is right for us. but if youve been thru enuf relationships, you begin to suspect theres no right person, just different flavors of wrong. why is this? becuz you yourself are wrong in some way, and you seek out partners who are wrong in some complimentary way. but it takes a lot of living to grow fully into your own wrongness. it isnt until you finally run up against your deepest demons---your unsolvable problems---the ones that make you who you truly are---that youre ready to find a lifelong mate. only then do you finally know what you are looking for. you are looking for the wrong person. but not just any wrong person: the "right" wrong person---someone you lovingly gaze upon and think, "This is the problem i want to have." i will find that person who is wrong for me in just the right way...i have to believe in that You cant do things "again" in life, you cant re-create what was. That only comes once in a lifetime. But only that particular ex
Anti-lounge Cams
ANTI-LOUNGE WEBCAM RULES Here are a set of rules we ask you adhere to as far as our lounge cams are concerned. IF YOU ARE JUST A VIEWER... Try not to ask the person or persons on cam to do things. We are not trained monkeys, we are not strippers, and we are not your personal pets. If you want to be a director, go to Hollywood. IF YOU WANT TO GO ON CAM... If you are lounge staff and want to take an open cam, by all means... go for it. Start with Cam 1 if it's available, that's the staff cam in the lounge, and only staff members are permitted on that cam. If you are a lounge MEMBER and want to take an open cam, please ask an active staff member first. If you happen to be denied and feel you have an issue with that, send a private message to Radio X show. If you are a lounge VISITOR and want to get on cam, fuck you. Seriously... you can't join the lounge first, you impatient prick? ONCE YOU'RE ON CAM... You should change your status to reflect that you're on cam. A goo
Psalm 23
1 The LORD is my shepherd, I shall not be in want.  2 He makes me lie down in green pastures,        he leads me beside quiet waters,  3 he restores my soul.        He guides me in paths of righteousness        for his name's sake.  4 Even though I walk        through the valley of the shadow of death, [a]        I will fear no evil,        for you are with me;        your rod and your staff,        they comfort me.  5 You prepare a table before me        in the presence of my enemies.        You anoint my head with oil;        my cup overflows.  6 Surely goodness and love will follow me        all the days of my life,        and I will dwell in the house of the LORD        forever.   Tuesday 3rd of Easter Gospel text (Jn 6:30-35): The people said to Jesus, «Show us miraculous signs, that we may see and believe you. What sign do you perform? Our ancestors ate manna in the desert; as Scripture says: ‘They were given bread from heaven to eat’». Jesus then said to th
Love?
I sit here and think of nothing but you all day...You are the last thing I think about each night and the first thing each morning...everytime I hear your voice I get chills that run all over my body...I say your name to myself just to feel that rush that comes over me and I feel butterflies in my tummy...I look at your picture and the love that I feel for you just runs through my body and gives me a warm fuzzy feeling...I sit and wonder if you feel the same way?...Do you think about me all day as I think of you?...Do you yearn to hear my voice?...Ask yourself how much longer we can actually be apart?...I have put my heart and soul in your hands and all I ask is that either you love me the way I love you or you have to give me back my heart and soul...I know that you COMPLETE me...and I want to do that for you...So tell me this am I the one who completes you?...For all these longing questions I will wait for you...I LOVE YOU AND ONLY YOU... Why Me   Do you hear my calls for you? Do
Lounge Names Vs Tunes
Why is it so many lounges that have kickass "metal" type names play sissy bitch tunes?...... Dont give me the usual .." we play everything " crap.   Your lounge has a name that suggests metal, thrash...whatever, play it.  Name ur lounges accordingly people.... and thats my 2 cents Yeah Iv'e posted this before....name ur lounges accordingly people..."we play everything" is not a genere
Classic
Adam - I wanna cover my living room in gummy bears and swim in it. Myself - WoW LOL So, I dreamt that a GIANT cheech polar bear attacked, the chong statue of liberty. (I witnessed via shadow puppets, "including cheesey cheech&chong sound effects") to which I turned around to see a Polar bear the size of the statue of liberty standing victorious over the fallen statue. Then body surfing acrost the entire hudson bay with john travolta, poor john broke his leg with a compound fracture on the giant water slide the bay turned into, and I bit my tongue in half. Shortly there after I was arrested for biting my tongue, as it was now a felony to do so on water slides. Mr. Travolta then took off with my bag of pot...you bastard!    
Blood Milk Sky
Whether to be agreat cagey perfumedbeastdying under thesweet patronageof Kings& exist like luxuriantflowers beneath theemblems of theirStrange empireor by mere insouciantfaithslap them, call their cardsspit on fate & cast hellto flames in usuryby dying, noblywe could exist likeinnocent trollspropogate our revels& give the finger to thegods in our privatebedroomslet's rather, maybe,perhaps,get fucking out inthe open, & byswelling, jubilantlyMagnificently, end them. Jim Morrison "Blood, Milk, And Sky" The siren sings a Lonely song of all the Wants and hungers The lust of love a brute Desire - the ledge of life Goes under - Divide the Dream into the fleshKaleidoscope and -Candle eyes - Empty Winds scrape on the Soul - but never stop To realize -Animal whisperingsIntoxicate the nightHypnotize the deperateSlow motion light - Wash Away into the rainBlood, milk and skyHollow moons illuminateAnd beauty never diesRunning wild running blindI breathe the body deep1,000 years beside myselfI do
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2010 Poems....coming Soon
                        Memories upon the Wind   I have bitter sweet memories as I weep within the howling wind of sorrow. How he touched my heart in ways that leaves me breathless? I have tears falling like rain drops to keep from other’s seeing how much I miss him. Why did he just walk away from me? Could he not just take the time to pause and listen to what I was there in the wind about my undying love for him? Here I am…alone with memories upon the flowing wind that keeps me weak, yet strong because I loved him more than he realized, now… Did I forget to love more and more each time I could had? Should I spoke what was deep within my heart and soul? I have memories of his laughter to my nonsense jokes that never really was funny at all, but still he laughed at them. How long will it take my mind to forget his touch upon my trembling flesh? Will my lips ever stop wanting his lips upon mine? Why did I not stop him from walking out on my love for him?
A Piece Of Fiction.
     I wasn't in the city when the bomb went off.  I was far enough away not to be effected by it's force.  But I was certainly close enough to watch the flash that lit up the horizon like a sunrise on a warm spring morning.  It looked beautiful.  I felt the ground shake.  It was like a very weak earthquake, it would have gone unnoticed if it weren't for the flash of light and the boom of what sounded like thunder in the distance.  People all around me then began to show concern, almost panic.      At the time I was on my way to meet with my employer.  I stopped near the city center market in Moscow.  I had to stop there.  Had to calm my nerves.  A few minuted before I stopped I got into it a brief argument with the local police over a pocket knife I had that was a little longer than legally allowed in Russia.  The police confiscated my knife and let me go with only a verbal warning, I was fine with that.  After the day I just had they could do whatever they wanted as long as it meant
One Love's Blog
It hurts to love someone and not be loved in return, but what is most painful is to love someone and never finding the courage to let the person know how you feel. Maybe God wants us to meet a few wrong people before meeting the right one so that when we finally meet the right person, we should know how to be grateful for that gift. Love is when you take away the feeling, the passion, the romance - and you find out you still care for that person. A sad thing about life is when you meet someone that means a lot to you, only to find out in the end, that it was never bound to be and you just have to let go. When one door of happiness closes, another opens but often we look so long at the closed door that we don't see the one which has been opened for us. The best kind of friend is the one you could sit on a porch, and swing with, never say a word, and then walk away feeling like that was the best conversation you've had. It's true that we don't know
Health Issues
I've always been a big man and in rather good shape up until 2009, which has definately been my worst year ever. Today a bombshell was droped on me after going to a follow-up appointment for my knee surgery. The doctor tell me that within 5 years I'll need a total knee replacement which will essentially end my military career prematuraley. Also on the past year I've been placed on anti-hypertensive medicine and ant-arrythmic medicine. At 43 years of age I'm still young but unable to carry my 295 pounds on my 6'4" frame. This weight no matter how much of it is muscle is killing my heart and my knees. In order to beat it I have to start shedding the punds. So I'm starting off with an immediate goal of 10 pounds and once that achiebed 10 more. Until I shed 70 pounds. This way I'll save my health, knees, and my military career that I love so much. Wish me luck please I need all the help I can get. Vinny Now that I'm 43, I decided to tone up and lighten up. So far so good. I'm down 14 pound
One Wish
  one wish I wish for the desire of my heart.   but I must find the courage within me   will you return my love, or will we part?   Shall I quit now, or shall my love you be?   My soul sorrows when you are not around   And when you are, my body leaves the ground.   And i wish I could just be where you are.   Will you join me in love's first fantasy   complete with dream's enchanting mastery   My soul and very essence fight a war.   I wish with all my being you were mine   And with this very urge I write no more   But to have one wish, you and me for all time.... If We Had Sex....GAME. don't be scared. you never know who really wants to do you! (Reply so only I see it and Repost so others can fill it out).1. Would you be in control?2. Would you let me pull your hair?3. Would you whisper in my ear?4. Would you talk dirty to me?5. Would you kiss me with a little tongue or a lot of tongue?6. Would you say my name?7. Would you go down on me?8. Woul
Mark
I remember a great many things about this man, but one thing in particular was his laugh. He wasn't one to have big, long belly laughs often, but when he did, you just couldn't help but laugh with him. Even though it's been 4 years, I can still hear his laugh in my head as clearly as if he were sitting next to me today. It would start out as a soft chuckle, and build into a hearty laugh where his face would turn red and his eyes would start to water. He would sometimes become self-concious of this laugh, and try to turn all serious in the end, but it never worked. I always saw through his stern facade. His hands were big and strong, but soft and gentle. I still remember the first time his hands touched my bare skin as we layed naked in my bed for the first time. His eyes were full of wonder as those big, strong hands roamed over my body while we made love... He had a long, well kept moustache and goatee. he would often twirl his fingers in it when deep in thought or conversation.  L
Coward!!!
I Christianggs admit that I went overboard, and the passion of the game took over. I joined a turf which shall remain nameless, and was caught in the cross fire. I now understand that the war was not against me, but against the person that I was with. I decided to stay along the side of my boss, but for incidents inside my mob he back stabbed me and took actions against me. I flee from his reach, and that’s how I ended up a free agent. Since I belonged to a turf that was in troubles, I ask the boss in DDR Mafia Family Turf to spear me and to go after my boss. This backfire and I ended up being the target of the crossfire. I took every measure to protect myself, and reached out for the Mafias out there in the world. I found I have support, and although they intervene for me it was not enough. Today I meet the request from KASPER to take down my sing that she was abusive to her power, and the hostility stopped. I reach out to her and we came to an agreement. Her turf is not goi
Tupperware Party
Twelve-step methods have been adopted to address a wide range of problems from drugs to alcohol. Over 200 organizations with a worldwide membership of millions, now employ twelve-step principles for recovery. So, how about one for relationships and dating woes?What is an emotion? Weird thing to ask someone, heck I've asked a few people lately what is an emotion. Heard it's a feeling, a desire, an urge. I looked around and found that an emotion is actually a chemical combination that flows through the body that produces the same side effects each time. We produce these emotion cocktails each time something makes our body react to the outside pressures. We become scared when something frightens us and become happy when something is funny or is to our favor. Simple eh? Then why do we get all confused when each time we stumble in relationships? We keep blaming everyone and everything except ourselves. We react to each relationship and produce an emotional reaction. So maybe we stumble in r
Newspaper Clippings From 1934-1936
  A feller isn’t thinking mean---             out fishin’ His thoughts are mostly good and clean---             out fishin’ He does not knock his fellowmen, or harbor any grudges then. A feller’s at his finest when---             out fishin’. A feller’s glad to be a friend,---
Amazing Lyrics
There you go Flashing fever from your eyes Hey babe, come over here and shut down tight I'm not denying We're flying above it all Hold my hand, don't let me fall You've such amazing grace I've never felt this way... Show me heaven Cover me Leave me breathless Show me heaven please Here I go I'm shaking just like the breeze Hey baby I need your hand to steady me I'm not denying I'm frightened as much as you Though I'm barely touching you I've shivers down my spine And it feels divine Show me heaven Cover me Leave me breathless Show me heaven please If you know what like To dream a dream Baby hold me tight And let this be yer Show me heaven Cover me Leave me breathless Show me heaven please Something went wrong You are not laughing It's not so easy now to get your smile You gotta be wrong To walk these streets And keep from falling But when you're not, just let yourself cry You've been working hard Just trying to pay the rent Tryin' to draw the line b
Shutter_dude
The best way to start making fantastic images is: "LEARN YOUR CAMERAS MANUEL SETTINGS". While point and shoot is really good, the more you learn and understand how your camera works... The better! If yoiu need help with equipment or accessories, visit a good sorce like amazon... Just click on the word amazon and search for the items you're interested in! Read More Hello my fellow photographers. In this blog I hope to provide some useful and interesting tips and how toos of all kinds of photography. I've had very good luck with my system of photographing the relaxed portrait as well as items for selling in online services like eBay. I'll be adding images to this blog to show how I achieve my resoults. I'm sure this blog will contain useful information for all leavles of photography skill so, Please check back if this sounds like this blog might be of interest to you Read More
Phoenix
They say an end can be a start Feels like I've been buried yet I'm still alive It's like a bad day that never ends I feel the chaos around me A thing I don't try to deny I'd better learn to accept that There are things in my life that I can't control They say love ain't nothing but a sore I don't even know what love is Too many tears have had to fall Don't you know I'm so tired of it all I have known terror dizzy spells Finding out the secrets words won't tell Whatever it is it can't be named There's a part of my world that' s fading away You know I don't want to be clever To be brilliant or superior True like ice, true like fire Now I know that a breeze can blow me away Now I know there's much more dignity In defeat than in the brightest victory I'm losing my balance on the tight rope Tell me please, tell me please, tell me please... If I ever feel better Remind me to spend some good time with you You can give me your number When it's all over I'll let you know Hang on t
Health
I'm looking for people who have or has had loved ones who has suffered from multiple sclerosis.  I'm not the victim of it but my mom is she was diag with it in 2005. She's gone from bad to worse from then til this day currently, and I would like to know what your experiences are/were with yours? I do know it's life threatening and heart breaking,  she's pretty much in her close call last stages, not fully in a wheelchair yet but fighting to keep walking from what I have seen but there's alot more can not say what all. From the time we found out they told her she has had it for 15+ possible years then in 2005,  but since then she was told she kinda gave up the will to really beat it, then she tries to fight it.  My former employers common in law spouse had it, from what I remember he was pretty bad when he decided to go to a place to take care of him to free her from the burden and their children she was distraught but she knew his days were coming and accepted. He had died a few ye
Executive Sales Position
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Blackwolf Story
the black wolf walks threw the shadows looking for a place to bed down out of the coldness. wondering what his true love the whitewolf is doing. he calls out for with hopes that she will hear him and answer him. the blackwolf wonders around with emptyness in his life now that the white wolf is gone. he wishes she know how much he needs her and that she is the only one he wishes to be with. the blackwolf relizes he ruined everything in his life when he lashed out at her. as he looks at his bleeding wounds he is reminded of the pain he has cuased his love the white wolf. as the sun sets for the night the black wolf howls out for his only love once more. with no answer he lays down wihtout cleaning his wounds to remember the pain he inflicted upon his whitewolf. the black wolf lets the tears from his eyes run down hsi face. the black wolf dreams of the past of him and the lovely whitewolf running in the sunshine and laying together also remembering the warmth of happiness he had felt with
Forgotten Sanity
Desperately wanting the nightmare to end.Unable to heal,Unable to mend.Repressed pain of the past,Comes to haunt me at last.My sanity sinking,And I'm tied to the mast.Never asking for this.I was given no choice.Abused and disposed of,And left with no voice.Stripped of trust.Deprived of self worth.Locked away in my own,Private hell on earth.I need to get out.I have to break free.But it all seems so hopeless,Because I can't find the key. And now I sit inside my glass prisonScreaming to be let freeBut all my efforts are in vainYou can't even hear me.Look into my tear stained eyesAnd tell me what you seeAm I so completely dead to youThat you don't even see me?Watch the tears fall down my faceAn endless stream of forgotten hateFall into an unknown worldFollow the road of fearful fate.Banish the light from inside your mindLet the dark consume your soulLose yourself inside this hellCause yourself to lose control.Rest your head and close your eyesSoon the pain will fadeSlip away into your dre
Angels Among Us
Angels Among Us, By Me Angels walk among us in every shape and formAngels walk among us some of them even have devil hornsAngels walk among us every given dayAngels walk among us and help us along the way These angels you see come in and out of our livesThey help us when we need themSome stay longSome come and goSome come fleeting breiflyThe angels who I count dearly never truley leave us I have known such angels all my life and have learned to trust in themI hope I have been an angel to someEven if they never new itFor those angels are friends who we need to help us in different waysIf I called you friend one time, you are whom I speak here For these days I have an angelThe strongest I have ever knownWho loves and cares and nertures meJust when I needed it mostFor this angel gives me Streangth & Hope & FaithWhen I thought all was lost I realize my angel needs me tooAs much as I need herTo give her Streangth & Hope & FaithWhen she needs it mostI will be here for her to help her threw
You're Gonna Pay
Dead man walkinYou've done it nowYou've gone and made a big mistakeand I can't allow, you to think you can just walk awayso turn around, and face the piper you're gonna pay'cause the end is nowthis is gonna be your judgement dayA cheap shotthat's the way that you play the gameI was blindsided, things will never ever be the samenice guys, it's said they always finish lastbut bad-asses, always kicking asshole's asskick itYou're gonna Pay, You're Gonna Paythere's no forgiveness this timeYou're gonna Pay, You're Gonna PayIt's my business, your mindYou're gonna Pay, You're Gonna PayI'm burning these ones to the groundYou're gonna Pay, You're Gonna PayI'm gonna Bring you downYou're gonna Pay, You're Gonna PayYou're gonna Pay, You're Gonna PayNo more chances,No more excuses, no liesyour stories ending, time to say your goodbyesnice guys, it's said they always finish lastbut bad-asses, are always kicking asshole's assasshole,kick itkick itYou're gonna Pay, You're Gonna Paythere's no forgivenes
Onesome
Just to remind myself, what the true meaning is about beauty. For attractive lips, speak words of kindness. For lovely eyes, seek out the good in people. For a slim figure, share your food with the hungry. For beautiful hair, let a child run his/her fingers through it once a day. For poise, walk with the knowledge that you never walk alone. People, even more than things, have to be restored, renewed, revived, reclaimed, and redeemed: never throw out anyone. Remember, if you ever need a helping hand, you will find one at the end of each of your arms. As you grow older, you will discover that you have two hands; one for helping yourself, and the other for helping others.  these days, i've been on the road with LIZ too much so that didn't do the blog and didn't get back to the ones who'd sent their regards, sorry .....but i guess i will be staying in daliang in the coming 3 weeks , which let me have a good relax......wanna hang out ,pals call me  635967\15986135967 !!hopefully,
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Big Daddy's Hot Spot & Bar Events!
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Ms
As of August 2009, 13 states allow (and 14 more are considering) the medical use of marijuana to treat medical conditions that include: Cancer, AIDS, Migraines, Crohn's Disease, Anorexia, Epilepsy, Fibromyalgia, Multiple Sclerosis, and Glaucoma.   An increasing number of medical organizations have endorsed medical marijuana including The American College of Physicians, Leukemia & Lymphoma Society, American Academy of Family Physicians, American Nurses Association, American Psychiatric Association, American Public Health Association, and the Lymphoma Foundation of America.   I CALL BULLSHIT!!!! http://www.nationalmssociety.org/news/news-detail/index.aspx?nid=2206 The MS Society edited their news page this morning, a little over an hour ago.... I cant believe the nerve of their dillusions. Q: I have MS. Should I be tested for signs of CCSVI?A: We do not recommend testing for signs of CCSVI unless you ar
Countown 2 Bliss
MY Friendz: Theze are some of the thingz i've noticed about my closest friendz on fubar. Dont have 11's on Dont have a ton of NSFW pics, if any(except U Jennie, you're excused LOL) Arent cherry bombing ppl Dont beg for VIP's Arent in the Happy Hour Have less than 50 fublingz Rate me everyday Wont be found in the Blast Box Are old, young, fat, skinny, black, white, healthy, sick, rich and poor Can contact me by phone (skype) or yahoo
Red, White And Blue
Brave Little Soldier by Dolly Parton I'm a brave little soldier I must be bold and strong A brave little soldier And I must carry on I'm a brave little soldier A brave little soldier I'm a brave little soldier I must fight, I must win I'm a brave little soldier Through hell and back again I'm a brave little soldier A brave little soldier Per rum, pum, pum Per rum, pum, pum Per rum, pum, pum, pum, pum Ye though I am marching through the valley filled with fear My steps are sure and sturdy and my aim is straight and clear The enemy is stalking me just waiting for the kill Like David slewed Galiath I will claim this battle field I'm a brave little soldier I must do what I can
Contests
I am thinking of running a contest where the winner would get a 65 bling pack or a 3 month vip or a 7 day blast(winners choice) How to enter:friend and fan mesend me 50k fu bux and your sexiest picture winner will be determined after a 2 weeks by who has the most photo coments please repost and foward to any of your friends who would like to enter No!!!!!!! bombing famlies allowed this is a fair contest plz sb me if you want in hiya ladies wanna win a free 65 bling pack? well im gonna give a 65 bling pack to the lady who takes the sexiest leg shot salute. So put on your colored stockings,fishnets or just ur nude legs and my id and come enter for your chance to win
Just A Dream
In my dreams I saw you, you said it will be okay, You said don't worry, we are to meet someday. You don't know me now,  but very soon you will, It is our destiny, each others dreams we shall fulfill.   You said you didn't know how in dreams we could talk, You said it didn't matter, you took me on a walk. All the stars and the moon were different in someway, They twinkled and shined showing us the way.   We came upon a river, we followed holding hands, You said you were a king, the highest in the lands. You said you made a wish, for true love at your side.. Someone you could trust, someone to confide.   Many women came to you praying to be the one, Your true love was not there when all was said and done. Saddened you were thinking you would always be alone, There wasn't anyone you could find, to bring into your home.   As you looked out at these very stars, you said you made a wish, A falling star in front of you turned into a fish. He said because you saw him he
God
GREATEST man in history, named Jesus-Christ, He had no servants, yet they called him Master. Had no degree, yet they called Him Teacher. Had no medicines, yet they called Him Healer. He had no army, yet kings feared Him. He won no military battles, yet He conquered the world. He committed no crime, yet they crucified Him... He was buried in a tomb, yet He lives today. Re-post if you are a Believer! God Bless you A friend sent this to me. It's been said that God first separated the salt water from the fresh, made dry land, planted a garden, made animals and fish... all before making a human. He made and provided what we'd need before we were born. These are best & more powerful when eaten raw. We're such slow learners... God left us a great clue as to what foods help what part of our body! God's Pharmacy! Amazing!A sliced Carrot looks like the human eye. The pupil, iris and radiating lines look just like the human eye... and YES, science now shows carrots greatly enhance blood
2010 Change Your Life
This is for you my darling,The words that I speak for you,You have me held out on a string,You talk about how you care for me,You tell me things that are quite empty,Words that have no meaning,My broken heart pours out to you,Please don't abuse my emotions,Don't take for granted how I feel,I believe the words you say to me,But should I even listen?Claims of wanting me to be yours,Yet you can't rid her from your life,You won't,Why should I trust you,When you can't be honest to someone with whom you've shared these years?You are my drug,Your a toxic being that is oh so addictive,You have a song about your lips,Your lips knock me out with every touch,Just the mention of your name sends my heart racing in every which way,I'm trying to drop you,Like the bad habit you are,But just like an addiction,It's easier said than done,This is for you my love . . . . The 48 Laws of Powerby Robert Greene and Joost ElffersLaw 1 Never Outshine the MasterAlways make those above you feel comfortably superio
My Boss
A friend of my boss who isa businessman met me, & agreed to spend the night,With me, for $500. We did their thing, and, before he left,He told me that he did not have any cash with him, But he'd have his secretary write a check & mail it to me,Calling the payment 'RENT for APARTMENT.' On the way to the office, he regretted what he had done,Realizing that the whole event hadn't been worth the price. So he had his secretary send a check for $250, And enclose the following typed note: 'Dear Veronica :- Enclosed find a check for $250 ..For rent of your apartment.I am not sending The amount agreed upon, because when I rented the place,I was under the impression that: #1 - it had never been occupied; #2 - there was plenty of heat; & #3 - it was small enough to make me feel at home. However, I found out that: #1 - it had been previously occupied, #2 - there wasn't any heat, and #3 - it was entirely too large.' Upon receipt of the note ..I immediately returned the check for $250, With th
Thanks
Hiyas fu its your favorite PhYnE Princess DaYuM...... Today was rather stressful I had haters attacking me ...I know they want to be me but impossible! To much of a good thing and all that *flipz Hair* Fu Life was fairly busy today I had to first wake up and give out my daily rates which seem endless and challenging I have no idea why I should have to rate people they should just flock to my page! I decided to give my points to someone less fortunate and not nearly as wonderful as myself I think it was successful....... I ran 2 bombs today and OH the bomb beggars HELLO....get a grip people you should feel blessed if I grace your page with my presence let alone if I, out of the goodness of my heart, decide to bomb you should certainly be a lil more loving towards me after all it takes an effort to click my mouse over to the bartab a little gratitude would go along way!!! Later in the day I had to gossip with one of my bff's Tann sometimes I have to buy her love with bling but its so w
Native Words Of Wisdom
I am 53 yrs old. Single white male Drug and desease free, AKA no bad habits. I have been a fan of being with older women since I was 18. And I have never changed the type of woman I love to be with. Older Wpemen make the best lovers on the planet! Check out all of my pics on my fubar page. Wisdom Keeper Oh keeper of ancient knowing, Whisper your wisdom to me. That I may always remember Lifes sacred mystery. The stories of the Grandmothers, Brave deeds great and small, The progress of the faithful, Who answerour mothers call. Here truth is the victor Of the war that dwells within, bringing every human heart To celebration in the end. From a book by Jamie Sams called  "Earth  Medicine"   Ancestors ways of harmony for many moons.
Online Predators
wishing all who served a happy momorial day. remembering all who have fallen and all who are still alive. remebering all who served, you are not forgotten will i think i just had my first online pradator scam attept. some girl claim to have lost her parents while back. her exboyfriend stole everything she had from her buisness. now she waiting for her inheritance But its going to be a while before she can claim it. now shes staying at a hotel and she has not eatin in three days and she asked me to send her money so she could get something to eat. does that not sound like a scam to you? so guy you to have to be carefull not just the ladies. oh yes this person is on fubar so be carefull. dont let her fool you. please feel free to leave commets about this. do u think men are more at risk for online predators or weman are more at risk?
Poetry, Bitches
So this is going to contain poetry. Fuck yeah, poetry! In case you didn't know (and since I currently do not think anyone on my list actually doesn't know me at all, weirdly), I'm a poet. I am not yet published as I do not see any current need to be, but I have already written at least nine hundred poems. Some with my bare hand and a pen and only night for a witness; others typed with a clacking of clickity keys. I seriously need a slave helper to type some of them up! Anyway, if you do read any, feel free to criticize. Just bear in mind if serving mockery that I have a strong backhand. ;) Atop a lonely hill, Beneath the dripping heat of a falling sun, The lonely man never alone lingers on, Names of lovers Etched in scars upon the many sharp shards Of his tired heart.   Never felt their kiss as the rain of morning's light, Nor their palm pressed to palm with fingers' clasp; But many beats missed, When the bullets hissed And seethed over foreign fields.   To thei
Hello
my is is the most important thing in the world to me.I just can't live without her. well now I'am marrweid and have a wonderful wife that i can't be without.
All Things Mom!
How did you find the energy, MomTo do all the things you did,To be teacher, nurse and counselorTo me, when I was a kid.How did you do it all, Mom,Be a chauffeur, cook and friend,Yet find time to be a playmate,I just can’t comprehend.I see now it was love, MomThat made you come whenever I'd call,Your inexhaustible love, MomAnd I thank you for it all. By Joanna Fuchs Mom, Where are you?right now i need you, i dont know what to do anymore! im not ready for everything life is throwing at me!i need you to be here when i meet the man of my dreams,when i try my wedding dress on for the first time, when i first find out im pregnent,when i hold my baby for the first time,Mom i need you to be here when i dont know how to be a Mom!mom where are you? cause right now u need to be here with me All the nights we would spend awake together bakeing random goodies just cuz we couldnt sleep! i miss that so much  i love you mommy... you can come back now... I love you so much mommy and i wish
B Logs??
sometimes wanting isnt enough... u have to manifest  ur desire and make real what u feel should be
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Funnies
WHY CONDOMS COME IN BOXES OF 3, 6, AND 12 !!!      A man walks into a drug store with his 8-year old son. They happen to walk by the condom display, and the boy asks, "What are these, Dad? To which the man matter-of-factly replies, "Those are called condoms son. Men use them to have safe sex." "Oh I see," replied the boy pensively. Yes, I've heard of that in health class at school." He looks over the display and picks up a package of 3 and asks, "Why are there 3 in this package?"The dad replies, "Those are for high school boys, one  for Friday, one for Saturday, and one for Sunday.""Cool" says the boy. He notices a 6 pack andasks, "Then who are these for?""Those are for college men," the dad answers, TWOfor Friday, TWO for Saturday, and TWO for Sunday." "WOW!" exclaimed the boy, "then who uses THESE?"he asks, picking up a 12 pack.    ....With a sigh and a tear in his eye, the dad replied, "Those are for married men. One for January, one for February, one for March.....
Venting
I feel like I consistantly push good ppl out of my life because I am scared to open my heart up again. it makes no sense. If we can forgive do we every truly forget or is it an idea impossible to reach. Do we even want to forget when it comes down to it? We go through the motions of what a non bitter and emotionally wrecked person would do and yet most of the time it seems so unsatisfying. There's a part of each of us the voice of reason that tells us that once it happens and we forget about it is then that it will happen again and we will be in square one of an endless cycle of hurt and distrust. Why do we hold on to the ones that hurt us? Somehow the hurt of them actually leaving out weighs the crimes that they do. It shouldn't be that way. a disapereing backbone is becoming a ragging epidemic and being hurt is the only out come. What happened to old fashioned chivalry of the past? When did it become ok to cheat? We are victoms of understanding. Theres some instances in life where we
It's All About Me And Then Some!
 I don't want bling or money or other fancy gifts, all I want is this T-Shirt Love, The Green Eyed Doll PS: I wear a medium        I don’t know if there is something wrong with the water supply or what have you, but as of the past four days I have had no less than three employees come into my office and cry. There are days when I wish I wasn’t a manager and I could just be responsible for myself. I definitely feel that way today.  I have no clue as to why employees feel their manager is there to listen to all their problems and worst of all it seems as though they want us to give advice. I will be the first to say I am the last person you seriously want to seek advice from for your personal affairs and quite frankly I don’t feel comfortable hearing about all the sordid details of your life. Leave a little mystery to your life; some things are best left unsaid (at work).      I am very well aware of the fact that some people when they lay t
The Moment
What is the perfect moment of passion well let's see... The perfect moment would as follows..Coming home to find the one you love waiting for you patiently. Longing to hold you and kiss you.As you walk through the door and say you are home the glistening of the eyes as you meet the gaze tells you all. The sudden rush to greet the other with a loving embrace and words welcoming you home. The longing of the first kiss as you are being held...Cuddling closer to one another after loving words have been exchanged to one another and then that faithful kiss that was waiting to come around. As you kiss one another each others hearts beat faster as the embrace gets slightly tighter to hold each other closer. Feeling the rush of love and compassion you both wonder aimlessly around to find a comfortable spot to sit and relax and talk about each others day briefly. Knowing that there is time for everything in a single moment that stretches beyond time. After knowing that dinner is already made
Random Musings
·     I'm 5'8" ·     I don't find myself attracted to men my height or shorter than me, not by choice. I just don't. ·     My eyes are green. Don't say they're blue. Definitely don't insist that they looked brown that time we were drunk and hanging out on so & so's porch after dark last fall, because they certainly were not and are not. ·
Why I Am Sad
   Today I read a bulletin that brought back memories from 2002. The bulletin was posted about a fu member who had lost 4 family members in a fire. This is devistating and i can relate. In 2002 I lost 4 young family members to a drunk driver. They were on there way to see a movie. I will never forget the horror the took place that night after one of my nieces came pounding on my door screaming, "there dead aunt Sue, they are all dead." At that moment I felt as though the life had drained from myself as well. There were 2 survivors that night, my nephew who was driving his car and the drunk driver. Boyd Knouse is the name of the drunk driver, he was only 20 at the time and not only did he take my 4 family members, but he also killed 2 of his friends, 6 died in all that horrible night.      The ages of the victims were (my family) Nicole, 22... Richard 17... Jeremiah 14 and last but definitely not least Shane who was only 8. Boyds friends were 18 and 19. I spent a week in the hospital p
The "system"
Some of you on here I talk to daily.  Some not so much.  But for those of you that I don't talk to on a regular basis....this is a good time to enter an update, since I have not even wrote a blog in some time.   In 3 weeks I start on a new adventure.  About 8 months ago, I decided after having a series of bad days at my dead end job, it was time for me to do something about it.  So I enrolled in school full-time.  The goal of this is for me to get my associates degree in management/marketing.  There are so many things I can do with that.  And after school, I hope to pay down some student debt, and perhaps later persue my bachelors' degree in an related field.  And get out of this town.  If you have ever been to Houtzdale, PA.....well, you know....   Quitting my job is such a relief.  I work with someone I kind of am dating, and even though we do not work directly with each other, there is so much drama all the time.  And yesterday...was a whole different creature with her.  Usually
Her Songs
I Just Want To Lay Next To YouFor AwhileYou Look So Beautiful TonightYour Eyes Are So LovelyYour Mouth Is So SweetA Lot Of PeopleMisunderstand MeThat's Because They Don'tKnow Me At AllI Just Want To Touch YouAnd Hold YouI Need YouGod I Need YouI Love You So Much[Michael]Each Time The Wind BlowsI Hear Your Voice SoI Call Your Name . . .Whispers At MorningOur Love Is DawningHeaven's Glad You Came . . .You Know How I FeelThis Thing Can't Go WrongI'm So Proud To SayI Love YouYour Love's Got Me HighI Long To Get ByThis Time Is ForeverLove Is The Answer[Siedah]I Hear Your Voice NowYou Are My Choice NowThe Love You BringHeaven's In My HeartAt Your CallI Hear Harps,And Angels SingYou Know How I FeelThis Thing Can't Go WrongI Can't Live My LifeWithout You[Michael]I Just Can't Hold On[Siedah]I Feel We Belong[Michael]My Life Ain't Worth LivingIf I Can't Be With You[Both]I Just Can't Stop Loving YouI Just Can't Stop Loving YouAnd If I Stop . . .Then Tell Me Just WhatWill I Do[Siedah]'Cause I Just
10 Odd Things
Cut-n-paste and repeat yourself. Don't fuss, DO IT!!TOP 10 "ODD" THINGS ABOUT YOU OR SOMETHING YOU HAVE DONE IN YOUR LIFE THAT DEFINES YOURSELF   10. I like watching girl on girl porn....for hours......by myself *blushes*   9. I have to have my toe nails painted all the time or I basically have a panic attack.   8. I have to put an even amount in my gas tank(my sister put $30.07 in and I wanted to choke her)   7. I'm terrified of needles but I have 17 piercings.   6. I straighten my hair everyday even if just to put it up.   5. I have to tuck my foot under my knee in order to fall asleep.   4. I don't leave the house without lip gloss.   3. I hate socks! I own like 3 pair.   2. I love boobs. I have to look at mine atleast 6 times a day...ok more like 10!   1. I own 10 watches but cant bring myself to wear any of them. So here's what you do.       Go to www.urbandictionary.com and do a lookup of your name. Then blog the definition!   1.     crystal         a fr
Just Life!
I am not ment to be understood  I make it impossible for people to get to close I hold secerts that God himself does not know  I have been called by many names Vixen, untamable and insane  Names others have called me cause they do not understand  I have a plan in life a plan other people will frown upon  Plans you and your friends will never know  You can't pick apart my brain you can't change my thoughts  I will never be tamed althou men try to prove me wrong  I am strong I can hold my own in any fight  I am just holding out for a much better life  I am careful I am presice I do not falter thou at times it may take longer then I thought I do not need help Or symothy I am just sick of all you idiots who think they know me  its just life  cant u see its not just us it's family its just life you get mad u blow up u lose all control its just life u get up lie down or dead on the ground its just life cant u see  
I Promised
You can read the title... cough up the tickertape parade for Husky dammit. I'm just hoping there's truth in advertising....
Thoughts For The Day
♥This is for all the strong ladies who have been through a lot in life and survived!! Say this out loud "I am strong because I know weakness. I am compassionate because I have experienced suffering. I am alive because I am a fighter. I am wise because I have been foolish. I can laugh because I have known sadness. I can love because I have known loss." Re-post if you are a strong woman who has weathered the storm but still loves to dance in the rain!♥♥♥ "Love is passion, obsession, someone you can't live without. If you don't start with that, what are you going to end up with? Fall head over heels. I say find someone you can love like crazy and who'll love you the same way back. And how do you find him? Forget your head and listen to your heart. I'm not hearing any heart. Run the risk, if you get hurt, you'll come back. Because, the truth is there is no sense living your life without this. To make the journey and not fall deeply in love - well, you haven't li
We Wiill Miss You
if you Tonyas A.k.a Molly you are truelue ly blessed please keep her in your heart if ya knew herr and please pray for sinfully delicious she is going through a rough time right now anshe needs our support to make it through it please help sinfullu delicious and i  remeber Tonya and keep her spirit alive    if you knew Molly you are blessed please pray for sinfullydelious to get through this rough time in her life i know i do and i always will cause when ya lose a loved one no one should go through it alone please help us remember Molly
Head Games
I have faith in humanity, though I despise people. Perhaps it has something to do with the fact that all my friends use me, The only people that care about me are my family. Each day I find less and less reasons to stick around...   Who knows where I'll go, or if I'll even leave. All I know is I don't want to be here anymore. This world no longer holds any interest for me.   I'd gladly trade places with someone terminally ill. They would get more use out of this life than I would. I should be so lucky to die young. Life is shit, it really is. How often do you find yourself bending over backwards for people only to get nothing in return? Sure, you don't expect anything, it would just be nice if someone did the same for you sometime, no? Well, i'm done with it. Being nice is overrated. I have nothing left now anyway.   Broke, broken, heartbroken and alone. Empty and soiled. Life isn't like the movies, there can be no happy endings.
Eloc420
hey every one srry been in camper mode havent been online for a while but ill hit you all up soon when i get out of the woods   hello srry i hvent hit you up latley been real busy got my new job and be meaning to get the meassage to each one of my friends individually but i have been commenting as much as possible well hit me up and ill message you back                          talk to you soon and hope to hear from you  
Random
I thought before I first saw you,I knew what love was.That, I later found, to be false.You showed me the meaning of True love.I loved you with all my heart,I gave you everything I had to give.I thought our loved would last a lifetime,I was the only one, though,You already knew it wouldn't be forever.You tried to tell me.I always chose not to listen.I only heard what my heart was telling me.If I could go back in time and change things,I wouldn't. I always want the memoriesof you and I together, the way we were -Happy for the most part.I love you still,And I always will.But today my life starts over,Starts over without you.This will be a tough journey for me,But I know I will make it.Life does go on. How long beforeI kiss your sweet lipsAgainTasting the curves ofYour mouthAs we unite.When willI get to hold you in my armsAgainFeeling your soft curvesPressing against my bodyAs we embrace.How many days must pass untilI love you on all levelsAgainIntoxicating you onThe physical, spiritual an
Me....
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=o-1ehDZv6JQ     For once I'm trying to be a better person, yeah I have my flaws but who doesnt. Now that I know what I want in life people try seem to hurt me mentally. This is why I cant be happy with someone, I just get hurt in the end. Its all about karma....bad things happen to bad people. I'm living in my karma now, but I realize I need to make myself a better person and for those who hurt me, its going to hurt them back sooner or later. I'm going to do whatever it takes for me to be happy for once. I'm tired of always feeling this way. I want to love but I'll just get hurt all over again. Sorry I cant be perfect.
La Dolce Vita
http://www.formspring.me/jessheartsben Ask me anything...it's totally anonymous!     Below is a beautiful summary of why I have my new, little tatoo. :]   For me, trees have always been the most penetrating preachers. I revere them when they live in tribes and families, in forests and groves. And even more I revere them when they stand alone. They are like lonely persons. Not like hermits who have stolen away out of some weakness, but like great, solitary men, like Beethoven and Nietzsche. In their highest boughs the world rustles, their roots rest in infinity; but they do not lose themselves there, they struggle with all the force of their lives for one thing only: to fulfill themselves according to their own laws, to build up their own form, to represent themselves. Nothing is holier, nothing is more exemplary than a beautiful, strong tree. When a tree is cut down and reveals its naked death-wound to the sun, one can read its whole history in the luminous, inscribed disk of
Amazing!
FUMafia Rules: 1.NO whining! 2.NO drama! 3.You were attacked because you logged onto FM! 4.You were hit 20 times because I couldn't kill you in 19!
R.i.p. To My Mom C.k.g. Wrote By Your Son
SCREAMS                   I WANT TO BE IN YOUR MIND, BODY & SOUL..AND IN YOUR HEART AND LOVE YOU MORE THAN A DREAM COULD EVER BE IN THE DEEPEST SLEEP OF ANYONES NIGHT WITH MY FACE PRESSED UP AGAINST A GLASS WINDOW WANTING THAT OLD LIFE BACK SO BAD BUT ITS SO FAR  OUT OF REACH DEEPER THAN ANY OCEAN BLUE LEAVING ME LOST LIKE A FLOWER WITHOUT RAIN....LIKE A THUNDERSTORM WITHOUT LIGHTNING...I WANNA LIVE AND NOT JUST EXSIST AND IT IS ALL MORE THAN A DREAM TO ME ...CAN I GO ON WITHOUT MY SCREAMS?AND BE HAPPY? WITHOUT YOU? OR WILL MY LIFE REMAIN THE CIRCUS LIFE THAT IT IS IN THIS HELL THAT I MADE FOR MYSELF BUT WHEN YOU DIED  THE FIRE CAME ALIVE AND AND BECAME THIS ROARING BLAZE THAT IS SO INSANE HAVE YA EVER FORGOT WHO WHO U ARE?AND I MEAN TO THE POINT WHERE YOU GET DIZZY AT TIMES AND SCARED LIKE SOMEONE HAS A GUN TO YOUR HEAD? I HAVE ....ANXIETY IS WHAT IT IS AND ITS NO FUN .........I MISS THE OLD DAYZ WHEN THINGS MEANT SOMETHING AND LOVE WAS SO ALIVE EVEN THOSE LIL 2 DAY CRUSHES YA KNOW LO

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