When I See An Elephant Fly....
They flagged my ass in elmo jammie pants as NSFW. WTF??????????? How fucking retarded do you have to be? I am fully dressed Just because its my posterior doesn't make it NSFW. I think perhaps whoever flagged it might need to spend some time masturbating obviously they got some retention going on...jackasses! I am pissed!!!! I was sitting here talking to my friend about my daughter and my life when i get an alert for a picture comment...I go to look at it and what do I see? Jaw drops and i am absolutely stunned...it says this 2007-2-21 22:18:46 marry me reply | delete comment now I giggle because I do that and because thats absolutely insane!! But no it gets better... I go to my favorite feature of this site...the *dreaded shoutbox :Þ ->Alana: what? Eddie: what? ->Alana: what? ->Alana: odd comment Eddie: i meant it ->Alana: why? Eddie: your the one ->Alana: how could you possibly know this from pictures? Eddie: beautiful smart Eddie: and so wise Eddie: ey

When Depression Owns The Heart
When Depression Owns the Heart A depression so deep it finds a way into the Soul, and travels through every pore of your Heart. A depression so large it encompasses every bit of your Reality, and leaves Reality a cloudy memory. A depression so dense it compresses every will you once had, and bows you down to accept it as it's own. A depression so devious it takes you piece by piece, and consumes each piece day by day. A depression so truly disheartening, and leaves you no other emotions. A depression so dangerous, and kills, everything, inside, of you.

When My Juices Start Flowin...
Want to take a quiz??... 1. Last time you had a date? A: I don't think I've ever been on a real 'date'. 2. Last time you had sex? A: It's been too long, I forget. 3.a. Last time you gave a bj? A: The same time I last had sex more'n likely. 3.b. Spit or swallow? A: Swallow. 4.a. Last time you masturbated? A: Couple hours ago. 4.b. Fingers or toy? A: Fingers. 5. Ever used food during sex? (Details!!) A: Yes, fruit, sauces. 6. Sex outside? A: Love It! 7. Most unusual place youve had sex? A: @ a wedding reception outside the hall. 8. How many men have you had sex with? A: Nunya 9. Any women? A: Yes 10. Anal? A: Yes 11. Ever been tied up? A: Yes 12. Spanked? A: Mmmmmmm Yes!! lol 13. Your special sexual skill? A: I give great head! hahaha 14. On top, underneath or from behind? A: All of the above please! 15. Would you describe yourself as dominant or submissive? A: Submissive. 16. Kink

When Fire Is Anger!
I had a dream, which was not all a dream. The bright sun was extinguish'd, and the stars Did wander darkling in the eternal space, Rayless, and pathless, and the icy earth Swung blind and blackening in the moonless air; Morn came, and went and came, and brought no day, And men forgot their passions in the dread Of this desolation; and all hearts Were chill'd into a selfish prayer for light: And they did live by watchfires - and the thrones, The palaces of crowned kings, the huts, The habitations of all things which dwell, Were burnt for beacons; cities were consumed, And men were gathered round their blazing homes To look once more into each other's face; Happy were those who dwelt within the eye Of the volcanos, and their mountain-torch: A fearful hope was all the world contain'd; Forest were set on fire but hour by hour They fell and faded and the crackling trunks Extinguish'd with a crash and all was black. The brows of men by the despairing

When Everything Comes Crashing Down This Is All That Is Left.
Got a big plan, his mind's set, maybe it's right At the right place and right time, maybe tonight In a whisper or handshake sending a sign Wanna make out and kiss hard, wait never mind Late night, in passing, mention it flip to her Best friend, it's no thing, maybe it slipped but the slip turns to terror and a crush to like when she walked in he froze up, leave it to fright It's cute in a way, till you cannot speak And you leave to have a cigarette, knees get weak escape was just a nod and a casual wave Obsess about it, heavy for the next two days It's only just a crush, it'll go away It's just like all the others it'll go away Or maybe this is danger and you just don't know You pray it all away but it continues to grow I want to hold you close Skin pressed against me tight Lie still, and close your eyes girl So lovely, it feels so right I want to hold you close Soft breath, beating heart As I whisper in your ear I want to fucking tear you apart Then

When Im Gone
When I die don't cry for me, smile for me because now I'm resting comfortably, this world has grown tired of me, decided it was time for me to leave out unexpectedly, now suddenly I'm popular B, people I aint seen in years come'in to pay respect to me, its all luv I see, but let me be finally there's no more pain upon my chest. I can now close my eyes and peacefully rest. I dont want anyone to morn cause for every man down another one is born, maybe he who takes my place will make this world a better place, cause lord knows I'm only here to take up space. Jen

When U Mess
i have 1 woman who is posting half a conversation i had wit her friend and the woman who i had a conversation with she called me a black nigger so she made a small argument get bigger and all shes doing now is posting half the conversation and posting it on a bulletin and her friends r rating me 1's and believe me im not worried about it so just letting ya'll know WHEN SOMEONE GETS RACIST WIT ME AND CALLS ME A NIGGER I WILL ALWAYS DEFEND MYSELF SO YOUR STUPID FRIEND IS PISSED OFF AND WAIT YOUR SEXY VIXEN SO DONT BE CALLING ME A NIGGER AGAIN, (LISA WINFIELD) IS THE ONE WHO CALLED ME A NIGGER when u bother me, what goes around will come back around in many ways so if u continue bothering me, bad luck will happen

When You Love A Woman
I could never hurt you, never make you cry, I will give you all my heart, you are the world to me, you give my life meaning, a dream I thought could never be, in your eyes I see sparkles, your smile lights my day, I will spend my lifetime, searching to find a way, to make you happy, to give you all your wants and needs, without you I'm empty, you are the air I breath, these feelings can only come, When You Love A Woman ... Journey - When You Love A WomanMusic Code provided by Song2Play.Com

When Will It Be Over???
i had to deal with my girls dad last night and it went as well as i thought it would. not good at all. he needs help and eveyone that knows him, knows that. hes tring to live in a fantasy world where theres no problems and no consequenses. hes lost so much so far right now and hes gunna just keep falling. i want his to get help but he thinks that he doesnt have a problem. i care bout him to a point, but i still dont wanna see him fall anymore. it hurts to know that hes lost everything. hes lost his wife, 2 beautiful daughters, his home, lost of friends, hes no longer 1/2 business owner of what was his shop, everything. how do you get someone help, if they dont wanna help themself??? please help me! i cant stand seeing this happen anymore. its got to the point that now hes getting violent, and very verbally abusive to others, including myself, scaring my girls, and i do believe that he will hurt someone.

When In Time Of Need
to everyone: I wanted to post this blog to remind everyone that no matter how bad things may get or seem at times in your life just remember that it will get better and to have hope. I've been there and know how much it hurts and often times leads to depression. I want everyone who reads this blog to know that if you ever need someone to talk to or vent on or anything and are feeling down like the doors around you are closing please just send me a message. Your never alone. There's always someone out there that is willing to lift you back up or just give a helping hand. Jon

When Life Hands You Lemons Find Someone Who Was Given Vodka And Have A Party!!!!
Getting through another day Current mood: cold Category: Life I guess i'm going to use these blogs as a treatment journal.WoW the day after treatment is worst than the day of.for the life of me i can't get warm. I'm sitting in the sun wrapped up in a mink blanket and my skin is still cold to the touch.My stomach is crapping like crazy.And i have at least 6 more weeks of this...I think the worst part of this is that i can't sleep..and i know i need to try believe me i what to i just can't as if this isn't enough My step mother is trying to take my daughter from me. and adopt her even against my wishes.She just had my sister serviced with papers. stating that she is not aloud to go on moms property or try to contact her at all and so there for we can't talk to my daughter either because mom will answer the phone.. And i guess i'm going to get servied them too so time this week. My step mom is crazy She has bi-polar and as been on meds for at least 10 years and now within a cou

When A Guy Misses You!!!
When a girl bumps into your arm while walking she wants you to hold her hand When she wants a hug she will just stand there When u break a girls heart, she still feels it when u run into each other 3 years later When a girl is quiet, millions of things are running through her mind. When a girl is not arguing, she is thinking deeply. When a girl looks at you with eyes full of questions, she is wondering how long you will be around. When a girl answers, "I'm fine, " after a few seconds, she is not at all fine. When a girl stares at you, she is wondering why you are so wonderful. When a girl lays her head on your chest, she is wishing for you to be hers forever. When a girl says that she can't live without you, she has made up her mind that you are her future. When a girl says, "I miss you, " no one in this world can miss you more than that When a girl is mean to you after a breakup she wants you back, but she's scared she'll get hur

When The Penis Thinks...
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When It Comes To Being Confident
well, i know that it's a total cliche and a complete turn off when a woman says that she's not pretty enough or that she doesn't think she's all that. Looking at my pictures you see someone that's flirty and perhaps a little adventurous...and yes, that's me...but not until you get to know me and I'm comfortable being with you. For me it's not that I don't like myself or that I think i'm utterly dispicable and it's not like I'm outrageously overweight, although I'm not what I used to be. What it mainly boils down to is that I have some "extra padding" as they say. I have a daughter, and she's 5 and I'm just not like most really petite women that have had children and just bounce back to being firm and in shape and utterly perfect with boobs that could poke your eyes out. What gets me is that I'm totally cool about making friends day to day outside of my computer interests, and that seems to go well. I have men flirt with me at work a lot, but I just don't know how I would feel if a guy

When You Miss Sumone So Much
Get this widget | Share | Track details Picture a rose which is in full bloom and the air smells like the sweetest of exotic perfume and the sunlight is peicing across the ocean blue just let me know if I'm boring you I'll take you to a place in which your mind can be free a place of rest for the soul reserved for you and me so grab my hand and let me lead the way I'll take you to a place where lovers go to play I ask myself why, why you would let me cry. Let me cry so much and recieve no touch. No touch that sent chills down my body and around my heart, instead it felt like you threw a dart. One that tore and ripped and now seeks someone to fix. Except the only one who can fix it is you, but while you do that I ask you...how could you? Love is special, love is weak, why would you just pick up and leave? Give me reasons, give me the truth why would you do this to me, becuase now all I do is live without you.

When They Came, They...?
Wood, cracked, holes, morning! Bright eyes open with sheaths of white residue, plotting to exchange the register, of suicidal tenacies. In protection the spors eject fire, in the desire to hold all projects, built to last the disaster. Wood, cracks, holes, pouring. Rain delights stress that fractures, bones when minds collapse. Red eyes fufil the need to....? Wood, cracks, holes, bleeding. When they came, they wilted, in the dust that followed, their beating, un defining pride in, one single conflict, of love and unconditional, sorrow. For one child that emits sporadic achievments, that strike the world insane. would you cry insane? would you cry to sleep? shouldn't you weap for something greater than life. think not, and able the matter to be irelevant, for this wonderful cause, Life, foundationless, deliberative, and adquate. By:OCEAN

When Hopes & Dreams Die!(revised & Reposted!)
Wednesday, March 14, 2007 Self Responsibilty. Where Has It gone? Current mood: All over the place! Category: All over the place! Life If only life could be so simple. Now I am well aware that most people feel they have their pulse on what the world should be like. That if people were more like them this would be a better place to live in. I don't feel that way though. I beleive variety in people makes this place a better place to live in. But I also feel that there are some basic simularities that should be adhered to aswell. Most notably taking responsibility in your own actions. I know that circumstances are always at play in decisions that are made,both good & bad. Some not of ur own doing. But there are always two choices. The right & the wrong. Since we are all falable many times we chose the wrong. Lord knows I know all too well as I've made my fair share & suspect I'm not through making some more myself. Its black & white. There are no gray areas. To me gray areas

When Is Too Much Skin ..too Much?
I have other sites...and some women have come on and left their opinion of how some women conduct themselves..when they do pictures for their sites...How u have a brain and therefor u do not need to show any skin of any kind..mmm men work off of visuals ..and if your dressed even a little provacitive how can it hurt...I think women who complain have nothing to offer or are prudes. Or maybe just plane jealous..mmmmmm men can go around with no shirt on..and just a pair of shorts...nice..we have to more covered than not...so I don't see how it makes us brainless by showing some skin..I'm sorry i have them...and I will show some of them in my pics...you don't like? Don't look!! :)

When Bush Knew No Weapons In Iraq
How Bogus Letter Became a Case for War Intelligence Failures Surrounded Inquiry on Iraq-Niger Uranium Claim By Peter Eisner Washington Post Tuesday, April 3 It was 3 a.m. in Italy on Jan. 29, 2003, when President Bush in Washington began reading his State of the Union address that included the now famous -- later retracted -- 16 words: "The British Government has learned that Saddam Hussein recently sought significant quantities of uranium from Africa." Like most Europeans, Elisabetta Burba, an investigative reporter for the Italian newsweekly Panorama, waited until the next day to read the newspaper accounts of Bush's remarks. But when she came to the 16 words, she recalled, she got a sudden sinking feeling in her stomach. She wondered: How could the American president have mentioned a uranium sale from Africa? Burba felt uneasy because more than three months earlier, she had turned over to the U.S. Embassy in Rome documents about an alleged uranium sale by the centra

When I Grow Up
What will you be when you grow up? drug dealer

When I Found Out!!
THE VERDICT CAME IN TODAY! THE GUY WHO KILLED MY HUSBAND WAS FOUND GUILTY OF 1ST DEGREE MURDER WITH GANG ENHANCEMENTS, AND A FEW GANG CHARGES! THE DA SAID THAT HE WILL SPEND ABOUT 50-60 YEARS IN PRISON BEFORE HE EVEN IS ELIGABLE FOR PAROLE! HE WILL DIE THERE! I FEEL RELIEVED AND YET AT THE SAME TIME SAD! THE SYSTEM WORKED FOR MY FAMILY AND SO THERE IS HOPE! WE HAD THE MOST AWESOME D.A., DETECTIVES, AND POLICE OFFICERS IN THIS CASE AND A FORTUNATE BECAUSE MOST PEOPLE DON'T HAVE THAT! I AM VERY GREATFUL AND FINALLY RELIEVED TO HAVE SOME CLOSURE! I STILL MISS MY HUSBAND, BUT I FEEL THAT A BIG WIEGHT HAS BEEN LIFTED FROM ALL OF OUR SHOULDERS AND AM GLAD THAT HIS MURDERER IS BEHIND BARS AND CANNOT DO THIS TO ANOTHER PERSON AND THIER FAMILY! Well, I had a pretty bad day today! I don't know why, just did. I guess that is how it goes sometimes. I am still looking for a house to call home, and hope that I find something soon! My kids and I need our own space as my wonderful friend a

When I......
When i......breath....it is Him i breath When i......eat....it is Him that nurishes me When i......drink.....it is Him that quenches my thirst When i......hear....it is His voice that i hear When i......see....it is His face that i gaze upon When i......speak....it is Him i am reflecting When i......feel.....it is Him that is filling me with happiness When i......am happy.....it is Him that is resposible for it

When Would U
You scored as Day horny. You get horny during the daytime. Evenings and mornings are bed time... for sleeping, that is. You like to have it at the same time you are having your daily activities. You may want do it anywhere: workplace, school, in bus, train, after returning home. But your companion might not want to do it the daytime, but leave the cherry of the cake for more sacred time.Night horny100%Morning horny100%Day horny100%How HORNY are you after all?created with QuizFarm.com

When Real Life Trumps Cherry Life
Dear CherryTap Friends, My Mom, Cherie (screen name WitchsBrew), was recently involved in an accident in which a drunk driver hit her head on while she was driving to work. She is now in the hospital and on a ventilator with multiple fractures and a serious concussion. This drunk driver has had 3 prior convictions of DUI and this attack on my Mom is the 4th. I am asking for your help in making sure this man does not commit this senseless attack on anyone else. Please take the time to sign the following petition so I have ammunition to take to the lawmakers and capital of Tennesse where this took place. Remember, this could have happened to your Mom, Dad, brother, sister, aunt, uncle, child, or best friend. It could have happened to YOU. Thank you, Kurt (screen name Oak) WitchsBrew's son Please post a comment to sign the petition Something cool that Xerox is doing If you go to this web site, www.LetsSayThanks.com you can pick out a t

When Love And Hate Collide
I lost it the day you Left I went mad in my mind I wanted to scream I didnt think the world should go on I didn't think id ever feel whole again Id lost part of my heart and soul I wondered did anyone even care It seems like they all kept on saying time would heal It did to a certain degree It didn't however make me forget It isn't something that you can do with the snap of your fingers It is something you can try to push it back into the back of your mind and when you least expect it the memories come back and thats when it feels like it was yesterday you left and i have to relive it all over but the one thing is i just keep on living and your still GONE

When I Close My Eyez And I Get U On My Mind
as i lay here thinkn about you, i recall the way your eyez portray your feelingz so easily. thatz y i love you so much, u give yourself freely to me. a gift no one has ever entrusted me with b4. i love you, not only for what you've done with your life, but for what you're doing 2 mine. i see it everyday. you have made me happy and whole. without a word, without a gesture, without a dout, just by being yourself. such a simple thing yet the hardest to give. i guess thatz y a love like ourz is wonderful but also frightening . we give everything. so much so that it would seem one could not survive without the other. i live only 2 return to your armz at the end of the day. how could i ever explain to another person, what joy this bringz me? how can i describe the over powering sense of love when wrapped in those protective armz. i would give anything for you to know how it feelz to know that at timez when i think about the love we share, i cant stop the tearz of sadness only since you ca

When It Comes Down 2 It..
What more could that title mean? What more could I hope by even caring? This blog is the only outlet I have to rant sooo rant I shall...any spelling or grammer mistakes are due to me and those that have issues with it .... oh f*ck off! LOL! Some time you got to laugh instead of cry.... I am so sick of being used for who I am what I am. My screen name needs to change for good because I am not feeling much like an angel at this point and really I could give a shit less. Speaking in that sense my damn wings are burnt so far down that there are feathers left! I have no more in me to protect those that I love or that need me. Every time I turn around someone is needy for me...WTF? These same people cant seem to get their crap straight and I just cannot keep going. and there are those out there that wonder why I am/want to go into the Coast Guard? Least there I know I am doing something positive!!! Lets get real people...there are those out there that are a drain and they won't tak

When I Am In A Relationship
So now he is up north. We dont know when he will be home. I miss him alot and I wish he could be here. I need him, want him. I love him more than anything. Soon I hope he will be home. When I'm in a Relationship......... I am the girl who will let you go out with your guy friends. But you have to realize that I will go out with my girls. I am the girl who trusts you, believes you, and believes in you. I am the girl who will miss you terribly, not cheat on you, if you go out of town. I am the girl who will get you soup when your sick and a washcloth for your head. I am the girl that would talk to you if there is a problem, not go out and cheat. I am the girl that would play hookie for a day just to be with you. I am the girl that realizes that every couple needs space, and realizes that absence makes the heart grow fonder. I am the girl that will come rescue you, no matter the situation. I am the girl that needs some rescuing herself. I am the girl t

When A Girl Calls....
WHEN A GIRL CALLS: When you catch a girl glancing at you, She wants you to look back and smile, When a girl bumps into your arm while walking with you, She wants you to hold her hand, When she wants a hug she will just stand there. When u break a girls heart she still feels it when you run into each other 3 years later, When a girl is quiet, a millions of things are running through her mind, When a girl is not arguing, She is thinking deeply, When a girl looks at you with eyes full of questions, She is wondering how long you will be around, When a girl answers "I'm fine" after a few seconds, She is not at all fine, When a girl stares at you, She is wondering why you are playing games, When a girl lays her head on your chest, She is wishing for you to be hers forever, When a girl says she can't live without you, She has made up her mind that you are her future, When a girl says "I miss you" no one in this world can miss you more than that, When a girl is mean to you after a break-up,

When U Love Someone
i love someone right now he is soo perfect and how i can tell i love him soo much is if i see him on or i am a talkin to him i get all butterfly and i always have a smile on my face when i am talkin to him ..... soo how do u tell ur in love with someone?

When Your Hand Is In Mine
when your hand is in mine all paradise is with me when you're with me who needs the world? I want to get destroyed in your love let my breath find shelter in your heart let me get destroyed in your love as close as fragrance is to one's breath as close as melody is to one's lips like thoughts in the mind like arms entwined as close as dreams are to eyes stay as close to me my soulmate take me in your arms and drench yourself with my tears let the chained flood in my heart break free there's so much pain it'll flood your lap as close as secrets in a heart as close as raindrops in a cloud as close as the moon is to the night as close as kohl is to the eyes as close as the waves in the sea stay as close to me, my soul mate my breath was incomplete and so were my heartbeats I was incomplete but now the moon is full in the sky and now we are complete too.

When Love And Death Embrace
may 11th, 2007 6:50 pm when love and death embrace,,,, Current mood: sad when love and death embrace.... its the title of song by HIM, and yet it tell the story of my blog here today. my friend nell, has a daughter whos name is Ivory, and turned one on May 9th 2007. She turned one. This was also the same day a good man died, and I will miss him very dearly. I had just found out today though that he had passed. His name was Marcus Meis, but everyone called him Wayne. He was 68 years old. He died in his sleep at a Hopsice facility, where his daughert, Candace Lee, vivisted him faithfully and stayed by his side. She is one of my best friends, and is suffering. At the same time I was so happy for my Friend Nell because she was celebrating a milestone in her life, her daughters 1st birthday, and those are truly special. One of the most important moments in anyone life. the day you are born, your fist steps, words, walking, first birthdays, and everything else, and then the

When Is It The Right Time For Sex
Dr. Romello : Topic - Sex, when is the right time..? Category: Romance and Relationships TOPIC: "SEX, when is the right time to start having it (sex)..?" Each topic is told from my (Dr.Romello's) point of view... Might not be the way you'd do things, but your not writing the damn column, so shut it up.. hahahahaha Now, if you haven't read any of my columns (then your ass needs to be WHOOPED..haha), some of this you might not understand, because either your a RIF (Reading Is Fundamental.. hahaha) or because you don't understand the slang I use... BUT, i will try to make it as simple and basic as possible.. Ok.... The ultimate goal is to know when is the "RIGHT" time to have sex with your boyfriend/girlfriend, just started dating, or etc..etc SOooooo, when is the right time to start having sex with your bf/gf, or someone you just started dating, someone you just met, or even you just got married....???? hmmmmm Now, it's hard really to put a time table on thes

When Will The Madness Stop!!
Man charged in 2 teens' deaths 23-year-old could face life in prison in West Allis shooting Posted: Sept. 14, 2007 A 23-year-old Milwaukee man was charged Friday with two counts of first-degree intentional homicide while armed in the shooting deaths of two teenagers in a West Allis home. According to a criminal complaint, Lee A. Parker shot Amber M. Lewis, 16, and Thedovonzail "Theo" Loyd, 19, Tuesday morning in an upstairs bedroom of Lewis' home in the 2400 block of S. 84th St. According to the complaint: Lewis, a sophomore at Nathan Hale High School, had started dating Loyd after breaking up with Parker several weeks before. Monday night Parker confronted Lewis in her home, accused her of being involved with Loyd and struck her twice in the face. He then left the residence but returned the next morning with a revolver and shot both victims in the head, the complaint says. Loyd, of Milwaukee, was also shot in the left arm and neck, the complaint says. Lewis

When We Make Love
I Light a candle, build a fire, chill the wine, for just awhile, my every thought, is of only you, I know it's hell that, we been through, all the time, we spent apart, all the aching, deep in our hearts, it will all feel, like just a dream, when your finally, here in my arms, all the hurt, will fade away, and everything, will be ok, When We Make Love...

When Family Attacks
Hi! I’m joining in the American Heart Association’s Jump Rope For Heart event at my school. I will be jumping rope to help the American Heart Association raise money to fight heart disease and stroke. Can you help me by making a donation? Thanks! The American Heart Association's online fundraising website has a minimum donation amount of $25.00. If you want to donate less, that's ok. You can just send the check right to me and I'll make sure the American Heart Association gets it, i have a folder here for donations too. ty Follow This Link to visit my personal web page and help me in my efforts to support American Heart Association – Great Rivers Affiliate ****************************************************************************** Some email systems do not support the use of links and therefore this link may not appear to work. If so, copy and paste the following into your browser: http://www.kintera.org/faf/r.asp?t=4&i=249042&u=249042-200885448&e=1462904810 **********

When You Think Of Your Freedom Think Of This
As Memorial Day nears I wonder what the brave soldiers who died fighting for our liberty might think about the fact that America, as they knew it, is being destroyed by its own government. One by one our liberties are being taken.In April 2011, Michigan Senator Proos of St. Joseph introduced SB 333, a bill requiring an instant background check be run on anyone purchasing over-the-counter cold medications containing ephedrine and pseudoephedrine. A State Police database will track names and sales. Taxpayers will pay...On May 19 State Representatives Lori and Meadows introduced HB 4662, a bill to make ephedrine and pseudoephedrine available by prescription only. Once again the rights of the majority are being taken because a few people violate.Indiana courts have ruled police may enter and search private homes without warrant or cause. The Patriot Act, currently up for renewal, allows searches of phone, financial records, library cards and homes without warrantsCalifornia has mandated sc

When I Close My Eyes
When I close My Eyes I am breathing in the essence of a moonlit dream I touched the sky felt the burn and heard you scream I'm leaving behind anything and everything I watched you die And listened to the siren sing Pull me away from this world Burn the memories from my mind I'm lost in forever Because of your lies There's a piece of this nightmare In everything that I See in the darkness When I close my eyes My lifes meaning nothing As the sunlight fades away When you live forever it's hard to believe they can hear you pray to be pulled out of the darkness into the remains of the day To feel anything right now would put an end to this dismay Pull me away from this world burn the memories from my mind I'm lost in forever Because of your lies There's a piece of this nightmare In everything that I See in the darkness when I close my eyes

When A Girl Misses You
This is very true, so pay attention girl facts: When you catch a girl glancing at you, she wants you to look back and smile When a girl bumps into your arm while walking with you she wants you to hold her hand When she wants a hug she will just stand there When u break a girls heart she still feels it when you run into each other 3 years later When a girl is quiet, millions of things are running through her mind When a girl is not arguing, she is thinking deeply When a girl looks at you with eyes full of questions, she is wondering how long you will be around When a girl answers, "I'm fine," after a few seconds, she is not at all fine When a girl stares at you, she is wondering why you are playing games When a girl lays her head on your chest, she is wishing for you to be hers forever When a girl says she can't live without you, she has made up her mind that you are her future When a girl says, "I miss you," no one in this w

When I Say I Am Broke
A little old lady answered a knock on the door one day, only to be confronted by a well-dressed young man carrying a vacuum cleaner. "Good morning," said the young man. "If I could take a couple of minutes of your time, I would like to demonstrate the very latest in high-powered vacuum cleaners." "Go away!" said the old lady. "I haven't got any money!" and she proceeded to close the door. Quick as a flash, the young man wedged his foot in the door and pushed the door wide open. "Don't be too hasty!" he said. "Not until you have at least seen my demonstration." And with that, he emptied a bucket of horse shit onto her hallway carpet. "If this vacuum cleaner does not remove all traces of this horse shit from your carpet, Madam, I will personally eat the remainder. The old lady stepped back and said, "Well I hope you've got a darned good appetite, because they cut off my electricity this morning."

When We Make Love
This came out of my soul and through my mouth to my fiancee Robert Joseph Nosbisch last night when we were cuddling and having a heart to heart. For the first time in my life I know what true love is. "I would rather spend an eternity in Hell knowing I never failed you, or let you down. Than one day in Heaven with the knowledge that I had let you down and failed you. Cause my life is full of failures, and I've let down all of my loved one at some point, but you... You are the only thing I have never fucked up." WE brush our teeth you tease me "so you gonna give it to me tonight?" With a giggle " hell no!" You reply "just joking" as I counter "uh huh I bet". Were laying in bed I'm so tired as you carress my body everynight we do this and everytime it feels so good. Your hands running down every curve of my body, as I tingle with euphoria and exhaustion. You scoot up behind me closer as you rub me. Your breathing becomes labored and excited. As you caress me I

When I Make A Blog, I Write From The Heart!
U can really find out what kinda assholes u are dealing with! Just post one! CT Haters, fuck u! I am so proud of my son! To look in his eyes makes me work harder every day! I see so much of me in him! I am so proud to be his father! CT Loves to DYLAN! Love Daddy!

When Life Gets Tough.....
When life gets tough, and it feels rough, days slowly pass, and your heart feels vast, broken and battered, wondering if you even mattered, wondering what next, and knowing your heart was shattered. they say time will tell, but its actually a living hell, trying to stay afloat, wishing she would come, and be your life boat, you slowly start to sink, you truely start to think, was life worth it, even a little bit, then you see a light, so heavenly bright, now you feel the emotion of delight, never to feel a touch, never to feel loved, only to find, you left all your loved ones behind. to worry and cry, as they say their last good bye.............

When Your Gear Is Broke Should U Shed A
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When I Write
He promised to love like he said, No matter what occurs, And to show his proof of truth, He traded his heart for hers. Now that he had the trust, He loved her more than she could believe, They treated each other like royalty, So why did she still leave? Did he say somthing to hurt her? Or was it the little things he didn't do? His love for her was tight But she still slipped through Didn't believe in giving up on this He tries to talk to her everyday And each time he's broken, As she says nothing turns and walks away Even though it hurts He looks for some else to take her spot It seems to work for others, But for him its not Being alone is no longer an option, He can't stop thinking about her To fnd somebody else was a joke, He'd rather struggle with her than without her, Using methods that cover up what he really wants to say Its a painful process and his hearts still shattered But he'll pick the up pieces on the way She paces back a

When It's Time To Let Her Go
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When It All Comes Down
in the last couple years i have learned many things.. and i im just learning to know myself again. but before i get ahead of myself. im natalie.. im your average girl, with a lil twist. im sure your thinking to yourself what tha hell am i reading? but this is a lil taste of my life. do you wanna try it? its called hunger. ..... evidently you do. so here we go..... well my family moved here from cali.. and this god awful place is really all i know these days. i have a older half sister and my mom and dad are divorced.. and i have a step mom who is great! shes my roll dawg! lol my nephew is my main man! and i love him to pieces... and the only one i call my true friend here is my cuzin sara, shes tha sister i always wanted..(sorry tiff) shes like my rock.. 4 real theres no love like the love i have for her... them are the people that mean everything to me oh and kevin i cant forget about you.. but when i was a kid.. my whole life was basicly hidden behind lies

When Woman Drink Too Much!
This was just too funny not to share, I hope ya enjoy it also 1. WE HAVE ABSOLUTELY NO IDEA WHERE OUR PURSE IS. (hell I don't have to drink to lose that) 2. WE BELIEVE THAT DANCING WITH OUR ARMS OVERHEAD AND WIGGLING OUR BUTT WHILE YELLING "WOO-HOO!" IS TRULY THE SEXIEST DANCE MOVE AROUND. (What? It isn't?.. Damn) 3. WE'VE SUDDENLY DECIDED THAT WE WANT TO KICK SOMEONE'S ASS AND HONESTLY BELIEVE WE COULD DO IT TOO. (you better believe it... ) 4. IN OUR LAST TRIP TO PEE, WE REALIZE THAT WE NOW LOOK MORE LIKE A HOMELESS HOOKER THAN THE GODDESS WE WERE JUST FOUR HOURS AGO. (just the opposite of beer goggles) 5. WE START CRYING AND TELLING EVERYONE WE SEE THAT WE LOVE THEM SOOOOO MUCH. (but we do...) 6. WE GET EXTREMELY EXCITED AND JUMP UP AND DOWN EVERY TIME A NEW SONG PLAY'S BECAUSE "OH MY GOD! I LOVE THIS SONG!" (of course... and we can sing every damn word!!) 7. WE'VE FOUND A DEEPER/SPIRITUAL SIDE TO THE GEEK SITTING NEXT TO US. (Hell yes! I love geeks!!)

When I Am Mobile...
Fubar changed their settings again and it's harder to access fubar from my phone. :( While mobile, I CAN: view profile comments comment on profiles view photos comment on photos read my shoutbox view blogs While mobile, I CANNOT: rate anything view profiles reply to my shoutbox view photo comments write in my blog read mail reply to mail Thank you to everyone for all the love. I enjoy hearing what people think. Hope you all have a great week! Please rate all my blogs if you read them. Thanks, Orgasmic Aimee I mostly use my phone to access CherryTAP. I wish that all the features of CherryTAP were available to mobile users. When I am mobile, I CAN NOT: rate anything read mail reply to mail read photo comments When I am mobile, I CAN: read profile comments comment on profiles look at photos comment on photos accept friend requests In one of my earlier blogs, I said that fubar changed their settings and I couldn't get on fuba

When You're Gone
"Far Away" This time, This place Misused, Mistakes Too long, Too late Who was I to make you wait Just one chance Just one breath Just in case there's just one left 'Cause you know, you know, you know [CHORUS] That I love you I have loved you all along And I miss you Been far away for far too long I keep dreaming you'll be with me and you'll never go Stop breathing if I don't see you anymore On my knees, I'll ask Last chance for one last dance 'Cause with you, I'd withstand All of hell to hold your hand I'd give it all I'd give for us Give anything but I won't give up 'Cause you know, you know, you know [CHORUS] So far away Been far away for far too long So far away Been far away for far too long But you know, you know, you know I wanted I wanted you to stay 'Cause I needed I need to hear you say That I love you I have loved you all along And I forgive you For being away for far too long So keep breathing 'Cause I'm not leaving you

When Women Get Ager
She's come undun She didn't know what she was headed for And when I found what she was headed for It was too late She's come undun She found a mountain that was far too high And when she found out she couldn't fly It was too late It's too late She's gone too far She's lost the sun She's come undun She wanted truth but all she got was lies Came the time to realize And it was too late She's come undun She didn't know what she was headed for And when I found what she was headed for Mama, it was too late It's too late She's gone too far She's lost the sun She's come undun Too many mountains, and not enough stairs to climb Too many churches and not enough truth Too many people and not enough eyes to see Too many lives to lead and not enough time It's too late She's gone too far She's lost the sun She's come undun Doe-doe-doe-doe-doe doe un doe-doe-doe un doe-doe-doe Doe doe-doe-doe-doe un doe-doe-doe doe-doe-doe Doe doe-doe-doe doe doe-doe-do

When Someone Is Happy Why Cant You Be Happy For Them
Ok this goes out to a few people and yes you know who you are. You cant stand the fact of seeing people be happy unless they are with you well honey let me tell you something you arent my daddy, my husband or my fuck buddy so GET OVER IT. I am happy so why cant you be happy for me being happy. You think me and one of my friends are together and we ARE NOT WE ARE FRIENDS AND NOTHING MORE. OK now it is my business what I do not you. You can ask me all day every day what you want but MY LIFE IS MY LIFE NOT YOURS. So if you cant be happy for me then stay the hell out of my shit. ok my venting is over for now Ok this goes out to a few people and yes you know who you are. You cant stand the fact of seeing people be happy unless they are with you well honey let me tell you something you arent my daddy, my husband or my fuck buddy so GET OVER IT. I am happy so why cant you be happy for me being happy. You think me and one of my friends are together and we ARE NOT WE ARE FRIENDS AND NOTHI

When Left Alone To Dwell
How do I act normal, my world being ripped apart. depressed and hiding within myself. I won't show you how I feel, the hurt the anger the fear. You'd turn away in disgust, maybe you can't understand...Heh you just don't really care enough. My tears not worth your time. I become the shadow you forget to miss. Wraith unseen. Invisible kid... Have you forgotten to miss me? I wouldn't know I'm already gone. Gotten from a greyhound station , installed in a dank musty hole. It doesn't matter what clothes i would wear whether i was fat or ugly. Nothing mattered. I am a basement troll, shoved down in the darkest forgotten place of your heart....of your mind.You don't hear me, my voice didn't register. I wanted to escape. Why did you even keep me. I'm just another piece of crap shoved away. Tangling with morose thoughts. Penning words that make perfect sense to me, yet your lost in confusion. I feel these words deep, the marrow of my bones. These words like mass contusions. God the ache.

When You Kiss Me
This could be it, I think I'm in love It's love this time It just seems to fit, I think I'm in love This love is mine I can see you with me when I'm older All my lonely night are finally over You took the weight of the world off my shoulders (the world just goes away) Chorus: Oh, when you kiss me I know you miss me -- and when you're with me The world just goes away The way you hold me The way you show me that you adore me -- oh, when you kiss me Oh, yeah You are the one, I think I'm in love Life has begun I can see the two of us together I know I'm gonna be with you forever Love couldn't be any better Repeat Chorus [Instrumental Solo] I can see you with me when I'm older All my lonely nights are finally over You took the weight of the world off my shoulders (the world just goes away) Repeat Chorus And when you kiss me I know you miss me Oh, the world just goes away When you kiss me

When God Made Firefighters
When God Made Firefighters When God was creating firefighters, he was into the sixth day of overtime when an angel appeared and said, "You're doing a lot of extra work on this one." And the Lord said, "Have you read the specs on this order? A firefighter has to wake up to a fire alarm, go into burning buildings to rescue people and enter areas the normal person wouldn't go. "He has to be willing to leave his family and put his life on the line, work to exhaustion and beyond and be ready for the next call. "He has to have a strong commitment to a personal calling that places their lives in jeopardy every day. He has to be in top physical and mental condition at all times, function on black coffee and half-eaten meals, and have a heart big enough to love members of the 'brotherhood' world-wide, and a unity of purpose." The angel shook it's head slowly and said, "A heart that big... no way." "It's not the heart that is causing me problems," said the

When You Say Nothing At All
This ones for you, we have an unusual knack of thinking the same things, practically finishing off each others sentences It's amazing how you can speak right to my heart Without saying a word you can light up the dark Try as I may I could never explain What I hear when you don't say a thing The smile on your face lets me know that you need me There's a truth in your eyes sayin' you'll never leave me The touch of your hand says you'll catch me if ever I fall You say it best when you say nothing at all All day long I can hear people talking out loud But when you hold me near, you drown out the crowd Old Mr. Webster could never define What's being said between your heart and mine The smile on your face lets me know that you need me There's a truth in your eyes sayin' you'll never leave me The touch of your hand says you'll catch me if ever I fall You say it best when you say nothing at all The smile on your face lets me know that you need me There's a truth in

When A Guy Misses You
When a girl misses you, she's afraid to see how your new girl looks, she's dreading the fact that you're not hers anymore. When you break a girls heart, she still feels it when bumping heads 3 years later. When a girl just stares deep into your eyes, she's hoping that you're hers and only hers (it shows how much she cares: eyes never lie) When a girl is quiet, a million things are running through her mind. When a girl is not arguing, she is thinking deeply. When a girl looks at you with eyes full of questions, she is wondering how long you will be around. When a girl answers, "I'm fine," after a few seconds, she is not all fine. When a girl stares at you, she is wondering why you are so wonderful. When a girl lays her head on your chest, she is wishing you will be hers forever. When a girl calls you everyday, she is seeking for your attention. When a girl wants to see you everyday, she wants to be pampered. When a girl says, "I'll love you forever, " sh

When You Come To My House.
I consider my page my house. I, as should you expect when you come to my house you act respectful. When I go to your house I should respect you. I don't come to your house and piss on your couch. I don't understand why people come to a page and downrate people.If you don't like me don't come to my page. If you don't like a pic don't rate it. Grow up dumbass. If you gotta hate someone, hate yourself. You need Jesus.

When In Need Count On Your Fellow Cherries!
See it all started when A friend showed my this awesome site called cherryTAP and it was all GOOD since then.Now as I build great friendships with twenty sum odd friend through this web site I figured since I RATE & COMMENT BOMB THE HELL outta my friends folders maybe, just maybe, they will do the same! If we stay in contact enough and you think of me as a genuine friend will YOU atleast rate all my pix at least one to two folders? Because you know I rate the fu*k out of yours (Because we all know... RATES=LEVELING UP)

When Are Women Going To Realize?
This makes so much sense whether you are single, dating or married..... If a man wants you, nothing can keep him away. If he doesn't want you, nothing can make him stay. Stop making excuses for a man and his behavior. Allow your intuition (or spirit) to save you from heartache. Stop trying to change yourselves for a relationship that's not meant to be. Slower is better. Never live your life for a man before you find what makes you truly happy. If a relationship ends because the man was not treating you as you deserve then heck no, you can't "be friends." A friend wouldn't mistreat a friend. Don't settle. If you feel like he is stringing you along, then he probably is. Don't stay because you think "it will get better." You'll be mad at yourself a year later for staying when things are not better. The only person you can control in a relationship is you. Avoid men who've got a bunch of children by a bunch of different women. He didn't marry them when he got them pregn

When You Love Someone
YOU DO EVERYTHING POSSIABLE TO MAKE THEM FEEL GOOD ABOUT THEMSELFS. I REALLY LOVE THIS GUY AND HES AMAZING BUT HE DONT SEE IT.I HAVE YET TO GET OUT THERE TO SEE HIM BUT ONE DAY I WILL AND I WILL BE SO HAPPY TO HOLD HIM IN MY ARMS FOR THE FIRST TIME>

When Your Time Run Out
this is a letter to men and women that have that person that they love and want to share the rest of there life with....we spend so much time on the past that our future could be right there in our face and we don't even know it or better yet we take that for granted...no matter man or women!! I lost the women i was suppose to be with for the rest of my life cause of my lack of trust and faith in our love and believe that at the end of the day as long as we have one another nothing really matter in this world, but being a person as i was i though we would have all the time in the world and she wouldn't go anywhere, but i was wrong dead wrong....i can't blame a person for wanting more out of life and when there not getting it they will find it somewhere else....i look back and i think of all the times i was down and a call from her mademe smile like i just won the lottery when in fact i did when we got together and she became my women....so now if she ever read this i hope she understan

When You Say Nothing At All...
It's amazing how you Can speak right to my heart Without saying a word You can light up the dark Try as I may I could never explain What I hear when you Don't say a thing The smile on your face Lets me know that you need me There's a truth in your eyes Sayin' you'll never leave me The touch of your hand says You'll catch me if ever I fall You say it best When you say nothing at all All day long I can hear People talking out loud But when you hold me near, You drown out the crowd Old mr. Webster could never define What's being said between Your heart and mine The smile on your face Lets me know that you need me There's a truth in your eyes Sayin' you'll never leave me The touch of your hand says You'll catch me if ever I fall You say it best When you say nothing at all

When Do You Give Up And Let Her Go?
Me and my wife have been married for 3 years off and on. She has left me three times. The first time she was sleeping with a guy she met at work a week after she left me to live with her parents. Two weeks after that she rolled our SUV cause she fell asleep after having sex with him and falling asleep at the wheel. I dropped everything to visit her in the hospital and she made me leave so he could see her. After 3 months of this, she came back. I went thru 3 months of lies. I gave her money for the kids and she used some of it to pay for a hotel so they could have sex. I took her back and loved her,and tried to forgive her. She never really seemed sorry. But my love is very forgiving and I tried to let it go. About 6 months later she left me again cause we were fighting alot. During this 3 week period she made out with a married guy at work. She came back again. This last time I found out she had called some guy she met on cherry tap when I was at work. Knowing her past, I s

When I Tell You...
this guy blocked me because he was a jealous little fucker because i am a bigger man than him and he was upset because his fantasy woman ended up being my reality! So what did he do.. he went to my girl and talked shit to her about me but wouldn't even give me the chance to talk to him .... he just blocked me ... and I have never even been to his page or ever meet him.. go let him know that he should grow the fuck up! a href="http://fubar.com/user.php?u=245996&friend=245996" target=_blank>keithtrue2u "Here to know/www.fubar.com/user/245996 well I would also like to say I thought this was a friend of mine but little to often do we realize these folks are not men but sure enough not even little boys, how childish are you to come to me and trash someone whom you have never met nor chose to get to know, thank you for not being the friend I thought you were, My ignornance....Jenna WHEN I TELL YOU..... "I LOVE YOU," I WANT IT TO MEAN MORE THAN ANYONE ELSE IN THE WHOLE WORLD SAYS I

When I Woke This Morning
when i woke in the morning, my heart was churning, for i was alone, my passions were burning, my heart was yearning, to find true love, as beautiful as a white dove, flying in the sky above, wondering why, myself as a guy, never finds true love, so now my heart weep, my feelings feel so cheap, who would want to be with me, then you came, and open my eyes, let me see the things hidden inside, you made me realize, love is what you make it, you can try to fake it, that would be wrong, but never this song, the song i hear, when you get near, when we talked i felt good, should i be happy or sad, feel good or bad, knowing i can have you, and all the other guys will be blue, here is my heart, hold it if you can, for in truely a unique man...........

When The Sun Doesnt Shine...
This guy goes into ta backyard and sees a black lab just sitting there."You talk?" he asks."Yep," the lab replies."So, what's your story?The lab looks up and says, "Well, I discovered this gift pretty young and I wanted to help the government, so I told the CIA about my gift, and in no time they had me jetting from country to country, sitting in rooms with spies and world leaders, because no one figured a dog would be eavesdropping. I was one of their most valuable spies eight years running, but the jetting around really tired me out. I knew I wasn't getting any younger and I really wanted to settle down. So I signed up for a job at the airport to do some undercover security work, mostly wandering near suspicious characters and listening in. I uncovered some incredible dealings there and was awarded a batch of medals. I had a wife, a mess of puppies, and now I'm retired."The guy is amazed. He goes back in and asks Bubba what he wants for the dog."Ten dollars".The guy says, "This dog is

When I'm With You
Knowing within you I am home. In your embrace, That is my place, The look of pure love and adoration on my face As your hands begin reaching for mine as your arms encircle me to Pull me to your strong chest as your lips cover my face With kisses soft and sweet As your lips melt with mine Lips made only for each other as our love begins to entwine Your hands caressing me As your mouth devours my body The heat rising in both of us Our passion growing wildly The hardness of your manhood pressing against my soft flesh Insistent demanding to be taken Into my soft folds To be enveloped in the sweetness of my womanhood The two of us bound together Bodies, hearts ,soul Locked together in love and hunger reaching untold heights of pleasure As I look in your eyes, a sight to behold. Knowing that I am crossing the line, Becoming yours for all time.

When I Die
glitter-graphics.com Do not stand at my grave and weep, I am not there, I do not sleep. I am in a thousand winds that blow, I am the softly falling snow. I am the gentle showers of rain, I am the fields of ripening grain. I am in the morning hush, I am in the graceful rush Of beautiful birds in circling flight, I am the star-shine of the night. I am in the flowers that bloom, I am in a quiet room. I am in the birds that sing, I am in each lovely thing. Do not stand at my grave and cry, I am not there. I do not die.

When A Woman Wears Leather...
When a woman wears leather She smells like a new truck.

When A Guy ...
GUY FACTS: When a guy calls you, he wants to be with you When a guy is quiet, he's listening to you When a guy is not arguing he realizes he's wrong When a guy says,"i'm fine,"after a few minutes, he means it When a guy stares at you, he thinks you're the most beautiful thing in the world When you're laying your head on a guy's chest he has the world When a guy calls you everyday he is in love When a (good) guy says he loves you he means it When a guy says he can't live without you he's with you till your done When a guy says,"I miss you," he misses you more than you could have ever missed him or anything else GIRL FACTS: When a girl is quiet millions of things ar running through her mind When a girl is not arguing, she is thinking deeply when a girl looks at you with eyes full of questions, she is wondering how long you will be around When a girl answers,"i'm fine," she is not at all fine When a girl stares at you, she

When The Smoke Clears???
so everything i have been through in the past 5 years has taught me wonderous lessons.. i lost myself for soo long, that sometimes thought that death was only possible escape.. the only thing that ever kept me goin was the thought that the one person that almost destroyed me would raise my lil boys to be men like him.. that will not happen in my lifetime!! After the constant harrassment, claiming it was all becase he wanted to know how his boys are doin.. well now he is free and has he made even one attempt to call to check on them...NO... so now i know it was all just fucking head games.. tryin to make ME feel guilty for the way HE treated me!!! well one thing i have to say to him on that.. Go Fuck Yourself!!! I can honestly believe now in my heart that i tried to work past things, i tried to make things work for the sake of my boys having a family, but when the unit as a whole is diminishing on your beliefs and teaching your children the wrong way to treat people it is time to let go

When Is Enough Enough
i believe that it is time for me to move on now.. i have two jobs and i am trying to get out on my own. and i really don't need anyone holding me down and i think that is what i was letting happen. i love that boy to dealth but i can't deal with the stress and all the drama that goes with it.. so io guess you can say this is a big eye opener....

When Go Made Truck Drivers!
WHEN GOD MADE TRUCK DRIVERS! When the Lord was creating Truck Drivers, he was into his sixth day of overtime when an angel appeared and said, "You're doing a lot of fiddling around on this one." And the Lord said, "Have you read the spec on this order?" " A truck driver has to be able to drive 10-12 hours per day, through any type of weather, on any type of road, know the highway traffic laws of 48 states and 10 provinces, he has to be ready and able to unload 40,000 lbs of cargo after driving thru the night and sleep in areas of cities and towns that the police refuse to patrol." " He has to be able to live in his truck 24 hours a day 7 days a week for weeks on end, offer first aid and motorist assistance to his fellow travelers , meet just in time schedules, and still maintain an even and controlled composure when all around him appear to have gone mad." " He has to be in top physical condition at all times, running on black coffee and half-eaten meals; he has to hav

When Wwiii Started
When WW III Started ~~~ 1979 ! US Navy Captain Ouimette is the Executive Officer at Naval Air Station, Pensacola, Florida. Here is a copy of the speech he gave last month. It is an accurate account of why we are in so much trouble today and why this action is so necessary. AMERICA NEEDS TO WAKE UP! That's what we think we heard on the 11th of September 2001 (When more than 3,000 Americans were killed -AD) and maybe it was, but I think it should have been "Get Out of Bed!" In fact, I think the alarm clock has been buzzing since 1979 and we have continued to hit the snooze button and roll over for a few more minutes of peaceful sleep since then. It was a cool fall day in November 1979 in a country going through a religious and political upheaval when a group of Iranian students attacked and seized the American Embassy in Tehran. This seizure was an outright attack on American soil; it was an attack that held the world's most powerful country hostage and paralyzed a

When People Like Me
Im writing this to the person or people that think i dont help anyone. Somehow along the line I think you lost sight in something. To make a statement when people like you help me ill help others. Why should people help you if you arent going to help others. I rate and help level as many people as i can. Don't throw something in my face about helping people. If anyone can honestly say that on every level I have started it hasnt been completed please speak up. But when you got 2,000,000 points to level..DOn't come at me with harsh words about helping you..Oh and by the way where was you when I was actually God Fathering..Nowhere to be found..Oh yeah im venting..Im sorry but we all help alot of people to be told I don't help makes me mad.I deleted the ccomment so noone can go looking to see where it came from....Peace to all and Good Night...

When A Girl Misses You
When a girl bumps into your arm while walking she wants you to hold her hand When she wants a hug she will just stand there When u break a girls heart, she still feels it when u run into each other 3 years later When a girl is quiet, millions of things are running through her mind. When a girl is not arguing, she is thinking deeply. When a girl looks at you with eyes full of questions, she is wondering how long you will be around. When a girl answers, "I'm fine, " after a few seconds, she is not at all fine. When a girl stares at you, she is wondering why you are so wonderful. When a girl lays her head on your chest, she is wishing for you to be hers forever. When a girl says that she can't live without you, she has made up her mind that you are her future. When a girl says, "I miss you, " no one in this world can miss you more than that When a girl is mean to you after a breakup she wants you back, but she's scared she'll get hur

When A Soldier Dies....
someone posted this in a bulletin but i wanted to add it to my blog. If you read this, you WILL forward it on. You won't be able to stop yourself. The Military The average age of the military man is 19 years. He is a short haired, tight-muscled kid who, under normal circumstances is considered by society as half man, half boy Not yet dry behind the ears, not old enough to buy a beer, but old enough to die for his country. He never really cared much for work and he would rather wax his own car than wash his father's; but he has never collected unemployment either. He's a recent High School graduate; he was probably an average student,pursued some form of sport activities, drives a ten year old jalopy, and has a steady girlfriend that either broke up with him when he left, or swears to be waiting when he returns from half a world away. He listens to rock and roll or hip-hop or rap or jazz or swing and a 155 mm howitzer. He is 10 or 15 pounds lighter now than when he

When I Die
Title: When I Die By: me Don't cry Be happy for me when I die Look up and see me in the sky And think of me when you're high Don't worry I'll be around I won't get lost I'll be found I'll be six feet in the ground I'll be quiet, I won't make a sound But you can see me And I'll be free You can see the man, I used to be But I'll be still, something like a tree I'll be cold and I won't breathe I'll be lost in insanity It'll just be me I'll go in the ground And they'll lower me down But I don't know where I'll go Heaven or hell Only time will tell And only god knows But I'll be ok either way it goes Because I'll be free Free from this drug induced reality So, don't cry Be happy for me when I die

When Ya Run Into Someone You Are Afraid Of.......
I went shopping today with my two oldest kids and my mom at our local Super Wal-Mart for school supplies. On the way out my mom said she was hungry and asked me to stop at the McDonald's and grab everyone something to eat. Her and my daughter went to put the items that we purchased into her truck and me and my oldest son ordered our food. We waited several minutes before they finally gave us our cups to fill up. We were filling the kids ICEE cups up and talkin away like he and I do due to the fact that we are both chatter boxes. I looked up when I heard a voice say hello. To my shock and horror standing less than a foot from me was someone that I have been scared to death of since I was 11 years old. I was best friends with his niece for a long time. One afternoon he crossed the line and touched me like no man should touch a child. The only reason that he did not rape me and finish what he had started was that his mom walked in. He was 33 at the time. I have seen him several times sinc

When I Think Of You
Original Poetry - Do not rip When I think of you…. When I think of you, many things come to mind… Your voice so soft, so sweet and kind… Your intelligence is beyond measure… Talking with you is always a pleasure… Your lips…your touch…your eyes full of fire… Being with you ignites my desire… Kisses as sweet as a ripened peach… Caresses as soft as the breeze on the beach… Your hair, your fragrance, your desire to please… All make me weak in the knees…. When I think of you, many things come to mind… And I realize that you are a very special find… -Brian 2007

When The Night Comes
As the sun retires from the day and darkness fills the sky, I close my eyes and drift away and dream of you and I. In my dreams, I take your hand and slowly guide your way up the stairs to Heaven, in the clouds is where we lie. You take your hand and touch my face as you look into my eyes. My body begins to shake and my stomach feels with butterflies. I look up at you and you look at me, your eyes are wide and bright. I arch my back and guide you in and you make love to me all night. Suddenly I wake up, the sun is up by then. But I can't wait until the night so I can see you once again.

When I Rule The World
As you may already know I plan to take over the world and mold it into a more ... suitable place to live. This is what awaits the world when I come to power: 1) Public summary execution of all celebrities, past and present, whose continued respiration annoys me like the constant sound of dripping water. Celebrities condemned to death include but are not limited to Pauly Shore (take that, weas-le), anyone desperate enough to appear on American Idol, Britney Spears (that nasty ham-shot you gave us was enough to mark you as a corpse in my book), Conan O'Brien and the entire cast of The View. Particular emphasis will be placed on pop icon from the 80's, the ones that aren't already in retirement homes, anyway. A pardon will be given to Madonna assuming she agrees to be my personal advisor. I think I can learn a thing or two from her about running a tyrannical regime. If you are on my friends list you may request an invitation to witness the silencing of the leaky faucet of your choice

When Sorry Isn't Enough
I never believed or understood the statement "If you love something let it go" Til today I realized it was unfair of my to hold on to someone who's heart partially belonged to another. Maybe it was my way of giving her a out with my previous actions. What kind of man would I have been to allow her to be with me if see still had doubts. All I can do is be there for her if and when he breaks her heart and pick up the pieces like any good friend would do. A question is running through my mind as I write this. How do you apologize when sorry isn't a enough. I've come to the conclusion sometimes words just can't make up for the thoughtless actions of a foolish man in love. It's not about mending a broken heart if I was the one who broke it..it's about tryin to pick up the shards of shattered trust and forging them into a stronger form of trust and hoping that if I prove myself worthy of what was lost..in turn that something can be gained again. And most importantly I most accept the fact th

When The Walls Stay Up...
When the wall stays up... To be able to give all that you have...to show love, respect and trust. To have it all fall to pieces time after time... Never wanting to open up again.. until you think that you found the one that brings a smile to your face... Yet after the years go by and you discovered ...that the love wasn't there... The love was your fantasy...one that wasn't meant to be shared. Life is to short not to be honest...if you can't share your feelings... then there is no love,respect or trust.... And then the walls stay up...

When Someone Does You Wrong
"Ye are of God, little children, and have overcome them: because greater is he that is in you, than he that is in the world." (1 John 4:4) Under the circumstances... Have you ever caught yourself using that phrase? "I suppose I'm doing pretty well under the circumstances." If you've ever said something like that, I want you to kick those words out of your vocabulary right now. Because you, as a victorious child of God, don't have any business living your life "under" your circumstances. You don't have any business letting problems and situations rule over you. Two thousand years ago, Jesus--the One Who is in you--ransacked Satan's kingdom. Through His death at Calvary, He legally entered the regions of the damned and stripped Satan of everything. He took away all his armor. He took the keys to death and hell. He bound that strong man, looted his kingdom, and Colossians says He spoiled principalities and powers and made a show of them openly, triumphing over them. Th

When You're Down To Nothing, God Is Up To Something.
When you're down to nothing, God is up to something. She jumped up as soon as she saw the surgeon come out of the operating room. She said: "How is my little boy ? Is he going to be all right ? When can I see him ?" The surgeon said, "I'm sorry. We did all we could, but your boy didn't make it." Sally said, "Why do little children get cancer ? Doesn't God care any more ? Where were you, God, when my son needed you ?" The surgeon asked, "Would you like some time alone with your son ? One of the nurses will be out in a few minutes, before he's transported to the university." Sally asked the nurse to stay with her while she said good bye to son. She ran her fingers lovingly through his thick red curly hair. "Would you like a lock of his hair ?" the nurse asked. Sally nodded yes. The nurse cut a lock of the boy's hair, put it in a plastic bag and handed it to Sally. The mother said, "It was Jimmy's idea to donate his body to the Univers

When God Made Ems Providers
When God Made EMS Providers... When the Lord made EMTs and Paramedics, he was into his sixth day of overtime when an angel appeared and said, "You're doing a lot of fiddling around on this one." And the Lord said, "Have you read the specs on this order? An EMS provider has to be able to carry an injured person up a wet, grassy hill in the dark, dodge stray bullets to reach a dying child unarmed, enter homes the health inspector wouldn't touch, and not wrinkle their uniform." "They have to be able to lift 3 times their own weight, crawl into wrecked cars with barely enough room to move, and console a grieving mother as they are doing CPR on a baby they know will never breathe again." "They have to be in top mental condition at all times, running on no sleep, black coffee and half-eaten meals. And they have to have six pairs of hands." The angel shook her head slowly and said, "Six pairs of hands...no way." "It's not the hands that are causing me problems," said the

When Is Walking Away Not Giving Up?
i knew from the start that it was 2 good 2 b true. but i faked it. we were a perfect match. he was the lo 2 my lette. the insanely mean 2 my crazy nice. he was the fizz n my faygo the stars n my sky. we complimented each other perfectly. it was almost as if we were meant 2 b. we had so much n common and so much 2 talk about and learn it was wonderful. kinda like a fairy tale n the making.... then he decided that he would have sex with the fat whore down the street. and lieing 2 me in order 2 do it. my whole world came crashin down like the tears falling from his eyes. through some heavy persuasion by a third party i forgave him. it seems that im the kind of girl that loves assholes. i knew that he was cyber bully...that he was unusually cruel but i never thought he would b like that 2 me. and he wasnt...4 a lil while. i dont like fighting and get along great with others so when all the fighting started i was really tripped out. in no time at all he brought out

" When A Cop Sleeps "
"When a Cop Sleeps" Sometimes when a cop sleeps, the demons come. The demons bring all the things you want to forget. The demons bring the tears and sweat, the spit and the blood, Oh God the blood. The demons bring the broken bodies from the wrecks the sickening smell of death and the kids...Oh God please, not the kids. Mainly the demons bring the eyes... the hatred and desperation in the eyes of the people you fight, the pleading and pain of the people you try to help, and the quiet and blankness in death of the ones you couldn't. The demons bring sounds too.... the sounds of tires skidding and metal crunching from the wrecks, the gunshots that seem so loud on TV yet so muffled on the street, the screams and crying that all blend together after a while. The demons won't leave... Alcohol and sleeping pills work for a while but they come back. Some have used their own deaths to flee from them, but most of us are scared that in causing our own deat

When The End Comes. (graphic)
The shadows rise up, overpowering the blood moon, Liquid trickles across our bodies as the room spins; This life was brought abruptly to its end, too soon, Cold chills rival the heat, skin all needles and pins... Such a caring young man, so vibrant and full of love, The cold metal flash-heated still smoking on the floor; Tonight, he found freedom, and moved high above, We all pass out on the ground, covered in carnal gore... So often, I've looked at this as my best way to escape, I've longed desperately for the release that he has found; Now, one happening, one experience, I'm in no shape... Covered in dried blood, I awake and stir from the ground. One instant, I had my best friend, and I could see his smile, The next, the whole world spun, and he was gone instantly; I can't deal with this hurt, as I struggle to choke down my bile, I am crumbling inside, falling apart where no one else can see.

When It Rains
Yes you read the title right..... when it rains, it pours!! Nothing can ever be simple. Everything from airconditioning to migranes, it cant be easy. ... I get a new AC unit for my club. we are now $8000 in it and two weeks later it freezes. right before my contest! ...... I get migranes. they get severe but I have learned to live with them. Now I am getting sharp pains, that are dropping me to my knees, in the back of my head (right side at the base of the skull shooting stright up - for those of you who think you are doctors).... and just all around ignorant people who want to be stupid and make your life a living hell. I know this all sounds like me being an ass but after a while it all gets to you. There is no one to turn to, no one you can talk to. I mean really, honestly, scream at, talk to. So we keep it inside and each little thing that happens or each idiot you have to deal with, makes you madder and more frustrated until you cant tell the difference between th

When U Fell Down And Not Loved
how come when you feel down u feel like ur nothing to any one . and when your feelig happy u feel like ur every one best friend and like no one hates u and you mean so much to ur loved ones but when ur sad and down ur nothing to any one but the one true friend that you do have. every one should love every one and when u feel down u should feel like ur still loved by every one that would feel great . the only one that love me when i am happy and or say or down is my 6 year old serria Sun in Capricorn: As someone born when the Sun was in Capricorn, you lean toward a conservative approach to most matters and you possess a strong sense of duty. You are a hard worker and you will persist with a determined will toward a desired goal. You are capable of tremendous self discipline when necessary. The symbol for this sign is that of the mountain goat. This is most appropriate, as the mountain goat may climb the mountain slowly step by step, but will always eventually reach the top.

When Patience Is Not A Virtue That You Have
It is amazing when life calls on us to fufill the missing pieces to another human being(s) existence. Such endevours, should we choose to accept them, require us to be selfless, brave, giving, compassionate and even test us to see if our morals are in place. Rather than run from such tests.. I embrace them. For surely they are the workings of some higher power.. to see what kind of human being we really are. Do we practice what we preach? Do we truly give of ourselves without reservation or hesitation? Do we uphold and teach unto others the morals and virtues that we would want bestowed upon us? It is truly this test.. or 'review' of our own souls and humanity that makes life worth living.. in my humble opinion. I also find it intriguing that you never really know who will be the one that is in need of your assistance.. until you are already in their life. So really, when you consider it, there is no way to back out.. unless one is.. or becomes selfish or lacks in compassion..

When
When will I ever find the one "true" love. The one thats meant for me and only me to have and hold forever... I am starting to think that while everyone has a "soulmate" I am left out of the equation... I meet people that live close by and things are great until i find out that I cant have them... I meet people far away and things are great yet they are out of reach... I dont know if i can keep meeting people that i just cannot have when all I want to do is make someone happy in order for me to be happy... Things will get better I am sure of this, yet for now I feel less than happy. I guess this is enough of this stupid blog, I dont even know why I am sitting here typing this shit... take care all and cherish the one you have, some of us have noone at all.... HIS SASSYLILBRAT IS A DOWNRATER AND HATER, REPORTING PICS THAT IN NO WAY SHOULD BE NSFW

When You Thought I Wasn't Looking
When you thought I wasn't looking, I saw you hang my first picture on the refrigerator and I wanted to paint another one. When you thought I wasn't looking, I saw you feed a stray cat and I thought it was kind to be good to animals. When you thought I wasn't looking, I saw you make my favorite cake just for me and I knew that little things are special things. When you thought I wasn't looking, I heard you say a prayer and I believed there is a God I could always talk to. When you thought I wasn't looking, I felt you kiss me goodnight and I felt Loved. When you thought I wasn't looking, I saw tears come from your eyes I learned that sometimes things hurt but it's alright to cry. When you thought I wasn't looking, I saw that you cared and I wanted to be everything that I could be. When you thought I wasn't looking, I looked...and wanted to say thanks for all the things I saw when you thought I wasn't looking. By: Author Unknown

When I Play With Ice!!!!
I start by come up to you give you a nice kiss, then move around to your ear, then to your neck and I move around behind you as I still kissing your ear & neck. Then I start undoing your shirt and take it off of you, then I get a cube of ice and start rubbing it on the back of your neck and kissing it at the same time and move my hand down and around undo your pants and slide them down & off. When I move back up my hand slides over your pussy lips in your panties. But I keep moving back up to your bra and take it off of you and I get another cube of ice and rub it on your nipples and make them hard. And I slide my other hand down and into your panties and slide one of my fingers between your pussy lips and rubbing your clit, to get it hot & wet before the ice. And I move around and start sucking on you hard nipples. When I’m sucking on they, I slide my fingers in & out of your pussy and rubbing your clit at the same time making you wet. Now I put the ice between your tits and let it me

When A Cop Sleeps!
Sometimes when a cop sleeps, the demons come. The demons bring all the things you want to forget. The demons bring the tears and sweat, the spit and the blood, Oh God the blood. The demons bring the broken bodies from the wrecks the sickening smell of death and the kids...Oh God please, not the kids. Mainly the demons bring the eyes... the hatred and desperation in the eyes of the people you fight, the pleading and pain of the people you try to help, and the quiet and blankness in death of the ones you couldn't. The demons bring sounds too.... the sounds of tires skidding and metal crunching from the wrecks, the gunshots that seem so loud on TV yet so muffled on the street, the screams and crying that all blend together after a while. The demons won't leave... Alcohol and sleeping pills work for a while but they come back. Some have used their own deaths to flee from them, but most of us are scared that in causing our own death.... we'll be with the

When 2 Shine As 1
In your dreams, magical thoughts… All things are real, unless you dream there not. In your dreams, love is the plot Carried on wings of hope. Each of our souls intertwine when we do. Instantly we see it the time to grow and be it When everything is pinned on a hope. Let rise the dreams of your heart, that innocent youth Careless and kind. Free to roam the breeze in love, only when two brilliantly shine as one.

When You Love Someone
How do you know that you love someone? Is it that tight feeling you get in your stomach? Is that need to be with them as much as you can? 10/02/07 To love him with all your heart and know you may never have him? Yet you keep hoping and dreaming of the day you become one.

When A Girl Misses You
CUTE-O-METER Post this and watch the answers you get sent back to you in your messages!!! If you don't repost your a scaredy-cat and you will have relationship problems for 5 years. So post it now. -2= Nasty -1= Ugly 0= Not Ugly 1= Almost Okay 2= Okay 3= Average 4= Cute 5= Really Cute 6= Beautiful/Handsome 7= Gorgeous 8= Sexy 9= Incredibly Sexy 10= Breath Taking 11= Me you bed noww 12= Come Fuck the shit out of me ...Which one do you think I am? Tell me in a message. Then, repost this as: "Cute-O-Meter girl language its all true. when i dont call you [ I'm waiting for your call. ] When i walk away from you mad [ chase me down ] When im quiet [ ask me what's wrong] When i ignore you [ talk to me. ] When i pull away [ Pull me back. ] When you see me at my worst [ tell me i look beautiful. ] When you see me start crying [ tell me it is ok no matter what the reason. ] When you see me walking [ sneak up behind me and scare me. ]

When Women Like Women
iam talking on the other end when other women like women// what a mess, when lesibans settle for less but witch girl should wear the dress. whats up with the dumb-lez// keepin little stumble on the legs.// no more magic in david copier fields magic wand tell ya mom keep on her nylons when she got stuck with stap-ons mascline tones when i left home ithink dyke stole my calone when tits made of cilacone minds propellin, when ellen in belgin belchin another lesiban iam smellin with rotten melons thats why i got problem with my spellin whats a dyke like whats bitch need i think dyke needs dildo and beans, cus they like substute meats

When God Paints
when god paints he uses all his colours

When Is Enough Really Enough!
Well I know some ppl might think I'm crazy that I do this but It's the only way I know how to cope with things. If I release some of the way I feel , it makes me feel a little better. I just read a blog my stepmom wrote for my dad and it just brought back so many memeories , the good and the bad! Like you can probably already tell, I loved my dad so much and miss him dearly, he wasn't just my dad, but my true bestfriend! Since he's been gone , my life is just not the same!I've been going through an emotional roller coaster and he was the only person that could comfort me. He's no longer here so it's hard for me to deal with things. I often pray that he would come visit me in my dreams and show me the way. There are things that really bother me that I need answers to. My dad made me promise him 3 things before he died. 1.) To follow my dreams in going to the medical field. He told me that I would make a great nurse. ( Well I graduated from Medical asst last fall and plan on going back t

When Are You People Going To Learn??
This is a mini rant to all of those "DRONES" that feel the need to refresh my page a million times a day. WHAT THE FUCK ARE YOU LOOKING FOR??? I'm so sick to death of you people coming to my page, and just refreshing ALLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLL DAY!!! If theres something you want, ASK ME FOR IT!! I'll give you the direct link, or the honest to God truth. If you're just lookin for dirt, dig deep honey... You aint gonna find anything on here.. thats for sure...

When Thing Seem So Bleak
when things seem so dim and bleak, slow going goes your week redness enters your cheek, while happiness is what you seek here is a peek, you are all beautiful in your own way, friends which i hope will be here to stay, beauty in side and out, dont sit there and pout, find the happiness you desire, your heart become fire, get lost is what you say to the lier, but i will always be here as a friend, all you ladies are beautiful and true, dont let someone make you feel blue, because they are the ones that dont have a clue, of that special person inside each of you, im happy we have met, with me happiness is what you will get, so smile and feel right, you are all a wonderful sight, true friends are hard to find, you are all in my mind, so smile and be free, this is what you will see, no one can bother you if you dont feel blue, to your self be true, one foot in front of the other, if you are a mother, happiness is a true gift, would give you such a lift, friends

When You Think Of Me...
"When You Think Of Me" ...Ryan Huston.... Current mood: relaxed There are some things I, need to say to you You won't understand, but I hope you do I must do this now, just to keep you safe I fear you won't know me, so I must convey That I love you more, more than anything But I have to go, I must fight for you And I'll always fight for you And I'll always fight for you I know our time was fast, never thought I'd be Leaving whom I love, flying overseas It's just how it goes, nothing I must fear I will miss you so, miss you everyday I would die for you, this I'm not afraid I will make you proud, its my solemn swear And I'll always fight for you And I'll always fight for you When you think of me, think the best of me That's all I would want to know I will be with you, that's a promise too Just don't ever let me go… With all that I have done, I would do again From the good and bad, 'til the very end And I tell you now, I have no regrets.

When To Quit?
When to quit the sport? Why the hell to people still play when they are approaching 40? Cause it is sooo damned satisfying to play as a team and the thrill of winning/scoring keeps one coming back for more Besides, why else would a family guy stay in shape...lol

When Times Get Rough
I wanna give a huge thumbs up to all the single moms out there...i just recently became a single mother and let me tell you, times get tough and sometimes you feel like everything is closing in around you and you just want to run but don't know where to run. it's in times like these that i reflect on my life and all the situations that has taken place to bring me to where i am now...i never ever thought i'd be a single mother but hey SHIT HAPPENS...and you keep on going. i give all the praise and glory to my Lord for keeping me strong because with out Him, i could never make it. i'd probably lose my mind. it is through Him that i can live every day...conquer each trial and over come. i thank You God!

When You Hold Someone's Heart.....
Part 1 There is times when all things change in a single moment and we are stranded in that moment for what seems like an eternity. All bearings are lost and we are cast adrift into the nameless unknown never to be sure just what happened or why. The uncertainty of that moment affects us forever causes something far more damaging than wounds of the flesh, but scar of the spirit and soul. When you hold the heart of someone be gentle and careful since what you hold is far more precious than just a persons love. You are holding their trust and the very essence of what thy will become in the future. All love no matter what kind should be honored and cherished when it is freely given with no strings and no expectations. Unconditional love is a rare gift to give so when you receive it honor it like nothing else in this world or any other. It is more valuable than all the gold in the world and more precious than life itself. Just something to think upon and remember something so pure

When Im Gone
"When I'm gone" Yeah... It's my life... My own words I guess... [Verse 1] Have you ever loved someone so much, you'd give an arm for? Not the expression, no, literally give an arm for? When they know they're your heart And you know you were their armour And you will destroy anyone who would try to harm 'em But what happens when karma, turns right around and bites you? And everything you stand for, turns on you, despite you? What happens when you become the main source of a pain? "Daddy look what I made", Dad's gotta go catch a plane "Daddy where's Mommy? I can't find Mommy where is she?" I don't know go play Hailie, baby, your Daddy's busy Daddy's writing this song, this song ain't gonna write itself I'll give you one underdog then you gotta swing by yourself Then turn right around on that song and tell her you love her And put hands on her mother, who's a spitting image of her That's Slim Shady, yeah baby, Slim Shady's crazy Shady made me, but tonight Shady's ro

When My Mind Speaks!
Thinking about the meaning of my life, I found that I'm one of those persons, Who born to love, but die for it too. I thought, I want some 'pretty' love with bubbles in the air and flowers in my hair? But fast a voice in my head replied; "No!, You don't"... I asked 'Why?' And she said; 'Because your world isn't 'pretty', Isn't normal because isn't still...' While I was so confused, after hearing that answer that voice started to speak again... 'Look deeply inside yourself, why You want to be like me?, why You want to be blind, and walk without know where you are going?...' And I said; 'I can't answer..., I don't know who you are...' 'Don't You? I'm who you were, I'm who you miss, but You have to know that I'll never let you turn into me...' 'Is time to change, don't be afraid, hug your fears and love them as you love your enemies...' 'Run away and never g

When A Man Loves You
IF A MAN WANTS YOU If a man wants you, nothing can keep him away. If he doesn't want you, nothing can make him stay. Stop making excuses for a man and his behavior. Allow your intuition (or spirit) to save you from heartache. Stop trying to change yourselves for a relationship that's not meant to be. Slower is better. Never live your life for a man before you find what makes you truly happy. If a relationship ends because the man was not treating you as you deserve then heck no, you can't "be friends." A friend wouldn't mistreat a friend. Don't settle. If you feel like he is stringing you along, then he probably is. Don't stay because you think "it will get better." You'll be mad at yourself a year later for staying when things are not better.

When Your Heart Get Broke Beyound Repair....
You know was a short time ago i said i would never give love a second chance...Well i did and it has been the most beautiful and yet the most painful experience of my life..I thought what I had then was love and was hurt, walking away was easy but painful, but was able to do it with great ease so there for i don't call it true love....Then when you have someone come into your life and they become your best friend and someone you think you can count on for anything good or bad and you find yourself not being able to explain your feelings or why you have fallen so deeply for them, You just know that they are the one you want to spend the rest of your life with...Then to find that your own insecurities creep up and you end up pushing them away...Losing thier faith is the worst thing you can do, I can't even fathom the thought of it being worse then the pain you feel when that special someone tell you they love you but want you to leave them alone for awhile or the silence because they are

When God Made The Military Wife
The Military Wife! The good Lord was creating a model for military wives and was into his sixth day of overtime when an angel appeared. She said, "Lord, you seem to be having a lot of trouble with this one. What´s the matter with the standard model?" The Lord replied, "Have you seen the specs on this order? She has to be completely independent, posses the qualities of both father and mother, be a perfect hostess to four or forty with an hour´s notice, run on black coffee, handle every emergency imaginable without a manual, be able to carry on cheerfully, ever if she´s pregnant and has the flu, and she must be willing to move 10 times in 17 years. And oh, yes, she must have six pairs of hands." The angel shook her head. "Six pairs of hands? No way!" The Lord continued, "Don´t worry, we shall make other military wives to help her. And we will give her an unusually strong heart so it can swell with pride in her husband´s achievements, sustain the pain of separations, beat soundly w

When The Hammer Falls
It's been 10 days now that I have been alone with my kids. Funny how things have a way of taking care of themselves. My only problem now is where to move. I'll lose his 3 kids, again, but they'll always be with me and my daughters, no matter how far. I don't see any way to keep this marriage. It has been less than a partnership for the past 5 months, and the 3 years before that are most forgetable. He is not even worth the tears I have thus far barely shed. Maybe I am just numb, still in shock. He's not even really dead, just to me and the kids. We don't think after 4 times in jail, that he'll ever be the partner and parent he represented himself to be. We were all so fooled, and feel deeply betrayed. Living with such strong emotions (especially a child) is so very difficult. The good thing is, we will heal with time. WW II Battleship sailor tells Obama to shape up or ship out ! This venerable and much honored WW II vet is well known in Hawaiifor his seventy-plus years of ser

When The Skies Danced
When the Skies Danced Have you watched the skies dance with light? Heard the thunder more like a roar? For ‘tis on such a moonlit night That one may give heed to dragon lore. When a million stars twinkle and bow To the forked tongues and fiery lash Of Dragons soaring ‘neath Hecate’s brow While like waves, the clouds boom and crash. Yet many may never accept the fact Of beasts living among the clouds They prefer to accept them with evil’s pact At home behind Hades dark shrouds. Nay, I’ve not witnessed their winged flight Nor seen them from here on the ground But I can imagine their great might Might harbor in the cloud’s white mound. So next time you’re touched by the sky Or watch the clouds move on the wind Think to yourself that dragons do fly They’re just not seen by the eyes of men.

When People Go To Far On Here!
I think it's going way to far when someone starts to leave nasty comments about ones kids...all b/c of an ex..I'm sorry but leave the kids out of it, they're not to blame for hatred you may have for the adult.. It's very childish & going way overboard when someone stoops so low as to leave nasty comments about an innocent child!! I couldn't believe that this had actually happened until a good friend of mine deleted their profile because of this..When is enough enough?? Personally I think they should have said something about it & the other accounts should have been deleted but I think they did what they felt best for their kids. I just can't believe that someone would stoop so low, yeah I'm a bit naive you could say, this is 2007 & we have some f#$cking crazy ass people in this world but damn if you don't like someone fine leave comments about them not the kids that's BS!!

When They Turn Away
When your eyes are stormed over, And you won't hear me out, When you read off signs that I never sent out. Can you really say I don't trust you, All I've done is continue to love you. Let the world fall down, Let the stars' crash to the ground. I won't blink an eye, Just as long as you're by my side. So let the world fall down. My love is true, even when I'm confused. I swore wolvesblood, that I'd never betray you Can you really say I don't love you? All I can do is continue to trust you Let the world fall down, Let the stars' crash to the ground. I won't blink an eye, Just as long as you're by my side. So let the world fall down So let the world fall down let the world fall down Raksha Soulraven ©2007 What I need I don't know, so I move from place to place, never satisfied with what I have or who cares for me. Where I go I don't care, so I go anywhere, running from a longing so deep. I deny myself,and hold my honor. I keep

When I'm Gone
"When I'm Gone" There's another world inside of me That you may never see There're secrets in this life That I can't hide Somewhere in this darkness There's a light that I can't find Maybe it's too far away... Or maybe I'm just blind... Or maybe I'm just blind... [Chorus] So hold me when I'm here Right me when I'm wrong Hold me when I'm scared And love me when I'm gone Everything I am And everything in me Wants to be the one You wanted me to be I'll never let you down Even if I could I'd give up everything If only for your good So hold me when I'm here Right me when I'm wrong You can hold me when I'm scared You won't always be there So love me when I'm gone Love me when I'm gone... When your education X-Ray Cannot see under my skin I won't tell you a damn thing That I could not tell my friends Roaming through this darkness I'm alive but I'm alone Part of me is fighting this But part of me is gone [Chorus] Or maybe I'm just blind...

When Is It My Turn
I have been through two marriages and several relationships. Each one a failure or something went wrong on my part. The last relationships I have had both guys had me so confused I didn't know which way I was going. I am to blame for my last one ending the way it did my I got rid of the problem, I told the one from before my last one to leave me alone. He ignores me for several weeks and then calls me. Then he uses me and leaves with out saying a word which pissed me off cause I seriously didn't want to have sex with him. But the word no got stuck in my throat. For some reason I got scared and couldn't say it. I think I was more relieved when he left then when showed up. Well the guy I was last invovled with is a friends with benefits so there should be no loyality. But yet he got upset and jealous and next thing I know we are a couple and he makes me feel like shit. Needless to say I was very upset by this. Well Saturday night I was at the bar and he walked in, then he walked to the o

When A Heart Is Broken
When a heart is broken the soul just slowly dies. Emptiness fills the body and the mind no longer tries. A broken heart still beats and the body continues to live. But all emotion is lost and there is nothing more to give. The person then becomes useless but continues to take up space. The eyes are dull and lifeless. Of life or love there is no trace. When a heart is broken there is no repair to be made. An empty shell is all that remains and soon, that too, shall fade. Sherri Jones 01/15/06

When The World Falls Away
Life is a riddle, much we don't know, where will we run to, where nobody knows, the hurt in our heart, and all the loss in our soul, no one to guide us, we face the unknown, as we walk in the darkness, we are never alone, we are all on this journey, and our paths sometimes meet, just getting to know you, a gift I'll cherish so sweet, keeping you right here inside me, safe and warm, we will be forever together, When The World Falls Away...

When Decent People Get Screwed Over, This Is The Result!
When decent people get screwed over, this is the result! A little background: Neiman-Marcus, if you don ' t know already, is a very expensive store; i.e., they sell your typical $8.00 T-shirt for $50.00. Let ' s let them have it! THIS IS A TRUE STORY! My daughter and I had just finished a salad at a Neiman-Marcus Cafe In Dallas, and we decided to have a small dessert. Because both of us are such cookie lovers, we decided to try the "Neiman-Marcus cookie." It was So excellent that I asked if they would give me the recipe, and the waitress said with a small frown, "I ' m afraid not, but you can buy The Recipe." Well I asked how much, and she responded, "Only two fifty - it ' s a Great deal!" I agreed to that, and told her to just add it to my Tab. Thirty days later, I received my VISA statement, and the Neiman-Marcus Charge was $285.00! I looked again, and I remembered I had only spent $9.95 for two salads and about $20.00 for a scarf. As I glanced at t

When I Get Horny
As I unbutton my top I watch in the mirror as my breasts fall out, my nipples pert and rosy. I shiver as the air from the open window turns them instantly hard and a deeper shade. I stare for a minute admiring my shape and the way the contours create tiny shadows on my chest. I can still smell the scent from the lavender oil applied hours earlier. I unclip my hair from the twist that holds it and as I do my arm lightly brushes the tip of one of my nipples and a tingling sensation goes right through me. My hair cascades over my shoulders and the light feathery ends stop loosely just above my breasts. Still admiring in the mirror I gently rub the palm of my hands around them feeling their plumpness and fullness, my skin soft and warm, silky and smooth, against my cold hands. I let my fingers wander, tracing circles around my nipples. A more intense feeling comes over me. Ummmm. I close my eyes. I let my fingers stroke their tips, gently pulling and twisting. It feels so nice. I ca

When In New York City
This is my first blog and I thought I'd break from tradition here and write about something other some contest or any of the usual Fubar stuff. As a native New Yorker, we sometimes take attractions within this City for granted. And we tend to hear about them but never participate because it is always there for us to explorer later, except later never comes. A few weeks ago a friend of mine decide to take her daughter and husband to see the Christmas Spectacular at Radio City Music Hall and she decide to include the gang (for those who don't know me, it's my small group of friends that almost always hangout together) in this outing. Well last night Nov 9th, 2007, was the night of our outing and I must say it was spectacular and I recommend it to anyone traveling to NYC during the Christmas season. I recommend getting good seats especially if you have kids, something at the orchestra level but forward of the balcony. I don't want to give anything away that will ruin t

When A Woman Has Had Enough!
Accumulated Abuse A man comes home from work early to surprise his wife with flowers and candy and finds that she's already got something planned? The computer is on and there is note written on it. He sits down in front of the computer and notices his handgun on one side of the computer and on the other side, an empty container of pain pills. He reads the message: By the time you read this I will already be dead, so don't get too excited. Don't bother looking around the house for me either. Of course I didn't want my body where my children may see, for they have already seen enough. They have already had to endure far too many years of seeing their mother being tortured by the man they are supposed to look up to. But even though I know I am going to hurt them dearly, I cannot live like this anymore. So, I am taking these pain pills, prescribed for the kind of pain you inflict and I am going somewhere to take a nap. Don't bother looking for me, just sit there and do something that

When Tomorrow Starts Without Me
I just found this on Shell's blog and had to add it to mine. This poem was given to me when Ed (my husband died). I've always thought it was so beautiful and so true. When Tomorrow Starts Without Me When tomorrow starts without me, And I'm not there to see, If the sun should rise and find your eyes All filled with tears for me; I wish so much you wouldn't cry The way you did today, While thinking of the many things, We didn't get to say. I know how much you love me, As much as I love you, And each time that you think of me, I know you'll miss me too; But when tomorrow starts without me, Please try to understand, That an angel came and called my name, And took me by the hand, And said my place was ready, In heaven far above, And that I'd have to leave behind All those I dearly love. But as I turned to walk away, A tear fell from my eye For all my life, I'd always thought, I didn't want to die. I had so much to live for, So much left yet to

When Girls Drink Too Much...
1. We have absolutely no idea where our purse is. 2. We believe that dancing with our arms overhead and wiggling our butt while yelling "woohoo" is truly the sexiest dance move around. 3. We've suddenly decided that we want to kick someone's ass and honestly believe we could do it too. 4. In our last bathroom visit, we realize that we now look more homeless than the goddess we were just four hours ago. 5. We start crying and telling everyone we see that we love them sooooo much. 6. We get extremely excited and jump up and down every time a new song plays because "oh my god! I love this song" 7. We've found a deeper/spiritual side to the geek sitting next to us. 8. We've suddenly taken up smoking and become really good at it. 9, We yell at the bartender, who we believe cheated us by giving us just lemonade but that's just because we can no longer taste the gin. 10. We think we are in bed, but the pillow feels strangely like the kitchen floor (or the mop?)

When You Say You Love Me
When you say you love me Did the time stop? I think it does Everything goes still The sound of those words makes my heart stops beating When you say you love me Am i sleeping? Was it a dream when you say those words The sound of those words makes me breathless Did i just lost my breath to you? For a moment in time When you say those words Everything around us seems to disappear There is only me and you in this world When you say you love me My heart blushes with love at that moment I know I never want to part with you And, when you say those words you know my heart is saying I love you too

When Your On Top Of Your Game
Would it hurt for the people who are at the top level to keep in touch with those who helped you get to the top. I must say, everyone who is a friend, I've chatted with them. Those who fanned me, I returned the favor. Some of you just don't care anymore. Where's the luv??????????

When I Whine
Today, upon a bus, I saw a girl with golden hair I looked at her and sighed and wished I was as fair. When suddenly she rose to leave, I saw her hobble down the aisle. She had one leg and used a crutch But as she passed, she passed a smile. Oh, God, forgive me when I whine I have 2 legs, the world is mine. ~~~ I stopped to buy some candy The lad who sold it had such charm I talked with him a while, he seemed so very glad If I were late, it'd do no harm. ! And as I left, he said to me, "I thank you, you've been so kind. It's nice to talk with folks like you. You see," he said, "I'm blind." Oh, God, forgive me when I whine. I have 2 eyes, the world is mine. ~~~ Later while walking down the street, I saw a child with eyes of blue He stood and watched the others play He did not know what to do. I stopped a moment and then I said, "Why don't you join the others, dear?" He looked ahead without a word. And then I knew, he couldn't hear. Oh, God, forgive me when I

When I Get Where Im Going
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When I Call Your Name
I rushed home from work like I always do I spent my whole day just thinking of you When I walked through the front door my whole like was changed Cause nobody answered when I called your name A note on the table that told me goodbye It said you'd grown weary of living a lie Your love has ended but mine still remains But nobody answers when I call your name Oh the lonely sound of my voice calling Is driving me insane And just like rain the tears keep falling Nobody answers when I call your name Oh the lonely sound of my voice calling Is driving me insane And just like rain the tears keep falling Nobody answers when I call your name Oh nobody answers when I call your name

When Girls Dont Put Out
WHEN GIRLS DON'T PUT OUT (girls don't read this if u don't have a sense of humor) This was written by a guy... it's pretty damn smart. and funny so just go with it (Girls -- Have a sense of humor!) One evening last week, my girlfriend and I were getting into bed. Well, the passion starts to heat up, and she eventually says, "I don't feel like it, I just want you to hold me." I said, "WHAT??!! What was that?!" So she says the words that every boyfriend on the planet dreads to hear... "You're just not in touch with my emotional needs as a woman enough for me to satisfy your physical needs as a man." She responded to my puzzled look by saying, "Can't you just love me for who I am and not what I do for you in the bedroom?" Realizing that nothing was going to happen that night, I went to sleep. The very next day I opted to take the day off of work to spend time with her. We went out to a nice lunch and then went shopping at a big, big unnamed department sto

When Poeple Dont Belive
Mommy.. Johnny brought a gun to school, He told his friends that it was cool, And when he pulled the trigger back, It shot with a great crack. Mommy, I was a good boy, I did What I was told, I went to school, I got straight A's, I even got the gold! But Mommy, when I went to school that day, I never said good-bye, I'm sorry Mommy, I had to go, But Mommy, please don't cry. When Johnny shot the gun, He hit me and another, And all because Johnny, Got the gun from his older brother. Mommy, please tell Daddy; That I love him very much, And please tell Jessica; my girlfriend; That it wasn't just a crush. And tell my little sister; That she is the only one now, And tell my dear sweet grandmother; I'll be waiting for her now, And tell my wonderful friends; That they always were the best; Mommy, I'm not the first, I'm no better than the rest. Mommy, tell my teachers; I won't show up for class, And never to forget this, And please don't let t

When Dreams Go Bad
drifting to deep sleep, blackness all around not a sound to be made. wondering in my white shimmering night gown, long dark hair ever still, green eyes wide open seeking my way through the dark. fog curling swirling creeping up to my bare feet just ahead i see figures creeping along the fog, branches of twigs starts to entangle my feet to keep me still, spread my fingers apart to claw away the branches. zombies comming to my way i start to run. i run into the blackness forever running no where to run to. nothing for miles i run in eternity. my bare feet swifting faster and faster and the zombies some how get closer and closer thier finger tips just about reaching my flowing hair, i dont seem to be moving at all even my legs run faster and faster and they somehow are still behind me. zombies grasp my arms, tackled being ripped apart. i awake in cold sweat dripping to my bosoms, beads tickling my forhead. head pounding hard as my heart trys to slow down. i see my breath in the cold air a

When My Heart Speak!!
Dear Santa (Universe)! This is my wish list for this Christmas of 2007. I don’t know if I’ve been good or bad, I only want to be myself and try to never hurt anybody. I know you hear me, so take a seat and start to conspire for me… -Myself = Help me to keep knowing more about myself, help me to keep fighting because I wont be conformist, help me to see and take action in all the opportunities that this life has for me, when I’m falling down please send me the wind that will make me fly up again. Dear ‘Santa’ takes my hand and show me the way… I want to learn how to express my feelings to the 150%, I don’t want to keep anything inside my heart because people deserve to know how I feel about them… I don’t lie but you know that sometimes I just don’t know how to express what I feel and I don’t want to lose them without tell them how important they are for me. -My family = My dad is sick and I want him to get well soon, Dr. will operate his heart but I want you to cure h

When Death Comes Knocking With An Ar
In the aftermath of Sunday's tragedy, I took a few days to reflect on this past year in light of a few heinous shootings in a couple weeks. Perhaps I will sound like one of those prophets of old when I say this but I can't shake the sense of tragic irony that the incidents in Omaha and the incidents in Colorado really took place in diverse places of worship. One god, called by many names: Wii, High Def, Adidas, St. Croix, Cabernet, Moet e Chandon, diamonds, chocolate, Mastercard, American Express, but it really all boils down "Materialism." Call me crazy but frankly that is the way much of the world view our focus on apatites. The other God we celebrate in this season more than most: YHWH, revealed in Christ, with us still in the preence of the Holy Spirit. One is real, the other isn't. And as I look around in this season, I ask, "which is which?" Now wise people may be inclined to say, "I have no god" but the question is larger than a statement of belief and religion/philosoph

When Times Are Tough
today i found out my best friend of 20 years. lost her youngest son in a car accident. and it about made my heart fall to the floor. and i talked to my kids and they think things are tough which they are. but i tell them it could always be worse. then i told them about my best friend. and im thankful every day afor my kids and my family and i still have them. so the next time you get down and out and think things cant get any worse think about how you still have your family maybe even kids that didnt die way to early. and be greatful for what you have instead of what you dont have Create a playlist at MixPod.com http://pl.st/p/22741083659

When Girls Don't Put Out !!
Girls -- Please have a sense of humor! I never quite figured out why the sexual urge of men and women differ so much. And I never have figured out the whole Venus and Mars thing. I have never figured out why men think with their head and women with their heart. FOR EXAMPLE: One evening last week, my girlfriend and I were getting into bed. Well, the passion starts to heat up, and she eventually says, 'I don't feel like it, I just want you to hold me.' I said, 'WHAT??!! What was that?!' So she says the words that every boyfriend on the planet dreads to hear... 'You're just not in touch with my emotional needs as a woman enough for me to satisfy your physical needs as a man.' She responded to my puzzled look by saying, 'Can't you just love me for who I am and not what I do for you in the bedroom?' Realizing that nothing was going to happen that night, I went to sleep. The very next day I opted to take the day off of work to spend time with her. We went out to a

When I Look Into Your Eyes
When I look into your eyesI know where I belong.When I look into your eyesI know that I’ve come home.When I see you smile at meI feel my soul begin to warm.When I see you smile at meI feel the world is at peace.When I feel your arms around meI know a sense of calm.When I feel your arms around meI know I’m safe at last.When I taste your tender kiss I taste a bit of heaven.When I taste your tender kiss I taste the essence of you.When I hear your soft whispers I feel my passions ignite When I hear your soft whispersI feel your fires burning in me.When you hold me close to you I know an ache within When you hold me close to youI know what heaven is.

When Love Is Gone
when the love is gone you can't do nothing the deal is done and you pay something you pay for mistakes you pay for experience and after all you ask for forgiveness it's hard to forgive what was so painful what was so mistaken and chosen careful what took the lifetime of love and loving care and you just turn away and you just didn't care the heart is a muscle full of absorption it needs attention and plenty emotions if you don't get it the muscle is dying the heart is bleeding and you are crying.

When The Holidays Come A Calling
When the Holidays come a calling I want no part of them For the one I thought did love me Is now somewhere with him The one that said forever Has been gone over a year And the blue-eyed queen who stole my heart Has also fled I fear So when friends and family ask me What Santa brought this year I'll tell them pain and sorrow As my eyes fill up with tears

When I Hear It
“His Voice” HIS VOICE IS SO TENDER AND GENTLE IT MAKES ME QUIVER INSIDE AND OUT WHEN I HEAR IT HIS VOICE IS AS SOOTHING AS THE SUNSET AND THE OCEANS SOUNDS IT MAKES MY HEART MELT WHEN I HEAR IT HIS VIOCE IS AS COMFORTING TO MY SOUL AS HIS TOUCH IS TO MY HEART WHEN I HEAR IT HIS VOICE IS THE ONLY THING THAT I HEAR WHEN GETTTING UP IN THE MORNING IT’S THE LAST THING I HEAR WHEN I GO TO BED AT NIGHT WHEN I HEAR IT HIS VOICE IS ALWAYS WITH ME NO MATTER WHERE I AM OR WHERE I TURN AND I THANK “GOD” FOR HIS VOICE WHEN I HEAR IT

When I'm Gone
you can cry for me when i'm gone but know i'll wipe your tears know that i'll sit with you and guide you through the years. You can ache for me when i'm gone but know i'll ease the pain know that i will comfort you but i can't remove the rain. you can die inside when i'm gone but only for a while because i'm happy where i am but i need to see you smile. you can ask for answers when i'm gone but know that none will come know that lifes a mystery and my journey's just begun. you can laugh again when i'm gone know that it's ok know i'm laughing with you and we'll meet again someday.

When You Are Right
When you are right no one remembers. When you are wrong no one forgets.

When He Cheats
When I was 8 months pregnat my fiancee cheated on me with his ex whom treated him like crap. She even trashed his 2 year old son. This little girl is a real piece of art too. Insane to the core and cheap as hell. When I found out what he had done I told him that the next time he felt like he needed a dog, lets at least pick a decent one up from the pet store!!!

When To Get Married
HOW DO YOU DECIDE WHO TO MARRY? (written by kids) You got to find somebody who likes the same stuff. Like, if you like sports, she should like it that you like sports, and she should keep the chips and dip coming. -- Alan, age 10 No person really decides before they grow up who they're going to marry. God decides it all way before, and you get to find out later who you're stuck with. -- Kristen, age 10 WHAT IS THE RIGHT AGE TO GET MARRIED? Twenty-three is the best age because you know the person FOREVER by then. -- Camille, age 10 No age is good to get married at. You got to be a fool to get married. -- Freddie, age 6 (very wise for his age) HOW CAN A STRANGER TE LL IF TWO PEOPLE ARE MARRIED? You might have to guess, based on whether they seem to be yelling at the same kids. -- Derrick, age 8 WHAT DO YOU THINK YOUR MOM AND DAD HAVE IN COMMON? Both don't want any more kids. -- Lori, age 8 WHAT DO MOST PEOPLE DO ON A DATE? Dates are for having

When You Love Someone....
When you love someone…. Take everyday one by one. Take the time to say I Love You, even when you feel like there is no time to slow down. Kiss one another with the passion you had the first time you met and like you may not ever see one another again. Make love every chance you get. Tell one another how special you are to each other. Thank each other for the little things and respect the differences you have. Don't let time overcome and absorb you…. Leaving no room for one another, creating a distance between you that cannot be mended or reconnected. Take the time… You only have one chance in this life… Live, love and laugh. This is your chance to be happy in love…don't let it slip by. It is lonely on the other side! Stephanie

When I Think Of You
When I think of you it's like time stands still and i get a thrill cause' I feel a chill spill down the spine of my back... I react unleashing butterflies throughout my entire system... I listen to your voice inside of my head reminiscing the time that we've shared... I get scared and I'm impaired if I think of my life without you... I'll have no good times without you... I love everything about you... When I think of you it's like I'm dancing in a warm rain alleviating any pain that this world strains me through... You're my friend and my boo... I'm your man and I'm true... Only to you do I give all of me physically, mentally, unconditionally, whole-heartedly... You have every part of me... Pardon me if I sound foolish, but i just had to do this - reassuring that you knew this - didn't wanna leave you clueless... When I think of you it's like I'm a kid in a candy store left alone to explore anyth

When Your
when your sitting at home alone with no one to talk to what do you do? do you sit there try to get some on the internet or call every bodie you know? i always sit there and think what i have to look forwards to the next day. not about what should i be doing to not be alone but what i have for the day coming i know i have friends and they have there lifes. so why try to get them to devote all there time to you? you know there just one person! and you have to share. but when your sitting get home alone it really just makes you love the time and things you do together. all the time in the world could not add up to the fun you have with them. yes you could have fun with them have all there time but deep down inside you some were you know that its not as much fun when you keep all there free time to your self. every bodie needs a break every now and then.besides they need to have fun with other so they can come back get you and go have the same fun. so dont be down hearted but glad for the

When We Move On.....
When We Move On When we move on we make a choice..... a choice to survive or to give up. A decission made that can change a life or two. When we move on we can do it in two different ways..... we can either do it by excepting what we can not change.... or we can dweal on the negative and never move on. When we move on it is expected that we make a choice..... a choice to live and be who we are...... and regardless we travel down the path that will challenge us. When we move on.....

When Two Souls Meet..
NuttinButtSexxy When two souls, which have sought each other for, however long in the throng, have finally found each other ...a union, fiery and pure as they themselves are... begins on earth and continues forever in heaven. This union is love, true love,... a religion, which deifies the loved one, whose life comes from devotion and passion, and for which the greatest sacrifices are the sweetest delights. This is the love which you inspire in me... Your soul is made to love with the purity and passion of angels; but perhaps it can only love another angel, in which case I must tremble with apprehension.

When I Die
When I die I want to be buried face down, so who ever didn't like me while I was alive can KISS MY ASS!!!!!!!!

When I Can Get On Here
i work at a company that builds kitchen cabinets for lowes and homedepo. the pay aint great but its a job. when i get home i make sure the kids have there homework done. theyre homeschooled. hubby helps thank goodness.i have two boys. so if u message me its not that i dont want to talk. love your comments about me.

When Love And Hate Collide
This has been my life story the last year..Many lies told, words spoken in anger.. Not just spoken by me.. All i ever did was tried to show him how much i loved him and all i got in return was ppl who didnt even know me talkin shit...I have to delete profiles bc i have whores comin to my page that are exactly that whores tryin to start shit between me and my husband or my husbands so called friends sendin me emails and shouts tellin me of his supposed indiscrestions.. i also have these same whores creatin profile usin my husband name and pics....i am to my end with these ppl.. i will never stop lovin my husband and he knows that.. so all you ppl tryin to keep us apart go fuck off and die bc i am sick of this shit...if you want to know me come to mississippi and find me and learn the real me but until then dont act as though you know me and dont pretend to be friend...dont get me wrong i know my husband has told lies to make himself look better but if you would have known anything about

When To Stop Dreaming
maybe i should tell myself to stop dreaming... but it's hard, because i've always been a dreamer. speaking for me, my dreams are all i really have. i've tried so hard; but it's all the wrong things, at the wrong times; done the wrong way. seems i never can do anything right; nor anything that pleases anyone properly. What are your dreams? When should we stop dreaming? Is it ever too late?

When All Is Lost
What does one do when all is lost When the world leaves you empty And your heart is tossed When you can't find your voice And you want to shout And the tide, it seems Never goes out What can one do when your heart is torn When you look for a rose But find a thorn When you look to the sky but the sun will not rise And you can see, it seems The pain in your eyes What will I do when all is lost When the world leaves me empty And my heart is tossed When I can't find my voice And I want to shout And the tide, it seems Never goes out What will I do

When Reality Sets In
Twisted truth threw my heart away today, And it stomped on my soul Once again. How can I be so in love with you, And despise what you do At the same time? All I wanted was honest love, One on one, and nothing between us, But alas, I am staring into the abyss Of another tortured moment Where reality set in. I am not the "one" as they say, I am just one. How can I come back to a place That never really existed? My heart has gotten smarter, And it braces for the agony That is to come. How can I return as if it Meant nothing at all, When you knew it meant Everything to me? I didn't mix the words, I didn't flourish them. The were straight as an arrow And pointed. How can I see past the pain? Time lies to me, Telling me it will fix it all, But it's not true, As I sit here in anguish And each ticking second crawls by Just laughing. There's no healing-- So, how can I? Robert J Nye (2008) He sits in wonder at the moment of silence, That seems

When I Die
"WHEN I DIE SHOW NO PITTY, SEND MY SOUL TO JUGGALO CITY, DIG MY GRAVE SIX FEET DEEP, PUT 2 MATCHES AT MY FEET, PUT 2 HATCHETS ON MY CHEST AND TELL ALL MY HOMMIES I DID MY BEST!!!"

When It Rains It Pours
This Storm will Pass Do you remember a storm that seemed it would never end, a night of darkness so deep and impenetrable that you wondered how you could possibly survive to see another day? Do you remember times when you felt alone and bereft, no one to turn to, and your faith seemed out of reach? And yet, the storm passed. It ended. And yet, the dawn came up over the mountains and the darkness gave way to a sky of shimmering pink, then blue, and faith was restored as the roses lifted their lovely heads to the sun. The sun always shines, even when it appears dark. The storm always ends, even when it appears endless. And the rains from the sky are blessings to the ground below. The very storm that frightened you sustains love in the great stretch and reach of time. Everything moves and changes, yet this remains true: love is. And this moment is made of love, love held within a deep unending pool of peace. It is at the center and it holds. So in the bitterest storm, go to your center fo

When A Girl Likes You
!!)When you catch a girl glancing at you, she wants you to look back and smile (!!!)When a girl bumps into your arm while walking with you she wants you to hold her hand (!!!)When she wants a hug she will just stand there (!!!)When u break a girls heart she still feels it when you run into each other 3 years later (!!!)When a girl is quiet, millions of things are running through her mind (!!!)When a girl is not arguing, she is thinking deeply (!!!)When a girl looks at you with eyes full of questions, she is wondering how long you will be around (!!!)When a girl answers, "I'm fine," after a few seconds, she is not at all fine (!!!)When a girl stares at you, she is wondering why you are playing games!!!!!!!!!!! (!!!)When a girl lays her head on your chest, she is wishing for you to be hers forever (!!!)When a girl says she can't live without you, she has made up her mind that you are her future (!!!)When a girl says, "I miss you," n

When Do Parents Become Parents?!?!
16YR OLD STABS TEACHER MULTIPLE TIMES DURING SCHOOL HOURS... MY SON GOES TO SCHOOL HERE...THIS IS SOME SCARRY SHIT!! WHERE THE FUCK ARE THE PARENTS??? HOW DOES THIS CHILD HAVE ACCESS TO WEAPONS AND HIS PARENTS HAVE NO IDEA??? SERIOUSLY, LET'S STOP BLAMING THE SCHOOLS AND THE TEACHERS FOR THESE KIDS. WHEN THE HELL DO WE START LOOKING AT THE PARENTS ?? AT WHAT POINT DOES A PARENT NOT KNOW WHEN HIS/HER CHILD IS NOT ONLY SO VIOLENT THAT HE HAS BECOME A DANGER TO SOCIETY...BUT, THAT HE/SHE HAS WEAPON(S) IN OR AROUND THERE POSSESION?!?!?! AND PLEASE DON'T GIVE ME THAT BULLSHIT YOU CAN'T WATCH THERE EVERY MOVE LINE..OR THE WELL I WORK SO MANY HOURS IT'S HARD TO KEEP UP WITH THEM...OR WAIT MAYBE THE..WELL YOU KNOW TEENAGERS THESE DAYS ....OR IS IT THE...WELL I HAVE TO WORK 16 JOBS TO MAKE ENDS MEET SO I JUST DON'T HAVE THE TIME I WOULD LIKE TO BE AS GOOD OF A PARENT AS I SHOULD BE... OKAY..THE WAY I WAS RAISED..YOU KNOW EVERY DAMN MOVE YOUR CHILD MAKES...ESPECIALLY AS A TEENAGER...I

When It All Goes Wrong!!
I just finish a fishing job down south of Odessa, Tx on a rig #16. I had been telling the new worms to stay off the floor while I was jarring on the fish. The driller pulled up to jarring weight of 240,000. Thats when the the hook parted and it all went to hell in a hand basket. Thank GOD no one was hurt, but a lot of draws had to be cleaned after this. Check out the pictures in album, Rig #16. These new wave roughnecks still have a lot to learn, but they out there making them bite. My hats off to all of them!

When I Think Of You
When I think of you my body gets really hot. Fire flows through my veins straight to that special place. My chest starts to rise and fall rapidly as I think of your hands on my body. I tingle in places that I keep reserved only for you. When I think of you I touch myself.

When I First ...
When I first saw you, I was afraid to meet you, When I first met you, I was afraid to hold you, When I held you, I was afraid to kiss you, When I first kissed you, I was afraid to love you, Now that I love you, I’m afraid to lose you!!

When Will???
When love comes knocking Like it did before Will I be afraid to answer Or just open up the door? Will I give all of my love Like I did in the past? Will this be the love That will forever last? Will I build my world around The new love that I found? Or will my heart once again Be scattered on the ground? Will I think of only him Every second of the day? Will I bring him more love Even when it's out of my way? Will I do everything To keep our love so true? Will your hand always be there When I'm reaching out to you?

When I'm Hung Over
When i'm hung over My water taste like liquified rust Fuzz is never around I remember how much of an ass i can be when drunk I love to smoke weed My stomache always looks bigger than normal I love watching really sad/depressing movies Sex becomes more appealing I have a mixture of love and hate for all of you out there

When The Sky Is Broken -- Waheed's Poetry
When the sky is broken and the stars don't shine You're the only person on my mind No matter what happens good or bad I know you'll be by my side til the end of time. But as we wait for that time To come to us. Lets live life to its Fullest limits I plan for you to be my wife I'll give you your dreams throughout my life You'll have your dream house That's no doubt We can start our family that we always wanted Cause I couldn't imagine anything else You know I'll treat you like the goddess that you are As we walk hand and hand going though life It will seem like where living in paradise And when the time comes where the end approaches As we stand together prepared to die The earth will stop spinning as the worlds collide But it's not the end for us No its not Cause as you return to heaven I'm coming this time Cause of the life that we shared I now understand That this whole time you are an angel sent to me from god So baby I simply want to tell you babyI Love yo

When Is It Enough????
There were these two guys in a bar, which was on the 20th floor of a building. The first man said " I bet you $100 I can jump out that window and come straight back in!" The second man says "Ok, sure." and the barman holds the bet. The first man jumps out the window and disappears for a second before jumping straight back in. Disappointed about losing the $100, the second man says: " I'll bet you another $100 you can't do it again." So the barman holds the bet. Sure enough, the first man jumps out the window, disappears for a second, then jumps straight back in. Thinking he must have caught a freak gust of wind, the second man says "Ok, I bet you $300 I can jump out the window and come straight back in." The first man says" Ok, sure." The second man jumps out the window and falls to the footpath below. He is dead. Back up in the bar, the barman says to the first man " Gee, you can be a bastard when you're pissed, Superman." A businessman enters a tavern, sits down at the bar, and order

When A God Meets His Dream Girl , Hid Goddess.....the Begining
When A God Meets His Dream Girl , His Goddess......... The Beginning "I am a woman of great powers, I can with just a touch wipe away your tears, or take away your greatest fears. I am a woman alike no other; one who loves & hates equally. I am the lioness, who watches over her primitive jungle; protecting our cubs at any cost. I will dominate and reign over my kingdom with great pride and passion. I will walk with you hand and hand in our soft romantic dreams; loving you like the devil in the privacy of the moonlit night , while being your angel in the glow of the early morning light. I am the empowering Goddess you have longed for; devouring and possessing everyone and everything who gets in our path. Take my hand; fear not; for don't you see, by allowing me to devour and possess you; my Lord; we make our own destiny to our own paradise Sapphire Jewel Aka Valarie A. Laboy © 2006

When A Super Hero Dies
Robert Craig Kneival, Jr. Evil Knieval Stunt Coordinator October 17,1938-November 30 2007 When a superhero dies The little one in all of us cries We think of them as being unbeatable The Fact they to are human takes us by surprise. I wonder what they thought Did They too get caught up in all the hype that we bought. With each and every triumph that they defeated, Or were they waiting for a lesson to be taught? Let us now remember the fallen heroes that in our memories that has embraced our hearts. In our childhood they played many parts Pray for their families who knew the men behind their masks Isn't this where humanity starts Sapphire Jewel Aka Valarie A Laboy Copyright December 1st, 2007 Our Other Fallen Heros Andre Rene Roussimoff Andre The Giant Professional Wrestler May 19, 1946- January 27 1993 George Reeves Superman/Clark Kent actor/ superhero January 5 1914 - June 16 1959 Christopher Reeve Superman/Clark Kent Actor/Superhero Septem

When The Hours Seem Long
mistakes are made lessons are learned, new paths are paved by bridges buried if that path your head is turned the gift of failure you have earned.... I remember the stories i was told when i was small, when the princess was in trouble all she had to do was call, now that i am older i know thats not all true cause every waking moment my heart cries out to you, if you see god theres one thing you can do, tell god i would give anything for one more day with you, i would give my eyes to see you as happy as you have been, i would give my voice to tell you are my father and a friend, i would give my heart to save you cause with out you i am alone, i would give my life with out regret, if would come back home... this was wrote for my dad that died 3 yrs ago... Holley Bess Thoughts of you bring sunny skies, when i look up at the sunny skies, i take a moment and close my eyes, as the sun beats down upon my face i smile as i picture your face, up in the clouds

Whenever A Woman Lies
Whenever a woman lies One day, when a seamstress was sewing while sitting close to a river, her thimble fell into the river. When she cried out, the Lord appeared and asked, "My dear child, why are you crying?" The seamstress replied that her thimble had fallen into the water and that she needed it to help her husband in making a living for their family. The Lord dipped His hand into the water and pulled up a golden thimble set with sapphires. "Is this your thimble?" the Lord asked. The seamstress replied, "No." The Lord again dipped into the river. He held out a golden thimble studded with rubies. "Is this your thimble?" the Lord asked. Again, the seamstress replied, "No." The Lord reached down again and came up with a leather thimble. "Is this your thimble ?" the Lord asked. The seamstress replied, "Yes." The Lord was pleased with the woman's honesty and gave her all three thimbles to keep, and the seamstress went home happy. Some years late

When Is Life Life
When is life life This is a very emotive question when does the life of a child start. No subject creates such emotion than in the debate between Pro life and pro choice groups or in the field of abortion and human stem cell research, this is why I wish to explore the question. The biggest questions are when does life start? And what is life? Perhaps the decisions with regard to the Pro Life and Pro choice are more colored by religious belief than scientific logic. The fact is that science is not entirely sure neither is individual beliefs after all we believe what we want to believe sometimes to the exclusion of logic. Is this a philosophical or scientific question? I do not think you can separate the philosophical from the scientific they both play a part in our thinking Pro life uses scientific as well as theosophical reasoning. Pro choice or Science tries to play the pure scientific reasoning we are not pure scientific beings we are so much more complex than science can exp

When Dreams Aren't Enough
We would talk all night long, Thoughts of us being together. We would wish on the clock, For this love to last forever. A love so very strong, But only shared with our voice. A void still left within us, You had to make a choice. You chose to let me go, For something I can't understand. The path you chose was tainted, So far from what i planned. Your voice still fills my mind, With the love we shared before. But I no longer had you as my own, I could only dream of more. You are still somewhat part of me, I see you whenever I dream. But dreams don't last just like your love, Nor does my self-esteem. When dreams aren't enough, I ask myself why. You still come to me for support, Every time you cry. This I Pray I Hope My Dear Sweet Wife Hears Because This Comes From The Heart I Love You Sweetheart With Everything I have please hear me and come around come back to Scottie, Caleb and I Your Loving Husband

When I Whine
We all live with the objective of being happy; our lives are all different and yet the same Today, upon a bus, I saw a girl with golden hair I looked at her and sighed and wished I was as fair. When suddenly she rose to leave, I saw her hobble down the aisle. She had one leg and used a crutch But as she passed, she passed a smile. Oh, God, forgive me when I whine I have 2 legs, the world is mine. ~~ I stopped to buy some candy The lad who sold it had such charm I talked with him a while, he seemed so very glad If I were late, it'd do no harm. And as I left, he said to me, "I thank you, you've been so kind. It's nice to talk with folks like you. You see," he said, "I'm blind." Oh, God, forgive me when I whine. I have 2 eyes, the world is mine. Later while walking down the street, I saw a child with eyes of blue He stood and watched the others play He did not know what to do. I stopped a moment and then I sa

When I Close My Eyes...
thank you Kim for letting me repost this... when i close my eyes....... I close my eyes to imagine The touch of your hand I want you so badly Cant you understand I feel my fingers slide They caresse my naked skin My thoughts are with you And they are filled with sin Thinking of the distance When will you be here Dream of you closer And of you beeing near Still with my eyes closed I kindly bite my lips Wish that this was your hands Caressing the skin on my hips If you where on top of me I would feel you breathe And i wouldnt need to guide you You would take the lead A moan escapes my mouth And it makes me open my eyes In my dream you where just here But that was just lies You are still so far So i turn into hide Im going back to dreams Where i got you by my side

When I Am With You
When I am with you The world stands still Your warm embrace Chases away the chill Holding you tight So tender and sweet Kissing your lips Is such a treat I know you love me And I love you Together we’re perfect Our love is true Sharing our life I’m glad you’re mine We will be together Forever is the time

When?
When? When will I be able to smile, And know that my smile is real? When will my thoughts be normal, And not scare or frighten me? When will I be able to trust, And not fear being hurt? When will I love, And have him love me back? When I feel complete, And not so hollow inside? When will this sadness disappear -- For it is taking up my mind.

When...
I've tried to hold back my feelings on this particular subject for some time now..my 3 yr.old niece came to live with us a lil over a year ago...she's smart,sweet,loud..lol but she gets that honest..she has a quirky imagination...and at times can make u wanna pull your hair out..haha but u gotta luv em'. I got a call about a week or so ago from my mother who lives in OK..now before i go any further...rissa has 2 other sisters'..one in LA and one in OK...their mother gave up on trying to care for them and sent them off to live with family...if i was able i would have taken all three..but kno how that goes...anyway..back to my mother...i thought as a grandmother,mother and woman...she would have stepped up first to take the girls so they didn't have to be seperated..at the time her bf didn't want any more children in the house so she declined and here we are...NOW she wants to step in and try to take over...of course now that we have gotten attached. So i've been racking my brain tryin

When You Have A "i Hate My Job" Kinda Day
When you have a 'I Hate My Job' day, [even if retired you have those sometimes] try this: On your way home from work, stop at your pharmacy and go to the thermometer section and purchase a rectal thermometer made by Johnson & Johnson Be very sure you get this brand. When you get home, lock your doors, draw the curtains and disconnect the phone so you will not be disturbed. Change into very comfortable clothing and sit in your favorite chair. Open the package and remove the thermometer. Now, carefully place it on a table or a surface so that it will not become chipped or broken. Now the fun part begins. Take out the literature from the box and read it carefully. You will notice that in small print there is a statement: 'Every Rectal Thermometer made by Johnson & Johnson is personally tested and then sanitized. ' Now, close your eyes and repeat out loud five times,'I am so glad I do not work in the thermometer quality control department at Joh

~when I Think Of You~
~When I Think of You~ ~Do you know, when you have told me to think of you, I have been feeling ashamed of thinking of you so much, of thinking of only you--which is too much, perhaps. Shall I tell you? It seems to me, to myself, that no man was ever before to any woman what you are to me--the fulness must be in proportion, you know, to the vacancy...and only I know what was behind--the long wilderness without the blossoming rose...and the capacity for happiness, like a black gaping hole, before this silver flooding. Is it wonderful that I should stand as in a dream, and disbelieve--not you--but my own fate? ~Was ever any one taken suddenly from a lampless dungeon and placed upon the pinnacle of a mountain, without the head turning round and the heart turning faint, as mine do? And you love me more, you say?--Shall I thank you or God? Both,--indeed--and there is no possible return from me to either of you! I thank you as the unworthy may.. and as we all thank God. How shall I ev

When A Heart Is Broken
When a heart is broken the soul just slowly dies. Emptiness fills the body and the mind no longer tries. A broken heart still beats and the body continues to live. But all emotion is lost and there is nothing more to give. The person then becomes useless but continues to take up space. The eyes are dull and lifeless. Of life or love there is no trace. When a heart is broken there is no repair to be made. An empty shell is all that remains and soon, that too, shall fade.

When All Fails
WHEN TIMES ARE ROUGH I TRY TO SIT BACK AND ENJOY WHAT THERE IS TO LAUGH AT, BUT WHEN THINGS GO WRONG.... IT'S A DIFFERENT STORY. FOR THOSE OF YOU WHO KNOW ME AND KNOW THAT I HAVE 3 KIDS THAT I HAVE BEEN RAISING FOR ALMOST 4 YEARS BY MYSELF WITH THE HELP OF SOME PEOPLE... NOT MUCH, BUT IT'S HELP....I DON'T LIKE TO TALK ABOUT MY PROBLEMS TO ANYONE CAUSE OF A NEGATIVE RESPONCE OR JUST THE UH HUH'S OR EVEN THE I SEE.... SO EVERYTHING THAT I HAVE BEEN THINKING ABOUT REALLY HURTS AND BOTHER'S THE SHIT OUT OF ME. I AM THE ONLY PERSON MY KIDS HAVE AND I AM TOLD I'M A BAD FATHER. SO BE IT.... MAYBE I AM, BUT I DON'T HIT OR ABUSE MY KIDS. I LOVE THEM WAY TO MUCH AND THEY ARE MY LIFE. I WOULD DIE FOR THEM. I WOULD PUSH THEM OUT OF THE WAY OF A ON COMMING TRUCK FOR ME TO GET HIT INSTEAD. BAD FATHER... I GUESS I AM...

When A Girl Misses U
: When a girl MISSES You Body: --Girl Facts When a girl is mean to you after a break-up she wants you back, but she is too scared she'll get hurt and knows you're gone forever! when you catch a girl glancing at you, she wants you to look back and smile When a girl bumps into your arm while walking with you she wants you to hold her hand When she wants a hug she will just stand there When u break a girls heart she still feels it when you run into each other 3 years later When a girl is quiet, millions of things are running through her mind.. When a girl is not arguing, she is thinking deeply When a girl looks at you with eyes full of questions, she is wondering how long you will be around When a girl answers, "I'm fine," after a few seconds, she is not at all fine When a girl stares at you, she is wondering why you are playing games When a girl lays her head on your chest, she is wishing for you to be hers forever When a girl say

When I Dream At Night
I dream of a place where no roads end is ever seen, a place where power and freedom have been. I dream of a place where cities never sleep, a place where the snow falls five inches deep. I dream of a place and sitting on the porch at night and greeting the sun of the morning light. I dream of a place of the red, the white, the blue. I dream of America how bout you?. Dreams At Night When I dream at night With out you in my life I feel as if I have nothing else to loose With every painful breathe I take I see such emptiness Left ahead Nobody ever told me It could hurt so much I feel so twisted up inside With me mind all turned around Im unknowingly hurting all around me When i hold my walls up so high To affraid to lot any others in Affraid of constantly lotting others down With my head continously in the sky I look down at myself from above With a shameful sight an the look of despair I must admit I look so lost an confused Constantly h

When Your Just Hiding It
Well today was a good day, and it is because of a certain someone, they know who they are.........we will call her Dimples.......she is the most envigorating woman i have met so far......and yet in such a short time, she and i are very close.....things could not be going any better, and yet neither of us can shout it out well at least i feel that way...... i think the world of her, she is so gentle and kind and appreciates me for me, and all my past and my flaws, and my imperfections.....and yet i have told her some pretty bad things about my past and she did nto RUN....and one thing is she is not able to spread her wings yet anf fly .....time will allow for this i hope....if your reading this i want you to know that i think the world of you. you are a very special woman, and i hope that things pan out for us, and sooner or later (pref. soooner) it will be as we want.....for now i will settle for the back seat...but know this...yoru my front seat woman.......and nothing else will

When I Loved The Truth.
When I loved the truth, understood that in any case, I was in the right place, at the right time, in the exact timing. Today I know this has name: self-esteem. When I loved the truth, I realize that my anguish, my emotional pain, is a sign that I am going against my truths. Today I know that this is being authentic. When I loved the truth, stopped to wish that my life was different and I began to see that everything that happens contributes to my growth. Today, we call maturity. When I loved the truth, I began to realize how offensive try to force anything or anyone to just have what I want, even if it is not the time or the person is not prepared, including myself. Today I know the name of this is respect. When I loved the truth, I began rid of everything that was not healthy: people, tasks, beliefs - everything and anything that I prekinil down. At first, my reason called this attitude of selfishness. Today I know is called self-love. When I loved the truth, I fear for

When Is Ur Birthday?
Which Baby are you... ---------------JANUARY BABY-------------------- pretty/handsome. Loves to dress up. Easily bored. Fussy. Seldom shows emotions. Takes time to recover when hurt. Sensitive. Down-to-Earth. Stubborn. Repost this in 5 mins and you will meet someone new in 8 days that will perfectly balance your personality. ----------FEBRUARY BABY -------------------- Abstract thoughts. Loves reality and abstract. Intelligent and clever. Changing personality. Attractive. sexiest out of everyone. Temperamental. Quiet, shy and humble. Honest and loyal. Determined to reach goals. Loves freedom. Rebellious when restricted. Loves aggressiveness. Too sensitive and easily hurt. Gets angry really easily but does not show it. Dislikes unnecessary things. Loves making friends but rarely shows it. Horny. Daring and stubborn. Ambitious. Realizing dreams and hopes. Sharp. Loves entertainment and leisure. Romantic on the inside not outside. Superstitious and ludicrous. Spe

When Love Is Not Enough
What do you do when love is not enough? How do you convince your heart to move on when it hurts so badly it skips a beat? Whether its miles between you or an unseen distance how do you close the gap? How do you move on when your air is lost and you cannot breathe? How do you convince your mind to let go of the one you love? What do you do when love is not enough?

When Life Gets You Down!
hey everyone i know sometimes life can be one helluva drag and gets us down at times so i created this poem for me and all of you out there whos lives are getting you down. When Life Gets You Down by Jared Kinter When Life gets you down Dont curl up in the corner and cry And certainly dont just lie down and die Pick yourself up Brush yourself off Hold your head high And walk forward with the desire to fight So the woman or man you were in love with left you for something stupid So what! fight to get that person back and if that doesnt work than enjoy the single life and all it has to offer! People are judging you without knowing you hahaha what give them the right people these days are judgemental and that much is true But theres someone out there who loves what you do! You think no understands you Not true! There are many out who going thru almost the same things as you! jobs getting you down? Everyone deals with this only you can chnage that So dont cry Dont d

When You Look In My Eyes
When you look me in my eyes, I get a burning feeling, I get utter hatred towards you. I want to get a brick, and beat the shit out of you. When you look me in my eyes, I'm shocked you don't feel the heat radiating from my body...When you told me the words from you're mouth-you said that you got mad, and frustrated...But truth be told, you are indecisive- wishy washy....Pick a side...What's it gonna be...Who's it gonna be?? I thought about beatting you with a Brick, I don't want the charges. I had so many vow thoughts, I thought about dismantling you're car... When you look in my eyes, you say that you can read my mind...When you look in my pretty dark eyes, you should feel the heat, the utter hatred, and dispair that I hold so high for you...I tell you what...next time you look in my eyes, tell me what I'm about to do to you....

When I Think Of U
WHEN I THINK OF U, EVERYTHING SEEMS SO SERENE, SO CALM- WHAT IS THIS EFFECT U HAVE ON ME. I'VE BEEN A BAD BOY, I'VE MISBEHAVED, I NEED U 2 TOUCH ME..COMMAND ME-DISCIPLINE ME- WHEN I THINK OF U, I CAN TASTE URE SKIN, I CAN SMELL URE PERFUME...I NEED U 2 DISCIPLINE ME, MY INTELLECT WON'T HAVE NO FOR AN ANSWER, WHEN I THINK OF U. WHEN I THINK OF U- MY DAY BECOMES BRIGHTER. WOW, THE THINGS YOU DO 2 ME,THINGS U SAY 2 ME...WHEN I THINK OF U, WHAT HAPPENS WHEN U THINK OF ME. WHEN I THINK OF U, I WANT U 2 TAKE MY MIND OFF OF THE THINGS IT SHOULDN'T BE ON....I NEED U 2NIGHT, WHEN I THINK OF U....AND THE SOLE PURPOSE OF THIS IS 2 TELL U THAT I THINK OF U, I THINK ABOUT THE THINGS WE DO, THE THINGS U TELL ME WHEN WERE ALONE. WHEN I THINK OF U, MY MIND DOESNT WONDER, MY BODY HAS A PLACE 2 B.... WHEN I THINK OF U....

When You Have Sex, Your Body Makes A Promise
Time and time you hear the story. Poor, sweet girl meets guy who seems really crazy about her. They date for an unspecified period of time before finally she decides to have sex with him. In that moment, everything changes. Sex unleashes a torrent of emotions. She’s vulnerable. She’s smitten. She’s ready to plan their future together, and she wants him to feel exactly the same way. And he’s ready to run like hell. So he does, which labels him a "player." He was only out for sex. What a jerk. He knew how hard it was for her to give that part of herself to him and as soon as it was over, the thrill of the chase was over too. Suddenly, he was ready for the next conquest. He’s a jerk...right? I’m here to say something on behalf of men...because if a man wrote this he’d probably be called a "woman hater." So I’ll be the voice. WOMEN...I ask you...do you ever think that maybe, just maybe, the reason he ran wasn’t because he "conquered" you? Maybe YOU are the one who made him run. Ma

When I Cheat On Mark
subject: Till You Came Along My Baby !! post date: 2008-01-05 08:25:30 views: 17 comments: 2 ratings: 0 I never knew that pure joy an happiness could come from such a very respectable man who is such a joy to talk to an how treats me like i am a human an loves me an is not afraid to tell me so, He loves me so much an I love him if you want to show him some love please do so he wont mind his link is below. I want to meet him so he will be comming to see me in a couple of months, an we will see were it goes from there. I LOVE YOU BABY ALWAYS & FOREVER Master_Hybrid @ fubar Keeper Of My Dreams When you're not here to share my days and nights My life is so incomplete For you are my heart, my soul The ¡®oneness¡¯ I had known to seek Without you I merely exist from day to day With you I know that I will find All that I have been searching for My completeness, my eternal peace of mind You are the keeper of my dreams The man who holds my heart in his ha

When Words Escape - Use Music
I know I screw up from time to time, and some of my screw ups can be very hurtful to people I truly care about and never intended to hurt. Sometimes, I am forgiven for the damage and the hurt I cause, but I am beginning to realize that the forgiveness isn't always complete. I find myself now seeing that in some way, people do still hold my wrongs against me. I was always taught that when/if you forgive someone, you wipe the slate clean, let go of whatever this person did to you (not necessarily forgetting, but looking past it wihout letting it affect how you are with him/her in the future), and move on, yet several times since the beginning of this year, I have found that to be a fallacy or maybe just a pipe dream. I usually forgive people and give countless chances (unless the wrongs are so horrific that they're irreparable), yet I only ask for two chances - one to prove myself and one to redeem myself because I messed up, but now I wonder if I should even do that! If I'm not g

When To Say When
So how do you know when to say when? Not give up on someone but when too protect yourself from giving in. In the past I have been supportive even when I questioned the direction some of my friends were taking themselves down. Some got lost in drugs and alcohol, others a more personal fight within them. Personal demons as some would say. The substance abuse sometimes you just have to let people go until they are ready to fight back and regain control of their lives. Yes I have had to turn my back but always made the effort to stay in contact and help them fight the good fight. From a best friend to an older brother I have struggled through the hard times. I am happy to say my friend has turned it around but I can’t say the same about my brother. It’s hard when I grew up as younger brothers do, look up to him, and then to see him give up on his life. You will never understand what it’s like to get a phone call and go pick someone up who is talking about taking their life. Is

When The World Ends!
THE WORLDLY HOPE MEN SET THIER HEARTS UPON TURNS ASHES-OR IT PROSPERS;AND ANON, LIKE SNOW UPON THE DESERT'S DUSTY FACE LIGHTING A LITTLE HOUR OR TWO IS GONE. ALIKE FOR THOSE WHO FOR TODAY PREPARE, AND THOSE AND THOSE THAT AFTER TOMORROW STARE, A CRYER FROM THE TOWER OF DARKNESS CRIES "FOOLS!YOUR REWARD IS NEITHER HERE NOR THERE!" THEN TO THIS EARTHEN BOWL DID I ADJOURN MY LIP THE SECRET WELL OF LIFE TO LEARN: AND LIP TO LIP IT MURMURED"WHILE YOU LIVE DRINK!- FOR ONCE DEAD YOU SHALL NEVER RETURN" AH! FILL THE CUP:-WHAT BEGS IT TO REPEAT HOW TIME IS SLIPPING BENEATH OUR FEET UNBORN TOMMOROW,AND DEAD YESTERDAY WHY FRET ABOUT THEM IF TODAY BE SWEET! FOR IN AND OUT, ABOUT,ABOUT,BELOW, 'TIS NOTHING BUT A MAGIC SHADOW-SHOW PLAYED IN A BOX WHOSE CANDLE IS THE SUN, ROUND WHICH WE PHANTOM FIGURES COME AND GO. My history with a silver lining Oh! professor stop your whining I lift my quill to tell the truth and dish out all sorts of proof what I say

When Ur Heart Stops
WHEN UR HEART STOPS . WHAT DO YOU DO WHEN YOU MEET SOME ONE N AFTER A WHILE OF TALKING U CAN FEEL UR HEART SKIP A BEAT FOR THE FRIST TIME IN A LONG TIME. YOU GUYS CAN TALK BOUT ANY THING N LAUGH ALL THE TIME ALWAYS HAPPY N YOU KNOW HOW THE OTHER PERSON IS ALWAYS FEELING. WHEN YOU SEE THAT PERSON'S SMILE IT BRIGHTEN'S UP UR DAY. U THINK BOUT UR PASSION'S N DREAM'S THAT LAY IN THERE PALM. U GET A RUSH OF WHAT THE FUTURE COULD LOOK LIKE. ALL THE MEMORYS YOU COULD MAKE WIT EACHOTHER. AN THEN IN JUST ONE BLINK OF UR EYE U SEE THINGS FLASH AWAY. THINGS U THOUGHT U DONT REALLY KNOW BOUT ANYMORE IT SCARES YOU. U FEEL LIKE THAT PERSON'S PAST MAY NOT BE THERE PAST YET BUT STILL APART OF UR FUTURE. OR MAYBE ITS JUST UR FEELINGS PLAYING GAMES ON YOU. WHO KNOWS REALLY RIGHT. BUT U WILL FEEL IT WHEN UR HEART STOPS.

When Life If Too Short
Life is too short for the wasting away of our minds and souls. We have based our daily routines on the self-satisfaction of material life. Ultimately, no matter how un-materialistic we may think we are, we all endure this journey by, if you are like me, fighting to maintain enough wealth to pay the rent and bills whilst paying for food and school and any other of those expenses we all in developed nations face day-to-day. We eat, work, sleep, party, fuck and do all those human things that humans do, but how many of us have stopped to take time to re-connect ourselves to this beautiful universe? Or have stopped to absorb the energy we are constantly surrounded by instead of stealing it from those we love? Our parents, and our parents' parents, and our parents' parents' parents and so forth have all gone on worrying about physical and material security for years and years and years and years. Up until the past few years, this need has been justified in aiding our world to move forwards.

When Listening To 'friends Count
Found a precious stone Collected them from all over Keeping them forever In a box In my heart My secret Treasure This chest of untold riches It brings my soul pleasure A pleasure this world can't ingore A pleasure this world can't accept A pleasure this world can't comprehend In you my friends I found this place With love past understanding With love past hurt and pain With love past prideful gain With love past lusts and worldly desires With love past lawful statutes Today I choose you I choose to love you unconditionally No matter the race, sex or creed Can't afford to let you go The many I have are the few I have My family, My peace, My Joy It is in you My Friends written by Paradise (Midnight, Blue, Pierced, The Dream, Nitez, Ghost, Dawn, Bella, Sexy, Sailor,Lotus) If you are reading this blog go check out the House of Dreams Lounge. I KNOW MY GIRL DIDN'T ASK ME TO BUT I WANTED TO LET EVERYONE KNOW ABOUT A PERSON WHO IS NOT ONLY SPECIAL BUT CAN

When You Look Me In The Eyes
I've been looking for that someone, I can't make it on my own. Dreams can't take the place of loving you, There's gotta be a million reasons why it's true. When you look me in the eyes, And tell me that you love me. Everything's alright, When you're right here by my side. When you look me in the eyes, I catch a glimpse of heaven. I find my paradise, When you look me in the eyes. How long will I be waiting, To become a better man? Gonna tell you that I love you, In the best way that I can. I can't take a day without you here, You're the light that makes my darkness disappear. When you look me in the eyes, And tell me that you love me. Everything's alright, [ When You Look Me In The Eyes lyrics found on http://www.completealbumlyrics.com ] When you're right here by my side. When you look me in the eyes, I catch a glimpse of heaven. I find my paradise, When you look me in the eyes. Every day, I start to realize, I can reach my tomorrow, I can hold my h

When I Feel Sad
WHEN I FEEL SAD ABOUT STUFF OR WHEN I FEEL LIKE I CANT MOVE ON MUCH LONGER AND MY WHOLE WORLD SEEMS TO CRASH DOWN ALL AROUND ME I THINK OF ALL MY FRIENDS THAT LOVE ME VERY MUCH AND THAT DONT WANNA SEE ANYTHING BAD HAPPEN TO ME, I HAVE MOMENTS WHERE I CRY AND THEN THERES MOMENTS WHERE I AM MAD AND WANT TO THROW THINGS AROUND BUT THATS NOT GOING TO HELP I HAVE TO LOOK AT MY PROBLEMS AND DEAL WITH THEM THAT WAY I CAN GET THROUGH THEM AND NOT WORRY ABOUT THEM BUT WHEN I WORRY ABOUT THEM TOO MUCH I GET STRESSED OUT AND I CANT TAKE IT ANYMORE BUT HEY THATS LIFE FOR YA ANYWAY,AND IVE LOST TOUCH WITH ALOT OF GOOD FRIENDS THAT I HAD WE WENT OUR SEPERATE WAYS AND IT WAS REALLY SAD FOR ME THROUGH ALL THAT TIME I THOUGHT THAT THEY WOULD BE THERE FOR ME FOREVER AND BE MY FRIENDS FOREVER BUT NOW I REALLY GOTTA BE CAREFUL WHO IM GONNA BE FRIENDS WITH FROM NOW ON, AND FIND OUT WHO MY TRUE FRIENDS ARE IN MY LIFE AND LET GO OF THE ONES THAT HAVE PISSED ME OFF AND SAID THINGS ABOUT ME BEHIND MY BACK TO G

When I Think Of You
IF LOVE HAD A FACE IT WOULD BE YOU'RS. IF LOVE HAD A NAME IT WOULD BE ANTONIO. IF I COULD SHOW YOU WHAT IT FEELS LIKE WHEN YOU LOVE ME... IT WOULD BE A FEELING THAT WOULD TAKE YOUR EVERY BREATH. FOR WHEN YOU WALK IN THE ROOM YOU FILL IT, WITH JUST ONE LOOK YOU MAKE KNEES GO WEAK. THE LOVE YOU GIVE TO ME MAKES ME MELT... I'm sitting in my room, watching the rain beat down on my windowpane. automatically my mind races back to you. memories of what we have shared and knowing that we have more to come. my heart, no longer my own, beats faster and faster at the mere memory of me in your arms. the way you moved slowly into my life. there is no regrets, for I truly do love you. all i can seem to do think about you, the way you hold me, the way you kiss me, and the way you make love to me. im glad that i met someone like you. i have you and now, im not lettin go. i love you antonio

When Did The Fun Stop
I'VE BEEN ON THIS SITE SINCE DECEMBER AND THE MORE I AM HERE THE MORE I WONDER WHEN THE FUN STOPPED AND THE CONTEST BEGAN. I SAY THIS CAUSE EVERY DAY I SEE MEN AN WOMEN ASKING TO BE BOUGHT VIPS, BLINGS, & TO FAN, ADD, & RATE ME. SO MY THING IS WHEN I JOINED THIS SITE MY GOAL WAS NOT TO BECOME A HIGH LVL IN ANYTHING BUT TO JUST HAVE FUN. AND LATELY FOR ME THE FUN HAS STOPPED AND I AM BECOME PART OF THE CONTEST LIKE ALL THE OTHERS. BUT THE ONE THING I KNOW ABOUT ME IS THAT I WILL ALWAYS BE HERE FOR THE FUN AND MEET NEW FRIENDS.AND THE FRIENDS I MAKE SOME OF THEM WILL BECOME THE BEST OF FRIENDS AND THERE ARE SOME THAT WILL JUST BE A MEMORY. BUT WILL ALWAYS BE REMEMBERED AS A FREIND TO ME. SO ALL OF YOU THAT ARE IN THE CONSTANT RAT RACE OF BEING ON TOP THINK ABOUT THE MANY FRIENDS U HAVE ON THIS SITE AND SEE IF YOU CAN REMEMBER ONE THING ABOUT THEM. I BET IT WILL BE HARD FOR ALOT TO EVEN REMEMBER THEIR NAME AFTER THEY HAVE BEEN ADDED TO THE COLLECTION OF SO MANY. AND I GUESS I AM SAYING EV

When A Soldier Comes Home...
Seduce my mind and you can have my body, find my soul and you can have me forever!

When Life Gives You Lemons...
in august of 07, i lost my job of 15 yrs...i was very pregnant, and every interview i went on, i received the crazy look. the look that said, why am i wasting my time interviewing her, why would i hire her knowing that as soon as she starts she will be off again for 6 to 8 weeks...so it became very clear i wasn't going to find a job before the baby was born. After the baby was born...the market for accounting jobs looked like they completely dried up. I couldn't even get any interviews...no one was hiring...things began to look very bleek for me...my savings ran out and i had no income at all...Single mom, 4 kids, no income...life began to look pretty bad...i have struggled for months most of the time not knowing where our next meals were going to come from...i have gotten food from food pantries, and i ended up appling for welfare...the most humiliating thing i have ever done...but this last month has been very promising...i've been getting a lot of calls for interviews...and last wee

When It Rains, It Pours!
First off, thank you again for all of the outpouring of support and genuine concern for my father! First it was my son, who is improving each day, and now this. He is a "cantankerous" 80 year old. He was admitted to the hospital yesterday morning with a temperture of 105, couldn't stand because of cellulites in the leg in which he had a knee replacement 4 years ago and would NOT allow the ambulance to be called. So, my two younger brothers got him there. To make a long story short, he also had elevated BP, sugar levels and they found blood poisoning, among a few other things. So, today, they will remove the artificial knee, clean out the joint and replace it with a temporary joint. The utmost concern are the infections he has and to try to remedy those. This will be quite a drawn out affair, but at least he is in very capable hands. Thank you again for all the love and concern you have shown!

When We Met
The drive wasnt that long, a little over an hour, but I was soo impatient driving there. I coudnt do it fast enough. Knowing I was finally going to have you in my arms, to be able to stare into your eyes and kiss you. The thought of feeling our lips pressed together made me speed even more. When I pulled into the drive knowing I was just feet from your door, my heart started to pound. I was suprised I wasnt wakeing everyone up by the noise it was making. I kocked on the door and you opened it immediatly as if you were waiting next to it just for me. I saw your face, my heart stopped. Such radiating beauty, I knew there was no turning away now. I looked deep into your eyes my mouth wide in sheer wonder of the feelings I was experienceing. You laughed and told me to come inside. As soon as I stepped over the threshold you were in my arms kissing me. It was more rapturous than I could imagine. My whle body responded to your kiss almost immediatly. If I wasnt in love with

When U Found Me
When I was looking for you, You found me first. When I was upset, You cheered me up. When I was laughing, You were there to share it with me. Why did you do all those things for me, When I am just a friend? That is what I am to you, right? Whatever you did, You made me feel like the HAPPIEST soul ever! Then, my heart melted, melted into your hands. I belong to you now! I will always treasure, the word you created for me, the short and simple word 'up' that you had always used to make me smile, whe I was frowning GOODNESS, I LOVE YOU! ISNT IT OBVIOUS?!

When A Man Wants You
IF A MAN WANTS YOU If a man wants you, nothing can keep him away. If he doesn't want you, nothing can make him stay. Stop making excuses for a man and his behavior. Allow your intuition (or spirit) to save you from heartache. Stop trying to change yourselves for a relationship that's not meant to be. Slower is better. Never live your life for a man before you find what makes you truly happy. If a relationship ends because the man was not treating you as you deserve then heck no, you can't "be friends." A friend wouldn't mistreat a friend. Don't settle. If you feel like he is stringing you along, then he probably is. Don't stay because you think "it will get better." You'll be mad at yourself a year later for staying when things are not better. The only person you can control in a relationship is you. Avoid men who've got a bunch of children by a bunch of different women. He didn't marry them when he got them pregnant, Why would he treat you any differently? Always ha

When Some One Betray's You...
God has promised if we will put our trust in Him, He will pay us back for all the unfair things that have happened to us~Isaiah 61:7-9. Maybe you were cheated in a business deal and you lost a lot of money. Maybe somebody lied about you, and that misinformation kept you from getting a promotion. Or maybe a good friend betrayed you. Certainly, these kinds of losses leave indelible scares, causing you to want to hold on to your grief. It would be logical for you to seek revenge. Many people would even encourage you to do so. The slogan "Don't get mad, get even!" is a commonly accepted principle. But that's not God's plan for you. If you want to live your best life now, you must learn to trust God to bring about the justice in your life. The Bible says that God is a just God, and He will settle and solve the cases of His people (Hebrews 10:30). That means that you don't have to go around trying to pay everybody back for the wrong things they've done to you. Y

When I Am Hurting
WHEN I'M HURTING It's easier for you to walk away, than it is for you to reach out to me. It's easier for you to look away, than it is for you to see the depth of my despair. It's easier for you to look through me, than it is for you to see "me." It's easier for you to distance yourself, than it is for you to really care. It's easier for you to hear, than it is for you to listen. It's easier for you to judge, than it is for you to understand. It's easier for you to label, than it is to get acquainted. It's easier for you to bask in your joy, than it is for you to feel my pain. It's easier for you to bewilder at my mysteries, than it is for you to probe deeply into the depths of my soul. It's easier for me to look away, than it is to let you see the feelings betrayed through my eyes. It's easier for me to cry, than it is for me to talk. It's easier for me to walk alone, than it is to risk rejection. It's easier for me to push you away, than it is for me to be held. I

When People Get Real
will as i see when i am trueful people want to claim i am rude. but most it just that they feel they have to right to speak. it bullshit. so for the unreal people fuck you. i am so going to take them down and that is the way iam. Being nice don't work for people some people because they think can run all over you

When Is
is there any noble guys left in the world? I want a guy who will be 100% honest at all times about everything. I keep nothing there for they shouldn't have to keep secrets from me. I want a guy who is 100% loyal I want a guy who doesn't cheat I want a guy who doesn't lie I want a guy who don't talk shit behind your back about you just to make his own self look good I want a guy who likes kids, but he either has to have children of his own or don't want any of his own because I can't have any more I want a guy who enjoys the small things, like kissing and cuddling, and time together. and who isnt judgemental and most of all the guy must be willing to make a commitment to the relationship otherwords he has to want to be in a relationship and take it serious not like oh yea i have a girl but i just ignore her and lie etc im not into them kind of games. And the guy can not say love u onless he really mean it i don't need fake or hopeless love i would rather go with out. non norm

When
When you see me what do you see? When i look in the mirror i see someone that is scared to go anywhere, and is scared to go after what she wants in ife. When i see a pictuer of myself; I see someone that has no ambitions and has a problem with weight. You may see someone that is depressed when u read this, But the questin is What do u see when you first look at me? You wish you could find someone that you can talk to about anything. You hope to find someone that can read you like an open book. so i ask again What do u see when u see me? Imagine me as a flower, Delicate, and yet, bold. Your smile is my sunlight, Keeping me from the cold. Shower me with kisses. Quench my only thirst! For that is what inspired me To grow from the very first. Breathe, take in the fragrance, The scent of my desire. Does the aroma please you? Does it stir your inner fire? Pluck away all of my petals. Scatter them on the ground. When you're standing in this path, Your presence I'll surrou

" When Love Is One Sided
I WRITE ABOUT FEELINGS AND STARTED WRITING AGAIN . TO FALL IN LOVE WITH A MAN OR WOMEN AND HAVE IT BE THE LOVE YOU WERE LOOKING FOR YOUR WHOLE BEING IS OVER WHELMING . TO BEABLE TO SHARE WHAT YOU FEEL IS THE GREATEST FEELING THEIR IS . AND EVERYTHING IS GOING WELL AND THEN ALL HELL BREAKS OUT . EVERYTHING THEN CHANGES YOUR NOT THE SAME COUPLE THAT FOUND LOVE , YOU BECOME DISTANT , AND STUCK IN THE PAST OF WHAT HAPPEN , INSTEAD OF GETTING PASS WHAT HAPPEN OR TRY TO FIX IT . IT THEN BECOMES ONE SIDED NOT 50 50 NO MORE , JUST , SO CHANGED . THOUGH THE ONE " LOVES THE OTHER WITH ALL THEIR HEART " THE OTHER IS STUCK IN THE PAST NOT WANTING TO MOVE PASS IT . SO , AS TIME GOES ON THE ONE WITH THE LOVE BECOMES TRIED OF TRYING TO FIX WHAT HAPPEN IN THE FIRST PLACE , WHERE AS IT SHOULD BE THE TWO TOGETHER FIXING OR TRYING TO DO IT TOGETHER . THEIR IS A SAYING THAT IS SOO , VERY TRUE . " " " YOU DON'T KNOW WHAT YOU HAD UNTIL IT'S GONE " " " I MISS THE PERSON I FALL IN LOVE WITH AND THAT PERSON WI

When You Thought I Wasn't Looking
When you thought I wasn't looking, I felt you kiss me good night, And I felt loved. When you thought I wasn't looking, I saw tears come from your eye, And I learned that sometimes things hurt, But it's all right to cry. When you thought I wasn't looking, I saw that you cared And I wanted to be everything that I could be. When you thought I wasn't looking, I looked ... And wanted to say thanks for all the things I saw When you thought I wasn't looking.

When You Left
When I said I needed you, you said nothing. When I needed my friend , you were too busy. When I said I was sad ,you didn't listen. When I said you mean the world to me you, you ignored me. When I said I needed more, you said I'd gotten all you have. When I said I love you, you ran away. I wait for something to change, but nothing does. I wait for you to tell me why, and you say nothing to me. I wait for you to try to be my friend or more, and you seem to hide from me. How long must I wait for you to decide, to deem me worthy of a chance at your heart. To be worthy of the love I know you have inside. To be worthy of all you are. Tired of waiting and being alone. Tired of wondering, should I just let it all go.

When I Grow Up
You Should Be a Social Worker You are deeply caring and empathetic. You are able to take on other people's problems as if they were your own. Sensitive and intuitive, you understand human emotions well. Helping others gives you the most joy in life. You feel like it's your purpose in life. You do best when you: - Have a lot of responsibility - Greatly impact someone's life with your work You would also be a good philanthropist or stay at home parent. What Should You Be When You Grow Up?

When You Thought I Wasnt Looking
When you thought I wasn't looking, I saw you hang my first painting on the fridge and I wanted to paint another one. When you thought I wasn't looking, I saw you feed a stray cat, and I thought it was good to be kind to animals. When you thought I wasn't looking, I saw you make my favorite cake for me, and I knew that little things are special things. When you thought I wasn't looking, I heard you say a prayer, and I believed that there was a God to talk to. When you thought I wasn't looking, I felt you kiss me goodnight, and I felt loved. When you thought I wasn't looking, I saw tears come from your eyes, and I learned that sometimes things hurt, but it's alright to cry. When you thought I wasn't looking, I saw that you cared, and I wanted to be everything that I could be. When you thought I wasn't looking, I looked.... and I wanted to say thanks for all the things I saw when you thought I wasn't looking.

When You Need Someone To Lean On
When you need someone to lean on. or just a helping hand. You know i'll never judge you, your my friend... i'll understand. No matter what your going through, however big or small. With our two heads together, together we'll stand tall. Don't be afraid to lean on me, and please dont ever frown. Together we're united, i'll never let you down. I'm here if ever you need me, with a problem you need to share. When times are tough, just call on me, you know i'll always be there.

When Love Happens
everyone who get close to me gets hurt i don't know what to do anymore when things like this happen to me i hate it when it happens i lose everyone when love come to find u and it is hard to let that preson leave to go back home for a bit it feels like u slowly diying with out that one preson who cares so very much about them

~when I Need You...~
****************************** When I Need You - Leo Sayer ****************************** When I need you... I just close my eyes and I'm with you And all that I so want to give you Its only a heartbeat away When I need love... I hold out my hands and I touch love I never knew there was so much love Keeping me warm night and day Miles and miles of empty space in between us The telephone can't take the place of your smile But you know I wont be travelin forever Its cold out, but hold out, and do I like I do When I need you... I just close my eyes and I'm with you And all that I so wanna give you babe Its only a heartbeat away Its not easy when the road is your driver Honey thats a heavy load that we bear But you know I wont be traveling a lifetime Its cold out but hold out and do like I do Oh, I need you... When I need love... I hold out my hands and I touch love I never knew there was so much love Keeping me warm night and day When

When The World Is Quiet I Think Of You
I think of you at night mostly, when the worlds quiet and still. My dream are filled your loving face and your caring embrace. you put happiness into my heart and joy into my soul. I'll doou anything to keep you come what will. I love you more than I have ever loved another. Although I cannot always say. But I look to the days ahead when I will be given the chance to show you come what may. There are days when I feel so strong for you I can not express the words to say. So when you lay awake at night, know that I lay awake in a bed just like yours thinking the same thing. You've changed life as I know it for me. A love that I though would never come to be. But here it, in front of me. This love I will treasure until the end. I want it to be you, I first see in the morning light, and the last person I see come night. I want to spend my life with you every day, because I want it to be your eyes I look into at mornings first breath, and I want you to be the last person I see when the

When A Guy Misses U!
Guy Facts--- When a guy calls you, he wants to be with you When a guy is quiet, He's listening to you... When a guy is not arguing, He realizes he's wrong When a guy says, "I'm fine" after a few minutes he means it When a guy stares at you, he wishes you would care about him and wonders if you do When your laying your head on a guy's chest, he has the world When a guy calls/texts/comments/messages you everyday, he is in love When a (good) guy tells you he loves you, he means it When a guy says he can't live without you, he's with you till your done When a guy says, "I miss you," he misses you more than you could have ever missed him or anything else -Girl facts When a girl is mean to you after a break-up she wants you back but she is too scared she'll get hurt and knows you're gone forever! when you catch a girl glancing at you, she wants you to look back and smile When a girl bumps into your arm, while walking with you she wants you to hold her hand

When Soldiers Deploy....families Do Too!
When soldiers deploy....families do too. Tonight, I am praying. Someone very special in my heart was deployed to Iraq recently for the first time with the United States Marine Corps. Now I know some of you will say, "Why are you worried? Iraq is a lot safer than it used to be." Fact is, there is still danger there. Soldiers are still dying in Iraq, and I don't want Jared to be one of them. When you have to be concerned that the very people you are trying to help still hate you, there is danger there. When you don't know if the child you are sharing your meal or candy with may try to kill you eventually....there is danger. I can truly feel for every mother out there who has a son or daughter fighting in Iraq. The turmoil is very real. You worry about them...you seldom hear from them and never can truly know for sure if they're safe. You live for those infrequent scraps of information that tells you that at least for today, they're safe. You have my empathy in that. I no

*when A Man Wants You*
If A MAN WANTS YOU... If a man wants you, nothing can keep him away. If he doesn’t want you, nothing can make him stay. Stop making excuses for a man and his behavior. Allow your intuition (or spirit) to save you from heartache Stop trying to change yourselves for a relationship that’s not meant to be. Slower is better. Never live your life for a man before you find what makes you truly happy. If a relationship ends because the man was not treating you as you deserve then heck no, you can’t ’be friends.’ A friend wouldn’t mistreat a friend. Don’t settle. If you feel like he is stringing you along, then he probably is. Don’t stay because you think ’it will get better. You’ll be mad at yourself a year later for staying when things are not better. The only person you can control in a relationship is you. Avoid men who’ve got a bunch of children by a bunch of different women. He didn’t marry them when he got them pregnant, Why would he treat you any differently? Always h

When One's A Hammer Everything Looks Like A Nail
Petrol price hit the clounds once again. But we still depend on it to have our cars running and our lights shinning. We still wait for alternative energy and renewable source of energy. I guess our politician will make us wait until they run out of the damn black gold before they let us use them. There are several good reasons to keep from them: 1. you don't like they eat your blood 2. they tend to be promiscuos. 3. once they got you never know how to get rid of them. fleas, on the other hand, are tiny bugs which leave bites all over your body. :) Sins are forbidden. That's not news. News are that half of them are forbidden by religion. The other half is forbidden by money :) Always try to do your best. Even to those who you thinks they don't deserve it.

When A Kiss Is Just A Kiss
When you kiss anothers lips and the sparks dont seem to fly when instead of that wonderous feeling your feal like you could cry, that feaeing of love is gone but you dont want to hurt your other when you know your heart is empty and that you seek to have another someone who makes your insides fly by just a simple kiss someone whos eyes make you smile and whos voice fills you with bliss someone who you think of every day and night someone who loves you and make you feel alright when a kiss is just a kiss the hurt is beyond all reason the emptiness fills you up inside and you just want to run run as far as you can to look for the love that you know is needed the love that makes your exsistance make sence. i dont want to live this lie anymore and i want to find my love. is life suppose to cause this much pain. where you cant evan write a simple poem without the pain inside hurting so much that you have to tell the world. i no longer want to be alo

When Is It Good?
Ok.... So ya gotta piss really bad.... and you know that when its happening it is really good.... so shouldnt you say "I gotta pee good" cuz ya know..... It's gonna be good

When It Rains It Pours
Yesterday was OFFICIALLY a day from hell. It was that bad that even sitting here talking about it makes me want to cry. Where to start.... The kids refused to take a nap yesterday so I had them in their room and closed the door and told Lois to quit screaming or mommy would smack her mouth. I went to go to the bathroom and their room got really quiet so I thought MAYBE they went to sleep.... I THOUGHT WRONG!!!!! Sometime the night before their dad cracked their bedroom window because the apartment was hot and Lois, who is almost 3, got the window open more, the screen moved and climbed out on the roof and her brother Nathaniel, 19 months old, followed her!!! So here are my two little babies on a second story roof. A neighbor was out walking and saw them on the roof and got them down and had them in the back yard playing. This all LITERALLY happened in about 3 minutes!!!!! THEN!!!!!! After getting them back inside I went to close the window that they had just climbed out and as it

When A Girl/boy Says...
When a girl says she likes you, she wants you to ask her out. When a girl misses u, she's afraid to see how your new girl looks, she's dreading the fact thatur nothers anymore When u break a girls heart, she still feels it when bumping heads 3 years later When a girl just stares deep into your eyes, she's HOPING that your hers and only hers ( it shows how much she cares: eyes never lie) When a girl is quiet, millions of things are running through her mind. When a girl is not arguing, she is thinking deeply. When a girl looks at you with eyes full of questions,she is wondering how long you will be around. When a girl answers, "I'm fine, " after a few seconds,she is not at all fine. When a girl stares at you, she is wondering why you are so wonderful. When a girl lays her head on your chest, she is wishing for you to be hers forever. When a girl says, "I'll love you forever, " she means it. When a girl says that she can't live without you,she h

When Will The Nightmare Stop!!
2 nights ago my husband(with whom i'm seperated) sent me a message on fubar and told me to get the will together because he wants to kill himself. Yesterday morning he was admitted back into the psych ward, while waiting for a room he tried to kill himself with a fork in the Emergency Room. I feel like everything is going out of control so fast. The reason my husband and I are no longer together is because he was diagnosed with Anti-Social Personality Disorder. Really long story there! But if you know anything about the disorder it is sometimes considered sociopath or psychopath disorder. It's a very complicated disorder to deal with, especially for the family and close friends. I don't know what the future will hold. I'm so hurt and confused and angry and scared!

When Your Old . And Turning Grey . Think Of Me Every Day . Do Not Do Any Hard Work .. For When You Bend It May Hurt
have you ever heard a love song .that you could not understand. then you never knew the love ..between a woman and a man . for love it keeps flowing ..like the blowing of the wind. you keep loving and loving as if there was no end when you love..you love with all your heart .your mind .and body .in sickness and in health .till death do us part ..that is loveeeeeeeeee true word may be a confort to some ..while to others telling the truth hurts so they like to get back at you.so they will stoop to any level to hurt you . but noone can hurt you unless you let them .just take a blind eye ..and follow on as you are ...the truth will set you free

When You're Gone
When You're Gone I always needed time on my own I never thought I'd need you there when I cry And the days feel like years when I'm alone And the bed where you lie is made up on your side When you walk away I count the steps that you take Do you see how much I need you right now When you're gone The pieces of my heart are missing you When you're gone The face I came to know is missing too When you're gone The words I need to hear to always get me through the day and make it ok I miss you I've never felt this way before Everything that I do reminds me of you And the clothes you left, they lie on the floor And they smell just like you, I love the things that you do When you walk away I count the steps that you take Do you see how much I need you right now We were made for each other Out here forever I know we were, yeah All I ever wanted was for you to know Everything I'd do, I'd give my heart and soul I can hardly breathe I need to feel you he

When Promises Made . . . Were Broken
Yesterday's goals, dim memories. Dark saddened eyes, blurring with tears. Painful scars borne; Love's history. Futures crumble when doubt appears. No brightly lit hope envisioned, When following after harsh words. Hurt soul splits in twain, partitioned. Swooned by appeal - when numbness lured. Apologies made, never bought. Price paid turned out far too costly. Though never known what would be wrought - Must walk into the night softly. One wish, only to be released. Granted - now receive this token. Words written in rhyme, love's deceased. When promises made . . . were broken

When It Hurts!!
It Hurts so Bad I know it hurts the pain in my chest the feeling of alone I know it hurts the pain in my heart I am feeling dead you said you loved me you said you cant live without me I know it hurts the pain in my chest the sickness in my head I know it hurts him kissing you him holding you I know it hurts It Hurts so Bad so please just let him/her aloose and let them be free so either one of them can have a life of there own.

When A Woman Loves A Soilder
1.) If she wasn't emotional before, that is all about to change. 2.) You getting a higher rank could just mean an automatic free lay. 3.) Get her a pair of dog tags, ASAP, This is crucial, she will never take them off. 4.) Most of the time, you losing reception during training is your fault. (Though, she will eventually understand) 5.) Most of the time, everything is your fault. (This especially goes for when she is pregnant) 6.) She WILL start talking like your guys and you talk, including using your last names. 7.) Her patriotism could out-do most of your men... she will be proud... VERY proud. 8.) Be Ready: your car will end up with a yellow ribbon magnet or an "I LOVE MY _____" sticker eventually. (if you have seperate cars, hers will DEFINITLY have these) 9.) She will most likely need a pair of dog tags to hang from the car's rear view mirror. (see 3) 10.) Every week she'll have "another song" that makes her think of you when you're away. (And she'll

When All Else Fails
when you are laying on the couch with her head on your chest. It's right then you start to feel like you are truely blessed. when her touch can make you melt .and it feels like nothing you ever felt. when you could talk to her and not have to yell and you started to remember what it was about her, at first you couldn't tell. then you realized it was her you fell in love with from the start... and from that moment you realized that she was the one with the key to your heart words can not describe how i feel. it makes me wonder if when i feel good is even real. everytime i think life can get better it just seems to one day get me upsetter am i doomed to a life i don't want to live or will the good out number the bad when the time will finally give i only want the samething as everyone else to be happy sorry if that might sound sappy but it seem'like it slips throu my fingers like sand while i travel further down the river with the dam

When I Take Over The World
1. My Legions of Terror will have helmets with clear plexiglass visors, not face-concealing ones. 2. My ventilation ducts will be too small to crawl through. 3. My noble half-brother whose throne I usurped will be killed, not kept anonymously imprisoned in a forgotten cell of my dungeon. 4. Shooting is not too good for my enemies. 5. The artifact which is the source of my power will not be kept on the Mountain of Despair beyond the River of Fire guarded by the Dragons of Eternity. It will be in my safe-deposit box. The same applies to the object which is my one weakness. 6. I will not gloat over my enemies' predicament before killing them. 7. When I've captured my adversary and he says, "Look, before you kill me, will you at least tell me what this is all about?" I'll say, "No." and shoot him. No, on second thought I'll shoot him then say "No." 8. After I kidnap the beautiful princess, we will be married immediately in a quiet civil ceremony, not a lavish sp

When The Storm Subsides
I’ve been driving through these nights This road reminding me of all I am As time drags on, these windows fade Reality starts slipping from my mind All I know is this all fades, the second that I’m by your side Can this be real, can this be fate Just say you’ll be there for me Please say that you’ll be there Just say you’ll be my side When the storm subsides All these years beneath the skin Everything inside me turning to the shame I was lost, but now I can see This fate is turning deep inside of me All I know is this all fades, the second that I’m by your side Can this be real, can this be fate Just say that you’ll be with me Please say that you’ll be there Just say that you’ll be my side When the storm subsides Whispers of October, haunting within As the sun dies and the stars fall This beautiful fate gently wraps these wounds Suppressing the bleeding to these torn lullabies, we are one And these wings fall around me and I know in one breath I am free

When Tomarrow Starts Without Me
When tomorrow starts without me, And I'm not there to see; If the sun should rise and find your eyes All filled with tears for me; I wish so much you wouldn't cry The way you did today, While thinking of the many things, We didn't get to say. I know how much you love me, As much as I love you, And each time that you think of me, I know you'll miss me too; But when tomorrow starts without me, Please try to understand, That an angel came and called my name, And took me by the hand, And that I'd have to leave behind All those I dearly love. But as I turned to walk away, A tear fell from my eye, For all my life, I'd always thought, I didn't want to die. I had so much to live for, So much yet to do, It seemed almost impossible, That I was leaving you. I thought of all the yesterdays, The good ones and the bad, I thought of all the love we shared, And all the fun we had. If I could relive yesterday, Just even for awhile, I'd say good-bye and kiss you

When Girls Dont Put Out......
When girls don't put out!! This was written by a guy... it's pretty damn smart. Girls -- Have a sense of humor! I never quite figured out why the sexual urge of men and women differ so much. And I never have figured out the whole Venus and Mars thing. I have never figured out why men think with their head and women with their heart. FOR EXAMPLE: One evening last week, my girlfriend and I were getting into bed. Well, the passion starts to heat up, and she eventually says, "I don't feel like it, I just want you to hold me." I said, "WHAT??!! What was that?!" So she says the words that every boyfriend on the planet dreads to hear... "You're just not in touch with my emotional needs as a woman enough for me to satisfy your physical needs as a man." She responded to my puzzled look by saying, "Can't you just love me for who I am and not what I do for you in the bedroom?" Realizing that nothing was going to happen that night, I went to sleep. The very next da

When It Rains
it pours.

When She Wont
Well I've been focused on one lady, and thought that she was focused on me, we have two hours between us, so it was a small task to see each other, but when time was open, she opted to stay home and "RELAX", so how are we building if I'm not a factor in her free time, a whole week at that, so I've CHOOSE to pertect myself, and wash my hands in that situation, and now I'm looking for any real women to help me understand, was i suppose to just wait until the next time she had free time, when we didnt know when that was ever going to be ,or put my foot down which brought it to an end??? CAN I GET SOME FEED BACK ON THIS LADIES HIT ME UP RATE ME TELL ME WHAT YOU THINK ABOUT ME AND THE BLOG......I THINK THAT I'M WORTH A LITTLE SACRIFICE

When It Rains It Poors...
Hello all thought I would give you a heads up on what is going on in my life right now!!! I was assaulted by my boyfriend and had to leave home fast and get myself a apartment to stay safe in!!!!  Then stupid me was drowning my sorrows in booze and got picked up for a DUI....so i need to get my life straightened out right now b4 the fu!!!!  I so miss all of you and much love to you all  and hopefully i will be back soon and on my feet and be a much stronger person w/all of this!!!! Gosh Darn...U know they say when it rains it poors I am sooooo Upset I have been waiting all yr for the day after Christmas shopping just a ritual I do every year...So I go 2 Start it cause the cold kills me if you all dont know that by now..lol anyways it would not start sooo more stress and Hubby all pissed of course if something dont start we all are gonna get a little Td off so we come 2 find out the Fuel Pump is out YEAH......so no shopping...ugh =[ NOT IN THE BEST OF FUGGING MOODS OK....XOXO

When Darkness Falls
Where ever you go, what ever you do I want you to know I will be right here waiting on you. What ever it takes I want you to know I am here. So when you feel the sun beating on face just know that it is me letting you know I am here. When you feel the rain on your skin that is my tears letting you know that I miss you and wishing you was here. When you hear the wind blowing through the trees that is me telling you I love you. So remember my love that no matter what the seasons bring I am sending my love to you. I will be waiting for you always my love. For I will always love you no matter what life brings to us. When darkness falls upon you look up and I will have a light shinning on you. This light is to let you know that you will always have someone standing by your side. You don’t have to go through life alone no more. I will be here for you. The vision of you so close makes me want to reach out and touch you but then I awake and know it was a dream. I want to be able to tou

When Will It All End?
Countries fighting, Fires igniting. Children crying, People dying. Planes going down, Bombings of whole towns. Hostages taken, What kind of world are we makin'? Everybody wanting to be on top, Just where will it all stop? Many of these people wishing they were dead, And World War III is rearing it's ugly head.

When Men Take Over
ok i am so sick of men right now it isnt even funny. i live with my best friend, or at least i thought she was. she told me the entire time i was with my ex that i needed to get ride of him b/c he was controlling my life and making it impossible for me to spend time with my friends. well i think maybe she should take her own advice for once. her fiance got out of jail about 2 weeks ago and about a week ago moved in with us. the minute he came in the door i started getting pushed out. first it was he rearranged the bedroom without permission. now its i got shoved outta my own room all togther. no one asked me. i didnt even get a say in how the room was to be arranged. my stuff just got thrown into a different room and no one even cared enough to ask if it was even ok b4 they started moving my stuff out. i am so sick of this guy thinking that he is king of the fucking world and that no one else counts but him. he walks around the house like he owns it and i am just sick of him. and if i

When Best Friends Love
You entered my life like a gentle sigh, like a quiet breeze blowing softly through the leaves. You were a stranger first, one who laughed freely and easily, who spoke of minor intimacies and common grounds, who made me feel strangely liked and valued. You became my friend, no longer a stranger, trusting me with secrets hidden, confiding what you liked and hated. We talked and laughed and, as time passed by, I grew more and more dependent upon your smile. From strangers to friends was just a baby step, a step a thousand others take every day. Without your trust and trusting ways, without your smiles and encouraging gaze, I would never have taken the step beyond. But the gentle breeze blowing through the leaves is relentless and never ending. We became closer friends, and closer still, until much of my life was centered around the times we spent together. We traveled far along the path of friendship, avoiding the bumps somehow, never stumbling, always in step wi

When Girls Dont Put Out
When girls don't put out!! This was written by a guy... it's pretty damn smart. Girls -- Have a sense of humor! I never quite figured out why the sexual urge of men and women differ so much. And I never have figured out the whole Venus and Mars thing. I have never figured out why men think with their head and women with their heart. FOR EXAMPLE: One evening last week, my girlfriend and I were getting into bed. Well, the passion starts to heat up, and she eventually says, "I don't feel like it, I just want you to hold me." I said, "WHAT??!! What was that?!" So she says the words that every boyfriend on the planet dreads to hear... "You're just not in touch with my emotional needs as a woman enough for me to satisfy your physical needs as a man." She responded to my puzzled look by saying, "Can't you just love me for who I am and not what I do for you in the bedroom?" Realizing that nothing was going to happen that night, I went to sleep. The very next da

When
When I am with you eternity seems to step away my love continues to grow with each passing day This is a treasure of love I treasure you with my soul how much I love you you'll never truly know You bring joy to my heart I never felt before with each touch of your heart I love you more and more Whenever we say goodbye whenever we part know I hold you dearly deep inside my heart So these seven words I pray you hold true " forever and Always I will love you" I will wlak beside you No matter where you go No matter what we can make it through I'll hold your hand This wasn't planned No matter what it takes This is fate Together we will make t happen I will be your shelter when your in pain Our feelings are the same No longer shall we live in shame There is no one to blame As long as I got you and you have got me Is this what happiness is suppose to be I won't let you down Our love is still here when you turn around We will make it through

When Feeling Sad
been very stressed lately( I know no-one will read this) but need to let it out!. Im planning on staying of fubar for while-cant handle the crap, the control thing-telling me what to do. It will be hard because of the sweet few friends I have--BUT--its other ppl--I just cant deal with it--I have soo much to deal with at home in relationship and my teenager now. I feel like Im getting tested again to see how much I can deal with. Guess what-I cant deal with much more!!I try to show my happy side and be strong---guess what?--Im lossing bad!!--Hoping I will find the strength back soon--cause the few sweet friends I have here that really do care about me--well--I will miss you!! Im having a real hard time trying to keep control of my life. I dont know what to do. Im feeling more sad each day. I try soo hard to be cheery for my sweet friends-but deep down inside me, things are eating me up.I try so hard not to let ppl know--but things are taking over me. Life as I wish it to be-well, it do

When Life Happens..ride The Waves...
Q: What to do when elderly  people tend to think you are ripping them off at the cash register? A: Smile and don't try to expalin anything...they still don't get it. Q: You work in a kitchen wares store and someone comes in and asks if you sell pot? A: Tell them to come back at 4:20 and ask again. Q: A man walks in with seven children and smiles big at you. Tries to ask you overly obvious answered questions to keep you talking to him. As he is ready to leave, walks up to you and says...his name and he has a 13 1/2 inch dick...how do you respond? A: Hi call me sit-n-spin, now where's your car parked at? Q: A male customer walks into your store, smells like heaven and looks like a god. What do you do? A: Go to the back room, apply your bib to catch the drool and when his back is turned....make all kinda goofy and sexual gestures while your boss is standing there talking to him. Always good for a laugh! Q: A bunch of tenny boopers come in your store completely unattended and trash

When Your Ready To Give Up
You think things are going ok and then you find out that things are not as you hoped.So you keep trying and you find out something else that makes you doubt everything.Do I keep hoping or put an end to it before I really get hurt even more then I am right now?I am tired of trying and the constant doubt.So I am ready to give up on everyone and everything.There is no reason to go on : (

When Did You Lose It?
At what age did you lose your virginity ? How did you feel after trying it for the first time? Tell me what it felt like the first time being inside a woman or vice versa.Give me details. Was it good? Was it bad experience ? Did you go back for more.Did it make you a addict?

When Smiles Collide
Two whispered souls From across the room Who have thoughts of despair and gloom. But for just a moment They're lost in time And spirits lift When smiles collide. Suddenly, they feel that all's not lost Kindred souls together A simple gesture's brought. A gentle lift of sunshine upon lips that cannot hide The act of human kindness When smiles collide.

When Things Get Good Someone Always Knocks U Back Down...
ok so i have a problem my aunt is a super cunt. i finally get things ok for me and my family and my direct family is up against me. it has been long and coming i suppose but it finally happened, i will start from the beginning, i was seperated from my hubby this past summer and was still living at out shared apartment without him i started seeing someone else and thats when my life went down hill. i then had to move from my apartment with my children to my mothers. mind u my mom has mental illness and is very unstable but it was working for the time being, well then my neighbors were going to steal my appliances which i desperately needed. well i called the cops and moundsville's finest only made the situation worse they knew i didnt live in my home and they called the health dept because some neighbor kids came in my house and raided my cupboards and destroyed my home. so i then work things out with my husband and i am going to bring my family back together and my aunt brings me court

When A Man Says He Loves You
When a man says he loves you and says he's main concern is your happiness. Listen not to what he says, But what he does. Be sure his actions speaks to his words and his love is true and real. Cuz it will hurt like shit when he shows you the true meaning of, ACTIONS SPEAKS LOUDER THAN WORDS

When Did Being A Virgin Become A "bad" Thing?
When did being a virgin become such a horrible thing? I mean just because someone chooses to wait til they find love doesn't mean that they are a freak or some kind of conquest to be had. I don't think it should be seen as such a big issue. Personally, I don't go around spouting off or preaching about choosing to wait til I find someone that I love or condeming those that choose to have sex. So I don't see why people automatically assume I am continueally going to be abstinant because of fear or waiting til marriage, or that something is wrong with me because I choose at this time not to have sex. And I don't understand why guys see it as a huge issue. I mean most men look at it as oh shes a virgin, I gotta get into her pants, or they see me as someone who won't put out so I am not worth the effort. And then there are the men that hear virgin and start treating me like I am this breakable thing that they need to protect. And further more, it's not some precious thing that is too impo

When Is Anything Your Own
Why are so many people being deleted and along with that so many on a friends lists or family? do some abuse their powers that may be and try to run other peoples lives? Being new i have to ask because if i dont i shant ever learn

When Im With You....
When I'm with you, eternity is a step away. My love continues to grow, with each passing day. This treasure of love, I cherish within my soul, how much I love you... you'll never really know. You bring a joy to my heart, Like I've never felt before. With each touch of your hand, I love you more and more. Whenever we say goodbye, whenever we are apart. Always know I hold you dearly, deep inside my heart. So these seven words, I pray you hold true. "Forever And Always, I Will Love You." WORDS CAN NEVA REALLY EXPRESS TRUE LOVE BUT MAYBE THOSE OF U IN LOVE MAY RELATE TO THIS...HOPE YALL LIKE...PLS COMMENT AND RATE! THANX

When You Are What You Can't Have
Intertwined like two Coi upon a satin pond In invincible safety, infinitely one. A spirit, an angel, a Goddess, a God Enveloped in a thousand year moment. She leans in, brandishing purity upon Her lips, Beaming connection from Her perception. Truth, acceptance, wisdom... I breathe, I smell, I taste. Rose pedal lips embrace my being, igniting soulfire ....and yet, I close my eyes and forget.  And in an instant, we never existed.       I wrote this after having a perplexing dream while dealing with finding my mother.  I was in a bedroom, with a stunnning red headed angel.  Stunning not because of her beauty, but becasue of her aura, her energy.  She exuded absolute positivity, compassion, confidence, joy.....it was truly mesmerizing, especially becasue I could feel her bringing this out of me as well.  While in a absolute peaceful embrace, she leans in to kiss me.  Brandishing this wonderful energy, I pull her close..... This is where it gets weird.  As we kiss, I sudd

When I Sleep
When I Sleep When darkness awakens, my body settles gently into bed. The events of my day race rapidly in my thoughts as I close my eyes. Slowly, I am lulled into a peaceful sleep.I hear vibrant music - so full of passion. I feel the warmth of the sun’s rays that grace my presence. I see kind, adoring eyes gazing back into mine.The air is full happiness - so much laughter. Soft caresses are exchanged. At this moment, life could not be any more wonderful.I have never felt so beautiful; as I do when I am with you. I have finally found the respect and acceptance that I have yearned for. I eagerly listen to inspirational dreams and goals and know that I want to be the one to be there when they are complete.A thin line of love and friendship is crossed, and two single souls find a home to share eternity.Birds begin to proudly serenade the morning dawn. Lonesome roads slowly progress into distinguished passageways. Light peeps through my windows and I awaken to a new day.

When Im Gone
Theres another world inside of me That you may never see There are secrets in this life That I cant hide Somewhere in this darkness Theres a light that I can't find Maybe its too far away... Or maybe I'm just blind... So hold me when Im here Right me when Im wrong Hold me when Im scared And love me when 'm gone Everything I am And everything in me Wants to be the one You wanted me to be Ill never let you down Even if I could Id give up everything If only for your good So hold me when Im here Right me when Im wrong You can hold me when Im scared You wont always be there So love me when Im gone......

When Will It Be My Turn?
When is it my turn To feel the tears burn? When can I cry And express the need to die?   Why must I be strong And pretend that I belong? When can I be weak And receive the comfort I seek?   I get exhausted from the pretense The pain is just so intense. I hide from all of my fears And continue to hide my tears.   Why is it so wrong to show emotion When I feel I could cry enough to fill an ocean? Why can’t I be just another person Instead of letting the pain worsen?

When Will Things Feel Right?
I lie awake at night and wonder when things will feel right. I stare at the stars above and question the existance of true love.   What I seek is not perfection I merely want a close connection. I want to be loved for what is me and not for the potential you see there to be.   I want to feel secure when we sit and cuddle or even as we sit and watch a Monday night huddle. I want a friendship and deep understanding and the comfort and peace when emotions make a crash landing.   I want a shoulder to moisten with tears a partner in life to help me push away my fears. A face that can make mine brighten when I need my spirit to heighten.   I want to be loved because of my flaws and to be the one that makes his heart pause. I want my happiness to be his priority for our love to be so strong that we're a minority.   These wants are not just a one way thing I want both of our hearts to sing. I want a sense of safety and security and a continued feeling of purity.  

When You Start To Wonder About Life
A few hours ago, i got a phone call, telling me that my uncle, had taken his own life. This was a man , who all my life, was the only level headed one, of a huge family. Always the strong one, always there to help the others, always smiling, happy. But recently his business went bad, and he felt he had nothing left, but to take  his own life. Leaving behind, a wife.. 2 kids, 2 grand kids.. and i can't seem to get my head around it all. How can the one we all knew as the strongest man, be so weak??? Does life really feel that bad for some people??? I know all this sounds cold, and uncaring, but suicide REALLY gets to me, so many people take that way out now, and i know that some just can't see a way out... but do they realize the destruction they leave behind? It's like I'm hurting, yet disapointed at the same time, that one of my own , would take this way out. Please don't get me wrong, i love him dearly, thats why this is hurting so much... I just wish he had of talked to us.

When We Moved To The U.s
when we 1st moved to the states in '74 we didnt know English. We had a cat named pussy( no joke). We didnt know it meant something else. Well, one day our cat got loose and my mom was walking around the neighborhood calling " here pussy pussy". Then she asked ppl if they seen her pussy.Im not joking. We didnt understand it then-but now when we look back, it is too funny!! Just wanted to share it with you. The things we went thru when we moved here.Ill share more stories with you.

When Darkness Falls
Reach for me when darkness fallsAnd emptiness comes crashing inCall my name in the still of nightTo be your confidante, lover, and friend. Whisper your secrets and tell me your needsTell me your doubts, your worries and fearsI'll calm the storm that pounds in your soulI'll softly kiss away your tears. Come to the shelter inside of my armsAnd leave all your troubles outside of my doorHold onto me while the world crumbles downMy heart is your lighthouse on a wind tossed shore.  

When The Music Changes, So Does The Dance..
...boy meets girl, girl likes boy. boy is seemingly perfect.. boy likes the "idea" of a girl like girl.. & typically promises not to dip out on her, but when it comes down to it, boy cant handle it, girl's "too real" for him...(get it?! yeahhh, me neither.) ...you'd think guys want girls who dont over dramatize things or girls that arent controlling, judgmental and are understanding and capable of handling their emotions other than negatively to anyone other then themselves.. (right?! ...no dude!!)  it's obvious, some guys apparently like being reminded how much of a piece of shit they are on a daily basis, they need to be "mommied" or questioned everytime they do anything so much as take a shit in their own fucken house... what, are you fucken four? (still dont get it?! go figure.) they apparently like being thrown the "pity card" frm their piece of shit ex girlfriends who cant even take care of themselves, let alone their own fucken children, yet have the audacity to dictate how and

When Smiles Collide
Two whispered soulsFrom across the roomWho have thoughtsof despair and gloom.But for just a moment They're lost in timeAnd spirits liftWhen smiles collide.Suddenly, they feelthat all's not lostKindred souls togetherA simple gesture's brought.A gentle lift of sunshineupon lips that cannot hideThe act of human kindnessWhen smiles collide.

Whenever Ur Craving Chocolate Cake
  MY BFF emailed this to me yesterday. I just made it. Pretty cool. Although I only have Nestle Quik, so I used that. I used like 4 tbs of it and it doesn't seem to be enough. Kind of dry so maybe 3 minutes is too long. So tweek it out a little bit and let me know how it goes!!TROUBLE This is GREAT for when you crave chocolate cake!! Dangerous!! But sometimes we JUST NEED Chocolate Cake!! A RECIPE EVERYONE SHOULD KNOW The most dangerous cake recipe ... 5 MINUTE CHOCOLATE MUG CAKE 4 tablespoons flour 4 tablespoons sugar 2 tablespoons cocoa 1 egg 3 tablespoons milk 3 tablespoons oil 3 tablespoons chocolate chips (optional) a small splash of vanilla extract 1 large coffee mug Add dry ingredients to mug, and mix well. Add the egg and mix thoroughly. Pour in the milk and oil and mix well. Add the chocolate chips(if using) and vanilla extract, and mix again. Put your mug in the microwave and cook for 3 minutes (1000 watts high). The cake will rise over the top of the mug, but don't be al

When We Are Together
The first time we talked, it was like I was talking to someone who knew what love meant. We knew from the time we first laid eyes on one another that this was going to be different. We are unique from one another, and I know that’s why we grow more and more closely together. We do fight and we do get on one another, but we still have a way of showing how much we care for one another. And honestly, I believe we ride each others ass to do things because its not just what we got to do, and because we cant take the easy way out anymore, its because we are trying to make this work out so bad because we both know how much the other one of us feels for you or for me. I know I’m not the best guy out there, and I know I’m not all hot shit, but I what is out there for me. I can’t imagine what or where or who I would be with if I wasn’t with you. You’re my guardian angel and you are my hero. There is no one or anything that I could cherish more than I do you.

When Honey Come A Calling
Throughout my days and evenings. i think of her and sigh my heart she`s been healing never sure just how and why.   as i think of my honey a thought comes to mind of how soft is her hair and i wish she was there to show her i care and to hold in my arms right now.   i wait through the day and dream of her eyes so pretty and grey and her voice so soft that it sets me off on a journy to a place that we share   i see her standing in white and me in a suit of grey alone by a lake by her side a life we vow to share   i take my honey into my arms and confess all of my love from heaven and earth our marriage give birth and to protect her from every harm.   i awake from my wonderful dream as real as it may have seemed im still all alone no rings on my phone and my tears are starting to stream   i try to return to my dream but my honey is nowhere in sight then the squeek of the door and footsteps on the floor and my honey appears to my sight.   if my hon

When You Were Mine
Every single momentHas stayed in meYears without you Haven't changed anythingStill living with the memories Keeping them close to my heartFinding piece with the thought I once had you by my side There is no consollation For this sadness deep in meNothing could compare To what we once hadRemember how you were mine And just slipped awayMy heart beats harderFrom the day you have left me Will I ever get over the needTo have you by my side?Will I ever accept the fact that You are never coming back? The burden of my painHasn't eased as time passes byLiving goes on, but I stay back in timeStill living in the years when you were mine.

When I'm Bored
i have a low tolerance for boredom and a compulsive personality, so that combination usually leads to risk taking behaviors. I'm going out on a limb this evening and giving out my net10 phone number so you can leave a voicemail. Be sure to say your fubar name so i know who you are! Will call back tomorrow morning. 603-3698748  

When You Say Nothing At All
FOR THE HUSBAND , I LOVE YOU

When To Quit Job
I am genuine and down to earth person. I love going out and meeting people. I have a very outgoing personality. I am fun to be around. My hobbies are going to the gym, swimming and cycling and my favourite is socializing with my friends. I love to travel with my family When To Quit Job

When Quit Job
I am genuine and down to earth person. I love going out and meeting people. I have a very outgoing personality. I am fun to be around. My hobbies are going to the gym, swimming and cycling and my favourite is socializing with my friends. I love to travel with my family When Quit Job

When Is A Tax Increase Not A Tax Increase
President Obama sparred with ABC's George Stephanopoulos over what constitutes a tax. From ABC News' Jake Tapper President Obama and George Stephanopoulos got into a somewhat contentious back and forth yesterday about whether or not the penalty for those who do not abide by the individual mandate in the health care reform bill offered by Sen. Max Baucus, D-Mont., constitutes a tax.You can watch their exchange HERE. "Under this mandate, the government is forcing people to spend money, fining you if you don’t," Stephanopoulos said. "How is that not a tax?""Well, hold on a second, George," said the president. "Here -- here's what's happening.  You and I are both paying $900, on average -- our families -- in higher premiums because of uncompensated care.  Now what I've said is that if you can't afford health insurance, you certainly shouldn't be punished for that.  That's just piling on. If, on the other hand, we're giving tax credits, we've set up an exchange, you are now part of

When I Think Of You
When I think of you, I think only of how lucky I am to have you in my life. So many times our paths had come so close, yet never crossed When they finally did, I knew I belonged in your arms. The way you smile when I make you laugh The tender way you hold me near The look in your eyes when you tell me how much you want me All fill me with wonder I thank heaven every day for the gift of you and your love, and I hope and dream of our future together I fell for  you more than I thought possible Yet my heart keeps growing as each day passes. I belong with you and you with me and with the love between us we'll be together for eternity.     Written by Dj Sexy Doc MSD

When You Love Someone
"When you love someone... truely love them, friend or lover, you lay your heart open to them. You give them a part of Yourself that you give to no one else, and you let them inside a part of you that only they can hurt-you literally hand them the raxor with a map of where to cut deepest and most painfully on your heart and soal. And when they do strike, It's crippling-like haveing your heart carved out. It leaves you naked and exposed, wondering what you did to make them want to hurt you so badly when all you did was love them. What is so wrong with you that no one can keep faith with you? That no one can love you? To have it happen once is bad enough... but to have it repeated? Who in their right mind would not be terrified of that?"

When Death Replaces Life
Irony....Its been said that "irony it seems....is not without a sense of humor". Looking on how I feel at this moment I'd have to agree. How ironic that my favorite song from the band Cannibal Corpse not in lyrical context,but the title of the song is the name of not only this blog,but also symbolises how the past 2 and a half weeks have gone for me. Now before I get into it all,I'm not looking for anyone to feel sorry for me,or saddened or anything,I just need to get this out of me as I walk through the fragments here on fubar of what my life used to be. In the past 2 and a half weeks I've lost 4 ppl that were very close to me,all of them I would've laid my life down without hesitation in a nano second if it wouldve meant no harm would come to them. Of the 4 I lost 3 had passed away,the 4th I lost due to the complications of the stress building up in my life trying to be supportive of someone very important to me's need and support her during her time of pain and grief for her loss a

When I Have Too Much Time In My Hands...
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When Is This Ok To Send To Someone U Dont Know??
After seeing your pictures, you had me hard in my pants and after this morning, I want to hold you, suck your tits, and rub my hands all over you. I want to see you and unbutton your blouse to expose your bra and to see your nipples pushing thru. I run my tongue deep in your mouth as my fingers slide under your bra and I squeeze your breast. I unsnap your bra to expose your tits, to see your nipples hard and erect. My cock grows so hard in my pants. Your hand presses against the fabric of pants to feel my hardness. You unzip them to rub your fingers on the head of my cock. You feel the smoothness and the wetness from my precum. Your fingers continue to trace the form of my endowment and you play in my precum. You sexily remove your fingers and place them in your mouth to taste my sweet nectar. My hand slides down your body in search of your inner thigh. I slowly drag my hand so close to your womanhood and I stop. You unbutton my pants and drop them to the floor. You take

When I Fall In Love
When I fall in love, I want to be with her always; In happiness, to smile with her, and be the one to hug her near. In sadness, to cry with her, and be the one to dry her tears. When I fall in love, I will spend my every waking and sleeping moments with her and catch each moment in its eternally lovely form. When I fall in love, I will miss her the very moment I say 'goodbye' and my heart will yearn for the very moment I say ‘hello'. When I fall in love, all my old hurts and pains will seem lost and faded away and I will be strong and brave once again. When I fall in love, I want you to be happy always, ever and feel like the happiest person of them all . . . Because that's what I will feel, when I fall in love, with you.

When I Look At You...by Me
When I look at you By me When I look at you I see the sun, the moon and the stars. I see everything thats beautiful in this world.I see a momma who loves her babiesI see a woman who loves her familyI see strength and convictionI see love and I see respectI see an un assuming womanI see someone who is not affraid to be themselfI see a flower in full bloomI see a shy girl I see a strong womanI see funI see laughterI see seriousnessI see fearI see trepidationI see sunshine on a dark stormy dayI see a sultry sexinessI see sexy smokey eyes I see eyes that have seen love and painI see happinessI see sadnessI see confedenceWhen I look at you I see what I want

When Is It Time To Pay The Devil
ok heres the deal that has me pissed off enought to bitch to eveyone. what can i say i have no cule what to do......    ok background ..... i have a 4 year old son, im single , but my son and his mother live with me... ok now on to problem i dont date  2 reasons y no time ,and if i happen to date someone and i turn into an ass to my ex she will take off to NC to live with her mom (side note i live in pa)..  2 my ex dose not have a job!! so i pay for everything (the rent the bills ect)  .... PROBLEM  the ex had friends over to my place all week not my friends her friends and  didnt ask me eather.... then last night i wanted to get layed, witch according to our little deal i still get a peace every now and again.  but anyway she was like like fuck no and me asking for it started a fight !!! so what the fuck do i do do i tell her its time to pay the devil and risk loseing my boy or is this simply the fucking i get for the fucking i got so long ago?? comments wanted..

When Im Gone
people who actually kill themselves never give warning or signs, those that do aren't serious but I can tell you this, Suicide is a train barreling downhill track with no brakes- it starts slow but builds into an obsession impossible to stop. You should feel honored that he felt you were the most important person in his world that he chose you to spend his last hours with- that was carefully and intentionally planned. When you are on the train you enjoy the view the speed your last hours but feel it is inevitable so you are happy and never feel the ending coming, its all preplanned and nothing can stop it, you dont want it stopped, you want it over. My roommates have no idea it ever happened to me, that I was ever on that train but I have many times and if I were on it right now, no one would know. When we refer to people we love who are gone, they want us to remember the fun we had together, to them death was just another step in life. the only predictable part of life is that it is u

When It Crosses The Line...
When it crosses the line from being upset and feeling a certain way about things to harassment, slander, liable, and defamation of character, then enough is enough. We can appreciate the feelings that people have and why they may feel that way, but what people don’t seem to understand is that you may not attack, smear, or launch campaigns against people in order to make yourself feel better, especially if what your doing is for yourself and not for those whom you proclaim to be advocating for. Those of you who know us know that just over two years ago, we inherited a few new members to our family. We were asked to take in 3 children; first and foremost so that the situation that was playing itself out did not result in the children going into the system. It is well documented that we were asked to take these children in. Once again due to the situation that was playing itself out, once the children arrived and events transpired, it was apparent that these children would be her

When U Think Life Sucks
have u even been like me getting sick n tired of ppls bullshit and throw your hands up in the air and say fuck it people amuse me they really do they act so fuckin stupid some times its laughable do they do that shit on purpose or do they even know they r doing it idk could b both they act like idoits or have a moron attack type of ppl who should wear a helmet 24-7 ppl think that their lives suck some ppl have an easy life i know from personal record how hard life can b ive never had a normal child hood was a punching bag for 13 yrs ive been made fun of picked on cause i look diffrernt talk different wasnt born with a silver spoon in my mouth never had things handin to me i worked for every thing i have ppl judge way too quick bout a person get to know b4 u judge

When Master Took His Kitten
I am standing naked in the cold cellar, the cool air causing my nipples to stiffen. Michelle, my gorgeous friend with her lovely blond locks, is walking toward me. Naomi, the sultry brunette, is following behind her. I am standing with my brown hair resting on my shoulders, my arms raised above my head, wearing nothing but my tall black leather stiletto heels. Michelle opens the bucket of black liquid latex, as Naomi finds 2 paintbrushes. Each beauty dips her brush into the latex and begins to paint my skin with the sticky material. Michelle is working on my front, while Naomi is carefully taking care of my back. Michelle takes her brush and begins right above my nipples, tickling me, but I stand very still. She has a job to do. Meanwhile, Naomi meets the line Michelle has drawn, and continues to paint my back. Each girl is moving her brush down lower now, Michelle covering my stomach, and Naomi the small of my back. Michelle dips her brush into the latex once again and begins to paint

When Girls Talk
That they never say "Prison" in a television show? They always say "Jail". Im not talking about reality shows obviously. But this is something that annoys me. You will here... "Youre going to spend the rest of your life in jail!". Ummmm, that would be prison you stupid writers. There must be a reason behind this. I just dont get it. And I bring it up to Ryot and Val all the time.   Also - ever notice that most actors are left handed? Just watch when they have to write something in a movie TV show.     OK, thats it for now. :) This blog will be about some stuff that my girls and I talk about..... Pretty Simple.   I will post stuff as we come up with it - so no schedule to how often things are updated here. But Im sure some of it will shock you - most will probably make you laugh... And it will definitely give you an insight into our warped world...     In some cases, names will be changed to protect the innocent or insecure.    

When It Rains It Pours.
Well, Finished with jury duty.  then on the way home My car decided it wanted to stop accelerating.  after further listening it was the transmission.  so now i get to replace that for 3k  and despite the fact that the car is only "Worth"2700  i Own the car out right.  so ill pay through the teeth to keep it... The Engine is in top condition. i change the plugs every 2 years, oil change every 2 months k & N Filter rad flush every year changed the front suspension this year, changed the rad / ac fan.  new ac new front and rear discs, every 6 mo i change the break pads.  but again the engine will HAUL a**.  So in the mean time i get to ride the motorcycle in the rain (and i just got my permit!) I just heard that a dearest friend, who was like a mother to me. Who is a mother to Eric & his wife Penny. A grand mother to their kids. A wife to Dennis. She was always full of humor, wisdom, love witty comments. She cared for many of us. And the many of us will always remember her, love her & the

When A Woman Calls The Kettle Black
In this world today are kids are getting less discipline and the morals and ethics of this country or rapidly fading.  We as parents need to step up and take are country back and raise are children can respect life and enjoy it without all the violence that they show as they are on school, in the neighbor hoods, in the home, any where and every where they are.  We as parents should have the right to bust butt and not have to worry about social service coming and taking us to jail.  You wander why they have police walking hall ways of so many school, is because they are not even allowed to discipline children.  When a kid gets into trouble they are immediately taken before the Juvenile in so many cases instead of being discipline having that tail swatted a couple of times.  The government was established by the people for the people not the other way around.  The government wants to control are lives.  Make us live on a budget, but they can not even budget their own expenses.  They want

When I Was Young
I used to live in a house right beside a neighborhood bar. They had a small parking lot that connected to our yard. There was a small shed and a broken down fence along the property line. I used to sneak out my window to go have smoke behind the shed. I was 15 at the time and it had to be around 3am on a Friday night. I lit my cigarette leaned back against the shed and took a few slow drags and closed my eyes to relax. That's when I heard a voice, "hello". I replied "hello" and he started trying to make conversation. He appeared to be in his fifties, I wouldn't say he was dirty, but definitely not well groomed. He was wearing blue work cloths and work boots and appeared to have recently gotten of of work. After a few minutes of making small talk, my cigarette was spent and I was about to go back to bed. That's when he said it. "I have $17 and a pack of cigarettes, suck my dick and you can can have it" I was stunned but horny and running low on cigarettes. I took a step back into the sh

When Tomorrow Starts Without Me
  WHEN TOMORROW STARTS WITHOUT MEWhen tomorrow starts without meAnd I'm not there to see; If the sun should rise & find your eyes All filled with tears for me; I wish so much you wouldn't cry,The way you did today; While thinking of the many things,, We didn't get to say. I know how much you love me As much as I love you, And each time that you think of me ,I know you'll miss me too.But when tomorrow starts without mePlease try to understand;That an Angel came & called my name And took me by the hand, And said my place was ready, in Heaven far above; And that I'd have to leave behind All those I dearly love. But as I turned to walk away A tear fell from my eye; For all my life, I'd always thought, I didn't want to die. I had so much to live for So much yet to do, It seemed almost impossible; that I was leaving you. I thought of all the yesterdays the good ones and the bad; I thought of all the love we shared, And all the fun we had. If I would relive yesterday Just even for awhile; I'd

"when"
When He Leaves, I'll Miss Him!!! When He Walks Away, I'll Run To Him.... When I Run To Him, I'll Tke His Hand!!!! When I Tke His Hand, I'll Pull Him Close... When I Pull Him Close, I'll Hug Him!!! When I Hug Him, I'll Look Into His Eyes... When I Look Into His Eyes, I'll Kiss Him!!! When I Kiss Him, I'll Tell Him To Stay.... When I Tell Him To Stay, I'll Tell Him A Poem!!!!! When I Tell Him A Poem, I'll Start To Cry..... When I Start To Cry, I'll Tell Him To Tke Me With!!!! When I Tell Him To Tke Me With, I'll Ask Him To Be With Me 4Ever...When I Ask Him To Be With Me 4Ever, I'll Ask Him To Hold Me!!!!When I Ask Him To Hold Me, I'll Ask Him To Luv Me Once More...When I Ask Him To Luv Me Once More, I'll Tell Him He's The Best In The World!!!!!When I Tell Him He's The Best In The World,I'll Tell Him He Means Everything To Me....When I Tell Him He Means Everything To Me, I'll Tell Him I Luv Him With My Heart And Soul!!!!!!When I Tell Him I Luv Him With My Heart And Soul, I'll Tell Him Go

When I Awoke Last Night
You came to me, when I closed my eyes. As if you were there, inside. I felt your heart, beating with mine. Creating our own, moment in time. Your breath against, my skin. Your warmth, deeply within. The softness of your touch, set me on fire. The look in your eyes, pure desire. The sound of your moans, was music to my ears. Nothing but pleasure, no pain or fear. Skin against skin, cheek to cheek. Not a single word, did we speak. With each caress, every touch, every kiss. We wrote our own message, that couldn't be dismissed. The we laid there in each other's arms, just a few minutes more. Both dreading you, reaching for the door. But you didn't, you just held onto me tight. I could still feel you with me, when I awoke last night.

When The Wine Plays Tricks
As we look into the future we only see ash, the cinders of past retributions only causes panic. we’ll wait and see if the man in the box is a sign of a progressive movement …but we already know we took a step back. are imagination of god has blown towards delusion. we wait and see if the mindless prayers have set fire to a reputation of mindlessness. echoes of happiness have played tricks with shadows, rearranging the hallucinations we would normally see. as we stop and engulf the aroma of spring we know the season will erupt into a shared disappointmentflowers will slowly die and the scent of roses will fade away. are youth is slowly dieing! mediocrity is dancing at us. when we thought the world was clay, we were innocent… now were just a pathetic existence spinning around in a endless circle. thoughts of a heaven blind us of reality, thinking we could live to such a high standard but we’re still unhappy, unsatisfied, lonely and lost this is life..? when will

When You Are In Love With Your True Love
The love   The love that we have   The love that we share   The love is what we   Share in every day life,   We live in love we share,   love all the time. But we lose are too   alot of times too. We   share the same bed,   Share the same blanket,   alots of things in life.   Sometimes we lose the love of   our lives. We dont want to lose them   all, but some times we have to   make a mistake in life.   Love is suppose to be when   you are happy with someone that   you love very much. Love is when you care   about that person that you are in love with.   All you do is think about the one that you love.   When you think of a person that you cant live without,   or cant breath with out them,   being able to talk to them and seeing them.   When a person falls in love with someone.   When you hear their voice again and       you get this big huge grin on your face.   When this person looks up at you and   Has this big grin on their fa

When Things Go Wrong
when things go wrong and you have no one to go to what do u do? i guess you just have to try to work it out on your own and try to figure out why its ok for some to just walk away and others to sit there and wonder wtf just happened....   I know everyone's life isn't perfect and people have drama and so forth but its not right in no means to get dragged into it when it really has nothing to do with you. But you still try to be nice and stuff....but grrrrrrr why do you need it really!?! It just ends up hurting a lot of people in the long run, sometimes it ruins friendship or relationships (boyfriend & girlfriend or husband & wife) or best friends outside/inside fubar.  How do you keep out of it when you don't even know your in it? the drama that is  would we ever really know? if we can ever get out of the drama other people have. I mean dang no one lives in a bubble and there's always bs outside/inside fubar. 

When I Get To Where I'm Goin
The path of life. What does it all mean? As I weed out my own, both brown and green. The brown represents sorrow, along the way. And the green is the beginning, of a whole new day. Each day something new, is learned. Either it's a wonderful lesson, or a punishment unearned. But through it all, I appear lost. Destined to find my home, at whatever cost. Each day that passes by, I cherish life a little more. Than I did, the day before. This path may be thick, and hard to get through. But there is no limit, to what I can do. I appreciate every flower, even the thorns along the way. Because it'll all be worth it, when I get to where I'm going someday.

When That Person Is You
Rejected and alone, I turned to my words. To speak without speaking, that’s how I was heard. I carried my pain, inside my notebook. Each day I wrote more, the harder I looked. With every person shot, every life lost. I wrote a little more, a small cost. For me to pay. I write the words, they could not say. For just like me, the residents where I am from. Simply didn’t matter, to anyone. One more bad soul, taken off the streets. Was everyone else’s perception, of these. People, human beings, and even if it was true. It tends to hurt more, when that person is you.

When You Shouldn't Be In Public
It was a Saturday night, Spring 2011.  It was a quiet, boring night, like any other.  I had nothing going on in my life at the time. I laid down in bed and watched an old wrestling videotape. Something I hadn't done in years.  All of a sudden the phone rang.  It was my friend Jesse.  He said he was about to put one of his dogs to sleep and wanted to have some cocktails and was willing to head to my part of town.  I said sure we can do that, I'm in.  He arrived an hour later and we proceeded to the corner bar Confetti's Liquor Box.  We brought our darts. We walked in and not a single soul was there other than the girl tending the bar.  I then realized it was the same night as the city's carnival. Every single person in town was at the festival. We didn't care, he was out to get a severe buzz going and I was just along for the ride. I asked how much cash he had on him and with a smirk he informed me "4 grand".  After a few hours we had downed some potent shots along with our beers of cho

When Banks/gov'ts Ruin Currency And The Power Of The Net.
Until recently, every currency on earth was either based of a precious metal or a group of mental patients (our government)...Enter the bitcoin.  A decentralized currency based of a limited number of bitcoins(21 million to start) and a logical algorithm that encrypts all monetary transactions of the bitcoin market.  No printing of money, no bad decisions...only logical.     Since the bitcoin is decentralized...if you feel like breaking the law...this is your place.  Not why I'm in the market, but can already see a virtual black market emerging with untraceable transaction...payable in any currency currently traded.  The value is based on the number of transactions globally.  The Bitcoin started in 2009 and once started, from what I've read, can not be stopped.  As long as the internet is still going the Bitcoin will only get stronger, and as of now 2140 is when the last bitcoin will be harvested.     What or who is behind the bitcoin? This was my first hurdle...and it's a tall one

When Boredom Strikes
In a forest among some great magnificant trees. Trees that if were buildings, would have created a great city  of skyscrapers.  And among these trees there was an ordinary tree, absolutely nothing special about it.  In fact walking  through this forest you would probably wouldn't even have noticed this tree. This tree among the other large magnificant trees. On this day a storm came tearing through the area. The wind was blowing hard, making the trees sway back  and forth. After time the gusts became stronger and longer.  The larger more magnificant trees moved little with the  wind, but did not flex much. The ordinary tree moved with the wind , it worked as a gage to tell how hard the wind was blowing. With the wind, the rain came and with the rain came mud and in turn came puddles.   Soon the puddles came together to form small lakes.  The storm became unmerciful the way the wind would pound the rain on everything. As every minute passed the wind grew stronger.  Hitting the t

When I'm Running A Mega Polisher....
I AM GOING FOR 10,000 BLING....SO READ ON   OK...this has been getting on my nerves the last two times I've done this. Since I know I will be doing this again...here's the ground rules aka why and how I'm doing it:#1) Before I even activate the polisher, I have a set list of people I'm targeting. This way I can get as many people and points as I can#2) The reason I'm doing it is because certain people at certain times have helped me out and this is my way of saying thanks. Or just because I like being nice to the ones that have been nice to me.With that said....THE ONLY THING THAT'S GOING TO BREAK MY ROUTINE WILL BE A FU-PONY. THAT'S IT. THAT'S THE ONLY THING THAT WILL MAKE IT WORTH IT TO STOP IN THE MIDDLE OF POLISHING SOMEONE WHO HAS HELPED ME IN ONE WAY OR ANOTHER. IF YOU HAVE ONE, FINE, LET ME KNOW AND I'LL HIT IT FOR YOU.FOR YOU DENSE PEOPLE...THAT MEANS NO 100s, 75s, 50s, LEs...JUST FU-PONIES.Don't jump in my inbox telling me if I need bling to polish, you have some. For some r

When A Bling Is Not Funny
Rohypnol(roofies, 'date-rape' drug)Rohypnol is a prescription-only sedative that has been used in many 'date rapes' in the US, with cases now being reported in Europe and Australia.  Coming in the form of a tasteless and odourless pill which is easily ground down into powder, rohypnol has gained notoriety as the 'date rape' drug, after victims have been incapacitated and sexually assaulted after having their drinks spiked. All traces of the drug disappear after 24 hours making prosecution difficult. Please note that rohypnol is not the only drug associated with date rape and there have been cases linked to GHBand other sedative drugs. Side effects: The most worrying side effect of rohypnol is that it can easily be administered without the victims knowledge and lengthy sexual assaults can take place with the victim having no memory of events afterwards. In many cases, victims are even unaware that assaults have taken place until their symptoms are recognised or their memory retur

Where I Wanna Die....
in Hawaii getting high on the beach when I'm old and grey The Doors - Stoned Immaculate I'll tell you this... No eternal reward will forgive us now For wasting the dawn. Back in those days everything was simpler and more confused One summer night, going to the pier I ran into two young girls The blonde one was called Freedom The dark one, Enterprise We talked and they told me this story Now listen to this... I'll tell you about Texas radio and the big beat Soft driven, slow and mad Reaching your head with the cold, sudden fury of a divine messenger Let me tell you about heartache and the loss of god Wandering, wandering in hopeless night Out here in the perimeter there are no stars Out here we is stoned Immaculate

Where Is The Love?
We only got, one world! Peace, Jamn.

Where I've Been
OMG Lost Cherry Fam, Friends, Fans, all......... this has been a loooooooooong week for me and I haven't been on line like I usually am. I'm still here tho just tired. My baby girl was in the hospital and things were really hectic for me. I was shocked to see that while I was away that we can now post blogs. Now I can get my feelings out on here and all that. Well since I love writing I'll be sharing some of my poetry and different stuff. Well okay that's it for now TTYL ;)

Where I Come From
A little more on me and my vague location...I live pretty much in the middle of nowhere. I used to say I live at the very farthest end of the earth, but I had to modify that statement. Let me explain: The edge of the earth brings thoughts to mind of a dropoff of sorts. There would be beauty in the roots and dirt hanging out of this 'edge'. You could stand at the edge and look at the stars and darkness going on forever. If there were an edge to the earth, I would love to go there someday and marvel at its beauty. NOBODY wants to come to where I live. The people who LIVE here don't want to come here. If there were an edge here, the population would be zero, because everyone would leap off after going insane from sheer boredom. So I suppose the few stunted hills and miles and miles of hay and corn we have are a safety feature. You can't do much damage leaping off a cow now, can you? Wow, I guess I CAN find the good in things... Ok. That's it. My first blog. Should I feel liberated n

Where?
Hey...where are all the cute local women at?

Where Are U From
WHERE ARE ALL THE REAL MEN AT?..THE ONES WHO TAKE U OUT AND PAY..THE ONES WHO DONT EXPECT SEX AFTRWARDS..THE ONES WHO WANT TO KNOW U FOR U AND NOT WHAT U CAN PROVIDE FOR THEM SEXUALLY..IF UR OUT THERE LET ME KNOW... To every girl that is SCARED to put her heart out there again, because she has been HURT too many times or so badly. To every girl that has been cheated on, because she's not a slut who gives it up to any guy. To every girl that dresses cute, not skanky. To every girl who wants to be called beautiful, not hot. To every girl that will spend her whole day looking for the perfect present for you. To every girl who gets her heart broken, because he chose that bitch instead. To every girl that would die to have a decent boyfriend. To every girl who would just once like to be treated like a princess. To every girl that cries at night because of another heartbreak. To every girl that won't get down on her knees && open her mouth just t

Where You Can Come See For Yourself
Oct. 13,14 @ Soft Tails Crystal River,Fl (S.O.L) Oct. 27,28 @ JR's Gainesville, Fl (Native Sun) Nov. 17,18 @ Crackers Crystal River ,Fl (N.S) Dec, 1,2 @ Soft Tails Crystal River, Fl (S.O.L) Dec. 8,9 @ JR's Gainesville, Fl (N.S) Dec. 29,30 @ Soft Tails Crystal River, Fl (S.O.L) Will try to keep this updated to any changes. Hope to see you all there.

Where I'm At....
Your Name: Age: Favorite position: 1. Do you think I'm cute?. 2. Would you have sex with me? 3. lights on or off? 4. Would you have to be drunk? 5.Would you take a shower with me? 6.Have you ever thought about having sex with me? 7.Would you leave after or stay the night? 8.Do you like cuddling afterwards? 9.Condom or skin? 10. Have sex on the first date? 11.Would you kiss me during sex? 12.Do you think I would be good in bed? 13. Would you use me as a booty call? 14.Can I use you as a booty call? 15.Can we take pictures of the act? 16.How long would we have sex? 17.Would you tell your friends about me? 18.Would you want me for a b/f , g/f or friend? 19.Will you post this so I can fill it out for you? 20. One thing that you would like to do to me Ok that Happy Hour was overwhelming, someone baught it for me and I had NO idea what to expect. So I wanted to say thank you to ever

Where To Take Women On "dates"
Hi Readers Okay, here goes. First, what's been working for me. The CF attitude is definitely paying off. Bottom line, IT WORKS. Another tip I've found to work for me is to generally play up to a woman's insecurities. DON'T make fun of them, be respectful, but just let them be aware of the fact, tactfully, that you KNOW that they arn't perfect, and given a different set of circumstances, if you so chose, you could be with someone else. The trick I have found that works for me is to ALWAYS KEEP THEM GUESSING. Does he like me, or doesn't he? Where do I stand? How can I win him over? Don't give them your undieing devotion to them right off the bat or they'll KNOW that you're a wussy!!! Okay, so here's my question. Could you tell me how to ask a girl out without "losing your power...?" It seems to me like once you have "put yourself out there", and asked her the question "Will you go out with me?" you have made yourself seem somewhat weak and wussy-like. Is the

Where On Earth Ru???
Music Video Codes - MySpace Layouts Has anyone seen my AVP? It's been a long time and I wan this to rhyme. Bald head & blue eyes. U live somewhere in Queens. I told U U were the man of my dreams. UR a Rock N Roll God, N I find it odd that U even spoke 2 me. German Irish is UR nationality N U got a super personality. I miss U this much. Can U join Cherry Tap so we can keep in touch? RU here already? my palms are so sweaty just at the thought of U my friend. I'd go back to work right now, just to C U and how! Where on earth RU? Please, let me know, so I can stop this blog plea, please show. Hosted By SparkleTags.com

Where There's A Will, There's A Way...
You have a sexual IQ of 134 When it comes to sex, you are a super genius. You have had a lot of experience, and sex interests you so you know a lot about it. You pride yourself on being a source of information and guidance to all of your friends. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com A man and his wife were having some problems at home and were giving each other the silent treatment. Suddenly, the man realized that the next day, he would need his wife to wake him at 5:00 AM for an early morning business flight. Not wanting to be the first to break the silence (and LOSE), he wrote on a piece of paper, " Please wake me at 5:00 AM. " He left it where he knew she would find it. The next morning, the man woke up, only to discover it was 9:00 AM and he had missed his flight. Furious, he was about to go and see why his wife hadn't wakened him, when he noticed a piece of paper by the bed. The paper said, "It is 5:00 AM. Wake up." Men are not equipped for these kinds of contest

Where Aree All The Decent Guys?!!
What Is it, with Men? Can All the Most of them do Is think is with that thing between their legs?? Dont SOME of them Have Compassion and UNDERSTANDING that When they Are in the Mood,.. the Woman May Not Be? If It was up to me I would put a Chasity Device On Every one Of them Sex Hungry Men Who THINK About it Every 2 Minutes!! Where have ALL the Real Gentle Men gone to?? a REAL man Would tell his girl that HE feels Like "Screwing"...like Geeeeeeez..its like Us Women arent to say Anything and hop on the Bed and Spread Our Legs,.... it has got to the Point where I dont go for that Anymore! Im Sorry But i Need to Rant...not like i Have Anyone Else who Understands where im coming from here.....:(

Where Should U Have Sex??
Your Pornstar Name is:Lolita Snow Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com You should have sex outdoors You are the romantic type and enjoy being spontaneous. You are not that into having other people watch though, so make sure that there is no one else around before getting busy. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

Where Is All The Sexy Blk Georgia Women!!!?
I'M LOOKING 4 A SEXY ASS *BLK GIRL* IN GEORGIA...MMMM THAT CARAMEL JUST TASTE SO GOOD YUMMY!!!!....WELL I'M OUT YALL LADIES JUST HIT ME UP...IF YA WANNA CHAT ON AOL...MY SCREEN NAME IS *WHITEBOYINGA*....WELL I'M OUT...MUAHZ HUGZ & KISS 1

Where Have All The Flowers Gone
This song by Pete Seegers came out in the 60s its still appropriate for today Where have all the flowers gone? Long time passing Where have all the flowers gone? Long time ago Where have all the flowers gone? Girls have picked them every one When will they ever learn? When will they ever learn? Where have all the young girls gone? Long time passing Where have all the young girls gone? Long time ago Where have all the young girls gone? Taken husbands every one When will they ever learn? When will they ever learn? Where have all the young men gone? Long time passing Where have all the young men gone? Long time ago Where have all the young men gone? Gone for soldiers every one When will they ever learn? When will they ever learn? Where have all the soldiers gone? Long time passing Where have all the soldiers gone? Long time ago Where have all the soldiers gone? Gone to graveyards every one When will they ever learn? When will they ever learn? Whe

Where The Hell Have I Been?!?! Lol
Wow... ok so i haven't been on here in for ever! I know, I know... I suck..... but it was due to a lack of employment and lack of internet connection. I do have a laptop now so it's as simple as finding a WIFI connection and hoping on. Which was harder then you might think. The library seems to be my spot for a while. Easy, quiet and lots of stuff to read when I'm bored and sick of filling out applications. But here I am alive and well. Thanks to all of you that continued to leave me comments and didn't just shove me aside. You guys rock. I have a couple of new pics that I'll be putting up so that's good. Anyway.... miss you all and dammit there had better be some people from the Iowa area on here by now.....lol. Love you all! ~Mandi

Where's The Love & Cherries?!
So, I have been leaving tons of comments, cherries etc etc on people's pages...where is the bust of love that I got when I very first joined yesterday? I thought that's what this site was about...repaying each other with kindness, comments, and compliments! Oh well, I'm still having fun nonetheless! But come on cherry people out there...show some love!!!

Where Do Babies Come From
Where Do Babies Come From? A mother is in the kitchen making dinner for her family when her daughter walks in. “Mother, where do babies come from?” The mother thinks for a few seconds and says, “Well dear, Mommy and Daddy fall in love and get married. One night they go into their bedroom, they kiss and hug and have sex.” The daughter looks puzzled so the mother continues, “That means the daddy puts his penis in the mommy’s vagina. That’s how you get a baby, honey.” The child seems to comprehend. “Oh, I see, but the other night when I came into your room you had daddy’s penis in your mouth. What do you get when you do that?” “Jewelry, my dear. Jewelry.”

Where Are Those Swingers At
What good yall we are looking for the folks in the Hampton Roads area that swing and love to have adult fun. Hit us up and see if you are what we are looking for and if we are what your looking for

Where Are All The Good Men??
I’m a sensual woman. I am warm, wet and high on passion. Arousing and seducing my lover. Sensually teasing and flirting. I utilize my senses. Starting foreplay with my eyes, gently touching my man And his manhood. I whisper my needs in a Seductive lusty voice. I welcome my love between my thighs, Guiding him to my passion points. Our warm bodies mold together With thrust and friction. I savor the sexually fulfillment A sensual woman I mount my lover and slip his manhood deep inside. Using my womanhood to hold him tight, As I ride into sexual bliss. I am a sensual woman. Making love Slow and easy, never rushed. I want to sexually please my lover, So he in turn can please me. I’m a sensual woman living daily With passionate thoughts of how to make the next Pleasurable moment better than the last. Every Time You Think You Have Found a Good Man Something Goes Wrong!!! Another Woman The Last Woman Has Really Messed Up His Head You Find Out He Is Abusive Yo

Where My Demons Come Out To Play
it's amazing how one that is so outgoing at work can be so withdrawn and depressed at home or anywhere else. i have a group of people that i hang out with on breaks, talk to just about everyone, but when i clock out, i'm just....alone. none of the people i talk to at work have any connection to me outside of it. i have no real friends outside of work. i sit at home and play on my computer. then i watch tv. then i get bored and take a nap. why must it be like this? am i destined to live my life all alone, only having contact with real people at my place of work? by all the gods and goddesses, i wish for just one person to see me for who i am, and love me for it. that won't happen though. maybe this is my purgatory. to have tasted love, and to let it slip away to live the rest of my days a bitter, pathetic waste of human flesh. Well ladies and gentlemen, it's been a fun run. On November 28th, 2003, I moved to Seattle, WA. I've had alot of fun here. I've met the greatest peo

Where Have I Been???
Ok Ive got to share this one.. I went to my fisrt strip club and let me tell ya!!! I was impressed. My husband wanted to take me and I was scared afraid that Id be the only woman there or that I would feel uncomfortable let me tell that wasnt the story. Id made me horny as hell to see my hubby checking out the woman I thought Id get jealous but it turned me on to know what he was attracted to and to know we had the same likes and dislikes was kinda funny but yeah I was horny as hell so horny that the ride home I had to suck him and when we got home it was the best sex ever. I will be back gotta get him a lapdance next time LMAO How come you guys didnt share with me how exciting it can be and the sex afterwards DONT HOLD OUT ON ME TELL ME THESE THINGS hehe Please comment tell me about your experiences and what I should do next or any ideas tell me, tell me. I wanna know This last few weeks have been terrible. My dad was working on my house putting tin roof and to make long story

Where To Begin??
well i have written blogs before and that was on myspace... but now im writng one on the LC and for some odd reason it seems so different... maybe becuz everyone can read them hmmm i dont know... but here goes.. for the past couple months ive been through alot in my life.. some real ups and downs in life.. all i have is one question that i wish i could answer for my self but i cant becuz its way to confusing... why does love have to be so complicating??? i have three very important men in my live that i love dearly... one has had my heart from the first day that i saw him.. when we looked into each others eyes for the first time is was very magical i knew then and there that i woud have a very happy life with him.. and to this day i still feel that...he has been there for me when i needed him...he was there for me when my friend jeff died (R.I.P Jeff) he was there for me when i was having problems with my family.. but when i needed him the most he wasnt there but t