I have made a big mistake that I regret. I am with the love of my life and I keep pushing him away well after our latest spat I realized I don't want to lose him.So I have decided to not fight with him . These stupid petty little fights I have insited are my biggest mistake. And Chris if you read this I love you very much and I dont want to lose you .I hope to keep you in my life. I am sorry and thats the truth .Poohbear I hope you and I can get our acts together!!!