I have no one to blame but myself and I cant help but love him.I dont know why he has trouble in loving me but he does. I have no idea why he has trouble talking to me. and yet I still love him. Maybe I'm glutton for punishment . However I think I still deserve a chance .I've given lots why do I get nothing in return. The hatred that grows in me isn't from him but another. I love him and will fight forever. Does he not know this if he does he needs to reconsider.If he doesn't then he should read this!!!