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Revenge

Fine then, Look at me with disgust and hate, It won’t make you stronger, It won’t make me weaker, You try and try and try, But you won’t bring me down, I’ll still stand strong, Laugh at your poor excuses and your lame old lines, Did you really think I was going to breakdown and cry and die? To crash and burn, To turn and turn, Pull faces of disgust and hate, See if I care, I can do worse, Torment you, haunt you, and torture you, Sadists have their games, Soon I’ll see you face twist into fear, A sadistic smile on my face, Burning your pride, beauty and esteem, Reward myself with your tears, Then I’ll laugh, And laugh, And laugh...

Go ahead and hate me

I want to love you but I have to hate you, You poison my mind with affection, You kill me with your love, You suffocate me with your ribbons and lace, Stab a knife through my back while you hold me, Caressing my arm and leaving cuts, I’m bleeding for you, Bleeding for you, I can’t think without you interrupting, I can’t sleep without you being there, I can’t dream without you making it into a enchanting nightmare, I can’t, I can’t, I can’t, I want to hate you but I love you, Burning in my heart, Burn, burn, burn, You’ve stole away my soul, And you left the shell, Emptiness, I’m sick with this condition, You my one and only addiction, You are this affliction, And my contradiction, I love to hate and hate to love, I hate to hate and love to love, I want to hate but I have to love, I want to love but I have to hate, Why do you tease me like this? Why do you love me? Can’t you just turn around and tell me to fuck off, Just leave me, Tell me that you hate me, Hate me, hate me, hate me! Every touch, Every word, Every breath, Every letter, Every thought kills me that one bit more, You try to save me but you’re the one killing me, How can you be the savior when you are the killer? Leave me behind, push me away, forsake me, I’m convulsing in my skin, It’s eating away at me, Taking everything that was me away, I’m losing my head because of you, I’m dying because of you, I’m crying because of you, Please hate me, Please hate me, Please hate me…

a father

Father will you still take me into your arms when I’m spent and broken, Father will you still take me into your arms when I’m bleeding, Father will you still take me into your arms when I’m covered in these scars, Does it disgust you that I’m killing your child? Does it disgust you that I’m murdering your creation? Will you forgive every scar and cut? Will you hold me and tell me its okay, Or will you send me away and tell me never to return, Will you just walk away and leave me standing, Will you love me or will you hate me, Ashes to ashes, Dust to dust, When I die will you let me go home? Or will I have to stand at the gates, and watch through the bars as Saint Peter tells me to move on, down the stairs, I don't want to end there, I want to be with you, where love is real, where there is no pain, father,father,father!

Not made of stone

Metal plates protect me, Rusty, worn and dented, Troubles, Memories, Pain, It all attacks me, Battering against my chest, Trying to get to my heart, I won’t let it, I won’t let it, Got to stay strong, Got to stay strong, But it’s slowly getting through, I thought I was strong, I thought I could ignore it, I thought I could stand it, But now it’s getting to me, Now it’s getting to me, It’s piercing through, It’s making its way in, Right into my heart, Right into my fears, It all rushes in, Attacking, attacking, attacking, It’s killing me, It’s drowning me, It’s got me…
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