Random Crap
- Ever in a job interview .. and thought to yourself .. damn cant wait for this to be over.. i got a role of Lifesavers in my pocket .. and watermellon is next ! - I belive if companies insist on making thongs for 350 lbs chicks they should do us all a favor and make them out of kevlar! If one were to snap someone would loose and arm. - I wanna hang out at Macy's ..not to shop just, to see the reaction off people as im playing with my slinky on the escalators. - Ever tailgated an SUV just to watch the movie they had playing ? - While in a ritzy resturant ... the guy always asks if you want fresh ground pepper .... but ever wonder where the fresh salt guy disapeared to? - I like cinimon rolls ... but i hate making them all the time, I think they should make a cinimon role insence.. that way when friends come over they walk through the door with false hopes. - Im a cheap bastard .. i think we all are at some point in time. But being cheap doesnt come without consi

Random Shit
Lifes a roller caoster we all ride so buckle up,shut up,and hold on! , Live,Laugh, LOVE! , Why do men fight losing battles when they know they are going to die,I guess its the hope that keeps all men alive. , If Barbie is so popular,why do you have to buy her friends? , Why do people who fall in love almost always wind up lonely,hurt,scared and scarred for life? , Save a drum bang a drummer... , Save a horse ride a cowboy... , Tears are the unspoken words of heartache and pain. , In the end everything tastes like CHICKEN and the chicken tastes good.. , Back to your roots,I'm cheif hit a bitch from the slap a hoe tribe... , Smells like fish,tastes like chicken,hold your nose and keep on lickin... , God is in the television,Jesus is in the VCR,Marys in the microwave and the devil is in your bed... , The hardest thing you'll ever have to face is yourself staring back at you.. , What or who do you see when you look at yourself in the mirror. , What do you when the only one who can stop you

Random Self Wrote Poetry
Hope Fear Love Hate, O Why Is This My Fate? What Makes Us Live LIfe, And Take Up A Beautiful Wife? Is It Just A Human Habit, To Act A Fool And Fuck Like A Rabbit? I Do Not Know And Can Not Say, But We All Must Act Out The Scenes Of This Play. I See All The World Fly By, As I Wait For My Day To Die. I Try To Get Beyond Myself, But All I Do Is Deteriorate My Health. The Struggle Within Will Never End, What It Is All Worth Really Does Depend. On Who What Where When How And Why, But Then Again, It Wont Matter After I Die. Pain Within Me Why do u make me care, Even when I know there is nothing there. I try to understand, But you snatch all hope from my hand. You make me feel so much pain, And none of this can I explain. But still I try to see into your eyes, Eyes so dark and full of lies. I want to watch you die, I want to see you bleed before my eye. Only then will the pain go away, And Then I can once again live today. One will always dre

Random Shit
Seth Prime says: hey sorry bout not callin you back, my phone is nearly dead albinobum@yahoo.com (E-mail Address Not Verified) says: i cried Seth Prime says: bitch albinobum@yahoo.com (E-mail Address Not Verified) says: now you just made me do it agian Seth Prime says: awww im sorry Seth Prime says: I didnt mean to resurface your unnessissary, self inflicted emotional trauma albinobum@yahoo.com (E-mail Address Not Verified) says: yes your doing it well now back it up with i would have called right away and dumb chicks would think you actually cared cuase they didnt understand the insault Seth Prime says: haha Seth Prime says: all too true Seth Prime says: crazy bitches Seth Prime says: see this is why I need dumb broads, because running intellectual circles arround them with insults is entertaining to me, I could do that forever albinobum@yahoo.com (E-mail Address Not Verified) says: true but you must be on your toes cause you could slip up and toss a regular in

Random Rambling
When I was 14, I hoped that one day I would have a girlfriend. When I was 16 I got a girlfriend, but there was no passion, so I decided I needed a passionate girl with a zest for life. In college I dated a passionate girl, but she was too emotional. Everything was an emergency; she was a drama queen, cried all the time and threatened suicide. So I decided I needed a girl with stability. When I was 25 I found a very stable girl but she was boring. She was totally predictable and never got excited about anything. Life became so dull that I decided that I needed a girl with some excitement. When I was 28 I found an exciting girl, but I couldn't keep up with her. She rushed from one thing to another, never settling on anything. She did mad impetuous things and made me miserable as often as happy. She was great fun initially and very energetic, but directionless. So I decided to find a girl with some real ambition. When I turned 31, I found a smart ambitious girl with

Randomness
Well ok this is my first blog on here...not exactly my first blog I have a couple on myspace...anyways lets see I guess Im new on the Cherry tap it seems alright pretty fun. Well heres so additional info on me so if I ramble deal. OK well Im 22 Female Im in the process of attempting to get a divorce my dearest soon to be x husband isnt being exactly cooperative more like a pain in the ass... Even though I am getting divorced please dont sending me messages asking to get together or meet or anything along those lines I am not in the mood for anything now other then friends who I can joke and have a good time with. I have a beautiful 2 year old boy he is the love of my life hes the cutest baby ever obviously you can look at my photos and see for your self. So well umm I guess basically Im a soon to be single mom and im looking to meet people who will respect the fact that I am on a just friend status and want to talk to me anyways......Technically I am in a I hate men mode no offense 1 r

Random Things
Just for this morning, I am going to smile when I see your face and laugh when I feel like crying. Just for this morning, I will let you choose what you want to wear and smile and say how perfect it is. Just for this morning, I am going to step over the laundry, and pick you up and take you to the park to play. Just for this morning, I will leave the dishes in the sink, and let you teach me how to put that puzzle of yours together. Just for this afternoon, I will unplug the telephone and keep the computer off, and sit with you in the backyard and blow bubbles.. Just for this afternoon, I will not yell once, not even a tiny grumble when you scream and whine for the ice cream truck, and I will buy you one if he comes by. Just for this afternoon, I won't worry about what you are going to be when you grow up, or second guess every decision I have made where you are concerned. Just for this afternoon, I will let you help me bake cookies, and I won't stand over you trying to fix them.

Random Things
THIS IS SOOO TRUE! HOW I FEEL AT TIMES.... I DON'T AGREE WITH IT ALL, BUT IT SAYS SOO MUCH! however my knees aren't skinned and my heart isn't broken now!!!

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Hey all, Im new here at The LC...so I'm just setting up my account and stuff...Plz leave questions or comments... I can talk more about myself when I know what people would like to know...

Random Thoughts
I speak not of what is on my mind but of random nothingness.....He pretends to listen, but he does not truely hear.....I walk the halls of our dominion with a heavy heart....yet I do not look for escape.....it's the wanting that keeps me here....it is as if I would only have to do something trivial and i would find what i do seek

Random Shiz-nit...
OK, so it's no secret. For those that know me a lot or even just a little bit - I HATE LIARS!! What the fuck is the point of lying? Don't you fucking liars ever get sick of having to think up "new" lies to tell? Don't you ever get sick of not being trusted? Do you ever feel bad for all the lies you tell? GRRRR!

Random News
Are you tired of slaving away for that shithead boss who's 14-year-old niece could probably do his job better? Are you sick of those co-workers who come to your desk every day and ask to borrow pencils and staples when your cubicle is right next to the supply closet? Do you wish you didn't have to hide in the shitter and sleep on a roll of toilet paper to pass the time at your boring job? Well, we here at the Phat Phree feel your pain. This months installment of the Top 50 list is full of ways to quickly get yourself out of that crappy, dead-end job. 50. The Auctioneer Sell office items on ebay. "Hey Mr. Jones, I need your chair. Some guy in Boston bought it for 85 bucks... You believe that? Don't worry; I'll cut you in. How's 80/20 sound? It's only fair since I did the all work." 49. The Cookout Cook your lunch on a charcoal grill you brought into your cubicle. Slaughtering the pig at your desk before you fabricate and cook it, wouldn't hurt either.

Random Thoughts And Stuff
Unless I can find a company to give me a loan I will be saying goodbye for awhile.It looks as though me and my family will be on the streets in another week. Thats right im in a contest and I am already down by 166 comments please go help me.I will return the favor. http://cherrytap.com/viewimage.php?u=102001&albumid=268578&i=1830109783 Last night I was in a lot of pain like I usally am but last night it got so bad I passed out.Well while I was out my fiance dead sister entered my body and told him to call his mom.He thought it was me but when I came to I told him I had passed out and we figured out what happened.I am really tired today and still in pain.I am afradi this will happen again because he is refusing to call his mom.Please no negative feedback I know not everyone believes in stuff like this.

Random Musings...
it kind of disturbs me.. or perhaps i should say more than kind of.. that there are so many people on CT who are insanely concerned about their rank and ratings. it is a cool site and i think the points system is a nice idea, but some people take it too far, and far too seriously. "love me, love me!" while i am on the subject: why oh why must people post such useless pointless blogs vying for attention. i think its more fun if your pictures, words and personality do the work for you. or am i wrong here? people? for some odd reason i dreamt i had to write an essay, describing something.. the taste of something, in immaculate detail. i didnt understand it..and i was out of it even in my dream.. i wasnt up to the essay, telling the teacher who remarkably reminded me of fred savage that i couldnt come up with anything. the page had nothing on it. this test took place in my old childhood apt. i saw an example of the finest essay written for the exam, even though i was alone. the w

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Everyone please help me win a bet with my girlfriend. I bet her that I could reach her level (which is 14), in 1 weeks time. Please rate and comment my pictures. Thank you everyone. Happy Holidays!

Randomness
What Disney Princess are you? BelleYou see past the bad things in people. You also don't settle for someone who is below your standards. You care about your education and you love your family. It takes a lot to win your heart, but once someone does they can count on you to be loyal. Take this test what in the hell is all i got to say... i was robbed on this one!!!!! You are The Devil Materiality. Material Force. Material temptation; sometimes obsession The Devil is often a great card for business success; hard work and ambition. Perhaps the most misunderstood of all the major arcana, the Devil is not really "Satan" at all, but Pan the half-goat nature god and/or Dionysius. These are gods of pleasure and abandon, of wild behavior and unbridled desires. This is a card about ambitions; it is also synonymous with temptation and addiction. On the flip side, however, the card can be a warning to someone who is too restrained, someone who never allows themselves to get pass

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Random Stuff From The Mind Of Ricardo
Here is a hilarious website discussing everyones favorite future minority White People. Click Here For Full List Here’s an example from the list: 116 Black Music that Black People Don’t Listen to Anymore All music genres go through a very similar life cycle: birth, growth, mainstream acceptance, decline, and finally obscurity. With black music, however, the final stage is never reached because white people are work tirelessly to keep it alive. Apparently, once a music has lost its relevance with its intended audience, it becomes MORE relevant to white people. Historically speaking, the music that white people have kept on life support for the longest period of time is Jazz. Thanks largely to public radio, bookstores, and coffee shops, Jazz has carved out a niche in white culture that is not yet ready to be replaced by Indie Rock. But the biggest role that Jazz plays in white culture is in the white fantasy of leisure. All white people believe that they prefer liste

Random Thoughts From The Mind Of The Insane
Honey why you calling me so late? It's kinda hard to talk right now. Honey why are you crying? Is everything okay? I gotta whisper 'cause I can't be too loud Well, my girl's in the next room Sometimes I wish she was you I guess we never really moved on It's really good to hear your voice say my name It sounds so sweet Coming from the lips of an angel Hearing those words it makes me weak And I never wanna say goodbye But girl you make it hard to be faithful With the lips of an angel It's funny that you're calling me tonight And, yes, I've dreamt of you too And does he know you're talking to me Will it start a fight No I don't think she has a clue Well my girl's in the next room Sometimes I wish she was you I guess we never really moved on It's really good to hear your voice say my name It sounds so sweet Coming from the lips of an angel Hearing those words it makes me weak And I never wanna say goodbye But girl you make it hard to be faithful With t

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Searching for love is not an easy task everyone makes promises that will never last.. There are those that know what love is and then there are those that confuse it with lust.. For I have experience both first hand and there both deadly to the heart.. I open my heart and find my self open to fail once more and I’m not even there.. What to do what to do.. Do I take that chance and deal with the feeling of rejection later but knowing once again I find another friend for life.. or should I just let it go and leave well enough alone.. These are the things that contemplate my mind.. Sometimes I just want to cry.. In these past two years god has put two men in my path that have gain a huge part of my heart but yet one of them has already become my friend for life.. the other is on the same path.. Emotions are soaring and my body is calling.. I want to feel his touch in an intimate manner.. I want to know what it feels like to be cuddled and feel some kind of emotion that I have never f

Random Thoughts And Holiday Madness
Economic View Job Security, Too, May Have a Happy Medium By LOUIS UCHITELLE Published: February 25, 2007 NYTimes FOR more than a decade, many American economists have pointed to Europe and Japan as prima facie evidence that layoffs in the United States are a good thing. The economies in those countries were not nearly as robust as this country’s. And the reason? Too much job security in Europe and Japan, the economists said. American employers, in sharp contrast, have operated with much more “flexibility.” Hiring and firing at will, they shift labor from where it is not needed to where it is needed. If Eastman Kodak is struggling to establish itself in digital photography, then Kodak downsizes and labor moves to industries and companies that are thriving — software, for example, or health care, or Wal-Mart Stores or Caterpillar. This shuffling out of one job and into another shows up in the statistics as nearly full employment. Never mind that the shufflin

Random Things
To my cherry friends and family...I received this email today and I thought it was worth passing this around. Very upsetting...I do not have a problem with any type of person who can come into this great country and make a new life. I hate to use the term foreigner. This country helps foreigners to start there own businesses. I used to live in NJ and many Dunkin Donuts are own by foreigners. As do the rest of America I am sure. I do not have a problem with that. What I do have a problem with if they do support Al Quada or have employee that support Al Quada. I realized that you cannot control your employee thought and feels or views, but those employees feel the need to express his or her views to the customer, then that employee should be fired. I know this country as freedom of speech and I am using it myself right now. For anyone living in this country that supports Al Quada in anyway, shape or form then you needs to get the HELL out of this county. This morning my friend went

Random Thoughts
im stuck and 99.99% whats kind of BS is this ive been answering MUMMS and rating stuff and im stuck...help! ok i just got to crush alerts.....who sent them hehe? im looking for someone who can download some music for me cuz my computer cant. anyone wanna help?

Random Fact Of The Day
A billion seconds ago it was 1976. Coffee wis discovered in Ethiopia in 600 AD by a goat herder investigating why his goats were hyper after eating the fruit and leaves of a coffee bush(tree). Just though you might want to know. :) Women who drink in moderation earn 14% more than those who never drink. Cheers!

Random Crap
Ok first this actually happened. Second no its not funny because yes someone could have been hurt, while at the same time it is kinda funny. Lastly if your gonna be an ass or be obnoxious don't waste your time i will just delete the comments you make anyway. Well let me start by saying I am not a bad parent and this is something that i never dreamed could happen to me. I try my best to teach my children right from wrong and i normally have no trouble other then the normal "he's touching me" kinda stuff and standard trouble boys get into. I have no idea what possessed my child to do what you are about to read but its here just to show you what can happen even when you try to raise your kids right. ok yesterday my wife decided to be nice and let me sleep in...while i was sleeping, my son was playing video games, and my wife ran out into the garage to get a box of stuff to unpack we are still kinda moving in.Well my son decided that he would climb up on the counter and grab my c

Random Madness!!
After a few months (really about 6 months) I am back and I am in SERIOUS need of some leveling help!! It would be much appreciated!!   THanks in Advance   The Bitch Your Mom Warned You About!!@ fubar   He needs 7K to level... show him some love.... thanks in advance..... badinfluence@ fubar > The B*tch Your Mom Warned You About!!! She is up for Auction and deserves an AMAZING OWNER! (click her picture to take you there) Come check out the benefits you will receive and put down a BID that beats the current offer!

Random Thoughts Of A Crazy Person
1. People that say on their pics and such..."Oh, I'm so beautiful...I'm so hot"...and stuff like that. Ummm...first of all...no you aren't. If you were, the rest of the world would tell you. You wouldn't need to toot your own little horn. So stop it. It just makes you look dumb and desperate. 2. The internet is a joke. If you have nothing better to do than sit on your ass all day and look at CT or MS or any other sites of that nature, then you seriously need to get a life! Nobody cares about you and they never will. The computer is not your friend, it is a piece of equipment. Go out and make real friends. Do something that requires getting off your ever expanding ass once in a while. 3. Why do people feel the need to rate every single person a ten? For one, you can't be retaliated against, because it doesn't tell you who did it. Second, who the hell cares if someone didn't like your pic or your opionion on your page? That is why it is your page. If you like it, then they can kiss

Random Blog Shit...holla At It..or Else...... *sinister Evil Monkey Point*
hit me with some ideas pimps... doesnt matter what the idea is...im not shy so basically this site is damn addictive... so i know theres gonna be many a insomniac night where im trying to get to the next cherry level... its like a retarded rpg...where i sit around all day tryin to level up... so you kno what to do what i really wonder is... when do women take a shit? i seriously see chicks 5-6 days a week for yrs and have never seen them take a shit or discuss having to take a shit. Im not saying that it should be a topic of discussion at the dinner table BUT it would make women seem less like androids with no ass functions...I rarely hear women fart....except when i saw a movie on tv where they played battle shits... it just got me to thinking...i wonder how much other stuff women do that they dont tell the men about...how often do they masterbate...do they shit with the door open...while they are on the phone with us...do they scratch their vaginas like men scratch

Random Thoughts
I Had to go to Coolidge early this morning as I was getting ready to pass this, I just stoped and took a picture of it. It's nothing spiecal Just had an urge to take it. One day a teacher had a taste test with her students.She picked a little boy to do the first test. She blindfolded him, put a Hershey kiss in his mouth and asked, "Do you know what it is?" "No, I don't," said the little boy. "Okay, I'll give you a clue. It's the thing your daddy wants from your Mom before he goes to work." Suddenly, a little girl at the back of the room yells....... "Spit it out! ..It's a piece of ass!"

Random Shit
You Are Rain You can be warm and sexy. Or cold and unwelcoming. Either way, you slowly bring out the beauty around you. You are best known for: your touch Your dominant state: changing What Type of Weather Are You? Yay it's FRIDAY I get to wear blue jeans to work yippee!!! It's not often I get excited by such little things trust me but today it does!! lmao Oops and I am late yet once again Have a great day peeps!

Random Thoughts Blog
How come nothing seems fair to me? How come the world has me scared to be? Why can't people walk home alone? How come every time the phone rings, it's a fuckin bone? How come time's always leaving me dry? Why do all the wise men cry? How come there aint enough for everyone? **how come u can't take back the shit u've done?** How come broke people, they stay poor? Riches get more and bolt-lock the doors How come everyone has panic attacks? We need pills just to chill and relax How come we always jumpin off so quick? Why's the air we breathe always making us sick? How come the news always tryin to scare you? Suicide bomber standin near you How come new shit becomes old so fast? How come everything was so much fresher in the past? How come we all supposed to act a certain way? Why we always gotta watch the shit that we say? Why? How come people love to start shit? How come that little kids heart quit? How come all the good is so out of reach? Why is there broken gla

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Why do guys assume women are always wrong in what they do? Not jus talking bout work in general but in life its self....for example...the damn dishes...the way i see it as if your gonna sit thre and bitch about some of the dishes not being done well than get off of your lazy ass and do them yourself...Am i right on this or not...I also need to mention that there are some really good men out there who would do anything for their women...but WHy do mean assume that in women? My Christmas basically sucked this year....I was sick with upper respertory infection and the freakin flu.....But all that matters is that my bf and I made our k very happy this Christmas...They got what they wanted!!!!! As for me getting things that doesnt matter as long as my kids are happy Im happy! Well i hope everyone got what they wanted or even more and had a wonderful Christmas...I SURE DID!

Random Thoughts
I hate answering all the same, stupid questions over and over, especially since most of your answers can be found in my profile if you'd only take the time to read... So to address some of the things I encounter multiple times on a daily basis: *I will NOT show you my private folder. I don't care if you beg, whine, whatever. The answer is still no. *I will not send you "extra" pictures. What I have posted is all you're gonna see. *I have a son. He is 4 years old and he is my world. *I am NOT gonna have cyber or phone sex with you. Or for that matter, sex in real life. I don't need you to satisfy me. You probably couldn't anyway. *I do not own a web cam and even if I did, I would not be getting on it for you. *I will NOT talk dirty to you in the shoutbox, on a messenger, on the phone, in email, etc. *I will NOT hook up with one of my friends. Go find your own damn girls. *Yes, I am single. That does not mean I want a boyfriend and that does not mean I want to have sex randoml

Random Stuff
Please don't think that I am ignoring you. I am very busy with work and school Love really sucks and it hurts more than it feels good. I have decided that it isn't for me and I am just going to be a player. After you give someone your heart they will just stomp on it anyways. I hope all of you have a very merry christmas.

Random Mutterings
Women are a never-ending source of amazement to me; the more they cry out for attention, the more they get it from me and then it's like I'm hearing the crickets chirp. Fine...you know what? You don't have the time for me, I don't have the time for you. It doesn't take an Einstein to know when you've been chatting with your buddies and flirting...I may be dumb, but I'm not stupid. There's no need to blow sunshine up my ass and say things you really don't mean. If all you want is an ego-boost, let me know ahead of time...I'll be as pleasantly insincere as I can be just so you can feel better about yourself...cuz it's all about you...right? We always hear "the rules " From the female side. Now here are the rules from the male side. These are our rules! Please note.. these are all numbered "1" ON PURPOSE! 1. Men are NOT mind readers. 1. Learn to work the toilet seat. You're a big girl. If it's up, put it down. We need it up, you need it down. You don't hear us

Random Tricycle Knowledge
How I learned what hitchhiking was. I was in kindergarten, and there was this patio where we rode trikes. I was just standing and discovering the joy of people watching when Sam, a classmate of mine, asked me if I was hitchhiking. I asked him what that was, so he said if I needed a ride to get on. You could stand around and if you needed a ride a friend would give one to you! I stood on the back of the tricycle for a few laps around the track. We were heading up the wall by school, and Sam told me he was losing control, so I jumped off the back. He picked up speed as he was able to peddle faster after dropping 20 to 30 pounds off his legs, and he slammed into the big wood toy crates they kept under the patio roof. He fell over, and the junior kindergarten teacher made me sit and her class and write about what I had done. Seems she had decided I was guilty for the accident, and now I had to be punished. She would have had to teach me how to make letters, and I knew I could just sit with

Random Thoughts
This is not directed at anyone in particular....just a random thought for the day.. I wake up everyday, check my emails and then head over here to Cherry tap....As I am drinking my coffee and having a smoke, i spend a fair bit of time leaving comments, rating pics, becoming a fan, making new friends, reposting bulletins and dooing as much as i possibly can....but what has really gotten to me is the fact that only a handfull of my friends and family return the favor...and for that I am truely gratefull..I'm not on here to become a Top Cherry or anything like that....but it would be nice if more than 10% of my friends would stop by every now and again to say Hi...so i ask myself am I wasting my time leaving comments, and rating pictures and becoming a fan, and so on and so forth, if only a few of my friends are going to return the favor? Again this is not directed to anyone and please don't take any offence to it....just a lil pissed is all...knowing that out of all my friends on h

Random Strangeness
Mmmmmeee me meeee...ahem!*clears throat*Hey, is this thing on...?*taps mic*Oh! Well, here we go... It's beginning to look a lot like gift bags, Everywhere I go... 'Cos my gift-wrap skills are awful, And 'cos I'm a lazy ho ho ho.... It's beginning to look a lot like gift bags, I'm not falling in the wrapping trap. Going to finish this junk as fast as I can So I can go take my nap. It's beginning to look a lot like gift bags. No more paper by yard and ream, 'Cos if I have to look at one more crap gift I think I'm going to scream! It's beginning to look a lot like gift bags, Don't tell me I'm starting late! YOU come wrap all this "festive" shit And see if you don't meet the same fate! It's beginning to look a lot like gift bags For ev'ry sweet adult and tyke. But I'll be using the Wal-Mart bags For the family I don't like. MERRY CHRISTMAS!!! Ok, I was kinda feeling sorry for myself last night when I posted my last blog. Kinda? Hell, VERY! Not to mention I

Random Stuff
Booty call BOOTY CALL AGREEMENT This pre-booty call agreement (hereinafter referred to as the "Agreement") is entered into on the _______day of _______, 2006, by_____________, between___________and ___________. THIS AGREEMENT SHALL COVER THE FOLLOWING RULES AND PRINCIPLES: 1. No sleeping over-unless it is very good and we need to repeat it in the morning. 2. No meeting in public except for dinner or drinks before the events of the evening. 3. No calls before 9PM - we don't have shit to talk about. 4. None of that "lovemaking" shit - only sex allowed. 5. No emotional discussions (i.e. Where are we heading with this? Do you love me?)the answer is no, so don't ask. 6. No plans made in advance - that is why you are called the "backup", unless you are from out-of-town, then it's only a one-time advanced arrangement. 7. All gifts accepted - money is always good. 8. No baby talk - however, dirty talk is encouraged. 9. No asking for

Random Thoughts
Do you think it's possible for people to know about things that are before their time? For instance. In my case. Classical music. Vietnam. Kennedy. Einstein. Mark Twain. All before my time. Does that mean I shouldn't know a damned thing about them? Is taking an interest in the past a bad thing? Is LEARNING a bad thing? Lots of you weren't alive for World War One. does that mean that by taking interest in it and making comparison between it and other wars, you're a fake? you're trying to be something you're not? Were you born knowing EVERYTHING? or did you learn at some point? Are we not taught about the past? Paying attention to the world around you is a vital part of life, is it not? Do we not learn from what we're told, from listening, from studying, from experiencing? Or is someone like that stupid in your eyes? Regardless of if you care or not, I'm interested -_- Be rude all you want. so what if I'm still wet behind the ear

Random Facts...
Did you know that…A teaspoon contains 120 drops of water Did you know that…The biggest pig in recorded history weighed almost one ton. Did you know that…Lemon wood is carved into chess pieces. Did you know that…A flea can jump 30,000 times without stopping. Did you know that…There is a town in South Dakota named "Tea." Did you know that…Googol is a number. Did you know that…A snail breathes through its foot. Did you know that…If you doubled one penny every day for 30 days, you would have $5,368,709.12. Did you know that…Pigeons have been trained by the US Coast Guard to spot people lost at sea. Did you know that…The first food eaten in space by a US astronaut was applesauce. Did you know that…A one-day weather forecast requires about 10 billion mathematical calculations. Did you know that… An ostrich's brain is smaller than its eye. Did you know that… William Shakespeare was born and died on the same day: April 23. Did you know that… The first T

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To Women Everywhere from a Man Who's Had Enough Learn to work the toilet seat. If it's up, put it down. We need it up, you need it down. You don't hear us bitching about you leaving it down. If you won't dress like the Victoria's Secret girls, don't expect us to act like soap opera guys. We like to see your ass in tight pants. If you think you're fat, you probably are. Don't ask us. We refuse to answer. If we tell you the truth our ass is in the dog house. Don't cut your hair. Ever. Long hair is always more attractive than short hair. One of the big reasons guys fear getting married is that married women always cut their hair, and by then you're stuck with her. But we don’t like to look at all that shitty hair on your legs! Birthdays, Valentines, and Anniversaries are not quests to see if we can find the perfect present yet again! You’d be better off buying your own damn gift. If you ask a question you don't want an answer to, expect an answer you don't want to hear.

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Your Geek Profile: Gamer Geekiness: Highest Geekiness in Love: Highest Internet Geekiness: Highest Fashion Geekiness: High General Geekiness: High Music Geekiness: High SciFi Geekiness: High Academic Geekiness: Moderate Movie Geekiness: Moderate How Geeky Are You? You Passed 8th Grade Science Congratulations, you got 8/8 correct! Could You Pass 8th Grade Science?

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SO 2006 IS ABOUT TO GO IN THE BOOKS AS A YEAR THAT HAD IT'S UPS AND DOWNS.. MET A FEW PPL THAT I THOUGHT WERE AS GREAT AS THEY COME ONLY TO FIND OUT THAT THEY CAN BE PRETTY SPITEFUL, TWO FACED AND LIARS AMONG OTHER THINGS, I WONT NAME NAMES, THEY KNOW WHO THEY ARE, BUT I DIGRESS. IT JUST GOES TO SHOW THAT NOT ALL PPL ARE TO BE TRUSTED AND GIVEN THE PLEASURE OF ONES FRIENDSHIP.. NOW I'M NOT SAYING I WAS PERFECT.. BUT WHAT I CAN SAY IS THAT I NEVER MADE SHIT UP ABOUT CERTAIN PPL, NO WORRIES THOUGH, WHAT'S DONE IS DONE.. IM IN A GOOD PLACE WITH MYSELF.. I AM USING MY TIME ALOT MORE EFFICIENTLY NOW THAN I WAS MONTHS AGO WHEN ALL I DID WAS SIT INFRONT OF THIS COMPUTER FOR HOURS ON END..WORK IS FUN AGAIN, MEETING NEW PPL HAS AWOKEN THE OLD ME THAT WAS HIBERNATING FOR YEARS.. AND I'VE MET SOMEONE WHO HAS BECOME VERY SPECIAL TO ME, SHE'S SMART, FUNNY, DROP DEAD GORGEOUS... AND ISN'T FAKE, MATERIALISTIC, 2 FACED AND MOST OF ALL, IS A LEADER, NOT A FOLLOWER (SHEEP).. SO YEAH, 2006 WAS A YEAR THA

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everywhere i go in forums, everytime i mention that i have yahoo, people stop talking, what's up with that, are they embarassed that they have it or they just don't want to deal with me on there too the new year in upon us and i'm humble about it, i'm alone in the world with noone, but don't bother me or does it, i did some fun things this year and i won't ever change it, happy new year and be safe i can't stress this enough, people with negative atitudes need to shut the fuck up and grow up, you negative losers bring other people down to your stupid level, i dislike negative people, most negative people are jobless losers with no sense of direction on life so they take it out on others, it's better off ignoring the negative person hoping that they would grow up

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OK SO WOULD ANYONE LIKE TO INFORM AS TO WHY LIFE IS SOOOO FUCKING COMPLICATED AND WHY PEOPLE CAN BE SO DIFFICULT. JUST WONDERING CAUSE IM GOING CRAZY HERE!! OK SO I HAVE NO IDEA HOW TO WORK THIS PAGE, SOMEONE PLEASE HELP ME!! PPAPAPAPAPAPAPLESE!! well im out of here people talk to u all later!! happy new year if i don't talk to u before midnight. much luv!

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Ok...many of you know I am currently doing what I have to to get in the Marine Corps. Well I weighed on a buddies scale...and then I called my recruiter. I went to the office and weighed in at 184 1/5lbs. I had to be down to 185. So tomorrow Im gonna meet with my recruiter and update the paperwork...re-take the ASVAB...and go to the hotel. Then Wednesday Im gonna go weigh in officially. If I pass everything...Im then a Marine Recruit. Thanks for the "Support" you guys have given. Anywho...im off of the net for a couple days...yea for me. Well Im heading off to the Hotel. Tomorrow I fly to San Diego. Have fun people. Im out, love, peace, and chicken grease. Brad For those of you who actually talk to me, been fun, intresting, and crazy. lol. Shyone is supposed to talk to me but never does...that hits me in the gut with a 2x4 wrapped in razor wire. *sighs* Well have a great day. THEY SAY iT TAKES A MiNUTE...... .......TO FiND A SPECiAL PERSON, ....... .....AN HOUR TO APPRECiATE TH

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So what do you expect me to say. I keep getting this sinking feeling. Nothing I say is ever going to change a fucking thing. No matter what I say, I’m being an asshole. No matter what I do, I’m asking for too much. I expect to have the things that I once did. I want the life I had before. But its gone. I stand here and swing for those goddamn fences every fucking day. And every fucking day I strike out. Those fucking fences. I don’t think those are even fences really. I think that the closer you get to them they end up being a giant fucking wall. Kinda like that ballpark in Boston. Poor fucking Red Sox. I’d hate to go there to play a game. But that’s what I’m doing isn’t it. By being here Im just like the fucking Red Sox. At least they won one. I cant even seem to get to first. Fuck man, Im not even making contact with the fucking ball. But I show up every fucking day. I swing for that fucking home run. Deep down I know that it’s never going to happen. But I can

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How do you show someone you care about them That you would do anything for them no matter what it is How do you tell someone exactly how you feel When it hurts so bad cuz you don’t know how to How do you tell someone that you hate to watch them leave Cuz you feel so empty inside when they’re not there How do you show someone that you love them But they just don’t wanna see it How do you get close to someone That will not let you get close enough How do you live every day knowing all these things And yet there’s nothing you can do about it How do you tell someone exactly what you are thinking When you are so scared of rejection How do you go on living each and every day When you know that all this is killing u slowly How do you know when your time is up Cuz your heart cant handle the pain and suffering anymore

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- Lets GodMother with her auto 11's }i{ B®óωπ€¥€§ }i{@ fubar Show this awesome girl some Fu Luv 'DustMePink' Here's her Link... this pimp out brought to you by Micki"Blue Eyes" {Dirty South Crew}Co-Founder of Friendship Circle'----Owned by Jus'Me Tell her Micki sent ya ~! ;)

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im still about 3600 points short of lvling up!! please help!!!! MWAH! i love you all!! ok so heres the deal.. im trying to level up.. and as of right this second i have approx. 4500 pnts to lvl. i REALLY wanna lvl bc i wanna add more [[new]] pics of myself!! [[got some with face paint on for my fam]] among others. and i need you guys to help me lvl up so i can add pix!! im completely maxxed on stupid pics right now lol pleeeeeeeze help me you guys!! rates! comments! anythint to get me those points please!!! its MUCHLY appreciated!!!! i love you all! Mwah!! =)

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What is Love? The word love has many different meanings in English, from something that gives a little pleasure ("I loved that meal") to something one would die for (patriotism, family). It can describe an intense feeling of affection, an emotion or an emotional state. According to philosophers, the only goal of life is to be happy. And there is only one happiness in life: to love and be loved. Love is essentially an abstract concept, much easier to experience than to explain. The definition of love is the subject of considerable debate, enduring speculation and thoughtful introspection. The difficulty of finding a universal definition for love is typically tackled by classifying it into types, such as passionate love, romantic love, and committed love. These types of love can often be generalized into a level of sexual attraction. In common use, love has two primary meanings, the first being an indication of adoration for another person or thing, and the second being a state

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...but for the love of fuck, stopping getting them fucking done in your or someone else's fucking house? Are you fucking retarded? Hepatitis, staph, and strep infections are no fucking joke. They can kill you. If they're not in a licensed shop, doing legitimate work, there's a reason. Usually they fucking suck. I see it all over fubar, myspace, facebook. Tattoos that look like shit because the "client" let a homey's homey do the job. I know I shouldn't complain since I end up doing the coverup on ass quality work and that means job security but when I see a gorgeous chick with a tattoo with weak and shaky lines, flat and weakly saturated color, it just breaks my heart. It's your fucking body and all and you can do with it what you want, but how about a little research into what you're doing.

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A little boy asked his mother, 'Why are you crying?' 'Because I'm a woman,' she told him, 'I don't understand,' he said, His Mom just hugged him and said, 'And you never will,'   Later the little boy asked his father, 'Why does mother seem to cry for no reason?' 'All women cry for no reason,' was all his dad could say, The little boy grew up and became a man, still wondering why women cry,     Finally he put in a call to God, When God got on the phone, he asked, 'God, why do women cry so easily?' God said: 'When I made the woman she had to be special, I made her shoulders strong enough to carry the weight of the world, yet gentle enough to give comfort,

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I was content to come home after a nite of work and go to sleep. But something had me check my old mail box and I recieved a pleasant suprise for the new year. We will see how it goes. I wanna be hopefull about the outcome coz I need to get some before I explode. I can almost see the whole meeting right now. From what she will be wearing to what I hope to do to her. I will talk to you guyz later with a whole new random thought.

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The following is taken from "The Divine Comedy", Canto V of Inferno,lines 100-142, by Dante Alighieri written ca. 1304-8: "Love, that can quickly seize the gentle heart, took hold of him because of the fair body taken from me-how that was done still wounds me Love, that releases no beloved from loving,took hold of me so strongly through his beauty that, as you see, it has not left me yet. Love lead the two of us unto one death. Caina waits for him who took our life" These words were borne across from them to us. When I had listened to those injured souls, I bent my head and held it low until the poet asked of me "What are you thinking?" When i replied,my words began: "Alas, how many gentle thoughts,hoe deep a longing, had led them to the agonizing pass!" Then I addressed my my speech again unto them, and I began: "Francesca, your afflictions move me to tears of sorrow and pity. But tell me, in the time of gentle sighs, with what and in what way did Lo

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Out of all the jobs in the world, why would you want to be a chiropractor and smack peoples bones/bodies for a living? Ickkk. I blew my back out yesturday. I took some tylenol it got better and this morning it went out again. So I now get to meet the bone cracking freak. Well fuck me running sidewayz. P.S. If you get the chance to see the movie "The other Boleyn Girl" I suggest you do. Very good movie. Is it like the cool thing to get pregnant between the ages of 12-18? I see it's the new trend at my school. Apparently condoms are too expensive and they dont want mommy and daddy to know their on birth control? Yeah idk. I dont get it... Someone wanna buy me a blast? lol. If you do i'll love you forever. I know this won't work but i thought i'd give it a shot :] Have a nice day everybody!

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Had a surprise last weekend... One of the tanks I had filled with water and was cycling to get ready for some Angelfish suddenly had baby fish appear in it. I have no idea what kind they are or where they came from. I suspect they maybe baby Buenos Aires babies because I "seeded" the tank with water from a tank that had those in them. The eggs must have been in the gravel I vacuumed while transferring the water. Then I had a snail appear in an established tank that has never had anything but the fish that I originally put in several months ago. That one is a real mystery to me. Although I have nearly 20 different species of fish, I have been concentrating on Angelfish. Perhaps I should call my hobby "Immaculate Conception Fishery." Be sure all of you working folks throughout America get your #$%^*&^ taxes paid on time. There are 12 million Hispanics (that we know of), not to mention all other cultures that are here illegally. Many hospitals especially the one specializing

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the courts have spoken for those that cant At Last! Great now i have to take this channel off my favorites list too...damnitalltohell http://www.wnd.com/news/article.asp?ARTICLE_ID=53636 When is that bastard gonna stop his crap...and when is the media gonna start plastering the so called victims face all over tv the way they did these three innocent guys!!! http://www.msnbc.msn.com/id/16497900/site/newsweek

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Random thoughts... literally. Things have been well for me. Sorry I haven't been around, but as most of you who truly know me know that my life has turned for the better. I don't sit in front of the computer hardly at all compared to what I used to. I'm happy with that. 1. Assuming he can get a raging hard on when it suits you. Contrary to popular belief, men can't just flip a switch and get it up because you decided to stop being a frigid bitch. Getting it hard is your job. I suggest you figure it out. 2. Thinking that kissing needs to be this sweet romantic thing all the time. Sometimes pressing your lips against your partners mouth while you get off is the hot. It depends on the situation. 3. Leaving him responsible for your orgasm. You know what gets you off. Tell him. If you don't, it's your own fault when he's snoozing and you're all wound up. 4. Expecting him to cuddle. Men and women are wired differently. Sex makes most women want to talk and bond and all

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Dreams of Darkness I see demonic shadows, floating in the darkness, waiting me to fall a sleep, searching a moment of my weakness... Shadows of death, inside my head, this outstanding pain, in my brain... Flames of hellfire, in my eyes, smell of death, in my nose... Molten seas of hell, this demonic smell, someone is casting a dark spell, holding me in the hell...

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i stole this from tiffanys myspace! but its cool! so read! lol In the 1400's a law was set forth in England that a man was allowed to beat his wife with a stick no thicker than his thumb. Hence we have "the rule of thumb". ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Many years ago in Scotland , a new game was invented. It was ruled "Gentlemen Only...Ladies Forbidden"...and thus the word GOLF entered into the English language. ------------------------------------------- The first couple to be shown in bed together on prime time TV were Fred and Wilma Flintstone. ------------------------------------------- Every day more money is printed for Monopoly than the U.S. Treasury. ------------------------------------------- Men can read smaller print than women can; women can hear better. ------------------------------------------- Coca-Cola was originally green. --------------------------------------

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!!!This is called CHERRYTAP MARRIAGE! The first person to message you saying "I do." will be your Cherrytap Husband/Wife. Now, this is just for fun so you can have a boyfriend or girlfriend in real life. You'd be surprised who wants to be yours.=) {Repost this or your marrige will be plagued with bad luck. Repost it with the title of "cherrytap marriage'' } Spin The Bottle!!! Body: The rules are that you post this and wait for someone to send you a message telling you what they would do with you. All you have to do is repost this with the subject "SPIN THE B0TTLE" 1. A KISS ON THE CHEEK 2. JUST A PECK ON THE LIPS 3. A L0T OF POPPING KISSING 4. I WOULD KISS YOU ON THE LIPS 5. I WOULD MAKE OUT WITH YOU 6. I WOULD TRY TO F*** YOU AS SOON AS POSSIBLE! 7. I WOULD HAVE ROUGH ASS SEX WITH YOU ALL NIGHT LONG 8. I WOULD JUST GIVE YOU A HUG Roses are red violets are korny, when I think of you Ohh baby I get horny, Eat me, Beat me, Bite me,

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Went to a bonfire last night at a friends house and it was fun. Had 2 beers, a shot of Bacardi 151, and finally learned how to drive a manual 3-wheeler. So much fun. It's been such a long week. Between work, school, and homework, I'm dying. I have today off and I get paid, so I'm a happy camper. I'm planning on getting my bellybutton pierced today if my paycheck is decent, so wish me luck on that. I really hate people sometimes. Especially on the internet. Some dude just left me a comment saying that I have too many friends and that I'm only on here for a fuck. To that dude, if you ever read this, I'm not that desperate. I have better things to do with my time. And then he tries to act like a bad ass on my comments. No one is intimidated by someone who can type like they're a bad ass. Hell, my 13 year old brother can do that and he's far from a bad ass.

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HOTTEST LONGHAIRED MAN ON FUBAR CONTEST BEGINS ON WEDNESDAY OCTOBER 3RD AT 7PM EST AND WILL RUN FOR A FULL 2 WEEKS ENDING ON WEDNESDAY OCTOBER 17TH AT 7PM EST. I WILL BE TAKING MORE ENTRIES UNTIL 5:30PM ON WEDNESDAY!!!! SO IF YOU HAVE YET TO ENTER AND WANT TO LET ME KNOW!!!!!! THE MORE THE MERRIER :D :D :D THE WINNER OF THIS CONEST WILL RECIEVE A 7 DAY BLAST SECOND AND THIRD DEPEND ON HOW WELL EVERYTHING GOES :) SECOND MAY RECIEVE A 1 DAY BLAST BUT AT THE LEAST 2ND AND 3RD WILL RECIEVE BIG PIMPIN :D :D :D :D lost a friend last year... first friend I made in this state that was actually worth something... today would have been his 23 birthday... didn't think about it much all day.. tried to keep it out of my head... but I sat down tonight and got on the computer... saw his myspace and had to take a trip to his page... reading his comments friends left him about made me cry.... so sad how good people get taken off this earth so soon... he had just turned 22 when he had his wreck... the g

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Are you ready for America's new favorite show? That's right, It's time for: ONE-HUNDRED RANDOM CHUCK NORRIS FACTS!!!!!!!!!!! You are about to experience One Hundred (awesome) random facts about Chuck Norris. Leading hand sanitizers claim they can kill 99.9 percent of germs. Chuck Norris can kill 100 percent of whatever the fuck he wants. Chuck Norris' calendar goes straight from March 31st to April 2nd; no one fools Chuck Norris. Some kids piss their name in the snow. Chuck Norris can piss his name into concrete. Chuck Norris can do a wheelie on a unicycle. Chuck Norris' tears cure cancer. Too bad he has never cried. Chuck Norris once visited the Virgin Islands. They are now The Islands. Chuck Norris counted to infinity - twice. Chuck Norris was originally cast as the main character in 24, but was replaced by the producers when he managed to kill every terrorist and save the day in 12 minutes and 37 seconds. Chuck Norris can speak braille.

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This is going to be a very sad Christmas. My little ferret Rascal passed away last night. She was my special little girl. She wasn't feeling well the past few days and last night was her final fight. I found her lying still and unresponsive in her igloo. I wrapped her in a towel and heating pad and held her in my arms. I gave her some water by eyedropper to try and get her to drink, and she did a little. After about an hour of talking to her and snuggling her, she started to come around a little. Her breathing got stronger and she even lifted her head a little and chattered to me in her little ferret way. But then after a few short moments of that, she started to decline again. I held her close and talked to her and scratched her favorite itchy-spot on her shoulders for another 20 minutes before she quietly slipped from this life into the next. I buried her out back under my favorite apricot tree. She always liked to nibble on her dried apricots. She was a very old girl.

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Hey people I'm looking for a little help. I'm in a contest that ends tomorrow at midnight. The prizes in this one are real so I'd really like to place. I'm actually hoping for second place because I really like that prize. I would be thankful for any help and I'm always willing to repay the favor. Thank you... My score on The Which Hindu Goddess Are You? Test: Sarasvati(You scored 66 intellect, 20 prosperity, 42 sexuality, and 43 goodness!)Sarasvati is the goddess of knowledge, wisdom, learning and the arts. She is the consort of Lord Brahma, the creator, and is considered to be the most beautiful goddess (although not the most sexual). She's not as material-minded as Lakshmi, just as those with an intellectual streak are generally not as wealthy as their entrepreneurial classmates who went for a Business degree. She rides a swan and sits, peacefully playing her veena. She is the one you turn to for a mastery of an art form or of knowledge. Link: The Which Hindu Goddess Are

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im bored and im listening to music haha im jiggity jiggying lolz haha never thought a hairbrush can be so handy..jumping up and down my bed! hehehe all is missing is a beer haha "every me and every you! Like the naked leads the blind..i know im unselfish and i am kind...something borrowd something blue" weeeeeeeeeeee 8-p My first blog ever.....I guess i'm annoyed and bewildered at the moment and this is my only way of taking a punch at myself and let those thoughts loose. I guess i am an exhibit of randomness and my thoughts don't follow an order whatsover. I think I am hurt by believing into friendship and then it crushes upon me. I wonder if i trust people too easily and I set up myself for failure. I have a really hard time reading people or maybe I read too much into people. I delve into the unknown believing and trusting and I guess I have to believe and trust in myself first in order to succeed in my voyage of nothingness. I am confusing myself by writing all this

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Did you ever notice those morphing pictures where people have their faces change into some famous actor or fantasy character? Why is it that there are so many butt-ugly people who morph themselves into beautiful creatures? I sometimes feel bad for the character they've attached to their image...do they know what horror has befallen them???

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I HAVE NO CLUE WTF I AM DOING I JOINED CUZ OF A CLOSE FRIEND SO IF I DON'T RESPOND TO MESSAGES RIGHT AWAY FORGIVE ME I HAVE NO CLUE HOW TO EVEN ADD PEOPLE OR TALK ON HERE SO ANY SUGGESTIONS WOULD BE WELL APPRECIATED!!!

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I learned something about the act of foreplay recently.................. There is something to be said for the hightening of your senses, the arousal of your entire body prior to the actual act of sex!! Anticipation of the next touch, kiss, breath on your skin........................then the tiny chills those acts send up your entire body........it is just about as good as the act of sex! I enjoy the time being taken for that special closeness that only this art brings with it...............intimacy, tenderness, and sheer pleasure...............YUMMY!! Okay, my mind got the best of me when this subject was discussed, so I have taken some time to search this practice out and read up on it. It is interesting, as every article, stresses the issue of a trusting relationship. Giving, having complete and total trust in another human being in order to participate in this sexually erotic act. I think having all the information somehow allows for the opportunity to make a

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"Pay no mind to the cancer...have another smoke...your monument to self destruction. Yes it's very impressive and I'm sure it makes you happy when you're crying yourself to sleep at night." ~ Shadeland So, after thought and thoughts on a motorcycle journey I pondered about going it alone for a long time...but really going it alone is a bit on the danerous side and well, self discovery in and of itsself is a dangerous journey.... So the question would be who would I, who could I take with me...who would make a journey like that just for the sake of my self-discovery.... Seems like I should've already found myself by now right? But coming to this place in my life where I don't know what I believe in or who I am believeing in it for (whatever IT is) has brought out all the ghosts and demons to play in my mind.... What is it that I want most? Independance - (yep) I want the ability to support myself and my children without depending on anyone else.... I want the ability to

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OKAY SO WHAT! GIRL'S LOVE OUR SHOES! WANNA KNOW THE BEST PART? THIS IS MAYBE HALF OF MY SHOES! OH MY GOD, THIS IS SUCH A KICK ASS SONG! Pop Goes the Weasel (Sing Along) 'Round and 'round the cobbler's bench The monkey chased the weasel The monkey thought 'twas all in fun Pop! Goes the weasel A penny for a spool of thread A penny for a needle That's the way the money goes Pop! Goes the weasel A half a pound of tupenny rice A half a pound of treacle Mix it up and make it nice Pop! Goes the weasel Up and down the London road In and out of the Eagle That's the way the money goes Pop! Goes the weasel I've no time to plead and pine I've no time to wheedle Kiss me quick and then I'm gone Pop! Goes the weasel.

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I may have fucked up in the past with a really great friend but here and now I want to make it right! After YEARS of not talking to a man I once considered my best friend over some really dumb shit (and a dumb bitch), I realize just how bad of a friend I was to him.... I am sorry man... I was an asshole to let that shit go the way it did. What I did was way more fucked up than what happened so many years ago. Laters David AKA "WORK" I love to blog but until some issues are settled I cannot (on the advise of my lawyer) say much of anything about how I really see things in life. So for now I am just going to say: keep your eyes and your mind open for future posts! Laterz All, Work I just wanted to appologize to all who read my last blog entry... it wasnt very well written or easy to understand for that matter, so let me start at the beginning. Last Thursday afternoon I went to the local Emergency Room at Licking Memorial Hospital with massive pain and abdominal cramps, t

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Wanted to be a gypsy and just leave everything and start a new life over each day??? I HAVE!!! ...dance on a rooftop in almost nothing with raindrops and rose petals falling all around me and I would just twirl and twirl and twirl and I would be free and happy...

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This makes me Sniffle..... A person like you Im lucky to have patient with me always more than I am myself so loving so beautiful so precious so sweet I long for the day when we finally meet a love that I have forever so true a place in my heart and soul for you how I deserve thee I do not know but Im thankful daily that by God's grace my Amie found me without you Im lost never being at piece adrift in my loneliness but I can take comfort every day I can smile for now I have you even across the miles that separate our bodies but never our hearts never shall you need never shall you want just say my name my love you shall have true,pure and unconditional My best friend and my sister my smile and my joy you will always have me through all that shall be Written by Jennifer Barrett,February 18,2007 for Amie,her BFF,her sister,her everything...I love you with all of my heart...I promise you'll always have me,thick and thin,no matter what**Mu

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4hrs (11pm) till the EB at the mall near my house opens up for the midnight release of World of Warcraft: The Burning Crusade! and even tho the roads are rediculously icy... it's only a 5 min drive so i'm going anyways! wish me luck! and you better believe there will be a lot more pics up after tonight This is called CHERRYTAP MARRIAGE! The first person to message you saying "I do." Will be your CherryTap Husband/Wife. Now, this is just for fun. You'd be surprised who wants to be yours.=) Repost this or your marrige will be plagued with bad luck. Repost it with the title of "WHO WANTS TO MARRY ME?"

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ok, so im sat in my friends wood shop lesson right now. We were just engaging in a rather odd conversation with the teachers. My friends are both girls and in a relationship with each other, as they have been for near on 5 years. After the usual conversation of trying to explain that even though they are in a same sex relationship neither are gay but just bi sexual my friend brought up some screen caps of the show 'queer as folk'(uk version) the teacher turned around and said 'get that queer shit off the screen its graphic and offends me' My question is this, is this comment impeaching in my friends right to view what she wants on the internet and talk about what she wants, her right to free speech, or is she abusing this right and forcing her views down our teachers neck? Ive got this wrapped right round my arse and it probably makes no sense what so ever!!!!! Ther is also probably an easy answer to this conumdrum! oo i like that word. I wud really like ur input on this. Cheeri

Random Musings...
I've got today off work, so I'm working on this whole CT experience...wow, what a ride! so many cool people in one place! Very interesting how this online community has exploded... Anyways, got some work things to do, so I'll update later ;) Rock on everyone!

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well here goes my thoughts in my fucked up head read it if u want but no one really has too..............through out life we get the things we dont want and we cant get the things we want which really suck but coming on ct has giving me a chance to meet some great people...april great girl but shes no angel....dev another sweet gril very nice id do anything for these 2 they were nice to me first time on here,angela a good friend who gave me this site..ive ran into people that have been either mean or jus plain nice to me and those who were nice i thank with all my heart if there was ever a time where i could help i would....i find myself addicted to this place talking to these people everyday make my day alot brighter....also dj chelle u know who u are dammit baught me a keg lol i would of voted for her and i dont want gifts u guys id vote for u bc ur my friends ok no bridding for votes for a ring pics or nothing im not that type of guy to vote for pics or a gift i did it bc of a frien

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Yes, I am Moving 2300 miles, and basically, I am doin a total rebuild of my life, Are you with me or not, Get back to me. Those who have commented on this by the time I get online AFTER my move will be kept, those who didn't, I am sure we could have had a good friendship, But Alas, neither of us were willing to attempt one, No hard feelings, just time for me to move on. You scored as Mysterious. You wish to hide who you are from all those around you. You find it very hard to trust people. You also may enjoy the fun that comes from playing mind games with others around you.My advice Get out there and reveal the true you if only to one person!Passion67%Mysterious67%Diamond Eyes58%Eyes full of Pain58%What do your eyes reveal about you?(PICS!)created with QuizFarm.com The move was succesful, I was greeted by a 3 day winter storm... oh well, that's the price ya pay to Live in canada. as for now, I am headed out. Have a great day.

Random Rants And Ramblings
I was at the schoolyard heroes concert....were you? no, you weren't. because i was the only one there(other than all the other people...)...and now im drunk....so im not correcting anyomre typos... i just wanted to say fuck you all for not showing up...you missed the best show that spoikane will get all fucking summer... fuck you fuck you fuck you, you're coool fuck you im out... 860 points to go to get me to the next level, and so i post a blog...just some tips to people who order pizza... 1) turn on your goddamn porchlight...how the FUCK do you expect your pizza to be delivered on time if NO ONE can see your house? 2) If you do turn your porchlight on, make sure your numbers are legible FROM THE ROAD...I dont care how pretty your numbers are i cant find your house if i cant SEE the numbers... 3) Speaking of numbers, those wooden block numbers are the worst piles of crap numbers you can get...i cant read your numbers when the shadows they cast upon themselves turn your

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Fact #3 : Need. This one of the few things about you humans that I can't fully understand..for eons I've watched this and it blows my mind..This mainly applies towards the females of the species, some males but mostly females.. Why is it that when you humans are "single" you actively look for a relationship on some level...I'll answer that for you...need..you either feel the need to be wanted or want to be needed. It's like you want to see how many people you can attract that fits the bill..then you hook up with someone because they meet the need..oh sure you tell your selves he/she is cute, smart, caring...but the simple reason is he/she wants you..thats the core of it...it wouldn't matter what he/she looked like, how smart, or caring...they WANT you!! your need is full filled..then reality hits..you were so eager to fill the base need that you missed the other things you should have looked for and listen to..you should have looked for reasons he/she is single in the first place, re

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I wanted to make all my female friends/family aware that there is someone going around stealing NSFW photos..this man has some how been able to rip one of my sisters photos even though all of her stuff is locked down to friends/family and all ripping ability is turned off..  this man was never a friend, fan or family member nor does she even know who he is ..so Please becareful!!! To view his page  http://www.fubar.com/3876416  The photo he did NOT have permission to take  http://www.fubar.com/hotttttttttttttt/photo-3876416-0-3941617840 A friend posted this and just had to share! Love This Comeback !!!!!   One of my sons serves in the military. He is still stateside, here in California . He called me yesterday to let me know how warm and welcoming people were to him and his troops everywhere he goes, telling me how people shake their hands and to thank them for being willing to serve and fight for not only our own freedoms, but so that others may have them also. But he also told m

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COME ONE COME ALL... SHOW HER SOME LOVE... SHES NEW AND SHES MY RL GIRL... DO HER RIGHT AND ILL GIVE YALL GIFTS... sexigreeneyez80@ CherryTAP I joined my first ever contest.. and here is the link to my pic.. vote for me please http://cherrytap.com/viewimage.php?u=141262&i=402233124 I just put up a bunch of pics in a new years folder :) i hope yall will give them a look see :)

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CHeck out the video in my stash about the crazy bride that freaks out! I just heard she's gonna be on one of the morning shows! I just got my music list to pick a song at random to begin play. It sure beats hearing the same song every time I go to my page, so I'm sure all my friends and fans are sick of the same song too. Even tho I really like the 1st song on the playlist, it's good to hear some of the others too!

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Hey all. I'm forming my own family on here called the Uchiha clan. If you would like to join just let me know. And as soon as i reach level 10 n can create an lounge I will. I just want to have a group of my friends together and get to kno each other and have some fun. So get back at me with you replies. Yours truely, Yung Sykosys, That freaky leader of the Uchiha Clan If you woke up one mornin and saw me in your bed wat would u do? 1) go back to sleep 2) slap me 3) cuss me out 4) jus tell me to leave 5) climb on top of me and cuddle 6) f@#k me .... details please! 7) give me head 8) make me breakfast 9) ask me my name (lol) 10) call the cops Pisces n Cancer The sentimental combination of these two signs make for an ideal marriage. Although both will have their moments of gloom and doom, they will soon come out in the sunshine and forgive and forget. Lover's quarrels are frequent , but the making up is bliss . Both cherish home, possessions, and friends and there will

Random Thoughts From My Head...
ok i just realized something and it's kinda embarassing considering how old i am....but ya know, a man will say an do anything to get in yer panties. Well, get you out of them rather. now i don't know why this surprises me at all really....i mean for the most part they all think with mr. winkie....but i never realized how gullible I guess i am....i know all this seems like psychotic ramblings from a person with no clue, but i do have a clue lol, they just hit me at odd times.....just had too much stuff goin on in my life at the moment and trying to keep too many balls in the air i guess you could say.....ohhhh well, i will ramble more later...

Random Thoughts
Ok people, here are some of my favorite quotes..........enjoy.... "Dream like you will live forever, Live like you will die today." - James Dean "True friends are those that really know you, but love you anyways." "Love is that condition in which the happiness of another is essential to you own." "Hope is not a dream, but a way to make dreams become reality." "Live today like there isnt a tomorrow." "When you feel like crying, remember tomorrow is another chance at happiness." "Life is what happens when you are busy making other plans." -John Lennon "If you fall I will catch." "Say what you mean, and do what you say." "Things dont have to be extrodinary to be beautiful, the ordinary can be just as beautiful."- Wicker Park "Life is not measured in the breaths we take, but rather the moments that take our breath away." "Never leave a fight unresolved for you never know what the morning brings." "If you heart is free, have the courage to follow it."

Random Ramblings
I had a team meeting yesterday. At the butt crack of dawn. Toward the end of my meeting, I called for a round table. We got around to one of the supervisors who works for me. She was the only one with something to say... "I'd like us to take a moment of silence in honor of Anna Nicole Smith..." I blinked. I really wasn't expecting that. One of my closest friends leaves first thing tomorrow on deployment to Afghanistan. I'm worried, a bit sad, and wondering what I'm gonna do with all the silence. He usually calls me a few times a day... I'll be keeping him and several of my other friends in my thoughts. I wonder who's gonna drag me into trouble now? So there's this much younger man...we've known each other for a while now. He and I have had this little flirtation thing going on between us for a while now. It started when I was managing a store inside a location he worked at. He'd stop by and chat and flirt. Back when he was 17 he gave me a hug and said

Random Useless Info?
first blog entry. i have nothing to do so im on here while straightening my hair with my new fantastic straightener i got because im in hairschool. my hair is pin straight and its honestly sex. if my straightener was a male, id do it right now, thats how much i love this bitch. seriously kids. seriously, oh and if it wasnt 400degrees right now too. i wouldnt appreciate that at all. i ask for opinion or advice, doesnt mean im gonna take it, i just wanted another point of view. were both fuck ups in this little issue. so much for not ignoring or avoiding me, clearly you are. way to tell me exactly what the matter is. i seriously can't comprehend it just yet. care to fill me in yet? oh snap, there is 32 days until our weekend in toronto. but will the hatred still exist?

Random Thoughts
Ok...so i'm happy now...finally...again...I havent been able to get him out my mind and finally broke down and got a hold of him...for those who have an idea of who im on about know,for those who dont,my exbf...we parted on bad terms and a lot of misunderstandings and i couldnt let it go like that...i pushed him away when he was trying to get close to me,so i confessed everything...well,after all was said and done,we got back together..he missed me and wanted me back and i him..so yea...I've got my baby back...go me!whoop whoop...so,yea..thats it for now!comment or whatever..love to all! Grrrr...this didnt take the first time so now i have to retype everything..stupid computer...anyways...Why is everyone obsessed with walmart?I just dont get it.You guys dont work there, if you did you'd realize it aint that grand of a place to be,let alone be obsessed about. Second,why do people drag their children to walmart at 3am knowing that their kids should be home in bed sleeping?Why fuss at you

Random Acts Of Random
.When the Boogeyman goes to sleep every night, he checks his closet for Chuck Norris. .Chuck Norris doesn't read books. He stares them down until he gets the information he wants. .There is no theory of evolution. Just a list of creatures Chuck Norris has allowed to live. .Outer space exists because it's afraid to be on the same planet with Chuck Norris. .Chuck Norris does not sleep. He waits. .Chuck Norris is currently suing NBC, claiming Law and Order are trademarked names for his left and right legs. .Chuck Norris is the reason why Waldo is hiding. .Chuck Norris counted to infinity - twice. .There is no chin behind Chuck Norris’ beard. There is only another fist. .When Chuck Norris does a pushup, he isn’t lifting himself up, he’s pushing the Earth down. .Chuck Norris is so fast, he can run around the world and punch himself in the back of the head. .Chuck Norris’ hand is the only hand that can beat a Royal Flush. .There is no such thing as global

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IF YOU HAVE CHILDREN AND ARE UNDECIDED ABOUT A CAR SEAT, OR HAVE ANY QUESTIONS ABOUT CAR SEATS...PLEASE WATCH THE VIDEO BELOW, IT JUST MAY SAVE YOUR CHILD(RENS) LIFE!! THESE ARE HER WORDS, WRITTEN BY HER =) HEY GUYS I HAVE NOT FORGOT U I PROMISE!!!!! I MISS YOU GUYS :( I AM STILL NOT SUPPOSE TO BE OUT OF BED BUT I HAD TO SAY HI AND HAVE A WICKED WEEK!!!!!!! I HOPE I WILL BE BACK SOON!!! THANK U ALL FOR THE WELL WISHES AND GIFTS U GUYS R SOOOOO SWEET........ C-YA SOON (I HOPE) MISS YA MUAH *BITES* MZBITCH2U Please take a minute to read this. This is very scary and could happen to any of us.. Seems like every nice thing people do for one another can be perverted. A new twist on kidnapping from a very smart survivor: About a month ago there was a woman standing by the mall entrance passing out flyers to all the women going in. The woman had written the flyer herself to tell about an experience she had, so that she might warn other women. The previous day, this w

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It is a disorder of the immune system, which normally functions to protect the body against invading infections and cancers, and toxins. In Mixed Connective Tissue Disorder, as in other autoimmune diseases parts of the complex immune system is over-active and produces increased amounts of abnormal antibodies that attack the patient's own organs. so that is my moms diagnosis. with all her other problems its def not a good thing so i guess we are making plans to move back to NE so that i can be closer to her to help her out. This equation should be taught in all corporations! From a strictly mathematical viewpoint it goes like this: What Makes 100%? What does it means to give MORE than 100%? Ever wonder about those people who say they are giving more than 100%? We have all been to those meetings where someone wants you to give over 100%. How about achieving 103%? What makes up 100% ! in life? Here's a little mathematical formula that might help you answer these questio

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"one dark afternoon, like a shadow i flew. thru the rain that fell sick with lament. to this house of incest, for when we undressed. blasphemy against venus were rent. but with sister removed, her wet body approved the parade of my heavenly quests. yet all tongues are not true, some are forked or asque. like an uncivil servants at best. for ousted from eden, i fausted all reason. hook in mouth like saint peter pan. to haunt fairy groves and hot virgin coves. where in the promiscuous swam. i elected lovers and rejected others. mifistresses that don't give a damn. but in those that still do, my deep interest grew. THE RISE OF THE TRUE PENTAGRAM"

Random Poetry
I wonder why the last woman I said I love you to didn't love me back, I wonder why she left & why we went our seperate ways like that. I wonder why I don't look at women as I should, I wonder why sometimes I feel no good behind this darkness and neon glow. I wonder why I sit and watch the sun come up, this ones for those I loved who I lost and for all my wishes and plans. I cast my shadow on a darkend wall,like bare hands. I wonder why my life won't move ahead, having nightmares of demons, devils, you and the dead instead. So to the last woman I said I love you to, I'm not sorry for saying it because C.R. I do love you. I always have, and I'm sure I always will, with all my heart and free will as long as my heart beats red. Beats still. Now I regret not telling you sooner, but it was said. To have your kiss and die, I would happily be dead. Two people once met each other, different yet close but from another mother. They became friends, but never got close, by the time the truth cam

Random Thoughts...(poetry)
Laying in your bed With your pillow under my head Cool spring breeze swirls about Delivering the fresh scent of lilacs Through the open windows of your room Hours ago your alarm clock rang Removing you from my arms For work calls Though I wish you were still here Snuggled up to your chest Hearing your calming voice Whispering, “Good morning beautiful” I could lay there forever All my problems seem to fade When you are next to me For hours you will be gone Working hard If there is a job to do You will get it done Because that is how you are Looking at the clock on your headboard Counting the hours until you return For when you walk back through the door A smile will be shown Bright across my face Happy to be with you again To feel the love you have for me By the way you bathe me in such sweet delicate words The gentle touch of your hand across my cheek Tells me I’m no longer dreaming For your time away has ended I lay smiling in your bed Where yo

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If you can drop me some votes that would be awsome. if you leave more then 100 comments hit me up and i will get you something nice, the more you leave the better the gift, the 2 people that i see helping out the most will get a Corvette wooooooooohoooooooooooo (Min. 2000 comments) 500 comments gets you a platnum cherry, msg me when you are done:D Ends Tuesday, the 10th > it will be a weeks contest and the most comments at the end of that week wins, self commentin is allowed. > > first prize is a 7 day blast and a gift > second prize is a 3 day blast > third prize is a platinum cherry > > here is the link to your pic for you to give to your friends > > this is what my mom and dad got me for my b-day Sexiest Bedroom Eyes Contest Contest will start @ 0700 eastern on March, 29th Contest will end @ 0700 eastern on March, 11 RULES: ------ NO NSFW no down rateing most comments wins self bombing IS allowed event of a tie rates will

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In 1974 (the year you were born) Gerald Ford becomes president of the US Hank Aaron hits his 715th home run to beat Babe Ruth's record Impeachment hearings are opened against President Nixon by the House Judiciary Committee President Nixon resigns President Gerald Ford issues an unconditional pardon to ex-President Nixon for all federal crimes Muhammad Ali knocks out George Foreman in the eighth round to regain the heavyweight crown in Zaire Heiress Patty Hearst is kidnapped by and eventually joins the Symbionese Liberation Army Dungeons & Dragons officially released People magazine is published for the first time Kate Moss, Alyson Hannigan, Penelope Cruz, Alanis Morissette, Leonardo DiCaprio, and Ryan Seacrest are born Oakland Athletics win the World Series Miami Dolphins win Superbowl VIII Philadelphia Flyers win the Stanley Cup Blazing Saddles is the top grossing film All the President's Men by Bernstein and Woodward is published

Random Thoughts
I was out with a male friend of mine this weekend and we were at a store called Vintage Stock, it's like a movie, music, game, pop culture store. They also sell vintage movie posters. I was looking through the posters they had and came across one for an old Marilyn Chambers movie. I went and found my friend and told him about it and he looks at me kind of dumbfounded. I asked if he knew who Marilyn Chambers was and he replied that he didn's so I told him that she's a porn actress from the 70's or 80's. This lead to the conversation of why am I so obsessed with porn? You see I guess since I was 15 or 16 I've had this fascination with the porn industry. I'm obsessed with Jenna Jameson among many other actress as well as given the opportunity I would love to be able to actually be in one. I have an extensive porn collection and watch it regularly. In this conversation he couldn't understand why I was how I am with it. He said porn is nothing but stroke material that once you've wat

Randomness Is Grand
I close my eyes and I smile Knowing that everything is all right To the core, so close that door Is this happening? My breath is on your hair I'm unaware that you opened the blinds And let the city in God, you held my hand, and we stand Just taking in everything Chorus: And I knew it from the start So my arms are open wide Your head is on my stomach And we're, we're trying so hard not to fall asleep Here we are on this 18th floor balcony We're both flying away So we talk about moms and dads About family pasts Just getting to know where we came from Our hearts were on display for all to see I can't believe this is happening to me And I raise my hand As if to show you that I was yours That I was so yours for the taking I'm so yours for the taking and That's when I felt the wind pick up I grabbed the rail while choking up These words to say and then you kissed me Chorus: Yeah, I knew it from the start My arms are open wide Your head is on my stomach A

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If only see myself reflected in your eyes So all that I believe I am essentially are lies And everything I've hoped to be or ever thought I Died with your belief in me so who that hell am I? I'm wondering 'round confused Wondering why I try The more that you deny my pain The more it intensifies... I need someone to ache for me the way I ache for you... If you ignore that I'm alive I've nothing to cling to I stare in this mirror So tired of this life If only you would speak to me or care if I'm alive Once I swore I would die for you But I never meant it like this I never meant like this no i never meant like this I don't know if I'm real without you What is left of me without you? I don't know whats real without you How can I exist without you? Suffer The more you see the more you do The television's feeding you. With what You want to hear, anger and fear, because you suffer The hate you feel won't go away you're all programmed to f

Random Writings
years ago my nana was my inspiration she tuaght me to be kind to whom deserve it but yet keep level minded i know at times i slip from her teachings but yet she lives on in my life she was the biggest example to me of how some one should be, honest, respectible, and upfront always and willing to show kindness and forgivness. well she passed when i was 7 years old it killed me inside slowly watching cancer consume her but she always remained soft and kind not once did she speak harshly. An the day i heard she passed my heart was stricken with pain but i let it hide that day at the wake i walked around a 7yr old comforting everone when i was dieing inside years passed and i grew bitter and more withdrawn from life then more years came and i grew from my breaking points her words came back to my ears and my heart and for the last 5 years ive been trying to live by her example , I love you Nana, may you watch over me I reach my hand out in the dark to find your not there i look and search

Random Inspirations Into Insanity
My friend Sean sent me a bulletin on another site and here is what he had to say ---------------------------------------------- You call me "Cracker", "Honkey", "Whitey", "Gringo","Bread", and you think it's OK. ...But when I call you Kike, sand nigger, rag head ,Towelhead, WOP, Camel Jockey, Gook, nigger, slant eyes or Chink you call me a racist. -You say that whites commit a lot of violence against you, so why are the ghettos the most dangerous places to live? -You have the United Negro College Fund. -You have Martin Luther King Day. -You have Black History Month. -You have Cesar Chavez Day. -You have Yom Hashoah -You have Ma'uled Al-Nabi -You have the NAACP. -You have BET. -If we had WET(white entertainment television) ...we'd be racist. -If we had a White Pride Day... you would call us racist. -If we had white history month... we'd be racist. -If we had an organization for only whites to "advance" our lives... we'd be racist. -If w

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here's my entry in Ezra Valentine's photo/art contest.It's a relatively fair contest; voting is done by number of ratesnot number of comments. No bombing necessary!It is ending this Saturday at 7:00 PM/CST.I would really appreciate your vote! Thanks, Mark Oh, and a big thank you to everyone who hasalready voted. You all rock! hey all...meet my dog Speedy. he rocks. and he's in a contest.please vote for him or he will develop a self-esteem disorder...http://cherrytap.com/viewimage.php?u=564541&albumid=231929&i=699346042 this has been going round the bulletins today, and i wanted to save it and share it with those of you who don't always check bulletins... A United States Marine was attending some college courses between assignments. He had completed missions in Iraq and Afghanistan. One of the courses had a professor who was a vowed atheist and a member of the ACLU. One day the professor shocked the class when he came in. He looked to the ceiling and flatly stated, "God, if you a

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I put this on my main page too, but thought it was worthy of a blog entry also, lol. =) I find joy in both the simple and complex things in life. I crave the smell of wet blades of grass, the earth's soil after it rains, Grandma's homemade apple butter when she's canning... and a baby's sweet spot on their forehead. I enjoy the sounds of my Mama's laughter, my brother singing, good music on the stereo, and the thunder rolling off in the distance when I'm safe in the arms of the man I love during a summer storm as we listen to the rain on the window. I admire the beauty of the power of true friendship, butterflies in flight, a sweet smile on the face of a friend or loved one, the color of the leaves in the Fall, and the Snake River with the Grand Tetons in the back drop. I enjoy the feel of a soft, velvety kiss, having my hair brushed and played with, rose petals between my thumb and fingers, knowing that those who matter to me are safe and of knowing I

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Why do women always take cell phone pics of themselves in the bathroom, never understood that. Well this was not my weekend, lol. I lost it all, but i had a blast doing it! I played some slots and some blackjack, there were some awesome moments at the blackjack table. There was this guy that sat down next to me, his name was Dale, and he kept calling the cards it was amazing, and i don't mean like counting or something, but he'd be like "Dealer is going to have a 6" and BAM! sure enough the dealer flipped a 6, and he kept doing that, it was pretty cool. he helped most of the table win, lol. Also this reminds me of a Vegas story i might as well share here instead of making it's own blog... When I turned 21 my family took my to vegas so I could gamble for the first time ever in a casino. So of course back then I mainly liked blackjack, so I took my $100 and went to a table. I bet $15 on my first hand and i got delt a pair of 10's, I was like "SWEET". Then I said I wanted to

Random Ranting
Under no circumstances may two men share an umbrella. > > It is OK for a man to cry ONLY under the following circumstances: > > When a heroic dog dies to save its master. > > The moment Angelina Jolie starts unbuttoning her blouse. > > After wrecking your boss's car. > > One hour, 12 minutes, 37 seconds into "The Crying Game". > > When she is using her teeth. > > Any man who brings a camera to a bachelor party may be legally killed and eaten by his buddies. > > Unless he murdered someone in your family, you must bail a friend out of jail within 12 hours. > > If you've known a guy for more than 24 hours, his sister is off limits forever unless you actually marry her. > > Moaning about the brand of free beer in a buddy's fridge is forbidden. However, complain at will if the temperature is unsuitable. > > No man shall ever be required to buy a birthday present for another man.In > fact, even remembering your buddy's birthday is strictly optional. At that point, you

Random Rants And Other Things
The True You You want your girlfriend or boyfriend to be more relaxed, calm, and composed. With respect to money, you spend as little as possible. You think good luck doesn't exist - reality is built on practicalities. The hidden side of your personality tends to be a little selfish. You only do what interests you. You are tend to think about others' feelings a lot, perhaps because you are so eager to be liked. When it comes to finding a romantic partner, you base your search on information from your friends. Who's The True You? The following are song lyrics that seem to define me in some way. I will add to the collection over time. Blue October - Hate Me So I'll drive so fucking far away, that I'll never cross your mind.And do whatever it takes in your heart to leave me behind. Hate me today.Hate me tomorrow.Hate me for all the things I didn't do for you.Hate me in ways, yeah ways hard to swallow.Hate me so you can finally see what's good for you. And

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i have added a guest book to my profile , so plz come by and add urself too it , thank u The Teabagging The all time classic manoeuvre of tapping your cock on a chick's forehead whilst she is sucking on your balls, and uttering the timeless phrase "Who's your daddy?" The Houdini Going at it doggy-style until you are just about to come, then pull out and spit on her back so she thinks that you have. When she turns around a blast is unleashed into her face and she is left shocked and amazed, wondering how you managed it. The Angry Dragon Immediately after you blow your load in a girl's mouth, smack the back of her head and make it come out her nose. When she gets up she'll look like an angry dragon. Cum Guzzling Sperm Burping Bitch The once in a lifetime act of blowing a hot steamy load down the back of a girl's throat and then proceeding to give her a large cold bottle of your favourite carbonated drink, making her guzzle it down. Then, shake her head vigoro

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I really hate it when people tell you what you want to hear but dont mean a single word of it! If you want to be my friend be real dont fukin lie to me and blow smoke up my ass!! I love attention like anyone else but for crist sakes be real.. i don't have time for bullshit liars!! Why even do it? do you get some perverted pleasure out of fuking with peoples emotions??? Like i said if you want to be my friend say hi.. flirting is great! but dont lie to me.. if you dont want to have me as a friend at least tell me to fuk off! GEEZ. ok i'm done.. ty for listening.. Cherry on!

Random Crap (..or Stuff That Can't Go In The Stash)
Oh Canada! http://www.plicks.com/view/videos/Canadian_girls/54/1 Maybe guys HAVE been doing it wrong? http://www.sexyandfunny.com/SexTherapyGrope.shtml Gotta love that she didn't pay that storage rental fee. http://www.uniquepeek.com/viewpage.php?page_id=494 (link is NSFW)

Random Thoughts From A Twisted Mind
The mom calls the husband a "bastard" and then the dad calls the wife a "bitch" and billy goes to his mom and says "mom what's a bitch and a bastard?" and the mom says "well, a bitch is a lady and a bastard is a gentlemen" and then later billy goes outside and listens to his neighbors, and hears "Put your penis in my vagina!" So Billy goes to his mom and says "mom whats a penis and vagina?" His moms says "Well Billy, a penis is a hat and a vagina is a coat" and then later billy sees his dad shaving and cuts himself and says "Shit" and billy said "Dad, whats shit" And then his dad says "Well billy, Shit is a type of Shaving cream " and then billy goes to see his mom cutting the turkey and his mom cuts her finger and says "fuck!" and then billy says to his mom "Mom whats fuck?" "Well billy fuck is a way cutting the turkey" and Then later the guests arrive and billy goes to them and says "Hello bitches and bastards, may i ta

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So I was thinking, Its weird how you can have everyone around you, And still feel so alone and lost, Even when people say their there for you..No one really can be..Everyone is alone to a point....But I guess thats just apart of life.

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The white man said, "Colored people are not allowed here." The black man turned around and stood up. He then said: "Listen sir....when I was born I was BLACK, " "When I grew up I was BLACK, " "When I'm sick I'm BLACK, " "When I go in the sun I'm BLACK, " "When I'm cold I'm BLACK, " "When I die I'll be BLACK." "But you sir." "When you're born you're pink, " "When you grow up you're white, " "When you're sick, you're green, " "When you go in the sun you turn red, " "When you're cold you turn blue, " "And when you die you turn purple." "And you have the nerve to call me colored?" The black man then sat back down and the white man walked away.... Pass it on if you HATE racism

Random Ramblings...
RACIAL GREETINGS BROTHERS AND SISTERS... YOU KNOW WHAT TRULY AMAZES ME MOST ABOUT THIS SITE? THE CRYING, CLOSE MINDED INDIVIDUALS THAT WILL VISIT YOUR PAGE TO LEAVE A NEGATIVE COMMENT, OR MARK YOUR PICTURES AS NSFW. THERE IS ONE...ONLY ONE INDIVIDUAL ON HERE OUT OF 600,000 PLUS, THAT HAS DONE THIS TO ME. POINT IS THIS FOLKS, IF YOU DON'T LIKE WHAT YOU SEE ON SOMEONES PAGE...CATCH THE TRAIN. SIMPLE AS THAT. DON'T BE A SNITCH. THIS AIN'T MYSPACE!!! I SEE SOMETHING I DON'T AGREE WITH, I MOVE ON. SOMETIMES I MAY EVEN GET TO KNOW THAT PERSON, FIND OUT WHY THEY LOOK AT THINGS THE WAY THEY DO. I'VE HAD A GREAT TIME HERE, MET LOTS OF GREAT PEOPLE. THEY ALL MAY NOT SHARE MY PARTICULAR LIFESTYLE, BUT TO EACH HIS OWN...RESPECT THAT. 1488 FAREWELL MY SWEET LOVE, I'M LEAVING YOUR SIDE. MY CALLING HAS COME, TO WHICH I MUST ABIDE. I KNOW THAT IT HURTS YOU, BUT PLEASE DEAR DON'T CRY. LIGHT A CANDLE IN MY MEMORY, SHOULD I DIE. THERE'S NO SENSE IN DREAMING, FOR DREAMS NEVER LAST. THERE'S NO SE

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Unconventional conventionality? What in the hell does that mean?? I know what it means to be unconventional...but what if the very thing that makes you unique...unconventional...is no longer considered a uniqueness. It becomes one of those things that everyone does. Your face no longer stands out, you're just a number. I've prided myself everyday on going against the norm, doing what I wanted, when I wanted and with whoever was around. But what if what I have rebelled against is now considered the rebellion. Not making much sense am I?? Let me try to clarify: I do things my way. I surround myself with others who do things his or her own way. Life is about forever seeking the pleasure factor. Do things that feel good damn the consequences. There are so many people trapped in situations that last out of obligation, dependence, lonliness. Obligation? I was always taught you shouldn't be obligated to anyone but yourself. Dependence? God gave us a brain, free-will, choices for a reason

Random Ramblings
i doubt that this will get any attention, but im not writing it for you or anyone else...just me...for some strange reason it helps to get it out. i continue to wonder about myself...it seems like everything goes from ok, to great, to horrible sucky in like a week...thats how it always is in my life... then theres the "plane out" period...where everthing is ok...not great, but not horrible either...just survival. then things start to get really awesome, or have the possibility of getting great....and then it allllll goes to fucking hell again. I just wish i could actually get somewhere in life...just for once actually get something i want. i finally have the opportunity to meet someone, and possibly have a relationship with them, but i can't ever seem to leave her alone...im always trying to talk to her, and the more i try, the more fed up with me she seems...its to the point now, that i think she doesn't even want to talk to me...she just does because she doen't want to hurt my fe

Random Musings...
"The arguments against insanity fall through with a soft shirring sound; these are the sounds of dead voices on dead records floating down the broken shaft of memory." from Lisey's Story by Stephen King This struck me as undescribably beautiful... and morbid at the same time... if you take a shower with your clothes on it shows you're crazy.... if you take a shower with your clothes off it shows your nuts... Ever Wonder?? * How come you press harder on a remote control when you know the battery is dead? * Why are they called buildings, when they're already finished? Shouldn't they be called builts? * Why are they called apartments, when they're all stuck together? * Why do people without out a watch look at their wrist when you ask them what time it is? * Why do you ask someone without a watch what time it is? * Why does sour cream have an expiration date? * Who is General failure and why is he reading my disk? * The light went out, but where to

Random Crap
GO SEE SiCKO. Eye opening, whether you like Michael Moore or not. Why don't Americans care about each other anymore? And why are we so afraid of our government? They are supposed to be there FOR us, not us for them. Please please please give this situation the attention it deserves - the attention WE deserve. You have a sexual IQ of 157 When it comes to sex, you are a super genius. You have had a lot of experience, and sex interests you so you know a lot about it. You pride yourself on being a source of information and guidance to all of your friends. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com Save me from the dark of night I'm drifting like a satellite Miles from understanding Where this love will end Heaven let your light fall down on me Now I'm over-thinking Love can't be this hard We seem to be spinning worlds apart Sometimes truth is hard to touch We give too little, expect too much Promises forever Hiding in our eyes Worlds of chances passing by No

Random Thoughts
Just to let everyone know. I am getting ready to make a big move in my life. I am moving back home to Texas. I know that there are a few of you that this might pertain to and I will miss some of my friends up here in Kansas. But I have to move on with my life and get away from here. I am going to be having a going away party up here so if anyone would like to come or help me set this up just let me know. Love you guys, Ti In my mind I can see you. Every minute of everyday my heart breaks a little more. I wonder what you are doing. I wonder who you are with. I have loved you since I met you. You came in my life with such force I wasn't able to catch my breathe. I still am having a hard time breathing. I don't know what to do or say when I talk with you or see you. So I try to be myself, with this you don't run. I break down the walls around me and let you in. You don't run when you find the true me. I wish I could show you and tell you how much you mean to me. But it is so hard

Random Acts
I am in no way making light of the events that took place on 09.11.01 but I gotta get this off my chest. The morning of the attack I was awake and watching TV, and its what I was watching that brings me to my point. To this day on September eleventh I am reminded of MONKEYBONE So here is the task at hand for you all. Tell me the most wildly inappropriate thing that you think of and the event that triggers this thought Well for my first entry in the CherryTap blog i have decided to embarrass myself... enjoy

Random Ramblings
my favourite stripper has moved to Noumea for 3 months to work there. I miss her. noticed that Fubar is well over 2 1/4 million membership. I remember when it was a big deal approaching 10,000 all the questions "will we make it or will it just die out?" Now if Mike just had $1 for every memeber ... he would probably just piss it against the wall hahaha There has been talk about a possible government regulation to have folic acid added to bread. This is because pregnant women here lack it and need it for baby. The reasoning given is that they need it before they get pregnant. My arguement then is that if women need folic acid prior to getting pregnant then instead of adding it to bread maybe they should add it to alcohol because that is what most women are consuming just prior to getting pregnant.

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As long as I don't cry, I will be fine. I know better than to trust anyone, so it's really my fault for getting hurt. On the other hand, it shouldn't hurt. He's not mine and never will be. I broke up with my boyfriend. There's nothing left to hold on too. He brought me back to a place I promised I would never return. I won't be scared or hurt anymore. I will never forget the look in his eyes that night. It was the first time I thought he would actually do something to me. I saw the anger, the fire burning inside him. I spent 3 years being beaten day in and day out. I won't be in any kind of abusive relationship again. His eyes keep haunting me... I'm not going to cry about it though. I'm not a baby. It's another lesson to be learned. Just because I'm good looking/hot/sexy/beautiful or whatever you feel describes my outer appearance does not mean I'm a whore. I do not cam with anyone. I don't think about your compliments after you have said them. I don't care if you think my boy

Random Thoughts
You know I was just sitting here thinking about why some people are always asking me " What are you thinking ". Have you ever just sat on a park bench and stared at the land. Amazing enough most of you haven't. And then you make excuses for why you don't. " I am to busy or I just don't have the time ". And then you ask other people what are you thinking. The few of us who actually see something there won't say anything cause if we do then, then there is like 40 other questions that people ask and then it just gets annoying. If you want to know what we are looking at then stop what you are doing and just look out to the world. And see the beauty that you pass everyday. And then maybe you will finally get the answer to the age old question " What are you thinking" You know I was just sitting here thinking about why some people are always asking me " What are you thinking ". Have you ever just sat on a park bench and stared at the land. Amazing enough most of you haven't. And

Random Thoughts.
To undo one malicious rate on a photo? Back in the good old days of Cherry Tap, one malicious rate was canceled out by just one eleven. Due to the generosity of some of you, I know I received several eleven's today, but still haven't canceled out a solitary four someone left me. Damn new Fu Math. Sure the easy reach is CT is for Cherry Tap, but if you do any comment/rating bombing it could stand for carpal tunnel. Careful clicking everyone. Take a break once in a while if your hand starts to feel funny. To "Hot or Not." That's not what CT is all about, at least not what it was back in the good old days. The voters on that site are absolutely vicious. I've seen some gorgeous women getting hated on by other jealous females.

Random Shit......
I'm sitting here listening to music, letting my mind wander. I have had my trials in life as we all have, but overall, my life is going pretty well. I have a family that I adore, I love my classes in college and am very excited about starting a new chapter in my life. It hopes to be new and exciting with some similar experiences to be enjoyed as well as some new adventures to be had. These new experiences are going to involve some travel, but that part of it is also very inticing to me, for I will be traveling to destinations that I have yet to experience firsthand. I know I am just rambling, but when I am excited about something, I tend to put it to pen....or keyboard as the case may be.... Have a great weekend to those who read this... ~Pounce!!! Well, the plans are finalized and ticket is purchased. I will hopping on a plane and headed for Tennessee for at least the summer, possibly longer. No longer will I be a California girl!! I am a transplant anyway. Whe

Random Ramblings
I often sit here & wonder WHY certain people have taken such an interest in my page. I am refering to repeat visitors that are not people I know on a personal level... Nor do I mean one's that actually rate &/or comment. I mean the ones that just seem to pop in for no apparent reason almost on a daily basis. You know who you are! I wonder... is it jealousy???? or mere curiosity???? Yay!!!.. My first cherry blog... will put a real entry in later! ~giggles~

Randomly Deliberate Thoughts
The most basic and powerful way to connect to another person is to listen. Just listen. Perhaps the most important thing we ever give each other is our attention…. A loving silence often has far more power to heal and to connect than the most well-intentioned words. To realize The value of a sister Ask someone Who doesn't have one. To realize The value of ten years: Ask a newly Divorced couple. To realize The value of four years: Ask a graduate. To realize The value of one year: Ask a student who Has failed a final exam. To realize The value of nine months: Ask a mother who gave birth to a still born. To realize The value of one month: Ask a mother who has given birth to A premature baby. To realize The value of one week: Ask an editor of a weekly newspaper. To realize The value of one hour: Ask the lovers who are waiting to Meet. To realize The value of one minute: Ask a person Who has missed the train, bus or plane. To realize The v

Random Stuff
AlYurPal@ CherryTAP This is one of my good friends... please friend.rate him. Thanks guys! ♥ Malery

The Randomness Of Me
HOW BAD ARE YOU WANTED Post this and see how many messages u get....don't be scared!! (1) just friends (2) gorgeous (3) cute as heck (4) hot (5) fine (6) sexy (7) amazingly sexy (8) we can be friends with benefits (9) id take u to my crib (10) i want 2 make u my gf/bf (11) i love u baby (12) call me.....(__)____-___ repost this or see 9 years of bad relationships repost HOW BAD ARE YOU WANTED

Randomness
So last night held some amazingly vivid dreams. Nothing like normal, and yet following a pattern to a series. It’s strange how they always start out when it’s within the ‘series’, because I always slip into sleep. One moment awake, the next in another world. Almost as if the purest form of transcendence. This was not a normal one per say, the map that I have figured out, well it was nowhere on it that is known (only I know it’s the same place, just far away). The buildings were current with the others, same as the plant life to junction to architecture. But in a far cooler environment, one that was much more temperate. I’m always in a complete disbelief at first walking through almost empty streets, staring at how everything co-exists. Where there are buildings there is an equal amount of life, mainly plant life. It is almost as if not one plant was harmed when making a building, but the plants soon take pace and partially consume human’s achievement. The closest I can say the city

Random Shit
Too funny not to pass up! Your Personality Is Like Acid A bit wacky, you're very difficult to predict. One moment you're in your own little happy universe... And the next, you're on a bad trip to your own personal hell! What Drug Is Your Personality Like? LOL Your Quirk Factor: 54% You're a pretty quirky person, but you're just normal enough to hide it. Congratulations - you've fooled other people into thinking you're just like them! How Quirky Are You? Your Seduction Style: Au Natural You rank up there with your seduction skills, though you might not know it. That's because you're a natural at seduction. You don't realize your power! The root of your natural seduction power: your innocence and optimism. You're the type of person who happily plays around and creates a unique little world. Little do you know that your personal paradise is so appealing that it sucks people in. You find joy in everything - so is it any surprise

Random Quizes
10-20 = goodie good 21-30 = a little rebellious 31-40 = getting there 41-50 = rebel 51-60 = bad girl/boy 61-70 = bitch/asshole 71-80 = fucking badass 81-90 = damn 91-100 = cant believe you made it this far 1) x smoked (weed or cigs) 2) x consumed alcohol 3) x slept in the same bed with someone of the opposite sex 4) x slept in the same bed with someone of the same sex 5) x made out with someone of the opposite sex 6) x made out with someone of the same sex 7) x had someone in your room of the opposite sex 8) x watched porn 9) x bought porn 10) x done drugs TOTAL: 10 11) x taken pain killers 12) x taken someone else's prescription medicine 13) x lied to your parents 14) x lied to a friend 15) x snuck out of the house 16) x done something illegal 17) x cut yourself 18) x hurt someone 19) x wished someone to die 20) seen someone die TOTAL: 9-19 21) x missed curfew 22) x stayed out all night 23) x eaten a carton of ice cream by yourself 24) x been to

Randomness
ummm if only the whole week could feel as glorious as this day right here. Man-o-man! I freakin' love it!!! Just another Monday-Friday run through, and someone tells me theres something called the "weekend"?? Never heard of that..but people tell me its awesome. =) Nothing like writing in a online journal so to speak. One that everyone can read at that! well I suppose it would be only right for me to say hi and goodmorning....but tell me what's so freakin good about it? I woke up this morning like hell...took a shower, felt a little better...then got thrown for a loop. I really dislike being a woman sometimes lol. Shit just eats me up errr...choclate tears, choclate tears running down my check. rant rant rav rav.....I like my Andy babe...hes the shit don't ca' know....now stop drop and roll cause I'm on fire down in my soul yeah that's why this is called randomness....anyways I just wanted to say that this man Andy man...Captian Butthead of the world rules...and he is the only kind of

Random Crap
My feet and legs hurt so much right now......worked a lot the past two days. I also put in my two weeks notice today. It's not exactly something I wanted to do so soon, but after the past two days it seemed like something that needed to be done. I've made some really good friends working there, and I still consider them friends but I honestly can't take it anymore. There is way too much drama and backstabbing than needed for a pizzeria. And since it has all been undeservingly thrown in my direction lately some true colors have shown through. I cried today, like really cried, for the first time in a long time. Afterward I wondered why I didn't feel any better to get it all out. I wondered why I still felt empty. I don't even have any more words to explain it. She's got the kind of look that defies gravity She's the greatest cook And she's fat free She's been to private school And she speaks perfect French She's got the perfect friends Oh isn't she cool She practices T

Random Rantings In General...
Ok So bruce found out that he is leaving probably monday for new mexico for 9 weeks. So I will probably b leaving next week to go home for good. I will b gone from here for a bit and I wont have the cell anymore either. As soon as I get settled I will let everyone know whats up. As soon as i get a new celly too I will let everyone (well some of you) have that number as well. I am gonna miss all my friends!! I will try not to b gone for too long!! Love, ~Stephie~ Ok I have a lot of friends on here some i talk to on a regular basis and some that are just there i guess...i have noticed that over 80% of my friends that are the ones that are "just there" are the ones that are posting bulletins...now what i am wondering is dont you all know where your "block user" option is? If you dont like someone then just use it rather than fill up the bulletin board with petty BS about boycotting someone. Id tom and jami want to spend their money buying a happy hour let them and stop whining a

Random Ramblings And Rantings Of A Mad Man
I have a "new" car!!! I wake up today to find out that there was a fire at the refinery. Apparently a nice blue-black cloud of burned oil filled smoke rolled across town. Both my cars, and all 4 of my roommates cars are now covered in little black spots of burned oil. Fucking Ohio. This song, Out To Sea by Smile Empty Soul, fits how Ive been feeling lately almost exactly. Im too apathetic to find a widget for it, but if you want to hear it I know you can find it on playlist.com. Here are the lyrics anyways:   The air is cold im getting oldAnd going nowhereThis job is shitI wanna quitBut money is scarceI'm on my knees begging please but you don't careEveryday seems the sameAnother blank stareAll i want is to breatheTo feel like theres a part of meThat still believesin all my hopes and my dreamsTo know that theres a heart that beats inside of meAgainI hate this townAnd all the soundsThat drive me crazyI wanna run and buy a gunBut im too lazyI feel so deadI feel so numbWill no

Random Things
Well when you're sitting there in your silk upholstered chair Talkin' to some rich folk that you know Well I hope you won't see me in my ragged company Well, you know I could never be alone Take me down little Susie, take me down I know you think you're the queen of the underground And you can send me dead flowers every morning Send me dead flowers by the mail Send me dead flowers to my wedding And I won't forget to put roses on your grave Well when you're sitting back in your rose pink Cadillac Making bets on Kentucky Derby Day Ah, I'll be in my basement room with a needle and a spoon And another girl to take my pain away Take me down little Susie, take me down I know you think you're the queen of the underground And you can send me dead flowers every morning Send me dead flowers by the mail Send me dead flowers to my wedding And I won't forget to put roses on your grave Take me down little Susie, take me down I know you think you're t

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love is a game with a fine line between dreams and reality. right when you think that u can trust this person and that they wont do what every other one did they crush you and the pain just gets deeper and deeper. i tried to start over with my heart when i met u i try not to blame you for what they did to me i try to believe you when you tell me it was nothin i try to keep my cool when the little things upset me, especially when it was sumthin i do myself i try to make time so i can be sure that i could talk to you every day i try to trust you i try to let my guard down because i dont want to hurt you i try to let my heart overcome my mind in this battle i try to keep it together when all i wanna do is cry i try not to put myself in a situation where i would have to choose between you and a past experience i try not to judge you because you fessed up to the one lie i know u told me i try to keep it together even though i know ur still lyin i try to ignore her i try to l

Random $hit
You called to say sorry, missed me too, wanted to console me, hug me, kiss me.. As I wiped the tears away, our lips danced softly and sweetly. You wiped a tear to say ur sorry, looking into ur eyes made it all better. As I rested my head on ur shoulder, your arm around me, and my legs resting on your lap. I felt like I was home. I could feel in your hugs, your kisses and your looks that you are mine. Although women dont understand men, they have a way of communicating exactly what they are thinking without even saying a word.. great day!!! Its that time of year again and our annual father and son gardner snakes have emerged. The kids call em Big Poppa and lil poppa, other than providing humor when someone sees them while going in or out of the house, its a lil bit of a pain for the kids or guests. Anyone have any non kill repellant ideas? We've tried moth balls, it worked for a little while but the smell when the windows were open was very unspringlike.. im sure someone has a

Random Poetry Pt 2
I need to walk for myself, I need to look back into the mirror and take another look at myself. I know your mad, but I can't do this right now. Ask a question and hear the answer from my grapevine, maybe its my time to go, or maybe I should try to find mine. I can't finish this cause I'm too weak to speak, I doubt you'd understand but for now theres the slipping of my hand. The darkness will still be my friend, the beast might've gotten the best of me. xxx ~ Bob Cat We don't talk anymore, so I guess you've moved on. Maybe I'm right, maybe I'm wrong. I was wrong to want to see you, and spend time with you so I'm trying to move on and looking for someone to replace you too. Maybe we'll never talk and I'll ditch the block party this year, frankly I don't understand anymore or care. We've drifted apart, I'm glad I never gave you my heart cause it'd hurt too much to have it ripped out of my chest and torn apart. Your not the first and not the last, but now I guess the thought of bein

Randomness
so im gonna be offline for a while cause i am switch service providers. the company i am currantly using has lost the last to bill paymand wants me to pay again. ummmmm not gonna happen, i'll just switch to a company that doesnt keep employing incompetent people. and 1 that doesnt try to give thier customers a run around until you just give up. no company should ever be permitted to have a monopoly in the service industry .... as it is in the USA not like in Canada. maybe Canada will clue into this soon a child dreams of what could be when they grow up such fantasies rich and famous strong and wise a superhero such dreams such lies fill the spirit spur the soul to triumph to loss it's life I know I remember as a child such dreams I had to fight like Conan to never be sad to just be the best to do what's right for family friends in God's bright light I remember hurt pain and fear of losing someone whom I held near of finding love making vows then sorrows los

Random Ramblings
Note to self: shoveling driveway in the morning while wearing dress/work clothes and heels is NOT a good idea. I've had some nice geeky moments going on lately. I've finally been able to break out the 90's edition Trivial Pursuit after a few years. It's just been sitting in my guest room. I recently had some dinner guests who thought it would be fun to play. :) While I was away on business in Hartford, CT, I picked up a game for BZero called Morgan's Revenge. It's a 'pirate' gambling games that uses little metal dubloons and a spinner/top. I've also been reading a bunch of new comics. I bought the newest She-Hulk (I've become a real Shulkie addict lately) and the new Franklin Richards: Lab Brat collection. BZero also lent me a Transformers graphic novel, and the Marvel 1602 collection. I REALLY enjoyed the 1602 comics. I don't know all of the characters that well, so that may have added to my enjoyment. I'm thinking that if I DID know a lot about the characters, I'd

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Military Pay Somebody has started to straighten some of these thoughtless and ungrateful people out. I am even more grateful that it was someone serving in one of the branches of military. Military paid too much? You be the judge! This is an Airman's response to Cindy Williams' editorial piece in the Washington Times about MILITARY PAY, it should be printed in all newspapers across America. On Nov. 12, Ms Cindy Williams (from Laverne and Shirley TV show) wrote a piece for the Washington Times, denouncing the pay raise coming service members' way this year -- citing that the stated 13% wage was more than they deserve. A young airman from Hill AFB responds to her article below. He ought to get a bonus for this. "Ms Williams: I just had the pleasure of reading your column, "Our GIs earn enough" and I am a bit confused. Frankly, I'm wondering where this vaunted overpayment is going, because as far as I can tell, it disappears every month between DFAS (The Defense Fina

Random Thoughts & Things
Ok guys and gals , some of my oldest and dearest friends have joined CT...Come show them some luv. Please come comment bomb my eyes for this contest I entered called best eyes of CT. Your Hippie Chick Name Is: Saffron Hippie Chick Name Generator

Random Blog
hey everyone drop by my page rate it rate the pictures and leave me some luv i feel very lonely help a girl out

Random Thoughts
A faceless enemy a formidable foe Born in the shadows deep in the soul A creature of desire destined to kill Feeds on the blood of the innocent it spills Cold and calculated it stalks it's prey Grows stronger with rage with each passing day Fueled by anger the beast lives within Longing for escape the battle won't end A glimmer of hope too little too late Consumed by the love condemned by the hate

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Vote for me as Penthouse Pet of the Month for April! All you have to do is: 1. Visit Tim's page at; http://fubar.com/user/2415431 2. Go to the Penthouse Pet of the Month Contest Folder 3. Find my pic and RATE! Thats it! Easy as 1-2-3! Thanks Luvs! ~Astra You have a sexual IQ of 152 When it comes to sex, you are a super genius. You have had a lot of experience, and sex interests you so you know a lot about it. You pride yourself on being a source of information and guidance to all of your friends. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com You scored as Bdsm. Hurray! you god bdsm you like kink and love, and you wanna show it with either leather, whips or other things. congratulationsBdsm93%Boobies/nipples82%Gay/Lesbian79%Beastiality64%Tb/dl43%Anal32%foot fetish21%Anime

Random Thoughts
So True ONLY A FEW HOURS AFTER ANNA NICOLE SMITH DIES, HER NAME AND FACE ARE PLASTERED ALL OVER THE NEWS, THE INTERNET, AND THE RADIO. BECAUSE OF HER FAME AND FORTUNE EVERYONE SEEMS TO ACT LIKE THEY'VE KNOWN HER FOR YEARS, AND ARE SO CAUGHT UP WITH THE STORY... AND YOU WILL HEAR ABOUT THIS FOR DAYS TO COME... KNOW WHAT MAKES ME SICK?? THERE ARE SOLDIERS DYING FOR YOUR COUNTRY EVERY DAY AND THEY GET A BRIEF..."FOUR MARINES KILLED IN IRAQ TODAY.."......" ANOTHER PLANE SHOT DOWN KILLING 3 AMERICAN SOLDIERS..." AND DOES ANYONE BOTHER TO MAKE NOTE OF THESE MEN AND WOMEN DYING FOR YOUR RIGHT TO BE SAD OVER ANNA NICOLE SMITH? RARELY. YES, IT'S VERY SAD THAT ANNA NICOLE SMITH DIED AT 39.... BUT THERE ARE ANOTHER 3000+ MEN AND WOMEN DYING AT A MUCH YOUNGER AGE DOING MUCH BIGGER AND BETTER THINGS THAN SELLING TRIM SPA AND HITTING EVERY TABLOID IN THE COUNTRY. THEYRE OVER THERE SELFLESSLY... DYING FOR THE GOOD OF OUR COUNTRY. IT'S SAD THAT ANNA NICOLE SMITH'S SON JUST DIED... BUT THERE

Random Stuff
Swallowing the flames of my shame and redemption. Swallowing the flames to my last salvation. Burning desire feeding the fire. The fire burning away the darkness inside. Leaving me chained to the ashes of love. Swallowing the flames never felt so great. Gnawing at the chains hoping they'll break. Running free from the ashes of the wake. I'll never be a slave to the world your God will forsake. Swallowing the flames to this I swear. I will not submit to the ever presence of fear. Succumbing to the hatred growing inside. Fighting for the loveless reich. Rising to the empowerment of a new life. Lifting the veil that has blinded my sight. I am born anew. I have learned the secret, killed the teacher for thousands I slew. Fought for a cause worth dying for. Condemning the children of the unborn world. Swallowing the flames I have reached my end. Swallow the flames let it all in. Burn away all of my sins. Burn the fear and the

Random Notes
Hey there everyone...so im doing the whole blog thing again...just want some more opinions...thanks to all who read the first one...so the new topic is...how long should you wait before asking someone for their number? I have had a few on here that have asked right away and i just want to let you guys know out there that its a bit uncomforting when you do that with a woman. Women too...i will let you know that when you first meet a guy on here don't automatically ask them to meet you...i mean come on...patience is afterall a virtue...and if you truly like someone...don't scare them off. Chat with them for a while...find out who they really are and what they stand for...then you might not want them to have your number or better yet know where you live...kisses to all and have a great day!! No this isn't something that Baby Jesus authorized...these are my personal rules and i wanted to see who would agree with me...and maybe some of you could add your own. 1. Just because someone t

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my cousin ray on the other had thinks killing a deer with a rifle is magic in the forest. heres ray after the big kill: Hell, it was 4 in the mornin, twenty-two degrees outside. Course, you weren't there... pussy. i'm in a camouflaged deer blind with grease paint on my face. i've got deer urine on my boots-i'm not sure why. i got a thirtysix-ought-six with a twelve-power scope and a bullet that'll travel twenty-two hundred feet per second. when that deer looked up and licked sucker i'd hung from the danged oak tree, i caught him right above the eye... Yea, well i hit one with a van going 55 miles an hour with the headlights on and the horn blowing. whoo, thats an elusive little creature. if you ever miss one, it's 'cause the bullets moving too fast. slow the bullet down to 55 miles an hour and put som headlights an a little horn on it. the deer will actually jump infront of the bullet!

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So as many of you know, I work in a pharmacy, matter of fact I work in a number of pharmacies. I'm on y way to getting my doctorate in pharmaceuticals and becoming a Pharmacist to further my career in medicine, and at this point am what you would consider a Senior Tech at my home store, and a Trainer for the district. I've only been there since August, but since then I've made a lot of friends, a lot of patients who have come to know me as "their Tech." Living in a small town, I know what's going on with their children, their lives, how they are, what's coming around the corner, things of that nature, and truly, as much as I work, they become a part of your life. One of my patients passed on today. I took it hard because well, he was perhaps oen of the most unique patients I've had. His wife, always picked up his prescriptions and despite all that she was going through, she was just the sweetest of ladies. I hadn't seen her in weeks, and she came by today. When I brought her p

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Just for this morning, I am going to smile when I see your face and laugh when I feel like crying. Just for this morning, I will let you choose what you want to wear, and smile and say how perfect it is. Just for this morning, I am going to step over the laundry, and pick you up and take you to the park to play. Just for this morning, I will leave the dishes in the sink, and let you teach me how to put that puzzle of yours together. Just for this afternoon, I will unplug the telephone and keep the computer off, and sit with you in the backyard and blow bubbles.. Just for this afternoon, I will not yell once, not even a tiny grumble when you scream and whine for the ice cream truck, and I will buy you one if he comes by. Just for this afternoon, I won't worry about what you are going to be when you grow up, or second guess every decision I have made where you are concerned. Just for this afternoon, I will let you help me bake cookies, and I won't stand over you trying to fix the

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Sorry that I havent been on much but I moved out of the house with me mom to where I am wokring. I dont have wireless so I am only on everyonce in awhile. I am helping my father in law care for my mother in law. She has brain cancer and needs help. I am on as much as I can. Later Today is the puppys birthday. His name is Buddy and he is 4 years old. He has gotten so big. I will post a pic under my pics. He is so cute, I love him.

Random Thoughts
So I was walking the mall, looking for the T-mobile store so I could pay my bill. I took the wrong entrance again. Straight in, get to the long stretch of slap-happy stores and window buys, turn left. Walking passed the cell phone accessory cart with all the cell "bling" and mesmerizing light configurations for batteries, another left. Now I see my destination on the right-hand side next to Nordstroms. I walk in, pull my wad of cash out, go up to the seemingly arrogant 19 year old working there, give him my cell number, he gives me my balance, give him the money, and I leave. Walking out of the store, I stop and look either way. Do I go back the way I came or go straight through the dept. store and make my escape from the sea of spring shoppers and eye-catching items begging to be bought by me?? Fuck it. As I'm walking back the way I came, the amount of people that I'm walking passed seem to dissipate. The closer I move towards the doors to the outside, the less people there are. At ab

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WHAT I THINK OF MY FREINDS 1] THEY CARE FOR ME 2) THEY LISTEN WHEN I HAVE A PROBLEM 3) YOU CAN LAUGH AT A GOOD JOKE 4) SCREAM HOY LEGS ON A ROLLERCOASTER! 5) YOU CAN GO TO MOVIES AND LAUGH AT THE SAME TIME 6) DONT TAKE SHIT FROM ANYONE

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well... im used to myspace, where i always am writing blogs... i have come to find they are so much easier to write then in a journal or diary... anyways... so this week has been busy... i recently broke up with my bf who i have been with off and on for about a year... it was a bad relationship... we did nothign but fight and argue... so i know that times will hopefully be better... although the loneliness hasnt really hit me... and i know it will... but i have good things to look forward to in the near future... my sons 8th bday and my 26th bday... both in march... plus im taking him to see WWE Raw on march 19th... and i know he will love it... so for the moment thats my random thoughts!

Random Bullshit
Well I went to my first appointment in Florida for the surgery Im gonna have. Yes all yall know im a fat bitch, but thats gonna change. I found out today that I should have my approval for my gastric by pass surgery in 7-10 days! So by the time i get everything done that they want me to do I should have it by the end of October! WOOOO HOOOO! Ill put before and after pics up. So that way everyone can see the progress I make from unhealthy to healthy! Love yall xoxox Lmao one of my favorites lol cause its so true sometimes:P IM IN AN AUCTION! MANY MANY MANY EXCITING THINGS FOR A WHOLE MONTH!! SO COME PLAY WITH ME!! Hey everyone Im leaving tonight for Nebraska. Ill be gone for 7 days, and then Ill be back. So if I dont respond to any emails or comments dont get mad ill message ya back when i get home. Hope everyone has a MERRY CHRISTMAS AND A HAPPY NEW YEAR!! LOVE YOU ALL JENNI

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Maybe you will know how it feels to be all alone. Walls closing in on you in your own home. Just you and your thoughts everywhere you roam. to sleep in a bed with sheets as cold as stone. Maybe then you will know how it feels to be alone. All alone in a crowded room, impending thoughts of doom Something you cant shake, too much pressure nothing left to do but break Cant take it, wont take it, make it stop before i snap. enduring this isnt living life, its more like a trap Fighting these thoughts away Giving everything you got just to keep them at bay. will you give in when it all comes tumbling down. Even with the walls crashing, you wont hear a sound Its deafened by your world falling apart. im sorry to say, you were fucked from the start. Maybe then you will know how it feels to be alone.

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[edit] A * amurNay - I am not! * aslaat - I was remarked to say (So the boss sez tae me that I was lazy, and aslaat "Naw amurNay!") [edit] B * baltic - really cold (It is the Baltic!) * bampot - an idiot, unhinged person (He is a bampot) * bawbag - scrotum, pejorative (That guy's a bawbag) * bawsed - drunk (I was pure bawsed the other night) * blootered - drunk * boggin - smelly, dirty (That's boggin'!) [edit] C * chib/chibbin - a chib is a weapon (knife, bat, wood) - chibbin is the adjective (He is gonna get a chibbin!) * coupon - face (What's the matter with your coupon?) [edit] D * dog/doggin - to skip school/play truant (Dogger's card - a card where person has to get signed for attending each class) [edit] F * faird - to be scared (I am faird of the dark) * fousty - dark/damp [edit] G * geggy - mouth - "( Wheesht yer geggy") * ginger - carbonated drink, red hair

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Have you ever gotten a message where you are thinking... WTF r these ppl talking about? You just cant seam to make out all these little acronyms and slang that is in front of your face...... and what about all those little Emoticons that you see out there :-> c[\"] 0:-) =:-O and think to your self .... what does that mean? hahaha so I came across this little page that has lots of helpful information on all these things, I doesn\'t have them all and there are new ones being made up every day. but I thought I would share this site for those of you like me that look at some of these messages and you rub your head and wonder am I really getting that old? http://www.city-net.com/~ched/help/lingo/chatslang.html Chat, E-Mail, Web, and chat room slang and acronyms AAK Alive And Kicking AAR At Any Rate AAS Alive And Smiling ADN Any Day Now AFAIK As Far As I Know AFK Away From the Keyboard AFN that\'s All For Now AOTA All Of The Above a/s/l or asl Age/Sex/L

Randomness Hotpinkfizzle!
Bet your bulletin board is full of OWN ME or AUCTION in the titles of bullies hmm? I know mine is... *Auctions or Own Me* bulletins are for members of fubar that want to help each the bidder & the auction member by driving traffic (friends, family, & fans) that wouldnt otherwise see your page. Men & Women can participate or be Auctioned Off. Either can make an offer (a bid) on the person of their choice in an Auction. Bidding is simple! Generally there is a minimum bid (IE 20,000 fubux min to bid). Once the auction starts you can bid your fubux, ticker packs, profile bling, blasts, VIPS or Happy hours. Bids can be combinations of offers; most auctions take into account how much tickers, blings, blasts, vips, happy hours cost-so they naturally win over just fubux. Some auctions allow bidding with real monies. The PimpOuts I design, you just click the picture and it takes you to where you need to bid. (The comment box) There you leave your bid in comment form.

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i have been pretty busy lately and have not had a chance to return the favor to everyone that has stopped by and rated or comments on my pic and profile so if you have recently stopped by please send me a private message letting me know. and much love to the crime scene family

Random Crazyness
Okay, so i was just sitting here and it came to mind. Lol. it was a while ago. we were tossing trees over our backyard fence so we'd have firewood, it came from my grandparents, and the tree went the wrong way, and i wasn't paying that much attention when my bro dropped it. well, my grandma tried to grab me, but i moved forwards, towards the truck to help more when it hit me in the head. lol. so, i can actually say i've been hit by a tree. in the head, too! lol. ^^ ~There's some crazy randomness for ya. ^^~

Random Musings
Here I am. I'm not sure what shortcuts I took to get here so soon. I thought I would be much older before I reached this point. Perhaps I can pass on the knowledge I've gained to those who follow me on life's path. Are you ready for it? Do you want to know life's big secret? Yes, I said secret and not meaning. Life has no meaning. That's just a myth to get you out of bed everyday. Eventually you build up and immunity though. Once that happens, you can waste a whole day lying there, looking at the ceiling and trying to find a reason to move. Somedays it works. Most days you just go back to sleep and try again in the morning. So here it is. The big secret I promised. The person you always wanted to be. The things you always wanted to see. All the stuff you dreamed of doing someday. IT WILL NEVER FUCKING HAPPEN!! Life is a disease. From your very first thought, your first glimmer of hope, it begins eating away at you. Rotting you from the inside out un

Random Thoughts. Really... Completely Random.
Hm... I need a new car. Mines a peice of shit ever since i broke it. I wish the camera would hurry up and finish charging. Marijuana costs too much nowadays. I either need more weed or more money. hm... i haven't had a girlfriend in three weeks, nor have i tryed to get one, nor have i gotten tired of not having one. Bachelor life is kinda cool. ...my fucking cat just jumped on the blinds. well... shit i cant think of anything else. oh well. Peace homie.

Random Thoughts
I have been strong and confident in moving forward in my life. I am trying to fight the sinking feeling that things are about to go terribly wrong. I pray I won't give in to thoughts of eminent failure and keep moving forward. I strive to keep my calm cool demeanor, but some things, admittedly my own fault, are disruptive; this could be a good thing. As of late, my mind has been consumed with this internal struggle. My professional performance has not suffered, but I can feel a hole growing inside me. I'm not sure what this hole is; is it anticipation or fear? Your comments will be much appreciated. Damn I wish I had this old truck back! What's in my future. I'll tell you. I will have a home, a family, and a career. How far off is it? Hopefully no more than 3 years. My career advancement ends in having a home. My personal pursuits end in having a family. What else is there? By the time I'm 35, I want to have started building an institute for the advancement of ethi

Random Thoughts
I got this random thought from a mumm that was posted tonight. It asked what I'd like to own in the next 5 years...something big or something small. Before I was even finished reading it I already knew my answer. I already own the one thing that matters to me...it is both something big and something small. My husband's heart. His heart is small in physical size but oh so very big at the same time. We've been through hell together, seen more rough times than any couple should have to and have always made it through. He's loved me at my lowest and my highest. He's stood by me through the worst tragedies and the best moments. Though he's rarely here to put my arms around, not even being on the other side or the world from eachother could make me believe he loves me any less than he did the day he proposed or the day our son was born or the day we got married. We've been together 6 1/2 years, married for almost 5 and even though we've only been able to be together for

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WHEN I ACT SHY -SAY I LOVE YOU WHEN I RUN AWAY FROM YOU - CHASE ME WHEN I PUT MY FACE NEAR YOURS - KISS ME WHEN I KICK & PUNCH - HOLD ME TIGHT WHEN I AM SILENT - IM THINKIN OF HOW TO SAY I LOVE YOU WHEN I IGNORE YOU - I WANT ALL YOUR ATTENTION! WHEN I PULL AWAY - GRAB ME BY THE WAIST AND NEVER LET GO WHEN YOU SEE ME AT MY WORST - TELL ME IM BEAUTIFUL AND MEAN IT! WHEN I SCREAM AT YOU - TELL ME YOU LOVE ME AND MEAN IT WHEN YOU SEE ME WALKING -SNEAK UP BEHIND ME GRAB ME BY THE WAIST AND GIVE ME A KISS WHEN IM SCARED!!!!!!!!! -HOLD ME AND TELL ME EVERYTHING WILL BE OK CAUSE I'M WITH YOU WHEN I LOOK LIKE SOMETHINGS THE MATTER - KISS ME AND TELL ME NOT TO WORRY http://cherrytap.com/viewimage.php?u=198400&albumid=235274&i=1294919392 thats my link to my picture please go there and rate and comment me like crazy so i can hopfully get a prize or soemthing hehe much ♥ perfect

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All information regarding this is contained in these 2 links!!! PLEASE REPOST THIS AND HELP US SELL THIS CAR!!!! Here are the 2 sites but i cant make them clickable cause it says bad html ?!?! blah whateva!! sorry bout that tho everyone! gggrrrrrrrrr ok imma randomly try this n hope you guys will figure it out! im sure you will lol www"dot"classifiedsforfree"dot"com/free-ads/details/34857926 www"dot"freewebs"dot"com/bradleyray/ Sorry I had to do it all retarded like! Here's 1 pic copy and paste the above links to see more and for more details

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SELFISH AND COLD BY REVELATION THEORY: Your voice is killing me Your words are hard as they come Thoughts that sit in here Fall like bullets to the floor Your heart is pulling me The cut runs deeper as it flows Scars that cannot heal The hurt is covered to the bone 'Cause every time, it gets so complicated While I'm lying down in doubt I'll just tell myself I'm leaving here 'Cause I'm selfish and I'm cold And I feel like the world is ending Faithless and I've fallen again 'Cause I'm selfish and I'm cold And I feel like we're all pretending Careless and I'm lonely again And I am torn On the inside The trust is dead in me Walls close higher all around The cross I cannot bear feels like pressure coming down Until now The world was never jaded Yet I'm left here on my own To pick up the pieces 'Cause I'm selfish and I'm cold And I feel like the world is ending Faithless and I've fallen again 'Cause I'm selfish and I'm cold And I feel like we're all pretending

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(verse) my popularitys on the ri-ise.my self-image is somewhat sinking my heads expanding in size but my stomachs shrinking it all evens out in the end thats what I'm thinking sing the cashregister raps ch-ching ching.green backs bring the bling bling na na I may stay home.rev got the ring ring ha ha hey hey poem while my answering machine screening calls.hailing safe and alone I want change in your message not the coin return of a payphone my boys are concerned that my brains blown voices get turned away annoyed with what they say if its a gay tone n they like "hey ho!" then I'm all like "hey yo..." few remain prone to spray straight shots with blood stained glocks n a face of stone to melt your ice grill it might spill! n break ya Bone. Thugs-in-Harmony cd presenting tape should own replace the thrown with some Non-Prophets drop bass ON Sage is know to pull your card kid so chill I mess up plans like robbers with no skill my only knowledge is the holy father SO TH

Random Thoughts.
So yeah, here is my first blog, interesting huh... yeah blocks sucks when trying to write lol so uh, hmmm how bout those Harleys... Gotta love em... Ok yeah.. Later.

Random Thoughts
PLEASE READ MY BULLETIN 1. I have a head cold 2. I took a nap for 3 hrs 3. I don't understand women 4. IM glad im not an alcoholic 5. Sunrises are romantic 6. My car hasn't broken down thank god 7. Ice is a bitch 8. I love macaroni and cheese 9. Every person I've ever talked to on the phone has gotten angry at me i think 10. Anti Virus never works 11. My new computer doesn't seem right 12. I haven't look at my new computer yet lol 13. I'm a funny guy 14. Ok im tired of writing stuff now.. have a great night..my feet are cold dur dur dur ~Timmargh~~ ps. cindy...yo yo yo I love to be in love actually. I"m slowly figuring that out. I don't know what is holding me back from relationships. I think I am just missing this pool of women that are single and i don't know.. maybe its cause i don't drink. I know drinking is like bad but it also puts you in more of a social situations. I know must married dudes would tell m

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WOMAN'S PERFECT BREAKFAST She's sitting at the table with her gourmet coffee. Her son is on the cover of the Wheaties box. Her daughter is on the cover of Business Week. Her boyfriend is on the cover of Playgirl. And her husband is on the back of the milk carton. -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- WOMEN'S REVENGE "Cash, check or charge?" I asked, after folding items the woman wished to purchase. As she fumbled for her wallet, I noticed a remote control for a television set in her purse. "So, do you always carry your TV remote?" I asked. "No," she replied, "but my husband refused to come shopping with me, and I figured this was the most evil thing I could do to him legally." -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- UNDERSTANDING WOMEN (A MAN'S PERSPECTIVE) I know I'm not going to understand women. I'll never understand how you can take boiling hot wax, pour it on

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Five (5) lessons about the way we treat people. 1 - First Important Lesson - Cleaning Lady. During my second month of college, our professor gave us a pop quiz. I was a conscientious student and had breezed through the questions until I read the last one: "What is the first name of the woman who cleans the school?" Surely this was some kind of joke. I had seen the cleaning woman several times. She was tall, dark-haired and in her 50s, but how would I know her name? I handed in my paper, leaving the last question blank. Just before class ended, one student asked if the last question would count toward our quiz grade. "Absolutely," said the professor. "In your careers, you will meet many people. All are significant. They deserve your attention and care, even if all you do is smile and say 'hello'." I've never forgotten that lesson. I also learned her name was Dorothy. 2. - Second Important Lesson - Pickup in the Rain One night, at 11:30 p.m., an older Afr

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hey guys I'd like you to tell me 10 things I might never have known or guessed about you. Lol thanks i'm bored and its my bday lol So I've been in a rather blah kind of mood as of late. The reasone being I want to move to be with my gf but I can't afford the move right now like I want to. On top of that my phone has been pissing me off lately. So yeah just be kinda blah and not really been in the mood to deal with shit. So yeah I'm hopeing things get better sooner than later. So here I lay in my bed sad cause I fucked up sad cause I messed up sad cause I screwed up. Had a fight with the woman that means everything to me over something stupid and she's pissed with me. Sad cause I feel so stupid sad cause this hurts so much. I know things will get better but for now it feels like the worst feeling I've ever felt. Only one thing will make it better and I don't know when or if that will happen. Sad cause I'm not sure sad cause it was my fault cas cause I fucked up big time. Baby if you rea

Random Rantings
Have you EVER had a boss you just want to slap the fuck out of? I do and she's getting on every nerve I have and since she's been there, I've been stressed out, physically ill and I have a chronic digestive condition and it causes me to use the restroom more than most and this woman practically said I couldn't use the restroom while on company time. I am about ready to slap this woman, until she came along, everything was peachy and now they smell like skunks. lol What would you do? I am going to look for other work but in the meantime, I can't afford to quit but if she doesn't back off, something's going to happen. Grrr. How many out there have developed true friendships from the people that you have on your friends list? How many out of all you have, do you count on to be true and not feeding you a line of bull? How many of you have run into those you THOUGHT you were developing a friendship with only they abandoned you the first time anything goes wrong such as you upset them

Random Poems
No amount of concentration Can allow my pain to escape in this prose compose out of frustration Vigorous contemplation Seeking my mind's emancipation Appealing my soul's incarceration Trapped in the darkest places I try to find patience But only find its traces Of what once was, but never will be I may be clever with these But is this it for me Stuck to never know what could have been What will it be for me But this fire won't subside in me Like a cold atrocity I'm a poetic monopoly And arrogantly, I have a patent on this industry yet, conceivably, my life seems lost in this industry There's no us, just me. But my friends, and fans, seem determine to set this caged bird free So they listen to me sing Cry as I cry, the inherit what is the best of me But past this moment and so on, there's nothing left of me

Random Blatherings
If you listen to my joint "donforget" you'll hear me in the 2nd verse, state the following... "the reason herb's illegal is they earn more money on trees" - I realize that many lack the information 2 put 2 and 2 together or just lack the general knowledge to understand what this means. If you read these fun-filled facts about marijuana, you will completely understand ...so lets do this~ Fact: The first Bibles, maps, charts and even Betsy Ross's flag were made from hemp and The Declaration of Independence and Constitution were drafted on hemp paper Fact: For thousands of years, 90% of all ships' sails and all rope was made from hemp. The word 'canvas' is Dutch for cannabis Fact: Hemp was the most traded commodity in the world up until the 1830s Fact: Paints and varnishes were made from hemp seed oil until 1937. 58,000 tons of hemp seeds were used in America for paint products in 1935 Fact: In the 1930s, innovations in farm machinery would have caused an industrial revol

Random Media
This is hilarious: BERLIN (Reuters) - A German man who spent 10 days in a self-made box atop a 72-foot-tall pole to protest a looming jail term was lured off his perch by his wife -- who sent up a topless picture of herself in his lunch box. Fred Gregor, 45, was bidding to have his 15-month conviction for fraud overturned by squatting in his tiny cubicle atop a converted television mast. He told Reuters in a telephone interview last week that he wanted a new trial. His wife Susanne, 25, backed his protest until the former stripper and mother of their five children decided she had had enough.

Random Thoughts....
Ok.. here's how... If you are a Harry Potter fan.. (which means you are someone who calls Normal people Muggles..and technically you aren't one.. I have a common name for what you are.. a NERD...) I'm gonna save you about 5 hours and 30 bucks.. Here's a complete rundown on what happens in the book.. At the end of the story Hagrid was killed by Snape in the attempt of ambush Hermione and Ron. Ron and Hermione flees in privet drive but Voldermort, surprising them, engaged a magical duel with Ron and Hermione. Voldemort attacked trough the imperius curse and Hermione, to protect the life of Ron fight hardly for more than 6 pages and then finally die. (boring, very boring... it's always the same story!) Then, to make a long story short, Harry came up, killed all the bad guys and Hogwarts against became a good place to stay and have fun. Ah, i missed one important information about Draco Malfoy, he started to create Horcrux (for fun and profit!) This is all Greek (or geek

Random Mutterings
Some days, peoples' ignorance amuses me. However today isn't one of those day. I was looking around on deviant art for some stock photos and I run across a young ladies profile. As always, I made sure to read their rules for the use of their stock, and became so annoyed I almost deleted my account there....... Stock Rules - Please link back to me when you use something from this account. - Please send me a link to the deviation, I will add it to my faves. - Do not use my stock for pagan, wiccan, satanic themes. Or you will be permanently blocked. - I don't mind dark themes, like suicide or depression or death. Now I understand, its her work, she can decide what its used for....but to condone pictures of suicide depression and death and then turn around and say I can't make some beautiful wiccan artwork with her photos? C'mon. Sorry, I'll shut up now. So, I'm in this Dragon Tattoo Contest. My first contest here and was wondering if anyone could please go over and vot

Random Thoughts
OMG....What the fuck ladies....Is it some predispositioned genetics that Dominate 90% or more of you gender....Is it hereditarily passed down that most all of you have to be CHEATERS and PLAY mind games and cant be honest to save your own fucking lives.....i mean COME ON NOW.....i am sick of the fucking excuses especially this one "i am not used to being treated so well and i got scared" WHAT THE FUCK EVER.....i found out exactly what that means...it means that YOU FUCKING LIKE IT....YOU LIKE to be treated like shit and YOU LIKE to be a fucking punching bag.....YOU LIKE...to be told your not worth a shit......here i am a guy who considers himself one of the last true hopeless romantic on the planet....i would give somone the shrt off my back if they needed it ....and EVERY TIME i get involved with someone i am the one who gets hurt....WELL NOT ANYMORE !!!!!!!!!.....Since you women out there seem to be so stuck on you asshole men FINE....just come to Shadows World....I will Call you nam

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For all you shiftless F*cks with nothing left to do but to threaten someone by taking them off of your friends list, take me the F*ck off!! If I don't want to repost your driveling crap about something I don't give two S*its about, you should, as a FRIEND, respect my choice!!! If YOU can't do that, then I guess you're a shi**y friend!! F*ck all of your threats, and F*ck you! I don't know about anyone else,but I am sick and tired of this "test" bulletin bullshit!When someone posts a bulletin to see if their friends are their true friends or not?You know which ones I'm talking about! If you really have something to say, then post a bulletin. If you want someone to look at you, get a therapist! I do what I can for who I can in my family. A lot of you don't. So think. When was the last time you helped someone out with reaching another level? Or actually read more than the 20 or so bulletins that are posted on the front of your page? I go through them all!!! People don't always respond to

Random Mutterings From The Brain Of A Weirdo
I should have actually said something about this a while ago, but I didn't think about it until this morning. For a good portion of my life, I have thoroughly enjoyed reading and writing poetry . . . so my sister gets some of her stuff published and starts selling it. I buy her book, and I am really impressed with her stuff, but then I start thinking . . . why not me? So, anyway, I have a tiny little collection of works published, and I am trying to sell it in order to get a little extra money coming in. The link to my book is below . . . http://www.lulu.com/content/315390 Help a broke and hopeless romantic out. Go check out my book and buy. You can get an actual hard-copy of the book for $8.50 + shipping, or you can download it for just over $3.00. Either way, you will be helping a guy out who will be eternally grateful. {{{before this begins, allow me to state that I am only posting this on the suggestion of a friend. I would not normally detail such exploits in this

Random... Rambles....
DEATH TRAIN This is a fan, Rate and Add Train Its an easy way to gain Friends/Fans/Rates so come and ride! Its easy to join and a fun way to meet new ppl Here are the rules... 1. MUST add/fan/rate Conductor (me) and ALL the riders, all people will return the love 2. Contact Conductor (me) by fu-mail when FINISHED Fan/Rate/Add Everyone 3. When adding the people make sure to put DEATH TRAIN in the message 4. If the person is already your friend, leave DEATH TRAIN in a comment on their page 5. You dont have to be lvl 10 or higher but you do need a salute to be added! 6. You will be added after you finish fan/add/rate all the people CONDUCTOR Deathtrain416@ fubar ASSISTANT CONDUCTOR ღ Lådy Fåŋ‡åzïå ☪ Fµ M劉rė§§™ ღ@ fubar RIDERS Cappy@ fubar *~$inful*~ MiSSin My HoRsE fan/rate/add PLZ@ fubar lauria ♥Shadow Leveler♥ Proud owner of Hopeless Romantic@ fubar HANKSTER

Random Verbal Up Heaving
So .. wtf no one has a crush on me .. thats lame.. Had a shit day :( someone make me feel better.

The Random Thought's Of The Beast
If I had to choose I know what I would do,  Between a million bucks and you,  I'd light up a match,  Throw it on the cash,  And watch all of the money burn, Next to you...  Eskimo kisses with a side of love,  Baby your the one I been dreamin' of,  In your heart you know it to be true,  I could spend the rest of my days, Next to you...  If I had to choose I know what I would do,  Between a safer world and you,  I'd pull up a seat,  Put up my feet,  And watch the world go down in flames, Next to you...  Eskimo kisses with a side of love,  Baby your the one I been dreamin' of,  In your heart you know it to be true,  I could spend the rest of my days, Next to you...  If I had to choose I know what I would do,  Between heaven and you,  I wouldn't give a damn,  Cause no matter where I am,  I'm in heaven as long as... I'm next to you... This will be my first official blog... well that I kinda plan on keeping up with. Anywho, I plan on just adding my poems and songs. I wi

Random Musings And Funny Life Stories
Before you freak, I would not necessarily do something like this, I just thought it was a good interest-getting tag line... You will see how it works in as the story is told. I went to Philadelphia last year with my wife to visit family. Well, things are certainly different once you enter the "city part" of Philly. The "City of Brotherly Love" definitely speaks to so many interesting things within the city. We went to the west side to visit some family and spend the weekend. Well, first of all, getting there is a chore. You can't possibly take I-95 North on Friday night - it would take about 6 hours. So instead, you have to take I-81 to the PA turnpike and the "long" way to get there, but that isn't the worst part. Once you get in the city, traffic laws become an option. That's right, I said and OPTION. A STOP sign is just a suggestion that you should probably slow down a little and see if anyone is coming and then floor it when you realize there is no one at the corner

Random Stuff
Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you. okay here goes ....... 1. I sometimes snort when I laugh hehe. 2. I sometimes pick my teeth with my earing. yuck! 3. I have a crazy hamster that likes to stare people out. 4. I have roughly 25 pets including rats, scorpions, centipedes, tarantulas, hamster, goldfish etc. 5. I drink too much vodka on a regular basis. 6. I smoke 20 cigs per day. 7. I have more gay friends than straight. 8. I stalk Justin on a regular basis. (In fact am doing it now) :-P 9 I have a thing about eyebrows its what I find most physically attractive in

Random Writing
I can't believe what a beautiful Thursday morning it is. With all the pretty flowers and turkey sandwiches growing upon the plush green grass. Under the bright midnight stars, among Orion’s penis under his belt shall cometh the down pour of Milky Way’s. Where we all will live happily together and eat our queef cookies, in silent but yet so blissful darkness. But the Gods of Applebee’s ban us from eating the aluminum toilet berries from the tree of deception. So there for we cannot fully live in eternal happiness among the gods. Copyright 2007 psykotik@crazee-entertainment.com

Random Thoughts & Babblings
This is being written in response to a bulletin I have seen a few times now which I will post the link to at the end of this. Everyday we lose more and more men and women overseas and this is not to mention the lives lost on 9-11 or in the bullshit cowards that take up arms against innocent victims such as they did in Virginia Tech. We all know of someone either close to us personally or a friend of a friend who has lost someone in Iraq or another senseless act of violence. Whether we believe the war is good or bad, we ALL should agree that we should support the men and women who are fighting everyday overseas. Our soldiers have left their families behind to do a job. They are not there because they believe in what they are doing, although some do, but they are there because they signed up to do a particular job to better their own life and for their own reasons. I personally have friends there currently and also have friends who have family there. Some of them have already r

Random Times
So I'm just in a mood. I just wanted to say. If you're on my friends list or fan list. you better start talking to me or at least make an effort to. because I'm going to start deleting people that i don't talk to. And yeah. so hmm i'm really bored and what not. but yeah ok just thought i would share that with everyone. Ciao so I'm pretty much new at this whole thing. and I'm bored. Tired. and just drank some wine. so yeah if anyone could help me find a layout that will show up please help me out. alright I'm done grazie Ciao Brittany

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"I am doll eyes, doll mouth, doll legs. I am doll arms, big veins, dog bait. Yeah, they really want you, they really want you, they really do. Yeah, they really want you, they really want you, but I do too. I want to be the girl with the most cake. I love him so much it just turns to hate. I fake it so real I am beyond fake. And someday, you will ache like I ache. I am doll parts, bad skin, dull heart. It stands for knife, for the rest of my life. Yeah, they really want you, they really want you, they really do. Yeah, they really want you, they really want you, but I do too. I want to be the girl with the most cake. He only loves those things because he loves to see them break. I fake it so real I am beyond fake. And someday, you will ache like I ache..." Hole~"Doll Parts"

Random!
Happy St. Patrick`s day guys! *winks* Hey guys! Just to let u know I won`t be on here until next week...but keep sendin the luv haha ;)

Random-ness
I am totally stoked... my uncle just called and told me that he just got our tickets for the Brickyard 400 this year... We're going to be sitting on the straight-way by the first turn. I am so amped up about this. and I can't wait.

Random Jokes
TOP 9 SEX JOKES > > # 9 > A man is in a hotel lobby. He wants to ask the clerk a question. > As he turns to go to the front desk, he accidentally bumps > into a woman beside him and as he does, his elbow goes into > her breast. They are both startled and he says, "Ma'am, if your > heart is as soft as your breast, I know you'll forgive me." She > replies, "if your penis is as hard as your elbow, I'm in room 1221." > > ******************************************************** > # 8 > A young man walks up and sits down at the bar. "What can I get > you?" the bartender inquires. "I want 6 shots of Jagermeister," > responded the young man. "6 shots?!? Are you celebrating > something?" "Yeah, my first blowjob." "Well, in that case, let >> > > me give you a 7th on the house." "No offence, sir. But if 6 > shots won't get rid of the taste, nothing will." > > ********************************************************* > #7 > A businessman boards a flight and is lucky enough to

Randome Stuff
1. Cumming too fast. Every man’s fear. With reason. If you shoot before you see the whites of her eyes, make sure you have a backup plan to ensure her pleasure too. 2. Not cumming soon enough. It may appear to you that humping for an hour without climaxing is the mark of a sex god, but to her it’s more likely the mark of a numb ****. At least buy some intriguing wall hangings, so she has something to hold her interest while you’re playing Marathon Man. 3. Pushing her head down. Men persist in doing this until she’s eyeball-to-penis, hoping that it will lead very swiftly to mouth-to-penis. All women hate this. It’s about steps from being dragged to a cave by their hair. If you want her to use her mouth, use yours; try talking seductively to her; or ask nicely. 4. Moving around during fellatio. Don’t thrust. She’ll do all the moving during fellatio. You just lie there. And lord help you if you grab her head, just don’t. 5. Going for anal and pretending it was a mistake. T

Random Prattle
Just got my birthday week lined up: April 22nd (my b-day) Type O Negative @ Anaheim HOB April 23rd Iggy and The Stooges @ The Wiltern April 25th Dio w/Sabbath with Megadeth opening @ The Forum I hope I can survive that week. Much boozin' will be going on. Or do people have no concept of what MILF really means around here. Just sayin'

Random Thoughts
Loki or Loke is the mythical Fire-giant/deity of mischief in Norse mythology, a son of the giants Fárbauti and Laufey. Loki also had two brothers (Helbindi & Byleist) of whom nothing is known. He is described as the "contriver of all fraud". He mixed freely with the gods for a long time, even becoming Odin's blood brother. Despite much research, "the figure of Loki remains obscure; there is no trace of a cult, and the name does not appear in place-names."[1] Sources inconsistently place him among the Æsir; however, this may only be due to him being a journeyman of sneak and his close relation with Odin and the amount of time that he spends among the Æsir. Like Odin (though to a lesser extent), Loki bears many names: Lie-Smith, Sly-God, Shape-Changer, Sly-One, Lopt, Sky Traveller, Sky Walker and Wizard Of Lies among others. The composer Richard Wagner presented Loki under an invented Germanized name Loge in his opera Das Rheingold. Loge is also mentioned, but does not appear as

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For those that keep up or keep in touch, as you know I haven't been online much the last few days. Some may know my situation and other's may not. I just wanted to let everyone know I'll be back soon enough, I'm just going through some rough shit right now so please just bare with me. Just leave me an email or whatever if you want. But until then please take care and kick ass! Talk to everyone soon. I will be deleting this account friday June 15th due to some unfortunate things going on in my life. I need to do this for the reasons I do. If you would like to keep in touch email me at lilbit_n_wranglers@yahoo.com Please take care everyone and enjoy life, you never know when someone may try to take that away from you.

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i carry your heart with me(i carry it in my heart)i am never without it(anywhere i go you go,my dear; and whatever is done by only me is your doing,my darling) i fear no fate(for you are my fate,my sweet)i want no world(for beautiful you are my world,my true) and it's you are whatever a moon has always meant and whatever a sun will always sing is you here is the deepest secret nobody knows (here is the root of the root and the bud of the bud and the sky of the sky of a tree called life;which grows higher than the soul can hope or mind can hide) and this is the wonder that's keeping the stars apart i carry your heart(i carry it in my heart) e e cummings So, Jeff (Echis) and I got engaged last Friday!!! And I don't mean ct engaged or any of that nonsense, I mean engaged in real life, like in a cpl yrs (maybe less, maybe more... I have sooo much to think about/do!!!) some of you may be watching us walk down the aisle!!! How friggin fantastic is that??? I just w

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Yes...Since i can no longer post new arts and stuff here (until I "level up"), you can see my newest shitty sketch here --> http://www.sheezyart.com/view/1127764/ Anyway...have fun, take care...and all that jazz. vV""VIC""Vv

Random Acts Of Kindness
STYLE type="text/css"> The Way We Affect Others We may not always realise that everything we do, affects not only our lives, but touches others too. A single happy smile can always brighten up the day, for anyone who happens to be passing by your way. And a little bit of thoughtfulness that shows someone you care, creates a ray of sunshine for both of you to share. Yes, every time you offer someone a helping hand, every time you show a friend you understand. Every time you have a kind and gentle word to give, you help someone to find beauty in this precious life we live. For happiness brings happiness and loving ways bring love, and giving is the treasure, that contentment is made of. I am that one voice, in the cold wind, That whispers, And if you listen, You'll hear me call across the sky". It is in love from my heart and soul to your heart and soul **~RaK~**

Random Thoughts From A Mischevious Mind
just to let everyone know i had a seizure at work yesterday. i think it was between 4 and 5 jim my boyfriend had just come in to see me and get some stuff....and i walked him out through tle, he had stopped to talk to jerry and i guess that is when it happened....i guess the good thing even though i see it as a bad thing is i dont remember anything until i woke up on the couch at home even tough i guess i got up to walk to the truck and was kinda coherent at the store....and the fact that jim had to pop my shoulder in once again.....thanks to jerry for lookin out for me to. jim said that u put something under my head and stayed with me for a bit......so im at home recovering probably wont be back to work til tuesday since mom is worried so ill probably still be resting tomorrow and go to the doctor,,,,so this paycheck wil be smaller than usual that sucks but it happens right......so yeah just wanted to let everyone know....love u guys julie It doesn't matter who you love or how yo

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Fill this in 1. Who are you? 2. Are we friends? 3. When and how did we meet? 4. How have I affected you? 5. What do you think of me? 6. What's the fondest memory you have of me? 7. How long do you think we will be friends? 8. Do you love me? 9. Do you have a crush on me? 10. Would you kiss me? 11. Would you hug me? 12. Physically, what stands out? 13. Emotionally, what stands out? 14. Do you wish I was cooler? 15. On a scale of 1-10, how hot am I? 16. Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it. 17. Am I loveable? 18. How long have you known me? 19. Describe me in one word. 20. What was your first impression? 21. Do you still think that way about me now? 22. What do you think my weakness is? 23. Do you think I'll get married? 24. What makes me happy? 25. What makes me sad? 26. What reminds you of me? 27. If you could give me anything what would it be? 28. How well do you know me? 29. When's the

Random Stuff
1.The female always makes the rules. 2.No male can possibly know all of the rules. 3.If the female suspects that the male knows all the rules, she must immediately change some or all of the rules. 4.The female is never wrong. 5.If the female is wrong, it is because of a flagrant misunderstanding which was a direct result of something the male did or said wrong, or the female suspects that the male did or said wrong. 6. If Rule 5 applies, the male must apologize immediately for causing the misunderstanding. 7.The female may change her mind, at any time, for any reason. 8.The male may never change his mind without prior written consent of the female. 9.The female has every right to be angry or upset at any time, for no apparent reason, and must not give any explanation to the male. 10.The male must remain calm at all times, unless the female wants him to be angry or upset. 11.The female must, under no circumstances, let the male know whether she wa

Randomness
>>> Anyone who has pets will really like this. You'll like it even if >>> you don't and may decide you need one. >>> >>> Mary and her husband Jim had a dog, Lucky. Lucky was a real character. >>> >>> Whenever Mary and Jim had company come for a weekend visit they >>> would warn their friends to not leave their luggage open because >>> Lucky would help himself to whatever struck his fancy. >>> >>> Inevitably, someone would forget and something would come up missing. >>> Mary or Jim would go to Lucky's toy box in the basement and there >>> the treasure would be, amid all of Lucky's favorite toys. Lucky >>> always stashed his finds in his toy box and he was very particular >>> that his toys stay in the box. >>> >>> It happened that Mary found out she had breast cancer. Something >>> told her she was going to die of this disease, she was just sure it >>> was fatal. She scheduled the double mastectomy, fear riding her shoulders. >>> >>> The night before she was

The Random Things That Run Through My Brain
Again sorry to all the guys who read this but you know what, I am so sick of men trying to run and control women who can live their lives just as well as a man can. Who says a woman can't have a child and be happy being single, who says a woman can't be pregnant and alone and happy being that way. Who says it's up to the guy who can be a lying cheating scum of the earth to have to be in a child's life or around a person who obviously don't want them around. I am going through alot of hell right now with my best friend and I just can't stop thinking about some of the similarities that she is going through that I have been going through over the last 3 years trying to get my ex out of my life and to move on which I have yet to move on. Not that i don't want to I do I just can't seem to get him to sign the divo papers, and I want a guy who wants me yet can't find one of those either!!!! And anyone who says on here they want me yeah right!!!!!!! Sorry very cinical right now and i hav

Random Facts
Well saterdays is usally my night when I can come out and play. The couple I was supposed to see today cancelled, so I have a boring night to myself. I guess i will have to amuse myself with porn. BORING!!!!! My guy Ken will be here in the morning to spend some quality time with me, so at least I have something to look forward to. I deleted my myspace account. I figured I was having so much fun here, why bother other there, lol. SO if you were a friend over there, I'm not going anywhere. You can find me right here!! Sorry I haven't been online in over a week. I have been really sick and had to spend some time in the hospital. I'm doing okay physically but emotionally I'm drained right now. Don't want explain in a blog, it is very personal, but I'm doing better. Love you all and will be back to rate, fan, and post comments for everyone again soon.

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The fiery night sky, I look up then say why, why did you go away? I knew one day id pay. All the mistakes that i make, they come from your sake. The desert is so hot, then cold. Why did you leave me out to mold. The stars in the desert night sky, are so phenomenal, why can i ask why did i not need the love, send pictures from all above. Twinkle, twinkle, look at the star, far, far away, like a zooming car. Like the prickle of a cactus I start off like a mactus. Now do i say why when i look into the sky. I see a diamond in the sand Forever you took my soul, you did take my goal, away with my thoughts and everything that i brought, sometimes when i look in the mirror, i can see it a little clearer, at times the darkness engulfs me, and i wonder how i let this be, i have just one fear, the need to shed a tear, i just wanted to try, why did you make me cry, you left me all alone the light not even shown, you took the love from me, even the toys from thee, i find

Random Tandom
Sometimes I feel like deep down inside that I am not the one that should be who I am. That perhaps I am meant to be someone else, or no one else. Deep down inside my gut starts to churn and my emotions burn. I want to scream at the top of my lungs from all the pressure, but I know if i did no one would hear. And if they did they'd be to worried about their own problems to take a second and worry about mine to begin with. All this negative energy builds up and builds up from my everyday life, until I feel like i should just explode, but i can't. I'm forced to swallow it all and just accept what it is. the only problem is that..I hate what it is, and what it is, is nothing but what it is.. Life. One day I'm just going to run away. I'm going to pack what little bit of stuff I can into my car and run away. Odds are I wont even tell anyone I'm leaving until after I'm gone. I know ranting and raving and then ultimately running away isn't going to solve my problems..but a nice vaca

Random Thoughts
I'm much to young to feel this damn old Ok, I’m going to use this as a therapeutic means of letting my frustrations out. I tossed and turned all last night and I’ve got to let some of this stuff out so I’m going to try writing everything down instead of whining in someone’s ear. We headed up from Myrtle Beach to Charlotte Friday. As we left MB I took a wrong turn and we got lost. As we were roaming around trying to figure out where we were and such, Dad got pissed off, shoved the map at Mom and then was silent for the rest of the trip. No help driving, no help looking out for road turns, signals, nothing. Just sat in back reading or sleeping. Now let me point of here that the road signs here are random, appear at the last minuet or even fail to be seen. I took 4 wrong turns and it took us an extra hour and a half to return as opposed to the drive down. We get to my sisters and make dinner out of what’s here. Dad, who once again did nothing to help with dinner, sits down and pokes

Random Things
I am needing help moving on to next level i slacked off and didnt do ct for a bit but i wanna build my points....Also my bro Texas hubby needs ur help for a blast....Go to http://cherrytap.com/photo_comment.php and jus do comments...doesnt matter if its jus like kdjkcjd....Plse and ty Get more Flash Toys - www.flashcomment.com A couple had two little mischievous boys, ages 8 and 10. They were always getting into trouble, and their parents knew that if any mischief occurred in their town, their sons would get the blame. The boys' mother heard that a clergyman in town had been successful in disciplining children, so she asked if he would speak with her boys. The clergyman agreed and asked to see them individually. So, the mother sent her 8-year-old first, in the morning, with the older boy to see the clergyman in the afternoon. The clergyman, a huge man with a booming voice, sat the younger boy down and asked him sternly, "Where is God?" The boy's mouth dropped open, but

Randomn Tidbits
"God is a creative force, Lestat, And so are we. He told Adam, 'Increase and multiply.' That's what the first organic cells did Lestat. Increased and multiplied. Not merely changed shape but replicated themselves. God is a creative force. He made the whole universe out of himself through cell division. That's why the devils are so full of envy- the bad angels, I mean. They are not creative creatures; they have no bodies, no cells, they're spirit. And I suspect it wasn't envy so much as a form of suspicion-that god was making a mistake in making another engine of creativity in Adam, so like himself. I mean the angels probably felt the physical universe was bad enough with all the replicating cells, but thinking, talking beings who could increase and multiply? They were probably outraged by the whole experiment. That was their sin." "So you're saying God isn't pure spirit." "That's right. God has a body. Always did. The secret of cell-dividing life lies within God. And all living cells

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Yeah. Check em out. Well, Friday night I was supposed to meet 2 of my girlfriends at the bar. I remember having one beer and I remember them showing up, but that's all I remember. I left the bar at I don't even know what time, but I know it couldn't have been much after my buddies left, and I totaled my car. From what the police, I think, and the hospital said, I must have fallen asleep at the wheel, hit a tree, and went backwards into a ditch. I don't remember any of it, but if you were to see my car, I thank the Gods every day that I was able to walk away from the accident alive. Well, Saturday, my best friend turned 20 and her boyfriend and I had a surprise birthday party for her. I can't believe she never figured it out and she ended up crying when she walked into the house and saw everyone standing there and me with the cake. We ended up getting totally shitfaced and it was awesome.

Random Shite, When I Can Think Of It, Lol
I find it hilarious when people, mostly Big Fat American Men, pop by my page purely to mention how gay my pictures look, lol Something you wanna share with the world guys? Obviously, this just earns them a block, a chance at me to laugh at them and a comment deletion, rofl Later my friends Be well Angel some funny fucker flagged my primary pic as NSFW!!! How? Ok I am sitting in the Bath, but all you can see is me from the waist up, I am not entirly meager in attributes, but FFS there is nothing to see except what the average guy shows on the street every summer! Opinions on a postcard... Now in a foul mood as thats the best pic I have of me that I thought I could show :/ Hi guys, before anyone gets too involved with this, its about car repairs so anyone who doesn't find it interesting may be excused, lol all values are pounds stirling (not that Euro monopoly money crap) I have had this car 3months or so, lol. A couple of weeks ago I had to have my exhaust

Random Acts Of Blogness
I should really take the time to customize my profile, fill in all the blanks, and make it all pretty and stuff... But then there's the whole ADD thing working against me for the moment. I'll get around to doing all the cool, fun, profile stuff on a day when there's nothing going on in my world. For now I'll try to throw a few random facts, about ME into this so that I'm not leaving folks totally in the dark! I'm a third generation Irish American, living on the south side of Atlanta, Georgia. With the exception of two years spent in Arlington, Texas, Georgia has been home for about twenty years. Before that I lived in Fremont, California (Oh the fun and bad, bad things I managed to get into there...), Perrine, Florida, Nashua, New Hampshire, Nashville, Tennessee, and my birthplace, Springfield, Mass. Let's just say I have an interesting accent. LOL Pigeonholing other aspects of "me"... Well that's not so easy. I don't really fit into any one tribe very well. I can spend

Randomness
If We Had Sex....GAME. don't be scared. you never know who really wants to do you! (Reply so only I see it and Repost so others can fill it out).don't be shy now!!!! AND YOU CANT PUT I DONT KNOW U NEED TO PUT AN ANSWER 1. Would you let me be in control? 2. Would you pull MY hair? 3. Would you whisper in my ear? 4. Would you talk dirty to me? 5. Would you kiss me with a little tongue or a lot of tongue? 6. Would you say my name? 7. Would you go down on me? 8. Would you let me give you a hickie? 9. How many rounds would we go? 10. What would you wanna do afterwards? 11. Would you take off all your clothes then take mine off slowly? 12. Would you lick and bite me all over? 13. Would you like to play or get straight to the point? 14. Would you want me to take my time? 15. How freaky are you, 1 - 10: 16. Would you want me to go fast or slow? 17. Where would you wanna "do it"? 18. Would you be loud or quiet? 19. Would you mind if i li

Random Poetry Of Mine
I can never find the words to say How I feel about you each day you're my reason for living, whenever I am blue Without you I wouldn't know what to do You're the sun in my sunshine The light of my life You're the reason I'm living, The reason I dream The reason you see in my eyes such a gleam Whever you touch me, Whenever you're near You help me see everything perfectly clear When your away, I miss you so much and long for the time when I feel your touch I see your sweet face every day and night To me your kiss is as sweet as honey It means more to me than a world full of money Seems like I've looked for a million years For someone like you to dry my tears Darling, oh Darling what would I do If something bad should happen to you and now that I'm yours alone I want you to know You are the light of my life You are my sun in the morning my moon at night You lift me up and together we take flight You show me the rainbows when all I see is rain You make me smile

The Random Ass Shit In My Head
Sold my Coffin case for 100 bucks today, bought it a few years ago for 90. Pretty happy about that :) maybe I should get a snake on my other arm to go with my spider on my left.. hm the burgers were a success even tho we met with some misfortune when I fucked up the beans after I had already started cookin the other shit to go in the beans.. but on the other hand, the burgers were damn good on their own, without bacon cause I forgot that too (I really don't cook much) but yeah, that was prolly the best damn burger I've ever had.. and definately the best I've ever cooked. if anyone wants the recipe lemme know

Random Blabbering
I was online lastnight and lucky me an old friend of mine popped up on yahoo. I'm sure some of you know him and adore him the same as me. He's handsome, sweet, funny, easy to talk to, and on and on. He told me about this site and BAM *lol*, here I am. I hope to make many new friends and have fun while I'm here. From time to time I will leave thoughts here and I know I will be visiting this site daily.

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PLEASE SIGN FOR JUSTICE FOR POOR "UGLY" HE'S NOT UGLY..:( I HOPE HE GETS BETTER SOON. POOR BABY.. From: International Canine Club Date: Apr 4, 2007 6:02 PM Prosecute Ugly the Dog's Hatchet Attacker Created by Barbara Turner on April 3rd, 2007 at 2:29 am AST I am going into complete detail so every aspect is covered. This petition is to be used to help seek prosecution of the individual, and/or individuals involved in the Hatchet Mauling of the American Pit Bull Terrier, Ugly, in Muskegon Michigan on April 2, 2007. On April 2, 2007 at approximately 2:45 p.m. my American Pit Bull Terrier (Sir Ugly) got out of our yard by breaking a piece of our privacy fence. As soon as this was noticed, my Husband (Jon) got in our van to search for him. Jon got one block over, on Superior St. in Muskegon, Michigan, only to see 2 African American males (One older/One younger) with hatchets. As Ugly was walking by the older male, this man struck Ugly in the Muzzl

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~~ LOVE ~~ LOVE! what is it really ? does everyone have there own real visions on what it really is .. who actually knows what it is? alot of people say you always have that feeling and it never goes away that you have butterflies in your stomach and everytime you see them your heart melts... do you feel it's true? i personaly don't.. i feel love is different in all ways like everybody is different everyone has diffent types of love... list what you think is true about love see how many people actually say what they think love is you'll be surprised!... i think love is all and all fairy tale that everybody looks for and hopes to get one day and once they find it they try everything to hold on to it even if the love has grown apart. but i do believe you can fall in love yes but i believe also that it can fool you and it can actually be lust! so if you do find love think real hard about it and make sure it's real love or just lust!.... well i decided to change how i am and look a

Random Thoughts
Get your own glitter and more at BlingyBlob.com I have been thinking alot about Woody lattly, I was making a stash and most of the songs in there ended up being from his funeral. I dont know why this still bothers me so bad so many years latter, It seems like I should be over it by now but I guess I'm just not... It is always hard to loose someone you love but it's really hard when it's so unexpected, we all knew he had a brain tumor but he was so young we never would of thought he wouldn't even get to graduate. The day he died will be in my brain forever, playing on the school playground and he fell, I was younger then so I didn't understand at the time, they took him to the hospital and he was there for 2 days before he died, I will never understand why this happened to him. Most kids would go trick-or-treating for candy and he always went to earn money for the needy. He was so young yet so grown up. I will always love and miss you Woody!

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anyways anyone got any advice or want to help me out lol so yea anyways dont know how this fucking happnd im a vrgn in college taht shits just fucked up. anyone that know any college chciks that help me with my prob it be apriceated reply back to this or message me if u could peace thanks

Random Shitt
He is loveing but a bit confusing What is a girl supposed to do when she loves him but he feels wierd to say he loves her she wonders at night did he love her for her or for what she offered Is she just a phaze? she needs to think and get away from reality and everything she cant sleep knowing he might not love her..She is so confused she doesnt know what to do..She wants to slit her wrist but she loves him to much to hurt herself && then to explain that the scars where over him and her friends She lays down and every passing moment she wants him to know even if in the end he might not love her as much as he used to say she'd die for him to save his life he is her everything world and meaning to life he is just to confusing

Randomness
Use Of 'N-Word' May End Porn Star's Career At the quantum level our universe can be seen as an indeterminate place, predictable in a statistical way ONLY when u employ large enough numbers. Between that universe and a relatively predictable one where the passage of a single planet can be timed to a nanosecond, other forces come into play. For the in-between universe where we find our daily lives, that which you believe IS a dominant force. Your beliefs order the unfolding of daily events. If enough of us believe, a new thing can be made to exist. Belief structure creates a filter through which chaos is stifled into order. man the thoughts i have late @ night disturb me sometimes Once again, I'm in trouble with my only friend She is papering the window panes She is putting on a smile Living in a glass house Once again, packed like frozen food Think of all the starving millions Don't talk politics and don't throw stones Your royal highnesses Well of course I'd like to si

Random Shit
My 22nd bday is this saturday!!! Who's excited? So, I'm new to CT! Obviously...I'm not really sure how to do much of anything. Give me some pointers ppl! Love love love, Bunny

Random Shit!
1. The phone rings. Who do you want it to be? someone i want to talk to 2. When shopping at the grocery store, do you return your cart? always 3. If you had to kiss the last person you kissed, would you? i don't even remember the last person i kissed, its been awhile 4.Do you take compliments well? sometimes yes, sometimes no... they take me by surprise so i don't know how to take them sometimes 5. Do you play Sudoku? nope 6. If abandoned alone in the wilderness, would you survive? i would attempt to 7. Do you like nipple rings? yes... some ppl can pull them off better than others tho 8. Did you ever go to camp as a kid? sure did 9. What was your favorite game as a kid? soccer, baseball, basketball, dress-up, or just sitting around daydreaming 10. If a sexy person was pursuing you, but you knew he/she was married what would you do? i'd be flattered 12. Could you date someone with different religious beliefs than you? i'd probably give it a shot

Random Rants
Well, I just joined CherryTAP two days ago. (Thanks a lot Amanda)! I'm currently doing some work on my profile. If anyone has any feedback or suggestions, feel free to send me your opinion! I also like meeting new people so don't be afraid to contact me! :) *D* Okay, I may be crazy, but I don't want to create a MUMM on this topic (it has been done too many times, and it wouldn't be a technical MUMM). I'm going to ask you Fubar-ians for your opinions and feedback on this topic. I'm seeing an increased number of new relationships emerging, but I'm also seeing an increased number of people who prefer sex over love. I'm seeing many similarities in how people choose their mates (based on looks, personalities, etc). I'm also hearing a lot of people saying the same thing: honesty, loyalty, good in bed, humor, etc. Now, do these people really look for those things? I think not. Everyone knows that people are shallow, and people will go for looks almost ultimately. A lot of relationships

Random Ventings Of A Nutter...
if you're born in America, you're an American! i don't care if you are of Irish, or Italian descent, you are _not_ Irish or Italian respectively. what is your nationality on your birth certificate? i am Scottish, i was born in Scotland, i was raised in Scotland, and my luck holding out as it is, i still live here... DON'T tell ppl lies... GET IT RIGHT!! p.s. oh, and for ppl that deem to downrate, thanks for the points ;) i know the american constitution gives them the right to bear arms, and bears can walk on their hind legs, but what do the bears think about american stealing their front limbs? :P

Randomness
my god i am a sad loney person i comletely lostt my self i hate it and i wont even talkto ppl and the ppl i will talk to r just as messed up as me and leave me feeling worse i sit here will broken and i dont know who i am anymore i messed up i let my self down nd i am sitting here punishing my self for it tears down the face and i let it all slip i dont even know i dont know what i can do to i feel so i cant even explain it So she is strick no strippers soo tell me what u think about my idea ot re inact this So have u ever noticed that there r some songs u listen to them and u just ball your eyes out its like u cant control it they bring u back to a time and place and u cant control it. I put my my comp on random and omg that just happened it just took me back to a moment I had almost forgoten its strange how those emotions havnt changed its been years but when i hear that song I cry i guess thats y i never listen to it lol

Randomness
ALRIGHT WHAT THE HELL HAS THIS SITE COME TO WHEN YOU FEEL THE NEED TO FUCKIN DELETE SOMEONE JUST CUZ THEY ARE AFFILIATED WITH ANOTHER SITE? SO WHAT IF THEY ARE AFFILIATED WITH CHERRYROCK...I AM TO. DOES THAT MEAN YOUR GONNA DELETE ME TOO CUZ YOUR FUCKIN SCARED LIKE A LIL BITCH? GO RIGHT FUCKIN AHEAD ITS YOUR FUCKIN LOSS DELETING ME AS WELL AS MY FRIENDS. CHERRYROCK HAS MORE THAN YOU COULD EVER OFFER TO YOUR PPL HERE MINUS YOUR FUCKING DRAMA. SO YOU KNOW WHAT YOU CAN SIT THERE TAKE PPLS MONEY GIVE THEM JACK SHIT AND GO IN YOUR CORNER FUCKIN YOUR LIL GOD DAMNED SHEEP THAT YOU SO ENJOY EVERY FUCKING NIGHT. I'LL STICK WITH CHERRYROCK AND THERE NO BULLSHIT TOLERANCE. IF YOU WANT A PLACE WHERE THERES NO DRAMA NO BULLSHIT AND NO RANDOM FUCKIN DELETING CUZ YOUR AFFILIATED WITH ANOTHER SITE COME JOIN ME ON CHERRYROCK. TO THE REST OF YOU THAT DONT GIVE A SHIT AND THINK ITS ALRIGHT FOR FUBAR TO DO WHAT THEY'RE DOIN...WELL THEN FUCK YOU TOO ASSCLOWNS! What I thought was just another random site ha

Random
Giving .........head....... massages the jaw....while burning 32 calories. Swallowing foreign body juices is actually like taking vitamins and it whitens your teeth The American Dental Association says that semen cuts plaque better than mouth wash, so suck a dick and save a smile. Having nice sex burns 358 calories. Having rough sex [make it hurt] burns 543 calories. Take off her clothes with her consent.........................12 cal without......................187 cal Take off her Bra With two hands..........................8 cal With one hand.........................12 cal With mouth.............................85 cal Put on Protection hard ........................... 6 cal soft..........................315 cal Foreplay Looking for target...................8 cal Finding G spot ......................92 cal I don't F***ing care.....................0 cal Entry Holding onto him.................12 cal On the floor.................8 cal With Diff

Random Shit
There is not alot that I can really say in the blog other than welcome to my page, and hope you like it. I guess I wrote everything that you wanted to know in the about me section and stuff. Thanks for visiting my page. Comment me and show some love anytime you want to. Everman

Randomness Resulting In My First Blog
Okay so update on my working situation. Im going to be going back to work from 4am - 3pm Im going to start again around Sept. 5th Yay i guess So im not going to be on here much but im probably going to be getting a new cell since my last was broken. Tonight IM going to be partying in seattle around the Showbox region of seattle lol Im going to get drunk Im going to smoke Im going to flirt...okay not really i have a crush on someone already and he knows who he is [No its not lifesez or sinister edge] lol Im going to hangout at my Ex's tonight Jason, not rob. So if im too drunk ill be spending the night Since ive added a bunch of new friends who HAVENT read my profile If i call you babe it doesnt mean i like you If you think you're in love with me dont tell me Oh and im getting pretty fuckin pissed because a certain guy decided it'd be fun to send me a vid of him jerking it to my pix honestly do you guys think that gets me off? I have other things that get me off tha

Random Stuff
1.Beer is always wet. Pussy needs a little work. One point to BEER 2.Warm beer tastes awful. One point to PUSSY 3.A really cold beer is satisfying. One point to BEER 4.If after taking a swig of your favorite beer you find a hair between your teeth, you may vomit. One point to PUSSY 5. If you get home reeking of beer your wife may get mad, make a scene, kick you out, etc. If you get home reeking of pussy your wife may get mad, kick you out, even leave you. There's definitely a point to be had here, depending on your point of view and personal circumstances. I'll just call it a DRAW for the time being. 6. Ten beers in one night and you can't drive home. Ten pussies in one night and you don't want to drive anywhere. One point to PUSSY 7. If you have a lot of beer in a public place, your reputation may suffer. If you eat any pussy in public, you become a legend. One point to PUSSY 8. If a cop stops you and you smell of beer you may get arrested. If you smell of p

Random...
hmm. Yeah I'm pretty sure this website is so hard to figure out! I simply don't understand it sometimes so if I offend anyone on here.. sorry in advance!

Random Stuff
Having nice sex burns 358 calories. Having rough sex [make it hurt] burns 543 calories. Giving .........head....... massages the jaw....while burning 32 calories. Swallowing foreign body juices is actually like taking vitamins and it whitens your teeth The American Dental Association says that semen cuts plaque better than mouth wash, so suck a dick and save a smile. Take off her clothes with her consent.........................12 cal without......................187 cal Take off her Bra With two hands..........................8 cal With one hand.........................12 cal With mouth.............................85 cal Put on Protection hard ........................... 6 cal soft..........................315 cal Foreplay Looking for target...................8 cal Finding G spot ......................92 cal I don't F***ing care.....................0 cal Entry Holding her..................12 cal On the floor.................8 cal With Different Posi

Random Facts You Prolly Don't Know About Me...
*When I was 3 I wanted to be a vet, till I learned at age 13 I had to be good in science. *I'm horrible in science. *I used to bring stray animals home till I could find their homes. *When I was 14 I was obsessed with Magick and read everything I could find in the school library about it. (who'd of thunk it? hehe) *When I was 7 I gave my brother a haircut, he couldn't go to school for 2 days till my mom took him to get it fixed. *By the time I was 8 I'd saved the lives of 2 baby kittens. *When I was 14 I was a mime for 2 years, face paint and all. *My first "love" was the preachers son. *When I was 11 I lost my Grandfather, a year later my Uncle. A small part of me died those days as well. *I often wonder what my life would be like if I had ran away from home like I wanted to when I was 7. *I have a huge family, but I don't know over half of them. *I hate diamonds, and gold. *I only watch TV at work. *I've always loved to read, and would stay up a

Random Thoughts
"Make me fall in Love With You" Make me fall in love with you Make me beg for more Make me fall in love with you And you not slander my name as a Whore It's not the fact that you're addicting It's not any of the other things you Do I believe it's the fact that I am feinin' That makes me want more from you. Or..is it the way you control Me Or...possibly the way you abuse me I think that it's easy to see That I liked you..not loved Is because of the way you used to be. Now, all you do is despise me discretely. So, I didn't mind too much when you treated me like this Belittle me as much as you want Because in the end You might just notice That you'll be missin' someone Who was your best..and ONLY friend [[this wasn't directed towards anyone specific..just thoughts from olden days lol]] I would post my real good shit on here but I feel that ppl will do something with it..like someone ripped my salute photo[[gay]] and I don't want that to happen t

Random Mussings Of The Koolaid Man
Musings of a cloud Sititng here all alone at the top of the hill in quiet revelry. I lift my gaze up to the heavens. Taking note of the clouds slowly, drifting by and i wonder. Do we live our lives someitmes like a cloud? Are we carried aloft by the wind? With no clear destination in sight? It would seems that sometimes we are content to lazily let the day go by and drift along unhindered. Many other days we zip to and fro in a tizzy striving to make the most out of every minute and second we have. But to what end? Mabye life as a cloud wouldnt be so bad. No worries or resposibilites just lazy days adrift in a sea of tranquility. But what is life without purpose? Can i be content to just simply exist....... No direction.......... No substance........... It is a question, we all must ask of oursleves. Do you wish to be a cloud and drift letting the wind take you where it wills ??? Or master the wind and make your own joun

Random Stuff
Decision, decisions. Chocolate or vanilla? Duh -- passion fruit-mango. Left or right? Straight ahead! These are just a couple of examples of what you already know -- there's always another option or a different path. This question has plagued me for many years, but i guess i will just lay out what i am for now... Its been one year, six months to the day since my first blog... Read bellow ... My first blog (on myblog.com) ------------------- Im a 6'4 (maybe 6'3) 230 pound (fat i know trying to get to 200), 22 year old ugly college student. I lie i cheat and i even steal from my parents(well i did). as far as I can tell im a complete asshole. Though im also a very loyal friend and helpful to almost everyone i meet im the type of guy that when i see a girl crying(even ones i hate) it rips me up inside. What i want to be. A caring, honest, well educated, fairly happy, thin man. ohh and rich wouldnt hurt I dont know if i can transform exibit a back into exibit b...

Randomness
No ordinary guy is gonna do... they don't know what I'm looking for.. they don't know what I need. I asked God to take away my habit. God said, No. It is not for me to take away, but for you to give it up. I asked God to make my handicapped child whole. God said, No. His spirit is whole, his body is only temporary. I asked God to grant me patience. God said, No.Patience is a byproduct of tribulations; it isn't granted, it is learned. I asked God to give me happiness. God said, No. I give you blessings; Happiness is up to you. I asked God to spare me pain. God said, No.Suffering draws you apart from worldly cares and brings you closer to me. I asked God to make my spirit grow. God said, No.You must grow on your own, but I will prune you to make you fruitful. I asked God for all things that I might enjoy life. God said, No. I will give you life, so that you may enjoy all things. I asked God to help me LOVE others, as much as He lo

Random Creativity
random lyrics to spell my life 2007 do you think I’m a nasty girl? I’ll let you whip me when I misbehave so what if you can see the darker side of me this is who I really am inside I’m in over my head I fell to temptation I’ve got a jet black heart I just want to feel that high you don’t know me I tried to be someone else I feel like myself again I can’t change who I am, not this time I think it’d be nice just to lose control, just once I finally found myself no one will ever tame this animal I have become I like it rough I’d rather feel pain than nothing at all the love we share seems to go nowhere once I ran to you, now I run from you all I wanted was you this could be our sick love song I just want to be loved I’m stronger than you’ll ever know I’m always here for you you hate everything about me why do you love me? look in my eyes, you’re killing me I can’t escape this hell I can’t change who I am, not this time I am just what you see you can’t st

The Randomness
Whats up Everybody, In my personal opinion, 2007 sucked ass. but seeing its the holidays, and I normally make a holiday card that pokes fun at someone. I'm gonna put a disclaimer at this one. for those of you that know me, my custom cards have always been in poor taste, and deciphers someone in a light that they would later curse at me about. Adam Walsh did when I make one of him fucking his mother and handed it out of his workplace, Dan got pissed off as his Mr.Turkey X-Mas card. so I'm used to bad Views on my Holiday cards. Normally, its all in good fun and I dont mean any of it. Sadly, this year, I was quite pissed off when I made this one. Now Before I show ya, I may want to backtrack at to what lead to this one. A Few Weeks ago, I posted a bulletin that showed a Danceing Elf (yes, I know, will I ever stop talking about it.) IT showed who I thought was a good friend, Mr.Freeze of No Luck Recordz, in a elf suit dancing to X-mas Music. Now when I originally did this, I did it in go

Random Shit
1. Use the word party as a verb. 2. Shots. 3. Body shots. 4. Jell-O shots...Especially Jell-O shots. 5. Read a book with the words "Zen and the Art of" in the title. 6. Do impressions of Austin Powers characters, especially Dr. Evil. 7. Help friends move. 8. Ask friends to help you move. 9. Crash on a friend's floor or couch. 10. Refer to breasts as "chesticles." 11. Experiment with facial hair. 12. Let your underpants show above your jeans or below your shorts. 13. Apply paint to your face for any reason at all. 14. Own beer-drinking paraphernalia. 15. Own a skull bong. 16. Know the names of the current Real World cast. 17. Remove your shirt in public—unless there is sand and a large body of water nearby. 18. Use the word dude, except when referring to a ranch or a well-dressed Englishman. 19. Use the word dawg in a sentence when referring to a friend or, worse, yourself. 20. Own a futon.

Randomness
To all the people in our lives who ask us what we do all day.. Recently, I was diagnosed with C. A. A D. D. Child Activated Attention Deficit Disorder. This is how it manifests: I decide to do the laundry. As I start toward the basement, I notice that there are cheerios all over the floor and my car keys are in the cereal bowl. I decide to pick up the cheerios before I do the laundry. I lay my car keys down on the counter, put the cherrios in the trash can under the counter, and notice that the trash can is full. So, I decide to take out the trash. But then I think, since I'm going to be near the mailbox when I take out the trash I may as well pay the bills first. I take my checkbook off the table, and see that there is only one check left, my extra checks are in my desk in the office/playroom, so I go to my desk where I find a sippy cup full of juice. I'm going to look for my checks, but first I decide I should put the sippy cup in the refrigerator to keep it cold. A

Random Things
I am soo excited for my trip to arizona. I can hardly wait. Its going to be sooo much fun!! I am going to be there from May 31 - June 25, so if anyone wants to hang out and go get a drink message me and let me know and we will see if we can work it out.

Randomness
OK, My mind get's filled with all kinds of crazy shit and I just need to let a few devious things out every now & again, or I'll burst! I am sick and tired of seeing all these freakin Bowflex commercials with scantily clad hotties showin off their "Oh so svelt" bods...ugh. Promoting that certain diet pills or exercise machines will build a better me. What's wrong here? Everytime I turn on the television, the radio, hell, even with stupid pop-ups on the internet...I'm bombarded by images of these unrealistic bodies! It's messed up people! Men with abs that look like they were chiseled out of stone, arms so big, they resemble tree trunks, rather than human limbs...women with extremely tiny waists and ENORMOUS fake breasts, all preaching to my lazy ass about fitness...sigh. WTF?! Like ANY of those people share common ground with Jared (That subway guy). They don't even look real! How am I, or any of you for that matter, supposed to "relate" to them? I sit there watching

Random Thoughts...
WELL TODAY, IT'S TRYING TO GET SUNNY OUT THERE... MAYBE I HAVE A CHANCE TO GO SHOPPING AGAIN. MY RANDOM THOUGHT FOR TODAY, WOULD BE.... A PURPOSE...DOES EVERYONE HAVE A PURPOSE? FOR STARTERS, PEOPLE YOU MEET... WAS IT DESTINY? WERE YOU SUPPOSED TO MEET CERTAIN PEOPLE? I OFTEN WONDER ABOUT THAT. I KNOW THERE'S QUITE A FEW PEOPLE ON HERE I'M CLOSE TO. PEOPLE I TALK TO EVERYDAY. PEOPLE I THINK ABOUT EVERYDAY. YES, I KNOW... IT'S THE INTERNET... I GET THAT. BUT, I KNOW THAT THERE'S PEOPLE I'M CLOSE TO AND NOTHING CAN CHANGE THAT. THERE'S SO MUCH I'D LIKE TO SAY... FIRST OFF, I SERIOUSLY THINK I'M GONNA TAKE A BREAK FROM HERE. THE ONES I TALK TO EVERYDAY, KNOW HOW TO REACH ME... I JUST DON'T UNDERSTAND SOME THINGS ON HERE... LIKE HOW PEOPLE CAN TELL YOU ONE THING AND TURN AROUND AND DO SOMETHING COMPLETELY DIFFERENT!!! I MEAN THERE'S ENOUGH OF THAT IN REAL LIFE... WHY DRAG IT HERE TOO? WHY NOT JUST HAVE FUN HERE? LIKE IT'S MEANT TO BE... I THINK I'VE HAD ENOUGH OF THIS FOR AWHILE. IT'S JUST

Random Thoughts
If I say I love you,Would you say you love me too?IF I say I miss you,Would you say you miss me too? If we ever got together,Would it be forever?I know that you say you love me,But is it really true? I just want to tell you,That I love you too My dreams are filled with him night after night, Embracing him in my thoughts with all my might. When the sun awakes me to the reality of the day, My eyes open, only to have him slip away. I try to close them for as long as I can, The force of the light is too strong to withstand. The darkness brings him to me, if just for a short time, Flicking images of him fill every corner of my mind. How I suffer in the sun’s golden light, The days are unbearable until the return of night. Bring back the night it relieves my pain, I curse the light and its power that makes me insane. I can never resist the strength of his kiss, He takes his fill and gives me my every wish. It’s the dark that fills me with anticipation, He t

Random Thoughts
I wanna be there when you call. I wanna catch you when you fall. I wanna be the one you need. I wanna be the one you breathe....Today's the day we'll fade away. Today's the day we'll find our way grown. Today's the day we'll fade away.....I wanna be there when you cry andwhen your down I'll help you fly. I wanna be the one you need I wanna be the one you breathe.

Randomness...
Well, it's Friday and the Blogathon starts tomorrow. I'm still in need of some sponsors so if you are willing/able, please help me out. The Blogathon is a 24 hour period where you write a post in a blog every 30 minutes and you do it for the charity of your choice. My charity is the World Wildlife Fund. The Blogathon starts tomorrow morning at 6am (PST)! I can take donations throughout. Now, I will never see a penny of this money. It's going to be paid online through Blogathon (so they can keep track) and go directly to the World Wildlife Fund. You will have to sign up on the Blogathon site but I assure you they will not sell your email address or send you spam. It's just so I know who sponsored me. If you sponsor, I promise to give you a lovely gift! SPONSOR ME!!! I don't understand why people think that they can just look at my naughty pictures when I don't even know them. I friend you without even knowing you so that I may be able to create a real friendship

Random Observations
Is it so quiet here today? Where is everybody? I was just outside and there were between 6 and 8 bats flying over my house. I thought that was so cool to see. They were swooping around catching mosquitos. I really need to put up a couple bat houses in the trees out back. I know, I'm weird. I like bats, what can I say? TaterMitts Check this out! I saw an ad for this on TV a couple weeks ago. Of course with the way my mind goes, I went off on a path that just shouldn't be taken. lol

Random...
OKAY FOR THE ONES THAT WANTED TO SEE IT HERE IS THE CAKE I WAS MAKIN LAST NITE.. ITS NOT AS GOOD AS NORMALLY BUT I WAS BUZZIN LMAO.. THEN I WAS PISSED SO YAH.. THIS IS WHAT IT LOOKS LIKE.. LOL I PROMISED I WOULD SHOW YOU.. J:)

Random Crap
How many People Come online See theyre friends Say Hello or whatever and never get an answer? Why the hell are you online if your not even home?? For the Love of God Shut the Computer Off It will be there when you get home!!! Question Number 2 If your not interested in Talking??? Say So Damnit!! What the Hell!!! Just say Hey Listen Im busy! I dont want to talk to ya!! Or im not interested!!! Dont F'n ignore someone to do so! And 3 days later say Hey! Sorry I wasnt Here or Oh Hi!! Or answer a question I asked a week ago!!! Damnit! And Last!! If I call Have some decency to Call Back! Or Say Hey Im Busy!!! Not Oh I never got your call! Oh my Phone was up my ass Or Oh The Phone was in the Car Id rather a Hey Mother F'er Im Damn Busy Get a Life! Just a Random thought. Hey What the hecks going on?? I cant even get anyone to notice shoutbox msgs ive sent! and not even a hello? Come on its not that hard to type Hi once in awhile!

Random Stuff
Ok so ppl keep asking me what i want in a woman. And I'll admit, it has got me wandering, what is it that i want in a companion, and what is important to me. So, I am going to attempt to put the things i want in a companion into words, and this will more than likely change over time, but you have to start somewhere right? So here it goes: I want someone that when i get home late at night is up waiting for me. Someone that cares how my day is. I want someone that isnt afraid to go out to a bar once in a while with me. Someone that can keep up with me, but yet knows when it is time to call it quits. I want someone that is smart, but classy, girlish, but likes to get dirty, strong, but lets me open the jars once in a while. I want someone i can share things with, personal things. Someone that shares my beliefs, my religion, someone that can help me learn and that will learn from me. I want someone that is willing to know about my past, but be able to look past my mistakes

~~ Random Thoughts ~~
I would write you a love letter, but there's not enough paper to write down everything wonderful about you ~ the way you laugh, talk, and kiss, the way you do those little things that make me so crazy about you.   I would write you a love letter, but there're not enough pencils or pens or ink to put down how you make me feel ~ how you make my heart beat faster and my breath catch whenever we're close, how you stay with me like a love song I can't get out of my head.   I would write you a love letter, but there aren't enough hours or days or lifetimes to describe all you mean to me ~ the way you've changed my world and made me dream things I never dared dream before.   I would write you a love letter, but I can't …   I love you too much. ~ Author Unknown ~  

Random Shyt
FOR ALL THE FREAKS check this site out.... www.adultfriendfinder.com ^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^ there is a membership fee which is worth it you'll see what i mean that's if youR into that so go have fun!!! ****Note: No I AM NOT ON THAT SITE.**** My girl told me about it so Im just passing info ;) ENJOY A blonde and a brunette are walking down the street. The brunette says to the blonde, "My boyfriend has dandruff so I give him Head and Shoulders." The blonde replies, "How do you give shoulders? What do men and bathroom stalls have in common? A: They`re either taken or full of shit! What does a vending machine and Monica Lewinsky have in common? A: They both say insert BILL HERE. A guy and a girl met at a restaurant. They`re getting along so well that they decide to go to the girl`s place. A few drinks later, the guy takes off his shirt and washes his hands. He then takes off his pants and washes his hands. So the girl looks at him and says: "You m

Random Thoughts
i can't blog on my normal blog because my SQL is vommiting on me and i don't feel like cleaning it up and i have to blog. it's the only thing i know how to do lately. nate and i are broken up. "officially single" though i can't even get past the fact that we're really broken up. single. no nate. no fairytail. no forever. all down the shitter it went. why bother? i was so happy and content pre-letting someone into my life again. only to be broken hearted and disappointed. again. are you going to be something else i have to survive? apparently so.

Random Shite
lol @ the guy holding the camera

Random Babbling.
I mean, I know it's me in the picture...but I have some idiot leaving me comments and telling me that a specific picture isn't me, he knows who it is and for me to take it down. Let's see, it's me a year ago when I still had my long brown hair, in my ex's bedroom WHILE he was in the shower and I had just gotten my new camera. The light if bright in the picture so he says it's a red head not a brunette. Why in the hell would I steal someone else's bathing suit picture when I have nudes up? What, it's the ONE picture you can't see my face in so that means it's not mine? Fucking dumbass. Honestly, I'd like to know why I fall for the guys that just want to fuck me over. Can't I meet a guy who's actually going to be a man, be honest, truthful, and just say it like it is? No games, no running around behind my back. I just want some genuine honesty. That's all. PLEASE help me to get to 25,000 comments. Just comment or comment bomb my picture at the ling below. Thanks guy ♥ htt

Randomness
You entered my world, silently and calmly. You slid into a place, where theres no where for me to hide. You've seen every side of me, and yet you're there to be found. this friendship we have, i vow to never let go of. You've seen a lot of sides of me, most never think i really dont have. You know how strong I can be, but at the same time, i feel as weak as baby, gasping for air. Never allowing me to let go, with every word you speak. You've put faith in me.. something i thought i'd never see again. You put that light back into my eyes, helping me realize why i feel the way i do. From time to time, i've wandered off on my own, but everytime i've needed someone, you've always seemed to appear. I dont think i could ever show my apperciation. And these words dont even say enough.. You sit here and play a two sided game... You play your moves wrong, and get caught.. You smile all up in your "enemies" face, yet sit alone in a corner wondering what the "enemies" next move is gon

Random Thoughts
If there is one truth that is evident on this floating rock of ours, it's that evil people never simply die. Oh sure, they have their lives extinguished for them, usually in unsavory ways that their pernicious behavior completely warrants, but they never just fall over dead. Why is this, exactly? I theorize that the evil that courses through some people's veins coats them with some kind of a death-deflecting, Teflon-like material. Death just slides off of these fuckers like a grilled cheese sandwich off a brand new skillet. Look at fucking Castro, for crying out loud. And what about Yassar Arafat? Sure, he laid there in a coma for awhile and some speculate that he was poisoned anyway, but however you cut it, the terrorist leader of the PLO did not die without a fight. The thing is, never -- NEVER I say -- do you hear about someone evil just keeling over and dying from natural causes. They always have to go out in some big dramatic fashion. Wouldn't it be simpler if some people just.

Random...im Bored
Soo...i figured I write a blog on here...since theres nothing else to do!!!... If there are any people on here from Muncie or close by def. hit me sometime! I wanna find some new people to go out with on the weekends...and if you dont drink or party..then dont bother..k? Well its about 6pm...and im waiting on my daughter to wake up so we can go on a walk before it gets too dark...then later tonight me and my man are gonna just chill and drink to ourselves since we never get a chance to do that anymore!...oughtta be NICE... Anyways...im sure i'll be writing more blogs since its my favorite thing in the world to do...even if what I write is extremely pointless and stupid...just dont hate on me...well you can if you want...i could care less! haha Dueces! Brandi

Random Thoughts
Im in a situation... Its one thats hard to explain.. Well I'll try.. Do u think u can read a childs reaction even before they are old enough to speak? & Would those reactions cause u to think somethings going on? Or that nothing is going on? There have been instances where I've read my childs body language to understand what they were trying to say, whether it be that they didnt wanna go to a specific person, for reasons unknown.. Or woke up screaming in the middle of the night from a nightmare.. I guess its mothers instinct or just an intuition in my gut that gives me a funny feeling or even nightmares for that matter.. Sometimes I check them making sure theres no bruises I didnt notice from before & question "Could that really happen?" "Would they actually do that?" "What should I do?" Its suspicion that I think my gut feeling kicks in.. But Im stuck.. I dont know what I should do.. Sit Back N Laugh Current mood: bitchy Ok so lets say someone calls you NAMES, and it d

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for the 1st time in a long time things are going really well for me. i am dating a wounderful woman named tiffany*love you baby* my ass hole father hasnt been around, and im about to get a new job and say f*ck off to my current manager. i hope things keep going this way ok grandparents are stayin one or two more nights. and i just noticed a really bad smell coming from the couch that i was sleeping on. one of the 5 cats that we have pissed on the fu*king couch...NOW I HAVE TO CLEAN THE COUCH. and its not even my cat or my couch. man right now god really did drop his pants and shit on me never talk life to seriously. none one has ever gotten out alive

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I was out yesterday doing some shopping, it felt so strange not pushing Terry around in his wheelchair, felt as if something was missing. I went in search of some music to be played at his funeral yesterday for his wife. One song I found easily enough was Tina Turner's "The best". She was Terry's favourite. The other one wasnt so easy. Its a song by Ned Millar (ive never heard of him before" called from "A Jack to a King", apparently Terry Sand it to his wife the day he proposed, any ways with the help of 2 very helpful staff members of the Sight and Sound library I managed to track it down and hired it from the local library. I know people might be thinking I am taken the loss of Terry badly but for the last 5 years since he lost his leg I was with him most days taken him out, to hospitals etc. But apart from him being my BIL he was also a great friend, we have know each other for over 40 years, we were brought up as kids together. It was Terry who taught me to ride a Bike, Ok he took

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Hey there everyone... Just wanted to let everyone know that I haven't forgotten about you. I miss spending all my spare time on Cherrytap..errr, I mean Fubar.... But, work has me killing myself. And that leaves NO TIME for playing. *tear* So, don't foret about me...and keep ratin my shit for me, I'll be back soon enough to return the favor. Much Love All, Sonshyne MOUTHOLOGY Q. What is your salad dressing of choice? A. Italian Q. What is your favorite fast food restaurant? A. Burger King Q. What is your favorite sit-down restaurant? A. Olive Garden Q. On average, what size tip do you leave at a restaurant? A. at least 2 bucks Q. What food could you eat every day for two weeks and not get sick off of? A. any kinda pasta Q. What are your pizza toppings of choice? A. bacon & mushrooms Q. What do you like to put on your toast? A. apple butter Q. What is your favorite type of gum? A. juicy fruit TECHNOLOGY Q. Number of contacts in you

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Heartistic Soul is having an Easter contest and I would love it if you all could help my wife out with this and get her as much love bunnies as you could. She is tryin to win first just so she can try to get spotlight and the 5 mill will help out a lot. If you got the extra fubucks and would like to help her out it would be greatly appreciated. They are only 500 fubucks each which is cheaper then most drinks you get from the gift shop. Thanks so much for all of you that read this and also help her. Here is the link to Heartistic Soul's page where you can fupal her money and let her no how many you want to give and my wife's id which is http://fubar.com/mommatasha. Again thank you all so much If you help and need anything just let me no and my wife and I will do what we can to help you out. Heartistic Soul@ fubar Just wanted to let everyone know that I got one song recorded finally. You can listen to it HERE. Let me know what ya think. SO if anyone cares to know why I haven't bee

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Most days the first thing I do on Cherry Tap is read through the blogs. But, alas I can not reach some of them for one reason or another. I have a list of my friends and such on my homepage so I know those ones I can read if they are posted. but I meet new people through the blogs so I was wondering why can't there be a little note under each blog heading to say iff rrestricted or not? I don't think that is too much to request. It would really be kool to have it on the same list as the blog post list. DID YOU KNOW THESE FACTS? > > Death is certain, but the Bible speaks about > untimely death! > Make a personal reflection about this..... > Very interesting, read until the end..... > It is written in the Bible (Galatians 6:7): > "Be not deceived; God is not mocked: for > whatsoever a man soweth, > that shall he also reap. > > Here are some men and women who mocked God : > > John Lennon (Singer): > Some years before, during his interview with an > American Magazine, he

Random Rantz
While sitting with my father earlier today at his house the news came on tv. Most of it was bland news crap, as usual, but then appeared a man discussing the possibility of passing a law to allow people with licenses to carry concealed weapons to carry guns into schools, even elementary schools. He then went on to say that he feels that allowing this law to pass could prevent another event like Virginia Tech. He feels that if a teacher would have had access to a weapon it could have been stopped. Well where to start on this. Yes, the Virginia Tech incident could have been less severe if there were a responsible teacher with permit to carry a gun onto grounds that could have stopped the young man before so many suffered, but it would NOT have stopped it. Having means to protect yourself and your students is quite understandable and at this time some feel it is needed in order to feel comfortable in the classroom, but allowing guns on campus may not be that way. By passing this la

Randon Acts Of Blogging
Anyone else love to garden? Or ever grow an "Upside Down Tomatoes" ? After living in an apartment with no yard (which I wont do again...LOL) I had to come up with ways to garden, its a necessity for me. I grew "upside down tomatoes". They are an awesome way to get fresh veggies with no fuss or staking. I am working on this summers today. You can see my photos of last years here: http://angeljoly.20fr.com/custom.html I know it's an odd blog topic, but it was what was on my mind today... Be so strong that nothing can disturb your peace of mind. Talk health, happiness, and prosperity to every person you meet. Make all your friends feel there is something special in them. Look at the sunny side of everything. Think only of the best, work only for the best, and expect only the best. Be as enthusiastic about the success of others as you are about your own. Forget the mistakes of the past and press on to the greater achievements of the future. Give everyone a smile. Spe

Random Thoughts
I am a very big people person. I am also a very trusting person. I suppose that is one reason that I get myself in the trouble I do sometimes. Moreso recently I have gotten myself into a lot of trouble. And I have gotten hurt at the same time. They say it is better to have loved and lost, than to never have loved at all. But then, It makes me wonder if the person who said it truly had a loss of love. I am finding more and more within myself that I have a lot of hurt and anger. This friend of mine claims that I had betrayed their trust first.. and then decided they wanted nothing to do with me again. I didn't quite understand after all we had been through together.. to the extent I loved and cared about them.. that they could just blow me off like that. Get so angry and not even really give me a chance to explain myself. Then on top of go and tell others lies about me.. outright lies or even only partial truths. Of course.. this person is the victim here. Now I am not sayin

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Your Personality is Very Rare (INTP) Your personality type is goofy, imaginative, relaxed, and brilliant. Only about 4% of all people have your personality, including 2% of all women and 6% of all men You are Introverted, Intuitive, Thinking, and Perceiving. How Rare Is Your Personality? You scored as Hot. You are Hot, you scream and are wild, people love doing anything sexual with you.Hot100%Sweet88%Soft75%Exciting75%Violent69%Wet25%Awkward0%Shy0%

Random Nature Of Boredom
so for a few months now i've been rambling around ct checking out people as i go along. inevitably i've reached a juncture of sorts. so often thoughts or actions seem to be shooting by so quickly that it's easy to just keep sliding down that preconceived pathway (school, work, house, car, family, blah, blah, blah). i suppose we all have those moments where we begin to question purpose. in saying this i'm not just talking about my profile, etc... i'm talking about life itself. as an ardent atheist i don't believe in things like fate or destiny, so i suppose i'm resigned to basically wait out my time before becoming fuel for the fire. what does everyone else do to fill in the blank spots? do we actually enrich those dull moments in our lives, or do we just convince ourselves of fulfillment? i suppose that it's all just a state of mind. given time i'll be drawn right back into the rat race like so many other faceless masses. perhaps it's good to step aside for this short moment

Randomness
ok everyone after work i will be going to my dads house wher ther is no comp so if i dont reply i'll get ya when i get back. i will be back monday have a great weekend yall! Just so yall know im going to alburqurque to visit my bro and see my nephew. i might be on but i dont know.. everyone have a grat weekend! In case im not on here im abut to have to help a friend who is getting out of the hospital tomorrow she doesnt have the internet so i will only be able to get on at work( if i can find the help so i can go to work that is...) and on my rare moment at the house grabbing shit. so if im not on forgive me

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Well Heya Im Kinda New At This =] Im realli nervous 4 2moz B.O.T.B Outta be good =]=] && Rather upset Jst broke up wiv my bf Guess i wasnt wot he wanted But.. Iv Found some new mates that are just perfect =] && Make me feel so special E.G. Si =] Or ( jersey ) Hez a gr8 guy =] N Cnt wait 4 saturdaii Were goin out =]=] Anyway talk l8rz peepz xxx

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is the day after my birthday!!! so u know ima party!!! i need 2 decide on where im gonna go! my year is almost up *lk its almost been a full year since ive graduated highschool* probably gonna go 2 Career Point 4 RN we'll see what happens

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Whats got me so worried... Well most of my good friends know that alomst a year and a half ago I had a mass removed on my uterus. Well I have another larger mass appear that was found last week. I go in on Monday to decide the next step for me. I havent slept much since the doctor called, just kinda on pins and needles waiting till monday. Updates to come on that. Hello children of the 80's Read this, it will take you back but be careful cause it will also make you realise that you are now actually OLD!! Um Bongo, Um Bongo, They drink it in the Congo Friendship bracelets were ties that couldn't be broken. You know all the words to "Ice Ice Baby". You wanted to be on "Jim'll Fix It". You can remember what Michael Jackson looked like before he had plastic surgery. You had one of those T-shirts that changed colour with heat (Global Hypercolour). You know the profound meaning of "Wax on, Wax off". You were upset when She-ra, Princess of Power and He-Man got

Random Writings
WHy is it that I cant seem to show my feelings at the right time. Is it because I am afraid of getting hurt yet again.. then why is it that no matter what I do I get hurt. Am I not ment to love someone w/o getting hurt. "dont do this or that because you might hurt so and so" well fuck 'em!! I guess I should turn into the royal Bitch and do what ever feels best for me. I give up trying to make everyone else happy! I'm not one who hands out my feelings lightly. Yes I care for many people but there are those who are very special to me. Why cant I show those feelings to the world with out worrying what this bitch that doesnt know I exsist feels or what that one who thinks I'm just a friend because she has a major crush on him..... fuck it So I guess for the sake of my heart andthe sake of my sanity I should probably keep all feelings out of my life. no like no love no happiness no joy no hate no anger no trust no nothing. If I thought it would do any good to report it l

Random Thoughts In Prose
Tears want to fall no one is here to help no one like me I'm hate for something i can never control i walk alone i have no love i have no heart it dead just like me I'm dead yet i still live no one understand me I'm nothing but a failing I'm a dumb guy who cant for a reason to live or hope but why live if everyone want u dead i cry alone no one must see me like this i wish i was free from my pain people walk pass me like I'm not even there it hurt it feel like I'm not need in this world i wonder what my exist in this place i call home i have no Friend to help me in this darkness i live in people laugh at me people hit me like I'm a doll maybe i am a doll maybe that why i feel dead Were you voted a hot cherry or a pretty face based on some pictures...were you beat by what you would consider a FAKE PHOTO...do you know someone who has fell victim to mindless and overly repetitive voting? Looking to even up the score? Wanna be put head to head and voted on by real people? Her

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The famous Olympic skier Picabo Street (pronounced "PEEK A BOO" ) is not just an athlete, she is a nurse. She currently works at the Intensive Care Unit of a large metropolitan hospital. She is not permitted to answer the telephone, however, as it caused simply too much confusion when she would answer the phone and say: Picabo, ICU. I knew a blonde that was so stupid that... She called me to get my phone number. She spent 20 minutes looking at the orange juice box because it said "concentrate." She put lipstick on her forehead because she wanted to make up her mind. She tried to put M&M's in alphabetical order. She sent me a fax with a stamp on it. She tried to drown a fish. She thought a quarterback was a refund. She got locked in a grocery store and starved to death. She tripped over a cordless phone. She took a ruler to bed to see how long she slept. She asked for a price check at the Dollar Store. She studied for a blo

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Thursday, May 17, 2007 i am jacks blog that should never have been written cause i cant write Category: Writing and Poetry maybe it was watching the thirteen episodes of scrubs at billys house that did or maybe its the pot but ever sinse i got home i feel like theres some inner monolouge running through my head, my random thoughts wander selfishly through the remains of a brain that as time passes i feel might just be getting worse one concussion at a time, i think im close to nine though i can even recall more then three without repeating one, my mind hates me or i hate my mind, it forgets what i need amd remembers things that scar, my memory is sorted like some shoe box that i dont have the balls to burn. amazing huh all these years im still kickin, i mean cmon im dewey, im the boy, the last dewey. who would i be if i couldn't keep my head up and be strong through times shifted. its easy to say i live my life through quotes and self motivation... life is hard enoug wh

Randy Andy
Hi all the ladies wanna party add me 2 ya friends and get gifts and cherry points and a good laff! bye love u all xxxxx

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TELL ME ABOUT YOURSELF - The Survey Name: Rocky Birthday: October 6, 1974 Birthplace: St. Louis, MO Current Location: St. Louis, MO Eye Color: Brown, sometimes Hazel Hair Color: Black Height: 6'1" Right Handed or Left Handed: both Your Heritage: black The Shoes You Wore Today: Nike Air Your Weakness: my sexy white choc girlfriend Your Fears: God Your Perfect Pizza: lots of meat Goal You Would Like To Achieve This Year: get a car, get engaged Your Most Overused Phrase On an instant messenger: whatever Thoughts First Waking Up: go to work after I kiss on my baby Your Best Physical Feature: eyes, smile Your Bedtime: whenever we finish makin love, lol Your Most Missed Memory: my mother Pepsi or Coke: pepsi McDonalds or Burger King: McDonalds Single or Group Dates: single Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea: both Chocolate or Vanilla: either Cappuccino or Coffee: either Do you Smoke: sometimes Do you Swear: too much Do you Sing: yes Do you Shower Daily: yes Have y

Randomness
I don't look at... well, looks, very often. This site's doing bad things to me. I'm 'rating' pictures and people... talking to people based on their pictures (mostly because no one bothers to put anything in their profile). It's really weird. I feel out of my element. I find myself saying "he's cute, she's cute, I'll add them... wait a second what am I saying?" I also have that weird thing going on where people keep, for some REALLY ODD REASON that I can't figure out, finding me attractive. I think they may have caught some bug similar to the one I caught. I don't know how to react. People out here in the real world don't find me attractive. Maybe I'm just not attractive when I move. Or maybe it's that I'm not attractive when I start rambling on, like this. Or maybe I'm just that good of a photoshopper, in which case I'll ask now if anyone would like to pay me for a photoshopping job or two? Hehehe... (That's the other thing, I have a hard time portraying my humor on

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Why did the Chicken cross the road? ARISTOTLE: It is the nature of chickens to cross the road. KARL MARX: It was a historical inevitability. RONALD REAGAN: What chicken? PAT BUCHANAN: To steal a job from a decent, hardworking American. BILL CLINTON: That depends on what your definition of "did" is. GEORGE BUSH JR: I don't know, but I'll tell you this: That chicken may run, but it can't hide. God bless America. DR SEUSS: Did the chicken cross the road? Did he cross it with a toad? Yes! The chicken crossed the road, but why it crossed, I've not been told! ERNEST HEMINGWAY: To die. In the rain. MARTIN LUTHER KING JR.: I envision a world where all chickens will be free to cross roads without having their motives called into question. GRANDPA: In my day, we didn't ask why the chicken crossed the road. Someone told us that the chicken crossed the road, and that was good enough for us. CAPTAIN JAMES T. KIRK: To boldly go where no chicken has gone before. FO

Random Thoughts
Ok Im not horrible LMAO but I have been neglecting my online duties in exchange for living my life. Ive been hanging out with a local friend a lot, something I miss doing. Most of my friends have been online for so long I cant even remember the last time I just hung out with anyone! Its great to have a life, but I feel bad that Im not on as much as I used to be. :( I hope no one forgot about me! I dont get rated anymore, my points stay the same, I get very few comments, except from my sweetpea Synfully (Love ya babe!) and some random comments from various friends, but I dont get much else. Ya'll forgot about poor Skoobz didnt you. :( I shall go cry now. :( You know, I know Im nothin special. I know I aint much to look at. I know Im not anyones idea of the perfect woman. But for fucks sake I assumed I was good enough for SOMEONE. I get so tired of being rejected. Some assholes have enough balls to laugh even. "Look at the pathetic fat bitch tryin to get laid ha ha ha ha".

Random Shit To Fuck With Your Head
them them hypocrites teeth nashers ridicule me at every turn them them throat slashers denigrate me at will them them doubters dream smashers ready to count me out them in memories I bury you today, incapsulated in your body was pure evil, torment beyond belief, you ruined me for life ... I thought, you killed me inside, the nothingness, the empty void you tore in me each day, the cries, the unheard cries that echoed through my existence, the childhood lost, not lost, but torn, ripped from my fragile little soul, my tender virtue gone forever, thrown away like something worst than garbage, for garbage is something first that has meaning, in your hands I had no meaning, but... today I bury you, and with you I bury myself, and then through my own inner strength and the strength of those around me who care, I claw me way through the rocks and the dirt of torment and into the light of freedom, I emerge clean of the

Random Nothingness
100 Things I Love Late night movies in bed Sleeping in warm camping socks The smell of the air after a rainstorm Playing in the snow Slow dancing in the rain Listening to thunderstorms and lightning while falling asleep Being around animals of any kind Waking up on a Saturday morning and realizing you dont have to go to work Sleeping in!! Warm apple cider Finding your favorite shirt or pair of jeans on a clearance rack Pretty underwear/lingerie The feeling of walking into a courtroom and feeling achievement in a dream The breeze blowing in your face when ice skating Falling in love Wrestling with a boyfriend Being goofy with a significant other Playing cards and board games with the family Sunday afternoon naps Hot bubble baths Unexpected text messages Handwritten letters Sexy eye contact Body spray Smooth legs Egg-nog at Christmas time Slipping into my pjs after a long night First kisses New myspace comments and email Cra

Random Thoughts
Everybody who has a dog, calls him "Rover" or "Buddy"... I decided to call mine "Sex." Now Sex has been very embarrassing to me. When I went to City Hall to renew his dog license, I told the clerk I would like to have a license for Sex. He said, "I'd like to have one too." Then I said, "You don't understand, I've had Sex since I was nine years old." He said I must have been quite a kid. When I got married and went on my honeymoon, I took the dog with me. I told the motel clerk that I wanted a room for my wife and me, and a special room for Sex. He said that every room in the place was for sex. I said, "You don't understand, Sex keeps me awake at night." The clerk said, "Me too." One day I entered Sex in a contest, but before the competition began, the dog ran away. Another contestant asked me why I was just standing there looking around. I told him that I had planned to have Sex in the contest. He told me that I should have sold my own tickets. "But you don't understand," I

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Standing for what you believe in regardless of the odds against you and the pressure that tears at your resistance means courage keeping a smile on your face when inside you feel like dying for the sake of supporting others means strength stopping at nothing and doing what in your heart you know is right means determination doing more than is expected to make another`s life a little more bearable without uttering a single complaint means compassion helping a friend in need no matter the time or effort to the best of your ability means loyalty giving more than you have and expecting nothing but gratitude in return means selflessness holding your head high and being the best you know you can be when life seems to fall apart at your feet and facing each difficulty with the confidence that time will bring you better tomorrows and never giving up means believing in yourself

Random Thinking.
Why is it that when ever someone says the are upset, depressed, or mad, that everyone has to take it upon theirself to change that person's mood? No one tries to change the mood of someone that is happy and feeling good. Though being that way to much is more unhealthy to you mentally than being upset now and then. Maybe I didn't get the memo, or go to the meeting that made having any feeling other than joy and happiness illegal to maintain for more than a few seconds. Have you ever asked someone how they are doing, and when they respond good, ask them if they wanted to talk about it? Of course not, because everyone is comfortable with someone being happy. But they get very uncomfortable when someone they know is upset, angry, mad, or just being anti-social. Personally, I find it annoying that when I am in a bad mood, people think it is their responsiblity to make me feel better. There is only one person that can change their own emotions, that is the person feeling them

Random Thoughts Of A Demented Beast
if you actually put NO or SOMEDAY you must be dumber than a box of rocks it's not do you wana have sex it's your sex as in MALE or FEMALE what the fuck how dumb can ya be? My best friends son was born with Spina bifida and a serious heart defect which has required 6 surgeries to date, leaving huge medical bills for Quincy and Dusty. I know you do not know these people, but it is almost Christmas andThey need the help of all who can help. I know it’s close to Christmas, but it’s also the perfect time to make a difference in someone’s life who really needs it. I am taking an E-collection to help them with their over whelming medical bills at a local benefit on the 15th. Here is more info: http://www.msplinks.com/MDFodHRwOi8vZXZlbnRzLm15c3BhY2UuY29tL2luZGV4LmNmbT9mdXNlYWN0aW9uPWV2ZW50cy5kZXRhaWwmZXZlbnRJRD0zODk5OTQuNTA5NTI= a pic of the poor baby http://s221.photobucket.com/albums/dd170/ifiredmyshrink/?action=view¤t=KMReed.jpg if you can send even just a dollar please do

Random Lyrics
More random lyrics.. Today.. Joy Division - New Dawn Fades " A change of speed, a change of style. A change of scene, with no regrets, A chance to watch, admire the distance, Still occupied, though you forget. Different colours, different shades, Over each mistakes were made. I took the blame. Directionless so plain to see, A loaded gun wont set you free. So you say. Well share a drink and step outside, An angry voice and one who cried, well give you everything and more, The strains too much, cant take much more. Oh, Ive walked on water, run through fire, Cant seem to feel it anymore. It was me, waiting for me, Hoping for something more, Me, seeing me this time, hoping for something else. " Before any hookah Dj's hit me on track tag when i play this. It was later performed live by New Order!(Feat Moby) And it is this version i play. For a bit of further imformation, New Order were born from Joy Division after the suicide of lead singer Ian Curtis i

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***Best one will get a reply*** 1. Your Name: 2. Age: 3. Favorite position (s)? 4. Do you think I'm hot? 5. Would you have sex with me? 6. lights on or off? 7. Would you have to be drunk? 8. Would you take a shower with me? 9. Have you ever thought about having sex with me? 10. Would you leave after or stay the night? 11. Do you like cuddling afterwards? 12. Condom or skin? 13. Do you give Oral pleasures? 14. Do you like to receive Oral Pleasures? 15. Have sex on the first date? 16. Would you kiss me during sex? 17. Do you think I would be good in bed? 18. Threesome? 20. How many times would you like to cum? 21. Would you use me as a booty call? 21. Can I use you as a booty call? 22. Do you like foreplay? 23. What is foreplay to you? 24. Can we take pictures of the act? 25. Will you post this so I can fill it out for you? well, i had surgery yesterday.i had a cyst on my tailbone.have to go back tothe doc monday

Random Crap
In the beginning, God created the Heavens and the Earth and populated the Earth with broccoli, cauliflower and spinach, green and yellow and red vegetables of all kinds, so Man and Woman would live long and healthy lives. Then using God's great gifts, Satan created Ben and Jerry's Ice Cream and Krispy Creme Donuts. And Satan said, "You want chocolate with that?" And Man said, "Yes!" and Woman said, "and as long as you're at it, add some sprinkles." And they gained 10 pounds. And Satan smiled. And God created the healthful yogurt that Woman might keep the figure that Man found so fair. And Satan brought forth white flour from the wheat, and sugar from the cane and combined them. And Woman went from size 6 to size 14. So God said, "Try my fresh green salad." And Satan presented Thousand-Island Dressing, buttery croutons and garlic toast on the side. And Man and Woman unfastened their belts following the repast. God then said, "I have sent yo

Randomland
I just put up a new guestbook thingy on my profile. If you wanna do it, feel free...if not, i'll come hunt you down! :)

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Most people on here know I'm a high priced point call girl. But even I was surprised when I was awarded points for the surveys I took over the weekend and they were doubled in value for Happy Hour. Take a look at the before and after shots of the difference 3 surveys made. That's a 67,000 point difference. Wow. OK, I'm just strange enough to be happy about it, lol. And yes, I know my crush is showing, I'm not ashamed.

Random Stuff
yea so this is my first whatcha call it thing. Blog? yea, okay so um I am kinda new to this thing. It seems pretty neat though. I am confused alot of the time on here but eh I will live. This past weekend kicked ass as I was drunk lol. Yep Irish Carbombs and Jager Bombs will do that. I am gonna be goin to Tennesee to visit my brother too before he leaves for Iraq. Okay well.......theres some stuff to read. OI! This weekend is goin to be one fun.......time! I am gonna cheeeeeill with my buds. Drink some beers and whatnot. Mmmmmmm Beer is so good.....I wish I was drinkin one right nowww. Okay so.....I am happy!!! the money is gooooooood and I am gonna be buyin a new truck here soon. WOOOO! trucks! wooooooo! money! wooooo!......woooooooo! haha. Okay well if ya actually read all this you rule!! I get jealous to easy! its craaaaaappy. I mean....awwwww hell I dunno. Just, it makes for alot of sadness. Booooo.

Random Thoughts
Diamond Engagement Right - $140,000 No expense Wedding - $1,600,000 Honeymoon - $1,000,000 Divorce when you realise it was not the best idea? Not worth thinking about.. The best things in life are free!! Is it any wonder celebrities have a high divorce rate?

Random Things
You Are A Lily You are a nurturer and all around natural therapist. People see you as their rock. And they are able to depend on you. You are a soothing influence. You can make people feel better with a few words. Your caring has more of an impact than even you realize. What Flower Are You? Your Famous Movie Kiss is from Spiderman "I have always been standing in your doorway. Isn't it about time somebody saved your life?" What Famous Movie Kiss Are You? You are Milk Chocolate A total dreamer, you spend most of your time with your head in the clouds. You often think of the future, and you are always working toward your ideal life. Also nostelgic, you rarely forget a meaningful moment... even those from long ago. What Kind of Chocolate Are You? Your Love Quote A kiss is a lovely trick designed by nature to stop speech when words become superfluous.

Randomness
So I went to Ikea today with my cousin. We were buying a bed for her son. So I was on a rant and rave about guys not having balls and how I could care less that we were broken up but I think at the VERY least deserved a face to face explanation instead of a text... but anyway...(dwell over the situation not the guy!) She had picked out which bed she wanted and was waiting for her mom to come take a look at it and we decided to wander. I found two bedroom sets that I absolutely love, but seeing as I don't have any room for them or expendable cash at the moment had to leave it :( Oh well. We ventured into the office chair section and were testing out chairs. I've come to the realization there should be an ikea type store for Men! Just like how I tested out a bunch of chairs looking for a comfy one I could go around and test out hugs and kisses and such then pick one out that had the looks and personality I wanted. Would be Perfect! Go to isle 45, bin 6 for this one! hahahaha! So yeah. He

Random Shit
Send a Text MessagePhone #Your txt messageGet this at TextU.org If you sign up mention mistressbitch85 as your sponsor please. Virtual human development game www.human-age.com My computer is pissing me off. It's 3 years old & yesterday it went psycho on me for no apparent reason. Anyone want to lend me 9,227.75 to buy a new one? Lol.

Random Jokes Etc
I'm Glad I'm A Man, I'm glad I'm a man, you better believe I don't live off yogurt, diet coke, or cottage cheese I don't bitch to my girlfriends about the size of my breasts I can get where I want, north, south, east or west I don't go around checking my reflection In everything shiny from every direction I don't whine in public and make us leave early And when you ask why, get all bitter and surly I'm glad I'm a man, I'm so glad I could sing I don't have to sit around waiting for that ring I don't gossip about friends or stab them in the back I don't carry our differences into the sack I'll never go psycho and threaten to kill you Or think every guy out there's trying to steal you I'm rational, reasonable, and logical too I know what the time is and I know what to do And I honestly think it's a privilege for me To have these two balls and stand when I pee I live to watch sports and play all sorts of ball It's more fun than dealing with women after all

Random Droppings From A Diseased Mind...
What Would the Druids Do at the Summer Solstice? by Earrach of Pittsburgh Let's see.... Well, considering the available evidence, we have virtually no idea what the ancient Druids really did for the solstices and many "Celtic Studies" sources feel quite comfortable asserting that the Celts did not even observe the solstices and equinoxes at all! In my book that's just scholarly hokum. Too often, in good books and in bad, the Celts of archeology are confused with the Celts of Irish and Welsh folklore. There are many good reasons that the Celts probably did have solstice and other Sun rites and just because it's not mentioned in the corpus of "Celtic" folklore, first written-down by the Irish monks one thousand years ago, tells us exactly -zero- about what the pagan Celts actually did over two thousand years ago. Thus: 1. A lack of evidence does not constitute evidence to the contrary. 2. "Celtic" or not, early medieval folklore is not an accurate view back into the pa

Random
Emptiness. It's like a monster. A monster that tears at your soul, rips out your heart, laughing while you lie there trying to break loose. Emptiness. There's no place to hide. You want, You need, You have to break free. It hurts. Written and © Copyright 1996 By Vanessa aka Bowiegirl Oisin in Tír na nÓg Long, long ago in Ireland, from the time of Conn Céadchathach in the second century after Christ until the death of Cairpre Liffechair in the third century, there was a band of warriors called the Fianna, who defended Ireland against invasion. Their leader was Fionn mac Cumhail, and his son was Oisín the poet. It is from Oisín that the stories of Fionn and the Fianna have been passed down through the ages to modern day poets. And of all the stories of battles they fought in this world, and the adventures they had in the Other world, and all the turnings andtwistings of the heart they endured in both worlds, one story will never be forgotten, a

Random Thoughts
Donkey basketball. Two very simple, yet unrelated words. But, these two words instill joy in thousands of Americans every year. Now, I am no donkey basketball historian. I've never claimed to be, and never will. I am, however, a man of vision. One who believes in equal opportunity. I feel that everyman (and woman) should be given the chance to partake in this great American pastime. During some recent random browsing, mainly brought along by Bobbie Dee calling me a honky, I came across a website for a ranch. This is not your ordinary cattle ranch, or horse ranch, or even alpaca ranch. This is a donkey ranch. Now not your ordinary donkey ranch even, albeit donkey ranches are quite far from ordinary. The site: www.honkeydonkeyfarm.com. Sicilian minature donkeys not reaching over 32 inches in height. I think this is amazing, and has amazing possibilities. Just close your eyes and imagine.....no....don't do that. Keep reading and imagine with your eyes open. Gary Coleman, the guy from Aust

Random Shit...
I heart sandwiches. Now how many of you feel dumber for having read this blog!?!?! Ok. So cherrytap is starting to lose some of it's appeal to me. It's not really fun anymore. To be honest, it was just a way to pass the time. When I come on, and look at the bulletins, all i get are the same few people posting about new contests, lounges, and other random stuff. I rarely see a cool bulletin, or one that makes a difference. I've reposted a few, and I feel stupid in doing that. The only bulletins that I repost, and gladly so, are the bulletins that have anything to do with helping find a child, or ending abuse of some sort. But how can I see them when I have 2 pages filled with "HELP ME WIN A FAKE PORCHE WITH SOMEONE ELSES CHERRYBUCKS!!!" or "WE NEED BARTENDERS/BOUNCERS/DANCERS FOR OUR FAKE ONLINE BAR!" Now, don't get me wrong. I'm glad you all have your fun hangouts online, and people that you can chat with. But I on the other hand, prefer to go to a RE

Random Shit!
Created a new Lounge..would love to have ya'll come in say hello...Heather's House of Kink thanks Amdukias...for the help ..you crack me up so! Ok it is that time of year....Im totally excited..tonight is the first night of college Football...I know where ill be tonight...GO WVU! Ok So a friend brought me over to cherry tap and damn its confusing....Im trying to figure out what its all about ....just havent sit down long enough with it I guess. The best pictures are to big so im going to have to reformat them to fit on here. Anyway enough about that shit ..Well its been a long week...had a few down moments but for the most part its been a fucking good week...literally! And tomorrow is Friday thank god! Im looking for fun! Anyone wanna join me?

Random Me Feeling Blah
This is one of those blogs where I just feel like venting. As a woman, I can only take so much of the same bull shit and after awhile, it can lead to a break down. Yeah, this is one of those cheesy blogs that people chastise you for posting, but I think it's my right to vent:) I don't like this, I don't like that ... I get hurt easy and you only make it hurt more at times. I sit in my room at night, thinking about way back in the days of smiles and no stresses and I look at what my life is today and I would have never thought I'd be where I am today. I've broken some promises and I've broken rules but I've never given someone the reason to hate me. I fall in the past a lot, I'm drawn back to past when I'm hurt. I guess you could say I think of the "good ol' days." I've never been hurt so much by a person ... I don't know what to say or how to explain where I'm going with this, or who it's really about. I don't know. being in love is different from loving, you can love your family, fri

Random Flava
YAY its gonna be my birthday in 5 days!! only one more year to be a teenager *19* sooo i got my first tattoo yesterday check it out its in my pictures [me] and yes its spelt with two e's because i wanted it that way bitches. plus because of my name stev[ey] anyways comments are fresh stevey2dopewcl is the screen names ninja/ninjettes

Randomeness
So I'm doing this to let you all know i i'm more on DES then anything you have a better chance to chat it up with me there. When you join let me know so i can find you and add you and do some posting with you all. So i did a photo shoot a while ago and i can't post the pics here. Blah. but here is the site i did post them in. So go have a lookie and join guys!

Random Thoughts
I dont know how to feel anymore. I dont think my heart could possibly break anymore. I dont think i could possible cry these tears anymore. I thought I could trust you, but probably another lie you want me to believe is surfacing. I thought everything would be alright. that the wounds would heal over my heart. But they haven't. they keep festering deep within my heart. I'd say that I am not hurt but that'd be a lie in its self. Every pay check you spend it on the unnessasries rather than the children. I know what I should do but I'm not sure I know how so easily. I wanted you to open your eyes but I knew that was just too much to ask. I sit at home while you're at "work" and I'm not dumb. I know when you're not and I know how I feel when you snap at me and ask why when I ask about when you go into work. I know what you're doing and I havent really le tit sink in. I know if I do things will happen and in the end I'll  be crying. I just wish you'd look at your kids, you know the ones I t

Randomnis
i recently had some guy leave a coment on my profile saying that i had to stop talking to a women who i had met on ct because she was his, but the way i feel is this that wemon arnt posesions. i hate it when men say wemon are theres because in my opion wemon are tresurse. not posesions. let me know what you think

Random Shit? I Think So.
His kisses are still haunting me...still lingering on my lips. My body is still yearning and hot from the feel of his fingertips. He has my heart in his hands...does he even realize? Does he care? Am I just another notch in his bedpost? Or was I able to captivate him in some way...a way that will make him come back for more? it's funny to me that all my blogs seem to be about men but I don't have a steady man in my life. I'm starting to think I don't want one. Have you ever just thought...that you sucked at being single? I suck at being single. I've never been a cheater so sleeping around is a foreign concept to me. Although, my number of partners has increased in the last 7 months since the husband and I separated. I hate the idea of NSA sex. Is it ever really that? I think guys are able to be that way and there probably are some girls that are...but...wow. I just don't think I'll ever have it in me to not want ANY strings. Sex is more than that to me...and since I'm not a

Random Journaling.
I, a child Try to reach the stars. . . Sirius is so near. I run to the nearest hill My reach is always too short Wait till I am a grown man! Now, I am old and bent with years No more running to the hill and mountaintop-- Yet, a warm, steady, life-giving glow Reaches me from Sirius . . . the unattainable. I collect White iridescent and evanescent starbeams For my trip home to Sirius the dog star. --Boris Levinson "Dream" i love you, Moxon, and miss you terribly. sleep well. things i've learned: 1) just because you hear multiple interviews on some random film director on NPR, and he sounds super-cute, does not mean that he is. jake kasdan is, though. and, he worked on freaks and geeks. (insert a slight sigh of regret that it ever got cancelled) 2) you canno

Random Thoughts...
As of 11/14/09, I finally leveled to Godfather. So I'm posting this blog to see how long it will take me to reach the next stage here on Fubar. Fuking was bad enough and well most people around here would agree. What in the world, am I doing this for? I've returned and well miss or missed a lot of you. Drop by if you haven't left. Real life too over and well that was more of a priority. :) Well you guessed it and I posted it. Wasn't too sure where to post such a thing, without being annoying. Feel free to post your midget status here also. Thanks for viewing, have a good one. - Black Knight

Randomness
Well..my cellphone is no more. It fell through the stairs into my brothers fishtank underneath. Sucks majorly..all of my numbers are gone. *sigh* Now begins the work of trying to find a new cheap phone..

Random Thoughts Are The Best Thoughts
What the hell is a cherry blast and why do i need one? You get noticed by random people. Congrats. Who cares. Is there some sort of word limit to the the things, or can that many people on the internet actually not spell worth a damn or use one of those things.. whats it called again?? Oh yes, a vocabulary. Hey you know what? That thing in front of you is called a "keyboard". It has things called "letters" and "numbers" and this may shock you but it also has "punctuation marks". They denote "sentences". Let me bring you in on a little secret. "Ur" is a land in the old testament. Not a fucking word, okay? Okay. I'm glad you're all having fun, but seriously think about this. You're thanking people you've never met for "buying" you something they earned by doing nothing. How sweet is that? Would it be as special if i took you to dinner and payed for it with monopoly money? The Crush: Why? What the hell is that? If you don't know who it is all you're doing is creating frustration. It isn'

Random Dandom
Yes I was one.. I believed it all.. You know the one.. "Boy meets girl, girl meets boy, Boy likes girl, girl likes boy, Happy Ever After." But I am officially calling time on that one. I have been single now for what, almost 3 years, and I have come to the conclusion that. It probably better for me now to remain that way.. It would be nice to think you would meet that person, but it just not going to happen, I am not in a position really to consider it, far too much for me to decide for me. So from here on in, that is my choice, and I am happy with it to be fair. I can just now wander through life without the annoyances of all that. Do my thing and just be me. Oh and for those who may think that "singality" is usually kept by those quite happy to go out and sleep with anyone, I have also managed to last without sex, infact since sex with my ex, every experience since, though few, have had one binding element, it has been a hugely disappointing and somewhat pointless

Randomness
1. What is the middle name of the first person you ever slept with? I don't remember lol. 2. What kind of underwear are you wearing and what color? Black boxers 3. What is the song you want played at your funeral? "Watching Over Me" by Iced Earth 4. Would you tell your parents if you're gay? Yep 5. What would your last meal be before getting executed? Steak 6. Beatles or Stones? Beatles 7. If you had to pick one person on earth who should die, who? Only get to pick one, dang. 8. Beer, wine or hard liquor? Hard liquor 9. What is the thing most important to you about your mate? Faithful, funny, and most importantly honest. 10. What are your plans for the future? Make tacos for dinner lol. 12. Do you walk around the house naked? Of course, ask the Jehovas Witnesses that bothered me lol. 13. How many drinks does it take to get you drunk? A lot! 14. Where is your best friend? I lost her a little over a year ago. 15. Hair color you like on

Random Thoughts On Life
Wow, it’s been a long time since I’ve written a blog… and while many of you could care less, the time has come once again to set my thoughts down in a blog. Wrestling is going well. I’m still working regularly for WVPW. The SWF is starting to run shows again after a long hiatus… and I’m glad to be working for them again. I will be working for NWA – All Star in the coming months in Virginia, so things are looking up in that regard. I may not be the hardest working ref in WV anymore, but I’m definitely keeping my hand in. Besides, at 45 years of age, I can’t do as much as I could five years ago…. And man, I hated to admit that. I’m staying active in my church, which has proven to be a real blessing to me. I do what I can to help out our pastor, and trust me… he keeps me busy. But that’s OK. I have no problem with that. There have been many rewards that have come about from my service, one of which occurred last month. I had the honor and the privilege of helping my pasto

Random Thoughts
Current mood: calm I on one occasion did a blog regarding competing (look it up), in it I spook about it being tough to say goodbye to someone that you know that was unhealthy for you. Some might know what was going on at that time, some might not, but for those who don't know, it wasn't pleasant. I always wanted to know why some fight to stay unhappy together with that someone, when being happy alone is best and safer for some for various reasons???(feel free to answer this). Sometimes in life things might seem to go right one min and so terribly wrong the next (that goes for relationships too) . It is excellent having friends that are actually there for you in your darkest hours. To try to either help you, in any way that can or keep you mind off of doing something you might regret at a later time. I once had someone that tried to open my eyes to what they thought was or should be important to me but I'm not sure if it is, after the fact that we wasn't good together. In the

Random
Can anyone help me? I need to know how I edit a skin. I need one for my new lounge. Any help or advice would be great! Thanks Everyone!! May you walk in love, light, and happiness, Star :) Okay.. I know we have all seen people who set there status to "don't bug me" "leave me alone" "Fuck Off" or some other way of tell people to bug off. But I'm sorry this DRIVES ME NUTS!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Okay if you really wanted to be left alone I got the answer to your problem. LOG OFF DUMBY! Ta da no one can bug you then... I don't mean to offend any one just it drives me nuts... Thank you for reading my little rant. :) Have a nice day. May you walk in love, light, and happiness, Star My Hubby and I never had a real wedding. We were married when I was 9 months pregnant in my moms living room. We have always kinda chatted about renewing our vows. Now we have finnally set a date Oct.31, 2012. I know it's a long time form now but we need to save money. I can't wait! I'm so excited! But I'm gla

Random Babble
1. What is your best friend's Dad's name? my dad has no friends he has no time work work 2. What body part do you hate the most? umm am i getting rid of something 3. Who was the hottest teacher you ever had? mr.nociar wow hottie no shirt abbs droool!! 4. Have you ever made out in a basement? why yes i have i own a house with a basement lol 5. What body part do you wash first in the shower? boobies 6. Do you have any piercings? ears only sorry to disapoint 7. Do you have any tattoos nope i know how can that be metal girl no tattoo's 8. Is your driveway steep? nope rocky 9. What's your favorite flavored Pringles? yuk 10. Have you ever been tied up? hmmmmmm yup 11. What was the worst thing you ever got grounded for? slayer concert lol i snuck out..ps i never got caught 12. Have you ever had two dates in one night? nope 13. How many times have you been cursed at? lol ??? 14. Which shoe do you put on first? the one with the kitten sleep

Random Things In My Life
My happy lil semi-perffect world is crashing down around me.For the past almost 4 months things have been goin real well for me and my Lo...Then all the sudden His son died yesterday.Everything is like a bad dream that i just can't seem to wake up from.I want my life back to normal,and Devlin to still be alive.I hate the fact that there is nothing I can do,other than sit here and be here for when my Lo needs me. I haven't seen my Lo sense yesterday morning at 10 til 9.He has been at his parents with his oldest son Mikey.I haven't been able to talk to him either.It just makes it worse that I can't even give my man a hug and tell him we will get thru this. I love my man to death and the boys,and i would do anything for my man and Mikey.I would do anything to bring Devlin back and take his place. Sometimes life is not fare.I seariously really wish I could just wake up from this horrible dream. There has been a tradgic death in my family today. My man's youngest son Devlin past away tod

Randomness
1. Last akward moment? I don't really remember 2. Who do you find yourself crushing on currently? nobody really 3. Have you ever fallen backwards down a set of stairs? yep 4. Ever been to a friends house and starved the whole time? actually yea 5. Ever found more than a dollar in a random place? I found $50 in a pair of pants that I thought I had lost 6. Name someone close to you who smokes cigarettes? Me, Julie (sometimes, Becca, Sherri, Sheila, Joseph 7. Name 3 things that everyone knows: 1) Sublime is the shit 2) I love alcohol 3) I love tobacco 8. When a friend walks out of your life, do you go after them, or let them go? go after them, but if they keep running then they're on there own 9. Have you ever been corrected at your workplace? my latest job? no 10. Has anyone ever been more important to you than a family member? Yep, she still is alot of times 11. Do you still live at home? yea, nobody wants to rent to me 12. Last time you smil

Random Thoughts Of A Submissive Girl
It is appalling, the behaviour of some that claim to be submissive. I don't care if you are owned or not. If you have claimed that you are a submissive, then perhaps you should at least stop and educate yourself so that you know precisely what it is that you are claiming. Do you have any idea how disturbing it is to see these lab monkeys in chat, behaving just as such.. a bunch of lab monkeys. Throwing things, being ignorant to manners and simple politeness. Hissy fits and bad attitudes. I sit and watch and bite my tounge. Gawd have mercy on the first of these foolish twits who dare cross me or those that i hold dear. Disrespect will be curbed immediately and is not tolerated. I am submissive yes, but i am no doormat. I am completely capable of holding my own and more than willing if the need should arise. So tread lightly ladies, show due respect. Tell me, if you were in a social function with a room full of respectable Dominants, would you be throwing things and stripping on table

Random Happenings
This might be considered NSFW so I'm marking it ahead of time but this is a subject a lot of friends I talk to have been having happen to them which is an unfair double standard on this site. Fubar is trying to take the drama out of the mumms and in which if you state anything that is rude as a comment you can be fully banned from commenting on this site, along with no more mumm posting, you get all but blogs and bulletins taken away from you, and no one is safe from this. I've seen people with VIP and people without silenced. They are taking attacking on their customers, with if they didn't have they would be flat broke like they try to claim with the help me adds. Now what bothers me the most about this is I've seen "top members" post blogs and bulletins attacking other members in directly and nothing happen to them. I've seen one "family" on this site write blogs with members to "attack" and then write slanderous bulletins about them and they are still on this site with full p

Random Stuff Of Interest
You Are Wolverine Small but fierce, you're a great fighter. Watch out! You are often you're own greatest enemy. Powers: Adamantium claws, keen senses, the ability to heal quickly Which of the X-Men Are You? Your Vampire Name Is... Concubine of the Devil's Spawn What's Your Vampire Name? What Level of Witch are you Congratulations you have achieved level 4 witch status... you have studied hard and learned well!!Take this quiz! Quizilla |

Randomness
IF IM GONNA KEEP GETTING BLAMED FOR EVERYTHING AND SHIT AND HAVIN EVERYONE HATE ME I AM DONE I DO NEED A BREAK I HONESTLY DO I HAV TRIED TO TELL HIM THAT BUT HE DONT LISTEN HE ONLY HEARS WAT HE WANTS TO HEAR OR READS WAT HE WANTS TO READ IM BOUT TO FUCKIN SNAP ALL THREE OF US SAID WE NEEDED A BREAK AND SHIT FROM NSL I HAV BEEN SAYIN I NEED A BREAK I CANT ALWAYS BE HERE TO MAKE SURE EVERYTHING GOES PERFECTLY AND THE DJS THAT WE DO HAV SHOW UP AND SHIT I CANT DO IT ALL I HAV BASICALLY RUN MY SELF DOWN WITH THIS SHIT AND I DONT KNO WAT TO DO ANYMORE I REALLY DONT I DONT KNO WHETHER TO LEAVE CT ALL TOGETHER IT SEEMS LIK THE BEST FOR EVERYONE IF I LEAVE BC ITS LIK IM THE PROBLEM ALL THE TIME OR IDK WHETHER I SHOULD LEAVE FOR A LIL BIT AND COME BAC THATS WAT I MEANT BY DONE/BREAK I AM TRYING TO FIGURE OUT WAT I WANT TO DO OR WATS BEST FOR EVERYONE ELSE WHETHER TO STAY OR LEAVE EVERYONE AND EVERYTHING new yahoo ID if u want it send me your yahoo ID and ill add you all the bullshit goin on

Random Ruminations
As some know, and my primary makes readily obvious. I am having some issues with my neck. Mainly bulging discs, yes I said discs, GET YOUR MIND out of the gutters ladies, as well as some bone spurs. To say it is painful is an understatement. More disconcerting is the fact my left arm is damn near completely numb all the time now. Days are good and bad. Functionality exists until around lunch then all hell breaks loose. I am not one of those who whines and complains, so please do not take it as such. Just take this as a warning. If I should happen to disappear, it is not from discontent or disenchantment but from lack of mobility or from being hospitalized. Until then, I'll be around but the decision is near and is to the point where surgery is on the only recourse. All too often in today's society we sit here and wonder, the why's and the what if's. It's time to sit back and turn the reflective mirror we place on society and turn it on to ourselves. We each are nothing more tha

Random!
I rarely blog but what the hell I guess..lmao.. Today was another boring day in this small ass town I live in! Debating on going to college in 2008 to become a paralegal! I really want to do this.. just the money is the problem.. well thats like everyones problem generally in life anyways! There are like no jobs in this area I live so I might as well go to school and get a AS and do something I like!! Nothing else appeals to me anyways..wanted to do Ele. Ed but I really dont want to now.. so glad I didnt do college right outta high school. Well thats my dilema in life right now.. college or a shitty ass job I will hate!! FUCK!! Too much on my mind these days!!

Random Thoughts
She is quite tonight; the pain in her heart I feel. Cryin alone in the dark. Opened her heart up for more pain I can only guess. Saw the love she had written; all from that loving heart of hers poured out for the world to see. Hoping for the light of her life would take notice and truly care how she felt. He must not of; because she removed her love poems soon after. I messaged her and asked why; even though seeing them tore me up inside, knew she was hurting more. Felt my hand on her cheek wiping away her tears, even though I am miles away ! She wouldn't answer me, being curious I seeked out the source of her bleeding heart. Seen only a background changed, the beautiful picture with love she'd left him. The countless roses and the private gifts of love to him !! Such devotion to him, knew if he'd asked she would take her last breath for him ! Like in her poem ! I love everything she writes only wished that I was the one holding her thoughts in my caring arms at night. Kissing and care

Random Thoughts Racing
I've been thinking..... -Is everybody going crazy? -Love never wanted me, but I took it anyway -Sigh, am I gonna have to gun down romance again? -Pain gives me the right, to be unkind -Wishing you were here,...I miss you -Hmmm....Mrs. Right, or Ms. Right Now? -Why am I here? -Why are YOU here? -Searching for something to be... -Broken Heart, shattered dreams...somebody save me... -Here I Am...Now what were your other 2 wishes? -Am I going crazy? -Someone explain to me why being "crazy" is now the new norm..... -Do I like you? -Do you like me? -Wow, there's a cute girl... -Are you looking at me? -All is nothing, in moderation, it's a dirty feeling, that makes you stronger...well I believe,..I'm just plain tired... -Save me, and I'll be your Superman.. -You're the best thing about me... -Are you the one? -Am I the one? I wonder if someone is thinking about me? -I'd die to know you love me, but I'm all alone -I'm sick of wearing this damn hollow smile -Well, no

Random Stuffs
Single or Taken: Married Happy about that? Yep yep ::shakes head violently:: Eye color: Black shoe size: 8 1/2 Height: 5'7 What are you wearing right now? Hahahahahaha I'm not... Can you make a dollar in change right now: Not in change Best place to go for a date: I dont care as long as Im not there alone ______________________________________ FAVORITES Number: 3 Animal: horse/Cat Drink(non alcoholic): Water Sports: Football and soccer Month: Feb. The month of love. Juice: Apple rasberry crannberrie (its a minute maid drink) Cartoon character: GIR!!! __________________________________________ Have You Ever... Bungee Jumped?: No but I did that jump thing at Kings Dominion Made yourself throw-up?: Yep Gone skinny dipping?: Yep Loved someone so much it made you cry: Yeah Broken a bone?: My pinkie toe... I know I know lol Played truth or dare?: Yep Been on a plane?: NOOOO Came close to dying?: Yep Been in a s

Random Acts Of Senselessness
Border Patrol Agent Robert Wimer Rosas United States Department of Homeland Security - Customs and Border Protection - Border PatrolU.S. GovernmentEnd of Watch: Thursday, July 23, 2009 Biographical InfoAge: 30Tour of Duty: 3 yearsBadge Number: C255 Incident DetailsCause of Death: GunfireDate of Incident: Thursday, July 23, 2009Incident Location: CaliforniaWeapon Used: Gun; Unknown typeSuspect Info: At large Border Patrol Agent Robert Rosas was shot and killed while on patrol near Campo, California, at approximately 9:15 pm. He was shot multiple times after exiting his patrol vehicle on the Shockey Truck Trail along the border. Agent Rosas was following a group of suspicious individuals and had radioed for backup from other agents. The group split up before the backup agents arrived at the location and Agent Rosas began to follow one of the smaller groups. The responding agents located him suffering from several gunshot wounds. Three suspects were arrested in San Jose, California t

Random Thoughts
July 5, 2007 Quote of the Day "The important thing is not to stop questioning. Curiosity has its own reason for existing." – Albert Einstein u know so many days i have wondered if this is all a dream, the love i feel for you and the strength you give me. will i wake up one day and it be gone? or will i have you forever? I used to think that love was a game and people were the pawns. now i feel that love is so real and so valuable that if you really love someone you must give all your love away to that person and have the chance of getting your heartbroken. Well with you I have given all my love, my beliefs and my faith. You are the first man that has ever been able to capture me like this and for that I will be forever faithful to you. You came into the darkest time in my life and you as one man Rudi have filled my days with sunshine and hope. I swear to God that you are all I want out of this life. the opportunity to be able to grow with you, laugh with you, nurse you when yo

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no longer does my heart feel hollow no longer do I cry no longer do my days seem endless no longer do I sigh no longer am I lost in time no longer does my voice seem trembled no longer does it hurt to follow since you my life has become much brighter since you I have reason to smile since you the pain of loss has all but ended since you the past seems less complicated since you the future looks a whole lot closer now that you love me I can breathe again now that you hold me I can sleep again Now that you are with me I can dream again now that I have you I can be me again. I have not been this confused or shed so many tears it's been since I met you i forgot all my fears. alone and crying i wonder why i let you see the very deepest parts of me. i trusted way too much and didn't want to see. I still don't want to admit how i   truly believed you loved me Hey all i FINALLY have a salute up and new pics...RATE ME MAN!!!!!!!!!!!

Random Poetry
Aphrodite’s Kiss Your silhouette flickering in the candle light With our luscious lips quivering Like they have never been kissed before. Your body yearns for attention Begging to be touched by a soft hand As you call out my name like never before. Tension is building up About to burst – Temptations are not forgiving Do we give in? Closer and closer to the moment and I put my hand on the small of your back Pulling you in closer With the light flickering out. We lean closer to Make this picture perfect moment Our first kiss together Last an eternity. Attack Siegfried Sassoon, The Old Huntsman, 1918 At dawn the ridge emerges massed and dun In the wild purple of the glow'ring sun, Smouldering through spouts of drifting smoke that shroud The menacing scarred slope; and, one by one, Tanks creep and topple forward to the wire. The barrage roars and lifts. Then, clumsily bowed With bombs and guns and shovels and battle-gear, Men jostle and climb

Random Thoughts
Based on a survey I just took about sex, it raised an interesting question about how long you last in bed. Of course I've heard lots of complaints from girls about how brief men operate in the bedroom, but I've also heard that you can last too long in bed, too. Like if your spouse or partner starts making comments about redecorating the room or changing the wallpaper, you might be taking too long. My question is if an hour too much or is it just about right? Here were the questions. The important question is #8, in yellow. 1. Do you like to kiss and cuddle in bed? 2. Do you like a lot of foreplay? 3. Do you like to receive oral? 4. Do you like to perform oral? 5. Do you like to try more than one position? 6. Do you like to try more than 3 positions? 7. Does sex normally last for more than 10 minutes with you? 8. Does sex normally last for more than 1 hour with you? 9. Do you like to wear something sexy to bed? 10. Do you like to

Random Musings
You Are 50% Weird Normal enough to know that you're weird... But too damn weird to do anything about it! How Weird Are You? The anniversary of 9/11 is just hours away as I write these words. We, as a nation, will soon be reflecting upon the events of that day six years ago and all that has happened since. It is during a time such as this that I think it is important to also remember another day. This is not a day any of you would have heard of or remember for any special reason. For you and your families, it was most likely just another day in an endless parade of days. But for my family it was a day that should not be forgotten. And this anniversary reminds me that while much has changed in the past 40 years, in some ways, it has not changed one iota. Today we are in a "War Against Terrorism". Forty years ago, it was a "War Against Communism". Today, the news is filled with exotic names from far-away places: Iraq, Afghanistan, Baghdad, Kabul. Forty years ago, it was Vi

Random Stuff
bored and missing someone (they know who they are). so i made this. Or is just english to me ,and fucking gibberish to everyone else? OMFG arghh!! everyone go away was hoping someone in particular would be on tonight. walked away from my desk and missed her.. fuck... maybe tomm then, night cupcake..

Random Thoughts From An Untamed Mind
As some of you know I do suffer from a mental illness, but most are unaware. I now feel an urge to try an explain it's effects on me and give some insight on what it is like in my mind. In September 2003, I walked off my job, got in my car and drove. I didn't know where I was driving to or why. All I knew is that I had to get away. For approximately 2 to 3 hours I was missing. My friends, family and employer didn't know where I was. For that matter I didn't even know. I was stuck in y own world behind the wheel of a car driving to an unknown destination. Eventually I realized my cell phone was ringing in the passenger seat. It was my fiance (now my wife). She talked me home and once I arrived I went to the bedroom, curled up in a ball and laid there staring into nothingness. My now wife, immediately went to the phone book and found an emergency psych clinic to take me to then asked me to go and get checked out. For quite awhile everyone knew something just wasn't right with my b

Random Thought
ok so the worst thing about being up at 4am is you do a lot of thinking. over the past few weeks my life has made a lot of changes. ive come close to people ive never expected to meet a day in my life. one of my best friends moved back home and just so much has been going on. im realizing that no matter how much you try people come and people go. but youll always have the memories of them being there. thats the part of happiness we often lose track of. sure theres plenty of things left unsaid that you still wish you could say but thats the part of life you win some you lose some. its time to learn from our mistakes and just let it go. and dont ever forget that theres people out there that still dont know what they want so help guide them to find themselves. never give up on the ones you love cuz in the end theyll be the only ones that will truly be there for you. just hang in there and give them the time and space they need but dont get to distant because you never know if your giving

Random Song Lyrics
What Historical figure are you? My answers are marked with an asterix You are at the office and there is one donut left in the box. You see your co-workers eyeing it as well. What do you do? Charm your co-workers into letting you have it. Start telling jokes to get everyone’s mind off it, then nonchalantly take it. Start screaming and making vulgar gestures until everyone is weirded out and leaves the room. Figure that your co-workers have made an alliance with each other not to let you have it and give up. Make an elaborate contraption that picks the donut out of the box for you and brings it to your desk. *Create a challenge for your co-workers to win the donut, such as a street race. Cut it up into smaller pieces so that everyone can have one. Run up to it before anyone else can, then declare that God wanted you to have it. You are at a pool party and don’t know how to swim. What do you do? Experiment in the shallow end, then make some attempts at the deep

Random Quotes
"It is better to die on your feet than to live a lifetime on your knees." -Emiliano Zapata

Random Thoughts By Churchy
Hey all.. does anyone even read these things.. well at least I get to put my thoughts down on something and express my self in some way.. leave me a comment on how hot you think this gal is!! Found this on another blog and I had to repost it. I am man enough! I'm sorry.. if I'm not skinny enough for you to see my ribs. I'm sorry.. if I'm not pretty enough to be "your girl". I'm sorry.. if I'm not tan enough for you. I'm sorry.. if I'm not a playboy model so I don't act like a porn star for you. I'm sorry.. If i don't have a dream body that turns you on. I'm sorry.. if I'm too tall or too short for you. I'm sorry.. if i won't drop down to my knees to get you to like me. I'm sorry.. if my hair isn't just the way you like it. I'm sorry.. if I'm not the "hottest" girl you have ever seen. But most of all... I'm sorry that most guys can't accept a girl for who they really are. ¢¾ If

Random Thoughts, And Commentary
Picture if you will, the last moments of his son's life. The staging area is his son's bedroom. Benoit comes in, and puts his son into a choke hold. The son first thinks that Daddy is playing as they used to do all the time. But, all of a sudden, the grip goes from firm, but harmless to very tight. He begins gasping for air. Terrified, he looks around the room, and all he sees are posters and pinups of his own dad all over his wall. THere are Chris Benoit action figures all over the room. He idolizes his dad, and now his dad is killing him. There is no worse betrayal than this. http://sportsillustrated.cnn.com/2007/more/06/25/wrestler.dead.ap/index.html?cnn=yes Here's 2 snips from this article. [quote]When a co-worker who usually travels with Benoit called him later from the Houston airport, Benoit told the co-worker his wife, Nancy, was throwing up blood and that his son, Daniel, also was throwing up. Benoit said he thought it was food poisoning, according to WWE.[/quote]

Random Crap
Here's the rules of cherrytap Adoption. If you are a guy, you must pick a girl. If you are a girl, you must pick a guy. Put in the Subject: I'm Up For Adoption. And then see who wants you. The first person to send you a message saying, "I own you", owns you and can make you do anything they want. Its that simple. P.S.-Repost because it's funny and surprising to see who gets you first I 'm writing this to get reandom; some sad , some wierd . and funny out of my head . I f ya get trapped here I'm sorry the exit is the light at the end of the tunnel. I have 3 sons , and I think that God is laughing his ass off at me at times dealing with them , saying Karma is a bitch , ya shouldda been better as a kid. What part of I do not want to be in a relationship with you , I'm going to do what I need to to do for me and my kids ; translates to I' think i can forgive you for wrecking our marriage of 7 years and tearing our family apart ? Why do all the songs of the 80's and 90's now ha

Random Truths
I don't ask for help, it's not a part of who I am. I am very much a do it myself kind of person, and I always have been. Today I am swallowing my pride and asking for help from anyone and everyone who reads this blog, and anyone they can pass it on to. I need prayers, and lots of them. If you look in my default folder there is a picture of a beautiful little girl. She's my baby. She is 4 years old, and her name is Sierra-Grace. She has had medical issues since she was born, and the blow we got today is that she may have Leukemia. I think those have to be the scariest words a parent can ever get. "Your daughter may have cancer." My heart stopped, and my throat closed with emotion. I am totally lost in this uncertainty, and don't know if I am coming or going. Please pray. You don't have to rate me, fan me, add me, I don't care, the only thing I want is your prayers, and lots of them. Thank you. When I ask you how I look "fine" is NOT an acceptable answer. Amazi

Random Thoughts O_o
1. Touch her waist. 2. Actually talk to her. 3. Share secrets with her. 4. Give her your jacket. 5. Kiss her slowly. Are you remembering this? 6. Hug her. 7. Hold her. 8. Laugh with her. 9. Invite her somewhere. 10. Hangout with her and your friends together. KEEP READING 11. Smile with her. 12. Take pictures with her. 13. Pull her onto your lap. 14. When she says she loves you more, deny it. Fight back. 15. When her friends say i love her more than you, deny it. fight back and hug her tight so she can't get to her friends. it makes her feel loved. Are you thinking of someone? 16. Always hug her and say I love you whenever you see her. 17. Kiss her unexpectedly. 18. Hug her from behind around the waist. 19. Tell her she's beautiful. 20. Tell her the way you feel about her. One last thing you need to do to show her you actually do mean it. 21. Open doors for her, walk her to her car- it makes her feel protected, plus it never hurts t