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Poams
Life is a series of moments like foot steps sown together with time With each step we take Things are realized No one can see it through another ones eyes We can be there together but see two different sides But always know it takes many cells to make a great mind. So keep an open heart and respect all rights and you will be one with yourself and all life Perspective Nastie Sea City Dolls 3/25/07 May our paths in life always stay true, with each new day, is like a friendship renewed of course in life you have to find your own road with friendship, in the hearts and minds together we will roam. Just Nastie Sea City Dolls Clouds have been here, for millions of years one with the rivers, and flowed through our tears They been cleansing this earth, sense the oceans blue rising again towards the heavens, to be renewed If you can talk to a Cloud, what would it say Teach us of life, and lessens we've stray

Revised List Of Fu Angels!!!
ARE THERE ANY ANGELS OUT THERE... HIT ME HEART OF FIRE UP AND THEN FAN, ADD AND RATE THESE ANGEL'S TO BECOME ONE OF THEM. LET'S KEEP IT GOING SO WE CAN ALL GET GOOD FRIENDS.... ALSO, NO YOU DON'T HAVE TO BE NO GODFATHER OR BE PAST A CERTAIN LEVAL TO BE AND ANGEL. THIS IS JUST TO MAKE GOOD FRIENDS... REMEMBER TO FAN ADD AND RATE ME AS WELL LOL!!! "Heart of Fire"~Co of E.D.F.B.~ Club FAR~ I customize pic's!!! ~?PH3NOM3N@L UNBR3@K@BL3 M3?~ CaSpEr...W.C. M.(under boss purdyfam) NO FAKE PEOPLE PLEASE!!!!I WILL BLOCK YOU’RE A** ~*Deliciously Evil*~ **Member of I.B.N** ******JUICY DEE****** Angel Eyes Club F.A.R MEMBER Special R Kay Brown Eyed Beauty~Club F.A.R. Member and Proud Official Greeter of Club F.A.R.~ ?Thyckie Thyck? Club FAR ? Baby-Gurl *FU wife to Cuppycake* ~FU- Bombers Family Manager/promotor~ BABY BLUE EYES GIRL **CLUB F.A.

Stuff
You have a Sexual IQ of 157 When it comes to sex, you are a super genius. You have had a lot of experience, and sex interests you so you know a lot about it. You pride yourself on being a source of information and guidance to all of your friends. 'What is your Sexual IQ?' at QuizUniverse.com http://www.myheritage.com/collage

No Tuning No Nada
WELL I KNOW I GONNA KICK MYSELF IN THE ASS FOR THIS BUT HERE GOES..... WHAT UP PEOPLE...I AM HERE TO OFFER SOME GOOD DEALS ON A VARIOUS ITEMS SUCH AS AUDIO, RIMS AND TIRES, AFTERMARKET, AND PERFORMANCE... I RECENTLY GOT OUT OF THE MILITARY AND I HAVE A FRIEND THAT LIVES OVERSEAS THAT CAN SEND ME STUFF TAX FREE... I LIVE IN JACKSONVILLE FLORIDA AND I HAVE SAVED A NUMEROUS OF PEOPLE MONEY...DO U WANNA BE NEXT...IF SO SHOOT ME A EMAIL AT DWHAR08@YAHOO.COM I AM SURE I CAN GET YOU A GOOD DEAL..(EXCLUDING INTENET PRICES) PAYMENT PREFEREDIS PAYPAL..I AM IN THE PROCESS OF GETTING OTHER METHODS OF PAYMENT TOGETHER...BUT JUST FOR SECURITY PURPOSES I LIKE PAYPAL... SO HIT ME UP HOPE TO DO BUSINESS WITH YOU IT WAS A COLD AND WINDY DAY. THE STREETS WERE COVERED WITH SNOW AND ICICLES HUNG FROM HEIDI'S WINDOW. SHE GAZES OUT SIDE DAYDREAMING ABOUT BEING FREE FROM ALL OF HER TROUBLES. WISHING THAT THERE WAS SOMEONE OUT THERE THAT COULD TAKE HER TO THAT HAPPY PLACE SHE ONCE KNEW AS ECSTAS

Only 3000 To Get My Blast!
So, I put my name in for Stephanie Lynn's Blast Giveaway! I only need 3000 comments to get my 3 day blast which is perfect to promote my very 1st Happy Hour this Friday night! Just click that lil ol pic of me and leave as much love as you can. If you aren't already Stephanie Lynn's friend you will need to add her. Which you should anyway. Rate and Fan her while you are there too. Share the love. Come show me the love like I know you guys can! 3000 comments is nothing compared to what we've done before. Of course all love will be returned. XOXO

Poetry
Why Cant It Be Me? I know that you don't love me I know that you don't care I know that you don't need me but all I do is stare I know your happy with her I know you joyful and glee I know your out in public I wish it was with me I know your love for her I know it all to well all I can do is suffer and someday time will tell I know your love is true I know it is free I know that you love someone why cant it be me? Dayna M Ward Copyright ©2008 Dayna M Ward I just wish i could go back home for a few days and see my family i miss it there someone come to Minnesota and Kick my ass all the way to New York HAHAHA When I die... When I die I don't want you to be sad When I die I want you to be happy When I die I don't want you to mourn When I die I want you to remember the good times When I die I don't want to be forgotten When I die I will always remember you Dayna M Ward Copyright ©2008 Dayna M Ward

Your Gonna Miss Me
She was staring out the window of that SUV Complaning, saying "I can't wait to turn 18" She said "I'll make my own money, and I'll make my own rules" Mamma put the car in park out there in front of the school Then she kissed her head and said "I was just like you" You're gonna miss this You're gonna want this back You're gonna wish these days hadn't gone by so fast These are some good times So take a good look around You may not know it now But you're gonna miss this Before she knows it she's a brand new bride In a one-bedroom apartment, and her daddy stops by He tells her "It's a nice place" She says "It'll do for now" Starts talking about babies and buying a house Daddy shakes his head and says "Baby, just slow down" Cause you're gonna miss this You're gonna want this back You're gonna wish these days hadn't gone by so fast These are some good times So take a good look around You may not know it now But you're gonna miss this Five years later there's

Me And My Thoughts
My Addiction You seemed to have everything. The way you walk, the way you talk Drives me nuts I have something to say You have become my addiction You're the reason I smile The reason I breathe life into this body I have an addiction It's in the way you say my name It's in the way you look at me In the way you lust to have me again My addiction is you, the way you smell How you hold me through the night Your lips upon mine My addiction is the way we make love How you tread kisses everywhere The way you make sure the passion Is an even match I have to admit my favorite Addiction is you and everything you do. Copyright ©2008 The truth behind my eyes I wear my heart on my sleeve for the world to see and tear apart in ecstasy It brings them so much joy to watch me fall with tears of pain upon my eyes I see the look in theirs as they tear away at my very soul inside They never stop to think that its killing with each piece they take every passing d

Crazy Things In Life Just Happens
Crazy things just happen in life and you just have to go with the flow. Sometimes those crazy things that happen are good crazy things and sometimes they are bad crazy things, but no matter which one happens go with the flow because this is what God intended to happen. Everything happens for a reason and you may not realize the reason or even know the reason but God does. Just trust in him and go with the flow. No one not even God ever made a constitutional law that says everything in life will be a piece of cake, and if you have ever been promised that then forget it, cause it is not true. But you can make the most out of your life here on earth or not. IT IS UP TO YOU what you make of your life and what you choose to believe. All I can say is just go with the flow and it will work itself out. Until next time have a great day and just go with the flow. Showing some love, Singlemomnok

Fantasy
Fantasy fubar page http://www.fubar.com/user/138571 The REAL persons pages are here: http://www.myspace.com/8746967 http://pixietrixie.livejournal.com/ Salutes done for MySpace: After 2 years on fubar never once submitting a salute is odd. This person is tagged a FAKE until a salute is submitted and approved by fubar.

Greetings
isn't it odd how when where young we want to be older? and when older we want to be young?or when broke you desire more, and when you have more you wish you didnt? And let's say when you want it to rain and it pours, you wish it would stop ,never satisfied < for some >...Odd. There is something about Being pushed up against a wall, face first Cheek resting on rough wallboard Breath caught in your throat Listening to the growling in your ear And trying to remember your own name There's something about being Pushed up against a wall Your back flat up against it Staring straight into eyes that see through you Swallowing hard Waiting for your heart to start beating again There's something about Being made to crawl across the floor To a seated Man, staring into your eyes Not letting you not look at Him Not letting you stumble Drawing you to Him without a word Trembling, a whimper caught in your throat There's something about Being pulled up by your hair Feeling

The Death Of A Child
Some random thoughts i found whilst surfing Children are not supposed to die...Parents expect to see their children grow and mature. Ultimately, parents expect to die and leave their children behind...This is the natural course of life events, the life cycle continuing as it should. The loss of a child is the loss of innocence, the death of the most vulnerable and dependent. The death of a child signifies the loss of the future, of hopes and dreams, of new strength, and of perfection. When a parent dies, you lose your past; when a child dies, you lose your future. A wife who loses a husband is called a widow. A husband who loses a wife is called a widower. A child who loses his parents is called an orphan. But...there is no word for a parent who loses a child, that's how awful the loss is! Parental grief is boundless. It touches every aspect of a parent's being...When a child dies, parents grieve for the rest of their lives. Their grief becomes part of them...As time p

Conversation
W'sup y'all. I just want y'all to know that I'm a real dude. And I'm on here to pass the time but while I'm here I'd like to have some conversation make a few friends you know! I pass the time by doing surveys, requesting, commenting, and rating. But you know that's really kinda lame you know.

Fu-orphan
As you may know I have listed myself as a Fu-Orphan up for adoption to anyone that wants me. I am hoping someone will gift me a VIP since mine is running out in less than a week. If I get a VIP I will put your name as my adopted owner/parent/slave whatever you choose. I will for the length of the VIP give you 100 11's per week. Rate all your stash/blogs and such. Keep you shit-faced. Comment you daily. Repost all bullies posted by you or about you. All during HH of course. We can discuss more depending on what you are offering. Thanks...Cherise "Bottoms UP"

Just Some Words Of Wisdom
absence is to love, what wind is to fire. it extinguishes the small, and enkindles the great retaliation based on the blind energy of anger seldom hits the target it is a blind man who searches from room to room looking for a diamond necklace that is already around his neck

Prayers Needed
Hey whats up fubar friends. i am up for auction on ~ Dungeon Master MustangDos~Husband to Troubleina~@ fubar stop by and check him out, and feel free to bid your little hearts out. lol. thanks. here is the link to my pic. :-D HAVE A GOOD EVENING ALL!!:-D Hello everyone i was just informed yesterday that one of very close friends was taken to the hospital while having a seizure. they have since found a tumer on his brain that is good sized and needs imediate attention! he goes in for surgery tom so i am asking all of my fu family and friends to keep him in your prayers. he has a 2 month old baby boy and a loving wife he is only 26 years old. once again thank you to everyone!!!!

Blogs
Allright so here is the deal. I had convinced myself that the fubar way of rating people, while I followed it, was not necessary for me and I wouldn't be offended if someone didn't give me 10's. Wrong. I just got a 9 for what I consider to be the best picture I've ever taken. So I shouted at her and said wow, a 9. That just killed the avg on that one. Which it did. It was like 10.30 or something absurd and now it's 10.14. Bam. She said what I would have expected. I rate em as I a seem em (paraphrasing). And I am not gonna lose any sleep over it but it did bother me. SHe was a level 6 and I was thinking ok, your not gonna last long around here hun. But I didnt' say it. So not sure why I am posting this. Guess I am about full disclosure and I definitely was surprised by my reaction. A fuckin 9!!!!! Ok. that's it. So I am sitting here on my PC, rating pictures and drooling over various women, you know, typical Monday, and my dogs start goin ape shit outside

If She Only Knew
Subject: THE NICE GUYS Body: I'm sorry That I was raised with respect not to sleep with you when you were drunk I'm sorry That my body's not ripped enough to "satisfy" your wants I'm sorry that I open your car door, and pull out your chair like I was raised I'm sorry That I'm not cute enough to be "your guy" I'm sorry That I am actually nice; not an asshole I'm sorry I don't have a huge bank account to buy you expensive things I'm sorry I like to spend quality nights at home cuddling with you, instead of at a club I'm sorry I would rather make love to you then just f**k you like some random guy. I'm sorry That I am always the one you need to talk to, but never good enough to date I'm sorry That I always held your hair back when you threw up,and didn't get mad at you for puking in my car, but when we went out you went home with another guy I'm sorry That I am there to pick you up at 4am when your new man hit you and dropped you off i

Recipes
I have been making these since I was a kid. Learned this from my mother. If you only learn one recipe from me, this is the one. Super easy to make and once your pan is warm, they pop out super fast. 15 seconds or so. Plus they taste awesome. Easy to male a double batch, or cut everything in 1/3 for a single serving. Feel free to replace the sugar inside with cream cheese or jam. have fun, enjoy. SWEDISH PANCAKES 1 cup flour 3 eggs 1 cup milk 3 tablespoons sugar Pinch of salt Dash of vanilla Mix ingredients together. Pour onto very lightly oiled preheated surface. As soon as the downside gets solid enough, lightly separate from cooking surface. Flip when upside is almost solid. Once other side is cooked, but not brown, remove from heat. Lightly butter and sprinkle sugar on top. Use first side down as presentation side. Flip only ONCE. Makes 2-3 servings. Laap Gai Serves: 6 10 oz minced/ ground chicken 2 oz shallots finely sliced Lettuce leaves 3 t

Info On Brother & His Wife & My Mom
This was My Mom who was deleted after responding to Scrapper for info why my Brother & his Wife had there Accounts Deleted without warning or reason Yesterday Afternoon. PLZ Read & comment if you want to. 1496131 date: 2008-01-28 01:16:14 subject: My Responce to Scrapper read receipt: No replied: No block user Not getting rude with you. You started this site, you should have answers. I am in my 50's & think it's a Real Joke that you treat PPL like this. This is an Adult site, therefor make it one. Don't beat arouond the bush with your Staff that don't know anything at all. Bouncers, what a Joke. You are the Boss you need to find out this problem out & e-mail my Son & his wife back & say sorry because your have staff that just has a hay day pissing ppl off. If your a real Boss, then you will give them back there Accounts as they were. Giving no Reason at all is BS, if you have an issue with something they did, Tell them what it was. Not be cheep & Just delete t

Untitled (aka F.u.)
Chill...they're just lyrics. No sympathy comments, please :P (Untitled) I've had just about enough Been silent for too long Never did a single thing to hurt you But somehow I'm the one who's wrong I've put up with your hateful words and still kept my spirit strong The whole time you claimed I was pushing you, it was you who pushed me all along Offered you friendship, an ear and a hand You spit so much hate maybe it's time I spoke in words you understand: F**k you--for making me feel like less F**k you for spreading your unhappiness I'm not the one to blame for all the $#!+ you f**ked up and don't know how to remedy F**k me--for giving a $#!+ about you F**k me for caring just a little bit about you I listened to you while you lied to hide whatever it is you didn't want me to see F**k this--I don't deserve this F**k this--I'm not wicked and worthless F**k you for thinking you know all about me when you don't ha

Old Lover
I wake up in the morning and the first thing I think off is you Because your everything to me Ohh new lover how things are soo sweet love is amazing I want to be with you forever OHHH! New lover please stay forever ohh please forever and ever and ever and ever Ohhh lover things are going great I still have the most amazing time with you oh lover oh lover how much I love you oh darling be with me forever and ever and ever Ohh old lover here I sit without you with me you told me you wouldnt move on for a while because of the good news but here a week later your with someone oh old lover stay away from me from me

Things I Wrote
Here is an analogy that I like to use when thinking about The Universe (God, Being, All That Is...): I like to think of the elm tree. A fully mature elm tree has millions of leaves (they can be over 100 feet tall!). When you think of it, a tree is like a little universe, with all its component parts... There are many parts to a tree: The roots which go deep into the earth to provide moisture and nutrients for the tree as well as stability and foundation. The trunk which is the conduit for all the moisture and food and which provides support for all the branches. The branches which extend upward and outward and support all the leaves as well as providing a connection to the trunk and therefore the roots. The leaves which, arguably, are the most important part of The Tree, provide a mechanism, through photosyntesis, for food production. They provide respiration by exhanging carbon dioxide and oxygen. They open and close their pores to retain or release moisture

Fubar Friends
Happy Canada Day to all my friends in the North Shes so close too Oracle Stop by and show her some love Help her get too Oracle today !! Thank for all the help in advance MARGIE SWEET LIPS/FAN ,RATE,BEFORE YOU ADD FOR REQUEST THANKS@ fubar I have the best friends ever !!.. what an overwhelming show of love. You should all come over my house... I have cake and drinks enough for everyone. I really don't know how I could thank everyone. Just know that i love you all. drinks...................40 cake.....................40 cards....................33 balloons.................15 hugs......................4 hearts....................4 roses.....................3 ice cream sundaes.........2 lolly pop.................2 teddy bear................1 kitten....................1 puppy.....................1 lips......................1 romantic dinner...........1 oscar.....................1 big pimping gifts '64 Impala 2 sil

Our Place In Life
Cited from Wikipedia: Love is a condition or phenomenon of emotional primacy, or absolute value. Love generally includes an emotion of intense attraction to either another person, a place, or thing; and may also include the aspect of caring for or finding identification with those objects, including self-love. Love can describe an intense feeling of affection, an emotion or an emotional state. In ordinary use, it usually refers to interpersonal love, an experience usually felt by a person for another person. Love is commonly considered impossible to define. The concept of love, however, is subject to debate. Some deny the existence of love. Others call it a recently invented abstraction, sometimes dating the "invention" to courtly Europe during or after the middle ages (though this is contradicted by the sizable body of ancient love poetry). Others maintain that love really exists, isn't an abstraction, but is indefinable; being a quantity which is spiritual, metaphysical, or phi

I've Sold My Self To The Highest Bidder :)
OMG, I put myself in FAT SONNY's auction as a total lark :) and it was fun :) in the end I was almost won by the big guy himself, but a late bid scored me a realmoney/fubuck bid from this guy that got him the one and only (so far) LaUgHiNgGiRl for the month :) Steve ~*~Club F.A.R. ~*~@ fubar He so far seems to be a really sweet and giving guy, and I'm glad he bought me for the month. Go give hime some lovings my friends, he deserves it , after all he's stuck with me for a month LOL

:)
Valentines, Redneck Style Kudzu is green, my dog's name is BlueAnd I'm so lucky to have a sweet thang like you.Yore hair is like cornsilk, a-flapping in the breeze.Softer than Blue's and without all them fleas.You move like the bass, which excite me in May.You ain't got no scales, but I luv you anyway.You're as graceful as okry, jist a-dancin' in the pan.Yo're as fragrant as SunDrop right out of the can.You have all yore teeth, for which I am proud;I hold my head high when we're in a crowd.On special occasions, when you shave yore armpits,Well, I'm in hawg heaven, I'm plumb outta my wits.And speakin' of wits, you've got plenty fer shore.'Cuz you married me back in '74.Still them fellers at work they all want to know,What I did to deserve such a purty, young doe.Like a good roll of duct tape, yo're there fer yore man,To patch up life's troubles and stick 'em in the can.Yo're as strong as a four-wheeler racin' through the mud,Yet fragile as that sanger named Naomi Judd.Yo're as cute as a

What U Need To Know About Me...
u ne la nv i u we tsi God's Son i ga go yv he i paid for us. hna quo tso sv wi yu lo se Now to Heaven He went i ga gu yv ho nv After paying for us. a se no i u ne tse i The He spoke i yu no du le nv when He rose. ta li ne dv tsi lu tsi li I'll come a second time u dv ne u ne tsv He said when He spoke e lo ni gv ni li squa di All the world will end ga lu tsv he i yu when He returns ni ga di da ye di go i We will all see Him a ni e lo hi gv here the world over. u na da nv ti a ne hv The righteous who live do da ya nv hi li He will come after tsa sv hna quo ni go hi lv In heaven now always do hi wa ne he sdi in peace they will live I Be Tsalagi This morning I looked in the mirror, I stared intensely at what I saw, Trying to figure out if it was My eyes, my nose or my jaw. Maybe it's my ears, I thought, or maybe it's my chin, I'm sure that I will figure out what is my "part' that is Indian. Maybe it's my arms or hand

Thank You ;)
(If you are already a friend, please ignore.) Since I've joined Fubar, I have made some observations. If you fit into any of these categories then it's safe to say your friend request will be denied. 1.)IF...send a blank friend request. What's so special about you? READ MY DAMN PROFILE! 2.)IF.... you are a woman and you feel that it's okay to be proud to call yourself a C*NT, SLAVE, SLUT, WHORE, Etc. Have some self respect, Ladies! You're not doing feminism any good, and you're disrespecting women who fought for you to be recognized as something other then PROPERTY. 3. IF.... you are male and you are unable to conduct yourself in an appropriate manner. I am MARRIED, and NOT looking to hook up, cyber or webcam. You ask me and I WILL block you, end of story. 4.)IF.... you have no concept of what "Pin Up" really is. My "Pin Ups" are not PORNOGRAPHY, so and if you don't get that concept, then don't assume you know anything about me or my chosen hobby. 5.)IF.... you are

When The Sky Is Broken -- Waheed's Poetry
When the sky is broken and the stars don't shine You're the only person on my mind No matter what happens good or bad I know you'll be by my side til the end of time. But as we wait for that time To come to us. Lets live life to its Fullest limits I plan for you to be my wife I'll give you your dreams throughout my life You'll have your dream house That's no doubt We can start our family that we always wanted Cause I couldn't imagine anything else You know I'll treat you like the goddess that you are As we walk hand and hand going though life It will seem like where living in paradise And when the time comes where the end approaches As we stand together prepared to die The earth will stop spinning as the worlds collide But it's not the end for us No its not Cause as you return to heaven I'm coming this time Cause of the life that we shared I now understand That this whole time you are an angel sent to me from god So baby I simply want to tell you babyI Love yo

Why Sheep Are Better Than Women.
1. Sheep don't have a gag reflex, or upper teeth. 2. You can get a better grip on a sheep's ear. 3. Sheep don't shy away from boots and leather. 4. Cotton mouth is easier to get rid of than a social disease. 5. Nuttin' beats mutton. 6. Sheep won't argue about whose turn it is to go get a towel. 7. Sheep won't drink your liquor, smoke your weed, snort your coke, and then tell you they have to be home early. 8. Sheep never ask if you're ready to settle down. 9. Sheep never ask about your former lovers and then get pissed off when you tell them. 10. No matter how old or ugly you are, you can always find a willing ewe. 11. Sheep are never concerned about their reputation. 12. Sheep won't tell all their friends about the time you couldn't get it up. 13. Sheep won't ask if you're gay the first time you can't get it up the second time. 14. Sheep never insist on eating out. 15. You'll never catch your sheep mastu

Jai
So once again I get my heart broken this time this one really really really hurts and I can't take the pain anymore I never had panic attacks before until Saturday and Sunday....I am going through depression the way it is, and this just comes out like this...I don't know what to do anymore...I get the lines of "I won't break your heart", "I promise I won't hurt you", "I love you"...and yet the fuckin shit happens all the time....so i guess i'm NOT A GOOD GIRLFRIEND AT ALL!!! I just want to give up with things right now...my friends and family are watchin me and just being here for me....Also my mom didn't approve of him either or sum of my family and shit hit the fan...NO matter what I will always love him and think about him...I just wish I could be with him not his new gf....with this fuckin drama...i want things just to be the same as what they were back in November and December! I miss him I do!! I miss Eau Claire!! I just want to give up right now but I won't and I can't!!! not ju

Growing Up
For those Born 1920-1979 First, we survived being born to mothers who smoked &/or drank while they were pregnant. Then after that trauma, we were put to sleep on our tummies in baby cribs covered with bright colored lead-based paints. We had no childproof lids on medicine bottles, doors or cabinets & when we rode our bikes, we had no helmets, not to mention, the risks we took hitchhiking. As infants & children, we would ride in cars w/ no car seats, booster seats, seat belts or air bags. Riding in the back of a pick up on a warm day was always a special treat. We drank water from the garden hose & NOT from a bottle. We ate cupcakes, & drank Kool-aid made w/ sugar, but we weren't overweight b/c WE WERE ALWAYS OUTSIDE PLAYING! We would leave home in the morning & play all day, as long as we were back when the streetlights came on. No one was able to reach us all day for we did not have cell phones & we were O.K. We did not have Playstations, Nintendo's, X-boxes, no video games at all, n

From The Beautiful Mind Of Me
10 Days!!!!! Well I talked to my boss today and she is going to give me March 1st off. Its the best job ever. And the money is great too. Today work went kind of slow. But I got everything done. I got hit on like 5 times. One guy went up to me and asked me what would it take to get me in his bed....and i told him uhhh babe,,,,some class maybe. lol. It was too funny. He was hot too. But i am not an easy tramp. But there is some good news on the boy front. I have a friend in oklahoma that I have been talking to on the computer forever now. His name is Duncan. I am not one to meet people on the internet, however, it has worked for my mom and Lucas. So when his conversation up and changed to wanting to get to know me better as in a more personal way I went for it. He is great. Has a great job, and owns his own home. So things are looking up for me. He might come up here to go to the three days grace concert with me and jess. He has to check his schedule though dont know if he has to wo

This Life Of Mine 9
It's not easy having 5 people in your family and only one bathroom! Taking showers and using the restroom are not that easy and it is only the second day of dealing with it and already I am about to scream. Peter got a total of 4 or 5 tiles laid down yesterday. I didn't complain because as I was working on my computer, I could hear him cussing up a storm every time he put one down. I guess they shifted? I did however ask him last night when he might be done with the tile so we can put the toilet back in and he growled at me saying it is going to be a while. Oh no! I am going to lovingly push him very hard to finish it! ;) My son had a doctor appointment this morning and I learned a lot about him in 15 minutes. He told the doctor that he sometimes puts the pill back in the bottle when I leave the room. So that is why some days he doesn't do so hot at school! He also informed us that he rarely eats his sandwich! Kids! We are going to stop making them a lunch if they

Italian Files
Sunday Dinner for Italians Italians have a $40,000 kitchen, but use the $259 stove from Sears in the basement to cook. There is some sort of religious statue in the hallway, living room, bedroom, front porch and backyard. The living room is filled with old wedding favors with poofy net bows and stale almonds (they are too pretty to open). A portrait of the Pope and Frank Sinatra hang in the dining room. God forbid if anyone EVER attempted to eat Chef Boy-are-dee, Franco American, Ragu, Prego or anything else in a jar or can (tomato paste is the exception). Meatballs are made with Pork, Veal and Beef. We are Italians ; we don't care about cholesterol. Turkey is served on Thanksgiving, AFTER the manicotti, gnocchi, lasagna and soup. If anyone EVER says ES-CAROLE, slap 'em in the face -- it's SHCAROLE. If they ever say ITALIAN WEDDING SOUP, let the idiot know that there is no wedding, nor is there an Italian in the soup. Also, the tiny meatballs must be made by hand. No

Fixing The Damn Car
Well in the last 24 hrs i have myself replaced 2 cv joints on my van I did the work myself and i have to thank my husband for buying that damn low rider cause with out us having work on that damn thing i would never have known how to so i have had fun doing it ill add pics later of how dirty i am well anyways love you all talks to you later Lp

Songs For My Baby
Come Home Soon Lyrics Artist(Band):Shedaisy I put away the groceries And I take my daily bread I dream of your arms around me As I tuck the kids in bed I don't know what you're doin' And I don't know where you are But I look up at that great big sky And I hope you're wishin' on that same bright star I wonder, I pray [Chorus:] And I sleep alone I cry alone And it's so hard livin' here on my own So please, come home soon (Come home soon) I know that we're together Even though we're far apart And I'll wear our lucky penny 'round my neck Pressed to my heart I wonder, I pray [Repeat Chorus] [Bridge:] I still imagine your touch It's beautiful missing something that much But sometimes love needs a fighting chance So I'll wait my turn until it's our turn to dance I wonder, I pray [Second Chorus:] I sleep alone I cry alone Without you this house is not a home So please, come home soon [Third Chorus:] I walk alone I try alone I'll wai

Rain In Az.....
So as of yesterday I have a art-time joby job.......I am enjoying the time away from home. The pay ain't to bad either.....For those who don't know Arizona is a right to work state, which means the employers can pay you what they want.....as long as it equals to the federal min wage if you get tips. And since I work in a restaurant as a server that means I can get paid a little as 2.25 an hour. This place pays 5 an hour plus I get tips. The tips at this place aren't as much as say the last restaurant I worked at but that's ok cuz I get paid more an hour......I work at a pizza place so there are more phone orders than in house dinning..... Well I suppose that's all for today! Wow as I sit here rather bored and tired not quite ready to go to bed.....I'm just going round the internet and surfing the various subjects that kinda interest me. I know lame blog but I just had to write about how I feel right now.....loved, bored, tired, sick still and in need of a couple pain killers....

Answer My Booty Call!???
THERE IS A NEW LOUNGE IN FU~LANDAND YOU ARE ALL INVITED TO JOIN THE PARTY!!@ ~ HOH ASSOCIATION!Meet new people and relax in a GREAT NEW INVIORNMENT!~Come on in and have a drink ON us and ~LETS PARTY IT UP PEOPLE!!~ There will be lots of new things coming in the next few weeks for all of you to enjoy!!WE are going to rock this Valentines Day "OUT" With An Auction that'llblow your mind!!!Come join our fun @ HOH Ass.~*~*~*~*~*~*~~*~'Home of the B~O~B'~*~*~*~*~*~*~~*~~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~* ~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*

Leveling....
..ive been in other "levelers" families and it seems that its all a "take" situation....they want you to give give give..but dont get hardly anything back.....and there's always some "special person" who needs help....and it gears towards just getting the clique leveled.... ....i dont like to waste my time leveling people for a "family" who dont give back, you know?.....ive already wasted enuff time.....and enuff rates................................. FOR CHRIST'S SAKE!!!!.....

My Friends On Fubar
Break me down,you got a lovely face going to your placenow yougot to freak me out//Scream so loud, getting fucking laid you want me to stay but i got to make my way//Hey! Your a crazy bitchbut you fuck so good Im on top of it/When I dream Im doing you all night scratches all down my back to keep me right on//Take it off, papper is your game jump in bed with fame another one night paid in full//You re so fine It wont be a loss cashing in the rocksjust to get you face to face/Get the video,Fuck you so good//Baby girl you want it all to be a star you ll have to go down/Take it off no need to talk youre crazy but I like the way you fuck me. Ok the thing that i cant stand is how people who act fake. The fake ones are the ones who talk and lie behind your back, trust me we have all gone through this more than once in our lives. I dont understand what is so hard with telling tha truth. I meen why lie the only thing it does is either makes you look like a idiot or causes problems for othersand

I Have Come To Realize... (repost)
I have come to realize that after loosing something that was very precious to me, I have been awakened emotionally by a wonderful man. I cannot believe how he affects me by just his laugh on the phone and his soft voice when he gets tired... I truly never thought I would find love again, and boy was I wrong about that. Bryan has made me experience life again. I now wake up to a new day, with new possibilities. It has happened very quickly, but when it's right, no action can ever be too soon. Today is a very important day for us and will always be remembered. I can only wish that everyone gets to experience what we have. My advice to some people is to be patient, love has a way of showing up and knocking on your door when you least expect it to. So the next time you are down on yourself, always remember that there is someone out there going through what you are at that present moment, as you two are walking the same path to watch the same sunset in each other's arms when it's

True Thoughts
How can you expect To have my respect When you can’t even Respect yourself For that matter how can you respect me When you can’t even respect yourself Because you can’t give others What you don’t have How can I love you When you don’t love yourself When you hurt me And treat me like trash You dress like a prostitute I hope you aren’t one I try to love you I try to teach you To love yourself You like other women Are losing respect from men Because You are losing respect for yourselves How can this relationship last When we don’t really love each other And it all started With your lack of respect Ok, I've kept my fuckin' mouth shut long enough, but after the disgusting things I have seen while browsing the myspace users...now I feel is the fuckin' perfect time to express my thoughts on some of these ignorant fuckin' MySpace sons'a bitches. 1st of fuckin' all...why do EXTREMELY overweight bitches think us guys want to see 4 inches or more of cleavage

Aman
A MAN WHO I LOVED MORE THAN LIFE TOOK ME AS HIS WIFE A MAN WHO I GAVE MY HEART TO BROKE MY HEART IN TWO A MAN WHO I I WOULD DO ANYTHING FOR WALKED OUT THE DOOR A MAN WHO WAS MY MOON LIGHT MIST SHOWED HIS LOVE WITH HIS FIST A MAN WHO WAS MY ONE AND ONLY WALKED OUT AND LEFT ME LONELY NOW THAT MAN I DONT KNOW WHY STILL HS A WAY OF MAKING ME CRY MY LOVE FOR HIM IS NOT THE SAME I KNOW I AM PART TO BLAME dedra

Failed
Last night as i slept on the couch. I was awoke by a set of lips on mine..so soft and warm..i kissed them back and said i love you..It was like a dream..and then the lips were gone..i yelled out the name of my girl friend..with no responce back?????? The next morning i woke up to the smell of duncan donuts coffee.. I went to the kitchen and pored me a cup...and turned around to see my wife staring at me with love in her eyes.. So i stopped and thought to myself ,was the kiss a dream of my girlfriend or was it my wife of 16 years trying to make up for our last huge fight?? We talked for about an hour or two..without yelling.. And she said..she dident mind who i chat with or what i say to them..as long as she has my physical love. I feel like im on a roller coaster ride..One minute she demands i leave..and the next she begs me to stay .......... clueless We touch the lives of others in ways we often never know. People sometimes come into our personal world for fleeting moments

Super Stressed
> > > > > > > > WoW!!! ~ WoW!!! ~ WoW!!! > IT'S THE AUGUST AMAZING FU'S AUCTION!!! > > > > I'M UP FOR AUCTION!!!! > > SO COME ON AND BID, BID, BID!!! RATE MY PIC AS WELL! > WHOEVER ENDS UP WITH THE MOST PIC RATES WILL WIN A > BLING PACK FROM THE HOSTESS!!! > > > > I'M DEFINITELY WORTH IT AND WILL LUV YOU UP LOTS IF YOU'RE > THE LUCKY OWNER!!! > > SO STOP WAITING ALREADY AND GOOOOOO BID!!! > >> > so this has started off to be the week from hell ... my moms in the hospital ..i have to take care of my little sister ..work full time ..take care of my gram cause shes all upset cause moms in the hopital..plus take care of the house...its all too much i dont know if i can handle it... sorry im ranting but i havent had a chance to catch my breath in the past 3 days..

Party
...cuz I wanna go dancin' so please any body get back to me :-) who would?? WHOOOO HOOOO! PARTY THIS SATURDAY, FEBUARY 2ND @ 8PM-4AM( IF YOU CAN'T MAKE IT ON TIME NO WORRIES). PLEASE WEAR A MASK AND BRING DRINKS OR SNACKS PLEASE R.S.V.P. BY THURSADAY. YOU CAN BRING A FRIEND/LOVER/FUCK BUDDY/FAMILY (NO PARENTALS). BRING YOUR PARTY SIDE AND LEAVE YOR DRAMA HA HA. ME AND MY ROOMATES ARE THROWING THIS PARTY AND WE LOVE MEETING NEW PEOPLE SO DON'T BE SHY! COME JOIN US TO CELEBRATE GOOD TIMES WITH FRIEND

Hmmm
If we spent the night together.. what would be the 3 words you say the next morning? What really irritates me is idiots I don't know shouting at me to rate there pic..or leave them comments. Now, I feel better for sharing my frustrations!!Hope you all are having a great day I just seen on my bar tab where someone added my main pic to there favorites. How do you do this? I do not even know the person, and when I looked at there page, I didnt see it anywhere. Does anyone know?

What?
What? It is such any easy question but so hard to answer. How do you answer it when you mind is going a million miles a minute just trying to comprehend what is going on with your heart? What? It is such and easy question but so hard to answer. I love you! I miss you! I want you! I need you! I can't live without you! You are everything to me! You stole my heart and soul! You make life worth living! You are the most beautiful thing I have ever gazed upon! Will you marry me my love? These are just some of the answers to that simple question. What?

My Poems
Grandma's Wish Grandma had a wish She loves me with a fish She hoped for me and made me see that it was my true self Grandma has a smile and you see it a mile away She left with a grin and i didnt drink a shot of gin so I'll never forget her. Grandma had a wish that we keep smiling or her smile wil go away!! To Whom It May Concern: Why is life so hard. You go though it trying to prove one person that they are the one you want to share your life with no matter what people say. As you look for someone, you find that that person but that person is not what you want but you settle for it anyway. What happens when you make a mistake that will stick with you no matter how many times that forget bout it. The reason that is because that person bring it up in any fight you have because you have done it in the past just to justify what he did. Why is it that people like what they can't have and cheat on someone else because they wa

Declaration..
There comes a time when we get to far away from the basics..hence forth..I don't CARE..if you don't understand this..I don't care..I will fight you and win or lose I will NOT care..the destroyer of my property has realigned my perceptions..Beware.

Immature Men
Why is it that when you think you find the right guy he turns out to be a loser. I broke up with my boyfriend a couple of weeks ago and he is such a child. I swear you would think he was 2 instead of 22. I just wish guys would grow up and know when a woman actually wants to have a relationship and not just a sex partner. I mean hello it's not always about sex.

Comedy
Hi all you FU*Bombers..... I am coordinating all the new contests and am looking for somebody who wants to be in a contest!! Could that somebody be YOU??? If you are ACTIVELY bombing on a regular basis, keep up with the Homepage blogs, have been in the Family more than 10 days, and haven't been in a contest recently, then...... CONTACT ME!!! ASK TO BE IN A CONTEST!! FU*BOMBERS ARE THE BEST FAMILY ON THE FU !!! The Why's of Men 1. WHY DO MEN BECOME SMARTER DURING SEX? ! (because they are plugged into a genius) 2. WHY DON'T WOMEN BLINK DURING SEX? (they don't have enough time) 3. WHY DOES IT TAKE 1 MILLION SPERM TO FERTILIZE ONE EGG? (they don't stop to ask directions) 4. WHY DO MEN SNORE WHEN THEY LIE ON THEIR BACKS? (because their balls fall over their butt-hole and they vapor lock) ! (You're laughing, aren't you?!?!) 5. WHY WERE MEN GIVEN LARGER BRAINS THAN DOGS? (so they won't h

Just Thinking
Bored, can't sleep, and to top it all off my computer is on strike yet again.:( So this PSP seems to pass time away. Only because it is so slow. :| So as I try to figure out my computers problem, I need to solve my own personal problem. Should I try to sleep or go to bed? I am bored like I said.:( What do I do? U tell me. :p The rose is a soft delicate beauty. The smell of a rose is like no other smell. The color of a rose is a bright and beautiful color. To receive a rose means nothing to myself, but to others it means so much. Why does the rose symbolize such a power of this love from the deep in our hearts. For the rose is only a rose. Nothing more nothing less. what if one day we had to make a choice between love and hate which would you pick. what if we had one day to live what would you wanna do. what if you had a chance to make love or war what would you pick. what if someone said they loved you what would you say back. what if you won the lottery what would you do. what if you

Other Writing
When I come to the end of the day and the sun has set for me I want no rites in gloom-filled And not with your head bowed low. Remember the love that we once shared.............. Miss me, but let me go. For this is a journey we all most go alone. It's all a part of the Maker's plan, A step on the road to home this writting was on her viewing card and if she was there in spirt, she would say that to us. Grandma i miss u and i always will until the time we meet in the Maker's home. LOve you Grandma i wrote this when i just heard the news of a person that i knew that died on Good Friday this year i hope that this person's memory will live on for ever Angels I know an angel that flew into my life. I know an angel that is a wife that protects it's heart. I know an angel that loves starts. I know an angel that cares for everyone. I know an angel that shines like the sun everytime it walks in the room. I know an angel that watches the flowers bloom.

Poem
I sit here and all I can think about is you and I, We are apart and I ask you why? The pain in my heart just won’t go away, I want to ring you but I don’t know what to say, I really want to tell you I want to be with you, I can’t stand not being by your side, The hurt I’m feeling makes me want to run and hide, I want to run to you and hold you near, Losing you is my greatest fear, You’re my everything - I love you so, The love I have for you is more than you could ever know, I miss you more than words could ever say, This is another thing that grows with every passing day, I need you like the earth needs the rain, I want you to come and take away my pain, I never thought that being away from someone could make someone ache, Not being able to touch you - I feel my heart starting to break, I want to be able to tell you I love you as I look into your eyes, That way you will know that those words are not lies, We have something so perfect, great and true, We are meant

Woodpeckers
A Hawaii woodpecker and a California woodpecker were arguing about which place had the toughest trees. The Hawaii woodpecker said Hawaii had a tree that no woodpecker could peck The California woodpecker accepted his challenge, and promptly pecked a hole in the tree with no problem. The Hawaiian woodpecker was in awe. The California woodpecker then challenged the Hawaiian woodpecker to peck a tree in California that was absolutely impeckable (a term woodpeckers like to use). The Hawaiian woodpecker expressed confidence he could do it, so accepted the challenge. After flying to California, the Hawaii woodpecker successfully pecked the tree with no problem. So the two woodpeckers were now confused. How is it that the Californian woodpecker was able to peck the Hawaiian tree and the Hawaiian woodpecker was able to peck the Californian tree, but neither one wa s able to peck the tree in their own state? After much woodpecker-pondering, they both came to the same

Contest Come And Rate And Comment All U Can
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The Pledge Of Alligence
If I may, may I recite it and try to explain to you the meaning of each word?" I me, an individual, a committee of one. Pledge dedicate all of my worldly goods to give without self pity. Allegiance my love and my devotion. To the flag our standard, Old Glory, a symbol of freedom. Wherever she waves, there's respect because your loyalty has given her a dignity that shouts freedom is everybody's job! United that means that we have all come together. States individual communities that have united into 48 great states. Forty-eight individual communities with pride and dignity and purpose; all divided with imaginary boundaries, yet united to a common purpose, and that's love for country. And to the republic a state in which sovereign power is invested in representatives chosen by the people to govern. And government is the people and it's from the peo

What Bitches!
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Why Guys Can't Win
Why Guys Can't Win If you work too hard, there is never any time for her. If you don't work enough, you're a good-for-nothing bum. If she has a boring repetitive job with low pay, it's exploitation. If you have a boring repetitive job with low pay, you should get off your butt and find something better. If you get a promotion ahead of her, it's favoritism. If she gets a job ahead of you, it's equal opportunity. If you mention how nice she looks, it's sexual harassment. If you keep quiet, it's male indifference. If you cry, you're a wimp. If you don't, you're insensitive. If you make a decision without consulting her, you're a control freak. If she makes a decision without consulting you, she's a liberated woman. If you ask her to do something she doesn't enjoy, that's manipulation. If she asks you, it's a favor. If you try to keep yourself in shape, you're self-centered. If you don't, you're a slob. If you buy her flowers, you're after something. If

Love My Pimp :)
Wow! love is in the air and these are the people you will wanna love on. I love them all. People like these are the reason Im still here. In the begining fubar was about friendship. Now that fubar has lost its way go say hi to these people that prove fubar isnt just a game. I love you all! This one is beyond words to describe WickedAzz beotch piggy@ fubar She really is Hard2Handle alot of top rankers are fake and dont seem to have alot of personality but Michele here is an amazing woman with a spark of life that is her own. Hard 2 Handle ~La*La's FuWife~@ fubar Meet Ellie she's one in a million I like talking to her. McEllieMuffin♥Forbidden♥Fu-Wife & R/L Girlfriend 2 Mclovin@ fubar This one really is a rock angel shes been there for me when I needed advice. ROCK ANGEL

You To Can Be A Murderer!
SEATTLE -- A controversial new board game puts some of the most infamous serial killers in history back in the spotlight. The Serial Killer Trivia Game features Ted Bundy, the Green River Killer Gary Ridgway and Spokane's serial killer Robert Yates. The game places the players in the middle of some of the most notorious cases of our time with a roll of a dice. "You would land on the victim's house and once you do that, you would grab a trivia card and attempt to answer it correctly in order to claim the victim," said Ryan Hobson, the game's creator. The game, like any other board game, involves moving player pieces around the board and coming across a variety of scenarios. But he scenarios in the serial killer game involves killing. "'BTK strangler' stands for 'bind, torture, kill.' So if you got the question right, you would claim one of these victims, the little baby." The plastic babies are color-coated to match the killer (or player) who claims them. Hobson does n

Phantom Dale
Thursday, January 29, 2009, an awesome Fubarian is celebrating his birthday! *Phantom* Phantom Dale Will Be A Whole Year Older!!! *Phantom* Stop By And Spank Dale HARD! *Phantom* Fan/Rate/Add/Bling/Crush/Gift This Bad Birthday Boy! AUTO 11S WILL BE ACTIVATED! *Phantom*

Just Needing To Vent!!!!
Have you ever taken someone in that you considered family and tried to help them out? Did everything you possibly could to help them.....feed them, roof over their head, give them spending money, and treat them like they were blood only for them to turn around and stab you in the back? This person has tried over and over again numerous times to try and destroy my family.....basically turning my life upside down. This person has tried to have my kids taken from me....stopped in their tracks cause all the allegations were proved unfounded, this person even went as far as getting employed at my job knowing there was an outside personal conflict between us. Now their partner has gotten themself involved in the situation. The sad thing is I use to be very good friends with the partner too. I just can't stand it when a person can't own up to what they've done and instead tries to blame it on everyone else instead of saying, "yeah, i did it, so what" especially now that the situation has been

Challengers Legacy Lives On By Inspiring The Next Generation.
Whilst still grieving their loss, the families of the STS-51L mission decided to set up the Challenger Space (Learning) Centers, ensuring the spirit of exploration - which had cost their loved ones their lives - would live on in the generations to follow. The Challenger Center for Space Science Education was founded on April 24, 1986 - just three months after the disaster, immediately raising funds that included donations from shuttle contractors and even the then US vice president. It has since grown into an international organization, based around a principle message that was carried into aboard by Christa McAuliffe - who was selected from among more than 11,000 applicants to be the first teacher in space. 22 years on, and McAuliffe's dream of inspiring students via space exploration lives on, thanks to the work of the people like Denise Terpstra, Flight Director at the Challenger Space Center in Peoria, Arizona. 'I feel by providing the students simple and basi

Smply Delicious Chronicles
I went into the gas station today and asked for five dollars worth of gas..... ..........The clerk farted and gave me a receipt. Ever have a day that for no apparent reason EVERYTHING just irritates you??? Not really like anything triggered it, I guess some solitude would be nice. Wait.... I know... EVERYBODY LEAVE ME ALONE AND GIVE ME AN HOUR WITH MY TOY DRAWER! That might help take the edge off! LOL Have to remind myself: "We have no right to ask when sorrow comes, "Why did this happen to me?" unless we ask the same question for every moment of happiness that comes our way." Many times I've read blog posts and comments about our lives. We wish...we want....we desire...and yet somehow...something gets in the way and all we can see is we didn't get the "gold". We think we have failed ourselves as we look back over the years. Then there are those that say "yes...I've done it....I got the gold!" Okay...so then what? If you look back at your life and think you have

The Zelkaven Sword: Prelude
The Zelkaven Sword was forged one hundred years ago. It was supposed to be a weapon to destroy the last bastion of evil, the goddess Letalia’s temple. Evil was nearly destroyed in the land and the people needed one last rallying point. And so the sword was created. The attempt to destroy evil was doomed to failure. First, the best weapon smith in the world was found and asked to create identical twin swords. Next, twin diamonds had to be found naturally born to hold the magic needed. And last, but not least, Zel Kaven, last of the master mages, was asked to imbue the swords with magic and make the two swords one. When wielded, the user was undefeatable. What no one knew was that Zel was one of the goddess’s most loyal servants. He embedded the sword with so much evil magic that the diamonds turned blood red as the swords were forged together with magic. He then cursed the sword to evil. Zel then wielded the sword himself and killed all of the others involved in the

Heartstrings Are Played Upon
It's becoming more evident Much more obvious to me I thought much more of you Than you ever thought of me Was this my biggest mistake Letting myself think you cared Was I just your marionette With heartstrings open and bared With me left here still thinking What was false, what was true So puzzling and so complex I’m left to await another clue On my heartstings you played Each left with a loving memory Yet I still have those questions Do you ever think about me I’m wondering why all the intrigue Now why all of this mystery Why am I left here hanging Your the one that holds the key. done by christine .

Making Love To A Friend
You were always so perfect to me, so soft and gentle, cherishing you instantly, without a second glance, I never distrusted those eyes, that lied to me continuously, I promised you I'd always try, but slowly you were losing me. I would always have given you anything, just to keep your interest, stopping my heart from remembering, all the pain you caused, I never pulled away from that kiss, that held a painful hint of truth, Maybe you'd be too hard to miss, so I said I was still in love with you. I wanted more than just the infatuation, that you found in me. You said love was only a distraction, that you really didn't need, so I cried myself to sleep, knowing the times we shared must end. You couldn't let emotion run deep, you said you made love to me, as a friend. But eventually, my love, friendships fade, too, and I can't make love and walk away, pretending I don't love you. Never once did I push you away, but everything comes to end, so all that's

Crazy Holding On
Crazy Holding On Once there was a man who had an orange shirt. Once there was a girl who went out dancing in a skirt. Once there was a park they found they fed the frantic ducks. Once there was a couple, happy, who couldn't believe their luck. Once they went out dancing, and a candled dinner date. Once early in the morning she surrendered to her fate. Once he said "I love you" and she had to love him too. Once they had a future, happy when one and one made two. Now they are both lonely, now they live alone. Now he has a cold and empty (tidy) hollow home. Now she has a fountain, tears where once there was a heart. Now he has decided that they really have to part. Now that he has nothing, he feels he is complete. Now that she can't dance again, her heart weighs down her feet. Now he thinks about her, all the memories locked away. Now he tries so hard to forget the happy laughing days. Is she thinking of him still? Does she cry still, now and then? Is she ever

I Can't Sleep
I wrote this poem over 2 and 1/2 years ago. I can't sleep I toss and turn My heart races as it burns I hear echos of your voice Listening as it fills me with joy Thoughts of you in my head How I feel scares me to death I can't sleep I toss and turn My breath stops when I yearn For you Images I have are so Great and True That when we meet, we come unglued Every Inch of me Screams Your name I hope and pray you feel the same I can't sleep I toss and turn My Heart is tainted for you We don't know how the ending will be But I truly hope it is with me The only Question I have for you Does your heart yearn for me too?

Lyricz 2 Songz I Wrote
Sister **************** Written By Sabrina **************** Dedicated 2 My Bestfriend/Sister Lexey ***************** We Grew Up Az Friendz But Deep In Our Hearts We Knew We Was Sisters. Whenever We Was In A Jam, We Always Had Eachothers Backs, That Changed On The Day You Died, My Heart Broke Into A Million Pieces.. I Felt Like I Was Alone, I Had Nobody To Turn To... I Realized.. You Were Never Gone You Were Always Looking Down On Me. Hey Sister I Miss You, I Wish You Were Still Here With Me, I Know Your In A Better Place Yea And I Can Still See Your Face Oh Sister I Miss You!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Super Girl *************** Written By Sabrina 4 David ***************** Hey Baby, I Feel Like I'm A Super Girl When I'm With You. I Know What's In My Heart Is True. Everytime You Look Into My Eyes, You Make Me Feel Like I'm One Of A Kind. I Know That you Love Me, My Heart,Soul And Mind. I'm In Another World When I'm With You. You Never Make Me Feel Bl

It Just Bugs Me.
you know i find it funny how society now a days looks at a BBW and says to themselves ~look at her she cant take care of herself~ or if we are walkin around with a good lookin man we always get the ~he can do so much better then that thing~ i mean seriously ppl, BBW we are great women, we love and understand just as much as anybody else, the only difference is HELL YEAH we have a little more coushin for the pushin, but who wouldnt mind some cushion over a bone stickin you every now and then. and no i am not judging people who are thinner then i or in better shape i am just stating that BBW are just as good as anyone else. and another thing, we dont have to be thin to be pretty as long as we have confidence i am sure we can catch a good mans eye. and have u ever noticed that almost all the time BBW always end up with a man who is loyal and honest, and shit in some cases handsome as hell, all for the simple reason we put our foot down, literally. i think its cause a man notices the quali

Precious Gifts Of Life
I'm sitting here this evening looking back at my life. Seeing all the struggles and road blocks I've ran into and somehow overcome. Everything from child abuse (my childhood) to seeing my children's father attempt suicide for his own pity, i've seen my aunt brutally murdered, i've seen many people die in car accidents/murder, and so many innocent little human beings suffer by the hands of the devil. I've given my heart and soul to every single man i've ever been in a relationship with; I've loved and lost and still here I am....standing on solid ground. And the only reason(s) I am, is because of my two children. My son has severe asthma yet runs around like he's the healthiest baby boy in the world, and my little girl, she has pulmonary valve stenosis and a vibration to her heart....yet she is always smiling and filling my heart with such joy i didn't think existed. When I feel at my worst, they bring out my best. They make me laugh, they make me cry, they make me mad and they make me

Stupid Crap About Life/love
This is my response to the following blog: "WHy is it when a "female" see's/date...ect more then one person or anything along those lines there called sluts skanks whores hoes bithes ect but oh when a male does it hes a player and pimp hes the man blah blah fuckin quit being hypocrites and just except the fact that it 2008 and women can do the same damn thing and shouldnt be called names for it..." It's not right for ANYONE....MAN or WOMAN to play anyone. If someone has feelings for you and wants to be exclusive but your not willing to be exclusive. You don't deserve those feelings he/she has for you. If he or she is worth screwing why isn't he or she worth dating exclusive? If he or she wants to walk away because you don't want to date him or her exclusively, what right do you have to tell him or her you don't want to lose him or her? If you don't want to lose him or her then do the MATURE thing and don't be a player/pimp/slut/whore/skank. Well I've decided since no one wan

Funny Stuff
Jack decided to go skiing with his buddy, Bob. So they loaded up Jack's minivan and headed north. After driving for a few hours, they got caught in a terrible blizzard. So they pulled into a nearby farm and asked the attractive lady who answered the door if they could spend the night. "I realize it's terrible weather out there and I have this huge house all to myself, but I'm recently widowed," she explained. "I'm afraid the neighbors will talk if I let you stay in my house." "Don't worry," Jack said. "We'll be happy to sleep in the barn. And if the weather breaks, we'll be gone at first light." The lady agreed, and the two men found their way to the barn and settled in for the night. Come morning, the weather had cleared, and they got on their way They enjoyed a great weekend of skiing. But about nine months later, Jack got an unexpected letter from an attorney. It took him a few minutes to figure it out, but he finally determined that it was from the attorney of that attra

In The Afterglow
She lay serenely in the afterglow The sweat of passion spent Vaporized and no more Her hair tousled, frames a peaceful face The red glow of the cheeks still visible Her eyes resting, her mouth open slightly Her full lips still moist, her pale skin smooth No hint remains of what passed The contortions of orgasm Which were etched into her innocent face Linger no more but shall again soon She lies beneath a silken sheet Stretched more tightly across her breasts Showing them in sharp relief The cool air from the open window Arouses her nipples Which stand proud through the silk She murmurs in her sleep and squirms in unison As her arousal continues elsewhere If her lover does not return Her satisfaction will be in her own hand copyright EveningStar

Dream Lover
She wakes every morning with a smile on her face. She felt his love in her sleep. Dreamed of his embrace. Although she's never met his body. His heart she does feel. Anytime she has loved before. Has never felt so real. There is no explanation for it. Not one has she yet found. But OMG the feeling she gets when he is around. Although it may end tomorrow. The memory will not fade. For in her heart a life long friend. She feels that she has made. She hopes it last forever. She prays that they do meet. She dreams of the day her online love. sweeps her off her feet.

How Dare You...
How dare you walk into my life at the eleventh hour, Causing confusion in my world and seizing the power That I possess over the feelings I choose to have for a man, You weakened my wall by holding my hand; By being the man that I miss And showing you care in just one kiss. How dare you walk into my life through the back door and unannounced; Leaving me dreaming of every moment we've spent together and thinking of every ounce Of desire I feel to have our souls connect in such passion that it's surreal; To feel your heart pounding against my chest, To be entangled in each other's arms, My lips kissing your neck as your tongue explores my breasts; Back and forth, up and down, On the floor, in the shower, 'Til my head rests on your chest at the morning glory hour. How dare you walk into my life and expose these thoughts that I have buried for so long, That I have been able to suppress So that I may go on; You've put me in a spot from which I cannot move, You've

Loves Distance
Death comes upon us all sometimes we know when othertimes it is but a suprise in the night. know that in my life i have found you and every minute i can spend by your side is a minute of my life that will be more precious then any other. There is nothing in this world more important or desired by me then loving you every minute of the day from far away, or close by i want no more then to share every minute we can with one another. Through the good times we can make memories that last eternally Through the bad times we can grow closer as one. For standing by someone in their time of need is the visual desire of love from one to another and being with them in happiness is the purest love shown to all. copyright 2, april 2008 j.stacy (uglypoet) The distance of a ocean can never stretch farther then the desire of a loving heart. The expanse of a bright blue sky can never express the size of a caring heart. The brightness of the stars in the heaven can neve

Add Me
First off I speak my mind, secondly if you dont like what i have to say then tough, third i love sex, fourth i love eating pussy ( can do it for hours ), fifth I love the feel of a woman squirting on my face, sixth I love music and movies. Most the time I push the edge. I love getting people irritated to see how much it takes till they break, but if you take me serious then you have serious internet issues. Last of all treat me the way you want to be treated. If I piss you off or something you dont like then speak your mind. Also one day I am will create the MASK Club.

~~lonewolf~~
~LONEWOLF~Across the milesyou have brought me smilesAlthough my voice you have not heardYou've listened carefully to my wordsAnd I want you to know, Im glad we metBecause in my heart, deep down you're a treasured friendThanks for you're FriendshipAnd Thanks for being YouStop by and say Hello to this one of a kind man Show him lots of Love. He off all people deserves it Stop by and have him make you a custom skin£ÕÑÊWØ£ƒ™ of The Brotherhood- N.A.P Member- Fu Slave of Goddess of Light@ fubarBrought straight at ya fromFknCrazy*** OWNER OF CLUB NAUGHTY N NICE***~~Happily Fu-0wned by *LONEWOLF*~~@ fubar

Starbucks Coffee Is Poor Quaity
By Martin Hickman, Consumer Affairs Correspondent Thursday, 24 January 2008 Starbucks sells coffee that is poor quality and over-priced, according to a survey of cafés. The biggest player in Britain's £900m-a-year coffee shop industry offers blander drinks than its competitors Costa Coffee and Caffè Nero and is costlier than most rivals, testers for the consumer group Which? reported. Researchers also complained that the food offered at Starbucks was too fatty. Along with Costa Coffee, four of its sandwiches contained more than the 495 calories in a McDonald's Big Mac. Which? sent a team to visit 45 coffee shops. Giles Hilton, a tester who works for the coffee and tea shop chain Whittard of Chelsea, went undercover at central London branches of Starbucks, Costa and Caffè Nero, where he ordered a cappuccino and an Americano. He praised the Costa and Caffè Nero cappuccinos but judged Starbucks' cappuccino to be too frothy and its Americano too watery, which resulted in a "fa

Move On
Sitting in the morning twilight, thoughts dancing through my head, I wonder what I have become, am I alive or already dead, the pain is always constant, the one thing that keeps me sane, it tells me that I'm breathing, it's real not just a dream, so much in life I've let slip past, never took the time to see, all that should matter most, is now so far away, I know my time draws near, it's a fate that I must face, standing alone without you, just when I need you most, how I wish it could be different, we had a whole new chance, to share our love together, not just online by chance, I feel inside you love me, never have I doubted it's true, I hope that all I've said and done, has proven my love for you, you will forever be with me, I'll carry you safe inside, and we will someday be as one, for true love never really dies, I hope these words you will remember, should they be the last I share with you, you have been my guiding light, showed me the way and gav

Passage
Everything Has Its Time For everything there is a season, and a time for every matter under heaven: A time to be born and a time to die; A time to plant, and a time to pluck up what is planted; A time to kill, and a time to heal; A time to break down, and a time build up; A time to weap, and a time to laugh; A time to mourn, and a time to dance; A time to throw away stones, and a time to gather stones together; A time to embrace, and a time to refrain from embracing; A time to seek, and a time to lose; A time to keep, and a time to throw away; A time to tear, and a time to sew; A time to keep silent, and a time to speak; A time to love, and a time to hate; A time for war, and a time for peace. People always says that nothing last forever. After writing this passage I now look forward to savoring my life's joyful moments, and finding comfort that pain and sorrow will actually, in comparison, be short-lived. Living isn't just

Hey You! Yeah You ......
Hey Fu-friends... My friend Mikey just joined yesterday... If you could just take a few minutes and visit his profile fan rate and add him. I would Love you for ever lol... or at least return the favor! here is his profile Mikey@ fubar Have a great Tuesday! XOxoXO Crissy..aka BratTress

Time Is All I Need
I LET MY EMOTIONS GET AHEAD OF MYSELF. WELL I WOULD SAY ABOUT SIXTY PERCENT OF THE TIME. NO MATTER HOW MUCH I TRY TO CONTROL THEM IT SEEMS I LET IT HAPPEN. I HAVE HAD MY SHARE OF HURTING FOR A LIFE TIME SO I AM TRYING NOT TO LET MY MOTIONS GET AHEAD OF THINGS WHEN IT COMES TO MEETING PEOPLE. BUT THERE IS ONLY ONE PERSON THAT HAS MADE IT EVEN HARDER FOR ME TO CONTROL THEM BUT I KNOW IF I DONT I WILL LOSE HIM AND I DONT WANT TO DO THAT. AND EVEN IF I DO GET THEM UNDER CONTROL THERE IS NO GUARANETTE THAT HE WILL STAY. I KNOW I HAVE TO BE PATIENT AS WELL, AND THEN AGAIN PATIENTS IS ANOTHER THING THAT I HAVE A HARD TIME WITH WHEN COMES TO SOMETHING OR SOMEONE THAT I WANT IN MY LIFE. I ALSO KNOW THAT IN ORDER TO HAVE THEM I HAVE TO WORK ON BEING PATIENT AND MOST OF ALL THESE FREAKING CRAZY EMOTIONS OF MINE THAT SEEM TO "FUCK" THINGS UP FOR ME NO MATTER HOW MUCH I TRY TO CONTROL THEM. I TELL MY SELF WHEN AND IF I MEET THIS GENTLEMAN THAT I WOULDNT DO THAT, WELL GUESS WHAT THE SHIT WENT

I Am Living Proof There Is A God!
There is a GOD!!! This I can tell you because of an accident that happened on Saturday January 26,2008 on I 77 near Rock Hill SC. There was me and four other passengers in a small four door car traveling on the interstate when we were behind an 18 wheeler loaded with big heavy solid tubes of some sort. The driver of the rig had his right turn signal on trying to get into the right lane, so we were going around him in the left lane when suddenly he swerved back into the lane that he was trying to get out of. When he did that the whole trailer swerved right into us hitting us and pulling us underneath the trailer, my friend that was driving managed to pull us from underneath the trailer before the 18 wheeler tires ran on top of us and killed us all. Everyone was ok except for bumps and bruises and being really shaken up. It hit on my side crushing the windshield and ripping my door off. Glass was everywhere in our hair,clothes,shoes and all over the car. knocking the radio out of the car

Invite Friends Hang Out & Get Paid
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Super-sensitive People
Ok...here's my first blog on here. Why are people so f-n sensitive on here? People ask a question and get offended when people don't answer a certain way. Here's the story. No names were changed because I'm not scared to use them. cajuncandie posted a photo. Her comment for the picture was something like "I really like B&W photos. Don't you?" Well, I don't. I prefer color photos. I gave her picture a '10' rating and I left a comment that said something like "I don't really like them. B&W photos are overplayed." She sent me a shout and said that she liked them. I told her that she asked a question and I gave my opinion and there was no reason to get offended. She said that she was offended and blocked me. Now really...how mature is that? Blocking someone because they answered a question that you asked. Really now. What makes people so sensitive that they can't take it when people have a different opinion than they do? How can someone that sensitive function in the real world? Singl

Missing Doggie!!!!!!!
BIGG CHIEFF IS FINALLY HOME! FOUND HIM ACROSS TOWN HE IS NOT REAL WELL SO KEEP HIM IN UR PRAYERS STILL-THANK U ALL FOR THE TOY PUPPIES WHILE HE WAS AWAY-U ROCK!!!!! Well guys it has been since Friday the 24th at about 7am that my wonderful dog came up missing-I am coming to the realization he most likely has been taken in by someone-so please keep him in your prayers that at least that someone will be good to him and take care of him well until he can find his way back to us! He is absolutely amazing and if he cannot be here with us then as long as he is safe is the most important thing now! Thank you all for the gifts and comments and shouts wishing him a safe return!

Hand In Hand
Laying underneath the stars, On a warm silent night. Your arms are wrapped around me, And everything feels right. You kiss me sweet and softly, I feel your warm gentle touch, You help me feel protected Under the sweet night sky rush. My world before me is perfect. There's nowhere else I want to be, Except laying underneath the stars Hand in hand, you and me. Just when everything is perfect, And you seem so delicately sweet, A rush of wind comes past me As I'm swept beneath my feet. Nothing could be more right, There's nowhere else I want to be. Let's take a walk my only love, Hand in hand, you and me.

Love
A special world for you and me A special bond one cannot see It wraps us up in its cocoon And holds us fiercely in its womb. Its fingers spread like fine spun gold Gently nestling us to the fold Like silken thread it holds us fast Bonds like this are meant to last. And though at times a thread may break A new one forms in its wake To bind us closer and keep us strong In a special world, where we belong.

Real Friends!
Subject: Fw: No Sissy Poem for Me None of that Sissy stuff! Are you tired of those sissy 'friendship' poems? Well, here is a series of promises that actually speak of true friendship. You will see no cutesy little smiley faces on this card; just the stone cold truth of our great friendship. 1. When you are sad --I will jump on the person who made you sad like a spider monkey jacked up on Mountain Dew!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! 2. When you are blue -- I will try to dislodge whatever is choking you. 3. When you smile -- I will know you are plotting something that I must be involved in. 4. When you're scared -- we will high tail it out of here. 5. When you are worried -- I will tell you horrible stories about how much worse it could be until you quit whining, ya big baby!!!! 6. When you are confused -- I will use little words. 7. When you are sick --Stay away from me until you are well again. I don't want whatever you have. 8. When you fall -- I

Don't Let Your Husband Go To Walmart
NO PARENT LEFT BEHIND.... I promise you cannot read these and not laugh out loud. These are real notes written by parents in an ALABAMA school district. Spellings have been left intact. 1. My son is under a doctor's care and should not take PE today. Please execute him. 2. Please exkuce lisa for being absent she was sick and i had her shot. 3. Dear school: please ecsc's john being absent on jan. 28, 29, 30, 31, 32 and also 33. 4. Please excuse gloria from jim today. She is administrating. 5. Please excuse roland from p.e. for a few days. Yesterday he fell out o ree and misplaced his hip. 6. John has been absent because he had two teeth taken out of his face. 7. Carlos was absent yesterday because he was playing football. He was hurt in the growing part. 8. Megan could not come to school today because she has been bothered by very close veins. 9. Chris will not be in school cus he has an acre in his side. 10. Please excuse ray friday from school. He

To Every Guy
BASICS: Name: Age: Location: Height: Hair (color and style): Eyes: Piercings/tattoos: Phone Number( wtf... ) OTHER: 1. Do you drink/smoke? 2. Do you like the rain? 4. If so...would you play in it with me? 5. Do you like movies? 6. If so would you stay up and watch them with me all night? 8. Could we cuddle and just fall asleep together? 9. Would you kiss my neck? favourite season? what are you talents and hobbies? lifelong dreams? do you like animals or haver any pets? are you in school? describe the perfect date? night or day? are you a sensitive guy or a tough guy do you enjoy philisophical conversations religious beliefs politics? do you like coffee?? do you do drugs? 10. Do you play any sports? 11. If so...what? 12. Would you call me right after we saw eachother? 13. How would you rate your kisses from 1-10? 14. Favorite body part on you? 15. What would you say is the best thing about yoursel

Butt Dust
what is butt dust? What, you ask, is "Butt dust?" Read on and you'll discover the joy in it! These have to be original and genuine. No adult is this creative. JACK (age 3) was watching his Mom breast-feeding his new baby sister. After a while he asked: "Mom why have you got two? Is one for hot and one for cold milk?" MELANIE (age 5) asked her Granny how old she was. Granny replied she was so old she didn't remember any more. Melanie said, "If you don't remember you must look in the back of your panties. Mine say five to six." STEVEN (age 3) hugged and kissed his Mom good night. "I love you so much that when you die I'm going to bury you outside my bedroom window." BRITTANY (age 4) had an earache and wanted a pain killer. She tried in vain to take the lid off the bottle. Seeing her frustration, her Mom explained it was a child-proof cap and she'd have to open it for her. Eyes wide with wonder, the little girl asked: "How does it know it's me?"

My Journey To Entertainment Domination
Last year at work I guess it's nothing new to most of you but this is a first for me. Our company put a cap on our salaries. That really hurt. 39 yrs old and stuck at 16.51 an hr. I will 40 in a couple of months and of course I didn't want to stay in this job forever. Last October I was finally free from bankruptcy. Has to be the longest 10 years of my life. DO NOT I repeat DO NOT ever file for bankruptcy. No matter what happens in your life don't do it. Months go by and I get passed up for the lead operator at work. This was the last straw for me. I put up with a lot of crap at work and let a lot slide by. I took a look at myself and said "Dude, you're 40 years old, diabetes is killing you, you are not married and have no kids. Let's do it. We have nothing to lose. If we failed, hey at least we gave it a try. We put it off this long. Let's go" Well I made the call to Full Sail a school in Florida and to setup my tour. January 13th was the day I took my first steps to entertai

Funny Parents
NO PARENT LEFT BEHIND.... I promise you cannot read these and not laugh out loud. These are real notes written by parents in an ALABAMA school district. Spellings have been left intact. 1. My son is under a doctor's care and should not take PE today. Please execute him. 2. Please exkuce lisa for being absent she was sick and i had her shot. 3. Dear school: please ecsc's john being absent on jan. 28, 29, 30, 31, 32 and also 33. 4. Please excuse gloria from jim today. She is administrating. 5. Please excuse roland from p.e. for a few days. Yesterday he fell out o ree and misplaced his hip. 6. John has been absent because he had two teeth taken out of his face. 7. Carlos was absent yesterday because he was playing football. He was hurt in the growing part. 8. Megan could not come to school today because she has been bothered by very close veins. 9. Chris will not be in school cus he has an acre in his side. 10. Please excuse ray friday from school. He

It's A New Year 2008
Hi to all friend old and new it's been a long time sence my last blog I have made some good one's of course and some that realy opened up people's eyes about alot of stuff but this 1 here will change alot of people's view's on me im sure. I have been on this site now about 2 1/2 years wowe time goes fast when we all have fun and flirtin here and there huh hehe. First off my choice in pets ok well its snakes and its snakes because i work and travel alot soo I dont realy have time for a dog or cat realy my snakes are tame i handle them often and they know me and no they dont bite no 1 or kids even at the bmx races ok. and no there is no fangs or poison either I shop smart when I buy a snake. unlike some people do with buyin a dog or even a lizard or a spider for a kid of any age. and yes they can and do keep me single but in this life its to each there own right? soo im cool with it if buy chance i meet a woman who is ok with snakes then soo be it and if i dont then im still cook wit

Break Your Brain With Dr. Phil
When we start out in the world we are innocent and as we grow up and begin to experience and take in all of the happenings around us, we start to grow, into what nobody knows. We embark on a journey with no destination and seemingly no direction. We are gullible and naive taking everything we see at face value. Sure we have questions and we have doubts, but still we fumble along like those really long and excessively pointless movies you spent $8.50 to see and ran out of popcorn and soda an hour in before you realized 3 hours had gone by and you've killed about 400 braincells just for saying the title of it.Well I pose this question for you... do not rush to answer it, read it, absorb it, take it in and mull it over for a few days, when you sit back down and begin to type, lean back and think over your response... What is YOUR purpose in life? Closed Captioning for the hearing impared.The Killers Lyrics What is Sanity? Well I suppose it all depends on whom you ask, doesn't it?Merridia

More Bs...
I swear this current Administration and the lackeys they put in position of authority is just insane on the real. I'll set the story for those who don't remember. The Bush Aministration put someone in charge of an important organization like FEMA who had experience in managing horses or some shit like that as well as other bogus credentials. FEMA's brilliant idea first was to put hurricane survivors on cruise ships. Ok you've lost family members n friends as well as your homes and property to flooding. Why in their right mind would FEMA rent cruise ships for millions. The luxury cruise lines made millions and didn't have to do anything for it. Free money. Its idiotic. Then I just see on the news that the trailers that FEMA set up for hurricane survivors have been making people sick. Formaldehyde in the trailers is causing people to get sick researchers just found out. They also said that FEMA knew this would happen and was happening, but covered up the results. FEMA of cour

Me And My Friends.lol.
1. Thank you. We‘re all refreshed and challenged by your unique point of view. 2. The fact that no one understands you doesn‘t mean you‘re an artist. 3. I don‘t know what your problem is, but I‘ll bet it‘s hard to pronounce. 4. Any connection between your reality and mine is purely coincidental. 5. I have plenty of talent and vision. I just don‘t care. 6. I like you. You remind me of when I was young and stupid. 7. What am I? Flypaper for freaks!? 8. I‘m not being rude. You‘re just insignificant. 9. I‘m already visualizing the duct tape over your mouth. 10. I will always cherish the initial misconceptions I had about you. 11. It‘s a thankless job, but I‘ve got a lot of Karma to burn off. 12. Yes, I am an agent of Satan, but my duties are largely ceremonial. 13. No, my powers can only be used for good. 14. How about never? Is never good for you? 15. I‘m really easy to get along with once you people learn to worship me. 16. You sound reasonable...Time to up my medication.

The World According To Bud
Well here is the first installment of the world according to Bud. As always stream of consciousness and with full typos :). I guess i don't have anything more important to say than anyone else who takes the time to tickle the keyboard but I'm honored that you, poor reader, have taken the time to check out my ramblings. The subject that strikes my fancy today is describing my impression of Fubar so far, from the eyes of a newbie. I have had the opportunity to meet some wonderful people and truly make some great friends. I can definitely see how this would become an addiction and i'm doing my best to keep going to work and eating dinner etc. I suppose if i don't I'd end up sleeping at the keyboard and wasting away to nothing. Well, all joking aside I have really enjoyed my time on Fubar. It definitely took a little time to get rolling and find my social niche but it was worth the time investment. I think by taking your time and letting friendships develop it makes the rest of the in

We R A Dyin Breed
To every guy that's said, "Sex can wait" To every guy that's said, "You're beautiful." To every guy that was never too busy to drive across town (or across the state) to see her. To every guy that gives flowers and a card when she is sick. To every guy who has given her flowers just because. To every guy that said he would die for her. To every guy that really would. To every guy that did what she wanted to do. To every guy that cried in front of her. To every guy that she cried in front of. To every guy that holds hands with her. To every guy that kisses her with meaning. To every guy that hugs her when she's sad. To every guy that hugs her for no reason at all. To every guy who would give their jacket up for her. To every guy that calls to make sure she got home safe. To every guy that would sit and wait for her for hours just to see her for ten minutes To every guy that would give his seat up. To every guy that just wants to cudd

Shamanism
Shamanism is classified by anthropologists as an archaic magico-religious phenomenon in which the shaman is the great master of ecstasy. Shamanism itself, was defined by the late Mircea Eliade as a technique of ecstasy. A shaman may exhibit a particular magical specialty (such as control over fire, wind or magical flight). When a specialization is present the most common is as a healer. The distinguishing characteristic of shamanism is its focus on an ecstatic trance state in which the soul of the shaman is believed to leave the body and ascend to the sky (heavens) or descend into the earth (underworld). The shaman makes use of spirit helpers, with whom he or she communicates, all the while retaining control over his or her own consciousness. (Examples of possession occur, but are the exception, rather than the rule.) It is also important to note that while most shamans in traditional societies are men, either women or men may and have become shamans. There are a number of rel

Favorite Songs
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Mother Moon
March rolls in like the proverbial lion, and if we're really lucky, it might go out like a lamb. It's the time of the Storm Moon, the month when Spring finally arrives, around the time of the Equinox, and we see new life begin to spring forth. As the Wheel of the Year turns once more, heavy rains and gray skies abound -- the earth is being showered with the life-giving water it needs to have a fertile and healthy growing season. This is also a time of equal parts light and darkness, and so a time of balance. Correspondences: Colors: Green, yellow, light purple Gemstones: Bloodstone, aquamarine Trees: Dogwood, honeysuckle Gods: Isis, the Morrighan, Artemis, Cybele Herbs: High John, pennyroyal, wood betony, apple blossom Element: Water Use this month for magical workings related to rebirth and regrowth. Sponsored Links Moon Phase Huge selection, great deals on Moon Phase items. Yahoo.com Your Name Tells It All Get the Astonishing Facts Magic Can't Tell You ww

I Reason That I Feel Like Giving Up
NEVER JUDGE A BOOK BY ITS COVER CUZ YOU DONT KNOW WHAT YOU GOT UNTIL ITS GONE EVEN IF YOU NEVER MEET OR BEEN WITH THE PERSON IT COULD BE THAT RIGHT PERSON FOR YOU SO STOP AND THINK ABOUT IT BOFOR ITS TO LATE WELL TO START MY MOM HAS CANCER AND NEEDS TO GO BACK TO THE HOSPITAL ON FEB.4 FOR SURGREY AND NOW I FOUND OUT THAT MY DAD HAS CANCER WORSE THAN MY MOM AND IT HASN'T EVEN BEEN A YEAR YET THAT MY 1 UNCLE DIED FROM CANCER SO IM SORRY EVERBODY WHEN I PUT UP THAT I GIVE UP

Andrea
Meet my Owner! I couldn't have asked for a better owner... Go show her lots of love!but not too much;) Sean's girl & Fu-Fiance to LSD's Shell~Co-Owned by Irishpunk & LSD's Shell@ fubar p.s. i love you andrea:P alright mates my girl left me yesterday:(what was once the warmest room in the house is now the coldest,darkest...let me tell you about this girl..she got the this smile that could warm the coldest of heart...her eyes could make alll your worries disappear,and s kiss that could send you to heaven;)i love you Andrea with all of me heart and soul...after all ..you ARE me heart and soul..you make me a better bloke when your about,and i want to change the world so you don't hurt as much...my life with you means everything..and i don't fancy losing you....your stuck with me darlin..le grá go deo-Sean She will always smell good even if it's just shampoo. The way her heads always find the right spot on my shoulder. How cute she looks when she sleeps. The ease in which she

My Thoughts And Opinions
At times of my life.I wish for things that i want.Like a close relationship,or finally get married,but Can't have it,cause it's hard to win the heart of a woman.All of my relationship with women turn out short.They lasted a half a year,a month,half a month,weeks,and even 1 freaking day.Don't know what i do wrong thou,but i guess it had to be that i'm to damn nice.Well found out that women don't see me for my heart,they see me for my wheelchair.People don't what to bother with the wheelchair.I know,cause my family does.I can see it in their faces.anyways another thing i wish for is that to have a case of beer,a bottle of Jack,or Vodka,so when i feel sad or down.I could just drink my sadness away,and sleep it the hell of.I think i'm becoming my father.He used to spent his hardworking money to booze,and left us without food for the week.Funny thou all my life i never wanted my father life,and i had.I quit being my father and just minimize my drinking.Now i can't drink,cause i'm diabetic.

My Cousins..
My cousins trevor and olivia were in an accident.. i just got an e-mail from my uncle.. here is reads.. Trevor and Olivia were in an accident this morning in Perry Florida while headed back to Tallahassee. Trevor may have fallen asleep. The truck rolled several times ejecting both him and Olivia. They were air lifted to Tallahassee Memorial. Joyce and Brain are there. They are in pretty bad shape. They need our prayers!

Retirement Plan
i know everyone has a song that reminds them of that special someone to me the troops are that someone special i am doing another play list for them im email or comment me a song you think should be there thank you IT IS UP NOW PLEASE TAKE A LOOK RETIREMENT PLANNING FOR 2007/8 If you had purchased $1000 of Nortel stock one year ago, it would now be worth $49. With Enron, you would have had $16.50 left of the original $1000. With WorldCom, you would have less than $5 left. And with $1000 of Delta Air Lines stock, you would now collect $49. But, if you had purchased $1,000.00 worth of beer one year ago, drank all the beer, then turned in the cans for the aluminum recycling REFUND, you would have had $214.00. Based on the above, the best current investment advice is to drink heavily and recycle. It's called the 401-Keg Plan.

When Is It Enough????
There were these two guys in a bar, which was on the 20th floor of a building. The first man said " I bet you $100 I can jump out that window and come straight back in!" The second man says "Ok, sure." and the barman holds the bet. The first man jumps out the window and disappears for a second before jumping straight back in. Disappointed about losing the $100, the second man says: " I'll bet you another $100 you can't do it again." So the barman holds the bet. Sure enough, the first man jumps out the window, disappears for a second, then jumps straight back in. Thinking he must have caught a freak gust of wind, the second man says "Ok, I bet you $300 I can jump out the window and come straight back in." The first man says" Ok, sure." The second man jumps out the window and falls to the footpath below. He is dead. Back up in the bar, the barman says to the first man " Gee, you can be a bastard when you're pissed, Superman." A businessman enters a tavern, sits down at the bar, and order

Top Ten List #1
10. Get ahead faster in corporate America. 9. Get a blow job. 8. Find out what is so fascinating about beating the meat. 7. Pee standing up while talking to other men at a urinal. 6. Determine WHY you can't hit the bowl consistently. 5. Find out what it's like to be on the other end of a surging orgasm. 4. Touch yourself in public without thought as to how improper it may seem. 3. Jump up and down naked with an erection to see if it feels as funny as it looks. 2. Understand the scientific reason for the light refraction which occurs between a man's eyes and the ruler situated next to his member which causes two inches to be added to the final measurement. 1. Repeat number 9...... 10. Conversations often begin with "Put the gun down, and then we can talk". 9. The school principal has your number on speed-dial. 8. The cat is on Valium. 7. People have trouble understanding your kids, because they learned to speak through clenched teeth. 6. You are tr

Everyone Read
Alright soo i'm really NOOB to this site.. My name is Kevin, and I'm from Schaumburg Illinois, but stationed in Fort Hood texas.. Right now i'm open to meet anyone around any of those two areas.. I'm currently deployed to iraq. I'm a military police officer but am trying to reclass to special forces when i'm back in the states.. I have a bike right now, but due to the fact that my internet sucks I can't upload a picture.. Yea it's a crotch rocket, when i'm finally back home i'll be having a new bike.. I'm pretty much the typical guy. I love to have fun, an Adrenaline Junky and yes i'm single.. Got out of a relationship because I was deployed.. Ohh well. I've escaped death one too many times and actually got a video of my truck getting blown up, it's on my myspace.. If you want to add me on myspace send me a message and whatnot i'll tell you the link.. Any questions ask! I'm open to meeting new ppl.

Top Ten List #2
10. Everyone around you has an attitude problem. 9. You're adding chocolate chips to your cheese omelet 8. The dryer has shrunk every last pair of your jeans. 7. Your husband is suddenly agreeing to everything you say. 6. You're using your cell phone to dial up bumper stickers that says, "How's my driving? Call 1-800-EAT-SHIT." 5. Everyone's head looks like an invitation to batting practice. 4. You're convinced there's a God and he's male. 3. You're counting down the days until menopause. 2. You're sure that everyone is scheming to drive you crazy. 1. The ibuprofen bottle is empty and you bought it yesterday.

Happy Valentines Day
Be My Valentine A man walks into a post office one day and sees a middle-aged, balding man standing at the counter methodically placing "Love" stamps on bright pink envelopes with hearts all over them. He then takes out a perfume bottle and starts spraying scent all over them. His curiosity gets the better of him; he goes up to the balding man and asks him what he is doing. The man says, "I'm sending out 1,000 Valentine cards signed, 'Guess who?'" "But why?" asks the man. "I'm a divorce lawyer," the man replies. Saint Valentine, according to romantic legend, was a kind-hearted Roman priest who married young couples against the wishes of Emperor Claudius II, and was beheaded for his deeds on the 14th of February. In truth, the exact origins and identity of St. Valentine are unclear. According to the Catholic Encyclopedia, "At least three different Saint Valentines, all of them martyrs, are mentioned in the early martyrologies under the date of 14 February." Two of these men lived in

Life,love,learning
"What is more like love than the ocean? You can play in it, drown in it. It can be clear and bright enough to hurt your eyes, or covered in fog; hidden behind a curve of road, and then suddenly there in full glory. Its waves come like breaths, in and out, in and out, body stretched to forever in its possibilities, and yet its heart lies deep, not fully knowable, inconceivably majestic." Love, Life, and Learning ~"I like to think that you care for and about me.... ...You're always there to put up with my BS.... ...You make me laugh and smile... ...You're mostly perfect." --Me MOSTLY perfect. The most important thing in life is love. But there are many different types of love. You have the love a child shares with a parent or grandparent. That kind of love is easy to come by... You have the love a group of close friends have for each other... That bond that keeps them always together. They are so close they know when you are happy or sad or mad or depressed when you

Interesting Chain Of Events
This is so u can find my other one. Tonight I will be in a competition for about $8,000 playing poker. I have decided with the recent loss of my job I am going to pursue a full time poker career. The money is too good and it is something that I enjoy more than anything else at the moment. I have no attachments to anyone so I can devote myself to cards. Maybe it will work out better than the last few relationships I have had, lol. Anyway, wish me luck all. I am on the long road to the WSOP Main Event 2008. Only a $10,000 buy in. My first goal is to get into the main event of the heartland poker tour, which the tourney tonight is part of. Love you all. :) I guess this started around my b-day. I had been kinda down cause it really didn't seem to matter to anybody except me. Hell the person I expected most to care didn't tell me for 3 or for more days and our b-days are within a couple of weeks of each other. Anyway I get to work the next morning and fall on the ice and break my hand. It w

Music
This song cam eou twhen I was about 16 or 17... It's SO described my life over the years, to the point I think I lived my life this way on purpose... It also has the GREATEST bass riffs throughout it! Boredom saturation It's a never ending clue Isn't just to fill the time When there's nothing else to do She drove on out of New York She had enough insane And drivin' just though Texas two days She ended up in L.A. Shuffle it all Shuffle it all, yeah Shuffle it all Pack up your life again A pile of records spread out The covers still look good Picture here a Peter Tosh's startin' down and a smokin' wood My dog dreaming is running I see him twitch a paw My woman playing Dr. Mario On the TV all night long Just another cigarette Staring at the moon, yeah Then I'm headin' off to bed Sleepin' without you, yeah Shuffle it all Shuffle it all, yeah Pack up your bags again It's a long and winding road Sure enjoy the view, yeah If you want to s

Pain
i wake up at night and see ur still not there crying myself back to sleep wishing u would just care your all thats on my mind every hour of every day and the one thing i wish is for u just to stay youve ripped out my heart and stomped on my soul i feel like im going crazy and have lot all control and then u smile and it all goes away the hope cums back that ull be back someday so i sit here and wait with nothing else to lose trying to change myself cus i have so mush left to prove i love u more then anything ive ever known i dont know what to say or whetelse is to be shown all i know is i love u with all my heart and thats one thing that will never fade and untill the day cums when u cum back ill be wish youd have stayed never say i love u if u dont realy care never talk bout feelings if they arnt really there never hold my hand if ur going to break my heart never say your going to if u dont plan to start never look into my eyes if all u do is lie never say hell

Rejected Blast No Refund!
I put in for a blast and it was rejected with no explaination. This is how it read. "Check out all the model pics, and free photo shoots for all my friends." This blast also had my picture on it and not the picture I am using now. After the reject, I offered to change the wording to "TOTALLY FREE" and for my friends to post on Fubar. I never got a reply. Then when I asked what happened to my refund, they told me I can be rejected at any time and there are no refunds. It all depends on what they think. I am not worried about getting my money back. I paid for it through paypal and I am sure they will refund my money. I would just like everyone to let Fubar know they their policy sucks and they legally can't keep the money. I really enjoy Fubar and I have devoted a lot of my time to it, but I won't let someone rip me off. Now I am faced with the idea there is no way I can post a blast because of fear they will reject me for no reason and then try to keep my mon

Poem
Newest poem thank God i’m back to normal couldn’t write for 6 months Category: Writing and Poetry The Perfect Woman Smart, Beautiful, Loving, and caring, Able to put up with any mans faults, but wishes for the man who's her soulmate, Time, and relationships from the past have molded her into the woman that she is, She doesn't care how she looks, because she knows inside her beauty is unparalleled, With one smile, or one word spoken she can calm the most serious of situations, Her warmth could warm a frostbitten man, Written by: AL Copyright 11/20/07 Untitled Cold and dreary, the rain continues, Similar to life which repeats itself in continuing cycles, Times past, hearts broken, souls ripped to shreds, Yet we keep moving, The souls ripped, the hearts broken and time passed, all have something, In which not many of us realize, The Soul heals not worse for wear but wiser, The heart broken in time, is put back tog

Right On Andy Rooney
Andy Rooney said on '60 Minutes' a few weeks back: I don't think being a minority makes you a victim of anything except numbers. The only things I can think of that are truly discriminatory are things like the United Negro College Fund, Jet Magazine, Black Entertainment Television, and Miss Black America. Try to have things like the United Caucasian College Fund, Cloud Magazine, White Entertainment Television, or Miss White America; and see what happens...Jesse Jackson will be knocking down your door. Guns do not make you a killer. I think killing makes you a killer. You can kill someone with a baseball bat or a car, but no one is trying to ban you from driving to the ball game. I believe they are called the Boy Scouts for a reason, which is why there are no girls allowed. Girls belong in the Girl Scouts! ARE YOU LISTENING MARTHA BURKE? I think that if you feel homosexuality is wrong, it is not a phobia, it is an opinion. I have the right 'NOT' to be tolerant of oth

Downraters
http://fubar.com/user/1298598 http://fubar.com/user/1301922 http://fubar.com/user/1468872 http://fubar.com/user/1378934 http://fubar.com/user/1499322 one more added today and was invited by the same person that downrated me and a much of others. http://fubar.com/user/1355873 the reason why its the same person is because they are only online long enough to downrate you http://fubar.com/user/1406930

Betrayed
That pretty much sums it up. I told someone something personal and they took that information and decided to share it with other people. Its unfortunate. I guess all I can do is, well, nothing really. I have learned my lesson and have decided that this person is not someone I can trust. I will never tell this person anything important ever again im in my first contest plz help :) http://fubar.com/photo.php?u=1074984&albumid=935226&i=2377484615&idx=7

Auctions
AUCTION HAS ENDED WAS WON BY DJ ACHMED. I'M ON THE AUCTION BLOCK AGAIN SO WHO WILL BE THE LUCKY WINNER? CLICK THE PICTURE TO SEE OFFERS,BID & RATE PLEASE!!!! (the one with mosts rates wins a prize) BE SURE TO RATE, FAN AND SHOW THE HOST OF THIS AUCTION SOME FU LOVE. HE'S A GREAT GUY!! ΤhΣ ßîg ΜîκΣ ™...Regulator @ Forbidden@ fubar UP FOR SALE....... CLICK THIS PICTURE BELOW TO BID......THXS!!!! I HAVE ALSO ADDED 4 BLINGS TO WINNER!!!!! ALSO BE SURE TO F/A/R & LUV UP THE HOST OF THE AUCTION AND MY FRIEND ~PebblesinAZ~Owned by DJ KIDD ROCK

My Top Friends
Ok after way to many complaints from people about where they are in my top friends list... I have desided only my real life friends get those spots. I was using it to keep track of those i liked to talk to, but since noone seems happy with where they are on that list i have removed them all.. I am sorry if i do not contact you as often now do to this change, but feel free to contact me. I am here to have fun, make some friends, and if it means that much to you at being my top friend i am sorry. As of now only my Best friend and his wife are marked as top friends.

Fu-buck Giveaway
Welcome to Fu~Vivor- Fubar Island! HAPPY HOUR OR $100 GIFT CARD? New Contest starting as soon as I have enough players. Just like the show its all about being the sole survivor Part 1: All Contestants will participate in reverse bombing, meaning u will not bomb yourself, you will bomb the other contestants. U want to be the person with the least comments. The person with the most comments at the end of every other day will be eliminated. However the contestants who are eliminated will not go "home" empty handed. They will receive for every comment 1 Fubuck, every rate will equal 1 Fubuck as well. When all have been eliminated down to two players then part 2 will start. Part 2: The two remaining contestants will retain their comments and will continue on with an endurance race to the finish line. The first to reach 50,000 comments will receive their choice of a Happy Hour or a $100.00(Real US Money) Gift Card. Which is to be purchased online and emailed

Its Time
Hey everyone--our lovely fu wife is trying to level up so please go visit and help her out...if there is anything we can help you out on just let us know. http://fubar.com/user/1387496 First of all thanks for reading this little diatribe lol...we have way too many friends on our list that we dont hear from any at all (even when we leave comments,rates,or love). If you would like to stay please let us know so we dont delete a true friend by accident.

Who Needs Friends Like That?
alrightt. well recently me and some of my old time friends had a falling out. They lied to me. actually they lied they said shit and mad up shit. and i make it very clear to anyone that i don't like liars.actaully i hate them. Also i make it clear that i don't believe ANYONE should talk behind ANYONES backk. if you have the balls to say it. Say it to the persons face. see who ballsy you are then. Don't go around saying it behind they're backk and being friends with them to their face. how stupid can people get? I don't say anything behind anyones backk. and if i do say something and i don't say it to your face. you better believe when it comes down to it i will say it to your face. Sorry bout the rantish kinda thing. i was just pissed : ]]

Fantasy Wwe
Raw Roster Randy Orton Jeff HArdy Beth Phonix Cody RHodes Hardcore Holly Ashley Brian Kendrick Candice Michelle Carlito Charlie Hass Chris Jericho DH smith Drew McIntyre Hacksaw Jim Duggans JBL Jillian John Cena Lance Cade Maria Melina Mickie James Mr.Kenedy Paul London Robbie McAllister Ron Simmons Rory McAllistor Santion Marrella Shawn Michaels Snitsky Stone Cold Super Crazy Todd Grisham Trevor Murdoch Tripple H Umaga Val Venis William Regal Smackdown Roster Batista Cherry Chuck Palumbo Curt Hawkins Dave Taylor Deuce Domino Edge Festus Finly Funaki Gregory Helms Hornswaggle Jamie Noble Jesse Jimmy Wang Yang Kane Kenny Dykstra Mark Henry Maryse Matt Hardy Michelle McCool MVP Rey Mysterio Ric Flair Shannon Moore The Great Khali Torrie Wilson Undertaker Victoria Zack Ryder ECW roster Balls Mahoney Big Daddy V Boogyman CM Punk Elijah Burke John Morrison Kelly kelly Kevin THorn Kofi Kingston Lay

Contests/giveaways
With your help I can do it! I'm more than half way there on my giveaway can you please come lend me a hand. Click on the links below. thanks for your help. All help will be returned in your contests/giveaways. Silverpixi My Friends Rock...thank for this Mystic Faerie JUST ONE RATE PLEASE!!! THANK YOU!!!! HAVE FUN!!! (repost of original by '~MysticFaerie~ **Happy Member of *Club United*' on '2008-07-30 17:44:19') Please come help me in my giveaway... I need 25,000 comments. I will help anyone in their contest/giveways that help me. Thanks in advance... Silverpixi The link is below

Contest For Happy Hour
Alright, I know I have some really awesome friends on here. Can y'all help me get 50,000 comments to get my first happy hour? Please--any and all help would be greatly appreciated....For every 100 comments that I get from someone, I'll give you 5,000 fubucks.....just let me know you left the comments. Kelly :)

Ressipees
Roasted Guinea Pig skinned, gutted and charcoal roasted on a spit. They are just a snack really, and you should get at least 3-4 for a full meal. You eat Guinea Pig just the same a squirrel, starting with the hams, and working your way forward, making sure to scrape all the meat off of the ribs. Possum and Taters Ingredients: 1 young, fat possum 8 sweet potatoes 2 tablespoons butter 1 tablespoon sugar salt Directions: First, catch a possum. This in itself is excellent entertainment on a moonlight night. Skin the possum and remove the head and feet. Be sure to wash it thoroughly. Freeze overnight either outside or in a refrigerator. When ready to cook, peel the potatoes and boil them tender in lightly salted water along with the butter and sugar. At the same time, stew the possum tender in a tightly covered pan with a little water. Arrange the taters around the possum, strip with bacon, sprinkle with thyme or marjoram, or pepper, and brown in the oven. Baste often wi

Roses And Violets
The sun goes down on the eastern horizon heating the night afire with light blazing wildly Her eyes dim with wonder gazing upon the scene of birds coming to life and flowers blooming wide Hearts slow with passion tense become their feelings together forever and more as they share a bitter kiss Never again will they part true love never ends she tells herself quietly speaking loudly for all to hear Nothing is as it seems thoughts muddled again what were her memories wide awake she dreams Roses are red because they are bleeding for the company of someone new Another heart that is forever needing a caring soul to make them two If one should come along on a day of loneliness full with dark skies I pray that they share without delay a knowing smile that never dies Violets are blue because they are sad in a world that is passing them by The hours float by with thoughts had always showing nothing but a lie Perhaps two spirits will someday meet on

In Memory Of.....
Clara Joyce Kramer was born on November 6, 1941 to Henry and Bertha Kramer. She was married for 27 years to the former Dr. Michael McDonald of Fairdale KY, that has gone on before her some 2 yers ago. She is survived by two sons, one grandson, two sisters, four nephews, three nieces, four great nieces, and three great nephews. Clara Joyce Kramer died at St. Mary and Elizabeth hospital on January 25, 2008 from cancer. Her services were this morning at Arch L Heady at Resthaven Chapel at 10:00 a.m. this morning, cold, rainy and blustery. Thanks for the weather Aunt Joyce i know you didnt want us hanging out there and sobbing like a bunch of ninnies over you. Aunt Joyce was a lover of animals, lover of children and family, and most of all could make even the most hardened of hearts regardless of the situation crazk a smile and immediately go to a full belly laugh. My fondest memory of Aunt Joyce is over at the horse farm she had in Fairdale Ky, plenty of land, huge barn. I

Random Thoughts
Some days it seems like it's finally going my way. Kids are listening ... bills are paid ... something good cooking for dinner ... the job isn't overly stressful. Others aren't quite like that. I'm not bitching, entirely. I know that there are people out there who have it much, much worse than I could ever even fathom. I'm just used to things a certain way ... blame my parents ... I had a pretty freaking good upbringing and I guess maybe that spoiled me just a little. Not to the point of superficiality - I'm not talking about materialistic spoiling neccesarily ... It's just that when I was growing up - I don't remember ever seeing my parents struggle with anything. My mom always had the house clean. My dad always made sure that he earned enough to keep us wearing the latest trends. My mom always had time to go to soccer, baseball, softball, swimming, dancing, etc, etc, etc, etc not just with ONE kid - but with ALL THREE. My dad always had a new project going on in our hou

One Fine Chica, Gotta Love Her!
My Dear FriendMullethunterAKA MandaManda, and I met on Fubar. Almost instantly became friendsShe is the type friend who is always willing to help someone else outManda has been a huge help to me.She and I have shared alot in the past.Had rough times as well as well as good times, but she and I have stuck together as friends! Much Luv Manda Stop by her page and show her some LUV!~(((...Mullet Hunter...)))~Club Naughty N Nice~Club F.A.R.~Fubars After Hours~@ fubarThis Pimpout Brought Straight at ya fromFknCrazy*** OWNER OF CLUB NAUGHTY N NICE***~~Happily Fu-Owned by ~LONEWOLF~@ fubar

Poetry
Touch the face of the heavens Feel the burn of the stars Fly with the wind Dance with snow Be as free as the clouds Wander as untraceable as the air Lighten my path as the sun Yet be able to hide like the moon Stand firm as the trees Lay peaceful as the water Destroy mine enemies like fire Heal mine friends softly as herbs Let my nature be as nature One circle within my soul One flame within my heart One action after another

Writing
She is wearing a long black silk negligee with black back-seamed thigh highs as she ties you naked to the armchair she set right in front of the bed. She turns the lights off and lights candles about the room. Then she steps in front of you and sits on your lap with her legs off to one side and leans in to kiss you thoroughly. She trails a path of hot open-mouthed kisses along your jaw to you neck, licking and biting from behind your ear down your neck, pausing to bite lightly at the pulse point on you neck. She moves down and licks along your collar bone to your shoulder. She continues to lick, kiss, and bite as she slowly moves off your lap and works her way to first one nipple, tugging lightly with her teeth, and then running her tongue around it before moving to do the same with your other nipple. She begins to kiss and move her mouth along your ribs. Slowly working her way to the outer edge of your stomach, she uses her teeth on one side and one hand on the other, scratching,

Tunes
on saturday 4/4/09 3 pittsburgh police officers were brutally gunned down while responding to a domestic disturbance, they were more than police officers, they were fathers, brothers, sons, uncles, nephews, basically hard working men. please take a moment to think of them and their families. yes my friends this is so outa carictor for me, but I did have an occasion to work with thease men, they will be missed

Lost Soul
IN THE EYES OF THE LOST IN THESE EYES I SEE A SOUL,LOST WITHIN THE ESSENCE OF DESPAIR.I HAVE GONE THROUGH EMPTY SHADOWS OF PROMISED HAPPINESS,AND I HAVE FOUND NONE.I HAVE SEARCH FOR THE REASON AND NOT AN ANSWER.AND I GAVE UP.GAVE UP MY SELF,AND WHAT WAS MOST IMPORTANT,MY DIGNITY.I STRETCHED ME TO THE LIMITS,AND COULDN'T FIND THE PERFECT SOLUTION.I STRUGGLED THROUGH A MIND OF INDIFFERENCE,AND THE CAUSE BECAME UNKNOWN.DEFEAT BECAME MY ONLY RESOURCE.I TURNED SO MANY WAYS IN A BED OF THORNS,AND SOUGHT NO RELEIF,YET,I REACHED OUT AND I FELT ALL ALONE.MY TEARS,EASED UPON THE PILLOW,SO MANY NIGHTS,I STOPPED COUNTING.I SCREAMED AND NO ONE HEARS ME.IT IS A SILENT TERROR DEEP WITHIN ME.I FELL,AND LOOKED FOR THE HAND THAT WOULD LIFT ME UP,AND THERE I SIT IN A PILE OF DUST,LEGS CROSSED,AND I JUST SIT.DEEP WITHIN ME I KNOW,I REALLY KNOW.ONLY I CAN PICK MYSELF UP,DUST OFF THE DIRT,AND RAISE MY HEAD AND SAY,"I AM IN CONTROL OF MY OWN FAIT."BUT HOW CAN I WHEN,I DON'T HAVE IT IN ME TO FIGHT ANYMORE.

Politics...
I'm curious if anyone really knows the answer. I'm watching the Florida Primary results and I noticed something that's happened twice on the Democrat side between Clinton and Obama. I noticed the same thing in in New Hampshire for that primary. Both times, votes were taken away from Obama and given to Clinton. In New Hampshire when I caught it it was around 500 votes or so....It wouldn't matter much i know....But Florida the votes were over 20,000 this time. That is a lot of votes to disappear from one candidate and reappear for another candidate. Maybe it's something common, but the shit disturbed the hell out of me...

Time For Universal Healthcare!
If you have not watched Michael Moore's SICKO then I suggest you do. I also recommend a Documentary called "Michael Moore hates America" 10 parts on youtube. Watch them all. I take no sides, I am trying to get Americans to find their OWN truth. Don't take any one persons statements, find out for yourself. Keep an open mind and then do your OWN research. I am not saying everything he says or shows is 100% accurate, but the idea is sound. We need to do away with insurance companies for profit ENTIRELY and put the CEO's out of work. Remember they make MILLIONS a year, by making the most profit for their company. How to do this is simple, pay as little as possible for our needed health care and charge as much as possible for premiums. See if they charge what they consider reasonable premiums, more people pay so they don't get TOO outrageous in prices. Unless of course you start costing them too much, then your rates go up and up until you can't afford it and drop the plan.

Our Baby
Yesterday SuzyQ and I lost our baby to a misscarriage. We did not know she was pregnant. Its been really hard on both us. She was a month and a half pregnant and we did not know it. Please keep us in your thoughts and prayers. Thank you, Stephen and Suzy

Nice Sign
SIGN IN A PHILADELPHIA STORE WINDOW - "WE WOULD RATHER DO BUSINESS WITH 1000 ALQAEDA TERRORISTS THAN WITH ONE SINGLE AMERICAN SOLDIER!" This sign was prominently displayed in the window of a business in Philadelphia. You are probably outraged at the thought of such an inflammatory statement. However, we are a society which holds Freedom of Speech as perhaps our greatest liberty. And after all, it is just a sign. You may ask what kind of business would dare post such a sign. Answer: A Funeral Home (Who said morticians had no sense of humor?) You gotta love it!!! God Bless America

Vip Contest
I have been giving more time to get 10,000 comments on my pic. It would really mean alot to me if all my friends would come and show me some support. You know I have given my support to ppl in the past hoping that one day when I had my chance they would do the same, but I have been proven wrong, it seems that everyone is for there ownself on here...and forget who really helps out. If you wanta to help me out just click on the pic and go leave a comment it doesn't have to mean anything just post something... Thanks to everyone that helps.. ~BabyGirl~ My time is running out on my comment contest to get another month of VIP...I would really appericate it if all my friends could come help me out here..Just takes up a few mins of your time to come post a few comments on my pic. they don't have to make since just add a comment. I have still got a long ways to go before I reach the 10,000 mark. Just click on the pic and it will take you there. Thanks to everyone that has alread

Was Wandering
Was just wandering, if any of my friends lived in southern maryland area, because me and my 3 kids are gonna be moving there end of the month and havent been able to find a place ive googled ive looked on craigslist and ive yet to find anything so if you have any way of looking for me id greatly appreciate it! n e ways hope all has a good day. ok i was wandering if any of you people who has flown b4 have any advice for someone whos going on there first fight here in a few days right now im very nervous and any `help or suggestions would be nice ty for reading and hope you all have a good day. well just to let all my friends know i had a safe plane ride and im now enjoying the Hawaii life, but anyways hope all is well and have a great Tuesday!!

Choices
with alot of thought and instead of leaving this site,im gonna delete those who didnt cherish my friendship as i did with them or give a chit about me for that matter.so if your still on my list then you know you mean something to me.it's time for a new start with people that really care...xoxoxo

Finally....
So here I was layin on my bed tryin to get some rest. Then I hear knocking on my door...I'm like who the fuck is this beating on the door. They didn't stop. I throw on a shirt n go down stairs...I open the door pissed off. There is my crackhead cousin who I've not seen in 2 yrs standin there with his lil gurl. This fool borrowed some money from me n disappeared. Well he shows up in '08 n tells me that his wife done kicked him n his lil girl out n has divorced him. She's done converted to Scientology or some shit like that....I'm sitting here like dude that shit's fucked up....Him n his lil girl r moved back in with his dad he tells me. Then he's tellin me that his weirdo ex is tryin to give her son up to child services...I'm just standin there shakin my head. My cousin Julius likes to tell stories way too much so u neva know wut is true. He goes on tellin me that he had a job offer in Canada as well as a contract for 2 million dollars in Africa to do some kind of blasting wor

Just Me
WELL I HAVENT DONE ONE OF THESE YET SO HERE WE GO...I AM JUST ME AND I HAVE ALOT OF FRIENDS ON HERE FOR WITCH I AM VERY GREATFUL TO HAVE.BUT THERE ARE ALOT OF PEOPLE ON HERE WHO HAVE BEEN VERY NASTY TO ME AND THOSE PEOPLE NEVER TOOK MORE THAN A GLANCE OR THE TIME TO GET TO KNOW ME.I AM VERY KIND AND I LOVE EVERYONE.I HAVE A BIG HEART AND I LOVE TO TALK TO NEW PEOPLE.ALOT OF PEOPLE DONT KNOW THIS ABOUT ME BUT I HAVE BEEN BEAT AND CALLED ALOT OF NAMES IN MY LIFE AND ALL I WANT IS PEOPLE TO GET TO KNOW ME BEFORE YOU JUDGE ME.SO TO ALL MY FRIENDS THANKS FOR BEING GREAT PEOPLE AND TO THOSE WHO DONT GIVE YOU A CHANCE THAN I AM SORRY YOU ARE MISSING OUT ON ALOT BY NOT GETTING TO KNOW ME.HAVE A GREAT WEEKEND TO ALL MY FRIENDS.MWAHZZZZ HEY ALL YOU SEXXY ASS PEOPLE LIKE TO ROCK YA ASS'S OFF AND HAVE FUN THEN COME CHECKOUT MY MOST FAVORITE DJ ON FUBAR..HE ROCKS THE LOUNGE EVERYDAY IN BLACK DIAMOND..I LOVE TO GRIND AND LAP DANCE FOR ONE AND ALL SO COME PLAY AND JOIN US FOR LOTS OF FUN....LIXXXXXXX

Fuck U Then....leave
Boobies vs. Willies Body: A family is at the dinner table. The son asks his father, 'Dad, how many kinds of boobs are there?' The father, surprised, answers, 'Well, son, there are three kinds of breasts. In her 20s, a woman's breasts are like melons, round and firm.. In her 30s to 40s, they are like pears, still nice but hanging a bit. Af ter 50, they are like onions'. 'Onions?' 'Yes, you see them and they make you cry.' This infuriated his wife and daughter, so the daughter said, 'Mom, how many kinds of 'willies' are there?' The mother, surprised, smiles and answers, 'Well dear, a man goes through three phases. In his 20s, his willy is like an oak tree, mighty and hard. In his 30s a nd 40s, it is like a birch, flexible but reliable. After his 50s, it is like a Christmas tree'. 'A Christmas tree?' .. asks the daughter. 'Yes --- dead from the root up and the balls are just for decoration.' Dear Wife: I'm writing you this letter to tell you that

We Need Leaders Like This!
From Prime Minister John Howard - Australia Muslims who want to live under Islamic Sharia law were told on Wednesday to get out of Australia , as the government targeted radicals in a bid to head off potential terror attacks. Separately, Howard angered some Australian Muslims on Wednesday by saying he supported spy agencies monitoring the nation's mosques. Quote: 'IMMIGRANTS, NOT AUSTRALIANS, MUST ADAPT. Take It Or Leave It I am tired of this nation worrying about whether we are offending some individual or their culture. Since the terrorist attacks on Bali , we have experienced a surge in patriotism by the majority of Australians.' 'This culture has been developed over two centuries of struggles, trials and victories by millions of men and women who have sought freedom'. 'We speak mainly ENGLISH; not Spanish, Lebanese, Arabic, Chinese, Japanese, Russian, or any other language. Therefore, if you wish to become part of our society . Learn the lang

My Concerns
Okay this is for all that don’t know about what is going on with me. I am going to have open heart surgery on February 26, 2008 at 6:00am. They are going to be going in to repair a bad valve that I have had since birth, it’s just got bad enough now that I can not postpone the surgery. It’s going to be at UT. I will have to be in the hospital for about a week then out of work for about another three. I’m keeping a positive attitude…if not I will be scared and worried and make myself sick….I will be okay. Well until yesterday (Monday, March 10, 2008) I was doing well. I had to drive my son to school because the person that promised to take him while I was recouping got into trouble and is not allowed to have more than one person in the car with him…so that leaves out my son. When I got home I was hurting and took my pain meds and slept until early evening. I finally went to bed about 11:30 after taking something to help me sleep. I woke up at 3AM and had to take something for pa

Beautiful
By Christina Aguilera Don't look at me Every day is so wonderful And suddenly, it's hard to breathe Now and then, I get insecure From all the fame, I'm so ashamed I am beautiful no matter what they say Words can't bring me down I am beautiful in every single way Yes, words can't bring me down So don't you bring me down today To all your friends, you're delirious So consumed in all your doom Trying hard to fill the emptiness The piece is gone and the puzzle undone That's the way it is You are beautiful no matter what they say Words won't bring you down You are beautiful in every single way Yes, words won't bring you down Don't you bring me down today... No matter what we do (no matter what we do) No matter what they say (no matter what they say) When the sun is shining through Then the clouds won't stay And everywhere we go (everywhere we go) The sun won't always shine (sun won't always shine) But tomorrow will find a way All the other times

Attention!
Go to http://www.maxtheshelterdog.com/kidsforpits.html And submit pictures of your Pit Bull or a family member's dog with kids. They are trying to get 100,000 Pictures of the "Nanny Dog" (yes that's what they were called when life was better) to send to congress by September. This one isn't going to blow over by itself guys. Tennessee is pushing hard to ban bully breeds from the ENTIRE state!

Only In America
This kid got an A+ for this paper BY A 15 yr. OLD SCHOOL KID Who got an A+ for this entry Since the Pledge of Allegiance And The Lord's Prayer Are not allowed in most Public schools anymore Because the word 'God' is mentioned..... A kid in Arizona wrote the attached NEW School prayer: "New Pledge of Allegiance" ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Now I sit me down in school Where praying is against the rule For this great nation under God Finds mention of Him very odd. If scripture now the class recites, It violates the Bill of Rights. And anytime my head I bow Becomes a Federal matter now. Our hair can be purple, orange or green, That's no offense; it's a freedom scene. The law is specific, the law is precise. Prayers spoken aloud are a serious vice. For praying in a public hall Might offend someone with no faith at all. In silence alone we must meditate, God's name is prohibited by the state. We're allowed to cuss and dress like freaks, And pierce our noses, tongues and cheeks. They've out

Pussy's
GIANT PUSSIES I like pussy. Even better, I like GIANT pussies. Big ol' gashes I can crawl up into and soak in the sweet fragarance of sultry sugar walls. But the GIANT pussies I speak of lurk in New York (where else lately!) These pussies are looking to rock the world of some studs I know up in New England. Now, sadly enough, the GIANT pussies think they have a chance of scoring.... but the big bitches don't! They'll be handed a big heaping portion of patriot pride, RIGHT WHERE IT HURTS! But we've got plenty of time to discuss that whole scenario later, so feel free to chime in NY'ers. Got anythingleft in the tank these days? Or are you just too embarassed that your boys actually play in the swamps of Jersey? EWWWWWWW! JERRRR-ZEEEE

Pianoman's Pu$$ycat Playmates
Hi all. As you may see im a member of the Pianoman’s Pu$$ycat Playmates… This means I can be rented or make salutes for you… Yes it is at a cost but who wouldn’t want a Playmate’s salute? I am not going to have a price list as I will go on how I feel about what you ask me to do. I will do sfw and Nsfw and mostly anything that you would ask… So to get a salute… All you need to do is…. 1. Send me a private msg asking for one. Give details of what you want and if you want to offer Fubucks, blasts and such great. 2. Ill get back to you as soon as I can, with my price for the salute. 3. If you agree then send payment though and I will do and give you salute. If you are interested in renting me then private message me and I will let you know what I will do for my owner… Visit the Pianoman’s Pu$$ycat Playmate’s Homepage if you want more details…. homepage for PIANOMAN'S~~~~~PU$$YCAT PLAYMATES~~~~~@ fubar

Valentines Day The Real Meaning
Today starts the 16 day countdown until February 14th. Valentine's Day. This day is so miserable, it deserves a second title: "Valentine's Day, Or the Modern Masochist" A lot of people blame Hallmark for the ridiculous attention paid to this "holiday" (who the hell deemed this a HOLIDAY?!), but no, this puppy has its roots in Catholic history. It began when this guy, a Saint (how can you be deemed a "Saint" if you bring about hell on Earth?), defied Claudius' absolutely brilliant attempt to ban marriage back in third century Rome. See, Claudius had a problem with nobody wanting to join his military. "So," Claudius obviously thought, "if I simply take away the ceremony, nobody can love one another, and people will join my service." Well well well, Homey didn't play that, and thus Valentine continued to secretly marry couples. Not too secretly, apparently, since paperwork and blood tests had to be filed and all that. Anyway, Claudius (clever fellow that h

New Contest
Hello everyone, I will be hosting my 2nd comment contest starting February 2nd at 8 P.M. Eastern Time running until February 14th at 8 P.M. Eastern Time. Anyone may join. You may submit any pic you like as long as it SFW. The prizes will be as follows.... 1st Place: 1 Month VIP + 400,000 Fubucks 2nd Place: 1 Month VIP + 200,000 Fubucks 3rd Place: 3 Day Blast + 100,000 Fubucks Bonus: 100,000 Fubucks for most pic rates If you would like to enter please send me a message with a link to the photo you would like to use. Anyone may join so please let all your friends know. Thanks and good luck!

God's Busy
A United States Marine was attending some college courses between assignments. He had completed missions in Iraq and Afghanistan. One of the courses had a professor who was an a vowed atheist and a member of the ACLU. One day the professor shocked the class when he came in. He looked to the ceiling and flatly stated, 'God, if you are real, then I want you to knock me off this platform. I'll give you exactly 15 minutes.' The lecture room fell silent. You could hear a pin drop. Ten minutes went by and the professor proclaimed, 'Here I am God. I'm still waiting.' It got down to the last couple of minutes when the Marine got out of his chair, went up to the professor, and cold-cocked him; knocking him off the platform The professor was out cold. The Marine went back to his seat and sat there, silently. The other students were shocked and stunned and sat there looking on in silence. The professor eventually came to, noticeably shaken, lo

Why We Rule...
She's got the best stash!!! Evil A [Owned by DJ Lost Saint][Blue Lounge Manager]@ fubar The creation of Wisconsin .... Once upon a time in the Kingdom of Heaven , God was missing for six days. Eventually, Michael the Archangel found him, resting on the seventh day. He inquired of God, "Where have you been?" God sighed a deep sigh of satisfaction and proudly pointed downwards through the clouds, "Look Michael, look what I've made." Archangel Michael looked puzzled and said, "What is it?" "It's a planet," replied God, "and I've put Life on it. I'm going to call It Earth and it's going to be a great place of balance." "Balance?", inquired Michael, still confused. God explained, pointing to different parts of earth, "For example, Northern Europe will be a place of great opportunity and wealth while southern Europe is going to be poor; the Middle East over there will be a hot spot." God continued, pointing to different countries, "This one will be extremely

Please Pray
My babygirl Is sick. Shes just not feeling good at all if you can go by her page and wish her well I'd be greatful. Hell drop her some chicken soup or a get well card. Thank you very much and have a great nighthttp://www.fubar.com/user/957099

How To Play Mah Jong
How To Play Mah Jiang (Written by Aussie Teacher) Mah Jaing (Mah Jong) is an age-old Chinese game that has been played by millions. Some play just for the fun and to ‘kill time’, while others take the game very serious and play to win or lose a lot of money. As a ‘western’ guy who is married to a Chinese woman and lives and works in china, I found I had to learn the games or else face countless hours, and some times days, of being left bored and alone while my family enjoyed a game. For that reason I felt compelled to try and write a basic English version of the Chinese rules so maybe you too can enjoy, or at least understand, the game. Not being an expert at the game, I will not go into great detail on some of the ‘finer points’ of the game as even I still am confused by some of it like when people double or else go out when someone else gets given a tile to make ‘4-of-a-kind’. I will try my best to give some understanding to that rule, but can’t guarantee it will be full

Random Thoughts
WOMEN... I know I will NEVER know ALL the rules but any tid bit of GOOD information that I come across I STUDY HARD! Like this lil information blurb that found it's way to my in box ... 9 WORDS WOMAN USE and their TRUE MEANINGS! 1.) Fine: This is the word women use to end an argument when they are right and you need to shut up. 2.) Five Minutes: If she is getting dressed, this means a half an hour. Five minutes is only five minutes if you have just been given five more minutes to watch the game before helping around the house. 3.) Nothing: This is the calm before the storm. This means something,and you should be on your toes. NOTE: Arguments that begin with nothing usually end in fine. 4.) Go Ahead: This is a dare, not permission. Don't Do It! 5.) Loud Sigh: This is not actually a word, but is a non-verbal statement often misunderstood by men. A loud sigh means she thinks you are an idiot and wonders why she is wasting her time standing here and arguing with you abou

1st Fuckin Blog..
i 'm stoned in my white tee.. yep in my white tee.. now i have to go pee pee.. this site is the shit but i'm really confused on the way the points and shit work ..and i'm lazy stoner so i dont wanna read the fubible..so then what the fuck yo....whats a ninja to do?

How I Feel
I am a women who likes to be treated the way I would treat you I like honesty,trust and I love to make people laugh I love to be happy and I do not like stress. I hope that people understand me because I am real and the ones who know me well know I am honest and sincere I hope the ones who do not know me learn to understand me as my long time friends do

Big Pun
Big Punisher (Big Pun for short), was born Christopher Lee Rios on November 10, 1971 and lived through up until his untimely death on February 7, 2000. Pun was a Puerto Rican rapper who emerged from the underground rap scene in the Bronx in the late 1990s. He appeared on albums from Raekwon, the Beatnuts and Fat Joe, and eventually signed to Loud Records. Struggling with weight problems during his lifetime, Pun's career was cut short in 2000 after a fatal heart attack. He was survived by a wife and three children. Born in the Bronx during the early years of hip-hop, Christopher Rios grew up in an athletic tradition, enjoying basketball, boxing, and other sports. At the age of five, he broke his leg in a Manhattan municipal park, which would later (after several minimum wage jobs in New York and Miami, where he briefly relocated) net him a settlement from the city, to the tune of $500,000. At the age of 15, Pun dropped out of Stevenson High School. Sometime during the '80s, Rios be

Bone Thugs Group Biography
They went from being broke, hungry and homeless in 1993 to watching their brand of flowing, rolling, rapid-clip, harmonized rap -- dubbed the "Cleveland Sound" -- hit the top of the charts. But to get from the streets of Cleveland, to TV sets across the world, it's been a long journey for Bone Thugs-n-Harmony. Their rise commenced in '93 when they scraped up every penny they had for one-way bus tickets to Los Angeles determined to prove their talents to their favorite rapper, the late Eric "Eazy-E" Wright of N.W.A. As the famed story goes, they spent months living on the street, constantly trying to contact Eazy-E, until they finally received a call from him. They rapped for him over the phone, Eazy said he'd get back to them, but never did. When they learned Eazy was doing a show in Cleveland, they hustled up more money for bus tickets and headed back. They found him backstage and and gave a back stage audition in person, Eazy signed them to his Ruthless Records label. Eazy had ticket

Prayers
Breathing in and breathing out My head leaned back my hands are tied I stand in here alone I scream, questions why Days slip by and nights I taste These memories run through my veins Injecting me with one last kiss, screaming why This medication can�t save me And desperation takes hold of me I wanted to believe in all of this I wanted to believe in you All I am, all I have Leads me down these roads again Take my hand, show me the way And never bring me back here Determination is pushing me And perseverance is what I bleed I wanted to believe in all of this I wanted to believe in you These are my unanswered prayers The time has come for me to say goodbye God please hear me, calling These are my unanswered prayers The time has come for me to say goodbye God please hear me, calling - In This Moment

Ghosts In The Machine
I was reading this in a daily paper:- What if the place you are in, the country you call home, the planet you inhabit, in fact the entire universe, were a simulation? What if you are more avatar than individual-the product of an information processor churning out algorithms to create virtual space, time, energy & matter? What if every thought & feeling you experience is actually the by-product of a computer subroutine? It's a daft idea, isn't it? Well one man doesn't think so. In a paper published by Massey University in New Zealand, Dr Brian Whitworth suggests that when looking at the physical laws that govern our universe, the many paradoxes that occur might be best explained if we view ourselves living not in a physical reality but in a virtual reality. In an argument that perhaps sits more comfortably within the realms of philosophy than physics, he asks us to consider simulated reality computer games such as The Sims. "Suppose one day that the computer code that creates The

This Bothers Me
Ok from my understanding everyone on this site SHOULD be atleast 18 am I correct? Then someone please explain to me why it is we have silly little simple minded imbreds that like to rate pictures that show anything at all as NSFW? I just dont get it at all I really believe there are more children OR virgins on this site or perhaps little boys that need to grow some balls or little girls that havent yet let go of mommys skirt then we think.... I for one believe if you cant handle a little skin you are in the WRONG place!

Father And Daughter Bond
While I was sitting on the couch last night watching TV I heard one of my rug rats coming down the stairs. I looked over at my daughter and told her she was crazy. Cause I tell her she is crazy all the time for some of the stuff she does. She walked right over to me hugged me and gave me a big kiss on the cheek. How could you ever get mad when they go and do something like that. Then I came to realize that she does that all the time and I am just now catching it. When ever she doesn't listen or when she wont clean her room(which is dirty at least 5 times a day, of course her brother helps her destroy the place) I get mad at her and explain to her why I am mad and she goes and does something so sweet that I end up helping her out anyways with whatever she was cleaning....I just realized last night how wrapped she has me and it made me laugh. I already have the hardest time telling her no I am not sure what I am going to do when she gets older and everything is that much more impo

1/30/08
Wow, i have learned so much in the last two days, it is absolutely rediculous... BJ, my soon to be ex husband, finally fessed up and told me that it was true that he cheated on me last january... 3-4 hours after i left him for hurting me one night. then the very next day he came down from wv to nc and talked me back for another 8 months of hell... his step-dad called me after i left bj this last time and told me that there was an 18 year old girl in the town where we lived claiming that BJ had gotten her pregnant. of course i confronted him about it and he denied it. Well, i eventually let it go, who really cared anyway? That's what I thought, lmao... this past sunday he calls out of the blue to tell me he needs me to help him with the taxes and he'll give me some of the money, he'd be down here in nc monday. I didn't see him monday, he made up lies all day to avoid it. I met up with him yesterday to supposedly do the taxes, nope, he came clean about the cheating becaus

Daughtry
For all you Daughtry fans....On American Idol tonight they will be featuring his song Feels Like Tonight, and also tomorrow night on PBS for those of you that have that channel, he will be performing on PBS Soundstage check your local listings!

I Want You
I want you to be happy. I want you to smile. I want you. I want you to hold me. I want you to kiss me. I want you. I want you to feel my passion. I want you to feel my joy. I want you. I want you to want me. I want you.

I Dreamed Of You
I dreamed of you even though we had never met. I heard your voice even though we had never spoken. You reached out to me though you were far away. I felt your spirit, your soul, your heart. How could this be? Destiny? Fate? I can't give it a name though I know it was meant to be. I dreamed of you. I heard you. I felt you. I lost myself to you. I want you. I need you. I belong to you.

Love
A farmer had some puppies he needed to sell. He painted a sign advertising the 4 pups And set about nailing it to a post on the edge of his yard. As he was driving the last nail into the post, he felt a tug on his overalls. He looked down into the eyes of little boy. 'Mister,' he said, 'I want to buy one of your puppies.' 'Well,' said the farmer, as he rubbed the sweat off the back of his neck, 'These puppies come from fine parents and cost a good deal of money.' The boy dropped his head for a moment. Then reaching deep into his pocket, he pulled out a handful of change and held it up to the farmer. 'I've got thirty-nine cents. Is that enough to take aÂ look?' 'Sure,' said the farmer. And with that he let out aÂ whistle. 'Here, Dolly!' he called. Out from the doghouse and down the ramp ran Dolly followed by four little balls of fur. The little boy pressed his face against the chain link fence. His eyes danced with delight. As

Remember Me
time will come and i will be gone with a lot of things left undone but i know you would always remember me who i am, what i used to be and what im gonna be remember me when you walk in the pouring rain like that rain im gonna wash away your pain remember me in the air that you breathe im gonna be the one who'll bring about your life and death remember me whaen you stare at a star kissed night in the darkest night of your life im gonna be your light think of my love as you stare at surging sea my love is like that sea in all its temptous majesty remember me when you cry i'll be there to wipe your tears dry remember me when things go wrong i'll be there to make you strong think of me in the midst of despair im gonna give you tender loving care think of me when you lose hope i'll keep enough of that for us both think of me on your highest point of elation im gonna be with you in suspend animation think of me on your lowest point of depression im gonna take

Reality?????
I sit here today pondering the question...What is Reality Anyway? I know that I have been told that I need to get a "Reality Check" on several occasions, but my question always remains. "What is Reality really?" I would love to "Check it out" as they say, but if I do not think my reality may be the same as theirs, how would I check out what they want. The dictionary describes reality as: 1. The quality or state of being actual or true. 2. A person, entity, or event that is actual. 3. The totality of all things possessing actuality, existence, or essence. 4. That which exists objectively and in fact, 5. Philos: The sum of all that is real. absolute, and unchangeable. As I read what I have just written I realize much of my life has not been focused on reality but yet a fictitious imitation of what I wished reality could be, and instead of changing my reality I created something else to live in other than reality too afraid to face and deal with reality

Haters
beltiya: no cause that would be lying ->beltiya: can you please change it to a 10... be much appriciated beltiya: thats bs, if you not suppose to rate below a ten they wouldn't give you the option ->beltiya: anything but a 10 is frowned upon around here. if you dont like it and wont vote a 10 dont vote at all beltiya: i'm not into the gorillas that much, but i thought the caption was hillarious, i didn't do it to offend ->beltiya: why did you rate my pic a 5? Logged on this afternoon and see a 5 on my Ape picture. The above conversation happen. She blocked me soon after. I understand they have there options and yes they have every right to rate what they feel. Just bugs the hell out of me that she wouldnt change it when asked, and blocked me so I couldnt 'honestly' rate hers.

Tbone Steak And Yellow Roses
------Original Message------- Here's to T-bone Steaks, Yellow Roses and Friendship READ THIS!!!! and then reread it. Especially the last part... I walked into the grocery store not particularly interested in buying groceries. I wasn't hungry. The pain of losing my husband of 57 years was still too raw. And this grocery store held so many sweet memories. He often came with me and almost every time he'd pretend to go off and look for something special. I knew what he was up to. I'd always spot him walkin g down the aisle with the three yellow roses in his hands. He knew I loved yellow roses. With a heart filled with grief, I only wanted to buy my few items and leave, but even grocery shopping was different since he had passed on. Shopping for one took time, a little more thought than it had for two. Standing by the meat, I searched for the perfect small steak and remembered how he had loved his steak. Suddenly a woman came beside me. She was blonde, sli

Love Is
# # Love is a canvas furnished by nature and embroidered by imagination. Voltaire # Love is all we have, the only way that each can help the other. Euripides # Love is an act of endless forgiveness, a tender look which becomes a habit. Peter Ustinov # Love is infallible; it has no errors, for all errors are the want of love. William Law # Love is like a violin. The music may stop now and then, but the strings remain forever. June Masters Bacher # Love is not blind - it sees more, not less. But because it sees more, it is willing to see less. Rabbi Julius Gordon

Why?
IM AT THE POINT IN MY LIFE I THINK IM SERIOUSLY WITHOUT A DOUBT DONE WITH MEN! EITHER THERE CRAZY, POSSESIVE, ABUSIVE, UNPREDICATABLE, ASSHOLE, AND TO PUT THE ICING ON THE CAKE SUICIDAL! I DONT KNOW WHAT THE HELL IS WITH ME FINDING THESE TYPE OF MEN ALWAYS BUT IT NEVER SHOCKS ME TO SEE THERE TRUE COLORS WHEN THE TABLES GET TURNED! LAST NIGHT MY EX CALLED ME REPEATIVITELY IM TALKING PROBABLY 35 TIMES IN 1-1 1/2 AND LEFT ME CRAZY ASS MESSSAGES LIKE I SEE YOU DONT WANT TO TALK TO ME WELL YOU BETTER ANSWER THE PHONE OR YOU WONT LIKE THE OUTCOME! OR EVER BETTER THIS MAYBE THE LAST TIME YOU HEAR FROM ME SO IF I DO SOMETHING STUPID TO MYSELF YOU'LL HAVE TO HAVE THAT HARBOR OVER YOUR HEAD THE REST OF YOUR LIFE, IM NOT HAPPY UNLESS IM WITH YOU, YOUR MINE WHETHER YOU LIKE IT OR NOT! IM MEAN WHAT THE FUCK IS WRONG WITH HIM WHO SAYS SHIT LIKE THAT! I KEEP TELLING HIM OVER AND OVER AGAIN IM DONE WITH HIM HES FINALLY ADMITTING THAT HE WAS WRONG AND HE SHOULDNT HAVE TREATED ME THE WAY HE DID BUT WONT

Friends
"The eyes were dammed, the staring, glaring eyes of those who see but do not see,eyes ever turned in." Ok I have like 30 (maybe less) friends on my list here but none talk to me when I am on, I have said hello to them but not many respond or talk to me. So I am saying this if you still want to be my friend please let me know and I shall remove you for my list, if you do then talk to me sometime.

Annoyed !!
I sometimes cant understand why some ppl do and say what they do ! Yes that just made no sense, but to me.. it does..LOL I honestly think i am a very attractive girl.. Yes I AM HAPPILY MARRIED !!!! and would absolutely NEVER leave my husband especially for someone over the comp... Thats just STUPID !! Yes i flirt and like to have interesting conversations..but means ABSOLUTELY NOTHING !! ppl can take it the wrong way and think it means more when ummm NEGATIVE !!! SOO anyways.. Moral of this log with no point.. I AM HAPPILY MARRIED WOMAN AND NO I DON'T WANT YOU !! I WOULD BE WAYYYYY TO GOOD FORYOU ANYWAYS!!! he ! i was just annoyed at someone who mademe feel like I was not good enough !! BLAH TO YOU!!!!

Texas Friends
FRIENDS: Will leave you behind when the cops come and will go back after they leave to find you TEXAS FRIENDS: Will pick you up and throw you on there shoulders carrying you through the bushes so you both don't get caught --------------------------------------------------------- FRIENDS: Will help you up and take you to the hospital after the fight you got into. TEXAS FRIENDS: Will find the mother fucker and beat his ass then come get you and take you to the hospital --------------------------------------------------------- FRIENDS: Call your parents Mr. and Mrs TEXAS FRIENDS: Call your parents drunk as hell and tell them about the fat chick you tried to pick up -------------------------------------------------------------------- FRIENDS: Hope the night out drinking goes smoothly, and hope that no one is late for the ride home. TEXAS FRIENDS: Know some wild shit will happen, and set up rally points and an E & E route. -----------------------------------------

Happy
i have found someone that makes me really happy lately...i find myself thinking of her all the time and just hearing her voice puts a smile on my face.... i am trying to control how i feel about her and not fall to fast but i find myself falling more and more each day.... she's everything i want in a woman and i would do anything to make her happy... i just hope she realizes how i feel about her and that what i say is true...

Call Me!!
Hi my friends! I updated my profile and now you can leave me a voice message there if you want. It would be great to hear your voice! But please speak slow, so I can understand you well, lol! I am looking forward to hear from you!

Thoughts
Woke up and was wet as hell this morning. As I laid there fantasizing about having my pussy eating. I grabbed my vibrator next to me and start to satisfy myself............... hummmmm any females out there will to fullfill my fantasy......Taking Applications!!!!

Moving On...
Well this has been my first week with just me and my daughter. I get her from day care on friday and have her til the next friday. I'm trying to keep contact with my wife down to a minumum not for my daughters sake but for mine. Just seeing her kills me. My wife moved out of the house and I've been taking care of my daughter for the past three days at our house. It has been hard at times. Being in the house were we all used to live and things not being the same. But I planned out the meals and went shopping. I even came in under budget. So I'm not the mr mom yet, but I know when I have to take care of my daughter I can. I'm stilling working on the schedualing thing. Getting her up and ready in the morning isn't as easy as my wife used to make it look. But we are getting our routine down. I just wonder if I'm being the great dad I should be? But only time will tell. Money sure is tight right now and that is a thing that is always going to bother me. But when I have my daughter I'm n

Leaveing Fubar !!!!
Just wanna tell all my friends that i have met on here that as of February 5th when i get back from vaction from Florida im done with Fubar i will be deleteing my acount.I,ve had alot of fun with most of the people on here but its just no fun anymore !!! Theres better thangs in life then to have to worry about a make beleave web site that causes trouble with other people !!! I might be back one these days but dont see it anytime soon !!!!! so to all my friends its been fun get ahold of me if ya wanna chat before i leave !!!!! thanks everyone, TAB

The Real Fubar
Sometimes, it’s hard to be true in this world. Everybody is a great actor on the big stage. Acting up the role they wish to play And create a whole new world full of deceits. People convince themselves a lot And will eventually believe in those lies. Exactly like when I induced myself that he would soon be mine Because I “convinced” myself that he loved me as much. Time passed and thousands times I persuaded my mind passed Saying that I’m over him, that my heart is mended. But of course, at times a script is hard to be comprehended And I become the fool who kills the play on the big stage. I often cheer for him, the star of the show, Who has a talent that he doesn’t even know he has. He’s so good at making people sad And at the same moment, innocently wonders what he did wrong. He certainly must convince himself, too That he has the rights to give others heartthrobs By giving them inexistent loves and hopes And let them live in lies that sounds so believable.

Oklahoma Bound
IT IS OFFICIAL I AM LEAVING UTAH TODAY AND WON'T BE ONLINE FOR A FEW DAYS . I AM MOVING TO OKLAHOMA. I GOT A DREAM JOB OF A LIFETIME. (WELL AT LEAST FOR ME). IT WILL BE BARN WITH OVER 25 HORSES AND 30 COWS AND THEY HAVE A HOUSE ON PROPERTY FREE OF RENT PLUS UTILITIES, LETTING ME BOARD MY HORSES AND THEN PAY STARTING AT 700 A MONTH. FOR SPENDING. FARM FEATURES THIS IS A TOP NOTCH REIGNING RANCH. 150 X 300 OUTDOOR SLIDING TRACK, 2 INDOOR ARENAS, INDOOR ROUND PEN, ELECTRIC HORSE WALKER, 40 STALLS, BREEDING LAB, 18 STAR MARE HOTEL, AND SEVERAL LARGE TURN OUTS. I AM NOT NO FAKE COWBOY OR I WOULDNT BE DOING THIS!!!

My Poetry Palace
A Long------- Distance Inspiration.... You mail butterflies to my stomach by eye-contact express... you lift my head with the scent of you.. the tone of your vocals send me into cloud 257 your skin tone is like dove candy bars... your my king size can of red bull... i think i might have took it to deep.... inhaled you into myself but a greddy lover was i ,you gave what you could spare and it still wasnt eonugh... to put us where we would wanna be in another lifetime.. finding the place where we would meet.. the time we spend contemplating each other could only reallly cause headaches...... Written originally by me... DO NOT GET TRAPPED BY WHAT EVERYONE ELSES BRAIN IS STUCK ON, DONT GET CRUSHED LIKE NUMBERS THEY CRUNCH, BE MOST TRUE TO GOD, THEN YOUR SELVES..HATERS TAKE PLEASURE IN RACKING YOUR BRAIN...NO MATTER WHAT STAY THE SAME UNLESS YOU WANNA CHANGE. ALLWAYS LIVE YOUR OWN LIFE!!!! U KNOW WHAT I THINK????? Current mood: artistic Category: M

Help Me Win A Vip
ok so heres the link it would be awesome if you could stop by here and leave a comment or two i need 14,500 to win a months VIP so stop by give a guy a hand ill gladly return the favor anytime you need it or if you need some fu bucks let me know

This Life Of Mine 10
I have a big headache this morning. :( I had one last night and it was still there when I woke up. I thought by me having my coffee this morning that it would help and it did a little. Coffee is a cure all! ;) I wish I could just curl up in bed with someone but he is far far away. I went to a class last night that my husband has attended for the last 2 weeks without me because I couldn't go. It is Parent Outreach Program and put on by the local Police Station for parents with strong willed children and teens that are getting into trouble with grades, alcohol and/or drugs. It is once a week for 10 weeks and each week they cover a new subject. Last night it was about drugs and alcohol. We are put into groups the first week and you stick with your group throughout the entire program. You discuss problems and solutions with these parents and the Officers teach the class. There are 2 of them. They also ask people to read out loud certain paragraphs from the book they give

A New Touring Museum Exhibit About Torture
At www.tortureexhibit.com you can see the website concerning a new touring museum exhibit about torture I have created and which features objects from my personal collection. Enjoy!

All My Love Your Sister
Lying in an unfamiliar room We all silently pray But in our hearts We know you werent ment to stay Even though you were so ill You always had a smile on your face All of your courage and valour Fill all of our hearts with grace Pain and suffering did not stop your laugh It filled my heart with hope That you would live another day Its hard to imagine how we would cope The only copmfort I have Is knowing your no longer in pain Knowing you are happy And no longer fighting in Vain All my love Your sister Charlene xxxx

New Changes
Hey all you peeps that are my friends/fans and family, I have been noticing an awful lot of peepers but no rates or comments. Most do not even message me or SB me. Well because of that I am changing up some of my family, locking my NSFW's to be open to only family, and adding a secret code in my profile to add you newbies (without it you will not be added). Sorry I have had top do this but I think it is only fair. Those that are kind and ask nicely I may open it up for you at my discretion. Thanks and have a wonderful day.

Valentine Application
~~ Be My Valentine Application ~~ This is the "Be My Valentine Application" Everyone knows there's at least one person on Fubar that you want to be your Valentine. Heres the application for that special someone. Let's see who reply's back with the following filled out. Have Fun. Area 1: Name: Age: Phone: Height: Do you Drive: State You Live In: School: Grade: May I Call You: Single or Taken: Would You Date Me: Kiss On First Date: Will You Send This Back To Me?: Area 2: What would you do if I... I made a move on u: I kissed you: I lived next door to you: I asked you on a date: I was hospitalized: I ran away from home: I got into a fight and you weren't there? Area 3: What do you think about my... Personality: Eyes: Hair: Body: Area 4: Have you ever.... Lied to make me feel better? Wanted to kiss me? Wanted to kill me? Wanted to hold me? Wanted to date me? Broke my heart? Kept something important from me? Area 5: "X" marks the spot

'' For Moosejr "
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Nsfw!!!
More Comments at pYzam.com More Free Graphics at pYzam.com OK, now really...do you think I'm actually gonna let you see my NSFW folder if you give me no rates, fans, etc. Come on Do I look like an idiot. I'll scratch your back if you scratch mine. You gotta do something for me first. If you don't wanna see it that bad, then don't ask. Come on that's why it says adults only...if you can't figure the above out, than take a cold shower!!!

Wisconsin Weather
Wisconsin wheather sucks!!! How it can be 45 degrees out and than less than 12 hrs later be 20 below is beyond me. I swear if it wasn't for the no helmet laws and the bar on every corner I would be living in a much warmer climate.I can't even say the cig. prices are good anymore. I hope everyone else out there is at least staying warm cuz I am so sick of freezing!!

Family
Hi all I just want to full you in on a few things.Ive had to go be at my moms side. She has had a accident and has broke her hip in 2 places. She is due to go into surgery soon. So I will be gone for a while. Those of you who are staff in Wicked Sex Dreams I know you will do your best to keep the lounge running and get the numbers up. I have dropped the Player we had in there for now and have had the other one readded. I will get the other one back in due course. So im the Mean time Jen has full charge over the Lounge. I will try to check in when I can and keep you all upto date. So in off for now and will be back soon. Peace Love Respect Pappa

A Really Great Man
I don't know how my home has faired since I can't go back ome yet but I am praying for the best.While packing the animal's to leave my cat Mystie ran off and we could not find nore catch her so all I can do is hope she is ok. I want to thank every oe who has ben prayng for us as we left with 7 adult's 1 baby and was able to get 14 aimal's out. Thank you every one and please if you know anything about New Iberia La. PLEASE pass it on to me. Blessing's Tonight at 5 fubar time I will be having a Happy Hour and have decided that I will give a 1 month's VIP to the person who rate's the most of my pic's stash what ever.. Thing is please keep track and message me when you are done...I will anounce the winner frist thing in the morning.Have fun and hope every one leavels...PLEASE help me to Godmother befor my birthday July 4th... Thank you and Blessing's Deanna Yesterday I made and sold a guy on here a morph,only charging him $20.000 f

I Need Your Help!
Hey! I'm in a contest to win 1,000,000 fubucks, and I need your help! I've fallen behind because of this thing called LIFE.. I can't be on here to pimp myself as much as I'd like.. so do me a favor, stop in and show me some love by rating my pic and leaving me some comments. Have some friends help! I'll return the ♥ :D *Just click the pic below, and you're there!* Thank you so much! ~Jess~ I need your help. I'm in a contest, and I have a life, so I can't sit and comment bomb and promote myself throughout the entire thing... so help? Puleeeeease? Just click the picture below, look for the same pic in the album and show me all the ♥ you have time for! Be sure and rate it too. If you comment on this blog and let me know you helped me out, I'll be sure and hit you back with tons of ♥ and rates in return. Also leave a comment to let me know if you were so kind as to repost my bulletin so I can show you extra ♥! Thanx a bunch! Wish m

Random Thought
At the age of 31 I had never been in ambulance as a patient untill yesterday and I would be content if it never happened again. Here's the story...yesterday morning while getting ready for work my hands and feet started to itch and burn (great an allergic reaction i figured) so i take some benadryl and keep getting ready for work when before i know it my hands are swelling my eyes are swollen and lips are huge (and not sexy big but scary big) and then within 5 minutes my throat started to swell shut and i couldn't breathe (in total this took maybe 20 minutes). Well if you haven't guessed it wasn't just an allergic reaction i was in full blown anaphalactic shock. Now here's the kicker i'm a pretty stubron chic sometimes and as i was laying on the couch in tears cuz i couldn't breathe i figured i'll just call my mom and have her take me to the doc (even though she lives an hour away) since i couldn't drive due to my eyes being swollen shut and my breathe kept getting worse...i manage

Poems
"You've Done Your Time In Hell" THE FIREFIGHTER STOOD AND FACED HIS GOD, WHICH MUST ALWAYS COME TO PASS. HE HOPED HIS SHOES WERE SHINING, JUST AS BRIGHTLY AS HIS BRASS. "STEP FORWARD NOW, YOU FIREFIGHTER, HOW SHALL I DEAL WITH YOU? HAVE YOU ALWAYS TURNED THE OTHER CHEEK? TO MY CHURCH HAVE YOU BEEN TRUE?" THE FIREFIGHTER SQUARED HIS SHOULDERS AND SAID, "NO, LORD, I GUESS I AIN'T BECAUSE THOSE OF US WHO FIGHT FIRE, CAN'T ALWAYS BE A SAINT. I'VE HAD TO WORK MOST SUNDAYS, AND AT TIMES MY TALK WAS ROUGH, AND SOMETIMES I'VE BEEN VIOLENT, BECAUSE THE STREETS ARE AWFULLY TOUGH. BUT, I NEVER TOOK A PENNY, THAT WASN'T MINE TO KEEP. THOUGH I WORKED A LOT OF OVERTIME WHEN THE BILLS GOT JUST TOO STEEP, AND I NEVER PASSED A CRY FOR HELP, THOUGH AT TIMES I SHOOK WITH FEAR, AND SOMETIMES, GOD FORGIVE ME, I'VE WEPT UNMANLY TEARS. I KNOW I DON'T DESERVE A PLACE AMONG THE PEOPLE HERE THEY NEVER WANTED ME AROUND EXCEPT TO

Comejoin Our Family
WE WOULD LIKE TO TAKE THIS TIME TO INVITE YOU TO COME SHARE IN A FAMILY LOVE LIKE NO OTHER ! Tsisquo'ga ♥Native American Queen♥ ~ Club F.A.R. ~@ fubar Chief of Native American Pride@ fubar HOMEPAGE Native American Pride Homepage@ fubar WE TAKE PRIDE IN OUR FAMILY AND WHAT IT STANDS FOR . FAMILY RULES 1.THIS IS A DRAMA FREE FAMILY. ANY VIOLATION OF THIS WILL RESULT IN YOUR REMOVAL AND A BULLITEN WILL BE POSTED AS TO WHY. 2.THIS IS A LEVELING FAMILY. EACH WEEK A BULLITEN WILL BE POSTED AS TO WHAT MEMBERS NEED OUR HELP IN LEVELING THEM TO MOVE THEM TO THE NEXT LEVEL. EVERYONE MUST HELP THE PEO

Friends
PEOPLE COME INTO YOUR LIFE FOR A REASON People come into your life for a reason, a season or a lifetime. When you know which one it is, you will know what to do for that person. When someone is in your life for a REASON, it is usually to meet a need you have expressed. They have come to assist you through a difficulty, to provide you with guidance and support, to aid you physically, emotionally or spiritually. They may seem like a Godsend and they are. They are there for the reason you need them to be. Then, without any wrong doing on your part or at an inconvenient time, this person will say or do something to bring the relationship to an end. Sometimes they die. Sometimes they walk away. Sometimes they act up and force you to take a stand. What we must realize is that our need has been met, our desire fulfilled, their work is done. The prayer you sent up has been answered and now it is time to move on. Some people come into your life for a SEASON, because your turn has come to

Uk Delights
UK DELIGHTS IS MORE THAN JUST A LOUNGE COME CHECK IT OUT FOR YOURSELFYES THAT'S ME THERE, WAITING FOR YOU. HERE I AM, COME AND FIND ME! THIS IS THE PLACE TO BE Click the Lips..... Get a Wicked Delight!

U
Have you met me yet? No This is my new Fu-Owner Miss Pr Mamii.. she is also a great friend.. Plus she owns me for the next mth hehehe:p Not only am I lucky to be owned by such a beautiful, sweet, person But I'd like to help her level to Fu-King she is less than 60k away from it. So if you could go by and show some fu-love to my new owner and give her some warm spanks (psst she likes them :p) It would be great :D And it doesn't hurt that she's .... **PR Mamii**Owner Of ~GoddessWildCherry~**Member Of The Spankers Club**PLZ RATE PAGE & FAN B4 U Add@ fubar This pimpout brought to you by ~GoddessWildCherry~Owned By Pr Mamii~Member of the Spankers Club~

Life...
life in general for me has been having more downns than ups lately....hopefully this next mnth will have it the other way around.....so far it seems to be looking up for me just wanted to let yall know i might be a bit crabby abd bitchy for a few days...i lost my gram at 3:30 yestarday afternoon...she was ill and sick for a while....i know shes in a better place but its hard to loose a loved one ur so ised to seeing everytime u went to ur moms she was in her rocker and said there is my baby doll(referring to my lil guy) and got hugs and kisses from him....she always cheered me up....R.I.P. Gram ur missed greatly.... OMFG!!! its been one of those weekends when u wanna tell ur family to fuck off and go to hell....Apperently they went thru my grams stuff...if u know me then u know a)she passed a couple weeks ago....and b) im having a really hard time with it bc i was really close to her....no one bothered to call me...or email me...or even pm me on here to say hey heather we are gonna go

Poems
Smoke filled the night air, crisp & clear None of them noticed evil was near They laughed & joked & just went on Not one of them said anything wrong A figure hiding in the shadows of the night Just waiting for a moment that was right Teeth sharp & yellow, eyes glowing red This is not the monster found under your bed This demon, is dreaming, plotting you know He is straining to find a way into your soul He feeds on your fear, drinks in your tears He becomes the only thing that you can hear He lurks in bushes, hides in trees He is something your not likely to see Pain invites him, anger gives him control Soon dark & dead will be your soul You ask what he is, & who he wants He is every moment that is to haunt Those broken, scared, alone, & bruised He's the unheard voice of all those abused You give him power, when you just pretend that there are not any demons within But once you let him rule all that he sees He fills the world with his incurable disease

Lyrcis
"One Kiss" [Verse 1:] She was so sincere The way she grabbed my hand And introduced herself Like no one else has done before And I can’t lie I was hypnotized By the smile of the talk and the style of the walk And when she tried to kiss me I just sighed And said to myself this can’t be real Lied to my mind but my heart it could feel Something was wrong (don’t worry) That’s what she said Now I Look back on the night that changed my life I remember the things That made me call at night And to think that I betrayed me for one kiss [Chorus:] One kiss for all my trust One kiss for all my love One kiss cause me to break One kiss I just hate it One kiss One kiss One kiss That’s where I started feeling One kiss felt so good But I never shoulda had that kiss [Verse 2:] I was so far gone She could do no wrong Until I caught her in the act Down right getting it on How could I not see That eventually she would break my heart Where did it all start It st

Harsh Realities
a good friend has left my life way too soon and way too young, he was an asshole to most but a good friend and fun to be around to me. he was talented musically in a band called pint busters when he lived in my area, and always knew how to put on a good show. today i mourn a friend and brother. i miss you Alex This was Pint Busters Alex was the singer I may not of ever met her but her death does affect me as it should any woman. She didnt follow the norm and lead the sexual revolution of the 60s she will be missed Pinup Queen Bettie Page Dead at 85 Thu., Dec. 11, 2008 7:29 PM PST by Natalie Finn Michael Ochs Archives/Getty Images Although her body was mortal, Bettie Page's image is forever young and feisty. The 1950s-era model, whose saucy poses for publications like Beauty Parade, Twitter and an upstart rag called Playboy won her a legion of fans and a cult following long after her pinup days were over, died Thursday night at a Los Angeles hospital,

Poems
OUR BRAVE Upon the sands of far away…. Our troops bravely led… To march and fight and die for us.. Their free native land… We sit and watch as tracers fly… As our guys crawl the dunes… And in our hearts a constant hum.. “Oh Beautiful”, Sang out of tune… We clinch, we fear, we shed our tears… Their safety for we pray… That angels wrap them within their wings.. And bring them home one day… Our Brothers, Sisters, Moms and Dads.. Children, Friends… all… Remember them, within your hearts… Those who answered the call… ego

Thoughts
This is a real quick thank you - 2007 was a terrible year for me and right at this moment things are still really tough BUT I don't wanna be all doom and gloom cos I have so many things to be thankful for and have made some wonderful friends on here I want to thank each and everyone of you in my family cos in your own way, whether its you letting me ramble on at you for ages about nothing, or for you making me laugh, or letting me cry. You have helped me in SO many ways Luv ya all

Need A Little Help Please
Hello all my Friends. My wife is in a contest and was wondering if you have a min if you would comment bomb her. I would really appreciate any help you can give her. Thank you from the bottom of my heart for your help. Here is the link to her picture.

Fakes!
Tell me one thing........................ What ever happened to honesty? I like to think that I am a kind person, and I give people the benefit of the doubt. And yes I tend to trust way too easily. But I dont like it when people pretend to be a friend when they really dont want to be one. Stop hurting my feelings and walking all over me. So to all of you fakes out there. If you dont want to be my FUCKING friend say so! Thank you please drive through!

Life As It Were
basically starting now i have lived alone, for most my life,yes been happy..had 2 failed relationships but lived with it since its deemed possible that God doesnt want me to have one, i am too old for preisthood lol so thats out, so i just sit here and wonder if, "hey...am i just here to amuse people in my life and not be happy?" or is there really someone round my age out there and we are missing each other for some god awful reason? lol. i have had angioplasty done for my heart due to chest pains that were gettin worse n worse..now ifeel fine and i think most ladies are afraid that i may croak....and get left with nothing but pain. i live check to check..fixed income. so that is partially of it too i think...but oh well...they dont realize that hey...i am actually a very nice guy who has a heart full of love and is willing to share it with any lucky lady.....any lady out there.....but i guess nice guys do come last! wel. all last Sunday i think i caught the bug! there was no sneez

Thoughts For The Moment
A prospector comes down out of the hills after six months f diggin for gold. He goes straight to the local saloon and says "Bartender! I been alone in them hills for 6 months! I want a shot-a whiskey, a cold beer, a hot bath, and a warm willin woman! The bartender replies "Well, we got the whiskey, the beer, and the bath, but we ain't got no women in this town." The prospector says "Well what do ya do for fun 'roun here?" "We got ol' Joe in the back room", replies the bar keep. "Aw hell!" Says the miner, "I don't go for that shit!" He does his shot and beer, gets his bath, and heads back up into the hills. 6 months later the old prospector coms back town, goes to the same saloon and says "Bartender! I benn in them hills alone for damn near a year now! I want me a shot-a whiskey, a cold beer, a hot bath, and a warm, willin woman!" The bartender says "Mister I told you 6 months ago, we ain't got no women in this here town! But we still got ol' Joe in the back room."

1/30/08
i caught him red handed with that bitch last night and now he calls me a little bit ago and says he thought he was over me until he saw me, oh god give me a fucking break... Wow, i have learned so much in the last two days, it is absolutely rediculous... BJ, my soon to be ex husband, finally fessed up and told me that it was true that he cheated on me last january... 3-4 hours after i left him for hurting me one night. then the very next day he came down from wv to nc and talked me back for another 8 months of hell... his step-dad called me after i left bj this last time and told me that there was an 18 year old girl in the town where we lived claiming that BJ had gotten her pregnant. of course i confronted him about it and he denied it. Well, i eventually let it go, who really cared anyway? That's what I thought, lmao... this past sunday he calls out of the blue to tell me he needs me to help him with the taxes and he'll give me some of the money, he'd be down here in nc m

Bad Girls Bulletins
If Any Bad Girls Are Able To Sticky Any Bad Girls Pimpout Bulletins.. Will You Please Do That...Thanks In Advance. Sgt. Raider Promoter For Sarge's Bad Girls http://fubar.com/bulletins.php?b=2683366833 This Needs To Be Reposted By All Bad Girls..If You Get This Message.. "i fucking hate you" Then You Need To Add 'IMA SLUT but not your slut aka Meowzette' To Your Friends List To Repost It Repost All Bulletins That Have To Do With The Bad Girls..Or Helping Any Of The Bad Girls Or Myself

I Am A Scorpion...
*An encyclopedia describes a scorpion as a nocturnal arachnid that attacks and paralyzes its prey with a poison injected by the long, curved tail, used for both defense and destruction. Its sting is sometimes fatal. People often draw back visibly when someone says he or she was born in November, murmuring, "Oh, you're a Scorpio!" either in frank fear, or in awe and respect. Sometimes there's also a giggle that obviously refers to the legendary Scorpio passion. Scorpios are fed up with these reactions to their Sun sign, and who can blame them? But they are ruthless and dangerous, right? Wrong. It depends. First, you'd better learn how to recognize the sign. In self-defense perhaps-or because you seek a really superior human being. Scorpio likes to travel incognito. Thanks to their well-controlled nature, they usually succeed, but there are a couple of short cuts which will make it easier to penetrate our disguise at midnight or at noon. Look at the eyes. They can be green, blue, br

2008 Race Schedule
Our 2008 Race Season Schedule: 2008 Schedule April 5th ………………Play Day STARTING @ 9AM GOING TO 3PM April 12th....................Play Day Starting@ 9AM going to ???? POINT SEASON STARTS 1. April: 26th………….……IMCA,BOMBERS, PRO STOCK, HOBBY STOCK, GEN X, SEASON OPENER 2. May:10th ………….…Napa night IMCA,BOMBERS,PRO STOCK,HOBBY STOCK,GEN X,318 MODS,PRO 4,Mud Bogs 3. May: 24th …...IMCA,BOMBERS, PRO STOCK, 318 MODS, HOBBY STOCK, GEN X, Kids Rides 4. May 25th …………..…. .IMCA,BOMBERS, PRO STOCK, 318 MODS,HOBBY STOCK, GEN X 5.June 7th …………….…..IMCA,BOMBERS,PRO STOCK,HOBBY STOCK,GEN X,318 MODS, Demo Derby 6. June 21st ……………...IMCA,BOMBERS, PRO STOCK, 318 MODS, HOBBY STOCK, GEN X,KIDS RIDES Powder Puff Race 7. July 4th ………………...IMCA,BOMBERS, PRO STOCK,318 MODS, HOBBY STOCK, GEN X, Fireworks Show, FALLON AUTOMALL 8. July:19th ………………IMCA,BOMBERS,P

The Amazing Musical Oracle
Its pretty simple 01. Load up all your music. 02. Stick it on shuffle/random 03. For each question, answer with the next track that plays. How does the world see me? Tainted Love - Marilyn Manson Will I have a happy life? The show must go on -Insane Clown Posse What do my friends really think of me? Truly Alone - Insane Clown Posse Do people secretly lust after me? Surfin Dead - The Cramps How can I make myself happy? Mr. Happy - Insane Clown Posse (oh my god thats pretty messed up) What should I do with my life? Pass the axe - Dark Lotus Will I ever have children? Growing Again -Insane Clown Posse What is some good advice for me? Scar Tissue - Red Hot Chilli Peppers How will I be remembered? All Apologies -Nirvana (not such a good sign lol) What is my signature dance song? Everybody Rize - Insane Clown Posse What do I think my current theme song is? Bowling Balls -Insane Clown Posse What type of people do I like to date? Dreams -

Thinking Of You
Thinking Of You I thought of you today But that’s nothing new I thought about you yesterday and the day before that too for every day good or bad you'll always be in my head I hope you've understood everything I’ve said This isn't just a joke or a silly lie Id never do anything to make you wanna cry I'm sorry if I do something to make you really mad It only comes back and makes me really sad I really do love you and everything you are I hope this relationship gets really far Ill never get you out I simply don't know how In fact I'm thinking of you right about now Your everything I need and everything to me You know exactly who you are and what you want to be You always make me smile just by being there I hope you know how much I really do care Every time I think of you my stomach seems to twist This is why I love you, I’ve made a huge list The list goes on forever and never will it end Neither will our relationship you'll always be my friend not just a simple f

~funny Things To Do To Get Back At People
Sing along at the opera. Go to a poetry recital and ask why each poem doesn't rhyme. Holler random numbers while someone is counting. In the memo field of all your checks, write "for sex" Reply to everything someone says with "that's what YOU think." Declare your apartment an independent nation, and sue your neighbors upstairs for "violating your airspace." Forget the punchline to a long joke, but assure the listener it was a "real hoot." Invent nonsense computer jargon in conversations, and see if people play along to avoid the appearance of ignorance. Finish all your sentences with the words "in accordance with prophesy." Wear a special hip holster for your remote control. Do not add any inflection to the end of your sentences, producing awkward silences with the impression that you'll be saying more any moment. Signal that a conversation is over by clamping your hands over your ears. Give a play-by-play account of a persons every action in a nas

Stalkers
why cant stalkers just leave ppl alone.fubar is a place to have fun not for ppl not to be safe. i think they need to stop or eave fubar alone.there is know reson for ppl not to feel safe and have fun. sorry that is how i feel.

6 Truths
6 Truths of Life? 1. You cannot touch all your teeth with your tongue. 2. All idiots, after reading the first truth, will try it. 3. The first truth is a lie. 4. You're smiling now because you're an idiot. 5. You soon will forward this to another idiot. 6. There's still a stupid smile on your face. Sorry(NOT)about this,....I'm an idiot and I needed company,...:-)

Chain Letters
The Sex Fairy This is hilarious! Be sure to read the warning at the bottom. I didn't change a word! I'm not messing with the Sex Fairy! 1. Sex is a beauty treatment. Scientific tests find that when women make love they produce amounts of the hormone estrogen, which makes hair shine and skin smooth. ============ = 2. Gentle, relaxed lovemaking reduces your chances of suffering dermatitis, skin rashes and blemishes. The sweat produced cleanses the pores and makes your skin glow. ============ = 3. Lovemaking can burn up those calories you piled on during that romantic dinner. ============ = 4. Sex is one of the safest sports you can take up. It stretches and tones up just about every muscle in the body. It's more enjoyable than swimming 20 laps, and you don't need special sneakers! ============ = 5. Sex is an instant cure for mild depression. It releases endorphins into the bloodstream, producing a sense of euphoria and leaving you with a feeling of well-bein

Bone To Pick!
So today I posted this mumm. Asking people if they would eat what a guy on the video was eating. I got several comments saying that my mumm violated the terms of service. When I looked them up it said nothing about not being able to post a video as long as it went with the question. Which mine did! Dumb ass holier than thou people clicked on the NSFW button and my mumm was reported and deleted with out me being able to defend myself or save my mumm since I did nothing wrong. At to top it off the will not reply back to the message I sent them. WTF!

To Everyone
ok here it is ewveryone i made it to Ga but so far its good except 4 a couple things yes male assholes and my baby pc was stolen so its going to take some time b4 i get back on a friend let me use theres to lerave this message fu bombers dont drop me ill be back as soon as i can love yall c yall soon

Blast Giveaways
I am in a 3 day blast contest now.. and need 3000 comments. So anyone who can help would be appreciated... This is the link to the blog on Stephanie Lynn's Page so you can read the rules even if you want to do it for your self. This is the link to the blog. http://www.fubar.com/blog/162018/688924 This is the link to her page if the above link does not work and look for the blog titled "HUGE SALE! Blasts 1/2 off for limited time!!" Stephanie Lynn@ fubar This is the link to my pic. My Daughter is next to me also going for the 3 day blast... Here is her link also...

For The Person I Care About.
You You lift me up To touch the sky. You show me worlds Beyond the eye. You light the fire That woke as ash. You built the plane They couldn't crash. You race for me The hours of night To light the stars With pure delight. We glide through seas We grow through earth. I hope you know Just what you're worth. We'll face off those Who send the hounds. With stance so bold We'll stand our ground

Poems
Why do people tell you they love you but never show it when necassary. why do people let the person they claim to love sit and cry and to live in pain and sorrow. Why feed them lies if you dont care. why make them think you care whey they mean nothing to you except to make you feel better about yourself. I'm tired of being the pawn in your games. I'm tired of being there for when you feel regret for the things you have done to me. The pain you have caused is done and no matter what you do or say will fix it. So find some one else to play games with i quit. Find some one else to pity you I'm sick and tired of it. Your my world. The reason I open my eyes every morning. Your the sun that brightens my world. When you wrap your arms around me I am no longer cold. Your my knight that is there when ever I need you. I feel like I am surrounded by a stone wall when you hold me. Knowing that nothing can harm me. You are a part of me now and forever. Your my heart and soul. Every thing is spinnin

Fubar World Cruise
♫♫ ♫♫ If you have any ideas for some cool upbeat catchy songs to go here, please let me know thanks! I know this isn't quite a cruise type song but I needed a change, haven't the time to look right now and its catchy lol ;o) Hello ladies and gentlemen, this is your Captain speaking. Welcome aboard The Fubar World Cruise, where you can get more friends, fans, page rates and fu gifts when you join, as well as have a party and loads of fun ;o) ALL MEMBERS ARE ASKED TO PLEASE REPOST UPDATE BULLETINS AS I DO ADD NEW INFO TO THEM AND ITS TO MAKE SURE ALL MEMBERS GET TO SEE IT AND MORE PEOPLE GET A CHANCE TO JOIN, THANKS FOR UNDERSTANDING AND REPOSTING We now have 230 members (20 crew and 210 passengers) on the cruise so far wooohooo ;o) more members are joining every day, so we just keep growing LOL ;o) We're onto page 3 of members blog pages now (i have 100 members per blog page) woohooo the captain luv her cruise and its members ;o) LOL

The Low Down!
BEING TOLD I AM THE BEST MAMI IN FUBARLAND... I knew it but it never hearts to hear it. Thank you Papi! I've been in the hospital 4 times in the last 2 weeks and one time was for brain surgery that didn't answer any of the questions we were hoping to answer. I'm starting to feel very defeated and kind of doomed that this is going to be a life long kind of thing and fated to end up blind as well. If you knew half the crap thats gone on in the last month, you would absolutely cry but my heart keeps beating and I smile at least once a day to make sure that my face remembers how. Then after it all, my doctor doesn't know what to do after 2 years of doing everything and anything, nothings improved. Kind of sucks when your doctor throws his hands up in utter defeat and says he feels he will be wasting your time to continue being your doctor cuz he hasn't a clue what to do to help and hopes maybe another doctor with a fresh perspective could help if at the least, be able to hook me u

Come On In
Look to all the peeps on my friends list and those not...come check out our lounge! It is really cool I promise. Drama free and everyone there has been cool so far. Come on by I would appreciate it much! Thanks!!! http://www.fubar.com/new_lounge.php?w=1&lid=54446

Drug Personality
Your Personality Is Like Acid A bit wacky, you're very difficult to predict. One moment you're in your own little happy universe... And the next, you're on a bad trip to your own personal hell! At your best: You understand the world completely, and every ordinary experience is sublime. What people like about being around you: You say and do the craziest things. You're very entertaining. What people dislike about being around you: You're unpredictable. Your mood swings are quite intense. How addicted people get to you: They pretty much don't get addicted to you. What Drug Is Your Personality Like?

Eyes
What do your eyes reveal about you?(PICS!)Updatedcreated with QuizFarm.com You scored as MysteriousYou wish to hide who you are from all those around you. You find it very hard to trust people. You also may enjoy the fun that comes from playing mind games with others around you.My advice Get out there and reveal the true you if only to one person! Mysterious 88%Anger 75%Passion 75%Diamond Eyes 63%Eyes full of Pain 50% Your Eyes Should Be Blue Your eyes reflect: Innocence and sweetness What's hidden behind your eyes: A calculating mind What Color

Expression
Words can't express the person i really am. From what you see, your view of me can be exact, or far from it. My outer appearance doesn't describe the truth of me. Yet my first impression can convey me as something I'm not. You can't define me. My clothes can't define me. But my choices can. My actions will. I am who i am, and nothing more. And to be happy with who you are, is truly the best happiness this world can bring. I don't strive to impress you, for impressions are nothing but lies. Confess to the world, to your friends, an family. But mainly confess to yourself. Lt your true self come out and shine, because there is a reason for your place on earth. Stop trying to convince,assure, and indoctrinate. Be confident with yourself. Thats where the power lays. I am my own person. People will not change who i am.

Life
i have two different families now and it seems like my new found family loves me more than my own and i dont know why. my real mother never calls me anymore and neither does my youngest sister. but my other family will do whatever they can to help me and my kids even though they dont really have to. i need help and advice

Venting
okay i need to seriously vent over here... i need serious help too... i swear idk how im not fucking locked away yet... okay, i go to skool about once or twice a week n i HAVE to go tomorrow... ppl better not fuck with me so help me god... speically the fucking lil retarded kids that piss me off or ill go off on there fucking ass... and i cant do that cuz i will not stop when i start...... so therefor... i will get locked up that way grrr i want someone to fucking shoot me right now damn it i have to get outta this house this weekend... i need to get away from all the shit with ppl and my family and everything i dont know how much longer ill be around... im getting the fuck outta ny as soon as i can... im gonna go fucking insain, my depressions getting worse and the meds arnt working pains getting too much to bare physically and mentally... im so fed up with everything why the fuck do i even bother with anything anymore i cant wait till it gets warm so i can s

Secrets
If we could be like Dolphins, Swimming freely in the sea, Would our minds be open? Would our secrets run free? Would the gossip lay to rest? Will the tears and torment die? Will the holes in hearts heal? Would there be no need to cry? Will the passion flow free? For there's no need to hide, For without any secrets, You can't lose your pride. Will the rumors stop spreading? Will the lies finally end? How is it that we humans, Turn our backs on our friends? If we could be like Dolphins, The key will unlock the door, The lies will disappear, And the secrets will be no more.

~i've Learned Ii~
~I've learned ... that just because someone doesn't love you the way you want them to doesn't mean they don't love you with all they have. ~I've learned ... that maturity has more to do with what types of experiences you've had and what you've learned from them and less to do with how many birthdays you've celebrated. ~I've learned ... that you should never tell a child their dreams are unlikely or outlandish. Few things are more humiliating, and what a tragedy it would be if they believed it. ~I've learned ... that your family won't always be there for you. It may seem funny, but people you aren't related to can take care of you and love you and teach you to trust people again. Families aren't biological. ~I've learned ... that no matter how good a friend is, they're going to hurt you every once in a while and you must forgive them for that. ~I've learned ... that it isn't always enough to be forgiven by others. So

Random Thoughts
Only in America do drugstores make the sick walk all the way to the back of the store to get their prescriptions while healthy people can buy cigarettes at the front. Only in America do people order double cheeseburgers, large fries, and a diet coke. Only in America do banks leave both doors open and then chain the pens to the counters. Only in America do we leave cars worth thousands of dollars in the driveway and put our useless junk in the garage. Only in America do we buy hot dogs in packages of ten and buns in packages of eight. Only in America do we use the word 'politics' to describe the process so well: 'Poli' in Latin meaning 'many' and 'tics' meaning 'bloodsucking creatures'. Only in America do they have drive-up ATM machines with Braille lettering. EVER WONDER ... Why the sun lightens our hair, but darkens our skin? Why women can't put on mascara with their mouth closed? Why don't you ever see the headline "Psychic Wins Lottery"

Welcome To My Insanity
there are certain types of people in this world that piss me off to no end.. Like the type of people that come up to you and ask for advice, and when you give them advice they don't take the advice they just come up to you a week later and are like " I can't believe how everything turned out so wrong" You wanna know why everything turned out so wrong? Because you didn't take my advice, and your fucking stupid. Thats what went wrong, You didn't listen to me *I* know all... The other type of person are those insignificant peon's who just have to validate themselves by being in a relationship... You know what it's pathetic, weak-minded, and you show no inner strength what so ever.. Get over the girlfriend, get over the boyfriend or what-ever in the fuck your yearning for and live fucking life... People who stalk their ex-girlfriends...Particularly piss me off.... What the fuck is wrong with *these* people? Don't you have something better things to do with your life then to

Thank You So Much.
To my Rate Spankers family and really good friends who have made my first Auto-11s experience one Hell of a ride so far. Never underestimate the kindness of strangers, I look forward to getting to know those of you who took the time out of your day to help me out. With that said, there are under two hours left to help me and yourself out as well. There are 2500 photos to rate and no, I do not expect anyone to rate them all unless you really want to (Some of you already have and you rock!) Click here for more Thank-You Graphics! Thank you to everyone who helped make my Auto-11s enhanced Birthday celebration on fubar a great a success. This is as complete a list as I could come up with so I apologize in advance for anyone who has been left off. She is my best friend, the Co-Owner of the Rate Spankers and is always there for me: cAUSE iM tHE fCKiNG pRiNCESS..dUHH@ fubar These two special ladies are a mother and daughter team who have always helped me and encouraged their

Sissy
LOOKING FOR SOME HOT GIRLS TO PLAY WITH!!!! XOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOX HELLO EVERYONE, I'M NEW HERE SO BE NICE TO ME ;) PLEASE GIVE ME TIME TO GET BACK TO YOU. i HAVE TO FIGURE THIS SHIT OUT FIRST!! MUCH SISSY LOVE TO YOU ALL XOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOX

Vibrators Sold At Wally World?
I was walking through the store the other day and got this really crazy idea. What if they sold vibrators? I know it is dirty to think in such ways but think about it. They sell everything else so why not? I guess that would get some people's blood going. But be honest guys think of the posibilities. WOuldnt you buy one or maybe for you girls out there. Would it not be ssooo convenient not to have to drive to another store to complete that outfit you just bought to wear for your crush? I know if they had a decent selection it would not stop me. But then I am a bad girl and have no shame in my game...so who else out there is willing to admit they can be naughty with the rest of us? I guess this would go to show why I was a Raunchy Sexy on that quiz I took ;-)

Auction Time!!!!
OK.. here is the deal.. lets see who knows me at all.. all you have to do it send me a Private message with the answers.. Where did we meet? Take a stab at my middle name? Do I smoke? Color of my eyes? Do I have any siblings? What's one of my favorite things to do? What's my favorite type o f music? Am I shy or outgoing? Am I a rebel or do I follow the rules? Any special talents? How many children do I have? If you and I were stranded on a desert island, whatis one thing thatI would bring? I can't wait to see the answers. Time to join my auction.. Have you ever wanted to be bid on.. Well here is the place to go.. going to run the auction for two weeks.. All that is needed is for you to let me know that you want in.. Send me the link to the pic you want to use and what is your terms for the bidding.. Lets have some fun and see what you can win.. Just take your pick from any of

Ovarian Cancer
Ovarian cancer is a malignant ovarian neoplasm (an abnormal growth located on the ovaries). Causes Ovarian cancer is the fifth leading cause of cancer death in women, the leading cause of death from gynecological malignancy, and the second most commonly diagnosed gynecologic malignancy [1]. It is idiopathic, meaning that the exact cause is usually unknown. The disease is more common in industrialized nations, with the exception of Japan. In the United States, females have a 1.4% to 2.5% (1 out of 40-60 women) lifetime chance of developing ovarian cancer. Older women are at highest risk. More than half of the deaths from ovarian cancer occur in women between 55 and 74 years of age and approximately one quarter of ovarian cancer deaths occur in women between 35 and 54 years of age. The risk for developing ovarian cancer appears to be affected by several factors. The more children a woman has, the lower her risk of ovarian cancer. Early age at first pregnancy, older ages of

Just A Poem I Wrote
Things will never be the same Your smiling face reminds me Of all the times we shared. Hugs and kisses often remembered, The times when we both cared. I remember those days, when you held me in your arms. Things will never be the same. Tender kisses in the dark, walking hand in hand through empty parks, those days are gone, only memories remain. Things will never be the same The long nights afterward, while I cried myself to sleep, I reflected on those times when it was you and me, and now that it's all over I'm still trying to forget your name, Things will never be the same. Do you know how much I love you? Words can never say, You came into my life and changed me. You have brightened my gloomy days. Do you know how much I love you? I can't tell you how much I care. I can tell you that I believe in you, and that I'm always there. Do you know how much I love you? I'm scared you don't comprehend, how much

I Have Tried.
I have tried to be a friend. Yet I have failed in the end. I have walked beside you around every bend. Atlast we have came to the fork in the road. I move left you move right. Finally all alone at the end of night. My mind wonders... I cant help but ponder... are you alright are you all alone tonight in the dark you dont like for all that has happened and inspite my thoughts return to you while I lay alone at night, I wish you well and dont worry,I hold no spite. for a friend On this day, a friend who I went through hell with in the army has passed. He fought a battle after leaving the service and lost. His memory will live on in me. He was the best scout I ever knew. The best friend a person could ask for. For those of you who know me, you know I was a sniper in the army and this man was my scout throughout it all. We served together we lived toegther, we fought together. Finally we were given a battle that although toegther we couldnt win.So long my friend, my

About Me
Why the hell did I go to all the trouble of writing stuff about me only to be sent tons of requests by people who obviously didn't read a word about me? I am as close to lesbian as a bi woman can be yet prolly 90% of requests fro friendship have been from guys. I'll make a bet with anyone that most of them never say a word to me. Any friends want to chat with me, leave a message and I will give my yahoo. Take care n have fun

Stressin About Work
OK so I have decided to terminate my girl at work who I have been told is stealing. I'm not going to tolerate it. I'm going to do this deed on Wed. She's off the next 2 days and I have a knot in my stomach and I hope it goes away after that morning. It is on one of my days off from the shop but I'm going to have to work for a few hours that morning. Then I will also have to work a lot of over time for awhile until I get the schedule straightened out. I hate being the bad guy. She's a really nice lady, but ya know there are just some things that aren't working out. For those of you who don't know, I manage 2 salons. YES I do hair also, more than anyone else there, and you will also catch me moppin the floors and takin out the trash. I DO NOT put myself above anyone there, I treat myself as an equal except in times like this. It has been brought to my attention by more than one person that one of my employees is pocketting money. The routine is when a client comes in they

1000 Fu Bucks To Anyone Who Rate And Leaves 10 Comments Come And Let Me Know U Did
OK ALL MY FRIENDS, DB'S, STAFF, AND ANYONE ELSE THAT WANTS TO , YOU KNOW WHO U ARE… I AM IN MY FIRST BOMBING CONTEST AND I NEED YOUR HELP TO WIN AND BOMB THE SHIT OUTTA ME....IF YOU LOVE ME YOU'LL HELP.....LMAO.. JUST CLICK ON MY PIC BELOW AND BOMB AWAY...COULD YOU ALSO PLZ REPOST THIS BULLY.. THANKS AND LOVE YOU ALL THANKS AND LOVE YOU ALL DIRTY BITCH~DJ BOO BOO KITTY F*CK!~CO-OWNER OF BLACK DIAMOND~R/L WIFE 2 FREAK ON A LEASH~@ fubar

Help
OK ALL MY FRIENDS, DB'S, STAFF, AND ANYONE ELSE THAT WANTS TO , YOU KNOW WHO U ARE… I AM IN MY FIRST BOMBING CONTEST AND I NEED YOUR HELP TO WIN AND BOMB THE SHIT OUTTA ME....IF YOU LOVE ME YOU'LL HELP.....LMAO.. JUST CLICK ON MY PIC BELOW AND BOMB AWAY...COULD YOU ALSO PLZ REPOST THIS BULLY.. THANKS AND LOVE YOU ALL THANKS AND LOVE YOU ALL DIRTY BITCH~DJ BOO BOO KITTY F*CK!~CO-OWNER OF BLACK DIAMOND~R/L WIFE 2 FREAK ON A LEASH~@ fubar

The Answer 2 All
WHEN I AM SORE OR SADLY DEPRESSED , I TURN TO GOD IN PRAYER ; I FIND HIM WAITING THERE . HIS LOVE IS FILLED WITH PLENTY OF GOOD THINGS THAT I NEED . NUMBER ONE = HIS WILL FOR ALL HIS CHILDREN TO SHELTER AND TO FEED . SO WHY WE EVER WORRY ABOUT ANYTHING WHEN WE ALL KNOW WE HAVE A GOD THAT WILL NEVER LET US DOWN AND WILL ALWAYS MEET OUR NEEDS , SO JUST TRUST AND BELIEVE . ALL WE HAVE TO DO IS SEEK AND PLACE ON HIM OUR CARES . BECAUSE THERE IS NO CURE FOR NOTHING LIKE THE ONE AND ONLY CURE = PRAYERS !!!!!!! WHEN A PROBLEM OVERWHELMS YOU AND YOU CANNOT SEE YOUR WAY , FIND A QUIET PLACE TO LISTEN ... HEAR WHAT JESUS HAS TO SAY . THERE ARE TIMES WE OVER LOOK HIM - TIMES WHEN WE FORGET HES HERE , BUT HE NEVER WILL FORSAKE US BECAUSE HE HOLDS US ALL MOST DEAR . EVERY SINGLE BIT OF WORRY , EVERY SINGLE BIT OF GRIEF ,IF UNBURDENED TO OUR SAVOIR , WILL BE BLESSED WITH SWEET RELIEF . HE HOLDS THE KEY TO ALL UNKNOWN , AND I AM GLAD ; IF OTHER HANDS SHOULD HOLD THE KEY , OR IF HE TRUSTED IT TO ME

Leaving For Mississippi
After tonight and what happened its best for me to go ahead and leave before something bad happens to me . My soon to be ex has a bad temper and short fuse ,it's just a matter of time before he hurts me. I'll try my best to keep in touch with the friends I have made on here.I'll be offline friday and probly saturday.

What Is Important In Life
I am beginning to feel this is what my life is like. But I have stopped looking. I have had a huge string of bad luck in the past 2 months. My Car was stolen and located but it was totaled out. Teh new car I get is severly damaged in an accident this week while I am driving (not my fault). Then this morning I get call from my mother to tell me a family friend has died. She was 23. She rejected her transplanted heart after 15 years. The things that are wrong in my life dont see so bad now do they. I am healthy. My parents love me. I have friends that would do anything in the world for me. I have a someone very special in my life and soon I will be able to spend more time with him. My life isnt too bad. The only change I think about is changing the fact I live in a city where I have no friends. No one for me when living alone just gets to be too much. I have truly never felt so alone but things like situations can change and quickly especially in my life. W

Why Do I Need To Name My Blog? Is It Gonna Do Tricks When I Call It?
Listen you little weasel, stop fucking talking about me. Your mouth is not worthy of my name. From this day on anything negative you have to say about me you better keep to yourself. I am fucking tired of hearing about it. Maybe if you weren't such a gigantic sandy vagina you could come up with something better to do than obsess over me. Ever wonder why we talk shit about you in profile comments? Because we know you sit there boiling about it and it's HILARIOUS. You are not the debonair, suave Casanova you think you are. You are a pathetic, useless sack of used tampon slime. You wanna know what makes you that way? Your weight? NO Your interests? NO Even the fact that you live at home and play fucking board games? NO It's because you're a scheming, conniving fantasy addict. Your life is so fucking pathetic that you have to live in this fucked up reality. "Hi you've reached the office of Allan Lee" OFFICE? What your fucking shed? That shit hole in your back yard wher

Problems Only Goths Face
"Time" what a word, so much of it, yet so little too, they say time heals everything but does it? you have to ask yourself this, because when it involves death its unthinkable, the physical and mental boundaries, the sorrow, they all unite all because of one word "time" Time cant be justified nor can it be measured, although some get longer than others, but no one gets to decide their length of time, but merely get to choose their destiny i sit here alone all by myself i feel so worthless im beyond help every feeling i had has been drained all my feelings were kept contained then you pushed me a little to far i loved you then you broke my heart you threw it all back in my face you said your sick of this love race you used to be what i called home now im here and all alone i wrote this letter to say goodbye all i ever did was try try to be the girl you want but she is something im just not the blade; it glitters in the light noone will notice, i will do it tonig

So Confused
Ummm ok so a friend of mine invited me to join this thing. You should all add him if you havent already. Ladies he is a freakin blonde hair, sky blue eyed, wrangler wearing, bull riding, FIREFIGHTER. Sounds to good to be true huh. Well he's real and if only he didnt live soooo far from me..........Look him up for you self...jasonthefireman. So anyways can some one tell me how this thing works? do you really have to pay for everything? Im used to myspace. so the switch is a little weird for me.

Those Who Serve
Surprised CBS let him get away with this even though right... AMEN, ANDY ROONEY ! Right on, Andy Rooney!! Andy Rooney said this on '60 Minutes' a few weeks back: I don't think being a minority makes you a victim of anything except numbers. The only things I can think of that are truly discriminatory are things like the United Negro College Fund, Jet Magazine, Black Entertainment Television, and Miss Black America. Try to have things like the United Caucasian College Fund, Cloud Magazine, White Entertainment Television, or Miss White America; and see what happens...Jesse Jackson will be knocking down your door. Guns do not make you a killer. I think killing makes you a killer. You can kill someone with a baseball bat or a car, but no one is trying to ban you from driving to the ball game. I believe they are called the Boy Scouts f or a reason, which is why there are no girls allowed. Girls belong in the Girl Scouts! ARE YOU LISTENING MARTHA BURKE ? I think that i

....
today sucked my headache wont go away and its lonely here i think i need a bf mhmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm ok sleepy time why am i so fucking sad? i finally got what i wanted. and now all i can think about is anything but that... so i pretty much suck at life i put myself in this position to get fucked over and now i live with my grandparents like a loser i miss the life that i used to have no matter how unhappy i was at times it was still better than this.... and thats the saddest part. at least i was miserable with someone instead of miserable and alone im never leaving my room again

Out Of Control
I feel drenched in your blood it consumes me, poisons my mind with your toxicity. Push me down kick me ravash me. You poses me. i cant wash you away, soaking deaper into me, forcing me to be your puppet. pulling my strings and making dance for you. Fuck me! Taunt me ! I am no longer in control.

The Tumor
Heart Broken This morning I had to say goodbye to my first born. at 11:37 am Anage Marie Drush driffted into heaven as I lay next to her stroking her hair and her arm. They said she was brain dead this morning after she had an anurisim. I made the decision to take her off life support after I was sure she was not there anymore last night. I sung her a song this morning before the anurism and I said a prayer before her heart stopped. God who arnt in heavin hallow be thy name thy will , will be done on earth as it is in heaven.... Please release my daughters spirit into the high heavens and take away her pain forever more. I stayed until the coriner came and got her body and I left. I'm hoping to have services on Sunday but we'll have to see what happen's with the autopsy. Because they'd never seen a tumor / cancer of the magnitude in a child in this place before they asked if they could do an autopsy to see just how far the cancer spread in hopes if they see it agai

Pain
The pain that u felt after u got hurt doing something aint nutin like this pain, The pain of losin someone that u care bout, The pain that u dont know if u will ever get them back in your arms again, That pain that hits you when u think bout how its goin to be with out them around, The pain not bein able to see there face like you did, The pain that u get when u see them with another person that isnt u, The pain that u get when you go to sleep thinkin bout them, All you can do is cry n think bout if you will ever have them back, That pain kills you like no other, The pain of seein that person kissin another person, It ripes your insides out though your skin, Like when you see them all you want to do is whip the duds ass so bad that he/she will not be able to walk again, That will fell so good to you but, you ever do that cuzz if you ever want the shot to be with that person that you love again you have to think smart n think bout them n think bout wh

Running For President
OK, get this: McCain claims Obama called Plain a pig with lipstick when Obama didn't, so that means the first incident of calling Palin that came from her own running mate. And she referred to herself as a pitbull with lipstick at the RNC in her lame speech. So, tell me... Is Sarah Palin now a pitbullied pig with lipstick? Considering I turn the big old 35 today, so as a Birthday Present to myself, I wish to declare my candidacy, for the President of... NOTHING! My first act in office will be to do nothing. It will be followed by even more acts of nothing, as I promise nothing and will deliver exactly that--nothing! I guarantee that I will tax you nothing. I guarantee a balanced budget of nothing spent and nothing earned. In fact, the budget will have nothing to it, and it will take nothing to understand it. In the past there have been the Do-Nothings, the Know-Nothings, and they were just pretenders, because in the end they actually did something. I'm the real no

Help Read And Repots
I do not want condolences about this situation, I am posting this bulletin with a link that includes pictures of the man who murdered my 3 month old son in hopes that maybe someone has seen him somewhere....anywhere....please take the time to go to the link and watch the news video which includes a description of the car he was driving and his picture...If anyone knows anything at all, please dont contact me...call 409-771-7488 please repost the hell out of this so as many people as possible can see this. and if someone could sticky this for me so even more people can see it i would really appreciate it thank you everyone http://www.khou.com/topstories/stories/khou080130_jj_policeinfoonbabyfounddead.7265da15.html

For I Love Sporks
this is a copy of my sticky bulletin that I put together to try and help. PLEASE READ - this is important and is for .. I Love Sporks Please use either of these pics has ur default to show support, u may rip it or save and re-upload it. thanks to Juicy the bouncer for making it. clink on them to get them ... thanks to whoever made it ... Sporks writes in her original bulletin ... I do not want condolences about this situation, I am posting this bulletin with a link that includes pictures of the man who murdered my 3 month old son in hopes that maybe someone has seen him somewhere....anywhere please take the time to go to the link and watch the news video which includes a description of the car he was driving and his picture...If anyone knows anything at all, please dont contact me...call 409-771-7488 please repost the hell out of this so as many people as possible can see this. and if someone could sticky this for me so even more people can see

Have To Start Somewhere
A young life so cluttered with painful thoughts and confusing feelings My existance shoved into a little box Hopes, fears and dreams scattered among the pages .Whether what is written brings tears to your eyes or a smile to your face remember it is my soul you are reading and my heart you are feeling .Like a player playing her part I have gone through my life writing my script as I go along .I have spread my script out now for you to read A story of sorrow and joy love and loss unedited and unmarked .Me for you to scorn and judge but me none the less Me in my fullest.

~lonely~
I think of you and wonder why so far away i live my life not an hour goes by i don't think of you and all the fun exciting things we could do your special in ways left untold one night is all i ask for it to be you i hold. I know you will find happiness the truth is told but from all these miles till then ill be cold your young smart and beautiful I know your conscious is dutiful. what can i do to make you understand next to you is where i want to be, holding your hand

~take My Hand~
Take my hand I want to take you to a place A place you've only imagined A place you wouldn't believe Couldn't believe existed There is no pain There are no tears Fear is the last thing to fear Here In this place This place I have held close Not many have been here before Only I resided in this place Inside my chest Underneath my ribs This place I speak of is my heart Take my hand And come inside

~the Breakup~
Meaningless words are spoken From people who mean so much to each other Swear they love one another But find themselves loving another Things get weird as feelings change amongst the couple As they realize the destruction They crumble They start to rely less on the significant other Tongues tied together They no longer know what to say Argument becomes more and more meaningfull In the beginning Not even for a second Would either of them have dreamed of this And when it seems as the wound has to much damage to heal They finally break apart Could the crash have been avoided If only before they both turned, they had yield?

~in Rememberance~
This calls for a dance Or maybe a toast Whatever, it calls for, it must show the utmost Utmost respect for the situation In remembrance of the day I asked for your hand I remember like it was yesterday Centered in the trees of Autumn We were surrounded by these I could see the tears in your eyes At the very touch of my hand I felt your nervous shake As you stared at your man I could see your thoughts As if they where projected Onto your face from your brain And it was funny So not unusually I was thinking the same Madam, will you take my hand and forever to hold As long as you live Will you be my wife My lover The mother of my kids With all that said I ask you this Will you be my wife? Stay with me for the rest of our lives

~you're Lost~
You're lost I cant see you Nor can I hear you I Spotted a tear fall Your open eye Stares at me from afar Wondering why there is so much distance And in an instance I reappear Right in front of your eyes It's as clear as those drops of tears That I'm the one that clears you mind Brings you to a higher place Your fears only I erase I love you Yet I hurt you Tell you I'll stay true But yet I desert you Do I deserve you I don't know…

~my Ghost~
i see you smiling, and yet its genuine I hear your laughter, and it rings I feel your emotions, and they are true I hear your words, as just a memory I see your eyes, yet they look haunted I feel your pain, we share it well I feel your heart, yet torn, its beating I smell your scent, upon my life Once there were giggles Laughter of glee now there are memories Memmories of me. With my life so far away forgotten at night Remembered by day pleasure turns to pain yet its the only way Remember this forever 'cause there will come a day when the dark unfolds onto light and the truth shines forever in a day though I may be gone Nowhere around look into your soul there I will be found

~two Women~
Beneath the sheets of two women I've slept To whom I have been so deeply inside Both have sketched memories in my heart One sketched in my skin Both embedded in my mind Yet, ones more deeply within One is the meaning of my pain Yet one deepens my sin Stress springs from her Grows over my nature And pulls me down in it's grips And it's only love that dares Rescue me from the abyss Both lost in the labyrinth We cannot escape her attack So even with her love intact My heart simply remains trapped What will it take for the destruction to end Life of love I need help But with who to depend Should I stay on this path In which destruction ends Or should I go with my savior My heart will she mend … ?

Every One Shoud Read This!!!!!!
Why can't more people stand up to those who are abusive and do the right thing. More lives would be saved. to many inoccent people die every minute because no one would stand up for them. mothers, daughters, sisters, best friends and stangers. People care only what that otha person may feel towards them to do what is right. they just walk away. Never getting the chance to say GOOD BYE. If I could go back and change things for her she might still be here today to raise her little girl. And I never got the chace to say good bye or sorry. I AM SORRY FELICIA I WILL ALWAYS LOVE YOU!!! TILL THE DAY WE ARE TOGETHER AGAIN. TO ALL OF YOU: STAND UP FOR WHAT YOU BELIEVE IN. NO MATTER WHAT OTHERS MIGHT THINK OF YOU. YOU MIGHT JUST SAVE SOMEONE'S LIFE!!!

Torn In To Pieces
You destroyed me… By killing my dreams and killing my heart You destroyed me by breaking my soul in half. Destroying me is what happens when you betray me miserably with those cruel words you said. You’ve destroyed me once before as well and you said you would never again You destroyed me by tearing my soul to pieces Your love was never mine when you killed my heart Your pain gave me the love that I desired most When you destroyed me, I sought to destroy you. We destroyed each other… Things have changed and now your gone. u cant promise that its not forever I hope and i pray for the day that you come home, Mistakes i have made haunt me in my dreams i love you more than i should so much more than is good for me.... but more is good... i have fallen... more that i said i ever would... what is love with out you. I have loved and lost. but if i can find a way to keep you i will. even if it means letting you go. Your eyes make my heart sing. a fragil b

Lets Find Him
I do not want condolences about this situation, I am posting this bulletin with a link that includes pictures of the man who murdered my 3 month old son in hopes that maybe someone has seen him somewhere....anywhere....please take the time to go to the link and watch the news video which includes a description of the car he was driving and his picture...If anyone knows anything at all, please dont contact me...call 409-771-7488 please repost the hell out of this so as many people as possible can see this. thank you everyone this includes the news report video http://www.khou.com/topstories/stories/khou080130_jj_policeinfoonbabyfounddead.7265da15.html this includes a picture of the man who murdered my baby http://www.foxnews.com/story/0,2933,326785,00.html JUST TO LET EVERYONE KNOW THIS IS NOT FOR ME IT IS FOR A LADY THAT NEED OUR HELP IN FINDING THE MAN WHO KILLED HER BABY. LETS JOIN THE HUMAN RACE AND FIND HIM. HER SCREEN NAME IS I LOVE SPORKS

How Do You Use Your Eyes?
"GOD GAVE US EYES TO SEE, IT IS OUR CHOICE TO USE THEM, OR NOT" Im wondering what everyone feels deep inside when reading this phrase which was written by an anonymous religious philosopher 1500 BC. +++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++ My feelings are. I think that it is about seeing what people truly are and seeing past the obvious to each person's true being... its not about using your eyes to look at someones outer beauty BUT for looking nside their inner beauty. Also Don't go through life with your eyes only half open(your own choice) (Britney) friends feelings Hmm I dont know ! Probably has something to do with people always turning away instead of looking and facing all of the problems around them! IMO! (Jeff) friends feelings For me it means to see the persons inside, not just the outer appearance or the first impression. But to see deep down inside for what they really are. Their soul...their inne

Hmmmm
So I'm noticing a trend that I am being found to be a "good girl" and a wonderful friend and yet I'm also the one who is being walked out on from my "friends" at any given time. SOOOOO...I want to know, is it because I don't have enough pics of me showing my bare ass or 40DD tits or bare pussy for you all or is it something else I'm doing wrong that someone I get to know for months and call a "friend" which I don't use that word lightly, just one days up and walks out my life and blocks me forever?

Death
LIFE IS SO PRECIOUS......... IN THIS DARK PLACE........... LOST WITH NOWHERE TO GO.......... I CANT FIND MY WAY.......... IN THIS DARK PLACE...... FOG BLANKETS THE GROUND.... A CHILL IN THE AIR...... IN THIS DARK PLACE.... STATUES WEEP THE LOST..... STONES GO ON FOREVER..... IN THIS DARK PLACE..... SHADOWS ARE ENDLESS SHADOWS IS WHERE SHE HIDES.... IN THIS DARK PLACE...... CREEPING UP FROM BEHIND...... HER BEAUTY CAPTIVATES ME....... IN THIS DARK PLACE...... TAKING MY PAINS AWAY.... HER TOUCH IS SO COLD....... IN THIS DARK PLACE....... PALE SKIN GLOWS...... RUBY RED LIPS SHINE.... IN THIS DARK PLACE...... HER KISS TAKES MY BREATH...... COMFERTED, IN HER EMBRACE...... IN THIS DARK PLACE.... OUR BODIES BECOME ONE...... SINGLE MOMENTS BECOME FOREVER..... IN THIS DARK PLACE...... LOST INSIDE HER EYES..... SHE LAYS ME TO REST..... IN THIS DARK PLACE..... LIFE SO PRECIONS...... DEATH The one

Help Them Find The Murderer!!!!!!!
I do not want condolences about this situation, I am posting this bulletin with a link that includes pictures of the man who murdered my 3 month old son in hopes that maybe someone has seen him somewhere....anywhere....please take the time to go to the link and watch the news video which includes a description of the car he was driving and his picture...If anyone knows anything at all, please dont contact me...call 409-771-7488 please repost the hell out of this so as many people as possible can see this. and if someone could sticky this for me so even more people can see it i would really appreciate it thank you everyone http://www.khou.com/topstories/stories/khou080130_jj_policeinfoonbabyfounddead.7265da15.html (repost of original by 'Sporks -add me as a fan before you add me as a friend-' on '2008-01-30 22:34:20') (repost of original by '*Memory*Fu-Engaged 2 Lilducknr' on '2008-01-30 23:08:12')

The "f" Word
The "F" Word (Correct use of the "F" word) When is @#$% Acceptable? There have been only twelve times in history when the "F" word was considered acceptable for use. They are as follows: 12. "What the @#$% do you mean, we are Sinking?" -- Capt. E.J. Smith of RMS Titanic, 1912 11. "What the @#$% was that?" -- Mayor Of Hiroshima, 1945 10. "Where did all those @#$%ing Indians come from?" -- Custer, 1877 9. "Any @#$%ing idiot could understand that." -- Einstein, 1938 8. "It does so @#$%ing look like her!" -- Picasso, 1926 7. "How the @#$% did you work that out?" -- Pythagoras, 126 BC 6. "You want WHAT on the @#$%ing ceiling?" -- Michelangelo, 1566 5. "Where the @#$% are we?" -- Amelia Earhart, 1937 4. "Scattered @#$%ing showers, my ass!" -- Noah, 4314 BC 3. "Aw c'mon. Who the @#$% is going to find out?" -- Bill Cl

Be Still My Beating Heart!
From General Hawley....he no longer has to be politically correct.......................... So much for "politically correct" nonsense.... if this offends you, get a grip on real ity!! For those who don't know General Hawley, he's a newly retired USAF 4-Star general. He commanded the USAF Air Combat Command [our front- line fighters and bombers]. The Command headquarters is at Langley AFB, VA. General Hawley is now retired and no longer required to be politically correct. His short speech is very much to the point. The following are excerpts:" "Since the attack [9-11], I have seen, heard, and read thoughts of such surpassing stupidity that they must be addressed. You've heard them too. Here they are: 1. "We're not good, they're not evil, and everything is relative." "Listen carefully: We're good, they're evil, and nothing is relative. Say it with me now and free yourselves. You see, folks, saying "We're good" doesn't mean, "We're perfect." Okay? The only

Children
Not sure who it is..that keeps making up new ids everyday.. to rate me a 1.. and visit couple of my friends pages.. but its kinda old. Although I do feel special that I pissed you off someway enough that you would go through all this trouble to do it. Seriously though, if you have a problem with me..grow up and tell me what it is.

About Me, From Someone *special*
Is it true what they say about Redheads? FknCrazy*** OWNER OF CLUB NAUGHTY N NICE ***~Happily Fu-Owned by ~~Dene aka Lone Wolf™~~@ fubar Stop by and say Hi to my favorite Bartender Dee! But be Warned... She is Fucking Crazy! (In the nicest sort of way!) Hey Guys... She even has her own Lounge! Stop in and say Hello to her and her Staff. I've never seen you looking so lovely as you did tonight I've never seen you shine so bright I've never seen so many men ask you if you wanted to dance They're looking for a little romance, given half a chance I have never seen that dress you're wearing Or the highlights in your head that catch your eyes I have been blind The lady in red is dancing with me cheek to cheek There's nobody here, it's just you and me, It's where I wanna be But I hardly know this beauty by my side I'll never forget, the way you look tonight I've never seen you looking so gorgeous as you did tonight I've never seen you shine so bright you

Black History Month/year
Hi All. At the recent NAACP Meeting, President Bush finally meet with the leaders and assured them that he would sign the right to vote bill for another 25 years. My only concern is: Do the other race have to be subjected to a right to vote extension? Personally, the President, if he really wanted to show Good faith, should have abolished this bill and made it simply a right with no limitations. But then maybe I am living in a dream world. However, I know IT CAN BE DONE!! Voting Rights Act-Expires for blacks in 2007. Below you will find a speech that Bill Cosby's wife gave at a function. Everyone please read this and pass it on to as many African Americans you come in contact with. Camille Cosby just made a reference about the Voting Rights Act in her most recent open letter on racism. This is extremely important. We are in the 21st Century and we were wondering, and when I say 'we', I mean others of us out there who wonder if everyone else out there kn

Bunch Of Bull
Hey my fellow fubarians, you might not like what i have to say but i have to say it. I read a friends blog this morning and realized he's right. People come on here and want to be friends, and never speak to you again. I try my best everyday to get to my friends and post a comment on different people everyday. Some are are people on my top friends list, and then i move on. I'm tired of people who get in the shoutbox and want to cyber you, cus they didn't bother to read your profile or they would know you don't want to be bothered with that, or just get plain raunchy like all woman like that. Give me a break!! And crushes...how can you crush someone you don't even know?? You don't bother to read thier profile,and you don't bother to talk humanly a to them in the shout box. Why the crush?? Cus they look good...looks are only skin deep, eventually they fade and your left with a old shell of a person, with no teeth, hair, or sexual drive and shitting on themselves. Is tha

Childish Things
I have very strong feelings on this subject!!! I feel that there is some things you SHOULD believe and some things you SHOULD NOT believe! You should at least ask a person about a situation you "HEARD" about on line when you have spent almost 4 years with that person. Chances ARE it's LIE. You SHOULD NOT trust what some bleach blond bimbo is telling you, just to get you MAD at your ex. I happen to have a daughter that will never KNOW her father due to fact that he believes other ppl over what I have to say. So for that I am sorry for my daughter. But I must say that I am happy that she never grew attached to a man that will never know her. I'm sorry if some don't agree, but that is how it is.

Up For Auction
To all my Family, Friends an Fans.. I Moonchild (Dream Weaver), have decided to step out of the norm for me.. ~ Dungeon Master MustangDos~Husband to Troubleina~'s~ is hosting an auction which I entered.. The auction begins Feb, 1 - 8.. Please show me love... Be thankful that you don't already have everything you desire. If you did, what would there be to look forward to? Be thankful when you don't know something, For it gives you the opportunity to learn. Be thankful for the difficult times. During those times you grow. Be thankful for your limitations, Because they give you opportunities for improvement. Be thankful for each newchallenge, Because it will build your strength and character. Be thankful for your mistakes. They will teach you valuable lessons. Be thankful when you're tired and weary, Because it means you've made an effort. It's easy to be thankful for the good things. A life of rich fulfillment comes

Thoughts
I want to but why should i? I need to but can i? I wish to but do i? If only it was as easy as a thought, it would not evade me. Over time it manifests into a wound. Stinging when messed with. Bleeding for no reason. Spreading to infect the rest of me. Leaving me hurting. Some thoughts are best left buried under a bandage. At least they wouldnt be exposed for others to see for others to feel for others to touch for others to disturb but when they do, the pain is exquisite Sat Feb 2, 12:00 AM ET yahoo news A collection agency tried to collect a $16.96 debt with an letter that addressed its recipient with a four-letter word for excrement. "Dear S---," began the letter attempting to collect from an old record club membership. The word was spelled out in the letter, which arrived in an envelope addressed to "S--- Face." "I've never seen anything quite so brazen," said attorney Kenneth Hiller. He said his client plans to sue Nationwide Collections Inc

Bulletins
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Please Help Me Get To An Idol
trying to get to an idol...and this is my first blog...so please be nice. I have seen many men and women choose their mate over their children..people lets get a grip...children are the closest thing to heaven...lets give the children the love and support that they need... I want to thank all of the people out their who does what i do...take care of others thats in need...we never know when we may need the same kind of help ourselves in the future...keep up the good work...muahhhhhhhhhh

Players???
god im so sick of players its not funny.....here we go again someone telling me they wanna be with me and me seeing shit on their pages that tell me otherwise....im bout to flip soon god i cant belive how dumb some women can be...they had a great guy right infront of em and because the "scared" they let him walk away.....some of us spend our lives looking for that perfect guy...and she lets him walk....hmmm makes me wonder if she really loved him or if shes just a dumbass player like ive heard she was.....hmmmm not that i care....but heres a li advice to you chicky...GET THE FUCK OVER UR SELF BC UR NOT PERFECT AND UR DEF NOT GODS GIFT TO MEN......its all good tho...bc if u walked aways from him without a second glance he def wasnt meant to be ur "one"......buh bye now!! good god....ppl crack me the fuck up....they think just bc u said hi to em or rated their page that u wanna hook up with em.....and the worst thing is how jealous some people can act whenu delete comments and upload a p

Whats That U Say Lover...
I WANNA TOUCH YOU FEEL YOUR PULSATING BODY I WANNA SEE YOU RUNNING YOUR TONGUE DOWN MY SPINE YOU WANNA HEAR ME WHISPER YOUR NAME UNDER MY BREATH YOU WANNA FEEL ME MAKING MY WAY DEEP INSIDE I’M GONNA GRAB YOU TOUCHING MY LIPS ON YOUR NECK I’M GONNA KISS YOU FEEL ME COMING UP BEHIND YOU WANNA SCRATCH ME THE PLEASURE SWIRLING IN THE PAIN YOU WANNA TAKE ME WET PENETRATION SUBLIME TAKE ME FEEL ME TOUCH ME TASTE YOU PULL ME PUSH YOU FUCK ME LOVE YOU I WANNA PET YOU PURRING AND WRITHING ON THE FLOOR I WANNA LICK YOU TINGLE AND SHUDDER BEG FOR MORE YOU WANNA PULL ME UNDER THIS BLANKET OF ECSTASY YOU WANNA SUCK MY FINGERTIPS CIRCLING ON YOUR LIPS I CAN SMELL YOU SWEATY EXCITEMENT IN THE AIR I CAN SENSE YOU ANTICIPATE YOUR EVERY MOVE YOU CAN FEEL ME SO DEEP THAT IT TOUCHES ON YOUR SOUL YOU CAN TELL THAT THIS CLOSENESS IS WHAT KEEPS ME WHOLE