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Five Star Friday!
In my son's second grade classroom, there's a daily star system in place. This star system is supposed to be a motivator for the students to want to maintain good behavior. My son has been trying so hard to get a star everyday in one week. Yesterday, he got to do whatever he wanted because he brought me home a star everyday this week! I spoke to his aide about it and she assured me that Christmas had absolutely nothing to do with him having five stars. He earned every single one of those stars! She said that he was on task all week, he was courteous to his teachers as well as his peers, he was thoughtful of others, and he made sure all of his work was done. The previous post was about the hard points of autism. This post right here absolutely negates any of those hard points. It is these little moments of victory that I live for. It is times like these that I love sharing with my son. It is his successes, no matter how small, that motivates me as his mother to keep him motivated

Poetry
Blackness in stereo Can you hear it? Blackness in stereo Can you feel it? The vibration knocks you to the ground Blackness in stereo Can you see it... surrounding your head, screaming at you from every angle englufing your mind, tearing at your senses... IT NEVER STOPS You cry out in pain, begging to be heard... yet there's nothing NOTHING, but Blackness in Stereo

Stay
...Stay... ...So we can play... ...All day... ...And all night... ...Please don't fight... ...My love center's so tight... ...Aching for you... ...Let's try something new... ...I'll keep on my shoes... ...Crawl on hands and knees... ...Twist you up in the sheets... ...Leave you no breath, just a wheeze... ...You must... ...Trust... ...In this lust... ...Let's make our own show... ...Get the camera, a video... ...Don't hold back, let it all go... ...Suck on my heels... ...Make me squeal... ...Devour me as if I'm your last meal... ...Baby... ...Tell me... ...What you need... ...Wanna bite at my lips?... ...Want me to crack the whip?... ...How bout my juices, want a sip?... ...Lemme give you a tip... ...Lay your tongue softly on my clit... ...Wiggle it just a little bit... ...Feel my back arch?... ...My mouth's dry and parched... ...Soon the explosions start... ...Makes my insides burn... ...Next it's your turn... ...Think you can handle me?... ...Oh t

When I Say It I'm An Arse Hole!!!
Hi, Boy, is she angry but her points are well taken. Letter from one "Angry Woman" I don't know who wrote it but they should have signed it. Some powerful words. This woman should run for president. Written by a housewife from New Jersey and sounds like it! This is one ticked off lady. "Are we fighting a war on terror or aren't we? Was it or was it not started by Islamic people who brought it to our shores on September 11, 2001? Were people from all over the world, mostly Americans, not brutally murdered that day, in downtown Manhattan, across the Potomac from our nation's capit ol and in a field in Pennsylvania? Did nearly three thousand men, women and children die a horrible, burning or crushing death that day, or didn't they? And I'm supposed to care that a copy of the Koran was "desecrated" when an overworked American soldier kicked it or got it wet?...Well, I don't. I don't care at all. I'll start caring when Osama bin Laden t

Jeff Foxworthys Take On Texas
If someone in a Lowe's store offers you assistance and they don't work there, you may live in Texas. If you've worn shorts and a parka at the same time, you may live in Texas If you've had a lengthy telephone conversation with someone who dialed a wrong number, you may live in Texas If "Vacation" means going anywhere south of Dallas for the weekend, you may live in Texas If you measure distance in hours, you may live in Texas If you know several people who have hit a deer more than once, you may live in Texas If you install security lights on your house and garage, but leave both unlocked, you may live in Texas If you carry jumper cables in your car and your wife knows how to use them, you may live in Texas If the speed limit on the highway is 55 mph -- you're going 80 and everybodys passing you, you may live in Texas If you find 60 degrees "a little chilly", you may live in Texas If you actually understand these jokes, and forward them to al

Smithsburg Police Officer Christopher Nicholson, 25, Was Fatally Shot
Washington County Sheriff Douglas Mullendore says Smithsburg Police Officer Christopher Nicholson, 25, was fatally shot Wednesday night by a man who had killed his estranged girlfriend a short while earlier. Mullendore says the suspect, 29-year-old Douglas Pryor, was wounded in a shootout with police and is sedated at Washington County Hospital with non-life-threatening injuries. The sheriff says the violence began last night in the unincorporated community of Halfway, just south of Hagerstown, where 31-year-old Alison Munson was shot and killed. Mullendore says officers investigating that shooting determined that Pryor was headed for the Smithsburg area east of Hagerstown and notified Smithsburg Police Officer Christopher Nicholson. The sheriff says Nicholson was parked in a driveway about two miles north of Smithsburg, awaiting backup, when the suspect pulled up and opened fire. A slug penetrated the officer's protective vest and entered his chest. Mullendore says office

Please Show Her Lots Of Love :)
Judy(Sweet)Needs 78000 To Level For A Christmas Present! She Went Home For Christmas To Be With Her Daughter And Grand Daughters And She Won't Be Back Until Thursday. It Would Be A Great Christmas Present For Her If We Could Get Her Leveled Before She Gets Back. This Is Her Link: (Sweet) Rider of the Love Machine@ fubar Thanks In Advance To All That Can Help And Have A Very Merry Christmas!

Dumbing Down *eyeroll*
"Like, Oh my God....gag me with a spoon!" Why do we do it? Why do we dumb down? Even as I type this, I am about to do it still. Big, soulful, strong words are nipping at my fingertips, but some of you didn't know what "astute" meant or what a "frenulum" was. So I suppose that I am an equal opportunity blogger and I refrain from using words like "emphatic" and "conundrum".....You are welcome. 90% of attraction to another person happens in the brain. This is a theory that I had attempted to disprove many moons ago. My subject: Mike S. He towered over me at 6'3". He would have made Adonis himself cower in shame at his physical beauty. Armani (The company, not the person) wanted to fly him down to L.A. after Mike lost "said" 15 lbs. He was just all in all....beautiful head to toe. Big strong arms, a California sun kissed complexion, washboard abs and a gleaming smile that had a dimple tattooed at each corner. Mike had asked me on a date and I eagerly accepted. He pi

Wow
one night, a guy and girl were driving home from the movies. The boy sensed that there was something wrong because of the painful silence they shared that night. The girl asked the boy to pull over because she wanted to talk. She told him that her feelings had changed, and it was time for them to move on. A silent tear fell down his cheek as he reached into his pocket and gave her a folded note. At that moment, a drunk driver was speeding down that very same street. The driver swerved right into the boys side of the car, killing him. Miraculously, the girl survived. Remembering the note he had given her, she took it out of her pocket. She began to read it : "Without your love I would die.

Reflections
I stare in the mirror I hate what I see I despise the reflection Staring back at me The eyes there are cold Not a spark of life within Too many moments lived Consumed inside with sin No escaping memories They stab at my soul A constant torment Of once being whole I lash out in hatred It shatters so good My fist now in tatters Release in the blood I look at the reflection A tear is released I'm still the same person No less of a beast

Too Late
It's too late to say I'm sorry It's too late to apologize It's too late to say your sorry It's too late, I will not cry It's too late, I will not worry. It's too late, Maybe someother time. . When you Tell me that you need me then you go and cut me down. Tell me that you really want me, then you never come around. It's too late to say that you love me, too late that you need me. Too late to say that your sorry. Heart is torn. I will not worry. . (It's too late). I will no cry. (It's too late). I will not lie. When I'm gone you will not miss me. When I'm gone you'll wonder why. . When the other comes around, make you feel on solid ground. When he's gone you realize that I'm the one and only guy It's too late to say that you love me, too late to say that you need me Too late to say that your sorry. Soul is black, I will not worry. . (It's too late), I will not cry (It's too late), I will not lie. (

Uk Arms Sales To 'respectable' Iraq
UK arms sales to 'respectable' Iraq In light of the subsequent history of Iraq, it seems almost unthinkable that 30 years ago Britain sold millions of pounds of military equipment to the country's Baathist government. Saddam Hussein (left) took power from Gen al-Bakr (centre) in 1979 Foreign Office papers, just released by the National Archives in London, show that defence sales to Iraq in 1976 amounted to an estimated £70m. At this time, Saddam Hussein was the de facto leader of Iraq - taking on a more prominent role than the ageing president, Gen Ahmad Hassan al-Bakr - before formally taking power in 1979. The documents show that, in 1976 and 1977, a variety of equipment was sold to Iraq, including 20 Cymbeline mortar-locating radar - at a cost of £11m - combat support boats, and £7.4m of weapons effects simulators. Big contracts for Dennis fire fighting-vehicles and fuel tankers were also secured. And incredibly, Iraq paid Britain £500,000 to train Ira

Soldier's Christmas Poem
A Soldier's Christmas 'Twas the night before Christmas, he lived all alone, In a one bedroom house made of plaster and stone. I had come down the chimney with presents to give, And had to see just who in this home did live. I looked all about, a strange sight I did see, No tinsel, No Presents, Not even a tree. No stocking by the mantle, just boots full of sand. On the wall hung pictures, of a distant land. With Medals and Badges, Awards of all kinds, A sober thought, came to mind. For this house was different, it was dark and dreary, I found the home of a Soldier, Once I could see clearly. The Soldier lay sleeping, silent, alone, Curled up on the floor, In his one bedroom home. The face was so gentle, The room in such disorder, Not how I pictured, A United States Soldier. Was this the hero of whom I'd just read? Curled up on a poncho, The floor for a bed? I realized the families that I saw this night, Owed their lives to these

Hospital
"Hospital" This feeling never leaves you alone You pull the trigger on your own You're hiding in your safe place Hiding with your eyes shut tightly all the way to the hospital Now will you ever rest your head You end up feeling mostly dead Pretending you're the last one Hiding with your eyes shut tight on the way to the hospital Before I cross my heart and hope to die at all Take off my mask and leave the lies to the liars It never used to hurt before it isn't funny anymore Feeling so alone Funny how you wish some way that you'll die at the hospital You're quiet on the car ride home, you're waiting for your head to explode You're hiding in your safe place Hiding with your eyes shut tightly all the way to the hospital Will you look them in the face Could you look me in the face Three cheers you fooled them all Come on now hip hip hooray

Something To Think About In Life
You know as We human beings live life to its fullest We think life will be easy in the long run!!, which sometimes may not be the case. We always think things will go the way we hoped which sometimes leads to downfalls and such. When we look for what We all want in life We sometiems find it or sometimes dont. I hate games as much as being played with the heart and feelings that a person has inside willing to give to another person in life!!. Playing with peoples hearts and feelings isnt a good idea. It causes too many unwanted issues and problems!! But do what You feel is right, dont lead people on if your not interested in them or keep them hanging on to You as well its not fun believe Me from experience it totally blows and sucks, being hurt or something silly isnt funny to some, may be hurtful to others too. Its fun to meet and date people but not fun when you play with their hearts and feelings either, be sincere and thoughtful for the person, or persons willing to take time to get

Stupidity Beyond Belief.
You've probably noticed I have an album called 'me naked' which contains an almost completely black picture. Well I can't believe that someone just reported it as nsfw!!! I mean for crying out loud, if you really study that pic the most you can make out is a pair of hands, certainly nothing that would make anyone blush. Who in their right mind could be so bored and so petty as to get their knickers in a twist over that pic?! *Slaps whoever it was*

Tribute!!!!!!!!!!
This goes out to cpl Denison who is in Iraq fighting for our country.... stop by his page n show him support and graditude for all that he is doin for our country!!! His page is CorporalD_USMC_In_Iraq!!! Let him know that there are people back here in the states that do care about him, and wish for a safe return home for him!!! So show him some love!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!he's a great guy and a good friend to have... an that is meant n all senserity... God Bless Him and the other's he works w/ over in IRAQ!!!!!!!!!!And come home safe!!!!!!!!!!!

Lost Poem
Lost poem... Lost words... Lost feeling.. Lost love... Nay, these are not lost, it is a deception Nay, these are not lost, a false perception Lost poem... Lost words... Lost feeling.. Lost love... Nay, these are not lost, they exist deep in my soul, Ultimate forgiveness, a high ideal, and yet a worthy goal. Lost poem... Lost words... Lost feeling.. Lost love...

Loved Ones
There are strange things that happen to us in life and after we have time to reflect on them we try to understand just what happened and why...but I think the truth is that maybe we are not supposed to know just and why things happened for. I have had I think my share of sorrow in life I have gone through the lose of a brother, a grandparent times 3 and now a close friend. I dont know why God does this to certain people. Why did he have to take her so early? What was she doing wrong in this world that God needed to take her home? She was nothing but pure love and the people that she came in contact with all remembered her by either something she did that inspired them or for the love she have for her pets or politics. I cant image what it must be like to loose a child! They say that you are not supposed to bury your children that they are supposed to lay you to rest. I have an almost 3 years old and I cant began to believe my little daughter leaving this world before me. That would jus

Blog Game
Leave your name in my blog comments. Once you do that, this is what I'll do for you... 1. I'll respond with something random about you. 2. I'll tell you which song or movie you remind me of. 3. I'll pick a flavor of jello to wrestle you in. 4. I'll say something that only makes sense to you and me. (if possible. if not, I'll say something that only makes sense to me.) 5. I'll tell you my first memory of you. 6. I'll tell you what animal you remind me of. 7. I'll ask you something I've always wondered about you. 8. If you play, you MUST post this on yours. You MUST. **

Good Bye To 2007
well, it has been a rough week here. We went to see the surgeon and the cyst is not a cyst it is a cancerous tumor. So now I have appoinments out the wazzooo for MRI, CT, Chest xrays, oncologist, and such. On top of all this...our insurance changes at the beginning of the year and there are problems there. This is just a bump in the road (as Jeff says) and all of this will be taken care of. I am keeping a positive outlook on all of this. I found the lump early and I am only 34 years old~! I will beat this beast called cancer~! I do hope you all have a great end to 2007 as you usher in 2008. Please be careful out driving. Don't make resolutions you can't keep. that is my resolution this year. Like many of you I always make some stupid resolution every year and end up breaking it by the 2nd of January.....so this year I am not making any other than TO LIVE LIFE TO THE FULLEST~! ~~smooches~~

Breathe By Faith Hill
I can feel the magic floating in the air Being with you gets me that way I watch the sunlight dance across your face and I've Never been this swept away All my thoughts seem to settle on the breeze When I'm lying wrapped up in your arms The whole world just fades away The only thing I hear Is the beating of your heart 'Cause I can feel you breathe It's washing over me Suddenly I'm melting into you There's nothing left to prove Baby all we need is just to be Caught up in the touch The slow and steady rush Baby, isn't that the way that love's supposed to be I can feel you breathe Just breathe In a way I know my heart is waking up As all the walls come tumbling down I'm closer than I've ever felt before And I know And you know There's no need for words right now 'Cause I can feel you breathe It's washing over me Suddenly I'm melting into you There's nothing left to prove Baby all we need is just to be Caught up in the touch The slow and steady rush

Meeting People
ive used the internet and sites like fubar for several years to meet people as im sure most of you have as well. what id like to know is how many of you have actually had a sucessful connection this means a relationship a friendship or a business connection. i have met several women although most of the time they are fake and as it turns out most of the time they are full of it about who they are and what they are really after. youd think playing with teh averages you would meet one in one hundred? no i have met more like one in ten thousand are people that i would like to associate with offline. another point do you ever get stood up by your potential meetings? i know i have even when i lower my standards and talk to someone well below my own level of appearance (ever happen to you?)

Consequence Ft. John Legend - Feel This Way
Now how we 'sposed to really carry on as a item If you got more baggage than a carry-on item And all you do is carry on and try to ignite him Which leads me to think that you really don't like him But let me find out that she ain't into the kid Man I tell her I'm from Tribe, so I Indian-give Go while she gettin shoes with the bag that matches The only thing she gave me I could wear are scratches So now when I catch her out in NYC I got a formula I use called XYZ Cause she was 'sposed to be my ex, and I kept sayin why? 'Til I pulled up in that Z, now I just drive by and say What you makin that bass for? And what you makin that face for? I'm tired of you accusin me, it's not the way it is supposed to be There'll be days like that, there'll be days like this When we start out mad, and we wind up pissed Can we go and do that all day? Now the only thing I can say Is that I... Wish you could read my mind, wish you could take some time To listen to me, I wish you believ

Thoughts...
Liking and non-liking are what with what we do play in life, Families and buildings are what in which we make investments in life, Good thoughts and thinkings are what most involve less in life, Tears and smiles are some with which we interact in life Mothers and fathers are those who we love in life Sons and daughters are those for whom we live in life, Technologies and progress are those we look up to in life, Yes and nos. are the words to make decisions in life, Neither and nor are the words we use frequently in lite, Wealth and money which we whim to earn in life, Honesty and integrity are those qualities which we love to adhere to in life, The forbidden fruits are those we wish to taste in life, Opportunities and chances are fhose we want to get in life, Creativity and discoveries are those - rare to people in life, Gone days and memories are those to cherish in life, Happenings and memories are those like jerks in life, Struggles and sorrow are those

Watching You Die
its sooo sad i wish i didnt know it was coming bcause it makes it so much harder to be around you. talking about your treatment and all the shit youve done to fix it and have it keep coming back sucks especially because theres only one other treatment they have to give you when the ones your on stop working.youve tought me so much thank you for everything grandma

The Gunslinger's Litany
I do not aim with my hand. He/She who aims with their hand has forgotten the face of their father. I aim with my eye. I do not shoot with my gun. He/She who shoots with their gun has forgotten the face of their father. I shoot with my mind. I do not kill with my gun. He/She who kills with their gun has forgotten the face of their father. I kill with my heart. This is the Gunslinger's Catechism. Their should be replaced by her or his depending on the speaker's gender. Whenever I do any kind of target practice, I recite this before I even start my draw. Helps focus my mind on my target(s) and clear all the extraneous bullshit from my thoughts. Allows me to forget the drama of the day to day fuckeree and get lost in the cold.The Dark Tower Tet Contents

Urgent Ron Paul Action Alert - Do Not Delay Act Now‏
URGENT RON PAUL ACTION ALERT - DO NOT DELAY ACT NOW‏ TWO PHASE ACTION ALERT: TWO PHASE ACTION ALERT:Once again Fox news is attempting to squeeze out Ron Paul from their "Republican Presidential Forum" on January 6th. From The Baltimore Sun: "While campaigning in the Granite State on Saturday, Paul called Fox News, one of the debate's supposed sponsors, "scared of me." They "don't want my message to get out, but it will," according to The Boston Globe's Primary Source blog. "They are propagandists for this war and I challenge them on the notion that they are conservative." Kent Snyder, Paul's campaign chairman continued in a statement: "Given Ron Paul's support in New Hampshire and his recent historic fundraising success, it is outrageous that Dr. Paul would be excluded." Jesse Benton, a campaign spokesman, said they haven't heard directly from Fox that Paul is excluded; and if so, why that happened. "We've called Fox six times and have not had our calls r

Thinking About The New Year
New beginings, the old to fade away Ok im not on here that much but i need to get this out. My life has gone up and down from the moment i was born. This past yr has been my most hardest yet. I gave birth to the cutest little girl, My son turned two, with all the fun and hard times that goes on with that and i lost the love of my life. Things happen for a reason and i know this all did. Im stronger now and not going to let anyone push me down again. Im now a fighter, and will fight for the right thing time and time again. I have been good, i have been the best mother i could and now i think i have found someone who is well undiscribable.... im not tell who... just yet. So to next yr, with my head glued on, my heart meading and my life on track. The two people in this world that mean everything to me, i hope they know that im giving my all for them

Happy? New Year.....
so do tell, whats so happy about it? ok maybe im jumping to conclusions saying that 2008 will be just as bad or worse then 2007 was...but it always seems to turn out that way...the only thing in 2008 that i see that will be better then the past years is that retard bush will finally be out of office and we will have the chance to vote in a president with a brain and an IQ higer then a retarted 3rd grader...but with more then half the population of the US being Brain dead sheep i can only imgen how bad out next pres will be...anyways i dont forsee anything good or special about 2008 so whats so happy about it?

New Year
Happy Fucking New Year all, lets hope its happier than mine. Nothing better than spending new year drinking alone with no one to talk to or spend it with cause the one you wished to spend it with atleast to talk to for a moment but yea...what a grand fucking night. Cant wait to go to combat get away from these god forsaken states...fuck this place.

Irony
In the newspaper this week, I was once again faced with the irony that is my life. Let's revisit: My husband "steals" a laptop, which was returned to the agency once he learned he had been terminated, has been sentenced to ten years in prison, with five years suspended. He's been accepted to pre-release, and should be on a work program there, but instead, against the judge's specific order, is now sitting in the Montana State Prison, and yet nobody can say why exactly he's there, instead of in the pre-release program in our city, and nobody can say when exactly he'll be remanded to the pre-release program. Yet this week I read in the newspaper that a woman who was drunk, hit a pedestrian with her car. The pedestrian's skull was crushed, she was lifeflighted to another hospital for treatment, spent several months there, and, now incapacitated, will finish out her life in an supported-care facility. The 25-year old woman who hit her was under the influence, and this is her THIRD TIME

Son-in-law
Son in Law A mother was walking down the hall when she heard a humming sound coming from her daughters bedroom. When she opened the door she found her daughter naked on the bed with a vibrator. "What are you doing?" She exclaimed. The daughter replied, "I'm 35 and still living at home with my parents and this is the closest I'll ever get to a husband." Later that week, the father was in the kitchen and heard a hummingsound coming from the basement. When he went downstairs, he found his daughter naked on a sofa with her vibrator. "What are you doing?" He exclaimed. The daughter replied, "I'm 35 and still living at home with my parents and this is the closest I'll ever get to a husband." A couple of days later the mother heard the humming sound again, this time coming from the den. Upon entering the room, she found her husband watching television with the vibrator buzzing away beside him. "What are you doing" She asked. He replied, "Watching the game with my son-

Cubed
Cubed She stands deep in the clutter at the bottom. Alone. The walls close in ever so slowly But constantly Piling all of the worries closer Closing in Tumbling over her head No room to struggle Passersby glance She holds a hand out to them Grasping for help That never comes Her eyes plead But her mouth remains silent Never to beg Slowly the walls continue their persuit The hand closes Withdrawn in acceptance Of her fate To become A cube A condenced cube of woe She is Crushed.

Live @ej2dj
Live @EJ2DJ This is a house/Trance mix I recorded for a party which I held in my EJ2DJ studio here in the UK. For the full track listing please visit my website @ www.djmuzikal.moonfruit.com/live@ej2dj http://www.esnips.com/doc/68b01ed8-44fe-457e-9a6b-7889910a99eb/DJ-Muzik-AL---Live@EJ2DJ_128

A Midnight Wind
As we follow along with a midnight wind, The stars in the sky light us within Your laugh making my heart race; Your face, beautiful as the finest lace As we walk along with a midnight wind, We seem as carefree as young kittens Relishing in all the wonders of the world; My thoughts all caught and swirled As we stand among the midnight wind, Your hair soft as silk in my hand Your lips almost too soft to kiss; That sweetness of your mouth I miss As we kiss among a midnight wind, The moon lights your beautiful, white face Your smile heating my heart; Your love piercing it like a dart As we make among a midnight wind, Our clothes lay scattered amongst the grass The elements combine with our hot sweat; Over your breasts all hot and wet As we stroll with the midnight wind, Our fingers are locked tight together Your head upon my shoulder; The long put out fire begins to smother As we stroll with a midnight wind, I realize why it is that I live You hold my

Help Me In This Contest Please!!
I'M IN A CONTEST TO WIN FOR THE SEXIEST AGE GROUP FOR AGES 20~29 AND I NEED COMMENTS TO WIN. PLEASE HELP ME AND ALL LOVE WILL BE RETURNED, THANK YOU SOOOOOOOOOOOO MUCH!! WISH US LUCK!! HERE IS THE LINK: [ fubar.com photo: 183876601 ]

Forsaken
You told me that you cared and liked me, you said I was special and we would someday be. I adored you, and gained feelings for you I tried my best to love, and let my feelings show trough. You where my angel and the sunshine in my sight, Knowing you liked me I was able to face the night. But now the rising sun has never felt so cold, This wasn't the way it was supposed to unfold. Feeling no more, emotionally numb by the pain, its too real Deeply hurt inside I no longer desire to feel. Once you made me feel like i belong, I walked the path of life, and you came along. Filling the well with the painfull tears i shed, as even now i think of you teardrop splatter on my bed. I'm still wading in this well called life. I long to end my breath as i grab the knife. You've forsaken me, and now love another, to you I'm nothing, so why did I even bother? It was all a painfully illusion, called: My love I still love you for I am as loyal as a dove. But you never wanted

1st Day.....
Well... first day into the new year. Not that bad so far I guess. I Am working Swingshift this month so who knows what will happen out in the wild streets and back roads of Pierce County. My first call of the new year.... well you want to guess what it was?????? YEP!!!! A Death Investigation!!!! Who'd a thunk it huh? I cant give many details on here but all I can say... if you have a decent home... not spectacurly clean or anything but not filth... pat yourself on the back. But the fact is that the first call was a death.... the Reaper is going to make me earn my money this year... I just have that feeling. :-)

A Rose Without You
With this rose, I not only give you merely a rose, but I give you my heart and soul. I send to you all the love I have to give, and anything else that would give me the chance to touch your heart. With this rose, I reveal all my thoughts and feelings about you that I have withheld for so long. I feel when I am with you... I am like a rose, not because of it?s beauty, but because I am able to bloom and grow with you. To me you are like a rose's sunshine, so full of energy and light, that never does it fail to lift my spirits. Just by the sound of your voice and that look in your eye. I could never tear my eyes from you, you are able to make my life worth living. But, without you, just like a rose, I would wither and die. Not all at once, but little by little, petal by petal. Slowly at first, because you have made me stronger and stronger each day you're with me. But eventually, without you, I will loose all those beautiful petals you

In Lieu Of A Ring
It begins with a toothbrush. Fighter of plaque and tooth decay, whitener of teeth, freshener of breath, the toothbrush appears harmlessly in the bathroom drawer sometime after the new girl has begun staying the night. Harmless because who but an Englishman could find horror in this most benign of objects? The toothbrush is just a scout, however. Like a Navy SEAL HALO’ing in a hundred miles behind enemy lines, the toothbrush lands silently in your bathroom drawer, dons its nightvision goggles and sets up a geurilla campaign that is a harbinger of impending onslaught. You can fight it, but the mere presence of the SEAL toothbrush means you’re already fucked. More toiletry items take up residence as the relationship blossoms. You allow her a drawer, medicine cabinet space, perhaps a cabinet all her own. A bottle of shampoo that costs half of your monthly beer budget pops up like magic in the shower. One, then a handful, then many garments find hanger space in the closet. Eventually, th

Spirit~levelers!go Here
Beautiful Angel needs our help!!! Bombs Away!!!! Thank you sweety. I will return any love shown to me and then some... I alway have and always will... It is just who I am. I can make you a picture or help you out when I am done here but I need rates very bad! Thank you for all whom show some love!~Donna~ Now go get her, and show her how good The Spirits are!! (repost of

The Truth
Body: There are African Americans, Mexican Americans, Asian Americans, Arab Americans, Native Americans, etc. ...And then there are just Americans. You pass me on the street and sneer in my direction. You Call me "White boy," "Cracker," "Honkey," "Whitey," "Caveman," ...And that's OK. But when I call you Nigger, Kike, Towel head, wetback, Sand-nigger, Camel Jockey, Beaner, Gook, or Chink, ...You call me a racist. You say that whites commit a lot of violence against you, so why are the ghettos the most dangerous places to live? You have the United Negro College Fund. You have Hispanic History Month. You have Martin Luther King Day. You have Asian History Month. You have Black History Month. You have Cesar Chavez Day. You have Ma'uled Al-Nabi. You have Yom Hashoah. You have Kawanza. You have the NAACP. And you have BET. If we had WET (White Entertainment Television)

Letter To Normals.....fm & Mf Pain Syndromes
| Home Page | Open Letter To Normals. lettergraphic.jpg (3193 bytes) Explain your condition to those who share your life. These are the things that I would like you to understand about me before you judge me... Please understand that being sick doesn't mean I'm not still a human being. I have to spend most of my day flat on my back in bed and I might not seem like great company, but I'm still me stuck inside this body. I still worry about school and work and my family and friends, and most of the time I'd still like to hear you talk about yours too. Please understand the difference between "happy" and "healthy". When you've got the flu you probably feel miserable with it, but I've been sick for years. I can't be miserable all the time, in fact I work hard at not being miserable. So if you're talking to me and I sound happy, it means I'm happy. That's all. I may be tired. I may be in pain. I may be sicker that ever. Please, don't say, "Oh, you're soundin

Planet Love
Planet Love Parts 1 & 2 A DOUBLE CD FEATURING SOME GREAT CLASSIC CLUB HITS AND QUITE A FEW WHITE LABELS. FOR A FULL TRACK LISTING PLEASE VISIT MY WEBSITE WWW.DJMUZIKAL.MOONFRUIT.COM/PLANETLOVE This is a 35min condensed version from Planet Love Part 2. http://www.esnips.com/doc/da4ca550-4089-4d5c-95df-eb7dbb911709/DJ-Muzik-AL---Planet-Love-Demo_128

How Can
how can we just sit around and not do anything when we see a woman being beaten? how can you watch a child being born and not believe in "god"? how can you really look into my eyes and tell me you don`t love me ? how can I sit back and watch people around me be miserable but still be happy? how can i not miss my sisters when they are so far away? how can I take everything I have for granted? how can we all just be so selfish, self centered and greedy? how can I believe but have little faith ? how can we get forgiveness from someone who is already dead? how can I stop thinking all the time ? how can I forgive myself ?

Rating Fanning And Adding Is.....
something that makes me laugh.... the ones i like the best are the ones that have Rate/Fan/Add me please which is fine.... hell, rate fan and add me! Whats the funny part is though is.... when they come look at your page, and they do none of the above.... if youre gonna look, rate, fan add..... like renting an old VHS tape, please be kind, rewind! COMMON FU-COURTESY! lol

Is The American V8 Dead?
Only a year ago, General Motors pledged to invest $300 million in its Tonawanda, N.Y., engine plant for the new double overhead cam V8 engines that would be used in its luxury brands. Yesterday, it canceled those plans. This raises the question, what's going to replace the splendid but aging Northstar V8s currently used in Cadillacs? Answer: perhaps nothing. With the new CAFE standard hovering over it, the General is now looking for more efficient ways to get power from its drivetrains. The company's new direct-injected V-6 used in the 2008 Cadillac CTS develops 304 hp, while the current Northstar V-8 only makes 275 hp. What's more, the V6 weighs 150 to 200 pounds less than the Northstar powerplant. Company officials told me that there are no current plans to switch Corvette to a six-pot mill. And certainly V8s will have extended shelf life in trucks and SUVs--at least for a while. As today's "New York Times" points out, truck sales hit the wall this year, especially those wit

Lost
LOST Lost isn't only a feeling… it's a demon It feeds on people… because so many feel it every day So many understand it, yet none know how to end it No one knows what to do or say When this demon begins its game on them Most don't realize until it's far too late They keep thinking its only confusion taking them over Little do they realize, Lost has just added one more name to the list on its slate How many more will have to suffer because of this? Before there's finally a way to end the madness How many more times will people suffer? From this undying sadness Lost is something too many have had to encounter Lost will never stop attacking There are so many reasons for this…but one stands out most of all There is one thing that people who encounter Lost might be lacking And that one thing is...

April Is National Autism Awareness Month
Recently, I was made aware that someone I love has a child whom has been diagnosed with Autism. I don't want to say Autistic, because the word does not define a person. It is a condition which can be worked through and overcome. I know that is awfully PC-sounding for me, but to say "Jenny" or "Tommy" is autistic seems to me to limit OUR perceptions of children with potential. Just my take on it though.Too often, the word autism is associated with some sort or retardation (that word is used in its honest, medical sense). So you may ask.."What Is Autism, then?"Autism is a complex neurobiological disorder that typically lasts throughout a person's lifetime. It is part of a group of disorders known as autism spectrum disorders (ASD). Today, 1 in 150 individuals is diagnosed with autism, making it more common than pediatric cancer, diabetes, and AIDS combined. It occurs in all racial, ethnic, and social groups and is four times more likely to strike boys than girls. Autism impairs a person

That Very Special Person
No matter how many others I am with You are the only one that I can think about No matter how many others that I kiss Your lips are the only ones I want. No matter how many others I touch Your body is the only one I dream of. No matter how many others want my heart You are the only one that I will give it to. No matter how many others want inside my soul You are the only one I will open it to. No matter how many others there are They will never compare to anything like you.

Irish Viagra
IRISH VIAGRA An Irish woman of advanced age visited her physician to ask his advice in reviving her husband's libido. "What about trying Viagra?" asked the doctor. "Not a chance", she said. "He won't even take an aspirin." "Not a problem," replied the doctor. "Give him an 'Irish Viagra'. It's when you drop the Viagra tablet into his coffee. He won't even taste it. Give it a try and call me in a week to let me know how things went." It wasn't a week later when she called the doctor, who directly inquired as to her progress. The poor dear exclaimed, "Oh, faith, bejaysus and begorrah! T'was horrid! Just terrible, doctor!" "Really? What happened?" asked the doctor. "Well, I did as you advised and slipped it in his coffee and the effect was almost immediate. He jumped straight up, with a twinkle in his eye and with his pants a-bulging fiercely! With one swoop of his arm, he sent me cups and tablecloth flying

Is It Wrong
It seem like every time i get in a relationship there always some kind of drama happening. im so tired of these bitchs that right angel. trying get him to hate me and telling all these lies about me. come on now. sercly grow up a little bit. telling me i look like im on fucking crack lol sry i dont even do drugs so i dont know what the hell you be smokeing. but i dont do that shit. and then has the nerve tell my bf like they kno me i just use fucking men and bullshit sry i dont even need man in my life i can do so much better when out one. im tird trying to make shit work when i kno deep down i didnt do shit but sicne im the nice person i am i didnt have to give anyone a apolgy at all. cuss they one starting all this bull shit just because i tell them i dont like the fact she keep righting my boyfriend and i get one back of her telling me she gonna kick my ass and punch me in my face. what ever sercly. then has the nerve come to are door. and start shit. thanking he gonna not pertect m

Real Or Not Real Fubar Friends ??
I find myself adding people who i meet in lounges and stuff and have fun talking to them too, then after rating them and addng them to my list, it seems like they dont talk much to you after that are they being fake or just want to add you for the numbers on their lists??, I know some have a busy life too like we all do but still aint it polite to talk back when someone says hi to you??, guess not for some. Im always thinking bout life and how its a learning phase, online or not there will be drama somewhere else, like myspace, or yahoo etc. If your a real friend be true to yourself and to others, then you will find out who your real friends are!!

Boruc Signs New Celtic Contract
Boruc signs new Celtic contract Boruc had been linked with moves to Arsenal and AC Milan Poland goalkeeper Artur Boruc has ended speculation about his future by signing a contract extension that commits him to Celtic until 2011. The 27-year-old, who joined Celtic in 2005, was this weekend linked with moves to both Arsenal and AC Milan. But he told arturboruc.com: "I am very grateful to the Celtic management for putting their trust in me. "That's why I accepted the new contract offered to me and I have extended it for three more years." Celtic chief executive Peter Lawwell confirmed the deal for the player first signed from Legia Warszawa. "Talks have been ongoing for a while and we are delighted that Artur has decided to sign," he told BBC Sport. Celtic had themselves been linked with an interest in Major League Soccer goalkeeper of the year Brad Guzan, the 24-year-old presently with Chivas USA. MY SPORT: DEBATE Fantastic news. So much for him doing

One Missed Call
quite possibly the most predictable movie i have ever seen. i did jump once though which made chris laugh cuz i'm not a jumper. i spent the rest of the movie laughing and thinking of the new Indiana Jones that'll be out in may. love me sum Harrison Ford!

Speech
This quote has been incorrectly attributed to Nelson Mandela in his inaugural speech of 1994. He never spoke these words in his speeches that year. You can read Nelson's actual inaugural speeches at these links: http://www.anc.org.za/ancdocs/history/mandela/1994/inaugct.html http://www.anc.org.za/ancdocs/history/mandela/1994/inaugpta.html "Our deepest fear is not that we are inadequate. Our deepest fear is that we are powerful beyond measure. It is our light, not our darkness, that most frightens us. We ask ourselves, who am I to be brilliant, gorgeous, talented, and fabulous? Actually, who are you not to be? You are a child of God. Your playing small doesn't serve the world. There's nothing enlightened about shrinking so that other people won't feel insecure around you. We are all meant to shine, as children do. We are born to make manifest the glory of God that is within us. It's not just in some of us, it's in everyone. And as we let our own li

"keep Your Head Up"
Keep Your Head Up Keep your head up! Even when your just fed up cause you gotta...your problems head up...Even if life knocks you down just know you can get up...Its like having that rough haircut it wont last forever eventually you'll get an edge up or you and that loved one going through a break up but knowing in the end your gonna make up...Just like having that nightmare but it won't last forever you'll wake up...Stay persistent like saving your money so you can get your flow up...Don't put goals off till tommorow saying it'll get done later...Keep your head up! Just know its always darkest before dawn and your the only on thats gonna have to deal with yourself and your actions when the people are gone...Hardships woll endure but they won't last for long and whatever you go through will only make you strong...Yeah that monkey may have got his thing off in new york but eventually they killed King Kong that should let you know you can overcome any obstacle big or small...Shor

Lmao~~~pill Pic Made It So Funny!
FUKITOL~~~~1000mg (too bad the pic of it didnt show up!!!) ?? NEW ?DRUGS FOR WOMEN DAMNITOL? Take 2 and the rest of the world can go to hell for up to 8 full hours.? EMPTYNESTROGEN? Suppository that eliminates melancholy and loneliness by reminding you of how awful they were as teenagers and how you couldn't wait till they moved out!? ST. MOMMA'S WORT? Plant extract that treats mom's depression by rendering preschoolers unconscious for up to two days.? PEPTOBIMBO? Liquid silicone drink for single women. Two full cups swallowed before an evening out increases breast size, decreases intelligence, and prevents conception.? DUMBEROL? When taken with Peptobimbo, can cause dangerously low IQ, resulting in enjoyment of country music and pickup trucks.? FLIPITOR Increases life expectancy of commuters by controlling road rage and the urge to flip off other drivers.? MENICILLIN?? Potent anti-boy-otic for older women. Increases resistance to such lethal lines as,

That Girl
That Girl Your voice is so beautiful I can listen to it all day It just sounds so wonderful I don't know what to say I feel calm I feel warm I even feel your love As I hear that voice I wish I could see you now And hear that elegant voice To feel your comfort To feel your ease I would marry you so quickly And sweep you off your feet You are that girl That can't be beat

Can You Help Me Win?
Can you help me? J-Roxx is holding a contest (Hottest Mummer) and I am in it and need your love and help to try and win. It is not a bombing contest so you not need worry. All I ask is that you click on the pic of me below and rate my pic. As rates are reset each week, this means you can rate me again each week for the 4 weeks this contest runs if you wish. Click my pic to vote And please drop by J-Roxx and leave her some love as well to say thanks for her running this contest J-Roxx

Football Playoffs
Football playoffs are here again everyone routing for their favortie teal tells ya how many couples break up of this time of year. My man is a di hard hater of Giants well they beat Tampa bay so I am happy giants fan here i will route for them until they loose and then wait until the season starts again then i will rout for them again as i said big GIANTS fan

Bedtime Suggestion
I'd had a pretty hectic day with my four-year-old. When bed-time finally came, I laid down the law: "We're putting on your p.j.s, brushing your teeth, and reading ONE book. Then it's lights out!" Her arms went around my neck in a gentle embrace, and she said, "We learned in Sunday school about little boys and girls who don't have mommies and daddies." Even after I'd been such a grouch, I thought, she was still grateful to have me. I felt tears begin to well up in my eyes, and then she whispered, "Maybe you could go be THEIR mom?"

Fun
Alright just thought I would give a holler out to all of you and say thanks for viewing my page and leaving me the gifts that you have, you all seem very awesome on here. A Big hello goes out to a really really awesome friend on here Garfield, he is a truly awesome guy and a great friend, I love you my friend take care.

Savior
As certain as the sun rising in the East, I could rest assured you'd be there for me. As our worlds changed, Even the smallest to say the least. It makes us a little scared Knowing we were never fully prepared We were barely even friends Our intellect is what we shared Grown now into what we see Closer now to what could be The only one that could hold the key Someone who knew me for who I really am A savior to lead me Out of the pit of the damned Through her own trials and tribulations We all could learn What determination and faith can do And how love makes a heart so stearn Even though the space is between us You showed me how to live on Like the guiding light on a darkened path But now your gone! In my dreams and in my thoughts You will always be. For you've earned a place, Never to be forgotten, Inside of me. Before I turned and looked the other way, Into my misery where I'd rather stay Now I'm l

This Is Apparently My Fault.ok I Accept That But:
It is clear to me now that this site can cause many problems.Even though I detest games I see that I may have created a few problems myself. I know I have been upfront on this end or so I thought.I am not here to hurt anyone,I came here to have fun and unwind.I get into comment wars,I flirt I buy many gifts and it is according to my mood when I buy them.That I am guilty of. I have said in a few of blogs my interest or attraction in one man (still no secret)I have also expressed in another blog my interest for someone else (No secret)I also said both have qualities in them that I admire (once again no secret).I am friends with both of these gentlemen and if I lose there friendship over this just because I feel this for one and feel this for another I would rather remain only friends.I know that a person can not have there cake and ice cream too but I can not help but to like both of them and I do not know either of them that well to know anything or if it would ever go anywhere.It is

Just Writing
abandoned again, forsaken,forgotten unwanted and unnecessary, again the world makes me Fight to keep whats mine. I'm growing cold again and I cant stop it this time. I don't know How any more. My strength is fleeting and my will is wavering. I want to fight but then again I want to Die. I have lost my faith and it takes more to wake i the morning to face what I have become then to take the cowards way out. I fight to keep my self sane and to keep what belongs to me. I don't know how long I can bare this burden alone? I try my best but I guess thats not good enough any more . I'm invisible to most and to the rest I'm merely and object to lust after. I guess I have no right to want any thing for myself . I guess Im wrong in the fact that I think I dersive to be loved needed or wanted. I guess for now I will find peace in the shadows with my demons to keep me. bec

New Fubar Levels 2008
BIG CHANGES TO THE TOP 30 FUBAR LEVELS 2008 HERE ARE THE NEW LEVELS FOR FUBAR 2008. LVL-1, I'M NEW HERE. LVL-2, WHAT DO I DO? LVL-3,HEY NEW FRIENDS!. LVL-4, THIS PLACE IS COOL. LVL-5, PARTY TIME. LVL-6, RATE LIKE HELL. LVL-7, ADD LIKE HELL. LVL-8, RATE,ADD AND FAN LIKE HELL. LVL-9, GETTING THERE. LVL-10, FUBAR'S FRIEND (SO HAPPY). LVL-11, OVER THE HUMP. LVL-12, ADD STASHES/BLOGS FOR POINTS. LVL-13, PIMP MYSELF! LVL-14, SHOW MY BITS!. LVL-15, SHOW MINE AND OTHERS BITS!. LVL-16, BECOME A DJ. LVL-17, OWN MY OWN LOUNGE. LVL-18, PIMP THE HELL OUT OF OTHERS. LVL-19, BLAST AWAY LVL-20, YEAH BITCHES!!!! KNEEL BEFORE ME! LVL-21, DID I FEED THE KID? LVL-22, I REALLY NEED TO DO SOME WORK!. LVL-23, BUT I'M SO GOOD!. LVL-24, SCREW THE WORK LVL-25, THE KID CAN FEED IT'S SELF. LVL-26, SINGLE AGAIN. LVL-28, MY LEGS HURT. LVL-29,ASK FOR MORE VIP MEMBERSHIPS. LVL-30, OH FUCK WHERES MY FAMILY?. LMAO REPOST THIS SO EVERYONE CAN HAVE A LOUGH!!!!

Dr. B....
turned my life around.... fucked it up... now i have to deal with him again. after being fucking happy for a while. im sitting here with a runny nose, watery eyes and purple lips. i want nothing else to do with this ur wrongs have driven me to insanity AND U DIDNT GIVE ME A CHOICE TO BE INVOLVED IF I HAD A CHOICE I WOULDNT BE DOING THIS RIGHT NOW JUST MAN UP AND ADMIT YOU WERE FUCKING WRONG i want my baby damnit....

Here's The Deal
Ok I know alot of you noticed that my account was changed ALOT yesterday. I just needed to take a short break from FU. For some reason I've been getting hit alot with flaggers. I'm used to it once in awhile but damn I was just having an unusual high amount. And I'm not even popular!! lol Well on top of that I had decided to delete a few of my nsfw pics...noticing some of the comments left on them. Some people are just N-A-S-T-Y!! I mean yeah I can be a big pervert, too. But mine is more of a dirty mind kinda thing and it's funny but some of those comments really made me want to puke. They were not only on my nsfw but some on my sfw pics as well. I expect nasty sexual things to be said but DAYUM!!! If you see 50 other people have said something remotely the same then PLEASE do not say it. Leave it for the whores on this site that like that sort of thing. Maybe it will boost their pornish ego a little more but I have a little respect and dignity left for myself. It's why I won't p

Yes This Is So True,,,
Nobody loves me Nobody loves me, nobody cares If life is empty and full of tears I longed for true love, searched everywhere Nobody loves me, nobody cares Seaching for true love has been in vain Two years my heart has suffered with pain Lifes lonesome burden now I must bear Nobody loves me, nobody cares Nights on my pillow, I dream of love though space I gaze at the stars above They seem to whisper from way up there Nobody loves you, nobody cares A lonsome heart and a troubled mind In this old world now is all find I look to heaven for I know there Someone will love, someone will care

Numb
I use to see the smile you gave to me. I use to feel your touch. I use to feel somthing for you. I use to feel the pain yuo caused me. But now iam just numb I cant feel you I can't feel your touch Iam just numb to it all. I use to let you get to me. I use to feel you cut throw me. Now I can't feel the blade. I see it cuting in to my skin but iam so numb. I can't even feel the blade you try to cut me with. But now iam just numb I can't feel you I can't feel your touch I am just numb to it all. Over time I got use to all the pain you tryed to cut in to me with. But I just became numb to it all over time. But now iam just numb I can't feel you I can't feel your touch I am just numb to it all. I let you stay even thow I can't feel what you do to me I think it cause I like the numb feeling you give to me, cause I just got so use to it. But now iam just numb I can't feel you I can't feel your touch I am just numb to it all. You can try to break me down but I don't t

Come And Join
The newest Group of hotties is here... The "SOUTHERN SEX SYMBOLS"... Open to both Cowboys and Cowgirls... To apply go to the "Southern Sex Symbols Group" page and read the blog "how to apply" Southern Sex Symbols Group@ fubar

Punxy Phil Calender For 2008
if you've slacked some on getting yourself a new Calender for "08" and wanna grab a Punxy Phil Calender . Go to the link below ( Its the PA lotto Web site ) .. Click on Phil fill out your Info and Wah-La a Nifty Lil Punxy Phil Calender will be shipped to you ..yes they do ship out of state http://www.palottery.state.pa.us/

A Relief But An Inconvenience Non The Less. 10th August 2007
10 Aug 2007 A relief but an inconvenience non the less. 10th August 2007 It is now August and still no seizures so that is coming up to 1 year and 3 months. However whilst tramping around London we went into a restaraunt and I had what was thought by the owner to be a panic attack. Husband had left me alone and gone off shopping. I suddenly felt very strange like a feeling of great dread and the next thing I knew the owner was telling me to breathe slowly and relax. I was on the floor and a little perplexed. At this point husband returned thinking the worst, that I had had a seizure. The owner said not and two kind ladies at the next table told him they had sat me on the floor because I was shaking and trembling whilst sitting at the table. It was a hot day, we had walked miles and I was a little tired prior. However, I ate lunch when it finally arrived and then we dashed off the the station for the train home. This was yet another long walk and I was OK for this

Noticed You Was Gone
I woke up to noticed you was gone! I can still smell you and feel you but your not here! A song plays and it's your voice singing it. I see your smile everywhere a memory around every turn. And it drives through me. It's almost like I've been dealt a losing hand at life's game. So take my hand and rearrange the cards so the odds aren't against me! Your the only one that can cause your the only one I truly love!

Come Check Out My Friends Lounge She's Way Cool!!!! Club Poison
CLUB POISON HAS THE BEST STAFF ON FUBAR..BUT WE ARE LOOKIN FOR MORE NEW FACES TO JOIN ARE STAFF.. IF YOU GOT WHAT IT TAKES TO DJ , PROMOTE , OR EVEN GREET PEOPLE.. THEN STOP IN AND TALK TO ME ( POISON IVY ) CLUB OWNER OR MY SEXY CO OWNER MASTER TOUGHT OR THE VERY SEXY MANAGER ICE-T... WE WOULD BE MORE THEN WELCOME TO HAVE YOU AS PART OF ARE STAFF...

Dating, Women In General And Jobs.
Ok, here's my deal. My job is scheduled to end anytime, now (contract work) and I do have one possible prospect available. That is point one. Point two is: I am dating a girl who has told me in no uncertain terms that she is happy being single but dating, does not want to move in with me, and does NOT want to get married, even in the next four years or so. She is a great person, and the sex is good, when she decides to give it up that is, and I have the same feelings for her that I had for my ex-wife when we first started dating. I also have a friend that I met here that is after me. One problem there is she lives in California. Now, the job prospect I eluded to earlier would mean I would have to move closer, it's in Lansing, KS which is about a 45 minute drive from where I currently am. So a move is unavoidable if I get the job. So, here is my dilemma. The friend in Cali says I should move there and get a job at their casino (a career I have done before, 5 years) a

My Rating System Idea
Ya know it's interesting how the rating system is determined here on FUBAR - anything rated a 9 or under and we are labeled as a downrater and called vulgar names.... So here's my idea I am going to submit to FUBAR Fubar should impiment a "privacy" system... RATING 1-9: The owner of the item being rated should only be notified by saying "Someone just rated you a (#)" and they will not know who it was unless the rater decides to admit his rating to them RATING 10 & 11: This probably should just be left alone. I propose this system to be impimented for ANY profile and/or item which has the 1-10 and 11 rating possibilities. --------------- It's wither that or just get rid of the 1-10 thing and use Thumbs up or down (like in stash items) and kee the 11 system!

What You Think Of These ????
1.) I am NOT always a pain in the butt ... sometimes I am a pain everywhere 2.) I get enough exercise ... just pushing my luck ! 3.) I'm not bossy ... I just have better ideas ! 4.) I used to think drinking was bad for me ... so I gave up thinking ! 5.) I know right from wrong ... Wrong is the FUN one !

Race To Be A Man
They tell me life goes on, pour out a lil' liquor, this pain'll never be gone, but with the whiskey it goes by quicker, so I drink a lil bit more then I did when you were here, nowadays my only friendship is to the bottle that I hold near, and I'm destined to wither away, with the passin of each day, cause this ole' world keeps gettin' the best of me, death is certain in the end, but damn I miss my friend, Rest in peace my brother, Jeremy, We grew up like brothers, from childhood through our teens, had different mothers, but lived by the same genes, turning the page to a time when we both lost our dads, seems like those baseball games, at times, were all we had, those times withered away, as we lived another day, and soon became a distant memory, but sometimes I drfit away, remembering yesterday, when baseball was life to kids like you and me, Its been almost a year, since you were taken home, and I still shed my share of tears, every time I'm alone, in life I c

Death Of A Very Good Friend
David Clayton Moore, 54, Glenwood Court, Cynthiana, died Monday, Jan. 7, 2008, at Harrison Memorial Hospital. Born in Harrison County, Oct. 3, 1953, to the late Jesse Clayton and Norma Jean Frederick Moore, he was a truck driver, a member of several civil war reenactments and past chairman of the Battle of Cynthiana. He is survived by his wife, Nancy S. Moore; a son, David Clayton (Jennifer) Moore, II; a daughter, Veda Lynn (James) Moore; a sister, Pamela Jean (Howard P. Jr.) Sosbe; all of Harrison County; grandchildren, Ethan, Carl, Reed, Breanna, Jana and Shanna; a nephew, John Milton Sosbe and several other nieces and nephews. Funeral services will be conducted 2 p.m. Thursday, Jan. 10, 2007 at Ware Funeral Home by Bro. Mike Jones. Visitation will be from 5-9 p.m. Wednesday. Burial will be in Beaver Baptist Cemetery. Memorial contributions may be made to the A Keller Civil War Battlefield Preservation Fund.

Vegas Baby....
Well tomorrow is the big day. Finally heading out to Vegas for the Adult Expo. I know I'm all hyped up and ready to go.... I'm such a perv. hehehehe. Think it may have been more fun if a whole group got together and went. Either way I'm gonna have a blast and eat eat eat. Watch a few shows, and shop till I drop. xoxo

Will Your True Love Find You?
Your True Love Will Find You Eventually You definitely put yourself out there a little - but you could be doing more. If you're truly looking for love, try doing more things and meeting more people. You don't have to actively look for love, you just need to stay active. Be out there a little more, and the right person will find you! Will Your True Love Find You?

Dogs
* Dogs spend all day sprawled on the most comfortable piece of furniture in the house. * They can hear a package of food opening half a block away, but don't hear you when you're in the same room. * They can look dumb and lovable all at the same time. * They growl when they are not happy. * When you want to play, they want to play. * When you want to be alone, they want to play. * They leave their toys everywhere. * They do disgusting things with their mouths and then try to give you a kiss. * They go right for your crotch as soon as they meet you. Conclusion: They're tiny men in little fur coats.

Sweetheart
"SHE HAS MY HEART BUT HE HAS HER" I do not know why but she's the only one that I could have called Sweetheart. To say that she was special is never enough. She was much more than I could ever put into words. She was the life giving Sun. The Moonlight on a quiet night. The sparkle in a lovers eyes. But I'll never be able to call her Sweetheart. Because a very lucky man already does.

Just Pondering Things
I am sitting here tonight having fun commenting on some of the mumm's being posted. And people wondering what they should do. Or, what sexual fantasy, position you like the most. And even though it may or may not be known. I have been divorce for almost five years. The next best thing to happen to me besides my daughter being born, and now raising her by myself. And I know a lot goes into a relationship. And unfortunately I know I don't have a lot of time to devote. Because of the time away from my daughter so that we can survive(because I get no support from her mother, my problem). And the fact that I go to work in the middle of someone's day. And get home usually when there heading off to end the day. So even though I can be happy for the things the man upstairs has allowed me to have. I still feel a lonilness in my heart. Not long ago I took a chance and told someone how I felt. Someone I let get away and realize today how much the did and how much they mean to me. A

This Will Stop Today !!
The games we play have wore thin on me.I have been cleaning with pinesol and bleach and maybe it has affected me. This goes out to anyone that feels they need to go to peoples page and see what I am doing or what they are doing. I have written this before but apparently it didn't do the trick. I AM HERE TO HAVE FUN,I AM HERE TO COMMUNICATE AND IF ANYTHING ELSE COMES MY WAY THEN I AM BLESSED. I have had it with others coming to my page to see what a friend of mine is doing but when my friends go to his I will not tolerate it.I ask someone to have trust in our friendship and what may could be after I figured all of this out.I have been honest and upfront from the beginning over all of this so how dare you or anyone coming to my page have the nerve to do so. I will not play this game and the game is now over.You can continue playing if you feel you need too.I am not here to hurt feelings or sound like a person I feel I am not.This Internet is showing me many aspects of life,a li

I Want ...........
I want a man that will make a nice home cooked meal not opt for fast food, treat me like a queen, be great in the bedroom, a romantic, give me flowers for no reason, do not forget my birthday or my kids birthdays, does not mind watching something with me sometimes, snuggles and cuddles me at night, likes to take showers with me, loves my body as it is, will give me a massage, makes me laugh and will tell me he loves me no matter who hears him. I want a man that calls me just to hear my voice, misses me when we are apart, wants my scent to linger and actually misses it if it fades, will paint my toes and brush my hair,would rather be with me then his friends but would take me along if I ask him to,that will pick up after himself, go to the store anytime that I ask to get me something if I want it, take care of me whenever I am sick,and does not need a reason to hold me. But most of all I want a man that will love me for me;when I am old and gray still love me, if I got terminally sick

#2
2 - Experiment... or not Fur-lined handcuffs. Light spanking. Role play. There’s nothing wrong with (safely) pushing the sexual envelope. Then again, there’s nothing wrong with the tried and true. Being adventurous doesn’t make you slutty. And being aroused by missionary-position sex doesn’t make you a prude. It just means you know what feels good to you. Which brings us to…

New Drugs On The Market
St. Mom's Wort - Plant extract that treats mom's depression by rendering preschoolers unconscious for up to six hours. Empty Nestrogen - Highly effective suppository that eliminates melancholy by enhancing the memory of how awful they were as teenagers and how you couldn't wait til they moved out. Flipitor - Increases life expectancy of commuters by controlling road rage and the urge to flip off other drivers. Antiboyotics - When administered to teenage girls, is highly effective in improving grades, freeing up phone lines, and reducing money spent on make-up. Buyagra - Injectable stimulant taken prior to shopping. Increases potency and duration of spending spree. Extra Strength Buy-one-all - When combined with Buyagra, can cause an indiscriminate buying frenzy so severe the victim may even come home with a really bad club music CD or a book by that awful television doctor. Jack Asspirin - Relieves the headache caused by a man who can't remember your birthday, anniver

Osma??
Three men - a Canadian farmer, Osama bin Laden and a Texan are all working together one day. They come across a lantern and a Genie pops out of it. "I will give each on you one wish, which is three wishes in total", says the Genie. The Canadian says, "I am a farmer and my son will also farm. I want the land to be forever fertile in Canada " POOF! With the blink of the Genie's eye, the land in Canada was forever fertile for farming. Osama was amazed, so he said, "I want a wall around Afghanistan , Palestine , Iraq and Iran so that no infidels, Americans or Canadians can come in to our precious land." POOF! Again, with the blink of the Genie's eye, there was a huge wall around those countries. The Texan says, "I am very curious. Please tell me more about this wall." The Genie explains, "Well, it's about 5,000 feet high, 5oo feet thick and completely surrounds the country. Nothing can get in or out; it's virtually impenetrable." The Texan sits down, cracks a beer, smiles, and s

Over You
Now that it's all said and done, I can't believe you were the one To build me up and tear me down, Like an old abandoned house. What you said when you left Just left me cold and out of breath. I fell too far, was in way too deep. Guess I let you get the best of me. Well, I never saw it coming. I should've started running A long, long time ago. And I never thought I'd doubt you, I'm better off without you More than you, more than you know. I'm slowly getting closure. I guess it's really over. I'm finally getting better. And now I'm picking up the pieces. I'm spending all of these years Putting my heart back together. 'Cause the day I thought I'd never get through, I got over you. You took a hammer to these walls, Dragged the memories down the hall, Packed your bags and walked away. There was nothing I could say. And when you slammed the front door shut, A lot of others opened up, So did my eyes so I could see That you never were the best for me. Well,

Rainbow Bridge
Rainbow Bridge Just this side of heaven is a place called Rainbow Bridge. When an animal dies that has been especially close to someone here, that pet goes to Rainbow Bridge. There are meadows and hills for all of our special friends so they can run and play together. There is plenty of food, water and sunshine, and our friends are warm and comfortable. All the animals who had been ill and old are restored to health and vigor. Those who were hurt or maimed are made whole and strong again, just as we remember them in our dreams of days and times gone by. The animals are happy and content, except for one small thing; they each miss someone very special to them, who had to be left behind. They all run and play together, but the day comes when one suddenly stops and looks into the distance. His bright eyes are intent. His eager body quivers. Suddenly he begins to run from the group, flying over the green grass, his legs carrying him faster and faster. You have been spotted, and wh

H.i.m. - Heaven Tonight
I hold your hand in mine I hold your hand and you're so lonely Oh so lonely Your eyes have lost their light Your eyes have lost their light and you're empty Oh my God you're so empty (I'm in love with you) You are my heaven tonight (I'm in love with you) You are my heaven tonight Trying to find the heart you hide Trying to find the heart you hide in vain Oh in vain And you're my haven in life And you're my haven in death, Baby Life and Death my Darling (I'm in love with you) You are my heaven tonight (I'm in love with you) You are my heaven tonight (I'm in love with you) You are my heaven tonight (I'm in love with you) You are my heaven tonight (I'm in love with you) [Repeat] That's right (I'm in love with you) That's right (I'm in love with you) That's right (I'm in love with you) That's right (I'm in love with you)

Part 83 (oh No)
Please don't give up now (Oh no) Don't run away (No-no) Just a matter of time you could be mine You have me now You had me then Signals you send Make me wonder like so Things i think i should know Again these signs you show What do i do? I don't want to loose you So precious to me Thoughts, how can this be? Are you slipping away? Do you have something to tell me today? Again i'm waiting for you The offer is on the table Potential that could be so stable Can luck swing my way? Could it happen today? Options appear like so Yet i don't want you to go I wonder if you even know What can i do? To win over you I feel you want to go So afraid to let me know What did i do? For you not to feel so true Do you want to tell me at all? To be at the top and about to fall I see soo many faces Often traveling to several places An i usually think of you What else is their to do Tell me how you feel What is on your mind? I'm about to let you know H

Why Is Life So Cruel?
We try to live our life to the fullest regardless to what one other does. Whether we know how much it hurts one or the other one or not, we still make our stand looking at one another and yelling and say things that is hateful and mean to one another. Showing no letting up whether it makes one cry or even rips the heart out of the other. One is at fault and the other is feels like that the world is falling around them, not know what is going to happen from day to day. Just knowing what you u say come out of your mouth stabs like a dagger to a person heart and hurts like hell, makes it feeling u are killing me regardless to what you think; if you don’t know if it is hurting me or not. The dagger you use might as well of killed me because it feels like I have died.

My Good Friend Ken Wrote This For Me..
I wrote this poem to show my apperciation for you always remembering me. Thanks Ken When the sky turns gray Only A friend can Make you smile It doesn't matter If your a million miles away Or standing beside me Your forever my friend When things get tough And You can't go on Remember I'm right here Pulling for you If you need a sign Look towards the sun It's me shining on you If it's late at night Look at the stars The sparkle is from my eyes To you Why would I do all this for you Simpley put Your my friend to the end Thanks baby Ken

When I Look Up At The Stars
I gazed in your eyes, Such a beautiful blue; My heart whispered to me, And that’s right when I knew; The waves had ceased crashing, On the sand at our feet; Time had stopped passing, My search was complete; I finally discovered, What I'd known all along; A mystery uncovered, That just couldn't be wrong; It wasn't our first kiss, Nor' the day that we met; But I realized something, I will never forget; With the stars shining brightly, From high up above; I'd one word to describe it, That word, is love. I knew then these feelings, For my sweetheart were true; The girl of my dreams, And my soulmate, is you. g.0.7

My First Poem Of The New Year
living in pain and darkness not ever seeing the light sitting alone tied down by my own suffering walking through life with this dark cloud raining constantly never letting up just wanting to end it all not knowing why it has all happened to me looking up for a moments glance seeing your face lite up by a blinding light the words you spoke cutting through my flesh and through the darkness that has plagued my life standing before you pale and weak you grab my hand and tell me all will be ok you showed my the light that I have missed the light that used to warm my skin taking me out of the darkness and into the light proving that everything will be all right.

Ghost In This House
I don't pick up the mail I don't pick up the phone I don't answer the door I'd just as soon be alone I don't keep this place up I just keep the lights down I don't live in these rooms I just rattle around I'm just a ghost in this house I'm just a shadow upon these walls As quietly as a mouse I haunt these halls I'm just a whisper of smoke I'm all that's left of two hearts on fire That once burned out of control You took my body and soul I'm just a ghost in this house I don't care if it rains I don't care if it's clear I don't mind staying in There's another ghost here He sits down in your chair And he shines with your light And he lays down his head On your pillow at night I'm just a ghost in this house I'm just a shadow upon these walls I'm living proof of the damage Heartbreak does I'm just a whisper of smoke I'm all that's left of two hearts on fire That once burned out of control And took my body and soul I'm just a ghost in this house Oh, I'm

Summer Daze
Summer Daze by DJ Muzik-AL ANOTHER FAVOURITE MIX OF MINE RECORDED IN THE SUMMER OF 1996. SEXY SUMMER DAZE WITH SEXY SUN DRENCHED PEOPLE DANCIN BY THE POOL. AHH, MEMORIES! MIXED ON 1210'S. A 25min snippet from my full 45min sexy house set. For a full track list please visit www.djmuzikal.moonfruit.com/summerdaze http://www.esnips.com/doc/4d044b77-1f0e-44fb-bd19-8f5002d8ef9a/DJ-Muzik-AL---Summer-Daze_128

Consensual Crimes For Concenting Adults!
Hello all you SeXxY motherfuckers, Drag yer' tired asses out of bed and get ready for another week of being " Slaves to the grind!" It's just the way it is I guess. I spend a lot of time pondering lifes nuances and in my own fucked up mind I attempt to make sense of a number of these things. For all of my Michigan SeXxYs you may have heard that our very own Jennifer Granholm has some great ( at least in her mind ) Ideas to ballance Michigans budget and economy. GOOD FUCKIN' LUCK BITCH!!!! One thing she is suggesting is yet another increase in our liquor tax I have to ask WHY are those of us who like to get our drunk on being punished in essence by having to pay a higher tax it makes no goddamn sense to this clown. As usual the majority of this money would come from a section of society that I feel our Government conciders " misfits " to begin with. I ask you to drive through the Rich & affluent sections of town and see how many Liquor stores you see.....NOT TOO FUCKIN' MANY. yet liq

"friends"
No offense but I'm not adding friends if we haven't "talked" (chatted) at least once. I'm not in the "see how many friends I can get contest". It's silly. Become my fan if ya want, but unless u want 2 get 2 know me...we ain't friends...

For Someone Special
IN MY HEART I HOLD YOU CLOSE. IT IS YOUR LOVE THAT I NEED THE MOST. I SIT HERE WITH THOUGHTS OF YOU, THINKING OF THE FUTURE AND ALL THE THINGS WE COULD DO. YOU HOLDING ME IN YOUR ARMS AND SAYING "I LOVE YOU". IN MY HEART YOU WILL ALWAYS BE, THE ONE, THE ONLY ONE FOR ME. I ONLY HAVE ONE WISH AND THATS FOR YOU TO LOVE ME.

Silently Watching
The night is silent....warm and sultry weather makes for a sleepless night. Lying naked beside you, I glance, through veiled eyes at your glistening body. Sweat beading on your upper lip. Your chest rhythmically rising.... Watching your hands move along your stomach as they head downward, so relaxed and comfortable in the feeling of yourself....you know what pleases you. As your hand reaches your dick, I feel a familiar stirring within myself....Should I let you know I'm awake? Feeling the dampness beginning between my legs, my hands ache to reach out and touch you....to reach down to touch myself....but still I watch silently. Your hands glide from the head of your dick to your balls....slowly, erotically, teasingly. I shudder as I hear a moan escape from your lips. Your eyes shut, head tilted back....serenity within yourself as you bring yourself closer to the edge. You reach down and cup your balls, giving them a squeeze as your other hand slides up and over the head....tea

Okay, Now Ask Me If I Care.
Do I give a shit what you think? No. Do I give a rat's fuckin' ass about your feelings? No. Did I say something that pissed you off? Good. Did I rate you a three because I think you look like a dirty crack whore? Probably. Did I leave a comment on your page talking about the amazing blow job you gave me on my last visit to the "Feed the Homeless" dinner? Yes. Why? Because it was note worthy. I give credit where credit is due. If you don't like me, GOOD. If you think I'm mean, GOOD. If you don't like me, THAT'S YOUR PROBLEM. I'm really done caring. I am the Trickster. I am Coyote. I am Lokein Lyesmith. I put the 'laughter' in 'slaughter', I take the 'the' out of 'psychotherapist', and refuse to let people get away with being retarded. I will call you out. I will point it out for everyone to laugh at. Because that's. who. I. am.

My Part Of My Book
EVIL RISEING BY LONEWOLF 1/16/2008 I sat with my back to the wall rying to ignore the Techno dribble blaring all around me. Allthough the music was not my taste the club had its uses.One of the best parts about this place had to be the security or lack there of,These guys where so inept that they could find a bazooka on a midget with the huble telescope.Which made life just that much easyer for me.I didnt need to look around to know that my team was in place and watching my back!Met was some where on the dance floor is a sea of humanity i couldnt see her but i know she had a clear view of me at all times.Roxxy was in her usual sposomewhere a the bar blending in better thana chamleon.The res of the team was scattered i and around the club making sure no unexpected company showed up. I looked towards the door just in time to see the client walk in not that i could have missed him,His thousand dollar suit made him stand out like a black spot on a whie shirt.He sto

3 Day Blast
I WANT TO THANK EVERYONE FOR HELPING ME IN THE MILITARY CONTEST. i CAME IN SECOND AND WON A 3 DAY BLAST. THANK YOU ẄїĉҝëĐҒяỉểŋĐ FOR GIVING ME THE CHANCE TO COMPETE THANK YOU LOST ANGELS FOR ALL THE TIME SPENT COMMENTING ME THANK YOU kow FOR HELPING FOR 2 DAYS AND BALING OUT AS ALWAYS, JIM

I Would Love You
I would Love You I would love you with a permanence That endures the passing years. I would love you with a joyfulness That subdues all doubts and fears. I would love you with an honesty That shal be born within my heart. I would love you with the calm belief That we will never part. I would love you with a confidence No earthly force can sever. I would love you with the certainty That I would and will cherish you forever. I would love you with the humbleness Of one who has been blessed. I would love you with the reverence Of all that words suggest. I would love you with a fervor That time cannot reverse. I would love you with the truest love That I have put to verse.

To Quit This Habit
I have been smoking since i was 22. I picked it up for various reasons, my friends smoked, my parents smoked for years... well that is before my mom developed asthma; and then her and my father quit cold turkey, together.(for there were no patches and gum, or pills... 1987) Durring the course of smoking, get this, i was able to quit cold turkey for every pregnancy. When i found out i was pregnant, *BOOM*.. the cigarettes were out the door, and i didn't start to smoke again until they were about 9months old. So, might as well say i quit for a 1 1/2 years, three times. I never smoked around my children, nor do i now, and i never will. HOWEVER, as of right now, i have this stupid little dry cough that won't go away.. persistent. My lungs hurt, chest hurts, and hard to breath at times. I quit last summer, because i felt like this, and now, here i am again. I called the "Maine tobacco helpline" and i'm doing this again, for good. I am ready to quit. I think back to last sum

Letter From One "angry Woman"
Letter from one "Angry Woman" I don't know who wrote it but they should have signed it. Some powerful words. This woman should run for president. Written by a housewife from New Jersey and sounds like it! This is one ticked off lady. "Are we fighting a war on terror or aren't we? Was it or was it not started by Islamic people who brought it to our shores on September 11, 2001? Were people from all over the world, mostly Americans, not brutally murdered that day, in downtown Manhattan , across the Potomac from our nation's capitol and in a field in Pennsylvania? Did nearly three thousand men, women and children die a horrible, burning or crushing death that day, or didn't they? And I'm supposed to care that a copy of the Koran was "desecrated" when an overworked American soldier kicked it or got it wet?...Well, I don't. I don't care at all. I'll start caring when Osama bin Laden turns himself in and repents for incinerating all those innocent people on 9/11.

Read Me
I wasn't sure of how much of this to believe until it just happened to me. I just went to post a comment on Kayleen's profile and a video showed up instead...I hurried, went back and deleted it. Watch for this stuff my friends....JuLee ITS OFFICIAL. YEARBOOK ITSELF HAS BEEN HACKED. IF YOU GET A VIDEO SHOWING IN YOUR INBOX, OUT BOX, TRASH OR ON YOUR PROFILE. DELETE IT IMMEDIATELY!!!!!!!! GET IT COMPLETLY OFF YOUR SITE !! IF YOU GO TO PASTE SOMETHING TO SOMEONE, PLEASE BE CERTAIN TO LOOK AT WHAT WAS JUST PASTED IN THE BOX BEFORE SENDING. IF IT SHOWS THE VIDEO CODE INSTEAD OF WHAT YOU WANT SENT, DELETE IT!!! you can copy and paste, but just watch what you paste. sometimes it'll be the code you copied, other times it'll be the code for that video. just double check the code you paste out before sending it. opinions: ALL I KNOW IS I SEE PEOPLE BEING HACKED LEFT N RIGHT N WHEN I WATCHED ON CNN NEWS THAT U TUBES ALLOW HACKERS UR INFO I DONT FUCK WIT THEM N I WAS HACKED N THEN LAST NIGH

Phenomenal Woman
Pretty women wonder where my secret lies. I'm not cute or built to suit a fashion model's size But when I start to tell them, They think I'm telling lies. I say, It's in the reach of my arms The span of my hips, The stride of my step, The curl of my lips. I'm a woman Phenomenally. Phenomenal woman, That's me. I walk into a room Just as cool as you please, And to a man, The fellows stand or Fall down on their knees. Then they swarm around me, A hive of honey bees. I say, It's the fire in my eyes, And the flash of my teeth, The swing in my waist, And the joy in my feet. I'm a woman Phenomenally. Phenomenal woman, That's me. Men themselves have wondered What they see in me. They try so much But they can't touch My inner mystery. When I try to show them They say they still can't see. I say, It's in the arch of my back, The sun of my smile, The ride of my breasts, The grace of my style. I'm a woman Phenomenally. Phenomenal woman, That's me.

No Jesus Christ
SEETHER LYRICS "No Jesus Christ" Before you hedge those bets you placed against me Be reticent of fortunes they foretell Your verbal defecation i can't wash away despite myself Your vanity, it seems, has served you well You're so quick to choose the path walked by the righteous So you can go and nest among the weak The innocent observers will refuse to find the lie within Renew the disappointment of the meek You're no Jesus Christ! You're no Jesus Christ! Put the gun in my mouth and pull the trigger I feel so alive here Put the gun in my mouth that tastes so bitter I feel so alive here You're no Jesus Christ! You're no Jesus Christ! You keep takin' over I keep rollin' over I can't take it anymore [x2] Before you hedge those bets you placed against me Be reticent of fortunes they foretell Your verbal defecation i can't wash away despite myself Your vanity, it seems, has served you well You keep takin' over I keep rollin' over I can't take it anym

The Job - Urine Test
My Word Down W/free loaders Thinking: HUGE pat on the back! (I sure would like to know who wrote this one! They deserve a HUGE pat on the back!) Like a lot of folks in this state, I have a job. I work, they pay me. I pay my taxes and the government distributes my taxes as it sees fit. In order to get that paycheck, I am required to pass a random urine test with which I have no problem. What I do have a problem with is the distribution of my taxes to people who don't have to pass a urine test. Shouldn't one have to pass a urine test to get a welfare check because I have to pass one to earn it for them? Please understand, I have no problem with helping people get back on their feet. I do, on the other hand, have a problem with helping someone sitting on their A _ S, doing drugs, while I work. . . . Can you imagine how much money the state would save if people had to pass a urine test to get a public assistan

Why We Work...
A Somalian arrives in Minneapolis as a new immigrant to the United States .. He stops the first person he sees walking down the street and says, "Thank you Mr. American for letting me in this country , giving me housing, food stamps, free medical care, and free education!" The passerby says, "You are mistaken, I am Mexican." The man goes on and encounters another passerby. " Thank you for having such a beautiful country here in America !" The person says, "I not American, I Vietnamese." The new arrival walks further, and the next person he sees he stops, shakes his hand and says, "Thank you for the wonderful America!" That person puts up his hand and says, "I am from Middle East , I am not American!" He finally sees a nice lady and asks, "Are you an American?" She says , "No, I am from Africa !" Puzzled, he asks her, "Where are all the Americans?" The African lady checks her watch and says..."Probably at work!!!!!!!

A Few Things
I have had so many people ask me for personal information so I decided to post this blog so I don't have to keep repeating myself. So here it is.... I do not give my msn/yahoo/aim out to anyone that I don't know or hasn't taken the time to get to know one another. If you haven't even added me as a friend, don't even bother asking for this information. No, you may not have my phone number. No, you may not have my address. No, I will not call you. No, I will not cyber you. I love to flirt and I don't even mind a little sexually suggestive flirting, but I do NOT cyber. So if that is your goal, please go look elsewhere. I will rate you, I will only rate a 10 but if I really like what I'm rating, I will give you an 11.

Hearts Collide By Red Wanting Blue
Have you ever been blue? Afraid to see what's right in front of Well, you know It seems to be easier To give it all up and out It seems my dreams need means that I am without My Botticelli ballerina Which do you prefer? The violet or the rose And if I had the fruits of a laboring pirate's dream Which would you rather? Silver or gold When hearts collide like fireflies lost in the shooting star shower I will chase the sunset west to keep the day alive one more hour But I'm eaten alive by the butterflies And the petals of daisies as I Pace beneath the hair hanging from Rapunzel's tower From her tower From...oh, oh Forgive me if I'm blue But love does funny things to a man sometimes We work off of one heart instead of two Packing the other away for a rainy day In case love stops feeling brand new My Botticelli ballerina Dancing in the dark How do you move the way you do? What a beautiful curse and wicked bliss To be confined to one heart in a world where It

Wow...just, Wow.
Been on a journey of self-discovery lately...and it's been more than somewhat fufilling. It's a weight losing thing...I've dropped more weight lately than I can keep track of. And hey, kids...no real secret or trick to it either...I just stopped eating as much as I was and started eating SMARTER; the results were stunning and came quick. Haven't weighed myself lately, but at last count I'd dropped 35 pounds. I'm still a big guy in just about every way, but getting smaller by the minute. Well, today I passed a milestone (which is less painful than a kidney stone...lol), and decided to start replacing the wardrobe. That was my biggest fear along this journey of mine...I've been here before, and when I bought the new clothes I got complacent, and the weight just came back again. Not this time, by God. It's just not happening. What made me decide to turn this corner? Something that happened last night that touched me more than I thought it did. I was hanging with my two siste

Hazel Eyes
People with hazel eyes are GORGEOUS. They have the most unusual relationships. They're awesome at diversity and trying new things and very rarely will say no to ANY challenge. They are also the best in bed. You are easily bored and mentally agile.

Pentagon Explores "human Fear" Chemicals
American military researchers are working to uncover and harness the most terrifying chemical imaginable: that most primal odor, the scent of fear. Scream Pheromones are chemicals released by animals as signals to their own kind: for sex, for territorial marking, and more. They're often detected in the olfactory membranes. But there's more to pheromones than attraction. Many animals have an alarm pheromone which is used to signal danger; aphids, for example, use it to cause their fellow lice to flee. Now, the US Army is trying to track down and harness people's smell of fear. The military has backed a study on the "Identification and Isolation of Human Alarm Pheromones," which "focused on the Preliminary Identification of Steroids of Interest in Human Fear Sweat." The so-called "skydiving protocol" was the researchers' method of choice. The authors collected sweat, urine, blood, saliva, ECG, respiration, and self-report measures in 20 subjects (n=11 males and n=9 femal

I Am Crystal Meth
'I AM CRYSTAL METH ' This was written by a young girl who was in jail for drug charges, and was addicted to crystal meth . She wrote this while in jail. As you will soon read, she fully grasped the horrors of the drug, as she tells in this simple, yet profound poem. She was released from jail, but true to her story, the drug owned her. Please keep praying for our Children, Teens, Young adults. Understand, this thing is worse Than any of us realize......... and now it comes under the cover of the flavored crystal candy ... My Name: 'Is TICK' I destroy homes, I tear families apart, take your children, and that's just the start. I'm more costly than diamonds, more precious than gold, The sorrow I bring is a sight to behold. If you need me, remember! I'm easily found, I live all around you - in schools and in town. I live with the rich; I live with the poor, I live down the street, and maybe next door. I'm made in a lab, but not like you think,

Lpn
So I am two weeks into LPN school. Only 11 1/2 months left haha. It's going okay. Mainly helping me get one step closer to what I really want to do. Can't wait to eventually get my BSN RN and work with intensive care pediatric patients!

News Flash
NEWS FLASH Sorry for interupting your blog, we have breaking news to report. From all the reports it looks like everything is fucked up.Thats right everything is fucked up. We are getting reports from all over and they all say, "This shit is fucked up"! What is going on we dont know, how wide spread we dont know, we just know things are fucked up..... Wait, hang on. We have a live report from Jeff in Biloxi. Jeff can you hear me? I can hear you kinda, things here are fucked up. Fucked up? How are things fucked up? I dont know I didnt do it, things are just fucked up. Thank you Jeff for your report, dont worry your not alone. Things are fucked up every where. You heard it. Things are fucked up everywhere. We will keep you informed about how bad things are fucked up as the reports come in. Now back to the blog you were reading.

A Man
A MAN WHO I LOVED MORE THAN LIFE TOOK ME AS HIS WIFE A MAN WHO I GAVE MY HEART TO BROKE MY HEART IN TWO A MAN WHO I I WOULD DO ANYTHING FOR WALKED OUT THE DOOR A MAN WHO WAS MY MOON LIGHT MIST SHOWED HIS LOVE WITH HIS FIST A MAN WHO WAS MY ONE AND ONLY WALKED OUT AND LEFT ME LONELY NOW THAT MAN I DONT KNOW WHY STILL HS A WAY OF MAKING ME CRY MY LOVE FOR HIM IS NOT THE SAME I KNOW I AM PART TO BLAME dedra

It Is That Time Of The Year Again.
I have spent the weekend basically in, cause I have gotten this cold thing that has been going around. I hate it! But it isn't like I don't have anything to do, like study, duh.(Will explain if asked). I seem to always get it when the weather is going crazy. I hope everyone else is doing good.

A Dream Or Is It Reality??!!
What woman doesn't want to feel: ~ like the ONLY woman in the room ~ desired beyond recognition ~ to feel the want/need/desire in his kiss and touch ~ to be so happy that even when you miss him you can't help but smile, because he makes you that happy.... What woman wouldn't want this? When you find the man that can make this happen, you have something really special, and should treat it as such. You are special yes, but don't forget the man that is reminding you that you are special. I think that us women can be selfish in this aspect...Let us not forget how special that man is. ~ I love you! ~ Thanks (even when not necessary) ~ I need you ~ (heck kiss him for the hell of it) ~ and most importantly, if you really do like him/love him..... TRY TO RETURN THE FAVOR AND MAKE HIM FEEL AS WONDERFUL AND SPECIAL AS HE MAKES YOU FEEL. There are ups and downs, in every relationship. There are conflicts of interest and time. But we do what we can to make it through....and w

Love @ First Sight
I joined this site 12-6-2007, on 12-9-2007 I started talking to what I thought was just another woman playing online, boy was in for the shock of a lifetime. Over the next few weeks we talked about anything and everything and nothing, the more we talked the closer we grew to each other and the more we began to know one another. I know you have probably heard this story a million times right? Most couples have some things in common, we are virtaully the same person (different gender)lol. We have the same likes/dislikes, same views, same interests, seem to know what the other is thinking a lot of the time. Scared the shit out of both of us once we began to realize what was happening, we were falling head over heals in love and have never met face to face. I set up a flight for 1-3-2007 to meet with her and spend the weekend together to see if these feelings were real and truly mutual. I arrived in the town where she works about an hour and a half before we were to meet, nervous, anxious,

New Lounge
I just opened up a new lounge. If you like having fun and meeting nice cool ppl come check us out. I am also hiring STAFF if anyone and I can trust ya is interested. HERE IS THE LINK TO IT COME ON IN AND HAVE SOME FUN!!!HOPE TO SEE YA THERE.... http://www.fubar.com/new_lounge.php?lid=54283 THANKS ~BABYGIRL OWNER OF "SENSUAL SEDUCTIONS"

A Huge Thankyou To Rich
Sending out a HUGE thank you to Rich for my Very First Blast !!! keep a look out for me peekin at you from the top of ya pages .. and Make sure to Stop by and SHow Rich some luv too .. !!!!! nothing like a trail of blood to find your way back home@ fubar Lots and lots of Hugsssssssssssssssssssssssss !!!!! Muahs*!

Real V Fake
FAKE FRiENDS: Never ask for food. REAl FRiENDS: are the reason you have no food. FAKE FRiENDS: Call your parents Mr/Mrs REAl FRiENDS: Call your parents DAD/MOM FAKE FRiENDS: bail you out of jail and tell you what you did was wrong. REAl FRiENDS: Would sit next to you sayin "Damn ... we fucked up ... but that shit was fun!" FAKE FRiENDS: never seen you cry. REAl FRiENDS: cry with you FAKE FRiENDS: Borrow your stuff for a few days then give it back. REAl FRiENDS: keep your shit so long they forget its yours. FAKE FRiENDS: know a few things about you. REAl FRiENDS: Could write a book about you with direct quotes from you. FAKE FRiENDS: Will leave you behind if that is what the crowd is doing. REAl FRiENDS: Will kick the whole crowds ass that left you. FAKE FRiENDS: Would knock on your front door. REAl FRiENDS: Walk right in and say "I'M HOME!" FAKE FRiENDS: Are for awhile. REAl FRiENDS: Are for life. FAKE FRiENDS: Will take your drink

Old Lady And Cops
An older lady gets pulled over for speeding... Older Woman: Is there a problem, Officer? Officer: Ma'am, you were speeding. Older Woman: Oh, I see. Officer: Can I see your license please? Older Woman: I'd give it to you but I don't have one. Officer: Don' t have one? Older Woman: Lost it, 4 years ago for drunk driving. Officer: I see...Can I see your vehicle registration papers please. Older Woman: I can't do that. Officer: Why not? Older Woman: I stole this car. Officer: Stole it? Older Woman: Yes, and I killed and hacked up the owner. Officer: You what? Older Woman: His body parts are in plastic bags in the trunk if you want to see The Officer looks at the woman and slowly backs away to his car and calls for back up. Within minutes 5 police cars circle the car. A senior officer slowly approaches the car, clasping his half drawn gun. Officer 2: Ma'am, would you step out of your vehicle please! The woman steps out of her

Anyone Needing Some Points ?
If anyone comes by and reads this and needs some points . Lemmie know ive got some 11's left for the day . and some free time .. Just send me a message and ill hop right over and get busy :)

Teardrop Revelations
Last night I cried a tear And I caught it in my hand I gazed into its salty depths And found I could not stand. For deep within this product of my lonely bitter eye I saw a visage of pure love So sad to see me cry. Startled, my hand opened up And as the teardrop fell I heard a voice so soft and sweet Clear as a ringing bell. "My child, your life has yet begun," The Voice, in wisdom, said, "When bitter pain spears your heart, Think of Me, instead. I was born, with death in mind In a cold, mean manger bed, Loved and taught so many hearts Was scorned for things I said. A wooden cross my final goal To pave the way for you, I paid the price for all sin Because my Father asked me to. So remember when you feel unloved and hurt tears you in two My love for you is great enough That I would DIE for YOU." D. R. Hyden i remember when i wrote this i was actually penning a much darker poem. that was my intent. this one rolled out instead... my words? or

Letter To Shane 5/4/1999
My husband of 17 days shot and killed himself on April 21, 1999. I kept a journal of letters to him for the first year. I am compiling them into a book, but thought I would share some of the letters here, with you. Maybe, they will touch someone who might be on the verge of suicide, to see what happens to those of us left behind. Well my love, happy one month anniversary. Am I being crazy for remembering it? Are we even still married? I guess by law, no, I am your widow. I found the note you left in the shed. Did you write it that day? Or is it from the last time you left me for 3 hours, then came back and we all went camping? Either time, I keep reading it, knowing at one time you purposely were leaving me. It would be so much easier if you would have just left, gone to some other woman. No, it wouldn't. Why did you pull the trigger? What the hell did you think would happen? Did you load 6 bullets in there on purpose? The logical part of me thinks you at least

I Know Not...written By Me
i know not how to tell you of the joy you bring to me the light you bring to my life and the love you've shown to me. you showed me how to love you the kind and gentle way you gave me the courage to give my heart away. so now as i stand here i know our love is true and what i really need to say is "i love you"

Just A Dream
The rain starts and I shiver . I tend to get chills up and down my spine. I look out across a dark and gray sky. Dreariness is what most see. My vision is of promise and hope. Wondering where I get it . Is your glass half empty or half full ? I woke up today in a terrible slumber. Dis-oriented, Weathered,Broken , but not Defeated. We all may feel down and out at times. I just try to make it the best way I can. Friends and family help get me through. Why do we feel the way we do at times ? Humans being human! Or is it just a dream?

Whats Left Of Me
Caught up in a moment again, just not sure where it is to begin. Seems my thoughts are scattered as if I am a child, and being in this mood makes me become wild. One looks at their own past and tries to move on, never looking back at the times that have gone. Memories seem to stick inside of my troubled mind, at least this time they are without dread. Many things I am not proud of that I may have done, regrets I hold I can not even count of one. Mainly because when you live life you also learn, and sometimes my words come out a little stern. Even though we may cross each others path, I dont want you left behind in my aftermath. For I treat you as a good friend should, I would do better if only I could. Someday I may be able to open up and show, how much room you left me with to grow. With the pain and emptiness around that I see, you can just have " whats left of me " !!

He Calls To Me
He Calls To Me He calls to me across the miles Night winds carry his whispers They float on the breeze and through my windows Falling gently upon my ears - Hush - I hear him now. He calls to me from the heavens Glittering stars cannot compare to the sparkle of his eyes When he looks at me, I am consumed by the fire I see him now. He calls to me through my dreams Dancing together in the shadows of my sleep Where we laugh and love once again I am in his arms I feel him now. He calls to me Every moment of every day Distance couldn't keep us apart When destiny drew us together I'll hold him for eternity As long as he keeps calling.

Pretty Ricky-get You Wet
Bet if i suck on dat pussy dat'll get you wet An rub my hand on dat clit dat'll get you wet And rub my tounge down ya neck dat'll get you wet bet if i suck on dem tities bet dat'll get you wet I wanna lick you up(baby) I wanna lick you down(baby) I wanna make you scream(baby) I wanna make you shout(baby) I wanna put it in yo guts(baby) I wanna make you nut(baby) cuz all i wanna do is, cuz all i wanna do is dont wanna fuck up ya panties you betta take em off finna play wit dat pussy till i get ya moist, I cant fuck ya when ya dry cuz dat'll turn me off if i can smell it den baby i dont put it in my mouth i wanna suck on dem tities cuz dey look soft, n do me a favor an keep ya legs uncrossed so i can lay on ya dick out boxers off got ya bitin on ya lip cause ya cant talk, and after i give you dis dick i bet i'll change ya walk an ima play wit ya clique want you ta pull it out get ya wet first den fuck ya to akoma long as ya pussy stay wet i can fuck ya how i wanna

Valentine Application
This is the " Valentine Application." Everyone knows there's at least one person on myspace that you want to be your Valentine. Heres the application for that special someone. Doesnt matter if ur taken... Let's see who replys back with the following filled out. Have Fun. Area 1: Please provide honest answers. Name: Age: Phone: Height: Do you Drive: State You Live In: School: Grade: May I Call You: Single or Taken: Would You Date Me: Kiss On First Date: Will You Send This Back To Me?: Area 2: What would you do if I... I made a move on u: I kissed you: I lived next door to you: I asked you on a date: I was hospitalized: I ran away from home: I got into a fight and you weren't there? I asked u to have sex? I asked u out? Area 3: What do you think about my... Personality: Eyes: Hair: Body: Area 4: Have you ever.... Lied to make me feel better?

The Sensational Secret Orgasm Extender
The Sensational Secret Orgasm ExtenderGreedy girls pay attention: If you want a longer, deeper, more intense orgasm, you've (ahem) come to the right place. Considering the average female orgasm lasts between 15 and 30 seconds, it's not surprising that many women feel a little, well, cheated when it comes to coming. Now imagine an orgasm that lasts a full 30 minutes, with the odd random contraction happening up to a day afterward. This was the astonishing promise of two U.S. sexologists who pioneered what's called the Extended Sexual Orgasm technique in the 80s. It was a pretty big claim -- and it got a pretty big response at the time. But just like the G-spot, when people couldn't figure out the whole orgasmic program in five minutes flat, it quickly and quietly disappeared into the "too complicated" basket… until now. Sex therapists have recently resurrected Extended Sexual Orgasm (ESO) -- and are seeing some spectacular results. What's changed? The fact is, we're far more sex-savvy n

Success Is The Lock, Willingness Is The Key.
Willingness Talent and ability have an influence on your level of accomplishment, yet there is another factor that plays a much greater role. That factor is willingness. You can come up with all sorts of excuses and reasonable explanations for why you are where you are. The truth is, you are precisely where you have been willing, up to this point, to bring yourself. You can know just what to do, and have every ability and resource with which to do it. And yet you also must be willing, or it will never happen. Willingness comes from knowing why, on a deep and undeniable level. Willingness comes from making a solid, consistent and persistent connection to your most meaningful purposes. Willingness comes from understanding that every action has consequences, as does every failure to act. Your most authentic and abiding desires are faithfully expressed by what you are willing to do. Seek to remember, perhaps for the first time in a long time, who you are and why you are here

~two Cajun Women~
Two Cajun Women Jolie and Chloe were talking about going fishing one day. Chloe Says to Jolie " I hear you like to go fishing and heard you have a Sure Fine way of telling which side of the bank the Best Fishing is! Can I go with you tomorrow and see your SECRET?" Jolie tells her" Hun I can't SHOW YOU,BUT I can tell you my secret!" " In the morning really early I go Peek under the covers at my hubby and see what Side "IT" is laying on--if it is lying on the left side--I fish on the left bank--if it is laying on the ride side--I fish on the right bank." " hmmmm" says Chloe " WHAT if IT is standing Straight up!" Jolie Says with a GRIN" Hun if IT is standing STRAIGHT UP-- I DON'T go Fishing that day!!!"

Test 3
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They Walk Among Us
Amazing! IDIOTS IN THE NEIGHBORHOOD: I live in a semi-rural area. We recently had a new neighbor call the local township administrative office to request the removal of the Deer Crossing sign on our road. The reason: "too many deer were being hit by cars" and he didn't want them to cross there anymore. This one was from Kingman, KS. _____________________________________________ IDIOTS IN FOOD SERVICE: My daughter went to a local Taco Bell and ordered a taco. She asked the person behind the counter for "minimal lettuce." He said he was sorry, but they only had iceberg. And he was a Kansas City chef! _________________________________________________ IDIOT SIGHTING: I was at the airport, checking in at the gate when an airport employee asked, "Has anyone put anything in your baggage without your knowledge? To which I replied, "If it was without my knowledge, how would I know? He smiled knowingly and nodded, "That's why we ask." Happened in Birmingham, Ala. _

Harley Joke
Harley Davidson Arthur (Harley)Davidson, died and went to heaven. At the gates, St. Arnold told Arthur, "Since you've been such a good man and your motorcycles have changed the world, your reward is, you can hang out with anyone you want in Heaven." Arthur thought about it for a minute and then said, "I want to hang out with God." St. Arnold took Arthur to the Throne Room and introduced him to God. God recognized Arthur and commented, "Okay, so you were the one who invented the Harley Davidson motorcycle?" Arthur said, "Yep, that's me." God said, "Well, what's the big deal in inventing something that's pretty unstable, makes noise and pollution and can't run without a road?" Arthur was apparently embarrassed, but finally he said, "Excuse me, but aren't You the inventor of woman?" God said, "Yes." "Well," said Arthur, "professional to professional, you have some major design flaws in your invention: 1. There's too much inconsistency in the front-en

The Wisdom Of Larry The Cable Guy
The Wisdom of Larry the Cable Guy 1. A day without sunshine is like night. 2. On the other hand, you have different fingers. 3. 42.7 percent of all statistics are made up on the spot. 4. 99 percent of lawyers give the rest a bad name. 5. Remember, half the people you know are below average. 6. He who laughs last thinks slowest. 7. Depression is merely anger without enthusiasm. 8. The early bird may get the worm, but the second mouse gets the cheese in the trap. 9. Support bacteria. They're the only culture some people have. 10. A clear conscience is usually the sign of a bad memory. 11. C hange is inevitable, except from vending machines. 12. If you think nobody cares, try missing a couple of payments. 13. How many of you believe in psycho-kinesis? Raise my hand. 14. OK, so what's the speed of dark? 15. When everything is coming your way, you're in the wrong lane. 16. Hard work pays off in the future. Laziness pays off now. 17. How

Castle On Transylvania Hill
The wind howls as the clouds glide across the night sky, he lurks within the thick forest, mad and horrible to see. All the evil that he may, he does. He goeth to and fro, about his solitary place, seeking man, in order to devour him. A tall, pale, night creature with two fangs, neither living or dead walks round a room with the light beaming to the outside world. He wonders into his own mind as to what this creature will bring or do to this world under the guidance of himself. He too is a shadow, a disembodied invisible spirit, a bag full of blood which rolls down the road, a boneless person with bloodshot eyes without a nose and with metal teeth. He’s also known to throttle his relatives in their sleep, rides the horses, and drinks the blood of the cattle. If the sunray touches him he turns into a bloody spot on the ground. He must be killed on the 40th day or else he will take on flesh and is able to live and reproduce just like any normal human being. But it was all a book noth

Younger N Younger
So im watchin tv n i noticed that everyone on reality Tv is so young. Mean i know im only 22 goin on 23 but how come everyone on reality tv is like 18 to 21? Is this trend gonna continue on an age spiral downward? It makes me feel old to see like America's Top Model n everyone on there is like 18 to 20. Whats up with that? I believe the older u get the sexier. Go aging n sexiness!

Master's Need Of His Pet
Something woke me in the middle of the night. My throat was dry, so I slid out of bed and into my slippers, padding down the hall to the kitchen. After a glass of water I headed back to my room, and gasped sharply as I saw a dark shape dart away from me, down the hall toward the front door. I wasn't exactly scared, standing there staring as I tried to figure out if that had been real, or a trick of the shadows. I think it was just the shadows. There is movement again. A lot this time, and I know now for sure that something is there. I watched as a big black shape steps out of the hall, heading toward me. It looked like a man, although it was just big and inky. He had no face and there weren't any details to his clothing, but he was 3D, and as he shifted I could see the shape of his biceps and pecs. He was ripped, but slender, like one of those hottie actors. Like Brad Pitt or Val Kilmer. Or one of those professional swimmers – but I digress. His head tilted and I fe

Huh????you Want Me To Do What?!?!?!?
http://fubar.com/new_lounge.php?lid=53543 HEYA YA KNOW YA WANNA BE APART OF A FAMILY/LOUNGE WITH ABSOLUTELY NO DRAMA! SO COME ON IN! WE'RE WAITING FOR YA AND WE WOULD LOVE TO HAVE YOU BE APART OF THE HOTTEST NEW PLACE!

Valentine's Application, My Version, Lol The Tame Version
1. Your Name: 2. Age: 3. Fave Color: 4. Whats your sign? 5. Phone Number: 6. Location: 7. Height: 8. Hair (color and style): 9. Piercings/tattoos: 10. Are you psycho? 11. Any baby's momma drama? 12. Please attach background check here:: 13. Are you single? 14. Can you prove it? 15. Do you have a crush on me? 16. Would you ever ask me out? 17. Would you make a move on me in a movie theater? 18. Would you take care of me when I'm sick? 19. Do you want to tell me something that you couldn't before? 20. Would you walk on the beach with me? 21. Do you think I'm a good person? 22. Would u take a nap with me and actually sleep? 23. If you could change anything about me -would you? 24. Would you come over for no reason just to hang out? 25. Do you think you could fall in love with me? 26. Would you ever marry me? 27. Do you want kids? 28. Would you respect me in the morning? lol 29. Would you always be nice to me? 30. Would you stay and talk things out in

"buy Me A Blast And You Can See"
I hate it when you go to a persons page and they have a folder that says "BUY ME A BLAST AND YOU CAN SEE" Ya know not everyone wants to see what they have in the folder anyway and even if they did they should not have to buy you a blast to see anything that GOD gave you. If you want a blast buy it yourself!!!!! Come to think of it the people that do that crap have a VIP and if they can get that then they can get themselves a blast...Anyway I am just venting and I just thought that I would let everyone on my fiends list know.....Sorry if I have offended anyone!!! Talk to you later, TINK

What Type Of Flirt
You are a direct flirt You know who you want and you go after them. If they’re not interested, then you shrug it off because there are plenty more potential hot dates out there. You don’t waste time and, because of this, you have a high chance of finding Mr. or Miss Right (Now). Take this quiz at QuizGalaxy.com

Stupis Fuks!
Alright so once again I take awhile before I say anything on here and then ppl read it and either like it or dont. You know I went to Phoenix for a few days this week and well my good car got stolen so I had to take the crapper one, now mind you its not all that bad of a little ride but not the best either. Well I checked the oil/water and all that lovely crap and out the city I went. Well on my way there my car started to shimmy and shake and well BAM there went a tire....alright I am a cappable woman I can handle this....apparently not! So I get out of my car and I am on my hands and knees looking under it on the side of the freeway. Well I couldent see where the tire blew and it was still full of air and my exahust was in good state so I got back in and continued on my way....half a mile later the rattle starts again and well yeah by this time I knew that it had to be a tire... Off the road I go again and back on my hands and knees. Sure as shit the tred was peeling and well the

Pain
Your pain is the breaking of the shell that encloses your understanding. Even as the stone of the fruit must break,that its heart may stand in the sun, so must you know pain. And could you keep your heart in wonder at the daily miracles of your life, your pain would not seem less wondrous than your joy; And you would accept the seasons of your heart, even as you have always accepted the seasons that pass over your fields. And you would watch with serenity through the winters of your grief. Much of your pain is self-chosen. It is the bitter potion by which the physician within you heals your sick self. Therefore trust the physician, and drink his remedy in silence and tranquillity: For his hand, though heavy and hard, is guided by the tender hand of the Unseen, And the cup he brings, though it burn your lips, has been fashioned of the clay which the Potter has moistened with His own sacred tears.

Advice From Mom & Dad
Mama said: Finish what you start. Daddy said: If you start something and can't finish it, pay someone else to. Mama said: Always be considerate of others Daddy said: Only be considerate of others if they are considerate of you. Mama said: Never plot revenge against your enemies, just smile at them. Daddy said: Smile at your enemies while plotting your revenge. Mama said: Don't drink or smoke Daddy said: If you gonna drink or smoke don't let your mama catch you. Mama said: Don't pick on people smaller than you. Daddy said: If they pick first ,beat the hell out of them. Mama said: Don't have sex until your married. Daddy said: Don't have unprotected sex until your married. Mama said: Be loyal to your friends. Daddy said: Be loyal to your friends, you never know when they might have to bail you out of trouble Mama said: Always behave and dress like a lady Daddy said: Not to always dress and behave like a lady, men don't want a lady all the ti

Longing.....
I wasn't expecting the whole gamut of emotions I was feeling as I felt my desires burning deep....surprised, it suddenly dawned on me, I wanted him like no other. Is it his words? His quiet demeanor? Solitude, yet not alone....sitting silent, yet I feel his existance. A desire that consumes my waking hours....He has taken up residence in my mind. I turn to him as he enters, glancing down at the floor, unsure of allowing him to see what lies within me. Fires burning bright....a longing only he can sate. He reaches out and lifts my chin up...our eyes meet and my need is known. He lowers his mouth to mine and my unsurety disappears. Our tongues entwine and dance to their own erotic tune....expressing ourselves through that dance. My hands went to the buttons of his shirt....without hesitation. Shaking slightly, I unbutton them one by one....stopping along the way to leave little butterfly kisses on his chest. A shy smile crossing my face as I see the goosebumps rising on his s

School Or Fool??
I would like to go back to school to become a certified welder and mechanic. However, my physical infermities and monetary issues say I need to keep my ass firmly planted in my recliner, and be an "armchair racer". I want to explore the possibilities of E85 fuel, and possibly start building E85 and E97 powered vehicles. I am aware that this is likely a pipe dream, but I need something to reach for. I am extremely mechanically inclined, so the basic skills are there, they just need refinement. I don't know, maybe I am not meant for anything.

Kiss
Kiss ~Tony Martinez It's been a little while But still If I close my eyes I can still see you I can still feel you I can still taste you Baby your hands Your face Feel so soft God I'm shaking so much Your smile melts my heart I feel the butterfly kisses all over my face Driving me crazy My hands running up and down your back My head is spinning with so many emotions Oh How I wish time would just stop right now To stay like this forever To have you in my arms forever Feeling you this close Damn those lips taste so good You start to pull away I dont let you We hold the kiss Finally smiling and laughing Our eyes open Yes baby we finally did it After all this time Our 1st kiss.

Slave Bells Part 4
With her eyes settled on His crotch, she was beginning to breathe harder and faster already. she could see Him hardening. The very sight of seeing what she had been missing over the last few years was exciting her, feeding her fire. His slacks moved slightly more towards her as He leaned in closer to her. The ball gag in His left hand, He grabbed a fist full of her hair with His right. Pulling her head back, she strained to keep her eyes on His bulge like she was told. He pulled her lips closer to Him, letting the material of His Dockers brush against her lips, her lungs were on fire and she couldn’t help but gasp at the mere closeness of Him. “Look up at me, look into My eyes girl.” she did. she raised her soft lashes up and let the fire dance in green flames as she saw the cold steel grey of His eyes warm from the mere sight of her. “Did I not tell you to open your mouth?” Without another word, she parted her lips wider. Fire burning in her breath, her nostrils flared at the smell

Want Fu-bucks??
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Ultrasound
Got My First Ultrasound Done Today. It Was Soo Amazing. Looking Up At The Screen & Watching My Baby Wiggle & Move Around... Its Gonna Be A Dancer In Mommy's Tummy I Can Just See It. Some Have Told Me I Should Put Up Pics.. So They Are There For my FRIENDS To View.

Appointment With Love
Six minutes to six, said the great round clock over the information booth in Grand Central Station. The tall young Army lieutenant who had just come from the direction of the tracks lifted his sunburned face, and his eyes narrowed to note the exact time. His heart was pounding with a beat that shocked him because he could not control it. In six minutes, he would see the woman who had filled such a special place in his life for the past 13 months, the woman he had never seen, yet whose written words had been with him and sustained him unfailingly. He placed himself as close as he could to the information booth, just beyond the ring of people besieging the clerks... Lieutenant Blandford remembered one night in particular, the worst of the fighting, when his plane had been caught in the midst of a pack of Zeros. He had seen the grinning face of one of the enemy pilots. In one of his letters, he had confessed to her that he often felt fear, and only a few days before this battle, he had re

~~ Be My Valentine Application ~~
~~ Be My Valentine Application ~~ This is the "Be My Valentine Application" Everyone knows there's at least one person on Fubar that you want to be your Valentine. Heres the application for that special someone. Let's see who reply's back with the following filled out. Have Fun. Area 1: Name: Age: Phone: Height: Do you Drive: State You Live In: School: Grade: May I Call You: Single or Taken: Would You Date Me: Kiss On First Date: Will You Send This Back To Me?: Area 2: What would you do if I... I made a move on u: I kissed you: I lived next door to you: I asked you on a date: I was hospitalized: I ran away from home: I got into a fight and you weren't there? Area 3: What do you think about my... Personality: Eyes: Hair: Body: Area 4: Have you ever.... Lied to make me feel better? Wanted to kiss me? Wanted to kill me? Wanted to hold me? Wanted to date me? Broke my heart? Kept something important from me? Area 5: "X" marks the spot

Which One Am I??
Your Personality Is Like Acid A bit wacky, you're very difficult to predict. One moment you're in your own little happy universe... And the next, you're on a bad trip to your own personal hell! At your best: You understand the world completely, and every ordinary experience is sublime. What people like about being around you: You say and do the craziest things. You're very entertaining. What people dislike about being around you: You're unpredictable. Your mood swings are quite intense. How addicted people get to you: They pretty much don't get addicted to you. What Drug Is Your Personality Like?

~the Breakup~
Meaningless words are spoken From people who mean so much to each other Swear they love one another But find themselves loving another Things get weird as feelings change amongst the couple As they realize the destruction They crumble They start to rely less on the significant other Tongues tied together They no longer know what to say Argument becomes more and more meaningfull In the beginning Not even for a second Would either of them have dreamed of this And when it seems as the wound has to much damage to heal They finally break apart Could the crash have been avoided If only before they both turned, they had yield?

Valentine Application!
This is the "Be My Valentine Application." Everyone knows there's at least one person on myspace that you want to be your Valentine. Heres the application for that special someone. Let's see who replys back with the following filled out. Have Fun. Area 1: Please provide positive answers. Name: Age: Phone: Height: Do you Drive: State You Live In: School: Grade: May I Call You: Single or Taken: Would You Date Me: Kiss On First Date: Will You Send This Back To Me? Area 2: What would you do if I... I made a move on u I kissed you? I lived next door to you? I started smoking? I asked you on a date? I was hospitalized? I ran away from home? I got into a fight and you weren't there? I asked u to have sex? I asked u out? ! Area 3: What do you think about my... Personality: Eyes: Hair: Area 4: Have you ever.... Lied to make me feel better? Wanted to kiss me? Wanted t

Here Without You
"Here Without You" A hundred days have made me older Since the last time that I saw your pretty face A thousand lies have made me colder And I don't think I can look at this the same But all the miles that separate Disappear now when I'm dreaming of your face I'm here without you baby But you're still on my lonely mind I think about you baby And I dream about you all the time I'm here without you baby But you're still with me in my dreams And tonight it's only you and me The miles just keep rollin' As the people leave their way to say hello I've heard this life is overrated But I hope that it gets better as we go I'm here without you baby But you're still on my lonely mind I think about you baby And I dream about you all the time I'm here without you baby But you're still with me in my dreams And tonight girl its only you and me Everything I know, and anywhere I go It gets hard but it wont take away my love And when the last one falls When it's all

Wtf Is Wrong With People?
Two babies were left starving and suffering health problems while their parents played Dungeons & Dragons. American couple Michael and Iana Straw, 25 and 23, from Nevada pleaded guilty to child neglect, brought about by their obsession with internet and video games, authorities said. Their children, a boy aged 22 months and girl aged 11 months, were badly malnourished and near to death last month when doctors saw them after social workers took them to hospital. Michael Straw, who was unemployed at the time of the incident, had come into a $50,000 inheritance and spent it on computer equipment and a large plasma TV. The Straws allegedly failed to feed or properly clean their children because they couldn't tear themselves away from the computer. Their main obsession was with the fantasy role-playing Dungeons & Dragons series. Prosecutor Kelli Ann Viloria said: "They had food; they just chose not to give it to their kids because they were too busy playing video games." P

Nice Guys
So where to start, I have been on fubar for 2 months now and I guess i am a little confused. Trying to meet people has been harder than i thought. Perceptions of most guys on here are that they are pervs just trying to check all the ladies out. I think that perception while valid doesnt apply to everyone. Being a single dad of a 2 year old i unfortunatly dont have the opportunity to go out and meet new people. So if anyone has any suggestions feel free to let me know. I am always up for a good conversation.

Lol
Good day mates Dj here from the land down under inviting you to come and join me in Guardians of hell the one and only kope lounge! Where the women are hot and crikey the men are crazy! Click the pic below to enter!! Mention ur having a good time to me and i'll buy u a drink mabye even more if you subscribe

Fill Out If You Have Time
answer this and send it back 2 me in my inbox. You can add more to these if you want. Post it on ur bulletin w/ out the answers. You might be surprised w/ the results y = Yes n = No m=Maybe Would you? Will you? [_] give me your number? (_ _ _) _ _ _- _ _ _ _ [_] kiss me? [_] let me kiss you? [_] watch a porn movie with me? [_] take me out to dinner? [_] let me drive you somewhere? [_] take a shower with me? [_] buy me a drink? [_] take me home for the night? [_] let me sleep in your bed? [_] Sing car karaoke w/ me? [_] re-post this for me to answer your questions? [_] Come pick me up at 3 am because my car ran out of gas in the middle of nowhere? [_] Lock me in your room and take advantage of me? [_] let me make you breakfast? [_] help me with homework? [_] tickle me? [_] let me tickle you? [_] stick up for me if i was being put down? [_] get wasted with me? [_] instant message me? [_] greet me in public? [_] hang out with me? [_] bring me around your friends?

I Got Tagged....
I got tagged by my lovely friend Sandy Instructions...... Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you. 1) My middle name is Tracey - so I am ET!! Thanks mum and dad :D 2) I have two cats although I prefer dogs! 3) I love speed (not the drug!!) and want to learn to ride a motorbike - I would love a Yamaha R1. My gawgus mate in the States is gonna teach me YAY 4) I used to cheerlead for an English American Football team 5) I lived in Germany from about 6 months old til I was 5 6) I love music and sing badly 7) I have a designer handbag and sunglasses fetish! 8) I have a weird sense of humour 9) Most of my friends think I am completely random :D 10) I'd love to be

Just Where You Are
Some people confuse me Most of people i do not understand Across the sea and across this land Views and opinions range from left to right Agruments and disagreements Coming from any where Never a time of silence, this is not fair Yet i am aware, indeed i do care Turn on the Tv or listen to the radio People calling each other many different things Violence and negativity, where is the responsibility? So i rather sit here and write than fight Weather changes, people get scared too quickly today Just sit down and relax, maybe have a beer or two As i see the world moving very fast I'm sure for most this fairy tale will not last Read a book , read a magazine All i see is "How to get thin" and still drink caffeine Shake my head and roll my eyes, look to the skies What is going on in this once peacefull place? Wake up, go to work, and back to bed You sure life is ment to be a race? Cruise control is the gear i truely run on While many are stressed or a sleep o

Window Lickers
SO U RIDE THE SHORT BUS Hi! the owners of a new group called W.L.A which stands for Window Lickers Anonymous are looking for new members to join our fun group of short bus window lickers. We will have a Lounge and are excited to get the word out to those out there that would love to be a member, all u have to do is make a salute with ur tounge sticking out and a sign saying W.L.A member and u will be a member. We will be posting a Blog shortly on our page to show the rules of the group and we look forward to making new friends with fellow window lickers. Come join the fun and good times.

Auctions
The hottest cowboy on Fubar... Countryboy Superman is up for auction in 2 different Auctions... That gives you twice the chance to win Countryboy Superman... This bidding has already started... better go place your bid while you can... Just click on one of the links below

Wiiiiiiiii
My mates brought their Wii over Friday night. By Sunday morning I had to get my neice to help me take my coat off.... So tomorrow is my last day on Fubar til Easter. Huzzah!! MuMMs about to get less annoying.

Fast Food
Ok so I freakin hate it when I go to a fast food drive through and ask for ketchup. I get back to my office and there are 2 packs in the bag. WTF I mean I don't need the person at the window to be the ketchup police. Nor do I need them to watch my ketchup intake. I mean WTF are these people getting comission on how many packs of ketchup they save......

Hits Home!
When a soldier comes home, he finds it hard.... ...to listen to his son whine about being bored. ....to keep a straight face when people complain about potholes. ...to be tolerant of people who complain about the hassle of getting ready for work. ...to be understanding when a co-worker complains about a bad night's sleep. ....to be silent when people pray to God for a new car. ...to control his panic when his wife tells him he needs to drive slower. ..to be compassionate when a businessman expresses a fear of flying. ...to keep from laughing when anxious parents say they're afraid to send their kids off to summer camp.

New Places
New Places Today's Scripture “…you have not passed this way before” (Joshua 3:4). Today's Word from Joel and Victoria God desires to take you into new places in your life. He wants to take you to deeper places in your walk with Him, and He wants to take you into higher places of blessing in your life. Are you ready to go to places that you’ve never been before? So many people today get stuck in a rut because they don’t want to get out of their comfort zone. They want to stay with what they know because it’s comfortable. But in order for you to reach your full potential, you have to be willing to step out into the unknown. You won’t ever walk on water until you step out of the boat! We all have areas we can rise higher in. Open your heart today and be ready to step out into the unknown. Trust that the Lord will guide and order your every step. Begin to expect that the unexpected is on the way. Be ready to step out into new places. As you approach your day with faith and expe

Eye Exam
I had to go get my eyes checked the other day and the dr said that I had to get glasses. Well I didn't really want to hear that, but I knew that I had to get them. I can't see the television, pc screen, or hell, much of anything. Most of my friends have tried to tell me that glasses are sexy and stuff like that but I REALLY am having a problem with the thought of wearing them. The had to put all these coating on them and blah blah blah... I just don't want to wear them. So if you have any positive advice I would be glad to hear it.

Jack's Will
Jack has died. His lawyer is standing before the family and reads out Jack's last will and testament. "To my dear wife Esther, I leave the house, 50 acres of land, and one million dollars. To my son Barry, I leave my big Lexus and the Jaguar. To my daughter Suzy, I leave my yacht and $250,000. And to my brother-in-law Jeff, who always insisted that health is better than wealth, I leave my sun lamp."

Sex App
1. Would you be in control? 2. Would you let me pull your hair? 3. Would you whisper in my ear? 4. Would you talk dirty to me? 5. Would you kiss me with a little tongue or a lot of tongue? 6. Would you say my name? 7. Would you go down on me? 8. Would you let me give you a hickie? 9. How many rounds would we go? 10. What would you wanna do afterwards? 11. Would you take off all your clothes then take mine off slowly? 12. Would you lick and bite me all over? 13. Would you like to play or get straight to the point? 14. Would you want me to take my time? 15. How freaky are you from 1 - 10? 16. Would you want me to go fast or slow? 17. Where would you want it? 18. Would you be loud or quiet? 19. Would you mind if i licked you? 20. Would you Fuck me today? 21. Would you Fuck me tomorrow? 22. Would you call me in the morning? 23. Are you going to re-post these so I can answer them for you?

Welcome 2 The Show!!
..·.¸¸.·....¯..··._.·..·.¸¸.·....¯..··._.·..·.¸¸.·....¯..··._.·..·.¸¸.·.... »Digging Deeper: i feel that life gives me lessons I'd rather not deal with; but without them i wouldn't be who i am. my guard is always up. it takes a lot to break down my walls. i don't think anyone TRULY knows the real me. I'd rather stay at home with a movie & blanket than go out & inhale everyone else's secondhand smoke. I'm too forgiving sometimes. I've got skeletons in my closet that I'm sure will come out to haunt me one day. I'm bracing myself for that. I've never been one to "fit in", but i was never one to "stand out". I've always been somewhat in between. I'm isolated & obscure. my sense of humor is unique & twisted ... & only some understand it. my standards are enormously high, so congratulations if you even come close to meeting them. the mirror is my best friend & my worst enemy. my facade is always bright & misleading. don't let a smile fool you. I'm hard on myself because it helps subside

My Mom Is Hilarious!
I'm Adopted - I don't have proof, but I'm positive my parents cant have had sex. I don't even think my mom knows what sex is - I'm serious! Years back my sister and I were about talking to our mom about lord knows what. I was about 12, and my sister 14. Somehow homosexuality comes up as the subject, and my mom looks confused and says something along the lines of "I don't even know how they do anything with each other".... Ahhhhh....Ummmmm... So my sister and I looked at each other, and tried to explain to my mom that if a rabbit goes to his hole only to find out another rabbit is standing on it.....the rabbit goes to the "back entrance" (wink wink). We tried desperately to clue my mom in, but I don't think she ever got it. Years later we brought it up and my mom said "I still don't know how they do anything!"....and she wasn't joking....bless her innocent heart - lord knows I didn't inherit that trait. But then she was always the source of entertainment. I remember

Re: Unexplainable Cutting Of Internet Cables Points To Sabotage
RE: Unexplainable Cutting Of Internet Cables Points To Sabotage ----------------- Bulletin Message ----------------- From: Paul Joseph Watson Date: 06 Feb 2008, 22:30 Unexplainable Cutting Of Internet Cables Points To Sabotage The cutting of multiple undersea cables in several different locations hundreds of miles apart continues to arouse suspicion and stir speculation. It seems that the activity represents, at the very least, a warning shot across the bows of certain Middle Eastern and Asian nations, and may even signify the imminence of a major geopolitical event. http://infowars.net/articles/february2008/060208Cables.htm

Things You Should Know About Me.
I don't trust very easily. If you are my friend or someone that I care about, that means that you have earned my trust. Don't lose it. I have dealt too much with people who lie and cheat, and although I am a forgiving person, I never forget. I try to treat the people for whom I care, the way that I would like to be treated. If you are someone really special to me, I will do everything I can to show you that you are special. All I ask in return is for honesty. Recently, I have been accused of betraying a friendship. That is something that I wouldn't do. Anyone who really knows me, knows that is something I wouldn't do. Friendship is too important to me. I am one of those friends who stands by your side through thick and thin, not someone who tries to get what I need out of the friendship then let you fend for yourself.

Re: Re: Would All 6.5 Billion Of Us Fit In The State Of Texas ?
RE: Re: Would All 6.5 Billion of Us Fit in the State of Texas ? ----------------- Bulletin Message ----------------- From: Chrissay ♥ Ron Paul Date: 07 Feb 2008, 02:53 Good one Pan ManDate: Feb 7, 2008 3:21 AMFrom Feb 24th 2006Livescience.com has calculated that the world's population will hit 6.5 billion this Saturday. While I think this statistic is irrelevant to daily life, I found the terminology used in the article quite biased: A population milestone is about to be set on this jam-packed planet. On Saturday, Feb. 25, at 7:16 p.m. Eastern Standard Time, the population here on this good Earth is projected to hit 6.5 billion people.Here is the famous monument (The Georgia Guidestone(s) that reflects the Malthusian Doctrine of Population Control that is espoused by and the driving force behind the New World Order morons like David Rockefeller of the CFR/Bilderbergs above. It is their stated ambition to create a Paradise on Earth for the Elite by "thinning th

I Am Virgo.
The Perfectionist ~ Dominant ~ ( Aug 23 - Sept 22) In relationships, very conservative. Always wants the last word. Argumentative. Worries. Very smart. Dislikes noise and chaos. Eager. Hardworking. Loyal. Beautiful. Easy to talk to. Hard to please. Harsh. Practical and very fussy. Often shy.

10randomthings
Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you. 1.My worst fear(besides being alone) is asphyxiation, whether it be from drowning or strangulation. 2.I have a Freckle on my right ass cheek. 3.My left boob is bigger than my right. 4.I just want to be a mommy and wife that makes art when I grow up. 5.I love to sing. I have recorded some songs myself, poor quality but I wouldn't mind singing more or being in a band. 6.I hate my stepdad even though he has taken me as his own since i was 3 because of my deadbeat biological father, 7.I am afraid of love so i find little things ands make them big so it won't hurt when the love fades. 8.I really want to be pregnant right now. 9

Eat, Drink And Shut The Hell Up
A cottage industry has sprung up around villifying food. We've been Mens Healthed and Cosmopolitaned to death. Every damn day, there's a news article from some bunch of busybody, half-assed pseudo-scientists proclaiming that every morsel of food you put in your mouth is one step closer to an early grave. It's gotten to the point where we're being warned the fumes from our microwave popcorn are going to kill us deader'n a doornail. The Catholics have already done a wonderful job of instilling a sense of shame in a large part of the world's population when it comes to good, old fashioned fornicatin'. The folks who are attempting to do the same with food can kindly suck my fat, butter eating, beer drinking cock. A personal trainer friend of mine, a great chick who admittedly has the kind of body you'd pull out from under your mattress and smack Pedro around to in middle school, is of that philosophical view that putting calories in your body is a necessary evil whose only purpose is

I Was Tagged
Instructions...... Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you. 1. I do crazy things when I am drunk. 2. I can play some songs on a guitar 3. I love going to concerts, whenever a god band comes to town 4. I confess.. I am a Dixie Chick fan hahaha 5. Some days I wish I was better looking. 6. I Love my freinds sooo much 7. Sometimes when I am bored, I like to stand by the road waving at cars. 8. I hate getting older, because your body starts to hurt 9. When drunk, I love swinging around a pole at my friends house lol. 10. I think pork is so fing gross!!! I tag Joy, sweet little one, '♥ƘЯ☆Z¥ß¥†CH♥™, Sundancer, and Krazy_Runner.

Past
Don't be blinded by the past, believe in the things that fate has brought your way if you wait to long it will be gone. For if you stand still, you can not move forward I'm waiting to share the goodness, the love the passion and the best that you can imagine.. Are you the one that will make my heart stop whenever you are near? Are you the one that will come up and whisper I Love You in my ear? are you the one that my heart has longed for and now finally did find? Are you the one that promises to always love me until the end of time? Someday a soul will reach out, touch your heart, and with tears in their eyes ask are you the one?

Rangers 2-0 Falkirk
Rangers 2-0 Falkirk Striker Boyd's goal against Falkirk was his 15th of the season Rangers moved seven points clear at the top of the SPL with win over a well-organised Falkirk team at Ibrox. The home side struggled to circumvent a solid Bairns side early on, as Scott Arfield came close with a sweet volley. But Rangers striker Kris Boyd opened the scoring with a 22-yard free-kick midway through the first half. And as Falkirk pressed in the final stages, substitute Steven Naismith wrapped up the win with a calm finish, after robbing Darren Barr of the ball. Falkirk boss John Hughes watched on from the stand while serving a touchline ban. And the Bairns manager had clearly learned from his sides crushing 7-2 defeat the last time he took his team to Ibrox, when they were punished for a swashbuckling attacking approach. However, the 4-1-4-1 formation employed on this visit was well-organised and packed the midfield. The effect was to frustrate Rangers who,

The Drowning Soul Effect
The drowning soul effect begins to talk over. You breathe shortens and you left there struggling to hold on to things how they were whether then the way thing actually are. Who to say whether you soul will make it or always be alter. As you arms begins to flare who knows if things gone to far. Or if the only reason you still alive is that they haven't. You life starts to flash before your very eyes, the wrongs you did to others and the wrongs that have gotten done you. One question you ask yourself...do you regret anything you done? The answer's yes you take your final breathe and pass with peace. The answer's no you take your final breathe not before they have a little fun. They like seeing you struggle for your life. Then as you lungs are filling with every breathe you take, your heart get ripped out by the only ones you loved. As you lay there the last thing you hear it the laughter of those few people you cared for. And this my friend is the drowning soul effect. I

Sweet Dreams
Sweet Dreams Dreams filled with velvet shadow Moving pressing wings enfolding Unseen watcher stroking stoking Dancing moving, rhythm rising Closing brushing tantalising. Glances hot tracing caressing Lacy dampness passions pleasing Touching stirring throbbing moaning Heart is racing fires mounting Desires need is penetrating Breth quickening gasping panting Moistened fingers violating Twisting probing masturbating Cries release frustration releasing Squeezing tight electric shocking Muscles taught twitching contracting Breath releasing laying sighing Sun is rising warming revealing Flesh exposed dreams are fleeing. Smiles infectious thinking dreaming.

I Need Help Bad And Fast Have A Wedding In My Lounge!
Does anyone know how to put up a new background in a lounge? It will only take a CSS code and I do not know where to get it coded! Please any help will be rewarded... Have a wedding tonight at 9 pm ! TYVM! For anyone whom even reads this ! But I am desparate. done asked the BOUNCERS AND IT WILL TAKE up to 48 hours for a minute of their time! I do not have that long to wait ! ! ! Also all are invited to the body shop lounge at 9pm centural time to a great wedding of two great friends! http://www.fubar.com/new_lounge.php?w=1&lid=54360

Tag You're It!!!
Instructions...... Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you. Hmmmm.....10 things 1. I used to have a minitruck on the cover of minitruckin' magazine... 1997 Nissan Extended cab with a shell on the back, 16 switches, yellow gold paint that changed under the flourescent bulbs at shows, 13" dayton wire rims on white walls and a car club to go with it... 2. I love to pick zits, lmao... it's like i'm a monkey! 3. My favorite comfort food is spam and baked beans. 4. I love the color green, any shade any type of way. 5. I'm a phone-a-holic, slowly becoming a text-whore, lmao 6. I think i'm fat, need to lose 10 pounds like last month 7. My mom started my profile on he

Open My Heart
Open my heart, seeing that you already have the key, Open my heart to meet with the pleasure of your life, Open my heart, So far you will find your heart desire, Open my heart to come accross your life wonders, Open my heart, To determine that it was for good, Open my heart, To get to know utterly its aspiration, Open my heart, In order to find what i devoted for you, Open my heart, That's the only way to verify the truth, Open my heart, To find no difficulty to trust me, Open my heart, This where resides the true love, Open my heart, I'm so exhausted to give evidence of love, Open my heart, I can't resist no more, even for a second, Open my heart. ...and that would be a passionate triumph!

Send It Away...please
they say its not my fault but still i am sad still i sit here and cry just wanting to die inside i feel like i did something wrong even if i didnt i feel like i did how do i explain whats going wrong inside my heart is it worry from everything else or is that just a small part i have so much i am dealing with at this point in time yet here i am crying over nothing really big how did my very good night turn in to something like this to tell you all the turth i never thought of it this way never did i think that my life could start to crumble like this i thought, no i knew what i was supouse to do i was not ment to worry about thing that couldnt be changed yet here i am letting myself take all the blame i know now i do alittle of this it may not be my fault and they may not be pissed but still i am sad but its all ok i am not to blame but still i hurt i just wish all the pain in my heart would go away please just let it go away

Tag!
Instructions...... Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you. 1. I'm a baseball umpire. 2. I'm Polish and Hungarian with a little German and Irish. 3. I hate bagpipes. 4. My favorite soda is A&W Diet Cream Soda. 5. I once worked at Taco Bell. 6. I like the sound of the Hammond organ model B- 3 amplified with a Leslie brand speaker. 7. I cut my hair after 14 years. 8. I used to weigh 306 lbs. and had lost at least 40. 9. I own a Gibson Flying V guitar. 10 I used to be on cable access TV when I was in high school.

What If?
Okay, so Hypothetically........thinking of course.... say tomorrow doesnt come? or the person you havent told you like....ends up not being there the next day? or how about a bad relationship with your dad and something happens to one of you? think about it.....People need to put pride aside and their crazy "beliefs" ...if you like or even "Love" someone............You NEED to tell them ASAP........life is short, people make mistakes.....its how you grow from those mistakes and how you learn from those mistakes that sets your path or way of thinking. if you have goals in life..stop letting "excuses" stop you...do them already.......seriously......everyday we see the sun rise and set is a blessing, we should be so grateful that we can look forward to tomorrow....alot of people cant. so go say your "i love you's" and fix your relationships and follow your dreams,.....be happy for once...it will set you free ........

Tag Your It!!!!
TAG YOUR IT !! The rules are: Once you've been tagged you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose 5 people to be tagged. List their names and why you chose them to be tagged. Don't forget to leave a comment thats says "You are tagged" on their profile and to read your latest blog. Have fun! OK ten odd facts about me huh...here goes 1. I have a metal hip. 2. I'm afraid of heights. 3. I have a terrible fear of mice. 4. I have only been in 4 states my entire life. 5. I forever fear that I am not a good enough mom. 6. When I love I love intensely and completely. 7. My favorite food is chocolate. 8. My favorite color is pink. 9. I've never been on a plane but have purchased a plane ticket. 10. I have been spotted using a walker/cane in the past and man did I feel old using them. I'm going to tag Noone cuz I don't wanna forward this...lol

Does Yeti Exist?
This was a poll on AOL news. Do you think that the Yeti creature really exists? Yes - 57% No - 26% I'm not sure - 17% Total votes - 23,674 "But no one has actually seen the creature nor has it been scientifically established that the Yeti exists." Now look, I for one would be most pleased with the idea that the Human Torches arc enemy Yeti wanders the forest uprooting trees when he's pissed off. The sight would be amazing. But until our massive amounts of technology can stop finding new never before discovered insects that you need a microscope to identify, we won't be able to have proof of what we are now seeking. We should focus our attentions on the more difficult task at hand, which would be finding the 7-10 foot humanoids that run around in large open mountainous areas. I am afraid I can't believe in them yet. But one day, just perhaps we can find something new and cool to place in a cage and charge admission for people to stare at. This is what I am up against. 57% blin

Tired
i love being a mommy love watchin her grow but its so hard not having anyone help and trying to have a life she fights sleep and gives me problems ever time i try layin her down nobody really understands even though they try to they arent the ones up with her at night and any hour of the day when she feels like wakin up i love being a mommy but im getting so tired all i want to do is sleep getting so tired...

So Then.... Lets Chat.
See heres my issue. I know this girl. Shes cool. This girl has a friend. She is not. This girls friend....lets call her for the sake of argument...Ho. Well, Ho like to cheat on her husband. Alot. With a lot of guys. Its her thing. Ho called me an asshole. And in general doesnt like me. Should I enjoy that? Should I jump up and down for joy? Or should i cry emo style?

Tag I'm It
The rules are: Once you've been tagged you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose 5 people to be tagged. No tag backs. 1. I'm a stud and yes this is a fact.. 2. I touch myself... often... 3. I am sex. Why else was I blessed with such godlike pelvic thrusting skills. Yes, it's an actual skill. 4. I'm allergic to something that is nothing but is indeed something. 5. I have man boobs. I like to call them mubs. Get over it. 6. I haven't brushed my teeth in like 15 years (seriously) and yet my teeth are just as healthy as a person who brushes night and day. No cavaties and still fairly white. Suck it, teeth brusherers. 7. I can do absolutely 0 cock push-ups. 8. At the time this is being written, and most likely at the time this is being read, I am laying full spread on my bed... buck naked. Absorb it, let it soak, save it for later. 9. I despise fake women. Mainly because robot vaginas just are

Ice- Level
ARE YA DOING ANYTHING IMPORTANT RIGHT NOW?? CUZ IM SURE YOU AREN'T, WHY DON'T YOU HEAD OVER AND HELP OUT A FRIEND OF MINE!!! ICE *Owned by Cuffem/Gen Mgr 2 Aces Up & Club Poison*@ fubar SHE'S A STONE'S THROW FROM HITTING LEVEL 23, AND REALLY COULD USE SOME HELP! SO GO RATE THE HELL OUT OF HER, SHE'S GOT A TON OF PICS, AND A DECENT SIZED STASH!! STOP WASTING TIME ON THE NOOBZ RIGHT NOW, AND HELP OUT SOMEONE!! THANK YOU ALL!!! BROUGHT TO YOU BY: Drunk1.:Fu-Owner of Hope & Purest Of Angels:.:Fu-Owned By Ms Mojito:.@ fubar

New Military Lounge For All To Gather And Make Friends
http://www.fubar.com/new_lounge.php?w=1&lid=54676 COME ON OVER TO WHERE ALL MILITARY AND LOVED ONES OR JUST SUPPORTERS CAN HANG OUT AND HAVE A GREAT TIME LOUNGE "THE FEW,THE PROUD"

True Friends
oh my freaking god i hate my friends... MY friend came to visit me from Idaho...LAst night she went out and screwed some guy she didnt even know...And tommarrow shes going out again...And shes got a date for valentines day...She doesnt think shes wrong AT ALL................ She said When me and josh were together...SHE LIVED in washington at the time.........That i ditched her to spend time with him shes right because he was leaving for iraq so i spend every other day with him and the days i wasnt with him i was with her...It just pisses me off that she thinks me being pissed about her going out every night since shes got her..........i shouldnt be mad i should be happy that shes a $lut

Ideal Sexual Partner
Sam, your ideal sexual partner is: Type 2 partners are sexually curious and playful when it comes to sex. They are also bold and confident in asserting their sexuality. Your Type 2 match has an unusually potent sexual energy. Their sex appeal shines through naturally in just about anything they do — whether dressed to the nines or kicking around the neighborhood in sweatpants. Regardless of where they are, they turn heads with what they wear, how they move, and where they position themselves relative to others. There's just something about them that will draw you in. And thanks to a healthy dose of confidence, they won't be afraid to use it to both of your advantages. A Type 2 has lots of experience, a never-ending reserve of creativity, and the same goal as you: ultimate pleasure. Having this in common opens the door for the two of you to play with all kinds of sexual possibilities until you hit upon combinations that are blissfully and uniquely yours. Like you

Deep Thought
There was a blind girl who hated herself because she was blind. She hated everyone, except her loving boyfriend. He was always there for her. She told her boyfriend, 'If I could only see the world, I will marry you.' One day, someone donated a pair of eyes to her. When the bandages came off, she was able to see everything, including her boyfriend. He asked her, 'Now that you can see the world, will you marry me?' The girl looked at her boyfriend and saw that he was blind. The sight of his closed eyelids shocked her. She hadn't expected that. The thought of looking at them the rest of her life led her to refuse to marry him. Her boyfriend left her in tears and days later wrote a note to her saying: 'Take good care of your eyes, my dear, for before they were yours, they were mine.' This is how the human brain often works when our status changes. Only a very few remember what life was like before, and who was always by their side no matter what the situations. Today before you co

New Hair
So, my hair is blonde and pink now... yay me... So, like, i need to take pictures and post them. Chastine did and amazing job on my hair!!! It looks effin awesome!!! So, i'm about to shower and i'll take pics and post them...

Lol Juzt Cuz I Can
"Shawty dont want no trouble;Shawty dont wanna fight; but let her keep talkin i bet ya shawty gon die tonite... u dont wanna fuk wit barbiie, cuz barbiie will fukin kill u. datz real talk,Ni99a u dig!!?"

Luv
lets see im single and im happy, wtf wrong with that, this way no one can hurt me, but im scared i will never open myself up 2 datin again, yea im a big girl but i have no trouble with the men lol. i have been enjoyin my life with my daughter goin 2 the gym,and friends well i guess god will tell me when 2 move on

Information Please
When I was quite young, my father had one of the first telephones in our neighborhood. I remember well the polished old case fastened to the wall. The shiny receiver hung on the side of the box. I was too little to reach the telephone, but used to listen with fascination when my mother used to talk to it. Then I discovered that somewhere inside the wonderful device lived an amazing person - her name was Information Please and there was nothing she did not know. Information Please could supply anybody's number and the correct time. My first personal experience with this genie-in-the-bottle came one day while my mother was visiting a neighbor. Amusing myself at the tool bench in the basement, I whacked my finger with a hammer. The pain was terrible, but there didn't seem to be any reason in crying because there was no one home to give sympathy. I walked around the house sucking my throbbing finger, finally arriving at the stairway - The telephone! Quickly I ran for

Tagged
Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you. Have fun! 1. I am a divorsed single mom of a beautiful 5 year old little girl 2. I have lived in CO, CA, NC, GA, MS & now MN 3. I breed guppies 4. I am a VERY picky eater 5. I am allergic to mushrooms(causes throat to swell), peppers(upsets acid reflux badly), onions(upsets acid reflux badly), and mustard(upsets acid reflux badly). 6. I will drink Pepsi but prefer Coca-Cola (esp. vanilla) 7. I have a half sister & two half brothers 8. I am a certified medical receptionist 9. My favorite animal is dolphins(I collect figurines) 10. I LOVE to read and have read probably at least 300 books in the past 3 years Passing the torch to........ 196

Attn: Mass Ron Paul Revolution March In Washington
ATTN: MASS RON PAUL REVOLUTION MARCH IN WASHINGTON Body: Thanks to the following revolutionaries: βlue♥Sky♥Sunshine [i v♥ted 4 Ron Paul] Irish American Patriot Ron Paul Calls For March On Washington DC Congressman Ron Paul has called on his supporters to organize a march on Washington DC, admitting that such a move would be "risky" but impossible for the media to ignore and could have a big impact on the eve of the Republican convention. In a campaign update posted on You Tube last night, the Texan outlined his thinking behind the plan. "One of the projects that I've been working on in my mind and in my head that I want to share with you....we ought to make a grand display, we ought to have a true march to show what our numbers are," said Paul, adding that such a move would be "risky". Paul said that the march was necessary because the media would not be able to ignore it and such an action would "send a powerful message." "Others have gon

Health Advice
Love this Doctor Q: I've heard that cardiovascular exercise can prolong life; is this true? A: Your heart is only good for so many beats, and that's it . . Don't waste them on exercise. Everything wears out eventually. Speeding up your heart will not make you live longer; that's like saying you can extend the life of your car by driving it faster. Want to live longer? Take a nap. Q: Should I cut down on meat and eat more fruits and vegetables? A: You must grasp logistical efficiencies. What does a cow eat? Hay and corn. And what are these? Vegetables. So a steak is nothing more than an efficient mechanism of delivering vegetables to your system. Need grain? Eat chicken. Beef is a lso a good source of field grass (green leafy vegetable). And a pork chop can give you 100% of your recommended daily allowance of vegetable products. Q: Should I reduce my alcohol intake? A: No, not at all. Wine is made from fruit. Brandy is distilled wine, that mea

Fool Me Yet Again
God can hear me, so i think Satan intercepts this drink and into hell with it he sinks to fool me yet again he calls to me weaving words i listen to the souless birds and to him my conscience herds to fool me yet again into Satans arms i dip not knowing that he always rips from his palette these words drip to fool me yet again 'come to me' i hear him call 'ill save you from your life enthralled' 'hold you close while you stand tall' and hell fool me yet again his silver voice so seductive sweet to him a soulful piece of meat try to find him in the heat to fool me yet again into view he dose thrust one look at him begins the lust and i deceived by wanting trust he fools me yet again a flash of sin within his eyes Satan with his web of lies he forces in between my thighs and fools me yet again a moan half passion escapes my tongue the breath has loosed up from my lungs my dark lover it has begun you fooled me yet again faster faster he does

Another Day
She was thinking of an upcoming day that in her own mind had no meaning except the only significance about it was that she would imagine a little fat guy running around with an arrow shooting at people. As she sat and thought, if she were to say this out loud that this would sounds like she did not like this day... that was not the case... to her it is just another day... because love for another should not come just on Valentines day... She thought if you love someone it should be from the heart daily... Now she had not always felt this way... She too just like every other woman , like to be surprised with flowers and candy and all that comes with that day. She loved it... but she also thought that the person that had your heart should know and feel it on a daily basis. Not just on a day that in her mind she thought maybe she was thinking this way because for as long as she could remember this day did not work in her life. There was not anyone there who thought of her, for the only th

Funny Facts 1
Here's some funny facts i found on a website. 1 If you yelled for 8 years, 7 months and 6 days you would produce enough sound energy to heat one cup of coffee. 2 If you farted consistently for 6 years and 9 months, enough gas is produced to create the energy of an atomic bomb. 3 A pig's orgasm lasts 30 minutes long. 4 Banging your head against a wall uses 150 calories an hour. 5 The male praying mantis cannot copulate while its head is attached to its body. The female initiates sex by ripping the male's head off. ("Honey, I'm home. What the......?!") 6 Some lions mate over 50 times a day. 7 The strongest muscle in the body is the tongue. (Hmmmmmmm........ won't go there.) 8 A cat's urine glows under a black light.(I wonder who was paid to figure that out.) 9 Humans and dolphins are the only species that have sex for pleasure. (What about that pig???) 10 The flea can jump up to 350 times its body length. For a human, that would be equivalent to jumping the

Re: Rangers 0 Panathinaikos 0
RE: Rangers 0 Panathinaikos 0 ----------------- Bulletin Message ----------------- From: Glasgow Rangers Date: 14 Feb 2008, 01:45 RANGERS: McGregor; Papac, Weir, Cuellar, Boradfoot; Adam, Hemdani, Ferguson, Davis, Novo; McCullochSubs: Alexander, Dailly, Burke, Boyd, Naismith, Faye, CousinPANATHINAIKOS: Galinovic, De Mattos, Morris, Goumas, Sapingidis, Karagounis, Tziolis, Simao, Vintra, N'Doye, NilssonSubs: Malrz, Ninis, Gonzalez, Papadopoulos, Postiga, Seric, IvanschitzAttendance 45203Man of the Match: Carlos Cuellar

Are You
1. Perfect? in my mind maybe 2. Tall? to a midget i am tall 3. In your pajamas? no...at work 4. Left handed? no LAST: 1. Friend you saw: bobbie 2. Talked to on the phone: my son 3. Person to text you: jason 4. Was today better than yesterday? much FAVORITES: 1. Number: 3 2. Color(s): BLACK, PINK 3. Food: MEXICAN TEN EMOTIONS: 1. Are you missing someone right now? YES 2. Are you happy? i'm good thanks 3. Are you sad? not as sad as yesterday 4. Are you bored? A LITTLE... 6. Are you nervous? NAH 7. Are you single? VERY 8. Are you tired? not at the moment 001. Real name? tania denise... 002. Nick name? tart 03. Eye color? hazel...but changes with whatever i wear 004. Zodiac sign? taurus 005. Male or female? FEMALE 007. Crushing? just a little- 009. Smart? OMG...very 010. Hair color? red 011. Long or short? long 013. Sweats or Jeans? JEANS 014. Phone or Camera? BOTH 015. Health freak? NOPE 020. Tattoos: 3 021. Righty or lefty? didn't i already ans

Not Worthit
look two ways then pierce the truth is what you thought it would be did it burn your soul with flames of redemption did creep inside and let you go no it didnt it wasnt woth it the whole time just wasnt enough just wasnt...enough.

Valentines Day...pffft.
It's for the birds you know. On the other hand, even tho I hate the day, I bought the 9 other people on my team little V-Day gift bags and filled them with candy and some bath and body works stuff...I spent almost 100 bucks on the bitches!! :) AND....I guess cuz of that, or cuz I was bitching about hating this day of hell, they all pitched in and got me some flowers, lol. Gotta love 'em. So while millions, trillions, whatever, are out going to romantic dinners and nonsense like that I'm sitting at home, writing a blog...like I said I would be, no less! But tomorrow is my youngest baby's 3rd birthday and after work we'll be out of here to Oklahoma.. his party's on Saturday, hanging out with my momma then back on Sunday. Soooooo...... What do you do when you have trust issues, every man you have EVER dealt with relationship wise has screwed you over some how...and then there's someone new, and ALL THE SAME SIGNS are there. Maybe even a little more obvious than th

Richie Kotzen - You Can't Save Me
I sold my soul Just so I could feel paid I broke my heart So I couldn't feel pain I lost my faith 'Coz I can't justify the wait I've got no hope That's only for losers and fakes I'm nothing but user And none abuser You don't wanna know what's on my mind I know I'm just a fool but I'm not foolin', I'm not afraid of make fool out of my self Fuck your money Fuck your fame Fuck my life I'll walk away Fuck our love Fuck I'm sorry for anything i've ever done You can’t save me You better keep yourself to someone else Fading, I’m just fallin' into my condition Faded, you better put your time in somethin’ else Save me, but don’t worry about it now Better save your-fucking-self I lost my mind Just so I could escape I still got time But I know, is too late I still got friends To tell me I'm ok I still alive But I keep on testing fate I'm nothing but user And none abuser You don't wanna know what's on my mind I'm nothing but a fool but I'm not foolin

Falling Out Of Love
i dont know if my love loves me as much as i do him he use to say that he loved me with feeling now he says it with nothing in his voice no love seems to be there i asked him if he loved me at all but it took him to long to answer that simple little question i know that he has alot to deal with but to change the way you feel about someone how can that be he use to love me the way i loved him but now i am not sure how did my relationship go from a great love to doubting love i dont want to doubt what he feels for me but i have no other choice he has not responded to my questions i asked but i think that he will not i think he fell out of love with me and that makes me sad

Tag-ur-it
Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you... 1. I'M THE OLDEST OF 5 CHILDREN BORN TO MY PARENTS 2. BORN IN CHICAGO, NOW LIVING IN THE SUBURBS BECAUSE THE CITY WAS JUST TOO CRAZY FOR ME! 3. I WAS MOLESTED AT KNIFE POINT, SO I CAN BE SOMEWHAT DISTANT AT TIMES! 4. I AM AN EX-GANG MEMBER OF A LARGE STREET GANG FROM CHICAGO, DJ'ING SAVED MY LIFE! 5. I AM FAT BUT LOSING WEIGHT, SO I CAN HAVE THE GASTRIC BYPASS SURGERY TO LOSE THE REST AND KEEP IT OFF, I HAVE A THYROID PROBLEM THAT KEEPS ME THE WAY I AM NOW! 6. I'M SHY AT FIRST BUT ONCE I GET TO KNOW SOMEONE, WATCH OUT! I AM A CHATTERBOX! 7. I'M A HOPELESS ROMANTIC, YES WE STILL EXIST! 6. I AM A VERY ACCOMPLISHED DJ / RECORDI

Understanding But Not Able To Change The Facts
OK WELL IVE BEEN CONSIDERING POSTING THIS FOR A WHILE NOW BUT UNDER THE CIRCUMSTANCES I THINK TODAY IS A GREAT DAY TO DO SO !!!!! IVE BEEN A PART OF THE CYBER WORLD NOW FOR ALMOST A YEAR FROM MYSPACE TO FUBAR AND MEGA DRAMA ALWAYS SEEMS TO BE THE TOPIC OF MAANY CONVERSATIONS SOO IM GONNA ADDRESS MY FEELINGS AND MY OUTLOOK ON THE SITUATION IF PEOPLE CARE GREAT IF NOT SO BE IT IM NOT HERE TO IMPRESS YOU OR YOUR NEIGHBOR IM HERE FOR ME NOT ANY ONE ELSE THE WAY I SEE IT IS THIS IS MY PAGE AND MY LIFE ONLY 1 PERSON DO I HAVE TO FACE EACH MORNING AND IN 30 YEARS LOOK AT IN THE MIRROR AND THATS ME THE ROMPER ROOM CRAP IS FOR SCHOOL AND PEOPLE WHO DONT HAVE A FREAKING LIFE GROW UP DOESNT MATTER WHO LIKES YOU AND WHO DONT LEARN TO LIKE YOURSELF AND MORE IMPORTANTLY GET A LIFE UR NOT MAKING URSELF LOOK BETTER BY JUDGING OTHERS THERE 1 JUDGE WE WILL ALL FACE AND EVERYONE NEEDS TO START FACING THEMSELVES UNTIL THEN KEEP UR PAGE TO U IF U HAVE TRUE AND I MEAN TRUE FRIENDS THEY WILL BE GREATFUL F

What Is A Us Marine
What Is A United States Marine? I am 232 years of romping, stomping, hell, death, destruction. I am the finest fighting machine the world has ever seen. I was born in a bomb crater. My mother was an M-16 and my Father is the Devil. Each moment that I live is an additional threat upon your life. I am a rough looking, roving soldier from the sea. I am cocky, self centered, and overbearing. I do not know the meaning of fear for I am fear itself. I am a green amphibious monster made of blood and guts that arose from the ashes of my enemies, festering on anti-Americans throughout the globe. When ever it may arise and when my time comes, I will die a glorious and grotesque death on the battlefield, giving my life for the Corps, Mom, and Apple Pie. I stole the Eagle from the Air Force, the Anchor from the Navy, and the rope from the Army. Then on the 7th day, while God rested, I overran His perimeter and took over the Globe and I have been protecting it ever since! I live like a S

10 Random Facts About Me
1. I graduated a year early from highschool to enlist in the Marines. 2. I collect Faeries. 3. My favorite color is purple. 4. I love Gregorian Chant...I find it very relaxing. 5. I used to bite my nails. 6. I love to sing. 7. I have always wanted to visit Ireland. 8. I am a published poet. 9. I cry over sad movies..that's right, I'm a sap, lol! 10. I was named after one of my mother's best friends.

What Am I Doin
what am i doin? sittin here all i can do is wonder why i feel so lost. when in reality i should feel complete. wondering why i cant smile when really theres no reason to frown. i feel as if someone has just broke my heart again yet nobody has. i dont know what to think right now or why im feeling the feelings i am. nothing makes any since to me not sure how to explain it. sittin here i think of him...thinking of how happy he seems to make me somehow. have no clue how he does it. but for some reason it just feels right. so why do i feel like someone has crushed me again? shouldnt i be happy? i dont know where this is coming from. ive been doing so good at not feeling like this. it almost feels as if for some reason my depression wants to sit in again but i cant let it...theres no reason for it. guess i get this way when all i do is fight all day long.

Scolding Fetish Man In Hot Water
**Lady V’s Thought: And to think, there are tons of us PSO’s out there just WAITING for people like him to call! And it’s LEGAL!** Tokyo - A lonely Japanese man has been arrested for allegedly calling directory assistance thousands of times because he liked to be scolded by female operators, police and reports said on Wednesday. Takahiro Fujinuma - who is 37, single and unemployed - reportedly would whisper “darling” as he tried to start a conversation and then pleaded with operators not to hang up. He was arrested Tuesday in Tokyo on charges of obstructing the business of service operator NTT Solco, part of telecom giant Nippon Telegraph and Telephone. He placed 2 600 calls to directory help - reached in Japan by dialling 104 - between early June and mid-November, a police spokesperson said. But Japanese media said he is suspected of starting his habit in 2004 and calling 104 more than 10 000 times. He reportedly told police that he was lonely and grew to enjoy anno

I Don't Care How Many Friends I Lose Over This.
don't care how many friends i lose over this.......... Month One MOMMY I am only 4 inches long but I have all my organs. I love the sound of your voice. The sound of your heart beat is my favorite lullaby. Month Two Mommy today I learned how to suck my thumb. If you could see me you could definitely tell that I am a baby. I'm not big enough to survive outside my home though. It is so nice and warm in here. Month Three You know what Mommy I'm a boy!! I hope that makes you happy. I always want you to be happy. I don't like it when you cry. You sound so sad. It makes me sad too and I cry with you even though you can't hear me. Month Four Mommy my hair is starting to grow. It is very short and fine but I will have a lot of it. I spend a lot of my time exercising. I can turn my head and curl my fingers and toes and stretch my arms and legs. I am becoming quite good at it too. Month Five You went to the doctor toda

Wearechange
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Good Morning
So Pantheacon was a lot of fun. Ev ran into all sorts of people she knows. funny they all had the same thing to say upon meeting me. "I have heard so much about you!" Apparently my sweetie likes to brag. Some interesting workshops and stuff in the vendor's room. One of Ev's friends does leather work, including collars. So I have purchased one and will be collaring Ev this afternoon as my submissive. Yes folks, a Collar with a capital C. She will officially be my pet. Although I am bummed, she won't get property of Thomas tattooed on her ass. (j/k)

History Of Shibari (japanese Rope Bondage)
There are two styles of Bondage that are generally categorized as either "Western" or "Eastern." I am fond of both, but find a great deal of artistic value in the Eastern or Shibari type of bondage. History has documented that Shibari was more than likely produced for the purpose imprisonment due to the lack of formal prisons and the raw resource in metals in the 1400's. This was identified as "kinbaku-bi" during the time period and still to this day hemp and jute rope are still carried in the police vehicles of today. Kinbaku-bi is translated as "The Art of Erotic Rope Bondage" and has been photo documented as far back as the 1920's. Although those pieces are almost impossible to find, there has been a constant evolvement of the practice today. Shibari is translated as the term "to tie" or "to bind". One of the main differences we see between Western and Kinbaku-bi bondage is that the submissive/bottom enjoys the torture or torment gained from the Kinbaku-bi style because of

Nude Bar Raises Eyebrows
A proposed bar raises major concern and a few eyebrows. It would be the first completely nude bar in central Nebraska. The club is subject to different rules than other bars because Shaker's Juice Bar doesn't serve alcohol. That means no limits on how much skin the entertainers can show, and patrons must be just 18 years old, instead of 21 like in most bars. It's those differences that have many Dawson County residents fighting this bare proposal. Wednesday morning the front page of the local paper read, "Nude bar scheduled to open outside Cozad." "They don't need to have a place like that around here," said Mike Hill. Right now, Hill's the closest resident to where the Shaker's Juice Bar is slated to open March 7. Hill said, "I don't think it's going to pan out. We're too far out in the country for anyone to come out and see it." The site is just south of Cozad city limits. It was once home to Upper Crust Pizza and then a strip club that lasted just a few mon

Northern Rock To Be Nationalised
Northern Rock to be nationalised Northern Rock is to be nationalised as a temporary measure, Chancellor Alistair Darling has said. Neither of the two private proposals to take over the beleaguered bank offered "sufficient value for money to the taxpayer", Mr Darling said. He said the public would gain if the government held on to Northern Rock until market conditions improved. Ron Sandler, nominated by the government to run Northern Rock, said savers' deposits would be secure. 'Dither and delay' But shadow chancellor George Osborne told the BBC that the Conservatives would oppose plans to nationalise Northern Rock. "After months of dither and delay we have ended up with this catastrophic decision," said Mr Osborne. "We now have the situation where the government will be making decisions on whether or not to foreclose on people's loans in a falling housing market," he added. The Government is totally financially inept and I certainly wouldn't give it

Of Things.....
Have you ever dated someone that you just couldn’t get out of your mind, even after you have broken up? I just can’t seem to get over her. I see her all the time, cause we work at the same place. I meet woman on here and a number of them have her name. What is with that? I really just want to get over her. The problem is, no one wants me, at least around here where I live. There is not much to do here, and the only place I go is shopping, and I don’t get hit on at all! I try, I smile and say hello to woman all the time. If I get a response it’s like the worse thing they have ever had to do. Makes me wonder and I really that ugly? Then I go home to my sad little life in my sad little house and get online, and I get to feeling better about myself, because on here I do get hit on! YEA!!!! It does make me feel better about myself. There is one that puts a smile on my face, and makes me laugh and feel better about myself. I look forward to seeing her and talking to her. She flirts with me a

To Jerry
How do you do it You just go back for more She breaks your heart every time But you can't close the door. It breaks my heart To see you in pain Knowing you should be with me To her you're just vain. I love you With everything that I have in me And though you know that You still can't see. You're blinded by love No matter how much it hurts If I could I'd bury her 10 feet under dirt. I'm in love with you I want to protect your heart But I can't do that And it's ripping me apart. If only I could save you From sheding anymore tears I'd treat you like a king Taking off your shoes and getting you your beers. I'd do anything for you If ever you asked Just say the what you need I'd do the task. I don't think I'll ever have you You don't know how bad that makes my heart ache You're the love of my life My life I wish I could take. I'm managing to live without you Even if I don't want to I won't let you go... I love you. I wait for the tears

Naked In My Robe
Monday here. I went to bed late because I was watching Big Brother 9 After Dark on Showtime. Big Brother started last week and it is usually on in the summer but with the writers strike that went on for over 3 months, they decided throw this together real fast....at least that is what I think. Anyway, every night the uncensored show is on Showtime. It can be either really boring to watch or like last night, "can't take your eyes off the train wreck" good! The night before, Peter and I were watching the show and they were all happy and loving each other and all getting naked in the hot tub. Last night, I turned it on and they were screaming at each other calling each other fucking cunts and ganging up on the one girl. It was so funny. Especially the gay guy on the show. He was the one that was screaming the most obscenities. He said last night that "she needs a dick up her ass more then I do!" This season it is about the hot, young and beautiful people minus 2 of them on the

What Card In The Deck Best Suits Me
You Are the Ace of Spades You are ambitious, slow and steady, and at times, self serving. You aim high, and you're willing to be brutal to get what you desire. Highly dominant and controlling, people are intimidated by your presence. Yet while you are a bit scary, you are scarily charming. People are driven to please you. You crave the best in life, and you enjoy the spoils of your success. You live a charmed life, and you're enjoying every moment of it. A gamble you should take: Playing poker Your friends would describe you as: Hard working Your enemies would describe you as: Ruthless If you lived in Vegas, you would be: A student by day, a stripper by night What Playing Card Are You?

Lost Friend
Walk down the road Passed where he lived The memories they shared Play like a movie On a continuous loop How could he leave And abandon her in the world On his dying day In the hospital room She held him so close With tears on her face As her best friend's life Slowly slipped away Her actions that day Make many believe She thought he would stay If she held him tight enough With as tight as she held Apparently wasn't tight enough Back in reality She kneels by his grave He feels so far away When he's just right there But his eyes Will open no more...

The Way I See It.,,,
A girl that crys over the smallest things, does it mean she cares too much? a girl that worries about the smallest details in her makeup and wardrobe, does that mean she cares too much? a girl that can sit and think forever about one desicion, is she too thoughtful. I seriously do not know what to do with my life. I want to be an artist, but I have no idea if I am even good enough. Does caring too much for a boy make me a sucker for love. Ignorant for getting myself too deep into something that can potentially cause my death. I am living without breathing because I have no idea if Oxygen is the best thing for my lungs. I do not miss the scent of cigarette smoke or the taste of alchohol. I do not miss the cold on my skin in the forest on a saturday night. What I do miss is something I have not even has yet. Something that I am not even sure that I will even get to see. I know I am young and some people may think its stupid, but I cannot wait to be a mother and have a family while pursui

Be With Me, J Holiday
yo look i know we been, been friends for a minute but i think its time we trust the situation i know how you feel you know how i feel i just wanna put it out there [Verse 1:] I Gotta Say Your A Hell Of A Woman Your Like A New Drop In the Summer Pull Me Over The Weather When I'm Under, did u know U Know You Do That For Me ....Do That For Me...And I Wonder Sometimes Why You Be Takin' Your Time I I Know It's Gon' Be Right Girl I Put That On My Life You Be Givin' Me The Coldest Shoulder Coz U Don't Want Your Emotions Takin' Over Instead Of Talkin' Bout You Lookin' For A Soldier... Yeah Are U Tryna Say You Don't See That In Me I Know That Were Freinds But Taken It There Wont Mess It Up please just Trust In Me Girl I Got you Cant You See? (Ohhhh Ohhh) [Chorus:] Baby Girl It's Killin' Me Why You Tryna Act Like You Don't Like U Don't See What I See (You Should Be With) You Should Be With Me it's you heart but, Before U Give It To Someone (O

Publication
"In Other Words", a book of my writings will go on sale the latter part of may. Some of which may be viewed via my current blogs. Amongst other stores it will be found at Amazon.com & Barnes & Noble. Or of course you can order it directly through me. It will aslo be added to the library of congress for posterity. My thanks and apprecition to those who may have read my excerpts as well as commented on the ones viewed. Wish me luck and hope you all enjoy my works. Horror Romance novel in the works. ;)

Tag Your It
Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you. Have fun! 1. I miss my Girls very much!! 2. I have placed in the top 5 in 17 fishing touranments in the last 4 years. 3. Lately I'm not happy with who I see in the mirror 4. I tend to wear my heart on my sleeve 5. ok this will sound pathetic but I haven't been on a date in over 4 years and really have only asked one person to dinner. 6. I drink more than i should on the weekends work at 7am so dont drink during the week usually. 7. I like to cook when i have someone to cook for otherwise I forget to eat too often 8. I'm stuck in Dallas till april at least- 9. I try writting poetry and erotic stories but not really that good at it. 10. Th

Hair Fain
As you may or may not know, come this June 5th will be my 10 year anniversary of my cancer. On that day me, and a few others will be cutting our hair and donating it to Locks of Love. I made the appointment at the Hair Cuttery for June 5th at 2 pm. This is when they will have the most people working. I am giving pleanty of notice to everyone that will be involed with me doing this for you to get the time off. I also need a list of names of the people that are joining me too, so I can let them know. And even if you can't join me and such but still want to donate, they will take it when ever. I will include thier sight so you can check it out. Anything else, please let me know. And speaking of hair, I can not wait for the day to come so I can chop it all off and dye it again. I found a few gray hairs the last couple days. It has made me a little sad, but I guess I will get over it. http://www.locksoflove.org/

Roxy Music-more Than This
I could feel at the time There was no way of knowing Fallen leaves in the night Who can say where they´re blowing As free as the wind And hopefully learning Why the sea on the tide Has no way of turning More than this - there is nothing More than this - tell me one thing More than this - there is nothing It was fun for a while There was no way of knowing Like dream in the night Who can say where we´re going No care in the world Maybe i´m learning Why the sea on the tide Has no way of turning More than this - there is nothing More than this - tell me one thing More than this - there is nothing -------------------------------

Last Warning No More Said
Hey all sorry but on saterday easter day at midnight this page is history it has drawn the dead mans hand for those of you that want to remain my friends you need to come to the mystic dark angels page in friends list and join i would love to have all of ya to come and rejoin me on that page as my friends thank you mystic dark angel aka the real flirt

Amazing
It's amazing Truly it is How someone could fall So deep into depression Over nothing big at all How no one can really see How much one hurts inside They all just pass by Ignoring all the tears shed And all the outstretched hands Of the people who've fallen Into this pit of despair Only really needing to hear That they're not alone And someone can help But no one will No one wants to take the time To help them back up To show a light And help them through a day

Confessions Of A Single Mom (part I)
June 5th 1995, I awoke at 0136 in my barracks room. I bolted upright. "Im Pregnant!!" I shuddered. I proceded to get dressed and drive from Oakland, to Fremont because that was the location of the ONLY 24 hour Walgreens that I knew of. I made a beeline for the Pregnancy Test aisle, once I had arrived, picked up an EPT, purchased it and went tot he parking lot, to pee right there and then. I peed on that fateful stick and I waited. By the glow of the streetlights and the Wagreens, I saw two lines. I began crying and calling the test a "fucking liar!!". I ran back into the store, grabbed a Gatorade and a "Fact Plus" because I had decided that EPT was faulty merchandise. I sat in my Celica, drinking Gatorade, listening to music, while waiting to pee. When the urge to pee hit me again, I dropped trou, peed on the new test and waited. Ugh!!!! a Plus sign emerged and I had decided that ALL pregnancy tests in ALL of Walgreens were incorrect. Why? Because a year earlier, I had internally

Untitled
A voice can be heard through silent thunder A scream, a sob a sorrowful call Storms raging on as lightening pierces the sky Seemingly slicing the heavens in two O’er head the rain so suddenly falls Uncomfortably crumpling the rose petals Pain ripples across the sky As now salty seas swell within Devastation so great words cannot come No comfort for those who stand looking Doors close when there’s no one to answer The ringing keeps rhythm With raindrops Only the lonely know time so well As to test the fates by dancing Glitter and glamour too much to hide And it continues on like the moon in the sky

Panathinaikos 1-1 Rangers
Panathinaikos 1-1 Rangers Novo's priceless away goal came out of the blue Nacho Novo's late strike sent Rangers into the last 16 of the Uefa Cup on away goals after trailing Panathinaikos for the majority of a pulsating tie. The hosts started strongly and Allan McGregor pulled off several fine saves but couldn't prevent Ioannis Goumas' spectacular 12th-minute volley. As Panathinaikos continued to dominate McGregor denied Giorgos Karagounis and Loukas Vyntra with acrobatic stops. But Novo's 81st minute equaliser gave Rangers the priceless away goal. Interview: Rangers assistant manager Ally McCoist Rangers manager Walter Smith laid down the gauntlet to Panathinaikos, abandoning his tried and trusted 4-5-1 formation and fielding strikers Kris Boyd and Novo in an attacking starting XI. The Greeks made two changes to the side which drew 0-0 in the first leg in Glasgow. Portugese striker Helder Postiga came in for Dame N'Doye while set-piece specialist Ae

Just To Let U Know
Hey Fu-Friends I want to thank all of u for visiting my page and doing what u do to show me love, I don't get much time to get back each and everyone of u and show my appreication but I do have a list (Courtesy of Fubar) that shows all of u that have either accepted my friend requests, or the one that requested mine, I will show love I just don't know when, lol, ok peace and to all.

Life In Itunes (stolen From Eala! :)
So, here's how it works: 1. Open your library (iTunes, Winamp, Media Player, iPod, etc) 2. Put it on shuffle 3. Press play 4. For every question, type the song that's playing 5. When you go to a new question, press the next button 6. Don't lie and try to pretend your cool...just type it in man! IF YOUR LIFE WAS A MOVIE WHAT WOULD THE SOUNDTRACK BE? Opening Credits: Storm Coming... Gnarls Barkley Waking Up: Circles... Osunlade (amazingly appropriate song!) First Day At School: Title + Registration... Death Cab for Cutie (whoa) Falling In Love: Clean... Incubus Losing Virginity: Convenient Parking... Modest Mouse (lmfao...) Fight Song: Revolution... The Beatles (pretty perfect song!) Breaking Up: Keep Talking... Pink Floyd Prom: You May Be Right... Billy Joel Life: Mrs. Robinson... Simon & Garfunkel (lmao!!! apparently i aspire to be a married woman who tries to get with her daughter's friends???) Mental Breakdown: Give me one reason...Bl

Celtic Astrology - Walnut Tree
WALNUT TREE (the Passion) - unrelenting, strange and full of contrasts, often egotistic, aggressive, noble, broad horizon, unexpected reactions, spontaneous, unlimited ambition, no flexibility, difficult and uncommon partner, not always liked but often admired, ingenious strategist, very jealous and passionate, no compromise.

A Kink Interview With Masterblack
What is your personal definition of "kinky sex?" My definition is anything that is not plain, vanilla sex and falls into kink, BDSM or other - in short, all of the things I enjoy! How often do you like to have kinky sex? All the time - but my sexuality encompasses all aspects of who I am. My sex life is kinky, sensual, passionate, wild and combined with loving, consensual B&D and S&M. How important is kinky sex to achieving satisfactory experiences for you and/or your partner? It is very important for me and it has to be intertwined in my experiences in various intensities, depending on what I want with my partner at that moment. What are your favorite kinky sexual activities? From a B&D perspective I enjoy bondage/restraints, spankings, nipple play, verbal commands & humiliation, body worship, blindfolds, sensation (ice/wax/feathers), B&D toys, dildo/vibrator/butt plug training, anal, fisting, shaving, rimming, obedience, squirting and watersports. "Forced"

::why I Love/hate Fubar::
::REASONS WHY I LOVE/HATE FUBAR:: By: Message In A Bottle ::I LOVE FUBAR BECAUSE...:: *The instant interaction with people *You meet some people in here with similar interests that can actually hold a conversation *The booze!!!! *The networking possibilities are endless *A LOT better than mylamespace.com *Wide variety of everything *The booze!!!! *The games are a fun way to kill time *Stashes!!! *The mumms, gotta love the mumms! *I can express a lot of myself on here *It's fun *THE BOOZE!!!!!!!!! ------------------------ ::I HATE FUBAR BECAUSE...:: *Perverts, especially the older ones *Married dudes trying to run thier game on me when it says on thier page they are "happily" married...gross!! *When people ask you simple questions when they can just look on your page *Asshats and pricks *When Serbs on here try to insult me...LAME!! *Internet tough guys/gals that e-threaten me.....ooooh, I'm e-shaking!!! *Stupid drama *When people get butthurt beca

If Youre Over...
49 and youre a chick, you need to pack it up and move on. What the PHUCK is UP with these old broad grandmas whoring themselves out on here and elsewhere on line. Ugh. Have some phucking dignity in your old age. Stop trying to DENY your OBVIOUSLY OLD age by TRYING (and FAILING) to "act sexy and appealing". Youre not. Try that schit at the retirement home, not here.

One Moment
Moon hangs, almost full pieces of cloud scatter, glide in soft, summer breeze. We lay in our meadow listening to the sound of night her head nestled on my arm. Night air made for kissing dances upon our skin chilling wherever is damp. She stirs, quietly calls, my name hangs on summer eve floats about our meadow. She sighs, moves closer snuggling in, once again her breath stirs, awakens. Hands join in gentle caress exploration shared and renewed oh, so smooth and lovely. We turn, lips meeting slow, softly, delicate building quickly to demand. Crying out, beginning and end collapsing, breathing ragged moon hangs, slightly fuller.

I Broke, Then Fixed The Ozone...(and Might Be Breaking It Again)
Today I discovered a way to save the planet and get rich. This is sheer brilliance – let me explain. A group of super nerds believe there is this thing called the Ozone (insert bedroom joke here) that is about 30 miles above the earth's surface. This Ozone was later renamed the "O-that's never happened to me before"-zone......(This is my buddy Zack) Supposedly this Ozone is good to have around and acts like a bouncer that blocks evil ultraviolet rays from hitting on all the hot babes at the beach. I like babes, thus I like the Ozone. But in recent years the civilized peoples of planet Earth began partying too hard, and cows started farting too much. The combination buggered the Ozone layer like whoa. While we have sunscreen, it's still no replacement for good 'ol Ozzy. So now we have this big invisible Ozone-less hole chillin above the Antarctic (so funny!). Since there are no babes in Antarctica this really isn't an emergency. I sup

Fare Thee Well
empty arms that long to hold you pouting lips yearning for your kiss weary body aching to be near you you must know you will be missed ears that hunger to hear your voice feet that beg to journey just to find you there pages filled with poetry to let you know I care hands that pray for your safe return a mind that thinks you are rare a heart that hopes it gets to learn of your loving care my friend it's sad to see you go even worse for you to be gone goodbyes have never been my thing so, I'll just say so long until then catch you later a tot bien, ciao don't forget me remember the way home because here is where I'll be waiting and I hate to be alone.

B-2 Stealth Bomber Crashes In Guam
B-2 Stealth Bomber Crashes In Guam US loses stealth bomber bragging rights Sat, 23 Feb 2008 18:56:10 B-2 stealth bomber A recent Air Force B-2 stealth bomber collision recounts the inability of Washington in keeping its high-tech fighter jets in the sky. The US jet was completely wrecked after crashing into Andersen Air Force Base in the Pacific island of Guam shortly after take-off on Saturday. According to the Pacific Air Force, the accident left no casualties. The US Air Force has taken great pride in its 21 stealth bombers which each cost around $1.2 billion. Conventional and nuclear bombs can be mounted on the aircraft and its high-tech features make radar detection difficult. Washington is now in dire straits as a result of recent US Air Force accidents. A Navy EA-6B Prowler from the USS Kittyhawk crashed on Feb. 12 and an Air Force fighter pilot was killed Wednesday after two F-15C jets collided during a training exercise over the Gulf of Mexico.

Iraq Warns Turkey Over Incursion
Iraq warns Turkey over incursion Iraq says Turkey is damaging infrastructure Iraq's foreign minister has warned that any escalation of Turkey's operation against Kurdish rebels in northern Iraq could destabilise the region. Hoshyar Zebari said the "limited" raid into a remote, uninhabited area should end "as soon as possible". And the Kurdish regional leader said a "massive resistance" would be mounted if civilians were attacked. Both Turkey and the rebels have given conflicting casualty figures. The US and the UN have urged restraint. Click to view a detailed map of the border region Enlarge Map Correspondents say the aim is to isolate rebels of the Kurdistan Workers' Party, PKK, and to prevent them using northern Iraq as a launch-pad for attacks on Turkish soil. More than 30,000 people have been killed since the PKK began fighting for a Kurdish homeland in south-eastern Turkey in 1984. The US, the EU and Turkey consider the PKK to be a terr

Feb 23rd 2008
Well....he's finally gone but for how long? Actually it's funny the other day I was reading my horoscope and in it I was told that around the 23rd I'd need to pay attention and to let go. Funny, really--but so true--I have to let go of the old to make room for the new. Sometimes I wonder why I held on and gave him the benefit of the doubt but beating myself up won't do any good, so instead I'll look at this as a lesson and figure out what his place was in all of it. He served a purpose and now that's over, which is ok because I DESEARVE so much better. I really did well and was able to release w/o the tears, no hatred, no joy but peace and a touch of sadness. I guess I'm starting to ramble....but I needed to write, sometimes spending tooooo much time by ones self isn't always good......lol, but on the other hand it serves the purpose of inner growth. I am ready for what ever the next stage of life has to offer...... I am ready for another fresh start.......

Vote Carefully This Year.
One day a florist goes to a barber for a haircut. After the cut he asked about his bill, and the barber replies, 'I cannot accept money from you. I'm doing community service this week.' The florist was pleased and left the shop. When the barber goes to open his shop the next morning there is a 'thank you' card and a dozen roses waiting for him at his door. Later, a cop comes in for a haircut, and when he tries to pay his bill, the barber again replies, 'I cannot accept money from you. I'm doing community service this week.' The cop is happy and leaves the shop. The next morning when the barber goes to open up there is a 'thank you' card and a dozen donuts waiting for him at his door. Later that day, a college professor comes in for a haircut, and when he tries to pay his bill, the barber again replies, 'I cannot accept money from you. I'm doing community service this week.' The professor is very happy and leaves the shop. The next morning whe

Journey And Choices
well it's been awhile but this is a long overdue update things in my life have gone from dark to light wrong to right i met a great girl who i first thought of a friend little did i know that fate had cards in her hand that would steer things in a totally new and unexspected way.i was lost for awhile and made some wrong choices and felt that they were right at the time then things in my life changed and the choice was a dumb and stupid one.so i went back to th angel of my dreams love of my life soulmate friend and life half of my heart just all around the half that makes me whole this angel goes by crystal fulp and i thank the star she forgave me took me back and is willing to love the day lights out of me i'm a hope let affection hog i love to be loved and crystal my soulmate and girlfriend gives me all i need want and could ask for.

Raul Castro Named Cuban President
Raul Castro named Cuban president Raul Castro now has to grapple with Cuba's economic problems Raul Castro has been unanimously selected to succeed his brother Fidel as leader by Cuba's National Assembly. Fidel Castro stepped down last week after nearly half a century in charge. Raul has in effect been president since Fidel had major surgery in July 2006. It is understood that he was the only nominee in a vote seen as a formality. But the real shock was when he chose 78-year-old Politburo hardliner Machado Ventura as vice-president, says the BBC's Michael Voss in Havana. There had been speculation that Raul Castro, aged 76, would name one of Cuba's younger generation of communist leaders as his number two. But he instead opted for one of the original leaders of Cuba's communist revolution. What this means for the prospects for change remains unclear, our correspondent says. Economic challenge In an address to the nation, following the behind-closed

What My Hopeless Romantic Heart Longs For...lol
If only someone felt this way about me.... (sigh) A stranger you were once. Then, with a gentle look you took my hand. As our lives engaged, you lit my life and I held both your hands. Now that decades have passed, ours souls have indeed become one. How fortunate we are that we have found the love so true that everyone dreams about. - Laura Veronica Merodio -

Old Ironsides
LITTLE KNOWN NAVAL HISTORY... The U.S.S. Constitution (Old Ironsides), as a combat vessel, carried 48,600 gallons of fresh water for her crew of 475 officers and men. This was sufficient to last six months of sustained operations at sea. She carried no evaporators (i.e. fresh water distillers!). However, let it be noted that according to her ship's log, "On July 27, 1798, the U.S.S. Constitution sailed from Boston with a full complement of 475 officers and men, 48,600 gallons of fresh water, 7,400 cannon shot, 11,600 pounds of black powder and 79,400 gallons of rum." Her mission: "To destroy and harass English shipping." Making Jamaica on 6 October, she took on 826 pounds of flour and 68,300 gallons of rum. Then she headed for the Azores , arriving there 12 November. She provisioned with 550 pounds of beef and 64,300 gallons of Portuguese wine. On 18 November, she set sail for England . In the ensuing days she defeated five British men-of-war and captured and scutt

I Am Lost
Lost in my own thoughts I mean to say one thing but end up something else I suffer from a strange pain What's wrong with me? Gazing into your eyes Even as we talk One gets and one gives Whom should i talk? All day i miss something I don't know what i am desired I am so lonely in a crowd What's wrong with me? I've forgotten the day,month and year I sweat even in January I find peace nowhere What's wrong with my heart?

Dreaming
As I lay in silence, to let you rest and be, I can't help but to imagine what images are playing through your dreams. Has your mind traveled off to a land far, far away to the place where we can be together without caring what others have to say. Is your mind off dreaming about our life in the future so near, the time in our lives where being apart is something we never have to fear. Are you dreaming of us laying together, both of us at each other's side. Hoping that nothing ruins our moment, wishing that we could slow time. As I lay in bed listening to you drift peacefully away, I can't help but start to wish for the time I can be with you each and every day.

It Looks Good
I THINK THAT THINGS R GOING TO START GOING FOR THE BETTER. I AM RID OF THE WIFE, I GOT A NEW JOB AND I'M LIKING IT, WE OPEN THE BAR BACK THURSDAY NIGHT SO I START WORKING NIGHTS ALSO. SO THINGS GOING TO GET BETTER I KNOW

The Hill
Where are Elmer, Herman, Bert, Tom and Charley, The weak of will, the strong of arm, the clown, the boozer, the fighter? All, all are sleeping on the hill. One passed in a fever, One was burned in a mine, One was killed in a brawl, One died in a jail, One fell from a bridge toiling for children and wife- All, all are sleeping, sleeping, sleeping on the hill. Where are Ella, Kate, Mag, Lizzie and Edith, The tender heart, the simple soul, the loud, the proud, the happy one?-- All, all are sleeping on the hill. One died in shameful child-birth, One of a thwarted love, One at the hands of a brute in a brothel, One of a broken pride, in the search for heart's desire; One after life in far-away London and Paris Was brought to her little space by Ella and Kate and Mag-- All, all are sleeping, sleeping, sleeping on the hill. Where are Uncle Isaac and Aunt Emily, And old Towny Kincaid and Sevigne Houghton, And Major Walker who had talked With ve

Nicholas Bindle
Were you not ashamed, fellow citizens, When my estate was probated and everyone knew How small a fortune I left?-- You who hounded me in life, To give, give, give to the churches, to the poor, To the village!--me who had already given much. And think you not I did not know That the pipe-organ, which I gave to the church, Played its christening songs when Deacon Rhodes, Who broke and all but ruined me, Worshipped for the first time after his acquittal?

::oh Snap;:
So I'm here on Fubar waiting for my water to boil [[hmmm]] for my usual evening chamomile tea. It takes about 15 minutes because when it comes to boiling water, the stove heats it but the boiling process is slower than two turtles fucking so I go back in just now, and wonder why the hell the water isn't hot or boiling...I'm trying to figure this out for a good couple minutes when I realized I never turned the stove on LOL!! Can you say "DEE DEE DEE!!!!" =P *Waits another 15 minutes for water to boil*

Random Tuesday Thoughts
Well, today has been a prety not so eventful day so far. I miss my baby girls, and am gonna go get them from day care here pretty soon. Tash stats t ball pretty soon, so tonight we're going to go pick up the stuff she needs for tball. I'm getting her a pink glove and pink helmet and pink bat. Her team colors are like pink, and animal print. Like Zebra and Tiger print, or something like that. So it will be cute as hell. Other than that... nothing new or exciting. Blah.

Sadly...
It has been reported that the former voice of the Pittsburgh Steelers and the creator of the original Terrible Towel has passed on today. So everyone raise their glasses and give a big ole "Yoi" shout in rememberence of Myron Cope. He may have been annoying (lol) but he is still a symbol of what Pittsburgh is...

Grateful
So here i am sitting at my desk at a job i really hate lol....working..listening to music....sort of in the twilight zone cuz i did not sleep great last night...went to bed at 3 AM..and now overtired prolly....feeling sort of happy/sad at same time while thinking about different things...then out of the blue...a fubar friend DEW THE DEW pops up (lol not literally ladies don't get all excited)...and throws me some 11's ...and sends me roses and a picture he made for me (which is gorgeous) and put a smile on my face ....and suddenly the cloud that hovered over me today is gone (yipee) lol. So ....this particular blog...is made to thank two very special fubar friends of mine who always put a smile on my face. Michael from Wisconsin...was my very very first fubar Friend..and first one to send me a gift and message and welcome me to Fubieland as i call it...lol. Michael, i love you friend but u already know that :P. and ...ba ba ba boom.... DEW THE DEW xoxoxo ...you have alw

Of Loss And Love
I am going to tell you all what happened to a family not far from me because I want you all to go home and kiss your loved ones. Tell them that you love them and cherish them. You never know when there last day on earth is. In saying that here we go....... Sunday night my mom recieved a call from her bestfriend of 40 yrs. She was so upset and crying that her husband got on the line. He told my mom that Donna's daughter, my mom's best friend, and her mother were killed in a car accident. Her daughter was only 7. She also had a newphew in the car who is still in the ICU. He is only 8. The doctors said his skull looks like a peice of glass that someone took a hammer to. They do not have hopes that he will ever come out of it. My mom called me and told me what happened. She said, Nikki I have to get down to her. Donna lives in Georgia, we live about 13 hours from them. I said, don't worry, I am already looking up bus, plane, and train tickets for you. My brothers, sister, a

Love Hurts
LOVE THAT HURTS but no love is good unless you work for it and have hurt to go with cause in the end you have them cause the true love that hurts make you wake up at 3am and think nothing but them all the time and dream of them all the time is not worth haveing if you dont fight for it and work for it i want a love that hurts i want true love love that is worth it in the end that will last a life time no matter how long or short our lifes is always thinking of you for ever and always Ira Lee Moore always and foreverAdd to My Profile | More Videos

Rate As Many Of My Pics As Possible For Comment Bomb!
I am looking for the people who are willing to rate as many of my pics as they can!! I will Comment bomb one of your pics if you are one of the winners! Your talking 500 comments!! Lots of points for you!! So lets see you rating my pics!! Crush, Fan, is always good too :P

Seeing Hannah Again
Our 4 days here have passed and gone already. The days, hours and minutes go by when you enjoy the time you are with the one you love. I was able to show Hannah the beauty of Arizona and vegas and it definitely helped that it was 75 and beautiful rather then 4 inches of snow and cold in Ohio lol. Each day passed and the laughter, joy, smiles, kisses and love was there with each passing minute. It is a natural connection that i have never ever had before. I am missing her already and it has only been 6 hours since i have seen her. I know that in a month we will be together again but this time for good. I cannot wait and eagerly anticipate making her home here with me. I love you MY Hannah.

If You Wanna Know Me, Then Go Here And Ask Me?
This is all of the free services that I know of. If you get too one of these sites, and you go too inviting me too be your friend and when I notice it, Ill either except the invitation or deny it. 1. www.yahoo.com My site is http://profiles.yahoo.com/renjo12?intl=us&os=win&ver=7,0,0,437 It lets you chat, surf, and instant message people? This site is probably the best site, if you wish too talk one on one? There is only one bad thing, too many bots. 2. The first messenger is http://messenger.yahoo.com/ My SN is renjo12. It lets me show up on the messenger as invisible or not? This is probably the best instant messenger out there. It’s the 1 messenger I’m on a lot. 3. The 2nd messenger is aim, http://www.aim.com/ this is where you can get it. My SN is renjo12. Only bad thing is when you have the messenger minimized it blinks on yellow at the bottom, if someone new comes on. 4 www.myspace.com. My site there is http://home.myspace.com/index.cfm?fuseaction=user&Mytoken=

Your Words
YOUR words fall so magically, so effortlessly, so beautifully from YOUR sweet lips upon my heart; what better way for each day to end and to start? i hang on each and every breath YOU make, as YOU lift me up sweet ONE, as YOU show to me honor and love and draw me nearer still to YOU, my heart truly beats for YOUR sake.

Path Of Life
As we walk our path of life, We meet people everyday. Most are simply met by chance. But, some are sent our way. These become special friends Whose bond we can't explain; The ones who understand us And share our joy and pain. Their love contains no boundaries. So, even when we are apart. Their presence enhances us With a warmth felt in the heart. This love becomes a passageway, When even the miles disappear. And so, these friends, God sends our way, Remain forever near. Author Lisa Pelzer Vetter

How To Be Popular
Being popular is surprisingly easy. It's all about finding your niche and exploiting your greatness. For instance if you like people and hunting then become a murderer. You will instantly become super duper popular in the community. Police will follow you everywhere you go and people will shower you with gifts. You're name will appear in the papers and your face will be on TV. What more could you want? You're a modern day John Wayne! John clowning around on the set If for some reason you're a cry baby and think murder isn't for you, then keep reading. Perhaps you're interested in cool things like science, computers and not getting laid. If this sounds like it's more up your bowling alley then you'll want to play online games. You can meet hundreds of guys who will tell you how bad they'd kick your ass if they met you in real life, and thousands of guys pretending to be girls. An alternative for sci-fi nerds is to become a huge fan of either Star War

My Last Note To Here In Plea? Tune Into My Heartbreak
Kevin Michael - Ain't Got You Kevin Michael - It Don't Make Any Difference To Me Erin.. if I could beg anything sincere and haunting of everything in my blessings it would be for you to just hear me, here and now in this point and point in time amongst everything. Could I just ask two lame but humble gesture of saying something to you, hear e through another person, feel me in his words if I could whisper to you the final sentences within the book of you and I, I write into my soul to-- *sighs* to yours. I feel so fuckin lame, but deep down where who I really am burns immortal-- I don't care. I live free and with no regrets, I'm a rational/justified/loving/uplifting to be around and close to man. I just thought-- ya know, there honestly wasn't a moment of knowing you that I regretted even during the lose of you. At time I just didn't think you cared, and let it blow off easy in yourself. I didn't waste those moments of my life trying to have you close to me as we drifted up, but

Leap Year Baby
omg i just got a call from my mum to tell me a family friend had her 3rd child on Friday, 29 February. yes that makes her a leap year baby. i'd like to know if there's any statistians *sp* in the house cause her first little girl was born on the 31st January 4 yrs ago, her son was born on the 28th February 2 yrs ago & now her 3rd is born on the 29th February this year. that means that all 3 of her children have been born on the last day of the month with 2 of them now technically celebrating their b'days on the 28th February. just what are the chances of that happening????

Clydesdale Bank Premier League : Table
Clydesdale Bank Premier League : Table 01 Mar 17:16 | Home | Away Team P W D L F A W D L F A GD PTS 1 Rangers 27 14 0 1 43 8 8 2 2 24 12 47 68 2 Celtic 27 10 3 0 34 3 10 1 3 32 16 47 64 -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- 3 Motherwell 27 7 2 4 22 16 7 2 5 17 16 7 46 -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- 4 Dundee Utd 28 8 4 3 20 9 4 2 7 20 25 6 42 5 Hibernian 28 7 4 3 29 20 4 4 6 12 15 6 41 6 Falkirk 29 6 4 5 17 14 4 3 7 21 28 -4 37 7 Hearts 29 5 3 6 22 22 5 3 7 18 25 -7 36 8 Aberdeen 29 6 4 4 21 17 3 3 9 12 31 -15 34 9 Inverness CT 29 7 1 6 20 22 3 2 10 15 26 -13 33 10 Kilmarnock 29 5 3 7 19 20 2 4 8 11 23 -13 28 11 St Mirren 27 4 2 7 12 23 3 4 7 6 21 -26 27 -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- 12 Gretna 27 3 2 8 16 26 1 2 11 12 37 -35 16

Smart A** Me
SWEET REVENGE IS NOW OPEN...... COME HELP ME TORTURE NICCI IN SWEET REVENGE! COME RELAX AND HAVE FUN, I PROMISE ITS DRAMA FREE. ENJOY MUSIC BY THE PURRRRRRRRRRRING DJ PSYCHO AND DJ DARK ANGEL, ALSO THE NEWEST ADDITION DJ BRIAN. THE OWNER OF SWEET REVENGE NICCI~KASEYS FUWIFE~OWNER OF SWEET REVENGE~BIGDADDY9672 GIRL~DIRTY BITCH CREW PROSPECT~@ fubar MY SLAVE & CO OWNER OF SWEET REVENGE ♥KASEY♥NICCI'S FUWIFE♥CO OWNER OF SWEET REVENGE♥

Protected
->Jedi Maste...: Alright.... night love. Jedi Maste...: hah...definitely save what miss...im off though....lol ->Jedi Maste...: ->izbig&: No, I'm not disrespectful and rude, I don't take orders from people I don't give a shit about. ->Jedi Maste...: izbig&: ur disrespectful and rude.. hows it feel Jedi Maste...: what a sad homo; satan will love buttfucking him. No pity. No room for annoyance ->Jedi Maste...: izbig&: just do it please ->Jedi Maste...: izbig&: just do it please ->Jedi Maste...: >izbig&: Actually, I could hav my choice of several guys, and I DO have someone, so fuck you... and why would I leave you a pm? ->Jedi Maste...: I dunno... mebbe he thinks your my dad or something Jedi Maste...: is he blind to the entire reasoning behind me fucking with him?....lol ->Jedi Maste...: izbig&: leave me a pm ->Jedi Maste...: izbig&: thats y u have no one looser ->Jedi Maste...: ->izbig&: Damn straight I don't need to do anything. I do what I want and

Maggie Tuesday 3/3
Ok, I called the vet this morning, and what they told me was......her body is going to go through some changes, its the cancer acting, as long as she is still eating, and feels no pain, nothing else can be done for her, just keep an eye out they say, i felt like they know she is going to die and they dont want to waste time on her, but she is my little baby girl, and as long as bood runs through her and her heart is beating, they should treat her with the same respect as a living person(animal), if it wasnt that she has been with this vet all her life, i would change it, all i know and feel she that i love her as one of my very own children and i will do what ever it takes to keep her happy and feeling the best love until her last breath. it makes me cry now just writing these words, as my heart rips apart, how can ppl divid the feelings as a child/loved one or an animal, they give us unconditional love always and i feel sometimes the love us more then our own fiends or family..... i

Contd
After the police was called and the crime scene was cordoned off, the hotel was evacuated and the police started questioning guests standing outside if they have seen or heard anything, but all to no avail. Everybody was shook up and freightened, and it became obvious that no of them were involved. The majority of the people opted to check out and look for rooms elsewhere. Every nook and cranny of the hotel was inspected, but no signs of breaking and entering were discovered, nor were there any bloody footprints or any other evidence that the attacker ever left this locaton without a trace. Reviewing of the security cameras did not end in success either, since the grizzly murder took place outside of the view of the lens. When finally the police got a hold of Her, she was visibly shaken up. The whole idea of being alone at night while this scenario was being played out made her sick to her stomach, and she wondered if that could've been her in a place of that young woman, be th

Son
Son Melissa Kenyon 2007 The death that I feel Inside Will never break my pride The voices that surround me Will soon haunt me The more pain I feel The deeper my dispare The more I feel, I care Looking back at yesterday Seeing my son walk away Not knowing if he'll ever return Trying not to cry when I look at his picture Wondering if he will still remember me When he's gone Out of my life But not forever To remember the past Trying to forget the future Time will only tell Son I still love you

Where Will Trailer Resident's Be Moved????
Where will trailer residents be moved? Dave Cohen Reporting U.S. Senator Mary Landrieu chairs hearing today on FEMA disaster assistance housing. It is a meeting of the Senate Homeland Security and Governmental Affairs Disaster Recovery sub-Committee. Landrieu says she wants answers from FEMA and the U.S. Department of Housing and Urban Development on where displaced people will live now that they are being moved out of FEMA trailers amid formaldehyde concerns. There is a shortage of affordable post-hurricane housing in New Orleans. New Orleans Mayor Ray Nagin said recently that the effort to move people out of more than 8,500 FEMA trailers will lead to a "second great displacement" of New Orleans residents. In a letter to the White House he wrote, "Because of the scope of damage to New Orleans' housing stock, much of which is still not recovered, there is insufficient housing here to place all New Orleans citizens needing to be relocated from trailers." He

Self-test
1. You are walking in the woods. You are not alone. Who's with you? My girls. 2. You are walking in the woods. You see an animal. What kind of animal? Deer 3. What interaction takes place between you and the animal? Stops, stares, then runs 4. You walk deeper in the woods. You enter a clearing, and before you is your dream house. How big is it? Large and modern 5. Is your dream house surrounded by a fence? Yes 6. You enter the house. You walk into the dining room and see the dining table. whats on it? Placemats and tablesettings 7. You exit the house and a cup is on the ground, what kind is it? Plastic 8. What do you do with the cup? Leave it there 9. You walk to the edge of the property where you find yourself standing at a body of water; what kind is it? Large pond 10. how do you cross that body of water? Swim If you want to do this yourself, answer the questions before you read below! | | | | | | | | | | | | | | | | | |

Love = B.s.
I LAY MY HEART ON THE LINE AND TELL YOU HOW I FEEL AND WHAT I WANT... WHAT DO I GET IN RETURN BESIDES A SLAP TO THE FACE, A BROKEN HEART THAT HAS BEEN SHATTERED INTO BILLIONS OF PIECES... MY DREAMS AND LIFE TAKEN FROM ME... A LOVE SO TRUE THAT I THOUGHT I COULD NEVER HAVE OR SHARE WITH SOMEONE.. UNTIL YOU CAME INTO MY LIFE AND MADE ME REALIZE THAT ALL MY DREAMS CAN COME TRUE.... BUT THEN AGAIN, I WAS A FOOL TO BELIEVE THAT IT WAS TRUE AND RIGHT... BUT LIKE ALWAYS I WEAR MY HEART AND FEELINGS ON MY SLEEVE TO GET HURT AND SHATTERED, BUT THAT IS MY LIFE... BUT THIS TIME IT HURTS TO MUCH, I CAN'T DEAL WITH THE PAIN AND HEARTACHE... I NEVER KNEW I COULD HURT THIS MUCH OR FEEL THIS MUCH PAIN.. I DON'T KNOW HOW TO DEAL WITH THIS AND WHERE TO TURN TOO.... I THOUGHT YOU WERE THE ONE...BUT ONCE AGAIN I WAS PLAYED AS THE FOOL... THIS IS THE LAST TIME I WILL BE PLAYED AS THE FOOL IN THE GAME OF LOVE..

Blog. One And Only. Ever.
the hardest thing in life is sharing a part of who you are. you have to be careful who you choose to give that part to and just let it fly...and you gotta hope that someone's there to catch it. and sometimes you fall... goodnight

How Go's It
Just thought I would send you guys a note to let you know how things are going here. On Monday, we got measured up for our Desert Camo uniforms and then we sat through a whole day of briefings. Very informative, but many of them were directed more towards folks with wives (or husbands) and small children. The actual training briefs were very interesting, though....and gave me some insite on what I should expect when we report to Ft. Jackson in April. Looks like the Army is going to put us all through a mini boot camp again. Also looks like I'll be learning hand-to-hand combat as well as learning how to clear buildings as part of a sweeper team. Not sure if I'll really be doing THAT when I get over there, but I guess we all have to learn it anyway. Lots of Physical training (of course), so I'm steeling myself for the fact that the Army is gonna run our sorry Navy asses into the ground! haha. Who would have thought that when I joined the NAVY all those years ago that I would

Tag
Once u have been tagged,u have to write a blog wit 10 weird or random things,facts or habits bout ur self.At the end,u choose at least 5 ppl to b tagged,listin their names.Dont forgit to leave comment that sayz,"ur it!" on their profile & ask them to read ur blog.U cant tag the person who tagged u. 1. I LOVE country girls 2. I cuss A LOT 3. I've met over 200 people from the internet 4. I HAVE BEEN IN TROUBLE WITH THE LAW 5. I GOT MARRIED WHEN I WAS 18 6. I GOT DIVORCED WHEN I WAS within 8 months 7. I AM a swinger 8. I AM a very loving & romantic person 9. I LOVE TO BE THE CENTER OF ATTENTION 10.I ran my first dealership @ 23 yrs of age the 5 ppl I tagged are: 1. Sexy_texy 2. DD_Diva 3. Wish 4. Huggable 5. dixie