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What Are The Colors Of Your Heart?
Your Heart is Blue and Purple Your heart is enticing and enchanting. You are charismatic, larger than life, and fascinating. You bring fantasy and romance to relationships. You're good at making someone ordinary seem extraordinary. What Are the Colors of Your Heart?

Going To Try Speaking In Fu Language This Time! Lol
* Give a $5 donation - I will rate 25 of your pics during HH with 11s (VIP or not) * Give a $10 donation - I will rate 50 of your pics during HH with 11s (VIP or not) * Give a $15 donation - I will rate 75 of your pics during HH with 11s (VIP or not) * Give a $20 donation - I will rate 100 of your pics during HH with 11s (VIP or not) * Give a $25 donation and not only will I rate 100 of your pics 11s but I will also add you to my profile page and add you as one of my #10 friends. You can make your donation 1 of 2 ways. Either via paypal OR via my Autism Speaks donation page. Just click the appropriate button below! When you give a donation you will receive a personalized tag from me letting everyone know you helped! Incidence vs. Private Funding * Leukemia: Affects 1 in 25,000 / Funding: $310 million * Muscular Dystrophy: Affects 1 in 20,000 / Funding: $175 million * Pediatric AIDS: Affects 1 in 8,000 / Funding: $394 million * Juvenile Diabetes: Af

Colors
Your Heart is Red and Purple Your heart is strong and powerful. You are dominant, competent, and brave. You bring order and support to relationships. You're good at being the one in control. What Are the Colors of Your Heart?

What I Miss!!!
I met someone recently! He has beautiful eyes, brown hair & is the most wondeful guy in the whole world. Our love ran deep into me. Consumed me! Swallowed me! All I thought about was the day when he would be mine & I could be his. You see, I have this childish dream that I will meet someone and fall head over hills for him & he would want nothing more in the world to be with me. I thought that I had finally found him. I hoped that it was him. I prayed to GOD that it was him. I still don't know if I got my answer. If the answer was no, this is not him, it would make sense right now because last night he broke up with me. He completely crushed me. I am so sick of this shit. I hate it when someone gets in so close and then they just tear my lil heart to pieces. I don't know if I can take it anymore. Everytime this happens, I lose even more trust in guys. I don't think I can honestly trust any man ever again. My gaurd will always be up. Waiting on them to leave me.

Pro-pain
this song reminds me of a certain fruity faggot ass dude i know. you do nothing but disrespect me and make me physically sick. you know who you are you fake ass phoney bitch. go fuck yourself douchebag. your gonna get whats coming to you, remember that. "Godspeed" By Pro-Pain If you're in, I want out. Fuck you all, good bye. Such a shame. It's been real. Hope you all die. Make a break for better days. Watch the world burning below. Vow we're not looking to make amends. Let them eat crow! In search of life on status quo, so Godspeed, go! Our Northern Lights are getting low, so Godspeed, go! Taste the pain. Smell the burn of the first kill. Watched your face enjoy the ride like a pink pill. Never tell, promise? Don't need to know nothing but the best. Civilization, or social unrest. In search of life on status quo, so Godspeed, go! Our Northern Lights are getting low, so Godspeed, go! "the hellion" A monster created, From the devastation, A

Books
Much of the conversation that takes place in this book is written in the phonetically spelled Sheffield dialect of the 40's and 50's and so it might be a little daunting to anyone unfamiliar with it. However, to me - a person who grew up in Sheffield - it only adds to the charm! I think that this book resonates with me as the author was of a similar age to my dad and many of the adventures and scrapes he gets into remind me of the stories my dad has told me. There are lots of very funny moments in this book and conversely, many sad and touching moments too. Weerz me dad sheds a very interesting light on post-war Britain for the working classes and illustrates just how much things have changed on so many levels, including the sad loss of community spirit and 'real' neighbours. This book is a must-read for anyone who had parents or grandparents who grew up in the working class north of the 40's and 50's. Sadly, Fred Pass died recently; it appears he took his own life. Alt

Our Son
In Loving Memory of Our Little Angle Boy "Dale Lloyd Clark" May 18, 1988- March 17, 1993 We love & miss you dearly...you are always in our hearts & thoughts! Keep watching over us, Punky With love from your family

I'm So Lucky
I have the best family & friends on here...They have helped me so much in this contest by rating commenting me and bringing their own friends that I don't even know to come bomb me...I want each and every one of them to know that every thing that they have done for me in this is deeply appreciated...I just want them to know that I love them all and am very thankful that they are my friends...Hugz to you all... Graphics and Myspace Layouts at pYzam.com SEXY & HOT COMMENTSCLICK HERE!

Superman's Rants
Ok.. So my twins birthday is tomorrow... So I had them make out a list of things for me to get for them... and in this huge list that they ask for everything but the kitchen sink... wait wait... I think that was #512 on their list... anyways... In thier list they both wanted superman PJ's... and one of them wanted a superman blanket and pillow too... They so take after their daddy... anyways... Now... me being the huge Superman nut myself... knows... Walmart is usally where I get my Superman Shirts and hats from... So Lisa and I drive out to Wally World to see what we get to choose from in the mass selection they must have of the greatest super hero the world has loved for generations... Now first we look for the PJ's... First hoping to find Supergirl PJ's to hopfully again remind the twins that they are girls... but to our luck.. there was none... Fine... we find them PJ's with the Superman Sheild on them... thinking... "Hey it's the same sheild that on Supergirl's Costume".

We Need Someone Like This In Here
THIS MOVIE SAYS SO MUCH ABOUT THE WORLD AROUND US AND HERE EVEN IN FUBAR,JUST GOES TO SHOW HOW THE SILVERSPOONERS WORK THE SYSTEM TO THEIR ADVANTAGE! HERE IS SOME EXERPTS FROM THE MOVIE(HEAD OF STATE) How many of you, right now... work two jobs just to have enough money to be broke? That ain't right. If you work two jobs, and at the end of the week... you got just enough money to get your broke ass home... Let me hear you say, "That ain't right!" That ain't right! How many of you have children that they call stupid? Don't be ashamed! It ain't your fault. I asked my niece the other day, "What's four plus four?" She said, " ." But that ain't her fault! That's the school's fault.

Teh Fu
Just want to let you all know that I made a few changes to my family. Some were added and some were removed. If you were removed from my family list, please don't take it to heart. It wasn't anything you did. I only have so much room to use and some of you I don't talk to as much anymore. You may be added back in the future but not before I get VIP again so I have the extra room to work with. Thank you for understanding. It's Easter. The season when bunnies poop out easter eggs. (The Bible gives us weird stories, eh?) I'm looking for a chocolate bunny to bite the head off of (starting with the ear of course) but I can't find one. What the hell, Bobby? This Easter, I'm sitting by myself in my room in the barracks. No family. My friends have gone home to theirs. I'm going to rely on all of you people to keep me company. Up for the job? Good! This is going to be an awesome cyber-Easter! I have my coca-cola beside me and ready to go. *looks up* Man... what do they

Nsfw Warnings
Today 7 pictures were reported as NSFW content....one was the picture up now with my legs showing, the other was the animated picture of the snake and Eve, and another was the body picture of me wearing a long t-shirt and jeans (WTF), and the others were pics of me in halter or tank tops with sleeves and full coverage, but yet no actual nude pics were marked and all this after some asshole asked advice and another made a brief stop to my page...I am actually unsure of the exact person but is was odd all the pics had the same last viewer who has been deleted...So please let me know if my pictures offend because if me fully clothed is considered NSFW just imagine summertime coming up! HAHAH http://www.fubar.com/images.php?u=1150500 Ya...I think this is the one!!!!!!!!!!!!! Now this bitch tried marking me NSFW but yet has in her pics not to mark her!ROFLMAO ~ღ¤H¡Ṥ ßÊåµTîFµ£ ÅηgєL Fubar Girlfriend To Wasted™¤ღ~http://www.fubar.com/user/1480487

First Timer...not What You Think...lol
Hey y'all...sorry I have't wrote for awhile...I just got hired on at a new job, I start today...orientations from noon to 4pm. I have been wanting this job for awhile and I finally got it...YES! Everything else in my life is going great too, we just got a new puppy...so on and so forth...What more could I ask for in life than what I already have...Oh and my party is next Saturday...hope everyone can make it...ZTime to raise some HELL!! Hope y'all are doin good! Talk to yas laters! Luvs Yas! I haven't been on fubar for awhile...obviously...I mostly stick to myspace. Newayz...a lot of things have changed...for one, me and my fiance Larry just introduced our first child together into the world on February 28th, 2009. We named him Lane Jordyn Taylor...he is the most precious baby. I uploaded some pictures and will do more soon...I am also on myspace as I mentioned and have a ton of pictures on that site. It is hard to believe that he will be a month old this month He is healthy and happy..

A Poem About Me
looking at this lovly lady so defiant so empowered a face so strong yet what really lays within is it a tear of yearning to awaken from where she is or is it a shout of anger a lovly lady sits and she sets her act her lovly grace and lustful power captivates all yet none see whats truly behind the stages curtians 1. my husband and i divorced, over religious differences, he thought he was god and i didnt. 2. some people are alive only because its illegal to kill them. 3. i used to have a handle on life but it broke. 4. beauty is in the eye of the beer holder. 5. earth is the insane asylum for the universe. 6. im not a complete idiot-- some parts are just missing. 7. nyquil: the stuffy, sneezy, why- the heck- is the room spinning medicine. 8.god must love stupid people, he made so many. 9.the gene pool could use a little chlorine. 10. consciousness: that annoying thing between naps. 11. being "over the hill" is much better than being under it.! 12. wrinkled was not

Programming Fun
The person I wrote this for (well, wrote it BECAUSE of anyways) Just will NOT take no for an answer... Wants mt to program all this stuff to take other peopels accounts... Yahoo, AOL, MySpace, Fubar... You name it, and he askes me to do it... Along with key gens. for software... So, i figured I\'d throw this together, make it look real, and throw it all in a zip file and send it to him.... Maybe this way he\'ll take the hint that I\'m not interested in doing anything like that... even though I could... hahaha... This was all done in the spirit of fun, and to teach some lame-ass a lesson... If you feel you must commenton this, then please, feel free. ---------------------------------- ---------------------------------- Ok, so here\'s the Module for it... ---------------------------------- Option Explicit Private Declare Function GetDiskFreeSpace Lib \"kernel32\" Alias \"GetDiskFreeSpaceA\" (ByVal lpRootPathName As String, lpSectorsPerCluster As Long, lpBytesPerSector As Lon

Redneck Daughter
Dear Redneck Daughter, I'm writing this slow because I know you can't read fast. We don't live where we did when you left home. Your dad read in the newspaper that most accidents happen within 20 miles of your home, so we moved. I won't be able to send you the address because the last West Virginia family that lived here took the house numbers when they moved so they wouldn't have to change their address. This place is really nice. It even has a washing machine. I'm not to sure about it. I put a load of clothes in and pulled the chain. We haven't seen them since. The weather isn't bad here. It only rained twice last week; the first time for three days and the second time for four days. About that coat you wanted me to send; your Uncle Billy Bob said it would be too heavy to send in the mail with the buttons on, so we cut them off and put them in the pockets. Bubba locked his keys in the car yesterday. We were really worried and hot because it took him two hours to

My Redneck Christmas
'Twas the night before Christmas in my redneck house; Junior was wringing the neck of a mouse. My .357 sat right on my lap Just waiting for Santa, to take all his crap. The young'uns were restless and watching in shifts To see if he'd come and I'd shanghai some gifts, When out from the yard came a godawful noise O could it be him with a shitload of toys? I jumped from my chair and my crotch screamed in pain I caught my left nut on my wallet's big chain But then I unwrapped it and flew out the door Yelling, "Hold it right there, you old son of a whore!" "Hands in the air and kick over that sack, And then real slowly move 20 feet back." He did as I told him, fat, stupid old elf; I laughed so damn hard I near pissed on myself. I grabbed his big bag with a hearty guffaw Then I dragged it inside after spitting some chaw. I heard him take off - in a second he split, Leaving my yard heaped with fresh reindeer shit. Back in my chair I let out s

Under The Hammer Lol
Come Get A Bad Girl & Help Sarge's Bad Girls Get Spotlight.. Do You Want To Own A Bad Girl?? Come Bid On These Bad Girls (Fubucks Only Bids & All Bids Go To Sarge's Bad Girls Spotlight Fund) Tulsa's Angel Meagan Ticha MissHoneypie DJ_Lette FakeFruitCake Here I Go Again you want a peice of me Check out what im offering got to worth a bid lol I would luv just one rate too please the one with the most rates at the end of the Auction gets a bling pack and as most of you know i love giving out bling :-D But please only leave Bids in the comments or ill get my ass kicked and I dont want my ass

Windows 2005 Southern Edition
Howdy Dear Consumers: It has come to our attention that a few copies of the WINDOWS 2005 Southern EDITION may have accidentally been shipped outside of the south. If you have one of these, you may need help understanding the commands. The Southern EDITION may be recognized by the unique opening screen. It reads: WINDERS 2005, with a background picture of Waylon and Willie superimposed on a bottle of Jack Daniels. Please also note: The Recycle Bin is labeled " Outhouse" My Computer is called "This Dern Contraption" Dial Up Networking is called "Good Ol' Boys" Control Panel is known as " The Dashboard" Hard Drive is referred to as "4-Wheel Drive" Floppies are "Them little ol' plastic thangs" Instead of an error message, " Duct Tape" pops up. CHANGES IN TERMINOLOGY IN Southern EDITION: Cancel............stopdat Reset..............try'er agin Yes...............yep No................nope Find...............hunt fer it Go to............over yonde

Utopia??
Before i get into all this, i'm well aware of the criticism i get on this subject, because every time i talk about this, someone is like, "that's a nice idea, but it won't ever work" because it's human nature to be greedy and selfish, plus "no one can ever agree on things" dealing with this subject, but the whole idea of this community is that no one person is in charge, and every decision is made by everyone to find the best solution for a problem.This is just my interpretation of utopia.I'm well aware criticism will be put forth here, and that's okay... i'm used to it. Basically the whole idea i'm putting forth here is a state of communism and capitalism (which i believe is a bit of an oxymoron, but i will explain further so it makes more sense.) It would be seen as communism as far as there wouldn't be a class system, and capitalism because you would get a system of credit, based on the effort you put into the community. Now when i say "effort you put into the community" it can be

Rules
So very, very True !!! THE fubar RULES ONE If you're ugly, stop acting like you don't know it. The captions under you picture that says "top model pose" "sexy bitch" "arnt i hot" doesn't convince anyone. TWO To the people who have like 25,000 friends, are you serious? Nobody in this universe can keep up with that many friends. You're stupid. Go play in traffic. THREE Don't ever post pictures and say "OMG, I'm so ugly" "OMG,I'm so fat" because if you were, you wouldn't post them. FOUR Nobody cares about threats over the internet. Don't try to act hardcore with the keyboard. Fighting online is like racing in the special olympics; even if you win, you're still retarded. FIVE Making 20 bulletins a day about how you have new pictures and begging people to comment on them is pathetic. Make the bulletin once if you have to, and those who actually care about you will comment on your pics. SIX If all your pictures look the same

My New Teeth Now I Can Go On The National Kidney Transplant List
WELL I JUST GOT ALL MY DENTAL DONE SO THAT I CAN NOW GO ON THE TRAMSPLANT LIST, AND WHAT A BUNCH OF PAIN IN THE BUTT I WAS FOR SCOOTER, BUT HEY HE LOVES ME STILL SO THATS ALL THAT MATTERS.

Screw Love Games
For enternity love plays a game For a life time life seems pointless what does it all mean, what can it all seem to be? many times the heart trys to figure it out, only to be as lost as a rat in a maze pain that never seems to ease turned to craze inflicted mutilation caused by brutal determination up and down, life may go partners or soulmates they are called, people go through a hundred "right" ones, along with heartache, pain and dispare, just to end up years in misery, the "right" one never comes til the end, for enternity love plays a game for a life time, life seems pointless what does it all mean, what can it all seem? the heart has no way of knowing, games are always in the towing, listen close cause you may hear just the faint beat of truth, when love or peace has come to thy.

Sanity
to pass time away, to wait for my sanity my lil hell away from hell my life is nothing more than a pawn on this earth nothing is ever pleasing or right can never seem to ease the pain or dispare words are nothing more than blabber left alone to face this hell alone, insanity so distructive i feel less human with every passin day hiding the pain within, the voices so strong and bone chiling one last cut, one last time to ease the pain, leave it all behind never again cry never again feel the buring uncontrolable pain but what will come of those that thy love? the price of my ending pain be the begining of thiers? one last cut may just be on the mind, ending the life where can i go to escape this place called hell? can i ever get some sanity back

Twinkle Twinkle
TWINKLE TWINKLE LITTLE STAR I WONDER HOW FAR YOU CAN FALL FOR I WISH ON THE WHEN I SEE THE, AND NEVER GET ANYTHING MY MISERY IS ALL I GET IN RETURN THE MAN WHOM ENTERED MY LIFE CAUSES ME PAIN BLOOD I WISH SHED PAIN I WANT TO CAUSE WANTING TO FEEL THE STEEL SLIDE ACROSS HE SKIN WATCHING THE DROPS FALL SLOWLY, REPRESENTING EACH AGONIZING PAIN HE CAUSED ON ME TWINKLE TWINKLE LITTLE STAR, WHAT THE HELL KIND OF WISHING STAR ARE YOU?

Fight Or Not To Fight......that Is The Question
if u meet ur significant others childhood friends and they get drunk and run their mouth to ya when they dont know you and DONT back down.....would you fight or no?

Fu Own Me
SKULL is on the Auction Block! myspace Stuff Click this picutre and check him out: Here's what you can get from SKULL: RATE PIX 11 DURING HH 5 PROFILE COMMS A DAY RATE STASH DURING HH ADDED TO TOP 5 IN FAMILY AND FRIENDS 1 BIG PIMPIN GIFT OF MY CHOICE PERSONAL PHONE CALL **IF WANTED BY OWNER 2 PERSONAL SFW SALUTES IF A VIP IS OFFERED AS PART OF THE BID..... 1 MONTH = 1-K 2 MONTH = 40K 6 MONTH = 100K IF A BLAST IS OFFERED AS PART OF THE BID.... 7 DAY BLAST = 20K 30 DAY BLAST = 75K NOW FOR THE BONUS LADIES.....IF THE WINNING BID HAS REACHED 400,000 FUBUCKS AND AT LEAST A 3 MONTH VIP I WILL SEND THEM THE INFAMOUS ORANGE HOODIE FROM MY PIX!! OMG LADIES CAN YOU BELIEVE THAT THE MOST WANTED HOODIE ON FUBAR IS UP FOR GRABS..... **PLUS I HAVE ADDED A FEW EXTRA THINGS FOR THE WINNER.....GOOD LUCK EVERYONE Don't forget to Add/Fan/Rate the Auction Hostess to gain access to the Auction Folder if you aren't already her friend... ~PebblesinAZ~TY Sooo MUC

Level Her
I NEED EVERYONE'S HELP!!! I own one of the most amazing people on Fubar and she helps everyone and never asks for help in return. I think its time she sees some of the love returned to her. She has helped over 200 people to Godfather, Disciple, Prophet, and Oracle! Not to mention all the other level ups she has done. ♥ BooBoo ♥ Founder of Shadow Levelers.Owned by Gary@ fubar ALL I ASK IS TO PLEASE RATE AT LEAST ONE FOLDER OF HER STUFF. IF EVERYONE SHE HAS HELPED LENDS JUST A LITTLE BIT WE CAN GET HER TO PROPHET. IF YOU DON'T KNOW HER SHE'S THE KINDA FRIEND YOU WANNA HAVE. This pimpout brought to you by the very proud owner of as some call her "The Leveling Queen" GARY~SHADOW LEVELER~fu owned by Lauria~R/L ENGAGED TO BooBoo~ FUMARRIED AND OWNER OF~ BooBoo~~@ fubar Ok this wonderful kind woman has helped so many people on here with there leveling and has never once asked to return the love back at all. As of right now she needs 10,991,022 poi

Reaper Flowers
Poetry of Henry Wadsworth Longfellow Voices of the Night THE REAPER AND THE FLOWERS There is a Reaper, whose name is Death, And, with his sickle keen, He reaps the bearded grain at a breath, And the flowers that grow between. "Shall I have naught that is fair?" saith he; "Have naught but the bearded grain? Though the breath of these flowers is sweet to me, I will give them all back again." He gazed at the flowers with tearful eyes, He kissed their drooping leaves; It was for the Lord of Paradise He bound them in his sheaves. "My Lord has need of these flowerets gay," The Reaper said, and smiled; "Dear tokens of the earth are they, Where he was once a child. "They shall all bloom in fields of light, Transplanted by my care, And saints, upon their garments white, These sacred blossoms wear." And the mother gave, in tears and pain, The flowers she most did love; She knew she should find them all again In the fields of light above. O, not i

Reapers Hand
one soul shattered by the loses and resolved to be alone he searches for his lifes breath through the torment and screaming he wades he has long since taken the souls of others to ease his pain drawing the pleasure of their pain he see her in the darkness ... such beauty wanting to make her his ... he takes up his sword as the distance between them is lessened he draws back with the blade ..it shines something stops his heart he cant it just something as drawn he attention its the look in her eyes ...there's light her soul is the one he can never take she has taken his instead....

Thanking All Of You!!!! Your The Best
> > > DYLON'S DIVAS ARE THE BEST!! THIS BLAST IS TO SHOW LOVE TO ALL WHO HELPED ME IN MY CONTEST...I WANNA SHOW PERSONAL LOVE TO THE PEOPLE WHO BOMBED ME IN THE LAST HOURS AND HELPED ME TO WIN WHEN I WAS SO BEHIND..... MS.MAINE QUEEN SEXY LIPS CANDYRAIN BABY ITS COLD OUTSIDE REBECCA SPECIAL B SAPPHIRE AND THANKS TO ALL WHO SHOWED ME LOVE THROUGHOUT THE WHOLE CONTEST TIME. YOU ALL ROCK!!!! LOVE YOU ALL ~~DIVA KITTY~~

Untitled
Totally Rejected, Something not expected Emotional pain But what do I gain? Tears I cry Feelings that die Anger moves in Fills me with sin Reality check I shouldn't expect Pick up my heart Go back to start.

Did You Know
April 22: National Try To Assassinate The President Day (United States of America), Mars Day (Mars) 1,200,000,000,000,000,000 BC - The planet Mars is born. 1,199,999,999,999,999,999 BC - The planet Mars loses all its water, all life dies out and the planet turns red. 8000 BC - Mars, The Roman God of War, is born. He is named after the planet. 1189 - Eleanor of Acquatine announces that she would hang her necklace from her nipples, but recinds her decision because "it would shock the children." 1420 - Johannes Gutenberg becomes a father - names firstborn son "Steve". 1468 - The Great Council of the Republic of Venice attempts to curb the power of the Council of Ten by cutting off one of it's fingers. 1609 - Council of Antes declares that peas will henceforth be eaten with a fork. 1882 - First obscene phone call made; crude equipment mandates heavy breathing when careless whispers can not be heard. 1900 - Families all over the world clamor for Jell-O for their just des

~true Friendship...not For Sissys~
~~~True Friendship- None of that Sissy Crap~~~ Are you tired of those sissy 'friendship' poems that always sound good, But never actually come close to reality? Well, here is a series of promises that actually speak of true friendship. You will see no cutesy little smiley faces on this card- Just the stone cold truth of our great friendship. 1. When you are sad -- I will jump on the person who made you sad like a spider monkey jacked up on mountain dew. 2. When you are blue -- I will try to dislodge whatever is choking you. 3. When you smile -- I will know you are plotting something that I must be involved in. 4. When you are scared -- I

Go Bugs!!!
Bugs Earn Second Straight Regular Season Championship (Team Release) - The Bossier-Shreveport Mudbugs won their second consecutive Governor’s Cup Regular Season CHL Championship on Saturday night at CenturyTel Center , defeating Mississippi 3-0

Please Help
I am away for a day or two. My first grandchild will be born tomorrow 3/30. So i will be busy with my daughter at the hospital. pet shakledpet needs 10,000 comments in 2 weeks for a 1 month VIP. All love returned!! http://fubar.com/viewimage.php?u=1087743&albumid=695664&i=825653116&idx=3

Here Are A Few Of My Pomes I Wrote When I Was Down
SADNESS IS A FEELING OF EMPTYNESS SADNESS IS A FELING OF BEGING ALONE SO WHY DO I FEEL SUCH SADNESS BECASUE OF U SADNESS OF NO SELF WORTH SADNESS IS A FEELING OF NO HOPE SADNESS IS A FEELING OF WANTING TO DIE SO WHY SO I FEEL SUCH SADNESS BECAUSE OF U, BUT ONE DAY I WILL FEEL NO MORE SADNESS BECASUE I SHALL DIE HAVE U EVER LOVED SOMEONE SO MUCH IT HURTS HAVE U EVER LOVED SOMEONE SO MUCH AS TO ALL U DO IS TRY TO PLEASE THEM I HAVE AND FOR ALL THE LOVE I GIVE I GET SILENCE FOR ALL THE LOVE I GIVE I GET DARKNESS FOR ALL THE LOVE I GIVE I GET TEARS THAT FALL LIKE RAIN SO IF U HAVE EVER REALLY LOVED SOMEONE U TOO KNOW THE PAIN why do i cry because u say u love me why do i cry because u say u hate me i cry because u say u hate me i cry because u make me feel all alone inside i cry because i am scared u will leave me i cry because u say i am nothing i cry because u say i'm the only one for u i cry because i know your words aren't true but most

Eleven Rules For Life!!!
1. It hurts to love someone and not be loved in return. But what is more painful is to love someone and never find the courage to let that person know how you feel. 2. A sad thing in life is when you meet someone who means a lot to you, only to find out in the end that it was never meant to be and you have to let go. 3. The best kind of friend is the kind you can sit on a porch swing with, never say a word, and then walk away feeling like it was the best conversation you've ever had. 4. It's true that we don't know what we've got until we lose it, but it's also true that we don't know what we've been missing until it arrives. 5. It takes only a minute to get a crush on someone, an hour to like someone and a day to love someone but it takes a lifetime to forget someone. 6. Don't go for looks, they can deceive. Don't go for wealth, even that fades away. Go for someone who makes you smile because it takes only a smile to make a dark day seem bright. 7. Dream what you wan

Tonight
As I sat here tonight uploading a ton of music to my stash, yeah the music tells my age!! It was more than just listening to old tunes it was, It was a lot of things and then when my friend Becca was rating my stash and mentioned that she enjoyed this music and her parents listened to it all the time as she grew up, she sent me a web page of hits from 1975 and then said that was the year she was born and her parents were hippies. A thought ran through my mind for a fleeting second damn I’m getting old because my daughter keeps a picture of me from my freshman year in high school with my hair in a ponytail half way to my ass and tells her friends how my dad is just an old hippy. But it wasn’t till I got a message in my shoutbox that asked about my stash and where did I come up with this music. As she told me how cool it was and she had never heard of these groups I realized I’m not old I’m seasoned!!! – And yes this was some 18 y/o who obviously doesn’t own a radio. Lmao But

Hi
type of bullshit i dont want,if you ask question likeD: you think i'm hot? this guy did you will get->D: lol not realy your cute the truthD: well then fuck you you old hag goddman... your a nasty bitch and i was givin you the time of day. old shrek lookin bitch some people i swear no respect for the truth lol just a quick summery of who i am,i am loveing and carring person,im not easy,love to laugh,i am not married i have been married twice,i have 4 girls and two boys.3 live with me,i am a stay at home mom who takes care of my special needs 8 year old daughter,i am honest and lotal,i have nothing to hide hi there my name is susan and im glad to meet you all

Moments Passing
did you ever wonder why we had to run for shelter when the promise of a brave new world fell beneath a clear blue sky...... when i was 18 every thing was a f@#$ing blast..nothing but fun it seemed....3yrs later and nothing....isn't there a option between fading out and burning out.....where is all the fun shit? isn't it a shame we don't through our selves into friendships or relationships the way we did before we got hurt!!!!!!! LOnging for what was missing what might be searching for the cause nothing left to see empty words echo ringing in your ear does any one know whats behind the mirror shallow souls shine through smiles all so fake anger starts to stew how much till you break going on their way nothing seem a miss how their minds do stray searching for their bliss Gentle breezes blow My mind begins to stray Boredom grows My thoughts began sway I long for your embrace Press your lips to mine Hands caress your face I miss your warming smile

For The Women
This poem is for every woman that made it Who's life did not end With them laying in a casket The pain and shame you felt You were too proud to admit Lying to the police Because you were afraid to tell them Of the crimes he commit Walking around with kit glove Don't' know when he would break out into a fit Because you know you would be the first one That would get hit And you laid in the hospital Doctors fixing your broken arm And the lip his fist split You silently ask yourself How could you have married this lunatic This poem is for the women that hid it so well Victim of domestic violence You thought no one would believe you Who could you tell How many times did you give them the same excuse 'Girl could you believe I tripped and fell' But your kids already knew They saw when daddy made mommy's eyes swell They remember when all he did Was hit and yell Seeing them begging him to stop Made you wonna take your own life Anything to leave this hell And will

Fuckin Tired Of Stupid Ass People
I THINK THAT LIFE IS WHAT WE MAKE OF IT, AND WE HAVE TO TAKE THE GOOD WITH THE BAD NO MATTER WHAT..I LOVE MEETING NEW PEOPLE, BUT I HAVE BEEN MARRIED AND I HAVE NEVER BEEN IN LOVE, I KNOW NOW I JUST WANTED MORE BABIES SO BAD THAT I SETTLED FOR THE MAN I HAD MARRIED, SEE I AM FROM NEW YORK AND I HAD A LITTLE GIRL WHEN I WAS 17. 20 DAYS BEFORE MY EIGHTEENTH BIRTHDAY I HAD SIERRA UNTIL SHE WAS 4 YEARS OLD THE 2ND NIGHT I LET HER SLEEP IN HER OWN BED I WOKE UP MY BABY GIRL WAS GONE...SOMEONE HAD COME INTO MY APARTMENT IN THE MIDDLE OF THE NIGHT AND STOLE MY LIFE..SIERRA WOULD BE 12 ON MAY 5.MY BABY WAS NEVER FOUND...SO WHEN I SAY IVE BEEN THROUGH ALOT AND I CHERISH EVERYTHING AND EVERYONE.THANK YOU TO ALL WHO DROPS BY AND TAKES TIME TO READ MY WORDS.LOL MALISSA WHEN THE DRAGONS GROW TO MIGHTY,TO STAY WITH PEN OR SWORD, WHEN LONLINESS GROWS DARKER, LIKE THE STORM I WALK TOWARD WHEN ALL AROUND IS SADNESS, I LONG TO TURN MY SHIP HOMEWARD, TO SIT AND SEE YOU SMILE YOUR EYES SO BRI

Quotes
“Our deepest fear is not that we are inadequate. Our deepest fear is that we are powerful beyond measure. It is our light, not our darkness that most frightens us. We ask ourselves, Who am I to be brilliant, gorgeous, talented, fabulous? Actually, who are you not to be? You are a child of God. Your playing small does not serve the world. There is nothing enlightened about shrinking so that other people won't feel insecure around you. We are all meant to shine, as children do. We were born to make manifest the glory of God that is within us. It's not just in some of us; it's in everyone. And as we let our own light shine, we unconsciously give other people permission to do the same. As we are liberated from our own fear, our presence automatically liberates others.” - Marianne Williamson *happy hour drinks for commenting this entry :) ♥ my friends

Inane Babbling
I have no piercings [nope, not even in the ears] & no tattoos. I've been considering nipple piercings. & possibly a vertical lip piercing [b/c I like to think that I have awesome lips, when they're not all chewed up --i pick at my lips compulsively, lol .. and chew off the skin. Very sexy] Maybe a septum, but idk if a septum would compliment my nose, or make it look ... unattractive? Since I can't make a poll yet, I'd like feedback. &, no offense, but i'm going to make my own decision, regardless of what other people say. But it IS important to receive outside opinions, so let me hear what you think? Yea or Nay? & if there are any typos, erm .. ignore them b/c i don't feel like spell-checking, atm :>

Life
life is what u make of it and u have to live life to the fullest and dont let no one run u over make shere u r happy be for u try to make some els happy cuz at the end of your day u will all way think what if . well that what if is what u make of it and u r the only one that can make it better so pls live life happy and to the fullest

He Doth Spout Truths
Here's my first Fubar rant! Are yall excited? Poor MySpace and LJ has put up with enough of em. Ready? Ready? OK, now here we are. Mankind...21st century. I go and watch the news, read blogs and bulletins, and I see this society pretty much going to their own proverbial hell. Ummmm, yeah. Alright, as much as we pretend that mankind has progressed, look at the stats. As a tribal society, yes, we had wars. More wars probably than we have today. Yet said wars lasted about a day or two and then they were over. Done. The hunting grounds were established, like 3 people died....done. 10,000 years of this being all good. OK, "progress" to a governmental society. A few people thinking they can control thousands under one rule. This worked fantastically for a whopping year or so till folks saw that one group of folks could not possibly know what was good for a local buncha folks. Sadly, it almost worked enough that they decided that it was the best way to go. People don't matter, demographics

Dirteas Thoughts
High...I welcome you to my mind and await the time we can chat and party despite the loud rocking tunes...booze ...people bumping around all night...or my ass shaking to the beat of the music I love to shake too...hummm me a few bars. I am here for the music and safe feeling of chat not hack... Im here for a good time...maybe a long time...not forever. Need to nap for the next party at some point.Lets hang some time. Im in canda and I got the best ganga...sit down and lets puff puff passsssssssss....

At First Glance
Most people know that the first glance at a person always determine the out come of what might happen if and when that person tries to come over and try to talk with u. With this in mind how can an average joe (like myself) even compete with that? I know that so people have standards and try their best to stick with to them, but is their any body who has ever lowered them and found some one they feel in love with?

Me
ok i've had alot of things running through my mind these past couple of days. well not really couple of day more like couple of weeks. I don't really know how to explain it in words, but for the most part My old roommate screwed me over so bad more than once, i live in a four block hampster cage( Job Corps ). if you don't what that is be happy. But I'm about ready to drop out once i get my diploma and move to Colorado. No one from where I'm from knows this yet. i don't know how to tell them. This girl here on campus, i care for her so much, we went out for like five hours then her ex went crazy and was going to take a handful of pills, my old roommate. so we broke up cause of his dumb ass. i don't want to leave her behind and my phone died so i can't use it. I can't call anyone or text. I know I'm complaining but it's better than going all emo like the retard who screwed me over alot. he's really emo. i hate him and if he acually did take those pills and i was there. I would have finis

Bullys
I made this music player at MyFlashFetish.com. COME CHECK ME OUT IN Club Riotmaker JUST CLICK THE PIC AND YOU'RE THERE brought to you by: HadesFury (repost of original by 'HadesFury' on '2008-03-15 12:59:51') (repost of original by 'DJ CHAOTIC {DJ FOR CLUB WICKED PARANOIA, OWNER OF CLUB RIOTMAKER AND HUBBY TO WICCANFAIRY22}' on '2008-03-15 14:06:45')

~*~my Love~*~
SWEET AND SILENT TENDERNESS. I FEEL IT IN YOUR TOUCH, EVERYTIME REMINDS ME WHY I LOVE YOU SO MUCH, ALL THE TIMES YOU HOLD ME, WHEN I AM SO COLD. I HOPE IT WILL CONTINUE WHILE WE'RE GROWING OLD TOGETHER. YOU MAKE ME FEEL SO INNCENT, JUST LIKE A LITTLE CHILD, AND SOMETIMES ITS SO DIFFERENT. YOU CAN MAKE ME FEEL SO WILD. I NEVER THOUGHT I'D FIND YOU. I'M REALLY GLAD I DID. YOU BRING OUT ALL THE FEELINGS THAT I HAVE HID FOR SO LONG. SOME PPL LOVE WILL FLOURISH, OR SOME JUST GET VIOLET. THATS WHY OURS WILL LAST B/C SOME ARE BETTER SILENT LOVE IS MY HEART LIKE YOU. MY LOVE IS FOR YOU ALWAYS FOREVER. MY HEART IS TO LOVE YOU FOREVER FOR LIFE. BELIEVE MY LOVE FOR YOU, it will always be true forever and always. MY HEART, MY SOUL, MY MIND IS FOR YOU ONLY YOU FOREVER. I THINK ALOT ABOUT YOU MY LOVE, I DONT WANNA LOSE YOU. YOUR MY EVERYTHING

Bah!
What exactly is the point of getting on cam and having a male jack off??? I find it to be quite gross. I mean if you're to lame to be able to see it without a webcam then you need to do something to fix that. From my point of view seeing a guy stroke himself on cam is like watching paint dry... boring and tasteless... Now don't get me wrong seeing my man do it while I double click my own mouse is a total different thing... But to see a complete stranger do it... I think there should be some boundries... Just my thoughts for the evening!

Info
HI Friends I HAVE A LOUNGE NOW...COME VISIT ME PLEASE :) THANK U HUGS RAINY :) ;) OR JUST GO TO MY LOUNGE ON MY PAGE UNDER MY LOUNGES CALLED CARNIVAL OF SINS...SEE YA THERE:) http://www.fubar.com/new_lounge.php?lid=56157

Mythology & Mythological Creatures That Move Me Or Inspire Me...
God of the winds. With his six sons and six daughters he lived, feasting eyernally, on the bronze-bulwarked island of Aeolia, where he kept the winds chained. In the Odyssey he gave Odysseus a bull's hide within which all contrary winds were confined. But just as Odysseus and his crew came in sight of Ithaca, there homeland, Odysseus fell asleep and the men, thinking the leathern bag to contain a treasure, opened it and were swept by the released winds across the sea and none of them except Odysseus ever saw him homeland again. One of the greatest of the Greek heroes who took part in the siege of Troy. He was the son of Peleus and the Nereid Thetis. He is a warrior of irresistible prowess but is subject to violent fits of anger, in which fits he is barbarically cruel. Indeed Homer announces, in the very first line of the Iliad, that the subject of his great epic is "the wrath of Peleus' son." The most famous instance of this is his quarrel with Agamemnon over the maiden Briseis.

Mistakes
I have made a big mistake that I regret. I am with the love of my life and I keep pushing him away well after our latest spat I realized I don't want to lose him.So I have decided to not fight with him . These stupid petty little fights I have insited are my biggest mistake. And Chris if you read this I love you very much and I dont want to lose you .I hope to keep you in my life. I am sorry and thats the truth .Poohbear I hope you and I can get our acts together!!!

11 Rulez Of Fubar
THE fubar RULES ONE If you're ugly, stop acting like you don't know it. The captions under you picture that says "top model pose" "sexy bitch" "arnt i hot" doesn't convince anyone. TWO To the people who have like 25,000 friends, are you serious? Nobody in this universe can keep up with that many friends. You're stupid. Go play in traffic. THREE Don't ever post pictures and say "OMG, I'm so ugly" "OMG,I'm so fat" because if you were, you wouldn't post them. FOUR Nobody cares about threats over the internet. Don't try to act hardcore with the keyboard. Fighting online is like racing in the special olympics; even if you win, you're still retarded. FIVE Making 20 bulletins a day about how you have new pictures and begging people to comment on them is pathetic. Make the bulletin once if you have to, and those who actually care about you will comment on your pics. SIX If all your pictures look the same, don't post them all. Please put some

Different Stuff
The gentle breeze of summer The sweet smelling flowers of spring The love I carry inside my heart The sheer beauty beheld in everything The laughter of a small child The sun that shines so bright The air that we all need to breathe The stars that fill up the night The rippling of the water The sky so big & blue All these wonderful things Remind me so much of you A big ole field of clover The magnificent pale moonlight The birds that gracefully sing You're never to far from my sight You are the love of my life And darling you'll always be These are just a few little reminders That your beauty is in ALL I see. For you Jeannette. It's a promise made of love And it's one I'll always keep, The essence of my strength When weary and feeling weak. It's the sunshine of each day Peace and comfort in the night, It's what soothes my very soul Letting me know it'll be alright. This beautiful gift from Heaven Was carried on an an

My Dear Friend
Well, I just have to share this because it is so funny... My kids have been on spring break this week and my mother in law came and picked up my son Ashton, who is four years old and very hyper... he stayed the night and the next day she took him to the movies... while they were in the movies he ended up getting stuck in his seat... they were unable to get him out so the fire department was called and two big firetrucks with a total of seven men came in the movie theatre to take the seat apart and free my screaming son... during all of this everyone had to leave and recieved free passes to return to the movies... My mohter in law called and explained it all and said she was bringing him home then... she was exhausted, mentally and physically... I can just picture all the commotion going on at the movies and it is so funny now that it is over... Just had to share... :) This may seem weird to some, but I have always wanted to go to Spain and do the running of the bulls... to me

The Wolvenheart Fu-blog
Check out this profile and know that it's a faker. The douchebag has hurt good women, broken up families, and quite possibly spread some STD - ladies, if you have ever been with this loser, get checked! Check out abood, a real brave piece of work who insults those that confront him on his behaviour, then blocks them from his page, and posts some lame childish half-assed comment that's supposed to be an insult on their pages or pics. The behavior he gets confronted on that results in him acting like that?Hitting on women, trying to play them, then getting all pissy when they see through it and turn him down - at least, that's what I'm guessing is what made this particular little piece of queerbait go and spout vulgarities and half-assed attempts at insults in the comments to a woman's pics. His bravery shows not, though, in how he blocks those that confront him on his behavior, or even in his half-assed attempts at insulting the women.It's showing truly in how, after his attempt at i

Install Husband
-------------------------------------------------------------------------------- TAKING A WOMAN TO BED What is the difference between girls/woman aged: 8, 18, 28, 38, 48, 58. 68, and 78 ? At 8 -- You take her to bed and tell her a story. At 18 -- You tell her a story and take her to bed. At 28 -- You don't need to tell her a story to take her to bed. At 38 -- She tells you a story and takes you to bed. At 48 -- She tells you a story to avoid going to bed. At 58 -- You stay in bed to avoid her story. At 68 -- If you take her to bed, that'll be a story! At 78 -- What story??? What bed??? Who the hell are you??? Your inner sex gender: Male For you, sex is a highly physical act. It's all about how good it makes your body feel. And while sex with someone you care about is great - it's not a requirement. You know that sex wi

Irony And Complacency
As I lay broken into what feels like a million little pieces on the uneven playing fields of love, I peer up into the shadows of Justice. She stands there, majestic as she hoists her mighty scales of balance with her beautiful flowing robes whipping around her proud full feminine form in the midst of the whirlwind of turmoil derived by my emotional angst. She begins to speak to me in her always reasonable voice, almost void of any humanity due to her seemingly callous, yet fair, judgement of life "I heard from Irony that you have befriended Complacency, before your friendship becomes too settled and dependant I should tell you about your new friend so you understand the choices you have set forth upon with this course of action." Somberly she continues, "You see my dear child Complacency befriends those who are fearful of change. She seeks out those whom she knows will fit within her ideals and not step outside of the boundaries. She adores and coddles those afraid to take a ris

Epitaph
The wall on which the prophets wroteIs cracking at the seams.Upon the instruments of deathThe sunlight brightly gleams.When every man is torn apartWith nightmares and with dreams,Will no one lay the laurel wreathAs silence drowns the screams.Between the iron gates of fate,The seeds of time were sown,And watered by the deeds of thoseWho know and who are known;Knowledge is a deadly friendWhen no one sets the rules.The fate of all mankind I seeIs in the hands of fools.Confusion will be my epitaph.As I crawl a cracked and broken pathIf we make it we can all sit backAnd laugh.But I fear tomorrow Ill be crying,Yes I fear tomorrow Ill be crying.

Work In Progress
its late an my mind is tired but i cant get you out of my thoughts i want you bye my side i cant get enough of your amazing smile to hold you to feel your lips next to mying to hear your voice upon every waking moment an yet still want you even more to hold you bye my side forever an always with your hand in mind an my heart belonging only to you it doesnt feel strong enough unless i know your mying forever to hold an never let go!!

Is It Possible
Does anyone here really think it is possible to find true love on the internet? I'm sure this is a question that alot of us ask ourselves. Is there that one person that holds the key to our hearts somewhere? If the answer is yes then, how can we be so nieve as to think that "someone" lives right around the corner from us or in the same town. If there is only one "soul mate" "true love" for each of us, would it not make more sense to think they may be "anywhere"? Myself I think that internet dating although different is a good way to meet people. If you have the ability to carry on hours of endless conversation with someone then you have to know that there is some sort of bound developing. Do people who are married to people they lived close to have that ability to chat together for hours on end and never get bored? If you find someone that you feel that sort of connection with is it wrong that they live 1000's of miles away or should you take it as a sign that maybe this is that someon

A Woman In Mind
With A Woman in Mind With a woman in mind a man can feel like he can do anything anything can be achieved And nothing is to great to overcome with just one thought of holding her by his side with love in both of their hands and a open heart to guide them toward there dreams nothing is ever to big and the world belongs to just them but when he is alone he tries to look so tough an yet when she walks bye he can be so gentle as the wind across your cheek with his arms wide open to hold her close to his heart and he will now shed a tear for the happiness he now holds deep inside feeling whole now for the first time with a woman in mind and gently standing bye your side anything can be possible so dont be affraid to try.

My Mind Will Go On
My mind will go on with the beauty of thoughts of holding one bye my side knowing i will see her soon time seems to pass bye slower and slower through out my days but when i hear from her each night my heart skips a beat an the evening seems to just fly away soon the time will come when i can hold her in my arms atlast holding her softly against my chest to feel my heart beat next to hers an softly kiss her lips with such passion that all the days events seem to fade away lotting her know how she makes me feel so deep inside and with that moment we will know it is meant to be an i will never have to lot her go.

Summer Vac
hit me up on yahoo imtheone821@yahoo.com i need help uploading pictures from my phone to my computer any ideas? leave comments plz i need help, i wanna take my daughter on vac this summer since we really didnt do much last summer boringg lmao #1 i dont drive, gas prices whoa #2 dont know what to do or where to go #3 got 3-4 days off a week wouldnt need to take off work :) #4 no one would go with us #5 got 2 weeks i could have her for vac but would have to take off work to get her on days i dont got her, shes with her father! should i take her or should i just plan it when i have her and on my days off? dont really wanna take off until sept b.c i already got units plus i like savin my vac time just incase i need to use them :) so if u got any ideas let me know... what would u do? where would u go? how would u get there without a ride? help!!! july 17th is my daughters b day and i wanna do something very nice for her but not sure what to do, dont w

My Anger Inside
My anger inside tearing out of my chest unleashing all the beast within tearing at my soul for ever hurtful second trying not to lot it come apart with every bickering thought the anger grows within ripping out of my mind but holding back all that i can cage in my thoughts lotting out the pain but showing no signs of fear with my anger inside watching all the deaths that happen all around with out a chance to stop it at all watching the mistakes other people make yet holding my tongue an wishing the power to make a change an wishing the knowledge to know how to fix my ownaffraid to lot others close for they may be gone tomorrow.

For Him (you Know Who You Are)
Finding You... There were times my heart bled, My eyes dripping with pools of water Times when I stumbled and fell... But I picked myself up and headed for shore. Just when I wasn't looking for someone, When I thought I'd be all alone, When I believed everything was gone, I found you... You brought back my sense of being, You brought back everything I believed in, You gave me back my zest for life, I was back on track. Thank you for loving me. But most of all, For giving me a chance to love again, And be loved in return... Thank you... For the love that keeps me alive, A heart that reminds me with its every beat, And a love so precious I discovered in you...

A Tear Inside
the tears inside run softly down my cheek as i hide my eyes an keep my feeling held descreately no one is to know the sadness that i hold deep inside covered an hidden behind my walls with layers of anger until i feel as if i am oh so small drowning in my own pitful sorrow the front i feel i must put up to lot no one know the distractions i hold from the missions at hand always affraid of when i may be called for once again a medic hidden in the back until all else fells everything gets put onto one everyone expecting a miracle that one can not always perform alone an clowned on for being diffrent away from others for not being the same until one needs him bye his side screaming out into the darkness for his help hoping he can save the day but after all is done awhile will pass an the memories of what he has done will fade away an the tears will once again roll down his face.

1-million Fubucks Giveaway!!!!!
=== 'MY LADY : AKA ANGELFACE, ..FOUNDER OF WARRIOR ANGELS..MEM OF ROCKIN **STUDIO 54**.....MEM CLUB FAR' spewed forth the following at '2008-03-20 12:41:23'.. > > 1ST PRIZE FOR MOST COMMENTS- 1 MONTH VIP.... > > 2ND PLACE- 1 MILLION FUBUCKS.... > > 3RD PLACE - 1 BLING GIFT PACK... > > CONTEST WILL BEGIN TOMORROW WITH NO STIPULATION'S > > GOOD LUCK TO ALL > > -------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- > > > > > > MY LADY : AKA ANGELFACE, ..FOUNDER OF WARRIOR ANGELS..MEM OF ROCKIN **STUDIO 54**.....MEM CLUB FAR@ fubar > > > -------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- > > > > > > > FADED ROSE > > @FUBAR > > > LEATHER AND LACE > > > @FUBAR > > > THE KITTEN OF THE SEXY PUSSYCAT PLAYMATES > > @FUBAR > > > JACK > > @FUBAR > > > DJ ELYSIUM GHOST > > @FUBAR > > > JON aka CRKRLAC >

Fools
Time seems to linger for an eternity throughout the day, The nights even longer.....tossing....turning.....wasting away. The guilt and the anguish eat at the soul like malignant tumors, Truths cannot be reached before they are consumed by the rumors. For the hurt that was created by two fools, Selfishly dancing in the lust-pools. Too foolish to think of the other two hearts, They were breaking into tiny fragile parts. For this I will suffer for all of my days, Regretting the carelessness of my ways. Biting off every bitter day, that in the bed I made, I will have to lay. Tossing........turning........and wasting away, In the torment I created at my own dismay. One second too late to pull back the reigns, On an action bound to cause heartache and pain. The colors of life have faded for me, left to contend with my misery. I will always regret losing what I once cherished, Because of my ignorance, this beauty has perished. Dear God save me from this life I have created

A Tear Inside
My tears are flowing for you As my mind wonders and heart beats My body is nothing without you And as the wetness of my cheek are beginning to dry And my thoughts weaken and try to forget I feel like nothing without you The beats within my chest were real, Something that no one will ever steal When there is nothing without you But as I try to forget you more and more My body grows weaker and begins to wear Mind floats, rises to react I know I'm nothing without you...

The Race For Sanity
I am on the frayed ends of sanity, As I sit here looking in the mirror of my vanity. My reflection is like a glassey disturbance, My surroundings like those of a barbed-wire fence. I can't tell the difference between a dream and reality, It scares me to think that my soul is pure brutality. As I stare out of these windows that keep me prisoner here, I've grown fond of the spirits that draw me near. The faces of death on my window shade, take a distance with fear and begin to fade. It's all in your head says the shrink of this ward, But without my imagination I think I'd be bored! Because my sanity acts as gravity of the mind, And without this there would be no time. There would be no memories of the past, Darkness would become an overwhelming mass. A vast feeling of self distruction would over-take my soul, And the pearly gates would open so I'd be free to go. But I wake up the next morning in this same damned place, Chasing my sanity in this life-long race!

The Pig !!!!
If you yelled for 8 years, 7 months and 6 days you would have produced enough sound energy to heat one cup of coffee. (Hardly seems worth it.) If you farted consistently for 6 years and 9 months, enough gas is produced to create the energy of an atomic bomb. (Now that's more like it!) The human heart creates enough pressure when it pumps out to the body to squirt blood 30 feet. (O.M.G.!) A pig's orgasm lasts 30 minutes. (In my next life, I want to be a pig.) A cockroach will live nine days without its head before it starves to death. (Creepy.) (I'm still not over the pig.) Banging your head against a wall uses 150 calories a hour (Don't try this at home, maybe at work) The male praying mantis cannot copulate while its head is attached to its body. The female initiates sex by ripping the male's head off. (Honey, I'm home. What the. ..?!) The flea can jump 350 times its body length. It's like a human jumping the length of a

Moving Time
Ok I am moving tomarrow..... My dsl is up till tomarrow morning might be on for a few not sure. I got my dsl to stay on for another day..lol helps working for the company...get to have friends in low places lmao I am supposed to have my uverse on monday at the new place....so leave lots of love this weekend on my page please and I will return the favor when I get back on line....And IF everything goes as planned I should be back on monday nite... love to all....muahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh I will be in the process of moving this week. So sometime this week my internet will be off. I will be back on when I get Uverse on at the new apartment. YAYYYYYYYYYYY FASTER SPEED LOL. But we also know how slow ISP'S are about turning service on lol (yeah I work for them so I can say that lol) So when I drop off line for a while that is why. I wish everyone that is in the contest best of luck. And hope I can get back on asap. For those of you that are not part of the ~~Git~R~Done Family

Naked People! Party! :)
Alright everyone, it's that time again. Except this time Mel is going to be 30!!! I'm having a big party for her and I want everyone here to show her a good time. I'll be making the desert, finger foods and jello shots. This is a BYOB. Please ignore the RSVP date. Just let us know so I can plan to have enough food. Message me for location info. -Erica

Chinese Astrology
I don't really believe in Astrology but it's fun to read sometimes and this sounds very accurate for us. In Chinese Astrology, Paul is Horse and I am Tiger...Read on. The Horse and Tiger make an excellent match, more than any other combination of signs. The wild Horse feels an immediate kinship with the fun-loving Tiger. Both share a love of sports, nature and parties. They are also extremely active, and will have no trouble skipping sleep in favor of fun. The Horse will probably follow the Tiger’s lead, but won’t fail to speak up when he or she disagrees with the big cat’s direction. Horse needs to learn to not grumble when he doesn't get his way, especailly if he is unwilling to take responsibility for his own actions, desires and needs. The one thing that could potentially put a damper on this romance is the Horse and Tiger’s mutual love of freedom and the occasional jealousy Horse feels. Tiger is a show-stopper when the two are in the public eye and Horse

Thanks To You All
First I want to thank my friend and new Owner Mikey for helping me level, and then next to BooBoo and her group of Shadow Levelers and others that came in force to help me the last little way to get to Insider! Thank you all so very very much!!! Mikey The Pіŧßull МãҒiã Hitman & Club F.A.R. A Tempting Tiger@ fubar ♥ BooBoo ♥ Founder of Shadow Levelers.@ fubar Beeholt. Real Wife of DHoltStingray@ fubar ♀ Gωεη ♫ ☞ Shadow Leveler ☜ ♡ Heart's in Oregon @ fubar MrDiamond ~ Shadow Leveler@ fubar ʝɨɭɭ εɭɨʑαβεʈɧ@ fubar Liberated Spice*FuWife to Big Jimmy*Club F.A.R.*DSC*I.B.I.C.*LOL Family* F Circle@ fubar £µÇk¥~D.S.C~Promoter in The Dawg House~r/l daughter 2 sammi4u2000{shadow leveler}@ fubar

My Loving Wife
let us hold on to our love that never can die let us not question the love between you and I let us hold on to each other and love how we feel ours is a true love so deep and so real We took the vows for the good and the bad we can make it through times both happy and sad so just love me and know that I am in love with you yours is the love that made my whole world feel new By R. Thomas Dinsmore About my wife

My Help Me Spot
I am asking for the help of my friends to help me win my first contest. So PLEASE help me... :D Click on the pickture below to rate and comment the hell out of me.... Here's an insentive for helping me, for every 1,000 comments you will get a Fubling... Thank you all for help and all you have to do is ask and I will return the favor...

Family Notes
When I was 14, I hoped that one day I would have a girlfriend. When I was 16, I got a girlfriend, but there was no passion, so I decided I needed a passionate girl with a zest for life. In college I dated a passionate girl, but she was too emotional. Everything was an emergency; she was a drama queen, cried all the time and threatened suicide. So I decided I needed a girl with stability. When I was 25, I found a very stable girl but she was boring. She was totally predictable and never got excited about anything. Life became so dull that I decided that I needed a girl with some excitement. When I was 28, I found an exciting girl, but I couldn't keep up with her. She rushed from one thing to another, never settling on anything. She did mad impetuous things and made me miserable as often as happy. She was great fun initially and very energetic, but directionless. So I decided to find a girl with some real ambition. When I turned 30, I found a smart ambitious girl with

I Dont Understand Sisters Yet I Guess
Ok this is not a pity party on me i just want comments, I need to know how other people feel about getting used by there sisters or brothers you know the drill. Here is a little bit about my story. I have a sister who will be 18, in June. She is rebeling against her father. Which is understandable. She called me all crying and that, said she needed a place to go. So I gave her a roof over her head, food, and what ever else she needed. The next day she went to get her stuff from her dad's and now she ended up with her 18 year old boyfriend. I feel she used me to get out of her previous house. I guess my question is, if she comes crying back what should I do? Should I say you wanted to be and adult and move out of your dads, so act like one....Or just welcome her back because everyone makes mistakes...

Free
That night I was lost sitting beneath the stars. They shined so bright upon me and my wondering mind. I could think nothing, but of her sweet innocence and her uncontrollable wonder at all things. Why do people pass by life and not see the simple beauty in what surrounds them in every corner. The maze of stars in an endless black. A freshly bloomed rose, with its unmistakable fragrance. The crisp cold air, filling your breath on a fall morning. These are the things that gleamed in her eyes. Her soul cried out to be free, to let go of the need for reason and to just embrace life as it is not as it’s viewed. To go and let her spirit roam free to the sky. They say beauty is in the eye of the beholder, well I saw true beauty in her eyes. If I could I would frame it and hang it on the wall of the galaxy for all life to see.

Poetry And Muses
If you never saw me, would you place judgement on me? Would you give me the chance to get to know you ? If I am ugly , would you be able to tell just by talking to me ? Could you spare your time and take a chance with me ? Would you believe me if you could not look at me ? If you could see me , would it change anything you heard ? If you found out that you like me, would it change if you saw me ? would you trust your heart to find what your missing ? if you fell in love with me, would you hate me if i wasn't what you thought ? Could you live with the decision that you made after you knew the truth ? Would you still love me even if i was not the man of your dreams ? If I was that man , would it change the way you feel about me ? If I told you I have strong feelings for you, would you believe it ? Would you be able to develop feelings for me if you never truly met me ? If I told you that I need you, and want to be with you would feel the same ? Could you allow yourself

Being Sick .. =(
Okay so every year when spring rolls around the corner I get sick.. EUGH!! last year it took me until like May mid June to get better.. So now it's starting again.. Blah.. Maybe it's allergies but I had that test done unless I have new allergies that I have no clue about.. needles to say I HATE THE DOCTOR & I HATE BEING SICK.. But thank you to all who have left me get better wishes appreciate it.. & thanks for the cards also =) So I just gotta fight this thing before I leave for europe.. I can't wait.. what will happen in Europe will stay in Europe =)

Sex Questions
Would u have sex with me? answer: What position would u want me 2 do u in? answer: Would u wanna taste me? answer: Would u have sex with me the first night u met me? answer: Give me a naked pic? answer: Would u do me in the shower? answer: Would u hancuff me or tie me up 2 the bed and then do me? answer: What makes u want 2 have sex with me? answer: Would u talk dirty 2 me while we had sex? answer: Would u do me in front of people? answer: Would u do me in the rain? answer: Would u do 69 with me? answer: Would u mind if we did it like porn stars? answer: Would u do me once then leave me the next day? answer: If I gave u my heart would u love it or let it go? answer:

Smoking Hot.
Smoking kills. Ok, it wont kill everyone and it wont attack all smokers with the same disease. But the impact of smoking on individual health, the health system and all non-smokers is apparent and real. I applaud smokers who are considerate. I think you should be, and thank you for being careful. However, when a smoker says "this is me, take me with my flaws" I dont think they are really thinking this through. What they are really saying is, "Im going to be a horrible example for kids, Im going to get sick fairly often, Im going to cost a fortune and in the end, I dont care what you think because its all about me." Its one of those addictions, like drinking, that takes a huge price on everyone around it even for the "casual smoker." The bottom line is ok, it smells bad. I dont think too many people would argue. Its not good for you. Ok, no one today will disagree. But its just plain selfish and shows poor judgement. Thats the real issue.

Needing To Vent
I am a very nice person and sometimes flirty and I will talk to everyone and anyone. Thats just how I am even in real life. Just because Im flirty shouldn't make people think that I'm here for they enjoyment. or that I will get totally nake for them. There is that line of respect that shouldn't be crossed. But most people cross this line daily even in real life. I have some pictures up that are kind of sexy for me. And I don't mind by any means people leaving pervy comments thats fine. Its all in good fun. People are allowed to say what they want. But when people take things too far thats a different story. It really annoys the hell out of me that people ask for my YIM and think that I will get totally nake for them. That is not right, not fair and just not respectful. I am sure that there are many people on this site that are more then willing to show everything they have to the world but thats not me. I'm sorry. Yes I have pictures up of me in a bra. But this is where I am

E U R O P E '08
Okay so this year I am finally going to EUROPE.. I can't wait... I will see all the family & all my friends.. I will finally go back to my roots... then I will be able to make the most imporant decision in my life. Although my oldest cousin has finally settled down & all, but I know for a fact he'll drag me out & such.. For which I can't wait.. because this will be the best trip ever.. I'm older wiser & other things.. so I know for sure what happens in EUROPE will definetly stay in EUROPE... I can't wait.. I am so overdue for a nice good vacation.. plus finishing some unfinished business as well.. So I do business & then the pleasure begins =)

Jeff Hardy
03/20/08 2:35AM Seeing Jeff’s Tragedy Through My Eyes I was having a pretty standard "gotta fly out early and go to work tomorrow" Friday night. I was washing and packing clothes, booking my rental car, and writing bills to put in the mail on my way to the airport in the morning. Around midnight on Saturday, March 15th, I let my beloved pet dog Lucas outside to use the bathroom. As I stepped outside, I smelled smoke. I walked around to my garage area and could see huge flames burning through the woods. The large flames appeared to be very close to Jeff’s place, about a third of a mile away from my house. My first initial thought was that Jeff was burning either trash or a brush-pile. I then questioned my thought, considering how big the size of the flames looked. For a second, I thought it might be the huge ramp on Jeff’s motocross track or his old recording studio. I quickly jumped in my car, and drove down the back road that connects our two properties. As I pulled around the

How Do You Know
How do you know who to believe and who not to?? When you're in a long distance relationship with someone and everything seems great one day and the next, it's like an atom bomb went off. You break up for three weeks and during that time he does something with someone else. Ok you can get over that because you weren't together. But then you get back together and things just start to not add up. And it almost seems that he may still be seeing that other person. What do you do?? Do you give him the benefit of the doubt or do you belive what you hear? Can't go by what I see because things on the internet are typically not what they seem and since I'm 500 miles away I can't just see what is going on.

Stupid
Stupid" Night lift up the shades let in the brilliant light of morning but steady there now for I am weak and starving for mercy sleep has left me alone to carry the weight of unravelling where we went wrong it's all I can do to hang on to keep me from falling into old familiar shoes how stupid could I be a simpleton could see that you're no good for me but you're the only one I see love has made me a fool it set me on fire and watched as I floundered unable to speak except to cry out and wait for your answer but you come around in your time speaking of fabulous places create an oasis dries up as soon as you're gone you leave me here burning in this desert without you everything changes everything falls apart can't stop to feel myself losing control but deep in my senses I know

Done With Games...
Well where to begin? I have been lied to, to death. I can't trust a word some people say. And to have to catch someone in a lie numerous times, you'd think I'd learned right?? Nope. Not me!!! I don't know what is wrong with me, I am to trusting. I let people walk all over me. Well ladies and gents. I am a new me. I had a lot of things happen today to change my outlook on my life. So if I don't seem as friendly, or I don't seem like I want to be bothered, chances are, I don't. So if I don't answer you, don't feel left out. You won't be the only one. All I can say is that certain people made me this way. And a cold hearted bitch is what I am becoming. So please, no sob stories, no guilt trips. I have had my fill and then some. I am simply done with the games!!!

Toulouse
History Born during the Roman Empire, Toulouse was once a major metropolis of western Europe, but it sank into a sleepy regional-level status in the 18th and 19th centuries, completely missing the Industrial Revolution. In the 20th century, relocation of key military and aerospace industries in Toulouse by the French central government have awakened the city again. In an ironic twist of history, what was once a big liability for Toulouse has now become its best asset: no Industrial Revolution meant a falling economic status for the city, but it has spared Toulouse the environmental damages and painful socio-economic restructuring that are plaguing so many

Gardening
I awakened a short time ago very hot and turned on. It was a dream about hands, tongues, eyes and you in my head. I am in my herb garden feeling the plants tickling my legs as I walk among and through them -- crushing some leaves in passing. The scent of the rosemary, savory and lemon thyme is thick and cloying. The air is still and heavy with humidity. I am drawn to the lower part of the back yard. In my dream there is a stand of trees and undergrowth that is left wild for the birds, rabbits and squirrels. At this hot time of the year the wild area can be in deep shade and some parts are totally hidden. It’s almost like a little cave in my dream. Thinking I hear someone call my name I turn and a figure is before me. All I can clearly see are his eyes and hands. There is no fear because somehow I know him, so I smile and walk forward. It is you. Who arranged this? How did this happen? Suddenly, I am next to you in your arms. Your fragrance is as mine, only stronger, as if y

Picture Uploading Activity
I know you have seen alot of recent activity..for those of you who have the Everything feature turned on...coming from me. I am making point folders. I am making ways for people to make points...I have 10 folders with 100 different pics in each one. Yes, I benefit from the points as well, but that isnt the point. I have closed the folders, until I can get all the pics loaded into each set of pics. So, the pic I am uploading shows, owner does not give you permission to view this....I dont want them rated until all pics are in the folder. The reason I am writing this.....I have several men coming to me....begging & getting pissed....cause I wont let them see the pics...when I tell them what I am doing...I am being rude too...or told to stop teasing. I am NOT a tease. Also, I do have NSFW pics on here. I have closed that folder. It is only open to those in my family. DO NOT ASK if you can be put into my family to see them...I will deny you. I will also more then likely t

Whos Got Jokes?
JACK (age 3) was watching his mom breast-feed his new baby sister. After a while he asked, "Mom, why have you got two? Is one for hot and one for cold milk?" MELANIE (age 5) asked her granny how old she was. Granny replied she was so old she didn't remember any more. Melanie said, "If you don't remember, you must look in the back of your panties. Mine say five to six." STEVEN (age 3) hugged and kissed his mom goodnight. "I love you so much that when you die, I'm going to bury you outside my bedroom window." BRITTANY (age 4) had an earache and wanted a painkiller. She tried in vain to take the lid off the bottle. Seeing her frustration, her mom explained it was a childproof cap and she'd have to open it for her. Eyes wide with wonder, the little girl asked, "How does it know it's me? SUSAN (age 4) was drinking juice when she got the hiccups. "Please don't give me this juice again," she said. "It makes my teeth cough." D I (age 4) stepped onto the bathroom scale a

Auction
Heheheh got you to look... Well now that you are here... Check this out... I'm in my very first auction and in need of some bidders... Here is the offer from me... Rate all pics during happy hour Rate all stash during happy hour Pimp out on my page Permanent pimp out in blogs Owned by (your name) in my name Daily drink and gift Yahoo ID for SFW conversation 1 sfw salute More to be added for high bids> I'll add more for cash bids and so on... So get your ass in there and BID BID BID!!! click the link below to BID!!!

The Loss Of Passion......
For the past 15 years of my life, i have had the pleasure to travel to many different states with the various bands ive been in playing music. Mostly in HEAVY METAL bands, but i have played a few acoustic sets, and jammed with some of the best musicians in my region. Today, i am giving it up. I have lost all passion i ever had for playing music. It doesnt make me happy like it once did, and i have had writers block for months now. Its really hard to let go of something that has held such a high place in my life, and i know i will miss the feeling of being on stage, and hearing the applause after something ive written has touched a handful of people. I will miss the practices, the shows, the studio process, the fans, the parties, hell ill miss EVERYTHING about it....but it seems that chapter of my life is finally over, so its time to turn the page, and write a whole new story. This website has NEVER been a place to try to promote my music, but alot of you have listened to my past work,

New Pics 3-16-08
Iight ppl... I've been gone for a few days I know.... And let me tell ya, its not ALL been fun and games. The first night was boring as hell so naturally I took some pics. Well, not me but some pics were taken (I took some of my 3 am customer). The rest of my week involved rain and was busy as HELL!!! Let me tell ya. I froze!!!!!!! So now... I am a sick puppy. But not to fear, its only normal. Damn cold. But I thought I would post some pics I took on Wednesday night for ya. Hope you like. Anyway. I am trying to get myself back on days... I missed everyone soooo much!!!! Talk to ya laterz.... Mwah!

Journal
Ok so two of my best friends got together last night. That's great and I'm really happy for them but now everytime I'm with them I'm gonna feel like the third wheel. We were all hanging out the other night and they weren't even dating yet and I still felt like the third wheel because I know they really like each other. And now I'm afraid that they won't have time for me after awhile and that will really hurt, I don't have many friends anymore since I graduated and they're the main friends that I have. I guess I'll just have to wait and find out. Here's some pics of us Wow I'm just having bad luck. My grandfather is in the ICU and probably won't make it out of the hospital alive, he has prostate, lyphnode, and lyrnx cancer, my grandmother has mouth cancer, and my boyfriend is moving to Michigan. Well my life is just so great right now. I wonder when I'm gonna get some good news, probably not anytime soon, and this really sucks ass. I feel like this so much...the f

Fu Love App.
Name: Age: Height: Eye: Hair: Idea of perfect date: How far you go for love: Will you talk to me everyday: Fun part- Give me 20 reasons you will stand out from the other applicants! GOOD LUCK!! Copy this Fill it out send it to my inbox!

Blog It Out, Baby!
Like I said in my last blog about obsessive, overbearing, insecure men... Well, because I removed somebody from my family list he decided to call me a 'fake ass bitch'. This is the same person that keeps comparing me to other people because they fucked him over, not my motherfuckin problem. You have a problem with constantly women fuckin you over maybe it's you. Really. I don't care how you feel about me because I'm not insecure with myself. I mean you repeatedly tell someone to stop comparing you to other people and they still do it, wouldn't that push you away and not want to be bothered. Another person who became obsessive, controlling, demanding of me and I got tired of it. That's the problem. Not all women like that shit. Investigate ask questions before 'falling' for someone else to see if they like that shit. This one don't like it. This is the message I got.. "i see u removed me from family, straight up your a fake ass bitch. I was there for u 24/7 and u fucki

What U Must Have .....
ok so everyone is wanting a piece of me and the more ppl i give a chance the bigger losers i happen to find so here is an application its not hard and its not long so fill it out or leave me alone the things i expect and or want in a man are ...... possessiveness ,intelligence, aggressiveness, yet loving and understanding stable with a decent job not that im money hungry i can handle my own it just shows good character and that u dont need to be taken care of they must make me laugh and be good looking not perfect but attractive in some way , they must not mind that i have a son who is 14 months old and he is my world they must have a car nothing great but it has to run and have 4 wheels , license , tattoos are a plus but not a must i can deal with a little bit of belly but not alot of it arms are a huge turn on to me i love biceps they are gods personal gift to me losers need not apply like if u live at home with ur mother dont even try if u ar

Ultimate Love Survay
What does love mean to you? What do you want out of a relationship? Did you have a Valentine this year? Do you have a boyfriend or girlfriend? What is or was the best part about being single? What is your dream date? Do you believe in love at first sight? Have you ever been in love? French kisses-- good or bad? Ever kiss on the first date? copy in a message answer the questions and send to my inbox or answer the questions in a comment in this blog

Riot Makers Bully
I made this music player at MyFlashFetish.com. ARE YOU READY FOR A NEW KIND OF EXPERIENCE ? ARE YOU WANTING TO FIND A LOUNGE WHERE THEY PLAY WHAT YOU LIKE TO HEAR ? THEN LOOK NO FURTHER !!! Come take a wicked ride with me !!! Brought to you by HadesFury ! (repost of original by 'HadesFury' on '2008-03-16 00:08:37') (repost of original by '

What About Me?
First thing you noticed about me? Do I make you smile? WOuld you be able to spend time with me locked away in a cabin in the mountains? How would you keep me occupied? Could we be more than friends? How often do you think about me? Do you think you can trust me? If you are one of my girlfriends, would you trust me with your boyfriend? How long have you known me? Describe me as if you would to a friend answer these question in a comment or in a message send to my inbox

Bizarre Ideas
And no, I am not talking about supplying weapons to the various sides of the conflicts around the world, although, it would indeed be a profitable business. I have figured out that what I need to do is use people's vices against them, or more specifically, their fetishes or hangups. Home automation is nothing new, but considering there is still a large percentage of the human population that believe that there is only one sexual position and sex is for procreation only, how about a system that immediately turns the bedroom lights out so repressive personalities can have sex, and design a bed that if one of the partners does something beyond basic intercourse, they are immediately catapulted from the bed and their pastor, preacher, vicar, or priest is immediately summoned for spiritual intervention? For the swingers in the population, the bedroom furnishings would consist of an electronic pick a number dispenser, with the added function of what the person is planning on doing,

Boyfriend Application
Name: Age: Birthday: Where do live: Hair color: Eye color: Height: Weight: Work or School: Do you have any Tattoos? Piercings? Fetishes? Play any instruments or sing? What do you do for fun? Have a criminal record? Have any pets? Smoke? Drink? Roll? Do You Prefer girls with long, medium, or short hair? Jeans or sweats? Love or Lust? make up or natural? What the sunset or sunrise with me? romantic girl or super hot girl? being trearted like a princess or that you mean the world to them? hamburger or hot dog? tv or a movie? group date or just us? phone or computer? A girl that can kiss or a girl you can teach how to kiss? shy or confidnet? List your FAvorite Bands? Foods/Beverages? Colors? sounds? images? smells? movies? places? Animal? Misc. Would you party with me? If we were at the party would you watch out for me? Would you just stay home all day wi

4 The Love Of Ink
fingertips tingling stomach turning heart pounding nervous excitement. ive made up my mind "are you ready", he asks its my first time some say its painful others, i hear, get pleasure from it i wonder how it will be for me "im ready", I say with a nervous smile Hes gloved, he touches me gently with an understanding of my fear he leans me back and positions me just perfectly he wettens his tool and gently enters me i squeeze shut my eyes and envision the end result short strokes, long strokes each as intense as the one before "your taking it well", he says he strokes my; skin with every other pass and assures me hes almost done he completes his task with a sigh of satisfaction I untense my body and open my eyes he helps me up my body is different now i have my first tattoo debbie holt 01/12/08 I got tats and rings among selected things. These I choose others I want to lose. Scarred for life, I've been cut by the knife. To justify I'll loose an eye. By my hand not Gods demand.

Fu Own Me??
Looking for a fu slave? feel like blowing some of those fubucks you have laying around? or maybe your just bored and might want to try something different. Well if thats the case I am in a auction and if your interested in bidding on me just click on my pic below :)

A Special Place
A Special Place By: Deborah Boyd There is a place Where we all go A place in our minds Where our dreams may flow It may not be much But its ours to keep A place in our hearts Where we all seek It could be a pasture Filled with flowers and musk With rays of sunshine That soon turns to dusk It could be a mountain top Trees crested with snow Where Bambi and Thumper Just go with the flow It could be the ocean Where the Seagulls play The sounds of the tides Beckoning you to stay But no matter where it may be No matter the day All that is important Its ours to stay

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Wanna Own Me??
Want to Own me? Want me to ravage you with gifts and rates?? You do?? Woot! Heres how it works.If you aren't already a friend with our lovely hostest PebblesinAZ then click on her pic and add her. :) Then you can find me in her Auction Folder. If you aleady are a friend, well then you know what to do! :) If you don't feel like playing, please stop by my page and show me some luvin anyway. ♥ Please be sure to rate/fan/add our lovely hostess, you'll be happy you did. ~PebblesinAZ~Co-Owned by Tappinit & Emanon! xoxo Co founder of THE FREAK SHOW! Woot! XOXO Read my Bl@ fubar

Just Life
Two Choices What would you do? You make the choice. Don't look for a punch line, there isn't one. Read it anyway. My question is: Would you have made the same choice? At a fund raising dinner for a school that serves learning-disabled children, the father of one of the students delivered a speech that would never be forgotten by all who attended. After extolling the school and its dedicated staff, he offered a question: 'When not interfered with by outside influences, everything nature does is done with perfection. Yet my son, Shay, cannot learn things as other children do. He cannot understand things as other children do. Where is the natural order of things in my son?' The audience was stilled by the query. The father continued. 'I believe that when a child like Shay, physically and mentally handicapped comes into the world, an opportunity to realize true human nature presents itself, and it comes in the way other people treat that child.' Then he told the following

Day-2-day
Day-to-Day Walking backwards,moving the past Words unspoken,the past still whispering Music vibrations,pounding away the past Day dreaming, dream on and on past go away Red light Go, past creeping Green light stop,confusion of the past Confusion sirens,my mind you appear Paralyzed intersection, thoughts are frozen Over populated world, the past won't stop Day-to-day, you'll always be the past Dazzling muse,day to day confusion, the past You'll always remain the day to day Past.....

Experience The Touch
leaves of the fallen drift slowly across my path green transform into burgundy,yellow,orange changing with the touch of the wind reminding me of a new season the reason to reach for new change each leaf gently swept up kissing the sky the warmth of the sun painting inspiring us to move on chapters in our lives turning a new leaf over into strength reminding,encouraging us that with each fallen leaf there is hope moving on to a new season let the leaves fall let the change begin experience the touch of a leaf that drifts your way

Reflections
Reflections By: Deborah Boyd I sit here and think Of that day With special fond memories No one can take away I awoke that day To find my life changed No longer alone No longer afraid You were just a baby So innocent and pure I knew in my heart That this was the cure As days turned to months And months turned to years Before long I knew it I had nothing to fear I brought you up strong With morals and such Respect for others With Intelligence as much And now the time comes To let yourself go To venture the world For all its glories to show But as you do Just remember one thing You’re here in my heart Amongst other things I’m there if you need me I’m there if you don’t You always have a home to come to No matter how much So go my little one Venture the world as you dare For I know in my heart There is nothing to fear.

By Cute Sexy Aussie
n Queensland, Australia, a 26-year-old mother stared down at her 6 year old son, who was dying of terminal leukaemia. Although her heart was filled with sadness, she also had a strong feeling of determination. Like any parent, she wanted her son to grow up & fulfil all his dreams. Now that was no longer possible. The leukaemia would see to that. But she still wanted her son's dream to come true. She took her son's hand and asked, "Ben, did you ever think about what you wanted to be once you grew up? Did you ever dream and wish what you would do with your life?" "Mummy, I always wanted to be a fireman when I grew up." Mum smiled back and said, "Let's see if we can make your wish come true." Later that day she went to her local fire Station in Brisbane, where she met Fireman Bob, who had a heart as big as Queensland. She explained her son's final wish and asked if it might be possible to give her 6 year old son a ride around the block on a fire engine. Fireman Bob said,

General Blogs
Sometimes people deserve second chances and sometimes they dont, The ones that see they made a mistake and apologise for it should be given a second chance if they are sincere. A situation that blew up last night in my eyes has been resolved, Authough I dont tell people what they need to do, I have myself accepted the appology for what I think it is worth and that is a strong Family Like SBRadio Family is that we work out our problems where thier is compromise. We all have faults and YES sometimes meds and alcohol can influence personalities and go one way or another, When I am Screwed up due to meds I myself take time off, When I drink i get goofy as sh*t, everything affects people in diffrent ways, My Family is my Family and I will work hard to resolve diffrences when people who are at fault admit it and try to fix it. Without mentioning names Yea I love you like a brother and I just hope if it was ever me in that sittuation that people would have the power within themselves

A Friends Poem
Due to the fact that I have had like 4 major nose bleeds in the last 5 days - my Smartass friend Deb felt like giving me a lil shit so this is how she did it. LOL - I have to say nobodys ever written poetry about or for me before - LMAO thanks Deb I feel special now!! Just remember paybacks a bitch! LMAO A Man Named Dan By: Deborah Boyd There once was a man Who's name was Dan He lived life with a nose bleed Until he was lead They lead him to the doctors And nurses and such In hopes to find a cure In hopes of so much He blamed others for this But they all knew for sure That the problem with Dan Was from not eating healthier So take my advice And follow the lead Don't end up like Dan With a nose bleed

Misc. Writings
My travels had left me weary.. and the stop at the tavern had soothed my thirst. The company within the tavern was welcome as well. Three days of rough terrain on horseback can leave a man feeling empty inside when the only company kept is that of creatures of the night that are attracted to the fires built when stopping to rest. It was nice to come be home and when I exited the tavern doors into the evenings setting sun, I had no expectation of seeing you standing there across the way. I had seen you many times before in passing, but it was always among busy streets where I could barely even mutter a "good day". Seeing you, had always filled me with delight, but today you did not wear your usual smile. Judging from your motions it seemed that you were in a heated discussion with the street vendor standing beside you. I stood and stared for some time, and was surprised that no one took notice of my fixed gaze. The soft vibrant garments you wore were a testament to your style. Th

Flirting
Hello... See, the thing is.. My friend Amanda has some friends.. and they all like to be around her.. she is gorgeous and so sweet.. but here is the deal... One of her friends has a mad crush on her.. and everyone knows.. and they are allowing his feelings for her to determine how they talk to her.. they don't flirt with her.. they moderate everything they said to her while he is around... Is it right of them to do this.. and tossing her feelings away.. and not flirting with her the way she wants? Would you allow his feelings for her make you watch what you say to her while he is around?

Paybacks A Bitch
Paybacks a Bitch By: Deborah Boyd The day started normal Not a care in the world Till someone started picking on me Then it was on for sure There is such a word called Karma these Days What comes around Goes Around Its all in fair play So remember what you do Remember what you say Do onto others If you want done to you For life’s little Karma Is a payback to stay A vicious life cycle Till you’re dying day.

Come Visit Me
Hey guys and gals would love to have you come visit me and hang out in the VIP Lounge we have a blast. Great Music, Great friends and no asshats to deal with lol Click the link below to come play http://www.fubar.com/new_lounge.php?w=1&lid=53711

Just Some Quizzes ;-)
Your Inner European is Dutch! Open minded and tolerant. You're up for just about anything. Who's Your Inner European? Well, this is a bit stranged since I am German. LOL You Are Low Maintenance Otherwise known as "too good to be true" You're one laid back chica - and men love that! Just remember that no good guy likes a doormat. So if you find your self going along to get along... Stop yourself and put up a little bit of a fight. Are You A High Maintenance Woman? You Were an Otter You are a faithful friend who guides others toward success. You are also light hearted, and love to play around. What Animal Were You In a Past Life?

Answers
Economic Stimulus rebate The federal government is sending each and everyone of us a $600 economy stimulus rebate. If we spend that money at Walmart, the money will go to China. If we spend it on gasoline it will go to the Arabs. If we purchase a computer it will go to India. If we purchase fruit and vegetables it will go to Mexico, Honduras, and Guatemala. If we purchase a good car it will go to Japan. If we purchase useless crap it will go to Taiwan ...and none of these options will help the American economy. The only way to keep that money here at home is to buy prostitutes, weed, beer, and tattoos, since these are the only products still produced in the USA. Thank you for your help & please support the US. YOU CAN ASK ME 5 QUESTIONS: 1. 2. 3. 4. 5. _________________________________________________ No matter how random, revealing, rude, or pointless. I promise to answer them 100% truthfully. All quest

Why Women Are Crabby
PS: Keep smiling. Because if people do not already think you mad, they soon will. Why Women are Crabby We started to "bud" in our blouses at 9 or 10 years old only to find that anything that came in contact with those tender, blooming buds hurt so bad it brought us to tears. So came the ridiculously uncomfortable training bra contraption that the boys in school would snap until we had calluses on our backs. Next, we get our periods in our early to mid-teens (or sooner). Along with those budding boobs, we bloated, we cramped, we got the hormone crankies, had to wear little mattresses between our legs or insert tubular, packed cotton rods in places we didn't even know we had. Our next little rite of passage (premarital or not) was having sex for the first time which was about as much fun as having a ramrod push your uterus through your nostrils (IF he did it right and didn't end up with his little cart before his horse), leaving us to wonder what all the fuss wa

Addiction
1- It's not old behavior if I'm still doing it. 2- If you're looking to have an image in NA, look around at the meetings you go to and take a look at whom you're trying to impress. 3- An addict is a person who wants to be held while he's isolating. 4- addiction is the leading cause of relapse. 5- A treatment center is where you go and pay $25,000 to find out that NA meetings are free. 6- The idea that alcoholics, drug addicts, sex addicts, over eaters, smokers, etc, etc, should all just go to NA Meetings because a disease, is a disease, is a disease...was started by a treatment center that only had one van. 7- This is a ' JUST FOR TODAY' program. If you are clean today, you are tied for first place in NA. 8- If USING is interfering with your work, you're probably a heavy USER. If work is interfering with your USING, you're probably an ADDICT. 9- I often obsessively pursue feeling go od, no matter how bad it makes me feel. 10- When I was new, I didn't think I

Power Outage
actually kept my mammogram appointment. I was met with, "Hi, I'm Belinda!" This perky clipboard carrier smiled from ear to ear, titled her head to one side and crooned, "All I need you to do is step into this room right hereee, strip to the waist, thennn slip on this gown. Everything clearrr?" I'm thinking, "Belinda, try decaf. This ain't rocket science." Belinda skipped away to prepare the chamber of horrors. With the right side finished, Belinda flipped me (literally) to the left and said, "Hmmmmmm. Can you stand on your tippy toes and lean in a tad so we can get everything?" Fine, I answered. I was freezing, bruised, and out of air, so why not use the remaining circulation in my legs and neck and finish me off? My body was in a holding pattern that defied gravity (with my other boob wedged between those two 4 inch pieces of square glass) when we heard, then felt a zap! Complete darkness and the power went off! "Oh, maintenance is working. Bet they hit a snag." Be

My Poems
Ok every one this is just one of my many poems that i worked very hard on. So please let me know what you think. Thank you Hope in a world of war She lies among a bed of rose in search for the light of hope in a dark sea of nothing puts on a smile to all the saddness she trys to rise adove all the pain her face still wet from the past and it's wounds she feel deep inside herself looks for a new streangth at last she sees the light of hope she grows wings so pure & flys away to find the one thing she's been lookinhg for her dreams did come true the wounds are healing her face no longer wet from tears of saddness and pain she has the streangth to go on she now sings a song of peace she found peace in a world at war.

12 Reasons Chocolate Is Better Than Sex
1. You can have chocolate in front of your parents. 2. Nobody starts rumors about who you shared chocolate with. 3. People of the same sex can share chocolate without being called names. 4. The word "commitment" doesn't scare off chocolate. 5. Chocolate is satisfying even if it's gone soft. 6. No matter what kind of chocolate you like, it's legal. 7. You can have chocolate with a whole group of friends without being obscene. 8. If you have to pay for your chocolate, it's not too expensive. 9. Chocolate is just as attractive when you're sober. 10. A big piece of chocolate lasts longer, but even a small piece is satisfying. 11. You can have chocolate in the office without upsetting your co-workers. 12. It's easy to GET chocolate any time you want!!!

More Of My Work
You At frist i felt like crying begging god to dry my tears i sit and reminisce about all the good times i stare at you across the way block that i still care i'm still in love with the way you run your hands around me i'm sick of crying you know i love you i should stop feeling down & blame you instead you'll ask me why my friends still vibe i'll turn and walk away i'll tell you that i hate you we'll have nothing left to say we'll finally think it's over that this must be the end than one day my heart will stop as you hold your new love i'll force myself to realize that in time my heart will heal the feelings that i once had will slowly fade away.

Friends...
Problems with friends...they always seem to go after the same freakin guy I want and yet I am the nice and loyal friend and back down...but ya knows what, no more Ms. Nice girl whenever I see a guy I want damnit imma head after him no matter what they gotta say, they can just cry and boo-hoo on someone else's shoulder...No more runnin over top of me ya hear...tired of that issue, it's time I wake up and realize that I have a chance too!

Life Goes On
Hey Matt it's only me just wanted to let you know although your gone I still have 3 kids and I have not been around you nor your sisters much since 96 I did what I could I came to your graduation as a surprise to you and Tonya and when you wanted into the Army I had no problems even though your mother blames me for you dying cause I signed you in I want you to know your my boy and always will you are my hero adnwill never change that. I remember the last thing you said top me Matt how you won't do anything stupid... Well nothing you can do is stupid and although it took the Army 9 months to find out what killed you and McPeek nothing has changed on Feb 02 2007 I lost my son Matt in Ramadi Iraq at the tender age of 18 from that day my life seemed to be spinning like a mini cooper on black Ice I went through the firsts ( first bithday of his first turkey day first christmas 1 year death 1 year buried ) now I am moving onward and hopfully upward going through a varied style seeing I've b

Fedral Government Economic Stimulis Rebate
The federal government is sending each and everyone of us a $600 rebate. If we spend that money at Wal-Mart, the money will go to China. If we spend it on gasoline it will go to the Arabs. If we purchase a computer it will go to India. If we purchase fruit and vegetables it will go to Mexico, Honduras, and Guatemala. If we purchase a good car it will go to Japan. If we purchase useless crap it will go to Taiwan... and none of it will help the American economy. The only way to keep that money here at home is to buy prostitutes and beer, since these are the only products still produced in the US. Thank you for your help & please support the US.

Let It Go..
There are people who can walk away from you. And hear me when I tell you this! When people can walk away from you: let them walk. I don't want you to try to talk another person into staying with you, loving you, calling you, caring about you, coming to see you, staying attached to you. I mean hang up the phone. When people can walk away from you let them walk. Your destiny is never tied to anybody that left. The Bible said that, they came out from us that it might be made manifest that they were not for us. For had they been of us, no doubt they would have continued with us. [1 John 2:19] People leave you because they are not joined to you. And if they are not joined to you, you can't make them stay.Let them go.And it doesn't mean that they are a bad person, it just means that their part in the story is over and you've got to know when people's part in your story is over so that you don't keep trying to raise the dead. You've got to know when it's dead. You've got to know when

Sick...
to all my friends and family, i would like to apologize if i am not on talking or rating as you would expect me to be. I have been struggling with migrains off and on for some time now... and this weekend they have gotten me down. I cant sit up long, i cant handle any bright light, and any loud noises are killer. I have literally been practically bed ridden for the past 2 to 3 days. if i am not feeling better tomorrow, i will go to the hospital when a nurse gets here to stay with my children. as most of u know i have a son who is handicapped and can not be left alone and i have no family or friends in the area that can or will help me out. so i am stuck at the mercy of the cnas that help with my son. so please be patient .. i will get to each and everyone one of my friends pages as soon as possible. thanks for ur patience and understanding. To all my Fu family and friends, I want you all to know that I love you all very much. I am sorry I have not been online m

Poem
Day By Day by: d.p I live by the way of my CHI finding the right beat to maintain my sanity cant stop rainy days from fallowing me my heart is right but mind is wrong listen to the wind with just the right ears you will see that breeze does sing a song my worries and fears haven't manifested in years so many times I've tried only to be denied when times get hard thats when i show my true scars and pried never been beat to the punch but it always seems to end with good luck my soul to be set free only to come back with divinity when walking on the wrong path just remember that you can always walk back realize that these eyes never cry even if out of trees to get high my way of living is to tough for most hate those people who always boast with the lord by my side i have never been afraid to die knowing that JAH will provide mother earth please don't cry she has been beaten and sucked dry to kill this cancer men have to subside their pried politics use hyp

Jackass Men!!
Why do men have to be assholes? I have been in my fair share of realtionships and it always seems to be that the men say they are going to do something and don’t fallow through. Now if this happened only once or twice I would assume that they got busy or forgot. That wouldn’t be a big deal but when it constantly happens over and over again waht are we to think. Then I love how they are pissed that you get mad. Hell yes I am going to get mad. You constantly are saying that you are going to do some thing and then don’t do it. We are always put at the bottom of the list like you think that we aren’t going to notice that we don’t matter and that an "I am sorry" or "baby, I love you" is going to fix it all. They may work the first couple of times but after a little while we start to realize that we just aren’t that important to you and we will move on to some one else. There is a quote on my profifle that states "One day you are going to wake up and realize how much she me

Amen
It's another night in hell Another child won't live to tell Can you imagine what it's like to starve to death And as we sit free and well Another soldier has to yell Tell my wife and children I love them in his last breath C'mon now amen, amen, amen Habitual offenders, scumbag lawyers with agendas I'll tell you sometimes people I don't know what's worse Natural disasters or these wolves in sheep clothes pastors Now I'm scared to send my children to church And how can we seek salvation when our nations race relations Got me feeling guilty of being white But faith in human nature, our creator and our savior, I'm no saint But I believe in what is right C'mon now amen, amen I said amen, amen Stop pointing fingers and take some blame, Pull your future away from the flame Open up your mind and start to live Stop short changing your neighbors Living off hand outs and favors, and maybe Give a little bit more than you got to give Simplify, testify, identify,

Me....gettin Low! :d
SHAWTY GOT LOW, LOW, LOW, LOW, LOW! *winkz* LEMME KNO WHUT YA THINK OF MY LIL VID! DIS JUST A LIL SAMPLE BUT UMM SUM "WHITE GURLZ" CAN DANCE! :P WANT ME TO GET LOW ON U? *lol* :D MUCH LUV AND ENJOY! 8-P

Beyond New Horizons
Agree'd to reason myself hold or let go accept challenges for tomorrow to be filled agree'd to reason myself show or not to show at all , yet seek passions beyond new horizons That Iam in search face to face onwards I'll press on from day to day wagering insticts perhaps if I shall fail agree'd to reason myself so what the hell Wont know if I get there or not when indeed where do I stop Exceeding challenges calls for taking chances I guess yesterday flew on by Today I'll collect and gather my tokens tomorrow I'll set forth , beyond new horizons Agree'd to reason myself hold or let go Agree'd to reason myself stand tall be bold upon within beyond new horizons agree'd to reason myself remain strong let it be known Agree'd to reason myself yes beyond new horizons

Love
Today i looked into you eyes once more, my heart felt like it was to burst, my pulse raced like a car through the highways of life, i felt myself wanting you, to have you near, to touch you, caress your face, to hear you whisper in my ear how much you want and neeed me for eternity as i do. Yet all i can do is touch the screen of my computer, to hear your voice on the phone, to ache to find whats on your mind, to know if you love me as i love you. yet i still see in your eyes, where i see you....that you are someone else's dream not mine, and my heart slips away like so much wine. ___________________________________________________ well today love i looked into your eyes and got lost in them...deeply and deeper i went into them..following to your heart...my final stop...i saw it breaking and i mended it with love, for it was you i loved from the start, not the others but you, why you ask? because you cared about me, you showed me you loved me foer who i was and am, told me yo

My "fu-owner"
Yes, it's true! I am now "Fu-Owned" for a month, as of today by ~*~SWEET~*~ and she is just that, SWEET! :) She has been a good friend of mine for quite some time now and if you haven't already met her, you should click on the link below and meet her! She's an awesome woman and you'd never be sorry for visiting her page! She was the highest bidder in the auction I was just in, hosted by Sweet♥Judy and in exchange, she is going to get a lot of nice things from me during the next month! :) So, go check her out and if you want, tell her, her "slave" sent you! :P ~*~SWEET~*~ Read My Profile!!@ fubar

Don't
My name is not Hon, nor sweetie, or babe, the name you can call me is the ones that I gave. You can call me by angel or Jenni or such but the terms of endearment are reserved for my love. He is a fine man my sweetheart I'd say so that is a term I might send HIS way. If you cannot remember who you are talking to then I don't want to be talking to you. No I don't have a webcam so if you are thinking about asking DON'T! No I don't have any other pics of me so if you are thinking about asking DON'T! I will not be taking any nude pics EVER so if you are thinking about asking DON'T! My bra size, my cup size, my jean size or any other size is none of your business so if you are thinking about asking DON'T! I will not be meeting you for lunch dinner or anything else you can think of so if you are thinking of asking DON'T! My relationship is great and I will not be changing it so if you are thinking about asking DON'T! This blog is not intended as a joke!

I Am Fun!
A little girl went to her bedroom and pulled a glass jelly jar from its hiding place in the closet. She poured the change out on the floor and counted it carefully. Three times, even. The total had to be exactly perfect. No chance here for mistakes. Carefully placing the coins back in the jar and twisting on the cap, she slipped out the back door and made her way 6 blocks to Rexall's Drug Store with the big red Indian Chief sign above the door. She waited patiently for the pharmacist to give her some attention, but he was too busy at this moment. Tess twisted her feet to make a scuffing noise. Nothing. She cleared her throat with the most disgusting sound she could muster. No good Finally she took a quarter from her jar and banged it on the glass counter. That did it! 'And what do you want?' the pharmacist asked in an annoyed tone of voice. Without wait for a reply, he continued 'I'm talking to my brother from Chicago whom I haven't seen in ages,' 'W

Dork Under Rated
I already know this is gonna be a touchy subject....but here goes. Lets think about red heads since there are so many on this site. Have you ever known an in-between redhead? For a red headed lady...there is no in-between...either they are very sexy...or just plain ugly. Same goes for us red-headed guys. Some of us have the big ugly blotchy freckles and some of us have the smaller almost sexy freckles. I don't think most of you non-redheads realize what we have been thru in life. Most of us, male and female, are picked on because we stand out...our hair is hard not to notice in elementary school. We hate that. But as we get older we learn to accept it and actually enjoy it. Its very rare to see a group of redheads hanging out together...but the group of people with the one redhead stands out above other groups without a redhead. I remember one class in high school where I was blessed with 4 other redheads besides me. We all sat in a group and intimidated everyone in the c

Venting
I am just wondering why is it that someone would want to keep something from you especially if you tell them you don't mind something, but you want to know what they are doing. Like you say you find something that kind of upsets you. How are you suppose to react. Are you suppose to say what the hell is this or what? Oh well, AND NO I am not talking about anyone in particular. So before you think I am talking about you honey I am not.

Hmhhhh
need feed back negative or positive on new music vid planning on putting out would love your help YO!! http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0PPekNa5Ob4 Templeton Salon Presents Infinite ExpressionFor more info please contact us :)

Fubar Is Funny
So my first 24 hours at this place...and it reminds me of this bar we have here in town. Cracking me up. I need a bodyguard. Lol..it has come to my attention..that skanks do not like me. Is it that I am NOT a skank? Or is it that, because they ARE skanks...they assume that I am too..and therefore will try to steal their skanky boyfriends? LMAO..thoughts to ponder.. Tomorrow is my dad's birthday..he would have been 57. He passed away a few months ago after a long battle with illness. I miss him with everything. My heart hurts. **Please don't post comments to this blog entry. It's not my goal..simply to get it out somewhere. Thanks..

From Miki
Without You My heart broke a thousand times today, When you never said a word. I cryed out to you, But you never heard. I couldn't beg anymore, My will completly drained. You weren't you, You weren't the same. Did I do something to change you, To make you run so far from me. Am I that kind of wrong, Please tell me,I can't see Without you close I am lost, Like a night without stars. Without your help, I'll never go far. You are my light Without you I will always stray. Please stay beside me friend, And help me on my way. I stare at her from a distance, Now afraid to go near. All chances with her lost, And never will they reapeer. Not very long ago, She had put sparkle back in my eyes, Not very long ago, We said our final goodbyes. I miss her in ways, I can never explain. To think of what I lost, Still cause me so much pain. So now I stare at her from a distance, Never again can I go near. I stare at her from a distance, And my eyes shed

Thoughts Of A Broken Heart
Today is not my judgment day, for I am still alive. I have lived by the ethics and morals that have been instilled in my very core: my heart, my mind, my body and my soul. My love flows deep and strong through my very being, just like the great rivers that course through this great nation. I stand up for my beliefs and would die defending those beliefs. I would die defending the things I love…..my children, my loved ones and my country. I have been broken….which has taught me strength……I have been hurt …. which has taught me to be kind......I have been made fun of.......which has taught me respect........I have been looked up to.......which has taught me humility......I have been lost.....which has taught me leadership……I have been loved….which has taught me compassion…..I have been in danger…..which has taught me to fear………I have conquered fear …… which has taught me percerverence…….I have been the protector……which has taught me to be selfless….. Judge me not for what you think

Sex
Sex My head explode I think of you and overload I want you close inside the most Dig in your heels use your toes pull my hair Oh how it grows Breath in Breath out Scream and shout Up and down In and out Faster slower almost over A thunder bolt A midnight stroke pleasure beyond compare Oh God yes right there Harder Harder Make it hurt Smack my ass That always works Faster Faster Almost there Release within I don't care All over We stop and stare Sweat glisten in our hair It is what it is and that is that sex is what you want and sex is what you got!

Pimpouts
Rockin airwaves @ Club Wicked Paranoia and Wolfs Naughty Den. Check him out, show some love Fan/Rate/Add KAT is a true friend to me and has always been there for me Please show this beauty some major fubar love!!! Let me introduce you to one the coolest people on the fu! KAT Please stop by her page and show her a little love She has some of the coolest pics to go threw! She has some of the coolest stashes ever! F-A-R one of the best of fubar I promise you will never regret that you have! ¤·.·• KAT •·.·¤ ¨´*·~KILLERS KITTY & FU-WIFE~*¨´¤CWP MANAGER¤@ fubar Perfect Insanity - Disturbed (repost of original by '*Thump☆Star*™|CWP radio|Owned by Mirage|' on '2008-06-25 16:52:16')

Prayers For My Baby!
Earlier today my baby boy Hunter had what appeared to be a siezure and stopped breathing on our way home from the park. I was able to do CPR and restore breathing before paramedics arrived. He was rushed to the nearby hospital where they did a CT scan and some blood work which all came back ok. He will have to see a neurologist this week for an EEG to check for epileptic activity. Today was truely one of the worst days I've ever had and hope to never have again! Please pray for my precious lil man and keep him in your thoughts. He is so younge and normally such a happily lil guy and this episode was absolutely horrible for everyone. Again I just ask that you keep him in your thoughts and prayers during all this...thanks so much! Kim

What You Need To Know...
I have been gone due to illness & surgery. Since I've returned I've been extremely busy with a backlog of fu-work. I WILL GET TO ALL OF MY FRIEND REQUESTS!!! Promise :D I'm still recovering too...So I cant be here 24/7. It may take some time but everyone I add as a friend I rate, fan, & leave comments. It's not a quick process-so just try to bear with me & ill have you added soon. Thanks for being patient... & to my friends, well....I will talk to you very soon if I haven't already! XoXoXo ~HPF

Just A Few Words
dont understand exctly what i have done to make people not respond to messages i send them. but it is ok i have learned to deal with people i want to talk to not wanting to talk back. everyone has things going on in thier lives and i am always there to help out in anyway i can. i do all of this to keep friendships old and new and look forward to keeping them till the day that i die. i know there may be things i do that no one likes, and by all means if i do let me know. but also remember one thing the things i do are meant to improve my life and hopefully make things better for those around me.

Emerald
4. Katy woke at seven thirty the next morning and lay in the bed, feeling Jared’s arm wrapped around her. She nestled back close to him and thought of the previous night when he had come home before bar closing time. There had been no fire fight this time, no dramatics from either of them, and he hadn’t tried to force himself on her. Jared even seemed mostly sober when he came home for a change of pace. They had sit and talked about how each of them had lost their jobs the previous day. They had decided not to make a big deal of it as they were even on this one, though this was Jared’s fourth job since they had been together and only Katy’s second. They had retired to the bed room and cuddled to sleep being very reminiscent of days past when life was good for the couple. Katy slid from Jared’s arm and went into the bathroom to brush her teeth and then have some coffee. Jared came in the kitchen just as the coffee was finished and they enjoyed a morning cup together with very

Daddy It Hurts
Body: daddy it hurts!!!!!!!! :( this is SOOOOOO SAD im not kidden! Body: IF YOU HAVE KIDS YOU WILL BE AFFECTED BY THIS STORY . IF NOT YOU SHOULD BE ASHAMED OF YOURSELF. THiS iS A TRUE STORY AND iF YOU DONT PASS THiS ON YOU DONT HAVE A SOUL!!! PEOPLE THAT DO THESE KINDS OF THINGS TO THERE KIDS SHOULD BE SHOT AND TORCHERED SO THEY CAN SEE HOW IT FEELS. My name is Chris I am three, My eyes are swollen I cannot see, I must be stupid I must be bad, What else could have made My daddy so mad? I wish I were better I wish I weren't ugly, Then maybe my mommy Would still want to hug me. I cant do a wrong I cant speak at all Or else im locked up All day long. When im awake im all alone The house is dark My folks arent home When my mommy does come home I'll try and be nice, So maybe ill just get One whipping tonight. I just heard a ca

Just Some Poems I Wrote B4..but Are So True
DAMN I MISS HIM... WHY CANT HE BE HERE? WHY IS HE SO FAR AWAY WHEN I WANT HIM NEAR? WILL I GET TO SEE HIM SOON? DOES HE KNOW THAT I WOULD FLY TO THE MOON IF I WAS JUST ABLE TO HOLD HIM? I LOVE HIM AND MISS HIM SO VERY VERY MUCH DAMN I MISS HIS LAUGHTER AND I MISS HIS TOUCH I MISS THE WAY HE WOULD HOLD ME WHEN I WAS FEELING SAD I MISS HIS LOVING WORDS I MISS THE WAY HIS VOICE WOULD BRIGHTEN UP MY DAY I MISS HIM SO DAMN MUCH IT'S EVEN HARD TO SAY I WISH THAT HE WAS HERE WITH ME NOW MAKING ME NOT FEEL SO SAD I WISH THAT HE COULD HOLD ME AT NIGHT WHEN THE TEARS HIT MY PILLOW I WISH THAT HE KNEW HOW MUCH I MISSED HIM I TRY TO BE STRONG I KNOW ONE DAY I WILL BE IN HIS STRONG LOVING ARMS BUT I WANT HIM NOW DAMN HOW I MISS HIM I LOVE HIM SO VERY MUCH I WOULD DO ANYTHING RIGHT NOW JUST TO FEEL HIS LOVING GENTAL TOUCH I LOVE HIM AND I WANT HIM HERE NOW..... BUT NO THAT DAY WONT COME YET NOT FOR AWHILE IT SEEMS SO I HAV

Confusion
He comes into my life then leaves. I have no understanding of why. He returns but only says three words. I am confused by him. Wanting to know what he wants. He knows how I feel. I think I will never know how he does. Sometimes it is better not to know.

Private Pix.....read To Get Access
Ok, here's the deal. I have some pretty hot private pics in my Ultimate Bad Girl folder. I do love to show off my body, but not to just anyone. You gotta spoil me first! Bling me! = 24 hour access Blast me/Ticker me/Bling pack me! = One week access Vip Me! = One month access Happy hour me! = Lifetime access And I will be adding new pics from time to time.

Enjoy
Apart by distance, but never in heart Although not together, we're never apart There is something written about our love In the sun, the moon, and the stars above Destined to be, thats what we are Distance can never be too far Hearts together, bound as one Souls united, a lifetime begun My heart, my mind, my body, my soul My hopes, my dreams, you have control My love for you will always stay Always, forever, plus a day!!!

I Will Miss You Jb
THIS POEM WAS WRITTEN BY ME FOR A VERY CLOSE FRIEND OF MINE WHO WILL 4 EVER BE MISSED. HE LEFT THIS WORLD ON 3-16-08 FROM INJURYS SUFFERED IN A CAR WRECK WE LOVE AND MISS YOU. HE WAS LIKE A BROTHER TO ME. JB THIS ONE IS FOR YOU AND ALWAYS REMEMBER THAT I LOVE YOU AND MISS YOU AND I KNOW THAT I NOW HAVE ONE MORE ANGLE WATCHING OVER ME. Never Alone I feel you in the morning When at first I awake Your thought is with me With each decision I make You'd been around forever Since the first breath I took Now I have to go on alone But for love, I need not look Cause by what you bestowed In our short time together Will last in my heart Forever and ever Although you've left And now walk above I'm never alone I'm wrapped in your love Enjoy now your long waited reward Feel peace that your love continues on What was taught to me, will be taught to mine Cause you live on in me even after you've gone

Its Monday
its quite amazing..how different crowds act on here. I have read 2 mumms regarding cheating. The one , got alot of negative remarks..about how she should keep her nose out of it. The second one I read.. had alot of positive remarks. I just do not get it. http://fubar.com/mum.php?id=363071 http://fubar.com/mum.php?id=363147 the 2 mumms. Hope everyone has a wonderful Monday. Also hope you had a great weekend. Mine wasn't to bad. Worked 1/2 of it. I have been bothered some though. My ex bf from years ago.. the guy I dated before my hubby... I have seen at work. His dads up there,,dying. I feel so bad for him. A part of me still has feelings for him. We stopped dating, not for the reason of falling out of love. My dad, didnt care for him. My dads a little prejudice..and judges people. He thought my bf was trash. Its what I heard all the time..until I couldn't handle it anymore. I ended up breaking up with him. We both left each other with tears. It has always both

In A Nutshell
In a brief conversation, a man asked a woman he was pursuing the question "What kind of man are you looking for?" She sat quietly for a moment before looking him in the eye and asking "Do you really want to know?" Reluctantly, he said, "Yes." She began to expound... "As a woman in this day and age, I am in a position to ask a man what he can do for me that I can't do for myself. I pay my own bills. I take care of my household without the help of any man...or woman for that matter. I am in the position to ask, "What can you bring to the table?" The man looked at her. Clearly he thought that she was referring to money. She quickly corrected his thought and stated, "I am not referring to money. I need something more. I need a man who is striving for perfection in every aspect of life." He sat back in his chair, folded his arms, and asked her to explain. She said, "I am looking for someone who is striving for perfection mentally because I need conversation and mental stimu

Driver's Test Today
well i passed i got my licence to drive woooooot goooo meeeee lol well im taking my driver's test today. yes im 25 and dont have it yet im very nervous. hope i pass im scared lol so pls wish me luck ty loves ya all

Cybersex
It Started out a quiet night. Home alone, a very rare event for me. I talked a little here and there with friends online, no one in much of a kinky mood. Soon I was fast asleep, that is until my computer started buzzing. You wanted to show me something. Half - asleep, I went to look at the sites you wanted me to see. As I viewed each little clip you would send me to, I grew more excited. You wanted me to see the things you had planned for me. Everything from mild to kinky, with each clip going a little deeper into what you wanted from me. Finally, I couldn't take it any longer, so I told you. You told me to go get my favorite toy. Laughing, I wrote back that I had never enjoyed cyber sex, had no web cam, all the excuses I could think of. You wrote back four words, 'go get it now'. So I did as I was told, still laughing at myself, but aroused enough to do as you asked. You had me insert it and sit straight up, then began showing me more clips, telling me what excited y

Please Keep This Going Dont Let Him Do This To Women And Children
"http://fubar.com/bulletins.php?b=988846441 plz go to the link above n repost it az much az u can to keep it new? its very important to sum1 i love dearly to keep this assholez profile KNOWN since he likes to make death threats to women n kidz when he cant get hiz way. Blessed Be ~Tazy~" I AM REOSTING THIS FRIEND PLEASE EERYONE KEEP IT GOING COPY AND REPOST.

I'll Be Mia For A Bit.......please Read!
Greetings to you All!, There is no easy way to say this, so I’ll just tell you. My job was eliminated on Thursday. The economy is in really bad shape and there’s just not enough people buying high-end railing right now. I wanted to let everyone know. I won’t be on for awhile. I have some prospects in the works and of course, I’m playing on the weekends, so I’ll be OK ‘till I find another job. Keep the faith and Keep on Rockin’ Eric

Mr. Big
I would like to talk to you.. I can't even get on ur page.... My shouts to you don't show up on my screen.... what am i supposed to think? It says i'm in your family, but...... still no access to ur page. this user's permissions don't allow you to do this STILL NO ACCESS TO YOU!! I HAVE A LOT TO TELL YOU, BUT I CAN'T GET THROUGH!

Hellcats Hitlist
JUST A REMINDER! THIS IS ALWAYS KEPT IN MY BLOG TO REFER TO. PLEASE TAKE A MINUTE OF YOUR TIME AND STOP BY THE BLOG THIS IS KEPT IN AND RATE IT. I'D GREATLY APPRECIATE IT! THANKS! THERE ARE ALSO NEW CONTESTS AND GIVEAWAYS LISTED THERE AS WELL. CLICK THIS LINK TO GO THERE. IN A CONTEST OR GIVEAWAY? HOLDING A CONTEST OR GIVEAWAY?? ALWAYS FEEL FREE TO MAIL ME YOUR LINK! PLEASE REPOST, ESPECIALLY IF YOU HAVE ASKED TO BE ON THIS LIST. THANK YOU TO MAIL ME YOUR CONTEST PAGE LINKS CLICK HERE =^HELLCAT^= ATTENTION ALL MILITARY PERSONNEL PAST AND PRESENT ATTENTION ALL MILITARY FAMILY AND SUPPORTERS!! JOIN THE "WE SUPPORT YOU" MILITARY PARADE! AN AWESOME WAY TO SHOW APPRECIATION! CLICK THE PIC TO GO TO THE BLOG FOR FULL DETAILS AND SHOW YOUR SUPPORT!

St. Patricks Day...
I posted a MUMM the other day about my son being in a fight at school. If you are interested in the outcome here it is. I emailed the principal of the school and I think he agreed with me about not taking the safety position from my son and is going to reinstate him after a weeks suspension. It could have been worse of course because he could have been suspended from school and that would have been worse cause it would have gone on his permanent record and it would not have been good in the long run for him later. Well I wanted to thank everyone that is reading this blog and those of you that had also voted on my MUMM. Have a great day and hopefully talk to you soon... To all my friends that I don't get to send a message to this is for you... MYPROFILEKISSES.COM ...I hope you all have the best day and lucky times with whatever you do this week. Thank you all for reading this and being a friend, comment back if you feel the same.

Ramblins Of A Mad Man
SEX What is about sex that makes people so damn stupid ? We all love it, we all do it, we all enjoy it. It can be a wonderful experience if done properly. It can bring two people closer than anything in the world, it ties ones soul to another. It can ease all the tensions of daily life, and comfort those that are at uneasement. It can bring happiness to those that are willing to bring the magic of children to their lives. It can be used to help forget and forgive ones disagreements on meaningless disscusions. Sex can be a very magical moment, to get lost in a world of passion with one whom who care deeply for. Sex can be used to express ones feelings and emotions to those that know no other way. So why is it then that it can also do the oppisite of everything listed above. Why do people offer it so easy, and why do people take it even when your parner does'nt want it. Why does it change people so drasticly, turn us into primative creatures. Why does

Help My Friends
here are some sexy ladies that need ur bids in same auction as me 1. dj bych 2.sweetlady 3. tnwildflower 4. dj carmale 5. nicci 6. 7. bironica here are some beautiful women that need some bids help them out 1. 2. 3. 4. 5. 6. 7. come help her out and bid on her

Pass Me By
"Pass Me By" "Does this excite you? Think about it! Does it not stagger the imagination? No builder on earth can concieve any structure to compare to the mansions above. Won't that be something when you go to live in your own mansion? There'll be no concern about paying for it, it's already taken care of. There'll be no worry about being moved out of it. It will be yours forever." [Shaggy 2 Dope] I got shot, ah!, the murder was heinous The bullet went in my eyeball and out my anus And I was hit, that was it, on the spot Flash, I woke up in a parking lot And I'm sittin in a '64 Reinkeys With Shaggy Dope written on the car keys I look around I can't believe that it's possible I'm dead, and I made it to the carnival I walk in, it's everything I dreamed of Everybody and they momma got clown luv Japanese, Lebanese, and Chinese, Portuguese, and southwest ghetto g's. (woowoo) Hangin' out with redneck truck drivers Instead of always givin' each other piledrivers I see

What Is Love
Could you be falling in love? You have told yourself that it is just a crush. After all, you are just really good friends, right? Though a relationship with him would be nice and he is the right kind of guy... No, you're being silly; he is completely wrong for you - isn't he? Figuring out if it is love is never easy 1.While shopping, you spot a pretty outfit. It isn't your usual jeans and camisole, but you buy the outfit anyway. 2. Your heart pounds a little faster when you get new mail from him - and you haven't even opened the mail yet. True False 3. You can't help but feel good when he's around, and just the thought of seeing him again makes you happy. True False 4.When you doodle on a piece of paper, you find yourself writing his initials. Then you add yours. True False 5.You calculate the number of childbearing years you have left and try to imagine if he would be a good father. True False 6, He forgot a t-shirt at your place, and you keep putt

Feelings
I hate the way I am feeling, I feel empty inside my body I feel like I am just a hollow shell just left here on this earth to make other people. Well when is it my turn to be happy. I miss my happiness, my world. I want it back.

Did You Ever
did you ever love someone? did you ever love someone and know they didn't love you you'd cry at night and wonder what good it would do did you ever look into their eyes and say a little prayer did you ever look into their heart and wish you could be there did you ever watch them walk away not wanting them to go when you whisper "I love you" but couldn't let them know you'd cry at night in misery and almost go insane for there is nothing else in this world that causes so much pain if I could choose between love and death I think I'd rather die for love is fun at first but the price is just too high that's why I say don't fall in love because you'll hurt before it's through you see my friend, I ought to know for I'm in love with you

Past, Present, Future
Past... Six years ago we locked love filled eyes There was no desire for speech; it was clear Your alluring gaze held a beautiful fairy tale Blissfully teasing me of our happily ever after From that moment on you captured my heart My soul yearned to CLIMB that endless barrier To lastly reach the gates of your treasured love Present... Melancholy days passed without a word shared The color in my eyes vanished; bleak hope fades You left without a single farewell; days darkened No desire left in my young heart to smile once more Until the moment you walk back into my life again I stumbled and merely SLIPPED on broken promises Murky clouds loomed closer; hope no where near Future... It seems the haze is clearly; illuminating eyes in view My heart just giddy with pleasure unable to sustain Once delightful dreams filled me with joy at night Now seem to brighten my days with carefree reality I can hear your voice calling from a mere distance Be patient my dear for

Language Of Love
There is a special language That we all can understand There is no need to speak it Or to sign it with your hand Everyone upon this earth And regardless of their race Will recognise each letter And so put them in their place This language, it can speak a truth That is far beyond compare With no lies or double meaning Or any innuendos there It teaches us the ways of life From he cradle to the grave And gives us strength to face up to Lifes biggest tidal wave This language reaches deep inside Our heart and spirit too It gives a reason to believe For me, as well as you Come joyous times, with happy days Or when life, it hurts us so This language, it will see us through More than you will ever know You can speak it from within your heart So everyone can hear The message will be understood From far away and near You can hear it on the gentle breeze As it blows from high above A universal language Its the language of true love

Friends, Family & Fans
I just wanted to post to say thank you to all of my wonderful friends, family & fans! Everyone has been so kind to me on Fubar... I really have enjoyed my time here so far and hope to make many more friends. Thank you for all of your wonderful fans, rates, photo & profile comments. I try to post on each one of your profiles, read them and rate them... may each day put a smile on your face. Just a little bit about me, I grew up in the midwest. I'm just a girl that loves computers, reading, and art. Photography & Music are my passions. Please dont ask me to webcam or share in instant messengers. I'm here to have fun and make new friends along the way. P.S. Since music & tv shows are fun & enjoyable to me, I'll be experimenting with My Stash collection and some blog experiments. Please rate them if you get a chance... Hugs! Luv, Jess

Sporks Update
Mother extradited from New York By Nathaniel Lukefahr The Facts Published March 9, 2008 It took 24 days to bring Caren Kohberger back to Brazoria County to be charged with child endangerment. It took 17 minutes for her to post bond and leave the Brazoria County jail. Kohberger, 27, the mother of a 3-month-old boy whose body was found Jan. 29 in Galveston County, flew Friday morning to Houston accompanied by two Brazoria County Sheriff’s deputies, Sheriff Charles Wagner said. She was booked into the Brazoria County Detention Center at 9:20 p.m. Friday and released 17 minutes later after posting $20,000 bond, according to the sheriff’s office Web site. “She appeared in front of a New York court yesterday and chose to waive extradition,” Brazoria County District Attorney Jeri Yenne said. “The state did not oppose a bond reduction, and she was booked into the Brazoria County Detention Center.” Angleton lawyer Jimmy Phillips Jr., who is representing Kohberger, could not be

Wtf????
What the hell is wrong with everyone today? Every single mumm I have been in today has had some sort of drama. I had drama in my shout box this morning. People need to chill out and realize it's not real.

Stuff
I thought I ought to apologize for not being on fubar much. Not because I feel like I have to be here, but because I know I've meant some really great people on here and feel bad that I've been so busy doing other things that I haven't been able to talk to that many of you. I hope that you are all well, and for a few of you, I will do my best to call or get in touch as soon as I can. Ian I owe my friends an apology for a brief stupidity attack. The short story is I screwed up. Come join me in Club Envy it's pretty tight. http://www.fubar.com/new_lounge.php?w=1&lid=55779 I'm a DJ there, and I can tell you we play pretty much anything. You ask we have it. :) Ian

Sunlight And Shadows
I had to watch this clip today because i feel so down today and this usually helps me put things into perspective. I know i need to toughen up but right now i just kind of want to curl up in a big ball and cry. I don't know if its because its gloomy and overcast outside or if its lack of sleep r just plain self indulgence but i really am having myself quite the pity party right now. I know there are people in worse situations than mine. I know there are people suffering from illnesses or losses or emotional devastation. I know i should suck it up and move on out this hole i seem to find myself in today but for some reason i just don't seem to be able to. I think the majority of my problem is that somewhere i mislead myself into thinking I had learned from my past relationships all that i was intended to learn. Clearly I haven't. I have come to the conclusion that I still give the absolute best of who I am to people who deserve it the least. I invest too much too quickly in

Something To Think About
Why do I keep running into the crazy, obsessive, overbearing, insecure, lying men on this site? I've explained everything to you before... I'm NOT going to speak to everyone when I first sign on. I'm busy going through messages, friend request, picture comments, etc. I mean DAMN. I will speak to you when I notice you on. If you have a 'trying to work', 'stepped away' or 'gone'...there's no reason to speak if you are showing you aren't here. How am I supposed to know? I have many of friends. Not 1, not a few; MANY! I'm not going to get around and speak to everyone. I speak to most of my friends, I may not hold a long conversation, but I do acknowledge them. I've had others compare me to other people, that makes me not even want to deal with them. I hate that shit. Don't compare me with others! I'm not them. If they fucked you over, don't automatically assume I'm going to fuck you over too. If you feel this way...DON'T BECOME MY FRIEND! Don't LIE to me to gain my friendship.

Rater Haters
9 Words Women Use 1.) Fine: This is the word women use to end an argument when they are right and you need to shut up. 2.) Five Minutes: If she is getting dressed, this means a half an hour. Five minutes is only five minutes if you have just been given five more minutes to watch the game before helping around the house. 3.) Nothing: This is the calm before the storm. This means something, and you should be on your toes. Arguments that begin with nothing usually end in fine. 4.) Go Ahead: This is a dare, not permission. Don't Do It! 5.) Loud Sigh: This is actually a word, but is a non-verbal statement often misunderstood by men. A loud sigh means she thinks you are an idiot and wonders why she is wasting her time standing here and arguing with you about nothing. (Refer back to #3 for the meaning of nothing.) 6.) That's Okay: This is one of the most dangerous statements a women can make to a man. That's okay means she wants to think long and hard before deciding how an

Some Insight...
Let me tell you...I have never been happier to be single! I see all these women getting hurt and played by stupid ass men and in some cases, I am seeing men too pussy whipped to see them getting played and I just sit back and laugh! You dumbass people really need to wake up and read the rule book of the Game again so you don't endure it. Play the game to the fullest and may the best person fuck and win! HAHA!!! I'mma sit here and just watch with a smoke and a drink and then I'm gonna go shopping! ;)

Activity Update
due to a bunch of bs, Dylon blocking and deleteing me and some divas turning their backs on me b/c I had to much going on to be a part of the group and not taking too fondly of being lied to; I am not proceeding with the activity since I am not welcome to Dylon's Divas. I am sorry, but was gong to go ahead and proceed with it til Dylon delted me and blocked me and was told by a Diva who I considered a friend and will remain nameless to be respectful, to "tell someone who gave a shit". I am sorry for recruiting my friends to this group as I thought it was an awesome group of women. I have met A LOT of amamzing women b/c of it, but finding that some of the members were only pretending to be my friend. For those that are real I hope we can still get a long amongst all this chaos... just not into drama. If you want to be childish and leave hateful comments go ahead and show ur immaturity, and get the whole story b4 u plan to leave catty remarks. ~Love to my friends~ ~Dream~

Fubar's Ultimate Bad Girls Club
Come and Check out Fetish Girl Shasta and her Bad Girls Club Girls...they are drop dead gorgeous....Add/Fan/Rate/Comment... Show these Hot, sexy and wild ladies some Mad Love!!!! Fetish Girl Shasta Fetish Girl Shasta...Founder: Fubar's Ultimate Bad Girls Club@ fubar And Fubar's Ultimate Bad Girls Club Girls Chita->;}Member : Fubar's Ultimate Bad Girls Club@ fubar HellzBelle"Your Most Beloved Blasphemous Child"Otep.Member:Fubars Ultimate Bad girls Club@ fubar ¢¾¡ÚISIS¡Ú&hearts Member:Fubar's Ultimate Bad Girls Club, (Club President)@ fubar The Sexy Little Dead Chick@ fubar (¯`v´¯)F£iRT¥»GiRT¥(¯`v´¯)® Fu Wifey of ♥Courtney♥ Member:Fubar's Ultimate Bad Girl@ fubar Ashley~Member:Fubar's Ultimate Bad Girls Club~@ fubar BondageBarbie~Property of Fetish Girl Shasta~Member :Fubar's Ultimate Bad Girl's Club@ fubar Ready for anything... Member : Fubar's Ultimate Bad Girls Club (Promoter @ Taboo)

Vacation
Ok, I'm going to be working alot starting tomrorow with the new store open and then I will be on vacatin starting with Easter Sunday for 1 week, will be gone for a few days to Nashville, Tn to check out a college thatmy son will probably be going to this fall. so I wont be online mucht the next 2 weeks, but I will have a friend log in and use my 11's for me so some of you will be getting hit with 11's but I might not be here lol I'll be back to my regular schedule 2 weeks form today 03-31-08 Thanks, Marvin :-) The folder Ebay items, are swweaters that I had listed on Ebay still have alot of them, only sold about 11 of them so far. THey are designer Sweaters that I was sellign at about 85% off of retail price plus shipping, I dont have any of them listed right now, but ifyou see any your intersted in let me know and I can see if I still have that particular one in stock. Marvin

My Statistics
Hope this helps you know me better. Name:Jared Michael Kinter Age:26 DOB:May 14th 1981 Sign:Taurus Place of birth:Somerset County Hospital NJ Hometown:Bound Brook NJ Height:5'8 1/2 Weight:190lbs Hair:Brown with blonde streaks due to the florida sun. Eyes:Hazel/brown with blue and gold Mother:Karen Father:Carl(Deceased) Brother:Devin,Dan Uncles:Marc,Richie Aunts:Patty,Janice Cousins:Emily,Brian,April,Collin,Joey,Steven,Anita,Jeff,Joshua Grandfathers:Joe,John(deceased) Grandmothers:Irene & Gina(both deceased) Great Grandparents:All Deceased Demeanor:Jay is a sweetheart by nature, is really caring with a big heart. Seems happy and carefree but uses this as a front to hide his pain.Jay has his fathers temper but is good at keeping it at bay.Known to be jealous at times and a bit cynical and is known to not take shit from anyone. Stress level:Moderately High Energy Level: Extremely High due to ADHD Successful Relationship level:very Low Mood Stability:Moods are usu

I'm Gettin Pimped Out. Check It Out
Hey everyone. I really need help from all my friends, if you can spare me a little time. One of my best fubar friends (Shauny Owner of the Mile High Club) is in a contest. She needs people to leave comments on her contest pic. I have been dedicating time and comment bombing her every day lately and would like help. It doesn't matter if you can help me bomb her or if you just drop in and leave a few comments. All help is appreciated. Please take a few minutes and help. Just click on the pic below to be brought to her contest pic. Please stop by and lend a hand, it means alot to me. Hey everyone. Just wanted you all to know that im being pimped out in a fubar auction. My friend Shauny (owner of the Mile High Club) is auctioning off me and several of my friends. Please check it out. http://fubar.com/viewimage.php?u=239503&i=1300919261 My friend is in a happy hour contest and he needs your help. Please Comment bomb his pick at the link below. http://fubar.com/viewimage.php?u=1

What Now?
Well, I am sitting here realizing that what I thought was love and life I wanted to have for the rest of my life all was one big LIE!!! I found someone whom I adored and loved with all of my heart, I moved seven hours away and started my life with the man WHO WAS the love of MY life, BUT I WAS NOT HIS REALITY CHECK!!!!!......Well life works in mysterious ways, things you think are real are not so real after all, things you thought were reality turn out to be as far from reality as you could imagine. Someone whom you truly did not know at all. I found out someone I fell in love with was not the man who he portrayed to be. I am hurt, sure who would not be, but now I am not sure where to begin my life again..... I sit and wonder if anything was ever true that he said, or claimed to have felt......or was it what I wanted to hear so he could have his fantasy life and someone to work and clean up in his real world and pacify her as needed...... WHAT NOW? HOW DO YOU MOVE ON FROM SUCH A

Time Pass By
1. AGE DOESN'T MATTER UNLESS YOU ARE CHEESE 2. KEEP YOUR HEART A LITTLE SOFTER THAN YOUR HEAD 3. LOOK AT LIFE THROUGH THE WINDSHIELD NOT THE REARVIEW MIRROR 4. HAPPINESS IS THE JOURNEY.. NOT THE DESTINATION 5. THE KEY TO HAPPINESS AND SUCCESS IS TO HAVE A DREAM 6. LIFE IS WHAT HAPPENS WHILE YOU ARE MAKING OTHER PLANS 7. IF YOU WANT THE RAINBOW YOU MUST PUT UP WITH RAIN AS THE CLOCK TICKS BY ITS MINUTES AS MINUTES PASS ON INTO A DAY STOP. LOOK AROUND. HEAR WHAT I'VE GOT TO SAY WHEN THIS DAY IS ALMOST OVER, AND ITS TIME OF LABOR THROUGH, IS THERE SOMEONE IN THIS WORLD TO SPEAK A KINDLY WORD OF YOU? DID YOU USE THE TIME OR WASTE IT? WAS IT WELL OR POORLY SPENT? DID YOU SPREAD A SMILE OF HAPPINESS, OR A SCAR OF DISCONTENT? AS YOU CLOSE YOUR EYES TO SLUMBER DO YOU THINK THAT GOD CAN SAY, YOU EARN ANOTHER TOMORROW BY THE DEEDS YOU DID TODAY. how can you call the one you love a slut ? when she knows she not.

Fu Handbook To The Hookup Progression
PHASE 1 Theres a ticker of faces scrolling by.. hmmmm This ones interesting. ya click the pics.. hmm yea that'll work. Rate a 10, fan, buy a beer, add to freinds, 80% of hookups never get past this phase. Phase 2 This begins when the shoutbox freezes a couple of dozen times. You give your IM address. its getting serious now bcs there are sexual jokes and personal questions galore. The how far do ya live? how many of you have mapquested at this phase?lmao! Many of these stop here after a couple of chats,In fact the handbook says only 10% of attempted hookups get past this phase. BUT those that dont, Camming anyone?? One wouldnt think camming would be so more personal BUT it IS!! Yep if ya cam your there... PHASE 3 Camming is not the only criteria for phase 3, Dont have a Cam?? No problem... Giving of the phone number also qualifies you for phase 3. This is also the phase where you begin to here things such as " we should hook up for drinks" or "You should fly here and see me" Made

Friends
Definition of a friend? All I want is someone to trust, putting your worries to dust, Words are free, nothing to withhold, whenever they could be warm or cold... Someone being able to know, someone who listens, ready to bow, Where feelings are one, someone that takes ready-to-bow equally as poke fun... Someone to be proud to have, that one that’s ready to save, Someone I know we will never leave, just that one thing that makes life a relief! That one that is there, even when you are flying above the clouds, above the world, above the sky, in the air, The one I will give my word of 'I will be there'! It's such a filling feeling, the one that gets you off (or on) the ceiling, That one that sometimes brings mess, being to be able to confess ... Someone who you could trust your tiny life, even if he is man or wife, A word is worth a 1000 lines of feelings, you'd better be less on those ceilings ! He accepts you whoever you are, Whenever you like the

St Patty's
Hello gang! Just wanted 2 take a moment 2 create my first blog~ Nothing earth-shattering, not the greatest blog you might ever read! But just a smile & thank you 4 all the adds, drinks, and being the best bunch of bar buds a guy and his spoted dog could ask 4! For that, i say cheers from the bottom of my heart, and the bottom of the bottle as well ~ So drink up, be merry, and Happy St. Patty's 2 all :) Silky ~

Wasted Time Or Just Wasting Time U Decide
psychotic is just another word for nothing left to lose its like driving in circles but everytime you stop you are somewhere new why it happens is what you make of it you may be nuts you may be crazy or you are just like everyone else you just don't know it yet

Pittbull Playground
COME VISIT PITTBULLS PLAYGROUND!!!! TRACY@FUBARHAS HAD TO LEAVE US!!!!!ALL THOUGH SHE IS GONE SHE HAS MADE HER ONE DREAM OF FUBAR LIFE COEM TRUE!!!! SHES A GODMOTHER!!!!!!!!! GOOD BYE MISS TRACEY WE WILL MISS YOU AS MUCH AS YOU WILL MISS US!!!!! >

Funny Stuff
Dear Mr. Thatcher, I have been a loyal user of your 'Always' maxi pads for over 20 years and I appreciate many of their features. Why, without the LeakGuard Core or Dri-Weave absorbency, I'd probably never go horseback riding or salsa dancing, and I'd certainly steer clear of running up and down the beach in tight, white shorts. But my favorite feature has to be your revolutionary Flexi-Wings. Kudos on being the only company smart enough to realize how crucial it is that maxi pads be aerodynamic. I can't tell you how safe and secure I feel each month knowing there's a little F-16 in my pants. Have you ever had a menstrual period, Mr. Thatcher? I'm guessing you haven't. Well, my time of the month is starting right now. As I type, I can already feel hormonal forces violently surging through my body. Just a few minutes from now, my body will adjust and I'll be transformed into what my husband likes to call 'an inbred hillbilly with knife skills.' Isn't the human body ama

Psychomantium
so it all happens to everyone at one time or another well we can all get together throw a big fuckin party and say fuck you to who ever has screwed us over in life so lets all just kick back open up that case of beer and raise a middle finger to all those stupid fucks in our lives, oh yes and then just smile and enjoy the rest of this ride called life

I will not take credit for this blog entry. It was authored by a friend of mine named Derek Larsen. But it reflects exactly my interpretation of what the democratic party is doing wrong at the moment and the SEROIUS need to fix the problem before it is too late. In my private life, friends and family are beginning to question my anger at Hillary and the party to a point where I am close to rescinding any affiliation as a Democrat (I wouldn't be the first to do so over this debacle). This possibility is become more clear as the party is within days of changing the rules and scheduling do-overs in Florida and Michigan so that the Clinton Machine will end their temper tantrum over rules that Hillary and Ickes (her chief strategist) signed off on. Let me make my anger over this idiocracy clear: WE NEED TO WIN. In 1976, Gerald Ford and Ronald Regan fought for the Republican nomination all the way to the convention. Jimmy Carter won the general. In 1980, Jimmy Carter and Ted Kennedy fo

My Blog
Our eyes meet for the first time as I slowly walk toward you. In your eyes I see all my dreams and the reflection of my soul I realize you’re even more beautiful then any picture could have revealed. My heart is pounding in my ears. I reach out and gently brush your hair away from your face, run my fingers slowly down your cheek, feeling the softness and warmth of your skin. We embrace for the first time, I can feel your presence in the depths of my soul. Gently I kiss you fore head, your cheek and finally our lips meet. We hold each other for only a short time but I will feel it for eternity. I whisper “I love you” in your ear, I turn and walk away because I know you will never be mine. I pray you will find true happiness and realize all your dreams. And for me, I pray no matter how much pain, I will always feel that perfect moment! There is a time when you find it necessary to dig down into that inner strength that everyone posses and take action. Over the years I have

Feelings
As I look down upon the cold still body That once belonged to me. I see all My imperfections That no longer will be. For life became so hard And My mind had gotten so bad I could no longer control what I felt And it was slowly driving me mad I watched My sanity slowly slip away Drawing me deeper in to a pit >From which there was no escape Other than this life to quit So as I drew up my plans A happiness over came And I knew then and there That finally I would be sane It did not so bad A flash, a bang, a sting But no real hurt I felt Nothing, not a thing So now as I Watch the ambulance crew And suddenly feel so free For now no one else, Can tell me how to be me.

That Fxy Sho Can Cook..
THis is cool because the pringles dissolve Ok.. First you need to pick two cans of your favorite pringles and dump them in a bowl pick out the ones that aren't broken.....its tedious trust me helps if you have little ones with this one put they ass to work.. Ok.. Brown your ground beef and add black pepper and some mesquite seasoning After you drain the meat add two hand fulls of shredded cheese and sour cream (optional some people don't like sour cream) DO NOT ADD REG SEASONING SALT LIKE LAWRY'S OR WHATEVER IT'LL BE TOOOO SALTY 1ST LAYER- UNBROKEN PRINGLES 2ND LAYER-Meat and cheese stuff 3rd layer-pringles.. Keep repeating till your run out. Take the broken pringles and spred them on the top layer and over load the top layer with shredded cheese baco bits I dont know how long to let it cook because i just keep checking on it to make sure the cheese doesnt burn AND AS USUAL... DON'T BURN IT OR YOULL FUCK IT UP! When you go to eat it....the pring

May B Not Mr Right But I Can Be Mr Good Enough!!
Will be doing some traveling soon. I will be going to Quakertown PA 18951 9/29/08 to 10/1/08 Why is it all the girls out there are always looking for Mr Right but yet will always complain that they can not find anyone? Does the perfect BF/GF really exist? You find me the perfect person and I will find you someone that is tied of putting up with them. LOL I am new to the Louisville area really I have never spent much time around here. Now that I am down here I am kind of lost on where to go and what to do. Are there any good places to go during the week? Or is this just a week end area?

Thoughts 18
I had a really good time this weekend despite it's start! We intended to leave by 3:00 so we could get up there early and enjoy ourselves. We should have been there around 5:30-6:00pm. Only there were a couple of snafu's! One is that I ran to Long's Drug store to buy me some new headphones for my Ipod since mine were borrowed from my son and somehow broke! Anyway, I had Chris with me because I had just picked him up from school. When we pulled up to our house, there were about 15-20 kids that looked like bad news walking away from our house. I asked Christopher if he knew who they were? He said no. One of Chris' friends was up by our door and told Chris that he thinks they were wanting to beat up my son! I wasn't quite sure what was going on. Peter was at the hardware store and not home. Chris said that a girl likes him at school and he doesn't like her so her male cousin was going to get some gang kids in Middle School to "jump" him. I about flipped out! I started wa

Photo Comment Needed Tonight!
Please take a moment and vote for this mom, she has created a network of over 180,000 volunteers who write weekly to soldiers who have no one! She deserves it. I am a member! http://www.americasfavoritemom.com/mothers-day-2008/mom/Patti-P-3418

Truth Will Get You Every Where Or Not
every one has all ways told me tell the truth if will get you every where but i think telling the truth wont get you every where in my lifestlye truth is very inportan so i dont lie when i am ask about my self when i find a woman i like and want to get to know and i tell them the truth about me it get me shut down they dont want to talk any more to me why is that if i lie you will find out in the long run then i loss anyway

My Poems
Life is a deaded road that we must travel everyday only to find that we must turn around and start back to where we once was. The places we see and the ppl we meet will somehow fade away like waves that travel through the ocean. Some will stay by yoursaide and help you along your journey But no mater how far we travel its alwaz comes to an end untill we travel our own path of discovery The screams of a tourched soul fills the air, Tears fall from a battered face as blood stains the ground, The sky slowly fades to black. All hope slips away, The vision of you being with me quickly turns to ashes. An empty whole in a once love fulled heart is all that remains, Darkness is all these bloodshot eyes can see. Slowly cascading downward plunging into insignificant nothingness, My spirit drifts below zero my humanity crumbles to pieces. Agonizing memories haunt my once tranquil dreams late at night, Portraits on the wall fade away into desolate frames. Hollow are the words t

Time To Say Goodbye
Sometimes its hard to say goodbye. Especially when you really wanted to try. Sometimes you screw things up really bad. But you pray that you can fix it. Sometimes someone gives you that hope and then suddenly takes it away. So it's time to move on and say goodbye. Tomorrow is another day.

New Pics For Seditionist Blog
1. these pics are meant for entertainment only. any solicitation will result in me blocking you. 2. no i don't cyber. if you want to jerk off to these pics, i'm all for it. i just don't need the details. :) 3. any comments are welcome even if you dislike what you see. 4. last but not least. as you can see from the name of the album, these pics are meant for someone VERY special to me. i know he's probably got half these if not more already saved to his comp, but whats a few more? ~grin~

Fubar Invitational Tournament
Down to 8! No need to hate! They will fornicate on the first date! But only if you blast or fu blinginate! Oh yeah go vote too. Round 1 is in the books. In true march madness fashion there were a few upsets thanks to you great band of mummers. One number one seed fell in round 1 which has never happened in the real tournament of course, but hell we all know anything is possible on Fubar. Round 2 is under way now and well it can only get more intense as the point whores fall one by one. Luckily for you all there are only 16 games in round 2. Round 1 took quite a bit more time than I thought it would because there were 32 games. Oh well anyhow, do what you all do bitch, moan, and yes vote. Well that's another round finished! We are down to 16 of Fubar's finest point whores. The tension mounts as the tournament draws closer and closer to an end. Who will be left standing? Tune in and find out. Same bat time, same bat channel.

Why Must We..
Why must we fight Why must we always be right Why must we have to be so mean Why must we always need to be seen Why must we leave each other in the wind Why must we always leave each other in a bend Why must we love each other like no other Why must we always see thru one another Why must we argue all the damn time Why must we have to play make-up thru rhyme. I just want to love you I just want to feel you I hate nothing about you I adore everything about you I hate myself for all the pain i've done I Love You.

Creativity
The smells of smoke and liquor. The sounds of Coughing and splashing The sight of you growing weaker The smile never fades. The smells of shrimp and chlorine The sounds of The Grinch and heart monitors The sight of you lying there The smile never fades The smells of incese and roses The sounds of tears and eulogies The sights of coffins and tombstones The smile will never fade. I can't breath I'm drowning in it I can't hear I'm distracted by the screams of it I can't even think I'm so completely consumed by it I'm so lost From following the path of it I'm losing it all Just from the thought of it I need help I need to run away from it I need you To help me erase the fear of it I hate thinking about what we were and what we should have been

7 Day Blast
giving away a 7 day blast will hold a contest first person to 20,000 comments wins blast open to men and women contest will start as soon as i have 15 entries send me a shout or message me and which photo u want me to use thank you contest starts at 12pm cst on march 18th ist place receivest the 7 day blast 2nd place receives 75,000 fu-bucks 3rd place recieves 25,000 fu bucks good luck all and have fun ok prize update first place will receive their choice of a 7 day blast or a 1 month v.i.p 2nd person to 20 000 will receive a 3 day blast 3rd person to 20 000 comments will receive a 1 day blast all other people in contest will receive 5000 fu bucks plus 1 fubuck per comment minimum of 500 comments required to be eligiable for 5000 fubucks here is the link to the photo fo;der find your pic to comment on it http://fubar.com/images.php?u=1056604&albumid=918928

Please Read And Repost - A Cause Near And Dear To My Heart
What: Paul Demas 2nd Annual Memorial Golf Scramble Tournament When: May 17, 2008, 1:30 PM Please sign up by: April 18, 2008 All proceeds benefit The Ohio State University Comprehensive Cancer Center-Arthur G. James Cancer Hospital and Richard J. Solove Research Institute. Can I help if I don't golf? Absolutely. Besides individual players and foursomes, we are also looking for sponsors and volunteers to help at our event. How can I volunteer to help at the event? Please contact Scott Long, Norris McMackin, or Paul Moore or send an e-mail to pauldemasmemorial@yahoo.com. How can I help sponsor? You can help sponsor in multiple ways: Individuals, groups, or companies can sponsor a hole for $100. Signs will be posted at each hole named for the contributor or the contributor's honoree. You can pledge a contribution of your choice. You may donate gift items to be used as prizes. Sponsorships, contributions and donations can be made through any of the above named contac

Contests & Giveaways
Well, for those that know me...know I have spent alot of time helping my friends & even some of their friends out in contests & leveling.... Now, I'm asking for some in return...I have a beautiful friend that is in contest & needs bombers & raters...Plus, Im in a Giveaway myself...Come show some Love... Dragonphyre is needing 50,000 comments for a Happy Hour...She really deserves this...Click this link for hers.. Then...there is me *BIG GRIN* I am in a contest for a 1 mo. VIP & a bling pk. there is no time limit, but I need 20,000 comments...trying to get this done before my VIP runs out on the 29th of this mo. So, if you wanna spank me with comments.....Clink this link for mine.... Come show us some love....I will return love given...Show us what awesome friends I have...Woo Hoo!! Hey, while your there...Show the Hosts of these Contests/Giveaways some love too..I know it will be returned.... Thanks *HUGS* ~*Lena*~

What I Do....
Just got an email that a Rottie I have fostered for over a year may have finally found his forever home. wow...over a year. We have all become rather attached to each other (except when he hogs the bed). With a heavy heart I am crossing my fingers for him. The rescue I work with and Freedom's bio can be seen below: http://www.ncrottierescue.net/html/adopt_me.html#F Dear Friends: Please send this to any person or rescue that you think can save Poor Fluff, Golden Ret./ Chow Mix or any animal at this shelter. They are closing for renovations tomorrow and all animals will be pts (Put To Sleep). Sent: Tuesday, May 20, 2008 8:45 AM Subject: FW: Poor Fluff-North Carolina-Senior-His home burned and he will die tomorrow!!!! Look at Fluff’s Pics Attached above!!!! http://www.petfinder.com/petnote/displaypet.cgi?petid=10889779 FLUFF We think this poor old fella belonged to folks whose home burned to the ground. He and several other pets are now homeless and i

The Great American Santa Sale
SANTA NEEDS YOUR HELP! ...again... Click this picture and FAN ADD & RATE BELLADONNA! (you know you wanna) PLEASE HELP SANTA'S FAVORITE NAUGHTY LIL HELPER Be sure to Add/Rate/Fan the Santa too so you get coal in your stocking! @ fubar

Fate In Your Hands
Our lives are ruled by a few things: 1. Good decisions 2. Bad decisions 3. Not making decisions 4. Allowing others to make decisions for us 5. Listening to bad advice. 6. Listening to good advice. Fate is, well, nothing more than a wisp of wishes felt or thought. However, hope is not a plan.

The Words You Say
the pain still cuts me even tho i know it is thru. i can still feel the knife blade cutting, like the wound was still brand new. magical lies were told to me and i beleived every one imagine my suprise now that all the magic is gone. nothing left but lies and tears for something that i could not control. all that i have left to show for it is this pulsing, gaping hole. maybe i will bleed to death when no one is around. maybe it will come swift and never make a sound. wishing for death is one thing but recieving is the plan becoz that is all that is left for me since i will never again hold ur hand.

General Info...news Etc...
If any of you have Yahoo and read the news they posted yesterday, or pretty much any news source, then you are aware that we have reached 4,000 of our men and women that have died doing what they believed in. This is by no means a bash of any sort. I for one wish the war was over too, but will stand behind all of them until the day that I die!!! This is just so that those of us that believe in them know how many Angels have given all they had for us and that this is why we are here. 4,000 families given tragic news. 4,000 funerals. This is also so that those of you that may be reading this and don't support these Angels, just a little reminder to you of how many have given everything so that you may be entitled to that opinion, with no reprocussions. Nobody wants war. Nobody wants sacrifice. But these 4,000 along with the hundreds of thousands before them, believed in fighting for what you thought was right. For what this country stands for. THEY ARE ONE OF THE REASONS THIS COUNTRY IS

Miss Finn Says...
Starting is always difficult. Actually it isn´t if it´s just an action, but saying something is never too easy. This is why I prefer to sing. Beer helps too and maybe this is why I joined fubar. I like making friends, I love talking to people when there is something to exchange. There are many things up to happen in my life. Some real big changes and it will be nice to have a place to escape sometimes... Cheers! Miss Finn

Far Away Love...
Far Away Love... I met this dear person, in a very unusual way, While introducing myself on the computer, one day. We said "hello how are you", and I gave him my name, We didn't get to familiar, 'cause I thought this might be a game. Then weeks progressed on, and we became close friends, Then all of a sudden, my feelings started to descend. I got scared cause I felt something that I couldn't explain, And my feelings towards him, dealt with love and some pain. All of a sudden he avoided me, not bothering to say much, Then one day came a message, saying "hi, it's me, keep in touch". I started to have more feelings, for a person I didn't know, Then days turned into weeks, and I let my feelings grow. Although apart by distance, but never in heart, Although not together, we're never apart. I believe there is something written about our love, It's written in the sun, the moon, and the stars above. Destined to be, I pray thats what we are, Even when it hurts, cau

Mans Best Friend
A dog is truly a man's best friend. If you don't believe it, just try this experiment. Put your dog and your wife in the trunk of the car for an hour. When you open the trunk, who is really happy to see you!?

Truth..and Nothing More
I am not your savior. I am not the person to make all the bad things in your life disappear. I am not the one who you will treat better or worse depending on your last relationship. I am not the person who will deal with your drinking or drugs and say “Baby its ok”. I am not the one who will deal with your lies or the promises you never intended to keep in the first place. I will not listen to those words which mean nothing when shown no action behind them like “I love you”. To me those are just words followed by more words that have no meaning if the actions behind them are not followed. Life sucks and it’s tough. But then again when isn’t it. So many say they are “searching”. For what I ask. What is it you feel you need to complete yourself? You will not find it in another. No one person can make you whole. I have met many on here and made some close friendships. I appreciate you all. So many have heard me say that I am in a time out so to speak. Well I am I no longer am searching.

Accepting
my dear friend,i am not irish,but accepted from me this great st.patrick day,salutings and greetings for all my celtic friends,. celtic-kelta,this is hungarian word,deos,t mean, people cames from east..many hungarian words are in english,..lolove.laslo ,from hunland-hungary

Amusing Tidbits From Nikkita Stone
Out of the mouths of babes comes this news. Budding scientist, 12-year-old Jasmine Roberts from Benito Middle School in Tampa, Fla., has created a science project that has lots of grown-ups sitting up and taking notice. Her conclusion: Ice at fast food restaurants is laced with bacteria. Lots of it. Tampa Bay Online reports that Roberts examined the amount of bacteria in the ice served at fast food restaurants and the amount of bacteria in the toilet bowl water in those same restaurants. The toilet bowl water was cleaner 70 percent of the time. Even Roberts found the results to be startling. She told Tampa Bay Online reporter Michele Sager, "I thought there might be a little bacteria in the ice, but I never expected it to be this much. And I never thought the toilet water would be cleaner." The study: Roberts collected ice samples from five fast food restaurants near the University of South Florida, including from self-service dispensers inside the restaurants and from drinks se

Need Help Plzzzzz
Hello I really need all the help I can get on this one... so please help if you can... This is really important. I have helped many in theirs and I need the help in mine now... I think You are supposed to fan, rate and add to be able to help in this contest. Here is the link to my pic that needs the comments...

New Place
I'm So Sorry To Anybody I Didn't Get To Return The Luv.. They Had To Mess Up My Phone And Internet To Transfer My Stuff To The New Place... When They Did It Reset All Of My Alerts And E-Mail... :-( To The Rest Of My Friends I Have Not Had The Chance To Talk To, I Have Started To Move To A New Place So Please Hang Tight And Don't Let Me Go Just Yet... ;-) Hope All Is Good In The Fubar Hood... Hope To Slow Down Again One Day... Take Care All And I Will Talk To You L8r.. I Know I Have Not Really Been On Here Much L8ly Anyway, But I Have Got To Do Some Things And Will Not Even Be Logged In For A While... Hope All My Peeps Are Well, And I WILL Be Back On When I Get All The Bull$hit Sorted Out... Take Care All And ThanXXX For Any And All Love Or Anything Else That May Get Lost In The Mess.... C-Ya All L8r On... P.S. Am I The Only One That Has The Problem Of Missing Friend Request??? (They Show In The Alerts, But The Are Not There) :-(

My Vaction
I JUST WANTED TO LET EVERY ONE KNOW I HAD A WONDERFUL; VACATION ....THANKS TO JACKCROW AND DONE HURTING FOR MAKING THIS IS BEST ANYONE COULD HAVE ....I LOVE YOU GUYS FOR EVERYTHING AND FOR BEING THERE FOR ME WHEN I NEED YOU THE MOST.....YOU BOTH WILL ALWAYS BE VERY SPECIAL TO ME .....I LOVE YOU GUYS

A Friends Loss
As I talked with my friend Holley tonight she learned that a good friend had just died. My heart go out to her, her family and the her friends wife who I can only imagine is just devistated. Love and Prayers to all of you. To me death is one of life's greatest mysteries. It is creates the most important questions, because the answers affects how we live our lives. One question is simple; what comes after this? When we are faced with the death of a friend or relative, we are stunned with grief. We don't understand, he was here and now he's not, where did he go? Where does the spirit go and how is my spirit supposed to go on without you? This is the greatest and most diffucult spiritual quest that anyone must endure. To lose a dear friend a child or a spouce never seams fair, and that raises the question of why? Why this good man, good husband? Why not the rapist I saw on TV last night? Why him? Why do this to me? Why??? All these are questions I cannot answer. Nor d

What's Going On In My World...
I am now living in Temple and will be moving to a more permanent place soon. I started a new job today and am very happy with how today went. Overall things are good and I am happy :) More later...

Wrestlemania Poll
I need everyones opinion and votes here... who do u think will win this year at Wrestlemania? Undertaker vs Edge Batista vs Umaga Floyd Mayweather vs Big Show Ric Flair vs Shawn Michaels HHH vs Randy Orton vs Cena please respond

Best Friend
Moon, We met be chance..6+months ago. From the moment we started talking a connection was formed. As we shared with each other our lives, and hopes and dreams, a funny thing happened. I fell in love. Through all the drama that has swirled around us (caused by me, you have stuck by my side like glue. You have become my best friend. As we progressed, we started to feel each others touch and emotions. This is a new experience for me, and confirmed in my heart that you are my soulmate. When we finally met, we fit together like pieces of a puzzle. I have fallen hard for you, and all I want is your happiness. I know this is a rambling thought, but I am not much of a writer. I am not sure what hand life is going to deal us, but I do know that you will always be my best and closest friend, and I will ALWAYS be here for you. I love you unconditionally, and am grateful for the love you give in return. Thank you for answering me on that 1st day, and letting me into your circle of friends. You

Smiley
Don't ask me why I feel the need to blog this... A few weeks ago while I was at work, I got a personal call on my cell... not supposed to get personal calls while on the clock and definately should not be on the cell at work, but no one else was there and it was from someone who means the world to me and I wasn't going to miss their call for anything. Eventually I did have to get off the phone when the delivery guy stopped by to get me to sign off on the invoice. The next week, one of the other people I work with was there when the same delivery guy came again and she told me that when he was getting the invoice signed asked where "Smiley" was. When she asked him who Smiley was he told her he meant me and he was calling me that because that was one of the first times he'd ever seen me with a REAL smile on my face. I have to "smile" at work but I guess it's true that if you know someone enough you can tell when it's a real smile or not. I've always told the person that I

My Fantasies!!!
I love myself I want you to love me When I feel down I want you above me I search myself I want you to find me I forget myself I want you to remind me I don't want anybody else When I think about you I touch myself Ooh I don't want anybody else Oh no, oh no, oh no You're the one who makes me come running You're the sun who makes me shine When you're around I'm always laughing I want to make you mine I close my eyes And see you before me Think I would die If you were to ignore me A fool could see Just how much I adore you I get down on my knees I do anything for you I don't want anybody else When I think about you I touch myself Ooh I don't want anybody else Oh no, oh no, oh no I love myslef I want you to love me When i feel down I want you above me I search myself I want you to find me I forget myself I want you to remind me I don't want anybody else And when I think about you I touch myself I don't want anybody else Oh no, oh no, oh no *spo

Lonely And Bored
So tell me...how is that on St. Patty's day that I'm sitting in doing absoutely nothing? When I should be out getting drunk off my ass!!! Oh thats right....cause no one wanted to do anything!! Dagger...so I'm lonely and bored. Does anyone even care? Lol...I didn't think so..I know its my own problem, it just sucks!! Sooo..I just wanted to share all that with you..thanks!! LoL

Babyluv
PLEASE GO COMMENT MY NEW SEXY PICS PLEASE Hey what up everybody me and 1 of my friends on here are having a contest to see who will get the most comments and ratings so help me to win please lol so go comment me rate me do what you gotta do to help me when lol thank you https://www.greatamericanphotocontest.com/voter1/ index.aspx?referid=EmailFriends&p=445881&x=.jpg

Funnystuff
When you occasionally have a really bad day, and you just need to take it out on someone, don't take it out on someone you know, take it out on someone you don't know. I was sitting at my desk when I remembered a phone call I'd forgotten to make. I found the number and dialed it. A man answered, saying 'Hello.' I politely said, 'This is Chris. Could I please speak with Robin Carter?' Suddenly the phone was slammed down on me. I couldn't believe that anyone could be so rude. I tracked down Robin's correct number and called her. I had transposed the las t two digits of her phone number. After hanging up with her, I decided to call the 'wrong' number again. When the same guy answered the phone, I yelled 'You're an asshole!' and hung up. I wrote his number down with the word 'asshole' next to it, and put it in my desk drawer. Every couple of weeks, when I was paying bills or had a really bad day, I'd call him up and yell, 'You're an asshole!' It always cheered me up.

Auction
Got myself in an auction, check it out... And the auction ended. With a bid that was much higher than I expected Soulsearcher, or the adorable Nikki as I call her , bought me. So I already changed my name... will probably be busy rating pictures and stash an leaving her comments the next weeks... But she's worth it!

Memories Of You
I found you picture today. the one at the party New Years Eve. Remeber how much we drank? we never wanted to leave. And then there morning after the long night of making love theser the things i think about. Memories from up above. And the time we stayed up all night long playing games and talking by candles light. Next thing we knew it was morning sun was shining so bright And when we went to the falls you held me oh so tight you swore u would love me forever. These memories keep me up all night. *But with pain in my heart and a tear in my eye I go on... I wake up everyday and i pray.. but ur still gone.... Theres no easy way no matter how much i try... still have all these memories.. and i still cry. No matter what the day holds dont matter what's going on. you're always there in my memories.... i am never alone............

Her Pain
Girl I Remember When I Layed Eyes On You At The Store, I Knew That You Could Be The Girl That I Could Not Ignore. Wanting To Take You Out To Eat...Let's Go Just Me And You I Got This Personal Reservation Only Made For Two... You Tell Me No That You Want To Live Your Life Just On Your Own.... But Then I See You Walking Down The Block Not On Your Own But, As He Stares At You, He Stares At You With Eyes Like Ice, And You're Scared OF Him... Thinking That He Might Take Your Life. He Cheated And He Played You Just Like A Fool, And Now You're Here Not Knowing What To Do, C'mon Tell Me The Truth... What Do You Want To Do

Passion
I'm passionate when I say I don't know what the hell I'm doing... This is my-space on crack...lol Bear with me... I think I need a drink...lmao Shit it's time to take this down... 1If I speak in the tongues[a] of men and of angels, but have not love, I am only a resounding gong or a clanging cymbal. 2If I have the gift of prophecy and can fathom all mysteries and all knowledge, and if I have a faith that can move mountains, but have not love, I am nothing. 3If I give all I possess to the poor and surrender my body to the flames,[b] but have not love, I gain nothing. 4Love is patient, love is kind. It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud. 5It is not rude, it is not self-seeking, it is not easily angered, it keeps no record of wrongs. 6Love does not delight in evil but rejoices with the truth. 7It always protects, always trusts, always hopes, always perseveres. 8Love never fails. But where there are prophecies, they will cease; where there are tongues, they wi

Nothing Like Reason
I do not mind being preached to about sins and morality by others. I am a humanist…. I will respect so much and attempt to find more respect. I’ll smile at another’s quest to understand me and rate me. I would prefer they do this to me in person so they can invite rebuttal. To me it’s all good conversation. I am a humanist my boundaries are my own. But they were built with careful observation and listening. The goal being…… to be unbiased and fair. We can have a preaching party. Turn red hot anger of judge and defendant into something rational. Nothing like reason…don’t you think ?

Horrible...horrible Day....
Im starting to think there is something seriously wrong with me. Since I left Christian Ive had three bf. All lasting about 2 weeks each. I know the first one wasnt my fault. He was addicted to herion and liked it better than me. And the second one i messed up because im horrible with times and such and he gave me three strikes..the third on I messed up because I wanted the kid to come to my house sober...I really dont know whats wrong with me tho. I dont think Im up for this relationship thing...Friday night I went out to a party with this kid...well he came and got me at like 130am and drove over an hour back to the party. (just to see me) and we hung out at the party and it was really cute. you know..all that teenage romance stuff. (holding hands, the forehead kiss and the holding because its wayy to cold to play beer pong at 5am) I really thought everything was going great. I mean we had a blast. The night ended we went to Calli's to crash. Which was fine. then after we woke up we

Different
I said good bye on that rainy spring night knowing that our lives could never intertwine two different people one with dreams one with a lost cause it could never be with out total focus on what the future holds different life back grounds different morals of life what can we do when all we held was love I will hold you dear and hold my head up knowing that this will be best for us we never know what will happen next Good luck to all and know that them memories will never be forgotten. By Elizabeth Sue Pennington

Poetry
You can be far Or you can be near But when I think of you Ill shed a tear My love for you grows Stronger with each day And it gets herder to find The right words to say Im lost in speech When I look at you Id die that day If I ever lost you tears have fell and words exchanged that made our feelings never the same I don’t know why But somethings not right But ill push through it With all my might Tear and pain No matter what It may be Forever and always You and me

In Memory Of Alexandra
Please keep Blazndog in your thoughts & blessings His son’s family was in a car accident and his baby granddaughter’s life was unfortunately taken from them on March 15th, 2008. blazndogDeepest Sympathy Her Journey Don’t think of her as gone away. Her Journey has just begun Life holds so many faucets- This earth is only one Just think of her as resting From the sorrows and the tears In a place of warmth and comfort Where there are no days and years Think how she must be wishing That we could know today How nothing but our sadness Can really pass away And think of her as living In the hearts of those she touched… For nothing loved is ever lost And she was loved so much. Warmest Hugs & Sympathy sent to you Blazndog from your friends. Blessings to you & your family. (repost of original by '~Dream~' on '2008-03-18 00:50:55')

My Tarot Card
You are The Sun Happiness, Content, Joy. The meanings for the Sun are fairly simple and consistent. Young, healthy, new, fresh. The brain is working, things that were muddled come clear, everything falls into place, and everything seems to go your way. The Sun is ruled by the Sun, of course. This is the light that comes after the long dark night, Apollo to the Moon's Diana. A positive card, it promises you your day in the sun. Glory, gain, triumph, pleasure, truth, success. As the moon symbolized inspiration from the unconscious, from dreams, this card symbolizes discoveries made fully consciousness and wide awake. You have an understanding and enjoyment of science and math, beautifully constructed music, carefully reasoned philosophy. It is a card of intellect, clarity of mind, and feelings of youthful energy. What Tarot Card are You?Take the Test to Find Out.

Poem
And in her dreams she is happy She is with that guy the one who makes her world perfect. When things go wrong he holds her and sings her a song. Suddenly it all fades away and she returns to the dark depressions of reality where that guy does not exist and she is alone in this world. And in her dreams she smiles She has the best of friends who are there until the end. When she is no longer strong they are always there to help her along Suddenly it all fades away and she returns to the dark depressions of reality where those friends do not exist and she is alone in this world. And she wants to stay forever in her dreams But in the end she returns... Returns to the dark depressions of reality once again. By:Me When I see you When I speak to you Our memories flash before me All of our forgotten memories Of what we used to be I think of how I should be in your arms We were suppose to last But here, alone, I stand. Even though you may not know it,

Life
All I ever asked for was a guy like you, You protect me and make me feel happy too. Your funny laugh, cute smile Keeps me smiling for a while You have a great since of humour, This is defiantly not rumour. The time we spend together Is really special to me I just hope you see How happy you make me be. Walking down the streets, holding hands Having a few kisses here and there Makes me remember the times we share. I really appreciate the things you do So I just want to say I love you! 3 Why am i here? Im full of fear, I cant go by, Without a tear, All i wanna do is die. My hands shake, My heart brakes, All i gain, Is more pain, I feel really low, So please just let me go. I see it there on the side, This is one hell of a nasty ride, I picked it up, took a deep breathe, Shut my eyes, and hoped for the best. Few seconds later i open my eyes, Finally there are no more lies, Then i reilse Im allready dead! Why cant i be happy? I hear you guys laugh, I se

Smashing Rain
Against the wind, my hair does blow, Breathing deep this icy fragrance, My chest rising and falling rhythmically, Sucking in breaths, the air feeling dense. The trees seem to be gray, my lips turn blue, Walking barefoot on this cold, stone pavement, Diverting identical scenes, passing by, Noticing that house, so much time I had spent. My chest lyes still, I've forgotten how to breath, My eyes become wide, I am glued to this spot, Heart thumping faster, my eyes well up with tears, Starring blankly at the window, hoping I wont get caught. Then I see them lying there, smiling on the couch, Feeling my heart skip a beat, I tremble, Freezing my arms turn blue, the sky starts to fade, Looking at you now, that girl I do resemble. Then you spot me I know it and you fumble off the couch, Tears slide down my icy cheeks, alone I walk, Cars speeding past, rain splashing from the sides, Running I see you behind me, sure you'd like to talk. Then you catch up, my chest si

Language Of True Love
There is a special language That we all can understand There is no need to speak it Or to sign it with your hand Everyone upon this earth And regardless of their race Will recognise each letter And so put them in their place This language, it can speak a truth That is far beyond compare With no lies or double meaning Or any innuendos there It teaches us the ways of life From he cradle to the grave And gives us strength to face up to Lifes biggest tidal wave This language reaches deep inside Our heart and spirit too It gives a reason to believe For me, as well as you Come joyous times, with happy days Or when life, it hurts us so This language, it will see us through More than you will ever know You can speak it from within your heart So everyone can hear The message will be understood From far away and near You can hear it on the gentle breeze As it blows from high above A universal language Its the language of true love

Friends
Think about this for a minute... If I happened to show up on your door step crying, Would you Care? If I called you and asked you to pick me up because something Happened, Would you come? If I had one day left, to live my life; Would you be part of That last day? If I needed a shoulder to cry on, Would you give me Yours? This is a test to see who your real friends are or If you are just some one to talk to you when they are bored . . . Send this to Everybody on your list including the person who sent it to you. I just Did.....because you are my friend. Do you know what the relationship is between your two eyes? They blink together, they move together, they cry together, They see things together and they sleep together, BUT THEY NEVER SEE EACH OTHER... that's what friendship is. Your aspiration is your motivation, your motivation is your belief, Your

Doesnt Matter
A child dies of cancer One was premature Another's life was taken Mother couldn't take no more Drunk driver kills six A headline read one day Babies born of crack addicts Doesn't matter if we pray Tragedies aren't bias Know not wealth or fame Children left without fathers Doesn't matter who's to blame Woman shot by ex husband Father of five dies from MI Surrounded by such sorrow Doesn't matter if we cry Roadside bomb kills seven Soldiers proud and brave Money will go to nursing home Doesn't matter if we save Tomorrow is never promised Take each day to love and share Even if you do your best Doesn't matter, life's unfair

Tears Of An Angel
All alone at night His reality then sets in Dwelling in his mind Of how alone he really is The tears flow from his eyes Running out of control As the silence of the night Seems to consume his soul And she stands next to him With so much love in her heart Feeling all of his pain In the silence of the dark She speaks unheard words of love Words he cannot hear She holds him in her arms He doesn't even know she's there She whispers to him aloud I love you so my dear I've been with you for eternity And I so share your despair For I am your angel Who wished for you to be mine And the Good Lord told me It will all happen in time I've watched you grow as a child Into the man you are today I've always been here at your side And beside you I shall stay I've watched you fall in love Watched your tender heart break My tears fell from heaven Could you not feel my pain Now I patiently wait For the time you come to me Only then will you know How muc

Friends..what Are They
had a friend of mine today.. see that I got a happy hour today..soo he asked me who got me my happy hour. Heres part of the convo: this ass friend of mine sent me this comment this morning, asking who got me my happy hour... *LORD WOLF...: excuse m'y upbringing *LORD WOLF...: board flirtatious housewife acting like a tramp ->*LORD WOLF...: no. i have never showed him any skin. other than 2 pics i had private in past *LORD WOLF...: never mind imagination told me concidering u showing to much skin lately *LORD WOLF...: what u have to do for it? ->Cubs Fan ...: lmao ->*LORD WOLF...: friend keith Who needs friends like this? Uh, guess showing cleavage is to much.

My Dad And Friends
Hey all my friends my dad needs all the help he can get. I'am asking my friends to come an help him out in his contest...all my friends know that if you need my help I'll help you out when you need it.... Plz come help me out.... The link to the pic is below...... thank you There is also a wonderful friend that is in a contest also and can use some help, so stop by to help her out also. Just remember every little bit Helps.. Here is another Friend that could use some help also... Please every bit counts...

I Own Him!
MEET MY NEW OWNER! Please stop by and say hi and show her some love. If she's not already your friend...please add/fan/rate. lauria¢¾Owned by Hopeless Romantic¢¾Owner of Gary¢¾Shadow Leveler¢¾@ fubar BROUGHT TO YOU BY: GARY~SHADOW LEVELER~fu owned by Lauria~R/L ENGAGED TO BooBoo~ FUMARRIED TO BooBoo~~@ fubar

Calling All Friends
EVERYBODY SAY HELLO TO MOMMYNUTT SHE'S THE A WONDERFUL PERSON AND AN AMAZING FRIEND. SHE HELPS EVERYONE ON FUBAR AND TO HELP US OUT A LITTLE MORE SHE'S HOSTING A HAPPY HOUR ON THURSDAY FEBRUARY 19th AT 9PM ET/6PM FU-TIME and WILL HAVE AUTO 11S ON ALL DAY!! SO SAVE UP YOUR 11'S AND YOUR BLINGS & SHOW THIS HOTTIE ALL THE LOVE THAT YOU'VE GOT. IT WILL BE RETURNED BY BOTH OF US!! CLICK ON HER PICTURE TO BE SENT TO HER PAGE AND GET READY TO SHOW HER THE LOVE Mommynutt**PrOmOtEr FoR tHe PlAyGrOuNd**R/L Owner of my sexy Tuffy**Owned by DJ MaRc**@ fubar SO REMEMBER THURSDAY FEBRUARY 19th 6PM ET/ 9PM FU-TIME. SHE'S WORTH ALL THE LOVE THAT YOU SHOW HER.

Looking For An Old Friend
When I was here the first time I made friends and made haters. But there was one person that I really like and I mean I really liked. It was to the point I loved her and wanted nothing else but her. But at that time I was married and I messed it up and didnt tell her. Ive talked to her here and there trying to fix everything but it didnt work. I just messed everything up even worse. I just want to find her and tell her that I am sorry and fix everything and have her back. Thats if she wants me back.

Relationships
UNFULFILLED AND INCOMPLETE What happens when we as humans become unfulfilled and incomplete in a relationship? Feeling incomplete, always seraching for more, or even worse, someone to complete us. Why do we let ourselves get to that point in a relationship? Why are we always seraching for more? Why can't our better half fulfill what is we think is missing? Or is something really missing at all? Is it you, or them? Hmmm..... It is believed that we blame our partner for what we are lacking in, instead of trying to repair what we feel is missing. It is easier to take up with someone else fresh and new and more promising, only to find out that after a while that fresh, new promising relationship only ends up exactly like the last one we just ended! So, why is it so hard to be satisfied with what we have and stop thinking about what more we can get? First we have to admit that the problem lies within ourselves and not our partners. We are the only ones responsible

Some Food For Thought
Some Food for thought by Maya Angelou I just love this lady! She is just full of wisdom and she talks from her heart. That's what I like about Ms. Angelou, she is a geniune, kind, caring person. We should all follow in her footsteps. Maya Angelou said: "I've learned that no matter what happens, or how bad it seems today, life does go on, and it will be better tomorrow." (Don't I know this! I have lived this sentence many times over) "I've learned that you can tell alot about a person by the way he/she handles these three things: a rainy day, lost luggage, and tangled christmas tree lights." (on a rainy day I like to curl up with a good noval and read the day away. I have never had my luggage lost. As for the tangled christmas tree lights....years ago was one big cluster fu*k! haha now, I sit back and take my time and work them out.) "I've learned that regardless of your relationship with your pare

Haters
I just think it is funny how there is so many haterz Do you honestly think I am gonna give a ratz azz if you hate me that much? GET OVER IT.. I'm not just A BITCH.. I'M THE BITCH! Hate me if you wish.. just remember what ever it is you hate about me, it is probably more then likly the one thing you hate about yourself. Also just because you HATE me, doesn't mean your gonna look OH SO COOL talking TRASH about me either. Honestly what do you think you are going to get out of this.. WOW! You talk some trash, then guess what I get more friends and more rates.. THANKX BUNCHEZ Trust me I'm going to LOVE all the ATTENTION!!!!

This Is Our Youth.... How Pathetic!
The following was a shoutbox that I received on March 18, 2008. This girl was 19 years old. This is what irks me about young ppl today... they think you owe them something. SpadedRose: hey there i think your geogous, and if you send me a friend request and 5,000 fubucks ill add u to my family soo u can see my naughtie lil pics ->SpadedRose: ty for the compliment... I appreciate it... but I'm not sending you fubucks just to see a couple of naughty pix. I'm sorry... SpadedRose: fine dick See how being polite and honest is rewarded? She calls ME a dick yet she whores herself out for fake money.... LMAO. Classic!

Lounge
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Thoughts & Poetry
When I was a kid, adults used to bore me to tears with their tedious diatribes about how hard things were when they were growing up; what with walking twenty-five miles to school every morning ... uphill BOTH ways yadda, yadda, yadda And I remember promising myself that when I grew up, there was no way in hell I was going to lay a bunch of crap like that on kids about how hard I had it and how easy they've got it! But now that I'm over the ripe old age of thirty, I can't help but look around and notice the youth of today. You've got it so easy! I mean, compared to my childhood, you live in a damn Utopia! And I hate to say it but you kids today you don't know how good you've got it! I mean, when I was a kid we didn't have The Internet. If we wanted to know something, we had to go to the damn library and look it up ourselves, in the card catalog!! There was no email!! We had to actually write somebody a letter ...with a pen! Then you had to walk all the way across th

Ms. Mojito
So Sam was supposed to head back to Jersey tonight. She was sad, Van was sad, and I got a text stating that there being an empty seat on the way home from the airport was worse than sitting in traffic. Buuut... thanks to bad weather in San Francisco, she's there for another night. She gets another night with Van, even though she has to be up and at the airport by 6:30 am tomorrow. There's still that last, extra night. They're taking comfort in the fact that she'll be back soon, although they're both fighting back tears. OK, so I'm supposed to do a blog for my owner, talking about how awesome she is and all that, but I'm currently texting her on her progress to the one and only Captain Cooter's residence in sunny California. She has now landed in DC, for her first layover. She's got an hour to explore the wonders of the airport, before she heads off to her next stop in Denver. There is just over 10 hours left until she reaches her destination, and the arms of her love (w

I Am Someone
I am someone I walked past a dead face even though the person was alive I saw my eyes in the mirror and cried at the sight I looked at a person I didn¹t know and I met a friend I got heads to turn when I walked past I learned a lot about myself when I lost a new friend I cried every tear in my body when I thought about love I got hit bad then got back in the ring I climbed a mountain of rocks and saw an eagle fly over- head I heard terrible things about myself when no one thought I was listening I realized I was strong when I didn¹t cry when it hurt I found out who I was when I was with someone else I thought I was lost forever when a friend found me I held a life in my hand and it was my own I was a pawn in someone else's game so I surrendered to a brook I walked the fine line between surviving and not wanting to survive I still am I am someone

Thoughts 19
So to continue my story about the weekend, we had a rough start with the gang incident and the crazy woman that I became and then to top it all off, Chris throwing a hissy fit! We made it up to the cabin but it was snowing on us. It had stopped by the time we actually made it to the cabin so we were a little bummed. We ate and drank and played cards and went to bed. When we got up in the morning it had been snowing! It wasn’t much but I made a tiny little snowman on the porch. The trees were lightly dusted with snow so it was so beautiful. Then the sun came out and it all melted away. It was pretty while it lasted. It turned out to be a nice day. My friend Sean was getting ready to take the quad up in the hills and I asked him if I could ride on the back. So I hopped on and we drove off. He had to go up in the hill to make a phone call. There isn’t any cell phone reception at the cabin so you always have to go up in the hills. I held onto him for dear life since the fir

Mumms
It takes a LOT to piss me off...this has gone too far now. I posted a mumm earlier about a friend. I said what I had to say to her and left it at that. Well she just left me a voice mail calling me a "racist self centered lil bitch". What the fuck happened there? I just left her a message that I would be stopping by later to check on her and the kids and she had better hope I don't see anything to call CPS for because I will not hesitate. Since when am I racist? this was the mumm: "cold hearted"

Have You Ever
Have you ever felt, the cold and lifeless hand of an infant, gazed into their unblinking eyes, and observed the face of death, when masked in bittersweet innocence? Have you ever touched your dreams, and felt the simplistic joy, of feeling them become reality, only to abandon them, for reasons you cannot explain? Have you ever watched your family, who once shared the greatest of loves, suffer an unforgettable and unforgivable tragedy, that will slowly, painfully, and inevitably, tear them all apart? Do you know, firsthand, the evil that resides deep within the heart of every man, every woman, and every child? Have you seen its face as it randomly seeks, a soul to torment and destroy? Do you know the darker side of life, the one that awakens you, in the still of the night, crying to the unknowable God's, ‘Save me from myself. '? Does your heart constantly question, whether humanity is obtainable, in a world corrupted with suffering, and where war,

Leveling Help Needed
Please Help these Members Level! Big Sexy needs 17,200 to Level Wolfman Needs 23,300 to Level VodkaGurl needs 24,350 to Level Please help Level these peeps! DJ Wabbit only has 14,000 points to go! Psycho Assasin only has 19,000 points to go! F@llenAng3l only has 19,500 to go! Big Sexy only has 20,000 points to go! DJ Rebel only has 32,700 points to go! Please Help these Members Level! F@llenAng3l Needs 12,2

My Dad
When is it time to say goodbye, To all the love I've known, When is it time to end your pain, And leave me all alone? I've watched you on your good days when I feel your strength renewed; But shortly after little ups, The down days then ensue. We ride this roller-coaster of Emotions as we try, To make it through another day, And yet, I can't deny ... That as I look into your face On days that have been bad, I see a look that beckons me It's tired, and hurt, and sad. The little spark I used to see Behind those loving eyes, Is growing ever clouded By life's cruel inhumane side. I try to see beyond the pain You feel with every step; And softly whisper to myself This may get better yet. If I can bear to watch you Just another day or two; I justify my reasons to Ensure I cling to you. For letting go is harder for The person left behind; It means that if I let you go, I cannot turn back time. Back to the days I long for now, When you were full

Jeff Hardy
The Jeff Hardy Saga continues… Filed under: Personal — on March 15, 2008 JR"S BLOG FROM WWE The fall out of the 60 day suspension of Jeff Hardy for a second violation of the WWE Wellness Policy is still making news. Sadly, Friday night, Jeff’s home in North Carolina burned to the ground and he lost essentially every thing he had and most sadly his dog. Losing an animal one is close to is just like losing a family member to many people and we just experienced that with the death of our 18 year old cat Molly who had to be put down after suffering a serious of strokes. Apparently Matt Hardy saw smoke coming from Jeff’s home on Friday night, discovered that no one was home, but arrived at the house too late to do any thing but watch it burn to the ground. These are challenging times for Jeff to say the least. Not only has he incurred his second strike with only one remaining before he would be terminated from the WWE, his situation has been underscored by the fact that his sus

W/o
You are so much like my mother, My feelings for you are like no other. You are a person I will treasure, Always and Forever. Poems you taught me to write, You are the one who showed me the light. I don't know what I would do, If in my life, I didn't have you. To me, you have been so influential, Keeping things I tell you confidential. You always seem to touch my soul, Without you, I wouldn't

~wtf?~
I'm venting so don't feel like you have to rate or read. First....FUCK LOVE~! I'm so fucking tired of getting screwed over by people that say 'I Love You'...that is thrown out like it's the magic cure and cover all for everything.....like it's a free pass or a magic do-over for shit. Why the hell can't people just be who they are and put it out there for you to choose whether or not you want to proceed forward or not?? Who gives a ratz azz if they aren't perfect or did shit in the past as long as they come clean in front of you and give you a chance to see the real them. I am so fucking tired of excuses!! "Well, he made me do it and I didn't want to"....bullshit. Or "Yeah, we're still together but she doesn't get me and she's a cold fish when it comes to sex".....bullshit!! Come on asshats...there are still some of us that do put it out there and are being honest about things and then the rest of you come and fuck it all up with your bullshit lies, excuses, drama, and just plain fake a

Funny!
OK, I commented on like 2 pictures of some random girl, and her b/f was apparently behind the computer. The convo that followed was just too funny not to post, I honestly could not believe I could bait him for over 5 minutes before he blocked me. Read from the bottom up of course. Enjoy :). babygirl_2008: fuck you ->babygirl_2008: ah...anger management issues...common in young growing boys babygirl_2008: dude you are really pissing me off ->babygirl_2008: tell me all about how having a small pee-pee makes u feel like less of a male ->babygirl_2008: little boy...wait...don't run away like that...u need to open up and express ur feelings babygirl_2008: fuck you good bye ->babygirl_2008: did ur step-daddy "touch u down there"? ->babygirl_2008: but all little boys are...tell me how u got this way ->babygirl_2008: lmao!! god ur easy to bait babygirl_2008: dude you don't want me to come down there ->babygirl_2008: no, ur an insecure little boy babygirl_2008: fuck you ass

I Need Help From My Nice Friends
Hi to all of us I am trying to win my 2nd Happy Hour wiz this giveaway, all help is welcome and most of yu know that i return the love showed to me, so : I give yu the link to my pic to comment I need 50.000 comments TYVM to all helpers I wish yu a great day Miz

Quotes And Lyrics
Different Kinda Lady By Haystak She was the prom queen, the world was hers With a wave of her hand, whispered words Hearts broken by her abilities Addicted to the sweetness of a gentle kiss Lost in a search for something she might never find Never know if she don’t try, the results will come in time No time to smell the roses, let alone slow dance Too many bad memories of forgotten romance She walked out slammed the door Damn him, she didn’t need him A child game she had to cloth him feed him Alone after so long gave up hope Convinced all men were abusive Undependable heathens and sold dope Mister right wasn’t coming A fact that she would have to face She didn’t have no time to waste, she had a man to raise No man to chase, sick of living in this blasted place No time to sit around weeping like a basket case Her son made it all worthwhile The only man that got to see her smile She reminisced about her lifestyle before the baby came She did what responsible peo

His Beautiful Broken Angel
PLEASE TAKE SOME TIME AND CHECK OUT MY NEW OWNER. HIS BEAUTIFUL BROKEN ANGEL. SHE ROCKS!! SHE IS A GREAT FRIEND AND SHE HAS MADE ME ALOT OF VERY COOL PICTURES!! ~ღ¤H¡Ṥ ßÊåµTîFµ£ ÅηgєL Fubar Girlfriend To Wasted™¤ღ~@ fubar

The Ministry Won't Be On As Much Anymore...
I have gotten myself a job. Yes I said it, A JOB! Sadly I work from 6 am to about 4 pm, and I don't get on the comp in the afternoon/evening... So the only time I will be getting on here is prolly Saturdays. Seeing how Sunday is my computer sabbath. So yeah. Peace, Love, and Monster. Straight from the Church... ~The Ministry of Lost Souls~ aka Kris