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Poetry
    A single rose, black as the night alone never to be cared for by another, cuz it only meant death, pain and suffering.   She was cast aside cuz she was different, never seeming to fit right in, until she met a God amongst men.   Falling in love As the days passed by... She loved him more and more Each time she hears his voice.   Calm,  never wavering, He stood by her Became her strength Became her love.   Then 1 sudden change Came to pass for her When she then became
My Writings
Broken Misery grabs me, by the throattry to breath, but still I chokeDepression cuts me like a knifeplagued by thoughts, to end my lifeLoad the clip, then fill the chamberhollow points, to ease my angerPut the barrel, against my headpaint the walls of my room redGrey matter, splattered from floor to ceilingbut the pain, I'm no longer feelingall I've loved, will now be lostwas my life, well worth the costBroken shell, of a manEnd my days, with my own handSpill my blood, and watch it runA lifless corpse I have becomeSelfish thoughts, control my grievingease my mind, this hell I'm leavingeternity, spent in purgatoryclose this chapter, of my life storyNot rembered, nor forgottenas my body lies there rottingfamily grieving, for their fallen sonyet noone stopped me as I grabbed the gunCries for help, left unanswerednow that I'm gone, they loved this bastard Opportunities arise, open youreyes don't decline.Open the door.What's right for you may not bewhat's right for me.Ultimatums sh
My Dad
   Dear Rayman How are u ding I'm doing allright you know dad has cancer. Has ben one year sins you died, dad fount uot he had cancer about 2 months later. Mom had a pace maker put in about a month after that.Dad is on his way to be with you. Take care  of him.You will have someone to go fishing & hunting with.Now when he gets there yall don't be caseing al those prity angle al over heaven!                                                             love always Phlip My dad has lung cancer has had it for one year. He is my step dad but the only dad I ever realy new.We a good life together. Going to mis diog things with him. He allready can't git out of bed half the time,it's hard wachting someone you love go fram bing heathy to bing able to hardly move.Whent out with my sis for mine an my dads bithday hi the 26 mine the 27. Dad did not go he was not up to it. I saw a man danceing he reamined me of how dad love to dance, an now can bearly walk his leggs heart so bad.Hate to say it I h
Why Do I Have To Name My Blog??
Baby why you wanna cry? You really oughta know that I Just have to walk away sometimes We’re gonna do what lovers do We’re gonna have a fight or two But I ain’t ever changin’ my mind Crazy girl, don’t you know that I love you? And I wouldn’t dream of goin’ nowhere Silly woman, come here, let me hold you Have I told you lately? I love you like crazy, girl Wouldn’t miss a single day I’d probably just fade away Without you, I’d lose my mind Before you ever came along I was livin’ life all wrong Smartest thing I ever did was make you all mine Crazy girl, don’t you know that I love you? And I wouldn’t dream of goin’ nowhere
The Love Inside
I feel so alone I'm not myself Ever since you left me I've lost my good health I'm poppin' pills And riskin' my life Drinkin' a lot more & Cuttin' my arm with a knife I never thought I'd deserve your love But when I had it It was more than enough I want you back Back in my arms Laughin' & Smilin' Happy & Calm I've lost all hope I've lost all faith But baby for you Forever I will wait. Three passions have governed my life: The longings for love, the search for knowledge, And unbearable pity for the suffering of others. Love brings ecstasy and relieves loneliness. In the union of love I have seen In a mystic miniature the prefiguring vision Of the heavens that saints and poets have imagined. With equal passion I have sought knowledge. I have wished to understand the hearts of others. I have wished to know why the stars shine. Love and knowledge led upwards to the heavens, But always pity brought me back to earth; Cries of pain reverberated in my heart Of children in famine, of victi
Hottie Info
Good Morning Hotties!  I stopped by all of your pages last night to introduce myself and to show you some Hottie love.  I'm going to be the new team Captain while Sexy69 is taking care of some business.  This is a list of the girls on your Hottie team. Please try to leave them some Hottie love everyday. Those of you that are higher up please help the girls at the lower levels to level up. Aryes Team Captainhttp://www.fubar.com/user/3750217 ~PolishGirl~ http://www.fubar.com/user/647986 ~ Mysticpotion ~ http://www.fubar.com/482079 jessicabeth http://www.fubar.com/2159711 ~Velvet Volcano Girl~ http://www.fubar.com/user/3719199 SeXy BiTch69 - Assistant Chief - Team Leader http://www.fubar.com/user/1851759 blue eyes http://www.fubar.com/1442638 Jessa http://www.fubar.com/3748676 CheapN0velty http://www.fubar.com/user/2144919 Mi Amore http://www.fubar.com/user/2322540 HOT Marina http://www.fubar.com/user/144345 BEAUTIFUL DISASTER http://www.fubar.com/user/2321678 Fly http://www
Thoughts Rolling In My Head
The new year Current mood:  accomplished Category: Blogging Well its that time once again, the new year is upon us, and so the fun begins (and the lies....ha ha). You may ask what I mean by lies? The lies of NEW YEARS RESOLUTIONS. So we gather together and begin the celebration of ending the old and welcoming in the new. And as ussual, we create these outlandish goals for us to complete for the new year. The problem is we r never truely commit to what it is we wish to change. U want to be debt free? Can't wish for it to happen, you have to change your spending habits.  In fac,t in whatever u wish to accomplish its going to come down to "U" changing your routines. We r creatures of our routines. From driving to work, to taking a shower, and to when we even have sex 80% of the time. If u truely want to be successful in your resolution.....change the habit and routine of the item u wish to have differant. Just a thought, HAPPY NEW YEAR and good luck.....LMAOp.s. .........and commit It
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Today's the day we celebrateLaugh and play,Just soak it all in.Life feels great here in the city.After all we just won the championships.Finally theres hope,A light to help us carry on.To rebuild the place we all call home.It's the time for us to be recognized and respectedJust like we should have always been.This is New Orleans,Don't take us for granted.You'd be surprise of what you might find.Cause we may seem like the worst,But we fight the best,In all for our respect.Don't diss my home,The city of hope,The one and only,THE BIG N.O. WELL ITS ABOUT DAMN TIME DONT YAA SAYYY!! :D yes i am uber excited and plan to get super crunk for that game and cheer them saints onnn!! WHO DAT!?!?
Fun Thoughts And Convos!
So to introduce this conversation, I need to explain the story. Back about 3 years ago I put a profile up on AFF so I could find partners to make amateur videos with for my website. When I stopped working for the company, I put the profile on there on "standby" so it wasn't viewable and ppl couldn't contact me.   After I moved back to Michigan, I realized that I was missing a few pics that were on my demolished (during the move) laptop. So I went onto AFF to get the pics and it said I had to re-establish my profile to see the pics. So I did, and never shut if off... didn't care to. So after a while I went on there just for curiosity and I had a few emails from guys who seemed to have a little personality substance... this is my convo with one, and tell me if it makes any sense!   Btw, he lives about 2 hours from me                                                                 Mike: Hey there, you seem to be pretty interesting and I like how straight forward your profile is, if
Who I Am
     I have many friends on here that I have known for years and many new ones that I am proud to call my ANGELS! Each of you has touched me in a very special way and I want to thank you for being in my life and for the constant love you bestow upon me. I truly believe that FRIENDS are God's gift to us as Angels to help us get by as we struggle in life.I am not here to do anything other than spread God's love to my fellowman and show you that LOVE is what we all need in our daily walk through life. Each of us struggle with something in our personal lives and a kind word means everything sometimes when you are hurting or having a bad day. I know believe me.....I have the same struggles in my own life and still do.      I do not care who you are or what is on your page...that is your business and not for me to judge..I don't have to agree with it any more than you have to agree with Mine but that doesn't make you any less of a friend.What matters to me is how you conduct yourself on my
Fumafia
Tell them Big Daddy sent you http://fubar.com/mafia/?t=113 http://fubar.com/mafia/?t=113
The Jerk Blogs!
  I mean, really, this is a web site. Let's get this straight! 1. This is a web site 2. Name calling is so 1st grade 3. A STATUS is where you post your feelings or updates or anything you feel like posting. Now, any of ya's that know me know that I am not on to post B.S. drama stuff. But this guy has been bogging me down with sexual comments and getting RUDE when I don't respond to them. Now, let me make this very clear. I DO NOT mind graphic comments left on my pics, I don't mind when you throw them in my Chat box. But when I don't respond to them, is that really a reason to get mad? Any of ya's that have talked to me know that I DO NOT get rude or mean about it. Sometimes I play back, but most of you guys know when to draw the line. I don't mind it AT ALL!!! Now, of course this is through Fubar chat, so you have to read down to up...I'm not about to take any more time on this guy to write it the other way... Now, PLEASE...be honest...If I am in the wrong, let me know. I want t
Say It Again
YOU&ME Your words spoken so sweetly. The way you know how to make me feel Just the sound of your voice, Makes me want to complete all my dreams You've changed my whole point on life, And turned it into something with meaning You made me realized that not all men are the same. Just when i wasn't looking, You came into my life, You picked up my broken world and put it whole again, I wasn't even looking for a man but there was something I liked about you that opend my heart back up and now I'm for ever yours! Say it again The thing about love,is I never saw it coming.. it kinda crept up into me by surprise.. and now there's a voice inside my heart that's got me wondering.. is this true?I wanna hear it one more time move in a little closer. take it to a whisper. get just a little louder.. say it again for me cause i love the way it feels when you are telling me that I'm.. the only one who blows your mind.. say it again for me it's l
Feelings
i do not understand how people can think that just because fubar is only a website, that the people on it do not have feelings.  i do understand that this place is not real life----on here u can be whomever u choose to be. for some that is a fake person whom they have always wanted to be. for some that is a person who they wish they were a copy of. for people like me----my page is only an extention of myself. my page----although not completely filled out is 100 percent true of who i am as a person. this can leave me vulnerable to those who choose to take advantage of you for wearing your heart on your sleeve.  wether i am in real life or fu-life, i do have feelings and am supceptable to getting those feelings hurt. sometimes it is life that hurts us. sometimes it is just the way that it is and cant be helped. sometimes it can be intentional.  the intentional kind is the kind that should not exist in real life or fu-life. it is the kind that can be avoided.  what would possess people to
Help Links
Ready to choose your side? Is it going to be angel? Or demon? Click here http://www.fubar.com/decide.php Have info-questions or comments about fumafia? Post them here- http://fubar.com/blog/312010/1071266 Need a lounge coder,info on streams or anything else? Heres the link 4 lounge helpers send one of them a pm with link to your lounge - http://fubar.com/blog/131753 Looking to stream music in your own lounge? Click here http://shoutcast.serverroom.us/?gclid=CMvtkejqzJ0CFQRM5QodImP4yQ Need to update active X click here http://download.cnet.com/DownloadX-ActiveX-Download-Control/3000-2206_4-10911713.html?tag=mncol Need java updates click here- Need http://www.java.com/en/ Quicktime updates-click here-http://download.cnet.com/Apple-QuickTime/3000-2139_4-10002208.html Need firefox updates click here-
Football!!!
Now its time for the after party!!!! Lets get it on!!! What a game.I was suppose to be tattooing right now.I'm glad I chose to party instead.
For Jesse!!!!!!
He finally gave in to his friend's girlfriend when she said "there's someone you should meet" At a crowded restaurant way cross town, he waited impatiently When she walked in, their eyes met, And they both stared Right there and then, Everyone else disappeared, but Chorus One boy, one girl, Two hearts beating wildly, To put it mildly, it was love at first sight. He smiled, she smiled, and they knew right away This was the day they'd been waiting for all their lives. For a moment the whole world Revolved around one boy, and one girl In no time at all, they were standing there in the front of a little church Among their friends and family, repeating those sacred words. The preacher said "son, kiss your bride" And he raised her veil Like the night they met, Time just stood still, for Chorus He was holding her hand when the doctor looked up and grinned, "Congratulations, twins" One boy, one girl Two hearts beating wildly To put it mildly, it was love at first
Proper Fubar Etiquette
Yeah forget my rant I don't care what you rate me.  If you visited my profile that is more then enough to me.  I appreciate that alone.  I'm a little more mature since my last blog.  Forget the ten and eleven bs I don't care.  I looked at that and was like yeeah whatever haha!!!  I have so much going on beyond here this is the least of my worries right now.  Don't be opposed to meeting people over here though.  Best and worst thing that ever happened to me.  YOu know who you are and I miss you very much.  I pray for you every night I hope all is well.  Peace!   I've been a member of this social network for about a year and a half.  IT's been fun.  It's allowed me to talk to people that I would not otherwise get to talk to.  WHen I came onto here, I noticed a scale from one to ten for rating one's pictures.  I may have done this a few times but I notice people will do a thing in the Fubar commnity known as "downrating".  It's an implied rule that if you rate one's profile, you give them
Welcome To Hell
Darkness all around me,I feel you, suffocate,No one else is around my misery,Can I give anyone the key to the gate? No one realizes the pain,The weakness that I feel,The darkness swallows with vain,My nightmares feel so real. The shadows that hide,The tears I hold back,The old me, has died,Everything is black. I run, but I still see it,It is hard to face,It pulls me in, bit by bit,It takes me back, back to that place! From the memories, I try to run,They are destroying me slowly, not fast,I’m growing weaker; I know they’ve won,It haunts me, my past. The sadness, it has brought,I feel the guilt,I can feel the inside rot,The darkness inside me, it built. I feel so insane,These words are my last,Darkness has won, my tears fall like rain,I can’t run anymore, it has won, my past. My past has won,I’m sure this is true,The damage is done,My heart, darkness controls it too. I’m leaving now,You may not want to see,You might not want to know how,Today is the
Random Qoutes Of Wisdom From Bobby V
Want My Points For 12 Hours? Well This Is How It Is Gonna Work!  I Am Gonna Auction Off My Points!   The Bids R Gonna Start At 1 Auto 11!   If U Win U Get 2 Pick What Day & What 12 Hours U Want!   I Will Promote U In My Status & Will Promote It In A Bulletin & A Bully! I Will Also Bomb During The 12 Hours U Get My Points!   So Let The Bidding Start..lol! =) This Auction Will End On Thursday Feb.18,2010 a wise man once said Love is a single wmotion inhabiting two bodies
Loser
: ~!~!'s mob of 750 fought with: 2 Armed SCB-304 Submarines, 290 Reinforced Blast Shelters, 279 Leopard II Main Battle Tanks, 469 Tactical Utility Vehicles, 460 Full-Body Tactical Armors, 750 M134D Gatling Guns Levi's mob of 750 (including 2 eligible mercenaries) fought with: 89 Reinforced Blast Shelters, 203 Leopard II Main Battle Tanks, 54 Blast Shelters, 547 Tactical Utility Vehicles, 607 Full-Body Tactical Armors, 750 M134D Gatling Guns
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The end of love, the start of painThe blood from my heart that now aches, stainsWith the thought of your image, the thought of you careDevoted to another, whilst my spirit is bareWhere am I to go, where is my hope nowAm I no longer important like our dedicated vowsYou promised to always be there, and love me no matter whatBut it seems you’ve moved on, loved another and forgotThe breakdown of our relationship, the break of my poor heartYou punctured it with your cruel ways; you stabbed it with a dartYou took away my faith, my dreams, I now have nothing leftMy happiness has disappeared; a brutal act of theftYou promised to always be there, but now it all dependsOn if you’ve found another love and when my heartache ends My days are filled with anguish and pain.My nights are engulfed with an endless strain.Through the day I search for a way to end the feeling of emptiness in my life.But then night comes and reality cuts me sharp like a knife.For it is at night I realize I have
Nice Guys Finish Last
GUY:I'm sorrythat i bought you rosesto tell you that i like youI'm sorryThat I was raised with respectnot to sleep with you when you were drunkI'm sorryThat my body's not ripped enoughto "satisfy" your wantsI'm sorrythat I open your car door,and pull out your chair like I was raisedI'm sorryThat I'm not cute enoughto be "your guy"I'm sorryThat I am actually nice;not a jerkI'm sorryI don't have a huge bank accountto buy you expensive thingsI'm sorryI like to spend quality nights at homecuddling with you, instead of at a clubI'm sorryI would rather make love to you then just screw youlike some random guy.I'm sorryThat I am always the one you need to talk to,but never good enough to dateI'm sorryThat I always held your hair back when you threw up,and didn't get mad at you for puking in my car,but when we went out you went home with another guyI'm sorryThat I am there to pick you up at 4am when your new man hit you and dropped you off in the middle of nowhere,but not good enough to listen
Tales From A "bond Girl"
SNOW, where the fuck we gonna put it all? I want... To wake up in his bed...beer...bikes & the scent of Summer!  Valentines Day the most over rated holiday...buy a jar of jelly already
My Eyes
Threw my eyes i have seen sadness Threw my eyes I have seen loneliness Threw my eyes I have seen ignorance Threw my eyes I have seen hate Threw my eyes I have seen hardship Threw my eyes I have seen fear Threw my eyes I have seen insecurity Threw my eyes I have felt tears Threw my eyes have all of these things passed Threw my eyes i have seen sadness   Threw my eyes I have seen loneliness   Threw my eyes I have seen ignorance   Threw my eyes I have seen hate   Threw my eyes I have seen hardship   Threw my eyes I have seen fear   Threw my eyes I have seen insecurity   Threw my eyes I have felt tears   Threw my eyes have all of these things passed
Bad Decisions Make Good Stories
It's time to fire back. This is me venting & telling it like it is. I'm sick of having these fake ass haters, hate on me for stupid things that have nothing to do w/ me. Or try to call me out on things that I do not know about. They want me involved, we'll they got me involved now! The sad part is that u hate on me for no reason but I guarentee if u got to know me u would change your mind. Seriously--there should b other things in this world that should bother u more. But, if it's lil ol' me that gets u all riled up—WOW-I'm flattered, & u should feel pathetic! U know u've done something right when someone u don't even know, have never been enemies w/, or have any personal beef w/ hates u. Shit! I've gotten under ur skin w/o even trying! I think that it is so sad that girls waste their time & energy talking about me behind my back & the bad part is that they don't even know me. They never had a conversation w/me. So why don't u like me? I could see if I did something to u or to so
For Phil Harris
Hank Johnson Worries Guam Could "Capsize" After Marine Buildup US REPFROM GA.WHO VOTES FOR THESE FOOLS? Eternal Father, strong to save, Whose arm hath bound the restless wave, Who bidd'st the mighty ocean deep Its own appointed limits keep; Oh, hear us when we cry to Thee, For those in peril on the sea! O Christ! Whose voice the waters heard And hushed their raging at Thy word, Who walkedst on the foaming deep, And calm amidst its rage didst sleep; Oh, hear us when we cry to Thee, For those in peril on the sea! Most Holy Spirit! Who didst brood Upon the chaos dark and rude, And bid its angry tumult cease, And give, for wild confusion, peace; Oh, hear us when we cry to Thee, For those in peril on the sea!
Active & Outdoorsy
I really want to learn Capoeira and maybe Bazaugaa. But I'm in no pyshical condition to even take the classes. So I decied I should work on somethings beforehand... *Kettlebells to get my muscles toned and my shiloette more svelt and efficient. It also improves the endurance, cooridination, and flexibility which are essentail for any martial art form. *Yoga to improve my flexability and to work on strethening the hara while learning to exert as little as possible while maintaining a good amount of breathing. *Belly dancing to stregnthen my core and to help me get a better understanding of rythms. Capoiera is more then just a martial art form it takes the music and beat into itself and is a physical expressesion of that. *Gymnastics to get a better understanding of the more acrobatic moves. *Afro-Brazilan dance to understand the motions in capoiera. Every martial art form is connected to one type of dance or another.   I really need to get into shape my BMI is a 29  which means
Jazzii Babii's Blog!
The real definition of words when used by women: *1. Fine-I am right. This argument is over. You need to shut up. *2. That's Okay-One of the most dangerous statements a women can make to a man. That's okay means she wants to think hard and long before deciding when and how you'll pay for your mistake. *3. Nothing-The calm before the storm. This means Something and you better be on your toes. Note: Arguments that start with Nothing usually end with Fine (See #1). *4. Five Minutes-If getting dressed, this means half an hour. (Don't be mad about this. It's the same definition for you when it's your turn to do some chores around the house.) *5. Thanks-A woman is thanking you. Do not question this or faint. Just say, You're welcome, and let it go. *6. Loud Sigh-Not actually a word but rather a non-verbal statement often misunderstood by men. It means she thinks you are an idiot and wonders why she is standing here wasting her time arguing with you about Nothing. (See #3) *7. Go
Kattie Sage Blerbs
I am not real sure what happen to Liz Vicious I know that any site she joins there is STREES for at elast the first 2 months and then things seem to get worked out.  But she has posted a message  on her MAIN Fan Page I will add it here. As i understand it I am NOT allowed to post the name of her MAIN FAN page so I will just send you with Wilki Answeres I assume that is allowed WikiAnswers - What is Liz Vicious' official fan email address You know what now that I read what she worte again it does not say all that much about the whole story I will see if I can find out more, but from what i gahter from her Post her and the head Bouncer had some words. Why Websites give her such a hard time when she first joins them I do not know sofar she always ends up making a really nice looking profile on them she add's lots of free content for her FANS and for any new fans she gets from the site she joins, she takes the time to answer her messages the best she can she will chat with people. I am
Down The Rabbit-hole... Tha Bugg Spott
What Not To Do When You're 10 And Bore
Around age 10 my dad got me one of those little badass compound bowbeginner kits. Of course, the first month i went around our landsticking arrows in anything that could get stuck by an arrow. Didyou know that a Farmall tractor will take 6 roundsbefore it goes down? Tough sumbich.That got boring, so being the 10 yr. old Dukes of Hazzard fan that iwas, i quickly advanced to taking strips of cut up Tshirt doused inchainsaw gas tied around the end and was sending flaming arrows allover the place. Keep in mind this was 99.999% humidity swampland sothere really wasnt any fire danger. Ill put it this way- a set ofpost hole diggers and a 3ft. hole and you had yourself a well.One summer afternoon, i was shooting flaming arrows into a largerotten oak stump in our backyard. I looked over under the carportand see a shiny brand new can of starting fluid (ether). The lightbulb went off. I grabbed the can and set it on the stump. I thoughtthat it would probably just spray out in a dissapointing mann
Idk..wut To Call It?
HE LUVS ME, I KNEW IT ALL ALONG HE NEEDS ME, I KNEW IT ALL ALONG SLO DOWN NOW, BLINDED I COULD NOT SEE LET ME NOW, IF IT WAS MEANT TO B I WAS INLOVE WIT HIM, BUT THE DIAMOND WASNT RIGHT THE DIAMOND IN MY EYE ,THE TREASURE IN MY SIGHT LIVE HOW I WANNA LIVE DO WUT I WANNA DO YOUNG AT HEART, LOVE STRUCK SO SINICAL IF IM PLINICAL IM A ANIMAL THEN GO CROSSED UP WIT HANNIBAL LIGHTNING STRIKES AND SERPANTS SLASHES ALL CLASHES CLEAR THE MASS'S RED PASSION EXOTIC FASHIONS AT THE MATCHIN SHO WE THRASHIN I NEED HIM NEXT 2 ME WIT THE TRICKLE OF THE NIGHT THE FOCOUS OF MY SIGHT WE CAN WASTE AWAY THYS LIFE SLOW DOWN NOW BLINDED I COULD NOT SEE LET ME NOW IF IT WAS MEANT 2 B HE LUVS ME, I KNEW IT ALL ALONG HE NEEDS ME, I B RIGHT HERE HE LUVS ME, PLZ PLZ JUS 1 MORE NIGHT HE NEEDS ME, ILL B RIGHT HERE HE'S THROWIN THINGS AT ME NOW THE FEARS THEY WILL NOT STOP THE BURN IN THE FLAME THEY FEEL THE SAME I CRINGE MY TEETH WHEN I HEAR HIS NAME WHEN I S
Is Tomorrow Real?
I never told anyone how I truely felt about losing my one true friend. I feel lost cold alone. To lose someone so close is like losing a peice of yourself. This guy Matt was everything to me. He was even more of brother than my own. But he's gone never will love, live, speak, drink, smoke, laugh, cry again. At times I can't stand to still be in Virginia since his death. Hell at times I feel like ending it my damn self. Not very many people knows the hardships that I've endured since his death. Losing my father, my great uncle, my ex, my grandmother, and my life. I feel like three inches tall most of the time because I've beared this pain. That's the German blood that courses through my veins. It's the West German belief that We are to bear the weight of our ancestors sins. I do everyday. Call me crazy.. cause I am.. I shall carry these burdens for the rest of my life.. even if it kills me. Is tomorrow too late. We never live but only die in search for the purpose to live. Some have que
Dream
i don't really remember much since it was last night/yesterday, but i ran out of my grandparents' house.  i'm getting a bad feeling, but i don't remember why i ran out.  i run between the two posts that are the gate in their fence and immediately get entangled in what feels like meat cord, it's very thick, solid and hard, but i didn't see it when i went towards it.  i'm trying so hard to get out, but i can't escape.  i look to my right and see a large dark spider (not as big as a tarantula, but fuzzy like one) and a lot of smaller ones.  this is wierd, because my grandfather's house is infested with banana spiders, which look nothing like this.  i look to my left and i see another one so close i can feel it.  i think i saw more little ones, but idk.  and typing this up, i'm feeling constant pinpricks and bites, but there's nothing on me... I looked down to the oceanic invaders, their slimy, scaly skin glistening in the sunlight.  Their numbers continued to swell from each village
Vent
So BLAH is pretty much whats sums up this update. Let's see..... my rent is caught up for now, I'm sure it'll get back behind but oh well fuck it; I'm still topsy turvy about that brother living with me situation; who knew Fly Boys would be this awesome!?!?!?!?!? And look how long I waited to discover how awesome military dicks can be!! LOL Things with my kids are far more beautiful than I thought they would be a year ago. Things are sssoooooooo much better now that I'm divorced. And people tried to say I married him for my situation with my kids. Shit all he did was fuck up my shit with my kids worse than it was before him. Not to mention he let his baby momma ruin my kids toys cause she was so jealous that I had 2 and she was only forced to have 1 and she hated that. So she destroys my kids shit, and thats ok with him cause she's better than me. She never cheated on him. WTFE dude And life post 2nd divorce?? FREAKING FANTASTIC My FlyBoy is awesome wonderful and amazing and so much li
Valentine's Day
So this year I decided to make dinner myself instead of going out.  Still had the intimate setting, low light, candles, etc...  I made for her:  Steak marinated for three days, Mahi Mahi, roasted red potatoes, and vegetables.  I made the same thing for myself only chicken instead of Mahi Mahi since I don't eat seafood.  It was bangin, now I only wish I had a real kitchen and nice pots and pans to work with. So here's what happened...     I asked someone out for Valentine's Day three weeks ago knowing they were pretty busy and seeing other people too and wanted to beat everyone else to the punch.  So they said yes and I planned a whole day of stuff to do and fun and dinner to make.  Two days ago this person says what time do you want me on Sunday? And I answer,all day.  They say, ha yeah right  5 or 6?  She sais she has to study for a nursing test and do a few things around the house.  I am fine with that cuz I can do dinner and figure other stuff out.  Then I get off of work this morn
What Do Men Want From Woemn
if u found me in ur shower would u,(A).scream @ me laugh @ me,(C).kiss me,.join me,(E).fuck me, or(F) say wtf copy n paste see what u get Men are looking for a trustworthy girl, someone they can have faith in and someone who will be there for them. This may sound like an odd thing to say, but the fact is, some women are not trustworthy and many are not faithful either. So many in fact that men are increasingly wary. That kiss at a Christmas party may not count, or the flirtatious behavior with the gorgeous barman and in fact its all great fun and part of a woman's character. But reverse the situation and as a woman, you hate him doing the same. A man can never forgive a woman being unfaithful and so he is looking for someone who he really does trust Men want a woman who will commit to them. Though increasingly this is hard to find, it doesn't take away the wish. Men want a girlfriend who they can share with and trust and be open with. Commitment is not a one way street and therefor
My Poetry!
I'm all alone in this world. Through the darkness I am hurled. I call and call and call and call yet I'm never heard. If only I could fly like a bird. I'd fly away from this mess. Maybe then I would act my best. I hold it in for the sake of all. Yet whenever I get up they make me fall. I help all that I can, but it is thrown back at me. If only I could be a bird silent and free. Help me please if you think you can. Otherwise...... don't hold out your hand.
Bastard
i try not to think about it i try to ignore most days i do great then comes that one terrible night where i want answers i want explination. i wannna forget you i wanna earase you from my mind i wanna live like you never exsisted the pain you cause the issues you stirred. i had a wall up you broke it down just to break me. you complained i was negative to just prove me right. you wondered y i was the way i was and you my friend were the perfect example. i never asked for you to tell me the things you did you did that on your own. i never asked you to sppit out your lies of lovin me that was all  your own work and for what. what fuckin enjoyment did you get from it. The deepest substance is torn from me and I find myself feeling rather weak most of the time. Shut down, never do I seize to cry. The shell is a facade created for people that choose to see nothing but. For people who cannot stomach the intensity of truth even if they swallowed it. I am the lonely willow tree on the top of t
Future Contest Ideas
Want to earn prizes?  Prizes like VIP, Bomb, Autos, Boomerang, and more?  Wanna do it without having to get naked?  Yeah believe it or not a guy on fubar is gonna hold a contest where you can win prizes and keep your pants on!!!!  You're welcome. The more entries the more prizes there will be.  I may add a Happy Hour to the mix.  Prizes will be spread amonst winners.  The rules to qualify. 1. A non edited pic of you. 2.  The colors red, white, and blue must appear in the pic somewhere.  This could be on you or a prop.  It doesn't have to be patriotic.  (you can't edit these colors into the picture) 3.  This must be submitted by 1 am fu time aka Pacific time Thursday/Friday.  The contest will begin soon after with the prizes announced at that time.  The folder with the pics will open up. To win: A combo of most photos and comments will win/rank.  Tie breaker if needed will be highest average rate. Now to enter either message me, shoutbox me, or respond here.  We'l
Lyrics...cuz Im Bored.....
"To Be Loved" Listen up, turn it up and rock it out party on, I wanna hear you scream and shout this is real, as real as it gets I came to get down to get some fucking respect taking it back to hardcore level you better be ready, put your pedal to the metal taking it back to hardcore level you better be ready, put your pedal to the metal. Go! Whoa I'll never give in Whoa I'll never give up Whoa I'll never give in And I just wanna be, wanna be loved Whoa I'll never give in Whoa I'll never give up Whoa I'll never give in And I just wanna be, wanna be loved I want domination I want your submission I see you’re not resisting To this temptation I’ve got one confession A love deprivation I’ve got a jet black heart It’s all fucked up and it’s falling apart Whoa I'll never give in Whoa I'll never give up Whoa I'll never give in And I just wanna be, wanna be loved Whoa I'll never give in Whoa I'll never give up Whoa I'll never give in And I just wanna
Toall The Girls
That are wrong. her friends want her to leave me and want to kick my ass but im not only hurting herw im hurting her 2 year old daughter and i better man up before someone mans me up for hurtin my 2 girls hi girls, im russell and i just wanted to tell you all that i have the most beautiful girlfirend in the world ive been dating her for almost 6 months now and continue to break her heart by talking to you ladies like this and sending and recieving pictures
I Am A Fiesty Bitch
has to be/have:   1. Funny. If you can make a girl laugh, you can make her do anything -Marilyn Monroe 2. Nerdy. I like some computer games, I like Memes, adore sci fi books and documnetaries, I snort when I laugh..... ummm.............8D And nothing is cuter than a nerdy DnD lover ;D 3. Empathatic. If you can help a old lady across the street, you are ace in my book ;D 4. the height. Preferably taller than me, I am 1.75m. 5. love rock music. Because I can't live without it. 6. HAIRY BUTT. MOST IMPORTANT   Haha, just felt like sharing that. Oh appearance wise/age, I can't be arsed :)  As long as you make me feel safe and happy then yeah, it's enough for me :D   I am tired of all of it ok? I will make a salute when I want to, don't ask me when or how I should make one, it's my FUCKING salute. As for proof if I am real. honestly? if you think I am fake, report me and block me. If you ask for a salute, I will think about it but do NOT fucking pester me every fucking day for o
Answer This If You Can
Maybe you've always secretly fancied them, or perhaps love has blossomed out of a long-term friendship? How do you find out whether they fancy you too and should you even try in the first place. Can anyone answer this? Traditional and fairly failsafe, the candlelit meal for two can be very romantic. Dress up for the occasion, eat, drink, talk and be merry.
Foods And Their Benefits To Your Health
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All Inclusive, Smoking Cessation Resort
I'm headed off to an All-inclusive, smoking cessation resort. I've stayed there before, but I have a 90 day credit to use up. They really want me to come back. So much so, That they have sent representatives to come pick me up. For free, even! I've ignored their pleas and door knocking thus far, but realize that the persistant buggers will not allow Susie, Myself and the munchkin any peace until I Succumb to their charm and go relax at the resort. They are persistant.         So, to Allow us as a family to move forward as a complete unit, Without having the shades pulled down constantly, we've decided to grace them with my presence at their designated place of leisure.          This is where you kind people come in. I Ask you to stay in touch with Susie and provide a venting outlet in her stressful times. Check in occaisionally, say hi and muss up her hair, or pat her on the ass. She's strong, but I know she'll need support. I love her very much and want her to keep her chin up while
Song Lyrics
Verse 1]A moment in time worthy only of solitude.A stranger not meant for another to see.Are we the abandoned?Are we the deserter?Lived in the night so his wickedness way.The faces light up their screens,as the wealthy cash in on the war.The body counts rise, the ratings will soar.Another deceiver.The liar, the patriot.Counting the lies and keeping the score.The score.[Pre-chorus:]Look at the light based on faith that deserts you.You are the hunted, the victim, the prey and the fallen.[Chorus:]We die alone.[Verse 2]A lamb in the line has been lead to the slaughter.Another to join all the ghosts from before.(Join all the ghosts from before.)Another believer, another casualty.Can't tell the way out from a drain to the floor.The floor. I can feel your fear and weaknessI see my own in the mirrors of your eyesCaught into a corner, hopelessNear death ahead and truth behindThere's a bad storm blowing inAnd most of us won't make itThe wreckage of your pastMeans nothing now, forsake itThe memor
Muffins
Dear Santa, All I want for Xmas is a man (not boy) who will say sorry, appreciates the small [and big] things I do for him, who dates only me, who'll turn the air on when i'm hot regardless of $3 xtra bill, who'll love my cooking and return the favor, who'll realize how amazing I am & all that me (and family) offers, oh & TALL DARK AND HANDSOME would b perfect. If u can't find that, plenty of booze will hold me over.   2. For each question, press the next button to get your answer.   3. YOU MUST WRITE THAT SONG NAME DOWN NO MATTER HOW SILLY IT SOUNDS.       HOW WOULD YOU DESCRIBE YOURSELF 4 my town -birdman, drake , lil wayne,   WHAT DO YOU LIKE IN A GUY/GIRL? mount sims - falling up   HOW DO YOU FEEL TODAY? Crossroads -Miss May I -  tides.   WHAT IS YOUR LIFE'S PURPOSE? New found glory - Love and pain   IF SOMEONE SAYS 'ARE YOU OKAY' YOU SAY Lady Gaga - monster   WHAT'S YOUR MOTTO? If you want it to be good girl, get yourself a bad boy - the backstreet boy
By Far The Best Convos I Have Ever Had.
So here's the story, this guy randomly messages me on Facebook (I have never talked to him before) and this is our convo. Enjoy! John you're not the hottest girl but id seriously just love fucking u idk theres just something about u 12:46amKristin uh wtf? 12:46amJohn lol well i meant that as a compliment 12:47amKristin uh fuck off. is that enough of a compliment for u? 12:47amJohn well that wasnt exactlly a compliment u just told me to fuck off 12:47amKristin maybe u should read it and follow the instructions. 12:49amJohn well i dont think i wanna cuz really i just want u to giv me head cuz ur a beautiful girl 12:49amKristin uh maybe i want u to? o do you? 12:50amKristin Yuup. Ty 12:51amJohn but i dont wanna fuck off i wanna fuck you 12:51amKristin r u a dumbass? yes, yes u r 12:51amJohn =/ no im not 12:51amKristin so take ur dumbass self and gtfo of my Facebook 12:52amJohn im not on ur facebook tho im just chatting with you 12:52amKristin Uh could
2-20-10
Went to the doctor today. Good news is I don't have prostate cancer but I do have a prostate infection, a torn muscle in my back and a hernia which I will need an operation to repair. No wonder I feel like crap If you love someone for a day, week, month or year and then lose interest. You are in lust, not love...If someone looks different, gains/loses weight or has an accident/surgery and it changes their psychical appearance and you are no longer attracted, you were trapped in lust, not love. For true love is unconditional and you love whether that love is returned or not, loves the person's heart soul and mind and knows that things change like the wind and your ship can change sail with the wind, not turn against it. That love lasts for an eternity, without end. If you can't love like that, you are in lust, not love and do not call it that for it is an insult to the word.
Crisis
First its not a blog about the Shit Hawk Second I owe some special people a salute but im blah... Today is my Sons 13th Birthday Tommorow is my fetuses 18 weeks in the womb IM CRAZY Seriously it just struck me .... Im not sure whether i should run ( more like waddle) away but this doesn't solve anything. Quick Question around 13 do boys become dumb? Wicked the carrier and the mother of a puberty experiencing 13 year old boy....   / wrists ok so im tired of watching the shit hawk like fucking fugly whores Ive told him only to like those i like then he might get some taste in woman   hes a wierdo   please go tell him he has no taste when it comes to twats    that is all

IF TOMORROW STARTS WITHOUT ME If tomorrow starts without me, and I'm not there to see, If the sun should rise and find your eyes all filled with tears for me; I wish so much you wouldn't cry the way you did today, While thinking of the many things, we didn't get to say. I know how much you love me, As much as I love you. And each time that you think of me, I know you'll miss me too; But when tomorrow starts without me, please try to understand, That an angel came and called my name, and took me by the hand, And said my place was ready, in heaven far above, And that I'd have to leave behind; all those I dearly love. But as I turned to walk away, a tear fell from my eye. For all my life I'd always thought, I didn't wan't to
My Poetry If You Can Call It That...
obscene mannerisms give way to an offensive nature with no control and no regard for the absurdity of it all. you vote like it's your duty. FUCK your duty, that's your job - you'll get paid, minimum wage and when your body dies, choked by chapped old hands, your mind will survive on a sweet little pension check that you've worked your whole life for. your christian children will dance for joy around you- then burn you on their white picket fence. with more political cliches then my writing, somebody will shut you up, just like they shut me u- happiness usually comes in small doeses; a dimple in a cheek from a smile that creeps across sugar kissed lips, a glimmer of light expressed in warm eyes, in the slow movement of large hands over blushed cheeks and an angular jaw- held in a moment of time where none can touch them. three lights, two glowing, one alone waiting to be turned on, but happiness always comes in small doses.
Twisted
total and complete chaos...starting out with one and working my way up to 4...deep dark secret...i dont want to be here anymore...life is not what i imagined, peace and trainquility does not exist....does anyone ever really know who they are?? are we a figment of our imagination?? does this world really exist?? do we have a destiny?? fallen from grace...damn i hit hard...hwere did time go?? how did i get here?? am i the only one who askes thee questions?? i look back and think about my life....what i could have done different...i have no regrets, just lessons laned and a shitload of unanswered questions....and i know that no one reads these things, so i am putting my real thoughts in here....lol...does the past matter?? i know it makes u who u r today, but it doesnt make any sense....if u were a born again christian in ur past and a hopeless druggie now, then what does that say to the whole world?? i men im not critisizing God by no means, im just asking....i mean what has happened to
How My Past Hunts Me
You was not known by to many. But you was loved by alot. It is not fair that you didnt get a chance to live life and experiance the joys of life. You had brought joy to alot of people with out even knowing. I am proud to say I am your uncle. I will hold the memories of you close to my heart for the I sit here looking back at how much you meant to me. I could not tell you or show you what was in my heart for fear of your reaction. You where the first to show me love and to hold me when I was down in the dumps. I feel your loving touch even to this day wishing it was not just my mind playing tricks on me. I now know you were the best thing that ever happened to me. But now it is to late for me to know what happiness truly is now that I have lost you my love. I will now just wonder in the darkness deep in the woods watching and protecting my land. howling out for your return. I miss your soft touch of your lips on mine and the feeling of warmth of your hugs as I lay down for sleep at
Blogs To Him
So many people come and go in our lifes, And your the one I just cant let go!!You have always been there for me even when I didnt give a oz back.. I admit I haven't always done things right in the past, But when I am better I plan to spend the rest of my life making it all up to you.You are my love, my life, my forever and I cant let go! The Day an Angel Kissed Me You brought a smile to my lips, You brought color to my cheeks. You made my heart beat faster, You made my knees go weak. You outstretched your arms, And wouldn't let me fall. You didn't do it quick enough, Because I fell for you after all And in your eyes I can see the future, With your words you melt my heart. It's like love covered my eyes, And I'm walking in the dark. But all I have to do is grab your hand, And you will lead the way. Thinking back now, It all happened that day. When I was blinded by love And could not see. That was the day, When an angel kissed me. To the man
Alone
welll its another day and here i stand alone ready to fight what ever comes my way and i know i will over come all cuss i know i am strong soo i say it here now u want some come get some cuss ill never back down i walk through this life alone tho there are people around me it seems like a big dark empty world and the walls area closeing in. not just on my body but on my heart and soul i wanna cry for help dont cuss i feel like it wouldnt do any good tho like no matter what. i spent my life trying to be a man now im just this scared little boy cry wanting all the hurt and pain to go away people say im a good person but do they really know me the real me how bad and spoiled i am inside its like i try to be what everyone wants me too me but its like im wrong on what they want and fail i goo soo high and fall soo hard and this time i dont think i have the well to get back onto my feet or the hope tooo like all my reasons have just went out the window and wonder why am i here on this pla
Pink Snow Angel
my ultimat fantise is with a hot sexy white cop betwen the ages of 19 and 30 thay have to be in full dress uniform that inclueds the belt and all defanatly hand cuffs and cop car i whant to get so wet and i am qwite sweet and tasty... i wish i can get out but im very broke for now wish i can go play and party so much
Looky!!!!
Locked Away In a castle dark and grim Lies my body cold and prim; In a trance will my spirit soar To Lay in in that spot forevermore.   In a tower dark and dreary  Lies my body weak and weary; On cold sheets of white My blood flows crimson and bright.   In this room dark and cold My spirit soars free and bold; For eternity's slumber will I stay Here in this bed where I lay.   Through the window I will leave My body will my spirit heave; Into the night my soul will flee To live with other in harmony.   There's this AMAZING Lounge called The Drunken Bastard! built specifically for RP. There is so much to have fun with. If you love RP you really need to check it out. It's still small and could use more members. It's here: http://fubar.com/lounge/71048  and it's about this bar in a magickal village which is described in this link (or you can check it out when you visit): http://www.fubar.com/blog/329496/1102822 You MUST read and abide by ALL the rules, no exceptions. Ru
Boredom Kills!!
Seriously?...Are there no more morals? Values?... People have gotten so out of hand. The consequences are so light now that people think it is ok to do it first and realize it is a mistake afterwards and start all over again with a second chance. People aren't suppose to make mistakes at all. They were given a chance to make the mistakes so they learn from it, but people don't learn shit nowadays. They take advantage of everything..and I mean EVERYTHING!...we're given choices...choices that we make and should think about what comes of it depending on your actions. If consequences were much more serious and much more bigger..I think people would actually think twice before acting.  Why is OK to do so many things now? Things like..Cheating? Divorce? Being married more than once? Corruption? Animal Abuse? Pornography? Sex in exchange for money? Underage sex? These things are becoming so common it is unbelievable!  Can you not see how you're all being ruined as you're the ones ruining ev
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Chuckles...
Woman and her boyfriend are out having a few drinks. While they're sitting there having a good time together, she starts talking about this really great new drink. The more she talks about it, the more excited she gets, and starts trying to talk her boyfriend into having one. After a while he gives in and lets her order the drink for him. The bartender brings the drink and puts the following items on the bar: A salt shaker, a shot of Baileys, and a shot of lime juice.The boyfriend looks at the items quizzically and the woman explains. "First you put a bit of the salt on your tongue, next you drink the shot of Baileys and hold it in your mouth, and finally you drink the lime juice." So, the boyfriend, trying to go along and please her, goes for it. He puts the salt on his tongue........salty but OK. He drinks the shot of Baileys........smooth, rich, cool, very pleasant. He thinks........this is OK. Finally he picks up the lime juice and drinks it. .... In one second the sharp lime tas
Educating Anyone Choosing To Read.
Prohibition of cocaine In the United States, cocaine was prohibited in the first part of the 20th century. Newspapers used terms like "Negro Cocaine Fiends" and "Cocainized Niggers" to drive up sales, causing a nationwide panic about the rape of white women by black men, high on cocaine. Many police forces changed from a .32 caliber to a .38 caliber pistol because the smaller gun was supposedly unable to kill black men.[2][not in citation given][unreliable source?] The Harrison Act This was followed by the Harrison Act, passed in 1914, which required sellers of opiates and cocaine to get a license (which were usually only distributed to white people)[citation needed]. While originally intended to require paper trails of drug transactions[citation needed] between doctors, drug stores, and patients, it soon became a prohibitive law. The law’s wording was quite vague; it was originally intended as a revenue tracking mechanism that required prescriptions for opiates. It became legal
Felizbingo
Hola a todos como estáis!!. Me encanta conocer a nuevas amigas y me encanta jugar mucho al bingo online. he tenido muchos buenos momento con esta afición móa de jugar al bingo espero que os guste mi manera de ser Hola de nuevo a todos, com ya sabéis soy un gran aficionado al bingo pero estoy candado de este invierno tan largo y me apetece salir a caminar por las montañas y el campo. La primavera está comenzando a llegar a Barcelona. la verdad es que ya tenía muchas ganas aunque le está costando y hoy hace un día bastante nublado. hace poco nevó en una tarde lo que oohabía nevado en todo el invierno.   Muy buenos días a todos y os deseo un muy buen día. Regards from Barcelona
Someplace Else Unknown
hey kiss me i kiss you kiss me i kiss you i know about you i talk about you i've been waiting for you in everybody wants to know you wrapped up in moon river then beyond the blinds and the new white sliding into the city tunnel beneath the feet of the people in the city roamin' roamin' roamin' in the city crossway boy crossway boy downtown waterfront boy in the shadows of the she's on the phone again she's on the phone again she's calling from America she's calling from america she's searchin'(?) she's moshing and the girls are diving and the girls are up to something animal boything up on the roof again boything to be down there there's every kind of act make it down to the Delaware(?) an up in your head moaner moaner moaner moaner rudy get the get the get the get the night the city loves you city loves a boyfriend long walks with a boyfriend city loves a boyfriend friends walking with the boyfriend and the nights with the boyfriend and the city lo
Our Troops
You have no idea what our troops have given up so u can come in here have fun-meet people & share the Love-I am a retired Marine-I have 2 sons & a grandson in the Marine Corps,this Aug. my youngest will be going in to Boot Camp @ Parris Island S.C- he will be the 8th generation Marine in OUR family-I did 22.5 yrs active duty- Please remember them in your thoughts & PRAYERS (if u PRAY)-no politics- just AMERCANS doing what most could not-SEMPER-FIDILIS-Marine Motto-it is Latin 4; ALWAYS FAITHFUL- THAT IS WHAT IS MISS IN THE U.S.A. "FAITH" ALRIGHT ALL YOU PEOPLE THAT CLAIM YOU CARE- HERE IS A CONCERT IN DOWNTOWN L.A THAT NEEDS TO BE SEEN TO BE BELEIVED -JULY 14, 2010 7 M TO 1 AM AT 114 west 5th st. (corner of 5th & main)at BILLY'S CLUB 80'S-90'S & TODAY'S MUSIC.
Why Is It Fubar Has To Mess With Things, When They're Fine?
go to http://www.stickam.comAfter making sure your webcam is connected, and no other Programs are using it, (Yahoo) go to http://www.stickam.com and select 'LogIn'. Make sure to pick an empty cam (1 through 6 are left to right) and use the following log ins: Cam 1 Login: dukescam1@dukeslounge.com    PW: nodrama1 Cam 2 Login: dukescam2@dukeslounge.com    PW: nodrama2 Cam 3 Login: dukescam3@dukeslounge.com    PW: nodrama3 Cam 4 Login: dukescam4@dukeslounge.com    PW: nodrama4 Can 6 Login: dukescam6@dukeslounge.com     PW: nodrama6   After Logging in, Press the orange "GO LIVE" button in the top right corner. If all is well, a pop up window will appear... GIVE IT TIME to LOAD... Misuse of cams will result in banning from Lounge. Cams, as well as Lounge is SFW. Please be polite. How much sence does it make to run a blast, or even a boomerang, much less auto's, if you have your profile set to private?  
I Am Not Man
I am misunderstanding tucked under layers of skin Nameless, an outcast to society’s rules. An heartless soul unfit for love; Your greatest mistake and only passion.   I am not man. A constant inhaling machine of hate With optional exhaling sequence to love. Fueled by the flow of deception through my veins.     I am not man I repeat. I bleed vengeance, embrace all pain Dream of evil and lay with the devil Beneath blankets of fears and unfaithful tears. . &
Things
hey everyone in fuland, Im writing this blog to tell all my friends that Im gonna be leaving fu. Well not really leavin just more like wont be around much anymore, but when Im home I'll try to stop in and say hello to all the great fu friends I've met here on fubar. Im going back to truck driving now so I wont be home but every 2 or 3 weeks for just a couple days b4 I have to leave back out on the road again. I miss being on the road and had to give it up for awhile back when I was still with my ex-wife a few yrs ago, but I have been given the opportunity to drive again and I really miss it. There's nothing here where I live to keep me grounded at home anymore so I feel that this is the best thing for me atleast for now until something else comes along or something else changes in my life for the better. Well I'll miss all the great fu's Ive met here on fubar Well I guess I'm gonna take a fubreak for a while and go do some other things in life. I have been looking into buying a truck a
Babyblue's Blogs
I loved you for capturing my heart... I loved you for giving me the love I never had... I loved you for listening to me all those "hard to get through" times"... I loved you for being the beautiful picture in my life... I loved you for keeping me warm all those nights... I loved you for making me laugh and making my heart smile... I loved you for being the love that i couldnt live without... I loved you for being the person that I wanted to spend the rest of my life with... I loved you for having the only heart I wanted to call my own... I loved you for being my everything!! FUCK YOU... For capturing my hear
Helplessness
My story leaves off as well.....wishful thinking and hope...lessness. Just when I think things are on the mend and looking up....reality slaps me in the face. Summer went well, no major issues, usual teen girl problems. School started off to a good Sstart.....for all of 3 weeks. Then shit hit the fan.....She gained a boyfriend, to our ever scruitinizing eyes. We believed and still do she is no where near ready for that after the previous bf. (see first blog)Again, becoming the ever disrespectful I am now 16 and know it all of the universe, that no one on earth has ever felt, been through her woes of life!Sarcastic that may have sounded..yet screaming inside at her shear utter stupidity and total self centered and selfish little brat she has turned into.She chose to run away a couple of weeks after engaging in this new relationship, when we called her on yet again, behvior issues and not doing her usual chores.She tried unsuccessfully to gain support for this and failed, ultimately lead
I've Tryed
My soul is the Guardian of Death it protects me fuels me i will ever surrender to any 1 you may hurt me & my blood on your hands but i can not allow you to kill me again! Never again as long as my soul is still Alive I will Fight you off! Yet my Blood is on ur Hands ur words I wont forgive you ever again you seem like you enjoy hurting me go head hit me & hurt me more with ur attitiude ur dagger & ur shitty hurt full words are like needles in my skin in my feelings sucking out every feelings i had for you. Keep your cell number i dont want it keep Every FUCKING THING! I Had Enough getting Hurt by Girls Like you you have no FEELING WHAT SO EVER! You say i dont know you but i do I knew you & your soul it was pure like mine before you turned you Turned on your self your family you & ur friends can try to kill me even in death but you dident know I love you I toke you in to my life where u had no where else to go & yet you still gotta act like a bitch! WHY! so i sat here & think I
Now Wasn't This Fun ?
for the three people who will read this, HI. now whilst what i said here was not pleasant, it was not intended to be a threat in any way. a friend just pointed out that on several occasions in the past my soon to be ex wife threatened to put me in a woodchipper. should i seek legal advice about her "threats" or just not go anywhere near the woods ? (Posted on behalf of someone who couldnt) Women who try to blame everything on their partners even their own bad behaviours are professional victims. Do you find yourself in a position where you find that you are apologising for things that she has done ? Some blah i read on a website, but for these poor fuckers what should i advise ? Fill her knickers up with natterjack turtles or drown her in nearest river
Ed's Stupd Things He's Done In Life
Holy shit I am such a loser. I take this girl out ice skating. The problem is I havent ice skated in years. So I tie my skates on, but I tie them loosely. Needless to say I get on the ice and make an ass out of myself. I can barely skate, my ankles are killing me, and I am sweating like an idiot. An hour later she just wants to be friends.I go on a lot of dates but I always fall into the friend zone.   My problem is I am too nice to people. I cannot grasp the concept of being an asshole. I know I have to find that happy medium but it is very difficult. I was asked out by the most beautiful Indian girl in my high school to go to the prom. She was going to an Ivy League school and she had an amazing body. But, I was so bashful that I said no and didnt go to the dance. I am an ass...
Writings
A blank page looks up at me this nightBut when I look back at itIts you that I see Struggling to find the right wordshere i sit thinking of you Holding you close thats what I wanna doTo smell your hair as you snuggle closeTo feel the warmth of your skin as I pull you to meTo kiss you and hold you close A blank page looks up at me this nightBut when I look back at itIts you that I see A poem I wrote a while ago.  It's called "May the Angels watch over you" May the angels watch over you, and always bless your heart,You will always be protected, no matter what the part!May you know peaceful sleep, as well as beautiful dreams,For I'm always with you, no matter how harsh the world may seem!May you always know that I love you, forever with all my heart,You are the one who fills me up, from you I'll never part!

In the circle of life there are always changes, the budding on the trees in spring time shows the world rebirth. The leaves of summer so full of vibrant color and life shows the world its true self in its natural slendor. The dark and falling colors of the leaves mark the passage of time, the changes of fall. The bareness of trees has shown the completetion of life in the winter. The Lord is my shepherd; I shall not want to kill my ex. He maketh me to lie down in green pastures when I want to shine my gun; He leadeth me beside the still waters while I plot and plan . He restoreth my soul for a renewed fight; He leadeth me in the paths of righteousness for I pray for his demise. Yea, though I walk through his home, I will fear no evil nor my ex: for thou art with me and my gun; Thy rod and thy staff they comfort me as I slide the bullets in. Thou preparest a table before me in the presence of mine enemies as I sight him in. Thou anointest my head with oil when I take aim; my c
Guys Bein Dumb
 slasher_is_eternal: she may be hurting and all that......but i have no reason to feel bad about that cus i didnt commit the acts that spiralled into that she did.........and if u expect me to be something im not thats not gonna happen........when im wrong im wrong and i admit it.......but im not.......im not wrong here........the things she did were cold.....drastic.....but yet she could do all that and yall can see its cus she was hurt and that makes it ok......but me feeling the way i do is wrong cus she hurts  slasher_is_eternal: thats kinda bogue  slasher_is_eternal: i could pull the old switcheroo if i wanted and say this.........if she ever loved me she wouldnt have done none of that hurtful shit to me.......but i aint sayin it cus its done and over with it happened.......but im being told that she shouldnt have to suffer the consequences of those actions but i should have to suffer the consequences of mine slasher_is_eternal: i shall not and will not feel bad.......she should f
Ugh!
this is exactly why I wasn't looking for a fucking boyfriend in the two months my ex-fiance and I broke up...I was TRYING to improve my fucking self, but what did I do two months after getting DUMPED on my ass...find a boyfriend.  Who fucking doesn't deserve me.  Go Rina!  :)  I'm so smart.  And I treat him the same way I treated my ex.  Wohoo. Isn't the definition of insanity doing the same thing over and over and expecting different results?  Well, that alone proves I'm crazy...on top of all the shit that I'm not going to post online because a small part of me sees the downside of irrationally posting all my rantings on fubar.  ha. //end rant...maybe I am not blaming either of my exes.  I am completely and totally taking responsibility of being the fucked up one. My ex-fiance is a douchebag though but even he didn't deserve how I treated him. My current?ex? boyfriend has been so good to me and almost from the start I have treated him like shit.  I have some problems that I really
Random
1. Breakfast Club 2. Top gun 3. Gladiator (with Russel Crowe) 4. The Ugly Truth 5. Alice in Wonderland (with Johnny Depp) 6. Men in Black 1 and 2 7. Field of Dreams 8. Radio 9. The Spongebob Squarepants Movie 10. Jeff Dunham movies RANDOMNESS IS GREAT
Here We Are
Well...             It's been a long time coming, but we finally made it baby! We got to see each other, and it was more than either of us ever dreamed possible! The feeling of your skin against mine was an over-load of mental orgasms. All the feelings, all the pain  we have endured, all the hatred we had for each other, it all just melted away in the blink of an eye at first sight of you. When you walked up to me, it took all I had to keep my knees from buckling and falling to the concrete and worshiping the ground you stepped foot on. For those two days that you were here, my lonely city felt so alive. Everything felt so brand new. Everything had been given new life, simply because you had graced its' presence. Some people can live a lifetime in the blink of an eye, but you and I... we lived it in 2 passion-filled wonderful days. You have consumed my entire being, from the frailty of my heart to the razor wire of my mind. We will struggle. We will lose sight. We will fall. I have t
Steveo... The Blog
trapped inside this darkness i thought maybe i belonged here. i saw a light distant but glimmering with the hope we all were searching for. whispers in the wind went unnoticed. the rain falls. pounding against the destruction seen around me. here forever, darkness is the light. the rain falls and thunder shakes the skies. i stand there. away i would go, if i knew how to let it all go. they say that's how it goes, but feeling lost and all alone is feeling kin to depression and kin to enemy. im over this and moving on. you've lost me. and im gone. In life there are always those people you keep running back to for whatever reason. They bring out the best and worst in you. You cry, laugh, regret, yell, and for some reason they mean the world to you. They teach you and impact you in ways on one else could. You never let them go……no matter how much time has passed. Maybe it's love maybe it isn't. But it's something right? Half the world says you guys are the cutest couple and t
Fight Diet
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Everyone Needs This List Ot Live By....
As we grow up, we learn that even the one person that wasn't suppose to ever let you down probably will. You will have your heart broken probably more than once and it's harder every time. You'll break hearts too, so remember how it felt when yours was broken. You'll fight with your b3est friend. You'll blame a new love for things an old one did. You'll cry because time is passing too fast, and you'll eventually lose someone you love. So take too many pictures, laugh too much, and love like you've never been hurt because every sixty seconds you spend upset is a minute of happiness you'll never get back. Don't be afraid that your life will end, be afraid that it will never begin. The most destrutive habit: WORRY The greatest joy: GIVING The greatest loss: LOSS OF SELF-RESPECT The most satisfying work: HELPING OTHERS The ugliest personality trait: SELFISHNESS The most endangered species: DEDICATED LEADERS Our greatest natural resource: OUR YOUTH The greatest "shot in the arm": ENC
Under The Same Moon
There are many eyes in the nights black sky, The day it has but one.With the dawn of day those eyes fade away,The moon being the largest one.   The day's sun shines bright and brings us light,Giving the warmth that we need.But the darkness of night searches our soul,While the moon see's all that we dream.   So as we hustle through the day we hope and we pray,That darkness returns again soon.Where our hearts and our minds rejoice as they find,True love......UNDER THE SAME MOON.
Shit That Makes Me Laugh
According to a 3rd grader in washington, dc. There are 90 types of bitches...   The list can be found here in its entirety   http://andiamnotlying.com/2010/types-of-bitches/     I will take it upon myself to copy and paste just for you lazy fucks...   But i must say...seeing it written out by a 3rd grader adds a bit of flair...   Types of Bitches 1) Dirty dumb ass bitches 2) Aint got no ass bitches 3) Dusty trick bitches 4) Fishy bitches 5) Don’t know how to fight bitches 6) Got all that mouth but can’t step bitches 7) Ugly looking bitch that think they all that Can’t keep a man bitch 9) Track wearing bitches 10) Bitches that be trying to steal your man 11) Hoochie looking bitches 12) Ain’t got no damn sense bitches 13) Stupid bitches that act dumb 14) Bitches who can only get a dirty boy 15) Want to be jocking bitches 16) Bitches who think their man love them but get pregnant and be left alone 17) Bitches who think they better than me 18) Instigati
Things You Shouldnt Say During Sex
1. But everybody looks funny naked! 2. You woke me up for that? 3. Did I mention the video camera? 4. Do you smell something burning? 5. (In a janitor's closet) And they say romance is dead...6. Try breathing through your nose. 7. A little rug burn never hurt anyone! 8. Is that a Medic-Alert Pendant? 9. Sweetheart, did you lock the back door? 10. But whipped cream makes me break out. 11. Person 1: This is your first time... right? Person 2: Yeah... today. 12. Hurry up! This room rents by the hour! 13. Can you please pass me the remote control? 14. Do you accept Visa? 15. zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz16. On second thought, let's turn off the lights. 17. And to think -- I was really trying to pick up your friend! 18. So much for mouth-to-mouth. 19. (Using body paint) Try not to leave any stains, okay? 20. Hope you're as good looking when I'm sober... 21. (Holding a banana) It's just a little trick I learned at the zoo! 22. Do you get any premium movie channels? 23. Try not to smear my make-up, will
Mandalore
    The Mandalorian culture began with a warrior race known as the Taungs, from the Roon system, that conquered the planetary system of Mandalore sometime before the 7,000 BBY (Before the Battle of Yavin). Mandalore the First led them to drive the native mythsaurs to extinction and use the remains to build their cities. The Taungs then used the main planet of Mandalore as their base of operations as they began the conquest of as much of the galaxy as they could.    The militant Taungs fought in the Great Sith War under the leadership of Mandalore the Indomitable between 4,000 and 3,996 BBY and swore their allegiance to the Sith when the Indomitable was defeated in combat by Uliq Qel Droma, a fallen Jedi and chief Lieutenant of the Dark Lord Exar Kun. This led to further Mandalorian expansion and the beginnings of False War tactics under the leadership of Mandalore the Ultimate and his chief Lieutenant, Cassus Fett around 3,960 BBY. The Ultimate was defeated and killed by the Jedi Revan
Aboutme And Updates (created For My Profile)
About Me and updates:I learned this from a good frieng who posts her About Me on a blog in her page, and being mine has turned into a book, I thought it was a good idea. Thanks Angel of Anguish, for being who you are and all the support (if you have already read this and dont want to reread or skip, any updates will be at the botton, dated and in short form....)About me.... well I'm a average kinda guy I guess, not unlike other average 40 seven or eight year olds Id like to think. not in perfect shape, don't plan to be, but don't drink and smoke myself too death either. A little neurotic at times, even a little moronic at times, ask any Ex. I'm here in Fuland for no other reason then to meet interesting people make new friends and of course... the chuckles, yup Im one of those, everybody knows one, Ill admit it,I'm a chuckle whore.If it looks funny..Ill laugh, some times even if it isn't!I enjoy cruzin around rating pages and pics just for the chuckles. So if ya want a chuckle or two c
My Thoughts
If I could offer you only one tip for the future, sunscreen would be it. The long term benefits of sunscreen have been proved by scientists whereas the rest of my advice has no basis more reliable than my own meandering experience…I will dispense this advice now. Enjoy the power and beauty of your youth; oh nevermind; you will not understand the power and beauty of your youth until they have faded. But trust me, in 20 years you’ll look back at photos of yourself and recall in a way you can’t grasp now how much possibility lay before you and how fabulous you really looked….You’re not as fat as you imagine. Don’t worry about the future; or worry, but know that worrying is as effective a
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Ashes Of The Wake "We killed a lot of innocent civilians. To us every civilian in Baghdad was a terrorist. They said 'they are now in civilian clothes' that makes everybody free game, But if they came in our perimeter, we lit 'em up. And when we would pull the body out, and when we would search the car, we would find nothing. This took place time and time again. No harm, no foul, that's OK, don't worry about it, Because this is a new type of war, this is an eradication." "I honestly feel we're committing genocide over here, I don't believe in killing civilians, and I'm not going to kill civilians for the United States Marine Corp." [Quoted as a Marine in Song] Folding The American Flag Did you know that at military funerals, the 21 gun salute stands for the sum of the numbers in the year 1776. Have you ever noticed how the honor guard pays meticulous attention to correctly folding the American flag 13 times? You probably thought it was to symbolize the original 13 colonies, but we l
Dumdum's
IVE FOUND MY HAPPINESS IN YOUR SMILE.IVE FOUND MY DELIGHT IN YOUR WORDS.IVE FOUND ME AGAIN...INSIDE YOU.YOU CRASHED INTO ME LIKE WAVES ON THE ROCKS.YOU'VE MADE ME SEE THAT WISHES DO COME TRUE.YOU'VE OPENED MY MIND, MY HEART, MY SOUL TO WHAT COULD BE.YOU HAVE MADE ME SEE ME INSIDE YOU.INSIDE YOU I FOUND ME.MY YING TO MY YANG YOU ARE.MY BETTER HALF THE ONE I CAN SEE SO MUCH MORE WITH.YOU OPENED ME BACK UP.TAKE ALL I CAN GIVE ALL I AM WILLING TO GIVE.KEEP THIS GIFT CLOSE TO YOU AND DONT EVER LET IT GO.DONT LET ME WALK AWAY, DONT LET ME RUN WHEN I WANT TO RUN.STAND NEXT TO ME ON THIS JOURNEY OF LIFE LOVE AND HAPPINESS.TOGETHER WE WILL DO AMAZING THINGS, ACCOMPLISH AMAZING TASKS.TOGETHER WE CAN AND WILL DO ANYTHING.THAT WORD ALONE "TOGETHER" SOUNDS SO NICE.TOGETHER, WE WILL FIND EACH OTHER ONCE AGAIN.BRING OUT THE CHILD BRING OUT THE ADULT LIVE LIFE IN SO MANY AMAZING WAYS.I FOUND ME INSIDE YOU. KEEP ME THERE...I FOUND MY HAPPINESS INSIDE YOU.~FROM ME TO YOU~ I fell for who you are. I fel
My First Blog
Eighteen Days Of Death   Eighteen days of death is how I refer to my eighteen days of being comatose in a hospital in Loma Linda, California, starting on the night of November 27, 1987. They are days and nights that I will always remember, and are hard for me to forget. This is about what caused my being comatose, and about my mental and physical traumas from being comatose. On the night of November 27, 1987, I went to a friends birthday party, where there were a lot of drug and alcohol abuse all around, of which I was a part. While at the party I consumed, an equivalent to, one case of beer out of a keg, and one-fifth of tequila out of a gallon bottle. I also had smoked some marijuana. To say the least, I was well over the legal limit of alcohol consumption. The party had gotten a little too loud and out-of-hand for the apartment where it was held so, we decided that it should be moved to a place in the desert, known by all the partygoers in Ridgecrest, California as Cherry Hill.
Poems
I am not allowed to show my feelingsI am not allowed to cryI walk tall I hate the look in othersAs they look at me Like they are better than meIt is so easy for them to make a judgment What gives them the right to judge meWho has the right to judge my rights or wrongs? I recognize my ways and know I am not perfectI stand here knowing that I hurt manyI killed manyI fixed many I saved many Do all my good deeds make up for the murders?I stand here ready to hear the final judgmentI got a feeling that I will never make it to heavenI made my decision to live I know it was wrong to take the livesI listened to the gasps and heard the screams The bullets going inNothing compared to the bladeAs it slid in I watched the eyes turn blank Heard the gasps as I closed my own eyesI am to fix them yet I need to live too Am I right to want to live another day?I never agreed to murder othersI agreed to caring for the sick and injuredAs I sit here I think about the nights I haveI never sleep because I s
Questions
How do I know I love you?Even though we're far apartYou'll always be here in my heart.Through the thick and thin we've been throughYou know I'll always be with you.As you hold me in your armsAnd also tease me with your charms,I know you'll always comfort me,And that is how I want to be,In a paradise for two,That's how I know I love you! A question I have for everyone; friends, family, and aquaintences..... One good friend said:When I look into your eyes I see; a friend forever;  someone I could see being close to for the rest of my life; someone who doesn't just see what she WANTS to see, but sees what many others are not capable of seeing in people and situations, happiness that is shared/ but sometimes hidden. I see a person that has way more to her than the naked eye can see. I see someone who can easily be a player, but despises it and is true. Caring, gentle, and funny..... Yet likes to hit and rough house at times. I see someone who is ready for honest, deep, unconditional and un
Funny Thoughts
Dare to dream...I posted a blog today on facebook about stepping out of reality...just to  get away from the stresses of the every day world. I said dont you wish sometimes you could just have the life of a rich person with out being a snobb and be able to get what ever you needed with out worrying about your bills. Or wish you could be imortal...with special abiltys...to help others in need ...to never die...be in perfect health..and look fantastic...but I said the problem with being imortal...how would you explain that to your family...when they are growing older and you are not. I think it would be best to step out of your former life, and being a new...take away all past memorys of your fomer life cause I know myself...it would hurt like a bitch not being able to see your family any more....that would be the only way I could handle being imortal. My neice said to dream ...brings on jealousy and envy...and you wake up depressed because that life style you so want you will never
Story About A Lesbian Girl Who Was Denied Going To Prom Because She Wanted To Bring Her Gf
So,there was a story that just broke on the news. if you live anywhere in northwestern or maybe even any northern part of mississippi then you probably know the story im talking about. a school in Itwamba,Ms a few days ago known as Itwamba Agricultural Highschool denied a Senior her right to go to prom with her girlfriend stating that it was against the code of conduct. now,granted i've always known that this country was kind of intolerant but i had no idea it was that bad until i heard this story on the news. what kind of world do we live in where a girl can't simply take her girlfriend to prom and they lay down such a rule in their code of conduct such as this? if that is the case then why are there not rules in the code of conduct about taking your cousin or uncle or brother or sister to prom? & no one can say its because its less likely they have relations because i've heard quite a bit about cousins & even brothers and sisters having relations. but they dont stop them. they even w
Broken Wings
I can't talk about it...getting back to where I can't think about it...if I try or do I break and cry.... I can talk to his family and friends like the reason we are in eachothers lives now, not because of his death but just by chance. I'm a bit upset that I still feel so strongly about the accident, I feel connected to him, though he was just a stranger. I also feel that a part of me died with him on that horribly cold night. Some called me your Angel for trying to save you that night But my wings were broken and I could not take flight   Looking at your body I felt your soul touch mine And heard the message you wanted to give to the family you left behind Thru my tears you guided me to a lifelong friend And showed your family that thru this new one Your story will never end We cannot forget 2 other Angels
Mistress Genevieve's Announcements
Just got caught up with email on my yahoo, collarme, fetlife, myspace, alt and facebook.  I was way behind. Now it's time to work on my clips4sale store while on niteflirt and also finish preparing for my performance at the Texas Fetish Ball this Saturday. A Domme's work is never done.   MISTRESS GENEVIEVEmsgenevieve.com niteflirt.com/MistressGenevieve clips4sale.com/store/4083 zazzle.com/msgenevieve twitter.com/msgenevieve myspace.com/mistressgenevieve groups.yahoo.com/group/mistressgenevievesslaves    
Gallifrey
Deep inside, A child's pride, I want to be able to decide, If I should keep these thoughts inside, My pillow stiff, My blankets cold, Open thine rift, My future behold, Across the stars, Up in space, Not towards Mars, But anotther place, I will not wither, I will not sway, They beckon me "come hither, come hither" The place they call Gallifrey, Its more then true, Almost like new I've seen it so, You all should know, The place is called Gallifrey, It's beautiful during the day, Behold the moons that light the night, They help you see all through the night , Some will laugh some will cry, I see this place in clear night sky, It's true to me, I'm telling you, I share with thee, My current view, In your eyes this place doesnt exist, In my heart it surely fits, I cannot share the joy it brings, When I hear the townfolk sing, I only hope one day you see, This place is very true to me, And on that day when you truely see, You too will
Coley - A Work In Progress...
To be able to see clearly, and precisely what's in front of and around you can be one of those great attributes that helps a person survive, persevere, grow, and basically navigate through this crazy world we live in. That vision can be such a blessing, especially when surrounded by so many who just can't see things that well. To process those images quickly and efficiently puts you at an advantage in most situations you may find yourself in, good or bad. However, that vision forces you to see so much that you don't want to, or can't handle. And I don't mean just the images of the world. I mean actual perception. Seeing through bullshit, fronts and facades, manipulation and lies, schemes and plots. Seeing things for what they are, and what they mean, can turn you into a cold-hearted, untrusting human being. I really don't wanna be that person. But I've been cursed with this sense of deep perception. My ability to just objectively observe, without letting my own opinion or prejudices
Fakes
   Some ask me how it is that every waking moment I get delt a shitty ass hand an some ppl continue to keep  wanting or needing things from me even though they know all to well that I don't have much to give let alone be able to support myself. But,I keep trying my best and still no ounce of a break nor peace in sight. So when asked why haven't you given in or gave up? How can you still smile and joke and get up in the day to keep pushing on?   Well I have 4 females in my life that have been through hell and back in so many different ways and times through their lives. My grandmother has wisdom that surpasses the greatest of minds, even in the darkest of times she can walk through the thickest of shadows with no pause nor fear as if she created her own guiding light made of her faith, purity, and just plain Grace.                                                That is where I get my faith and smile in the middle of complete chaos.      My mother has been throwin in the de
My Heart Skips A Beat
My Heart Skips a Beat My heart skips a beat when I think of youMy heart skips a beat when I get a message from youMy heart skips a beat when when the phone rings hoping it is youMy heart skips a beat when I hear your voice in my earMy heart skips a beat when my eyes gaze apon youMy heart skips a beat when when my fingers touch yours My heart skips a beat when I hold you in my armsMy heart skips a beat when I stroke your beautiful hairMy heart skips a beat when I touch your beautiful faceMy heart skips a beat when my lips touch your lipsMy heart skips a beat when my hands caress your bodyMy heart skips a beat when I lay down next to youMy heart skips a beat when I make sweet love to youMy heart skips a beat when I fall a sleep with you in my armsMy heart skips a beat when I wake up next to youMy heart skips a beat when I watch you walk awayMy heart skips a beat when I think of you   My Heart Skips a Beat (by me) My heart skips a beat when I think of youMy heart skips a beat when I ge
Mumom
Today I decided for myself to have chili for lunch, I made up my own mind, mumom! Since I can't write mumms for a week unless directed, I have decided to write blogs!  Made up my own mind!  Mumom!
Promo Codes For Gates Of Asgaard
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This Is Me Clapping My Hands
Laura Schlesinger is a US radio personality, who dispenses advice to people who call in to her radio show. She recently said that, as an observant Orthodox Jew, homosexuality is an abomination, according to Leviticus 18:22, and cannot be condoned under any circumstances. The following response is an open letter to Dr. Laura which was posted on the Internet.   Dear Dr. Laura:   Thank you for doing so much to educate people regarding God's Law. I have learned a great deal from your show, and try to share that knowledge with as many people as I can. When someone tries to defend the homosexual lifestyle, for example, I simply remind them that Leviticus 18:22 clearly states it to be an abomination... End of debate. I do need some advice from you, however, regarding some other elements of God's Laws and how to follow them.   1. Leviticus 25:44 states that I may possess slaves, both male and female, provided they are purchased from neighboring nations. A friend of mine claim
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Trail Of Tears
Trail of Tears There's a trail of tearsFlowing from our homelandWashing out the yearsDrowning out the red man.There's a broken heartbeating like a funeral drum,A nation torn apart,So one can be born. There's a memoryThat the eagle holds highWhen we were freeAs the wind in the sky.There's a feeling insideThat stirs our madnessTo have a chosen lifeIn the fields of sadness. There are some empty teepeesFalling into dustLike an endangered speciesWe're losing way too muchWe are a world forgottenPushed aside and left aloneBut comes a time when we will rise again.Oh Great One, hear our prayers and our song. ~written by Mojomike8~  
Thinking Out Loud
This will probably piss a few people off that I'm posting it, but some of the stuff I see on here just makes me laugh. This site is really starting to get ridiculous. I was looking at an auction, and I was struck by the silliness involved. All these things women are offering up to the person who has the highest bid to purchase them, whether it's fake money or real money. First of all, think about what is going on there. That's all I'll say on that. Second, I couldn't help but notice one person offering her Yahoo ID. What good is a Yahoo ID if she never signs on or is always invisible and never responds to messages? What is really going on on this site? Seriously? You let some ugly guy that you'd never give the time of day to on the street be your close buddy on here because he throws some money in your face so that you can become more popular on an internet site? Do the people that so cleverly make their profile only viewable by friends realize that you can go look at their photos even
Fuck Everyone
Ok, so I'm just wondering why there is even a NSFW option.  If it's not safe for work, why the fuck are you even looking at this at work anyway?  Shouldn't your ass be working?  I know if I caught my employee's on a website that was not related to work, they wouldn't be my employee's anymore.  People seriously need to grow the fuck up.  "Oh my god, this person's showing their body...  That's just not acceptable."  And I have a strong feeling it's Either old guy's, or homely women, or old and homely women tagging photo's NSFW.  Last time I check this is an adult website, and you must be 18 or over to join.  Are people that insecure with their sexuality they have to make other people suffer because they can't stand the site of their naked body, much less anyone else's?  If you don't like the picture don't look at.  That is all!  And by the way, seriously...  Get off the fucking website at work... ....If you think I'm nice, or think I'm "awesome" or whatever little story you have going o
Friends
A touch, soft and tender.A whisper, full of desireA gasp of sweet surrenderAs passion fuels the fireNo words spoken between themNo promises to be keptNo lies being told tonightNo looking back - no regretsLonging to hold each otherSuch precious little timeBoth vowed to anotherBeing lonely their only crimeTomorrow bringing sorrowA brief moment of shameWith the memory of this one nightA release from passion's flames Our friends are like angels,Who brighten our days.In all kinds of wonderful,Magical ways. Their thoughtfulness comes,As a gift from above.And we feel we're surrounded,By warm, caring love.
Erotic Poetry
Can I have you? Written by SweetInnocence   Can I have you? Your heart? Your love?Can I have that first kiss? that first touch?Can I have the warmth of your skin against mine?Tell me what I have to do...tell me what it takes...I will do anything...I will do everything...just to have you.So please, answer...Can I have you? The crop, discarded, regards her scornfully. Chains, rattling, hang limp and useless. A whip, not yet broken in, awaits a firm hand. All are empty in her eyes. A subless Domme cries shallow tears. Her breasts ache for attention, no slave to fawn over them, needing to bring pink nipples to full and hardened bud. Boot laced legs so cold. No one to kneel before them, lay their precious lips against them. No warm hands to massage awaiting flesh. Warm feelings stirring between shaven lips. Passion growing a needing so strong. An aching in the impassioned bud that lays hidden in the folds. The whip cracks. The crop swings. The chains reach
Junk I Like
In 1986, Peter Davies was on holiday in Kenya after graduating from Northwestern University . On a hike through the bush, he came across a young bull elephant standing with one leg raised in the air. The elephant seemed distressed, so Peter approached it very carefully. He got down on one knee, inspected the elephant's foot, and found a large piece of wood deeply embedded in it. As carefully and as gently as he could, Peter worked the wood out with his knife, after which the elephant gingerly put down its foot. The elephant turned to face the man, and with a rather curious look on its face, stared at him for several tense moments. Peter stood frozen, thinking of nothing else but being trampled. Eventually the elephant trumpeted loudly, turned, and walked away. Peter never forgot that elephant or the events of that day. Twenty years later, Peter was walking through the Chicago Zoo with his teenaged son. As they approached the elephant enclosure, one of t
Wtf
  1.Beer is always wet. Vagina needs a little work. One point to BEER 2.Warm beer tastes awful. One point to VAGINA 3.A really cold beer is satisfying. One point to BEER 4.If after taking a swig of your favorite beer you find a hair between your teeth, you may vomit. One point to VAGINA 5. If you get home reeking of beer your wife may get mad, make a scene, kick you out, etc. If you get home reeking of vagina your wife may get mad, kick you out, even leave you. There's definitely a point to be had here, depending on your point of view and personal circumstances. I'll just call it a DRAW for the time being. 6. Ten beers in one night and you can't drive home. Ten vaginas in one night and you don't want to drive anywhere. One point to VAGINA 7. If you have a lot of beer in a public place, your reputation may suffer. If you eat any vagina in public, you become a legend. One point to VAGINA 8. If a cop stops you and you smell of beer you may get arrested. If you smell of vag
Nsfw Pics
IM SO SICK AND TIRED OF MY PICS THAT DON'T SHOW MUCH SKIN ALWAYS GET FLAGGED NSFW, AND THERE ARE A LOT MORE PICS ON HERE THAT SHOW MORE THAN JUST SKIN AND THEY ARE NOT FLAGGED NSFW. I AM WONDERING WHY THAT IS? ANYONE CARE TO EXPAND ON THIS? LET ME KNOW YOUR OPINION. MY FRIEND FORERUNNER IS TRYING TO SAVE THE ATV TRAILS FROM EXTINCTION. PLEASE VOTE AND HELP HIM BECOME THE SPONSOR FOR YOU  THROUGH PRILOSEC. http://www.officialsponsor.com/applications/view/4735. GO TO THIS LINK AND VOTE FRO BOB B. AND HELP HIM SAVE YOUR ATV TRAILS. IT WILL TAKE ALL OF US. SOOOOOOOOOOOOOO PLEASE HELP........  
"where Are People In Your Life"
'Whatever you give a woman, she will make greater.If you give her sperm, she'll give you a baby.If you give her a house, she'll give you a home.If you give her groceries, she'll give you a meal.If you give her a smile, she'll give you her heart.She multiplies and enlarges what is given to her.So, if you give her any crap, be ready to receive a ton of shit.' LIFE IS A THEATER_invite your audience carefully. Not everyone is holy enough and healthy enough to have a front row seat in our lives. There are some people in your life that need to be loved from a distance. Its amazing what you can accomplish when you let go or atleast minimize your time with draining,negative,incompatable,not-going-anywhere,relationships/friendships/fellowships! Observe the relationshi
Poems
late nights so tired eyes shut   the thought of you races through my mind   when you say that you love me my stomach just ties up   its  the best feeling in the entire world knowing that i have you in my life   never in so long have i  felt this way you make me go crazy without  you   i could talk to you for hours to days and id  never get bored   you make me so  happy to a level that i cant explain   i cant promise forever but il promise the idea   i dont wanna know what life after  you  is thinking about it scares me but  knowing that your my everything and im your life is enough to get me through each day   each and every day  i fall more and more in love with you   you are what makes me. i love you i love you without knowing when where why and how its like i was drowning and you saved me a breath of fresh air you mean the world to me its like words cant explain my heart stops and speeds up everytime i think about you hearing tho
Help Me Here!
After I submitted my video and it was accepted I got an email telling me to share it with everyone and to get comments so pliz folks help me here! If ya do I'll give ya back rubba rubba.       Leave a comment pliz! Let's see if I can drive this thing, been a while. I cannot make mumms nor can I make comments and of course you guessed it, that hurts my heart and junk.   Please let me know if you would like to post a mumm for me, I got a million of'em, I will pay you 10,000 fubucks per mumm which is twice the cost of making mumms.   Hey this might work out better, when I could make mumms I could only do five per day but if enough folks help me out here I could be making thousands per day! Imagine that folks!
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The Story Of...
Superman231Real Name:  Wesley aka WesRank:  First Class Petty OfficerFriends since: March 2007Likes: Boobs, Jets, BoobsDislikes: Being vulnerable, cock blockersConsidering I joined in 2006 and have deleted nearly all of my fubar friends, Supe is now one of my oldest online pals.  I can categorize my friendship with Supe into three timeframes… pre break, post break, and post Emanon.  It wasn’t until after my year long hiatus (post break) that we started speaking on a regular basis. Little known fact: Supe invited me to a mumm community outside of fubar shortly before I left the Fu for a year. That is the first time I remember seeing his peen. Pre Break: The first half of our fu-friendship I don’t remember him, so either we didn’t talk often, or I didn’t care. Either is possible. Post Break:  Upon returning, I actually started talking to Supe and remembering it. :p So this is where I shall begin. Supe & I started in the mumms. He was a funny d
Ranting... And Raving!!
10. I do really like you.(You remind me of Freddy from "Nightmare on Elm Street", but I havea soft charitable spot for sad losers like you.) 9. There's a slight difference in our ages.(My grand-dad is also interested in chess. Do you want his 'phonenumber?) 8. I'm not attracted to you in 'that' way.(You are the ugliest f**ker I've ever laid eyes on.) 7. My life is too complicated right now. (I'm seeing three guys right now, double booked two of them fortonight, and in fact actually fancy your best friend, even though heignores me.) 6. I have a boyfriend/I'm still sort of involved with someone.(I prefer the X-files and a half gallon of Haagen Dazs.) 5. I don't date men where I work.(I wouldn't go out with you if you were in the same 'solar system',much less the same building.) 4. It's not you, it's me.(It's you.) 3. I'm concentrating on my career right now.(Even something as boring and unfulfilling as this lousy, underpaidjob is better than the thought of sleeping with you.) 2.
Relationships
When you're in a relationship there's a lot less "yours" and a whole lot of "ours". People often forget this.Other key things people in a relationship forget are: 1. Communication.: If you can't comminicate your feelings or just talk with your parnter you might as well be living under a rock cause your partner is gonna feel like you don't care about them or just don't want nothing to do with them. 2. If you and your significant other live together you got to check in with them if you are doing something or going somewhere cause you never know what they might have planned for the both of you. 3. If you have a chores around the house such as cleaning the house it's not the other person's job to pick up after you, if you're grown and able to take care of yourself you can pick up after yourself. The other person is not your servent. It's not their job to pick up after you or clean your messes.4. You got to treat your partner as you would your family.: Don't take them for granted they ha
Letter To Boss
For those interested in the trouble I'm having at work. Here is a letter I sent to my boss, I had to change the names to put it here, it arrives at work tomorrow (Thursday 3/25/10)   Grievance Procedure(In accordance with legal advice)It is with deep regret that I have been put in such a position to have to write this letter of grievance, my complaints are:Abusive language & threatening behaviour;I have complained to all three directors regarding the MD’s abusive language towards me for the last four years, but the abuse continued.During the whole of 2009, there were only two occasions I had contact with MD when he didn’t rant, rave, scream, shout & swear at me, not to me as was his excuse when Mrs MD told him he cannot be abusive towards staff.The manager at the time I was employed, Mr Nice Bloke also told MD that he is abusive & it must stop.After a direct complaint to MD regarding his threatening behaviour, the thumping of the desk & door etc had subsided.On Saturday
Poems
angel from above ur now on earth u came in my life to bad ur someones wife i think of u all the time to come this may be a crime but if it is i will do the time for ur my angel i dream of u have my heart in ur hand all i ask is that u dont break it for i am always willing to be ur man people come people go but every now and than theres ones u dont want to let go u will do anything to keep them close to show how u feel u give them ur heart u give them ur soul just to keep them from going but if they go u really cant stop them but u can always hold them with in ur heart for love is what i give and ask u not to go but its all up to u
Live For The Moment
People Live And People Die! People Cheer And People Cry.Their Are Two Different Paths In Life One Thats Good And One Thats Bad….But Once you take Bad It Fills You With Remorse And Dislike MakingYou Look Back At All The Choices You Once Had. Now This Doesn’t Mean That Everything Is Lost, Because Like SpringTurns Into Summer You Must Be Like Summer and Turn Into Fall,You Know Its Never Too Late To Shift For The Stars Regardless Of“WHO YOU ARE”. I See You In My Sleep, I See you In My Dreams! Trying To Find You Through All This Smoke And A Thousand Streams.U Take My Hand And I Take Yours Everytime I Make a “Mistake”I Hope That I Dont Make it Worse. In Life Theres People Who Try To Tell You How To Live Ur Life, But Only You, Us, And I Decide How To Do It Because We Only Live It One Time!! I Wonder If I Have Done Wrong Or Right Telling People To Live For The Moment And Go Straight Sky High. Finally I Hope I Made a Point That I Dont Live For Ever,
Stuffs
Your Name:Your age:Favorite position:1. Do you think I'm cute?.2. Would you have sex with me?3. Lights on or off?4. Would you have to be drunk?5. Would you take a shower with me?6. Have you ever thought about having sex with me?7. Would you leave after or stay the night?8. Do you like cuddling afterwards?9. Condom or skin?10. Have sex on the first date?11. Would you kiss me during sex?12. Do you think I would be good in bed?13. Would you use me as a booty call?14. Can I use you as a booty call?15. Can we take pictures of the act?16. How long would we have sex?17. Would you tell your friends about me?18.Will you post this so I can fill it out for you? Your Name:Your age:Favorite position:1. Do you think I'm cute?.2. Would you have sex with me?3. Lights on or off?4. Would you have to be drunk?5. Would you take a shower with me?6. Have you ever thought about having sex with me?7. Would you leave after or stay the night?8. Do you like cuddling afterwards?9. Condom or skin?10. Have sex on t
Time
WOULD LIKE TO WISH YOU ALL A HAPPY EASTER AND MAY YOU ALL BE BLESSED   SHYONE     Bless this day the joy of life, The revelation of the flesh, The paradise of man and wife Joined to share the gift of bliss. Bless this day the pain of life, The passion that redeems the flesh, The love between a man and wife Beyond all agony and bliss. Bless this day the end of life, The peace within the dying flesh, The bond between a man and wife That long outlasts their bit of bliss. Bless this day the whole of life, The grace of being more than flesh, The voyage of a man and wife Across the mystery of bliss.                     Time   If only I had the guts, to tell you how I feel, I would hold you forever, and show you that I'm real. And if I could, I would capture every memory that we shared, Seal and treasure it, never forget the times we cared...   But right now,
Thoughts Of The Day
So I haven't done one of these in a while so here is my thought after a long break..........      Life...is hard to figure out where anyone goes and what anyone is doing. You can put it however you would like but facts are facts you never know..no matter what you try to do. How hard you work to get where your at. In the end your just like everyone else. A nobody trying to be a somebody and a somebody trying to be a nobody. If fighting what you believe in is wrong then why even fight at all? Given its something worthy of life itself. Sad really....were all fighting in some way or another to keep happiness faith or what have you. When sometimes you should just take a step back
No Name
THE HEARTACHE THAT WONT STOP THE HEARTACHE THAT I CAUZ THE PAIN N ANGER THAT I CAUZ AM I DAMNED TO WALK ALONE? THE UNICORN THAT I HAD I HAV NO MORE CAUSE I MADE HER MAD ALL I HAV R MEMORYS MEMORYS THAT HAUNT ME I CAN ONLY IMAGIN THE HURT I CAUZED TO THOSE WHO MATTER MOST IN MY LIFE ONE DAY I CAN SHOW THEM ALL HOW MUCH I LOVE THEMM ALL ONE DAY I'LL HAV MY UNICORN BACK BUT UNTILL THE DAY SHE COMES BACK ITS ME N MY HEARTACHE BEST FRIENDS FOR LIFE THEY LAUGH AND SMILE YOU THINK THERE ALL RIGHT BUT TURN YOUR BACK AND ITS GOODNIGHT YOU TRUST THEM , YOU EAT CHOW WITH THEM OH YEA YOU GUYS REAL TIGHT! THEY'LL THROW YOU UNDER AND DO IT WITH PRIDE GODDAMN YOU GUYS ARE SO FUCKIN TIGHT!!! ANOTHER DAY COMES ANOTHER DAY GOES BUT GODDAMN YOU GUYS AINT GETTIN MY SOAL MY SOUL IS NOT HERE, I LEFT IT BAK HOME WITH MIS.PUERTO RICO AND DAMN SHE IS FINE!!!! THE ONE WHO I TRUST , MY BEST FUCKIN FRIEND THE ONE WHO WONT STAB ME , NOT LIKE YOU GUYS SO HAV YOUR SHITS N GIGGLES YOU ALL
My Thoughts...
It doesnt matter if your older or younger What matters is whats in your heart. Coming of Age... A period of your life,very important But,when you care about someone you Really feel for- Age should never be an Issue. One day you just might fall head over heels for Dont let Age come between You and Happiness. (Ken Martinez) In the whirlwind of the Autumn Breeze, Soars the emotions of all lost loves, Like the falling leaves From the dying trees. Looking through the camera of time, We see pictures of love and happiness We see loves that should have been. Instead of just fantasy. In the Autumn Breeze, We shiver in the cold For without any warmth or love W
Burn
My life is going pritty good for nowMy girl friend thinks i'am weird butI dont give a fucking dam if i'am.I wish i can change my self dramaticlyBut i cant my last gf carrie betrayed me.,She hurt me more than ever more than amanda willever will.Every fucking time i get pissedI feel death & when i'am not i feeldarkness in my vains.I like to have people read my shitthat i have on myspace so they to can feel my pain inway.I end up with a broken heartevery time i look in to her eyes thinkinwhat i shoulda have done with my life.My life aperntly sucks ass bc i wish mylife would  go better my life is hard at timei really hate it so much. my gf dos not understand howmuch pain i've gone threw.Theres so much sorrow in my lifeI wish it would go away & leave me aloneBut I'am happy for Jenise & Dale i hope theystay together for a long time to come.with love comes pain,but I would rather love,then die with no pain. I would rather die in your armsinsted of some 1 else's. I will keep you for everif you
Realization
O.K so i figure that the last blog i did was "serious" and im gona ballance it out with this one, well here it goes.     soo im about to turn 21 and i dono i can act profesinal and all that jazz but i dono about anyone elce but why dose growing older mean growing up.. i mean why cant i progress in age and still have fun with out being looked down on by the moral majority? if i want to get my lip pirced, God danm it i will, if i was to get a sleave done.. dose that make me a bad person? fuck no! so i came to the desesion that i will never be a stiff in a suit.   so in schools your tought to be one in a heurd of sheep, mindless and uniform.. but is that how life is ment to be lived? i know that alot of people are happy with where there at and have metured / grew up, but is it wrong of me to want both the perks of age of majority and  being pants-on-head retarded with friends? i mean that why dose society look down on me for thinking, dressing and acting outside of said heurd? and citic
Mindless Devotions
I don't understand people and their status updates.   "I'm going to take a hiatus from [insert website name here] for a while.  See ya when I see ya"   To me, this just screams:"Beg me not to go !  I need to feel validated and e-loved by complete strangers!"   Now, this does not speak for every one.  There are some that legitimately take their hiatus, coming back feeling internet-refreshed.  What I am talking about are the people that claim they need to take a break, only to come back the following day or even a few days later.    That is not a hiatus, that is a nap...or maybe a small weekend trip. If a man wants you, nothing can keep him away. If he doesn’t want you, nothing can make him stay. Stop making excuses for a man and his behavior. Allow your intuition (or spirit) to save you from heartache. Stop trying to change yourselves for a relationship that’s not meant to be. Slower is better. Never live your life for a man before you find what makes you tru
Random Fubar Thoughts
Nothing sucks more than that moment during an argument when you realise you're wrong. Twat did you say, I cunt hear you? Tits alright, bare-ass me again!
Whispers From My Soul
“I do not want to be the leader. I refuse to be the leader. I want to live darkly and richly in my femaleness. I want a man lying over me, always over me. His will, his pleasure, his desire, his life, his work, his sexuality the touchstone, the command, my pivot. I don’t mind working, holding my ground intellectually,artistically; but as a woman, oh, God, as a woman I want to be dominated. I don’t mind being told to stand on my own feet, not to cling, be all that I am capable of doing, but I am going to be pursued, fucked, possessed by the will of a male at his time, his bidding.”~Anais Nin This is dedicated to everyone who ever attempted to get into a regular workout routine Dear Diary,For my birthday this year, my husband purchased a week of personal training at the local health club.Although I am still in great shape since being a high school football cheerleader 43 years ago, I decided it would be a good idea to go ahead and give it a try.I called the cl
I'll Just Watch
I sat on the sidewalk, as you walked by. In an instant I could see what your soul screamed out. Someone to care, someone to listen, someone to show you that there is life out there. I saw the abuse the pain and the scars, and saw you hiding in the crowd. Your eyes look over to meet mine, but you looked away knowing that I was studying you. I saw your need to lose control, your need to be guided into what you are to scared to explore. All your energy still spent at trying to be normal, to have no one see what lays below the surface. If you could see that the healing lies on the other side, that gaining control is to hand it over. To show your strength to submit to another, but your trust has been taken away. To jump into the water once again, not knowing if you will sink or swim. Your lack of of trust in the human race, was given to you long ago. Now you walk in front of me, you know that I can see right through. The hard exterior protecting a shattered soul, we'll meet again when you&r
My Man
joshskeens@ fubar       Funeral services for my husband ( JoshuaXx1NELITExX )'s grandpa will be held on Friday, October 5th. Please continue to keep our family in your prayers. * http://videos.lifetributes.com/MediaViewer2.0/MovieViewer.aspx?id=338817 * Anyone who would like to can go view his Tribute video and then, please sign the Guest Book on the funeral home's website * http://www.pinkardfh.com/  (No Fubar names in the Guest Book please) * I would like to thank everyone on our family's behalf for all of the prayers, love, support & kindness that has been shown to us in our time of grief & mourning. It has been greatly appreciated and a great comfort to both of us, especially Joshua, and we will remember it always.
Ramblings
Tho your many miles awayI can still feel youin my dreams is where we meetand for now that will have to doand when I hear your voicemy heart longs for youfor your touch,for your kiss,for a glimps of that sparkle in your eyeTho your many miles awayI can still feel youin my dreams is where we meetand for now that will have to doand when I see your facemy heart skips a beatfor your touch,for your kiss,for a glimps of that sparkle in your eye Can you see the light, or are you still just blind,or can you be lost,in the shadows of your mind,open up your eyes,and together we will start,we will star to walk,and never be apart,and together, we'll run....take a look at me,and open up your heart,see the light i feel,and we'll never be apart,is your mind still dark,or is the daybreak nearing,is it my love you fear,or the love for me your feeling,and together, we'll run....open up your eyes, and let your fears rush out,feel the love I give,and they'll never be a doubt,oprn up your heart,and we will
Status Update...
hey, so i have become perpetually bummed. if you are reading this i hope you are ready for a pity party. so as it turns out i am utterly hopeless, i am a bilateral bke amputee, meaning i have 2 amputations below the knee, i had my feet amputated at 13 months old. i was also diagnosed with type 1 diabetes about 2 years ago...with the onset diabetes i lost about 160 pounds leaving me with the amount of skin a 300 pound person should have, so as i have no confidence because i was fat for so long and now i dont want to be seen without my clothes on i dont even approach women offline. im unemployed and due to my disabilities i cant get a job.....whew, so thanks for reading this, i felt more comfortable putting it here than telling someone in person because if im judged on here at least i can blow them off as internet douchebags. sooooo, hows your day going? hey so if you read the above post, you can disregard it...the things are true but i just have to learn to deal with it, there are peopl
Life
The Wolf SpiritIt is in my nature to be gentle, and lovingBUT KNOW THISWhen it comes to matters of protecting my friends, family and my heart. Do not trifle with me for I am the most powerful and relentless creature you will ever know An old chief was teaching his grandson about life..."A fight is going on inside me," he said to the boy."It is a terrible fight and it is between two wolves."One is evil - he is anger, envy, sorrow, regret, greed, arrogance, self-pity, guilt, resentment, inferiority, lies, false pride, superiority, self-doubt, and ego."The other is good - he is joy, peace, love, hope, serenity, humility, kindness, benevolence, empathy, generosity, truth, compassion, and faith."This same fight is going on inside you - and inside every other person, too."The grandson thought about it for a minute and then asked his grandfather,"Which wolf will win?""The one you feed."
Lost In A Cloud
oh how i dream Oh how i dream of ONLY you No matter what I try to do My heart certainly has a mind of its own The 1 thing that no person controls Oh how I dream of ONLY you This my friend you know is true Should there ever come a day That you actually come my way You will know its you I adore For ONLY you can open the door Oh how I would like you by my side This my LOVE I will not denie Oh how I want ONLY you I hope he knows, Exactly who, I'm talking to (Now YOU know why I named my profile) "dreAmer" American, 
Dear Fubar Staff
Looks like fubar is looking for a new way to lay thingz out. Well wake up FUBAR STAFF! I just recently posted a blog about stacking TOOLBARS all up and down the screen. WE HAVEENUFF TOOLBARS goin across our screenz!! Herez a novel idea.....since most of our screenz now are 16:9 (wider than tall) why not put the icons for the toolbar u made and our bar tab (live feed) and the shoutbox on the SIDE of the screen! TRY THIS FOR A CHANGE!!! exoticnero...: and no you would not have to be alone XavierAcorea: u have paypal?  exoticnero...: well I would gladly watch you anytime XavierAcorea: I'm no dummy LOL exoticnero...: am if I ever did, it would not be on this site, I would make it worth while XavierAcorea: yeah exactly exoticnero...: like that would ever happen,heheh' XavierAcorea: SO u can show your goodz off in video exoticnero...: what is with the stupid webcam control crap, this site gets more bizzare
Check It Out!!
Mount Rainier  in Washington State .  Amazing pictures.  14,500 ft.Those of us NOT living in Tacoma or surrounding areas will appreciate these pictures.    It was so amazing people were pulling over on the freeway to take pictures.Mt.  Rainier  puts on a show!Our little dry streak is about to come to an end.  But if you looked at 
We The People
                Okay, I think I’ve had enough of all the rhetoric and sheer idiocy of so many people in the world who not only wish me and mine ill, but wish to control every aspect of my life. As an American, I’ve been blessed by God (yes, GOD – you know, that Supreme Being we’re not allowed to talk about anymore?) to have been born in a nation where I have certain rights that were given to me by Him. Yes, my Creator, God, not a panel of idiots who have managed to get themselves elected to office so many times they feel they know better than I what is good for me.                 So, here’s a list to those who wish to tell me how to live my life, and just what my response to them is. If you don’t agree, I truly don’t mind. You see, that is your choice, and whether you believe in Him or not, that choice is the gift He’s given you. You will deal with the consequences of your own choice.   To President Obama: You are not the “Proph
Just Is
like i said a friend is not suppose to stab you in the heart even though i get it you have a feeling of the what if's but you always ended up screwed and me trying not tell i told you so it breaks my heart you wait to the last minute thinking i be okay no i be okay if you would of told me two weeks ago so again i end up hurt and on the back burner one day i'm going decided maybe your not worth it cause it sucks on how i feel right now i've been there for when others wouldnt or didnt want to i treated you better then a girlfriend would after time and time again i told you tell me straight up it wouldnt be as bad but your scared to hurt my feelings you hurt my feelings more waiting almost to the last minute or after shit happens we had our back and forths but friends we stayed i still think you dont know what you want cause you hear what sounds good that those bitches tell to make you drop everything and do things for them and what they need and what bout you!?!?! But some reason a frien
Just A Word Or Two
Tomorrow is my daughter's birthday.                                                tomorrow at 3:18pm, a tiny 1lb 6oz miracle was born by c-section 25 weeks early 7yrs ago. She let out a tiny fighting yell and she was handed off to the team of doctors to be stabilized and given her Apgar score, hers were 5 and 9 @ 1 and 5 minutes!. She lived in the NICU in an incubator for 14 weeks. I could not hold her until she was almost 5 weeks old due to the fact she was sooooo premature and tiny so her nervous system could not take even the smallest touch. She had 5 blood transfusions, HBP, low blood sugar, and a breathing tube and a feeding tube in her tiny mouth at the same time. every limb had a life saving or monitor device in it or on it. I drove everyday 1 hour and 1/2 each way to visit my daughter, and I would call every night around 3am to check on her and to talk to her nurse, then get up and be there by 1030 the next day. My pinky finger was bigger than her whole hand. They keep premmi
Lounges... New
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My Thoughts ....
So, it's quite an interesting day today.  Today marks my 4th full year on this site.  When I first joined, it was called LostCherry.com... Ohhhhh the changes i've seen.  It would probably take all freaking day to list all of the huge and small differences between then and now and I know you guys and gals don't have all damn day to read this so i'll just keep it short and sweet.  I met the love of my life on this site.  On this very day, 4 years ago.  No matter what we may go through, I wouldn't change a thing.  I love him to death and I hope he knows that. I've met quite a few interesting people on this site as well.  Some good, some not so good.  What can I say, you live and you learn.  You learn through certain experiences who you can and can't trust.  You learn who you can and can't say certain things to.  You learn who will be there for you in times of utter chaos and who doesn't really give a damn. lol  Short and sweet, I owe a lot to this site.  It's given me the love of my
It's In My Nature.
If you haven't seen the movie Empire Records than this entire blog will go over your head. 20. You can't kill yourself using a Lady Bick with moisturizing strip. 19. If you are a minor you can shoot up a store,hold customers hostage,and not do any hard time..you might even be able to get a job there. 18. Record stores stay open til midnight(even later on special occasions) 17. You can sell beer without a liqour license for 5$ 16. One is able to buy a record store(cheap) 15. You can be a total asshole to everyone yet still find redemption in their eyes if you play guitar in their band( this is a stupid deleted scene on the special edition dvd) 14. His name isn't fucking Warren!(I thought his name was Warren?) 13. Telling the manager he is superb more than once can get your ass kicked. 12. Rock n' Roll Heaven has a guest list. 11. The fat man walks alone. 10. Marc Sucks! 09. 1:37 is an EXCELLENT time to declare your love for someone. 08. One is able to embezzle 9,104(I count
Lyrics That Means Something To Me
WHAT IF ~ CREED I can't find the rhyme in all my reasonI've lost sense of time and all seasonsI feel I've been beaten downBy the words of men who have no groundsI can't sleep beneath the trees of wisdomWhen your ax has cut the roots that feed themForked tongues in bitter mouthsCan drive a man to bleed from inside outWhat if you did?What if you lied?What if I avenge?What if eye for an eye?I've seen the wicked fruit of your vineDestroy the man who lacks a strong mindHuman pride sings a vengeful songInspired by the times you've been walked onMy stage is shared by many millionsWho lift their hands up high because they feel thisWe are one We are strongThe more you hold us down the more we press onWhat if you did?What if you lied?What if I avenge?What if eye for an eye?I know I can't hold the hate inside my mind'Cause what consumes your thoughts controls your lifeSo I'll just ask a questionWhat if?What if your words could be judged like a crime? ONE LAST BREATH by CREED Please come loveI
Views From A Scattered Mind
04/06/10 I want to get back to writing and I think this is the best way to start. Getting back to writing my journals/blogs. The weathah has been off lately… off = not sunny. Today the weathah is bettah in being sunny but still a bit chilly. I listened to the rain last night… a sound I love along with the sound of a train in the distance… So much going through my head lately… wheah do I want my life to go from heah. The cancer is back but I am relieved that going through the chemo isn’t neah as bad as I thought it would be so my quality of life is really pretty good. I loose my hair and I sleep a lot but I do ok. Need to keep up with my stretches and exercises so I can get back to things quicker once the chemo stops. I have the option right now of going to be with a couple but I can’t really do anything theah until this round of chemo is done... I don’t want to change horses in the middle of the stream… lol So much to think about I
In Dreams
IN DREAMS At night I dream of you,Coming to be by my side.I see your silhouette at first;I watch your calm, quick glide.Vivid images;Pictures in my mind.My night's love, my passion;All in you I shall find.Once again, you'll whisper to me,"Hello, my dear. "Your touch eases me,Removing any fear.Your gaze meets mine;The warm look in your eyes,It melts my heart. From now onNothing but blue skies!Tonight you romance me;Our bodies entwine.You enter; I gasp!Our souls combine.A touch here, a tickle there,It enthralls me; I am captivated.Our bodies move, the motion constant;My body's completely activated.Throughout the nightOur passion flows,Coming together,My emotion grows.For you, in dreams,Oh, how I care.But when morning comes,I am left in despair.Anther night gone and passed.I awake in ecstasy all alone.For you visit at night; In dreams you come.And I dread the coming of a new dawn. THREE WISHESIf I had three wishes,I would wish to trade lives,With a person so lucky,A woman,Your wife.Just
Do Not Go Gentle Into That Good Night
Do not go gentle into that good night, Old age should burn and rave at close of day; Rage, rage against the dying of the light.   Though wise men at their end know dark is right, because their words had forked no lightning they Do not go gentle into that good night.   Good men, the last wave by, crying how bright Their frail deeds might have danced in a green bay, Rage, rage against the dying of the light.   Wild men who caught and sang the sun in flight, And learn, too late, they grieved it on its way, Do not go gentle into that good night.   And you, my father, there on the sad height, Curse, bless, me now with your fierce tears, I pray. Do not go gentle into that good night. Rage, rage against the dying of the light. I met a traveler from an antique land Who said: "Two vast and trunkless legs of stone Stand in the desert.  Near them on the sand, Half sunk, a shattered visage lies, whose frown And wrinkled lip and sneer of cold command Tell that its sculptor w
Passion
How my thoughts are racing soooo... I just whispered aloud - "I love you...", and have the softest feeling - for real, no teasing. You 'get' to me so damnably easy... I don't know or understand why or how - you just do. It's because... somehow... we... belong. I know... silly me. I melt at some awkward times and just shake my head at others. But I want to hold you so tight and make love to you and hold you close afterward and make love to you and just 'be' with you and love you. Woman...the thoughts that just race by physical... mental... my stomachs a big knot and I want to sing, smile... just laugh... shake it off... but can't. I want you curled with me, around me, on me. I want to be in you - a part of you... held so very tight and close... and never let go. I want to touch you, taste... explore... mentally, physically... and more - so much more. I want to play and 'be' as only we can. How my thoughts are racing soooo... such is the beginning of 'loving' you... silly me. I se
Once Upon A Time...
In the corner, past the bed, if the closet door is open I can hide there. Sometimes when she is mad, really mad I can press myself tightly against the wall and she never finds me…too consumed by fury to think small. If she comes close to my hiding spot and it gets like that he usually draws attention to himself to protect me. I am not sure why, but he does. Oh, she takes what she can get too. She will start with that low nasty tone of voice that sends shivers up my spine and I can see her smile in my head that slow deliberate one. She will insult and intimidate him enjoying watching him squirm. She can see his fear battle his love for her as he bears the full brunt of her attack. Sometimes that is enough for her to fulfill her need for power but there are other times when it only whets her appetite for more. Those are the times that I love him the most. She has no conscience and no remorse pushing him, shoving him, pinching him, grabbing whole handfuls of his hair to whip his
Couldnt Have Said It Any Better Then Reba Does
Can you count all the times That you've mended my heart Just so you could again Crush it, Break it apart? Yet, you've got no idea That I'm hurt all the while Cause I hide all my pain With a laugh and a smile All my rage and frustration They are secrets to you I'm a pretty good actor Cause you don't have a clue I have made it an art It's greatest learned skill Hiding all of this damn Fuckin pain that I feel Yet sometimes it leaks through Sometimes I botch my act Sometimes you see my pain Sometimes I can't hold back I regret if you noticed I didn't wanna seem shallow But sometimes it's too much It's more than I can swallow Verse: 1 Every time i turn the conversation to something deeper than the weather i can feel you all but shuttin' down. And when i need an explanation for the silence you just tell me you don't wanna talk about it now. Bridge: 1 What you're not saying is coming in loud and clear we're at a crossroads here... Chorus: If i'm not the one thing you can't stand to l
My Poems =)
A true friend is very hard to find Someone you can tell exactly what's on your mind Someone you can be true & for real with Someone that doesn't just take..they also give Someone who is always going to be there Someone that showes they actually care Someone you can cry to when you're sad Someone you can talk to when you're mad I found this friendship when I found you I'll always be here for you no matter what you do   SexyBiChris =)   We fucked all night till the dawn You smacked my ass & it was on I got down on my hands & knees
Salutes.
I want to thank everyone.  I think that I am going to leave.  I can not be on here.   I like fubar very much, but I can not be here and not help people when I want to help.  Thank you and happy hunting.     I can understand about Salutes to a certain point.  But please,  I can not even talk to people or ask them to be friends.  Because of the salutes.  I wish that people would just put their petty differences aside.  Oh well, such as life.  Thank you.  
Light
THEN SLICE TOWARDS HIS NECK MAKING JAGGED RIPS INTO HIS FLESH A BASTURD WHO DON`T MAN-UP AND PUTS HIS OWN KID AT RISK WITH LIL FOOD AND COMFORT AS HE FROLICS AROUND WITH SLUTTY WHORES GIVING HIM STD AND A NEGATIVE BANK ACCOUNT
Haven Stuff
"Haven. My name's Haven." I think he smiled, but it was hard to tell on the lionish face, from the angle Ihad. "Though Cookie Monster works just fine.""I said Cookie, not Monster.""You haven't seen me at my best, yet" he said, and smiled for sure.I did not understand the comment. Micah did. "He's implying he's big.""Oh," I said, then had to smile up at Micah. "He shouldn't brag until he's seen the competition."The lionman rolled his face to look at Micah. He wasn't looking at his face. Micah said, "You aren'tseeing me at my best either."Even through the lion's face I could see the arrogance as he looked up at me, not at Micah. "Trust me,I'll measure up. Auggie was shopping for size, not just talent." Taken From Danse Macrabe   "Taste Haven," Auggie said. "If you don't like him, then I'm going to have to send home for some less dominant take-out."I looked up at the tail man in front of me. He looked down with that soft, laughing face, and I just didn't buy it. It was like the smile an
Political Humor
DIVORCE AGREEMENTTHIS IS SO INCREDIBLY WELL PUT I CAN HARDLY BELIEVE IT'S BY A YOUNG PERSON, A STUDENT!!!WHATEVER HE RUNS FOR, I'LL VOTE FOR HIM.American liberals, leftists, social progressives, socialists, Marxists And Obama supporters, et al:We have stuck together since the late 1950's, but the whole of this latest election process has made me realize that I want a divorce. I know we tolerated each other for many years for the sake of future generations, but sadly, this relationship has run its course.Our two ideological sides of America cannot and will not ever agree on what is right so let's just end it on friendly terms. We can smile and chalk it up to irreconcilable differences and go our own way.Here is a model separation agreement:Our two groups can equitably divide up the country by landmass each taking a portion. That will be the difficult part, but I am sure our two sides can come to a friendly agreement. After that, it should be relatively easy!Our respective representative
Writing
When I was a young cook working to support my growing beer habit; it never would have occurred to me that there was anything sexy about food……..well other than getting one of the waitresses in the sack(servers for the p.c.) As I’ve gotten older, and some may say wiser I’ve been fortunate to have that view forever altered.Hunger like desire is a primal need we all have. We correlate many of the same sense memory with food and sex. As far back as man dates civilizations have made the connection. It’s recorded that ancient Italian, and Greek cultures enjoyed fresh fruits and dishes that awakened their senses and playfulness with their lover.Food and sex share things like aromatics, texture, taste, and color. I can’t tell you how many times I’ve looked at a ripe peach and gotten aroused. All kidding aside the visual effects of food and that of people finding each other attractive are not that different. There’s a saying “You eat with
Random Ramblings
      Last July my company had an abrupt and unwelcome change in management. The new management were overbearing bullies who used unethical and sometimes illegal practices to achieve unreasonable goals set by the board of directors. I found another job and quit in December. I wasnt nearly as obnoxious as I could have been but I did burn bridges with management (still friendly with previous management).       I had a party last night and invited my friends from my previous job. The bully management overheard talk of it and in a company meeting told all employees that they would be fired for socializing with former employees. None of them came. I am pissed off and sad at the same time. Our dryer has been on its last legs for a while and finally died about a month and a half ago. Since hubby's salary has been cut by 20% and his job is iffy we havent replaced it. I've been using a drying rack and an outdoor clothesline. Ut oh. I've discovered that I like carrying the clothes outside. It's
Peyton Talks
Hello World,Its me again I am the type of person that hates to repeat herselve. I have been asked about my friends and family ranking again,all I have to say to that is please read the previous blog. I will how ever repeat this,maybe not in the same words but same meaning. Don't challenge me over Jeff(Fujeff).What we do is our business.He is my lifeline,my heart,don't go there.Most of all he is my best friend and we are going bike riding next month.What we do has nothing to do with me talking to you.It is totally seperate.Keep it there.Don't ever threaten me it will not work.Im a mom are you kidding me.lmao Let me let you in on a little secret.He knows I flirt,talk and many other things on here with men.He lets me be my own person.A matter of fact it isn't a let at all,He knows I am an adult and respects me just for that and allows me to make decisions and the funny thing is all he wants is to make me smile and happy.He doesn't expect anything from me. This man should never be tr
Me
BOOTY CALL! Please fill out the below application if you want to be a booty call for this person. (To be taken very seriously) RE-POST IF U WANNA SEE WHOWANTS TO BE YOUR BOOTY CALL!Name: ___________________ Age: ____________________ Phone: ___________ Occupation: ____________________ Height______ Weight______ Married(Y/N)__ Single(Y/N)___ Other_________ Sexual Orientation: __________How often do u wanna have sex?(check appropriate answer) Daily__ Weekly__ Monthly__ As much as possible_How long can u last? (check appropriate answer) 1min ___ 15min__ 30min__ 1hr__ all nite___Do u like Giving oral sex? (Y/N)___What could you do for me that no one else could?:Which do u prefer? (check appropriate box) One on one__ Doubles__ Group___While having sex, what do u do? (place "X" in all appropriate boxes) Faint__ Cry__ Moan__ Wiggle__ Twist__ Jerk about__ Pant__ Sweat___ Scream__ Hum__ Whistle__ Just lie there__List three positions u like:1.2.3.What is ur preferred pace? (place "X" in appropriat
Blog
U wanna knw wat grinds my gears. Boneyards, millions of dollors worth of taxpayers money on crap wasting away out in some isolated area in timbuckfuckingtoo oxidizing and rusting away. wanna knw why we are in an economic crisis. Cause our goverment isnt being very economical. Why dnt we recycle that reuse it hell sell it for scrap? Maybe then our kids can get a descent edumacation or maybe even fix our economic issues at least help. I mean come on wat are we here, little kids. We play with our toys until we break it then throw them away, I mean come on America. I think our goverment should pull the woodpecker out of the pine holes and take a closer look on wat they can to help our situation, and thats wat really grinds my gears. To rise and fall to shine and shimmer to clammer shield and sword umong the mightiest. The sight of gushing blood the feel of shattering bones the sound of clattering steel and the smell of blood sweat and shit upon the sand. Surrounded by titans in armor evadi
Rip My Angel
Ill always Miss you Lee Ann, You were by far one of the best people Ive ever meet. Your forever in my Heart, an you will neve leave. RIP  My Angel! you may be gone but you will never be forgotten in the hearts of many... as you told me word for word it apiles to you to quote "You are as precious as the air we breath,as fresh as a mornings rain, and as hot as a summer day." I Miss You Girl. RIP  My Angel. "Death is a heartache no one can heal, Love leaves a memory no one can steal" http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=sQb6APMj5Qk This song is called heaven was needing a Hero,  Just reminds me of Lee Ann Father how I miss youevery waking dayI curse the one who made youdie and go away.I miss your warm handsand I miss the talks we hadI miss the times when words were of no needand hope my love you'll always see.I wish I'd had some time to sayhow I loved you sobut I never got the chancebecause it was your time to go.I want the memories back
Welcome Back !
But To Be 6 Again   . A man was sitting on the edge of the bed, watching his wife, who was looking at herself in the mirror. Since her birthday was not far off he asked what she'd like to have for her birthday. 'I'd like to be six again', she replied, still looking in the mirror. On the morning of her Birthday, he arose early, made her a nice big bowl of Lucky Charms, and then took her to Six Flags theme park. What a day! He put her on every ride in the park; the Death Slide, the Wall of Fear, the Screaming Roller Coaster, everything there was. Five hours later they staggered out of the theme park. Her head was reeling and her stomach felt upside down. He then took her to a McDonald's where he ordered her a Happy Meal with extra fries and a chocolate shake. Then it was off to a movie, popcorn, a soda pop, and her favorite candy, M&M's. What a fabulous adventure! Finally she wobbled home with her husband and collapsed into bed exhausted. He leaned over his wife with a big smile
Stuff To Think About.
After your order has been placed, please (via private message) contact SLDC or myself with your real name and order number.  That's the only way we (Purgatory Dance Party) will get credit for helping with the sale. Imagine a puddle waking up one morning and thinking, “This is an interesting world I find myself in, an interesting hole I find myself in, fits me rather neatly, doesn’t it? In fact it fits me staggeringly well, must have been made to have me in it!” This is such a powerful idea that as the sun rises in the sky and the air heats up and as, gradually, the puddle gets smaller and smaller, it’s still frantically hanging on to the notion that everything’s going to be alright, because this world was meant to have him in it, was built to have him in it; so the moment he disappears catches him rather by surprise. I think this may be something we need to be on the watch out for. (Douglas Adams)
What Do You Like?
Her texts had been teasing all day. Knowing I was stuck in meetings she knew all my weakness's. She started before I could even get through the drive thru for coffee. Thats when I got the first picture... her tongue licking the froth off her cappuccino.  Then just as I enter my office a picture of her ass in a tight skirt with stockings and heels as she bends over her desk in her home office. You could also tell that shes clenching the corners of the desk with her hands.   That was only the beginning. It continued all throughout the day... tossed salad covering her naked body.... dirty texts saying what she needed and wanted! So many details. She was a horny nymph today and knew that there was nothing I could do she was home all day and I was stuck in the office. Thank god phones have a silent mode. I might have been fired otherwise. Especially when I got the call! Yes..... Her with Bob about to cum in my ear on voicemail. I couldnt take it anymore. But I had no choice! She was
Xtina
Sexstrology Your lists:    #Pisces wants sex that drips with passion     #Pisces want nothing more than to be carried away on clouds of love     #Pisces is the most romantic sign     #Pisces females love a pearl necklace - made of passion     #Pisces live and breath romance     #Pisces sexuality is so alluring one can't help but surrender
Thiinking /thoughts
Kathys Comments To Detach is to cut off Disconnect, Divide DisUnite Sounds so Easy But Yet so Hard Why? Because I love you But you Don’t look at me Like you used to What happened? Where are you? What do you see When You Look At me? Why am I Questioning My Own Questions? Am I Wrong? Are you Right? If I’m Still in Love with you Why do you Get to Decide? Change? Is that it? I don’t do anything for you anymore But did I have to in the first place? If you Love me For Me Then why do I feel like I have to change To better suit your needs? Do you Love me? Did you Ever Love me? I just can’t seem to understand They say its 21 questions to see if You love someone But only 13 Can Change all Of That Kathys Comments                   To whom it may concern, I am hereby tendering my resignation as an adult, in order to accept the responsibilites of a 6 year old. The tax base is lower.  I want to be six again. I want to go to McDonalds's and think it's
Fumarriage..
Hey,    I am looking for someone who wants to get fumarried for kicks.  Thank you.  Have a great night.     For anyone who wants to get fumarried.  I will pay for it.  It is fust for fun.  Thank you.
Quit Picking On Sweet And Sexy Sinner!
After all I was trying to do to help, she sends this: "how the fuck can u say that? my sb will be turned off now! u asshole and im blocking you pervert" She's AT FAULT! You can't expose yourself and then say "you can't say anything about me", even if she's sexy and butt naked. You can't be picky and choosy. Now, when you come down to it, her salute pics look different from her nudes, which some people may have believed that the nude pics belong to somebody else. Her boyfriend may have put those nudes up there. After all, it could be her boyfriend's page, not hers. Now, if you're here, and choose to show yourself, don't be prude, and pretend it's Myspace and expect no comments about sex. You waived that objection by putting up the nudes in the first place. After all, I've seen at least two people come in here, and post other porn stars' pics, claiming that they're them. One of them was a guy. I also seen that done twice on Hi5. My intent here is to be in a relationship. When you p
Girl Can't Help It...journey
       
Seriously Do I Get A Turn
So meet someone i think is great get strong along to the most serious of extents then poof, when i try to find out whats up things start to unravel thats its all bs. After getting serverly fucked over I'm suppose to sit back and hope something comes along that is great and wonderful and perfect for me, to what see if I get fucked over again. Hmm would just like something I don't have to wait around for just to find out its bs. Shitty thing about having a wall up for so long is that when you let someone in even the slightest bit the smallest amount of confusion and misunderstanding on anyones part can tears you heart to shreads. I thought I was being so careful and didn't even think I felt much for some one. New I liked them new I wanted to get to know them more and had an inkling that I wouldn't mind if they were around for a while. It wasnt until somthing stupid and meaningless happened that I like the jealous ass that I have always been couldn't seperate reality from the damn compute
The Kitti Files!
Well my pets....if anyone actually reads my statuses ..you'll know Ive been a tad miffed and getting ready to delete my account...Last night I was told something that gave me alot to ponder...I was told by some random futard that I am not fu material...At first , Im not going to lie this really bothered me..but Ive given this alot and I mean alot of thought.. What the fuck is Fu Material anyways and how the hell do I not meet this certain criteria? Hmmm................Ok so lets get this straight, Im not a drama queen, I dont show my goods for bling, I dont beg, I dont backstab, I dont make this sight my real life.....ok so far this is not bad in my book!  Ok so Im not a skinny gorgeous sex goddess! WTF Cares!  Ive lost 135lbs in 11 months! Ive looked death in the face and made a huge step to improve my life!  How many people can say that? WTF have u done to better yourselves in the past 11 months?  Anyone?  Some of you have sat on your asses in front of your computers and let a webs
Into The Insanity
So I’m in another one of those moods where I wanna change some stuff. There are a few things that have already began to change and hopefully they will continue to progress in a positive manor. One of the biggest things I wanna change is my appearance, I want to lose weight but puft how many times have a said that lol, but no really I do wanna start trying harder to slim down. I would imagine a lot of people look and me and don’t really view me as girly, nor do I for that matter, but I would like to look more famine. I actually like makeup, clothes and hair but I’ve just never felt like taking time to put effort into how I look. If I wore makeup at work it would look like shit by the end of the day and I sure as hell don’t have time to re-do and touch up there. So usually I just put my hair up, usually messy as hell, and just go. I want to start actually trying to look nice on my days off, not go all out preppy makeup and shit but just a little lol. I want a styl
Dead Inside
Ask me what's wrong and then walk away push me aside before I can stay   Act like I have someone tell me that you care the more days pass I realize no one's really there   Be the way the world will treat me make me realize love is really a lie show the emptiness I'll have forever make me want to give in and die I look up as a tear rolls slowly down my cheek. I think about better days
Hotter Than Hell!
My wife decided to try and kill me today.      She went out to the local farmer's market and stopped at "Spices and Stuff". She knows I like hot stuff, and she also knew I wanted to try a Ghost Pepper sauce. She picked up a bottle of Dave's Gourmet Ghost Pepper sauce.          I've tried quite a few different sauces in my time. Before today, the hottest mainstream sauce that I've tried was Blair's Mega Death sauce. The Blair's sauce is made from habanero peppers. Dave's is made from the naka jolokia pepper. Just for comparison, a habanero pepper can rate anywhere from 100,000 to 350,000 Scoville units. The Naga Jolokia pepper comes in at a scorching 855,000 - 1,050,000 Scoville units!   The warning on the bottle gave us a laugh as I read it out loud, but it should probably be taken seriously. The label reads: This is a delicious addition to most any food, but especially sauces, meat, and ethnic foods. It also is a great industrial cleaner and grease remover. WARNING Us
More About Me
Playing on cam with mt friends having some fun Having a orgasm on open cam I really reached a orgasm that night A teaser striptease doing a striptease for my friends I'm a easygirl every male wants to see a close up of my pussy so here it is LOL, enjoy In bed with Teddy, would you trade place? If the response to this blog is good, I'll post a few more xoxoxo      I hear this song and had to make a video with it,its so good
My Hell
Just heard on the news that the state of Florida could be sunned-in for the next several days. Residents have been urged to hunker down at your nearest beach and/or tiki bar and wait for further instructions. Use extreme caution when braving this blizzard of sunshine, preferably SPF30. We are asking our friends and relatives to the north to please keep us in their thoughts as we deal with 2 feet buried in the sand  i told u i was broken. my mind does not function any more. the woman i gave up everything for to provide for her and her kids decide i wasnt worth her time when it started and i asked her for help. drinking was the only thing she cared about and she didnt need some broken down weak warhorse bothering her. its only got worse since then. i try to talk to girls on here and get my mind working again but just like with u i was trying to say something nice i thought and u run away like im an insane maniac. i will leave u alone and try to find my way out of this living hell the way
Pain, Depression, Angst
Seether (featuring Amy Lee) - Broken | Music Videos | SPIKE.com       I wanted you to know I love the way you laugh I wanna hold you high and steal your pain away I keep your photograph, I know it serves me well I wanna hold you high and steal your pain 'Cause I'm broken when I'm open And I don't feel like I am strong enough 'Cause I'm broken when I'm lonesome And I don't feel right when you're gone away The worst is over now and we can breathe again I wanna hold you high, you steal my pain away There's so much left to learn, and no one left to fight I wanna hold you high and steal your pain[x2] 'Cause I'm broken when I'm open And I don't feel like I am strong enough 'Cause I'm broken when I'm lonesome And I don't feel right when you're gone away Everybody gets what they want except me...but that's okay...b/c karma is a bitch. I promised to f*ck off for a month...cool the jets, etc. If a 32 year old person can't grow up after that then i don't know... "do i have to fall a
Lilmisstr0uble ;)
So I just thought I would  let everyone in fuland in on what really works my nerves and Im hoping that this will maybe eliminate some of the crazy messages I get. So the young men on here that feel the need to tell me about how much their life sucks or go on and on about things hoping that Ill be there to tell you everythings gonna be okay or give you the attention your starving for I just want to let you know Im not that girl. That shit IS NOT attractive to me at all. And I know to some I may come off like a bitch but oh well. This is me and Ill never apologize for who I am (and I guarantee the ones that get offended by it are the exact same ones that do the shit). And the next group of gentlemen that I would like to address are the ones that think that their "oh the things i would do to you" comments will actually get my attention. Really guys?? Has that EVER worked for you?? And I know people will say I put myself out there and I should expect it and I do expect it on here but that
The Wind
I saw a willow in the field I knew I had to climb to scamper up the branches there and leave the world behind   I head up through the treetops just to see the sky above to smell the sweetness in the air and feel my distant love   I look below to see the ground and feel I`ve gone too high that`s when the squirrel jumped on my leg and bit me in the thigh   I fell from grace and saw the earth and feared the taste of dirt I still recall my final thoughts man this is gonna hurt   she nuzzled gently on my ear to wake me from my slumber I feel for bite marks on my leg and ever do I wonder   she asks me very softly how I knew our love would be I said because you saved my ass when I fell from the God Damn tree Thoughts...    are like a gentle breeze     blowing thriugh thr treetops...         on a Summers day   Swirling through your mind     The memories begin to stir..        like the leaves of a Willow   Thoughts are timeless...    memories never end...
Tiny Stories
It was just after nine in the morning, on Monday, as I was drove to my new job site.  I was a tiny companion, as the brochure says 'a small ear, eye, mind and voice to tell your troubles too'.  And the tiny part comes in because I'm only two inches tall.  The car pulled to a stop and my carry case was lifted up.  A minute latter I heard a doorbell ring and the case softy hit the ground.  I heard some muffled voices and the size door unzipped, flooding the light in.  I grabbed my duffle bag across my chest and picked up my other tow bags and walked out, as I heard "--is your tiny companion".  She smiled down at me and hurried off, I knew she had more droop offs to make. I looked up to my new companion.   She was a huge, big boned woman...and not just because I was tiny, she had to be at least six feet tall.  She had very long tan legs that were shown off nicely by the thigh length cut off shorts she had on.  He breasts were also impressive, at least C cups, and they too were shown off
Just Talkin To My Self Really Lol
 Never thought it happen like this Never thought it was you id miss. Came around and touched my soul I put all my plans on hold. Everything is fallin down Thought you would have come around. Can't you see whats going on ? It's so hard to hang on.   When I start to fall asleep I think of how we use to be. Your in my heart and in my soul. Your everything I've ever known I think about you all the time Don't you know I'd give my life To have to stand here next to me Right here by my side   Where did we go wrong? What did we go right ? Tell me its alright to push our pride aside Life without you ain't what I thought it would be When your lyin there with her do you ever wish it was me ? Can you forgive me for everything I did and didn't do? Understand this way of life is all I ever knew I was raised to be tough, Keep my feelings inside. Never to back down, all you have is your pride Life without love is just another sad song. Doin all I that I can but its ha
"just Some Thoughts"
Everyday is a struggle, every minutes a curseWatching my world collapse, shit can't get any worse.I've gone from the bottom to the top,Only to fall to an abrupt stop.This lesson's been the straw to break the camel's backThere isn't an ounce of fight left to get back on trackSome say I'm giving up, I say I've had enoughLook down your nose is disgustDo as you feel, but for me I believe this is a must.How can I fight for anything when there's nothing left to fight for?How can I move forward when all gears are stripped? How do you climb out of a bottomless pit?Everyday is a curse, every minute's struggleSince the day I was born, my pops would tell you I'm trouble.I try to steer clear of everything that causes painI try to move forward but feel it's all in vainWhat's left to achieve when true happiness falls into the abyss?Where is there to go when the streets is the only place you've called home?I've made my attempts to pursue my dreamsI just hope my children understand that life ain't alw
A Rant...
This is explorer Ninja Bunny here...today we are going to discuss the recent discovery regarding the imnotreadyforarelationshipus imjustkindahorneyus. Due to the dwindling numbers of the female screwmeoverus andillkillyouus, it’s natural enemy, this pest has been thriving.  However, we had yet to find a fully mature specimin.Its been widely believed that the imnotreadyforarelationshipus imjustkinsahorneyus is closely related to other species, such as the iloveyouus moveinwithmeus, and theiloveyouus letsstartafamilyus, both only seen in captivity, and the poisonus iloveyouus butitscomplicatedus. Great precautions should be taken to avoid the iloveyouusbutitscomplicatedus...if bitten, it will cause its victims to experience fatal heart failure.Only recently did this explorer discover something amazing... The imnotreadyforarelationshipus imjustkindahorneyus actually DOES mature...into theimnotgettinganyyoungerous letsgetmarriedus.  Once this transformation occurs, the imnotgettingan
Follow Me
Take my hand and follow meto that place I long to be.Take my hand and trust my way,in that place forever stay.Follow me toward the sand;we'll run and play, hand in hand.Take my heart and hold it true;forever I'll stay close to you.Seize my words and listen well,then forever I will tell.Release your heart and feelings too,just as I will do for you.Trust your heart and follow me,to that place we long to be. When you feel sad and betrayedWho can you count on every single day?When you feel lost and aloneWho will be there for you in every way?When you've made mistakes and bad decisionsWho can you count on to tell you you're wrong?When you feel you can't go onWho will be there with a feel-better song?Look into your heart and you will findThat person you can trust is not far away.Look deep into yourself, don't give up,For if you do, it's yourself you'll betray.When you're looking for answersTo all your questions and dreams,There is one person you can count on,It's impossible, I know, it see
Nutshell
I want my boss to say "You know what? Youve done an outstanding job. Take the rest of the day off." I then want to have a quick 30 minute drive from work to home. No Sunday drivers doing 45 MPH. No cops to see me doing 80 MPH. I want the radio station to play every song that I love to sing to as well. Once home ( which is a nice house with a big kitchen, sunken living room, 2 bedroom 2 bath with a huge loft master bedroom and master bath instead of the rat trap mobile home I live in) Id like to be met at the door by my beautiful wife ( which actual does happen) who is wearing nothing but a smile. (which happens a lot) She'll be holding a nice glass of wine or maybe a fresh bottle of cream ale along with a plate full of my most favorite Chinese dishes. (Yeah....No, that never happens) From there, she will lead me to the bedroom where she helps me out of my uniform and tells me the temperature of the hot tub is just right. (Which is about 5 degrees cooler than what causes
Strength
xMCLxFPKxDJ FIREMAN69 CTL@ fubar *looks towards the heavens and prays* please help my family and all those who are in pain and suffering, and for their family that have to go through their situations with them.. lord we all need you and we lay our lives in your hands ** dances around the room lookin at the sky** Lord help us in our times of need for you know what they are and allow is to gain strength from those of our family who have passed on before us. we love them dearly...
Team F.u.c.t.
TEAM F.u.c.T. It's A thick blanket of nothingness. Nowhere to go and nowhere to turn! It's us versus the world! Fighting for what we've earned! Spin that chamber, live it up to the fullest. Insert the gun into your mouth, inhale every last bullet! All of Fu's little trills.. all of Fu's little gaines. Let down by disappointment, ignited by the pains. Our relationships are pill form. Our poison of choice is apathy Our lifestyles our anything but the norm. Fuck it! We're fresh out of sympathy. Affection please? Just a little for the pains? Guess not, suppose we're all just out of luck! Our minds grow darker, we're going insane! the rest of you are all just Fuct! Ladies and gentlemen, boys and girls step right up and let me embrace you with an amazing tale! In a distant online paradise there awaiting an amazing browsing grounds known only as Fubar. This la
Dear Suga--advice Blog
It's time for my fu-friends to ask advice if they need to. (This is for Dud who was whining he missed the 1st blog.) Fu-Abby is here. You should never make suggestions I do something, because this is what happens. :P You have Sasquatch, Dud, ASB and Wicked to thank for the creation of this blog. I will be your 'Dear Abby' of Fubar--ask me anything, there is no problem too big or too small! *Disclaimer: Please do not base your life decisions solely on my opinion please.*
Welcome The Ceo And Captain Of The Girlz Next Door
Founder of the GIRLZ NEXT DOOR duties include but not limited to keeping home page running and accepting requests. Founder , CEO ,& captain will make All choices involving the group together. The CEO of THE GIRLZ NEXT DOOR will make All decisions and Stand in for the Founder whe She is not available. She is In charge of all issues with in the group, Involving the Group and outsiders.  If there are any problems Speak with her In an appropriate matter.  The Captain of the group will handle ALL of our ladies Requests and issues. If It can not be resolved then u Go to The CEO . If not resolved only then do u come to me. Please Follow the chain of Command. We will not Tolerate any of the ladies representing themselves as a part of This group In a negative or Crude manner. All ladies in the group need to participate on any events including reposting Bulletines and other things such as auctions.  We are here to Represent Fubar As Classy Intellegent Tastefull but Sexi Women Any Girl i
Talkies
I have an Enchanted Forest I made for the occassion of my granddaughter's sixth birthday. I created it right after having surgery on my ankle, but there ain't nothin' a good Chi Chi wouldn't do for her Tate. She loves it. There is a Dragon's Lair within it's verdent depths, and of course a dragon. This dragon is also very special. It came from Tate's mother, my daughter - Fae, on a Mother's Day quite awhile ago. He came from a place that is filled with stone statues, as if Medusa were a frequent visitor or something silly like that. He sits on his Celtic swing and sweetly guards the entrance to his lair with a clawed foot to his wide open mouth shouting to my granddaughter "LET'S HAVE SOME FUN!", and to me he shouts "HEY, LAAAAAADDDDYYYY!". That is some background for why I have the random thoughts that I do. I will share a few with you if you just push the right button below...   And to give credit for inspiration, where credit is due - the fabulous fellow Michi
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Aiden's Update
could I be even more pissed off?.. probably. as my close friends know, I have a very ill child so I mummed earlier about it. big mistake. I wanted people to take it seriously, thankfully some did and yes, I know there are mummers that are jerks but Lord!!! I had so much crap from doctors already and I wanted new advice. It that so freaking much to ask for. Yes, I believe God will help me thru but I am so done in trying to believe. I know some mummers have no common sense but seriously, could some of yall have any heart. I do take my medical expierence seriously and those of you who don't care and say it needs to be revoked but at least I still have a job.... thank you for hearing me vent yet again... XOXO UPDATE!!!................yesterday Aiden's left ear began to bleed. in january he had double tubes placed. as of last week he was diagnosed with his left ear being permanantly deaf. his audiologist noticed his left side of his mouth drags lower than his right. then it hit me. what s
Life
love is like a cut that needs a band-aid as long as it stays on you have a relationship, but if the band-aid falls off your heart is open again I'm a simple man, with simple old fashioned values, I was taught that way, I was taught to treat people the way you would like to be treated yourself. I don't cheat, swear, steal.or lie. I have had the opportunity to meet some of the most down to earth people you could imagine, and I have had the pleasure of running off those that think there shit don't stink! I don't ask much from anyone I feel everyone has the right to speak what's on there mind, even if It may hurt their feelings, but it is far more human than to speak behind their back. I believe that when a person says something it be the gospel truth or why say anything at all. I give people the benefit of the doubt unless they prove themselves unworthy then I start using logic and ask questions, and if I don't get answers that make since, then they tend to be hiding behind a mask and the
Bling Auction
  I am having a small bling auction. this page is for a two 1 credit bling, the highest bidder wins there choice of avaiable 1 credit bling, starting bid is 300k place bids in the blog, Auction will end saturday at mindight, bling will be giving away sunday morning. Happy Bidding :)   I am having a small bling auction. this page is for a single 5 credit bling, the highest bidder wins there choice of avaiable 5 credit bling, starting bid is 500k place bids in the blog, Auction will end saturday at mindight, bling will be giving away sunday morning. Happy Bidding :)    
The Real Truth
How many Times have you seen on TV 4 or 5 cops on one person? Now if it was just you or Me with our freinds that would be a Mob or a gang. How about if some one walks up to Us and we put our hands on a knife or a gun We are threetning others. But a Cop can do it to Us. When was the last time you got more days off than your Boss and got payed more? Now you all know that I posted My other blog earlyer today and all ready I have had the cop's over here saying that some one called them saying that I was doing some thingagainst the law. Wich I don't do. I support the law. I am just against them that beleave that they are above the law. Any time a person gets any kind of controle over others they take advantage of others. But I will say the cop's that came by was nice.
Honest Question (song Lyrics..by Daniel Bedingfield)
Honest Questions lyricsCan you seeThe honest questions in my heart this hourI am opening like a flowerTo the rainAnd do you know the silent sorrows of aNever ending journey through the painDo you see a brighter day for meAnother dayA dayDo you wonder whats in store for meThe cure for meThe wayOh look down and see the tears I've criedThe lives I've livedThe deaths I've diedWould you die them tooAnd all for me(You say)I will pour the water down upon a thirsty barron landAnd streams will flowFrom the best of your bruised and broken soulAnd you will grow like the grassUpon the furtile blades of Asia by the streamsOf living water you will growOh.. you will growDo you knowThe story from the startAnd do you know meLike you've always told meDo you see the whispers in my heart against your kindnessMy eternal blindnessDo you see...Do you see a brighter day for meAnother dayA dayDo you wonder whats in store for meThe cure for meThe wayOh look down and see the tears I've criedThe lives I've livedT
Twisted
Check out TEAMHATE1 on Youtube for more awesome destruction derby videos. i just have this twisted feeling right now feel the downword spiral spinnin, got a lot of shit on my mind the voices wont shut the fuck up i just need to drown them little fuckers well its been commin for a while i get like this sometimes we each must till our own soil so that we may sow the seeds of our souls, only then can we truly reap the benefits of what we have worked for the ever long battle of inner demons and the right and wrong which each is to percieve  i feel twisted today i told you  the limits to my internal frustration knows no bounds for i have failed only myself if i were to give up on my will to survive. i am not speaking of you i am speaking only of me, my thoughts, my soul, for before you step into the hell that is me you should know this side as well
My Adventure!!!!!
I called my  friend Andy Sable, a gastroenterologist,  to make an appointment for a  colonoscopy. A few days later,  in his office, Andy showed me a color diagram  of the colon, a lengthy organ  that appears to go all over the place, at one point passing briefly through  Minneapolis.          Then Andy explained the colonoscopy procedure to  me in a thorough, reassuring  and patient manner. I  nodded thoughtfully, but I didn't really hear anything he  said, because my brain was  shrieking, quote, 'HE'S GOING TO STICK A TUBE 17,000 FEET UP YOUR  BEHIND!' I left Andy' s office with some written  instructions, and a  prescription for a product called  'MoviPrep,  which comes in a  box large enough to hold a microwave oven. I will discuss MoviPrep in  detail later; for now suffice  it to say that we must never allow it to fall into the hands of America 's  enemies. I spent the next several days productively sitting  around being nervous. Then, on  the day before my colonosc
Fvckoff
This is a bit of a re-write from a blog I posted last night, so apologies Bwhere...I deleted it because I didn't want to perpetuate negativity.   But apparently others do...so let's try and be a lil constructive here.   First off - by running someone off a website, what are you accomplishing? Punishing him? That's what a legal system is for. Making him feel bad? He'd have to have a conscience. A moral stance? Well, I'll come back to that one.   Basically, to me, it's the 'out of sight out of mind' mentality at work - he's not a risk to any children on an adult website...so it doesn't actually matter if it makes you uncomfortable...you have to be a grown up and just suck some things up. I don't like a lot of things (sexual offenders included) but guess what? THEY'RE AMONGST US.   So, you're giving him more attention than he has probably EVER HAD - and as we all know, it doesn't matter if it's bad attention, ANY attention is good for the fucked up. And you're wanting to add
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A Poem
Read more: http://www.metrolyrics.com/second-chance-lyrics-shinedown.html#ixzz0pNpYpJ6v I want to say I'm sorry for many reasons left unsaid I want to say I miss you and the life that we once led I want to be forgiven and forgive myself as well I want to hold my head up high and no longer sit and dwell How do you learn to love yourself after perfecting self-hate? I want to shout ' I miss you so' yet knowing I'm too late So much time has already passed but one thing remains The thought of you brings warmth to me and that will never change We all make mistakes in life, Lord knows I've made a few Please know that doesn't change the fact I truly cared for you The love we shared may have been brief, and now it's just our past But the impact that you have left on me will forever last No matter where we go from here, no matter where we've been What I miss most of all, is not my lover, it's my friend
Night
Day Two   What is the point of dating someone if all that might happen in the end is heart break and dissapointment. I'm  talking about befor, during, and at the end. But what  would be life like without trial and error.   Day Three   Fighting with people is not the right thing that anyone can think to do. But in the end it always happens over one  thing or the other. But you know something fighting with people sometimes makes me feel better and does the same thing for other people. I've been fighting with stupid people all day long and I  just dont know if I really want to fight with anymore today or  any day. But without fighting we would not find our selves or it might not be our selves that we are fighting with, it might not even be me or you that is fighting it could be the country that is  fighting. But o well right you can only win so many times befor we start losing.  Once the losing starts some of the time we get consumed by it. It may be hard to get o
Direct Women
Why aren't women allowed to be as direct as men? Women are just as capable of identifying what they want as men are. I get that some men need to feel in control and that they have this societal stigma that must  be upheld. I get that they need to feel that their women are subordinate in order to manage their own internal chaos. (While women know this isn't true, it adds to our fantasy of the situation, so we play along) However, some women don't need to live within those barriers. I know how I want a man to touch me. If he is doing it wrong, it's more fun to show them how to do it right than it is to suffer through the uninformed experience. If a man walks up to woman and says something like, "I want to bend you over the table and take you from behind", a woman's general response is "yeah!!! I feel so pretty." (yes, I know men usually get slapped for this but, really this is what they are saying in their heads...and I won't slap you...unless you're in to that) If a woman walks up
Hope In A Child's Eyes
Dedicated to my sons Logan And Steven   Whispers in the night calling for the fight, Freedom is what they say Blessed freedom will come our way, That is what they pray Too many wars and too many battles, No with true just cause. Harboring grudges, Like a kitten with viscous claws Innocents dieing on either side, Tell me where this is right What right do we have as mortal men to carry the weight of the world within? To create hate were we should love? To believe in no God of any kind above, To lose ourselves within this hate True sorrow is what should fill our plates, We are all humans with the same ended fate It matters not what we believe in, Nor how we look within our skin We all long for the same freedom A world without war, Now that would be something to see, Somewhat of a dream to me I do no clam to understand it all, But I know in time with war we will be our own down fall Brothers killing brothers all because of differences in faith
Poem #1
The sound of your voice, rekindles memories A time of long ago of inocence and how things used to be. For time is a thief that steals our dreams and  I was weak and could not see. A perfect crime were not immune.  Then routine becomes our solitude. For feeling left untold, they wither and fade away. Just like a bouquet of flowers and promices of yesterday. I thank you for the glimpse of light That warms my heart on this cold night. For never to taken a chance on life is never to have lived at all. Scott S. Love is not forced, that's why we fall in love. Love never dominates it only truly only cultivates For love makes everything possible, for love is like heaven,  in which God taught me how to love but not how to stop.
Rants
Women Are The Most Frustrating, Illogical Creatures On The Planet.Apparently They Don't Understand The Term "Cause And Effect" And That When They Start An Argument With You Apparently You're Supposed To Crawl Up Into A Ball On The Floor And Not Defend Yourself In Any Manner As They Dangle Your Spinal Cord (With Your Balls Attatched At The Base), As They Are Under The Illusion That Just Because They Have The Vag They Are Some Sort Of Omnipotent Being With Vast Amounts Of Control Over Us.Sorry, I Like My Spine And My Balls. And I Defend Myself (In Any Situation) With Intellect And Facts. If You Choose To Argue With Me, At Least Come To The Argument Armed, Because When I Put You To Shame It Will Only Make You Hate Me More, And Of This Hatred Your Opinion Of Me Forms One Of An Asshole (Women Are Quick To Believe Their Own Thoughts Whether Or Not There Is Any Basis To Said Thought, Usually There Isn't, Example: I Was Told By My Ex That She Believed I Had Slept With Hundreds Of Women, Which
Shorty's Deep Thoughts, Lol
You need something on Fubar?  Like... your life hangs in the balance?!  Maybe you want something, but I seriously doubt that you need anything on Fubar.  Your life will go on if Fubar ends tomorrow.  If you really believe you need something on Fubar, maybe you should reexamine your life and priorities.  Too many people confuse needs with wants.  I need to eat.  Later. I treat everyone with respect and rarely say anything to anyone... I'm a loner.  But I've been watching some of the fighting and crying on here and find it amusing.   If you take pictures of yourself in revealing clothes and suggestive positions solely to get more rates, etc.  You're a piece of meat!  Or at least that's what you're representing yourself as.  So don't be surprised when the dogs come looking for supper.  You can gripe all you want, about the people that send inappropriate messages, but if you are begging for love, you have to take all that comes your way.  Grow some thicker skin and learn to deal ppl... it'
Hey People!
I have people on my friends list, fans list, fans of, etc who don't take the time to talk to me. That's alright. It's your choice if you want to talk to me or not. But, if you continue not talking to me, I will delete you off that list. I need not waste my time on people who are not friends and will not make the attempt to keep in touch or take time out of their day to even say hello. I'll give you a lil time to read this before just deleting you. since you may not immediately notice this blog. Anyway, thank you and take care! http://www.fubar.com/bulletins.php?b=193199753
Gritty Chronicles
"Wet. I toss and turn in this damn uncomfortable bed.  I'll never sleep.  Everything is damp, the sheets, the blankets, me.  The window's open but it brings no relief.  The cars still prowling through these urban streets belching their exhaust and spitting up the dirtied rain carried on the wind it drifts in like a toxic morning dew, gritty vapor. I sit up and light a cigarette.  Coughing wheeze, damn I hate these things; but hey, they're just another med in a long litany of chemicals.  Head spinning in flurry and rush of ideas.  It's hot, summer's on the way.  I feel like I'm choking.  Can't breath through my nose it's blocked.  Damn humidity, damn gritty air. I look around this cell, my room.  No point in leaving it, i know beyond my door the rest of the aprtment's empty.  Someone was here, but who?  Marge?  Mable?  Mary?  I don't remember, I'll settle for Marge.  I can't quite make out her face, so I make one up, not too pretty.  The kind of face that had been pretty but worn awa
My Blog
Ok Im mad I have to start all over cuz I wouldnt fall for some guys lame game I can spot a player a mile away.. Anyways to get me up I need blingpacks so heres what im offering..   12 credit blingpack get you nsfw access 65 credit blingpack gets a nsfw salute and nsfw access 135 credit blingpack  gets a nsfw video salute anything you want! plus nsfw folder access 350 credit blingpack gets you the video and nsfw folder access plus my phone number & yahoo   Ok I gotta make a salute so I figure while im at it Ill make some Nsfw salutes to those who get me a blingpack anyone interested hmmm? ~giggles~
Paternity Fraud, Let's Stop It Now!!
I know I haven't been on here as much as I have been in the past. After being deleted "mysteriously" several times in the last few months, I figure I would just kinda keep a low profile. But, that is only one of the reasons why I haven't been on as much. The main reason is that my husband and I have been busy dealing with a Paternity Fraud case involving his EX wife, her new husband and son. Those of you who have been friends with Dan and I in the past are aware of this, those of you who are recent friends are not. This came about back in August of 2008, when Dan's "son" came to stay with us for a week. Previously, this young man has mouthed off to me and my son's about Dan and his family, saying cruel, hurtful things about them. These rambliings by this young man has always led me to believe that he was not my husband's biological son and when I would mention this to my husband Dan, a fight would always ensue. When this young man was graduating from High School, he called my husband
Independence Festival 2010 Read Now!!!!!
INDEPENDENCE FESTIVAL 2010 READ NOW!!!!! Current mood:  adventurous Category: Music May 5, 2010 - Wednesday  INDEPENDENCE FEST 2010!!! READ NOW!!!!! Current mood:READY!!!! It is that time of the year again that all the snow melts away and mankind can creep out of their houses and get blinded by the sun light. The other thing is bands play festivals and people get to come out and have a great time!!!!!Well here is the deal so far: Bands: Check the main pager for details ! Hosts:Jerrdog WBYR 98.9 The BearJim Rose Circus (You Tube Search) Ticket Cost: $30 Pre Sale / $40 at the gate (Included with camping and is 'General Admission')VIP Packages: TBA We are working on CHARTER BUSES from major cities(Let us know if you are down for it, and we will make it happen)Date: June 25th - 27thLocation: The Water Bowl6811 N Old State Road 3,Muncie, Indiana 47303GPS Cords: (40.251992, -85.369354)‎ +40° 15' 7.17", -85° 22'
Overly Single
OK, here is my problem.  I truly love and respect women.  Probably part of the reason my ex was able take advantage of me for so long.  However, I am also seriously in need of some sex.  I love my female friends and would not want to do anything to jeopardize those friendships.  My preference is to find someone with relationship potential, or a friend with benefits.  However. at this time I would be happy for a one night stand.  I mean come on!  It's been a year and a half! I am getting damn sick and tired of not finding a woman who can see that I am worth having around.  True, I am not working, and I am overweight.  Well you know something?  That doesn't matter.  The fact that I am a good man should matter a hell of a lot more than that.  And so what if I am fat?  I am still good looking.  I have a warm smile and great eyes.  Yeah, I have pain issues in my legs and can't work, so that makes me unworthy?  I don't think so.  Not only am I a good conversationalist, cook and singer, but I
Loraj
WORDS........ THERE IS SO MUCH WE CAN SAY TODAYOUR WORDS RIGHT THERE HAVING THEIR WAYWORDS IN MOTION AND WORDS THAT SIT STILLWORDS THAT CAPTURE WORDS THAT ARE REALIN A SONG MERE WORDS CAN CAPTIVATE THE HEARTOPENING YOUR EYES SHOWING YOU EVERY PARTIN A POEM THEY LEAD YOU RIGHT TO THE SOULSOME YOU TRY TO HIDE WITH SOME YOU GET BOLDA MERE WORD CAN CUT YOU, CUT YOU IN HALFIT CAN PUT A SMILE ON YOUR FACE AND MAKE YOU LAUGHTHE BEAUTY WE FIND WHEN WE SPEAK A WORD INTO A NAMEOR EVEN A WHISPERED WORD CAN DRIVE ONE INSANEOUR WORDS ARE OUR WEAPONS SOME GOOD AND SOME BADTHEY CAN FILL YOU WITH LOVE AND EVEN MAKE YOU MADELOQUENT WORDS WRITTEN AND SPELLED OUT TO SEECAN LEAVE US SPELL BOUND AND MOVED SO DEEPLYSO WHAT ARE THE WORDS THAT YOU WANT TO SAY?WORDS THAT COULD KEEP OR WORDS THAT WOULD STAY ?YOU MIGHT BE SURPRISED BY YOUR WORDS THAT YOU KEEPAND SOME MAY BE SHOCKED BY THE ONES THAT YOU...BLEEP!BUT THESE ARE MERE WORDS THAT CAN JUST BE SAIDBUT HOW DO YOU KNOW ....CAUSE THEY ARE STILL IN YO
So Over It
Is this real, partially real like when you are between dreams and awake, or totally a lie...With so many fake photos and profiles, women flirting when they are already involved with someone, fake FU engagements and marriages which are as fake as Las Vegas, so called friends and those who beg and plead for blings, VIPs and other things that cost real money which give them fake points, FU bucks and fake popularity. I want reality. True feelings, true friends and total honesty because that is what I offer. So over this life and planet. We squabble over petty issues. He/ she has this and we don't. He/she loves him/her and not me. This person has earned this many points and reaches this level and been on the FU less time then I have...This is the most critical time and we should all pull together and say enough is enough. Governments, politics and leaders are making the most bold attempt to steal our money and our very freedoms in the history of mankind through manufactured lies which they
People
People really seem to amaze me how they act anymore. I remember when meetin people was easy an makin friends was even easier but now it seems that all people want to do now a days is stab each other in the back an talk shit on each other. Sorry to tell you people but that is not what friendship is about! An let me get into the relationship thing all it is anymore is games an noone is ever serious anymore! Hmmm well I hate to tell you but there are people out here in the world that have hearts an real feelins an it is not cool to mess with peoples emotions! Love is so freely used anymore it cracks me up! One day I love this one an two days later you love another HELLO thats not love!!! Sorry I had to spill my guts for a minute cause there is real people out there in this world lookin for real things like real friends an real love an I happen to be one of them! Go ahead hate on me or say somethin smart I really dont care! The real truth is I am right an you know it! Okay so I am wantin t
Words From My Heart...
Do you know how much you mean to someone? Have you ever taken the time to think and understand how important and how highly you are looked upon? Your life means more to someone then you know. You are so special and so gifted a person. You have so much wisdom and love inside you. You may not think it sometimes, I know that I don't, but your life influences hundreds of thousands of people everyday. The person behind the counter is influenced by you. The attitude in which you bring them is that attitude in which they project on other people. You know you can influence the world if you yourself try and influence yourself and the attitude in which you carry. If you want to change the world you have to start with yourself people! Change your attitude and I guarantee you will change the world in which you live!! Never doubt yourself in whether you are needed on this earth cuz I guarantee that you are more needed then you know. Because of your attitude and the person that you are you can help
Frustration
Trying to figure out why it is that men seem to see me as a shoulder to lean on and a friend to count on? do you not realize I have feelings too.... I want to be loved...for more than a friend. Why does he need to ask me my opinions? Doesn't he have anyone else to ask? It kills me to see him hurting the way he is...loving her and knowing she is only playing with his heart. And there is nothing I can do. I've tried to tell him...over and over..Everytime he asks for my opinion..I set my heart aside and am honest....But in being honest, he gets mad. Then don't ask me! I do love him....And I don't think he will ever know. At least not until she is out of his life. But she keeps stringing him along. Making him sit and wait. And I know she is never going to go back to him. And he is missing me...who is right in front of him!! I don't think I could be anymore stressed out, so this is primarily going to be some serious venting!!! Like first off, my ex husband and his new wife insist on sho
Take My Heart
DON'T JUST STAND THEREPatty DukePlease don't just stand thereCome and kiss me like beforePlease don't just stand thereLooking down at the floorIf something is wrongGive me just one little signIs there someone elsePlease tell meTell me what what what what's on your mindOnce when we'd meetYou'd run to hold me tightLife was so sweetUntil tonightPlease don't just stand thereGet it over if we're throughPlease don't just stand thereWhile my heart breaks in twoDon't be unfairHow can you be so unkindPlease stop hurting meAnd help meTell me what what what what's on your mind If it's a gameWe don't want to play itAnd if it's goodbyeWhy can't you just say itWhy make me cry like you doHow can you be so unkindPlease start loving meOr leave meTell me what what what what's on your mind **** you can listen on this link: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=EUd1DXaKji8&feature=related
Hello
have a good weekend and check out my cousin, http://fubar.com/joebiden I am a figment of your imagination, I do not actually exist.
Missing My Mom
She helps me calm my fears.She's more then a momShe's my confidontMy guideMy StrengthM best friendYou walked the extra mile to see your children N Grandchildren smileYou taught us so muchAnd were always by our sideYou helped us through our pain and suffering...Even though you were in pain and suffering the last bit of your lifeYour such an amazing woman...You were strong for all us til the end.You picked us up when we were down..You listened n guided us thru the tough timesYou encouraged us to do right...Even stood by our side when a wrong decesion was madeYou loved Uncondtionally..Gave all your heart and soul into everything you loved...Even to your kids and grandchildrenWhen you smiled your face lite up the room.We could lean on you...And you would still be the strong one.You were more than a mom to me..You were a beautiful mom inside and out..Amazing woman,Who had amazing qualities.You are an angel,A wonderful gift sent from god to bless us all,With all your wonderfullness.Your Hear
My Disability
Wicca (pronounced [wike]) is a Neopagan  religion  and a form of modern witchcraft. It is often referred to as Witchcraft  or the Craft[1]  by its adherents, who are known as Wiccans or Witches. Its disputed origins lie in England in the early 20th century,  though it was first popularised during the 1950s by Gerald Gardner, a retired British civil servant, who at the time called it the "witch cult" and "witchcraft", and its adherents "the Wica". From the 1960s the name of the religion was normalised to "Wicca".Wicca is typically a duotheistic religion, worshipping a Goddess and a God, who are traditionally viewed as the Triple Goddess and Horned God. These two deities are often viewed as being facets of a greater pantheistic Godhead, and as manifesting themselves as various polytheistic deities. Nonetheless, there are also other theological positions within the Craft, ranging from monotheism to atheism. Wicca also involves the ritual practice of magic, largely influenced by the ceremo
God Amazes Me
Today is Mother's Day i went to visit my Nana today and as we got there i was so excited to give her, her presents. As she opened the first one it was a little plaque that had a poem/saying on it. It was a few line's from the poem "Foot Prints In the Sand" Little did i know when i picked it up it was my pop's favorite! I must say God works in very amazing ways, I know my pop had a huge role in this present as well! What an awesome day! Rip Pop-pop. Happy Mother's Day to all the Momma's out there!Much Love! There's this site that sells christian clothing, c28.com and there was a shirt that says sinner on it in big letters with a bible verse under it, i kept looking at shirt saying how awesome it is, how much i love it, i was going to order it yesterday and for some reason i kept going back and looking at the shirt, just kept looking at it and staring at it. So as i sat there staring at it, i finally realized why! the reason was because I'm not a sinner! I'm saved! I sin, but I'm not a
Using Logic On Movies
I'm pretty sure most of us have all seen the movie Gremlins. I started thinking about that movie today. And the only thing I could think of was how irresponsible the dad was. I mean seriously who buys there kid a Mogwai? I don't care how mature and responsible you think your child is, that would be a horrible pet for anyone to have. It comes with 3 rules that you think sound simple but in all honesty aren't. Let's take a look at the rules shall we.   1. Keep them away from water. WTF kind of rule is this. I mean sure it makes the Mogwair multiply and spawn evil Gremlins. But why would you buy your child a pet that you can't wash and keep clean? What happens if it goes and gets in mud or something? Are you just supposed to let it wander around your home making a mess of anything and everything it touches?  Not to mention would the furry little bastard start to smell at one point? But remember keep it away from water.  So now you have to deal with a dirty smelly pet for God knows how
Tant's Ramblings
              So this couple that are originally from my home town, a little town of 4500 people, well they moved back. They hate it here so I'm not sure really all the reasoning behind it but mostly because they are broke and they have family here.  Very loving couple like 2 peas in a pod, or as another friend of their called them 2 nuts in a shell but anyway. He is a type 1 diabetic and he takes pretty good care of himself and they've been back here about 7 months. Anyway on May 4th he had a diabetic incident where his blood sugar bottomed out and his wife did everything possible to get it back up but he died.  Very sad.  And it gets worse and I'm mean I dont take his death lightly he was a very sweet guy. However, his wife and I love her dearly I mean it, but she is the most negative person I know she figures tht everyone is out to screw her over or just be ignorant to her and I mean literally she believes this and now her husband passes away and she tells me...."see I told
In The Kingdom Of Heat...
All I can feel             When I close my eyes Is closeness All I can smell             When I breathe in             Is that familiar scent All I taste             When I bite my lip             Is that sweet, unforgettable taste All I hear             When the room is silent             Is thump, thump But when my eyes are open All I see is darkness At one point I could tell you anything I could love you whenever I wanted Now I feel in silence Smiles are now forced And where I used to think And smile unexpectedly I now have an empty stare Instead of my heart jumping I cringe when the phone rings I just can’t believe             Not telling someone you love them could hurt so badly
Heart Broke...mom Leaving!!
So Bin Laden is standing before God waiting to hear his punishment, when God gets a tap on the shoulder. There behind him stand 343 firemen, 72 police officers, one k9 officer, 3,000 American citizens & over 5,000 soldiers. "Don't worry God, we got this one". Wow..Mom got married and they got call ship out to VA, for his work, I'm going to be lost without her...She moved her for ME, 7 yrs ago, after I left her, she is my Best Friend,,,I'm so Going to miss her...She was like MY ROCK in LIFE..All My Life...Know ME LOST FEELING and SAD..WAY SAD...SO when you all see me HEARTBROKE...I WILL MISS MY MOM...SHE IS ONLY ROCK I had as, I WAS hers....BUT she has new life and ME feel alone..I know many of you have had that as I have..BUT when SOMEONE, that is that close to you...and You Lose it..Kind of SCAREY and yet SAD..So, EMOTIONS hard for me right know....THanks for being friends..AS I"M losing MY BEST FRIEND.....Paula
My First Book Released On May 13th, 2010!!
Hey Fu Friends!   My first book "A Shiver at Midnight - A Collection of Spine-Tingling Tales" is now available on Amazon.com and books-a-million.com!!! I do appreciate your support!!!!!   Thanks!   Daryl My first book; "A Shiver at Midnight: A Collection of Spine Tingling Tales," was released on May 13th, 2010.  Check it out here!  http://www.publishamerica.net/product91670.html   Remember to sleep with the lights on....    
Update
I walked into my station as the 2nd tower was hit.   "What movie are you guys watching?" I asked my co workers.   "Umm, no this is live, in New York. They don't know the fuck is going on"   I was an emt working for a private ambulance company in Chicago at the time. I had been out of school a little over 6 months. We sat in horror watchhing the events unfold before us on the tv. Eventually we had to get in our ambulances and try to work. All of our "routine" calls were cancelled for the day. So we sat in our rigs, with white knuckles. I kept waiting for a call on the radio that they had hit the Sears Tower. If that was the case, it would have been all hands on deck. We sat in silence. Listening for any updates from dispatch. Listening to news radio for any updates or news on what was going on.   I was 21 at the time. Lived on my own. My mom called, and was screaming at me "come home right this instant!the world is ending and you can't be at work right now!!!"   I told her "No
Hitting A Woman
im writing this after seeing some more of what "us men" have been saying to the ladies here on fu. first of i will call all women a lady. one cause they have to put up with our asses and the things we say and/or do to them and second they deserve to be treated like they're worth something. us guys get pissed if another person says things we dont like but we treat the ladies like they are here to do nothing more than serve us and bare our children. come on are we really stuck in the dark ages??? im not going to lie i have my pet pevs. one of those is treating a lady like sh*t. i know there are some out there who like to be treated like that but thats their business not mine. respect shown is respect earned or at least thats how i was raised. if you really want to get techical about things we would not be here today if it wasnt for women. plainly put its the truth. if women told us men to take a flying leap the human race would come to an end. so come on guys lets start acting like the a
For Him
Oh oh oh I, oh oh oh IIf I wrote a book about where we standThe title of my book would be "Life with Superman" That's how you make me feel I count you as a privilege This love is so idealI'm honored to be in itI know you feel the same I see it everydayAnd all the things you do And all the things you say You are my rocBaby you're the truthYou are my rocI love to rock with youYou are my rocYou're everything I needYou are my rocSo baby rock with meI wanna kiss ya, feel ya, please ya just rightI wanna touch ya, love ya, baby all nightReward ya, for all the things you doYou are my rocI love to roc with youI love to roc with you Oh oh oh IIf I wanna try to count the ways You make me smileI'll run out of fingers Before I run out of timeTo sing to talk about Sugar you keeps it going onMake me wanna keep my lovin strongMake me wanna try my bestTo give you what you want and what you needGive you my whole heart, not just a little pieceMore than a minimum,I'm talking everythingMore than a single w
Things I Feel Strongly About.
Many of you already know what my opinion is of CPS and the various state-by-state agencies. Here in Oregon, it's known as the Department of Human Resources, and I will be referring to it as such. Just know that this includes DHS, CSD, CPS, and many many more. Also know that I do not think that every single DHS worker is a bad one. Many of them actually do a good job and protect our children. However, in recent years there have been an increasing number of cases that have been mishandled almost to the point of criminal misconduct. I have come to the opinion from my own experiences, those of friends, and of research of done on the subject that while there are those few employee's that do a good job, DHS itself has become almost as much of a danger to our children as the things they are supposed to be protecting our children from. There are a couple things that need to be understood about DHS policy and guidelines, the first of which being that they have the power, without proof of any
10 Things...
10 things every Family Guy fan should know:   10. How to spell and pronounce the city they live in. 9. Know the names of the two schools mentioned on the show. 8. How Joe became paralyzed 7. The religion Peter started and who they worshiped. 6. Who Seth MacFarlane does the voices for. 5. The words to "Shipoopie" 4. The names of both of Peter's bosses, and where he worked for them. 3. Why people only understand Stewie part of the time. 2. Peter's favorite band...EVER and... 1. Who does the voice for Meg, and how hot she is. This will, quite possibly, be an ongoing blog. I will add a new "10 things..." list as often as I feel the need to. Some will be funny, some informative, and some will make you think...who am I bullshitting, none of them will make you think. My first will deal with my favorite genre of music. METAL!!!!   So, for your reading pleasure I present: 10 things every real metalhead should know
Rockfest 2010
Lots of people talk about love, but I learn new things about what it really is quite often lately.  For example, I spent this past week at my boyfriend's house, and was going to come home this morning because I have my son this weekend and wanted to be here when he got here.  I loaded up my stuff I was bringing home, kissed him goodbye, and started to leave.  I got about a block down the street and discovered my brakes were not working, so I turned around and went back.  He thought I'd forgotten something (a normal occurance for me), but was quick to react when I told him about my brakes. He got on his hands and knees and looked at each tire for signs of brake fluid, and it took a bit of distracted discussion (and more searching) to find the leak was actually coming from the line almost directly below the drivers door.  He put his plans for his weekend on hold to take me to get high pressure hose, clamps, and a tiny hack saw to try a cheap, temporary fix- just to get me home and to a
Anime - Videos [nsfw]
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Cuz I Can
debating on getting my tongue pierced after i have my baby girl...what does everyone think? you can love me or hate me. its not going to break me. who cares who judges you? live your life the way you want too. only you can change YOUR life. if u dnt like the way i do things, too damn bad...get ur own life then. im bisexual...have been since i was 15-16yrs old. im 20 now. im tired of keeping it secret.    "ima hold my head high like i have a nosebleed" ima keep on doing me and u can keep on doing u....
Mafia
Hello Everyone! I have finally deceided to start my turfup again! I am looking for new members from Underboss on down! Come join me if you have the time.. The link is below either cut and paste or just search for HMM or Heavy Metal Mafia! http://fubar.com/mafia/?t=7926 Welcome to HMM!Thank you for stopping by!Now to the disclaimer....This is just a game and it will be treated as such.No drama will be allowed here.If you must have drama please take it somewhere else.Members that are in a "paid" position will earn their "pay".Bring any problems that you have to the attention of the Boss or UnderBoss.Do Not Start a bunch of BS in anyones Shoutbox.Don't start none.....won't be none. Members Only Section:This is how the game is played for all that do not already know:Although some will say that you get 1 weapon and armor per mob member this is not the case.The weapons and armors have different attack and defense stats.So, if you have weapons with higher stats for attack they will be us
Bella
Females should have more respect for themselves. Just because you get on cam naked for a guy does not mean that they like you, or even think that you are sexy! they are thinking that you are the whore that you really are! there is other ways that you can get the positive kind of attention and you can start with having some class. I am sick and tired of going over and beyond for people and them taking me for granted! I wish people would realize that when they have something/someone good in their life they should hold on tight!! BECAUSE THERE IS NOT THAT MANY GOOD PEOPLE OUT THERE!
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Tforceradio.com
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Squirrel Vs. Motorcyclist
An old prospector shuffled into the town of El Indio, Texas leading an old tired mule. The old man headed straight for the only saloon in town, to clear his parched throat. He walked up to the saloon and tied his old mule to the hitch rail. As he stood there, brushing some of the dust from his face and clothes, a young gunslinger stepped out of the saloon with a gun in one hand and a bottle of whiskey in the other. The young gunslinger looked at the old man and laughed, saying, "Hey old man, have you ever danced?" The old man looked up at the gunslinger and said, "No, I never did dance... never really wanted to." A crowd had gathered as the gunslinger grinned and said, "Well, you old fool, you're gonna' dance now," and started shooting at the old man's feet. The old prospector, not wanting to get a toe blown off, started hopping around like a flea on a hot skillet. Everybody was laughing, fit to be tied. When his last bullet had been fired, the young gunslinger, still
My Life On Fubar
ok i think i have a lot to offer i could show that you can survive if you want to. I know that it seems impossible. but i am proof it isnt. Is it hard hell yes. But life is not easy you get what you put into it. i think that sometimes people just turn their backs and ignore, one thing i have learned is that there are a lot of people that say they are friends but are not, it is better to have one true friend then 100 so called friends. I have learned that you dont tell people your life if you dont want to impact theirs. I have also learned that there is only one person you can depend on and thats your self and warning sometimes your self even let you down. I also know that talking about can be healing and also it  can hurt. dont put your self out there if you are not a strong person. another thing is say what you mean and mean what you say . I will post more when asked and would love to meet more people like me. \peace out jim hello this my first blog so be nice. i am. going to share
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Ashlee's Blog
well things are finally getting better thank god i'm finally getting over the asshole that broke my heart in a million lil pieces so thats a good thing. Well about a month ago my bf dumped me! He told me the reason he dumped me was because he needed to be alone cause he goes through these phase fuckin phsyco but i loved him anyway but we haven't even been broke up a month an he has someone else!! ha ha so the real reason he broke up with me was because he was cheating on me an wanted her more than me so all of the things he told me was a lie. Plus i heard from a close friend of his that the only reason he was with me was cause i had a car and the only reason he told me that he loved me was to get me to shut up.....WAT A PIECE OF SHIT!!!!!! but since we broke up my life has been a whole lot better plus i will be continueing my education like i will be starting school in june to be a pharmacy tech. so well thats all thats goin on in my life!!!!
This Place
 The next thing I want to bring up is all the profiles with Strategic photos, the ones that show face and all the cleavage. You go to a profile and you see several to a couple of hundred pictures of a woman and all you see is face and cleavage from the overhead, the Birds eye view. Lets get real ladies, if you are taking only the overhead Birds eye shots obviously you are hiding something. If you have something to hide go elsewhere to sucker guys and many of you do. Some of you should seriously consider spending alot less time on FUBAR and alot more time in the gym or outdoors exercising.  If you think I am pciking on people and/or being mean ............ I have struggled to maintain a level of fitness and remain within Army height and weight standards for the last 26 years. I walk with my daughter and Classc1 on a regular basis.  Take a look at her page (Classc1), fresh photos taken within days. She looks pheonomenal, you cant tell she is a mom and had a normal pregnancy. I think
Diary Of A Mad Man
The following was just something that came to me. It isn't written for anyone specific. Hope you all enjoy it. if you do please leave a comment I love to hear feedback.  Thank you it took just one lookfor me to realizebeauty beyond comparewhen I stare into your eyeseverytime I hear your voiceI am listening to an angel singthe words flowing from my heartdescribing the joy you bringwhen I kiss your lipsI can taste italian winepouring into my soulintoxicating my mindwhen I am all alonewishing you were hereI can smell your perfumelingering in the airwhen I hold you in my armsI'm the luckiest man aliveyou are what i been praying forthe love of my life. Just the mere thought of you Puts a smile on my faceYou are ther only starShining in my outer space If I traveled the worldI would never findsomeone who was more beautifulYour are one of a kind You lift my spiritsWhen I am feeling downYou give me strengthWithout having to make a sound With each passing dayI fall more in loveYou are a prec
Adventures In Date Land
I got stood up Saturday. Second date with Pumpkin. He is supposed to come to my house, sends me many txts to this effect and then just never shows up. I don't know what happened. The next day I get a txt asking if I have Valium or Vicidon. I say, "no, sorry." At 1:30 am I get a txt saying he'll be in my area today, and at 3 am nother "Don't you care?" As if somehow this is about me not caring. My friend says I need to stop imagining what it feels like to be Pumkin ("What's the chance he will be really devastated?") and just tell him it's not going to work out. So, yeah, another Saturday, a week or two later, we're supposed to meet again.  As it draws nearer, he sends me txts about how much he is looking forward to seeing me, and I am kind of cringing, but I tell myself it could be OK; if I don't do it I might miss out on something (his OKCupid profile is awesome, of course,t he didn't mention anything about bad breath.) He comes over and I spend the day watching him smoke pot and
No Love
Suicide Hold on never let go don't let their words take control Stay true to who you are and you will go far Hold on never let go don't let their words take control Stay true to who you are and you will go far Suicide it's always on my mind I'm tired of people asking why? Why I talk like this why I cut my wrist why I live my life like this I don't care what they say they aint me they don't know my pain the thought in my brain I don't care it's like whatever cuase you bitches just don't know better . Hold on never let go don't let their words take control Stay true to who you are and you will go far Hold on never let go don't let their words take control Stay true to who you are and you will go far Blade in my hand blood on my arm what the fuck do you think is going onHart full of pain head full of hell go on ask if I'm wellMind racing leg shaking slide the blade again blood rushingThoughts stop tempting suggestions clear way out I see it I'm think I'm ready I'm talking it Hold o
Working On A Backhoe At The Farm So Much Fun
       
Poems
Fast this life of mine was dying,Blind already and calm as breath,Snowflakes on her bosom lyingScarcely heaving with her breath.Love came by, and having known herIn a dream of fabled lands,Gently stooped, and laid upon herMystic chrism of holy hands;Drew his smile across her folded eyelids,As the swallow dips;Breathed as finely as the cold didThrough the locking of her lips.So when Life looked upward, beingWarmed and breathed on from above,What sight could she have for seeing,Evermore... But only Love? Five Months Ago the stream did flow,The lilies bloomed within the sedge,And we were lingering to and froWhere none will track thee in this snow, Along the stream, beside the hedge.Ah, sweet, be free from love and go!For, if I do not hear thy foot, The frozen river is as mute,The flowers have dried down to the root:And why, since these be changed since May,Shouldst thou change less than they?And slow, slow as the winter snow, The tears have drifted to mine eyes;And my poor cheeks, five
Lots Of Fun Past This You Will Love It
Hiya (firstname) , I've got to tell you about this really cool site I have found today. It's a brand new twist on a an age old concept in web site advertising and the best part, it's absolutely free! http://sweeva.com/ref/peperflash It's called Sweeva and I've already seen some amazing results from it. It's not like anything you have ever experienced before but what is so cool is that it's very easy to set up and get working for your web site. It took me about 5 minutes to sign up and get started.... Be sure to check it out and experience what Sweeva calls 'social browsing'. You surf with hundreds of other members, you get to rate sites as they appear and you can network with like minded individuals. Ooops, I almost forgot you get rewarded from rating sites, viewing sites and commenting on sites. This is the easiest way to promote any site you have ever wanted too... http://sweeva.com/ref/peperflash Enjoy it! (your name) P.S. Oh ya, when you sign up be sure to check out the ja
Lessons Learned
Hi Aryes517 I work in the marketing department for Match.com and wanted to present an opportunity to you that we think you would be great for. Do you want to be filmed on a first date with someone you are interested in meeting from Match.com? These dates are light, fun and truly illustrate how exciting it can be when you give Match.com a try. So, if you're feeling spontaneous, we want to hear from you!  To see examples of First Dates we've recently filmed, visit www.youtube.com/matchusa If you're interested in participating, please let me know ASAP so that I can give you more information involving next steps. Also, please send the following to be considered: 1.       A recent picture of yourself 2.       Phone number to reach you 3.       First and last name Thanks! Lauren Filipski Match.com Marketing After a while you learn the subtle difference between holding a hand and chaining a soul and you learn that love doesn't always mean security. And you begin to learn that kisses
Dating
What is a Kiss?? There are meaningless kisses.....there are stop you kisses and there are in love kisses. What would u rather have? C what is up with this whole Fubar thing?????? You have people on here flirting, stripping, talking , chatting, doing whatever and you can't figure out if anything is fake or not????? Than there is all of the Fake Crap around here with the Fake photo's or porn stars I mean come one unless your a 40 year old virgin get a life. To be contin.....
Me
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Support Issues
http://fubar.com/blog/328015/1121489 Please read this carefully.  This is not a joke. I see this happen daily and you come to support frantic and expect us to put out your fire.    DO NOT GIVE ANYONE ACESSS TO YOUR ACCOUNT!  This means DO NOT give anyone one your login info, password, etc. If you do, you are asking for trouble. DO NOT GIVE ANYONE YOUR PASSWORD OR LOG IN! You are the ONLY one that should access your account. This is in our terms of service and is for your benefit. Read 1 and 2 until it is CRYSTAL CLEAR!   This is some of the stuff you open yourself up to. -that dude you were fuengaged to who bombed for you while you were at work. He will give your password out to his other girl and she will get jealous and you two will start war. If you are stupid enough to allow someone into your account, then you are probably stupid enough to allow that person to buy bling.  That dude will buy his sanchita some bling packs, and you will come crying to support that you were
Miss Chemical's Blog Of Total Boredom
I've been in some bad times this last week. If you'd like to help or have a NSFW or SFW salute from me, check out my Twitter, click the latest link & sign up to the site using it & you'll get your choice of either of the above. Thanks in advance. It's a simple task and it's free AND you could see me on cam without being a guest. lol   1. Put your music library on shuffle.2. For each question, press the next button to get your answer.3. You must write that song title as the answer to the question, no matter how silly it sounds! Most of the time they seem to work though, strangely enough.4. Ok, go!5. When you're done, the answer to #20 is the Title of your note.1. If someone says "Is this okay?" You say?Hatredy [by Dethklok]2. How would you describe yourself?This Love [by Maroon 5]3. What do you like in a guy/girl?Haha - Sweet Transvestite [by Rocky Horror Picture Show Soundtrack]4. How do you feel today?Time of Your Life [by Green Day]5. What is your life’s purpose?Porn & Trage
Coding Tests
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Hand Me Down
Someday they'll find your small town world on a big town avenueGonna make you like the way they talk when they're talking to youGonna make you break out of the shell cause they tell you toGonna make you like the way they lie better than the truthThey'll tell you everything you wanted someone else to sayThey're gonna break your heart, yeahFrom what I've seenYou're just a one more hand me downCuz no one's tried to give you what you needSo lay all your troubles downI am with you nowSomebody ought to take you inTry to make you love againTry to make you like the way they feelWhen they're under your skinNever once did think they'd lie when they're holding youYou wonder why they haven't calledWhen they said they'd call youYou start to wonder if you're ever gonna make it byYou'll start to think you were born blindFrom what I've seenYou're just a one more hand me downCuz no one's tried to give you what you needSo lay all your troubles downI am with you nowI'm here for the hard timesThe straight
Designers
I've decided to start a blog series about design. This is the first in a series. I will also later include either a video or a link you can use to see some of my work. I'll be updating my status from time to time so that you are aware that a new design blog has been posted. I hope you get something useful out of these blogs as I have.   http://tv.adobe.com/watch/fitc/marketing-your-skillz-aka-self-promotion-for-the-shy-creative-type I've decided to start a blog series about design. This is the first in a series. I will also later include either a video or a link you can use to see some of my work. I'll be updating my status from time to time so that you are aware that a new design blog has been posted. I hope you get something useful out of these blogs as I have.      
Newest No Title
lost...thoughts of happiness and gentle kiss ... i wonder ...hold my breath for a time...what do we keep...lost..only memories..or a piece of soul...what loves if you are lucky heart mind and soul...lost... would you give...give your soul..to be shared...loved...maybe that is the answer....maybe that is your fear...lost back from vacation. eye opening experience. had a great time. enjoyed self but learned a hard truth.  I was blessed for awhile with a wife and a good wife.  My depression fucked it all up.  Now it is lost.  Being just friends does not work.  I would rather be alone.  Since I love with everything I had yet my sickness depression got the best of my I think it is time to live that new life the "Acceptance" phase. I do not think I could ever love again with heart soul mind and sprit.  So on with a lonely life with my family nearby Mom (overprotective, worring, and always nagging), Danielle (good heart, lives her onw life, i like that about her, her two daughter which i am j
Life Answers
Our destiny is always clouded in mystery, it is always in the fog that is our life. We sometimes get a glimpse of what we are supposed to accomplish before we die but we never seem to do it. Most of us go to the grave having not fufilled our lifes goal or making our mark on the world. It is as if we are destined to fail in our lifes accomplishments as if this is our very destiny. I would hate to think that but how many times have we set goals in our life and failed to reach them. This does not mean our lives are worthless it just means we have not fufilled our full potential. We have not made our full impact on the world and we have not lived up to the things people expect from us. We all have some type of destiny and in some small way we may have fufilled parts or even the whole of it. Some may say what about the ones who die to young to even know the word destiny well in a way the have still filled it because wsa someones life not touched for the better for knowing htem. This was the
Things I Like
He sits and looks out across the valley. While staring in amazment at what he see’s before his eyes he wonders what she is thinking.  Is she thinking of him? What is she doing?   Where is she?  He can only imagine.    He is amazed   He then thinks of all that she has said to him.  He thinks of the trust that he has for her.  What her words really mean, and why they mean so much to him.  He thinks of these words because she has given him a gift.  It is that feeling that is down deep, so down deep that it is a surprise to him when it has finally come out.  It has been something that was there all along.  Something indescribable.  So real, so right.   He is amazed   While just sitting and staring off at what God has created, a smile comes across his face.  He has thought of one of the many memories that he has shared with her.  His mind goes back in time to places that he had been, the feelings he had felt, the love that he had shared with her.  The smile is still there, but
If Only ..
I love to listen to you talk,as you open up to me,expressing what your feeling,and everything you see. I love they way you listen,and how i know you understand,everything I'm mumbling,and help me through it with your hand. I love how you give me advice,and tell what's on your mind,You always make me fell better,with those things you say, I love the way you help me,Whether is night or day,your always there,every step of the way. I love the way you make me smile,and make me glow with delight,You take away my fears,and make everything alright. I love everything about you,And you'll always be my Friend .. and maybe more,I love the fact we don't know what's in store.  ... If everyone who has ability to see.. could for one week see in a fog. They would understand and see life a little differently ..of course senses are more acute .. but there are other sense that becomes apparent, you ou go on instinct .I have learned so much about myself as well as others from experencing this . I ha
Just Think About It!!!!
The one thing that remains... It seems like it's always this time of year that i stress myself out so bad that I freak at the small things, because the big things are so enormous that the shadows they inflict on my life make everything dark. I'm just looking for some sunlight, and I know that it's right around the corner, but right now, I feel like that corner is light years away. Time creeps and im barely scraping by.  But amidst all the pressure and the ...i guess overwhelming ambition to do great, there is one thing that remains.  Irreplaceable support. Mom, I dont tell you often enough, how much you keep me motivated and on my feet.  When shit falls apart or i start to talk myself down, you are always there to pick up the debris and toss me back on track. The little texts you send are uplifting, even if it just says "you are wonderful and i love you no matter what." but the truth is, im only wonderful because of you .  You shaped me to always be strong and such an individual with
Dynomite Mademen Non-hitlist
Dont attack KING'S DOMINIONturf ty http://fubar.com/mafia/?t=113 im friends with boss in that turf dont drop links in his turf just cick on ppl and add them tywanta add us simlpe request us on our mob profileif i didnt add ya plz understand i got full 750 mob i can hardy add anyone when i get open i add ya ty for understanding feel free to add my other turfmates in ur mobuse that link to add them tynew ally Anarchy 99TOTAL RAGE Big Turfs u shouldnt attack (never mind that if there on hitlist)biker mafia Kings Dominion(RHFS) - dont hit themKnight Stalkers - big turfLucifer Legion - my friends turfSurf and turf (we ally add them allTattooed pierced and Dangerous - beuse we allysRedeemers will prvail - got alot of cash2-3 on small turfs many as needed when attacking on hitlist if there not in turf go for it attack as many as u want1-2 when attacking for cash on other big turfsDont attack young gun mafianew ally plz add them in ur mob ty look for total rage keyword Big Turfs u shouldnt a
Words Of Mafiacabie
what is wrong with people they should have some fun everyone is to tight relax use it and not lose it fubar is fun im sure maybe real relationships develop but everyone knows the facts its fun so lets lite up and drink up.   this has been a friendly service announcement from your friendly mafiacabie we honor our brothers and sisters. we honor their deaths their fight for our freedom. we honor the men and women past and present . that have died and still fight on. thank you from my family to our gi,s may you go home soon. 
Me,myself And I
I'm ashley wilson...A very hot and sexy lady that no man can resist...Kissing is my favorite but it depends on who I kiss...I am so flirty that leads me for being bitchy...But I can be funny and wacky two that can make your lonely world happy and crazy wild...I wear thongs most of the time...But at times I try not wearing (panties) too...And it feels good...lol...without it I don't have to be conscious with panty lines...I like to unleash the immortality of every man by just ripping the clothes off...And satisfying their needs to the fullest...Have a doubt???well, you can figure that out by yourself, there's no harm only satisfaction...I'll be waiting for you, sweety...I want to be touched everywhere...I usually like to start w/ kissing, That's my favorite...If I kiss somebody who doesn't know how to kiss, I don't want to go any further, but if you know how to kiss, then I'm so much interested in you...You are probably good in bed...haha...And from that it can lead you further to touch
Parody Song
Cock Blockingby Andrew QuintanillaHey I'm cock blocking you and your ex,I can't help it that my penis is too small to fix,Can't you realise I don't last long and can't please,I'm cock blocking, I'm cock blockingYou don't have to know I'm jealous,that I am jealous,Baby girl, you know me,that when your with him,I get so so shitty,I know what you do behind my back,I know I can't satisfy,even though he can outdo me,I'm only a minute manI can't go any longer I'm cock blocking you and your ex, I can't help it that my penis is too small to fix, Can't you realise I don't last long and can't please, I'm cock blocking, I'm cock blockingI try to control, But you ignore,I whine about when it hurts,Even during rough sex,I wished you know,Why I can't be Orgasmo, When will you listen,But your too strong for meAm I too much of a pussy,Cause I will admit it,Come on and tell me,I could only last so little,Am I right or wrongAnd I'm cock blocking you and your ex,I can't help it that my penis is too sm
Army Life
Well We are in Indiana on Vacation, Having a great time btw, My hubby, the kids and I went out to eat today, I am use to seeing soldiers everywhere, in the stores, just about everywhere, you get use to it, and yes i do love it lol...but when you go to some areas you dont see soldiers, like where we are in indiana, the closest Post is about an 1 hour away, I was coming out of the resturant and there was a soldier in uniform getting out of his car, I had my "ARMY WIFE" tshirt on, he comes up to me, and says, "I have to shake your hand" I know my mouth fell as far to the floor as it could, I said, um, ok, but only if i can shake yours, he smiled and said, I think I can do that, we each thanked each other for a very special but hard job....It was the highlight of my day....I do NOT expect my hand to get shaked because im an army wife, its a job i love and take in with pride, no matter how damn hard it can be...and never did i put myself in the same group as the soldier...life is hard, but
Where I Go
Ok I get it. I was never intended to be the one to chase the white rabbit. My name isn't Alice and I'll never have tea with the Mad Hatter. Here I thought that the whole point to life was to chase your dreams, no matter how far fetched they may seem. Now I'm seeing things from a different vantage point. I am beginning to realize that some dreams aren't meant to be chased. Some of them, you are only supposed to dream and hope for. I'm slowly figuring out which ones I should chase and which I should let chase me. I'm too old for the games and not old enough to give up. Maybe at some point things will become crystal clear, but for now there's a cloud of mist in my line of sight. So from now on, I will let the dream chase me. I will not put it on a pedastal nor let it take over every fiber of my being, like it has been. I don't want a broken heart, or to let tears fall, so I will not let something so unsure take me over. For the moment I will continue to hope and continue to dream, but jus
Poems
Just a call RIP FRANK PINK (I love you daddy) Oct. 28, 1960 – Aug 10, 2001   I never knew what it meant to be alone, Until I lost you, I wish I could pick up the phone, Dial your number, “Hey daddy it’s me!” I wish it was that easy, But it’s not. I dial your number and stop. You won’t answer, you can’t Its silent “...BEEP...” “This phone number is no longer in service” It hurts like a stab in the chest, 9 years have went so fast, I wish I could call you and ask you about your day. Just to make sure you’re
Dhlguitaristfumeister
     http://musicmanager.last.fm/manage/album?album=241133458 DHL  -  PROMOTION Greetings to all my friends and fans! Download each track from my “ Abyss “ album!  for FREE ! That’s right! For the entire month of August, 2011 you can download, or just listen to the entire “ Abyss “  Cd, all 10 tracks, full-length and for FREE ! For those of you, who live in and arround Los Angeles - come check it out and see it “live “   Hey ya'll...if you like to rock out to progressive rock/metal.shred, this is for you! .So, kick back and crank it! Should you, while listening, experience a feeling of being dizzy, have difficulties in swallowing, temporary loss of speech, hearning and vision or experience a " furection" lasting more than 4 hours....stop the video and try again http://vids.myspace.com/index.cfm?fuseaction=vids.individual&videoid=103903439
Sex Only
I am looking for hot nasty girls to play with We already talked about mutual masturbation, but what if you tied me up so I cant touch you.Your job is to make my cock rock hard with out touching me, can you make me cum without touching me? How? Ever get caught masturbating?  ...Me not sure?    You? Tried to get caught masturbating? Me yes You?(my friend let me stay in his daughters room a few days(she in her sisters), (she was 19 36d and a round butt always hanging out her shorts) she had no problem flashing me sometimes, shaved pussy ass and braless bouncing boobs)I use to time her getting off from work. and leave the door unlocked hoping she needed a change of clothes I would be totally nude trying to make my cock huge as possible.(usually one of her parents came home first) but it was worth a try.  Position yourself with a 50/50 chance of getting caught? Me yes You?still do about once a month, there is a very prude lady next doorone of her widows lines up exactly like mine sometim
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About Me And What U Should Know About Me
1. I will only be posting PG-13 pics of me...NO NSFW ones and don't ask to see cause u will be deleted from my friends list...go somewhere else for that. 2. NO DRAMA ON MY PAGE PLEASE!!!! 3. PLEASE Don't Take any of my pics that have to do with me please...(they are mine) pics in the tv and movie or whatever u may rip those..i don't care..if u like 4. Im a very easy going woman if u just respect my rules on my page..thanks that is all i ask just so u know my man know's that i am on this site and what i am doing... besides i am not doing anything wrong and keeping it pg13 on my pics so i don't see anything wrong with it...and ladies are more than welcome too..don't be shy like new friends..well have to finish making breakfast and good morn and good afternnoon and good night...=)
Short Story Section I Wrote
The first day was long and full driving with passing scenery of stone and wave. Tremendous walls rose of mountain drawing the eye towards them as they reached for the sky. Birds flew over head as road signs and green vastness flew by. Many hours rode the wind and soon we arrived in the Sin City. It was a towering monolith to mans' gluttony and over indulgence in all things. Buildings of all shapes and sizes stormed from the ground, crowded together but each unique with something special to offer to anyone willing to part with time and money. Today would be the day of rest.   After sleep we made a point to get in some gambling action while wandering vast corridors in search not only of shops and excitement but of any sight that might be seen. We experienced a show of unrivaled proportions with tremendously skilled impersonators that left my heart souring. The very show itself had my soul and my spirits wound. After surveying many shops and purchasing various wares from m
Ure All Invited!
Hell it B Friday!!!!!! Cum join me Friday 8/6 at Midnight Fu time, 3 am EST 4 My HH! Gonna sett off my boommer, autos, Famp N bomb!   Pleease B there! Cum n join me on Friday @ the witching hour. (12AM Fu time)   Doing this one in honor of it being Princes Birthday on Monday 6/7!;)
Boomer
boomer for sale . place your price We all worry about breast cancer, fubar has a bling for that. The stats show that almost no one worries or cares about our children with cancer..They are our future, and without them, well, we have no future, so please help our future blosom, promote awarerness for children with cancer.I grew my hair and 2 years later, I donate it to locks of love, a child with cancer deserves a second chance on life.Let's all stand up to the cause and help as much as we can, because again, children are our future..Thank you for all who support the cause,and feels that we all have to do something about it .
A Song That Describes My Feelings Before Nigel And I Got Together.
Drew looks at me, I fake a smile so he won't see that I want and I'm needing everything that we should be.  I'll bet she's beautiful, that girl he talks about and she's got everything that I have to live without.  Drew talks to me, I laugh cuz it's just so funny that I can't even see anyone when he's with me.  He says he's so in love, he's finally got it right.  I wonder if he knows he's all I think about at night. He's the reason for the teardrops on my guitar.  The only thing that keeps me wishing on a wishing star.  He's the song in the car I keep singing, don't know why I do. Drew walks by me, can he tell that I can't breathe?  And there he goes, so perfectly the kind of flawless I wish I could be.  She'd better hold him tight, give him all her love look in those beautiful eyes and know she's lucky cause He's the reason for the teardrops on my guitar.  The only thing that keeps me wishing on a wishing star.  He's the song in the car I keep singing, don't know why I do. So I dri
Life
Ich will Ich will dass ihr mir vertraut Ich will dass ihr mir glaubt Ich will eure Blicke spüren Ich will jeden Herzschlag kontrollieren Ich will eure Stimmen hören Ich will die Ruhe stören Ich will dass ihr mich gut seht Ich will dass ihr mich versteht Ich will eure Phantasie Ich will eure Energie Ich will eure Hände sehen Ich will in Beifall untergehen dl will deinee Muchi     Seht ihr mich? Versteht ihr mich? Fühlt ihr mich? Hört ihr mich? Wilst Du mich Könnt ihr mich hören? Si hören dich Könnt ihr mich sehen? Sie sehen dich Könnt ihr mich fühlen? Sie fühlen dich Ich versteh euch nicht Ich will Ich wollen dass ihr uns vertrautIchwollen dass ihr uns alles glaubtIch wollen eure Hände sehenIch wollen in Beifall untergehen - ja Könnt ihr mich hören? Sie hören dich Könnt ihr mich sehen? Sir sehen dich Könnt ihr mich fühlen? WSie fühlen dich Ich versteh euch nicht Könnt ihr uns hören? Sier hören euch Könnt ihr uns sehen?Sie sehen euch Könnt ihr uns fühlen? Sie fühlen
Im Human
seems so stupid and somewhat ill mannered thinking of you ritually unwillingly would you blame me if i made the mistake of confessing what would you say if i expressed the, the thoughts that never fail to race through my head it hurts me thinking of you it physically hurts me thinking of you seems so worn and somewhat tired dedicating time of day to lost cause what words would i say if you cared enough to hear my voice and what kind of people would we be if we were together? it tears me apart wanting you it tears me mentally apart wanting you can you not comprehend? id welcome you with open mind. ive been climbing skyscrapers and altering lifestyles ive been charging dreams to maxed out futures i can only fantasize for so long c'mon baby lets dance lets invent a new form of romance lets give each other a chance to break down the barriers of past it makes me smile it makes me unknowingly smile its getting harder to ignore the obvious feelings they climb up and down all along the ha
Why Does He Love Me So Much
WHY DOES HE LOVE ME SO MUCH IM NOT ALL THAT I MEAN COME ON THERE IS BETTER WOMEN OUT THERE THEN ME CAN ANYONE TELL ME WHY????????????????????? WHY IS IT WHEN YOU RATE EVERY SINGLE PIC A CHERRY BOMBER HAS THEY STILL DONT BOMB YOU WTFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFF CAN ANYONE EXPLAIN THIS TO ME ?????????????????????????????????????????????????????????
Sinking Ship
how do we as pl know what to think and how to take what others say as to be truth, lies, something we want to hear or need to hear, i am beginning to believe ppl say what we in a round about way tell them we need, and want to hear which may not always be the truth....i for one just want the truth no matter if i want to hear it or not, i could get over bein hurt quickly rather than being strung along. my ship is sinking fast, no way to stop it, no way to help it sink faster.. i cant find the support or the communication between me and my wheelman, how is one to do all this alone and keep the ship at sea and from sinking when no one is willing to help... i cant give cords of where the ship is..... it isnt allowed ..i cant give names of the crew..... it isnt allowed... feels like im on a secret ship and now its sinking i am not sure if i shud drown with my ship or jump off and tell the world of my close to death experience  .. i am in awe of all the things that i have to decide and do it
Ikaw Ay Aking Asawa
I love you with all my heart and being. I want to be one with you and give you myself 100%, there is no room for me to love another. You are all i crave and my hearts only desire . I want to walk hand in hand with you in the moonlight over the sandy beaches. When we are old and grey I want to do the same things with you, holding your hand and kissing you sweetly. My love, you are my everything, I love you!      
Poetry By Meeeee
How can I get a grip, when my fingers constantly slip?Some can't deal with the stress, figuring that out isonly half the test. Helping fix other people's situationsis something I'm good at, but why is it still somethingI have to work at? I'm lost right now. It's like I'mrunning through a maze blindfolded. It's a paralyzingfeeling, like being trapped in box. I can't move. I'm surrounded by doubt and confusion. Something's missingMaybe it's love, maybe it's a material object. The confusion what really screwing me up. I'll figure it out, it's just writing it down kinda helps the the situation out. This started out as a poem..... LOOK HOW CONFUSED I AM. LOL
Poem 1
Shadows of memories, persistently reverberate, the mind's eye seeks to give form to these sillouetts. Dark premonitions have come, and gone, as time's sands deteriorate, Brief moments of happiness, surrounded by thoughts of missed options I regret. As the years continue to cycle, I find that seasons begin to grey, all become one, briefly, second sight lingers, just long enough to open the doors of a pleasant day. Rustling winds becon, calling my name, to join in their dance, a myriad of color, for an instant, flashes it's promise of peace, analysing it's ways, I am entranced. Shall I linger, on this plain, though I am a walker between worlds, to bear witness to this world's continuity of degradation? Into another ponderous thought scape, I am hurrled, growing weary of this fleshen shell, this plain, and finite limitations... To be free, once more, to feel the cold, vast regions of the macrocosm surround me, I long for the embrace of the unmanifest,an
Negative Thought Not Cool
Apparently Dunkin Doughnuts is giving away a free doughnut today with a purchase of coffee. Nice job Dunkin Dougnuts, you're encouraging unhealthy eating to build your business. Who cares if it leads to obesity, diabetes, and heart attacks, right? You're making money! It's truly sad how many negative people there are out there. Instead of wasting your time tearing down others and posting negative comments, why not focus your attention on something more productive? Try posting a positive status instead of a negative one! Positive attitude will not only make you feel better, but will take you a long way in your career, relationships, etc.
The Lifestyle
This was written for me by my first real Master. I loved him with all my heart, but left him when things got difficult, because I was still quite untrained and weak. I miss him sometimes.   The Master The Master is a strong man, a dominant man.   He is sure of himself, confident in his place in society. He cherishes females, revels by their presence.  He is giving, caring, Loving and understanding. When the Master takes on a new fledgling, he worships her, discovers her, slowly possesses her. He gently pushes her, always ready to show her that she is strong, that her limits are not what she believes them to be, that she can be taken farther. In this, the Master reveals to the fledgling her own confidence, her own levels of self esteem. As the Master learns his new fledgling, an understanding takes place. He senses her desires, her needs, her passions. With this new knowledge, the Master takes care of the fledgling, always giving what the fledgling needs but not necessarily what she p
Dedicated To Tupac And Everybody Here In Fubar
NSPIRATION IS WHAT TUPAC GAVE ME BEING YOUNG, STRONG MINDED ANd leaving life i starded freestyling cuz pac gave me inspiration. LOST IN THE STREETS IN MY CAR PLAYING IS A NEW 2PAC RELEASE REMINDING ME THAT SOMEWHERE THERE IS PEACE. SOMETIMES I CRY WONDERING WHY SOME MANY OF MY FRIENDS HAD & HAVE TO DIE. LISTENING TO PAC I KNEW IT WAS ME AGAINST THE WORLD & DONT TRUST JUST ANY GIRL. PEOPLE GLORIFY BEING SHOT NO LIE TO TELL LIL HOMIE THEM BULLETS ARE HOT, AND THEM PEOPLE GOT A SPOT FOR YA CALLED 3HIDES & A COT. RIDING IN MY CAR STRESSING WATCHING 2PAC RESURRECTION KNOWING MY LIFE IS A BLESSING. PHONE RINGING AND THE RING IS BETTER DAYS & ON THAT NOTE I PUT DOWN THE HAZE. PAC SAID ITS HARD TRYING TO BE AN ANGEL WHEN YOUR SURROUNDED BY DEVILS THANKING THE LORD I MADE IT TO ANOTHER LEVEL. PRAYING & HOPING FOR A HAPPY HOME INSPIRATION FROM PAC LET ME KNOW ANYTHING IS POSSIBLE AND IT WANT BE LONG. THEY DIDNT KILL 2PAC THEY BIRTH BELIEVERS, THERE WILL BE NO OTHER LIKE 2PAC. so i go by wat tupa
Salutes
I'm sitting here trying to get a web cam so that i can make my friends salutes, when it occurs to me - I haven't gotten any salutes from them . Now I'm gonna be down in the dumps for awhile I just don't get it. why do ppl down load random porn on here? don't get me wrong -I LOVE PORN , but I don't want to see random stuff. I want to see the lady that posts it. i want to see her bent over and spreading her legs. I want to see her with a finger dipping inside. And I don't want close ups. I want to see the whole package. The best looking part on a woman is her face. I want to look you in the eyes and picture you sucking my dick. I want to see the smile on your face as I go down on you. If I wanted random porn -I wouldn't get it here -I'd down load whole movies -elsewhere -and for free. Sorry ladies -but it's you and your curves I'm looking for -not some skinny bitch that I'll never get a chance to meet. Not a high priced whore that wouldn't want a 3 hour back rub. not A star whose cunt y
Life
Events observed in the world around us mirror the development of beliefs within us. We should view ourselves as one with the earth, rather than seperate from it because the imbalances imposed upon the earth are mirrored as conditions within our bodies. Life becomes much more than a group of daily experiences occurring on a random basis. The events of our world are living barometers showing us our progress on a journey that began long ago! 26 Principals of Life By Jason Johns   1.All Are Related: There is a Native American saying, which translates roughly to "All are Related". Everything in the universe is part of The Great Spirit, from a rock, to a plant, to a fish, to a human. The spirit flows between and within us all, and is the building block of everything. Since we are all part of the same whole, we should treat the rest of the whole as if it is part of us, i.e. with compassion and love. We are all part of the Great Spirit, just like all the different leaves on a tree are s
Musings...
Coming back to Fubar after a year is a real shock... I was here for the LostChary, and then the CherryTap and finally Fubar and each change was a sorta seemless transferral from one to another...more stuff, more people...some changes were great and others a pain in the ass.  When I finally deleted my original Nomad site I'd become too jaded and so aloof with the people that were my friends that it was pointless to stay anymore... mostly the problem was me, and the funk I allowed myself to dive into that eventually pulled me away from my friends.  Hopefully, I can give this another shot and meet some new friends, as well as connect with those that I bailed on before, because they were(are) some good people... So...Here I am again, (Luckily, I had a few back up accounts with the older 6 digit member ID...lol I'm one of 4 million now, but I was among the 1st 100k...lol)  I can tell you that it was a shock when I logged in for the first time to the New Fubar... it was like leaving a town
~lyrics/poems~
Running to every corner Trying to find my escape But I end up chasing an empty space My only friend is misery I get psyched back up when I see your face Then I remember it's only temporary Why does happiness have to be a short story? How much longer til I pass this phase? Tying to beat the sorrow everyday When I know, in the the end it's there to win I can no longer see my life's worth Caught in the wrath of others Making this pain feel comfortable, like it's right at home   (Chorus) Losing my mind Letting those words sink in Becoming so gullible and ashamed Taking every word to heart It's hard to not care Trying to convince myself as much as I can But I can't help to think, if they are right   I'm screaming inside, wondering if anyone could see it through my eyes I've been on my own far too long Dying to feel, to be held once again Feeling sorry for myself, cause no one else shows sympathy Just goes to show it's better off to be alone, gotta watch my own bac
True Love
1. I may be Blonde,but i'm not stupid! 2. Everything you see is REAL not fake. 3. I love flowers of anykind. 4. I'm not as innocent as i look. 5. I am a Lip Gloss Girl. 6. I can be a REAL BITCH,when provoked. 7. I'm use to Getting What i Want. 8. I Need to be Pampered Always. 9. Don't like Liars of anykind. 10.I love to Drink Champagne. Live Life for the Moment,because You Don't know When your Number is Up.... Distance Makes your Heart Grow Fonder.. No Matter if your Near or Far Its Real...
Cant Sleep
soooooooooooooooo wwet soooooooooooooooooooooo tight sooooooooooo good nighnt   gotta get sum sleep but before i do i have to fuck the shit out of my hubby who wants to watch?  
Local Stuff
FORT LAUDERDALE, Fla. (WSVN) -- A mother is upset after police placed her 8-year-old in the back of a squad car after she was accused of writing graffiti on a park's walls. Last week, Courtney Mickel was playing with a group of friends in a Broward County park when police were called. Park officials were upset by what they call graffiti. Police started questioning an 11-year-old and then Courtney, but the questioning didn't end in the park. "They called me and put me in a police car and said that they need to ask me questions, and then that's when they shut the door and locked it," Courtney recalled. "Then, the police was arguing with my mommy." Courtney's mother, Tiffany Mickel, is upset over the matter. "I'm trying to get more information. Why would the police take an 8-year-old girl downtown when her grandmother lives two houses away?" she said. "I felt sad and I was crying. I thought they were going to let me out, but they didn't," said the 8-year-old. Broward Sheriff Office d
Words Of Wisdom..or Insanity?
The Gift There once was a beautiful young sub that had just chanced upon an understanding of her gift. She had learned that this gift, when given to the right person, was very valuable and she was very proud of her gift. She started out on a journey to find the right recipient of the gift so that the gift would increase in value and become everything that it could ever be. As she walked along the path she came upon a young man who appeared to be one who might understand and appreciate her gift. She began to speak with him, but quickly learned that he was a bully and not the kind of person who would increase the value of her gift. She started to withdraw from him, but he reached for her gift and demanded it. She struggled with him, and in the struggle the gift fell to the ground and was damaged. The bully looked at the maid kneeling on the ground, holding her gift and said to her, "Bah, look, you have broken it. Your gift isn't worthy of me." And with that he walked away. The l
Live Rugby Online Streaming
IRB Junior World Championship 2010 New Zealand vs South Africa Semi Finals - IRB Junior World Championships Estadio El Coloso del Parque, Rosario, Argentina Match scheduled: Play Date: 17-06-2010 Play Time: from 19:30 until 21:45 GMT/UTC/UK International Rugby Events European Union All kind of International Rugby Events, like June Tours, Pacific cups and all others. IRB Junior World Championship 2010
Poem
[Curse Of Life] ***************************************************************** *I curse the moon the sun and the stars. * *I curse the life given and the life taken. * *I curse the ground I walk and the air I breath. * *I curse this heart and the beating of the thunder in the skys. * *I curse the the thought of cursing. * *I curse the thought of not breathing. * *I curse the life taken for granted. * *isnt life a wonderful thing. * *I curse it. But its my curse . * *Your curse. * *Our curse. * *the curse of life is hard. * *but we wouldnt give it up for the world. * *
Avon Rep
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Music
I don't care if you don't like Rap....read the lyrics...so powerful I love it A sexy certain somoene linked me to this song yesterday, it has been stuck in my head all day. I want to do the dirty to this song.lol
Friendship
  http://fubar.com/3085958 Be VERY CAUTIOUS of this FU~TARD! He WILL MAKE UP LIES AND "FANTASIES" about YOU & YOUR FRIENDS!  HE"S A FAKE & A LIAR! *Part of the sb that could be saved! :40pm reply dhcc98: let me pull those big breasts out of that low cut top 3:40pm more To dhcc98: sorry i was so drunk the other night< can you refresh my memory on what we did together 3:40pm reply dhcc98: while D watches 3:40pm reply dhcc98: sure. 3:41pm more To dhcc98: n she is out of the room watching my baby 3:41pm reply dhcc98: we "tried" to drive back to my hotel at doulbetree on tam trail, but u were so horny we stopped in kmart lot on tam trail and got in back seat 3:41pm reply dhcc98: good, glad she is out of room 3:42pm reply dhcc98: omg 3:43pm more To dhcc98: omg what
Prayers Needed
SOME OF YOU HAVE READ MY BLOG ABOUT MY GRANDMA AND WELL HERE IS AN UPDATE    My grandma has been in the hospital since christmas eve 2010, and on christmas morning she suffered a massive stroke leaving her paralyzed on the whole right side if her body and her cancer started spreading more..She forgot who everyone was and couldnt even talk much but she tried and tried to remember my family.. she sat in a hospital dazing and not knowin what day it was or for that matter not knowin that it was a new year... she was fighting for her life when they had stopped feeding my grandma and had given up on her.. my mom had fought with the doctors and finally my grandma was transfered to another hospital..  In the new hospital they gave her food and treated her like any other human that is in there.. my grandma changed and she was talkin and she started remembering who we were with some help, she still didnt know what day it was or the year but she was remembering her past and the people in it an
Watch Live Motor Sports Online
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Playboy Mansion Auction
(r)PLAYBOY MANSION IS HOLDING ITS FIRST LIVE AUCTION ON SEPTEMBER 14TH IF YOU WOULD LIKE ENTRANCE FOLLOW THESE STEPS: 1.(h) SEND ME A PRIVATE MESSAGE WITH YOUR OFFERS ON IT 2. (h)I GET 10% OF YOUR EARNINGS 3. (h)YOU HAVE 10 MINS TO PAY WHAT YOU OWE OR YOU WILL GO ON A LIST OF PEOPLE NOT ALLOWED BACK . 4. (h)MAKE SURE YOU STATE CLEARLY WHAT YOU ARE OFFERING SO PEOPLE WILL NOT GET CONFUSED . 5. (h)MOST OF ALL JUST HAVE FUN (r)IF YOU ARE INTERESTED IN THIS AUCTION IT IS AT 5 PM CENTRAL TIME AND ANYONE WHO COMES IN MUST JOIN THE LOUNGE BEFORE BEING ENTERED IN THE AUCTION .. TY HAVE A GREAT DAY NEW FAMILY FORMING CALLED *KINKY* WE ARE A HELPFUL GROUP WHO RATE AT LEAST ONE FULL PROFILE A DAY GIVE AT LEAST ONE NEWBIE A GIFT A DAY AND ALWAYS HELP THE FAMILY .. KEEP IN MY IF YOU ARE NOT DOING WHAT IS REQUIRED YOU WILL BE BOOTED FROM FAMILY.. IM NOW TAKING APPLICATIONS THROUGH PRIVATE MESSAGES FOR COFOUNDER OF THE KINKY FAMILY .. REMEMBER A SMILE NEVER KILLED ANYONE .. DONT FORGET TO COMME
Stories Of A Fucked Up Childhood!
For years I have been told about how much I went through as a child. No I was never beaten. No I was never tortured. And no I was never Neglected. But I was put through a lot of situations that were not normal for a child! In fact any time I tell one or more of my stories I tend to have people tell me I should write a book. Seeing as I believe my mom did drugs while pregnant...... I have ADHD and can't just write a book, so I figure I will let you guys into my past and help me write parts of what would be my book here......... So here is a quick overview of my history and people involved.... I was born July 4th 1976 in Boston. My dad was late getting to the hospital by like 12 hrs and was probably gambling. I lived with my mom until the end of 2nd grade when both parents went to jail and mt grandparents took me in. My dad had lived with us off and on until second grade. In fact I believe my parents were married and divorced several times to each other. In 5th grade I was give th

Doesn't Mean Anything-alicia Keys
"Doesn't Mean Anything" Used to dream bout being a millionaire, without a care But if I'm seeing my dreams and you aren't there Cause it's over, that just won't be fair, darling Rather be a poor woman living on the street, no food to eat Cause I don't want nobody if I have to cry Cause it's over when you say goodbye All at once, I had it all But it doesn't mean anything now that you're gone From above, seems I had it all But it doesn't mean anything since you're gone Now I see myself through different eyes, it's no surprise Being alone would make you realize When it's over, all in love is fair I should've been there, I should been there, I should've should've All at once, I had it all But it doesn't mean anything now that you're gone From above, seems I had it all But it doesn't mean anything since you're gone I know I push you away What can I do that will say how I love Take these material things They don't mean nothing It's you that I want All at once, I had it all But it doesn
Master
why dose any one want two take kids frim there family for and rape them and kill them i thank they are fucked up and they need two be shot why dose every one two take kids frome there loved ones for it s all mess up i thank they need two be shot
Words Of A No One
Im not old Im not new I am Me The Gambler No one aka Its not Importaint: I am just me No more No Less Ask me what you Will and I will answer With the best Of My Knowledge.But Know this that I am owner of No One And no one owns me either on the net or in real life...  This is not  aimed  at my friends  or fubar  in genereal its a wrning to those whom are fake,dramakings or queens that are looking for points blings and other fu glory no matter what it it takes to get it, and all those haters and  down raters that attack me in general and dont have the balls or ass to confront me personly so in general This Is for all the Weak Ass Posers out there that think they Know me and Want all that Weak ass Mushy shit. Take your Fake Ass some Place else... I am not a point hoe im here for friends so i add who i want and rate who i will so please dont ask or beg, I am not here to give blings randomly or to rate you to the next level so you can have fu glory,hell ive worked for everything i got i
I Am Here, You May Celebrate
These are only funny because they are true. *If I'm too lazy to masturbate, do you really think I have the motivation to talk to someone I don't know? *I don't wanna be drunk the first time we make love, so can we just fuck instead? *Statuses about your cock are only funny when you're not lying. *If "Obama" is the answer, Then that must have been one stupid ass question. *I believe that sex is one of the most beautiful, natural, wholesome things that money can buy. *Bisexuality immediately doubles your chances for a date on Saturday night. *There are a number of mechanical devices which increase sexual arousal, particularly in women. Chief among these is the Mercedes-Benz 500SL *If a Dodge Challenger was a dude, I'd totally get over my gag reflex.
Hottest Female On Fubar Contest
it bout dat time 4 me ta speak my peace i have been bashed an lied bout on hurr mo den once an it time 4 me ta say my end of all of dis da pics dat i am usin r me an if u doubt dat den u aint truely my friend or fam a good bit of peeps have met me an know who i am inside an out so wut da rest of yall on hurr thankof me is irrelavant ta me if u wanna talk shit on me an call me a fake come an find out meet me in person if not stfu an quit spittin my name out ya mouth as 4 my friends an fam dat have stuck by me an believed in me no matta wut yall r da ones dat count ta me im debatin deletin my fu only cuz im tryin ta have a real life an dont need da he said she said drama on hurr 2 my fiance an bff i love u mo den u will eva know an our time is comin soon 2 my dad on hurr u mean da world ta me an i got mad respect 4 u 2 my sis u know how we roll 2 my cuzins u know i got u in anythan 2 spikey mike an my otha friend yall know wut u mean ta me an if any of yall wanna keep in touch wit me hit
Rights
LOS ANGELES: Whitney Houston, whose soaring voice lifted her to the top of the pop music world but whose personal decline was fueled by decades of drug use, died on Saturday in a Beverly Hills hotel room. She was 48. Her death came on the eve of the Grammy Awards in Los Angeles and at the same hotel where her mentor, record mogul Clive Davis, was holding an annual pre-event party at which she was scheduled to perform. A dramatic scene unfolded at the Beverly Hilton Hotel as music celebrities arriving for the party expressed shock at her death, while reporters swarmed the hotel and fans gathered to pay their respects. A Beverly Hills police officer told reporters they were called to the Beverly Hilton at around 3:20 p.m. PST and that emergency personnel found Houston’s body in a fourth-floor room, and she was pronounced dead at 3:55 pm The cause of death is under investigation. “She has been positively identified by friends and family (who) were with her at the hotel, an
Decisions
 I have been doing some thinking and I jhave come to one major solution , and thst is to go on a self imposed exile  for a while away from everything .  As of late I have needed to get away frome everyone and thing , and I have had either someone or something keep interrrupting those plans . I have thought long and hard on this and I think the time is right for this direct action , I know there are some people who would think this to be foolish but I see no ther choice     I have sitting here thinkingling things a lot more different than I  , and in a way I like what I have come uought I knewp with.   The past few days have madew me re evaluate and ask myself a lot of things . Like why do I keep putting others before me ? And why do I keep getting walked on by people I thought  knew? And I am trying to answer these questions one at a time .    I am handling things a lot more different than I used to I am stepping back and exzmining things in a different light . I am try to control m
Check My Pics..
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My First Blog: Basically Poetry
Untitled My heart races at just a mere touch. A glint in your eyes tells a tale of desire. The feel of your breath sends shock waves that are too much. If you were to kiss me it would only add fuel to the fire. It rages through every fiber of my being. and in turn consumes me whole. Is this a fire burning with in you? Does it com within your soul? I see it does, by the things you do. And the desire to keep us whole. Untitled   Eyes that are intense beyond words.  Words that make a wise man weep. You wish to be touched and your voice heard. You long for  a soul for yours to keep.  but something inside prevents completion of your task. Is the price of love too steep? Or do you hide from it using a mask?
Douchbags
DJ MAYO aka Mayo James Staley was telling me that he wanted to be with me and then confessed undying love for some old ugly woman in his status. Just be warned ladies that this is not a REAL man and has some growing up to do! If you are in his family or ranked on his page you have been blocked from mine and are not reading this anyway. I really don't care anymore. I am making sure that I don't have anything to do with anyone close to him! I'm done with his whole lot of miscreates. Sometime in the last year I was talking to Chris aka DJ SONIC now DV8 in a romantic way. Then he just stopped talking to me. Never gave me a reason. Just told me he was busy. Then I'm blocked. No explination. The last time we talked everything was cool but then I'm blocked. I was pissed and hurt. Now He is with some girl and very happy. I'm happy for him. I just wanted him to be man enough to be honest. I could have been understanding if he had given me the chance. But thats his mistake. I wish him and his gi
One Of My Poems Just Felt Like Posting It.
If I shall die tomorrow, with no more life to live I want to tell you that I love you and say thanks for what you give. Everyday I smile, Everyday I know,  That you truely love me no matter where you go. I love you more than life itself, no matter what the change. You will live in my heart forever and live within my soul's range. So if Im not here tomorrow I'll still have something to give, My love will always be here as long as you shall live. I asked God but a simple question, what is my purpose on this earth? Then I waited for the answer feeling like I was a curse. 'Til one day he did reply and gave the answer to me. That day I well remember where my future was laid out for me to see. God granted me the oppurtunity to live life to its best. He gave me my one true love which put my bad thoughts to rest. Now I live for all thats good and Im happy all the time to. For now I have a reason to be around: someone- in which to be true. Now I am free to fly but I only wish to
This Man A Lair
Deb (6/14/2010 12:07:25 AM): even if tonight ...we where done i still worry about you ..i am making a statement is all !!!!Mike Hubbard (6/14/2010 12:07:49 AM): iknow baby hugs Mike Hubbard (6/14/2010 12:07:56 AM): i feel the same wayDeb (6/14/2010 12:09:25 AM): I wish you really understood how i felt......i have been trying to pull my feelings away some Mike Hubbard (6/14/2010 12:10:56 AM): i do babyDeb (6/14/2010 12:13:04 AM): you here or busy ?Mike Hubbard (6/14/2010 12:13:28 AM): im hereMike Hubbard (6/14/2010 12:13:37 AM): i said i do know how you feel babyDeb (6/14/2010 12:14:21 AM): your do Mike Hubbard (6/14/2010 12:14:56 AM): love you babyDeb (6/14/2010 12:15:07 AM): MikeDeb (6/14/2010 12:15:50 AM): so you have any questions for me, since i do most the talking lolMike Hubbard (6/14/2010 12:16:49 AM): is there any jobs for me there?Deb (6/14/2010 12:17:47 AM): in the city also in the area lol babe very small town Deb (6/14/2010 12:17:58 AM): everyone works in t
My Sick Mind Works Like This
I have resigned myself to believe that men with dark hair and light-colored eyes will be the death of me. I amaze myself sometimes, looking back at it all, that I really did get to date some really REALLY good looking guys. Like, no fucking way in hell that someone like me should get a guy that looks like that. Once upon a time, I had married a guy who was 6', buck-thirtyfive soaking wet, pale skin, hazel eyes, and dark DARK brown hair. Lots of chicks wanted him, but somehow I got him. He was insanely handsome and very nice. I loved him deeply. Too bad I had found out later that he had merely settled for me until what he wanted came back to him. Then there was this guy... a little more bulk to him, blue eyes instead of hazel.. how the fuck this guy thought I was something, I will never understand. He lacks in the spelling department, which is usually a big turn-off for me, but his wit, his charm, and his ability to pound a beer made me hump air. He recently revealed to me that
Poems
I'm sitting here today wondering, "Why is this gay"? Then I stop to see others just like me. As I glare at them it all becomes so clear. We fight for what's right, for what we have at home is more preciouse to us. We hold pictures of loved ones, gone and new. some in our mitch others in our kits. Don't cry for us today we will cry for you tonight hoping you are safe a lone in your bed. For this is the land of the free and the home of the brave we will always be brave so you can be free, we wish this unto you If we should die we will gladly dir for you remember us while were young cuz some gave few, while others gave all. My fufiance wrote this for me :D   What is this feeling I feelthis feeling of eternal blissthe feeling of not even sitting by youbut tasting your sweet , warm kiss.This feeling that you will never leave mealthough many have said the samethis feeling that you truly mean itthis feeling this is not just a game.What is this feeling I lovethe
Xtreme Annihilation Radio
Ratt and Steve will be doing a special show tonight. They will be playing all bands that will be in Mayhem Fest.  Join us at 9pm EST on Xtreme Annihilation Radio! http://www.xa-radio.com    Ok, so I am one of the owners of XAR. We play metal, hard rock, alternative. We are a web only station, for now. We do interviews; written, live and video. Come on over and check us out!  Xtreme Annihilation Radio  We have a chat room where you can hang out and meet awesome people too!  I have worked my ass off to make this the best station out there. I know I have a ways to go, but, I have come pretty far in the few months that we have been up and running.  I would like to open an XAR lounge on Fubar...I am pretty good with coding, but on Fubar, I'm lost.  So, if any of you can shoot me a sample code that I can mess around with and edit, please do. Everything I have learned for making the XAR website has been a trial and error and self learning experience.  Ok, I guess I'll s
In The Mirror
Welcome to another night of insight according the young male's view. Tonight is a night where things will seem twisted, but, in all intensions, due to perspective, is just an illusion. Again, this view may be explicit, vague, or incomplete; please be considerate and be acknowledged with a fair warning. How many days, must a person go on with their lives when they know that tomorrow is the same routine, and yet doesn't change it to make it more enjoyable, if they wake up miserable? I am not saying I wake up miserable, but I just feel, at times, discouraged and unmotivated to do something, but once I do, those around me look at me, and question me like I am insane. Is this considered a normal thing, or is it just awkward, or is it just plain idiocy?What I mean is this: every time I want to do something, those around me, do not want to do it. What am I doing, that makes me so different from the rest of those around me? Has my personality been shifted or is it just the other side of
Is This Weird Or What?
my best friend of 14 or so years and i have  always agreed and  talk about being  each  others  best  man  when we got married. even talked about getting married simultaneously! he got engaged, cool. to the best friend of one of  my exs, also cool, no  big deal to me. her maid  of honor happens to be  that  ex, totally  cool  with that too, sooooo what  right? his soon  to   be  wife decided  and   convinced  my hm  that it   would   be  awkward and not ok  for  me to  be  the  best  man  because  of   this...  >_> uh why do i  get  kicked? ive  been here longer.... honestly  broke my heart  but i brushed off, but i  still dont think   its  ok... last   week  i  asked if i  was  still getting to at   least stand  up  there..... nope... why? because she thinks ive  been rude  to   her  and very  disrespectful... >_> if barely talking  to   you and answering your questions is rude then you  bet. they had  asked me to draw  and paint out  a  leafless tree so   they could use thumb prints

"I have come to tell you that you are free. Many ages ago, My consciousness left humanity, that they might develop themselves. I return to find this development approaching completion, but hindered by fear and by misunderstanding. You have built for yourselves psychic suits of armor, and clad in them, your vision is restricted, your movements are clumsy and painful, your skin is bruised, and your spirit is broiled in the sun. I am chaos. I am the substance from which your artists and scientists build rhythms. I am the spirit with which your children and clowns laugh in happy anarchy. I am chaos. I am alive, and I tell you that you are free." Just wondering if there would be any interest in some rare Hour of the Time broadcasts as well as some Mae Brussell shows. I figure with all the bs disinfo patriot bs polluting the web nowadays it would be nice to have access to some quality alternative reasearch available in one place! Imagine the suprise of some wayward researcher stumbl
Family
Have you ever been out in Nature, and gazed upon a swift-flowing river? It is a beautiful river, sparkling and frothy, filled with diverse currents and rapids, calm pools, gentle shores. Now and then you see a sandbar protruding from the surface; debris carried by the flow hangs-up on these and stays there. Until, one day, the current from the river erodes the sandbar and the debris on the upstream end is swept away, and disappears. We, our friends and family, acquaintances, lovers and former ones, co-workers, the guy who takes your toll, and more lately the ones that join us via the cyber-community, we all stand upon a great shoal in the flowing river of Life. Every now and then, and in no particular order, one of our group vanishes into that great current; leaving those remaining to shuffle uneasily, and to wonder what the Hell happened. But that sand keeps migrating downstream, and that proverbial dune keeps getting more amd more crowded. And sooner or later, we all stand upon th
Because The Words Are Important Too...
Fearless by Pink Floyd You say the hill's too steep to climb,Climb it!You say you'd like to see me try,Climb it!You pick the place and I'll choose the timeAnd I'll climbThe hill in my own wayJust wait a while, for the right dayAnd as I rise above the treeline and the cloudsI look down hear the sound of the things you said todayFearlessly the idiot faced the crowd, smilingMerciless, the magistrate turns 'round, frowningAnd who's the fool who wears the crown?Go down in your own wayAnd everyday is the right dayAnd as you rise above the fearlines in the frownYou look downHear the sound of the faces in the crowdSong sung by crowd is: "You'll Never Walk Alone"by Rodgers and Hammerstein Dreamer: Inspired by the true storyYou are a great champion. When you ran, the ground shook, the sky opened and mere mortals parted. Parted the way to victory, where you'll meet me in the winner's circle, where I'll put a blanket of flowers on your back. Teacher: Cale Crane?
Ummmm I Dont Kno
Feed em the same shit you made me eatIm moving on forget you oh,Now im special, ha I felt special when I was with youAll I ever felt was thisHelplessnessImprisoned by a selfish bitchChew me up and spit me outI fell for this so many timesIts ridiculusAnd still I stick with thisIm sick of this but in my sickness aint addictionYour addictiveness take itEvil as they come vindictive as they make emMy friends keep asking why I cant just walk awayIm addictedTo the pain, the stress, the dramaIm drownin so I guess imma messCursed and blessedBut this time immaAint changing my mindI'm climbing out this abissYou screaming as I walk out that ill be missedBut when you spoke to people who meant the most to youYou left me off your list I dunno man, just feels like, well a lot different
Kinda feels like, I’m on a whole different page right now
Feels strange but um, I guess it’s kinda like… it’s kinda like [Verse 1]
I feel like I’m morphin’, into s
Writings & Thoughts...
Why should I remain cornered? Why should I always help others achieve what they're not meant for while I can effortlessly achieve it? Why should I help create the stars and stay aside among the fans? Why should I give up on what is rightfully mine just because I don't fit a definition in their book? Why should I let them throw me into a straitjacket while all I say is the truth? Till when should I take everybody's crap and bullshit? Till when should I just be patient? Till when should I wait and wait and wait? I need a quick solution... I have no more years to waste... My best years have gone by in vain so far... While nothing at all has ever been changed... I am sick of the lies people keep telling... I am sick of the faces people keep wearing... I am sick of the stories... I am sick of the words... I am sick of people!!! I am a name Written on dust… On a moist mirror That hides a nude bust… I am the memory Of a long lost hope… Carved
Eyes Wide Open
a part of me has been taken, but will always be, yet through it's change , I've become stronger, I'm life's experience, and through it, wisdom I've gained.....Nothing lasts forever, and memories fade. Yesterday is dead and gone.... Trust and Faith in self LADIES, YOU WANT A *GOOD MAN* , BE A GOOD WOMAN.  MAKE YOUR MAN FEEL LIKE HE IS THE CENTER OF YOUR WORLD. BECAUSE HE'S DONE THAT FOR YOU.  IF THERE IS SOMETHING YOU WANT...TELL HIM.......DON'T EXPECT HIM TO READ YOUR MIND.  BE HONEST, IF YOU HAVE ANY TYPE OF A RELATIONSHIP.  LET HIM KNOW.  WE MEN AREN'T THE SHARPEST KNIVES IN THE DRAW, AND WE NEED TO KNOW.  SOME OF YOU WILL SAY IF YOU KNOW YOUR WOMAN, YOU'D KNOW......NOT NECESSARLLY.  BE UP FRONT...(GUYS TOO).  HURT IS HURT, PAIN IS PAIN......IT DON'T SETTLE TOO GOOD.  A GOOD MAN IS HARD TO FIND FOR YOU FEMALES,......MORE SO FOR US GOOD MEN.......I'LL TELL YOU WHAT I EXPECT AND WANT THE SAME.  DON'T HAVE YOUR MAN GO TO WORK...AND COME HOME UNEXPECTEDLY...AND FIND YOU WITH ANOTHER M
Fun Stuff
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Aquarius    - I Can Make You Love Me Gemini      - I'm A Lover Not A Hater Cancer      - I'm The Best At Sex!       LEO  - I **** Like No Other! Virgo       - I'm The Wifey/Hubby Type Libra       - I'm Sexy As Hell! Scorpio     - I' m Great In Bed! Sagittarius - Baby I'm freaky Taurus      - I fuck Better Than You Capricorn   - I Can Have Sex All Night Long! Pisces      - When I Put It On You, You'll Be Sprung For Life Aries       - I Love Sex   blue eyes People with blue eyes last the longest in relationships. They are kind, pretty or handsome, very good kissers and are really hot. They always fall in love with their closest friends and never understand why. They are very funny, outgoing and don't care what people think or say. They love to party.They are very satisfying and love to please. Are straight up WARRIORS((aka wolves)) when they need to be.They are bad to the bone. If you repost this and you have blue eyes you will h
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This Is My Bible, With Less Sodom And More Gomorrah
I love how most of the profiles on this site have veritable "FUCK OFF" signs plastered all over them.  lol   I WOULD put one up, but it's just not as funny to me if I meet just normal people.  I like to mess with the crazies, it makes me feel better about myself.  Is that the kind of commentary I want about me?  *shrug* Uhh, so yeah. A friend told me to make a profile here. I'm highly confused, trying to find my way 'round the site. I don't fully understand what's going on. A primer on yours truly: I'm an sarcastic asshole and you probably don't want me as your friend. I smoke pot all the time and I get enthusiastic about most other drugs as well. I'm a kleptomaniac and I LOVE to steal from Walmart, Salvation Army, Goodwill, and craft stores. I'm poor as fuck and I'm trying to make my way to AZ so I can room with best bestie and fucking go to raves and smoke it up. I'm logical, cold, and honest, but I'm not afraid to laugh. I'm a HUGE fan of Futurama, Ugly America
Thoughts Please
My dear friend Kim Evans who fell over a waterfall in Sandy Utah on the 26th's body was found today http://www.ksl.com/?nid=148&sid=11450839 I'm glad to see that she was found, It hurts still, but some sense of closure. THank you all for the thoughts and prayers on the matter.  I have an old friend from HS< who is missing. She was hiking on a first date, fell over a waterfall, body is missing, presumably dead. Please, if you are religious keep her family in prayers, if not, at least keep them in mind. http://www.ksl.com/?nid=148&sid=11342243
Missing U
                  i have not one insurgent friend kill them all! I LOVE YOU KEVIN PLEASE BE SAFE AND COME HOME SOON MY HEART IS BREAKING. LETS GO 40TH EN BN FUCK THOSE INSURGENCE UP!!!!!
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Tonight, I'm Gonna Make It Without You
It's not you, I swear that it's me,I swore up and down,That forever we would be,But forever ever never came,And now you wanna leave,I never pictured this, Never thought that I would see,"                                                                                                                "I'd make it on your own,  And I be and independent women, I depended on the fact,You never knew what i was doin,Cause if you knew better, Then you prolly go and do it, Now the goin's getting tough,An were finally goin through it," "so,I apologize,For every dropped tear,Cause I dropped the ball baby,And I'll always have to hear..." Tonight, I'm gonna find a way to make it without you Tonight, I'm gonna find a way to make it without you. I'm gonna hold on to the times that we had tonight I'm gonna find a way to make it without you. "And yes,I have tried sleepin nights, With a broken heart,The hard part, Is I brought this on myself,I wanna be-Near MeStill wanna -Touch Me And wanna- Feel Me
~*friendship*~
When you feel sad and betrayed Who can you count on every single day? When you feel lost and alone Who will be there for you in every way? When you've made mistakes and bad decisions Who can you count on to tell you you're wrong? When you feel you can't go on Who will be there with a feel-better song? Look into your heart and you will find That person you can trust is not far away. Look deep into yourself, don't give up, For if you do, it's yourself you'll betray. When you're looking for answers To all your questions and dreams, There is one person you can count on, It's impossible, I know, it seems. But take a few moments to look deeper inside. Look into your heart and there you will see. You'll be surprised when you find out That you've been looking at ME. Why do i dream of being a slut Of being used by others But not having my own needs satisfied Why does the thought of Being unworthy Fill me with such pride Longing to feel pain Given for another's pleasure Received with grace Why d
Html5 Css3 Test
When you add an video from youtube to your stash, there is a lot of unexplainable HTML code. This code should work in browsers with two different plug-in components models
Lost Medic
Well its been 375 days since I left home, my family and friends to come to Kuwait.  My job here is pretty simple... I am an Emergency Medical Technician that runs the 911 emergency response for the military bases here.  Very low call volumn for sure.  I take care of teh sick, the injuried and the ones that just need a shoulder to lean on for a brief minute.  Although I can leave at any time, it still feels like an obligation of sorta.  I have missed my kids pass school, yet the military that is here does not have a choice and they miss the same thing.  I missed Christmas and 2 out of 4 of my kids' birthdays... yet the military missed the same thing.  Being over here has made me realize that I take alot of things for granted.. including my marriage.  I am slotted to go home on leave in August and I will be getting a divorce.  I guess I had this coming.  In October after I finish the contract here, I plan to move to Ohio and start my life all over.  This is going to be a real challang
About......" Forever"
I hear a voice say- 'Don't be so blind.'It's telling me all these things that you would probably hide.Am I your one and only desire?Am I the reason you breathe? Or am I the reason you cry?Always (7X)I just can't live without you.I love you, I hate you, I can't get around you.I breathe you, I taste you, I can't live without you.I just can't take anymore of this life of solitudeI guess that I'm out the door and that I'm done with you.(I pick myself off the floor and now I'm done with you)I feel like you don't Want me aroundGuess I'll pack all my thingsI guess I'll see you around.It's all been bottled up until now.And as I walk out your door All I can hear is the sound of…Always (7X)I wrap my head around your heart.Why would you tear my world apart.I see the blood all over your handsDoes it make you feel more like a man?Was it all just part of your plan?The pistol shaking in my hands And all I hear is the sound I love you, I hate you, I can't get around you.I breathe
Welcome To The Moosedaddy Lounge
Well it's that time of year where all the hard work and long hours you put in at your job finally payoff... How you might ask? Well instead of taking all that extra money you have saved up over the past 11 months and going on a vacation with the one you love, you get to spend it on everyone else!!!(yah!)( note the sarcasm in that) Not that I don't like to spoil the ones I love, I just wish product nowadays wasn't so damn expensive!!!!! Unless all you have for kids are dogs, if you don't have at least $2,000.00 saved up for Christmas, your'e pretty much screwed in the present department(and not in the way you would like to be). So I'm going to do what any good father would do, I'm going to spend as much as I can and worry about myself at a later date. And if that isn't enough, well then they can get off their ass and get a job and buy their own shit!!!!! Gotta go and surf the web for more Christmas gifts..... So much fun...    Welcome to all that have taken the time to see what my
Mine!
how can it be that its taken over 70 days to do allmost nothing?all the while the beaches,wildlife,and people suffer!I dont know why they say only now that a relief dilling or twoo will fix it?if so then instead of waisting all this time trying to cap it they should have drilled those wells in the first place!  whats your take on this? HERES JUST A QUICK POEM BY ME  "VERMONSTER"     you are the beauty in mornings dew,that loving picture see,s me through any a day i may be blue.but just as most sunsets end each day,in my heart you,ll allways stay,but night must fall upon my bed there are no nightmares nor fear to dread all good dreams  they do blend and once again im with my friend.                               hope you liked it.
Gamecrush.com * Hottest New Gaming & Social Website
this is for a certain disbeliever that thinks the only way to get ratings & profile views is by being a bling whore ie on here 24/7 promoting themselves, wasting real money on pimpouts, bling , gifts, Vips etc... and I got  these ratings  just being  on a couple hrs a day , returning ratings , adding  friend requests , fanning those who fan me & the cuties on here, randomly  clicking on those scrolling by and liking them  and thats it . Well my pics  help some :P  see its possible ...mwahz  My Stats  LikesProfile ViewsTooltip ViewsPhoto ViewsProfile Ratings [11's]Photo ratings [11's] Tuesday, August 3rd ** 168 788 1,560 4,012 341 [157 @ 46%] 2,216 [307 @ 14%] Monday, August 2nd 105 267 479 792 116 [43 @ 37%] 390 [20 @ 5%] Sunday, August 1st 22 68 135 339 25 [20 @ 80%] 220 [152 @ 69%] Saturday, July 31st 23 134 270 687 59 [51 @ 86%] 355 [316 @ 89%] Friday, July 30th 51 340 649 3,141 124 [116 @ 94%] 2,048 [1,787 @
Insidemyhead
Fate   Our meeting was more than fate. Godness knew you were my soul mate. Your timming is never wrong. Now we share a bond so strong. Our time together means so much. Each moment intensifies the need to touch. Your love has reached my deepest soul. Longing for you to daily hold. May our love and need continue to grow. Forever, LOVE, NEED, PASSION to each show.   My arms ache to hold you near but my mind remembers all the miles between. My lips feel that you aren't here to kiss but my heart can't reach that far. How can you be so far away and yet so close? How can I need you so much and yet have to realize you are out of my grasp? How can love be so possible if love-making is not? Why us? Why now? Why like this? Why the pain? When will it stop? We both want. We both need, and yet neither of us gets or gives because we can't. "If only..." "I wish..." we say, but the miles remain long and as cold as the lonely nights. for you my love
1,000 Miles To Nowhere, Aka, Real Life.
The year was 1997, as a child I had always been a bit of an odd fit.  I never was the center of attention, I never was popular.  By this point in my life I was used to being the one that did everything alone.  A lot of my isolation is, and still is, self imposed.  I've always been an egghead and a brainaic and I've always been socially inept.   The problems these can cause a child go without saying, and I was admittely desperate to be noticed for something other than a punching bag.  I won't name her name here, or anyone elses.  I was young, and dumb, I was only 14, its to be expected, but the point of this story is, I was "going out" with a preacher's daughter...I placed way to meaning into this relationship, being as it was my first, but she moved away.. and I still feel like a piece of my soul moved with her. the year is 2001 and I'm a noob on this fantastic creation called the internet.  I meet up with a girl who was mutually depressed about her life and together we conspired chan
Like A Broken Heart
today i was shopping. it was then that i saw her and she saw me. as i pretended not to have seen her, she continued walking, a worried look on her face. concerned she might return, i finished my shopping quickly and left. why is it that each time i find warmth and light, it's not for me? am i truly a creature of darkness? perhaps. or maybe one who is too squeamish for life and what it demands? i couldn't say, other than i have poor luck there. so, again, what once gave me hope now makes me sad. bitterness grows over me despite my attempts to weed it and i get dragged down, drowned in emotion. and again, i become the enemy of that which i loved /emo-rant but it seems like that emptiness never goes away, but is only owned by someone else. i thought i had succeeded in forgetting, only to remember again. it's not always so bad, but at times like this, thinking about her just makes me want to die. ironic, since she never cared. would she come to my funeral? would any of them? why is i
Friendship
Do u ever wonder why we have lounges? its to make friends, have fun and most lounges listen to great tunes so if u dont have a lounge,,,check one out...support others on fubar and meet new people and have  good times Ty  fubar lounge owner roxie   http://fubar.com/lounge/74789   RoxieRays vegas  Hideaway     H i i jsut wanted to thank everyone for welcoming me , for the last week its been alot of fun i hope to meet many more friends please stop by anytime and say hi because one thing we can never have enough of is friends take care huggsss Roxie  
Random Stuff From My Imagination
You and your boyfriend just got home from a gentle swim. Staring at each other in the pool left you both in the mood for something freaky. As you walk up the stairs you hear a gentle moan that seems to be coming from your room. Looking at your boyfriend puzzled, you finish going up the stairs and open the door to your room. If you thought you were horny before, you have no idea. As soon as that door was open, your pussy was dripping. There you saw Eric sitting with his head leaning back as he was moaning. As he practically laid there with one hand up for a little support; I was sucking him off gently and slowly shoving his 11 inch long, 3.5 in wide, shaft, as far into my mouth as possible. Going up and down slowly, I made my hand follow my lips at the same speed making sure he was truly moaning. At the same time I had my other hand wrapped around my back; I was finger fucking myself with two fingers making sure to go in as deep as possible. You stare at this amazing picture with your
I Said No To Drugs..they Didn't Listen.
run with me now, my dearest friendthe direction were headingleads right to the endbut at least we're together and will always beyour love is worth risking my calamityfrom the moment we metit was destined my friendthat the moments we share would devoid us of careand now that we're hereone last kiss for you dearand then we shall partthe warmth of your kiss took my life from the start I walked through the park and i noticed this chickwho was sitting alone with a joint and a bicmy name is Krystle ..if you wanna get high~i got killer herb that you just gotta try!"i sat and we smoked and we joked and we toked and as we got high, the hours flew by and i said "damn this is strong, shit i hope i don't die"and we laughed in the parktill the sky was too dark. "i'm glad that i met you, but i do gotta bounce,we'll meet up tomarrow-shit i gotta whole ounce!"i'm Amanda ..just so you know..""dude, you told me that 3 minutes ago"and so thats how Krystle and i had first metin the park, smoking weed and
Girlfriend App
FOR THOSE WHO THINK FUBAR IS LIKE MYSPACE OR FACEBOOK.... ITZ NOT FUBAR IS A PLACE WHERE ANYTHING GOS AND FOR OLDER PPL TO HAVE FUN AT AND PUT UP ANYTHING THEY FUCKING WANT... SO B4 U GO AN POINT UR LIL ASS FINGER AN SAY THEY ARE WHORES HERE JUST REMEMBER... ANYTHING GOS!!!!!!!!!!!! 1. Your Name:2. Age:3. Fave Color:4. Are you a virgin?5. Are we friends and if we are, do you want to be more?6. Do you have a crush on me?7. Would you kiss me?8. ...with tongue?9. Would you enjoy it?10. Would you ever ask me out?11.Would you make a move on me in a movie theater?12. Would you take care of me when I'm sick?13. Do you want to tell me something that you couldn't before?14.Would you walk on the beach with me?15. If you heard a rumor about me, would you defend me?16. Do you/have you talk crap about me?17. Do you think I'm a good person?18. Would you let me sleep with you (in the same bed)?19. Would you have sex with me?20. Do you think I'm hot/attractive?21. If you could change anything about me
Stories From The 4th
i only bomb on double points days, and my list is generally about 30 minutes long, so you have a good 25+ minutes at the end of my bombing to get some love from me if you just follow these few simple guidelines!   1. HAVE A FOLDER WITH 250 PICS IN IT. it cant be NSFW, since we're not allowed to bomb those. a bomb is basically instant 11s on up to 250 pics, BUT if you have less than 250 you get less points (and so do it). so all you need to do is throw some random junk together and load it in a folder.   1a. oh yeah, when mass uploading, only do about 20 pics at a time, or it fails.   2. MARK YOUR BOMB FOLDER. links in the SB are nice, but sometimes they're broken or i get a message that the pics are currently unavailable for some damn reason. SO, mark a folder with lots of text stuff to be eye catching, such as BOMBBOMBBOMB or >>>>>>BOMB
This Poem For All My Friends
Life changes its beauty all the timeSometimes it's a shade, sometimes life is sunlightLive every moment here to your heart's contentThe time that is here may not be tomorrowOne who loves you whole-heartedlyIt is difficult meet that personIf there is someone like that somewhereThat person is more beautiful than allGrab onto that (person's) handHe or she may not be so gracious tomorrowLive every moment here to your heart's contentThe time that is here may not be tomorrowTaking the shadow of your eyelashes, when someone comes nearYou try to reason with your crazy heartYour heart just goes on beatingBut think, that which is here nowThat story may not be here tomorrowLife changes its beauty all the timeSometimes it's a shade, sometimes life is sunlight.........................Live every moment here to your heart's contentThe time that is here may not be tomorrowThe time that is here may not be tomorrow If we stay or not, we shall remember these momentsTomorrow we shall remember this momentT
Games
The riddles and games take a walk through a maze Can anyone solve these puzzles? Please fucking stop these puzzles! Intense the complexity that boggles my mind with the mystery- of those who are blind. How frusterating! How disheartening! Can I obtain the patience to furbish solutions- so the questions stop pounding inside? -Oh how they fuck with my mind. The games and these riddles must die! FIN THE LONELY EGG    By-Amanda Baldridge   A family of eggs who lived as a dozen,  were closely related-  in fact they were cousins.  As food they were sought, and by grandma   were bought.  When she got home to the fridge they were brought.   In the fridge they sat cold,  near a gelatin mold and soon rumors were told of a menacing fate, in which each would be ate.  "Don't even worry," said spicy brown curry. "Nothing will matter when your served on a platter".   The rumors were true! She took one egg then two.  When the next day arrived, she took three, four and
My Kind Of Man!!
In the line at the store, the cashier told the older womanthat she should bring her own grocery bag because plastic bags weren'tgood for the environment..  The woman apologized to him and explained,"We didn't have the green thing back in my day."The clerk responded, "That's our problem today.  The former generationdid not care enough to save our environment."He was right, that generation didn't have the green thing in its day.Back then, they returned their milk bottles, soda bottles and beerbottles to the store.  The store sent them back to the plant to bewashed and sterilized and refilled, so it could use the same bottlesover and over.  So they really wererecycled.But they didn't have the green thing back in that customer's day.In her day, they walked up stairs, because they didn't have an escalatorin every store and office building. They walked to the grocery store anddidn't climb into a 300-horsepower machine every time they had to go twoblocks.But she was right. They didn't have th
Why?
I mean, why the circus? isn't there somewhere better to run away to, like possibly disneyland to ride all the rides free forever, to the mall where they can live in the ceiling and become a mall ninja and steal anything awesome, or even playboy mansion, where they get all of the free porn they want with no parental blocks. But no, they want to run away to the circus where they are peeped on by a bunch of drunken clowns who smell like beef jerky and cheese, where their job is to shovel elephant shit because their kids and they have no fucking talent other then entertaining a few pedophilic tightrope artists. why do you think they wear such tight tights? so their junk has no room to grow when they see all the little kids, sick high flying pricks, and when it's all over, you have a 40 year old man who's scarred beyond repair, who is freakishly scared of clowns, and they have no teeth from eating so much fucking popcorn. now think about it and let me know your insights. thanks for reading
Natural Health
Boost your metabolism in 24 hours!   The latest research shows that loading your menu with these "fat-burning" foods can shift your metabolism into high gear, helping you burn calories up to 30% faster. Can't them all? Don't worry--consuming even a few of them daily will help keep your fat-burning engine humming all day long!   1. Optimize fat burning with this! A yummy" creamsicle" smoothie! (whip 1 peeled orange with 1/2 cup yogurt and 1/2 cup low-fat milk in a blender.) The drink has super-slimming powers, thanks to two fat-burning nutrients: calcium and vitamin C! The proof: People who consume plenty of vitamin-C-rich citrus burn up to 30% more fat. And dairy's calcium helps block a fat storing hormone called calcitrol. 2. Downsize fat cells with a soy snack! Although edamame (baby soybeans) are low in calories, they're packed with protein (11 g. per 1/2 cup)--and eating protein burns more calories because it's harder to digest than carbs or fat! Bonus: Research suggest that
Block Blog Pt 4
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Old Chinese Proverbs
  Enya - Orca Flow http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=aSk0K6ZXem0 ZZTop - Legs
Just Something I Wrote
Moonlight darkens..The sky turns to black..My face is beatedAs my eyes fade on back..My heart inside is emptyBut I can deside..If this just an endingOr my inner suicideI've lost my way to uI can find u in my heart...I sing this song of the dammnedAs my world falls apart....All light turns to darknessThe sun starts to die..The wind leaves me breathlessAs I fight to open my eyesMy heart inside is emptyBut I cannot desideIf this is just another endingOr my inner suicideI've lost my way to uI can find u in my heart...I sing this song of the dammnedAs my world falls apartI'm trying to hold on to u..But I can't bc ur too far...I sing this song of the dammnedAs my world falls apart...My heart inside is emptyBut I cannot desideIf this is just another endingOr my inner suicideI've lost my way to uI can find u in my heart...I sing this song of the dammnedAs my world falls apartI'm trying to hold on to u..But I can't bc ur too far...I sing this song of the dammnedAs my world falls apart... I'm ju
`just Me
 Im not perfect and I have many faults but none the less Im not weak and I will not be put down!!! or for that matter knocked down. I am smart beautiful strong minded and and genuine my mind is great and my soul is pure, and most of all I am a woman. ...All women shld feel great and beautiful :) ladies arnd the world WE ARE AWESOME!!!!! ♥ ♥ SOmeone can't handle the fact that I work in the healthcare field LOL lol @ clud being a health care worker. left by blainesmomma 7 hours ago lol @ health care worker. I highly doubt that. One has to have some intelligence for that, and you my dear, do not. ? I'm a CNA and going to Nursing school. If anything...you being a health care worker scares me since I really AM one.  I guess that proves you're not a health care worker. If you really were, you'd have had no problem telling me what you do, or did, or coming back with something a little more original than that. In 18 months I'll be making more in a half hour than you charg
My Bullies Please Dont Steal Unless Ur Staff For One Of My Lounges
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No Title Necessary
heels click across a busy intersection... it may look like love, but instead reeks of a drunken stupor. don't make eye contact with the homeless man, or you'll quickly be talked out of your paycheck. screams of the pretty drunks across the street echo over the police cruisers, honking horns from impatient cab drivers drown out the bustle of the area. and i came HERE for peace of mind? the buildings have a colonial charm about them, so textured and garish against a tranquil night sky, the view of the stars marred by city haze and blinding orange streetlights. There are trees lining the streets, but planted by men and left for dead. The cracked marble is like home, a tarnished version of perfection, while steam and funk from the sewer systems waft above it into the air. There's art on the walls, some student projects most likely, but they emanate sex and rage like a third-rate pornographic fantasy. But I'm content to sit in the cold, sipping on my long-chilled c
Tidbits
You know, only a handful of people will bother even noticing I posted a blog, and to those few people, thanks for noticing. It's not often that I throw one of these out. Now, I'm doing this for a few different reasons. First and foremost is simplicity. I don't feel like telling everyone the same thing over and over and over again because I'm in a bad mood, and it puts me in a worse mood having to explain things more than once, ESPECIALLY things that are pissing me off. Secondly, because only the people that even halfway give a shit are gonna read this shit anyways. As is it has become readily apparent, I'm in a shitty mood. Have been for the last few weeks. I've tried to talk to a few people about it, here and offline, but most of the time I just get pushed off to the side, like my problems are less important than the person I'm talking too, and it's pretty much pushed me to the point of open hostility with people I care about. This is not my end goal. Anyways, to the rant. I hate
V.i.p.
I would like to have a V.I.P. I am willing to do a few things if someone will gift me one! Below are the lists of things I will give or do for the person or persons that gift me one.     Here is the list of things you get in return: Rate your profile an 11 daily until V.I.P. expires Rate AT LEAST 400 of your pics 11's each day until I run out of pics to rate or V.I.P. expires, whichever comes first I will make you my #1 Family until V.I.P. expires I will make you my #1 Friend until V.I.P. expires I will make you 1 SFW Salute per week until V.I.P. expires I will pimp you in my status message for 4 hours per day until V.I.P. expires I will send you 1 million FuBucks I will put owned by "your name" in my name until V.I.P. expires If more than one person is interested, I will go in order, first person to gift gets first month of stuff on list, then 2nd month is the 2nd person that gifted and so on! If there is anything else that you would like to get from me if you gift me
I Need Help With My Profile!
Can anyone tell me why guys with great bodies. OR even guys that have average or bigger bodies but are still so hot, want girls that can afford and have skinnier physical appearences. Girls who can dress them selves up good in the hights of fashion and also dress them selves down in the hights of fashion. Not us girls who dont wear what everyone else is, who cant afford newer clothing, or fancy, expensive lingerie. What do girls like them, have over girls like me. Us down to earth, not that eye catching type  girl who walks around the store and see's girls that have the blonde and pink or blonde and black hair, and nice bodies, and size 5 jeans, and hip adidias tennies. Girls who's parents can afford high fashion clothes. and think, is that all guys want? What do girls like them have over me? a natural beauty in normal, everyday work environment clothing? Some one please tell me. Why? Can anyone help me with my profile. I'd like to put up different picture comments that you can get fro
Anger
I am doing a survey and need your help. Please just answer the questions in a private message to me. If not all, just whatever you want to answer.    1. What angers you or upsets you while at in public? 2. What angers you or upsets you while at work? 3. What angers you or upsets you while in a car? 4. What angers you or upsets you while in yours or someones house? 5. What else just angers you? Im trying to find the ultimate hardcore song.  Im not talking about because of how the band acts, or the lyrics...just overall. And I mean when a song is pretty much from beginning to end hardcore. No pause, no soft spots....just brutal. I have a song in my play list. Song number 16, by Skinless. That is an example of what I mean. Does not have to be death metal, just brutal. Just message me what you think would work and I will find the song. 
My Life Story
so yar my dad gets another job offer in Conroe,Tx. i was sad that i would never see my friends from school again. there is one i managed to find on facebook but he doesn't remember me :P so i went to a new school and finished up 1st grade. the house we lived on was like a really small ranch in another forested area. we had a pasture for horses but never had any. after 1st grade we had to move again because our house kept having problems and the landlord wouldn't help fix them. a few months later my dad took him to court and we ended up winning i think. i know i went to the court when it happened but i cannot recall at all what happened.  to this point i had had a relatively normal life. but one event changed my life forever. me and my sister used to play games in our oldest brother's room. he had some old fashioned puppets we used to play with and we'd make up dances to songs. it was fun. but one night i guess my brother was feeling.. experimental. he started askin to touch is and for
Religion, Sort Of
Real Love
Real loves is not something that you can take for granted real love is a feeling that comes between two people and can not be broken by man or woman or anyone for that matter.Real love is the feeling that you are wanted you are loved and respected and cherished through thick and thin and it never changes day to day minute to minute.The best part about being loveds is knowing that the person that u love is always right there by your side till the end of time. So is what you have True and Real love? This is for the people on here that say they are real but are fake as hell if u cant be real with someone the best thing to do is to keep ur mouth shut because all that comes out if lies and Bull and people can smell it a mile away and i hate the smell of bullshit so if ur not real stay away from my page than u have a good day 
Staff
I wanted to remind all crew leaders about all your requirments I will like to see all crew leaders to step up and do alot more for the page. Crew leaders requirements: 1. Go on the hp at least once a day and look around check emails and if there is a important email for Mendi or wizard leave it but send Wizard or Mendi a email telling them that they have a email so they can read it. Delete the other emails like the ppl who shitface the page and others. Before you do send a drink and thank them for what they give. DO NOT TOUCH THE FRIEND REQUEST THATS WIZARD JOB. 2. Check and see if any members has any negative messages in their status if they do let me know. 3. Find Level ups make sure they fit the requirements if you not sure read the hp Wizard put it in the "About Me" section you can ask these questions to yourself and if its all positive then its a good level up :) 1.What time is it ? (If its likr 4:40pm look if there is theres a hh if not then explain we will do the l
Rules & Guildlines
To make things easier for me and my staff I am going to make Sunday's the day that All members must Re-Rate the Rollcall..This will insure that all members have each other R/F/A to each other...Mendi has been Rating everyone each day and has very few that rates her back..Just FYI she is the BOSS of this family and is the one that has the final say as to how things are done here..if you are not being active she will know and when she says remove then I WILL REMOVE you from the CTL...So you might want to make sure when she rates you that you return the gesture! As for the TOD..All members must rate the TOD folder of the person drawn that day EVERYDAY this means if you dont rate the TOD and DONT give me a reason why then you will be Removed for non-compliance to the rules! Level ups...We post all level ups in the video section of our stash..when you see the status say Leveling see stash...All members that are online at the time will be expected to participate in the level up!
The End
You were the last I would have ever expected to lie to me and leave me alone. To wonder where you've gone and what you're doing and what I did to deserve this. I don't remember my life without you in it. And I don't remember what its like to not have someone to call and cry to no matter the time. And I don't remember what its like to not have you do the same. I never thought you would forget me. And I never thought that you could be the monster that you've proven to be. And the sad part is. I still miss you. and I have a feeling that I always will. Sometimes I just don't realize how much it hurts to be alive. Its a constant part of every day life. The prick of a finger, a fresh tattoo,  the slip of a blade or regular wear and tear on the body. Then there are more uncommon types. Why is it that even though love is a chemical reaction in the brain, we feel our hearts sink when its been broken. Our emotions are so strong, we can physically feel it. But we recover and try agai
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Days
      Days come an days go. I sit here and think about the old days. You know the days when we were growing up and everything was right the days when things was so much fun... And now i look at days like today. I still can't believe you done what you did.. I know its been two years ago but still how could you.... Yes i still love you that and that will never change your my brother. But you really made me feel ashamed of you I hate to say. How could you do what you did? I swear I hate days like today when just a smiple phone call from you brings back memories of the good old days. And then have days like today while your sittin behind bars I'm sitting here wondering what the hell proseted you to do what you did. I love you but i can't fogive you for that I'm sorry. Fucking Days!!!        I wonder what I will be like 50yrs from now. I mean I look at my mom and grandma and I see how and know how long they been alive. And it dose make me wonder what I will be like when I reach their age. 
Writings
Sandcastle I stand upon a moonlit beachWith the Atlantic ending at my feetNorth east wind whips at my backFor penance and grace I sorely lackI stand with sadness across my facePlaced on Earth this lonely placeThe tide calls deep as it pulls the sandFrom under my feet where I standI'm in its trance but I won't goBut stand my ground with all I knowWhat life throws me I won't denyMakes me flicker wane laugh and cryBut one day soon my sands of timeWill drag me out with evening tideTill all I am is a memoryAn epitath that stands for all to readBut my heart has caught every grain that fallsThru my hourglass yes, I will catch them allAnd transform this life to infinity  With a place, a castle for you and me
Lonely
I was wondering if there is any woman out there willing to date me? If yes could you please let me know. I would love to find someone that loves to go on walks. Well this is what happen for the last 4 months my ex was blaming me for us breaking up. Then I have not heard from here in two weeks when today I hear that her boyfriend , the one she cheated on me with stole her money and her bike. She calls me and ask me to help her out. What should I do? Should I help or not? Please comment and let me know. Thank you for your time.
My First Blog!
I'm nobody will click the link and listen but what the hell... http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=oBjAEpwbIac lyrics: [Joe as Derrick] My names Derrick, I'm from Queens right there on Merrick Raised of honesty, loyalty, good merits Gotta lil sister and my pops just perished And I just came home so my freedom I really cherish Young when they bagged me, seven in the can is tortureAnd I just did that for manslaughter Odds was against me, murder in the second degree Made it less 'cause I gave 'em a plea That's the past, now a dude home tryna clean up his past When all niggaz kno me for is the past And my minds always thinking how to pocket some cash They know if something ever sparked it'll cock it and blast Now I'm tryna live straight and get my act together But my moms struggling, she putting scraps together Long time ago, when I wasn't home she was cleaning my room Cried when she found a gat in the dresser Said no child of hers woulda had that, never!!! But with all the dirt I was doing
My Lot In Life, It's Not Alot But It's My Life
Kids off to bed and time for me to relax. Was a good weekend. My 5 year old loves swimming lessons, my daughter stayed at her grandparents house all weekend. The baby not feeling to good though. Weather been good and that helps. For me I got class tomorrow and wednesday. Also giving a lecture at work on Wednesday. Going to be tired that day. Many will find this boring and sorry for that. I have been a parent for 10 years and it does become a large part of who you are. Entirely to warm here. But it beats Evansville. Back at home, still hate funerals and they are not getting any easier. Anyways home and kids are happy. So am I
~for Friends***guido Zen~
***For my True Friends in this FuNation....thanks for being Real....hope this helps your heart as it has touched mine with experience along the journey.....peace **No Man or Woman is worth your tears, But Once You find One that Is, He or She won't make you Cry... **What a friend is for...when you are lost in Darkness and Searching for the Light...to Help you through those Lonely Nights...when everything around you Fails....Just hold our Your Hand...and I will come Running....that is what a Friend is for.... **Be still when You have Nothing to Say....and when Genuine Passion move You...Say what you have to say and Say it HOT **Do Not Ask a Person to be what He or She is Not....Do not ask of a Person what they can not give...Accept who they are, what they give and what you can offer them....expecting only good in return... **People will always talk, games will be played, loves gained and loves lost, hearts broken....but there are no friends or enemies...Only how WE choose to Live
Life
What do you do when all you can do is nothing? The feelings that you have are there and not so easy to change. I wish I could change how I feel and make life easier for you because in the end my life would also be just a little easier and my heart wouldn't hutn nearly as bad. I have to put on this brave face everytime I think about you and the fact that I can't really have you. I should be extremely happy with what I have an in the end I guess I am... But why do I keep looking? Is it because at one point I had nothing to look forward to and even though now I do I don't want to be in that situation again. I was alone for so long and it sucked... I mean I have really great friends but that love isn't the same... Ugh.... My intention was never to hurt anyone, so why is it that I do? I mean really... Sigh. Deep sigh OK so really I leave friday to head to England. I am so excited. My dad was in the AF for 20 yrs and the only place out of the country I"ve ever been is Canada and the Bahamas.
Romance Fun!
7     Sex Toys That Are Already In Your Bedroom!!!   1. Cell Phone This gadget is like the Swiss Army knife of undercover sex toys. Put it on vibrate, and it’ll give you and your guy’s hot spots a body-quivering buzz. Or use the video function to record a naughty flick—even though you’ll (wisely) hit delete as soon as the deed is over, just knowing you’re being filmed is a ridiculous turn-on. And if you’ve got an iPhone, use Cosmo’s Sex Position of the Day app for naughty inspiration.   2. Bobby Pins These seemingly innocent hair tools can give some serious pleasure to his ultra-sensitive nipples (and they work on you, too). First, use the pointy end to lightly draw circles around, but not quite touching, his headlights. As the circles get closer and closer to his nips, his anticipation will build, causing them to get really erect. Then take his tingly sensations up a notch and use the bobby pins as mini-nipple clamps—since the area
Ever Wonder
Ever wonder why life is the way it is sometimed.  When you think you have found the right person to make you happy and come to find out that they werent the one at all.  Well i thought i had but again i was wrong, oh well lives a bitch isnt it. Ever wonder why your mind plays the tricks on you that it does,, hmmmmmmm damn my mind does all the time lol.. or was it my heart that makes the mind play the tricks Ever wonder why you get butterflires when that special someone falls in your lap without knowing he was the one for you from the get go. well i have to say mine did and i let him go not once but twice in my life and will never find him again or at least i dont think so. Ever wonder if life will ever slow down long enough to let us catch up with the things that is thrown at us on a daily basis. so that just maybe we can trun our lives around and see the future and avoid all the sad things that will bound to happen. EVER WONDER is concluded by saying Lifes just a big basket ful
Just Stuff
I always wondered what was missing from my life. What else is out there? Is it more or less better or worse? I didn't know what but something was keeping me from feeling whole. When do I get to be complete? You go through life making choices that you hope lead you to be solid and have your thoughts and dreams come true. I didn't know what to wish for. I wasn't paying attention and you slipped into my life and made a bang. You put the spark in my eye while i wasn't looking. Things became different. Food was tasting better the sun was shinning bright I had something. The smile on my face was a real one for the first time and it was unstoppable. Rules were broken the hours on the clock stood still. I was laughing and truly happy.Wow. I look up at tonight's moon glowing bright white and notice that a star in the sky only sparkled for me. The sound of your arrival and voice is a complete intoxicating rush that never goes away. I am open and no longer missing anything. I AM FOUND  So just wh
Ain't Life Grand?
I often find myself disscussing the possibilities of existance with a few friends.Some of us have startling different veiws on the subject.One in particular always makes me feel as though there is little hope for us as a species.Let's just call him "M."He seriously thinks that all of life is utterly pointless.Nothing really exists and no one is ever truely alive. He refuses to search for answers to anything, as understanding is a futile endeavor.Nothing is made to make sense, according to M, and that everytime you find any answer, it's complicated with a thousand more questions.He sees no beauty in life, only chaos. He seems to feel no love for much of anything, just contempt and loathing.Bored almost to tears when no one is around, he is constantly searching for companionship. He is overly competitive, which then drives people away.His negativity is heart-breaking.  So many times have he and I sat and conversed about these things. I wish I could get through to him.The walls around him
Thoughts Of Everything, And Nothing
A heart beats within a troubled breast. Made from glass, once pure and clear. Now blackened by knowledge of evil. The beats slow, slow, slow... Then beats no more. I walk along the path life has given me... I wish for it to be smooth and straight.... Yet, by design, it twists and writhes as a serpent   Each of every fork in this path, I have turned the wrong way. The dead ends, the termination, lash scars upon my heart And penetrate my flesh,until blood flows as water   My mind is assaulted with behaviors, images, that speak only the slow death of decay Sheer evil seeks to rend flesh from my bones, and twist me into gross rictus The depravity washes over me like a tidal wave, and I can only stand there and scream as it does   Once I have returned to my path, I continue onwards I am alive, but bleeding with every part of me in anguish I continue on, for I cannot stop until death greets me in another fork in the road
Lyrics
Please, mother mercy Take me from this place And the long winded curses I hear in my head Words never listen And teachers OH they never learn Now I'm warm from the candle But I feel too cold to burn He came from an island And he died from the street He hurt so bad like a soul breaking But he never said nothing to me So say hello to heaven New like a baby Lost like a prayer The sky was your playground ->But the cold earth is your bed ->Ooh, said poor Stargazer ->She's got no tears in her eyes ->But smooth like a whisper She knows that love heals all wounds with time Now it seems like too much love Is never enough, you better seek out Another road 'cause this one has Ended abrupt, say hello to heaven I never wanted To write these words down for you With the pages of phrases Of things we'll never do So I blow out the candle, and I put you to bed Since you can't say to me Now how the dogs broke your bone There's just one thing left to be said Say hello to heaven Define your meaning of w
Matt's Blog
You never know how alone you are until you read what your friends without you on Facebook.       I am so tired of the quote-unquote free dating sites.  You get conned into thinking that this is a 100 percent free site, that is what they say on the web 100 percent free!  You dign up all excited to get started looking for the love of your life.  You fill out the endless questions, write your bio.  And wow there are a lot of people near you just waiting to here from you.  You click on the send email link and BLAM "email is for paying customers"!  Paying customers on a 100 percent free site?!  What gives?      That is like pulling into a gas station that has 100 percent free gas and only being able to put the nozzle in the tank.  If you actually want gas you will have to pay for your "free" gas!  
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My Words Of Life
u must meet these requirements 1. white 2. male 3. 28-36 yrs of age 4. works 5. loves kids 6. 5-30 miles of me 7. not jealous 8. not controlling 9. not abusive 10. not afraid of commitment 11. has own vehicle 12. not judgemental 13. not married or with someone 14. drug free 15. no felonies on record 16. not childish to their partner 17. wants a real relationship not a fling 18. not too clingy 19. not a drunk 20. not a sex freak if u meet ALL these requirements give me a shout and if u dont, sorry i have my bounderies. My Freedom Of Speech First of all, I'm not writing this to offend any of my current friends. This is a good way to express how I feel about things. I think that our world has gone to crap. Used to our parents could just send us out to play and not have to worry about anything but nowadays kids are not safe outside alone. I'm not prejudice but this world has turned into a mixed race world which is wrong. The jobs used to be alot better and we really h
Funny Stuff
Corruption Confusion, illusion, diffusion among us. Inspired by those who are in power of us. Our protectors are devils, disguised in angel eyes, Misleading, deceiving, tricking us into believing we are safe while we are dreaming. All the while they are scheming, demeaning, Manufacturing a false sense of security just to maintain worldy positions, possessions, with no discretions. We are only puppets in their puppet show, Singing and dancing for their pockets to grow. Assets no longer, it's time to go, oppose their code and to jail you will go. A seemingly endless supply, Brainwashed from inside the womb. It's not us they care about, It's power, greed, prestige, they protect. More money to make, more souls to take. It's Freedom we need to protect, it's us Who need to direct. To stand up for Our rights, unite one another... Believe in each other! Think for ourselves, listen to our hearts,
One Year Ago
ii cant stand people who lie and cheat.  Last year was the last thanksgiving I spent with my father.  He had a very rare disease that attacked his brain.  Doctors told us that he had 5-10 years left with us, guess they were wrong.  A couple weeks later my father passed away.  I will alway cherish the memories of last thanksgiving, our talks, the jokes he told and the looks he would give to everyone.  I love and miss you dad more and more each day. 
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