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Fuck This Shit
Congrats you won! You tore my heart up and ripped int into a bunch of tiny pieces. Did ya think this was a game... Heres the Intructions to play 1. Get a guy to Love me 2. Wish for everyhting with him. 3 Last and Final step to Win: Tear his heart out spit shit on it anything you want on it then rip it up into tiny irrepairable pieces. Again Congrats it looks like you succeeded and won this game!! Hope that you are happy now.. Now that everything that I felt like means nothing to you but I guess that was the original intention of your little game. Well played, indeed I never even saw it coming. It blindsided me like the Nazis to France. I am more than tired now and completely fed up I wish for once I could feel happy and accepted. Instead of some pice of shit taht needs to get flushed down the drain. I dont need your pity or worry Ill take care of me. Shit ive been doing that to myself for the last 23 years now. Go on and save the change for someone else I really dont need to fee
Enter The Web
I grind down and fuck your lips and nose as my orgasm seeks to escape my body. Somewhere in the very back of my mind I wonder, "Can you breathe?" but the front of my mind says "Don't you fucking stop licking and fucking me with your tongue!" As the quivers and clinching wane, I massage your scalp and look down to see your face covered in my juices. Running a finger down your face and in between my legs, I bring that glistening digit to my mouth to taste myself. Mmmmmmm, silky is the best word to describe my taste. I scoot myself down your body so I can lick more of me from your face. I know how far to scoot before your cock head will touch my still clinching pussy but you know me... I like to tease. I hear you growl because we both know where your cock wants to be. Dipping my finger into my pussy, I put my hand behind me and twirl your cock with my finger like a girl would twirl her hair. "You like that baby?" I hear a moaned "Umm hmmm". "Tell me what you want?" "I wan
Mumm Nazi's
Some how  - A mumm I posted was deleted last night. It wasnt NSFW, It followed all the rules.  Someone has a stick up thier ass Nothing more than a weenie on a power trip   Pretty cool, huh? I wish I could say I was surprised. http://www.fubar.com/mum.php?id=543569
Breath On The Mirror
taste My saltine sin under ashen-sky temptation rose the beastly breeze of her full glass—      where hurricanes hunt,    no backs get turned,    and the God’s pray for rain—   and she sipped,
My Stuff
His emotions are impenetrable yet his shoulders are soft for those that need someone to lean on. His hands are firm yet know exactly where they need to be. If he has his arms wrapped around you, you're either in the last moments of your life or the safest place you could ever be. He's stubborn but will let you have your way just to see you smile. He's deadly with a rifle and gentle with a child. He plays poker with the devil but guards the gates of heaven. He curses like no other but is a perfect gentleman. He has a thousand yard stare but when you look into his eyes it's the most comforting thing you've ever felt. The Marine Corps trained him as a weapon but raised him as a lover. He knows every part of a M-16 and he knows every curve of his woman. There is no other man like him. Whether you love him or hate him both is a privilege. He could be your worse nightmare or your sweetest dream. Some veterans bear visible signs of their service: a missing limb, a jagged scar, a certain look
Just Some Rambling Thoughts.....
Don't close yourself off from the rest of the world.  If you find someone who can make you understand a little more, laugh every now and then, give you a new experience, then never feel guilty. You'll just have more to give back to those who are closest to you. Sounds like good advise......maybe I should try more to follow it myself. Have you ever felt like spreading your wings and just letting the wind take you wherever it may? Have you ever felt like climbing a tree, just to see how you can go without falling? Have you ever felt like just walking away from everything, only to realize nothing would change?   I have.
I Don't Need To Sleep
As i lie down and close my eye entering my dreams The mear emortional thought of you begins opening part of me i've never knew i had  Pictrues of you flowing through my head Makes me think oh why should i let it end... written by nosforto I love coffee. Coffee is my friend when i am awake. Which is all the time.if you love coffee how do you drink it?
Douchebag Of The Day
 this is the second convo like this that I have had with this guy...sad mr.snuffell.: yeah........i keep forgetting you have one........lol ->mr.snuffell..: oh..well that sucks...I mean this is the third time you have offerred me your cock in my sb...yet you dont want mine...sad mr.snuffell..: not scared.........just don't swing that way ->mr.snuffell..: bummer I thought this was the start of somethin great... ->mr.snuffell..: ok then so askin if you swallow is outta the question right? ->mr.snuffell..: aw did I scare you off? Guys that ask the shit you do in the sb are always the quickest to run ->mr.snuffell..: gave me boobs and shaved my adams apple...makes it easier to lure the men in mr.snuffel: and what did the doctors do to you exactly then?? ->mr.snuffell: so you open? ->mr.snuffell..: well believe it...docs can do amazing things these days mr.snuffell..: nope.........i just don't believe a woman as gorgeous as you
My Family
hello, The girls in my family r special to me they take special pics for me and do special salutes for me!!  So  if u would like to see "my special girls" in my family its gonna cost u!!  Contact me for how much it will cost!! I need some major help people! I just found out I need $1000 or I am going to jail for back child support can anyone help me raise this money? Any donations would be great ty!
My Daughter's Father
Well my daughter got to see her father on sunday for the 3 hour time he is allowed. He lives in Missouri in New Bloomfeild so she got to see her sisters Chelsea and Lucy and her Aunt Chris and her other grandma and grandpa Gerstenberger. I just wish he would have more respct fro her and want to see ehr more but he chooses to not come visit when he needs to she calls him Jason because my friend Jason talks to her more then her own father does. He dont really act like he really cares to see her but cares to see me more then his own daughter. I dont care to see him because we got a divorce for a reason and he still thinks he can pull my strings and i will follow and i dont. So it is very stressful when i pick up my daughter from her visitations and he looks at me like he wants shit and i wont give him nothing. So this next time he sees her will in june on the 21st. we will see if it follows thru if not that is his problem not mine if my mom wants to go on vacation with my daughter then so
She Tries So Hard To Hide
Lies And Deception,Hurt And Pain.From Then 'Till Now,Nothing Feels The Same.Endless Tears,And Sleepless Nights.Is There Enough Love To Stay,Or Too Little To Fight?Happiness, Or Love?Or Just None At All?Fighting For Stability,I Continue To Fall.I Cant Hear Your Excuses,And I Cant Speak.Broken, Yet Somehow Together,Ive Become So Weak. There is a girl who smiles lots,Although she's sad inside.The pain she feels inside her chestShe tries very hard to hide.It's enough to fool her motherAnd enough to fool her friends.Sure, outside she's smiling,But inside, the pain never ends.Sometimes she fails to smileAnd sometimes her cover slips-But she holds back the tears,And bites down on her lips.She clutches her chest tightly,As she slowly walks along,Fooling everyone in sight-They don't know anything's wrong.
Bling Auction
OK GOOD PPL, I AM AUCTIONING OFF A AUTO 11 TO THE HIGHEST BIDDER, IT WILL RUN TILL 8/3/09 AND WILL END AT 9PM FU TIME. STARTING BID IS 1 MILL FU-BUXS LINK TO FOLDER IS IN THE COMMENT BOX OK EVERYONE IN FU-LAND. I AM FEELING A LIL NICE THIS 420. SO I WILL BE AUCTIONING OFF THIS BLING TO THE HIGHEST BIDDERONE LUCKY BIDDER WILL GET TO CHOOSE FROM CRYSTAL CORSET OR THE DIAMOND BOXERS.SO GO TO MY DEFAULT PIXS FOLDER AND PLACE YOUR BIDS ON THIS LOVELY BLING..
~~my Illness~~
Interstitial cystitis (IC) is a condition that results in recurring discomfort or pain in the bladder and the surrounding pelvic region. The symptoms vary from case to case and even in the same individual. People may experience mild discomfort, pressure, tenderness, or intense pain in the bladder and pelvic area. Symptoms may include an urgent need to urinate, a frequent need to urinate, or a combination of these symptoms. Pain may change in intensity as the bladder fills with urine or as it empties. Women’s symptoms often get worse during menstruation. They may sometimes experience pain during vaginal intercourse. Because IC varies so much in symptoms and severity, most researchers believe it is not one, but several diseases. In recent years, scientists have started to use the term painful bladder syndrome (PBS) to describe cases with painful urinary symptoms that may not meet the strictest definition of IC. The term IC/PBS includes all cases of urinary pain that can’t be
Why Crush
I guess I don't get what this site is about I think a lust after choice would be more fitting than a crush option
Random Crap
I know everyone has stress, and that it's normal to experience it. I am under so much stress right now. I have a bunch of children at work I have to babysit. I've been there a month, and am already thinking about getting a different job. The stress just isn't worth the paycheck. I also have some personal things to deal with. I haven't shared anything with anyone, and really, I don't know if I want to. There's someone in my life I am growing very fond of, and I think she's becoming the same towards me. If you're reading this, you know who you are. If you want to know what the personal things are, just ask. I don't keep many people close to me, and letting this person get close to me is a scarey thing for me. I let one person get close to me, and she betrayed my trust. I know that this person won't do that to me, but it's hard to lower my guard, when I've had it up for so long now. I really want her and I to get close, and trust eachother. I really want to let her into my deepest recesse
Twitter Marketing Machine
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New Pics.. Go Check Them Out
i'm soo out of it and cant remember how the hell to change the skin on my profile.... plz someone help me go check them out and tell me what u think      thanks and i'll rtf!
Random General's
I BELIEVE...    Current mood:  contentI believe there is sweetness where theres nothing but sour bitternessI believe happiness is best achieved through unconsciousnessI believe in counting minutes backwards  towards the hour because time is not foreverI believe sexy is a naked man standing erect in a heated shower not noticing my stare I believe love to be a bandit who robbed my 3rd eye blindI believe ignorant bliss is closing your eyes and taking a piss while sitting in the midst of your own aromatic shit, and enjoying itI believe a fist can be a loving relationship between your lips and my fingertips, or sometimes your anusI believe true love is when sweat drips from my chest down to the nest where I lay my eggs that rest with all intents of one day being blessed with the process of procreation...I believe sex to be a mutual dance of two dead souls reuniting in the flesh where they awaken refreshed from death to find happiness... sacred bliss, synergistic nothingness captures my insi
Tests
C : You definitely have a partier side in you, don't be shy to show it. H : You are not judgmental.R : You are a social butterfly. I : You are always smiling and making others smile. S : You are very broad-minded. T : You have an attitude, a big one. I : You are always smiling and making others smile. N : You like to work, but you always want a break. E : You are a very exciting person. R : You are a social butterfly. O : You are very open-minded. B : You are always cautious when it comes to meeting new people. I : You are always smiling and making others smile. N : You like to work, but you always want a break. S : You are very broad-minded. O : You are very open-minded. N : You like to work, but you always want a brea You're a Detective! Just call you Sherlock Holmes! Your love of complicated concepts is reflected in the way you spend your free time. Detectives tend to like reading, chess, word games – anything that stretches their mental muscle. Science-related activities, such as
I Dont Get It
hmmmm here Im at home wondering who to add! I Dont get it! What do you expect to find here. Some pearl of wisdom or just something to kill time.
Stuff
i dont know wat blogs r sposed to be bouut so ima jus say i cant stand the way people act in the damn grocery store always rushin around actin like there better than the guy greatin them at the front that shit pissss me off thank u for readin now that i know wat a blog is i would like to use it for good and not just to bitch.   most things that are bad for u make u smile, think about it     americans smoke the asians smoke two to three time more as a population so why do we get more lung cancer than they do, think about it    why is it a compliment to call a man big in the pants but not a women or to call a woman smallntight but not a man, think about it   
Up For Auction
  OWN THESE HOT FU's THEY WANT TO BE UR SLAVES FOR THE MONTH! HAPPY BIDDING CLICK ANY PIC TO VOTE
Randys
need some friends nsfw open 4 everyone 4 a short time
Oooo Knots~
Trisha's head was spinning. The last thing she remembered she was on her way home from work when suddenly everything just went blurry. Still trying to find her bearings she knew she was in unfamiliar surroundings. As far as she could make out she was in some sort of workshop. There were some tables and figures and also a large television screen of some sorts but her vision was still too fuzzy to see anything clearly. She tried to sit up to get a better view but couldn't, her wrists and ankles had been shackled to the table. This wasn't her main concern though as she the realisation hit her that she was naked, not only that but she felt something pressing against her pussy. The shock of this caused her mind to clarify almost instantaneously and the full scale of her predicament hit her. She was indeed bound naked to a worktable and there was some large device by her feet from which protruded a phallus shaped shaft, which extended to the entrance of her pussy. Despite her limited movemen
Deep Thoughts By Jack Handy "hoagie"
So as the saying goes, ownership is 9/10th's of the Law.  So my prolific question is, if you become fu-owned on-line, does this law still apply?  I mean, come on, your in a virtual setting that only exists as a bunch of binary code in someone's server stack...So does the person who supposedly purchased you REALLY own you, or does the person who physically has possession of the server database own you?  And if so, does that make that person some sort of deity/god-like figure since they possess some many profiles?  I'm JUST sayin...Thoughts are always welcomed, just as are opinions...maybe I'll simply make this a MUMMM.  And no, I don't do drugs and I'm not drunk. So many ways to define happiness. Here are some definitions of happiness to inspire you.   Finding happiness is like finding yourself. You don't find happiness, you make happiness. You choose happiness. Self-actualization is a process of discovering who you are, who you want to be and paving the way to happiness by doi
The Fucker
my bf havent called me in over 2 weeks should iget a new bf and left him messages he read then but no reply well wat do u think my ex boy friend wants 2 get back wit me so whats do u think leave your comment and questions
Men
I LOVE MEN that BLOCK U because they dont get their way!!!! ONE because U have a POOR QUALITY WEB CAM another because HE SAYS SOMETHING U take 2 HEART and a third because HE says HE IS SINGLE BUT ACTS MARRIED!!!!!!!!! I HATE when MEN talk 2 U say they want to see U and when U PUSH IT THEY BLOCK U!!!!!!!!!!! ALSO MEN WHO WANT U TO TALK DIRTY TO THEM  AND THEN THEY BLOCK YOU!!!!!!!! WHATS UP WITH THAT????????? BUT WHEN THEY BLOCK U AND KEEP CHECKING U OUT????? I JUST WANTED A FRIEND!!!! SORRY!!!!!!!
Dating
Met alot of guys in recent months. What is it with single guys over 40?  They all seem to be broken somehow. Ok so my heart has been broken a couple times now.  Beginning to think it isn't the guys I'm dating but something wrong with me.  I'm giving up for the moment.  Maybe I'm just too broken myself to have a normal relationship?
Silkiebiker
wanna play!!!!!!! Hey cm check out S.ilkie biker
Testomonies Of Christians
Dan Arbuckle's TestimonyI always loved to drink! I started drinking when I was 19 and once I moved out on my own (into a shabby apt. in Clinton Township, MI), I started drinking big time. I became a full blown alcoholic by the ripe old age of 29 and I was hanging with people who were terrible influences. Anyways, I went into work on Aug. 3, 2005 (I was refurbishing cell phones at the time) and I got called into the office and they started talking to me about my attitude and things got heated quick and I up and quit (he was going to fire me anyways, I couldn't blame him... I was a drunk!) That same night I went to my “friend's” house, got totally drunk, and got a DWI (Driving While Impaired) on the way home! Not good. So I spent the night in jail and after I was bailed out by my uncle, I told my parents. That was worse than jail! I went back to my apt. and decided that I would give myself 2 weeks to “party” and then I would kill myself.So I did just that. I was s
Final Judgment
             THE GREAT TRIBULATION            In discussing what will really happen during the Great Tribulation, this ministry takes the view that our thinking about this must be based primarily on the Book of Revelation. As will be shown, doing so leads to conclusions that are significantly different from what has been generally taught.            It is the view of this ministry that the Book of Revelation has preeminent authority over all the other Books of the Bible where Second Coming Prophecy is concerned. This idea is derived mainly from the fact that it is the Lord Jesus Christ Himself, in His glorified, post-Ascension state, who appears at the beginning as the Giver of the Book. It is "The Revelation of Jesus Christ", as the book itself says, not "The Revelation of St. John the Divine", as it is often called.            From what John says in the first verse, we conclude that this Book contains prophetic information that Jesus Himself did not know in His earthly, pre-Ascension
Help Fight Cancer!
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New Beginnings
So David and I met when I was fixing to graduate high school. We liked hanging out and eventually fell for each other. Not too long after we were engaged we were expecting our first child. We rushed into a marriage that was not condoned by any one of our parents but they decided to stay out of it. Soon after we married he went active duty to assure a future for the family. Well, I think we both jumped into it thinking this thing or that thing would change by saying "I DO". Needless to say that doesnt work like that. Well despite constant fighting we got pregnant again right after I gave birth to our daughter. This time we had a son. All the while we were dealing with insecurity, trust issues, emotional abuse and scaring, and among other things, infidelity. The whole time I was pregnant he thought I was unattractive so I felt horrible about myself and I knew he was talking to other women I just chose to ignore it and yet again thinking it would get better. Well either way I was tryin to
Party Time Drink
okay.lets test how smart you all are,well you've all heard of mercedes benz:which did they get the name from,the car or a girl? okay ive been thinkng,and i wanna know who else thinks there should be a drink that gets people 50% shitfaced,and that costs around $2000 fubucks? let me know cause im gonna let the owners of fu know
The Whipping
1Pe 3:13 Who is going to harm you if you are eager to do good?  1Pe 3:14 But even if you should suffer for what is right, you are blessed. “Do not fear what they fear ; do not be frightened.”  1Pe 3:15 But in your hearts set apart Christ as Lord. Always be prepared to give an answer to everyone who asks you to give the reason for the hope that you have. But do this with gentleness and respect,  1Pe 3:16 keeping a clear conscience, so that those who speak maliciously against your good behavior in Christ may be ashamed of their slander.  1Pe 3:17 It is better, if it is God’s will, to suffer for doing good than for doing evil.  1Pe 3:18 For Christ died for sins once for all, the righteous for the unrighteous, to bring you to God. He was put to death in the body but made alive by the Spirit,  1Pe 3:19 through whom also he went and preached to the spirits in prison  1Pe 3:20 who disobeyed long ago when God waited patiently in the days of Noah while the ark was being
Gorean Written Dance
Seduction Dance Sitting quitely in the shaddows of the hall in the darkend corners is the thrall smiling with desire for his Mistress.The boy's face shaddowed in dark and the light of the torches.Showing only half his smile to the Mistress laying on her lush pillows as she sips with her ruby lips her goblet of chilled kalana wine.The beast had just served the enticing lovely Mistress, which helped the fires within him started to smolder deep in slave's belly.The excitment of the the rhythmic sounds of the beating drums starting his heart pounding to the beat.Flutes whispering in his ears the total overpowering desire he holds for his Mistress.Sexual power rushing through the thrall's muscular olive smooth skinned body.The slave's mostly naked frame starts to feel the goosebumps form as his body sways slightly to the rhythms and beats.Fighting the need to stand before his owner and show the desire and lust the beast holds in his heart for his Mistress.The muscular chisled b
Thoughts For The Day..
Accept that some days you're the pigeon, and some days you're the statue. Always keep your words soft and sweet, just in case you have to eat them. Always read stuff that will make you look good if you die in the middle of it. Drive carefully. It's not only cars that can be recalled by their maker. Eat a live toad in the morning and nothing worse will happen to you for the rest of the day. If you can't be kind, at least have the decency to be vague. If you lend someone $20, and never see that person again, it was probably worth it. It may be that your sole purpose in life is simply to serve as a warning to others. Never buy a car you can't push. Never put both feet in your mouth at the same time, because then you don't have a leg to stand on. Nobody cares if you can't dance well. Just get up and dance. The early worm gets eaten by the bird, so sleep late. The Second mouse gets the cheese When everything's coming your way, you're in the wrong lane. Birthdays are good for you, the more y
Auction For Bigdaddy
"My friends are always telling me to move on, to give up. But why? Why should I? They don't see you the way that I see you. They don't look into your eyes and see the world. Why would they understand? They can't possibly imagine what it means to look at your best friend and see all their hopes and dreams come true. I wish for once, just once, they could walk a mile in my shoes. But they wouldn't need to walk that far, they would just take one step and suddenly, they would take back every bit of 'getting over you' advice they had ever given me and realize you're my life, you were meant for me, and that moving on or giving up is simply not an option." Love is when you can't be apart from someone for too long...you're always thinking of them, and when you're with them you never want to say goodbye. Love is far from simple. It's quite complex. It's a mix of about everything. It's sadness, joy, passion, hatred, excitement, it's almost every feeling you can imagine and more. You know love wh
Stories
            The five policemen entered quickly into the room, led by the young student.  A crowd was outside the room wondering what had happened.  So many people in the hall at such an early hour was unheard of in the dorms.             The room was clean, but in slight disarray.  Two chairs were toppled over on the floor, right under a taut hangman's noose, which had nothing to hold it taut.  "There you are.  Could two of you please walk out of the room for a minute?” said the student, who was the hall's RA.  Two of the policemen walked out to keep everyone else from trying to enter.  When the three remaining policemen and the student looked back at the rope, there was a body hanging from it.             The student was barely able to point towards the envelope on the floor before having to run out in tears.  One of the policemen picked the envelope up and opened it.  In the outside it said "To: Nobody Cares".  The letter was typed and a couple of pages in length, as if the d
Dr. Ryan's Sexual Expressions
Wrapping this curvasive life around this moist temple. My index finger acting like the painting I wish to repaint. In all colours with your form showing each slight soft stroke on the canvas that is you. A repeated motion feeling the slight reactions of this pulse pulsating abounding around surrounding you. Can feel you moving with my finger, this reaction to it. A pulse occurring, so tight and tasting so sweet. Imagine the first summer rain you felt, around beautiful trees letting the water trickle down on top of their other leafs, deep with the motion around the tree. After the rush, your body is alive with sweet sweat to be sipped upon. The juice of life. The pure drink. The glowing glistering fruit. Your nipples are standing, your sweetness is livid and glorious. To enter you in this current form is paradise. After you have an orgasm. Entering you slowly at first, to feel your presence surrounding me. Every inch of myself makes itself apparent to you, the girth spreading you with y
My Heart!!!
I often wonder does it matter to others when they hear my heart shatter? Is there anybody who really cares and keeps me in their daily prayers?   Is even worth the strain when I know that this path always leads to pain? Is it truely better to lose the ones we love than it is to be the ones they get tired of?   Is there a point where you give up hope and realize that you can no longer cope? Will I become so very jaded that all people I see are immediately hated?   I want to have faith that one day I will find somebody who will love me and always be kind. But fear is prevailing of getting too close I'm afraid I can't handle any more blows.   Should I risk it and give it one last chance with the hope that I'll find that lifelong romance? Do I go with my heart and shut out my mind in hopes that that true love I soon will find?   They say it’s the strongest muscle Yet it seems so easy to hustle. I tend to start opening it up from the start Knowing that in the end
Fu-bux & Pimp Outs
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People Who Suck, And A Pic Or Address
Ok this person goes to every pic and remarks how he/she wants to fuck every part of ur body i think he even mentioned my elbow. So we will dub him a desperate perv. This one is a downrater and personally I think she has a problem with Daddy issues. Whatever here is the gutterslut. Also fake pic as her default (big shock)  
What Would U Do ?
If your in a relationship and its going down hill and you have beencommitted for over 5 years would you have an affiar if it truly came downto it or would you stand strong no matter what u both go thru ? U meet a guy and he's very unattractive and u are not really feeling him atall and as far as kissing and touching him it makes u nauscious..But he's as nice as a kittten then what do u do ?
Heaven's Window
I'm in another auction...check me out and bid please!! http://fubar.com/photo.php?u=250615&albumid=0&i=3350344445 The linked photo aint working..dammit.  I can end auction at anytime if I accept the bid.  Thank you and happy bidding!! =D I know this isn't really the place to post this; however, I do know people here who have lost loved ones.  Something happened that I must share with you.  We all need a little uplift in spirit at some point or another. This morning I was on my way to work and saw something truly amazing.  For a brief moment, I looked up at the sky and saw Heaven's window.  The clouds had formed in a pattern that made a perfect square of light.  I just stared at it for a few seconds before the window closed.  I thought to myself, wow.  All of the people who I have loved and lost to those pearly gates were peeking down on me.  So, don't think for one second they are not there, watching over us, because they truly are....and I saw them!  I feel blessed today for recei
Drink
would someone buy me a drink so my throat is not so dry, plz!!! i need to get laid
Family Saga, Part One Of Many!
I get a call at a 4am on the 11th day of September from my grandparents, I did not wake when the phone rang so they left a message. They were just calling to tell me that they were sitting in a Rhode Island hospital with my mother and they didnt know what was going on. I called them as soon as I woke up and they were on their way back to Connecticut from Rhode Island. They said that they didn't know too much about what had happened and my mother wasn't in the right state of mind at the time they saw her to explain. I spent that morning calling around to different hospitals in Rhode Island to see if anyone knew anything about my mother. I finally found the hospital, Newport Rhode Island Hospital and was able to talk with her. They had placed her in the mental ward of the hospital since she tried to kill herself and she had only a couple minutes to talk to me. She went on to explain that she packed up the car with no plans of coming back. She had her and what was the rest of my fathers m
Quote Of The Day
I cried and watched you pass away. Although I loved you dearly, I couldn't make you stay. A golden heart stopped beating, hard working hands at rest. God broke my heart to prove to me he only takes the best.LOVE YOU DADDY!!!!!!!! MISS YOU ALWAYS AND FOREVER.  Quote of the day > > BEST QUOTE EVER REGARDING WOMEN !!! > > 'Whatever you give a woman, she will make greater. If you give her > sperm, she'll give you a baby. If you give her a house, she'll give > you a home. If you give her groceries, she'll give you a meal. If you > give her a smile, she'll give you her heart. She multiplies and > enlarges what is given to her. So, if you give her any crap, be ready > to receive a ton of shit.' >
Wanted: Adoption Into Family.
Ah here, this can be cool, if my friends here ever want to chat you may add me to your yahoooo!!! i am seattlebillyseattleadams@yahoo.com go ahead and add me. Friends only in here, though, if you add yourself give me your screenname from here so i know it is you. If I added you as family you are sure welcome to chat with me sometime. People are pretty cool stuff in here. HMM, well, let me see, I have been here awhile, and all my new friends here seem really cool, your all cool beans in my book, so the ones who send gifts back and forth to me I want to make family, private message is cool I guess, but I guess family makes us awesome friends or something, so anyone who wants to be in my family message me and i will add you, oh and if you all ever want to chat or IM let me know. I will pass along my screenname to you, thats what is missing really in here is the IMs, be cool to chat with some of you sometime, oh well have a great day all friends:)
Me
for those of you who dont know me this is it i have lived in augusta ga my entire life thats a long freakin time i work non stop hang out with my friends and mainly just like to chill kick back have a guinness and throw darts at the bar as you can see from my pic i wrestled for a while and got decent at it but the time came to move on to other things anyway for those of you who read this i have a new toast for you always say a toast whenever you take a drink in a group its a barlaw may those who love of us love us and for those who dont love us may god turn their hearts but if he cant turn their hearts may he turn their ankles so well know them by their limpming cheers b*tch ok i want to say that i know my status may seem weird but i just wanted to let everyone know that i am not on fubar to see you get naked i could care less what you have on yes i do look at your pics to rATE THEM BUT NOT FOR ANY OTHER REASON AND I AM DEFINATELY NOT GOING TO SOME WEBSITE AND PAYING TO WWATCH YOU PLA
What I Feel Is What You Get
MADNESS   I open up my heart to you Let you in my soul Fill me with your love Look deeply in my eyes See me through, see me through Take control over me Kiss me with your tender lips Caress me with your finger tips Indulge into the sensation Make me yours, all yours
April 16 - April 30
Welcome to our newest Family Manager... burghbabe *FU-Bomber Family Manager*and fu-owned by WillyMakit@ fubar       Come meet your new Fu Bomber top family Click there pic to show them love get to know them if you have any questions hit them up Tee Fu Bomber Family Owner JamieDawn Fu Bomber OPERATIONS MANAGER WillyMakit *FuBomber Family Manager* burghbabe *FU-Bomber Family Manager* JEWEL OF THE SEA*FUBOMBERS FAMILY MANAGER* NICCI~FU BOMBER FAMILY MANAGER~ if you want to become a fu bomber click here FU-Bombers*READ THE WHOLE PAGE*@ fubar (repost of original by 'NICCI~OWNER OF DEMENTED NAUGHTY ANGELS~FU BOMBER FAMILY MANAGER~KASEY & ADAMS MISTRESS' on '2009-04-23 13:29:12')
Missy *dångê®øus Cürvès* ~chiina Doll~@ Fubar
email me@ because its hard to get in touch with u   im still tryna work this site out maybe u can hep me  
Murphys Law
Today we had our first show in Rally Advance Excellent, as pursuant to his name sake what could go wrong did! Qualified in Exc, and No Qual in Adv so we did not get any "points" toward our title . So far we have never qualified on our first outing in any level, most of the times it has been my fault and I assume that responsiblity, we did have a good time and met some nice people , Tomorrow is another day and we can relax now the first blunder is behind us Some people ask me how I can take in dogs, and give them to new homes. Just under 2 weeks ago I delivered a female dog to a couple from Pa. it was bittersweet. Betty had been with me for 6 months and yes I do grow attached, rather quickly! well I got up this morning to this email.. and this is how and why I do rescue Have to share - we had a great day with Betty! The company left this morning and we had a road trip to Scranton, about 45 minutes away. Of course, Betty went with us. Had lunch at a buffet and Boopster had a piece o
Short And Sweet~
The sun shone through the curtains as slave sue woke. she opened her eyes to find Master watching her. He was sitting on the bed in His robe and He bent forward to kiss her. 'Good morning, my pet,' He said. 'I have a surprise for you this morning'. slave sue smiled sleepily. Master's surprises might be fun, or embarrassing, or erotic, but she loved them all.The door bell rang, and Master was clearly expecting someone. 'Wait here,' He said. slave sue lay back in bed and tried to listen as He answered the door, but Master was speaking too softly. she could hear a man talking to Him. The door was closed and Master returned to the bedroom. He picked up a blindfold from the bedside table and told slave to put it on. When her eyes were covered, He pulled back the covers and told her to step out of bed. she stood beside the bed as He tidied it, then He helped her back onto it, so she lay naked across it, on top of the covers. 'Put your feet on either side of the window pet,' He said. slave di
Me
to the ass hole men that hit your ladys to me you all are nothing but a bunch of lil bitches nad need to have your asses kick IM JUST A GOOD OLD BOY THATS LIKES TO HAVE FUN
Cherokee N.c,
DON'T ACCEPT a friend request from a CHRISTOPHER BUTTERFIELD he is a hacker. Tell everyone on your list because if somebody on your list adds him u get him on your list too and he'll figure out your computer's ID and address, so copy and paste this message to everyone even if you don't care for them cause if he hacks their email he hacks your email too. CUT AND PASTE THIS : I'm leaving out today for Cherokee NC for there annual bike rally...It's something i do twice a year spring and fall...It's a chance to see old friends and make new ones...I always look forward to this event every year..Have been going for the past 15yrs..Saturday nite 38special will be in concert so i'm very excited to see them..It's a chance to see some of the most beautiful Harleys and some really trick out bikes...I will post pics when i get back...I hope that all of you all will have a great weekend as well..See you sunday nite or monday morning.......                                  Peace & Love          
Thinkin
....continued "The Pond"   He lets go of me as blood drips down his back from the scratches he had received. He looks me in the eyes with deep intent, and asks me why do I feel the way 1 feel. Unable to answer, I just stare back at him. "You dug your nails into my back, but it's my face that feels pain" he exclaims. I stand still awaiting his next move. He walks, I folllow. I end up standing on a boulder;and he circles me. Unaware of his intentions, I turn myself toward him as he circles,watching his every move. He says that where im standing is something spiritual, a burial ground or something. He starts on a rant about how he doesn't really exist, and how he is 800 years old. "Shut up! That's just the gin talking" I say. His demeanor, his eyes, they all change as if he became possessed. He asks if he scares me and then says "you only fear the things that you dont know". He's right, I don't know, and at this point,to be honest, I don't want to know. I walked to the car as fast as
Spotlight!
This is a list of all of my WONDERFUL doners for my Spotlight! Show them some love please! *anangel1976* *Danorok* *lyght* *pietaster* *Master Tough T* *DJ Ghost (Rider)* *AsianGem* *DJ Kool* *ღ Ä£WÂ¥Z §TØÑEЙღ* *Angel Kitty *AKA* Devil Kitty* *lick4fun* *Phantom_Reve* *™SLDC™* *Giggity* *( o )^( o )bies Make Me Happy*   *Miss Hell~Fire* *
Unfaithful People
Yesterday I Was Asked By A Friend Of Mine If Her Man Touches Me When They're Here And I Told Her The Truth That He Grabs My Butt When He's Drinking. He's All Pissed Off Now And Calling Me A Liar And A Stupid Bitch. I Dont Want Him!!!!! I've Told Her This Many Times! He Also Kissed Me The First Night I Met Him And Her. I Want Peace. Im Tired Of Drama.I Try To Ignore It When He Does This. I Don't Need This Crap! I Have 2 Kids To Take Care Of And Worry About.    You Know Who You Two Are Too! The Friends I Were Talking About Are Back Stabbers  and She's A Phycotic Troublemaker. Her Fiance Sticks Up For Her When She's In The Wrong Which Is Why He Doesn't Know The Whole Truth. She Messed Around With Another Guy While She Was Here And Her Fiance Was At Work. They Blocked Me On Here,But Oh Well Cuz What Goes Around Comes Around And Bites You In The Ass.
Pregnant Woman At Large
The Rusty Trombone - This is when you are standing and your girl is behind you tossing your salad while at the same time she is reaching around and jacking you off! The Admiral - When attacking from behind, you place your arms behind your back, clasp your hands together and continue your hammering. Strictly a class move. The Blumpkin - The act of receiving a blowjob while simultaneously taking a shit. The Hoover Vacuum - When you bang a girl in the ass right as she is taking a shit. You pull out long enough for the log to come completely out then you grab her hips and pull her back into her own shit which then gets pushed back in her butt since her hole is already gaping. The Houdini- While fucking a chick doggystyle. Right before you blow your load, you spit on her back which makes her think you're blowing it.....but you're not. She turns to look, and BAM! you blow it in her face. NOTE**If you are skilled enough to make it into her eye and she screams "Arrrr", then you have just com
Back In The Mix
Send a heartbeat to the void that cries through youRelive the pictures that have come to passFor now we stand aloneThe world is lost and blownAnd we are flesh and blood disintegrateWith no more to hateIs it bright where you are?And have the people changed?Does it make you happy you're so strange?And in your darkest hour, I hold secrets flameWe can watch the world devoured in its painDelivered from the blastThe last of a line of lastsThe pale princess of a palace crackedAnd now the kingdom comesCrashing down undoneAnd I am a master of a nothing placeOf recoil and graceIs it bright where you are?And have the people changed?Does it make you happy you're so strange?And in your darkest hour, I hold secrets flameWe can watch the world devoured in its painTime has stopped before usThe sky cannot ignore usNo one can separate usFor we are all that is leftThe echo bounces off meThe shadow lost beside meThere's no more need to pretendBecause now I can begin againIs it bright where you are?And hav
Hagakure
[Tech N9ne] I don't even wanna fucking do this song, for real But I wouldnt be real if I didnt [Tech] I be sittin by myself and I be thinkin, mamma what have I become All I wanted was a family, but when I look I be the only one Losing everything but money, everybody left and I dont even get to see my young Only happiness I get is in the studio or when I get to do another run On the road, doin shows, get the woes, when it slows gettin cold, getting old, but the flows, gettin sold I've been doin this a minute but I think I wanna end it cause I'm on a higher level when I go But the music I be doin it, be losin, make it hard for me to grow All I wanted is a family portrait, see my babys on a ranch with horses But I was fucking devil bitches in corsets. I was livin really good but I torched it I'm sorry ms jackson, I'm speakin for real and I never meant to make your daughter cry But I guess I'm a failure with women and I'm lost and I feel like I ought to die Feel like I'm rotting away, my
Raffle
Ok...I am going to raffle off an AUTO11/Cherrybomb. Entry to the raffle will require you buy a FuOwned from me. To show that it is an Auction Entry you will buy then for an amount ending in 422. For example 1,000,422 Fubux... Or 20,422 FuBux. There is no bottom limit to the FuOwns price to Qualify. The Lowest possible bid accepted for an entry will be 20,422 FuBux. In other words if the Min bid is only 12,000 fubux..you have to change the bid to 20,422 fubux. I will pick the winner by using a random name generator called Mad Hatter. I will attempt to video the draw. If you don't trust me..don't participate. Each FuOwned Purchased will be considered an entry as long as the purchase price ends in 422 so you can have multiple entries. Consider each FuOwned you buy as a ticket Raffle Entries Start NOW..and continue until May 3rd 12:00 PM PST. Raffle is open to anyone that I don't have blocked or that has me blocked.  NEW RULES! I will draw for 2 blings now instead  of just one.
New Start
Hey...just an update to those who actually care.  I have finally making a decision....I will be enlisting in the National Guard Reserve next month unless something comes up.  I want to be able to do more for Morgan.  This will allow me to finish school and to focus on it.  I can't be deployed till I graduate and when I do I will be a nco...and probably have 3 years left of active duty.  I know most of the risks...I know most of the benefits...I know that I will be losing contact and touch with alot of people tho'...but in the struggle to right the wrongs done to me by my daughter's mom....and to be there for my daughter no matter what...it's a small price to pay.  To the friends who have stuck by me no matter what...thank you.  To the ones who tried to shield me from fu-drama realizing that I had more in real life than most...I appreciate it.  I have 9 weeks of basic and at least that long for advanced training coming up...so no computer for that long...any penpals are welcome as it wo
My Very First Hh
MY VERY FIRST **HAPPY HOUR** AND AUTO 11's WILL BE ACTIVE LEVEL UP ON ME AND HELP ME MAKE MY HH A H U G E S U C C E S S SUNDAY 04/26/09 4pm FU TIME (7pm EASTERN) CLICK BELOW TO ENTER @FUBAR ~NITA~ CoOwner@Static/ FuWife & R/L FIANCEE 2*_*StuD-MuFFiN*_*/ Owner@~Charmed~&CharmedRadio/ PIPER@CHARMED BOMBERS/ SaintsBodyGuard/ MELI's BIG SIS ~Charmed~ Radio MY VERY FIRST **HAPPY HOUR*
Dispatches From An Insane Mind
Ok... I want to know a secret. Whats your guilty pleasure song the one that you really don't want others to know you like but it's stashed on your a playlist , cd, or ipod.   Mine is (here we go)   George Micheal...Faith (and i'm not even gay) lol           I would like to know your current favorite song and your all time favorite.   Mine are current Careless whisper by Seether (i know a wham remake) :P   All time i think it would be Ballad of Curtis Loew by Lynyrd Skynyrd   Ok whats yours ?
Just Me...
I'm a just me no matter how you see it. I'm not normal,trendy,pretty, I'm just me. No matter what happens to me, No matter what anyone else sees, I'm just me.   I may not be the funniest I may not be the cutest I may not be the most popular I'm just me   For all the people that don't like me, Just look the other way. For all the ones that love me, Don't ever leave me. For anyone else, Try me on for size. Cause I'm just me.   I will tell you that, I am not one to mess with, I am not one to hurt. Cause I beleive in karma, And that will get you burnt.   So love me if you want. Hurt me if you dare. I will be standing here, waiting for someone to care. Cause I'm just me For everyone that wants to get to know me   I am a girl, thats not your average girl I'm a gamer, I'm a reader, and I'm a human being I'm the kinda girl that love to be around people and hates being alone.   From what i hear I'm loving and caring and from what one person says I'm a sweehear
Game Over
  Many of you on this site has never even hear of me well for those that are in that area let me give you a little rundown about my times here on this site. 1. I have been a member of this site since day one when it first have started and been a member when it was known as Lost Cherry I also was here when it was known as Cherry tap and as its known know as Fubar. 2. I use to have the number one train on here it was called The Devils Train which been around since almost day one. Before it took its last ride it had 450 members on it till I took it out and removed it from my bogs . 3. I use to be a member of IAR I was number 36 on it ( Insane Asylum Rejects) , S*U*P (Shady’s Underground Posse) , Team Shocker, Confederate Bombers, FU-Gees, Happy Hour Slammers, Jades Dirty Diamond Crew, Rating Revolution. So I have been around and I am sure there is more that I am forgotten about I have meet several amazing people on here if your wondering who it is well their all in my Family.
Deeper Meaning~
I get the call that he is minutes away. I am to put a blindfold on and wait by the door in my black robe only. My heart is pounding as I turn out the lights and place the blindfold on at the door. My nipples are so hard they ache, and I can feel the wetness between my legs, wondering if I should clean up or just wait there wet. The decision is made for me because I suddenly hear footsteps on the porch. Master is here!!!I hear the door knob turn and I freeze. My heart is now pounding. The door opens and he is so close I can hear him breathe and feel the heat from his body. I take a deep breath. He says nothing, but leads me blindfolded into the room and places me on a chair. I just try to be calm and wait, while he cuffs my hands behind my back, locking them. Then he spreads my thighs wide open and ties my ankles to the chair legs. I am fully exposed for his eyes. I take a deep breath knowing he's looking at me and praying that I don't disappoint him.The cool air on my skin makes my bre
Zomofar
Worked on the Drop Dead Diva set yesterday as a lawyer and had a blast Just joined in fubar, so I'm still sober :-) feel free to follow my activities on twitter at http://www.twitter.com/zomofar Christoph Vogt
Family
There are angel's above that watch over all of us no matter who we are they are there to help & guide through the tough times of life's travel's we have a path that we follow that takes us on may roads in life make that right turn with god's blessing make the wrong turn and life get's hard but i know that my angel will guide me back to the right road. My angel is silent and i know there here beside me everyday of the year,when i am sad my angel's wings will hold me tight. when i die there will be my angel there to set me free. Support those who protect our country & in our community they fight for us everyday to keep us safe. we call them out for duty over seas they go some make it home some don't. we call them in the middle of the night when we have a prowler in our yard. they come to us when there is a fire so we don't lose our home. these men and women is our friends co-workers but most of there our FAMLIY. I am very proud to be part of there FAMILY
Shattered
come on and save me i'm loosing my touch day after day cause i miss her so much come on and save me i'm loosing my mind waiting and waiting for her to be mine come on and save me from the endless night tossing and turning the nightmares i cry i don't know what to do i'm at alost wanting u to be mine i'm always up and around it tears me up in side that ur soo close but feel miles apart working and working haveing no time for fun i'm up all night just wanting you to be here with me i sit here alone hardly spending time with u hurts it the smile i once knew has long faded from her face, her happiness is all i want come one and save me i'm lossing my mind waiting and waitng for u to be mine  for the night of april 26. 2009, was the night my heart was torn out of my chest, having this crushing blow, makes me toss and turn while laying in bed,mean while crying for hours apon hours make this night last for an eternity, the love of my life made my heart shatter in to billions of pie
China
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Konta_khinte
salutari din partea lui konta_khinte  la toti prieteni mei.. in cautare de prietena...
Massylicious
Wow! My very first blog in fubar. I think the last time i blogged in my blog in blogspot was like on February. I kinda give up because i feel that i can't really write everything that involved the family or friends and they do read my blog. I need to write something when i feel low sometimes. I dont wanna worry any of my family or think im having a problem cos i usually appear cheerful. Recently, i quited my job as an IT helpdesk, i know i made a mistake but i cant do the job that doesnt make me happy at all. My aunt would tell me i shouldn't be picky at this point of time. A beggar can not choose. It's too late to regret and i know that things happened for a reason. Right now, i feel a bit panic about job. I want to do teaching. Teaching kids will be fun although the pay will be lesser than my IT job. It's more rewarding to build children future than helping nagging users on the phone who dont appreciate my help =/ Anyway, apart from that, im still happy to see my uncles again. We
Hopelessly Hopeful
I am no one; unworthy of the Divine and the Damned. I am losing - ambition, desire, trust, hope...I am absent of light; darker than the depth of the deepest abyss...   (cant even finish this one) nothing! I would tell you to fathom that, but I can't cuz there is nothing! "yr blown out candle, pray it was the wind...cuz when its nuthing, its hard to say what it is."  - 7
I Swear Its How I Feel
"Prom Queen"[Verse 1:]I loved her fancy underwearI sit behind her every yearWaitin' for the chance to getTo tell her I'm the one she should be withShes popular with all the guysSo innocent in my eyeI could see her in my lifeshe would've had the world if she were mine[Bridge:]But see she had other plansI could not understandHer and her stupid friendsVarsitys biggest fansNever forget the dayShe laughed and walked awayAnd I couldn't stop herI guess she had it all[Chorus:]She had it all figured outBut she left me with a broken heartFucked around and turned me downCause she didn't think I could play the partBut now the prom queen, the prom queenIs crying sittin outside of my doorShe never know howHow everything could turn around[Verse 2:]They loved her fancy underwearEvery boyfriend every yearShe tried to keep em entertainedWhen they can hardly remember her nameShe did everything she could just toTo make him love and treat her goodShe found herself aloneAsking herself where did she go wrong
Dad Teaches Daughter A Lesson
  Don't care what your political stance is.. this is funny...   Rose sat so Martin can walk... Martin walked so Obama could run... People have said for centuries that if a black man won the presidency pigs would fly...   And what do you know? After his first 100 days in office....   SWINE FLU!!! (Disclaimer: This story is about incestrial happenings and it is ONLY a story...and if you don't read past this.. I completely understand)   Dad Teaches Daughter a Lesson "Ok, Dad. I'm going out. I'll be back by one o'clock," Sarah said as she walked ran down the stairs.Jack put down his newspaper and glanced at his daughter. "Wait a minute! What are you wearing?"Sarah liked to show off her body. She was wearing a black leather corset and silky, black skirt. Her long blonde hair bounced on her bare shoulders as she ran down the stairs. She wore her favorite thigh high leather boots, which she had worked all summer to be able to afford. At the bottom of the stairs, she pa
The Life Of Liz
I work in a field where people die all the time. It is part of working with the elderly. They come to places like my work to live the rest of their life. To die comfortably and get the care they need....Today we lost a resident. She had dementia and was 84 years young. I remember going into her room and saying it was time for pills and being swore at one minute and smiled at the next. Funny how you take things for granted like being able to remember who is standing next to you in a childhood picture. But, as I was thinking about her and all the other people I have taken care of at the end of their lives I was taken back to 2 yrs ago when I first started my current job. I am going to enclose a newspaper article and then tell about how this man, Patrick, changed my life.   Nick Coleman: Monsignor was the face of God in war's inferno With strength and grace, the Rev. Patrick Hessian walked easily where he was needed in the spiritual and military worlds. By Nick Coleman, Star Tribune
Lucky 13
I got to be a cow farmer today...  Saw some uhhh... Well, I'm not really sure how to phrase on this one but, cows were having some tampon fun.  Very strange maneuvering.  Apparrantly artificial insemination has trickled down the grape vine all the way to the bovine.  I guess that's just another one of those moments where having a photographic memory just kind of scars you.  I dunno though, they seemed to take it pretty well.  I mean,  if I was a cow, I  wouldn't really want tampon insertion to be anywhere on my schedule, but you know... They have no choice... They gotta be ready for next week when they get an arm stuck in them for reproductive purposes.  It's all fun and game's till some cow loses their virginity to a fist.:(  I'm not really sure how it goes, but apparantly next Monday has me scheduled for finding out.  Sweet right?  Yeah,  working for my grandparents because my whole family hates me and kicked me out repetitively since graduation day, is awesome.  You know I once hear
Mi Vida Loca!
For a couple weeks now I had wondered what I was going to do with the kids on Mother's day. We usually do something new and fun...an adventure on Mothers day. An old friend, Chris, called me up and invited me to his moms place for a bbq/pool party. Chris and I have known each other for 21 years now. We had a hiatus when I hit about 20 and we got back in touch last year, but nothing changed, we just picked up where we left off. I adore his family...I guess I just forgot how much until today! The kids and I had so much fun laughing and swimming. We're going back the next two weekends for swimming and "family" time, lol. It was nice to get my smile on for a change. Chris' mom was the mom I didn't have in jr high and high school...she is another surrogate mom for me now as well. Funny thing, her name is Debbie...just like my Mama Deb :-).Cousins, Aunts and Uncles were there today, and I just felt like I was at home. I needed that. Since Dave and I seperated, I really felt like I didn't hav
Stuff
How do you decide who to marry? "You got to find somebody who likes the same stuff. Like if you like sports, she should like it that you like sports, and she should keep the chips and dip coming."  Alan, age 10 "No person really decides before they grow up who they're going to marry.  God decides it all way before, and you get to find out later who you're stuck with."  Kirsten, age 10 What is the right age to get married? "Twenty-three is the best age because you know the person FOREVER by then."  Camille, age 10 "No age is good to get married at. You got to be a fool to get married."  Freddie, age 6 How can a stranger tell if two people are married? "Married people usually look happy to talk to other people." Eddie, age 6 "You might have to guess, based on whether they seem to be yelling at the same kids." Derrick, age 8 What do you think your Mom and Dad have in common? "Both don't want no more kids." Lori, age 8 What do most peo
The Evolution Of Online Culture
Another thing I've noticed about internet culture is that there are many posers online.  People who pretend to be something they are not.  People who pretend to be veterans are my pet peeve.  We've been an all volunteer military since 1973.  Even with the large number of people in the military during the cold war, the percentage of people who have served is but a tiny percentage of the population.  Out of that small percentage of the population, the number who served in combat arms is even smaller.  The average tooth to tail ratio is about 9-1, that is about 9 people in a support role for everyone who does the actual fighting. Now there is nothing dishonorable about serving in a support role.  Yet for some reason, it's not glamorous enough for a few people, so they feel the need to embellish their record.  I don't know why, to impress girls, and other people, to show how tough they are?  It doesn't really matter. That is a problem on the forums I moderate on.  Here are some tips to
Lil'bro
all i need is another drink. feeling good!
Remembering
I can't believe I'm still awake. I guess it's just because of my mind running wild with someone running through it. At least he's handsome! lol I wish when people looked into my eyes, they could tell what I was feeling. It would save a lot of miscommunication...
Survey
Have you ever intentionally made someone jealous?yesWhat never fails to make you cry?my kidsDark or light jeans?dark   Do you like to doodle?not really but I tend to when I'm boredAre you talkative?sometimesDo you still buy CDs?blank ones, yesDo you know anyone with such a terribly annoying voice that you can't even stand it? not yetDo you have someone of the opposite sex you can tell everything to?yesWho was the last boy you talked to? my FianceAre you currently frustrated with anybody?you can say thatDo you like listening to love songs when your down?I listen to whatever song's I can relate to at the moment. I love my music♫Next vacation you're going on?who knowsLast time you were truly happy?anytime i'm relaxing with himWho was the last person you sat beside at a restaurant?my fianceWhat are you doing tomorrow?working   What color shirt are you wearing?orangeHow many pillows on your bed?2   Who was the last person you took a photo of?my fianceDid you laugh a lot at somet
Contest
Ever wanted to own me and make me do as you say? Well im not so sure about the making me do what you say but i am in a contest to own me!!! So come check it!! Im offering a lot so please come check me out. Click on family member #8. Sorry would have put a link in but i cant figure it out after a tiring day at work.                       Ok everyone on May 1st i will be in a contest or actually  an auction. That is right you get to own me and i have everything listed on the pic you have to bid on. I will post a link when the auction starts so start saving your fubucks!!
Vip Giveaway... Attempt #2
Well, this past month has flown by...  hasn't it?  Well, it's THAT time of month again...  Schleproks Monthly VIP giveaway Requirements: 1) Impress me!  (do not ask me what... this will automatically disqualify you) 2) Must not be a current VIP holder. 3) Must be in my friend and fan list.  (new friends and fans are welcomed) 4) Must have a valid, approved Fubar Salute. 5) Must post a comment in this blog... In the name of fairness, last months winner is not eligible this month... (nothing personal Rayven...)  Cheers...  and good luck... Schleprok I want to give a VIP to one lucky person today.  Ends at 2:00pm CDT tomorrow. If you're interested: The rules: 1) Impress me!  (do not ask me what... this will automatically disqualify you) 2) Must not be a current VIP holder. 3) Must be in my friend and fan list.  (new friends and fans are welcomed) Cheers... and good luck
Sorry
Attention all my friends and family out there in fu-land, there's a new lounge opening Friday and it's called Tiki Beach. If you're interested in being staff or just a member, please feel free to contact myself or DJ Mistress Ice, u can find her profile in my family section, please get in touch with either one of us if you are interested, we really need staff badly so please dont hesitate to hit me up. Oh I, had a lot to say.Was thinking, on my time away.I missed you and things weren't the same.Cause everything inside, it never comes out right.And when I see you cry, it makes me wanna die.I'm sorry I'm bad, I'm sorry you're blue.I'm sorry about all the things I said to you.And I know I can't take it back.I love how you kiss. I love all your sounds,And baby the way you make my world go round,And I just, wanted to say, I’m sorry.This time, I think I'm to blame.It's harder, to get through the days.We get older and blame turns to shame.Cause everything inside, it never comes out righ
Licky, The Carnivorous Pony
I wont be logging in for a while. Maybe a month, maybe two months. Sorry. My mate's girlfriend freaked out when she met me last night, Scott gave off the impression that I was a boy. She then proceeded to ruining game night. I had never heard so many rude comments till last night. They were "whispered" but we all heard them. She kept trying to convince him that my health card was fake. One thing I have to live with is my name really is Cupid......sometimes their reations are fun, other times their disbelief always manages to piss me off. We laughed it off afterwards, I can't stay mad at someone I don't even know afterall :D 
Here It Is
Everything is perfectEverything is worthlessNo reason to liveNo need to dieI am the ugliestMost beautifulMost hatefulMost caring personI am in pain all dayAnd feel nothing all the sameI hate being in loveBut I love being lovedI despise violenceBut beat myself up everydayI hate being this wayBut I love being nothingI tried to pull the triggerBut nothing came out...   Am not quite sure what I'm doing anymore...Ever. And just so you know, this isn't meant to be one of those "Oh please, show me some pity!" Deals. This is just for me to say. I wake up with no real aim, I mean I know what I want to do with my life, but I don't know how to occupy my life until then. I'm always broke, so when my friends do something, I need to get money from them and I can't pay them back, which makes me feel like shit.   I can never keep a relationship because I can't seem to keep anyone happy. I can always find a way to do something wretchedly stupid. And anyone I seem to crush on remotely, finds someone el
Family
Well, I'm not GETTING the LOVE I Deserve and Expect from some of my Family Members,  So this Contest is OPEN to all Family, Friends and Fans and Fans of. SHOW ME THE LOVE. The TOP 5 People, whomever they may be, will be placed in my TOP of Family, Friends and whatever other positions of Honor. Will also receive 1-Cherry Bomb per week for a month 1-Auto 11 per week for a month The most expensive Bling that Fubar has A Salute   How do I get all this? BY SHOWING ME THE LOVE. HOW? You may ask, For the next 7 days, (RTF) Return the Favor. That's all you have too do, I rate your Page, You Rate mine. I rate 5 of your Pics, You rate 5 of mine.  Or any number therefore I but you a Drink, then you buy me one. And So on and So on.   SIMPLE.   GOOD LUCK EVERYONE.     Ok, I know everyone is been waiting and watching for this,  Just to let you know, because of the responses to the Contest there were some slight changes.  The TOP 5 will still be named as planned and as they have
My Thoughts
              Want me to be your slave for a month?! Come place your bids on me, in the Fubar Addict Auction! (if you can't place a bid, please atleast rate the picture) http://fubar.com/photo.php?u=1029198&i=1559674564&albumid=1666344#1559674564   Thanks to all my awesome friends! *muah* I always say that life is an endless path and which ever way we take on that path is how we are going to live our lives. Some paths take us on enless adventures while others are bumpy obsticals. Whatever decision we make, it gets us to where we are all today. My life has been an endless obstical but rewarding in the same aspect. For those who don't know me as well, I'm a single moth
Just Thinking
Ok so guitar hero 5 was just released and again the didnt put a single led zeppling song in the game. WTF? Then I learned that they give you a copy of van halen if you buy guitar hero 5. Ok so we have aerosmith and van halen. Jimmy page is like the best guitarest still alive so I only have one question. What do zepp lovers have to do to get some songs on a guitar hero? Ok so as i sit here wondering about so many things one come us more then once. What is up with crazy people? I mean first of all that guy from the Village goes compleatly nuts trying to pull some lame stunt. Then Billy Bob is screaming at some guy that just trying to do his job. Why do people think this is fun?
~*poetry*~
Love is like a butterfly. It has wings and can soar high--  Like the sprited eagle, or It crawls without flight, And like the tortise It never reaches its ectasy! So look above the clouds not beind you-- And your world will become a fantasy Of magic, mystery and romance. And you'll dance through life Meeting new challenges each day, whereas, If you crawl, only looking in front of you, Life will become dull and routine. So spread your wings and fly And like the butterfly, Life becomes a gift-- And your treasures in life Are wings of flight--- To any destination you choose I sat with you on that last silver night, thinking that it was so cruel of God to allow the only flaw in that crisp evening to be the menacing glances flowing like currents through the water from your eyes to mine. I thought I would surely die from one more jolt of malice. But through my time-tested armor you rocked me at my core. Your disgust was tangible and it would be a few years before I sent that current back
Reposts From My Real Blog
(Originally posted to my real blog on 4/30/06) http://hardly-angelic.livejournal.com/57399.html April 30, 1977 - Led Zeppelin breaks the record for the largest attendance for a single-act show in the Pontiac Silverdome with 76,229 in attendance.I was one of the 76,229 fortunate souls, and arguably the happiest person in the entire stadium. I was 15 at the time - ridiculously naive, yet still pretending that I'd seen it all, done most of it, and perfected a lot of it. Led Zeppelin was my favorite band. Actually, it still is my favorite band. One of the things I miss the most about being a teenager is experiencing the sheer joyful rapture that a certain band could bring to you. Those days are gone forever for me now, but I still have a ton of memories. I've seen the original Elton John band; Alice Cooper, back in the days when he was still thought of as a menace; I was fortunate enough to see Freddie Mercury and Queen several times; I've probably seen Kiss more times than I've attended
Life Passing Me By
iM HANGING OUT ON FACE BOOK FEEL FREE TO JOIN ME AT http://www.facebook.com/L.L.Biggie?v=feed&story_fbid=215807931559#/L.L.Biggie?ref=profile i'M HOOKED ON THE GAMES THERE Well I turned another day/yr older yesterday and I'm not very happy I want to be a free bird to do as I please like I used to when I was younger. Each day that passes seems like I am more stuck and just slowly dieing in this mundan place. I would like to meet some causual to hang out with that live in the lincoln area and if you like to party better yet
Auction
i m up for auction again come and check it out and bid
Fubar Familys
Hope everyone is enjoying the sun...... well this week we had a 2 spider that needs alot of love and I sure hope that our family will show the love ...... http://fubar.com/user/2441311 and http://fubar.com/user/816900 I f you could help me please go to this page and show him some mad love he is a very good friend that is new here and I been doing my best to help him, but could use some help.....   http://fubar.com/user/2856846 Thank you Bluewizard CoFounder of the Spider Bombers and Member of the Shadow Levelers & member of the Rating Revolution......
Idiots Are Multiplying
stein love...: i realy like how talking to you made me feel superior to at least one person on here, i dont know what to say but thanksstein love...: ok will do, thanks for the humor and stuff for my other blog->stein love...: no...and i've grown tired of you. your entertainment value has ceased to exist. feel free to continue talking in my sb...just don't expect any replysstein love...: but realy i need to take a shower but id realy like to continue this after im outstein love...: i will be smoking at least that many, you smoke? wish i could quit smoking cigs id say thats the one think about me i need to change->stein love...: you should smoke several bowls...i'm sure there are three or four hiding cells in your skull somewherestein love...: ok so being i dont like you or anything im a hoodlum? see thats where i know your ignorant, i mean, thats realy just kinda sadstein love...: hey you gona be on much longer cuz i need to take a shower realy quick before some freinds get here, gona
The Truth For Everyone
ok ladies i am going to tell you all the truth about a man here on fubar named dalreace a.k.a. his real life name is richard. first and foremost i will start out like this.he is a predator of women and he is a rapist and beater of women.he has held a close friend of mine hostage and in fear of her life and the lives of her children.he has a rap sheet in the state of missouri for domestic assualt and sexual assualt on different women.i urge all of you women here on fubar to block him if he tries to contact you and warn other women of the things he has done,so this way he can't harm any other women ever.PLEASE LADIES I BEG YOU HELP KEEP OTHER WOMEN ON THIS SITE SAFE FROM MEN LIKE HIM.i am posting a link at the bottom of this so you all can see what he looks like.     http://fubar.com/photo.php?u=2825477&i=2082780276&albumid=1632644" target=_blank>http://b.pca1.fubar.com/77/45/2825477/tn_2082780276.jpg" border=0>   [ fubar.com photo: 2082780276 ] ok all it is time for the truth on
Worn Out
¥I HAD A BLAST TODAY WITH FRINDS AND FAMILY....ALTHOUGH I WISH I HAD MY SONS WITH ME TO THEY WOULD LOVED IT TOO THERE...THE TRAILS ARE KICK ASS...WALKING THERE IS SOOOO MUCH BETTER...I WOULD LOVE TO GO BACK AGAIN AND BE ONE WITH MOTHER NAT. AGAIN.....GOT RAINED ON PLUS IT WAS THUNDERING BUT NO LIGHTING....TAKING PICS OF THE WATER FALLS...I KNOW ONE DAMN THING THE WATER WAS BUTT ASS COLD....UGH MY AIRWALKS SHOES ARE STILL WET.... HA HA I STILL HAS THE TIME OF MY LIFE TODAY... NOT A WORRIE  OTHER THAN MY SONS..... I WORRIE ABOUT THEM ALL THE TIME.....I LOVE YOU AND MISS YOU SO VERY MUCH....SORRY MY LIL ONES MOMMY HAD TO HAVE SOME TIME TO HERSELF TO THINK..DID IT HELP YES IT DID BIG TIME..I AM STILL YOUR MOTHER..SOME TIME VERY SOON I AM COMING TO SEE YOU SO I DO NOT KNOW WHEN IT WELL BE.... I WANT TO BE THERE ON MOTHERS DAY THAT IS MY DAY AND YOUR BIRTH DAY TOO... ONCE AGAIN LIFE THROWS A DAMN BONE OR STONE IN MY WAY AGAIN....LAST NIGHT I WAS IN TEARS TODAY I AM DOING BETTER...BEING THE
Charlie's Blogs
  I wake up staring at the ceiling. I stare into the white paint as I lie there…alone. I get up and get dressed wondering what new things are to come in this day. I try to speak to people around me, but their responses are blank and dull. I realize I should have not spoken at all I should have stayed away…alone. I loved a person once. I loved them so much that I didn’t care what wrongs they did as long as they came back to me, and stayed with me. I thought I had found a person to love and have with me, and in my life. The person left and didn’t look back and they left me…alone. I almost gave up all hope on finding a person, another like my self, and someone whom I could be with. I again thought I found someone. I thought it was true and real. The love, passion, and connection were beyond that of anything I had ever known. As I got closer and everything got stronger I began to get further from them. The more I learned about them the further apart things
Crow With Hawk
Hey, good show coming up at the doug fir in Portland,5/09/09 come by if you see me say hey. I will maybe buy you a drink, If you are hot enough. jUst look for the guy with mohawk.... So , I am usually up late after work. Bars are closed so it's either T.V. or computer.I live in Tacoma, Wa.and am looking for some fun. Let me know what's going on...
[:.philly For Ya.:]
Why is it when a girl likes sex as much as men do its considered slutty?And when we like to have sex early in a potential relationship, were no longer considered girl friend material? I know you guys like sex, and want your women to give it to you. Otherwise you'll bitch about not getting it enough, or resort to cheating. Then your hypocrits about it, and it sucks. Its not fair to me or people like me.. Im only human. And i feel like people reject me because i do what i want to do. I have no reason to change my lifestyle until im no longer single.. Its not like id be unfaithful simply because i like sex. Im definitely girlfriend material, I just need someone to steal me from the game. Everybody that has ever tried, or even pretended to care about me gives up on me. I feel like i really actually loved him. I feel like he was so fake and didnt even put in as much effort as me. And what does all of this come down to? Selfishness. I wasnt exactly what he wanted.. Fuck hed rather be alone
Turtle7
You Better get ready for the album to drop!!! South West Styles and I am TURTLE!!! Look for the up comming album release!!!
Theiving Social Security Payee
My payee, who goes by the screen name liz325, stole all of my Social Security money on 4/08/09. It was my bill money for my rent, electric, ect... since she took all of it I was evicted and all utilities turned off. I gave her $ 250.00 o month to take care of my son, and this is how she repays my kindness. I f anyone out here knoews her, I would stay away. She is using the money for cocain again, and buying vicodin, and alcohol. My son called me and told me that he has seen mommy sticking needles in her arm again, and taking pills and drinking until she passes out. He has told me that sometimes he has to make himself something to eat cause she can't wake up to take care of him. If anyone out there can help me stop her from abusing my son, he's only 12 yrs old.Please do what U can!!! Thanx for any help out there!!! any ideas  0n what to do for retaliation??? I have gone all the legal routes, and not a damn thing happened!!! Now???
Ouch
OH SHIT this is my first time shooting a gun  when i pull the triger it bolws me back about 20feet OH SHIT!!!!!!!!! when i was a kid i could stant on the seat of my bike that change when i recked so bad i had  a LONG peaseof skin hanging off my body OUCH!!!
Curious
You've seen my picture right???   HA HA Imagine if everyone communicated like they do online. Very open-minded; as if no rules apply. Granted some are just to stupid to behave appropiately and some be in here being provacative. The attention people feel too need or want is there own. I find, some conversations tend to be with nonsense and anoying. Flirting here & there. Assumptions are still high & unintended statements sometimes arise given communicating online is so black and white being read from one too another. As if in actual public meeting grounds people shy away from it all. If you've read any of my blogs before; you know a little about me. And at the same time nothing of me. My conversations coinside with substance and flirtational behaviors - being true to my flirty nature and just being friendly. Granted sometimes I assume as well: believing you might be a certain way by how you present yourself online.  I can take the fault in that; I am human too. Being a guy that I am
Twisted Reality
thats how ive felt all day not quite sure if its from lack of sleep. complete confusion. w/e. but ive had this severely heavy feeling on my chest. pure emptiness. a big giant hole.i wish my head would clear soon cuz this blows lol. it feels like someone has died and the pain and suffering are holding me down crushing every little bit of life i have left in me. yet no one has died...maybe im dying on the inside yet im strong enough to keep a fake smile on the outside..idk im picking at my brain here lol...def shouldnt wander in there alone otherwise u get this crap that im writing..well tada theres a piece of my mind for the moment. numb to the inside out layed across the floor as if a corpse has replaced thy soul dead to the world yet not new to the dead reality is surfacing and i begin to relize who is this girl that everyone knows so well yet dont really know at all as i lay there i dont even recognize my own self when you fake who you are for so long you tend to believe yo
Love And Broken Hearts
My Love For You... There are no wordsto express what Ifeel for you. There are no songsas beautiful as the musicthat fills my soulwhen I hear your voice. There are no rosesas lovely as your smile. There are no daysbrighter than the daysI spend with you. Nothing moves melike you do. You're my lightin the darkness...And there could never bewords strong enoughto express my love for you.     It always seems It always seems i meet a great guy have fun talking and laughing and when we start to have the intimate parts, it great and wonderful then i'm hit with, Well i'm not really sure i'm ready or umm i am seeing someone else or the best one of them all I'm married, talk about being kicked in the gut, all i want is to be loved, someone to hold me and say they love me i'm not asking for much i don't even want a ring i didn't even get love from my ex so you can say i never been loved or in love my heart is so broken and so empty i feel like it will never be filled rig
Thats Life
i have had a lot of girlfriends, butonly a few loves. saing that, i can now say that i know true love and what it feels like. jamie is the most incredible woman(next to mom and grandmom) that has come into my life. before her i was always down and facking a smile to hide it. i dont fake it anymore. since she came life has become meaningfull instead of mundane. thanks to her i have direction and dreams agian. i know my paranoia and geliousie put a bit of strain but the only resion they are there is because i love her (and dont kick my ass for this babe cause its true) more then my own life. if it came down to it i would sacrifice it to give her life in a heart beat. the only resion i hold to life as strong as i do now that im with her is due to the fact that i bring her happiness. her son is another part of it. i know he is not mine but you would not be able to tell by the feelings that i have for him. we might not be in the same state right now or on the same side of the country even,
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Psycho Asylum
Welcome, all patients, to the ward. Your medication will be given out shortly. In the mean time feel free to commit yourself and join us, one free straight jacket with every admitance and a hot nurse to medicate you. As a patient here you have the option of being heavily medicated, and are under the supervision of the hospital staff. Be yourself and go Wild, the walls are padded for a reason. Psycho Asylum
Poem Wrote For Me By ~beautifulcat...
Wicked is in a contest!!    Show her lots of love and make sure you do so every day!!    Request friendship if youre not one already !   The contest is a Naughty Night one.       Make sure you read the Rules WELL and obey by them!!       Then contest is at The Candy Shop!!    Located on her Top Family and Friends List!!    Vote and leave comment on her picture ONCE a DAY!!        Link to go directly to the contest is :  http://fubar.com/user/3252582       If you need more info - go ask her :  http://fubar.com/user/2239251   She is a really Sweet and Nice lady - lets help her win!!
Mojeeb
hi be nice to the people on your way up because you need them on your way down all the kind of love
Avon
My birthday is Tuesday whats everyone going to get me  ha ha ha Joke...  hehehehehehe..   Okie by bye liz Just curious if anyone likes or buys avon?
Blestman's Blog
I have recently written separate commentaries on two jailed journalists. One, Roxana Saberi, has received a great deal of attention from the mainstream media and her case has been widely reported on and disseminated across the globe. The other case is that of Sam Dodson. His case has gotten virtually no attention from the mainstream media. As he languishes in a jail cell refusing to eat his plight has only been discussed on few liberty oriented blogs. I begin to wonder why this should be and thought an examination of the differences between the two cases might shed some light on this phenomenon. It was interesting to note, as I researched these cases, that the Committee to Protect Journalists (CPJ) reported that last year there were 125 journalists jailed worldwide as of their census of Dec. 1st, 2008. Yet one must wonder exactly how accurate their count is in these times when the Internet provides a means for anyone to become a journalist. The CPJ itself makes an interesting stateme
Have You Been There!!
You know I been lookin' around ,and checking things out in this ole' world a long time. I been on my own since I was 9 yrs old. I have lived through many things in that time. I look on Television and the net,and see alot of complainin' goin' on ,about how folks are scared 'cause of the economy. Global warmin' ect. The one thing I know is we live here on this earth,and ther ain't a thang going on that this ole' world ain't seen before. Here in America we got it alot better then alot of folks. Thier is poor folks that cain't get nothin' to eat . There are countries where their leaders just go on mass murderin' spree's. Her in the U.S.A. we ain't got worry 'bout all that mess. We are still a great nation. My brother died for this nation we live in. Yeah maybe thangs cost a little more. All that means is ya gotta get yer hustle on. The rich ,and priviledged ain't gonna crash, and they need us regular Joe's to keep 'em rich ,and priviledged so we ain't either they cain't let that happen the
Mother In Law's In The Hospital
well ,my wife and i were sitting at my sister and brother in law's house earlier ,when my cellphone rang .it was my wife's mother and she tells me that she had a heart attack today and she is calling me from the emergency room .well they care flighted her to another hospital and she has to have open heart surgery (she has blockage on both sides of her heart ) tomorrow at 8 am .she just had a stroke at the tail end of last year :O:O all i ask of you as my friends it to keep her and my wife in your prayers (my wife is absolutely beside herself (her family members have been blaming her for her mother's stroke ):P:P Well ,my mother in law had triple bypass surgery this morning around 9:30 and the surgeon said that everything went ok .She's not going to be able to go back to work of course right away though .She is also probably going to be staying with us full time after she gets done staying at her sister's house for 2 weeks .She also has to stop smoking ,which isn't going to be easy for
My Thoughts & Ramblings
Most of you know my situation if not check out my blog entitled "My Life" and it'll explain a little bit of what my life is like for the most part.  But for now on to the reason of this blog...Dating.   I was always kind of shy around women and never really did the whole dating thing.  I guess I just never had any self confidence when it came down to it.  But, when I was about 19-20 I started to come out of my shell and found it easier to talk to some women.  Then my health went down hill and subsequently ended up where I am today, in a wheelchair.  It seems as though by shyness is back ten fold and I don't know what to do.    Every morning as I go through my daily routine with my aide the same thoughts go through my head...Will I ever find that special someone or will I end up alone?  If I do find someone how will everything work out in the long run?  I can do some things on my own but for most part I need a fair amount of assistance.  If I end up finding that special someone wha
If Tomrrow Never Comes....
Make sure you keep reading this.... What would you do if for every moment you were truly happy there would be 10 moments of saddness? What would you do if your best friend dies tomrrow and you never got to tell them how you really felt about them? So I just wanted to say even if i dont get to talk to you.....your special to me....I look up to you, respect you and truly cherish you....... You would post this if you truly care..... 6 hours worth of sex.....do u think its possible.....i do.....
Misc Crap
I have come to a breaking point in the last few days. It seems like the subject of making friends to dating to relationships. Everyone judges you on if you have a job, your looks, where you live. Well, what the hell happened to accepting someone for who they are and not the material things. You know, everyone puts some whitty or stupid status up...But it seems like when we do it, we get attitudes or someone doesn't like it...
All Lounge Owners
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A Very Good Friend Check Her Out
PRECIOUShttp://b.pca2.fubar.com/37/64/2244673/tn_2999506334.jpg">@ fubar Take your time to read her profile page.  it is worth it. KKhttp://b.pca3.fubar.com/18/00/2400081/tn_699657384.jpg">@ fubar
Speaking My Peace, Respect It
Statistics show that one in three teens are abused physically or emotionally in a relationship, what I want is for everyone to do something, whatever they can! I am a part of that statistic. I started dating a boy just after I'd turned 17 who I stayed with for two years through all the stress he put me through and all of the abuse (both physical and emotional) he put me through. I haven't been  speaking up about it, but it has got to change. I want to help those who have gone through it, are going through it, or might someday go through it. I want to try to help prevent it. Support me in this, please. I have the right: To always be treated with respect. In a respectful relationship, you should be treated as an equal. To be in a healthy relationship. A healthy relationship is not controlling, manipulative, or jealous. A healthy relationship involves honesty, trust, and communication. To not be hurt physically or emotionally. You should feel safe in your relationship at
Ogre
Well its riding time again A friend of mine an i decided to make it Hamburger rides The last 2 rides we have had 2 burgers The 1st one was in Ada Ohio It was part or a drivethourgh but a 1 lbs double cheese burger it was worth the ride to try this The 2nd one was in Republic Ohio at Fatheads it was a1/2 lbs cheese burger with the works An the price was very reasonable in both places At this time my friend an I would have to say Fatheads has the best burger but we plan on doing more of this So if you have any place we would like to eat in Northeast or west Ohio please drop me a line  Well we went to the the Millers Drive Thru in Belluvue We had a Miller Burger for the price it was a good burger I would rate this the 2nd best that Ive had with Fatheads still being the the best
A Story About...
Well-versed in the path of deception, you callously display your untruths. These lies form the ground you walk upon; the gaps now bridged by malice.  Equivocal is the tongue that you speak, and my ears can no longer bear it.  So provocative, yet always doing your best to prevaricate.You sits alone crying to yourself.  Knowing that the words from your mouth are all lies.  You sits alone, shaking and realizing that the lies you tells only hurt yourself. You're trying to stretch tales into truths, or expand your news thinking maybe people won't notice how boring your life is because in your closet sit your happy new skeletons.  And, as you sit there glueing together the bones you've picked from your brain... I'll question your innocent little game and think of how weak you became.  Now, I'm not one to talk about what complusive gems should and shouldn't be bought... And I'd hate for you to lose street value when you weave your tales of gold... But, don't you think it's all getting a littl
A Look Into The Twisted Mind Of A Izzy
Ever had one of those days were nothing goes right.  today is mind, I fell out of bed and popped my wrist. Then burnt everything I cooked....I think I may curl back up and say screw it all. Well it has been a nice day so far the rain pouring down on the earth. Kissing the moist ground with it wet lips, the rush that moves threw me as I go out into the storm. Feeling its power around e, curessing me with the wind as my hair blows around. The touch that feels as if it is lovers gental cureses. My hopes and dreams are flying on the wind into my heart and into my head.    
The Marine's Prayer
This is a story of my brothers and I. All we have experienced together...its something that I wrote as a story and slowly became a poem. Many people think they know what war is like, but until they've actually been there, they'll never truly know what we Warriors endured. Semper Fi! Carrying a Gun On February 3, 2003 We arrive in the desert, Away home from family. Most of us young men and some of us were old, All of us ready to fight Standing strong and bold. March 19th came swift, Thats when we began the fight, The ground war was finally declared, as we crossed the borders late that night. We carried our Guns to battle and always kept them clean We were all experts with weapons, Then again we're all Marines. We were a few miles in before reality struck, When an RPG Hit our 7-ton truck. We picked up our guns and grabbed our ammo and rushed straight through to the front-lines, All of us alert but scared to the bone, and never-the-less we charged in to fight. From dusk til dawn b
My Story
 Wow .. I am sorry that things got so screwed up for you on here. Yes it's true ..that what is supposed to be a game turns out to be real people and real feelings Outside of the box. It is hard to keep this place in perspective. We talk to someone ... at first... it's just fubar. Then Fu friends and fu Friends becomes a real friend. You soon find yourself caring very real love for these people. You Share and Comfort one another, even tho you don't know for sure if truly it is even the person you see in their photos. Even with cams it is just a speck of reality. For Some Fu marriage is Very real..the next thing ya know is you find your heart belonging to someone you don't really know At all. I Know people who have left their marriages for fulove. I guess being married for 37 yrs and having my husband here for real, every day living and sharing every aspect of life, has helped to protect me somewhat. But even I find myself asking myself how can I be so close to some of my best friends fr
Join My Mafia
  Arr me mateyjoin up with me piratesget yer own ship too in Pirates:Come Rule the Caribbeanwith Me!Click here to join me Pirate Crew now.     There is Only One Way Off These Streetsjoin up with me in Mafia WarsCome Rule the World with meClick here to join my Mafia now.  
You Tube Video
Your smiles can brighten any moment, Your hugs put joy in all our days, Your love will stay with us forever and touch our lives in precious ways... The values you've taught, the care you've given, and the wonderful love you've shown, have enriched so many lives in more ways than can be counted. HAPPY MOTHERS DAY with Love Hey Guys,      It's me, (Sonatta) I stop to blog about my videos on youtube. you can find them under the name therealestategroup1, ( you must type it in just like that or search for making a Bpo. Talk to you later.                                                                           Sonatta
Friend Pimpouts
This is my sister Beth. She is new to Fubar. She's also having some drama in r/l so I talked her into joining as a stress reliever. Check her out...and be nice! Beth@ fubar This is my friend Missy. She just recently joined. Please show her some love :) Thank you friends!! nice one@ fubar
Have A Event Contacme Djrola
i get it djrola vengaze musice             teggno house    i get it     
The "diet"
Good morning world. Well today is the second day of "the diet" and I slept like a baby and woke up feeling like a million bucks. I definatly had enough sleep, unlike sunday night, so if I am sleepy today I'll know its the fast and not just me. I'm just a little hungry this morning, nothing a lemonaid and a glass of water won't take care of though. I know however there will be coffee when I arrive and OH I LOVE COFFEE. I know there will be cookies freshly baked and any other scumptious delight I can come up with, so today will truley be a test of faith or willpower or whatever it is I'm running on lol. I know I can do it though, I have to! I refuse to give up on this and I want the weight gone soooooooooo bad. So day two starting off fabuliously ... talk to you tonight! Ok so I gave in and ate. One of the kids I watch is turning 2 her b day party is saturday and I know I'm going to eat cake! I'll try again next week. It's not that hard the fasting, but the cravings rock my world. Oh we
True
I have made mistakes in my life, I have let people take advantage of me and i have expected way less than what i deserve, But i have learned from my bad choices, and even though there are some things i can never get back, And people who will never be sorry, I know better next time and want settle for anything less than what i deserve.. A True man does not need to romance a different girl every night, A true man romances the same girl the rest of his life..
All New
AND THE STORY BEGINS... THE PIMPIN PINK NINJA AND THE PIMPIN BLUE SMURF.. WERE WALKIN THRU THE WOODS, WHEN ALL OF A SUDDEN THE BLUE SAMURAI JUMPS OUT ON TO THEIR PATH.., THE PIMPIN BLUE SMURF AND PIMPIN PINK NINJA LAUGH... BUT OH THE BLUE SAMURAI WAS NOT HAPPY THERE FOR HE SAYS " YOUR NINJA SKILLS ARE NO MATCH FOR MY SAMURAI. THE BLUE SMURFDOES THE CROUCHING TIGER WHERE THE BLUE SAMURAI RUNS AND SAMURAI CHOPS THE NINJAS HEAD OF (MUST INVEST IN STUNT DOUBLE FOR NEXT SCENCE).... STORY CONTINUES AFTER BRIEF PAUSE   ↓↓↓↓↓↓↓↓↓↓↓↓↓↓↓↓
Bloooogers
so I have been gone, and for very good reasons I choose not to discuss as for they make me sad. So much has happend to me that i feel like im a diffrent person now.    Shit is and will always be the same but i will break out and keep going. but shit really the only thing on my mind is my friends.. I miss them all i think about going back. back to see it all again.  see your smile listen to you laugh.  it would always make me smile. I cant stop thinking that iv lost it all I cant control this emotion.
Thoughts About People On Fubar
is it me or does everyone on here sound greedy as hell. i mean i see some profiles with messages saying "bling me now". really???? and if i dont then what. im sorry but i work my ass off to earm my money so y should i spend it on somethign that is meaninless here let me pay money to buy u a stupid icon.... sorry but not happening. and fo rthe peopel who fall for that bullcrap im sure are the same peopel who are always scrounging people for money cause they spend it on here. and aother thing about the blings is that i must give u a bling to see nudes of people...... guess what still not interested. sorry but in my opinion if im buying u bling to see ur nudes doesnt that basically make u a prostitute????? and further more it makes u look slutty if u have more than 10 nudes. yeah sure ur gonna say im just showing what i have and comfy with my body. well i dont mid anyone saying they are comfy with their body but showing it to guys on here who are nly here to get nudes and do crap with the
To Hot For Da Gs!
da chill now tryn to c what up with my girl andi right now to all my friend i post dis to show how happy iam to have u all as friend thanx for be my nice friend one love to all of yall
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i found that while i'm on m way 2 gettin drunk off my ass things are simpler, rathor than being sober. i see tings in a different light; and i'm no longer depressed.i'll sit outside for hours and just enjoy the quite surroundings. i don't know what it is about it but i fee more at peace. is there anybody out there that can explain y that is? if so drop me a line. well i'm another year older and i i can count on 1 hand who wished me a happy b-day. i guess i should feel spiecial, cuz the 1 i love w/ all that i have said happy b-day; but i don't. i miss her so very much but she loves another right now. can anybody help me figure out what i should do? please im me @wildcard666_69@yahoo.com
Things You Want To Know
My NSFW hardcore pics are now family-only. These are really naughty and hardcore pics of me having sex or masturbating. If you're not in my family, you don't get to see them and I won't send them to your email either. So the next question is, how to get onto my family list? People I know personally and whom I enjoy frequent contact with will be added naturally. I'll only add people voluntarily if we've established a good relationship. And yes, this takes time, given my busy schedule. On the other hand, if you really can't wait, you can buy family status with favours. This includes gifting FuBling, VIP status and blasts, or a generous amount of Fubucks. Also, anyone who Fu-Owns me or is in a Fu-Marriage with me will qualify for my family list in that amount of time that you Fu-own me or are Fu-married to me. Just a note though, Fu-ownership doesn't last very long and sometimes, I get bought by someone else before i even log in to acknowledge your ownership. So buy at your own discr
My Smut =d
            Tracy and Ron had only been dating for a little while and this was the last night of their very first trip “away from it all” as Tracy called it.  They sat watching as the flames danced around the fire pit.    Wrapping around each other like 2 lovers entwined, crackling and popping as the wood burned beneath.    The stars above seemed to twinkle in rhythm with the flames and a sliver of the moon smiled at their harmony.    No other evening of this trip had shown itself with such perfection and no other evening charged their souls as well.                    After laying a blanket out on the ground, Ron looks at Tracy and asks if she’ll come join him.  Reluctant to leave the comforts of her seat, she walks over and lies down in front of him.    Locked in a spoon, they continue to be mesmerized by the passion of the dancing flames.    Ron puts his arm around Tracy and pulls her body tighter to his own.   She responds with a smile, just barely visible by th
Watchmen Is Watching
I am here to observe and meet some HOT & SEXY women.I am open to many different types of women and enjoy the company of a sexy,intelligent and fun woman or women as the case may be. I really enjoy playing Fumafia and have fun in the turf I am in.We stick together,help each other,and have a lot of laughs together. We are the superheroes of Fuland.
The Situations
What the hell is the world coming to. Just last year there was a guy in Wisconsin who tied and taped his kid up because he didn't want to wear his packer jersey. Seriously, people are crazy now days. I mean what if the kid thought the jersey was too big, or it might have smelled like ass. What if the jersey had a ketchup stain on it and he just wanted to wash it first. lol Noooooo the father decides to tape him to a chair. Now we have this asshole who uses a dog collar to shock his kid. What happen to a good ole fashion ass whippin. That's what I got when I got out of line. I guess that explains why I love my women to spank me with a spiked belt....lol it all makes sense now. So I get to work yesterday morning and I found out that a coworker of mine who actually is a childhood friend I got a job for, his nephew hung himself. He was 15 years old and was living in an abusive home. It shattered my world. I couldn't work or eat. I just sat and thought about life. I feel so bad for the mot
Things To Think About
Why some soldiers go into battle without even wondering why just do as they are asked even when others ask them why they have no answer other than my country needs me? A country boy will survive anywhere he is placed but continues to look for the country however a city boy can't survive outside the city? A soldier will lay down his life for what he believes in and protect those around him with no questions asked but come home at times to ridicule and say that is why I fight? Why is it easier to go with the flow of things and complain rather than make a suggestion to do the change that you see needs to be done? Why do we tend to push those away we love at times to protect them instead of drawing them closer into us? Did you know that it takes less muscles to smile than it does to do anyother facial expression. Never figured this out why do we need peace and quiet to think cause we should be able to think at any point and time shouldn't we cause we have to make decisions in life co

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Today Was A Long Day
I had to bury my grandmother this morning.......everything went smooth and i was glad to see some family i hadnt seen in 15 years......Doesnt getting old have its disadvantages......Anyway i wanted to still say i missed them and was glad to see everybody....My gramma looked beautiful.....I miss her dearly and will always.......Miss all you guys tooo I hate packing.....Who wants to help me move???.....i get my keys tomorrow....   HELP!!!!
05/06/09 Mothers Day
My hats off to President Obama for refusing to ignore the confederate veterans on Memorial Day. Soldiers on average dont get to choose what we fight for that is what our leaders are elected for. We3 are told to fight and we do. Not for a cause but for the men and women beside us. And reguardless of the flag that they fought under they are still America's Veterans. We honor the veterans of the French Indian War and they fought under the British flag. Hello and Happy Mothers Day to all you ladies out there. This Sunday is your day and you deserve it. May your God Bless you all. You all are the best. Thanks!
Fake Ass Bitches
Okay I am SO past the "fake" woman of Fubar trying to get full on access while at the same time trying to get me to cyber! SOOOOOO my new rule is no salute, you cant even look at my profile! Just the way it is... Love it or leave it, i dont care. Is it just me, or are the amount of profiles with people "passing" themselves off as women grown? Why is it every other god damn person that wants to add me is some level 4, fake ass chick with porno pictures their profile? Do i look like a fucking idiot? Seriously now, come on!   Post a god damn salute, or dont fucking act like i am going to sit her and cyber sex your ass while you spank your shit sitting at home while your kids sleep in the next room!   I wont bling you, i dont care if you bling me... You dont get access... You get fucking blocked!
Pot Could Save Poor Economy!
budget cure: Marijuana taxes?In this desperate economy, some argue that legalizing and taxing marijuana could plug multibillion-dollar holes in federal and state coffers.Rate this ArticleClick on one of the stars below to rate this article from 1 (lowest) to 5 (highest) LowThank you for rating.HighAverage rating: 4.34 from 10597 usersE-mail us your comments on this article View all top-rated articlesBy John Dyer, MSN MoneyDaniel Stein says the salvation of U.S. taxpayers could be marijuana. As Washington breaks the bank on Wall Street bailouts, President Barack Obama's stimulus package and other spend-now, pay-later measures, most observers agree that politicians will eventually need to increase revenue or cut spending to cover the federal government's debts. Stein believes Washington could begin to balance its books now if politicians would take a serious look at his industry. The owner of two retail outlets that he claims generate $1 million in revenue annually, Stein says he pays
Medical Issues
I had to go to get an MRI yesterday & THE BLOOD CLOTS IN MY BRAIN ARE 100% COMPLETELY  GONE!
My Thoughts!
TWO THINGS YOU SHOULD NEVER DISCUSS....POLITICS AND RELIGION, BUT AS AN AMERICAN I HAVE THAT ONE CHOICE, FREEDOM OF SPEACH. THESE ARE MY VIEWS AND OPINIONS, I KNOW SOME OF YOU WILL COMPLETELY DISAGREE,SOME WILL AGREE WITH SOME ,AND OTHERS WILL AGREE TOTALLY. THAT IS GREAT,CAUSE MOST DONT SAY WHAT THEY WANT AND THATS ONE OF OUR PROBLEMS AS  A SOCIETY. IF AT LEAST 10 PEOPLE VOICE THIER OPINION THATS GOOD CAUSE ITS MORE THAN 1 GREATER THAN 5 AND ON A SCALE, PERFECT! I AM NOT A LIBERAL, DEMOCRAT OR REPUBLICIAN AS A WHOLE,BUT I DO KNOW HOW POLITICS ARE PLAYED. IT ALL COMES DOWN TO POWER AND WHO HAS THE MOST CASH!I HAVE DIFFERENT FELINGS ON EVERYTHING DEPENDS ON THE TOPIC. ONE PROBLEM I HAVE IS ABOUT PUTTING A LEADER IN AN AMERICAN POWER HOUSE WITH AN ISLOMIC NAME......IM SORRY, DIDNT WE JUST HAVE A WAR WITH IRAQ! I FEELTHAT WAS A STAB IN THE BACK BY OUR OWN GOVERNMENT. THEY SAY OH HES HALF BLACK ....HOW COME HIS NAME ISNT BROWN THEN, AND ITS NAME NOT HIS COLOR THAT MADE ME FEEL BETRADED.
Random Thoughts Of A Curious Man
The only real time is this moment all others do not exist. I believe we should live in the current moment as much as possible it is really the only time we have any control over. I understand trying to escape from the current moment for various reasons but I think it should be a concious effort and not the norm. I understan that the current moment can be so terrible that we must escape it. The past are just memories and the future are just dreams and both are fanasties. By not living in the current moment we tend to avoid things. Put off decisions and tend not to deal with the realities facing us. To dwell in the past is to be among ghosts and memories that may not be as good or bad as we think they were. To dwell in our dreams of the the future is to deny the present for the hope of the future that may never be. Promises and expectations of what is to come are not real and cannot be kept. No one really knows what tomorrow will bring and cannot promise any action or thought beyond the
Boredom At Work
MEN ARE JUST HAPPIER PEOPLE NICKNAMES:• If Laura, Kate and Sarah go out for lunch, they will call each other Laura, Kate and Sarah. • If Mike, Dave and John go out, they will affectionately refer to each other as Fat Boy, Godzilla and Four-eyes.EATING OUT:• When the bill arrives, Mike, Dave and John will each throw in $20, even though it's only for $32.50. None of them will have anything smaller and none will actually admit they want change back. • When the girls get their bill, out come the pocket calculators.MONEY:• A man will pay $2 for a $1 item he needs. • A woman will pay $1 for a $2 item that she doesn't need but it's on sale.BATHROOMS:• A man has six items in his bathroom: toothbrush and toothpaste, shaving cream, razor, a bar of soap, and a towel . • The average number of items in the typical woman's bathroom is 337. A man would not be able to identify more than 20 of these items.ARGUMENTS:• A woman has the last word in any argument
Strange Dream
  To see blood in your dream, represents life, love, and passion as well as disappointments. To dream that others are bleeding, signifies an emotional cry for help. ---To see bones in your dream, suggests the discovery of your personal, family, or cultural secrets. It is also symbolic of your underlying strengths that you have not yet recognized. Consider the symbolism of getting to the "bare bones" or the significance of "having a bone to pick with someone." To dream of broken bones, signifies that you have discovered or realized that there is a weakness in your plans or in your thinking. Your dream may call for your immediate attention to a particular situation or relationship.--- To dream that you escape from danger, signifies that you will rise to a place of high position and honor in your business and social circle.   To see the dead in your dream, forewarns that you are being influenced by negative people and are hanging around the wrong crowd. You may suffer material loss. Th
Happy Mothers Day
I'm sick and tired of your excusesCan't deal with living anymoreI'll give you reasons to continueWhile you lie writhing on the floorI'll wash away your liesAnd have you hyptotizedThere'll be no compromise todayI'll share your life of shameI think you know my nameI'll introduce myself todayI'm the demon alcohol (demon alcohol)I'll get youIf you could deal with your reflectionI'm sure you'd see into my eyesThere'll be no need for resurrectionLet's drink to people of the liesAlthough that one's too muchYou know ten's not enoughThere'll be no compromise todayI'll watch you lose controlConsume your very soulI'll introduce myself todayI'm the demon alcohol (demon alcohol)Ha ha, demon alcohol (demon alcohol)Let's partyI'm sick and tired of resolutionsYou've quit me time and time againDon't speak of suicide solutionsYou took my hand, I'm here to stayThis time it's you or meI'll never set you freeThere'll be no compromise todaySo satisfy your lustToo much can't be enoughI'll introduce myself to
Sensuality~
  He breathed her in deeply as he closed his eyes. She smelled of woman and girl, all sexy and innocent like a flower waiting to be opened - if that were possible all at once. He drew close to her slit and ran his knuckle over her mound. She had groomed as he had instructed: clean shaven lips and a small tuft at the top, neatly trimmed. Her cunt lips were thick and full, swollen almost. They covered all her parts, like a perfectly wrapped present for him to open. They looked succulent and he resisted the urge to pull them into his mouth."Now, my little slut. Reach down and hold open my new fuck toy. And make it wide so I can see your insides." She did as she was told and reached down, pulling her plump lips apart for him. She spread herself to reveal a beautiful rose-colored fuck hole, glistening with juices among the folds of her cavity. "Do you know how to milk a cock with your cunt?" he asked of her."Yes, Master, I do," she answered."Show me."She obeyed her Master, tightening and r
Dennis
my marriage is really rough i dont know what is going to happen have tried to do everything to make my wife happy but just cant there r days when she acts maddly in love and days she acts like she cant stand me i dont know what to do im confused does any one have any advise if so i would love i dont have any one to talk to all her family is here mine is in california please help lol11111   hi guys im a married man in canton ill im a father of 3 and we have olot going on in life .im hopeing that things will gey better before long i was hurt and have not been able to work for at least the past 2 years i went from sixty thousand year to nothin do to some things i dont wont to get in to .lets just say disability has to payback evrything since august of 07 to the day the judge sees it they have made my suffer for a long time it my turn my kids deserve it my wife and i .im not sure what blog is i thought it was something this if not sorry please tell me what it is
Poem
You will never know the pain you have caused me You were my best friend And you just stabbed me and left me to bleed Your words were like daggers   I dont understand why you had to act like that To push me away and not care To throw away all the years we had together To crush my heart   You never knew what you meant to me And now you never will You have injected hatred into my veins And into my heart   My eyes will not cry for you anymore My heart will not skip a beat for your friendship For you have crushed everything of that existance Never again will I allow you in   Dont think you can come around That door has long ago shut Not now and not ever Im no longer there for you     You sit there alone on the bed With thoughts running through your head I walk up and kiss you softly Running my fingers over your bare body I lay you down and slide on top of you So I can show you what I want to do You wrap your lips around my nipple Which are soft and supple Th
Sunrise And Sunset In The Horizon
So I will start from the scratch and slowly making waves and hit the summit of success!  I’m wounded, bleeding, groping in pain and yet sorrow and grief accompany my injury. I’m like an innocent yearling about to be sheared, to be slaughtered. I’m like a soul floating in the chilly winds of unchartered horizons, like the dust troubling itself in the long winding road. Yet my spirit is being lifted by a pure heavenly soul. I feel like I’ traversing from the blood and tears of the fiery hell to the realms of uncertainty of purgatory to the gates of boundless of mercy, affection and happiness of heaven. Paradise and ultimate joy is in sight but still far to come yet I keep on moving, I keep on walking until I reach it and finally come to my final destination where I can see my life, live and spend my life and until my life on earth is over.      Life for me is a constant struggle, struggling towards an ultimate goal,despite the hardships and difficulties and most
My Work
The curve of my hip and the dip in my walk... I am a BIG GYRL and you will talk...   The hills of my breast and the length of my leg... I am a BIG GYRL you don't have to beg...   See I got skills only my kind know about... I am a BIG GYRL and that I will shout...   I look in the mirror and wonder, are they better than me... I am a BIG GYRL only real ones can see...   I am beautiful and all the men know it... I am a BIG GYRL and I always show it...   You don't have to like me, but I demand respect... I am a BIG GYRL what else would you expect...   My hills and valleys are sexy as hell...
Me
Some of you have known me for quite a while and know the things that I have fought throughout my life. Well it is that time of the month...time for my blood work and tests. I have been in remission for going on 5years now, just wanted to give everyone a heads up incase they think I am being bitchy or not so talkative. I get this way when this time comes because I go into worry mode, nothing against you guys, just me. For those of you who are new to my friends list. I am a Ovarian Cancer Survivor, but I have to have check ups every three months for the rest of my life....so that dreaded day is tomorrow, they tend to give me fast results so I should know the outcome Thursday afternoon at the latest...everyone just keep me in your prayers for some good news..Love you guys! Some of you have known me for quite a while and know the things that I have fought throughout my life. Well it is that time of the month...time for my blood work and tests. I have been in remission for goi
Pilya22
i been lately so stressed of a lot of sad things happend..just lately broke up with my boyfriend.. and part of the family died and i wasn't able to attend the funeral, coz it's in the philippines. i been having migraine since then, quite often, specially when im at work, it just sux.   now, im hoping for a relief. im finding ways to cheer up, though i been laughing out with friends, still i felt there's messing inside of me. and im thinking what could have filled that emptiness. i know, im being emotional. you cant blame. somewhat i just need someone could make me feel important, that could just be there listen and feel whats im dwelling into me too..   and sad part is i don't even have friends like from here that i could really tells all my drama,and what i wanna do. for me it seems like a crap.   i guess i'll just have to do things on mind, and start moving ahead off this crap. it's gonna be my bday this sunday! first bday here in USA. and i bet it would not be fun. friends n
Alicenwndlnd'myspace
alicenwndlnd/myspace.com Fubar is too fucked up for me to navigate, send me a friend request on myspace, name aforementioned..keep bad ass music there...hit me up!!!!
Poems & Quotes
You were in my dream last night, you were,Just me and you, and then you met her,But you saw her lies, and that I only wantyou,You were in my dream last night, you were,Just me and you, and then you met her,But you saw her lies, and that I only want you,And you knew it your heart that my feelings were true,We were watching a film in the cinema just messingaround, Nothing naughty, then you turned around,You threw popcorn at me with a grin on your face,We threw sweets back and forth at a harmless pace.Then you say "haha, listen, I don't care about throwingpopcorn at you, I'm just messing around because I fancy you"You said it in an such an obvious toneEveryone else said "Well duh! All evening it's shown!"You said "I want to be your lucky girlfriend please"Then the whole room stood still like it was a freezeI looked at you a little startled and you look at me withyour grin Then after some thought with your lipsperched ready, I lean inThe kiss was something worth waiting forAnd I felt that
Friend Requests I Don't Want...
24 friend requests, 15 blank, the other 9 here: 1. **Please return the “Love” – Rate / Fan**Dear R S, Your wish is my command. If you need a friend / secret admirer (that you know in advance lol), I am your guy. If you want me to crush you, I will. But be careful what you wish for. It would be my pleasure to "CRU$H" you. Please be forewarned, have plenty of H2O on hand because I anticipate my "CRU$H" to be devastating to you, in a good way. Not long after I " CRU$H " you, you will be contacting me for drinks and then more " CRU$HE$", waking up in the middle of the night and send me messages to " CRU$H " you. You will not be able to stop my " CRU$H " but it can sometimes be contained. Please allow a "JOHNNY VEGA$ CRU$H " to run its course over a 48 hour period. Please do not operate an 18 wheeler, back-hoe or large dump trucks. Avoid alcohol at all cost because it only doubles the length of the “CRU$H”. Now with all that being said, “What you goin
True Around Is Fare Play Or Is It?
I have been thinking this for sometime.  And began to realize that men have a piss poor attitude towards woman. Even the young men, seem to fall pray to this situation of calling a woman down.  They call us cunts, bitches, ho's, whores,  you name it. Or they think all we do is use them for what they can give us and walk away for someone better. Now how ever I am not saying we dont do the same, cause I am sure some of us do. But when we start to lose respect for one another and start to label all the same category us in to one lump, would you say thats fare? I dont,  just as men dont like to be lumped in the same pile. So ladys what shall we do.  Should we start posting mumms and blogs and call them ,  ass  holes,  dick heads.  losers? Or should we just say sorry not gonna lower my self to your level and just put their sorry asses on iggy till they show some respect. And yes that applys to the woman as well.  I think once we stop the bull shit. And realize all are not the same
My Ranting Spot
let me be the bandage to your bleeding let me be the ocean for your tears let me be the secret of your healing let me be the song to still your fears love isnt love that cannot love in darkness nor is it love that turns away from pain nor would i love would i not hold your sadness and with my love your love of life will sustain so do not think your malady aburden and do not think my willingness a deciet just let your sorrow flow into my garden and i will share with you the harvest sweet. oh my god i am so pissed off right now. lets see, sunday i had to call the cops because my neighbor who is infatuated with my 14 year old daughter tried getting in my house while i was gone. of course he owuldnt answer the door for the cops. then tuesday someone broke into my house while i was grocery shopping. took all my money, all my jewelry and some other stuff. then on wendsday i had to call the cops and press charges on a kid at my sons school for assulting him and last night i had to
Mr. Ninja
If you think you got what it takes then I wnat you 2 be my owner........ -NiNjAnAtIoN88 If you wna send me an invite or just say ello governa, ill accept it!!!!
Upcoming Events
Bassment Entertainment in conjunction with Lyricsurge Records World Youth Movement present Oracle (A Spoke N' Heard Event)Open Mic Poetry/Song/Book Reading/Discussionat Tovah4404 Avenue H between Troy Avenue and East 45th StreetBrooklyn, NYEvery Thursday8 PM-until (Showtime 9 PM to Midnight)Hosted by Wayne D. Russell (Songwriter, poet and activist)Featuring guest performers:Ras OsagyefoK-Lyric& moreFree admissionDinner Available Contact me here for more information. White on White Midnight Cruise Saturday, June 12th, 2010 Aboard the Star of Palm Beach Pier 40 - West Side Highway and West Houston Street Boarding at 11:45 PM. Departing at 1 AM.Tickets $40 (Dinner Included)Dress to Impress. All White Preferred.21 & Over. ID A Must. Tight Security.Music By:Magnus SupremeVibez CampBenyamin AKA Badman Benny Send me a message here for more information and tickets.
A Day In The Life Of Lauren
Well, ladies and gentlemen, I think I've reached my breaking pointFor those of you who know me, you know I live with my parents in Chandler.  Things were all fine and dandy.   Well, to rewind a bit, my mom and I have never had a regular relationship.  You know how some people can go to their mom and tell them absolutely everything, how they're like best friends with their mom, yeah...it's NEVER been like that with me and my mother.  I wouldn't know what it was like, or what to do if our relationship even turned into something like that. Today, I was sittin' on the computer, lookin' at car insurance quotes, because my policy is about to expire with Liberty Mutual and they want to double my monthly payments.  I'm minding my own business, when I hear my mom vaugely mention me to Steven's therapist.  She starts laughing as my mom is telling this story, so I stop what I'm doing and listen in... Now, I knew she was talking about something I've done, because she always tries to talk in thi
Faq About Tattoos
Over the years tattoos have become more and more popular, so more and more people are going out and getting inked. However, over the years a lot has changed in the tattoo world, like how they are administered, and new inks that have been created. The one thing that has remained the same for years on end is the designs that most women tend to get. Even though the number of women getting tattooed seems to be slowly growing and catching up with the percentage of tattooed men, women still seem to gravitate more towards the same femine tattoos. Below is a list of the most common tattoos that women tend to get. 1. The very popular butterfly tattoo- this design is the number one design women tend to get tattooed on them. 2. Tribal tattoos- women find them pretty and love to put them on their lower back AKA “Tramp Stamp” 3. Stars and shooting stars-the symbol of the star had been around for almost as long as the earth has. They come in sorts of shapes and sizes they can be simp
Need Some Help
      AUTO 11 OR CHERRY BOMB TO THE ONE THAT GETS HER THE MOST REFERRALS    Crazy's Princess*r/l fiancee to CrazyHorse*Dangerous Curves*in some major need of new Referrals you get to choose either a Cherry Bomb Or Auto 11. So get out and start getting her referrals. She needs 24 more people to join under her so that she can reach the next level. The biggest deal of all....if you get her the most referalls so you can walk away with the best gift. Please send her link to your friends or family or anyone that is wanting to join fubar. The invite link code is http://www.fubar.com/join_w1.php?friend=1921573. Make sure if they join they let her no that you are the one that had them join under her. Please make sure you rate fan and add her.Crazy's Princess*r/l fiancee to CrazyHorse*Dangerous Curves*@ fubarIf that link doesn't work please copy and paste this one in your address bar and it will take you to her page. http://www.fubar.com/user/1921573
Missing Teen!
" />This info was text to me on April 28 2009she has been missing since april 27. She was in Myrtle beach SC on spring breakwithout parents permission. She went withfriends but friends came home without her. Sge was supposedly last seen in Charleston,Parents are there looking for her. She is from the Rochester Area In New York State.They don't really give much info on the news.Please pass this on.this is Brittanee Marie Drexel she is 17 years old and has been missing in myrtle beach for a almost a full day. She is 4 foot 9 inchs tall and one hundred pounds. If you have any information about her please contact John at 5853545827. Please forward this to everyone you know
What Am I Doing???
I just got back from the YMCA and boy oh boy the ladies over there are hot!!! I was thinking of working there in the future, but also.... I would need to have something to calm my mind.  Because there are too many hot young women over there.   It is really fun to work out at the YMCA.  Hi there...... I am here to being you happiess. Happiess in a can.  Yeah, right!!!!! I am here to tell you all that I would like to tell you some things about me, but not right now.  But soon.      
Passion!
For years I have been practicing forms of magic. I've learned a lot about spells and potions that can bring you good fortune or completely obliterate another man's life. As I became more familiar with these spells and was able to do them successfully, my mind shot in 10 different directions. There were so many things I could do with this kind of power. As my skills progressed, I moved past the petty spells that I had started with. All were temporary, so if I used one to take care of my money issues, I always found a way back. Unfortunately, the magic never lasted long enough and it was becoming apparent to me. Interest began to wane in my studies until I saw her. Eva Perez was a curvy Latina with breasts that seemed rather large considering her height. The black hair flowed all the way down to her ass and it was impossible not to stare at her. She was absolutely stunning. Right away, I knew I had to have her, one way or another. Any time I'd pass by her or see her somewhere I'd say hel
If You Are The One Offended
> she woke up to find herself tied to the bed. naked surrounded by rose pedals. "what's going on?" she cried out. "hmm ...you'll soon see" He replied. he aprroackes her carrying a bowl. he sits it on the table and reaches inside. He pull out a cube of ice. and begins to slow slide it over her body. her neck, lips, and her now erect nipples. She begins to wiggle and lightly moan. "it has only just begun" as he slowly start to massage her clit. sending waves of pleasure through her body. squirming to trying to break free. her eyes now close enjoying the pleasure. but not allowing her to orgasm. "oh oh...not yet. I'm not done with you" he stars to pour warm baby oil all over her body. and begins to massage her slowly. start with your massive chest and working his was down to here feet.> > with without warning, he spread her legs and plunges his tongue deep inside her. "mmmm" escapes her lips, as she grinds her hip into his face. her legs begin to tremble as he continue to feast on her jui
Two Days From Renfrew...
Dear Kenny, Thankfully the odds of you reading this are almost nonexistent. You've shredded my heart into pieces. Now you say you'll call and I've sat by the phone all day waiting. Of course you don't call. You were supposed to be the one. Supposed to stand by me. You don't. Yet, even now, I sit by the phone while waiting for that collect call from the county jail. Why? I have no idea. And I promise you, next time, when you do call, I won't necessarily be here anymore. You've taken enough years from my life. I won't let you have another day. I could have spent the entire day readying for Florida, yet I spent it all pining for your sorry ass. No more. Karina I'm nervous as hell. But excited. I don't know. I haven't even started preparing yet, which is bad. I have to have everything I need because I'm fucked if I forget anything. No way to get stuff sent down to me. i can't believe Kenny decides now to be supportive though. He's the loser ex boyfriend, who doesn't know the meaning of t
Justice Radio, A Labor Of Love
For the last 5 or so years, I've been involved in the creation and production of an internet radio station. We focus on the Geek Lifestyle, specifically targeting the Adult Gamer. So in one foul swoop, I've managed to combine two very important aspects of my life and personality:Music and Gaming. My greatest talent is the ability to weight the individuals and assemble a very strong team. I have surrounded myself with like minded people who share my passion and creativity. Along the way, we've established incredibly strong bonds of friendship and built a second family. More to come...   The Pope aka Baby @zmyth In my experience as an internet broadcaster, I have seen hundreds of streams come and go. Many were individuals who believe that it simply takes is a piece of software and a large music selection and viola', you're a radio station. Others tried to reinvent the wheel at every turn and buckled under the strain. Finally the last group of would-be stations got so hung up in the c
May 11,2009
Hello everyone, Sorry to say I got sick and was in the hospital for awhile, but Im doing a lot better and ready for some fun. Hope everyone is well. Brenda Well Im still in Texas for another 3 weeks. Looking for an apartment. Its very expensive here. The apartment have a lot of extras, swimming pools, work out room, rec rooms, washer dryers, dish washers....ect. My granddaughters mother left her here in Texas with us she doesn't want to be a mother she never did. Shes making threats that I will be arrested for kidnapping for bring Reanne back to Texas and threats to my son for domestic violence when she flipped and started throwing rocks at him and the breaking the windows out in his mobile home. The cops came and took her to a shelter then her mom and sister drove from Michigan to Texas to get her. I really thought a lot of her until she told me I would never see Reanne again. I miss my daughter very much shes still in Michigan, cant wait to see her. Shes been having
Its All For You Damien
only for a moment my soul crys for more pain Powerful and intense morbid and my hands clench. I do not understand, its emptyness is unknown. Unable to fill up in any sense its pain drains me more and more. I am fearful to grasp the depths for I wont return.  I try to pretend it doesnt exsist but clarity brings it back here again. There are times when I become totally numb. When Im at my weakest. the depths become known, only for a moment. Blue moon makes a sudden move, theres a wave inside all the warm waves in time. There is a breech between secure arms; a speck of frost who seeks a place to melt or fly. With no place to go still trys to see a way to get by. And on the horizen gloom gathers a storm. Countless lost souls crying your name.
Jail Time Stories ( The Return)
*Part One of Two*   March 29th 2007 11:02pm Hello, goodbye, that's all my brain says to me...I'll mutter some meaningless saying, and yet all I get is hello...goodbye. Little white lines kissing my face, telling me to stay low...BUT I'M GOING TO WAR MAN! charles in the Trees! LOOK OUT BELOW!!....BAM?!?...nope, it's a Dud...Ugh! not a dud!...How can that be?!?! I Rolled the Dice dammit!,
Shooting Star
RULE 1: You opened this; you GOTTA take itRULE 2: You are NOT ALLOWED to explain ANYTHING unless someone messages you and asks!LAST PERSON YOU....[1] Who was the last person you texted?Emily :][2] You were in the car with?roomate[3] Went to the mall with? Winston[4] Person you talked on the phone with?Emily[5] You messaged/​commented on Fubar?Mel T/F Only answer with True or FalseQ:Kissed some one on your top friends?trueQ: Been searched By Cops?trueQ: Been suspended from school?trueQ: Sat on a roof top?trueQ: Been pushed into a pool with all your clothes on?trueQ: Broken a bone?trueQ: Have shaved your head?falseQ: Played a prank on someone?trueQ: Had/have a gym membership?trueQ: Shot a gun?trueQ: Donated Blood?falseWOULD YOU RATHER:[1] Eat or drink?eat[2] Be serious or be funny?funny[3] Go to the beach or mountains?beach[4] Die in a fire or die getting shot?ShotANSWER TRUTHFULLY:[1] Sun or moon?moon[2] Winter or fall?fall[3] Left or right?left[4] Black and white or colored?W
Friends Contest #2 - Scavenger Hunt!
Scavenger Hunt - Thanks to Electric Xanrose for this contest idea!  She rawks! Rules:  DO NOT UPLOAD YOUR ENTRIES INTO YOUR FOLDERS!!  If you post your pics, people who didn't figure out a clue will get points off of your hard work, if I see one in your folders, the points awarded will be REMOVED!  All submitted contest pics must be E-MAILED to me!  YOU must be in the pic, and the pic must have my name "DavePinFlorida" HANDWRITTEN somewhere in the image.  Here’s a sample clue: "I'm yellow but not a coward, you’ll find me in some kitchens."  CLUE 1 (Issued Friday)"I've been called 'appealing' and I'm slippery at times" CLUE 2 (Issued Monday) So if the clue leads you to a banana, you can write "DavePinFlorida" on the banana, or you can hand write a sign and hold it in one hand and hold the banana in the other, or eat the banana or whatever, be creative!!!!!  I will issue points based on your entries, and create a compilation of all entries for each item from all entries re
Chaos
So yeah this blog goes out to my family you know who you are. I think it's so fucking sad how you can be so fucking cold and just put someone out just like that when you know my situation. You are all fucking hypocrites and much much more just fake like fuck so much for TRUE family huh? Just so fucked up that I don't have fucking shit from my divorce and I am working so hard to get back up there and you guys do anything in your power to TRY to pull me down again...notice I said TRY because you guys never succeed I always come out on top not YOU fucks. Yeah it hurts me like fuck but you know what you have done showed me your true colors for real because check this out you are all going to need me for somthing rather no matter what it is, and I'm am straight up going to say...FUCK NO. And then one fine day you're going need me so bad and I'm going to say FUCK NO. YOu try to hurt me by taking what I value most away from me but you know what in the end you are going to suffer hard and I'll
Auction
ok so seabreeze and i are hosting an auction on my page if you would like to be in it let me know. 30k entry fee 20k pic fee 500k minimum bid and all bids must be placed by commenting on pics or the bid wont count payment will be made to the person being bid on by the biddee. collecting from your winner is your responsibility. be prepared to do evrything you offer dont offer anything you cant or wont do im in my very first auction please go bid on me at the link below  
Wise Boy
hi every body try to utlise eah second in your life for some thing good malife cool ,nice and lovly.ke your
Suspended Disbelief
Tonight I Can Write      Tonight I can write the saddest lines.Write, for example, 'The night is starryand the stars are blue and shiver in the distance.'The night wind revolves in the sky and sings.Tonight I can write the saddest lines.I loved her, and sometimes she loved me too.Through nights like this one I held her in my arms.I kissed her again and again under the endless sky.She loved me, sometimes I loved her too.How could one not have loved her great still eyes.Tonight I can write the saddest lines.To think that I do not have her. To feel that I have lost her.To hear the immense night, still more immense without her.And the verse falls to the soul like dew to the pasture.What does it matter that my love could not keep her.The night is starry and she is not with me.This is all. In the distance someone is singing. In the distance.My soul is not satisfied that it has lost her.My sight tries to find her as though to bring her closer.My heart looks for her,
Regret
I'm Sorry created @ 2007-11-06 22:28:42   i bet NO guys will repost this ;i'm sorry i'm sorry if i'm not pretty enough to be "your girl"i'm sorry that i don't want to have sex every minute of the day.i'm sorry that i'm not a playboy bunny so i can act like a pornstar for you.i'm sorry if i don't have a dream body that turns you on.i'm sorry if i won't drop down to my knees to get you to like me.i'm sorry if my hair isn't long enough.i'm sorry if i'm not the "hottest" girl you've ever seen.i'm sorry that i try my best to get you to like me, but then get hurt. but most of all; i'm sorry that most guys can't accept a girl for who they really are. and i'm sorry that most guys will read this and post it and may agree with it but after 5 minutes they forget about it and do the same thing all over again. GUYS! just think about it, about how you treat girls.If you're a girl and you agree with this letter, repost as "I'm sorry."
Mistakes Women Make With Men
A MISTAKE ALMOST ALL WOMEN MAKE WITH MEN... ANDWHAT TO DO ABOUT IT...   There's one mistake that almost all women make with men they're interested in.   This particular mistake is the source of somany different problems women have in theirlives and relationships, that dealing with it should be a healthcare benefit or something.   Ok, maybe that's a little extreme, but you get the point.   And by the way, men make a similar mistake, but it shows up in different ways.   The mistake is allowing yourself to becomeOVERLY EMOTIONAL around the person you're dating in a negative and self-destructive way.   So then what happens?   The short-lived emotional outbreak that was only a big deal to you at the time, finds a way to screw up the great situation that you have going.    What's going on here with how men react?   Why do some men make such a big deal out of having strong feelings, caring so much and wanting to talk and share?   The truth is, doing these things is showing the man that you're
Keeping It Real!!
DO ANYBODY HAVE YAHOO IM ? SO SEND ME YOUR YAHOO IM !!!!!!!!!! I WANT EVERYBODY TO ASK THEM SELF CAN THEY KEEP IT REAL ? THAN ASKS YOURSELF CAN YOU KEEP IT REAL WITH OTHERS ?  THAN ASKS YOURSELF WHY DO YOU LIE TO YOURSELF AND OTHERS ? WHEN YOU FIND OUT WHY THAN SEND ME SOMETHING TO LET ME KNOW WHY YOU DO IT !!!IT'S NOT HARD KEEPING IT REAL !!YOUR LIFE WILL BE MUCH BETTER BEING REAL !!
What Are Friends For?
Edited that friends name in my phone....   U'sAfoolIfYaAnswer!   Then I'll know whats up! LMAO Ever had that one friend or set of friends that you only hear from when they need somethin?  Time for some deletion in friends....
Find Me Where I Lurk!
You can find me lurking in the ICU/CCU in my town doing that nursing thing I do!! I am the Inked RN!! lol If you're interested in hearing all metal, and meeting some crazy, kick ass people, check out Excito Diabolus!! HAHA, good times. lol
Omega Dawn
This is what happens when you have writer's block.... Zip! Bang! Crash!    What was that? Could my mind     be gone at last? It seems that I    have gone and crashed         down into a wordless pit. All my tangled thoughts    have smashed upon          a mental blockades fist,     and scattered like confetti          on the ground... © LML A season comesWithout a warning.A glowing sunIn shadow's mourning. A season goesThat's never ceasing,Signaling a soul's releasing.       Omega Dawn      A ringing voice      Without a wire
My Rants And Faqs
To the people that ask it it is simple the life is more intreging for me i prefer to roleplay cuz i cant think of a better way  oh and makes for some killer snm oh and another thing your shoe is untied *runs* lol no but peace i think i have finnaly notice why rap videos are poplar turn the volume down on your tv and watch its histericall without music sorry if this offends rap fans
Heart Broken Again
the need answer for their brutal murder and rape of their daughter who was 3 months pregnant . it has been 16 years without any answers..........Now we get to the serious questions...about Emily's baby Emilio. When we asked about the fetus and if it had been buried with Emily, we found out it wasn't. This is the first time I have ever heard of a pregnant woman being murdered and not burying them and their baby together. I was outraged and still am over this. You can bet that if it was their daughter, this wouldn't have turned out this way. So Emily was buried in a potter's grave and the fetus was kept in a jar for a year and then cremated. This is bullshit!!! How would you feel if the man that did the autopsy on your daughter told you that she was buried alone and your grand baby was put in a jar for a year and then cremated. It honestly makes me want to throw up I get so upset, and this is one question I will get answered even if I have to go to the media with it or to the governor
Bored
any girls want to chat it up or what shit some one hit me up am bored as hell girls dont be shy
Diversions~
Jim's hands finally reached out to his prize. He gently encircled her globes with his hands squeezing as he did and feeling her firmness, her flesh, her ass...just as she requested. Each movement would get a little bolder than the one before it. When the time was right he pulled her cheeks slightly apart to see his reward and what he saw caught his breath. She hadn't wiped! She was dirty there! What luck! What sweet luck! He locked onto that image of first discovery, intending to keep it in his mind forever. He knew he would be masturbating, stroking his rock hard cock, many times thinking of this adventure. He pretended not to notice and carried on with his gyrations, taking in the odd innocent glance now and then. She obviously wasn't aware of it and he didn't want to startle her too quickly. If she was too surprised or embarrassed, that might snap her out of trance with disastrous results. He hadn't finished yet swinging her around to his way of thinking. There was just a little mor
Gotta Love Teachers~
Brent blinked a couple times and finally came to his senses. He could not believe what he just saw. "You have to let me fuck her! You just HAVE to!". Jason looked at him and said "No way! She can suck you off, but *I* am fucking her." The went over to her, and Jason made her aware of their presence, but assured her it was ok. Brent sat himself on the edge of the desk, facing the black board. Jason sat in her chair so she could ride him as she sucked his friends cock. Both men were so excited that in no time at all they were ready to cum, and before they could, Mrs. C asked if they would do something for her...She assumed her previous position, lying on her desk, both boys standing over her. She had a cock in each hand, jerking fast. Each young man was pinching a nipple...She kept telling them to cum on her...cum on her big udders...cover her with young cum...well, that did it for the boys, and at almost the same time, they began to spray her with cum...they got cum from her belly to he
Auction
Hope everyone had a great Memorial Day weekend. I am currently in an auction. Plz use the link below to come by and check me out. Bid on me you wont be disappointed. The higher the bid the more I may throw in. If  you want something not listed let me know and I will see what we can do..:) Thank you for all the love.   http://www.fubar.com/photo.php?u=1636827&albumid=1684633&i=2155767334&idx=1 Come on and check out these lovely auction virgins willing to do things just for you. You know you want to. Each lovely lady has listed exactly what she is willing to do for the highest bidder. Take a look and bid on these beautiful ladies. All of them are 1st time auction virgins so be nice and show them a ton of love. Just got to my auction folder and take a look. Here is the link to my auction folder check it out.   http://www.fubar.com/myimages.php?albumid=1672169
Blah
ATTENTION EVERYONE....As you or may not know... I am the anti fuwhore. I decided to go for spotlight. I strongly encourage you to repost this, send it to your friends on here, your family and crap.... Even show this to your dog.... Every fubuck will count and will be appreciated... STICK IT TO EVERY E PROSTITUTING POINT WHORE ON FUBAR AND EVERY DONATION WILL BE GREATLY APPRECIATED!!!!Thank you all for reading... Ok... I am generally pissed off at everyone on my friends list at the moment. Let me explain and yes, I marked this NSFW because seriously, I am gonna say fuck a lot. The subject I am gonna mention in this blog is my NSFW folder. I find it quite frustrating that I am giving out family adds, and no one bothers to look. Yes, these pics arent quite safe for the general public, but I do not randomly let people view these pics. To be honest, I am extremely offended. I have had new pics up there for a few days, and not one view. Not one fucking view. Only way I am letting people in
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  WHEN MY FRIEND FIRST MADE THIS PIC FOR ME, I THOUGHT IT WAS SO RUDE, BUT AFTER BEING ON FU AS LONG AS I HAVE, I FIND THAT IT IS RATHER APPROPRIATE, I CANNOT BELIEVE HOW MANY PEOPLE ON HERE THINK THAT JUST BECAUSE YOU ADDED THEM AS A FRIEND, OR RATED THEM, THAT THEY HAVE THE RIGHT TO TALK TO YOU LIKE YOU ARE A PIECE OF SHIT. MY PROFILE CLEARLY STATES THAT I DO NOT WANT TO SEE NUDE PICS, AND I WILL NOT SHOW ANYONE ANY, IT CLEARLY SAYS THAT I WILL NOT HAVE SHOUT BOX SEX OR CAM WITH YOU, SO WHY THE HELL DO YOU KEEP ASKING?? I WANT TO SAY NOW,, I AM NOT A PIECE OF MEAT, SO I WILL NOT BE TREATED LIKE ONE, I DON'T CARE IF YOU "THINK" YOU HAVE A NICE PENIS, I STILL DO NOT WANT TO SEE IT,  I AM HERE FOR FRIENDS, TO ESCAPE THE REAL WORLD, NOT TO SLEEP WITH YOU, IF YOU SAY SOMETHING VULGAR TO ME, AND I DON'T SHOUT BACK, DON'T CALL ME A SLUT OR A C^NT, JUST GO AWAY,,,, I AM TIRED OF MEN THAT THINK THAT JUST BECAUSE THEY COMPLIMENT YOUR LOOKS, YOU ARE SUPPOSED TO SLEEP WITH THEM, THAT IS NOT W
A Tribute To Nick Adenhart
Career Adenhart was drafted straight out of Williamsport High School in Williamsport, Maryland by the Anaheim Angels. He had been projected as a top 10 draft pick, but an elbow injury two weeks before the 2004 Major League Baseball Draft forced him to have Tommy John surgery and dropped him to the 413th overall pick in the 14th round.[1] Adenhart became a top-ranked prospect in the Angels organization, ranked by Baseball America as the 90th best prospect in baseball and the sixth in the Angels organization in 2006, as the 34th best prospect in baseball and second in the Angels organization in 2007, as the 24th best prospect in baseball and 2nd in the Angels organization in 2008 and as the best prospect in the Angels organization going into 2009.[2] In 2006, Adenhart played in the All-Star Futures Game and was a member of the United States Olympic Qualifying team. He made his major league debut as the starting pitcher on May 1, 2008, against the Oakland Athletics at Angel Stadium of
Not A Bloger..
I have lost loved ones due to breast cancer. Both men and women, Alike. My work is is selling T-shirts, The one I am wearing in the pic. So for every picture rate and bling I get I will donate $100 dollars to this great cause. Help the boobees and neebies out. I have donated $800. so far just in the last week. I want to see more men and women surviving from this. I have kids, and I am sure you do to. They have a cure but it takes a but load of money to get it. So that is why I am donating to this. And if the speeling is bad. I apoloize for the miss spelling. my fubar is messing up on me tonight. had to type fast. Good night. The smacker Ok FuLand.  I'm not big in to the whole Blog thing, So here it goes.   Monday is My Birthday May 18th hint hint,  And I am trying to save up Fubucks For the Spotlight.  I think It would Be cool to have a "SMACKER" Day. I have been on fubar for over three years.  *Note* this was my Profile after I got Deleted off
Different
Casey may or may not of killed her child, but too many people out their mad cause she didn't get found guilty, need to remember one thing, let them that hath no sin cast the first stone. in other words go home people and go to work and quit worrying about other people, , and get your own life in order..... Today we mourn the passing of a beloved old friend, Common Sense, who has been with us for many years. No one knows for sure how old he was, since his birth records were long ago lost in bureaucratic red tape. He will be remembered as having cultivated such valuable lessons as: - Knowing when to come in out of the rain; - Why the early bird gets the worm; ... - Life isn't always fair; - And maybe it was my fault. Common Sense lived by simple, sound financial policies, don't spend more than you can earn and adults, not children, are in charge. His health began to deteriorate rapidly when well-intentioned but overbearing regulations were set in place. Reports of a 6-year-old boy charge
Gory Shit Blog!
alright this is going to be a weird blog but...here goes... well it starts when me and my son's dad split up...i felt i had no meaning in life...i've had people going in and out of mine and my kid's life but it seem as thought sooo much shit has happened to me and no one was going to keep their promise to actually stay around...i felt as though i didn't have a care in the world anymore about anything..i started taking anti-depressants to feel good..more like a fake ass smile and living a lie of being happy...well years of being pushed down by people i thought actually gave a damn about me and my son...just when i thought i could just lose any emotion i had in my body...losing people in 1 yr and having no help with allen really as a father figure for him to go by...well i felt my life was going nowhere and i thought i would just end up being alone in life...he walks in..Chris sean horstmann...he brought out the real true happines inside that i never thought exist...he has taken my life
Hmmm Can I Get Some Help?
im in another auction and its not only for ownership but most rates count also so rate my rear til its sore please place a bid if you can im a good little pet !! im litter trained and all and i wont bite ya well unless ya ask me to lol   im in another auction....rates counts so even if you dont want to bid please at least stop on and rate the pic for me.....if you rate or bid send me a private message and will buy you a drink or 2:)
People=sh!t
I have start out by saying I am no saint by any means but I do attempt to be a good person. I don't like to see people hurt or go without the things they need to have a good comfortable life. And no I am not a sociologist person I believe we should be able to make good on our own, i.e start a business make some money, be a lawyer, doctor or what ever floats your boat... make good money or just get buy what ever makes you happy. But everyone needs a fair shake. There is no reason to take stuff away from people that are good people and have families to support. They make it so hard for some to get by anymore its sad at times. I can't say weather the president is doing good or not since we hit this subject, but thus so far all the money giving to companies that was controlled by a bunch greedy people and lost it; even if necessary to get the economy fixed I guess it needed to be done, but some of that could have been giving to the general public. Even a messily 800 bucks as most rumored a
Last Time
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Changes
it is amazing how things change with the seasons. things that i said and lived by a few years ago are now a thing of the past..i always say, a Master has that right to change his mind. when things arent going as you like, you have the power to change them...sometimes you delay the inevitable in order not to hurt others. but then the actions become greater and the hurt grows more and more for them..for that, i take full responsibility. then things come to a head and words are exchanged and lies are revealed and deceit discovered and anger builds..but deep inside you feel a deep sense that this is the way it is suppose to be for the change to happen. then you feel even more free to follow another road in this journey. predestined? who knows. but when something feels so right as this, you just have to continue to see the outcome. i have asked my slave princess to marry me and after i picked her back up off the floor and revived her, she said yes. i have loved so many and then been le
Nsfw's
Ok.. so since there is soooo much interest in my Nsfw files... i'm gonna open them to the public for 24 hours. R/F/A me... I need 225,000 to my next level help me get there.... Any downraters beware... i know where your photos are and I return rates like for like :D love y'all Ok Everyone I really need your help.... I entered my first online Fu wet t-shirt contest and I need the votes so PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE come to my profile and click on the Haunted Passions Profile in my Friends section... vote for me and help me win!
Work And Fun
Is there really a difference? I mean, You can firt with words to people you dont know, and sometimes get deep intoo with someone if they were there. What about sex? Is it wrong to not settle for one person, and have casual playful sex with someone? I feel that 2 people can meet, have a playful flirtatious time, and even maybe have playful sex. Am I wrong? So many people are trying to find the perfect job. Is there a such thing? I mean, how many actual jobs are there that you can work and have fun at the same time? Me personaly, I enjoy fishing though I dont get to go as often as I would like because i work all the time. So I am thinking about owning a fishing charter company so I can fish anytime i want while i am working.  What other jobs out there can you work and have fun at the same time?
D&d
this is another that my friend posted I repost it now. Playing A Kobold (d20-style) created @ 2006-10-16 08:09:59   I've always had a thing for Kobolds (get yer mind outta the gutter!). they're these adorable little lizard-men who are "primitive" and highly skittish. In my systems, I have a similar species called Cobalts, but that's something for another post.Kobolds in d20 are now geniuses at creating traps and tend to be sorcerors. Really bizarre for the species, but then d20 has a habit of doing things backwards. This is an account of what happens when an
Fuobservations
Here we go, I have rated literally Thousands of pics since arriving on Fubar, but every time I get close to leveling I get the same 5 or 6 people showing up to rate my pics. Some people claim to give blings for going through their folders but then if you lose your way & forget what folder your on & ask your message is ignored (yes i'm thinking about 1 person specifically). another complaint is people who name themselves something sexually suggestive & have no NSFW pics! Why would you have the word cum in your name & be a prude? Done Ranting, I wonder how many will read this O.K. time for a short rant. I've been able to buy a few Bombs & I've bombed some of my better Friends. Now for the rant, if someone Bombs your album i'm not asking for much but I think a "Thank you" is appropriate. I thought that people that i've had conversations with would say it but evidently I was wrong. Mostly everyone (even the non-friends) says thank you am I wrong to want a message or a shout saying "Thank y
Spankings~
She double-checked her door to make certain it was locked and then she padded to the bathroom. A bath, she thought. That's what I need... a bath. Not a shower. A bath will help me relax.She filled the tub, tossed in some bath beads, turned the radio on in the living room, grabbed a magazine and decided to put the night and him out of her mind. She slipped out of the old football jersey (the last reminder of her him), slid her panties off and stepped into the tub. She let herself sink into the hot water. The heat seeped into her bones.She settled back on her bath pillow (a wise investment at the Dollar Store) and flipped open the magazine. She had almost finished the article about 25 ways to save money on your spring wardrobe when the light when out. She blinked. And blinked again. Thinking that the power was out in the entire apartment if not an even larger area, she said, quietly, but aloud, "Damn it."A voice, silky smooth and very masculine, responded, "Uh, uh, no ugly talk, Vonna."
Silent But Not Invisible Stalkers
hello my friends Ive removed all my personal pics to private family only folders because Ive been violated , you can see the pic I refer to in my default album ill still be sending out drinks for now, and I appreciate all my friends and family have a good day eni   ps  please drop said violator a line if you feel like it expressing your appreciation Just a little something special to the one who so arrogantly climbed in my sb almost 2 weeks ago.  My favorite part would have to be and I quote "leave me alone"...... Whenever you touch him remember I was there.  When that thought is enough here's another one.  Let your imagination run wild and know it was a reality. As of 12 days ago, I have nothing to lose and you sugar....do.  Keep in mind that rule though or don't.  You could always get in touch.  Let me move in your backyard and I'll level this fucking playing field.
Just Me Blogging
It turns out there's no brain tumor.  It's all because of some of the medications I've been on.  I see the dr in a couple of weeks, so I'll have to see what she wants to do about my elevated prolactin levels. Well, the CT scan was clean, confirming that I do have a brain inside there.  What a surprise.  Wednesday at 6:15 am I had to have an MRI, which was really early, so we came home and went back to sleep.  I had to take all of my piercings, of course, and didn't bother with putting them back in before my nap.  When I woke up, I set out to put them all back in.  Everything went in fine, except for the bridge.  I couldn't get it to go in through the right side, but I managed to finally wiggle it through the left side.  It bled like crazy, but I finally got it through.  This morning I woke up with swollen eyes, to the point it was a little hard to see.  I put some ice on them, which gave me a terrible headache, and did little to improve the condition.  Now, the swelling has gone down,
Crazy Life
You're a falling star, You're the get away car.You're the line in the sand when I go too far.You're the swimming pool, on an August day.And you're the perfect thing to say.And you play it coy, but it's kinda cute.Ah, When you smile at me you know exactly what you do.Baby don't pretend, that you don't know it's true.Cause you can see it when I look at you.And in this crazy life, and through these crazy timesIt's you, it's you, You make me sing.You're every line, you're every word, you're everything.You're a carousel, you're a wishing well,And you light me up, when you ring my bell.You're a mystery, you're from outer space,You're every minute of my everyday.And I can't believe, uh that I'm your woman,And I get to kiss you baby just because I can.Whatever comes our way, ah we'll see it through,And you know that's what our love can do
Between A Man And A Woman
My friend assures me it's all or nothingI am not worried- I am not overly concernedMy friend implores me for one time only, Make an exception. I am not not worriedWrap her up in a package of liesSend her off to a coconut islandI am not worried - I am not overly concernedWith the status of my emotionsOh, she says, were changing.But were always changingIt does not bother me to say this isn't loveBecause if you don't want to talk about it then it isn't loveAnd I guess I'm going to have to live thatBut, I'm sure there's something in a shade of grayOr something in betweenAnd I can always change my name if that's what you meanMy friend assures me it's all or nothing'But I am not really worriedI am not overly concernedYou try to tell your self the things you try tell your self to makeYourself forgetTo make your self forgetI am not worriedIf it's love she said, then were gonna have to think about theConsequencesShe can't stop shaking and I can t stop touching her and... This time when kindness
Abbott And Costello , Who's On First. Just Some Laughs
Abbott: Well Costello, I'm going to New York with you. You know Bucky Harris, the Yankee's manager, gave me a job as coach for as long as you're on the team. Costello: Look Abbott, if you're the coach, you must know all the players. Abbott: I certainly do. Costello: Well you know I've never met the guys. So you'll have to tell me their names, and then I'll know who's playing on the team. Abbott: Oh, I'll tell you their names, but you know it seems to me they give these ball players now-a-days very peculiar names. Costello: You mean funny names? Abbott: Strange names, pet names...like Dizzy Dean... Costello: His brother Daffy. Abbott: Daffy Dean... Costello: And their French cousin. Abbott: French? Costello: Goofè. Abbott: Goofè Dean. Well, let's see, we have on the bags, Who's on first, What's on second, I Don't Know is on third... Costello: That's what I want to find out. Abbott: I say Who's on first, What's on second, I Don't Know's on third. Costello: Are you the mana
Auction
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Scavenger Hunt
Congratz to Pooka aka Ravyn for guessing duct tape aka the silver ribbon of St. Tenacious. The silver ribbon of St. Tenacious is an item for sale in the gift shop. Be the 1st one to figure out What that item is and send it to me for a 3 credit bling item.   Let the hunt begin...  
I Wrote What!
You said im a freak I thought you were sweet. You better not peep Because I am goin deep. You said you want to chill Well I want to spill! Yes you, sitting there you know what I mean when your 6 feet deep so read 'em and weep...... You said you got a honey dip, well I got a honey spliff. Ill make you want to take a dip wit me when you get into my whip. You said I like your style and I said I like your smile. Goin 80 miles an hour while she wispers in my ear, I can feel your power. So I ended that moment and asked.....Can I get your name before I start messin with the headlights before it gets louder....?
Chet
love is about finding the right person and creating the right relationship.... and its not about how much love you have in the begining but how much love you gain for each other in the end..... trust is not something that is given... but it is something we earn.......
Blog Name "hell If I Know"
After 500 young women in Uganda endured genital mutilations for initation rights a physician law-maker is trying to out law the practice go to www.womensenews.org http://www.facebook.com/l.php?u=http%3A%2F%2Fwww.childpornography.com%2F&h=ae73d97b9956920786aa95ca5bf1bf31 I AM TESTING THIS BLOG REALLY FOR THE FIRST TIME IF ALL GOES WELL YOU WILL SEE WHERE YOU CAN GO TO GET INFO ON HOW TO PROTECT YOUR CHILDREN FROM CREEPS THAT PREY ON THEM FOR SEX! THERE IS MORE INFO YOU MIGHT WANT AND NEED THERE. TAKE CARE AND WATCH YOUR CHILDREN WELL. IT WORKS!! JUST CLICK ON THE ABOVE LINK.
Perfect
Sometimes at night,When I look to the sky,I start thinking of you,And then ask myself "why?""Why do I love you?"I think and smile,Because I know,The list could run on for mile.The whisper of your voice,The warmth of your touch,So many little things,Make me love you so much.The way you support me,Even my silly notions,The way that you care,And show such devotion.The way that your kiss,Fills me with desire,And how you hold me,With the warmth of a fire.The way your eyes shine,When you look at me,Lost with you forever,Is where i want to be.The way that I feel,When you are by my side,A sense of completion,And overflowing pride.The dreams that I dream,That all involve you,The possibilities that I see,The things that we can do.How you finish the puzzle,That lies inside my heart,How deep in my soul,You are a very important part.I could go on for days,Telling of what I feel,But all you really must know is...My love for you is real
Thigh High Vixenz Updates For The Supporters
we are now officially taking suggestions on new catagories to add to the page. such as tattoos, garters, corsets, bondage, and other things of that nature. if you have any suggestions plz leave a comment on this blog. if you are going to harass my girls i will have you blocked from the group page and i will ask the girls to block you as well. i WILL NOT TOLERATE HARASSMENT on this group page. if you wish to harass the girls your ass will get blocked. if you harass or degrade ne of the girls pics you will get blocked. i honestly do not care how nice you are as soon as you start harassing the girls on this page that were kind enough to put thier pics up for you to view you are automatically considerd rude and will not be able to view ne of the pics that these lovely ladies have volenteered to let you look at thank you for your cooperation in this matter, bloodymistress
Slop's Of Mag's
the slops of mags is here for your reading entertainment the cover of the Slops of Mags taylor swift and kanye west with viewers opinion mileys plans for the future rick astley sued for rick rolled pranks tart heart jobros big steps most of the stuff you read here is somewhat true with a little crazy added to it, so its not all completely true...loleither way i hope you all enjoyed it. here is the news and the truth, read all about it.   BEFORE YOU READ, INCASE THE PAGES ARE NOT CLEAR THEN JUST "RIGHT CLICK" THE IMAGE, CLICK "VIEW IMAGE" AND THEN "ZOOM IN" ONTO THE PIC ONCE IT POPS UP THRU ANOTHER WINDOW...ENJOY                
2 The Love Of My Life
I swear by the moon and the stars in the skyAnd I swear like the shadow that's by your sideI see the questions in your eyesI know what's weighing on your mindYou can be sure I know my heart`Coz I'll stand beside you through the yearsYou'll only cry those happy tearsAnd though I make mistakesI'll never break your heartAnd I swear, by the moon and the stars in the skyI'll be thereI swear, like a shadow that's by your sideI'll be thereFor better or worse, till death do us partI'll love you with every beat of my heartAnd I swearI'll give you every thing I canI'll build your dreams with these two handsWe'll hang some memories on the wallsAnd when just the two of us are thereYou won't have to ask if I still care`Coz as the time turns the page, my love won't age at allAnd I swear by the moon and the stars in the skyI swear (and I swear) like the shadow that's by your sideI'll be thereFor better or worse, till death do us partI'll love you with every beat of my heartAnd I swearI swear (I swear
My Life
My Life Situation is rather common and is in everyone s life some shape or form. But here we go, Well im a 32 year old Father of 3 wonderful kids with alot of issues (right who doesnt have issues ) well back in Feb of 2007 my wife just up and left for another man (yeah i know poor me ) guess i should of worked harder. Oh well we live and learn from our mistakes. We did not get our divorce finalized until Nov 2008, When i caught her lying and cheating but that is not why im writing this please dont think im looking for sympathy, im not. As of Feb 2008 i was on my way to making my life better and possibly build up the courage to date again. When i found out that my wife had been cheating on me prior to our sepratation and a really good friend of mine died of a heart attack on Valentines day. He was a pretty cool bro, Always had my back and stuff. Miss him dearly. Then April 2008 came and my Ex father in-law was diganoised with cancer ( yes my in-law )He was like a father to me. Stood
The Way To Start A New Life
Well, I'm sorry for the things that I told youBut words only go so farAnd if I had my wayI would reach into heavenAnd I'd pull down a star for a presentAnd I'd make you a chain out of diamondsAnd pearls from a summer seaBut all I can give you is a kiss in the morningAnd a sweet apologyWell, I know that it hasn't been easyAnd I haven't always been aroundTo say the right wordsOr to hold you in the mornin'Or to help you when you're downI know I never showed you much of a good timeBut baby things are gonna changeI'm gonna make up for all of the hurt I broughtI'm gonna love away all your painAnd tomorrow's gonna be a brighter dayThere's gonna be some changesTomorrow's gonna be a brighter dayThis time you can believe meNo more cryin' in your lonely roomAnd no more empty nights'Cause tomorrow mornin' everything will turn out rightWell, there's something that I've got to tell youYes I've got something on my mindBut words come hardWhen your lying in my armsAnd when I'm looking deep into your ey
Randomness Incarnate
im so tired of having to fight tooth and fucking nail for everything anything thats even remotly good in my life. im tired of having to defend my every move im tired of the constant struggle to prove myself. why the fuck am i even needing to prove myself i dont get it. maybe i need to stop being nice maybe i need to tell everyone to go fuck themselves?.....*sighs* im just so frustrated i have to fight with social services i have to fight with my family i have to fight with my daughter i have to fight with my ex i am just so tired of fighting for everything im tired of having to fight. i would love nothing more than to find that one person who will fight with me at the least. who i can depend on and share everything with. who will hold me and be happy to hold me and love me if for nothing other than the same in return. i want a family and at the same time i worry that if i wait to much longer i wont be able to have any more kids wich is sumthing i would want if i were to ever find that
Random Thoughts
Beyonce, stick to singing. My name ain't shawty, bay, baby, bae, boo, or baby. If you're in prison, serve your time and get your ass off of the internet. Ladies and Gentlemen, if you have a BMW (body made wrong), stop posting pics of it. Nuvo tastes like blue St. Ides If you're gonna take a picture in the mirror...clean that mufugga. Fellas, pictures of just your lips, is kinda GAY. If you're going to take a picture and post it, clean up behind you first. Fellas, pictures of your nasty "grizzly" pubes is not cute. Pictures of money....ahhh tax season Pics of your shoes....extra retarded. Is Inspector Gadget Jewish? Where do baby Care Bears come from? Do you think that Tender Heart actually had sex? Why does Sandy, a squirrel, live under water? Can animals be gay? I was just informed that there are documented cases of male/male animal copulation. Under 29? I can't do anything for you, except, teach you how to ride a bike. How long do you think it will ta
Show Me Your Boobs!
To all of friends on here... I am having a best boobs contest, show me your tits, please!! I love all types of boobies! Hey I was just wondering if any of you gals would send me some naked photos! I am horny all the time and love looking at ya'll naked!   MY E_MAIL IS austin.meek@yahoo.co   please send all photos there!
Woot
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Bully
Where Your mind is at home Drop your mind off where it belongs
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If we woke up naked together, using only 3 words, what would u say to me? Answer me back then send to males and females and see what answers you get back  ITS FUN !!!! ****MASS**** The one and ONLY DJ SpAdEd is BURNING up the fkn Forbiden Airwavez!!!! LIVE from The Forbiden City!!! http://www.fubar.com/lounge/59577 The exclusive home of The Forbiden Angelz!!!! or on the net @ www.forbidenradio.net !!!! If ur not here.. ur sooooo fkn missing it !!!! Cum check out tha sexxay azzz angelz and the slickezt tunes on the net!!!!!!
Www.uk-hideout.co.uk
hey every 1 free chat site really good just startin up games rooms allso an really nice group of chatters all welcome give it ago x hey join uk-hideout u dont know what ya missin ;) if any  wants to join ans sum  to talk to my chat nae is kitty_kat feel free to find me :) x     www.uk-hideout.co.uk
Lookin For Work?
      COME CHECK OUT DJ WOOKIE AT RED DRAGON'S REALM..HE'S RAWKIN THE RED DRAGON RIGHT NOW!!!Just click the lounge logo and hope to see ya there!HOPE YOU HAVE A GREAT TIME!!! WE ARE HIRING FOR DJS...PLEASE COME!!     Ok straight to the point I just got hired by a courier company thats just starting out here in Las vegas they've had a good test run and are now going threw the finalization process of making this a real company it's ran by a juggalo who wants the family to start using their talents to help better themselves this ninja is smart he's helpin a few homies down here follow their dreams by helping them make them happen and get them started. Our goal for our company is to connect family vendors to sellers across the country. thats where i need your help i was hired on solely to find people with a hobby they want to share to sellers across the country. theres many positions inside the company and positions outside the company that are avaliable.
Just Getting Out There
how Is Everyone, Im great.. Just had to get myself a blog.. lol.. well this is sunday and i have to return to work tomarrow, which sucks, but my bills say i have to work, otherwise i would be gettin bored.. lol.. i am a workaholic.. thats me.. work and spend time with my girls.. i am an easy goin person, just wants to be loved like i love.. is that so complicated?..
Intro To Me
Hope I don't get in trouble for the bi-curious george post! They don't even have genitals so it's ok, right? Hi guys and ladies, New here, checking stuff out, thanks everyone for the positive attention I've already gotten. I'm bisexual, in an extremely complicated relationship...long story short, married on paper, still live together, but in any sexual sense it's defunct. I do whatever I want and he knows and lets me. I have my own room. More about me: Love animals esp. cats & nature, gardening, most kinds music although I agree with James Brown that it gots to be funky. 420...could tell you stories you wouldnt believe about all the sh*t i've gotten away with...'Anarchist' is not an expression of anger or chaos or nihilism but of my ideals which I will explain to you if you're interested. Hablo español.  
Dumb A$$ People
so...........its been a while .....like ..6-7 months since my last sightings BUT I BACK AND BLAH BLAH BLAH!!   ...any how...i go to the grocery store to score some food for work..and half of the main road is blocked off by cops! 2 unmarked cars, 3 staties, and some of the local jonny law. (okay no big deal probally some stupid kid doing something dumb) after i score some food for the week.....i got to the local liquor store to score the drink of CHAMPIONS (bacardi mafuckers) and my buddy who works there tells me that some cop got shot......WITH HIS OWN GUN, then steals his cruiser. the neighbor hood that this went down in is about a mile from my house and right across the street from the local packy store!....... then it dawns on me.....this dumb sack of shit ....shoots a cop, steals his cruiser, and only fuckin makes it like 2 miles before gittin pulled over!......why even do stupid shit like that! i mean shit atleast make it too  the damn high way ..STUPID FUCKIN PEOPLE I SWEAR!
Nude Beach,,,ever Been 2 One
never met her in person,,,,but  she stold my heart,,,,is it wrong???????? ever been 2 a nude beach??????????
Where R U?
Been waiting on a friend to log on for three days. Don't know what happened to him.     Still no contact. I wonder what happend ?  
The Boz Anthology
THe curves of your body The way that your dress clings The soft sweet scent of your perfume makes my head ring. The feelin'of ecstasy my head spinnin' round We'll be one tonight. The way your hair falls to your shoulders Your sensous smile Ooh baby, I'll tell you now You make me go wild The feelin' of ecstasy my head is spinnin' round We'll be one tonight. The come hither stare in your eyes A sensous striptease Red silk on your creamy white skin Brings me to my knees. Chemistry is runnin' wild and my head's spinnin' 'round We'll be one tonight. "LET'S HEAT UP THE NIGHT" My love is like a fire You're stokin' the flames higher Burnin' up your negligee Ooh sweet baby, come let's play Shadows dancin' in the night Bodies glowin' in the pale moonlight Honey drippin' from your pot Gimme, baby, all you got are you ready to sin? then count me in [CHORUS] I'll give it to you Once, twice, baby all night ooh your love is like a glove that fits me skin ti
My Blog, Its Where I Vent, Dont Like It Then Piss Off
god im so damned frustrated right now.  ive had the last 24 hours from hell.  it all started when i couldnt get to sleep till 10 am on sunday.  then my nephew spent the day with my parents and he was fussy all day and i was having to hear him be a whiney butt and so i didnt sleep much, then when it was time for me to get out of bed after not sleeping much i had to mow grass which caused my allergies to go haywire all night at work, i was late off my shift by 46 minutes, im tired and aggrevated and then all i want to do is check my balance at my bank to find out how much cash i have and my banks Fn atm is down, so i have to go to a different bank's atm.  then on the way out of the parking lot i hit a post at the different bank leaving a big ass dent in the front drivers side of my alero.  the only reason i wanted to check my balance is to find out how much cash i have left in the bank so i could go buy an oxygen sensor for my car which is causing all of my fuel economy to go down the to
Lovegamerdating
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I'm Here
going to see my regular for a checks up today. been battling the toughest case of depression i've ever had, but im doing better. i hate how they play their games, there is no reason for me to see him today, just yep uh huh you're doin okay. okay, $15. waking up at 7 o'clock ain't my gig anymore either!   *edit* everything went very well, gaining back lost weight and feeling good! Been using Fubar a lot more lately. Some very interesting people on here. I am really wanting to find some lovely young women that are wanting to put together a portfolio or just have some fun having their picture taken in the most respectful manner. What kind of pictures is strictly up for request and am willing to do this for free. I currently take pictures of our beautiful part of the world but would like to take pictures of the beautiful people in it. Some of my woek can be found at http://xen423.deviantart.com I will be discret as you wish if you do not want your pictures shared. I am also looking for
Pain
there so much going wrong. you cant make anyone happy. you cant find happyness with in you. nothing but pain. you ask why. no one  ansewer's. you try to move on. but there no point. you have dreams. of a better life. you never see that happen. your trying but nothing works out. you live for a reason that's in you. that makes you smile everyday. you spend your life. in darkness. thats all you know. where yourself is happy. the most. what more can you do. except live one day at a time. intill your time is up. the end.       why are we here. there is always pain. some are here cuz we where planed some where not. we wish for death. but we wake up the next day. some think they have you wrapped around there finger. but they learn the hard way there not. when life goes bye. its too late to start over. they say pain is weakness leaving the body. more its like hurt that u dont want to feel. u get sick of love cuz your always gettin hurt. then u find another
My Song
YO YO.CEACK IT.FUCK FAME FUCK GLORYWHEN THEY BURY ME LET MY HOMEY'S TELL MY STORY.TELL THEM BOUT ORGIES.HOW I NEVER SNICTH UP HOW I NEVER BICTH UP TRUE TO MY DUDES,REFUSED TO EVER SWICTH UP.MY BAND OF BROTHERS HATER PLANIN TO SLUG US.DEATH BEFOR DISHONER NO TRAITOR'S STAND AMONG US.EVEY STEP A HOMEY TAKE GOD TAST A HOMEY FAITH.EVER NOTICE A HOMEY HAD A WEAPON ON HIS WAIST?MANEUVERING THRU THE BLOCK,NO HESITATION IN HIS PACE,A CHIP ON HIS SHOULDER AND DESPERATION IN HIS FACE?WE THE PRIDE OF THE HOOD!ALL THIS OTHER HOMEY'S FALL SHORT.HEARD A HOMEY STACK HOOD?IT WAS ON THE BALL COURT.CAUSE IF HE AINT GD THEN DONT MACTH HIM WITH ME!CUSE I SOLD PACKS T WILLIES DRA CAN HAVE THE JEWELRY,THROW BACK'S AND FITTEDS!GET KNOKED HE GOIN RAT LIKE PO.CAT,AND FITTY.YOU DON'T WANNA FUCK WITH MY STACK CUSE THE GAUGE IS WACKED BOUT TO DROP THE BOAM ON A BIG FISH IN A SMALL POND.NOW THEY JUST TRYIN TO THROW THE BOOK AT THE CROOK BUT THEY GOT SHOOK WHEN THEY GRAB MY HOOK CUSE THATS ALL IT TOOK...CHORSEA MIL
Jury Duty
ok, so long story short for the last couple months ive been looking for another job because the company im workin at now is strugglin a lil bit because we lost a big account but its startin to pick up again so hopefully i dont have to still worry about my job but anyway ive been putting in applications damn near everywher (pharmacy tech :D decent money) and i finally got a call from one at a walmart not too far from my house. interviewed n all that happy horsecrap, accepted the job offer today n i got it pending a UA (havent smoked anything other than cigarettes since i became a pharm tech over 3 years ago so i know itll be clean) so ill be working part time in the mornings from 9-12 or 1230 and a full 8 hour shift on wednesday (my day off from my full time job workin mon tue thu fri 1-9 sat 9-5 and sun 11-5) thats payin my bills and leavin me standin pretty tight by the time the next check comes round. so now ill be pulling in an extra couple checks a month n ill finally be able to ge
Mindless Nonsense...
*(jburton)*: thank u..  ->*(jburton)*: well, seeing as how you're a guy I can't say i'd be to into it.. but good luck on your search   *(jburton)*: lmao..nevermind..i'll just move on 2 som1 who like 2 play along wit me.. ->*(jburton)*: well, unless you're a doctor i'm not sure there is much you could do..  *(jburton)*: ummm....just wht kind would u like..   ->*(jburton)*: out of curiousity, what help are you offering? ->*(jburton)*: Okay... *(jburton)*: oaky..u know where 2 find me..lol.. ->*(jburton)*: i'm fine, thanks..   *(jburton)*: u need help wit ur wounds..just askin..   Aside from Dyss trying to show me his penis I havn't had men try this.. I don't like it and don't know how you women can put up with it.. Thank god i have a penis.. Due to the recent crackdowns I have lost friends on my list.. I don't have many to begin with so a loss of 1 is noticable.. I want to post a MuMM but not sure the risk is worth the reward...   Oh, and Fuck the Juggalos...
May 2009
well,,FIRST--my BABY is a collegeeeee...GRAD...she went from higs school the next Monday to college and she is now a Grad..In Florida and taking job interviews..while in college she was full time student and two jobs....now she might get a little rest.. Second...sorry I have been so busy..with Grad,,and helpin my (81yr) mom take care of brother (58) with stroke and paralization,,,he was never married.. Third...HELP...I work 3 jobs,,and try to socialize...3 jobs 7 days a week for the last three months..ouch...so I need some ZZZZZZZZZZZ... thanks friends 4 understanding...Hugs B Thank U to all our Vets...great day to remember past/present/future! sorry fu-family/friends I have been away caretaking of stroke patient. back home 4 a few min, ,then out to friends for Nascar race on Memorial day-how great! Luv and Hugs to all....B
Boredom Strikes...
1. I think part of a best friend's job should be to immediately clear your computer history if you die   2. Nothing sucks more than that moment during an argument when you realize you're wrong.   3. I totally take back all those times I didn't want to nap when I was younger.   4. There is great need for a sarcasm font.   5. How the hell are you supposed to fold a fitted sheet?   6. Was learning cursive really necessary?   7. Map Quest really needs to start their directions on # 5. I'm pretty sure I know how to get out of my neighborhood.   8. Obituaries would be a lot more interesting if they told you how the person died.   9. I can't remember the last time I wasn't at least kind of tired.   10. Bad decisions make good stories.   11. You never know when it will strike, but there comes a moment at work when you know that you just aren't going to do anything productive for the rest of the day.   12. Can we all just agree to ignore whatever comes after Blu Ray? I don
Don't Fool Yourself
In 1997-98, viruses, bacteria and other microbes started mutating out of control. Disease-causing agents have been evolving extremely rapidly, and strangely, since then. Life scientists reported an "evolutionary crisis," and "accelerated evolutionary processes." As early as 2002, scientists warned of new infectious diseases appearing and old diseases reemerging due to a "complex interaction of social, economic, evolutionary, and ecological factors." It all goes back to 1997. What happened in 1997? Simply put, a number of factors new to the earth's systems converged, and interracted in new, and unprecedented, ways. The interracting 'factors' include escaped pathogens, lab accidents, GM animals and food, factory farming, pollution, chemical contaminations, and more - categorized broadly as "social, economic, evolutionary, and ecological factors." Several local biological systems around the world reached individual points of "self-organizing criticality," where the rules change
Points Of View
Wishing there was someone in my life I could hold, love and look into the eyes of, who see's the real me, is unafraid and wont run away from all of who and what I am. Or was the only one who ever did the only one that will, and will her death last year be the last I know of true companionship (Quick note for Americans: Petroleum Spirit or Petrol is what you call Gas for some obscure reason. Mind you, you also play rugby wearing armor, where you primarily use your hands and call it Football. Go Figure, lol) Brown wants us to cut the amount of petrol we use......   The best way to stop using so much petrol is to deport 3 million illegal immigrants!     That would be 3 million less people using our petrol. The price of petrol would come down.....     Bring our troops home from Iraq to guard the Channel....     When they catch an illegal immigrant crossing the Channel, hand him a canteen, rifle and some ammo and ship him to Iraq ..... Tell him if he wants t
My Thoughts
I see that there alot of people who make salutes for other people! Ladies! I would love to see who would actually take the time to make a salute for me! I am quite sure that if someone takes the time to make me a salute that would mean they seriously would like to be friends with me! SO, if you make me a salute not only will I return the favor but I will indefinately add you to my family! I am intruiged as to see how many people will make me a salute! Once you have made it please send it to holliwood12@yahoo.com so that I can post it on my fubar page! Thanks and hope to see a salute from all of you!!!!!! So today in preperation for leave, I decided to go to the Salon and have a few beautification things done. WOW! What an experience! First obviously being a Soldier, I needed a haircut. After the haircut I got a manicure! That wasn't too bad. She made my thumb cuticale bleed alittle and the middle finger on my left hand, but like I said not too painful. Then came the "FACIAL"! Started o
Renee
Useful info that may help someone.....   LISTEN UP FOLKS:  This is something that we should all take seriously - just had a recent test myself that sent shivers up my spine - or near by - Even doctors are now saying that there is value in trying "LEMON" So, a tablespoon of "real lemon"
Diappointments
why do i bother making plans? why do I bother setting myself up to get hurt. I cant stand life anymore.. Not like ths.. I look forward to things and I swear to god that curses everything.. Because it for sure wont happen if I have time, feelings, money whatever invested in it. It is the story of my life. One distinct memory of being disappointed started with my Mom. Now I am not giong to go into the whole story of why things were the way they were but I was in foster care. I remember sitting on the porch of my foster family home an waiting for my Mom to show up. she said tat she was goign to be there and I had my heart set on it. I sat there for HOURS waiting.. until it was cold and dark.. I was crying but refused to move because she had PROMISED...  I eventually fell asleep and she never showed up... This wasn't the last time and I promised myself I wouldn't look forward to things anymroe ecause I just got hurt.. Well, that is a hard promise to keep to onces self.. I do look forward
Raven
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Popsrocks
anyone up for adult fun in san bernardino...weekdays....in the morning...all bi ,gay men or women?...seving "pink tacos"...and sausages... i love to eat "pink tacos"...if you know what i man...give me a shout out.....i like sausage too....sam eshout out..
Danni Inked
BASICS: Name: Age: Location: Height: Hair (color and style): Eyes: Piercings/tattoos: Phone Number: OTHER: 1. Do you drink/smoke? 2. Do you like the rain? 4. If so...would you play in it with me? 5. Do you like movies? 6. If so would you stay up and watch them with me all night? 8. Could we cuddle and just fall asleep together? 9. Would you kiss my neck? 10. Do you play any sports? 11. If so...what? 12. Would you call me right after we saw eachother? 13. How would you rate your kisses from 1-10? 14. Favorite body part on you? 15. What would you say is the best thing about yourself? 16. Do you have any reps (ie: heartbreaker, prick)? 17. Would you give me a kiss just because? 18. Would u sleep in the same bed as me? 19. Would u take me home to meet your parents? 20. Would u have sex with me? 21. If so, whats the soonest into our relationship you'd have it? 22. Would you tell your friends we had sex? 23. Would
(over) Rate For Chance To Win 3 Mill.
Contest for 3 million fubucks is here. In order to enter you must rate every one of my pictures except the NSFW albums. YOU MUST COMMENT ON THE LAST PIC OF EVERY FOLDER "folder rated for entry".  If you do not do so you will not be entered in the drawing. Every person to rate all of my albums except NSFW will be entered in the drawing for 3 million fubucks. You have between now (5/20) and Sun. May 31 to finish my page. YOU MUST FINISH TO ENTER. YOU MUST COMMENT AT THE END OF EACH FOLDER TO ENTER.  Once you are done with my page, you must Private Message me (NO SHOUT BOX MESSAGES) saying you rated all pics for entry in 3 million fubucks drawing.  I will be checking each folder you comment on to make sure rates were completed. On Wed. June 3 i will pick out the winning name and 3 million fubucks will be awarded. Good luck to all and enjoy leveling on my page! If you finish my page and do not want to enter you may Private Message me saying you want 500,000 fubucks.  If so you will not be
~broken Angel~
www.myspace.com/ghostracerx   :/   hmmm... do i get points for that?   ~Broken Angel~my song I see your broken wingsI know your evil thingsAnd its grabbin hold of meWatch me walk awayI can't stayNo baby it can't beAlready been thereAnd its not fairI don't want your miseryYour tears won't workNo not this timeYou were never mineI can't forgetWhat you had saidIm better off deadI can't dream anymoreThat you will changeIts just the sameYou can say you love meBut the truth isI don't believe youNo not anymoreCan't believe a lieI don't want to try'Chorus'You don't see the pain in my eyesHow you make me feelI want to dieSo baby I have to say goodbyeIm letting go this is goodbye
Tribute To My Father
It's difficult to lose someone you love. There really are no words to describe how it feels. I know many of you have lost someone you loved and I'm sorry that anyone should ever have to go through the pain, but I guess it's just a part of this journey we're on  that we call life. I lost my father more than once, (In different ways than actual death, I lost him twice) The first time I lost him, I was just six years old. He was everything to me, and we were inseperable. One day as he was driving home from work, he got behind a semi truck without flaps, and a 4 1/2 lb rock spun through the tires, and flew through his windshield, and smashed his head. We found him over 8 hours later. Apparantly he had been lying in a wheat field for the 8 hours, but then sat up and drove himself (with a shattered windshiel) back to where he worked. I was sitting in the car with my mom, and when we pulled up alongside the truck, he looked over at us and smiled. He was unrecognizable, and he should have di
News
No.1 - They flirt to inspire jealousy Maybe she’s feeling underappreciated, maybe you’ve just had a big fight or maybe she just enjoys the tortured look on your face. For whatever reason, girls who flirt obviously with other guys in front of their boyfriends are immature and manipulative.No.2 - They test their men You’re all ready to go for a night out with your friends, when your girlfriend calls and asks you to change your plans to be with her instead. She doesn’t have any particular reason; she just wants to see you. She knows that you had plans to meet up with the guys, but if you really loved her, you’d come over to her place instead. If her request comes with an “if you really loved me,” then it’s a test. If you choose anything other than immediately rushing to her side, you’re going to fail. This kind of testing in a relationship is indeed cruel and petty.No.3 - They withhold sex This is a time-tested, and frequently used, cr
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Real Talk
Life is bitch then U die struggling 2 survive trying 2 find a 9-5 just 2 provide. In these days & times It's 1 no after another. Right now i'm holding back these tears cuz i don't want 2 feel them burning my face with the pain trying 2 find right lane & make a quik change 2 a succsesful life that's not filled wit all this pain st8 messing wit my brain sometimes it's a constant fight i just want a peaceful life. Instead all i got i this mess that idk how 2 fix. damn holding back these tears is a BITCH! After I realized what I’ve done can’t be reversed I cursed. Ashamed of my choices and pain I changed, the noise in my ears confirmed my darkest fears. Then I felt the burning sensation mixed with aggravation what a difference a year in my life can be from deep love to “I don’t know and is this just large figment of my imagination”? Now he’s gone and I’m all alone wishing he could rescue me from my self inflicted misery. Handicapped by my fears ref
Outlandish Ramblings Of The Partially Insane
So now, I have a blog to set the world afire, how shall I use it? Who knows. Some use it as a journal, others as a site to show people things they do, what I will use it for has eluded me to the point of not making one till now. But I now have one and will try filling it up with random ramblings and showing you what I do.   I do however have to first and foremost thank my family at Gods Forsaken Radio, you guys kick so much ass it makes my brain explode. And I do thank the extra special people who I have been there for, and vice versa I'm glad to have you all as friends and family members. :) In this world there are many types of people, there are lovers, haters, liars, and truth tellers. There are also, game players, straight forward people, pessimists and optimists. Among them there are combinations and contradictions. There are people in power whom can be among any or all of these types of people. A lover of some, while hating others, a teller of truth to some, and a liar to ot
Fall Out Boy (dont Judge Me)
Oh I freaking LOVE this song!!!!! AHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!   "I WANNA SCREAM I LOVE YOU FROM THE TOP OF MY LOUNGS! BUT IM AFRAID THAT SOMEONE ELSE WILL HEAR ME" I keep playing the same four songs over and over again. My sister is glad that I have the headphones on. So am I. If I dident she would mostlikely go crazy and kill me. Ahhh the joys of liveing with a true metal head
My Videos
http://www.youtube.com/v/ExFJOjwjES0&hl=en&fs=1&color1=0x5d1719&color2=0xcd311b&border=1"> Everybody check me out on youtube, when u get there just type in "cupidmonk" hit me up and leave comments, thanx people
Hot Damn
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My Frist Music Video
I Just Put Out My Frist Music Video,,,,,   Young Twan (I DO IT)   I did Everything for this video,,, BUT acted in it~ Let me Know,, what you think~ XOXOXOXOYoung Twan (I DO IT)   http://vids.myspace.com/index.cfm?fuseaction=vids.individual&videoid=57955321">I Do It By Young Twanhttp://mediaservices.myspace.com/services/media/embed.aspx/m=57955321,t=1,mt=video"/>
Get To Know Me
Greeting all FUBAR patrons!!!!! I know I am one of the new drunks here, but what I cant understand about this place (more over some of the patrons) is you want photos to be rated so you may move up in status or for whatever reasons, but you put one photo of yourself on your default folder, followed by other stuff that does not even pertain to you, then place all your other photos in a private photo album for only a few select to view and rate. Kinda defeats the purpose dont it? First off, my name is Michael and I am 43 years old. I am on here to make friends and that is it. I am respectful of others rights to privacy and expect the same. I am not into all the drama and racial BS that is going on in the world. With that being said, I am a very laid back easy going guy who does not act my age, I like to have fun and know not to cross the line. Yes I will look at your NSFW photos and make comments, but they are meant to be respectful and somewhat amusing. If I offend anyone, it is not i
Boogiemane
i need to get buzz hey ladies if u want to be friends hit me up
Blog 3
Who Knew???1. To remove a bandage painlessly,saturate the bandage with vodka.The stuff dissolves adhesive.2. To clean the caulking aroundbathtubs and showers,fill a trigger-spray bottle with vodka,spray the caulking, let set five minutes and wash clean.The alcohol in the vodka kills mold and mildew.3. To clean your eyeglasses,simply wipe the lenses with a soft,clean cloth dampened with vodka.The alcohol in the vodka cleansthe glass and kills germs.4. Prolong the life of razors by filling a cup with vodkaand letting your safety razor bladesoak in the alcohol after shaving.The vodka disinfects the bladeand prevents rusting.5. Spray vodka on wine stains,scrub with a brush, and then blot dry.6. Using a cotton ball, apply vodka toyour face as an astringent to cleanse theskin and tighten pores.7. Add a jigger of vodka to a 12-ounce bottle of shampoo.The alcohol cleanses the scalp,removes toxins from hair,and stimulates the growth of healthy hair.8. Fill a sixteen-ounce trigger-spray bottlewi
The Most Beautiful Thing
the ROAD of LIFE & a JOURNEY of FATE As I travel down this Road of LIFE,  I look 'round, and see not a Soul in sight. Feeling all alone, wondering if i took a wrong turn, so i slow it down, try to look at my Map so tattered and torn Full of self-doubt,not trusting the way i took,but how can it not be right when its gotten this far...... Not sure what to do,or which way to go, feeling quite LOST, i resign myself, to accepting the fact, i must go this Alone, why i don't understand, traveling in a pair , i cannot command...... So i get up, dust self off, take a deep breathand getting ready to go...down the Road of Life.....STILL all Alone...... But before I can start again,I can Feel before I see, a Strongand Gentle HAND reaching out and grabbing mine, startled, i look up into the Eyes of a Handsome Stranger, who looks 'lil LOST, like He'd been traveling Alone too....... He offers me smile and wipes a smudge of dirt off my cheek and asks...."Fair Maiden, why is it that You trav
The Smoke Room For Grown Ppl
i need all of u to rate me and all the other stuff help a brother out please ppl   who gives head on here
Tcotso Entries (!)
(This episode took place on June 27, 2009.)Well, after my first foray into the Fruit Kingdom of Love, I wanted to try something new.The store where I bought the plantain also had cantalopes for sale for $1 each, so I got one.The first thing I did was to cut a hole and, again, scoop out the flesh behind it, and cut a slit in the opposite side.I watched another porn movie (The Liars Club), grabbed the melon, and went to town.  Due to problems encountered, though, I once again stopped using the fruit and used my hands.Here's a picture the finished product.PROS:  I loved the weight and shape of the cantalope.  It made it feel like I was holding a woman's head while she was giving me a blowjob.  The flesh gripped my dick pretty well.CONS:  There's a big hollow space in the center of the melon.  In addition, I kept hitting the back side of the melon.  Afterwards, there was a dimple there.If I were to use a melon again, I might choose a small, seedless watermelon or else fill the cantalope wi
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Alot of times we find ourselves looking to find someone who'll be there not usually for any reason at all; normally we choose to do it too feel and hope to make our lives easier. Some of you out on Fubar; already have come to realize I am not like alot of men out there. Conversations have always been meant for just that; assuming respect comes from both ends. Yes it's common for people to flirt and the degree of doing it is one thing --limits are another. Friendship & family is what they say on here; is that what it really is though? I see alot of women on here doing much more then that...And then whine and complain when they get those assholes saying what they say. I realize I am just me and nothing to good to look at; at least I am real.   All in all if you want to know me it's cool. I flirt and stuff but thats where it stay's. Granted depending on how and who you are; helps in deciding what you are too me. Love me or hate me your choice.   A mind that can float about in a worl
The Old Man's Physical
Who am I?I ask myself, a question heavy on my mind. Who am I?A person? Am I really one of a kind?Do I laugh because I am happy?Do I cry because I am blue?Do I sigh when I am tired?Do I really sing when I am inspired? Do I show sympathy when someone's in pain?Am I hard to read, easy to comfort, difficult to persuade. Am I completely insane?Who can answer these questions? I'd like to know, sit and listen to your suggestions.Is there anyone beside myself who can really tell me why?What I'm doing, what I'm trying, why I laugh when I also want to cry? Do I seem impulsive or am I very shy?I'd like to know these things because sometimes I feel lost.I don't know who I am right now. I don't know where, when or how. I'm sure it will all come back to me. I'm sure I will be fine. I'm sure. I guarantee. It's just sometimes. Sometimes these things are hard to define.   A 70-year-old man goes to the doctor's for a physical. The doctor runs some tests and says to the man, ''Well, everything seems t
Need Fubucks? Click Here!
Need some Fu-Bucks?   Try this! 10,000 for every 100 "10" pic rates. 15,000 for every 100 "11" pic rates. Rating NSFW pics does NOT count! PM me when finished, and let me know which folder(s) you rated pics in.    
Life
Maya Angelou said this:"I've learned that no matter what happens, or how bad it seems today, life does go on, and it will be better tomorrow. "I've learned that you can tell a lot about a person by the way he/she handles these three things: a rainy day, lost luggage, and tangled Christmas tree lights."I've learned that regardless of your relationship with your parents, you'll miss them when they're gone from your life."I've learned that making a 'living' is not the same thing as 'making a life.'"I've learned that life sometimes gives you a second chance."I've learned that you shouldn't go through life with a catcher's mitt on both hands; you need to be able to throw some things back."I've learned that whenever I decide something with an open heart, I usually make the right decision."I've learned that even when I have pains, I don't have to be one."I've learned that every day you should reach out and touch someone. People love a warm hug, or just a friendly pat on the back."I've learned
Testing
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Redrum
Juggalo FamilyI dont care if you tant me or tease meI dont care if you use me and abuse meI always keep my hatchet up in the airI look around and see ninjas and ninjalettes everwereYou look around and dont see shitMy family of ninja and ninjalettes hide high and farI know that each and ever singel one of them will have my back when I fallWont leave me like your pussy ass friendSo juggalos and Juggalettes keep your hatchet raisedYour Faygo botttles filledAnd your blunts rolledNEVER EVER let thoses other hoes see ya die Dressed in all Jet Black with straight Maniac Contacts... just pass me the axe! Hellraisers and Fire-blazers!Ones who flipped trail-blazersOne whos wrestled aligators!BATTLED TERMINATORS!The Juggalos With StandingAxe-murder the high demandingWe are the JuggalosWe have those who will go to Shangri-LaN those who will visit hell's pitThe low down inconsideritI tell you to take a seatListen n sing along my wicked beatOr I'll punch you in the assN BDT you in the s
Help A Girl Out =)
So, I had a little bit of drama and hastily deleted my profile but thanks to a good friends conning, I've started over again. I was level 21 before I stupidly deleted my prof. So! How's about helping me level. Just rates and add's and I'll return all the love. =)   Thanks! Found out today I have a tumor on my ovary. I wont know if it's cancer until surgery.   Today is just NOT good.
Auction
im taking autction entries until the 31st of may 4pm eastern time so if you want to be in my auction send me a private msg with the link to ur pic and ur offerings and the auction will open on june 1st  and will close on june 14th at 3 pm eastern time dont forget guys tomorrow is my auction so come on by and make ur bids on who u want to buy
My Random Blogz
B's last BENGE B's Last BengeJust when I thought that my life was headed down the right pathI lost more than a lover,but my best friendNow I'm left to deal with the mess and after mathI opened my heart and let him inHe was there for me when I was aloneand whenever he wanted I answered the phoneit wasn't his body or looks but his friendship everydayhis heart his mind and all his kind generous wayshe always knew what to do when I was sadhe could make me laugh even if he made me madI felt like in him i could trust and dependfound out that i got played in the end  HIS LAST NAME IS BENGE I'm sorry for everything I was! I appologize for everything I am! I appologize for everything I'm not or cant be! I'm sorry I don't understand the decisions u made. I'm sorry that i just can't say that I know how u feel, bc I don't. I will never understand why or how u could make the choices n decisions u made! I'm sorry that I can't make everything all better! I appologize for not knowing how! I'm extr
For Sale...
ill be a good slave and i do housework. im neat and will kiss your feet...if your into that if not ill work on up. own me today before im worth nothing and have a nervous breakdown....hhhhaaaaaaaaaaa...sorry love peace and a bottle of whatever!...xoxoxo new ramblings in about me...
Fubar #1 Promoter Of The Day!
things that i find sexy! firefighters.                                 harleys/choppers tats the more the better! cowboy hats! blue/green eyes!  dark short hair or no hair at all. guys who have some weight on them being muscler or not. guys who are taller then me(i am 5.6) older men....lol i like them 30ish. boston  accent !  to the bitches who didnt like this blog go fuck ur self! if you must know my bf is a firefighter we met when he saved my life when i was in a car accident in march 2003 and has had my heart for the last six years...he rides a harley is covered in tats(my fav is my name on his chest over his heart) wheres a cowboy hat and nothing esle in the bedroom has the biggest blue eyes shaves his head bald is about 6 ft 225 lbs of man.is older then me by about 16 years...he doesnt have the boston accent but does for me to make me smile.dont be jealous haters!muah!   thanks to all who joined fubar for me,maken me todays top promoter! luv ya!!! 
First Auction
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If Ya Know Me, Yay!!
heyaz peoples, if i ain't on fu and ur bored feel free to hit me up with a txt or something (304)7517240 catch everybody latta This is from an article in the St. Petersburg Times Newspaper on Sunday. The Business Section asked readers for ideas on "How Would You Fix the Economy?" I think this guy nailed it! Dear Mr. President: Please find below my suggestion for fixing America 's economy. Instead of giving billions of dollars to companies that will squander the money on lavish parties and unearned bonuses, use the following plan. You can call it the Patriotic Retirement Plan : There are about 40 million people over 50 in the work force. Pay them $1 million apiece severance for early retirement with the following stipulations: 1) They MUST retire. Forty million job openings - Unemployment fixed. 2) They MUST buy a new American car. Forty million cars ordered - Auto Industry fixed. 3) They MUST either buy a house or pay off their mortgage - Housing Crisis fixed.It can't get any easier
It's About Responding, Not Reacting....
I've never been stupid, although I've acted dumb. My life has always been serious, although I'm having fun. I've never lied, though I've bent the truth, I've never been fancy, sophisticated, or aloof. You'll find out who I am, when I step inside the booth. I have been, I am now, and will be the same the cat for years. I'll cherish you forever, if you, nurse me through my tears... I promise to show you the truth, if you, will guide me blindly through my fears. And I will shyly hand you my heart, if you, just lend me your ears!!! I am who I am, Love me or leave me alone!!! I don't want much, I just want That One!!! You know, That One!!! You don't have to be Beautiful to everyone, just me. You don't have to be loved by everyone, but you will be loved by me. And when the world turns against you, by your side will be, me!!! That One... The One that calms you when you're enraged, The One that carries you, when you can't stand alone. The One that will guide you back, no matter how far you ro
Tarot Personality
p align="center">http://www.flarn.com/~warlock/tarot/chinese/5.jpg">You are The HierophantDivine Wisdom. Manifestation. You are The Hierophant (Heavenly Master) Divine Wisdom. Manifestation. Explanation. Teaching. All things relating to education, patience, help from superiors.The Hierophant is often considered to be a Guardian Angel. The Hierophant's purpose is to bring the spiritual down to Earth. Where the High Priestess between her two pillars deals with realms beyond this Earth, the Hierophant (or High Priest) deals with worldly problems. He is well suited to do this because he strives to create harmony and peace in the midst of a crisis. The Hierophant's only problem is that he can be stubborn and hidebound. At his best, he is wise and soothing, at his worst, he is an unbending traditionalist.
Lyrics
When I shout ' I'm Rich Biatch,' I'm not talkin' bout my wealth, I'm talkin' bout stability, and points of mental health. See, I got money, and can always get money, my bank account is serious, while y'alls money if funny. Y'all cats is out in clubs frontin' talkin' bout how you floss with models, your kids is at the crib with empty baby bottles... So keep talking that talk fool, the proof is in your stride, hope your pockets can out last the recession son, cause it's gonna be a long ride!!! Untitled...   Never knew what was missing, until it appeared on the screen, Goddess status, elegant, lovely... yeah she's mean. Instantly star struck, caught up in her shine, and glisten, trying to appear cool through the chatter, praying that she'd listen. Never been one for self doubt, it's not what I'm about, but her Beauty got me open, and her smile has me turned out. Feeling like a senior before Prom, she's turned me back into a giddy teenager, really feeling her spark, and the fire's
My Stories...nsfw!
The retraining of jess The first day. i sit alone in this small slice of heaven. It is a place where you can just sit and dream, letting the world outside pass you by, not matter the weather it is warm and dry here. i let the sounds of the outside world fade into the back ground, the chatter of children, the drone of car engines, reminders of the city outside these plastic walls of paradise. i let my thoughts turn inwards as I hear the wind in the trees, the birds chirping and the buzz of busy insects. i feel my heart pound as things low in my body go tight, I let my thoughts turn again…… i see myself on my knees at Her feet, She moves; i know this as Her boots disappear from the sight of my lowered eyes. i can hear Her moving around the dungeon; the fine hairs on my arms tell me where in the dungeon She is. i shiver slightly, not from the cold but with anticipation, go i am so horny, my skin feels so clean as i have spent a lot of time getting ready for this. i have
New Here
I'm brand new to this website, so it will take me a while before I get the hang of it. But as soon as I can I will be updating my photo and everything else on here. Now, time to explore some more. So it's been a while since I've Blogged anything, for that matter it's been a while since I was on this website. But here I am. I'm currently in Iraq. I've only been here 2 weeks now. It's not too bad here. Plenty to do, good food, and a nice set up for my living arrangments. Plus I'm getting paid good too. LOL. Of course if you're reading this and you're in the military, you know what I'm talking about. Looks like I'll be here till June. So for now this is home. To be honest, it's not too different from Oklahoma. LOL. That is where my home station is. I went through 5 states and 5 countries in 4 days to get here. Wierd, I know. I couldn't wait to get here from all the traveling. Well I think I'll end on that note for now. Happy New Year everyone.
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Off The Top Of My Head...
  Alright, so the other day I had all these cool thoughts running through my head about how some people are such assholes when it comes to relationships, so I thought I would jot down these thoughts and come up with a blog...But then, I got writer's block.All these thoughts floating around in my head and not able to get them all out right.  It seems to happen all the time.So, I threw aside the crap I scribbled down on paper and thought I would just rant a little on here off the top of my head, so here it goes.  I'd like to state that these are my own thoughts and opinions, and if you don't like it, then that's your thing and I respect that. But THIS, this is my thing, so either read and comment or just move along. :)I don't have much of a social life in the real world, so I am left with the cyber world.  In the past when I did have more of a social life, and most of the guys I came across seemed to be the same, but most of my thoughts now apply to cyber world, so bare with me while I
Company Lay Off
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    Tired of feeling like an Outcast? So were we until this place came along. Everybody fit's in somewhere, stop in and see if you fit in like the rest of us! We are hopefully the "Dysfunctional and Socially Unacceptable" family you've been looking for. "Cheeeerzz" ¶PÃIЙTEЯ™¤Ð§Ç ¤   Erotica Comments
The Up-north Journal
I deserved to be someone's priority but I was not. Instead I was second-place to lost hope, a broken marriage and empty dreams with someone who simply didn't share them anymore.Her promises to me broken ~ mine to her ignored ~ I was strung along like a safety net in case everything else first, would collapse, and like some kind of consolation prize, there I'd be. Except I'm a real person with feelings.. And I'm not dumb. I heard the words 'I love you' but received not even the common courtesies one could expect even from a simple friendship. All to chase rainbows.. For "No valid reason." I was abandoned in lieu of a double-life based on lost hopes she knew in her heart could not possibly be.. When we'd already decided that I would help new ones come true. The real-world we would've created took a back seat to all this and online games that tomorrow.. next month.. next year will not mean a thing. Imagine the power and connection of just doing something real.. Not because you have to at
The Goodnight Kiss Part 2
as he presses his lips against hers,he reaches for the lock,keys in his hand.Unlocking it and turning the knob,they both fall into the house,her still with her legs wrapped around his waist.she lets her legs touch the floor ,looks into his eyes ,hers FILLED WITH WILD CARNAL LUST,,,she places her hands on his chest ,shoving him back against the wall hard,grabbing his shirt,she pulls and rips it open,buttons flying everywhere,she yanks it down his arms,leaving his hands bound by the fabric.She looks him up and down,licking her lips,biting her lower lip,and groaning ,,,,oh hell yeah!!!!!She runs her hands ,slowly over his chest,,feeling it raise and lower as his breath quickens,,with a sly grin,she rakes her bright red nails ,slowly down his chest,,,purrrrrring ,tell me how bad you want me,as she pinches his nipple.she steps even closer and asks,,,do you want to take my body,and do as you please with me,as if i belonged to you?He can only stare at her,not saying a word,,wide eyed,he swall
In Memory Of ~
  take a man put him all aloneput him 12000 miles from homeempty his heart of all but bloodmake him live in the sand and mudthis is the life I have to livethis is the soul to god I giveyou have your parties and drink your beerwhile our men are dying over heredo you care if a soldier diesdo you even have to wipe your eyeswhen you turn on CNNtell me whats going through your headdo you know what those numbers meanone less neighbor from across the streetone less hero silent from our eyesdo you care if a soldier diesplant your signs on the white house lawnsaying 'Get out of Iraq', were goneuse your signs and have your funthen refuse to pick up a gunthere's nothing else for you to doand I'm supposed to die for youthere is one thing you should knowand thats where I think you should dodo you care if a soldier diesdo you even have to wipe your eyeswhen you turn on CNNtell me whats going through your head.do you know what those numbers meanone less neighbor from across the stree
Pleasure Through Sacrifice
Material distance Incubus enslaving my existence Appease your will with my essence Your word is law To be summoned by want I beg to obey Willingly, I give my existance to My Master desire to please ..adapt. adjust yourself to my idealstaking pleasure in my happinesshappiness brought on by you being happyguidancehonestyloyaltyopennesshonorintegritywillingness to servewillingness to listenwillingness to learnwillingness to take critismwillingness to be lovedwillingness to me mine.. completelymind, heart, body, and soul
Me
Dead and Gone Lyrics I've been travelin on this road to long Just trying to find my way back home The old me is dead and gone dead and gone Ooooooo I've been travelin on this road to long Just trying to find my way back home The old me is dead and gone dead and gone Ever had one of dem days u wish woulda stayd home Run into a group of niggas getting they hate on U walk by they get wrong u reply then shit get blown Way outta proportion way past discussion Just u against them, pick one then rush em Figure u get your hair? that next They dont wanna stop there now they bussin Now u gushin, ambulance rushin u to the hospital with a bad concussion Plus ya hit 4 times plus it hit ya spine paralyzed waist down now ya wheel chair bound Nevermind that now u lucky to be alive, Just think it all started u fussin with 3 guys Now ya pride in the way but ya pride is the way u could fuck around get shot die anyday Niggas die every day all over bull shit dope money dice game stash box contents Could th
Wth
Have you ever look into your family history kinda weird if you really think about it....I can tell you this it is off the wall but cool as hell....I am not going to go in details ..but there are some awesome things that I found out.....
Happy Again
just to be happy again would be nice to have my heart whole again...This well never be again I have lost every..Sitting here in tears thinking about my sons and how much I miss them and love them...I well never get to see them again..I am missing so much My babies are my every thing...I am so lost with out them...Omfg it hurt so much and it is killing me not seeing them...I just wish there jerk of a father would wake the hell up but he well never well.. ONE DAY I AM GOING TO LOOK BACK AND LAUGH AND SAY DAMN MY LIFE WAS WEIRD .. YOU KNOW IT IS COOL BEING A FREAK AND ALL THOSE THINGS IN ONE....I SIT BACK AND LOOK AND SAY HMMMM WHAT SHOULD HAVE I DONE DEFFERNTLY IN MY LIFE NOT A THING I AM WHO I AM... I AM GOING TO STAY THIS WAY.... I LOVE BEING A FREAK IS IT AWESOME...NOW IS THE TME I AM THINKING HMMMM HERE I GO AGAIN... I HAVE MY LIFE BACK ON TRACK AGAIN..... TOOK THE READING AND SCIENCE TEST ON TWO DEFFERNT DAYS NOW THE WAIT BEINGS DAMN I HATE WAITING.... I KNOW I DID GOOD ON THEM... N
Writing
    What terrible irony that he should find himself falling in love with the dark reflection of an old crush. He could see it happening, could tell where it would lead him but was powerless to do anything more than stare at her picture.   Mesmerized, that was the word he’d been thumbing through his mind in search of. Minutes had been screaming past him, minutes he should have been focused on things other than her eyes, her delicate skin and the intricate tattoo on her chest. Some feeble and neglected part of him kept trying to tell him that it was wrong, that he shouldn’t want her, but he wasn’t listening.   They were just images on a screen, at least that’s what he kept telling himself. Doing as he’d always done, try and talk or think his way back to the serenity of what had always been. He wanted more, at times had talked himself out of wanting more, but it wasn’t working. She always seemed to interrupt him with a smile and a gleam in her ey
Stuff
1.                                 First, the expression most commonly used with love is "falling in love." There is no better word to describe it. It is indeed "falling" in love, and that's what sucks about it. You are tricked into it like an addictive gambling game, and then you are tripped, and you fall, and you keep falling in a seemingly endless spiral. And, like everything that falls, you eventually hit a bottom, and it will be hard and painful. Falling in love only gives you an incurable ache when you reach the end. 2.                                 Second, love is blind. You will walk into love without seeing it, and you will follow love without noticing it. It will dictate your life, and you will not know it until the blindfold is gone, and you love no more. Only then will you realize what kind of sheep you had been while under the spell of love.
Fyi
ill start checkin in again, might even get active, who knows... i left because i was having a very tough time of things, i had lost someone very dear to me, my health was acting up, and things were in general crappy. things got worse from there, in about 4 months i lost both of my grabd parents on my dads side, and another family member. things are a little better now, my health is better, i got a new ride, and im doing good. so everyone will know. im done with this site for now, im not deleteing my profile, i might want it back some day. for now im not going to be taking part here. i will check in now n then but otherwise thats all.
The Serious Things
Something I often hear about is why it is anti-liberal to be pro-Iraq War. Somehow, people twist the reasoning given for the war in Iraq to be something it is not, and never was: the gaining of another source of oil. Oil is not, was not, and never truly has been the reason we went to war in Iraq - or, at least, the gain thereof was never the reason. There are more obvious reasons. There are even more moral reasons, if one cares to look. What the reasons the US and UK governments gave - those of our own fear and risk to ourselves - are not shameful because they were lies.They are shameful because they were necessary to convince us that we should care.Granted, I am the first to admit that the real reason our governments gave a damn in the first place is because Saudi Arabia wanted US troops off of it's soil, and this, indeed, is about oil. The US has long feared Saudi Arabia's ability to cripple the world markets with an indolent flick of it's finger, and this is why Saudi Arabia is the
Absolute Kaos
  Let me clarify for "sports fans" who are mistaking themselves for "true fans".  You are NOT a "True Fan" IF:1)You are only rooting for "your team" because they are doing well or have only recently starting being good.  A "True Fan" supports through bad times as well as good.  You are a "BANDWAGONER"...not a fan!2) You cannot tell me why a team is good, bad, or going to win or lose without backing it up with actual facts and reasons.  "They rule/suck" is not a reason.  You are unknowledgeable...and not a fan (because "you suck")! 3) You are a woman and think that wearing pink-scale attire of your team whether no matter it is a jersey, a hat, t-shirt is an acceptable compromise for showing you are a fan.  Unless your team has pink, it is not a team color.  It is NOT saying I am a woman and I'm a fan, it says "I like my team but don't like their colors and don't want to look bad while supporting them".  You are not a fan! Welcome to earth, welcome to FUBAR, and for those who are non
Stuff & Things
R_______Hot tears fall down my face...All I feel is sadness and hurt from youYou probably don't even careEverytime I try to get closeYou push meAwayYou rip me with your wordsStomp on my heartAlmost as if you like itYou know you hurt meYet seem like you don't careYour drunken wordsThey tear meYour sober wordsUsed to be so sweetMiss the old youWish it was the sameAs years agoWhat happened to that man?Or was he not the real you?Was it just all fake to draw me in?Make me wantLoveDesireOnly you R______Would gladly giveThis broken heartTo youWould you take it?Or is it justYour ego keeping meAnd my heartPrisonerI know you don't love meYet I stayYour willing slaveEternally in painAnd sadnessI love youYet hate youWould give anything to be yoursWould be yours if only you askedBut deep down I knowYou hate meOnly keep me for entertainmentStill I worship the ground you walk onEven though we have never metI love and hate you at the same timePleaseStop lashing out at meLove youHate youTill I find a w
Thoughts On Life
Ok, I reckon its time to rant a little about this site. The views and opinions expressed in this blog are absolutely those of the editor and owner of is profile, if you dont like it, fuck off. So without further ado, here I go... This one is REALLY starting to irritate me, Ladies, if you put up naked pictures of yourself, advertise them as being naked but make them private, dont get pissed off when dudes constantly ask to see them. I dont see the point of posting pictures that only you can see anyway. If you dont want guys to ask to see them, dont post them. I mean its not rocket science here people, damn.  The second part of that is to the guys, Gentalmen, stop being so fucking disrespectful, you give us honest men a bad name. Dont start talking to a chick by asking to see her naked. I mean, would you walk up to some chick on the street and open the conversation with, "Hey baby can I see your tits." Heres a quarter, buy a fucking clue.  Will someone please tell me how people on he
Short Poems/thoughts
I slid my finger a crossed it! and OMG it stood there begging me to rub it, I almost came in my jeans this was sooo exciting! I had just one chance left, so I took it and BAM! It exploded with intense brilliance.. .I polished my first FuPony! Aug 8th 2011 NauttiKitten Burns~~~   My love for you burns like a million flames, Warming my heart for an eternity. And though our lips have never met, I sense you in my dreams and in my soul. Heat rushing to my face with that possible first kiss, Makes an everlasting blush which compels my being. NauttiLunaAngel Jan 15th 2000
Whatever
  Black dress, with tights underneath, I've got the breath of the last cigarette on my teeth. And she's an actress(actress), but she ain't got no need.. She's got money from her parents in a trust fund back east.   T-t-tongues, always pressed to your cheeks. While my tongue is on the inside of some other girl's teeth. Tell your boyfriend (boyfriend), if he says he's got beef, That I'm a vegetarian, and I ain't f**king scared of him.   She wants to touch me (wahoo). She wants to love me (wahoo). She'll never leave me (wahoo, wahoo, hoo hoo). Don't trust a ho.  Never trust a ho. Won't trust a ho. 'cause the ho won't trust me   X's on the back of your hands, Washed them in the bathroom to drink like the bands, And the set list ou stole off the stage Has red and purple lipstick all over the page.     B-b-bruises cover your arms Shaking in the fingers with the bottle in your palm, And the best is, no one knows who you are. Just another girl alone at the bar.   Sh
Without You
Sometimes it takes hearing a song to realize how you really feel.Eleven years is a long time to walk away from. After so long you forget where one person begins and the other ends. But unfortunately sometimes you begin to take things for granted and soon even each other. It doesn't mean you don't love each other just things change and people change.In the end tho I have found walking away isn't always a bad thing. Sometimes it's kinder than trying to make something work that never will again. Like the old cliche " If you love something let it go and if its meant to be it will come back " but there is one I like much better..." If you truely love someone you want to see them happy...even if it isn't with you "There are days where I think where and when did it all go wrong, but then I remember where I am and remember the man in my life now who I love more than my life and I smile...maybe everything does happen for a reason.This song in a way says it all about how I feel about my past and
Past
She watches the clock tick slowly. The hours and minutes seeming to drag by. Her mind is focused on a special someone, she longs to see again. She waits patiently to see a message, or hear his voice, or for the off chance he may be headed her way. How she treasures those stolen moments, when the whole world seems to disappear. Leaving only the two of them in each others arms. How he makes her laugh and smile. She still gets butterflies in hr stomach every time she hears his voice. When she sees him walking towards her, her heart almost leaps out of hr chest. And when his arms wrap around hr it is one of the safest places she has ever known. She loves his smile and the sparkle in his eye when he looks at her. She wants nothing more than to keep him smiling. Make him feel special, loved, and wanted. She knows this isnt easy for him but she hopes he knows he is.   When,Where, What, and How? All questions plagueing her mind. His words were so vague, but yet revealing enough to set
Well...
well i guess its interesting in life. i sit everyday in pain. Yea i go out do things try to keep my mind off it but in the end...its always in my head. Ive come to the realization that i hate who and what i was in life. I caused a lot of people pain...including someoen really important. I look back and wonder why...why did i live like that. Its because i was scared...scared of life itself...i wish i could go back and change things but i cant and i know this. but i cant even make em better either. I hate the feeling i feel everyday. I hate the pain i feel eveery day. I live life opposite of what everyone believes and thinks you should. society says you have to act and talk a certain way...but why...cause its normal for some people...normal is only what a person believes is normal. I sit andwatch the world go by and shake my head. I see so many people doing things and never understanding what they have. I was one ofthem. I took for granted the thigns i did have and wish i never did. Now
Our Rights One At A Time.
In each soul lies the truth about that person; the things that we don't tell others are the things that made us who we are. The soul has no way to hide what is in it, oh, if everyone would share what secrets lie there, then, would not the would be a better place. If only truth could come out of each mouth, then, maybe we would be better people. War is the results of man' s own desires, if each person was held accountable for his or her action, would we not be a better people altogether. May this year give raise to the truth in all of us. One of the first acts, that Adopt Hitler, did, when he came into power in Germany, was to outlaw and confiscate all weapons from his civilian population. Thus began his and the SS rain of terror that lead to World War II. Obama has now appointed former Clintonite and gun-hater Eric as attorney general, is America on the same road as Germany? How can Obama say he supports the Second Amendment to the Constitution of the United States of America, a
Life
happens 99% of girls dont realize it 'til it is too late and that guy who did it is so frustrated that he has moved on to someone who will take notice.From a guys point of view:We don't care if you talk to other guys.We don't care if you're friends with other guys.But when you're sitting next to us, and some random guy walks into the room and you jump up and tackle him, without even introducing us, yeah, it pisses us off.It doesn't help if you sit there and talk to him for ten minutes without even acknowledging the fact that we're still there.We don't care if a guy calls you, but at 2 in the morning we do get a little concerned.Nothing is that important at 2 a.m. that it can't waittill the morning.Also, when we tell you you're pretty/ beautiful/ gorgeous/cute/ stunning, we freaking mean it.Don't tell us we're wrong.We'll stop trying to convince you.The sexiest thing about a girl is confidence.Yeah, you can quote me.Don't be mad when we hold the door open. Take Advantage o
Bigdaddy
I think iv been bad today and need a drink.....lol Day off and nothing to do sitting here in the rain needing a drink......
Sorry
I am sorry, I fell off my mental stabilty platform. The death of a family member has pushed me over the edge. And also my inability to have a normal relationship with a female, now I am not talking about my SG friends because you all have been nice to me, except one or two, I am talking about a real relationship, my IQ prevents me from having the communication skills to talk to a woman in the real world. I am a Physicist/Thermographer in real life, I never had time to acquire normal skill for interefacing with the opposite sex. Not that I have tried, a ruined married and two screwed-up sons, is my legacy to that fact. So, please forgive me for some of my blogs. I can do so much when it comes to science and physics or mathematics. When I list myself as a quantum calculator, I mean it, my brain is not arrayed in the manor as normal people, I can calculator particle delay rates and thermodynamic coefficients of difference elemental materials in it, but I can’t spell normal five lett
Sumtih' To Think About
OK I'M SORRY FOR DOING THIS I DON'T KNOW WHAT HAPPENED, I TRIED TO UPDATE THE LEADERS SO FAR AND WHEN I LOGGED IN THIS MORNING THE PICS WERE GONE AND FU DIDN'T LET MY RELOAD THEM SO HERE I AM, THE CONTEST ENDS MONDAY, MAR.22nd!! HERE'S HOW IT'S GOING GO: IF YOU ARE LEAVING A COMMENT FOR THE COMMENT GAME THEN ON YOUR ENTRY WRITE: (comment game entry)THEN WRITE YOUR ENTRY. IF YOU ARE LEAVING A ENTRY FOR THE FILL IN THE BLANK GAME( I _ YOU) THEN WRITE:(fill in the blankentry) AND WRITE YOUR ENTRY. IF YOU ARE LEAVING A QUESTION FOR THE TRY ME, ASK ME ANYTHING GAME: JUST WRITE YOUR QUESTION & I WILL REPLY!! SORRY FOR THE INCONVIENCE AND THANK YOU FOR PARTICIPATING!! THE LEADERS SO FAR ARE AS FOLLOW: TRY ME GAME FILL IN THE BLANK GAME COMMENT GAME REMEMBR THE WINNER OF THE (TRY ME GAME) WILL RECEIVE A 25credit bling pack THE WINNER OF( FILL IN THE BLANK) WILL RECEIVE A 1credit bling of their choice & 1.5mil fubucks THW WINNER OF THE (COMMENT GAME) WILL RECEIVE A 5credit bling of their
Jodo's Playground
For those whom are bored and looking for something new to try, join some of us over in eRepublik. Whiles its a slow start... a core group of us are a up and coming political party in the USA. Our goal: Presidency. Come help us out by making this a reality. Takes five minutes a day. and we'll be opening up a section on the forums to make this a more 'main' game of ours. http://www.erepublik.com/en/referrer/Jodoh Sign up with that plox as it will help the entire party out (as I donate the gold to the party). There is no foe more rank or malefic than the traitor. We rightly abhor the traitor that leads the enemy to our gate. We revile him for the annihilation of worlds and the murder of innocents. We each loathe him for the harm that he does to us. The scars that we bear remind us to keep our hatred bitter.Some may question your right to destroy ten billion people. Those who understand realize that you have no right to let them live...We must be unsleeping in vigilance, swift in judgm
New Video Made By A Friend
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=EZANzTevtPw   My friend made this video, it is his first one and I think he did a great job. http://www.link4u.com/kissedmyson.htm
My Take On Life
What is normalcy to you and I? Aren't we all put on our good earth to make the best of what the maker has given us? What does it take for folks who don't their God, to put their trust in God of Christianity?! Yet I'll not judge their decisions.  Life? Is what  you made of your own future, for I gonna made the best of my own life regardless of economical situation at hand. I had created and attempting to improve my own lounge named Phoenix Rising so many time and failed... that mean my attempt at adding Skins to my lounge, since I not great with codes... Yet, I wonder, would anyone here willing to work for me as lounge promoter/web master/security?
The [internet] Life And [chat] Times Of Adrian
 I haven't blogged in 2 and a half years. As a matter of fact, this is only my 2nd blog entry here of Fubar. I used to blog far more frequently back when Yahoo had its Yahoo360 social network thing going. So what's new? The year. So I'm wishing whoever reads this a safe and happy New Year. Please don't drink and drive. Any New Year's resolutions? Hmmm, I usually don't do them. I belive that any positive changes in life have to happen because we want them to happen, not by forcing ourselves to them by doing "resolutions". This year will be no different for me in that regard; however, I do plan to watch a movie that a couple of female friends have been bugging me to watch for months (The Princess Bride). I actually own the dvd but I didn't get around to watching it (I had to watch Inception instead, sue me!). I shall attempt to complete this arduous task before the end of 2012. But first I will have to hook up my "new" dvd player, as my Playstation2 no longer works. Note to
Waoh!!!!
You Can Only Type ONE Word.It's really hard to only use one-word answers!1. Where is your cell phone? purse2. Your significant other? Bed3. Your hair? Blonde4. Your mother? Virginia5. Your father? Deceased6. Your favorite thing? laughter7. Your dream last night? Romance8. Your favorite drink? Coke9. Your dream/goal? Love10. The room you're in? Bedroom11. Music? on12. Where do you want to be in 6 years? Love14. Where were you last night? Bedroom15. What you're not? painfree16. Muffins? Blueberry17. One of your wish list items? Money!!18. Where you grew up? Virginia19. The last thing you did? fubar20. What are you wearing? Nothing21. TV? off22. Your pets? Dog23. Your computer? Toshiba24. Your life? Boring25. Your mood? Great26. Missing someone? Yes27. Favorite Store? Walmart30. Your summer? HOT31. Like someone? naturally32. Your favorite color? Green33. When is the last time you laughed? 5-26-0934. Last time you cried? You Can Only Type ONE Word.Not as easy as you might think.Now copy an
Remember
WHEN I LOOK AT THIS DAY, AS A SOLDIER I SAY, THANK YOU TO THE PEOPLE WHO SUPPORT US BUT THE THANKS NEEDS TO GO TO THE ONES WHO FOUGHT FOR US, THE ONES THAT GAVE US THE FREEDOM TO DO WHAT WE LIKE THE ONES WHO GAVE US THE LIBERTY TO DO WHAT IS RIGHT THE ONES WHO SHED THERE BLOOD AND LOST THIER LIFE THE ONES WHO LEFT BEHIND THIER KIDS AND WIFE THE ONES WHO WILL NEVER SEE THIER KIDS GROW UP THE ONES THAT SACRIFCED IT ALL, THE ONES ONE NEVER COMPLAINED ABOUT IT AT ALL SO ON THIS DAY WE THANK THEM FOR WHAT THEY DONE BUT JUST REMEMBER IF NOT FOR THEM YOU MAY NOT BE ALLOWED TO HAVE FUN ON THIS DAY WE HONOR OUR FALLEN WITH TRIBUTES, BANNERS, AND PARADES, BUT ALL THEY WOULD ASK FOR I'M SURE IS JUST REMEMBER WHAT THEY FOUGHT FOR THEY FOUGHT FOR YOU AND FOR ME, THEY FORUGHT FOR THIS LAND SO IT WOULD REMAIN FREE THEY FOUGHT FOR THE FLAG WE ALL SO LOVE FLY WAY HIGH UP IN THE SKY AND IF IT WERE NOT FOR THOSE WHO GAVE THIER LIFE, WE MIGHT NOT HAVE THE COUNTRY WHERE IN AND ALL I KNOW IS THA
Almost In Awe
The nuisance diminished to that of a ghost's whisper My mind struggles to interperet the difference between you and it My heart is lighter now, unable to love, still my infatuation for you grows Make me whole again sweet beauty...you own me. My pain is made vainMagnified and playedTo an obsessed audience, made up of only 3That’s Me, Myself and IAnd I can’t hide from MyselfThat’s why I can only trust MyselfWhat’s trust worth?...WellThe key to one’s lifeAnd if you asked Me, that’s one hell of a priceSo I stick to MyselfAnd Myself is all I needCuz I am MyselfMyself synonymous with Me.
Auction Time
http://fubar.com/photo.php?u=2281329&i=94436210&albumid=1770200#1860333863         Come Own me please        
Life...
A  REASON  A  SEASON  OR  A  LIFET I M E People come into your life for a reason, a season, or a lifetime.  When you figure out which it is, you know exactly what to do. When someone is in your life for a REASON, it is usually to meet a need you have expressed outwardly or inwardly.  They have come to assist you through a difficulty, to provide you with guidance and support, to aid you physically, emotionally, or spiritually.  They may seem like a godsend, and they are.  They are there for the reason you need them to be.  Then, without any wrong doing on your part or at an inconvenient time, this person will say or do something to bring the relationship to an end.  Sometimes they die.  Sometimes they walk away.  Sometimes they act up or out and force you to take a stand.  What we must realize is that our need has been met, our desire fulfilled;  their work is done.  The prayer you sent up has been answered and it is now time to move on. When people come into
Geffin
i feel keeping it real is a part of life if u b real wit yr self how can u b real wit any body and my bad about the rip so many haters i guess im doing someting right my name at *ick so keep it out your mouth u know who u r
The Difference Beteween Men And Women
Thank you for this Poet I LOVE IT! WOMAN'S LOVE POEM Before I lay me down to sleep, I pray for a man, who's not a creep, One who's handsome, smart and strong. One who loves to listen long, One who thinks before he speaks, One who'll call, not wait for weeks. I pray he's gainfully employed, When I spend his cash, he won't be annoyed. Pulls out my chair and opens my door, Massages my back and begs to do more. Oh! Send me a man who'll make love to my mind, Knows what to answer to "how big is my behind?" I pray that this man will love me to no end, And always be my very best friend. MAN'S LOVE POEM I pray for a deaf-mute nymphomaniac with huge boobs who owns a bar on a golf course, and loves to send me fishing and hunting. This doesn't rhyme and I don't give a shit. "Sweet words are easy to say, Sweet things are easy 2 buy, But sweet people are difficult to find. Life ends when U stop dreaming. Hope ends when U stop believing. Love ends when U stop carin
"life" By My Son
Life It Gets Harder As You Grow, You'll Lose Friends, Family, And More Than You'll Ever Know. Time Will Fly By And It'll Keep Getting Faster, And In One Day, Turn From Perfect To A Complete Disaster. Things Will Continue To Happen As Unexpected As The Rain, And The Thing That Brings You Joy Will Be The Same Thing That Causes You Pain. Your Children Will Advance From Crawling To Reading Books, And Then Thier 18 Before You Can Take A Second Look. The One You Use To Love Swore They'll Never Break Your Heart, In The End Not Only Breaks It, But Tears It Apart. But If It Wasn't For The Things That Make You Frown, Then The Happiness Would Never Keep Your Feet On The Ground. So Keep Life Precious For There Is No Second Ride, So To Have A Good Life Or A Bad Life? Well That's For You To Decide.   I HAVE COME TO THE END OF MY ROPE HERE... I HAVE GIVEN AND GIVEN AND GIVEN ON HERE AND I HAVE NEVER ASKED FOR ANYTHING IN RETURN.... ONCE IN A GREAT WHILE ILL SHOW UP IN YOUR SB ASKING TO
Letting Go
** You came into my life when I list expected you. At first I was reluctant to accept you but as we became closer, I had no other choice but to fall for you. Many were not favor of this relationship, for what reason, I don’t know. So I promised myself to win this battle no matter what. ***It was very hard to adjust since I’m new with this kind of commitment. I tried everything to become perfect one for you. I had given you everything, my heart, my mind and my soul. You’ve always been my priority. I had set aside my family, my friends and yes, even myself. That’s how I LOVE YOU! *** I was preparing for our 18th monthsary then, when I woke up one morning only to find out that you were gone. You left me without giving me a reason. You abandoned me without giving a damn! I couldn’t explain the feeling that enveloped me during those times. I wanted to shout, I wanted to cry and I wanted to die. I didn’t know where to start. You’re my world and I did
For The Kingdom Of Wolves
TRUTH IS THE GAME OF THE FEW BUTTHE CRY OF ALL... What does this mean..well for myself personally there are many instances in this life that the truth has been claimed but it turns out to bea falsehood.. All that a person can do is to remember that the truth is subjective to those that are claiming it. Just remember to be able to accept the fact that there are many in this life that do not know how to speak truthfully to themselves never mind to ayone else and learn to move on. through the lies there ends up being a warped version of relaity, but the person that is beig lied to must not let a hate come into thier hearts or else it could become all consuming.   so my friends lets all live a life in truth and in love         listen  and you will hear the sounds of our four legged brothers, their soulful voices echoing into the night anting the familgy in the kingdom to band together..   we as a family shpuld spend more time getting to know one another... getting to the heart
Being Inlove And Loving Someone..
I know now that people lie, and promises can be broken as quick as they’re made. I understand that I might never be loved, and too quickly good things fly in front of your eyes before you can reach out & grab them. I know that you can’t change or help time, so every now and then it will just run out. There isn’t a place for everyone in the world, so if you’re standing alone for a while, that’s why. Not everything in life comes easy, but when you work the hardest, that’s when it’s the best. You can’t always expect people to care, and even when your best friends stab you in the front, dont think for one minute that they didn’t already aim for your back. They missed for a reason. I found out too soon, that in the end, you’re your own best friend. Everyone will be broken at some point in their life & more often than not, its gonna hurt like hell. But you can’t stop it. You can’t change your fate. Some things are meant
My Poems
Heart beating in my chest, Pain rising from deep within, I push myself to do my best, But i ask myself, why this again?? The darkness clouds my hopes and dreams, Sometimes I'm all alone, as it seems, With only my crumbling heart pushing to thrive, Forcing my mind beyond truth, making me feel alive. Nothing is impossible, I am the source of my answer, And for some reason it still haunts me like a cancer, Disappearing, only to return again, worse than before, I feel myself slipping away, ever so slowly, The thoughts rip through my mind, reopening an old sore, Crushed and in doubt, i drift away, calmly. Listeing to my heart beat fade in the distance silence, Thump thump... thump.. thump...... thump.... With the silence fulfilled, ears deafened completely, The darkness surrounds my, consuming me entirely, Loneliness befriends my soul, hiding my deeper in the abyss, Looking up, I see no more happiness, Only the pain that pushed me over the edge, How i wish my f
Stupid Encounter?
Read from bottom up. This guy hit me out of nowhere. Then he blocks me cause well I guess hes retarded.       -> ︻╦╤─C51™AR...: http:... tell him i want to know where the fuck you see me throwing up gang signs? maybe you masturbated too much as a child and you went blind but i would really love to see those pics. further more im a skater not a thug. you might've known that if you saw the actual clothes i was wearing. so before YOU assume you know what the fuck your talkin about.......how bout find out about the person before judging a book by its coverJohnnyEFromNC: don't ever assume you know me. Don't fucking preach to me dumb fuck*Fa∂ø* MคЯ...: good looking out homieJohnnyEFromNC: stfu dick munching rejectJohnnyEFromNC: go fall off the back of your truck you fucking backwoods inbred turnip muncherJohnnyEFromNC: because you look like the typical guy who tries to act like your typical thug i see you wearing your hat too the side and t
Chintan
every human beng should concern about naturei sex is life.every human being is passionate about it
Avon Is Here.....
Hi, I just wanted to intorduce myself.  My name is Candy Anderson and I recently became an Avon Representative. I am having a great time with selling some ownderful products. Did you know that not only do we carry make-up,jewlery and perfumes, that there is also a line of men's products and women's clothing? The styles are amazing and I am sure the men's section will give you plenty of ideas for gifts. Besides, who would want their man to smell wonderful and pampered just as you are. Feel free to come and browse my website, I ship every where in the USA but for the state of Alaska. Just follow this link and it will take you straight there, http://www.youravon.com/candyanderson , I hope to see you there.   Sincerely,   Candy Anderson Your Avon Representative http://www.youravon.com/candyanderson
Auction #2
I am up for auction once again! I have some awesome offers this time around. Check Them Out!     I am up for auction again! If you wanna be my owner then come bid. [ fubar.com photo: 1742906411 ]  
Bork Bork Bork
Hey all you nasty Fubarian freaks! LOL Well I am just sooooo freakin' excited! I am going to the Az Fetish Proom Tonight for the first time. If your in my side of the world Its at the Scottsdale Venue! Maybe Ill catch some of ya there..... I'll be the 6'5 naughty school teacher ;p So I decided to add a voice comment widget.   I would love all my friends to leave a voice comment and tell me what's up and what they think. Hope to hear from you peeps soon and hope your having a great day!
????who The Hell Knows.....who The Hell Cares....
Forwarded Message: Enjoy a Coffee on me. Just cause its so hard for us to get together for a coffee...have one on me....  J This is cute. I don ' t know how they figure all this stuff out. Enjoy1. CLICK ON THE LINK (COFFEE MACHINE BELOW)2. PUT THE COIN IN THE VENDING MACHINE3. CHOOSE YOUR DRINK4. CLICK ON THE CUP WHEN IT IS READY5. CLICK ON OPEN ENJOY!to start click COFFEE MACH doesnt it seem like life is always twisting the oppisite way than we are, and bout the time we catch on and then catch up it starts twisting in a different way yet again............. as You draw closer, that one draws farther as You loop in,that one loops out as You begin to breathe, that one begins to smother   and so on and so forth./.........i just dont get it sometimes, maybe i ts not for me to get or understand, maybe its for me to learn from and grow, yet i dont see how it can rteally help me in that way...../....maybe the oppisite ......   LIFE  SEEMS TO BE ONE BIG CIRCLE JERK...........and
Slave Journals
Master, you said that you wanted a journal entry. First, I love you so much that I think I will go crazy inside. We have been together six months, and I still get butterflies when I look at you. Can you imagine what it will be like years from now when the bond is stronger?     The more things that you do to me, the more I find myself wrapped around your soul. I am wanting to surrender all of me to you. I hate it when I displease you when I am trying so hard to win back my collar, and the bond that we had before things went terribly wrong.     You don't know what sort of fantasies go through my head, things so dark and sinister that the human mind could not comprehend. I still think of you wanting a second slave, though you tell me that you don't. The truth is that you have had more then one on a couple of occasions, so it is natural that you still think about it. With me being bisexual it makes it all the more reason, but fear sets into my mind of what would happen if we added
Big $ Cha Ching!!!
ONCE AGAIN BABY J HAS DONE SOME WORK ON THIS AWESOME SITE CALLED FUBAR. WHATS WITH ALL THE CHANGES. I ADMIT THERE KEWL BUT R THEY REALLY NECESSARY? I MEAN WERE THINGS JUST FINE THE WAY THEY WERE WHEN IT WAS CHERRYTAP. SOME OF THESE CHANGES I FIND CONFUSING AND SOME EASY TO WORK WITH. SO I ASK U GUYS DO U  LIKE THESE NEW CHANGES THAT KEEP HAPPENING TO OUR WORLD OR DO U THINK THERE A PAIN? FEEL FREE TO LEAVE UR COMMENTS ON ALL THESE CHANGES THAT HAVE HAPPENED AND LEAVE UR COMMENTS ON HOW U FEEL KNOWING THAT MORE CHANGES R ON THE WAY. TY FOR UR TIME IN READING THIS. SouthernOutlawBiker~DSC~OwnedBy Cyn And InFArRed~ has just sent you 500000 fuBucks!   SHOW THIS MAN SOME LOVE. TRUST ME THE REWARDS ARE GREAT. BOMB CHERRIES OFF HIM.
Just A Lil Bit...
You know what I've come to realize??? Some of y'all are funny as hell!!! Not funny in a lol way, but funny in a, you can't be serious way!!! Some of the people we come in contact with, hell most of the people, we come in contact with on this site we will never meet in person. We are seperated by hundreds or thousands of miles, and many geographical boundaries. Instead of using this site as a tool to get to interact with people we might not normally get a chance to in real life, instead of using it to step out of your box, or comfort zone, some of you use it to become bigger assholes than you are in real life!!! Y'all know who you are, and you know what, maybe you are laugh out loud funny, 'cause I'm laughing my ass off at y'all pathetic bastards... Peace!!! This is just a little note for those of you who are bored enough to read it, to remind you just how much a lil bit of love goes. During my busy ass day today, I stopped by my lil sisters house to see what was poppin'. I was there fo
To Maya
I'm So Sorry I was sorry to learnof your loss ,And I Wanted to expressMy deepest sympathies. Not one of usKnows where our roadWill lead us or whereOur road ends.But in times ofSorrow, we receiveComfort from our friends. If there is anything I can do for youAnything at all...I'll be here for you;Always your friend. My deepest sympathiesTo you and your family. May God Bless You  and comfort you in your hour of grief. MAYA I DONOT HAVE THE WORDS TO SAY...ALL I CAN DO IS BE THERE FOR YOU ....YOU HAVE BEEN THERE FOR ME FROM THE BEING...TO MY SISTER I WELL ALWAYS LOVE YOU...I CAME TO YOU JUST BEING ME NOW I AM A FULL EVIL TWIN.....MAYA YOU ARE LIKE FAMILY TO ME....ALTHOUGH I HAVE NEVER SEEN YOU IN REAL LIFE YET...ONE DAY I KNOW IT IS GOING TO ROCK MEETING YOU..I HOPE THAT YOU WELL BE A BIG SISTER TO ME STILL...WITH LOTS OF LOVE TO YOU AND YOURS...
Lessons Learned
Hello Luvlies! I never write these things with "this is what's going on in my life" stuff... but so many of you have sent gifts and etc. with question marks and questions as to why I'm Missing In Action... Beginning of May I decided to move again... the hole of a basement apartment I thought that I could call "home" (at least for a little while to pay off some student loans) was intolerable... I was miserable.... you can ask just about anyone... Well, one of my coworkers told me of a lil farm house on a 200 acre horse farm that was for rent... and decently cheap.  I went to see it... and immediately... fell in love.  They told me to "fix it up"... take it off the rent... they'd install cabinets... new appliances... it has a brand new bathroom as it is... I was in heaven. For those of you who have never taken on a big project such as a complete flip of a house or makeover..  It's not easy... it's time consuming... and your body aches in places you had NO IDEA you could ache... (which
Sexy Writing
I'm just looking at a man in black. He makes me want to have him in my bed. I dismiss that idea immediately because that just wouldn't be possible. Here I am a lonely, horny woman and Mr. Man in Black would not be in interested. Wait, maybe he is! He keeps staring at me! Man in Black is staring at me Hard. Like he's undressing me with his eyes. Is he thinking about me the way I'm thinking about him? I'm thinking about pulling, no Ripping his clothes off and pushing him on to my bed. Having him rub my body, squeezing my ample hips, kissing the tops of my breasts and nibble on my nipples with his teeth grazing the nubs, bringing intense pleasure to my aching body. Closing my eyes in that little cafe with Mr. Black watching me as I tantalize him in my mini-fantasy. My tongue darts out to lick my lips sexily. I can feel how hard he would be my thighs as we kiss, he'll devour my mouth and I follow along. I'm loving his mouth. His lips would be soft yet hard when they need to be. This is a
Life
http://fpdownload.macromedia.com/get/flashplayer/current/swflash.cab">http://www.adobe.com/go/getflashplayer"> Well just wanted to write a lil somethang bout my dad! So its goin on four yrs since hes been gone...Its a sad thing but i love him with all my heart hesmy best friend! Hes the sound of a harley far away and his spirit is with me everywhere i go! Along with my mom and step mom yall are missed terribly!
Auto 11s Activation And Leveling
  Got Money (ft. T Pain) - Lil Wayne LET'S GET THIS PARTY STARTED My auto 11s will be on 5/31/09 to 6/1/09 so you can come party on my page today, and level! I will have auto 11's and a bunch of pics and stash for you to rate... Happy leveling!!! COME ON AND PARTY HARD ON MY PAGE, BRING YOUR FRIENDS ALONG !... Special Invitation to all fu's! LET'S ROLL! PLEASE SUPPORT ME AND MY AUTOS I LOVE YOU ALL! Click below to party on my page Send 'Princess Leia' to THE NEXT LEVEL???! Please Re-post
Thank You!
So I've been on Fubar for almost 2 years already and I know it is as drama infested as the 8th grade.  Im not here to bitch about it in any way as I enjoy myself and am adult enough to handle it.  However, when push comes to shove I am going to shove right back!  For those of you who "know" me, you know i am a very nice person and would never attack anyone on here or in real life.  So I was minding my own last nite chillin with a cocktail when a "friend" popped into my shout box.  We had some normal chit chat and just kept fu-ing.  He said he was drinking blah blah blah.  He started to get sexual with his conversation and keep in mind this someone I dont know from shit.  So I ignored him and figured he would go away.  He did'nt, he just came back saying he wished he could suck my tits so I was like screw this not happening.  So I told him I had a man already to suck my tits, which isnt true but hey. Alas...No more shout box meassges!!! So I go to bed only to wake up to a message in my
Fake Ass People..
I don't knowwhy people are soo immature on this site ..Why they like to start drama and act like there are in H.S. People get over yourselfs and get a life. Mind your own business and worry about your family life , relationships and leave others alone.For Highmaintence*****69 this woman is a fake ass person who's only picture she has up is of someone else. She is a fat ugly ass who is married and has 6 kids with one on the way. The self rightous freak has no room to creditize anyone. So for anyone else who wants to be fake and call people names and cause problems on here need a life of there own... Too many fakes and kids on here ... It's funny how people on this site just meet and believe the person they just met on here about people on there friends list ..They believe the lies they tell them about people then they block them without asking the person that is being talked about and being told lies about.. Any person who believe someone they dont know  telling lies about a person who
Fuck You
I am sick and tired of guys just wanting me for sex.  I'm not a slut...get that through you're fucking heads!  If you're on my friends list, and all you want is sex from me, delete yourselves immediately.  I'm a tomboy who likes to hang out with guys, work on cars, stuff like that.  I'm not going to fuck around on what I already have in my life.  If there is still that small chance that you just want me around as a friend, nothing more, go ahead and add me to yahoo messenger...blue_eyedangel_1981 Ok, I am in a situation and don't know what to do about it.  I am with this guy and have been with him for 7 months now.  I am the type of person that needs love and affection.  I need to be told that the person I am with loves me, I need hugs and kisses all the time, I need to be cuddled at night.  With this guy, at first he would tell me that he loved me all the time.  He'd always come up to me and give me hugs and kisses.  And we'd fall asleep in each others arms, and wake up the same way. 
Rules To Follow And Break
who i add to my family list?? i only add those friends who they  truly like to chat to me and be my friends in realnot just a name on my list or their lists.who i add as my top frinds??those who are truly honest with them selves before being honest to me.who i fan??my family members and those who have unforgetable 38d+lolso to get on my friends list is easy be ur self and make sure u have the 38d+ to level up .lol thx for reading it anyway. hello everyonei am back.for those who never heard it,i am the one who came up with the 3 questions gamei made the rulesand i say who and when to break it ,lolif we ever played itthen i hope u had fun with itcuz after all ,its all about geting to know each othersand have funthx anyway--------------------3 questions game rules:1: u cant ask the same i ask on the same round2: gotta be honest,cuz honesty is all u get3:u cant ask 4th one unless u were level 31 or more[lol]4:u only have one pass so be careful when u use it and how to use it5:u cant get
The Local
here's the lyrics to a song... 448, we just finished recording today. will be up on my site asap..... so yeah just to se ya up a bit, this was from a time in my life where i was still figuring out what i really wanted.   I wake feeling like my words are a waste The way they bend and they break but they never say a thing they're arranged to mask the way that i feel to disguise and conceal giving me purchase to do the same   @ 448 before the morning breaks clarity, rains down on me it's sickening the way it stings   this road seems familiar like i've been her before but somehow it's different, just how i can't be sure cuz i took few more than i have in times past now it's mine and mine alone   it's too late to change the days that have passed but it's the ones up ahead that truly scare me to death they complicate and rearange what feels right they turn me on my insides cause me to question my allibis   chorus   I open the door to see the look on your face not s
X23fan
Alright check it out I've been busy trying to get this film thing going so I do say I'm sorry for all of you guys whose ben wondering what the hell I've been doing! Okay secondly I just wanted to know does anyone know how ot make a video and put it up on this damn thign! let me know nuff said! What makes us heroes and why do we do what we do! I don't know what drives people to put their lives on the line to save others from death and destruction even when they aren't even worth the effort! I'm going to get a lot of flack for the shit I'm about to say but there is some shit that is eating me up! Maybe it will make me a hero with these words! I blogged on this back on myspace and I'll do it again right now about Prop 8! We need to stop this bull shit and leave the damn gay people the frak alone! We got more problems with missiles and rockets pointing at our heads from other countries wanting us dead. We've got to many damn people dying to save other countries. We need to worry abou
Where I've Been And Where I Will Be
birthday, christmas, when ever ya find yerself buying me a gift list ok ya'll keep asking me what i want for my birthday and shit and idk i'll take anything hello i have nothing!!! lol but if ya really want a list here are a few things i know i will appreciate and use....visa gift cardswalmart gift cards7-eleven gift cardsmcdonalds gift cards (ima coffee freak people but hate starbucks they are teh devil!)for those of ya'll that dont like doing gift cards:xbox 360 (i missed the whole normal video game playing kid part of my life trying to catch up lol)car games to go with xbox ( dont like violent killin spree games)bandana's... seriously i have over 30 but can always use more its my weaknessdvd's and cd's.... i have none at all!!! seriously i have none with my car being broken into few months ago and like all music.... ya'll should know any music is good music!!! and i need me some music!!! lmaodvd's:doll house the seriesangel the seriesbones the seriescharmed seriesghost whisperer s
Miked09
Fuck yall I'm actually shit-faced, who is with me? THIS IS A HORSE SHIT SITE, FOR REAL, KICK ME OFF, WHATEVER
My Poetry
http://fubar.com/sassyadams   The dust of past I wish I could forget the past.All the horrors haunt me.My ghots are always remindingme of the nightmare I want to leave behind melike the dust on pathIt is never swept away, The harsh winds alwaysblows it back my way.When will my time come to put the bad memoriesinto a paperbag and be gone forever. Wept Soul The sun driped heartache on my shoes today.The clouds covered my vision,I heard the thunder.Where is the rain?It is in my heart, pierced by the thorn you left,with your black wilted roses and the promises you never kept.I feel the pain of no tomorrow, the sun faded and color is gone.Hope left the room,as you sored to your deathThe wind began to blow what was to be a disaster.Acid tears hit my cheek heavy with fear.I'm left with your ashes in the urn of sorrow.The son you left behind,weeps for the father he wish he knew.When your soul was in flight and sored to the pavement,what was the last thought you had? You selfish Torment

If kisses were raindrops Id send you showers. If hugs were seconds Id send you hourrs. If smiles were water Id send you the sea. If Love was a person, I would send you me. I DREAM OF SITTING BY A CALMING RIVER,WRAPPED IN HIS ARMS WATCHING A BEAUTIFUL SUNSET OFF IN THE DISTANCE. NO NEED FOR WORDS AS OUR 2 HEARTS BEAT TOGETHER AS IF THERE WAS ONLY ONE BETWEEN US. I LOOK DEEP INTO YOUR EYES AND SEE A LOVE THAT STIRS A FLAME DEEP DOWN INSIDE ME THAT I HAD LONG AGO FORGOTTEN. I WANT TO STAY IN YOUR ARMS FOREVER CLOSING OUT THE CRUEL WORLD THAT TOOK YOU AWAY FROM ME SO LONG AGO.
I Am A Survivor
  I am an emotional and sensitive person.  I am a romantic at heart.  I love romantic comedies, romance novels,  and sappy love songs.  I cry at weddings,  and the birth of children make me weep.  I cry when I am sad.  I cry when I am happy.  I cry when I am angered by something.  I am a faithful and loyal friend, lover and companion.  When I am hurt it weighs heavily on my heart and its difficult for me to recover.    I have yet to find the one guy who truly understands me and sees me for who I really am.   I am ME.  A caring, sensitive person.  There is not much I won't do for the people that I love.  Even the people who have chosen not to be in my life, I still care about.  People who have done me wrong I have forgiven.  Hate eats at your very soul, forgiveness heals your heart.  I am not perfect and I know that.  I have had moments where I thought to seek revenge.  I had to take a step back and think about what I was thinking about doing and the damage it would cause
The Harbingr$$ Info & Application
Copy the following and paste it into a private message to me. Fill out the application and press send. You will be notified as soon as possible of the status of your application. Have fun with this!!!!!!   What are you on Fubar for?     What do you do here?     Why do you want to join our Family?     Describe yourself. About Us We are a Fu-Family devoted to helping each other reach the highest level, rank, etc possible through rating, blinging (when possible), shitfacing, and commenting each other. Requirements You must have a salute that has been approved by Fubar staff. You must also have at least half the capacity of photos you can have at your level-We've gotta have something to rate! You need to be able to log in at least once per week as well and be able to help out other members if necessary. Applying Fill out the Application located in this blog and message it to me through a private message here on Fubar.
Vivica
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This Day
Been over a year now since she left.It's easier now then at first but still hurts to feel failure all the time. I failed to keep her happy. We fell into a rut and could not climb out. we stopped doing things that we needed to do to keep love alive and it went away never to be seen again. I have bad times and good times. lately a lot more good than bad. I have found some new friends on here and they keep my mind off the bad by just being happy and cheerful. thank you all for what you have done to help me along this path.      This day i Thought about a lot of things                                                                 This day I thought of you                          This day I paid some bills This day I thought of you                            This day I drove a lot of miles                             This day I thought of you                               This day it is over                                This day I thought of you                                
Parts R Parts~
It took over a week for her to email me:Richard has filed papers. I have nowhere to go. Please help.I emailed back a meeting time and place, this time at a Barnes & Noble in my home city. I agreed to meet, but made no other promises. I arrived well in advance of her, taking a seat in the coffee shop window where I could scan the parking lot. I almost did not spot her. Despite the early-June Florida heat, she was wearing a long-sleeved heavy cotton blouse. I expected this, but was still mildly disappointed.I greeted her near the door. A flurry of emotion played across her face upon seeing me; hatred, desire, love, fear...all within seconds."Coffee?" I asked.She nodded, and we went to the counter to place our orders. When hers arrived at the counter she began to reach for it with her right hand. As she did so, the blouse, which was slightly too short for her, rode up her arm, exposing three or so inches above her wrist; three inches now alive and solid with beautiful color and design. Th
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Coldest Winter Night
I wrote her a letter and added a rose A rose to show that I loved her for my letter did not say so I told her I loved her in the past yet she would not listen But now she will for this rose is a special rose, A rose made of a material she will never feel again Maybe she'll understand now that the rose is bleeding. I've carried this rose long enough for me to let go for her Now I say to her I love you and may you accept this rose. This rose of my life I give to you even at the cost of my life Carry it well and let me rest in your arms as you feel it bleed The bleeding of my heart from the rose. I look up to see that someone But my sight deceives me... Looking still I try to find that one The one who is pure beauty "Why is this a cold winters night? To watch alone, to die alone?" I did not know... The cold rain felt like ice to my skin Searching out for no one. I reach out to feel that someone But their touch is not there... Reaching still I try to find that one That one who keeps me wa
Family Friends Who Need Help
http://www.fubar.com/photo.php?u=2403422&albumid=0&i=1319855830 Please Help with a rate Please Thank You some comments too if you have time contest over at 10pm Eastern on the 31 of May Thanks Again Management   ~Dj Sexywolf~Rating Revolutions Recruiter Please Help Her Become Disciple TY     http://fubar.com/user/2177146   Also she is lookin to buy Auto's and Cherry Bombs!!
Military Rememberence
Since this isn't a mumm, I thought I'd do it here:) Which Inspector was/is better? or I have just finished watching a movie, starring Kevin Bacon, called "Taking Chance." I would recommend this to all that have an interest in how our fallen are honored during their final trip home. It is based on a true story of PFC Chance Phelps, United States Marine Corps. Kevin Bacon plays a Marine Colonel that volunteers to take Chance home to his family. What he discovers during the trip, will warm your heart. As a retired Vet, I fully appreciate those that have, and still serve in the military today. For having been there, I can better understand the sacrifices of both the soldier and the family. To those that honor the troops today, I thank and respect you. Though words are rarely spoken, sometimes it's just the friendly wave, or just the smile that goes a long way. It took this movie to realize, that there are those in this country, that still respect and honor the troops. More than jus
Couchkitten On The Couch
Ever feel lonely, even when there's a room full of people. Ever wonder why you can't have  a strong connection to that one person your so drawn too? Or have you been with your mate and felt that he wasn't even there really, that you didn't even matter really as far as he is concerned. You are merely taking up time and space at that particular moment.  That if you could be put in a box and stored until needed, that would be the preferred way to deal with you. Being lonely is a terrible thing but being lonely with someone else I think is even worse.  This is relationship limbo. Hello all you really awsome people. It's been so fun and new getting to know all of this and how it works. I still have along way yet to go. There is so much going on and I've yet to learn how to even send a drink. I know alittle sad but I do promise to put alittle more time and effort into figuring out how all this is run. I really do like this site and how it is set up. In fact my boyfriend is the one that show
10 Reasons I Shouldn't Deletee My Account!!!!!!!!!
It's that time ..I cleaned out my family list on my page so everyone gets a chance to be there.If you think you are worthy and deserving to be put there with the rest prove it to me.. I'm not gonna just gonna put you there because you talk to me every day or you bling me or rate me a lot.The top family are people who have stuck by me my whole time on fubar.The ones who don't bring drama to my page.. ALL MY HATERS DON'T ASK BECUZ U WILL B BLOCKED..         yea it has come to this! sorry to all my good and close family and friends but i am tired of the lies, the empty promises,the drama, ppl runnin their mouths when i didn't say what they say i said or done. i come to fubar to make friends and possibley find the right guy. i have found many friends and afew that i would consider the right guy but only one ( and he knows who he is. i do still love you babe! and always here.) that i have been there threw everythin and he has stuck by me as well. yes he has made some pro
Finally Getting The Hang Of Fubar
Thanks to @zmyth who showed me the ropes Friday night before I passed the fuck out. Now that I know I can search for local people it's a LOT more interesting to me. Don't get me wrong, I have plenty of virtual friends, but I've much more interestd in making friends here in meatspace. (like @zmyth and CherryPie) Anyhoo I think tomorrow I'll put up some more pics, maybe my first salute. I'm looking forward to using fubar more! -R Saturday I ended up going to a music festival thingie with a couple friends.I ran into the ex wifes Aunt and Uncle. I was always close with Uncle Tom, he is a loveable lush, always has a fresh blue joke for ya, and accepted me from day one. After we seperated I hadn't had any contact with the family at all other then her brother. It kinda hurt when I never heard from Tom again, but I got over it.Anyhoo running into him brought back some painfull memories.Le sigh
Shop Stewards Office, Movie Review Of Star Trek 2009
     Well I seem to have set my standards a little too high, judging by the previews I was way too excited for this movie. Im talking about Star Trek 2009. The movie was directed by JJ Abrams the creater of the Fox television series Fringe. In short you take Fringe, Plus some elements of Star Wars and add an overdose of crack, you got Star Trek 2009.      Story begins with death of Kirks father. He became captain of a starship for only few minutes buying his crew some time to escape from an attack of a romulan ship. Among that crew was his pregnant wife who went into childbirth upon his death.      Im not so sure of how the plot was supposed to happen. But theres a reason for the timeline shift making the storyline almost completly off base from the story we all know, also take into consideration that the origional cast of star trek is either old or dead and cant really fit into this movie.     Ok my next topic, The Enterprise. What the fuck is this. The designs I saw looked pretty
Blindfaith
everybody have fun tonight everybody wang chung tonight anybody out there like the blues like me?
Thoughts Of An Inner Phyco
i wonder how fast it takes for one to go absolutly insane from solitude, a week a month or years. if the state of inertia is to be an un-interuped state of action, thought , emotion , or a consistancy of property, then is it to be asked when inertia is no longer needed or wanted, if that is the question in the first place , or will the thought of a lone survivour with a mind torn between a darness inwitch you can not escape and a light inwitch surounds and comforts them be a more or less blinding peace of mental inuety ? who will have an answer to shake this annoying inertia of mine? will it be some one expected , or some compleat stranger? i guess that just like a tootsie roll , the world may never (k)now. your pain is the breakeing of the shell that encloses your understanding. it is the potion by witch the physition within you heals your sick self.Therefore , trust the physition and drink his remedy in silence and tranquility. "Khalil Gibran" Obi wan kenobi once said 'your eyes can
For My Grandma 1924-2009
Last year today is one year exactly since my grandmother passed a day i will never forget to this day i miss her so much and i still think about her. Everynight i go to bed i pray to god to let me see her in my dreams and tell her thank you for everything shes done for me and that I will always love her and miss her so much just one more time. I would give anything to do that. She made so much of an impact in my life and she made me the man i am today and i wouldnt change it for the world. Sadness still lingers with me with the loss but only in the flesh in spirit she will always be with me and she knows i love and miss her so much i just want to see her one more time and tell her how much i miss and love her. RIP Grandma for your spirit is always in my heart and in my mind we will see each other again one day and be together in eternal peace. I love you so much and i miss you Rest In Peace Grandma 1924-2009 Descanse En Pas Abuela Te Amo muncho. This song is dedicated to my Grandmoth
Keep It Real!!
more and more profiles are popping up with pics of the person the owner would like you to think is them. Its a joke. people, male and female actually take the time to cut out pics from magazines to try and build a believable profile. whats more hillarious is that people actually pic comment this fraud and wanna hook up. ha ha ha!!! yes, there are people that stupid or hard up. NEWS FLASH!!!, be who you are.  Theres an old mexican saying, "theres a rock for every frog!" someone for everyone essentially We have all rated people "10" and did it for reasons of being courteous or just trying to help them level up. haters will give less but are they haters or just trying to be honest. I personally dont think im a "10" and if you are being real and score me as being less i for one appreciate your honesty. thank you! Have you ever noticed a lot of women on here have the most beautiful faces and cleavage? you will see the same pics literally a hundred times from strategically postioned camera p
Love???
What is love??         I believe that love is out there for everyone and i am happy to say i belive i have loved a special girl that was tradgicly taken away from me just under 3 years ago in a car accident. I have no told many people about it and i dont plan to go into detail about it on here because that to me is not right and tarnishes the memories that i have if i share them with anyone that i do not trust fully. I know that there is 1 person i have told about what happened and that is because i trust them whole hartedly (yes i know i cannot spell lol)            So back to the question What is love? Is love a feeling or a memory or a mixture of both? I myself belive it is both of them because you feel so much when you love someone and you also treasure the memories that you have of that person the things you have done and the times you have talked and laughed together weather it be in person or on the computer or on the phone. I do believe that love is out there for everyone an
In An Auction!cum Bid On Us!!!
~Bratt~ & Chaotic and some sexy friends are in an auction and want you to be their new OWNER! So show some love and bid on your favorite !!AND PLEASE RATE TERESAS PIC FOR MOST RATE CONTEST. SHE IS AWESOME~~=) TERESA ~Bratt~ Adding 1 pimpout a week for fubucks!Adding 2 pimpouts a week if cash bids like blasts or small bling packs! Adding 1 PIMPOUT EVERYDAY FOR 4 WEEKS FOR 30 DAY BLASTS AND BIG BLING PACKS!=) Chaotic DONA INKMAN So come on and bid on the one you want!!=) We are in an Auction so go show US some love all!!=)
In An Auction!!need Your Bids
We are in an Auction so go show US some love all!!=) ~Bratt~ & Chaotic and some sexy friends are in an auction and want you to be their new OWNER! So show some love and bid on your favorite !!AND PLEASE RATE TERESAS PIC FOR MOST RATE CONTEST. SHE IS AWESOME~~=) TERESA ~Bratt~ Adding 1 pimpout a week for fubucks!Adding 2 pimpouts a week if cash bids like blasts or small bling packs! Adding 1 PIMPOUT EVERYDAY FOR 4 WEEKS FOR 30 DAY BLASTS AND BIG BLING PACKS!=) Chaotic DONA INKMAN So come on and bid on the one you want!!=)
What Happened?
Ever since I joined the Fu,I've noticed that there's not too many chat rooms that offer a place to chill and talk about stoner shit,y'know?So I was wondering...I've seen peoples profiles that say they're the owner of club this or that,and I always wonder how they became the owner of that place,y'know?Cuz I'd like to do that,start up a club and be the owner of it,while my kitten is the co-owner with me.If anyone would like to help me in telling me how to go about doing it,or to show me how,I'd greatly appreciate it!!Somebody let me know,alright? I wonder why she didnt respond to my IM?I don't even know what I said or even did,but she's really mad at me and my heart is aching sooo bad right now.I'm hurtin' right now,and I'm slipping back into my depression again.I really thought things were great between us...I just thought she liked my pathetic self...but I guess I was wrong.And thats what hurts me so bad.I can't live to lose one more person I care about.My heart won't be able to take t
Nothing Last Forever..
Nothing last forever so live it up,drink it down,laugh it off,avoid bullshit,take chances,and never have regrets,because at one point,every thing you did was exactley what u wanted... It breaks your heart when people you know,become people you knew;when you can walk rite past some one as if they were never a huge part of their life.U use to be able to talk for hours and now you can't even look each other in the damn eye.It completly breaks your heart to know that good things change;and there's nothing you can do... 
Comeing To An End
I have pondered over this for some time now an i have finally made my decission in one week ill be leaveing fubar a lot has went on here in the past few months that has really hurt me for one.An im tired of the drama this site use to be a lot of fun but anymore its gotten to where is nothing more tha a day time soap opers but here lately the thing that has hurt me the most is when i logg onto fubar an i see certaing things  that truely hurts me an its been going on like this for a lil over a monthan it doesnt seem like it is going to be changeing so the best thing i can do is just leave  i have made a lot of friends on here over the years an i will miss all of you very much i do hate leaveing its been a lot of fun over the years i hope i have helped all of my friends at times when you needed someone to talk to an give you a hand up when all things were down in your life for the ones that im reall close with if you do not have my yahoo id im me  or email me on here an ill make sure you
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How do I say what I wish mind conflicting with heart internal turmoil ripping me apart If I could but remove my heart and speak with just my mind then I am unsure would I still be kind but if I were to remove my mind and try to speak from my heart then I would truly be lost for I wouldn't know where to start so many words I wish I could say so many things I wish to do but I would hope to start by saying I am there for you I would give you my love and be there till the end for no matter what I will always be your friend I am unable to speak what I need to say so I try to relay it in every song but these feelings have me torn for I feel that they are wrong Misplaced somehow though they come from the heart I feel it in my soul and it is tearing me apart If I could but speak when we are near then I would say I love you but there is to much fear fear I will screw up fear of what I will do you have all of my love but I'm afraid I would
Life
Danny Girlhttp://b.pcc2.fubar.com/86/98/4938968/tn_2624814181.jpg">@ fubar why is it win you go to women's house at 2 aclock in the morning they allways asumma your wanting sex win all you want is to go out and have fun or stay in an talk
Tired Of Feeling So Lost
with everything going on, I feel beyond lost; confused; even dead on the inside... because numbness doesn't begin to cover how I feel. I'm just battling with my own emotions... I can't even describe anything else so musik & videos will have to do...Lost in the darkness, hoping for a signInstead there is only silence,Can't you hear my screams...?Never stop hoping,Need to know where you areBut one thing is for sure,You're always in my heart.I'll find you somewhereI'll keep on trying until my dying dayI just need to know whatever has happened,The Truth will free my soul.Lost in the darkness, try to find your way homeI want to embrace you and never let you goAlmost hope you're in heaven so no one can hurt your soul...Living in agony 'cause I just do not knowWhere you areI'll find you somewhereI'll keep on trying until my dying dayI just need to know whatever has happened,The Truth will free my soul.Wherever you are, I won't stop searching.Whatever it takes, I need to know.I'll find you
Snack Time
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Plain Jane
well today is alittle better on here. ive gotten the hang of a few things, ive even bought a couple people some drinks. well i will scope this out some more and get back to you. take care all and have a good day.  plain jane well a friend sent me an invite and a virtual drink, so i thought i would check it out. well at first it was alittle different, but i think i will get the hang of it. well anyone out there wanna lend some advice it would be nice. take care all.   plain jane
Inside My Head
Hey there,I know it's hard to feel like I don't care at all.Where you are and how you feel.With these lights off as these wheelskeep rolling on and on. (and on and on and on...)Slow things down or speed them up.Not enough or way too much. (and on and on and on...)How are you when I'm gone?[Chorus:]And I can't make it on my own.(And I can't make it on my own.)Because my heart is in Ohio.So cut my wrists and black my eyes.(Cut my wrists and black my eyes)So I can fall asleep tonight, or die.Because you kill me.You know you do, you kill me well.You like it too, and I can tell.You never stop until my final breath is gone.Spare me just three last words."I love you" is all she heard.I'll wait for you, but I can't wait forever.[x2][Chorus:]And I can't make it on my own.(And I can't make it on my own.)Because my heart is in Ohio.So cut my wrists and black my eyes.(Cut my wrists and black my eyes)So I can fall asleep tonight, or die.Because you kill me.You know you do, you kill
Vampires/vampyres
Vampyres: According to the Society of the Black Swan, there are two main types of vampyres. Both draw life force (a.k.a. pranic, chi, ley, psychic or spiritual energy) from others in order to sustain themselves. But they differ in the method that they use to tap into this energy: Sanguinarian vampyres: "Sanguinarian" comes from the Latin word "sanguinarius" which means "bloodthirsty." A sanguinarian or "sang" vampyre feels a strong craving to meet their energy needs by consuming blood. Normally this comes from other humans. They feel that their strength cannot be maintained at a high level in any other way. 2 If they are not able to feed on blood periodically, they expect to develop a weakened immune system, have less energy, and sicken. They may develop pain and depression. 3 Many vampyres have one or more donors who often draw their own blood as a gift. Most sang vampyres feel that a tablespoon or two of blood each week is plenty to sustain them. Psi vampyres: They crave and are ab
Quotes
Never pretend to a love which you do not actually feel, for love is not ours to command. Alan Watts To love deeply in one direction makes us more loving in all others. Anne-Sophie Swetchine Perhaps the feelings that we experience when we are in love represent a normal state. Being in love shows a person who he should be. Anton Chekhov (1860 - 1904) To fear love is to fear life, and those who fear life are already three parts dead. Bertrand Russell (1872 - 1970), Marriage and Morals (1929) ch. 19 Love is not enough. It must be the foundation, the cornerstone - but not the complete structure. It is much too pliable, too yielding. Bette Davis (1908 - 1989) Clarity of mind means clarity of passion, too; this is why a great and clear mind loves ardently and sees distinctly what it loves. Blaise Pascal (1623 - 1662) The meeting of two personalities is like the contact of two chemical substances: if there is any reaction, both are transformed. Carl Jung (1875 - 1961) Nothing takes the taste o
My Kitty(rl Gf)
start this with lyrics, by coal chamber ----------------------------------- All dressed in black Eyes of attack Coming with one hand in pocket To take from me Sin in the eyes I see Sin is nice of me Nothing left for me Reality Forget it You have messed up Can't do anything And I have messed up Can't do anything You're just a fuckup I'm just a fuckup We're just two fuckups At least we're fucked Up together So sad to see you go I said to myself you Know So sad to see a mind Disappear through Time Lunacy's an argued Taste I guess there's no time To waste Oh passing times it's a Passing phase Reality Forget it You have messed up Can't do anything And I have messed up Can't do anything You're just a fuckup I'm just a fuckup We're just two fuckups At least we're fucked Up together We are two fuckups You have messed up Can't do anything And I have messed up Can't do anything You're just a fuckup I'm just a fuckup We're just two fuckups At least we're fucked Up together Together, toget

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