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My Poetry
can it be a poem? Lonesome Fingers itching Burning with eagerness They find my virgin cunt And I roll onto my back Stretched out under the covers My hands stroking and probing I spread my legs And let my fingers glide inside Wet and slippery My thighs open wider Shoving my fingers in deeper I find my clit with the other hand And pull my fingers out To rub my hard nipples My tiny B-cup breasts feel soft Between moist fingers And my clit is being caressed And rubbed raw A dance of caresses I close my eyes And pleasure myself Until the loneliness fades away Scent fills the air black candles surround i prepare myself for you to lay me down anticipation grows an adrenaline rush body starts to shake at your fingers slightest touch you move slow and take your time as we sway to the music sweet songs of sublime a hand on my neck, a hand on my back you pull me near gently cupping my face and whisper sweet nothings in my ear you ligh
The Last Warrior
High on bleak, stony rag, Unmoving, he sits astride His ragged coated pony. Only telltale frozen breaths, Separate them from The still, winter black boles Of ancient leafless trees. The pony, blown and lame, Stands with lowered head, Ears flattened to the sound Of a distant wolf pack. The man on his back, All weapons lost, Ignores the trickling blood From savage wounds, Mingling his war paint. Eyes burning fiercely He strains to find The sign he seeks: Behind, the sound of enemy Draws ever closer. At last, faith rewarded, He sees far below In the deep valley, Arriving at the edge Of the fast flowing river, The great she bear With two gamboling cubs: To fish the racing salmon, Drawn relentlessly toward Their age-old spawning ground. Silently, the wounded brave Offers his final prayer To the eternal clan bear; Totem and guardian Of his battle slain tribe. The enemy, exultant, Are almost upon him, Yet he looks not behind: He sees only the Great Spiri
My Blog
HOW FAR WOULD U GO WITH ME?! Copy and leave a message in my inbox... Put "yes" "maybe" or "no" and answer me back Kiss me: Hug me: Date me: Get drunk with me: Kill me: Love me: Hate me: Hold me: Lie to me: Hurt me: Sing with me: Dance with me: Grind on me: Cuddle with me: Let me make a move on you: Make a move on me: Watch a movie with me: Get me a B-day gift: Do you know my B-day: Caress me: Let me borrow your car: Be there for me: Buy me a drink: Bring me around your friends: Give me a massage: Take me to the club: Go to bed with me: Stay up and talk all night: Take advantage of me: Hangout with me: Take care of me if I wasn't feeling good: Hold hands with me: Do something incredibly sweet for me: Give me a lap dance: Tell me you love me: Let me call you: If so whats your number: What would you do if you woke up next to me: (obviously this one isn't a yes or no answer) Will you repost this so I can do the same for you:
Another Chapter In The Story Of My Life
I'm not going to lie, I'm bored. That means I am going to do a random blog where I just ramble on and on and hope it makes sense at some point. Let's talk about the men in my life at the moment, and maybe a few from the past. *Name has been changed. Dirty Sally should know who they are though. ~Turtle's Man- This is my 3rd ex-fiance(yes, I've had 3). I was with him for 2 yrs, which has been my logest relationship. You could say we still have some feeling for each other but there is one issue....he lives across the street from me with his pregnant gf. He has on 2 different occasions made his way over here for an early morning visit. This may be the point where some of you think I'm some bf stealing slut. So, not the truth I just have the belief that if a guy is looking elsewhere he's not be properly satisfied at home. I won't purposely sleep with married men though. ~Next would be "MR SEXY Ace Hellraiser"(hehe)-Met him when I was working and we automatically hit it off. A fe
A Firemans Life Please Read!
A Firefighter's Life Body: It may take you two minutes to read this, but if you do not take the time to read this you are one of the people this post is talking about. You stay up for 16 hours Hes been for 48 straight _________________________ You take a warm shower to help you wake up. The rain in the middle of the interstate keeps him awake. __________________________ You complain of a "headache", and call in sick. He's chilled to the bone, hasnt eaten all day, has the flu, and then runs into a burning building __________________________ You drink your coffee on your way to the mall. He pumps on a five years olds chest on the way to the hospital. __________________________ You make sure you're cell phone is in your pocket. He makes sure the pass device on his pack is working. __________________________ You talk trash about your "buddies" that aren't with you. He watches his buddy fall through four floors. __________________________ You wa
My Husband
on this day 2 years ago i was married to love of my life...I cannot begin to describe how happy Joe makes me....He makes me feel things i never thought i would feel...I feel loved,cared about,wanted,seXy(wich has been something NOBODY has ever been able to make me feel about myself) HAPPY ANNIVERSARY baby Baby i love you with all my heart & soul.... EVERY morning for the last 2weeks i've been woke up by my husband kissing on my neck & whispering in my ear "You are sooo damn SeXy" & "i can't help but touch you* then he proceeds to bite & kiss my neck while he slips one hand between my legs & starts to gently rub my clit .....Mans got majic hands i tell ya lol.......Then i ask "What brought this on?" he says "how i can i lay here next to you with you naked & being sooo damn hot & not wanna touch you & make you cum" i hope this continues ;)
Confessions Of A Mountain Dew Addict
So a lot of you have been asking me about Ozzfest 2007. Yes, all the tix are free this year. Of course, I'm going to assume at this point that the PLARS tix are NOT free (Party Like A Rock Star). If they are, it'll be crazy because these tix are usually 300 bux a pop. Of course, they may not be doing PLARS passes this year. Hahaha too all you suckers then. System of a Down's farewell tour as well, from rumours and such. I can't wait to meet those guys. This could be the most fun @ Ozzfest since I met Cradle of Filth...or maybe Rob Zombie and John 5. I can't decide. So...get ready to grab your tix...I'll see you there...in random cities throughout the US. Look me up or send a shoutout if you'll be going and tell me where. I'll look forward to meeting my fellow CherryTappers. :) *Amanda cherrY* So, I've had a few questions about my name. Yes, PepsiCo does give me freebies for using this name. It didn't start out that way, however. See, I have used thi
Everyone Make Me A Legend
PLZZZZZZ HELP ME BE A LEGEND BOYS FAN ME AND ADD ME SHOW AOME LUV WHEN I BECOME A LEGEND I AM GOING TO SHOW ALL SO SHOW SOME LUV ALL MY FANS I WILL NEVER FORGET ABOUT YOU I HAVE A SURPRISE FOR MY FANS SO FAN ADD COMMENT AND RATE BOYS BECAUSE YOU KNOW I BLONG ON THAT BOARD
Contests
http://www57.rockyou.com/textpix/textpix-publish.php?instanceid=7674432 rules: Answer this 4 the person who posted this and then repost it 4 Other PPL 1.Would u fuck me? answer: 2.What position would u ........ want me to have u in? answer: 3.Would u give me head/eat me out? answer: 4.Would u fuck me hard? answer: 5.Would u fuck me the first night u met me? answer: 6.Give me a naked pic? answer: 7.Would u fuck me in the shower? answer: 8.Would u hancuff me or tie me up 2 the bed and then fuck me? answer: 9.Would u have a 3-some with me? answer: 10.What makes u want 2 fuck me? answer: 11.Would u talk dirty 2 me while we fucked? answer: 12.Where would u fuck me @? answer: 13.Would u fuck me in front of people? answer: 14.Would u fuck me again and again? answer: 15.Would u fuck me in the rain? answer: 16.Would u mind if we fucked like ........ stars? answer: 17.Would u have phone sex with me? answer: 18.If i gave u
All Over Again
Last night I fell in love with you All over again, More deeply in love, Than ever before. No one has ever expressed their love for me With such beautiful and kind words. Last night I fell in love with you All over again, With such stronger faith Than ever before. Knowing that you will always be there for me When dark shadows enter my life. Last night I fell in love with you All over again With a stronger friendship Than ever before When ever I need a tender shoulder to cry on I know you will wipe away the tears Last night I feel in love with you All over again With more respect Than ever before I look up to you and admire your strength In turn you have strengthen me Last I feel in love with you All over again With such care Than ever before Now I truly believe how much you care for me You have given me life. Last night I fell in love with you All over again With more happiness Than ever before You have brought back to me smiles and laughter
Me :d
Hey everyone, im new here but im slowly figuring shit out. woot woot! if you could give me any pointers thatd be great, leve me a msg :P ciao for now :D:D Hey everyone, im new here but im slowly figuring shit out. woot woot! if you could give me any pointers thatd be great, leve me a msg :P ciao for now :D:D
Memories Of Winter Dreams
these past couple of weeks i feel like things in my life have fallin apart and some new things are growing closer freindships have started to crumble and lose closeness and i miss this but the outcome has been i have gained someone that is wounderfull for once i feel happy when im with this person although i know many will not like this but they will just have to get over it becuase as i have said since i became single i will be happy and nothing will stand in my way and if they cant deal with that than they can get out the way and shut there mouths and just deal with it or they can grow a pair and voice it eather way im gonna be happy. now as to the freindships that are drifting apart this is particaly my fault becuase i have been working so much and i havnet had the the time or energy to talk as much but i do hope those ppl know that they are still in my heart and my mind and that i miss them very much i was thinking about this last night as i was closing up at work all by my self a
The Weekend
Okay so its friday and looks like there is a really good movie out this weekend called 300 based on the comic book by frank miller, which he also did sin city which was amazing. 300 looks sick i cant wait to go see it, i dont know when though i am workin the next couple weeks in nebraska so hopefully i can get some time too see. If you see it this weekend leave a message. later
Salt
Pain is weakness leaving the body the Mind the Spirit the Heart M The only Woman or man worth your tears, is the one that won't make you cry
Sir Magic Kinky Thoughts & Life Reflections
Who am I: ? (The age old question) I'm soft spoken, straight, sensual, kinky, very erotically Dominant (not a control freak) 6'1", 240 lb semi-muscular male. I'm refined, articulate, witty, educated, with a bittersweet DARK SOUL. This is NOT to say I'm negative, far from it. If anything I'm a pragmatist who sees the glass as half full NOT half empty like so many. As a person I have faced my own mortality, inner truths and flaws. Life for me is a constant journey to "do better and be better". Like most humans some days I live up to it, other days a fail miserably. I'm a (Anthony)Tony Robbins, Dr Wayne Dyer, John Maxwell and Dr Phil Disciple. I have a simple saying: "BDSM Leather Mastery is not built in a day, it is built daily." ~Sir Magic~ I love the four "S"s : Sushi, Sashimi, Scifi and Sluts. Those who know me say I'm a very dynamic person I am not only comfortable in an Art Museum or Black Tie Affair but the backwoods and trails as well. I have a passion for li
Kids Will Make U Laugh....
A father passing by his son's bedroom was astonished to see that his > > bed was nicely made and everything was picked up. Then he saw an > > envelope, propped up prominently on the pillow that was addressed to > > "Dad." > > With the worst premonition he opened the envelope with trembling > > hands and read the letter. > > Dear Dad: > > It is with great regret and sorrow that I'm writing you. I had to > > elope with my new girlfriend because I wanted to avoid a scene with Mom and you. I > > have been finding real > > passion with Stacy and she is so nice. But I knew you would not > > approve of her because of all her piercings, tattoos, tight > > motorcycle clothes and the fact that she is much older than I am. > > But it's not only the passion...Dad she's pregnant. Stacy said that > > we will be very happy.She owns a trailer in the woods and has a > > stack of firewood for the whole winter. > > We share a dream of having many more children. Stacy ha
The Gift
You have a sexual IQ of 146 When it comes to sex, you are a super genius. You have had a lot of experience, and sex interests you so you know a lot about it. You pride yourself on being a source of information and guidance to all of your friends. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com Your Extroversion Profile: Cheerfulness: Very High Friendliness: High Assertiveness: Medium Excitement Seeking: Medium Sociability: Medium Activity Level: Low How Extroverted Are You? *****The Gift***** Darkness, ebbing into shadow worlds daylight screaming for new life a solitude of silence gone rent, as if by a knife Sun pushing, forcing, driven now prisms diamond glow comes thru the brilliant colors rainbow like flow thru the morning dew A new day is apon us full with wonders to behold like children we await to see our future to unfold Come sit with me my beauty see a morning thats to love a precious gift is given us amazement from above Doc
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Gig review. Toots and the Maytals. Carling Academy Liverpool. 25 July. 2007 “Toots”is a rare breed. A true living legend. One of the greatest innovators of reggae….. so much so that "Do the Reggay," a 1968 single by Toots and the Maytals, is credited with giving the genre its name. His songs have been covered by (amongst others) other heroes of mine, Clash and the Specials. …and here he was, as I live and breath (in my first smokeless gig) In Liverpool! I go to the gig in charming company..friends old and new. Good start. A few bevies in the the Head of steam bar and in we go. More good news, the venue is already more than half full for the excellent support band, local upcoming Ska-cers (Scousers/Ska-cers) The STOPOUTS. Full of energy mixing a little punk in with the bouncing basslines, The Stopouts put on a brilliant show, pleasing the army of young fans and hopefully gaining a new fanbase from the delightful mix of ages and genres. They do a swift 30 minute set full of ska/
Rockfest 2007
Rockfest 2007...........Get Your Tickets Now! We Got Ours! Check Out This Line Up! Gates Open at 11 a.m. Show starts at noon! Main Stage Puddle of Mudd - 1:30 p.m. Chevelle - 2:40 p.m. Sevendust - 3:50 p.m. Breaking Benjamin - 5:00 p.m. Buckcherry - 6:30 p.m. Three Days Grace - 8:00 p.m. Godsmack - 9:30 p.m. Fireworks at the end of the show! Second Stage sponsored by DeVry University Red Line Chemistry - Noon Federation of Horsepower - 1 p.m. Burden Brothers - 2:10 p.m. Operator - 3:20 p.m. Exies - 4:30 p.m. Black Stone Cherry - 6;00 p.m. Drowning Pool - 7:30 p.m. Saliva - 9:00 p.m.
Englishman In France
An Englishman is having breakfast, in Paris, one morning (coffee, croissants, bread, butter and jam) when a Frenchman, chewing bubble-gum, sits down next to him. The Englishman ignores the Frenchman who, nevertheless, starts a conversation. Frenchman: "You English folk eat the whole bread??" Englishman (in a bad mood): "Of course." Frenchman: (after blowing a huge bubble) "We don't. In France, we only eat what's inside. The crusts we collect in a container, recycle it, transform them into croissants and sell them to England." The Frenchman has a smirk on his face. The Englishman listens in silence. The Frenchman persists: "Do you eat jam with the bread??" Englishman: "Of Course." Frenchman: (cracking his bubble-gum between his teeth and chuckling). "We don't. In France we eat fresh fruit for breakfast, then we put all the peels, seeds, and leftovers in containers, recycle them, transform them into jam, and sell the jam to England." After a momen
A Collection Of Downraters..
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Down Rater
Here My Friends is a true cherry Down Rater..... Left me a 1......lol pls check her out...... pruitt252005@ CherryTAP
Dedicated To True Love
Little something i wrote , i know iam not a poet , but it comes from my heart i guess . Its called Dont Forget . Dont Forget dont forget, i loved you and it was a true love . dont forget, tears that fell from my eyes were for you . dont forget, the way i held you and looked into your eyes and thos sweet soft kisses the color of your eyes , and the way you tilt your head. dont forget, my love is forever, even if you are with another, my heart will always be locked away thinking of you and forever broken hearted. dont forget, even tho iam not worthy of you , you were my dream come true and nothing will ever replace you . dont forget, ill be looking into the sun or moon light sky , clouds or stars dreaming of you . dont forget, without true love , you have nothing . dont forget, i will miss you and always love you , my heart has died and somebody in the world truely did love you . dont forget, everything i did was for you and only wanted to see you happy. dont fo
No Smile.........
NO SMILE IS AS BEAUTIFUL, AS THE ONE THAT STRUGGLES THRU TEARS.......
Daddy
MY DAD TURNED 65 ON JUNE 13. I LOVE HIM VERY MUCH. HE HAS ALWAYS BEEN A GOOD FATHER AND PROVIDER FOR ME. BUT, I WANT TO KNOW SOMETHING. WHY CAN'T I HUG HIM OR KISS HIM OR EXPRESS THE WAY I FEEL TO HIM? WHAT THE HELL IS WRONG WITH ME? WHY AM I LIKE THIS? HE LIVES WITH ME BUT, HE SPENDS MOST OF THE TIME IN MEXICALI, MEXICO. 2 WEEKS AGO HE WAAS RIGHT HERE AND HE WAS NOT FEELING TO GOOD SO HE WENT TO MEXICALI TO SEE HIS DOCTOR. YESTERDAY HE CAME AND I ASKED HIM WHAT DID THE DOCTOR SAY? HE SAID THAT THE DOCTOR TOLD HIM THAT HE SUFFERED A STROKE. OF COURSE I FELT REALLY BAD BUT, I DID NOT SHOW IT. TODAY WHEN HE WAS ABOUT TO LEAVE BECAUSE HE IS GOING TO MEXICO. WELL ALL THE WAY WHERE HE IS FROM. HE STARTED CRYING AND I ASKED HIM WHAT'S WRONG? HE SAID NOTHING. I TOLD HIM WHY ARE YOU CRYING? WHAT DIDN'T YOU TELL US? HE SAID NOTHING. HE HAS GONE TO MEXICO BEFORE BUT, HE HAS NEVER CRYED BECAUSE HE WAS LEAVING THAT'S WHY I WAS ASKING HIM SO MANY QUESTIONS.MAN PEOPLE WHEN I SAW HIM CRYING I WA
Hey Everyone
hey everyone come check out my lounge and help get it started!!! http://fubar.com/new_lounge.php?w=1&lid=55120 Why is it okay for guys to fuck as many females as they want but if a girl fucked anyone we're all sluts? Hey so anyways i like cherrytap alot its a cool place to come when your bored and have nothing better to do lol! any so have fun
My Ct Husband
HEY EVERYONE..THANKS FOR STOPPING BY MY BLOG..I NEED SOME HELP IN SHOWING ALMOND JOY (my CT hubby) MAJOR LOVE..HE IF YOU GO BY AND FAN ADD AND RATE HIM AND SOME OF HIS PICS I WOULD GREATLY APPRECIATE IT AND I KNOW HE WOULD TO..HES SO LONELY..SO GO ON AND SHOW HIM WHAT CT IS REALLY ABOUT..THANKS LOVLYMOM http://www.cherrytap.com/user/369759
We Need To Support Troops
When doing your Christmas cards this year, take one card and send it to the address below. If we pass this on and everyone sends one card, think of how many cards these wonderful, special people who have sacrificed so much would get. When you are making out your Christmas card list this year, please include the following: A Recovering American Soldier c/o Walter Reed Army Medical Center 6900 Georgia Avenue,NW Washington,D..C. 20307-5001 God Bless America! Some peopl​e! '​ snort​ed a man stand​ing behin​d me in the long line at the groce​ry store​. ​'You would​ think​ the manag​er would​ pay atten​tion and open anoth​er line,​ '​said a woman​.​ I looke​d to the front​ of the line to see what the hold up was and saw a well dress​ed,​ young​ woman​,​ tryin​g to get the machi​ne to accep​t her
Sisters Three
We are Goddesses and sisters three, Fighting for unregalled redemption. They call us the Dirae or the Fury, We came without need of exemption. Our Fiery eyes and snake hair, Mark us apart from all of the rest. Our skin is darkened and not fair, We are hunters and are the best. We were born of our father blood, His son destroyed that which made him. Our father is no longer a clever stud, He cannot breed anymore on a whim. We seek revenge for those wronged, Women and mothers who were abused We keep the torture far prolonged, We revenge those we have accused. My eldest sister is Unceasing, I am the middle I am Grudging, Alecto's anger is ever increasing, Megaera (me) is always judging. Our little sister is called Tisiphone, Is the one who is ever the avenging. Her heart is made of blackened stone, Her swift sweet justice is abridging. We are the mighty hunters three, We are impartial and impersonal. Our pursuit is of maximum degree, Release from tort
Recipes
everytime someone bombs my pic in the contest i am in, god saves a kitten. please save as many kittens as you can!!! please click the pic below and save as many kittens as you can strawberry soup 1qt strawberries hulled, juice of 1 orange, 3tbsp confectioner's sugar 1 12 oz can peach nectar 1 1/2 cups yogurt in a food processor combine strawberries and orange juice; blend till smooth, add the sugar, gradually add peach nectar blending well. add yogurt blending untill mixed, refriderate watermelon slush.....1 cup ice 3 cups watermelon chunks 2 tablespoons honey, blend all in a blender, makes 2 servings, doc's note, for cancer patients, watermelon seems to be the most tolerated fruit. its light, cool, refreshing and goes down easy
My Passion In Life
Today someone asked me, “What is your passion in life”? Hell, I had no answer at all. I thought about it for a while and couldn’t come up with a damned thing that I am really passionate about. Well, except for my two boys but then again what good parent is not passionate about their children. Right now I am in an empty void in my life. I wake up and think to my self, “What the fuck is this shit all about”? Meaning life as it is, I sit on the edge of the bed dreading to have to get up and do the shit all over again. I get my fat ass up and walk out to the front room and there are my two silly ass boys getting into some shit they know damned well they ain’t supposed to be in and I fucking smile my ass off and give them both a big hug and tell them I love them. There, right there is when I realize that’s why I am doing this shit all over again another fucking day. I have to, I mean if I don’t who the fuck else is gonna love them better then their own father. So my only pass
Guys
I meet this guy online and he told me that he was single and he liked me. We talked like for 3 weeks and he told me that he wanted to meet but he always mad excusses why he couldn't meet me. I didn't think alot about it. So today i guess his girlfriend saw a text that i sent or something, so he texted me and told me that he had a girlfriend and to leave him alone. So i texted him and asked why he lied. he told me that he didnt know where him and her were goin. so i guess that is were that ends it sucks cause i really liked him. but what ever i guess it suckes for me........ why is it so hard to find a good guy and keep him????
Fubar
I hope everyone on Fubar is having a wonderful Holiday Season :) This site is meant to meet and get to know people … I have found that so many people are more worried about points and being rude then using the site expressing each of our individualities. Sharing with others what makes you you …so it’s made me wonder what you as a person like or dislike about this site???
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Life As We Know It
yeah well we all know i suck at life i always find a way of fucking thingss i know that no one is perfect but damnit...I try to be i try to do everything right an i am not doing so well...its been said that i am the best she has ever had that i treat her so well...but then how do i look past some major detail an not tell her...i feel like ass. a failure...i want to fix it but you cant change the past its over an done with an i know this but it doesnt change the shity feeling i have of being a terrible gf. how does one become perfect why is it not possible? ::hangs head:: I have to become better! life as i know it is making a huge turn around! the clouds that were hanging over head are passing over, with the new gf an new friends that i have made life is oh so much sweeter! my gf has three lil boys that i adore an love to death! An hell i could not ask for a better gf because let me tell you they dont get better then this one! ....to be continued!
Becareful
Did you know..Captain Hook died from jock itch.
Music
The new CD by Korn is pretty good, but as usual I'm confused......I can't figure out if it is self-titled or if it's titled "Untitled". The new CD by Linkin Park "Minutes to Midnight" is a mellow one. With the 3rd track "Leave out all the rest" pretty much setting the tone for other songs as well. "I bleed it out" is the reason I bought it, and I gotta say I'm happy with it, when I'm in a writting mood.....lol I heard on XM yesterday that Nine Inch Nails has released thier new cd "The Slip" as a free download fron thier website. If you are interested check it out. http://www.nin.com/ Tell me what you think of it. Metallica fans can sigh in relief for a while. The new album "Death Magnetic" has been released. No more crap like the shit that came from the last album. This time the four horsemen have returned with much heavier and faster riffs. The track "All nightmare long" is one of my favs on the cd, but damn near all of them have a much better "METAL UP YOUR ASS!!!"
Stuff That Comes To Me
The darkess inside grows again, Short lived peace and comfort, I do my best, but its still not enough, As the path norrows and the light dims, Im alone inside once more, A nameless face without feeling, Hunted by those from my past, Will they get me this time? I live in a world without love, Only hate consumes my body and soul, Slipping out in every word i say, And now the time has come to make my choice, Leave them all behide and go, Or stay and fight for the impossible, Only time will tell, for now, So many things on my mind, From hate to death, im plagued by it, This is not the life i chose, But its is the life i lead, The darkness tell me worse things are to come, The eternal finish of death, As the glow of life fades from my body, And slips into the eternity of fire or love, What awiats me on the other side, Fire or love, I think i already know. now you know most of the time i would just write my feelin
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Humans Are All The Same
There are four young girls playing together on the beach and have fun. Two white girls, an colored girl, and an Asian girl. They play and laugh together. They make each other wet, and do all the fun things. Finally the build a sandcastle, each girl makes a hand print from themselves in the castle. It's evening now, and the girls are home. Now you tell me please, which hand print is from which girl? In my 34 years of life. I have seen a lot, and at 4 times I have seen when history was made. The Fall of the Berlin Wall, the introduction of the €uro and the European unification, the election of Barak Obama as President of the United States, and September 11th. Most memorable will stay the Fall of the Berlin wall. Because, all evil men can do freedom and liberty will seek a way to break out of oppression. September 11 will always remind me of what men can do when, evil will be preached as good.
Lonely
To start things off my so called bf hasn't talk to me in 2 days except to yell at me.He is treating me like shit the past 2 days.And sex well i'm on my own with that.I'm just going to sit here and lick my wounds and cry today.Unless someone out there can make me feel better.Or make me smile but for now i'll just cry.luv and kisses stormy
Randy Couture Retires
So for the second time, Randy Couture has retired, and unlike the last time, it has nothing to with age or his ability to compete, because he's proven to everyone that he is that GOOD. This time its all because of Fedor ducking Randy, choosing to go to a much smaller and lamer M-1 organization instead of step into the UFC and fight the only person who poses a threat to his status as the best. Fedor knows Randy wants to fight him, and instead of step up and go for it he chooses to wait it out until Randy isn't on such a roll and is a few years older, and possibly not able to fight him. No matter though, Randy showed everyone that he is a true competitor and that he is the MAN. So until he comes out of retirement again, or even if he never does, the final image of him in the ring will always be a champion, which is completely fitting.
Stacy's Blog
How are you about sex? (with pics)created with QuizFarm.com You scored as Shy/SweetYour shy and sweet. Your kind of shy when it comes to sex but that adds a little somthing special to it. Your always sweet and you like to make sure your partner is having a good time. Please rate and comment and tell me what quiz this is when you do! Soft/slow 80%Shy/Sweet 80%Passionate/wet 60%Awkward/New 45%Hot/hard 40%Exciting/Exotic 30%
Help Me Out?
Smited Fairy Life And Loves...
I know this isn't the best News to start out with something sad but I dont' know how long my eyes will last before they need the operations on them... I saw my Diabetic Eye Doctor and I have cataracts in both eyes, due to my Diabetes and suffering dry eyes. I am scare of it a little bit, the Doctor told me if my eyes get worse, there is a surgery for them and one at a time. Though most Diabetics go blind adventurally. I now, really dislike Diabetes, if it wasn't for the polyneuropathy that has 50 % of my body in certain areas and now my eyes are going. I love reading, now that will be another thing to lose, unless I can find a partner to read to me... I love doing alot of things like writing Poetry to writing short and long Stories. I do alot of Arts and Crafts, I also love painting and playing my electric keybroad. I don't fear Death but to lose my eye-sight before I get a chance to find my True Love, I would never know what they look like and would need their help more in
I Dare You To Say This To A Cop
starkel starkle little twink who the hell you are i think i'm not under the afluence of incahol like some thinkle peep i am
People
why are some people so stupid
The Rules Of Bedroom Golf
Scioto Ordnance Plant From Wikipedia, the free encyclopedia The Scioto Ordnance Plant (SOP) was an ammunitions and bomb making facility built in Marion County, Ohio by the United States Army in 1942. The plant operated until 1945 when production wound down. Also built adjacent was the Marion Engineering Depot which was authorized in the summer of 1942. Land for the plant was taken in Grand Prairie, Scott, Clairdon and Marion Townships in an area covering 12,500 acres (51 km2). Families who owned property within the zone identified for the facility were notified March 2, 1942 that they had to vacate their land by May 1, 1942. Not only did this mean that the displaced had to find a place to live in the midst of a housing and fuel shortage, but it also meant moving and/or selling livestock and agricultural equipment. Federal contractors began removing field fencing in April 1942. While land owners received a "fair" valuation for their property, relocation expenses were not paid.
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Nightshade Blossoms
Nightshade Blossoms (Written 1998) Twenty-five days. It has been twenty-five days exactly since I have heard her voice, twenty-nine days since I have seen her face. The first minutes, hours and even days had been the easiest, of course. The bliss from our weeks together had been like the emotional euphoria from a thousand holidays wrapped into those briefest of moments that we had shared. The emotions had inevitable outlasted her presence, her essence outlasting her touch. After she left, flown away like some dove that belonged not on this undeserving Earth, had departed on the southern winds to some home more magical, more deserving. It is unfortunate that as a part of this world, I am equally undeserving of her, a fact that may not have been entirely lost on her. However powerful the emotions may have been, their ardor could not last forever. Now they are but a series of confused, vague memories that cloud my mind and serve to haunt me rather than comfort me. Ostensib

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Heath Ledger, I Miss You.
Two hours after it happened, I was reading on the net news that Heath Ledger died of a drug-overdose in Mary-Kate Olson’s apartment on the bathroom floor, and was found by the maid, who went to look for him after the massage person showed up and asked where he was. But someone else said that they heard on the news on TV that Heath was at his own apartment. The massage girl showed up, found him in the bathroom with the pills almost dead, and grabbed a cell. Called Mary-Kate Olson, who was on speed dial, and asked what she should do. Mary-Kate, who was in CA at the time, called one of her NY body-guards and told them to go over there. So the bodyguard shows up, sees he is dead, and then calls 9-1-1. But someone else told me that he died in the bedroom, of his own apartment. Oh, and his family said that he didn’t die from drugs, but admits he had a backache. Thus the massage person. (Who doesn’t exist in some of these versions.) Soooo… what have you heard?
My Concert
It's time to celebrate local metal!! Get your asses out to the: Indi-Grace Metal Showcase Featuring Deadringer's CD Release Bash wsg: Wake of Destruction, Occams Razor, Skarrd & Cacophonous Incantation! ALSO: **Miss High Octane Model Search Finals!** Cheer for your favorite model onstage to win the title of "Miss High Octane!" **AND Indi-Grace's 30th Birthday Blowout!!** Saturday, August 16, 2008 at THE MACHINE SHOP!! Doors at 7pm $5 21+, $8 18-20 at the door $5 18 & Up Pre-Sale Tickets ARE Available! Contact your favorite band!! 5 Killer Bands, 4 Gorgeous Models, 3 Decades, 2 Much to Miss, 1 BIG NIGHT!! BE THERE!!! At The Machine Shop in Flint. This Saturday! $5 for 21+, $8 for 18-20 5 bands, kick ass music! Someone is gonna win tix to Saliva/Drowning Pool! I'll be there and hope to see you there!!
Need Lots Of Help
Hello I really need all the help I can get on this one... so please help if you can... This is really important. I have helped many in theirs and I need the help in mine now... I think You are supposed to fan, rate and add to be able to help in this contest. Here is the link to my pic that needs the comments...
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Dark Thoughts
self-depreciation is out like a fat kid in dodge ball. it's all about having a giant swollen ego. it's about oozing with over-confidence. self-appreciation. I might have continued to make witty self-depreciating remarks without realizing how incredibly unkewl I'm being. Now it's all about talking like you're the realest person on earth. Crushing people with your superiority. Reminding the world that you're the best fucking thing to happen to humanity since dicks and pussies. Even though you're not. Because I am. And you can't accuse me of being egotistical when I say shit like that. I'm just fashionable. In fact, I'm so fucking fashionable it hurts. I'm writing this to give you all a little inside word on the next big thing, because I'm in tune with the underground like that. So next time your friend complains that she's fat, you tell her "self depreciation is so last year. Get hip, fatty." And then remind her that you're the hottest fucking person on the planet, ever, and she co
Painted Thoughts
Painted Thoughts By: Deborah Boyd The Painted Thoughts Are there each day Takes one imagination To see it that way They could be a cloud So high in the sky That looks like a rabbit Or a bird that flies It could be a painting So simple and rich That takes us away To places unpitched It could be just words So descriptive in terms That brings our thoughts there And makes our mind swarms Yet these Painted Thoughts No matter the cause Brings us such emotions And give our lives pause So cherish the thoughts These bring each day And life little treasures Are yours to stay.
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Color Of My Mind
Your Mind is Purple Of all the mind types, yours is the most idealistic. You tend to think wild, amazing thoughts. Your dreams and fantasies are intense. Your thoughts are creative, inventive, and without boundaries. You tend to spend a lot of time thinking of fictional people and places - or a very different life for yourself. What Color Is Your Mind?
Not Good Enough
THE EYES ARE THE GATEWAY INTO THE SOUL OF EVERYONE, I HAVE A GIFT THAT GOES FAR BEYOND SEEING. AS I DRIFT I SEE THE RAGE YOUR HEART FEELS YOUR EYES SEE. HAVE KNOWN YOU FOR LONGTIME AN STILL IT PAINS ME TO KNOW THE RAGE IS STILL GLOWING INSIDE, IT NEVER RESTS. ONE MORE TIME, ANOTHER CHANCE, THE HEART STILL HAS THE ABILITY TO BEAT FASTER THAN THE EYE CAN SEE. YOUR SOUL IS PURE AN FILLED WITH THE PURIEST GOLD OF FEELING I HAVE EVER SEEN. AN WHEN LIFE SENDS YOU CHALLENGES YOU SIMPLY CANT WIN AT, THATS WHEN THE RAGE IS THE STRONGEST. AN THE WORDS " I STAY IN LOVE WITH YOU" NO MATTER WHAT YOU DO SEEM LIKE THEY ARE A REPITION OF THE DAY BEFORE. THERE ARE SOME IN THIS WORLD THAT KNOW HOW TO LEAVE SIDE EFFECTS AN NOT EVEN LOOK BEHIND TO SEE IF THEY CAN FIND THERE WAY OUT OF HATE, CONTROL, AN DESTRUCTION. I WILL, I DID, AN WAS GOING TO SEEM TO BE A SECURITY FOR THE WILL TO BELEIVE THERE OWN LIES. THE EYES GIVEN TO YOU BY THE HIGHIER POWER GIVES YOU THE ADVANTAGE YOU NEED. TO LOOK DEEP INSID
All It Is, Right.
How I Feel Today Today is the day I call it threw. Today may be the last they see of me and you for I am so blue. I never knew today would be so gray. I wondered why I feel I live in a cave. The skies may be bright but for me they feel like night. There is no light I have to see for he took it away from me. I wonder if he even relies the pain I never share. I say since he can't see them he really don't care. We vowed to love one another some time ago; does he remember the vows we shared. How can I just walk away? For I loved him in every way. I never seen another the way I seen him in my eyes. I never let another convince me there was better and that love wasn't just a game. I loved him faithfully as he loves me falsely. I looked deep with in my soul to find myself and believe it was going to work its' self out. As of today I feel it will never change. He goes his way I go mine no communication no hellos or goodbyes, there is no I love you to say for neither of us feel that way. We
Cyber Love
If you could read my mind There you would find The two of us intertwined The image of you I have memorized I remember enough to fantasize I close my eyes and there you are In my mind, so you\'re never far. I caress your lips, your face, your hair And hold you close, so I can feel you there. Our hands all over one another Roaming in places meant only for lovers. My heart, it yearns for you. My soul, it reaches out for you. In my every waking thought I know you too have not forgot The love we made The passion, the bliss I could never forget the way you kiss. And though the ocean separates us, I know again, I will feel your sweet touch. You were sent to me from up above To stay with me, forever in love. Within my heart I know it\'s true. Dominique my soul mate,I have found you
Mental Confusion
Thoughts racing thru your brain. Is there really hapiness in life. Does anyone ever get a happily ever after? Who ever knows when enough is enough? Thoughts bleeding thru your brain. An addiction you can't seem to let go. Where do you stop and when do you go? Who ever knows the right decisions in life. Why can't god just give us a handbook to this fucked up thing we call life? Does he have a sick sense of humor or do we just fuck it up all by ourselves.? Do we ever completly grow up? We are always under someones thumb? Is this life or just a really bad dream? You see it in his eyes. Bleeding from his brain. Is he even curable? Or are you just going insane. How much do you help and when do you walk away? You see it coursing thru his veins killing him slowly. Do you watch him kill himself or do you reach out to help? OR LET him go til he helps himself? SICKNESS......is it curable. Crazy, disturbed, selfish motherfucker. Well i know i've mummed about what to do? and well guess i
Fubucks Give A Way
For every 100 10’s rates of pic...I'll give you 5000 fubucks, if you comment to I will double it to 10,000 fubucks....For every 100 11’s...10,000 Fubucks, if comment to I will double it to 20,000 fubucks..Rate and Comment on as many as you like..Must Rate/Comment during HH only. Please PM me when you have finished rating and commenting. ~~~DJ GOOFY GURL~~FU-DADDY PLAYBOY PLAYMATE~~@ fubar HEY FOLKS A FRIEND OF MINE NEEDS SOME HELP LEVELING !! PLEASE F/A/R HER ... AND SHOW HER MUCH LOVE !!! ♫ĐĴ♥ĢőőfŷĢũŗļ♫™@ fubar PLEASE TELL HER KIDD SENT YA !! THIS PIMP OUT WAS BROUGHT TO YOU BY : DJ KIDD ROCK~LOVED & OWNED BY DJ DEVILISH DESIRE@ fubar
Vip Contest
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Look What He Done
I would like to Introduce you to one of Fubar's Finest And a Great Friend *Phantom*@ fubar In a recent auction Phantom, moved mountains in order to win me I just want him to know how much I appreciate him and what his friendship means to me As a personal favor to me, would you please be so kind as to stop by his page, rate, fan and add Show him the love he has shown me Phantom is a true gentleman, and he will return all love This Pimp out is brought to you by *SEXYGIRLBLONDE*#17*GODFATHER*1st,Oracle* FAN/RATE B4 ADD,TY* *Phantom*@ fubar Rapture RidersBy The DoorsBest Video Codes
Words
....... caress of our bodies together, the kiss of her sweet lips to mine, the first i love you, the memories that will last to infinity, misspoken words took ..........
Some Neat Words
Someone else posted this in a mumm and I really just think these are very wise words and something more people should reflect on... so I'm not going to elaborate on what I think they mean, but rather let you read and decide for your self! ------------------------------------------------ That character is power is true in a much higher sense than that knowledge is power. Mind without heart, intelligence without conduct, cleverness without goodness, are powers in their way, but they may be powers only for mischief. We may be instructed or amused by them, but it is sometimes as difficult to admire them as it would be to admire the dexterity of a pickpocket or the horsemanship of a highwayman. Deportment, honesty, caution, and a desire to do right carried out in practice, are to human character what truth, reverence, and love are to religion. They are the unvaried elements of a good reputation. Such virtues can never be reproached, although the vulgar and despicable may scoff at them;
Cruel
Cruel are the days of my life filled with much sorrow and strife. Every night I pray to the stars Lord please stop the fighting and wars. Cruel are the ways of the world with all of its hatred and lies. Above all of the fighting and screaming we cannot hear our peoples cries. As cruel as a cold winter night I refuse to give up this fight. Like getting thrown into hells boiling pool this world has never been more cruel.
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Loose Some Weight!!!
Today is day 13 on my journey to lose some weight. I weighed myself and measured myself at four points on my body, points that I feel that I carry most of my weight. I'm sharing this with you in hopes that if I tell my friends I won't back down and quit before I get the results I'm looking for... we'll see! Here are my measurements on day 13: Height = 5' 11" Weight = 213LBS Chest = 41" Waist = 40" Hips = 39"
Cuppycake
I'm sure many of you on my friends list are also friends with Cuppycake and know about her tragedy, but for those who don't, this is a recap. Cuppycake who had recently broken up with her boyfriend, found the person she believed was her soul mate on fubar, and planned a trip to Louisiana to meet him. Unfortunately, her planned trip coincided with hurricane Gustav, so instead of flying to New Orleans, she was stranded at the airport in Chicago. Eventually, she was moved to a flight going to Houston, where a lot of the evacuees from the New Orleans where being sent. She had family on Galveston Island, so instead of camping out at a red cross facility in Houston, she went to Galveston to stay with her cousin. Meanwhile, the man she was hoping to meet was evacuated to Memphis. She was holding out hope and making plans for how they'd meet, when Hurricane Ike threw another loop in their plans. Her cousin's family decided not to evacuate Galveston, and they rode out the storm. After
Womans Perfection
WOMAN'S PERFECT BREAKFAST She's sitting at the table with her gourmet coffee. Her son is on the cover of the Wheaties box. Her daughter is on the cover of Business Week. Her boyfriend is on the cover of Playgirl. And her husband is on the back of the milk carton. Keep reading-they get better!!! --------------------------------------------------------------------------- WOMEN'S REVENGE 'Cash, check or charge?' I asked, after folding items the woman wished to purchase. As she fumbled for her wallet , I noticed a remote control for a television set in her purse. 'So, do you always carry your TV remote?' I asked. 'No,' she replied, 'but my husband refused to come shopping with me, and I figured this was the most evil thing I could do to him legally.' --------------------------------------------------------------------------- UNDERSTANDING WOMEN (A MAN'S PERSPECTIVE) I kno
Taxes Simplified
Our Tax System Explained in Beer! By: David R. Kamerschen, Ph.D. Professor of Economics University of Georgia Suppose that every day, ten men go out for beer and the bill for all ten comes to $100. If they paid their bill the way we pay our taxes, it would go something like this: The first four men (the poorest) would pay nothing. The fifth would pay $1. The sixth would pay $3. The seventh would pay $7. The eighth would pay $12. The ninth would pay $18. The tenth man (the richest) would pay $59. So, that's what they decided to do. The ten men drank in the bar every day and seemed quite happy with the arrangement, until one day, the owner threw them a curve. 'Since you are all such good customers,' he said, 'I'm going to reduce the cost of your daily beer by $20. 'Drinks for the ten now cost just $80.' The group still wanted to pay their bill the way we pay our taxes so the first four men were unaffected. They would still dri
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Random Thoughts At 37,000 Ft.
Random Thoughts at 37,0000ft.... Yeah, that time again. Another flight, another chance for my mind to wander, which reminds me, I really gotta go thru all these and post them again, new profile and all that. So, today is a rant / vent day I think. I'm not one to bitch, don't like to sweat the petty small things, but I felt the deep desire to get this off my chest, and I KNOW I am speaking for others as well as myself. This ones for those fake people out there, you know, the ones that are all nice and friendly to your face but love to talk shit about you behind your back, yeah, those people. Yes, I know, we all have those in our lives, but here on FuBar, is it really that fuckin necessary? Do these people bother me, no, not really, other than I just don't understand why they feel the need. I realize Preach that this is like runnin in the Special Olympics, just bare with me bro. They might be "special" but they at least know how to read if they're on FuBar, right? Yeah Jersey, I k
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She Showed Up Yo!
so yeah it happend Even though people said all through our relationship that she wouldn't visit, she would care about me, and we wouldn't last. I even had someone tell me that she would never show up cuz she said that she would visit several times. Anyways... SO Jessa showed up Thursday. I think at first it was a little wow and woah at first for both of us. It took only about an hour and a half to truelly show that it was ok and we where comfortable around each other (incase you where wondering she kissed me lol). We did something that is new for me, we connected emotionally and whole heartedly. To say the least about the first day it was pretty awesome. Friday I actually cooked for her and it didn't kill her. Yeah I know right impressive right. Well we spent alot of the day talking and just getting to know a little more about each other. We also watched a movie and went to the stupid army xmas party (for like 45 mins but hey we went). Saturday she left but she had to
Rip Grandpa
West Sr., Robert Albert BAINBRIDGE, NY _ Robert Albert West Sr., 78, succumbed at home in Bainbridge on Tuesday, Nov. 18, 2008.He is survived by his children, Deanna Lee and William Reynolds, Howell N.J., Robert A. Jr. and Marie West, Pittsfield, Georgetta West, Norwich, Eugene and Ruth West, Norwich, Carol Jo and Daryl Sr. Gullickson, Bainbridge, Crystal and Daniel Blackman, Bainbridge; grandchildren, Alexander Ivanov, Toms River, N.J., Virginia Bergan, Sioux Falls, S.D., Vicky Ivanov, Lakewood, N.J., Daniel Ivanov, Salisbury, N.C., SSG. Wendee Reynolds, Baghdad, Iraq, William Reynolds II, Howell, N.J., Irene West, Masonville, Bobbiemarie West, Mount Upton, Robert A. West III, Pittsfield, Robert West, Johnson City, Janine West, Johnson City, Deanna Menzel, Bainbridge, Daryl Gullickson Jr., Bainbridge, Clifford Montero and Anthony Montero, Bainbridge; 17 great-grandchildren. He is also survived by his sister, Louise Dwyer; and sister-in-law, Pauline West, both from Cincinnati, Ohio.He
Just Me
Ok those of you who know me know I am a huge flirt.. But for the record I am not looking for that meaningless one night roll in the hay... Some of my best friends are on here and they are friends online and off. I also am not looking for a relationship because there is one who knows he holds the key to my inner being and when he is ready for that then he knows I will move the world for him... I am a woman in many levels but believe that you should always be honest in every thing you do.. so if you want to ask me a question feel free and if you like the answer or not it will be the truth so becarful what you wish for... Ok Well I will say here how I think it is great to have friends you can really talk to here... but dont be mad if it takes me a bit to get back to you I rally do have a life other then fubar.... I am currently in the process of finishing my divorce so that I can up and move from this state to where my heart lays.... for those of you who really know me you know my plans a
Never Cried
Seven Thirty-five She's someone else’s wife. I can get on with my life, And that thrills me. She married him today, Her daddy gave the bride away. I heard a tear roll down her face, And that kills me. Cause now I Can see why, She's finally cryin. [Chorus] How was I supposed to know? She was slowly letting go? If I was puttin her through her hell, Hell I couldn't tell. She could've given me a sign, Could've opened up my eyes. How was I supposed to see? She never cried in front of me. Yea maybe I might’ve changed, It's hard for me to say. But the story's still the same, It's a sad one. And I'll always believe, If she ever did cry for me, They were tears that you can't see, You know the bad ones. And now I Can see why She's finally cryin. [Chorus] How was I supposed to know? She was slowly letting go? If I was puttin her through her hell, Hell I couldn't tell. She could've given me a sign, Could've opened up my eyes. How was I suppos
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True Juggalo
First off, the term Juggalo is uni-sexual. A juggalo is someone who has been saved by the dark carnival. Many people don't recognize the intelligence behind the music. It is satire. Their intention is to influence people to free their minds (the most beautiful thing in the world to experience, recipe for wisdom = weed and music). We are anti-predjudice(sexism, racism,etc.) We know that karma is real and don't see life in black and white, but with more colors than a gay pride parade. A Juggalo is someone who lives for themself, meaning they realize that if you care what other people think about you and try hard to be accepted, then you will always be a slave to your own mind. A Juggalo is someone who enjoys life to the fullest they possibly can and stops "to smell the roses"(meaning living your life in the moment). It's not about having all the gear, posters, albums and trivia knowledge. You don't have to know what faygo or a neden is or even have ever heard of psychopatic records in
Greatest Stuff Of All Time (in My Opinion)
My favorite movies list are as follows and I'll tell you why they are a favorite. 1. Lord Of the Rings Triligy - the creativity and the time that went into those movies is just awesome and I watch it anytime and still love it. Best movies ever made. 2. Dawn of the Dead (2004) - A very flawless horror film that was very well played and directed. Everything was smooth and kept me on my toes. 3.Pirates of the Carribean movies - The best pirate movies of all time. Johny Depp played Jack Sparrow very well and carried the part to its fullest. Comedy mixed with 4. Saw movies - The creativity that went into the traps and the story line are A+ thus far. I am a huge fan of gore and I can't get enough of it. Hw they tie everything to gether is a master peice and plain genius. Congrats 5. Resident Evil movies - a great perspective that could almost be a prediction of our future. They way we humans play god all the time we will eventually do this to ourselves I think. Ver
Army Of One
People are crazy out here in albuquerque but god is providing for me just keep my faith strong thats all Well i moved out here to Albuquerque today from oklahoma city not sure if that was a good thing to do or not its a real dirty city the people are rude and the place i was suppose to have set up for me when i got here fell thru so now im stuck staying at this shelter i have not been there yet i hope its not dirty and the people are decent yea right i dont think thats going to happen anytime soon though oh well god will provide i just have to keep telling myself that easier said then done though
Bikeweek 09
hey yall its that time again it snuck up on me pretty quick seems like we just got done with biktoberfest yesterday....startin tommorrow feb 27th ill be workin at bar from 530pm-330am so i wont be on that much till event is over
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What Am I Doing For You For Easter
TRYING TO LEVEL SO I AM DOING SOMETHING SPECIAL FOR EASTER.HERE IS WHAT I AM DOING.I WILL HAVE 2 FOLDER'S .THE FIRST FOLDER WITH 100 PICTURE'S IN IT.THE SECOND FOLDER WITH 250 PICTURES IN IT.I AM OFFERING 2 DIFFERENT TAGS I MADE.FIRST TAG FOR THE ONE WITH 100 PIC'S,RATE ALL PIC'S AND 200 FUBUCK'S.FOR THIS TAG.THE SECOND TAG IS FOR THE SECOND FOLDER WITH 250 PICTURE'S IN IT,RATE ALL PIC'S AND 300 FUBUCKS.FOR THIS TAG.IF YOU WANT BOTH TAGS THE BEST DEAL IS RATE BOTH FOLDERS 350 PICTURE'S AND 400 FUBUCKS.FOR BOTH TAGS.I WILL PUT ONE NAME ON WHAT EVER TAG YOU ARE GETTING.SO PLEASE SEND ME THE NAME OF YOUR FRIEND,OR YOUR NAME WHEN YOU SEND THE FUBUCKS,AND YOUR USER # (NUMBER).WHEN YOU FINISH RATING WHAT EVER FOLDER YOU ARE GOING FOR PLEASE LEAVE IN A COMMENT,RATED FOLDER 1, OR 2 THE LAST PICTURE YOU RATED.THERE ARE NO RIPS IN ANY OF MY FOLDERS. RIP PICTURES ARE IN A FOLDER BY THEM SELFS,ALSO THERE ARE NO NSFW IN ANY FOLDER.I WILL SEND ALL FINISH TAGS WITH NAME ON THEM TO YOU,IN A MESSAGE.SO
Lucious Desires
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Twisted Reality
thats how ive felt all day not quite sure if its from lack of sleep. complete confusion. w/e. but ive had this severely heavy feeling on my chest. pure emptiness. a big giant hole.i wish my head would clear soon cuz this blows lol. it feels like someone has died and the pain and suffering are holding me down crushing every little bit of life i have left in me. yet no one has died...maybe im dying on the inside yet im strong enough to keep a fake smile on the outside..idk im picking at my brain here lol...def shouldnt wander in there alone otherwise u get this crap that im writing..well tada theres a piece of my mind for the moment. numb to the inside out layed across the floor as if a corpse has replaced thy soul dead to the world yet not new to the dead reality is surfacing and i begin to relize who is this girl that everyone knows so well yet dont really know at all as i lay there i dont even recognize my own self when you fake who you are for so long you tend to believe yo
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The Myst
If you've been looking for a TRUELY drama free lounge on Fubar to become staff in, but have yet to find it....The Myst is probably the place for you. We understand that Fubar is secondary to your real life. We do not wish to make Fubar a second or third or fourth job...just simply a place to relax, enjoy some tunes, and goof off on cam! We are looking for people to help us keep the Lounge exactly that. The Myst is themed after Gorilla In The Myst, and is owned by Nyfallen. You may have seen him around, goofing off in other lounges on cam in his rainbow clown wig...drinking rum and  ROCKING THAT BEAT! DarthTazz is the DJ Manager, and is constantly playing the best tunes to keep those of us on cam rocking out (himself included!)  We are also graced by the lovely SouthernStunna, who designed the lounge and is amazing  in countless ways! Not to mention GORGEOUS! So check us out and see if you'd like to goof off on cam and/or chat with the GORILLAS IN THE MYST! We are looking for ALL
Reflection Eternal
I need to know about something i'll never have.. What is love..   I ask because I wasn’t put on this earth to be loved or to feel happiness    You see in my life where kids my age spent nights at the dinner table with family recounting the day’s events   I spent mine alone in my room crying for a mother and a brother I will never see again   Leavening notes on their beds like  “mom come home I miss you” or “take care of mom Neil where ever you are” but they never came back….   To young to fully understanding the gravity of the situation   Until one day I worked up the courage and   I asked my father what happen to my Mother and Brother     You see while others learned of hugs and kisses fond memories and wishes   I learned of loss and death shattered dreams and tear stained pillows   So I ask you what is love….
Writings
  Rules for Life By Anthony Robbins, entreprenueur     1. Give People more than they expect and do it cheerfully. 2. Marry a man/woman you love to talk to. As you get older, their conversational skills will be as important as any other. 3.Don't believe all you hear, spend all you have or sleep all you want. 4. When you say, "I love you", Mean it.  5. When you say, "I'm sorry," look the person in the eye. 6. Be engaged at least six months before you get married. 7. Believe in love at first sight. 8. Never laugh at anyone's dream. People who don't have dreams don't have much. 9.Love deeply and passionately. You might get hurt but it's the only way to live life completely. 10. In disagreements, fight fairly. No name calling. 11.Don't judge people by their relatives. 12.Talk slowly but think quickly. 13. When someone asks a question you don't want to answer, smile and ask, " Why do you want to know?" 14. Remember that great love and great achievements involve great risk.
Theme Nights
My lounge Owner and i are kicking around the ideal of having a theme night .This mean going back in time .. Playing oldskool music ... We are wondering if this is a good idea?? We are at Royal Dragon.
My Sex Is Great, Heres The Proof
Your Bedroom Grade:A+You've got it going on in the sack.  You know how to please your partner in every possible way.  You are a one in a million, and anyone that is lucky enough to get with you will agree with this quiz!What's your Bedroom Grade? at QuizUniverse.com
Steady Rain
she lays on the wet grass...she lays there as the steady rain falls all around her...she's waiting for that moment to breath. that moment to move and to be seen. she laid there in her restless sleep...the rain is steady and soft. the rain was warm and comforting...the rain to her was a comfort in her lonely days, it rained when she needed it the most...it rained when she needed to cry...it was like the rain was crying for her...so there she lays in the grass...in the rain...she waits...waits for the moment to breath...to move and to be seen... the rain is soft and warm as it hits her skin...its a comfort as it sets around her. the rain is steady...the rain is soft...as she lays there in the grass.
The Difference
Where to begin.... I feel like shit I have been running a fever between 101 and 103. My throat hurts like hell and I can't breath. They are now only giving tamiflu to children 5 years and younger and elderly people 65 and older. That puts me at ease cause if my twins get it they will be able to get the tamiflu, however my room mate is fucked. My mother in law is trying to get me a motel room for a week so I can quarantine my self till I am better, which I think is a good idea. My children don't understand why they can't be around me to even give me a hug and it breaks my heart. This government made flu is killing people and what are we to do? 1 week before the out break my room mate was surfing the web and found on yahoo, where 3 vials of a hybrid flu where missing from a level 4 underground military base. 2 days after the out break started, the report on the missing hybrid flu had disappeared. I believe this hybrid flu was set out for population control. I don't know about you, but th
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Captured By The Moment- 100 Words Or Less...
I continue this game to see if I can write thoughts and dreams in 100 words or less and still ignite your imaginations........another offering, hope you like it... The blindfold’s darkness is total. The handcuff's chain scrapes against the bed’s iron frame, the bracelets cold against her slender wrists. The bed creaks as he kneels down between her trembling thighs. His steady palms glide up her legs, past her stocking tops. The touch of his flesh against hers electrifies her. She smells his maleness, hears his excitement, senses his ravenous eyes devouring her near-nakedness. His powerful hand settles over the front of her see-thru panties. He grips the waistband and pulls, the fabric tearing like tissue paper. “You’re mine now,” he says roughly. It’s true. She shivers deliciously...... Peace
Lyrics
What a drag it is These gold lame' jeans Is this the coolest way To get though your teens Well, I cut my hair weird I read that it was in I looked like a rooster That was drowned and raised again What are you a-gonna do Tell you what I'm a-gonna do Why don't you get away-ay I'm gonna leave today-ay I ran into my room And I fell down on my knees Well, I thought that fifteen Was gonna be a breeze I picked up my guitar To blast way the clouds But somebody in the next room yelled "You gotta turn that damn thing down" What are you gonna do Tell you what I'm a-gonna do Why don't you get away-ay I'm gonna cry all day-ay And I know trouble is brewing out there But I can hardly care They fight all night about his private secretary Lipstick stain, blonde hair, oh,oh, oh What are you gonna do Tell you what I'm a-gonna do Why don't you run away-ay I'm gonna leave today But even I don't know What I'm gonna do Don't know what I'm gonna do No! What are you
Spotlight
That time is here. Needing to raise fubucks for spotlight. Any and all donations are greatly appreciated. Thanks Wayne
Spanish Lessons
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Fubar Sucks Ass
Wtf
So here I am stuck in Hell and I am wondering where in the hell did I go wrong? I think I got things all figured out and that I am finally on the rd to stability and routine again just to have it all go to hell in a hand basket. I cant seem to get to where I am going and I am not in any way going to remain stuck here or going back to where I was...ugh. My phone is shut off and I don't have anyone left that I can call on for help. People just love running their mouths and getting up in my business when their own lives are a fucked up mess and yet I am wondering why I seem to be the only one that sees this shit. I mean like do people not see all the hate and drama that is being spread or the fact that by egging it on or spreading things heard/overheard/disclosed to you that you are only feeding in to the drama??? And wtf is up with ppl stealing lately????? ppl I dnt even know are stealing things from me and then the people that are trying to be my "friend" and help me are actually callin
D-bag List (i Warned You)
Working Late
The Lesbian Start Of My Life...when I Knew.
  I have thought alot recently about the time that I KNEW I was at leastbisexual ...and for me that was a very early age, even though I didn'tact upon it physically until I was 19. I bring this up because in"chats" with several women on yahoo, quite a few women seem to be latecomers to this aspect of theirsexuality. As if they had gone their whole lives until one day at theage of 25,35 or later, "poof...im into women I think."When I was 12, it seems there was a perfect storm of TV shows thatshowed women together...one in particular with a girl not much olderthan I was at the time coming to terms with her desires, as well asscenes in movies, and chapters in the books I was reading...it seemsthat "IT" kept coming up ...and "IT" kept calling my name as it were.The surefire final straw of when I KNEW came when I was reading somebook that my mom gave me to understand the birds and bees ..and it hada chapter on what lesbians did with each other. I seem to rememberthe slant of the writer was
Sad Soul
Looking in the mirror, At this invisible face, This soul has vanished, Without a trace, Only the memories, When left behind, And still i morn, For a love i can't find, A soul that was happy Now lives in strife, Walking in the shadows, Of my empty life, Should I end it all, Or try to be strong? Its doesn't matter, You wouldn't notice if i was gone, Was my heart fooled? By you deceiving lies, Come back to me, Wipe these tears from my  eyes, Bleeding for the truth, Struggling to find your heart, But you don't feel the way i do, And its riping my heart apart, But until my soul is found I will never let you know, You'll have my heart forever, But i have to let you go.....
I Am Bisexual
When i was growing up i thought it was normal to like girls and boys in the same way. It seemed so natural to me that i never questioned it. Now that i am older people have such strong opinions on the matter of sexuality and that there way of thinking is right. I've been told by psychiatrists, acquaintances from school, and even family members that "liking the same sex is a sin" That god made a man and a woman for a reason. I've also been told that being bisexual isn't real. You can only like one sex or the other. I'm sure many people have there stories about how they've been told there going to burn in hell because they are lesbian, gay, or bisexual. Or have had there fair share of violence and hate. This is the 21st century; I just don't see why we have to be put through such cruel treatment for our choice in life. That just because you like the same sex it makes you bad. You can't help who you fall in love with. It's not like we choose to purposefully be this way to p
But I Digress
I often see photos and watch movies from the 50's and 60's, an see the beautiful curves of what was considered sexy back then. As a black man with an infatuation with the farer skin woman. I sometimes think, damn I wish today white woman would look that way?    then I think, ack then, my infatuation with jennifer Connelly alne would have got me legally shoot ack then.
Omg No Way
ok now they are going to get me more hook now with me able to do my blog now omg i cant believe it i love this site dam i am so hooked i have a good friend thats on cherry tap she is a wonderful loving person she would do anything for anyone if she can but she is gotten told that she is stalking people on cherrytap will i know for one thing she dont do that shit ok and now shes leaving cherry because ppl think they are in danger of her. i thought this was a adult site but i guess its for little wannabee teenagers now that i lost my best friend who i think is a sister to me on this site whos next she dont do anything wrong she keeps to herself and talks to everyone and wants to make friends i am cring with her because now ppl are thinking shes this bad person and shes not i love you scary1 your my sis for life i dont care what ppl say your the best you have been there for me and now its my turn to be there for you ok now that i am done and i know this makes no sense just pissed off how
Extremely Adult Oriented Material...under 18 Do Not Open!!!!
The night had started out like any other Friday night. Amber rushed home from work, changed into her slinkiest red dress, and had rushed back out the door headed to the club after freshening up her make up and hair. This had been Amber's routine for nearly six months since she had turned 21. She was a beautiful girl, nearly six feet tall with chestnut colored hair and deep blue eyes. She had the type of lips that models would kill for…plump and pouty. She was amply equipped on both the top and the bottom, a 38D cup and what her friends called a "ghetto booty", filled out the clothes she often wore to the club. Red was her favorite color and it looked amazing brushing the top of her milky white skin. By all accounts she was a normal and beautiful girl. But Amber had a secret, one that only a few friends knew about. It was this secret she lived for as often as she could. It was only 9:00 and Amber decided to go to the most talked about club in San Francisco, Echo. She handed her car o
Apology To Sunshyne68
I just want to give a public apology to Sunshyne68. Yeah we both had our differences and yes we both did each other wrong. Well today we had a talk and I just want to give her a public apology. Some of the things I have said to about her were unneccassary. I was upset with her but I could have handled it in a more major manner as well as she could have also. We are both adults and we have come to a truce. And for everyone who read my blogs, please do not pass judgement on her because of what I said. Those where purely my opinions and I am not responsible for any influences on how you might see her if you come in contact with her.
The Messages For Those Who Care..
Yes I have been gone from here for some time now .... i have not even checked out this profile in a long time ....i do appreciate those who have noticed i have been missing .... to those few i thank you and miss you much .... for everyone else who has not even noticed i have been missing .... i understand ..... its not like we are in love ....nor even truely knew each other ... yes i to have moved on .... it is what happened in life .... you see something and you moveon ... either it sticks with you for the rest of your time here or ...... its gone as quickly as it came ....yes alot of things in my life have changed ... some for the better ...some for the worse ..... I am slowly clawing my way back into the road ... and getting myself back on track .... i miss the interactiveness of CT ... and for those thatwish to continue on wiyh me in this place I have made a new profile ..... I am willing to share it with any who ask .... so this is your change ..... ask and you shall get it .... y
Random Stuff
Check out my project!! Myiasis projectAdd to My Profile | More Videos So I need some ideas on what to do for my 21st birthday on December 28th or around that date. BTw every1 is invited so coolio huh?? I might have it at the local hott spot the Amarean Cafe (the hooka bar)or at Rancids favorite performance place (Java) but those are so overused give me some ideas ppl and then i can give out the information on the party date
Just Me
Merry meet and Hello to all of you. We are leaving on our adventure tomorrow morning. First to MN the TX. I am so grateful for you all! Thanks for the caring support that you all have showed to me. I don't quite know when I will be setting my computer up again but I will hop on the one ot the Library til I figure it out it shouldn't take too long. You are all in my thoughts and I hope that you all have a happy thaksgiving! Dying inside :P My life is such a mess right now that I don't know up from down or right from left. I have been running around trying to get thing done before I move to TX in 17 -18 days. Life really SUCKS right now. I am so unhappy and don't like the things that are going on with me right now. When I wake up each morning the only reason I get out of bed is to take care of my babies. My world is becoming so dark around me and I just want to sink in and let go. I constantly search for reasons not to but the bad is just getting bigger and bigger. T
Save Me..!!!
save me from the horror of dial up. yes iam back home save and sound buy sadly verysadly i have dialup...really real bad dial up an i cant really use LC like it should be, might take for every to chat look at pics and respond to messages...SOOOOOOo if you have yahoo add me please at darkinnoents@yahoo.com at darkendremar@hotmail.com for you MSN user please add me and sont thinki forgot you..*hugs*
Semper-fi !!
I WAS IN MARINE CORPS FOR A YEAR AND SIX MONTHS WHILE IN THE MARINES IT TAUGHT ME LOTS OF THINGS LIKE NOT BEING LAZY AND STAND UP FOR WHATS RIGHT UNLIKE FOR SOME PEOPLE OUT THERE BUT I KNOW ONE THING I SERVED MY COUNTRY AND I FOUGHT FOR THE USA BECAUSE WE ARE ONE AND WE WILL ALWAYS BE. SEPTEMBER 11TH WAS A TERRROR THAT NOONE WILL EVER FORGET MY FRIENDS LOST THEIR LOVE ONE LIKE EVERONE ELSE BUT I KNOW ONE THING THE MAN UPSTAIRS HE'LL TELL YOU IT'S NOT OUR BATTLE EXCEPT FOR HIS BUT ALLTHOUGH WE GOTTA FIGHT FOR OUR FREEDOM AND COUNTRY TOGETHER. HERE'S A POEM: IF I LEAVE HERE TOMORROW: IF I LEAVE HERE TOMORROW WILL YOU STILL FELL THE SAME, WOULD YOU UNDERSTAND THE PAIN AND SORROW OR CRY A RIVER OF ENDLESS TEARS OR WOULD YOU TAKE ALL THE BLAME. COULD YOU HEAR ME WHEN I WHISPER YOU NAME IF EVER I AM NEAR OR WOULD YOU TURN AROUND AND DO THE SAMETHING EVERYONE DID AND TURN AWAY IF I LEAVE HERE TOMORROW.
Popping Cherries!!
i was adding some new pic's to my gallery, i thad a thought of people poping cherry's and i had to laugh, maybe it was me just being blonde and not thinking about it right off the bat but then i got it, lol. i guess i will have to add some more and see what person will go poping a virgin cherry. Xoxox to all of my friends
Wild Story Of The Night
A Christmas Story 'Twas the night before Christmas--Old Santa was pissed.He cussed out the elves and threw down his list.Miserable little brats, ungrateful little jerks.I have a good mind to scrap the whole works!I've busted my ass for damn near a year,Instead of "Thanks Santa"--what do I hear? The old lady bitches cause I work late at night. The elves want more money--The reindeer all fight.Rudolph got drunk and goosed all the maids. Donner is pregnant and Vixen has AIDS.And just when I thought that things would get better.Those assholes from the IRS sent me a letter, They say I owe taxes--if that ain't damn funny Who the hell ever sent Santa Claus any money? And the kids these days--they all are the pits They want the impossible--Those mean little shits I spent a whole year making wagons and sleds Assembling dolls...Their arms, legs and heads I made a ton of yo yo's--No request for them, They want computers and robots...they think - I'm IBM!Flying through the air...dodgin
Cars And Trucks
I tried to develope a truck-forum in English and German: www.lkwforum.bboard.de Feel free to join it. For all the friends of Mercedes-Benz: www.mercedes-benz.foren-city.de You can post in English, German and Dutch. Spanish is also no problem. French I do not understand, but you can also post in this language. And so on... Love Holger
Everyone Read This!!
Everyone check out my stash and Rate them... Thanks Lots of Love *Muwah* ~Tonya Marie~ Hey everyone if you could please Rate my profile and Pics... Add me as a Friend and Fan I will return the Favor and leave me some comments!!
Sorry
Yes and this isnt some sad attempt to get attention but the thought is running in and out of my head.. yes im really getting tired.. of the bullshit. there really is alot of mean people on here. and for some reason all the backstabbing girls hate me and i have done nothing to them. people will do anything to get to the top and step on everyone in their way. thats not me.. yes i have enjoyed gettin past the to 50 mark and got to #37 that was great. but im not goin to make enemies just to make it anyfurther. but just to let you know that the thought is still there. Tiff DALE ROBERT FORWARD 9-1-58 TO 12-16-06 The Lord is my shepherd, I shall not want. He maketh me to lie down in the green pastures he leadeth me beside the still waters, He restoreth my soul, he leadth in the paths or righteuosness for his name's sake Yea, Though I walk through the valley of the shadow of death I will fear no evil For thou art with me, thy rod and thy staff they comfort me Thou prepares
Private Album
OK ALL OF MY CONTEST HAVE THE SAME RULES. 10'S AND COMMENTS BOTH COUNT COMMENT BOMBING ALLOWED YOU CAN COMMENT YOURSELF NO COMMENT BOMBING PROGRAMS ALLOWED SCORING IS AS FOLLOWS. EACH COMMENT IS WORTH 1 POINT EACH 10 RATING IS WORTH 10 POINTS EXAMPLE YOU HAVE 100 COMMENTS 2 10'S TOTAL SCORE WOULD BE 120 IF YOU HAVE ANY OTHER QUESTIONS PLEASE LET ME KNOW. It's very simple. Open up 2-4 pages of what your bombing on (number you open depends on the speed of your pc/internet). Size them so they all can fit on your screen at once. BOMBS AWAY! Most use one of 2 methods when bombing. Hold one key(fffff) or the random keys (lskdn). There is no sense in leaving normal comments for someone in a contest, chances are they arent even going to see them anyways. Here is a screen shot of how your set up should look when bombing. Hope this helps those who are new and don't know how to bomb. We all know how these work so I will just give a quick run down
Poems
FADE TO NOTHING it was easy to be what i was when i wasn't what i am i am much more now then i was before still i am less than you would adore even though you have set ablaze my inner fire, my desire if the sun could cry if the sky could sigh history still would have never seen a disaster such as i why do i try when inside i know you wish me to die i am like a tapestry sky, a setting sun i will fade to nothing and be done.......... believe it or not, this is going to get published. haven't decided what to think about that yet this is entitled FACADE............ life is full of shame and hate but i realized that to late misery is mine i carry it with me all the time lies are told people are so bold the love of a lifetime just words to make up a rhyme i don't believe in love nothing is sent from heaven above i am all alone i have nothing of my own pain and sorrow will be mine on every tomorro
Pirate Ramblings
I love snow! But one of my jobs really sucks when it snows. I work at a roadside assistance business and when it snows I am super busy. Granted I only dispatch the runs (I love telling people where to go) but it keeps me busy. Every one else in Indiana seems to complain about the snow. I love to drive, walk and play in the snow. I guess that is one of the reasons my friends call me a polar bear. Such is life! Let it snow, let it snow, let is snow!!!!!! Some people might think by reading my first blog that I might be an alcoholic. This is as false a statement any one could make about me. I am in fact a drunkard. I even have the pirate flag and subscription to prove it. You see, I was at a local magazine shop looking for something "different" to read. My ex-girlfriend turned me onto some "conspiracy" theory type magazines that I found fun and entertaining. But I almost dropped my jaw when I saw my ALL TIME FAVORITE magazine. THE MODERN DRUNKARD! I picked up a copy and read it then got
Tell Me How Do You Cope!!
Tell me how do you cope when in one day your world crashes. Tell me me how do you cope when the doctor tells your mother it's stage 4 cancer. Tell me how do you cope when the doctor says theres nothing else they can do. Tell me how do you cope when everything safe has been tore down. Tell me how do you cope when the only person you could talk to isn't there. Tell me how do you cope when everything you cherished is taken away. Tell me how do you cope when everything you believed in is dead. Tell me how do you cope when the person that told you that you could do/be anything isn't there to coach you along. Tell me how do you cope when your mother,father,bestfriend isn't there. Tell me how do you cope when you work 8 to 10 hours then run to be by her side. Tell me how do you cope when they are planning their own funeral. Tell me how do you cope when they tell you their goodbyes. Tell me How do you cope when you do the same and say your goodbyes. Tell me how do you cope when yo
Our News
To all my friends family and fans. Just wanted to let you all know that we are expecting baby number 3. For those who don't know me or my husband that well we have 2 boys right now. Our oldest Christopher is 6 and Michael is 3. We had been trying for a little to get pregnant with another but things wheren't going to well. We got pregnant back in October '05and just 4 days after our 7th anversary in November we went for the first ultrasound and there was no heartbeat. That was so awful. I thought I would die. Then again in May '06 we found out we where pregnant again but once again lost it. But great news we are now 24 weeks into a new pregnancy. Things are going great and we found out we are having a little girl. We are so excited and blessed. Yes it was very hard to loss the other 2 but at least now we are haveing a healthy baby. We are due in June. I just wanted to share our great newswith all and to let you all know that no matter what gets thrown your way just take it and roll with
Stuff I Like
In 1989 an 8.2 eathquake almost flattened Armenia, killing over 30,000 people in less than four minutes. In the midst of the uter devastation and chaos, a father left his wife securely at home and rushed to the school where his son was supposed to be, only to discover that the building was as flat as a pancake. After the traumatic initial shock, he remembered the promise he had made to his son: "No matter what, I'll always be there for you!" And tears began to fill his eyes. As he looked at the pile of debris that once was the school, it looked hopeless, but he kept remembering his commitment to his son. He began to concentrate on where he walked his son to class at school each morning. Remembering his son's classroom would be in the back right corner of the building, he rushed there and started digging through the rubble. As he was digging, other forlorn parents arrived, clutching their hearts, saying "My son!" "My daughter!" Other well meaning parents tried to pull him of
Personalitty Test
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The Nerve!
This was originally a bulletin, but think it more apt as a blog. Here goes: Now check this out. I add a comment to this persons page who had just yesterday, requested to be my friend. Here's the pasted shoutbox exchange: http://www.cherrytap.com/user/704935 ->jadeXxX: yes don't worry - i have better things to do than speak to potty mouth ho jadeXxX: fuck u ugly dick head theres better people 2 talk to ->jadeXxX: no - just curious how "you rock" equates to "I want you" ? jadeXxX: arrh u upset now dry ur eyes mate ->jadeXxX: i'm NOT looking for you jadeXxX: sorry mate have a look 4 sum else jadeXxX: sorry i didnt think i did ->jadeXxX: you added me as a friend so I was commenting jadeXxX: please i not into old men ->jadeXxX: wha? jadeXxX: leave me alone Hillarious eh? Brad
Rose
The Rose Some say love it is a river that drowns the tender reed. Some say love it is a razor that leaves your soul to bleed. Some say love it is a hunger an endless, aching need I say love it is a flower, and you it's only seed. It's the heart afraid of breaking That never learns to dance It's the dream afraid of waking That never takes the chance It's the one who won't be taken, Who cannot seem to give And the soul afraid of dying That never learns to live. When the night has been too lonely and the road has been too long. And you think that love is only for the lucky and the strong. Just remember in the winter Far beneath the bitter snow Lies the seed that with the sun's love, in the spring, becomes the rose
I'm Such A Newb!
I know I don't really have many pics of myself up. I should be able to take some real soon so keep your eyes open. The ones that I have up now are at least a year old, but I haven't changed much. The hair is a bit longer, but thats about it. New to the whole CT thing, so yeah.... Anyway, just trying to navigate my way around and make my profile as un-noob as possible. More blog to come later, but for now....back to work!
Pet Abuse
I feel very strongly about this subject, and I wanted to make sure other people heard and had a chance to help if they wanted to. This is NOT and urban legend. This is real.You may or may not have heard the story about a 17 year old girl who had her special dog killed. Someone killed her dog and sent her the dog's head in a gift-wrapped box. The Humane Society of the U.S. is presently offering a $10,000 reward to anyone who can help with the capture/conviction of the person(s) who did this evil thing. They are accepting donations from people so they can raise the reward. I have donated $50. You can donate HEREYou can read about the story HERE (video of family and dog included) or HERE.
Life
hey everyone, i ahve not written in a long time, but i am going to try this again.. i sit here and i sit here day after day. just thinking of the world out there passing along. you know it funny i wonder what all the people in the world are in such a big hurry for. i seem to get more acomplished in my day by taking my time and thinking about what i am doing. people are fighting everwhere. out in the world yes but here too. come on people, think about it aren't we doing the same here as we are complaining about out there in the world ? yes ok i know the puter is the world , but we have to remember this; anyone can be anyone behind a puter screen and key board. i have lots of friends out there, but there are alot that i don't know either and i just have to give people the benefit of the doubt. then if they mess it up it is on them not me, and i know that i gave it my all to get along. then i just let it go. so why do we feel that we have to get even with someone??? if we take care of our
Poems
I wake up bleary eyed My mind fuzzy wide The taste in my mouth Did something die? What's the day? How'd home find it's way? Wait, this ain't my floor... Do I have to work today? Where's my phone? Where are my keys? At least I still have... Nope, that's gone too What'd I do last night? WHO did I do last night? I roll off the pillow Aw, Christ, the drool... Who are you? On second thought, Don't wanna know I promise I'll call, really... Can you pass me my pants? And the bottle too No need to get up I'll see myself out. Open the door Sun hits my brain An angry golden roar Hey there neighbor... Come here often? Just one more nail I'm digging my grave and building the coffin. Back hand the pain away with a laugh and a smile Looks like a great day for rain... kung pao beef in summer window open exalting in the warm breeze dreading spicey flow through rectum
Lunch Licks To New Jersey
Imagine This
Profile Tools Are You the One? How do people stay together blissfully? Is there a protocol that I can follow to achieve such? In the real world where lies and deception are rampant, is it possible to stay faithful to just one person? The geniuses do not have the answer I suppose. They say two people end up together because of fate. So it means even if I don’t lift a finger the cosmic thing will arrange everything for me and tadah!!!...my perfect someone is standing right in front of my face. How about prayers? I asked God for someone and somehow this person came into my life expectedly..Well, yes, expectedly because I asked for him, right? Until this very moment I think he’s the one-God sent. But, does it stop there?? Nah! Life goes on. Each day, new trials. Each and everyday I still ask God- Is he the one? Not because he’s God sent makes him perfect. Imperfections manifest every single day. All his shortcomings are recorded in my mind. For how long will
Greywolfs' Time.....
He came in the room quietly even though she heard the door shut. She knew that the breathing that she heard was his because of the sounds that he made. She was on her knees in the fetal stance as was requested by her master. She had her blind fold on, that was on the list of things to do when she got home that afternoon. All, the sudden she heard him say "MY pet I am glad to see that you can obey as I requested in my list of things that I left for you today." He had told her this morning that there would be a list and she knew that she had better do it to the exact as he ask. She was only dress in a thong which she knew that he loved. He then walk to her and tilted her head uncovered her eyes where he could she her face and he gave her gentle kiss. He then look her in the eyes and said look at me my pet. You are in store for one hell of a night and as he said that he had a sheepish grin on his face. Then pulled her blind fold down. He told he to crawl over to the bed
The Redness
I just wanna get RED Type: Common Interest - Activities Description: Gettin RED- What could possibly be finer?(other than a few key moments in life of course), one can find a period of relief from the daily bullshit with a little RED time. Whether it's one on one or more of a group effort, the redness is taking hold everywhere and at all times- If they're is one thing that has the power to bring the masses of this crazy world together. It is all of our desires to assist ourselves in whatever may ail us. Even if you dont speak the same language or have any appriciation for one anothers culture, you will still feel about the same once the redness begins to take hold, we all might as well be screaming the chinese equivalent of "Take it To the Faaaaccceeee!"- But i digress, which one might often do under a RED influence of some kind.But. Rather than sweeping our habits under the carpet and putting on this whole facade when those who aren't normally there come around, i say that we we
Blessed Be My Friend...
It ironic that when I get bad news it is to CT friends that I turn to. I just got a phone call that a wonderful friend of mine has died. He and his wife and family have been part of my life for 15years. When I was a single Mother, they helped me with raising my son. When I was alone in a strang city...they helped me. I remember when I learned to drive a stickhift car, Dave was the one who taught me. I think I worried him alot that day but he was understanding and very patient. They are about 10yrs older than me, but we watched our kids grow up together and we went through hell together. When my son got the chicken poxes they wanted Cory over there so that thier kids could get it too. From them I learned how to live as a strong woman and Mother. THrough Dave my son was taught to fish, built things, and camp. The best memories I have are of them. They were at every important moment of my life. From Partying with me at 21yrs old, to helping raise my son, to see
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The new Opulent CD will be in our hands and ready to go to yours Wednesday. This means that presale time is running out, and that the great deals you could be getting are also running out. Your last chance to pre-order is coming quick, so visit http://www.opulentmusic.com to do it NOW before it's too late! Don't forget to see us Tuesday, 7th September with Gothminister at the Jet Lounge. (And check out Combichrist the day before, on the 6th!) Our official CD Release party, featuring special guests Asmodeus X and DJ Naika Whisperwish, is on 11th Septmber 2007 at the jet lounge. Lots of fun to be had, so stay tuned for details. Your support is -as always- greatly appreciated! Opulent Myspace Opulent Website (with pre-order link) Havok Myspace Havok Website (preorder for Havok shows)
My Stance
I would like to apologize in advance for the length and tone of this. I want it to be known that this is not an attack on anyone. I am in no way, shape, or form writing this with the intention to insult anyone, but i'm tired of arguing with people only to lose them afterward. This is my stance on supporting the troops that are currently engaged in Iraq. The first thing that needs to be done is is to define the meaning of the word support as it is currently being used. It is my understanding, by the context that it is often used, that to support the troops is to have a level of appreciation for why they are there. This is the crux of my problem and the reason for the loss of my friends. I don't appreciate their reason(s) for being there. So in essence I don't "support" the troops. Here is where I ask for your understanding. You need to comprehend how i define support. My lack of support is not a blanket rule for all the troops there. The basis of my stance splits the t
Gpalm3
I was just thinking. Do you know how easy it would be to open an account and put a picture of your sister, brother, aunt, uncle, or a good friend that agreed to do it? Then you take a picture of them and have them put that paper in front of them. I'm sure not all salutes might be true. There is a possibility of even making that up to. To many things are going on in this world. To many unhonest people. What about the people that are molesters? Do you really think they are going to use their own picture. I don't think so. This is something to think about. I created a mumm earlier today about me getting a sun burn on my face, back, and legs. I asked for advice on what to use to help the burn. Lo and behold they deleted my mumm because they stated it was offensive or not safe for work. I think someone needs to get down to who is deleting all these mumms that do not fall in that catagory. There are alot of unhappy people on this site, including me. On top of it if you read some of these mum
Redneck Bumper Stickers
Pimpin My Mom.....
HELP MY MOM OUT PLEASEEEEEEEEEEEEEE...... SHE ONLY NEEDS 8,838 TO LEVEL UP Mary~*~NSFW MAFIA BOMBER~*~CO-FOUNDER L.U.V.CLUB~*~@ fubar THANKS SO MUCH
Which Is Worse, Insanity Or Boredom?
Is it worse to be insane or just to be bored? As I am thinking about it, if a person is insane they can't get away from their conflict as it consumes them completely. No matter what their problem is there to haunt them so much that they shy away from the world in their best effort to rid themselves from their "demons". I am calling them demons to say they're being talked to by the devil because A.) I don't believe in the devil B.) I don't believe in God either. I am just calling them demons simply as a metaphor. Yet for those who are truly insane there really is no perceivable chance at recovery. They feel helpless and powerless to work their way out of it. Yet boredom on the outside doesn't even come close to creating the sort of misery a person who is insane goes through. Now, some may say I just answered my own question; that insanity is indeed worse than than boredom. Yet, I would say I am just conceding that insanity is miserable; but worse is more a matter of per
Angel In My Pocket
I am a tiny angel I'm smaller than your thumb; I live in people's pockets That's where I have my fun. I don't suppose you've seen me, I'm too tiny to detect; Though I'm with you all the time, I doubt we've ever met. Before I was an Angel I was a fairy in a flower; God, Himself, hand-picked me, And gave me angel power. Now God has many Angels That He this eyes, and ears, and hands We become His special tools. And because God is so busy, With way too much to do; He said my assignment Is to keep close watch on you. When He tucked me in your pocket He blessed you with Angel care; Then told me to never leave you, And I vowed always to be there.
Nikki Sixx Get's His Fixx
August 27, 2007 - Nikki Sixx is an icon. There aren't too many rock musicians who can lay claim to having sold 45 million albums, started trends, headlined the biggest festivals, written a bestseller, married a Bay-Watcher, launched a fashion line, redefined the power ballad and…oh yeah, died and come back to talk about it. Sixx is everywhere these days with a new band (Sixx: A.M.) and his upcoming literary release of The Heroin Diaries.

Enduring a troubled upbringing that saw him grow up fatherless and shuffled back and forth between various family members, Sixx's only solace throughout all the turmoil was music. His vision of the ultimate rock 'n' roll band consisted of Kiss theatrics, Van Halen swagger and the sneering bravado of the Sex Pistols. This childhood fantasy came to fruition in Motley Crue some 25-plus years ago, the band that he masterminded along with Tommy Lee, Vince Neil and Mick Mars. Hitting the scene about the same time as the LA-metal boom of the earl
New Contest
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My Personal 911 On 9-11
I checked my bag, and headed toward my gate. Arriving at my gate, I called my wife to let her know when my plane was landing. My call also had a secondary effect of calming me down. She happened to be few months pregnant at the time, and she was adament I not fly. Unfortunately there was no way to get out of the training that was required. I said my goodbyes as I started to board the plane, and grabbed my seat. I had a window seat just over the wing. I prefer window seats for two reasons: Firstly I don't like getting up every two seconds to allow whomever is next to me to get out and do whatever it is they are doing every two seconds. Secondly I want to "see" what the plane is doing. I know I've no control over what the plane does, but I feel more in control if I can see for myself what's happening. As the old adage goes, it's not the plane you need to worry about, it's the pilot. The plane landed in NYC around 10:30PM, and after telling my wife I had landed okay, I picked up my
Mandatory Memory
Mandatory memory, a ghost becomes thee… Never any chains, hopeless and free Times spent entwined Must be etched deep in mind Never any chains, hopeless and free Mandatory memory, a ghost becomes thee…
Once Again..:(
Again I am having trouble with Fubar not showing I upload a photo or being able to share, but I have a tester that I forgot to post incase of emergencies.>LOL So click the pic and rate would ya?..LOL
Stuff
check me out on youtube ^_^ http://www.youtube.com/profile_videos?user=austin29803&p=r
Poetry
IF I COULD LIVE IN A GREATER WAY IF I HAD WINGS TO SPREAD TO FLY AWAY I WOULD GO FAR SOMEWHERE I KNOW THERE'S ALWAYS A BETTER DAY IF I COULD FLY AWAY IF I COULD PROVE I COULD SOAR THROUGH THE SKY HIGH AS THE MOUNTAINS WAY UP HIGH I WOULD FLY AS GRACEFUL AS AN EAGLE OR OVER THE SEAS AS A GALIANT SEAGUL IF I COULD FLY AWAY IF THERE WERE NO TOMORROW TO LOOK FORWARD TO IF THERE WERE NO PAIN FOR ME TO GO THROUGH I WOULDN'T WISH THESE THINGS I SAY I WOULDN'T WISH I COULD FLY AWAY IF THINGS STAY THE SAME THERE'S NO ONE TO BLAME ONLY OURSELVES WHO DARE TO CARE ONLY US WHO SHOULD BE FAIR IF I COULD FLY AWAY WRITTEN BY DAUGHTER "NESSA" JULY 9, 2003 DAY BY DAY I SIT HERE MAKING WISHES FLY HIGH AS A BIRD IN THE SKY BE WITH MY LOVE TILL THE DAY I DIE WISHES THAT ONLY A DREAMER COULD HAVE WISHES THAT EVEN DREAMERS CAN'T HAVE TO MAKE A DIFFERENCE IN MY COMMUNITY BEING MYSELF A DIFFICULT DUTY OTHERS EXPECT HIGHLY OF ME I JUST WISH I COULD BE FREE TO COME AND GO
Nature Poem
NEED SPIRITUAL HEALING IN NATURE NEED THE SOFT NIGHT BREEZE SOUND OF THE INSECTS STARS SO BRIGHT TO WALK BY MOONLIGHT NEED SUNSHINE HOT ON MY SKIN BRISK BREEZE ON MY FACE THE BEAUTY OF NATURE BASKED IN THE GLORY OF THE SUNS RAYS COLORS SO VIBRANT SKY SO BIG LONG TO SEE THE BIRDS FLY THE BUTTERFLIES FLUTTER THE LEAVES RUSTLE IN THE BREEZE THE COOLNESS OF THE SHADE OF A BEAUTIFUL TREE THE FLOW OF THE RIVER EACH ROCK INDIVIDUALIZED BY THE WATER THE FISH SO SERENE THE ALGAE ITS OWN MYSTICAL LIFE THE HYPNOTIC CRASHING OF THE WAVES THE BEAUTY IN THE SWIRLS OF WATER UNTOLD WONDEROUS LIFE BENEATH THE WATER NO MECHANICAL SOUNDS ALLOWED ONLY THE VOICE OF MOTHER NATURE LISTEN AND YOU WILL LEARN THERE IS PEACE IN NATURE
Sorry I've Been Mia!!
Sexy & Romantic glitter graphics from S e x i l u v . c o m Sorry, i have been too busy with work & have not had time to show some love like i used to, but this is the busy season 4 me now & my time is very limited.. As soon as things slow down & back to normal, i'll be back up & at it again.. Stay blessed & take care always, Huggssss & Smiles Have a Wonderful Weekend! xoxox @}----;------ Hunni;)
What Is A Rose?
Budding young at heart shadowed by leaves of hope WHITE for an infinite beginning, purified and new RED brings about deepest love, honest and true Alone so simple, joined together now perfect unity Petals so softly hinted PEACH, blushing modesty ORANGE fills the fascination of tainted flames Enlightened with CORAL shimmers a hidden desire Impossible dreams reaching from the BLUEST skies Bleeding into shades of PINK gracefully begins to cry Becoming PURPLE so fulfilling yet exquisitely unique YELLOW is that special friendship we all tend to seek Thorns unevenly spaced out scattered throughout Even the strongest must be careful not to fall Silhouetted with a tears of BLACKENED thoughts Remind us of a life we all once tenderly did share So next time you hold a rose as simple as it may seem Remember just how precious the gifts of life may be…
Rating
For anyone who wants to read this. I would like to express my thoughts about ratings. I dont downrate anyone. I would appreciate it if anyone who visits my page to please not downrate me. If you rate me, I will be happy to rate you. I dont make it a habit to rate the guys. No real reason, just prefer to look at all of the lovely ladies on here. Sorry guys! But if you rate me and I see it, I will be happy to return the favor. Well thats it, just some random rambling!!! Have fun all.....
What I Want
Ok so I sat down today I thought What do I want in my life. What is missing . I had a wonderful childhood. My marriage didn’t fair to well But I have 3 wonderful children that I am very proud of Yes it was/is hard being the mother father figure but we have to do things that are hard in out lives and when you look back and view the outcome and it’s a pretty good site you realize that all the hardship and heart ache was well with it. In a material sense my children and I want for nothing. I have a great job that I love, and a family I would not trade the world for. SO what am I missing? What I am missing and I think I always have is to MATTER to someone What does that mean well the definition for the word matter in this sense is (count: have weight; have importance , carry weight.) And in a way that sort of explains it. What I want goes deeper then that. I want to Matter to where I for once am the major thought, care, want, in someone’s life. I want to be in their every
All Packed And Hopefully Be Back On The 19th Of Nov
I LOVE ALL OF YOUS IM PACKED UP AND GOIN TO DISCONNECT FOR NOW , ALL OUR IN MY HEART AND HUGS IM HOPIN TO BE BACK ON THE 19TH OF NOV OTHERWISE I'LL STOP IN THE LIBRARY , UNTIL THEN KAGE MY LIFE MY SOULMATE I LOVE YOU SO MUCH NEVER LETTING YOU GO EVER , AND I'LL BE IN YOUR THOUGHTS DREAMS , IM YOUR OLE LADY AS YOU ARE MY OLE MAN UNTIL ETERNITY . 24/7 HUNNY WITH ME BODY SOUL HEART MIND " WE ARE AS ONE " YOUR BABYDOLL CHERIE AKA WITCHESBREW I LOVE ALL OF YOUS HUGS
Death Of A Friend
Yesterday my friend was shot mutiple times and died. His name was Micheal Price Jr. 18 years old an he was gunned down on sunday. it hurts i remember just seeing him the other day and us talking about hangin on my bday. damn im hella sad i know me and him werent hella close but he did something only few people rarely do which is make me laugh smile and feel good, now he's gone. no more telling hims ur a mess or hey mike or dude u cool u look like u on. funny thing i i hella liked him. i had a crush on him and now he's gone and to late to say i like u mike. *tear* life is sooo short ill i half to say is mike i wont forget you. you made my day some days . your gonna be missed i got love for you honey. see you when it time for me to go kisses and save me a spot where you are cause we still got somethings to talk about
Anyone Interested
im wondering why i am so bored..aight yall(my friends on here) should give me a call...yall got my number
Hi Everyone!
I spent the last few days getting everything packed and ready to go. The move went very well. But I find myself void of many things... like food! Today I'll be shopping for the most part, buying the essentials. It's been difficult being away, wondering what everyone has been up to. I'll be in and out all day long, but I should be back here tonight. I hope to chat with my close friends! Have a great day everyone :)
Fubar
Thank you Quiet Angels for leveling me! :) You guys are grrreat like corn flakes. :p Seriously you guys and gals are awesome! Thank ya, Thank yas: Nikki NuttinButtSexxy
Funny Green People
Just wondering if anyone besides me been having new members coming by for a visit and rating you a 1 or trying to copy pix from your photo gallery? If you haven't yet here is your warning!
Country
TO ALL THE PEOPLE OUT THERE LIKES TO PLAY GAMES GOT 4 WORDS FOR YA.!!!!!!!!!KISS MY COUNTRY ASS !!!!!!!!!TO ALL MY TRUE FRIENDS ILL C YA ROUND
What The Hell
Is their a way of clearing or reseting all of the rating that everyone gives you? Just wondering, because when I go and try to go back and update the next album I have to restart all over again? Things that make you go Hummmm
So You Know
Vegas, a little miss sunshine, me, drinks, chapel? Hummmm....wild Ok this is so that everyone knows...I have applied to get into an appartment 5 minutes walking from my work, and there is a good chance that I will be getting into it. In that I will have to get my laptop before I get to be back online, so if in the next week or so you start to notice me being gone this will be the reason for it. I am not leaving fubar or my friends or my yahoo, so just bear with me until I get my laptop. Wish me luck I'll be needing it :D ~McLoving A.K.A. Mac, Ken, Ken-Z, Mac Ken Z, Mackenzie
Having A Rough Time At Dialysis
I HAVE NOT BEEN ABLE TO GET ON LINE AS MUCH LATELY, DUE TO COMPLICATIONS FROM DIALYSIS, IT IS KICKING MY BUTT NOW. THEY ARE STILL TRYING TO SEE WHAT IS GOING ON AND ALL, I HAVE TO GO TO A NEUROLOGIST THIS MONTH, DUE TO EITHER HAVING 3RD FLUID SEPERATION, OR BRAIN MAY BE SWELLING DURING TREATMENTS. YESTERDAY WHEN I GOT HOME I HAD ANOTHER VIOLENT MIGRAINE, UPSET STOMACHE AND TIRED AS IN LIKE I WORKED A 8HR HARDWORK DAY AND I DONT AND CAN NOT WORK SO I KNOW ITS NOT FROM THAT, LOL. I WOULD LIKE TO SAY THANK YOU TO SCOOTER BLACK, AND MY FRIENDS ON HERE THAT HAVE BEEN WONDERFUL AND HEART WARMING TOWARDS ME. I AM NOT THE ONE TO USUALLY COMPLAIN, BUT I MUST LET YOU KNOW HOW I AM DOING, I HAVE FRIENDS THAT LOOK AT FOR MY NEW BLOGS AND UPDATES, SO THANK YOU FOR YOUR SUPPORT. GOD BLESS ALL OF YOU!!!! SCOOTER BLACK HAS ALSO DONE A BLOG, (WHICH I WILL HAVE AT THE END OF MINE SO THAT YOU MAY READ IT ALSO), AND IT UPLIFTED MY SPIRITS BECAUSE HE WROTE TO ME ABOUT ALL THAT I HAVE BEEN GOI
Under Attack
We, the people, it has a nice ring. It was what our forefathers thought too. They fought a war over those words, and now we fight a war over those three words too. The war has been going on in one form or another for many years, but the real fight started September 11, 2001. Do you remember what you were doing at that exact moment? I do, I was just waking up, and my wife and kids were just leaving for school and work. I stood in front of my church and told them how I felt, what I felt, and what I did right after the two towers fell. The most prominent thing I did was to go to the sitters and hug my girl for a very long time. I knew the real war was about to begin. If I only knew how right I was. First we did what was right as a nation and attacked those who attacked us; we are still engaged in that war. And it will go on for a very long time. Now we as Christians and believers of our Loving GOD are under attack also. This attack has been going on for years, we as Christians have bee
Soul Mate
HEMACA OIYOKPA HE, MITAWA WANAGIYATA KI KIGI, MITAWA CANTE KI WABLI MITAWA NITUNKASILA NITUNKASILA OKIMOS, NATA UN HAHATUWA MIYE HCA HI EL SUMANITU TAKA WIYA CUWITKU UN HAHATUWA WINYAN YATAPI UN MITAWA CANTE
Cup Of Tea
> One day my mother was out > and my dad was in charge of me and my brother > > who is four years older than I am. I was maybe 1 and a half years old and > > had just recovered from an accident in which my arm had been broken among > > other injuries. > > > > Someone had given me a little 'tea set' as a get-well gift and it was > > one of my favorite toys. Daddy was in the living room engrossed in the > > evening news and my brother was playing nearby in the living room when I > > brought Daddy a little cup of 'tea', which was just water. After several > > cups of tea and lots of praise for such yummy tea, my Mom came home. My Dad > > made her wait in the living room to watch me bring him a cup of tea, because > > it was 'just the cutest thing!!' My Mom waited, and sure enough, here I come > > down the hall with a cup of tea for Daddy and she watches him drink it up, > > then says, 'Did it ever occur to you that the only place that baby can reac
Where I've Been...
just wanted to let my friends know where i've disappeared to hear lately... in short,thx to trusting a "friend" on my laptop,i've been going a bit nuttier than usual,trying to somehow recover my original system without losing everything in my personal files,which seems like thats a lost cause...but did manage to get the laptop to finally recognize the reinstalled sytem.....woo hoooo.... now if i could get past that deep down desire to hunt down the sorry excuse for a human,piece of skank ass shit i made the extremely idiodic mistake of calling a friend,and grabbing her by her ankles and ripping her in two,i'd feel oh so much happier about everything all together,but for now,the very idea of finding her just makes me warm and fuzzy all over!! HA!!! anyhoot.....thats where i was and am for now... miss you guys... and for that one special someone,i hope you haven't given up on my goofy ass!! HUGS & SMILES!!! Marla
Bikeweek08
hey yall this really isnt a blog just lettin eveyone know that ill be busy for next 10 days workin event here at local bar were i work security at normally 530 to 330 am or so but ill prolly go in hr or so early through the week all yall have a good week and weekend and ty yall for bein friends
Health Update
Just letting ya know why im sick. I have a potassium defficiency that sometimes makes me very sick, Rarly but it does happen. Last Thursday I almost passed out at work, was dizzy and felt like blacking out. Was taken to the ER and admitted. They thought I had a pulmonary embolism, Blood clot, somewhere. I told them it was my potassium but they insisted on running all these tests. Well after a couple days in the hospital and needless tests guess who was right? ME!!!! I was given 3 bags of Potassium a bag of sodium chloride and fed and I was able to come home. To my friends....if anyone out there suffers from this same thing its nothing to play with. It causes your heart to beat irregularly, serious dizziness and many more possibly fatal issues. Each time it happens to me the symptoms will be worse than the last time. This time it caused my heart to beat irregular, my body to feel drained of all energy, panic attack after panic attack, nausea and severe weekness. 2 days after being hom
Random Thoughts
So I have been gone for some time now. I got back on here, just to see if I still had an account. Low and behold I still have it..haha surprise right ?    I haven't really seen a change in some people and how they function!!  Why is it that some people have to be so EMO on here, or in general ?  Why must some of the guys go for chicks that are like 20+ years older then them ? Is it lack of mommy issues ?  Call me an analyst with life, but how the f*ck do dudes get off saying that we as women are the crazy ones ?   If someone is there for the taking, then go for it, if someone is there for the taking of a friend then embrace it. But if someone is there and you can't touch it or even fathom being with them ever, why torture yourself and them ? So I was sitting here thinking. What is this site all about ?? What do we really get out of all of this?? I have talked to some interesting people and have caught a person in a lie that he couldn't get out of..lol. That was funny. But beca
Wanna Own Me?
Hi Everybody, Im in 2 Auctions (yes 2 lol) So you got 2 chances to get me :) Dont be shy, Its worth a look on all the offers i got and bid on me :) Here is the 1st Auction im in: click the piclink and get your bids in: you find the offers in a comment I got great offers for great bidders :) *R/F/A if not already done *as long as im VIP 100 11's a week during HH *rate pics 10's during HH *rate stash during HH *link to ur page on my page with a thank u for all what u bid on me *pics made by me of u *official fubar license with pimp out made by me for u *if cash bids with bling pack: ~ $11.99 6credits fublings dropped on u during HH ~ $20.00 15credits fubling dropped on u during HH ~ $50.00 45credits fubling dropped on u during HH ~ $100.00 110credits fubling dropped on u during HH *if blasts ur name and fubar ID will be in the blast *if HH gets big ur name gonna be in HH status *if cash bids higher then $100 then 300 11's a week (as long as im VIP) durin
Drowning Pool May 16th At Club Depot In Cookeville Tn
MAY 16TH I WILL BE SEEING DROWNING POOL(MY FIRST CONCERT)LIVE AT CLUB DEPOT IN COOKEVILLE TN...TICKETS CAN BE PURCHASED AT ILLUSIONS AND ARE $20 DOLLARS EACH!
The Thoughts
I walk into the house. I was very surprised at how modern the house looked. I was still afraid of this man yet I seemed to not be able to voice all the questions that were bubbling in mind. He went into what seemed the butler’s pantry which then led to the kitchen. Juxtaposed to the kitchen was a dinning room and a living room. He went to the fridge and pulled out a bottle of water. He drank from it and then set it on the counter. He looked at me and held his hand out, as if telling me to go in the direction it was pointing. I walked into the living room as he followed me. I followed his suit as he sat down. He looked so calm, almost as calm as I felt at that moment. This was quite absurd since he did kidnap me, in a way I suppose. Maybe he had slipped something into my drink and I was under some sort of control. Or maybe it was mind control. And the reason I stood outside of my car for so long was because he was controlling my mind, and made sure I paid no attention to him entering m
Home!
Phew! Finally at home! Thank you to everyone who commented and left me love while I was in Chicago! I will be posting some pics as soon as I get some good ones! Forgot to take my son's camera, so the only ones I have for now are phone pics..and they are B-A-A-A-A-D! As far as the competition is concerned, the groups I conducted finished first (Jazz Chorale). second (Camerata) and the Concert Choir earned a silver award and did not have any competitors in their specific classification. So thank you again to everyone and as "Dorothy" said, "There's no place like home, there's no place like home"!
Mass Musings
"I want to know 36 thing​s about​ you. I don'​t care if we never​ talk,​ never​ liked​ each other​,​ or if we alrea​dy know every​thing​ about​ each other​.​ Short​ and sweet​ is fine.​.​. ​You'​re on my list,​ so I want to know you bette​r!​ BE HONES​T COPY FROM HERE THEN SEND DIREC​TLY TO ME IN A MESSA​GE THEN,​ REPOS​T THE EMPTY​ QUEST​IONS AS A BULLE​TIN. ​ " 1) Can you cook?​ 2) What was your dream​ growi​ng up? 3) What talen​t do you wish you had? 4) If I bough​t you a drink​ what would​ it be? 5) Favor​ite veget​able?​ 6) What was the last book you read?​ 7) What zodia​c sign are you ? 8) Any Tatto​os and/​or Pierc​ings?​ 9) Worst̴
Friends
It would be nice if FUBAR sent a notice back when someone denies your friend request. (At least drop a "SCREENNAME denied your friend request...Sucks being you." into your message box or something. lol) I guess there are some who can't hang with a smart-ass like me. lol Oh well...plenty more good people to go around. I'm not that interested in leveling up. I'm only interested in good conversation, art, and hobbies. Who denied me? Dead Last ™ fell for a bear in a bunny suit with a fluffy tail.@ fubar No hard feelings. She has a great sense of humor...and she's also a talented artist. (Wish I could sketch that well.) Great sketch of Rob Zombie (from what I can remember of the concert last year. lol)
Highway Rose
Highway Rose: a Rose's thorn by LateNiteFantasyil© Highway Rose: a rose's thorn (part two) Heated passion simmer under an afternoon sun long legs out a car door hustled in shear fun on a desert road a whithered flower stood Highway Rose now bent over this car's hood. Grasping wind-blown hair with grit teeth Bud's hunger grew, savoring a sexual feast driving lust in the desert with sweaty palms Highway Rose mumbling a fake orgasm song. Bud backed away zipping up his zipper "How was that?" Came a seductive whisper. Rose fixed her skirt and stood up straight. He smiled wide, saying, "That was great!" She reached in her purse and pulled out a gun. He reached for the sky slightly stiff and hung. She ordered him, "Take off all your clothes." His wallet now in the hands of a Highway Rose. "She stole a man's possessions," she shivered. The car sprayed gravel on the concrete river a trail of smoke's wake, a man with bare toes, another has met the thorns of H
Big Pimping Auction
Big Pimpin Auction You need a little Fubar auction fix Well here's your chance baby!! Entry fee the low low rate of 10k Auction will start as soon as I get 15 entries! Send me your entry fee & offers, along with pic to be made into a custom tag for the pimp we know you are! SULTRY
Bombs Away At The Biggest Giveaway On Fu
Thank You to ALL of My Family You ALL helped me complete the Giveaway in just over 24 hours. These Folks Comprise THE Best family on FU. They are all beautiful and their commitment to Family is unfettered. Show these folks lotsa luv and get to know if you don’t already !!!! ~Sensual Breeze~ Berry Berry Quite Contrary His Sweet Obsession SexySandi MysticMo0d Special K Proudest Monkey
Book Reviews
Plot Summary: Lincoln Rhyme, Deaver's popular paraplegic detective, returns (after The Vanished Man) in a robust thriller that demonstrates Deaver's unflagging ability to entertain. But even great entertainers have high and lows, and this novel, while steadily absorbing, doesn't match the author's best. Geneva Settle, who's 16 and black, is attacked in a Manhattan library while researching an ancestor, a former slave who harbored a serious secret (not revealed until book's end). Amelia Sachs, Rhyme's lover/assistant, and then Rhyme are pulled into the case, which quickly turns bloody. After Geneva are a lethally cool white hit man and a black ex-con—but even when they're identified, their motive remains unclear: why does someone want this feisty, hardworking Harlem schoolgirl dead? To find out, Rhyme primarily relies, as usual, on his and Sachs's strength, forensic analysis; the book's tour de force opening sequence consists mostly of a lengthy depiction of their painstaking dissection
Jokes I Found To Be Funny
A new York Divorce Lawyer died and arrived at the pearly gates. Saint Peter asks him "What have you done to merit entrance into Heaven?" The Lawyer thought a moment, then said, "A week ago, I gave a quarter to a homeless person on the street." Saint Peter asked Gabriel to check this out in the record, and after a moment Gabriel affirmed that this was true. Saint Peter said, "Well , that's fine, but it's not really quite enough to get you into Heaven." The Lawyer said, "Wait Wait! There's more! Three years ago I also gave a homeless person a quarter." Saint Peter nodded to Gabriel, who after a moment nodded back, affirming this, too, had been verified. Saint Peter then whispered to Gabriel, "Well, what do you suggest we do with this fellow?" Gabriel gave the Lawyer a sidelong glance, then said to Saint Peter, "Let's give him back his 50 cents and tell him to go to Hell."
5 Milloion & Warrant
CHRISTOPHER ABLETT A VERIFIED MONGOL HAS A 5 MILLION DOLLOR WARRANT OUT FOR HIS ARREST FOR THE MURDER OF MY VERY BEST FRIEND AND HEART. THIS IS A WORLWIDE SITE AND I NEED YOUR HELP. YOU DO NOT HAVE TO TURN HIM IN JUST GET ME AN ADDRESS. I WILL BE INDEBTED TO YOU FOR LIFE. THANK YOU AND I APPRECIATE ANY HELP ON THIS. PLEASE REPOST!!! MUCH LOVE AND RESPECT, KAT
For The True Bikers And Biker Chicks Of Fubar
I am getting quite sick of all those of my generation chosing to ride croch rocketts and doggin on harley and other cruisers, because they are "so much faster", I have to say that I get into arguments all the time about it. Why would you want to do 100+ down a road any way, what happened to enjoying the ride you take. I am going to start a project that will finaly let me be prove once and for all that true bikers can beat those rice rockett riders at any thing and everything to do with motorcycles. I am going to build a cruiser that will beat any croch rockett out there, then we will see who is better.
Happy Hour...
I wanted to say or do something more have yet to eat cause being this my first HH yes presented and owned by me I feel I owed you all much more but its hard to give it all back to everyone or I'd be living on the streets...lol. Today like the past few weeks have been trying...there are many blogs posted by those that don't believe in giving back as I do. You don't realize until you know me it's all about giving back. I spent almost 10 years in the military until it got cut short by my back injury. I spent two years in GTMO, Panama the Gulf and many commands in between. I think sometimes as I stand by I look for the redemption to give back...as a recovered and back again drunk still practicing the principles...it's about giving back. Tonight I may have leveled to Godfather..big thing I know on this site, but it was more for you as I shared what I was freely given my life, time, money and a bling from someone for the Auto 11's. You all deserve the credit and respect.!!!! There
My Feelings
Lately I have been taking alot of heat from people. I have tried to be strong and not let it get to me. The more people treat me like a punching bag the more I am like why am I even here. I mean I know what its like to be hurting but why keep taking it out on a person who genuinely does care? I may not always say the right thing.. I may get hurt easily but I only get hurt if you mean something to me. I feel like lately I can't do anything right. I wish I knew what I was doing wrong. I am starting to feel myself fall into a depression and I hate that.. It has been years since I have felt the way I do right now. It took me losing my grandmother last month and then feeling like I am losing people I considered friends for me to feel as horrible as I do. I just wish I knew who I could let that wall down for and not have to be scared they are going to hurt me... I have all this stuff going on already and I still have a divorce to worry about next month. It should be easy but nothin
Disappear
How I wish I could disappear my dream is so clear Never being in this place seeing that expression on your face Oh what bliss it would be if u could only see How that white little lie made me want to die I can not win this race Now I have no face Ourlives are in shambles All because u gambled U can not take it back u killed me in your attack Tired of feeling blue Maybe one day my dream will come true
Concerning Hackers
My original Account 211368 I_Come_in_Peace. Which I shared with my Lady Friend has been hacked.That account since sept,4 th 2006.I believe.This same hackers has also taken control of my orig.YB account has deleted my original Photobucket account.messed with my imeen,deleeted all players an fixed my u tube so i have no codes on my players. My Email addy on this accont has been changed so has password,with no record of Troutmaster48@yahoo.com few weeks back i did get a message from u all at my yahoo mail but unfortunately Ignored it. The salute is for Lakota princess most morphs in this account are mine. Is there anyway u can take control of this account an give it back to me? if you can't can u please delete it. If u all remeber sept.07 u all deleted 1500 pictures from me on this account,all but my salutes,which aren't there no more.lots of personal stuff on this account belngs to me. Please let me know Jeff
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Sean Jefferds
If theres a fubar in Heaven or Nirvana and you can read this I just want to tell you thanks for all the smiles you put on my face. All the times you made me laugh. Thanks for the time we went to the prom at Alfred Almond together I had a blast. Thanks for making your sister, Ang and I laugh til we cried when you got beat up by that girl at that smash mouth concert. Being a die hard Nirvana fan with me. I will never forget the 10 minute crash curse of driving my car before your drivers test and of course you passed. Thanks for the wonderful trip to Bethel, NY for the Phish concert. Thanks for all the times you saved your sister and I from falling down her bedroom steps when we were to stoned or drunk to walk. Thanks for all the hugs and memories I have of you I will miss you dearly and so will everyone who was lucky enough to have met you.
Sorry
wrote a mumm and got my head bit off. just wanted to bitch. damn people get a grip
This Glitter Is Gold...no Doubt
ALL MY DEAR AND NEAR, Yeah... Even I would have never thought that this man is going to bless my life with full of eternal bliss... It came true...My friends here know that I would be often on my wheels..for the sake of my my business.. when I under took a world wide tour recently.. and happened to visit some of the ASIAN COUNTRIES... Yeah of course before this recent havoc...I had a chance to meet this this spiritual and highly resourceful man who invoked my inner subtle knowledge to have an thorough insight within myself... He is my mentor,God father and spiritual master.. yeah...really he is having an array...he glitters with glory and no doubt he is gold.. I could share my divine experience if u r so interested.. For your information just I give below the web site address...seeing is believing...just visit the divine site and its links..and then share his divine knowledge to have his bountiful grace that will lead your life path to ecstasy. Thanks for your esteemed vis
Sassy Star's Rollercoaster
Tuesday is the big day..I have my surgery. It's not major or anything but it is more involved than what it was going to be. I know it will be fine but I am still nervous. I also have mixed feelings about it. This is really the end of the road as far as having a baby. Don't get me wrong, I am totally done trying that. I went through more pain, physically and mentally, than most women would allow themselves to go through. Sometimes I think about what all I did and it amazes me that I put myself through some of it. Never did anything affect me the way fertility did. UGH! I did get pregnant and I know one was a girl. I named her, grieved for her and kept her memory. That is all I can do and it is enough. I guess in some small way I was a mother..even for a very short time. But that part of my life is over now. I am ready to move on and be healthy as well. This crap I go through 3 weeks out of every month has to end and I am ready. So enough babbling..lol. Please think of me and if you are
Sexy Baby Blue Eyes Has Autos
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~the Silk One!~
Poetry
Just imagine the stars How bright they must be tonight magnified be the teardrops brought forth by all our pain It’s amazing how cruel life can be how heavy her hand can feel All we want to do is smile but yet the teardrops fall like rain There is no time for holding these days nor a second for a simple kiss just the time to stare at the moon while crying out in vain All we need is each other to make it all go away like an emotional drug that takes away the pain It’s just so hard to keep an open heart when the world is out to harm you But without your gentle words it’s a struggle to stay sane So as I roam the darkness I’ll be calling out your name Haunting all of our demons until they’ve all be slain Some days i just want to quit drop my love life, fed up that's it tired of being used and mentally abused It always ends the same starts with that mind game i tell myself things "things aren't fine" Just can't get rejection out of my mind Don't know how to fi
Tag! You're It!
You’ve Been Tagged Instructions...... Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you. 1. I Drive a Chevy Silverado. If I have my choice, I will not own a car. ( Can't go 'muddin' properly in a car, lol) 2. I have 3 favorite colors... Black, Green and Purple. 3. I love being outside, but I hate winter time. 4. I have two teenage kids; a 13 yr old boy and a 14 yr old girl. 5. I have lived in several states but TN is my home. 6. No one has cut my hair since I was 12. I have been cutting my own hair. Can you tell? Lol. 7. I don't like big cities except to visit. I like living in the country. (No nosie neighbors) 8. I love to draw, even had an art scholarship, but I got m
R/f/....
I'm new but I figure if you say you are going to "return the favor" you should prob do it. Like, for instance, Nea Nea Jeezy's on line wife. I didn get a single prop back. No rates no fans. Nothin. BOOOOOOOO
Happy Birthday
LET'S SHOW THIS BIRTHDAY GIRL ALL THE LOVE~AUTO 11's ON SEXXXY MAMI..CLICK THE PIC BELOW AND SPANK THIS BEAUTIFUL GIRL HARD~SHE LIKES IT XOXOXO ♥QueenBytchLaLa♥Kerizzzma'sWifey♥
The Krypt Contest
The 100th person to come into the KRYPT Lounge & joins & stayes for one hour WINS a 5 CREDIT BLING. So come & have fun,meet some new people make new friends,with DJ Raven spinning the tunes.
Hell
HELL EXPLAINED BY A CHEMISTRY STUDENTThe following is an actual question given on a University of Washington chemistry mid term.The answer by one student was so "profound" that the professor shared it with colleagues, via the Internet, which is, of course, why we now have the pleasure of enjoying it as well:Bonus Question: Is Hell exothermic (gives off heat) or endothermic (absorbs heat)?Most of the students wrote proofs of their beliefs using Boyle's Law (gas cools when it expands and heats when it is compressed) or some variant.One student, however, wrote the following:First, we need to know how the mass of Hell is changing in time. So we need to know the rate at which souls are moving into Hell and the rate at which they are leaving. I think that we can safely assume that once a soul gets to Hell, it will not leave. Therefore, no souls are leaving. As for how many souls are entering Hell, let's look at the different religions that exist in the world today.Most religions state that i
Karma
well, my dads wife that just passed has triplet daughters that are almost 34 yrs old. Their sperm donor for a father found out that they have severe Cerebral Palsey when they were one and said if he can't have perfect childeren, he didn't want children. So needless to say, he had nothing to do with them their entire lives. well, he was shot, ... and died last night. the day after we buried their mother. God has judged him now, and i can only hope he is burning in hell where he belongs. some ppl may think badly of me for even wishing this upon him, but I have seen the hell he has put my family through.....burn baby, burn!!!!
Gorean Written Dance
Seduction Dance Sitting quitely in the shaddows of the hall in the darkend corners is the thrall smiling with desire for his Mistress.The boy's face shaddowed in dark and the light of the torches.Showing only half his smile to the Mistress laying on her lush pillows as she sips with her ruby lips her goblet of chilled kalana wine.The beast had just served the enticing lovely Mistress, which helped the fires within him started to smolder deep in slave's belly.The excitment of the the rhythmic sounds of the beating drums starting his heart pounding to the beat.Flutes whispering in his ears the total overpowering desire he holds for his Mistress.Sexual power rushing through the thrall's muscular olive smooth skinned body.The slave's mostly naked frame starts to feel the goosebumps form as his body sways slightly to the rhythms and beats.Fighting the need to stand before his owner and show the desire and lust the beast holds in his heart for his Mistress.The muscular chisled b
Life
hey everyone my life as of right now is ok my daughter is 13 months she will be 14 months on the 3rd. The father of my kid and i arent toghter anymore but tryen to start over as friends and all that other shit.
Slowdown
I must look just like a fool herein the middle of the road standing there in your rearview and getting soaked to the bonethis land is flat as it is mean a man can see for a hundred milesSo im still praying I might seethe glow of a brake light. But your wheels just turn, down the road aheadIf it hurts at all you aint showed it yetI keep a lookin' for the slightest sign that you might miss what you left behind I know there's nothing stopping you nowbut I'd settle for a slowdown.I held on longer then I shouldLeaving you might change your mindthose bright lights of Hollywood would fade in time. But your wheels just turndown the road aheadIf it hurts at all you aint showed it yet I keep a lookin' forthe slightest sign that you might miss what you left behind I know there's nothing stopping you now but I'd settle for a slowdown.But your wheels just turn down the road ahead if it hurts at all you aint showed it yet your just a tiny dot on that horizon line come on tap those brakes baby just o
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Snow White Is Dead
I walked the nights looking for your sweet embrace. I kissed your lips and you just turned away. I kissed you again and you laughed in my face. I touched your pale white skin and in return you walked away. I spent sleepless nights waiting to inhale your luring aroma once more but you never showed. I paced the floor all day and night waiting for an answer but none never showed. I laughed at the thought of any other takeing your place. I can still remember the way you shined with dimonds all over your body. I can remember the taste of your skin and the smell. I sat waiting for you for three days but you never showed. I feel I have taken a path that has been worn down from countless souls caught in your trap. I stop to look at the carnage I made after spending time with you my love and I feel it is time for this snow white fairy tale to end. I close my eyes and think of all the pain that came with meeting you. I can not take the pain anymore my white queen.....it is makeing me crazy. I kn
Leaving!
Im leaving!       Wicked
Life
http://fpdownload.macromedia.com/get/flashplayer/current/swflash.cab">http://www.adobe.com/go/getflashplayer"> Well just wanted to write a lil somethang bout my dad! So its goin on four yrs since hes been gone...Its a sad thing but i love him with all my heart hesmy best friend! Hes the sound of a harley far away and his spirit is with me everywhere i go! Along with my mom and step mom yall are missed terribly!
My Girlfriend
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What Does Your Name Mean
WHAT YOUR NAME REALLY MEANS? B: Loves people L: BEST SMILE A:Drop dead gorgeous I-Loves to laugh R-Good b/f
Taps
If any of you have ever been to a military funeral in which taps was played; this brings out a new meaning of it.   Here is something Every American should know. Until I read this, I didn't know, but I checked it out and it's true: We in the United States have all heard the haunting song, 'Taps.' It's the song that gives us the lump in our throats and usually tears in our eyes.     But, do you know the story behind the song? If not, I think you will be interested to find out about its humble beginnings. Reportedly, it all began in 1862 during the Civil War, when Union Army Captain Robert Ellicombe was with his men near Harrison's Landing in Virginia . The Confederate Army was on the other side of the narrow strip of land.     During the night, Captain Ellicombe heard the moans of a soldier who lay severely wounded on the field. Not knowing if it was a Union or Confederate soldier, the Captain decided to risk his life and bring the stricken man back for medical attention. Craw
The History Of Eddie Guerrero
Eddie Guerrero, born Eduardo Gory Guerrero Llanes (October 9, 1967 – November 13, 2005) was an American professional wrestler of Hispanic extraction. Born into a legendary wrestling family, Guerrero managed to maintain the storied Guerrero family legacy. Through the 1990s, he had a distinguished career, working for every major professional wrestling promotion in the United States during that period: Extreme Championship Wrestling, World Championship Wrestling and World Wrestling Entertainment.Guerrero's in-ring character was that of a crafty, resourceful wrestler who would do anything to win a match. His famous mantra became "Cheat to Win." Despite being a heel for much of his career, he became extremely popular because of his charisma and the fact that his character seemed to largely be a reflection of himself.Throughout his career, Guerrero encountered various substance abuse problems outside of wrestling, including alcoholism and an addiction to pain killers. His problems outs
Thought
 As my body dies and soul decays I wonder "is this the path I have chosen or has it been chosen for me?".Did my actions condemn me or set me free?Were my thoughts my own or something drilled into me as a seed?I will never be at peace because I will never know.I don't want to know.If you had all the answers then you would not have anything to question.Is my passtion what makes me a hopeless romantic or is it the other way around?Am I made to hold the world or am I afraid of what will happen if I let go?Why mend a broken heart to break it again?Did I not learn from my mistakes or do I procede to repeat the past?
Stupid Haircut
last night I was reading in bed about 2 am. I heard the upstairs neighbors coming in from the bar. i have never met them but i am pretty sure there are about 20 of them. And they all weigh about 300 pounds. And they are part of a clog dance crew. And they also bowl in their living room. Also they like alternative rock and saying "wooooooooooooo" i guess one of the dance crew got left behind and he came stomping up the stairs a few minutes after the rest. Then i heard someone try and open my door. Of course it was locked so i just continued reading figuring he was to drunk to know where he was and would soon see his mistake. But he was too drunk to realize. So i sent baxter to the door to give ssome warning barks. But this guys was still too drunk so he started knocking. I got up and double checked the lock and put my eye to the peep hole. "may I help you?" i asked. "you can let me in!" he said swaying back in forth. "no" I laughed. "why not" he said a little annoyed. "Beca
Not Anymore!
Days of devotion wereclouded by your manipulation.   Walking in circles waiting for your appreciation.Alas! I am hollowed by your distortion of truths.   I find myself abandoned in the alley of brutes.My life is no longer about you.
Dreamkatcher
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Mistress Genevieve's Announcements
Just got caught up with email on my yahoo, collarme, fetlife, myspace, alt and facebook.  I was way behind. Now it's time to work on my clips4sale store while on niteflirt and also finish preparing for my performance at the Texas Fetish Ball this Saturday. A Domme's work is never done.   MISTRESS GENEVIEVEmsgenevieve.com niteflirt.com/MistressGenevieve clips4sale.com/store/4083 zazzle.com/msgenevieve twitter.com/msgenevieve myspace.com/mistressgenevieve groups.yahoo.com/group/mistressgenevievesslaves    
This Is The Last One
ok here goes i meet this wonderful person i fell so much inlove with and alot of bullshit has happend that should of never happend because my ex wanted to keep stuff going just to start arguments , i have done stupid thing but everyone make mistakes in life the only mistake i never made is loveing this person she is the best person in my life no one ever treated me like a person like she did,, yes i threw it all away because i was blind,, i am asking for that last chance to prove myself in life i am not how i used to be i stay to my self and dont talk to anyone,, if i cant fix anything in my life then why am i still on this earth ,, i dont want to be here without that wonderful person ,,i try so hard and all everyone does is look down on me i should of listened to my family years ago and left my ex because of her and her family i dont look up on my self anymore all i get is critisized by her family for 13 years and i was done with that and found a much better person that i want to grow
Hurting Myself
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U.s. Marine Vet Shot Down
What All Rangers Despise!
1. Unappreciative Americans. You know these losers – the guys that profess that America is the worst country ever created, threaten to leave if things continue the way they are, but never do and continue to churn out their 6, 7, and 8 figure salaries, complaining all the way to the bank. Anyone with the balls to compare any of our elected officials to the Nazis should be shot on sight.2. France. They never support us. They lose all their wars. They break all kinds of UN trade restriction with our enemies. Their “culture department” made using many English words illegal. All this, and they still have De Gaulle (oh, we’re sorry) to try to play the “high moral ground” card as they take a back seat in the world’s struggle to defeat an enemy that threatens the very fabric of western civilization. We understand they’re busy, but how much time does it take to practice weapons dropping and white-flag waving? Note: Per the "Hot
For Men Only
I want to strip you naked throw you on the bed then climb on top of you riding you while I rub your chest, kissing your neck then I will tie you to the bed and have my way with you but first I will go to the kitchen to get whipped cream and warm honey and change into a sexy shear robe, when I come back I pour the warm honey on your skin then lick it off from your belly button to you Adams apple, then I say, "the only way you can get free is by giving me what I need." Grabbing the whipped cream putting it on your lips to taste then going down towards your hips putting the whipped cream on your hot hard cock and around your balls and as you watch I take one ball in my mouth sucking the whipped cream off then going to the other doing the same. Then lick all the way up your cock as I take you into my mouth (mmmm you taste so good) you lift your hips making yourself go deeper into my throat as I come back up off you. I ask," so what do you want from me?" you say, I want you. So I slide my p
The Religion I Would Start
The Religion of the Imaginists   The religion of the Imaginists relies on deprogramming the human mind from believing that any one religion is the “only true” religion. Imaginists are taught to study religion as if it was a science class. They are given an full education on all other forms of religion spending one four month cycle every other year traveling to and studying with monks, priests, clergy and other secular faiths. They are shown the rituals of these other organized religions as well as their beliefs. After learning about other religions Imaginists are then given instruction and guidance in their lives.  They are taught that everyone is part of a pattern or cycle in this life. They are raised to believe that they must fend for themselves and that all their desires in life are formed from our conscience desires. Imaginists must truly work for what they want nothing is given or comes without effort. Imaginists are taught that they were created and  have 
Skip The Orgasm — What’s The Point? Couples Embrace Karezza, Sex Without Climax, To Strengthen Relationships Read More: Http://www.nydailynews.com/li
There's a curious new trend in couple therapy - sex without orgasms. Matt Cook says his sex life with his wife is better than ever, but he never wants to climax again. He practices karezza, a form of intercourse that doesn't focus on orgasms as the big prize. In fact, people who practice karezza are urged to avoid them altogether. "It creates a deep feeling in a relationship that is very difficult to describe - much deeper than conventional sex," Cook told ABC News. More couples are beginning to explore karezza as a way to grow closer and repair their relationships. Deb Feintech, a counselor from Portland, Maine, says the practice is even useful for young couples in the honeymoon stage. "I offer this to them as something to try for a month or so," she told ABC News. "They wake up every single morning and they are not even thinking about genital stimulation. They are snuggling, holding and breathing with eye contact and flow. It's very conscious - from the genitals to the heart."
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Enriched With Love
♥Enriched With Love♥ Miles and miles of empty space, yet I know that when I close my eyesmy heart whispers your name...I tremble in emotion as I hold out my handtouching love for it surrounds mein awareness.Bitterness stands on the porch steps to my souland with each visitor I find warmth embracingmy spirit, awakening my spirit.When I need and am left wanting, I simply find that love is onlya heart beat away.Sunset to sunset, brings forth a new worship, many steps forward has me breathing a new air.My body wants to scream out for your touchwhile my spirit whispers secrets loud enoughfor you to treasure as your own.With every breath, I take in lovefinding a new journey with miles to gobefore we sleep.The highway to my heart and yours
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Stuff I Rant About-join Me
Good evening to all. My name is John, and I'm hoping that after you've read the emotions I've expressed within my profile you will have discovered my name plus a whole lot more about me. Based upon the feedback I have been receiving, which is all good(Thank You), I wanted to declare a few things about my intentions here: -Everyone here is beautiful, gorgeous, stunning, vivacious, attractive and unique. -Although it is so easy to be selfish and greedy to focus only upon pictures-the quality that I seek from each of you is from within. Your expressions and emotions captured into words truly define just how beautiful, gorgeous, stunning, vivacious, attractive and unique each of you can be and is the true essence of what emanates from. -As you have guessed I seek love, romance, commitment, relationship with one woman-only one woman. Can those qualities be found on a site that, according to the founders: 'LostCherry is the first online nightclub: a pla
Tv Show
Just wanted to let you all know the season premiere of Extreme Makeover Home Edition is on this Sunday night on ABC. It is a 2 hour show based right here in North Pole, Alaska. I volunteered for 2 days and it was the most wonderful experience ever. Check out my photos in my album for a sneak peek. :)
In My Dreams
To My Dearest One, As I lay here tonight I wonder where you could be. I hope you are doing well Wherever you might be. As where to you are, It is not here with me. I lay here and wonder Who you are and where you have been. I wonder at when I may be able to see you again. I know it will be soon For as I lay here to sleep, I know that you will be there There as always in My Dreams
Check This Shit Juggalo's And Juggalette's
COME BYE MY SITE AND ENTER HATCHET_NINJA MMFWCL!!! TO ALL YOU JUGGALO'S AND JUGGALETTES OUT THERE I AM HAVING A HOTTEST JUGGALO AND HOTTEST JUGGALETTE CONTEST IF YOU WANT TO ENTER HIT ME ON MY PAGE HATCHET_NINJA MMFWCL!!!!
Old Joke But I Still Like It
A couple has a dog that snores. Annoyed because she can't sleep, the wife goes to the vet to see if he can help. The vet tells the woman to tie a ribbon around the dog's testicles and he will stop snoring. "Yeah right!" she thinks. A few minutes after going to bed, the dog begins snoring as usual. The wife tosses and turns, unable to sleep. Finally, muttering to herself, she goes to the closet and grabs a piece of ribbon and ties it carefully around the dog's testicles. Sure enough, the dog stops snoring. The woman is amazed! Later that night, her husband returns home drunk from being out with his buddies. He climbs into bed, falls asleep, and immediately begins snoring loudly. The woman thinks that maybe the ribbon will work on him too. So she goes to the closet again, grabs a piece of ribbon, and ties it around her husband's testicles. Amazingly, it also works on him! She then sleeps soundly. He wakes in a drunken stupor and stumbles into the bathroom. As he s
Dosepoet?
it's the new milk baby!
Love Letter
Almost To Twisted..
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My Life
Ok here it goes and I'm gonna be honest about this if you are one of the people on my friends list and you are just there for ratings and to move up to a different cherry kindly delete yourself from my friends but if you really want to get to know me as a friend and for that one specail lady something more well I'm glad to call you a friend oh and for the fakes I will weed you out I'd rather have 3 true friends than a thousand fakes well just needed to state my mind later all......rob hi i'm rob and i'm just addicted to being facesat and smothered yes it is an addiction but one that i want no cure for it is definetly something i think of alot of the time but not only do i like being facesat but it has to be by a bbw or an ssbbw as i do not find skinny girls attractive and also i mean honestly if god would have made me a cushion or a seat to a big woman i would have loved it but he didn't so here i stay still wishing to be a cushion or nothing but a mere seat well guess a man can dream
Sexy Survey!
> These questions get right to the point answer truthfully and repost .. > > 1. Anal or oral? Both, giving anal, give and recieve oral(love giving) > > 2. Chocolate or whip Cream? Whip cream > > 3. Ice or feathers? Ice > > 4. Two girls and a guy or two guys and a girl? Perfer mff, > > 5. Movie porn or live porn? live > > 6. What do you wear to bed ? nothing > > 7. Love making or hard fucking? depends on the person and the mood > > 8. Do you shave ? no > > 9. Spit or swallow? n/a > > 10. Do you masturbate ?yes > > 11. Whats your turn on ? beautiful women getting kinky( you'll have to ask for the rest) > > 12. Whats your favorite position ? Doggie style, woman on top > > 13. Do you belive in no glove no love ? depends on situation > > 14. Where would you really love to have sex ? anywhere > > 15. How long can you go ? (and be honest)most of the time a couple of hours > > 16. Bondage or soft & gentle ?depends on partner >
Saints Poems And Rants
a world of confusion round and round I go again watching my life spin out of control to many choices yet again so many wishing to help willing to protect me from myself why I ask you? you want to protect me? I am who I am Would you love me for that and nothing else Live in this hell by my side I LOVE YOU! Ive heard to so many times Said it many more each time losing more of myself giving in to a darkness that eats me alive would you dare to live in my darkness dare to love me in my darkness! as we go round and round our lives now beyond our control... I see the pain in your eyes You hold back in fear of feeling The thought of being hurt again destroys you One chance is all I ask for To restore your faith in the world of love My dear... The thought of you in pain kills me That smile you hide I want it to shine once more Take one more risk for me Let me show you my love for you Be mine always and forever Until our dying day... hopeful Hearts A s
Holidays
Just want to say Happy Thanksgiving to everyone one of my family, friends and fans. Wish you the best. Try not to eat too much. If you are traveling then be careful with all on the road. Remember, it isn't you it is the other driver to worry about. Once again Happy Thanksgiving to all. Tony
Zante 2007
Its only: Created by Crazyprofile.com So can't wait like a kid in a candy shop. There is 8 of us going the other 7 are student nurses (2007 will be there graduation year). I'm not but they are making me an hounary naught nurse for the holiday. YEAH!!!
Raider ... That's Me!
Hello Cherry Tap! I am a fun, wild, & Grade A-1, professional, photographer & oil painting artist. I've been looking at a lot of pictures that people put up as themselves. Some really good & some really bad. I've been known to travel all over the United States to get that proper moment captured for businesses, families, pets, children, weddings, and all sorts of other occasions. From realtors, actors, models, & rock stars to the ordinary house wife & kids. You name it ... I shot it. Even photos for web sites. My prices are very negotiable that includes my talents as an artist to use the "Photo Shop" skills needed to turn average photos into wild works of art! So ... For those that can afford me & can use me ... Let me know. The month of June is very busy for me as weddings are a part of my biz. Feel free to contact me if you are serious & need that special image that you want to show the world. Sincerely, Raider Enobrac/Carbone AKA Raider The Pirate ... If y
Rip My Friend
As Christmas approaches, I think more and more about my best fiend Tracy. She was a beautiful woman with a wonderful smile and a huge heart full of love. She was like a sister to me and we did everything together. She made me laugh, and our kids were even best friends. Tracy died from a heart attack last year leaving behind three lovely children and many others that loved and cared about her. I didn't get to say goodbye to my sister because of circumstances out of my control. I miss her so much. Sometimes I feel like part of me is no longer here any more. The sad thing is that we never really appreciate the special people in our lives until they're not there any more. If I could go back in time, I would tell Tracy just hho much I really love her and appreciate everything she was to me. Rest in peace my beloved sister. I hope you're having a good time up in heaven. I hope that you know that just because you're gone I will never forget you.
Friendship
the minute i start to have a lots of significant feelings towards to someone, i never thought that feeling will be repaid un expectedly... for years and years im looking for a perfect friendship, i look far and right to seek the right one, but one day never think he'll showed up and ever since my life is never been the same... well to all my closet frens, i wont be online for a week or so coz im heading back home to singapore, no internet access for me while im in boston and new york for 5 days, hope to catch up with u the following week.....see u all and have a good day to all.............. Well my first auction come take a look no pressure lol...
Tell Me A Little About Yourself.
I just got tickets to the Tenacious D show for the 17th of next month.... I promise to let the world know how kick ass it is.... WORD!!!!! You're on my friends list or just reading my blog. I'd like to know 25 things about you. Thanks! You'll be surprised how much you didn't know about your friends after this! Copy and paste questions and answers in a comment. 1. Ever punch someone in the face? 2. How old are you? 3. Are you single or taken? 4. Eat with your hands or utensils? 5. Do you dream at night? 6. Ever seen a corpse? 7. Have you ever wished someone dead? 8. Do You Like Bush, the president? HERE COMES THE FUN ... ... ... 9. Whats your philosophy on life? and death? 10. If you could do anything with me, and have no one know about it, what would it be? 11. Do you trust the police? 12. Do you like country music? 13. What is your fondest memory of me? 14. If you could change anythi
U Know U Want My Girlfriend...
CHiNESE PROVERBS VOL.2 *~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~* Man who run in front of car get tired. *~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~* Man who run behind car get exhausted. *~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~* Man who walk through airport turnstile sideways going to Bangkok. *~*~*~*~*~*~*~* Man with one chopstick go hungry. *~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~* Wife who often put husband in doghouse, soon find him in cathouse. *~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~* War does not determine who is right, war determine who is left. *~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~* Crowded elevator smell different to midget. *~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~* Man who goes fishing in other mans' well often catches crabs. *~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~* CHiNESE PROVERBS VOL. 1 *~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~* Man who eat many prunes get good run for money. *~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~* It take many nails to build crib, but one screw to fill it. *~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~* Man who drive like hell, bound to get there. *~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~* Man who stand on toilet is high on pot. *~*~*~*
Contest
Really Bored
OK, Teri, this sounds a bit like what I made, probly used cream of mushroom soup for sauce. Let me know if it sounds right then I can stop looking, you have no idea how many cook books I have stuffed here and there. My brain is really straining to try to remember something I made once about 16 years ago....... CREAMY HAM & CAULIFLOWER CASSEROLE -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- 1 med. head cauliflower 2 c. cooked, cubed ham 1 can mushrooms, drained 1/3 c. flour 4 tbsp. butter 1 c. milk 1 c. cubed sharp Cheddar cheese 1/2 c. sour cream 1 c. bread crumbs 1 tbsp. butter Break cauliflower into buds. Cook covered until tender. Drain. Combine ham and mushrooms. In medium saucepan melt 4 tablespoons butter. Stir in flour. Add milk all at once. Cook and stir until mixture thickens and bubbles. Add cheese and sour cream. Stir until cheese melts. Combine with cauliflower and ham mixture. Mix well. Combine bread crumbs
Sexual Connotations
Recent research shows that there are 7 kinds of sex: The 1st kind of sex is called Smurf Sex. This kind of sex happens when you first meet someone and you both have sex until you are blue in the face. The 2nd kind of sex is called Kitchen Sex. This is when you have been with your partner for a short time and you are so horny you will have sex anywhere, even in the kitchen. The 3rd kind of sex is called Bedroom Sex. This is when you have been with your partner for a long time. Your sex has gotten routine and you usually have sex only in your bedroom. The 4th kind of sex is called Hallway Sex. This is when you have been with your partner for too long. When you pass each other in the hallway, you both say "screw you." The 5th kind of sex is called Religious Sex, which means you get Nun in the morning, Nun in the afternoon and Nun at night. The 6th kind is called Courtroom Sex. This is when you cannot stand your wife any more. She takes you to court and screws
The Most Beautiful Girl In The World Contest!
Just leave a message on my blog here and tell me you want to join and i will add you to the Most Beautiful Girl in the World Contest. Thank you
Morf Contest-i Need Your Rate And Comment Bombs, Please
Ok, i would like to hold a contest for all of you soldier out there. In order to enter into the contest i need a picture of you in your uniform. This will be kinda like the sexiest soldier. Please contact me ASAP to get your entry into the contest. This is open to male and female soldiers. So if you are in your uniform and wont to compete Then send me a message. Just in case this is being reposted, and you need to search for me. My search name is "BITCH2WITCH&BACK" THIS IS NOT A CONTEST SO THE LEVEL YOU REACH IN COMMENTS IS THE PRIZE YOU GET GUARANTEED, THIS LAST TIL FEB 28TH 1159PM EST. PLUS YOU MAY COMMENT BOMB YOUR OWN PIC. > > HERE IS YOUR PIC LINK > > > > > Ok, to all my ct friends out there. I have entered into a morf contest. And what i need from you is to rate and comment bomb like crazy. For the one that comment bombs the most there will be a prize given away. Thanks for all the help for you are true friend. Just click on the picture below and i till take you
The Dance
MY MIND WANDERED TO THOUGHTS OF YOU TODAY YOUR GENTLE VOICE AND YOUR THOUGHTFUL WAY WITH JUST ONE THOUGHT OF YOUR WARM EMBRACE A KISS ON MY LIPS OR A TOUCH ON MY FACE THE THOUGHT OF OUR BODIES IN A LOVERS EMBRACE DOING A RITUAL DANCE OF PASSION AND GRACE TOUCHES ME ALL THE WAY TO MY SOUL MAKING ME HUNGER FOR YOU TO COMPLETE THE DANCE AND MAKE ME WHOLE
Bored
Player
What I've Lost Why does it hurt so bad? To lose something I never had. To have these feelings and nothing to do. Just to sit around and wait for you. Why is it hard to move on? When all my feelings for you should be gone. In my soul when you are around. Your name is a beautiful sound. Now all I can do is wonder How I lost it all in a blunder. By not telling you how I feel, Trying to act like it's no big deal. Now I know the nature of my errors I just wish I can get rid of my cares Yet I know my heart won't let me Get rid of the person who fills me with glee. Just by hearing your sweet name Knowing my feeling for you are just the same. I must move on to a new life. Leaving behind the feelings and strife. I am only human and I am weak, But for you, there was a beautiful streak. I would do anything to repeat that day, When you hung on my words waiting to say. Now I am on a new track, Knowing that I can't hav
My Birthday Thank You To Everyone
Free at CherryCodes.com Free at CherryCodes.com Jus wanted to say Thank u to everyone who has wished me a Happy Birthday, and who has sent me birthday cards and balloons and cake ;) Yur all such very sweet Friends to have on my page ;) Much Luv.....XOXO ~~Rhanda~~
Bad Times
its really bad time for people working in the car industry. i work in a factory here that makes car parts and today two of my good friends were laid off indefintely along with 12 others. and they said come next week 6 more people has to go. all the ones that was laid off was through a temp agency. none of the full time employees have to worry if they got a job tomm. we work just as hard as they do but some think that because we are temps that we are just dirt.
Here Ya Go...yay
Mmmkay my friends and fans...I usually don't do this...so bear with me please...I'm in a Bad Cherry contest, so come comment vote for me please...use the link below.. LOVE AND KISSES TO ALL...THANKS!center>
Great Words To Go By
Dont Eat The Shiny Red Apple
DONT EAT THE SHINY RED APPLE IT IS FULL OF WORMS WHAT IS BEAUTIFUL TO LOOK AT ROTS AND FESTERS FROM WITHIN SOME TEMPTATIONS SHOULD BE LEFT ALONE SOME THINGS THAT SEEM WHOLE ARE BROKE I NEVER SAID THE FRUIT WAS GOOD THE WARNING STOOD CLEAR NOW YOU TASTE ITS BITTERNESS AND CANNOT HIDE YOUR FACE LEAVE THE APPLE ALONE TO ROT INTO BLACK ITS BITTERNESS ITS HIDDEN SECRET ITS BEAUTY ITS CLOAKED LIE
Need Some Advice For My Daughter
My daughters best friend got hit by a car walking to school this morning. He died this evening. I don't know what to say to my daughter. She isn't taking this to good.
This Is Me Venting It Happens
I just went say sum shit real quick. just gonna vent and let out some shit. first I hate when people come to my page and just check me out, no comment, no ratings, no friend request nothing. whatever..... I hate when people add me as their friend and then never talk to me. are you my friend just cuz you want some points? thats weak. if you add me talk to me..... and hey one last thing if your gonna rate me anything other then a ten be honest cuz I know I aint no zero haha thats it fuck off
Angels
I found a penny today, Laying on the ground. But it's not just a penny, This little coin I've found. Found pennies come from heaven, that's what my Grandpa told me. He said Angels toss them down. Oh, how I loved that story. He said when an Angel misses you, They toss a penny down; Sometimes just to cheer you up, To make a smile out of your frown. So, don't pass by that penny When you're feeling blue. It may be a penny from heaven That an Angel's tossed to you.
Hi!
my grey and empty hide away inside me I let the tears that wouldnt leave me build a cage around my weakest pieces my soul is broken my trust rubbed raw and ragged my faith in love...not what it was I can't bear for you to see all these parts I don't want; all these things I wish weren't part of me so much to tell but no good way to say it scared to death of the after effect; still afraid of more pain I've bled too much to bleed again terrified of being happy.. there are too many ways to take it from me Hi everyone. I just wanted to start a blog..I might put some poems in future blogs...I just need to be in the mood to write first...we can blame my ex for me not being able to write anything right now.(I can write some pretty alright stuff if you give me a chance)Anyway, you'll hear more from me soon. XOXOXO loudmouth I am actually working on a poem to put in here. It won't be great mind you, and it'll probably be a little depressing...but oh well.:-) just read
Poetry And Prose
Puzzling inconsistencies breed Trepidation and unease In a world of contradictions Where nothing is as it seems. Alice in the rabbit hole Clutching desperately at the air. Where once there seemed such solid ground Now nothingness is there. Shattered dreams of a future bright Float past her in the fearsome abyss. The love of her life she thought she found But something, she knows, is amiss. Weary she walks through this land of shadows, With heavy limbs and a heavier heart. Not again to give her love away She should have known right from the start. Life in a snow globe. Pretty inside but surrounded by glass. You can shake it, and shake it, but it always looks the same. Winter wonderland smiling back at you. Praying that it doesn't get shattered, but hoping someone will find a way inside to break the monotony. A beautiful thing separated from everyone... alone in a shadow of a world. Eyes all around stare through the glass cage, but t
What Love Is To Me...
People on CT are always asking... is it love at first sight? In my eyes, love has to be earned. It is not love at first sight, although it might be lust. Love grows with time. I asked a friend once, what is love? They said something that has stuck with me since. They said love is trust, someone that is honest with you, can make you laugh and back you up. It was the back you up part, that got to me. I was in a 20 year relationship and I have never had that. The trust in a person, that they would truly back me up. I want that. I want to trust someone with all my heart. I also feel that love is accepting that person for who they are, goofiness and all. And actually enjoy them for it. And the willingness to communicate. Am I asking to much? Not in my eyes.
A New Cherry Needing Lots Of Love
I just need to get this out...I am aware of every single person that has been bombin my page and i am so grateful and just want all of u to know i am keepin track of everyone who is rating me up and i am soooo returning the love...please b patient i will hit ur page up...love u all...xoxoxoxoxox...jodie
Life Is Sometimes Bitter Sweet
Well..here i am again...as you know, it wasn't but weeks, just weeks ago that i put my Daddy to rest...Mom and i spent two and half months walking through steps to get Dad set with hospice, getting him home, tending to home only briefly for the seven days he was home before he passed..Mom and Daddy were married 35 years, yes, she is, she was my step mom, but the only woman i call Mom...me and mine were beginning to heal, to try to move forward, i sent Mom off to Hawaii for 10 days, she didnt want to go; i said she needed to get out of the house, to go sit in the sun, see the beauty...she went kickin' and screamin..lol...she got home 4 days ago..now the house was quiet..the kids and grandkids gone, friends had stopped coming by in droves with condolenses and well wishes...she was now feeling what life would be for her; alone...she sat to eat her supper, turned on the TV...she always said these days she was so tired she had to nap before she slept...she was tired, sad, broken-hearted...s
My Letter For You
My heart beats for you alone. Every waking moment, you allure my thoughts with sweet words and deeds. Hearing your voice brings peace, comfort and a smile to my face at the sheer thought of you. When our eyes locked for the very first time, you rendered me breathless. Now, with the same intense gaze, passionate warmth envelops my heart. As each moment passes us by, I feel myself drawn more closely to you. The memories we have shared thus far encompass only the beginning. My heart soars when I am with you. In your absence, I close my eyes and dream of your close embrace, our fingers intertwined and your soft lips pressed against mine. Everything about you takes my breath away. Body, Mind, Heart and Soul ~ Melissa Jade
Hmmmm
I'm sure alot of people already seen it on the news, but on wednesday just a little after 6, the I-35W bridge collapsed. I'm from minnesota, and its a really big thing, cuz things like this dont happen, and shouldnt have happened. Some of you might not care, but I do, cuz it happened in my home state, not even 2 hours from where i live. 4 bridges in minnesota i guess, are bad, one, me and my boyfriend, just went on twice, hearing about that, kinda makes your nerves twitch. The bridge we went over, is built the exact same way as the I-35W bridge. Well, thanks to our governor, ordering expections on all our bridges, this bridge we went over was being looked at. I know this cuz i seen them doing it, when we went over it the second time. Gosh I remember the first glance on T.V, of the collasping, it was horrifing, It took your breath right out of your mouth.
Rantings Cuz I Can!
Beware of language that is in this blog... and of misspellings that I could care less about! This is not to anyone on here at all *well but one person*....it is to a friend of ours that Used us and is a ....well you will see. You wanna fuck with me? You wanna fuck with what is mine and treat me like shit? You wanna lie, decete and be an ugly no good SOB...be my fucking guest, but don't ever ask me for a damn thing! Don't even come at me thinking that you will EVER in a million fucking years have a shoulder to cry on here! Don't ask my family or friends for shit EVER NEVER again! You think you are God's gift to people? Where do you get off? Who do you think you are? GET THIS YOU NO GOOD SOB....you are less than nothing to anyone in my life, on my friends list or in my family's life. You can take you playing games, lying, stealing asses some where else cuz I fucking don't need the drama or shit in my life and I KNOW that there are several people out there that feel the
Mmi
bebecito te queria decir que te adoro...si necesitas hablar, te estare escuchando si necesitas alegria te ayudare a sonreir, si necesitas caminar ire contigo... pero si solo necesitas alguien serca yo estare alli.. que lindooo si te sientes solo y no quieres nada llamame yo te ayudare...recuerda caminar juntas las expectativas con firmeza agregatse a ese camino un reir un llorar..jiji tu primero despues yo ,nunca me cansare de ofrecerte mi gran amistad y mi cariño si tu dejas claro... pero si te abrazo muy fuerte te sentiras mejor??? solo ten encuenta que miles de persona piensa en ti y que una de hechaz soy yop! Imágenes para hi5 hola !! dure una noche para escribir esto dure un dia paras cdescribirte lo que pienso y dure un dia pensando en ti auk no sabia lo k sienti y busca obtener dias de algo visto pero no me pasa mas cosas a la cabeza siempre pensava en cosas pues no era un tipo de cosas eran preguntas extrañas que uno nunca podian responder pues es eso lo qu
11 Signs That Ur Crazy Bout Someone!
11 signs that your crazy for someone ELEVEN: You laugh at they're stupid jokes TEN: You feel shy whenever they're around. NINE: You smile when you hear their voice. EIGHT: When you look at them, you can't see the other people around you, you just see him/her. SIX: They're all you think about. FIVE: You realize you're always smiling when you're looking at them. FOUR: You would do anything for them, just to see them. THREE: While reading this, there was one person on your mind this whole time. TWO: You were so busy thinking about that person, you didnt notice number seven was missing ONE: You just scrolled up to check & are now silently laughing at yourself. NOW MAKE A WISH. YOU KNOW YOU WANT TO...... ====== ===== ==== === == = == === ==== ===== ======= ========= ========== ========= ======== ======= ====== ===== ==== === ==
I Hate U
Ive been wondering whats eating at your head? The cheap way you handle things, the slander that you spread. Making misery is the way you spend your time. I think its safe to say when it comes to truth youre blind Whatever happened is over now for you. With you theres nothing, that you wouldnt do. Nothing you wouldnt do. Now its time to get a life, you gotta get a life. Now its time to get a life, you gotta get a life, gotta get a life. This is my life The faces that you show have everyone concerned. But if they turn their backs to you, trust in you, Theyll learn. Whatever happened is over now for you. With you theres nothing, that you wouldnt do. Nothing you wouldnt do. Now its time to get a life, you gotta get a life. Now its time to get a life, you gotta get a life, gotta get a life. This is my life Whatever happened is over now for you. With you theres nothing, that you wouldnt do. Nothing you wouldnt do. Now its time to get a life, you gotta get
About Thailand
Thai people really love animals. This is "Moo Ping". It means BBQ'd pork on a stick. Don't know who named her that. This 7-11 was built in my neighborhood about 6 months ago and Moo Ping has been in front of the door from day one. She's there in the daytime to get the blast of air conditioning when people walk in and out of the automatic doors. She's there at night to give you sad looks so you'll buy her something to eat. (usually works) The thing is, is she's there, 24/7 just like 7-11. We Thais think it's normal, but my BF thinks it's hilarious that no one tries to move her from in front of the door. He assures me the dog would have been gone the first day. People will walk around her or step over her, but no one would try to move her from her cool spot in front of the door. Even the delivery people carrying big boxes just step over or go around. Why make her move, she's not hurting anyone. My BF thinks we have a real weakness for animals. On the list of Thai priorities, eating ranks
Stop The Abuse!
Singal Dad
If you have haters read these maybe one will work for you. 1. Let your haters be your motivaters. 2. Behind every successful person is a pack of haters. 3. You can hate on me, because that just means I am 2 steps ahead of you. 4. Thanks to all my haters for making me feel so famous, bcause love me or hate me you still know who I am. 5. Jealousy fueling haters since the begining of time. 6. If you wana hate me it's cool. Take a number and get in line. If you have any leave them in the comments and I will add tham to the blog.
Veronika Viiison
So I've calmed down. Lifesez is cool. And tells me that people are douche's all the time on here about that stuff. In the end, my friends are still missing out on a few pictures...that I moved to family only, which I really really really would like to share with everyone. Please don't ask for me to add you to the family folder. If I dig you enough, and think you're a cool cat, you'll get added eventually. It sucks, but this is the way we have to do it because people...are dumb. Goodnite all. Sorry for my irate post earlier requesting you all to write essays like some professor ;) The Friends Only folder is back! xo As some of you know, this weekend was my daddy's birthday. The big 50. I took the wonderful billion hour plane ride from Quebec to California to be with my family to celebrate. I got in early this morning at around 3am...I think. I'm sooo screwed up time-wise. Which is more than mildly annoying because it took me awhile to get back on Quebec time after the summe
My Pictures
Most of my folders I have set to private. Im so sick of all this NSFW bullshit. Most of my pics have been marked now. I have found another site I like and it doesn't matter what pics you put up. If it wouldn't be for the few friends I have made on here. I probably would have already deleted my account by now. This shit is F**ked up. And I thought we was all adults on here. I guess some of us still need to grow up!!!! Now you have to be on my family list to see my pics!
Psycho Chicks
Okay, long story but funny....try and keep up! 1.) One night I am out and about. A buddy of mine is like, "hey, call this girl, she won't answer when I call her." I am like, "ok." She doesn't answer. Didn't call back, didn't push the issue just told him she didn't answer. 2.) The next week, like 5 days later, I get a phone call from some wierd 360 number. Washington huh? I usually have people's names entered in my phone from Washington. "Hello," I say. "Who is this," says a female voice. Instantly, I am like, "Who the hell are you? You called me!" She says her name and I totally draw a blank. Then it hits me. It's that girl my buddy asked me to call like almost a week ago! I tell her who I am and that my buddy, whom she knows, wanted me to call her for him. She's gets it and that is the end of that conversation. I barely remember her but from what I did remember, she was extremely rude, hence I didn't stick around to listen to her anymore. I hung up. 3.) L
Just For Fun
Well it's getting to be that time of year again....Christmas isn't that far away. I thought it would be fun for everyone to make a Christmas wish list. Think about it, maybe significant others, family or friends will see it and will know what it is you really want and avoid getting those unwanted gifts you dread...LOL After you make your list, repost this as "Christmas Wish List" No Matter how "off the wall" or no explaination needed, unless you want to. I am interested myself to see what people are asking for...LOL mine is listed below..... 1)Bra's 2)All of the "Grey's Anatomy Seasons on DVD 3)Bed Frame 4)Back Scratcher 5)Winter Coat 6)Body Pillow 7)Shrek 3 on DVD Thats All I Can Think of Right now......It's not much, Just a few things that I really need..lol that for some reason I don't just get myself...LOL I guess I am hoping I have been good enough this year that Santa will visit my house But I know I have been really NAUGHTY, so I may end up with a lum
Dont Quit
Found this poem and it just hit home for some reason.. Enjoy "When things go wrong as they sometimes will When the road you're trudging seems all up hill. When funds are low and the debts are high. And you want to smile, but you have to sigh. When care is pressing you down a bit. Rest, if you must, but don't you quit. Life is queer with its twists and turns. As everyone of us sometimes learns. And many a failure turns about When he might have won had he stuck it out: Don't give up though the pace seems slow - You may succeed with another blow. Success is failure turned inside out - The silver tint of the clouds of doubt. And you never can tell how close you are. It may be near when it seems so far: So stick to the fight when you're hardest hit It's when things seem worst that you must not QUIT
11/14/07
Weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee I am doing soooooooooooooo much better today. I can lift leg, bend knee etc. pain was tolerable so lol i almost forgot to take pain meds but got reminded when i took temp and it was already up to 99.3. Will post more after nurse is here on Thurs
~guy Rules~
• Confucius say, virginity like bubble. One prick - all gone • Confucius say, man who do business in whore house get jerked around • Confucius say, baseball wrong. Man with four balls not able to walk • Confucius say, panties not best thing on earth, but next to it • Confucius say, woman who put husband in doghouse soon find him in cat house • Confucius say, man who fight with wife all day, get no piece at night • Confucius say, it take many nail to build crib, one screw to fill it • Confucius say, man who keep feet on ground have trouble putting on pants • Confucius say, if you want pretty nurse, you got to be patient • Confucius say, man with hand in pocket feel cocky all day long • Confucius say, man who run before bus get tired • Confucius say, man who run behind bus get exhausted • Confucius say, man with tool in woman's mouth not necessarily dentist • Confucius say, man with tight trousers is pressing his luck • Confucius say, man who stand on toilet high on pot •
Ink Travelers Tattoo & Piercing Convention
Come join the fun at this years Ink Travelers Tattoo & Piercing Convention Dates: Feb 13,14,&15, 2009 Location: Vancouver, Washington Reservations: Red Lion Hotel (360)694-8341 While your there stop by and visit my booth.
My Hair
I just cut my hair like a full inch off,, I was at my moms yesterday and she keeps saying it looks bad,, the ends are separated.. since i dyed my hair black i think they hate it my folks,, but she talked me into shortinin,,i said fuck it,, and instead of going to our old haircutter woman i did it my self,, taking tonight to show everyone.... i did try and leave it slightly longer in back,, i cant go totalbutch aaaaaaaa....... any advice from anyone? i thought my hair looked good in the last pic for 2007 in the pink top tho... love all my friends on Fubar,, I will write soon,,... xoxoxox Caroline
To Every Guy
BASICS: Name: Age: Location: Height: Hair (color and style): Eyes: Piercings/tattoos: Phone Number( wtf... ) OTHER: 1. Do you drink/smoke? 2. Do you like the rain? 4. If so...would you play in it with me? 5. Do you like movies? 6. If so would you stay up and watch them with me all night? 8. Could we cuddle and just fall asleep together? 9. Would you kiss my neck? favourite season? what are you talents and hobbies? lifelong dreams? do you like animals or haver any pets? are you in school? describe the perfect date? night or day? are you a sensitive guy or a tough guy do you enjoy philisophical conversations religious beliefs politics? do you like coffee?? do you do drugs? 10. Do you play any sports? 11. If so...what? 12. Would you call me right after we saw eachother? 13. How would you rate your kisses from 1-10? 14. Favorite body part on you? 15. What would you say is the best thing about yoursel
For The Men That Just Dont Get It On This Site....lmao!
Most of you that come to my site...do not read the small yet powerful little "about me" section on my page. Just a clue as to what will happen should you come at me twisted...this is a small banter between a gentleman(i will keep his name private for the sake of his ego)and myself that pretty much sums up every single one of you who dont give a fuck about me only about what i can do for you...have a nice day! Ishee Ruthless(oh hell yeah she is!!) What's good beautiful? I just wanted to show some Love, introduce myself, & let ya' know U caught my eye!!! Holla @ ya' Boi...I'm a 6'6" 245 lb French-Cherokee mix with a SIZE 17 shoe!!! Too BIG? xoxo Ever been to Cannon Beach Oregon? We can chat on Yahoo on my web-cam if ya' have IM...Much Love, (in this place was his yahoo which was quite explicit which drew me to the conclusion that he is a virtual porn star) ha ha thank you very much for the heartfelt message in my inbox...however i do see a problem with it...as you are talki
The Forbidden Lounge
Want a little mouth watering taste of the Forbidden Fruit with me DJ Sexxy... Tonight I have upped the stakes to the 400th member to join while I am the Dj...thats from 10 pm to 1 am pacific time... The prize will be a 1 day blast plus 20k fubucks!!! I see in your eyes you wanna taste...well come on in, just click this banner here were sin never tasted so sweet....
Death In Family
well i am sad to say i lost my grandmother this morning i wont be around much today or for the next 5 or so days. So to all my friends take care of yourselves and be safe dont worry about me ill be fine.
I Want To Know....
YOU'RE ON MY FRIENDS LIST, I want to know 37 things about you. I don't care if we never talk, or if we already know everything about each other. Short and sweet is fine...You're on my list, so I want to know you better! BE HONEST!! COPY FROM HERE THEN SEND DIRECTLY TO ME IN A MESSAGE THEN, REPOST THE EMPTY QUESTIONS AS A BULLETIN. 1.)Q. Are you currently in a serious relationship? 2.)Q. What was your dream growing up? 3.)Q. What talent do you wish you had? 4.)Q. If I bought you a drink what would it be? 5.)Q. Favorite vegetable? 6.)Q. What was the last book you read? 7.)Q. What zodiac sign are you? 8.)Q. Any Tattoos and/or Piercings? Explain where. 9.)Q. Worst Habit? 10.)Q. If you saw me walking down the street would you offer me a ride? 11.)Q. What is your favorite sport? 12.)Q. Do you have a pessimistic or optimistic attitude? 13. )Q. What would you do if you were stuck in an elevator with me? 14.)Q. Worst thing
Sorry I Haven't Been Around . . .
to all my wonderful friends on fubar . . . i haven't be online all week and i don't want my friends to think i don't care, but i lost my oldest son last thursday in a car accident and i've just been a mess ever since. he was a wonderful kid and the light of my life. was in his 2nd year of college and had so much ahead of him. i'm havin' a little trouble getting back to life as it used to be, but i know there will be a day when i can smile for no reason again. i hope you all understand
Auction @ Flirtations ~ Aug 24th @ 7pm Cst
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Whatever Comes To Mind
Tag'd By Lula13 O.K. heres how it works. Once you have been tagged you must write a blog listing 15 random fact, intrests, or habits about yourself. Then choose 5 people to tag. Don't forget to leave them a comment telling them they have been tagged and to read your blog. Then type there names at the bottom of your blog. You can not tag the person who tagged you. Have fun. 15 facts of dizzy. 1. single mom of 3 2. have a step grandson 3. have grandbaby due in sept 4. love to meet new ppl 5. fav food is Italian 6. dog named lady 7. smoker 8. have 2 tats (maybe 2 more soon) 9. love online games 10. looking for that one man meant for me 11. drive a Honda Accord 12. own my own at home business 13. want to travel after youngest graduates (1yr) 14. hazel eyes 15. my kids drive me crazy lol I tag'd gothicman killswitch dj wolfy marius lostdarkness I have moved on to greener pastures now,I am not going to let any man do to me what has happened in the p
Mothers Day
Before I was a Mom, I never tripped over toys or forgot words to a lullaby. I didn't worry whether or not my plants were poisonous.. I never thought about immunizations. Before I was a Mom, I had never been puked on. Pooped on. Chewed on. Peed on. I had complete control of my mind and my thoughts. I slept all night. Before I was a Mom, I never held down a screaming child so doctors could do tests. Or give shots. I never looked into teary eyes and cried. I never got gloriously happy over a simple grin. I never sat up late hours at night watching a baby sleep. Before I was a Mom, I never held a sleeping baby just because I didn't want to put her down. I never felt my heart break into a million pieces when I couldn't stop the hurt. I never knew that something so small could affect my life so much. I never knew that I could love someone so much. I never knew I would love being a Mom. Before I was a Mom, I didn't know the feeling
Quote :
A Women Has Strengths That Amazes The World. She Can Handle Trouble & Carry Heavy Burdens. She Holds Happiness, Love & Opinions. She Smiles When She Feels Like Screaming. She Sings When She Feels Like Crying, Cries When She's Happy & Laughs When She's Afraid. Her Love Is Unconditional! There's Only One Thing Wrong With Her..... 'She Sometimes Forgets What She is WORTH!'
105 Free Ways To Get Better Fuel Mileage
check out ecomodder.com for more ways to save fuel!! 1) Drive less The best way to reduce fuel use is to drive less: a) Live closer to work; b) carpool; c) bicycle; d) walk; e) take public transit 2) Park and ride (bicycle) If part of your commute is not biker friendly, travel to a point that is and then bike the rest of the way. The "park and ride" concept can also be applied to carpooling and mixed private/public transit travel. 3) Attend a driving clinic Hybrid owners groups are popping up in cities around the world - and non-hybrid owners are often welcome to attend regular meetings. Fuel efficient driving techniques are commonly discussed, and clinics are sometimes offered by experienced members. 4) Clean junk from your trunk The additional weight you carry in your vehicle doesn't ride for free. It takes energy to move it around. Removing unnecessary stuff from your vehicle saves fuel. 5) Let the most efficient driver drive More
Meaningful Thoughts
not up to much this evening week working until late so my brain is like mush but yeah just a few quotes im off to bed :) night night "I hear and I forget. I see and I remember. I do and I understand." Confucius "I cannot tell if what the world considers 'happiness' is happiness or not. All I know is that when I consider the way they go about attaining it, I see them carried away headlong, grim and obsessed, in the general onrush of the human herd, unable to stop themselves or to change their direction. All the while they claim to be just on the point of attaining happiness...." - Chuang-tzu.
Lauren
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Interested
I am sorry to everyone that I rated lower than a 10!!! I wasn't sure how this site works and as I have been told you rate everyone a 10 no matter what the pic is so they will get points and stuff so If I offended anyone I wasn't trying to and from now on I will rate everyone a 10 no matter what you look like. To all of you who left me a nasty comment about it well you could tell I was new by looking at my profile so you should have offered some advice instead of writting bad things about me I am a beautiful friendly individual and would never call ne one silly names to hurt them Please accept my sincere appology and if you let me know who I "doen rated" is what some one told me it was called I will go back and change it to a 10. Thank you to all for understanding!!!!!
Have A Shay Day
when i first read this messege i started balling ... those of u that actually do pay attention to my blogs know about my boys and their handicaps.. so read this and if u have a child that is handicapped be warned i have already shed my tears over this email Subject: A Shay Day What would you do? You make the choice. Don't look for a punch line, there isn't one. Read it anyway. My question is: Would you have made the same choice? At a fund raising dinner for a school that serves learning-disabled children, the father of one of the students delivered a speech that would never be forgotten by all who attended. After extolling the school and its dedicated staff, he offered a question: "When not interfered with by outside influences, everything nature does is done with perfection. Yet my son, Shay, cannot learn things as other children do. He cannot understand things as other children do. Where is the natural order of things in my son?" The audience was sti
Holdin My Breath
A love pure as air. But in a situation unfair. I live a fantasy in your presence. But lost without your essence. With you I'm a King. Without that song doesn't sing. The best part of me I know. So far away my heart I can't bestow. My odds always even with you there. I sit here alone only half of a pair. Perfect symmetry everything is complete. Without you my love has nowhere to secrete. With you my heart is right but beats left. Till you come home I'll be Holdin My Breath
Im Up For Bid Again!
Hey I'm up for auction again! Come see what I have to offer. I guarantee you won't be disappointed!
Am I In The Wrong?
Am I in the wrong to be pissed at my live in boyfriend for talking on the internet to other girls?I go on his Yahoo and I see that he has added one or two girls like every other day.I feel like he is out on the internet seeking these women to talk to.He erases his archives so I can't read them and that is why i feel he is hiding something from me.He says he is not talking to these women to "get with them" just that he is bored and to pass the time.I have caught him twice before saying inappropriate things to 2 women so I really don't trust him on the internet.I started out with him just talking on the internet,that is how we met.I do love him and want to be able to trust him but i feel like I am pushing him away.But on the other hand he should understand that it is disrespectful to me for him to be talking to these other women on his yahoo and he should see how much it hurts me.
Meh....
I like how in some places in the states, weather is different toward person to person. such as in other locations fourty degrees can be t-shirt weather. Not much for now but I felt a weired obligation to post a more recent blog. Not much to start off and say anything except for the fact that im goin cross the country and checking out some of pennslyvania's scene and what it has to offer. Man I should figure out how to spell some of theese states. But any ways, I would like to get out of Alaska and do somthing fun while the weather is shit for where I am at now. If your reading this. im sorry for this pointless typing done to pass some time, but cool. Hope to talk to you some other time. Oh yeah.... SMOKE WEED, Dink, pop some pills and keep it safe!!!!!!! You can have ur sickness as long as u dont act lyk a dick.
Submissive Info And Thoughts
by Cerina X The capacity for or the practice of recognizing and respecting the beliefs or practices of others. The word, "tolerance", is tossed about on bdsm web sites, chat rooms, newsgroups, at munches, and play parties, but I've rarely seen it in action. To date, it appears tolerance is only used with others who have similar beliefs but God help anyone who comes along who practices D/s or bdsm in a completely different manner than the "norm". I've witnessed enough feeding frenzies and verbal lynch mobs to know this is the truth. As a submissive or dominant learning and practicing tolerance is a must. You will meet many people on your journey who will be completely different from yourself and by employing tolerance you stand a good chance of not only broadening your horizons but deepening your understanding of dominance and submission. Not one of us was born with the knowledge of how to be a submissive or a dominant, and only by keeping our minds open can we expect to bett
Hot Damn!!!!
First game of the season with a new starting QB, and they stomped Western Carolina 69-0. Hope this turns into a great season. Also, am happy for the IRISH. Won their opener against San Diego State 21-13. Florida whooped up on Miami with a 26-3 victory to add to their second of the year defeating Hawaii 56-10 last week.
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Queit Wolf
today i'm thinking a shy queit way of life been hurt seen i can not fine a mate it lonely and sad. wish there was away to do thing better i hurt alot people i been told well may be true and alot hurt me too it a no win fight you ask me so is life!!!. some day sun will rises again life will brighting up and mate will come to me a true & beauty full one and in my eyes beauty full is inner soul not body . lonewolfjohn
General Malaises
i flew to the states on saturday to finally meet her , the woman that has been the centre of my world for over a year. and i am fucking ecstatic about. she is everything i expected ""I certainly do think the world of you so I am going to tell you this from my heart and my true Witch. Look deep inside yourself, as deep as you can, push away the pain, the bad things that have happened to you in your life and all the memories that have haunted you. See you for who you really are and touch that person and bring her back to life. I see your picture and I feel pain and tears from my eyes are being shed. Take some time for yourself. I don't reach out to many here but you stand out. Find your way back to you."" I woke up to this message this morning. This person I trust. I didnt think alot of it at first given the state of my *popularity* in the mumms the past few days. I'm not one to be bullied or run off but I do believe they're right. All the people that have talked shi
Need Ideas
for ur daughters 21st birthday what would u do? drinking is a given but need other ideas
Atlanta
Been up for days, the closer halloween gets the less I can sleep. It's rather annoying being I rarely sleep as it is. Leaveing for Atlanta Wed get to spent halloween with my older brother I have not seen him in 4 years. Alyssa is going back to bogolusa today. Jeremy and I should be there by the 1st of the year..Talked Russell into to moving there too yay
Hair Cut
Hi everybuddy :) So I found out recently my department was closing due to the loss of my big client. As a result I am being transferred to an office in my new client's building. So I have to dress up and today I had all my hair cut off. I am donating it to Beautiful Lengths , to be made into a wig for cancer patients. New pics of me with short hair are in my "Me new short hair omfg" album. :D My friend TrickyZ made me this:
Under A Million...
ALMOST THERE MY FRIENDS SHOW SOME LOVE PLEASE NEED HELP 2 GODFATHER THANKS...YOU ARE ALL THE BEST....=)
The Watch
The is read at all Navy retirements ceremonies. Note: The number of years are read differently depending on how many years the member served. The Watch For twenty years, This sailor has stood the watch While some of us were in our bunks at night, This sailor stood the watch While some of us were in school learning our trade, This shipmate stood the watch Yes...even before some of us were born into this world, This shipmate stood the watch In those years when the storm clouds of war were seen brewing on the horizon of history, This shipmate stood the watch Many times he would cast an eye ashore and see his family standing there, Needing his guidance and help, Needing that hand to hold during those hard times, But he still stood the watch He stood the watch for twenty years, He stood the watch so that we, our families, And our fellow countrymen could sleep soundly in safety, Each and every night, Knowing that a sailor stood the watch Today we are her
Happy Birthday Whitney♥
Almost two years ago I had the honor and privilege to meet a wonderful woman. Her smile could light up a room, her laughter was infectious, and her warm and giving spirit was felt by all around her. She cared deeply for her family and friends, devoting her life to those who mattered most to her. She was rarely upset or down. She was always there to listen, lend advice or bitch right along side you. Tragically her beautiful life was cut short on September 23, 2008 when she was involved in a auto accident that took her life. Today would have been her birthday and I know she is looking down on her friends and family, not wanting us to be sad or crying but celebrating her life. I will always love, remember and miss you Whitney
Sad And Desparate Fu-men Lol
Read upside down, since it's just copy/pasted these two came in to mi shoutbox at almost exactly the same time. Neither are on mi friends list or have said anything prior to me.... bigcal FU ...: no ok thanks anyway bigcal FU ...: oh well i do have a big head on my cock so maybe sometime ->bigcal FU ...: i think LiQuid has it covered.... bigcal FU ...: can i get u turned on real quik bigcal FU ...: i was wanting to play for you bigcal FU ...: wish i was the lucky man ->bigcal FU ...: what for? bigcal FU ...: ohhhh i was wanting to cam for you ->bigcal FU ...: kinda, was gettin ready to log off and get fucked crippled again lol bigcal FU ...: you real busy ->bigcal FU ...: guess so bigcal FU ...: well lets say hand cuffs ->bigcal FU ...: and what is that? bigcal FU ...: u there mikeymyea: maybe i can watch you guys fuck on cam? bigcal FU ...: you like what i like ->mikeymyea: yea... mi fiancee layin in the bed here with me doesnt think thats such a good idea lol ->
Greatest Songs Of The 60's
1. (I Can't Get No) Satisfaction - Rolling Stones 2. Respect - Aretha Franklin 3. Like A Rolling Stone - Bob Dylan 4. I Heard It Through The Grapevine - Marvin Gaye 5. Hey Jude - Beatles 6. Good Vibrations - Beach Boys 7. Light My Fire - Doors 8. You've Lost That Lovin' Feelin' - Righteous Brothers 9. Louie Louie - Kingsmen 10. My Girl - Temptations 11. She Loves You - Beatles 12. You Really Got Me - Kinks 13. In The Midnight Hour - Wilson Pickett 14. Sunshine Of Your Love - Cream 15. Purple Haze - Jimi Hendrix 16. A Day In The Life - Beatles 17. Papa's Got A Brand New Bag - James Brown 18. Whole Lotta Love - Led Zeppelin 19. My Generation - The Who 20. All Along The Watchtower - Jimi Hendrix 21. Mr. Tambourine Man - Byrds 22. Proud Mary - Creedence Clearwater Revival 23. Dock Of The Bay - Otis Redding 24. When A Man Loves A Woman - Percy Sledge 25. I Want To Hold Your Hand - Beatles 26. A Whiter Shade Of Pale - Procol Harum 27. House Of The Ri
Death Of Coaster Rise Of Nightmist
On July 14, 2008 Coaster was slain by his then vampire bride to be. Coaster was named after his demeaner, happy go lucky coasting thru life, well loved by many. Coaster endured lies treachery and deciet, then was starved to death for 2 weeks by the nurishment that only his vampire bride could of given. Prior to this all coasters protectors were driven from his side by the jealous vampire who didnt trust herself and took it out on coaster. Coasters last act bfore death was to slay his vampire bride as well. As he lay dying all the dogs and cur who were kept at bay by coasters protectors which were no longer there, came in droves to devour coasters flesh. One friend fought them off even using his powers to inflict insanity upon one of the cur, and dragged coasters body to a sacred hiding place. A deal was struck that the restless spirit of coaster could return to the world of man, but not in the same form. Thus Nightmist was born. Like the Crow, Nightmist is not the undead but a
I Hate The Way We Become
I still see your face in my dreams It hurts and it doesn't help at all I still want you in my life as crazy as that seems I want you to catch me when I fall I still remember the first time we talked There was something so different about you Your friendship was something I wanted to get That smile when you said hi to me was so new I wanted to sit there and talk to you forever You were so new, so crazy and unknown I just knew that our friendship would never sever What happened to the way this all used to be I never wanted you out of my like ever I sat there for a long time pretending not to see We decided to go out and make it all all right It didn't work out of course we knew it couldn't We couldn't even really stand each others sight It shouldn't end this way but it did and I shouldn't I miss you and everything you were to me Ten years from now we will look back on it all We will be older and finally be able to see That love will stand the test of tim
Wanna Own Me? Hehehe
http://www.fubar.com/photo.php?u=1277571&albumid=1567931&i=1559189497&idx=3 chk what i have to offer heres a taste FOR VIP 400 11s A WEEK IF VIP IS OFFERED PLUS VIP GIFTS DAILY OF MY CHOOSING NSFW SALUTE IF VIP IS OFFERED FOR BLING PACK AND VIP 1 VERY NSFW SALUTE ADDED TO YAHOO AND FAMILY THE BIGGER THE BLING PACK OR BID THE MORE SURPRISES HEHEHE
Virtual Mall...mystiquegallerias . Com
Stop by today! Great deals on Jewelry, Tshirts, Graduation! And More!!!!   thanks! Julie   mystiquegallerias . com
Migraine Help
EVERYDAY IT SEEMS LIKE I HAVE A MIGRAINE NO MATTER WHAT I DO AT COMPUTER OR JUST WAKING UP.   I TAKE MEDICINE BUT SOMETIMES IT DOESN'T HELP AT ALL OR REST DOESN'T HELP..   ANY SUGGESTIONS?   JOJO
Truisms
His name wa Anthony James, and he was my son for 44 hours and 55 minutes. so heres his short and eventful biography.It started on Thursday. Sharalon, Anthonys mother, and I went to dinner and had an awesome time. Then later she started having a sour stomach, or at least thats what we thought. We get home and she became more upset and wondered if something was wrong with the baby. It got so bad that she started screaming at me and we got into an argument that lasted all night and into the next morning.Friday morning, I had to leave for work mad. I worked at a developmentally disabled group home for 12 hours that day. Sharalon kept calling me and complaining about how it hurt so bad and I finally convinced her that she should call her doctor. This was at about 6 pm. I got home about 8 30 pm and I started noticing her wincing every couple of minutes. I took the phone and I called her doctor and told her what I had seen. The doctor said that we should head to the hospital to find out if ev
Pretty Lights
Flower In The Sky
Flower In The Sky   they sing freeness silently amongst the stature of the trees, soaring in the gale of the wind I see fallen leaves dance in a quiet corner like the quick whisk of your perfume scent taking me away like a tiger swallow in flight,     how beautiful are you when I am in a trance upon your sight and like a slave I would serve you my fairest maiden, upon 1000 there are none who can compare to my sweet,   as my mind ponders wildly your pleasantness cherishes a smile that is bestowed upon my face, how lovely are you?  Like an angel within the sky you are the preciousness of God’s making, and to touch you gently would be a keepsake within my heart,   and to be with you is like a far faraway dream, how can I hold you once without a memory seizing my soul?  Tell me how can I trade a chance to go to heaven to capture one moment with you?     
Life
Its amazing how things can go up and down so much.... take for instance last year... things were crazy, our lives seem to have been spiriling out of control now here we are buying our first home.... Its wierd... but what gets me the most is no matter what we do to make sure that we have a "drama free zone " our ex's keep barging in and messing it up... grr.. it pisses me off to no end... but thats ok because what comes around goes around and from passed expierences Karma is a BI*CH.... they both will get what they deserve in the end... We just need to have faith... ( and a back up plan lol ).... anyway enough rambling just thought I would throw this out there....
Beauty
I was siting on a rock when god flew by he noticed me just siting there starring off into spaces he floated down sat next to me and ask me what was wrong. I told god nothing was just thinking what is the most beautiful thing in the world, god said I can show you he took my hand and off we went. We flew to outer space and saw the beauty of the cosmos, then we flew through heaven and I saw all its wonders. We watched the sun rise over snow peaked mountains the sun set over  the ocean, we say all the stars and planets god showed me every beauty he created. There he said now what do you think I looked at god and said yes they are all very beautiful and lovely but none of them compare to this I took a picture of you out of my wallet and showed it to god. That smile and those eyes to me are the most beautiful thing in the world god looked and smiled your right he said that is the most beautiful thing in all the world.
~autos & Bomb ~
Submissive
I wonder what its like to be... The sexual creature Of every mans dreamsTo do the things that HE wantsTo taste him...To tease him...To give myself fully to him...To let him tie me upTo whip me and make me cry To call me names and punish meTo let him degrade me To be his play toyTo break and shake meTo be at his beck and callAll to fall to my knees and whispher \"I love you.\"
Check This Out It May Change Your Life!!!
check out this website..If you smoke it may change your life for the better.. www.nostinkchic.yolasite.com POST THiS iF YOU AREN'T SCARED TO SEE HOW PEOPLE THINK OF YOU . Be honest with your answers 0 = ewwwwwwwwwwww!? 1 = Definetly not attractive. 2 = Decent 3 = Cute 4 = Fine as hell! 5 = I'd do you. 6 = Pretty damn sexy! 7 = Lovable, I LOVE YOU!!! 8 = I wanna make you my man/girl. 9 = Just a friend. 10 = Sexiest person I know! 11 = Fuckin amazin 12 = Ya, I've checked you out a few times. 13 = i wanna fuck
Baby Gifts
baby gifts
Pissed Off
getting pissed off with so called friends and other users, i hit there page and rate them and very few even bother to view my page let alone rate it or my pics, it pisses me off in a big way............oh, and as for ignorance too many on here just ignore you when you speak to them
Panic
PanicI've got this locked in my head.You want to see me dead.You'd rather push me aside.Than deal with my sickness inside.You all hope that I'll fade awayFuck you cuz I'm never going away.There's some one out to get me.They wanna watch me bleedShow me what you got!You need to open your eyes.Realize that I've got a twenty-fiveIt's self-defense if I pull this triggerAnd someone dies.Now I'm not talkin shitI just want you to realize thisI give a fuck less now than I ever didAnd it's you that's getting lit.Show me what you got!I can do this on my own.I don't need directions leave me alone!Make it hot make it hot make it hotWho's' rockin this spot?Everybody in this bitchC'mon c'mon c'mon c'mon c'monShow me what you got!
~wild~honey~
Here we are, day in and day out! Sometimes the same thing  over and over again and sometimes not. As we walk through every day on this earth hoping for something else to happen, or to get better, maybe you think you are fine. Deep down we all know we are not. We long for more, great. We secretly hope that we don't have to go on with our dead end physical torture. Asking GOD to help us make it through. Paying bills, trying to get enough food. As we lower our heads thinking we have been defeated. I am hear to tell you. Do not give up yet. We have to go through HELL on earth to get to HEAVEN. The things we go through make us strong and help us prepare for anything GOD asks for and from us. I have been through it all, and at the end I know that I will have earned my way into HEAVEN. So this life we have sux, and its hard, you may not have it as hard as someone else, or you may have it harder. GOD never puts on you more than you can handle. Life is HELL but what a HELL of a reward, I get to
In My Head
I'm reaching out without a sound My pride falls to the floor again Inside my mind I search to find A place just to call my own Deep inside your eyes I am blinded by your love Still I run so far just to find that I'm alone again In my head I hear you calling me And I can't run 'Cause there's nothing left for me When I fall you always follow me deep inside Deep inside Deep inside of my head I just can't last as these feelings pass Once again I hide the pain inside The smile wears thin and the lies begin To bring me down again Deep Inside your eyes I am blinded by your love Still I run so far just to find that I'm alone again In my head I hear you calling me And I can't run 'Cause there's nothing left for me When I fall you always follow me deep inside my head When I run I run so far away from you I hide the pain and all the lies deep inside again And all my faith I put in you This time you take it all away In my head I hear you calling me And I can't run 'Cause there's nothing
Buckwheat 42
thanks to all for the warm & slushy greetin' to this site. now only if i could find buds like this in the Real world... all stressed out & no one to choke*
Fond Memories
This is a group for all of us who were raised in Ionia but refuse to call it home - for those who have thankfully made it out of that town...but laugh when you think of everything you experienced there.You know you were raised in Ionia when...1) The highlight of the summer is attending the Worlds Largest Free Fair on a daily basis.2) The prison sirens never distracted you during MEAP testing.3) You know all of the homeless people by their first names. (Dirty Dave, Killer Miller)4) It's completely normal to see cows running across the driving range during golf practice.5) Nobody knew what to do when the traffic light was out at the M-66 and Tuttle Rd. intersection6) You've almost died trying to make a left turn into the Olivera's parking lot.7) If you can't buy something for a $1 then you aren't really looking...8) The biggest news of the year was the gas war between Meijer & K-mart9) You were guaranteed at least one 1/2 day off a year due to a bomb threat.10) You were able to smell the
Missin You So Much.
Poetic Bitch
Liquify my demised reality to nothing but ink on my finger tips. scribble scrabble my soul in till I shed my skin. Hit the entire human sexual places. each time I reaseved was each heart beat I was missing. Each words they spoke became true. I am everything you want to call me. Needle deep back then. High like I was dieing. Crying like I was faking every sexual cum down my leg just to get a dollar for a food to swallow. days that turned to night I was the grim keeper  Creeping to the beat of the streets and letting my self die each time I fucked another. slept with another would the days just end. the metal on my vain was ready and I was young enough to bleed. hard enough to crave. deep enough to let it all go. this was my calling. To awake  To be re-born. ( to everyone that reads this. LET YOU KNOW THAT THIS IS ONLY A LITTLE WRITING SOON I BE POSTING UP ALL MY POETRY. EVERY POEM IS ABOUT MY LIFE WHAT I DONE,WHERE I GONE.)
My Thoughts
Ok so i dont do alot of blogs but noticed a few things and feel like saying somthing.I recently returned to fubar a little over a month ago i had been moving and taking care of some real life things and didnt have time or net to be on.One of the things i have noticed is how alot of my so called friends i guess cut me loose so to speak.I got to noticing that alot of people who had me in there families were running godmodes and famplifiers and i wasnt in there families anymore.Now before you think im saying somthing about points im not.What im talking about is the friendship that i thought was there and it turns out that its not.What really got me the most is a few of these people have dialed my phone number late at night and talked to me when they were having problems and crying there eyes out and i was always there for them.I have made friends with people on here from all over the world.My fu wife is from israel and is a totally amazing person and friend.I have 2 friends from californi
Never Judge A Book By It's Cover
The people that view me and judge me based on my appearance never seems to amaze me. Most of them couldn't be more wrong. I NEVER judge anyone based solely on their appearance, or judge anyone period for that matter. Who the Hell am I to judge anyone? Don't assume to know what i am about, chances are you are WAY off. EVERYTIME I engage in a conversation with someone, I don't go by the exterior. They could be Mr. Freakn Universe and lack personality and morals and be completely ugly to me, despite their outside appearance. What lies within someone is truly what matters. You can basically tell within the first five minutes of a conversation where it is headed, and more times then not in my case, they have read me completely wrong. I can't help what I look like. I can't help my body structure, and yes I am proud of it, but in the same sense, it's not all that I am. It gets old and VERY aggravating to be seen for just the outside qualities, when the ones underneath it all, truly defines m
I Wanna Hang Onto
I laid down in my bed, and could hear the rain. Next, I heard your voice, speaking my name. I knew I was dreaming, but I didn't care. I just hung onto, the thought of you being there. I seen you standing there, all wet and cold. Looking like the end of a rainbow, you are my pot of gold. The lightning falshed, and that look in your eyes. Spoke for itself, can't be disguised. I rose up carefully, not to disturb my sleep. I didn't wanna lose this feeling. It was mine to keep. I touched your face, and could feel your skin. Then pulled the sheets back softly, and you crawled in. With noses touching, we both had a heavy stare. Then you reached out, touching my hair. Pulled my face in, and I melted in your kiss. I have never felt anything, quite so intense. Dream or not, it was all too real. I can't quite describe, the way it made me feel. Just hold me tight, firmly against you. This is a feeling, I wanna hang onto.
Read It And Weep Lol Jk
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=HnfZch5FnZs REALMS OF LOVE Separated but not far apart,you may have left this world,but in my heart you'll remain, forever more.Hands intertwined in the circle of eternity,our love never broken,never shattered.We fought side by side to the very end,Tree of All Souls try as they might,couldn't take me, you died so I could live on.I dream of the day we shall meet again,for you to hold me gently, forever, in the realms of love NIGHTMARES I often have nightmares about himHis screams of pain and cries for help echo through the nightIt's pitch black, no stars, no moon to guide himThe smell of blood surrounds himIs it his?Yes, he touches his chest and feels holes everywhereHe didn't even see it coming.He wants his mom and dadEven his brother and sisterHe doesn't want to leave his young niece and nephew.Demons haunted himAlmost drove him madHe stayed strongThis time he can't hol onHe closes his eye for the last time,A whisper on his lips;"I love you all, goodby
Poems
If I Knew  If I knew how to write a songI’d write one everydayIt would say that I’m in love with youAnd why I feel this wayIt would have to say you’re prettyAnd as rare as a desert roseIt would say you’re a lookerFrom your head down to your toesYou are funny, dainty, fragileAnd as feminine as can beYou’re smart charming lovelyAnd everything to meYou’re my comfort when I’m lonelyYou’re my peace when I need restOf all the women I’ve knownI must rate you the best.You’re the orchard in the jungle,you’re the better half of meYou’re all of this and so much more,you mean the world to meStill so much is left unsaid,It would take me far to longI know how much I love you,If only I could write a song. Feelings  As I wake by your side, My feelings for you I can not hide,I touch your face in the morning light,
The Musings Of Me
I know 2, bamablaze, and my boyfriend. Who are you other people? ;-) And thank you! I learned a newbie lesson today. Not everyone is a fan of having their photos ripped. Haha. Oops. I don't rip people's photos because I'm making T-shirts of them and selling them, I don't need a beer mug with your face on it, you're not going to be my background, etc. I rip them because I find that person to be a model of what I consider to be attractive and I have a folder set up to that affect. It's like, hey.. I think you're so hot/beautiful that I want everyone who comes and looks at my pictures to see yours too. It doesn't seem like that could be a bad thing, but to some it is. So take a note from me and ask people before you rip. On that note, you need not ask me. Please rip away. I think the world could use more thongs with my face on them. (double meaning???) All my love and sarcasm, Ava
Fake People!!
Oh geeze where to start and where to end here. I have always been a person that never acts like anything that I never have been. There are soo many out there that does not have that same concept. I am not a hater, I just don't care for them if that makes any sense. To each his own.. I agree. Thing is I have seen this hurt so many really good and sweet people when the truth does come out. So bottomline.. be yourself and Fuck em if they dont like you for who you are. ~Amity
Bliffy's Fun Types
Finally today on October 23, 2006. I have accomplished the ranking of a PADI Divemaster. I am now looking for work at dive shops, aquariums, and other jobs where scuba diveing comes in handy. Wish me luck! Thankyou! Looking for an expeirence of a life time? Are you planning to come down to Key Largo, FL? Do you want to meet me in person? Then Follow these instructions: Look up these two websites www.horizondivers.com & www.padi.com. Order Your PADI "Go Dive" text book and study it. You can order it on the PADI website Then call your local PADI Office that too is listed on the PADI website. Get set-up with takeing your Open Water Certification Class and do as they direct you. Tell them where you are going (Key Largo of course) Book a trip or If you wish to get your certification class with Horizon Divers their phone #, email, and other info is on their website. If you will be signing up for classes ask for Mike Ryan to be your Instructor. He's the best. Once you complete you
True Love
True Love is hard to find and trust in a woman or a man because of trust and failure to love and trust each other it does tend to make it harder on a woman who loves and cares for a man and or is pregnant. No 1 wants to be alone but its hard for some men to love and care for a woman if she gains weight or gets preg its not fare to her when he takes off after this and jumps to another woman. A woman should never feel she needs to down grade her self or destroy her self esteem or even body or loose alot of weight to keep a man happy its bad when a man just wants a trophy woman to show off with to his friends and such. A woman is beautiful no matter her body shape or even skin color or even if she's a single mom with kids. True love is built on trust and love and caring we need more of this in the world because life is hard enough on all of us rather its work or school or even being out in public plus if there are kids envoled true love is even more important..Jay
A Man & His Parrot
So there's this man with a parrot. And his parrot swears like a sailor, I mean he's a pistol. He can swear for five minutes straight without repeating himself. The trouble is that the guy who owns the parrot is a quiet, conservative type, and this bird's foul mouth is driving him crazy.One day, it gets to be too much, so the guy grabs the bird by the throat, shakes him really hard, and yells, "QUIT IT!" But this just makes the bird mad and he swears more than ever. Then the guy gets mad and says, "That's it. I'll get you." and locks the bird in a kitchen cabinet.This really aggravates the bird and he claws and scratches, and when the guy finally lets him out, the bird cuts loose with a stream of invective that would make a veteran sailor blush.At that point, the guy is so mad that he throws the bird into the freezer. For the first few seconds, there is a terrible din. The bird kicks and claws and thrashes. Then it suddenly goes very quiet.At first the guy just waits, but then he sta
Hot Girl
we shot with miss heather pink, porn star extraordinaire. good lord she is hot! heather pink is going to be doing her own website, it should be live in about a month. we did two shoots so far, and i hope she likes us enough to do more! this girl is sweet, funny and alot of fun to work with. she even let me put my glasses on her butt to take a silly picture. go get her movies! she has one of the cutest vaginas i have had the pleasure of seeing, and that bitch is flexible! this is my post to confess my undying love for miss heather pink! xoxoxox Little miss sexy vodka shot not one set but TWO! the first was on the roof in the wind storm she is dressed as a detective with a toy gun. she is so cute. the second set was her naughty nurse. oh my god, just wait until you see this set. its fantastic! i hope these sets will go up on perverse fixation soon! i am planning on shooting with her and miss serpentine soon. i wanna do a set as their ettiquette teacher. i wi
Whatever....
For those of you that work out but aint done it in a while...dont stop...LMAO. I went back to the gym after a looong layoff...I am going to hurt like nobody's business tomorrow...lol. I think I will lie down on the couch until this feeling of getting in shape passes.....:-o LMAO...not OK...for those of you who might be questioning the surgery....no, it was not to attach my balls back to my body, nor was it brain surgery (although I have argued w/ myself a number of times to kick the habit...). It was shoulder surgery due to too many dislocations. Now..the million dollar question...do I get back on?? Mebbe I oughta put up a poll....LMAO
Another Day
between the lines can you see what i do another day passes by life indeed is death and taxes love has not engulfed me in its splendor deadly minds devise a plan a plan of good a plan of evil carrying me along like a log in a river i flow through life never knowing what will come when will it end im not afraid im tired of being a pawn lifes cruel games taunt me over and over another day another time
Bikini Bandits
Uhm...yeah?
A Different Christmas Poem > > > > > >The embers glowed softly, and in their dim light, > > > I gazed round the room and I cherished the sight. > > > My wife was asleep, her head on my chest, > > > My daughter beside me, angelic in rest. > > > Outside the snow fell, a blanket of white, > > > Transforming the yard to a winter delight. > > > The sparkling lights in the tree I believe, > > > Completed the magic that was Christmas Eve. > > > My eyelids were heavy, my breathing was deep, > > > Secure and surrounded by love I would sleep. > > > In perfect contentment, or so it would seem, > > > So I slumbered, perhaps I started to dream. > > > > > > The sound wasn't loud, and it wasn't too near, > > > But I opened my eyes when it tickled my ear. > > > Perhaps just a cough, I didn't quite know, Then the > > > sure sound of footsteps outside in the snow. > > > My soul gave a tremble, I struggled to hear, > > > And I crept to the door just to see who was nea
Do You Take Drugs??
Your body is Rebuilt Red blood cells carry oxygen around the body and supply individualcells with the life giving element.. They live for only 90 days and over a 12-week period; the whole blood supply is completely renewed and replaced. This is a natural process that your body does. It uses what you put into it and restructures your whole body system right done to the bone. This is the term "You are what you eat". Your body needs healthy Tools and You must give it what it needs. You can't build a house without a hammer.. VIBE™ is listed in the PDR (Physicians’ Desk Reference) as having the highest certified Oxygen Radical Absorbance Capacity (ORAC) rating. http://www.enivamembers.com/?ID=mikeswave# Shareing Knowlegde is my goal.. Do you ask your Doc to look in his Physicians Reference Book for safe natural suppliments? Do you just trust that he/she is already aware of whats good for you. I don't rely on the FDA to protect me and my family. I've realized their only thinking of ma
Fitness
For those of you who work out, want to keep track of your progress and gain advice/info from others who are doing the same, then you may want to check out Bodybuilding.com's BodySpace. You can find me here: http://bodyspace.bodybuilding.com/melaniepitts/ Enjoy! Melanie FYI - I manage a MSN fitness group: http://www.fitnessnanaimo.com (mainly for those interested in fitness in beautiful British Columbia, Canada) and I am an assistant manager at: http://groups.msn.com/fitnessfirst I will start to post some of my previously published fitness articles in my "fitness" blog over the next few weeks. I've also just started up a lounge called "Fitness Freaks" - this lounge is for those of you who are interested in fitness and want to share ideas. Feel free to stop by and join! Have a great day! Melanie www.melaniepitts.com Not too sure how accurate this is - but if you want a quick calculation of your BMI based strictly on your height and weight, you can go here: Find My Fatness. Just remem
Sexyest Hunk Contest
Hey there beautiful tappers. im in a sexyest Hunk contest. plz show ya love for me. i thank ya very much. here is the link http://cherrytap.com/viewimage.php?u=88015&i=2552212752 opens at 3:00 PM tomorrow
Umm, Yea.
So, saturday am getting my first tattoo!! I am really excited and pretty much terrified, but I know I can get through it....I think. It is going to be really pretty, a shooting star with little stars around it on my shoulder. I am praying that it doesnt hurt, Jessie said it is just annoying and you get use to it after awhile so I am thinking positive! I cant wait! Wish me luck!
As Good As It Gets
TO ALL THE FINE ASS LADIES ON HERE, ALL MY FRIENDS FANS AND MORE ALL OF YOU GUYS ARE GORGEOUSE AND IM GLAD UR ON MY LIST. THANX FOR ALL THE LOVE.
Whats The Matter?
I dont know whats wrong with me....Ever since I got home from Ohio....I feel weird....Well I have been eating alot of food cause Im always hungry....And I am always tired....I dont know why....I know of only two reasons when I do that....If I have a women problem or I could be prego but I cant be prego...I know I cant....
Rambling Idiot
Thank You All My Friends For just being my FRIENDS!!! Back we go again Sunday to try to finish up all the recording for the new SPLINTER cd "NEW SOUTHERN REALITY" We are down to the last 3 songs. And we still have some photo shoots to do. So its looking like we are on track for an April release.
Popping My Cherry!
Hey everybody... As you can see I am new here and am looking forward to meeting some new friends and hanging out. Stop by and check out my profile and let me know what you think and I will do the same. Here's to ya!
Yes Domestic Violence Is Real
i'm writing this just to share my experience and hope it may help others.I thought i was a survivor of DV, but today i found out differently, you see my teenage son punched me today.He grew up watching his dad abuse me, and i thought i educated him about dv. i guess i was wrong, he doesn't even think what he did was wrong.Yes i kicked him out but the only place he has to go is with his dad, great.....now i feel like i'm right back where i was before i left his dad. i really hate feeling like this, like i'm out of control of my life. I'm very dissapointed in the local DV program, they helped me greatly when i needed to get away from my ex, but today i called 3 times for help and got no call back.If anyone who reads this has been thru the same thing plz message me with some tips. Thanks for reading this. And plz if someone is abusing you get help now.
As Long As You Are
Can't count the miles, you're away from me. Can't count the moments, you're so close to me. Never thought my heart would sound this beat, but heart and thoughts were incomplete : . . . You were not there. How can this be wrong ? This feeling deep inside, so strong. we will share our heart. It never ends, over and over again, a new start. Never knew life could be so tender . . . To this life, to this love, to you, I surrender . . . . . . Now that you are there. Heart and soul body and mind silence and sound to you I send it all sweet and kind with love all around Never thought I could feel this way, this way loved, blessed and sheltered loving, blessing and sheltering, day after day after day, . . . As long as you are there ,I LOVE YOU...
I Am A Cherry
I have been made a cherry. How cool is that? I don't know, I am still finding my feet - but it's a promotion anyway :-) Thanks for reading! Dave!
Got A Fue New Things On My Page
ONE Bitching because you cant view someones private pics just makes you look desperate and creepy-GROW UP! TWO To the people who have like 40,000 friends, are you serious? You're stupid. Go play in traffic. THREE Don't ever post pictures and say "OMG, I'm so ugly" "OMG, I'm so fat" because if you were, you wouldn't post them. And if u do ur a freaking mongoloid. FOUR Nobody cares about threats over the internet. Don't try to act hardcore with the keyboard. Fighting online is like racing in the special olympics; even if you win, you're still retarded. FIVE Quit crying b/c you're not on someons fan list. who cares? ITS CherryTap SIX Who really cares if I don't accept you as a friend? MOVE ON!!! Don't send me another request or message asking "what's up with you not adding me?" I don't want you as a friend, that's what's up fruit!!! SEVEN Fake pics just to booster poi
Wishful Thinking...
WOULDN'T IT BE GREAT TO TURN ON THE TV AND HEAR ANY U.S. PRESIDENT, DEMOCRAT OR REPUBLICAN GIVE THE FOLLOWING SPEECH? My Fellow Americans: As you all know, the defeat of Iraq regime has been completed. Since congress does not want to spend any more money on this war, our mission in Iraq is complete. This morning I gave the order for a complete removal of all American forces from Iraq. This action will be complete within 30 days. It is now time to begin the reckoning. Before me, I have two lists. One list contains the names of countries which have stood by our side during the Iraq conflict. This list is short. The United Kingdom, Spain , Bulgaria, Australia, and Poland are some of the countries listed there. The other list contains everyone not on the first list. Most of the world's nations are on that list. My press secretary will be distributing copies of both lists later this evening. Let me start by saying that effective immediately, foreign aid to tho
Missing My Baby !!!!!
My husband is out of town in Iowa. I am missing him. I wish this job would hurry up so he can be hom e to stay. This leave for 11 days and then home for 4 and then gone and all is for the birds. I love you baby.
Whats Up Peeps
i watched my grandma pass away tonight at the hospital it was the saddest day of my life because god had to take her before she could meet my son jayden and all i wanted was a pic of her holding my son and smiling my grandma had altimers (not correct spelling i know) but she still knew who i was and knew that i was having a baby boy she would always ask hows the baby doing and she would get happy when my gf would come up there to see her and she could see her belly my whole family was there to and that made me happy and im glad my grandma is not suffering anymore so when it was time to say goodbye i gave my grandma a hug and kiss on the forehead and said goodbye grandma now your with grandpa and the lord and they will take very good care of you and i will see you in time and we will be altogether i love goodbye i was honored when my dad asked me to be a paulbear (prolly not the correct spelling either) i said yes my grandma will be laid out this week and put to rest this week also i w
Head Thoughts
out of my mind like an asylum is an institution used to relieve the afflictions of my insanity am I really lucid? 'cause these thoughts in my head I can't explain I want to go away but the only way out is not an exit so i drift off down a corridor of my own prison pausing occasionally to look back over my shoulder as if paranoid of the demons in which I've created are they real? or are they just illusions I ask myself,"Why?" "Why me?", I say and in return out of nowhere some one answers "Why not?" ~~sLaCkEr copyright2007 black as the darkness a room with no light the demons are screaming they play in the night and in this darkness a red soon appears as if it were bleeding from all of your fears but it doesn't take long this dream from within 'cause it seems to be real this darkness of sin an undesirable emotion between gods and men a prison of souls with a blood crippling end encased in the blackness a room with no li
Bisexuals
well ok so im new on here and i am bisexual. i want to hopefuly find a relationship on here but i cant find any other men that are willing to try things out with me. i am super lonly and sad. dont get me wrong women you are welcome to i hope every one here onct reads this and answers it i hope you all will help me with this little problem
Whats Going On In The World...
REDUCE YOUR IMPACT AT HOME Most emissions from homes are from the fossil fuels burned to generate electricity and heat. By using energy more efficiently at home, you can reduce your emissions and lower your energy bills by more than 30%. In addition, since agriculture is responsible for about a fifth of the world’s greenhouse gas emissions, you can reduce your emissions simply by watching what you eat. Replace a regular incandescent light bulb with a compact fluorescent light bulb (cfl) CFLs use 60% less energy than a regular bulb. This simple switch will save about 300 pounds of carbon dioxide a year. If every family in the U.S. made the switch, we’d reduce carbon dioxide by more than 90 billion pounds! You can purchase CFLs online from the Energy Federation. Move your thermostat down 2° in winter and up 2° in summer Almost half of the energy we use in our homes goes to heating and cooling. You could save about 2,000 pounds of carbon dioxide a year with this simple adj
Just Stuffs...
My Gay Fairy Name is Fondling Fawn. How Gay.What's Yours? If Brunette Bitch were a drink they would be: 3 parts attractiveness2 parts candor3 parts affectionate Get Your RECIPE Here! Knee BenderPeople Iced:Twenty FiveCar Bombs Planted:SevenFavorite WeaponSwitch-BladeArms Broken:Thirty FourEyes Gouged:Eight
Show Me Some Love
Can everyone help me by just leaving a few comment i 4700 comment away from a free blast so please show some love and help me
My Life
Some stupid bitch stole my wallet I am so pissed right now but at least my dad is getting better. Damn I am haveing such a great few days arent I? Ok my life just took a fucked up turn. My dad just got into a motorcycle accident yeasterday morning. My broke his leg and now has to get a metal pole or some shit put in there but they cant do it now cause he lost alot of blood , punctured his lung, broke 9 or his 12 left ribs some more then once, he is having trouble breathing and cant do it on his own right now, he has already had to have his spleen removed and they are watching 2 other organs one is his kidney and the other is his pancreous. (and yeah i cant spell and i could care less at this moment) He is lying in a bed hooked up to so many machines i cant stand it and he would hate it. He is in a dung induced coma cause he has already tryed to fight the fucking machines. I am having so much trouble dealing with this it isnt even funny.I have no idea how to control my feeling so i have
Ello
well thta what I call it I guess..it was boring so far today..classes were. Caleb is coming over after he is done shopping so yah. I just woke up..tired still but the stupid neighbors woke me up.."Your music is too loud on Friday. can you turn it down?" I was like, " I cant." freaking old people der! Well today idk what I am doing prolly going to hang with the peeps. Umm we got back from camping earlier today and I took a shower then I went online and did all the same crap that I do. I have no idea what i am going to do for the rest of the day prolly just sit and be fat..fun huh? yee i guess..not!
A Day In My Life
Well my weekend was interesting! Bob and I just moved into our new apartment and I already got in a brawl. This woman who lives down the hall (well lived shes getting evicted now) comes to our door and when Bob opens it she pretty much just comes on in. She has her kid and another kid from the building with her. This woman is drunk off her ass and after alot of bizarre behavior ends up kicking her 4 year old in the face and punching the 10 year old neighbor kid. Obviously none of this goes over well with me so I went after her. LMAO Bob said I jumped out of my chair and over boxes (we are still unpacking)to get to this bitch. I slammed her into the wall and got her on the floor. I remember dropping an elbow in her face and kneeing her in the kidney among a few other blows I threw. It all went pretty fast and I was beyond pissed. I pretty much had to sit on this broad until the cops got here. She ends up kicking the cops in the crotch twice while handcuffed. This woman was so
Something To Share
ENLIGHTENED PERSPECTIVE If you will take the time to read these. I promise you'll come away with an enlightened perspective. The subjects covered affect us all on a daily basis! They're written by Andy Rooney , a man who has the gift of saying so much with so few words. Enjoy....... I've learned.... That the best classroom in the world is at the feet of an elderly person. I've learned.... That when you're in love, it shows. I've learned.... That just one person saying to me, 'You've made my day!' makes my day. I've learned.... That having a child fall asleep in your arms is one of the most peaceful feelings in the world. I've learned.... That being kind is more important than being right. I've learned.... That you should never say no to a gift from a child. I've learned.... That I can always pray for someone when I don't have the strength to help him in some other way. I've learned.... That no matter how serious your life requires you to be, eve
14 Horses
http://media.log-in.ru/i/horses14round.jpg I couldnt find all of them myself lol.
Black And White
Black and White for old farts. Black and White (Under age 40? You won't understand.) You could hardly see for all the snow, Spread the rabbit ears as far as they go. Pull a chair up to the TV set, "Good Night, David. Good Night, Chet." My Mom used to cut chicken, chop eggs and spread mayo on the same cutting board with the same knife and no bleach, but we didn't seem to get food poisoning. My Mom used to defrost hamburger on the counter AND I used to eat it raw sometimes, too. Our school sandwiches were wrapped in wax paper in a brown paper bag, not in icepack coolers, but I can't remember getting e.coli. Almost all of us would have rather gone swimming in the lake instead of a pristine pool (talk about boring), no beach closures then. The term cell phone would have conjured up a phone in a jail cell, and a pager was the school PA system. We all took gym, not PE.. and risked permanent injury with a pair of high top Ked's (only worn in gym)
To Be Continued?
Wasting Away! (BcM 11-3-07)   My eyes drop and scratch the pavement, My ears echo with the ringing silence.     Stones thrown through my heart, Past the flesh with not scratch upon them.   Wild fantasies of love & lust fill my thoughts, My mirror returns me home once again.   Yearning, Screaming, Gasping for that place, To find a parking lot over my paradise.   Wicked feelings of anger & rage, I hunt for victims in my cold.   Torture and torment they are my shield and sword, Forever cursing & cleansing the holly ground.   Freedoms hand reaches out, But slaps me in the head again.     Time tocks and ticks and rolls on by, Leaving me wonder when will I just die. Today is the same, Yesterday too Claws scratch at my door, The search for it too Y
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When You're Down To Nothing, God Is Up To Something.
When you're down to nothing, God is up to something. She jumped up as soon as she saw the surgeon come out of the operating room. She said: "How is my little boy ? Is he going to be all right ? When can I see him ?" The surgeon said, "I'm sorry. We did all we could, but your boy didn't make it." Sally said, "Why do little children get cancer ? Doesn't God care any more ? Where were you, God, when my son needed you ?" The surgeon asked, "Would you like some time alone with your son ? One of the nurses will be out in a few minutes, before he's transported to the university." Sally asked the nurse to stay with her while she said good bye to son. She ran her fingers lovingly through his thick red curly hair. "Would you like a lock of his hair ?" the nurse asked. Sally nodded yes. The nurse cut a lock of the boy's hair, put it in a plastic bag and handed it to Sally. The mother said, "It was Jimmy's idea to donate his body to the Univers
Embracing Destiny
To become the person You are truly meant to be, You must be subjected to Life's trials and tribulations Stumbling along the way, Experiencing love and heartache, To appreciate all that you had ... And that of which you have yet to attain, Never allowing life's lessons To shatter your dreams ... Embracing Destiny When fate throws you a curve, And it's not within your master plan ... Heave it back It is within each of us, To determine what is desirable for us individually Life and love is meant to be cherished, Sharing with all those you adore Whether you choose to forge your path alone Or hand in hand with person of choice Doing it with enthusiasm Is truly paramount Live your life to the fullest As if it were your last day of mortality For each day is truly a precious gift Fear not the unknown, Embrace Destiny and make it your own.

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