chroniclynumb's blog: "randomness"

so im gonna be offline for a while cause i am switch service providers. the company i am currantly using has lost the last to bill paymand wants me to pay again. ummmmm not gonna happen, i'll just switch to a company that doesnt keep employing incompetent people. and 1 that doesnt try to give thier customers a run around until you just give up. no company should ever be permitted to have a monopoly in the service industry .... as it is in the USA not like in Canada. maybe Canada will clue into this soon

Teen girls involved in chase Two teenage girls had to be chased down on foot by RCMP after the alleged stolen vehicle they were fleeing in left the road early Thursday. Const. Kathe DeHeer of city RCMP said the incident started around 1:30 a.m. when officers attempted to stop the vehicle for a minor traffic offence at the intersection of Gaetz Avenue and Piper Drive. A brief pursuit followed and ended when the suspect vehicle drove off the road at 77th Street and Riverside Drive. The two suspects fled on foot but were tracked down after a brief chase, DeHeer said. Police determined the vehicle had been stolen late Wednesday night and may have been involved in other offences. DeHeer said the girls were arrested and charges were pending. No ages were released because charges hadn’t been laid.

with all my heart all my soul all my being head to toe I love you since first we met how could I ever forget the first time you blushed or when we first kissed always your with me with you it's bliss for me time stands still when I'm with you soulmates forever love ever true together our future can reach to the stars you and I we've come too far to ever look backward when our future is now beloved to me you are my now forever....

a child dreams of what could be when they grow up such fantasies rich and famous strong and wise a superhero such dreams such lies fill the spirit spur the soul to triumph to loss it's life I know I remember as a child such dreams I had to fight like Conan to never be sad to just be the best to do what's right for family friends in God's bright light I remember hurt pain and fear of losing someone whom I held near of finding love making vows then sorrows loss showed itself I dreamt of heaven dreamt of hell searched for an angel who wouldn't sell who'd be honest in love and life I made it my will to help those in strife yet once more love wasn't real figments fantasy colored in teal I never imagined what love could do nor the choices to make if we were true I remember promises made broken and strewn across the bay as waters flow as deserts cry I even remember I dreamt how I'd die how different now the seasons be from what I'd imagined to what now I see the rain seems wetter the snow cold and dry but when I close my eyes once more I fly I remember the dreaming the sense of the whole how the image was a picture from deep in my soul how the essense of life can be found in our dreams no matter our future as long as we dream I remember.......

i live in a self imposed exile. i moved far from the people i know and love. the friendships that grew from years of trust and kindness. why would i do this? my daughter. i was given the chance to be part of her life after 12 years. the offer of a job here was the final piece that made the choice even easier. so i packed everything that was easily moved and left behind my life. now i have a good job and your typical teenager( lots of time for friends but not much for family). but mostly its just me and my cats ( and of coarse my friends online). but i do miss the affection that you can only get from frinds, i miss random hugs for no reason and spur of the moment plans. someone to play video games with. someone to just do random things with for no apparent reason. it takes every ounce of will power not to pack up and move back home. i guess sometimes being as stubborn as i am pays off. lost & lonely and terribly homesick Chronicly Numb

it's been awhile since I've spoken to you said those words you know are true but in those moments gone and done I've only thought of you I've only wished another chance to hold you in a dance hold you close as once before will you take that chance dance with me as the music plays dance with me in our old ways let me hold you close again will you chance with me again old time memories float on by we can always say why oh why won't stop them memories keep them away they float on back each every day they whisper deep inside our hearts inside our minds they are a part of who we were of who we are will you take this chance to dance on stars I used to never say as much as I should have said was always touch always emotions always pride seems so ancient I've gone and died but then like the dawn I saw you again and my aching heart was new again no more will I hold back these words meant for you I love you I love you each word is true would you want me I'd hurt you so so long ago as time does flow away in the moments that never come back could you look at me this old sad sack or would you could you still inside hold that flame that never dies over the years through time has passed do those old feelings inside you last I once heard an old man whisper to his wife if I could do it again I'd do it thrice once more for love once more for need and once more for the feeling of love as a seed that grows with each moment grows out of time for ever after I'd be yours you'd be mine no matter the hardships no matter the pain together we'd travel for love never wanes so I would ask you does love still reside deep in your heart where passion will hide do you still love me as ever I you as time is our witness do you still love me true

no words could ever truly say what comes from deep within yet every morning every night I toss some in a bin it's filled to overflowing full of all those words if only you could see them these words misunderstood words like love, family, hope honor, trust and faith every morning every night these words are spoke of late not because they fill a bin nor just to toss your way but because your truly missed every single day your missed because we love you we miss your brilliant smile the way you like to tell a tale though they tend to take a while your missed each time I pass your room dark and so very quiet if only you could understand how much we hate the silence I see your picture everywhere but it is not the same I miss the sound of your own voice you have such a beautiful name soon I know you'll be back to sleep in your own bed til then know that you are missed just words from a bin that I've said

moments seem to creep by shadows appear memory fades except for the fears mined from the depths of some faraway tome made real by delusions home all alone voices surround you who to believe someone is lying they want to deceive further and further your mind runs away leaving scraps full of memories to fill up your day the sun shines brightly yet clouds could bring rain if only you knew but you do, your insane except for the pills that cloud your mind but when you close your eyes tis rain you do find so you smile.....