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Contest Winners!!
First off, I have to say that I am extremely touched by everyone that talked to me during the support our troops contest. I have heard some good stories. While I was never in the military I was brought up in a military family and have an unwavering love for all of those that are serving our country. They are your Brothers, Sisters, Mothers, Fathers, Sons, Daughters, Husbands, Wives, Boyfriends, Girlfriends, but most of our they are Our troops. They are the ones out there fighting for the very freedoms we hardly notice. They are willing to put thier lives on the line for people who hate them because of what they are. The are the embodiement of freedom and the foundation of our country. Take a moment next time you see someone in uniform and thank them. Show them you love them. Tell them Thank you for serving all of us! Okay here are the winners of the contest. The winner of the prize for the most comments is! with 4223 - Comments The winner of the prize for m

To My So Called Friends...this One Is For U!!
why is it that we as a socity find it so easy to be our own worst enemy?! day after day it gets hard and harder to keep a smile on our faces. i know i am one of those people that when asked "how are you" i simply respond "im alive so im good". when i now full well i am stuglin inside. tryin hard not to fall apart at the seams! and we also like to believe that our friends can give us the will to carry on, when the truth is they are so self absorbed they barely notice your pain. yes, we all have our problems, but what are friends for?! today the term friend is used to loosely. a friend is considerate! a friend compassionate! a friend is there at all times, not just when there is no one else to be found! or when they have the money! they are not greedy and disrespectful! those who do know me well enough to know, know that i am loyal and care very much for my friends. but as of late there are some who have taken my loyalty for granted. thinking that i will always be there like a good dog

Stupid Mawfucker - Part 6
too much. too fast. too stupid for words. ever throw yourself, blindly, at whatever or whoever, and discover you might as well thrown yerself under a bus? fucking dumbest thing one could do to themselves, other then suicide. i think it's part ignorance, part uncontrolable need to have shit that's simply not available. or beyond reality. who knows, or cares. someone remind me, never trust anyone, quit "looking" and for gods sake, stop dreaming. 'Yeah, I heard a funny thing Somebody said to me That you could be in love with almost anyone You think people are the greatest fun And I will be alone again tonight for you'

Deep Hurt.....
A Life Cut Too Short By: Sharon Gay Watson Words cannot express how I feel today, A friend to me has passed away, He allways cared and made me smile, For this man I would walk a mile. You never know how much you miss him, Till those words hit home and that light grows dim, The hugs, the kisses, the many a long hour, He was allways my rock and he gave me so much power. I could face each day, but what about now, I know I must....but do not know how, I love him so much, I miss him more than I can say, He will be mourned in each and every way. He was like a brother, strong and true, The man never thought of himself, only of you, Sleep my friend, rest in peace, till we meet again soon, You are in my thoughts, my dreams, and in the light of the moon. ************************************************************************************ A dear friend to me has passed on. I will miss him so much. Just never knew it would hurt like this. We talked every day, eve

Woman Complains To Police About The Quality Of Her Cocaine Purchase
ROCHELLE, Ga. (AP) -- A woman was arrested after she called police to help "get her money back" after she was unhappy with the crack cocaine she purchased. Juanita Marie Jones, 53, called Rochelle Police late Thursday night after she purchased what she thought was a $20 piece of crack cocaine, according to police reports. She told officers she broke the rock into three pieces and smoked one, only to discover the drugs were "fake." She took Officer Joel Quinn and Deputy John Shedd of the Wilcox County Sheriff's Office into her kitchen and showed them the drugs, police said. She was promptly arrested on charges of possession of cocaine. --- Information from: Cordele Dispatch, http://cordeledispatch.com © 2007 The Associated Press. All rights reserved. This material may not be published, broadcast, rewritten or redistributed.

One Of My Favorite Songs
Runaway Train Lyrics by SOUL ASYLUM Call you up in the middle of the night Like a firefly without a light You were there like a blowtorch burning I was a key that could use a little turning So tired that I couldnt even sleep So many secrets I couldnt keep I promised myself I wouldnt weep One more promise I couldnt keep It seems no one can help me now, Im in too deep; theres no way out This time I have really led myself astray Runaway train, never going back Wrong way on a one-way track Seems like I should be getting somewhere Somehow Im neither here nor there Can you help me remember how to smile? Make it somehow all seem worthwhile How on earth did I get so jaded? Lifes mystery seems so faded I can go where no one else can go I know what no one else knows Here I am just a-drownin in the rain With a ticket for a runaway train And everything seems cut and dried, Day and night, earth and sky, Somehow I just dont believe it Runaway train, never g

Pain
Pain. Eats my insides. Sculpts my masks. Escape. Is that what you call it? States of mind that are unconscious of reality, Of the electric warmth of the world. The prick of truth. Escape in dreams, The unconscious mind fantacizing. And the unconscious must always wake up To the pain. The stinging pain. The driving pain that summons me from the unconscious, And beckons me into the darkness. Must resist. Must not give in. Must let the pain pump through my veins, And run its course, Like the blood that gives me life. The life that gives me pain.

2 Moons
~~~SOMETHING TO WATCH~~~ *Two moons on August 27th 2007* *27th of August the Whole World is waiting for...* Planet Mars will be the brightest in the night sky starting August. It will look as large as the full moon to the naked eye. This will cultivate on Aug. 27th 2007, when Mars comes within 34.65M miles of earth. Everyone should watch the sky on August 27th 2007, at 12:30 a.m. It will look like the earth has 2 moons. The next time Mars may come this close is in 2287. Share this with your family & friends... as NO ONE ALIVE TODAY will ever see it again!!!

Together As One
Together as One The taste of your skin lightly Gliding over my senses. Erotic fantasies flashing over In my mind, to let me know how Much they don't compare to you. I can almost feel the press of Your body, warm, firm, molding with Mine to form a perfect being. Nimble fingers and hands working Their spell over my desires. We will be one, joined together, As we become trapped in our Fantasies of each other tied down in our Own little play world held back by A thirst that can't be quenched. Here I am for you wrapped in a clear Blanket on display for your fullfillment To show everyone the catch you've made The friend you've found, the lover you choose. We are together, joined to one another as one soul

"that This Place Is An Enemy"
Damn it. It hasn't been 24 hours and I miss Jason already. But since I'm good at getting these guys to give me covert information I know I'll get to see a couple of times really soon. I made a new friend last night. And he showed me his... um... er... tattoo.

Blah Blah Blah
So I was supposed to go out to Sophia today, that fell through because my step dad is trying to do other things. Hopefully I can get at least my small shopping done for the last of my supplies for class and my toiletry items, such as; shampoo, conditioner, and razor blades. Oh I was supposed to go car shopping so I can have a stable car.

Please Come Help My Fu Hubby!
Hey everyone!! Please come comment bomb on my FU Hubby's giveaway contest he is in. He needs roughly 24,000 more comments. Come and show him some FU Lovin!!!! Thanks in advance! hugs Carrie aka carebear

103,000 To Godfather
PLEASE EVERYONE THAT WILL REPOST HER BULLETIN We have a Fubar close to God Fathering today. Please only rate her things during Happy hour. She's got 103,000 to go. Please remember don't look at points just show love. There are others that will be helping. The points will disappear.So come show some love. fornicates™@ fubar

Ugh !!
Got a call from the police today .. they were looking for my son .. ( Grrr) .. Seems he and an ex friend had a lil trouble today . when they were all still friends .. when they'd see each other .. they'd toss change at the other and would say something like hey you sexy beast ( well at their feet as a joke between them all that when they'd see a girl they thought was cute .. sexy what have you they'd see if she'd bend down to pick it up Yepp Boys will be boys ).. but .. seems my son saw this one person today did that tryin to make a joke with him and well .. this "ex" friend decided to call the cops and tried to have my son arrested for Harassment and Intent of Bodily injury or some crap .. Granted he shouldnt have even gone near him or tossed the change on his lawn but come on .. Bodily injury ?? Harassment ?? I wouldnt go that far .. Well anyway .. my son's on his way to the police station to give his side of the story and to sign a paper that he will not go near this kid or his fami

Sasquatch
WARNING! There have been unconfirmed reports of a Sasquatch sighting in Alcona County , near the Black River . So far Forestry Services have been unable to verify the authenticity of this grainy black and white amateur photo. Stay tuned for more details as they become available! In the meantime, we urge all residents to stay inside and keep their doors and windows locked.

Poetry Of A New Life
Fear supersedes excitement, excitement supersedes fear. The idea of a life changing event… Could it be fate, could it be destiny? Could it be a life changing event because of my own wants needs and desires? Could it be for the best? Will my life change, will my appearance change? Is it for the best? Is it a mistake I won't realize until it comes? My fears overwhelmed me at first. Fears of change haunted me until that day came.. But all fears and anxiety ceased when I was lying in the hospital stress free and relaxed. My heart skipped a beat at the sight of her, asleep beside me in her own bed. New to the world, new to me. All I could do was smile. Smile at the features of her face. Smile at the form of her small hands, her feet, and her proportionate figure. She is a part of me. My flesh, my blood, my life. When people ask me, Do you think you made the best choice.. I only think there was no choice to be made. I am a single mom because God made me one. I have no regr

Why I Respect Marines
After April 19, 1995, there were rescue workers from all over the country had converged on Oklahoma City. They were there to help with rescue and recovery effors. One of those rescue workers was First Sergeant Dan Curtin, USMCR, and a NYC Firefigher. He was in the rubble, and found a man's leg. He brushed away some rubble, and saw a blue pant leg, with a red stripe. Known as a blood stripe in the Marines. He knew it was one of the two unaccounted for Marines. He cut part of the pant leg and saw that it was the leg of a white man, and knew it was CPT Randy Guzman. 1SG Curtin gathered some other Marines (once a marine always a marine) to help with the extraction. He was given approval from the FEMA chief for 4 hours of work due to the structural instability in the area he was working. He and these Marines spent 5 hours working to extract the body. When they had the body ready to be extracted, an Air Force Colonel sent in an American Flag to be draped over the body bag. Thes

Not Wise To Mock God...
Death is certain but the Bible speaks about untimely death! Make a personal reflection about this..... Very interesting, read until the end..... It is written in the Bible (Galatians 6:7): "Be not deceived; God is not mocked: for whatsoever a man soweth, that shall he also reap. Here are some men and women who mocked God : John Lennon (Singer): Some years before, during his interview with an American Magazine, he said: "Christianity will end, it will disappear. I do not have to argue about that. I am certain. Jesus was ok, but his subjects were too simple, Today we are more famous than Him" (1966). Lennon, after saying that the Beatles were more famous than Jesus Christ, was shot six times. Tancredo Neves (President of Brazil ): During the Presidential campaign, he said if he got 500,000 votes from his party, not even God would remove him from Presidency. Sure he got the

Friends W/ Benefits?
Statistically speaking, unless you are a total hermit, social retard, or ugly as a bag of spoiled ass... There's at least 1 person on your Fubar that wants to date you or sleep with you. So..... lets play "friends w/ benefits"The rules are simple... if you want to date the person who posted this, send them a message to their inbox saying "Im yours". No one apparently reads bulletins anymore....so here ya go!!! If you just want to sleep with them and stay friends, send them a message that says "I'd hit it". SCARED? LOL........ THE TWIST IS YOU HAVE TO REPOST THIS, EVEN IF YOU'RE TAKEN & see who replies. There is at least 1 person on your fubar that wants to date you, and maybe more that want to sleep with you. SO... re-post as "Friends with Benefits", as it doesn't matter if your married, in a relationship,single, gay or straight! You opened it so you HAVE to repost it! A test of your bravery

Assassin...
The CIA had an opening for an assassin. After all the background checks, interviews and tests were done, there were 3 finalists... 2 men and a woman. For the final test, the CIA agents took one of the men to a large metal door and handed him a gun. "We must know that you will follow your instructions, no matter what the circumstances. Inside this room, you will find your wife sitting in a chair. Kill her!" The man said, "You can't be serious. I could never shoot my wife." The agent said, "Then you're not the right man for this job. Take your wife and go home" The second man was given the same instructions. He took the gun and went into the room. All was quiet for about five minutes. Then the man came out with tears in his eyes. "I tried, but I can't kill my wife." The agent said, "You don't have what it takes. Take your wife and go home." Finally, it was the woman's turn. She was given the same instructions to kill her husband. She took

Fans And Friends
Ok so somehow i have like almost 900 people im a fan of but only a little over 800 im friends with, so im going to erase all my fans and double check and make sure im friends with all my fans and fans of all my friends. Im not dogging you, just rechecking my list

Two Sides To Balance
“Living with contradiction, holding together polarities, making room for divergence leads to vitality and enables us to see opposites not as dead ends but as a series of open doors.” -- Elizabeth J. Canham I have been focusing on balance lately and learning much about myself. All forces in nature continually seek balance. We’re most grounded and stable when we balance the head and heart, feeling and thinking, the inner and the outer and the extremes of dualities. Growth, on the other hand, comes when we’re off balance. Being off balance creates tensions, new experiences and the dynamics of life. All life is cyclic and cycles take us out of balance – rising and falling, visiting the extremes of highs and lows. Like the back and forth swing of a pendulum, our experience of duality must include both the positives and negatives, like love and fear, health and disease, joy and grief. We can’t swing in just one direction. To grow in consciousness, we must honour the integrity

Desperate Mom
For all that dont know i am in a custody/visitation battle with my ex. i am supposed to provide transportation to or from the visits which are in joshua tree, a 45 min bus ride. well due to the bus schedule routes etc, the bus schedule doesnt work out to get him there at 10 oclock on saturday. plus its a really long walk from the bus stop. now they will pick him up and bring him back, but i would have no way of knowing whether or not they really went to the house where the visits are supposed to take place, so i really need to be the one to take him there and bring him home. i am trying to find transportation this saturday, but with having repairs to the house and groceries i dont really have gas money. plus this is going to be an on going thing. so here is my point, i really really need a car. i am trying to find someone that has a car for sale that will take payments, but let me use the car while making the payments. i get a pel grant in september so i culd pay off most of teh balanc

I'm Not Supposed Too
I'm not supposed to love you, I'm not supposed to care, I'm not supposed to live my life, Wishing you were HERE I'm not supposed to wonder, Where you are or what you're doing, I'm sorry I can't help myself, Cause I'm in love with you

What Is Sex
So many of you have asked am I really I mean really a Man whore??? No Not really...I do like sex...Alot..and I will try to get sum if I have the chance.. But I am always safe and clean.. I am actually a very normal guy in the real world you would never know to meet me. I do enjoy sensual writing and erotic poses thats all for today

I Will Crumble - Huntwork Hewitt
If you want to sleep I'll pull the shade If you should vanish I'm sure to fade If you should smolder I'll breathe in your smoke If you should giggle I'll smile and pretend that I made the joke And if you should ever leave me I will crumble That's just the way I am I hope you never leave me That is to say If you should sink I don't want to swim If you lock the door I'll beg to come in If you should sing I won't make a sound If you should fly I'll curse the ground And if you should ever leave me I will crumble That's just the way I am I hope you never leave me That is to say If you're an explosion I won't search for shelter If you're the sun I'll sit here and swelter If you're the moon I'll stay up all night If you're a ghost I'll be haunted for life And if you should ever leave me I will crumble That's just the way I am I hope you never leave me That is to say I will crumble From MTV's Wuthering Heights movie. Just made me kinda sad, and yet hopeful

Hubby With Only Female "friends"
She thought she married her soul mate but as time went on she found thing out she did not know about her new hubby. He Had Mostly female friends and when i say mostly i mean that out of 40 friends maybe one or two were male. He would talk to them on-line most of the time and after a while he would talk to them by phone. Then there would be the endless text messages. She tried to deal with it but over time to just keeps getting harder her to deal.Now he was a working man and she new he didn't have the time to go and do something and he would reassure her nothing was going on. Then a friend of hers told her to get a program for the net that will show her whats going on and boy did she see thing that she wish she never seen. As she saw that he was talking to the other woman and saying that will not be repeated here.What she do???? From what she saw she said nothing come to the point where the hubby would meet those other woman but it come real close. Like the would set up a date but he wo

Who Thinks Im Hot??
Ok all you guys look at me as what I look like. Nothing else. You dont like me couse im funny or can be sweet at times. But I guess I will get use to it. And for all you guys that like me for me thank you. And I do like when guys say im hot just not when thats all thay like me for.

Thank You
I just wanted to say a big THANK YOU , to all of you , For all your comments and rates . I will not forget it . If there is anything I can every do for any of you please let me know . Thanks again . Have a good day and a wonderful weekend . Tom TOM G//// BENICIA,CA///BARTENDER GUILITY PLEASURES LOUNGE 1stplaceComments=7dayBlast, 2ndplaceComments=3dayBlast, 1stplaceRates=7dayBlast, 2ndplaceRates=3dayBlast

My Wisdom Tooth
I have a wisdom tooth growing in on the right side of my mouth, it hurts like a b***h! Does this mean I'll be smarter? hahaha (just kidding, I know better than that) any advice to help me with the pain?

Ugly Girl
Ugly Girl When I saw you at the grocery store you were sharing a shopping cart with her and I couldn't turn and run away I didn't know what to say you introduced us for the first time and I had to look her in the eye but you could not imagine my surprise can't you see you're leaving me for an ugly girl does she talk about politics and all the stuff that used to make me sick does she smoke cigars and stay up late oh she's so great does she tell you what you want to hear and I bet that she can grow a beard I'd feel better thinking you were queer it's not fair I can't compare to an ugly girl ha ha ha the jokes on me I feel jealous and I feel mean is she so nice that it makes up for her face there's no way do you have to keep your eyes closed do you have to keep the lights down low oh I bet you wish you had a blindfold can't you see you're leaving me for an ugly girl

Find Yourself.
When you find yourself In some far off place, And it causes you To rethink some things. You start to sense That slowly you’re becoming someone else And then you find yourself. When you make new friends In a brand new town, And you start to think About settling down, The things that would have been lost on you Are now clear as a bell. And you find yourself That’s when you find yourself. Well you go through life So sure of where you’re heading, And you wind up lost And it’s the best thing that could happen. ‘Cause sometimes when you lose your way It’s really just as well. ‘Cause you find yourself; That when you find yourself. When you meet the one You’ve been waiting for, And she’s everything That you want and more, You look at her And you finally start To live for someone else. And then you find yourself; That’s when you find yourself. We go though life So sure of where we’re heading, And then we wind up lost And it’s the best thing that could

Poem
Okay, I wrote this poem the other night while I was fighting with my husband. I'm not sure if I like it, or if it really expresses my emotions as clearly as I'd like, but here is it. You can decide what you think. Sadness grips me, clings to me, as my body begins to tremble. Everything is wrong... Everything is wrong... You won't talk to me, touch me, look at me. LOOK AT ME! My heart is bleeding I cry... I am alone... Everything is wrong... Everything is wrong... Anger slowly seeps into me, caressing my bleeding heart, my trembling begins to stop. Everything is wrong... Everything is wrong... I speak to you, my words are full of my anger. LOOK AT ME!! My anger covers my sadness... disguises... half truths... What's next? Everything is wrong... Everything is wrong... Regret fills me... holds me... My bleeding heart bursts. Everything is wrong... Everything is wrong... The anger and the sadness have intertwined. There is nothing now. Everythi

News On Hurricane Dean Update
Hurricane Dean underwent a good deal of strengthening on Friday and Friday night. Dean began the day as a category 2, 100 mile per hour hurricane; it ended the day at a category 4, 150 mile per hour major hurricane. Further strengthening is forecast over the next few days as Dean moves through the warm waters of the Caribbean Sea. As of 5 am (Eastern time), Dean was located near 15.1 North, 67.3 West, which is about 660 miles east-southeast of Kingston, Jamaica, and about 240 miles south-southwest of San Juan, Puerto Rico. Maximum sustained winds are near 150 miles per hour. Dean is moving to the west near 17 miles per hour. Dean is forecast to impact the southern coasts of the island of Hispaniola (the island on which Haiti and the Dominican Republic are located) and Puerto Rico today, with an even greater impact on Jamaica and the Cayman Islands Sunday and Monday. By Monday night and Tuesday, the Yucatan Peninsula of Mexico will feel impacts from Hurricane Dean. A hurricane

Thank You All So Much!
I just wanted to say....&&&I wanted to comment all 347 of you but that seems impossible right now. I don't know if it's just me or what, but I can't go through my friends list through the friends.php... clicking next page doesn't seem to change a thing... sorry :(Oh yah... btw...LOL! :PKDM

Please Help Make A Difference ( From The Bulletin Board)
Please add your name on TheWall today - whether you are a survivor OR supporter, and you'll begin helping hurting children today.) WEB: http://www.DayOfTheChild.org Your Help Can Make A Difference Click Here ~Please share this page with a Friend~ God gives us the gift of faith to share. May we give it to others in the loving spirit in which it was given to us. Sharing is caring. Your Help Can Make A Difference Click Here

Surfing On Fubar
I like to surf around fubar and look at the pictures that people put in their folders. I like it most of the time I should say because so many screw it up as they try to be creative or express sentiment. On a site like fubar, few people are interested in seeing young children. Sorry to tell you but this is not a family site. Nice pictures of people that get morphed to animals and heaven only knows what else are lame. People want to see you not someone's feeble attempt at computer graphics. You may have had a tough day or feel real cool but flipping off the guy taking your picture is juvenile, not cool. If you want to show contempt for someone, grow a pair and send them a note saying exactly what you find wrong with them. To me nsfw occurs when language is crude or abusive or different body parts are exposed in public. Being a little sexy is not nsfw in spite of those who want this to be a family web site. Too bad that fubar won't grow up.

Are U Erotica Enough???? Then Click To Join!!!!!
Click to enter, a place where you have no limits, where you can let everything go, there is no drama, only fun, music, and friends!!! Plz stop in and show Support!! WANTED: bartenders, greeters, manager, asst. manager, and security.. contact Dj Lj or Dj Master for info __________

Mommie Survey
*Age when you got pregnant?* 27 *Are you still with the father?* I LOVE HIM OF COURSE I AM!!! *How far along were you when you found out you were pregnant?* 4 weeks *What was your first reaction?* i was excited...i couldnt wait to tell people *How did the father react?* he was happy *Did you get morning sickness?* No thank god *What were your cravings?* pineapple, corndogs and mchickens from mcds *What books did you read when you were pregnant?* baby magazines *How did you feel about your first ultrasound?* I was excited I WANTED TO SEE MY BABY!!! *Were you happy about the sex of your baby?* I was happy either way..i kind of wanted a boy first but next time maybe *Did you excersice when you were pregnant?* uh no *How much weight did you gain?* 75 lbs *Did you attend any pregnancy classes?* nope *How did you know you where in labor?* my water broke *When did your water break?* may 4th *Did you have an epidural?* no *Wha

Blinded By The Light!!
Im really tired of the words to this song being all misconstrued..and sang wrong...PLEASE people..take a minute and read the lyrics....understand what its saying!! no other song like it Blinded by the light, revved up like a deuce, another runner in the night Blinded by the light, revved up like a deuce, another runner in the night Blinded by the light, revved up like a deuce, another runner in the night Madman drummers bummers, Indians in the summer with a teenage diplomat In the dumps with the mumps as the adolescent pumps his way into his hat With a boulder on my shoulder, feelin' kinda older, I tripped the merry-go-round With this very unpleasin', sneezin' and wheezin, the calliope crashed to the ground The calliope crashed to the ground But she was... Blinded by the light, revved up like a deuce, runner in the night Blinded by the light, revved up like a deuce, another runner in the night Blinded by the light, revved up like

Too Damned Funny
All hair removal methods have tricked women with their promises of easy, painless removal - The Epilady, scissors, razors, Nair and now...the wax. Read on......... My night began as any other normal weeknight. Come home, fix dinner, play with the kids. I then had the thought that would ring painfully in my mind for the next few hours: 'Maybe I should pull the waxing kit out of the medicine cabinet.' So I headed to the site of my demise: the bathroom. It was one of those cold wax' kits. No melting a clump of hot wax, you just rub the strips together in your hand, they get warm and you peel them apart and press them to your leg (or wherever else) and you pull the hair right off. No muss, no fuss. How hard can it be? I mean, I'm not a genius, but I am mechanically inclined enough to figure this out. (YA THINK!?!) So I pull one of the thin strips out. Its two strips facing each other stuck together. Instead of rubbing them together, my genius kicks in so I get out the hair dryer

Barbecued Chicken Wings
1 1/2 pounds chicken wings 1 teaspoon salt 1/4 cup chopped lemon grass 8 cloves garlic -- chopped 1/2 teaspoon white pepper 1/4 cup minced cilantro root or coriander root 1 teaspoon turmeric This barbecue recipe is popular with street vendors. Combine the ingredients for the marinade in a blender. Rinse chicken wings in cold water. Place the chicken wings into a Ziploc bag with the marinade and leave in the refrigerator overnight. Barbecue the wings over medium hot coals for 5-7 minutes on each side (turning once, half way through) until they are cooked through and golden brown.

Keeping Cool During Hot Sex
There’s nothing like a warm summer night to inspire a night of hot sex. Summer is the most sensual time of year; people are more relaxed and social, not to mention they’re wearing less clothing. No summer would be complete without at least one night of passionate, sweaty lovemaking. Sweat not your forte? Here's how to cool off during steamy sex while still keeping things hot and heavy. Use an ice cube to trace the curves of your partner’s body. Draw figure eight’s around her nipples or around the base of his member. Immediately replace the cold sensation with your warm tongue as you trace the area you just covered. Make sure you don’t let the ice linger too long over one area though—you want to heighten feeling, not numb the skin. Pop a mint. The menthol creates a tingling sensation that enhances your normal oral sex routine. Suck on a mint until your entire mouth is chilly and start licking or sucking away. Try keeping the mint on your tongue as you gently rub it up and down his

Birthday Lovin!!!!
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Orange Barbecued Chicken
4 chicken breast halves, skinned 1/2 tsp. salt 1/2 tsp. pepper 2 tbsp. vegetable oil 2 tbsp. all purpose flour 1/2 c. commercial barbecue sauce 2 tbsp. brown sugar 1/4 tsp. hot sauce 1 c. orange juice Hot cooked rice Parsley sprigs (optional) 4 orange slices (optional) Sprinkle both sides of chicken with salt and pepper. Cook chicken in hot oil in a skillet over medium heat until browned, turning once. Combine flour and barbecue sauce; stir until smooth. Stir in brown sugar, hot sauce and orange juice; pour over chicken. Cover, reduce heat, and simmer 30 minutes or until done, basting with sauce occasionally. Spoon rice onto serving plate; arrange chicken over rice. Spoon sauce over chicken. Garnish with parsley sprigs and orange slices, if desired. Yield: 4 servings.

Car Hunting
Ok if I get this loan I have a choice between two new cars, a Chevy Aveo sedan or the Dodge Caliber compact wagon Chevy Aveo: price pre haggle: 13,500 Pros: 27/36 mpg Good on insurance cheaper normal car Cons: shorter warranty less space Dodge Caliber: price pre haggle: 15/16k (two dealerships) pros: space Great warranty (lifetime powertrain) more my style handles great more HP cons: even after haggle might not get it as cheap as the chevy gas mileage lower (25/30) (not much lower) a little more to insure (50 a month) I need help deciding between the two don't know which i should go for.

Writers Block Nothing New To
Yes like all the great writers. I have the writers block. Oh I find a line or a word or two that can be apart of somethign great. But right now I am stuck in limbo. I think I work best when I am stressed out big time. Why I do not know. All I know is that is when it happens the most the creative ideas. With working days now and getting a good nights sleep. I am not as stressed out any more. I have also been searching the internet to find more help with stressful times. I have found the site of University of metaphysical Scienes has a few free stress helping Audios and other things. This has help me to relax. So if there are others out there please check it out. Now I am thing of writing a short childerns story. About a very small squirrel who's home is a sunflower plant. All the Squirrel eats is sunflowers. Until he finds his love then starts eating Acorns. Which gets him to become full Grown. So the moral of the story would proboly be. Never be happy with your small world seek to fi

Friends
I honestly don't know what i would do if i didn't have all my friends in my life... My friends mean the world to me and lately I have had to learn a hard lesson on who my true friends were and for those who are there no matter what I LOVE YOU!!!!. I have been threw a lot in my short ass life some things people couldn't imagine and my friends have taught me that life isn't about what all has happened to you in the past but, what you can do to make your future worth while... I would like to thank Aimee, Kissy, and a few others for making me realize i'm a person full of love, honesty and worth being friends with... Now that i got all sappy and shit I will end by saying Thanks a Million for always being there... Your Friend Cort

Lyrics
Dunno why I'm posting this, just happen to enjoy the song..maybe others will appericiate it as well. White Trash Beautiful, Trailer Park Queen She slings hash at the diner from 11 to 5 She married a boy from school, thought he was oh so cool But all he can do for money is drive Out late haulin' freight on Interstate 5, prayin' he'll see home before his baby arrive White Trash Beautiful, there's something you should know My heart belongs to you And you coulda found a better guy I'll love you till the day I die I swear to God it's true I'm comin' home to you I'm comin' home to you girl He lights a cigarette, his eyes half open He won't be home tonight, but she keeps hopin' Drinkin himself to sleep is his only way of copein' She waits for him every night, she leaves the front door open It's 4 AM and doin 95, tryin to stay awake and make it home alive White Trash Beautiful, there's something you should know My heart belongs to you I know you coulda found a be

Finally...
Well...I finished up another physical tournament Sunday...3 months long..and I am glad to be through. I attained 11th Dan and gained the Title of Kuno-ichi Sokobe Sensei...A very prized title in my clan, as well as Nin itself. I finally feel like 15 yrs of training paid off in one day. But I cannot rest, for there are always challenges greater. and now for a poem that came to me as I meditated last night.... I have loved and been hurt by love I have seen joy and yet there is pain I have breathed and yet i am breathless In your presence Consumed by your beauty the essence of love I have walked a thousand miles in my shoes On a road which never ends Through the driving rains many tears have fallen Swept up in the passage of time My heart will linger in the moonlight As i breathe the ocean breeze tonight For on the horizon there is a new day A story still left untold For the dreamer dreams of hope And a lover feels with their heart So why is it human nature

Demonology And Heartache
So unaffectionate, so insecure You claim to know a thing or two about heartache And what it's like to have your insides torn out And I believe you I see it every time your pallbearer's palor is obscured by the darkness Dancing across your face, and when the blackness veils your eyes in pain I know what it's like when memories make you wince And love letters read like obituaries And photo albums are the books of the dead I need no reminders, no more reminders I'll forget the past and lay it to rest If I had my way I'd cut the calluses off your breaking heart If I could get past the sternum Cauterize those wounds with Every kiss I could give to you I'm holding your heart in my hand The reason it still beats Am I being too cryptic? Am I being too obscure? Love kills, romance is dead And I don't even trust myself But I love you And you can pull my wings apart And pin me down under glass Until the end of days if it can help you Discover that we share the same p

Absolute Disgrace
Absolute Disgrace Every time I turn the TV on or read a magazine or listen to the radio I have the pleasure of hearing the latest gossip on every celebrity out there. I have to say that its sick to hear this stuff each and every day. They get more publicity for having driven drunk or showing there private parts to the paparazzi than our men and women fighting in Iraq and Afghanistan. I saw more news coverage over Paris Hilton going to jail, Anna Nicole Smith Overdosing,Lindsey Lohan getting high and Britney Spears being crazy again. Where are the stories on the men and women who died for our country that day, where are the stories of the men and women who stand behind there spouses and brave it all at home, how about the kids who some will never see there mom or dad again, when was the last time anyone wrote a story about a soldier or talked about it on the news for more than 2 mins. I for one am sick and tired of hearing about all these stupid celebrities who can't behave but no

I Know Why Jesus Cried
It's been weeks sence me and gee split.Im still angry and pissed off.Yet,Looking at the situation I kinda know why jesus cried on the cross.He showed the world love and compassion.If someone was hungry he would feed them.If they needed shelter...he found them a place.If they needed words of wisdom and a sholder to cry on.He opend his arms to them.Then A bunch of assholes didn't like what he was doing and the shit hit the fan.All those people he loved and cared for took one look and said fuck him....we don't know him.Then they nailed him on a cross and even his best friends turned the other way and said we don't know his ass. The differance between me and him is.....he loved thousands.I loved one woman and now i sit crusified for just loving someone and wanting a family.

Microwave Barbecued Chicken
4 leg quarters 1 lg. onion 1/2 c. cooking oil Barbecue sauce Salt Pepper Remove skin and fat from chicken legs. Pour cooking oil into a microwave dish. Wet chicken in oil while placing them in dish. Sprinkle salt and pepper to taste on top. Pour a thin coating of barbecue sauce over the chicken. Slice the onion and scatter over the whole dish. Cover the dish with plastic wrap and place in the microwave oven. We set the microwave on high and cook as follows: Cook 3 minutes and turn 180 degrees; cook 3 minutes and turn 90 degrees; cook 3 minutes and turn 180 degrees and cook 3 minutes. Remove from oven and turn meat upside down and pour on another thin coating of sauce. Place in oven again. Cook 2 1/2 minutes and turn 180 degrees; cook 2 1/2 minutes and turn 90 degrees; cook 2 1/2 minutes and turn 180 degrees and cook 2 1/2 minutes. Remove from oven and allow to stop cooking and it is ready to eat.

August 21, 2007
You're motoring through work- or school-related tasks with ruthless efficiency, and might have plenty of time left over later in the day for goofing off. Sometimes your energy takes off without you!

Grilled Shrimp With White Bean Salad
This recipe serves: 6 Ingredients For the white bean salad: 1 cup dried cannellini beans 3 cups low-sodium chicken broth 1 1/2 carrots, cut into 1" pieces 1 1/2 stalks celery, cut into 1" pieces 1 tablespoon olive oil 3 tablespoons chopped pancetta, optional 3 cloves garlic, chopped salt to taste freshly ground black pepper 3 cups washed and stemmed arugula For the shrimp: 1 pound medium-sized shrimp, peeled and deveined 1 tablespoon olive oil Cooking Instructions 1. Soak the cannellini beans in water overnight in the refrigerator. 2. Drain the beans, put them in a pot and add the chicken stock, carrots, celery and enough water to cover the beans by an inch or so. 3. Bring to a simmer, uncovered over medium-high heat. Do not boil. Skim the foam that comes to the surface. (Do not add salt because it will prevent the beans from becoming tender.) 4. Cook until the beans are tender (about 1 hour) and remove from heat. Drain and discard the carro

August 21, 2007
Something big happens in your love life and you can hardly think about anything else. It could be someone new, or maybe a milestone of sorts with your current partner. Whatever it is, keep smiling!

Horoscope Again
Once again, my horoscope is right on today. It said that I'm just breezing through work stuff. Usually I get really distracted (hmmmmmm) but for the most part I've been really efficient today and gotten a lot of things done! Granted, the times the horoscope doesn't actually fit are more often, but when they're on, they're RIGHT ON!

Greek Chicken En Papillote
This recipe serves: 4 Preparation time : 20 minutes Cooking time : 40 minutes Ingredients 4 boneless, skinless chicken breasts, about 4 to 6 ounces each 4 cloves garlic, chopped 1 large onion, sliced into rings 2 plum tomatoes, quartered 8 black olives, pitted and chopped 2 teaspoons dried marjoram 2 teaspoons dried thyme 2 teaspoons dried oregano 1/4 cup feta cheese 2 tablespoons olive oil 1/2 teaspoon salt freshly ground black pepper 1/4 cup white wine Cooking Instructions 1. Preheat the oven to 350°F. 2. Cut 4 round pieces of parchment paper large enough to contain the chicken and vegetables when folded in half. 4. Spray the parchment rounds with non-stick cooking spray. 5. Place a chicken breast in the center of each piece of parchment. Divide the onions, tomatoes, olives, herbs and cheese equally and lay them on top of each chicken breast. Drizzle with olive oil and season with salt and pepper. 6. Fold the paper in half and crimp

Breaking Up Is Easy!
http://news.yahoo.com/s/nm/20070821/od_nm/love_lost_odd_dc Advice to the lovelorn: You will survive: study By Julie Steenhuysen Tue Aug 21, 9:52 AM ET Despite the laments of pining pop stars and sad sack poets, U.S. researchers now think breaking up may not be so hard to do. "We underestimate our ability to survive heartbreak," said Eli Finkel, an assistant professor of psychology at Northwestern University, whose study appears online in the Journal of Experimental Social Psychology. Finkel and colleague Paul Eastwick studied young lovers -- especially those who profess ardent affection -- to see if their predictions of devastation matched their actual angst when that love was lost. "On average, people overestimate how distressed they will be following a breakup," Finkel said in a telephone interview. The nine-month study involved college students who had been dating at least two months who filled out questionnaires every two weeks. They gathered data from 26 pe

Laxative Cough Syrup My Favorite Adult
The owner of a drug store walks in to find a guy leaning heavily against a wall. The owner asks the clerk, "What's with that guy over there by the wall?" The clerk says, "Well, he came in here this morning to get something for his cough. I couldn't find the cough syrup, so I gave him an entire bottle of laxative." The owner says, "You idiot! You can't treat a cough with laxatives!" The clerk says, "Oh yeah? Look at him, he's afraid to cough!"

Society...is Everyone A Tramp?
Something I've been thinking seriously about that really bothers me. I am one of the many men in America who is attracted to thin women. Now, this use to be a good thing until not long ago. You can't seem to find thin women who are available any more. Wanna guess why?... it's not neccesarily because they're all married either. What I've found is that women who are blessed with thin bodies almost always end up using it to make money. Now, don't get me wrong. I"m not saying that they all become prostitutes but they do find one way or another to get paid for looking the way they do. I don't mean just modeling either. There are any number of ways to sell yourself without actually selling yourself. Web cams and phonelines that hire mock customers to generate the appearance of a large membership, sex lines for lonely men, porn movies, porn mags, and the list goes on and on. Now, before you think that I'm some prude believe me when I tell you that...I am definately not. I do beli

Enough Is Enough (a Pissed Off Rant)
WHAT IS IT ABOUT PEOPLE WHO SEND FRIEND REQUESTS AND DON'T HAVE THE DECENCY TO AT LEAST SAY HELLO FIRST? I DON'T KNOW HOW OTHER PEOPLE ARE IN THIS SITE BUT I'D LIKE SOMEONE TO AT LEAST MAKE AN ATTEMPT TO BE A FRIEND BEFORE I ACCEPT A FRIEND REQUEST. MAYBE IT'S JUST ME. BUT SENDING ME A FRIEND REQUEST WITHOUT SAYING ONE WORD TO ME FIRST IS THE PERFECT WAY TO GET DECLINED WITHOUT ME EVEN THINKING ABOUT IT. I HAVE ENOUGH FRIENDS AND FANS WHO NEVER SAY A WORD TO ME. I DON'T NEED ANOTHER ONE ON TOP OF WHAT I ALREADY HAVE.

Something Happened
Something happened that tore my life upside down, I was too tired to fight, but today I realize that giving up wont take away the pain, wont dry the tears, it wont make things any easier. Giving up would only cause more pain. So I decided to live my life one day at a time and it's ok to cry, but always remember that will get better Something happened that tore my life upside down but I am not giving up.

Psst Have You Heard The Latest Its Spreadin Like Wild Fire
----------------- Bulletin Message ----------------- From: ~`!cRaZy-SHARON!`~ Date: Aug 22, 2007 8:14 AM ----------------- Bulletin Message -----------------From: Concrete Evidence Official Street TeamDate: Aug 22, 2007 6:37 AMHey everyone, I know I tell you guys everyday, but please continue to play Without You. All ya gotta do is click the link! Thanks everyone for all your support!And as always, don't forget to leave CE some love!!!a>

For Lack Of New Materiel...force
Right away when he walked in I could tell he was nerves so I asked him to mix us a drink. After chit-chat, and several drinks later; it was time for the kid gloves to come off. A small gesture of bumping into someone can be the opening for a lot of things....(smiling). A quick turn while moving the breast close enough to tease, does wonders. From there a very soft whisper makes him get close into you and before you know it your lips are feeling the smoothness of each others (for lack of a better word) alpha for the first time. Then, a roaming of the hands lets the other one know it's ok to touch and your off to a wonderful, investigating touch and experimenting session. This one became different, he laid on the bed with his clothes on, waiting for me to lay in his arms. After a very nice, long, sometimes heavy, sometimes soft kissing session and some more whispering about things to come; my clothes came off, and his half way did. He wanted to please me first. He when down on me a

Please Take A Moment And Remember Gwen Araujo
Gwen Amber Rose Araujo (February 24, 1985 – October 4, 2002, née Edward Araujo, Jr.) was a transgendered teenager who died during or shortly after being attacked by multiple individuals. The events leading up to Araujo's death were the subject of a pair of criminal trials in which it was alleged that the attackers were angered by the discovery that Araujo — who, at the time, was living as female — was biologically male. In the most recent trial, two of the defendants were convicted of second-degree murder, but the jury concluded that no hate crime was committed. The circumstances of the case have caused it to become a rallying point for the LGBT community, and a number of underreported and controversial aspects about the case and about Gwen's murder remain points of contention. aujo lived in Newark, California, USA. Family members report that she was a happy and energetic child who was always laughing and quite active. She expressed the desire to be female from an early age and, j

I Could Fall In Love
I could lose my heart tonight If you don't turn and walk away 'Cause the way I feel I might Lose control and let you stay 'Cause I could take you in my arms and never let go I could fall in love (in love) with you I could fall in love (in love) with you (you, baby) I can only wonder how Touching you would make me feel But if I take that chance right now Tomorrow will you want me still (Baby, will you want me?) So I should keep this to myself And never let you know I could fall in love (in love) with you (I could fall in love with you) I could fall in love (in love) with you (you, baby) And I know it's not right And I guess I should try To do what I should do But I could fall in love, fall in love, with you (you, baby) I could fall in love with you Siempre estoy soñando en ti Besando mis labios, acariciando mi piel Abrázandome con ansias locas Imaginando que me amas Como yo podía amar a tí So I should keep this to myself And never let you know I

Hi
Dear friends i am in the lucys contest. i need more ratings and comments more than 10,000. So, dear friends please repost this to ur friends and fans. Ask them to rate me and dont forget to comment on my pixs. kiss u Here is the link, plz comment http://fubar.com/viewimage.php?u=775696&albumid=519336&i=1371656759

3-legged Chicken
One day a traveling salesman was driving down a back country road at about 30 mph when he noticed that there was a three-legged chicken running alongside his car. He stepped on the gas but at 50 miles per hour. The chicken was still keeping up. After about a mile of running the chicken ran up a farm lane and into a barn behind an old farm house. The salesman had some time to kill so he turned around and drove up the farm lane. He knocked at the door and when the farmer answered he told him what he had just seen. The farmer said that he was a geneticist and had developed this breed of chicken because he, his wife and his son each like a drumstick when they have chicken and this way they only have to kill one chicken. "That''s the most fantastic thing I've ever heard," said the salesman. "How do they taste?" "I don't know," said the farmer. "We've never caught one."

Help Her Godfather
SHES GOT 350,000 TO GO AND TO SOME THAT MAY SEEM ALTO BUT TO THOSE THAT HAVE BEEN WITH US FOR A WHILE KNOW THAT ITS NOT..SHES GOT A HAPPY HOUR SCHEDULED NEXT HOUR SO ALL LEVLERS NEED TO BE RATING HER. *Dark Enigma* {Lady Di's B*tch} Club FAR@ fubar

Ouch..
My God…My head was spinning and I could feel my heart beating in my head. I tried to piece together the images that were loose in my brain…I went to the bar…meet up with some friend….started drinking…changed bars (a couple times)…dancing…being nasty and feeling so wonderfully slutty…hooking up with Chris… getting pissed off at him….drinking some more…the room was spinning…going black….falling…looking up and seeing Chris…nothingness…..being carried…..dropped (ouch!)….cold water….my arms getting tied…trying to fight but unable to move…I could feel my body being lifted up by my arms…the pain in my wrists is burning…. My body is on fire with pain…I feel hits landing…fists, slaps, a belt…my body aches…I hear someone screaming then realize it’s me…then blackness… My head hung down, my sweaty hair hanging damply across my sweating face in a tangled mass. I looked down at my rounded breasts protruding from my thin ribcage. Sweat beaded out on them now, and all down the smooth white flatness

Pork Kabobs
Grill or broil these tasty pork kabobs. Ingredients include marinated pork cubes, mushrooms, onions, hot cooked rice, and bell peppers. INGREDIENTS: * 1 can (14 ounces) beef broth * 2 tablespoons cornstarch * 2 tablespoons soy sauce * 1 tablespoon light brown sugar, packed * 2 cloves garlic, finely minced * 1/2 teaspoon ground ginger * 1 1/2 pounds pork loin, lean, cut into 1-inch cubes * 1 large red onion, cut into wedges * 1 large bell pepper, cut into squares * tomato wedges * hot cooked rice PREPARATION: In a saucepan, combine broth, cornstarch, soy sauce, brown sugar, garlic, and ginger. Bring to a boil, stirring constantly. Reduce heat and continue to cook, stirring, until thickened. Arrange pork cubes on skewers, alternating with mushrooms, peppers, and onion wedges.Grill or broil for 20 to 30 minutes, or until done, turning and brushing with the sauce mixture frequently. Serve with tomato wedges and hot cooked rice.

My Love Come To Me
My love come to me I want you to devour my soul, For my blood inside is boiling To feel each tender touch of yours, My body is yours as yours is mine Forever entangled till the end of time I embrace you in the presence Of an everlasting love. My love come to me Take my clothes, keep me naked, Seduce me with your passion, And provoke my desires, Of this passion I give to you, Make love to me my sweet Like there is no tomorrow, I want you to search and touch Every single inch of my body As you to take me to the heavens above. My love come to me Let me hear you whisper All my longing desires, Let me feel you seduce me Little by little...feel your fire With the heat of your embrace And your flames of seduction, Take me to edge of erotic fantasies. My love come to me I want to let you know, That I am the fire of your touch You will burn in the ecstasy, From the flames of my passion. As you take from me the nakedness of my soul I am wrapped in the r

Fukturds #2
PHEAA Awards More than $500,000 in Bonuses 08/23/2007 7:59 am Comments: 0 (View) Pennsylvania's student loan agency is awarding more than half a million dollars in bonuses to its top executives, prompting new criticism of its spending by Governor Ed Rendell's administration. The Pennsylvania Higher Education Assistance Agency's chief executive, Richard Willey, received the highest bonus Wednesday – more than $180,000. That's on top of his annual salary of more than $289,000. PHEAA's four executive vice presidents got bonuses ranging from $52,000 to $113,000. PHEAA spokesman Keith New says the bonuses are legitimate rewards for a wide range of financial accomplishments, and less money is being spent on them this year because the agency has fewer executive vice presidents. Rendell spokesman Chuck Ardo says the governor was “disappointed,” saying the agency should be focusing on helping more students to pay for college.

Thrown Away By Family
you know its pretty damn bad when the family your born to throws you otta their life and tells you never to come back, just because you wanna be with someone you love. Well thats whats happenened. The one sister in the whole world that i love more than anything called me everything in the book because I'm moving to a different state to be with Jim. Its heartbreaking to know that the people I call my internet family care more for me than my own family. And even worse ...it's sickening to think that even though we both went through the same hell, she found someone to love her but is angry that I've found someone who loves me and my son? What the fuck is that? I still love my sis even if she did throw me away, thats just how I am. I may not be good enough to love but damn it I'm still gonna love her...she can't change that.

Forever Misuderstood(peom/rap)
what u dont get u see it for what it iz u blind like ever1 else quick to judge but not ur own self if i speak to u that cause u dig what im saying we stop talking u could not feel me even if i was on ur face like a zit quit never forget but it the reason im blocking u from everything..yahoo 2 my priv parts sex is so much a weapon but ur mind is the target when it all start

Tortilla De Patatas
If you like the taste of french fries, you'll love the spanish tortilla. When made correctly, the spanish tortilla is a delicious half-inch thick "cake" of fried potatoes mixed with fried eggs and onions. After cooking, the tortilla can be cut into pizza-like triangles to serve 4-6 people, or cut into squares to give a whole group a bite-sized toothpick sample. 1 cup olive oil four large potatos (peel and cut into small pieces about 2mm thick) salt to taste one large onion, thinly sliced four large eggs. Some people add thin slices of red pepper together with the onion. Heat the oil in a 9-inch skillet, add potato pieces, one slice at a time so that they don't stick. Alternate layers of potato and onion. COOK slowly, medium flame. DO NOT FRY!! Turn occasionally until potatoes are tender, but NOT brown. They must be loose, not "in a cake". Beat eggs in a large bowl with a fork. Salt to taste. Drain potatoes. Add potatoes to beaten eggs, pressing them so that eggs cover t

Gone
TOO MANY ARE GONE AND NO ONE PAYS ATTENTION TOO MANY FIGHT FOR FREEDOM AGAINST TERROR AND DECENTION TOO MANY GIVE UP LIVES AND NO ONE SEEMS TO CARE JUST AS LONG AS ALL IS FAIR TOO MANY ARE GONE AND NO ONE PAYS ATTENTION BUT I FOR ONE DO WITH ALL MY HEARTFELT APPRECIATION

Tired Of It
ok im tired of people acting childish because i dont rate 10 all the time, i rate as i see fit, dont yell at me yell at the people who run this site, im only on here to meet people, i only rate a 1 if i hate the pic and i only rate a 10 if i really like the pic, if you dont like that then go somewhere where they only allow perfect people, im not perfect and nether are you, i can accept it can you? this is a public website not your pop contest in which everyone is a winner, if it makes you happy tell the people who run it to take out 1-7 and only keep 8-10 or even 9-10 so that you can feel like you are the most beautiful person in the world,

People Are Kind Out There!!
I want to thank everyone who helped me out today. On time schedule, have to be at work by one and all that junk!! lol I will return all the "love", maybe not at quick as I would like too, but I will!!!! Thanks again!!!!!

Some Interesting Facts About Me...
Despite the explicit content of my profile, I thought I would let you in on some interesting facts about me: 1. I wear 4 inch heels to be 5'5" 2. I am a blood and platelette donor (and am a bone marrow donor) and that is why I only have 2 tattoos 3. I have a 132 IQ 4. I am NOT sad often 5. I am concerned ALWAYS about my physical appearance and my BMI (Some call it vain, I call it being intent on NOT being a pig) 6. I am in the process of going back to active duty military 7. I have been revived from death twice (Once I fell off of a 35 foot cliff, broke 4 bones and had to be defibbed on the medi-flight to the hospital, the second time, I had internally hemmoraged and required some serious handiwork and transfusions to bring me back) 8. I believe in Karma 9. My threshold for pain is rediculously high 10. I believe that true love happens in its own time, if it ever happens at all. 11. I have 6 piercings in various places on my body. 12. I didn't discov

Fubar.com
This is my 1st and only blog entry. I just need to say a few things before I go. To My Friends: Wicked Lil Girl, Longhair43302, TallDirtyBlonde, BuzzedBK, preroll, Ta2dleo, Angel.Baby, KimbaKat, Dacoob, Xiola, Bakedoutdiva, and ArmyGruntJoe, ms $cashy$... I luv you all and will miss talkin to ya. you all hav made this alot of fun. The conversations, the pix, and everything in between. For all of this I Thank You. However, due to some peoples lack of respect during conversations, I am Logging out completely. This website has caused tooooo much drama in my marriage. Therefore, I am taking the initiative to stop what is hurting my relationship, rather than bitch at every person who makes unneccasary comments. To all listed above, it wasn't you. All comments recieved were cool. I know that i was not 100% inoccent, but i never intended for conversations to go the way they did. Thank You to the people who disrepected my marriage for reminding me that trust should be

Help Level A Friend
i am trying to find help for a friend in rating his pictures to help him level he has about 50,000 to go and his wife is trying to attract attention but has not succeded very well. if the image isnt there copy and paste link that is thanks!! http://fubar.com/viewimage.php?u=608854&i=2244282492

Food
As I sit here writing this my stomach growls at me. I try to hush it with some water. This lack of food is not due to there not being food in the house, there is always something I can find. But more of a personal demon trying to survive. The demon that tells me feeling hungry all the time is normal and eventually it can just go away. That I can survive on just water and energy pills. I know the demon is lying to me but it is hard to ignore the demon. I have known it for so long and can easily find comfort in its cruel arms. It is like the love for an abusive lover. One will keep going back just because it is safer to know that one will not be alone instead of being safe. The demon has been there for me when a guy hasn't, and has made me happy when I see the scale drop from the day or week before. The demon convinced me that a weight of 122 is a better goal to try for than a more healthy but heavier weight of 130. My friends all fight for me to hear their voices that it is

Smashing Pumpkins - Mayonnaise
Fool enough to almost be it Cool enough to not quite see it Doomed Pick your pockets full of sorrow And run away with me tomorrow June We'll try and ease the pain But somehow we'll feel the same Well, no one knows Where our secrets go I send a heart to all my dearies When your life is so, so dreary Dream I'm rumored to the straight and narrow While the harlots of my perils Scream And I fail But when I can, I will Try to understand That when I can, I will Mother weep the years I'm missing All our time can't be given Back Shut my mouth and strike the demons That cursed you and your reasons Out of hand and out of season Out of love and out of feeling So bad When I can, I will Words defy the plans When I can, I will Fool enough to almost be it And cool enough to not quite see it And old enough to always feel this Always old, I'll always feel this No more promise no more sorrow No longer will I follow Ca

My Love!
Dear my love, I've been thinking about you so much that my heart hurts me so much & that all this talking about us being together has got me thinking that i am missing something soooo special in my life, something so sweet, so tender, so romantic, so caring, so loyal, so trustworthy, so sincere, so dedicated. I totally enjoy our weird yet fun conversations that we seem to be having on msn. I so wish that i was with you right now & i so feel terrible that are caught in a trap of pain. I bet you are thinking that i'm the enemy & i'm always here to help you if you like. For us to becoming as one i am so looking forward to it immensely. If you can't come to me next month with your mother then i will do everything i can to get there before christmas that way we can at least meet each other before christmas & take things to the next level. I'm glad that your son thinks that i'm cool. I certainly hope that daughters both like me that way too. I am PROMISING YOU & the CHILDREN th

Leaving Fubar
I am going to be deleting off from this site in a few days. Anyone wanting to keep in touch with me can email me at RednKarl@gmail.com I would love to hear from yall. I just dont get on here enough now to make it worth my while or anyone elses to stay here. Email me if you want to keep in touch. hugs, Cindy

Suicide Or Breaking Down Inside.....
the crimson blood flows from my viens, dripping to the floor below.. tears of pain running down my face, thinking of the love I will never know. the ache inside i can take no longer, I know there is no other cure.. All I ever desired was that perfect kiss, and a love that would always endure. as my mind begins to faulter and fade, I begin to weaken and sigh... I leave you now, but don't be saddened, this is my final goodbye.............. (before you ask, yes I wrote this--

Why Are You On My Friends List?
Hi everyone! I wanted to give a heads up and let you know that I am cleaning out my friends list. There are some people on there that I know I have never talked to before just added as friends, so I am assuming that it was a point thing and thats all. I will be working on it over the next few days. If you want to stay on my list you need to email me or leave a profile comment or something. Now the ones that I have talked to recently, you know who you are, you are not going anywhere! I promise! I love meeting and making new friends, but to me that means you need to communicate a little bit. Dont mean to be harsh, but when you have over 250 people on you list and you maybe talk to 10-15 of them....and thats it....something needs to change. hugs Carrie

The Reward
The Reward I was sitting at home watching some television, it was almost nine am. My wife was at work. I was watching the movie, Showgirls on the VH1 channel. My neighbor from two houses down across the street knocked on the front door. She asked if I could help her with something. The ceiling light in her living room had blown out. She was afraid to climb up a ladder to change the bulb and did not know how to get the cover off of the light fixture. I said sure Id help and followed her out the door. She walked in front of me and of course I fixed my eyes on her ample behind. Im a big fan of the booty. She is a very short woman barely five feet tall and she has some meat on her bones, but not too much. She probably weighs one hundred and thirty-five pounds. She has a coca cola shape. Shes a very attractive woman. We get to her house and I tell her that I can reach it without the ladder. She closes her front door and I get a chair from the Dining room and use it to reach the l

8-26-07
Your great energy makes the day feel like a day off, even if you're at work or dealing with appointments. Somehow your sense of fun pervades the atmosphere so much that others around you join in! ----------------------------------------------------- Only way this would apply is if I considered keeping up with my Fubar Peeps a job. Which it seemed like it yesterday:) Love you all so much!!!!

Got Some People Who Want Some Help
Ya'll, there are some people in my friend's list who want some help. Echo Angel http://fubar.com/echoangel needs help in a contest she is in. Rate her and comment bomb her. Also, ~Dawn~ is trying to start a contest. She is really sweet and offering some nice prizes. The contest is simple, upload a salute with the usual info, but add something for ~Dawn~ on it. For more info go to this blog. http://fubar.com/blog/115966/495825 ~DAWN~@ fubar I am entering, as soon as my digital camera finishes charging...

~bs Games And Broken ¢¾'s~
Ok so I'm done with all the BS games and stupid broken hearts. I want to find someone who will love me for me and won't make me think there's actually hope when there f*cking isn't! I don't want someone who is goin to "love me" for what i look like or how big my tits are. These tits and my looks don't make me a person... I want someone who is willing to take time and get to know mw for the person I am inside. And love me because of that-ALL MY FAULTS INCLUDED!!!!!I want someone between 21-30 years old. I MIGHT make SOME exceptions if you are older! male or femals. Guys have to be taller than me (i'm 5'7" tall) and females have to be shorter but not too short....5'3" shortest. If you are interested please feel free to leave me a private message! ¢¾ Gail

I-n-t-i-m-a-t-e-l-y
INTIMATELY I want you to be so into ME That you will know me I-N-T-I-M-A-T-E-L-Y When we are apart I want you to remember; The curves of my body... The strut in my walk... The twinkle in my eye... And the way that I talk... I want you to be so familiar with ME That you will know me I-N-T-I-M-A-T-E-L-Y When those times come and you have to leave, I want you to remember ME; The scent of my body... The softness of my skin... The sounds that I make, when you are deep within... I want you to be so much apart of ME That you will know me I-N-T-I-M-A-T-E-L-Y When you are lonely and yearning for me you will remember ME; The way we started fights just to enjoy making up... The way I would sneak up behind you and squeeze your butt... The way we made love on the sofa made of soft leather... And nine months later planning our future together... I want you to know when you feel that sudden chill, or suddenly you think its me

I Stand Alonea(the Poem Go Out To A Special Deadbeat!!!!!)
Wrong Way Take your opinions and shove them down your throat Bleed Rot Gag until you choke Following the path that will lead to your demise Do you need more black and blues to open up your eyes? Ripped and torn to pieces screaming out your name As the dictators walk by and puts you to shame Open your mouth and pour out pathetic souls Walking across the fire with bare feet on hot coals Take your pride Take your shame Take your useless cries Put it in a bottle and throw it to the skies Watch it fall and land, broken open on the ground Look how much the gods care at your feeble handmade crown Shut up Walk away Hang your head like a child Waste all our time and make this journey so worthwhile Give me the keys and I'll drive far away Just promise me you'll lay here and forget me today

2 All Who Are Starting School This Semester...plz Read
I JUST WANTED 2 SAY GOOD LUCK 2 ALL OF U N HOPE U ALL DO GOOD IN WHATEVER U R TAKING...HOPE NOTHING STOPS YA FROM DOING GOOD IN UR LIVES....JUST GET RID OF THE BS OF OTHERS N THE WORRIES U HAVE IN URSELF N IN UR LIVES N HEART CUZ BS IS NOT WORTH IT IN THE LONG RUN HONESTLY.. IF U LET IT, IT WILL BRING U DOWN,,,,, I KNOW ITS NOT AS EASY AS IT LOOKS BELIEVE ME BUT TRY... TRYING CAN HELP ALOT.... DONT BOTHER PPL WITH BS THATS NOT WORTH IT...IF U HAVE PROBLEMS THAT ARE REALLY HAPPENING THEN SEEK FRIENDS N FAMILY BUT DONT CAUSE BS EITHER..... BS WILL NOT GET U TO UR GOAL.... STAY POSITIVE LOVE TESS

Cannibal Menu
A cannibal was walking through the jungle and came upon a restaurant operated by a fellow cannibal. Feeling somewhat hungry, he sat down and looked over the menu... Broiled Missionary: $10.00 Fried Explorer: $15.00 Grilled Republican: $100.00 Baked Democrat: $100.00 The cannibal called the waiter over and asked, 'Why such a price difference for the Politicians?' The waiter replied, "Have you ever tried to clean one? They're so full of crap, it takes all morning."

Michael Bublé - Everything
You're a falling star, You're the get away car. You're the line in the sand when I go too far. You're the swimming pool, on an August day. And you're the perfect thing to say. And you play it coy, but it's kinda cute. Ah, when you smile at me you know exactly what you do. Baby don't pretend, that you don't know it's true. Cause you can see it when I look at you. And in this crazy life, And through these crazy times It's you, it's you, You make me sing. You're every line, You're every word, You're everything. You're a carousel, you're a wishing well, And you light me up, when you ring my bell. You're a mystery, you're from outer space, You're every minute of my everyday. And I can't believe, uh that I'm your man, And I get to kiss you baby just because I can. Whatever comes our way, ah we'll see it through, And you know that's what our love can do. And in this crazy life, And through these crazy times It's you, it's you, You make me sing. You're eve

Always Cold
This heart That still adores you Is now dying Afternoon by afternoon Like the light at the end of the day I can't go on I miss you Come back to me Soul of my soul My dearest little life Where are you... Where are you Kill me heaven Swallow me earth Take me Lord If she doesn't come back You may have all the world To hold in your hands All the happiness of another love Better than mine But you'll see When everything is over You'll be alone As I am now Always cold

Loving You With Words.....by Terri Jeffries
Tantalizing words flow onto the page, provoking reactions inside me today. Making me wanton. Driving me wild. I am becoming one with the page, wanting to feel close to each stroke of my pen as pleasure mounts. Merging with words, my emotions start to whimper as my senses react to their heated embrace causing my breathing to accelerate. Visions of kisses, tongues, hands find their way into my mind as sweet rapture spreads delicious heat to every needy place. I come apart as I dot each "I" and cross every "t." Stroking intimate places with intense manipulation wanting to prolong the immense pleasure as I love you with words

Pomes:
Why:9-6-07 Why must I take all this hate you bring upon Me. Im the same like you are a Person. Im not likeing how your talking to Me. Im trying to be the best I can be as a Person. Is there a reson you talk hatefull to Me everytime you speak to Me. Wasent I the perfect Friend,Daughter,Lover,Sister. Please tell me why Im not so perfect for you to like Me. Why aint I someone you can talk to when you have a problem you want deal with. Im just not anything to you am I. What are Dreams:9-16-07 Dreams are when you close your eyes at Night while in bed. They are Goals and things you want to achive in your life. When you let your Mined wonder for a little whiel. Dreams begin when you let them.And they can end as soon as they begin. But remember in the end what is the Dream or Dreams you want to achive in your lifetime. Dont let anyone or anything get in the way of those dreams of yours. Fly Time: Its Time For Me To Fly. I must hold my head up high. I mus

Leaving
Hey gang, just a small update... Off on a business trip to the capital. Will probably be gone 36-48 hrs. Nothing major. Keep em coming cause I return the favors! Peace and Chicken Grease! *Beer better be on someone upon my return!* Jon

When Your Gone
I always needed time on my own I never thought I'd need you there when I cried And the days feel like years when I'm alone And the bed where you lie Is made up on your side When you walk away I count the steps that you take Do you see how much I need you right now? When you're gone The pieces of my heart are missing you When you're gone The face I came to know is missing too When you're gone The words I need to hear to always get me through the day And make it okay I miss you I've never felt this way before Everything that I do Reminds me of you And the clothes you left They lie on the floor And they smell just like you I love the things that you do When you walk away I count the steps that you take Do you see how much I need you right now? When you're gone The pieces of my heart are missing you When you're gone The face I came to know is missing too When you're gone The words I need to hear to always get me through the day And make it ok I m

Cell Phone Rantings
YOU KNOW WHAT REALLY PISSES ME OFF............. When people are driving and talking on thier cell phones. I went out today and from the time I left my home, went to the currency exchange (which is a 1/2 mile) and back home...I saw atleast 10 or more drivers with thier hand and cell phone glued to their ear. Let me ask "WHAT THE HELL IS SO IMPORTANT THAT YOU CANT WAIT UNTIL YOU GET HOME TO TALK ON THE PHONE?" Do people not realize that while driving and using cell phones causes accidents! I know alot of people can mutli-task but driving and holding a cell phone SHOULD NOT be one! This is the most annoying thing ever. Have a brain and some consideration people! I keep wondering why they make..oh lets say HEADSETS, BLUE TOOTH or even that SPEAKER you plug into your cigarette lighter. I think any person who is caught driving while holding a cell phone should be either arrested or charged a real hefty fine! When I'm driving and my cell phone rings I dont answer it. If its so im

~i Am A Real Bitch~(but I Aint Your Bitch!!
A simple bitch will take you where you need to go. *A real bitch throws you her keys and says it needs gas in it! A simple bitch will tell you not to fight, it aint worth it. *A real bitch will say beat her ass and look at the crowd and say "nobody better jump in". A simple bitch will let another bitch know she can back the fuck up or get knocked the fuck out. *A real bitch will just knock her the fuck out!!! A simple bitch tells you, she's had enough to drink. *A real bitch tells you we need another shot, we bout to get fucked up! A simple bitch goes to the club with you and sits down. *A real bitch goes to the club with you and says lets show these simple bitches how we do it. A simple bitch wonders who your new man is. *A real bitch know that mutha fucka's first name, last name , his birthday, where he lives, who he's related to, what kinda car he drive's, where he works, how many babies mama's he has, and how many bitches he is talking to right now!!! A simp

For Edwin-my Love
To my darling music man~ I love you more than words can express The sound of your voice like a sweet caress Calling out to my dying soul, You came into my life and made me feel whole. Unconditional love,you give my heart wings How you offered your love without any strings I love you completely,how can I say? That my heart is your heart until my dying day And when my heart beats it's last and my soul loves you still You'll know how much I love you ANd I always,always will. To infinity and beyond, my love!

Pulling Some Weeds
well gang, its time to cut down the ole friends list. seems there are a few dozen on there that i havnt seen since the day they were added. so, over the next few days, i shall be removing certain people from said list. if i talk to you once or twice a month, no need to worry. if you are on my IM list, no worries. if you have my phone number, no worries. if you have seen me naked, you are stalking me, lmao. and you have nothing to worry about. the point is, its a friends list, not talking to me ever, is not a friend. so, buh bye. if i happen to remove you and you have been in a coma for months, sorry, ill re-add you. and also, for some of you this is a repeat or a threepeat. but my yahoo ate itself, theamazingmarlow. it works for yahoo or msn. toodles doodles you dont have to go home, but you cant stay here.

Today In History
August 28: International Androgynous Goat-People Observance Day 240v AC- Electricity became the new fad in tribes. 2234 BC- White Moses creates the first country club and refuses to give Black Jesus membership, also excludes himself for being Jewish. 2378 BC - Black Jesus creates the universe. 33 AD - St. John of Patmos has a wet dream. 1490-something AD - Chet Columbus lands in Ohio. "Manos" The Hands of Fate - I mess up on this timeline thing. Sorry. 1924 AD - The cheeseburger is invented in Cheeseburg, California 1927 AD - Helen Keller is born but doesn't even notice the difference. 1942 AD - In response to World War II, ham is invented. Winston Churchill proclaims it "One small step for man, one giant leap for breakfast". 1942 AD - Famed restaurant the Grease Hut opens it doors for the first time, collectivly clogging arteries across the nation. 1956 AD - In a remote corner of Canada, nothing happens. 1972 AD - Pringles, the first tessellating potato snack

I Hate You Now
I hate you now... For all you've done. For all these tears I've cried. All these lonely nights. Lies, broken promises and the fairytale life I dreamt of. I hate you now for loving her. Giving her all the things we shared. For pretending I was all you ever needed. I hate you now for forgetting me. Giving up on all I know we could be. Never picking up the phone to call. Acting as if we never mattered at all. I hate you now because I need you to smile. I long for you everynight. Because I want your love no matter how much I try to deny it. I hate you now for stealing my heart, for the fact that I love you more than words can say. Because you haunt my dreams and flood my thoughts. I need you so bad it hurts inside. I hate you because I can't forget and don't wanna let go. Because you are all I want and you don't even know. I hate you now....

I'm Begining To See How Things Really Are.....
I get it... I really do. You send me mail ad nauseum, on how I need to rate your shit, and when I post new shit, most of you don't even bother. I really get it now, don't I.

Battle Of The Sexes Contest (help My Freind Out)
The contest is finally open! It is now a rates only, but you have to leave a comment so I know you rated me! Please click on this pic and help me out!! And, if you can get your friends to rate me and leave a comment that would be really cool! Much love! In order to rate me...you have to rate, fan and add these two people! They are hosting the contest! ~ bbG ~ Have You Seen My Gerbil?@ fubar Stephanie Lynn@ fubar and here is the link to me! (repost of original by '~Dragonphyre~ Single Certified GILF of ~~Spitfire Lounge~~' on '2007-08-28 19:25:44')

Political Correctness
>> Subject: Political correctness >> >> >> >> Due to the climate of political correctness now pervading America, >> Kentuckians, Tennesseans and West Virginians will no longer be >> referred to as "HILLBILLIES." >> >> >> >> >> >> You must now refer to them as >> APPALACHIAN-AMERICANS. >> >> >> >> >> >> And furthermore >> >> >> >> >> >> HOW TO SPEAK ABOUT WOMEN AND BE POLITICALLY CORRECT: >> >> >> >> >> 1 She is not a "BABE" or a "CHICK" - She is a "BREASTED AMERICAN." >> >> >> >> >> >> 2. She is not "EASY" - She is "HORIZONTALLY ACCESSIBLE." >> >> >> >> 3. She is not a "DUMB BLONDE" - She is a"LIGHT-HAIRED DETOUR OFF >> THE INFORMATION SUPERHIGHWAY." >> >> >> >> 4. She has not "BEEN AROUND" - She is a"PREVIOUSLY-ENJOYED >> COMPANION." >> >> >> >> 5 She does not "NAG" you - She becomes "VERBALLY REPETITIVE." >> >> >> >> 6. She is not a "TWO-BI

Brothel
The Brothel The madam opened the brothel door and saw a rather dignified, well-dressed, good-looking man in his late forties or early fifties. "May I help you?" she asked. "I want to see Valerie," the man replied. "Si r, Valerie is one of our most expensive ladies. Perhaps you would prefer someone else," said the madam. "No. I must see Valerie," he replied. Just then, Valerie appeared and announced to the man that she charged $5,000 a visit. Without hesitation, the man pulled out five thousand dollars and gave them to Valerie, and they went upstairs. After an hour, the man calmly left. < BR>The next night, the same man appeared again, once more demanding to see Valerie. Valerie explained that no one had ever come back two nights in a row -- too expensive -- and there were no discounts. The price was still $5,000. Again the man pulled out the money, gave it to Valerie, and they went upstairs. The following night the man was there

Lawsuits...
Good Morning. Following directions…who does that now days? I have to laugh at the number of times I attempted and succeeded to put something together without the use of directions, and then find an added piece that was to be installed…hmmm bad me.. But how about these two goobers who decided that a lawsuit was in order. Amy Mueller filed a lawsuit recently against Samy's Bar and Grill in Joliet, Ill., after she willingly tried to climb onto the bar to dance in May 2006 but fell and broke her ankle. Samy's should have had a "ladder" or other climbing aid, said Mueller's lawyer. [Chicago Tribune, 7-23-07] Well I can see the line forming now at other establishments of this type just to collect on way-word jury verdicts. Here is another. Now this one…I some what can side with the family if indeed they made sure to the establishment their wishes…But who doesn’t check the order to make sure the order is to your liking? Here is the story: Jeromy Jackson and his family filed a $10 million law

John Smith
Commentary in [brackets]: This one is from someone that contacted me previously but not in regards to sex, so stupid me actually thought there would be a normal conversation... john smith: so where u from [first indication he didn't read the profile despite its in the header] Jessi: NY john smith: wow a good ways from me john smith: im in sc Jessi: about 15 hr drive john smith: wow u ever been to mb Jessi: mb? john smith: myrtle ebach john smith: beach Jessi: Nope. john smith: so what do u do for fun Jessi: Paint, play online games, study languages and QP, hang out and other geeky stuff [what? you expect me to say "masturbate on webcam of course!"?] john smith: lol john smith: u have a webcam Jessi: yes john smith: can i see Jessi: hold on a second john smith: k Jessi: [sent picture of webcam] john smith: u are so creuel Jessi: I'm the devils daughter.... john smith: but i like that ill try that one one day [I wanted to a

A Story My Friend Told Me
JUST MOVED TO TEXAS! NOW THIS IS A STATE THAT KNOWS HOW TO LIVE! "BEAUTIFUL SUNNY DAYS AND WARM BALMY NIGHTS. WHAT A PLACE! IT IS BEAUTIFUL HERE. I'VE FINALLY FOUND MY HOME. I LOVE IT HERE. JUNE 12TH REALLY HEATING UP. GOT TO 100 TODAY. NOT A PROBLEM. LIVE IN AN AIR CONDITIONED HOME, DRIVE AN AIR CONDITIONED CAR. WHAT A BREEZE TO MAINTAINED CAR. WHAT A PLEASEURE TO SEE THE SUN EVERYDAY LIKE THIS. I'M TURNING INTO A SUN WORSHIPPER. JUNE 30TH HAD THE BACKYARD LANDSCAPED WITH WESTERN PLANTS TODAY. LOTS OF CACTUS AND ROCKS. WHAT A BREEZE TO MAINTAIN. NO MORE MOWING THE LAWN FOR ME. ANOTHER SCORTCHER TODAY, BUT I LOVE IT HERE. JULY 10TH THE TEMPERATURE HASN'T BEEN BELOW 100 ALL WEEK. HOW DO PEOPLE GET USED TO THIS KIND OF HEAT?AT LEAST, IT'S KIND OF WINDY THOUGH. BUT GETTING USED TO THE HEAT IS TAKING LONGER THAN I EXPECTED.

Irish Lamb Stew
Prep & Cooking Time: 1 hr. 15 min. Yield: 4 servings Serving Size: 4.000 ounces 1 tsp white pepper 1 tsp fresh thyme 2 raw, medium carrots, chopped 1 cup raw, chopped, onion 3 peeled, red potatoes 9 oz raw, lamb, domestic, shoulder (blade) 2 Tbsp wheat or white flour, all-purpose 2 cups canned, fat free, low sodium, beef broth Directions: 1. Trim fat from lamb, cut into 1 inch pieces. In a large saucepan, over medium heat, add lamb, 2-1/2 cups of water, beef broth and white pepper and bring to boil 2. Reduce heat, skim fat, return to medium heat while adding remainder of ingredients, except flour 3. Once brought to a boil, reduce to low heat, simmer for 30 minutes or until vegetables are tender 4. Remove from heat, stir in flour and mix well. Cook for 1-2 minutes 5. Ready to serve Nutrition Facts Per 4.000 ounces Total Calories: 341 Carbohydrates: 34.39 g Total Fat: 13.62 g Protein: 19.36 g Sat Fat: 5.64 g Fiber

Seared Beef With Wasabi Cream Cheese
INGREDIENTS: 1/2 cup soy sauce 1 tablespoon finely minced garlic 1 tablespoon finely minced fresh ginger 1 tablespoon honey 1 tablespoon sesame oil 1/4 cup extra-virgin olive oil 2 tablespoons fresh lime juice (from 1 to 2 limes) 1 (12-ounce) filet of beef 4 ounces whipped cream cheese, at room temperature 1/3 cup prepared wasabi 1 1/2 cups loosely packed cilantro leaves, for garnish Rice crackers, wheat crackers or 1 loaf of French bread, sliced 1/4 inch thick and toasted DIRECTIONS: 1. In a loaf pan, preferably glass, combine the soy sauce, garlic, ginger, honey, sesame oil, 2 tablespoons of the olive oil and the lime juice. Mix well, add the filet, and roll the meat two or three times to coat. Marinate in the refrigerator for 2 hours or at room temperature for 1 hour. If refrigerating, bring to room temperature for 30 minutes before cooking. 2. Meanwhile, combine the cream cheese and the wasabi in a small bowl and set aside. 3. Place a large, nonstick skillet

Hmmm? First Time...
This is my first one. Kinda rough. Getting a feel for it. I've read a lot of them lately and decided to try and give it a try. Let me know honestly what you think. Especially on how I can improve. Thanks. My legs wrap tightly around your body. Just hours before we fought about whatever we could. Now we reconnect with our bodies and our hearts and this is my proof to you how I love you so. I trace my hands along your face, gently tracing your lips I lean up to kiss them. I feel you pull out of me and I unwrap my legs from your waist. You watch intently as I position myself on all fours, lowering my arms onto my elbows, leaving my backside exposed to you. I feel your hands cup my breasts and squeeze my nipples. Your hands move from the top of my back to the bottom. You bring them to my butt and squeeze gently. My juices start to flow. You've always known how to drive me wild. Your hands move to my pussy lips and I can feel you start to spread them, the cold air delivering chills thr

Jokes On You
There was this guy who always went out drinking with his friends. He would always come home very late. One night, while he was at the bar he told them his secret for being able to sneak in late. "When I walk in the house, before the wife can say anything, I lay her down, take off her panties, and give her the best oral sex she's ever had, until she has such an orgasm that she falls into a deep sleep. Then, I wash up and go to bed. By morning, she is so pleased, she doesn't care what time I came home." One of his friends thinks this is a great idea. So he stays out late, comes home, sneaks into the bedroom, gives his wife the best oral sex she's ever had, and goes to wash up. His wife walks into the bathroom, obviously upset that he's home so late. "Hey, why aren't you sleeping?" he asks. "I was was, but I came in to tell you that we've got to sleep on the couch tonight, 'cause my mother is sleeping in our bedroom."

Thoughts For Today...
"Happiness lies for those who cry, those who hurt, those who have searched, and those who have tried, for only they can appreciate the importance of people who have touched their lives." I was sitting here today thinking about all of the people that have recently touched my life in some shape, form or fashion. I remembered seeing this phrase on a very good friends blog and knew that it fit my mood perfectly this afternoon. "Happiness lies for those who cry"...to me this means not to be afraid to show your true feelings...what's in your heart. It does not mean that you're a weak or simple minded person...it just means that you can feel and relate to the emotions that's in your heart. These kind of people are the type that I can relate to the easiest... "Happiness lies for those who hurt"...to be or to have been hurt is something that a person will never forget. They may, in time, forgive but there will always be a constant reminder in that person's mind and heart of how painf

Bloodlust
Bloodlust He slowly climbed the old splintered steps. Each one with a piercing sound as sharp as his blade. Creeping down the Victorian hall he could still hear her screams echoing through his head and bouncing off the ancient dust covered walls. As he staggered through down the hall with this beauties crimson covered, lifeless body slung over his broad shoulder, he stretched out his massive hand to the wall to catch his balance. The thundering sound of his weight hitting the wall was like that of her body as he slammed her into the wall and tore at her dress. He kicked open the bathroom door with such force that as it bounced off the wall and fell off it's rusty hinges. He gazed upon the dim lit room the way he first gazed upon her body as she flaunted it with no self respect. Upon inspection he noticed the empty bathtub, with paint chipping and rust water stains. He placed her lifeless and bloodied body d

Another Girl
Everyone said we would make it together, and that we were such a cute couple Until you met another girl. I tried to make you stay But you wouldn't listen to me You were the love of my life Always staying with me every night Until you met another girl. I cant believe you would do this to me I never thought i would lose you like this I kept seen you less and less All because you met another girl.

You Think You've Hurt Me..
You know you think that you have hurt me, but I've seen your face before, I know why you get defensive, I see right through your wall. I know reality could hurt you, so you push all truth away, don't want to go beyond the barriers, where your love will let you play. With a noose at both ends, and your will right in the middle, and me overlooking it all, from somewhere out the window. Cause you've pushed me right aside, cause I will not stay in the bounds, these fucking games you love to play, have only brought you down. And I feel for you I do, despite everything I care, cause I know there is within you, someone true and someone real. But you've betrayed him and I'm glad, I found out now about this stranger, so go ahead and crawl into her arms, but don't come crying to me later.

Moi Tai
Okay so my brother's crazy ass just called me to tell me that he went for an evaluation for this today and got accepted, but not just accepted, ACCELERATED accepted. It was very cute he sounded like an excited little boy. But then I asked him, "Do you really think you need to learn how to f*ck someone up even more? I mean when you fight it's scary enough." He laughed and said, "But these are power throws!" And I said, "Dude. You hit hard enough." Then we laughed. God help the person that now decides to eff with him.

Downrater
Ok so ~Trophy Wife~@ fubar downrated me basically because I would not remove someone from my fan list so just watch out she might do the same to you, and I would not hurt my feelings if anyone wanted to go and downrate her a little Thanks everyone and have a nice day

A Wind's Passing
If you've read the intro to Maglarp, you probably know that I wrote that for her when she was feeling down. This one I had written for her as well during the year 2006. I loved her, but fate didn't want us to be together. I wrote this for her sad and lonely, but believing that I had to do what was right. She cried because she didn't want to see me go, but knew that no matter how much I would've wanted to be with her and stay I wouldn't have been allowed. I called it A Wind's Passing because the wind comes and goes and you will feel it as it touches others until it passes by you and continues on. This is my story in the sound of wind. A Wind's Passing Tears of friend, tears of sorrow, like the wind gone tomorrow. There are times in many a day that look like limes in the Autumn sun ray. Praying one night when all seems bad that everything is all right not gloomy or sad. Love is one no lesson in school it hurts a ton but is worth a jewel. For a friend,

Happiness
To be happy is to make the best of a situation. I am feeling so much better now that I am away from Philly. That place is a thieving rat's nest of failure. I can feel the negativity melting off of me like so much snow in a spring thaw. I don't think I am the same person when I'm away from there. I can feel myself getting more active and less depressed. I've lost about 4 1/2 pounds in just 4 days and I am biking everywhere I go. I've found several nice country bike paths where I can be out there and riding on my own, getting stronger everyday. Life is what you make of it. Every day is a good day because it is simply one more day. How am I doing today? Outstanding and only improving.

August 31, 2007
You're in a great mood, thanks to a burst of positive energy that can turn almost any activity into good fun. You should be increasingly popular as your spirit starts to infect those around you. and what a burst of positivity I have wooooooooooohooooooooooo

Numbers And Aspects
Numbers and Aspects ..> ..> ..> Number..:NAMESPACE PREFIX = O /> Positive Aspects Negative Aspects 1 Beginnings, originality, leader Arrogance, dominance 2 Feminine, dreams, cooperation Sensitivity, meddling 3 Creativity, birth, mystical Gossipy, moody 4 Foundations, patience, builder Stubborn, rigid 5 Versatile, change, activity Scattered, overindulgent 6 Home, service, family Jealous, worrisome 7 Wisdom, seeker, truth Faithless, critical 8 Power, money, infinity Careless, greedy, authoritarian 9 Healing, understanding Gullible, hypersensitive

Stuffed Pork Chops
Pork chops are stuffed with a mixture of apples, raisins, and cheese, along with bread crumbs and spices. INGREDIENTS: * 6 pork chops, at least 1 1/4 inches thick * 1 1/2 cups bread cubes, toasted * 1/2 cup chopped apple * 1/2 cup shredded sharp Cheddar cheese * 2 tablespoons raisins * 2 tablespoons butter * 2 tablespoons orange juice or apple juice * 1/4 teaspoon salt * 1/4 teaspoon cinnamon PREPARATION: Cut a pocket into each pork chop. Salt and pepper inside of pockets of pork chops. Toss together the bread cubes, chopped apple, shredded cheese, and raisins. In a cup, combine melted butter, juice, salt, and cinnamon.Pour over bread mixture and gently stir until thoroughly mixed. Stuff pork chops lightly with the mixture. Place in a shallow baking dish and bake pork chops at 350° for about 1 hour. Cover with foil and cook 15 to 20 minutes longer, or until pork chops are done. Pork chops recipe serves 6

Great News
So as some of you might know or not know for the past year I have been going to the Cleveland Clinic to get approved for the Gastric Bypass surgery. Well today (8/31/07) that day has finally come. I was very excited about the news and my surgery will be on my 30th birthday 10/1/07. So now the countdown begins as I approach the beginning to my new life. This has been a fight from the beginning and if there is anyone out there that is either considering, going through or knows someone who is doing either. It's one hell of a fight and no matter what, when you think it is impossible just keep pushing forward. There was many times I was about to give up, but I just kept pushing and now I AM THE HAPPIEST I HAVE EVER BEEN! So in closing wish me luck and I'll keep things posted for everyone. ~FRED~

Got Faith?
Faith is the bird that feels the light when the dawn is still dark. --Sir Rabindranath Tagore In the darkness of early morning, the bird outside the window begins to sing. Soon the eastern sky turns pink. The bird continues singing until the first yellow rays warm its soft wings. Then it flies away, not returning to the window until the next morning. We can learn from the small bird how to have faith. We don't need to wait for something we want before having faith we'll get it. We can begin to show our faith by celebrating the things we usually take for granted. After all, when we take something for granted, isn't that a selfish form of faith? We can start by singing a song to celebrate the new day. A day that will warm our hearts and shed light on our actions. Like the bird's faith in the sunrise, we need only to have faith that God meant each day to enrich our lives. What faith can I celebrate right now?

Im So Blessed To See Gods Light ,yeah> You Can Know It See It To Thru Jesus Christ
It,s a great feeling to know our Lord that He is all ,does all and resides in your and my soul. You want to reach out shout and tell all , you want them to see and know and hear and feel all you do . Joy over fills ones soul( MY SOUL) 0h and its lighter some how knowing ,God takes all upon Himself in your life, and my life . All you have to do is follow belive and help others to find the way to know the truth of our Lord. So that they to may belive; and help them to see to make the choice,. and feel love for all; and know there wont be vengence no hate anymore. . All you feel is over whelmed walking in love, with you give to give the word or show Gods love ,, Its a wonderful thing to do , in faith . faith is all you,ll need , ever need in Our Lord ; But there are those who will try to tear you down; And persecute you but thats all worth it to follow our Christ ; cause He sufferd more for us to be free of sin; He gave us a great gife ,no one else could do . Thru

Cherrypiex Contest Needs Help
this is CHERRYPIEX a kool friend of mine her contest started today sept 1, 2007 and will run until sept 9th . stop by and bomb her good Thanks mystical dreams here is the link to her profile too show her some love CHERRYPIEX ~~CONFEDERATE BOMBER AND S*U*P FAMILY MEMBER@ fubar

Thought Process For A Mumm
When it boils down racism is a big thing that hurts modern society, but also racism, of all types, is breed in areas in where money is less available to the majority. This brings up my thoughts on an idea call economical classism. This is where people are treated as sub-human, not because of skin or creed, but because of their relative socio-class standing. Think about it, schools with the highest test scores get more money, to get the higher test scores you must have money, so to get money you need money, same idea with loans. Now how does this effect our society. Well it creates a division in which unless you are in the upper middle to upper class economically you are fucked, even if you have a house and nice toys, you still don't have much. In fact those that are on welfare, after you take out all the debt those in middle class owe with credit issues, are about as rich as a person in middle class. So what makes this difference the ability to be loaned a few extra dollars, that yo

A Prayer For Today
Heaven Father, thank You for Your Kingdom which is righteousness, peace, and joy. I choose to seek Your Kingdom today. I choose to seek Your way of doing things. I invite You, Holy Spirit, to direct my steps and keep me close to You always. In Jesus' Name, Amen.

Sitting Here
Sitting here I know where i want to be Safe, warm and comfortable in ur arms I know there i will find happiness but better yet would be to find Myself in the warmth of your heart I need ur touch and ur love Will you give them to me? Must it be earned or given? sitting here i know where i want to be

Gentle Thoughts...
Gentle thoughts for today. Birds of a feather flock together and crap on your car. When I'm feeling down, I like to whistle. It makes the neighbor's dog run to the end of his chain and gag himself. A penny saved is a government oversight. The real art of conversation is not only to say the right thing at the right time, but also to leave unsaid the wrong thing at the tempting moment. The older you get, the tougher it is to lose weight, because by then your body and your fat have gotten to be really good friends. The easiest way to find something lost around the house is to buy a replacement. He who hesitates is probably right. Did you ever notice: The Roman Numerals for forty (40) are " XL." If you think there is good in everyb ody, you haven't met everybody. If you can smile when things go wrong, you have someone in mind to blame. The sole purpose of a child's middle name is so he can tell when he's really in trouble. There's always a lo

Wine And Wisdom...
Ben Franklin said, "In wine there is wisdom; in beer there is freedom, in water there is bacteria". In a number of carefully controlled trials, scientists have demonstrated that if we drink 1 liter of water each day, at the end of the year we would have absorbed more than 1 kilo of Escherichia coli, (E. coli) - bacteria found in feces. In other words, we are consuming 1 kilo of poop. However, we do NOT run that risk when drinking wine and beer (or tequila, rum, whiskey or other liquor) because alcohol has to go through a purification process of boiling, filtering and/or fermenting. Remember: Water = Poop, Wine = Health Therefore, it's better to drink wine and talk stupid, than to drink water and be full of crap. (LMAO - to those who talked to me last night... sorry I was a bit stupid... LOL)

Thank You All
GOOD MORNING ALL I WANT TO THANK YOU ALL FOR THE WONDERFUL SUPPORT YOU HAVE ALL SHOWN ME SO FAR IN THE SEXY TATTOO CONTEST IT HAS BEEN AMAZEING YOU HAVE ALL BEEN SO WONDERFUL STOPPING BY AND HELPING ME OUT. HOPE YOU ALL HAVE A GREAT SUNDAY HUGS AND LUV TO YOU ALL Sexy & Romantic glitter graphics from S e x i l u v . c o m

Thought For Today
Thought for Today I receive Divinely inspired ideas in response to my requests for guidance. When I put them into action, I am bringing forth the answers to my prayers. I am motivated and organized to act on what I believe.

Lab Results...
An old man goes to see the doctor and gets some tests. When the results come in, the doctor calls the old man in and says, "You'd better sit down. It's pretty bad." The old man, naturally, gets all nervous and asks, "What is it, Doc? Don't hold back -- just give it to me straight." "Well," says the doctor, "you have cancer and you have Alzheimers." The man replies, "Wow. Well, at least I don't have cancer."

My Mumm
to anyone who has recently voted or commented on my mumm titled point hound or friend and your actaul person who wants to make friends please cehk me out and if youd likeyou can send me a message on messenger shespel218 i my name on there.

Things That Been Happing In My Life
o i had a great bithday we all went to Kingstown Bowl it was Toga Karaoke night it was lots of fun got lots of pic so im going to put them up soon. the next day i went to hang out with sum friends and watch movies and bullshit but i got a call from my mom (there were in Navarre, FL visiting with my grandmother) she was really upset she told me that my grandmother was in the hospital and she wasnt doing good (it was all of a suddin caues my mom said she was up and cleaning doing yard work my grandmother) so i told my mom please let me know hows she doing. well i get another call later on that night from my dad telling me she passed away i was like "what omg" and i couldnt stop crying caues the last time i saw here was in 2003 and I talked to her on my bday she was singing happy bday to me.but i was very thankful to my friends that i was with they helped me calm down.(thanks Lacey,Chase,Kevie, and to the other that called me thank you) i miss here so much. i didnt get to say goodbye. I e

Dream In Iraq
Ok my wife wanted me to type out this dream since for some reason i still remember it to detail.. Well the dream started with the blackhawks coming down at my fob and me pulling security with nothing more than flip flops and a pair of pt shorts with my weapon. My parents and my wife got off the bird and i told them to run into the building where my hootch was at. Well they got in and i walked in behind them as the birds dusted off and the sky became dark for a second. Well after talking to them at my hootch about there trip they asked how the past six months was for me at that hell hole. So i started walking them around and showing them different things on my fob. Well about 10 min into walking around i heard a mortor shot off so i told them to run into the building. About the time that i walked in after they ran the mortor exploded in the motor pool area. 4 or 5 more landed and after a 10 min wait we went back outside to look at the damage. After seeing they missed everything

New Year's Crap
Wow. I really don't do New Year's Resolution well or at all.... ---------------------------------------- ------------------------------------------------------ Last New Year's resolution 2006 This is really late but I hadn't had time to think about it until now. Now that I'm making more money and can serious think some of this stuff. 1. Move out of my parents place, I need more space and more private. I can now apply to income housing in NYC, if I put one pay check a month away I have 6 month of living expenses saved up in 6 months; if I put 2 checks away per month and live of the other two checks I have 67 months of living expenses in 3 months. How badly do I want my own place. 2. Put another $1000 in IRA savings account. 3. Put more money away in my regular savings account. 4. Get ready for Anime Boston. 5. Practice drawing and artwork. 6. Finish artwork and poetry for "Illustrated Mind" release in December. (Stick to deadline!!!) 7. Stick to diet. 8. Finish Se

Giveaway
If anybody is bored or just would like to help me I'd appreciate it. I'm in a giveaway & need a total of 20,000 comments on a pic that a great friend graciously hosted for me. If you're interested here's the link... AND, If you want a really good friend add her too. You won;t be sorry, I promise :D Nassy V4mpir3 Bitch FUBAR WIFE OF CARNAGE NSFW@ fubar Thank you, KDM

Dear Mark
Subject: Dear Mark, Message: Message: I ___ you. You have a nice______. You make me _______. You should _______. Someday I will ______. You + me =________. If I saw you now I'd __________. I want to ________ you. I would build a ______ just for you. If I could sing you any song it would be _________. We could __________ under the stars. Love, _______________ (P.S. ______________.) REPOST THIS "DEAR (YOUR NAME)" AND SEE WHAT ANSWERS U GET... This lots of fun!! And you can really make someone's day.

Ending In A Kiss
The blood upon your sleeve is gonna leave a stain, Let's bare our hearts and dance in the rain, This love you play just like a game, Another pretty face without a name, If you stay I'll come back kicking and screaming, If you leave I'll hate you and remain dreaming, You keep me at arms reach and I don't know what to do, No matter how hard I try there's no resisting you, My hearts broken and there's no one to blame, Let's take our skins off and all be the same, We can get lost In a wonderland engulfed in our pain, I'm just another heart to add to your chain, Kicking and screaming, Hate you but dreaming, Denying but still crying, Failure to resist, Ending in a kiss

Creative Visualization
Search Video Codes Creative Visualization Whatever you ardently desire, Sincerely believe in, Vividly imagine, and Enthusiastically act upon, Must inevitably come to pass. - Sybil Leek, Diary of a Witch What is Creative Visualization? Creative visualization is the technique of using your imagination to create what you want in your life. In the past many of us have used our power of creative visualization in a relatively unconscious way. Because of our own deep-seated negative concepts about life, we have automatically and unconsciously expected and imagined lack, limitation, difficulties, and problems to be our lot in life. It should be noted that this technique cannot be used to "control" the behavior of others or cause them to do something against their will. Whatever you try to create for another will always boomerang back to you. That includes both loving, helpful, or healing actions and negative, destructive ones. To use creative visualization it is not

Friends 1
A friend is someone to dream with while plotting your goals. Real friends make awesome cheerleaders. They believe in you and in your ability to achieve your goals. Everyone else may be politely disinterested in what you are planning to do with your life, but your real friends will be thrilled to hear about what you are doing. They will help you to brainstorm ideas and will pitch in to help you make your dreams come true whenever possible.

Need Help
heres my dilemma my sisterinlaw is a member of fubar she need a saulte too level up she does not own a web cam nar can she afford one can anyone help her make a saulte if so plz let me know i will be so gratful love&respect

Pain And Love
Hell-hot tears streaming down my face A love for years ending in disgrace My love for you lost, after I gave all of me Such a hopeless cause, how cruel love can be Rain used to cheer these odd moods of mine Now it deepens the gloom of what's left behind Sunshine is the enemy to the place I dwell It should let me be, stay down where I fell Fell so far, fell so deep Cringing hard, as the blood begins to seep Trained to withold my pain My sorrow is my shame I keep it buried within I could really use a friend.

9-3-07
It is almost certainly time for a heart-to-heart with your romantic partner or a troubled family member. Even if things are going smoothly, you may surprise yourself with what you've got to say. ---------------------------------------------------- Yeah it is time, but she will hide that fact that she doesn't love me like I loved her. Life is unfair, but I will stick it out for 2 reason and here they are.......

My Hero
So Saturday my Luvy and myself decided to clear out my closet. It was nice of her to volunteer cause Lord knows I'd still be there. Anyway we're in full swing and cleared a path into it when she goes, "Wait wait! Spider SPIDER!" I looked down and saw this gross brown spider thingie, and I immediately freaked. I started screaming at her to kill it so she grabs my water bottle and I had a total oscar worthy moment. I threw my hands up like I was going to get hit by a train and screamed, "No! Not my water bottle!" Laughing she tossed it onto my bed and grabbed a cain of mine and jabbed at it, missing completely.... and sending it running towards me. Soo... this is what I did. I screamed bloody murder, jumped clearly over box that we had pulled out and did an olympic dive into a pile we had pulled out of the closet. Then I started jumping up and down in place SCREAMING Kill it Kill it! She just looked at me and says... "You know, I'm scared of spiders too, but YO

Our Apartment!
So Dennis and I finally got our own place! It's really nice. Of course there are a few minor things that need to be fixed but hey it's an apartment that's to be expected! But it looks so nice with all our stuff in it. But I'm so happy we finally live together. We haven't been together long but I feel like I have known him my whole life. He's amazing. And I don't doubt my decision at all! It's so nice to just cuddle up with him at night and watch a movie. It just feels so right. But anyways I just wanted to let everyone know! LOVE Y'ALL!

Choosing A Wife
A man wanted to get married. He was having trouble choosing among three likely candidates. He gives each woman a present of $5,000 and watches to see what they do with the money. The first does a total make over. She goes to a fancy beauty salon gets her hair done, new make up and buys several new outfits and dresses up very nicely for the man. She tells him that she has done this to be more attractive for him because she loves him so much. The man was impressed. The second goes shopping to buy the man gifts. She gets him a new set of golf clubs, some new gizmos for his computer, and some expensive clothes. As she presents these gifts, she tells him that she has spent all the money on him because she loves him so much. Again, the man is impressed. The third invests the money in the stock market. She earns several times the $5,000. She gives him back his $5,000 and reinvests the remainder in a joint account. She tells him that she wants to save for their future bec

Happy Anniversary!
I love you so much more Than any poem or story could ever say Love, four letters that can't come close To what I feel on this day The emptiness inside me, you filled You completed me Every single void Showed me who I could be If you left me I don't know what I would do I hope you never do Cause I love you Every time I hear that song, I think of you and me Nothing has proven wrong And hopefully nothing will I wrote this to say How much I love you Happy Anniversary My love will always be true

Just A Joke
A fireman is polishing his fire engine outside the fire station when he notices a little girl next door in a little red cart with little ladders hung on the side and a garden hose tightly coiled in the middle. The little girl is wearing a fireman's helmet and has the cart tied to a dog and a cat. The fire-fighter walks over to take a closer look: "That's a lovely fire engine", he says admiringly. "Thanks", says the little girl. The fireman looks closer and notices the little girl has tied one of the cart's strings to the dog's collar and one to the cat's testicles. "Little colleague", says the fire-fighter, "I don't want to tell you how to run your fire engine, but if you were to tie that rope around the cat's collar, I think you could probably go a lot faster." The little girl pauses for a moment, looks at the wagon, at the dog and at the cat, then shyly looks into the fireman's eyes and says: "You're probably right, but then I wouldn't have a f**king siren, would I

Arms Of My Baby
I've been running around I gotta slow down and spend time with my man From city to city Pleasing the world but neglecting him Living on the road is so damn tough Talking on the phone is never enough I gotta back to the place that I'm used to And I feel like I need to be in the arms of my baby And I gotta find my way back home to my baby now I've been lacking affection Craving for the touch of his gentle hands So much love and devotion No matter what I go through he understands He sends me flowers but they don't compare To how he runs his fingers through my hair I gotta get back to the place that I'm used to And I feel like I need to be in the arms of my baby And I gotta find my way back home to my baby now Feels like I need my baby now Feels like I need my baby now Feels like I need my baby now Feels like I need my baby Oh I need him Oh I need him, yes I need him just to tell him that I love him And I ah ah ah ah Feel like I need to be in the arm

Just A Cute Joke
Eleven people were hanging on a rope under a helicopter, ten men and one woman. The rope was not strong enough to carry them all, so they decided that one had to leave, because otherwise they were all going to fall. They weren't able to name that person, until the woman gave a very touching speech. She said that she would voluntarily let go of the rope, because, as a woman, she was used to giving up everything for her husband and kids or for men in general, and was used to always making sacrifices with little in return. As soon as she finished her speech, all the men started clapping.

Falling Inlove
Falling in love and love are two quiet different feeling. Falling in love can be either a flash of emotions or a first step towards love. Falling in love is a strong instinctive attraction to the person of the other sex. In case it's mutual and both lovers will work at their relationships one day that feeling can grow into love. Falling in love is crazy, it very physical, it's when knees are getting weak and temperature rises, love is calm, comfortable and mental. You have to do nothing to fall in love and often there's either nothing you can do to stop falling in love. It's very illogical: you suffer from splashes of emotions, doubts, can't fully control yourself and it's all because of a person you usually almost don't know. When we fall in love nature shows all it's power on us. Sometimes it even goes against our sense when we understand that we can't expect nothing good from these relationships that it's the wrong person but still can do nothing about ourselves. Falli

Sad
i am thinkin about leavin the site for awhile personal reasons.... i have had a blast here but its time to go i dont feel like i need to be here anymore its just hard.....so i will be here for a few more days and then gone.......love u all

Under The Diamonds Shining Bright
Dazzling diamonds in the sky Brilliant gems embedded in your eyes Those diamonds shine down upon us tonight The angels are sympathetic to our plight Showering us with the silver rays The moon casts down in it’s full phase Silken hair and lips of cardinal red Lying content on earth’s soft bed The birds look down and the wolves stand guard This pasture is our own backyard There is no time there are no cares We move together as nature stares Through the night we find the treasures Lost in us and learn the pleasures We did not know before this night Under the diamonds shining bright

Funny How Times Change!
The next time you are washing your hands and complain because the water temperature isn't just how you like it, think about how things used to be. Here are some facts about the 1500s: Most people got married in June because they took their yearly bath in May, and still smelled pretty good by June. However, they were starting to smell, so brides carried a bouquet of flowers to hide the body odor. Hence the custom today of carrying a bouquet when getting married. Baths consisted of a big tub filled with hot water. The man of the house had the privilege of the nice clean water, then all the other sons and men, then the women and finally the children. Last of all the babies. By then the water was so dirty you could actually lose someone in it. Hence the saying, Don't throw the baby out with the Bath water. Houses had thatched roofs-thick straw-piled high, with no wood underneath. It was the only place for animals to get warm, so all the cats and other small animals (mice, bugs)

~ Military Wives Song ~
Great song for military spouses called "The Rock" by Amy-Jayne McCabe... that I dedicate to any woman that has a brave individual protecting this country. .. myspace.com/oorahwife Amy-Jayne McCabe's website is www.amyjayne.com

Oh My My, Oh Hell Yes..
...honey put on that party dress. Tired of screwing up, tired of going down. Tired of myself, tired of this town. Ten Things I Like About Myself 1) uh.... 2) uhhhhh 3) uh.... ...well you get the idea. My head shrinker suggested I do this, and I think it's a cool idea. But. I have a hard time thinking of things. There are somethings I do like about myself, but then I wonder if they're really true. I think I care a lot about other people... but would you guys agree? I think I'm a good supervisor.... but would the people I have to work with agree? What do you guys think? What about myself should I be proud of? It can be physical or emotional or mental or whatever. Lemme know... XOXO

One Day
One day If one day you want to run away don't be afraid to call me. I don't promise to ask you to stop... but I can run with you. If one day you feel like crying... call me. I don't promise that I will make you laugh, but I can cry with you if one day you don't want to listen to anyone... call me. I promise to be there for you. and I promise to be very quiet.

Me
I'm not sure if I can deal with things anymore. i have stresses coming at me from all directions. school, child, home and so on. So if I don't talk to you don't take it that i'm mad or being mean or anything...I just well i need to just breathe and i'm having difficulties doing that. I do need my friends and a few of you have been great and have given me at least a smile to help me out. Bare with me, and don't give up on me...i just need time, i'm dealing the best i can...i have situations where i don't feel like i can make decisions reguarding anything and then i have my "online life" to deal with too...so it's not you guys it's me and i need to work on me, i will be around but if I'm standoffish this is why. thanks for listening.

Her Wish Part 3
Ian lay beside Andrea, supporting himself on one arm, and just stroked her for a while as she came down from her high. His feather-like caress tightly followed the curves around her breasts but didn’t actually touch them. All her supple spheres could feel was the warmth radiating from his palm, until he lowered his hand a little and ran it across her chest, her hard, prone nipples grating along the crevices of his fingers.Andrea had relaxed and wasn’t quite ready for her pleasure to ascend again, giving her mind time to think about her next move in this game of sexual chess. Her leg began tiny pedalling motions, which Ian suspected was delightful discomfort. That was a fleeting thought however - he soon felt her real motive as her thighs repeatedly rubbed against his increasingly agitated cock. He was glad she was blindfolded, as his face screwed while he tried not to flinch. This was turning into a race against time, to see whose body would first demand the end of this foolish game.Ia

The Words That Leave Burns On Me.
Thay told me to end it. To just let go. To give up on life. But something is holding me back. Someone is holding me back. Telling me thay love me. Trying to get me to walk on the safe side. To get better. He told me he loves me. That im perfect. Hearing those words for the first time ever is the best. Gives me a reson to live and breath. A reson to walk on the safe side. And for once in my life I can say I love you back and mean it. That is the best feeling ever. So trust me it is posible to find the one for you. If I did enyone can. Just dont give up. Never give up.

Love My Fu Wifey!! Aussie Goddess....
Look what My Wife did for me!!!.. I love Aussie Goddess... NSFW_MILF.. Boo Kitty..... Louise..SSSSOOOO Much.. she is the best.... Thank you Boo....keep this... so I will always remember how much you mean to me.... MY FU WIFE!! THIS IS MY QUEEN & MY BESTEST FRIEND ON HERE (¯`·._)ThePurestofAngels(¯`·._)@ fubar if u havent had the joy of meeting this lovely lady U R MISSING OUT soo goo now and say hi to her, add her and get to know one of the BEST chicks around!! (repost of original by 'Aussie_Goddess™ [[DRUNK1's TOP STALKER 24/7]]' on '2007-09-05 16:50:34')

Message To The Canadian Embassy... Lol (nsfw)
hey puke Hide header Date: Thu, 06 Sep 2007 23:53:05 -0700 From: Size: 4 KB To: canadian_embassy@fubar.com Reply-To: just wanted to let you know.... i do hate your guts but, unlike you, i have to balls to say it out loud. i don't pretend to be some high and mighty fucktard. you are one sorry excuse for a human being... a waste of space... Christian... worse still you are a coward. You create a group that is supposed to battle 'haters downrates & drama', or so you say. There are mor & more of us that see through you bs Christian, you created this group not to help it's members and not at all for positive reasons. You created this group for your own personally gain, for grip, for power. You use these people to do your dirty work PERIOD. that is the only reason you founded this group and you know it. so do your worst you cowardly bastard... call me a pedo, photoshop up some stupid evidence.. maybe edit ur own blaster billings to look like mine... lol... How can you say you lead a

Second Opinion Appt This Morning...
SO I went to my second opinion appt today. No luck. He said the same thing. "We don't know what to do." Great.... I'm feeling sooooo much better! *Hope you all caught the sarcasm in that* ERRRRRR!! Why is it that I decide to go to the doctor on a regular basis and start taking better care of my health and as soon as I do, ALL HELL BREAKS LOOSE?!?!?! This is unreal! Honestly, I almost wish I wouldn't have went to the doctor in the first place. I know that's bad and I should be greatful that they are trying, but damn... try a little harder! This is my health! This is my body! This is my life! I'm not a doctor, so all I can do is go on what they tell me... which at the moment is NOTHING! My diagnosis for the day- "Think happy thoughts... think positively" as if positivity is going to take the disease away. Yes, I'm sarcastic and pessimistic. How can I not be? When your mom has had 3 surgeries in the last week and a half and you have had to be put on anxiety medicine, hav

New Survey
70 Quirks about me: 1. What are your initials? AEB 2. Like to wear the most? Pajamas 3. Last thing you ate? Pretzel rods 5. I say Shotgun, you say? I have no response to that 6. Last person you hugged? Todd

Another Bad Day
Ok, so I had a horrible day the other day. The kind that makes you lose all faith in humanity and life in general. The type of day that makes you wanna slit your wrists just to make your day better. *sigh* sometimes life can suck. It all started wrong, and went downhill from there. First off, I woke up on the wrong side of the bed. I never understood that saying until recently. Never thought there WAS a wrong side of the bed....but today I'm here to tell you there is, its the outside. I rolled over, and off the bed, hitting my head on my endtable on the way down. THAT is a rude way to wake up: a peaceful dream interrupted by the sudden sensation of falling, quickly followed by blinding pain. My vision was blurry for 10 minutes...I stumbled to the bathroom, where I promptly stubbed my toe on the sink. So I've been up for less than 15 minutes, and already I have a blinding headache and searing pain in my foot (oh, to make matters worse it was my little toe too, why do those hurt more

Sex Games
Sex Game This is called the "Sex GAME" Repost this, see how many MESSAGES people give you... [] I want your number [] Pretty/Cute [] Hottie [xx] Sexy [] Gorgeous [] Amazingly Beautiful [] I'd take you home in a second [] I'd make out with you right now [] I'd Hit it [x] I love you [] Wanna hook up? Dear ___Master______, I ___dream of_ you. You have a nice _smile_____. You make me __feel like a new woman_____. You should ___see me now____. Someday I will _be there_____. You + me = _complete_______. If I saw you now I'd ____melt in your arms______. I want to __be with______ you. I would build anything _______ just for you. If I could sing you any song it would be _____waiting for tonight by tom petty____. We could _walk and hold hands_________ under the stars. Love, ___kinkyslutslave____________ (P.S. ______________.) Would you kiss me? [x] Hell Yea [] Yes [] No [] Maybe [] already did Would you do me? [] In an instant! [x] Yes

True Love
I have always wonder what true love was. Till I meet you. Then I found out what it is and what it feels like. I love this feeling. It makes me happy. Its like a drug I cant get enough of it. I cant get enough of you. But yet I hold this feeling in. I am afrade to tell you how I really feel. I am afrade to get a broken heart. I dont want to get hurt. But I deside to take that chance. I tell you how I feel. I tell you I love you. And then you tell me you love me to and want to ne with me forever. wow didnt see that one comeing..

A Violent Revenge Part Ii
I was in a good mood when I started thinking about this, and I still am in a good mood but I was on my way home from work this morning and I had a strange thought, not sure what caused it, but it was rather amusing. Those of you who have kept up will remember my first blog about someone I know. This is another idea for that person. I got to thinking about road rash and stuff like that and how much it eats up the skin so I started imagining what it would be like to attach a ramp right above ground level on a car and lay out on it with this person and hang their head off of the end of it and just barely touch the tip of her nose to the road as we were driving, just enough to rip a few layers of skin off. Then I could pick her head up and while she was crying I'd turn her head so she'd be facing me then slowly start to push her head back down to the pavement this time I could see the expressions on her face as the hot asphalt started to grind away at her face layer by painful layer until

All These Things I Hate (revolve Around Me)- Bullet For My Valentine
I can relate to this one too. Once more I say goodbye, to you Things happen but we don't really know why If it's supposed to be like this, why do most of us ignore the chance to miss? Oh yeah... Torn apart at the seams and my dreams turn to tears, I'm not feeling this situation Run away try to find a safe place you can hide It's the best place to be when you're feeling like.. Me...(me!) Yeah...(yeah!) All these things I hate revolve around Me...(me!) Yeah...(yeah!) Just back off before I snap Once more you tell those lies, to me Why can't you just be straight up with honesty? When you say those things in my ear, why do you always tell me what you wanna hear? Oh yeah... Wear your heart on your sleeve, make things hard to believe, I'm not feeling this situation Run away try to find a safe place you can hide It's the best place to be when you're feeling like.. Me...(me!) Yeah...(yeah!) All these things I hate revolve around Me...(me!) Yeah...(yeah!

Looking Beyond
Looking beyond the stars, Looking beyond what use to be. Looking beyond the tears we cry. Looking beyond the broken heart. looking beyond cause i never want to go back. Looking beyond all the promises we have made and looking beyond the ones that were broken. Looking beyond the home we once had, the loves we have lost. Looking beyond the promises of tomorrow, because we are building new ones. Looking beyond the mask that we are hiding behind so that we can finally see the good in life. Looking beyond the dreams that we have cause someday they will come true. Looking beyond because i never want to go back the way it could have been. Looking beyond cause someday my friend it will lead to you. Looking beyond

Me And My Soul Awaits You
When the rain falls and the breeze blows, Every soul enlightens but not mine, As me and my soul awaits you. When the sun rises and the sun sets, Every soul sees but not mine, As me and my soul awaits you. When the birds sing and the wind blows, Every soul listens but not mine, As me and my soul awaits you. With all its givings and all its takings, Life goes by and every soul enjoys But not mine, As me and my soul awaits you. done by Christine

Life Is Wonderful!!
Ok, since August was a shitty month for me, i.e. having gall bladder surgery (August 6th)and the car accident on August 30, the ONLY good thing that happened to me was Sea L coming home finally!! So let's just hope that September will be a better month. So far so good. He and I are having lots of fun with each other. We try to do different things and I'm trying to show him more of this town, but with me working 2nd shift and also working over time,it's hard to get out. But I have to thank God for bringing us together. I love Sea L more and more everyday, depsite how much he picks on me!!! LMAO But he's the best and I know I don't have to worry about anything with him in my life.

Touch Me I Beg
Touch Me - I beg I sit barely clad alone in the dark The silent flicker of candlelit illumination. As I glance down at shadows and valleys of my form The breasts seem to swell, enlarge, and engorge. The tingling blossoms and flows out and down. I hear a gasp as a breath I exhale. I tighten my stomach and feel wetness below. My head falls back for lips that are yours. I sit there alone touched by no one. The sensation doubles and folds start to swell. Touch me, I scream it with no one around. Touch me, I whisper as climax does come. But your too far away to help get this done. To climax alone carressed by no one, Shows me the extent of my nymphotic need. Where I get aroused from a whishpering breeze. I glance down in awe at my quivering limbs. Touch me, I beg, I can't do this again.

Stand
Rascal Flatts - Stand Lyrics You feel like a candle in a hurricane Just like a picture with a broken frame Alone and helpless Like you've lost your fight But you'll be alright [Chorus:] Cause when push comes to shove You taste what you're made of You might bend, till you break Cause its all you can take On your knees you look up Decide you've had enough You get mad you get strong Wipe your hands shake it off Then you Stand, Then you stand Life's like a novel With the end ripped out The edge of a canyon With only one way down Take what you're given before its gone Start holding on, keep holding on [Repeat Chorus] Everytime you get up And get back in the race One more small piece of you Starts to fall into place Ooohhh [Repeat Chorus]

How Well Do You Know Me
So You Think You Know Me... (2 Points) My name: (4 Points) My last name: (4 Points) Who am I in love with: (1 Points) Where did we meet: (6 Points) Take a stab at my middle name: (1 Points) Where do i work: (3 Point) What am I afraid of: (2 Points) Do I smoke : (3 Points) Do I drink: (1 Point) Do I have any siblings: (2 Points) How many: (2 Points) What's one of my favorite things to do: (1 Point) How many piercings do I have: (4 Points) How many tattoos do I have: (3 Points) What's my favorite type of music: (4 Points) Am I shy or outgoing: (3 Points) Am I a rebel or do I follow the rules: (2 Points) What's my favorite color: (3 Points) Name some((thing,one)) I hate: (4 Points) Name a talent I have: (4 Points) What's my phone number?: (4 Points) What kind of sneakers do I wear: (4 Points) Do I have any pets: (2 Points) Who am I dating/likeing right now: (5 points) How tall am I? : (5 Points) What is my worst

Confused
Some days you seem so close like you stand right before me But then the next day you seem so far like each other we can't see, Each day is like a roller coaster with my stomach turning upside down You stand there looking but yet you don't utter a sound, I feel so confused and my heart is being torn at its seams And every night that I sleep you seem to linger in my dreams, Every time I look at you I forget all my thoughts And right then and there it's you that my heart has sought, Every time I hope it turns into something bad So for right now I'll stop thinking And maybe things won't end up sad.

Give Me A Reason To Believe?
They say love is for the fools, love is for the dreamers, love, maybe, is for those who trust in each other or in themselves I am not a fool; I am scared to dream and I cannot trust I just wish I'd believe in love

Wrting
how was i to know, you'd suddenly come my way? no warning, no caution .. no alarm that was set to sound. you talked to me when i needed to be calmed and you listened, even though i didn't make a sound. you know my thoughts, my dreams, everything that is wrapped within me. yet .... how was i to know? at the time you cared, at the time you were feeling..... something deep down.... you felt you just could not share.. how was i to know.... that it would suddenly become more than just a friendly hello a polite conversation and a soft sweet smile that you shot my way. how was i to know? that today i would love you, miss being in your arms and feeling your gentle touch. how was i to know .... that simply saying hello, would suddenly turn into wonderful bliss............

12,900 To Level
HES A KEWL FRIEND TO HAVE MAKES AWESOME TAGS..SHOW SOME LOVE THIS ONE IS FOR THE BROz!!LET'S DO THIS!!SNIPER IS AWESOME GUY AND WE ALL KNOW IT. LET'S ALL HELP HIM OUT ON THIS AND TAKE HIM TO THE NEXT LEVEL!Henchman ⇒ InsiderÂ®!!!Â§Ã‘ÃŽPÃ‹R!!!Â©**FUBAR HUBBY& R/L B/F TO** ~â™¥Night~Vixenâ™¥~@ fubarYOU GOTTA LOVE THAT T-SHIRT TOO! LOL'REAL MEN DON'T EAT QUICHE!! LOLDOES IT LOOK LIKE THIS GUY DOES?REAL MEN HAVE ATTITUDE, WEAR OAKLEY SHADES AND ARE NOT AFRAID TO GIVE YOU A ONE FINGER SALUTE!!! LMAO!SNIPER ROCKS SO LET DO THIS, K THX.I had to add this pic :D

The Page Prayer
The PAGE Prayer: Our Father, who art in England, Hallowed be thy Name. Thy kingdom come. Thy will be done, in America as it is in England. Give us this day our daily rock. And forgive us our inferiority, As we forgive those who are inferior to us. And lead us not into temptation, But deliver us from the Beastie Boys. For thine is the kingdom, and the power, and the glory, for ever and ever. Amen. BY: Unknown

Michigan
A Japanese doctor says, "Medicine in my country is so advanced that we can take a kidney out of one man, put it in another, and have him out looking for work in six weeks." A German doctor says, "That is nothing. We can take a lung out of one person, put it in another, and have him out looking for work in four weeks." A British doctor says, "In my country medicine is so advanced that we can take half a heart out of one person, put it in another, and have both of them out looking for work in two weeks." The Canadian doctor, not to be outdone, interjected, "You guys are way behind. We took a woman with no brains, sent her to Michigan where she became Governor, and now half the state is out looking for work.

This Is My Wicked Whisper Wish.
I wish that there will be a time that we will no longer be concerned about when we will be able to resolve missunderstandings. Instead our neighbors will be concerned with when we START the MAKEUP SEX. (Now that is properly CONCERNED- lol, that is funny, I don't care who ya are.)

Im Lost!
Depression. It's now a part of my life Always waiting for me Devouring all the happiness That I thought I was feeling inside Makes me think all crazy Makes me wanna die. Do you ever cry just because? Think about the past Remember all the things gone wrong Say to yourself "it was meant to be" Lie to yourself If that makes you believe I don't wanna lie I don't wanna believe So depression ...It becomes me.

Do You Dare???
1.Name:_____________ 2.Number:_______________ 3.Best time to call:____________ 4.text messaging (yes or no) _________ 5.phone service __________ I dare you to copy and paste this and see how many numbers you get. If you don't, you will get bad luck for 7 years=]] Repost as: Give me ur # please

Rest Of 2003 Poems
“Poem of the Heart” This is a poem of the heart. It was written long before time’s start. You mean a lot to me, more than you can ever think. So what if you swear, get moody, and occasionally drink. You have a tender heart and speak truth no matter what. You are filled with love, life, and imagination. I love you for who you are and we’re connected in spirit. I don’t ever want to change a thing. You cause the heavens and stars to sing. Yes, I need to be open and talk to you more. I don’t think you realize all the love for you I can store. It’s more than just simple words or touch. Just looking into your eyes means so much. The thought causes me to lose sight of everything else. You do mean more to me than my own self. I’d love to spend forever with you if given the chance. I pray more that God would bring you the one true. No matter what, I’m still here. I won’t shut down or disappear. You will always be my friend. I guess I should bring this silly poem to an end.

Plz Complete Survey " Family Members & Wife ~simplysweet~
THE PERSONALITY SURVEY (OVER 100 QUESTIONS)BASIC...Name:: Birthday:: Height:: Weight:: Eye Color:: Hair Color:: Race:: Zodiac Sign:: DO YOU...Drink?: Smoke?: Use Drugs?: Cuss?: Play Any Instruments?: Have Any Peircings?: Have Any Tattoos?: Like To Annoy People?: Like Life?: Wear Make-Up?: Dye Your Hair?: Scream At The Top Of Your Lungs For No Reason?: Get Distracted By Shiny Objects?: Like Pina Coladas?: And Getting Caught In The Rain?: ARE YOU...Dependable?: Trustworthy?: Obsessive?: Hyper Active?: Happy?: Content?: Boring?: Violent?: Evil?: Hippie-Ish?

Hurt
at what price do we have to pay to be with the one we want to be with for ever?I thought i had an idea,but i was wrong.I always thought that once i found a guy he would be my one and only,well i was wrong on that to cuz i've been through a lot of shit and back with past realtionships,and i thought that once i got with the person im with now the past would fade away,and i could start on my future.Well not for long my past relationship like ways are coming back,im getting hurt again even though im with someone.I know that life's not far but for once i wish it could be.I wish that for once things could go my way,but i know that will never happen.So i guess the only thing left to do is to see where my relationship is going to go from here.

9-10-07
You've got what it takes to deal with pretty much any problem that comes your way, even if it doesn't quite feel like it. You may have to bolster your self-confidence, but you've got that going on, too! ------------------------------------------------- OMG that is so right, I have confidence because all of the nice people that I interact with. Thank you all for making me feel special. Love you all. We got 1st in the contest and with your help we ain't lettin it go........

Remembrance Of 9-11
September 11, 2001 September 11, 2001, marked yet another significant turning point in world history. Whatever innocence was left in the world was lost on that fateful day. On lesser numeric scales, equally heinous crimes are committed against humanity virtually every day of the year. What is happening in the world? It is difficult to explain. Somehow the perpetrators of the most evil and disgusting crimes have been stripped of the virtue of mercy. It would seem that their basic humanity is simply missing. The memory of those planes crashing into the Twin Towers, the Pentagon and the one that crashed into the Pennsylvanian field, will be etched into people's minds forever. For many of us it was like watching a Hollywood movie as it unfolded before us on television screens all around the world. We watched in stunned silence as we learned that the events were real and were happening in real time. In the blink of an eye, families can be thrown into turmoil when loved ones a

That Guy
see that guy over there? the one with love in his eyes a song on his lips for another deaf to my cries? No reason why or maybe a million he makes my heart flutter i wish i were with him sadly so i hear him say he's in love and i am alone and feeling blue the distance between a gap i can't bridge want him closer to me all my love to give alas i sink swollen tear in my eye a sorrowful longing a reluctant goodbye destiny my fateful foe alone i'm meant to be on the outside looking in and wishing she were me

Anyone See This Shit?
http://www.cooperativeresearch.org/timeline.jsp?timeline=complete_911_timeline&day_of_9/11=dayOf911&startpos=0 http://www.cooperativeresearch.org/timeline.jsp?timeline=complete_911_timeline&day_of_9/11=dayOf911&startpos=400 Shortly Before 9:59 a.m.: Ground Shakes Prior to South Tower Collapse Some witnesses near the World Trade Center feel the ground shaking just before the South Tower starts to collapse: EMT Joseph Fortis is heading across West Street, when, he says, “the ground started shaking like a train was coming.” He then looks up and sees the South Tower starting to collapse. [City of New York, 11/9/2001] Lonnie Penn, another EMT, is outside the Marriott Hotel, which is adjacent to the North Tower. He and his partner “felt the ground shake. You could see the towers sway and then it just came down.” [City of New York, 11/9/2001] Bradley Mann is at the EMS staging area on Vesey Street. He says, “Shortly before the first tower came down I remember feeling the gro

Life
Our lives are not determined by what happens to us but by how we react to what happens, not by what life brings to us, but by the attitude we bring to life. A positive attitude causes a chain reaction of positive thoughts, events, and outcomes. It is a catalyst, that creates extraordinary results.

No Tears
The pain will eat away at me. But I cannot cry. I hurt so much that I can't be. But I cannot cry. I drown in a sorrowful sea. But I cannot cry. The pain won't leave on this page. I pray for the tears to come to break me free of this cage. I scream. I shout. I kick. I rage. But I cannot cry. Everything inside me has dried, So I cannot cry. I wish the darkness to subside. Yet I cannot cry. Somewhere, a part of me has died. But I cannot cry. Sweet tears that never came. That tells me I care, tells me there's an end to this nightmare. Tells me it won't always be there. Why can't I cry? Emptiness has made me hollow. But I cannot cry. The hate's grown too much to swallow. But I cannot cry. You and I may die tomorrow. But I cannot cry. The world has made me numb to pain. I cannot cry.

Please Remeber 9-11
As the sky was clear and blue that day Something made me stay awake I felt a feeling deep inside A feeling that I wanted to hide.... It all became so very grey As smoke billowed all over the place.. People would run and scream, Nothing could stop what I was seeing Terror and pain down every face As they tried their best to get away They jumped to their death rather than suffer There is no greater loss than the loss of a child mother or father As a Nation we sat glued Watching what was on the news Some of us lost our tears Others started to gain new fears Of a day that will make 9/11 look weak And one that will forever be held in even more Infamy As a nation we pulled together with love And told the world who the stronger one was If we forget now then they will win Please never forget 9-11!!

Tomorrow Is Grandma's Funral
WELL, WE WENT TODAY AT THE FUNERAL HOME, TO PAY RESPECTS TO GRANDMA, HER BROTHER DIED THE NEXT DAY AFTER SHE DID. THEY ARE AT THE SAME PLACE I GUESS BEING BURIED AT THE SAME PLACE I GUESS... BUT , SHE LOOK SO BEAUTIFUL PEACEFUL NOW... ITS REALLY GOING TO BE REALLY REALLY HARD ON US TOMORROW... I PRAY FOR STRENGTH & TO BE STRONG FOR CHARLES, HE ALMOST LOST IT TODAY...IT HURTS ME SO FOR HIM TO BE IN PAIN LIKE THIS, WITH THE LOST OF HIS GRANDMA & ALSO HER BROTHER WHICH HIS FUNERAL IS RIGHT AFTER GRANDMA'S ... I'M TAKING IT HARD CAUSE I HAVE NOT GOTTEN TO SPEND MUCH TIME WITH HER AND SHE WAS SO NICE AND A WONDERFUL LADY. SHIT HERE COMES THE WATER WORK! I BETTER HAD GO CALM DOWN TAKE A COUPLE ZANY'S AND TRY TO GET SOME SLEEP.ITS GOOD TO GET PILLS FROM FAMILY TO HELP OUR NERVES AND TO HELP US TO SLEEP... GOOD NIGHT, (((((((((HUGS))))))))))

A New Case Of Foot-and-mouth Disease
A new case of foot-and-mouth disease has been confirmed in Surrey, government sources have told the BBC. A 10km (6.2 mile) control zone centred on the affected farm near Egham has been put in place, and cattle from the herd are being culled. A national movement ban is in effect to prevent the disease spreading from Milton Park Farm, Stroude Road. A report into the August outbreak, also in Surrey, blamed a leaking pipe at an animal research site in Pirbright. Maps showing location of suspected outbreak 'Happening again' The latest outbreak comes just days after the government declared Surrey to be foot-and-mouth free. The surveillance zone around the original outbreak was only lifted at midday on Saturday. The affected area is about 10 miles from Pirbright. Peter Kendall, president of the National Farmers' Union, told BBC News 24 it was a "disaster" for British agriculture and the industry "will be absolutely devastated" at the news. It's just the

This Is F'd Up
OK OK OK WHOA WHOA WHOA!!!!!!! WTF is up with this shit that there are dudes on here dressed like chicks acting like chicks. Ok that's just fucking wrong. If it says female i expect to see a human being with the born with body parts of a female fuckinfreakswhoneedprofessionalfuckinghelporabulletinthehead.com is over that way----------> AND for you ladies out there...well more in specific lesbians.....ok you are who or what you are for whatever reason you are, BUT this is a C-O-M-M-U-N-I-T-Y website, not a fucking dating site, so for you LADIES ONLY profiles, buy a clue bitch adultfriendfinder.com or chicksonchicks.com or dykeswhoeatfish.com are all down the hall to the left------------> and can a nigga get a table dance?!?!?! all i want is a table dance.......some tig ol bitties too!! BOOYAH!! lata

Only In America
Only in America.....can a pizza get to your house faster than an ambulance. Only in America.....are there handicap parking spaces in front of a skating rink. Only in America.....do drugstores make sick people walk all the way to the back to get their perscriptions, while healthy people can buy cigarettes at the front. Only in America.....do people order double cheeseburgers, large fries and a DIET coke. Only in America.....do banks leave both vault doors open and then chain the pens to the counter. Only in America.....do we buy hotdogs in packs of 10 and buns in packs of 8. Only in America.....do we use the word 'politics' to describe the process so well: 'poli' in latin meaning 'many' and 'tics' meaning 'bloodsucking creatures' Only in America.....do we have drive-up ATM's with Braille lettering.

Forever
When you are caressing my skin you make me feel so special because you are loving me for what's within. It's weird how we got together we have so much in common, I can see you in my life for a long time, hopefully even forever. The first time we laid our eyes on each other it was fate, from then on, I knew I had found my life-long mate. It was like love at first sight the were no questions of maybe? or just might? You make me feel like my head is way up in the clouds, I feel as high as a kite. The minute you told me you loved me, I felt it too, we belong together, for our love is always true. I promise you I will never cheat or lie, for I know if that happened my heart would just die. This is the happiest I've been in the past few years, I want to feel this way forever, the only way that can happen is if I am with only you dear. I love you and this is how I feel, I've had a lot of heartbreaks and being with you makes my heart want to heal. You're the one for me a

Led Zeppelin Concert Confirmed For Nov. 26
Led Zeppelin confirm reunion gig Led Zeppelin sold more than 100 million albums in the US alone The Led Zeppelin legend Rock group Led Zeppelin are to reform for a tribute concert to the Atlantic Records co-founder Ahmet Ertegun. Singer Robert Plant, guitarist Jimmy Page and bassist John Paul Jones will perform together for the first time in 19 years. Tickets for the one-off show at the O2 arena in London on 26 November will cost £125 and be allocated by ballot. Pete Townshend and Bill Wyman will also perform. Ertegun, who signed Led Zeppelin in 1968, died last year. "During the Zeppelin years, Ahmet Ertegun was a major foundation of solidarity and accord," Plant said. "For us, he was Atlantic Records and remained a close friend and conspirator. This performance stands alone as a tribute to the work and life of a longstanding friend." I will auction off my blood, organs, and all worldly possessions - think I'm kidding? Led Zeppelin fan Send us your commen

To All My Friends
How fortunate i am that i have friends like you. You have showed me Love and understanding You have showed me Caring and sharing You have showed me Happiness and sadness You have listen to me. You have made my laugh. You have made me see that there nothing you can't do when you have friends. You have touch my heart more then you could even know. And glad that you are mine friends.

My Funeral
Dear Ded Mike, What do you think your funeral would be like? My funeral's going to be off all of the following: the hook, the chain, the charts, the grid, and most importantly, the wagon. First, I'll have to deal with the most difficult decision a newlydead faces: what to do with my stinking, rotten remains. I don't want to be just lying there surrounded by sweet-smelling flowers— That's why I'm gonna be taxidoimied! Nothing sums up my life's achievements quite like my stuffed corpse— —suplexing a cougar. It'll be kept in a place of honor for all the world to want to make out with. Well, maybe I'll just preserve myself fetal pig-style in a mason jar filled with the salty tears of all the heartbroken private school girls that will pine for me. That way, there'll be something left to re-animate once the zombie uprising cometh. In 2046. On March 31st. At 2:03 pm. And while I'm a big fan of the classic {sings to the tune of Chopin's funeral marc

False Flag Terror Fear On 14th Is Apparent Hoax
The truth movement needs to be more wary of straw man assertions Steve Watson Infowars.net Wednesday, Sept 12, 2007 A military stand down scheduled for this friday has kicked started a buzz across the blogosphere that some kind of false flag attack may be planned in the immediate aftermath of the sixth anniversary of 9/11. Wild connections and suggestions have started to be made that have little or no basis in reality, a disconcerting trend that can be damaging to the 9/11 truth movement and those who have set out to expose false flag terrorism in general. Full article - http://infowars.net/articles/september2007/120907Hoax.htm

Good, And Too True
The Husband Store > >> > > >> > > >> > > >> >A brand new store has just opened in New York City that sells Husbands. > >> > >> >When women go to choose a husband, they have to follow the instructions > >> > >> >at the > >>entrance:- "You may visit this store ONLY ONCE! There are 6 floors and > >>the value of the products increase as you ascend the flights. You may > >>choose any item from a particular floor or may choose to go up to the > >>next floor, but you CANNOT go back down except to exit the building! > >> > >> >So, a woman goes to the Husband Store to find a husband. > >> > >>On the 1st floor the sign on the door reads: Floor 1 - These men have > >>jobs. > >> > >> >The 2nd floor sign reads: Floor 2 - These men Have Jobs and Love Kids. > >> > >> >The 3rd floor sign reads: Floor 3 - These men Have Jobs, Love Kids and > >> >are > >>extremely good looking. > >> > >> >"Wow," she thinks, but feels compelled to keep going. > >> > >

Blast
we shall see what kind of response i get, i have like 2 days left of vip, so i wont be able to post anymore pics, but if someone buys me a blast before it runs out, i will take very naughty pics for his eyes only so if you are interested just buy the blast, ill take care of the rest

How Stupid Can One Be For Money
the title is exactly how i feel now. we had started at 8 in the morn and quit, without it being done, at 9 at night. i feel like i'm am more sore than ever. and to top it all off i get an ass chewing b/c i'm not giving my niece a vip braclet. her parents work good jobs!!!! and yet i'm the one out there killing myself. the rides i helped build are the following: gravitron, invertor, tornado, zipper, and the raiders. i'm almost thinking if i should not go into trucking right away so i can refix my back, at least get it closer to normal. the sucky ass part is that i have to go back at 8 in the morn for more fun, woohoo.

The Light Of Darkness
Here comes the light of darkness shine down here deep my hostility is held tight and fed everything even you are devoured. used. abused. nothing is more important than the rage I tend and feed. it is my salvation, my power. nothing can stop me when I uncage the beast. BEWARE I am a beast inside A GOD an animal. I can do no wrong, victory is just a matter of time you must know me . . . __________________________________________________ SCRIBBLE 1998 b.1971 - d.1999

Thursday, September 13, 2007
You've got plenty to say -- but you've also got plenty to hear. It's a great day for honest and open communication and you may need to get things started on your own. Expect quite a bit, though! ok....

Coworker
I was working . Got to hang out with the fellas all day and listen to them tell me how cute I was and how much they could show me what a real man was working with. For some time I ignored the comments and just past them off in fun until he came along. His name was "Easy". Tee was sexy, stood about 6 foot, muscular, honey brown complexion, captivating smile, I had never looked at him in a sexual way because I had told myself I would never get involved with a co worker. Easy and I was cool and considered ourselves to be just friends for the better part of 3 years or more. he was the guy at work I seemed to always "click with on every level of conversation. He reminded me of a life I once lived when I was living in Kansas. To make a long story short...easy and I had become really close to the point we became closer than close. I had told myself over and over not to get involved with him but no matter how hard I tried to fight the temptations...I couldn't. easy would call me every nigh

Career Suicide
Vindiction bleeds you From every pore Until hope runs out Until my feet leave the floor The first trace of that too familiar feeling Smiles and daggers Hearts are bleeding Don't say no I'll soon know Convictions see you through Are you all you know? Your faded costume is wearing thin Was there no comfort in you own skin? You always were a slow learning inside your ugly living lies Tell yourself that Next time you cry Don't go Don't go Don't do it

The Fundraiser Is Not Over Yet.
www.wearechange.org The fundraiser is not over yet. We are waiting for the ticket money to come in from the venues. We are overstocked with event shirts. You can help us by donating a minimum of $10. By donating $10 you get a t-shirt. The shirts cost us $3 each, therefore donating a minimum $10 will give the Feal Good Foundation $7. Please help us out we don’t want to be stuck with all these shirts. We guarantee you that NO MONEY will go into any WeAreChange members’ pockets. As of 9/12/07 All profits donated to WeAreChange.org will go to the Feal Good Foundation. Please help us out. We Made History If anyone has footage from the past 5 day event and is willing to donate it, please email Luke at revolutionchl@yahoo.com

Hey Guess What,,,youre Beautiful
i miss everything that i cant bring myself to do anymore now that my moms gone. Everything i did with her. She was such a fun energetic person and i miss her more than anything. i miss playing in the rain, i miss painting, i miss sitting on the sofa at two in the morning talking to her for hours even though we have to leave the house for work or school at six. i remember every chance i would get i would look at her and say "hey mom guess what" and even though she knew what was coming shed always ask "what" and id say "youre beautiful". and she didnt say what to hear me say she was beautiful...she said what because she knew i loved telling her that. she was. even at her most sick time she was still the most beautiful person i had ever had the chance of meeting...im just lucky enough to be able to say shes my mother. she taught me that it really didnt matter what a person looked like...that if they had a good personality in your eyes they could grow to be the most beautiful person in th

Have A Great Night Everyone!!
Sexy & Romantic glitter graphics from S e x i l u v . c o m Sexy & Romantic glitter graphics from S e x i l u v . c o m Sexy & Romantic glitter graphics from S e x i l u v . c o m Have an awesome night everyone!! Much love....xoxoxox Jen

Stun Gun
STUN GUN (Only a guy would do this!) Pocket Taser Stun Gun, a great gift for the wife. A guy who purchased his lovely wife a pocket Taser for their anniversary submitted this: Last weekend I saw something at Larry's Pistol & Pawn Shop that sparked my interest. The occasion was our 15th anniversary and I was looking for a little something extra for my wife Julie. What I came across was a 100,000-volt, pocket/purse-sized taser. The effects of the taser were supposed to be short lived, with no long-term adverse affect on your assailant, allowing her adequate time to retreat to safety....WAY TOO COOL! Long story short, I bought the device and brought it home. I loaded two "Triple-A batteries" in the darn thing and pushed the button. Nothing! I was disappointed. I learned, however, that if I pushed the button AND pressed it against a metal surface at the same time; I'd get the blue arch of electricity darting back and forth between the prongs. AWESOME!!! Unfortunately, I have yet to e

Life's A Dream
life's a dream goin' full stream know what i mean? it runs like water thru a mountain stream it passes you bye and you wonder why? you just live until you die. you just live and you give a laugh or a cry but the truth always be a lie then you die. like a moon beam nuthin' is as it seem just a reflection of the sun and what you have done then your life is done ain't no do over's and over's and over's again ain't no way to begin agin' life's a dream it runs like water thru a mountain stream or the light from a moon beam ain't nuthin' as it seem nor as it oughta' be see life's just a moon beam and a mountain stream aint's nuthin' as it seem it's sure not what you thoughta' your life would be when you look back and agree that moon beams and the water runnin' thru mountain streams ain't what they seems only dreams moon beams and moutnatin streams nor life as your years pass int

.homosexualty: And Other Abominations Of God.
This is a humorous little piece that made the rounds about five years ago... The next time a pastor asks you to tithe, you might give him a copy of this.... Dr. Laura Schlessinger is a radio personality who dispenses advice to people who call in to her radio show. Recently, she said that, as an observant Orthodox Jew, homosexuality is an abomination according to Leviticus 18:22 and cannot be condoned under any circumstance. The following is an open letter to Dr. Laura penned by a east coast resident, which was posted on the Internet. It's funny, as well as informative: Dear Dr. Laura: Thank you for doing so much to educate people regarding God's Law. I have learned a great deal from your show, and try to share that knowledge with as many people as I can. When someone tries to defend the homosexual lifestyle, for example, I simply remind them that Leviticus 18:22 clearly states it to be an abomination. End of debate. I do need some advice from you, however, regarding some of th

I Really Do Understand You...
Twisted thoughts spinning mindless desires of a day when... I am fully capable of getting through the day again... Without question of my place in this world... So cold... I freeze from the visions in my mind... So you know... Deceit was never my intention... Just a sad byproduct... When ideas and desires outweigh logic and ethics turn to dust... But this path that I am walking now is so different... I try to let my emotion fly... And not hide in it... Sometimes it is easier said than done... As you know... It seems that you and I together are in the same boat... Feelings intertwined with little white lies... But the truth is... I understand you much better than I pretend to... And that is as real as it gets...

I Won't Let Him Destroy My Relationship!
Ok, here's the deal, I was with a guy named Eric for four years on and off. I was there for him when he got hooked on meth, when he went to rehab and then when he went into community corrections. Well, we broke up about 6 months ago when he cheated on me. That was the end, I wasn't going to take his crap anymore. Trust me there was even more that he did to me, but I don't have time for all of that. Anyways, he was supposed to go to jail for 2 years and it just got reduced to 2 years probation. I know it's wrong, but I was almost happy that he was going away, because that way I wouldn't have to put up with him bursting into my life. Since he has gotten out today he has called me 2 times. He keeps saying how he misses me, how he would wake up in jail thinking about me, how he lost the best thing he ever had. Well, I am in love with an amazing man right now named Jesse. I want to spend the rest of my life with him. What am I supposed to do with Eric. I told him about Jesse and I and he sa

This Cyber Love
Is this real or in my dreams My worlds unraveling at the seams You have my heart now take my soul This cyber love is what makes me whole I can't believe what's happening to me Your face so perfect that I've never seen Your lips so soft I may never touch I only feel the keyboard I clutch I need you now I need you forever In an electric world to be together A surreal place that plays with the mind In a cloned world of two of a kind I consume your words they filter inside No matter what I do I can't seem to hide My trembling hands awaiting the rush When I feel you near to resume this crush Your my everything my unyielding desire the spark to the match before it lights fire The angel within that whispers my name Controlling the moves in this wicked game This cyber love Is why I awake This cyber love is my only escape The time has come I feel it in my spine When I look toward the melancholy light and see your on-line.

For September 14,2007
Daily Horoscope: Capricorn You need all of your energy for work, school or other pursuits that take you away from friends and family. The good news is that you'll soon be able to reintegrate your life much more thoroughly!

Daily Horoscope: Libra For September 14,2007
It's the perfect day for parties and gatherings of all sorts -- your ability to mingle with pretty much anyone should guarantee a good time for you and your friends. If there's nothing planned, dream up something!

1 Question Iq Test
Here's a one-question IQ Test to help you decide how you should spend the rest of your day...... There is a mute who wants to buy a toothbrush. By imitating the action of brushing one's teeth, he successfully expresses himself to the shopkeeper and the purchase is done. Now, if there is a blind man who wishes to buy a pair of sunglasses.. how should he express himself? Think about it first before scrolling down for the answer... He opens his mouth and says. "I would like to buy a pair of sunglasses". If you got this wrong -- please turn off your computer and call it a day. I've got mine shutting down right now. (You know you missed it too, so shut down your computer)

Dreamer
Always when i look away Always when I’m deep down in my thoughts I’m dreaming Try to show me if it’s worth living Show me what it’s like to be loved No one can tell me what the truth is I’m a dreamer Always thinking, everything will work out like that way To bad I didn’t this time I wonder what happened when I didn’t tell you Would everything would be like the old days? But I told you Everything has changed I’m just a foolish dreamer Things went wrong and still I believe Everything will be okay Loneliness took over my heart Covered in darkness I wait for your voice I’m so sorry for what happened now It’s all my fault, blame it on me I wished that I never told you Outside I see the moon shining All the stars in the sky look down on me I wish they would take me away To a better place where all the dreamers end My voice dies, and made the last scream A scream for forgiveness and a scream.. For freedom

Isn't Black Beautiful.
No not every thing black is beautiful, Nor is every thing gold n silver beautiful, The only thing that is truely beatiful is nothing, Yet nothing isn't beautiful at all either its just that nothing, The it might be nice or cool but black is just that black, It's the the oppiste of white or light, It's what is behind every thing n in every thing, Now Red is the color that is beautiful, Its is a color that is power-full, It's the color of hate, Of love, Of passion, Of the blood of your ex-girl/boyfriend, babby's mother, ex-wife/husband, Now thats truely a wonderfull color, The only thing more beautiful, Is that of the every swirlling thought of death, That is the most beautiful thing death, Sweet slumber, No more pain, Or sorrow, Or agony, Or lonelyness, Or Lust Or emotions period, Or controlling ex's, That is truely beautiful, DEATH; RED; And my child.

Destiny (1999)
Thought after thought and praise after praise a religious discussion an irritance of ways single out my emotion and play your hateful game sacrifice my ignorance and suffocate the shame a comical understanding and a wish made today a love of reprimanding an idealistic way motion after motion heart after heart a sacrificed deliverance and a sad and sullen heart

All Bombin Familys
good evenin familys i hope all are doin well, well tomorow is the big day the party of the year, i hope are ready as of today im not takin no more entrees to the bomb fest. this bomb fest is for fun in all, please lets not have NOOO DRAMA IN ANY SHAPE SIZE OR FORM.if any one feels thier a problem pls go to ur leader b4 u come to me , also please have proof b4 comin to me , we are adults. make sure all are have added i will only add one time tomorow an after that statin sunday i will add twice a day , thier has been more enough time for all familys to have done it by now good luck to all familys love rubia

Poem
Take me up in to the sky fly me high in the night sky, make my skin tingle make the wind pass through my hair, let the light of the moon guide ourway through the night sky with all the stars, let me dream of a dream, let me touch ur face let me show u love that i have and can give, let me feel the love back,let me be the one that can love u, let me be the one u will hold forever let me be the one u can cry on ..............let me

Merchant Of Death: Global Arms Dealer
Meet Victor Bout: Known as the "Merchand of Death" he is an untouchable Global Arms Dealer. Rogues Gallery Victor Bout Picture Credit: New York Times Victor Bout, shadowy international arms dealer and war profiteer, runs a network of air cargo companies that specialize in transporting arms to conflict zones. He controls the world's largest private fleet of Antonov cargo planes with heavy airlift capacity, capable of bringing tanks and other heavy arms into difficult terrain. He has fueled dozens of the world's most murderous conflicts by shipping arms clandestinely to rebel groups, trading in diamonds and other precious resources. His field of operations include Afghanistan, Angola, Congo, Liberia, Pakistan, the Philippines, Rwanda, Sierra Leone, and Sudan. He is said to live in Moscow and to operate his air fleets mainly out of the United Arab Emirates. The US and UK reputedly have used Bout's services to bring shipments into dangerous zones of Iraq. For years, Victor Bou

Why Do I Even Post??
I guess i post how i feel on here... for pity... cause really that is all im going to get... no one really cares... I bet every time someone reads one of my journals they roll their eyes... I know i need to get a life... but seems that when i try... i always get hurt.... that isn't stopping me... but still... Hurts all the same.... lairs and cheaters... thats all that seems to like me... im always being lied too... or cheated on... But really... Why do i post up here... why should anyone care... Life Goes On.... Heck im sure most of my posts are the same thing over and over again... IDK...... Mood:Sad... alone... depressed...

Yet Another Untitled....ugh.
Deep in the darkness touched by a kiss. Surrounded by midnight, adventuring this. Cold as the winter, but sweet as the summer. Never look up, for you'll feel all the thunder. Deep in the innocence. Yet guilty as a crime. Full of this feeling, and there's plenty of time. Enjoy while it lasts this free pleasure cruise. It's only what you make it. And it's all what you choose.

One Day To Slowe, No That's Not A Typo
yes i think i typed that right, it's prononced like a female pig with a "L" in it. it's a carny word of course and i'm so excited that i may have at least one slowe in this old broken body of mine still. that's a huge fate if you knew what i had to go thru with my back a couple years, or was that last year i forgot. but anyways, my back isn't hurting much if any now. which is a great thing. now if only i can say the same about my legs and arms lol. i'm telling you this and now. if you think you're tough, work a week as a carny. it'll either make you or break you. i bet on break you lol. and i don't mean being a splinter head, person on the games. be a ride jock, that's where you'll learn you're limits. and another pluss, chicks dig them just ask lol. that last comment was a jab at one person in paticular lol, ok maybe two lmao. i do know that tomorrow is going to be the worst day of my life so far. being this out of the curve, mind you i once weighed close to 300 lbs, 136 kilograms for

Pine Tree
You Are A Pine Tree You love agreeable company, peace, and harmony. Compassionate and friendly, you love to help others. A natural poet, you have a very active imagination. You are very soft on the inside - needing affection and reassurance. You can fall in love deeply, but you will leave if you feel betrayed.What's Your Celtic Horoscope?

Wtf
This is my bitching about everything that I am upset or hurt by right now. If you don't agree with it or don't like what I have to say then don't read it and move the fuck on. I am sick of taking other peoples feelings into consideration when no one even cared to take mine into consideration. Why is it ok for everyone else to have an opinion and even put them out there for everyone to know and see, but when I, who rarely comments or even puts my opinion in writing, does the same I am given shit for it. I am sorry if what I think offends the weak and sensitive but it is what it is. If you don't like it then oh the fuck well. Another thing, Why is it that when my husband fucked up and hurt me as badly as he did everyone stood around and basically said: oh wow that sucks but don't be too hard on him. Now that I have realized that I cant pretend to trust him when I really don't. I don't know how to believe anything he says anymore, and after this being the Second, yes Second

The Hair.
Im amazed. Ive bleached my hair twice within the same month and now i dyed it red....and its still uber soft and shiny and ...its still there lol HOW DOES THAT HAPPEN?! my friend brandy's hair is uber thin and she dyed her hair twice. at the beginning of the month and at the end I guess im just lucky but yeah new pix... eventually

Crock Pot Lemon Pepper Chicken
Easy to make and delicious too, this recipe will be a favorite with the whole family. Ingredients 4 chicken breasts 2 Tbs. margarine 1 tsp. salt 1/4 tsp. black pepper 1 tsp. garlic powder Lemon pepper to taste Paprika to taste 1/2 C. chicken broth or water Directions Rub the chicken breasts with margarine, and season with salt and pepper. Sprinkle chicken generously with garlic powder, lemon pepper, and paprika. Pour broth into crock pot and add chicken. Cook on high for 3 to 4 hours, or on low for 6 to 8 hours.

Re: Denied Access To The Browns Video Coming Soon!!
----------------- Bulletin Message ----------------- From: truth09 Date: 15 Sep 2007, 13:54 ----------------- Bulletin Message -----------------From: UNITED STATES OF AMNESIADate: 15/09/2007so we just got back from trying to get to ed and elaine browns house. the feds had the road blocked and were taking pictures of everyone trying to go up there and letting us know that if we continued we would be arrested!! video of the roadblock will be up in about an hour and a half!! so i guess im officially being watched by the feds now!! -keith-

Albuquerque's # 1 Champ *r.i.p*
R.I.P EL PICOCITO ALBUQUERQUE'S #1 CHAMP (A FALLEN ANGEL)GO HOME TO BE AN ANGEL..LOVE U BRO “Perhaps they are not stars, but rather openings in heaven where the love of our lost ones pours through and shines down upon us to let us know they are happy" *I've learned that: Goodbyes will always hurt, pictures will never repllace being there, thanks is a feeble word, memories gorget the hard times, words can never replace feelings, and heros often go unsung.*

Poem For Those Over Age 30
A Poem For Those Over 30 A computer was something on TV From a science fiction show of note A window was something you hated to clean And ram was the cousin of a goat. Meg was the name of my girlfriend And gig was a job for the nights Now they all mean different things And that really mega bites. An application was for employment A program was a TV show A curser used profanity A keyboard was a piano. Memory was something that you lost with age A CD was a bank account And if you had a 3 inch floppy You hoped nobody found out. Compress was something you did to the garbage Not something you did to a file. And if you unzipped anything in public You'd be in jail for awhile. Log on was adding wood to the fire Hard drive was a long trip on the road A mouse pad was where a mouse lived And a back up happened to your commode. Cut you did with a pocket knife. Paste you did with glue A web was a spider's home And a virus was the flu.

Is The Federal Income Tax On Wages Legal?
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Newfie In The Morgue
Clyde the Newfie died in a fire and was burnt pretty badly and the morgue needed someone to identify the body. So they sent for his two best friends, Danny and Joey. Danny went in and the mortician pulled back the sheet. Danny said, "Yees bye he's burnt pretty bad. Roll him over." So the mortician rolled him over and Danny looked down and said, "Nope, it ain't Clyde." The mortician thought that was rather strange. Then he brought Joey in to identify the body and Joey took a look at him and said, "Yees by, he's burnt real bad. Roll him over." The mortician rolled him over and Joey looked down and said: "No, it ain't Clyde." The mortician asked, "How can you tell?" Joey said, "Well, Clyde had two assholes." "What? He had two assholes?" said the mortician. "Yees bye, everyone in town knew he had two assholes. Every time the three of us went to town, folks would say, "Here comes Clyde with them two assholes."

When Dreams Turn To Nightmares
When The Sweetest Of Dreams Turn To The Wickedest Of Nightmares. Shall I Be There. Guiding You Through. Leading You To Your Doom. Because You Let Me. Let Me Come In. Come Close. Brand Your Eyes. Haunt Your Mind. You Let Me Into Those Once Pleasant Dreams. As I Turned Them With Your Worst Fears. Corrupting Your Inner World. Once Warm Now A Frozen Grave. To All The Love That You Had. As The Time It Decayed. The Time When Into My Eyes You Looked. As To Kissing My Lips. Tasting My Venom. Intoxicated You. Wanting More. Yearning For Me. More And More. Never Enough To Sataie Your Hunger. To Stop Your Lust. As Desire Me As More Than Your Dream. More Than That Fantasy. More And More. As Closer I Came. Corrupting You Full. Inside And Out. To Only At The End Be Your Ruin. In Your Misfortune. Caused By The Moments Where You Were With Me. And Wanted More Of The Poisens I Fed To You. As Haunting You Now. As You Are Alone. And I Am Gone. Your Greatest Dream You Never Wanted To End That Had Then Turne

People And Their Stupidity Part 1
Everyone that knows me, knows that I am not the type of person to post personal things online. Thats why its PERSONAL. But in recent events, I feel the need to post a few things because ALOT of things have gotten VERY twisted and taken out of its true context. I DO NOT feel in any way that I was out of line, and I'm sure any person living in the real world can agree with me. I did leave out things she posted that were personal to her, that doesn't relate to this issue, that is the only editing I did to any thing posted. The first thing I am posting is my e-mail to my boyfriends EX-WIFE. I had two minor issues with HER, mind you WITH HER, not the kids or anything else brought up in her response as you will see....It was between her and I, I did not put him in the middle of it, SHE did. As adults, her and I should have been able to resolve this. The issues were............ 1) Calling him constantly on our shared cell phone plan, which I have been paying for being injured and out

Flying
started a search to no avail a light that shines behind the veil trying to find it and all around us everywhere is all that we could ever share if only we could see it believe there's true thoughts beyond me life ever changing weaving destiny and it feels like i'm flying above you dream that i'm dying to find the truth seems like your trying to bring me down back down to earth back down to earth layers of dust and yesterdays shadows fading in the haze of what i couldn't say and though i said my hands were tied times have changed and now i find i'm free for the first time feel so close to everything now strange how life makes sense in time now and it feels like i'm flying above you dream that i'm dying to find the truth seems like your trying to bring me down back down to earth back down to earth

Why? It's Not What I Am.
Why is it when people see a Marine they call him soldier? I have been in both branches of the service; Marines first then Army. I wised up and came back to the Corps. A soldier doesn't earn a title as a Marine does. When you look at a soldier and ask him/her what branch are you in? They say: " I'm in the Army." But ask that of a Marine and you'll always get the response: "I'm a Marine"; NOT: " I'm in the Marine Corps." People may argue and fight that we all do the same job and it shouldn't matter what we are called. This point is very well true. But it's the discipline, the professionalism carried out by both that make the difference. I have been on Army bases that they do certain things, act a certain, that as a Marine we'd get wall to wall counseling for. Look at the uniforms, there is such a huge difference. Even more so in the dress uniforms. Marines rank for all enlisted but Private have crossrifles. We don't have the Specialist which I never understood anyways. Treated as a Corpo

Revision #1
#4 inked skin #8) looking in your toilet (ICP HA) #15) I wonder if 2 letters were takin a bath... http://fubar.com/stashEntry.php?stashId=2550316 #7) shop, keg fridge #36) where we will lay for all eternity (yes this is a grave) #30) same as #3, but somebody elses here are 6 of the nine I fuced up

Mr. Fix It
A husband is at home watching a football game when his wife interrupts, "Honey, could you fix the light in the hallway? It's been flickering for weeks now." He looks at her and says angrily, "Fix the light? Now? Does it look like I have a G.E. logo printed on my forehead? I don't think so." "Well, then could you fix the fridge door? It won't close right." To which he replied, "Fix the fridge door? Does it look like I have Westinghouse written on my forehead? I don't think so." "Fine," she says, "Then could you at least fix the steps to the front door? They're about to break." "I'm not a damn carpenter and I don't want to fix the steps," he says. "Does it look like I have Ace Hardware written on my forehead? I don't think so. I've had enough of you. I'm going to the bar!" So he goes to the bar and drinks for a couple hours. He starts to feel guilty about how he treated his wife, and decides to go home and help out. As he walks into the house, he notices the steps a

The Echo Of Us
Every time I close my eyes My body remembers our 69 And I quiver still feeling your tongue Flitting, tickling, dipping inside Mouth open wide Call and Response At its finest Floating, climbing This passionate spiral of sensation Heading upward Two bodies conjoined Two minds heaven bound Enjoying the ride From these sensations there is nowhere to hide And I know I should be satisfied But I am caught up in the echo of us The memory of you inside of me As I grind till I nut Has me enthralled I am appalled at my own greed My need to relive, And Relieve And Retrieve myself from this place inside my head Squirming in my bed Multiples offering no cures Only multiplying this ache I hope that you can at least relate To what I’m going through And if not, If this is a contest I surrender On the condition That memory on repeat in my mind Bounces off the walls in yours Hits the

Love...
Im a start out wit a quote " Love can sumtimes be magic...but magic is sumtimes jus an illusion." Love is a very difficult thing 4 me. I honestly don't think that people care bout me as much as they say they do. If I die tomorrow would you care? Everyone always told me that the love between a mother and a child is the strongest love...but is it? I don't know my mother she left us. when i was about 5 years old. My grandma told me that it was because she met sumone new and try to find job but as far as im concerned thats jus 1 side of the story there are always 2 sides but I often think to myself that if she really did love me wouldn't you think that she would try ta keep in touch? But wat i'm tryin ta get at is there is a different kinda love that I have never been too lucky at and thats the love between a man and a woman. I don't think that i'm ugly or anything I think that I have sum pretty good qualities to offer but I do have things about me that aren't all that great e

Calmness In Our Lives
I am passing this on to you because it definitely works and we could all use a little more calmness in our lives. By following simple advice I heard on the Dr. Phil show, you too can find inner peace. Dr. Phil proclaimed "The way to achieve inner peace is to finish all the things you have started and never finished." So, I looked around my house to see all the things I started and hadn't finished, and before leaving the house this morning, I finished off 23 Bud Lights, a bottle of Absolute, a package of Oreos, the remainder of my old Prozac prescription, the rest of the cheesecake, some Doritos and a box of chocolates. You have no idea how freaking good I feel. Please pass this on to those you feel might be in need of inner peace.

Cia Director Tells Cfr Al-qaeda Planning Another Attack
----------------- Bulletin Message ----------------- From: nierika Date: 18 Sep 2007, 07:52 http://www.newsmax.com/headlines/cia_hayden_warning/2007/09/07/30766.html?s=sp&promo_code=39BD-1CIA Director Hayden Warns of New al-Qaida AttacksFriday, September 7, 2007 1:01 PMAuthor: Stewart Stogel Article Font Size In a rare public address CIA Director Gen. Michael Hayden warned of new attacks by al Qaeda. (Getty)NEW YORK -- In a rare public address CIA Director Gen. Michael Hayden warned of new attacks by al-Qaida:"Our analysts assess with high confidence that al-Qaida's central leadership is planning high-impact plots against the U.S. homeland."Hayden's unusual public address was made at his request at the Council of Foreign Relations.The newly minted CIA chief also took the unusual step of making his appearance in military uniform, though as CIA director he is not on active military assignment. [Editor's Note: During the next emergency, Homeland Security says you must have this -

Banister Of Life
As You Slide Down the Banister of Life, Remember ... 1. Jim Baker and Jimmy Swaggert have written an impressive new book. It's called "Ministers Do More Than Lay People." 2. Transvestite: A guy who likes to eat, drink and be Mary. 3. The difference between the Pope and your boss...the Pope only expects you to kiss his ring. 4. My mind works like lightning. One brilliant flash and it is gone. 5. The only time the world beats a path to your door is if you're in the bathroom. 6. I hate sex in the movies. Tried it once. The seat folded up, the drink spilled and that ice, well, it really chilled the mood. 7. It used to be only death and taxes were inevitable. Now, of course, there's shipping and handling, too. 8. A husband is someone who, after taking the trash out, gives the impression that he just cleaned the whole house. 9. My next house will have no kitchen - just vending machines and a large trash can. 10. A blonde said, "I was worried that

Tah ~dah Bitches!
so my big accomplishment on this SLACKER day is now pictured & posted in my fun stuffs album:) I hand poured the flower sucker molds this afternoon. There will be palm trees in between & on either side of those 2 make the center piece for the table. Check them out . .they're GROOOOOOOVY oh & I have a bunch of different molds & sucker molds if anyone feels inclined to have something unique at their next party .. look me up I will do it for really cheap :) gives me something to do in my spare moments

The Creation Of Michigan
>>The Creation Of Michigan >> Once upon a time in the Kingdom of Heaven , God was missing for six days. Eventually, Michael the archangel found him, resting on the seventh day. He inquired, "Where have you been?" God sighed a deep sigh of satisfaction and proudly pointed downwards through the clouds, "Look Michael, look what I've made." Archangel Michael looked puzzled and said, "What is it?" "It's a planet," replied God, "and I've put Life on it. I'm going to call it Earth and it's going to be a great place of balance." "Balance?", inquired Michael, still confused. God explained, pointing to different parts of earth, "For example,northern Europe will be a place of great opportunity and wealth while southern Europe is going to be poor; the Middle East over there will be a hot spot. Over here I've placed a continent of white people and over there is a continent of black people," God continued,pointing to dif ferent countries."This one will be extremely hot and arid whil

Family List
HYE YA'LL I TOOK EVERYONE OUT BUT ONE PERSON BECAUSE HE BOUGHT ME MY VIP AND IF YOU BUY ME A BLAST OR HAPPY HOUR I WILL PUT YOU IN THERE BUT TILL THEN NO AND DONT COME CRYING TO ME WANTING TO SEE MY NAUGHTY PICS CAUSE YA AINT TILL I GET SOMETHING OUT OF THE DEAL AND IF YOU DONT LIKE THAT WELL KEEP WALKING DOWN THE ROAD CASSIE

Yayayayyayay My Life Thus Far.
Pocket check: one pen, an almost empty lighter, and 36 cents Fridge check: Half a pack of bologna, a loaf of bread, mustard, ketchup, thousand island, jelly, butter, 4 eggs, gallon and a half of water Cupboard check: 4 packs of ramen, can of peas, can of carrots, half a box instant pancake mix, syrup, peanut butter Wow, I'm seriously a broke college student. I need money someway, but no place is willing to hire me because of the lack of vehicle. The person I've been talking to is too flaky for my liking and well I'm going to give up on her. I rarely have the urge to try and do anything that requires a lot of effort (big reason I'm single still after about 2 years). Found out my ex is still crazy for me and wishes she had stayed with me. Just the news I really wanted to hear (long story with that one). Majority of the people out here are very fair weather friends, and only after one thing, never trying to just be a friend. Fuck I need something to do I'm writing this just ou

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As you can see im back online..Ive had a rough 2 weeks. I wont go into details but lets just say im glad its over... My job sucks! well not really but the hours suck.. 12 hour days are really kicking my ass.. Ive worked 36 hours in the past 3 days.. Im so overly tired i cant sleep.. i walk around like a zombie these days.. Its sexy let me tell ya... Anyways. I had a root canal done this last Tuesday and now its infected.. Soo im still in horrible pain. Im on antibiotics which dont seam to be helping much.. The new house is coming along.. I hate cleaning other peoples filth!! I could go on and on about whats went wrong since i moved in but im sure yawl would rather not hear it...LOL My boring life.. We have been watching movies for the past 2 weeks. Mainly Disney! I have yet to get our cable company out to my house...Anyways.. I better get going. I have a sleeping 2 year old on my lap which is getting pretty heavy! ( He isn't feeling well) :( I guess ill stop here because i really dont

Any Ladies Like Coco???
Hey! Ladies,this is D!GG$ tryin to see wats good with the ladies on here.I have been on here for bout a week and I am looking for a Fubar Wifey. Not a real life girl,just a Fubar lady.Someone that I can chat wit and joke wit.I be on here for the points,but I'm not putting my Dick on here for friends and Fans.I just like the site for my own reasons and feel like if I can find one then thats great.If not then oh well,shit happens. If ur interested and feel like u can handle the challenge then let me know wats good.If not then I will just be on here like a fly on th wall chilling. If u see that i don't even have a crush on anybody for that sole reason that I haven't been moved by anyone on here and everybody already has somebody. So,U think u got wat it takes then Holla at Me and I will get at u.

I Wanna Know You
YOU'RE ON MY FRIENDS LIST, I WANNA KNOW YOU...I want to know 36 things about you. I don't care if we never talk, never liked each other, or if we already know everything about each other. Short and sweet is fine...You're on my list, so I want to know you better! BE HONEST COPY FROM HERE THEN SEND DIRECTLY TO ME IN A MESSAGE THEN, REPOST THE EMPTY QUESTIONS AS A BULLETIN. 1.)Q. Can you cook? 1.)A. 2.)Q. What was your dream growing up? 2.)A. 3.)Q. What talent do you wish you had? 3.)A. 4.)Q. If I bought you a drink what would it be? 4.)A. 5.)Q. Favorite vegetable? 5.)A. 6.)Q. What was the last book you read? 6.)A. 7.)Q. What zodiac sign are you ? 7.)A. 8.)Q. Any Tattoos and/or Piercings? 8.)A. 9.)Q. Worst Habit? 9.)A. 10.)Q. If you saw me walking down the street would you offer me a ride? 10.)A. 11.)Q. What is your favorite sport? 11.)A. 12.)Q. Negative or Optimistic attitude? 12.)A. 13. )Q. What would you do if you were stuck in an el

Cmere And See Whats Up((update))!!!
Ok folks, I am GoInG to host a contest for the best Fu~Salute.1st place prize will be a 7 day blast, Second place will get choice of a ticker or Choice of BPG.Wanna enter??? The only rule i will have is it must be a FU approved salute......bombing WILL be allowed....open to anyone and everyone.Contest will begin 9/29/07 at midnight cst and will close 10/6/07 at midnight cst Fumail me ur pic link ,The more the better....lets make the first contest i host kick ass!!! DJ*TwiZLeTTe*[WifeyOfWardenAli]InMaTe#663087@ fubar

Black And Blue, I Hateyou
You leave me black and blue, I hate you, I want to kill you, You say you love me, But you leave me, Left me black and blue, My heart is broken, You said you loved me, But you left me, Left me on the streets, You want me dead, But if you kill me, I'll come and haunt you, Because you left me, Black and blue

Ayumi’s Photo Shoot
Ayumi’s Photo Shoot by WFEATHER © Ayumi walked into the front room of the building, and was greeted by the bubbly assistant Monica. They exchanged brief pleasantries, commented on the fact that John was really excited about this latest idea for a photo shoot, and then Ayumi disappeared down the corridor. John was already in Studio 3, the room designed specifically for fetish-related shoots, primarily BDSM. He was working with one of the lights, perhaps diagnosing a malfunctioning switch. "Hey, John! Great idea for today's photo shoot!" John looked up and grinned, a facial expression which revealed the gap from having a tooth punched out in a bar brawl a few weeks earlier. "I think so as well, and of all the fetish models I work with, you came to mind immediately for this one." Ayumi reached the photographer and gave him a big hug. "Thanks," she said softly. "That means a lot to me." "So will the exposure," John responded. "I mentioned the idea to a friend, and h

Once Again...
I'm asking for some help to level up, still got a long way to go so I need all the assistance I can get. something about getting to level 20 appeals to me although I'm not sure I'll stick around past that cause I don't seem to have the support of the majority of those on my friends list. I've even lost interest in designing art because of it. those that do and that have helped me in the past and present..you have my thanks. Later... Rick

Beautiful Rain
I saw them in concert a few years back when they were just getting going. I think this is one of the most beautiful love songs I've heard. Good times. well the satellite comes and goes :: we give each other all we know :: in silence we still talk :: by the light of the stereo waltz :: and will you rain down :: in your cinematic love truck :: i want to hold you like nothing's going to stop us :: she come to take me away :: its all that i needed :: i don't breathe another lover :: flicker on a tv screen :: everything's more than it seems :: the mighty backward fall :: stare at the light on the wall :: i swear to this :: she felt like velvet :: second blond child she meant it :: she come to take me away :: its all that i needed :: i don't breathe another lover :: i'm an alien :: you're an alien :: it's beautiful rain :: beautiful rain :: beautiful rain

The Beast
The Beast by Enunciatory_J © It was an unusually brisk June morning, filled with darkened grey clouds cloaking the kindness of sunrise. Mina smiled as she dashed towards the cover of the trees, thankful for the added stealth. On her heels, her best friend and apprentice cohort, Tish, trudged behind. "The Beast should be leaving soon," commented Mina, as she fished through her jacket pockets for a pair of gloves, "then we'll head inside and figure out what she's really up to." Tish nodded uneasily, but said nothing. Helen, known to the girls as The Beast, was Mina's stepmother and a right bitch. Slowly, Mina's family's fortune had dwindled without explanation, causing her father to take a job in another state, leaving her alone with The Beast until she could finish school. Pointing at the ornate sedan passing by on the road at the edge of the woods, Mina exclaimed "Yes! Let's go, I'm freezing my ass off." Both girls sprinted out from the woods as fast as they could; heading

Wish You Were Here
Pain it is too deep cannot run cannot hide. When will it end, The tears are falling and you arent here to wipe them away. My friend i wish you were here. The pain is too much. My heart aches. I want to thank you let you know i care, but it hurts cause i have to thank you in this poem. I want to give you a hug, but you arent here, many miles lie between us. I can only say i love you in this poem and hope that you always know that i wish you were here. my heart is breaking cause i wish that we could hang out and do what friends do. I wish you were here I cant understand why good friends always have to live miles away from eachother, It hurts alot to know that i may never meet you. Or give you a hug. I want so bad to reach out and give you a hug, I just wish you were here. In my heart i hold a special place, a place full of memories i have built just talking to you, and that is where you remain. God only knows how much i wish you were here. I hug

Silence
It changed, did you feel it? The sound of silence, it has changed. Its more painful to hear. The heaviness is back, and still i don't hear the reason for the change. The tingle between my shoulders has returned, causing a keener awareness. Now my stomach joins my senses in the deeper growing silence as it becomes almost ugly. Still no sounds can be heard. There it is again, did you feel it? The deepest silence has returned. Ugly, hated, vicious in its pursuit of whats left of me. The silence proclaims...He's Angry, as he enters the room.

Goodmorning
Don't have much time, I need to get ready for work, but decided to drop in and say good morning to all, before taking off. I am so glad it's thurs...it's payday for Lee, and just one day closer to Friday, and payday for me, which I am sure ready for...ready for both payday, and Friday....lol As far as which one I need the worst...it's a VERY close tie. I'm sure ready for the weekend, but I'm also VERY broke! lol Hope ya'll have a beautiful day, and I'll be back around to hang out with ya'll later this afternoon! Take care, Fu's!

I Need Clothes
Alright!!!!! Which one of my blogging fans snuck the blue pen into my load of white laundry? If you can't tell I'm "hopping" mad hahahahaha! Just talking about tough days and went to the dryer only to find all my khakis and t-shirts are covered in blue splotches. So uncool! I know it couldn't have been my fault! Mom always taught me to check my pockets. Must have been Thunder's revenge for leaving him home while I went away! Sly dog! Er ah, cat! Oh well, I was thinking the time had come for a change of clothes anyway. Have a great weekend all, I'm off to check the rest of my pockets!

Nutso Weirdo
by the way, I haven't seen that psychopath waveform. did he finally check into bellvue the psych ward, get over his mid life crisis, or try to find other people to talk to that sound like carbon copies of wikipedia and idiot savants?

2-step Savory Chicken
This is so simple prepared on top of your stove in just two easy steps, this recipe shows cooking made simply delicious! Ingredients 1 Tbs. vegetable oil 4 boneless chicken breast halves 1 can (10 3/4 oz.) cream of mushroom soup 1/2 C. water Seasoning* Directions Heat oil in skillet. Add chicken and cook until browned. Add soup, water and seasoning. Heat to a boil. Cover and cook over low heat 5 minutes or until done. *Choose 1 of the following: 1/4 tsp. dried thyme leaves or 1/2 tsp. garlic powder or 1/8 tsp. ground sage

The Birthday Present
The Birthday Present by MistressGigi© It took me a long time to realize the impact that one day had on me. How did he describe it, like a story of how to have a relationship in only one day, one space of 24 hours almost to the minute? We met at a conference. I know that sounds so very cliché the academics equivalent of a convention. OK. But this was supposed to be a bunch of writing professors not a group of rowdy sex crazed drunks. Actually we were all quite sober. The pre-keynote had just started and everyone in the ballroom seemed to crunch softly on their salads so as not to be rude. I had chosen a table strategically near the doors to make my escape if the keynote dragged on too long---like last time. I sat with a colleague from his school, two of his friends from Reno, a group of graduate students from Canada, BC I think and two empty seats. Suppressing giggles in walk two people and the man asks if he can sit at the table. I said, "Certainly," immediately; of course it mig

The Blindfold
The Blindfold by willowsula© Gary and Ange walk down the hall of the hotel, their luggage following behind them. Ange's heart is racing in her chest as she opens the door to their room. She knows her instructions, yet she keeps replaying them through her mind. Go in, set luggage aside, go get ice, then return for whatever Gary has in store for me. I wonder what it is... As He follows her in, her eyes scan the room noting the lay out of the room, where the bed is in relation to everything else. She nods as it is committed to memory and she pauses to put her luggage out of the path of traffic. Ange takes the ice bucket and says, "Be right back, Master," kisses Him on the cheek and slips out of the room to go get the ice. She walks down then long hallway and fills the bucket, listening to the clatter of the cubes as they accumulate in the small bucket. As she returns down the hallways, her mind turns to the afternoon ahead, of things that may happen. He's been horribly quiet so

If Everyone Cared
"If Everyone Cared" From underneath the trees, we watch the sky Confusing stars for satellites I never dreamed that you'd be mine But here we are, we're here tonight Singing Amen, I, I'm alive Singing Amen, I, I'm alive [Chorus:] If everyone cared and nobody cried If everyone loved and nobody lied If everyone shared and swallowed their pride Then we'd see the day when nobody died And I'm singing Amen I, Amen I, I'm alive Amen I, Amen I, Amen I, I'm alive And in the air the fireflies Our only light in paradise We'll show the world they were wrong And teach them all to sing along Singing Amen, I, I'm alive Singing Amen, I, I'm alive (I'm alive) [Chorus x2] And as we lie beneath the stars We realize how small we are If they could love like you and me Imagine what the world could be If everyone cared and nobody cried If everyone loved and nobody lied If everyone shared and swallowed their pride Then we'd see the day when nobody died When n

Re: Video: Ron Paul Slams Bernanke For Dollar Meltdown
----------------- Bulletin Message ----------------- From: Alex Jones Date: 20 Sep 2007, 15:01 Ron Paul Slams Bernanke For Dollar Meltdown Ron Paul has slammed Federal Reserve Chairman Ben Bernanke for deliberately depreciating the value of the dollar to artificially bail out Wall Street while poor and middle class people lose their homes and have their living standards lowered.If the link sends you to the MySpace home page, please copy and paste the URL into your browser window. Surprisingly, Rupert Murdoch is not fan of prison planet.com! http://www.prisonplanet.com/articles/september2007/200907_dollar_meltdown.htm

Senior Boys Sex Joke
Okay so a guy is near the end of his senior year in high school. Unfortunately, he still has to share a room with his younger brother who is only 9 years old. One night, he decides to bring his girlfriend home for a little fun. They have bunk beds and the guy notices that his little brother is already asleep on the lower bunk, so he and his girlfriend climb up to the top bunk. As you might expect things start to heat up. The guy remembers that his little brother is sleeping below so he tells his girlfriend to whisper "lettuce" if she wants it harder and "tomato" if she wants a new position. Lettuce!!! Tomato!!! Lettuce!!! Tomato!!! Lettuce!!! Tomato!!! She screams. Lettuce!!! Tom

If I Make It To December...
Monday I start Yoga classes as well as Water arobics classes. I have to make an eye doctors appointment sometime soon... Colored contacts or clear? My book is just about finished and I will be starting a new one Called "Soccer Mom Wicca (Rich Bitchcraft). I'm roleplaying again. I may be getting braces. I'm going to Colorado in December... With the stress I'm under this trip will be a welcome break.