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Womans Prayer
Lord, Before I lay me down to sleep, I pray for a man, who’s not a creep, One who’s handsome, smart and strong, One whose dick is thick and long. One who thinks before he speaks, When promises to call, he won’t wait weeks. I pray that he is gainfully employed, And when I spend his cash, won’t be annoyed. Pulls out my chair and opens my door, Massages my back and begs to do more. Oh! Send me a man who will make love to my mind, Knows just what to say, when asked "How big’s my behind?" One who’ll make love till my body’s a twitchin’, In the hall, the bathroom, the garden and kitchen! I pray that this man will love me no end, And never attempt to shag my best friend. And as I kneel and pray by my bed, I look at the dickhead you sent me instead. Amen.

Male And Female Definitions
Female Definitions (FD) and Male Definitions(MD) Wants and needs (FD) The delicate balance of emotional, physical and psychological longing one seeks to have fulfilled in a relationship (MD) Food, sex, and beer Communication (FD) The open sharing of thoughts and feelings with one's partner (MD) Jotting a note before suddenly taking off for a weekend with the guys Butt (FD) The body part that all clothing manufactures makes "looks bigger" (MD) The organ of mooning and farting Commitment (FD) A desire to get married and raise a family (MD) Not trying to pick up other women while out with one's girlfriend Entertainment (FD) A good movie, concert, play or book (MD) Anything with one ball, two fields, or three stooges Flatulence (FD) An embarrassing byproduct of digestion (MD) An endless source of entertainment, self-expression & male bonding Glass Ceiling (FD) The invisible barrier that stops women from rising to the top in business (M

Halloween Party At Bennett's - Part 2
Halloween Party at Bennett's "OH....I'm sorry." Paul said as he quickly jerked his hands back. "Mooo." Marty laughed. She didn't kick him in the balls. This time his hands found her waist and lifted. As she moved upward so did her cow gown. Paul tried not to look at her panties but couldn't stop himself. He saw her nice round pink ass with the thong strap between her cheeks. Marty took her time opening the box. "Hey!" She said smiling as she pulled out a hand full of fake grass. "We have our first item!" Paul lowered her down his hard body until her face was even with his. "Did you find the note?" "No." She giggled. "Lift me up again." His eyes grew wide again as he lifted her up. This time her legs spread enough for him to see her silk covered pussy mound. "Here it is." She said pulling out an envelope. He lowered her down to press again up against his hard-on. She read it out loud. "Congratulations. You found the first clue to the riddle so now give your p

Raw Girl Voting
OKAY SO I AM IN THE RAW GIRLS OF THE MONTH CONTEST AGIAN THIS MONTH! YEAH YEAH I LOST LAST MONTH!! LOL SO I AM DOING IT AGAIN! THE VOTING STARTS ON THE 15TH OF NOVEMBER AND ENDS THE 30TH OF NOVEMBER. APARENTLY I HAVE A BETTER CHANCE TO WIN IF EVERYONE GOES AND VOTES ONCE A DAY! I KNOW PAIN IN THE ASS, BUT HEY IF YOU ARE ALREADY ON THE INTERNET WHY NOT GO BY AND VOTE FOR ME. IT TAKES LIKE A MINUTE AND YOU DONT HAVE TO SIGN UP FOR THE SITE OR ANYTHING. HERE IS THE WEBSITE http://rawgirls.wciginteractive.com/index.php I HOPE EVERYONE GOES AND VOTES, BY THE WAY I AM STARY ON THE SITE!!! SO GO VOTE!! HUGS AND KISSES, NICOLE A.K.A STARY :*

Fresh And New Angel In Waiting For You
Why do you get my juices flowing Why do I seek you without knowing Why do you turn me on so true And how you do this thing you do And how I long to hold you tight And how I want you in the night Lust for you does drive me to go see Lust that makes me think of the possibility Lust to take you and make you mine Desire to make you orgasm divine To taste you sweet and deep and long To try things that give the heart it’s song To be sung forever in sweet harmony Me on top of you, you on top of me Grinding the music into each others soul Bringing to half’s together making the whole And sing it out both long and loud A love making to make god proud That two can feel the need so strong It must be right cause it does not feel wrong By R. Thomas Dinsmore

Nightmare Before Christmas
You scored as Jack Skelington. You are Jack Skelington! you are extremely tall, skinny, and you are definately the best looking out of all your friends. You are kind and compassionate, but at times you can be terrifying! You grow bored of the same routine, over and over, and you want to explore something new.Jack Skelington65%Sally45%Oogie Boogie40%Lock, Shock, and Barrel40%The Mayor30%Santa30%Evil Scientist5%Which Nightmare Before Christmas character are u?created with QuizFarm.com

Zen Sarcasm
1. Do not walk behind me, for I may not lead. Do not walk ahead of me, for I may not follow. Do not walk beside me either. In fact, just leave me the hell alone. 2. The journey of a thousand miles begins with a broken fan belt and a leaky tire. 3. It's always darkest before dawn. So if you're going to steal your neighbor's newspaper, that's the time to do it. 4. Don't be irreplaceable. If you can't be replaced, you can't be promoted. 5. Always remember that you're unique. Just like everyone else. 6. Never test the depth of the water with both feet. 7. If you think nobody cares if you're alive, try missing a couple of car payments. 8. Before you criticize someone, you should walk a mile in their shoes. That way, when you criticize them, you're a mile away and you have their shoes. 9. If at first you don't succeed, skydiving is not for you. 10. Give a man a fish and he will eat for a day. Teach him how to fish, and he will sit in a boat and drink beer all day.

Halloween Dare Ch. 03
Halloween Dare Ch. 03 by n2anal78 © Dave awakens with a slight start, but his mind still feels foggy. It was still night, though the moon had moved significantly in the sky. Had it all been a dream? Had it even been real? Well the fact that his penis was still hanging out of his pants seemed to prove it had either been real or he had masturbated to his imagined sexual encounter. A sexual encounter with a ghost? Then he felt his leg brushed by something. His heart jumps instantly into his throat, before beginning its sprint to pound its way out of his chest. Slowly he gropes around until he finds his portable T.V.. Flipping the switched reveals that the batteries had either died, or it was broken due to the tackle of that ghost. Steeling his nerves he slowly gets up on his knees, and there laying on the floor.... A girl! Despite the eeriness of the only illumination being from the moon, which was now at a level where it could shine right into this room, this w

I Just Realised Something!!!
Ok, I was staring at the wall...And I realised something! If you take the words Mother-In-Law and take away the dashs so its: Mother in law... And you switch it up into anagram form...You can get the words: Woman Hitler! ...Wow...Thats a bit creepy eh? Lol..

Got To Run An Errand
well my daughter trish called, said she locked her keys in her car, got to go take her, her spare keys. i'll be back within an hour or so. i'll chat with you all later, and thanks to all the new friends i've made tonight.

Ha Ha Ha
>>>Su Wong marries Lee Wong. >>> >>>The next year, the Wongs have a new baby. The nurse brings over a > lovely, >>>healthy, bouncy, but definitely Caucasian, white baby boy. >>> >>>"Congratulations," says the nurse to the new parents. "Well Mr. Wong, > what >>>will you and Mrs. Wong name the baby?" >>> >>>The puzzled father looks at his new baby boy and says, "Well, two > Wong's >>>don't make a white, so I think we will name him ........ >>> >>>Sum Ting Wong

Two Boys
TWO BOYS Two young boys walked into a pharmacy one day, picked out a box of Tampax and proceeded to the checkout counter. The man at the counter asked the older boy, "Son, how old are you?" "Eight", the boy replied. The man continued, "Do you know how these are used?" The boy replied, "Not exactly, but they aren't for me.They are for him. He's my little brother. He's four. We saw on TV that if you use these, you would be able to swim and ride a bike. He can't do either one.

To The One I Love
To the one I love, the one I adore My only goal in life, the one I live for. Though we may fight more than we get along, I hope our relationship will never go wrong. I love to be with you, I love you around I'm so glad, I'm the one you found. Though you may not see, what you mean to me My love for you will always be. I know you love me, and I know you care That's why I treasure the love we share. I want you to know, I'm here for you. Whatever it is, I'll help you through. To the one I love, the one I adore, My love grows everyday, more and more!

Playlist For 11/11/06
Here's Ya Button For Winamp...Tune In, Rock Out!! Here's Ya Button To The NEW Microsite...Tune In, Rock Out!! The Genocydal Empyre v2.0 Playlist for 11/11/06 12:00am - 3:00 EST 1. The Genocydal Empyre v2.0 (Faith And The Muse - Cantus) (6:05) 2. The Cauldrons - Hallowe'en (1:57) 3. Human Aftertaste - Diamond Studded Halo (5:41) 4. Antitrust - Egypt (5:21) 5. The Gemini Ritual - At Last (4:21) 6. WRR Genocyde Friends (0:38) 7. 6Bit - Crucifixion Experiment (4:18) 8. Murderdolls - 197666 (2:19) 9. Mister Monster - Over Your Dead Body (4:29) 10. Michale Graves - Spiderman Save Me (3:16) 11. Matri-X-Trax - Zombie Girl - Bleeder (4:28) 12. WRR Genocyde Friends (0:38) 13. 6Bit - Crucifixion Experiment (4:18) 14. Mankind is Obsolete - Still Right Here (4:17) 15. The Other - In The Dead Of Night (4:06) 16. Wednesday 13 - I Walked With A Zombie (3:43) 17. Cradle Of Filth - Her Ghost In the Fog (6:24) 18. WRR Genocyde Friends (0:38) 19. 6Bit - Cruci

Song Of The Day Dishwalla - Counting Blue Cars
Must have been mid-afternoon I could tell by how far the child's shadow is stretched out and He walks with a purpose In his sneakers Down the street he had Many questions like children often do... He said "Tell me all your thoughts on God? And tell me am I very far?" Must have been late afternoon On our way the sun broke free of the clouds We count only blue cars Skip the cracks in the street And ask many questions like children often do... We said "Tell me all your thoughts on God? Cause I'd really like to meet her And ask her why we're who we are? Tell me all your thoughts on God? Cause I'm on my way to see her So tell me am I very far Am I very far now?" It's getting cold Picked up the pace How our shoes make hard noises in this place Our clothes are stained We pass many cross-eyed people And ask many questions like children often do... "Tell me all your thoughts on God? Cause I'd really like to meet her And ask her why we're who we are? Tell

Sand & Stone
TWO FRIENDS WERE WALKING THROUGH THE DESERT. DURING SOME POINT OF THE JOURNEY, THEY HAD AN ARGUMENT; AND ONE FRIEND SLAPPED THE OTHER ONE IN THE FACE. THE ONE WHO GOT SLAPPED WAS HURT, BUT WITHOUT SAYING ANYTHING, WROTE IN THE SAND: TODAY MY BEST FRIEND SLAPPED ME IN THE FACE. THEY KEPT ON WALKING, UNTIL THEY FOUND AN OASIS, WHERE THEY DECIDED TO TAKE A BATH THE ONE WHO HAD BEEN SLAPPED GOT STUCK IN THE MIRE AND STARTED DROWNING, BUT THE FRIEND SAVED HIM. AFTER HE RECOVERED FROM THE NEAR DROWNING, HE WROTE ON A STONE: "TODAY MY BEST FRIEND SAVED MY LIFE ". THE FRIEND WHO HAD SLAPPED AND SAVED HIS BEST FRIEND ASKED

What Kind Of Music I Am
What Kind of Music Are You? :::pics::: MetalYou're about as hardcore as they come. Music is your passion and you listen to it for talent not because it's popular. You probably have a lot of respect for all artforms and you like classical piano. Take The Quiz Now!Quizzes by myYearbook.com

The Rippling Effect.
The great discovery of my addiction 2 sex led me 2 feel tha need 2 spread tha good news 2 tha world around me.Later, I learned that concentratin on pleasin woman was a full time process that I take with much pride.As i become more ingrossed in pleasin a woman i observed a ripplin effect which without any conscious effort on my part, reached them 2 other worlds,without divertin me from my primary purpose of stayin long & strong & helpin them to achieve there climax!

In The Rain...
It is a starless night, thunder in the distance, flashes of lightning as a storm is about to roll in. Just finished dinner for a nice romantic quick getaway, when I see the look in his eye that says the night is far from over. Feeling daring from half a bottle of wine, I see an alley just up ahead, and pull him with me. He's looking at me confused, until I start to unbutton my blouse. We are not far in and there are people going by but I don't care. The wine has made me bold, and that look in his eyes makes me want him right that very second. Going back to the hotel is not an option at this point, because I just have to have him. I grin at him as I continue to undo my blouse and he stands there, stunned. "Don't you want to go back to our room, baby?" he asks me. I shake my head no and finally get my blouse undone. "I want you now, sweetness," I say to him, pulling him closer to me. I kiss him hotly and press my body to him. Wrapping my arms around his neck, deepening

Please Dont Cry
Mommy.. Johnny brought a gun to school, He told his friends that it was cool, And when he pulled the trigger back, It shot with a great crack. Mommy, I was a good girl, I did What I was told, I went to school, I got straight A's, I even got the gold! But Mommy, when I went school that day, I never said good-bye, I'm sorry Mommy, I had to go, But Mommy, please don't cry. When Johnny shot the gun, He hit me and another, And all because Johnny, Got the gun from his older brother. Mommy, please tell Daddy; That I love him very much, And please tell Chris; my boyfriend; That it wasn't just a crush. And tell my little sister; That she is the only one now, And tell my dear sweet grandmother; I'll be waiting for her now, And tell my wonderful friends; That they always were the best; Mommy, I'm not the first, I'm no better than the rest. Mommy, tell my teachers; I won't show up for class, And never to forg

Creed Of Shadows
Believe in thy own self as we are children of this earth. Remain strong as we are one with all nature and spirit. Retain thy rites of worship and keep always our secrets private. Sanctify thy body for it is the one true temple where dwells divinity. Keep sacred always your altar within and hidden in the wilds. Love whom you will consensually in total honesty without guilt. As sisters and brothers, always regard each other as equals. Love and protect all loved ones even at the sacrifice of your own life. Be you rogue, be you of coven, remain forever loyal with your kind. For together we are many as apart we are of one mind and soul. For as the ashes of our ancestors had risen during our burning time of persecution. So shall our presence of knowing forever burn wild within the nurturing embrace of our continuance. ® Witches Of Lore 9/6/1996

My Prayer
Alone in the empty church I can hear your silent prayer. I know your pain all too well. I am willing to shed your tears. My blood will burn and boil with yours. My eye cast upon your true temple. My heart will race at the idea of your perfection. I will battle your demons all in the name of love. I let the candles burn within my eyes. I can taste your will. I will resist the seed planted in my own skin. I will fight, but I will never take up arms

Me And My Dream Moped.
Here I am, at my desk typing away because simply put, I'm bored. No but really I try to think of life and how it'd be different if I did something about it. Like being able to bring myself enough courage to ask girls out on dates, to have a stable job, to have a car (cuz I can't afford one). Actually I'd get a moped...I don't know why, but I just think I'd be more badass if I had one instead of a car...Because everyone else has a car but not everybody has a moped. Plus I'd pimp that sucker like no tommarrow. Change the exhaust pipe and make it sound like a Harley, put tribal decals all over it, Platinum plated rear view mirrors. Oh yeah that'd be awesome. Could you imagine a moped like that? I'd be the baddest lookin guy eva. Me and my dream moped. Oh how I'd have so much fun with it. Take my first date out on that thing. Oh I hate how wishing makes you get aggrivated because it makes you want things that you can't get a hold of....yet. ;) Yes earlier I said first date, firs

Thought For The Day:
In case we find ourselves starting to believe all the anti-American sentiment and negativity, we should remember England's Prime Minister Tony Blair's words during a recent interview. When asked by one of his Parliament members why he believes so much in America, he said: "A simple way to take measure of a country is to look at how many want in... And how many want out." Only two defining forces have ever offered to die for you: 1. Jesus Christ 2. The American G. I. One died for your soul, the other for your freedom.

Lost Soul
gripping the sheets pulling all toward your quivering body, holding tight to any, the mind screams "stop this, no more" but it does no good, the demons still come and scream their words, your back arches and all muscles twitch, knowing that you have lost the control of yourself, that your mind is no longer that which you control but the voices, the voices hold all their words echo through the hollow soul, and their claws guide your every move, you scream louder searing the ears of the living and the dead "help me, help" you cry louder, but no one comes no one even cares, and you become lost no longer a being but a lost memory, only your body remains and it goes on, with only the demons inside

Wooo Hooo Lol Its Not Totaly True
Pisces (Feb. 19- Mar. 20) Get out the boots - Stiletto heels - foot creams and panty hose...here come da fishies! They are the LEADERS in foot fetish. Masturbation in shoes? Okay. Toe masturbation...bring it on! They love using their feet. Suck on a Pisceans toes and SEE what happens! Fucking in the water and see them squirm. Pisces have probably done it in a sex swing. Or at least considered how strong the ceiling beams are on their house to put one in. Pisces men break furniture when they fuck...things get flung everywhere. Pisces can be turned on by the wierdest things...Trains...Water fountains...Jump rope...Whatever. They are the sirens calling you to the beach where you will end up on your back on a towel with water all over you and not wanting it to stop. I have heard it said that its the pisces that will cross the darker kinky side at least once...just to say "YEP. did that. Not that great" OR "What do you MEAN you never......" SAM from sex and the city should be a Pis

I'm Baaaackkk
Hey how yall been? I been busy here in Iraq, figured i would come by and see if i still have the account open, and i do woohoooo... So i wanted to say hello to yall and say im back, i work at the computer place so ill be on my time 3-12 almost everynight. so im gonna try to keep this open while im on incase someone wanted to talk or anything. well i hope everyone is doing good, and miss yall. Hope to catch up to most of yall soon or sometime. Sandbox Junkie, Doug

A Poem I Wrote
My Everything... In your beautiful eyes, I get lost. I can not let go of you, no matter the cost. Till the day I die, or pass away, know that in your hands my heart will stay. It is yours to mold, however you choose, but please baby, never set it loose. One day, I promise I will make you my wife; to have and to hold the rest of my life. When we are together I hope the time slows, and our love for each other surely grows. I miss your laugh, your smile, and your grins, and those aren’t even any of the seven sins! When we embrace, it is hard to let you go, because of my heart- a fit it will throw. Through all of the times- both good and bad, I have never lost the feelings I’ve had. I love you woman with all of my heart: I knew it that day (in Wapak), right from the start. I’ve wiggled into places no one has ever before, and I promise never to hurt you by closing the door, You are my friend, my partner, and my life, and I want you forever, as m

Muppets
You Are Scooter Brainy and knowledgable, you are the perfect sidekick. You're always willing to lend a helping hand. In any big event or party, you're the one who keeps things going. "15 seconds to showtime!" The Muppet Personality Test

My Letter To My Future Someone.
My dearest ______, I know that I donâ€™t know you, nor do you know me. But our love is here, waiting to be unfolded into a great love that neither of us has ever had in our lives. You are my thoughts, and you are my dreams. I stay awake at night because you are not with me. And sometimes I even look out at the clear night sky, wondering if the sparkles from your eyes were somehow gazing back at me to know you were there with me. Maybe one day, if we are destined to meet, Iâ€™ll be smiling at you, remembering the thoughts and dreams of you that have become my reality. Love is a part of life that takes our breathe away, and it catches us by suprise. Even though we have never met, and still havenâ€™t, you have captured me with such great love for you, as I do to this day. Finally, remember that... ...I love you. --Xonus.

On Badness By C.s. Lewis
"Only those who try to resist temptation know how strong it is. After all, you find out the strength of the German army by fighting against it, not by giving in. You find out the strength of a wind by trying to walk against it, not by lying down. A man who gives in to temptation after five minutes simply does not know what it would have been like an hour later. That is why bad people, in a sense, know very little about badness. They have lived a sheltered life by always giving in. We never find out the strength of the evil impulse inside of us until we try to fight it..." --C.S. Lewis (1898-1963, Author), from "Mere Christianity"

Daughter
Lies my daughter tells I want to set the record straight . I did not kick my daughter out 6 months . She left told me to f*ck my self and wished I died . The day she left I dropped her off at her friends out Brianna's for no apparent reason. the next day said very hurtful things to me and hasn't been with me since my daughter is 17 years old. Now ive been a single mom since pretty much at birth I left her sorry ass father .Which I knew since I was 12 got married young and then I guess I woke up .I've had hard times yes all single parents usually do but not once did I ever hit my kids I always tried to make her happy .Seems like I tried to hard Sometime I think maybe I shouldn't of been so protected of her let her do what she wants at 12 .Not even worry... But I wanted more for her and I wanted to protect her from what I knew . This past year as been a nightmare .... My daughter has gone past of wh

Dreams
down by the stream balnket in a clearing basket of food for two you an i looking at each other ignoring our plates lost in each others eyes holding your hand sliding a ring on it to your suprise smiling so brightly gasping for breath such a lovely shock saying yes alrams sounds shattering my dream turning over i see your lovely face i smile so happy this day

Song Of The Day - Papa Roach - Last Resort
Cut my life into pieces This is my last resort Suffocation, no breathing Don't give a fuck If I cut my arm bleeding This is my last resort Cut my life into pieces I've reached my last resort Suffocation, no breathing Don't give a fuck If I cut my arm bleeding Do you even care If I die bleeding? Would it be wrong or Would it be right If I took my life tonight Chances are that I might Mutilation out of sight And I'm contemplating suicide Cause I'm losing my sight, Losing my mind, Wish somebody would tell me I'm fine Losing my sight , Losing my mind, Wish somebody would tell me I'm fine I never realized I was spread too thin Till it was too late And I was empty within Hungry feeding on chaos and living in sin Downward spiral, where do I begin It all started when I lost my mother No love for myself And no love for another Searching to find a love upon a higher level Finding nothing but questions and devils Cause I'm losing my sight Losing my

What Turns Women On..
If you'd like to master the art of triggering ATTRACTION in women, then it's important for you to learn how to use "Sexual Communication". Here are a bunch of great tips... AN INTERESTING STORY (OR SO)... There are two basic stories for how men and women "start off" together, and two basic stories for how men and women "end up". Through all of time, I'm sure that men and women have been playing out these stories... and I'm sure that they'll continue to play them out long into the future (that is, unless I have something to say about it... and I do). THE MEETING STORIES Here's "Meeting Story #1": Boy is attracted to girl. Unfortunately, boy doesn't have a clue about how to make girl feel ATTRACTION for him... so, instead he tries to "pursue" girl by offering her dinners, gifts, and flowers. Girl finds boy "nice", but there are no "sparks", so she "just likes him as a friend". Here's "Meeting Story #2": Boy is attracted to

Searching For Something And Finding Nothing
dead and broken, never will I see the end untill the bright light at the end of the tunnel. Always hurting from the pain that is cosed by my pleasure but I know my soulmate lives in your body, thats why I can't get you out of my head, it never goes away. Give and give and recieve nothing, expecting nothing but its nice to get it back in 3 fold, but when I push for ever and end up empty handed, kinda tired of trying, just want to give up...Its sad to say but I'll die alone and I don't know what to do with my life just ready to get up and get out and go away, bless me god, I need help, badly

Darkest Angel
Somewhere in the distance you’re calling my name. I hear you. Your heartbeats from several centuries away. I feel you. The blood from my neck drips down your lips. I taste you. You scream in the night that I will be yours for eternity. I fear you. Come to me my darkest angel. Come take me away and make me whole, make me one with you and take away my soul. Carry me back through centuries where time stands still. Take me my darling, even against my will. My crimson blood runs hot for you, My lips they await, Take me, my dearest master, another immortal you’ll create. Lips to lips you call my name I hear you. Your heartbeats against my chest. I feel you. Our blood entwined runs down your lips. I taste you. You scream in the night that I will be yours for eternity. I love you.

All Of My Life
All of my life Ive been a dreamer always trying to touch that star And from that moment of our first kiss I believe thats who you are but I guess I went a little crazy from always chasing the wind and i guess I've just been dreamin' again I guess I've been dreaming looking for the rainbows end believing in love that ain't never gonna be I finally lost my head somewhere in the shy dont know if I wanna live or die this world aint no place for a dreamer like me To a hopeless romantic this world can be mighty cruel and the truth aint nothin' but another damn iie and true love aint the truth and i damn sure aint no stranger to bein' a fool and the sad truth is this fools in love with you But I guess I've dreaming looking for the rainbows end believing in love that aint never goona be I finally lost my head somewhere in the sky dont know if I wanna live or die Its hell on earth for a dreamer like me And now that sweet old charter ten is my only real friend and my

A Definition Of A 'hacker.'
A hacker is someone who creates and modifies computer software and computer hardware, including computer programming, administration, and security-related items. The term usually bears strong connotations, but may be either favorable or denigrating depending on cultural context (see the Hacker definition controversy). Common definitions include: * In computer programming, a hacker is a software designer and programmer who builds elegant, beautiful programs and systems. A hacker can also be a programmer who hacks or reaches a goal by employing a series of modifications to exploit or extend existing code or resources. For some, "hacker" has a negative connotation and refers to a person who "hacks" or uses kludges to accomplish programming tasks that are ugly, inelegant, and inefficient. This negative form of the noun "hack" is even used among users of the positive sense of "hacker". * In computer security, a hacker is a person who specializes in work with the security mecha

Random Thoughts For The 19th
Been doing lots of thinking, still trying to get a job. Going in monday to "forcefully but respectfully" get me a job at the bean company. Gonna try to get a savings account so I can save up cash and finally have my debt repaid although I have my doubts that'll actually happen until i go to cali. Finally made the male boxers design although its so large it may end up becoming more of a shirt. Working out the legal issues with it and when its finally done its gonna be pretty fucking entertaining. Been meaning to put up a recent pic but too lazy to take one, besides all I got is my shit vivicam. Not the best of quality images :P Been slowly forcing myself to work on my books. Figured out how to rig my speakers to my computer (not comp speakers, stereo speakers) however they're mostly blown so everything comes out either acoustic or instrumental. Yeah I know, I'm blathering on about a bunch of pointless shit that no one prolly cares about but I’m simple minded and this just happens to be

My Beloved Is Mine And I Am Her
Even like two little bank dividing brooks, That wash the pebbles with their wanton stream, And having ranged and searched a thousand nook Meet both at length in silver breasted Thames Where in a greater current they conjoin So I my Best Beloved's am, so she is mine Even so we met; and after long pursuit Even so we joined; we both became entire No need for either to renew a suit, For I was flax and she was flames of fire Our firm united souls did more than So I my Best Beloved's am, so she is mine. If all those glittering monarchs that command The servile quarters of this earthly ball Should tender in exchange their shares of land, I would not change my fortunes for them all: Their wealth is but a counter to my coin; The world's but theirs, but my Beloved's mine. Nay, more: if the fair Thespian ladies all Should heap together their diviner treasure, That treasure should be deemed a price too small To buy a minute's lease of half my pleasure.

Money In The Bank
Money in the Bank The young bride approached her awaiting husband on their wedding night and demanded $20 for their first lovemaking encounter. In his highly aroused state, he readily agreed. This scenario was repeated each time they made love for the next 30 years, him thinking it was a cute way for her to buy new clothes, etc. Arriving home around noon one day, she found her husband in a very drunken state. Over the next few minutes she heard of the ravages of financial ruin caused by corporate down sizing and it's effects on a 50 year old executive. Calmly, she handed him a bank book showing deposits and interest for 12 years totaling nearly $1 million dollars. Pointing across the parking lot she gestured toward the local bank while handing him stock certificates worth nearly $2 million dollars and informing him that he was the largest stockholder in the bank. She told him that for 30 years she had charged him each time they had sex, and this was the result of her

31 Questions??? (re-post In Proper Spot)
1. What time do you get up? 7ish 2. If you could eat lunch with one person, who would it be? The guys from Tool 3. Gold or silver? Silver 4. What was the last film you saw in a cinema? BORAT!!! 5. What is your favorite TV show? WWE, Good Eats, Iron Chef, Southpark, MythBusters 6. What do you have for breakfast? Cereal 7. Who would you hate to be stuck in a room with? One of my old bosses 8. What or who inspires you? Life 9. Beach, city or country? Country or Beach near a city 10.Favorite ice cream? Mint Chocolate Chip 11. Butter, plain, or salted popcorn? Butter and salt 12. Favorite color? Dark Blue 13. What kind of car do you have? 1999 Toyota Camry 14. Favorite sandwich? Prime Rib 15. What characteristic(s) do you despise? Stupidity, ignorance, closed-mindedness 16. Favorite flower? Orchid 17. If you could go anywhere in the world on vacation, where would you go? Italy or Japan 18. What color is your bathroom? Off W

Blah
I am having such a blah day. Ever just feel blah? Yea well thats me today. I love the holidays but I hate them! I am just sad.I miss DJ. And this is the first thanksgiving w.o my gramma. She always cooked so its just hard. I am also saddened by the drama on here. Don't ask me to repost drama. You can all tear eachother to shreds but Im staying the hell outta it. I try to be friends to everyone as I have said before. When a friend does ask you a question I hope you do not ignore them and answer them honestly. No answer at all pretty much answers it. Anyhow I will comment back I just need to get over this Blahness. I hope at least one of u, enjoyed my other blogs today!

Last Resort
Cut my life into pieces This is my last resort Suffocation No breathing Dont give a fuck if I cut my arm bleeding This is my last resort Cut my life into pieces Ive reached my last resort Suffocation No breathing Dont give a fuck if I cut my arm bleeding Do you even care if I die bleeding Would it be wrong Would it be right If I took my life tonight Chances are that I might Mutilation outta sight And Im contemplating suicide Cuz Im losing my sight Losing my mind Wish somebody would tell me Im fine Losing my sight Losing my mind Wish somebody would tell me Im fine I never realized I was spread too thin Till it was too late And I was empty within Hungry Feeding on chaos And living in sin Downward spiral where do I begin It all started when I lost my mother No love for myself And no love for another Searching to find a love up on a higher level Finding nothing but questions and devils Cuz Im losing my sight Losing my mind Wish somebody would

My Day
think of this...day off. happy i am. made a new friend. good coffee. good weed. so now, my computer (and oddly my boyfriend) both have some kind of bug. hey, i am new to this cyber world, i still listen to vinyl! why would a window (i.e "my space") close when you try to log in? PLEASE HELP TEACH THE TECH CHALLENGED!!!

Poem 1
I hold nothing, and nothing holds me, I dream, but dreams are fleeting, I hope, but hope is wasted, I pray, but prayers unanswered, I wish, but wishes are wasted, brought into this world, I held my head High, for along time I thought I could fly, but my wings were stripped, and I fell from the Sky, by the Devil himself, how he is so sly, I toiled in pain, I lived in shame, I did the worst, lived the worst, how I have become the same, those who tore my dreams and brought me to this shame, I found myself falling from the sky, how I only wished that I could die, struggling to grasp for heavens up high, tearing wings off other as I try, how many I hurt, when I should let go, when I should just die, but all the same, I still try, others to be sacrificed so that I could fly.

Touch You...
I just want to touch you To take you in my arms See you in all your loveliness Taste your tender charms You arouse something in me That I just can't explain Let me take you home with me To give you my last name Ever since the day we met It's you that I adore How cliche to fall in love With the girl next door IMspidey/M.M. 11/06 Copyright © 2006

The $5 Hooker
Bill Clinton started jogging near his new home in Chappaqua. But on each run he happened to jog past a hooker standing on the same street corner, day after day. With some apprehension he would brace himself as he approached her for what was most certainly to follow. "Fifty dollars!" she would cry out from the curb. "No, Five dollars!" fired back Clinton . This ritual between Bill and the hooker continued for days. He'd run by and she'd yell, "Fifty dollars!" And he'd yell back, "Five dollars!" One day however, Hillary decided that she wanted to accompany her husband on his jog! As the jogging couple neared the problematic street corner, Bill realized the "pro" would bark her $50 offer and Hillary would wonder what he'd really been doing on all his past outings. He realized he should have a darn good explanation for the junior Senator. As they jogged into the

Tonsels Taken Out Yesturday In A Shit Load Of Pain..
ello.. whats up.. not much here sittin at my house alone and in pain.. i cant eat or barely drink anything.. sence they took out my tonsels yesturday.. so im sitting here listenin to Walls Of Jericho cuz im just fucking cool like that.. ya well im out.. hit me up sometime today if you wanna talk cuz im like really REALLY fucking bored!!!

Morph Contest
Hello Everyone I am trying to get my first contest started and I am doing the best Morphing contest. So please help me get this contest on send me the link to the pic that you went in this contest. My link is Sexy Alpha Female Wolf@ CherryTAP So if you want to join this contest please let me know it will start Friday Night at 7:00 P.M. Eastern Time to Tuesday Night at 7:00 P.M Eastern Time. It will be the most comments wins and you and vote as much as you want and you can vote for your self also.

My Vampire Clan
Mysterious and a scholar, you are a member of the Tremere clan. You are pretty loyal to your clan, well, you sort of have to...especially since you are blood-bonded to most of them. You are the intelligentsia of the Camarilla and are fascinated with the occult. Possessing the ability to use blood for magic, many clans don't like to approach you. However, that is fine with you. You tend not to trust the other clans anyway.What Vampire Clan Do You Belong To?

Yucky Holidays!
Unlike most people I am not very fond of the holidays. I find them a pain in the ass and superficial. You have a bunch of people (WHO THE MAJORITY OF THEM YOU HATE) that you are related to come over for dinner while in the back of your head you are thinking when the hell are you gonna leave! And there is always that one relative that feels the need to ask 5 million questions and you swear by the end of the day that you will be in jail for strangling them. My holidays are as followed. 1. answer the door to see my parents standing there and then hugging me since they haven't seen me in oh such a long time (rolls eyes) 2. trying to get a quick peek at the luggage they have so I can estimate how long the are gonna be here. (more than 2 days and I have to pull out the nerve pills) 3. Them briefing me on my sisters, step sisters, step brothers, and adopted brother. (I don't talk to them all year or go see them all year so OF COURSE I want to spend the next 5 hours discussing them

Far Is Not Far At All
Far is not far at all To Amy You are on the other side of the country, but it seems like your right next to me, we never met, but we chat online and talk on the phone for hours, when we are not talking or chating with each other, then we are thinking about them and wishing they were at our side, I know when we meet for the first time we both will look in each others eyes and stand there lost, we will feel like spreading our wings and flying off into the sunset. Johnathen Allen Forcum Copyright ©2006 Johnathen Allen Forcum

A Military Thanksgiving
A Military Thanksgiving We offer gratitude this day For blessings multiplied, For family, fellowship and friends Who remain by our side Through many separations, And distances so vast That lesser love would be subdued. It's doubtful it would last. We share these bonds of feeling That stretch between our souls When distance separates us As we pursue our goals. But you have favored us with friends, And families that clutch Us close although we wander Around the globe so much. So Lord this day we offer thanks, And bow our heads in prayer. We recognise that You're the source Of all the love we share. DEDICATED TO OUR LOVED ONES THAT ARE OUT PROTECTING US AS WE CELEBRATE OUR HOLIDAY SEASON.... I AM THANKFUL TO OUR MILITARY & THE FAMILIES WHO SACRIFICE SO MUCH, FOR ALL OF US. MAY GOD BLESS, & PROTECT ALL OF YOU !

Fool Proof Turkey Recipe
Fool Proof Turkey Recipe TURKEY RECIPE ROASTED STUFFED TURKEY 15 lb. Fresh turkey 2 cups melted butter 4 cups stuffing (Pepperidge Farm is good) 2 cups uncooked popcorn (ORVILLE REDENBACHERS LOW FAT) Salt/pepper to taste Preheat oven to 350 degrees. Brush turkey well with melted butter and Season with salt and pepper. Fill cavity with stuffing and popcorn. Place In baking pan with the neck end toward the back of the oven. Listen for the popping sounds. When the turkey's ass blows the oven door Open and the turkey flies across the room, it is done.

Playlist For 11/26/06
Here's Ya Button For Winamp...Tune In, Rock Out!! Here's Ya Button To The NEW Microsite...Tune In, Rock Out!! The Genocydal Empyre v2.0 Playlist for 11/26/06 12:00am - 3:00am EST 1. The Genocydal Empyre v2.0 (Faith And The Muse - Cantus) (6:05) 2. WRR Genocyde Friends (0:38) 3. 6Bit - Crucifixion Experiment (4:18) 4. DJ Genocyde - AmmuNATION Commercial Clip (0:52) 5. Dollface - Black Widow (3:32) 6. Immune System - Bornless One (4:37) 7. Mongrel - West Memphis Hell (2:14) 8. The Gemini Ritual - At Last (4:21) 9. Michale Graves - Butcher Shop (2:55) 10. The Virus Commcenter - Your Options Have Changed (1:06) 11. Mister Monster - Over Your Dead Body (4:29) 12. Charlie Drown - Lithium Nephalim (2:58) 13. WRR Genocyde Friends (0:38) 14. 6Bit - Crucifixion Experiment (4:18) 15. Dollface - Good Girl Gone Bad (3:33) 16. Cockfight Club - Vampyric (6:56) 17. Nightwish - Ever Dream (4:45) 18. Lords of Acid - Slave To Love (3:23) 19. Encoder feat. Razed

Happy Thanksgiving
I know that I've never posted a blog entry. I've been busy with school and studying. I just wanted to wish all my friends out there in the Cheery Tap world a very Happ Thanksgiving and I hope that you all eat to your heart's content tonight as you share this day with family and friends.

My New Poem
A Lasting Love I lie here in the dark A golden flame shines from a bayberry candle The ancient rune of love carved into the dark red wax Mistletoe hangs over every door and window Spirits watch and pray On the pillow next to me I see you Your eyes shine with a love never known Your lips want to be kissed and your skin glows in the faint light I feel you breathe I hear your soft sighs as you dream It has been long for both of us Tainted by mistakes of our youth Years, no decades, we suffered Knowing that each other existed Yet never able to find the other Our souls drifted We searched, we dreamed and we had hope Now, in this darkened room I look at you in the darkened room As you sleep beside me I see what I need to really live My love you and yours for me A love that will last forever and a day.

Interracial Dating Game
For lack of something better to do, here are all the words I can make using the letters in the phrase "interracial dating game".Yes, I am that bored on a Sunday evening.Interracial Dating GameIn, it, at, gin, ledge, ram, car, tar, tad, rat, tin, ten, mad, made,dig, drag,lag, liar, retire, meat, team, tag, lag, aid, aide, great,net, nit, mar, gal, mace, race, real, reel, deal, date, dating, interracial, game, lace, ace, ate, eat, tea,lead, leer, teal, eel, meal,lame, tame, dame, let, lad, late, mate, interim, inter, retain, train, tear, rear, cried, tried, trial, trail, tread, tad, attain, meeting,rating, mating, trim, girl, arid, drain, grid, grain, rain, air, dial, redial, cat, retire, intern, tire, mire, edge, gate, rate, rite, mite,read, red, reed, greed, ice, iced, dice, rice, mice, mint, tint, glint, relent, tent, dent, dine, mine, tine, clad, glad, din, digit, racial,trace, dirt, rail, amid, lice, grace, art, dart, cling, ring, grim, lair, later, greater, retina, attend, meander,

I Figured Its Time For Me To Post My First Blog........
so i have been on this site for a while and i have a nice friends list but no one talks to me i say hi and i send messages but nothing.....granted there are a few who do talk to me but it would be nice if every one did every now and then.....

Missing Soldier
MISSING SOLDIER FROM FORT CAMPBELL!!! PLEASE READ!! Most of you on my friends list I speak to quite frequently and some of you are very dear friends of mine. Now I am banking on that friendship as I am in need. My friend Jessiah has gone missing, it has been 5 days now and there is no sign of him anywhere. He has recently come home from Iraq, and we fear he may be suffering some post-traumatic stress syndrome or something. He has a wife, who is the sweetest girl you will ever meet, and a young son, who are both in Washinton right now and pretty much powerless to do anything down here. He has not used his cell phone or credit cards, his car is parked in the same spot it has been in......we are in fear of his life. He was last seen leaving Kickers, which is in a pretty bad area of town and right by the river. He has been listed on the National Missing Persons Database and yesterday his case was assigned to a detective. PLEASE HELP US! Go take a look at his profile, his URL is http://www

Red Pill And The Blue Pill
Science and Religion - The Red Pill and The Blue Pill Religion. We inherit it from our parents in most cases. If we were born in another area or another time, we would worship different Gods and perform different rituals. Christianity has at least four Gods in most cases, the Father, the Son, the Holy Ghost, and Satan. In any other religion they would be considered Gods on their own, but in Christianity we like monotheism so we say that the three are one and the other deities are angels and demons. But with a quick study of history, how can we not say that the devil does not have an equal or even a greater influence and power over the world than the "good guy" Gods? Hades and Seth are considered Gods, for example. Anyway, the fact that we inherit our religions should be the first thing that casts it in doubt. We don't typically choose our religion based on evidence. Faith is the belief in something in the absence of evidence. There is nothing admirable about faith if we really want

Errrrrrrrrr Lol
Are you Loved?!?! SORRY! your not LOVED!Well your not exactly the one who gets noticed... but theres that speciel someone for you just give life time, and put yourself out there! (KEEP YOUR OPSIONS OPEN!) Take this test

Well I Guess U Dont Want To Talk To Me Again
when u left u left me with a broken heart....now ive picked some of the peices u left me with....ive found someone to love me but will i ever be able to love him completely?will he be able to love me completely from his heartbreak.....as i sit here waiting to hear from you once more i find you have been seeing a friend of mine....that hurts worse than anything that ever happened between us....where was she when u spent a week in the hospital????not with you i was with you and in doing that i lost my job and had to start another one....now the person u are seeing is a former friend of mine i hope you are happy because i will be knowing you are....i am happy seeing the man ive been with for two months....you broke me and now hes trying to fix it will he be able too????well i guessing u no longer want to talk to me again...so i will remain broken because we were supposed to be friends.....

Movie Buff.....
Your Movie Buff Quotient: 68% You are a total movie buff. Classics, blockbusters, indie favorites... you've seen most of them. Your friends know to come to you whenever they need a few good DVD rental suggestions.Are You a Movie Buff?

Why Am I Such A Idiot And Why Can't I Keep These Tears From Fallin?
ok so the reason no ones seen me latley is because i was with jamie, ...i thought he actually loved me ...what a fool i was ....some girl that i associate called me tonight and told me that he was with his ex all day and night and that he fucked her ....well i called around and it was confirmed .....he hasn't admitted it yet because he's afraid of gettin his ass kicked by shawn and donny .......i've spent all day cryin my eyes out while he's out partying and didn't answer any of my calls his cell phones turned off but earlier i did actually get to talk to him for like 5 mins and i was like "where r u" ...he didn't answer that question but was like whatever u've heard don't believe it ...but in the background i heard 2 or 3 people say "don't lie to her, tell her, give it here i'll tell her" ......and real fast he said "i gotta go i'll call u later ok" ....i said "yeh right bye" and hung up on him because i felt the tears comin ..........why is it every guy HAS to cheat on me? is there a

A Little Love For Everyone!
I had closed the door upon my heart And wouldn't let anyone in, I had trusted and loved only to be hurt But, that would never happen again I had locked the door and tossed the key As hard, and as far as I could, Love would never enter there again, My heart was closed for good Then you came into my life And made me change my mind, Just when I thought that tiny key was impossible to find That's when you held out your hand And proved to me I was wrong, Inside your palm was the key to my heart ... You had it all along

Now To See If Anyone Is Paying Attention...
Okay as much as I flirt and oogle you ladies I'm gonna make a confession: I am a virgin. And no its not one of those "fat slob wussbag who only is friends with girls and is like a big sister to them", no... Its been a conscious choice. I figured I'd just wait to be with someone I really care about. So thats about it for now. Questions, Comments, welcome.

My Parents Gave Me An Excellent Painting Idea Today!!!
Mom and Dad were on the war path today and they gave me an absolutely wonderful concept for a painting...now I just need to figure out how to execute it. The concept you may ask? I was accused of both eating all the food in the house and going to bed, as in being asleep, before Mom every single night. So how do you paint an insomniac with rapidly developing tendencies bordering on anorexia that eats all the food in a household and goes to sleep before the rest of said household does? I'm thinking a skeleton sitting in bed, eating a refigerator with a bottle of Jumpstart and a cup of coffee. But I have a skeleton fixation lately. (Careful you don't slip on the puddles of dripping sarcasm...but I am serious about the painting...sketches to come when I get a chance).

Boun Natale!!
Tis the season my cherry friends. I spent this morning getting the christmas tree up and the lights on. I let my daughter decorate it. If my camera was shit, I would take a nice picture of it. I did however, post one pic of my tree in my defult album. What a boring day it is now. I'm sitting here, with no one to talk to, and nothing to do but twiddle my thumbs. I've actually been thinking about christmas' past. Christmas is actually a rough time of year. Something happened that will forever tie me to Chris. But I don't want to talk about it...atleast not right now. This is the time of year I miss my hometown of Warren Pa. I miss christmas the way it used to be. The house was always busy on Christmas morning. My family would all meet at Gram and Grandpaps house to share the day. The tree (the very same one posted in my pics) was always beautifully decorated, and stuffed right full with presents. All the kids would sit around the tree and open gifts one at a time.

My Inner Power... So True If You Know Me!
What's your inner power? (Girls only sorry. Beautiful anime pictures, lengthy results) Understanding- Your inner power is Understanding! Lifes many mysteries have become your ultimate goal to work out. You are neither a good or bad person, just very neutral, very stable. You look down on nothing or anyone, merely observe their point of view and make no judgments. You can be seen as very shadowy and uncertain in what you believe in to an outsider, but this isnt always true. You simply dont flaunt your views around. You have a few, close friends who rely on you, and love you for the way your never scorn for the way they live their lives. You are very caring and would make a great mother, seeing you always try to help those who come to you for your aid. You are extremely hard to anger, and yet when you are, your forgiveness is hard to gain. You are loyal, secretive, very quiet and often impassive, with few able to break around the wall that you built to protect yourself. Not ev

Too Funny...nickname
LMAOO ok ya'll have ya seen this nickname yet?? I saw this awhile ago and about pissed my pantz laughin, how creative!! Her name is " I like my shoes cuz they give me a lil tongue ( I sit on my feet for a reason ) " LMMFAO!! too funny! and I wanna know where the hell can "I" get a pair of shoes like that!?!?! LMAO!!!!!!!

~~honk If You Love Jesus~~
GRANDMA The other day I went up to a local Christian bookstore and saw a "Honk if you love Jesus" bumper sticker. I was feeling particularly sassy that day, because I had just come from a thrilling choir practice followed by a powerful prayer meeting, so I bought the sticker and put it on my bumper. I was stopped at a red light at a busy intersection just lost in thought about the Lord and how good He is, and I didn't notice that the light had changed. It is a good thing someone else loves Jesus; because if he hadn't honked, I'd never have noticed. I found that LOTS of peop le love Jesus. Why, while I was sitting there, the nice man behind started honking like crazy, and he leaned out of his window and screamed, "for the love of God, GO! GO!" What an exuberant cheerleader he was for the Lord. Everyone started honking! I just leaned out of my window and started waving and smiling at all these loving people. I even honked my horn a few ti

Xbox 360 Live Question
If anyone has Xbox360 Live .. I would really appreciate your help setting the damn thing up . Ive got the Router .. and the Other Dohickey Gaming adaptor .. and Am going Insane !!!! .. We've made the Live Account just cant get the damn thing to take the Router Signal . :( Would really appreciate any help .. This mom is gonna Lose it soon !!!!

Men What Is Your Sensitive Spot
Ok My last blog brought attention to some area's involving Men. Lol... After recent Study here are my Results: 1.they will never be understood 2.they can be territorial 3.they can say 1 thing and mean another 4.they dont like their time being taking away by another 5. their ego can be bruised In conclusion....Awwwww MEN ARE SENSITIVE! Or It could it of been SHAE being "Insensitive" Awwww whats worse? HA!

Ok U Cant Have One With Out The Other
How does it feel To treat me like you do When youve laid your hands upon me And told me who you are I thought I was mistaken I thought I heard your words Tell me how do I feel Tell me now how do I feel Those who came before me Lived through their vocations From the past until completion They will turn away no more And I still find it so hard To say what I need to say But Im quite sure that youll tell me Just how I should feel today I see a ship in the harbor I can and shall obey But if it wasnt for your misfortunes Id be a heavenly person today And I thought I was mistaken And I thought I heard you speak Tell me how do I feel Tell me now how should I feel Now I stand here waiting I thought I told you to leave me While I walked down to the beach Tell me how does it feel When your heart grows cold (grows cold, grows cold, grows cold)

You
my body trembels with fear with each step you take a fool outta me is what you will soon make my mind is screaming for my mouth to say no your goal for the nite is to make me your hoe youre on the bed and you tell me to sit i'm gonna listen or else i'll get hit your pants are down and your soldier is upright you bitch cause i havent moved but it doesnt mean i'm uptight my eyes dart around for some glimpse of a way out but you will make me your slave, i have no doubt my mouth closes tightly as you pull me near the tone of your voice is all that i hear the words 'come through' run across my mind i wish i wasn't here in this place at this time your grip on my arm tells me i better start goin down my mind is screaming but i don't make a sound my mouth opens as i close me eyes im not stupid and all youre feedin me is lies the pressure of your hand on my arm and head is enough to make me want to be dead you talk to me like im dirt and im just another b

I'm Sorry
I'm sorry our eyes met on that hot summer day from your gaze I never wanted to stray, I'm sorry I said hello with a smile on my face you made me feel like I finally had a place, I'm sorry that you gave me my first true kiss from that moment on my life was pure bliss, I'm sorry I gave you my purity so fast I didn't care though cause I thought we would last, I'm sorry I was so young when I fell in love with you I was on cloud 9 when you said I love you too, I'm sorry you felt like you had to lie it crushed me inside and I wanted to die, I'm sorry I call you out when you broke my heart you didn't have the balls to live up to your part, I'm sorry I was so in love that I couldn't walk away I still pray I'll see you another time, another day, I'm sorry I wasted so much time of your life but your happy now with your soon-to-be wife, I'm sorry that I still care even though you don't my mind says let go but my heart still won't, I'm sorry for everything I

Boston/marlboro
What a great trip! Finally in my hotel and they have high speed wireless. Unfortuntely it sucks and I can't play my xbox360 live :( Oblibivion is about it. I guess I will call their tech support. LOL Anyone of my friend in the area HIT ME UP! I will be here for 17 more days would love to hang out, catch a patriots game, have a beer or whatever else gets you buzzing! send me a PM here! PEACE OUT YO!

Democratic National Convention Schedule
lol...this was too funny not to post! ----- Democratic National Convention Schedule 7:00 P.M. Opening flag burning. 7:15 P.M. Pledge of Allegiance to the United Nations. 7:30 PM. Ted Kennedy proposes a toast. 7:30 till 8:00 P.M. Nonreligious prayer and worship: Jessie Jackson and Al Sharpton. 8:00 P.M. Ted Kennedy proposes a toast. 8:05 P.M Ceremonial tree hugging. 8:15 - 8:30 P.M. Gay Wedding: Barney Frank, presiding. 8:30 P.M. Ted Kennedy proposes a toast. 8:35 P.M. Free Saddam Rally: Cindy Sheehan, Susan Sarandon. 9:00 P.M. Keynote speech: "The Proper Etiquette for Surrender" French President Jacques Chirac. 9:15 P.M. Ted Kennedy proposes a toast. 9:20 P.M. Collection to benefit Osama Bin Laden Kidney Transplant Fund. 9:30 P.M. Unveiling of plan to free freedom fighters from Guantanamo Bay: Sean Penn. 9:40 P.M. Why I hate the Military: A short talk by William Jefferson Clinton. 9:45 P.M. Ted Kennedy proposes a toast.

Most Loveable Cherry
I dunno WTF happened with the PIGTAILS contest...guess I wasnt good enuff or sumtin cuz the dood removed me. Sooooooooooooooooo I had gotten asked to be in the most LOVEABLE Cherry Contest. This one is UNLIMITED COMMENTS SO bomb me. And don't forget to rate me too!

New Pics 11 - 29 - 06
Okay to let all my friends know that I will no longer be posting bulletins when i update my pics. Because some don't care that I posted pics or they don't care about reading my bulletins. Whatever floats your boat that is fine with me. I repost bulletins for my friends and rate their pics (or try too) when they are updated. But onto the subject of this post. I have updated my pics. I added 9 new pics. 6 in the "Dark" folder. 3 in the " Tigers, Panthers, and Wolves" (which will be renamed soon to "Big Cats and Critters"

Pg. 1
Chapter 1 Alyson Reeve walked up the school’s cobblestones steps, lost in her own thoughts. She didn’t even notice the soft rolling of a skateboard. Suddenly, something, or someone, hit her and she and her stuff went flying everywhere. She sat up on her knees slowly and started gathering her stuff. “Here, let me help you with that,” a kind voice made her look up into the soft, brown eyes of a teenager. He helped her gather up the last of her stuff and they stood quickly, their eyes still locked intensely. “Sorry,” he said picking up his skateboard, “I wasn’t watching where I was going. Anything I can help you with?” “No thank you,” she said, looking once into those soft, soft eyes, “but thanks for the offer.” She watched him push through the glass doors of the school and join a girl, then down the hallway out of sight. Snapping back to reality, she pulled her schedule. She gazed at it for a moment, searching for her first class with her finger. “Gotcha,” she whispered as h

Sorry Bout The Delay In Comments And Ratings
ok guys i'm really sorry but for everyone i can't comment or rate right now its because ur pages are more fuller apparently then my computer will allow with this dial up shit ....but i am gettin dsl back soon as december is over ....with christmas i have a shortage of funds so ya'll will just have to hold on if u can but soon as december is over i swear i am gettin dsl back or else i'mma hang myself cause i can't handle this dial up shit no more lol thats why i avoid this fuckin computer half the time ...the other half i'm busy partyin hehe ....anywayz please be patient and i'll get to u all asap!!! ........laterz all and have a good day/night and thankz for ur patience so far

The Hollow Men
Til we meet again... T.S Eliot We are the hollow men We are the stuffed men Leaning together Headpiece filled with straw. Alas! Our dried voices, when We whisper together Are quiet and meaningless As wind in dry grass Or rats' feet over broken glass In our dry cellar Shape without form, shade without colour, Paralysed force, gesture without motion; Those who have crossed With direct eyes, to death's other Kingdom Remember us -- if at all -- not as lost Violent souls, but only As the hollow men The stuffed men. II Eyes I dare not meet in dreams In death's dream kingdom These do not appear: There, the eyes are Sunlight on a broken column There, is a tree swinging And voices are In the wind's singing More distant and more solemn Than a fading star. Let me be no nearer In death's dream kingdom Let me also wear Such deliberate disguises Rat's coat, crowskin, crossed staves In a field Behaving as the wind behaves No nearer -- Not that fi

Another Offer....
What to do? Second band in a week that has contacted me then got upset I won't record for free...I won't join a band that wants me to do their recordings right off the bat and they don't want to pay me..They want me to join then after I finish recording for them they get their old drummer back and I get my walking papers..This happens because their drummer usally can't keep time well and it takes too long in the studio to get a desent recording. But they don't want a musician for hire because they don't want to pay for it...Average rate is 200 a song but I can usally get it in one take..So as far as studio time its not as costly to hire me then have their own drummer do it. I have been doing this for years Im wise to this one...But Im still amazed as too the many that try to pee on my leg and tell me it raining....I had a guy call me about a tour that would cost more to be on the tour then I was getting paid for the tour.. When I asked him a few questions about it he freaked and tol

Your Mother Is Always With You.
my best friend sent me this!! Your Mother is always with you. She's the whisper of the leaves as you walk down the street. She's the smell of certain foods you remember, flowers you pick and perfume that she wore. She's the cool hand on your brow when you're not feeling well, she's your breath in the air on a cold winter's day. She is the sound of the rain that lulls you to sleep the colors of a rainbow, she is Christmas morning. Your Mother lives inside your laughter. And she's crystallized in every tear drop. A mother shows every emotion . happiness, sadness, fear, jealousy, love, hate, anger, helplessness, excitement, joy, sorrow..... and all the while, hoping and praying you will only know the good feelings in life. She's the place you came from, your first home, and she's the map you follow with every step you take. She's your first love, your first friend, even your first enemy, but nothing on earth can separate you. Not time, not space.

Grandmaws Boyfriend
A 5 yr old boy went to visit his grandmother one day. While playing with his toys in her bedroom while Grandma was dusting, he looked up and said, "Grandma, how come you don't have a boyfriend?" Grandma replied, "Honey, my TV is my boyfriend. I can sit in my bedroom and watch it all day long. The TV evangelists keep me company and make me feel so good. The comedies make me laugh. I'm really happy with the TV as my boyfriend." Grandma turned on the TV and the reception was terrible. She started adjusting the knobs, trying to get the picture in focus. Frustrated, she finally started hitting the backside of the TV, hoping to fix the problem. The little boy heard the doorbell ring, so he hurried to open the door, and there stood a man. The man said, "Hello, son, is your grandma home?" The little boy replied, "Yeah, but she's in the bedroom bangin' her boyfriend."

Fuc& Bi&$#^
Girl: "Forgive me father for I have sinned." Priest: "What have you done my child?" Girl: "I called a man a son of a bit**." Priest: "Why did you call him a son of a bit**?" Girl: "Because he touched my hand." Priest: "Like this?" (as he touches her hand) Girl: "Yes father." Priest: "That's no reason to call a man a son of a bit**." Girl: "Then he touched my breast." Priest: "Like this?" (as he touched her breast) Girl: "Yes father." Priest: "That's no reason to call him a son of a bit**." Girl: "Then he took off my clothes, father." Priest: "Like this?" (as he takes off her clothes) Girl: "Yes father." Priest: "That's no reason to call him a son of a bit**." Girl: "Then he stuck his you know what into my you know where." Priest: "Like this?" (as he stuck his you know what into her you know where) Girl: "YES FATHER, YES FATHER, YES FATHER!!!" Priest: (after a few minutes): "That's no reason to call him a son of

Don’t Take Christ Out Of Christmas
Remembering this Season And what it’s about Don’t take Christ out of Christmas It’s HIS name, we need shout. In this world full of sin We are only to blame For so many would like To remove His Holy name. The birth of our Savior What a blessed event If you just don’t believe Then you better repent. A miracle came From God up above Giving to us Unconditional love. Yet some don’t want us To mention His name Don’t they feel the guilt The sin and the shame? God, please forgive those Who are filled with such hate Don’t they know they won’t enter Our Heaven’s golden gate? Just allow me my rights To rejoice in my Lord The one all my life I have always adored. Happy Birthday Dear Jesus I praise Your Holy name And no one can force me To feel any shame. Don’t take Christ out of Christmas Don’t you see this is wrong? For it IS Jesus Christ To whom we belo

#18 Of The 88
I was just sitting here, reading through the 88 precepts, when one in particular caught my attention. You see, I am on a quest to learn as much as possible. I believe that information is a powerful weapon, and in our struggle to fulfill the 14 words, we need every weapon we can get. So I've made it my goal to become as well-informed as I possibly can. Part of my search for new knowledge has been a commitment I made to myself to read the 88 precepts every day, to absorb them and the truths they hold. But for some reason, today, #18 stood out. It reads: 18. There exists no such thing as rights or privileges under the Laws of Nature. The deer being stalked by a hungry lion has no right to life. However, he may purchase life by obedience to nature- ordained instincts for vigilance and flight. Similarly, men have no rights to life, liberty or happiness. These circumstances may be purchased by oneself, by one's family, by one's tribe or by one's ancestors, but they are nonetheless purc

Flirtation
Watch the way she looks at me Acting like I can't see Twirling her hair and licking her lips Strutting around swaying those hips I try to ignore her but the feeling is too strong Can't hold back for too long Maybe go and ask her name See if she likes my game I know it can't be serious But damn this lady got me delirious

Birthday
Hello, Its my Birthday tomorrow and I find myself in a weird mood i should be happy that Im getting older. And that I will be spending it with my houston family and friends. So that means the world to me. Im just sick of all those friends that say there there for you,,,, but never are or the ones that say the day before Ill take you out but then some thing always comes up. Dam people don't u understand that maybe just maybe I was some what looking forward to spending time with them. but I guess not I was put on the back burner last night and I always will be with that person. So I leave it at this, those people need to stay out of my life I don't have time in my life for flakes and this to me looks as if they could progress into some thing like that.

Recognized Hackers
Recognized hackers Due to the overlapping nature of the hacker concept space, many of these individuals could be included in more than one category. See also Hacker (computer security), which has a list of people in that category, including criminal or unethical hackers. ~Skilled programmers * Tim Berners-Lee, inventor of the world wide web, while a student in the 1970s, was banned from access to the Oxford University computer for hacking access.[1] * Dan Bernstein, the author of qmail and djbdns, also a mathematician and cryptographer. * John Carmack, a widely recognized and influential game programmer. Through his work, he has made significant contributions to the field of 3D computer graphics and his games have sold in the millions. In 1999, Carmack appeared as number 10 in TIME's list of the 50 most influential people in technology. * Shawn Fanning, the author of napster * Bill Gosper, mathematician and programmer, and contemporary of Richar

I "attract"...
What type of person do you attract? Your Result: You attract Yuppies! You attract the very well-dressed, job oriented type of people. They usually have their finances together, are 'middle of the road' on most topics, generally happy with the 'main-stream' of things. If it is stability you are after, these are good people to attract, if you seek adventure, it may be time for an overhaul.You attract unstable people! You attract artsy people! You attract models! You attract geeks! You attract rednecks! What type of person do you attract?Quizzes for MySpace

Untitled
If i knew it would be the lat time that i'd see you fall asleep I would tuck you in more tightly and pray the lord your soul to keep. If i knew it would be the last time that i see you walk out the door,I would give you a hug and kiss and call you back for one more. If i knew it would be the last time i'd hear your voice i would video tape each action and word so i could play them back day after day. If i knew it would be the last time i could spare an extra minute or two to stop and say "I love you" instead of assuming you would KNOW i do. If i knew it would be the last time i would be there to share your day,well I'm sure you'll have so many more,so i can let just one more slip away. For surely there is always tomorrow to make up for oversight and we always get a second chance to make everything right. There will always be another day to say our "I love you's" and certianly there's another chance to say our "anything i can do's?" But just incase i might be wrong,

Hit By A Train
No, I am not hungover. But definitely exhausted. To all the new people I talked to last night, yes I remember talking to you, and you are some great people! I look forward to future conversations. I am so tired this morning, the kind of tired where no matter how much coffee you give yourself, your eyes still burn and just want to close. my whole body hurts, I think I may have over worked a few muscle groups yesterday. nothing some Alieve won't fix. I am so excited! today we are getting a Christmas tree! I need to put up the lights outside, but I think I might wait until tomorrow afternoon to do it, since I hurt so bad. maybe a few stretches will help so in conclusion...a toast! to new friendships made and good times, I will use coffee since many of you know I am out of champagne after last night..lol

"involuntary Muscular Contractions"
A professor was giving a lecture on "Involuntary Muscular Contractions" to first year medical students. Realizing that this was not the most riveting subject the professor decided to lighten the mood slightly. He pointed to a young woman in the front row and said, "Do you know what your ass hole is doing while you're having an orgasm?" She replied, "He's probably down at the bar getting drunk with his friends"

I Dunno What To Call It
Suche gut gebauten Achtzehn- bis Dreißigjährigen zum Schalchten Der Metzgermeister Huete treff ich einen Herrn Der hat mich zum Fressen gern Weiche Teile und auch harte stehen auf der Speisekarte Denn du bist was du isst und ihr wisst was es ist Es ist mein teil - nein Mein Teil - nein Denn das ist mein teil - nein Mein Teil - nein Die stumpfe Klinge - gut und recht Ich blute stark und mir ist schlecht Muss ich auch mit der Ohnmacht kämpfen ich esse weiter unter Krämpfen Ist doch so gut gewürzt und so schön flambiert und so liebevoll auf Porzellan serviert Dazu ein guter Wein und zarter kerzenschein Ja da lass ich mir Zeit Etwas Kultur muss sein

The Right To Enter Paradise
The Right to Enter Paradise Revelation 21:22-22:7 Death is inevitable. The thief on the cross knew when his would occur, but we can not predict our own. After his death, the crucified criminal went to live in paradise with Jesus. Some of us will also live eternally in God’s presence. But others will experience everlasting torment, forever separated from Him. If we receive Jesus as our Savior, our penalty for sin is paid. We are adopted into God’s family, and Heaven is our eternal home. If we reject Jesus, we remain alienated from the Lord and under condemnation for our sin. We are destined to experience eternal judgment. God won’t accept any of man’s excuses because there is no acceptable defense for unbelief. (Acts 4:12) Become part of God’s family today. Acknowledge your sinfulness, and express your faith in these words: “God, I have sinned against You. (Romans 3:23) I’ve followed my own way and refused to give You the right to rule in my life. (Rom

Are You Looking For Rewards On Earth?
Are you looking for rewards on earth? "…we who are still alive and remain on earth will be caught up in the clouds to meet the Lord in the air and remain with him forever. 1 Thessalonians 4:17 NLT " Awaiting our day "The story is told of an old missionary couple returning to the States after many years of thankless service in Africa. They happened to be on the same ship to New York as President Theodore Roosevelt, who was returning from a big game hunt in Africa. As the ship pulled past the Statue of Liberty and into the dock, huge crowds were gathered to welcome him home. The press was out in full force, and thousands of people had come to get a glimpse of the president. In the middle of the chaos, the aged missionary couple fought their way through the crowds with their large suitcases in tow. Silently they hailed a cab and made their way to a cheap hotel. The missionary sat on the bed and said to his wife, "It just doesn't seem right. We gave our lives to Chris

God's Precious, Priceless Treasure
God's Precious, Priceless Treasure Lindsay Roberts -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Several years ago my in-laws, Oral and Evelyn Roberts, were involved in a car accident. Although they were not injured physically, Evelyn was upset. I tried to comfort her by saying, "It was only a car, and a car can be replaced. But we can't replace you." She replied, "But I was carrying such precious cargo!" referring to Oral. Evelyn knew the value of her husband, whom she loves and who serves God with all of his heart. His life and ministry bless the world. That incident reminded me of just how much God loves and treasures each one of us. He loves us with an unconditional love. John 3:16 AMP expresses that love so well: God so greatly loved and dearly prized the world that He [even] gave up His only-begotten (unique) Son, so that whoever believes in (trusts in, clings to, relies on) Him shall not perish (come to destruction, be

Water Vs Beer. Plz Read
Water vs. Beer > >WATER >It has been scientifically proven that if we drink 1 liter of water >each day, at the end of the year we would have absorbed more than 1 >kilo of Escherichia coli bacteria found in feces, in other words, we >are consuming >1 kilo of poop. > >BEER >We do not run that risk when drinking beer (or rum, whiskey, vodka, >wine, or other liquors) because alcohol has to go through a >distillation process of boiling, filtering and fermenting. > > WATER = Poop > BEER = HEALTH > > FREE YOURSELF OF POOP ... DRINK BEER It is better >to drink beer and talk shit than it is to drink water and be full of >shit. > >There is no need to thank me for this valuable information, I am doing >it as a public service and because I have a kind heart. < Back

Im A New Dj For Sweet Azz Radio
IM THE NEWEST DJ FOR SWEET AZZ RADIO FROM 12- 4 AM CENTRAL TIME IM IN THERE BUMPIN THE WICKED SHIT FOR ALL MY FAMILY. WE ALSO GOT A PAID SERVER SO NOW WE CAN HAVE MORE PPL IN THE LOUNGE SO NO MORE BUFFERIN!! WHOO HOO SO COME BY AND CK ME OUT! MMFWCL4LYF!!!!!!!!!!

For Mothers
Somebody said it takes about six weeks to get back to normal after you've had a baby . somebody doesn't know that once you're a mother, "Normal," is history. Somebody said you learn how to be a mother by instinct Somebody never took a three-year-old shopping. Somebody said being a mother is boring ...... Somebody never rode in a car driven by a teenager with a driver's permit. Somebody said if you're a "good" mother, your child will "turn out good." Somebody thinks a child comes with directions and a guarantee. Somebody said "good" mothers never raise their voices ..... Somebody never came out the back door just in time to see her child hit a golf ball through the neighbor's kitchen window. Somebody said you don't need an education to be a mother. Somebody never helped a fourth grader with her math. Somebody said you can't love the fifth child as much as you love the first. Somebody doesn't have five children. Somebody said a mother can

The Good Ol' Days...
It's the summer of 1961 and Harold goes to pick up his date, Peggy Sue. Harold's a pretty hip guy with his own car and a duck tail hairdo. When he goes to the front door, Peggy Sue's mother answers And invites him in. "Peggy Sue's not ready yet, so why don't You have a seat?" she says. That's cool.Peggy Sue's mother Asks Harold what they're planningto do. Harold replies politely that they will probably just go to The malt shop or to a drive-in movie. Peggy Sue's mother responds, "Why don't you kids go out andscrew? I hear all the kids are doing it."Naturally this comes as quite a surprise to Harold and he says "Wha...aaat?" "Yeah," says Peggy Sue's mother, "We know Peggy Sue really likes to screw; why, she'd screw all night if we let her!" Harold's eyes light up and he smiles from ear to ear. Immediately, he has revised the plans for the evening. A few minutes later, Peggy Sue comes downstairs in her little poodle skirt with her saddle shoes, and

I Keep Getting Rated 10 On My Profile.
i was just wondering if y'all are putting what you really think or if y'all just putting it to be nice well i thank you but i want people to rate me the score they think i really am. Thank you for reading this and have a good Day. Derrick McReynolds

#3 Of The 88 Precepts
3. God and religion are distinct, separate and often conflicting concepts. Nature evidences the divine plan, for the natural world is the work of the force or the intelligence men call God. Religion is the creation of mortals, therefore predestined to fallibility. Religion may preserve or destroy a People, depending on the structure given by its progenitors, the motives of its agents and the vagaries of historical circumstances. OK, this is actually my second attempt at this one. My first was well written, eloquent, and informative. I, however, accidently hit some button or another, and deleted it all. So, I'm going to be a little bit brief with this one, as I am tired, but committed to writing this. This one I actually had to read a few times and really take some time to consider. In fact, I wrote it down and took it to work with me to examine on my breaks. Here's how I interpreted it. God and religion are not synonymous. They are not one and the same. God is the driving for

Someone Had To Get Fired
He had narrowed it down to one of two people, Debra or Jack. It was an impossible decision, they were both super workers. Rather than flip a coin, he decided he would fire the first one who used the water cooler the next morning. Debra came in the next morning with a horrible hang-over after partying all night. She went to the cooler to take an aspirin. The Boss approached her and said: "Debra, I've never done this before but I have to lay you or Jack off." "Could you jack off?" she says. "I feel like shit."

Gotta Love Parties
Some of my friends from myspace have invited me and my hubby to a swinger's party in January. Needless to say, I'm wet and rarin' to go. ;) I hope to find more parties like this, cause, let's face it, who doesn't love sex???? Mmmm....Can't wait.

Heart Quiz
Your Heart Is Blue Love is a doing word for you. You know it's love when you treat each other well. You are a giving lover, but you don't give too much. You expect something in return. Your flirting style: Friendly Your lucky first date: Lunch at an outdoor cafe Your dream lover: Is both generous and selfish What you bring to relationships: Loyalty What Color Heart Do You Have?

Whoot
http://vids.myspace.com/index.cfm?fuseaction=vids.individual&videoid=1458909704 Hehe, the trailer for Epic Movie. I think it's hysterical, a parody movie, since it has most of the movies I've liked in recent years.

The Night Before Xxxmas
If this doesn't cure you of seasonal warm fuzzy feelings, you're a goner. Twas the night before Christmas, and God it was neat. The kids were both gone, and my wife was in heat. The doors were all bolted, the phone off the hook, It was time for some nooky, by hook or by crook. Momma in her teddy and I in the nude, Had just hit the bedroom and reached for the lube. When out on the lawn there arose such a cry, That I lost my boner, and momma went dry. Up to the window I sprang like an elf, Tore back the shade while she played with herself. The moon on the crest of the snowman we'd built, Showed a broom up his ass, clean up to the hilt. When what to my wondering eyes should appear, But a rusty old sleigh and eight mangey reindeer. With a fat little driver, half out of the sled, A sock in his ear and a bra on his head. Sure as I'm speaking, he was high as a kite, And he yelled to his team, but it didn't sound right. Woa Shithead, woa Asshole, woa Stup

Darkness And Light
"Darkness and Light" A shadow falls over me when I write, protecting me from the light. It won't ask any questions or make any comments, but just be there. It feels nice around me like a blanket, hiding me from sight. It loves me and comforts me helping me along the way. The light tries to push away the shadow, but it doesn't move. The light tries to hurt the shadow, but it doesn't even notice. The shadow will not leave until my work is completed and when that happens, I am the lights once more. The shadow is my heart and soul and the light is the outside. When I write, I put my heart and soul into it but when I am done, I am back to being me. I have a place where I like to go, when I sleep or write. It's in my head and safe from all harm. It is a comforting place to go when I need to get away. This is where my heart and soul belongs and where it protects me from the light. I go here when I write and when I write, the pen does all the work

Lady Death
LADY DEATH I HERE HIS SILENT SCREEMS.......... LADY DEATH IS CALLING ........ HE UTTERS NOT A SINGLE WORD........ AS HE RUNS........ HE PUSHES AND PUSHES....... BUT IS TRAPPTED IN THE VOID........ I CAN NOT HELP HIM........ HES GONNA DIE......... FRANTICALY I SEARCH ........ I CAN NOT SEE ....... PLEASE........ DONT LET HIM DIE...... PLEASE ........ LET HIM WIN THIS FIGHT....... MY MIND IT RACES ......MY HEART EVEN FASTER ...... I HERE HIM...... I HERE HIM......... BUT HE PUSHES ME FARTHER ......... AS LADY DEATH DRAWS NEAR ........ I CAN NOT FIND HIM I CAN NOT SEE........ IN DARKNESS HE IS TRAPPED IN THE VOID......

Ummm Just Writing
So, I'm new to the whole Cherry Tap thing...and let me tell ya...I have alot of questions! What's the point of "cherry points" or "cherry money"? Is there a light at the end of the tunnel or is it just a popularity thing? It's a cool site...I've met some really cool people, so, I'm not complaining. Ok so, now I am going to introduce myself! My name is Nicole. I live in Houston, Texas and am a hairstylist. I love my job BUT it's not what I want to talk about when off of work. So please don't ask for hair advice! Unless you are paying me of course! I have an extremely laid back personality. I don't care for gossip, confrontation, rudeness, men with long hair, or ketchup on my hamburger! I made a list of what I do like on my profile page. I pretty much get along with anyone....I'm ALWAYS civil anyway. I tend to avoid people who complain alot though. I don't like to ruin my positive aura! Hahaha! Anyway, if you'd like to know more always feel free to contact me!

Women Over 40
In case you missed it on 60 Minutes, this is what Andy Rooney thinks about women over 40: 60 Minutes Correspondent Andy Rooney (CBS) As I grow in age, I value women over 40 most of all. Here are just a few reasons why: A woman over 40 will never wake you in the middle of the night and ask, "What are you thinking?" She doesn't care what you think. If a woman over 40 doesn't want to watch the game, she doesn't sit around whining about it. She does something she wants to do, and it's usually more interesting. Women over 40 are dignified. They seldom have a screaming match with you at the opera or in the middle of an expensive restaurant. Of course, if you deserve it, they won't hesitate to shoot you if they think they can get away with it. Older women are generous with praise, often undeserved. They know what it's like to be unappreciated. Women get psychic as they age. You never have to confess your sins to a woman over 40. Once you get past a wrinkle or two, a woman over 40 is

How Nerdy Are You?
You Are 16% Nerdy You are definitely not nerdy - in fact, you probably don't know any nerds. You probably care a little too much about your image. No one will know if you secretly watch Star Trek reruns! How Nerdy Are You?

Medicate
Breaking Benjamin - Medicate Lyrics I got somethin' up my sleeve I know you will cover me inside out and in between I know you will cover me I've got bruises on my knees I know you will cover me inside out and in between and I know you will cover me [Chorus:] Run away make hate and get laid we get laid you tie me up I've had enough so medicate medicate I'm already incomplete I know you will cover me broken by your empathy I know you will cover me I've been lyin' here for weeks I know you will cover me inside out and in between and I know you will cover me [Chorus x 3]

Inside The Room Of Your Soul
Thanks to Kira for the link What Your Soul Really Looks Like You are very passionate and quite temperamental. While you can be moody, you always crave comfort. You are a grounded person, but you also leave room for imagination and dreams. You feet may be on the ground, but you're head is in the clouds. You believe that people see you as a bit small and insignificant. People pay more attention to you than you think. Your near future is still unknown, and a little scary. You'll get through wild times - and you'll textually enjoy it. For you, love is all about caring and comfort. You couldn't fall in love with someone you didn't trust.Inside the Room of Your Soul

The Five Factor Values Test
Your Values Profile Loyalty: You value loyalty a fair amount. You're loyal to your friends... to a point. But if they cross you, you will reconsider your loyalties. Staying true to others is important to you, but you also stay true to yourself. Honesty: You value honesty highly. You're unflinchingly honest, even when it's not easy. For you, integrity is very important - in yourself and others. People may not always like what you say, but they know they can trust it. Generosity: You value generosity a fair amount. You are all about giving, as long as there's some give and take. Supportive and kind, you don't mind helping out a friend in need. But you know when you've given too much. You have no problem saying "no"! Humility: You value humility highly. You have the self-confidence to be happy with who you are. And you don't need to seek praise to make yourself feel better. You're very modest, and you're keep the drama factor low. Tolerance: You va

Let It Really Sink In.
LET IT REALLY SINK IN. > >THEN CHOOSE! > >John is the kind of guy you love to hate. He is always in a good mood >and always has something positive to say. When someone would ask him >how he was doing, he would reply, "If I were any better, I would be >twins!" > >He was a natural motivator. > >If an employee was having a bad day, John was there telling the >employee how to look on the positive side of the situation. > >Seeing this style really made me curious, so one day I went up and >asked him, "I don't get it! > >You can't be a positive person all of the time. How do you do it?" > >He replied, "Each morning I wake up and say to myself, you have two >choices today. You can choose to be in a good mood or ... you can >choose to be in a bad mood . > >I choose to be in a good mood." > >Each time something bad happens, I can choose to be a victim or...I can >choose to learn from it. I choose to learn from it. > >Every time someone c

Preference
You know, just cause I've been on CT a lot, I've noticed a trend, and wanted to write about it... Women are more likely to say that they're bi or bi interested...Why? Neither gender really cares, they figure cool, good for them. Yay for women. MEN, on the other hand, feel that even if they're slightly interested in some kind of play near their ass, it's evil, bad, and how dare anyone even think to bring that up! Ok, whether it be tonguing, finger, dildo, fisting, WHATEVER, let me explain something men.... Just because you want something kinky for your girl to do to you, does NOT make you gay (and honestly, why is that such a big deal anyway???). It might, at the most, make you bi, but even then, most guys wouldn't let another guy do that to them anyway. SO, I guess the point to my rant is: guys, let your girl tongue or finger or something. You have no idea how bad she wants to do that, just to give YOU pleasure. You are capable of giving us so much, and we merely want t

Why I Havn't Been Online
Sorry I havn't been around that last week or so. I had a friend pass away. He was only 38 and leves behind a wife and daughter (who's B-day is today). I just want to say to everyone...live life, take that chance and experience what ever you can. You never no when shit will happen. Tom

My Heart
MY HEART found a resting place I finally found a woman who loves me for who i am not for what i have. It took me awhile to realize but i am @ peace finally with this. The past is behind me and the future is dead ahead so to all that have been my friends may u find what ur lookin 4 in life and it brings u the same peace sooner then later. My best to all GOOD NIGHT

So You Wanna Date Me?
Wow, I can't tell you how many guys I've dated in the last several months. Being single again definitely has not left me bored. This whole myspace thing has turned out to be quite the dating extravaganza. A feeding ground of sorts for the bored and lonely. But I'm having a great time thus far. It has really forced me out of my shell. Who would have thought that the person who hates meeting new people would have met so many in this short amount of time? I have met some fantastic guys. Perhaps made a couple of lasting friendships. I've met a couple guys who I would have loved to keep around but who didn't want to keep me. I've met some guys who I just didn't connect with. I've met other guys who I am currently dating and plan to see more of. And then there's several of you that I haven't met at all yet. But don't be mistaken. I HATE dating. I think its likely the uncertainty of it all. Not knowing who will stay and who will go. Not knowing when your next date will be or if you'll h

Of My Daughters Robin And Tori
Missing Love Thinking of you and then comes the pain my tears fall down like a cleansing rain the purity of your love has always been true of all from the past the one I miss most is you my heart it aches without giving a sign that the pain will end, sweet child of mine never have I loved any in that special way sometimes I wish I had let myself stay I knew that your life would be better if I went now in my mind you live free of rent I can't help but think of you all the day through missing the joy that has always been you This pain I will know for the rest of my days I have loved only you and I am stuck in this maze of never ending conflict between the mind and the heart I try not to think of you because it is just not smart to rehash the past and live in regret I look for a cure, I haven't found one yet I earned this pain by not leaving long ago now in this time it is something I know that when we hold on when we know better all we have left is whats found i

To You Haneef....
EVE LYRICS "You Had Me, You Lost Me" [Chorus - Repeat 2x] You had me, You lost me And now you want me back You fucked around and played around And now your feeling sad [Verse 1] Uh, uh How should I start it off You must have thought me soft Like it was all good to move on and cross me off We never shared secrets We wasn't fucking raw Helped you when you were down and now you got the fucking gawl We used to be so tight We was each others life You was my husband and no doubt I was your fucking wife Did anything you ever asked of Eve You turned out to be a devil nigga I couldn't believe Sneaking numbers out my phone Calling bitches on the cell What the hell! Clunky bitches one on the scale I'm like a dime over line You can't calculate my status And you fucking with these bitches like my ass wasn't the fattest Like I didn't dress the baddest Any time we surface Must have been insecure Niggas made you nervous And I guess it was your purpose to lock me in

Finding Your Self Is Harder Than You Think
TO FIND YOUR SELF YOU HAVE TO LOOK IN TO YOUR SOUL. NOW TO LOOK IN TO YOUR SOUL YOU MUST NOT BE AFRAID. THERE ARE TERRIBLE THINGS THAT WILL HAUNT YOUAND TRY TO STEAL YOU SOUL AWAY. DONT WORRY MY CHILD FOR I AM THE LIGHT AND IF YOU FOLLOW ME I CAN SHOW YOU WHAT YOU SEEK. FOR I AM THE WAY AND I HAVE WHAT YOU SEARCH FOR, YES YOUR SOUL. SO WHAT WILL YOU DO NOW? CAN YOU ASK FOR IT BACK? NO YOU CAN NOT, BECOUSE I LIKE IT TO MUCH TO LET IT GO. THE TAST IS AMAZING THE SMELL IS SO SWEET. SO BEFORE YOU TAKE THAT TURN REMEMBER IM WAITING FOR YOU! ALWAYS WAITING FOR YOU REAPER OF SOULS

Tool, "stinkfist"
Something has to change. Undeniable dilemma. Boredom's not a burden anyone should bear. Constant over stimulation numbs me But I would not want you any other way. Just not enough. I need more. Nothing seems to satisfy. I said, I don't want it. I just need it. To breathe, to feel, to know I'm alive. Finger deep within the borderline. Show me that you love me and that we belong together. Relax, turn around and take my. I can help you change tired moments into pleasure. Say the word and we'll be well upon our waaay. Blend and balance pain and comfort deep within you till you will not want me any other way. But it's not enough. I need more. Nothing seems to satisfy. I said, I don't want it. I just need it. To breathe, to feel, to know I'm alive. Knuckle deep inside the borderline. This may hurt a little but it's something you'll get used to. Relax. Slip awaaaaaaaay. Chupa minha pica pichu Chupa minha pica pinto Something kinda sad about, the way that

Vile Thoughts
V1 Drunk on the flames forgot to the impurities take the time drink my wine sit beside me listen as I speak (transition) can't handle what you can't grip tight around the neck choked the sins, the pain as the nails they drove the second twice sort through confined memories ashamed are they amoungst the fig tree it is here you make your christ (chorus) your disaster devistates my compassion retaliates seeing through worn eyes patient to your excessive sighs six,six,six engulfs your crooked smile fuck you come on, come on inject me with your vile V2 the dragon's chased are tainted and laced beyond the belts of the bibles hold turn blue to exhale fell the rush no limits to push gonna embrace this ability where the mind astonishes and the will stands free struggle to feel the fall sparked again soar high to hear the dark call firmly tempted by my advice I once walked beside your christ

Red Crush (vampires)
V1 as darkness fades beneath the surface he lay asleep to the light breathing only earth keeping to himself the enemy inside suffering eternally the beast rises (chorus) telling no one wanting someone thirsting hunger quenching sin tasting the red crush between his lips soul starving mortality slips V2 nature scorned heartless and cold magnificent creature of nocturnal reign hyptnotizing seduction mishap of perfection a vampire with no name

Today:p
hey alll:)how r yas today:)?Wel my day was hell.......3 ppl on today includeing me when there was supose to be 6.....ya and we were packed!and my roomates ex was goin to take his ethernet cord cause i borrowed it but then my other roomate said he needed it so i get to keep it again:D:D:D:D:D:D:D untill tomorrow:(then i wont be on here...untill friday that is:Dso ill talk to u all l8er and happy hollidays:D Boondock Saint

My Horoscope Today - Very Good
Maybe this fits for you today too. . Throw out anything that doesn't fit and hasn't in a while, whether it's clothes, relationships or ideas. How can you introduce anything new and energizing if your head and personal space are clogged with the past?

Oh No
I have a temp.. it is hurting to breath Coughing a lot sneezing alot I have the flu Go away flu go away.... I feel bad right now I will go to bed right now... I love all of you See ya tomorrow One more writing test in the morn Love ya Good night Shelia RedMex

Holiday Eating Tips !
HOLIDAY EATING TIPS ! 1. Avoid carrot sticks. Anyone who puts carrots on a holiday buffet table knows nothing of the Christmas spirit. In fact, if you see carrots, leave immediately. Go next door, where they're serving rum balls. 2. Drink as much eggnog as you can. And quickly. Like fine single-malt scotch, it's rare. In fact, it's even rarer than single-malt scotch. You can't find it any other time of year but now. So drink up! Who cares that it has 10,000 calories in every sip? It's not as if you're going to turn into an eggnog-alcoholic or something. It's a treat. Enjoy it. Have one for me. Have two. It's later than you think. It's Christmas! 3. If something comes with gravy, use it. That's the whole point of gravy. Gravy does not stand alone. Pour it on. Make a volcano out of your mashed potatoes. Fill it with gravy. Eat the volcano. Repeat. 4. As for mashed potatoes, always ask if they're made with skim milk or whole milk. If it's skim, pass. Why bother? It's like buyi

Santa Claus
santa claus A Christmas Story 'Twas the night before Christmas--Old Santa was pissed. He cussed out the elves and threw down his list. Miserable little brats, ungrateful little jerks. I have a good mind to scrap the whole works! I've busted my ass for damn near a year, Instead of "Thanks Santa"--what do I hear? The old lady bitches cause I work late at night. The elves want more money--The reindeer all fight. Rudolph got drunk and goosed all the maids. Donner is pregnant and Vixen has AIDS. And just when I thought that things would get better Those assholes from the IRS sent me a letter, They say I owe taxes--if that ain't damn funny Who the hell ever sent Santa Claus any money? And the kids these days--they all are the pits They want the impossible--Those mean little shits I spent a whole year making wagons and sleds Assembling dolls...Their arms, legs and heads I made a ton of yo yo's--No request for them, They want computers and robots...they think -

The Meaning Of The Snowman
The Meaning of the Snowman The white snow stands for the purity of souls Filled with Gods grace The circular snowballs represent Gods everlasting love. The pieces of coal used to make the eyes, mouth and buttons Symbolize Gods almighty power. The carrot nose reminds us God gives us every we need to Live and grow. The scarf suggests the warmth of gods tender care. The top hat reminds us always to keep faith Our top priority. The twig arms out stretched to us, As Gods always are The broom made of straw and wood signifies that Jesus was born And died to cleanse us of sin. May your heart be ever warmed by the Good news of Gods great love for you

Thermostats...
I'm never going to figure mine out! Sometimes it can be 50 degrees outside, and I have it on heat to 68 and it gets hot as hell in here. Other times that same situation ends up being freezing as f*ck! The A/C is only a little more consistent...

Today
Today is a great day! It's beautiful outside and everything is going awesome! I am going to finish my Christmas shopping this evening and finish my decorations to the house! This weather we are having right now is more like Spring not Winter. But, that's Texas for ya.. could be 30 one day and 65 the next.. it's a rollercoaster ride for sure! Although the Summertime is brutal for us here.. usually in the upper 90's to 100+ majority of the time! I'm ready for it to get cold and stay cold though so it will feel more like Christmas not Easter or Valentines day. Well, thats all for now.. take care people!

You Piss Me Off
you piss me off are you stupid your decisions are rash with no thought behind them sometimes i wonder how im your child i think before i act it seems both of you forget to one of you just stood by as the world hurt me the other watches closely with control over my life this is the worst evnvironment never knowing your reaction and you wonder why im not the prize child why i dont go ouut of my way to make you happy its because you piss me off in almost every way its like a fight you vs me who will win you will of course you have the money the house and car so once again im under your control it never fails no matter what i do i cant escape you and you wonder why i want to leave to go across the country its to get out of your grasps but no, everytime i get close to reaching this goal you pull me back in and make me dependent so i accept it and go on until you piss me off just as you did last time but no more! i wont fall back into your web th

Days Go By
You You You are still a whisper on my lips A feeling at my fingertips That's pulling at my skin You leave me when I'm at my worst Feeling as if I've been cursed Bitter cold within Days go by and still I think of you Days when I couldn't live my life without you Days go by and still I think of you Days when I couldn't live my life without you Without you Without you You are still a whisper on my lips A feeling at my fingertips That's pulling at my skin You leave me when I'm at my worst Feeling as if I've been cursed Bitter cold within Days go by and still I think of you Days when I couldn't live my life without you Without you Without you Days go by and still I think of you Days when I couldn't live my life without you Days go by and still I think of you Days when I couldn't live my life without you Without you Without you Without you Without you Without you,

14
For todays present you get to see a window into my world (see what i did there?) and see a transcript, illustrating how much fun it is to be me. Taken from my Shoutbox EroticBlon...: hey there handsome, wanna see me play with my toy on cam? - >nobby...: hello - >nobby...: thats forward EroticBlon...: hey there! - >nobby...: hey EroticBlon...: wanna see my cam? - >nobby...: sure - >nobby...: my mum said never turn a girl down EroticBlon...: great! do you have paypal? it's $20 for 10min and i'll do whatever you;d like! - >nobby...: whats the toy? have you got one of those new Wii? - >nobby...: I dont normally charge that much, but if you are willing then I'll take your money - >nobby…: hello? I still haven't had a reply, how rude! She could have at least bargained

Refreshing!
I met a girl from online today. She was the greatest! We met, we went parking, and she sucked my cock and swallowed my whole load. After that, I took care of her needs. She's a busy woman with her own life and just wants to get laid like me. She said that she had met other guys from online, but they all have some other motive. I was honest, and told the truth, I'm horny and want nothing else, and the truth set me free! I guess it goes back to being a biker and living the way I live, god it makes life much less complicated! I'm having a great day, how bout you?!

Stuff To Ponder
Stuff To Ponder Tell a man that there are 400 billion stars, and he'll believe you. Tell him a bench has wet paint, and he has to touch it. How come SUPERMAN could stop bullets with his chest, but always ducked when someone threw a gun at him? If it was only a 3 hour cruise, why did MRS. HOWELL have so many clothes. Why is it called a HAMBURGER, when it's made out of BEEF? Why does SOUR CREAM have an Expiration date? What would a chair look like, if your knees bent the other way? If "Con" is the Opposite of "Pro"....then what is the opposite of PROGRESS? Why is LEMON JUICE mostly artificial ingredients.... but DISH WASHING LIQUID contains real lemons? How much deeper would the ocean be, if SPONGES didn't grow in it? Why buy a product that it takes 2000 flushes to get rid of? Why do we wait until a PIG is dead, to "CURE" it? Why do we wash BATH TOWELS-aren't we clean when we use them? Why do we put SUITS in a Garment Bag, and put Garments

Questionable Stability.. Lol
Questionable Stability Space and time give way to me. Hours spent pondering constantly. Being alone, I've no alternative. Give in to sorrow and related motives. With unrestricted time, thoughts flow astray; Recalling regrets of yesterday; The failures today secure a bitter tomorrow; I'm helpless amidst the fray of morbid sorrow. Like a fragmented dream, the world progresses. I'm forced to follow by ghostly caresses. Each blink greeted by a different world before me. Change is the constant in this monotony. I'm simply too slow to be a worthy combatant. My shortcomings endear me to be hesitant. In passive manner, I'm victimized by my own aggression. I suffer in anguish without learning my lesson. Without a doubt, loneliness is my greatest contributor. Without comfort of company, I'm a heretic arbiter. There lives a mystic within that foretells my misfortune. I'm left to choose how to rendezvous with my doom. The lingering thoughts I hold, though absurd;

My Boys Mommy Needs Help
hey you guys my boyfriends mom has had a site for a while now and well she is still roadkill. she doesnt have time to get on much and has recently been on so how about having her at least to level one by the next time she gets on. thank you guys! weewee@ CherryTAP

A Littl Thought About Friends
LOVE starts with a SMILE, grows with a KISS, and ends with a TEAR. DON'T cry over anyone who won't cry over you. Good FRIENDS are hard to find, harder to leave, and impossible to forget. You can only go as far as you push. ACTIONS speak louder than words. The HARDEST thing to do is watch the one you love, love somebody else. DON'T let the past hold you back, you're missing the good stuff. LIFE'S SHORT. If you don't look around once in a while you might miss it. A BEST FRIEND is like a four leaf clover, HARD TO FIND and LUCKY TO HAVE. Some people make the world SPECIAL just by being in it. BEST FRIENDS are the siblings God forgot to give us. When it HURTS to look back, and you're SCARED to look ahead, you can look beside you and your BEST FRIEND will be there. TRUE FRIENDSHIP "NEVER" ENDS. Friends are FOREVER. Good friends are like STARS You don't always see them, but you know they are ALWAYS THERE. DON'T frown. You never know who is falling in love with your smile. What do you do when

My Tree
You Are A Lime Tree You are intelligent, hard working, and innately successful. You try to change what you can in life - and you accept what you can't change. Tough on the outside, you are actually soft and relenting. Jealous at times, you are extremely loyal and giving to those you love. You have many talents, but you don't have enough time to use them. What's Your Celtic Horoscope?

Doctor And Patient
Don't laugh!" said the patient, Ed. "Of course I won't laugh," the doctor said. "I'm a professional. In over twenty years I've never laughed at a patient." "Okay then," Ed said, and proceeded to drop his trousers, revealing the tiniest 'whooha' the doctor had ever seen. It couldn't have been bigger than the size of a AAA battery. Unable to control himself, the doctor started giggling, then fell laughing to the floor. Ten minutes later he was able to struggle to his feet and regain his composure. "I'm so sorry," said the doctor. "I really am. I don't know what came over me. On my honor as a doctor and a gentlemen, I promise it won't happen again. Now what seems to be the problem?" "It's swollen," Ed replied... The Doctor! ! ! You guessed it. Hasn't stopped laughing for days.

This Is About Me
Name: alexcia aka the BIG CHI Birthdate: april 29,1984 Birthplace: elmhurst the shit hole Current Location: astoria, queens Eye Color: brown Hair Color: i cant remember god dalm hair dye (J/K brown) Height: 5'1 some say 5' but to me every inch counts ;-) Weight: wtf 50000000 pounds j/k under 200 :) Piercings: yes thats all you have to know Tatoos: yes Boyfriend/Girlfriend: no Overused Phraze: wtf FAVORITES Food: meat i hate greens! Candy: oh yes thats why i have so many cavitys :) Number: 5 Color: blue Animal: dog Drink: alcohol Alcohol Drink: see above Bagel: with everything on it Letter: f & u Body Part on Opposite sex: do you realy want me to answer that? ;-) This or That Pepsi or Coke: pepsi McDonalds or BurgerKing: white castle Strawberry or Watermelon: strawberrys Hot tea or Ice tea: both Chocolate or Vanilla: vanilla i hate chocolate Hot Chocolate or Coffee: coffee Kiss or Hug: both Dog or Cat: dog Rap o

~~want Some Ass~~
Life is all about asses: You're either covering it, Laughing it off, Kicking it, Kissing it, Busting it, Trying to get a piece of it, Or behaving like one ... That's right, you've been " E lfed ". Pass this on to as many people as possible, but you can't send it back to the person who sent it to you. He who elfs last, elfs loudest!!!!

Merry Xmas
hey i just want to wish every1 a merry xmas and all the best for the holiday seaon and hope you all have a safe and happy xmas and a wonderful new years best wishes for the new year xo the reason i write this now is because i wont have time to say it im working flat out right the waty threw to xmas so thought id say it now

Aerosmith-crazy
You know you drive me up the wall The way you make good for all the nasty tricks you pull Seems like we're makin' up more than we're makin' love And it always seems you've got someone on your mind Other than me Girl, you gotta change your crazy ways - you hear me Say you're leavin' on the seven thirty train And that you're heading out to Hollywood Girl, you've been givin' me that line so many times It kinda gets that feelin' bad looks good, yeah That kinda lovin' turns a man to a slave That kinda lovin' sends a man right to his grave (Chorus) I go crazy, crazy, baby, I go crazy You turn it on - then you're gone Yeah you drive me crazy, crazy Crazy for you baby What can I do, honey I feel like the color blue You're packin' up your stuff and and talkin' like it's tough and tryin' to tell me That it's time to go, yeah! But I know you ain't wearin' nothin' underneath that overcoat and that it's all a show, yeah! That kinda lovin' makes me wanna pull down

This Could Be Fun
YOU CAN ASK ME 10 QUESTIONS: 1. 2. 3. 4. 5. 6. 7. 8. 9. 10. __________________________________________________ No matter how random, revealing, rude, or pointless. I promise to answer them 100% truthfully. All questions are COMPLETELY confidential - send to my inbox. Repost this to see what others ask you. IF YOU DONT THEN YOU'RE SCARED OF WHAT PEOPLE MAY ASK

Hidden Sexual Talent
Using your body Your sexual hidden talent is using your body's natural charm and beauty to seduce your partner. You are all about having the perfect body/looking good for your partner - and it does the trick every time. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

Which American City Are You?
You Are Austin A little bit country, a little bit rock and roll. You're totally weird and very proud of it. Artistic and freaky, you still seem to fit in... in your own strange way. Famous Austin residents: Lance Armstrong, Sandra Bullock, Andy Roddick What American City Are You?

Wild World.....
Im sitting peering thru the window and wonder how I got to this point in life ..What brought me here? Life has never been easy, if it was we would be bored..Why is it being a person who tries their best still isn't enough? I have seen so much judgement recently and I find it so sad ..I live in a rough town(CALI). Its a crule world, the kind that eats you up and spits you out for fun. If that isn't enough others are waiting to ruin what is left of you after they are done. I feel like Im on an attack ...I play drums in my house. I have stated this many times. I have mormones upstairs that think Im the devil. I have Christains that live next door that feel they are the perfect people and if you don't go to their church your not one they want to hang with...They gossip and talk and make fun of all the people not like them. Wow, Im glad Im not friends with them. All they talk about is how. "So in so" isn't Christain because they don't do this ..ect..Wow, I thought we weren't supposed to jud

Can't Wait
My husband is gonna be getting me a digital cam soon, I've been waiting for sometime now for one of these an well it's that time.....lol... I'll be getting some resent pictures up of the family an I, before to long..

New York City 12-16-06
So, I went to New York on Saturday with my mom! It was sooo much fun! Did some shopping for my friends and the boyfriend ~lol~ and some for myself haha... got me some clothes! There was a protest which was kinda scary there were gangs and everyhting there, but I'm not quite sure what the protest was about if anyone knows comment me and tell me! I love New York sometimes I seriously wish I lived there ya know? People know what I mean if they live there it is sooo rad! I wish I lived in a big city! The only thing that frightens me is crossing the street lol I just cross when everyone else does! My mom and me know exactly where we are going too we have been going up there for my birthday for like 6 years now I think! After getting back on the R&J bus it felt good to be going back home though cuz my legs and arms were killing me form walking and carrying all the stuff I bought it was crazzy stuff! Well, that was my exciting Saturday! Everyone that checks this and reads this b

Grandma's Good 'ol Fashion Home Remedies
1. If you are choking on an ice cube, don't panic. Simply pour a cup of boiling water down your throat and, presto!, the blockage will be almost instantly removed. 2. Clumsy? Avoid cutting yourself while slicing vegetables by getting someone else to hold them while you chop away. 3. Avoid arguments with your wife about lifting the toilet seat by simply using the sink. 4. For high-blood-pressure sufferers: simply cut yourself and bleed for a few minutes, thus reducing the pressure in your veins. Remember to use a timer. 5. A mousetrap, placed on top of your alarm clock, will prevent you from rolling over and going back to sleep after you hit the snooze button. 6. If you have a bad cough, take a large dose of laxatives, then you will be afraid to cough. 7. Have a bad toothache? Smash your thumb with a hammer and you will forget all about the toothache. 8. Sometimes, we just need to remember what the rules of life really are: You only need two tools - WD-40 and Duct

The Guise For All Men--women's Language Translated
The Guide for all Men WOMEN'S LANGUAGE TRANSLATED Yes = No No = Yes Maybe = No I'm sorry. = You'll be sorry. We need... = I want It's your decision = The correct decision should be obvious by now. Do what you want... = You'll pay for this later. We need to talk... = I need to complain. Sure...go ahead = I don't want you to. I'm not upset = Of course I'm upset, you moron! You're so manly = You need a shave and you sweat a lot. You're certainly attentive tonight = Is sex all you ever think about? Be romantic, turn out the lights = I have flabby thighs. This kitchen is so inconvenient = I want a new house. I want new curtains = ...and carpeting, and furniture, and wallpaper..... Hang the picture there = NO, I mean hang it there! I heard a noise = I noticed you were almost asleep. Do you love me? = I'm going to ask for something expensive. How much do you love me? = I did something today you're really not going

I'm On The Road
Hi everyone. I am in Sacramento and driving today to Santa Barbara. Picked up my sone Jake and we will go down to see Grace and Tess and take them to pizza before they go to bed tonight. Tomorrow we drive to Orange County to see some old friends, then pick up Maddie at LAX on the way back up on Friday. Rest of the vacation will be spent having fun with all four kids together - a rarety in my life these days, then I fly back to Texas on the 28th. Won't be on the site that much so Happy Holidays. -Mike

Aqua Teen Hunger Force!!!
You scored as Frylock. your frylock smart.sophistaced. but alot of fun!!! you keep your friends out of trouble good fer you Frylock80%one of the mooninetes55%Master Shake55%DR. weird35%Carl30%meatwad30%one of the plutonians0%aqua.teen.hunger.forcecreated with QuizFarm.com

♥my Heart♥
My heart is so tender So fragile so caring If I trust it with you Would that be so daring? My heart needs someone Who will treat it right Let emotions take their course And not put up a fight. It has been broken So many times in the past Now what it needs Is someone to heal it and fast. Could you be as gentle As it needs you to be I think you could But I’ll just wait and see. Just promise that you won’t hurt it Or break it once more And I’ll promise to care for you Like no one ever has before. I have so much to offer To that one person I can trust But first you have to make that promise And that is a must.

Love Will Endure
Subject Love Will Endure Body: If I decorate my house perfectly with plaid bows, strands of twinkling lights and shiny balls, but do not show love to my family, I'm just another decorator. If I slave away in the kitchen, baking dozens of Christmas cookies, preparing gourmet meals and arranging a beautifully adorned table at mealtime, but do not show love to my family, I'm just another cook. If I work at the soup kitchen, carol in the nursing home and give all that I have to charity, but do not show love to my family, it profits me nothing. If I trim the spruce with shimmering angels and crocheted snowflakes, attend a myriad of holiday parties and sing in the choir's cantata, but do not focus on Christ, I have missed the point. Love stops the cooking to hug the child. Love sets aside the decorating to kiss the spouse. Love is kind, though harried and tired. Love doesn't envy another's home that has coordinated Christmas china and table linens. Love doesn't ye

Kiss Me...
Kiss me in the rain as it beats hard against my face Kiss me like you care so no one can take your place Kiss me when I'm sad and I'm about to cry Kiss me when I'm mad and I just wanna die Kiss me when we argue, and kiss me when we fight Kiss me in the day and in the moon light If we break up just kiss us back together Let me be the one that you kiss forever Kiss me if you love me, so i can know you care And kiss me in my dreams, cause you will be there

Quotes
There are no explanations for human evil. Only excuses. The greatest trick the devil ever pulled was convincing the world he didn't exist. Why is it that evil must so often come beautifully wrapped? Evil isn't done by evil people, most of the time. Evil is done by basically decent people who decide that a little lie, a little theft, a little slide down the back slope couldn't do any harm.

Death, My Friend
Death, my friend, you are always there, from you, no one flee, you are everywhere, still, I wonder, why you are never here... Death, my friend, you release others from pain, all those people, they get free, so many slain, yet, I ask, why I am still here in vain... Death, my friend, you everywhere see, from you, just redemption, can I plea, here I ask, come here, set me free... by SorrowMan

All Nereids Beware
*sighs* His spring of love, resembles the uncertain glory of an April day The sun beating against my neck, horizons still stuck in my mind To the girl that can't forgive me Take these misunderstandings, return them back where they came from Take these misunderstandings, it's hard enough to live life as it is Binded Hooked on an anchor All nereids beware, all nereids beware This spring of love, resembles the uncertain glory of an April day A shipwreck Left stranded A castaway Coast to coast the high seas echo "it's not you it's me" If the wind were down, I could drive the boat with my sighs (I could drive the boat... if the wind... were down) Take these misunderstandings, return them back where they came from Take these misunderstandings, it's hard enough to live life as it is A corpse lies lifeless, where X marks the spot, at the bottom of the ocean floor Where X marks the spot Where X marks the spot All nereids beware, all nereids beware The

Panties
She wanted embroidered on pants and her bra a message that told him that he'd gone too far. A motif that told him "If you can read this, You're much too close, so give it a miss." "Certainly Modom," the saleslady said. "In what kind of script would you like it read? Copperplate? San Serif? Bold wouldn't fail." She thought for a moment and then she said… "Braille."

Old Men Have Daily Schedules, Too!
I wake up each morning, scratch my ass and head, Then read the day's obits to see if I'm dead, And seeing I'm not I get up for a piddle, Then crawl back in bed where I diddle a little. At six I make coffee and drink it down black, And eat me some toast, without teeth I just smack. I turn on the TV, tune in to 'Today' And watch that cute Katie, she'd make a great lay. I watch for a while till I drop off and doze, Then wake with a start and go put on my clothes. If it is not raining I go for a walk And have me a good time just hearing me talk. But if it is raining I pick up the phone And call up my kids who have left me alone. I find it amusing to make them feel bad For not ever vis'ting their feeble old dad. At lunchtime I slurp on a bowl of beef soup, Then just before naptime I take a long poop, But if constipation has clogged up my tract I drink some fresh prune juice to get it unpacked. And daily I tune to the 'Lawrence Welk Show' To hear the best music

Seven Deadly Sins (in Detail)
Seven Deadly Sins Survey Wrath Who did you last get angry with? Grandpa What is your weapon of choice? Shotgun Would you hit a member of the opposite sex? No How about the same sex? Yes Who was the last person who got really angry at you? Becky What is your pet peeve? Stupidity Do you keep grudges, or can you let them go easily? Let them go Sloth What is one thing you're suppose to do daily that you haven't? Workout What is the latest you've ever woken up? 3pm Name a person you've been meaning to contact, but haven't? Grandpa What is the last lame excuse that you made? Too busy Have you ever watched an infomercial all the way through? No How many times did you hit the snooze button on your alarm clock this morning? Zero Gluttony What is your overpriced yuppie beverage of choice? Ice-blended Chai Tea Are you a meat eater? Hell Yes What is the greatest amount of alcohol you've had in one sitting/outing/event? Way

What Is Love
what is love? love is a word, a word thats a feeling a feeling so wonderful and great but what happends when things turn to hate love gets twisted and ripped from the heart now all you have left is what you had from the start love.. just a word

Static X-permanence
Everything is as cold as ice Everything is as dead as life Take another as screaming eyes Take another as curled up cries of Shallow Hating Vision Fading Permanence it's Permanence it's Permanence it's Permanence it's gone Scarred and scared you crawl across Everything is as no one thought and Echoes cover your spirit size Echoes ring on your sweating cries Sacred rituals i comply Cold and curdled are my insides but Everything is as this surprise Everything is as curled up cries of -------------- Static-X - PermanenceMusic Code provided by Song2Play.Com

My Sexual Iq .. Bow Down Before Me!!
You have a sexual IQ of 133 When it comes to sex, you are a super genius. You have had a lot of experience, and sex interests you so you know a lot about it. You pride yourself on being a source of information and guidance to all of your friends. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

Stuck In The Bathroom Window.
Its late afternoon and my son, Matteo, has decided that he wants a frostie from Wendy's. Okay no problem, he deserves it. We put on our shoes and I grab my wallet. Matteo is chattering away about, "daddy look at this" and, "daddy look at that." My mind wanders a bit. I get him outside and then I lock and close the door to my apartment. I feel like I forgot something.. hhmm. Oh yeah my keys. Crap! I jiggle handle hoping that maybe it isn't really locked, but it is. I try to pry open the kitchen window but it wont budge. I live 8 blocks away from my work so I decide to walk to work and get my spare key. So we walk the distance and the whole time my son is chattering away about everything in sight. We get to my office and the secret key lets us in. I'm searching the shelves, cabinets, filing drawers, desktops and bathroom for my spare apartment key. I can't find it. It must be inside of my apartment. I find a key that somewhat resembles my apartment key. So we start the hike back. We get

Ok Ladies, Here's Some Comments About Men
Statement: "I'm a Romantic." True Meaning: "I'm poor." Statement: "You're the only girl I've ever cared about." True Meaning: "You are the only girl who hasn't rejected me." Statement: "I really want to get to know you better." True Meaning: "So I can tell my friends about it." Statement: "She's kinda cute." True Meaning: "I wouldn't kick her out of bed but a pillow over the head might be necessary." Statement: "I don't know if I like her." True Meaning: "She won't sleep with me." Statement: "Was it good for you?" True Meaning: "I'm insecure about my manhood." Statement: "I had a wonderful time last night." True Meaning: "Who are you?" Statement: "Do you love me?" True Meaning: "I've done something stupid and you might find out." Statement: "Do you 'really' love me?" True Meaning: "I've done something stupid and you're going to find out sooner or later." Statement: "How much do you love me?" True Meaning: "I've done something really stupid and

Domestic Violance
I hate you I love you thatâ€™s why I beat you (title) You come home late I smell drink of your breath you said you stayed late at the office But your breath tells the truth, your dinners in the oven its cold by now eat it if you want you dam drunk how I wish I could say these words to him. I go to the shower the only place I can cry on my own the radio hides the screams and sorrow my brain says leave this life of abuse and anger but my heart says they will change just give them time. I wash my body with my eyes closed not wanting to see the bruises they gave me just for one night I wish they would let my body heal it screams in pain from my feet to my brain. I wish I could tell my friend but the truth is to admit my beatings is more painful than receiving them. Crying time is over down I go to wash up and try say hello, There they lay on the sofa sleeping off the drink I try not to make much noise as a clean up the table but a fork slips it hits the decking waking the be

Just A Poem Past
THE MIND OF TRUST Fear a false evidence appearing real killing the love and the trust that we feel Loss of intimacy is replaced with anxiety unknown liaison found common in society Wandering eyes that seek out new a play mate expecting you home yet you come back late Plans the were made and now are in tatters pain at the thoughtless act, anger because it matters That one who professes love does things that create doubt is a sign of one self seeking without thinking things out As to who will pay the price for the things that matter least placing any ahead of love will give rise to the green eyed beast A monster with a will to destroy trust first of all it does this by using our pride to lead us to the fall It tells us that the one we love is untrue it shows us all of the signs of a love new It leads us to wonder where our love has been it creates images in our minds of the greatest sin Betrayal of all we held dear, now in disgust leaving us empty,

What Vampire Clan Do You Belong?
Business minded and a natural leader, you are a canidate to be embraced by the Ventrue clan. You can be rather dominant with a high stamina however, you tend to have obsessive compulsive tendencies...especially when it comes to your food. You are the clan the others look to organize groups and factions. Generally princes are among this clan.What Vampire Clan Do You Belong To?

Some Thoughts On Religion
Some Thoughts on Religion WARNING!!! Strong religious opinions inside. If that makes you uncomfortable feel free to scroll down to the bottom and leave. This is the only warning. ________________________________________ I grew up in a home with no particular church going ways. Off and on throughout my my childhood and teen years, I attended various churches and participated in the usual Sunday Schools, youth groups, bible studies, and summer activities. In my Senior year of high school, I joined a church and youth choir, and even went on tour to sing. I was quite content, or so I thought. But then a year or so after I graduated, my father became deathly ill. All around me I heard how he must have done something bad in his life to be punished like that, we only get what we deserve, etc., etc. And how we are given only what we can handle. That soured me on church in general, but I still attended, when my schedule permitted. Then about ten years ago, I lost all respect for churches

~~too Much Bullshit On Cherrytap Anymore~~
~~~~~KUDOS TO THIS POSTING~~~I APPROVE OF IT TOO~~~~ if i wanted to be on a site that i have to put up with bullshit i would be on yahoo or myspace i agree with this bulliten 100% but its pretty bad that someone got a bug up there ass and wants to ruin things for everyone When I get a message that says... Error: i fucking hate spammers, you just made the list. ...while trying to leave a comment for my friends...not only does it PISS ME OFF!... ...It also tells me just how much time of my life I have wasted on here! I really do love the Sweet friends I have made on here...but with the NSFW and now this crap... ...Wanting to click onto this site... ...just...dropped WAY down on my things to do list! And Just so you know CT...I am NOT a spammer...but if that is something that interests you... ...Slide down your pants and squeel like a pig! As members...we have been treated like crap...We leave countless comments to friends, and new

Merry Christmas!
I just wanted to send out the very best of wishes to all my cherries..and to say that I hope the new year brings peace and understanding and evereything good!! Have a wonderful holiday and to my friends overseas..Bless you,Be safe and we love you! Merry Christmas with lots of love, COOTER!

Jerk-i Hate People Like That
Don't you want me? I like you more if you could save me But I forget the reason why you think I should care It's not my problem! I'll call you when I want some But I forget the reason why you think I should care [CH] I hate people like that 'cause people like that treat you like that... when you got something! I hate people like that 'cause people like that treat you like that... when they want something It's like you're psycho! I tried to talk about it but no You wouldn't listen when I said it all gets better It's time to let it go! You're only breathing 'cause I say so And I can tell you that it still won't get much better I hate people like that 'cause people like that treat you like that... when they want something I hate people like that 'cause people like that treat you like that... when you got something! I hate people like that when people like that treat you like that you've got to put your fist in (you got to put your fist in) And now you're froz

Happy Christmas Eve!
To all of you Merry Christmas!! Make sure you have a good time with your families. Enjoy! Love to all! 'Twas the night before Christmas, when all through the house Not a creature was stirring, not even a mouse; The stockings were hung by the chimney with care, In hopes that St. Nicholas soon would be there; The children were nestled all snug in their beds, While visions of sugar-plums danced in their heads; And mamma in her 'kerchief, and I in my cap, Had just settled our brains for a long winter's nap, When out on the lawn there arose such a clatter, I sprang from the bed to see what was the matter. Away to the window I flew like a flash, Tore open the shutters and threw up the sash. The moon on the breast of the new-fallen snow Gave the lustre of mid-day to objects below, When, what to my wondering eyes should appear, But a miniature sleigh, and eight tiny reindeer, With a little old driver, so lively and quick, I knew in a moment it must be St. Nick. More rapi

Untitled
I’ve had some trouble with love in the past, Endlessly worrying if it would last. Until I met you, I never believed in love, faith, or serendipity. And though I’m still scared I must admit, Looking into your eyes makes me want to commit. Your smile seems to beg me to say what’s on my mind, That I want you to be mine. But it’s really your heart that’s shown me the light, To believe in fate and love at first sight. And even though I know how hard it must be to fall in love with a girl like me, Stick around and baby, you’ll see. Just how good true love can be.

Re: Christmas!!!
Ok I want you all to know that this has been a really hard Christmas for me, due to the fact that at this time last year, as most of you know, I was going through a bad seperation and so this year most of that has started to return, still very fresh. And as most of you know back in July we lost the best man on the face of the earth, Charlie Johnson and well as some of you know he was the man that got me through my seperation and my divorce so not being able to pick up the phone and call him just to say hi or see what he was up too has been the hardest thing in the world. If weren't for my really close friend I am not sure that i would have made it through this last year and all I can say is thank you to all of you and you all know that I am here if any of you need a favor or need an ear!! I LOVE YOU ALL AND I HOPE THAT YOU ALL KNOW THAT I APPERICATE EVERYTHING THAT YOU ALL HAVE DONE IN THE LAST YEAR!!! Merry Christmas too all of you!!!

3 Past
What a Moon Brings Light that shines pale and bright Shared Illumination of the night Knowing it shines first on me Travels to where you will be Carries to you my fond thought Dreams and wishes of all we wrought The bond of peace that we share Forged by a friendship beyond compare Where we enjoy each as we are Matters not that distance is far For we touch each deep inside A wonder and a joy none can hide Rare and a beauty to behold Timeless adventure forever bold Free to express feelings deep Giving myself yours to keep Missing you more as passes the day We have the moon that passes your way A comfort to know that you think of me As you lookup at it where every you’ll be By R. Thomas Dinsmore Understating Princess Understatement is the nature of the princess fair For she so often says less about her certain flair She thinks we see her flaws and that we see them most Yet the beauty of her laugh is a most angelic boast Royal to the last i

Don't Go To Shows With Ruby!!!
IT IS A HAZARD. If you get the girl drunk, which I tend to do, she will tell everybody and their mother what hotel we're staying in. I mean it was funny when she was telling the bouncer for Chris, but when she started telling people that mattered; that made me sober. So...................... if you ever see her at a show, DO NOT BUY HER A DRINK. She'll get herself and myself into trouble. That is all.

Audiovent-the Energy
Every now and then I think about you And it makes me, it breaks me Out of you and into me, I'll make it So take a look at what you do to my head When you're leaving, I'm breathing Out of me and into you, I feel sick I feel sick Now that you're leaving It complicates our lives But I am the reason That I will stay alive We are the energy We are the same as you Take everything you need We are the answer to The broken, breaking through Take everything from me Every now and then I dream about you I've lost the feeling, it's dead skin I will never be dependent again And every now and then I think about you It's bringing me closer to closure Every now and then I know it's over It's over Now that you're leaving It complicates our lives But I am the reason That I will stay alive We are the energy We are the same as you Take everything you need We are the answer to The broken, breaking through Take everything from me We are the energy We are the sam

You And Me
Four things you wonder about me 1. 2. 3. 4. Three things you like about me 1. 2. 3. Two things you don't like about me 1. 2. My best feature 1. Two things you want to do with me 1. 2. One word that describes me 1. One question for me 1. I dare you to repost this see how many people do this to you

I Miss You
I miss you so much it hurts inside, to know the man that I love has taken my pride Confusion has taken control of my mind, it has always been you my heart looked to find I miss you so much I wish you were here, but I know that if you were you still wouldn't be near For the man I love was gone long ago, he left my heart still needing him so I miss you so much and I wish things were the way they were before, now I'm left with the wound in my heart that I cant handle no more

Things
There are things That make us laugh Things that make us cry Things that make us want to live Things that make us die Things that make us different Things that make us the same And things you dont want to let go of Even as you try There are memories that are dear to you And make you want to cry I lost some one Some one dear to me. And some things That I wish would go away. And thing I wish would stay. No one can take your place. No matter how they try. No one can do the things you do. No matter who they are. No one can hold you like I do. No one can kiss me quite like you. No one can hold me in their arms And tight as you can. I miss so many memories But even as I try To let go of the pain you cause And try hard not to cry I miss that way you warmed me up Just by holding me so tight I miss the way I kissed The flesh upon your lips. The crease of your body As it pressed against mine. I miss the tender rhythm As you whispered in my ear The things

Why??
As I stare into the midnite sky, I can do nothing but ask myself why. Why did we treat each other this way? Did we not both dream of a better day? Why did you tell me you loved me, was it always a lie? When I told you I loved you,I meant till I die. Why did I not hold you,instead of pushing you away? I told you to leave,when I wanted you to stay. Why do I still have so much love in my heart? When all you ever did was rip it apart. Why am I holding this gun in my hand? If I pull the trigger,will you understand?

Average Joe Winners
Create Your Glitter Text And the Winners are: #1 Uber Cherry King( The CT Average Joe Winner) with 11,446 #2 Bones with 9329 Votes #3 morphingbutterfly`s man with 7014 votes 1st place will get a Cherry Blast 2nd Place will get a Silver Motorcycle 3rd Place gets a rolex Thanks to all who participated!!! It was a really great contest!!!!

Brackish
KITTIE She is not scared to die The best things in life drive her to cry Crucify then learn {Take so much away from inside you Makes no sense, you know he can't guide you He's your fucking shoulder to lean on Be strong} Sit and watch me burn {Take so much away from inside you Makes no sense, you know he can't guide you He's your fucking shoulder to lean on Be strong} She's led to believe That it'll be OK Look at your face Scarred in dismay But times have changed And so have you I think I'd rather Crucify than learn {Take so much away from inside you Makes no sense, you know he can't guide you He's your fucking shoulder to lean on Be strong} Sit and watch me burn {Take so much away from inside you Makes no sense, you know he can't guide you He's your fucking shoulder to lean on Be strong} I'd like to take you down And show you deep inside My life, my inner working of smell And lack of inner pride To touch upon

The Festival
Brian Reese hopped on the Boonton train for Hoboken. He had heard that the Cinco De Mayo Festival in Manhattan was exciting and wanted to experience it for himself. The latin music, the food, the women in skimpy J.Lo’ish shorts and tank tops appealed to him. He wasn’t Spanish or Hispanic or the prevailing PR term popular these days – his dark hair and deep set brown eyes spoke of his Middle European decent- but that did not mean he couldn’t enjoy what they had to offer. Brian was meeting a friend of his that was not Latino either but had more experience with the culture than Brian did. And he spoke Spanish. And Brian figured that an interpreter was an interpreter, and a friend was a friend, and that both properties rolled on in could come in handy. It was when Brian received a voicemail message from his friend as he left the station that opened into Lower Manhattan that he heard the news: he would be solo in Manhattan at a festival he knew little about because of a problem about

The Rose Will Grow
How can we trust love, and be sure it will last? We gave our hearts to others, many times in the past. We shed many tears, and built many fears. And now we're afraid to let our hearts go. Because of the pain we've come to know. But if we are to love again, we have to take the chance. And trust our hearts, our only guide, to find that true Romance. So if we hide the Rose from the light, we'll never see it grow. But if we plant it in the sun, we know the Rose will glow. So tear down the Iron Gate you built so high and open up the door. The love you find may be the kind, that you've been searching for. We know that deep within there is a special part. And we know for love to live, there has to be a spark. And when that spark, grows to a flame. The heart we gave is never the same. The days begin and end with songs. And to that newfound love your heart belongs. You walk on clouds of fluffy white. Knowing and trusting that your heart is right. Th

Confused
My knees start to shake, When you're in sight. My mind is filled with wonder, My heart with fright When will this feeling stop? When did it start? How can i listen to my mind, Without breaking my heart? Im so confused What should i do? I cant think of anything, Except you. Should i ignore you, or just give it time? I cant think straight, My heart controls my mind.

The End To A Tease
ok so i wont do yall like that and not finish the other mind blowing thought another day. yeah i know im so nice lol. you just dont know me very well is all lol. ok so on to the point of things right? anyways so i got this friend of mine who was dating or so called dating this guy back in highschool in 95 right. he was scrowny band nerd and she was the over weight band nerd who wanted to do nothing more than fit in. so anyways she thought one day she was in love with this other guy one day and cheated on her boyfriend at the time and he kinda walked into them kissing and well that was over with the band nerds so to speak. but let me back this up a bit b4 i continue so you get the whole picture ok. anyways they went on this band trip one time to FL to epcot and well the held hands and had one of the sweetest kisses during the fire works that they always do at the end of the night. they were cute together but the odd couple i guess you could say and he was a senior and she was a freshmen

In Love Made Visible By May Swenson
In love are we made visible As in a magic bath are unpeeled to the sharp pit so long concealed With love's alertness we recognize the soundless whimper of the soul behind the eyes A shaft opens and the timid thing at last leaps to surface with full-spread wing The fingertips of love discover more than the body's smoothness They uncover a hidden conduit for the transfusion of empathies that circumvent the mind's intrusion In love are we set free Objective bone and flesh no longer insulate us to ourselves alone We are released and flow into each other's cup Our two frail vials pierced drink each other up * From the book The Love Poems Of May Swenson

A Mother's Letter To Santa
Dear Santa, I've been a good mom all year. I've fed, cleaned and cuddled my children on demand, visited the doctor's office more than my doctor, sold sixty-two cases of candy bars to raise money to plant a shade tree on the school playground. I was hoping you could spread my list out over several Christmases, since I had to write this letter with my son's red crayon, on the back of a receipt in the laundry room between cycles, and who knows when I'll find anymore free time in the next 18 years. Here are my Christmas wishes: I'd like a pair of legs that don't ache (in any color, except purple, which I already have) and arms that don't hurt or flap in the breeze; but are strong enough to pull my screaming child out of the candy aisle in the grocery store. I'd also like a waist, since I lost mine somewhere in the seventh month of my last pregnancy. If you're hauling big ticket items this year I'd like fingerprint resistant windows and a radio that only plays adult music; a televisi

Nothingness
i feel it all around me. he watches me all the time. waiting for the perfect moment to strike. death is comming for me. its only a matter of time now. he gets off on watching me destroy everything of importance to me. i welcome him. i invite him to take his best shot. i know i should feel scared but strangly i do not. i in no way fear you. i have accepted my fate. to hell with death. i now too am watching you. lets do this. you and i. come get me.Blue Oyster Cult - (Don't Fear) The ReaperMusic Code provided by Song2Play.Com

True Friendship
True friends are for life Until the end They\'re more than special They\'re your bestest friends. They\'re the ones you can go to When you\'re in despair The ones that\'ll help you Even when you got gum in your hair! They\'re the ones who\'ll laugh And go laughing with you all through the night The ones who\'ll help you Help you with all their might To have a good friend You have to be one So be nice to one another So you can be friends forever And that\'s how to be the best friend you can be.

Life And Love
I am laying here in bed not wanting to move a muscle. For 2 weeks we have all been sick. Katie and I got the worst of it. I feel like theres n elephant sitting on my chest. oh no.. thats just my cat.. nm I am still trying to make sense of my love life. It's not making any sense right now. I haven't talked to him since Sunday and he's called once since he left 3 weeks ago. We have had some online time together and thats it.He tells me how much he loves me and how I am so perfect. I dont feel it. I just don't know how I am supposed to feel right now. I love him and I am not giving up on him. I am just entitled to my pain I suppose. My pain and my confusion. If I am so wonderful and so perfect, why isn't he here? Why hasn't he called? I am trying to be strong and supportive of him, but there are those times when I need to hide and not let him see my heart breaking. Put on a face and stay strong. I'm not feeling so strong right now.

Simple
To ponder mysteries of love and to wonder why Is it a fools quest that remains lost until we do die For none can explain why we feel and about whom And when we have not one to love we do feel the gloom Love it is not about looks so much as the soul And without one to love we are often less than whole To search a lifetime for true love only to abandon hope To give up the dream unfound and reach the end of our rope And then to have love find us when finally we let it go Is proof beyond all that there is some thing we should know A divine spirit guides the way and for each has a plan To ponder mysteries of love is a foolish nature of a man By R. Thomas Dinsmore

Wish Master
Master! Apprentice! Heartborne, 7th Seeker Warrior! Disciple! In me the Wishmaster Elbereth Lorien A dreamy-eyed child staring into night On a journey to storyteller's mind Whispers a wish speaks with the stars the words are silent in him Distant sigh from a lonely heart "I'll be with you soon, my Shalafi" Grey Havens my destiny Master!... Silvara Starbreeze Sla-Mori the one known only by Him To august realms, the sorcery within If you hear the call of arcane lore, your world shall rest on Earth no more A maiden elf calling with her cunning song "Meet me at the Inn of Last Home" Heartborne will find the way! Master!... Wishmaster Crusade for Your will A child, dreamfinder The Apprentice becoming... Master!...

Poetry
Lying in your arms as you drain the life out of me the blood drips slowly on the floor from the rips in the flesh Softly kissing cold lips as the pigment turns blue We dance through the night Love so pure Falls in the hole Sitting there waiting Tap, Tap Is anybody home cause i need someone thats cold to hold me Into the bloody night Wipe the tear off the eye and throw it up into the sky and make a wish for all eternity

Gor
If the modern human heart was being smothered with lies, and it is; If my soul cried out for something more real, more constant than this gray Earth, and it does; If I valued true friendship, myborn maleness, and my right to defend what I feel is truth, and I do; If I am not afraid to stand up before my peers and announce to them that the GOR books touch a nerve in me, and take hold of my spirit in a way which few works of fiction ever have, and I'm not; If all that I have said above is true, then I am Gorean. Despite what others may say of me. It is true; and i am proud to say, even the presence of my most avaricious detractors: I am Gorean!

Hey Yall
whats up yall if anyone wants 2 add me or rate me or whatever feel free to do it and yall can tlk 2 me i'm not stuck up i'll tlk 2 bout anybody and be glad 2 hear from yall i get bored really easy so it would give me something 2 do lol

Stupid And Walking Right Into It
ok title fits this to a tee and thats for sure. im walking into a huge disaster and i know it is whats so bad. tomorrow will either cause huge problems or make problems go away when i walk in front of this person. what am i going to say? i have no fucking clue. i know this has been building up and talking on the pc is so easy and i can say anything but the biggest fear is im gonna see them face to face and not have one damn thing to say or talk and its going to me so unfortable that im going to just want to run and scream into hidding and then im gonna smack myself for being the way i was knowing im a really talkative person and blunt. but see what i want to talk about is so past and well i seem to be the only one holding that past. well only one from what i get out of conversations. hell i dont know what i get out of conversations. there so completly mixed feelings that im beating my head up against the damn wall begging someone to tell me what to do with all this. more than likly im

Comming Home
OK SO IM LOOKING FOR SOME NEW FRIENDS AND NEW RELATIONSHIPS SAD I KNOW TO DO THIS ON THE NET, BUT CONCIDER THE FACT THAT I HAVE SPENT THE LAST YEAR IN IRAQ BUSTING MY ASS.LOL THATS FUNNY ANYWAY I GET HOME BACK TO CAMP PENDLETON MARCH 5,2007. IT WILL BE IN 22 AREA ON THE GRINDER, IM SURE MOST OF YOU CANT OR WONT BE ABLE TO MAKE IT BUT HEY ITS OUT THERE NOW SO YOU ALL KNOW HAHAHAHA SO LET ME KNOW IF YOU WANT TO GET TOGETHER...

Attractive Test
Attractive Test Would you makeout with me me? [] Hell Yea [] Yes [] No [] Maybe Would you sleep with me? [] In an instant! [] Yes [] No [] Maybe Am I attractive? [] Heck no [] hot as Hell [] Fine [] Cute [] Okay [] Ugly! Do you think I'm a virgin? [] Yes [] No [] Don't know Name one thing you would like to do to me... [] _____________ I look like.. [] A player [] One time thing [] Next bf/gf [] A friend [] A friend with benefits [] A possibility [] A loser If you saw me for the first time would you talk to me? [] Yes [] No [] maybe Would you rather.. [] Hook up with me [] Cuddle with me [] Date me [] Friends [] Friends with benefits On a scale of 1-10 (10 being the highest), rate me.. [] 1 [] 2 [] 3 [] 4 [] 5 [] 6 [] 7 [] 8 [] 9 [] 10 What would you want me to be to you? [] Friend [] Girlfriend/Boyfriend [] Friend with benefits [] Husband/Wife Are you going to repost this so i can answer for you? [] Yes [] No Reply to me then Rep

Happy New Year's
I consider you a friend of mine That's why I want you to hear me say Have a very Happy New Year and Best Wishes For the year that's coming your way. I want you to be happy and I also want you to stay alive So do this one last favour for me this year And please......Don't Drink and Drive!! I don't want to have to mourn your passing I'm not very good at that you see But I'm not the only one who will be sad There are other friends and family They are the ones who will be left behind To go through their own private hell And in death, no matter what anyone says Time alone never really does tell Cause death is never forgotten It stays with one throughout the years And each time another memory seeps inside It brings back a whole new flood of tears So, remember how much you are loved and cared for And maybe then you will see That drinking and driving is a fool's game And I know this....cause that fool used to be me!!! Wishing you

Yeah Yeah Yeah
happy new year and all that crap. i'm being forced into a celebration, since i live right next to ASU and they're having a fireworks show...which means i get to hear explosions and helicopters for a couple of hours. christ, i feel like i live in the projects. maybe i'm just mad because i can't go out? i dunno.

The New Bed
The new bed.... When the moving men arrive with the four-poster bed, you direct them upstairs to the master bedroom. As they heave the bed upstairs, grunting all the while, you shake your head in mild irritation. You had argued with your lover when he decided to buy the bed. The old bed was still perfectly fine, large enough for the two of you to snuggle comfortably while asleep, and big enough to allow room to roll and twist while you made love. This monster was so large it would dwarf the entire room. The movers had finished assembling the bed and gone on to their next job, leaving you alone with this monster. You wouldn't believe it was possible, but it looks even bigger in the bedroom than it had on the showroom floor. It dominates the room, leaving little space to navigate your way around it. As you stand looking at it, you hear your lover come in downstairs. You listen as his footsteps ascend the stairs, and in a moment he stands next to you. "Wow", he says

Morning Of The 4th Day
This morning is the beginning of the 4th day without smoking a cigarette. I haven't really had to fight the cravings much at all. Being sick really makes me not want to smoke! Today is the first day back in our usual routine. Kids to school, me to work. Smoking was part of that routine. I always smoked right before getting into the car and going to work. I smoked in the car on the way to work when the kids were not with me. I got in the car this morning, and yes the thought of a cigarette did cross my mind. I have saved almost $20 so far. To me, that's the best part! I guess we will have to wait and see what happends when I am feeling better.I know the day will come when I will have to fight a craving. For now, I relish in the fact that I am a non smoker!!

The Last Square
Alright, this is for those of us who have ever forgotten to go potty at the office then had to drive home at Mach 10 after squirming in your seat through 1.5 hours in rush hour (rush my ass) traffic. You know the scenario, you pull up to your house, fumble with your bag/briefcase, jump out of the car. You realize you forget to lock it so you turn around, lock the damn thing, and do the pee-pee dance up the walk/stairs/whatever. You reach the front door only to realize you have tossed your keys into the black-hole otherwise known as your purse and naturally they have migrated past 2 years of neglected receipts, coins, gum wrappers, and 500 pens that have dried up. The keys keep slipping out of your fingers like mercury while you stand there with your legs crossed together so tightly that if you stuck a lump of coal between your thighs it would turn into a diamond. Finally you grab them and unlock the door. You toss everything on the floor and run (well, you do the knee-knocking-waddle)

Whats Your Card?
You are The Moon Hope, expectation, Bright promises. The Moon is a card of magic and mystery - when prominent you know that nothing is as it seems, particularly when it concerns relationships. All logic is thrown out the window. The Moon is all about visions and illusions, madness, genius and poetry. This is a card that has to do with sleep, and so with both dreams and nightmares. It is a scary card in that it warns that there might be hidden enemies, tricks and falsehoods. But it should also be remembered that this is a card of great creativity, of powerful magic, primal feelings and intuition. You may be going through a time of emotional and mental trial; if you have any past mental problems, you must be vigilant in taking your medication but avoid drugs or alcohol, as abuse of either will cause them irreparable damage. This time however, can also result in great creativity, psychic powers, visions and insight. You can and should trust your intuition. What Tarot Card are You?Take

Love Poem
Fuck you for what you said and fuck the day we went to bed. Fuck the fucking trip you're on and the fuck the places your dick has gone. Fuck you and all your fucking lies and you can fuck the reasons why. Fuck all the fucking times I've cried. Fuck the bitches you've tried to hide. Fuck anyone who cares for you. Fuck everyone you fucking do. So fucking run and fucking hide, you're gonna wish you fucking died. My fucking loves back on the shelf, now fucking go and fuck yourself. Fuck your car and fuck your truck, fuck you and your fucked up luck. Fuck your pissy whiney moods, fuck you and all your fucking booze. Fuck your dog and fuck your cat, I'll bet you'd fuck a sewer rat. Fucking bitter? You fucking bet. You fucking aint seen nothing yet. So fucking pack and fucking go. I'm fucking sick of your fucking show. Fuck your sink and fuck your drain, fuck you in your tiny brain. You fucking bastard, you fucking prick, I hope you burn your fucking dick. Fuck you loser and you

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New Music
Hey guys I changed my music vid on my profile, if you haven't already give me 5 mins and go watch the vid. The vid is awesome the lyrics to the song are even better. Let me know what you think. When you get a chance stop by my web site and let me know what you think. NewYorkTony.com

Step Daugher Trivia 1
OMG! It's already 2007. I have no idea where 2006 went. Huge New Years Eve Party! Live band,food, tons of dancing tipsy people, and a whole lot of clean up. To wake up to a 15 year old telling me after 10 years of raising her that she wants to go try at her moms. Is this what the new year is going to bring? I say I want a damn time machine. Bring it to me NOW! However, I do have a 5 year old and a 13 year old stepchild to think of that has come so far. Well, maybe forget the time machine for now and hope for the best. But Grrrr...waking up to a call from her mothers 2 cent lawyer really pissed me off. Anyway, let me get off that time bomb subject. My 5 year old tells me today to please stop making that nasty little noise, while I was flossing my teeth. Whose raising who here? So I tell him I will as soon as you go wipe that runny nose that I get good work outs from chasing him to do it myself. Of course it did not work. I got the chicken neck and rolling eyes that I had to laugh at

More Turth
WHAT DOES NOT MAKE YOU A JUGGALO/LETTE... 1) you are NOT a juggalo if the only reason you want to be is because its "cool" 2)you are NOT a juggalo if you call EVERY JUGGALO YOU meet a jugahoe 3)you are NOT a juggalo if you think you are more "down" because you have more shirts then someone else 4)you DO NOT have to do drugs to be down 5) wearing your paint in public DOES NOT make you better than a juggalo who doesnt 6)you do NOT have to flash your tits to be a juggalette (but if you want to I'm all for it) 7)getting good grades and carring about school DOES NOT make you a juggahoe 8)you do NOT have to own a hatchetman charm to be more "juggalo" than someone else 9)you are ALLOWED to like other music and still be a juggalo 10) beating people up and claiming juggalo ONLY for that purpose does NOT make you a juggalo 11)claiming juggalette and being a whore beacause you think thats what juggalettes are does NOT make you a juggalette 12)just because you

Cure For Stupidity
Not a day goes by that boys don't prove to be their stupid, lying, manipulative selves. They are raging idiots who need to learn patience and self control. They lack the ability to be honest and trustworthy. I am not a feminist or a boy hater. Actually, I'm crazy about boys...way more than I should be. I fall time and time again for a cute face and each time I believe they are perfect, when in actuality, the ugliness is waiting to explode out of them. And it never fails to do so. I don't want to be alone. I want romance, passion, that feeling like you can't breathe without that special person, but apparently, it's not for me.......

Free Sex
> >>Subject: New gas station promotion > >> > >>Your daily smile! > >> > >>FREE SEX WITH FILL-UP > >> > >>A gas station in Newfoundland was trying to > increase its sales so the > >>owner > >>put up a sign saying "Free Sex with Fill-up." > >> > >>Soon a local Newfy pulled in, filled his tank, > and then asked for his free > >>sex. The owner told him pick a number from 1 to > 10, if he guessed > >>correctly, > >>he would get his free sex. > >> > >>The Newf then guessed 8, the proprietor said, "You > were close. The number > >>was 7. Sorry, no sex this time." > >> > >>A week later, the same Newf, along with a buddy, > pulled in for a fill-up, > >>again he asked for his free sex. The proprietor > again gave him the same > >>story, and asked him to guess the correct number. > >> > >>The Newf guessed 2 this time, again the > proprietor said, "Sorry, it was 3. > >>You were close, but no free sex this time." > >> > >>As they were driving away,

~~ If We Had Sex ~~
If We Had Sex....GAME. don't be scared. you never know who really wants to do you! (REPLY TO MY INBOX... JUST CLICK "REPLY") so only I see it then Repost the blank one so others can fill it out). 1. Would you be in control? 2. Would you let me pull your hair? 3. Would you whisper in my ear? 4. Would you talk dirty to me? 5. Would you kiss me with a little tongue or a lot of tongue? 6. Would you say my name? 7. Would you go down on me? 8. Would you let me give you a hickie? 9. How many rounds would we go? 10. What would you wanna do afterwards? 11. Would you take off all your clothes then take mine off slowly? 12. Would you lick and bite me all over? 13. Would you like to play or get straight to the point? 14. Would you want me to take my time? 15. How freaky are you, 1 - 10? 16. Would you want me to go fast or slow? 17. Where would you wanna "do it"? 18. Would you be loud or quiet? 19. Would you mind if i liked you? 20. Woul

I Can't Believe This?
Great its been raining so much where I am that the twin lakes are back in our front yard ones named smokeabowla and the other hawkaloogie haha kinda sad we have names for them they have been comming back alot lately. Really sucky part is we can only take 5 minutes showers right now with out the waters backing up can't do laundry here for right now and can't flush the toilet when the waters running in the sinks man I live in such a old house this sux lol I will get pictures of our great lakes here at my house up tomorrow in the day light i mean really you can go jetskiing in my yard

Believe, Its Simple
John 1:4 “In Him was life; and the life was the light of men.” I heard about a lady who was looking in her purse for her keys. She looked casually at first, then seriously, then frantically. Do you know what she discovered? She was looking in the wrong purse! I do not know everything about you, but I know this much: you would like to have a full, meaningful, fulfilling life. Am I right? I think most people feel that way. But, no matter how much you search, you’ll NOT FIND IT apart from Jesus Christ. Now, I’m not talking about life, as in breathing and heart beating.You have that. I’m talking about a rich, abundant life that Christ died to give you. Life is IN Christ. Only Christ can give you life. All you have to do is BELIEVE. If you believe, you will have eternal life. I don't want you to believe me, but believe Him, believe His word. "For God so loved the world that he gave his one and only Son, that whoever believes in him shall not perish but have

Chapter V
Dream Away... Dream Away... I just want to be happy! The last thing i want is to lose the one I love. It's like they say, "People come and people go", its the same with friends. I'm tired of trying to please everyone I consider a friend. I'm in love with my angel, cause there is a god, of some sort, that wants me to be happy and free from my past. I'm not saying my actions or words have been the best, but hey, everyone must learn from their mistakes. Trust me the mistakes keep happening. I wonder what anyone will say if they knew what I've been through. I don't trust love anymore! There is no love, just attraction. What is the angel I love, really in truth was wearing a mask to hide the lies? Relationships are screwed up like that. Like me, I love an angel and she loves me not. If only people believed me! Lately I haven't lied or twisted anything around. I don't want anymore trouble. I'm now starting to realize what everyone has tried to teach me. The truth is a v

Sex Iq
You have a sexual IQ of 153 When it comes to sex, you are a super genius. You have had a lot of experience, and sex interests you so you know a lot about it. You pride yourself on being a source of information and guidance to all of your friends. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

"friends"
Ok so here I am again blogging about something in my life, go figure, ain't it just like me to talk about myself. I've always had the thought that when it came to friends you were supposed to be there to support one another when you are down and cheer for each other when you are up. I'm coming to find out that this just might not be true. I have a few friends that I know are actually happy for me in the fact that I have someone in my life that makes me happy. Please keep in mind that I was happy before this person came along. I'm lucky enought that God granted me this man who came along after I had found myself and became comfortable with myself and he accepts me for me and doesn't want to change anything about me (at least not the core components that make up Jacque). But I also have some friends that no matter what they say I don't think will ever be happy for me. I blogged a few months back about cleaning out the bad friends in my life, maybe I didn't get them all. So I'm gonna s

Fire Department Ranks
Fire Department Ranks Chief Leaps tall buildings in a single bound Is more powerful than a locomotive Is faster than a speeding bullet Walks on water Gives policy to God. Deputy Chief Leaps short buildings in a single bound Is more powerful than a switch engine Is just as fast as a speeding bullet Walks on water if the sea is calm Talks with God. Assistant Chief Leaps short buildings with a running start and favorable winds Is almost as powerful as a switch engine Is faster than a speeding BB Walks on water in an indoor swimming pool Talks with God if special request is approved. Battalion Chief Barely clears a Quonset hut Loses tug-of-war with a locomotive Can fire a speeding bullet Swims well Is occasionally addressed by God. District Chief Makes high marks on the wall when trying to leap buildings Is run over by a locomotive Can sometimes handle a gun without inflicting self-injury Dog paddles Talks to animals Captain Runs into building

Stressed!!!!
good lord i am so stressed i feel like ummm walkin off a short pier? ha no i jus feel like rippin my hair out and screamin!!! i have so much to do in so lil time....hell im 28 but i feel so dayum old cuz i have all this stress on mii...u kno when am i gunna jus be able to sit back and say "hey glad its u and not mii!" LoL i gotta figure out wtf imma do wif my car either fix it or say to hell wif it but i need it to get to and frm work and shyt! dayumit it mus be nice to be drivin a new car while mii and my kids dnt have a reliable vehicle...shows how much others think of u huh? yea hence da reason y i am hateful well not hateful but so fawkin mean to ppl now a dayz cuz they want u to be there for them but god forbid sumfin happens to u and they say oh well not my problem this is y i stay to myself now. this is y da bitch has returned...but i dnt expect yallz to understand y i am da way i am.....well i can say this i rang in da new yr wif my family and we were all smilin for once...i me

Two Fleas
> Subject: Fw: 2 fleas > > > > > > > Two fleas from Detroit had an agreement to meet > every > > winter in Miami for a vacation. > > Last year when one flea gets to Miami, he's all > blue, > > shivering and shaking, damn near froze to death! > > The other flea asks him, "What the hell happened > to > > you?" > > The first flea says, "I rode down here from > Wyandotte > > in the mustache of a guy on a Harley." > > The other flea responds saying," That's the worst > way > > to travel. Try what I do. Go to the Metro airport > bar. > > Have a few drinks. While you are there, look for a > > nice stewardess. Crawl up her leg and nestle in > where > > it's warm and cozy. It's the best way to travel > that I > > can think of." > > The first flea thanks the second flea and says he > will > > give it a try Next winter. > > A year goes by.... When the first flea shows up in > > Miami he is all blue, and shivering and shaking > again. > > Damn near froz

Opened My Eyes...
Thought I was really happy But then I started talkin to you And realized Im missing so much Not only fun wise But love wise You have opened my eyes to so many things Made me think of things I've only dreamed of Helped me get confidence We may never really be together But somewhere in our hearts we will be Even if its only as friends You will always have a special place Some times I tell myself All I want is you as my friend But then I hear your voice And I just want to be in your arms Yet I know if I ever got that chance I would never want to leave The things you have opened my eyes up to...... How do I even begin to explain?

Deep In My Heart
Deep in my heart is where you will be... Locked up tight for I to see. In my heart as tight as a shell... Roiling around like the flames of Hell. Burning my flesh and my mind... Lost in my soul, for you to find. Deep in my heart is where you have been... Locked up tight for too long I see. I must let you go... For my heart needs to grow. You need to know... Deep in my heart you will no longer be... The time has come to set it free! Original work by: Becky Leanne

Whos To Blame
As my mind attempts to comprehend This void inside I just cannot seem to mend Because this concept just seems to transcend My mind's expectations: Though the thought never really occurred That your love was anything but pure That you always really were The person I could go to feel secure But you are poison, NOT a cure! Post excusing prior crimes I'd close my eyes and "walk a line" Appearing "fine" That wrongs were left behind Now I can't, no matter how hard I try... Because as soon as I wake You already try to break By leaving what you can't take As I lie here and await For the time when my heart will not ache For you to stop expecting the icing on the cake... In a way the fault is mine Had your wishes been declined Our relationship wouldn't be defined As full of lust and malign Though that is still no excuse For you to just use Exploit and abuse As I attempt to transfuse All that is of value From me to you So to excuse what was done After c

And Then There Was You
So cold and dark, so empty and alone, Never knowing what real love was. So fragile and closed, so hateful and cruel, never to open my heart to anyone, and then there was you. So scared, so new, not knowing what was to come, I gave you what little I had left. Hoping that you would want me the way that I am. Timid and frightend, wanting to love again, and then there was you. A little relief from the beating that my heart took, trying to remember what it was like. You showed me that it was real and true, you touch so gentle, you saw right through. All the pain and distrust disappeared that day, the love that consumed me felt so perfect and so right. Still hesitant to let anyone see who I really was, and then there was you. Believing in me, trusting me, loving me unconditionally, letting go of all the fear, anger, and regret. Knowing that it is ok just to be who I am. Crying, laughing, talking, sharing emotions that I tried to hide for so long, All because there was you.

Insatiable
Turn the lights off, strike a candleNo one that I've ever, knows how 2 handle my bodyThe way u truly doInsatiable's my name when it comes 2 uI got a jones, MarthaOh yeah, it be like this (I can't have a hug)I can't have a hug (unless)unless I have a kissMy body, baby, u truly doInsatiable's my name when it comes 2 uLike a wildcat, Martha, in a celibate rageI want your love, in my dirty little cageCan u understand, Martha?My body, baby, u truly doInsatiable's my name when it comes 2 u2 night we video...No one will ever knowWe'll erase the naughty bitsI'll show my... If you show your...I can't help it, Martha {'insatiable' repeated in the background}I can't help what u do 2 meU are my every fantasyThere's no telling how far I'd goCuz when it comes 2 u, I knowI'm insatiable and I just can't stopEven if I wasn't thirsty, I would drink every dropPlease, baby, don't say noCuz I'll surely go crazyOK, so all u do is push the little red button...and I belong 2 u and your littl

Bury The Bones Of The Past
Everyone needs a fresh new start in life at one time or another. But before that can happen, there may be things in our past that we need to put behind us. God wants us to be free from grudges, hurt feelings, guilt, unforgiveness, and fear! If you and I were to look back on our lives, we could probably find enough “what ifs” in our past to fill a volume. But God doesn’t want us to dig up those old dead, dry bones. Sometimes if the past held something awful, holding on to it ruins any chance we have of a bright future. It’s like a cloud that hangs over us, preventing us from going forward into the future that God planned for us before the foundation of the world. Isaiah 43:18,19 says, Remember ye not the former things, neither consider the things of old. Behold, I will do a new thing. God must have known that we would be tempted to hang on to the hurts of the past . . . because He says, “Forget it. Get rid of it!” You can’t go back and change the past any more than you can put toothp

Collection # 1
~Lost Without Reason~ Who am I to tell yes or no to another? Who am I to scold a sister or brother? Is my life of true value to any other? Is my life truly regretted by my mother? Am I making any difference on this earth? Am I making a difference of any worth? So many times I have come so close to death, So many times I have taken my last breath. By all rights I should already be long gone By all rights I should never again see dawn. Am I really of value to the ones around me? Am I really of the greatness people say they see? Why do I push all the ones that love me away? Why do I never sleep for ages and then a day? Who can open me up and inside take a peek? Who can open me up and give me the answers I seek? By: COUNTRY ~A Memorie~ Seeing the lights going off from afar brings me back to that day in talafar the crys left unheard the blood runng dry the souls left draining while we sat to cry noone ever knowing just who we were noone ever knowing

Cbs: Military Tells Bush It Has Only 9,000 Troops Available For ‘surge’
More Proof that Bush Is A Half Wit. CBS: Military Tells Bush It Has Only 9,000 Troops Available For ‘Surge’ A State Department official leaked word this week that President Bush is considering sending “no more than 15,000 to 20,000 U.S. troops” to Iraq. “Instead of a surge, it is a bump,” the official said. This claim was bolstered last night by CBS’s David Martin, who reported that military commanders have told Bush they are prepared to execute a troop escalation of just 9,000 soldiers and Marines into Iraq, “with another 10,000 on alert in Kuwait and the U.S.”

Set The Fire To The Third Bar
Snow Patrol (feat. Martha Wainwright) I find the map and draw a straight line Over rivers, farms, and state lines The distance from here to where you'd be It's only finger-lengths that I see I touch the place where I'd find your face My finger in creases of distant dark places I hang my coat up in the first bar There is no peace that I've found so far The laughter penetrates my silence As drunken men find flaws in science Their words mostly noises Ghosts with just voices Your words in my memory Are like music to me I'm miles from where you are, I lay down on the cold ground I, I pray that something picks me up And sets me down in your warm arms After I have travelled so far We'd set the fire to the third bar We'd share each other like an island Until exhausted, close our eyelids And dreaming, pick up from The last place we left off Your soft skin is weeping A joy you can't keep in I'm miles from where you are, I lay

For Those Of You That Think I'm A Whore
I talk about sex because I am old enough to do so. I know the difference between talking about it and going out and actually whoring it up and being a slut. My mother knows I write the stories and I write them to keep my stuck-at-home ass occupied and so I'm not watching TV all fucking day. I use my writing skills. I write well and that's what I choose to write. Last time I checked, I'm 24 and DON'T go out and fuck every dude that walks by. I have no one on my friends list in hopes of fucking them. I have normal conversations EVERYDAY. In real life, on the phone, AND on myspace. I am incredibly intellegent. I scored ABOVE average on all academic tests even after my accident with the HEAD INJURY.

How Was Your New Year
how many of us give up smoking at midnight but get up next morning and light one up how of can not remmber what time we got home but we got a police woman hat when we wake up in the morning but remmber we will do it all once more next year so HAPPY NEW YEAR ALL have a great one

I Can Have You
So often when I am embracing you, It seems that you exist in this world only because of me and I exist because of you. It's not easy to wander in this world and not lose one's way, but the greatest happiness of all is in giving joy to one's beloved. And if the king can have his throne, and if the bird can have his Spring nest, and God can have his heaven, then I, my sweetheart, I can have you!

When I See You Smile
Sometimes I wonder how I’d ever make it though Through this world without having you I just wouldn’t have a clue Caus sometime it seems like this world’s closing in on me And there’s no way of breaking free And then I see you reach for me Sometimes I wanna give up, wanna give in, I wanna quit the fight And then I see you baby, and everything’s alright, everything’s alright When I see you smile, I can face the world ooh You know I can do anything When I see you smile, I see a ray of light ooh I see it shining right through the rain When I see you smile Baby when I see you smile at me Oh yeah Baby there nothing in this world that could ever do, what the touch of your hand can do It’s like nothing that I ever knew And when then rain is falling, I can feel it, caus you’re here with me now And one look at ya baby It’s all I’ll ever need It’s all I’ll ever need When I see you smile, I can face the world ooh You know I can do anything Wh

Mick Jagger Sang A Song Called
Well, that's exactly what I am. Just a disposable friend that can be cast aside the moment someone better comes along. I'm not special enough she said about me. I know. I've always known. Therefore, I walk alone.

How To Make A Woman Happy
Oldie but a goodie and so TRUE How to Make a Woman Happy It's not difficult to make a woman happy. A man only needs to be: 1. a friend 2. a companion 3. a lover 4. a brother 5. a father 6. a master 7. a chef 8. an electrician 9. a carpenter 10. a plumber 11. a mechanic 12. a decorator 13. a stylist 14. a sexologist 15. a gynecologist 16. a psychologist 17. a pest exterminator 18. a psychiatrist 19. a healer 20. a good listener 21. an organizer 22. a good father 23. very clean 24. sympathetic 25. athletic 26. warm 27. attentive 28. gallant 29. intelligent 30. funny 31. creative 32. tender 33. strong 34. understanding 35. tolerant 36. prudent 37. ambitious 38. capable 39. courageous 40. determined 41. true 42. dependable 43. passionate 44. compassionate WITHOUT FORGETTING TO: 45. give her compliments regularly 46. love shopping 47. be honest 48. be very rich 49. not stress her out 50. not look at other girls AND AT

The Answers
THE ANSWERS WE HAVE ALL BEEN WAITING FOR: Q: WHAT ARE THE SMALL BUMPS AROUND A WOMAN'S NIPPLES FOR? A: It's Braille for suck here. Q: WHAT IS AN AUSTRALIAN KISS? A: It's the same as a french kiss, but only "down under." Q: WHAT DO YOU DO WITH 365 USED CONDOMS? A: Melt them down, make a tire, and call it a Goodyear. Q: WHY ARE HURRICANES NORMALLY NAMED AFTER WOMEN? A: Because when they come, they're wild and wet. But then they go, they take your house and car with them. Q: WHY DO GIRLS RUB THEIR EYES WHEN THEY GET UP IN THE MORNING? A: Because they don't have any balls to scratch .

You Have...
You have her heart Be gentle with it It's more gentle than most And needs to be treated with care You have her trust Becareful not to lose it It's almost impossible to regain And very hard to get You have her mind Day and night You're the one she thinks of And always will You have her Dont hurt her Or you will have many problems And will be hated by many

Sooo An Update
Well, I uploaded newer pics of me so go rate them and comment them please. I am doing well, Holidays sucked ass for sure. Not alot going on here just been trying to get my hosue together after the holidays and it's driven me nuts. I might be having a friend come stay with me for a while! Hopefully she can make it out here. But not alot. SWYDM is down for some reason so i cant get on my usual site. Once it's up I will put my referral link on my profile for you guys to come and check out. Free to join, blogs, rating system, Top 25 for Chics n Dudes, for blogs, galleries, rates. Unlimited photos and vids, communities, everything! So once it's done being an ass I will add it. And that site doesnt have any problems but once in a blue moon. Also...you can see all my pics and vids there! Anywho..Have a great day Ya'll!

Her Sad Song
Sitting in her room, All day long. She is sitting there singing, Her own sad song. A song about misery, A song about hope. A song about a problem, and how to cope. She wants someone to love her, She wants someone to care. But when she turns around, Nobody is ever there. She wants a family, and some friends that she can call her own. She wants all these things, So she doesn't have to be alone. She's hoping someone will love her, She's hoping someone will care. She hears something and turns around, And notices that nobody's there.

War's Toll On Iraqis Put At 22,950 In '06
War's Toll on Iraqis Put at 22,950 in '06 08 Jan 2007 More than 17,000 Iraqi civilians and police officers died violently in the latter half of 2006, according to Iraqi Health Ministry statistics. http://www.washingtonpost.com/wp-dyn/content/article/2007/01/07/AR2007010701359

Para Ti Alisa
We've been there through thick and thin I don't even know where to begin I'm scared for you right now To whats happening all I can say is how? I want you to be okay and everything right I want to be there right by your side It tears me up to know whats going on And them not finding out whats wrong It's so scary because you spoke those words About me going down to cali And how I chose my friends over my blood How we might not see eachother again Then this... I feel so trapt I just want to drop everything and run to you I can't you're too far away It kills me, thats all i have to say This is for you alisa, I love you

God This Is Fucking Annoying!!!!
Here's something else that annoys the shit out of me: Has anyone else seen these: the girls with the profiles where in their screenname they have the words "Girls only: no guys. i already have a man". am i the only one who gets extremely pissed off at these? As if they are in some way better that men, that they are too good to even have a male friend. If you wanna fuck people, leave that shit on MyAdultSpace, or whatever the fuck it's called. It's women like this with "girls only" in their profiles that make me wanna intentionally start shit with them. I'll admit i've done that with at least 12 profiles like that, and it's tiring as hell. Those girls aren't ever that pretty anyway. they're basically saying to the world "yeah, im such a sexual deviant, that my single partner alone is not enough for me". That's just plain sad. And girls, yes you may think you get me back by cussing me out, calling me a midget, whatever the fuck you say, but listen to this clearly: I DON'T GIVE A FUCK WHA

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If Your Heart Is Taken
If your heart is taken, everything feels good, When you see her your lips starts to shake, You can only look up and smile, Smile, all the time. Smile when she talks, smile when she walks, smile when she eats or drinks, you'll might even smile when you do another stupid thing. Yeah that's right.. Love makes you do stupid things

I Can Cry
Can you not see me my eyes are filled with tears can you not hear me? Ive been crying all thease years I guess ive hidden it inside pushed deep as it could go I guess im a pretty good actress and never let it show Im afraid they see me weak for just a simple moment of the day Only select few have ever seen my worst Very few have seen me cry I apologize to those they are not your problems but mine But as tough as i am I have so many fears And as happy as I seem I shed so many tears

Words Hard To Find!
I tried writing this same poem At least ten times before Not knowing how to start Or how to express more. It was supposed to be about my best friend But there is know words to compare For she is one of a kind Which should be only fair. Her words should be treasured For she always says the right things To make the world a better place And to tack on all of its strings. She is so important For you could never know Because the highlight in my life Is all her love to show. Her love is so deep It comes from the heart She holds together our friendship Never to let it grow apart. Strength of our friendship Is like a million bolted doors Never to break its seal Never to be less then more. Her smile is overjoyish For when she smiles it grows Like a flower in it pot And its beauty to show. She is so beautiful Its from the inside to the out She may not know it But she shouldnt really dought. I will always cherish This best friend of mine For she

Sexual Iq
You have a sexual IQ of 146 When it comes to sex, you are a super genius. You have had a lot of experience, and sex interests you so you know a lot about it. You pride yourself on being a source of information and guidance to all of your friends. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

Game Players
I can't believe how many of these sites have so many people who feel they need to scam and play with people. i am tired of all the email from people from other countries, asking me for money, asking if they can send stuff to my house, asking if i can cash money orders for them and send them the money and the stuff. Well sorry i am not a fool and am not going to fall for your scams.

The Inability Of The Law
The Inability of the Law For on the one hand there is an annulling of the former commandment because of its weakness and unprofitableness, for the law made nothing perfect; on the other hand, there is the bringing in of a better hope, through which we draw near to God. (Hebrews 7:18-19) God reveals through His word that His law has a strategic inability. There is an arena in which the the law has a "weakness and unprofitableness." The law demands perfection, but it offers no perfecting resources. This incapacity is not due to any oversight on God's part. Rather, this inadequacy is related to that which God never intended for His law to accomplish. God's law was not given to man as a means of being perfected, that is, of being spiritually changed. The law tells us what God wants to see in lives, but the law provides no resource to effect the necessary changes. Thus, attempting to begin or to develop a relationship with God by dependence upon our best performance will always be

How Are You In Bed
You scored as A Slave To BDSM. Admit it, you like being tied up and being told you've been very naughty. You like teasing your partner and making them squirm, and not letting them be able to do anything about it. Some people think what you do is sick and disgusting, but you know it's all in good fun.Sex God88%A Slave To BDSM88%A Romantic58%Virgin45%How are you in bedcreated with QuizFarm.com hmmm slave???????? gigles maybe to right person!

Don't Laugh
"Don't laugh!" said the patient, Ed. > "Of course I won't laugh," the doctor said. > "I'm a professional. In over twenty years I've never laughed at a patient." > "Okay then," Ed said, and proceeded to drop his trousers, revealing the tiniest 'hoo-ha' the doctor had ever seen. > It could not have been bigger than the size of an AAA battery. to control himself, the doctor started giggling, and then fell laughing to the floor. > Ten minutes later, he was able to struggle to his feet and regain his composure. > "I'm so sorry," said the doctor. "I really am. I do not know what came over me. On my honor as a doctor and a gentleman, I promise it will not happen again. Now what seems to be the problem?" > "It's swollen," Ed replied...

Are You Out There ???????
ARE YOU OUT THERE ??????? I am looking for some free time away from my kids and work . I am looking for a down to earth girl,who loves too have fun in life .Life is to short !!! ARE YOU OUT THERE ????????? IF SO GIVE ME A SHOUT BACK , I WOULD LOVE TO CHAT WITH YOU .

My So Called Friends
To my friends!!!! No offense but...People are getting too lazy on here. So I gave in, let's see who will actually read this. This is a test to see who's paying attention. This is a test to see how many people in my friends list actually pay attention to me. Copy and repost in your own bulletin. Lets see who the true friends are and I think I know who you are... Repost this if you are a friend.. Don't reply... just copy and paste this in a new bulletin as...My so called friends

Understand
I don't understand, I don't know why, Why you did this to me, Why you wanted to die. I can't understand, Cuz it hurts like hell, To think you felt so terrible, And couldn't even tell. I won't understand, It was just so wrong, You didn't have to leave me, As though you don't belong. Now I feel so empty, And everywhere I turn, There's always something missing, For you I always yearn. And it hurts me very much That you didn't say goodbye, Just left one day without me, Left me here to cry. I don't understand Why you felt things were that bad, That you just gave up everything You ever knew or had. I'm sorry I didn't know, I'm sorry I wasn't there, Now I'm here all alone, You left, it's just not fair. I can't understand, How could you die When I need you so much? In return, you make me cry. I won't understand Why you took your life away, I'll never make it without you, It will never be okay... Dedicated to someone very special, I mis

Wet Moments
in the breeze, from the sea I hear your breath... nocturnal light, and armfuls of dreams to squeeze you again. It's like a child asking: where do we fly tomorrow ? Watery moments Until yesterday a single raindrop lit up my dreams. Today, not even the sea carries me through to the evening.

Monopoly
Well last night my brother came over for dinner and a fun loving game of monopoly. After we ate we watched a little T.V. and laughed at the stupid programs that people are willing to watch. At around 9 we broke out the monopoly board and started playing. Well let me tell you i have played many many games of monopoly and i have never played one as bad as last nights. The game ended up more like the game of life. Fist off i didnt even make it around the board untill every one went around like 4 times cause i kept on getting crappy rolls or ending up in jail. Every chance or community chest i fell on made me pay out. i landed on that damn interest space and luxary tax like every time i went around. well needless to say after my fourth time around the board i had like 5 dollars left and 4 of my 6 propertys morgaged. so i was prety much out of the game. Joey the king of monopoly put up all the hotels he could and finished off Niki in a matter of one time around the board after he had them a

~ Mens Chest Contest ~
~~ Listen up i want to do a sexy Tattoo mans Chest contest~ Bare chest or chest with tattoos are all welcome and like with the swimsuit contest i will give finally scores like this..... rates per pic + comments per pic = total for each man. Contest will run from 1/14 thur 1/21 for those that want to enter send me ur pic link to my inbox or tell me which pic u want and i'll rip it. thanks ~ Maria ~

Beauty
Beauty is an innate and emotional perception of life's affirmative and meaningful aspects within objects in the perceived world – e.g. vitality, fertility, health, happiness, goodness, and love. Cognition of "beauty" involves the interpretation of objects as being in balance and harmony with nature, which in turn elicits a sense and experience of attraction, affection, and pleasure. In its most profound sense, beauty is said to engender a salient experience of positive reflection with regard to the meaning of one's own being within natural life. An "object of beauty" may be anything that reveals or resonates with a personal meaning. Hence religious and moral teachings have often focused on the divinity and virtue of beauty, to assert natural beauty as an aspect of a spiritual beauty (e.g. truth) and to define all self-centered or materialistic pretensions as based in ignorance. The ancient story of Narcissus for example, deals with the distinction between recognizing beauty and fal

Stolen
I hate thieves... I used to have over 300 cd's until someone stole some of my collection just before xmas. :( What pisses me off the most is that they stole my entire Pink Floyd collection... which included Syd Barrett, Roger Water and David Gilmour's solo albums as well. I've always love Pink Floyd's music... kinda gave me a natural high... and now I have to start my collection all over again... just pisses me off to the extreme... guess that's why I'm venting on here... lmao At least I still have my DVD's of Live at Pompeii, The Wall and Pulse tour ;) Watching the Pulse tour brought back a lot of memories of when I saw Pink Floyd in Toronto... back in '94... lol It's so cool to be able to watch it whenever I wish now. :) Pink Floyd.... first in Space and Time!