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Just Something
This is something I wrote a while ago. Read and enjoy it, comment on it, whatever, ya know. MISSED OPORTUNITY As I sit here, Thinking to myself, Tell you the truth, Or put my love on th shelf, I think about it often, Feeling the need for talking, Not to you but my friends, Thinking if I tell you, It's the end, Not wanting to lose you, Willing to forget it just to keep you as a friend, You stole my heart, Can't forget it, Wrote this shit before, Not meaning it till I lived it, So I won't say nothing, Hide my shit, Just sitting here, Wishing I could relive it. Now I know better, Damn I've lost you forever, I'll never forget you, You were my boo, Breaking my heart and taking your part, You were the queen of my heart, Who knows if I'll feel this way about anyone, Guess if I don't, the only solution is love no one. I missed my chance, So I kick my own ass, You could of been my wife, Have you by my side for life, White picket fence and a little house

Random
So I was thinking, Its weird how you can have everyone around you, And still feel so alone and lost, Even when people say their there for you..No one really can be..Everyone is alone to a point....But I guess thats just apart of life.

I Like It Dirty!!
I get to keep a piece of sanity. Lol, yea it's not a big piece, but hey. 93X (http://www.93x.com/home.asp) our local rockstation, anounced today that Alice In Chains might be a part of OzzFest. That would totally kick ass. And that it would be located indoors, not sure if that would just be a Minnesota thing or not.

Contests
Hello, I'm in the CT ID Contest and I need your help and comment bomb on my ID. Here's the link to get you there. http://www.cherrytap.com/viewimage.php?u=248859&albumid=208396&i=1915011191 I thank you in advance. Tricia

Whenever
it seems as time passes by hearts grown fond fond of memories fond of happiness ups and downs circle around us life as we know it could end today in a second life seems to tell us when we just cant accept our fate is sand in an hourglass dripping away piece by piece everyday we have we should be thankful for lives are torn apart from lies deception whatever it is your looking for hold it embrace it whenever it arrives

Poetry
DESTINED TO A LIFE OF LONELINESS TO WANDER FOR ALL ETERNITY IN THE BLACK VOID OF NIGHT THIS ONCE LOVEFUL HEART CLOAKED IN DARKNESS AND SORROW COMES ALIVE WITH YOUR PRESENCE THE DARKNESS ROLLS AWAY SORROW IS DROWNED BY JOY MY HEART, ONCE AGAIN, IS FILLED WITH LOVE THE LIGHT IN THE DARK YOU ARE MY SAVIOR, MY LOVE, THE ONE, WHO HAS SET THIS SOUL FREE FOREVER IN YOUR DEBT I OFFER YOU IMMORTALITY, YOU REFUSE IT POWER, I OFFER YOU, AGAIN YOU TURN IT DOWN ON MY KNEES, I OFFER YOU THE ONE THING LEFT TO GIVE MYSELF--HEART, BODY, MIND AND SOUL LOOKING INTO YOUR EYES I GIVE TO YOU THIS VAMPIRESS' ETERNAL OATH, "WITH THESE WORDS, ON THIS NIGHT, OUT OF THE SHADOWS YOU CAME, SETTING ME FREE, I GIVE YOU MY HEART, SOUL, MIND AND BODY TO DO AS YOU WISH. NOW WITH A KISS I BIND MY HEART TO YOURS, FOREVER BEING INDEBTED TO YOU. You came in from the shadows Into my little world Like a thief in the night You stole my heart and soul In your eyes I get lost Your arms shelter me from my nightmares Though

Ti Amo
With my love this I give Without you love I don't want to live A living hell I have been put through By lots of others Not just by you My heart aches My soul is no more The moment you let his love walk through your door Family is what we could have been To be with you forever and a day Nothing but him stood in our way You don't belong all to me So I let you go and we will see If you love like you say you do You will leave him now Make this lonely one Into an amazing two Wanting Wishing Longing for love I thought God sent you From heaven above Now I crawl back to my hell Locking my heart back in it's cold dark cell Ti amo (I love you) I say to you If you care You will say it too :(

To All My Friends
Sorry to all of u who r reading this, if u did not bother then u will not no. I am not feeelin so well, so if i do not get back to u in then next few days don't worry i will finish where i left off........... I was rating pics, giving thumbs up for stashes, and can't think of anything right now, just wanted to let everyone know i will be back. So plzzzzzzzz do not be upset or mad at me if i do not get to u right now. i will i promise and i do not break promises.........if it it takes longer for me to get back up, then u will know i was admitted into the hospital, so send all those prayers and love up so i can get better, and thanks for understanding and not gettting upset with me. All the thanks and love go out to all of u!!!!!! Renee...aka Tweety sweety

Jokes And Funnies
A man was sitting on the edge of the bed, observing his wife, looking at herself in the mirror. Since her birthday was not far off he asked what she'd like to have for her Birthday. "I'd like to be six again", she replied, still looking in the mirror. On the morning of her Birthday, he arose early, made her a nice big bowl of Lucky Charms, and then took her to Six Flags theme park. What a day! He put her on every ride in the park; the Death Slide, the Wall of Fear, the Screaming Monster Roller Coaster, everything there was. Five hours later they staggered out of the theme park. Her head was reeling and her stomach felt upside down. He then took her to a McDonald's where he ordered her a Happy Meal with extra fries and a chocolate shake. Then it was off to a movie, popcorn, a soda pop, and her favorite candy, M&M's. What a fabulous adventure! Finally she wobbled home with her husband and collapsed into bed exhausted. He leaned over his wife with a big smile and lovingly as

My Naughty Fun
OMG!! I had such a good time playing on the phone today with all the hot guys worked up over the game. I really gave them a distraction and believe me when I say they scored a Touch Down!! I look forward to talking to more!! If you would like to catch up on my antics, I have a existing blog you can read on the sites I listed on my profile ~winks~ But for now...since I am brand new here, I am still learning the ins and outs of the format. Everyone has been super in welcoming me and I want to thank you all personally but I'm afraid I would be very worn out from what I am seeing. You are all so sweet and sexy and I just can't help myself!! I'm insatiable!! ~laughs~ I will have to post more later but for now...Mmm...Thank you everyone

Well Shit
So I was at work on Friday night and my ex-husband called. He knew I was working so I got a little irritated and ignored it. And ignored it a second and a third time. I finally answered on the fourth time and he almost yelled at me saying, "I've been trying to call you" so I told him I was working and he said he knew but he HAD to talk to me. So I asked him what was wrong and he told me not to get upset and that I needed to sit down. I told him to just tell me. So he tells me this: Last Saturday (August 4) they were all visiting my ex's family and it was time to leave. Shy was sleeping so he went to pick her up and didn't put his cigarette down and she spasmed in her sleep and managed to catch it in the bend of her arm. She wouldn't unbend it to get the cigarette out because she was still sleeping and not fully understanding what was going on. So when she woke up, he was finally able to open her arm and get the cigarette out. His cousin is married to an R.N. who was there so he call

Life And Such
i would really like to know this. i've tried asking her to alternate weekends so i can go out and you would have thought i asked her to take a shower naked in subzero temps! she is so selfish and so self centered when it comes to herself and her husband that if it doesn't benefit them she won't do it. obviously me wanting a weekend doesn't benefit her so she won't do it. there is no solution. not even murder because i'd be in jail and he'd probably run off with the kids just to be an ass. i'm to the point where if i don't get out to release some stress i'm gonna take it out on her and it won't be pretty by any means! well let's just say that i think this friend and i made up.

This Is About Me And My Thoughts
what is going on here?? I post comments, I rate, but all but a few return the favor. All I see in the repeat ads for lounges, ways to make fubucks during happy hours. Where's the fun, the connection, the finding each other. Very few read my bulletins, my comments get messages in return, but then I reply to the messages and they are ignored. I have said it before, and I will say it again, we are losing the point of this site, which is to make friends, make connections, have fun. let's come together again, send fun comments, read each other's comments, bulletins, and enjoy each other. I can write this because I know few will read it and none will repost it, but at least I have said my piece. OK, I don't know where to begin, but I am just as guilty as anyone here, but I think we are losing the point of why CherryTap was created. We are all supposedly here to make new friends, get to know one another. But all that is getting lost in the whole, get the points, m

Ramblings Of A Madd Woman
tHERE IS THIS KNOT I THE PIT OF MY STOMACH IN THE PIT OF ME LIES THE CENTER IM UNCENTERED IM LOST IN THOUGHT THOUGHTS OF HOW I DONT BELONG HERE OR NOW NOT SURE WHICH JUST SURE SOMETHING ISNT QUITE RIGHT ABOUT ME DAY TO DAY.WATCHING THE "NORMALCIES" OF LIFE AND OTHERS. Y DO THESE FEELINGS AND THOUGHTS SURFACE AND TWIST AROUND IN MY HEAD REALING ALL DIFFERENT DIRECTIONS PULLING ME APART AT THE SEEMS AND IT SEEMS THAT IT MUST ALL GO UNNOTICED TO THE OUTSIDE WORLD. IT SEEMS TO ME THAT IF I WAS IMPORTANT ENOUGH SOMEONE WOULD NOTICE THAT IM BLEEDING NEEDING A HAND UP OFF THE FLOOR UP OUT OF THIS RANCID POOL OF BLOODY THOUGHTS AND PUTRID FEELINGS. IF IDLE HANDS ARE THE DEVILS PLAYGROUND THEN IM A FUCKING SITTING DUCK! MY MIND RACES SO FAST SOMETIMES THAT I KNOW MY HANDS CANT KEEP UP BUT ITS QUITE APPARENT TO ME THAT NO MATTER HOW FAST MY MIND IS HE CAN STILL CATCH UP AND TAKE THE RIENS AND DRIVE ME INTO A PIT OF FLAMING SELF DESTRUCTION. INTERNAL PAIN NEEDS TO OUTSOURCED LIKE A FACTORY JOB T

C T A F Members
What we do is help each other in contests...we don't bomb PEOPLE, WE bomb PICTURES ! CONTACT ME AND GET YOUR RANK NUMBER ACCORDING TO YOU MEMBER DATE AS IN I'M # 1 AND ADD THIS TO YOUR NAME IN YOUR PROFILE (C.T.A.F )Cherry Tap Airforce ...oh and when you see someone in a contest with C.T.A.F vote at least 10 times.If a C T A F member is in a CONTEST post a BULLENTIN saying your a C T A F MEMBER and we will AIRSTRIKE IT !!!..Thanks ChristianNEO@ CherryTAPSin&Sc♥♥ter (Happily CT Married) ~N&N BAD ASS~@ CherryTAPDark.Angel¢¾Robs.Girl.C.T.A.F@ CherryTAPwikkid~woman@ CherryTAPSweet GA Peach~is in a contest...click the link on my profile to vote and comment!!!!!!!!!!@ CherryTAPLaUrEn♥@ CherryTAP!Sin's Own!!Luscious Lucia!!Infamous Crew's Kitten!@ CherryTAP♥ Always Looking For Something I Can't Find ♥@ CherryTAP

Taoist Sexual Philosophy And Tantra
Just a heads up that I will be doing a series of blogs on Traditional Chinese Medicine as it relates to sex, sexual function, and depletion of something the Chinese call Essence! I will also be covering some aspects of Taoist spiritual philosophy and how it applies to enhancing ones sexual function. Also going to address some aspects of Tantra. Yeah, I've even got a book list for those who like to read and study as much as I do. None of these are medical texts, so not to worry! Fun reading with very nice pictures, by the way. This is something near and dear to my heart! I treat a fair number of men and women for sexual dysfunction in my acupuncture practice. Some just don't want to use medications like Viagra, et al. Have you seen the list of potential side effects of that stuff - it's enough to scare you!! There are exercises and techniques utilized in these Eastern traditions that really work, if you actually use them! My brief note has become a long one, as usual. I just fe

Before Lacie
Before you I was never happy Before you I felt like i didnt really have a place in the world Before you I never smiled as big as i do now Before you I didn't have anything to look forward to Before you I felt like I had no one that cared for me Just doing the same thing everyday was putting a strain on my heart But now I have you My World, My Soul Baby Girl I will Love You Till Death Do Us Part My Life With You Means Everything Love You Baby Girl

About Me
hey my name is ben i am a ex hired fighter and im a mixed martial arts expert but i retired pretty recently but now i just try to have a good time so yeah hit me up if u want to no anything else laterz

Childish Games Ppl On Here Are Playing
I have noticed that there are some people an here ,who seem to derive some childish pleasure in rating all of a persons pics as Not Safe For Work . Come on people ,this a site for adults not 3rd graders. I don't even understand why they have the whole not safe for work thing . I always thought that when you are at your job ,you were suposed to be doing somthing like......UMMMM ..... I don't know.... WORKING!!! Not hanging out on Cherry Tap,Myspace,or any other social networking site. I wish people would grow up and act there age. It's Behavior like this that I don't go on Myspace anymore. Repost if you are as fed up with this crap as I am (repost of original by 'Charlie' on '2007-02-02 17:48:20') I totally agree with this

Stressful Times ...
HMMMMmmmm ... it seems that one of US is special ... ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ I think You’re THE ONE … The more I love you, the more you flirt. The more you flirt, the more I’m hurt. The more I’m hurt, the more you flirt. The more you flirt, the more I love you. ONE of US is dirt! ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ Love 'n(no more) Stuff, RHEY ... September 08, 2007 Visualize a young Sailor, 20 years old ... at sea on a US NAVY Destroyer ... during the Korean war ... looking at the ocean moving ... waiting for the ships guns to begin thundering again ... looking inside his head ... listening to the whispering of his Brain ... dreaming of a love that he wished were true ... of a love he was soon to meet ... ... dreaming is what I used to do when I was young ... ... dreaming/inventing is what I did in the middle years... ... dreaming/thinking is what I do as life ends for me ... ...... DREAM ...... DREAM ...... DREAM ...... DREAM ...... ALL IN ALL, I GUES

All Mine!
I’m sorry I love you so much it hurts to breath. I’m sorry I love you so much I named you my Sunshine. I’m sorry that I fall asleep in your arms every night, wishing I could Just stay there forever. I’m sorry that my forever is for now and I can’t explain that to you. I’m sorry you would give me the world, and try and I leave the door ajar. I’m sorry that you have to deal with all my quirks and annoyances. I’m sorry you think everything I do is so damn cute. I’m sorry that when you text me I text you back, quick like a bunny. I’m sorry you see my eyes light up with excitement when I hear a wind chime, chime. I’m sorry you can hug me and wish you never had to let go. I’m sorry I ma an attention whore and love every touch you give me. I’m sorry that I am smart and we have wonderful conversations. I’m sorry that when we are at Walmart we seem like we are married. I’m sorry that from the outside looking in we are the perfect couple. I’m s

Random
The white man said, "Colored people are not allowed here." The black man turned around and stood up. He then said: "Listen sir....when I was born I was BLACK, " "When I grew up I was BLACK, " "When I'm sick I'm BLACK, " "When I go in the sun I'm BLACK, " "When I'm cold I'm BLACK, " "When I die I'll be BLACK." "But you sir." "When you're born you're pink, " "When you grow up you're white, " "When you're sick, you're green, " "When you go in the sun you turn red, " "When you're cold you turn blue, " "And when you die you turn purple." "And you have the nerve to call me colored?" The black man then sat back down and the white man walked away.... Pass it on if you HATE racism

???
I guess thats it bob will be gone i cant seem to find anyone to wanna hang out with me or go out with me or just talk, I used to be on my space but nobody there would talk to me, So I thought cherrytap was the answer but i guess not I have been to damn near every, personal, and friend network page and still cant find someone who like me so i will be deleting my profile, and just sit in my lazyboy chair and waste away I hope everybody has a great and full happy life. Not like anyone is reading this, if you are you probaly made a mistake. Farwell, o'sweet cherrytap. well I dont know what to say I am new here and i wanna say thanks to all the nice people and all the mega hot ladies given me props. i dont know what else to say so i will see u next time i decide to ramble

Turds
CHERRY TAP,YOU CAN EAT THE PEANUT'S OUT A MY SHIT UNTIL YOU KICK ME THE FUCK OFF HERE! I HAVE NEVER BEEN A MEMBER OF ANY WEB SITE THAT MAKES IT DAMN NEAR IMPOSSIBLE TO LEAVE!!! I WILL FUCKING CUSS AND DO WHAT THE FUCK I WANT UNTIL SOMEBODY COMPLAINS!!! IT'S FUCKING SHIT EATIN SHAME THAT I HAVE TO DO THIS,...BUT THIS IS WHAT YOU WANT,...A VERY DISSATISFIED CUSTOMER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!NOW CLOSE THIS FUCKING ACCOUNT AND CUT THE BULL SHIT BOY OR GIRL OR WHAT EVER THE FUCK YOU ARE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Tree Of Despair
Tree of Despair The Tree of Despair hangs over me Its enveloping branches choke the life out of me It feeds on death to renew itself Its only hope is to lead the innocent into damnation The death of innocent souls keeps it alive So many souls have passed this way And met their doom Led astray by the grim surroundings They found many ways to kill themselves Hundreds of bodies hang from the branches And the leaves are blood red They fall to the ground And turn black Adding to the sense of despondency All those filled with shame Head this way Your end awaits you Welcome to the Wood of Death And the Tree of Despair In this land of dead souls The Dark Lord surveys all His blood red eyes dismiss all hope And twinkle wickedly at the dreadful scene Only evil can thrive in his Dark Kingdom Each night he counts the victims Who hang from the Tree of Despair I give you fair warning Do not trespass there

Hate
I figured out that I hate men. I found out when I got home that my boyfriend cheated on me using my own toys. He left everything out in the shower. I feel as if I could just die. Today was the first time in three years that I wanted my mother. I figured out that I hate men. I found out when I got home that my boyfriend cheated on me using my own toys. He left everything out in the shower. I feel as if I could just die. Today was the first time in three years that I wanted my mother.

Hello@thanks
hello everyone jist thought i wpuldsay sorry that i haven posted any coments to everyones page i am hoping to get to post somethings real soon,i had twins about 1 moth and a half ago and things arw still a lil hectic so please for give me..love yall lots hello everyone just wanted to post a blog abd thought i would say hi to everyone and that i love cherry tap.

Poem:when All Is Not Right
I don't know how you do it, when everything's not right. You....Just being there, makes all things clear and bright. When all is falling down and everythings gone to hell. All you have to do, is look at me and cast your spell. The Gleam in your eye. The touch of your caress. The sight of your smile. Drains all the daily stress. I don't know how you do it, but you surely know the way. And I thank the day I met you, Each....and Every.....Day! James L. Gardner 02-02-07

Animals
better get some tissue, this is extreamly sad, but it's reality, Im sorry if it offends you in any way, but to many poeple ignore this. WE NEED TO BE RESPONSIBLE HUMANS and help our fur friends. SPAY AND NEUTER your pets!!!!!!!! http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1L-j3E9gw6c SAVING THE HORSES Americans Wake Up To Equine Abuse BY ALICYN LEIGH 08/31/2006 10:45 am ..http://i66.photobucket.com/albums/h256/dougsgirl63/broken.jpg"> Cruel abuse of horses: One has severe facial and head injuries. Imagine traveling to Japan, Belgium or France, sitting down to dine in a fine restaurant and finding that the special on the menu is American Thoroughbred. In 2005, according to the U.S. Department of Agriculture (USDA), 94,037 horses were slaughtered for human consumption at the three foreign-owned horse slaughter plants in this country (two in Texas and one in Illinois). Michael Markarian, executive vice president of The Humane Society of the United Sta

Those Born 1930-1979!
Those Born 1930-1979! TO ALL THE KIDS WHO SURVIVED the 1930's 40's, 50's, 60's and 70's !! First, we survived being born to mothers who smoked and/or drank while they were pregnant. They took aspirin, ate blue cheese dressing, tuna from a can, and didn't get tested for diabetes. Then after that trauma, we were put to sleep on our tummies in baby cribs covered with bright colored lead-based paints. We had no childproof lids on medicine bottles, doors or cabinets and when we rode our bikes, we had no helmets, not to mention, the risks we took hitchhiking. As infants & children, we would ride in cars with no car seats, booster seats, seat belts or air bags. Riding in the back of a pick up on a warm day was always a special treat. We drank water from the garden hose and NOT from a bottle. We shared one soft drink with four friends, from one bottle and NO ONE actually died from this. We ate cupcakes, white bread and real butter and drank koolade made with

Men Chasing Dreams
From the basement to the stage. This band includes members I went to high school with. Check them out and hopefully they will find a home in your CD collection. http://www.milesbeyond.net/home.html

Living And Loving
Pouring out grief Into the winds of change Watching my soul discourse At the whim of unseen gusts How my weary tears Whipped into a frantic frenzie Of foamed waves Dispersing into nothingness Melding back into the sea As though they never existed What can measure my emptiness? Not the bowls of the ocean Nor the breadth of its reach Nor can it hold the longing He once created in me This pain shows no mercy It merely swallows me Like a hungry beast What once had the power Thrusting me into heavens arms Exciteing my body to ecstasy Caressing my mind to orgasmic pleasure Dissolved to just a momentary ripple In an endless ocean Where only illusions survive. The days of winter are passing As your eyes embrace me Like the whisper of spring Returning warmth t00 my soul The melody of love Ripples through this heart My frozen river Barren in your absence Once again flows in rhythm To your pulsating passions I crave your touch More than the air I breathe I

Blog
I like to use cuffs and chains and some ropes for play time., intime you will learn what outfits you have work more than others. I never judge a slave/sub by thier clothes. its how well they serve and how well they take punishment that gits my blood to boil. standard one must have a dress you are confortable driving it. standard two no panties. and standard three looks normal when in public. Also bring any toys you like. If your current master wishes he is welcome to acompany you. You will need to give me a time and date so I will be home for your arival. I am a little dull to most people becuase I am shy but that is only a wall I put up to keep people I am a fun loving movie fan I am a happy person with a controling personalaty I do not git jelous of other people but do envy some I am a bit of a smarty when I do not know some thing I usaly fake that I do and put my foot in my mouth but I like to be honest even when it hurts people I try not to hurt any one's feelings b

A Good Friday For All My Friends
Here's hoping you all had a better Friday than mine! Between the doctor, the pharmacy and the school I took a beating today. It's a long story that hasn't played all the way out yet, so I won't bore you. Anyway, everyone take care and have fun and I'll be back sometime this weekend.

Strip Clubs And My World Travels
Well i went and did what some others had said i should not do again. I got the nipples pierced again. This time they have to stay in they can not go to much further back anymore. Yes this is the forth yep i said forth you did not see wrong. The first time i got them i was overseas and found out about the enjoyment until i was in a bar and had chemlites hanging off of them. Then one of my friends that were drunk was falling. Well the bar was kinda dark so he grabbed for what he could see to keep from hitting the floor. RIIIIIIIIIIPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPP out they came. I was drunk at the time to so all i did was laugh about until the next morning and then i was only pissed. So then i had them pierced again after they healed up and they were in for a while and then when i was throwing my niece in the pool they hooked into her bathing suit. RIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIPPPPPPPPPPPPP and turned the pool bloody also once again the pain was more being pissed that there they went again. So then i wai

Poem: A Life'sdream
A LIFE'S DREAM To be famous I have no wish to be. With movie stars and politicans, Well, thats just not for me. I believe in freedom. Believe me, that's true. But free from what? I haven't a clue. I crave a simple life, with family and friends. With all its ups and downs and life's little bends. A cabin in the mountains, A lady by my side. Out in the wilderness, That's where I'd abide. With clean, clear creeks And trees, old, straight, and tall Living up in Alaska, Boy, could I have a ball. o sit on my cabin porch and watch nature's strife. To live with nature, To live that life! With fishing and hunting and living off the land. In front of my cabin door, I think I'd make my last stand. James L. Gardner 02-02-07

Lord Zelics Thoughts
ok as i said yesterday i was going to give up some of my interview questions that i used over the past few days and a few from my partner in crime. The faces that we got at times were more then a little difficult not to laugh at. I will say i am not going to give any names or particular details as i dont feel like getting my ass sued. But i feel by putting this information out there i can help any future souls that dare apply for a job with me. First and foremost lets start with the resume. I dont expect everyone to be an english major or be really eloquent because I am not. Take your time and give me something that shows that you want to impress me not something that looks like you tried to write it while taking a shit. There were quite a few that my eight year old could have done better. On the other side there were 3 -4 that really impressed me. They put a lot of time into the resume and thier work ethic showed in a major way. Next the pretest - we required everyone and i m

Thoughts I Should Have Had
I clicked on the button it would have been better to have thought what i'd put in a blog. Ah well, sat here, in the dark, with glass of wine, grateful for the contact i find here. I'll try and find something to say for the next time. In the meantime, the thoughts I unfold while mine thanks society's contact are told. ok, morning (1am) and another glass of wine. hope you are all well. what should I have thought/written about ? I guess whatever is going through my mind but to be honest at the moment it's as illuminated as a black hole. Ah well, will try again soon. Cheers

Cherrytap Friends
If someone could send me $40 that would be freaking awesome. I promise to pay you back too:) Please help. 1. Would you have sex with me? Answer: 2. What positions would u want to b in? Answer: 3. Would u suck/lick me ? Answer: 4. Would u sex me hard? Answer: 5. Would u have sex with me the first night u met me? Answer: 6. Would u let me pull your hair while i did you? Answer: 7. Would u do me in the shower? Answer: 8.Would u hancuff me or tie me up to the bed and then do me? Answer: 9. Would u have 3-some with me? Answer: 10. What about me makes u want to have sex with me? Answer: 11. Would u talk dirty to me while we sexed? Answer: 12. Where would you do me? Answer: 13. Would u do me in front of people? Answer: 14. Would u do me again and again? Answer: 15. Would u do me in the rain? Answer: 16. Would u mind if we did it like a porn star? Answer: 17. Would u have phone sex with me? Answer: 18. Would u cheat on me?

Lake Of Drowning Souls
Lake of Drowning Souls Journey into the darkest recesses of your mind Far off chants signal eternal doom You try to get away Swimming through a dark, poisonous substance Which seeps into your skin A million drowning souls claw at your body You desperately head for the shore And scramble out Onto an island you know not where Witches and goblins stare back at you With a hideous intensity in their eyes You are their prey A soul for the taking An inner awakening Onto a whole new world Of evil and torment Again you run The sky is dark And the shouts and screams are close at hand They are ready to pounce You must get away You wake up Safe for another day But when you sleep They will enter your dreams Oblivious to your screams One night they will take you away To their world And untold evil and torment Will be your daily toil “Sweet dreams!”

Wiccan
Imbolc is one of the four principal festivals of the Irish calendar, celebrated either at the beginning of February or at the first local signs of Spring. Originally dedicated to the goddess Brigid, in the Christian period it was adopted as St Brigid's Day. In Scotland the festival is also known as Latha Fhèill Brìghde, in Ireland as Lá Fhéile Bríde, and in Wales as Gwyl Ffraed. While in the Northern Hemisphere Imbolc is conventionally celebrated on 1 February, in the Southern hemisphere it is sometimes celebrated on the calendar date, but those who see it primarily as a celebration of spring may move it to 1 August. Imbolc is traditionally a time of weather prognostication, and the old tradition of watching to see if serpents or badgers came from their winter dens is perhaps a precursor to Groundhog Day. Thig an nathair as an toll La donn Bride, Ged robh tri traighean dh' an t-sneachd Air leachd an lair. "The serpent will come from the hole On the brown Day of Bri

Love
Today I seat in front of my pc, thinking what it will happen with me, what is it that I want to be who is it that I want to see and ask my self why me? just feeling the sorrow of missing you what would I do. you are now with god is so true just thinking without you what am I to do you tell me in my dreams, that is all up to me but my darling don't you see, that the sorrow I feel is to deep so I pray God and asked him how long it will be how long my lord will I feel sorrow sadness and emptiness from missing you please come in my dreams again and tell me what am I to do, and take away the sorrow of missing you!!! life, is so, unfair sometimes I wonder if the bad things that happen to us in life is just a test to see how much we value life, there was a time in my life when I thought that there was no point in life, but time has showed me that I was wrong, I have learned a lesson with every thing that I thought it was a bad experience I learned that like is like a s

Just Here
yet another day in my life...lol... well, Ronnie is coming to get some of his things today while I'm gone to school. He doesn't want to be here while I'm here which i suppose I understand. Oh well, life goes on.... on a different note..... it's a lovely fall day with a slight breeze and I'm alive...lol... hmmmm, oh, Laura...bite me.... you and Dea both...haha, I had to write a paper for English class and it's due tonight... it turned out pretty good I think. I have a test tomorrow in world civ that's going to kick my ass... ugh, it's gonna be an all nighter... well, I'm off to shower.. ya'll have a great day... ok so nap over.... woke up to the damn phone with the people from the hospital wanting to pre-register me over the phone. Ah well, at least I got a short nap in... these damn kidney stones are kicking my ass right now... who the hell ever wants them can have them because they suck ass. I need to go pick up my meds so it will ease off some, and get the crap for the birthday cake.

Life
This really wont be all that long. but why is it that when have a job you like most of it but hate the rest..y cant i find one i love it and all of it i guess that dont exist. my job is involves animal and people relations. i love my regular customers and there animals. heeh i can remember most of the customers by name ..but dogs are easier to remember. i seem to get along better with animals. from canine to equine. well maybe some day i guess. later nicole

Meet Melody
Hey All....I'm Melody and I love to have fun. I love to meet new people and get to know them. I work two job...flight attendent for an airline and I'm a phone sex operator with Bay City Blues. Call me for some hot phone sex, 1-866-739-9832 I would love to play with you... Love and Kisses, Melody

Chief Joseph
Chief Joseph, Hin-mah-too-yah-lat-kekt (1840-1904). The man who became a national celebrity with the name "Chief Joseph" was born in the Wallowa Valley in what is now northeastern Oregon in 1840. He was given the name Hin-mah-too-yah-lat-kekt, or Thunder Rolling Down the Mountain, but was widely known as Joseph, or Joseph the Younger, because his father had taken the Christian name Joseph when he was baptized at the Lapwai mission by Henry Spalding in 1838. Joseph the Elder was one of the first Nez Percé converts to Christianity and an active supporter of the tribe's longstanding peace with whites. In 1855 he even helped Washington's territorial governor set up a Nez Percé reservation that stretched from Oregon into Idaho. But in 1863, following a gold rush into Nez Percé territory, the federal government took back almost six million acres of this land, restricting the Nez Percé to a reservation in Idaho that was only one tenth its prior size. Feeling himself betrayed, Joseph the

Sorry
may angels take you upon there wings and protect you from the demons of the world and allow you a peaceful rest i speak of a poetic nature but do not show it through till my senses are aware of peoples intentions and there demeanor These two quotes were said by a friend of mine. I loved them so i thought I would share them with you I feel horrible right at this very moment. I told a dear frieand of mine that I would hang out with her because today is her birthday. And instead, I went and took more pics for my modeling portfolio with my brother. And I feel horrible because I told someone that I would call them yesterday and I didn't because I didn't keep track of what time it is so I missed the time that I could call him. I am so sorry. I wanted to call him today but I couldn't because I didn't wake up until about one this afternoon. So yeah, I have had a pretty shitty day today. Why do parents never want to let their children go when they decide to move out? I don't get it. I'm

Dolphin
I'M IN A CONTEST PLEASE GIVE ME LOTS OF COMMENTS!!!!!XOXOXOXO HEY,,I'M IN A CONTEST AND WAY BEHIND CAN ANYONE HELP!!!!THANKS SO MUCH!!!XOXOXOXOOXOX COME AND SIGN MY GUEST BOOK PLEASE............THANKS SO MUCH.............

Rating Stashes
To start off, I work in security emergency services at Disneyland (the one in Calif) which is just like police dispatch... and tonight, we had a doozy under the Stupid Tourist Trick categor!!! I tell you, the gene pool needs more chlorine! Tonight we get an emergency call from one of the elevators at the huge parking structure from a guest stuck in one of the guest elevators. He said he was punching the button for almost 5 minutes and then decided to hit the emergency button which comes directly to us... Here's the catch, the elevator door was OPEN the whole time he was "stuck" in the elevator!!! Please, get this man out of the gene pool! To start off, I work in security emergency services at Disneyland (the one in Calif) which is just like police dispatch... and tonight, we had a doozy under the Stupid Tourist Trick categor!!! I tell you, the gene pool needs more chlorine! Tonight we get an emergency call from one of the elevators at the huge parking structure from a gu

Clearing My Head
I often wonder just what the hell goes through my head sometimes. Normally, I know my own mind very well. Recently though, it feels like somebody else has inhabited my head. I fear nothing, few things make me uncomfortable, and I know where I stand on almost everything. Yet here I am, balanced on the razor's edge. So what gives? When anger hits people, many times we will say things we don't really mean. I did that Saturday night. And again, I hurt someone. As usual, it seems. Why??? Why do I hurt the one I love most? Why does anyone give everybody else their best attitude and affections and leave the crumbs for those closest to them?? I am tired. I am sick in more ways than one. I want only to give myself, but that self is broken, bleeding and unacceptable. Not worth the trouble to fix. Not worth the trouble to love. I want only one and because of that, am isolated from that one. Am I too eager? Or is it somthing else? I don't know and that is a cause of gre

Dreams And Dellusions
DO NOT CONFUSE DREAMS WITH DELUSIONS THIS IS THE AGE OF DIEING DREAMS. TO DAYS YOUTH AND ASPIRING GREATNESS WORK BROILERS AND TAKE YOUR ORDER. I AM A FONT OF WASTED POTENTIAL A VESSEL OF DISAPPOINTMENT. I WANT TO HIT ROCK BOTTOM I WANT TO DIE THERE. WHY DO I NEED THINGS TO BE HAPPY? WHY DO I HAVE TO FIT YOUR MOLD? WHY DO I HAVE TO CARE WHAT YOU THINK? THIS IS THE GENERATION OF PAIN THE THINGS WE GREW UP WANTING TO DO IS DIEING OUT AND SPUTTERING AWAY AS NEW THINGS WE DON'T UNDERSTAND ARE NOW THE NEW ASPIRATION. AND YOUR NOW BEHIND THE CURVE. THIS IS AN AGE OF GENIUSES AND ADDICTS. IF YOUR NOT ONE YOU MIGHT AS WELL BE THE OTHER. IF I CAN'T INDULGE IN A REALITY THAT WORKS FOR ME I MIGHT AS WELL DROWNED IN A FANTASY. THE THINGS I LOVE WILL NOT SUSTAIN ME TO SURVIVE I WILL BE REDUCED TO DOING SOMETHING THAT SLOWLY EATS AWAY MY SOUL. AND FOR WHAT? SO I CAN AFFORD TO DESTROY MYSELF.

Confucius Says:
Get More at COMMENTYOU.com Crowded elevator always smell different to midget. Dumb man climb tree to get cherry, wise man spread limbs. Don't drink and park - accidents cause people. State of pregnancy exist when woman takes seriously something poked in fun. He who buries a man's wife alive, should not expect to sit at that man's dinner table without the subject coming up. He who plays with self, pulls boner. House without toilet is uncanny. Man trapped in brothel get jerked around. Man's wife his better half, his mistress his better whole. Panties not best thing on earth, but next to it. It is good for girl to meet boy in park, but better for boy to park meat in girl. Man have more hair on chest than woman, but on whole woman have more. Man who cut self while shaving, lose face. Man who eats photo of father, soon spitting-image of father. Man who take sleeping pill and laxative on the same night will wake up in deep sh*t. Man who pushes pia

My Sister
to all my friends on ct... add my sexy sister,, she is hotter so after you rate her dont forget me here is her link suzie@ CherryTAP to all my friends and family and fans,, im heading away for a week on a much deserve r and r and i will chat wit ya all when i get back,, in the mean times take a looksie at my sis,,, link on the bottoms,... add her or rate her.. peace... jea suzie@ CherryTAP

The Rose
The Rose by Amanda McBrooom from the soundtrack to "The Rose" Some say love, it is a river that drowns the tender reed. Some say love, it is a razor that leaves your soul to bleed. Some say love, it is a hunger, an endless aching need. I say love, it is a flower, and you its only seed. It's the heart afraid of breaking that never learns to dance. It's the dream afraid of waking that never takes the chance. It's the one who won't be taken, who cannot seem to give, and the soul afraid of dyin' that never learns to live. When the night has been too lonely and the road has been to long, and you think that love is only for the lucky and the strong, just remember in the winter far beneath the bitter snows lies the seed that with the sun's love in the spring becomes the rose.

Wind Beneath My Wings!
Angels protect us as we sleep. Angels protect us as we travel from A to B. Angels find us when we feel alone. Angels are her when we are scared. Angels comfort Our souls, when we hurt from our losses. Angels were with me, when my nana went away. The Angels the came and took took her by the hand. They said, Bernese it is time to come home. We will stay with your children and grandchildren until they join you with him. I imagine my Nana she gladly said, ok. And away to heaven she went on that Cold January day. I remember the call I remember it well. My mother she called and I could tell, That my Nana was gone but not far away. Heaven seems far when your grieving inside, but really it's not all that far from your mind. I know that one day I will see her again. In the place where she waits for us to be with her again. She left us here to carry on, but there are days when I feel I will never make it here. I miss her so much as I watch my Daughters grow. There are

Pains Release
It's not a toy It's not a game It breaks when hurt It feels the pain Slow deep slices into flesh Trails of blood still remain I just don't seem to understand Why I'm left to love in vain What is a phantom which roams the night, lodges in every heart, but dies at dawn? (Hope) What darts like a flame, is feverish or languid, red as the sunset? (Blood) What is ice and fire, clarity and obscurity, makes you a freeman and a slave, a slave and yet a king? (Love) They all are elusive and hurt you deeply and cause heartache and pain. So why is it that we struggle, to grasp the ultimate entwining of two people's souls, over and over again? I wrote this a couple weeks ago and every word is true. When life's pain is so overwhelming, and there's no where to turn, something that makes the pain stop, can almost take your life. It's too intense, so much pain It slices deep, just above the vein Emotional tourment, fills every space Physical discomfort, takes it's pl

I Just Had To ... Sorry
Gamer Mark Read My Profile Please Eventually In Your Life Time (Live On Webcam At My CherryTap)@ CherryTAP You know when your getting old cause you start to get anal about how old you are... bloody hell... CT keeps making me 1yr older than I am GRRRRR... ok so I turn 43 in may but I still have 3 months of being a mere 42... damn it maybe I'll just stay 42 for the next couple of yrs... When I saw this I was in hysterics, literally RAOTFLMAO. That poor kid was so freaked and Janice just laughed and laughed.

Been Bussy
Hey guys I am back sry I haven't been on alot has happened some good some bad can't explain everything but I can say it is a hard time for me right now so give me some time and i will get back to rating and chatting with all of you. ~wiccan God I know I seem like the most disinterested person here but I am not. I have had a hell of a month I am currently helping plan and get my sisters wedding finished for next weekend and Lovingly been active in my kids education. Anyone who knows me knows family always comes first and they can also tell you I am driving myself nuts by running a 20 hour workday right now with everything I am doing. I will be on here a few times a day where i egt a break but if you need to catch me sooner leave amessage with my husband he is the only guy in my fmaily on my profile he will let me know you are wanting to talk and i will get back tou you quickly. Love ya guys and i have missed being on here the way i used to be.

Surgey!!
I am goin to have surgery again on the 19th of this month. They will be takin out my uterus & ovaries. They said I had more problems than just the endometriosis & that is the reason for them wanting it done so soon. I will be in the hospital for at least two days. I will be off work for at least 6 wks. I hope everything goes smoothly. Keep me in your prayers. I had the sugery today. They only just looked around today. They want schedule another sugery. This next time they will be taking it all. My uterus & my ovaries. They said that I had multiple sights of adhesions. So that is my only option now. I will let everyone know the date of the next surgery. I will be out of work for at least six weeks with this next one. Wish me luck. I am finally having surgery for a condition I have. They set the date for the 23rd of this month. They are going to try and remove my ovaries & tubes. They said though if they can't get them out through larposcopy then they will have to cut me open through my

A Prayer For Da Bears
Our Papa Who art a Bear, Halas is thy name, Thy Championship come, Thy play be run, At home as it is away, Give us this day our Sunday win, amd forgive us our turnovers, though we pounce on those who turnover agaist us, And lead us not into fourth and long, But deluver us from Dungy Amen

Can Life Get Any Shitier?
ReflectionsI look in the mirrorI don’t recognize what I seeI used to see a man with a smileBut I don’t know what’s starring back at meI used to see a man with a smileNow all I see is a frownI look into its eyesOnce bright and full of lifeNow there is no lifeThe light gone outAnd all I see is tearsWhere is the happy man I once knew?All I see is sorrow and painHow do I find that man again?I haven’t got a clueWhere has he gone?There’s nothing left Of the man I once knewI look in the mirrorI just want to go back to bedReflections Ok so far this week I've had my phone shut off, my thumb broken at work, and now my car dies. Can life get any shittier? I have no idea what I'm gonna do, I don't have any money to buy food, let alone get my car fixed, and I have no idea how I'm gonna get back and forth 2 work. The worst thing is I wont even be able to go see my daughter. So please if any one has a gun cum shoot me and put me out of my misery.

The Truth About Online Dating
By Robert Epstein - Scientific American About two years ago I arranged to meet for coffee with a woman I had corresponded with online. I arrived early and sat at a table in a conspicuous spot. After a few minutes, a woman came to my table, sat down and said with big smile, "Hi, I'm Chris!" But Chris was not the woman in the online photos. This wasn't a question of an age discrepancy or a new hairdo. She was a completely different woman. Chris was in marketing, you see, and to her it was simply a good strategy to post photographs that would draw in as many "customers" as possible. I never said a word about the photos. I just enjoyed our conversation and the refreshments. A few weeks later I noticed that Chris had replaced the photos with those of yet another woman. In the U.S. alone, tens of millions of people are trying to find dates or spouses online every day. How accurate are the ads they find? And just how successful is online dating compared with conventional dating? These

Religious Things
The Legend of Aries Aries: important constellation in the years approximately 2,000 years before the birth of Christ because it was the position of the equinox, previously the position held by Taurus. The change was due to the precession of the axis and became evident throughout the mythologies of several areas as the cult of the ram overtook that of the bull. The constellation was at one time called the Prince of the Zodiac. This slow precession has since shifted the sun's position from Aries to Pisces. Mesopotamia: the Sumerians called the sun, Subat, meaning the Ancient Sheep or Ram and the planets the Celestial Herd. The bright star in Aries, Hamal, meaning the lamb, represented one of the stars in the Scimitar, a celestial weapon that protected against the Seven Diabolic Spirits of the Storm. The Babylonian priest Berossos who lived around 275 BC said that the world was created when the Sun was in the Ram. Egypt: during the time of Dionysus and his campaigns in Africa, hi

Whatever Sounds Good
random thoughts: * its saturday now and i need to get out!! * i need to get laid * i need a haircut * i'm a horny bastard * had a good night...went out on a date..good times * listening to NlN they rock! * i doubt anyone reads this but whatever * i miss my homies * started a new job last week * i think i'm too nice to girls * super bowl sun: go bears! anywayz this is all i have to say...have a nice day! peace ~Dj

Is It Love?
there's an uncomfortable silence between two lover's eyes when one knows something the other denies --- and maybe it's more than just love or that letter or words unsaid that are keeping them together i sit and watch them walk in the garden waiting for one word that maybe he'll pardon the letter's in my hand with blood on the page and i'm still unoticed while she's smelling the sage he leans over and whispers into her ear "you know the truth. i'll always love you, dear." she smiles and laughs as she falls for the lie yet i'm still here waitng for the cold night sky the letter was for me! and the love was mine! but he flew away from me like a second in time... and, oh, the pain! that i felt deep down inside with the letter in hand and their death on my mind the knife in my hand the letter of demise and a quiet nervous sigh as the moon did arise she looks over her shoulder ah! the look in her eyes as the blade did twinkle i

Angel
Let me know your number. Once you have discovered your Birth Number, forward this email to the rest of your friends, including the one who sent this to you. Put your "number" in the "Subject" and pass it on! Have fun! Our Birth Date describes who we are, what we are good at and what our inborn abilities are. It also points to what we have to learn and the challenges we are facing. To figure out your Birth Number, add all the numbers in the Birth Date together, like in the following example, until there is only one digit. A Birth Number does not prevent you from being anything you want to be, it will just color your choice differently and give you a little insight. Example: March 20, 1950 3 + 20 + 1950 = 1973 1 + 9 + 7 + 3 = 20 2 + 0 = 2 Keep going until you end up with a single digit number. 2 is the Birth Number to read for the Birth Date in the example. #1 THE ORIGINATOR #2 THE PEACEMAKER #3 THE LIFE OF THE PARTY #4 THE CONSERVATIVE #5 THE NONCONFORMIST

The Dance (revised)
I gazed across the room I saw you sitting there your eyes wandered around as if I didnt exist you think my dreams dont mean nothing but I know what I think isnt a dream you stole my heart you broke my mind I hope your life is a spiral that never gos up I lust, I love, I lost, I fell, I wont ever come back where did u come from where are u going I hope things change but destiny has set its mind my days are far gone my love is lost I lost the spot where you should have been I hope your life is a depressing one I hope you dont return I hope I never gaze upon your sight again and pretend I didnt exist

Inner Thoughts
This ont is called "The Dirty Glass" By Dropkick Murphys. Enjoy. Murphy, Murphy, darling dear I long for you now night and day Your pain was my pleasure, your sorrow my joy I feel now I've lost you to health and good cheer Darcy, when I met you I was five years too young A boy beyond his age, or so I'd tell someone Anyone who'd listen and a few who couldn't care Still I welcomed you with open arms, my love I did share [Chorus] Darcy, Darcy darling dear, You left me dying, crying there In whiskey, gin, and pints of beer I fell for you my darling dear You shut me off and you showed me the door But you always came crawling back begging me for more I showed you kindness, a stool, and a tab Then you poured me my pain in a dirty glass (Yeah, you left him bloody, battered, penniless, and poor) You know, I often stopped and wondered how you made it through my door With my brother's new non-duplicate registry ID Well you bit off more than you could chew the first

1
My heart is dead… or at least the part that once loved you You sit there, crying, begging, hoping, pleading, praying And I laugh, as I remember a song lyric, and it sings itself through my memory "I'm so cold, I'm so cold, I'm so cold, I'm so cold…" And you watch me, as I giggle, and sing the song aloud What happened to the girl that once was Innocent, open-hearted, ever-trusting. She's gone now… maybe for ever It seems like an eternity already. "I've got an icebox where my heart used to be…." This woman sitting here now, head back, staring at the ceiling Waiting for you to wipe the snot from your mustache She is bitter, and stronger, and wiser, and harder Just remember who put the fire out. Who froze my soul So cold So cold So god damned cold Can someone please get me a fucking jacket........ Look at me again, Sir. Melt me with your smile Let me see so deep inside And just gaze at you awhile Touch my f

You Are My Special Friend
Just to behold her Elegant Beauty brings this Man such Pleasure. To gaze into her eyes kindles the flaming desire he holds for her. Her coal black hair, soft & silky as the satin sheets from her bed. Her lips has the softness of rose petals, and are laced with the poison of passion. The touch of her lips pressed against mine leaves me breathless. Looking into her eyes cast a spell on my soul. My desires burn within. The touch of her soft creamy white skin against me bring floods Of passion throughout my body. Her voluptuous body pressed against mine in the heat of passion, Our bodies intertwined in such intensity. Together our body and spirit becomes INFINITY. Sometimes in life, you find a special friend; Someone who changes your life just by being part of it. Someone who makes you laugh until you can't stop; Someone who makes you believe that there really is good in the world. Someone who convinces you that there really is an unlocked door just waiting f

Ace007
My Mom My mom’s eyes light up At the sight of me And her arms open wide As wide as the sea My love for her Is as high as the sky And when I think of her I just want to fly My mom’s love Has filled her heart All the years That we were apart The love for my mom That I have inside Is filled with happiness and glee But I know in my heart That no matter what happens She will always love me Happiness It is hard to describe How I feel for you And most of the time I don’t know what to do I search all day Deep down inside To only find What I cannot hide It makes me laugh And makes me cry But most of all It makes me petrified It’s the feeling you have Deep in your heart And the nicest thing is It’s a good start And that is Happiness Play Time Babies are born Every day By mommy’s and daddy’s Who like to play. They play all day, And on into the night. But I can tell you now It is n

A Must Read
1. Don't worry, your dad didn't know what he was doing, either. 2. No, no--not that Spock! 3. Second thought, maybe you should worry. 4. Never tell anybody that you and your wife are "trying." We really don't need the visual, that's why. 5. Never tell anybody where your child was conceived, how long it took, or what song was playing. 6. Do not name your baby after cities, geographical points of interest, features of the solar system, seasons, plants, animals, or current television stars. 7. Your child, at birth, already has a deeply complicated relationship with his mother, and, for the first year, you are only a curiosity. For a couple of years after that, an amusement-park ride. Then, a referee. And finally, a bank. 8. If you want to subject your son to the unkindest cut, insist on a local anesthetic, since many pediatricians don't bother to use one. The anesthetic is for the kid. 9. Baby gas is lessened with a good nipple connection during f

Fuck!!!
OMG my boyfriend was supposed to drive from Ionia to Muskegon to pick me up today so we could see each other for the weekend...but now half the highway is closed down and theres a bunch of accidents so he cant come and get me cuz its too dangerous..and hes been working for the past week to get his car fixed and as soon as he got it fixed the weather is way to fucked up to drive over here..i guess muskegon is supposed to have a blizzard warning..now im gonna have to wait til next weekend to go anywhere it fucking sux!!!

What The Hell???
What's up with the guys that rate my profile a 10, then turn right around and ask me what do I do for a living? Do I not talk about that ALOT in my profile? And what's up with the guys they say hi in my shoutbox, I say hi back, then they immediatly ask me what color panties am I wearing... who the hell are you? I don't know you, you Damn Sure don't know me, grow the fuck up. There are some REAL men out there on Cherrytap like JustBill,PoPoCherry,LetsRoll,Cowboy,Mikey,Reaper,OSO,JohnnyP,Sarge,OOJ,EDubb,NcSoxFan,Greg,cj45850Biker15K,LcMan,CDiddy.........to name a few. I could give a rats ass about points on here, I'll be thinning out my so called "friends" list pretty damn soon. So If you don't see my name to the left anymore, awwwww, to bad! To those I forgot to name above and you know you should be there, I'm sorry. To those I did remember, Thankyou. to the others, kiss my fukin'ass. Okay, Now I can go back to talking like the REAL woman I am. Have a great one.

Benedetta's Thoughts...
You Are 28% Pure You've either done it, thought about it, or at least heard about it. Luckily, there's a few things left for you to try! How Pure Are You? Reeses Peanut Butter Cups Very popular, one of you is not enough. What Kind of Candy Are You? You scored as Passion. You are very passionate whether that passion is good or evil has yet to be determined. You have great power over others and they seem to flock to your service. You are very competative almost to a fault. Perhaps you should let someone else win for a change?Passion75%Eyes full of Pain67%Diamond Eyes58%Mysterious50%What do your eyes reveal about you?(PICS!)created with QuizFarm.com

I Am Woman
I shave my legs, I sit down to pee And I can justify any shopping spree. I can balance the checkbook, can pump my own gas Can talk to my friends about the size of my ass. My beauty's a masterpiece, and yes, it takes long. At least I can admit to others when I'm wrong. I don't drive in circles at any cost, And I don't have a problem admitting I'm lost. I never forget an important date You just gotta deal with it, I'm usually late I don't watch movies with lots of gore Don't need instant replay to remember the score. Don't say to your friends, Oh yeah, I can get her In your dreams, my dear, I can do better! Flowers are okay, But jewelry's best. Would you look at my face, Not at my chest! I don't have a problem with Expressing my feelings I know when you're lying, You look at the ceiling . Don't call me a girl, a babe or a chick. I am a WOMAN, get it, you prick? Have A Fun Filled Day It's Great To Be A Woman

Just A Biker
I grew up with the love of motorcycles and bikers. I wanted to share this with you and hope it will make you think twice next time you see a biker. Just a Biker by Dove. I saw you; hug your purse closer to you in the grocery store line. But, you didn't see me put an extra $10.00 in the collection plate last Sunday. I saw you; pull your child closer when we passed each other on the sidewalk. But, you didn't see me playing Santa at the local mall. I saw you; change your mind about going into the restaurant. But, you didn't see me attending a meeting to raise more money for the hurricane relief. I saw you, roll up your window and shake your head when I drove by But, you didn't see me, driving behind you when you flicked your cigarette butt out the car window. I saw you, frown at me when I smiled at your children. But, you didn't see me, when I took time off from work to run toys to the homeless. I saw you, stare at my long hair. But, you didn't

Tornados
For those of you who aren't familiar with tornadoes and are hearing news coverage of this, here is a short glossary to help you understand. FUJITA SCALE: used to measure wind speeds of a tornado and their severity. F1: Laughable little string of wind unless it comes through your house, then enough to make your insurance company drop you like a brick. (People enjoy standing on their porches to watch this kind.) F2: Strong enough to blow your car into your house, unless of course you drive an Expedition and live in a mobile home, then strong enough to blow your house into your car. F3: Will pick your house and your Expedition up and move you to the other side of town. F4: Usually ranging from 1/2 to a full mile wide, this tornado can turn an Expedition into a Pinto, then gift wrap it in a semi truck. F5: The Mother of all Tornadoes, you might as well stand on your front porch and watch it, because it's probably going to be quite a last sight.

Visiting Or Live In The South
1. Possums sleep in the middle of the road with their feet in the air. 2. There are 5,000 types of snakes and 4,998 of them live in the south. 3. There are 10,000 types of spiders. All 10,000 of them live in the south, plus a couple no one's seen before. 4. If it grows, it sticks; If it crawls, it bites. 5. "Onced" and "Twiced" are words. 6. It is not a Shopping cart, it is a buggy. 7. Fire ants consider your flesh as a picnic. 8. People actually grow and eat okra. 9. "Fixinto" is one word. 10. There is no such thing as "lunch". There is only dinner and then there is supper. 11. Ice tea is appropriate for all meals and you start drinking it when you're two. We do like a little tea with our sugar! 12. Backards and forwards means "I know everything about you." 13. The word "Jeet" is actually a phrase meaning "Did you eat?" 14. You don't have to wear a watch because it doesn't matter what time it is. You work until you’re done or it's to

Contest Love
DONT LEAVE YET! NAKED GAME PIC IS HONESTLY JUST BELOW!!!! OK FIRST SINCE I GOT YOUR ATTENTION TO COME INSIDE PLEASE CAN YOU GIVE A FELLOW CHERRY SOME LOVE??? I NEED SOME OF YOU TO MAD BOMB MY PIC. ITS FOR ME TO WIN A PLATINUM CHERRY... COME ON PLEASE ITS NOT LIKE IT TAKES THAT MUCH TIME OR EFFORT TO HIT ON IT FOR A BIT. I KNOW CUZ I DO IT ALL OF THE TIME FOR ANYONE AND EVERYONE WHO ASKS ME TOO. I DONT MIND HELPING PEOPLE OUT!! IN FACT I ENJOY BEING ABLE TO DO FOR OTHERS BEFORE MYSELF. SO CAN YOU PLEASE SHOW SOME PASSION FOR ME AND DO THIS FOR ME??? WHATEVER YOU MAY NEED I WILL DEFINETLY DO FOR YOU!!!! THANK YOU!! OK HERE IS A PIC OF SOME HOT, SEXY, & ALMOST NAKED CHICKS ON GAME DAY FOR YOU!!!

For My Friends
Every night , someone thinks about you before they go to sleep,At least fifteen people in this world love you. The only reason someone would ever hate you is because they want to be just like you There are at least two people in this world that would die for you You mean the world to someone. Someone that you don't even know exists loves you. When you make the biggest mistake ever, something good comes from it. When you think the world has turned its back on you, take a look. Always remember the compliments you've received. Forget the rude remarks. WOOT WOOT WOOT MY NEPHEW WAS FINALLY BORN TODAY AT 8.05PM GMT 5POUNDS 6 N A HALF OZ (BRITISH TIME) TYRONE BILLY WOOT WOOT WOOT PICS TO GO UP WHEN I HAVE THEM this is for all my friends who are always there for me when i need someone to talk to or to just vent or even when i have a problem i love you all and i cant thank you enough for your friendship it means the world to me more than you can imagine you have all b

Much Ado About Nothing
I've never blogged on CherryTAP, although I've read numerous of yours... Something about me (for those who care to know) 1 out of 10 Curiousity factor 10 Humor 8 Friendship 10 Temper 3 Mom Factor 10 Superstition 0 Creativity 11 Introspection 8 Gossip 2 Religion 8 Politics 3 or 4 Organization 8? Perfectionism 8 Athletics 7 or 8? Joy 9 Independance 8 Music 10 Art 7 Risk Taker 7 Adventurer 7 Multi-Tasker 9 Caregiver 8 High Roller 4 Determined 10 Kindness 10 Anxiety 4 Diligence 9 Analyst 8 Ada

Dj Mr Degrams
Express Yourself LIVE HEY I HOPE YOU LIKE IT AND LISTEN TO IT NOT JUST RATE IT AND MOVE ON TRUE FRIEND WOULD COMMENT RIGHT? Hey!!!!!Come and join da lounge.Love to have you!!!! http://www.cherrytap.com/lounge.php?l=5647 ANTWAAN@ CherryTAP Hey could ya repost this???Thanx!!!!!!!

Better Off Alone
It’s funny how you think you really know yourself Like you would never lose yourself to someone else And I was up to thinking it was all about you and me Silly silly me I should have never listened to a word you said But I was always giving in to promises I never should have gone for, I should never long for you no matter how hard it gets And I want this to be over I so want this to be through In the end somehow it always comes back to you Cause everywhere I go No matter what I do boy I just can’t get you out of my head So it annoys me (You wasn’t man enough) To come and tell me That I was never the one Like you said I was (You could have told someone) You knew you didn’t love me anymore If you had only told me how you really felt I could have put my feelings into someone else But I was busy thinking I was where I was supposed to be Silly silly me But there was something ‘bout you I couldn’t resist Can’t put my finger on it but whatever it is

Naughty Nursery Rhymes
Mary had a little lamb she tied him to a heater he lifted his leg and took a piss and fried his little peter. Humpty Dumpty fucked a fat whore, Humpty Dumpty fucked her some more, All the kings horses and all the kings men, Bent the bitch over and fucked her again. Jack and Jill Went up the hill And planned to do some kissing. Jack made a pass and grabbed her ass Now two of his front teeth are missing

Random Ramblings...
RACIAL GREETINGS BROTHERS AND SISTERS... YOU KNOW WHAT TRULY AMAZES ME MOST ABOUT THIS SITE? THE CRYING, CLOSE MINDED INDIVIDUALS THAT WILL VISIT YOUR PAGE TO LEAVE A NEGATIVE COMMENT, OR MARK YOUR PICTURES AS NSFW. THERE IS ONE...ONLY ONE INDIVIDUAL ON HERE OUT OF 600,000 PLUS, THAT HAS DONE THIS TO ME. POINT IS THIS FOLKS, IF YOU DON'T LIKE WHAT YOU SEE ON SOMEONES PAGE...CATCH THE TRAIN. SIMPLE AS THAT. DON'T BE A SNITCH. THIS AIN'T MYSPACE!!! I SEE SOMETHING I DON'T AGREE WITH, I MOVE ON. SOMETIMES I MAY EVEN GET TO KNOW THAT PERSON, FIND OUT WHY THEY LOOK AT THINGS THE WAY THEY DO. I'VE HAD A GREAT TIME HERE, MET LOTS OF GREAT PEOPLE. THEY ALL MAY NOT SHARE MY PARTICULAR LIFESTYLE, BUT TO EACH HIS OWN...RESPECT THAT. 1488 FAREWELL MY SWEET LOVE, I'M LEAVING YOUR SIDE. MY CALLING HAS COME, TO WHICH I MUST ABIDE. I KNOW THAT IT HURTS YOU, BUT PLEASE DEAR DON'T CRY. LIGHT A CANDLE IN MY MEMORY, SHOULD I DIE. THERE'S NO SENSE IN DREAMING, FOR DREAMS NEVER LAST. THERE'S NO SE

Dipped Delights!
Remember to honor your Mother! I have the perfect gift to send to your mom this Mother's Day and I ship all over the country! Whatever your mom's favorite treat is, you'll find it at Dipped Delights! Click the banner to be taken to my site! Choose some of your mom's favorite chocolate covered treats and don't forget to leave a special personalized greeting for her when you order! Remember, Mother's Day will be here before you know it! Don't forget! It's not too late to get your Dad the gift he deserves this Father's Day!! No more crappy ties or yet another wallet for Dad, he wants his favorite fruits and treats dipped in chocolate!! Choclate covered pineapples, strawberries, cheesecake!! Dad will love your thoughtful hand dipped gourmet gift! Live far away from Dad? No worries, I can ship ANYWHERE in the country! Dad gets his goodies overnighted to him the day I make them, so his fruits arrive fresh and delicious! Visit my website to browse all t

Shiiiiiiiit!!!!!
BOOOOOOORED!!!!!! But HAPPYYYYYY!!!! Lol...I got me an iPod Video! Buuuuut, its taking forever to convert videos! And Im like aaaaarrrrraaaaaaggghhhhh!!!! ...and i dont know why...yea, i just gave up on capitalizing shit... im going insane without my girlfriend...im literally on the other side of the world from her...i should be coming home soon tho!! (of course, in the Air Force, soon is more like 4-6 months...) and i officially loathe the Air Force, since were on that topic...everything about it sucks... buuuuut, ill deal until im out.

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Limericks
There once was a man from Peru Who dreamed he was eating his shoe He woke with a fright in the middle of the night To find that his dream had come true. There once was a man from Peru Who had a lot of growing up to do, He'd ring a doorbell, then run like hell, Until the owner shot him with a .22 There once was a man from kanass Who's nuts were made out of brass in stormy weather he'd clack them together and lightning shot out of his ass

A Friend Made Me This
WOW! IT SEEMS LIKE NO MATTER WHERE I AM EVERYONE THATS MALE SEEMS TO ONLY MAKE COMMENTS ABOUT HOW I LOOK ON THE OUTSIDE. "YOU HAVE A NICE SMILE, DAMN, YOU'RE HOT, I LOVE YOUR HAIR, YOU GOT A SEXY BODY" AFTER A WHILE IT GETS A BIT REDUNDANT AND QUITE IRRITATING! FELLA'S WHERE IS THE ORGINALITY?,BREAK OUT WITH A SONNET, OR FREESTYLE RAP OR SOMETHING! LOL SECONDLY, MA, MAMI, BABE, HONEY, AND SEXY OR SEXY ANGEL OR COMBINATIONS OF THE WORD "SEXY" AND ANY OTHER CUTE THING YOU GUYS COME UP WITH TO TRY TO WOO MY EGO AND SELF-ESTEEM ARE QUITE OVERLY COMMON. WHAT AM I TRYING TO SAY? FIND WAYS TO BE SPONTANEOUS WITH YOU THOUGHTS AND BE UNPREDICTABLE WITH YOUR ROMANCE. THANX DANI~~~~

First Blog
I hate it when you friend, rate, and comment people and they never give the love back to you. Just a little frustrating thats all. haha. It is okay. Come rate, comment, and friend, and fan me I will return the favor. (and I don't just say that I actully do)

I Dare Not Vesper
Awe struck, I stare...yet I dare not vesper a word, hither a thought of my feelings for this beautiful goddess. At the last interal of the day, we meet, she stares back, my eyes lock with hers, but shouldn't my true intesion shine through them? For who I am to decieve this beauty, when I am deceived by my very own emotion. Ironically my feelings are perfectly concealed within. She smiles at me, a most beautiful smile, and opens her arms. Hypnotized, I embrace, and hold her ever so preciously against my chest. My intensions are to never let her go, but still I overcome them, and yet still the unveiling of this emotion suppressed by fear. Will this hinder me from ever being with her? Obviously yes, but on this day I dare not hide my true feelings from her, for time is swiftly drifting away and the sands of time dare not rewind. A moment in her absents is one of pure sadness, because she isn't there to give my time and attention to. I faulter when I realize I'm not hers to bear,and yet, d

Stupid People Gotaa Luv Um And Then Some
Ok here as of late I ain't sure why but , Stupid people are really starting to make me wonder why some of these moms didn't swallow . Now I was at burger king ,,, "and oh yes I am going to start saying where this stuff happens to save you my friends from this insanity " ,,, I had went and had my car washed I pull into the drive thru at burger king and I swear to God the girl said , " You must have just washed your car ? " . Now bless her heart but I had to do it , I told her nope , just drove thru one hell of a rain storm over at the mall . Yall this poor girl leaned out the drive thru window and looked over at the mall ! Shit you not ! Ok now if thats not enough later this same day an asshole pulls right out in front of me , So yeah you know I cussed him out he gets out of his truck starts cussing me , Never mind the fact that he pulled out in front of me , People like this should be put in a porta potty the door chained shut and it set on fire . And whats up with this shi

Rockstar Supernova
Holy crap..We drove 5 hours one way to get our asses rocked off. Anyone who watched the show knows what I mean. One of the loudest shows in a long time. Felt great feeling the bass and throwing the horns in the air. Juke Kartel opened and tore it up, then Dilana came out for an accustic set, then Panic Channel tore up the stage..could Dave Navaro be any hotter...then the curtain came down and Supernova blew us out. And I must say that this 40 year old kept right up with the college kids..so its not how old you are but how hard you rock

Tattoo'd Delusions Radio
::: Tattoo'd Delusions Radio.....you keep it linked "WE'LL GET YA INKED" [High Band] http://tdr-high.ath.cx:7777/listen.pls [Low Band] http://tdr-low.ath.cx:8250/listen.pls come and take a listenin we keep ya rockin For those that dont have winamp>> http://www.denverawakened.org/nwog/tattood_delusions/:::

Hi
Ok here I go.This is My first blog.I am not really sure what to say in this.I am fairly new to this site and I am trying to meet as many people as I can.I have been just roaming the site and rating other peoples sites.So please return the favor.

Truck Driver's Notes. Lol!
Since this is my first blog here let me explain: I am an OTR (over the road) driver for the past 7 years. If you don't understand my terminology just ask will be happy to explain. And sorry for any typos get in a hurry and don't always spell check. Well I am outside of Lafayette, La today and am sitting till monday till I can deliver this load in Baton Rouge, La. I hate these 34 hour restarts but makes it nice next week when I have my full 70 hours to run on. Came out of Los Angeles area with this load. Nice miles. But to much time to get it to destination. Tried to drop but no one in area monday to deliver so am stuck with it. Will try to write as often as I can when I get a WI-FI signal.

The Norse Realm
FA The Rune of the original fire, Rune of the cosmos, of the universe. Symbol of fire that acts creatively in love. will that spares manifestation down to the material levels. FA rules the Salamanders. Symbol of change, symbol of the Phoenix, Spiritual creation, FAS (fatum or fate), Divine Law, Mobility wealth, FREYR, Connection to the Rune KA (#6). Some uses of the Rune FA: To attract and to absorb Solar and Lunar energies, planetary energies, and energies of the fixed stars. Strengthens persona) magnetism and (on the etheric plane) the electric fluid, Strengthens spiritual powers, Useful at the beginning of psychic healings. Rune to transfer energies. Unfolding the original fire. Time of the year: December 22 through January 12 Number: I Tarot correlate: The Magician, Activum, willpower. The first card. Mantras: ffffffffff (visualize fire, or flaming FA symbol.) fffffaaaaa. UR Symbol of original cause of cosmic and planetary events and trends. Original time, original

Joke
A Banbury senior citizen drove his brand new BMW Z3 convertible out of the car salesroom. Taking off down the motorway, he floored it to 90 Mph, enjoying the wind blowing through what little hair he had left. "Amazing!" he thought as he flew down the M40, enjoying pushing the pedal to the metal even more. Looking in his rear view mirror, he saw a police car behind him, blue lights flashing and siren blaring. "I can get away from him - no problem!" thought the elderly Nutcase as he floored it to 110mph, then 120, then 130mph. Suddenly, he thought, "What on earth am I doing? I'm too old for this nonsense!" So he pulled over to the side of the road and waited for the Police car to catch up with him. Pulling in behind him, the police officer Walked up to the driver's side of the BMW, looked at his watch and said, "Sir, my shift ends in 10 minutes. Today is Friday and I'm taking off for the weekend. If you can give me a reason why you were

My 3+ Months In Las Vegas
My work for Dept. of Homeland Security, has me traveling like 10 months a year. I have been in Las Vegas for 3 months now with maybe another month here. There is a lot to do here, besides gambling. I have a new understanding of Las Vegas. Now, where do I get sent next?? I dunno.. hehe

Darks First Blog
well seeming this is the first the hours after a migrene feeling a bit lonely actually aww well hope that will pass i would like to think that people can be happy happy or well at least cheered up aww well it's like 23.14 now and well people aren't around that often on this time so i am playing eve-online atm

Datona Bike Week
26 days till daytona bike week Using your hands Your sexual hidden talent is your ability to use your hands. You are damn good with them, and know how to make your lover feel incredibly sexy with just one caress. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

Dog Fight
Stop trembling... I just witnessed the neighbor and her son's dogs attacking each other.. one is a wolf shepard, the other a pit bull. The son was screaming profanity at his mother inside her house.. the pit would not release the wolf mix.. I sent my son out to see if he could help seperate the dogs.. the son again returned after removing the pit.. probably to his father's house a short way down the road...and began beating on his mother's door again. .. ugh.... at least the attack was not on my Sasha, but this I've feared since the neighbors moved in.. the boy in question returned from jail around Christmas...

The Moke?!
Hello, First thank you for reading this. The Moke runs a State Liquor Store in Warren. I love to play Texas Hold'em. So if u got a game let me know. Giving serious thoughts on tryin to turn pro. Ladies "How U doin?". Moke likes to trade goods and services. So if u got somthin ur lookin to trade let me know. Dont have much else on my mind right now except its so damn cold!!!! just remember My Mokeshake brings all the girls to the yard. And there life is better than urs. I could teach u but i'd have ta charge! Moke is out!

Thought Of The Day
I know this applies to many different women but I think of Plus sized women when I read it. Phenomenal Woman by Maya Angelou Pretty women wonder where my secret lies. I'm not cute or built to suit a fashion model's size But when I start to tell them, They think I'm telling lies. I say, It's in the reach of my arms The span of my hips, The stride of my step, The curl of my lips. I'm a woman Phenomenally. Phenomenal woman, That's me. I walk into a room Just as cool as you please, And to a man, The fellows stand or Fall down on their knees. Then they swarm around me, A hive of honey bees. I say, It's the fire in my eyes, And the flash of my teeth, The swing in my waist, And the joy in my feet. I'm a woman Phenomenally. Phenomenal woman, That's me. Men themselves have wondered What they see in me. They try so much But they can't touch My inner mystery. When I try to show them They say they still can't see. I say, It's in the arch of my back,

My Stuff, Thoughts, Etc.
Good day ladies and gentlemen.. thought I would get this kicked off right by saying hello. For those who do not know, I am single and taking applications, lol. I will talk to just about everyone, but I do not like drama queens or people who only want me to rate them. This is NOT A popularity contest, it is designed to meet new and exciting people.. so if your one of those drama people.. do not even bother. You shall be ignored. Anyways, Im not much for writing blogs unless Im drunk, so, I shall keep people posted when I can! Also I do have MySpace if anyone wants to look. The address is http://myspace.com/shadow_alchemist29

Random
Unconventional conventionality? What in the hell does that mean?? I know what it means to be unconventional...but what if the very thing that makes you unique...unconventional...is no longer considered a uniqueness. It becomes one of those things that everyone does. Your face no longer stands out, you're just a number. I've prided myself everyday on going against the norm, doing what I wanted, when I wanted and with whoever was around. But what if what I have rebelled against is now considered the rebellion. Not making much sense am I?? Let me try to clarify: I do things my way. I surround myself with others who do things his or her own way. Life is about forever seeking the pleasure factor. Do things that feel good damn the consequences. There are so many people trapped in situations that last out of obligation, dependence, lonliness. Obligation? I was always taught you shouldn't be obligated to anyone but yourself. Dependence? God gave us a brain, free-will, choices for a reason

Mood Swings
My husband, being unhappy with my mood swings, bought me a mood ring the other day so he would be able to monitor my moods. We've discovered that when I'm in a good mood, it turns green. When I'm in a bad mood, it leaves a big fucking red mark on his forehead. Maybe next time he'll buy me a diamond.

What Has Become My Life.....
Drifting by Sondra Beautifully Broken I sometimes find I'm drifting Through this life without effect; I often wonder if I'm truly Worth what I've been blessed. I search through days that have been hard, To try to understand, The many trials that I have known, The life that I have had. You see me in my daily grind, So confident and strong; Yet when I am alone, I question Just where I belong. I often try too hard I find, To analyze and guess, To scrutinize, investigate My life I will confess. For somewhere deeper, there must be Some meaning to this life, Some way to make a difference, Give a reason for this strife. Is there some hidden meaning? Some agenda to be found? A greater purpose waiting If I care to hang around? It teases and it taunts me, Always slightly out of sight; A hazy vision out of reach, Where darkness hides the light. I struggle to bring clarity To what awaits me there, And yet this weak illusion Always fades before my s

A Firemans Life Please Read!
A Firefighter's Life Body: It may take you two minutes to read this, but if you do not take the time to read this you are one of the people this post is talking about. You stay up for 16 hours Hes been for 48 straight _________________________ You take a warm shower to help you wake up. The rain in the middle of the interstate keeps him awake. __________________________ You complain of a "headache", and call in sick. He's chilled to the bone, hasnt eaten all day, has the flu, and then runs into a burning building __________________________ You drink your coffee on your way to the mall. He pumps on a five years olds chest on the way to the hospital. __________________________ You make sure you're cell phone is in your pocket. He makes sure the pass device on his pack is working. __________________________ You talk trash about your "buddies" that aren't with you. He watches his buddy fall through four floors. __________________________ You wa

Standing In The Rain
Standing in the rain with tears upon my face with fear i have lost something that contains a lot and means a lot to me...Come close to me and grab bye your side and tell me that you will stand with me at my side and be there for me with each step made though life with each other...Dry my tears away for me and tell me that things will be ok because we have each other and nothing nor no one can take that away from us...I crumpled down to my knees and lost control when i thought things was over till you looked at me and made it clear that it was just a side step in the road and we would make it through it all...It may seems like i dont need you all the time but in face I do need you for you are my heart mind body and soul...Makeing it clear that no matter what things will be taken care of and things will be over come for us to move on and on..... Every step every inch i take i try to show that im strong and i can do tihngs on my own but all in all i cant do it all alone...Not when I have