Pamper Me's blog: "From Miki"

Without You My heart broke a thousand times today, When you never said a word. I cryed out to you, But you never heard. I couldn't beg anymore, My will completly drained. You weren't you, You weren't the same. Did I do something to change you, To make you run so far from me. Am I that kind of wrong, Please tell me,I can't see Without you close I am lost, Like a night without stars. Without your help, I'll never go far. You are my light Without you I will always stray. Please stay beside me friend, And help me on my way.

I stare at her from a distance, Now afraid to go near. All chances with her lost, And never will they reapeer. Not very long ago, She had put sparkle back in my eyes, Not very long ago, We said our final goodbyes. I miss her in ways, I can never explain. To think of what I lost, Still cause me so much pain. So now I stare at her from a distance, Never again can I go near. I stare at her from a distance, And my eyes shed a tear.

If we had never met, Would your life still be the same. Could your world still be intact. Without even the slightest of change. If this is true,then I have done wrong, To think possibly never having you friend. Having that kind of hole in my life, And not knowing till my times end. In a world where everyone, Does and can not trust. In your heart and mind, To be a better friend,I must. Now that this has been said, A stronger friendship will now stand. Never will I find another like you, Here or across any other land. 9 More till # 200 yeah!!!!!!

You say you don't inspire me, That statement holds no truth. You've helped me recapure something, I haven't seen since my youth. The days I was gone, Weighed like years on my heart. The sun didn't shine,no birds sang, my pen almost idle,I didn't know where to start. This morning when I awoke, And saw that beautiful face. My words sprang back to life, My heart back in it's place. You say you don't inspire me, On this you can rest assured. Without you my pen would fall from my hand, On that you have my word. ------------------------------------- You see me in different shades, In all different points or degrees. But when you read my words, Then you get the inner me. You may believe I'm something I'm not, my looks can be very decieving. If you take the time to read my words, Then hopefully your heart can start believing. When I look at you,I see your beauty, I feel your eyes,your smile,words that ring true. Now you know all of me, But do I know all of you. C'mon over I love to flirt --------------------------------------- You don't even know me but your words are kind. Compassion these days is really hard to find. I put the blinders on so I could not see. With your gentle persuasion you reminded me what could be. You helped me realize what I was throwing away. Without your words to hear I would not know what to say. The kindness you've shown is how everyone should be. God as my witness, forever you have made a friend in me. ----------------------------------------- I could see your heart breaking. and I didn't need a clue. All I need is something. That can only come from you. A friend,a shoulder, Whatever you need. I will always be there for you, A friend,always,indeed. --------------------------------------------