Steelsandman's blog: "misc"

Hey All~ Ya know it is nice when ya receive messages whether its an I'm or Text and it is a nice one. On the other hand once in a while ya get one or two that are not so nice. Today I received several messages that were nasty as in people were pissed at me and saying that I should not do certain things and leave others alone. Now that put me in a very bad place mentally and severly pissed me off! I have replied to these messages trying find out what the hell is going on but get no response. I hate feeling this way cause I get really tempermental, mean, irate etc. But it also depends on who I am talking to if I am that way towards them. Well it is time to find a way to get happy again! Hopefully It will happen real soon!!!

Are feelings and emotions worth having? At this point and time i am pondering that question myself. Not sure if they are or not. Dont get me wrong about it but it seems like when you put your feelings out there and wear your heart on your sleeve it leaves you vulnerable to get hurt and cause you pain and get your heart broke and crushed into pieces!!! Is it time to go totally emotionless? I am tired of being hurt and feeling pain!!!!