i have just recently come to the conclusion that i like guys that are all wrong for me, and maybe its not totally their fault when i wind up getting hurt by them. i like guys that are interested in me for a minute, and am interested for a minute in guys that really like me. i wonder if there is something wrong with me. maybe its a good thing though. i dont even cry anymore and just feel like i should just go on and enjoy life kind of go with the flow. hang out with whoever i want talk to whoever, kiss whoever. its sad but i gave up. i was engaged once and that is all i ever want to go through. never again.
