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Lady T Shay's blog: "Sex?"

created on 11/14/2006  |  http://fubar.com/sex/b24491

So I'm a Lesbian Girl?

What's wrong with protecting yourself from pregnancy and STD's? I protected myself the only way I knew how- abstinence. Does this make me a lesbian? I heard the rumor that I was a lesbian when I was in jr high school. I didn't dispute it, if someone asked me I'd tell them I'm straight but I didn't care about any reputation. Actually, I was relieved. I thought guys didn't like me because they thought I was ugly, but they just thought I was gay. I heard the same rumor about myself in high school. Again, I didn't care I just laughed when my friend told me. I told her they thought they same thing when in was in jr high, but it's not true. How could I not care? How could I let them think I'm gay? Well, I didn't tell them I was gay, they came up with that idea on their own and not only did I not feel like proving myself to anyone, but I thought that rumor was keeping me out of trouble. If people didn't think I was gay I might have had a boyfriend and boyfriends think they're supposed to sleep with their girlfriends so I was better off because I didn't want to sleep with anyone. Actually, that's not entirely true. I did want to have sex, but I didn't want pregnancies or STDs. I mentioned that, right? Oh yeah, and I was a virgin and didn't want to because I heard it would hurt.

U want to put that WHERE?

I figured I knew what sex was when I was 14. When I was 2 days from turning 18 I came in contact with a really good looking guy I had met a week ago when he followed me home. He came over at about 2am and wanted to come in to talk. Well, he was really good looking so I let him in. My mom was asleep on the sofa. He was asking some personal questions: "Do you have a boyfriend?" "No." "How could someone as pretty as you not have a boyfriend? "I've got more important things to worry about." (Really, everyone at school thought I was a lesbian. Anyway, I didn't want a boyfriend, I wasn't interested in sex.)"What turns you on?" "umm...I don't know." "What do u like?" "I don't know... I never thought about it." "You're a virgin?" "Yep." "No you're not." "Yes I am." Now I don't know how it went from talking to him kissing me on the neck. My mom was sleeping on the couch... (Let me know if you want me to continue)
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