mandyssosweet's blog: "how we feel in love"

Free Glitter Text Maker Comments & Layouts (Mandy) I was browsing on hear which I do not normally do and came across Charles. He was cute silly but cute. I sent him a friend request. The next day Charles excepted my request. Later that night I seen a bulletin from Charles that said "I'm for sale" I opened it, it said if you are the first one to reply to this with an "I own you" you will own this person. I thought it was silly but decided what the heck and replied. A few minutes past and I got an Email from Charles that said " now that you own me what are you going to do with me". We chatted for the next few days into the night I'm not sure we ever sleep. We talked about anything and everything. We loved the same thing and made each other laugh so much our stomachs hurt. we could not wait to talk to each other. We would rushed home to talk to each other every night. We exchanged cell numbers and talk all night long if we where not on the computer we where on the phone during the day. We decided to meet on the coming up Monday. Which was July 16th. We could not wait we counted down the days and the excitement built. Charles ask me what I wanted to do and I told him I wanted to go to play put put golf. He was surprised that was what I wanted to do on our fist date but liked it. Monday came and I gave Charles instruction to my house from Tallahassee witch was where he was living at the time. He passed my house LOL. so when he called I told him I would meet him at the burger king where he was. I left and as I pulled out of my drive way i got butterflies I can not believe I'm really going to meet him. I felt like I could not breath the hole way there. When I pulled in to the lot i saw his truck and pulled in right next to him. I got out and walked toward him and when he got out of his truck and looked at me my heart stopped he was so cute and his baby blue eyes seem to look right into my soul. I had never believed in love at first sight till now. I knew i wanted to be with him. I murmured what vehicles are we taking and he said his truck. I got my things and we where on our way. We did not talk much on the way we stared at each other almost in amazement we where finally together. When we got there and started playing we laughed and made jokes the hole time we made silly little bets and the looser had to give the winner a kiss. I wanted to loose so bad. But i did not. Charles forgot his belt and was pulling at his shorts the hole time it was so cute. well we left there and went to sharkies for lunch after ordering we sat and talked always looking into each others eyes. My phone rang It was a friend asking me how my date was going I told him amazing and quickly got off the phone. Charles ask me if it was my girlfriend's checking up on me I told him no it was the guy I was talking with when I meet and started talking to him. Without hesitation Charles said " given the chance I wont let you go". My heart stopped and I found myself unable to breath again. That was so amazing to feel so wanted. we held hands across the table and shared our food as we talked as if we had been together forever. I don't think we even looked at the beautiful beach right there next to us. After lunch we decided to go to play at the arcade. We seem to stay right with each other only playing two player games as if we did not want to leave each others side. We played and cut up the hole time picking at each other we played pool and made silly little bets. I won that to only bye default. When we left we where not ready to stop having fun so we cruised the strip looking for something else to do. We came across black light golf it seemed fun so we stopped. When we got on in it was dark and so colorful almost romantic in its own way. As we made it around the course I could not take it anymore and i pinned Charles up against the wall and kissed him and as he kissed me back I felt as if my feet could not touch the ground I felt so full of desire at that moment it was unreal. we finished playing and headed to my van. On the way I ask him if he wanted to stop bye toys r us I needed to pick up something and we did when we walked in they had the star bears I told him one day I would have one that you go in and name a star it was so sweet to me. He ask me witch on was my favorite I told him the brown teddy bear. He picked it up and said "this one" I said "yes" He then told me he wanted to get it for me to remember the day bye. I told him "that was sweet and I would not forget today". After toys r us we went to my van. As i was getting ready to get out of the truck it started to rain which i guess should have been one a sign for us . Someone was letting us spend more time together before we had to go. Neither one of us wanted to leave we set and talked forever as we gazed into one another's eyes. Finally I had to go there was no choice. Charles game me a kiss bye and when his lips met mine it was so soft and amazing I could feel it in my toes it is a kiss I will never forget. I knew then I wanted to be with him forever. This was the man I never knew I had to have in my life. On my way home Charles was all I could think about I could still smell him on me and feel his kiss on my lips. How could I miss him so much and only be gone 20 minutes how is this possible. This has to be love I thought. I rushed inside and got to my computer to tell him how much I missed him and how much fun I had that day. That it was the most fun I had had in a long time. I also got online and named my Teddy Bear Charles his date of birth is July 16th. It just seemed to be appropriate for the bear and the star was (Charles and Mandy). My daughter ask me if the bear was Charles does that mean Charles will be Teddy Bear and he has been from that moment on. I love calling him my Teddy Bear I feel safe and can talk to him about everything. That night when i knew he would be home and online i got on just to see his face and talk to him. I had missed him so much those few hours. (Charles) As Mandy said that is a day I will never forget. Of course I felt like an idiot for passing her house but oh well I am just a man. As I was waiting for her i couldn't help but feel nervous about meting her which is something that i am not used to. I generally don't get nervous or anything when meeting someone but for some reason I was. I guess it must have been all the time we spent chatting online and talking on the phone cause as we did all of that and I found things out about her I was in awe that we liked to do the same things and had the same ideas. of course the whole time we are talking I am thinking is this really true have I found the perfect women for me. I wanted to tell her night after night that I loved her but I didn't want to chase her off seaming how I had just met her and I wasn't letting go no matter what. when we did get off the phone at night I didn't sleep much cause I was anticipating talking to her again and wondering what else she would surprise me with that day. I also counted down the days till i got to meet her in person. I was always thinking will she like me in person as she does online or will she not like me hoping for the later of course. But when Mandy finally drove up I saw her I thought that she was definitely out of my league and why would she want to go out with a guy like me. now when she got out of her van all I could think was oh my god she is so beautiful. I was speechless for once in my life which that is hard to do. So as Mandy said we did not talk much on the way to put put (which I thought was great by the way a women that wanted to play put put on the first date) we made jokes back and forth . When we got there and I lost of course I asked her if she wanted to keep the score card she said no so I told her I would keep it to remind me of the fun we had and (I still have to this day). I think she was speechless at that time. We both got hungry so we went and ate at sharkies which was good by the way. But I couldn't help but stare at her the whole time she was just so beautiful, pretty and funny. I knew that the thoughts that I had when we talking online where true which was I Had found my dream woman and could this really be true. but she had got a phone call while we were eating and I jokingly asked if her girlfriends were checking up on her and she said no it was a guy she had been talking before me and I told her "that if i have a chance that I will not let her go. As we ate we actually started finish each others sentences which doesn't usually happen till later on in a relationship. We also started to feed each other without thinking about it like we had been married for years. But as we ate it was like there was nobody else around us we had no cares in the world at all. She has the softest eyes when looking at you with so much love in them and I know now that the love she had in them was for me. after lunch we ended up going too the arcade which is something that I thought I would never here. We played video games never being apart and then we played pool and made bets which I lost again. I wasn't doing to good that day on winning games. But at least I won her. As we left there we wanted to go do something else we saw black light put put we thought OK lets try that. we got inside and started to play as we went around the course we just started to not play at all and got to the point where no one could see us and Mandy pinned me up against the wall and started to kiss me that was INCREDIBLE i loved it i had never been kissed like that before so much passion, love and desire. we kissed one other time at the end of the game . as we got to her van i was starting to feel a little sick i didn't want the day to end i was having to much fun I didn't want to let the most beautiful girl I had ever met go. But as we sat there staring at each other I could only think that I have never had any one stare at me as much as I stare at them. When she finally had to go I felt sad but knew that it had to happen. So as we got out I gave her a good bye kiss it seemed to last forever and was the most loving kiss I have had in along time. as I rode home I started to feel really weird I am thinking to myself what is wrong with me then it dawned on me that I was missing Mandy. I drove home as fast as possible so that I could talk to her online. As I got home and got on the computer I found I had a message from Mandy telling me how much fun she had and how she missed me. I told her that I had a great time and that I missed her to no sooner did I get that sent off she saw that I was online so we stayed up talking till 12 o"clock then we were playing around and I said that "I sure wish I could come see you" and she said "come on". so I got up from my desk and went to my room and got dressed came back out and told her I would be there in a little bit . I think she was shocked that I was coming down but happy at the same time. we talked the whole way. When I pulled into her drive way and she was standing in the door way OH MY GOD. I will never forget that picture in my head forever. And from that point on we have never been apart for no longer than 10 hrs at a time that is it. I never in my life thought that love at first sight was possible but I was wrong . I love Mandy and I always will. (Mandy) I was shocked and amazed that he missed me so much he was willing to drive an hour and a half to see me again. I was so nervous the hole time we where talking about him coming. I could not wait to see him and touch his face and lets not mention kiss his soft lips ever so gently. When he pulled in my drive way I could not believe it he was really here. He looked so good and as he walked toward me I could not stop smiling. We sat and talked and kissed till somehow it was morning and he had to go to work. I did not want him to go I wanted to keep him there holding, kissing and talking to him. I never felt this strong or desired anyone so much in my life where had he been why did it take 32 years to find him....I don't know but I knew I was going to do what ever it took to keep him. But the funny part is we don't have to try we just do (The heart wants what the heart wants). We love each other more and more every passing day. Our love comes so natural from so deep within us that it almost dose not seem real... But yes ow yes it is. I tell him all the time that he was made for me. It just took 32 years to get us to where we needed to be. Charles is my soul mate and My true unconditional love of a life time. We are the note book.... well wright more next week