Fubar Blogs 5

Before All The Shit Starts Bein Said !!!!!!!!
as many of you know i have been on workers comp for almost 2 years now thats why i have been on fubar all day everyday . but i need to get my life in order . i have been a dumbass usin the lounge as an excuse not get the things done that i have to like take care of shit around my house , ive been usin bein on air an excuse not to go get a job . just because i have a back injury doesnt meen i can find a job . im 30 and i need to worry about my life . im not gettin any younger and if i dont do it now i never will . im sorry if this hurts people that was not my intention at all . this was also the reason why ibroke up with irishgodess . for once i need to worry about me and not anyone else . im sorry chrissy but this is something i have to do . i will still be on fubar but def not as much . i know i will prob loose some friends because of this but you know what if i loose you as a friend then that just tells me you were not a friend to begin with and fuck off im better off without you aro

My Days
So I went to the Hatebreed show in Philly and I was hardcore dancing. Well some fuckin ASSHOLE kicked me in the side of my knee and now I am a fuckin gimp. I am so fuckin pissed that someone could have done that shit to me. Its bad enough that my back is fucked up, now I have to deal with my fuckin Knee too. My life fuckin SUCKS

For Lack Of Coming Up With A Better Name, I Will Call This "for The Haters".............
OK FOLKS...TODAY I GET A BULLETIN...THIS IS WHAT'S INSIDE........... FRED H AUBUSCHON Victim under the age of 18 State Profile 530 S CLINTON COLLINSV ILLE IL 62234 Name: FRED H AUBUSCHON Date of Birth: 2/24/1972 Height: 5 ft. 10 in. Weight: 175 lbs. Sex: M Race: U Address: 123 SCHOOL FAIRVIEW HEIGHTS, IL 62208 Sexual Predator Crime Information Victim was 10 years of age Offender was 25 at the time of the offense Crimes: FAILURE TO REPORT CHANGE OF ADDRESS CHILD SEX OFFENDER/RESIDE 500' AGGRAVATED CRIMINAL SEX ABUSE/BODILY HARM County of Conviction: St. Clair GO TO HIS PAGE AND SHOW HIM HOW UNWELCOME HE IS HERE... I THINK ITS A SICK SICK THING FOR A SEXUAL PREDATOR TO BE ABLE TO HAVE ACCESS TO THE INTERNET AND POSSIBLY MORE POTENTIAL VICTIMS. talented tongue, lookin for love in all the wrong places!!! THIS IS MY RESPONSE TO THIS BULLETIN........ IF HE HAS ALREADY SERVED HIS DEBT TO SOCIETY, I REFUSE TO CAUSE HIM GRIEF. YES, IF

Life That Sucks
So I have this life that sucks, well only when it comes to my family consisting of my dad and brother. Here is the story so you can see why it sucks. My story goes like this....I was born in Ohio in 1979 to 2 alcholics, not 1 but 2 and off and on in my life my dad proceds to tell me that he did drugs then so its a wonder im ok, anyways i had a good childhood that i can remember until i turned 7 and my brother was born. All hell broke loose then, things got really bad around home, I remember times of mom and dad beating each other up, the cops there all the time and mo and dad both being hauled off to jail. I got older and things got worse, being of alcholics my parents spent most of their time in the bars and i had to take care of my brother. I had to take him everywhere with me, to band practice, to the store, to my then boyfriends(now my husband) house everywhere. When I turned 17 it was also my senior year of highschool and my paents decided it was time to divorce and then hell brok

Help!
Do you get bored being online because you ahve nothing else to do??? Do you have kids that like to play games or want pets, but they aren't allowed to have them for real? Do you like games? Join neopets.... Its fun, its cool, and its free! Even if you don't want to join to try it... Least just join so I can get cool stuff, because I like to play :) Here's the link! http://www.neopets.com/refer.phtml?username=_smurfed_ Anyone who joins, I promise to buy a gift for your page, AND make a bulliten pimping you if you want :) Enjoy!

Terra Incognizant
You would think by now, I would know my way around, I shouldn't miss you so badly, I should be on familiar ground. How many more lonely years, must meander by, until I learn the lesson, it does no good to cry. What manner of iron will, must some people possess, to be always looking forward, to never accept regress. Perhaps if I was willing, to let someone take me by the hand, they could show me a happy place, in this unfamiliar land. Perhaps I'm only homesick, for all the joys that once were mine, I must accept that they and you, belong to another place and time. But I know that deep within my heart, there's a place where only you reside, and when the pain of loneliness comes, it knows that is where I hide. So if sometimes it seems to you, I'm clinging to the past, it's mostly because I can't yet accept, that our love didn't last. No matter how hard I try, I've yet to get over you, for the part of me that's still alive, believes you love me too. Maybe there will come a

About Me!;)
Name :GNick Name :JTBirthdate :09/66Birthplace :Athens, GRCurrent Location :NYCEye Color :BrownHair Color :BrownHeight :72''Weight :220Piercings :NoTatoos :YesBoyfriend/Girlfriend :NoVehicle :MountaineerOverused Phrase :WTFFAVORITESFood :Anything spicy, asian, indian, ....make mine hot pls!:)Pub/Disc/Restaurant :PubCandy :Not really a big fanNumber :7Color :BlueAnimal :DogDrink :JDBody Part on Opposite sex :butt, legs, toesPerfume :212TV Show :not reallyMusic Album :So many. Lately...Dirty Pretty Things!Movie :Pulp FictionActor/Actress :De Niro/This or ThatPepsi or Coke :CokeMcDonalds or BurgerKing :BKChocolate or VanillaChocolateHot Chocolate or Coffee :CoffeeKiss or Hug :Hug and then KissRap or Punk :BothSummer or Winter :WinterScary Movies or Funny Movies :Funny moviesLove or Money :What is love?YOUR...Bedtime :Whenever..late thoMost Missed Memory :EABest phyiscal feature :They say...shoulders and legs! I say None!First Thought Waking Up :How am i gonna deal with this HO?Ambition :M

Faded Jeans Are For Assholes.
Want all the charm and personality that comes with old faded clothing, but don't want to wait years for your clothes to become worn out? Don't worry because now you can buy all the personality and attitude you want by owning your own pair of poorly made pre-packaged faded jeans. Now all your friends will think you're cool and original because wearing faded jeans is the hip thing to do. Nevermind the piles and piles of used faded clothing you can buy at thrift stores for 1/50'th of the cost of new faded jeans. Your objective is to look cool and there's no better way than to buy new clothes that come worn out because it means that you can afford to piss away your money on stupid bullshit while people who wear naturally faded clothing usually do so because they can't afford new clothes. Here's an idea: if you want to wear faded clothes so that you look like you can't afford new clothes, then why don't you buy real faded clothes from a thrift shop and give away the rest of your money to

Dr Romello Kissing
TOPIC : "KISSING" Let me start off by saying: If you don't like my columns, don't read the shyt.! No one is forcing you to..! :-) Ok. alot of people have been asking me, "How the hell to I come up with this stuff..?" haha Usually, I'll just come up with a topic, or someone will send me a question or a topic to write about.. So, I do.. Once I start writing, my brain just gets overflowed with comments, stories I've heard, info, music lyrics..etc..etc Add the fact that I'm a crazy mofo... and BAMMMMMM... That's how these topics/columns/blogs come about. HOLLA... haha Ok.... the ultimate goal is to have that other person exhale (thinkin, GOD DAMN he/she can kiss).. Or leaves them with that warm tingly feeling thru their WHOLE body.. You want them to get on that phone and call their friends (after you leave of course), and have them say.. (YO, he/she can kiss their ass off.. and I can't wait to see what else they can do).. A bomb ass kiss can make ANY man "HARD AS A

Life
Hello all, Just wanted to say hi. My wife and I are good. I am still having issues with my step kids "father", that jack ass had me arressted not to long ago, for something I did not do. And I am currently on probation, so that is bad. Now he keeps on jerking me around, and I am ready to loose it.... I do not know, I guess I just needed to vent. Thanks for listing.....

Pics Gone Private...lol
YES AS MANY OF YA'LL HAVE NOTICED ALL MY PICTURES HAVE NOW ALL GONE PRIVATE...LOL... SOME ASSCLOWN THOUGHT HE WAS GONNA BE FUNNY AND RATE ME ALL 1'S... LOL... SO I PUT THEM ALL PRIVATE FOR NOW.... HAHAHHA....... AHHHHHHHHHHH THE LIFE OF A WALKING DEAD ZOMBIE GIRL IS SOOO HARD ..... I AM SOO CIVIL TOO UNTIL THEY GET ON MY BAD ZOMBIE SIDE..... THEN I GOTTA ZOMBIE BITCH SLAP THEM.. LOL... BUT NO WORRIES.. I WILL OPEN THEM ALL BACK UP AGAIN..... :)

Thank You!
To all my friends, Thank you to everyone that sent me well wishes! I am home from the hospital now. I was rushed in to emergency Wednesday morning with 104 fever and 178 heart rate, very scary, I honestly thought I was going to die. To keep the details to a minimum, I am home after 2 very long days in the hospital. I just wanted to send a quick thank you and to let you all know how much I appreciate your well wishes! I will get back to everyone within the next week as I start to get my strength back! Special thanks to my hubby, Bad VooDoo, for being a great hubby and daddy! Thanx for the luv, Mely

Friendship
Am I a fool a cheap half wit.. for the little things I just don't get? Am I a book with blank pages to fill.. short meaningless phrase you seek to spill? Am I just some stop a pass over at least.. where upon my heart you can dump your grief? Yes... I say to all thee above. For I am a friend - showing unconditional love. I may not be perfect... But I am ME. ~Candyce~

Phantom Of The Night
Barrier of hidden darkness shimmering dark veil shivering from the starkness cold torturous hell Light struggling to penetrate a soul so twisted invading evil verberates shadowed eyes misted Shattering screams awaken projected fear frightening dreams vivid reality appears Saved by the light heartbeat thrashing so wildly fearful endless night memories overtake the child Insanity lurks open wounds forever remain her abusers work endlessly shedding tears of pain Sleep evades her mind waiting amidst the blackened hole thrusting from its bind talons gripping her fragile soul. COPYRIGHT 2007; ROBBIE L. BROOKS ALL RIGHTS RESERVED

Recalled Cans Still For Sale In Grocery Stores
http://www.msnbc.msn.com/id/19994676/ Recalled cans still for sale in grocery stores A week later, word hasn't reached all outlets selling possibly tainted foods Gene Blythe / AP A pickup truck is checked by security at the entrance to the Castleberry's Food plant in Augusta, Ga., on July 24, 2007. The plant has temporarily shut down after it was linked to botulism in canned chili. Video Steak 'n Shake clears up recall confusion July 27: The restaurant chain has recalled its canned chili from stores, but the fresh chili they serve in restaurants is just fine. NBC News Channel Updated: 1 hour, 56 minutes ago WASHINGTON - Stores nationwide are continuing to sell recalled canned chili, stew, hash and other foods potentially contaminated with poisonous bacteria even after repeated warnings the products could kill. Thousands of cans are being removed from store shelves as quickly as investigators find them, more than a week after Castleberry's Food

Willi Wonka Is Nsfw??
I posted a Mumm asking people if they liked Gene Wilder or Johnny Depp better as Willi Wonka in Charlie and the Chocolate Factory. After 74 votes and 20 some comments, I got a message from Fubar Admins stating that the content was either offensive, or NSFW. I was warned that my account would be deleted if I posted an NSFW Mumm in the Fubar Public areas again, and I cannot post Mumms. Do Fubar users lose their Mumm privileges automatically if a mean spirited individual clicks the box referring to a Mumm as NSFW? It looks to me like Mumms are NOT reviewed by a breathing human being if that box is checked. I wrote a reply back to the Fubar Admin -it looks like I won't get a reply for 48 hours. I hope that an Admin does actually review the Mumm content, and that the person who was "offended" by my question about a G rated movie will get some heat... The good news tho, is that I got a GREAT Deal on my car insurance ;) What do you think of all this?

The Past Few Days
Well I made it in one piece to Arizona. The flights were bumpy and very sickening. A big smile came over my face when I seen my man even though it went away when we spent 45 minutes looking for my bag. Only because my bag looks like everyone elses. Im adjusting well to the hot heat, not yet sunburned:) Im trying to get a job at UPS, go for an interview on Wednesday. I plan on dieting and working out cuz im tired of the extra fat on my body. Well I will update you guys again on things in a couple of weeks. Hope all is well.

Rant Ahead
The following was a bulletin I had today from one of my myspace friends in part (I'm not going to say who it's from): ------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------ Ahhh, yes. It's Friday night. Let's do something..! If you happen to be a pretty girl, and you have nothing to do, reply to this. I'm going out with Bryon, girls should most def. come! =] Enjoy a fun and entertaining night with us! ------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------ Anyways, the 2nd part is what got me. Can this person be so VAIN that they only allow pretty girls to hang out with them? Who's to say the author is Good Looking? How do you define what "pretty" is? Is it what society tells us what pretty is? In that case it's girls who starve themselves to be thin, who reduce themselves to someone else made up of plastic silicon bits because they have an INFERIORITY COMPLEX,

Only Me
warm weather fan,collector,boat owner,ocean fisherman,tattooed and still receiving ink,love of many art forms,female form,gentle kind in mannor,outer shell not what expected,most surprized,very kind,animal lover,nature, photography,black/white darkroom in home,enjoy feeling, warm active hands,closeness a must,or not at all,no matter,your decision,movie fan,sometimes couch potatoe,not a bar person,homebody,small gatherings preferred,background of mind altering trips,not any more but retained a different view of seeing,weed smoker no cigrettes,well liked and easy to talk to if you take the time,enjoy eating so cook at home,not overweight,large body frame from years of labor,love all lady shapes,soulmate,playmate,best friend wanted,but would settle with relaxful cumpatable companions,please help me love you

Pain Verses
bleeding on the inside giving in to the pain not hiding it from the outside letting it ooze from my veins more then enough of my rage to share torn asunder and heart still beating most don't even care not sure that i do on most days thousands of pin pricks all in the same place. pain fills the world and i add my share. enjoying the suffering like most wallowing in my disrepair.

Why Do All Good Things Come To A End
Flames to dust ............ lovers to friends........why do all good things come to a end...? Honestly what will become of me dont like reality its to clear to me honestly life is dandy.... the dogs where barking at the new moon whistling a new tune hoping it would come soon the dogs where barking at the new moon whistling a new tune hoping it would come soon and they could die! Love holds many keys to different places of where our souls want to be

Something For Everone
THE POSITIVE SIDE OF LIFE: Living on Earth is expensive, but it does include a free trip around the sun every year. How long a minute is depends on what side of the bathroom door you're on. Birthdays are good for you; the more you have, the longer you live. Happiness comes through doors you didn't even know you left open. Ever notice that the people who are late are often much jollier than the people who have to wait for them? Most of us go to our grave with our music still inside of us. If Wal-Mart is lowering prices every day, how come nothing is free yet? You may be only one person in the world, but you may also be the world to one person. Some mistakes are too much fun to only make once. Don't cry because it's over; smile because it happened. We could learn a lot from crayons: some are sharp, some are pretty, some are dull, some have weird names, and all are different colors....but they all

Illegals In America
Interesting, and this is only one State If this doesn't open your eyes... nothing will! From the L.A. Times 1. 40% of all workers in L.A. County ( L.A. County has 10.2 million people) are working for cash and not paying taxes. This is because they are predominantly illegal immigrants working without a green card. 2. 95% of warrants for murder in Los Angeles are for illegal aliens. 3. 75% of people on the most wanted list in Los Angeles are illegal aliens 4. Over 2/3 of all births in Los Angeles County are to illegal alien Mexicans on Medi-Cal , whose births were paid for by taxpayers. 5. Nearly 35% of all inmates in California detention centers are Mexican nationals here ill! egally. 6. Over 300,000 illegal aliens in Los Angeles County are living in garages. 7. The FBI reports half of all gang members in Los Angeles are most likely illegal aliens from south of the border. 8. Nearly 60% of all occupants of HUD properties are illegal.

Will Be Having Surgery
To my friends and family i will be having surgery on the 30th of july and most likely wont be on much the rest of that week.So know i'm not ignoring anyone just not feeling well. Will let you all know when i'm back to being myself. love and kisses CERIDWEN

Hey
Hey everybody! This is my first blog post and unfortunately I probably won't get to do them that often because I work so much. On average, 90 hours a week. You can call me crazy. I hear it all of the time. Classes are going to be starting soon, so hopefully, I can get my hours cut down a lot and I will be able to do more. So, anyway, just wanted to say HI to everyone.

Old_man_mike
Possible embilishments may occour below so be forewarned. It was only my second citation to have ever served. I had taken far too little for the job and knew better but I wanted to get the business even if it meant undercutting the competition far too much. Red flags were in abundance; A Jittery legal assistant eager to get me out of their office with only a shrug as to the disposition of the defendant. Errors on the actual address that were I not the most diligent person cost me hours and miles. And finally, the service was in a part of town I shouldn’t to be going to at any time of day. I thought, “This is where the wild things are.” And then I thought, “Shouldn’t I be in my pajamas that have the little feet sewn into them?” After an interminable drive, I arrived at the address in question which turned out to be the projects unquestionably. Squat little eight unit one and two bedroom apartment buildings right off the ass end of a noisy major highway. The sign sai

Feelings
Once there was a destiny that I wanted to fill in my heart, dreaming and a fantasy.. Life is very open and sometimes closed. You share your precious moments with someone you have trust and faith in them.. You bare your tears and a shoulder when you know that person is just a friend. You weep from memories, just to keep you going on the next day. When thinking about the great times you shared when they were always around. Pieces of life will always be there, you put them back in your heart. Beyond Life only gives you strength, No one is here to judge you, nor hate you. Life is away of living, dont take it away from me my love is unfound.

We Were Once
I once loved you so much And for so long. Why did you leave When I did nothing wrong? Your smile was once the sun On a dark, rainy day. It would clear up the sky And keep it from being gray. Your eyes were once the shine Of the world's glowing light. Or were they the twinkling stars That once filled the night? Your hands once had power To give me the softest touch. They'd always give me a slight tingle, Which is why I loved them so much. Your hugs were once the medicine That'd change a frown to cheer. A shiver would run through my body Every time I feel your love near. Your kisses were once the wind, They were fresh and breezy against my face. They were gentle, so gentle, It's something no one will replace. But, now you like someone else, And it's driving me insane. Although it's over for us, The love we had still remains. And so I tell myself... Never again will I cry. You were once everything to me, That I ca

I Was........
I was old before i was young, the question thus becomes, where am i? and where have i run ? from, who am i ? and why do i have this gun? run. away into your pleasantries the beast and i are one. run. away into eternity became a sungod son eternal. not strung along by funds. subdermal. the beast and i are one. run. right back from where you came from. all ive ever needed is the one. me and my monster sungodsons.

My Letter For You
My heart beats for you alone. Every waking moment, you allure my thoughts with sweet words and deeds. Hearing your voice brings peace, comfort and a smile to my face at the sheer thought of you. When our eyes locked for the very first time, you rendered me breathless. Now, with the same intense gaze, passionate warmth envelops my heart. As each moment passes us by, I feel myself drawn more closely to you. The memories we have shared thus far encompass only the beginning. My heart soars when I am with you. In your absence, I close my eyes and dream of your close embrace, our fingers intertwined and your soft lips pressed against mine. Everything about you takes my breath away. Body, Mind, Heart and Soul ~ Melissa Jade

Ups And Downs
Life can be simple and sometimes torn, looking back to what was once instored. Turning back the hourglass to a year ago, finding that someone to gather all the pain. In your heart you feel empty and sometimes alone, the best of it all is that life has its ups and downs, til one day you look the other way and you are back on the ground. Fallen tears looking into what lies ahead, following your memories and the one's that are about to come. Laying in bed thinking about the one who turns you on. Remembering how life would be if he was there just holding me. Life has its ups and downs, damn dont I know that. Life is always full of hope just waiting to be set free.

This Is Me
WELL MY FRIEND BABYGURL TOLD ME ABOUT THIS SITE AND I THOUGHT ID CHECKIT OUT....IM GLAD I DID!!! IVE NEVER FELT SO WELCOME WOW IM SPEACHLESS WELL LET ME TELL YOU ABOUT ME: IM ENGAGED TO GET MARRIED ON AUG THE 12TH 2007 TO MY BEST FRIEND JOSHUA( HIS PIC IS IN MY PIC ALBULM) I HAVE THREE CHILDREN AND A SASSY ATTITUDE. I LOVE ALL THINGS AND HAVE A VERY OPEN MIND AND VERY STRAIGHT FORWARD. IF YOU DONT WANT MY OPINION DONT ASK! I HAVE HOBBIES AND WORKING ON A COLLEGE DEGREE IN BUSINESS AND IM A STAY AT HOME MOTHER AND SOON TO BE WIFE IM HERE TO FIND FREINDS NOT A LOVER UNLESS YOU ARE FEMALE THEM ILL SHARE WITH MY MAN HE LOVES THAT ABOUT ME!!!!! WELL IF I HAVE LEFT ANYTHING OUT AND YOU WANT TO KNOW THEN ALL YOU HAVE TO DO IS ASK BY THE WAY " I LOVE TO FLIRT!!!!"

Hatefiles
-Damnation- hey bitch, bring me the gun my painted hollow heart could care less if you cease to breathe your actions, so monotonous, predictable an obvious you make me sick, you make me sick I don't care about you I don't think I could choke you, fuck you, throw you away just like i should living doesn't hurt when you don't have a heart sure i've got one in my chest, but the beat has yet to start living sure must hurt when you follow your heart the one I had in my chest, I've cut out with the lie shards I don't care about you I don't think I could choke you, fuck you, throw you away just like i should get your shit straight sucker no one gives a fuck about you come on motherfucker show me what you're gonna do you think I fell in love? sorry for misleading you you mean everything to me until I'm done and I reload though you don't mean a thing to me shaking on the floor I will lead you to safety my bloody, broken little whore hey bitch, bring me th

Am I Here
I was thinking the ather day. I work and work and don't seem to get anywhere. Don't get me wrong my kids are taken care of, but I just really can't figure out where this life is going. I guess it's like a lottery ticket you just wait and see. Life really sucks sometimes.

Honesty
SEE HOW MANY PEOPLE SEND THIS BACK TO YOU! EVEN IF YOU HAVE A BOYFRIEND OR GIRLFRIEND- REPOST THIS! 1. Your Name: 2. Age: 3. Favorite position (s) ? 4. Do you think I'm hot? 5. Would you have sex with me? 6. If we already have would you have sex with me again? 7. What would you like to do to me? 8. Would we have sex in the shower with me? 9. How often do you think about having sex with me? 10. Would you leave after or stay the night? 11. Do you like cuddling afterwards? 12. Condom or skin? 13. Do you give Oral pleasures? 14. Do you like to receive Oral Pleasures? 15. Where is your fantasy place to have sex? 16. Would you kiss me during sex? 17. Do you masturbate? 20. Do you think of me while you masturbate? 21. Would you use me as a booty call? 22. What turns you on? 23. Do you like fore play? 24. What is fore play to you? 25. Can we take pictures of the act? 26. Would you have sex with me even if your in rela

Wtf Is This
LADY DI IS SMOKIN!!!!! Come help her out in this contest she is in for a Happy hour. If everyone on my list could please please please come and leave 25 comments or more that would help make sure she says on TOP. The comp came in last night and pulled up over 5000 comments, so they are on our butt now. Thank you all so much for anyone who comes and helps out. Bites and Licks, Dark Enigma.

My Pics Are Back Open!!! :)
WHOOOOOOOOOOOOO......HOOOOOOOOOO.. I HAVE DECIDED TO OPEN UP ALL MY PICS BACK UP AGAIN..... :) LOL.... SO PLAY NICE... OR I WILL CLOSE THEM ALL BACK UP AGAIN AND MAKE THEM PRIVATE YET AGAIN .... LOL..... SO COME SHOW THIS DEAD ZOMBIE GIRL SOME LUV... YOU KNOW SHE ALWAYS SHOWS IT BACK!!!! MUCH LOVE....

To Every Guy
To every guy that's said, "You're beautiful." To every guy that was never too busy to drive across town (or across the state) to see her. To every guy that gives flowers and a card when she is sick. To every guy who has given her flowers just because. To every guy that said he would die for her. To every guy that really would. To every guy that did what she wanted to do. To every guy that cried in front of her. To every guy that she cried in front of. To every guy that holds hands with her. To every guy that kisses her with meaning. To every guy that hugs her when she's sad. To every guy that hugs her for no reason at all. To every guy who would give their jacket up for her. To every guy that calls to make sure she got home safe. To every guy that would sit and wait for her for hours just to see her for ten minutes To every guy that would give his seat up. To every guy that just wants to cuddle. To every guy that reassured her tha

Sad......
This time, This place Misused, Mistakes Too long, Too late Who was I to make you wait Just one chance Just one breath Just in case there's just one left 'Cause you know, you know, you know I love you I loved you all along and I miss you Been far away for far too long I keep dreaming you'll be with me and you'll never go Stop breathing if I don't see you anymore On my knees, I'll ask Last chance for one last dance 'Cause with you, I'd withstand All of hell to hold your hand I'd give it all I'd give for us Give anything but I won't give up 'Cause you know, you know, you know That I love you I have loved you all along And I miss you Been far away for far too long I keep dreaming you'll be with me and you'll never go Stop breathing if I don't see you anymore So far away Been far away for far too long So far away Been far away for far too long But you know, you know, you know I wanted I wanted you to stay

Step Back Iraq
"To the Soldiers of the US Militaries" Can you hear the Liberty Bell ringing? Bong...Bong...Bong... That's the sound of freedom singing her song... We've worked hard to build this country and yes, we stand proud... Don't tread upon our land with your face behind a shroud... We'll never run and hide like Al Queda in the sand... Our military defends our country with their guns in their hand... We're not proud of death and destruction for we've lost loved ones to... But they will die standing tall and proud from a war created by you... Our good will win above all evil heart, love and great pride... That's the difference you don't see the almighty God, he's our guide... The Lord is our savior, this we know he'll pull us through this long cold war... And when our boys come home from this land of afar... They will stand ready and proud to answer that next call... So heed our warnings, from the start we promise, your land will fall... Lay down your

Stop Harrassing Dazzy-lynn!!!
Here we go AGAIN.....FIRST FORNICATES NOW DAZZY...Grrrr.. Stop harrasing DAZZY!!! Dam... Ya haters needs to stop that shit..... She is BEAUTIFUL the way she is.... So if ya dont like it.. Get off it.... Before I ZOMBIE bitch slap ya'll.......... Dazzy a kewl chick!!!!! So GUYS and GALS.... Stop by her page add her Fan her rate her and TELL HER MIDNIGHT ZOMBIE GIRL SENT YOU .. :) HEHE... ........MIDNIGHTZOMBIEGIRL....... Click on her Pic to get to her site of the LINK below!!!! :) Thankies.... http://fubar.com/user/660533

It Does Not Interest Me...
"It doesn't interest me what you do for living. I want to know what you ache for, and if you dare to dream of meeting your heart's longing. It doesn't interest me how old you are. I want to know if you will risk looking like a fool for love, for your dreams, for the adventures of being alive. It doesn't interest me what planets are squaring your moon. I want to know if you have touched the center of your own sorrow, if you have been opened by life's betrayals, or have become shriveled and closed from fear of further pain. I want to know if you can sit with pain, mine or your own, if you can dance with the wildness and let ecstasy fill you to the tips of your fingers and toes without cautioning us to be careful, to be realistic, or to remember the limitations of being human. It doesn't interest me if the story you are telling me is true. I want to know if you can disappoint another to be true to yourself; If you can bear the accusation of

It's A..
GIRL!!!! Awwwwwwww... it's a 3D ultrasound.. I'm 6mo. pregnant and she's just the most beautiful thing in the whole wide world.. Can you see the lil nose and lips? awwwww Just thought I'd share this excitement with my friends.. If you don't like it, don't look.

Happy
Hey, I am just sitting here trying to figure out what to do. I want to be with this guy and he wants to be with me. The problem is that we live in 2 different states and that makes it really hard on us both. I am trying to do what I think is right by trying to get my life straightened out and then moving out there to be with him and I am thinking that if I do that things will be much better for us. If anyone has any advice please help. Thanks Jessica

Having A Bad Day?
In a hospital's Intensive Care Unit, patients always died in the same bed, on Sunday morning, at about 11:00 a.m., regardless of their medical condition. This puzzled the doctors and some even thought it had something to do with the supernatural. No one could solve the mystery as to why the deaths occurred around 11:00 a.m. on Sunday, so a worldwide team of experts was assembled to investigate the cause of the incidents. The next Sunday morning, a few minutes before 11:00 a.m., all of the doctors and nurses nervously waited outside the ward to see for themselves what the terrible phenomenon was all about. Some were holding wooden crosses, prayer books, and other holy objects to ward off the evil spirits. Just when the clock struck 11:00, Pookie Johnson, the part-time Sunday sweeper, entered the ward and unplugged the life support system so he could use the vacuum cleaner. Having a Bad Day???? The average cost of rehabilitating a seal after the Exx

Who Cares Lol
Best Tummy on Fubar (Male and Female and even prego bellies) 1st- 1 day blast 1,000$ in fubar gifts 2nd- 3,000$ in fubar gifts 3rd- 1,000$ in fubar gifts *gifts are your choice and amount is subject to change* Comment Bombing is allowed rates worth 2 pts each comments worth 1 pt each no downrating or ill kick your fubar ass! =P send all pics to me or direct me to the apporpriate picture! Heather "O" ~Loves Our Troops~ ELITE BOMBER~Gerry's Mistress@ fubar (repost of original by 'Heather "O" (fubar wife to Big Deal)~Loves Our Troops~ ELITE BOMBER~' on '2007-07-28 12:58:31')

The Cat That Predicts Death
Oscar the cat seems to have an uncanny knack for predicting when nursing home patients are going to die, by curling up next to them during their final hours. His accuracy, observed in 25 cases, has led the staff to call family members once he has chosen someone. It usually means they have less than four hours to live. "He doesn't make too many mistakes. He seems to understand when patients are about to die," said Dr. David Dosa in an interview. He describes the phenomenon in a poignant essay in Thursday's issue of the New England Journal of Medicine. "Many family members take some solace from it. They appreciate the companionship that the cat provides for their dying loved one," said Dosa, a geriatrician and assistant professor of medicine at Brown University. The 2-year-old feline was adopted as a kitten and grew up in a third-floor dementia unit at the Steere House Nursing and Rehabilitation Center. The facility treats people with Alzheimer's, Parkinson's disease and other

Kids Write About The Sea
1) This is a picture of an octopus. It has eight testicles. (Kelly age 6) 2) Oysters' balls are called pearls. (James age 6) 3) If you are surrounded by sea you are an Island . If you don't have sea all round you, you are incontinent. ( Wayne age 7) 4) Sharks are ugly and mean, and have big teeth, just like Emily Richardson. She's not my friend no more. (Kylie age 6) 5) A dolphin breaths through an asshole on the top of its head. (Billy age 8) 6) My uncle goes out in his boat with pots, and comes back with crabs. (Millie age 6) 7) When ships had sails, they used to use the trade winds to cross the ocean. Sometimes, when the wind didn't blow, the sailors would whistle to make the wind come. My brother said they would have been better off eating beans. (William age 7) 8) I like mermaids. They are beautiful, and I like their shiny tails. And how on earth do mermaids get pregnant? Like, really? (Helen age 6) 9) I'm not going to write about the sea. My baby brother

32 Strange Things You Likely Didn't Know
1. A rat can last longer without water than a camel. 2. Your stomach has to produce a new layer of mucus every two weeks or it will digest itself. 3. The dot over the letter "i" is called a tittle. 4. A raisin dropped in a glass of fresh champagne will bounce up and down continuously from the bottom of the glass to the top. 5. A female ferret will die if it goes into heat and cannot find a mate. 6. A duck's quack doesn't echo. No one knows why. 7. A 2 X 4 is really 1-1/2" by 3-1/2". 8. During the chariot scene in "Ben Hur," a small red car can be seen in the distance (and Heston's wearing a watch). 9. On average, 12 newborns will be given to the wrong parents daily! (That explains a few mysteries... .) 10. Donald Duck comics were banned from Finland because he doesn't wear pants. 11. Because metal was scarce, the Oscars given out during World War II were made of wood. 12. The number of possible ways of playing the first four moves per side in

Landing In London
I woke up today in London As the plane was touching down And all I could think about was monday And maybe ill be back around If this keeps me away much longer I dont know what i will do Youve got to understand its a hard life That im going through And when the night falls in around me I dont think ill make it through Ill use your light to guide the way Cause all I think about is you Well L.A is getting kinda crazy And New york is getting kinda cold I keep my head from geting lazy I just cant wait to get back home And all these days i spend away Ill make up for this i swear I need your love to hold me up When its all too much to bear And when the night falls in around me I dont think ill make it through Ill use your light to guide the way Cause all I think about is you And all these days i spend away Ill make up for this i swear I need your love to hold me up When its all too much to bear When the night falls in around me I dont think ill make

Church Bulletin Bloopers And Typos
The Fasting & Prayer Conference includes meals. ----------------------------------------------------------------------- The sermon this morning: "Jesus Walks on the Water." The sermon tonight "Searching for Jesus." ----------------------------------------------------------------------- Our youth basketball team is back in action Wednesday at 8pm in the recreation hall. Come out and watch us kill Christ the King. -------------------------------------------------------------------- Ladies, don't forget the rummage sale. It's a chance to get rid of those things not worth keeping around the house. Don't forget your husbands. ----------------------------------------------------------------------- The peacemaking meeting scheduled for today has been canceled due to a conflict. ----------------------------------------------------------------------- Remember in prayer the many who are sick of our community. Smile at someone who is hard to love. Say "Hell" to someone who doesn't care

Us Navy Seal Vs Atheist
Two things Navy SEALS are always taught: 1. Keep your priorities in order 2. Know when to act without hesitation A college professor, an avowed atheist and active in the ACLU, was teaching his class He shocked several of his students when he flatly stated that once and for all he was going to prove there was no God. Addressing the ceiling he shouted: "GOD, if you are real, then I want you to knock me off this platform. I'll give you exactly 15 minutes". The lecture room fell silent. You could hear a pin drop. Ten minutes went by. " I'm waiting God, if you're real knock me off this platform!!!!" Again after 4 minutes, the professor taunted God saying, "Here I am, God!!! I'm still waiting!!!" His count down got down to the last couple of minutes when a SEAL, just released from the Navy after serving in Afghanistan and Iraq and newly registered in the class, walked

What Is Normal
How do you start over and what is normal. Normal? Hell I don't know. When you live for so long in a disfunctional relationship how does one even begin to think they know what normal is. See, we are creatures of habit. We make the same choices time and time again. Shouldn't there be some kind of magical bell going off in your head saying, hey asshole this is the same thing you did last time and see what it got ya. Normal, I just wish I knew. My normal seems to be looking back, finding broken people with problems, turning some sense of pitty into what I believed to be love, fixing them up dusting them off, pointing them down the right path only to see them walk out of my life. Sad part is every time they went down that path they walked away with my kids. Normal? Well if that's normal, I want nothing to do with it.

Read Before Joining
******This is a bomber family of people dedicated to fairness and equality. :-) :P :-) :P:P We will accept you as a member if you are serious about helping others more than just getting help for yourself. You must be willing and available to participate on a regular basis or you will not get the help in return. We will NOT approve any member that is currently IN a contest during the time of your friend request, or anybody in another bomber family. Every family member will get equal help. No one member more than any other. You must be a member for 10 days before you can ask for help in a contest and can only have family help on ONE contest at a time. If you choose to enter multiple contests, you are on your own for all but one of them. This 10 day probation period is so you can prove yourself as a bomber and that you do intend to bomb others and are not just here for yourself. If you do not read the blogs or bomb in your first ten days you will be removed. We don't need ALOT of

Idiot Sightings....
IDIOT SIGHTING: Hubby and I had to have the garage door repaired. The Sears repairman told us that one of our problems was that we did not have a "large" enough motor on the opener. I thought for a minute, and said that we had the largest one Sears made at that time, a 1/2 horsepower. He shook his head and said, "Lady, you need a 1/4 horsepower." I responded that 1/2 was larger than 1/4. He said, "NO, it's not. Four is larger than two." We haven't used Sears repair since. ________________________________________ IDIOT SIGHTING: I live in a semi rural area. We recently had a new neighbor call the local township administrative office to request the removal of the Deer Crossing sign on our road. The reason: " Too many deer are being hit by cars out here! I don't think this is a good place for them to be crossing anymore." From Kingman , KS ________________________________________ IDIOTS IN FOOD SERVICE: My daughter went to a local Taco Bell and ordered a taco.

Is Anybody Paying Attention
You know that you've been brainwashed by corporate owned media IF YOU ... ... believe the 5 corporations who own almost all of the media in the U.S. are liberal. ... believe $300 billion of U.S. tax money, allocated for the war and reconstruction in Iraq is actually going to Iraq . ... are unaware Iraq had 650 million barrels of oil in reserve just before the war in Iraq . ... are unaware at least $8.8 billion is known to be missing in Iraqi oil revenue from the period the U.S. was in control of Iraq . ... are unaware 198 million in Iraqi dollars is missing from the Iraq treasury from the period the U.S. was in control of Iraq . ... are unaware that war is exceptionally profitable for a small number of investors. ... believe Halliburton's no-bid contracts have nothing to do with former CEO, now Vice President Dick Cheney. ... are unaware that the Iraq war is the biggest case of war profiteering in human history. ... belie

Online Status
From the Shouts I have been receiving when I log on, it seems that it shows me online when I'm not. So - if it shows that I am online, but I don't answer your Shout, PLEASE don't think I am ignoring you. Odds are that I am not online. I have seen bulletins from other people saying they are experiencing the same thing. Hopefully they'll get this problem fixed soon. Thanks!

Spiders
First time doing a blog so not sure if i am doing this right! Here we go. I cannot stand spiders, but I have been very fascinated by this spider that hangs out in the back yard near the door. I watch it almost every night. Very interesting seeing it make its web and kill its prey. Very strange but it does not change my opinion of them just intrigues me!

What Happened....hmmmm
Seven Minutes til 10 So-- the unending circle stopped its path while pausing for a deep breath... One that would never come without giving away the ending-- Somehow spiraling to the next, Energy never dissipates fully, merely becomes transformed With the new shape creating epiphanies For the next metamorphosous Or is all o fit idealistic crap...? Designed to make the weak feel better While the play-doh reaches the light? All I really know is there is a constant Now missing from the equation of me. (written sometime after her death while i cried in a window sill) For those of you who don't know, my Maw Maw died. And for those of you who don't speak Southern (as Booz puts it), that would be my Grandmother. The last one I have left. I was blessed with 4 and that is a long story, in and of itself! She is the one who taught me how to cook, how to live, and to be. I live in my kitchen, i live to feed the people I care about. I really need my own

Dog Show Judge Has Judged Too Many Dogs!
I went to a dog show today and heard the funniest thing I have ever heard in my life about a judge. I was sitting with a group of Whippet owners and we were watching a group of whippets being judged. One in particular was quite striking and I commented on the head on him and the group of owners started laughing and they said: " yes he does have the perfect head and apparently the softest testicles on any dog!" My mouth dropped , "WHAT?" They told me that apparently yesterday he won again and the judge turn to the owner and crowd and said" This dog has the softest testicles I have ever felt in all my years of judging". The owner of the whippet was so shocked and embarrassed. OMG I said. Well of course this dog won again today and the owners stopped by and said " well we are off to buy some lotion" and shook her head. wow never heard that one!!

The Hour Of The Beast
The Hour Of The Beast my blood boils in my veins waiting to be released. like a rabid wolf, my patience is wearing. its almost the hour of the beast. i turn to many methods to relieve pain and anguish, but yet have found one that doesn't involve cutting flesh. Yet i feel it rising up in me, pushing, and tampering with my mentality. its almost the hour of the beast. like a volcanic eruption, it will not cease. my last inch of energy is being used to barricade the uprising. the last hour is upon me and i yet have found a way to suppress this feeling. its almost the hour of the beast. i see the beast in the distance calling for its throne. the howl of this beast is a shrill, my hearing ability is being over-thrown. my body is aching from fear of being consumed by my own tomb. its almost the hour of the beast. i feel the beast breathing on my neck, its as if he has moved all around me now. his breath smells of corpses and stagnated blood, such a smell is ever so fowl. i

Feelings And Shit
all i dream about are his hands. touching me, feeling me, using me. i was a child for fucks sake! his hands would rip at my clothes and tear away the innocence inside me. his hands would hold my brother so caring and tenderly yet rip open my soul to leave shreds hanging on the outside. his hands would help my mother make dinner and slap the shit out of her for cooking the noodles too long. bits and pieces of these memories in my head all the time. the one thing that i know that bothers me the most is how blind he was able to make us all. my mom totally oblivious to the abuse he was raining on me when she would turn her head or was working the grave yard so she could go to school the next day. my brother unable to grasp the fact that hitting his mommy was in fact not ok and he shouldnt be seeing this go on. and then there is little me. oldest of the 2 kids, youngest of the whole family. oldest because i was simply born first, youngest because i was not allowed to grow past the ripe age

Writers Block
I hated it when she teased me. Placing her soft lips upon mine. So I could taste the salty ocean water. Her hand tossing my hair about, allowing the wind to take hold of it. The warmth of her hand caressing my cheek. The taste of the ocean upon her skin, as I kiss her palm. Wishing I could wrap my arms around her. But she dances out of my reach, blowing me a kiss. I can always remember the taste of her, upon my lips. Watching as she dances upon the sand, twirling about, the warm ocean air that lifts her glorious hair. The long brown length past her waist, watching as the sun dry it into salty ringlets. Her toes curling in the cold, wet sand. The waves slowly crashing in flowing over her feet. Hearing her laughter fill the air, the twinkling melody. Gripping the wet hem of her dress, splashing the ocean waves. Seeing tiny water droplets fly into the air. Creating tiny rainbows across her skin. As the sun sets behind. How I long to join her. Take her into my arms and danc

Not What I Left Behind
i find that thangs are diffrent and im not even home yet. i hate talking to people online or the phone. every day fells the same and i try to better my self but feels as if im falling to do so , over and over agine. I read the news to stay up on shit at home and i find all is in a downward spin. then being here my friends are die for people who dont even care any more. all was great when the war started, but now everyonr is board with the idea. then you guys say you your with the troops but your not into the war, that is the dumbest shit i have ever heard, if theres no wars theres no us. IF you guys really cared about us and for are lives you would be here, putting your ass on the line every day. some of you dont get this its 24/7 here when were up and when where sleepin. well i guess im just going on about shit sorry

Growing Things
Yes, call me a dork....I am growing an avocado and papaya trees.... I just dried out the seeds and planted them...and guess what....they grew! (amazing) The fruit of the avocado if there is any will not be edible, but the papaya might be. Time will tell. That's life here in deep south Texas! (gotta love it!)

Book Report
Book Report One student turned in the following book report, with the proposition that they were nearly identical stories! His cool professor gave him an A+ for this report. Titanic:.... cost - $29.99 Clinton:..... cost - $29.99 Titanic:..... Over 3 hours to read Clinton:..... Over 3 hours to read Titanic:.... The story of Jack and Rose, their forbidden love, and subsequent catastrophe. Clinton:..... The story of Bill and Monica, their forbidden love, and subsequent catastrophe. Titanic:..... Jack is a starving artist. Clinton:..... Bill is a bullshit artist. Titanic:.... In one scene, Jack enjoys a good cigar. Clinton:..... Ditto for Bill. Titanic:..... During the ordeal, Rose's dress gets ruined. Clinton:..... Ditto for Monica. Titanic:..... Jack teaches Rose to spit. Clinton:..... Let's not go there. Titanic:..... Rose gets to keep her jewelry Clinton:.... Monica's forced to return her gifts. Titanic:..... Rose remembers Ja

Morals
donkey in the well One day a farmer's donkey fell down into a well. The animal cried piteously for hours as the farmer tried to figure out what to do. Finally, he decided the animal was old, and the well needed to be covered up anyway; it just wasn't worth it to retrieve the donkey. He invited all his neighbors to come over and help him. They all grabbed a shovel and began to shovel dirt into the well. At first, the donkey realized what was happening and cried horribly. Then, to everyone's amazement he quieted down. A few shovel loads later, the farmer finally looked down the well. He was astonished at what he saw. With each shovel of dirt that hit his back, the donkey was doing something amazing. He would shake it off and take a step up. As the farmer's neighbors continued to shovel dirt on top of the animal, he would shake it off and take a step up. Pretty soon, everyone was amazed as the donkey stepped up over the edge of the well and happi

Gone On Vacation Again :p
Well people here is my traveling route cross Europe Oslo, Goteborg, Kopenhagen, Hamburg, Hanover, Munich, Gratz, Ljubljana, Trieste, Pissa, Ancona, Split, Dubrovnik, Sarajevo, Beograd, Skopje, Thesaloniki, Athen, Istanbul and back hehe someone wanna come Hope all you stay safe on FUBAR and having fun those who have my email send me some good words people Catch you from time to time HUGS and love to ALL of you. Dino

Aprilluvsu
----------------- Bulletin Message ----------------- From: "Supporting Elijah" Date: Jul 29, 2007 6:57 AM ----------------- Bulletin Message -----------------From: NiKKiDate: Jul 29, 2007 9:33 AM----------------- Bulletin Message -----------------From: "Supporting Elijah"Date: Jul 29, 2007 1:12 AMPlease add yourself to this prayer chain and pray for this precious baby boy~~God Bless you Logan....may God himself carry you through this broken road of life...May he make you strong to fight any battle and may he make you faithful in his duty and obligation to protect you and guide you!You are a precious baby boy and deserve nothing but the best of health..God bless you angelKara WPlease sign this and keep reposting to let Logans family know that we ARE praying for him.~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~1.Kara Williams and Family2.NIKKI RUUD AND FAMILY 3. APRIL & STEVEN SWINFORD-LOUISIANA

Honesty
Making Love To A Friend You were always so perfect to me, so soft and gentle, cherishing you instantly, without a second glance, I never distrusted those eyes, that lied to me continuously, I promised you I'd always try, but slowly you were losing me. I would always have given you anything, just to keep your interest, stopping my heart from remembering, all the pain you caused, I never pulled away from that kiss, that held a painful hint of truth, Maybe you'd be too hard to miss, so I said I was still in love with you. I wanted more than just the infatuation, that you found in me. You said love was only a distraction, that you really didn't need, so I cried myself to sleep, knowing the times we shared must end. You couldn't let emotion run deep, you said you made love to me, as a friend. But eventually, my love, friendships fade, too, and I can't make love and walk away, pretending I don't love you. Never once did I push you away, but everything

My Archives Folder
Maybe Maybe . . . we were supposed to meet the wrong people before meeting the right one so that, when we finally meet the right person, we will know how to be grateful for that gift. Maybe . . . when the door of happiness closes, another opens; but, often times, we look so long at the closed door that we don't even see the new one which has been opened for us. Maybe . . . it is true that we don't know what we have until we lose it, but it is also true that we don't know what we have been missing until it arrives. Maybe . . . the happiest of people don't necessarily have the best of everything; they just make the most of everything that comes along their way. Maybe . . . the brightest future will always be based on a forgotten past; after all, you can't go on successfully in life until you let go of your past mistakes, failures and heartaches. Maybe . . you should dream what you want to dream; go where you want to go, be what you want to be

Stuck On Level 17!! :(
COULD ANYONE PLEEEEEEEEEEEASE HELP ME GET OFF THIS STUPID LEVEL 17 ALREADY............LOL.... I BEEN STUCK ON THIS LEVEL FOR AGES ALREADY... LOL.. :( :p HELP A ROTTING DEAD STINK ZOMBIE GIRL OUT... LMAO!!!! THANKIES..... :) IF I COULD AFFORD A 3 DAY OR 7 DAY BLAST I WOULD GET ONE.. BUT I DONT OWN ANY CREDIT CARDS EITHER... LOL.... YEAH IMMA GIRL GO FIGURE RIGHT... NEVER HAVE HAD ANY CREDIT CARDS.... DAD TAUGHT ME WELL.. LOL.. :) ..... AND THE CONTEST I WAS IN I WAS IN 3RD PLACE AND PROBABLY WOULD HAVE WON THE 3 DAY BLAST.. BUT AS YOU KNOW.. WHAT HAPPEND TO THAT NOW.... :(

Revised/additional: This Has Been Boiling My Blood More And More Each Day For Like A Month......
REVISED/ADDITIONAL: ALSO, i am NOT talking about people who ALWAYS had their stuff private....i am talking about friends i already had that have moved/hidden their stuff for fear of 'bad people', etc....and i rated MANY MANY pics and left b-day comments and things like that.... anyway....whatever.....everyone can have their own opinion, and i am sure that some would agree with me, just they haven't seen bulletin (plus i HAVE seen similar things to mine lately)... usually i am nice and agreeable and most everyone says kudos when i post something ;) --------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- this has been boiling my blood more and more each day for like a month...... FUCK PRIVATE PICS! about everyone is making them family only and is ridiculous....and pics i used to be able to see that i didn't rate all of them, i now have no access to them to rate or comment or admire them! I RATE AND FAN AND COMMENT ALL THE TIME an

!!!! Working Again As Technical Writer/engineering For Company Close To Covington, Ky !!!!
!!!! WORKING AGAIN AS TECHNICAL WRITER/ENGINEERING FOR COMPANY CLOSE TO COVINGTON, KY !!!! it's a long drive (still live in Miamisburg, OH) but the $ is VERY good ;D

Wtf Is This World Coming To??
If your anywhere near as old as me you'll now how true this is. Oh, how the world has changed, but was it for the better ? School 1977 vs. School 2007 Scenario: Johnny and Mark get into a fist fight after school. 1977 - Crowd gathers. Mark wins. Johnny and Mark shake hands and end up friends. 2007 - Police are called, Armed Response Unit arrives and arrests Johnny and Mark. Cell phones with video of fight confiscated as evidence. They are charged with assault, and both are suspended even though Johnny started it. Diversionary conferences and parent meetings conducted. Video shown on 6 internet sites. Scenario: Jeffrey won't sit still in class, disrupts other students. 1977 - Jeffrey is sent to the principal's office and verbally thrashed. Returns to class, sits still and does not disrupt class again. 2007 - Jeffrey is given huge doses of Ritalin. Counseled to death. Becomes a zombie. Tested for ADD. School gets extra funding because Jeffrey has a disability

One Question
One Question a quick question ONE QUESTION.. Ok, I had this sent to me and I thought it was cool. If you dont want to do this, no biggie! I thought I would post this and see what happened. Question.... 1 question. 1 chance. 1 answer. That's all you get. You get to ask me 1 question. (TO MY INBOX) Any one question, no matter how crazy it is. ANY 1 question!! Conditions: I won't tell ANYONE what you asked me and I promise to answer it truthfully. The catch is, you have to repost this and see what people ask you.

Sex Blog :p
1. Would you be in control? 2.Would u go slow or fast? 3. Would you wisper in my ear? 4. Would you talk dirty to me? 5. Would you kiss me with a little tongue or a lot of tongue? 6. Would you say my name? 7. Would you go down on me? 8. Would you let me give you a hickie? 9. How many rounds would we go? 10. What would you wanna do afterwards? 11. Would you take off all ur clothes then take mine off slowly? 12. Would you lick and bite me all over? 13. Would you like 2 play or get straight to the point? 14. Would you want me to take my time? 15. Would u fall asleep when we were done? 16. Would u want me to go fast or slow? 17. Where would u wanna "do it" at? 18 Would u be loud or quiet? 19. Would you mind if i liked you? 20. Would you do it 2day? 21. Would you do it 2morrow? 22. Are you going to re-post these so I can answer them for you?

Ripping My Personal Photos Of Myself
I DON'T SEE WHY PEOPLE RIP PERSONAL PHOTOS OF OTHER PEOPLE I CAN SEE THEM RIPPING OTHER STUFF SUCH AS FUNNY STUFF OR ANY OF THE OTHER IMAGES BUT TAKING PEOPLES PERSONAL IMAGES OF THEM SELF IS WRONG AND THEN I ASLO DONT THINK IT IS FAIR TO THE PERSON THAT GOT THE IMAGE OF THEMSELVES RIPPED NOT TO KNOW WHO RIPPED IT BUT WHEN PEOPLE RIP FUNNY IMAGES OR WHAT EVER IT SAYS WHO RIPPED THEM AT LEAST IT DID WHEN THE SITE WAS CHERRY TAP SO PLEASE DONT RIP MY PERSONAL PHOTOS AND IF YOU AGREE ON THIS MATTER THEN POST A BLOG THEN MAYBE WE WILL BE HEARD IF IT HAS HAPPEND TO YOU THANK YOU ... LiL MiSs LuNd

Leveling Needed
Hey ya'll..hoping you would help him by fanning and rating...he's very sweet and loves to show luv back...hugs and kisses to all and much appreciation! mas68ou12 ~ FOUNDER OF ~ MASTER OF DEMONS FAMILY ~BOMBERS~@ fubar

Vampire Love Poems
When a man and a woman talk to each other, sometimes they both feel they are meant to be together. Sometimes they both feel they have known each other for eternity. Sometimes they both feel a connection to each other but just couldn't figure out what it is. Some people say it may has to be with their past lives. I do not know if any of these are true. But I feel it since I've met you. You seem like someone I've always wanted since I've known love. You seem to have what I've always wanted from a woman. Oh... Baby please let me hold you close to me. Baby please allow me listen to your beautiful heart beats. Baby please let me just rest in your arms. Feeling your warm body next to my skin takes me to heaven. Oh baby please,I love this sweet surrender. Let me feel what you feel. If I do not feel love as much as you do,please let me feel it. If I do not feel pain as much as you do,oh baby please let me feel it. It would not be pain for me but plea

Murhhy's Additional Laws.
Murphy's Lesser Known Laws 1. Light travels faster than sound. This is why some people appear bright until you hear them speak. 2. He who laughs last, thinks slowest. 3. Change is inevitable, except from a vending machine. 4. Those who live by the sword get shot by those who don't. 5. Nothing is foolproof to a sufficiently talented fool. 6. The 50-50-90 rule: Anytime you have a 50-50 chance of getting something right, there's a 90% probability you'll get it wrong. 7. If you lined up all the cars in the world end to end, someone would be stupid enough to try to pass them, five or six at a time.... on a hill....on a curve...in the fog. 8. If the shoe fits, get another one just like it. 9. The things that come to those who wait will be the things left by those who got there first. 10. Give a man a fish a d he will eat for a day. Teach a man to fish and he will sit in a boat all day drinking beer. 11. A flashlight is a case for holding dead batteries. 12

Hey You !!!!
Name: Brandt Birthday: -11-12-78- Birthplace: New Jersey Current Location: Stuck In A Hole Eye Color: haz,brn, grn, gry Hair Color: dirty blond, brown Height: 5,10 Right Handed or Left Handed: Righty Your Heritage: Irish The Shoes You Wore Today: Uptowns Your Weakness: never let anyone know your weakness Your Fears: same Your Perfect Pizza: My Own Goal You Would Like To Achieve This Year: Geting the fuck outa NY Your Most Overused Phrase On an instant messenger: lol Thoughts First Waking Up: I gota get up? Your Bedtime: Whenever I pass out Your Most Missed Memory: Weekends Pepsi or Coke ; Dew MacDonalds or Burger King: BK Single or Group Dates: Single Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea: Nestea Chocolate or Vanilla: Vanilla Cappuccino or Coffee: Both Do you Smoke: Maybe Do you Swear: Fuck yea Do you Sing: In the shower Do you Shower Daily: Yup (To keep on my singing) Have you Been in Love: Pretty sure Do you want to get Married: Depends Do you b

Being Alone
It's amazing what it's like to be alone after being married for 15 years. I came home from a weekend trip to have my wife ask for a divorce, She has been out cheating on me with guys she met thru these chat rooms for the past two years and I am the only one that didn;t know. I should be furiously mad, but the fact is I do still love her and can't get her out of my mind. I'm in the process of selling everything I own here in the small town we live in and moving to Miami, Fl where my work is. The only plus is the fact that our two young boys want to go with me. They are giving me the strength to go on, but it still doesn't replace the loss I feel, just to have someone to hold in the middle of the night, or to spend my time with while watching the boys play. I realize I am not the first person this has happened to, but knowing every body elses experiences hasn't helped. They say time is the only healer. Unfortunately time moves very slowly. To all those that read this beaware of what is h

Glasgow Uk Vsusa
Differences between Glasgow and America after a terror incident at an airport: America:"Oh my God! there was a man on fire, he was running about, i just ran for my life..i thought i was gonna die,he got so close to me" Glasgow: "C*nt wis running aboot on fire,so a ran up 'n gave him a good boot,then decked him" America :"I just wanna get home,away from here..i just wanna get home,i thought i was gonna die" Glasgow:"here shug, am no leaving here till am oan a f*ckin' plane!" America:"there was pandemonium,people were running in all directions, we didn't know what was happening, I thought i was gonna die" Glasgow:"F*ck this fir a kerry oan,moan we ll get a pint in" America:"We thought he was gonna blow us all up he had a gas canister,and was trying to get into his trunk,i thought we were gonna die,i just ran for my life" Glasgow:"a swaggered by the motor that wis on fire,and the dafty couldnae even open his boot,he wis in fire annaw so a ran up n gave him a good boot

Funny Facts
* During all police investigations, it will be necessary to visit a strip club at least once. * When they are alone, all foreigners prefer to speak English to each other. * If being chased through town, you can usually take cover in a passing St. Patrick's Day parade - at any time of year. * All beds have special L-shaped cover sheets which reach up to the armpit level on a woman but only to the waist level on the man lying beside her. * The Chief of Police will almost always suspend his star detective - or give him 48 hours to finish the job. * All grocery bags contain at least one stick of French Bread. * It's easy for anyone to land a plane providing there is someone to talk you down. * The ventilation system of any building is the perfect hiding place - noone will ever think of looking for you in there and you can travel to any other part of the building undetected. * Police departments give their officers personality tests to make sure they

Adventure
ok this is what one should do... if one wants to bring intrest, detail, and or fun to ones life. i do this often... sometimes to often... but ive seen some crazy shit and done some amazing things so its a few simple steps as follows: 1: think of a place you have always wanted to go. 2: devise a plan gather enough money to get plane, bus or train ticket. 3: Go... meet people along the way and embrase the adventure. Note: im not responsible for any and all problems one may encounter BUT, i AM responsible for any and all good fortune and times... thats all me... (your welcome)...(please come again)

Stuff About Me
if you haven't figured out by now i have a wide variety of things i like, but mostly anything to do with comedy, like bill engvall or al yankovich. i plan on getting some pic of me doing the one sport i love to do and that is bowling.

A Short Rant About Jobs And Piercings......
I want do be able to do what I want and not worry about how its going to hold me back in life. People who have piercings have to be clean, you have to know how to take care of them, and it isnt easy. This is discrimination, its not fair for the work place to not allow a simple piece of jewelry to be worn. I mean what is the difference between a lip and an ear???? It still involves something sharp going through skin to put something beautiful in to acessorize. I just happen to like them in other places than my ears! Its against our rights. Piercings do not harm anyone. It royally pisses me off. I mean a toothless crackwhore with hickeys on her neck from last night's crack fuck can serve me my double cheeseburger or waffle.... but me, the chick with piercings in her face and red in her hair, cant. When I live a clean lifestyle, take care of myself, and work as hard as the next person at a job. Its rediculous.

My Turn On's And Turn Off's
PLEASE REMEMBER JUST CUZ THESE ARE MY TURN ONS, IT DOESNT MEAN I AM NOT A LADY, I AM A LADY, AND I AM NOT A WHORE. THESE ARE JUST THINGS I LIKE....AND IF I GET ANYTHING NEGATIVE FROM IT, I WILL DELETE YOU OR IGNORE YOU. ANY JEALOUSY FROM GIRLS OVER MY BLUNTNES OR CRASSNESS WILL NOT BE TOLERATED, IT ISNT MY FAULT YOU DONT HAVE BALLS. GOOD DAY! ALSO, ITS NOT LIMITED TO THESE, AND THERE CAN BE EXCEPTIONS....I CAN BE LENIENT...OR NOT, IT JUST DEPENDS ON WHO YOU ARE REALLY. MY TURN ON'S (I might add more in the future) facials cum sucking guys off LOL cum on me, on my face and lips, being spanked having my neck kissed or licked or sucked on being cock slapped my hair being tugged not pulled being kissed romantically being kissed hard fondling someone someone fondling me doggy style watching guys jack off i want to see a guy fuck a blow up doll tattoos piercings tight pants not tight pants built guys big guys skinny guys tall guys short guys guys with

Beer Is My Boyfriend
Yep, I said it, beer is my boyfriend. I am sure that its some other person's boyfriend or girlfriend somewhere else. But Yuengling specifically is my boyfriend, and natty ice is my little thing on the side that gives me quickies, we have lots of fun. Although I have to say we mostly we just hang out at random friends houses. I have lots of fun with my Yuengling (bud light) though, i think that is why he is my main man. We are very social, and hang out a lot at different bars with different people. He is just so crisp and refreshing, and I can never get enough, of him. I kiss them both about 100 times a night, when at the bar, or at a friends. I know that may seem like a lot, but he doesnt mind, as long as I swallow afterwards. This is why I love my beer. They dont have to trust me, really they just dont care. They dont care if i sleep with other people, in fact they encourage it. They will never leave me, and I see them almost every night, and they dont think i am too clingy if i want

Friendship And Philosophy
Have you ever had people who you thought were your friends? And you called them your friends, and you talked to them on an almost daily basis? And then come to find out, when you think that you are friends with them, you find out through something that you arent considered one of the good friends? Wow I wonder how many "friends" I think I have that really arent. They just consider me some chick they talk to when they need to talk or need someone. In my eyes I always thought that was a friend. I guess the definition has changed once again. Soon friendships are going to be like relationships. Where you are just "talking" about being friends. Relationships are disappearing almost completely, because no one wants to deal with a break up. So people just disappear, and its no skin off their teeth cuz they werent "dating" persay. So is that what our friendships are coming to? Are relationships of any kind coming to an end as we know it? Are we all going to be left standing alone in this world

Random Old Myspace Blog Thats Funny
Monday, December 12, 2005 Anti Christ Current mood: accomplished Category: MySpace Im doing fabulous today. Its sunny outside, a lil chilly, but that isnt bad at all. so anyway whats on everyone's mind? Im sure a lot of you out there have something interesting to say. other peoples lives are very interesting. just think of all the things other people are out doing while you are doing what you are doing. if that makes any sense. you know there are a gazillion different things going on. i wonder what the odds are that you are doing the same thing as someone else at this moment......ummmm wait, actually you are, if you are reading this now, more than likely you are like about a million other people who are on MYSPACE right now. Wow, what are the odds man? Its taking over. So much now that people can only talk about their myspace, and what they did on myspace today, and how everyone on their top 8 is, and all about them. Wow, what is the world coming to? Its going to completely t

Im Just Me
I LOVE THIS!!!!! Its so me! Current mood: lethargic I read this and loved it, it was so me, but it was written by a, friend, I guess you could call him, and I give him mad props....this is great! I'm not talented enough to be an artist, not peppy enough to be a cheerleader, too unemotional to be emo, not ghetto enough to be gangsta, I don't know enough about computers to be a geek, and don't wear enough makeup or black to be goth. I'm too friendly to be a hater, too clean to be a hippie, too conservative to be a hoochie, not articulate enough to be an intellectual, not athletic enough to be a jock, and I can't play guitar so I can't be a metalhead. I don't care enough about my looks and clothes to be metrosexual, I'm too different to be a prep, I'm definately not a princess, I don't have the piercings or hair of a punk, I'm too sophisticated to be redneck, and I'm not on enough drugs to be a rockstar. I haven't slept with enough people to be a skank, I'm not tough eno

Something.
Broken Glass- Cyndi Lauper Ever since i could understand My mother said to me "don't you ever let a man hit you, Don't you grow up like me" So i swore i'd never be like her Or my grandmother too Ever if it meant i'd be alone Ever if it meant i'd be alone. 'cause she looked 'cause she looked like broken glass When she fell to the ground I heard the sound of thunder Trailing off When she started coming 'round But she couldn't make him stop And she wouldn't let it go So everytime she got back up Like broken glass went tumblin' down Tumblin' down First time that i saw your face You looked so lost and kind Should have recognized that Troubled look From the road i left behind But i thought that i could comfort you Or was it you could comfort me, Never saw your anger 'till you blew Never saw your anger 'till you blew And i feel Oh i'd feel like broken glass When i fell to the ground I heard the sound of thunder T

Oral
Oral Sex - An Ode To Love Oral Sex - An Ode To Love Penis breath, a lover's dread Is what you get when you give head Unpleasant as it tends to be Be grateful that he doesn't pee It's times like this, you wonder why You bothered reaching for his fly But it's too late, can't be a tease Accept the facts, get on your knees You know you've got a job to do So open wide and shove it through Lick the tip then take it all Don't drag your teeth or he might bawl Slide up and down, use your tongue And feel the precum start to run So when the fuck's he gonna cum Just, when you can't take anymore You hear your lover's mighty roar And when he hits that real high note You feel it oozing down your throat Salty, fishy, sticky, stuff Okay, already that's enough Let's switch you say, before you gag And what revenge, you're on the rag. -Anonymous

Check Out My Friend
THIS IS JODY...HES A TERRIFIC GUY...AND ONE OF THE SWEETEST GUYS THAT I KNOW...COME BY HIS PAGE AND SHOW HIM SOME LUV...FAN...RATE..AND FRIEND HIM...MUCH LUV...HUGS...KIMMIE DarthKnightWolf@ fubar

Dont Push Me...
I Don't Want To Be Your Friend - Cyndi Lauper I don't wanna see your face I don't wanna hear your name I don't wanna thing Just stay away baby Don't wanna know if you're alright Or what you're doin' with your life Don't wanna hear that you'll stay in touch maybe I'll get just fine So if you're goin' then darlin' goodbye, goodbye Don't call me in the middle of the night no more Don't expect me to be there Don't think that it will be the way it was before I'm not over you yet And i don't think i care And i don't want to be your friend I'll forget we ever met I'll forget i ever let Ever let you into this heart of mine baby You just gotta let me be You gotta keep away from me 'cause all i want to be is just free of you baby Don't you come around And say you still care about me Go now, go now Don't call me in the middle of the night... You take it casually, and that's what's killing me I'll get by just fine So if you're goin

Ever Feel Without Meaning
Did you ever feel with in a time you could go any more lower then you have? Where it doesn't matter to anything you do but do as a person you care for had even said and that is just burn in hell? Yea it's been the hardest how many days of my life right now and my birthday is just coming up. But really as for a birthday to be that to celebrate...I really don't feel like celebrating it as much as the next person does. Especially right now. You see with actions speaking louder then words from what I even known a person I cared for and even loved with my whole soul thought the impossible of me and what I was supposingly doing. So I want to clerify with any guy that may read this and think ooo a easy prey. I am not. Nor was I ever actually to be ever truthful. I didn't mean for anyone to think I was or I wasn't. I just came on here to make friends really or even fit in. My life is one of a kind and to take the advantage of people and what they thought do to the fact of a picture.. (c

"the Dog"
A good friend of mine posted these in his my space blogs. It is so well written I had to share it. It is in reference to the same "dog" that is in my blog named "A New Low". The second part is about when I returned the jerk's phone... Hey, he asked for it back. Thursday, July 26, 2007 Dogs!!! Not the barking kind either. Current mood: annoyed I will keep this generic to protect the innocent but the story is disturbing. I met a guy once some time back because he was dating one of my Myspace friends. He seemed very nice from the impression he made on me. She dated him for a while and "issues" (his so called ex) ended their relationship as far as I know. So a short while later another of my Myspace friends is dating a guy for quite some time and it seems pretty serious. But then she gets a call from a woman claiming to be his wife. So this brings about the end of that relationship. Then he starts texting another of my friends asking her to come over and "talk"

My Vacation
It's so wonderful to be on vacation and come and go as I please and not have a worry in the world...also so nice to not have to worry about getting up at 4:40am! I am gonna sleep til I want to and get up when I want to and chat as long as I want and shop til I drop...wait already did that friday...lol....but on saturday night I will prolly cry for fear that the vacation is near it's end and back to that hell hole I call work for another measly paycheck!

Why Is It?//
Why is it I post a blog pouring my heart and soul into it and no one rates it??? I post a retarded mummm and it gets bombed like hell with votes and comments!!!!! Arte my friends so shallow they don't see the heart that goes into my blogs???? I am sharing with you my tragedies and feelings the least you could do is show me the 5 seconds of respect and rate them so I know wether or not to waste my time thanks good luck and if the respect and love isn't returned dont bother calling upon me for help!!!

Srangled
The woman in the recording studio as they were recording the song was strangled and you can hear her screams("Rollar Coastar"). Most do not believe this, but go back and listen to the original. The song was so well recorded they did not redo it!

Bad Year
I've been haveing problems with the lady.. See I just told her That i had feeling for my ex Boyfriend.. I loved him for 8 years.. Well she told me to get over him b/c he don't want me.. Anit I aloud to show my feeling about someone.. Maybe someday he will notice how much i love him and come bcak to me.. please help me out o this? I need some feed back.. Thanks *WildOne*

My Blog
Fakes Why is it that my rants revolve so much around the antics of those online who portray themselves as bdsm or D/s? Well maybe it is because in all my contact with those in real life who are involved in the practice and love of bdsm, I have been lucky not to witness this kind of behaviour, or perhaps, it isn't so much "luck" maybe it's because in the main the kinds of games I see on line just don't happen. Nooooo I am not going into another Gor rant *laughs* this time what has attracted my notice and ire are those poor unfortunate souls who so obviously have self esteem problems that they would be reduced to sending out fake pictures of themselves to attract attention. Why do they do this, and more to the point why do they think anyone with half a brain would be fooled by it? Actually this isn't a problem that's confined to lifestyle chat rooms, I was an admin for a vanilla room and we had this happen time and time again, so the phenomena appears to be fairly common place.

Old Cowboys Like Me
Old Cowboys Like Me Old Cowboys Like Me Category: Writing and Poetry Old Cowboys like me (Red Steagall) 4/4 (C) Lord I'm just a cowboy (F) And you know cowboy ways (C) You probably look at guys like me The way I look at (G)strays (C) You know the kind that wonder off (F) Away from all the herd (C) I was truely lost myself (G) Until I found the (C) word (F) My church is the great (G) out of doors (C) My song is natures sound (F) The sky is my (C) cathedral My alter is the (G) ground (F) You must be fond of (C) mavericks Cause you made them wild and (Am) free (F) I know you've got a (C) place up there For (G) old cowboys like (C) me (C) Don't think that I don't love you (F) Because I'm not herd bound (C) Its just that I'm uncomfortable With other folks (G) around (C) I know your all around me (F) I see you every day (C) Its just that I don't go to church (G) Where other people (C) pray (F) My church is the great (G) out of doors (C) My song

Drummerboy'z Blog
ATTENTION!!! Anyone in the Pasco County area in Florida in need of a drummer MUST contact me. I'm having SERIOUS withdrawl symptoms from the lack of playing that I've been suffering from. If this keeps up, I may have to resort to a clarinet or something worse! PLEASE HELP! Thanks. C.C.

Cowboy Way ! ! !
COWBOY WAY!!! Category: Writing and Poetry COWBOY WAY!!! He wakes up before the sun rises, Just like he's always done, And he makes himself some coffee, Before the morning sun. He watches out the window, Waiting for the morning light, Looking over the pastures, Making sure everything looks alright. He's got a lot to do, Just like every other day, He's got to water his animals, And than go and feed some hay. So he goes and starts his tractor, Giving it time to warm up, As he runs inside the house, to refill his coffee cup. He packs himself a lunch, Because he doesn't get a break, A lunch that consist of a pop, and some left over steak. Than he's off to do his duty, taking care of this place, doing the kind of work, that could never be replaced. He enjoys what he does, Because he knows what life's about, And it's the ranchers way of life, That has never givin him doubt. Now the sun's going down, And it's starting to get dark, As for tomo

Friends
Hey, Just sitting here trying to figure out about some of my friends and wondering How to make all of my friends happy when I live in a different state then most of them. I just don't want to figure out how I can do that and still be where I am at. I am trying to move to where all of my friends are at.....

The Power Of One
One… One day… One week… One month… One year… One life… One love… One soul… One today… One tomorrow… One sunset… One sunrise… One life changing event… One child… One journey… One cure… One chance… One time… One…and only one. The Power of One.

A Kiss
The air was sweet, you could smell the flowers and the dew. There was a cool breeze that blew through the hot night air, bringing a short lived relief to the people it swept across. The sky was painted a soft silver by the moon, and although it was cloudy you could see the twinkle of a few stars shining with the hope of thousands of dreams. The sound of the wind, birds, crickets and the frogs played together like a soft love song, sweeping in on the hearts of those around. It was the perfect night, for the perfect couple, having their perfect first kiss. Their first, real kiss. The guy was the tall, dark and handsome type. They girl, a blonde hair, blue eyed beauty. They had been together all night, shamelessly flirting, and talking. They were friends, who liked each other but at times were afraid to admit, to even themselves, how much they really did. The end of the night finally rolled around, and it was time to say goodbye. They were standing by their cars, saying their goodb

A Few Questions
REPLY IN A PRIVATE MESSAGE. DONT BE AFRAID. YOU NEVER KNOW WHO WILL REPLY OR WHAT ANSWERS THEY WILL GIVE. LET THE FUN BEGIN........ Your Name: Age: Favorite position: 1. Do you think I'm cute?. 2. Would you have sex with me? 3. lights on or off? 4. Would you have to be drunk? 5.Would you take a shower with me? 6.Have you ever thought about having sex with me? 7.Would you leave after or stay the night? 8.Do you like cuddling afterwards? 9.Condom or skin? 10. Have sex on the first date? 11.Would you kiss me during sex? 12.Do you think I would be good in bed? 13. Would you use me as a booty call? 14.Can I use you as a booty call? 15.Can we take pictures of the act? 16.How long would we have sex? 17.Would you tell your friends about me? 18.Will you post this so I can fill it out for you?

The Worst Thing Of All...
well this day came again. i wish i could just make it go away. today marks the 2nd anniversary of the day they took one of my bestfriends from me. you know how it devistating it is to have one of your bestfriends arrested in your house on your birthday, for something they never did??? well i do. i relive that day over and over again in my head. itll never go away. the city and county ruined my birthday for the rest of mt life now. so ill never have a happy birthday again!!!

Thoughts
Have you ever just sat back and wondered if you could turn back the hands of time and do it all over again Would you? What would be some of the things that you would change? Would you change anything at all? I know I would! Have you ever noticed that when you are younger you have so many dreams and goals. But, as you get older and older they begin to fade! It seems so impossible to ever accomplish it. I was always told that if you don't like the way your life is the only person who can change it is you! I truly believe that, because if you don't who will? I was also told you could be anything you wanted to be. I believe it. Sometimes I wonder if I could go back and change things, How would my life have turned out? Would it have changed at all? Just looking back at everything I feel like I could be so much more. I feel like I have failed at everything I have ever did, Because I have!

News!!
My poor darlin' Jennbug is just having a rough time! Right before I came down to visit and look for a job, she ended up with a horrible ear infection. Friday night, she was in so much pain, we had to call her Doc and get some meds called in for her. Now, yesterday at about 1pm, Jennbug, her daughter and I were in a minor car accident. We were at a full stop, waiting to U-turn when a young gent (for the sake of this blog, we'll call him BirthdayBoy20), who apparantly wasn't paying attention while driving his S-10, plowed into us at nearly full speed from behind. Jennbug collided with the visor, and her daughter was shaken up in the back seat, but otherwise, we're all fine. After a late night trip to the local ER, Jennbug was told she has a contusion and the eyeball itself was scraped up pretty good (the Doc even let me see the seemingly nuclear dye he put in her eye - pretty and green, like something out of a 70's disco!). She's now resting comfortably with the help of Prince P

Emo News
seriously gay! i hate it when people talk about kids and act like theyre soooo surprised and say its "disturbing" just cuz they dont understand it how gay -.- and they say one of my fav bands has an emo song!! what the hell!! this is something to rage about im serious so they fear what their kids are doing but they dont understand it in the frist place if they didnt notice them changing thats their fault -.- and now that theyre "emo" they start going omggg nooo my kids emo hes going to commit suicide -.- gay! this is so freakin retarded

Answers About Men
1. WHY DO MEN BECOME SMARTER DURING SEX? (because they are plugged into a genius) 2. WHY DON'T WOMEN BLINK DURING SEX? (they don't have enough time) 3. WHY DOES IT TAKE 1 MILLION SPERM TO FERTILIZE ONE EGG? (they don't stop to ask directions) 4. WHY DO MEN SNORE WHEN THEY LIE ON THEIR BACKS? (because their balls fall over their butt-hole and they vapor lock) (You're laughing, aren't you?!?!) 5. WHY WERE MEN GIVEN LARGER BRAINS THAN DOGS? (so they won't hump women's legs at ######### parties) 6. WHY DID GOD MAKE MEN BEFORE WOMEN? (you need a rough draft before you make a final copy) 7. HOW MANY MEN DOES IT TAKE TO PUT A TOILET SEAT DOWN? (don't know.....it never happened) ( C'mon guys, we laugh at your blonde jokes!) And the personal favorite: 8. WHY DID GOD PUT MEN ON EARTH? (because a vibrator ca

*priceless*
Jack wakes up with a huge hangover after attending his company's Christmas Party. Jack is not normally a drinker, but the drinks didn't taste like alcohol at all He didn't even remember how he got home from the party. As bad as he was feeling, he wondered if he did something wrong. Jack had to force himself to open his eyes, and the first thing he sees is a couple of aspirins next to a glass of water on the side table. And, next to them, a single red rose! ! Jack sits up and sees his clothing in front of him, all clean and pressed. He looks around the room and sees that it is in perfect order, spotlessly clean. So is the rest of the house. He takes the aspirins, cringes when he sees a huge black eye staring back at him in the bathroom mirror. Then he notices a note hanging on the corner of the mirror written in red with little hearts on it and a kiss mark from his wife in lipstick: Honey, breakfast is on the stove, I left early to get groceries to make you your favorite di

About Me!!
table width=350 align=center border=0 cellspacing=0 cellpadding=2> Your Birth Month is July Introspective and intense, you tend to be a deep thinker. You are quiet and spiritual - and you have a unique perspective on life. Your soul reflects: Lightness, luck and an open heart Your gemstone: Ruby Your flower: Larkspur Your colors: Green and red What Does Your Birth Month Mean?

Race To 15k
The race to 15,000 Race to 15k. Must add, fan and rate host, NO rules. Send me a link to the pic you want to enter. Contest starts Tuesday July 31st at 12pm CST and will end when comment quota is met. Prizes as follows 1st place 7 day blast 15,000 comments 2nd place 3 day blast 10,000 comments 3rd place 1 day blast 5,000 comments Your host for the contest is ×*×*×P®øeffe¢t×*×*× C.T HUBBY TO KILLER BLUE EYES §ø¢¡etÿ øf Tøß¢ø®e@ fubar

Monday Morning
It's Monday, and the weekend is over. The first day of the week and the biggest and the last day I hope for. I am usually babysitting right now, but retard Jason got another babysitter for a couple days. I need to get a job, but it's so hard when you're living on campus and have no vehicle. I hate that money is vital. You need it to survive and it's evil. It can make you go to great lengths to aquire it. What will you do for money? Will you do anything, or is there a limit to how far you will go?

The Stop Simpin' Blog
from http://www.stopsimpinmovement.com On myspace people talk about sex 24/7. There are those people who accuse me of laying down game that would only work on sluts as opposed to women who are looking for more than just sex. However, many of those people have taken "Stop Simpin'!" out of context. Yes, part of subscribing to and reading my blogs comes with dating tips that will work for short-term casual sex, long-term casual sex, and long-term relationships. And since we're discussing sex, let me break this down to you all: EVERYONE'S LOOKING FOR SEX. This is why both men and women date, and a woman actually admitted this in her blog called Being Single Sucks by CherrieDragon - Propaganda Spinner. Men act as if admitting that they want to have sex is such a bad thing that the women will run for cover, lock their chastity belts and throw away the keys, which we all know is not the case. Women, I'm not letting you off the hook, you all act as if admitting to the guy that y

Whats Up With This Place
Somebody what to tell me what the point of this place? Whats it is for? I just want to get laid none of the other stuff, I'm a lost soul in cyber space I guess, can a beautiful women help me find my way?

My Life Up Till Now
well here we go.....my name is krystal and i live in green ohio and i go to green high school but i will also be attending the plcc and i will be doing the cosmotology class there and i am so excited to do that. well i think that me and my ex are going back out but i dont no but i hope so cause i really really love him and i just hope that he knows that ...well i am 17 years old and i live with my grandma because me and my mom dont get along to good well i do have a car but i dont drive well i just thought that u wanted to know well i got to go talk to u all later Krystal

Slow Dance
This is a poem written by a teenager with cancer. It is quite the poem. SLOW DANCE Have you ever watched kids On a merry-go-round? Or listened to the rain Slapping on the ground? Ever followed a butterfly's erratic flight? Or gazed at the sun into the fading night? You better slow down. Don't dance so fast. Time is short. The music won't last. Do you run through each day On the fly? When you ask How are you? Do you hear the reply? When the day is done ! Do you lie in your bed With the next hundred chores Running through your head? You'd better slow down Don't dance so fast. Time is short. The music won't last. Ever told your child, We'll do it tomorrow? And in your haste, Not see his sorrow? Ever lost touch, Let a good friendship die Cause you never had time To call and say,"Hi" You'd better slow down. Don't dance so fast. Time is short.

Crushes.... Lol.... :p
OKIES..WHO IS EVERYONE WHO HAS CRUSHES ON ME.. LIKE YOUR REALLY GONNA SAY... LOL.. AND IF YA DON'T.. YOU BETTER GET CRUSHING ON ME QUICK.... LMAO...... HEHEHE..... WHATS THE DEAL WITH THE CRUSHES BEING ANONYMOUS??? HAHAHA... I WOULD RATHER KNOW WHO HAS A CRUSH OR CRUSHES ON ME..... I WANT MORE THEN 4 DAM IT.. LMAO... :) TEEEEEEEEEEEE....... HEEEEEEEEEEE......... I BEEN EATIN SOOO MANY HUMAN BRAINS I BROKE ONE OF MY ZOMBIE TEETH IN HALF.............. ((((Ouuuuuuuuuuuuuchiesssssssssssssss)))... LMAO!!! As if.... lol...... :( lol..

Women
ya know almost all women are the same...I cant say all of them are but most of them...90% of women out there are stuck up or atleast think they are better than you and of course that just makes it worse cause i hate women like that..isnt there any out there just want to spend their life with a good man with alot of dreams..ya, I am on my way to get my dreams but ya have that huge ass hill to climb and ya got to work hard to get the things in life that you really want..ya I am sometimes a little picky but I know what I want as long as the woman dont bitch all the time and will treat me with the same amount of respect as I give and stuff then I dont bitch...one of these days I will find the one that is right..I have found a couple women that I thought was right but must not have been but cant say I didnt try...

Ashes To Ashes, Dust To Dust
so i just got back from canada and every one there is stuck up about americans- reason= all they get is pretty much american tv, have you ever watched south park, we make fun of them it, plus they really dont have any canadan movies just all american movies so every thing we say about them and make fun of them about on tv goes stright to them to. on the other hand if it wasint for us (americans) they would have much shit at all, all they would really have is there hokey shows lol

Those Things Girls Have And Guys Like
So, i am no longer allowed to make mumms because i had the word boobies in it and did not mark it nsfw. i think that is messed up. it was boobies for god sake. ok i made a mistake. but take away things? thats no fun...

Wtf
Why the fuck are there stupid rules to follow? I'm talking like I had to remove the backgroud on my page, because you saw the top part of a PORN STAR'S clit. I was told that I had to remove the photo because it was innapporpriate! I thought that we were all FUCKING adults on here! I guess that some people can't seem to handle the fact that a womans body is sexy and oh, by the way, NO ONE ever complained about the picture.

What Kind Of Zombie Are You????? Lol.. :p
HERE IS THE LINK...... http://www.quizilla.com/users/zombotheclown/quizzes/What%20kind%20of%20Zombie%20are%20you What kind of Zombie are you? You are a Return of the Living Dead Zombie. You were brought back from the grave by exposure to 245-Trioxin. You crave the heavenly taste of spicy brains to stop the pain of being dead. You are virtually indestructible, as even burning you up will create Zombie Rain and raise more zombies.Take this quiz! Quizilla | Join | Make A Quiz | More Quizzes | Grab Code

Another Zombie Poem!!!
Our Middle class neighborhood has changed through the years. What was once a safe haven for everyone now brings us to tears. Every night, here, when the sun goes down, Zombies invade our space and take over our town. Who moans with despair howling for dope? Zombies, the lost souls of the night, who have given up hope? Rocking back and forth to a mystical beat, Around the block they keep going, up and down the streets. The shops close down early and the customers disappear. All scurrying away, fleeing mostly out of fear! I sit in my shop and watch my neighborhood dwindle. I'm feeling a great loss now, like I'm being swindled This was supposed to be my American dream. Shot up in that Ho's arms wait did you hear that scream? Who are these aliens and where do they come from? Enraptured like captivated manikins moving to obscure drums What's eating at them and tormenting their souls, As they constantly turn, the corners doing t

Witchbrews New Lounge
~ WITCHESBREW ~Owner Death BBG Special Forces Lounge ~ ~ ~ WITCHESBREW ~Owner Death BBG Special Forces Lounge ~ ~@ fubar http://www.fubar.com/lounge.php?l=8939 This is one of my Longest Family Members ,New Lounge she is also KOW but can't wear the Heading.I would like all in Our Kingdom to go Subscribe to this Lounge Please.The Playlist Rocks.Lots of Southern Rock some Country.The Graphics Kick Ass.

Hell Defined
HELL EXPLAINED BY CHEMISTRY STUDENT The following is an actual question given on a University of Washington chemistry mid term. The answer by one student was so "profound" that the professor shared it with colleagues, via the Internet, which is, of course, why we now have the pleasure of enjoying it as well : Bonus Question: Is Hell exothermic (gives off heat) or endothermic (absorbs heat)? Most of the students wrote proofs of their beliefs using Boyle's Law (gas cools when it expands and heats when it is compressed) or some variant. One student, however, wrote the following: First, we need to know how the mass of Hell is changing in time. So we need to know the rate at which souls are moving into Hell and the rate at which they are leaving. I think that we can safely assume that once a soul gets to Hell, it will not leave. Therefore, no souls are leaving. As for how many souls are entering Hell, let's look at the different religions that exist in the world today. Mos

A Zombie Tale!!!! :o
One wintry night as I alone sat drinking at an inn. A strange old man approached me and he grinned a toothless grin. He doffed his weathered cap and he scratched his balding head. Then sat right down beside me and in whispered tones he said, "I’m the keeper of the graveyard, son, and I’ve a cautionary tale. And all I ask to tell it is one single pint of ale. It’s a tale of unspeakable ‘orror that’ll make yer blood run cold". So I bought the old man his pint of ale and this is the tale he told. "When the church clock strikes twelve midnight ‘neath a chill and moonless sky, don’t tarry near the graveyard, son, but quickly ‘urry by. For deep inside that boneyard, as the wind remorseless moans, an eerie mist entwines itself around the old gravestones. Its long grey wispy fingers caress the earthy mound as rotting maggoty dead things stir some six foot under ground. Zombies crawlin’ from their coffins seekin’ wretched birth. Their bony

Such Language!!
Tony Stewart, excited over winning at the track he cherishes more than any other, got a little carried away in his postrace interview. The expletive he uttered could cost him a penalty later this week. “It was an unfortunate incident that we did not anticipate,” said ESPN officials in a statement. NASCAR officials said they will address the issue at the beginning of the week. Vice President Jim Hunter said there could be a penalty or a loss of points. “The drivers should clean up their language in my opinion,” he said. “There are a lot of young kids who look up to these drivers. I’d prefer they use the English language.” LIKE...BIG FREAKIN DEAL...

Had An Interview Today 30jul07
Interviewed well, and have to go on an unpaid training day tomorrow. I'll be selling steaks and seafood. Hope it goes well, and maybe some of my local buds would be interested in buying from me.Cheers!

State Of Mind
WHERE IS THE STATE OF MIND ANYMORE POPULATION OVERLOAD TECHNOLOGY OVERLOAD POLUTION OVERLOAD EXTSTICTION OVERLOAD ONE DAY THIS PLANET WILL BE SO OVERLY OVER WHELMED ITS GOIN TO DROP FROM ORBIT AND FALL INTO A DEEP HOLE WHERE IT WILL LEAD NO ONE KNOWS BUT MAYBE THEN WILL HAVE PULLED OUR HEADS OUT WHO KNOWS JUST A THOUGHT ABOUT LIFE.

ÝstÝklal MarÞi
Korkma, sönmez bu þafaklarda yüzen al sancak Sönmeden yurdumun üstünde tüten en son ocak. O benim milletimin yýldýzýdýr, parlayacak! O benimdir, o benim milletimindir ancak! Çatma, kurban olayým, çehreni ey nazlý hilal! Kahraman ýrkýma bir gül... ne bu þiddet, bu celal? Sana olmaz dökülen kanlarýmýz sonra helal. Hakkýdýr, Hakk'a tapan milletimin istiklal. Ben ezelden beridir hür yaþadým, hür yaþarým; Hangi çýlgýn bana zincir vuracakmýþ? Þaþarým! Kükremiþ sel gibiyim, bendimi çiðner, aþarým. Yýrtarým daðlarý, enginlere sýðmam, taþarým. Garbýn âfâkýný sarmýþsa çelik zýrhlý duvar. Benim iman dolu göðsüm gibi serhaddim var. Ulusun, korkma! Nasýl böyle bir imaný boðar, 'Medeniyyet!' dediðin tek diþi kalmýþ canavar? Arkadaþ, yurduma alçaklarý uðratma sakýn; Siper et gövdeni, dursun bu hayâsýzca akýn. Doðacaktýr sana va'dettiði günler Hakk'ýn, Kim bilir, belki yarýn, belki yarý

*iraq + Family*
We had my brothers memorial. It would have been his birthday. It's impossible to describe.. seeing pictures of your baby brother, that you have never seen before. Pictures, of his "last days". Of a party of sorts with his "brothers". I don't know.... I miss him.. Some of you haven't seen this.. I made it for him, when he was MIA. Some of you know, he was found.. He was actually found, weeks, before it was told to US. I hope that you like the video. I'm laying down for abit. I miss him alot.. Today.. just made me remember, him and my brother, Jackson...whom also, died in Iraq. And now, a close friend HERE, has decided to join the artillery. I guess you can imagine MY thoughts...tho.. I didn't share them.. he doesn't even know about my brothers. Well, I guess if he reads this.. he will.

Sending Smiles
I keep getting booted when i try to come here. Not sure what the problem is. Maybe my laptop is too old and not enough memory....anyways just beccause i haven't been able to stop in doesn't mean i'm not interested. Just can't get here. Today for some reason i did.. thats way cool. Hope you have a great week.....

I Am Officially Open!! :)
Hiya peeps.... I want everyone to know that I am officaly single on fubar now... I asked a GUY on here who stated he cared sooo much about me.. and wanted to be with me.. and cared very much for me...... He was soo open.... Bu then came crashing down .. CLosed up on me sealed himself shut and whamo, that was it did the 180 on me... I dont do drama..Toooooooo sick for that... So I asked him to be my Fubar husband he turned me down.... Lemme tell you MEN something stay OPEN to us women... Let yourself be seen.. Dont shut or turn yourselfs off from us... We love it when men are real and open to us... We love to see that side of you..... its a beautiful thing.. :0 I know fear of rejection for you guys is a big thing.. But let go.... Take chances look at me... :) Look at the sicklly life I lead and I still live it to the best and stay open .. Even if it means rejection... Guys open up your beautiful side.. Dont keep it locked away or suddenly shut it down because of

Iraq And The Man I Love
For those of you who know me, you know that I'm not a political person, and I'm not one that normally goes on about world issues, but I do want to say something about the war that's going on over in Iraq……... ITS FUCKING RETARDED. I've been reading my fathers VFW magazine, and each month, there is a section dedicated to the troops that have been killed on enemy soil, both in Iraq and in Afghanistan, a few of the deaths, however, are accident and disease related, but not many of them. Over the past several months the number of troops that we've been losing has been going up at a steady rate. Now I have the question WHY? Why are OUR soldiers being placed in harms way over in those countries? I've heard two stories as to why we are over there, one of the stories is based around their oil fields, I've heard that at some point or another that the worlds economy is going to be based around oil versus gold, which if this happens, America will become a third world country,

Random Thoughts
I am so sad that i went and took a bunch of pictures and all that jazz and i was takin more tonight and then all the sudden i am at my picture limit. im so sad. i was having fun. i love to take pictures. oh well...only like 20,000 till i level again....::sigh::

Dirty Little Slut (erotica)
Dirty little slut He met her at the restaurant, as they'd agreed - a nice, neutral, public place for a first time meeting between online friends. She was trying to obey the "rules" for meeting a man she'd only known online, trying to be safe. "Safe," she thought, laughing to herself, "He should worry about being safe from me!" She blushed, thinking of some of the conversations they had had - for a stranger, he knew more about her fantasies and desires then the friends of hers who warned her about meeting strange men online. He stood and smiled when he saw her ... (fill in) He grabbed her by the hand, and pulled her towards the back, where the restrooms were located. There, between the men's room and the women's was a handicap, gender neutral bathroom. It was that one he quickly pulled her into, locking the door behind them. Her breathe caught as he pushed her hard against the wall with one hand. His voice rough, he whispered harshly, "I bet your pussy is wet alread

Just Those First Few Weeks
Just Those First Few Weeks By Susan Erling For those few weeks - I had you to myself And that seems too short a time To be changed so profoundly In those few weeks - I came to know you... and to love you. You came to trust me with your life. Oh, what a life I had planned for you! Just those few weeks - When I lost you I lost a lifetime of hopes, plans, dreams and aspirations... A slice of my future simply vanished overnight. Just those few weeks - It wasn't enough time to convince others how important and special you were. How odd, a truly unique person has recently died And no-one is mourning the passing. Just a few more weeks - And no 'normal' person would cry all night over a tiny unfinished baby, or get depressed and withdraw day after endless day. No-one would, so why am I? You were just those first few weeks my little one you darted in and out of my life too quickly. But it seems that's all the time you needed to mak

Heart Strings
Heartstrings Are Played Upon It's becoming more evident Much more obvious to me I thought much more of you Than you ever thought of me Was this my biggest mistake Letting myself think you cared Was I just your marionette With heartstrings open and bared With me left here still thinking What was false, what was true So puzzling and so complex I’m left to await another clue On my heartstings you played Each left with a loving memory Yet I still have those questions Do you ever think about me I’m wondering why all the intrigue Now why all of this mystery Why am I left here hanging Your the one that holds the key.

A Poem For Aron!!
For Aron the man that has inspired me to write again.. I think of you night and day Sometimes I may not know what to say You have inspired my mind To bring back a place I once left behind You have once again made me believe That there is something worth to recieve You make my spirit soar To a place better than before I can't wait to see you For I have much to do When I see you face to face I will know I am in a safe place You have enlightened a fire That has filled every awaken desire When we are finally face to face It will be like an overwhelming grace To be held by you And you by me For I know in my heart It will be for etenity..... by Judy Sancedio July29, 2007

St Blog
This gentleman is being charged in court for doing nothing more than holding up a banner that says impeach Cheney and Bush. This is a direct assault on our Constitutional Rights. Please watch the videos and then write in to the DA who is prosecuting. It may not help, but send requests to CNN and FUXnews as well. http://youtube.com/profile?user=DuPageFight4Freedom

Megadeth
ok all you friends of mine... i make sure i read as many blogs as i can off my friends and family list so here you go this is my first and i can pretty much guarantee who will read it from the people who truly rate my stash and keep in touch from comments and the famous sb.. any how i just wanted to share with all of you that i claim to be the biggest megadeth fan out there and love their music hard core!! but up until last week i had no idea (don't ask me how)they had a new cd, but thnx to shaggy4545(he's on my family list and is a great guy) inow know and went and bought it today!!! so i wanted all of you to know how kick ass it is and if your into music like that(or even if you aint) go check it out, it's called united abomination and is worth every cent!!!!! thnx again shaggy,u rock!!! well that's it peeps i was just sooo excited i had to share!! much love and keep rockin~danielle~

Everything I Do I Do For You !!!
All that I live for, is just to find a way, to show how much I love you, somehow find a way, deep in your heart you know, without having to be told, you are the reason, behind all that I say and do, if only you where with me, I know I'd find a way, to bring a smile to your face, somehow brighten your day, I would bring you flowers, cook dinner for you each night, as you relaxed in warm bubbles, caressed by candle lite, we would block out all the world, together we would be as one, you are my heart and soul, Everything I do, I do it for you ..

Speak-easy's Blog
Is it just me, or are most of the men on here a bunch of sick perverted dogs? In my profile I have stated that I do have a boyfriend, and that I am not interested in picking up or hearing what half of you dogs have to say about the way I look. Most of the men who have messaged me are in their mid 40's. My dad isn't even in his mid 40's. What would you say if you found out some sick fuck was hitting on your teenage daughter the way you are hitting on girls. Now about this shoutbox. STOP messaging me saying hi cutie, hey sexy, or anything remotely related to that. I have a boyfriend. I am very much in love with my boyfriend. If I really wanted to talk to you I would do it myself. So before you go and try hitting on me, think again. Regardless of being 18 or not, get a life. It's quite pathetic to see half of you men on here just to pick up females. If you had a life, obviously you'd be able to find someone that is right for you. but do you? No. You sit here online all day and

The Real Story Of My Life And The People That Plays A Big Role In It
I love my Mom to death she has been there for me . She has been there for me. when thing where bad and good she has been there when i was in the hospital there next to my bed side telling to keep fighting for my life and all this happen last year 10/06/2006

Hmm...
This is beautiful! Try not to cry. She jumped up as soon as she saw the surgeon come out of the operating room. She said: "How is my little boy ? Is he going to be all right ? When can I see him ?" The surgeon said, "I'm sorry. We did all we could, but your boy didn't make it." Sally said, "Why do little children get cancer ? Doesn't God care any more ? Where were you, God, when my son needed you ?" The surgeon asked, "Would you like some time alone with your son ? One of the nurses will be out in a few minutes, before he's transported to the university." Sally asked the nurse to stay with her while she said good bye to son. She ran her fingers lovingly through his thick red curly hair. "Would you like a lock of his hair ?" the nurse asked. Sally nodded yes. The nurse cut a lock of the boy's hair, put it in a plastic bag and handed it to Sally. The mother said, "It was Jimmy's idea to donate his body to the University for Study. He said it might help somebod

I Want Your Number?
Body: i want ur # don't care who you are. I bet you won't give it to me.. ;] Name:___________________ Number:___________________ Best time to call:___________________ I dare you to copy and paste this and see how many numbers you get.

To Realize......
To realize The value of a sister/brother Ask someone Who doesn't have one. To realize The value of ten years: Ask a newly Divorced couple. To realize The value of four years: Ask a graduate. To realize The value of one year: Ask a student who Has failed a final exam. To realize The value of nine months: Ask a mother who gave birth to a stillborn. To realize The value of one month: Ask a mother who has given birth to A premature baby. To realize The value of one week: Ask an editor of a weekly newspaper. To realize The value of one minute: Ask a person Who has missed the train, bus or plane. To realize The value of one-second: Ask a person Who has survived an accident. Time waits for no one. Treasure every moment you have. You will treasure it even more when you can share it with someone special. To realize the value of a friend or family member: LOSE ONE. Treasure everyone in your life, ever

Trying To Level Up
So this really cool guy wants me to level up so i can vote on a question.. How weird is he? LOL! I am soo bored honestly I am jsut sitting here having some "lemonade" and singing sad songs... I dont work much this week so I will be online way too much when I should be packin because i go back to school soon Send me a message on here if you wanna talk or whatever I dont have a lot goin on and I need more friends on here that are NOT old men!!

Blog01
I had a best friend for 4 years one time and after being as close as brother and sister for a very long time we ended up dating. I fel head over heels in love with her and she with me. We were together for about 9 months when we finally had sex for the first time. It was her first (:O Big deal for her) I there not long after left for the military. Things were good while I was in boot camp. When we finally saw eachother again we fel in love all over again. I moved on after that to my Advanced training to become an air traffic controller. We began planniung out a life for us. After she left for college things got a little weird. She came and saw me in Florida one time and it was awesome we had allot of fun and made allot of passionate love. Not long after that I got wrapped up in my studies and never had time to myself that I could call her and we just have us time. This really made things difficult. She cheated on me a few times, but for some reason I could not leave her. I

Who Would Wanna Work For This Person...
heres the guy i was talkin on yahoo with- asked me if i was a dj or ever dj- i said no and didnt want to- so i answered the applicatin- and 2 of the questions i said this reminds me of school and i hated school- it was just one of those questions that went together DJ JoKaZ - Manager of Vivid Radio@ fubar and this what was said Wicked Carnie: i can tell ya now i been a dj in alot of lounges and none of them are worht it cherry stem: and what makes ya so special Wicked Carnie: i been around Wicked Carnie: everyone knows who i am and what i can do Wicked Carnie: if you don't believe me ask any owner any dj then his bitch sends this msg Hi, this is the owner of Vivid Radio, I thank you for your time, and sumition of the application, but it is denied. Your responces were very unacceptable, attitude is not nececerry when you express interest for Djing.... I sugguest an attitude adjustment before trying with another station, Please do not contact my manager

Help Me Level Plz
Ok this is my first blog. I don't usually do this type of thing. I want to level up. I try to hit ya'll on my list and rate your stash and pics so please return the luv and get all my stash and pics. If I haven't got to you yet I am sorry I am working on it. It may take me a few but sooner or later I will get all ya'll Thanks

Damn I'm Hurtin
Today at 5 i was goin down I-65 toward Birmingham and as I was gettin off a little CRX came flyin by me on the offramp. I had to swerve to the left to keep from gettin hit. Then I was headin straight for the wall. I swerved right to keep from hittin it head on. The whole left side of my car is damaged. The left front is FUCKED!!!, both doors wont open, and the rear bumper is trashed. That son of a bitch just kept goin. Needless to say i hit my shoulder on something(the door I think) and my neck is a little sore. And heres the kicker I was told I wasnt gonna be given anything for pain bc "You're fakin the pain just to get high on pain killers". WTF!!!!! You could see plain as day that my left shoulder was swelling up. Oh well guess thats what I get for being a "young person".

Big Ass Question
What is it with those pimping, or getting pimped, wanting rates fans and adds and not returning what they fucking get? Too much of that shit going down...waaaay too much... PRACTICE WHAT YOU FUCKING PREACH PEOPLE...

All About Me If You Really Want To Know
I am a 35 year old Single christian woman: On the 411 for a Single christian man (similar in age) for friendship and possibly more... and some one to share these words with someday.. Live Long, Laugh Often, Love Much Daphne just like on Scooby Doo! Ewing twsp: Trenton, NJ: If you are nearby please say hi!!!!!!!!!!! Gender Female favorite things to doInterests good conversation,church socials, fellowship, bible study, jazz, scifi, movies, metaphysics, poetry, candle-lit dinners, bbq, romance, long walks, golf, hockey, flea markets, n yard sales,amusement parks. Atlantic City, moonlight, my barefeet in the sand..And most important spending time with the people I love the most.... nothing is sweeter than laughing, loving and living life to the fullest...whereever God directs my pathways.... proverb 3 5&6 is what life is about.. trust in him, lean on him and hell guide you in the right direction..... Favorite Gadgets Just like any other woman, my drive to talk so Ill need my c

7-30-04
in the dark i sit feeling the erosion of a rotting corpse all about me longing for release my soul crys out to only feel warmth of the heart once again in the dark i sit longing for release if only for a moment's peace not feeling the emptiness expanding ever wider in the dark i sit longing for release to not have the desperation of knowing i will survive such horrid tortures in the dark i sit longing for release all my desires denied and betrayed by the very rotting corpse i lay in in the dark i sit longing for release i implore for the Hunger of my boday and soul to finally Quicken in the dark i sit longing for release only to find denial and betrayal

True Love
TRUE LOVE WHAT IS IT? DOES IT REALLY EXSIST MORE THAN ONCE IN A LIFETIME? I KNOW THAT THERE IS TRUE LOVE BUT IT IS VERY VERY HARD TO FIND AND I JUST WONDER IF IT HAPPENDS MORE THEN ONCE FOR THOSE WHO WHERE TAKEN FROM US BEFORE WE COULOD HAVE THE FULL EXPERIENCE OF THAT TRUE LOVE. YOU KNOW THE ONE WHERE WHEN HE SPEAKS OR TOUCHES U U GET THE CHILLS AND GO WILD. MY TRUE LOVE WAS TAKEN FROM ME YEARS AGO BEFORE WE COULD GET MARRIED HE WAS HIT BY A DRUNK DRIVER A KILLED. I HAVE BEEN MARRIED 3 TIMES AND IT WAS NEVER THE SAME. I WISH I COULD FIND THAT LOVE AGAIN BUT I FEEL THERE IS NO TRUE HOPE.

Have You Received Love Today?
Sometimes it's not about the love we get. It's about the love we give out. Have you ever waken up and just wished people just cared a little more? Showered each other with gifts, gave shouts, comments, drinks and whistles just because? If you ever wondered if there's a place right here where it happens. If you haven't felt to love today, then look here... The place for love is right here in Fubar. We even have onsite priests if you want to get married here, hehehe, kidding. Seriously, though, I just wanted to spread a little love your way... Here it goes: Showing love once, twice... okay, the 3rd times the charm: No matter what troubles befall you, know that whever you go, you are loved! Love pimpout brought to you by: ~/~Sassy Laurie~/~Please fan, rate, sign Guestbook ~MEMBER OF THE SYNDICATE~@ fubar Please support: Stangunderground http://fubar.com/lounge.php?l=577

Close To Fuberlord
I'm getting close to fuberlord and if anyone is bored and is close to leveling as well i have plenty pics and stash to rate. If any of you can help that would be great. I'm off to bed now and hope everyone has a sweet dreams. Much luv to you all! Lucy

Biker!!!
I saw you, hug your purse closer to you in the grocery store line. But, you didn't see me, put an extra $10.00 in the collection plate last Sunday. I saw you, pull your child closer when we passed each other on the sidewalk. But, you didn't see me, playing Santa at the local mall. I saw you, change your mind about going into the restaurant. But, you didn't see me, attending a meeting to raise more money for the hurricane relief. I saw you, roll up your window and shake your head when I drove by. But, you didn't see me, driving behind you when you flicked your cigarette butt out the car window. I saw you, frown at me when I smiled at your children. But, you didn't see me, when I took time off from work to run toys to the homeless. I saw you, stare at my long hair. But, you didn't see me, and my friends cut ten inches off for Locks of Love. I saw you, roll your eyes at our leather coats and gloves. But, you didn't see me, and my brothers donate our old coats and glov

Contest
Hi all just a few lines to let you all know that it is very important that I know if you are going to join a contest this way I can post a blog and bulletin on it so that everyone in the family know that we have a member that will need help. I would like to have a 48 hour notice but if you can't it is okay just let me know as soon as possable.

Why Me?
I dont understand, I thought he loved me. I thought we could hold each other and never let go. I thought we could grow old together. But I was wrong. I have only been here for a week and three days and I can look in his eyes and see he doesnt love me anymore. I guess over the years his love for me slowly died away. The pain in my heart grows as the tears come more frequently at the thought of what I should do. He told me the other morning when he was drunk that he didnt want me here. Of course ten seconds later he denies saying it. I know I need to be strong and move past it but he was never like this before. We dated for two years and loved one another and got through hard times. Those were the best two years of my life. And for the three years were apart all I did was think about him. Now he is just pushing me away and the drinking doesnt help. He told me he cut down that was a lie. It has actually gotten worse. I cant talk to him because theres a wall there that just wont go away. B

Life
I am starting to wonder if there is such a thing as true happiness. I am coming to realize that there just might not be. You have to take the good with the bad. When things seem to start goin right for me. Something always happens. Well I have learned alot over the past few months. I am not gonna let it get me down. I love life. I have so many good things goin right now to let the one or 2 lil bad things bother me. I have Awesome friends and 2 great lil boys. Job sucks but hey it pays the bills right lol.. anyway. I suck at blogs but. think i am gonna start doing more..

Why No Rate
for ever who I add or who has add me recently I am sorry I have nou rated your page yet my computer is not running and I am doing all this through my phone and its not letting me rate or use the shoutbox once the computer is up again I will rate you all.

Slayer / Marlyn Manson
Last evening as I was wrapping things up at work I got a call offering tickets to see Slayer/Marlyn Manson at the Merriweather post. I was excited to see Slayer and mildly curious to see Marilyn Manson. As expected there were plenty of funny looking kids dressed in thier silly costumes to see Manson. Where were the Slayer fans? The crowd was super tame. No pits on the lawn and a general lack of energy. I realize this was a monday night show but WTF. Fortunatly I got what I expected from Slayer. They were loud, fast, and full of Satan. As much as I enjoyed their set I would have liked to hear Dead Skin Mask and Necropheliac. This is what they did play: 01. Flesh Storm 02. War Ensemble 03. Chemical Warfare 04. Cult 05. Threshold 06. Disciple 07. Payback 08. Jihad 09. Seasons In The Abyss 10. South Of Heaven 11. Raining Blood 12. Mandatory Suicide 13. Angel Of Death As far as Marlyn Manson goes. It was entertaining.

What Used To Be
I Wonder I wonder if he remembers me Or if I'm just a memory I wonder if he thinks of us Or if he finds it useless I wonder how things would be If he had never left me I wonder how he is And if I'm still a love of his I think about him everyday And wonder if he's okay I think about how happy we were And the memories make the tears stir I think about the plans we made While we were laying in the shade I think about all we said And the lives we lead To not know Where to go To not know where to find A place where he may hide To not be able to see his face Puts my heart so out of place To not know when he's near Is my greatest fear There's so much in my head That I wish I'd said There's so many missed kisses For my unanswered wishes There's only so many ways For me to make it through the days There's so little light In my heart tonight What would I say If given a day What would happen

Some Men
I have to vent and to ask some opinions. Why do alot of men think that you can't have love or anything without sex. Dont' get me wrong, sex is not a bad thing. And I like sex, but not when I'm pressured or forced. And its a major turn off for me to have a guy harp on it all the time. So why do men think LOVE is a 3 letter word SEX???? To me the relationship and the connection between those two ppl is more important then getting a nut all the time. But I know someone that thinks he can't have a relationship or a commitment without sex being the MOST important thing. He says that its the MOST important part and that if he didn't get it when he wanted it and whatnot then he would pretty much look else where for it. So I said go right ahead. For one I work 10 hours a day, go home take care of my two kids, on top of being pregnant with my 3rd child. I am just to tired some of the time. But he doesn't respect that. He throws a fit like a freaken 2 yr old. He will actually s

More Of Hunni's Rambings
Hi my FuBarlicious Friends! Thought i'd give you a bit more of my ramblings... Well, more of a literal rambling i suppose lol.. But hey, thought this would be a way of getting to know Hunni's interests a bit.. For as long as i can remember i've loved to read, i think that's why im such an internet addict, all that information at my fingertips, just waiting to be soaked up. I suppose i just love the way, when you read, you are magically transported to a far away land, far away from your own reality. My earliest memories of reading just for pleasure, are of Enid Blyton & books like The Magical Faraway Tree & of course the Famous Five books. Ahhh, fond memories. I discovered the Famous Five books at quite a young age, while being looked after by an elderly Great Aunt. She had piles & piles of paperbacks, much to my delight, don't ask me where they came from, i didn't care, what mattered to me was that i was allowed to borrow them, one at a time. My love of books was so gre

Three Things To Think About...
Three Things to Think About: 1. Cows 2. The Constitution, and 3. The Ten Commandments Cows - Is it just me, or does anyone else find it amazing that our government can track a single cow born in Canada almost three years ago, right to the stall where she sleeps in the state of Washington? And, they tracked her calves to their stalls. But they are unable to locate 11 million illegal aliens wandering around our country. Maybe we should give each of them a cow. The Constitution - They keep talking about drafting a Constitution for Iraq. Why don't we just give them ours? It was written by a lot of really smart guys, it has worked for over 200 years, and we're not using it anymore. The Ten Commandments - The real reason that we can't have the Ten Commandments posted in a courthouse is this: You cannot post "Thou Shalt Not Steal," "Thou Shalt Not Commit Adultery", and "Thou Shall Not Lie" in a building full of lawyers, judges and politicians. It creates a hostile work

9, As In Dressed To The
wooohooooo, the last batch of stories were very well received. Thanks to all of you who rated and dropped comments. this is a pure fantasy that developed out of a chat with a woman i met online a while ago. she was telling ae about spending time w/ a ladyfriend and my imagination just ran withit, lol. hope you all enjoy it as much as she did. Sometimes, It's Best Just to Watch ---------------------------------------------------- Wish you were here with me right now, you and Sophie. Don't want to share her with you, just want to watch you make love with her and then after you're done, take my turn with you. My friends will tell you that I'm a breast man, so your 44Cs are very enticing. Mmmmmmm. My imagination starts wandering . . . You, Sophie and I lounging in my living room, sipping some wine, listening to the radio. You suggest putting on some porn, so I throw my favorite disc in the DVD player and start her up. Watching the action on the screen gets to all of us

Here Sort Of
I'm just here searching for some friends to have some laughs with. This is sort of confusing at first but I think i'm getting the hang of it. It's too hot outside today so nothing better to do then to figure out how the heck this thing works finally. Hope to talk to you soon.

Y Gurls Like Them So Much
WHY VIBRATORS ARE BETTER THAN REAL SEX- - Vibrators don't have problems with gas ... Nor do they hog the remote ... Nor the computer! - We can get a bigger one or one that has better options whenever we want without being called a slut. - Vibrators never go limp and rubbery, you simply replace the batteries when it tires. - Position is your choice, not his. - You don't have to suck it. - It works "while" the sports games are on. - It always is hard. - It doesn't leave a mess behind. - You don't have to wear an ill fitting teddy to excite it. - It doesn't care that you gained 10 lbs. - It doesn't fall asleep and snore in your ear afterwards. - You don't have to clean up the apartment before bringing it home. - You don't have to cook it breakfast and pretend to be interested in it the next morning. - You can throw them in a drawer and only take them out when you want to! - They don't get tired after the first time. - They never poke you in

The Obituary Of My Friend "big Ed'
07-31-2007 EDWIN PAUL DUKE FAYETTEVILLE - Funeral service for Edwin Paul Duke, 35, will be Wednesday, Aug. 1, at 11 a.m. at Fayetteville United Methodist Church with the Rev. John Limbaugh officiating. Interment will be in Marble Valley Cemetery. The body will lie in state at the church one hour prior to service time. Mr. Duke died Friday, July 27, 2007 at his residence. He was preceded in death by his brother, Tracey Lane Duke; and his grandparents, Eugene and Evie Barnett, Burt Lee and Evelyn C. Duke. He is survived by his fiancee, Jennifer Lawley; son, Peyton; parents, Edwin Lane and Joy Duke; brothers, Donnie Wayne Duke and Brian Shawn Duke; sister, Sissy Horton McDaniel; nieces, Erika Shay Duke and Destiny Michelle Caldwell; nephews, Aron Lane Duke, Brantley Shawn Duke and Kazden Lee Duke; Laura Caldwell and Kristen Williams, Edwin's siblings' significant others; brother-in-law, Daryl McDaniel; aunts, Pat Black and Lynn Green. Visitation will be Tuesday, July 31, from 5-9 p.

Law Enforcement At It's Best
Towns County sheriff charged with cover-up in shooting GBI says Rudy Eller admitted he helped hide deputy's gun By RHONDA COOK The Atlanta-Journal Constitution Published on: 07/31/07 The Towns County sheriff has been released on $250,000 bond on charges he tried cover up for his chief deputy, who is accused to shooting up the house of his wife's lover. According to the Georgia Bureau of Investigation, Sheriff Rudy Eller turned himself in at the White County Detention Center Tuesday morning. He is charged with tampering with evidence, making false statements, obstruction, hindering the apprehension of a criminal and violation of his oath of office. According to an affidavit used to bring the charges, Gary Dean had told Eller earlier this month that he was afraid of Chief Deputy Eddie Osborn because of his relationship with Osborn's wife, Michelle. Dean reported 10 shots fired at his house in Towns County on July 9 and said he believed Osborn was responsible. Eller as

Hurt
I can't tell you how I'm feeling.. Words won't come to mind. Emotions eating at my heart... I guess, maybe, I'm dying inside. I'm lost in utter confusion.. Perhaps that's how I feel. Trapped in a nightmare... Of something much to real. I sit here, alone..in silence.. Thoughts racing through my mind. Feeling like I've lost my world... Why must my heart and mind collide? You tell me that you're sorry.. For what you've done to me. But sorry doesn't make it better.. It only puts your mind at ease. I want so much to love you... The way I did just yesterday. But my mind won't set me free.. And the pain won't fade away. The wounds are fresh, I know. It will take time to heal. But how can we move forward.. When secrets you conceal? Subconsciously, I knew you lied.. But I made myself deny.. I never thought you'd be the one.. To watch me die inside. *Saphire* 07-31-07

Rooney!!
AMEN ANDY ROONEY ! Right on, Andy Rooney! Andy Rooney said on '60 Minutes' a few weeks back: I don't think being a minority makes you a victim of anything except numbers. The only things I can think of that are truly discriminatory are things like the United Negro College Fund, Jet Magazine, Black Entertainment Television, and Miss Black America. Try to have things like the United Caucasian College Fund, Cloud Magazine, White Entertainment Television, or Miss White America; and see what happens... Jesse Jackson will be knocking down your door. Guns do not make you a killer. I think killing makes you a killer. You can kill someone with a baseball bat or a car, but no one is trying to ban you from driving to the ball game. I believe they are called the Boy Scouts for a reason; that is why there are no girls allowed. Girls belong in the Girl Scouts! ARE YOU LISTENING MARTHA BURKE? I think that if you feel homosexuality is wrong, it is not a phobia, i

Im Stupid
As Im sitting here thinking about my life, one thing keeps coming to mind. This person who changed my life and I did nothing in return for him. He is now possibly dying, and Im not by his side where I should be, because I was selfish and stupid. I screwed up the one thing in my life that was good. So Im wondering.. why do you only appreciate something after it is gone? 3 years have passed, and I still love him, and will always love him. I have realized that Im not happy without him. All I can say is that I hope he knows how I feel. To all who read this, dont be afraid to love, take that chance, and dont be stupid like I was.

Sh!t Faced Diaries
well... trying to get this business off the ground taking longer and costing a lil but were trying. danielle had her 21st yesterday... gettin shit faced with her on thursday for 5$ pitcher night at the bar... lol.. talk about a cheap drunk that night eh? lol... it should be fun... maybe we'll go for another walk down to the gas station lol... oooh the looks and stares we got that night.. lol.. priceless... im hungry... im gettin some food

Jokes And Stuff
LITTLE BOY AT NUDE BEACH A mother and father take their 6-year old son to a nude beach in Tampa . As the boy walks along the sand, he notices that many of the women have boobs bigger than his mother's, so he goes back to ask her why. She tells her son, "The bigger they are, the sillier the lady is." The boy, pleased with the answer, goes to play in the ocean but returns to tell his mother that many of the men have larger things than his dad does. She replies, "The bigger THEY are, the dumber the man is." Again satisfied with her answer, the boy goes back to the ocean to play. Shortly thereafter, the boy returns again, and promptly tells his mother: "Daddy is talking to the silliest lady on the beach, and the longer he talks, the dumber he gets

Crappy Poem
Here she is still an adolescent, with the desire to be content! The vicious pain she's been through, the daunting things she's some to view! Without consideration she defiles her skin, the vacant space within her still it wins! A girl whose been pummeled time and time again, to other's is genuine! An extraordinary girl yearning to be free, wondering how eccentric is she? Plaqued she speculates how she is worthless, eminent sensations of hoplessness! To surmount her anguish, her life she does not cherish! Loathing that here she must abide, she wants to go and hide!

Never Settle
If a man wants YOU, nothing can keep him away. If he doesn't want YOU, nothing can make him stay. Stop making excuses for a man and his behavior. Allow your intuition (or spirit) to save you from heartache. Stop trying to change yourselves for a relationship that's not meant to be. Slower is better. Never live your life for a man before you find what makes YOU truly happy. If a relationship ends because the man was not treating you as you deserve then heck no, you can't "be friends." A friend wouldn't mistreat a friend. Don't settle. If you feel like he is stringing you along, then he probably is. Don't stay because you think "it will get better." You'll be mad at yourself a year later for staying when things are not better. The only person you can control in a relationship is YOU. Avoid men who've got a bunch of children by a bunch of different women. He didn't marry them when he got them pregnant, Why would he treat you any differently? Always have your own set of frie

Do Unto Others
Why is it that there are people on here who want to be friends, and expect you to vote on their mums, their stashes, etc.. but they rarely talk to you and very rarely stop by your page to vote or rate??????

What I've Become
Falling In And Out Of Love When I say I love you I do But this with you will not do I need someone I can lean on Someone I can count on too Yes you are there sometimes For that I am grateful to you But I need someone there full time And that you can not do You told me once you loved me That I could believe in you I was there when you needed someone Where were you when I needed someone, too? The time has come for me to let go Never to expect you to care again People may come and people may go But my love will never end

Where I Live
I have been asked a few times what's it like where I live. Just thought I would write about what it is like around the area that I live in. Well as I say on my profile I live in North Shields, a town on the north bank of the river Tyne just east of the city of Newcastle Upon Tyne and just over a mile from the north sea. North Shields is surrounded on three sides by the once busy shipbuilding town of Wallsend which is where Hadrians Wall ended, and hence was named after. Between North Shields and the sea is Tynemouth village now a favourite haunt for surfers, the upmarket suburb of Newcastle I guess you could call it. North of Tynemouth lies the small former fishing village of Cullercoats with the town of Whitley Bay to the north of there. North Shields is best known for it's connect with the river. It has a ferry terminal where ferries leave for destinations in Norway, Sweden, Denmark and the Netherlands. The fish quay was for a long time it's largest employer with over two h

Edited Memories
As we as a society move on in life and create memories we will create memories that we will for one reason or another ....Edit. There are things in our lifes we would like to forget Erase from our minds can't you see I guess you could call it Without to much thought Just some edited memories Those times there was pain No particular gain Sorrow pulled us apart Tore at our heart We'd just as soon let them be Just an edited memory Grief that unfolded Like clouds from above And rained on our lovely parade We would like to just ditch them Let somebody switch them Just edit those bad memories We can live on without them Who needs to be hurt in that way Take away all that stuff We've had just enough It's time for our hearts to be free Let them all disappear an edited memory

Empty Spaces That Were Me
Today as i entered your room I noticed The empty spaces that were me. I now know out of your life is where you need me to be. It was strange to see, where I used to fit. Memories of you and memories of me. Things neither of us could admitt. Memories are all I see I do believe that is what the future will hold Spaces where I used to be. nothing more nothing less But as I saw today The empty spaces that were me.

The Man That I Am
The man that I am Last night I saw a falling star and wished a dream come true That someday you will realize that all I want is you So many miles away I wish I could be there To speak to you softly and run my fingers through your hair. We're only lonely we're only lonley It is loneliness that makes me understand Mabey someday I know you'll understand I can't be just anyone Just the man I am... Many miles between us memories can't replace I look in the back of my mind And still I see your face.. While you are ou there having fun doing what you think's right I sit sit here and think of you each night I can't be just anyone Just the man I am.

Shades Of Grey
Today I watched the sun come up And as I raised my coffee cup When through the trees I saw the ray I thought to myself, "Where are they?" They who may never see the break of day In shades of grey. There are so many things that they will miss Unless by the early dawn they are kissed With the sweet feeling of peace Of the morning mist In shades of grey People speak about others mistakes Stressing how foolish they were Pointing out the problems they made Not considering special circumstances Not allowing for the possible shade The shade that can blur what is and what is not Shade that has remembered what others forgot Life is multi-colored; like a lively promenade Possessing many colors one being a shade of grey

Mean Parents
I had to take the opportunity to write this blog about parents… as I have been having some conversations with a friend about being a "mean mom". The topic came up in regard to P-13 movies and the types of cartoons my kids can watch, etc. And I will be the first to admit that I am rather strict on it… but it is for their good. And yes, I am very well aware that when they are at their dad's house, or at friends, etc. that they are going to be exposed to it, but at least it is not that way in my household. So upon realizing my "meanness," I had to dig up an email that I had received quite awhile back about the topic, as I had to share it with him. But I thought I would share it with everyone else, along with my two cents worth on the topic (whether you want to hear it or not… LOL). I can honestly relate to everything that is said in this email message… as I was definitely a kid growing up thinking that I had the meanest parents in the whole world. And it is even more funny to m

To All The Fathers
This goes out to all the wonderful fathers of the world. I know that a lot of the time, the good fathers are hiding behind the shadows of the "deadbeat" dads everywhere, and do not get the praise and thanks that they deserve. Well, you need to hear that you are appreciated and that you are doing a good job! This is for all fathers, the ones who get the pleasure of being in their children's lives each and every day, and for the ones that wished they could be, but can't because of many different circumstances. And a prayer goes out to the ones that have to fight with their children's mother in order to see their children, because the mother has an issue with him (and it has no basis about him mistreating his children)… I pray that the mother will realize that she is only hurting her children for this. Fathers Are Wonderful People - Helen Steiner Rice Fathers are wonderful people, too little understood, And we do not sing their praises As often as we should... For, s

To All The Mothers
This is for all mothers, everywhere. This is one of my favorite poems about mothers, as it says so much... for the "good" and the "bad" about what a mother should or shouldn't be. For All Mothers This is for all the mothers who froze their buns off on metal bleachers at soccer games instead of watching from cars, so that when their kids asked, "Did you see my goal?" They could say, "Of course, I wouldn't have missed it for the world, " and mean it. This is for all the mothers who have sat up all night with sick children in their arms, wiping up barf laced with Oscar Meyer wieners and cherry Kool-Aid saying, "It's OK honey, Mommy's here." This is for all the mothers of Kosovo who fled in the night and can't find their children. This is for the mothers who gave birth to babies they'll never see and for the mothers who took those babies and gave them homes. For all the mothers who run carpools and make cookies and sew Halloween costumes and for all the mothers who don't.

Never Underestimate The Power Of Your Actions
A good friend sent me this email. I have seen it several times before, but I always love reading it each time I see it. There is so much truth to it… the fact that everything we say or do can have a positive or negative impact on the people around us; that we do not know the true depth of our actions and the role they play in the lives of people (including family and friends). It makes you think about the little things in life and the value that is placed on them, or even the lack of value. I believe there is importance in the ability to be a positive influence in someone's life… whether it is one person or even many, many more throughout a lifetime. Regardless, everyone's actions are very powerful; not only to themselves, but to everyone else that touches their lives in one way or another. So remember this story when you are torn between the positive and the negative of a situation. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ One day, when I was a freshman in high school, I saw a kid from my

The True Worth Of Friends
Many people do not know the worth of true friends. Either they have not experiences the joys of true friends or they have not been blessed with the experience of having any. But those that know what it takes to be a true friend also know how easy it is to not tell them how much you appreciate them. So this is showing my appreciate for all that you have done for me, currently do for me, and will continue to do for me in the future... as I will do the same for you! YOU ARE ALL APPRECIATED EVERYDAY! I found this story and have loved it from the day that I first read it. It was originally written in terms of "girlfriends". But as I have also learned through the years, true friends can be male or female; as I experienced many of these scenarios with BOTH my female and male friends. So I could easily switch the words to "true friends" instead of "girlfriends". I hope you enjoy it... Young and newly married, I relaxed under a pecan tree on a hot Texas summer day, drinking iced tea a

Paradoxes Of Our Times
Today we have bigger houses and smaller families. More conveniences, but less time. We have more degrees, but less common sense. More knowledge, but less judgment. We have more experts, but more problems. More medicine, but less wellness. We spend too recklessly, Laugh too little, Drive too fast, Get too angry too quickly, Stay up too late, Read too little, Watch TV too much, And pray to seldom! We've multiplied our possessions, but reduced our values. We talk too much, love too little, and lie too often. We've learned how to make a living but not a life. We've added years to life, not life to years. We have taller buildings, but shorter tempers; wider freeways, but narrower viewpoints. We spend more, but have less. We buy more, but enjoy it less. We've been all the way to the moon and back, but have trouble crossing the street to meet our neighbors. We've conquered outer space, but not inner space. We've split the atom, but not our prejudice. We

Never Again!!!
This is for all the guys and gals out there who have been through this same experience as me..... I been engaged 3 times in real life 2 guys 1 girl..... And they all cheated on me.... But Ya must move on.... :) What goes around comes around.... ya gotta keep your chin up!!!!!! This is for of my friends and family on here who have been through what I have been through ..... The engagement and the cheating...... We must keep trudgin on... But we will never forget how PISSED and how HURT those ppl had made us....... Read the lyrics and you will understand .. :) I love yas..... :) ================================================== Never Again I hope the ring you gave to her turns her finger green I hope when you’re in bed with her you think of me I would never wish bad things but I don’t wish you well Could you tell by the flames that burned your words I never read your letter 'cause I knew what you’d say Give me that Sunday school answer tryin' make

Wooooot.. Level 18... :)
I want to thank all of you just now for rateing all my stuffies.. lol Hey I finally made it to Level 18.............Dam.. that was a hard one.. LMFAO!!!! I will be back i na few and give back the love to ya all.. :) Until I run out or rates and shit comments anyway.. ROFL!!!!!!!! Thanks ya'll again for helping me .. Soooooooooooooo very much appreciated!!!! :) (((((((((((((((STARTS TO RUN AROUND THE ROOOOOM DOING THE HAPPY GET YOUR FREAK ON ZOMBIE DANCE.......lol......Oooooouch... I fall down and go BOooooooooooooooom...))))))))))))))) ;) :P LMAO!!

He Is Deployed
Its finally happening , in about 20 minutes Chris will be leaving K-Bay in Hawaii and heading to where ever they deployed his group. I wish he didn't have to go but its what he choose to do with his life. I just hope he comes home. I'm going to try and not worry about him that much but its going to be hard. I am proud of him. He choose to join the Marines and Fight for us. Even though he will never read this..I just hope he knows how much we love him. I'm a Proud Sister of a United States Marine.

Life
Every now and then we need to stop ourselves from the daily grind to look back at the failures we have made in our lives. When we look back and evaluate what went wrong on our own parts we get to learn from these mistakes, if we look back to find what others did wrong then there is no moving forward from within ourselves. I have made a great deal of mistakes in my life and I have payed the ultimate price. I almost lost my family now a year and a half later I have really gotten to see where I went wrong. I did not balance my life as I should have. Now my 2 son's and myself get to live as a trio with out a mother's love to help guide them and as I would not give up my children for anything, on the flip side I would do anything to give them a mother that would love and help guide them in their lives, for now we will go on and continue forward until we can find some one worthy of this great pleasure.

Fallen
I went to see my fallen on the fourth of july, i hitched a ride with my buddie who owns his own plane, he has a small fishing busness up in WA so he didnt mind taking me. I surprised her an the kids when i step on the property, i got along well with the kids an we got off to a great start, i asked them a hard question an they both anwsered that i could since they loved seeing their mother so happy, so that nyte at the olive garden i asked her her hand in marrage, she started to cry but said yes, its almost been a month an now we find out she is expecting an with my generation it is a great chance of twins, im so happy i have found her!!!!!

What I Like To Do
Well let's see here. I love to spend time with my hubby and with friends. Most of my friends, however, have moved away or we have lost touch over the years. I guess that has to do with the fact that I got married at 18 and immediately started living the married life...Hell I graduated high school a married woman! I also love to sing. I love music in general and have even been in a few bands. In those bands I was the bassist in one and the lead singer in the other. Alot of people have told me that I sound exactly like Amy Lee from Evanescence but I think I just sound like me lol. As you probably already know, I LOVE surfing the internet. My favorite sites at the current time are Fubar.com, Tagged.com, and ModernWiccan.com. I love meeting new people and making friends. Oh and by the way, just because I am a poly does NOT mean I will fuck anybody I see or meet. Hell no! I am married and I have a girlfriend and I am very happy with my life right now. I love watching hockey games

»-(¯`v´¯)-» Wìtch AñÑiè »-(¯`v´¯)-»
This is my 1st blog here. Now i try to learn what i can do in this web. So if i didnt reply or whatever i hope all the friends here will understand that i still a new joiner. thanks, @nn

Thoughts And Stuff
The other day when I met, for the first time IRL, one of my friends at a park all I could think about, at the time, was sex. Thoughts about going down on them and of how they might taste; thoughts of how special and wonderful it would be to know the person in a biblical sense; thinking of what would happen if i didn't please the person sexually; etc... Well anyways, when providing feedback about our meeting they mentioned that talking about sex with a person who you've just met is a really big turn off and I made the comment like, "Well, I guess you knew where my mind was..." or something to that effect. They might already know this, but just in case, I want the person to know that I'm not some sex-crazed lunatic and sex is not all that I think about...most of the time...It just seems like ever since I got my first taste of it about 3 weeks ago, that's all that I've thought about and I really wish I would stop, and Hopefully I will stop, but for the time being, to just bare with me.

Hawaiian Woodpecker
A Hawaiian woodpecker and a Californian woodpecker were arguing about which place had the toughest trees. The Hawaiian woodpecker said Hawaii had a tree that no woodpecker could peck. The Californian woodpecker accepted his challenge, and promptly pecked a hole in the tree with no problem. The Hawaiian woodpecker was in awe. The Californian woodpecker then challenged the Hawaiian woodpecker to peck a tree in California that was absolutely im-peckable (a term woodpeckers like to use). The Hawaiian woodpecker expressed confidence he could do it, so he accepted the challenge. After flying to California , the Hawaiian woodpecker successfully pecked the tree with no problem. So the two woodpeckers were now confused. How is it that the Californian woodpecker was able to peck the Hawaiian tree and the Hawaiian woodpecker was able to peck the Californian tree, but neither one was able to peck the tree in their own state? After much woodpecker-pondering, they both

Life In The 1500's
> >The next time you are washing your hands and complain because the water temperature isn't just how you like it, think about how things used to be. Here are some facts about the1500s: > Most people got married in June because they took their yearly bath in May, and still smelled pretty good by June. However, they were starting to smell, so brides carried a bouquet of flowers to hide the body odor. Hence the custom today of carrying a bouquet when getting married. >Baths consisted of a big tub filled with hot water. The man of the house had the privilege of the nice clean water, then all the other sons and men, then the women and finally the children. Last of all the babies. By then the water was so dirty you could actually lose someone in it. Hence the saying, Don't throw the baby out with the Bath water.. >Houses had thatched roofs-thick straw-piled high, with no wood underneath. It was the only place for animals to get warm, so all the cats and other small a

2,000 Years Ago
2,000 years ago, Moses said, "Pick up your shovel, pack your ass, mount your camel and I shall lead you to the Promised Land." 200-plus years ago, George Washington said, "Get off your ass, use your shovel, clear the land, grow plants for camels and it will be the Promised Land." Last year, the Congress of the United States said "Si, Amigos, throw away your shovel, sit on your ass, light your Camels, we're giving you the Promised Land."

Because I'm A Man....
Because I'm A Man.... Because I'm a man , when I lock my keys in the car, I will fiddle with a coat hanger long after hypothermia has set in. Calling AAA is not an option. I will win. _______________________________________________________________ Because I'm a man , when the car isn't running very well, I will pop the hood and stare at the engine as if I know what I'm looking at. If another man shows up, one of us will say to the other, "I used to be able to fix these things, but now with all these computers and everything, I wouldn't know where to start." We will then drink a couple of beers and break wind, as a form of holy communion. ___________________________________________________________ Because I'm a man, when I catch a cold, I need someone to bring me soup and take care of me while I lie in bed and moan. You're a woman. You never get as sick as I do, so for you, this is no problem. _________________________________________________________________ Be

At First
At first I was afraid, I was petrified. When you said you had 10 inches, Lord I almost died! But I'd spent so many years just waiting for a man that long, that I grew strong, and I knew that I could take you on... But there you are, another lie, I was ready for a Big Mac and you've brought me a French fry! I should have known that it was bulls***t, just a sad Pathetic dream Should have known there was no Anaconda lurking in those Jeans! Go on now-go! , Walk out the door, Don't you promise me 10 inches, then turn up with only 4! Weren't you a brat to think I wouldn't find you out!? Don't you know we're only joking when we say size don't count??!! [Chorus] I will survive! I will survive! Cuz as long as I have batteries, My sex life's gonna thrive! I will always have good sex, With a handful of latex! I will survive! I will survive! Hey! Hey! It took all my self control not to laugh out loud, When I saw your little weiner standing tall and proud! But to hell wit

An Irish Daughter
An Irish daughter had not been home for over 5 years. Upon her return, her Father cussed her. "Where have ye been all this time? Why did ye not write to us, not even a line? Why didn't ye call? Can ye not understand what ye put yer old Mother thru? The girl, crying, replied, "Sniff, sniff....Dad....I became a prostitute...." "Ye what!!? Out of here, ye shameless harlot! Sinner! You're a disgrace to this Catholic family." "OK, Dad-- as ye wish. I just came back to give mum this luxurious fur coat, title deed to a ten bedroom mansion plus a $5 million savings certificate. For me little brother, this gold Rolex. And for ye Daddy, the sparkling new Mercedes limited edition convertible that's parked outside plus a membership to the country club....(takes a breath).... and an invitation for ye all to spend New Years Eve on board my new yacht in the Rivie ra and... ." "Now what was it ye said ye had become?" says Dad. Girl, crying a

A Mother Had 3 Daughters
A mother had 3 daughters. They were all getting married within a short time period. Because mom was a bit worried about how their sex lives would get started, she made them all promise to send a postcard from the honeymoon with a few words on how marital sex felt.The first girl sent a card from Hawaii two days after the wedding. The card said nothing but "Nescafe." >>Mom was puzzled at first, but then went to the kitchen and got out the Nescafe jar. It said: "Good till the last drop." Mom blushed, but was pleased for her daughter.The second girl sent the card from Vermont a week after the wedding, and the card read: "Benson & Hedges." Mom now knew to go straight to her husband`s cigarettes, and she read from the Benson & Hedges pack: "Extra Long. King Size." She was again slightly embarrassed but still happy for her daughter. The third girl left for her honeymoon in the Caribbean. Mom waited for a week, nothing. Another week went by, and still nothing. Then after a whole

The Beginning
A;right so I'm a horrible Myspacer.. i go through phases where i'll check it daily and then I won't check it for a month... That might just happen here too! Anyways I'm here.. added some pics, this is my blog.. I'm getting there!!!

Just Me
Today is like most lately .I have been married almost 3 years to my second husband and just recently found out that because he has had a fatty liver for many years it has now turned into corrohis of the liver and he does not have much left he has a procedure next week the very day we met 3 years ago .I am scared he wont make it but our faith will carry us both he has all faith in God . Lately I find myself wondering what our future will be like then i wanna smack myself and say it could be worse I started him on a healthy life style change and have joined him as well somehow eating chips and dip and seeing him eat no salt items and then some just doesnt seem right besides I need to get these pounds off as well you see fat people everyday and some actually seem fine healthy and then boom they find out they have little to play with I dont know yet if he needs a transplant maybe next week the doctor will say God bless and take care love Starlet

Godsmack Giveaway
OK...SIMPLE....THIS CONTEST IS A TREASURE HUNT...CONTESTANTS HAVE UNTIL MIDNIGHT TO GET ME 3 PHOTOS OF THEM W/ VARIOUS ITEMS..... ITEM # 1. A PIC OF THEMSELVES HOLDING A METALLICAS "KILL UM ALL" CASETTE COVER!!!!!!" ITEM # 2. A PIC OF THEMSELVES STINDING INFRONT OF ANY GODSMACK PIC!!!!! ITEM # 3. TO BE DISCLOSED AT 11 PM MOUNTAIN TIME ONLY IN CREW RADIO!!!!!(which turned out to be a pic of urself slammin some jager from the bottle) REMEMBER TO SEND ALL ENTRY PICS TO crewradio@yahoo.com THE FIRST 2 COMPLETE ENTRIES WIN A PLACE IN THURSDAY NIGHTS DRAWING!!!!!

Manson N The My Car :-)
Manson put on a great show playing new and old shit. Afterward Newt and I went to grab a bit to eat at Denny's but,on the way to Denny's I decide to molest Newt :-) Then we had some grub. After leaving Denny's Newt took me to some hidden spot in a close by industrial park were we decide to finish off a great night with a great fuck. All I have to say is Fucking on the hood of our car while planes fly over was fucking awesome! Then we went home, I had a coke and rum, and preceded to fuck some more. Over all it was a fucking wonderful night!

Which Penis Do You Have?
The Excedrin Penis: It's thhhhiiiiiisssss big. The Snickers Penis: It satisfies you. The Magnavox Penis: Smart. Very Smart. The Life Call Penis: Its fallen and it can't get up. The American Express Penis: Don't leave home without it. The Tootsie Roll Pop Penis: How many licks DOES it take...? The M & M Penis: Melts in your mouth, not in your hand. The Lucky Charms Penis: It's magically delicious. The Energizer Penis: It keeps going and going... The Right Guard Penis: Anything less is uncivilized. The Campbells Soup Penis: Mmm mmm good. The McDonald's Penis: Over 8 billion served. The Ragu Penis: Comes out chunkier than the rest. The All-State Penis: You're in good hands. The 7-Up Penis: The UN-penis. The Barq's Penis: The one with bite. The Beef Penis: It's what's for dinner. The Bud Lite Penis: Great Taste, Less Filling. The Twizzler Penis: It makes mouths happy. The Starburst Penis: T

Sound Advice On Sleep
A man can go two weeks without eating. But if he doesn't rest at all, he can only survive for one week. Sleeping provides us the time to rest our internal organs, eyes and brains. Poor sleep quality can cause internal damage to our internal organs and brains. Therefore, sleeping is very important to us. If you wish to have a long life and stay healthy, please take note of the advice below. 5 DON'TS when you are sleeping DON'T SLEEP WITH PHONE Putting the phone beside your bed or anywhere near you is not encouraged. Though some of us will use phones as alarm clocks, but please put the phone as far as possible. Scientists have proved that electrical items including mobile phone and television sets emit magnetic waves when used. These waves can cause disruptions to our nervous system. Therefore if you need to put your mobile phone near you, switch it off first. DO

Mother Fuckers
BOy I fuckin swear what in the fuck is wrong with some of these motherfuckers. THese scientologists fuckers are fuckin insane. All they are is this fuckin brain-washing cult. Fuck them and Fuck Motherfuckers that would believe in that shit.(theyre as bad as Yankee fans)

True Friend
What is a true friend ? we all think that we have true friends then we find out they arent as true a friend as we thought they were .. Some times in life we do come accross a true friend who stands beside us no matter what and is there to wipe away the tears when we cry and sometimes they cry with us .. i my self have came across a few i thought were true friends and turned out they were 2 faced friends who would as soon talk about me as to be a friend.. anyway in our life time we have alot of people come and go in our life but the true friends will always stay no matter what ...

A Great Dog Story
Anyone who has pets will really like this. You'll like it even if you don't and you may even decide you need one! Mary and her husband Jim had a dog named 'Lucky.' Lucky was a real character. Whenever Mary and Jim had company come for a weekend visit they would warn their friends to not leave their luggage open because Lucky would help himself to whatever struck his fancy. Inevitably, someone would forget and something would come up missing. Mary or Jim would go to Lucky's toy box in the basement and there the treasure would be, amid all of Lucky's other favorite toys. Lucky always stashed his finds in his toy box and he was very particular that his toys stay in the box. It happened that Mary found out she had breast cancer. Something told her she was going to die of this disease....in fact, she was just sure it was fatal. She scheduled the double mastectomy, fear riding her shoulders. The night before she was to go to the hospital she cuddled with Lucky. A though

The Reading Assignment
Students were assigned to read 2 books, "Titanic" and "My Life" by Bill Clinton and turn in book reports on each of them. One sharp witted student turned in the following book report, with the proposition that they were nearly identical stories and hence only one book report was required! His cool professor gave him an A+ for this report: Titanic: $29.99 Clinton: $29.99 Titanic: Over 3 hours to read Clinton: Over 3 hours to read Titanic: The story of Jack and Rose, their forbidden love, and subsequent catastrophe. Clinton: The story of Bill and Monica, their forbidden love and subsequent catastrophe. Titanic: Jack is a starving artist. Clinton: Bill is a bullshit artist. Titanic: In one scene, Jack enjoys a good cigar. Clinton: Ditto for Bill. Titanic: During ordeal, Rose's dress gets ruined. Clinton: Ditto for Monica. Titanic: Jack teaches Rose to spit. Clinton: Let's not go there. Titanic: Rose gets to keep her jewelry. Clinton: Monica's forc

The Cracked Pot
An elderly Chinese woman had two large pots, each hung on the ends of a pole which she carried across her neck. One of the pots had a crack in it while the other pot was perfect and always delivered a full portion of water. At the end of the long walks from the stream to the house, the cracked pot arrived only half full. For a full two years this went on daily, with the woman bringing home only one and a half pots of water. Of course, the perfect pot was proud of its accomplishments. B ut the poor cracked pot was ashamed of its own imperfection, and miserable that it could only do half of what it had been made to do. After two years of what it perceived to be bitter failure, it spoke to the woman one day by the stream. "I am ashamed of myself, because this crack in my side causes water to leak out all the way back to your house." The old woman smiled, "Did you notice that there are flowers on your side of the path, but not on the other pot's side?" "That's beca

This Person Needs Help
i am writing this bulletin in the hopes that someone will be able to help me. i am not doing this for pity or attention, but i need help. about a month ago some friends of mine bought me and my 2 sons(ages4 and 5) bus tickets to come to new york from ohio. they needed help getting ready for their newborn and they promised me that they would send me home as soon as i wasn't really needed around here anymore. for the last week and a half, they have threatened to throw me and my two boys out on the street with no where to go and no money. they have told me for the last week that they are trying to save up the money to send us home, and then they lay a guilt trip on me because i am costing them money everyday i am here. they just got done telling me today that they don't have the money to send us home and that they aren't really even trying to get the money. i am stuck in a state 500 miles from home with no job and no friends. under normal circumstances i would never in a million years co

Before It's To Late
Just let me love you, hold out your hand, I'm right here beside you, together we'll stand, we can walk through this world, we can have it all, a tomorrow and past, a life to be proud of, I'll always be there, open your arms and heart, my love will never stray, share your life with me girl, Before It's To Late...

Basics Name? Carolyn Age? 20 Current location? NY Place of birth? good question Hobbies/Interests/Favorites Favorite hobby? Web design,chillin,movies Play any musical instruments? Drums Can you sing? no Favorite band/music group/composer? There are alot Favorite type of music? anything except techno Favorite place to hangout? NYIT,penn station Do you like to travel? yup What is the coolest place you have ever been to on CT Favorite movie? too many Favorite song? I dont just have 1 Favorite TV show? Degrassi,Gilmore Girls,7th heaven Views on the world (semi-serious questions) What do you think of politics? dont get me started What do you think of President Bush? Moron, or greatest President ever? fuckinn moron What do you think of the war in Iraq? Brilliant effort by a great leader, or waste of life, time and tax dollars? da second one If the draft was implemented, and you were summoned, what would you do? g

Read My Profile
For all of you that want to "get to know me better", you must not pay attention to the place on my profile where is says, I AM MARRIED!!!! I am very flattered! Thank you all very much, but I am here for conversation and to meet new people as FRIENDS!!!

Lovechild
Ok I know this is a stupid question but why the hell does it take hair so damn long to grow back??? Is it so much to ask that after having to chop it all off cause of stupid chemo treatment that it would grow back fast?? I hate it short... ok i'm done I just needed to gripe!

Mike E. Holmes
God saw you getting tired when a cure was not to be, so he closed his arms around you and whispered come to me. You didn't deserve what you went through and so he gave you rest, God's garden must be beautiful, he only takes the best, and when I saw you sleeping so peaceful free from pain, I could not wish you back to suffer that again. Mike we will always love you & miss you w/all of our hearts for you were a kind beautiful soul. I know one day I will see you again in God's beautiful garden.

We're A Dying Breed
To every Guy... To every guy that's said, "Sex CAN wait" To every guy that's said, "You're beautiful." To every guy that was never too busy to drive across town (or across the state) to see her. To every guy that gives flowers and a card when she is sick. To every guy who has given her flowers just because. To every guy that said he would die for her. To every guy that really would. To every guy that did what she wanted to do. To every guy that cried in front of her. To every guy that she cried in front of. To every guy that holds hands with her. To every guy that kisses her with meaning. To every guy that hugs her when she's sad. To every guy that hugs her for no reason at all. To every guy who would give their jacket up for her. To every guy that calls to make sure she got home safe. To every guy that would sit and wait for her for hours just to see her for ten minutes To every guy that would give his seat up. To every guy that just wants to cuddle. To every

I Want Ur Number
I want Your # don't care who you are. I bet you won't give it to me.. ;] Name:___________________ Number:___________________ Best time to call:___________________ I dare you to copy and paste this and see how many numbers you get. Repost as: "i want ur #"

Starry_eyes
Read the lyrics, don't just look at them. THIS is the kinda guy I want more than anything. If you have troubles figuring out why, lol, just ask me. I'm more than willing to talk about it. :) ~~~ I don't know how to make lots of money I got debts that I'm trying to pay I can't buy you nice things, like big diamond rings But that don't mean much anyway I can't give you the house you've been dreaming If I could I would build it alone I'd be out there all day, just hammering away Make us a place of our own I will write you a song That's how you'll know that my love is still strong I will write you a song And you'll know from this song that I just can't go on without you I don't know that I'd make a good soldier I don't believe in being violent and cruel I don't know how to fight, but I'll draw blood tonight If somebody tries hurting you I will write you a song That's how you'll know that my love is still strong I will write you a song And you'll know from

Looking For Love
im a sensitive male who needs and wants attention from a heart warming female that can make me happy. friends as well.. if you ladies have it in your heart to help me out plz do so. dont be a stranger. i will return the favor somehow. love YAnik

Im Sorry
how many other guys have had a friend that you really cared about and loved but she didnt feel the same.. how many other guys feel this way? I'm sorry that I bought you roses to tell you that i like you I'm sorry That I was raised with respect not to sleep with you when you were drunk I'm sorry That my body's not ripped enough to "satisfy" your wants I'm sorry that I open your car door, and pull out your chair like I was raised I'm sorry That I'm not cute enough to be "your guy" I'm sorry That I am actually nice; not a jerk I'm sorry I don't have a huge bank account to buy you expensive things I'm sorry I like to spend quality nights at home cuddling with you, instead of at a club I'm sorry I would rather make love to you then just screw you like some random guy. I'm sorry That I am always the one you need to talk to, but never good enough to date I'm sorry That I always held your hair back when you threw up,and didn't get mad at yo

Are You Seeing What I Am
I will first off admit that I can be a little prissy from time to time but I am about to be more of a snob that judges a book by its cover. That is what we are all doing on here anyways right? Ya we are. I am browsing around right now and looking at people and there are some fuckin ugly ass people online and people are telling them how good they look.What the hell are you people seeing? The last time I checked the things I saw were not sexy georgous or attractive by anyones standards. And I am not going to sit here and say how great I am because I dont think that, but I keep myself well kept and that can make or break a person. So why all the lies to the ones that post non-flattering pictures who clearly do not know how to photo shop or brush their teeth and hair? Why lie to them? Do you want that "10" right back??? Fuck I just rated some people how it is and I just did them all favors and I will take all the "1"s at least I know I am honest and anyone who rates me a 1 isnt...lol...god

Sex Smarts
You have a sexual IQ of 146 When it comes to sex, you are a super genius. You have had a lot of experience, and sex interests you so you know a lot about it. You pride yourself on being a source of information and guidance to all of your friends. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

This Goes With The Poem
I'm sorry..I'm sorry..if I'm not skinny enough for you to see my ribs.I'm sorry..if I'm not pretty enough to be "your girl".I'm sorry..if I'm not tan enough for you.I'm sorry..if I'm not a playboy model so I don't act like a porn star for you.I'm sorry..If i don't have a dream body that turns you on.I'm sorry..if i won't drop down to my knees to get you to like meI'm sorry..if my hair is not long enough.I'm sorry..if I'm not the "hottest" girl you have ever seen.But most of all...I'm sorry that most guys can't accept a girl for who they really are.

Comatose
So I don't use this site and upon returning I realize how crowded up with stupid shit it has become First of all the fucking updates are rediculous I don't care if someone uploads a photo,comments someone else ,or takes a fucking shit. If it doesn't pertain to me,please stop fucking informing me of it. All the sites I once loved,now just seem to be pathetic rip-offs of MySpace. does this site still alow nudity? that was probably the only good thing about this site.. except it was usually fat chicks,...which may not be appealing in any other way..but still funny nontheless. anyway I probaby will not be returning to Lost Cherry,Cherry Tap,Fubar,or any other retarded name it chooses to call itself in the future. if anyone wishes to keep in touch www.myspace.com/g0d_is_dead(I wont add you unless you identify yourself) or www.VampireFreaks.com/xBeedingPuppetx -Jamey

Army Mission In Northern Ireland Finally Over
The army's operation in Northern Ireland comes to an end Wednesday after nearly four decades, another symbolic milestone on the path to peace in the long-troubled province. The military landmark, from midnight (2300 GMT) Tuesday, comes two months after self-rule was restored in Belfast following a historic power-sharing deal between former Protestant and Catholic foes. Operation Banner, at 38 years the army's longest-ever continuous campaign, saw more than 300,000 personnel serving, over 6,000 injured and 763 killed by paramilitaries during the bleak years of terrorism and sectarian bloodshed. Omagh By Dave Emmerson Suspicious parked car Fingers pointing Children screaming Mothers Rushing A loud explosion Glass flying everywhere Buildings Collapsing Screams of pain Fill the air Sirens sounding Alarms going wild Innocent people dying

If I Knew
IF I KNEW If I knew it would be the last time That I'd see you fall asleep, I would tuck you in more tightly and pray the Lord, your soul to keep. If I knew it would be the last time that I see you walk out the door, I would give you a hug and kiss and call you back for one more If I knew it would be the last time I'd hear your voice lifted up in praise, I would video tape each action and word, so I could play them back day after day. If I knew it would be the last time,! I could spare an extra minute to stop and say "I love you," instead of assuming you would KNOW I do. If I knew it would be the last time I would be there to share your day, Well I'm sure you'll have so many more, so I can let just this one slip away. For surely there's always tomorrow to make up for an oversight, and we always get a second chance to make everything just right. There will l always be another day to say "I love you," And certainly the

Shade Tree Physcology
Views from a shade tree physicologist Current mood: apathetic Category: Romance and Relationships In this little ditty,I'm going to try to help you see logic,or as I put it,walking in another mans shoes.A woman who is married of 13 years,falls in love resparks with the ex-love of her life.The whole thing gets started when she corresponds to her ex-husband and they both convey the love that they still have and have never lost for each other.Well lets just dig in here.They end up talking everynight that her husband goes to sleep,either by phone,or computer.The husband gets suspicious and starts asking questions.The whole time the woman denies everything to the husband,to spare his feelings.The husband becomes even more suspicious,and is determined to get to the bottom of it.Needless to say he taps the phoneline to find out just what is really going on.He catches the conversation between his wife and her ex and is finally given his answers.After confronting the wife,she realize

Such Is Life
To the one that I loved,and will always love Current mood: sad Category: Writing and Poetry Oneday you are high on top of the world,the next you aren't on the bottom,your under the bottom.At one point in my life everyone loved me,everyone wanted me around or wantedto be around me.I was once loved by everybody.I was high on top of my dope thron,lol,enjoying all it's benifits.See money has never been my thing,it has always been exceptance.Sell dope and not only will you have money you will have exceptance.Even people you don't know all of the sudden want to be around you.Like most fake people they tell you if you didn't have anything,that they would still want to be around you.Then you start slowly loosing everything and trust me the people that wanted just to know you start to quickly forget you.You become yesterdays news.They start talking about you,saying things like he is so sorry,good for nothing.Then when you start to make a change in your life and decide that you are a be

For My Military Brother
This is to my little brother..Wayurackemnick is his site name. I am so very proud of you!! It has been tough for all around you that have gone to War. My heart has been aching since your 2nd tour. The thought of you going back makes me sad and scared. I believe in you and your Honor the ones you most feard. What a brave man you have turned out to be..And all of your friend who's lifes had to leave. I remember you little running naked in the snow!!!Now all grown up with a family of your own. I miss you all so much everyday. I will keep you in my heart and be sure to Pray. For all of you Soldiers who protect our Country and put your lifes on the line. God Please protect all of them, my brother too. And let my brother know his Big Sister will always be here waiting for you!! I Love You Nick

Lord Wolf's Contest Starts At Midnight!
Hey Hey! Bombers needed to help out tonight starting at midnight! KOW members show some love and respect to our founder! Non-KOW members bomb and see what we're all about and join us! ...remember it doesn't start until Midnight!

What's Up? Blessed Be!!!
Hello. I just wanted to say hello and wish you all a great day/night and hopefully you are walking on the right path and the God's and Goddesses watch over and bless you all. Love ya all. Blessed Be!!!

Random Silliness
Since I can't create a mumm anymore, have fun with these. This is just random silliness. A bunch of questions for no reason whatsoever. 1. what would you do for a klondike bar? 2. hotter couple, aunt jamima & mrs. butterworth or betty crocker & the pillsbury doughboy? (i said this was silly) 3. cocoa krispies or cocoa pebbles? 4. how many time did the batmobile catch a flat? 5. who annoys you more rosie o'donnell or bill o'reily? 6. is three really the magic number? 7. who is badder, count chocula or the count from sesame street? 8. who is better puddle of mudd or linkin park? 9. fed ex or dhl? 10. better decade of music 70's, 80's or 90's? Have fun. I may just do this again....LOL

The World Needs More Melanocortin 1 ;-(
Only an estimated 4 percent of the population is born with red hair (only 2% in the U.S.), due to the recessive nature of the gene that produces it. That gene, the melanocortin 1 receptor, was discovered on the 16th of the 23 human chromosome pairs in 1995 by Jonathan Rees, a professor at the University of Edinburgh in Scotland. It makes me sad..All I want in life is a female redhead....I'm not greedy, I'm not asking for fame or fortune or anything like that, I appreciate the beautifulness of the world around me, and as one of the nice guys, a dieing breed, I think I deserve the best, so if anybody out there knows of a nice redhead, help a borther out yo...

Piss Testing
This was emailed to me and I don't really think its a bad idea. Working in the oilfield I'm subject to a piss test damn near every month. What do you think? I have a job. I work, they pay me. I pay my taxes and the government distributes my taxes as they see fit. In order to get that paycheck, I am required to pass a random urine test, which I have no problem with. What I do have a problem with is the distribution of my taxes to people who don't have to pass a urine test. Shouldn't one have to pass a urine test to get a welfare check, because I have to pass one to earn it for them? Please understand that I have no problem with helping people get back on their feet. I do, on the other hand, have a problem with helping someone sit on their ass. Could you imagine how much money the state would save if people had to pass a urine test to get a public assistance check.

My Private Pictures
For those of you that want to ask about my private pictures they are for my family only. If I don't know you then don't ask to be on my family list. Take the time to get to know me and I might let you see them. Please don't ask until you know me because it just pisses me off. I have only been here a couple days and 20 people have asked to be on my family list and those are the first words they ever said to me. If you don't want to get to know me then don't ask me to be friends.

Me
hello there people just wanted to say high and let people who dont know me in the outside world know me lets see im short chubby cute and bi polar lol i have 3 kids a new husband a freak of nature cat and a gay dog im 31 i dig goth metal music some mainstream lots not i read constantly and if ya wanna know more go ask my roommates they are all on here too lmao anyway later ppl

Bs In America Today
Two middle-school students in Oregon are facing possible time in a juvenile jail and could have to register as sex offenders for smacking girls on the rear end at school. http://news.aol.com/story/_a/boys-face-trial-over-slapping-charges/20070724153509990001 Ok after I read that article I went WTF? These people are kidding right? I mean give me a break. That crap has been going on since my great great great grandparents were alive and now they think that kids need to register as sex offenders? HAHA try makin them pick up trash on the side of the highway wearing a sign saying "I will not slap another ass until I am 18" I think that would be embarrassment enough. I am thanking God I don't live in a state of Stupid people. OREGON shame on you!!

Over You
Over You Now that it's all said and done, I can't believe you were the one To build me up then tear me down, Like an old abandoned house. What you said when you left Just left me cold and out of breath. I fell too far, was in way too deep. Guess I let you get the best of me. Well, I never saw it coming. I should've started running A long, long time ago. And I never thought to doubt you; I’m better off without you More than you, more than you know. I'm slowly getting closure. I guess it's really over. I'm finally getting better. And now I'm picking up the pieces And spending all of these years Putting my heart back together. 'Cause the day I thought I'd never get through, I got over you. You took a hammer to these walls, Dragged the memories down the hall, Packed your bags and walked away. There was nothing I could say. And when you slammed the front door shut, A lot of others opened up, So did my eyes so I could see That you never were the best for m

A Man Got His Wish....be Careful What You Wish For!!(lol)
A man was sick and tired of going to work every day while his wife stayed home. He wanted her to see what he went through so he prayed: "Dear Lord: I go to work every day and put in 8 hours while my wife merely stays at home. I want her to know what I go through, so please allow her body to switch with mine for a day. Amen." God, in his infinite wisdom, granted the man's wish.. The next morning, sure enough, the man awoke as a woman. - He arose, cooked breakfast for his mate, awakened the kids, set out their school clothes, fed them breakfast, packed their lunches, drove them to school, came home and did the laundry, fold the laundry, put the laundry away, stopped at the gas station to fill up, went grocery shopping, then drove home to put away the groceries, paid the bills and balanced the check book. He cleaned the cat's litter box and bathed the dogs. Then it was already 1P.M. and he hurried to make the beds, Cl

Thank You
For all of you who helped bomb in the contest for Dana I would like to say Thank You for your help. She is a wonderful person. I know her in person and you will never meet a nicer person in your life. She is great. You all should get to know her better. Have a great day and Thanks Again.

Oh No!!!!!!!!! Lol....
OMG!!! Im not gonna even say it... lol... But its back on .. Here are the links.... Lmao!!!!! Quickly zombie ducks and runs... LMFAO!!!!!!! http://fubar.com/viewimage.php?u=195549&albumid=471718&i=2514456570 [ fubar.com photo: 2514456570 ]

The Wall
Original poem - please do not rip The Wall Around my heart has been built a wall… How I hope you can make it crumble and fall… And fill me with your love and light… While holding my heart snug and tight… You have the power to make my heart soar… To make me smile as I beg for more… But you also have the power to hurt me dear… To inflict my heart with pain and fear… And cast it into the darkening deep… Where pain and depression sleep… So if your intentions are not kind… Please don’t pretend to really be mine… I will stay safely hidden behind my wall… And search for someone else to make it fall... - Brian 2007

About My Company
About my Company Founded on July 7, 2004 by David Rewey, our company has gained a reputation as a reliable low voltage, power limited company. Quality Connections is growing rapidly as a full-service low voltage company with experience in all areas of power limited design and construction. Quality Connections offers seamless solutions and project delivery of low-voltage services, including communications, network, security, audio/video and low voltage landscape lighting solutions. We provide everything from system design, installation, and testing to long term service and maintenance on a wide array of projects. Company Strategies Provide our customers with the best telecommunication/data solution. Maintain the highest standards. Timely response to customer needs and requests. Earn our customers confidence and keep it. Take the time to understand our customer’s needs and requirements. Design solutions for customers that fit their n

Support Our Troops
Please don't delete this until you send it on, Let's send it around the world. FRIENDS ARE BORN,NOT MADE This is a poem being sent from a Marine to his Dad. For those who take the time to read it, you'll see a letter from him to his Dad at the bottom. It makes you truly thankful for not only the Marines, but ALL of our troops. THE MARINE We all came together, Both young and old To fight for our freedom, To stand and be bold. In the midst of all evil, We stand our ground, And we protect our country From all terror around. Peace and not war, Is what some people say. But I'll give my life, So you can live the American way. I give you the right To talk of your peace. To stand in your groups, and protest in our streets. But still I fight on, I don'tgripe, I don't whine. I'm just one of the people Who is doing your time. I'm harder than nails, Stronger than any machine. I'm

Army Stuff
Keep in mind, I may be a bit jaded from being at ft. bragg for 4 years. Even when I was in the reserves here though, where it is supposedly " more laid back " There was still all, or more of the bullshit. I actually enjoyed my job, and lots of the things about the army. I would deffinantly go back in and stay, if it weren't for all the bullshit, vanity, stupidity, and heartlessness that is there. I don't have a problem with p.t. long hrs, being deployed, lots of training, or all the hard work. There are all sorts of different jobs in the civilian workforce. Each has it's troubles, and annoyances. I'm not trying to trivialize that. I'm deffiantly not trying to be condascending. I'm not bitching about my job either. I don't even have a job, I get paid to go to school now because I was able to deal with all the bullshit for so long without shooting anyone. I kinda feel selfish, because if I had shot my 1sgt, and probably a few other people, the world, especially the army world woul

My Life
i dont know what to do i am falling into a whole and it seems to be a bottemless one. my mom married a guy when i was 8 years old. it was all good for the first year but when i was 9 almost 10 he started to hit her and me. untill iwas was 13 and i could fight back. from there after we were always seeing who could send each other the the hospital first and in worse shape. until we started using bats, and knifes then i sent him to jail for hitting a little 8 year year old girl cause my mom did not give him his vodka and it is a year later from then and he is now back into the picture cause my mom is a dumb ass. so he told me that i am a disrespectful asshole cause i dont call him dad anymore. i told him he does not diserve to be called dad by me or anyone else cause he does not have the respect for anyone and no one respects him cause he dont diserve it and i turned away from him for a secound and he hits me in the back of the head so i get up turn around to him in my face pointing at m

Lookin For A New Friends An Networkin A D.j. 4 Hire........ Add Me To Your Friend List..please !!!!!!!!
LOOKIN FOR A NEW FRIENDS AN NETWORKIN A D.J. 4 HIRE........ add me to your friend list..please !!!!!!!! http://www.myspace.com/blkjunglevine IM THE NEWEST MEMEBER OF GHOSTTOWN STREET RIDERZ ..... OIN MY NEWEST GROUP BROTHER & SISTER HOOD OF BIKE RIDER an i have four groups ..u would like .. read on ma.. COOL MySpace Comments Graphics MySpace Comments Graphics WELL I WORK 4 DISH NETWORK IM A SERVICE TECH. I GOTO SCHOOL AT NITE TO BECOME A MASTER ELECTRICIAN..THAT THOUGHT THE WEEK ,BUT I PARTY ON THE WEEKAND .. MY HOMEBOY IS A D.J. AT A CLUB.. SO I BE GOING TO HIS CLUB 2 HYPE PEPS UP ... hello , networkin in b-more read this !!!!!!!!!! A D.J 4 hire.. what up peps i glad u show me some love hope you hit me back with some love on my other pages myspace and blackplanet ... i hope u hit me with a friend req....holla at your boy , ... tell your friends 2 add to my group of myspace most beautyful peps...and new group i just starte

Cutelilstrawbry
I have never done a blog before so I really don't know what to put in it. I am 28 years old, I have an 8 year old son named Nelson. I am an only child like my son,,,we are spoiled lol. I am not married. I am bisexual. I am staying at home right now, been trying to do this work from home thing. I will be posting some new pics soon. I am an artist for the most part. I am a drinker and a smoker. I love fairies and fantasy stuff. I will think of something else to say later!!!

411
ok 4 all u who keep askin.... ok just because im signed on does not mean im here.... 1) give me a chance to check my mail 2) i could be haveing problems with fubar 3) i could just not wanna talk 4) pre occupied else where like yahoo and i just dont have fubar up 5) i just dont give a fuck.... 6) ok i could be smokeing.... ok this is just like who gives a fuck... anyhow u get my drift....ok sorry going for a smoke...yes im in a pissy mood so rate all my pics tell me how u love them so and maybe i will be in such a better mood..ok antie is callin me so i will return... have a happy day..ha... later......... tongue.... ooh p.s love ya all....

Domestic Violence
nicole[piss ass]Date: Aug 1, 2007 12:25 AM SORRY MOMMY && DADDY.i didn't mean to turn the channel to a differant channel. SORRY MOMMY && DADDY.i didn't mean to spill my milk at dinner last night. SORRY MOMMY && DADDY.i didn't mean to play with my dolls that long. SORRY MOMMY && DADDY.i didn't mean to trip over your shoes in the middle of the floor. SORRY MOMMY && DADDY.i didn't mean to be a mistake.. why can't i eat? SORRY MOMMY && DADDY.i didn't mean to pee in my pants yesterday. SORRY MOMMY && DADDY.i didn't mean to cry when my bath water was too hot.1,504,000 CHILDREN GET ABUSED BY THEIR GAURDIANS. IT'S NOT RIGHT. THEY SHOULDN'T HAVE TO SUFFER. IF YOU THINKCHILD ABUSE IS WRONG YOU CAN HELP BY RE-POSTING.*****YOU HAVE TO PRESS REPLY SO YOU CAN COPY CODE & REPOST.

Say It Right Nelly Furtado
Nelly Furtado Lyrics Say It Right Lyrics In the day In the night Say it all Say it right You either got it Or you don't You either stand or you fall When your will is broken When it slips from your hand When there's no time for joking There's a hole in the plan Oh you don't mean nothing at all to me No you don't mean nothing at all to me Do you got what it takes to set me free Oh you could mean everything to me I can't say that I'm not lost and at fault I can't say that I don't love the light and the dark I can't say that I don't know that I am alive And all of what I feel I could show You tonite you tonite From my hands I could give you Something that I made From my mouth I could sing you another brick that I laid From my body I could show you a place God knows You should know the space is holy Do you really want to go? Free Web Hosting

Some Thoughts Of Mine
Ok I might be rambling at the mouth or something. But why do girls always go for the guy with the bad boy look , or treats them like shit, or the guy with the money, so you are telling me that all the nice guys and the good guys that want to treat the girl with respect and everything that they should be treated like are left in last place. I am just confused about that. Maybe someone can clear this one up for me. What do you think??

Mumm Information
MuMMers...as per Scrapper's Instructions: PLEASE READ! First off, take a deep breath. Your MuMM suspension was nothing personal. The automated message you received probably told you it was NSFW. If it wasn't NSFW, it was flagged because it did not meet the MuMM guidelines. The following information will help you better understand your suspension. Also, I do not see 99% of the MuMMs that are flagged. I am just the guy who can help you turn them back on. Please do not shoot the messenger. Please make sure to read this entire blog. 1. I will not debate, argue, discuss or get involved in MuMM drama. 2. MuMM stands for Make Up Your Mind! It is a place for users to post legitimate questions asking for advice from our community. The format is self explanatory. Do not deviate from the format or your MuMM will be deleted. 3. MuMMs are NOT the bulletin board, Stash, photo gallery or your own personal blog to rant. MuMMs are not meant to perpetuate drama towards another user or the s

Help
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Just A Moment Of Your Time
My best friend really needs some help, she is the greatest person and a friend to all. She is always there to help everyone that she can and now its her turn. She really needs lots of love and support to reach her goal. I would like to ask anyone and everyone to please go and leave a few comments as many as you can and if you cant comment please at least go rate her. There is a Happy Hour up for grabs here and the person in second is close behind and always is back ahead of her in the morning so please take just a little bit of time and go help her out. She is the most wonderful friend and I love her dearly. To be able to vote the hosts rules state you must rate, fan and add him and let me tell you all she is damn sure worth all of it and he will rate and fan you in return. Here is his link and her link is at the bottom. Thank you all so very much and I know she will really appreciate anyone who is willing to help out. »†HøĦå§«@ fubar

The Lake
Sitting at the Lake, I knew it was not fake, Watching the World as we seen it, Knowing we would mean it, Francis leaned back on me, Unlocking my heart and setting it free, Intense was your touch, Feeling i was serching for so much, To start out slow, What a better way to go, The water rippling bye, My mind wondering why, Francis sitting there with me, The tree's and the woods, surrounding us that day, I wish we could have stayed, the deer came out to play, Francis did not stay, Stalked them like a cat, There i watched and sat, Francis got with in a couple of feet, The deer you did meet, a few pics that you took, all i could do was look, i didnt see them much, I was longing for your touch, We left that site, Against all my might, Holding you felt right, Even when we both held each other tight, Francis is so special and kind, Truely a unique find, To have Francis would be grand, at my side i hope Francis will stand, as i drove you home, Francis held my

A Womens Self Image
Below is something that I feel passionate about. Not only because I am a woman of size but for the years I have seen and felt the persecution's of not fitting into that skimpy sexy dress. Even though I have been an athlete and been active most of my life. It just was not in the cards for me to be that so called Perfect size. Now that health issues have taken me down another path in my life, and I can no longer be that athlete I once was. I stand Strong and Tall in being the woman I am. I saw a bulletin that made me give this answer to: As women we have to take control of our life and stop letting men dictate to us , who we are. Our bodies were not meant to be a bean pole, we were giving natural beautiful mountains and valleys in our personal landscape we call our bodies. OUR bodies bring forth life and is equip to nourish the next generation and it is meant to be soft and cuddly to embrace those we love, so they feel comforted. Be proud of who you are, Do not let an

Dark Hour
Dark hour Current mood: confused The Darkest Hour.... We're coming to the darkest hour, the fear is building down inside, one look into your eyes, I'm losing you... Oh, there's so much pain, there's so many tears, please don't leave me now, I'll die without you

My Sex Iq
You have a sexual IQ of 146 When it comes to sex, you are a super genius. You have had a lot of experience, and sex interests you so you know a lot about it. You pride yourself on being a source of information and guidance to all of your friends. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

Lost Soul
Yes that's me a lost soul. I been told that I have no feelings nothing bothers me. I have a black heart. Maybe they are right for I do not feel .I feel no pain ,no hurt. no sorrow .Why? I'ts a long story maybe I will put it in here someday.But for now I'll stay a Lost Soul

Hmm
i moved my current girlfriend out from illionis and now we love togeather. the problem is that i dont love her like i thought i did. I have a lady friend who i love very very deeply and who i think loves me also, she says she does and she says she is falling in love with me again. My ladfy friend and i used to date 7 years ago and becuse of my friends and her family we got broken up, but the world has brought us back togeather. The problem is if i want to be with my lady friend i would have to break up with my gf and if i do that then i wont have a place to live right now, The good news is my lady friend knows about my gf and doesnt care, she considers our relationship a 50/50 partnership and thats great. So my question is what should i do?

Mystery Lily..answered =-)
Today I spend the day weilding my green thumb, which has been lazy of late. Being in a good mood I thought I would drive down to S.Austin to check out the Natural Gardener's nursery to see what all the talk is about. I was overwhelmed by the size and the myriad of plants to add to my lil spot of green. An awesome place to visit or shop. While wandering about looking at all the cool goodies;-) I came across the daylilies. Noticing a familiar face looking back. I knew it was the ones I have been trying to indentify. Looking two more down one was in full bloom. BINGO! I had my answer. A Milk and Wine Lily. So cool. Here's the website for the nursery for my local buds. http://www.naturalgardeneraustin.com A quick write up on the Milk and Wine Lily. Crinum x herbertii (Milk and Wine Lily) "Crinum lilies are one of our most common old garden and cemetery plants. In many ways, they remind me of Texas and the South. They're huge, the biggest of all bulbs. They're so showy

Zen
1. Do not walk behind me, for I may not lead. Do not walk ahead of me, for I may not follow. Do not walk beside me either. Just pretty much leave me the hell alone. 2. The journey of a thousand miles begins with a broken fan belt and leaky tire. 3. It's always darkest before dawn. So if you're going to steal your neighbor's newspaper, that's the time to do it. 4. Don't be irreplaceable. If you can't be replaced, you can't be promoted. 5. Always remember that you're unique. Just like everyone else. 6. Never test the depth of the water with both feet. 7. If you think nobody cares if you're alive, try missing a couple of car payments. 8. Before you criticize someone, you should walk a mile in their shoes. That way, when you criticize them, you're a mile away and you have their shoes. 9. If at first you don't succeed, skydiving is not for you. 10. Give a man a fish and he will eat for a day. Teach him how to fish, and he will sit in a boat and drink beer all day.

Thoughts I'm Having Today
A juggalo isn't a person who paints their face and chants about hatchets and clowns. A juggalo is a person who isn't fake. Just a person who doesn't fit in. A misfit. We don't worship clowns, idols, and figures. Were not about religeon. We are about whats right and whats wrong and how you go along in life and the friends and homies you make. Learn the fucking story. If your going to hate us. Have a fucking reason. And if your gonna say they are rascist. Your FUCKING wrong. WE are completely AGAINST that shit. We believe that if we are good in life and good to others. Then we'll be rewarded in WHATEVER afterlife there is. Thats what Shangri-la (heaven) is all about. So if your with me. Comment this shit. Make it BIG. Keep passing it on. Naughty JuggaLette (I made this. cause i was SICK of the fucking critisism.)

Stupid Girl
I finally found out the truth as to why my now ex-fiance broke up with me. it is because i don't talk enough. she has no idea how hard i tried and now she will never know. those of you that i actually talk to know that i don't talk very much and she knew that before we even started going out. anyway i am not afraid to admit that i am going to go cry. screwed up thing is this all started two days after her ex-boyfriend got home. have a good night. here is a bulletin that i posted on myspace: I finally found out the truth about why this girl i was about to marry broke up with me. it is because i don't talk enough. those of you that know me know that i don't talk very much even if you do push me to talk. you also know about jasmine. this girl is just like jasmine. she broke up with me just because i didn't talk enough and it killed me for 3 years until i met the girl this whole little thing is about. i'm telling you now, don't be surprised if i call you at anytime over the next coupl

Gardening Tip: 1
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Cow Sounds
I was just watching the news, it said that a person committed a crime and on the voice recorder was the sound of a cow. I called them and said lQQk, stop offending me, my EX girlfriend did NOT DO IT! Plus she never makes as sound, unless she is giving milk! You know i have not had milk in quite some time! Love, Amedeo

My Bogs
I feel the remorse,I feel the pain i love my animals on god please help me. The nightmares the'll I will die in my mercy cause my brain is tainted my love is a disease that people cannot bear my soul is red but I'm bleeding blk for all the sorrow that I feel.I feel helpless and left to fend on my own .the music makes me feel whole almost complete so to speak . I hear the crow chrip in side my head as I open my eyes he dissappears .the love is not lost until you've lost the love .I'm the dirty angel you love to hate my mind is cluttered with uneless shit .I am weird because I am different I call it special I see red and gold mix isn't it lovely , my brain is tainted my soul is wounded my heart is beating my brain is tainted. I feel the poision running threw my veins I will die in my mercy can't you see? I'm broken and can't be fixed so don't try.I'll poision your mind next time .i am dyeing inside and there no cure .karma is the key my brain is tainted who is to blame? You give what y

My Blogs
As of today, Aug 1st, 2007 at 6:30pm, We had to put my black lab down to sleep. I had taken her into the vet cause she wasnt looking well.. I took her in and she got some blood work and turned out she had acute kidney failure.. Her kidneys stop workin and her red blood cell count was very low... It was the toughest decision but the right decision seeing how the vet said that chance of her living was slim.. So as of right, both me and my husband are doing okie.. We both got it with a brick from all that had happened today... My dog was a great dog. She was well trained and did everything right.. So That is what happened today... Sorry if this is depressing but i rather tell it then hold it in..

Ten Thoughts To Ponders For 2007
Ten Thoughts to Ponder for 2007 Number 10 Life is sexually transmitted. Number 9 Good health is merely the slowest possible rate at which one can die. Number 8 Men have two emotions: Hungry & Horny. If you see him without an erection, make him a sandwich. Number 7 Give a person a fish & you feed him for a day; teach a person to use the Internet & he won't bother you for weeks. Number 6 Some people are like a Slinky.......... not really good for anything, but you still can't help but smile when you shove them down the stairs. Number 5 Health nuts are going to feel stupid someday, lying in hospitals dying of nothing. Number 4 All of us could take a lesson from the weather. It pays no attention to criticism. Number 3 Why does a slight tax increase cost you two hundred dollars and a substantial tax cut saves you thirty cents? Number 2 In the 60s, people took acid to make the world weird. Now The world is weird and people take

Prison Vs Work
Just in case someone ever gets these two environments mixed up, this should make things a little bit clearer. Thanks! Denise Smith Administrative Assistant Frontier Dodge @ PRISON @ WORK you spend the majority of your time in a 10X10 cell you spend the majority of your time in an 8X8 cubicle you get three meals a day fully paid for you get a break for one meal and you have to pay for it you get time off for good behavior you get more work for good behavior the guard locks and unlocks all the doors for you you must often carry a security card and open all the doors for yourself you can watch TV and play games you could get fired for watching TV and playing games you get your own toilet you have to share the toilet with some people who pee on the seat they allow your family and friends to visit you aren't even supposed to speak to your family all expenses are paid by the taxpayers with no work required you get to pay all your expenses to

Just Stuff
i got into a VIC giveaway any help bombing would be appriciated here is the link a big thanks you to bigsexy for putting this on show him some love ~~~~BIGSEXY~~~~~proud FUhusband to TRACY~~~owner BIGSEXY BOMBERS@ fubar

Sick
Yesterday, I got really sick at work. Had trouble breathing and when I did, it hurt like hell. My boss let me off work early and since it was so hard to drive home, I went to the ER. The doctor on duty said that I had broncitis and gave me scrips for anti-biotics and cough syrup. I thought that I wouldn't be able to get them filled until today but thankfully Walgreen's pharmacy is open 24/7! I'm probably going to end up quitting the cigs here soon cuz of how quick this came on.

Bloggy
so mom and i went to walmart tonight not expecting to be there allll night long..... well we were.... we joined the long line after finishing getting what we needed and they decide that the registers went down and after standing there for another 15 minutes while they walkie each other they finally decide to send us to good 'ol electronics.... so they cram everyone in there and if you werent standing up there in line then you didnt know what was going on. so we stand there for another half hour and the lady on the other register drops the guy's milk ALL OVER and then our lady drops moms ID and credit card in it .... all the while trying to get them to come over and clean it up and the lady walks by and goes "I'll get to it later" YAY WALMART..... so then we are walking past this other manager on the way out ... cuz we had to walk ALL THE WAY BACK THROUGH .... cuz they are going remodeling in the MIDDLE of the store. and we ask the lady why the FOUR of them have to set up one display of

Recall
RECALL INFOhttp://www.service.mattel.com/us/recall/39054_IVR.asp?prod= Fisher-Price, in cooperation with the United States Consumer Product Safety Commission is voluntarily recalling a limited number of Nickelodeon and Sesame Street painted toys produced by one specific contract manufacturer during a narrow timeframe. The recalled products were sold in retail stores nationwide since May 1, 2007. Paint on some of these products COULD contain lead in excess of permissible levels. see link to view the toys included!! RECALL INFOhttp://www.service.mattel.com/us/recall/39054_IVR.asp?prod=

You Got A Friend
Having true friends is very important. They are rare and hard to find, but when you do. You want to hold on and cherish them. I think these ladies sing it well. I am a big James Taylor and Carole King fan. I hope you enjoy this too.

Downrater
this person had to rate my pic a 1 what an insult .... . . . .http://fubar.com/user/374652 . . . if you haven;t rated it you look at it and tell me ...leave me a comment on it too. ...thanks to Friends ,Family and Fans

My Life !!!
oh my goodness not quite sure how to feel tomorrow i go to enroll my daughter in school i think i am more excited than she is, ready to let her go i gave her five awesome years of what i could on my own i am ready to set her off into the world of school kinda scared in a way but i'll know she'll like it she loves to learn my days at home will be different i love all my children but at times the curly blonde was my bestfriend and the person to keep me a float when times got rough for me as a single mom before i met phillip oh my i am crying i am just so proud of her and myself i hope if u read this blog u don't make fun but my life is my children and they are who i live for i am so going to miss her every day she goes but she has gotta grow and i hope she grows to ba a strong wowan inside and out like her mother

Naughty And Nice!
Using your body Your sexual hidden talent is using your body's natural charm and beauty to seduce your partner. You are all about having the perfect body/looking good for your partner - and it does the trick every time. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

Leo
Sun in Leo: Your path of soul development in this lifetime revolves around developing your awareness of yourself as a distinct, unique individual. It is not enough for you to simply be who and what you are, lesley, you must radiate your inner essence outwardly, express it, bring it forth in a creative way. Although ultimately your goal is self-discovery and self-recognition, you initially have a profound need to make an impression on others and to be recognized and appreciated by the world. In many ways you are like the eager child who delighted with the discovery of a new power or accomplishment, demands of all and sundry "See ME! Look what I can do!". Of course, you do this in subtler ways (usually!). Nevertheless, the joy of self-discovery and self-expression, and the yearning for "strokes", applause, and affirmation is very much present in you. Put simply, you tend to be rather fascinated with yourself. Your tendency to dramatize or exaggerate, and your desire to be

Soldier Meets God
Soldier meets God 8 days ago The Soldier stood and faced his God Which must always come to pass He hoped his shoes were shining Just as brightly as his brass. Step forward now, you soldier, How shall I deal with you? Have you always turned the other cheek? To My Church have you been true? The soldier squared his shoulders and said, No Lord, I guess I ain't Because those of us who carry guns Can't always be a saint. I've had to work most Sundays, And at times my talk was tough. And sometimes I've been violent, Because the world is awfully rough. But I never took a penny That wasn't mine to keep... Though I worked a lot of overtime When the bills just got too steep. And I never passed a cry for help, Though at times I shook with fear, And sometimes, God forgive me, I've wept unmanly tears. I know I don't deserve a place Among the people here. They never wanted me around Except to calm their fears. If you've a place for me here, Lord,