harmonyrs1013's blog: ""you can sew your lips shut with your heartstrings..."

How much can you love?

Does your love fit like a glove?

Is it unconditionally?

Is it without questionability?

How many lovers do you have?

Do you think you can save?

That person who you love?

With the love you seem to think fits like a glove?

Do they feel the same?

Or is it just a game?

What I feel for you is deep

But I am not sure I want to take that leap

You make my heart skip beats

You make my knees go weak

You make me feel a little crazy

Everything seems hazy

My nights are no longer lazy

Maybe I will take that leap

Because what I feel for you is that deep

Dear Fubar Family and Friends,

 

                I am sorry I am not on here like I used to be, but life has gotten in the way of playtime.  I have been super busy with my business.  I have been writing a book and just picked up a second book along with countless articles for 2 magazines and various other clients.  The best part about my new job is that I get to do what I love for a living and it makes me happy.  Interviewing national acts, such as Theory of a Deadman, 7 Mary 3 and Company of Thieves has been a joyous occasion for me as well as continuing my quest for local live music.  I still love you all and wish you nothing but the best life has to offer you.  Keep doing what you do and find something or someone you love to spend you time with.  Have a great week!

Who I was... A very shy girl, A writer, A caring person, A music lover, A friend, A daughter, A happy person (most of the time), Who I could have been... A lover, A friend, A person that might have made it worth it (if given a chance), If they would pay attention to things more than in that "friend" way. Just because I am the "sweet" girl doesn't mean I don't have those urges or feeling towards people. If you pay attention in the way I speak to you or look at you, you might actually notice it. I can be flirty if I feel something for you although if I feel there is no chance then I won't bother. Lately this is all I have been feeling. I find a guy I have a connection with and I know there is no chance so I don't bother. And the result of all the disappointment is... Who I've become..... A stronger individual, An independent soul, A person who strives on being single, A writer, A caregiver, A music lover (especially that of the local persuasion), A daughter, A friend, An extremely happy person (finally), and I am still that very shy girl that has become a 32 year old woman.

Will you be the one to ignite this fire within my desire and take me ever so higher? So my head will be in the clouds and these clothes feel like they are just shrouds. Could you be my heart's desire that will light this internal fire?

Will you be the one to reignite the flame, from which it once came or will we continue to play this game? And everything remain the same? Which one of us would be to blame? At the end when all we do is remain friends.

Can we be lovers under the covers? Or will we just remain friends and will my heart be crushed again in the end? I know I am shy and will probably just let you go by just like the others of would be lovers

Music is the air I breathe It is the life I lead When it touches my ears something inside switches gears well written lyrics evoke something in my spirit when it touches my heart there is nothing that can tear me apart from hearing it live for this I will strive to feel the emotions from the band there is nothing more grand that is why music is the air I breathe

There is a story in everyone's life in all its glory and all its strife all the sadness all the madness when its quiet and peaceful when it's crazy and hazy when you feel like you are in a maze and there is no light at the end of your own plight there is always a story in everyone's life.

It is to late because I am gone you should have listened to fate you had your chance so I took a stance and I moved on I gave my heart to another and now you want to bother is it all about the chase working at your own pace figuring I would be there when you were finally ready standing in the corner holding steady when it comes to you I no longer become unglued