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Jeeps, Are They A Girl's Ride?
I was told that my jeep looked like a girl's car. Of course, this guy that said it also thinks Hummer H2's are the best off-road vehicle ever made. (I'll save this for another entry.) I can't believe that anyone would think that a Jeep is a girly ride. They were used in military applications for many years. They are very agile off-road. The CJ5 like I have is very short and narrow, allowing me to make tight trail turns without having to backup. They use alot of the best parts available straight from the factory. The inline 6 engine (4.2L, not the 4.0L) has a lot of torque and gets surprising fuel mileage. It has a great suspension setup and is easily modified. And it's a convertible (of sorts)! I've enjoyed this Jeep since day one and I can tell you now, not many girls could handle it on the trails like I do.

Johns Crackhead Bitch
bitch how dare you send me shit then tell My babygirl bitches r sending me shit? you fucking low down. i have never done nething to u crackheads. i havnt even tlkd to ur crazy ass. that was such a low down thing u did. plz stay the hell off of my page. does john know u were sending me gifts and going to my page everyday?

Cherry
Thou gav'st me leave to kiss, Thou gav'st me leave to woo; Thou mad'st me think, by this And that, thou lov'st me too. But I shall ne'er forget How, for to make thee merry Thou mad'st me chop, but yet Another snapp'd the cherry.

I Miss You
I Miss You I Love You, But do you love me? You say you do, But you have broke up with me more than once, So how do I know you won't do it again? You make me happy, You make me feel safe in your arms, For once I am happy with life, Because I have you, But how long will that last? I'm scared of losing you, You're the only guy that don't hit me, So just to let you know, I love you, And I will never hurt you, Because you are the only guy I ever want in my life, And the only guy I want to have kids with, So I am asking you please don't hurt me! And please don't ever leave me! done by christine

Some Days
Some days are better then others I like the rain its raining today the sound of the rain and the garbage truck makes this day sound and look ok, Garbage truck you think, well they pick up the trash and the hood is clean again, then I get to see the rednecks trailer across the street normally roof high in beer cans and bottles his yard is clean again and it makes where I am living a fine and wonderful shit whole yet again. I have always hated Mondays they are a start of something, that can make or break you for the whole week, if you call in sick people leer at you, if you make a mistake then people jump all over it and that mistake seems to follow you until Wednesday , come in hungover and the whole work place yells and screams HEY HAVE FUN THIS WEEKEND...oh fuck off then... I think this country would be better off starting its work week on Tuesday that way people can re cope after the weekend Mondays suck.

No Fun
Right, here we go now A sociology lecture With a bit of psychology A bit of neurology A bit of fuckology No fun Right, no fun My babe, no fun No fun My babe, no fun Fun to be alone Alone and by myself Fun to be alone In love with nobody else No fun My babe, no fun No fun My babe, no fun Fun to be alone Walking by myself Fun to be alone In love with no friends of mine Maybe go out Maybe stay at home Maybe call somebody on the telephone So c’mon, my baby c’mom So c’mon I’m alone Having no fun by myself This is no fun with nobody else I’m all alone By myself I’ll be alone Nobody else It’s no fun It’s no fun, all alone All alone, no fun All alone No Fun I’m alone I’m alive I’m alone And I’m waiting to have my fun I’m waiting ain’t got no one I’m all alone This is no fun No Fun All alone I’m alive No Fun I’m alive I’m alone No fun No fun No fun My babe, no fun Fun to be alone Walking by myself Fun to be alone In love with nobody

If I Was Your And Yous Only?
1.)How many times a day would you kiss me? 2.)How many times a day would you just want to hold me? 3.)Would you take me places? 4.)Would you love me? 5.)If we went out on a date would you have me pay for it? 6.)Would you take me anywhere special? 7.)If I was sick... what would you do? 8.)If we had sex...what would you do afterwards? 9.)If one of my friends tried to get with you what would you do? 10.)Would you tell me? 11.)Would you listen to all my problems and help me solve them? 12.)Would you introduce me to your mom/dad? 13.)Would you care about what I wore when we go out? 14.)Would you go to the club with me? 15.)If your friend tried to get with me what would you do? 16.)If someone tried to fight with me in front of you what would you do? 17.)If a girl/guy tried to talk or dance with you at the club what would you do? 18.)Would you give me your myspace password? 19.)If I gav

Get In The Boat
Get in the Boat A traveling preacher finds himself caught in a tremendous rainstorm. Within a few hours, the motel he's staying in is flooded. As the water rises, the preacher climbs to the roof and starts praying. Just then, a coast guard rescue party floats by in a boat. "Let's go, mister, into the boat." "I'll stay here," says the preacher. "The Lord will save me." The men in the boat shrug and move on. An hour later, a second boat reaches the motel. "Sir, you better get in. The water is still rising." "No thanks," says the preacher. "The Lord is my salvation." Toward evening, the motel is almost completely under water, and the preacher is clinging to the satellite dish on the roof. Another boat comes by and they shout out to him through the rain... "Hey buddy, get in the boat! This is your last chance." "I'm all right," says the preacher, looking toward heaven. I KNOW the Lord will provide." As the boat departs, the satellite dish is struck b

Son....(poem From A Dad To A Son)
SON I said goodbye to you today, son, You look so proud and brave. You hugged me close and told me not to worry, You promise to come home safe. You wrote us everyday, about the dirt, wind and sun. About all the quirky things You and other soldiers had done. You sent me pictures recently, Sad to say the gleam in your eyes is gone. But you laugh and tell me I am wrong, That life is treating as kind as it can . I cant believe its been more than a month, Since I last hugged you goodbye. Did I remember to tell you I loved you, Or how proud you've made me son? I said goodbye to you again today, son, I cant believe your gone. I brought you flowers today The ones you use to love. Your mom still cries for you so So this time I came alone. As I left your side I looked back I swear I saw you look at me. I remember the day you left me, son, I felt the pangs of hurt. It haunts me to this very day, Did I tell you that you were the man I hoped you'd becom

Update On Stina's Life
I've had several modeling offers lately, this is good cause I need money, bad because I have virtually no experience, and an odd schedule for things. But I need the money something fierce, so I don't think I can back down from some things...if only I had time to keep drawing or painting, I would try to sell my wares...but no time, and no money to buy supplies...ugh What a pickle I'm in financially. Love life = confusing as ever. Once I think something is going to work out, or I'm about to open myself to an opportunity, something happens. Ugh...even when I'm thinking of opening myself to someone else...blah. But, things could be worse, so I guess I'll count the confused little blessings I get. School is ok, I'm finally getting back into the swing of things...which is wonderful...I'm excited. Panda and Ryan and I are working on finding a house for us all to rent together nest semester, it's going to be great...yet brings back the financial issue...I should SERIOUSLY look

Setbacks
i'm so small you can't see me- i've often wondered if you stopped for even a moment to notice. but a glimmer of hope across current technologies... unfeeling emotions are erupting. and who are you to love me? who am i to love you back? i could never describe it in words, only in my head... where silent words stay silent and screaming loss of you burns so deep it's scarring. all i wanted was a moment of you, which has exploded into an earth of confusion and amazing setbacks to be rid of you. your name still lingers on my lips. and the taste is mostly bitter. holding onto nothing, i've poured out more to you with no words than i ever did before. who am i to love you? I'm positive that you are no one. and i'm waiting for the day i can say it with truth, never feeling for you again. 2/15/07 11:34 pm

Storms And Redundancy
something sunny...a little more cheerful... but i have so much to say that the clouds are rolling in... that first clap of thunder was a little... disarming, wasn't it? wait til you see the lightning... 'cause it's flashing so bright my sunglasses shatter. and don't pretend you didn't see that rain... it falls in sheets... melting my world into a puddle i wish like hell i could swim out of. it's raging so hard i can't brave the wind anymore and it sends me flying... back to somewhere i never wanted to be again. somehow this doesn't feel as good as it did when i started.

Ok Well Here We Go Again They Say It Comes In 3's
OK well I have not even went to the first funeral yet and now there will most likely be another one coming up this week a friends baby passed away last night she was a sweet gurl and im so heart broken for her and her family so remember hold the ones u love close and never let them go far you never know when its going to be the last I Love You or the last Have A Good Day or the last Good Bye I thank god for my family and friends in my life stay safe and continue loveing one another *mauhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh*

Never Forget Heros From The Wtc 9/11/01 G-p
Okay I was going to post this as one blog but it will not let me post it in it's entirety Blogs on CT are limited to 50000 characters and this one has 113000 characters So I will do it in a couple parts Here is a little something to reflect on, It will take a while to go through all the names but we need to never forget, We don't need just rememmber on the anniversary of that fatefull day, We need to Never, Ever Forget!!! God Bless the USA CONFIRMED DEAD: 2948 • REPORTED DEAD: 24 • REPORTED MISSING: 24 • TOTAL: 2996 WTC Heros Fredric Gabler, 30, New York, N.Y.* Richard S. Gabrielle, 50, West Haven, Conn.* James Andrew Gadiel, 23, New York, N.Y.* Pamela Gaff, 51, Robinsville, N.J. Ervin Vincent Gailliard, 42, New York, N.Y.* Deanna L. Galante, 32, New York, N.Y.* Grace Galante, 29, New York, N.Y.* Anthony Edward Gallagher, 41, New York, N.Y.* Daniel James Gallagher, 23, Red Bank, N.J.* John Patrick Gallagher, 31, Yonkers, N.Y.* Cono E. Gallo, 30, Ne

My Son
In Memory Of David Russell 1989 - 2005 16 years of age MeryvilleThe United States The dust has settled on the thingsThat I have stored awayA favorite toy, for little boyA jar of dried out clay.A photograph when y... view memorial powered by Christian Memorials

The In Between
As children the only thing we worry about is if the rain is going to make us stay inside for recess, or if sneaking the dog our vegetables will mean time out. High school rolls in with the excitement of driving and hoping that you are talented enough to slip in after curfew. College comes within a blink of an eye, juggling term papers between parties becomes your new goal. Within in a breathless moment you fall in love, and jump into the whirlwind of having a family. With a lifetime behind it a wave crashes down, and flashes every hope, dream and failure before you eyes as you say the last goodbyes. Good, bad, or unnoticed time flies, and the end will come. How do you want to fill up the spaces in between?

Friends
If you lucky enough to have friends Keep them cause friends are rare True friends im talking about... I recently had two very nice friends and what did i do I hurt them very much by my actions now they are no longer my friends if i could turn back time i most surely would ... Cause I lost the Best friends in the world i could ever have...... I'm So Sorry I didn't think and its my fault!!!

4 Words After Sexx,,,,,
Lets see how long we can keep this going! Azalia- Get tha fuk out! Erica- Call you a taxi? Chris - Erica your taxi's here Harmony - whats your name again? Tim- that one was MESSY! Oliver - woman... be my slave Paul- Gee well that Happened Chris - May i sleep now? Gaylene - here's the bill now? George - Lover, you're my first. fantasia- Alright who was next? tiggrowl- May i have another???? jennifer- hi, my name's jen... Dee- U SHOT MY EYE !!!!!!! Shawn- Quit Callin' me Daddy Tiffany- I have to pee! Eric - Hi, my name's Eric Jo- Mmm, that was salty! Selina- FUCK.....Is that it? Jerry- Your mum was better!! John- Is your mom home? :) Wendy- Not in my hair! D.A.M.- I am a mormon!! Mari- oh wow u suck!!! D-ok, one more time!! BELLA- umm is in yet??? neal- where are my pants? BIZ- Next to the gimp Beak Wilder- How old are you? Lauren Lydia- are you on myspace tim- that's never happened before... garrett- god damn im good.... Tony C- It's just razor burn.

2 Days
until my vacation... im so ready !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Surgery Went Good
Hi everyone, well had surgery on the 13th of Feb ...They had to go in and try to fix the damaged nerve in my left elbow so they tore out some tissue in between the two bones cause they couldn't get the two bones to stop rubbing on the damaged nerve so they thought they'd make room with taking out the tissue in there to see if it would help.. Because they couldn't get the nerve to extend any to take it out from in between the two bones... Well went and got the stitches out last week they said it looks good but my elbow part is still numb not sure if its supose to be like that or not he said he'll see me in another month to see if the healing is still going good or not... But still in some pain and wondering if its supose to be like this but i can't seeh im untill next month now... So might get ahold of my family dr and go see him and see what he says he's a good dr and will see me and give me good advice i've been with him since 99 ... Anyways thought i'd give everyone a update as why i

Showers...
I enjoy my body and have total knowledge as to what I want and need. Every morning and sometimes at night, I "play" in the shower…whilst doing this I fantasize about someone actually enjoying watching me do this and him getting pleasure out of this… The shower head has long ago disappeared in our bathroom as it is not conducive to what I want…I need a constant solid stream of water to pour out of the pipe above me… Yes, I was asked what happened to the shower head and I replied at the time that it was defective and that I had thrown it away….grin I soap myself and get clean and then rinse off in the water. I now set the water to be cooler as this delays my reactions, otherwise it would be too quick and I would loose out. Now I play. I firstly have shower gel in my hands which I gently rub over my breasts and hard nipples, rolling the nipples between my fingers and gently but firmly pull on them like a man would if he were sucking them. This causes an immediate reaction as my bre

"with Arms Wide Open" Creed
"With Arms Wide Open" Well I just heard the news today It seems my life is going to change I closed my eyes, begin to pray Then tears of joy stream down my face With arms wide open Under the sunlight Welcome to this place I'll show you everything With arms wide open With arms wide open Well I don't know if I'm ready To be the man I have to be I'll take a breath, I'll take her by my side We stand in awe, we've created life With arms wide open Under the sunlight Welcome to this place I'll show you everything With arms wide open Now everything has changed I'll show you love I'll show you everything With arms wide open With arms wide open I'll show you everything ...oh yeah With arms wide open..wide open [Guitar Break] If I had just one wish Only one demand I hope he's not like me I hope he understands That he can take this life And hold it by the hand And he can greet the world With arms wide open... With arms

The Building Explosion...
Here it comes My emotions are high People got hurt I want to cry Someone I care about Being wronged twice over The world's messed up It's just not right They did nothing wrong But they're being blamed I wasn't there to stop it Now I am ashamed I wish I could stop The building explosion But there's just no way To stop all the pain

Weather... Apparently
You Are Lightning Beautiful yet dangerous People will stop and watch you when you appear Even though you're capable of random violence You are best known for: your power Your dominant state: performing What Type of Weather Are You?

Homeless
So yesterday I was just thinking my random thoughts while I was out paying bills, fun, huh, well anyway during that time I saw a homeless woman, and I looked at her with respect knowing that with what life has handed her and all the others, they are the surviors, fighters, the ones who live life for life not the rat race we follow. Do you think when they were children they said Hey, when I grow up I wanna be homeless. I doubt it, we all have childhood dreams of success, families, love, wealth. Do you have all that you have dreamed, are you happy or is it always wanting more? We watch movies and TV watching others with the choices they have made. We read all about finding yourself, believing in all that can be thought. Do you help the ones that need? Or do you look away, with disgrace. If every home in America was to take in just 1 homeless the world would smile with the knowledge of giving. Its not about what we take from others, its about the smile and warmth that we give. Sit for

Love
If you love someone you shouldn't let them go without a good fight. On the other hand if you love someone you shouldn't give up on them so easily. I won't give up that easily without a good fight. That's my opinion anyway!!!

My Own Company
Hey ya'll I know it's been a while, and I'm sorry about that just been really stressed out about alot of things! So let me get you up to speed on whats going on in my life...Me and John are doing great the kids are well there kids....Anyways One night John and I were up late watching tv and I saw a add for SMC so yeah it got to me so I thought I would look into it, got my info package and talked to john about it he told me if I wanted to then we can give it a try *never hurts to try* so the first time I tryed to Join my bank card would not go *yes there is money in the bank*, Okay thats fine maybe the website is having problems, Second time I tryed Nope not going *Okay fine maybe it's not for me*, but hell why not give it one more Try and IT DID IT! okay so thats done with they said I should get my kit soon so I waited and waited and waited guess what no kit as of sunday so sunday night I sent them a e-mail letting them know I did not get my kit yet blah blah blah, Monday UPS truck pul

Do You Hold A Grudge
You Sometimes Hold a Grudge You aren't exactly vengeful, but you're not going to forget when someone wrongs you. And while you'll forgive the small things, you don't hand out too many second chances to people who really screw up. Do You Hold a Grudge?

What Tarot Card Are You
You Are Death You symbolize the end, which can be frightening. But you also symbolize the immortality of the soul. You represent transformation, rebirth of a new life. Sweeping away the past is part of this card, as painful as it may be. Your fortune: Don't worry, this card does not predict death itself. Instead it foreshadows the ending of an era of your life, one that is hard to let go of. But with the future great new things will come, and it's time to embrace them. Mourn for a while, but then face the future with humility and courage. What Tarot Card Are You?

Please Help Me!!
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Do So Good For The Kids..
Some of you whom actually do know me, know of Tristan my grandson. His pics are on my page. He is now 15 months old. Those that don't here is a short version of my favor. He was born at Metro Hospital in Cleveland in Nov 05, he is my first grandchild and was a preemie. He was immediately taken to ICU and my world changed. I had never seen so many little tubes and needles and such an intense place for babies. Months went by and we were deperate to hear just a tiny sound from him. After 5 long months he was released from ICU to a rehab center, 2 months after that he finally went home. He has a G-tube in his belly and will be on oxygen prolly another year or so. He's an amazing little boy. But my favor is to help say THANK YOU to the hospital that took such good care of him and us through a whirlwind time. I can assure you there are MANY babies and children in ICU and other area of the hospital that NO ONE comes to visit. Mostly its the babies are left to feel loved from the sta

Cybersex Gone Wrong
Ive posted a couple of these in my bulletins but hardly anyones looked so i might as wll post them here. hope you enjoy them Wellhung: Hello, Sweetheart. What do you look like? Sweetheart: I am wearing a red silk blouse, a miniskirt and high heels. I work out every day, I'm toned and perfect. My measurements are 36-24-36. What do you look like? Wellhung: I'm 6'3" and about 250 pounds.I wear glasses and I have on a pair of blue sweat pants I just bought from Walmart.I'm also wearing a T-shirt with a few spots of barbecue sauce on it from dinner...it smells funny. Sweetheart: I want you.Would you like to screw me? Wellhung: OK Sweetheart: We're in my bedroom.There's soft music playing on the stereo and candles on my dresser and night table.I'm looking up into your eyes, smiling. My hand works its way down to your crotch and begins to fondle your huge, swelling bulge. Wellhung: I'm gulping, I'm beginning to sweat. Sweetheart: I'm pulling up your shirt and kissing yo

Dead Tomarrow
Dead Tomorrow All so Hollow Dead tomorrow You gave me this pain. You can’t take it away. Flies will lay their eggs. A crooked smile Hollow eyes So long, so many lies. A victim of our demise Glass, I have become. All so hollow Dead tomorrow I never wanted this. Cold was our last kiss Nothing, I have become. Love it when I bleed. Watch me beating me. Broken, I am. Drift away In a world of decay Dead so long Hollow stayed Torn inside With a crooked smile Hollow eyes Dead again Full of sorrow Dead tomorrow Killed what you can’t fix. I loved you, I love you. Look what you did Never, never wanted this. Suicide Saints Music 2007 Lyrics by: Brandon Fordosi

Reminisce
Walking these empty paths Concrete cracked and cold Keep searching for him Special someone to hold Each path all dead ends Lost, and starting to worry The storm approaches fast She stands sturdy in it's fury Bathing in rain as it falls Droplets leave tiny scares Her body remains motionless Soul trapped behind bars She's far too blind to see She's too deaf to hear it Through lightning, and noise A glimmer of hope, is lit She's forgotten everything Everything she stands for She's forgotten she's loved He's just behind that door Physically he may not be there To feel a touch is such bliss To be loved is a gift from God He's right there just reminisce Love is greater than any touch To know there's someone who cares Distance can't part destined soul mates So just dry those needless tears That glimmer of hope grows Confidence arises in her face The path no longer guides her She steps off it with grace No longer will she walk alone Love surroun

Sick
Well I have been sick these past few days...now I have a fever, and awake cause I can't get comfy!! UGH! I hate this feeling! It's 4:20 am and I feel like crap...sorry if I have't sent out comments, and thank-you to the ones who have checked on me...I as well miss my best friend...Kaos:( again ugh! Much Razor

My Condolences
come, now. i rant when i depress i say things that haunt for my benefit. it's the only way i feel i can get it out without pain or stupidity. never let anything i say get to you, because if i offend, i really only mean to let stress out.

House In Glendale, Ca
There is a house in the Glendale, California area that had alot of weird thigs go on when I lived there when I was 5-9yrs old. im 38 now,lol Well there was a neighbor that said she saw a blue light in our front window at night, well we didnt have any night lites and never could see it for ourselves, there was a time when I looked into our front room and saw people dancing arround in grass, they looked to be in Victorian dress. We had a built on room in the back next to the master bedroom it had no instalation and was completely louverd windows, that room would be 20-30 degrees on a summer day of 90-100 degress outside. When you would turn your back and walk away from that room you would get chills and want to scream!, well the last thing I can remember was a large solid white ORB in the hallway just at the bedroom door. It looked like a flashlight but no glare. I screamed and my parent woke but it was gone. I wish to get into that house again, but last time it was up for

What Mythical Creature Are U
You Are a Centaur In general, you are a very cautious and reserved person. However, you are also warm hearted, and you enjoy helping others in practical ways. You are a great teacher, and you are really good at helping people get their lives in order. You are very intuitive, and you go with your gut. You make good decisions easily. What Mythological Creature Are You?

Came Across This Article Today
You can go and read the article here: Read This This is what my husband and I feel about this. Unjust Punishment I was horrified earlier today when I stumbled upon an article about a man infected with TB being held on the jail ward of the Maricopa Medical Center without “TV, a radio, a cellphone, a shower or visitors.” Now, go read the article to get the full effect, then come back and read my rant. ;) Okay, I understand the whole quarantine part. But I don’t understand why they won’t let him have any modern comforts. A phone, radio, tv, computer, etc. can not spread TB. And if this room is built for situations such as this, why doesn’t it have a shower? Think about it. He’s been there for 8 months! With no shower? Honestly, from the way this fellow is being treated I’m not sure if they want him to die from the TB, sadness, or of unsanitary conditions. And don’t start giving Sheriff Joe Arpaio flack about this. For one, I see no mention of him in the story at all. And s

All Blogs Into One
:) morals mean nothing in nature. Squiggly line Oh squiggly line in my eye fluid. I see you lurking there on the periphery of my vision. But when I try to look at you, you scurry away. Are you shy, squiggly line? Why only when I ignore you, do you return to the center of my eye? Oh, squiggly line, it's alright, you are forgiven. "from family guy" Matrix Killer so I had a crazy dream I locked myself in my bedroom and I guess my friends and the police were trying to get in because I killed the cast of the matrix, it was funny one person tried going up through the laundry chute, I blocked my door with all this crap that I didn't have in real life and some reason my door would not stay shut, so I taped it and magically a locked formed on it. I came in the room with a shotgun and I hide it some where but I forgot where I put it so the whole time I was looking for it and my room got bigger and bigger, there was 2 other people in the room and they

Dont Believe Me Well Read This!!!
Dubious about why they were fighting a Catholic country and fed up with mistreatment by their Anglo-Protestant officers, hundreds of Irish, German and other immigrants deserted Taylor's army and joined forces with Mexico. Led by Capt. John Riley of Co. Galway, they called themselves the St. Patrick's Battalion (in Spanish, the San Patricios) and fought against their former comrades in all the major campaigns of the war. The history of the San Patricios is a woeful tale of angry, bewildered, naive, or calculating young men, from varied backgrounds, who deserted for a myriad of reasons and paid a fearful price. The San Patricios, in the words of one Mexican general, "deserved the highest praise, because they fought with daring bravery." But eventually, Mexico surrendered, ceding almost half its territory to the United States. Each San Patricio who deserted from the US side was interned after the war in Mexico and subsequently given an individual court-martial trial. Many of

Assbags Will Be Hunted......
what's up people in cherryworld< there seems to be an over abundance of assbags littering sites of the cool. the unity of captian bacon and the rest of the cool will find and fuck you back. so in the words of disturbed "just stop".

Please Help~contest Ends Sunday 1pm Est
Hey There Everyone Please Come and Vote for my sexy girl Named Sexy Simmer She is the bomb and she is a good friend and If you bomb her pic until sunday I Will make a tag for you and Buy a gift for you when I get back just send ME a message to let me know who helpped. Please Help her out thank you.

Birthday Boy
happy bithday to the one who makes me smile who hold my hands and talks for a while im sending a hug just to let you know i am thinking of you wherever i go from my soft lips im sending you a kiss to keep in your pocket from your little miss i love the way you make me giggle and kiss me neck and make me wiggle my words are the truth on that you can bet you have a key already to my heart that is set happy birthday again i hope its gone well i didnt trip over you know that i fell...

Better Than Me- Hinder Lyrics
I think you can do much better than me After all the lies I made you believe Guilt kicks in and I start to see The edge of the bed Where your nightgown used to be I told myself I wouldn't miss you But I remembered What it feels like beside you I really miss your hair in my face And the way your innocence tastes And I think you should know this You deserve much better than me While looking through your old box of notes I found those pictures I took That you were looking for If there's one memory I don't want to lose That time at the mall You and me in the dressing room I told myself I won't miss you But I remembered What it feels like beside you I really miss your hair in my face And the way your innocence tastes And I think you should know this You deserve much better than me The bed I'm lying in is getting colder Wish I never would've said it's over And I can't pretend that I won't think about you when I'm older Cause we never really had our closure Th

Freak Out
so,my brother found a set of billiard ballsabout 10 years ago,and has stored them ever since right?well,today i went to install a ceiling fan in my aunts house,and her neighbor gave me a pool table and some cues,but no balls.so,after a decade of being a pack rat,my bros balls come in handy.pretty trippy

Get Your Laugh On..
An old couple celebrating their 50th anniversary at home decide to relive their wedding night by sitting at the table naked. "Honey, my nipples are so hot for you as they were 50 years ago!" says the wife. The husband replies, "Thats because they're in your soup". Q: Why do woman fake orgasms? A: Because they think we care. Q: What do gay termites eat? A: Woodpeckers!.. Two drunks walking down the street come across a dog sitting on the curb, licking his balls. "Damm, I sure wish I could do that, " says one of the bums. "You can", the other bum says. "just be sure to pet him first." Q: What's the definition of trust? A: Two cannibals giving each other a blowjob. An executive has to fire an employee and narrows it down to two equally qualified people, Anna and Jack. Later that day Anna sees her boss looking upset. "What's wrong?" she asks. "Well, " he replies, "I'm afriad I have to lay you or Jack off." Anna thinks it over for a few moments and says, "Do you min

Deliverance
Dilverance You make me weak, You bring me to my knees. Broken skin shelters these blows, I can understand why you would hate me. Their voices are so loud all around me, But I can’t hear a sound. I tie my hands, Hold my breath and await a prayer. Something profound. You make me weak, You bring me to my knees. Broken skin shelters these blows, I can understand why you would bind me. As the world falls away, Here in my corner of the world, I find my place. Among the misery ridden, Here lays another tragedy. All sealed with guilt. You made me weak, Brought me to my knees. I shed the broken skin that sheltered, I can understand why you would break me. You were so much more than me, I failed you when I stood alone. When I went away I made you fine. Since I’ve gone away, I’ve watched you fly. You kept me so far away, I heard your words, But the voice was not your own, You made me fine. You made me fine. © Ashley Farrar, All rights reserved

I Will Never Get Bondage . . .
You know, I am a pretty "open" person when it comes to the bedroom. I do not have a lot of "limits" in what I am willing to try or like. Recently, a freind and I were talking about bondage. She asked me what are my limits when it comes to BDSM, so I started thinking -"What are my limits?" I told her I would get back to her. I had done research on this topic for some of my erotic stories - talking to persons into the lifestyle about things that they do - but I never asked what went through their mind or got very specific on the truly "hardcore" equiptment and/or toys that were used. After thinking long and hard (no pun intended) for about a week now and thinking back to past experiences, I have come to the conclusion that I am not against restraints and/or handcuffs, nipple clamps, blindfolding, role-playing (to a degree) or occassional spanking (NOT BEATING!). I am also not averse to being dominated (actually quite liking it), but not to the point of humiliation. Sure,

A Fear
I never really got to know you though I had several chances The moments that we spent together seemed to come and go in glances I thought those times were something special But now it seems they were just a vessel Now I know what's in your heart But still I don't know where to start You say your sorry so many times You say you love me with words that rhyme My word to you is quite sincere You will always be my friend so dear The one that I love and hold so near You know how to find me, just look here So now please tell me just one more time Should I stay close by so you could be mine Or should I take a few steps back til the end of time

A Few Things On Being Human
You will receive a body. You may like it or hate it, but it's yours to keep for the entire period. You will learn lessons. You are enrolled in a full-time, informal school called life. There are no mistakes, only lessons. Growth is a process of trial, error and experimentation. The "failed" experiments are as much a part of the process as the experiments that ultimately "work". Lessons are repeated until they are learned. A lesson will be presented to you in various forms until you have learned it. When you have learned it, you can go on to the next lesson. Learning lessons does not end. There is no part of life that doesn't contain it's lessons. If you're alive, there are still lessons to be learned. "There" is no better than "here". When your "there" has become "here", you will simply obtain another "there" that will again look better than "here". Other people are merely mirrors of you. You can not love or hate s

Michael Buble - Fever
Never know how much I love you Never know how much I care When you put your arms around me I get a fever that's so hard to bear You give me fever when you kiss me Fever when you hold me tight Fever in the morning Fever all through the night. Sun lights up the daytime Moon lights up the night I light up when you call my name And you know I'm gonna treat you right You give me fever when you kiss me Fever when you hold me tight Fever in the morning Fever all through the night Ev'rybody's got the fever That is something you all know Fever isn't such a new thing Fever started long ago Romeo loved Juliet Juliet she felt the same When he put his arms around her He said 'Julie, baby, you're my flame Thou giv-est fever when we kisseth Fever with the flaming youth Fever I'm afire Fever yea I burn for sooth' Captain Smith and Pocahantas Had a very mad affair When her daddy tried to kill him She said 'Daddy, o, don't you dare He gives me fever with his kisses

The Park,,,,,
True as it was, I was definatly feelin you, Your touch sent shivers down my spine, I couldn't stop it,,, nothin i could do, Your smile was so uplifting, Our souls met eachothers half way, You were there for me through a tough time, You know i luv you for that till this day, Your friendship was so strong, I thought it would never break, Somewhere we lost who we were, I never thought for eachother we'd forsake, After some harsh words of misunderstanding, Till this day ive missed you, Your strength you let me feed on, You helping with what i knew to do, You and I go back a long time papi, Honestly what are we fighting for??? You know those feelings are there between us, Stop pushing me out the door, To see the pictures of us together, All the memorys of that day rush back to me, Like a ghost never saying goodbye, You are an angel with heavenly wings, You picked up my soul and gave me strength, To make it through a difficult time, I hope and pray that

Written December 6th, 2006
An Explanation----The Al Show Unfortunately my computer's been having major problems lately but i'm hoping i can finish this time with this blog. I hadent completely explained as to why the show on december 2nd did not happen. Fact is, there were some last minute problems with the venue we had the date at. In fact, we found out having the show there wasnt possible from the start, but the people there were not honest and for their own financial gain tried to make it so i couldnt really go elsewhere to have the show. But, we all know i'm a stubborn-ass so i walked out. I tried my hardest to find another venue last minute but unfortunately everything fell through. People gave me the run-around. At first i was hoping to postpone the show until i found a stable place to hold it but quite frankly, i dont think im going to try at this point. Through the booking of the show, i've learned alot of things..and certain things disappointed me a great deal. Though people may be selfish, i tho

Over The Hills And Far Away
How I hate you CT. Subject lines piss me off. ANYWAYS. If I ever start to feel this extreme about some one, lock me up and starve me. Either that or leave me to my bliss. Because if you can make me loopy, your probably real. I can see through most the bullshit men and women feed me. Anyways, NightWish. Phenomenal song. "Over the Hills and Far Away"

Just Dreams
Sweet dream do you even know The words you write and what you sow How you affect my thoughts to be How you stir things deep within me Hope does fill me and so does fear Yet I seek you , your voice to hear For pains of the past built my wall And now you come and they fall You go where none have been let in And you stir my lusty thoughts of sin Passion that pulls me in your way My mind fills with you more every day Thoughts of the taste of our sweet kiss I wonder if your mind fills like this If you are drawn to me as I am to you This is something in me long over due Would you dream as I do of sharing life Would you share both the joys and the strife Face hand in hand all that will ever be Link your soul and mine through eternity It is clear we share much of the ways we see This world and of what we think it to be We share a passion for life and we feel You seem like a dream yet I know your real So I know this so deep and know it is true What will be will be ! Li

Memories......
My Worst Fear Current mood: contemplative Can memories be tainted? a very special person said this to me lastnight while we were discussing his upcoming visit: memories can never be ruined or diminished........ they exist in the moment they happen, you can never repeat them because that exact moment can never happen again. If you have a memory of something, either good or bad, can things that happen henceforth change them? Suppose this....You have a memory of something good that someone did or said. Years later you learn that they had an ulterior motive, and that thing that they did or said wasn't what you thought it was. Can this affect your memory of this event and/or person??? I have good memories and bad memories of this person I was speaking to about this idea. He brought up the subject of doing something new, something he and I had never done together. The idea worries me...not bc I dont desire to do this with him but I'm afraid it will tarnish th

Pain Away
the great and secret show of the hopefull, enlightend by the simple act of kindness.from afriend or stranger. no need to push the hate down just let it fly on its way from the happiness inside. thanks stephanie.

Lets Get It Started
OK,WEVE WRAPPED PRODUCTION ON OUR LATEST DISASTERPIECE ENTITLED"ILL DO YOU BETTER THAN YOU DO",AND IM NOT RELEASING IT.HOWEVER,IF YOU BUY THREE OF OUR TRACKS FROM SNOCAP,ILL GIVE YOU A COPY OF THE NEW ALBUM FREE.SO,LETS SEE WHO REALLY LOVES ME AND HELP ME RETIRE FOR GOOD.

End Of Time
As the waves crash upon the shore, And the sun begins to set, The birds flow through the skies, And you find your soul at rest, A harmonious flow of ripples, Caresses the beautiful shore, Two eyes meet once again, And their souls begin to soar, Embraced by all the beauty, Surround by the sounds, They gently touch eachother, In eachothers eyes, they are soon found, His hand brushes lightly on her face, Her hand grasps his hips with delight, They felt the connection at last, Like a swan aloft in flight, He holds her so close to his heart, Though he does not let her know, She reaches for his destiny, Then begins to let it unfold, These two have felt eachother, Within eachothers mind, I wonder will they last, And beat the end of time, Written by : Azalia Written on: March 6th,2007

A Little Sad....
A friend that I met on here has been going through a hard time...dealing with a divorce and whatnot. So, I understand that she hasn't been on much...but we talked a lot, and then all of a sudden it's like nothing! Doesn't IM me when she gets online anymore, no messages, nothing! She got online and ripped off all of her photos but one. I hadn't heard anything from her in a while, so I left her some CT comments...I even called her voice comment yesterday to say hello. I wrote on her wall to let her know that I love her and was thinking about her, and even went on her myspace page to say hello. Well, I went on myspace today only to find out that she was no longer on my top friends list. Which means she either deleted me, or got rid of her myspace all together. Unfortunately I don't remember what her myspace link was so I can't just go to it and find her. Needless to say, finding that she was no longer on my top friends list on myspace made me sad....and hurt. Since it seems ob

Good Bye
Well it was nice being on here for what time i was i met some interesting people and i what to say ty for those that came my friend and made me feel welcome as i did im quiting the site for good now so i wish each and everyone of you the best

Dark Poems
there is a very dark ness that came over my dark heart i feel the tears i feel the pain in my heart my soul whips of blood tears for i want a man that i love he is my heart and soulmate for life i lay across my bed crying blood tears for another is trying totake my love away from me i cry my soul for there will never bed another loveer like you ladydespair09 one of my peoms

Heres To Goodbye, Tomorrows Gone And Come Too Soon
So my life is kinda sucking. I am not happy at all. I just feel sad. Besides the fact the one person i love threw me away hes just being cold. And that hurts more. I had 2 moles removed yesterday. I find out in 10 days if they are cancerous. This is my arm Anyhow... So denied, so I lied Are you the now or never kind? In a day and a day love Im gonna be gone for good again Are you willing to be had? Are you cool with just tonight? Heres a toast to all those who hear me all to well Heres to the night we felt alive Heres to the tears you knew youd cry Heres to goodbye tomorrows gone and come too soon Put your name on the line Along with place and time Want to stay, not to go, I want to ditch the logical Heres a toast to all those who hear me all too well Heres to the night we felt alive Heres to the tears you knew youd cry Heres to goodbye tomorrows gone and come too soon All my time is froze in motion Cant I stay an hour or two or more Dont let me

Bike Accident
A woman named Jill stood up at her church's Testimony Meeting one Sunday morning. She took the microphone from one of the church ushers and bared her soul to the intrigued congregation: "I want to tell you about the awful accident that my husband, Jim, has suffered this past month. He was riding his bike, lost control, ran off the highway and hit a tree. He was rushed to the hospital, and could have died, but thank the Lord, all he suffered was a broken scrotum." The congregation gasped in horror. The men in the congregation were obviously uneasy and squirmed in their seats. "Jim has been in terrible pain all month since the accident. He has trouble breathing. He has trouble swallowing his food. He can hardly lift anything, he's in so much pain, and he has missed work because of it. "He can't lift our children up to hold them and give them the personal love that they need. Worst of all, we can no longer cuddle and have intimate relations. He is in constant pain, a pain so terribl

Dear Leah
to my ex friend Leah, if you are out there and read this Leah I want you back in my life, i miss you allot and I adore you I felt bad for two weeks,I will not lie to you ,I will be honest with you I fell for you and I know I come to you for anything you rocked my life yes I have a crush on you and love you. eric

Quiz Results
Your Seduction Style: The Charismatic You're beyond seductive, you're downright magnetic! You life live and approach seduction on a grand scale. You have an inner self confidence and energy that most people lack Your Personality Is Idealist (NF) You are a passionate, caring, and unique person. You are good at expressing yourself and sharing your ideals. You are the most compassionate of all types and connect with others easily. Your heart tends to rule you. You can't make decisions without considering feelings. You seek out other empathetic people to befriend. Truth and authenticity matters in your friendships. In love, you give everything you have to relationships. You fall in love easily. At work, you crave personal expression and meaning in your career. With others, you communicate well. You can spend all night talking with someone. As far as your looks go, you've likely taken the time to develop your own personal style. On weekend

My Higher Self
To My Higher Self I bless my Higher Self and ask that the way be made clear for the Divine Plan of my life now to come to pass. For me to fill the place that only I can fill and no-one else can fill. For me to do the work and the things that only I can do. I ask that all doors now be made open and all channels free for endless avalanches of abundance to be poured upon me from unexpected sources. I ask that all the above come to pass immediately, Under Grace and in a perfect way.

Crazy Day.
I spent my afternoon at the library, barely did anything significant that had to do with my research paper. I came home and I did nothing again. Just like Sunday and Monday. So I decided I would go to bed at about 9:30, take a nap and wake up at 12:30am. So I woke up and I started my reading again and started to write. I have two pages and a sentence on the third. Its 4:30 right now. I wrote like two pages in those like 4 hours. I spent one of those hours just reading and doing others things. I really wish I could just like come up with something great and type away. If only this were that easy. I have to "wake up" at 6am but I don't see the point in going back to sleep because I'm not going to want to wake up at all and I'm not even done with typing my paper either way. I feel like not going to school today and just staying up all morning/afternoon then crashing all night. It sounds like a great idea but I'm not going to do it. I need to go to school. and even if I say on until 4am to

Im On A Roll This Morning
When I talk about sex with people and why I feel how I do , or how I am, its hard to help them understand that sex is so much more then just a movement.Tantric sex IS a Spiritual Path of Ecstasy ----------- (Taken from the writtings of by Virato) Tantra's History The word "Tantra" has many definitions, and perhaps its real meaning has been lost to antiquity. Some scholars claim it comes from the Sanskrit or Hindi word for fabric or tapestry, meaning that it is woven into one's life. Others say that is comes from two Sanskrit words tanoti and trayati. Tanoti means to expand consciousness, and trayati means to liberate consciousness. One might then say that Tantra expands and liberates consciousness, making it the fabric of existence. The highest possible synthesis between love and meditation, Tantra is also the connection between the third dimension and other planes of existence beyond mere materiality. While not a religious philosophy, Tantra embraces a deep spiritu

Think Before You Speak.......
Thanks for this bulletin! Made me Lmfao! Think before you speak... Here are six reasons why you should think before you speak - the last one is great! Have you ever spoken and wished that you could immediately take the words back... or that you could crawl into a hole? Here are the Testimonials of a few people who did.... FIRST TESTIMONY: I walked into a hair salon with my husband and three kids in tow and asked loudly, "How much do you charge for a shampoo and a blow job?" I turned around and walked back out and never went back My husband didn't say a word... he knew better. SECOND TESTIMONY: I was at the golf store comparing different kinds of golf balls. I was unhappy with the women's type I had been using. After browsing for several minutes, I was approached by one of the good-looking gentlemen who works at the store. He asked if he could help me. Without thinking, I looked at him and said, "I think I like playing with mens balls" THIRD TESTIMONY:

Selfishness And Greed
Selfishness and greed. Lately, thats all I see. Murder everyday, when will the stupidity go away? There's so much drama going on. People should grow up and realize they're wrong. People should just be honest and stop forcing their fakeness upon us.

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How You Are In Love You fall in love quickly and easily. And very often. You tend to take more than give in relationships. You tend to get very attached when you're with someone. You want to see your love all the time. You love your partner unconditionally and don't try to make them change. You stay in love for a long time, even if you aren't loved back. When you fall, you fall hard. How Are You In Love?

Family Stuff
I got a call from my dad a little bit ago. Apparently my 19 yr old little sister was in a motorcycle accident last night with her boyfriend. He walked away with a few scratches. She dislocated her knee and scraped up her side and her face. There was some concern for her eye, but fortunately, it's responsive. She's down for an MRI right now to find out if there was any spinal damage. She's gonna need surgery...apparently her face has multiple contusions and some of her bones shifted or were fractured or something. She should be grateful to be alive. She's lucky. Apparently her boyfriend bought her a helmet...which she was wearing...along with a biker jacket and jeans. The damage could've been much worse.

Sometimes.......
Sometimes I get this feeling in my stomache late at night a feeling of lust love, no not love, not yet maybe never its too bad things are confusing nothings simple not even a call, then the sexes coverse and more is said than what is spoken. Then you wish your day away, your life away In fact you wish for everything to be dreamlike, a fairytale even. But you know it won't happen. The stomache hurts, it'll go away. It did before

Loss Of A Unborn Baby
i went to the hospital monday morning and found out that the baby i was carrying wasnt there they said it was a non-viable pregnancy which means that the baby has come out but the sack is still there its also called a silent misscarriage i had some cramps but not bad enough to alert me to having a misscarriag its kind of hard not to think about the baby when i see some stuff then i have to tell myself that im not pregnant any more i am getting my tubes tied finally after my 5th misscarriage but untill i can imma have the shot cause i so dont want my period right now, i am waiting on the sack to come out but i think it did already not sure but its hard to let go after seeing the baby and hearing the heartbeat i was 3 months pregnant but the baby didnt grow past 2 months i feel sad but then again i dont im relieved that the baby didnt suffer like if it was born early then died im doing good though i have my baby girl shes 6 months old so she helps alot

6 Random Things About Me
I love pockets. The more of them, the better. The deeper they are, the better. I suppose it’s because I see myself as a somewhat more practical Harpo Marx, and I like the idea of being able to carry anything someone might need. Also, if I decide to engage in petty theft and steal someone’s silverware, I want a coat that will hold every last utensil, with room left over for the coffee pot. When playing poker, I always prefer a series of raises to a player going “All-In”. To me, raises are the really fun aspect of the game. Raising and re-raising build tension and excitement, kicking in the adrenalin rush and heightening the suspense. Once you go “All-In”, that’s it. It’s all over. Cooking is fun. The toaster oven is as close as I like to come to a short-cut. I don’t like micro-waved foods. No micro-waved bacon, and especially no micro-wave popcorn. I especially enjoy frying bacon in a skillet, saving the grease, and using that grease to pop popcorn in later. It’s g

I Have A Request....not A Contest Promo...i Have An Idea For A Skin That I Need Someones Help With....
OK..I WANT TO DESIGN MY OWN SKIN FOR CHERRYTAP FOR MY BACKGROUND INSTEAD OF USING MY PICTURES OR CT'S SKINS...I MADE ONE FOR MY MYSPACE...USING THE GENERATORS FOR THE LAYOUTS BUT I CANT FIND A SKIN GENERATOR.... THERE IS A PICTURE IN MY LIL OLE ME ALBUM I WANT TO USE..IT IS THE ONE OF ME AND MY BEST FRIEND DARRIN...I WOULD LOVE FOR IT TO BE MY SKIN...BUT I DNT WANT IT JUST PLAIN YOU KNOW...I WANT IT TO STAND OUT... I WOULD LIKE TO HAVE MY MESSAGE CENTER CHANGED TO WHERE IT ISNT PLAIN YET GOES WITH THE DESIGN OF THE SKIN AND MY ALERT BOX AND BLAST BOX ALL TO MATCH THE DESIGN... IF ANYBODY CAN HELP ME WITH THIS....I WOULD GREATLY APPRECIATE IT...AND ID LOVE YOU FOREVER...LOL..NOT LIKE I DNT LOVE YOU ALREADY..BUT YOU KNOW I HAD TO THROW THAT IN THERE....LOL..WELL THAT IS MY REQUEST..IF YOU CAN HELP PLZ DO AND LET ME KNOW... LOVE YOU ALL ANGEL

Hair Pie....
So after the MERL pictures. And BEFORE the pie the gals and I got on a subject. A hairy one. A crotch hairy one. We were talking about our 4 day road trip to coachella this summer. "I so can't wait to hear you fart Dawn!" (Dawn is a self proclaimed non farter....that is SO another story) "What.EVER!!!" she smiled. I looked at Geeka. "She's gonna fart in her sleep I KNOW IT!!!! We'll catch her!" "I know! And poop! You're gonna have to poop while were there too!" Geeka chuckled. "Whatever. Stop the insanity. why are you two obsessed with my farting anyhow?" she rolled her eyes and took a sip of her diet coke. "You say you don't. And EVERYONE farts. EVERYONE!" I nod in agreement. "Well you two probably snore! I cant sleep with you. You snore. I will need earplugs." "You snore too sista" Geeka laughed out. She looked at me with wide eyes "That's how she gets rid of all her farts...she snores em out nnnnnshhhhnnnnnshhh!!!" she made a snoring s

A Special Thanks...
Thanks to 3 people who rated my "stuff" during this last Happy Hour. · 'Lovin John~*~Ro...' rated your stash item as 'Thumbs Up' at '2007-03-08 20:47:42'! · 'Lovin John~*~Ro...' rated your stash item as 'Thumbs Up' at '2007-03-08 20:47:35'! · 'Lovin John~*~Ro...' rated your stash item as 'Thumbs Up' at '2007-03-08 20:47:29'! · 'Lovin John~*~Ro...' rated your stash item as 'Thumbs Up' at '2007-03-08 20:47:20'! · 'Lovin John~*~Ro...' rated your stash item as 'Thumbs Up' at '2007-03-08 20:47:11'! · 'Lovin John~*~Ro...' rated your stash item as 'Thumbs Up' at '2007-03-08 20:47:11'! · 'Lovin John~*~Ro...' rated your stash item as 'Thumbs Up' at '2007-03-08 20:47:01'! · 'Lovin John~*~Ro...' rated your stash item as 'Thumbs Up' at '2007-03-08 20:46:51'! · 'Lovin John~*~Ro...' rated your stash item as 'Thumbs Up' at '2007-03-08 20:46:41'! · 'Lovin John~*~Ro...' rated your stash item as 'Thumbs Up' at '2007-03-08 20:45:25'! · 'Lovin John~*~Ro...' rated your stash it

A Bright Spot
first light breaks the horizon,first sounds of the birds,waves crashing against the jetty,sweet smell of cinnamon and vanilla, the light breath on your lips, is just me. a bright spot to my day. and the lonelyness abaides for night. where no one can hear,just a feeling between two virtual stranger together in cyber world.what a day today could be.

He Can't Stand Me
Its funny where I can get my inspiration from sometimes. Im pretty pleased with this writing.. There is a long story involved with this. But I will only spill it, at request... Title : He Can't Stand Me He cant stand me. And thats just fine. Its his loss. Not mine. I tried to be there. I showed that I cared. And in the end. Its just me sitting here. Saying.. What the fuck did I do wrong. I never turned my back when he needed someone. I told him how I felt about him. And he took it all wrong. Its not my fault, He feels so miserable. He does this to himself. He just cant move on. I'm sorry that Im saying all this. But it will all go on. For way to long. So from now on. Im done. Even tho it hurts so much. The thought of him. Is dead to me. And this is something, I would have never wished to be. But I'm thru getting upset. I'm tired of all my tears going to waste. And I no longer care if I ever see his face. This is a friendship, that he threw astray.

Life Support
ok, one of my best friends that i have known since high school has 4 kids and i just found out that her youngest one is on life support. He is 2 years old and was born 4 months premature. He has had problems ever since he was born and has a rare birth defect that normally kills children when they are born. He went in for tubes and the doctor didn't know that he had pnenmunia and his heart quit. So if you could please keep them in your prayers.

A Long Trip
I think that I will skip galevanting off anywhere this easter break and pinch my pennies for a nice trip this summer. A long trip, two to three weeks at least. I don't know where I want to go yet, but I have an idea of who I want to be with. I just want to get away right now, and the idea of having somewhere to go that will give me peace of mind away from the craziness of home sounds good, hopefully that will help me get through the next couple months of school.

Friday!
WEEKEND'S HERE..MY SIS IS COMMING IN ALONG WITH A COUPLE OTHER GIRLS...AND IT'S GONNA BE FUN! WISH YALL WERE HERE WITH ME...I WILL HAVE A DRINK OR TWO FOR YA'S! HAVE A GREAT WEEKEND! GO HARD OR GO HOME!!

Dear American Soldier
----------------- Bulletin Message ----------------- From: AMERICAS MILITARY, POLICE & FIREFIGHTERS Date: Mar 9, 2007 7:45 AM Dear American Soldier: You don't know me, but I know you. I know that you are a husband, a father, a wife, a mother, a son and a daughter. I know that you are far away from home. I know that you are putting your life on the line every day. I know about your sacrifices, your terrible working conditions, your dedication and your honor. I know you; I know when you are involved in skirmishes and when you are blown up and when you are wounded and when you die. I wake up with you every morning. You are the last thing I hear about when I go to bed at night. I am in awe of you. I am in awe that you stormed the beaches at Normandy; I am in awe that you fought in the jungles of Vietnam, I in awe that you fight and die in Iraq and Afghanistan. I am in awe of you because you are an American Soldier. The American Soldier is to be respected and honored; th

Daily Tarot
Your Daily Tarot Today's Card Image - copyright 1998 Lo Scarabeo S.r.l. The Queen of Pentacles card suggests that my power today lies in generosity. I am in a position to be gracious and to consider the welfare of others as I surround myself with or reproduce the conditions I wish to create. I am empowered by embracing my own splendor and earthy sensuality and this gives me the validation to nurture, share, or bring new life into the world. My asset is fertile and perennial gratitude

To Day Is My Birth Day
yes I am a Piscean my birth date is 10 of March today only I have entered in 44th year,due to my birth on as per nemerology it seems 1 and also 10 my charactristic is kind, fixity of purpose,truthfulness,straightforward, regard for and faith in good ppl. Pisceans r of very strong personality with dynamic emotional element. Their Generous outlook and habit, Idealism and unflinching loyalty and said to be the best qualities in them. They r autocratic,egotistic,benevolent,kind-hearted and innately good natured. Self confined an self estemed.

Mary Schwender....... R.i.p.
I just found out that a very close family friend has passed away. She had a heart attack in her home last night. Mary lived a very hard life. But she was ALWAYS one of the sweetest people I have ever met. She would do anything for anyone! It didn't matter what she was going through. She loved everyone and she loved to show it! She would pick up any child near her and just hug until she couldn't hug anymore...... I know that she has grandchildren, not sure how many. To Marys' family, I am so sorry for your loss! Your mom was a TRULY great person! I wish she could have had a better life! The life that she deserved! Mary, You were one of the greatest people I have ever met! I know you are in a better place now and you can finally be happy. I love you and I know that you will be missed by sooooooooo many! Rest In Peace. I will see you again someday.........

Im This Person Uniquelycliche18 On Aim
uniquelycliche18 im this person. she is one retarted person. she is pathetic person. who called me strange but then wouldnt tell me how. i think she is the fucking strange one here and boy did it feel good to finally tell her off. i've had so much anger held in i just went off on her. so IM THIS PERSON AND JUST TELL HER OFF. ITS FUN ALOT OF FUN.

I Was So Mean
this was originally posted in myspace and now we are down to a mere few hoursi can't believe i allowed thoughts to be put in my mind that should never have been there....just because one family member doesn't like another i allowed her feelings to become mine and turned on the other...Grandma wasn't bad to me she did some strange things but overall wasn't bad and i treated her like crap....oh dear God i am so sorry..she is only given a week to live and i cannot make up for all the bad things i did....i can only ask forgiveness....why did it take me so long to realize what i was doing? i do love her and i am sorry for all i did....Grandma please forgive me.....i don't want you to die but God is knocking on your door....and one doesn't argue with God....she is not in pain so i think she will just go quietly and that is a good thing.....rest well weary one and i will see you again....and give Jesse a big hug for me....and know that you were loved

World Rock Radio Schedule
Click Banner to enter the WRR Lounge World Rock Radio Schedule: MONDAY 6:00 PM - Eggs & Kegs - DJ Raven Midnight - Eggs & Kegs - DJ Raven TUESDAY 8:00 PM – Dragan Attack - DJ Dragan Midnight - The Sin Within - DJ Aphro WEDNESDAY Noon - Dodge This - DJ Trinity 8:00 PM - Dragan Attack - DJ Dragan 10:00 PM - Rock Yer Box - Doc Nasty Midnight - The Disciples Of Rock - DJ Cru THURSDAY 8:00 PM - Mayhem & Rage - ShotDaddy 10:00 PM - Eggs & Keggs - DJ Raven Midnight - The Black Mass - DJ Lucifer FRIDAY 4:00 PM - Dodge This - DJ Trinity Midnight - The Leathur Lair - BratPrince SATURDAY 8:00 PM - Dragan Attack - DJ Dragan Midnight - The Genocydal Empire v2.0 - DJ Genocyde (every other Saturday) SUNDAY 6:00 PM - The Lycan's Den - DJ Lycan 10:00 PM - The BodyShop - DJ Krash Midnight - The Disciples Of Rock - DJ Cru

Crazy Event In The Fitting Room.
I got my lip piercing cought on my bracelets in a dressing room while taking off clothes and it tore some skin and it was bleeding, but I didn't have any clothes on so I just cupped my lip and started to shake because I was in such shock from the pain and then seeing the blood in my hands. It was horrible. So then I had to put on a jacket on some random skirty I was trying on to go ask the guy working in the fitting room (who also happened to be my good friend since 1st grades older brothers friend! Which it made it more embarassing!) Then my mom came over bc I had called a few mins earlier to come and see my outfits and she was like all frantic. It was like chaos. But I was a good sport. I tried on the outfits and got one. I'm happy I did because I rocked today at this little kids 3rd bday party. I also fianlly rocked the shoes that I bought a while ago, tie up wedges. Mad cute

Omg They Rawk!
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How My First Appointment Went.
Well, where to start lmao this should be good, talk about knock you down with a ten tone whatever ya wanna call a ten tone thing but it felt like it. well i woke up today, feeling really sick and off my food and didnt want to drink but like i wasnt told by any member of the 'profession' i went and did my water sample for the midwife, the day dragged so much, n i was gettin more and more nervous, with each passing hour, wondering what would be said and what would be done. Time came for us to set off to the doctors, and with the bank screwing our money up, we had to walk, and thats another thing too, but ill talk about that in another bulletin. Once at the doctors, once asked what we were there for, and we told them we were there to see the midwife, once booked in, we waited in the waiting room. argh i hate waiting, makes me real nervous. then my name came on the light bord and the midwife had called us in. walking down this corridor looking for the 4th door o th right h

To Be As She
It is a night of dark desire, a song of sorrow, wolves vent their pain. The ethereal one rises. Darkness shrouds her deathly form, a timeless life. Her raven hair cascades over translucent ivory shoulders, and her full blood red lips part slightly, to taste the blood streaming from the pale flesh beneath her. Now a night of new awareness, I thirst. ©DGTFB 2007

Could You Be The One For Me
Could you Be? Could you be the one for me? Could you be my find? Could it be, after all this time, fate could be so kind? Could you be the one for me, the one to help me forget the man that broke my heart, my soul, the man haunts me yet. You tell me that I'm beautiful, Something I've never heard. But the one still lives here in my mind, that couldn't spare a kind word. Could you be the one to come and mend my broken heart? Are you willing to piece together what another broke apart? It won't be an easy job, you see my road has been long and rough, and the heart that was once soft is now shut, locked, and tough. But I can feel my heart open again, It's opening for you. Just come in, and love me back that's all you have to do. I must ask you one small thing before we kiss and part, Please be nice and kind to me, I'm tired of broken hearts.

Ready For Love
Ready For Love Current mood: excited Take my hand and lead the way, tell me all you want to say. Whisper softly in my ear, all the things I want to hear. Kiss my lips and touch my skin, bring out passions deep within. Pull me close and hold me near, take away my pain and fear. In the darkness of the night, be my beacon, shine your light. In the brightness of the sun, show me that you are the one. Give me wings so I can fly, for I can soar when you're nearby. Enter my heart, break down the wall, it's time for me to watch it fall. I've been a prisoner, can't you see? Break my chains and set me free. Strip me of my armor tight, you'll find I won't put up a fight. Release my soul held deep within... I'm ready now, let love begin.

Bring Me Down
Locked up in such memories of nothing but a painful headache Caught up in this world of nothing but day dreams Nasty cuts Stolen thoughts Forgotten faith Mental abuse Gonna lose it. Who are you What are you Where did you come from to cloud my memories of dispare What gave you that power to just take it away from me Mutilation from the very existance It's fucking with my mind. What kind of shit is this? Lay your head down on this massacred chest Feel the last breath Take in what you can't realize Replace your eyes with pencils Can you see now? Wait let me erase it for you. Stop bitching You're driving me insane Shut up Shut up GOD FUCKING RELEASE IT ALL I HOPE I CAN SOLVE IT I DON'T KNOW WHAT CAUSED IT Oops insanity Lets put me in the luney bin Stick me with needles Blind me by your lights Straight jackets in the padded room It's fucking with my mind. What kind of shit is this? Still can't stop thinking What's wrong Can't accomplish your brain washing

My Tired Blog Is Not For The Many Of You....
IT IS A WRITING OF WHAT IVE HAD TO ENDURE IN MY OWN "BACKYARD", HERE IN MY HOME, SO DONT TAKE IT AS AN OFFENSE TOWARDS YOURSELVES, IT IS MERELY A "VENTING" OF MY TRUE FEELING AND AWARENESS OF WHAT HAS GONE ON AROUND ME HERE....LOVE YOU ALL, SWEET SACRIFICE.

Come Bomb Her...
SHE NEEDS OUR HELP GUYS,,, PLEASE... COME ON AN BOMB THE SHIT OUTTA HER CONTEST PICTURE!!!! ~ LOVE YOU GUYS,,, KISSES AN HUGGESS ~ Sunni_Star* fan me*' spewed forth the following at '2007-03-11 19:23:00'..

Pure Romance By Melissa (pimpin Products)
Hey CT Friends: I have updated my about me section. I now am a consultant for Pure Romance. I enpower, inform, and educate women/men about sex/health education and sell novelty products. If you are within Ohio and would like for me to host a party call me at 513-602-8927 or email me at melissaburkhart@pureromance.com. You may also discretley order online at my web site. www.melissaburkhart.pureromance.com.Please only call if buisness related, can I reiterate that one!!! Men don't be shy, you are more than welcome to orde products 2. Any ? on anything feel free to call or email me. Thanks for your time. Melissa

Why Can’t I Have You?
Why can’t I have you? There are things I want to tell you I try telling you but when I do I come broken inside... I feel as if you might not care I hope you'll feel the same way it’s never going to happen between us... the love I have for you will never fade.....

23 How Often Should I Do It?
I just couldn't avoid using that title. The most often reply I get from most is every day, others say 2-3 times a day. But wait, this thing is about getting in shape and we already talked about sex as a way to get fit. As far as workouts go the quantity is very important if you are going for a championship. Back when I was racing a lot I learned, very often in brutal ways, that the ability to train a lot was probably more beneficial than having basic talent in an event. Everyone has more capability than they use except in extreme circumstances so the ability to train hard brings those capabilities into your growing list of things that you've got available. Very few of us are going to want to get to that level and certainly far less want to pay the price that it takes to get there. So, our question here is how much should I workout in order to get what I want. Everyone has different ability to recover from exertion. Everyone will be sore to some degree and it takes time

Wish I Could Meet Such In Person
I have never meet such things in my life and I wish them very much but what kind of limits has to cross and what to do, I know nothing. CAN ANY BODY TEACH ME? CAN ANY ONE HELP ME? CAN I GET SOME ONE LIKE THAT? www.hostdrjack.com

Family Emergency!!!!!
JUST WANTED TO SAY SORRY TO ALL MY FRIENDS..I'VE BEEN NEGLECTING YOU AND I'M SORRY...MY FAMILY IS GOING THROUGH A CRISIS AND BETWEEN THAT AND WORK MY TIME HAS BEEN LIMITED...TO GIVE YOU A BRIEF EXPLANATION MY COUSIN WHO IS 29 YEARS OLD HAD AN ACCIDENT WITH A SHOTGUN...SHE WAS CARING IT TO THE BACK DOOR WHEN SHE SLIPPED ON THE DECK. THE GUN WENT OFF AND SHE WAS SHOT IN THE LEFT LEG....THE DOCTOR HAS DONE ALL THAT HE COULD BUT IN THE MORNING THEY ARE AMPUTATING HER LEG AT MID THIGH.. THEY CAN'T SAVE IT...PLEASE KEEP US IN YOUR THOUGHTS....MISS ALL OF YOU AND HOPEFULLY I'LL HAVE MORE TIME IN THE COMING MONTHS TO SPEND ON HERE WITH YOU...BLESSED BE TO ALL....

Let Me Know If I Should Keep Writing?
i was bored so i wrote a story let me know what u all think, if i should post others? Ruby was unhappy. Actually, as she slammed her cell phone down, she was pissed. Nothing today had gone right. Work sucked, and the only thing that had gotten her through it was the thought of meeting her friend Sandy for some drinks and a ladies’ night out. Even out in the parking lot, she had dinged some stranger’s door getting out of her car. Just NOTHING had gone right, and now Sandy just called and said the baby sitter had the measles or something and she couldn’t come out. So here Ruby sat, all dolled up in her favorite purple dress, but alone, pissed off, and not feeling very much of anything except unhappiness. To take her mind off of her misery, she scanned around the bar. Geez, did EVERYONE have to be with someone? It had been a while since Ruby had received any “attention,” and she probably would have been a little more randy if she hadn’t been so bloody angry at the world. As she scan

No More Love
I place the dagger beside my eye I press it in until I cry I twist more to ease the calm Then comes much destruction Every inch hurts like hell! Twas the cry you heard from below Never again will you bleed For all you has left is your selfish All alone you hear the angels cry Nevermore will you die Never letting go will be your fate Deaths destruction at your wake Killing raping he will go Never showing an ounce of pity For he is the reaper all grim and gritty You lie there at heavens gates of wrath Waiting for judgment to come and pass You know the verdict all silent and shallow For You will rest forever in earths hallow There you lie trampled and torchered Wondering why you came to this place Then You remember just one face One face in your mind so pretty and nimble Then you remember the day you hurt her You cry in the depths of earths hot depths With bastards and winged things at your steps A prayer for this woman to forgive and forget.

To My Staff
THOSE THAT ARE STAFF MEMEBERS FOR THE STATE OF CONFUSSION THIS IS FOR YOU..... HERE IS THE DEAL.... YOU NEED TO START HELPING ME AND OWL PROMOTE THE LOUNGE OR YOU WILL BE FIRED. I DON'T THINK THAT OWL AND I SHOULD DO ALL THE WORK ON THIS AS YOU ARE A PART OF THIS LOUNGE AS WELL. IF YOU HAVE A PROBLEM WITH THAT, THEN SB OR SEND ME A PRIVATE MESSAGE AND WE WILL TALK ABOUT IT. I HATE TO BE LIKE THIS, BUT I HAVE SENT OUT BULLETINS AND POSTED BLOGS AND I EVEN BOUGHT A BLAST TO PROMOTE THE LOUNGE, SO IF YOU HAVE TIME TO JUST HANG OUT ON CT THEN YOU HAVE TIME TO PROMOTE OUR LOUNGE. TY FOR YOU TIME AND I HOPE TO SEE YOU ALL DOING SOME WORK.

24 How Should My Diet Fit In
This is a wide open area of discussion. Let me say right at the start that I am not a health freak and at this point don't care if I get back to single digit body fat again. That is mostly due to the fact that I believe that a lot more is involved in eating than nutrition. I love fried chicken and a hamburger loaded down with onion, tomatoe, and lettuce. Enough of the advertisement. It is true that I do eat those different things I also have a bodacious sweet tooth BUT after I indulge those things I get back to reality. That is the key. Earlier you heard me talk about taking days off of your workout routine well the same can be true with your meals. If you have something that you really like a lot plan to have it just don't bloat yourself out with it and only do it every now and then. When you've enjoyed your treat then get back to your normal diet. I like the idea of planning to have those treats ahead of time because it helps you to reward good work as well as appea

We Must Never Forget Ever!!!!!
please watch this video of Auschwits.. my Best friend went there and at the end of the video he left a card I gave him to put down from my daughters and myself.. we come from a long line of russian jews.. hench my name... I want to share this with you.. please never forget ever! Alexia

Guts Or Balls
We've all heard about people having guts or having balls. But do you really know the difference between them? In an effort to keep you informed, the definition for each is listed below... GUTS - is arriving home late after a night out with the guys, being met by your wife with a broom, and having the guts to ask: "Are you still cleaning, or are you flying somewhere?" BALLS - is coming home late after a night out with the guys, smelling of perfume and beer, lipstick on your collar, slapping your wife on the butt and having the balls to say: "You're next." I hope this clears up any confusion on the definitions. Medically speaking, there is no difference in the outcome, since both ultimately result in death

So I Have A Test Today. . . .
I'm soo not ready, but it's supposed to be really easy. We'll see. so I've been thinking about one person in particular. This person has been on my mind and I can't shake certain feelings when I try to focus on school. I try not to talk about it and I really don't. This person means a lot to me and I hope he knows that. I miss him so much. I know I'm going to miss him even more once he leaves. He's the only person who has proven his love to me. He's been there and has NEVER turned his back on me or hurt me on purpose. I just am so worried about what will happen once he leaves. I wont have my best bud no more. =( Well, at least until he comes back. I know I'm going to see him tomorrow, but I just don't want him to see that I'm really going to miss him and would prefer him to stay rather than leave for a whole freaken year. But I support him in everything he does, and if this is what he wants to do, he will and I will be nothing but happy for him. COMPLETELY. =D Ok w

Wednesday 3/14/07
I think the more I do on this site the more addicted to it i become lol. I do all the mums everyday, even the stupid ones that don't make much sense, but hey it's fun lol. Anyway, was just another day here. I haven't heard from my online dad in 2 1/2 days now, so I'm getting a bit nervous that my online sister is sicker or has already passed away since she wasn't given more than a month to live. I've been trying to distract myself from worrying by listening to Crush FM and just chatting with friends all day. Hope everyone has a good night.

Each Dot Represents A Person Or Group
This represents individualism a social outlook that stresses human independence and the importance of individual self-reliance. But on the other hand it represents collectivism a social outlook, that stresses human interdependence and the importance of a collective, rather than the importance of separate individuals. Each dot represents a person or group of people or a country or a state or a county or a city. It is in your minds eye to decide. This is a social artistic piece. Does not society act on these principles. When things are good we all go out on our own and enjoy. When things are really bad enough we could all come together as a group to try and help resolve and or improve a situation ? Hence the Individual dots in constant change to the collective dots. Like the oceans tide in and out but always changing. Think of it ? Sincerely….Luv …Happiness…Good fortune…

Birthday Meanings
Birthday meanings Is your birthday day 1 of the month? Your Life You are very curious and dedicative. When you are interested in something, everything else has to wait. This is your quality. But if you learn to be more patient and complete what you have started, you will be successful in life. Your Love You believe in love at first sight. You won't wait to learn more about the person. Vise versa, people who fail to impress you will hardly get a chance to be your friend. Your emotion is on the extreme. You can only love or hate, nothing in between and this often shows in your expression. Try not to end a relationship in a quarrel. -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Is your birthday day 2 of the month? Your Life You have great common sense but usually fail to follow through. This might happens because you are too busy with your mission and shut yourself from the outside world. You are clever and profound so there's a sl

You're Beautiful.......
Artist: James Blunt Album: You're Beautiful Title: You're Beautiful [Clean Version] My life is brilliant *Musical Pause* My life is brilliant. My love is pure. I saw an angel. Of that I'm sure. She smiled at me on the subway. She was with another man. But I won't lose no sleep on that, 'Cause I've got a plan. (Chorus): You're beautiful. You're beautiful. You're beautiful, it's true. I saw your face in a crowded place, And I don't know what to do, 'Cause Ill never be with you. Yes, she caught my eye, As I walked on by. She could see from my face that I was, Flying high, And I don't think that I'll see her again, But we shared a moment that will last till the end. (Chorus): You're beautiful. You're beautiful. You're beautiful it's true I saw your face in a crowded place, And I don't know what to do, 'Cause Ill never be with you. (La-la-la-la, La-la-la-la, La-la-la-la, Laaah) (Chorus): You're beautiful. You're beautiful. You're beautifu

You're Beautiful.......part 2
Don't dog on me for my last blog. I am not that shallow of a person that the outer beauty is the only thing important. I am only human and if I see someone that catchs my eye I often wonder...Would someone like that be with me. But the the big picture is what is it that caught my eye in the first place? Was it nice big tits? Was it a nice tiny little ass? Those features are alright...but those are just that...FEATURES. Wonder how that person feels about animals? Does she like country or does she feel its for dumb hicks and only listens to rap? Does she like Nascar or does she think its for a bunch of retards that like to go around in circles? Is she intelligent at all? Is she close to her parents and siblings? Is she witty and have a great sense of humor? There are lot of things you can't see by just glancing at a person. Especially if all your doing is looking at their ass or tits. So if I was one of the "guys" (didn't want to call them nerds) in the movie Weird Science I think I wou

Always Remember
Always remember to forget The things that made you sad. But never forget to remember The things that made you glad. Always remember to forget The friends that proved untrue. But never forget to remember Those that have stuck by you. Always remember to forget The troubles that passed away. But never forget to remember The blessings that come each day.

Hocky Cancelled
so me and my bro planned to go see the canucks and st lious game tonight well there a washout at spensis bridge so the fuckin highway is shut down well fuck u highway department thanx a fuckin lot i cant believe they can shut the fuckin highway down for 3 days so far and the coke is a mess like anyone in the right fuckin mind would travel it anyways so fuck that fuck spensis bridge fuck wash outs fuck mudslides fuck fallin rock in the canyon fuck watch for wildlife fuck the nice sunny weather in vancouver im missing fuck the hot strippers fuck the 10 dollars beers at gm place and fuck the hockey game rawwwwwwwwwwwwwww

The Day The Dollar Die
I see Johnny with his head hanging down, yeah wondering how many shillings left in that pound cost of living it is rise up so high dollar..., had heart attack and die .... .... unemployment is rising and I hear my people they're crying the day that the dollar die things are gonna be better the day that the dollar die no more corruption the day the dollar die people will respect each other the day the dollar die tell me brother is there something I can do don't you let frustrations make you blue time is hard and I know that is true but if you pick yourself up, that's all you got to do things can be much better, oh yeah if we can come together long time we've been divided and it's time .... the day the dollar die .... the day the dollar die .... the day the dollar die .... the day the dollar die now I see you're standing on your feet and you can also ..... ........ let you down there is always a solution to be found .... .... unemployme

New Contest
IF YOU THINK YOU HAVE WHAT IT TAKES TO MAKE MEN'S MOUTH WATER AND THEIR TREES STAND AT ATTENTION..WINK...THIS IS THE CONTEST FOR YOU. I WANT YOUR LUSTIEST MOST PROVOCATIVE POSE PHOTO FOR THIS CONTEST. IT WILL BEGIN ON SATURDAY NIGHT 3/17 AND END ON FRIDAY 3/23. THERE WILL BE 3 PRIZES FOR 1ST THRU 3RD. ALL PARTICIPANTS MUST BE OVER 18 AND ANYONE WHO VOTES MUST FAN ME IN ORDER TO GET INTO THE PHOTO'S. I CANNOT OPEN THEM TO THE PUBLIC OR THE CT POLICE WILL GIVE ME THE BOOT. SO COME ON LADIES, LET'S SEE WHO CAN TURN THE MOST HEADS (TOP AND BOTTOM). COMMENT BOMBING ALLOWED AND YOU MAY BOMB YOURSELF. PLEASE SEND ME YOUR PIC AND I WILL SEND YOU THE LINK ONCE THE CONTEST STARTS. CT Casanova@ CherryTAP

Enjoy What You Have Now
You know so very meny people have things thay thay want or think that thay need.What happens when you do have everything that you ever wanted.You soon run out of , Oh what can I get for myself now??? But if you really take the time to sit down and look at what you have,Do you really have it for long??? Can you take it with you to your other life??? So very meny of us live for the things we want.Nut what about the other things.Do you really take the time to look around you..Seee the finener things.Like the trees,grass,flowers,the birdsand all that other good stuff???? No maybe not!!! Well maybe just maybe we all should Try to live life to the fullest.We all know that it is a hard life. But you only make life on how you want it to be.I live from day to day never knowing if I will wake up..And I am thankful to be able to do that.Try to smile from time to time.Make others smile.Try to lend a helping hand..It will not hurt!!!

20 Questions That I Big Daddy Wanna Know
1. ever been naked while chatting online? 2. have u ever masterbated on cam? 3. have u ever picked yur nose and whiped it somewhere is so where? 4. ever farted during sex? 5. do u fart in the tub and giggle? 6. do u shave or trim or wild rice it? 7. ever dated someone cause they had a sweet truck or car? 8. if i asked to see u naked whould u show me if u could? 9. do u like huge house sterios or lil desktop ghettos? 10. do u love black label society? 11.have u ever peed yur pants as a adult? 12. is there any differance between circumsised or not? 13. ever had sex with a guy with a lil winky? 14. do u like it in the bum? 15. tell me a secret a dirty one? 16. do u love giving blowjobs or just give them to be nice? 17. do u like me? 18. would u cyber with me? 19. whats the nastiest thing u ever done comeon i wont tell ima fuckin freak here? 20. tell me a something funny that happened to u during sex repsot if u want but send this

26 Reality With The Diet
Okay we've talked about a fair amount of diet things. The way you go is all up to you. I prefer to keep it livable unless I have a competition approaching where I need to be very good. Many don't want that, they want to be at their best every day. Like I say, it's up to you but don't get real strict if there is a chance that you'll quit when you can't make it. Breakfast as I said before is a key meal. Be sure it includes carbohydrates to fuel your engines during the morning hours. In about 3 hours, have a snack available. Most everyone I know gets a hunger pang at that point. Instead of allowing yourself to get real hungry have that snack. The snack also helps to keep your blood sugar more stable and thus keep your energy higher. At lunch have a combination of protein and carbs along with a minor amount of dietary fats. If you're planning a weight workout in the afternoon it might be a good idea to go higher on protein where if you're going to do aerobic type stuff, sta

Heat.....
Heat The heat of two bodies Wrapped in deep embrace Slowly touching And teasing face to face Hands glide over A dreamy body Lips kissing Starting to get naughty A handful of hair And a slight pull Letting you know I know just what to do A light slap Of that hard little ass Sending thoughts of pleasure Running through like a flash Heart beats And starts to race But seduction comes At a very slow pace Hand in hand We walk to my room Lit by candles Leaving no sense of doom Passion burns Hotter by the moment Bodies yearn For a sexual torment Falling fast To the bed you and I I see you wanting much more Looking deep into your eyes Hands are bound To the bed with ease I slide down you slowly Just to tease Now your legs join Your hands in a state of bondage Helpless now are you Mine to softly ravage Where to start This night of pleasure Slowly I head For your sweet treasure My lips and tongue Start

Right Now.
For those that keep up or keep in touch, as you know I haven't been online much the last few days. Some may know my situation and other's may not. I just wanted to let everyone know I'll be back soon enough, I'm just going through some rough shit right now so please just bare with me. Just leave me an email or whatever if you want. But until then please take care and kick ass! Talk to everyone soon.

Cardiovascular Dr. Called
Well, now I have more crap to deal with. I had a stress test done yesterday and even before I got to my appointment I got in a bender 2 blocks from my appointment took a cop an hour and 15 minutes to show in Center City Philly man! That is unreal. Well I got a call today and the left side of my heart is not pumping the blood like it should so....the long and the short of it is that I am still cleared for surgery on the 22nd just have to see a heart specialist after!

Charlie Daniels Speech. (he Rocks)
HATS OFF TO CHARLIE DANIELS....AT LEAST HE HAS THE COURAGE TO SPEAK HIS MIND!!! I don't know how everybody else feels about it, but to me I think Hispanic people in this country, legally or illegally, made a huge public relations mistake with their recent demonstrations. I don't blame anybody in the world for wanting to come to the United States of America, as it is a truly wonderful place. But when the first thing you do when you set foot on American soil is illegal it is flat out wrong and I don't care how many lala land left heads come out of the woodwork and start trying to give me sensitivity lessons. I don't need sensitivity lessons, in fact I don't have any-thing against Mexicans! I just have something against criminals and anybody who comes into this country illegally is a criminal and if you don't believe it try coming into America from a foreign country without a passport and see how far you get. What disturbs me about the demonstrations is that it's tanta-

Things To Ponder For 2007
> #10 Life is sexually transmitted. > > > #9 Good health is merely the slowest rate at which one can die. > > > #8 Men have two emotions: hungry and horny. If you see him without an erection, make him a sandwich. > > > #7 Give a person a fish and you feed them for a day. Teach a person to use the internet and they won't bother you for weeks. > > > #6 Some people are like a slinky... not really good for anything, but you still can't help but smile when you shove them down the stairs. > > > #5 Health nuts are going to feel stupid someday, lying in the hospital dying of nothing. > > > #4 All of us could take a lesson from the weather. It pays no attention to criticism. > > > #3 Why does a slight tax increase cost you two hundred dollars, and a substantial tax cut saves you thirty cents??? > > > #2 In the 60's, people took LSD to make the world weird. Now the world is weird and people take Prozac to make it normal. > > > AND THE NUMBER ON

The Pasta Diet
ITALIAN PASTA DIET -- IT REALLY WORKS !! 1.. You walka pasta da bakery. 2.. You walka pasta da candy store. 3.. You walka pasta da Ice Cream shop. 4.. You walka pasta da table and fridge. You willa losea da weight! AND..... CONCERNED ABOUT TOO MANY CARBS IN YOUR DIET? For those of you who watch what you eat, here's the final word on nutrition and health. It's a relief to know the truth after all those conflicting nutritional studies. 1. The Japanese eat very little fat and suffer fewer heart attacks than Americans. 2. The Mexicans eat a lot of fat and suffer fewer heart attacks than Americans. 3. The Chinese drink very little red wine and suffer fewer heart attacks than Americans. 4. The Italians drink a lot of red wine and suffer fewer heart attacks than Americans. 5. The Germans drink a lot of beers and eat lots of sausages and fats and suffer fewer heart attacks than Americans. CONCLUSION Eat and drink what you like. Speaking Engli

Shore Of Life
SHORE OF LIFE You swept into my life like a full blown hurricane knocking me to my knees and then breathing new life into me Your warmth and nurturing has allowed me to grow your strength has bred new strength into me The distance that once kept us apart is no more you are now more than just a keystroke away I used to lay awake wondering what it would feel like being in your arms and now Your imaginary arms have become reality My dreams have become your dreams as has your dreams become mine your future is now my future as we walk along the shore of life taking in the sweet Somerset

More Saturday Stuff...
Not a lot got done today. Paid the bills for the church. And now watching a Pokemon movie that David has wanted to see for a long time... figures just as we were going to leave..lol. Pluto decided he likes gum and chewed up a whole pack. Went up to take a shower and before I was gone for 5 minutes I was hearing "Dad!" being yelled over and over. I had not gotten in the shower yet so I put my clothes back on and went down and asked what he wanted... "I'm lonely without you here". lol. He is attached to my hip when he is here.

In My Heart
In My Heart There is a secret place, where no one ever goes. It is hidden and protected, kept safe and quite secure. There is only room for one here though the space is rather large. The space reserved for one here, the place within my heart. You entered there some time ago, I wanted you to know. The secret place within my heart, is yours and yours alone.

Conversation With God
Of blessings You've given me, Lord, I thank You each day as I kneel and adore. Such pain as there is in this earthly life; Heartaches, sorrow and , O Lord, the strife. These blur my vision of Your kingdom above And make me doubt that I've ever known love. It's hard to imagine the plan of Your Hands When life has me trapped by its many demands. I worry and fret, I'm plagued by concern To the point I don't know which way to turn. What is the reason, why am I here? What am I to be, for those I hold dear? Will the pain go away if I just understand? Speak to me, Lord! I'll do all I can. Guide me when I lose Your way, Guard my tongue in all I say; Speak to me, Lord! I need much more So I don't lose Your way, I humbly implore. And while I'm so bold, each one of the needs Of family and friends, grant them, Lord, please!

Just In Case You All Might To See The Proof In The Pudding
Laurie, Hey how are you? Im okay look the other day things just got really blown up an out of the way yes when it comes to Chuck I am very protective and yes very jelaous because before him I went threw a former bad releationship and well when I seen the comment you had left him I honestly didnt like it and it pissed me off as for him blocking you I had nothing to do with that how ever I have told him I do not care if you are his freind you were theeway before me and I am encouraging him to unblock you but I dont know what hes going to do but I have told him and asked him to unblock you we just need to get this fixed asap because good friends are hard to come by and you seem to be one of his closest so I only wish things with you and him to be worked out. I never hurt him he did it himself there are things you dont know that happened also as well unless he told you but if not then maybe you should ask him his misery was brought on himself when he broke my trust by something he

How Rare Is Your Personality
Your Personality is Very Rare (INTP) Your personality type is goofy, imaginative, relaxed, and brilliant. Only about 4% of all people have your personality, including 2% of all women and 6% of all men You are Introverted, Intuitive, Thinking, and Perceiving. How Rare Is Your Personality?

Need Some Fun In My Life
I need some fun in my life right now. I'm just so tired of workin all the time and not going out to have fun. I don't want to go out all the time cause I need to take care of my lil girl who I luv sooooooooooo much. I know what my responsablities are and I do the best I can. But sometimes I need to get out and party and do things just for me. I have a few friends but it's hard to get all of us together sometimes cause of work. Havin no man and seein both of my sisters happy wth their b/f's makes me kinda crazy. I just wanna be happy too this that too much to ask for?

You Might Just Like It!!
HEY ALL COME CHECK OUT CLUB FANTASIA AND HELP ME GET THIS CLUB ROCKIN. THERE IS SOME REALLY GREAT PEOPLE IN THERE AND WE ARE DOING ARE BEST TO KEEP IT DRAMA FREE SO COME ON IN AND JOIN US FOR SOME FUN FIRST 100 PEOPLE THRU THE DOOR GET A GIFT FROM ME. SO CLICK THE LINK BELOW

Chris. =)
Is the most RANDOM person ever in life. I mean last night she broke out into random dancing at the bar. Then she got up and broke into her random dancing during some song that was ... well.... let's say the dancing didn't go with. I started laughing and she says to me, "What? It's not like I'm ever going to see these people ever again". Man I can't stop laughing about that. (You have to experience this dance in person. It's good not to have shame) Random ass.

Girls Have Dirty Minds Too
The 6th grade science teacher, Mrs. Parks, asked her class, "Which human body part increases to 10 times its size when stimulated?" No one answered until little Mary stood up, angry, and said, "You should not be asking sixth-graders a question like that! I'm going to tell my parents, and they will go and tell the principal, who will then fire you!" With a sneer on her face, she then sat back down. Mrs. Parks ignored her and asked the question again, "Which body part increases to 10 times its size when stimulated?" Little Mary's mouth fell open, then she said to those around her, "Boy, is she going to get in big trouble!" The teacher continued to ignore her and said to the class, "Anybody?" Finally, Billy stood up, looked around nervously, and said, "The body part that increases 10 times its size when stimulated is the pupil of the eye." Mrs. Parks said, "Very good, Billy," then turned to Mary and continued, "As for you, young lady, I have three things to

3-19-07
To day seems to be shitty,no job,no car,no money,no cigeretts what a day but i have all i got was to spend time with the person i love the most thats my girl:) thats the only thing thats right in my life so far so, i will let you guys know if the shit changes

Clever Hans
The mother of Hans said, whither away, Hans. Hans answered, to Gretel. Behave well, Hans. Oh, I'll behave well. Good-bye, mother. Good-bye, Hans. Hans comes to Gretel. Good day, Gretel. Good day, Hans. What do you bring that is good. I bring nothing, I want to have something given me. Gretel presents Hans with a needle. Hans says, good-bye, Gretel. Good-bye, Hans. Hans takes the needle, sticks it into a hay-cart, and follows the cart home. Good evening, mother. Good evening, Hans. Where have you been. With Gretel. What did you take her. Took her nothing, had something given me. What did Gretel give you. Gave me a needle. Where is the needle, Hans. Stuck it in the hay-cart. That was ill done, Hans. You should have stuck the needle in your sleeve. Never mind, I'll do better next time. Whither away, Hans. To Gretel, mother. Behave well, Hans. Oh, I'll behave well. Good-bye, mother. Good-bye, Hans. Hans comes to Gretel. Good day, Gretel. Good day, Hans. What do you bring that is good. I

To All Who Suffer With Unanswered Questions(poem)
TO ALL WHO SUFFER WITH UNANSWERED QUESTIONS What in the world can we do to make this hell hole of a life seem better. Everyday its something new. It could be a simple paper cut while you pour your heart out on paper. It could be the nearest thing to you is now gone forever. Why is it a genius doesnt know the meaning of life. Could it be we wont like or accept what it is. Would it send fear in panic into the hearts of the good as well as the damned. If we knew it , would it change the course of our lives. Would we not be the person we are meant to be. Why must man modernize everything he comes in contact with. If we left life the way is was, would we, could we be happier? Would we kill just to kill; would we love just to love; hate just to hate; or die just to die. If we had that simple life , would kids grow healthy, instead of half dying. Would a teenager or young adult feel so overwhelmed that they would inflict pain and suffering on themselves. Would elders be so unhappy,

Little Briar-rose
Briar-Rose A long time ago there were a king and queen who said every day, ah, if only we had a child, but they never had one. But it happened that once when the queen was bathing, a frog crept out of the water on to the land, and said to her, your wish shall be fulfilled, before a year has gone by, you shall have a daughter. What the frog had said came true, and the queen had a little girl who was so pretty that the king could not contain himself for joy, and ordered a great feast. He invited not only his kindred, friends and acquaintances, but also the wise women, in order that they might be kind and well-disposed towards the child. There were thirteen of them in his kingdom, but, as he had only twelve golden plates for them to eat out of, one of them had to be left at home. The feast was held with all manner of splendor and when it came to an end the wise women bestowed their magic gifts upon the baby - one gave virtue, another beauty, a third riches, and so on with everyth

Fundevogel
There was once a forester who went into the forest to hunt, and as he entered it he heard a sound of screaming as if a little child were there. He followed the sound, and at last came to a high tree, and at the top of this a little child was sitting, for the mother had fallen asleep under the tree with the child, and a bird of prey had seen it in her arms, had flown down, snatched it away, and set it on the high tree. The forester climbed up, brought the child down, and thought to himself, you will take him home with you, and bring him up with your lina. He took it home, therefore, and the two children grew up together. And the one, which he had found on a tree was called fundevogel, because a bird had carried it away. Fundevogel and lina loved each other so dearly that when they did not see each other they were sad. Now the forester had an old cook, who one evening took two pails and began to fetch water, and did not go once only, but many times, out to the spring. Lina saw this

Bearskin
There was once a young fellow who enlisted as a soldier, conducted himself bravely, and was always the foremost when it rained bullets. So long as the war lasted, all went well, but when peace was made, he received his dismissal, and the captain said he might go where he liked. His parents were dead, and he had no longer a home, so he went to his brothers and begged them to take him in, and keep him until war broke out again. The brothers, however, were hard-hearted and said, "What can we do with you? You are of no use to us, go and make a living for yourself." The soldier had nothing left but his gun, so he took that on his shoulder, and went forth into the world. He came to a wide heath, on which nothing was to be seen but a circle of trees, under these he sat sorrowfully down, and began to think over his fate. I have no money, thought he, I have learnt no trade but that of fighting, and now that they have made peace they don't want me any longer, so I see before hand that I shall

The Shoes That Were Danced To Pieces
There was once upon a time a king who had twelve daughters, each one more beautiful than the other. They all slept together in one chamber, in which their beds stood side by side, and every night when they were in them the king locked the door, and bolted it. But in the morning when he unlocked the door, he saw that their shoes were worn out with dancing, and no one could find out how that had come to pass. Then the king caused it to be proclaimed that whosoever could discover where they danced at night, should choose one of them for his wife and be king after his death, but that whosoever came forward and had not discovered it within three days and nights, should have forfeited his life. It was not long before a king's son presented himself, and offered to undertake the enterprise. He was well received, and in the evening was led into a room adjoining the princesses, sleeping-chamber. His bed was placed there, and he was to observe where they went and danced, and in order that they

Will I Reconginze That Stranger..part 2
There is no way to recongize that stranger!!! This is the sad sucky part of life. So the saga of being a bachelor contiunes..I can't expect this person just to knock on my door and lets say "can I borrow a cup of sugar". Some say you shouldn't wait for life to happen...you should make it happen. Others say that in a situation like this you should just sit back and let the pieces fall in place. Eventually the puzzle will be finished(yeah right). Well I am not going to try to make things happen, I am going to just sit back and see what happens. I have come to realize that you can't change people. You might picture yourself with another person and you picture things just so so. Not necessarily "Ward and June" clones...but the life that you would like to live. Well that person might not see the same picture or be on the same level as you. You can't force them to change. Thats also like trying to "learn" to love someone. WTF. Either the feelings are there or they aren't. There shouldn't

Fear
That evil creation Made by my fellow sisters To torment and scare me. Every glance into it gives them more power. Feeding off my pain and suffering, sucking on the fear, That grows with in my belly. Everywhere I turn it haunts me, Preying that it will fade so I can not see the demon that now Stands in the place off what was once a woman. My hem grows heavy with the blood, pooling around me, Looking forward with pain shinning in my eyes, the reflection waivers Making the evil creation go black, never to be haunted by that Mirror again.

Hell To Pay
Cheap lips, soft eyes, lost in the most blinding lights As cold as those first nights alone As the second best he'll become Sleep deep, girl, dream well That night, I think he cried himself to sleep Just maybe, he felt more than we could ever know And I think he pulled that trigger to empty that memory I think he cut the weight to end the floods of you Let him soar, let him ride as budding gravestones do Just sleep, girl, just dream well

Only Always
ONLY ALWAYS Please allow my retort to your indulgent inquiry. More infinite than unmeasureable bounties on end. More precious than the life giving power that the water delivers unto the rose. More exotic than the unspoken emotions of lovers who will never be. More brilliant than the radiance and warmth the very sun brings down from the heavens to all living beings on earth. Deeper than the vast expanse that embodies the gulf intertwining all space. More timeless than the mystique of the moon that bathes the night with all its glory. So, How do I love thee? Only forever, my love, only always. By Tommy "TommyNator" Iversen. Translated from Danish to American/English and edited by my friend and englishteacher Søren Aagaard.

Touch
TOUCH I would not sell my soul, so you stole it anyway. I remember a stare of fire which made you turn away. Released your tears and made you cry. My eyes are dry with anger. Tap your feet to the dance of death, and see which paths lead you there. You are always with me, because sometimes blood is a valuable comodity. Ever see a shadow that breathes and laughs? The air I breathe is sweeter. Occasionally there is a fine line between desire and fear. So, when you feel the butterflies in your gut, I will be there. By Tommy "TommyNator" Iversen. Translated from Danish to American/English and edited by my friend and englishteacher Søren Aagaard.

Love Tarrot
Your Daily Tarot WOW this is pretty much um right on lol Today's Card Image - copyright 1998 Lo Scarabeo S.r.l. The Ten of Swords card reversed suggests that you may be unwilling to let the matter rest, find closure or let go of an old romantic hurt. You might feel heartbroken, abused or at rock bottom, but in your mind you may be the hero for enduring such difficulties, especially if you have put all your hopes or trust into this situation or relationship. Go out with dignity or make the inevitable changes on your own terms, and you might actually feel relieved, in control and liberated. Brighter days are still ahead for you. While this may be the end of one era, it can be the beginning of another as long as you let go of the painful past and don't keep throwing yourself to the wolves in order to prove yourself or your love. If it isn't working for you anymore, move on or make a clean sweep of it rather than hurting or incriminating yourself out of fear.

Not Leaving Myspace, But...
I have been blogging on MySpace for a while now, almost a year and I don't care for them too much. I mean, it was okay until I moved to Kubuntu, but since the move the advanced editor hasn't been available. On top of that, it's pretty darn hard to find previous posts I made. It's definitely a basic service that's more or less a piece of crap.But it has everything from the start of my Satanic journey. On top of that, I do have people who have subscribed to my inane drivel.I also thought about leaving WritingUp, where they say you can make money blogging. First off, I haven't made squat. Second off, they don't allow center commands, nor do they let you embed a video in the blog entry.But I have readers on that one too.Then we come to my other two copies, one on Blogger, the other on WordPress. I don't believe I have any readers on either of those, since nobody seems to comment on my posts there. In addition, the WordPress frequently messes up the formatting of my blog.So I am con

10 Great Reasons To Go To Work Naked:)
Ten great reasons to go to work naked Ten great reasons to go to work naked 10. No-one ever steals your chair. 9. Gives "bad hair day" a whole new meaning. 8. Diverts attention from the fact that you also came to work drunk. 7. People stop stealing your pens after they've seen where you keep them. 6. You want to see if it's like the dream. 5. To stop those creepy programmer guys from looking down your blouse. 4. "I'd love to chip in... but I left my wallet in my pants." 3. It's an inventive way to finally meet that 'special' person in Human Resources. 2. You can take advantage of your computer monitor radiation to work on your tan. And ... drum roll ... the Number One reason to go to work naked : 1. Your boss will never say, "I wanna see your ass in here by 8:00!" ever again.

Put Down The Fork
Everbody should have a doc like mine. This guy is a former Marine and also a former air force flight surgeon. So I went to see him a year or so ago and he says, "Hey Wes, man, uh, I hate to break this to you dude, but you're a fatass. You really should do something about this because it's only gonna get tougher as you get older. I so wish that somebody had done this for my last call this morning. I went to a house and I swear I thought I had stumbled into a treatment center for compulsive overeaters. The patient was four hundred easy. Then her son comes down the steps and he is at least as big, then her daughter in law, her grandson, and her grand daughter come down too. I feel quite certain that the five of them together could easily exceed the weight limit of a type II ambulance. Then when you add the fact that if you have a 60 inch ass and 28 inch arm how do you get yourself clean? Not that it seemed like any of them tried very hard, not at least this century anyway. For the love

On The Edge Of Your Seats?
Okay, stand up now! LOL My first bit of good news today is that I got a call from our realtor Denise at about 12:30 PM, and our asking price of $89,900 was accepted for the house! It was the price the owners wanted, but why quibble? It took us so long to get approved because the owners of the house are in Japan right now; but we'll sign the paperwork tonight at church (Denise goes to Bethany Lutheran Church as well) and within five days a home inspector will come out to make sure everything's ship-shape. I still don't know what out payments are going to be, but Martha's sister Mary will be moving there with us. She's lived in the same apartment for nine years, and lately her neighbors have gotten rather violent; there's still holes in the walls from an altercation last week, and even a call to the cops evidently didn't merit more than a slap on the wrist. Also, I think Mary would like to move for one of the same reasons we do . . . the neighbors smoke like chimneys. It's a five

Thanks Bonnie :)
1. Sex is best in the morning, afternoon, or night? def afternoon or night 2. What side of the bed do you sleep on? the side near the alarm clock, unless I'm not at home 3. Pork, Beef, or Chicken? none, thanks 4. Have you ever had to pull over on the side of the road to puke? couple times 5. What leg do you put in pants first when putting them on? no fucking idea 6. Candles or incense? candles- incense prevents me from breathing properly 7. Do you dance when no one is watching? rarely- more fun when people are watching 8. Did you play doctor when you were little? yep, with my best friend ;) 9. Have you ever taken your clothes off for money? haha- no, never got any money for that 10. Stove top cooking or microwave? micro- I'm no Betty fuckin Crocker 11. Would you rather your car or your house be dirty? car, but neither if I can help it 12. Shower or bath? shower most of the time due to lack of time for baths 13. Do you pee in the shower?

Tears In A Vial
This may seem all too confusing How I could walk away from something so rare But you see it all got too demanding, yeah And I just didn't care, I just didn't care, if I cared, if I cared Lately, I've been left wanting, but not wanting you Attraction that once was is no longer there, ooh And it sucks to be taken for granted When the veil is drawn and there's only air I had to walk away Give up something I love For what I loved even more And save my tears for you Everything has lost its meaning; I had to let it go To find myself, myself, and start something new, brand new Forced to look deep in the mirror, face who I really am Now it's just me, cause I can't afford you I had to walk away Give up something I love For what I loved even more And save my tears for you I gave up something I loved For what I loved even more And I saved my tears for you In a vial and walked away You were so beautiful to look upon I could see the light in your smile Your ey

Springtime
The time you hear the voices of children chasing the shadows of the moon The time the glowing of the sun warms our hearts with bliss The time flowers reach into the sky revealing their colours The time joy and happiness go together like the sky and the clouds The time fields produce a golden glow which shines over the horison The time butterflies visit flower after flower spreading their wings bringing joy and hope to mankind The time elves and fairies wake up bringing a gentle breeze over their forest The time new born animals light up our spirits with their innocent voices The time when spring begins and the cold fades away

Love Tarrot
god its in the cards .. alone, alone ,alone .. guess its time accept Your Daily Tarot Today's Card Image - copyright 1998 Lo Scarabeo S.r.l. The Hermit card reversed suggests that you may feel insecure. Take extra care that you don't come across as defensive, shut others out or treat those who show concern or interest with hostility, or else you could ignite sentiments such as 'good riddance' or 'they're just jealous.' Lighten up and you might find what you seek, but don't fall victim to someone who may prey on your vulnerability or feelings of isolation or pretend to know what you are going through. You may need to face the truth alone.

Hello To All
hello to all, I am new to this those please be patient with me. I am hoping to make lots of friends, I;M A fr34k and I am liable to say anything, I hold nothing back, straight up to the point person

Yes...this Is Me!!!
The Sex Kitten You scored 62% sweet and 77% evil! The only thing you are more than sweet, is playful. You are a definite handful, and should probably find a lover who can keep up with you. Take care though, you have a lot of heart, don't let your naughty side get you hurt. This test tracked 2 variables. How the score compared to the other people's: Higher than 32% on sweetHigher than 96% on evil Link: The Sweet-Evil Test written by kmquat on Ok Cupid

What Is A Good Friend
what the fuck is a good friend, well recently the girl i thought was my best friend stabbed me in the back, and blames the fact she ruined her life on me. what the hell ever. please everyone let me know what the hell a true friend is.

Yes!! Dead On!!!!!! My Kind Of Ass!!!
Big and Bodacious! You prefer 84% ass mass! No doubt about it; your girl has to be draggin' some wagon, gotta have some junk in the trunk. As Mos Def so eloquently put it in "Ms. Fat Booty," she got booty so big, you can see it from the front! Wherever she goes, her ass is always 20 minutes late. There's a fair segment of the population that would say your type of booty is fat and undesireable. Oh well, more for you! And this girl has plenty to share. For the ass-man who prefers to indulge, this is the type of booty you're looking for. Thanks again for taking the test and be sure to rate it to let me know what you think. This test tracked 1 variable. How the score compared to the other people's: Higher than 97% on ass mass Link: The Bootyology Test written by darkwriter_poet on Ok Cupid

Sexual Deviancy
The Fun Fetishist You are 77% Deviant! What are you, some kind of "sexual connoisseur?" You must enjoy any and all forms of sexual activity, right? Hey, that's not a bad thing at all, so long as the safety of your lover to avoid serious injury is always taken into account, and you are a good communicator with your sexual partners. It's probably difficult to find lovers at this stage, and I bet you may have even scared one or two away with how you talk about your sex preferences. Don't lose hope! When you do find someone capable of "competing on your level," you're in for some amazing and diverse sexual adventures! Be safe out there, and remember, communication is the core of kink! This test tracked 1 variable. How the score compared to the other people's: Higher than 84% on Deviancy Link: The Oh So Deviant Test written by ScreamingBeef on Ok Cupid

1 To 10
1)What's your favorite band? 2)Do you consider cyber sex cheating? 3)Do you belive in angels? 4)What name would you never give your child? 5)What's your favorite horror movie? 6)Whats your dream job? 7)What's the first thing you notice in a person? 8)What's your most cherished possession? 9)Where was your first kiss? 10)Will you repost this so I can answer these for you?

Song Of The Day! Morning Edition!
if ya don't like 311... well uh i don't know what to tell ya you don't like anything then lol cause 311 have always been so much fun to rock out to and this is like my favorite song by them this is Down by 311 Enjoy :D Chill. light on my sight as my ego becomes A funky child with some words on my tongue Be like intake of breath and my mouth gets loose While i scatter my spit i dream of juice Have you ever made out in dark hallways Displayed a kiss that made your day or say Play a track from your record collection It's your mix, congratulations We've changed a lot and then some some Know that we have always been down down And if i ever didn't thank you you Then just let me do it now I bet you light up when we start the show follow me now Very closely because i told you so you know We glow because we throw sun rays We be freaky and we wanna stay CHORUS Lightning strikes yo we be in that violent force of light Guaranteed to turn it out as bad as dolemite 'Cuz

"friends"
Growing pains Broken chains A sad melody Falling tears Listening ears A friend just for me Reaching out Sharing doubt When life gets me down Hands to clutch Gentle touch Can turn me around Spoken words Softly heard Cognitivity Holding tight Loving light Calm serenity To all my friends........"THANK YOU & I LOVE YOU"

I Miss You
You know who you are and I know you won't read this blog. When I was young I never needed anyone And makin love was just for fun Those days are gone Livin alone I think of all the friends Ive known But when I dial the telephone Nobodys home All by myself Dont wanna be All by myself anymore All by myself Dont wanna live All by myself anymore Hard to be sure Some times I feel so insecure And love so distant and obscure Remains the cure All by myself Dont wanna be All by myself anymore All by myself Dont wanna live All by myself anymore

Sexual Iq
You have a sexual IQ of 149 When it comes to sex, you are a super genius. You have had a lot of experience, and sex interests you so you know a lot about it. You pride yourself on being a source of information and guidance to all of your friends. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

I Hope....
I hope the days come easy and the moments pass slow, and that each road leads you where you want to go. And if you're faced with the choice and you have to choose I hope you choose the one that means the most to you. And if one door opens to another door closed I hope you keep on walking till you find the window. And if it's cold outside - show the world the warmth of your smile. More than anything - my wish for you is that this life becomes all that you want it to. That your dreams stay big and your worries stay small and you never need to carry more than you can hold and when your out there getting where you're getting to I hope you know somebody loves you and wants the same things too. I hope you never look back, but you never forget all the ones who love you in the places you've left. I hope you always forgive and you never regret and you help somebody every chance you get.

Love Love Love Psssh
Your Daily Tarot Today's Card Image - copyright 1998 Lo Scarabeo S.r.l. The Knave of Wands card suggests that you might be inspired by a fresh perspective, animal attraction or new romance. You may be in the mood to try anything once, explore passions, shake up old routines or play the field, but a tendency toward impatience or getting caught up in the moment could confuse spontaneity with premature, indiscriminate or foolhardy acts. A sense of liberation, confidence or anticipation can put a spring in your step or have you singing silly love songs.

Stressing
The last couple days I have been stressing a lot... work stuff mostly. I know I shouldn't let it get to me, just have to keep searching for an answer. Seems like there has been so much CT drama lately with people I know. Drama sucks.

If It Wasn't Friday...
If it wasn't Friday I think I would go postal on a few clients today. First, we have a major client that we do tons of work for. They are always late paying, and we always have to call and ask them to please pay. At this point January and Febuary invoices were past due, and the March one will be by the end of next week. They had asked for my business partner to come down next week and spend the whole week at their offices and work with them from there. No problem if they pay the invoices, and are prepared to pay for his hotel and meals. They said they would have the oustanding invoices sent out overnight. They only paid January. Another one keeps sending me these changes. I'm fine with making changes. But when they go against what looks good, I will tell them it isn't going to look professional. Every day this week she is adding more and more to clutter it up. I even told her yesterday nothing more can fit there... and what do I get.... MORE!! Some people drive me nuts

Home Again...
home again. it sucks. the arguements are too much for me. i am tired of having to feel like i am going insane in my own home. i want a place i can feel safe. i don't think that is too much to ask.

Weekend Is Here!!
THE WEEKEND IS HERE. THIS WEEKEND IS GOING TO BE A NICE LONG QUIET WEEKEND FOR ME!! YAY!! FINALLY... NO COMPANY THIS WEEKEND, WHATSOEVER! EVERY WEEKEND FOR LIKE 6 WEEKENDS IN A ROW... I'VE HAD COMPANY. GLAD TO SAY THAT I'LL HAVE A NICE QUIET WEEKEND. JUST THE KIDS AND I THIS WEEKEND!! WAHOOO! I "DO" KNOW HOW TO SAY NO... LOL, DIDN'T THINK I HAD IT IN ME TO SAY NO. BUT A GIRL HAS TO DO WHAT A GIRL HAS TO DO.... TO GET SOME DOWN TIME. I'VE HAD ONE LONG WEEK! I NEED TO SIT BACK AND RELAX... MAYBE GET A MASSAGE. (YEAH RIGHT, DOESN'T HURT TO DREAM) IT'S LIKE ASKING FOR BREAKFAST IN BED... IT'S NOT GOING TO HAPPEN, UNLESS I DO IT MYSELF. LOL, AND I DON'T SEE THAT HAPPENING EITHER. I SIT HERE AND THINK ABOUT THE THINGS I'D LIKE TO HAVE DONE FOR ME AND THE THINGS I MISS DOING FOR THAT SPECIAL SOMEONE. I MISS COOKING A REALLY NICE MEAL FOR HIM, I MISS ASKING HIM IF HE'S LIKE A COFFEE, I MISS RUBBING HIS BACK LIGHTLY WITH MY NAILS, I MISS LOOKING DEEP INTO HIS SOUL THOUGH HIS EYES, I MISS SNEAKI

Irs Audit
> At the end of the tax year, the Tax Office sent an inspector to > audit the books of a synagogue. > While he was checking the books he turned to the Rabbi and said: > "I notice you buy a lot of candles. What do you do with the candle > drippings?" > > "Good question", noted the Rabbi. "We save them up and send them > back to the candle makers, > and every now and then they send us a free box of candles." > > "Oh", replied the auditor, somewhat disappointed that his unusual > question had a practical answer. > But on he went, in his obnoxious way: > > "What about all these biscuit purchases? What do you do with the > crumbs?" "Ah, yes", replied the > Rabbi, realising that the inspector was trying to trap him with > an > unanswerable question. > "We collect them and send them back to the manufacturers, and > every > now and > then they send a free box of holy biscuits." > > "I see!" replied the auditor, thinking hard about how he could > fluster the know-it

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Twenty Secrets of Interpersonal Effectiveness _____________________________________________________ 1. Act friendly, smile. 2. Make people feel important. (To drive them away, make them feel worthless). 3. Share the credit; when people excel, acknowledge it. 4. Be interested in people and disclose yourself to them. 5. Remember people’s names. 6. Remember the facts of people’s lives and inquire about them now and then. 7. Do the right thing, even when it’s not convenient. 8. Be honest and straightforward with everyone. If you can’t commit, don’t. 9. Give and receive feedback graciously. 10. Be a good listener. Address the other’s concerns. 11. Let people save face. 12. If you are wrong, admit it. 13. Be encouraging, involved and enthusiastic. 14. Be there for people when they need you. 15. Don’t be negative. People don’t want to be constantly reminded of what’s wrong. 16. Don’t give gratuitous advice. Resist saying, “You should do this or that.”

Dedicate Live!!
Dedicate songs to the people in your life listed below. Yourself: Ha, The River by GC. I know its GC but it encompasses me pretty well. BF/GF/Crush: Hmmm i can think of two without embarassing myself too badly. haha. Best Friend: lol this is a love song, but i put it up cause we both love it, and i made her addicted to it. Ex: Most recent? Two come to mind Kid: Ouch. kinda touchy. But someday, I will sing this to my others.

If She Only Knew
I'm sorry that i bought you roses to tell you that i like you I'm sorry that I was raised with respect not to sleep with you when you were drunk I'm sorry that my body's not ripped enough to "satisfy" your wants I'm sorry that I open your car door, and pull out your chair like I was raised I'm sorry that I'm not cute enough to be "your guy" I'm sorry that I am actually nice; not an asshole I'm sorry I don't have a huge bank account to buy you expensive things I'm sorry I like to spend quality nights at home cuddling with you, instead of at a club I'm sorry that I am always the one you need to talk to, but never good enough to date I'm sorry if I start not being there, and being used as a door mat, only to be thrown to the side when the new asshole comes around I'm sorry if I don't answer my phone anymore when you call, to listen to you cry for hours, instead of getting a couple hours of sleep before work I'm sorry that you can't realize.. I've been

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Ok WTF is the deal with certain animals being illegal in some states? it pisses me off to no end that the pets that you want are illegal in your state take the two id someday love to own a freaken Hedgehog an Ferret I'm a HUGE animal lover....gotta make up for my past which we wont go into that now! but still wat the fuck is up with that ..... its not like OMG a Hedghog got loose from someones yard OMG CALL THE SWAT TEAM ITS GOING ON A MURDEROUS RAMPAGE OMG OMG LOOK ITS TEARING THE FLESH OF THAT LIL GIRL no.... a freaken hedgehog will not do that but stupid ppl overeact about such things...of course if its a leopard or bear or some other exotic animal that may pose a threat to a community sure i have no problem with that animal being illegal BUT CMON A FUCKEN HEDGEHOG the worst it can do is curl up into a defensive spikey ball an you step on it... thats it wow minor pain an discomfort... and plus most animals when kept as pets become frail to the harsh environments outdoors so more the

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Your Daily Tarot Today's Card Image - copyright 1998 Lo Scarabeo S.r.l. The Two of Wands card suggests that my power today lies in attraction. I have a vested interest or am committed to sharing my vision, ideals, or game plan in order to make a connection. I am willing to step up because it takes two and I can't win if I don't play. Anything is possible. I am empowered by the passion of my own potential and I transform through self-discipline.

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A firefighter poem HE STARES IN THE FACE OF DEATH WITHOUT A SECOND THOUGHT TO SAVE THAT ONE SPECIAL LIFE THAT HE SO BRAVELY SOUGHT HE HAS WALKED AS CLOSE TO "HELL ON EARTH" AS ANY MAN COULD DO AND HE'S SO PROUD OF THE JOB HE DID FOR PEOPLE HE NEVER KNEW HE PUTS HIS LIFE ON THE LINE EVERYTIME DUTY CALLS ALWAYS DOING WHAT NEEDS TO DONE WITHOUT EVEN A PAUSE HE IS A FIREMAN WITH OVERWHELMING PRIDE NEVER AFRAID TO TAKE A CHANCE WHEN SAVING SOMEONES LIFE OFTEN HE SAYS "IT'S MY JOB" BUT WE REALLY KNOW THAT HE IS VERY SPECIAL AND ALWAYS READY TO GO SO WHEN YOU HEAR THE SIRENS WAIL OR SEE THE FLASHING LIGHTS STAND ASIDE AND LOOK WITH PRIDE HE'S GOING TO SAVE A LIFE. KLB I THINK FIREMEN DO NOT GET ENOUGH PRAISE...... LIVE LIFE LIKE THERE'S NO TOMMORROW!!!! By Kathy Bond

Firefighters Gloves
Firefighters Gloves A Firefighters Gloves hold many things From elderly arms to a kids broken swing From the hands they shake and the backs they pat To the tiny claw marks of another treed cat At 2 am they are filled with chrome From the DWI who was on her way home And the equipment they use to roll back the dash From the family of 6 she involved in the crash The brush rakes in spring, wear the palms out When the wind does a “90” to fill them with doubt The thumb of the glove wipes the sweat from the brow Of the face of a firefighter who mutters “What now?” They hold inch and three quarters flowing one twenty five So the ones going in, come back out alive When the regulator goes; then there isn’t too much, But the bypass valve the eagerly clutch The rescue equipment, the ropes, the C-collars; The lives they saved never measured in dollars Are the obvious things firefighters gloves hold Or, so that is what I’ve been always told But there are other

They By Jem
Music Video Codes By Music Jesus.com Who made up all the rules We follow them like fools Believe them to be true Don't care to think them through And I'm sorry so sorry I'm sorry it's like this I'm sorry so sorry I'm sorry we do this And it's ironic too Coz what we tend to do Is act on what they say And then it is that way And I'm sorry so sorry I'm sorry it's like this I'm sorry so sorry I'm sorry we do this Who are they And where are they And how can they possibly Know all this Who are they And where are they And how can they possibly Know all this Do you see what I see Why do we live like this Is it because it's true That ignorance is bliss Who are they And where are they And how do they Know all this And I'm sorry so sorry I'm sorry it's like this Do you see what I see Why do we live like this Is it because it's true That ignorance is bliss And who are they And where are they And how can they Know all this And I'm sorry

Love Her
Love Her She craves compassion like a rose wilts without the kiss of morning dew, she withers without your tenderness Touch her Let her grow in good hands without squeezing too tight feel her warmth fold your souls together Need her Be the crust of her loaf the white to her yoke icing on her cake her substance for abuse Trust her Be the candle in her window her comfort in a song a shoulder to cry on Understand her Catch her Love Her She craves compassion like a rose wilts without the kiss of morning dew, she withers without your tenderness Touch her Let her grow in good hands without squeezing too tight feel her warmth fold your souls together Need her Be the crust of her loaf the white to her yoke icing on her cake her substance for abuse Trust her Be the candle

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H. G. Wells (1866-1946), English author, futurist, essayist, historian, socialist, and teacher wrote The War of the Worlds (1898); Yet across the gulf of space, minds that are to our minds as ours are to those of the beasts that perish, intellects vast and cool and unsympathetic, regarded this earth with envious eyes, and slowly and surely drew their plans against us. And early in the twentieth century came the great disillusionment.—Ch. 1. The invasion of earth by aliens from Mars, tripods attacking with Heat Rays and Black Smoke and the evacuation of London while people were terrorised in the surrounding countryside became one of the first internationally read modern science fiction stories. Wells is often credited, along with Hugo Gernsback (1884-1967) and Jules Verne (1828-1905) as being one of the fathers of science fiction. Forty years after its publication, on the night of Halloween 1938, Orson Welles’ Mercury Theatre on-air radio broadcast of the novel caused widespread pan

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Hey everyone. For all of you that have faith in prayer and even those of you that don't I need your help. My little sister was admitted into the hospital today. Can y'all please keep her and my family in your thoughts. I will keep you posted on how she is doing thank you all so very much from the bottom of my heart. Her Name is Elizabeth. there is a pic of her in my family photos on her wedding day.

May You Live In Perilous Times
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I saw the psychiatrist (Dr Hicks) today. He wants to keep me on the 200mgs of Zoloft and see me again on April 11th. He said that since I have had so much trouble with this that he's gonna keep a closer eye on it. THANK GOD!!! The highest dose he can give me is 300mgs.... so I suppose that means I am gonna be on this for at least a couple more months before he decides if it is working or not. I just want something to work. I can only do so much positive thinking until I wanna puke from it!!! K.. I am done

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On the night of Saturday, March 24, 2007... I presented My Collar to My princess snippy, she gracefully, smiling and with her cheecks blushing, offer her neck to her Mistress in acceptance.... It is a beautiful Silver Omega necklace, with a heart with little cristals and the matching earrings... just look beautiful on her. From that day on, the compromise took a deeper meaning... she's been Collared to Me, she is My posession, she belongs to her Mistress M, body and heart... she is My most precious possesion, she is the owner of My heart and slave of My dominion... my beautiful princess.... she is making me very happy :)

Fbi Knows About Vampires
WASHINGTON - A terrifying FBI interoffice memo reveals that the U.S. Government not only believes in vampires, but considers them a major threat to our country! The memo was leaked by an FBI staff member who came into its possession during the course of his work. The source asked that his name not be revealed. The note is written in brief, broken sentences but its meaning is chillingly clear : "Here is info you requested. 60,000 vampires currently active on America's streets. Mostly large urban areas. At least 9,000 American lives claimed so far this year. Number of deaths likely to climb as creatures are becoming bolder. We recommend begin National 'War on Vampires' immediately." FBI officials will neither confirm nor deny the information contained in the memo, but vampire expert Charles Gulton says he believes it's high time the government starts taking actions against what he and his colleagues have said for years is the most serious problem facing America. Gul

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Cover your stump before you hump. Before you attack her, wrap your whacker. Don't be silly, protect your willy. When in doubt, shroud your spout. Don't be a loner, cover your boner. Before you attack her, wrap your wrapper. You can't go wrong, if you shield your dong. If your not going to sack it, go home and whack it. If you think she's spunky, cover your monkey. If you slip between her thighs, condomize. It will be sweeter if you wrap your peter. She won't get sick, if you wrap your dick. If you go into heat, package your meat. While your undressing venus, dress up your penis. When you take off her pants and blouse, suit up your mouse. Especially in December, gift wrap your member. Never ever deck her, with an unwraped pecker. Don't be a fool, vulcanize your tool. The right selection, is to protect your erection. Wrap it in foil, before checking her oil. A crank with armor, will never harm her. If you really love her, wear a cover. Don't make a mistake! Muzzle y

Scaredy Cat
My FearsI would / I wouldn't / I haveTouch a snakeI haveRide in a hot-air balloonI wouldSky diveHELL YEAH I WOULD!Scuba diveI mightDive with sharksAre you crazy?Sing in front of a huge audienceOnly if it was the jam,,,Sit in the front of a roller coasterI haveWalk through a graveyard alone at nightFor what?Join a space missionNo doubtCall off a weddingThat's shittyWalk naked through a crowded cityDependsCall Mike Tyson a girl to his faceA sissy girl!Disarm a bombAin't my jobClean the outside windows on a skyscraperHow much is the pay?Go on tour with a rock bandRock on!Go skinny dipping in mixed companyI have & wouldHeckle a comedian at a comedy clubNot likelyEat something really grossRather notTake this survey

Darkness Within, And Without
Darkness, Within and Without When all the words rehearsed are gone, and lost within the silence; the beauty of the moments past are seen thru dreams of violence. Imposters masked as Strength and Pride move cautiously thru the streets, precious uncertainties subdue the mind absorbed in where they shall meet. The fragile and the anxious ones are softened now and quiet, the torment and the passions sought bring sin and shadowed riots. © copyright KG. 2007

Ch Ch Ch Ch Changes!!!!
Now that the show has "taken off", I have found a certain emptiness in the mindless humor week in and week out. I have decided to really put some meaning into your time listening. As you will notice by the upcoming schedule, I am starting to put some serious substance into it. Go to www.abuse-excuse.com and see about my future guest, Dean Tong, that will be appearing on the show on April 15th at 10pm EST. If you are going through a custody battle or are getting ready to leave your spouse, this is a must hear show and topic. The percentages of spouses' accusing the other of horrendous , false, acts in order to procure custody is sickening. We all think it couldn't happen to us. I can assure you that it can and will. This type of behavior is supported by attorneys as they stand to make alot of money by it and the social workers in the Domestic Relations Courts in your community will ag it on in order to make money off of both you and your estranged spouse also. What the Domestic Re

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This My Master, is my song to You. I give to You this hymn of love and devotion. I give to You my most precious possession. I give to You my gift of obedience, of body, mind and spirit. I long for Your hand, I long for Your whip. Most of all, I long for You. Cuffed and at Your feet, helpless and vulnerable, I tremble for Your caress. I long to swallow whatever You give. Bound and chained, my body is Yours. I stay open for You waiting for You to fill me. Stretched and tethered and roped, Your hand brings me pain, Your hand brings me pleasure. I render my spirit to You, I long for Your firmness, and Your throbbing discipline. Collared and leashed, I crawl to You, to sit at Your feet, to be Your pet. You bind my body with chains and rope, but You unfetter my spirit, You set me free. My desire I give to You. My servitude, You hold in your hands. I am on my knees for You, there is no ordeal of flesh or spirit, that

Allow Me...
Allow me the strength to answer questions I can't fathom. Allow me the spirit to know his needs. Allow me the kindness to choke back retorts. Allow me the serenity to serve Him in peace. Allow me the love to show Him myself. Allow me the tenderness to comfort Him. Allow me the light to show us the way. Allow me the wisdom to be an asset to Him. Let me be able to show Him each day my love of my service to Him. Let me open myself up to completely belong to Him. Let my eyes show Him the same respect, whether I sit at his side, or kneel at his feet. Let me accept my punishment with the grace of a woman. Let me learn to please Him, beyond myself. Grant me the power to give myself to Him completely. Give me the strength to please us both. Permit me to love myself, in loving Him. Allow me the peace of serving Him. For it is my greatest wish, my highest power To make his life complete, as he makes mine.

~~now That's Italian~~
An 18 year old Italian girl tells her Mom that she has missed her period for 2 months. Very worried, the mother goes to the drugstore and buys a pregnancy kit. The test result shows that the girl is pregnant. Shouting, cursing, crying, the mother says, "who was the pig that did this to you? I want to know!" The girl picks up the phone and makes a call. Half an hour later, a Ferrari stops in front of their house. A mature and distinguished man with gray hair and impeccably dressed in an Armani suit steps out of the of the Ferrari and enters the house. He sits in the living room with the father, mother, and the girl and tells them: "Good morning, your daughter has informed me of the problem. I can't marry her because of my personal family situation but I'll take charge. I will pay all costs and provide for your daughter for the rest of her life. Additionally, if a girl is born, I will bequeath a Ferrari, a beach house, 2 retail stores, a townhouse, a beachfr

Enslaved To Myself...
I hurt, my heart aches. Why can't I do anything right? There are so many around, so many to help. Yet alone and afraid I feel captive inside. Who am I? what can I be? Why is it so hard to see my power within me? So week so tired of fighting, so tired of living up to everyone elses desires. Who am I.. why can't I just be me?! The Masks I wear are crumbling apart. The play i'm in rapidly is coming to an end. I yearn for more.. I yearn to be me. I yearn to feel love, I yearn to be free. Enslaved in myself. Chained to my fears. Freedom. is it possible for me? So many voices, so many friends, so many others what do they see in me.. and why can't I see it too? What blinds my mind? What holds me so strong to see the opposite of what they see? My life filled with pains, my heart filled with sorrow. Why can't I feel a desire to keep on living until tommorrow. Tommorrows a new day perhaps something will change... and yet tommorrow never comes for it turns into today.

More Art Project Stuff
Last night I started a new art project. I showed my wife what I had done and she laughed. (Don't worry, it was in a good way. )I asked about the laughter and she said that the project definitely reflects my personality, just like the last one.Anyway, since I need to buy some stuff for the project and since I won't get paid until Monday, you'll have to wait before you can see it. So there! tag: art, computers, crafts, fun-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-Ave Satanas!Join me at CherryTap.com

Tech Support For Men
Dear Tech Support: Last year I upgraded from Girlfriend 7.0 to Wife 1.0. I soon noticed that the new program began unexpected child processing that took up a lot of space and valuable resources. In addition, Wife 1.0 installed itself into all other programs and now monitors all other system activity. Applications such as Poker Night 10.3, Football 5.0 , Hunting and Fishing 7.5 , and Golfing 3.6. I can\'t seem to keep Wife 1.0 in the background while attempting to run my favorite applications. I\'m thinking about going back to Girlfriend 7.0 , but the uninstall doesn\'t work on Wife 1.0 . Please help! Thanks, Troubled User..... _____________________________________ REPLY: Dear Troubled User: This is a very common problem that men complain about. Many people upgrade from Girlfriend 7.0 to Wife 1.0, thinking that it is just a Utilities and Entertainment program. Wife 1.0 is an OPERATING SYSTEM and is designed by its Creator to run EVERYTHING!!! It is also

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y do ppl label ppl judge them? im bipolar and as soon as ppl find out they dont want to talk to me.. y? im the same person they were talking too... People also judge ppl based on looks so what im not a raving beauty get over it ive been told i have a kick ass personality im just different unique i guess ppl woiuld say well if ppl r going to judge me by looks or mental problems than stuff it... I get tired of it if u dont like it to friggin bad Im not going 2 change the way i am for anybody either u get to know me than decide if u want to be my friend or dont even bother with me... its no skin off my back and never will be. Im not going to live my life by societies rules i dont hurt anybody and i never will... I just want to be able to be myself. but if anybody knows y ppl r like this tell me please... thank you

Love......
LOVE... By: Allen (baby :) If there's one face I want to see, so beautiful, so true, one smile that makes a difference, to everything I do. If there's one touch I long to feel, one voice I long to hear, whenever I am happy, or just needing someone near. If there's one joy, one love, from which I never want to part, it's you, my very special love, my world, my life, my heart.

I Heart These Lyricss :p
Here I'm standing in the night My crescent wand the only light Alone against my darkest fear But I sense my friends are near I'll draw from each the power I need The evil Queen we will defeat - *Give me the strength to carry on With all our love we can't go wrong Only together we face the fight Nothing can stand against our might - [Repeat *] - With all our strength the battle's won With all our love we can't go wrong We have the strength to carry on

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1) Avoiding her lips and diving straight for the erogenous zones makes her feel like you're paying by the hour and trying to get your money's worth by cutting out nonessentials. A proper passionate kiss is the ultimate form of foreplay. 2) BLOWING TOO HARD IN HER EAR. Admit it, some kid at school told you girls love this. Well, there's a difference between being erotic and blowing as if you're trying to extinguish the candles on your 50th birthday cake. That hurts. 3) NOT SHAVING. We often forget we have a porcupine strapped to our chin which you rake repeatedly across your partner's face and thighs. When she turns her head from side to side, it's not passion, it's avoidance. 4) SQUEEZING HER BREAST. Most of us act like a housewife testing a melon for ripeness when they get their hand on a pair. Stroke, caress, and smooth them. 5) BITING HER NIPPLES. Why do we fasten onto a woman's nipples, then clamp down like we're trying to deflate her body via her breasts?

The Contest
OK guys I know this is the first night of the contest but you men need to start commenting your pictures so far tea pot is out in front with 70 comments?? I wanted to have a bigger turn out so I could offer a even bigger "pimping gift at 3500 comments but so far your all lacking ...lol I know it can be frustrating but it only happens when you want to join a contest I have been in a few its madding but works out in the end at least you find out who realy wants to help you and who is just pucking around, you know what I mean ..ok so if the goal of 3500 comments are reached I will up the anti, any takers???

Lust
You take my hand into your hand. As you lead me to the bedroom The bedroom was ever so beautiful with red roses, candles all around the room With soft music playing in the background As you lead me to the bed My body, my mind went totally to ease You turn around towards me Putting your wonderful hands gentely on my face Then we place our soft lips together. I slowly close my eyes and I place my hands of your chest. You put your hands on my shoulders to pull me closer to your body. As our bodies crest together. I can feel your heart beating, your breath on my neck. You feel so wonderful pressing against me. Then I take your hand in mine. We start to move softly across the room. I start to take off your clothes all so slowly. Then you start to take off mine. I lay you on the warm bed ever so gently. Then you grab me and you pull me onto you. I can feel the hotness that you have to share. We crest our two bodies to make one. We moan and groan so queitly in each

Love At First Sight
I WAS LONELY FOR SO LONG AND NEEDED FOR SOMEONE'S LOVE SEARCHING AND WONDERING FOR THE PREFECT MATE SAD AND DEPRESSED FOR THE LONGING OF LOVE AS I SEARCHED AND LOOKED BEYOND THE SKIES THERE HE WAS WITH THE MOST AMAZING VOICE I EVER HEARD MY BODY SHIVERED, MY MIND WENT TO EASE MY HEART JUST MELTED LIKE CHOCLATE HE SAYS THE UPMOST THINGS IN MY EAR MY FEELINGS GROW STRONGER AND MY HEART GROWS FOUNDER I JUST FELL IN LOVE AT FIRST SIGHT MY LOVE, HIS LOVE BONDED TOGETHER MY EYES, MY BODY, MY HEART BELONGS TO HIM AND I HAVE EVERYTHING THAT BELONGS TO HIM NEXT TO MINE TOGETHER AND FOREVER WE STAND IN BONDAGE THIS IS LOVE AT FIRST SIGHT MY EYES, MY LIPS MEETS UP WITH HIS AS WE CLING OUR BODIES TOGETHER MAKING THE MOST WONDERFUL MOMENT EVER WE KNOW IN OUR HEARTS AND IN OUR SOUL THAT WE ARE MADE FOR EACH OTHER EVERY PASSING DAY ARE SO AMAZING LIKE THAT I HAVE THE PERFECT MAN HIS GENTLENESS, HIS KINDNESS, HIS LOVING ARMS AROUND MY CA

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we wear no uniforms blues or army greens but we are in the military in the ranks rarely seen we have no rank upon our tired shoulders salutes we do not give but the military world is the place we live. we are not in the chain of command orders we do not give but our husbands are the ones who do this we cannot forget we're not the ones who fire the weapons who put our lives on the line but our job is just as tough we're the ones left behind. our husbands are patriots brave and prideful men and the call to serve their country not all can understand behind the lines we see all the things needed to keep this country free our husbands make the sacrifice but then so do we but we love the men we married though soldiering is what they do but we stand among the silent ranks known only as military wives

Is It Love???
For all you people who say “love you” when you have no clue what love is exactly!!! something to ponder upon… Are your palms sweaty, is your heart racing and is your voice caught within your chest?? It isn’t love, it’s like. You can’t keep your eyes or hands off of them, am I right?? It isn’t love, it’s lust. Are you proud, and eager to show them off?? It isn’t love, it’s luck. Do you want them because you know they’re there?? It isn’t love, it’s loneliness. Are you there because it’s what everyone wants?? It isn’t love, it’s loyalty. Are you there because they kissed you, or held your hand?? It isn’t love, it’s low confidence. Do you stay for their confessions of love, because you don’t want to hurt them?? It isn’t love, it’s pity. Do you belong to them because their sight makes your heart skip a beat?? It isn’t love, its infatuation. Do you pardon their faults because you care about them?? It isn’t love, it’s friendship. Do you tell them everyd

The Blonde Cookbook
MONDAY: It's fun to cook for Tom. Today I made angel food cake. The recipe said beat 12 eggs separately. The neighbors were nice enough to loan me some extra bowls. TUESDAY: Tom wanted fruit salad for supper. The recipe said serve without dressing. So I didn't dress. What a surprise when Tom brought a friend home for supper. WEDNESDAY: A good day for rice. The recipe said wash thoroughly before steaming the rice. It seemed kind of silly but I took a bath anyway. I can't say it improved the rice any. THURSDAY: Today Tom asked for salad again. I tried a new recipe. It said prepare ingredients, Lay on a bed of lettuce one hour before serving. Tom asked me why I was rolling around in the garden. FRIDAY: I found an easy recipe for cookies. It said put the ingredients in a bowl and beat it. There must have been something wrong with this recipe. When I got back, everything was the same as when I left. SATURDAY: Tom did the shopping today and brought home a chicke

Eat It
If you offer to "eat" a woman. Make sure you specify that it is not the "Jeffrey Dahmer" kind of eating... Vagina Consumption is greatly appreciated by the lady-folk. ...but I wouldn't know anything about that.

Breaking The Habit
memoried consume like opening the wound i'm picking me apart again you all assume i'm safe here in my room (unless i try to start again) i don't want to be the one the battles always choose 'cause inside i realize that i'm the one confused i don't know what's worth fighting for or why i have to scream i don't why i instigate and say what i don't mean i don't know how i got this way i know it's not alright so i'm breaking the habit tonight clutching my cure i tightly lock the door i try to catch my breath again i hurt much more than anytime before i had no opitions left again i'll paint it on the walls 'cause i'm the one at fault i'll never fight again and this is how it ends i don't know what's worth fighting for or why i have to scream but now i have some clarity to show you what i mean i don't know how i got this way i'll never be alright so i'm breaking the habit breaking the habit tonight

9 Words Women Use
1.) Fine: This is the word women use to end an argument when they are right and you need to shut up. 2.) Five Minutes: If she is getting dressed, this means a half an hour. Five minutes is only five minutes if you have just been given five more minutes to watch the game before helping around the house. 3.) Nothing: This is the calm before the storm. This means something, and you should be on your toes. Arguments that begin with nothing usually end in fine. 4.) Go Ahead: This is a dare, not permission. Don't Do It! 5.) Loud Sigh: This is actually a word, but is a non-verbal statement often misunderstood by men. A loud sigh means she thinks you are an idiot and wonders why she is wasting her time standing here and arguing with you about nothing. (Refer back to #3 for the meaning of nothing.) 6.) That's Okay: This is one of the most dangerous statements a women can make to a man. That's okay means she wants to think long and hard before deciding how and when you will pay f

Rough Sex Facts
Giving .........head....... massages the jaw....while burning 32 calories. Swallowing foreign body juices is actually like taking vitamins and it whitens your teeth The American Dental Association says that semen cuts plaque better than mouth wash, so suck a dick and save a smile. Having nice sex burns 358 calories. Having rough sex [make it hurt] burns 543 calories. Take off her clothes with her consent.........................12 cal without......................187 cal Take off her Bra With two hands..........................8 cal With one hand.........................12 cal With mouth.............................85 cal Put on Protection hard .......................... 6 cal soft..........................315 cal Foreplay Looking for target...................8 cal Finding G spot ......................92 cal I don't F***ing care.....................0 cal Entry Holding her..................12 cal On the floor.................8 cal With Different

A Fork In The Road
they say behind each story lies two different tales in the end, one person sinks and one person sails you can analyze the situation to the skill of detective but the only thing that matters is you own perspective it turns into a game of lust and that lust is quickly matched with a game of trust soon enough the pot just boils over nerves are shot and your luck turns to dirt like a three leaf clover as the story gets deeper it just gets more ill you realize your at the end but theres still gaps to fill you thought you were on the same page but the truth comes out its becoming clear what one anothers intentions are about the story comes to an end and theres a fork just ahead you either take one side together or understand the words you just read

Here In Atlanta
So today I went Centennial Olympic Park here in Atlanta, home to the 1996 Olympics. We have Final Four weekend here and I have to say, the city is alive and kicking! I saw the band Live which is my favorite band and Ludacris perform today. Totally awesome... Next up- The Warped Tour!

The Guide To Modern Pagans
1.Bright-Eyed Novice You just read this cool book about a religion where there's a Goddess and a God, and they meet outside in nature, instead of some scary old building. They think sex is good not evil, and you want to know where to sign up. Distinguishing Signs: Mispronounces god/dess names, has to think a moment about which is deosil and which is widdershins. Has a shiny new athame (rhymes with "A-frame".) 2.Grand Old Wo/Man Actually remembers Woodstock (the first one.) Will tell you about the time they dropped acid with Kerry Wendell Thornley - or maybe it was Robert Anton Wilson. Anyway, it was somebody with three names. Or was it three people with one name? Distinguishing Signs: Luxuriant gray locks, listens very intently, knows dish about people you've only read about. 3.Tree Hugging Nature Sprite Most prized possession: one of Judi Barry's old tree spikes. Simultaneously believes in universal love for humanity AND returning the planet to a pristine, uncorru

Pearls
Pearls How I so desire to entwine my legs around you, just as our souls entwine and spiral like thousands of twinkling diamond stars. How I ache to feel you deep within me, one with me and my heart, our bodies finally merged as are our souls and intoxicate on the blend of our essences creating a unique perfume. Heady and sweet. Oh, to feel your weight upon me, I, deliciously impaled immobile - to feel the force of loving thrusts each urgency climbing higher. To visualize it, is almost ecstasy - the moment of ultimate trust between such souls as you and I. How I long for that sacred moment when with throbbing pulses ours, I hold my breath to savor your gift of the purest of you, your essence. The ultimate blissful pleasure! I would hold you captive with my most intimate muscles until every pearl of 'you' was mine, greedily treasured, precious jewel. I would kiss away your tears of joy, as my own wash my eyes with the same intense happiness...

Missin You
BABY AS I SIT HERE I MISS YOU MORE AND MORE EVERYDAY EVERY MINUTE FOR THAT MATTER THER.I CANT STOP THINKING OF YOU I DONT KNO WUT TO DO WIH MYSELF.THE MORE THAT IM AWAY FROM YOU THE WROSE IT GETS.BUT I KNO THAT YOU LOVE ME MORE THEN WUT YOU CAN SAY.IT IS JUST KILLING ME TO SIT HERE AND NOT HAVE YOU IN MY ARMS.YOU IN EVERYTHOUGHT THAT I HAVE WHILE I'M AWAKE OR WHILE IM ASLEEP.I CANT WAIT FOR THE NEXT TIME TO HAVE YOU IN MY ARMS.I KNO YOU FEEL THE SAME WAY YES IT IS HARD FOR US RIGHT NOW.WITH US HAVING TO WAIT AND ALL BUT BABY IT WONT BE LIKE THIS FOREVER I PROMISE YOU THAT.I LOVE YOU BABY WITH MY WHOLE HEART AND SOUL AND EVERYTHING THAT IS ME HUN.FROM THE FIRST TIME WE STARTED TALKING I KNEW THERE WAS SUMTHING BETWEEN US AND BABY IAM GLAD WE DID START TALKING DISPIT WUT OTHER PPL HAVE SAID AND DONE.THERE AINT NONE OR NOTHING THAT IS GONNA MAKE ME CHANGE THE WAY I FEEL ABT YOU NOR IS THERE ANYONE OR ANYTHING GONNA MAKE ME STOP TALKING TO YOU HUN I LOVE YOU WAY TO MUCH TO DO THAT.AND I KN

The Session
In the darkness of the light A stranger calls to say goodnight Erotica is the conversation theme You realize this is not a dream My voice can put you in a trance As your body begins to dance My words can paint pictures of desire I alone will take you higher I hold the greatest power And every minute of every hour You will feel the magic of me Touch yourself and you will see Imaginations running free Passions burn my cherry tree I'll help you taste the pleasures As you open my box of treasures So close your eyes and think of me Enjoy another fantasy Word games can be so much fun Especially when you want to come

Wrote This A Year Ago Called Wish U Were Mine
WISH YOU WERE MINE I LIVED INSIDE THE PRISON OF MY OWN FEAR OF CENSURE I CANT BREAK AWAY DESPARTELY CRAVING AS MY BODY DOES THE AIR THAT IT BREATHES AS MY SOUL DOES THE LIFE ON WHICH IT FEEDS WISH YOU WERE MINE HOW CAN I DREAM THE DREAM DOWN TO ONE? I HAVE ALWAYS WALKED THIS ROAD ALONE I HAVE HELD THE HANDS OF DISPARE I HAVE SEEN DARKNESS I HAVE DANCED WITH LONELYNESS WISH YOU WERE MINE I HAVE HELD THE FACES OF SORROW FELT THE PAIN IT HOLDS I WISH MY HEART TO MEND YET I SURIVIVED THE PAIN I STILL WALK THE ROAD ALONE WISH YOU WERE MINE

Be Happy
BE HAPPY is the key!!!! You can't live your life trying to please everyone else,I know I tried and made myself miserable in the process,so you make yourself HAAPY and the rest will fall into place!!! If you look into someone's heart and not on the outside,you might be surprised what you find.The outside will fade,the heart and what lies within remains 4-ever.....

Sexiest Tattoo & Piercing Contest
My good friend Rita is about to start a 'Sexiest Tattoo and Piercing contest starting tonight at 12 Midnight EST. She is looking for more people to enter the contest. So if you have a tattoo or a piercing and would like to enter, stop by Rita's profile and leave her a message saying you would like to enter. Rita will be giving out Blasts as prizes. Follow the link below to get to Rita's page: Rita Brat Portuguese Princess, Read My Blog About My All Blast Giveaway, Enter My Contest Now!@ CherryTAP Thanks Willie

What Are The Common Signs Of Autism?
There are three distinctive behaviors that characterize autism. Autistic children have difficulties with social interaction, problems with verbal and nonverbal communication, and repetitive behaviors or narrow, obsessive interests. These behaviors can range in impact from mild to disabling. The hallmark feature of autism is impaired social interaction. Parents are usually the first to notice symptoms of autism in their child. As early as infancy, a baby with autism may be unresponsive to people or focus intently on one item to the exclusion of others for long periods of time. A child with autism may appear to develop normally and then withdraw and become indifferent to social engagement. Children with autism may fail to respond to their name and often avoid eye contact with other people. They have difficulty interpreting what others are thinking or feeling because they can’t understand social cues, such as tone of voice or facial expressions, and don’t watch other peop

Daily Contest
PLEASE REMEBER YOU ARE NOMINATED BY OTHER CHERRIES AND THAT I DO NOT TELL YOU WHO NOMINATED YOU SO PLEASE DONT ASK THIS LASTS 1 DAY ONLY YOU CAN PARTICIPATE OR NOT YOU DONT HAVE TO DO NOTHING OR YOU CAN PROMOTE WHATEVER YOU WANT TO DO SO PLEASE COME AND HAVE FUN AND SEE HOW HIGHLY YOU ARE THOUGHT OF AROUND HERE

I Write For You
I write for you If I may, I will write for you still... As you have remained close in my thought Since our paths have crossed. If I may, I will write for you... with the sensitive soul of one who has set both faith and fears down to lost rhyme. Wandering through the wintry blast with hopes and dreams which few would dare Looking for one in the empty room to share Looking for one who cares To seal the pain from the wintry draft Which chills the air. So, if I may, I will write for you... As I wander through master lines of solace and sorrow, of hope and joy, ...of destiny. Ah, to be able to write as much. To hope and to dare. If I may, I will write for you, still...

Best Friends
I can tell you everything, there's nothing to hide, You were there to listen, even when I cried. You never care what people think, We work out everything, even the little kinks. I never get to say what I feel, I never wanted to make a big deal. The time has come, I think you should know, You mean so much to me, though it may not show. This is all so hard for me to say, But I couldn't do it in any other way. You've gained my respect and my trust, You know without saying, for who I lust. You're the best guy that I've ever met, For our friendship, I'll forever be in debt. I think so highly of you I just thought you should know, I'm here for you, forever, even when you're feeling low. If something should happen, to me or you, I think that it's time you knew. You're on top of my list in everything, You don't understand the joy you bring. To my heart and life and all I do, I just wanted to say that... "I LOVE YOU!"

Cast A Glance
I cast a glance your direction Can you feel my eyes on you Can you sense me These eyes So soft So passionate So longing So gentle These eyes, are looking at you Do you wonder what I am thinking of Do you wonder what is in my mind Do you wonder what I want to say Do you wonder I am thinking of you I am wanting to be with you I am wanting....

Animal Experiments
ANIMAL EXPERIMENTS The UK Government annual statistics 2005 reveal that over 2.8 million animals suffer and die in British laboratories in experiments that "may cause pain, suffering, distress and lasting harm" (experiments that are considered unlikely to cause pain do not need to be licensed and are therefore not included in the annual statistics). An estimated additional 8 million animals are bred and then destroyed as surplus to requirements. As well as mice, rats, hamsters, gerbils and guinea pigs (the bulk of experiments involve rodents), other animals such as rabbits, dogs, cats, monkeys, horses, cows, pigs, sheep, fish, amphibians, reptiles, birds and even insects are used - in fact there's hardly a species that are not experimented on. Many different kinds of experiments take place - painful and lethal diseases are inflicted on animals; animals are isolated, starved, burned, blinded, poisoned, irradiated and they are still used to test a wide range of substances from food a

" Nail In The Fence"
" NAIL IN THE FENCE" Make sure you read all the way down to the last sentence. ( Mostly importantly the last sentence.) There once was a little boy who had a bad temper. His Father gave him a bag of nails. and told him that every time he lost his temper, he must hammer a nail into the back of the fence. The first day the boy had driven 37 nails into the fence. Over the next few weeks, as he learned to control his anger, the number of nails hammered daily gradually dwindled down. He discovered it was easier to hold his temper than to drive those nails into the fence. Finally the day came when the boy did lose his temper and all. He told his father about it and the father suggested that the boy now pull one nail for each day that he was able to hold his temper. The days passed and the young boy was finally able to tell his father that all the nails were gone. The father took his son by the hand and led him to fence. He said "You" have d

Random
Longest film title - Night of the Day of the Dawn of the Son of the Bride of the Return of the Revenge of the Terror of the Attack of the Evil, Mutant, Alien, Flesh Eating, Hellbound, Zombified Living Dead Part 2: In Shocking 2-D

Fantasy..
Many a night she lays in her bed restless, tossing and turning Her own dreams keep her awake for what seems like an eternity Dreams so vivid… so realistic, they grab hold of her heart Tearing it in two and leaving her a shattered woman... When will she ever find the peace she so richly deserves? The fairytale that all women fantasize about… Is it all just a myth … some silly girl’s fantasy… Or is it a cruel joke where our mind deceives us… She lies still against the soft silk sheets and stares up into the wide-open spaces Longing and wishing for what she cannot have Is she meant to live a life filled with unhappiness and sorrow… Never to know what real love is…. If this is her destiny, may her dreams take her… Tears trickle down her delicate face as a soft hand reaches over Wiping his hand across her cheek and smiling warmly at her He leans down and kisses upon her forehead and caresses her soft skin Tucking the fallen wisps of her crimson tresses behind her ear Was

Despair
Despair(March 1999) Waves roll in Waves roll out Twisting and turning Highs and lows Gray skies Broken ties Thunder storms Tears of the soul Fear Pain Sorrow Grief Tyrin to run from reality Slamming into a brick wall Every turn ends the same There is no escape Healing is capable Cures available A flailing hand Extended arms A voice of reason Help is on the way It is just time to wait.

Child Abuse And Rapists We Know Where You Live!
PROTECT OUR KIDS!!!! I recieved this url that may interest people, it sure interested me. It is a website started by ...well there goes my memory again, oh yeah, John Walsh, (darn that fibro fog, and if you want to know what that means, look up fibromyalgia), anyway Mr Walsh did a good job on this one, it is a map of where sex offenders live, you type in your address and click, a map of your neighborhood and several squares show up, when you put your cursor over the square it tells you the name, address and a picture of the offender, also details as to what their crime was. This includs known rapists as well as any kind of sex offense. It works all over the US, the site is: http://www.familywatchdog.us/Search.asp

Touch
Streams of water, my only company as I crave touch. Streams of water disguise my tears, my sobs, my shakes. Touch. Quick word association brings forth: crave, caress, heat, heart. Shows my yearnings, though outwardly sexual, are completely emotional. Touch. I'm surrounded by couples, some giddy, some arguing. At least they have someone else's caress. Touch. I crave sex, hard, soft, raunchy, sweet. My subconscious tells me that it's touch, not sex, I crave. Touch. Sex, the ultimate touch, ultimate sharing. Physical proof that I'm not alone. Touch. My bed awaits, cold and empty. No second heart beat to rock me to sleep. yet. Touch.

Hello.
Hello. My name is not Bob. Sometimes I wish it was Bob. Bob is a very easy name to spell. It's round in the middle. Like me. And the b's look all manly and virile. They are like two phallic symbols, demonstrating to the world that Bob is a manly man full of potent um... penis... er... power or something. My name is still not Bob. I wonder if that means I am a eunuch.

Sex
You scored as Sex God. You are a master at sex. You make your partner weak in the knees, and you know it. You've had the practice, and you've read the books, but don't get too cocky (pun intended) or you'll get put into place.Sex God100%A Slave To BDSM100%A Romantic40%Virgin10%How are you in bedcreated with QuizFarm.com

10 Rules To Cybersex.....lmao
10 RULES TO CYBERSEX.....LMAO 1. Before becoming involved in any kind of cybersex, please make sure your spouse, boyfriend, kids, etc. are out of the room at the time, (preferably out of the house and not during a major holiday when your in-laws are also present or at a time when all your relatives are in attendance). It really gets difficult to explain the moaning and groaning, while the buzz of various "toys" can be heard. 2. For men, before you begin, please check that your modem protector is on, along with the splash guard for your keyboard. It will stop the future embarrassment of telling the computer technician that your keys are "stuck" and you have no idea why. 3. For women, no matter what you are truly wearing, such as: sweatpants, sweat shirt, torn bathrobe, slippers, t-shirt with stains on the front, bloomer underwear that could cover a car or be used for a parachute, always tell your potential cyber partner you are wearing a thong, garter belt with black stoc

Help
come on everyone ya know I don't ask for much, and when ya need me to do it I'm there so all I am asking is for you to help me!!!Plz Plz Plz got rate my pic thats in this contest?!?!?! http://cherrytap.com/viewimage.php?u=266854&i=3103684268#

How Bad R U Wanted?????
Ok guys and gals please rate me and add me and do what ever it takes to help me to get my level to level 4. Thanks. Subject HOW BAD R U WANTED????? Body: Body: Post this and see how many messages u get....don't be scared!! It is really amazing to see what people really think about you...and I promise you are probably going to be shocked at some of the responses.... (1) just friends (2) gorgeous (3) cute as heck (4) hot (5) fine (6) sexy (7) amazingly sexy (8) we can be friends with benefits (9) id take u to my crib (10) i want 2 make u my gf/bf (11) i love u baby (12) call me.....

Damien Rice - Coconut Skins
You can hold her hand And show her how you cry Explain to her your weakness So she understands: And then roll over and die! You can brave decisions Before you crumble up inside Spend your time asking Everyone else's permission: And then run away and hide! You can sit on chimneys And put some fire up your ass! No need to know What you're doing or waiting for: But if anyone should ask? Tell them I've been licking coconut skins And we've been hanging out! Tell them God just dropped by to forgive our sins And relieve us our doubt You can hold her eggs But your basket has a hole You can lie between her legs And go lookin' for: Tell her you're searching for her soul! You can wait for ages And watch your compost turn to coal But time is contagious: Everybody's getting old. You can sit on chimneys And put some fire up your ass! No need to know What you're doing or looking for: But if anyone should ask? Tell them I've been cooking coconut skins And we

Funny As Hell Lmao
Subject: THE ULTIMATE FEMALE JOKE FOR 2007 >>>>>>>It has long been contended that there are male jokes and there are >>>>>>>female >>>>>>>jokes. And there are unisex jokes. Here is a joke I consider a true >>>>>>>female >>>>>>>joke. I offer it to you in the hopes that women will love it and men >>>>>>>will >>>>>>>pass it along to a woman who will love it. >>>>>>> >>>>>>>A woman was sitting at a bar enjoying an after work cocktail with her >>>>>>>girlfriends when an exceptionally tall, handsome, extremely sexy >>>>>>>middle-aged >>>>>>>man entered. He was so striking that the woman could not take her >>>>>>>eyes off >>>>>>>him. The young-at-heart man noticed her overly attentive stare and >>>>>>>walked >>>>>>>directly toward her. (As all men will.) >>>>>>> >>>>>>>Before she could offer her apologies for so rudely staring, he leaned >>>>>>>over >>>>>>>and whispered to her, "I'll do anything, absolutely anything, that >>>>>>>you want >>>>>>>me to do, no matter ho

First...
So, this would be my first blog. And probably the only one. I just joined CherryTAP the other day, pretty much yesterday actually. I guess it\'s cool? Haha. I\'m usually a myspace addict. Unfortunately though, most the people who talk to me on here aren\'t even close my age. = Oh well. :) If you stop by my page, rate me, fan me add me and I\'ll do the same. :P

Why?
Why do I bother making a list out for when I go to the grocery store? I always forget it at home. Well at least today I remembered the important things from the list... peeps, mountain dew, and toilet paper..lol

Scars
Why Am I Doing This, As I Put The Knife To My Wrist, Feels Like Something Is Overcoming Me, As Blood Seeping Over My Fist Onto My Clothes, Falling To The Ground, Blood Stained Carpet, Blood Seems, To Be Everywhere In My Eyes, Noticing Its All Mine. Feeling Pain, Seeing Insanity, Hearing Cries... Will This Madness Ever Stop, I Wish I Was Normal, Thats Something Im Not. Scars Haunting Me, Memories Torturing Me. Why Does This Happen In My Life? Scars, Memories, And Knives... If I Dont Like Pain Then Why Hurt Myself, When I Can Be Hurting Someone Else... Im Just A Person Who's Infested With Sins... Can I Beat This And Possiably Win? Having A Happy Life, Instead Of Feeling All These Knives Slitting Scars, And Memories Into My Sight... Is The Knife My Foe, And I Myself The Enemy? Or Am I Just Seeing All The Regrets And Envy?

Shitty Day
Ok, I had a shitty, pathetic excuse of a day. Missing an old friend on her birthday. Nasty tension headache all day. Coworkers have been bitches. And to top it all off, my ex gave me another load of his bullshit this evening. Soembody give me a laugh... please. :(

Wanna-bees
I had a run in with a wanna-be security guard at work this week and it got me thinking of how some people take their jobs waaaayyyy to seriously. There are some people who have nick-named this guy "Barney Fife" but I'm quick to point out the fact that Barney was allowed to carry one bullet and a gun. Patrick doesn't have either! Then there are others who call him "Gomer" (as in Pyle). I point out to them that Gomer at least made it into the Marines. But maybe they will take anybody. Patrick has no military training! Anywhoooo.... he seemes to think that he owns the parking garage of the hospital that I work for and I was apparently the first one to refute that claim! Like I said it just got me thinking of all the people that take their jobs way too seriously. I can't help it that they aren't qualified for better jobs! Lighten up people! IT'S ONLY A JOB!

Another Writing On Life
Listen With Your Eye’s Learning as we see what is really in front of us past what isn’t there and coming to realization there is always more than meets the eye if we continually observe what it is that we are not immediately allowing ourselves to see. The past, as we always say should just be that very statement of understanding, THE PAST, everything of remembrance slowly creeps through the shut doors within our minds and constantly scream at our suppressed thoughts to relive what it is we do not wish to reawaken. Somehow, time no matter how long or short, it is immeasurable and holds no mercy. It will poke at us like a tip of a steel spear heated in fire and effortlessly and repeatedly penetrate the vulnerabilities of our flesh to awaken the silent cries of pain we hoped never to relive. Fare blankets our soul, and we shut our eyes wondering if it will make it go away, and relentlessly our mind visualizes those regretful moments of painful scars in the walls of our heart

Res-golden Boys
Why are you selling dreams of who you wish you could be A prince in all of the magazines They'd have no words for the man I've seen Talk real fast 'fore they see your face And would they love you if they knew all the things we know We've got these images We need them to be true Not ready to believe we're no more insecure than you [Chorus:] But then there're girls like me who sit appauled by what we've seen We know the truth about you Now you're the prince of all the magazines That is a dangerous thing But would they love you if they knew all the things that we know Those Golden Boys All a fraud don't believe their show Would they love you if they knew all the things that we know Golden Boy life ain't a video Place you in these robes and tell you you're the greatest man And you believe and play your cards Got dealt a winning hand Don't you get tired of the show The kissin' ass of all the people that you wanna know When I was young I thought you had it

Kellie Pickler › Red High Heels
Baby, I've Got Plans Tonight You Don't Know Nothin About I've Been Sittin Round Way Too Long Tryin' To Figure You Out But You Say That You'll Call And You Don't And I'm Spinnin My Wheels So I'm Goin Out Tonight In My Red High Heels I'm Gonna Call Up That Old Boyfriend You Said Still Has It Bad For Me I'm Gonna Take Him Into Town, Flaunt Him Around For Everyone To See Well, You Said Once Yourself, Baby Yeah, You Know The Deal Nobody Holds A Candle To Me In My Red High Heels Oh, You Can Watch Me Walk If You Want To, Want To I Bet You Want Me Back Now Don't You, Don't You I'm About To Show You Just How Missin Me Feels In My Red High Heels All Those Games You Tried To Play Well They Ain't Gonna Work On Me Now I Put A Barbed Wire Fence Around My Heart, Baby Just To Keep You Out Well, You Thought I'd Wait Around Forever But Baby Get Real I Just Kicked You To The Curb In My Red High Heels Oh, You Can Watch Me Walk If You Want To, Want To I Bet You Want Me B

Song Of The Day! Special Memorial Edition!
so it was 13 years ago today that Kurt Cobain filled with pain shot and killed himself. I miss Kurt Immensely.. he was one of my favorite singers and one of the best guitarists ever in my opinion. It hurts to much to know that there will never be a new song by Kurt and his gang of grunge filled people and i wish there was a but to this statement but i can't think of anything positive to say other then I miss you Kurt. why did you have to go out this way :( Load up on guns, bring your friends It's fun to lose and to pretend She's over bored and self assured Oh no, I know a dirty word Hello, hello, hello, how low? I'm worse at what I do best And for this gift I feel blessed Our little group has always been And always will until the end Hello, hello, hello, how low? And I forget just why I taste Oh yeah, I guess it makes me smile I found it hard, it was hard to find Oh well, whatever, nevermind hello, hello, hello, how low? With the lights out it's less d

Insight
There are those rare collections of words, when combined with music, that reach deep inside and lay bare the dark secrets or bring to my mind the feelings I have locked away for so very long. This song does this to me every time I hear it. When I Meet God Marillion And if the bottle's no solution Why does it feel so warm And if that girl is no solution Why did she feel so warm And if to feel is no solution Why do I feel Why do I feel so tired Why do I feel so broken Why do I feel so outside Why do I seem so blind I'm so sick of feeling It's ruined my life If living rough is no solution Why does it ease my mind If looking back is no solution Why are we all Nothing but children Children inside Why do the Gods Sit back and watch So many lost What kind of mother Leaves a child in the traffic Turning tricks in the dark What kind of God? I crawled around inside myself It was a long way down It was a mine and it was mine And in the darkness I saw

Would I Do Anything For Love
You Would Do Most Things For Love You are willing to go pretty far for love - but not far enough to compromise your core values. Love is a priority for you, and you'll go further than most people to hold on to someone you love. But killing for love? Or even taking a bullet? Probably out of the question. No matter what, you love yourself the most! Would You Do Anything For Love?

What A Loser
I, Kevin Wood, am a totally fucked up loser who aparently wants to screw around on his wife...the mother of his child...the person who tries to make his life as good as possible...the person who takes care of everything at home...the person i lie to all the time. so if anyone wants a loser...i'm your man. you must be able to put up with my mood swings, my temper tantrums, me throwing things, pushing you around, lying to you constantly, and also i don't give a damn about anyone but myself...so be prepared for that.

Am I A Control Freak
You Are 12% Control Freak There's no way you're a control freak. You're totally laid back - and able to take life as it comes. While you definitely have a healthy mental attitude, don't get suckered into letting someone control you. Are You A Control Freak?

This Is One Of My Favorite Songs
SELFISH AND COLD BY REVELATION THEORY: Your voice is killing me Your words are hard as they come Thoughts that sit in here Fall like bullets to the floor Your heart is pulling me The cut runs deeper as it flows Scars that cannot heal The hurt is covered to the bone 'Cause every time, it gets so complicated While I'm lying down in doubt I'll just tell myself I'm leaving here 'Cause I'm selfish and I'm cold And I feel like the world is ending Faithless and I've fallen again 'Cause I'm selfish and I'm cold And I feel like we're all pretending Careless and I'm lonely again And I am torn On the inside The trust is dead in me Walls close higher all around The cross I cannot bear feels like pressure coming down Until now The world was never jaded Yet I'm left here on my own To pick up the pieces 'Cause I'm selfish and I'm cold And I feel like the world is ending Faithless and I've fallen again 'Cause I'm selfish and I'm cold And I feel like we're all pretending

The Sun
the sun rises the sun set's i know your out there we just havent met,but someday we will meet and togeather defeat.some where out there your as alone as me,but togeather someday we will be,i feel your pain and sorrow,just hope i last till tomorrow.i lay here in my bed looking out the window instead,the moon is out the stars shine,someday you will be mine........

The Greatest Irony Of Love
Loving the right person at the wrong time, having the wrong person when the time is right and finding out you love someone right after that person walks out of your life... And sometimes, you think you're already over a person, but when you see them smile at you, you'll suddenly realize that you're just pretending to be over them just to ease the pain of knowing that they will never be yours again... For some, they think that letting go is one way of expressing how much they love that person... in my opinion, some are afraid to see the one they love being held by someone else... Most relationships tend to fail not because the absence of love. Love is always present. It's just that one was being loved too much and the other was being loved too little... As we all know that the heart is the center of the body but it beats on the left. maybe that's the reason why the heart is not always right... Most often we fall in love with the person we think we love but

My Kinky Turn On
You scored as Bondage. Your turn on is bondage... all out. You don't have a specific part of kinky sex that turns you on more than any other... everything working together turns you on. And why shouldn't it? Sex isn't sex without all the trimmings.Bondage75%Whips50%Chains/Handcuffs42%Blind Folds17%Biting0%Blood0%What's Your Kinky Turn On?created with QuizFarm.com

Body Part I Am Attracted To.
You scored as Butt. You are attracted to: the ass! your an ass man/woman.Butt100%Abs/Stomach92%Boobs83%Face50%Penis0%What Body Part Are You Attracted To?(pics) ver. 2.0created with QuizFarm.com

Restrictions
Seems to me that lately this site has been imposing way to many restrictions. nsfw rules, comment bombing rules, picture and rates rules etc. now I see that rating too fast can put you on an endangered list with the threat of getting your account deleted. that's right I said threat, because that's all it is. I take a little bit on exception when I belong to a site that posts rules and enforces regs by intimidation yet at the same time send you e-mails every month telling you to help the site get more members. I remember when I joined here friends told me it was better than myspace, a more adult audience. really? that has yet to be proven to me and I'll tell you all right now, if I get deleted I won't be back. so post your thoughts and comments here if you agree or even disagree with me.

~~the Hung Surrogate Father~~
The Smiths were unable to conceive children and decided to use a surrogate father to start their family. On the day the proxy father was to arrive, Mr Smith kissed his wife goodbye and said, "Well, I'm off now. The man should be here soon." Half an hour later, just by chance, a door-to-door baby photographer happened to ring the doorbell, hoping to make a sale. "Good morning, Ma'am", he said, "I've come to..." "Oh, no need to explain," Mrs. Smith cut in, embarrassed, "I've been expecting you." "Have you really?" said the photographer. "Well, that's good. Did you know babies are my specialty?" "Well that's what my husband and I had hoped. Please come in and have a seat" After a moment she asked, blushing, "Well, where do we start?" "Leave everything to me. I usually try two in the bathtub, one on the couch, and perhaps a couple on the bed. And sometimes the living room floor is fun. You can really spread out there."

She Talks To Angels - Black Crows
she never mentions the word addiction In certain company Yes, she'll tell you she's an orphan After you meet her family She paints her eyes as black as night, now Pulls those shades down tight Yeah, she gives a smile when the pain comes, The pain's gonna make everything alright Says she talks to angels, They call her out by her name She talks to angels, Says they call her out by her name She keeps a lock of hair in her pocket She wears a cross around her neck Yes, the hair is from a little boy And the cross is someone she has not met, not yet Says she talks to angels, Says they all know her name Oh yeah, she talks to angels, Says they call her out by her name She don't know no lover, None that i ever seen Yes, to her that ain't nothing But to me, yeah me, It's everything She paints her eyes as black as night now She pulls those shades down tight Oh yeah, there's a smile when the pain comes, The pain's gonna make everything alright, alrigh

Earning Your Desk
Earning Your Desk Back in September of 2005, on the first day of school, Martha Cothren, a social studies school teacher at Robinson High School in Little Rock , did something not to be forgotten. On the first day of school, with permission of the school superintendent, the principal and the building supervisor, she took all of the desks out of the classroom. The kids came into first period, they walked in, there were no desks. They obviously looked around and said, "Ms. Cothren, where's our desk?" And she said, "You can't have a desk until you tell me how you earn them." They thought, "Well, maybe it's our grades." "No," she said. "Maybe it's our behavior." And she told them, "No, it's not even your behavior." And so they came and went in the first period, still no desks in the classroom. Second period, same thing, third period. By early afternoon television news crews had gathered in Ms. Cothren's class to find out about this crazy teacher who had taken all the desks

Military...
you turn to leave hugging us first knowing its hard you write a few letters letting us know your okay and you miss us you call when you can thinking its what we need to hear your voice you dont realize that you are hurting us when you dont really pay attention we support you and try to stick by you but you are so different we want the you we used to know

Please Pray With Us...
Lord to today I ask you, for strength, understanding, hope, courage, and love...I pray that you reach down and you touch Melanie's body, heal her heart, her mind, her soul...i pray you give her the strength needed to keep fighting, and i pray you give me the strength needed to be the rock to hold her when she is weak... Lord I ask you for hope, that you keep her hope alive, that you keep her hope strong in the beautiful future that is ahead in our lives. And in her hope i pray you help her hold her faith, in you, and all that surrounds her. lord I pray for courage, that we stay strong, that we do what we need to do no matter how long or hard this road, I pray that you bless us with the courage to fight through the rain, and to the light of a new day. Lord I ask you for love, for everyone who has listened to our call, and reading this prayer, that they take the time to tell her that they care, that they send smiles and encouragement. i pray that you surround her with love...Lord i

Jelly-bean Studded Meringue Nests
Jelly-Bean Studded Meringue Nests Description Make these nests the day before and scoop the sorbet just before serving. Ingredients 6 egg whites Pinch of salt 1 1/2 teaspoons cream of tartar 1/2 teaspoon almond extract 1 1/2 cups sugar 4 ounces assorted Jelly Belly jelly beans (cotton candy, berry blue, lemon drop, island punch, lemon lime) Mango sorbet or sherbet Preparation Preheat oven to 170°F. Line baking sheet with parchment paper. Using round cookie cutter or small can, trace the outline of a 4-inch circle, for 8 to 10 circles. Set aside. In clean, dry mixing bowl of electric mixer, beat egg whites, salt and cream of tartar until soft peaks form. With mixer running, add almond extract and gradually add sugar. Beat until stiff and glossy. Spoon meringue about 3/4 cup at a time onto parchment-lined baking sheet, using tracing lines as guides for size. With large spoon make indentation in each meringue mound to form nests. Gently press jelly beans i

Make This Go Away
I stand alone in the cold rain, dont even feel it hit my skin, i'm so numb right now, nothing is coming in, I'm so out of breath, driven to me knees, I feel like i'm lost, on an endless sea, Lord i know you've got your reasons, for ever tear in my life, but i'm really fighting now, to understand why, did i do something wrong, is this a blessing in disguise, Oh, i'd give anything, to see through your eyes, I dont want to feel this, so empty inside, lord reach out to me, hold me tonight, I can't take this, not one more day, Tell me what you want from me, Just make this go away, are my tears not enough, do you even see me cry, can you hear me down here, i've tried and i've tried, i feel like i've beaten your door, til my body caves in, what will it take, for you to let me in, i'm so frustrated, so angry inside, so full of discontent, so full of lies, i want it gone lord, i want to be like you, answer me lord, i need you, I dont wan

This Is For Everyone On My Friends And Family List.
I am trying to catch up. If i have not rated all your pics or your stash I am sorry I will get there as soon as I can I have alot of people on my list so please be patiant with me. thanks alot Love ya

My Life At The Moment In A Song....
Ok, so sure Jesse McCartney is pretty lame, but I heard this song, and totally love it. It sums up something I'm feeling right now (not being over something I know I should be) It just hit me close to home... JUST SO YOU KNOW by Jesse McCartney I shouldn't love you, but I want to I just can't turn away I shouldn't see you, but I can't move I can't look away I shouldn't love you, but I want to I just can't turn away I shouldn't see you, but I can't move I can't look away And I dont know how to be fine when I'm not 'Cause I don't know how to make the feelings stop Just so you know This feeling's takin' control Of me and I can't help it I won't sit around I can't let 'em win now Thought you should know I've tried my best to let go Of you but I don't want to I just gotta say it all before I go Just so you know It's gettin' hard to Be around you Theres so much I can't say Do you want me to hide the feelings And look the other way And I don't know h

Happy Easter Everyone
hello to all my friends happy easter!!! i hope everyone has a wonderful day today i totally forgot time over here goes by and after awhile you have know idea what day it is christmas this past year came and went for me it was not till after the new year that i realized that i missed it....lol boy i was a phone ccall fool for couple of days aftwr that but anyhow everyone have fun and to all my old and new friends hope to chat with you all again soon

Poetry
When did I enter the gates of heaven and get released from the ones of hell?, I feel like I spent the last year or so trapped in a jail cell, Now I'm released thanks to your love and happiness, Thank you for taking my heart and making my life sheer bliss, Nothing could compare to the things you make me feel, I'm yours and your mine and thats our little deal, I knew the time would eventually come, When we would unite and become one, Kill all my suffering and pain, Keep trying so we can make our feelings last and never let things be the same, Same as they used to be, living in pain without one another, Just be you, my girl, my baby, and my lover, If i ever lost you I would have no one to turn to, Because no one will ever love me like you do, Lay with me under the stars, And let our love surround us and make us forget the scars, Kiss my lips so I can sleep knowing your still here, As long as your mine you wont ever cry anot

This Easter Season....
The tomb of Christ was just a bed, on which he rested for three days. The angels came then he arose, now we offer him our praise. Oh thank you Lord for your son, which you gave to save mankind. He showed us all how to live, and our laws were then defined. Now come this Easter Season, as the gospel is being read. I think about you lord, lying there upon that bed. To die so we may live, was not a selfish task. Now I beg for forgiveness, in a prayer for which I ask. May I be forever grateful, and do as you command. So when it's my time to leave, you'll take me by the hand.

My Day On The Set Of "the Middle" By Warner Bros.
Hey everyone! Just worked a 12 hour day, I am pooped but it was so worth it! I played an elementary school teacher on the set of a new TV series called "The Middle". The release date is undefinited, as it is just a pilot, which means that they have to decide whether or not there will be a lot of viewers to make it a TV series. The main star is Ricki Lake. She is such a sweetheart by the way! She LOVES her sons, they were on set with us, she looks amazing, has lost so much weight and always smiling. The first scene I was in consisted of a church scene. I was the girl in the black suit sitting DIRECTLY behind Ricki, so look for me. The next scene I was in, consisted of me being in the background and walking back and forth on the sidewalks. The last scene I was in, I had to carry a church bulletin and walk in front of the camera and walk and pretend like I was talking to someone, I was wearing a greenish sweater and black pants for that one - wardrobe change! I met a lot

I Can't Believe It!!
2007-4-8 2:43:35 you are most welcome ugly This was the comment that was left to me after I left a comment on one of my friend's blogs...but not before I was insulted by a 1 rating on my profile page! So I let it get to me and I went and left a nasty comment on it's page!! LMAO!! Did I not just say grow the hell up?? LMAO!! I am such a hypocrite ain't I??

Do It Or I'll Bite Ya
PLEASE COME AND HELP MY FRIEND OUT SHE IS STILL MAKIN FRIENDS HERE ON CT AND HAS ENTERED INTO HER FIRST CONTEST!!! LETS GET HER THE WIN!! It is beginning THE BIGGEST SMART AZZ ON CT Meet the contestants. Innocent Brat Contest Rules This is a comment bomb contest. Contestants can bomb their own entry. Down-rating is not permitted. This contest will end at 9:30PM Eastern Sunday April 15th. (repost of original by 'Wild Horse ~DJ Jousters Court~' on '2007-04-08 18:33:45') (repost of original by 'Innocent-Brat~~CLUB FANTASIA GREETER~~' on '2007-04-08 18:37:56') (repost of original by 'Wild Horse ~DJ Jousters Court~' on '2007-04-08 19:10:26') (repost of original by 'Innocent-Brat~~CLUB FANTASIA GREETER~~' on '2007-04-08 19:16:27')

Single Once Again
Well i am single once again.. my bf broke up with me but i understand why he did it.. we are going to remain friends which what we should have started off as first before jumping into a relationship.. He doesn't want to put me through him being gone all the time cuz he joined the navy but i was going to stand beside him through it all.. Cuz from what i have learned thats what a relationship is all about standing by ur partner through the good times n bad times.. the bad thing is he wouldn't tell me when he was here.. he told me over the phone that he just wanted to be friends n everything.. thats what made it worse.. he said not to sound like an ass but im not going to cry.. i have alot going on n i think it would be best if we just were friends.. so who knows what will happen..oh well either way i will be fine..

Words Are Not Enough
The words "I miss you" can not display The depths of how I care. The words "I want you" do not betray The extent of what I dare. The words "I need you" can not convey The extent of my prayer. The words "I love you" do not portray The heights of my err.

R.i.p. Colleen Ill Never Forget You =( =(
Grief never ends, But it changes. It’s a passage, Not a place to stay. The sense of loss Must give way, If we’re to value The life that was lived. Grief is not a sign of weakness, Nor a lack of faith, It is the price of love. COLLEEN, We loved you and miss greatly. We are also thinking of you. Love, Douglas and family =( =( =( =( =( Colleen was the best person ever ive known her and her family since i was a young kid she lived in Redlands California where i was born and raised but now im in bama will always miss you and your never be forgotin in my heart colleen =( =( =(

Who The Hell Does This?
So this is my post Easter playback. Up until Friday Easter was just going to be a quiet day at home. Just me and my roommate. But those plans changed. Saturday was going to be my egg coloring day (yes, I still do that...for myself...at 33). My roommate and a friend were going to color eggs with me. Her boyfriend decided to join us. My friend Mike and his girlfriend were also supposed to be there...but Mike's birthday fell on that Saturday, so he opted out. They were gonna go to dinner at Outback instead. Apparently Mike's girlfriend got sick, so they were gonna postpone the birthday dinner and come color eggs with us afterall. So I went out and bought more eggs and coloring kits. To finalize plans I texted him to ask if he was coming...and he said no, but he'd be over for Easter dinner. Now where Easter dinner was concerned I was doing the lion's share of the cooking and stuff. My friends Ben and Amber were making a Southwest salad, I was cooking a rib roast, chicken

"tell Me"
If your heart could talk, tell me, what would it say? Would it apologize deep in its soul that things worked out this way? Or would it laugh with a deep hollow sound, that game you always play? I see the taunting in your eyes, every second of every day. If you heart could listen, tell me, what would it hear? The crack of my heart shattering or the rhythmic echo of tears? Or maybe a gasp of failing breath caused by your wake of lonely fear? My mind is slowly dying because you left things so unclear. If your heart could touch, tell me, what would if feel? Would it reach out for this flesh and blood, you can't deny is real? Or would it bask in such delight, waiting for my final appeal? I sit here, now that the damage is done, your conscience is so unreal. If you heart had vision, tell me, what would it see? That cold and icy bitterness inside that only you can be? Or would it ever realize it's all alone,