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How To Throw A Lightning Bolt
It is as if it happened just yesterday, something happened which blurred the ties between humans and nature. Humans began feeling the need to dominate nature rather than live in symbiosis with it. This choice cast the human race from the heavens, perhaps it was this event that is described by the eating from the tree of the “knowledge” of good and evil. Once people started developing superstitions pertaining to the natural chaotic state of existence, society itself digressed from a source of great understanding to one of great confusion over how to approach the infinite bounty of an ever expanding Universe. Call it God, call it Quantum Entanglement or Mohammad or Allah or the Zero Point Energy Source or whatever you want to call it, the point is that at some point, society on a larger scale stopped seeing itself as an entity which was entangled with every aspect of existence and we fell. It’s amusing to take into consideration that everyone exists within their own d

Taking A Break
Well I'm sure a few friends on here have noticed I haven't been on fubar lately, and I've decided I'm taking a break. There are many things going on in my life I need to sort out, think about what have I done, and accomplished in 19 years and I'm sad knowing that I've spent 19 years stuck in the same spot. I have loved, now I can actually say I have loved madly, thanks to Ian, I can actually say I've loved. I've had amazing friends on this site which I really love and always will for instance all my family members on here they're simply amazing and they'll always have a place in my heart. But what have I done for myself... All I know is I'm a 19 year old without a job, life plan and no goals in particular... sad In order to get everything straight I used to drive 50 miles in every direction and think everything through lol you can say I was running away, but wasn't. Now without a car I'll have to think I'm far away and start from the bottom. So like I said this isn't last thing

Music
It's never enough to say I'm sorry It's never enough to say I care But I'm caught between what you Wanted from me, and knowing If I give that to you I might just disappear. Nobody wins when everyone's losing Oh, it's like One step forward and two steps back No matter what I do you're always mad And I can't change your mind, Oh, it's like Trying to turn around on a one way street I can't give you what you want And it's killing me and I, I'm starting to see Maybe we're not meant to be It's never enough to say I love you No, it's never enough to say I try It's hard to believe that's there's No way out for you and me And it seems to be, The story of our life Nobody wins when everyone's losing It's like one step forward and two steps back No matter what I do you're always mad And I can't change your mind, oh It's like trying to turn around on a One way street. I can't give You what you want and it's killing me And I, I'm starting to see That maybe we're not meant to be There's st

From A Real Man
I'm sitting here waitin to talk to you..........and it's raining here. Listening to it hit the sliding glass door and balcony.......what would this be like in your arms.......with you in mine. I'm thinking of things I've not allowed into my mind for sooooo long now.....and I DON'T KNOW HOW to conquer the distance.....to touch your face...to slide my fingers down your arms....to feel your breath against me......and I am nervous, so nervous......to try again.

Show Some Love For Fubar
Fubar rocks out.. there are so many lounges and too many cool ass people that are funny... Love the site and once I started it I can not walk away. Met some awesome fucking people that are great.

Good Luck To You
I just can't, I don't know what else to say. It isn't mine, to give away. You seem like a great guy, and I wish you the best. But my heart belongs, to someone else. Without my heart, there's no getting through. And it is taken, good luck to you.

Generic Blog Title
An article from the local Herald Express newspaper (Friday, September 21, 2012): DRUNKEN DARTMOUTH FERRY 'PIRATE' WOMAN JAILED A drunken woman stole a passenger ferry on the River Dart and shouted 'I'm Jack Sparrow' and 'I'm a pirate' as she drifted away from police on the shore, a court has been told. Alison Whelan (pictured below), 51, had been on a two-day bender drinking Lambrini and eating hallucinogenic plants when she sought late-night shelter with a companion on the Dart Princess Passenger Ferry. When police arrived to speak to her she unmoored the 45ft vessel from the Kingswear pontoon and set off up the river. Magistrates didn't see the funny side of her hour-long drunken escapade — which left several boats damaged and involved 30 members of the emergency services landing the tax payer with a hefty bill — as Whelan was sent to jail. The court in Torquay was told that Whelan and her friend Tristam Locke could b

More Idiots Unite
why is it that guys can hit your sb perv the hell out of you, you then post that convo to show ppl hey look what happened to me yet you get in trouble. i mean come on guys you need to be adult and try and at least act respectful around us, not everyone wants to see your cock on cam, and all your bs i hardly use fubar can i have your yim, um every perv says that so no you not getting my info kk thx

Fashion
The life of women is really pleasant and filled with a different kind of aura. They are cheated by the beauty of the jewelry and the handbags which they think are the best means to analyze their choice of perfection. We are really caring for them who want to be considered in the social arena on every occasion in which they are believed to be mostcheap handbags attracting one. The wholesale jewelry and wholesale handbags online store cares for them with perfection and superb combination of their personality and costume. If you want to enhance your look so that you may become a social magnet of attraction, you should choose the best online stores available in your location and register for the best available product under the discount time. Many online store has the most peculiar and the exclusive showroom for purchasing jewelry and handbags in their affordable ranges. They really appreciate customer's choice with greater imagination and less expense. They wish to carry some stylish ba

1st
The cycle repeated As explosions broke in the sky All that I needed Was the one thing I couldn't find And you were there at the turn Waiting to let me know We're building it up To break it back down We're building it up To burn it down We can't wait To burn it to the ground The colors conflicted As the flames, climbed into the clouds I wanted to fix this But couldn't stop from tearing it down And you were there at the turn Caught in the burning glow And I was there at the turn Waiting to let you know We're building it up To break it back down We're building it up To burn it down We can't wait To burn it to the ground You told me yes You held me high And I believed when you told that lie I played soldier, you played king And struck me down, when I kissed that ring You lost that right, to hold that crown I built you up, but you let me down So when you fall, I'll take my turn And fan the flames As your blazes burn And you were there at the turn Waiting to let me know We're building

Divorce And Life Changes
The Green Mile I just watched The Green Mile for the first time and yes I know it is a somewhat make believe story. There is something about a few of the line. About the hurting in this world and what people do to others. Love is pitted against Love between two sisters in this movie and they are brutally harmed together then killed because they were told to be silent or the other sister would die. -I learned something about my life and my children in that the love I have for them is continually being managed and controlled by my ex constantly interfering with how we have access to each other because she needs this type of control. I am angry, hurt, in disbelief their own mother who loves them to no end can decide to pit the love between me and the kids against us. -I am blown away by this concept and still reeling from this possibility and ashamed of myself for thinking that maybe what they need is their own life away from the man who is their father. I am also seeing that I have pitt

Boys
BOYS A heart is not a play thing, A heart is not a toy. If you want it boken just give it to a boy. Boys, they live to play with things, To see what makes them run. But when it comes to kissing girls, They do it just for fun. He'll never give his heart away, They play girls just for fools, Until she gives her heart away, They play it cool. Every chance you get to see him, Your heart begins to dance, Your world revolves around him, Theres nothing like romance. Never fall inlove my friend, You'll find it never pays, And though it causes broken hearts, It happens everyday. You'll wonder where he is at night, You'll wonder if he's true, One moment you'll be happy, The next you'll be blue. Never fall in love my friend, The price you pay is high, A choice between love and death, I think I'd rather die. When I say dont fall in love, You'll be hurt before I'm through, You see my friend I ought to know, I fell in love

Men Never Seem To Amaze Me
Well i havent been on here in like a million years. I am lying in bed cant sleep all the while my freakin neighbors are having sex and bang on the wall and moving my bed. I really want to hit the wall back just to see what they would to cause i am so tired of hearing there shit. i should be able to have my bed on any wall and not hear their nasty asses. I cant wait till my mp friend comes home from deployment so that i can call him to come knock on their do cause they being to loud.. but i am closing i hate bitching to much i will write more later. MEN never seem to Amaze me Current mood: pissed off Category: Life SO why do guys say one thing or tell youone thing and do the total opisite (yes i know i miss spelled so shoot me) I mean come the fuck on be honest to a girl when she ask something. I am so tired of when a guy says that they love you and then basically say screw you. or even say that they are you man and then go off and tell another girl that they are single. That

Busy
Hey friends If anybody is wondering why i'm not on here all the time well because i'm busy with school I went back 2 weeks ago and now I have so much assignments that I need to work on them. I will try my best to come here and keep in touch. See ya Kasia

The Begining Of An Epic.
I'm 21! Whoo! And navigating is sorta confusing. i guess I just have to get used to it, but yeah...>_< it's just such a busy site. Well, i have no idea how this blog is supposed to work...but here is the first one. Ph34r it!!! Or something. OK, is it just me, or is the rating system here pretty darn useless? Does anyone ever give anything other than a 10?

~ ~ Tagged ~ ~
Each player of this game starts with 6 weird things or habits about themselves. People who are tagged should write a blog with their own 6 weird things or habits, and state this rule clearly. Choose 6 people to be tagged, list their names, leave them a comment and tell them they are tagged and to check your blog for details. It's fun! Ok...so here they are.. 1.If I Tell You Iam Gonna Do Something And I Don't Do It Right Away Don't Nag Me About It Cuz Then It Won't Get Done At All 2.No matter What Iam Doing Don't Tap Me You Just May Get Slapped 3. I Hate For Ppl To Stand To Close To Me , behind Me, Next To Me Breathing down My Neck With Hot smellie Breath 4. I Hate To Get Interrupputed While Watching Tv Eatting Or Reading A Good Book 5. IF ME AND YOU ARE FRIENDS WITH SOMEONE ELSE DON'T TELL ME NOT TO SPEAK TO THAT PERSON BECUZ YOU DON'T SPEAK TO THEM And don't Ask Me If They Are Talking About You Behind Your Back Iam Not Into He Say She Say And CHANCES ARE ME AND YOU M

Great Tips
Heat up leftover pizza in a non-stick skillet on top of the stove, set heat to med-low and heat till warm. This keeps the crust crispy. No soggy micro pizza. I saw this on the cooking channel and it really works. Easy Deviled Eggs Put cooked egg yolks in a zip lock bag. Seal, mash till they are all broken up. Add remainder of ingredients, reseal, keep mashing it up mixing thoroughly, cut the tip of the baggy, squeeze mixture into egg. Just throw bag away when done easy clean up. Expanding Frosting When you buy a container of cake frosting from the store, whip it with your mixer for a few minutes. You can double it in size. You get to frost more cake/cupcakes with the same amount. You also eat less sugar/calories per serving. Reheating refrigerated bread To warm biscuits, pancakes, or muffins that were refrigerated, place them in a microwave with a cup of water. The increased moisture will keep the food moist and help it reheat faster. Newspaper weeds away Start pu

Xmas
> > > > > > > Three men died on Christmas Eve and were met by > Saint Peter at the pearly gates > "In honor of this holy season," Saint Peter said, > "you must each possess something > that symbolizes Christmas to get into heaven." > > The first man fumbled through his pockets and > pulled out a lighter. He flicked it on. > > "It represents a candle" he said. > > "You may pass through the pearly gates," Saint > Peter said. > > The second man reached into his pocket and pulled > out a set of keys. > He shook them and said, "They're bells." > > Saint Peter said "You may pass through the pearly > gates" > > The third man started searching desperately > through his pockets and finally > pulled out a pair of women's panties. > > St. Peter looked at the man with a raised eyebrow > and asked, > "And just what do those symbolize?" > > The man replied, "These are Carols." > > And So The Holiday Season Begins...

Florida.....
I knew it! hogs would choke ! My boys can never hold together under pressue! we should have won but stupid punt returns and bullshit killed us. florida did play an excellent game and wish all players injured a safe and speedy recovery. Congratulations Gator fans . they earned it! hey what the hell is wrong with women these days? do they want the asshole rough guy or the upclass gentlemen type? ill never figure it out. but ones thing is for sure woman who swing across three lanes of busy traffic to do 90 through a parkin lot , only to powerslide into the path of an oncomind dodge pickup, all because i told her that more people turn in the right lane so get in the left one, it will be faster. my life aint worth some womans psycho problems well today was all so non exciting. something happened but cant remember what it was . oh well.

Yeah Juicy Fruit
So went to movie gallery last night... having a want for old classic black and white movie but found none of the ones I wanted such as casa blanca and mr. smith goes to washington... I think bogart and stewart are hot ok... I did run across one flew over the coockoo's nest.(might have misspelled the title) Just finished watching it and may I say it is a tremedous movie.... if you have never seen if you have got to watch it... and Mr. Jack Nicholson. Later I watch Citizen Kane which is sure to be another good movie. But first it is off to my little brother's basketball game and Happy Feet afterwards. Yesterday I was having a the worst day ever and the day before that was just as bad. My boyfriend showed up unexpectedly with a dozen roses. Told me to get ready we were going out to eat. He asked me where I wanted to go. My first choice taco bell was laughed at. So I opted for Olive Garden. I love drinking wine. I am still wondering how I got so lucky t

Hostile Enviroment
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Dby Updates.
To quote Jack Nicholson in BATMAN...."THIS TOWN NEEDS AN ENEMA"!!!! Or an exorcism? Who knows? DEATH BECOMES YOU makes the cover of NEW TIMES BROWARD/PALM BEACH!!!! Nov 29-06 Issue!! On Newstands NOW!!!! STOP THE PRESS!!!! Because timing is everything, and its about time that we blow South Florida a kiss, of DEATH BECOMES YOU once and for all..the band that sold their souls for rock n'roll, are proud to announce that we made the cut and the cover of South Florida's only A/E weekly with taste...NEW TIMES BROWARD/PALM BEACH!! Cause dead men tell no tales!!!! Read on won't you, as the band that ALWAYS gives journalists something to write (funeral) home about delivers the last rites, last word, and drives the stake through the heart of South Flori-Duh with an article sure to leave you checking for a pulse!! We have been keeping this a secret for weeks, and now that the black cat is out of the bag, read all about it, our reputation percedes us, and we are now (living?) legends!! Now

General Bastard
I have an offer on the table right now to do some in store guitar clinics alongside a legendary Bass Player and a Drummer from two different Old School Metal Bands. I don't want to give away who they are yet but anyone who's anyone would know them. So my question is would you actually be interested in a General Bastard guitar clinic and if so what would you like to learn or garner from it. What do you think I have to offer that you can benefit from? Is it my sounds, technique, scales and theory?

Contest
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Bitchin
i'm really pissed off right now and today i'm very manic... was fine and all of a sudden i just wanna punch a hole in the wall. i'm so fucking sick and tired of being sick and tired. i don't really care if anyone reads this or fucking cares. i don't give a fuck today because i'm so fuckin' tired of caring so goddamn much about so many fucking things and getting shit on. STOP SHITTING ON ME PLEASE and i'm probably talking to myself anyway so GRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR i need to take a jog.

The Perfect Man And More...
if your a female on this site ad looking for mr. right don't look too hard he'll find you trust me i'm not saying this just to say it..... it is very true and i know it for a fact....i know how hard it is to find the right person and i was going to give up but i didn't...... One day a teacher asked her students to list the names of the other students in the room on two sheets of paper, leaving a space between each name. Then she told them to think of the nicest thing they could say about each of their classmates and write it down. It took the remainder of t he class period to finish their assignment, and as the students left the room, each one handed in the papers. That Saturday, the teacher wrote down the name of each student on a separate sheet of paper, and listed what everyone else had said about that individual. On Monday she gave each student his or her list. Before long, the entire class was smiling. "Really?" she heard whispered. "I never knew that I m

A Lazy Nation We Are
PEOPLE ITS NOT THAT HARD TO GO INTO PHOTO BUCKET AND SIZE YOUR PICS BEFORE POSTING THEM TO YOUR PAGE , SOMEONE SHOWS UP ON YOUR PAGE CHECKS YOU OUT YOU GO TO THERE PAGE TO CHECK THEM OUT AND ALL THERE PHOTOS ARE THE SIZE OF A POSTAGE STAMP COME ON PEOPLE WTF ITS NOT THAT HARD MAKE YOUR PHOTOS TO 1K SIZE SOME OF US ARE GETTIND OLD AND HAVE TROUBLE SEEING. OR MAYBE THATS IT IN A NUT SHELL. MAYBE SOME OF YOU ARE WORRIED WE MIGHT BE ABLE TO SEE YOUR STRECTH MARKS OR THAT YOUR HAIR IS STARTING TO FALL OUT,OH AND LOOK AT THE SIZE OF THAT ZIT. I SAY START RATING THE PHOTOS BY SIZE IF THERE NO BIGGER THAN A POSTAGE STAMP THAN THATS WHAT KIND OF RATING THAY DESERVE IF THEY DONT WANT TO TAKE THE TIME TO SIZE THEM THEN WHY TAKE THE TIME TO RATE TAKE SOME PRIDE IN YOUR SELF AND YOUR PROFILE TWO IRISH BOYS PAT AN MICK ARE OUT BAR HOPPING ONE NIGHT, AS THAY STUMBLE INTO THE PUB MICK LOOKS AT THE BARTENDER AND SAYS GIVE US A SHOT AN BEER THE BARTENDER TELLS THEM (AW GET THE HELL OUT OF HERE BOTH OF Y

Poems
It's two am, you're still on my mind These sleepless nights leave me behind So I sit here waiting for dawn to come Thinking of the amazing things you've done I know things haven't been good for a while I've shouted at you, taken away your soft smile Taking all my anger and problems out on you I've felt so bad I haven't known what to do Yet you took it all, didn't even retaliate Even when my head filled with anger and hate You stood there for me, right by my side You told me that I no longer had to hide Even when I made up excuses to fight You understood, helped me to see the light You had faith in me when others walked away You have stayed by me every single day Even when I told you to leave me alone You sat close to me, making your care known You listened to all my words of pain You promised me the future wouldn't be the same This week has been full of tears and strain I've been so tied up in my problems and pain I don't think I've told you enough how I

My Blogs
so after a long days work of cooking, cleaning, taking care of the kids, what could be more exciting than my 6 yr old daughters fish she named andy acting as though he is nemo and jumps out ofhis fish bowl.I mean seriously i swear he knoked thetop of the tankoff and everythingand there was lil andy laying on her dresser and get this the fish is still alive and it still trying to escape, my lord i never it made my whole night. what a crazy night. Iam so sick of these men who make these babies then cant be bothered to take care of them. cause last time i checked it took two people to make a baby. I mean maybe they should take there kid for a whole wk and have there kid 24 7 and see how they like it. i mean it must be nice to take ur kid only 3 hrs a month and call urself a parent. well the other parent has the kid 24/7 then on top of that when i was working i had my kid and worked but u know the other parent only has to wrk and party and have fun while the mommy does all the wrk. i th

Ever Have One Of These Nights
HEY YALL HELLO EVERYONE ITS WHITEANGEL2229, GRANADAGHIA75'S REALLY LIFE WIFE LOL.... I AM POSTING THIS BLOG TO LET EVERYONE KNOW WHAT IS GOING ON AND Y HE ISN'T HERE.. MY HUBBY DECIDED TO AGREE TO TAKE CARE OF HIS MOTHERS DOG FOR THE 2 NIGHTS THAT SHE IS AWAY EXPECTING TO STILL HAVE COMPUTER ACCESS, LMAO...BUT IT TURNS OUT HIS MOTHER'S COMP STILL ISN'T WORKING RIGHT. SO HE IS FIGHTING WITH SOME GUY ON THE COMP RIGHT NOW THAT WORKS FOR SYMANTICS, BECAUSE THAT IS HOW SHE THOUGHT SHE WOULD GO ABOUT GETTING RID OF WHAT WAS WRONG WITH HER COMP, BUT TO HIS SUPRISE IT DIDN'T WORK. SO HE IS STUCK BEHIND FIREWALL AFTER FIREWALL AND IS GETTING REALLY PISSED LOL, AND HERE I AM AT HOME WITH ACCESS TO THE COMP, TEACH HIM TO GO AWAY, LMFAO.... HE HAS MY LAPTOP WITH HIM BUT BECASUE OF THESE FIREWALLS HE CAN'T EVEN GET THAT ON LINE LOL.. SO PLEASE BE PATIENT AND HOPEFULLY HE WILL GET IT ALL WORK OUT AND ON BUT IF FOR SOME REASON HE CAN'T, HE WILL BE BACK EITHER LATE TOMORROW NIGHT

Pass It On!
He almost didn't see the old lady, stranded on the side of the road, but even in the dim light of day, he could see she needed help. So he pulled up in front of her Mercedes and got out. His Pontiac was still sputtering when he approached her. Even with the smile on his face, she was worried. No one had stopped to help for the last hour or so. Was he going to hurt her? He didn't look safe; he looked poor and hungry. He could see that she was frightened, standing out there in the cold. He knew how she felt. It was that chill which only fear can put in you. He said, "I'm here to help you, ma'am. Why don't you wait in the car where it's warm? By the way, my name is Bryan Anderson." Well, all she had was a flat tire; but for an old lady, that was bad enough Bryan crawled under the car looking for a place to put the jack, skinning his knuckles a time or two. Soon he was able to change the tire But he had to get dirty and his hands hurt. As he was tightening up the lug nuts, s

Communication
A Better Relationship Through Communication Skills......... Ask a couple what's the one thing they'd like to improve in their relationship and more often than not their answer will be communication. It seems the thing we take most for granted, our speech, is the one thing that has the power to build or destroy a relationship. If you find communication is an area you'd like to improve in your relationship, take a few moments and read over the following tips and ideas for a better relationship through communication. 1. Communication is a power - don't abuse it. As with any condition of power, the quickest way to ruin is by abusing it. Remember that your words have long lasting effects, even more so than you may realize. In the future, the reason why you were arguing or having difficulties may not be remembered, but the feelings and words you conveyed will be. If you feel yourself about to say something demeaning or unneccesary, stop yourself and don't say anything at all. Try othe

Im Trying
So tired, eyelids that don't want to shut, awake while thinking about what to doSo tired, a mind that refuses to let go of things that are past, and that it has no control over.So tired of being the one that is there for everyone when noone is there for them.So tired of helping people achieve everything, for nothing.So tired of not knowing what is going to happen, and what tomorrow bringsTo Tired anymore to care. Okay everyone...apparently I have hit most of my levels for the day, so just as soon as CT allows me to I will keep rating everyones: Profiles,Pics,Stashes, and whatever else ya want. I'm gainin levels as fast as I can, but apparently, I click fast, and CT doesn't like it, sorry its takin so long...

Just Stuff
This is a strictly mathematical viewpoint... it goes like this: What Makes 100%? What does it mean to give MORE than 100%? Ever wonder about those people who say they are giving more than 100%? We have all been to those meetings where someone wants you to give over 100%. How about achieving 103%? What makes up 100% in life? Here's a little mathematical formula that might help you answer these questions: If: A B C D E F G H I J K L M N O P Q R S T U V W X Y Z is represented as: 1 2 3 4 5 6 7 8 9 10 11 12 13 14 15 16 17 18 19 20 21 22 23 24 25 26. Then: H-A-R-D-W-O-R-K 8+1+18+4+23+15+18+11 = 98% and K-N-O-W-L-E-D-G-E 11+14+15+23+12+5+4+7+5 = 96% But, A-T-T-I-T-U-D-E 1+20+20+9+20+21+4+5 = 100% And, B-U-L-L-S-H-I-T 2+21+12+12+19+8+9+20 = 103% AND, look how far ass kissing will take you. A-S-S-K-I-S-S-I-N-G 1+19+19+11+9+19+19+9+14+7 = 118% So, one can conclude with mathematical certainty that While Hard work and

Changing Times Brings About Happiness And Sadness.
Today is going to be rough. It started out like every Saturday of mine with busted plans leading to me doing my same old thing. Which spurred me to make changes. If you are an old MS friend or an even closer, personal friend, you will know of my personal relationship I have been in for the last 3 years. A very up and down one that wasnt leading to a happy ending. Well, today was that ending. I decided it was time for me to open up my life and heart to new and hopefully better days. Once again I have ended a relationship because she wasnt able to give all I was needing and willing to give to what makes for a lasting, loving life spent together. I do not fault her for her actions. She had prior obligations to her children and I knew that in the beginning. We all know that fucked up feeling inside when you have to walk away from someone that has influenced your life for such a long period of time and the uncertainty of that which lies ahead. The sorrow in having to break a hea

A Glimpse Of A Butterfly's Glory
A Glimpse Of A Butterfly's Glory Coming into my own for the first time in many years. Feeling fresh - as if alive and new for this first time. There is something happening. Realizing for the first time finally that I am okay. Not a supermodel but beautiful inside and out. I am not perfect but because I try I am good enough. I can look at myself -smile- and feel good about me. This is the butterfly I have emerged into being!It is truly a glimpse of glory. Emerging from my tightly woven cocoon...Of critical withdrawals keeping others at bay. Unfolding...emerging...a new beginning. An awesome desire of passion. Living life in the very moment, with an incredible energy not known before. Wings are open, colors are showing brilliant - glowing. Flapping -I SMILE!-flashing Soaring to new heights...flitting as butterflies do. ALIVE...REAL...HAPPY...NEW Sensational discovery thanks to all of you. Coming into my own for the first time in many years. Feeling fresh - as if alive

Grandparents And Grandchildren
She was in the bathroom, putting on her makeup, under the watchful eyes of her young granddaughter as she'd done many times before. After she applied her lipstick and started to leave, the little one said, "But Gramma, you forgot to kiss the toilet paper good-bye!" ##### My young grandson called the other day to wish me Happy Birthday. He asked me how old I was, and I told him, "62." He was quiet for a moment, and then he asked, "Did you start at 1?" ##### After putting her grandchildren to bed, a grandmother changed into old slacks and a droopy blouse and proceeded to wash her hair. As she heard the children getting more and more rambunctious, her patience grew thin. Finally, she threw a towel around her head and stormed into their room, putting them back to bed with stern warnings. As she left the room, she heard the three-year-old say with a trembling voice, "Who was THAT?" ##### A grandmother was telling her little granddaughter what her own childhood was li

Hard To Know
I am soooo lost..and confused.....Where are things going for me? I know where I would like them to go..but now not sure that will happen. I know I dont want to be lonely anymore and things here are about to make me lonelier....I want him and I am not sure he knows who he is......Well I am sure he does but he is just as Lost and Confused as me. Yes...I am sure u know who u are...... As I sit here typing this up I wonder..."Does he know the wheels he started turning" in my head that cloud my thoughts. Does he have the same thoughts all clouded up too? What do I do? I decided to just be there.....and whatever comes of it comes...For One never knows where their life is supppose to goooooo! But he knows who he is and I hope he knows I am here...for once his thoughts are cleared. So he may help me clear mine.

Love
So I am no longer associated with 88.9fm WIIT. Due to a conflict with the management. I am however still associated with loudrockradio.com and the bad attitude show. I will let you know when I am back on the air. Kim Have you ever wondered, why love and relationships are such a headache? Honestly, why can't people just be honest about who they are and what they want. How can someone tell you in one breathe that they love you, and then look you in the eyes and lie to you. Does love really exist?

Looking To Add To The Family
Well I guess some one is a little PISSY today. I thought I was a GOOD bomber but guess not i just wasted my time today learning how to power bomb on Dees laptop. Since I do believe I told Peggy Sue and little doggy Karl this that my pc is fried need new mother board and only have 1 now. So because I had a bad week last week and pc probs this week. I got booted. Sorry to all but this is my BITCH session My step dad had a heart attach Thursday Had appts. Wednesday as being Halloween with kids. Friday at hospital with my mom making sure all is in order Weekend with birthday And Sunday with whole family for dinner and dealing with sick person, finding out Sunday my pc died. Monday helping out my mom again. then my appts, Tues day plus not sure on how to use Dees laptop with the wireless and all but know I do. But I guess some people dont take if you have a life on here or not. You cant fricken dedicate your life 24/7 to this. But I do and so dont the ppl reading this. Im done for now

Death In Family
this was in the thing they hand out at the funeral it had her pic and this typed around and next to the pic After Glow I'd like the memory of me To be a happy one. I'd like to leave an after glow Of smilyes when life is done. Whipsering softly down the ways, Of happy times and laughing times. And bright and sunny days. I'd like the tears of those who grieve To dry before the sun Of happy memories that I leave When life is done. i have a lot of good happy memories of my aunt mary kaye. and i will always remember them and her. and she will alway live in my heart. i had told some a while back that my aunt mary kaye was in and out of the hospital with cancer. dont remember who i had told . i called yesterday and they said he had went home monday with her husband. i called him to see how my aunt mary kaye was doing. he didnt answer and so i left a message. he never returned my call. so today my aunt dee and i

In London, it’s illegal to have sex on a parked motorcycle. The Romans would crush a first-time rapist’s gonads between two stones. In China, women are prohibited from walking around a hotel room in the nude. A woman may be naked only while in the bathroom. In Pompeii, a special law was directed at prostitutes. They had to dye their hair either blue, red or yellow in order to be able to work. Up until 1884, a woman could be sent to prison for denying a husband sex. In Alabama, it’s against the law for a man to seduce “a chaste woman by means of temptation, deception, arts, flattery or a promise of marriage.” There are men in Guam whose full-time job it is to travel the countryside and deflower young virgins, who pay them for the privilege of having sex for the first time. Why? Under the law in Guam, it is forbidden for virgins to marry. An 18th century French prostitute could be spared punishment if she were willing to join the opera. In Minnesota,

Wow
ALOT OF THINGS HAVE BEEN HAPPENING HERE LATELY AND THEY HAVE MADE ME THINK BOUT MY YOUNGER YEARS. i DON'T REGRET ANYTHING I HAVE DONE AND I AM NOT GONNA TRY AND SAY I DO CAUSE IT BE A LIE. ITS MORE LIKE THE MISTAKE I KEPT MAKING ENDED ME UP HERE WHERE I AM AT TODAY BUT I LOOK BACK AND REALIZE HOW MUCH I SACRIFICED TO GET WHERE I AM AT.aLL THE PEOPLE I PUSHED AWAY THE LOVE I ONCE HAD BUT LOST OVER MY OWN STUPIDITY. I HAVE LOST ALOT OF THINGS AND EVERYTIME I SAID I WAS GONNA STRAIGTEN MY ACT OUT I NEVER DID IT FOR GOOD CAUSE I ALWAYS FELL BACK LIKE IT WAS AN ADDICTION. I DIDN'T GIVE THAT LIFE UP BECAUSE I HAD TO BUT BECAUSE I KNEW I WOULDN'T BE HAPPY WITH IT I COULD'VE HAD MONEY AND GORLS AND WHATEVER I WANTED BUT I WOULDN'T HAVE BEEN HAPPY SO I GAVE UP THE LIFE I SACRIFICED SO MUCH FOR BUT ITS OK IT TOOK AWHILE FOR ME TO REALIZE IT BUT I KNOW NOW WHO MY TRUE FRIENDS ARE AND EVEN IF ITS SO FEW ATLEAST I HAVE THEM PPL I CAN ALWAYS FALL BACK ON INSTEAD OF HITTING MY KNEES AND BEING ALONE

If Your Reading This You Might Care
This is another reason why I am to the point of walking away from this site. I admit I am not a good speller but when have the nerve to insult others when at times its not something thats done on purpose then you know there life isnt great. I did a mumm and I spelled a word worng. I am getting rude cooments esp comming from people in there 40's including a RN. Well I am sorry I am not the greatest speller but I will say this I AM ONLY HUMAN, and we all make mistakes I know I met some good people on here, but I might delete my profile and be done with fubar or take a break from it. I am just getting sick of how some ppl are in here and I really dont need the bullshit. I love those who are my freinds.

Raaaaawwwwwrrrrr!
There was a bag of chips stuck in the vending machine. I decided to get another one and get the one that was stuck for free. That one got stuck too! I decided to try one more time (IT wasn't my money ^.^) That one got stuck too! Now I payed for two and there are three bags stuck. I decide to try one more time. The last one I bought knocked the first one and two of the ones I bought down. I payed for three, I got three and one is still stuck.

Heartache Pt.2
Mornings To Come Morning comes and I awaken to an empty bed as I reach for you and you’re not in your place. Emptiness is the loudest cry my ears have ever heard. I get out of bed searching for the biggest sign of your presence; calling out your name over and over. I learn that silence can be the deepest of pains to ones heart and soul. I walk from room to room looking for your things to be in their usual place; I see nothings there. I feel blinded by the empty space that surrounds me. I don’t know what to do or say, I’m lost in the wilderness of my fears. I drowning in words too confused to come out of my mouth fearing the world of loneliness. You were everything to me and more; you’ve taken away the air that I breathe. Please give me back my fantasy; the courage that I need to live. All I’m feeling at this time is the purest of pain. I rush to the phone dialing home and you’re number echoes through my head time after time and you never answer. Tears begin to stream do

My Marriage And My Husband
My Marriage and My Husband This blog was written on Friday, March 9, 2007. When I got married I thought it would be forever. I never imagined that it would only last three months. I never thought my husband would hit me. I never thought that it would turn out that I married the wrong man. I love my husband. I'm just not in love with my husband. After a lot of tears, soul searching, and prayer I have figured out that he isn't the same man that I fell in love with. We met July 1, 2005. He told me he loved me after only a week. We made love for the first time after ten days. December 23, 2005 he proposed to me. We set our wedding date for June 23, 2007. Pastor said we had to get married sooner because we were living in sin so we married November 18, 2006. He quit his job in June, 2006. He delivered pizzas a couple nights a week to make money for his truck payment, cell phone bill, and gas. He didn't pay any of the house bills. In the fall of 2006 he got severial temporary jobs

R - I - P !!!!!!!!!!
It's sad when people you know, became people you knew... And when you can walk right past someone that at one point in your life was a big part of your life... And how you used to be able to talk to them for hours about the little nothings in life... and now you can barely look at them.... It's funny how many people have posted this. Guess we're all in the same boat, missing someone.. be honest... if you really {miss someone}, a friend, a lover, or a family member right now... & can't get them off your mind...then repost this titled as R.I.P Hey Fubar Land; I'm asking for all you guys to stop by and show these New Fu's some love, I told them what a great site this is and that all the people here are fantastic,please take a minute and stop by,I would do the same for each and every one of you, Here's their names; Tailormade490505 hoopla Robinhood971 Toad Cntrywv Cowpokey183 Txrandy Clouseau31 I really appreciate this,love ya bunches

Wolves Of Wiccan Society
Showing some love to those who helped me out in my contest!!!! FROM LORD WOLF: Are u interested in becoming a Bomber for Wolves of Wiccan Society? I desire Bombers Bad. A Comment Bomber Continuously Drops comments on a Contestants Picture.Simular to commenting there picture in there photo album.Except instead of saying awesome,Kool etc u type gibberish.jjuyt,utyuyu,tyutyutyu,gggj,over an over same photo atleast 150x's.Depending on your Levels a Royal Elite Bomber drops 400-500 Daily an they can earn many Morph's of choice.All first issued morphs are usually Wolves.Also can earn Rate Morphs such as Pirates,Skulls,Super Hero Charactors etc.If enterested add Wolves of Wiccan Society, after your nick name an I will send u the Link to Bomb. .Comment Bombing is also a great way to Level up.Hope to see you Blessed Be Lord Wolf Founder ~Wolves of Wiccan Society. Here's his site - give him a shout if you're interested!!! http://www.fubar.com/user/943123

Some Nice Things...
BE KINDER THEN NECESSARY BECAUSE EVERYONE YOU MEET IS FIGHTING SOME KIND OF BATTLE... Life is too short Grudges are a waste of perfect Happiness Laugh when you can Apoligize when you should Let go of what you cant change Love deeply and forgive quickly Take Chances Give everything And have no regrets Life is too short to be unhappy You have to take good with the bad Smile when you're sad Love what you got Always remember what you had Always forgive, never forget Learn from mistakes but never regret People change, and things go wrong But always remember Life goes on When things in your life seem almost too much to handle, When 24 Hours in a day is not enough, Remember the mayonnaise jar and 2 cups of coffee. A professor stood before his philosophy class and had some items in front of him. When the class began, wordlessly, He picked up a very large and empty mayonnaise jar And proceeded to fill it with golf balls. He then asked the students if the jar was ful

Fu-vivor
Mi Lords and Mi Ladies Of FuBarLand! The survival of the Fu has come down to two, but there can be only ONE! One Lady survives, help her to attain her reward. She needs only 50,000 comments to accomplish her goal. To gain her Golden Hour. Mi Lady FatalitiesKiss has battled bravely, only one test of the gauntlet yet to be met. Come help her get her first Happy Hour Ever! Please click on the links below to prepare for battle. You must first... rate/fan/add the host and hostess. Lady Rain and Sir Mr Perfect Nice Guy (click the pix this will take you to their pages). Lastly click the link to Mi fair FatalitiesKiss' contest page... Upon this page comment till ye can comment no more. All Love will be returned. The links you will need... The Lady Rain Hostess of Fuvivor!! Rate/Fan/Add Her †DJ. Rain†~Wifey to DJ MNG~GF to LuAngel~Owner of WYKD Radio & Lounge~Fu-Vivor Host~@ fubar Sir Mr. Perfect Nice Guy--Host of Fuviv

Poems
I didn't write this but I still love it. Being ex Army twice this really hit home. I come from a long line of military family and I am proud to say I have served. Here's To You To all of our soldiers At home and abroad, We want you to know That we stand and applaud. Your courage and strength Your patriotic unity, Your undying efforts To help keep us free. For risking your lives So our Nation can grow, We thank you so much For the pride that you show. You are mothers and fathers Daughters and sons, Brothers and sisters You all are great ones. Our hearts will be filled With great love and pride, We want you to know That we stand by your side. We continue to pray For your safe return home, And we hope that you know You are not alone. Although you are far You remain in our hearts, As the toils of your day Keep us apart. We know that your hearts Will always ring true, And ours the same For all of you. And one thing r

Poems
Please forgive me if i act a little strange, for i knwo not what i do. feels like lighting running thruough my veins everytime i look at you. help me out here all my words have fallen sharp. Please harp and theres so much i want to say. want to tell uyou just how good it feels when you look at me that way. throw a stone and watch the ripples flow moving out across the bay. like a stone i fall into your eyes deep into that mystery. i got half a mind to scream outloud, i got hlaf a mind to die, so i wont ever have to love you, wont ever have to say goodbye. please forgive me if i act a little stange sometimes for i know not what i do. so fast, so soon, please tell me why im falling so quickly. this is all so new to me and i dont know what to do or where to go. im scared to death please forgive me!!!! It's been a bad day I'm getting used to it now another sad day I'd cry but I dunno how I'm drowning in thoughts of how things used to be my chest was shut tight compl

About Me
Full Name: Charles Haveone Eye Color: Green Hair Color: Shaved Brown Height: 6'0" Shoe Size: 8 1/2-9 Ring Size: hummm dunno Heritage: German/Irish Graduating Year:1983 Birth date: Oct:17:64 Zodiac Sign: Libra ...::Firsts::...>or med..lol Romanic or Spontaneous: Spontaneous Sense of Humor or Sweet: Sense of humor Hook up or Relationship: Relationship ...::Currently::...

Drama
so it has been a year and one a week or two but wow what a year its been...so a year ago i got rid of cancer and a few other things....it feels so weird to be writing one year cause one year ago when i went threw it i felt so lost and confused and hurt and upset and well with the help of ppl i got threw it but some of them arent around anymore and it makes me said gonna be there for life is what ppl say gotta love the fake ones but what matters to me is i made it and im still here..ok sorry about my rambling. fuck im so sick of everything this was suppossed to be one of the best years and some how with all the great things going on it sucks me asss so bad it aint even funny.....i had cancer and got rid of it but hey where was my support it sure as hell wasnt my husband but for maybee one day wooohoo fucking who but its sure as hell was my sister sher damn if not for that girl id be lost....now on that note damn her husband for taking her away from me he sucks and i want to kick his ass

Life
Its like this. There are many women in a mans life. Butt only a few of those are true loves. And when they go they take a peace of who you are and your Heart. A couple of those bless you with children. And when they go they take a peace of your heart and soul. And then you become an empty shell of the man you once was..! .................Depersonalized................

Real Funny Stories
ONLY IN AUSTRALIA!!! Caught urinating on cop shop A MAN had a big night out at a concert and then night club before starting the trek home on foot. He suddenly felt the call of nature and ducked into the yard of a house. While he was doing his business the resident tapped him on the shoulder. It was a policeman which wasn't surprising seeing he was in the backyard of the West End police station! When he appeared in the Brisbane Magistrates Court he told the magistrate it was an honest mistake and he thought it was a private home. "Yes, with a large blue sign on top," the beak replied. The man pleaded guilty to trespass and was out on a six months good behaviour bond.

His Sex Slave In Training..........part Vi
After Mistress Samantha “tested” Marcie, her newly acquired slave, in the dungeon she sought out her male slave, Derek, whom she had banished him to his room for his unbecoming behavior toward Master Hans. Authoritatively she entered his room where the young six-foot two dark haired man immediately descended to his knees. Eyes blazing, she regarded her submissive charge as she circled his almost nude form. Looking down at his red loincloth she could tell he was glad to see her. The regal lady was pleased by the way he kept his eyes down and his hands clasped behind him with his knees parted as trained. “Slave!” She mouthed sternly as she stopped in front of his kneeling form. “Yes Mistress.” “I want you to get dressed and take the car out of the garage. You may drive slave Marcie and me to the Mall. I need to do some quick shopping.” “Yes Mistress...right away.” Derek answered resolutely, relieved that he wasn’t going to be punished again. She then grabbed a hank of hi

August 7th Comedy In St Louis
5 magicians and comedians including the act Frank Sinatra meets Elvis and myself at the st louis airport mariott, thursday august 7th...show time is 7:30 pm, general admit is $15...midwest magic jubilee...mmjubilee.com for a complete list of performers...hope to see st louis locals come out and say hi!

Redneck Train Bulletin
imikimi - Customize Your World HEY ALL YOU LOVELY LADIES OUT THERE I AM FORMING A FUBAR GROUP CALLED "FU BAD GIRLS" IF ANY OF YOU LADIES WOULD LIKE TO JOIN. YOU CAN CONTACT ME JUICY. TELL ALL YOUR LADY FRIENDS. THE MORE THE MERRIER. IF YOU HAVE ANY QUESTIONS JUST GIVE ME A SHOUT. MY LINK IS: *JuicyFruit(Bi)69*owner of Fu Bad Girls*fu gf to my sweet Velvet Moon*Rating Revolution*fu owned by@ fubar

Failing
Have you ever been to the point you just want to give up. Like theres nothing left to even keep fighting for. Like theres no reason to live. Have you ever been to a point in your life where you look back and see all your failures. And then look at the failures you're facing right now. Have you ever been homeless literally living on the streets. Making your way through that finally feeling like everything will be ok.Only for you to fail again? Even if you aren't the total reason for your failure? Have you ever justs wanted to crawl in a hole and die? I dont know why I'm asking these questions. I already know my own answers and God Knows anyone who reads this will have some rude comment to say. I'd be suprised if I got some decent comments. But what the hell. FuBar is full of real people. With their own opinions.So FuNation or those who actually read this. Go Ahead Hit Me With Your Best Shot!

Walking
walking i see her again and she touches me. not physically but mentally that is how she touches me. it makes my day when i see her. just to know she is there. if you read this it is deep just like all my poems. I have found comfort in her voice it touches me. Every time she says hi or how are you it hits me. I care for her cause she is caring. I feel for her cause she feels my words. My soul is emersed in emotions. I am happy for i listen. I am content for i am here. I feel for i am felt. I would walk just to see her face. She speaks to me and i under stand how she feels. for i under stand cause i can listen. talk to you all later. My life has taken a turn and i am thinking clearly now this hasn't happened in a long time. i have been dumb not thinking about my future and what to do. i am now on track and going to git-r-done. it is all i have to do that certian some one is out there some where and they know it distance and time are only small things.

Club Mystic Update - 11/16/08
HELLO TO ALL! I JUST DO NOT KNOW WHERE TO START, AS USUAL! FIRST, THANKS TOO ALL OF YOU WHO ROCKED SPIKE'S PAGE THIS WEEKEND WITH HIS AUTO-11'S ACTIVE! IT WAS A GREAT SUCCESS, AND HE WANTS TO DO THAT AGAIN FOR US AGAIN NEXT MONTH AFTER HE MAXES OUT HIS PICS! WOOHOOO!!! SPIKE BOUGHT THE HOME PAGE A 3-MONTH VIP, SO THAT IS AWESOME, HP IS GOOD UNTIL MID-FEBRUARY! WOOT! OTHER VIP'S WILL BE PURCHASED ON FRIDAY OR SATURDAY BY SPIKE! THEY WILL GO TO: SOUTHERNBABY PRECIOUS RHONDA CAROL I KNOW THAT THERE ARE OTHERS NEEDING VIP'S AS WELL, AND WE SHOULD GET THEM SOON IF YOU ARE BOMBING! IF EVERYONE PARTICIPATES IN THE AUTO-11 PARTY NEXT MONTH, WE SHOULD BE ABLE TO DOUBLE THIS AMOUNT! ALSO, WHAT HAS HAPPENED TO THE COMMUNICATION IN THIS FAMILY? I HAVE ASKED YOU ALL TO PLEASE LET ME KNOW WHEN YOU HAVE AUTO-11'S, SO THAT I CAN ORGANIZE A PIMPOUT FOR YOU...AND SO THAT SEVERAL FAMILY MEMBERS DO NOT HAVE THEM ACTIVATED AT THE SAME TIME! TRUST ME, I KNOW HOW TO DO THIS, I GAINED

Retail Facts
As a cashier if I recieve a credit or debit card that is unsigned I'm required to ask for Photo ID. What's disturbing is the number of customers that tell me I'm the first one to ever ask them even the one's that have "See ID" written on them. People tell me all the time that they never sign their cards, if your gonna be that stupid write "See ID " on the card in permanent marker! At least that way no one else will be able to sign it. The debit card users are even worse they because the thief doesn't know their pin code they're safe, wrong. All they have to do is sign the damn thing and put it through as a credit. It really is scary especially with so many people in debit due to identity theft. All retailers are required by the credit card companies to ask for ID for unsigned cards. Heck, my other job (I have two)requires that all credit card purchases must show ID, a state ID so sorry students your school ID won't count. I guess a lot of cashiers just don't want to bother with it caus

A Trip Ill Never Forget
here it is november 24 my bags are all packed im heading to chicago/indiana via train too meet someone...well i got a call from her saying she had family emergency...im thinking great im gonna be stranded at a train station in chicago...so i go grab a bite to eat at the station.then i sit there thinking what should i do...first thought was to call my sister...call my sister saying im gonna be stranded..we talk a few minutes and i was prowling thinking of what to do..she asked how far from airport and how much money i had so i told her..she said ok go find a taxi and tell them u want to go to airport..thinking ok find a few taxis ask them how much money to get me to ohare airport 40.00 one guy said...well one guy said come on ill take you to airport... well this guy walked me like 2 blocks to a train and wanted 40.00 in doing this i was like for what??you walked me there.then he said i carried ur bag...then i catch this train and it had 17 stops to make till it was at airport..once at

If You Just Believe...
Children sleeping, snow is softly falling Dreams are calling, like bells in the distance We were dreamers not so long ago But one by one we all had to grow up When it seems the magic's slipped away We find it all again on Christmas day Believe in what your heart is saying Hear the melody that's playing There's no time to waste There's so much to celebrate Believe in what you feel inside And give your dreams the wings to fly You have everything you need If you just believe Trains move quickly to their journey's end Destinations are where we begin again Ships go sailing far across the sea Trusting starlight to get where they need to be When it seems that we have lost our way We find ourselves again on Christmas day Believe in what your heart is saying Hear the melody that's playing There's no time to waste There's so much to celebrate Believe in what you feel inside And give your dreams the wings to fly You have everything you need If you just believe If

Whatever It Takes.....
you stood by my side you carried me through i am so much better becoz of u... through all the smiles and all of the pain the endless night together, i wouldnt change a thing... my heart belongs to you in so many ways along with my soul with u it will stay. i could never ask for a better love, or friend, and i know you will be with me till the very end... even tho we both know how high the stakes, never forget this... WE WILL DO WHATEVER IT TAKES.......

Ford Rangers
does any of my fu friends have ford rangers 2005 on up and have had problems with them ? a friend and my sister have my friend bought a 2006 ford ranger and it spent more time in the shop than on the road of course he got rid of it. recently my sister has has problems with her it stop running when u put it in reverse and stops running when she turn right it hasnt been constant but it is bad so any of my fu friends have the same trouble with rangers or know someone who has please comment on this ty

Lollipop Kids Auction
All entries are due by midnight Thursday! Auction will start on January 2nd @ midnight and will end on January 9th @ midnight Here Are The Auction Rules! 1. The entry fee will be 25k to enter 2. I will be promoting this heavily BUT self promotion is a must! 3. Absolutely NO drama or I will delete your auction. Lets have a BLAST with this! 4. I am not responsible for the highest bidder paying you 5. Please PM your entry's not threw the shout box! 6. Let's Have Fun and Happy Bidding! Auction Brought To You By The Beautiful: VAs FyNeSt~Owned By Jaded One Bulletin Brought To You By: SinfulBrat

As Time Goes By
instructions...... Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you. 1. i hate bugs...especially spiders 2. i get scared over scary movies 3. am addicted to the facebook page 4. i love to go out and drink til i get really drunk...lol 5. met a really great friend on here...metal sandy 6. dont like being cold 7. REALLY dont like big dogs...especially ones that bite... 8. love to cook 9. So in love with my husband..that i amaze myself sometimes how i can love someone so much 10. total sports fan.. As time passes by Current mood: bouncy As time passes by we all begin to wonder where our lives will lead us... My life has taken a wonderful turn...When Douglas came out to our 20

Paulopadz
The idea of giving names came from God just as what is written in the book of Genesis 2:19 - “And out of the ground the LORD God formed every beast of the field, and every fowl of the air; and brought them unto Adam to see what he would call them: and whatsoever Adam called every living creature, that was the name thereof.” It is clear that it was God’s will that Adam named or gave names to the different kinds of animal life which were with him in the garden. And we can presume how intelligent Adam was when he was able to name all those animals that were created by God. However, we are not informed about the standard or the rule that Adam used in naming such creatures but there are other scriptures that tell us what’s in a name. I felt upset when while I was watching the convention of the democrats on television, and one said, “the funny name of Obama”, referring to Barack Obama. According to that speaker, the name Barack is a funny name. I’m reminded of people’s ignorance of

Threesomes
Now here's what your supposed to do....and please do not spoil the fun..Start a new note,delete my answers and put in your own.Tag your friends and tell them to tag you. The theory is that you will learn alot of little known things about each other. Three names I go by. 1) SHELL 2) SUNSHINE 3) SMOOCHIE Three jobs I have had in my life. 1)MAKE UP ARTIST 2)BARTENDER 3)OWN AN EVENT PLANNING BUSINESS Three places I have lived. Hmmm tough one lol 1) SO CALI 2) SO CALI 3) SO CALI Three TV shows I watch. 1) TWO & A HALF MEN 2) KING OF QUEENS 3) FRIENDS Three places I have been. 1) COSTA RICA 2) NY 3) MAINE Three people that e-mail be regularly. 1) CHASE 2) OUTDOORGURU 3) D.R. Three of my Favorite foods. 1) SUSHI 2) CHICKEN 3) ICE CREAM Three things I would like to do. 1) TRAVEL FOR LEISURE & NOT WORK 2) EXERCISE MORE 3) OWN A SPORTS BAR Three friends that I think will respond. 1) CHASE 2) RICKY 3) POLOOZA Things I am looking forward

When Did Being A Virgin Become A "bad" Thing?
When did being a virgin become such a horrible thing? I mean just because someone chooses to wait til they find love doesn't mean that they are a freak or some kind of conquest to be had. I don't think it should be seen as such a big issue. Personally, I don't go around spouting off or preaching about choosing to wait til I find someone that I love or condeming those that choose to have sex. So I don't see why people automatically assume I am continueally going to be abstinant because of fear or waiting til marriage, or that something is wrong with me because I choose at this time not to have sex. And I don't understand why guys see it as a huge issue. I mean most men look at it as oh shes a virgin, I gotta get into her pants, or they see me as someone who won't put out so I am not worth the effort. And then there are the men that hear virgin and start treating me like I am this breakable thing that they need to protect. And further more, it's not some precious thing that is too impo

Friends
Current mood: bummed Category: Friends Ok I have no idea what I have done but one of my friends will not talk to me and has not since like 3 weeks ago, it is really starting to piss me off. This person used to text me every day or at least once every day and now I have not heard any thing from this person in like 3 weeks it is really starting to make ne think you don't want to be my friend any more and if you don't please just text me and tell me what the fuck is up with you. ¢¾

What A Fool I Was
The minute he walked through the door My heart began to soar. In his arms I always felt safe The feelings of comfort can’t be replaced. I always felt such a connection It was all fake, I know in reflection. The eyes should speak from the heart But even they speak lies, I know now that we’re apart. I thought every time you touched me That we were surely meant to be. Now I see that I was just a fool And realize that life is rather cruel. I have to hope that maybe one day Somebody will truly love me that way.

Fuckin Assholes
isn't nice how ppl want u to do things for them but when u need somethin they ain't got time for u! i am so tired of all the bullshit! i don't want anyone to ever do anything for me again!! i am so over EVERYTHING!!!

American Militar Fubar Members?
I AM GOING TO BE MAKING BULLETINS FOR FUBAR THAT WILL COMMEND THE AMERICAN MILITARY FOR ALLL THAT THEY DO. ALSO, TO REMEMBER THOSE WHO GAVE THEIR LIVES FOR US. PLEASE HELP ME TO SPREAD THE LOVE AND APPRECIATION BY SENDING ME LINKS TO MILITARY MEMEBERS ON FUBAR.IF YOU ARE ONE, PLEASE SEND ME A MESSAGE SO THAT I CAN SHOW FUBAR JUST WHO IT IS THAT IS AND HAS BEEN FIGHTING BRAVELY, PROUDLY, FOR OUR COUNTRY!

All About Me
You know you wanna. http://fubar.com/photo.php?u=383306&i=3781977108&albumid=1740609 So it's been 7 months since I deleted and rejoined. 7 months since I've been separated. 7 months of changes. Most of them for the better. I don't feel broken anymore. I want a new name. I need a new name. I'm not sure what it should be though. So those of you who know me, gimme suggestions. And those of you who don't, well gimme suggestions too! MWAHHHHHHHHHHHH

Questions
I realize that no-one probably reads this, and I guess I am just trying to get my thoughts out as clearly as possible, so maybe I can understand something that is going on in my life. I've recently broken up with someone who I thought would be the one....but I screwed things up, and I made mistakes, and so the relationship has been ended. I understand that I bear the responsibility for the ending of our relationship. But I am still left with lots of unanswered questions because of this break-up, and the treatment I've received from this person. I care for her deeply, and thought that she cared for me, but I really don't think she ever really did. I think maybe she was in love with the idea of being in love, in love with the thought of someone caring for her so deeply they would give their own life in order to preserve hers. But again, I made the mistakes, and the relationship ended because of my mistakes.....but lets start back at the beginning. When we first got together, I had as

Poetry Written By My Sexy Sinner
Wherever I go, whatever I see. Over ocean's unknown,you are always with me. Pure as the water, we float on this wave. On the breath of an angel, we'll fly away. Cold as the winter wind in the early morning. No one by my side to lift my heart from the depths of despair. Blind to the world around and fooled into thinking that surrounded by those that I know and love could keep me afloat. The absence that tears my heart is too great to suffer. Without my chosen by my side, I am alone and I'll never be home. Not feeling. Not nothing. Good intentions but jealousy takes over all. Excuses. Abuses.This time I know it's not over so. I'll take all my pride and shove it back down inside. But flowers wither and lies grow old. You cease to care and I'm alone.People climbing up the walls, breaking allmy wretched dolls. Fingersnails they scratched outside in the attic is where I'll hide. A bodiless soul could pass another soul In the clean air and never notice it. One soul passes through t

I'll Be ( Original )
I guess if he doesnt feel this way about you, I dont no? im sure there are alot of single good guys out there that would love to switch places with him or create a new destination in your life but im sure everything will workout for the better, just live love and laugh, life is to short, 1~Luv This was put together by devotedxme from (youtube). I just like this song and video u might enjoy, Peace

Marriage.. Read This Even If Not Married.
In a relationship, married or not... YOU SHOULD READ THIS! I got this off a friends facebook page, an wanted to share it MARRIAGE When I got home that night as my wife served dinner, I held her hand and said, I've got something to tell you. She sat down and ate quietly. Again I observed the hurt in her eyes. Suddenly I didn't know how to open my mouth. But I had to let her know what I was thinking. I want a divorce. I raised the topic calmly. She didn't seem to be annoyed by my words, instead she asked me softly, why? I avoided her question. This made her angry. She threw away the chopsticks and shouted at me, you are not a man! That night, we didn't talk to each other. She was weeping. I knew she wanted to find out what had happened to our marriage. But I could hardly give her a satisfactory answer; she had lost my heart to Jane. I didn't love her anymore. I just pitied her! With a deep sense of guilt, I drafted a divorce agreement which stated that she could own our h

Resume
Objective: World Domination followed by benevolent leadership. Experience: I've been to a lot of places. I've seen a lot of shit. I can drink a LOT of vodka. I am very fluent in shotgunning beers. I am very skilled at using my tongue during sex. I am very proficient in Diablo II Lord Of Destruction. I am seriously addicted to Final Fantasy. I can masturbate very quickly.(I'm done) Achievements: I beat Diablo II Lord Of Destruction countless times. I've beaten Final Fantasy more than anyone you know. I've beaten every version of Zelda. I have a Level 32 Bard Wemick in Dungeons & Dragons Education: I graduated high school as a probationary requirement. I dropped out of college cause it gets in the way of drinking. I am currently a student of the school of hard knocks. References: Fuck your problems.

Noticed
Notice this I sit here thinking how sweet life really is How someone can whisper your name a thousand miles away and you hear it in your heart. I sit here thinking how crazy life really is How someone can come into your life and fill you with so much love and fill your life up and open your heart. I sit here thinking how messed up life really is How someone can say a simple sintence and make you wonder whats really in your heart. I sit here thinking how great life really is How someone can make you feel alive and at same time make you want to cut out your heart. I sit here thinking how wonderful life really is How someone came into your life one day and you cant think of them ever not being there cause they stole your heart. I sit here thinking how amazing life really is How someone can mean so much to you and how they never know how much love for them is in your heart. I sit here thinking how blind life really is How someone can not see that they mean so much

Rants
This is for everyone who is perfect ... F*CK YOU !! NOBODY's perfect ! Who the f*ck are you to judge me ? Have you lived my life ? Have you had to deal with all the sh!t I've dealt with my entire life ? NO, you haven't. And until you do ... SHUT THE F*CK UP ! Remember, people in glass houses shouldn't throw stones. I'm so f*cking sick of everyone passing judgement on me because I'm not Mr. Happy. You know what ? I have no f*cking REASON to be happy. My entire life all I've EVER been was sh!t on. So until something actually goes RIGHT in my life, there's not much chance I'll be Mr. Happy. I'm not saying I have the worst life of all, but it ranks right up there. Am I asking you to feel sorry for me, or pity me ? No, I'm not. What I am asking is for you to think that there might be a valid reason I'm the way I am. Remember, circumstance shapes who & how we are. If you have a good life where nothing ever goes really wrong, then you'll most likely be fairly happy. But if you have a rotten l

Thoughts
Between us, there are so many miles Separately we share our smiles When I lay in bed at night I think one day together we will be But, that one day seems nowhere in sight I begin to toss and turn dreaming of you Then stop as I feel you near But upon opening my eyes You aren't really here I roll back over silently weeping Holding my pillow Thoughts of you begin to billow Like a dove with it's mate Soaring through the sky With such love and grace Together they fly Like theirs, my love for you is so alive There's so much of our life left untold No need to feel so alone

Wow, The Shit I Just Read
I have been hopping around on pages looking at different profiles, especially since I have been doing the polishing of the bling thing these last couple of days. I ran across a profile that I have known of, but really have not checked it out or did I won't to. Today or this morning I decided too. I have heard so many stories over this certain profile, but I was like it does not concern me, what I found out was disgusting or read I should say. I don't know the whole story so I can only go off of what I read. When did this world become a place that we do not have freedom of speech. This profile seems to have been put through the ringer only for 1 reason. It took up for themselves. To my understanding the people she was battling against had higher up friends on here that eventually got her profile taken away. How can standing up for yourself be a fucking bad thing. To what I also understand, but then could be wrong. This profile did not even start it but the profile got the raw end of

~ To My Mom{6-15-50 -- 5-21-98}
A tribute to my mother Brenda Sue Patton From June 14, 1950 to May 21, 1998 You are our mother Your name was Brenda Sue And so I am doing this as a tribute to you. Your body is gone now, but your spirit is free, like an eagle released it soars above the trees. You may be gone, but your memory still remains, deep in our hearts tucked carefully away. You'll never be forgotton, your life was not in vein. There are many people who still remember your name. It plays on thier lips with a smile and then a sigh, And for this your memory will never die.

True Love!
I wish I could be That girl in the magazine everybody sees She so pretty, I wish I could be When I close my eyes I see What you want me to be That girl [chorus] Wish I could be your Cover Girl Mascara, and lipstick I would be so pretty A little blush, not too much Maybe you'll notice That I could be your Cover Girl Or accept me for me Cover Girl Boy, when you're alone with me I'm takin' good care of you Givin' everything you need I don't know if it's good enough for you Cause you're always in the TV When you're right here next to me I know I'm not Halle Berry, girls from videos I just want to be someone you can hold I just want to be the one for you Baby, baby [chorus] Wish I could be your Cover Girl Mascara, and lipstick I would be so pretty A little blush, not too much Maybe you'll notice That I could be your Cover Girl Or accept me for me Cover Girl Boy, I love you Just the way you are And if you feel the same way bout me Beauty is only s

My Frist
i play an online game called mafialife. this game is a mob based game. if you couldn't tell by the name. it a free game. but if you buy a token you can own biz and run alot more jobs. i found this game is a good stress refief. this is what i just did on that game. Tony "thebull" capeci, good job. You have successfuly hit Brett "The Bucher" Carpenter using a The Winchester Model 88 causing 105 damage. For your trouble you've gained experience, accuracy, and suspicion. Congratulations! Your hit has killed this gangster. if you would like the link for the game piz message me for it i use yahoo and my screenname is bullcj1. add me if you like

Birthday
I would like to thank everyone for the Birthday gifts , messages , and comments. I wasn't aware of how many friends I truly had on here till today. I can truly say that this has been the best Birthday that I have ever had. I can only pray that each and everyone of you have a Birthday as wonderful as I have this year. Thank You again Everyone Sign, Sir Forrest White Knight@ LostCherry Your Birthdate: October 17 You tend to find yourself lucky - both in business and in life. And while being wealthy is nice, you enjoy sharing your abundance with others. You put your luck to good use: you are very ambitious and goal oriented. Often times, you get over excited and take on more than you can manage. Your strength: Your ability to make your own luck Your weakness: Thinking you can do it all Your power color: Bronze Your power symbol: Half Moon Your power month: August What Does Your Birth Date Mean?

Poems & Writtings
Beggining of a new work a gay sorta love story Silence. . ran through out the room but for the sound of rain upon Stephen's apartment roof. . An Rca Stereo lit the way of the room mate as his hazel eyes gazed upon the slumbering face of his long time friend. . . Love and deep care for this male filled Davids face as tears were hidden behind the hazel hues. Barefeet chilled as he stepped forth from the welcome mat before the entrance of the apartment. . . a soft smile tugging gently upon his lips as he moved forth the boards would creek under way of his weight. Though much lighter then he was with in his youth. . . he still tended to be . .. plump. Moving down upon the blue upholstered furniture alluminated in the green light of the sterio his right hand moved gingerly towards the darker toned males. . . Slowly interlocking with the slender fingers his hand held upon the males. David's head tilting slowly until the brown hair brushed upon the white wife beater of his room mate...

New Pics!
NEW PICS!!! Check 'Em out and let me know what ya think...IT's what I wore this halloween to the clubs just up the road at WVU...;)... The ones with the shower cap and sippers were here on campus (FSU) at a party... The ones with the Cowboy Hat and running shoes are out or were going out to the clubs....

None
Clemens just announced to the Yankee Stadium crowd that he is coming back to the Yankees!! WOOOOOFREAKINHOOOOO!!!! Former Yankees SS Phil Rizzuto dead at 89 August 14, 2007 BRONX, NEW YORK (TICKER) -- Former New York Yankees shortstop and renowned baseball broadcaster Phil Rizzuto died Tuesday. He was 89. The Yankees confirmed Rizzuto's death to PA SportsTicker, although the team did not provide any further details. New York radio station WFAN reported that the Hall of Famer died early Tuesday morning. Nicknamed "The Scooter," Rizzuto helped the Yankees win seven World Series titles from 1941-1953. The diminutive Brooklyn native was a career .273 hitter in parts of 13 seasons - all with the Yankees. A five-time All-Star, Rizzuto was regarded as one of the best defensive shortstops of his time. Standing at just 5-6, he also was renowned for his bunting ability and speed. Like many players in the 1940s, Rizzuto served in the United States Navy during World War

Pagan & Wiccan
BORROWED FROM MY FRIEND Mistress Silver Wolf"s lil girl *jamie* Found this on the Aquarian Tabernacle Church page and thought I would share.. as there is a lot of good points. For starters, I am not a Christian. I am and have been Pagan (Wiccan in particular) for several years now. So why am I writing this? Because I understand that believing Christians feel they have an obligation to share their religion with others (I was Christian once and participated actively in missionary work at that time). I have also observed over a number of years that believing Christians tend, however unintentionally, to ignore their own strengths, and to consistently put their worst face forward when dealing with those who do not share their faith. This is especially obvious when they are dealing with Wiccans, Druids, or other "pagan" religions. I have thus written this outline in the hope that it will help Christians understand better who and what Pagans really are, and, in the process become

Children
Raising a Child’s Not easy They come with no Instruction book It takes years To raise a Child But it also takes Understanding guidance Laughter And yes Tears too But when they are older You can look back and see Just how much joy They brought Into the Family And then you will see Raising a Child Is a wonderful Thing A Child Does not care What kind of car you drive What kind of clothes you wear A Child Just loves you For who you are The best gift To give to your Child Is your time They’ll be grown Before you know it Time does fly by A Child Love you unconditionally Whether you are Rich or poor A Child loves you For who you are Not the things You have So this Christmas Instead of big fancy Expensive gifts Give to your Child Something That’s free More of your time Spend with Just them And when they are older And out on their own The memories You made with them Will fil

5:31 Am And Still No Fucking Sleep
Ok so I'm so bored out of my mind. I just joined this site about 3 days ago and ive met some cool people and i've also noticed how completely moronic some people on here really are but you gotta take the good with the bad right? Anyways I am so damn tired but for some reason my brain doesn't have an off button, hell it doesn't even have a pause button so I'm still awake at 5:33am and i'm so tired that I can barely keep my eyes open, yet when I get in bed and lay down I can't keep them closed. What can I say i'm a girl of many contridictions, hell i'm a walking contridiction. Did I mention I was bored? Anyways this is me being bored, and random and whiny hope you don't mind, even if you did I wouldn't care but anyways, guess i'll try to sleep again even though it's pretty useless considering I have class in a few hours and then work and then homework, gotta love being a grown up eh? ♥Adrienne

The Rain
as i sit under a clear blue sky, enjoying the warmth and the sun, i am feeling as if i have forgotten something, something i cannot put my finger on, something important nonetheless.. so we continue to toke our weeds, and talk our talks, and my cell phone rings, i hear the voice of one very familiar reminding me that a death has occured in our large family, and that i am late, i will be picked up shortly... and as i hang the phone up, i realise, the bright blue beautiful sky has now faded to a dismal grey, and as i stand, the first few drops hit me...and so does the rest of my day

Letters To Santa
Dearest Santa, We don't have a chimney in our house. How do you get into our home? Love, Marky Dear Mark, First stop calling yourself "Marky", that's why you're getting your ass whipped at school. Second, you don't live in a house, you live in a low-rent apartment complex. Third, I get inside your pad just like the boogeyman does, through your bedroom window. Sweet dreams, Santa Dear Santa, I don't know if you can do this, but for Christmas, I'd like for my mommy and daddy to get back together. Please see what you can do. Love, Teddy Dear Teddy, Look, your dad's banging the babysitter like a screen door in a hurricane. Do you think he's gonna give that up to come back to your frigid mom, who rides his ass constantly? It's time to give up that dream. Let me send you some Legos instead. Santa Dear Santa, What do you do the other 364 days of the year? Are you busy making toys? Your friend, Thomas Dear Thomas, All the toys are made in China. I have a condo

Patriotic ... Support The Troops
ALL GAVE SOME ... SOME GAVE ALL TRIBUTE TO OUR AMERICAN HEROES ‘TWAS THE NIGHT BEFORE CHRISTMAS' 'TWAS THE NIGHT BEFORE CHRISTMAS, THEY LIVED ALL ALONE, IN A ONE BEDROOM HOUSE MADE OF PLASTER AND STONE. I HAD COME DOWN THE CHIMNEY WITH PRESENTS TO GIVE, AND TO SEE JUST WHO IN THIS HOME DID LIVE. I LOOKED ALL ABOUT, A STRANGE SIGHT I DID SEE, NO TINSEL, NO PRESENTS, NOT EVEN A TREE. NO STOCKING BY MANTLE, JUST BOOTS FILLED WITH SAND, ON THE WALL HUNG PICTURES OF FAR DISTANT LANDS. WITH MEDALS AND BADGES, AWARDS OF ALL KINDS, A SOBER THOUGHT CAME THROUGH MY MIND. FOR THIS HOUSE WAS DIFFERENT, IT WAS DARK AND DREARY, I FOUND THE HOME OF A SOLDIER, ONCE I COULD SEE CLEARLY. THE SOLDIER LAY SLEEPING, SILENT, ALONE, CURLED UP ON THE FLOOR IN THIS ONE BEDROOM HOME. THE FACE WAS SO GENTLE, THE ROOM IN SUCH DISORDER, NOT HOW I PICTURED A UNITED STATES SOLDIER. WAS THIS THE HERO OF WHOM I'D JUST READ? CURLED UP O

Funny Sh*t Very True!
THE TICKET AGENT ASKED, "SIR, WHAT'S THAT ON YOUR SHOULDER?" THE OLD FARMER SAID, "THAT'S MY PET ROOSTER CHUCK. WHEREVER I GO, CHUCK GOES." "I'M SORRY SIR," SAID THE TICKET AGENT. "WE CAN'T ALLOW ANIMALS IN THE THEATER." THE OLD FARMER WENT AROUND THE CORNER AND STUFFED THE BIRD DOWN HIS OVERALLS. THEN, HE RETURNED TO THE BOOTH, BOUGHT A TICKET, AND ENTERED THE THEATER. HE SAT DOWN NEXT TO TWO OLD WIDOWS NAMED MILDRED AND MARGE. THE MOVIE STARTED AND THE ROOSTER BEGAN TO SQUIRM. THE OLD FARMER UNBUTTONED HIS FLY SO CHUCKY COULD STICK HIS HEAD OUT AND WATCH THE MOVIE. "MARGE," WHISPERED MILDRED. "WHAT?" SAID MARGE. "I THINK THE GUY NEXT TO ME IS A PERVERT." "WHAT MAKES YOU THINK SO?" ASKED MARGE. "HE UNDID HIS PANTS AND HE HAS HIS THING OUT", WHISPERED MILDRED. "WELL, DON'T WORRY ABOUT IT", SAID MARGE. "HELL, AT OUR AGE, WE'VE SEEN 'EM ALL." "I THOUGHT SO TOO", SAID MILDRED, "BUT THIS ONE'S EATIN' MY POPCORN." Lmao Part 1: HOW TO SHOWER LIKE A WOMAN: Take off clothi

Baseball Season
i just got done playing paintball and i played my ass off....i got 9 kills 2 deaths..i think i did pretty good...besides when it was 3 on 1 and i was that 1 lol...i had no choice but to go running out and shooting and i got turn up that game...come on u try going up against 3 high power guns and get shot all at once lol..its not fun...but it was :) but all in all i had a good day..now i am just sore :( and wanna lay down and sleep... well now that the bears have crushed my heart in there super bowl loss to the colts...now i sit here and wait for the 2007 baseball season to start..and yes i am going to be going for the cubs. i will be in houston every game they are there playing the astros. the cubs have spent millions this offseason. buying some pretty damn good players and keeping the good ones..and with that i wanna see them win the divison and win the world series..non of that B.S. like with the marlins a few years ago...(still cant get that out of my head) anyways until opening....

Dreams Of Wetness
I have been offline for awhile. Not for good but for awhile longer. I am moving into my house without the exwife (lol) Will get my internet reconnected and be back online. Love you all and miss you all. U can email me at emtla12@yahoo.com Take care and please don't forget me. Jim Dreams of Wetness We walk into the restaurant,,you ask for a booth in the back,,the only light is 1 single votive candle on each table. I step in front of you as we walk to the table and feel your hand brush against the back of my skirt. I feel my nipples get instantly hard. I slide into the booth bench first,, you slide in behind me,, I turn to face you,, pullin my left leg up onto the bench between us,, you lean over and kiss me,, after a nice kiss,, my tongue trails down under your chin and I begin to kiss your neck,, unbuttoning your shirt a bit,, nibbling gently but firmly on your shoulder. I whisper in your ear that I need to go to the ladies room,, you get up and let me out. Just as I am leavin t

10 Commandments Of Harley
The Ten Commandments of Harley Davidson 1. The one true American-made motorcycle is the Harley-Davidson, and thou shalt put no other motorcycles before it. 2. Thou shalt not bow down and worship nor serve the god of chrome; for, lo, he is a false god and will not get thy butt home. 3. Honor thy authorized dealer and thy hog chapter officers, that thy days may be long and fruitful in the land of Harley. 4. Remember the weekend, and keep it open. for it is written, five days shalt thou labor, and for two days shalt thou ride thy Harley, drink beer, and f**k off. 5. Thou shalt not covet thy neighbor's Harley, nor her manservant, nor her maidservant, nor her ox, nor her cute little ass. 6. From the throne of thine Harley, thou shalt not stoop to wave at sinners who ride jap-crap, for jap-crap is known to be the handiwork of the devil. 7. Thou shalt not pass by nor turn away from thy brother Harley rider who is in mechanical distress. (Remember this & live by it!! Rhond

True Ecstasy
My true Ecstasy, Love is a drug to me, I couldn't get an enough of you, The way you have touch, Had put my soul in easy, Every time I made love to you, I feel like I am flowing on heavy clouds, Your sex is like a addiction to me, I keep coming back for more, Your looks and your charms are what made me high, Feasting mine soul with your fat long manhood squeezing inside of me, Had bring out lust in my eyes, Rubbing my hand so gentle on your chest, I couldn't resist smell your strong sweet body mist had bring essence in me, You will feel my hot kisses, kissing your chest, Night and Day, I couldn't stop thinking about you.

Check This Out
yea this sucks now someone said my mum was nsfw and reported me to cherrytap. and if i get one more they told me that i could get my hole cherrytap dealted that is a bunch of bull. i am very unhappy with that i thought this was way better then myspace u could do what u want on here but it looks like it aint. beacuse people act like lil kids on here and try and get u kicked off like they do on myspace i think this is a bunch of bull that someone would do that. and now i cant even make a mumm anymore beacuse of what that person did. i thought this was better then myspace im gusseing not. check them out please for me!!

Lessons
Happy Easter Well if you’re like me, rate and comment on this. I would like to know who out there is like me, single, home or at work, and all my family lives out of town and spending this Easter by your self. I’d like to make a toast to you! Sexy & Romantic glitter graphics from Sexi Luv.com What I Am Learning I've learned that you cannot make someone love you. All you can do is stalk them and hope they panic and give in. I've learned that no matter how much I care, some people are just assholes. I've learned that it takes years to build up trust, and it only takes suspicion, not proof, to destroy it. I've learned that you can get by on charm for about fifteen minutes. After that, you'd better have a big willy or big boobs. I've learned that you shouldn't compare yourself to others – they are more screwed up than you think. I've learned that we are responsible for what we do, unless we are celebrities. I've learned that 99% of the time

What Now
well no clot thats good but now I have to go to dr on monday to see what the problem is, damn dr had me scared to death last night well I am going to work soon have a great day may not be on for a day or two have to go back to hospital in the morning to have tests ran for a possible blood clot (hope not) anyway if there is one there i may have to stay a bit so i didnt forget about ya have a good weekend everyone take care

Wtf
This is to the men of ct. I'm sick and tired of being shoutboxed and asked for my messengers. Yes I have messengers, but no I will not give them to you. SO STOP FUCKING ASKING If I want to give out my messengers I will, you asking me isn't gonna make me give them to you. Try having a fucking conversation with me, and not just shoutboxing me asking me for my messengers. YES THERE IS A FEW ON CT THAT HAVE MY MESSENGERS, BUT THAT IS BECAUSE I TALK TO THEM ON HERE ON A DAILY BASIS To all my friends and you know who you all are, I love ya all dearly and glad I have met you. MUAH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Sexy_Shell I am sitting here trying to figure out why most guys on here can't start a normal conversation. Why do they message me with stupid fucking questions??? If you can't strike up a normal conversation with me then FUCK OFF AND LEAVE ME ALONE Here is something that was said to me in my shoutbox. Read from bottom to top. I swear some guys on here just piss me off.

*i Would*
i would marry you on the tallest peak of the rocky mountainz, so high do you make me feel. i would marry you on the queen mary, so royal do you make me feel. i would marry you on a starry night under the brilliance of aurora borealis, so heavenly do you make me feel. i would marry you at the fireplace of our home, so warm do you make me feel. i would marry you at st. francez cathedral, so full of faith do you make me feel. i would marry you in our bed, so full of love do you make me feel. i would marry you in everyway, my heart alwayz looking forward to all that we can share............ all my love...

Surfing 2007
So there I was, paddling for my life, wondering if I was going to make it out of this alive. A huge wave was welling up on the horizon, and here I was, paddling for my life, making my arms push themselves as deep into the water as I could, trying to maintain the long, slow strokes that would keep me planing along as fast as I could, doing anything I could to reduce as much drag as possible, trying my best to maintain the momentum. I was not entirely sure if I was going to make it, but sheer will was making me push forward, as I was determined NOT to get dumped on by this monster of a wave. Meanwhile, in my head, I kept telling myself that I need to remain calm and collected. I was practically screaming this to myself over and over, on the brink of sheer panic, yet I knew if I gave into that impulse, i would be totally fucked. So I paddled and I paddled, having that horrible feeling that I was not actually going anywhere. It reminds me of those nightmares I have occasionally, you kno

Just Some Info
to all my friends out there i wanted to ask yall to pray for my father. he isnt doin so good. today (sunday aug 26th) he started hurting and i guess it scared him and he told my mom that he was dieing. my mom called 911 and they got here about 5mins later. after some testing they found that it wasnt anything really bad. he felt better to and just wanted to come home. he got to. im thankful that he is ok. this morning was one of the hardest days and i have been sceared b4 but nothing like this. please please pray for him he needs it. thank u all. hugs jen hey to all my friends out there im moving so it may be a while b4 i get back online. so hope to talk to yall soon hugs and kisses.... MySpace Layouts & MySpace Graphics AND A VERY WONDERFUL ONE AT THAT! LOVE TO ALL...

Pomes
you walked into my life,you were my dream love then you asked me to be your wife. i sighed a little sigh you were all i ever hoped for; then i cried a little cry. you asked me to be with you. to see the world, you were the one in my every thought in my every dream; then my head began to twist an twhirl. i knew one day that i wanted you to be my every thang,your face makes me feel so secure; i knew one day my dreams and thoughts of you wold pay. now we are to gether your no longer my dream love; we are together and will be for ever she stepped of the bus out into the city streets just a small town girl see her whole life packed in a suitcase by her feet but some how the lights dont shine as bright as hay did on her mamas tv screen and the work seemed harder and the days seemed longer than she ever thought thayed be. but you know you got to stick to your guns couse sometimes when you cant choose it's like heads thay win tails you"re gonna lose. now she found her self in the fast lane liv

Prayers
The doctors came in this morning and are saying that they are not expecting the baby to live. He is having strokes one after another. They said if the child were to live that he would be completely blind and he will be a vegetable for the rest of his life. And will be dependant on life support for the rest of his life. The parents who done this to the child are in the custody of the state and are behind bars, possibly facing murder charges. Please keep this little man in your prayers, and pray that God will help him overcome this battle or go ahead and take him home and end his suffering. Does it bother anyone else that this purple girl is starting so much drama? It truely pisses me off. I don't understand how an adult can cry so much because no one wanted to vote on her ugly butt. She was wrong for attacking Pete the way she did. But I think we can all pull together and get him back to where he was before. If you are willing to help me on this comment and let me know. I want to see j

Rude People
Damn people just don't know how to have fun :-( and if you don't like it why vote ? and why bother at all if you are going to be rude so why not take a chill pile and on that note I hope you all have a wonderful night :-) Wow, this is really sad that ppl. have to be rude when you do things on your mmmmmmmmmm's and all, for me this is for having fun and meeting people, I thank you for your comments and sorry that I've bothered you but you really don't have to respond to what I put up. I hope you all have a wonderful day and a better one tonight :-)

Contest
heres the latest news with the contest im in... lil devil: total = 34,910 J-Roxx: total = 34,706 as you can see im still in second, but im giving ol' girl a run for her money! thanks for all the love, and help ive recieved! wow i owe you guys big time, and i plan on paying up when this is done!!! love you guys!!!!!!!! for any who havent...PLEASE go rate this photo. :) its worth 5 points and it only takes a second...please help me!!!!! CLICK HERE TO VOTE (rate and comment) thanks again guys for all your help :D **muahs** ((hugs))

Polotics
Whether Liberal or Labour , I think you'll get a kick out of this! A little boy goes to his dad and asks, "What is Politics?" Dad says, "Well son, let me try to explain it this way: I am the head of the family, so call me The Prime Minister. Your mother is the administrator of the money, so we call her the Government. We are here to take care of your needs, so we will call you the People. The nanny, we will consider her the Working Class. And your baby brother, we will call him the Future. Now think about that and see if it makes sense." So the little boy goes off to bed thinking about what Dad has said. Later that night,! he hears his baby brother crying, so he gets up to check on him. He finds that the baby has severely soiled his nappy. So the little boy goes to his parent's room and finds his mother asleep. Not wanting to wake her, he goes to the nanny's room. Finding the door locked, he peeks in the keyhole and see s his

Halloween
Halloween Lingo... Bobbing Apples: What happens when you jog without a bra. Boogieman: The guy who passes time at a stoplight picking his nose. Coffin: What you do when you get a piece of popcorn stuck in your throat. Frankenstein: Hot dog and a mug of beer. Full Moon: What your repairman reveals when he bends over to fix your fridge. Goblin: How you eat the snickers bars you got for Halloween. Invisible Man: What a guy becomes when there's housework to be done. Also, see "Mr. Hyde." Jack O' Lantern: An Irish Pumpkin. Jack the Ripper: What Jack does to his lottery tickets after losing each week. Mummy: The person who kisses the boo-boo after you scrape your knee. Pumpkin Patch: What a pumpkin wears when trying to quit smoking. Skeleton: Any supermodel. Vampire Bat: What Dracula hits a baseball with. Witch: See "Mother-in-Law. " Zombie: What you look like before that first cup of morning coffee

The Best 80's Music Around
come on into the best 80's lounge and hear the best of the 80's music and have a good time bring your friends the more people the more fun Add one of our streams to your MySpace! PULL UP A CHAIR AND STAY AWHILE LISTEN TO THE GREAT TUNES, MEET SOME GREAT PEOPLE, BRING IN YOUR FRIENDS IF YOU LIKE THE SOUNDS OF THE MUSIC PLEASE FEEL FREE TO SUBSCRIBE TO THE LOUNGE :0) Add one of our streams to your MySpace!

"whispers In The Dark"
"whispers in the dark" When you whisper my name you release me; when you close your eyes can you see me? when i whisper your name do you hear me? when i embrace you at night can you feel me"? when you see me smile will you kiss me? if you see me lonely will you hold me? if i gave you my heart will you take it? there are many in life that might break it. written words may not always feel the same but.... if you listen closely...... you will hear me calling your name.... because i am always speaking from the heart when i am.. whispering... to.. you... in the dark

On Jealousy
it might take me some time but i dont just add people for the add i like meeting new people and i will by by your page to check out your profile rate you and talk to you i just wanted to let ya'll know that i work and ive been trying not to spend ALL of the rest of my time online because i dont get anything else done and i cant afford a maid lmao E Looks like alot of people online have girlfriends/boyfriends... fu husbands and wives And this is great. Have you ever came across that awkward feeling of being afraid to say the wrong thing or leave the wrong comment that you might offend someones gf/bf? Jealousy is healthy part in any relationship. If your a little jealous then it seems to make you pay a little more attention to your partner as we should all be doing anyway. I like having friends. Men and women both. Its sometimes kinda hard to be friends with some people because there significant other prevents it. Jealousy is in no way a part of love. If you love so

If We Had Sex....GAME. don't be scared. you never know who really wants to do you! (Reply so only I see it and Repost so others can fill it out). 1. Would you be in control? 2. Would you let me pull your hair? 3. Would you whisper in my ear? 4. Would you talk dirty to me? 5. Would you kiss me with a little tongue or a lot of tongue? 6. Would you say my name? 7. Would you go down on me? 8. Would you let me give you a hickie? 9. How many rounds would we go? 10. What would you wanna do afterwards? 11. Would you take off all your clothes then take mine off slowly? 12. Would you lick and bite me all over? 13. Would you like to play or get straight to the point? 14. Would you want me to take my time? 15. How freaky are you from 1 - 10? 16. Would you want me to go fast or slow? 17. Where would you want it? 18. Would you be loud or quiet? 19. Would you mind if i licked you? 20. Would you Fuck me today? 21. Would you Fuck me tomorro

No Pc For Me!
I usually don't post a lot about me but, I wanted to do this one time. I have to use a pc at my local library because I don't have one. However, this site along with others is blocked there. I have to drive 20 miles one way to use a pc at another library. I do have a mobile and use it often but, I am limited as to what I can do. Google adapted Fubar to fit the phone. It sucks!! If you see me online it is because I am using my mobile. I can see my shoutbox but, can't reply. Sorry! I can read comments and private messages. I can also see some photos even though they aren't very big. I can't rate any of them but, I can leave comments, I think. I hope y'all understand. Please leave me some kind of comment on this so I will know that you read it. Thanks! Big Hugs and Kisses to all my Female Friends!

Adrian Is Truly In Love
when I first came to this site I know nothing about it but I lerned quick and wow it as goon along way and I meet this realy lovely lady (ace) on here and I am truly falling in love with her I can't wate to go see her in the stats when I go there in the newyear

Thoughts
I am so sick of men who just want to get into my pants!!!! All they wanna know is if I can turn on my cam or play with them on the phone. I tell them to leave me alone but they keep calling me. I don't wanna hear about how hard they are or how horney they are because I could really give a fuck!!!!! Then I'm also pissed at men who pretend to be my friend because they think that if they are nice they will eventually get some. Listen you stupid fucks!! If a woman is attracted to you she will have you. There is no convincing her, persuading her or blackmailing her either she wants you or not. Real simple. If you are my friend, be my friend don't do it because you think I will have sex with you that's so shitty.

Nut Case
I'm old fat and ugly , but i enjoy a good joke , as you will notice if you read the comments my daughter Kazzie and i make to each other lol .I love chatting with funny and interesting people. I also loving hanging out with my family {they are nuts like me lol } . I love reading all sorts of books and playing computer games , although i'm not good at them .I have a daughter 22 a son 23 a grandson 6 and a grandbaby on the way .I have a online boy friend in the USA , no i haven't met him yet , i wish lol . I think that is about all i can say , tc all hugs and kisses BrendaMyspace CommentsMyspace Comments

Poems
Smoke filled the night air, crisp & clear None of them noticed evil was near They laughed & joked & just went on Not one of them said anything wrong A figure hiding in the shadows of the night Just waiting for a moment that was right Teeth sharp & yellow, eyes glowing red This is not the monster found under your bed This demon, is dreaming, plotting you know He is straining to find a way into your soul He feeds on your fear, drinks in your tears He becomes the only thing that you can hear He lurks in bushes, hides in trees He is something your not likely to see Pain invites him, anger gives him control Soon dark & dead will be your soul You ask what he is, & who he wants He is every moment that is to haunt Those broken, scared, alone, & bruised He's the unheard voice of all those abused You give him power, when you just pretend that there are not any demons within But once you let him rule all that he sees He fills the world with his incurable disease

Life's Path
Life is nothing more than our path to death, We are born to walk with each breath, To enjoy our walk is up to us alone, Through us the truth is always known, Beauty, ugliness, and all we see, This in truth is our legacy, To close our eyes as we take this walk, To never take the time to hear or talk, These are things we must not do, For this path we take is our legacy true, To share that which we observe and learn, These are things for which we all yearn! This is my take on life I hope I didn't offend anyone.

Life
Forgiveness Everyone has always told me I have to forgive people in my past and let go to be able to get on with my live and have healthy happy relationships. how do you do that? how do you forgive someone who always let you down. who constantly berated you and put you down. who never protected you from the outside world. someone who was supposed to love you unconditionally and never did. I did everything they ever asked of me., either to please them, hoping it would make them love me just a little, or out of fear. but it never was good enough. so I left, with anger, bitterness, and hatred in my heart for them, the little girl in me wishing them a lonely old live full of pain, planning on never seeing them again. Four weeks ago my Daddy passed away, and I was had to face my mother again. I went with expectations I shouldn't have had. Hoping for answers I know now I will never get. Even though my mother is in a convalescent home having suffered possibly dozens of strokes, has lim

Life Lessons
A blessed thing is for any man or woman to have a friend, one human soul whom we can trust uttlerly: who knows the best an the worst of us, an who loves us spite of all our faults, who will speak the honest truth to us, while the world flattens us to our face, an laughs at us behind our back: who will us counsel an encourage us in the day of the difficuly an sorrow, when the world leaves us to fight our own battles as we can! As life rolls it's waves an turns our lives. It teaches us lessons, in it's own special way. Some see the lesson an learn from it. While others loose theirselves in their sorrows. I choose to learn, to find meaning in the hidden agenda's of the Universal way. Some say life is a game to play. I have learned it is a force to reckoned with! Each chapter of life for each door that opens an each door that closes, is designed by you. You choose which way you flow. With all the doors I have opened an closed, I have become wiser

Hmmm
I know I have people around me that really care but I still feel so alone. I always feel like I have no one to talk to and express my feelings to. There are certain people I can talk to about some things that are going on with me and then the rest I'm just left with. I have so many things going through my head that I can't get out cause I don't have anyone to talk to about them. I'm tried of having everything bottled up inside me just letting it eat away at me. Why do I have to feel so alone??? I realized one thing today, even though I'm happy for my best friend (he's finally found someone who is perfect for him) I still feel like I'm losing him. In 10 days he will be married. We've been through a lot together and he's always been the one I could go to for everything but, now it's hard to do that. He only live 30 minutes from me yet I haven't seen him in months and when we talk I can never talk to him about the things I have called him for cause he doesn't have time. I understand his l

In Loving Memory!!
Just this side of heaven is a place called Rainbow Bridge. When an animal dies has been especially close to someone here, that pet goes to Rainbow Bridge. There are meadows and hills for all of our special friends so they can run and play together. There is plenty of food, water and sunshine, and our friends are warm and comfortable. All the animals who had been ill and old are restored to health and vigor, them in our dreams of days and times gone by. The animals are happy and content, except for one small thing: they each miss someone very special to them, who had to be left behind. They all run and play together, but the day comes when one suddenly stops and looks into the distance. His bright eyes are intent; the eager body quivers. Suddenly he begins to run from the group, flying over the green grass, his legs carrying him faster and faster. You have been spotted, and when you and your special friend finally meet, your face, your hands again caress the beloved head and you look

Reflection
As someone who calls themself an artist... inspiration is hard to come by sometimes. Which leaves me comtemplating... should I... can I... even call myself an artist... Am I worthy of such a title? Is what I do, what I create... what I live for... art? Then everything with me revolves around this... Everytime I struggle, it comsumes me. And I know everything will be ok. Starry, starry night. Paint your palette blue and gray. Look out on a summer day. With eyes that know the darkness in my soul. Shadows on the hill. Sketch the trees and daffodils. Catch the breeze and winter chills. In colors on the snowy linen land. Now I understand what you tried to say to me. And how you suffered for your sanity. How you tried to set them free. They would not listen. They did not know how. Perhaps they'll listen now. Starry, starry night. Portraits hung in empty halls. Frame less heads on nameless walls. With eyes that watch the world. And can't forget like stranger

Alone
untitled.. I feel so alone without a shoulder to cry on I fell like everybody turn their backs on me But yet I want to be free and take these chains off me Can someone reach out and hand for me to grab And stop this hurting of me being so sad I feel so alone with no one to hold and to talk too For life seems so unfair to me and all I want is to be Happy and Free So i don't have to face the world alone..

The Justice League Of Fubar
sit down and enjoy the company of your favorite superheros and super heroines... great music... great people... you can't go wrong in a place surrounded by superheroes.. so come in and enjoy the atmosphere of the Justice League COME JOIN THE LEAGUE (repost of original by 'Superman' on '2008-05-27 20:17:16')

Alone
Hold me close and don’t let go; I'm so scared to be alone. I've been by myself for too long, And always had to be strong. Now I only want to rest; And lay my head on your chest. Hold me close and don’t let go; These wars I fight no one knows. Now whisper how you love me, Say it tender and softly. I am weary and soon will sleep, But with you no longer will I weep. So hold me close and don't let go, For I never want to be alone. By Joanna L. Bassett

Dreamcatchers
DREAMCATCHERS Train This train is for people to make friends adding and rating is required, fanning is up to you. Private Message me when your done so i can add you to the bully. - NO DRAMA - please make sure you pm me to let me know your joining, so i can add you. if you don't then, i wont know you want to join. please put something about this train in the subject line, makes it easier for me instead of opening every pm. thanks with that said start with me and work your way down then PM TotallyHugeObsessedMCFanatic4Life... Conductor: ~TotallyHugeObsessedMariahCareyFanatic4Life~@ fubar RIDERS: cabin 1 Eyes_ta_Di_4@{*CLUB F.A.R.*}@ fubar ~Metal Baby~CLUB F.A.R. Team Captain~ (#1 FAMILY) ~Fu Cruise~Fu Angels~Ironica's Fu Wifey 4ever~@ fubar caligirl1977@ fubar VolfiremaninPa L.U.V. Club Co-Founder, Honorable Society of Wolves Family Member@ fubar cabin 2: ~? Candy ?~(CLUB UNITED MEMBER)(*FU

This World
My Gripe By: Edwin(Blackie)Padilla Yes…….I have an Issue….. I don’t know about you but I have to vent about the world today. It seems people want everything handed to them, for whatever reason they can come up with (not even a valid one, I might add). The reason for my gripe is…….people who come from another country and expect us to cater to them hand and foot, without giving back to the country that took them in. I like referring to these people as the “Lazy Immigrants”. People who claim that they have escaped political prosecution, poverty, or are looking for a better life……in other words……looking for a piece of that “American Pie” everyone talks about in other countries. I know this Country was founded by Immigrants, but they worked their tailbones off in order to get that “Piece of the Pie”…..They didn’t bitch and moan to have it handed to them!!! I was just at a convenience store in line to pay for some snacks, and this “lady” in front of me was ripping the poor at

Sow Him Some Love
My Owner is having surgery he willbe off of here for awhile so will you please show him love here is his linkHe is a very nice and sweet guy if you dont know him you need to if you show him love thru this blog tell him i sent you Thanx In Advance DIRTY OLD MAN owned by babygirl26: simply the best@ fubar

Stoner's 420 Train
TOKING ON THE STONER'S 420 TRAIN What you have to do is really easy, FIRST rate/comment these 42 pictures; ha you want 42 or 420?; the FU started marking pics as I was privately uploading, so if they are NSFW you must comment; so you can pay attention or just comment all; start with this picture: SECOND, rate, fan, and add all on this bulletin/blog. If they are already your friend, rerate if necessary and leave the comment, "Stoner's 420 Train". THIRD: Those of you receiving friend requests, you MUST fan and rate and not just accept the friend request. FOURTH, when you're done, let me (Tulsa's Angel) know and I will get you added. Tokers: The Overseer Tulsa's Angel~ Sarge's Bad Girl ~ Club FAR Team LOVE Cpt@ fubar The Manipulator Sarge's Bad Girls@ fubar The Paper

While I'm Absent
Yeah, I have A gang of Devil_Desciple men,Mexican Mafia & Hellz' Angels after my ass...wanting me dead for {Can't say} F#%K!!I had you guys W0rried, didn't I,,Heehe {They can't mess w/ A_B nowayz.Well lets get dwn 2 biz,quick-like/I'll be fine & around, but in a few dayz i'll have this new computer(Dell/Desktop} on its w4y to were i stay at so I'll be sending an I.B.M laptop back to where it came from for a refund & an Acer laptop to the manufacterer (for repair){cracked L.C.D}screen_(during this time i want have a way to get online)and visit you people on Fubar until my new stuff is here& setup> Feel free 2 drop n & Add/Fan/Rat8/comment my profile here..I shall return from my temporary grave After these bikers finish me off,yeah right

Own A Hottie
Own one of the Evil twins or BOTH….. Below is the link to the rules of the auction, which also gives a break down of the fubucks value for gifts and all that other stuff etc.. http://fubar.com/blog/240708/862798 ¢¾ Wanna own the Real Jenny Jones???? Open link to find out how!!! This link below gives you the details and rules of the auction! http://fubar.com/blog/240708/862798p://fubar. To place bids click on my picture!! Thanks and good luck all!! ♥ my friends! ¢¾

What's Going On With Me...
Just a few lines to touch base with everyone. I haven't been ignoring anyone, so please don't think I have been. I have a lot of stuff going on right now that is keeping me busy in real life. My daughter is in the hospital due to pre-term labor. She isn't due until January 31st but has been in the hospital for the last week and a half. They are doing everything they can to stop delivery for as long as they can but we aren't sure how long that will work. With her being in the hospital of course I have her son here with me. He is 2 1/2 so he keeps me busy around the clock. And of course with me working 7 nights a week it has been far from easy. But we will make it. We always do. All I would ask from my friends and family is please...when you lay down at night please say a prayer for my daughter and the granddaughter she is about to have. She only weighs a little over 2 lbs right now so we need her to just hang in there a little longer. And please understand why I'm not here as much as I

The Phuck Yous Of Fubar
This is great...you should read. The fuck you's of fubar! Fuck You#1 OK PEOPLE STOP POSTING Bulletins saying GOODNIGHTS ON Fubar . ITS NOT LIKE Fubar IS UR FUCKING HUSBAND OR WIFE TO SAY GOOD NIGHT To DUMB ASS. Fuck You #2 To the people who have like 25,000 friends;Are you fucking serious? You're stupid. Go play in traffic.point hoe's Fuck you #3 Don't ever post pictures and say: "OMG, I'm so ugly" because if you were, you wouldn't post them. If you do you're a fucking moron. Fuck you #4 NOBODY cares about threats over the internet, so don't try to act hardcore with the keyboard. Fighting online is like racing in the Special Olympics; Even if you win, you're still retarded. Fuck You #5 Quit crying because you're not on someones 'Top friend or family memeber '. Who cares?!? ITS Fubar !!! If you really cared that much, you would pick up the damn phone! Fuck you #6 Who really cares if I don't accept you as a friend? MOVE ON!!! Don't

Club Mystic Update 12/5/08
#'s updated about 8:45pm on 12/5/08 WE NEED TO BOMB GA'S #27 (plz focus on this one) AND #28 AS WELL AS THE AUTO-11 ONE, PPL ARE COMPLAINING THAT WE ARE GETTING PREFERENTIAL TREATMENT BY NOT KEEPING ALL GA'S ACTIVE THAT JOHNNY IS SPONSORING,,,,COMMENT AMOUNTS FOR VIP WILL BE AS THEY ALWAYS HAVE BEEN WITH JOHNNY, WE TALKED SO JUST IGNORE THE CAPTION! PLZ CONTINUE TO DROP A FEW ON #29 AS WELL, AND RE-RATE AS OFTEN AS YOU CAN! THANKS! _____________________________________ WE ARE WAYYYY OFF THE MARK OF OUR GOAL OF 2,000 PER DAY, PLZ TRY TO PICK IT UP A LITTLE, THERE ARE SOME OF YOU NOT BOMBING AT ALL...AND ABOUT FIVE THAT BOMB THEIR BUTTS OFF.... WE REALLY NEED TO HIT #27 HARD, WE HAVE ONLY 5 DAYS BEFORE E NEEDS IT! WE CAN DO IT!!! ______________________________________ STARRY'S PAGE GIVEAWAY #27 THIS ONE WAS GOING TO BE FOR GUNNY, BUT HE HAS SAID TO GIVE IT TO EoTwP...GUNNY IS TAKING SOME TIME OFF, AND EoTwP EXPIRES ON 12/10/08! THANK YOU, GUNNY! 3-MONTH VIP FOR

Jerks!!
Over the past months and past year and one I have encountered numerous types on here and I love the BS that comes with it cause I call out the worthless ones....believe me i'm far from perfect, but I try no matter how I feel or hurt...yes I'm a disabled vet in some ways a bad condition yet, I try. The other day there were two people that had auto's so I kicked butt for them both but this is concerning one and her family of worthless pathetic's that threaten. Most adults handle things one on one...this one she brings her little and trashy family and they are that. Anyone can see that, but hey who am I to judge!! So this person I rated 1590 of her pics nad maybe got all of 15 returned rates ...hey I appretiate that but why ask to be helped being leveled like herself or auto 11's when she herself doesnt give back. We all have issues, health, job, children etc...but when you put your word out there whether it is you on line or someone for you give back what is given. Cause over the other

Aytoo 11's Are On!!!!
=== '*LORD WOLF* Extreme Master Morpher & Tag Creations,See Profile.Fu Married to Just Susan)' wrote the following at '2009-02-20 11:57:48'.. > > > > > > > > > > > > > AND THIS AUTO WAS PROVIDED BY THE VERY BEAUTIFUL > IM UR'S 4EVER..PLZ....SHOW THIS 2nd ALARM HOTTIE > SOME MAD FU-LOVE TOO!!!! > SHE ALSO HAS AUTO 11'S GOIN!!!! > IM UR'S 4EVER! 2ND ALARM HOTTIES!!!!!!!@ fubar > > > > > >

Bored---
I wonder alot of things lately. why people act the way they do, why people that so called love you treat you like you don't exist. You all know there are many questions out there that have yet to be answered. I want to help people because several people have helped me. I just wish there was an answer for everything, but unfortunetly there isn't. Not one single person is like the next one. Not one single person is better than the next. So do you think that one person can make a difference? Comments Welcome! You know with each day that passes by, I pray to god I'll never forget who you are. You mean everything to me. I love you Ooooh Ooooh Ooh I pray You were in my dream Before I even knew that there was a you and me, Now I can't wait to see your smile, When I wake up each day, It makes it worth while With the kinda love you plant inside, Specially with a heart so empty as mine. All your soft tenderness is the one thing that I don't wanna miss. [Chorus:] I pra

And Then I Took Him Into My Heart (part 7)
So I let myself fall in love with him - accepting he is a drunk - we go out and at first its fine - he controls the alcohol - but soon - sooner then expected = the alcohol controls him and he becomes violent - NOT towards me - you have to understand - NEVER towards me - is what makes me love him and stay with him - I want to take care of him..... but soon its clear im not enough - i cant help him - i cant heal him - and i am beginning to think that being with me is hurting him even more.

"woman Under Master's Hand"
Under Your Hand....... My lessons are taught, my heart soars, My tears are brushed aside, my body blooms, my soul deepens, my mind grows, My slavery flourishes, my serenity exists, Under Your Hand....... the woman in me is discovered

1 Million Fu Bucks
i will give 1 million fu bucks to the first person that can correctly tell me why we celebrate easter when we do AND who decided it. good luck post your answers in the comment area :P p.s. dont forget to rate

The Perfect Husband
Several men are in the locker room of a golf club.A cell phone on a bench rings and a man engages the hands free speaker-function and begins to talk.Everyone else in the room stops to listen.MAN: "Hello" WOMAN: "Honey, it's me. I can hardly hear you..........are you at the club?" MAN: "Yes" WOMAN: "I'm at the mall now and found this beautiful leather coat. It's only $1,000.Is it OK if I buy it?" MAN: "Sure......go ahead if you like it that much." WOMAN: "I also stopped by the Mercedes dealership and saw the new 2009 models.I saw one I really liked" MAN: "How much?" WOMAN: "$90,000" MAN: "OK, but for that price I want it with all the options." WOMAN: "Great! Oh, and one more thing ...The house I wanted last year is back on the market.They're asking $950,000" MAN: "Well, then go ahead and give them an offer of $900,000. They will probably take it.. If not, we can go the extra 50 thousand. It's really a pretty good price." WOMAN: "OK.I'll see you later! I love you so much!!" MAN: "Bye! I

4-15-09 Let's Make A Deal Auto 11 Or Ch Bomb
Okay, I have enough Bling credits to buy you either a Cherry Bomb or an Auto 11 for the right deal. Please don't SB me your offer, send me a PM I don't think I have my PM's set to friends only, SB if you can't PM me. The best deal will win there choice: Here is a couple of the offers I have already received 1. 5 Million Fubucks 2. 4 Million Fubucks and a pimp-out a week for an entire year 3. 5 Million Fubucks and a 6 bling pack (not 6 blings but a pack that I can use) So, let's make a deal. Since I'm spending real dollars I don't want to be unfair but trading fubucks (in place of real bucks) let's see what kind of deal you can come up with. Thanks for reading and good luck! I'll let the winner know tomorrow and see which one you'd like to have! UPDATE: So far DB has made me the best deal as always won't close this Blog until tonight at which time I will update who is the winner! **UPDATE, THANKS TO ALL WHO PM'D ME AND MADE AN OFFER, DB MY NEW FU-OWNER MADE A DEAL I

What I Want & Like.......
Very simply--I'm horny and want to play, please;) I like to play!! I want some fun, touching, licking, playing is always fun. I'm bi, just to let you all know. So, if anyone wants to play, I like to. Any guys or girls who is wanting to play? If any guys & girls want me to hang out in a group thats fine. Anyone want to play some naughty, fun games thats cool. I have been asked what I want & like. What I want is friends (very good friends), sex friends, no-sex friends, I am new in this town & I am staying for a summer class at Marshall University, so I don't really know a lot of people. I am willing to meet people. I just want fun and to enjoy life. Since, I have to stay for only one class so, I thought I would see if I could find some people in town to hang out with this summer. I heard its dead around here in the summer, so i like to have fun and am open to any suggestions. I do have someone who I am with regularly & yes, I am single, everything is open, so, yes I tell him ev

Timeless
A funny thing, time... cures and kills in the same moment. Like wet lips kissing a flame. In a moment everything is pain, in that same pain you can find dark solace. A way to cope without trying. Time heals all wounds. Not every hit to your soul is a wound, some are fatal. A quick death gives no closure, and solace is lonely.

The Choice Is Yours....
I just wanted you all to know I just recently purchased my Hugh back.... then end! Actually what the blog is about its Mondays theme... I figure since you give me your opinions but i never listen ... this week you will get to decide between the two.. A.Trailer park Hoes and Gigolos B. Under 5" (Hugh's idea) for those who wish to remain on my "friends" list I suggest you pick A. C. Transformers Evil as always Wicked PS be sure to spay and neuter your pets....

Bling
I need a Bling pack(s)! As big as I can get! I’m not asking to just be given one… I will work for it! For a 25 credit bling pack I will rate 500 pics Rate up to 200 stash Make a SFW salute and Make you a personal tag For a 65 credit bling pack I will rate 500 pics Give you 100 11's Rate up to 500 stash Make a SFW Salute and Make you two personal tags For a 135 credit bling pack I will rate 1,000 pics

Michael Jackson
Look you Motherfuckers that want to make jokes about Michael! Go right ahead! The shit will come back on you. Go on! Until you walk a mile in his shoes, don't say a GodDamn thing. Look at all the good he did for the world! When you get that great people want to bring you down. Well take your best shot! Ain't happening!

Pre-paid Legal 2
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Afraid Of The Dark No More
I had a different encounter with God today.Let me share this with my essay/custom essay He gave me another experience wherein He assured me that He truly is alive and that He will never leave me hopeless and alone.` Well, let me start by sharing what I did yesterday.`I had been in church; I worship-led in the morning, had lunch with my church mates, hosted a program for the youth at past noon (“Banana Party”), and in the late afternoon I practiced together with my band mates, Sacred Silence. It was really a fun day and I was truly so filled and blessed with the Holy Spirit.`When I got home, I felt physically tired and so, I had dinner and after I ate, I rested in front of the T.V. Actually, I wasn’t able to absorb whatever was shown on the television. My mind drifted somewhere else. On what? I couldn’t even remember. Yeah, and that’s quite odd.` I glanced at the wall-clock. Forty-five minutes after eleven. I didn’t recognize that time flew tha

Lord Give Me A Sign!!!!
I really need to talk to ya lord, since the last time we talk the walk has been hard. I know you haven't left me lord but i feel like im alone. I'm a big boy now but i still ain't grown still goin thru it pain & the hurt, soakin up trouble like rain in the dirt an i know only i can stop the rain just the mention of his name, In the name of jesus.

Long-distant Love
Reality blurs boundaries,binds dreams with sharp wireextracting all hope assleep seems distant,miles down a road of despairdesire, glass destiny paintedin pastel huesand I can only hope fortomorrow to be better,to feel stable, notanother earthquakingchasm in memorymiles becomes my veinsdrained of blood, of loveof you, as you stand bythe seaside, sand betweenyour toes, pleading with heavenfor closure, to heal thestrain of loving me.

"last Night"
LAST NIGHT WAS A BLAST, MY BEST FRIEND ALLISON INVITED ME AND MY FAMILY TO DINNER WHICH SHE WAS PAYING FOR EVERYTHING. ALLISON IS SUCH A GOOD FRIEND BUT SOMETIMES CAN BE A PAIN...... ...... ......LOL. BUT WHAT FRIEND DON'T? IT WAS AMAZING BECAUSE I MET A EX-MARINE AND HIS WIFE WHICH WAS ALLISON'S MOMMA AND DADDY. HER DADDY WAS A SWEETHEART TOOK AWHILE FOR HER MOMMA TO COME AROUND. BUT LAST NIGHT WAS A BLAST. RICHARD HAD FUN, TARIQ HAD FUN WITH MYA AND JUNIOR. I HAD FUN CHIT-CHATTING WITH JOSH, DIMITRIUS, CEE-CEE, ALLISON, MOM AND POP. POP HAD A LOT OF STORIES HE TOLD. SO IT WAS VERY INTERESTING. HE KEPT PICKING ON RICHARD. IT WAS FUNNY. KEPT CALLING HIM SMILEY...... ...... ......LOL I AM JUST HAPPY EVERYONE HAD A BLAST. WE WERE ALL ROLLING AT THE TABLE. AND EVEN AFTER WE GOT HOME. THEN I GOT UPSET BECAUSE I REMEMBERED MY BUDDY WAS GOING TO GEORGIA UNTIL MONDAY. I AM GONNA MISS HER. THIS MORNING WHEN SHE WAS TELLING ME GOOD-BYE DAISY TRIED SNEAKING WITH THEM. DAISY REALLY CHERISHED ALL

Tell Me
Please tell me YOU have difficulty sleeping. That you just can’t close your eyes. And when you do, it’s my face you see. in your dreams at night. Do you ever wake up crying? having no idea why? Please tell me you feel like something’s missing, from your life. Baby tell me that, you live for my love. And that forever and always, could never be enough. That you’ve waited all your life, for me. And YOU want so deeply, to believe. Baby, I’m begging you to tell me, It’s not just me.

Images And Words...
Images and words..they are not just that with either of these things...words have a way of creating images..and crushing them at the same time....I see different images all the time....the crushing factor comes into play when I do....the people I held the highest..that were supposed to love me the most...were the first ones to distort those images I had....I don't know ho to get past every vision...every image...all the broken parts of myself...I cannot deal anymore....I am good at tossing it aside..I play it off very well...but that is all it is..a front...believe me when I say that I can and will handle it..wat other choice do I have..I have handled worse...and I'm still here...altho my existence seems to be another question to me.....I look at my little girl and I know why I am here...I am here for her..and I live each second for her...I don't give up for her...it's not for me at all...I am one of them broken souls I talk about...when talking about things of that nature

No Matter What It Takes
Let me tell you a story, about a girl that was so stubborn and true. She won't allow you in, no matter what you do. She is sweet and kind, but reality at it's best. She can't just bounce from one, to the next. Because that side of her, doesn't exist. It is not there, check it off your list. Because it's an obstacle, no one can cross. She's been there done that, too much was lost. Her heart was one of them, it no longer beats. And she will never again, shed a tear from defeat. She will win at all cost, no matter what it takes. To ensure her heart, never again breaks.

Breast Cancer
As the doc walked in I immediately knew...his expression said it all. No sugar coating here. I found out I had The Big C on my birthday yes, what a pisser 2 years ago. Although it was difficult to hear, I took it with grace (and several Jager shots at the bar later) and humility. My oncologist, Dr. X we will call him was compassionate I mean it WAS my birthday, gave me the info I needed and plan of action considering, it is stage 3. So, to Chemo or not to Chemo that was the question weighing heavy on my thoughts an considering my healthissues in the past I chose Chemo why you ask why not just let it ride out I do not know I figuered what do I have to lose It was the longest 6 months of my fucking life every 2 weeks chemo for 3 hours man it sucked ass not sure which was worse, the nausea, the vomiting or the complete depression which consumed me. If it had not been for my son, my friends or loads of music I am pretty sure I would not have survived on my own. Have you every tasted metal

Definitions Of Yolo
It is an abbreviation for - you only live once. This particular mantra is just like the slogans Seize the day and / or - just do it. Men and women frequently make use of these sentences to tell their own close friends to take potential risks or take a step they obviously would not do.What is the meaning of 'YOLO'?The saying was a slogan for anyone for many years, although the shorter variant, YOLO, has became popular because the publishing of the song The Motto by Drake.Many times, however, the expression has become blown beyond the size and adolescents exceedingly use it to name images and statuses on Facebook or twitter as it is cool and trendy.YOLO means You Only Live Once in new music or You Obviously Lack Originality specially when applied to cyberspace. It has totally different significance dependent on circumstance where it's implemented. Many of us use it on tweeting, Fb, or Hi5 to signify that we must live every single day and when we cease to live we really do not go back to

Her Supplication
There was a softness in the room,but he was not soft. She, on knees folded over, hands above headHe stepped into the room and saw her. He loved her supplication,but would never admit. His pet was all he could see,but he never told her. He handled the heavy leather flogger,She shook feeling his mood. He loved her more than all else,for her purity. He cracked the flogger across her bare back hard,He heard her deep sigh. Many times he struck so she would feel his soul,She cried. He touched her tears and took her into his arms,never would there be another Tho he be barren unto death.

This Is Cool
It's a boy Richard Anthony Wolanin III born at 9:30am on the 18th of December 7lb 7oz Just sending out a big hello to all my friends, family, and fans. Just wanted to try this out and figured I'd use this to say hello to everyone!!!!!

Calli Lynn Roberts
RIP baby girl the world is yours to glance at as you sit upon your golden clouds with your mother, i prey for you and your brother and your family so Rest In Peace, You have had a good life and now you can come back as someone loved and respected much like you were before your passing, MUCH LOVE AND RESPECT ~~~~~R.I.P~~~~~ NaughtyPoll.com - take your own poll! 1. How old are you?18-20 2. What is your sexual orientation?Bisexual 3. Have you ever given somone oral sex?Sure I have 4. Have you ever received oral sex?Yes, of course 5. How many sexual partners have you had?10-15 6. What is your pubic hair style?Shaved bald, nice and clean 7. What is your choice of underwear style?Thong 8. Have you ever had anal sex?Yes I have 9. What is your favorite position?Doggie style 10. How often do you masturbate?Maybe once a month 11. Have you ever kissed a girl?Yes, for sure 12. Have you ever had sex with a girl?Not that far, just kissing 13. Have you ever tak

Just Non-sense
You scored as Fun. Your fun fun fun! Please rate my quiz!Fun100%Outgoing88%Nice75%Immature31%Shy13%Dramatic13%mean6%what kind of person are you? (shy,outgoing,fun,mean,immature,dramatic or nice?)created with QuizFarm.com Pft...like if there were ever a doubt! http://www.myheritage.com> Which Celebrity do you think I look like the most? Navarro Frenzy So I finally finished my Dave Navarro book yesterday after almost two months. Since ya know I have been so busy, with the move and all to Honolulu. Man was it a good book, I went into the book with only a vague idea of who Dave was as a person. Having one of those typical school girl crushes on him, never in my

Music
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Fun Fun
SUPER EXCITED GOING TO KC TONITE TO WATCH OTEP WITH MY BFF LISSA KEWL DEAL HOPE ITS FUN AND NOT TOOOOO OUTTA CONTROL DONT WANNA GET CAUGHT UP IN THE MOSH YEAH A NIGHT OUT WITHOUT THE KID AND SOMETHING TO ACTULLY GO DO YEAH

Misty's World Of Torments
I just made Chicken Parmesean... MmM. But really. Am I close minded? I posted a mumm about George Bush and I have some strong opinions, and just because I oppose Bush, I am called close-minded. My views are: Against higher taxes For Gay Marriage For abortion in only Rape cases. Against the War in Iraq. Against the President and his administration. For higher Education grants. Against Nationwide surrviellence cameras. Against the Sin Taxes Against the Patriot Act. Against legalization of Marijuana. Against allowing Prayer in schools. Against Churches getting tax cuts. For rebuilding Louisiana. Against killing Pit Bulls in CA. And some others I can't think of. Am I a bad person for wanting a better America? Than the current state of the US? I'm excited, I start school tommorrow and my birthday is the next day. :) Today the roads have iced us in, can't go no where and my husband has to go to work around 2pm so hopefully it will happen. If not, I get my hu

Counting Saturdays
I received this in an email from a good friend of mine. Made me think alittle. Especially since I'm so close to celebrating another birthday; or maybe I should say that I'm thankful to soon be celebrating another birthday. :) Enjoy! COUNT YOUR SATURDAYS The older I get, the more I enjoy Saturday mornings. Perhaps it's the quiet solitude that comes with being the first to rise, or maybe it's the unbounded joy of not having to be at work. Either way, the first few hours of a Saturday morning are most enjoyable. A few weeks ago, I was shuffling toward the garage with a steaming cup of coffee in one hand and the morning paper in the other. What began as a typical Saturday morning turned into one of those lessons that life seems to hand you from time to time. Let me tell you about it: I turned the dial up into the phone portion of the band on my ham radio in order to listen to a Saturday morning swap net. Along the way, I came across an older sounding chap, with a tremendo

Women....
WORDS WOMEN USE FINE This is the word women use to end an argument when they are right and you need to shut up. FIVE MINUTES If she is getting dressed this is half an hour. Five minutes is only five minutes if you have just been given 5 more minutes to watch the game before helping around the house. NOTHING This is the calm before the storm. This means "something" and you should be on your toes. Arguments that begin with "Nothing" usually end in "Fine". GO AHEAD This is a dare, not permission. Don't do it. LOUD SIGH This is not actually a word, but it is a non-verbal statement often misunderstood by men. A "Loud Sigh" means she thinks you are an idiot and wonders why she is wasting her time standing here and arguing with you over "Nothing". THAT'S OKAY This is one of the most dangerous statements that a woman can make to a man. "That's Okay" means that she wants to think long and hard before deciding how and when you will pay for your

Happy Thoughts
I just did my second cherry blast this past weekend, and I must say that I'm feeling the cherry love right now!!! I just want to thank everyone that stopped by and rated me, fanned me, and everything! Don't stop the lovin' now that my blast is over.... *MWAH* to all my cherry friends!

A Woman's Eyes
In A Woman’s Eyes There is something about a woman’s eyes Plucked from the heavens, stolen from the skies There could be a twinkle, a sparkle or shine Look deep within them and get lost in time As beautiful as a sunset, accenting a smile Glowing like evening and lasting for miles Mirrors of time and lessons that are learned They gaze into your heart making fires burn They speak in volumes without uttering a word Wanting and longing, feelings unheard Full of compassion and beauty and grace They are the windows of a beautiful face Look into her eyes and see the one you adore When walking away, you stop and want more As are the treasures not measured by wealth For its there in her eyes that you find yourself

Rambling
Hey all! I hope this blog finds you all in a wonderful uplifted spirit & in good health. I'm so sorry for not posting things for ya'll as I normal would. Yes I have been around & have done a few pictures but mostly have been in my own world. If ya'll have noticed I have fell in love with the 3 Doors Down song Let Me Be me. It is a beautiful song & is so my theme song. I have spent most of my life tring to please others and be the person they wanted me to be. As I've gotten older I have realize all I really ever wanted was to just be myself. Even with people whom I thought was my best friends I was being somebody else. That is one reason why I love the best friends that I have now. They encourage me to be the true me. My mom has been my biggest fan through it all. She tells me that at times when I'm at my true self that she looks at me and sees me as the little girl I once was. I guess you could say I have been on a downward journey lately. I have been questioning the two things I'm so

Songs
Ok it's been about 3 years or so since I've written a song, and I'm a bit rusty at it. In addition I had to have a good friend of mine help me with this; thanks again for that Meg I really appreciate it!! :) Critizism is welcomed as always This week has been out to get me, out to get me... He's coming for me with haste I can only handle so much Before I just want to give up These walls are trapping me in, trapping me in... He's breathing down my neck I only have so much time Before my soul slowly cracks When will this nightmare end? When will a new chapter begin? So broken, betrayed, belittled, and bruised Bleeding inside... there's nothing to lose Headaches have rised... there's just nothing to lose I strive to prove if this is [right] Or will he steal me away tonight? The safety net failed, it's a long way to go Before rock bottom begins to show When will this nightmare end? When will a new chapter begin? So broken, betrayed, belittled, and bruised

I Wanna Know You Better
Hey i wanna get to know all my friend better and the ones that dont talk to me at all i would like to meet.....so heres some basic questions u can repost and reply or u can add anything u want!!! These are my answers if u care to know!?!? > > 1. Can you cook? sort of > > > 2. What was your dream growing up? Movie Star > > > 3. What talent do you wish you had? Singing > > > 4. Favorite place?Beach > > > 5. Favorite vegetable? none > > > 6. What was the last book you read? > > > 7. What zodiac sign are u ?Leo > > > 8. Any Tattoos and/or Piercings? Yes 1 tattoo..ears pierced > > > 9. Worst Habit?smoking > > > 10. Do we know each other outside of Cherry Tap? > Nope > > 11. What is your favorite sport? Nascar/football > > > 12. Negative or Optimistic attitude? Optimistic > > > > 13. What would you do if you were stuck in an elevator with me? Talk???? > > 14. Worst thing to ever happen to you? Lost my mother >

Some Closure
Pretending your way through life With a deceitful grin What a shallow existence you lead Used and abused I fell under your spell Blinded by what was not real I gave of myself And got nothing in return But sorrow and pain An empty shell Left in your path of destruction A shadow of what once was Things are more clear now I can breathe again No longer a victim of fate A pawn in your game no more I move forward to better things A new life begins

Big Indian 8
2007-6-8 21:33:35 REAL FRIEND TEST ! This is GOOD..I expect it back too! I especially like the last Sentence!!!!!! A simple friend, when visiting, acts like a guest. A real friend opens Your Refrigerator and helps himself (and doesn't feel even the least bit Weird Shutting your 'beer/Pepsi drawer' with her foot!) A simple friend has never seen you cry A real friend has shoulders soggy from your tears.. A simple friend doesn't know your parents' first names. A real friend has their phone numbers in his address book. A simple friend brings a bottle of wine to your party. A real friend comes early to help you cook and stays late to help you clean. A simple friend hates it when you call after they've gone to bed. A real friend asks you why you took so long to call. A simple friend seeks to talk with you about your problems. A real friend seeks to help you with your problems. A simple friend wonders about your romantic history. A real friend could blackmai

Ramblings Of The Heart
a sad poem i found on the net about losing a friend poems say so much :( Well maybe now I should just say goodbye You used to be my friend But I never felt I really was yours So maybe this is the end. I'm different from you, all of you Each other we've never understood I hope that if I do tell you goodbye That it won't be for good. Whenever I'm mad it hurts me so bad And you don't even care I don't know why, I just want to cry And someday I won't be there. The streaks on my arm they've done me no harm They're only made of pen But once they are blood that turns brown like mud They'll be there again and again. If I'm mad at you I'll hurt myself too But that doesn't really matter Although when I hurt I feel like dirt And my spirit's bruised and battered. I do not know why it has to be so I really wish it did not But the way this has been going it is basically shot. You don't need me and we don't need we And that's how I think I know why These words are the o

Glad To Have Friends
Well good morning to all my ct friends I figured I would try this posting a salute thing I sure hope it works because I NEED more points to advance to more levels.PLEASE HELP IN MY ENDEVER.Fan,Rate and add me. Thanks to all. .I realize that some folks just have to rate low but for you that do why don't you have the guts to show who you are instead of being a coward.If you don't like something or someone then just don't look.

Must See Coolness
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Blah
I, the Penis, hereby request a raise in salary for the following Reasons: I do physical labour. I work at great depths. I plunge headfirst into everything I do. I do not get weekends or holidays off. I work in a damp environment. I work in a dark workplace that has poor ventilation. I work in high temperatures. My work exposes me to contagious diseases. Sincerely, The Penis Dear Penis, After assessing your request and considering the arguments you have raised, The administration rejects your request for the following Reasons: You do not work eight hours straight. You do not always follow the orders of the management team. You do not stay in your designated area and are often seen Visiting other locations. You do not take initiative. You need to be pressured and stimulated in order to start working. You leave the workplace rather messy at the end of your shift. You don't always observe neces

Simple Moments
Simple Moments... I am a woman, who in the past, has always wondered how my future was going to turn out. I just wanted people to see that I had worth, I wanted to be loved, and respected. To be financially set, looking towards that future, and always wondering if I would ever reach those goals. I began to realize that it isn't the future I need to worry about, it is the moments, and when it comes to the moments in my life, I have been truly blessed. I have had my really good ones, the really bad ones and the in between ones, and it makes me realize that there would be no future without these moments. The moments that makes me smile and laugh, the moments with good friends, who love me and only want the best for me. The bad moments, where lessons had to be learned, even if it hurt and wounded, it was a lesson that needed to be taught. The in between moments where I am never quite sure what is going to happen, and those are the times of self doubt, and wonder. Moments of anxiety, p

Mad Love For My Friends
The Sex Test...Are You Up For It? The Sex Test...Are You Up For It? Start at 50 and add or subtract points as stated for each statement that applies to you... +Above 50 means you are not so good in bed..and not so fun --Below 50 means you are real fun and damn good in bed ;). AFTER you're done... put your name at the bottom, along with your score. (TIP: USE A CALCULATOR...THINKING...pfft!!!) Copy this and post your own bulletin! Put the subject - "The sex quiz...Are you up for it?" -Add 10 if you are a virgin. -Subtract 5 if You have had sex before. -Subtract 5 more if you have had sex with more then 5 people. -Add 5 If you have never had oral sex. -Subtract 5 if you have had or performed oral sex. -Subtract 2 if you have had sex in a public place. -Subtract 3 if you have done 69. -Add 5 If you have never had an orgasm. -Add 5 If you cant name 3 types/brands of condoms. -Subtract 2 if you have masturbated. -Subtract 3 if you have fingered

Lend Me An Ear
Lend me an ear girl, Listen to me. I need to tell you, You're special to me. You are so beautiful, You are the best. Always remember, You beat out the rest. I love you dearly, I love you so. The greatest amount, You'll ever know. Give me your hand girl, Please be a part. Believe in me baby, You live in my heart. If I had one wish And GOD was so kind. I would be happy, If you could be mine. What would you say darlin, Would you be my wife? Will you be with me, For the rest of my life? - Anthony G. Yarde

Independence Day - Usa
Schoolchildren in America learn the basic history of the events surrounding the Fourth of July, but the details of this monumental occasion in American history somehow fall through the cracks. Although July 4th is celebrated as America's official split from Britain's rule and the beginning of the American Revolution, the actual series of events show that the process took far longer than a single day. The original resolution was introduced by Richard Henry Lee of Virginia on June 7, 1776, and called for the Continental Congress to declare the United States free from British rule. Three days later a committee headed by Thomas Jefferson was appointed to prepare an appropriate writing for the occasion. The document that we know as the Declaration of Independence was adopted by Congress on July 4th although the resolution that led to the writing of the Declaration was actually approved two days earlier. All of this had occurred with some of the delegates to the Congress not even pr

Honey's Thoughts On Life, And Love
sitting here talking with my aunt. honestly i dont think she really understands me. shes upset that i met my boyfriend online. she wants me to try and meet someone in real life, but i just dont have that in me. i dont have that kind of courage, to be rejected face-to-face. i cant be who i really am in real life, ive worn the masks for far to long. its only online that i can truly be me. even with my aunt, i wear a mask, keep things hidden. most of the time, i hate myself. for being overweight, for being shy, for having the problems i have. but online, none of that matters. i dont know if anyone reads these, probally not. but i needed to let this all out. eather in messages or comments, pic comments too. im going into lockup on friday and want to know if ppl are thinking of me while im gone. ill miss yall. PLEASE LEAVE ME SOME FU-LOVE, when i get out ill return the favor i cant believe it, he really does love me. he makes me sooo happy. i cant wait to be with him. only a few more weeks

What Is My Passion?
Your Passion is Purple Sophisticated and classy, you're a bit picky about sex. You're more likely to be turned on by a fancy hotel room than a dirty flick. Sex is fine enough, as long as it doesn't mess up your hair. For you, sex is more about power and favors than actually pleasure. What Color Is Your Passion?Get More at COMMENTYOU.com

Another Day.............
Well, It is wednesday again....Woke up with no power again today..The entire nation went black again last night. We have a couple diesel generator sets here to run the offices and camp but all electric on the work site is down. This means all my electrical testing is delayed yet again. I called Carrie, She is the love of my life. I met her 5 years ago when I was on a job in Arkansas. Things didnt work out, She couldnt live anywhere else....and I couldnt live there...Just a few months ago we hooked up again. She is the woman that I never got over. I have not had a lasting or meaningful relationship since because no person could ever live up to the standard. I truley do love her with all my being and could not stand to lose her again. We talk every day now and she will be flying to Germany to vacation with me in September. At this point in my life she is my world and my reason for existance. She is wonderful in every way. Well that is enough for now.....I will post again later.

Shorty Is Mine
( whats worng with this ) (HIM) WELL WE ARE WORKING ON THINGS IN ARE LIFE WITH GODS HELP WE CAN DO IT , HE ASK ME BACK JUST AS I WAS GETTING ON MY PLANE TO KS, HE CALLED AND SAID PLEASE DONT GO I NEED TO TALK ABOUT IT IM SORRY I HURT YOU , AND I LIKE TO MAKE UP TO YOU , I WAS WORNG FOR WHAT I DID WITH HER AND IM SO OOO SORRY I DO NOT WISH FOR YOU TO FOR GIVE ME BUT I LIKE TO WORK OUT EVERY THING WITH YOU AND WELL YOU COME WITH ME , I MISS YOU TOO , AND I WISH I NEVER DID WHAT I DID THEN NOW , YES YOUO ARE A GOOD WIFE AT TIMES BUT I KNOW YOU THRY YOUR BEST TO MAKE THIS LIFE OF ARE WORK AND I WAS THE ONE DID NOT , SO (HER) WHY YOU HAD DO WHAT YOU DID TO ME AND EVERY THIG ELSE , AND YES I KNOW YOU TEELING ME YOU CHAETED ON ME WITH HER AND YOU LIKE ME TO FOR GIVE YOU AND GIVE YOU A 2 CHANGE WITH YOU BUT HOW CAN I SEE ITS NOT GOIONG TO GO ON WITH HER AND EVERY THIG ELSE , I CANT DO IT ANY MORE YOU HURT ME SO MUCH AND SHE WAS A FRIEND OF MINE , HOW CAN YOU 2 DO THIS TO ME ?

I Cross My Heart
Dedicated to the only one I love but lost tonight crying I will always love you crazzyrabbit. I didn't love anyone but you. I loved you and only you. There was no one but you that I cared about// I lost your love. I will never ever stop loving you! Our love is unconditional, we knew it from the start, I see it in your eyes, you can feel it from my heart From here on after, lets stay the way we are right now And share all the love & laughter that a lifetime, will allow. I cross my heart, and promise too, Give all I've got to give to make all your dreams come true, In all the world, you'll never find, A love as true, as mine You will always be the miracle that makes my life complete, And as long as there's a breath in me, I'll make your's just as sweet. As we look in to the future, it's as far as we can see, So let's make each tomorrow, Be the best that it can be. I cross my heart, and promise too, Give all I've got to give to make all your dreams come true,

A Mediator's Impressions Of The Kingdom
I have noticed a disheartening trend in the blogs being posted in the Kingdom....I know I am only a lowly mediator,but this will be a mediation on a grand scale.... I have seen hurt,anger,pride,back-biting and biting back....dissension,tension,and did I forget to mention...rumormongering,truth stretching,(that's my hubby's personal favorite)but I'm most concerned at the inability of people to realize that sometimes it pays to ask questions and not assume that you know more than you do...... I make personal,formal apology to First Lady Goth for the apparent misconception that the blasts last night were an attempt to cause dissension instead of the wonderful way of relieving grief by sharing with "family"...when our family assumes the worst and voices that thought how can people who don't know us know better???? I also make formal apology to all members who think I am out of line in voicing these things....however,I will not repent saying them... Lastly,having witnessed the

Jessica
Just another stranger behind a mask, only words to your eyes from the past. Eminent hearts whispering from a distance, only adding pain to the resistance. Such as these hearts separated by more than time, can only find each other in this rhyme... Seek no further for what you’ve your lost, taking hold of this sacred has its cost. Imagine now what future times have to come, foundations built must come undone. Can you feel the grace upon your flesh, only a desire leaving you without rest Accept no one love greater than yours or mine, look to the heavens now is your time… Thank u so much...It's beautiful!!!

Poem
You made me laugh you made me smile I looked forward to every little while I could't get enough you had me hooked the way you gave me those sweet little looks then the day came when you said goodbye your ex was back though you weren't sure why It hurt so bad all I did was cry my head was spinning I wanted to die I thought we hit it off well I guess I knew I had no chance in hell to be with someone who made me feel brand new you healed the hurt I'd been carrying around helped me pick up the pieces of my shattered heart on the ground I let you in let my guard down and once again my heart has drowned I fell in love it hit so fast how i hoped and prayed that we would last but as luck goes especially mine it came to an end and the healing will take time

Truth Time!!
1. Who are you? 2. Are we friends? 3. When and how did we meet? 4. Do you have a crush on me? 5. Would you kiss me? 6. Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it. 7. Describe me in one word. 8. What was your first impression? 9. Do you still think that way about me now? 10. What reminds you of me? 11. If you could give me anything what would it be? 12. How well do you know me? 13. When's the last time you saw me? 14. Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't? 15. Are you going to put this on your blog and see what I say about you?

I'm Sorry
An Open Letter from a Witch: I am a witch. I do not worship Satan; I am not interested in Satan. Satan was invented by the Christians. Satanism is a form of Christianity. I am not a Christian. I don't go to church on Sunday. Jesus is NOT my savior. He was simply a holy man who lived 2,000 years ago. I am not afraid of going to Hell because I don't believe in Hell any more than I believe in Satan. I believe in reincarnation; that I will come back to this world or another and live out another life. I am not evil. Telling people I am a "good witch" or asking me if I am a good witch implies that there are evil witches. There are evil people in the world and there are people who chose to work with the forces of nature in a way that harms others; those people are NOT witches. The central law of being a witch is: "if it harms none, do as you will." Please don't ask me about sacrificing cats or desecrating churches. I love my cats! And I don't go into churches or synagogues unless a frie

Sexiest Male On Fubar Contest
If you think I'm sexy enough vote for me!!! And remember to rate fan & add sultry so u can go and help me win! XoXoXoXoXoXoXoXoX And I am willing to pay fubucks for comment 2:1 and gifts for those who help me!!! Make me an offer tell me wat you want?????? XoXoXoXoXo I NEED ONLY less than 3,000 to go BY THE 1ST for 3RD PLACE!!!!!!!! http://fubar.com/viewimage.php?u=709063&i=2964571025 or click here addfan rate her and view pic album for the Sexiest Male on Fubar Contest rate and comment bomb me please *♥SÚLŦRY™♥*ÇÈõ õҒ Ŧ.M.Ä.Ғ. Co Owner Razzles Night Club@ fubar Here's the info: starts in i think 20 minutes! Starts November 17th and end December 1st. 1st place 3 month vip or 1 month blast *First to 35,000 comments wins 2nd place 7 day blast *First to 15,000 comments wins 3rd place 3 day blast *First to 10,000 comments wins! To Enter Rules *Must Rate,Fan and Add host in order to Bomb. *No Hara

Why God Made Pets
> The light shall set you free! > > > > Why God made pets > > > They help out around the house... > > > > > They protect our children .. > > > > They look out for the smaller ones .. > > > > They show us how to relax > > > > They "converse" with each other > > > > They help you when you're down > > > > They are great at decorating for the Holidays > > > > They have "great" expectations > > > > They are Patriotic > > > > They are happy to "test" the water ... > >

The Secrect Behind The 911!!
The Secret behind the number 11 - Pretty Chilling Read to the bottom. Try it out. If you are a skeptical person - still read on as it's actually very interesting!! This is actually really freaky!! (mainly the end part, but read it all first) 1) New York City has 11 letters 2) Afghanistan has 11 letters. 3) Ramsin Yuseb has 11 letters . (The terrorist who threatened to destroy the Twin Towers in 1993) . 4) George W Bush has 11 letters. This could be a mere coincidence, but this gets more interesting: 1) New York is the 11th state. 2) The first plane crashing against the Twin Towers was flight number 11. 3) Flight 11 was carrying 92 passengers. 9 + 2 = 11 4) Flight 77 which also hit Twin Towers , was carrying 65 passengers. 6+5 = 11 5) The tragedy was on September 11, or 9/11 as it is now known. 9 + 1+ 1 =11 6) The date is equal to the US emergency services telephone number 911. 9 + 1 + 1 = 11 Sheer coincid

New Hottiez ... Come Check Them Out!!!
Hello everyone its new Hottie time. Here are the new 2nd alarm Hotties for your approval. Please go check these girls out they are very hot and would love to make friends with you. Please show them all the Fu-love you are so good at and who knows maybe your favorite Hottie is in this group. Please repost this bulletin for us and lets have fun fun fun. Much love your SexyPirate Violet *2nd Alarm Hottie*@ fubar ~Jade~ member of the 2nd Alarm Hotties@ fubar *~THE HomeRun Slut~*~*Flirtologists Wife*~@ fubar Bi and Fabulous!!!@ fubar x_TheDoll_x™ 2nd Alarm Hotties@ fubar ღÐặ฿яãŧღ★2ñđ ÂĻÃЯM HøTTï̓€★@ fubar HåÞÞ¥_ßµññý_Çhî¢k *~* 2nd Alarm Hotties Member*~*@ fubar ~(= Tre =)~@ fubar ~cRaZy BeAuTiFuL~2nd Alarm Hotties@ fubar Sunkist95o♥@ fubar PLEASE REPOST THIS BULLETIN F

Wanna Be Fu-owned??
Hello, everyone, my good friend Mynda is hosting her first auction and needs people to join. If you or anyone you may know would like to join please contact her. All the info is below and thanks for looking! > > > > HEY FUBAR! > I am having my first auction!!! > Just send me a message with the pic you want to enter with and a list of what you > are willing to offer the person who buys you! I will put the offer onto the photo for > you! > PLUS! I will give 100,000 FuBucks to the person with the most points (Comments will > be worth 1 and Rates worth 5)!!! > > Also, Hard cash, VIPs, Blasts, and Happy Hours override FuBuck Bids. > Opening bids start at 5,000 FuBucks > > Anyone may join at any time during the auction! > > You may bid on yourself and people may combine bids with someone else to bid on you > as 1 bid. Meaning.. 2 or more people may own you. > > All Bids require approval from the person being auctioned. > > Any and ALL rude comments

Phantom Dale
Thursday, January 29, 2009, an awesome Fubarian is celebrating his birthday! *Phantom* Phantom Dale Will Be A Whole Year Older!!! *Phantom* Stop By And Spank Dale HARD! *Phantom* Fan/Rate/Add/Bling/Crush/Gift This Bad Birthday Boy! AUTO 11S WILL BE ACTIVATED! *Phantom*

Need Someone
The Wooden Bowl I guarantee you will remember the tale of the Wooden Bowl tomorrow, a week from now, a month from now, a year from now. A frail old man went to live with his son, daughter-in-law, and four-year - old grandson. The old man's hands trembled, his eyesight was blurred, and his step faltered. The family ate together at the table. But the elderly grandfather's shaky hands and failing sight made eating difficult. Peas rolled off his spoon onto the floor. When he grasped the glass, milk spilled on the tablecloth. The son and daughter-in-law became irritated with the mess. "We must do something about father," said the son. "I've had enough of his spilled milk, noisy eating, and food on the floor." So the husband and wife set a small table in the corner. There, Grandfather ate alone while the rest of the family enjoyed dinner. Since Grandfather had broken a dish or two, his food was served in a wooden bowl. When the fam

Tag U R It
Instructions...... Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you. 1. I love my wife. 2. I love my kids and grandkids 3. I enjoy playing games. (cards,dominos,beer pong 4. I am fairly descent at throwing darts 5. I enjoy working on cars 6. I hate work 7. I like milk and cookies 8. I talk alot of bullshit 9. I smoke too much 10. I like to see people get drunk and have a good time 1.green eyes with 42 dd's 2.gray mare 3.angel by day broken wings by night 4.I'm a star 5.ashes

My Porn Name
Your 'Porn Name' revealed... Peony Pear gel DoucheLather, rinse then repeat is your motto.. you are the exotic flavour of coconut and kiwifruit keep trying babe you will become a high class hooker one day...How do you compare? Take this test! | Tests from Testriffic

Pit Bulls
http://www.fubar.com/stashEntry.php?stashId Just putting out some info on pitbulls to all the dumb asses out there that think they are mean dogs wrong they are way down on the list of bad breeds the most mean bad breed dog as far as attacking people are dalmations and german shepards which you dont hear about in the news like pit bulls because they have been singled out because of dumb ass people raising them to fight feeding them bad stuff like gun powder and so forth but if you ever had a pit and raised it as a pet you wouldn't have no other breed they are loyal loving pets http://i185.photobucket.com/flash/player.swf?file=http://vid185.photobucket.com/albums/x80/fatbalduglyloser/38f05bf5.flv">

2.23.08
If sidewalks could talk, what would they say? If they had eyes, what would they see? If we had the knowledge that they had consciousness, would we walk upon them the same? If I were a sidewalk, I would ask that those who tread on me tread with light feet. I would encourage those upright to walk further, and introduce themselves to my less trod upon siblings on the back streets and alleyways; you'll always find more interesting stories there. Sidewalks are privy to wanderers, waders, street performers, homeless hopefuls and lovers, young and old. They are far more traveled and wise than walls. Walls wait, observe, tower and block. Sidewalks lead the curious and the informed towards their destinations. Like a dog blissfully leading a blind man. There's nothing more honorable than that. If I were a sidewalk, I would know people. You can tell so much about a person by how they carry themselves, and even more based on the types of shoes they wear. Sidewalks are the wise, old men of p

Hello Family
i have ripped a photo from your page to have in the tribe member album Hello Everyone! I have missed you very much! I haven't been here much because I moved and high speed internet was not available where I moved to, so you see I only have dial up. it sucks big time, I've tried to come here several times only to end up get aggravated and angry cause I can't get anything done here. Once in a while like today I could upload a few pics and or get a few things stashed. In April they are putting up towers for high speed and I will be getting it, so I'll be back then, I give you all my word that I will do some serious catching up and paying back for help. I would like to invite you all to come check out my newest stash items. I did these on a karaoke site that is a lot of fun. It's not just about singing, you can also just be a listener. Oh, be sure to leave a comment. I love you all and miss you and Fubar very much. I have been a NINJA far too long! Thank you all very much! Bl

New Computer
finally finished the new comp Friday night.. took a little more time that I was hoping, but I had some problems with my blood sugar dropping on me. last night my sugar crashed, dropped down to 2.9 (52 on the American scale). not a comfortable feeling.. but after some chocolate (mmmmmm.. Toblerone.... ), and an hour of feeling dizzy, I was back at it. had to format and reinstall windoze, but it was worth it! this thing flies. my old comp could hold it\'s own, but this one runs rings around it. to format the C: drive AND install windoze xp took a grand total of 14 minutes.. not a crash, not a lock up, everything is working awesome. new pics will be posted today.. stay tuned kids.. Mike goodbye old comp.. shutting the old one down so I can harvest the few pieces of the old comp that I need for the new one. video card, dvd burner, hard drive and the floppy drive are coming out will live on in the new machine. I hate having to use a floppy drive, it's old obsolete technology that's never

Auction
Do you want to own your very own [reLLa] ?? Now is your chance. All you have to do is Add, Rate, & Fan the host. Then continue on to place your bids. Here is what I offer: - Added as Top friend for a month - Personal salute (SFW) - All pics rates 11s during Happy Hours - Stashes and blogs rated during happy hours - Daily Comments for a month - Shitfaced for a month - Added to Messanger - SFW Phone call See someone else in there you might like as well? Well bid on them too!!! You can never have too many . . . You have until April 1st to get those bids in. Happy bidding all!! [reLLa]ღRaW@ fubar

Being Safe Online,plus Tips For Women..
Just a fast note to you ladies. Most all of you have info in your profile that could help a stalker find you..Not trying to scare you only help you with some advice..Please use common sense when you fill your bio out..Putting down where you work,even what high school or College you went to can lead a person to you..Remember people can read these blogs and bulletins..While its your right to put what you want on your mypace,fubar,facebook..etc... please be careful and use common sense. There are a lot of freaks out there besides just me...lol Joking of course about me that is..Please feel free to ask me any questions you have..I do Security consulting for a living. Thank you to everyone who added me to your list and I hope to make a lot of great friends and network friends also. Be safe and always keep a great mind set and don't ever be a victim. Being aware is the best defense against crime.Also excuse my grammer after all I'm from Texas and was on the 8 year plan to get out of College

Tributes
Well, I have never heard a Marine refer to himself as anything but a Marine. But, everyone that went through boot at Benning and countless other places always heard we were training to be soldiers. I wouldn't dream of taking anything away from the Marines, they earned their place in history with as much blood as us dog faces. The Army and Marines ate the same dirt in the Mexican American War, Spanish American War, WWI, WWII, Korea, Vietnam, and the Gulf. Between the Army and the Marines there is not a country or military force on this planet that can stop us from going where we want, when we want. I would share a foxhole with a marine, split my ammo with him, and if necessary, die next to him, and I don't think a marine would complain if it was an Army bush beater watching his back. The marine motto is Semper Fi, always faithful. The army motto is "This we'll Defend." ~ What Is A Soldier ~ The average age of the Soldier is 19 years. He is a short haired, tig

My First Auction!!! Come Bid On Me!
WANNA OWN YOUR VERY OWN JUGGALO/ JUGGALETTE??? THEN YOU HAVE COME TO THE RIGHT PLACE! I AM STARTING MY VERY FIRST AUCTION!!! THE AUCION IS NOW OPEN FOR BIDDING!!!! 30K IN FUBUCKS STARTING BID!! MMFWCL TO ALL!!!!! Brought to you by... Dj_Lette™~DLS DJ~Juggalo Mafia~FU-Owned By Montana Cowgirl F/A/R/C!!!@ fubar Princess RBK is auctioning off her DJ's!! Come bid on your favo

I Need A New Addiction
Give me a man of substance that I can turn to at any time and get my fix. Like a true junkie, I know that he'll always be there when ever I need him. If I try to stand on my own and times get too hard, I'll have no problem running back to him. And also someone who will never judge me if I do. Someone who will inject me with love and affection and when I come down, I know I will always be in a safe place. Someone that my friends say "You are spending too much time" with and that I need to "lay off" of. Someone to blow all of my money on and would sell all of my worldly possessions just to have a little bit more of. Someone that I would crave when I first wake up in the morning and ultimatley need to have at least a couple of times a day. Someone who will leave me with a lifetime high and I will grow to love more and more each day. But this man of substance must want to do all of these things with and for me also. We would feed each others addiction and be content with knowi

Nothing There
The arbitrary begining fading into the endless night. The unlinited dawn turning into the forgotten life. The sound of severed hands clapping over the death of a beloved tyrant. Justice served and a hero lost to the winds. The defeted villian that had a crushing victory over nothing. The ruler of a kingdom long past and destined to rise again. Perseverance over all. Reverance unto nothing. What is done is not to be. What is to be is not done. Unheard are the screams of billions that died long ago. To listen and not hear. To speak and say nothing. Visions of visions. Light blends and bends into the heart of the wandering soul. Taunted by darkness and holding ground. Truthful lies told to no one. A heart held in vain. Love lost before it was ever found. The quiet hold no secrets, yet the secrets are there. Waiting for the one who will never come. More than everything and nothing, and less than you and I. Somewhere in the void is a light and a path to somewhere beautiful and ugly all at o

Tagged
Instructions...... Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 15 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 10 people to be tagged, listing their names. Don't forget to let them know that they've been tagged, and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you. 1. I drink Diet Coke like water :] 2. I hate hats :] 3. lol I like the color pink :] 4. I tend to get jealous :[ 5. I went to high school in Hawaii 6. I sleep nakie O.o 7. I I have to have a movie playing to fall asleep :] 8. lol I play the trumpet :] 9. lol I want to get married one day.. O.o 10. I've broken leg right leg 5 times :[ 11. I tend to forget a lot lol 12. I sometimes find porn to be funny 13. I haven't been on a date since May of last year O.o 14. I down rate myself a lot! 15. I believe in fate not faith I was tagged by: ☆Minou Minou☆[Snake Eyes Radio]☆[Club F.A.R.]

Ooops I Didit Again!!
Im up for auction once again. Please go by and place your bid. Feeling extra generous with the love??? Bid a Happy Hour and own me for 2 months!! Auction starts Wed 8-20 and ends Thurs 8-28 at 11PM EST. So go get your bids in now!! Click the link below:

The Truth!
I started to think bout things, those who know there is a sexual problem in my marriage. Which isn't all that shocking with a marriage of length. I've been with him for 8 yrs and we have two great kids together. The thing is after years of not really getting what i need to be completely satisfied. I realized that i want to feel WANTED in bed. Cause right now i feel USED in bed. Don't get me wrong, it feels good. I am happy one of us gets something. But I can't get him to make me feel wanted. He doesn't care it seems and its made me mentally close off from even wanting to be pleased other ways. Am i just down right crazy! I love sex and I'm 27 yrs old, what the hell is wrong with me.

Members List
P.h.a.t.t.y Girls/Lovers (Pretty, Hot And Tempting To You) This is a family for BBW and the people that admire them. There will be absolutely no drama, or rudeness towards any member. If you are a member and feel you have been insulted or talked to in an unnecessary manner, please report it to the owner and the situation will be handled. We are a family and will treat each other respectfully. To join this family you must rate, fan and add all of the members. Also you must send each member a box of chocolates with one of the following printed in the message box. Women = "Phatty Girl" Men = "I love a Phatty Girl" Once you have done the above, private message me to be added to the list. To get your Phatty Girl/ Lover tag, you must go to my photos and rate the folder labeled for Phatty Girl Tag. When completed private message me requesting your tag. You can start you rates with this pic.... Here is your Hostess: Bisexcee~~~Owner of "Phatty Girls"~~~@

Just My Thoughts
Yes I found what I believe to be my Soul Mate we seem to compliment each other in every way even tho we have not met in person yet our paths crossed for a reason and the reason is so clear. I never thought that love can come in so many forms and can affect you in so many ways. Well I am a testiment to that theory because it happen to me and the woman I am in love with. Now granted we all have shared the same experinces in some form or fashion but they are unique in how they occured in your life, well in my experience we came across one anothers path and there has been so many road blocks but we blasted through all of them to remain strong and deeply in love. When you can sit on a phone with someone for hours on end and never get tired of hearing there voice or just can talk about anything well my friend you have found something special. When I say talk on the phone OMG!! I am talking about 12 1/2hrs worth yes you read right 12 1/2hrs. And when we talk time seems to just go by so fast w

Been A While, But Hopefully Worth It
There I was, walking aimlessly down a random street in Germany. I had no idea how I got there, or exactly where I was, but it was a beautiful day and I was happy to be out of doors. The last thing I remembered was sitting on my barstool, sipping a Beam and soda, bull-shitting with the waitresses. It was Thursday evening, I had come up after work to read the paper and have a few cocktails, as I usually did during happy hour, and the next thing I know I’m on this street. I pick up a paper from the sidewalk, and, based on the rudimentary German I remember from High School, it’s Saturday morning. I find what I believe to be a coffee-shop and step inside to get a large java to help me shake off the cobwebs and figure out how I got here and what happened to the last 36 or so hours. Thankfully, they accept my American currency, and agree to exchange most of the rest for Euros. I thank them to the best of my ability and head back outside. As I walk out the door, turning to wave goodby

6 Sex Mistakes Men Make
6 Sex Mistakes Men Make " This is a WedMD feature. I would like to share this to all. A very informative article for both men and women. Happy reading!" Reviewed by Louise Chang, MD Hey guys, think you know everything there is to know about having sex with women? That erotic encyclopedia you carry around in your head may contain a lot of basic errors and omissions about women's sexuality -- errors that can lead to sex mistakes. That's because -- after learning the facts of life -- most of us are left to figure out sex for ourselves. Guys tend to take a lot of cues from adult movies, and we all know how true-to-life those are. Experience may help, but many women can be shy when talking about what they like. To help us with some sex tips, WebMD asked two acclaimed sex educators, Tristan Taormino and Lou Paget, to tell us what they think are the most common sex mistakes men make with women. Sex Mistake No.1: You Know What She Wants Men often make assumptions about wh

Auto-11's
WoW!!! ~ WoW!!! ~ WoW!!! I’M TRYING TO GET TO PROPHET!!! HERE’S YOUR CHANCE TO GET UP TO $156,000 FUBUCKS!!! MY AUTO-11’S ARE ON FOR 24 HOURS FROM 9 PM Eastern Time on Friday, January 23rd until 9 PM Eastern Time on Saturday, January 24th so come spank me hard and luv me up!!! I HAVE TONS OF HAPPY HOUR RATE FOLDERS. RATE THEM FOR A TOTAL OF $78,000 FUBUCKS! BUT..... IF YOU RATE MY FOLDERS DURING ANY HAPPY HOURS WHILE MY AUTO-11 IS RUNNING, I’LL DOUBLE THE FUBUCKS FOR EACH FOLDER! That's a total of $156,000 Fubucks! WoW!!! THIS DOUBLE FUBUCKS OFFER IS ONLY VALID DURING ANY HAPPY HOURS WHILE MY AUTO-11’S ARE RUNNING. SO HURRY UP AND GET YOUR RATES IN DURING EVERY HAPPY HOUR! YOU ABSOLUTELY MUST comment the last pic in each folder that's rated AND ALSO PRIVATE MESSAGE ME WITH THE FOLDER NAMES that were completed. NO EXCEPTIONS!!! If you don't, YOU WILL NOT GET PAID. This Auction bully/blog brought to you by the one and only... Imagine~Dangerou

The Spirit Of Giving!!!
I remember growing up, being so poor and the envy I always felt towards others during Christmas time. My father was a dead beat dad! child support interfered with his drinking. My mother left alone with four boys, struggled to make ends meet and did a fair job of it. Eight years old riding the bus after winter break was a living hell for me. Kids with new clothes and shoes, my stinky old sneakers would always get covered by my book bag for the whole ride. My jacket always a hand-me-down, was full of holes and the zipper very delicate. Only thing new on me was my sweater, my grand mother new I liked thick sweaters, I could always count on grandma for one of those. The teasing would start on the first day returning to school and would last till mid January. "Jeepers Creepers look at them old sneakers"! I heard it so much in a two week period I would try to match it with music. Kids can be real cruel, and when your the "poor" kid, you become the target of everyone. I even ran away

I Love Being A Grandma
On Saturday, August 23rd-2008....My Oldest Son Was Deployed To Afghanistan And The Hardest Part As A Parent Is Knowing You Can't Do Anything About It Except Support Them And Pray For Them. So Please Don't Forget To Support Our Troops And Realize What They Are Doing For Our Country And Pray For Their Safe Return Home. Thank You..... I Am Proud To Announce That On Tuesday, November 11-2008 (Veterans Day) At 7:30pm...Jacb Paul Alexander Came Into This World At 7lbs 13oz And 21 Inches Long... And I Became A New Grandma. He's The Best Blessing And Addition To Our Family!! I Am Also Very Proud Of Stephen And Nina For Getting Through This Rough Time And Bringing This Miracle Into Our Lives. I Love You Both And Jacob Very Much!!

Thoughts
i have been in a lot of mental turmoil.lost and just havnt found who i am or who anyone else is.my "friends" are seemingly just not around.i cant trust anyone and the ones i trust i cant seem to trust.i dont know why i am this way.i lose myself into darkness.i see people who are happy,while i am unhappy and very lonely.i ahve tried all everything to get happy yet i fail hopelessly most of the time.i care for all my friends online and in reality,yet happiness is just always out of reach.i do not know where i am going or who i am gonna meet on the way.maybe i will meet you and it could change me or my outlook but no one knows for sure what tomorow brings or if we will make it through tomorow.

Bulletins, Begging,blocking, Blings, Buzz, And Babies(plus Auto 11 Giveaway)
They say.. "Fubar! We Know Drama!" It's amazing how often so many people project on to others what is true about themselves. Some people are not appreciative of what others do to make their lives easier. It's disconcerting to sponsor a happy hour and provide blings to people, MOST of whom you don't know, only to have people get mad because you did not bling THEM. It's further disturbing the way in which some of the "gangs" upon Fubar operate. They shake down other members for bling by trying to make themselves seem more important than they are. One such group I have encountered is the Shadow Levelers. The impression I have gotten is that they are caught in a herd mentality and unable/scared to step out of the herd and speak their own beliefs. There are of course exceptions..but as a rule..their minds are closed. If you are a member of this group..PLEASE.. Block me! I DO NOT care for your group. I had mostly good times in all the happy hours I sponsored till this group showed up. I bl

Nsfw Contest 12/16/08
The best NSFW salute recieved that gets the most rates/comments gets 5 request block on the next 5 shows, plus 200,000 fubux! Salutes can be sent to mackdaddyseank on YIM or mackdaddyseank@yahoo.com on MSN, or just to that email. If you send via email make sure to send a private message here to alert me so i don't miss it. Contest ends 12/19/08. All salutes must have DJ Pitbull in them.

Lessons
Some things are so hard to accomplish. So hard to have to tell yourself to man up. To trust those feelings you get, telling you dont do it. Masking yourself to look as stable as possible. To look like you dont give one bother to the world for what they did. Not to let others down because of your selfishness. Putting a smile on to hide your frown. Looking that person straight in the eye, and not letting your guard down to give them the satisfaction. Believing that your going to move on. Remember those good memories. And those bad memories. Forgiving but never forgetting. You thought you could never go on. And you did, with ease, and no mercy. Those sleepless nights, days of wondering, never knowing what was going to be thrown at you next. Taking what you hear, see, and experience. And looking at it as a lesson you learned. And that you will teach in the future. Finally you got your request. To feel the best you ever have in your life. Because you proved to yourself t

Events
I was reading a friend's blog earlier (love you, girl) about how this guy who will remain anonymous (Dave) sends her such wildly creative messages like "hi" and "sup". here's her blog if you're curious: Perfectly_Inked And of course so many of you send absolutely nothing with your friend requests. So, on to my point...I get this request today: Richie And I'm stunned...lol So what is there left to talk about on the second-date? I mean, if he's serious, I'm sorry for the guy, glad he seems to be doing well...but it's a bit much for a 'Hello' Ok..so I had a few choices this year. None of them really peaked me but neither did sitting at home watching Dick Clark. I had a few friends come over and we hung out for a bit. Then we hit a local club so we could dance and flirt some free drinks. Hey it works, shut up. Around 11 we decided to go to this one party we were invited to. I wasn't all that into it, but there was this really cute guy I had met a few days b

Doggerlel
I say to all that I did sin, I blame it on a little gin And there was vodka and Vermouth, quite a bit to tell the truth A pretty girl stood oh so near, I had to offer her a beer I took her home and wondered how, I'd manage to uphold my vow She lay down upon the bed, I asked if we could pray instead She smiled and opened up her arms, another saint fallen by a woman's charm On my honor, good and true I pledge to all, I will not screw any person, place, or thing, that does not wear my wedding ring while other kids are having fun, I'll be home praying like a nun, I know they will not laugh at me, once they get their std Glow little glow worm, glimmer, glimmer you'd better shine if you want dinner you'll attract some bug or other it might even be your mother glow little glow worm glow Glow little glow worm, glimmer, glimmer I don't think that you're a sinner even if you ate your mother that doesn't mean you didn't love her glow little glow worm glow Run littl

I Was Tagged By My Sister :)
Instructions...... Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you. 1. love the color blue 2. i have a thing for flames and wings 3. i find tattoos to be extremely sexy 4. im scared of letting someone love me 5. i am a textaholic 6. telling me about the girls you have been with is a complete turn off and will make me step away faster than anything 7. if i ever tell you "I Love You" you better cherish it for as long as you can because i mean it 8. i wear my heart on my sleeves sometimes so it dont take much to discourage me from saying or doing something 9. when i am pissed i tend to keep to myself for long periods of time 10. i am me Ryan Kristina John CJ Johnson Mik

Off For A Bit
Just wanted to write a little note to those i care about on her letting you all know that i wont be around after tomorrow for a bit---probably for about three months. Those who are close to me know why. I will miss you all and hey while i am gone show me love hehehe! XoX

Poem 4
its dark and windy deep in the soul, tormented from demons deep within, afraid to unwind its cold grip. suffocating the light which guides, slowly darkening the eyes, washing the memories which make you happy. lamenting your soul weaker, hardening within you to break you, fragile shards slowly work inside. turning you to be who you are not, letting the blood boil unstoppable, raging like and inferno within the skin. trying to cool it intensifies your passion, freedom wanting to escape without recapture, knowing the reality that it can not avoid

Me
ok guys u know i keep my friends list short .. so i dont mind sharing .. alot of u have seen my staus sick and in hospital.. well after alot of may be this maybe that lets try this lets try that. ive so far had 4 blood transfusions as well as a bunch of tests. well Monday i went to the oncology center. and well it looks very much like i have bone cancer. something to do with anemia being persistant and high calcuim levels .. so this friday im going for a bunch of bone scans.. basically i just wanted my friends kept up to date and maybe someof the reasons while i jus rate n rate to keep my mindof stuff.. This is all very new to me i dont think i have really taken it in yet .. so i dont know much till they do more stuff then next friday i go for D day back at the oncology center i guess to find out finally whats going on .. i just dont feel a doctor would say to u it looks like bone cancer if he wasnt pretty sure .. gurls remember check ur skirt isnt tucked in ya knickers when ya lea

Threesomes "about Me" :)
Threesomes ShareNow, here's what you're supposed to do...and please do not spoil the fun. Start a new note, delete my answers and put in your own. Tag your friends and tell them to tag you. The theory is that you will learn a lot of little known things about each other.Three Names I go by1. Anissa2. Anissa Christine3. I don't have any nicknamesThree Jobs I have had in my life1. Pharmacy Tech2. Elementary School Teacher3. Psychological ResearcherThree Places I have lived1. Michigan (lived there for 34 years)2. Ohio (while I went to college at the University of Toledo)3. Texas (where I have lived for the last 3 years)Three TV Shows that I watch1. Americas Next Top Model2. Project Runway3. LMN moviesThree places I have been1. Toronto, Canada2. Las Vegas, NV3. Lake Tahoe, CA Three people that e-mail me regularly1. The people I work with2. My friend Rusty3. David Three of my favorite foods1. Chinese (Kung Pow Chicken)2. Veggies3. Homemade Pizza (the kind that's better for you)Three things

Thong Thursday!
I declare today Thong Thursday to support my dear friend Seamus. He has long worn a thong every Thursday and is in need of some support. He wishes he had the courage to be waxed by Helga, but hes scared that the amount of hair he has will be so painful to remove that he will be crying for weeks. So to help him find the courage I ask you to place a picture of Seamus in a thong in your default. He will know were behind him 100% Thank you for your suport Wicked & Big Tom (mostly Big Tom)

Cherry Bomb Or Auto 11 Auction
My auction is not about money its gonna be a fair auction not just who has the most money .... just leave me a msg on what you bid for the bling the auction was posted in a bully so it will expire on the 28th..its not who bids the most it what interests me the most

Boredom Equals This
[ NOW ] Current mood: bummed Current music: "Pretty Wings" by Maxwell Current taste: apples Current hair: dark brown w/blonde highlights up in a bun with bangs pinned up Current clothes: t-shirt and pj pants Current annoyance: allergies Current smell: apples Current thing I should be doing: sleeping Current windows open: none Current desktop picture: chevy emblem Current favorite band: dont have one Current book: none at the moment Current cd in stereo: a mix Current crush: Will Current favorite celeb: Channing Tatum [ DO YOU.. ] Smoke?: no Do drugs?: never Have a dream that keeps coming back?: a couple of them Remember your first love?: yes sadly Still love him/her?: no, more like hate him Read the newspaper?: online Have any gay or lesbian friends?: sure do and i love them Believe in miracles?: i believe in God Believe it's possible to remain faithful forever?: only if you want to remain faithful forever Consider yourself tolerant of others?: of course not Consider love a mistake?:

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Isabella
You say you've turned it offHid your heart up on a shelfScared of what it might costTo take it off for someone else'Cause lovin her you lostToo much of yourselfBaby can't you see that she's not me and... I need you to know you can fall into meThat my arms are wide openAnd will always beRight here waiting, staying strongCome and fall into meI'll follow any road anywhere to get to youI'll open up my soulIf that's what you need me to doBut now baby it's your moveAll you've got to doIs believe in love, just believe in us now... I need you to know you can fall into meThat my arms are wide openAnd will always beRight here waiting, staying strongCome and fall into meJust believe in loveJust believe in usBaby... I need you to know you can fall into meThat my arms are wide openAnd will always beRight here waiting, staying strongCome and fall into meCome and fall into meBaby fall into me The Way I Love U lyricsEverything's cool, yeahIt's all gonna be okay, yeahAnd I know, Maybe I'll leave andLau

Paige Brewer
My mother is friends with the mother of this girl and this is the note that she left on facebook concerning the well-being of her daughter Paige...... My 16 yr old daughter Paige Marie Brewer has run away from home. She was living with my mother in Faribault MN to finish high school after my move to the cities. I visited with her Saturday and she showed me a card and bear that was sent to her. She said it was from a 17 yr old she thought was gay and "nothing to worry about". The card was proclaiming his love for her. I told her I didn't approve of her giving out her address on line and would revoke her computer privledges if she continues with that lack of judgement. She mentioned something about a man named Johnathon "The Impaler" Sharkey who thought he was a vampire and had run for governer. I thought it was just someone she was researching because of the Vampire thing, she seems to be enthralled with that lately and I figured it was due to the whole "Twilight" craze. I didn't

Pelosi's Failure
Four years ago, Nancy Pelosi and her fellow Congressional Democrats took control of Washington with a promise to drain the so-called "swamp" of corruption and have, as she said, "The most honest, the most open and the most ethical Congress in history." The recent sexual harassment allegations against Democrat Congressman Eric Massa and the continuing ethics investigations into Congressman Charlie Rangel's illegal Caribbean junkets and failure to pay federal taxes on unreported income serves as a stark reminder that the Democrats have largely failed the American people. Pelosi and the Democrats' pledges to "change" Washington were nothing more than lofty populist campaign rhetoric -- and they must be held responsible for their double-talking, double-dealing ways. It's time for Nancy Pelosi to stop protecting her liberal allies in Congress and start protecting the American people from corrupt politicians like she promised. Nancy Pelosi and Congressional Democrats have failed the Ameri

Mauranna And Thomas
Hello everyone. I beenwith Thomas off and on for 8 years and now we arefinaly together and soon ro e engaged. I love him o deah and he a great guy to be with. He in the Army and coming to see me in a xouple weeks

How I Feel
the way i feel that im alone if your bf or gf dont talk to u and u feel ignored what do you do i mean is hard that you and your partner is states away but u dont know whats going on when you are not around and when you talk to them they dont talk back what do you do i feel empty when the woman i love ignores me or dont talk to me have you ever had that feeling why is your partner is ignoring you or dont want to talk to you i feel like there is somethin goin on but i dont know but all i know is you got to have faith and hope to be in a relationship cause without that the relationship wont last long and i want people to know about her im on fire for her longing for her need her with me to be whole again im lost without her i need her by my side to give me strength to give me confidence the passion the drive without her i am worthless and nothin basically whithout my and the person you are with we r nothin but a lonely empty shell needing and wanting your soul mate and the one i miss is m

I Am What I Am
I love you is eight letters long, but so is bullshit. Both stink up the place, when you're in the middle of it. Fallen, taken the plunge, doing everything you can. To show them, prove to them, make them understand. Then you find out you are nothing, practically shit in their eyes. The blow is rough, hits hard, you realize. You are one thing, that's all you are good for. Holding them high above the others, being slammed to the floor. What you feel right now, doesn't effect them at all. Because to them you are nothing, they don't care about the fall. You sustained, it simply doesn't matter. That you are crushed, heartbroken and shattered. You're just a face, nothing more than that. Oh but I am more, that's a fact. I am strong willed, chipped, refusing to break. I'll stand tall and smile, although it's fake. This hurt inside, will never be seen. Because I am what I am, and that goes WAY beyond this fucking screen.

Over And Over Again
I got divorced earlier this year. She was bipolar and had neglected to inform me of this when I asked her point blank to her face. "Is there anything I need to know about you before we get married" Nothing! Not even the desire she has to have a persons arm inserted into her vagina. I think I should of been told about that before. So I got used bad. Along with the relationship there after. A woman in need, and now a empty wallet. I have a big heart. Looking for love, respect, unconditional love, and someone that will be there with me when times are hard. So far, I only find people that bail on me when it's convenient. I did stupid stuff in the past yes. But I'm honest, moral, loyal, trust worthy. And a family guy. And I get kicked to the curb, and I travel again, solo! So yeah, I'm a little bitter I am entitled. But it's the past and no one should have free rent in my head. It's over. I want to find good times, and find someone worthy of my love.

Circle Of Trees
She had been taunting me all dayThat's not a healthy thing to do yannoBut secretly i knew what she was doingSo i said nothing, but i planned I left work early to begin enforcing my planI drove out to a secluded, wooded areaWe had walked here together once and marveled at its haunting feelI smiled a not completely safe smile Yes this was the site of my retributionGrabbing a 5 lb sledge i drove in the iron pin into the groundI yanked hard and there was no give, noneI looked around at the circle of trees and felt its haunting touch..nodding I set 4 lanterns in and amongst the nearby trees, unlit for nowI wanted to clearly see her form so that i could blaze it permanently into my mindI knew she would never forget this dayDark clouds were in the sky, ominous in their presenceI could hear and see lightning and smell the rain coming, good Coming back, I confronted herI told her to prepare herselfGrabbing her chin and holding her gazeShe was to wear a shear gown with plainly visible nippl

Picture Thief
THANKS HELLSGATES1LOVE I dont know about you all but I'm personally sick and tired of people not asking if they can rip your pics before they do and then try to post them as their OWN!!! OH YES I AM PISSED.Some LCers are lazy fuckin people...we take the time to get and make these pics our own...and even ask the owners if we may have a copy of them...and LAZY ASSHOLES just come along and take them at liberty...does this look like a free for all???!!! NO i think not.I for one know that if a certyain lil LCer named niki jacks one more pic i will cause some serious issue here...Hey maybe we should post a new contest for the laziest jerk in LC...or maybe biggest picture theif...!STOP and ASK people DAM most of us usually say no problem.Have some respect!!!!! If any of my friends agree with this blog please recopy and paste to your own blog and sendto your friends. **************************************** I'm guilty! It was my first day and i didnt know! lol I stole a tat pic from my

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Changes
Hello every one. I decided to make some changes to my pictures. I deleted most of the private ones that no one could see except a few. I am slowly going thru my photos and taking some out and adding new ones. So if you see a picture today and its not there tomorrow that is why. Also please do me a favor. when you view my pics please rate them and leave comments so i know if you like them. I wont take any new ones or post new ones unless i know people are actually leaving comments for them. Hugs sam

A Time Away....
Me and my guys are finally leaving iraq within the next 2 weeks finally after 13 months thanks for all the soldier support over the last months........remember to not forget other soldiers over here a simple hi can make them feel better when faced with iraq Hey everyone thanks for all the comments and the luv i got here from everyone met some really cool people. I am about to move to another part of iraq and i wont have internet access for a few days......yeah i know it sucks.....hopefully when i get back on i will have lots of luv from all of my friends on here..... I will have new pics when i get back on so be lookin for em Hey everybody,thanks for all the love and support. I'm having trouble with my internet connection over here in Iraq so if I don't respond right away I'm not ignoring you , I will respond to everybody. Thanks again.

Mere Thoughts
Have you ever been in a crowd of people and just felt so lost that you had no idea what you were doing or why. Like you just need to scream for someone,anyone to hear you.. Ever feel like just when your life gets to going the correct way, the good way, the rug is pulled out from under neath you. As if you couldnt do a single damn thing right no matter how much you try. Well let me tell you this. that feeling sucks big time. Lately I have felt like my life might be getting back on track, but what happens, another snag in the line of life, oh well, such is life right. Well that might be true, but that dont mean that I have to like it. Maybe when everyone learns that each person is unique in his or her own way and that we are special, the world might be a better day, til that time comes, I think I am just gonna go to my little corner of this big insane world and watch it as it goes by, Maybe one day it will stop for me and i will want to get on the ride once more. the silence that sur

Grandchildren
To those of us who have children in our lives, whether they are our own, grandchildren, nieces, nephews, or students... here is something to make you chuckle. Whenever your children are out of control, you can take comfort from the thought that even God's omnipotence did not extend to His own children. After creating heaven and earth, God created Adam and Eve. And the first thing he said was "DON'T! " "Don't what? " Adam replied. "Don't eat the forbidden fruit." God said. "Forbidden fruit? We have forbidden fruit? Hey Eve..we have forbidden fruit! " "No Way! " "Yes way! " "Do NOT eat the fruit! " said God. "Why ? " "Because I am your Father and I said so! " God replied, wondering why He hadn't stopped creation after making the elephants. A few minutes later, God saw His children having an apple break and He was ticked! "Didn't I tell you not to eat the fruit? " God asked.

Everything... And Everyone
I am a single woman.. I've been single for a while now.. I forgot I had a blog up about my ex until a friend just commented on it.. So I just wanted to clear that up.... Definetly am single.. Although I do have a very serious crush... He's a million miles away.. but he makes my heart smile. I want to thank everyone for all the love they have been showing me latley.. So thank you guys.. Your the best.. Starting to make me feel really special here. That is all... hehe.. muah. OK.. so.. I just put a new message thing on my page.. You should all show me some love.. I'm excited to see what I'll get it!! Do it!! I'll be sure to repay you with lots of luvin in return.. Thanks guys.. Fubar Love.

Text Feelings
My dear i live for no tomorrow & surely not be afraid of yesterday. the warth of your profile strickens me to a point of me not been familiar with the feelings i have in the now world and for me to sweep you off your feet .chances are for fools i must let my presents be known............................. you fall as i steer can't do nothing but fear .the views that my eyes are shedding is vast. as the clouds reaching the mountains and past . dwindling to be consumed by the high desert planes.there is a loss of words as the view overwelmes my train of thought. just then the words bleed into my mouth tasting every emotion that the words repersent.my memories are all that i have inocently kept like it all it just slipped through my grasp. as i learn not to become 100% involded with anything .i look at the stain that covers my heart and the question mark that remains........ Patrick Clifton 2006

You Are Beautiful
Don t feel shame about you........ Live ur life........................ Don t hide urself behind a puter... Be honest especially with yourself.... Be UPFRONT............................ be PROUD of YOURSELF................ No matter if you are MAN/WOMAN/GAY/LESBIAN/ /TRANNY or TRANSSEXUAL YOU ARE A PERSON......DON T FORGET IT BE PROUD OF YOURSELF ASJA and I am proud to say I m TRANSSEXUAL

Lennon Files
LOS ANGELES, Dec 20 (Reuters Life!) - The FBI has released the last 10 documents from its secret files on slain Beatle John Lennon that had been withheld for 25 years on the ground they could prompt "military retaliation" against the United States, campaigners for their release said on Wednesday. The files turn out to contain only well known information about Lennon's ties to left-wing leaders and antiwar groups in London in 1970 and 1971, said Jon Wiener, a history professor at the University of California, Irvine, and the Southern California chapter of the American Civil Liberties Union. "Today we can see that the national security claims the FBI has been making for 25 years were absurd from the beginning. The Lennon FBI file is a classic case of excessive government secrecy," Wiener said in a statement. The released documents include one that states Lennon "encouraged the belief that he holds revolutionary views ... by the content of some of his songs." Ano

Final Test.
words are a weapon of mass destruction. people don't realize that all they have to do is say the wrong thing and people want to either kill you or them selves. no one needs to do anything anymore. all they have to is speak with out thinking. if people would step back and think about what they are about to say they would save the hurt from being brought forth. have a lil respect for people and what how you express your selves with words and all shall live in peace with one another.

Help Us Find Justice
Robert Nathaniel Kirk, who was Murdered on August 28th, 2006. We need your help to sign the petition which will be forwarded to the Maricopa County Examiner's office to reopen my son's case. To make sure your signature will count please use your full, first and last name. Thank you so much for your help. Every Single Human Life is VALUABLE!!!!! PLEASE VOICE YOUR OPINION TO THE EXAMINER'S OFFICE REGARDING MY SON'S CASE 06-03435 their phone number is 602-506-3322, their fax number is 602-506-1546, their e-mail is http://www.maricopa.gov/medex/contact.aspx and their address is Office of the Medical Examiner, 701 W. Jefferson St. Phoenix, Az. 85007. FOR MORE INFORMATION AND TO SEE THE AUTOPSY PHOTOS CLICK ON THE REWARD POSTER AND GO TO JIM'S PAGE http://www.myspace.com/jimkirkfornate EVERY VOICE COUNTS AND NEEDS TO BE HEARD to sign this petition u can go directly to http://www.petitionspot.com/petitions/speak4nate My adopted little brother Nate Kirk was murdered on August 28

Wolf Spirits
The wolf fulfilled two roles for the Indian: he was a powerful and mysterious animal, and so perceived by most tribes, and he was a medicine animal, identified with a particular individual, tribe or clan. At a tribal level, the attraction to the wolf was strong, because the wolf lived in a way that made the tribe strong. He provided food for all, including the old and sick members of the pack. He saw to the education of his children. He defended his territory against other wolves. At a personal level, those for whom the wolf was a medicine animal or personal totem understood the qualities that made the wolf stand out as an individual. For example, his stamina, ability to track well and go without food for long periods. The definition and defense of home range was as important to the Indian as it was to the wolf. The boundries of most Indian territories, like those of wolves, changed with the movement of game herds, the size of the tribe and the time of year. The tribe

My Songs
Darkened dreams Eclipsed by a ravaged sky Painful sorrow Heart torn to shreds Weeping willow Pain eternal Sweet beauty Raped and broken Torn from the world leaving behind such sadness Blood red sky Acid rain falling like tears Mother earth laid slain Her children damned Bittersweet tears Adorning tattered cheeks The poisoned earth Screaming in silence Begging for salvation A shockwave of anger Splitting the world in two No lust no want All forsaken Gias heart torn and battered Her innocence lost for all time She sheds tears as black as oil Heart ripped to dust Winds stopping No water does flow Black heart No mind Earth laid barren Wasteland no life left Eyes of the damned turning to you Her body raises from the ashes Her eyes venom to the world Tongue speaking in riddles You are cursed Your all damned Brought on by your greed Teppered lies No one to blame but YOU Vengeance soon to be served

Hello
well theres a bit most dont know about me and theres some Others know more of *weg* You know who Ya is ;;) i run the local BDSM group in my town and believe me thats a job and a half for a small town knowing i cant please everyone i know know that this i really cant do im sure i wont please everyone here either im sure some will look at my profile and say good lord this is not right but thats to bad its a part of me and it is a part of WHO i am like it or not i am a slave butthen again who all to i have to please but my One .. guess thats all that really matters anyways having a rough day today im sick and i have no one close to cuddle wif til im better well i have those i can cyber cuddle with but the feeling of a nice set of strong arms wrapped around me and the warmth of a Mans touch just isnt the same in cyber *sighs* .. theres nothing (ok there is other stuff too) that can make a girl feel all comfy and cozy mmmm well i want a cuddle and

Jim Morrison
When he said people are Strange. The following is a conversation I had on Cherrytap tonight with a lady who read my blog about what I want in a relationship. By the way I didn't write it read it and thought it sounded good. Sweetcream: hey stryder i loved the blog it was nice and i do agree with you on that ok. but wait on god ok sweetie god has someone for everyone ok you just havnt found the right women for you yet ok but in gods timing you will ok. just be patient if your saved and you love and serve god which you probably dont but jesus loves you anyhow ok he will give you a real nice women who is a match to you ok in jis timing ill pray for you and that god will bless you with someone you are compatible with ok. dont worry youll find someone for you before jesus comes if its gods will for you to be with someone and get married hopefully one day ok what i mean by that is marriage is a ministry and marriage isnt for everyone ok. but ill be keeping you in my daily prayers ok

Poetry
There was an important job to be done. EVERYBODY was sure SOMEBODY would do it. ANYBODY could have it but NOBODY did it. SOMEBODY got angry about that because it was EVERYBODY's job. EVERYBODY thought SOMEBODY would do it and NOBODY realized ANYBODY couldn't do it. So, it ended up that EVERYBODY blamed SOMEBODY when NOBODY did whay ANYBODY could have done. Someday you'll cry for me Like I cried for you Someday you'll miss me Like I missed you Someday you'll need me Like I needed you Someday you'll love me But I wont love you We spend more but have less We buy more but enjoy less We have bigger houses and smaller families More conveniences but less time We have more degrees but less sense More knowledge but less judgement More experts yet more problems More medicine but less wellness We drink too much Smoke too much Spend too recklessly Laugh too little Drive too fast Get too angry Stay up too late Get up too tired Read t

Iraqi Coffee Shop
Janet’s Vice Shop aka KTOC coffee shop Open 2300-0800 (0800-2300 by appointment only) Disclosure(s): All Meth comes crystallized unless otherwise ordered All drinks are enjoyed best with Nicotine Decaf is unavailable an blasphemous Menu: Dirty Water (coffee: self service) Selfish bastard (one shot of espresso) Meth (Double shot of espresso) Latte (Meth with cream) Choco-Latte (Meth with Chocolate milk) Banana-Latte (Meth with banana milk) Straw-Latte (Meth with Strawberry milk) Chocolate Meth (Choco-Latte with Cocoa added) Monkey on Meth (Banana-Latte and Cocoa) Smartass (Straw-Latte with cocoa) Choco-gasm (Chocolate Latte with cocoa w/marshmallows) Gay Monkey (Monkey on Meth with berry flavored cocoa) Here in Iraq, we've opened up a coffee shop where we work. A friend of mind sent me a couple espresso machines and we get most everything else from care packages or the chow hall. The only thing we have to pay for is sugar and we have a tip jar for that

If I Broke Into Your House
Let's say I break into your house A lady wrote the best letter in the Editorials in ages!!! It explains things better than all the baloney you hear on TV. Her point: Recently large demonstrations have taken place across the country protesting the fact that Congress is f inally addressing the issue of illegal immigration. Certain people are angry that the US might protect its own borders, might make it harder to sneak into this country and, once here, to stay indefinitely. Let me see if I correctly understand the thinking behind these protests. Let's say I break into your house. Let's say that when you discover me in your house, you insist that I leave. But I say, "I've made all the beds and washed the dishes and did the laundry and swept the floors. I've done all the things you don't like to do. I'm hard-working and honest (except for when I broke into your house). According to the protesters: You are Required to let m

The End Of The World
How..you ask? You know that you've thought about it the same way I do everyday of my existence. It's on everyone's mind...but noone wants to speak up. Well I hope whoever reads this reports it to their local congressman ASAP!!! The solution is relatively simple...but in the eyes of many, would be considered un-ethical. We have more troops here in the states than any military organization on the planet...the problem is they are part of our correctional system...yes that's right...inmates, prisoners, felons, and the like. Many of these murderers, rapists, pedophiles, drug dealers, and violent offenders are already literally trained to fight and kill. Yet they continue to be fed 3 squares, are housed, clothed, and bathed like big babies; some even paroled, all the while the future men and women of our country are fighting a meaningless war overseas with no restrooms, no facilities, no food sometimes, and no peace. I do support out troops, but not the cause, for the record. I'll

The Flashing Pink Parasol
This fucking dick had to be a fucking asshole, just because I wouldn't show him my tits. Well here's most of the transcript if you guys want to read it..his comments will be in yellow & mine in green, you will need to start at the bottom & read up..Then he add me as a fan, rates my profile a 1, and the tries to add me as a friend. What a fucking loser! Any of you guys want to fuck this piece of shit up? BE MY GUEST! ->sugardaddy: thank god for that! sugardaddy: STRANGER THINGS HAVE HAPPENED SEXY..... IM GONEEEEEEEEEEEEE ->sugardaddy: later littledaddy, btw, nice try on the add thing......not gonna happen! sugardaddy: ROTFALMFAO.. BYE BABY .. I KNOW YOU LIKE ME 8O) ->sugardaddy: why do you need to keep embarrassing yourself like this, im sure the right guy is out there for you. sugardaddy: I JUST NOTICED YOUR A GEMINI I WOULD FUCK YOU SILLY MAY I SUCK YOUT TITS TILL THEY ACHE? ->sugardaddy: umm Buckwild is a stallion, something you obviously know nothing about.... sugarda

9 Words Women Use.
9 WORDS WOMEN USE 1. Fine: This is the word women use to end an argument when they are right and you need to shut up. 2. Five Minutes: If she is getting dressed, this means a half an hour. Five minutes is only five minutes if you have just been given five more minutes to watch the game before helping around the house. 3. Nothing: This is the calm before the storm. This means something, and you should be on your toes. Arguments that begin with nothing usually end in fine. 4. Go Ahead: This is a dare, not permission. Don't Do It! 5. Loud Sigh: This is actually a word, but it's a non-verbal statement often misunderstood by men. A loud sigh means she thinks you are an idiot and wonders why she is wasting her time standing here and arguing with you about nothing. (Refer back to # 3 for the meaning of nothing.) 6. That's Okay: This is one of the most dangerous statements a women can make to a man. That's okay means she wants to think long and hard bef

Bleh
I wonder by my troth, what thou and I Did, till we loved? were we not wean'd till then? But suck'd on country pleasures, childishly? Or snorted we in the Seven Sleepers' den? 'Twas so ; but this, all pleasures fancies be ; If ever any beauty I did see, Which I desired, and got, 'twas but a dream of thee. And now good-morrow to our waking souls, Which watch not one another out of fear ; For love all love of other sights controls, And makes one little room an everywhere. Let sea-discoverers to new worlds have gone ; Let maps to other, worlds on worlds have shown ; Let us possess one world ; each hath one, and is one. My face in thine eye, thine in mine appears, And true plain hearts do in the faces rest; Where can we find two better hemispheres Without sharp north, without declining west? Whatever dies, was not mix'd equally; If our two loves be one, or thou and I Love so alike that none can slacken, none can die.

Blogging
To all my friends and family! You guys are the best ever!!!!! And when I say WE won it's because you all worked so hard! I couldn't have done it without you! I love you! Mama So I have tried to make it a top priority to make sure that I thank everyone who has helped me out and let them know how much I appreciate them....I wanted to make sure that if there was anyone that I may have missed that they know this as well....Sometimes it's hard to keep up with everyone when there are so many people helping. So to all of you guys and gals I love you to death and thank you so very much! Muah! Misty "Mama"

*****
I bought a bird feeder. I hung it on my back porch and filled it with seed. Within a week we had hundreds of birds taking advantage of the continuous flow of free and easily accessible food. But then the birds started building nests in the boards of the patio, above the table, and next to the barbecue. Then came the poop. It was everywhere: on the patio tile, the chairs, the table...everywhere. Then some of the birds turned mean: They would dive bomb me and try to peck me even though I had fed them out of my own pocket. And others birds were boisterous and loud: They sat on the feeder and squawked and screamed at all hours of the day and night and demanded that I fill it when it got low on food. After a while, I couldn't even sit on my own back porch anymore. I took down the bird feeder and in three days the birds were gone. I cleaned up their mess and took down the many nests they had built all over the patio. Soon, the back yard was like it used to be...quiet, serene and no one deman

Old Rooster
A farmer went out one day and bought a brand new stud rooster for his chicken coop. The new rooster struts over to the old rooster and says, "OK old timer, time for you to retire." The old rooster replies, "Come on, surely you cannot handle ALL of these hens. Look what it has done to me. Can't you just let me have the two old hens over in the corner?" The young rooster says, "Beat it! You are washed up and I am taking over.." The old rooster says, "I tell you what, young stud. I will race you around the farmhouse. Whoever wins gets exclusive domain over the entire chicken coop." The young rooster laughs. "You know you don't stand a chance, old man. So, just to be fair, I will give you a head start." The old rooster takes off running. About 15 seconds later the young rooster takes off running after him. They round the front porch of the farmhouse and the young rooster has closed the gap. He is only about 5 feet behind the old rooster and gaining fast. The farmer, meanw

Some Of My Writing
Why is it that soooooo many men feel the need to use pickup lines in order to talk to us women?? I mean...seriously...haven't we gotten past that?? I know for me personally....I'm more impressed if a man approaches me....introduces himself....and tries to strike up an intelligent conversation....versus a man who comes up to me and says something like "did it hurt....when you fell from heaven"....are there any men out there who can just be themselves???? Lessons Learned So Far By Chantal Life can be so complicated sometimes, and we don't always make the best choices. All we can do is try our best. I'll be the first to admit.....it took me awhile to grow up. When I finally did, I began to realize some pretty important things. For instance, many times my mom was actually right about things......I can see that, now that I have kids of my own. Looking back, I see now that when I was in school my friends and I could be so cruel to other kids sometimes. At the time it seemed

Stupid Shit
You have a sexual IQ of 157 When it comes to sex, you are a super genius. You have had a lot of experience, and sex interests you so you know a lot about it. You pride yourself on being a source of information and guidance to all of your friends. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com if you reading this, i take it that your on my friends list. let me start by saying alot of people that has accepted me as there friend are starting to be very rude. let me make one thing clear , i am here to talk to new people and hopefully make some new friends, i am not here to get my ass chewed out becuase i didn't read your 9 page fucking biography. i feel that if i ask you where you are from , and i get some dumbass remark about how i didn't remember your entire profile, please take me off of your list. it's a simple fucking question. if it's that hard to talk to someone on here , why are you here? so anyone that doesn't want me as a friend please remove me , but don't get all pissy cuas

Darkness
Close your eyes and jump right in thats not always the right way to begin what in life isnt hard why in life do i not fit in. i work so hard to fix the past but when i keep making it last by fiding things that remind me of the things i fought to loose afraid to be honest and afraid to lie not everyone wins this time shamefull thinking behind my eyes not knowing why it hurts to cry jump right in i feel so blind not sure when its safe to come and say hi so ill step back and hide and jump n and die Come ill protect you i will hide you no one will find you here.... A voice in a young girls head tells her to go into the dark. Only thing that no one knows is that it becomes apart of you as soon as you step in... she felt here very soul become a part of the darkness she now stood in and she saw a figure walk away saying to her.. now your where i have been for years a voice will come to you and tell you how to escape you choose if its worth it i finnaly gave up... time has past

One Thing
Restless tonight Cause I wasted the light Between both these times I drew a really thin line It’s nothing I planned And not that I can But you should be mine Across that line [Chorus:] If I traded it all If I gave it all away for one thing Just for one thing If I sorted it out If I knew all about this one thing Wouldn’t that be something I promise I might Not walk on by Maybe next time But not this time Even though I know I don’t want to know Yeah I guess I know I just hate how it sounds [Chorus x2] Even though I know I don’t want to know Yeah I guess I know I just hate how it sounds Even though I know I don’t want to know Yeah I guess I know I just hate how it sounds [Chorus x3]

I'm Sorry.....
This was a bulletin that it shows how some guys made me feel.... I'm sorry.. if I'm not skinny enough for you to see my ribs. I'm sorry.. if I'm not pretty enough to be "your girl". I'm sorry.. that i dont want to have sex every minute of every day. Image and video hosting by TinyPic I'm sorry.. if I'm not a playboy model so I don't act like a porn star for you. Photo Sharing and Video Hosting at Photobucket I'm sorry.. If i don't have a dream body that turns you on. Photo Sharing and Video Hosting at Photobucket I'm sorry.. if i won't drop down to my knees to get you to like me Photo Sharing and Video Hosting at Photobucket I'm sorry.. if my hair is not long enough. I'm sorry.. if I'm not the "hottest" girl you have ever seen. Photo Sharing and Video Hosting at Photobucket I'm sorry.. That i try my best to make you like me, then get hurt.

Bathtub Test
The Bathtub Test During a visit to the mental asylum, a visitor asked the Director how do you determine whether or not a patient should be institutionalized. 'Well,' said the Director, 'we fill up a bathtub, then we offer a teaspoon, a teacup and a bucket to the patient and ask him or her to empty the bathtub.' 'Oh, I understand,' said the visitor. 'A normal person would use the bucket because it's bigger than the spoon or the teacup.' 'No.' said the Director, 'A normal person would pull the plug. Do you want a bed near the window?' ARE YOU GOING TO PASS THIS ON, OR DO YOU WANT THE BED NEXT TO MINE ?

Yeah, Where They Do That At?
Don't people piss u off? it could be ur problem (friend or spouse), parents, bosses, relatives, i could understand them, because they know u (assholes). Check it what about them assholes, who can't face their real fears? They wait and lurk on u? They don't even have 2 know u, but got something negative to say or display. Now when u smack the shit of them u either fightin them and their protectorS or the D.A.(babysitter 4 the crybaby troublemaker). Simply, we have murders and assaults, because people don't mind their business 4 6 months and stay out of everyone else's 4 the other 6. What i eat allows me to shit and it have nothing 2 do with them as long as i don't ask 2 use their toliet (mouth) or do it on their property. I am not going 2 say won't like 2 literally shit on them, but that is nasty (who cares). People that are miserible, young and old, are noticeable. Just look at them when they say something 2 u and it has nothing 2 do with them, talk about u (probably never said

The Plan!
The Plan! Robin Williams, wearing a shirt that says "I love New York " in Arabic. You gotta love Robin Williams...... Even if he's nuts! Leave it to Robin Williams to come up with the perfe ct plan. What we need now is for our UN Ambassador to stand up and repeat this message. Robin Williams' plan... (Hard to argue with this logic!) "I see a lot of people yelling for peace but I have not heard of a plan for peace. So, here's one plan." 1) "The US will apologize to the world for our "interference" in their affairs, past & present. You know, Hitler, Mussolini, Stalin, Tojo, Noriega, Milosevic, Hussein, and the rest of those "good ole boys", we will never "interfere" again. 2) We will withdraw our troops from all over the world, starting with Germany , South Korea , the Middle East , and the Philippines They don't want us the re, anyway. We would station troops at our borders. No one allowed sneaking through holes in the fence. 3) All illegal alie

Greetings and salutations! Welcome to the tangled web that is inside my mind. This the first time I have decided to blog here on Fubar. Today I felt the urge to write for the first in in very long while. I am not sure if this is the correct forum for my writings,but hey I do tend to color outside the lines most of the time. Since today is the October full moon and the actual Samhain. I thought it would be the perfect time to share four poems with any who might be interested. ~~~~~~~~~~~~ AIR As nighttime falls, the dark wind blows over my skin. I feel her presence, as much tonight as when she slipped from my hands nearly a year ago. Cold stone ill befits one so full of life. Chiseled font; raw epitaph - so limited, so gone. The leaves dance; I feel her hair dancing too. Then a flutter of wings. Cold, brilliant beam of Luna's light surrounds. For a moment, you are caught in the winds. For a moment, you are present in the leaves. For a moment, I see you,

Survey
TELL ME ABOUT YOURSELF - The SurveyName:SusanBirthday:17 JulyBirthplace:Roma,QLDCurrent Location:Roma, (Left and came back...I am not a hillbilly..lol)Eye Color:Blue/green hazelHair Color:BurgundyHeight:175cm (5'9)Right Handed or Left Handed:RightYour Heritage:English/French Canadian/IrishThe Shoes You Wore Today:NoneYour Weakness:My compassionYour Fears:Heights,drugsYour Perfect Pizza:Round??!!??Goal You Would Like To Achieve This Year:Going to America

Bitch
Bitch When I stand up for myself and my beliefs, they call me a bitch. When I stand up for those I love, they call me a bitch. When I speak my mind, think my own thoughts, or do things my own way, they call me a bitch. Being a bitch means that I am free to be the wonderful creature that I am, with all my own intricacies, contradictions, quirks and beauty. Being a bitch means I won't compromise what's in my heart. It means I live my life MY way. It means I won't allow anyone to step on me. When I refuse to tolerate injustice and speak up against it, I am defined as a bitch. The same thing happens when I take time for myself instead of being everyone's maid, or when I act a little selfish. I am proud to be a bitch! It means I have the courage and strength to allow myself to be who I truly am and won't become anyone else's idea of what they think I "should" be. I am outspoken, opinionated, and determined. I want what I want, and there is nothing wrong with that! So try to

Let Them Go!
There are people who can walk away from you. And hear me when I tell you this! When people can walk away from you: let them walk. I don't want you to try to talk another person into staying with you, loving you, calling you, caring about you, coming to see you, staying attached to you. I mean hang up the phone. When people can walk away from you let them walk. Your destiny is never tied to anybody that left. People leave you because they are not joined to you. And if they are not joined to you, you can't make them stay. LET THEM GO! And it doesn't mean that they are a bad person it just means that their part in the story is over. And you've got to know when people's part in your story is over so that you don't keep trying to raise the dead. You've got to know when it's dead. You've got to know when it's over. Let me tell you something. I've got the gift of goodbye. It's the tenth spiritual gift, I believe in goodbye. It's not that I'm hateful, it's that I'm f

Show Reviews
Scarecrow and Fueled By Fire Show Review 12-11-07 @ Studio Seven (Seattle, WA) Well let's start out that driving to Seattle to check out the shows is not that bad!!!! When it is at Studio Seven or a few other venues I enjoy going to!! Well I attended this show with Mark from ROCK MY MONKEY. We got a late start so by the time we got there, we had already missed two opening bands and the third was in middle of their set!! I really don't remember much of them in which is not a good thing!! But I do remember talking with Fueled By Fire (FBF) from Metal Blade Records. While enjoying a great conversation about old school music and bands SCARECROW was setting up and preparing to rip some souls out and they did Just that. I at times thought of several old bands that they sounded similar to and it was refreshing to hear just old school thrash again. I must admit I thought I was looking at a Cliff Burton, Dave Mustaine and a few other old school players from the 80's

Racers Prayer
The Racer's Prayer Before I start my engine Lord I need to talk to you. And ask humbly your blessing for what I'm about to do. I give you all the credit for it's only by your grace, that I have reached this starting line, to run another race. The road that lies before me now uncertain it may be, but I can face this challenge Lord, If you will ride with me. Prepare my heart and give me strength, Protect me from all harm. With ever-present danger, hold me safely in your arms. Lord blesses my competition, my friends and family, May they know your LOVE for them, and see that love in me. Amen!

Test
click on it will tell u about your area Below is Dr. Phil's test. (Dr. Phil scored 55; he did this test on Oprah - she got a 38.) Some folks pay a lot of money to find this stuff out! Read on, this is very interesting! Don't be overly sensitive! The following is pretty accurate and it only takes 2 minutes. Take this test for yourself and send it to your friends. The person who sent it placed their score in the e-mail subject box. Please do the same before forwarding to your friends (send it back to the person who sent it to you.) Don't peek, but begin the test as you scroll down and answer. Answers are for who you are now --- not who you were in the past. Have pen or pencil and paper. This is a real test given by the Human Relations Dept. At many of the major corporations today. It helps them get better insight concerning their employees and prospective employees It's only 10 Simple questions, so grab a pencil and paper, keeping track of yo

Cruise With Lots Of Free Stuff!
We've put together an awesome cruise in October if you guys would like to join us. It's sailing out of Miami Oct 25 for a 5 day Western Caribbean cruise stopping in Grand Cayman and Ocho Rios. It's only a $25pp deposit to secure a cabin and total costs start at $400pp including all fees, port charges and gratuities. You can have up to 4 ppl per cabin and if you take kids, they have an awesome Camp Carnival program where the kids have a great place to play very well supervised. You can pick them up and take them with you wherever and whenever you want too. Here are some more amenities on the cruise: $100 onboard credit per cabin Champagne and Chocolates in cabin 1 hr OPEN BAR meet and greet Carnival Tote Bag ($25 value) photo coupon Just think.. You REALLY deserve to get out and do something and have an awesome time! You can make payments towards it til the final payment date of Aug 19th. It would be absolutely awesome to see everyone! You can make memories of a lifetime f

Contest Time
I have contemplated for quite some time if I wanted to enter the contest hoopla & my friend Havok has prepared a contest that I cannot turn down!! It sounds fun & interesting,so I decided to give it a shot. I am going to post a link to his blog so you can read about it. Now for the fun part! Tomorrow evening,Havok will be opening the "CONTEST" folder so everyone can vote. I will not beg for votes,but simply ask for your help. I would greatly appreciate all votes & comments & if you are ever in a contest & you help me,in the Libran way...I will lovingly return the favor! While you are already in the neighborhood,feel free to stop by & fan,rate,& add Havok. He has some fantastic literature in his blogs & simply breathtaking photos to rate. He's a really nice guy,so check him out!!! Tell him ~ReD~ sent ya!!! Once again,Thank YOU,Fubies!!! LOVE 2 ALL!!!!! PEACE Your Dirt Siren LINK: http://www.fubar.com/blog.php?blogid=190611&pid=721222