your words are like knives, they cut so deep.
people say i dont open up, but, this is why, to myself i keep.
i have no time for the shit you say.
i dont need to hear it everyday.
why can't i just find someone that will just be honest.
to me, to themselves, dont make false promises.
you go in and out like im not supposed to care. i have never done it to you, its not fair.
i have feelings, and whether you want to hear them or not, this is me, i am real, this is all i've got.
i hate feeling like this, it is crazy to think that i should. i meant truly, who would?
you were all that i ever wanted, and that was not a secret. but now i wish i kept it to myself, cause now it is all a regret.
everything you told me, the time we spent together, to you, i was just another whatever.
i didnt know what i was doing was pushing us apart. you never said anything, now i am left here in the dark.
i cant eat, i cant sleep, or even breathe at night, i lay here by myself, i am losing this fight.
there is nothing that i can do.
there is nothing i can say.
i just want one thing.
you.
