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A Whisper
A warm breeze blows across my face. I settle in against the tree, Its rough texture digging into my back. The solidness of it reassuring. I hug myself tight, Imagining your arms around me, Aching for your heaviness on me. Wishing for your warm breath on my neck, My breasts, my thighs. Wanting your hands on me, Exploring and probing. Resting my head and closing my eyes Because not seeing you before me is too painful. From my lips, in a whisper come these words, I so miss you.

Delight
My lover and I do like afternoon delight; Sex in the day,now you and I are all alone A little risque, more exciting than night You whisper to me in a sexy voice,low tone Lock the door,and I'll turn back the bedcover I slip in quick and wait for you to join me Just you and me, buck naked with my sexy lover You smell so great, I start to touch your body Birds sing,and the sun shines through the blind Our fingers entwine then begin to go and explore Sexy feelings and sensual sensations on my mind Your tongues thrusting,in my mouth,wanting more My mouth on your skin, kissing, stroking,sucking Sexual arousal starts to build, the time is near I want you inside me, sliding, stroking,pulsing "Show me where you want it"... I guide you where? I take your penis in my mouth, you let out a sigh Slowly I go lower, taking your dick all the way in Stroking your balls, brushing my hand on your thigh Now I take my tongue and run it up up shaft's skin I feel you quiver and r

The Stars Shine
The stars shine brighter at the very site of her. Her scent lingerers in my mind and the taste of peppermints on my lips. Her body is that of a goddess of Greek myth and as soft and warm as a spring day. Her embrace sends me into bliss. Her face is a work of art by a master painter, perfect nose and lips. Her eyes are innocent and overwhelming. Her mind and heart so open to the beauty around her. Perfection doesn't have a name but if it did it would have hers.

I'm Up For Auction!!!
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Comment Me The Answers
lets see how bored you are fill this out 1. Your Name: 2. Age: 3. Favorite position (s) ? 4. Do you think i'm hot? 5. Would you have sex with me? 6. lights on or off? 7. Would you have to be drunk? 8. Would you take a shower with me? 9. Have you ever thought about having sex with me? 10. Would you leave after or stay the night? 11. Do you like cuddling afterwards? 12. Condom or skin? 13. Do you give Oral pleasures? 14. Do you like to recieve Oral Pleasures? 15. Have sex on the first date? 16. Would you kiss me during sex? 17. Do you think I would be good in bed? 18. Three sum? 20. How many times would you like to cum? 21. Would you use me as a booty call? 22. Do you like fore play? 23. What is fore play to you? 24. Can we take pictures of the act? 25. Will you post this so I can fill it out for you?

This Bottle
You look at life from the inside of your bottle How must I have looked? A blurry picture of what might be As you slowly drown in your bottle You called out to me from inside The sound echoing in my head I was but a sinking raft for you Full of holes What must have you been thinking? As you started to go under again I thought she was the one brought to save me But I failed you I wasn’t strong enough to get us both out So I left you there Treading Getting tired Going under You alone In your bottle That you would have That you could have Never given up for me

Go Back In Time
If you're under the age of 21, your parents have probably told you very little about sex, except that it's bad. Very bad. It's as if the instant you lose your virginity, the sky will turn black, you'll contract some sort of incurable disease involving lots of nasty open sores, start buying guns and drugs, and you (or your partner) will get pregnant and after you have that baby, your life will be over. Though it's completely possible that any of these things could happen (though an atmospheric change would be utterly bizarre and coincidental), there's an even greater chance that, if you're smart when it comes to sex, they won't. In fact, quite the opposite could happen—the sun could shine, the birds could sing, and you and your (STD and baby-free) bf/gf could live happily ever after. Okay, well, maybe not quite that Disney, but a new study, "Rethinking Timing of First Sex and Delinquency," released by clinical psychologists at the University of Virginia, recently found that teens who ha

Porn
I Hate It And This Is Why. 1. Women feel insecure about their bodies. Many of the women in porn are often a perfect 36-24-36 without an ounce of cellulite on their bodies. What woman would NOT feel slightly insecure to know that her man is drooling over this person that he is viewing? 2. Pornographic filmmakers advertise to the male audience. If they would make porn flicks with some prolonged sexual tension between two loving, consenting people, complete with an enjoyable plot, some non-sexual scenes thrown in there, and some good one-on-one action, we might have a female audience here. 3. Pornography depicts male fantasies, not female ones. Contrary to popular belief, I would say (as someone who is very sexually adventurous myself), that over 95 percent of women do not want to be screwed in every orifice by multiple men at the same time. That still leaves a good five percent out there, who would get off on this, but that doesn’t attract “the female market” by any

Survey
Tell me about you You're on my friends list. I'd like to know 27 things about you. You'll be surprised how much you didn't know about your friends after this! So copy and bulletin, leave it BLANK and then respond to it as a message to my inbox!!! *~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~* 1. Do you have a tattoo? 2. How old are you? 3. Are you single or taken? 4. Eat with your hands or utensils? 5. Do you dream at night? 6. Ever seen a corpse? 7.George Strait or Jay Z? 8. How did we meet? HERE COMES THE EQUALLY INTERESTING PART..... 9. Whats your philosophy on life and death? 10. If you could do anything with me, and have no one know, what would it be? 11. Do you trust the police? 12. Do you have a crush on me? 13. What is your fondest memory of me? 14. If you could change anything about yourself what would it be? 15. Would you cheat? 16. What do you wear to sleep? 17. Have you ever peed in a pool? 18. Would you hide e

Training
well as some of you know i'm going to be gone today tomorrow and sunday. i'm headin to fort benning for weapons qualification. woohoo get to fire my M16 down range the next couple days. hopefully this rain lets up so i'm not gettin sick layin in it. wish me luck and i shall bring pics back with me to share with you all. talk to you all sunday night when i get back.

Ignorance Hurts
at work we have safty devices that can save lives well i chose to ignoe it.I RAN MY MACHINE WITHOUT THE SAFTY BARS IN . A POLE CAME LOOSE AND FELL OUT OF THE CHUCK.i tryed to stop it and it landed on me hand and broke it .thank god thats all that happened it could have killed somone

Friends In Need Of Help
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Millionaire
This goes out to all of our friends old and new that helped make MetalRons Happy Hour and Million Dollar giveaway such a success! There are far to many to thank personally...but we want to thank all those who participated...those who reposted bulletins for us...and all those who have showed us so much support and sent their well wishes .......Thank you too to all that participated for your patience while we sent out the money and prizes...it took awhile as the response to the contest was amazing! We have the best friends on Fubar!! We wanted you to know you are very much loved and appreciated and that we treasure your friendship! We Love Our Fubar Friends!! If you haven't already taken the time to check out our family and friends,you should! They are the best of the best on Fubar ....... A heartfelt "Thank You" again...from MetalRon

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Nasty Homes And Lifestyles
another great entry in nasty homes and lifestyles a home on 5th street... unfortuneatly there was strong evidence of children in this home..... please dont make children live in these conditions people..... i work in construction and remodeling for a slum lord and decided to start posting pics of these roach and mouse havens i have to work in... u wouldnt belive how some people live. p.s. sorry if ur place shows up but u shouldve cleaned up another entry to my nasty homes and life styles 506 jefferson st elkhart.... nasty place that 2 3rd shift cabbies lived they were married im sure but still had a peep hole to look at the toilet lol

Come See Me In Delights
Guy:"Lets have sex right now. Girl: "Can we do what?" Guy: "You know, can I be your first, finally?" Girl: "Um.....no. Guy: "Why?" Girl: "Because, 1. you have a girlfriend, who happens to be my friend......." Guy: "So, if you don't tell, I won't tell. Girl: "Besides that, I'm waiting for someone special. Someone that I want to be with for the rest of my life to be my first. Guy: "I'm not special to you?" Girl: "You're my friend. That's all. Guy: looks forward and keeps driving. 5 minutes pass....... Guy: starts to run his hand up the girl's thigh. Girl: moves his hand, "Don't touch me.". Guy: tries to kiss her. Girl: screams, "Would you stop. Guy: continues trying. Girl: moves to the back seat Guy: parks on an abandoned street and gets in the backseat with the girl. Starts to kiss he

Events
Just to let my friends and family know.... ....I'm leaving tonight...... Later tonight 10 of us are piling into a passenger van and starting the 30 plus Hr road trip to Miami, FL. Jumping on the Cruise Ship Sun, for 7 days. Then, the following Sun, enjoying the wonderful Road Trip yet again. I hope all goes well, It's a big family venture, and we all know how those end up!!! (lol) It will be Me, My wife and Two of her sisters, their husbands, Two nephews (2 & 14yrs), one niece (7yrs.), and of course my beautiful daughter (10yrs)(the only one that I'm NOT worried about having fun with)(lol) Well either way, wish me luck, and show me some love in my absence..... J.

This Will Make You Think
This will give you chills... Body: AFTER A FEW OF THE USUAL SUNDAY EVENING HYMNS, THE CHURCH'S PASTOR SLOWLY STOOD UP, WALKED OVER TO THE PULPIT AND, BEFORE HE GAVE HIS SERMON FOR THE EVENING, HE BRIEFLY INTRODUCED A GUEST MINISTER WHO WAS IN THE SERVICE THAT EVENING. IN THE INTRODUCTION, THE PASTOR TOLD THE CONGREGATION THAT THE GUEST MINISTER WAS ONE OF HIS DEAREST CHILDHOOD FRIENDS AND THAT HE WANTED HIM TO HAVE A FEW MOMENTS TO GREET THE CHURCH AND SHARE WHATEVER HE FELT WOULD BE APPROPRIATE FOR THE SERVICE. WITH THAT, AN ELDERLY MAN STEPPED UP TO THE PULPIT AND BEGAN TO SPEAK. 'A FATHER, HIS SON, AND A FRIEND OF HIS SON WERE SAILING OFF THE PACIFIC COAST ,' HE BEGAN. 'WHEN A FAST APPROACHING STORM BLOCKED ANY ATTEMPT TO GET BACK TO THE SHORE. THE WAVES WERE SO HIGH, THAT EVEN THOUGH THE FATHER WAS AN EXPERIENCED SAILOR, HE COULD NOT KEEP THE BOAT UPRIGHT AND THE THREE WERE SWEPT INTO THE OCEAN AS THE BOAT CAPSIZED.' THE OLD MAN HESITATED FOR

Auction
I am starting an auction that will go until April 1st. Entry is only $5000 fubucks. Hope to get alot of joiners so we can have some fun for my first auction here is my link to joiTazz Mystically Addicted Naughty n

Giveaway Target
Good Morning Family!!! We are getting so close to Watcher's giveaway being over. You guys have done awesome!! Please continue to bomb as much as you can, we are almost there. Thank You GeeGee Here is the link to the giveaway

Poem
The bruises have disappeared But the pain is still there I now comepletely fear The man who told me he did care. In my mind, i replay the fight And wonder why this happened to me. In my mind i know it is not right To beat on a women so vigorously. How can true love turn like this What did i do that was so wrong? A love like this i know i won't miss so why do i continue to play the same old song? I love the man with all of my heart. For him i would have done everything i could. But now i know we have to part, I've put up with more than i should. Pain like this can last a life time I only hope to never again be misused. one day, some day i'll be fime iknow not physically but mentally, forever i'll be bruised COPYRIGHT 2008 HEATHER M. SCHUBERT

Growing Up
So its been a long time since I have written a blog, with good reason. But I think it is time to put some thoughts down. There are events in a person's life that, in the end, define who they are. The events in My life have Made Me who I am. The ups, the downs, the lies, the truths, the mistakes, the triumphs, the stupid choices, and the occasional good choice. The happiness, the sorrow, the suffering. Some of you know about My wreck last year, {and I am not talking about My last marriage, either, so hush}. For the first time in a very long time, I had a bike wreck, busted up My elbow, blah, blah, etc. Anyway, it taught Me something about Myself. I wanna live. I wanna keep riding. I wanna be there for My children as they grow up. So I started taking care of Myself. eating better, working out again, sleeping better, and yes, I now wear a helmet and leathers when I ride. instead of riding and ill-handling yuppy bike, I am back on a sport. I honestly think that if I had been on a spo

Men
The Sensitive Man > > > > > > A woman meets a man in a bar. > > > > > > They talk; they connect; they end > > up leaving together. > > > > > > They get back to his place,and as he shows her around his apartment. > > > > > > She notices that one wall of his > > bedroom is > > > > > > > > completely filled with soft, sweet, > > cuddly teddy bears. > > > > > > There are three shelves in the > > bedroom, > > with hundreds and hundreds of cute, > > > > > > cuddly teddy bears carefully placed > > in rows, covering the entire wall! > > > > > > It was obvious that h e had taken > > quite some time to lovingly arrange them > > > > > > and she was immediately touched > > > > > > by the amount of thought he had > > put into organizing the display. > > > > > > > > > > There were small bears all along > > the bottom shelf, > > > > > > medium-sized bears covering the > > length of the middle shelf, >

Sometimes I Cry
When I think of the way I ruined things..... sometimes I cry. When I start to miss your wonderful smile..... sometimes I cry. When I wake from dreaming of you.... sometimes I cry. When I picture my life without you..... sometime I cry. Sometimes I cry. Sometimes I cry.

The Self In Self Expression
I don't expect you of all people to understand my actions. I know how strange it all must seem, you would be right in not hearing me out but if you could just please allow me the opportunity to explain my actions and how this situation came into being. My name is Marlane, I was an art student, and a struggling one you might say. I was unhappy with the way things were going, not unhappy with my life or anything just stuff general. I suppose I was just like any young girl would be though. I wasn't suicidal or troubled really; I just was not entirely satisfied. I was just a rather introspective and shy person. I have always felt alone, and art seemed to be my one comfort, my one escape. It seemed that no one understood me; I've never really belonged anywhere else. I felt normal though, perhaps even that I was the only normal one, it was others that were different. I guess, well no, I know how this all started, I was in my painting 132 class. I was just sitting there; painting a pictur

Things That Make You Go Hmmmm
Please read this whole thing. If the hair on your arms aren't standing by the end. Then you are a freak with no soul. I don't expect you of all people to understand my actions. I know how strange it all must seem, you would be right in not hearing me out but if you could just please allow me the opportunity to explain my actions and how this situation came into being. My name is Marlane, I was an art student, and a struggling one you might say. I was unhappy with the way things were going, not unhappy with my life or anything just stuff general. I suppose I was just like any young girl would be though. I wasn't suicidal or troubled really; I just was not entirely satisfied. I was just a rather introspective and shy person. I have always felt alone, and art seemed to be my one comfort, my one escape. It seemed that no one understood me; I've never really belonged anywhere else. I felt normal though, perhaps even that I was the only normal one, it was others that were differe

Barnsley Earthquake!
A major earthquake measuring 5.8 on the Richter scale, hit in the early hours of Tuesday morning. Epicentre: Barnsley, England News of the disaster was swiftly carried abroad by the towns 35000 racing pigeons, as victims were seen wandering around aimlessly muttering "choofinnorah". The earthquake decimated the town causing £30 worth of damage. Several priceless collections of mementos from the Balearic Isles and the Spanish Costa's were damaged beyond repair. Three areas of historical burnt out cars were disturbed. Many locals were woken well before their Giro arrived. Radio Barnsley reported that hundreds of residents were confused and bewildered, still trying to come to terms with the fact that something interesting had happened in Barnsley. One resident, 15 year old mother of three, Tracey Sharon Braithwaite, said, "It was such a shock my little Chardonnay Madonna came running into my bedroom crying. The twins, Tyler-Morgan and Megan-Storm slept through it all. I

Poetry
I have lived long enough. I'm ready to leave this earth. Life can be such an unhappy thing. Full of so much pain and hurt. I have had so much sadness and sorrow. Lost those I've loved the best. I'm ready to go to a happier place. I just want to be laid to rest. My mind and body are so tired. I don't know if I can go on. I have only been here a short time. But my life has seemed so long. So if you want me to be happy. To show me you really care. Just let me find a better place. When I'm in the ground I'll be there. MIG Feel the cool silver, against the warm skin. It feels so nice, once again. Slice just a little, or open it wide. To help ease the pain, that's on the inside. Come on, just do it, just let it all go. See the beauty, and watch it flow. The red pours out, and covers the flesh. No more pain, what a beautiful mess. MIG I cut my skin to ease the pain. I can't belive he's doing this again. He hurts me so much and makes me feel

Opportunity Or Not?
OK HERES THE THING!! I HAVE BEEN OFFERED AN OPPORTUNITY AT WORK TO MAKE SOME AWESOME MONEY!!! WE ARE TALKING 6 FIGURES AND I ONLY HAVE TO WORK FOR 6 MONTHS OUT OF THE YEAR!!! THIS OPPORTUNITY IS WITH THE SAME COMPANY I HAVE BEEN WITH FOR AWHILE NOW!!! SO I KNOW HOW THEY WORK AND I KNOW WHAT I AM DOING AND I DO DESERVE MORE MONEY, GREAT MONEY!!!! I WORK VERY VERY HARD!!! WE ARE TALKING 12 TO 15 HOURS PER DAY!!! RIGHT, NOW I ONLY WORK 2 WEEKS ON AND 2 WEEKS OFF ALL YEAR LONG!! BUT IF I TAKE THIS NEW OPPORTUNITY, I WILL BE GONE FOR 6 MONTHS AND HOME FOR 6 MONTHS!!! BUT, I WILL MAKE THREE TIMES AS MUCH MONEY, AS I DO NOW!!!!!!!! HERE IS THE KICKER!! I WILL HAVE TO LIVE AND WORK IN DUBAI!! IT IS IN THE PERSIAN GULF NEXT SAUDE ARABIA. ACROSS THE WATER FROM IRAN!! WITH THE WORLD AS IT IS TODAY. I AM KIND OF NOT SURE, HOWEVER THE MONEY IS GREAT AND THE TIME OFF IS EVEN BETTER........ SO TELL ME AM I, CRAZY TO PASS UP??? or CRAZY TO EVEN CONSIDER??? The Sack Lunches I put

Bad Weather
suppose to be getting up to 14inches of snow here. Its already getting nasty out..and I have to be at work at 3. The boys are getting out a hour early from school..and my mom n law is suppose to come down to get them. I am wondering if I should call off.. or what. I know they will probably need me in there..but my posistion is not that extreme as them needing nurses there. Ughhh

Who Wants Some Fu Bucks
Who Wants FU Bucks Ok here is my comp, I have a folder that contains 100 Scenery Pictures. All you have to do is Rate them either a 10 or 11 & I will give you 2500 fu bucks, Rate 10 or 11 & Comment & I will give you 5000 fu bucks. Just message me when you have done. Just Click the link below to take you to the first picture Thanks Dave

Family-friends And Fubar People
My Coke Rewards M, 35 North Syracuse, NY WANT OR NEED A QUICK 500 FUBUCKS?? CLICK THE LINK BELOW & PM ME THE CODE THAT THEY GIVE YOU, & I'LL SEND YOU 500 FUBUCKS! IT'S THAT SIMPLE! http://pepsistuff.pepsiusa.com/stuffcodes/ AND DON'T FORGET, IF YOU HAVE ANY OF THESE CODES BELOW THAT YOU DON'T PLAN TO USE, PM THEM TO ME & EARN YOURSELF SOME FU-BUCKS OR COMMENTS FOR YOUR CONTEST. MY COKE REWARDS PEPSI STUFF MILLER HIGH LIFE EXTRAS DR PEPPER IJ4 PROMOTION MT DEW OLD SCHOOL NEW SCHOOL THANK YOU VERY MUCH! FEEL FREE TO REPOST/SHARE FOR YOUR FRIENDS, IF YOU WISH Ok heres the deal---for some odd reason my computer and Fubar hasnt been getting along very well for the last several days--- IF U HAVE RATED ME OR SENT A PROFILE COMMENT AND I HAVENT REPLY TO U ---IM NOT IGNORING U --ITS NOT LETTING ME RETURN THE FAVOR AT TIMES--BUT I WILL EVENTUALLY GET BACK WITH U -- I LOVE MY FAMILY AND FRIENDS HERE AND WOULD NEVER IGNORE ANYONE I usually am not

Broken Hearts
This week I came back after havin my heart totally stomped on and crushed by someone I thought I could love and trust with it. Sometimes I wonder if they really know what they did to me. We no longer talk to one another after what happened between us. The only advice I have learned is when a person say's I love you so quick after talking to you and convinces you that so quickly don't trust them. I love this person to death honestly I do but I fell for them way to quickly though and should have never done it. So all you people out there lookin for love take your time it ain't worth the rushing at all the person will come to you when the time is right. This next part is for the one who is helping me so much on healing these day's. You started to feel like a ginny pig well please don't feel that way. I actually am having feelings for you just afraid to express them because my last experience. Be patient and understand we will take it one day at a time and we will both know what we

She
She is kinky and has a clever smile, She will make you think about her all the while, She moves her body to the beat, It makes your want to skeet skeet skeet, Her eyes glimmer with beauty, But being sexy isnt her only duty, She tilts her head and bites her finger, And in your mind those thoughts still linger, Her skin so soft and body so smooth, She will make you think about making a dirty move, But you can't it's not her style, She will tease you with her sexy smile, I'll bet her lips are sweet as candy, Thinking about it will get you randy, You can look but you can't touch, But the temptation is almost too much, She is so kinky and so clever, Trust me she knows how to raise your lever

No Title Want To Name It 3
Love doesn't look at black or white For those are only colors Love doesn't look at 25 or 30 For age is only a number Love doesn't look at rich or poor For money is only paper Love doesn't look at faults only perfections For in the eyes of loved one everything is good When you love someone you love them for what's inside Not because they're black or white, not because they're you age not because they're rich, but because of what's inside Love is blind to everything but what you love them for

Being Diffrent
All my life i've wanted to be normal, wanted to be like everyone else, want to be the same I talked to different people, did different things, but still I am the same, just me Everytime I tried to be the same it just seemed to make me more different Like everyone just shut me out and didn't want me to be like them Then one day I realized, I am normal, I am like everyone else, I am the same Every one wants to fit in, everyone at one time or another feels this way I learned being different wasn't a curse, it's what makes us unique This was just my turn

Why I Write
A poem is something, Not everyone can write, A poem can make, Long and restless nights, A poem can be, Anything you feel, A poem is also, Something you can steal, A poem is personal, From the start to the end, A poem is one time, No one can pretend. Because when you write one, It may be filled with doubt, A poems a good thing, Because its my way out.

Never
None of my words... Nothing i can say... Will change the way... The world is Turning... Never allowed to love... soul of hate... soul of darkness... ocean of blood... Never to know... Never to see... Never to feel anything...

My Night's
Dreams are elusive like the shimmer in fresh dew. So distant, abusive Nightmares, please don't come true. Yet one night I can't help but want this dear life with pure colors felt but no agony, no strife. Other nights I flip out, I wake up, I cry, I wail. Sobs bubble up and I just shout. My body quivers, my skin so pale. The time's right, there's laughter- The end is near, hope has gone to gloom- Maybe just maybe there's happily ever after- But maybe the blood stains shall bloom. There is no way to evade the nightmares or the dreams. I can't help what my dark mind has made. I lash out, I freak out, emptily I scream. Great dissatisfaction when I open my eyes- The happiness impossible, never to be. Crazed laughter transforms to cries, "Oh please, oh please, let that happen to me." Exhaustion is too tempting When the other choice is sleep The choice is wavering. So maybe tonight, I'll just hope to dream tomorrow. And hope dreams are possible in this impossible dream.

To The Lost
To the lost poems of body and soul lost forever in dreams untold. untold to those who might cry in dispair lost to ears that wait for a word of care to these peoms i dedicate this you are not lost, just untold bliss you are not hidden in a final dream but in my mind, waiting.....unseen.

Blah Blah Blah And More Blah!
Well people I guess I have finally succumbed to the annoyance and pettiness of this site we call Fubar. The more and more I log in, the more I wonder WTF am I getting myself into. I have been here for quite awhile and have saw it go from Lost Cherry, to Cherry Tap and now what we call Fubar. Well out of all the names I think FUBAR fits BEST! Yep, seems to me half this fukers are Fuked Up BeyonD All Recognition or Repair whichever or BOTH...TRUE STORY! I love all my friends, even the phony ones but I have decided I need a DETOX. No I am not deleting, thats just stupid. I worked hard enough to get where I am and will be damn if I start over unless they delete my sh*t on their own LOL. But I will say that I have never been on a site where DAILY bullsh*t is as common as everyone's default being a tit pic. All of us are old enough yet instead we act like the kids we gave birth to. Not all this applies to everyone because I have met WONDERFUL people on here. They know who they are and i

Wifey's Mmmmm Stories
Both storms subsided and the 2 lovers kissed goodnight right there in the rain and said a goodbye neither wanted to speak. all the way home all she could feel taste smell and want was him...God how could it be that wonderful that perfect that intense .........She pulls over to the highway shoulder grabs her cell N calls him. "Hello" she hears then she says it like it is...Look babe I didnt get enough of you Im dying for more turn your truck around and come home with me. He doesnt think twice he turns his truck around and he speeds to where she is waiting. They push every speed limit on the way to her house they both fly out of their vehicles before thay are really stopped ..Its a magnet like attraction they are back in each others arms clothes flying off right there n the front yard. She gets the door open they cant even make it to a room right there in the entry way he slams her against the wall rips her clothes off n lifts her enough he can slide his hard cock inside her. There is no

Explain This To Me!
This is going to be long, and well probably not very pretty, but I feel it has to be said. Although I value everyone’s opinion, don’t expect yours to sway mine. That being said... I find myself in a very difficult situation. You see I found FuBar, then CT, through my wife, and found it to be a very enjoyable place to spend my time. I'm an over the road truck driver, who happens to enjoy an open relationship with his lovely wife. Fu allows me to meet various individuals in all the wonderful cities that I get to frequent. A few months ago, a friend invited me to this lounge, The Ace Café Terror Brothers Radio. Man what a fantastic place to kill my days. So many wonderful people, all adults, great staff, man, it was like heaven on the net. But as time progressed I found things that well to be honest kinda left a bad taste in my mouth so to speak. The friend that actually invited me just up and left fu for no apparent reason. Not just the room, but the whole site. I had thought

Im Up For Auction :) Wanna Own Me
Auction opens March 7th @12 eastern and runs for 1 week. Check out all these wonderful people below in Sweet Judy's auction.... Be sure to stop by and place your bid ... Person with the most rates gets 100,000 fu-bucks so if you're not the bidding type atleast rate your favorite! Lets all have fun and make some good offers to fu-own your favorite man or woman... ******************************************** Lady Love Indy~Sent~Dream Maker ~~Sunshine~~ ~*~Sweet~*~ Robisue Boone Pita Bunny ~*Ghost*~ Rhonda Teresa ~¢¾Jo¢¾~ Rules.. (repost of

Deliberate Life
A man sits naked in the dark. His fetal posture rests him somewhat. The darkness calms as he rests his head on his propped forearm. In the back of his mind he wonders if his spirit is slowly seeping through his skin, dissolving into the atmosphere while sitting and praying alone in the closet. His own breathing lulls him into a soft conversation, a relished love exchange and as he breathes he thinks how it sounds oddly like another's breath. He rests in the rhythm. Deep reservoirs burst within him when more of his soul empties and he cries, though the rhythm doesn't change. Sweet release, he thinks. "Render me fit...", he inhales, "...to receive more of Thy grace", he exhales. The breaths become the prayer when he runs out of his words. So there I was, sitting on the top of a hill that over looks 2200 acres of rolling farmland cascading graciously for as far as the eye can see. I'm sitting in a rocking chair on the porch of an old but gorgeous log cabin, circa 1840. The sun is flo

Lyrics
Well I heard there was a secret chord That David played, and it pleased the Lord But you don't really care for music, do ya? Well it goes like this The fourth, the fifth The minor fall and the major lift The baffled king composing Hallelujah Hallelujah Hallelujah Hallelujah Hallelujah Well Your faith was strong but you needed proof You saw her bathing on the roof Her beauty and the moonlight overthrew you she tied you to her kitchen chair And she broke your throne and she cut your hair And from your lips she drew the Hallelujah Hallelujah Hallelujah Hallelujah Hallelujah Well baby I've been here before I know this room and I've walked this floor I used to live alone before I knew ya I've seen your flag on the marble arch Love is not a victory march It's a cold and it's a broken Hallelujah Hallelujah Hallelujah Hallelujah Hallelujah Well there was a time when you let me know What's really going on below But now you never show that to me do you? An

Useless Stuff I Think Of
I definitely don't want a man to be head over heels for me... But I will turn into a lunatic if he's not. I don't want him to pine over me and turn into a sap.. But, dammit, I WANT ALL HIS ATTENTION. How does that country song go.. "Everytime I get what I want, I come unsatisfied.. Good is good but could be better... " Holy crap, I am a total nutjob. It really sucks when you come to realize that you have more in common with the new straight-jacket Britney Spears than you do with the old hot bodied one that you used to pray all through high school would gain 100 lbs. LEAVE BRITNEY ALONE! I don't want to date. I don't want to fall in love.. I just want a man to be there when I call that I can do the couple stuff with. Like sleep with. And go on vacations.. I don't have time for courtship.. I don't have time for feelings.. I just want a relationship where I'm the only woman he's with, he's the only man that I'm with. We go to work.. We have dinner with the kid

Never Say "i Love You"
Never Say "I Love You" If You Really Don't Care Never Talk About Feelings If They Aren't Really There Never Hold My Hand If Your Gonna Break My Heart Never Say Your Going To..... If You Don't Plan To Start Never Look Into My Eyes If All Your Gonna Do Is Lie... Never Say "Hi" If You Really Mean "Goodbye" If You Really Mean Forever Then Say You Will Try Never Say Forever Cause Forever Makes Me CRY!!! *By AnArmyOfOne*

Blocked Number
ok here goes my first blog on Fubar....... I'm not big on meeting guys off the net nor do I ever take them serious. This time I thought what the hell this guy approached me January 13th of this year that was a king, beautiful, wonderful and all the "too good to be true scenario's" if you will. So I figured why not try it. We spoke daily, we texted throughout the day when we weren't talking, we emailed and we talked on the phone in the evenings. Everything was like a dream come true with him. He said all the perfect things to me, made me feel like a princess, told me all about his life and what he wanted and I just felt "WOWed". After a long day at night time we would just sit and talk about how our days went and how much we missed each other and so on.... Yeah here it comes......when he would call, it was always an unavailable number so I figured after having this on going relationship with him or whatever you want to call it, I thought I could ask why his calls were blocked es

Respect Or Lack There Of!
READ FROM THE BOTTOM UP! masterdomi...: believe me, gagging when looking at your lard ass does not require cock thinking. ->masterdomi...: i am sorry that you do not know how to treat a women. how hard is it for a man to think with his brain and not his dick? masterdomi...: yes and I am sure you are called air bags for reasons other than your big fat floppy juggs laid out all over the internet too....you sluts lay your fat asses out for the world to see and when you get a comment you get pissed off......kiss my ass fat bitch ->masterdomi...: they are not showen all over the internet like most of the whores on here. atleast i have enough self respect to keep my clothes on in all my pictures masterdomi...: hey, flop your fat juggs out for the whole world to see and what do you expect. ->masterdomi...: good bye you disrespectful jerk masterdomi...: nice fat juggs I AM SORRY IF ANYTHING THAT I SAID UPSETS ANYONE BUT BEING TREATED LIKE THIS MAKES ME VERY UPSET!

My Life
OMG...I don't even know where to begin or if I'm adequately capable of putting this into words...But here it goes...Saturday afternoon my loving and adoring man decided to surprise me with a spontaneous trip to the Oregon Coast, that would last until today...I was floored, overwhelmed, excited, giddy...You see, I've never been to the Pacific Ocean before...I'm going to try to recap for you everything I saw, all of my firsts...I saw the most beautiful beaches with white sand...crystal blue waters...beautiful formations in the ocean...He had a nice bottle of wine for me...he built the most amazing fire at the beach...we slow danced while he sang to me...he even had fireworks for me...It was beautiful, romantic, breath-taking! The man proposed to me right there on the beach, and of course I said YES!!! We camped out by the ocean, and made love! Could a girl really ask for anything more storybook romantic? Yes, I was pinching myself, and it was for real...I saw sea gulls, elk, squirrel

Wedding Bullys
Come Visit DJ BlackDragons Bar&Dance Club For the Joining of two wonderful peopleDJ WOLFIE AND Country Girl Time 8:00PM central time 9:00PM eastern time 7:00PM western time DATE MARCH 7, 2008. Come show your support and have a great time after words.

Prayer Request
to all my family out in fu-land, my mom was brought back to our hospital last night, then released home @ 9pm. she is still sore, they dont know what was causing the chest pains, but they did say her heart just beats faster then its supposed to. so she is home, and until she gets a full recovery i'm still asking for your prayers and thoughts to be with us. this was a very scary moment for my family, if i lost her i dont know what i would of done because she is a big part of my life. well thats all for now. have a good weekend. and god bless -jenn b my name is jenn not to many ppl know me but my step mom last night was admitted to my local hospital after going to the dr's for a check up, she was having chest pains and they rushed her to our local hospital for tests, they admitted her last night, and she started having the chests pains again this morning so they rushed her to albany medical center in ny. i'm playing the waiting game at home because i have no one to watch

Help Me Get To Fu Queen
I HAVE EXACTLY 2 MORE DAYS LEFT ON MY VIP, I WOULD REALLY LIKE TO BECOME FU QUEEN BEFORE MY VIP RUNS OUT. I HELP SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO MANYYYYYYYYYYYYY PEOPLE ON HERE, NOW IS WHEN I WOULD LIKE THE FAVOR IN RETURN. YOU ALL KNOW LOVE WILL BE RETURNED BY ME. YOU KNOW WHAT TO DO. CLICK MY PIC BELOW. THANK YOU!!! HRTOFGOLD ~ &hearts Hrtofgold &hearts ~@ fubar

Yet To Find!!
HUMMMMMM...I'M THINKING IS THERE A MAN IN THIS ON LINE WORLD THAT CAN TALK TO ME LIKE ALOT OF THEM HAVE...YET KEEP MY INTREST LONG ENOUGH FOR ME TO EVEN WANT TO MEET YOU IN PERSON?....OR DO YOU EVEN CARE TO??? SEEMS THE ONLINE WORLD IS ENOUGH FOR ALL OF THEM....IT PUZZLES ME!! I WOULD MUCH RATHER GO AND DO THINGS TOGATHER AND IF THE CARDS ARE PLAYED RIGHT...WELL ACTUALLY FEEL YOU'RE SKIN ON MINE...WHEWWWWW....THATS ABOUT IT...I VENTED!!! LOL

Attractive....maybe
What is and what is not attractive is defined personally but society does play a role. It is very interesting to me because with this subject matter we all define what is and what is not attractive, differently. But as most of you know, what you find attractive now will most likely change as you get older and as you go through different stages of your lives. One thing that is very interesting is that we all tend to follow "social norms" when it comes to attraction. For example, if the majority of girls in high school think the quarterback is attractive then other girls will tend to think that way. George Clooney has been around for a very long time, why all of a sudden do we all think he is attractive? Sure he is a good looking guy, but he has always been a good looking guy, so what has changed? Because, he is now popular and we tend to follow the social norms when it comes to our perception of what is and what is not attractive. Of course there are many of you who disagree and think

Annoying Backgrounds
I really like to read the bulletin board, ya know, to keep up with what's going on...There are a lot of ppl who use some really awesome backgrounds, easy on the eyes...Then, we have the ppl who use the most annoying and nauseating backgrounds that I can't even finish reading them...When there are backgrounds so freaking annoying you can't read the words, see the pics and by the time you've had enough of it, you're already sick to your stomach and your eyes are spinning like you're drunk and high and feel the need to put one foot on the ground to keep from vomiting...Are my eyes too sensitive and my equilibrium off a bit more than most, or do they drive others completely freaking crazy???

My Day Today
Ok here has been my day lol its been a gr8 day so i decided to share it with all y'all :D First i had a lie in this morning but once 9 am got here i woz up and made a few moves of chess :D Then wen my kids dad got back with Ryan (my youngest) i went to my local garage and fixed Ryans bike lol (he needed the seat and handlebars putting higher as with the training wheels) then wen i got back i re coloured my hair (only the roots lmao :D ) then i went out for the aftanoon When i got back i picked my other son (6yr old Patrick) from school and took him down to the park to learn how to ride WITHOUT training wheels :D and while we woz out had a lovely dinna at the diner in the park :D Then we had a lovely evening watching a movie .... wow now lol i think just about covers it :D

Fu-own Vee!!!!
You know you want to....LOL... Click on my pic and go from there... Check this out!! I'll make it even sweeter still to own me! I'll increase the length of time to 1 month for all involved...AND I'll rate ALL your pics 11s during Happy Hour each week!! How's THAT?:D

You Suck
To the so few who think im some game or piece of ass,i don't need you sending me bullshit mail telling me crap & i sure as hell don't need down in the mouth asswipes,you know who you are & i have put up with your shit for years even before this freaky lil sex starved derogative site came about,which yes i find so belittling,thats why my pics are mine if i make them private then thats my choice,i love my body but i choose who sees it & if you don't like it go jump cause i don't give a damn & another thing ask yourself what love is instead of throwing it around like its some game don't tell someone you love them cause your a lonely ass,get a life this is virtual reality at its best,love is real go find it & learn. I am done with my bitch session,i am such a good bitch when i wanna be. Regards Me :p

Update
I would like to take a moment of your time and introduce you to our leaders and let you know what we have going on. First off take a moment to stop in and say hello to our Co-Founders! They are: Enchantin~rose~LadyPhoenix's~Co~Founder~Rating Revolution ~DemonCrew~ and $ç()øTëR™-(Lori's Hubby)-{Demon Crew recruiter}-[Co-founder of the Rating Revolution] Next we have the Crew Leaders. They are: Mz Attitude~Crew Leader Rating Revolution ~ DCF Member~Shadow Leveler~ and Èvîl Àñgël†Ðemon Çrew ÀΜ Šhift Leader†+Rating Revolution Crew Leader+{Shadow Leveler} Next would be our Recruiter and Tag Maker. She is: ♥ ♥ Lori ♥ ♥CrAzY BeAuTiFuL {Wife to ScOoTeR} {Recruiter/Member of Rating Revolution}Demon Crew Member Don't forget our homepage as well. Rating Revolution Now on to what we have going on. First off we have the "Who wants to be a Crew Leader Contest". This contest consists of three memebers that were nominated

Please Help A Brother Firefighter.
below is a link for a fellow firefighter who was criticly hurt last week and for some reson his insurance is giving him problems. He was battling a house fire last sunday, where during the fire fight he was burned baddly "over 40% of his body." He and his partner were in a living room fighting the fire and a gas line from out side the structure vented into the house and burned him pretty bad. we are trying to raise some money to help his family out so they can survive. If you can help great. We are also have some fill the boot fundraisers, and car washes all over the state. so if you see one be sure to stop in. Below is a link to paypal. all the funds are going directly to his family. https://www.paypal.com/us/cgi-bin/webscr?cmd=_flow&SESSION=_LpvOuHlkAT6rRZXW1LBL-m5TgSpR8hfMleao_xXFKidflk8JgEvXYh_Cpa&dispatch=5885d80a13c0db1f35bed810ca29224194ca8b1b097b67190a72a7a4da266138. His E-Mail is code_3_life@yahoo.com. All of us firemen hope you can help, Thank you

For Alyssa And Asia
The Magic Butterfly by Crazydave Flying high in the sky, without a care in the world, Janet the magical butterfly soared up and down. Looking and hoping for someone to play with. Up and down, round and round she flew, looking into all the gardens as she flew. Then out in front of her she saw Alysaa and Asia playing in their back garden. Swooping down she landed on the rose bush at the back of the garden. "Hello Alysaa and Asia", she said, "Do you fancy playing a game with me?" "Who said that?" wondered Asia Alysaa just looked puzzled, as she heard the voice as well. "It's me I'm Janet, down on the rose bush at the bottom of the garden. Both Girls looked at each other and ran the whole length of the garden, stopping smartly beside the roses. "Hello" said the Girls excitedly, "We didn't know butterflies could talk and how did you know our names". By now the Girls were giggling away to themselves. "I'm a magical butterfly, who goes around to play with chil

Auctions
ok we are going to go slow with this any one man or woman wants to get in this acution hit up me up on the shout box or pvt. mesg. me if you want in you have to let me know what you will offer this will will start ethier monday or tuesday depending on how many join right now 10 is the max i will take thaxs

This Was Written For Me
As I stand tap tap tapping @ your hotel room door,I find myself thinking back to the first time I saw you on a silly lil website called FUBAR.A vision of beauty w/long blonde hair,the kinda hair that makes me wanna pull you close just so I can smell its bouquet.Amazing blue eyes that have this exotic appeal to them.the kind of eyes that make me melt when I think of their sparkle,and a mouth that I could kiss forever.After chatting for months online the day has arrived when we finally get to meet.I hear u call out,"Just a second",from the other side of the door and the sound of your voice makes my heart skip a beat.Moments later the door opens and we stand face to face for the first time,both of us smiling like school kids on the last day of class.I enter your suite carrying my massage table and a duffle bag,and let them drop so I can squeeze you hello.as we hug I breathe in your scent,ahhh the scent of a woman,and find myself intoxicated for a moment,by the lovely smell and the feel of

Vampires
The Great Archives determine you to have gone by the identity: Empress of Scandanavia Known in some parts of the world as: Mother of The Flesh The Great Archives Record: A sensual one who knows the flesh - and knows the blood. What vampire clan do you belong to? You scored as a Malkavian You belong to the Malkavian bloodline. The Malkavians are blessed with an "inner sight" which often gives them great perception and even clairvoyance. Many are sought for their counsel and insight. The drawback, however, is that they are all entirely insane. If a vampire is speaking in obscure riddles, it's a fair bet they are of Malkavian blood. Malkavian 88% Gangrel 79% Tremere 63% Ventrue 58% Nosferatu 58% Brujah 46% Toreador 42%

Married!!!
so my sister went off and got married sometime today. Did she tell any of us in advance so we could have been there? NO But she did call my mom this evening and tell her. While on the phone with my sister, mom comes to my room, pops her head in and is all like "your sister got married today" and I (kinda shocked and couldnt think of anything else to say) said And??? For one, me and my sister dont talk. I havent even seen her in over a year! WTF? Yeah, I wish her the best, and hope her marriage doesnt turn out like mine did, but hell... im not just going to waste energy jumping up and down for her. She wouldnt do it for me if I had new like that or any other important, life changing news. She could care less!

My Youtube Advice Show
SO I'M STARTING A YOUTUBE ADVICE SHOW AND I WANT EVERYONE TO EMAIL TOPICS AND QUESTIONS THEY THINK R IMPORTANT. THE TOPICS CAN BE ABOUT ANYTHING. I HOPING TO START IT MAYBE IN THE NEXT COUPLE OF WEEKS. IF I'M NOT TOO BUSY WITH OTHER THINGS. SO SEND YOUR COMMENTS AND TOPICS TO MY EMAIL ADDRESS pynkpryncess22@hotmail.com or pynkpryncess22@yahoo.com I HOPE TO HERE FROM YOU ALL REAL SOON. STAY BLESSED PEOPLE.

Wanna Own Me???
To anyone interested in owning Sweet-N-Innocent I am currently being auctioned off on the 2nd Alarm Hotties page(you can find it in my Family). Go to the picture album listed as "Hotties Auction". Bids start at 50k and Happy Hours, Tickers, and Blasts are accepted in bids as well. Here's what is being offered: 1 SFW salute rate/fan/add rate 100 pics rate stash pimpout from the group have owned by in nick for 2 weeks 2 profile comments 2 gifts a permanent pimpout in the hotties profile in a blog. There are also more Hotties there to bid on... Come by and check it out!!! Ok so ev1 is asking for the rules so here they are. 1. ABSOLUTELY NO DRAMA 2. Bids must be higher then current bid 3. DO NOT COMMENT UNLESS YOU ARE BIDDING 4. If bid is lower then current one the comment will be deleted and if it's not a bid it will be deleted. 5. All bids start at 50k and can go up no less then 10k HH= 2.5mil fu-bucks 30 day blast/3months vip = 1.25m

My Rant
Here is my rant and then Im done....Over the passed 6 months Ive had some eye opening and heart breaking experiences that have basically rocked my world and taught me a few things.....1-never fully trust anyone unless they are your spouse/soulmate because they are the ones that are ALWAYS there for you no matter what....2-take things at face value....3-follow your gut instincts they are rarely ever wrong....4-If you believe in something dont back down just because someone doesnt agree...5-Always be willing to talk and listen to others because you never know if things can be fixed and 6-dont believe everything your told, if you have doubts ASK! And on that note I have made changes in my life and Ive stopped letting ppl walk all over me, I dont bottle things up, if I have a problem I will voice it instead of letting it stew and fester like so many do. Im working hard on trying to fix the things that are wrong in my life right now, between really missing my dad and wishing he was here

Thoughts 11
Some times I think I am an attention whore and other times....who knows? A girl getting any good attention is great for her ego. We all know it. I put up some more photo's today and all it did was get attention and I knew it would. LOL what ever. I am what I am. It's Friday and time to relax this weekend. Other than going out to dinner tonight with some friends for his birthday that was yesterday. We are going out fairly early. I am NOT going to drink tonight. I refuse to feel like shit tomorrow. After last weekend, I don't want to be hung over the entire next day. getting too old for that. I think I may take myself to the mall tomorrow. I still have not replaced my make-up that went missing the night my son decided to throw a party when we were gone so I need to go out and replace it. Just irritating. I am going to buy the make-up and the laptop and give the receipts to my son and tell him he had better et a job to pay me back soon! He will be mowing my father's m

Today Sucks..
today my little sister left the island....Her and her husband are going to Kentucky because that is where he got station at..Me and my sister always had our up's and downs but we was always there for each other and she was there to help me with my babies.I will miss my sister alot and now i have no partner in crime..and that sucks..Love u sis..Miss u always..

Ur Tagged!
Once u have been tagged,u have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things,facts or habits bout ur self.At the end,u choose at least 5 ppl to b tagged,list in their names.Dont forget to leave comment that sayz,"ur it!" on their profile & ask them to read ur blog.U cant tag the person who tagged u. 1. Im 5'5" 2. I am an Aunt to 11 children 3. I am the Godmother to 5 children 3. I quit smoking ten years ago 4. I live in Pittsburgh 5. I have 3 brothers and 2 sisters 6. I am a radiation therapist 7. I was a total Daddy's girl 8. I love scary movies 9. I have great friends 10.I hate to be cold. 1. Kaydez 2. Jake 3. Urfunny 4. Blazed 5. Greendolphin

Hottest Male Tattoo Contest!!!
HOTTEST MALE TATTOO CONTEST --- don't miss it! Contest begins MONDAY MARCH 10TH at 7 p.m. central standard time and ends MONDAY MARCH 17TH at midnight central standard time. So let me know which picture you want me to put in my contest folder. Make sure you TELL all your friends, so they can come and rate the hell out of you First prize: win a month-long VIP! Second prize: $250,000 fubux Third prize: $100,000 fubux Remember - send me a private message if you want to join the contest and SHOW OFF YOUR HOT TAT to all of Fubar! GOOD LUCK! If your checking this out, you may want to check out my Fu-family and fu-Top friends ,some of the very best people on Fubar ....you may want to Rate /Fan and add them all...They Rock Big Time ! I know you’ll love them all, I certainly do...

Me
Alone and Broken In my room, alone and broken, Crying because he said good bye, I look out my window Into the starry night sky. Wondering why, I sit here alone, While the burning hot tears Constantly flow. My heart can't be mended It shattered when he said goodbye. Now, Alone and broken, This is how I will die. It has been only a minute, As I lay in my bed, Alone and broken, Wishing I was dead. My whole room is dark Except for the glow Of the light by the street, Outside my window. A blanket of dark clouds covers the sky And I can't see the moon I see nothing but blackness Like my heart, full of gloom. Rain begins to fall hard, Pounding on the ground, Just like the tears that streak my cheeks; The tears that have not slowed down. Three minutes have passed, It seems like years have gone by, Still alone and broken, As I start to die. You can't help me, So why even try? I'm alone and broken Because of a guy. He said tha

Check It Out !!!!!!
Stop on in and check out the Spankers lounge great tunes and live DJ who is also part of the best Bombing family on the Fu ,The Spankers. Gemini is live Sun 7-9pm....Wed 9-11pm....Thurs 8-11pm (all EST) and when there is no live DJ we have music playing all the time.. She is also live in the Hocking Radio Lounge just click either one of these links and enjoy a good Spanking and great time !!!! here is the Spankers Link 'The Spankers Lounge And here is the Hocking radio Lounge link HockingRadio Lounge

"you Can Sew Your Lips Shut With Your Heartstrings...
How much can you love? Does your love fit like a glove? Is it unconditionally? Is it without questionability? How many lovers do you have? Do you think you can save? That person who you love? With the love you seem to think fits like a glove? Do they feel the same? Or is it just a game? Will you be the one to ignite this fire within my desire and take me ever so higher? So my head will be in the clouds and these clothes feel like they are just shrouds. Could you be my heart's desire that will light this internal fire? Dear Fubar Family and Friends, I am sorry I am not on here like I used to be, but life has gotten in the way of playtime. I have been super busy with my business. I have been writing a book and just picked up a second book along with countless articles for 2 magazines and various other clients. The best part about my ne

Wanna Make Some Fu$$$$ ???
Ok Heres the deal.....I have 2 wonderful friends who have worked really hard on this site and want to godfather soon so this is what I am gonna do to help them out. You go to their pages and rate their stuff....For every 20 rates I will give you 1K fubucks....so if you rate 100 things i will send you 5k fubucks. Just go rate rate rate and then send me a message with how many u rated and I will send you your fubucks. Here are the two wonderful women LSD's SHELL¢â ~*~DYLON's DIVA's~*~@ fubar ¢Ü♫LilBamaGirl♫¢Ü@ fubar again just RATE,RATE,RATE then send me a message. This request brought to you by: Wishful Thinking Is Back@ fubar (repost of original by 'Wishful Thinking Is Back' on '2008-03-07 08:45:34')

Rules
SQUAD RULES FIRST YOU MUST HAVE A SALUTE. NO SALUTE YOU CANNOT JOIN US. I am amending the salute rule for those that don't have one. We will accept members without a salute, but they have 30 days to get one. If by chance we are in a contest, those without a salute will NOT be allowed to bomb. SECOND YOU MUST ADD ALL MEMBERS that are listed in the SQUAD MEMBERS BLOG; TO YOUR FRIENDS LIST AT LEAST. You must add ~The Terminator's~ homepage into your family. THIRD YOU CANNOT BELONG TO ANY OTHER FAMILY OR SQUAD. This does not include families like CLUB FAR. You may be in them as long as our name is in there as well. You can join another bombing family as long as you are a leveler ONLY. FOURTH THE TERMINATORS MUST BE ON YOUR NAME Other than the four rules (there might be other later as we grow), that's it for now. Our primary goal is BOMBING GIVEAWAYS, though we might progress to contests at some time in the future. BOMBING IS REQUIRED, BUT NOT ALL

Heya Now
MySpace Codes & MySpace Layouts What Timothy Means You are a seeker. You often find yourself restless - and you have a lot of questions about life. You tend to travel often, to fairly random locations. You're most comfortable when you're far away from home. You are quite passionate and easily tempted. Your impulses sometimes get you into trouble. You tend to be pretty tightly wound. It's easy to get you excited... which can be a good or bad thing. You have a lot of enthusiasm, but it fades rather quickly. You don't stick with any one thing for very long. You have the drive to accomplish a lot in a short amount of time. Your biggest problem is making sure you finish the projects you start. You are confident, self assured, and capable. You are not easily intimidated. You master any and all skills easily. You don't have to work hard for what you want. You make your life out to be exactly how you want it. And you'll knock down anyone who gets in your way! You ar

Help
Im in an auction.... wanna own me?? Start bidding!! Hosting my FIRST contest!! I need 10 people to enter this contest, it will start after I have 10 people in it. Prizes are as follows: 1st place 1 MILLION Fu-bucks- first person to 50,000 comments. 2nd place 500,000K Fu-bucks-second person with at least 30,000 comments 3rd place 250K Fu-bucks- third person with at least 15,000 comments Once this contest starts you will have 5 weeks to get to the number of comments needed, if you don't get the number of comments needed to prizes will be awarded. To join send me a private message with a link to the photo you want to use. Only one rule, NO DRAMA!! ~Hillary~~MEMBER OF GIT-R-DONE-REBELS FAMILY BOMB SQUAD~ and a "Real Deal Babe"(Fu-Owned by@ fubar I am holding an auction. I need 15 people to join it!! All I need is a link to the picture you want me to use and 25K fu-bucks to join... you will get that back most likely because the

Lovin' A Black Man....
Real talk (how to love a black man) My girl sent me this, thought I would share it!! Guess I'm not doing all this, that's why I'm alone!! lol The first thing you must understand there is no easy way to love a black man.You have got to figure him out. Learn what he is about and know he is someone you can not live without. Then kill him with kindness, shower him with sweetness but never let him mistake your kindness for weakness. It is hard for him to give himself to you so be appreciative of the little things he tries to do. Let him know he can confide in you and in return he will not have to hide things from you. So be supportive , be his friend not his foe .When he makes a mistake do not say I told you so. Be understanding not demanding. Let him unwind, he faces a world of rain. So be his sunshine. Do not get to cozy in the comfort zone, you will take him for granted and end up alone. Keep love exciting and new, go the extra mile. Keep finding

True Gas Tips This Works!!
With the price of gas right now, just wanted to pass on some tips to help save some money! TIPS ON PUMPING GAS I don't know what you guys are paying for gasoline but here in California we are also paying higher, up to $3.50 per gallon. But my line of work is in petroleum for about 31 years now, so here are some tricks to get more of your money's worth for every gallon. Here at the Kinder Morgan Pipeline where I work in San Jose, CA we deliver about 4 million gallons in a 24-hour period thru the pipeline. One day is diesel the next day is jet fuel, and gasoline, regular and premium grades. We have 34-storage tanks here with a total capacity of 16,800,000 gallons. Only buy or fill up your car or truck in the early morning when the ground temperature is still cold. Remember that all service stations have their storage tanks buried below ground. The colder the ground the more dense the gasoline, when it gets warmer gasoline expands, so buying in the afternoon or in the evening

Me
Auction opens March 7th @12 eastern and runs for 1 week. Check out all these wonderful people below in Sweet Judy's auction.... Be sure to stop by and place your bid ... Person with the most rates gets 100,000 fu-bucks so if you're not the bidding type atleast rate your favorite! Lets all have fun and make some good offers to fu-own your favorite man or woman...

Just Stuff
this is were i stoped THE fubar RULES ONE If you're ugly, stop acting like you don't know it. The captions under you picture that says "top model pose" "sexy bitch" "arnt i hot" doesn't convince anyone. TWO To the people who have like 25,000 friends, are you serious? Nobody in this universe can keep up with that many friends. You're stupid. Go play in traffic. THREE Don't ever post pictures and say "OMG, I'm so ugly" "OMG,I'm so fat" because if you were, you wouldn't post them. FOUR Nobody cares about threats over the internet. Don't try to act hardcore with the keyboard. Fighting online is like racing in the special olympics; even if you win, you're still retarded. FIVE Making 20 bulletins a day about how you have new pictures and begging people to comment on them is pathetic. Make the bulletin once if you have to, and those who actually care about you will comment on your pics. SIX If all your pictures look the same, don't p

The Man I Want...
Every time I look at him, I'll simply stare in amazement at his beauty. When I'm away from him, I will have him on my mind constantly. When I'm troubled, he will honestly want to know why and how he can help. When I have successes, he will truly be happy for me. When I'm sad, he'll hold me and reassure me. When I'm tired and sore, he will rub my aching muscles. When I'm feeling like a party, he'll call all the coolest people to come by. When I travel, he will gladly go with me. When I am horny, he will drive me wild! When my kids needs help, he will always offer. He will respect me, my children, my career, and my home. He will appreciate all I do for him. He will understand me. He will be willing to talk to me about how he feels deep down inside. He will be my best friend. He will be my partner. I will treat him like my King. He will treat me like his Queen. Wonder if I'll ever find someone like this?

Adult-the Encounter -adult
The Encounter - Erotica I walk into the room, as the flames of a hundred candles cast shadows on the walls. I see your silhouette against the soft satin sheets. The flames reflect from your eyes as you stare upon my body. Your soft but gentle writhing motion makes me yearn for you . As I climb into the bed, never taking my eyes from you, I come up close to you gently brushing the hair from your eyes and gently pull you up to me and brush my lips against yours. I can feel the sexual tension pouring from your body as I kiss you again. Unable to stand it you gently pull my head to yours and envelope me in a kiss that could melt ice. The passion between is just overwhelming Our tongues intertwine as the mash together, seeking, exploring ,tasting . I then kiss your cheeks, your eyes, and then to your head. I then slow and deliberatly move to your neck, moving my lips sliding from the nape of your neck to that little spot behind your ear. Back and forth, back and forth... I hear a

Poetry
Because, sometimes, late at night, when the sky is full of stars, and the world weighs heavily on your shoulders, You know, deep down, You have made somebody smile, and have brought a happiness, no matter how trivial, into the light of their heart. March 5, 1995 Are you curious? Are you sincere? Will you be mine? Will you my dear? Late at night, Stars shine bright, Head hangs low, Disturbing sight. Heart is heavy, Mood is down, Depression deep, Will I drown? Hopeless journey, Hopeless Task, Heedless agony, Faceless mask. Emotionless, Starless, Blighted, Dim. What Ever Will Become Of Him ?

Auctions
Rules: 1) To be in the auction submit atleast 1 photo of yourself that is respectably tasteful. 2) Voters will vote on each one on different days, no asking to vote on the other women if you don't want the current one then wait. 3) Voting is comments only, I will review the votes and if it is not in form i will give then you don't get the person. 4) This first auction is only women. Men will be run by my female friend Jamie when she gets time to. Examples of a good vote: I will give 5 fubucks for "Amy". 5 fubucks. Examples of bad vote: I will give her a good f*cking. 5 Anybody interested please shout at me or message me.

Laugh Much
IS Hell Exothermic or Endothermic? The following is supposedly an actual question given on a American University chemistry mid-term. The answer by one student was so "profound" that the professor shared it with colleagues, via the Internet, which is, of course, why we now have the pleasure of enjoying it as well. Bonus Question: Is Hell exothermic (gives off heat) or endothermic (absorbs heat)? Most of the students wrote proofs of their beliefs using Boyle's Law (gas cools when it expands and heats when it is compressed) or some variant. One student, however, wrote the following: First, we need to know how the mass of Hell is changing in time. So we need to know the rate at which souls are moving into Hell and the rate at which they are leaving. I think that we can safely assume that once a soul gets to Hell, it will not leave. Therefore, no souls are leaving. As for how many souls are entering Hell, let's look at the different religions that exist in the world

Auction!!
Until March 16th at 12am PST you have the chance to own me… So get your fubucks and cash ready… this auction is gonna be fun…. Bid by comments only. Thx! Luvz ya!! ღღღ Click me!!! ღღღ If bid is won by fubucks Winner receives Owned by, beside my name for 2 weeks time Added to top friends for 2 weeks time Added to family for 2 weeks time unless you’re nice, then maybe permanently Pimp out in blog permanently Link to your profile on my page for a month Rate at least 200 photos 10/11 during Happy Hour Rate at least 200 stash thumbs up during Happy Hour Profile comments daily If bid is won by 50k fubucks and by HH, Blast, VIP or ticker All the above extended to one month as well as Rate at least 400 photos 10/11 during Happy Hour during a months time Personal SFW Salute Photo for your eyes-only 15-minute SFW Phone call Put name in status bar for 1-2 hours one day Gift daily of my choosing Search Video Codes

Im In Nude Aution Come Place Bids
to all my friends im in a nude aution you must frist add the host of it to freinds bid on who ever you want. heres the host Military Supporter... click here Military Supporter & Lonely Lover*~Fu Owned by Big Poppa J~*@ fubar

Gone To The Race In Atlanta!!
Hey everyone my first blog on here! I am leaving in a little bit to head to the Atlanta Motor Speedway!! hoping to see jimmie win! I know some of my friends are nascar fans! Just curious if anyone else is going! Well...Have a good weekend! just had to say Goooo Jimmie!! Night!

Biker
I saw you hug your purse closer to you in the grocery store line. But you didn't see me put an extra $10.00 in the collection plate last Sunday. I saw you pull your child closer when we passed each other on the sidewalk. But you didn't see me playing Santa at the local mall. I saw you change your mind about going into the restaurant. But you didn't see me attending a meeting to raise more money for the hurricane relief. I saw you roll up your window and shake your head when I drove by. But you didn't see me driving behind you when you flicked your cigarette butt out the car window. I saw you frown at me when I smiled at your children. But you didn 't see me when I took time off from work to run toys to the homeless. I saw you stare at my long hair. But you didn't see me and my friends cut ten inches off for Locks of Love. I saw you roll your eyes at our leather coats and gloves. But you didn't see me and my brothers donate our old coats and gloves to those that

A Great Woman...
What Can You Bring to the Table? In a brief conversation, a man asked a woman he was pursuing the question "What kind of man are you looking for?" She sat quietly for a moment before looking him in the eye and asking Do you really want to know?" Reluctantly, he said "Yes." She began to expound... "As a woman in this day and age, I am in a position to ask a man what he can do for me that I can't do for myself. I pay my own bills. I take care of my household without the help of any man...or woman for that matter. I am in the position to ask, "What can you bring to the table?" The man looked at her. Clearly he thought that she was referring to money. She quickly corrected his thought and stated, "I am not referring to money. "I need something more. I need a man who is striving for perfection in every aspect of life." He sat back in his chair, folded his arms, and asked her to explain. She said "I am looking for someone who is striving for perfection mentally because I need convers

Whatever
n-e-wayz hey ppl what is going on? this is my frist day on ere and still a lil confused on some things but i am sure i'll figerthem out so yeah if any on y a ahave a my spce account look me up at miss_irratated_mommy@yahoo.com.well i don't have much 2 say i was just letting ppl know what is up. so yeah just hit me up some timettyl.byes.

Jokes
A woman was helping her husband set up his computer, and at the appropriate point in the process, she told him that he would now need to enter a password. Something he could remember easily and will use each time he has to log on. The husband was in a rather amorous mood and figured he would try for the shock effect to bring this to his wife's attention. So, when the computer asked him to enter his password, he made it plainly obvious to his wife that he was keying in... P... E... N... I... S... His wife fell off her chair laughing when the computer replied: PASSWORD REJECTED....... NOT LONG ENOUGH

Darkravenstar
I live like the words that I write. Don't misunderstand the poems as anything other then words on a page, feelings and thought expressed on paper... well in this case on blog. If you have questions... ask... I tell no tales but the ones in my script.

Ghettos Show
well i am making this blog to see if i can find some employees for a new lounge i am co-owner of so if ya interrested come see us we would love ta have ya here is the link >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>. http://fubar.com/new_lounge.php?w=1&lid=55773#

Master Apophis's Thoughts.
This morning I'm getting on a plane bound for Maine. I wake up after five hours of sleep I think I'll go insane. I can't wait to see my beautiful Syn and her two girls. The nervousness is finally grabbing hold of me. I've never flown before this should be a rather interesting experience. My beautiful Syn I love you with all of my heart you and the girls mean the world to me. I'm nervous as hell about meeting you right now. I can't wait to step off the plane and see you and take you in my arms. I can't wait to see those two beautiful girls either. Forever and always, Your Master. I am one who is open minded in general to everyones beliefs be they of a different religion, sexual preference, or ethnicity. I will respect anyones choice to believe what they will and not force anything upon anyone. I just wanted that part out in the open before I go on ranting and rambling about my views on this subject any further so please if you can't be open minded stop reading now.......

I Hate Life
well one day i fit in with a crowd now, i feel like i am in my whole little world. idk about fitting in with patty and walter little family , or hanging out with marvin,nikki, and ben. feels like i am just in the middle. know not hanging out with marvin and nikki dont help much. with patty and walter , seem like they just care for mizzy and the twins, like im not in with it. OH i fucken hated work, anna letting mizzy lide, and lizzie was being a bitch she always going up front talking up there and going into grill doing what she wants and anna just let her do that and i mainly do most of the work. well its ok i am finding a day job too, i will be working my ass off , and move out of my mom house and then idk what to do maybe stay in my own little world.

Black Diamond Dj's
WE WANNA ROCK YOUR WORLD AT THE BLACK DIAMOND LOUNGE WITH THE BEST IN ROCK, METAL, AND INDEPENDENT MUSIC AROUND CLICK ON THE PIC TO JOIN THE PARTY DJ WAKKO ON AIR TO TAKE YOUR REQUEST AND ROCK OUT YOUR FAVORITE TUNES WE WANNA ROCK YOUR WORLD AT THE BLACK DIAMOND LOUNGE WITH THE BEST IN ROCK, METAL, AND INDEPENDENT MUSIC AROUND CLICK ON THE PIC TO JOIN THE PARTY

Deeper
I desire you enough to wrap you in The chains that have kept us apart I desire you enough to bind you With the miles of rope around my heart I want you enough to create on you The bruises that have colored my life I want you enough to make you shake While the lashes mark us man and wife I need you enough to feel the pain I inflict on your soft white skin I need you enough to be enslaved In the warmest cage I’ve put you in I love you enough to watch over you As you bear your soul below me I love you enough that I give you All you’ve asked and all I’ll ever be MasterMillion 03/2008

Omg I Had The Scare Of My Life Tonight
My youngest son took of with his friends tonight one after being told not to so he is in trouble for that so i went to work and had to come home casue i couldnt hardly get around because we are under blizzard attacks right now of snow we have gain almost 14 inches right now and it is still comeing down hard and ya cant see well my kid and some other kids got lost in the blizzard and we couldnt find them i am so sick to my stomach now i cant stand it the feeling i got when i got the call they was lost just made my heart drop to the floor .. after 3 hours we found them all there ok there just cold and scared maybe as much as i was ...I have sat and cried casue of all the bad thoughts going thur my head i dont think they know just how bad they scared everyone really ..so needless to say i have had a very streeful day on top of this happening several other things has happened and i think it finally broke this camels back .. so hug your child every night kiss them when you can tell them yo

2 Firefighters Make The Ultimate Sacrifice Today - 03/07/2008
2 Salisbury Firefighters Killed Battling Woodmill Fire Last Edited: Friday, 07 Mar 2008, 9:56 PM EST Created: Friday, 07 Mar 2008, 10:49 AM EST FOX8 News SideBar Related Items Videos By CHAD TUCKER FOX8 News SALISBURY, N.C. (AP) -- Two firefighters died Friday and three others were injured while battling a massive fire that heavily damaged a woodworking company in central North Carolina. Salisbury Fire Chief Rick Parnell said Justin Monroe, 19, and Victor Isler, 40, died from injuries suffered while trying to contain the fire at Salisbury Millworks. Two other firefighters who suffered first- and second-degree burns were treated at Rowan Regional Medical Center and released. A third firefighter, Capt. Rick Barkley,suffered second- and third-degree burns. He is expected to be released this weekend from Wake Forest University Baptist Medical Center in Winston-Salem. "It's a deeply sad day in Salisbury today," Parnell said. "We lost two excellent firefighters. They a

A Very Big Ty For All The People Who Helped Me Win My First Contest
A VERY BIG THANK YOU TO ALL THE PEOPLE THAT HELPED ME WIN MY CONTEST. MUCH LOVE TO YOU ALL!! GO AND SHOW ALL THESE AWESOME PEOPLE SOME FU-LUVIN!! **MRmostunderated**Miss B no.1 stalker,pimped by lsd's shell,FU/BRO/to Cutie and Starr@ fubar ☠sTaRr☠ Owned & Loved By RelliK~The Graveyard Family & Shadow Leveler@ fubar #1 Shortman@ fubar da_blaktxthrill@ fubar sweetvanillabbw@ fubar Sweetness1975@ fubar ~MIK3Y~ R/L~ B/F~ to~KERI~ Immortal~ Raven~aka~Demon~ Warrior~@ fubar LatinaMami73@ fubar

Wtf Is The Deal?
What the fuck is up with assholes who are so cocksucking rude on MUMMS? Im not new to fubar, but I am new to Mumms, and I thought I would post a few to see what it was all about. I'll admit I really didnt know what to put in the first one or two. I saw the option to delete all the mean and rude comments, but as this is America, people (even stupid shit people) have the right to freedom of speech, which includes the right to their own opinion. At the same time, what the fuck is up with you assbags being so full of piss n vinegar? This is for all the pricks out there who have nothing better to do with their own sorry ass lame lifes than to dog someone else's, especially when the dumb fuck comment you leave has nothing to do with the mumm. Grow the fuck up cockwads! Tam

For You ! A Poem Written & Copyrighted By Martin Guy Kays !
FOR YOU For the light that"ll shine in your eyes When you look into my face I'll give you the skies And everything else in space For the words of love you'll whisper Into my listening ear I'll carry to you mountains Across the oceans clear For sharing with me your spirit Until our time was gone I give to you these words In hopes we'll carry on And for giving me inspiration To write these words I feel Dont' be too surprised I see the love in your eyes' Martin Guy Kays Copyright ©2008 Martin Guy Kays

Lady Arwen And Carlos Wedding Bully 1
COME WITNESS THE EXCHANGING OF VOWS BETWEEN TO WONDERFUL PEOPLE TODAY, SATURDAY, MARCH 8, 2008 AT 9:00 P.M. PST, 12:00 MIDNIGHT EST, IN THE SIN CITY LOUNGE. THE HANDSOME GROOM BIZ AND THE GORGEOUS BRIDE LADY ARWEN THIS MOMENTOUS OCCASION IS HOSTED BY DJ SLIM, PASTOR AND DJ HYPNOTIQ, MAID OF HONOR

Devorce
Well my marrige just turned ugly. I was working on it for a while butit just kept getting worse. I am trying to wait for the paper work to go through for my devorce 4 months left to file the request for a decition from the judge. In that time i just need to take some time away from the city that I live in. I think i'll go down to San Diego this weekend

Tattered Soul
Tattered Soul 1.my heart is endless unable to truly feel hate for any living being even for those who have wronged me, broken me, stabbed me, beaten me, and betrayed me and yet they do these things to me they do these things to my loved ones and yet still nothing not even anger truly only sadden and dishearten and yet those feelings don't last for more then a moment in time is it that I am simply content with the way things are or is it that i just dont care about anything any more or maybe I've just found a state of serenity for which drowns out all the anger,sorrow,pain,and doubt if this is the case then when did i gain this state when did i come to this path how did i gain this state of calm as everyone around me is smashed down to there very foundations while i come back down from my off of my high foundations and break them down so i can give them something stronger to build with again my heart is endless giving everything it has till there is nothing left and yet still finds m

Destiny - A Poem Written & Copyrighted By Martin G. Kays !
Destiny I had a dream of our first kiss A precious dream that went like this As we walked by the babbling brook Away from me my breath mistook The world was peaceful and serene Where you were queen and I was king The sky above was a sea of blue A vision of love for me and you I knew right then someday I'd be Asking for your love upon one knee Though just a dream of our first date Inside it seems like futures' fate And if someday we find our souls embraced as if in rhyme Remember this and you will see That our first kiss was destiny! Martin Guy Kays Copyright ©2008 Martin Guy Kays

Marie's Treasure
Creak of tight leather My breath did catch Delicate ears flooded with Your moans of pleasure At my behest Tall boots shine bright Slick with your sweat Flick of the wrist Groans of wonderment erupt At my decree Ample breasts spill forth Beckoning your adoring gaze Brushed against taunt skin Cries of intense joy At my command Soothing hand through hair Long legs do straddle Firm hand pulling forth Provocative words are whispered At my bidding Hands grip boots tight Blue eyes burn bright Hot breath does sear Sultry from moist lips At my prompting Slow dance in motion Brown eyes burn bright Teasing tongue does flick Knowingly invading Venus space At my word Sweat trails and drips Fingers tangled in hair Two locked in passion Leather creaks straps bind At your request... ~M~

My Lil Angel
It's been 8 yrs today that my lil angel, Justin, was taken from me. I'm content and at peace but it's hard. The older I get the harder it gets tho I thought the opposite would occur. I have two other beautiful children that I have been blessed with and tho they are not at risk of a young death, I worry more and more everyday. I still have a lot of questions for my creator about his reasons for taking my first born but I know that it is also not my place to question. For anyone with children, no matter how old...please make sure they know how much they are loved each and every day. I wasn't there when my angel died but I know he is with me each and every minute now and I cherish him more now than ever. Let love into your heart...

Poem
Take my hand and lead the way; tell me all you want to say. Whisper softly in my ear, all those things I want to hear. Kiss my lips and touch my skin; bring out passions deep within. Pull me close and hold me near; take away my pain and fear. In the darkness of the night, be my beacon, shine your light. In the brightness of the sun, show me that you are the one. Give me wings so I can fly; for I can soar when you're nearby. Enter my heart, break down the wall, it's time for me to watch it fall. I've been a prisoner, can't you see? Break my chains and set me free. Strip me of my armor tight; you'll find I won't put up a fight. Release my soul held deep within . . . I'm ready now, let love begin. You're kissable and cuddly; You're lovable and sweet; You thrill me every minute, And sweep me off my feet. You're charming and disarming, Desirable and true. You inspire and impress me, And that's why I love you! A chance encounter of the

Hourglass
Our life, nothing but grains of sand moving through an invisible hourglass of time. Every moment, everlasting and ever-changing, slipping through my fingers, as I turn the pages of my journey into unwritten eternity. To the moments of love and pleasure, to nights of question and pain. To those who have changed you for good, and events that made you who you are today. To the past and our memories of time spent together and alone. Our cocktail of accomplishments mixed with how we`ve become known, awaits a final toast to our existence and our passing

My Stuff
We have been off and on so long. My addiction has never weakened but sometimes it is prolonged. Though I cant keep you here with me all the time The feelings are much more intense when we find the time. I feel you rushing through my body and I let go as i feel you take control. All my worries and all my woes seem to disappear as I plunge you through the hole. You rush through my veins and nothing can stop you. You make me feel so good that no person can top you. You take me in when everyones backs are turned. I welcome you warmly and constantly yearn. They say your bad for me and will lead me to my doom. Doom cant be so bad as long as I have you. You are my new love, and you take away the pain, and everytime I cant feel you I cant think till we meet again. Oh if you were human and something I could hold.. but your just an addiction but one I dearly hold. Youve carried me through torn emotions and evil people that crossed my path.. As long as I can find you, the world can

What Do I Have Ta Do?
I came onto Fubar as looking for friends and what not. I put a couple of pix up and got some good ratings, adds, and great online friends. I always search for new friends male and female, and I do rate all peeps pix. But I want more attention!!! I am kinda an attention whore, but I don't show private parts to get that attention. All through my life, I was not your typical girl. I wasn't a tom girl, but I was always into playing soccer, and Ford Mustangs. I had more male friends then female. At one time I used to be into skate boarding, But never had a problem dating. Never wore makeup, always natural. Only once did I dye my hair black, because I hated my natural blonde hair. Never wore fake nails, but have a tattoo and lots of piercings, and yes I did have a skater hair cut. So why now here on fubar, do I have to show my breasts like any other female on here, to get more attention? I know this is a stupid question and probably gonna get rammed for asking and putting up this blog! Can n

My Business
What I do for a living and my private life is no ones Business on the internet. What I do for a living and who I see I will not give out to anyone so to safe the Trouble on me telling you NONE OF YA don't even bother to ask. I am a very private person and don't feel I should tell perfect strangers about my real life. I do have a life outside of the Internet and do not get on much so deal with it.

71k To Godmother, Please Help!!!
She only needs 71,000 to godfather. We have alot of happy hours coming up. Will you guys please come help and rate some stuff to get her there. Even if you just come and rate a few things, every little bit will help. Thank you in advance to anyone who helps!! LSD's SHELL¢â ~*~DYLON's DIVA's~*~@ fubar Brought to you by: Wishful Thinking@ fubar (repost of original by 'Wishful Thinking' on '2008-03-08 05:52:18')

Ducks
Why you shouldn’t step on ducks******************************* Three guys, Bob, Larry and Bill get to heaven. Before they enter, St. Peter warns them as follows: “We have only one rule here. Whatever you don't ever, ever, step on a duck. Once one quacks, they all do, and they make a terrible racket”. They enter heaven and sure enough, ducks are everywhere. They are thick under foot and hard to avoid. Despite his best efforts, Bob soon steps on one which sets up a din of quacking. So an angel comes up to him and chains a large, hairy, ugly woman to him for eternity, and says: “You know the rule. I told you not to step on a duck. This is your punishment”. Larry and Bill tiptoe around far more carefully from then on. But soon, inevitably, Larry steps on a duck and sets offthe usual din. An annoyed angel quickly appears and chains a hideous crone to him for eternity and says: “Rules are rules. I told you not to step on a duck

Nobody
hi yall my son and I have to go to the doctors today and get his test results. We had an appointment at the end of the month but want us to come in today to go over the results whitch cant be good so just keep us in ur thoughts and prayers when I come home from the doctors I will update anyone that cares please pray around 3oclock Jason John Eberle, D.D.S. April 3, 1971-May 27, 2008 Jason Eberle, 37, died suddenly of natural causes on May 27, 2008. His family is overwhelmed by the tragedy of Jason’s passing. He touched the lives of so many and his absence will be deeply felt. Jason was born and raised in Reno, NV. He graduated from Reno High School and the University of Nevada, Reno. He joined the U.S. Navy and completed post graduate studies at Columbia University School of Dental and Oral Surgery, in New York City, graduating with honors. He then received a specialty certificate in Pediatric Dentistry in 2007 at UCLA. Through much hard work and determination, Jason rec

My Very Best Friend!
First off, I want all to know I am doing this for a close personal friend who I love! I am getting nothing out of pimping her out to you guys, this is from my heart, so please if you care for me help her! This girl right here is the most careing and loving individual I've ever met. She means the world to me, not just on here but in real life. She has been my best friend for over ten years, and has stood by me through my woest times. I can honestly say, without her I would not be around today. So please, I am asking you all this from the bottom of my heart, Go show her some mad love! She is so close to becoming Godfather That I know if all my friends were to just go show her some love, be it just a rate or even give her a happy hour (her B-day was March 5th, so late presant maybe?) We could help her to reach her goal. Here is her link. *~*Sapphyre Eclipse*~*(Taken)*~* ASST. CHIEF 2ND ALARM HOTTIES Please help her! Show her the love! I promise she is worth it and is a wonderful

How To Make Holes In Jeans
Im at the point in my life im not getting any younger im getting older and i have no clue where my life is going who i want to be who i am what i want to do where im going and most of all who i want to be with..... 5 years ago i picture myself in a different point in my life...... married long time boyfriend ..... maybe a kid......great job...i do know now that life isnt something that u can sometimes control... but here i am 25 in my run down apartment working a job where i use to love but am getting sick of and only making enough money to get by ....... so what now i ask myself where do i go what do i do... ive been thinking about going back to school but i dont know what i would do........ i went to college twice and didnt finish graphic design then from there i went to dental.... so all im doing is wasting peoples money my money and everyones time...... is it normal to feel this way at the age of 25 or am i starting to fall into a deep depression hole..... my friends all suc

Big Pimpin
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Replaceing Old Pics With New
I will be takeing my older pics on here and replaceing them into my stash so i can have more room for my newer pics to go up and i will be doing this from time to time so all you guys and gals can see all my pics i have to share.. love Ashley xoxo The sheer beauty of his visage is so captivating it appalls me because I know his soul and I am its prisoner. His beauty to me, remains not pretty, nor aquiline darkly handsome he is lips so full and ripe for the tasting, I imagine the turn of his nose the olive of skin, lustrious and soft with masculine vitality. I would stare forever in those eyes, limitless, their superficial beauty is unmatched. Lashes long and thick, slanted shapely; cat's eyes they are. Irises like untapped oil the colour deep and dark, alight with wisdom, caustic wit and intelligence fierce. And this, coupled with compelling vulnerability few can fathom, but I can fathom and I am held captive. Soul-tied we are though I cannot touch

Mums
Been reading the mumms today. I have to admit..at times it is quite funny some of the rude comments..but other times..its just nasty. If you want to be humorous..try to do it with style. See so many people bitching over "and how does this make your mind up.?" kinda stuff. Well to tell you the truth.. if you really are waiting on a serious mumm.. you might get lucky to get 2 at the most in a days time. What would you be doing if not reading these mumms? I think any kinda mumm can be interesting for the fact you can go . chat..read comments,,, laugh at some..etc in them. It does get old at times to see the same kinda mumms day in and day out. If you don't like it.. don't read them. Whats the purpose in insulting people over there spelling ..etc? Just a few thoughts... of mine.

Harleys Blog
I guess I am going to start it like this you give your heart and soul to someone and then they stomp on you and play with your mind and heart like you dont have one. That is some crazy shit. Some wouldn't know love if it slapped them in the face, or would they after it was to late. Then you cant get it back no matter what you do. Some ppl will never learn will they but that is alright everybody gets what they deserve one day and so I will wait............. But not forever everybody learns from there mistakes and once again i guess i made one. But not anymore. well i had the most amazing thing happen to me sat night. and i want to share this with my friends. i have a daughter i havent heard from in many yrs we are talking like 10 yrs or so .and just because of the other side of the family had filled her head with so much bullshit. my beautiful daughter is now 27 yrs old and has 2 beautiful kids. i was on my email account sat night when i had a message come in saying i had a message on

Wanna Fu-own Me?
My very 1st auction and I could use some bids. Rates are important also, person with the most wins 100,000 fu-bucks at the end. Below the picture link are the things I will offer to the winning bidder...Not a bad deal...so make those offers! This is what I am willing to do for the winning bid... so make it good.... 100 11s during HH Rate stash during HH Daily comment Keep you shitfaced 1 Bulletin pimpout Your link in About Me If you are a member or an owner of a lounge, I will subscribe to it Add to family for the month you own me IF THE BID INCLUDES A VIP OR 7 DAY OR BETTER BLAST: Additional 100 11's ...Total of 200 11's Permanent spot in blog Add to family for the month you own me All of the above included IF THE BID INCLUDES A HH: Additional 200 11's Total of 400 11's Rate all other pics 10's Special gift from the gift shop at the end of the month Crush you for the month Personal SFW salute Add to yahoo Add your name with mine as fu-owned b

Why?
Have you ever wondered why most people associate pain with physical contact? As if to get hit or stabbed. But I think the worst pain that you can ever feel is the internal pain. The pain from a broken heart or feelings hurt. Love is also very painful because you could lose the one you love or you may not know you loved them until it was too late. I have felt every type of pain mental, physical, emotional. But nothing hurts worse than the one you love telling you that they do not love you or to call you a name. To think that the one person you trusted with all your heart and soul could cause so much pain to you. These are just my thoughts, I mean, isn't that what blogs are for? To tell people your thoughts? I never want to feel that pain ever again. I never want anyone to ever feel that either. If you have I am so sorry believe me I feel for you...mostly. Thank you for taking the time to read this. Please do not leave any nasty comments I am really not in the mood to hear about them. M

"church Bulletins"
.Hi Hope you all get as much fun from this as I did. Marguerite They're Back! Those Wonderful Church Bulletins! Thank God for church ladies with typewriters. These sentences actually appeared in church bulletins or were announced in church services (Summer, 2007 Release). ----------------------------------------------------------The Fasting &Prayer Conference includes me

Poetry
Looking Down the Barrel of a Gun. I look down the barrel.... Waiting for it to be my last hour.... Life never felt so wanting as it dangles on a string. Steel pressed against my eye's outer ring. One click would set this little piece of iron into ignition. Leaking out my thoughts and soul's every conviction.... Tears running down my face... This could be it... This could be the end... This could be my last sight time will spend Do I have time to even think to cry? As I stare down the barrel pressed against my eye.... Life flashing 1 million miles per half a second.... And I should have only reckoned That the smell of anticipation never smelt so sweet Tears running down my face My hand slowly gets shaky What is it that makes me? To put this unforgiving steel to my head As I lie in my lonely bed Wondering where has time speed by Only to realize that this will be the time I die If I pull the trigger that is Wond

Random Rants
Rant 3 (writers block) I have not posted a random thought, rant, or anything that comes from my mind so that it can be criticized by another's point of view, in a while. My mind contorts my thoughts before I sleep. My writers block has had the steadiest of hands, but I suppose tonight it has been shaken a tad by my aggression to write something, if anything out on this pad. Stars light the pages of the sky. Skies that have had many readers flipping through the pages of time. Random Rant 1 This is just a rant for when I go crazily insane, as I sometimes do, where my mind wanders of into a fanatical tangent of a rant that will forever last in the simple text of a webpage on some meaningless site. I wonder sometimes how easy it would be to die…. I can't die because I am impenetrable, but when I find love I know I will become vulnerable. It's why I push those away from me when they just want to be around me. Why do I torture myself with what I can have but strafe away when

Thoughts 12
I went to bed late last night and got woken up by the rude sound of the phone ringing this morning. So I am dragging this morning and my 4 shots of espresso just isn't cutting it. I need to get motivated and do some cleaning but that doesn't sound very exciting at the moment. Does it? Going out and maybe pruning my plants in the backyard in the warm sun sounds better. I changed my music on my profile. I do it all the time for what ever mood it is that I am in. Music means a lot to me. It is about the lyrics for me. Do you have music on your profile? If so, is it your favorite song or is it a song that really has meaning in your life or do you just love the sound and beat of it? Do you just leave that same song on your profile never changing it? I notice I go on a lot of profiles and they don't have any music. Maybe they don't know how to put it on their profile or maybe they just don't care? I for one need to be surrounded by music most of the time. I listen to s

Funny
Body: ROUGH SEX FACTS-- Send this right after u read it, something good will happen at 2:25 tomorrow. Get ready for the biggest shock in your life!! Whoever breaks this chain will be cursed w/ relationship problems 4-10 years. If you send this in 15 minutes your safe. Something good will happen tonight at 11:11pm. Giving .........head....... massages the jaw....while burning 32 calories. Swallowing foreign body juices is actually like taking vitamins and it whitens your teeth The American Dental Association says that semen cuts plaque better than mouth wash, so suck a dick and save a smile. Having nice sex burns 358 calories. Having rough sex [make it hurt!!] burns 543 calories. Take off her clothes with her consent.........................12 cal without......................187 cal Take off her Bra With two hands..........................8 cal With one hand.........................12 cal With mouth.............................85 cal Put on Protectio

Fubarlord
hey there to all my friends and family and strangers.i do alot for alot of ppl on here i may not have a vip to give 11's or do alot of ratings but i do what i can so im actually asking for help for me this time i want to become a fubarlord if you have the spare time could you throw me some rates please and those that help leave me a message and ill return the love trust me just ask my friends im rating all day long sometimes just to help ppl level. thanks a bunch for those that help

Mistakes
Why can't we see the people we love the people we need why do we alway lose the ones we love by the stupid things we choose why is it always to late and the ones who loved us now only have hate why can't I get him out of my head with all these tears I cry and wish for my heart to mend why did you have to go away and why oh why did I not stay If only I could relive that moment in time you would still be mine

Just To Let People Know.
I will be logging on here and there now that the Holidays are over. There are some of the coolest people on my list, that I am still in touch with, that I still talk to, on email, or phone. Just wanted people to know, if you see me at the bottom of your page, I am ONLY doing that to clear up the dead weight on my page. I don't want nor need people on my page that I never speak to, and vice versa. Sounds like a plan to me. Also to random people who are wondering who is that person?? Not coming to rate, or leave comments, just cleaning out a large amount of people that I don't know, and people I used to talk with, but have cut ties with. Can ya dig it?? LOL

Bad Girls Pimpout Of The Week
> Sarge's Bad Girls*FuOwned By ^Sin^ And BBWGoddess* Fu-Owner Of Milfsweetie & Renee*@ fubar April 5th Sarge's Bad Girls Pimpout is pimping out these fine young ladies! If they aren't yet your friends, take care of that NOW! These ladies are awesome, everyone go show them some hot lovin! The Birthday Bad Girl: ^sin^-Enforcer@ Flirtations♥fu gf 2 sexy sheila♥fu owned by emt380 & tulsa's angel@ fubar *BooBooKittyFuk* aka Mortisha AnaCarNa *PR-MAMII'S PERSONAL BOMBER :P* no rate and fan = NO ADD@ fubar Sonya~BarWench@Jens~Brians Fuwifey &R/L GF~Sarges Bad Girl~BBW Bombers Co Owner~FuOwned by BhamBuggy@ fubar ~Blueroses~Sarge's Bad Girls~@ fubar milfsweetie/ FU-WI

Songs
Been a rough week. Don't have much to say.. Next week I will be picking up a few extra days at work..hopefully it will take my mind off my problems. Just bear with me..if I am moody. just here listening to old songs!

Bad Girls Pimpout Bulletin Of The Week
Sarge's Bad Girls Pimpout March 9, 2008 Go show these bad girls some awesome Fubar love: Tulsa's Angel~ Sarge's Bad Girl ~ Club FAR Promoter / Sisters4Life ~ FuOwned by BBW Goddess@ fubar Ecuadorian Goddess BAD DD Are YOU a bad girl? Let the Sarge know if you think you're bad enough: Sarge's Bad Girls*FuOwned By ^Sin^ And BBWGoddess* Fu-Owner Of Milfsweetie & Renee*@ fubar Special Thanks to BBW Goddess for this bully background: ¤ ßßW GØÐÐ€§§ ¤ §Ã®GÉ'§ ßÀÐ GÎ®£§ ~@ fubar This public service announcement brought to you by: Tulsa's Angel (PS. sarge picked the girls.)

Hotties Rules & Code Of Conduct
Hotties rules & code of conduct 1- All Prospects (Applicants) must have a VERIFIED Salute. 2- All Pics must be SFW & Open for voting on Friday. 3- Upon Acceptance 5 days will be given to add 2nd Alarm Hotties (to/in addition to) Nickname. 4- All Current Hotties must be Fanned/Added/Rated. 5- All new members will be assigned a team. The Chief, Chief Deputy Sexy Shell, & Assigned Team Leader must be added to family. 6- All Hottie related bulletins must be reposted (inactivity is not tolerated) 7- Help your fellow members when need be (for ex. leveling by rating pics, stash, etc) 8- The Hotties profile MUST be added to Top Friends -or- Family. 9- Shoutbox & Fu-Mail must be open to The Chief/ Chief Deputy/ & assigned Team leader. 10- All Hottie members must have membership to The Hotties Headquarters. Link can be found on Sexy_Shell's page 11- Hotties who have resigned must complete the application process. No exceptions. 12- Applicants must have

I Am All Yours
~*~COME OWN ME~*~Here Is Your Chance To Own Me All For Yourself...And If You Are The Winning Bid Then This Is What You Get...1. Owned By In Name2. Add To Fam/Top Friends3. Pimpout In Bully4. Link For Prof On My Page5. Rate All Pics/Stash During HH6. Prof Comments7. Personnal Salute8. Owner Eyes Only Pics9. Name In Status Bar10. Make My CrushDoes That Sound Good To You?In That Case You Know What To Do...Click The Pic To Go To AuctionAnd If The Bids Become Real Real NiceI Will Be Sure To Add Some Extra "SPECIAL" Stuff To My Offers.Perhaps Some Cam Time?Maybe A Phonecall?You Never Know Unless YouBid Bid Bid!!!JUMPINJOY2DAY~~~~2ND Alarm HOTTIE@ fubar

Me
Go to this link and join the Fu Luv Bomb Squad http://fubar.com/blog/192972. RULES ARE BASIC AND WILL BE ADJUSTED AS NEEDED. 1. No Drama Allowed! 2. All must fan, rate and add ALL members. **New Prospects send a note when u add stating Fu Luv Bomb Squad.. 3. Must add owner to family 4. Become member ouf our Lounge (Blue Orion) 5. Officers will decide on who to bomb. 6. Any member not actively involved in helping others will be removed from team and will receive no help in any contest or giveaway. 7. Blog will be updated as new members join. Please Check on Owners page daily and repost the new blog onto your profile. 8. A blog will be updated daily , with the member that is currently in a contest. Members MUST read to keep updated. 9. All rules are subject to change as we grow. the limit on the amount of contests you can enter may too, but since we are new will keep it this way. *It cant be stressed enough that these rules are subject to change and all member

Love
Love doesn't look at black or white For those are only colors Love doesn't look at 25 or 30 For age is only a number Love doesn't look at rich or poor For money is only paper Love doesn't look at faults only perfections For in the eyes of a loved one everything is good When you love someone you love them for what's inside. Not because they're black or white, not because they're you age not because they're rich, but because of what's inside Love is blind to everything but what you love them for

Different
All my life i've wanted to be normal, wanted to be like everyone else, want to be the same I talked to different people, did different things, but still I am the same, just me Everytime I tried to be the same it just seemed to make me more different Like everyone just shut me out and didn't want me to be like them Then one day I realized, I am normal, I am like everyone else, I am the same Every one wants to fit in, everyone at one time or another feels this way I learned being different wasn't a curse, it's what makes us unique This was just my turn

Never
None of my words... Nothing i can say... Will change the way... The world is Turning... Never allowed to love... soul of hate... soul of darkness... ocean of blod... Never to know... Never to see... Never to feel anything...

Nightdreamer
Dreams are elusive like the shimmer in fresh dew. So distant, abusive Nightmares, please don't come true. Yet one night I can't help but want this dear life with pure colors felt but no agony, no strife. Other nights I flip out, I wake up, I cry, I wail. Sobs bubble up and I just shout. My body quivers, my skin so pale. The time's right, there's laughter- The end is near, hope has gone to gloom- Maybe just maybe there's happily ever after- But maybe the blood stains shall bloom. There is no way to evade the nightmares or the dreams. I can't help what my dark mind has made. I lash out, I freak out, emptily I scream. Great dissatisfaction when I open my eyes- The happiness impossible, never to be. Crazed laughter transforms to cries, "Oh please, oh please, let that happen to me." Exhaustion is too tempting When the other choice is sleep The choice is wavering. So maybe tonight, I'll just hope to dream tomorrow. And hope dreams are possible in this impossible dream.

Elections And Voting.
Thank you to all of you who say that you will not vote on election day because you do not like the choices. I know that I should say, well then, you cant complain about the results. I should say that tens of thousands of Americans have died to give you this right. I should say that there are people all over the world that do not have this right. However, Im glad you will be staying home because it allows those of us with brains, education and common sense to make the decisions for you. You are clearly not able to do it so we will plunge you into the electoral charity pool and take care of it. I believe in being kind and taking care of those less fortunate. So, stick with all your favorite things and we will take care of this one for you.

Military Things
I PLEDGE ALLEGIANCE TO THE FLAG, OF THE UNITED STATES OF AMERICA, Happy 4th of July! I PLEDGE ALLEGIANCE TO THE FLAG, OF THE UNITED STATES OF AMERICA, AND TO THE REPUBLIC, FOR WHICH IT STANDS, ONE NATION UNDER GOD, INDIVISIBLE, WITH LIBERTY AND JUSTICE FOR ALL!KEEP IT LIT!! KEEP IT LIT!!For all of our other military personnel, where ever they may be Please support all of the troops defending our Country.And God Bless our Military who are protecting our Country for our freedom. Thanks to them, and their sacrifices we can celebrate the 4th of July... DON'T LET THE FLAME DIE OUT!...PLEASE KEEP THIS GOING We must never forget who gets the credit for the freedoms we have, of which we should be eternally grateful.

Pandemonium Of Lust
Mud-stained wings and blood-filled kisses, Heavenly sharp fingers and murderous lustful eyes, Distorted blurry images And Summer of fetishes. Chaos, Insanity, Confusion, Erotica. It was love that drove us mad, And I continue to drown In this Forever growing Pandemonium Of Love

Random Shit & Flights Of Idea...
Today is Good Friday. I left work early (for once), walked out into the sunshine, and went home. When I arrived home, the mail was waiting for me. In it, was an envelope from the Army. I opened it, and found a set of orders; not for deployment again, but my very last set. I was finally Discharged after 9 years of Honorable service. I resigned my Commission (Captain) 8 or 9 months ago, I can't even remember...but, in typical Army Bureaucracy fashion, it took until today for the paperwork to come full circle. I am very happy, relieved, etc. And, also a little saddened. In addition to 9 years as a U.S. Army Reserve Officer, I served in the U.S. Navy for 4 years Active Duty. That's 13 years in the service of my Country; a little over half of my adult life. I can look back with pride, and I can be content that I've always done the right thing. It's just a little bittersweet coming to terms with one's own mortality. But, at age 42, my joints hurt, my kids are growing up faster than

General Stuff
Have a history teacher explain this----- if they can. Abraham Lincoln was elected to Congress in 1846. John F. Kennedy was elected to Congress in 1946. Abraham Lincoln was elected President in 1860. John F. Kennedy was elected President in 1960. Both were particularly concerned with civil rights. Both wives lost their children while living in the White House. Both Presidents were shot on a Friday Both Presidents were shot in the head. Now it gets really weird..... Lincoln 's secretary was named Kennedy. Kennedy's Secretary was named Lincoln . Both were assassinated by Southerners. Both were succeeded by Southerners named Johnson. Andrew Johnson, who succeeded Lincoln, was born in 1808. Lyndon Johnson, who succeeded Kennedy, was born in 1908. John Wilkes Booth, who assassinated Lincoln , was born in 1839. Lee Harvey Oswald, who assassinated Kennedy, was born in 1939. Both assassins were known by their three names. Both names

Life
I don't know what has been going on with me here lately. I guess I just try to make to many people happy before making myself happy. I just started a new job and I'm not sure how its going to work out. Its not a full time job so IDK. I'm still looking for a full time job but this is just to bring in some money untill then. I really like this one girl but it seems I can never say or do the right things any more. As see says "we grew up so different" and the way she grew up is the right way and I'm just stupid for the way I grew up. I just want the best for her and I'm starting to see I'm not the best for her so I guess I'll just try to move on but still be there for her. I just can't seem to comprehend women. They say they want a nice guy and can't seem to find one. Well here is one that can't seem to find anyone. I know I'm "extremely picky" but thats what makes me, well ME. I love to talk to listen and help out anyone that needs the help or just wants someone to talk t

Hypocracy At Its Best :(
when and if you find someone.. whether it be in a club, a store.. at the mall or online. you get to know each other for a bit.. then suddenly you find yourself thinking of that person.. but then shit happens and things always change.. some often face a "no call no show" type of thing... he or she never speaks to you again... others experience the long distance relationships... you get to know the person even more over the phone.. internet.. through pictures and conversations of personal level... and then a problem comes into play.. they dont want you to do anything(virtually) but then you get curious and take a longer deeper look(well as far as you are able to) at what it is they do online as well... only to find that they themselves dont heed what it is that they asked you NOT to do.. they have.. take our fave FUBAR.. profiles of opposite gender who are in pictures that you are requested not to post yourself.. is that ok? for them to ask of you what they themselves dont

Friends
My heart is breaking and theres nothing i can do about it. It hurts and its sad. I used to have a wall around it but that has broken down over the years and now there is nothing left but a bunch of bricks in a pile. I need to rebuild but i know its very hard and will take time. Its always hard to find the glue to hold them together. I need a change in my life. I want to start a family and be happy once again. Its hard to hold my head up when my heart is so down. A heart is not a play thing A heart is not a toy So if you want it broken just give it to a boy He broke your heart once, He shattered it like glass. So if he comes crawling back say "Honey Kiss My Ass!" I have a very good friend of mine that i hold dear to my heart. His girlfriend is a total wench and dont let him live his life. I want to do something for him but i can't do much for the position im in and him as well. Sometimes i just want to hold him in my arms and tell him that everything will be ok and all his pain w

Affirmation
With broken wings And silver rings The painted angel falls from grace Bleeding and broken with a smile on her face. Ink and blood and a promise written in skin Dreams shattered and hope drowned in passionate sin Fresh wounds disquise wounds of old As she wanders the world alone and cold The needle burns Her identity turns New secrets revealed Her wounds have healed She paints her skin with new wings She pierces her skin with metal rings The painted angel closes her eyes And remembers what it is to fly. -Angelic Descent A dear friend of mine posted this in her blog the other day. I loved it so I thought I'd share. I believe in the Goddess and Her Greatness. I have felt Her power, love and glory. I am Her priestess, Her daughter, Her vessel, Her instrument. I cannot believe that She would have chosen someone worthless to be Hers. Therefore, I cannot be worthless. My life, my efforts, my struggles, even my doubts, have meaning. I am human, She does not expect me

I Need A Man!
WELL I AM A SINGLE WOMAN LOOKING FOR A REAL BLACK INTELLIGENT MAN - WHAT MATTERS WHAT IS IN YOUR HEART SO YOU CAN CATCH ME ON YAHOO MESSENGER honeybee7002001. I LOVE MEETING NEW PEOPLE AND MAKING NEW FRIENDS I AM A PEOPLE PERSON.....I LIVE IN OKLAHOMA CITY AND I HAVE TWO BEAUTIFUL DAUGHTERS THAT GOD COULD EVER GIVE ME........JUST GIVE ME A BUZZ AND SIGN MY GUESTBOOK AND MAY GOD BLESS EACH DAY OF YOUR LIFE TAKE CARE.....

Hottie Rules
Hotties rules & code of conduct 1- All Prospects (Applicants) must have a VERIFIED Salute. 2- All Pics must be SFW & Open for voting on Friday. 3- Upon Acceptance 5 days will be given to add 2nd Alarm Hotties (to/in addition to) Nickname. 4- All Current Hotties must be Fanned/Added/Rated. 5- All new members will be assigned a team. The Chief, Chief Deputy Sexy Shell, & Assigned Team Leader must be added to family. 6- All Hottie related bulletins must be reposted (inactivity is not tolerated) 7- Help your fellow members when need be (for ex. leveling by rating pics, stash, etc) 8- The Hotties profile MUST be added to Top Friends -or- Family. 9- Shoutbox & Fu-Mail must be open to The Chief/ Chief Deputy/ & assigned Team leader. 10- All Hottie members must have membership to The Hotties Headquarters. Link can be found on Sexy_Shell's page 11- Hotties who have resigned must complete the application process. No exceptions. 12- Applicants must have

Murphy's Laws
Murphy's Love Laws 1. All the good ones are taken. 2. If the person isn't taken, there's a reason. (corr. to 1) 3. The nicer someone is, the farther away (s)he is from you. 4. Brains x Beauty x Availability = Constant. 5. The amount of love someone feels for you is inversely proportional to how much you love them. 6. Money can't buy love, but it sure gets you a great bargaining position. 7. The best things in the world are free --- and worth every penny of it. 8. Every kind action has a not-so-kind reaction. 9. Nice guys(girls) finish last. 10. If it seems too good to be true, it probably is. 11. Availability is a function of time. The minute you get interested is the minute they find someone else. Murphy's Corollaries Left to themselves, things tend to go from bad to worse. It is impossible to make anything foolproof because fools are so ingenious. Law of the Perversity of Nature (Mrs. Murphy's Corollary): You cannot successfully de

Help Me Pls!!!
I'M IN A BOMBING CONTEST AND NEED SOME HELP MY FRIENDS...I'M NOT ASKING FOR HOURS UPON HOURS OF COMMENTS, JUST AS MUCH AS YOU'RE WILLING TO POST...LOVE YUNS ALL AND TY IN ADVANCE...JUST CLICK MY PIC AND THERE YA ARE...

Family
If i went entered an auction would you bid on me??? Well i want to say sorry to my friends for not helping them level or rating pictures. But for the past few months i have been trying to get my daughter back from ex as he has taken her from me. So to make a long story short i will be here just check messages and what not and try to help my family members here as much as i can. I do go court on April 15'2008 please keep your fingers cross for me. I also go the lawyer on monday, and will keep you informed as to what is happening. Thanks for your understanding in the matter as i miss my daughter dearly and wished she is back in arms once again. Updated March 12 saw the lawyer on monday and she is going to take my case woohoo she says i have a good chance getting my daughter back!!

Bye Bye Vip :(
today is my last VIP day... so, i won't be able to upload anymore pics..... unless somebody gets me anpther vip.... HINT HINT.... +++MUAH BABIES+++ oh well... no more sexy(yeah right, lol) pics of me every day... muah babies!!!!!

Class
Here I sit, sleeping my way through composition class. It's kind of bad when I can read the reading assignments and pick out each and every mistake in the text book. I just need to rant, cuz half of my bachelor's is going to be like this. I only hope some... SOME... of these classes will end up relatively useful.

Blog
What I want So, I figured it is about time to lay it out there...to myself so I know what I want and to anyone out there who thinks they are for me. I would like to think that the things I am looking for in a man are possible, and will not give up till I find it. Anyway, here it goes... In my world there are a couple of things that are important to me in a man that I am going to be with. First, and foremost, is honesty. If you can't be honest with me about who you are and what you are about then you either don't respect me (and I can do without you) or you don't like yourself that much. In the second case, that means that I am gonna have to work really hard to make you feel good about who you are. I don't have time to make your life better and easier cause you don't like who you are. We are all here and we are all free to make our own decisions, so if you don't like the things that you do, then change it...it isn't my job. Here is a bit of an additional note on the above, I am

It Never Fails....
"Sometimes letting go is hard but its better than holding on to something that isn't there"..true story..every story has an end but in life every end is a new beginning...©RT Though time and distance has kept us apart, I knew you were the one right from the start. Our phone calls and text have kept the fire alive, A feeling thats made me want to strive. Strive to be better then I am, You make me feel younger with hopes of new plans. Memories of a time when I was young and had no cares, You've ignited that passion with just a flare. So know that even though i may not see u everyday, These words that i send you is what im trying to say. I've missed you more then i thought i would, So make this possible, and say we could. Cause as the days pass by you always pop into my mind, It makes me eager to see what my heart will find. Lets take this chance and bring our love to the light, Cause im willing and able to put up a fight. to all my fubar friends, i would like

The Pregnant Life
Well with pregnancy comes nausea. Oh it's just wonderful I tell ya. All day everyday I am nauseous. Some foods have been nice to me. But here is my list of foods that haven't been so nice to me lately... Cheese Pizza Spaghetti O's Broccoli Cheddar Rice I'm sure there will plenty of updates to this to come.

I'm So Mean!!
So I'm Mean Someday when my girls are old enough tounderstand the logic that motivates a parent, I will tell them, as my Mean Dad told me: I loved you enough . . . to ask where you were going, withwhom, and what time you would be home. I loved you enough to be silent and let you discover that your new boyfriend was acreep. I loved you enough to make you go pay for the bubble gum you had taken and tell the clerk,"I stole this yesterday and want to pay for it." I loved you enough to stand over you for two hours while you cleaned your room, a job that should have taken 15 minutes. I loved you enough to let you see anger,disappointment, and tears in my eyes. Children must learn that their parents aren't perfect. I loved you enough to let you assume the responsibility for your actions even when the penalties were so harsh they almost broke my heart. But most of all, I loved you enough tosay NO when I knew you would hate me for it.Those were the most difficult battl

Hang Overs
lastnight i had everything under the sun... well not quite... but still its not the best thing in the world to mix alcohols... lastnight i had gin, southern comfort and beer... BIG mistake, so lastnight as im getting drunk buddy starts dramma...( dont you hate that shit?) but he knocks out our door window, blood on the wall and glass everywhere. i calm him down and he agrees to leave the party when someone invites him back into our house to get his things(turnd out pointless cause he left his jacket here) then im just about to sleep and i hear the front door open and so i get up to see who it was and he came back so him and his buddy still wanted to drink but everyone was asleep. so they want me to call a cab for them. so i get on the phone to call the cops back(called them the first time they left). so i called the cops and as soon as they found out that i was they halled ass out of there. so im just about to sleep again when i hear a knock on the door. look out my window and see a fl

Sin City
************************ ***********CLICK PIC TO ENTER********** WELCOME TO SIN CITY. FUBARS FASTEST GROWING LOUNGE. ************ HOT DJ'S SEXY STAFF GREAT FAMILY **NO DRAMA** ************ SIN CITY IS ALSO HIRING FOR ALL STAFF SO IF YOU WANNA BECOME PART PLEASE LET DJ FABULOUS OR HOLLISTER OR TINKER KNOW.. WE LOVE TO HAVE AND SEE YOU SOON WELL WHAT ARE YOU WAITING ON? GET YOUR ASS IN HERE! LETS SIN TOGETHER!

Just Wow
FIRST OFF YOU GOTTA READ MY MUMM AND ILL COPY AND PASTE IT FOR THOSE THAT DIDNT.THE SECOND IS AN EMAIL TO A FRIEND THAT IS CONCERNED. I HAVE MANY TIMES BEEN THRU MY HIGHS AND LOWS ON THIS SITE. AND THEN THIS HAPPENS IN REAL LIFE.....SOME OF THIS WAS EDITED TO EXPLAIN MINOR DETAILS LITTLE MORE.......... MUMM: BEING THE NICE GUY created @ 2008-03-08 12:37:37 -- expires in: 18 hr [FRIENDS] this girl is pregnant and the babies father just broke up. well they ended up on the street today. being they broke up i offered myhelp and opened my door to her. is that wrong cause i know where its gona end up. we have talked about this before? he is a herion junky i dont want him staying here. she clean dont even smoke cigs. EMAIL: this kinda really all just happened. im scaired shitless. i dont fully trust her (MAYBE CAUSE OF SHIT IVE BEEN THROUGH). i sure in the hell dont love her(WHICH I DO NOT, NEVER SAID ANYTHING OF THE SUCH). all we ever did before was just tal

Damn People
->Smilez: dude you don't have to be a perv to be on this site so you go away and don't talk to me again Smilez: u go away ->Smilez: why you say that for. sheesh i'm a decent woman and if you don't like it go away. i don't show things because i respect my bf and myself not to do that Smilez: fuck that ->Smilez: nope i respect my boyfriend to much to do anything like that Smilez: why no nakies ->Smilez: accept my friends request ->Smilez: i don't have any that are naked it's just funnies Smilez: can i see your nsfw pics ->Smilez: not much just trying to get people to help me with my contest pic. been out of comment rates since 7 this morning Smilez: whats up honey ->Smilez: hello Smilez: hey geman547: well ok i know i aint "cute" but i have other things to offer any woman and its ok if nothing happens i still think u r one sexy woman ->geman547: i don't think you are cute there for nothing will happen. no matter if i'm with my boyfriend or not ->geman547: i was trying to be

~~ Flying High ~~
~~ Flying High ~~ ~~~~~~ Standing on a cliff so high, She wonders if she can fly. ~~~~~~ Watching the crows fly through the air, As a gentle breeze touches her hair. ~~~~~~ Thoughts all jumbled and no where to turn. The pain ebbing to a slow steady burn. ~~~~~~ The sky so inviting. The thrill of the leap exciting. ~~~~~~ Just one step that's all it would take. Feeling as her heart will surely break. ~~~~~~ She jumps not making any sound, Her body soaring to the ground. ~~~~~~ There she lays all broken, Not a word is spoken. ~~~~~~ No longer will she suffer, she took the wrong way out. ~~~~~~ Leaving behind a bewildered family, Who can only wonder Why!!! ~~~~~~ ~~ Copywrited by Carolina Breeze ~~ 3/5/2008 ~~

My Kids
Please ,I want everyone to sent their prayers out for me and my kids. My kids are not with me anymore cause of somethings that my ex had done. My life is really hard cause all i want is my babies. I love them more than life and i would die if i cant ever hold them again. I miss my kids more than anything in this world. I dont know how much more I cant really take with breaken on down. So if i am not on here isnt cause I dont want it cause it been a very hard to talk to anyone. I would give my life just to hold ,kiss and to tell them I love them again. I love my babies. So please keep me in your all prayers please. I really dont know how much more life I can take thank you Regina I want to thank everyone for their thoughts and prayers. It really pulled off. Prayers really work. I got my kids home. I really love everyone for their prayers. I dont know what I would of done if I didnt get my babies back. I love my kids more than life. I am so sorry i havent been on much.And again thank you

Chocolate Pound Cake Recipe
Chocolate Pound Cake 1 Stick butter 1 Stick margarine ½ cup of Crisco 5 eggs 3 Cups of Flour (Plain) 3 Cups of Sugar 1 ¼ of Milk ½ tsp. salt 1 tsp. vanilla ½ cup of cocoa Cream butter, margarine and Crisco, with sugar. Add one egg at a time, beating well after adding each one. Add vanilla flavoring. Add flour and milk. Beginning with flour and ending with flour. Pour in greased tube pan. Bake in oven for two hours at 300 degrees. • If you want Lemon pound cake – omit cocoa and vanilla…and add ½ cup of flour and juice of 1 squeezed lemon. • If you want spice marble cake – omit cocoa and add 1-tsp. cinnamon, ¼ cloves ½ all spice, ½ tsp. nutmeg… Note you will split batter and add spices to half of the batter.. then in tube pan you will alternate spoon of regular, spoon of spice Chocolate frosting (optional) ½ stick margarine tablespoon of cocoa ¾ cup box 4x sugar dash of salt Mix with buttermilk to proper consistency

~~ She Has Had Enough ~~
~~~~ She Has Had Enough ~~~~ The lies The late nights at the office. She has had enough. Eating all alone The sorry excuses. She has had enough. Never around when she needs him. So tired of his cheating ways. She has had enough. She packs her bags. Loads the car. She has had enough. She walks out the door never looking back because she has had enough. ~~~~ © ~~ Caroline ~~ 3/4/2007~~~~

Hmmm My Birthday
PISCES - THE SEX ADDICT (2/19-3/20) EXTREMELY adorable. Intelligent. Loves to joke. Very Good sense of humor. Energetic. Predict future. BEST kisser. Always get what they want. Very Attractive. Easy going. RARE Find. GOOD when found. Loves being in long relationship. Talkative. Romantic. Caring. NOT one to mess with!!! Hmmmmm cmon over ladies lmao

Crappy Weather
i am wondering if anyone else is getting tried of this crappy weather... the weather outside is really bad.. i cant wait until spring time gets here.. the warm weather and the flowers growing and the birds singing..

What Is It Like To Be Me.
Hi there here is a new blog and this 1 is about me and my snake collection. as you all well know I have added alot more snake pics this yr and even some of my new ferrets too in the folder called my new kids. I like snakes and yes I do collect them some day id love to breed them maybe theres alot of money to be made in snakes. my snakes dont have poison and no fangs and no they dont bite or eat kids either. I do make sure all my pets are tame I do take to bmx races with me the kids love them and know me well too. I do think its soo funny a mucho man is scared to death of a snake alot of you ask why I been single for soo long and of course this is why but at least im not some guy who thinks hes soo bad and tough because he got a 200lb dog he cant control or bites kids or kills other dogs and or even children im sorry but that dont make a man look good it just get's him into more trouble. I am not realy a big guy at all but its realy something when you see a guy full a tatts a

Your Voice
Its funny, Sir.. how the sound of Your voice haunts my very being.. How I can hear You as easily as i feel my heart beating.. Why is this the way that we are?? Why do I have such a hunger for You?? Why do I feel as if I truely must be near You to survive?? I wish that I could swirl like a mist.. To You all those miles from me.. I'd enter inside Your soul.. Just so You could see.. I'd let You experience all of me.. So deep inside.. And though I fear You, There'd be nothing to hide.. I feel no shame I feel no hesitation I am what You made me Now we just have to deal with it. I risk it because I have to. I have no choice.. Its who i was put on this earth to be. You never thought all those months ago You would truely enslave me.. But You did.. No matter what I do to forget You.. You did. I fear the only way I will ever escape my need of You will be when I finally exist no more..No matter how long that may be.. And if i never saw or heard from You again.. You wil

My Life
I want for my life to be mine. Soon I'm hoping it will be again. All I have ever wanted was to be loved. I'm a hopefull romantic. I believe in soul mates. Knowing that what I have right now is far from that. I don't want to be treated like I'm a child anymore. I do not act like it. I deserve respect and being cherished. I want to be able to enjoy life out side of these four walls he calls his castle. For me it is more of a prison. I want to find the part of me that has been hiding for so long. I think about how my life could and should be and then I wake up and realize that I'm living in a miserable marriage and having a hard time finding a way out. I have plans but then there is doubt instilled in me that makes me think that maybe I won't be able to do it. However, I have a life to look forward to on the out side. And I will get outta here soon. I have friends that mean the world to me. I have people I've been kept away from for far to long. I've lost a lot just to remain in this so c

Stones
Metaphysical Properties- One of the many aspects, however a very important one for Amethyst, is that it works to build your intuition. Amethyst is a good stone for all beginners new to crystal healing. I feel it will not only encourage the opening of intuition, but will also allow us the possibility of change. As we continue to grow personally, the beautiful violet of Amethyst will make the journey a very pleasant one. Become open to the possibilities that surround us! Some like to use the energetic qualities of Amethyst to increase self-worth and spiritual peace. Of course this stone aids meditation, eases stress, and helps insomnia. Use on the crown chakra to facilitate visualization and past life recall. Especially good for addiction issues and headaches. Great for anger issues too. AMETHYST CRYSTALS- Amethyst crystal points are often used by those who are beginning their spiritual awakening. It is used to access the higher dimension of the self through meditation. Use

For My Mom And Vana
She was dying of cancer that she had been fighting for yearsToday would be her last day and he had to hold back his tearsThey would only make her sad and today he must be strongTo make her last moments happy and nothing must go wrongShe opens her eyes and asks; "My love, are you here?"He leans closer and whispers; "I will never leave you my dear"She smiles a sweet smile then closes her eyesThen her heart stops beating as she slowly diesHe can't hold back anymore and his tears pour down like rainHe whispers; "Come back to me." and his heart aches with painHe kisses her softly; "I guess this that is what they call fateBut we will meet again for I will kiss you at heaven's gate"- Me Cancer...what a horrible thing Such a hateful sickness You take more lives each and every day And cause strife along the way And this is the least that I can say CANCER, I HATE YOU!!!! You took my mother and two dear friends And now you threaten more people I love Cancer, I ask you

Brownies
Best Brownies 1 stick margarine or butter, melted 1 cup of sugar 2 eggs 1 teaspoon vanilla 1/2 cup plain flour ( all purpose) 1/3 cup Hershey's cocoa 1/4 teaspoon salt 1/4 teaspoon baking soda 1/3 cup nuts (optional) 1/2 cup white chocolate chips 1/2 cup plain chocolate chips Set oven to 350. Spray or grease a 9 inch square pan. ( I use Pam and and 13 by 9 glass casserole dish.) Melt butter in microwave for 30 seconds. Blend butter, sugar, vanilla in large bowl. Add eggs using a wooden spoon, beat well. Combine flour, cocoa, baking powder and salt; gradually blend into egg mixture. Stir in nuts and chocolate chips. Spread in greased pan or dish. Bake at 350 for 20 to 25 minutes or until brownie begins go to pull away from edges. ( good test it stick in a tooth pick and if it comes out clean its done.) Cool and slice in whatever size square you want.

Diabetes
i have a husband and a 17 year old daughter who both have type one diabets and it has been hell they are sick all the time ad in and out of the hospital with diatic keto acid dois witch is very serious and they both almost died on me every day they both end up with some thing else wrong with them and they just keep getting sicker and sicker

Tests
The Holmes-Rahe Scale is a stress test scale developed to rate the amount of stress in a person's life. The test is a general tale of the stressors that make up tension in one's life. Take the test and see how you rate. With a pen, paper or calculator, add up your points for each question. The Holmes-Rahe Scale Chemical Sugar consumption, average daily (1 point per 5 teaspoons) Sweet roll, piece of pie 1 point each Coke or any regular can of soda 2 points each Use white flour, (white bread, usual pastries, spaghetti, etc.) 5 points Banana split, commercial milk shake 5 points each Caffeine consumption, average daily Coffee 1/2 point each cup Tea 1/2 point each cup Cola drink 1 point each Mountain Dew 1 point each 2 Anacin® or APC tabs 1/2 point per dose Caffeine Benzoate tablets (NoDoz®, Vivarin®) 2 points each Diet soda 1/2 point each can or bottle Nicotine 3-10 cigarettes/ day 5 points 11-20 cigarettes/ day 10 points 21-30 cigarettes/ day 15 points 31-4

Quotes
The Future belongs to those who believe in the beauty of their dreams Eleanor Roosevelt Do not go where the path may lead, go instead where there is no path and leave a trail. Ralph Waldo Emerson Thou art to me a delicious torment Ralph Waldo Emerson Shall I compare thee to a summer's day? Thou art more lovely and more temperate: Rough winds do shake the darling buds of May, And summer's lease hath all too short a date. William Shakespeare Stultum est timere quod vitare non potes Each friend represents a world in us, a world possibly not born until they arrive, and it is only by this meeting that a new world is born. Anaïs Nin

Meeeeee
ac/dc atreyu black hawk bruce springsteen bush collective soul danny elfman ( nightmare before christmas) depeche mode disturbed enigma erasure eric serra (fifth element sound track) god smack greenday (old greenday) lord of the rings sound track inxs Marilyn Manson matchbox 20 motley crue my life with the thrill kill kult NIN Oasis orgy ozzy pantera queen reo speed wagon rob zombie scorpions skinny puppy tons more sound tracks stp the beatles the cure goo goo dols rolling stones the spooky kids tool top gun sound track (hell yeah) U2 everclear semisonic jay-z teriyaki boyz all the metallica got lost in strict confidence And this isn't even including all my music vids or the lost music from my laptop that got stolen or even what couldn't be rescued from my failed hard drive Someone had asked to see me, so since they asked and because it was so damned unexpected I posted them, but I have now taken them down. If anyone has somethin

My Fu Owner
my fu owner tinkerbell lost her old account. lets all r/f/a/ her and rate all her pics and stashes so she can make it to her godmother status. TinkerbellMN84 (MY ACCOUNT GOT DELETED PLEASE HELP)@ fubar Blog done by Tinkerbell's Fu Slave ~*Moon Wolf Owner of Mystical Magic Lounge &~*PixiFairy*~Owned by Tinkerbell SweetJudy and Sunshine@ fubar My Owner Tinkerbell YAY!!!! my fu owner tinkerbell lost her old account. lets all r/f/a/ her and rate all her pics and stashes so she can make it to he godmother status. TinkerbellMN84 (MY ACCOUNT GOT DELETED PLEASE HELP)@ fubar This is my owner's top friends: "BARBARA"@ fubar > > ~PebblesinAZ~Co-Owned by Tappinit & Emanon! xoxo Co founder of THE FREAK SHOW! Woot! XOXO Read my Bl@ fubar > > Charmed82 is Owned by Drug Like Romance & briancojones@ fubar > > '1969' NO BLANK FRIEND REQUESTS ACCEPTED!!!!!!!!!@ fubar > > ~~SugarSpice~~ ¢¼ Dirty south Crew ¢¼ ~~BossLady Of Aces Up Lounge ~~~@ fubar > > "INFARRED"~~DIRTY SO

Breath Control
~ Breath Control Play~ by Vamp Definitions of Breath Control Breath Control Play: This is the process of limiting or restricting air and/or the supply of oxygen to the brain. Auto-erotic asphyxiation: The process of limiting or restricting air and/or the supply of oxygen to the brain WHILE ALONE. Strangling: This usually involves compression of the carotid arteries to prevent blood from reaching the brain. Suffocation: This involves somehow reducing the level of oxygen in the air available to breathe (usually gradually). Hanging: This is a type of play that involves being suspended by the neck. "New" breath play: The process of making someone more conscious of, directing, or using breath in play. The process of role playing or bringing about the psychological state of traditional breath play without using traditional methods Why do we do it? This is very individual. A person might as well ask, why do people have sex? I will attemp

Six Truths Of Life
I Believe A Birth Certificate shows that we were born. A Death Certificate shows that we died. Pictures show that we lived! Have a seat . . . Relax . . . And read this slowly. I Believe... That just because two people argue, doesn't mean they don't love each other. And just because they don't argue, doesn't mean they do love each other. I Believe... That we don't have to change friends if we understand that friends change. I Believe... That no matter how good a friend is, they're going to hurt you every once in a while and you must forgive them for that. I Believe... That true friendship continues to grow, even over the longest distance. Same goes for true love. I Believe... That you can do something in an instant that will give you heartache for life. I Believe... That it's taking me a long time to become the person I want to be. I Believe... That you should always leave loved ones with loving words. It may be the last t

Sammi
When you are feeling alone like no one cares, read this cuz its absolutely true: Every night, someone thinks about you before they go to sleep. At least fifteen people in this world love you. The only reason someone would ever hate you is because they want to be just like you. There are at least two people in this world that would die for you. You mean the world to someone. Someone that you don't even know exists loves you. When you make the biggest mistake ever, something good comes from it. When you think the world has turned its back on you, take a look. Always remember the compliments you've received. Forget the rude remarks. So if you are a loving person, send this to everyone on your list including the person who sent it too you. Thank You for being my friend!!!" [ fubar.com photo: 622384897 ]

All About Me
I want to know what people think. Am I really cute or are people just saying it to be nice? 1. OMFG! EWW! 2. totally fugly! 3. eh, she's ok looking. 4. She's plain looking. 5. She's better looking than some. 6. She's got a good personality but could be better. 7. She's cute. 8. She's really cute and has a great personality. 9. She's hot. 10. She's really fuckin hot! I want to know the truth. My bf told me that I'm a 7 because he's dated models that were a hell hotter than I am which really hurt so now I really want to know. Either leave me a message telling me what you think or just reply to this bulletin. What do you find about me that you like. Thanks ^_^ ~Bad Kitty

Love This Comeback
Love This Comeback One of my sons serves in the military. He is still stateside, here in California. He called me yesterday to let me know how warm and welcoming people were to him and his troops everywhere he goes, telling me how people shake their hands and thank them for being willing to serve and fight for not only our own freedoms , but so that others may have them also. But he also told me about an incident in the grocery store he stopped at yesterday on his way home from the base. He said that ahead of several people in front of him stood a woman dressed in a burkha. He said when she got to the cashier she loudly remarked about the U.S. flag lapel pin the cashier wore on her smock. The cashier reached up and touched the pin, and said proudly, "Yes, I always wear it and probably always will." The woman in the burkha then asked the cashier when she was going to stop bombing her countrymen, explaining that she was Iraqi. A gentleman standing behind my son stepped for

So This One Guy....
so i was told to stop falling in love. i responded i am no more in love with you than you are with me. i got no response... soooo what do you think??? kisses yall So I met this realy great guy. we had an amazing first date. (3 days long) talked to him almost ever day for the last 14 days or so. saw him last weekend. My kids love the crap out of him, they bonded realy quickly, kinda freaky but still kinda cool. My demented family and friends have us married off with kids now.. but he seems to take that great. and then there was last night. typical friday is i go and pick him up and we spend the weekend. due to chaos in my life my house was thrashed... my OCD kicked in about 12 noon and when he called at 4 30 EVERYTHING in my house that can be washed was on the floor in the livingroom and my kitchen was not yet clean. by 7 pm he was still on base waiting for me to get my chit together. One of my friends, friends picked him up for me cause she was already at the base. thi

Critters
Baggage by Evelyn Colbath Now that I'm home, bathed, settled and fed, All nicely tucked in my warm new bed. I'd like to open my baggage Lest I forget, There is so much to carry - So much to regret Hmm.. Yes there it is, right on the top - Let's unpack, Loneliness, Heartache and Loss, And there by my leash hides Fear and Shame As I look on these things I tried so hard to leave - I still have to unpack my baggage called Pain. I loved them, the others, the ones who left me, But I wasn't good enough - for they didn't want me. Will you add to my baggage? Will you help me unpack? Or will you just look at my things And take me right back? Do you have the time to help me unpack? To put away my baggage, To never re-pack? I pray that you do - I'm so tired you see, But I do come with baggage - Will you still want me?

Crokus Label Photography, Yukon Territory, Canada.
Just feel free to browse through my photo galleries to see some of my Yukon Territory's photographs. There are also a few photo-videos in my stash. Feel free to leave me some feedback. I have plenty of pictures in my computer. I will be uploading more pictures in the next little while here. Let me know how you like my works. Much Freedom, Peace, Love, Light, Respect and Honor to you all.

Take Me Home Tonight
i went to go see eddie money with my best friend in the whole wide world......and she caught me a guitar pick from the lead guitar player......tonight was a really awesome night...i had an excellent time....got to see co workers sans hard hats.....and got to see one of the 80's greatest singers ever!!!!!! and my bff and i both realized we are so very lucky to have the other one....we compliment each other....and it was a really great time.....and i was getting hit on in real life....and it was kind of cool....and maybe just maybe ill let a few bricks of the wall come down.....a young guy and an older guy were both hitting on me....and i actually enjoyed it......really and maybe this time next year i just might go out on a date....ill keep you posted cuz i know y'all are losing sleep over my freaking non existant love life...... ps if this blog makes entirely no sense its because im freaking drunk so get over it all ready.....pps im totally depressed brett favre is retired....

Project Chanology
I sincerely hope that you watch: The CoS's slave labor camps are an outrageous affront upon public morality. Church devotees committed to the CoS's "Rehabilitation Project Force," are routinely deprived of a number of universally recognized human rights. These include: The right to be recognized everywhere as a person under the law. The right to freedom from undue restriction on affiliation and correspondence. The right to be free from inhuman, cruel, or degrading punishments. The right to be free from compelled servitude. The right to due process under law. The primary right of a member committed to the RPF is to "Full Scientology Justice at the hands of his Seniors and peers in the Rehabilitation Project Force." The RPF is a looming shadow over the lives of individuals who were wooed to this organization by the promise of saving the world from certain extinction. It maintains a culture of fear that destroys families and individual lives. The RPF, along with other instit

Ten Ways To Piss Off A Pagan
1. Ask them if they are Satan worshippers. 2. Be considerate, rearrange their altar so it will look neat. 3. Blow out their altar candle if it is still daylight. (No need to waste a good candle!) 4. Pick up their gems for a closer look. 5. Sharpen their dull black-handled knife. 6. Witness to them about the "true religion". 7. Untie the knots in their cord. 8. Take hold of their jewelry for a closer look. 9. Play card games with their Tarot cards. 10. Ask them if they are Satan worshippers.

Help?
mom sitting on bed playing several hands of solitaire. on the 10th or 11th game, when she got to the end of the game, 4 of clubs was missing. when she found it, it was under the bed even tho she has a bed ruffle that goes down to the floor and she had not dropped it or been up. is there any particular meaning to this that anyone knows of? or is the pesky ghost just pestering her for the fun of it?

Wv Jokes
A guy from West Virginia passed away and left his entire estate to his beloved widow, but she can't touch it 'til she's 14. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ How do you know when you're staying in a West Virginia hotel? When you call the front desk and say, "I gotta leak in my sink," and the clerk replies, "go ahead." ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ How can you tell if a West Virginia redneck is married? There's dried tobacco juice on both sides of his pickup truck. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Did you hear that they have raised the minimum drinking age in West Virginia to 32? It seems they want to keep alcohol out of the high schools. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ What do they call reruns of "Hee Haw" in West Virginia? Documentaries. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Where was the toothbrush invented? West Virginia. If it had been invented anywhere else, it would have been called a teeth brush. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ A West Virginia State trooper pulls over a pickup on I-64 and says to the driver, "Got any I.D.?"

Only 107 Ppl Can Read This Can U?
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Hi
Hi Im new to this blog thing I hope to Explore my feelings in hear kind of like an exorcism. I Became aware that Guys don’t turn me on much any more I guess 20 years of marriage to a workaholic does that to you. I am a Physiotherapist working in Denver and I enjoy my work and recently had an encounter with one of my friends cousins. She is gat and my cousin suggested that I give het a massage as she had strained her lower back in the gym. I agreed and thought nothing of it. When she arrived for her appointment She looked stunning he is 5’9 very fit boobs around 38 d cup. We chatted for a while and I told her to strip down to her under ware, put on the robe and then lie on the table. I took some notes on the Computer while she stripped. She came out and laid the robe on the chair she was only in her bra with no panties on She reclined on the table facing me and commented that she had forgotten to put her panties on this morning and smiled. I got a little hot under the collar and Had

Life
have u ver had a dream that ate u alive inside annd make u scream so hard that ur insides hurt from the sorrow and hate in ur dream i have nevr seen a min of peace for along time because of it my realty won't let me face the truth darkness falls all around me as well as saddiness help me find my peace once again life funny sometimes even when life seem good at the moment you really never know when it will change so do the best u can and hope that god haves a better plan for u thats all u really can do i dream of the day that the perfect women for me takes me out of this would but that day hasn't came yet hopefully it will

Taken Too Soon
Bill "Butch" Rigg 11/22/71 ~ 3/10/90 March 10,1990 one on the most important people in my life passed away. He was taken from us way to soon by a hit and run driver. I know some may say get over it already. But my last words to my brother were "I hate you." When in fact I didn't know that Hate was such a horrible word and would haunt me for the rest of my life. I had made a promise to my brother 2 weeks before he was taken from us To this day I have honored that promise and that was to not do drugs. This is the way that I have made peace with myself for the horrible words I said to him. The following songs are those that bring memories of my brother flooding back to me everytime I hear them. Listen to them don't listen to them, I just ask you one thing tell those that are close to you that you love them everyday. Because my bro introduced me to the Beastie Boys and this is one song that well he loved!!! Boys II Men ~Its so hard to say Goodbye to Yesterday ~

Thank You
THANK YOU TO ALL MY WONDERFUL FRIENDS ON FUBAR IN A VERY TOUGH TIME,I DEEPLY APPRECIATE ALL THE SUPPORT.ILL TELL YOU IT IS VERY HARD TO BURY ONE OF YOUR KIDS IT JUST ISNT RIGHT NOT NORMAL.EVEN THOUGH HE WAS MY STEP-SON ( A PHRASE I HATE) CAUSE STEPS ARE MADE TO WALK ON.I RAISED HIM FROM THE AGE OF 6 UNTIL HE WAS ON HIS OWN.TO THE LAST TIME WE TALKED HE STILL CALLED ME DAD AFTER MY DIVORCE FROM HIS MOM SO THERE WAS A FATHER SON CONNECTION. AGAIN THANK YOU TO ALL......JIM

Uhm....
I am in the process of re-doing myself. I got all of the dead ends cut off from my hair today and i am dye-n my hair black with some blue (if the blue works out). I will post new pics when i get some... wish me luck that it turns out the way I am hope-n it does!! PrettyPixie So I have no clue what I am doing or how to do it... hopefully someone one nice will come along and show me the way ;) UHM... so I need like 305 points to be a psycho... I dunno what that means but I would like to be it!! BLARGH!!! DEATHKloK!! I love vagina... K I am done.

Poetry
just a glance you gave me staring into my heart those piercing eyes of yours they tear my world apart i feel the power of your gaze your captivating stare it sets our world ablaze as my love fills the air our moment ends, as you pass by till the next i see those eyes It starts with a whisper Her voice vibrates gently in my ear I reach out to touch her porcelain skin With bodies like day and night Our passion sets the world aflame In an instant, our worlds collide Too long i have waited for this time. Looking into you, i'm able to see everything All my imperfections, my sins, my betrayals So much i have done wrong in my life and its all reflected in you Talk with me, tell me that its not over yet That i'm still able to keep my humanity without turning into some kind of demon You are my soul, my only link to the good i've attained in this world Please, keep me shining bright and dont let me fall into darkness

Wtf?!?!?!?!?!
WELL GOOD MORNING PPLZ! I HOPE UR SUNDAY STARTS OFF BETTER THEN MINE! IS IT JUST ME OR IS THERE SOME REALLY DUMB AZZ MEN ON THIS SITE? I SAY THIS BC THERE HAS BEEN THIS 1 MAN WHO I HAVE NEVER EVEN SPOKEN TOO THAT HAS CONSTANLY MESSAGED ME, NEVER BEING RUDE UNTIL THIS MORNING...SO I NEVER BLOCKED HIM JUST IGNORED HIM *lol* WELL THIS IS THE CONVO THIS MORNING... AFTER LEAVIN THE FIRST COMMENT...WHICH I DIDNT RESPOND TOO, HE WENT TO MY PICS IN WHICH I HAVE A PIC THAT STATES...DESCRIBE ME IN 1 WORD...THE WORD HE LEFT WAS "FUCKABLE" :| Don: I say such a shame if someones not benefiting from that sexy and seductive woman! Ch3rrY: wow did u have to leave such a rude comment :| Don: I am not the one sticking my tongue out baby what did you expect Don: thats whats wrong with women like you they tease and never please just a joke huh Don: may be rude to you but a woman would take that as a compliment Ch3rrY: women like me ??? my pics are sensual not sexual by any means...but u don

Waiting And Patient
waiting...always patient This is one of those things I am not good at...sooo bare with me..I have the idea u write what u are feeling good or bad...well I am moving that is good in some ways bad in others..the stress in my life is so thick a bull dozer would tip over..I have taken this mood out on alot of people..I still love them and hope that they forgive me..I guess if they really love me and want me they will...huggs The person I refer to in this blog is special to me and I am afraid I lost them..thy dont take apologizing easily..they were let down and both of us jumped to conclusions..UNFORTUNATLY this person can end our togetherness and my side didnt know how much it would hurt...so I thought a blog would help me..I shared alot with this person and really miss them, guess u could say a piece of my heart is missing and I am getting tired of putting the pieces back so I will let them keep it...and I am learning Jealousy is a one sided thing..I also am learning the difrence be

Story's....(no Names Just Thoughts And Chaos)
the echo of boots upon the stone walls rang down the corridor, preceding a pair of figures whom talk quietly amongst themselves. "Well how was the meeting, M'Lord. Did the other Celestial Lords agree? Do they believe you..when you say that a darkness is coming from the rim?" asked the one looking to the other while they walked. "Mafion my friend..they listened only to appease me if they truly believed they would heed my words and sends the naval fleet and give the Release to us. they care nothing more then their own hides anyways..." Respond the other whom is tall and hints of his long platnum hair flow free from within the cowl over his head, and his voice shows a hint of sorrow only old freinds and lovers would notice. "M'Lord...the Release hasn't happend in over a century. What do you think the sighting are on our borders?" quired the other hooded figure a ray of light straying across his face for but a moment as he walked through it, the stained glass window caused a rainb

Hubi's Blog
Today I woke up. Then I noticed that Helmut Kohl was fallen down. After I had repositioned him on my Display, I went downtown to a wonderful swedish bank. A Woman copied my id-card and I went along to the Tombola! Sadly I didn't win anything. So I visited the post office at the ghetto district of my beloved city and received my amazon packet! :) :) :) I'm so glad to be a fubar-bear. :) hupeidadoooo! :)

Acceptance
I've finally realized that the only person I can change is myself. I need to accept other people for who they are. I can make myself the best person I can possibly be and I still can't make everyone happy. The only person I need to worry about making happy is myself. Realizing this and accepting this simple fact has made my life alot easier. It means I am not responsile for other people actions. It means I don't have to react to everything other people say or do to me. It means everything isn't personal. I had a friend on here that blocked me because I wasn't what they thought I should be. It hurt until I realized that it isn't that important to me. It's not going to affect my life. What is going to effect my life is only what I let effect it. I've got a man in my life. I accept him for the way he is and now I can really enjoy my time and my life with him. I can respect his wishes and not share our problems with other people. I don't need to. The only person who needs to be i

The Ages
When I was married 25 years, I took a look at my wife one day and said, "Honey, 25 years ago we had a cheap apartment, a cheap car, slept on a sofa bed and watched a 10 inch black and white TV, but I got to sleep every night with a hot 25 year old beauty." "Now we have a $500,000.00 home, a $45,000 car, nice big bed and a plasma TV, but I'm sleeping with a 50-year-old woman. It seems to me that you are not holding up your end of things." My wife is a very reasonable woman. She told me to go out and find a hot 25-year-old beauty, and she would make sure that I would once again be living in a cheap apartment, driving a cheap car, sleeping on a sofa bed and watching a 10 inch black and white TV. Aren't older women great? They really know how to solve a mid-life crisis.

Home Remedies
Your Driver's License Tells It All!! A mother is driving a little girl to her friend's house for a play date. 'Mommy,' the little girl asks, 'how old are you?' 'Honey, you are not supposed to ask a lady her age,' the mother replied. 'It's not polite.' 'OK', the little girl says, 'How much do you weigh?' 'Now really,' the mother says, 'those are personal questions and are really none of your business.' Undaunted, the little girl asks, 'Why did you and Daddy get a divorce?' 'That is enough questions, young lady, honestly!' The exasperated mother walks away as the two friends begin to play. 'My Mom won't tell me anything about her,' the little girl says to her friend. 'Well,' says the friend, 'all you need to do is look at her drivers license. It is like a report card, it has everything on it.' Later that night the little girl says to her mother, 'I know how old you are, you are 32.' The mother is

Wanna Own Thunderstrike?
Thunderstrike is in an Auction!!! "I'm up for auction, please stop by and bid click on the pic and don't forget to rate as well. Thank you! Thunderstrike." He will come and return the favor by rating your pictures and your stash. Help him with this auction. Click his link below: Posted By: * HOLLY HOTBOX * ~Owner of Lounge Area 51~&~Club F.A.R.~&~I.B.I.C.@ fubar (repost of original by '* HOLLY HOTBOX * ~Club F.A.R.~&~I.B.I.C.~&~Fubar World Cruise Member~&~Sisters 4 Life~' on '2008-03-08 15:30:15') (repost of original by 'Thunderstrike*Owned by Sweet ♥Judy*//Top shelf crew//' on '2008-03-09 07:58:19')

Elderly
A Florida couple, both well into their 80s, go to a sex therapist's office. The doctor asks, "What can I do for you?" The man says, "Will you watch us have sexual intercourse?" The doctor raises both eyebrows, but he is so amazed that such an elderly couple is asking for sexual advice that he agrees. When the couple finishes, the doctor says, "There's absolutely nothing wrong with the way you have intercourse." He thanks them for coming, he wishes them good luck, he charges them $50 and he says goodbye. The next week, however, the couple returns and asks the sex therapist to watch again. The sex therapist is a bit puzzled, but agrees. This happens several weeks in a row. The couple makes an appointment, has intercourse with no problems, pays the doctor, then leave. Finally, after 5 or 6 weeks of this routine, the doctor says, "I'm sorry, but I have to ask. Just what are you trying to find out?" The old man says, "We're not trying to find out anything. She's marr

My Family
After reading Stacie's blog and thinkin about it.. I like the idea of sending out christmas cards ...You guys are just as much as a family to me as my own family here... Although I dont get paid till NEXT friday I dont have the funds for stamps right now. If you would like for me to send you a christmas card. send me a lil note passing along your addy to me..If you want to send me one I'll be glad to share my address so you can send one as well!!!!! It's non stop madness!!!!1..everyone that reads this...for the love of all that is fuholy...get yer happy asses over to Amy's page and rate everything you can..she's so close to finally getting Godfather..and now...with auto 11's on we can make it happen for her!!! So..get there...now...before I come to your house and do the truffle shuffle and make you cry from laughter and a lot of wtf'ness ♥ Amy!! I know today is supposidly about me being it's my birthday today and all.. but I've gotta to give credit where credit

A Poem I Wrote For A Close Friend Of Mine That Passed Away.
"MISSING YOU" You came into my life when i needed a friend. You opened up your home And you let me come in. You had a heart of gold You would take anyone in. It was easy to talk to you It was easier to call you my friend. The advise that you would give I sometimes would ignore. Now this day I know Your advise I will get no more. I think of you each day And miss you even more. I wish I could go to your house And see you open the door. I was not there with you The day you went away. Even though I could not be In my heart your memory will stay. I sometimes talk to you And hope that you can hear. There are times when i feel alone I swear I can feel you near. I know I will see you again And I know this to be true. There are so many things I want to say But most importantly I LOVE AND MISS YOU!!!!!!!

Breathe
No stars no moon Dead of night nothing So hot in my soul i feel my heart blister downward spiral back from the world of the living No place for me there, this is home The void The darkness speaks sweet tones a fragrance feels the air of putrid corpse and night jasmine. I see my old friend, she floats on the air as she glides toward me I welcome her with a nod, I warned you she sighed My last faint whisper Its as good a day as any to die. Clad in the clothes of his trade he enters the throne room He waits his time before the royal couple Pierre born to the blue bloods heir to a throne of another kingdom He has forsaken the money the family and the fame to wear the mask of a fool At last its his time before the throne He dances and makes his stories funny the whole assembly hangs on his ever word Laughter and drinking fill the room Women adore him the men wish to be him for a short space of time Someone commands him to sing He has never sang before the throne

Chance Meeting
On my screen you came out of the blue, Awakening my heart from pain to feelings before I never knew We are both scared of the road fate has shown Two souls paired to a destiny still unknown Should we choose to meet and tempt these hands of fate It would take two, for the odds to be beat To lead us to eternity and heavens gate Should we choose to not would our minds constantly wonder, Was that the one I always sought On that do we dare to ponder? For you have touched me deep I long to hold you for all time To be mine, forever to keep For us to share a lifetime I want your passionate kiss to take my breath away Never want to miss your touch while in each others arms we lay So now the decision is ours to make I'll treasure you whatever may be My heart is here for you to take Loyalty I'll, vow should you give yours to me?

Mumm Policy Needs A Change
sorry for crashing your mumm but change is needed Will the mumm policy ever change to reflect current standards regarding what is and what is not consider NSFW and the current reporting system used without verification and explanation to the user of detailed reasons a single breakfast mumm was deleted However I believe false reporting is the cause as this mumm was clean & safe ERROR: you're not allowed to do this. This policy needs to change Wow , a mumm on food deleted question was fruit for breakfast or bacon eggs & toast silly people Support tell me what part of this mumm was NSFW === 'fubar shop' spewed forth the following at '2008-03-09 09:04:55'.. > > A mum you have posted has been removed by the 'fubar' admins. This mum was removed because it was either offensive or NSFW (Not Safe For Work) in nature. Please read the Terms Of Service. NSFW CONTENT IS NOT ALLOWED in the public areas of 'fubar'.

My Blogs!!!
Something to think about Don't wait until tomorrow to tell someone you love them. Don't ever let the ones you care about question that you care. Take the time to smell the roses. Smile at a stranger. Don't sweat the small stuff. The dishes, laundry, and the rest of your "chores" can wait until tomorrow...take the time to play with your kid today. Laugh, laugh often. If you have something to say, say it. Don't make assumptions. Ask questions. Jump in a puddle. Play in the rain. Don't expect others to change if you are not willing to make changes yourself. Don't ask a question unless you truly want to know the answer. Be honest even if it's brutal. Go see a show on broadway. Travel. If you want to do something, do it. Take a chance. Don't brag. Pray. Take the time to listen. Take time for yourself. Getting hurt sucks, but the pain only lasts as long as you allow it. Learn from your mistakes, grow. Care what affect your actions may have on another. If you apologize, mean it

Things I Read And Have To Share
Grown Women Girls want to control the man in their life. Grown women know that if he's truly hers, he doesn't need controlling. Girls check you for not calling them. Grown women are too busy to realize you hadn't. Girls are afraid to be alone. Grown women revel in it-using it as a time for personal growth. Girls ignore the good guys. Grown women ignore the bad guys. Girls make you come home. Grown women make you want to come home. Girls leave their schedule wide-open and wait for a guy to call and make plans. Grown women make their own plans and nicely tell the guy to get in where he fits. Girls worry about not being pretty and/or good enough for their man. Grown women know that they are pretty and/or good enough for any man. Girls try to monopolize all their man's time (i.e., don't want him hanging with his friends). Grown women realize that a lil' bit of space makes the 'together time' even more special-and goes to kick it with her own friends.

The New Song!
R.E.M. - Supernatural Superserious Lyrics Everybody here Comes from somewhere If they would just as soon forget A disguise Disguised as they know you made you feel it At the summer camp they volunteered No one saw your face, no one saw your fear You got apparition just appeared Took you up and away from this place and shared Humiliation Of your teenage nation Nobody cares no one remembers or cares If your fantasies are Dressed up in travesties Enjoy yourself with no regrets So if you call out safe then I’ll stop right away When premise explodes and the room starts to shake The details shift And the stories the same You don’t have to explain You don’t have to explain Humiliation Of your teenage nation No one cares If your fantasies are Dressed up in travesties Enjoy yourself with no regrets Everybody here comes from somewhere If they would just as soon forget, disguise So if you call out safe then I’ll stop right away When the premise explodes and th

Surveys And Crap
You Are a Total Tease You're all about flirting and fun, but you often give guys the wrong idea Most men think they have a chance with you... but come on! You've got high standards, and most men you flirt with aren't going to make the grade And while your tease act will work for a while, every guy you know will eventually be the wiser Do Men Think You're You A Tease? What Jill Means You are fair, honest, and logical. You are a natural leader, and people respect you. You never give up, and you will succeed... even if it takes you a hundred tries. You are rational enough to see every part of a problem. You are great at giving other people advice. You tend to be pretty tightly wound. It's easy to get you excited... which can be a good or bad thing. You have a lot of enthusiasm, but it fades rather quickly. You don't stick with any one thing for very long. You have the drive to accomplish a lot in a short amount of time. Your biggest problem is making sur

Really Random Today
There are demons we bring to life. Some even love them , they were the beast that helped us cope in the short run. They were our drug of choice...whatever it be. But they also helped destroy our future. They became crutches that replaced the Soul in all. Because of them there was no reason , no love or true courage. The living force within us suffered a little because of the demons. However........... The Soul lives on. And it's Not easy to control these demons Often it takes the hardest things in life like Kindness from others, simple smiles and loving touches incouragament. Not just receiving But giving also, They may be in a battle themselfs And with things like these control of demons is inevitable.. In the time of the sun and light lies are exposed. With it the control of each demon leaves a strength of purity that last forever. Circles are closed with the Soul ........ The ultimate victor.

My Baby
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Not Here For A While
hey there to all my FU friends. just letting you all know im not going to be around for a while. work calls and ill be away until June or even till October. will try to stop in and say hello to the ones that ill miss the most during that time. (YOU KNOW WHO YOU ARE) hope you all dont miss me too much.

Very Serious Subject Happening Right Now!
I feel very serious about this subject I'm going to relay onto thus. Office Humor....where does it come from...what part of our mind reacts to it? Have you ever noticed, everybody fucking laughs at a joke in the office? I often find myself wondering, why in the hell am I laughing, when instead I realize how stupid the quip was and want to jab him/her (cause we can't be sexist anymore....when did it become illegal to grab a chicks ass? ITS A FUCKING COMPLIMENT) in the neck as punishment. The infamous pity laugh, its a disease that has plagued us all for centuries. Joker - "why did the chicken cross the road?" Victim - "why is a chicken trying to cross the road in the first place? WHO THE HELL let the chicken out?!" that is what I want to hear from now on; people rebuttling against this horrendous day and age of lack with humor. This is serious people! Do we really want our kids growing up to think they themselves can be a comedian? NO....NAY I say! We need to smack our kids i

I'm Poor
I've got an idea. For everyone that buys me a VIP I'll do a salute, either SFW or NSFW, your choice. I know, selling myself, it happens. I really enjoy VIP and I just really don't have the money right now. This does mean that I'll do more then one salute. One for every month someone else pays for!

His Wife
Bob and Larry Two buddies, Bob and Larry, are getting very drunk at a bar when suddenly Larry throws up all over himself. "Oh, no . . . Now my wife will kill me!" Bob says, "Don't worry, pal. Just tuck a twenty in your breast pocket and tell your wife that someone threw up on you and gave you twenty dollars for the dry cleaning bill." So they stay for another couple of hours and get even drunker. Eventually Larry stumbles home and his wife starts to give him a bad time. "You reek of alcohol and you've puked all over yourself! My God, you're disgusting!" Speaking very carefully so as not to slur his words, Larry says, "Nowainaminit, I can e'splain everythin. Itsh snot wha jew think. I only had a cupla drrrinks. But thiss other guy got ssick on me . . . he had one too many and he juss koudin hold hizz liquor. He said hes was verrry sorry an' gave me twennie bucks for the cleaning bill!" His wife looks in the breast pocket and says, "But this

Love For Sale!
i am in Sweet Ones auction,you can own me and i will be your devoted pet and love you madly!The auction ends friday and you will get naughty prizes from me,check the list!i will also give a naughty personal cam session if the bid goes high enough and maybe some of my lingerie! [ fubar.com photo: 1786480663 ]

Auction
http://www.ict.tuwien.ac.at/pictures/backgrounds/ethereal_olives.jpg HEY GUYS...FIRST AUCTION HERE....SO COME SHOW ME SOME LUV...THERE IS A PRIZE FOR THE PERSON WITH THE MOST RATES, SO EVEN IF YOU DECIDE NOT TO PLACE A BID COULD YOU PLEASE, PLEASE RATE ME...ALL LUV IS MUCH APPRECIATED.... MUCH LUV AMAZON HERE IS THE LINK FOR MY AUCTION PAGE: http://fubar.com/viewimage.php?u=316365&i=229477008

Surveys
Your Love Life is Like Casablanca "Kiss me. Kiss me as if it were the last time." For you, love is never finished. If you've loved someone once, you'll always love them. You're an old fashioned romantic... even if your relationships don't end up as romantic as you'd like. Your love style: Traditional and understated Your Hollywood Ending Will Be: Complicated and ambiguous What Movie Is Your Love Life Like? How You Life Your Life You tend to deprive yourself of things you crave, for your own good. You tend to avoid confrontation and stay away from sticky situations. You prefer a variety of friends and tend to change friends quickly. You tend to always dream of things within reach - and you usually get them. How Do You Live Your Life? You are a Rubik's Cube You are engaging and popular. People are drawn to your colorful personality. As much as they try, people can't stay away from you. And while you seem easy to understand, people c

The Halo 3 Tournament
Well in case anyone didn't know, I went to a Halo 3 tournament this weekend. Just got back. It was sponsered by the National Guard so everyone had to deal with recruiters all day but thats not what this blogs about. It's about the tourny. The set up they had there was awesome. They had a military tent sent up with 4 360s on projector screens, and a sound system that made everyone even outside of the building deaf. It was a 4v4 tournament and my team was Me, Nick, Doug, and Brandon. Unfortunately we got 3rd out of the 15 teams that were playing and we lost the second place spot by 1 point.

Thank You Sher, Blondie, And Threat Lol
I DONT WANT THESE DUMB CUNTS! Your Celebrity Sisters Are Jessica and Ashlee Beautiful, feminine, and stylish. Who care's if you're a bit of a daddy's girl? Who Are Your Celebrity Sisters? Your Stripper Song Is Master and Servant by Depeche Mode "There's a new game We like to play you see A game with added reality You treat me like a dog Get me down on my knees" Yawn, dancing is so boring without a little spice. What Song Should You Strip To? I think I need spanked.. You Are 19% Pure You're definitely not pure. In fact, you may be one of the most evil people who's ever lived. Remember, good little girls and boys go to heaven. But bad little girls and boys go everywhere! The 100 Question Purity Test

Misc
Hey All~ Ya know it is nice when ya receive messages whether its an I'm or Text and it is a nice one. On the other hand once in a while ya get one or two that are not so nice. Today I received several messages that were nasty as in people were pissed at me and saying that I should not do certain things and leave others alone. Now that put me in a very bad place mentally and severly pissed me off! I have replied to these messages trying find out what the hell is going on but get no response. I hate feeling this way cause I get really tempermental, mean, irate etc. But it also depends on who I am talking to if I am that way towards them. Well it is time to find a way to get happy again! Hopefully It will happen real soon!!! Are feelings and emotions worth having? At this point and time i am pondering that question myself. Not sure if they are or not. Dont get me wrong about it but it seems like when you put your feelings out there and wear your heart on your sleeve it leaves you vulnerab

It's All About Me!!!!
Well I think that it's been a interesting ride here on Fubar, but I think that the ride has come to a stop! During my time here on Fubar I have dj'd for others and owned my own lounge and I loved it all. But there comes a time when the fun turns into a "job." When it does that, it's time to cut the ties and move on. There are so many people on this site that are two-faced, liars, cheaters, heartbreakers, assholes, bitches but there are those people that have touched me in a way that I can never forget and for that I Thank You. You know who you all are. I have been on this site for almost 2 years and I feel that it's just time. Some of these lounges claim to know their music! They don't know SHIT. Like Godsforsaken, omg they claim to be a metal lounge...would you expect to hear Nickelback and boy bands in a metal lounge? FUCK NO! People on this site feel that it has to be a popularity contest. If that is what you feel then YOU AIN'T SHIT! There is life outside this fuckin b

Just My Emotions & Feelings...written Down.
I'm trying to decifer between asking one person to be my 'fu b/f' or another. I mean, one I really trust & yet I'm not sure...the other, I just really started talking to so I'm still confused. I know this doesn't make any sense & should probably be a MUMM but blogs are better for me & less harsh from this world here. So if anyone wants to help, feel free to comment & let me know! Thanks!!!! ♥Pink*Mama♥ I recently saw someones profile talking about how women aren't given the chance because they're not 'beautiful' or 'cute' or 'thin' enough for some of these f*ck heads on here. Well, I give the girl ALOT of credit for being who she is & doing what she does...so I've realized that everyone's not model material, big deal. It's basically the chemistry on the inside that counts right? Or atleast I thought it was anyways. But whatever...doesn't matter. All I know is I'm a big girl too & this poem I found really gives a girl a big boost of self esteem. I hope you all enjoy

Auction Im Going To Be In!!!
MY FIRST AUCTION IM IN MINIMUM BID 60,000 FUBUCKS PLEASE COME SHOW ME LOVE AND BE MY OWNER...HERES THE LINK LOVE YA LOTS... CANDYRAIN. JUST WANTED TO LET PPL KNOW MARCH 14th at 5pm est time. I will be participating in my first auction HOSTED by SpizzyGoodness So I am Just asking for ppl to make sure they come and bid on me then. I dont ask for much for myself on here so im hoping my friends fans family and all will be able to show me love then it will end march 21st at 5pm est time just figured i ask for help now love all my friends and please be have and dont do anything i wouldnt do lol...Have a great weekend all and i cant wait to see what these auctions are all about I will give more details when it starts LOVE YA ONCE AGAIN MUAHZZZ EVERYONE. CandyRain and the minimum bid is 60,000 fubucks just so you all know ahead of time thanks again.

Silent Auction?
I'm thinking of doing something a little different for the next auction I host. I'm thinking of doing a silent auction where all bids would be sent to me by private message instead of posted as comments that way you would have to bid the max you'd be willing to pay to own the person but that would also mean everyone would have to offer the most they'd be willing to offer up front to try to get the best bids possible. So if I do decide to host one leave me a comment here this will be for guys and girls this time! I will contact you if I decide to host it! It would only last for 3 days instead of the usual week and if I do decide to do it, it will start on Wednesday 3/12/08 at 12:01 am central time. and run until 12:01am Saturday 3/15/08 ***!!!SILENT AUCTION!!!*** So far 9 women including myself are entered and only 1 guy Okay I thought it was time for something a little bit different so I though I would try a silent auction...the key to this is when making your offer you

Silly Stuff
You Are Probably Not Pregnant It seems like you're in the clear, but you should really take a test to be sure. Are You Pregnant? Your Stripper Song Is I'm a Slave 4 U by Britney Spears "I'm a slave for you. I cannot hold it; I cannot control it. I'm a slave for you. I won't deny it; I'm not trying to hide it." You may seem shy, but you can let your wild side out when you want to! What Song Should You Strip To? Told ya I am Innocent :) You Are 54% Evil You are evil, but you haven't yet mastered the dark side. Fear not though - you are on your way to world domination. How Evil Are You?

Erotic Stories
Giving all There is something different tonight...you noticed it when youwalked in the door. Looking at her now...standing there wrapped in a towel, herhair still wet from her shower...she looks at you with a certain a look oftranquility, yet you sense her vulnerability. You walk over to her as she letsher towel drop, you’ve never seen her look so sensual...so open toyou...something stirs within your heart. You get close, looking deep within hereyes, you see the desires within her soul, and she quickly looks away. Gentlyyou run your fingers through her hair, then slowly caressing her along her jaw,turning her face back towards you. She looks up at you and she shivers, knowingyou are seeing all of her for the first time...it is not like it wasbefore...it’s so much deeper. She is presenting herself to you, body, heart,and soul...giving you trust beyond measure, her eyes yearning for you to takeall she has to give. The passion coming from her is intense, almostfrightening...but yo

Msg From H
Are friendships created; What bonds their souls to each? Is it sharing their deepest secrets Or the love spoken in their speech? How are friendships kept Through the strain that they may face? Is it saying, I love you?... sometimes, Or occasionally touching base? How are friendships lost When there seemed no end in sight? By ignoring their pain and anguish, And not sharing in their delight. So, I pledge to you, my friend, I'll never walk away; I'll share the good and bad, And beside you... I'll always stay. And when life isn't worth it, When the tears roll down your cheek Just close your eyes and listen And from a distance... you'll hear me speak. Though my words at times seem pointless, When no answers I seem to impart Don't listen the way you have in the past But listen with your heart. For the important things in life Are invisible to your eyes; You'll hear them in your heart For your heart will tell no lies. So, though I may be far away, Too far

Vip Suite Infiltrated!!!
Sometimes I amuse myself by going back and reading old blogs I've done. This is one from my myspace account. Saturday, March 31, 2007 VIP Suite infiltrated!!!! Current mood: perturbed Category: Parties and Nightlife Ok, so here's the deal. I'm lying in the V.I.P. suite at K. Lew's house. (Yes, I have my own bedroom at the location of our afterbar parties, I'm that damn special!) Trying to sleep. I'm drunk, I need my rest to recoup for Saturday night. (Let's face it, I'll be going out again.) Do you think I'm allowed to sleep? HELL NO!!! Why? I'll tell you why. Because I have some drunk fucker who decides to lay in bed next to me, (on top of the covers where as I am underneath them) and DRAPES HIMSELF ON ME!!! Now I like to sleep on my belly. It's just the way I roll. Imagine said drunk fucker trying to rub my back, and put his hands underneath the blankets to get a better "grasp" on things. Mainly my ass I'm sure. Unacceptable. So after he moves his body close

My Last Letter
This is my last letter....I have lost the fight.. Empty Shell There is a place inside, Once was hidden now I can not hide. Life's a twisted mess, It soon will come to an end, and this I must confess. Heart is in disaray, Hope for a caring heart is all that I can say. This once life filled soul, Is now an empty shell. The hope for a sense of peace, All this hurt, anger, and sadness, I must release. It consumes my every thought, This battle I once faught. The heart I knew had exist, It is those who truly cared them I will miss. My nieces and Nephews I love you so, But Aunt Ladybug has to go. Please think of me along life's road, Know forever you are, and forever will be a part of my soul. To my precious boys your love gave me strength to fight each day. You helped me to believe in life, and you loved me I don't know why... I think of you I miss you, god do I cry. You were my soul, you helped me grow, But Tabatha has to go. I leave you now as a empty shell,

Information On Angels
What is an angel ? Defining what an angel is has a lot of people divided in their opinions. ~ Some believe in quite a traditional religious approach whereby angels are defined by a form of angel hierarchy with archangels being at the top of the angelic hierarchy ~ Some people believe in a more esoteric form of angelic energy that takeson various forms when lowering its vibration to accomodate being visible in the earthly realms Angels in traditional Religions and Spiritualities ~Throughout history religions and spiritualities have embraced angelic beings amongst their midst. the genus "Angelus Occidentalis" is a general term used for a number of angelic species within Judaism,Christianity,Islam and Zoroastrianism. ~It is believed that Gods word is communicated through these celestial messengers who serve his will ~ There are lots of angel definitions that people have used to describe these celestial beings or even referring to earth angels lets have a look at a few

Angel Sayings
Angel Sayings The sound of an angel's voice can unlock your hidden feelings. Angels are the gatekeepers to the soul. The warmth of an angel's light can comfort and illuminate the whole world. When a child is born the Angels sing. Don't drive faster than your Guardian Angel can fly. While we are sleeping, angels have conversations with our souls. Angels paint with sound and sing with color. Sometimes your best friend is actually a guardian angel in disguise. Smiles are the next best thing to halos. Angels occupy the loveliest corners of our thoughts. Angels don't run away from life, they fly towards it. If you seek an angel with an open heart, you shall always find one

I Moved
just wanted to let all my fubar friends know I will be without the internet for a few days caused I just moved. I have to wait for about 4 or 5 days before they can come set me up at my new place. Until then, you all have fun. I will be back shortly.

Tisk Tisk Tisk
Mindfuck I think of him often. Sometimes snatches of visions. Seeing his hands on my knees, running up the length of my thighs, parting my legs. He grins at me knowingly when he does this. I grin back in much the same fashion. Other times the thoughts are more in depth. Entire scenes playing out from beginning to end, dialog running. There is a familiarity amongst our movements in these times. As if we've known each other forever and our tics are well worn on one another. A hand and a glove, fitting together as if there were no other place that we belonged. Sometimes I can almost feel his touch when my mind is working out these mental snapshots. A warmth at the back of my neck as he rests his hand upon it, us walking along side each other. I feel his weight as I wrap my arm around his waist and we stride in tandem. Once I pictured him asking me what time it was. I never answered and he never questioned again. It was simply a statement to make. A bizarre rhetorical qu

Nihilism And Me....
Nihilism and me Current mood: tired Nihilism. Nihilistic. Nihilist. What does Nihilism mean to me? Rik L. Rik of the 80s band F-Word said it best when he sang "We we Can can Do do What what We we Wanna Do/If they do not like it we'll just say fuck you!" (F-word-Do The Nihil). That pretty much sums it up for me. Spiritually? Well there is a Zen like beauty in not giving a fuck, and like an enlightened Buddhist striving for Nirvana, achieving the ultimate state of not-giving-a-fuck takes years of meditation, practice and drugs. Lots and lots of drugs. A Nihilist believes that there is no right or wrong. Taking path A is no better or worse ethically, than taking path B. No matter what you do either action is going to bring either positive or negative consequences sometimes both. Therefore, in the big picture, morality is meaningless. Doing the right thing is an exercise in futility. The thing to do is to do the BEST thing. Whats best for you and the people around you. We all end

Give-a-way Contest
Just a reminder to folks. Today @ 8EST/5PST starts my contest. It's from sunday to wednesday this week, ends wednesday 8EST/5PST. The contest is for the first person to reach 8k comments by the end time, will win either a 7 day blast or a 1 month VIP. Winners choice. Not to late to enter. Email me if interested. Good luck to all! http://fubar.com/myimages.php?albumid=896545

Thoughts 13
It has been a very busy weekend. Shopping, going out to dinner, going over to a friends house for drinks, more running around today, laundry, cleaning and baking a batch of chocolate peanut-butter cups cookies today! Damn, it is only 4pm and I am worn out. I feel like I got a lot accomplished this weekend. Trying to get things done since we won't be home next weekend. My son took his motorcycle out to the local track and blew up his top half of his motor! Good thing he has a friend that is going to fix it for him for little cost! He tends to ride it a couple of times and then bam! It's broken. very frustrating. Peter was doing some pruning out in the backyard today because it is another beautiful day here and he was reaching to pull a vine that is growing wild and he fell off of the latter! I didn't see this or hear it as I was listening to music while I was making my cookies. He came in with this look on his face. He was in a lot of pain. I guess his elbow saved his

Lets See If Friends Read
Decided to post this to see what friends I have.. If I see you read this I will keep you on if not, then I will delete you. I have been accepting requests and trying to be nice( going against my profile) of cours eit has bit me in the ass. SOOOOOOOOOOOOO lets see if I have any friends after this one.. At least I will know for sure. For those I talk to regularly please still say something, maybe it will show the others what a friend is.. thanks for your time. I will give this a few days just for people who might not get on that often. I know we all have lives, but still ya could stop by once in awhile... This isn't a joke or anything, my wife is selling Arbonne. It is really good stuff I use the guys stuff and it is incredible on my face. Anyway, trying to help her get started and I seem to know alot of females. If you are interested she can send you a catalog, and give you all the info. If interested pm me and I will give you her phone number, I'm not going to openly put it here fo

My World...
wow what a week i hav enot been able to go to school all week because our car just decided to die. i dont get why cars are so fuckn touchy. i would like to make a car that never dies. i would like a car that does not need to have repairs or anything like that. would that not be nice?? i think it would be fantastic... let me know what you think. oh wanna know what the problem was the battary died and the trans is all fucked up like we didnt know that the trans was going... lol so 110 dollars was spent to get a new battary and to be told that the trans was bad.. hummm money hogs anyone??? tink All i have to say is that i love this site. myfriend emailed me a link i singed me and my boyfriend up and i just cant seem to get off the computer now.. i love this place. i am still tryn to figure a few things out like how to make points and stuff like that but i think i am getting the hang of things. A little bit about me. i am 22 and my birthday is on january 1 1986. i have no kids

Every One Counts
I know a lot of you don't like comment bombing contests, and that's fine...If you could PLS take 1 minute of your time and pls just go rate my pic...Rating my pic is as good as making 5 comments, and every rate & comment helps me out tremendously...So I will ask one more time to pls take a second of your time and rate or comment my pic...Thank you all in advance, much love...Tina Click me to get there...

New Resturant
New resturant is opening up in PSL, should be open tomarrow !!! Doug & Tinas Steak & Seafood! 529 NW Prima Vista blvd. PSL Right before Bayshore. Went last night for the Friends and Family dinner, and it was soooo good.. Food was devine! You have to try the clams, and the filet mignon.. P.S. My aunt is one of the managers, so go show some luv, and eat some good food!

A Little About Me
well, I guess its about time for Me to do this, Even tho I hate doing them, I am a simple Man with simple views, I love life and All that comes with it, I am on a never ending Journey to Inner Peace and Spiritual Enlightenment !!!!!! I live in a Quiet town, where people let me be who I am, Yes I do Work,its not the best Job in the world, but it pays the bills and then some, 11 more years to retirement, lol , all My basic interests can be found on my profile so I wont go into those details. I am Basically Your normal human Male Animal, I know things That I shouldnt , and dont know some things that I should , well Ive bored You long enuff, Time to move on, More to come Later, Peace

Smilingfirefly's Finds
This is an article in the latest Men's Health Magazine which I found interesting and wanted to share. Works for women too! http://www.menshealth.com/cda/article.do?site=MensHealth&channel=health&category=stress.management&c..9e07133b2ace7110VgnVCM10000013281eac____&page=3 The Stressor: You've seen your friends' marriages, and worry that you'll end up with the wrong person. Beat that stress: Ask yourself a few essential questions. Are you attracted to her? Do you play well together? Is she unselfish? Does she treat people well and talk positively about past relationships? Does she recognize her family's shortcomings and take corrective steps? Is she respectful of you? Does she share the soap in the shower? If you have a string of positive answers, you have a fun, responsible, thoughtful person at your side, says John Van Epp, Ph.D., a clinical counselor based in Medina, Ohio, and the author of How to Avoid Marrying a Jerk. That probably qualifies her as a keeper. The Stress

Wth Is This Shit
wow it looks like livie cant take a joke. she posts a mumm and asks if she looks like a man well i voted she did and then goes and blocks people who she thinks voted that way, well she msgs me asking if it was me and hell yes i vote she looks like a man. i have to say this if you dont like the votes you get for asking a dumb question like that then dont post one as stupid and dumb as asking if you look like a man when you are a woman. damn you are ether looking for points or you just have low self confidence in your woman hood. GROW THE FUCK UP YOU BITCH. Rick Monday Tribute 1976 Rick Monday saves the flag from getting burnt on the field. One of MLB's all time greatest moments. Rick Monday Tribute 1976 - Click here for funny video clips ok i just got this message on here in my email and well i just love the spelling and the way its set up as in the way they worded it. its to funny. read and have a good laugh at this girl Hi, How are you doing today ?Hope you are doing

Prayers Needed Please!
Here will be a list of the gifts and condolences sent for Layla in her absence, she loves you all. Please continue to pray for her strength as the loss of ones child is the hardest pain a parent can possibly ever endure. Each gift or message you send her will be listed here as my time allows. Not one will be missed, she will know her friends love and concern! ~ from carla: March 9, 2008 @ 5:31 pm LAYLA, I AM SO VERY SORRY FOR YOUR LOSS BABY!! PLEASE KNOW I AM ALWAYS HERE FOR YOU, YOU AND YOUR FAMILY ARE IN MY EVERY THOUGHT AND PRAYERS! I LOVE YOU SO MUCH! ~ from crazydave: March 9, 2008 @ 6:24 pm My thoughts and prayers are with you at this terrible time ~ from msbunny: March 9, 2008 @ 9:39 pm Sis my prayers and thoughts will be with , don't forget I love you and I will be here for you as well as others on here. You've been my sis for over 4 years now, and this too is just like my nepfew that I've lost . Call me anytime you need me . My love and prayers ~ fr

Contest
Just a reminder to folks. Today @ 8EST/5PST starts my contest. It's from sunday to wednesday this week, ends wednesday 8EST/5PST. The contest is for the first person to reach 8k comments by the end time, will win either a 7 day blast or a 1 month VIP. Winners choice. Not to late to enter. Email me if interested. Good luck to all! http://fubar.com/myimages.php?albumid=896545 Just tryin to help a friend here. Blue eyes helped me tons in my last giveaway without asking for anything in return. shes pretty awesome as far as friends go so if you have the time go drop a few comments on her contest please. The first to 10k comments gets a vip. Any help would be appreciated TY Ok I know I said I'd never enter myself in another one but I couldnt help it. so here goes I need 20k comments, I have one month to get them and I will receive a one month VIP for the effort. So heres the link if you would like to help. I would greatly appreciate the help on this t

60 Things
1. What is in the back seat of your car right now? both of my motorycycle helmets...never know when i'll see a hot biker needed a passenger!!! 2. When was the last time you threw up? been a while...several months...too much tequila 3. What's your favorite word or phrase? whatever 4. Name 3 people who made you smile today? jason, bishop and me 5. What were you doing at 8 am this morning? sleeping 6. What were you doing 30 minutes ago? sneezing my damn head off 8. Have you ever been to a strip club? yep 9. What is the last thing you said aloud? why are you laying in here? (to my cat) 10. What is the best ice cream flavor? plain ole vanila 11. What was the last thing you had to drink? sprite 12. What are you wearing right now? ms state t shirt and pajama bottoms 13. What was the last thing you ate? nabs 14. Have you bought any new clothing items this week? nope...i was given lots of hand me downs...which are new clothes to me 15. When wa

The Move
Well lets see, house is sold, 75% of house is packed actually probably more than that. Final moving sale is set for the weekend b4 I move 4 more days of fun(yeah right!). I found a place to move to in Oklahoma, its only a 1 bedroom but daughter says the bedrooms are big so am going to have to take her word for it cause she's there I'm here. Its within my budget big time will be able to save for trips and pay off some bills. I am HOPING now that everything is set that I'm going to be able to come up with the money to rent the truck. I'll be back online starting tomorrow afternoon on a regular basis and back to DJ'ing YAY!!!! One small setback hubby and I didn't have the $350 to file the divorce so NOW I have to wait 7 mo because I have to live in Oklahoma for 6 mo before I can file. Love you all

Fuck You Josh!
soooo....we aren't dating material but we'll still be really good friends. uh huh... sure. So you come bring me my dvd with your new girl in the car. That's realllllll fucking nice. Mother fucker. I can't decide weather I'm just REALLY fucking pissed off at you or if I'm just really hurt. Either way, I now want nothing to do with you. You fucking bastard. All I ever did was try to be your fucking friend...apparently I'm not good enough for that. so FUCK YOU YOU FUCKING PIECE OF SHIT MOTHER FUCKER! FUCK YOU! FUCK YOU! FUCK YOU! By the way, your new girl friend is fucking ugly. So have fun with the fucking ugly bitch. Fuck you.... oh and in case you didn't get the point, FUCK YOU!

Dont Do Anything I Would Not Do
[ Home ] [ Up ] [ The Controversy ] [ Online Books ] [ Study the Word! ] [ GOD's Health Laws ] [ Religious Liberty ] [ Links ] Chapter 4 - Dynamite. [ Back ] [ Up ] [ Next ] STOP! IF YOU HAVEN'T READ CHAPTER 2, "THE BEAST IDENTIFIED," DON'T READ THIS CHAPTER YET -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Can you imagine Christians killing other Christians?! A horrible thought. Get this, "And it was given unto him to make war with the saints, and to overcome them:" Revelation 13:7. "And I saw the woman drunken with the blood of the saints, and with the blood of the martyrs of Jesus: and when I saw her I wondered with great admiration." Revelation 17:6. What a picture! No wonder John was so amazed. A stack of books could hardly contain the accounts of the 50 million Christians put to death as "heretics." For possessing a Bible, for believing that people ought to be free to worship God according to their own consci

Why ??
Why and not just why but how? I write alot of dark stuff about my emotions, I like to think I'm actually a good person and someday I'll come across a woman who thinks that. but this isn't what this blog is about. I'm asking why do people think emotions are just things to toy with and be careless with. How can people lie to others or just plain hide the truth when they know that they care? Recently I have had a few friends that have been messed with emotionaly and I dont understand why or how someone can do this. who do these people think they are to lead people on. Do they do it for the fun? Are they that low and self centered they don't care what they do to others? I've had this kind of thing done to me and these people I'm talking about are great people honest caring people that didn't deserve to have their emotions toyed with. not sure if this makes sence to anyone but just thought I'd throw this in -- Smoking guns and smoking mirrors Taken together and lumpe

Thanks!
1. Falling in love. 2. Laughing so hard your face hurts. 3. A hot shower. 4. No lines at the supermarket. 5. A special glance. 6. Getting mail. 7. Taking a drive on a pretty road. 8. Hearing your favorite song on the radio. 9. Lying in bed listening to the rain outside. 10. Hot towels fresh out of the dryer. 11. Chocolate milkshake (vanilla or strawberry). 12. A bubble bath. 13. Giggling. 15. The beach. 16. Finding a 20 dollar bill in your coat from last winter. 17. Laughing at yourself. 18. Looking into their eyes and knowing they Love you. 19. Midnight phone calls that last for hours. 20. Running through sprinklers. 21. Laughing for absolutely no reason at all. 22. Having someone tell you that you're beautiful. 23. Laughing at an inside joke with FRIENDS. 24. Accidentally overhearing someone say something nice about you. 25. Waking up and realizing you still have a few hours left to sleep. 26. Your first kiss (e

For Man Who Like Beer
BEER VS. VAGINA: 1. Beer is always wet. Vagina needs a little work. One point to BEER 2. Warm beer tastes awful. One point to VAGINA 3. A really cold beer is satisfying. One point to BEER 4. If after taking a swig of your favourite beer you find a hair between your teeth, you may puke. One point to VAGINA 5. If you get home reeking of beer your wife may get mad, make a scene, kick you out, etc. If you get home reeking of vagina your wife may get mad, kick you out, even leave you. There's definitely a point to be had here, depending on your point of view and personal circumstances. I'll just call it a DRAW for the time being. 6. Ten beers in one night and you can't drive home. Ten vaginas in one night and you don't want to drive anywhere. One point to VAGINA 7. If you have a lot of beer in a public place, your reputation may suffer. If you eat any p***y in public, you become a legend. One point to VAGINA 8. If a cop stops you and you smell of bee

Auction
Well the auction is over and I did a lot better this go around! The problem is...I don't want to own anyone especially after I had to withdraw. I do however enjoy giving things to people I like! What I would really like to see is you guys rate each others stuff and Drews. Those to be rated would be: DREW Sweet Turtle Natural Witch Jay Shockey If anyone doesn't want to do this just let me know and I shall "OWN ya!". I will deliver your bids tomorrow...hope you had fun.. xoxo

Under Constant Renovation
This is a blurb to everyone informing them that I am going to try to start 2 new blogs and keep up with them as much as possible. One will be comments that have been sent to me from supporters so that the people this page supports can see and read peoples comments and signs of support. The other will be comments that are made by troops,firefighters,law enforcement and ems workers to me that show their appreciation for what everyone is doing. This way everyone can see the effect they are having and tell someone how they feel about its influence on them. I will keep up as best I can. So those are coming soon....I will try to do new ones everyday. Thank you again!!!!! OK everyone....This is just to say that I will continue to add pictures as they become available. Seems I can add 10 with each level, till 11. Please feel free to send me pics you would like posted, and I will save them until room is avaiable. Thank You again for your continued support.

1st Contest!!
OK. I'VE ENTERED MY FIRST CONTEST AND RREALLY NEED ALL OF MY FRIENDS. FAMILY AND FANS TO HELP ME OUT BY COMMENTING ON MY PIC. SHOW A GIRL SUM GOO FU-LOVIN AND DROP NY A LEAVE SOME COMMENTS ON MY PIC.... MUAH!!! THANKIES!!!

Godfather
Just wanted to say thank you to everyone that stopped by to help out in leveling me today!! Most were not even my friends! The Shadow Levelers came at me out of now where!! Thank you all so much!!!!!! Please stop by and show these awesome people some love. If you were one of them and I missed you, please let me know and I will add your link. Please repost! Much love ~That Girl ♫LilBamaGirl♫@ fubar I.B.I .C BlondeRage26@ fubar Sexygranny1967~World Cruise Greeter~Dragon Flyer~Coaster Rider~Pirate~of S*U*P* & Shadow Levelers@ fubar ~~~FU-DADDY™~~~DA PLAYBOY OF DA FU™~FUBAR'S 16TH PROPHET~DA PIMP WITH 31 FU-WIVES"~@ fubar GARY~SHADOW LEVELER~R/L ENGAGED TO BooBoo~ FUMARRIED TO BooBoo~~OWNER OF LILBAMAGIRL@ fubar »♥{KiKi}♥« {{{Shadow Leveler}}}@ fubar Fit To Be Tied!@ fubar ~ Echo Angel ~@ fubar Freak@ fubar ღMiss Heartbreakerღ{Club F.A.R.}{Shadow Leveler}

My 1st College Spring Break
ITS MY 1ST COLLEGE SPRING BREAK WOOT I KNOW SOME OF MY FRIENDS HAVE BEEN THERE WELL NOW I WANT TO C WAT ITS LIKE I WANT TO BE FUBAR SMASHED LUVED BLAST ANY KIND OF FUN.... LETS SEE IF MY FUBAR SPRING BREAK CAN BE BETTER THEN REAL ITS SO ONNNNNNNN.... SO GOOOOOOOOO!!!!!! WOOT FUNNNN !!!! Texxas~FU G/F OF DASH FU OWNED BY PHILEMON@ fubar

An Excerpt From One Of My Novels
Use the link below to go to Coffee Time Romance to view the review for my gothic/horror/erotica book "The Curse of Albrecht Manor" http://www.coffeetimeromance.com/BookReviews/Thecurseofalbrechtmanor.html April 15th of this month sees the publication of my fifth novel, my first with Dark Roast Press. This is the first in a five novel series chronicling Noah Ravenswood and his assistant Dr. Sarah Bookings. Below is the back cover blurb to tantilize you.... The Curse of Albrecht Manor... The women of the Albrecht family are cursed! For nearly three hundred years the hex uttered by a witch being burnt at the stake has stalked them down the centuries. Priests, herbal women, and even Inquisitors have been brought in to stop it from driving the Albrecht daughters to sexual-induced madness on their twentieth birthday. Nothing has worked; not even an uprooting from their native Germany to America has stopped it. Soon it just became an unfortunate fact of life if you are a fema

Lyrics I Like That Aren't Mine
I’m a preacher sweating in the pews For the salvation I’m bringing you I’m a salesman, selling you hooks and plans And myself making demands When I’m home alone I just dance by myself And you pull my head so close, volume goes with the truth Signing off "I’m alright in bed but I’m better with a pen" The kid was alright but it went to his head I am God’s gift, why would he bless me with Such wit without a conscience equipped I’m addicted to the way I feel when I think of you, "There's too much green to feel blue" When I’m home alone I just can’t stop myself And you pull my head so close, volume goes with the truth Signing off "I’m alright in bed but I’m better with a pen" The kid was alright but it went to his head When I’m home alone I just can’t stop myself And you pull my head so close, volume goes with the truth Signing off "I’m alright in bed but I’m better with a pen" I’m alright in bed but I’m better with a pen I’m alright in bed but I’m better with

Private Writtings
I have cut down to 60 friends on my list. And still very few of them come by my profile. I have decided that I am going to delete everyone and gradually add the people that have actually come to my profile on a regular basis back to my friends and family. If this pisses you off, well hey your an adult you'll get over it. Daddy Doms Daddy/little girl does not refer to the ages, real or pretend, of the participants. Nor does it imply closet desires. In my relationship my Dom is not my father, he is nothing like my father, and I have no need for him to replace my father. He is however my Daddy. We do not engage in age play specifically ( beyond the occasional school girl fantasy *s*) and our relationship is not based on any need to have sex with children. I am always all woman, and always a very independent woman. He does have the ability to make me feel like a little girl, however, a very cherished and sometimes needy little girl. It is a feeling that I revel in, it is the safest p

Friends
Today I had a revelation.. I dont have but like three friends here.. out of the over 12,000 on my page.. I even begged a friend to start joking with me again.. I am begging people to even talk to me.. and that is so demeaning.. and it hurt so much. What did I ever do? I try and try and try and I try.. but nothing helps.. People tell me to "be yourself" then I will get friends, but that is all I am.. is myself.. and it isn't working.. Nothing I do seems to work getting friends.. I even began to stay away from this site more and more.. to see if someone would miss me.. and it shouldn't have surprised me.. when only those three missed me.. or even said anything about it.. In my two years of being here.. all I have are three ..that care about me.. or even WANT to talk to me.. I even thought about whoring myself around on here.. but I simply can't do that.. it isn't who I am.. I have helped so many people here.. I know it shouldn't be about getting things back from those that y

Not Made Of Stone
Father will you still take me into your arms when I’m spent and broken, Father will you still take me into your arms when I’m bleeding, Father will you still take me into your arms when I’m covered in these scars, Does it disgust you that I’m killing your child? Does it disgust you that I’m murdering your creation? Will you forgive every scar and cut? Will you hold me and tell me its okay, Or will you send me away and tell me never to return, Will you just walk away and leave me standing, Will you love me or will you hate me, Ashes to ashes, Dust to dust, When I die will you let me go home? Or will I have to stand at the gates, and watch through the bars as Saint Peter tells me to move on, down the stairs, I don't want to end there, I want to be with you, where love is real, where there is no pain, father,father,father! Fine then, Look at me with disgust and hate, It won’t make you stronger, It won’t make me weaker, You try and try and try, But you won’t

Announcement
seeing as i no longer have my vip (B0000000) i have decided to add pics to my stash So the following catagories are as follows... Videos = vids of me Pics = pics of me Tracks = funny vids i like News = funny pics i like Surveys = friend's screenshots Dunno = Music videos Show = cool things done to my name (so far, lol So in effort to be my camera-hog self, I HAD TO FIGURE OUT SOMETHING, LMFAO LOVE YA'LL ICULookin aka Skinny Dippin' Princess :P

Life Of An Ordinary
yeah we all have done things to hurt ourselves or evern someones elses life. weve all mad wrong choicees and decisions. me it all started at 16. i was one of those guys that no one liked. i got kicked out of lame ass high school bc a bunch of racial ass monkeys decided it was cute to crack lame ass wise ass jokes on my as. but dont worry i threatended to blow their heads off and that night i followed them home and went to their house and beat the fuck out of them with my friends from college i had met. lmfao. after that no one fucked with my ass. i had met thsi girl jessica. man i though she was the shit. until sh started hitting on my younger brother then i dropped her ass like a bad outs hell and sent her home crying to little mommy. the point is ive had a rough rough life. growing up in a huge middle of no where farm our in summerset ky. my biologiscal parents melested me and my siblings. long story short i was adopted at 16. got kicked out of high school and met a well i though w

Auction!!
Im up for auction again!! This is what I am offering to the highest bidder: ~"Owned by_____" in my name for one month ~200 11's a week for the month ~Rate all stash during HH up to 400 ~All pic rating done during HH ~Pimpout blog and bully ~Featured on my profile ~ONE BIG PIMPIN gift a week ~Profile comment daily ~Random gifts given ~Keep 100% shit-faced ~Customized tags made randomly or upon request ~***If Happy Hour bid is made -- 400-11's a week for one monthClick the link to bid on me! Hurry…what are you waiting for??

It?
The Why's of Men 1. WHY DO MEN BECOME SMARTER DURING SEX? (Because they are plugged into a genius) 2. WHY DON'T WOMEN BLINK DURING SEX? (They don't have enough time) 3. WHY DOES IT TAKE 1 MILLION SPERM TO FERTILIZE ONE EGG? (They don't stop to ask directions) 4. WHY DO MEN SNORE WHEN THEY LIE ON THEIR BACKS? (Because their balls fall over their butt-hole and they vapor lock) (You're laughing, aren't you?!?!) 5. WHY WERE MEN GIVEN LARGER BRAINS THAN DOGS? (So they won't hump women's legs at cocktail parties) 6. WHY DID GOD MAKE MEN BEFORE WOMEN? (You need a rough draft before you make a final copy) 7. HOW MANY MEN DOES IT TAKE TO PUT A TOILET SEAT DOWN? (Don't know.....it's never happened) And my personal favorite: 8. WHY DID GOD PUT MEN ON EARTH? (Because a vibrator can't mow the lawn) Remember, if you haven't got a smile on your face and laughter in your heart......check yourself!!!

Reading Stuff On Net Today Wow Read This !
Some of these are older stories but was reading stuff today online and wow unreal.For one the story on sexual abuse with 13 yr old daughter...hmmm she is going to jail for it and the abuser good ole daddy gets nothing it looks like WTH ???? The baby in microwave, The devil made him do it ??? hello damn don't go to his church ,hell we got enough baby killers around.Then the drugs in our water was a very recent story.Well we posted it all over so the enemy might have some new ideas to kill us hmmmm ..ok Sharing my net for the today very sad.... Father rapes teenage daughter for several years, throws newborns down airshaft.http://www.parentsbehavingbadly.com/2007/04/26/father-rapes-teenage-daughter-for-several-years-throws-newborns-down-airshaft/ 19-year-old father Joshua Mauldin has now also admitted to throwing his baby, placing her in the fridge and locking her in the hotel room safe before microwaving her. http://www.parentsbehavingbadly.com/2007/05/28/microwave-baby-upd

Wanna Own Me?
Im in another contest on people that would like to bid on me and own me for a month. This is what im offering. 1. Your name next to mine with the title.."owned by.."for a month 2. 1 or more daily comments 3. Pics and stash rated during a happy hour. 4.If given a happy hour, 1,500 11s for the month 5. Will be put in my family list. 6. Friend #2 for 2 weeks, then Friend #1 for the following. (this is due to im already owned by someone. 7 Keep you 100% buzzed 8.Add to Yahoo messenger.(if you desire) Heres the link. _blank>

~men Are Like...~
**************Men Are Like...******************* ... Blenders. You need one, but you're not quite sure why. ... Chocolate Bars. Sweet, smooth, and they usually head right for your hips. ... Coffee. The best ones are rich, warm, and can keep you up all night long. ... Commercials. You can't believe a word they say. ... Computers. Hard to figure out and never have enough memory. ... Coolers. Load them with beer and you can take them anywhere. ... Copiers. You need them for reproduction, but that's about it. ... Curling Irons. They're always hot, and they're always in your hair. ... Government Bonds. They take way too long to mature. ... Horoscopes. They always tell you what to do and are usually wrong. ... Lava Lamps. Fun to look at, but not all that bright. ... Mascara. They usually run at the first sign of emotion. ... Parking Spots. The good ones are already taken and the ones that are left are either handicapped or extre

Poem I Wrote....
I lost my Dad on January 4th and this is the poem I read at his service.... God saw you was getting tired, and a cure was not to be. So he put his arms around you and whispered "Come with me." With tearful eyes we watched you suffer and saw you fade away. Although we loved you dearly, We could not make you stay. A golden heart stopped beating, Hardworking hands to rest. God broke our hearts to prove to us That you had passed his test. With momma now we lay you down, We'll do our best not to frown. Remember Daddy we love you, And we know you loved us too. Watch down on us and guide us, As we know you tried to do. When God calls down upon us, on that glorious day, Together at heavens gates we'll be, forever to stay.

Stalking 101
Ok, here's the story. My Boyfriend used to date this chick back in Springfield, Illinios. They broke up back in September of 2007. She Continues to send him TEXT messages, Phone Calls, and Instant Messages on Yahoo! He has told her to that he wants nothing to do with her, ever again. But she wont give up on him. He continues to tell her to FUCK OFF, and to Leave him alone, But nothing ever works. If You have any advice on this situation, Please Help. The Stalkers Profiles are as follows: They are the same Person. But Different User Names! If You Would Like To Have A Stalker Of Your Own, Please DON'T Hesitate To Call Amanda Bagwell at 1-217-691-1637. She Currently lives in Springfield, Illinios. Close To Lanphier High School, on 13th St, Just off North Grand Ave. 2 Blocks from the old Philsbury Plant....

Help Her Out!
Please Help Her Get To GodMother. F/A/R her and be sure to comment bomb her link she has on her page! Join the Freak Show!! ~PebblesinAZ~READ BLOGS!~CoFounder of the FREAK show with...who else...FREAK!~Owned by Emanon!xoxo@ fubar

Endless Love
To yearn for a touch; To fall into a warm embrace; To be loved as such. To give all of your heart and soul; To feel the love over flowing in abundance; To know together you could make a diamond out of coal. To make the other person your every thing; To have complete faith in each other; To know one day there will be a ring. To know you would never give up on the fight; To being able to communicate on every level with endless conversation; To just being able to look into each others eyes and make love into the night. Writing and reciting your own vows; Promising to be your best with achieving self love and keeping a positive attitude; Taking time to show your love in the right now. Pull your strength from one another; Don't be afraid to show the emotions at hand; Today turns to months, months turn to years, and with age you know in your heart there will be no other.

Looking For Me???
I'm sure a lot of you are wondering where the hell I disappeared to. Well I didn't drop off the face of the planet, I'm still around. As I'm sure you know I promote my bf's band Alexis Machine. In doing that I join tons of websites. My last count was about 21! So yea, it gets pretty time consuming and try as I may it IS impossible for me to keep up with everyone. I try my best though. If I can't keep in contact through messages & comments then writing blogs is my next option. I hope you understand. I wish I could gather up everyone on my friends list's on every website I'm on and have them all on one site but not everyone is into joining a gazillion sites like me lol. Anyways, for anyone interested or should I say anyone who's a member...I'm on MyYearbook now. This is where I've been spending my days lately so if you're on there by all means add me. Hope to see you there! http://www.myyearbook.com/tattooed-angel Over the last few years I've began to see a side of myself I d

Life
And now I sit inside my glass prison Screaming to be let free But all my efforts are in vain You can't even hear me Look into my tear stained eyes And tell me what you see Am I so completely dead to you That you don't even see me?Watch the tears fall down my face An endless stream of forgotten hate Fall into an unknown world Follow the road of fearful fate Banish the light from inside your mind Let the dark consume your soul Lose yourself inside this hell Cause yourself to lose control Rest your head and close your eyes Soon the pain will fade Slip away into your dreams No longer be afraidI feel my body growing cold Shaking, shivering, fade away Trembling under Death's sweet kiss I'm too far led astray Leave me helpless on the ground Left alone to face this death Fatal numbness pass over me And I breathe my one last breath My screams have been silenced My tears have been dried As I lay upon the earth And let this life subsideLet the dark

Can't Argue With This
ONE DAY AT A TIME The most useless thing to do ... ........Worry The greatest Joy....................... ........Giving The greatest loss.................Loss of self-respect The most satisfying work............. ...Helping others The ugliest personality trait......................Selfishness The most endangered species...................Dedicated leaders The greatest "shot in the arm"..................Encouragement The greatest problem to overcome......... ....Fear Most effective sleeping pill........... ...Peace of mind The most crippling failure disease..... ....Excuses The most powerful force in life.............. ........Love The most dangerous pariah.................................A gossiper The world's most incredible computer... ...The brain ! The worst thing to be without...................Hope The deadliest weapon.... The tongue....... The two most power-filled words..............."I Can" Th

Single And Looking
I am getting sick and tired of being single. Right when I think I met someone that actually is different! Caring! and someone I really thought was right for me, and liked me back like he said, and ment it...I WAS WRONG! ONCE AGAIN! I am so sick of liars...why cant guys just be honest and faithful for fuck sake grrrrrrr