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Dark Light
Shivers run through the spineOf hope as she criesthe poison tears of her life delightIn the raven black nightHolding hands with Dark lightComes shine over all stars tonightAnd blindAll fears that haunted youYour smileDark Light In oblivious gardenThe bodies of fireWrithing to warmth the angel devineTo learn how to dieIn peace with her heart Dark lightCome shine over all stars tonightAnd blindAll fears that haunted youYour smileDark Light

The List
Just in case you missed it on my profile because you did not look at it. A little about myself...I am 5'8" and about 175 pounds. I have hazel eyes, fire engine red hair. I am a mom of three beautiful children. Below is a short list that I have developed after suffering many broken hearts. Hit me up if you think you can fill this imaginary man's shoes. I am looking for a good man. "Definition of a good man?" you may ask...to me the PERFECT man would be the following: 1. Faithful; meaning that he will not play games with my head or screw another woman behind my back. 2. Strong; (not in a physical sense, well...ok in a physical sense as well, but I digress)...he would be emotionally strong...mentally strong, someone that won't let me run them over "all the time". Now, male common sense will tell you that there is a certain amount of B.S that you have to put up with, but not all of it. I want a man that will be by my side with pride and loyalty. A man that stands with his head held hig

Remembering
READ THIS!!!! and then reread it. Especially the last part... I walked into the grocery store not particularly interested in buying groceries. I wasn't hungry.. The pain of losing my husband of 57 years was still too raw. And this grocery store held so many sweet memories.. He often came with me and almost every time he'd pretend to go off and look for something special. I knew what he was up to. I'd always spot him walking down the aisle with the three yellow roses in his hands. He knew I loved yellow roses. With a heart filled with grief, I only wanted to buy my few items and leave, but even grocery shopping was different since he had passed on. Shopping for one took time, a little more thought than it had for two. Standing by the meat, I searched for the perfect small steak and remembered how he had loved his steak. Suddenly a woman came beside me. She was blond, slim and lovely in a soft green pantsuit. I watched as she picked up a large package of T-bones, dropped them in her bask

An Anticipated Gathering
we've known each other for a while nowit was time for our gatheringthe night begins...dinnerlight conversation, watching your mouth movehearing no words...my clit throbseye contact, i want to touch ulooking away to try and hear what u are sayingsilence...i look backyou're watching me, my heart beat quickensyour hand comes across the tablei start to tremble...i begin to marinatei cross my legs to stop the throbbing between my legsyou stand up, walk around the table, stop in front of mei smell your essence, it intoxicates memy eyes roll back in my headi hear myself moanyou pull me up, pull me close, kiss my cheekyour hand caresses down my backyour kisses lead to my mouthsoft, deep. long, passionatei hear myself moani feel your hand cup my breastchills run through mei feel your erection pressing against my bushyou hands caressing up and down my backa gentle squeeze...i start to flowmy head spinning, can't catch my breathlying on the bed, my legs spreadwaiting...waiting for entranceyour mu

Your Ego
do you really think you got it going on?...think againsomeone else has it going on better than youthat you can really put it down?...think againsomeone else is putting it down better than youevery man thinks "he" is the best lover...think againsomeone is better than youmost men think "their" swagga is on point...think againsomeone else's swagga is way better than yourswhat you think you know...soneone else knows other wisesome woman told you something in the heat of themoment that swoll your headall women don't think that waywhat you did to hermight not work for the nextwhat do you have to offer other than your tongue?your stamina that weak that you have to use your tongue?who wants your tongue in their mouth and it has been in a place doing GOD knows what to GOD knows who?....(pussy)who wants your tongue and it's been where it's not suppose to go?...(someone's ass)i am not the only person that feels this way....that's bankableyou judge on the physical and "your" physical can use some

My Brother Wrote For Me
I took a walk to the river, and I thought I heard you say, "You can walk on, ok?" When I got to the river I saw rain falling and the river swept it away. I want to be a part of something bigger, just don't change who I am, don't carry away my soul. I went on past it all, took the trail that's not a trail until I left it. Once I got to where I have never been, and where I was never going, that's when I met a man. He said, "How'd ya find the widerness, ok?" I tried to tell him it was the river, but the river had left. I watched him watch the way I was looking, and he gave a nod to let me know he wasn't going to help me find my way. I stepped on, kept my head up, up to high I triped on a branch and I fell to the sky. A reflection in a puddle before I splashed my face, I could see the clouds get all misplaced, but the sun it stayed the same. I stayed down, yeah I never got up. I like crawling in the mud oh yeah I love the muck. I can move as good as any man, and I can get there faster

My Heart, My Life, The Very Breath
My Heart, My Life, the very breath that sustains me, It is you I have come to stand before. My purpose, my essence, my salvation, my Angel of Mercy, that saved me with a kiss and held me safely with a smile. It is because of you I live for the first time. It is because of you I now want nothing more than to love you. I know little to nothing of love. My knowledge of the matter was an illusion and showed me what I thought I should believe. Why did I limit myself? Why did I wait so long to look past my narrow sight to a greater beauty, that now drives me to my knees with such a force, that it has shattered the reality of what I once believed? The questions that spin through my head move to quickly and are unreachable. But I know they have to do with you. I only know this because when I glance just upon the shadow of your image, it spins my mind to try and think of the things I wish to say. It is the same mind that overwhelms me with the thoughts of why you are with me and n

Society Has Created This For Us Y Conform
u know in the yrs i have been alive i have come to notice that no matter how i look at it poeple use poeple to get ahead in life and get waht they want and wehre they almost want to b and then get rid of that helping hand in some of the most horrible ways even at the cost of friendships and or releationships.........but y has society created a norm for itself this way .........I SWEAR NO ONE CAN ANSWER THAT ? , CUZ THERE IS NO CORRECT ANSWER, only perception of ones own feelings and thoughts .........some of the nicest people can b trapped by this norm ,,,, but it is societys norm as well to pull down the advancing person as well but at the same point in time is it not the advancing persons fault of choices they made in the past before the said advance to have others forms of society after them(cops, legal, ) ,,,, but how can we blame others for the misgivings of the sowing of choices that we may reap yrs later ..... we as society always seems to blame others for the bad thing

I Am Ready To Move With My Life
Okay for all who know me from my last webpage you all saw that I was married right we guess what. I am no longer married that is right gentlemen but before you guys start bombing me with single IM and everything like that note this. One this website there is just only one love for me and I am not saying who it is cause he wouldn't want to be revealed. I love him and I have a child by him. Even know it was an affair with my husband I was willing to do anything for him. I love now if I was to shout it out to the tallest tower to the highest mountain. I want to wake up to him every morning and go to sleep with me in his arms. I hope he does read this cause then he knows that this is for him. I love es and I always will. I am using intials here.

One Amazeing Night
Thinking of you raises my tempature, the way your hands slowly glided over my body held up by the door fame you pressed aginst me.the warmth of your mouth as you kissed my neck ready for more you made that night amazeing leaveing me with a feeling of needing & wanting more.

Joke
A poor but desperate man goes to a brothel and asks for the cheapest prostitute. The woman say she has one girl who really is shy, likes the lights off and wont murmur a word. He accepts and starts having sex with her. As he finishes he sees her foaming at the mouth. He runs down to tell the woman, who picks up the phone and says "Hey Marvin, the dead one's full again"

Home
I SPENT A YEAR AWAY IN A DESSRT FAR AWAY, I MISSED MY KIDS ND MY WIFE AS WELL NOW THAT I'M HOME ALL IS WELL I MISSED A YEAR OF MY KIDS LIFE, AND ALSO THE TIME AWAY FROM MY WIFE I SAT IN THE DESSERT DAY IN AND DAY OUT WORKING AND TRYING NOT TO THINK ABOUT, THE LIFE I LEFT BACK AT HOME; BECAUSE WHEN I DID I FELT VERY ALONE SO NOW THAT I AM BACK WITH MY FAMILY AGAIN, I THINK ABOUT THOSE DAYS AGAIN WHEN I SAT THERE AND THOUGHT ABOUT THEM, WISHING I COULD KISS AND HUG MY WIFE AND KIDS ALL OVER AGAIN THE HARDEST THING TO GET USE TO SENT I AM BACK AT HOME IS THE FACT THAT I AM NOT ALONE, I AM BLESSED TO BE HERE WITH THEM AND HOPE THAT I DONT HAVE TO LEAVE THEM EVER AGAIN BUT IF I DO IT WILL BE TO DEFEND THE RED WHITE AND BLUE...jro LOVE ALL MY FU FIRENDS

The Older I Get.....
The older I get, the more I learn about feelings, love, relationships in general. I see some things in a different light, some things I don’t notice at all… I wish I had answers for everything I have questions to. In time I will know what I need to but in the meantime I will just observe … lol It’s a sleepy kind of day here … the wind is blowing and it’s pretty quiet for a Saturday. It would be nice to stay in bed and cuddle on a day like this. :)

Confused
why hide your feelings why hide your pain why not just tell me how you feel stop your hurting inside Tired of not knowing SO confused inside My brain hurts my heart hurts I am confused inside SO confused inside.

Book
my heart is an open book the pages tattered and torn from months of worry The hard cover that is my skin is battered and worn the spine of the book what holds it together well worn and frayed smudges dirt and grim on my cover reveal a hard life the job was hard Pictures now faded the print erases The memories only in my mind The story in my memory.

Roll With It
oh well here it goes my friend Marino picks me up on friday night I am supposed to have my ass in bed before 3. My dad is watchin my daughter. well I got home at 8 this morning. Last night we had a bad night DRAMA!!!!!!Oh my.......we left from one palce got home and marinos ex walks in with this bitch that HATES Marino. I sat back thinkin watch this...Marino is a scrapper and this Bitch calls her out and starts shit...I am vey proud of her she kept her cool.You don't shit where u eat...and we were at Marinos house..My ride left...i was stranded. It was all good we chilled at mi casa today. NO DRAMA!!!!!

Shut Up And Swallow
"You fucking parasite Feeding off my voice like a leech Sucking me dry Use your head Hope you're gagging in your throat Hope you gag and choke Your pale little face turning blue If you want it in your ass as I spit in your face Face down on the floor holding you by your neck Do you feel like a wreck? Well that's life, kiddo Now shut up and swallow Shut up and swallow You'll get nothing for free Don't try to suck it off me You always take you what you want Now I just take what is mine I'll give you abstinence You tell of life.. It's up to you to fill it with substance I'll play your game A lesson of life: It's not what you want, but what you get You'll feel it from within as I work my way out Such a pretty girl, but such a dirty mouth Now you want it in your ass as I spit in your face Face down on the floor, holding you by your neck Do you feel like a wreck? Well that is life, kiddo Now shut up and swallow Shut up and swallow"

Poem
Afternoon Storm I saw and felt it buildingdark, foreboding, welcome.The heat, intense, would soon be broken, gentled, relieved. I watched and waited, knowing what soon would occur.Nature, in Her fury would releaseher strikes and crashes. The stillnessbegan to unravelas the the first rumblings were heard and felt. I felt the electricity,the air crackled about me.The taste and smell were unmistakable. I was enveloped by the moisturegentle at firstthen an outpouring,soon I was drenched. Then with a final screamyou came.

Pathes
The world is so upside down at the moment,I just can't be happy until you are here,Breaking down and crying in all the madness,Losing you is all i have left to fear,We're on the move, never sitting still,Going in different directions,If or when our pathes cross I'll wear a smile,Even if it was my imagination,The sight of you is all I can fathom,It's all I can think about,You are my guardian angel,My bliss,My sensation,My wonder,and my dream.

Sadness
Her frowning face,with its disapproving eyes,speaks to me as only a lover could.Without uttering a single word,I feel her anguish.I comprehend her unhappiness.Yet, I do not, I cannot, accept my predictionsWithout hearing her confessions of displeasure;Knowing that she wants me to know her anger.The mere fact of her desire for my oblivionIs enough to bring me to tears-To know that she would rather sufferThan talk things over with me;That she would rather hold things backThan release them on me, allowing me to mollify herIt is enough to break my heart.All I want is to make her smile.

Heart Health Bummer
My heart has some kind of issue that requires me seeing a cardiologist. Fun stuff. Not. So, to help me pass the time and move on with life, I joined up here and am working the The Studio. Good people and good times to be had there, so be sure to check it out!!

Calling All Juggalo Family.....
Juggalo Family (The Original) whoop whoop MFWCL Wicked clowns will never die alone.... *1* no dis the lounge *2* no dis the staff or members of the hatchet house "violations will result permanant ban"

Never Give Up!
In that dark lonesome placebetween a dream dreamedand a dream realized,I have left a little light for youso you will know that someone caresand believes in your dream.Just where it becomes the most darkand difficult to find your way,there is the light I left for you.It will light your way,through the doubt, the confusion,and the fears,It will stay with youall the way to the realizationof your dream.And when your dream has come true,please go back to that darkest placewhere you have been,And set the little light there to give heartto the next sweet soul that braves the pathto his or her dreams.Dreamers are the architects of greatness.There wisdom lies within their souls.Dream long enough and hard enoughand your dream can be attained.

Back To The Weightroom.
Back into the weightroom. Don't feel strong, gotta get strong, so it's back to the weightroom. Nothing fancy mostly the 3 major compound movements, lat pulldowns or pullups, some type of rows, crunchs and a little cardio I'll post my max every 3 months for the 3 major compound movements; bench, ATG squats and deadlifts First entry: Bench - I pushed my covers off of me this morning. Felt good afterwards and my form was good. Deadlift - Lifted my dead ass out of bed. Kinda shaky until coffee intake was acheived. ATG squat - I was only able to squat to toilet level this morning. Lots of power though and very smooth movements. See ya in 3 months!

Hear New Music Artists
With all the different music genres and artists out there is it any wonder you can’t hear most of them on terrestrial radio. Your favorite radio station plays only a limited number of songs and artist because of their limited vision. Well, now that internet radio has taken hold in the entertainment market place, you can hear artists you will never hear on the “radio.” what that mean is internet radio gives a platform to most if not all new artists and their music. Read about it at Radio And Internet Newsletter (RAIN). http://textpattern.kurthanson.com/ BlastFM is one of those stations that give you artists heard no where else. www.live365.com/stations/blastcasterfm .

Dawning Of A New Day
Dawning of a New DayThe day grows longAnd the night fallsThe stars arise And the moon callsThe animals restAnd the night bugs playThe children sleepAnd their toys put awayThe grown-ups chatAnd the lights turned offThe candles burnAnd the romance aloftThe night continuesAnd the day arrivesThe stars fadeAnd the sun strivesThe dawn growsAnd the night mournsEverything awakensAnd the day is bornBrad ChristopherCopyright ©2007 Brad A. Christopher

Apple Iphone Has A New Idea
Wow! iPhone technology is streaking forward fast. Would you like it if your iphone could play your favorite FM Stations and stream Internet radio stations on the same dial. Well, it seems Apple is developing that application for iphone. How cool. You will now be able to listen to BlastFM right from your iphone. You can do that now but you will only need one dial for all your listening needs. For more info go to: http://textpattern.kurthanson.com/ BlastFM - the new sound of radio. Try it, you’ll like it! www.live365.com/stations/blastcasterfm

Lack Of Respect.
I have never expected everyone to like me, nor do I expect that I'll like everyone that I meet. However, some people will just not show anyone respect. Most of them will expect you to show them respect and will raise hell if you don't. I have the feeling that they don't even know the meaning of the word respect. Some people want you to do what they say anytime they open thier mouths and expect you to kiss thier ass whenever they feel you should. What can I say; some people are rude, obnoxious and overly stupid. Only caring about what they think and ignoring any other point of view. They think it's funny when they cause other people grief but want to fight you when you give em a taste of thier own bull shit. Go figure? Some people: so full of themselves and not knowing who they are. who are they to say anything about anyone? Just a bunch of anal retentive control freaks that know jack shit about anything.

My Inspirational Today...10/26/2009
This is totally ironic considering my night last night and what I figured out very early this morning...If you see my status for the day I am sure you are smaking your forehead thinking I am nuts...But let me tell you what...I never felt what I am feeling right now with Todd...not even when we were first talking online or even after he came here...I doubt I was ever in love with him...This is not a rebound...this is not someone I just met...I have known him for years but lost touch because I am not the type to keep things going on the side when I am with someone...So...after all that here is what my inspirational had for me today...it's time to STOP going through the motions of living, and START living. Are you willing to do that now? Or are you going to wait until all life energy drains out of you and your loved ones who are trying to support you at this very moment? You were not born to follow rules and regulations. Living starts with dreaming. So dream, dream friend, and let drea

Love Poem
A special world for you and meA special bond one cannot seeIt wraps us up in its cocoonAnd holds us fiercely in its womb.Its fingers spread like fine spun goldGently nestling us to the foldLike silken thread it holds us fastBonds like this are meant to last.And though at times a thread may breakA new one forms in its wakeTo bind us closer and keep us strongIn a special world, where we belong.My love, I have tried with all my beingto grasp a form comparable to thine own,but nothing seems worthy;I know now why Shakespeare could notcompare his love to a summer’s day.It would be a crime to denounce the beautyof such a creature as thee,to simply cast away the precisionGod had placed in forging you.Each facet of your beingwhether it physical or spiritualis an ensnarementfrom which there is no release.But I do not wish release.I wish to stay entrapped forever.With you for all eternity.Our hearts, always as one.

Souless Eyes (need Help With Title)
A lonesome soul adrift between reality and dreams It jumps back and forth toying with the weak mind of a man Only to raise hopes and dreams While this busy soul travels from realm to realm, a man jumps from conversation to conversation without a subconscious Speaking his true feelings, not knowing the effect nor depth of his words Why must it take a liquid laxative to bring forth these embedded emotions? is he too week minded or week hearted? does he fear the reactions from others or the shear fear that others may agree with his hurt? all the while this free soul enjoys its view from outside the situation waiting for its only moment to vent, to reveal itself to the ones who care, who desire a deeper understanding of the man with lifeless eyes. though he speaks with words full of Life Understanding Compassion Knowledge Answeres

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Girl Friend
We'll go to J. Joe who is that girl friend of yours waving to you as I sat in the chair? She is a looker isn't she? She's how old? She was waving hi or bye? She was waving to you or me? No to surgery because of her and the stranger full of infomation before her. I did not give that detail to Erin but here it is. Her family has money, money means politics, both means power, what all of them don't understand is that their trying to do me in. I told Joe when he left for he's trip awhile ago was to stay there. Connection from Toll Brothers to all others are very easy to see. I can connect the dots as well as anyone. To Toll Brothers and all other connected to money, politics, and power. Absolute power corrupts absolutely! Norio

Pink Rose- The Meaning!
Roses have been popular for literally thousands of years. Their beauty has cast many a spell on people from all walks of life and in all times. According to ancient Sufi philosophy, the rose symbolizes life, with it's beauty representing the perfection we should all seek to attain. The thorns are symbols of the difficulties we face in trying to reach our ideals, and the bushes, which continue to bloom again, show that we must continue with our efforts, and that eventually we will succeed. The word rose actually means pink in a number of different languages, particularly in Romanic countries like Poland and Greece, and also in French which is considered by many to be the world's top language of love. All women in the world, no matter what age, love receiving roses. Even just a single pink rose can be a gift which will bring utmost delight. Different color roses symbolize their own individual meanings and feelings. Pink roses can convey a range of feelings, so are very versati

Searching 4 A Friend!
MICHELLE DARKE IN WICHITA, KS, USA If Any1 Has Her As A Friend Please Give'er My Name/Profile http://fubar.com/fantasyrose I Have Been Looking However No Deal... I'll Be Most Grateful 2 Whomever Finds Her.

Untitled
Another old one. -- The bittersweet memories of past loves trickle through the stream of my mind. Reminding me of broken hearts and trust and of a time when love was blind. To reminesce on broken dreams is futiley done at best. I cry about the saddest parts and make up all the rest. I think of the past as a reminder of mistakes not to be made again. I chalk it up to experience and try to forget what might have been. Now I've put the past behind me I'm working toward a brand new start, but I just can't shake the feeling I'm working on my next broken heart. 6-15-96

'til Death Do Us Part~
'Til Death Do Us Part~ Each night that I lie beside you And listen to your dreams I am reborn. Your closeness invigorates me Assuring me that I'm alive- And that life is worth living. Each time that I touch you Or feel your lips grace my skin I feel an inconceivable peace Spread throughout my being- A peace that only you can offer. Each time that our eyes meet while you hold me I watch your beauty project itself Upon everything around you- And I am in awe at its power. Every time that I think of you I begin to dream away the day Reminicing in our yesterdays- While I envision our tomorrows. Each minute that passes Every second that we're together Is always just as precious as the last. It is because of these things That I shall remain forever grateful For the love that you have shown me For the life that you have shared with me- 'Til death do us part

'crime Pays'
willing to die for an outcome, when the end justifies the means to some, the kids grow up much too young, they pledge allegiance to whatever drug, playing cops and robbers with a loaded gun, CRIME PAYS, IN MANY WAYS AND YEARS, CRIME PAYS, DIVIES OUT ITS FAIR SHARE OF PAIN AND TEARS, CRIME PAYS, CRIME PAYS, CRIME PAYS, IN EVIL WAYS,

Icp
So for anyone who has not seen my status' or doesn't understand why I say ICP sucks c*ck, it's because they do. Stop messaging me saying "why you hatin'?" and all kinds of crap because I could careless about how YOU feel. I'm not the only one who feels this, you faggalos and juggahos. I have gotten a LOT of comments and messages praising me and agreeing with me. Get over it. You are what is wrong with society today. Take the damn clown make-up off. Peace, bitches.

Diamond Amonst Stones
Every once in a while you Come upon a diamond among stones Laying in a place that should not be it's home It gleames in the sun, but there is no one to see It wishes to be removed and completely set free Amongst killer and thieves are born Kings and Queens all that is needed is to be set free, and that they believe Not in a Religious Icon exactly, but in themself and identity Self worth and self reliance can pull you out of hatred and violence Many Kings were born in oppression and pain But through trial and tribulation they grew and gained, Raised their name to fame So keep it in mind when you think your all alone Your not worthless, your just a Diamond Amongst Stones.

Bloody Kissed Revenge
The blood crusted lips of revenge whisper agony into mans ear striking fear in each heart pulling you along with a gossamer chain leading you into seas of blood and fields of deep regret you swim the red waters repeatedly hoping to baptize the sorrow and stumble through the field hoping to atone or make amends and revenge sits back and laughs lounging among severed bodies as it drink sickly sweet red liquid held in hand clasped in suffering as the world stumbles into chaos alight with blood red fire revenge sits back and laughs at the foolish ways of man

Too Late For Vengeance
I hope you suffer like me Go so far under like me I hope that you cannot breathe That you start suffocating Or just hyperventilating I hope that some day you see All you could have had in me I hope that you grieve and Cannot repent for your deeds I hope you can't stop the pain That you rip open your veins God I hope you go insane And want to bash out your brains All over me Or have you already?

Death Trap
Don't fall too deepInto the death trapThere is nothing to gainAnd everything to loseYou get attachedTo people you don't knowOnly to get hurtFor their stupid showYour mind gets boggledWith thoughts that aren't thereYour heart gets crushedJust so they can snickerThe internet is my trapJust like many othersDo not fall too deepInto your death trap

Revengeful Misery
Thy misery grows deepHow can this be and nothing greatThe hatred of thy soul is wider than believedNo coming out nor coming closeHurt thy and thou shall dieDie within thy heart and mindHate thy and thou shall be hatedKill thy confidence and thy'll kill thou heartDestruction is blissThy destruction is greater than thou hateSpite thy and thou shall depart from life

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Unwanted Immortal
Ever since he's lost his love over a century agolife has never been such a strain on a heart beforeHe knows he'll never be loved by anotherand he'll never be welcome anywhere in this worldso he sits back and waits for his time to comehe's tried so many times to take his own lifebut he's failed every time, nothing he does will workIn his life he was the opposite of King MidasThey say everything old Midas touched turned to goldwell everything he touched would fall apart, everythinghe thinks that maybe he was a mistake, or maybe a joke from God himselfeither way it feels that he doesn't belong here on this earth, meant to be aloneand his greatest fear will probably be true, dying alone with nobody loving himyet he still wanders this earth in search for companionsIn his mind he knows that he'll never find itThat he'll forever be alone, nobody thereat this point, death is his only friendhis ever evasive friendWhy he can't put himself out of his own misery will never cease to amaze himHe is

Ashes
I rmember this days as life had just began. Gazing down upon the ground i look at what is burning now. Feeling no feeling, Numbed to so many things now. What is left to feel i ask. As i look to the darkned grey cloudy sky. Seeing the burning heart slowly becoming ashes. My heart... Tired of being hurt over and over and OVER!!! so i here i am ripping my heart out! and letting it burn to ashes. a sacrifice i am willing to make. Collapsed to my knees i feel the cooled wind brush the ashes on my face and take them away from me, Scattering across the world these ashes will go. Far and lost they will be. Maybe one day someone special will find my ashes and put back my heart again.. For once i feel cold and numbed to the bone as if all the light and life has drained from me. these that were once my heart are still full of sympathy and hope. Maybe just maybe they will be renewed. into me my heart! ashes... looking at once was a burning heart is now a small pile of ash,

Restore My Broken Heart
The wounds have torn me down.. Once i had a heart full of life. But now it lays dead. slowly dieing and withering away.. All the times i have been hurt.. did they all think i would come crawling back to them! No. How could i when all they did was crush my heart and wound me with deep gashes that made it hard for me to trust others.. But is one out there. That can fix me. Restore the peices to a whole new heart. Is she out there somewhere waiting.. How hard it hurts to breath, as if the cold wind steals my breath of life. Can a broken heart be healed after so many wounds of hurt, and all the pain that seems to never end. The problems in me and hurt that i have hid in me for so long have come back and wound me more than i can bear. Dieing my heart is. But hope for some reason remains.. Love out there... Interesting thought.. Can the power of true love of one special person heal the all the pain and wounds of one..

Good Bye
I never thought it would be so hard The hardest decision to make the hardest of my life And then to go with that you have to say good bye. As the weight on my shoulders lifted things didn’t seem hard anymore More good times rolled in but the time went so fast and the time had come Time to say good bye, the hardest word of all Trying to find those words that just don’t actually want to say. Trying to find the words to say good bye but all I really want to do is stay. Tears fill my eyes and ask why, but it’s too late now it’s time to say good bye. But actually good bye doesn’t have to be forever because memories last a life time.

Dream For It
i love you as the beautiful soul who encaptures my being, alone is this world i search for hapinesss, maybe one day i will find this enlightenment, you on at the altar hand in hand, gracefully bestowing yourcvheart to me......till dead comes for us for our final sleep.

I'm Trying To Figure All This Out
To let everyone know that has been messaging me and asking for friend requests. Thank you, to all that send me drinks thank you as well. I am new to this site and trying to figure it all out. So, please be patient with me as I learn how to make everything work here. Peace, ***KELLY***

This Has Been Bothering Me For A Couple Years Now
alright not sure where to start so ill start from the begining. I used to play pool alot in league and was rather good at it, i mean now not so much i pretty much lost the desire and im not sure why but what ever right. well in my hay day i really thought i needed a custom poll cue so i bought a dennis deickman for about 1200 bux, mabye 900 both numbers are stuck in my head so but its close enuff. and i really liked it and it had wood threads someting you dont see so much of anymore with wood threads and a wood threaded tenon etc. but be being the curiouse person i am tried to learn how to build one, couldnt find anything on the internet nor in the library but i did come acros 2 rare books one written by an eccentric cue builder by the name of never mind i forgot and another by mike hitower or highttower eeither one will get you there, but you can only learn so much from a book and me lacking any equipment was still sad and didnt know how. well i asked a librarian to track

Jobs: Harder To Get Into Than Harvard
Landing a job like getting into Harvard By Samuel Sherraden, Special to CNN Editor's note: Samuel Sherraden is a policy analyst for the Economic Growth Program at the New America Foundation, a Washington-based think tank that promotes innovative thought across the ideological spectrum. Washington, D.C. (CNN) -- The 650,000 jobs created or saved by the stimulus package so far make up only a small step toward correcting the gap between the tens of millions of unemployed people and the few openings that those people are fighting over. Even the administration's goal of creating 3.5 million jobs is far below what the economy really needs. With an official unemployment rate of 10.2 percent, the gap between the number of full-time job openings and the number of people who are unemployed has widened. Since the beginning of the recession in December 2007, job openings declined from 4.4 million to 2.4 million and the number of officially unemployed persons grew from 7.5 million to 15.7 m

My Weekly Venting Blog... Hah I'm Lame
I should really be doing my math homework but too overwhelmed to do it! I have a lot on my mind and I wish my brain could clear. Nothing really bad on my mind just stress and life. I can't see anyone on fubar reading blogs so I feel like i can just run my mouth without anyone realy reading them (not that I have anything to hide or really care who reads them) just got to vent. Mostly on my mind is school. Debating if I want to transfer or stick it out at HACC. Kinda sucks because even though I am accepted in college doesn't promise me I'l get into clinicals for my RN. which fucking sucks. Basically means I can spend 4-5 yrs taking classes and when it's time to apply for my clinicals I could end up not being accepted. talk about PRESSURE! So I must do well in school they only accept about 25-30 students in to the clinicals and there are propably a couple hundred they turn down to not get in to clincals so yeah! Any who...Thursday I'm doing this drug seminar to talk about the process that

Don't Wanna %^*$ With Him.
This Women Came Home From The Store Crying. Her Husband Said " Whats Wrong?" She Said "Honey OH MY GOSH SOMETHING TERRIBLE HAPPENED TODAY!I Decided To Not Wear Panties Because I Thought It Would Be Okay Since I Was Wearing A Long Skirt.Well Next Thing I New There Was A Man Leaning At The Bottom Of The Aisle With A Mirror In His Hand Using It To Look Up My Skirt And Said "I Wish I Could Fill That With Beer And Drink It Out!!!" I Wish You Would Have Been There To Kick His Ass!!" The Husband Looked At His Wife Hugged Her And Said "No, I Wouldn't Not Have Kicked His Ass"And The Wife Said "WHY?!" And He Said "Honey, Any Man That Can Drink That Much Beer...I Really Don't Wanna Fuck With Him!"

Running In My Weightless Place
I have spent to long, Stuck among blank picture frames and half said words Spent a life time kicking my feet through thoughts ,my ten sad toes always missing the point of walking ran for 9131.0625 forevers to never drift an inch while my tired eyes watched 25 years of mirrors that moved to fast to reflect and books of dreams written in foreign letters.....Running in my weightless place I watched a life that stopped moving to see everything, It mused at the picture frames and finished speaking the half said words. It read all the books and danced among the mirrors laughing at its self, it had ten toes that were happy to walk and eyes that were full of life, It no longer cared about the books or picture frames it only cared that it was walking and playing among the mirrors. That life could see more than my eyes could it played as if it were not in my same weightless place it made silly faces at mirrors and laughed It placed all the frames in a line and burned all the books, My feet stopp

Gov Palin Invites Levi To Thanksgiving.
Gov. Sarah Palin told everyone’s favorite tear jerker TV talk show host Oprah that Levi Johnson is invited to celebrate Thanksgiving with the Palin family (to be aired November 16th). I like that. Let by goes be by goes. Besides he’s the father of Gov. Palin’s grandchild. Want to read more? Here’s where you go http://today.msnbc.msn.com/id/33891323/ns/today-today_people/?GT1=43001 And here’s where you go to listen to absolutely great rock music, if I do say myself, BlastFM. Where music comes alive. www.live365.com/stations/blastcasterfm . You’ll love it Baby!!!

Another Gadget You'll Love
I’m not much of a techno guy but I find this item very interesting. Since most of us listen to Internet radio using a iPhone the FM transmitter or the jimmy of wires there is a solution. It’s the XML8110 in-dash radio. This is a gadget that has an AM/FM radio in the front. Then with a flick of the wrist it flips down to reveal the iPhone dock. Not only does it charge your iPhone but it has controls. The good part is it’s only $99. Learn more at Geeky Gadgets (now that’s a great name) http://www.geeky-gadgets.com/flipdown-iphone-car-stereo-dock-12-11-2009/ Now you don’t have any excuse not to take BlastFM with you where you go. Tune it in Baby!!! www.live365.com/stations/blastcasterfm .

More Competition In Radio?
Triton Media Group COO Mike Agovino wrote in the Wall Street Journal that “it’s innovative content, not any specific platform, that interest radio listeners.” He says the distinction between Internet and traditional radio are blurring…” I would concur with his assessment. So what does that mean? According to Agovino there is “increased competition” in the broadcast biz. I love competition. To read his article visit http://online.wsj.com/article/SB10001424052748703399204574505330596898594.html?mod=googlenews_wsj www.live365.com/stastions/blastcasterfm is an alternative to all the clutter in broadcasting. But, we don’t clutter you, we entertain you to the max. Give us a try!

If You Love Me Then Leave Me ( Me Vs You)
Me vs. You This how it's going to start off, coming from me to youHow else can I explain its over, it's throughIt hurt once, I hurt twice you're the reason I could never be niceThe more I cried for you the more you lied to meThe more I tried for you the more you sinned for meA lie is a lie but you went over board and tore out my eyes with your continuous liesSo this is how you want to leave us without a friendship what's that for hope? Just my heart been torn apart by an olden day rope.If this is what you want than this is what you'll getJust don't go thinking that I'll forgetThe truth is that I won't and I hope you don'tSo is this how you treat me like I am the meat and you are the predatorWell forget it baby because we are so far from overThis is the beginning of me biting backI hope u enjoy the feeling of blood dripping down your backThis is the knife it lies so close to your spineDon't forget that you were once mineYou left me with nothing but pain, But don't worry I am not going

Stolen From Gallo Hehe
Let's start off blunt, have you done anything sexual in the last 48 hours?Yep sure have i usually cant go 24 hours lmao! Your phone rings, it's the person you fell hardest for, what do you say?Hi baby gotta go working:P Where is the person you have feelings for?At work i persume What color are your eyes?Hazel, they turn blue, green, gray, yellow, orange, gold and red if im that pissed off Do you like the snow?LOVE IT!!!Have you ever slept on a couch with someone else?well yes i have, not comfy if the couch isnt big enough though Which did you discover first, myspace or face book?myspace.What/who woke you up this morning?My stomach from drinking entirely too much strawberry bacardi last nightWhere did you sleep three nights ago?My bed What color is the shirt your wearing?Black and white stripes The past 72 hours have you been under the influence?Fuck yeah i got drunk as hell last nightWhat are you doing at this very second?Typing this Blog and working Ar

Fall Out Boy Falls Out
The band Fall Out Boy has suspended performing and recording. Band member Pete Wentz told British mag Kerrang! that he left the band sighting his name becoming a distraction because of his relationship with wife Ashlee Simpson. Wentz said frontman Patrick Stump is a “musical genius” who was ignored because people were more interested in (Wentz) personal life or how his hair looked. Looks like there is a new Yoko Ono on the block. Remember Yoko was credited with breaking up The Beatles. What ever. I do hope Ashlee comes out as good as Yoko did. Yoko inherited John Lennon’s wealth. Read more at http://music.msn.com/music/article.aspx?news=442465>1=28102 BlastFM does not suspended broadcasting for any reason. We rock 24/7 Baby! Tune us in now and listen. www.live365.com/stations/blastcasterfm

I Need A Vip!!
Hey guys. It's me. I am in dire need of a 1 month vip. Can someone please get me one? I'll give: 2 million fubucks [minus the fee to send them] all 11s until all photos are rated shitfaced as needed add you to my family 2 sfw salutes PLEASE?? I am 7 mil away from leveling and I have tons of photos to upload and can not until I get a VIP. I just need a 1 month vip. It's only 14 dollars. I can not afford one at the moment. Won't be able to til next month. So pleaseeeee... please.... be AWESOME and help me out.

Unknown Author...
Hold your sadness like a puppet, keep putting on the play.But everything you do is leading to the pointwhere you just won’t know what to do.And at that moment you may laughbut there is someone there who will be laughing louder than you.So it’s true, the trick is complete.become everything you said that you never would be.You’re a fool! You’re a fool!Sunrise, sunset.

Love Quotes...
"Maybe if I had just looked away that first night you came towards me, everything would be different and my heart wouldn't be breaking right now." "Oftentimes we say goodbye to the person we love without wanting to. Though that doesn’t mean that we've stopped loving them or we've stopped to care. Sometimes goodbye is a painful way to say I love you." "The saddest love is to love someone, to know that they still want you, but the circumstances don't let you have them." "It's like my mind knows what's right but my heart is being retarded and still cares." "May you know the peace and comfort this heartfelt thought imparts; the ones we love are never gone, for they live within our hearts." "How can I love again when I can't stop loving the one that hurt me so much?" I don't know what to do now that we're apart; I don't know how to live without the other half of my heart." "From an angel's wings, to a falling star, God made everything, but an unbreakable

Costco
Yesterday I was at Costco buying a large bag of Purina dog chow for my loyal pet boxer, and was in the checkout line when a woman behind me asked if I had a dog.What did she think I had, an elephant? Impulsively, I told her I didn't have a dog, I was starting the Purina Diet again. I added that I probably shouldn't, because I ended up in the hospital last time, but that I'd lost 30 pounds before I awakened in an intensive care ward with tubes coming out of most of my orifices and IVs in both arms.I told her that it was essentially a perfect diet and that the way that it works is to load your pants pockets with Purina nuggets and simply eat one or two every time you feel hungry. The food is nutritionally complete so it works well and I was going to try it again. (I have to mention here that practically everyone in line was now enthralled with my story.) Horrified, she asked if I ended up in intensive care because the dog food poisoned me. I told her no, I stepped off a curb to sniff an

This Is Critical
First thing to keep in mind: If your computer hasn't crashed yet, it will in the future! So instead of waiting for fate to strike, take some precautions now:1) BACK-UP! Buy some decent DVD-R discs and put everything useful in them. When you have more useful stuff, backup again. Do this often.2) Keep your computer healthy. Use an antivirus, an anti-spy, and a firewall. Keep them updated. Check regularly for Windows critical fixes.3) Don't install software that would do dangerous things to your hard drive. A boot manager would fall in this category.4) Use a registry cleaner before and after you install or uninstall any software. Many of the problems that will keep Windows from booting are caused by sloppy software that mess up your registry. A good registry cleaner is Tune-up Utilities.Code:http://www.tune-up.com/5) Run chkdsk now and then. Go to Start> Run. Type chkdsk /F. Press enter.In case your PC has already crashed, read the following:Most important: Don't panic! Panic is like a li

The Night
Still a mystery,I can’t figure out;Race home from work,Where life is without.*****I race to see you,And hold you to me;My mind says you’re there,And my heart won’t see.*****I open the door,It’s still a surprise:You’re not there,And tears fill my eyes.*****I need someone,Or call on the phone;But nothing breaks the silence,Of these walls made of stone.*****I punish myself,By refusing to eat:Depression is silent,I hear my heart beat.*****Where can I go,Or should I stay:Shy to choose,In bed I lay.*****Time will pass,And the dark sets in;Laying there wishing,I could still touch your skin.*****Lying there hurting,I wish I could die;Missing you so much,Again I start to cry.*****Sometimes I wonder,If you even know;The way that I need you,Would you still go.*****I can’t sleep now,Again a long night;Are you this lonely,Do you share in my fright.

Hold My Heart
Hold my heart, hold my soulLay my head in your lapSay that you meanand wish me wellHold my heart, hold my soulHow I waited all these yearsYou can heal my woundsTake my hand and make me wholeTake my heartTake my soulHold my heart, hold my soulJust let me stay hereSo all I ask of you, all I requestHold my heart, hold my soulHold my soul

Just Something On My Mind Again
when a man admits he crys himself to sleep at night over a woman is it a sign of weakness ? When a man say he would get on his stomach and knees and crawl back to a woman for forgivness is that a sign of weakness.. is it a sign of weakness when a man lets everyone know that he loves a woman so much he will do anything in the world for her. or is it a sign of weakness when a man wont admit any of this to himself or anyone else.

Union Boss Tells Boy Scout To But Out!
You union guys are so insensitive. Nick Balzano, presiden of the Service Employees Internation union in Allentown, PA was filing a grievance against the city of Allentown, now get this, for allowing 17 Kevin Anderson clear a park walking trail voluntarily. What? Anderson is a Boy Scout who along with his troop created the walk way in the first place. Union prez Balzano told the city that union member should do the work and get paid for doing it. That sounds short sighted to me and quite selfish. For more go here: Have no fear music lovers. You are welcome to come voluntarily to BlastFM and listen to great rock music for as long as you want to. No charge. http://www.foxnews.com/story/0,2933,576438,00.html?test=latestnews www.live365.com/stations/blastcasterfm

Under Your Spell ~ From Buffy Episode Once More With Feeling~
I lived my life in shadow Never the sun on my face It didn't seem so sad, though I figured that was my place Now I'm bathed in light Something just isn't right I'm under your spell How else could it be Anyone would notice me? It's magic, I can tell How you set me free Brought me out so easily I saw a world enchanted Spirits and charms in the air I always took for granted I was the only one there But your power shone Brighter than any I've known I'm under your spell Nothing I can do You just took my soul with you You worked your charm so well Finally, I knew Everything I dreamed was true You made me believe The moon to the tide I can feel you inside I'm under your spell Surging like the sea Wanting you so helplessly I break with every swell Lost in ecstasy Spread beneath my willow tree You make me complete

Kids
“One thing kids like is to be tricked. For instance, I was going to take my little nephew to Disneyland, but instead I drove him to an old burned-out warehouse. "Oh, no," I said. "Disneyland burned down." He cried and cried, but I think that deep down, he thought it was a pretty good joke. I started to drive over to the real Disneyland, but it was getting pretty late.”

This Stupid Bitch Takes Rates To Serious. Look At This Idiot
OUR SHOUT 69MiNdFrEa...: you're not my friend so i don't know you're personality TopCats~Ti...: from somone who doesnt know me, u sure come off rude69MiNdFrEa...: looks or personality.69MiNdFrEa...: two ways to rate69MiNdFrEa...: you wish you were way over 10 but nice thought huh?69MiNdFrEa...: none of you're buisness why im here TopCats~Ti...: im way over a 10 hun, as i said u dont know me69MiNdFrEa...: well what can i judge if from you're personaality? TopCats~Ti...: and ur here why?69MiNdFrEa...: thats pathetic that you think anything other then a 10 is rude. TopCats~Ti...: so im a 7? and you judge that off a picture and by not knowing me? then yes69MiNdFrEa...: so you do taake ratings serious...calling me raating you 7 rude...my rude is HONEST.69MiNdFrEa...: i sure hope you don't take ratings serious TopCats~Ti...: was pretty rude TopCats~Ti...: ummm ok...69MiNdFrEa...: i really rated you a 7 but you had auto 11's on.

Maintenance
It's not just aboutBuying those thingsThat she likes she's my slaveDaddy's girlMy babyI do that because I love herThose are rewards for pleasing meMaintenance includesPhysicalMentalEmotional Reminders that she is everything to meshe is my sustenanceMy nourishmentMy main course And my dessert

Because She's Mine
she looks up to meIf there are flaws And I know I must have one or twoshe doesn't see themshe knows my wants and desiresshe feeds my depraved mindAnd satisfies my carnal desiresshe more than any otherHas brought me peace of mindThere are no gamesExcept the games I want to playIt is why I chose herWhy I kept herAnd when the end of the day comesshe turns off the lightsPrepares my bedAnd announces "I'm ready"My good girlAnd as Johnny Cash sang"Because she's mineI walk the line"I believe a wise manKnows when he hasA good woman

A Symbol Of My Love
A year ago I put a ring on her fingerBut it was the collarI put around her neckThat bound her to meA symbol of our loveA symbol of our commitmentThe ring was just the icingOn our symbolic cakeWhere ever I goshe will be with meChained or unchained

True Person
The most common word which is not very common to all people... People come and go but only true person can leave footprints worth remembering... Don't waste time to people who doesn't have time for you... sweet talks is a bait of betrayal... Do what you say...

You Know You Were Born In The 1980's If...
You know you were born in the 1980's if... 1. You ever ended your sentence with "psych" 2. You solved Rubics cube.....by peeling off the stickers 3. You watched the Pound Puppies 4... You can sing the rap to "The Fresh Prince of Bel-Air" 5. You wore biker shorts under your skirts and felt stylish 6. You yearned to be a member of the Babysitters Club and tried to start a club of your own. 7. You owned those little Strawberry Shortcake pals scented dolls 8. You know that 'Whoa' comes from Joey on "Blossom" 9. Three words: M.C. Hammer. 10. You thought it would be great to have a friend named "Boner" 11. You can sing the entire theme song to "Duck Tales" 12. You played the chipmunks Christmas album all year long! 13. You Remember reading Kool-Aid man comics 14. You ever watched "Fraggle Rock" 15. You had plastic streamers on the handle bars of your bike 16. You remember when it was actually worth getting up early on a Saturday to watch cartoons. 17. You wore a ponytail to the side of your

She Knows The Way To A Man's Heart
It's obvious that food Can satisfy one kind of hungerBut the way to a man's heartComes from stroking his libidoher interest Stimulates his interestThoughts of eating foodGive way to thoughtsOf eating pussyAnd she knows she has his attentionshe holds itIn the palm of her

Unknown Author Quotes I Love
"Love is like grass. If you fall on it, it may leave a stain and some temporary pain. But you’ll get over the pain, it will eventually stop hurting. Now maybe the stain ruined your favorite pair of jeans, or maybe it was nothing special that was ruined, but either way the stain remains there. And with time, it will begin to fade, but it will always be there, a permanent reminder that you, too, once fell.” Author unknown Love is a smoke made with the fume of sighs.Being purged, a fire sparkling in lovers' eyes. Being vexed, a sea nourished with lovers' tears. What is it else?A madness most discreet, a choking gall and a preserving sweet. What I have with him is worth it. It is worth every lonely night,every tear I cry from missing him,and the pain I feel from not having him close.It is worth it because he is my one and only.When I picture myself years from now,I see only him. No matter how painful distance can be, not having him in my life would be worse.

Bandwidth Explained (this Makes Your Shit Download On The Net Etc. Its The Gas)
This is well written explanation about bandwidth, very useful info.BandWidth ExplainedMost hosting companies offer a variety of bandwidth options in their plans. So exactly what is bandwidth as it relates to web hosting? Put simply, bandwidth is the amount of traffic that is allowed to occur between your web site and the rest of the internet. The amount of bandwidth a hosting company can provide is determined by their network connections, both internal to their data center and external to the public internet.Network ConnectivityThe internet, in the most simplest of terms, is a group of millions of computers connected by networks. These connections within the internet can be large or small depending upon the cabling and equipment that is used at a particular internet location. It is the size of each network connection that determines how much bandwidth is available. For example, if you use a DSL connection to connect to the internet, you have 1.54 Mega bits (Mb) of bandwidth. Bandwidth

Another Black Wolf Chapter 2
the black wolf walks threw the shadows looking for a place to bed down out of the coldness. wondering what his true love the white wolf is doing. he calls out for her with hopes that she will hear him and answer him. the black wolf wonders around with emptiness in his life now that the white wolf is gone. he wishes she knew how much he needs her and that she is the only one he wishes to be wtih. the black wolf relizes he ruined everything in his life when he lashed out at her. as he looks at his bleeding wonds he is reminded of the pain he has caused his love the white wolf. as the sun sets for the night the black wolf howls out for his only love once more. with no answer he lays down wiht out cleaning his woundes to remember the pain he inflickted upon his white wolf. the black wolf lets the tears from his eyes run down his face. he dreams of the past of him and the lovely white wolf running in the sunshine and layin together also remmebering the warmth of happiness he had felt with h

Mw:2
I just want to put out there that MW 2 is the shizzam and I'm always looking for more players. I play on PS3. Leave your on screen name as a comment and I'll be looking to add you to friends list or just chat it up with me. Red dots and ACOG's!!! LOL

Chris Johnson Is Buying Each One A Car, Maybe
Tennessee Titan running back Chris Johnson hold his offensive linemen that he would buy each of them a car if he breaks the 2000 yard barrier. At the time Johnson only gained 824 yard. So the likelihood of achieving that feat was slim. Well Johnson has averaged 143 yard a game over the last 4 he’s played in. All he has to average 126.9 yards a game and he will break it in week 17. Good my man! For more click http://sports.yahoo.com/nfl/news?slug=cr-inconvenienttruths120209&prov=yhoo&type=lgns Be the one who breaks the listening record at BlastFM. We had one person listen for 5 hours and 31 minutes straight. E-mail us from the BlastFM site when you are listening to break the record. www.live365.com/stations/blastcasterfm .

Death Of An Egg
A friend and I sat on a wall Until one day he fell a great fall And I sat and watched As he cracked and broke Thinking how he’d laugh at the joke People came from far and they came from near They came from there and they came from here They gasped and they cried As they watched the men try And they tried, and tried, and tried But the glue wouldn’t stick And the pieces wouldn’t hold It was quite a disaster that did unfold Now I sit on the wall, and I cry and I pray ‘Cause I know that will be me someday I sit on the wall, and I cry and I pray Because I am wasting away Wasting away watching over your grave

"speak To Us Of Beauty."
"Speak to us of Beauty." Where shall you seek beauty, and how shall you find her unless she herself be your way and your guide? And how shall you speak of her except she be the weaver of your speech? The aggrieved and the injured say, "Beauty is kind and gentle. Like a young mother half-shy of her own glory she walks among us." And the passionate say, "Nay, beauty is a thing of might and dread. Like the tempest she shakes the earth beneath us and the sky above us." The tired and the weary say, "beauty is of soft whisperings. She speaks in our spirit. Her voice yields to our silences like a faint light that quivers in fear of the shadow." But the restless say, "We have heard her shouting among the mountains, And with her cries came the sound of hoofs, and the beating of wings and the roaring of lions." At night the watchmen of the city say, "Beauty shall rise with the dawn from the east." And at noontide the toilers and the wayfarers say, "we have seen her leaning over the e

2 Minute Microwave Fudge
Ingredients 1 pound of powdered sugar 1/2 cup cocoa 1/4 teaspoon salt 1/4 cup milk 1 Tablespoon vanilla extract 1/4 pound butter/margarine 1 cup chopped nuts Directions Mix all dry ingredients together in a 8x8 inch microwave safe pan (important to use this size pan). Add milk and vanilla extract. Place chunk of butter/margarine in center ( leave butter as whole do not chop up). Microwave on high for 2 minutes until bottom of dish feels warm. Stir vigorously and blend in chopped nuts. Put in mold or whatever and chill for 1 hour. * Use real butter for best results.

Tiger In The Nude?
As if having sex with babe number 11, who is a porn star, is not bad enough for Tiger, online mag Playgirl says they have been approached to buy nude pictures of the golfing super stud. I can understand boys will be boys but this is getting a little ridiculous. Most guys wanna have numerous babes they can tap into but taking nude picks is just plain stupid. If these pictures turn out to be the golfing God himself then there has to be a missing piece of Tiger’s brain. How in the heck does a guy of his stature allow anyone with a camera to take his picture without clothes on? I would think when he was romping with these honeys he would require them to leave all personal items in a locked box. And when he sees them naked then he can safely assume no cameras are in the room. I tried selling some nude pics of myself to AARP. There offer was a one year subscription to their magazine for half price. Go figure. http://www.foxnews.com/entertainment/2009/12/08/alleged-naked-phot

Need You Now
My phone rang it was almost 2 am.I heard your voice on the line.That sweet hypnotic tone.Begging me to come back home.I couldn't get my pants on fast enough.Before I even hung up, I was dressed.I drove straight home to get to you.I kept thinking about our conversation.The last time I called you late, you said, "no."The thought made me want to turn around.Still I kept driving to you.Minutes later, I was standing at your door.Before I could knock it opened.You stood before me in you nightgown.A tear in your eyes.That look in your eyes said it all.I needed you as much as you needed me.We went straight to the bedroom.We climbed into bed and lay silent for hours.You're pressed against my chest.Your hair in my face just like before.I kept breathing in deeply.Each breath was like heaven to me.Those nights without was like hell.I have no idea how I got along without you.Before long the sun rose turning night into day.And our time together was over.We went our separate ways.I went through my da

December 10th 2009 9:55 Pm Pacific
well it never seems to fail that around this time is when my life really begind to suck 1. i have a friend who says his breaks are bad and cant help much and he doesnt answer his phone which he tells me he doesnt respond when hes driving. 2.im runnin out of friends for all the right reasons, my guess is they really either arent my friends or they just dont wanna deal with me. 3. things never ever go correctly in my direction.....importany peeps move away unimportant people stay close, and family well thats kinda laughable my closest family is neices and nephews my sister and brother who now both live away from me. so now there is just me my christmas is going to suck

Tiger Texting Dirty
The survey question of the day is, “How often do you exchange dirty talk when texting? I would say most of us have sent some suggestive messages to a person or two via your cell phone. And to spice it up a little throw in some phone sex. Well, you are in good company. Why do you ask? Our favorite golfer, Tiger Woods, was doing the sex texting with at least one of his babes. Now when the word pervert is uttered ol’ Tiger is going to be included in that group. From Golf God to perv in less then three weeks. For more Tiger dirty talk go here: http://entertainment.blogs.foxnews.com/2009/12/09/tiger-woods-dirty-text-messages-jaimee-grubbss/ At BlastFM we like dirty talk too. That’s why we play Poison’s “Talk Dirty To Me.” Email us with your thoughts, dirty or not. We’d love to hear from you. www.live365.com/stations/blastcasterfm .

What Kind Of "fighter" Do You Want To Be?
Sometimes life can feel like a boxing match: " and in this corner, the world.......in the red corner, you..." It's a hard game with an unknown number of rounds. Yes, you've got to be tough, but a tough fighter isn't necessarily going to "win" the match- a smart fighter will. A tough fighter can take punches-many punches....but taking punches can literally cost you in the long run. A smart fighter can take punches-but wont if they can help it-because a smart fighter is not only tough but they know how to keep their heads (intact).... they know how to play the game. what kind of "fighter" do you want to be?

Dads Poem
Her hair was up in a pony tail, her favorite dress tied with a bow. Today was Daddy's Day at school, and she couldn't wait to go. But her mommy tried to tell her, that she probably should stay home. Why the kids might not understand, if she went to school alone. But she was not afraid; she knew just what to say. What to tell her classmates of why he wasn't there today. But still her mother worried, for her to face this day alone. And that was why once again, she tried to keep her daughter home. But the little girl went to school eager to tell them all. About a dad she never sees; a dad who never calls. There were daddies along the wall in back, for everyone to meet. Children squirming impatiently, anxious in their seats One by one the teacher called a student from the class. To introduce their daddy, as seconds slowly passed. At last the teacher called her name, every child turned to stare. Each of them was searching, for a man who wasn't there. "Where's her daddy at?" she heard a boy

Clever
What am i a to non exist. That has nothin to do. Put a fix on where in your capitivty. Mind's stated unelevated through one's own self hatred in my eyes. Seein through to your despise surprise ya displayin fadin. I ain't gettin what you sayin. You playin ain't fakin like you jhackin misunfortunin stumblin down in sake. I'm not a part of what you take. Livin life on way make make make all i did was a mistake take take take now look at the one's fake sake sake. Nothin but down on my half disevering fuckin up ya whole pattern. No matter in the worth that plays whole mislogical reappear no follow shit i'm lost to dark blind to see. What the fuck its all up to me. Blame put ya shit on me out to make the culprit. Unfortunate none what you take in it. Makin it you ain't less then what you is. You shit don't try to make for what you try to did. I'm rid ya ass is just dead lied down on the ground. While i'm just shootin off rounds. 4.4 to ya dome you ain't known. Its what i shown no face ya a

First Love
Hands touch,My heart flutters.Catching my breath,I look into your eyes.Palms sweating,I've never felt like this before.Leaning into you,I know you feel it too.A nervous laugh,A knowing smile.You lean in close.My heart smiles,As your lips touch mine.HEAVEN

Ancient Porn On The History Channel?
How many of you watch the History Channel? That’s what I thought, not many of you. Well, the History Channel might all of a sudden be on your saved channel list. A company called, Wild Dream Films, has produced a film called “Sex In The Ancient World - Egyptian Erotica” to aired on that boring History Channel. The producers claim hieroglyphics housed in the Museo Egizio in Turin show what they call the “the world’s first men’s magazine.” With no mass media in those days, they had to entertain themselves some way. So, what better way then to draw porno pictures. The more things change the more they stay the same. For more click it. http://heritage-key.com/review/worlds-oldest-lads-mag-erotic-hieroglyphs-recreated-history-channel At BlastFM we entertain you some of the hottest rock music ever recorded. No need going to a museum for music of the past and present. Just tune in to BlastFM. www.live365.com/stations/blastcasterfm .

The Pain Of Break-up And Aloneness
There's this place in me where your finger tips still rest... your kisses still linger and your whispers softly echo... It's the place where a part of you will forever be a part of me. Me, I'm scared of everything. I'm scared of who I am, what I saw, what I did, but most of all I'm scared of walking out of this room and never feeling for the rest of my life, the way I felt when I was with you. The passions we ignited within each other, never to to blaze high again.

Some People Are Kind Of Retarded....
I have seen several people waste their money and time here on fubar, and here are just two examples: Number one: I saw a person with a blast, but no default picture. How stupid is that? Number two: This happened to be tonight. Why the fuck would anybody be on HH if their profile is set to private?? No point in it, IMHO, because the only people who can go rate them is their friends who probably already rate them anyway. Wasted money and time.

There Really Should Be A Law Against This.
I worked a really late shift at work, from 4pm to almost 1am, well, I got off work at 12:30, got home at nearly 1, and then I am expected to return to work again at 9am this morning. I went to bed at 3am, because I needed my winding down time. Does this make any sense what so ever?? They need to change the law. I have been told that employers only have to allow 8 hours between shifts. Wtf ever happened to 8 hours of sleep?? I got THREE! FUCK THIS! I would like to call off work. I need the money though.

No Sense In Having Sense
I'm the bestest the freshest. You ever heard of kid. Look at what i did & how i'm doin it. You just a ruiner dementia 1-9 the 13 after next come the 14 i'm unseen. Wicked gullotine splicin down at ya spleen reppin holdin it down for the hatchet like dating singles & ya ass is just matched with bustin bottles of acid over ya head. Shootin with daggers goin into ya skin. I'm in the best you ain't had of gin with rum you just dum dum ya fuming at the mouth. Breakin you off with a 2 to 3 4 9 peace make it a monster into a king 11 44 killer hit combo knockin ya fallin yo ass flat into the car. Just like that background. I can spit i can spit a whole bunch of shit i'm rhyme worth it puttin so much in while you jerkin i'm layin down a fuckin hurting. With fist ya shoot & ya miss it's kris comin with that shit pop pop it don't fuckin stop i'm as nice & like in ya hair. You have lice I metaphorically in clinically connect chain wreck with the rhyme out of my mind. Not givin a dayum bout time. &

Be A Rat For The Irs
The Gestapo is alive and well but not where you think. The Gestapo is right here in the land of the free, America. In 2006 congress, where crooks galore reside, mandated the IRS to enlist the help of squealers to catch so called tax cheats (they could start with the current administration). As an incentive, they will give you a 15% to 30% cut of the tax they say the person owes. How sinister can you get? I turned in the director of the treasury but I was told he was exempt. Go figure. To find out how you get paid click here: http://articles.moneycentral.msn.com/Taxes/Advice/RatOutYourNeighborsGetPaidByTheIRS.aspx Turn yourself over to BlastFM and enjoy great music. Then turn your friends in to BlastFM so they can enjoy too. www.live365.com/stations/blastcasterfm .

Bad News For Good Girls
Φ Little girls, this seems to say, never stop upon your way, never trust a stranger friend, no-one knows how it will end! As you're pretty, so be wise! Wolves may lurk in every guise!Now, as then, it's simple truth, sweetest tongue has sharpest tooth!

Blocking Someone From My Cell Phone....and How People Are Stupid.
Ok, so, I stupidly gave someone my phone number a month back, thinking he would be a cool friend to text... and he sends messages like this: "Hola hola hola!!!!! How u d0ing? hEy y0 itS j0e!" The last part of it is his signature, which shows up with every text. His texts...they are like he is mass messaging people to see how many will respond. Anyway, he text me at 3 am one night, to see if "I" and probably countless many others, was/were awake. This i don't mind when it is, for example, my best friend or someone close to me. But he drove me nuts. So, I finally told him never to text me again, in which he replies...but I thought you liked texting, and you never text me back! BYE!. He still keeps texting me, even after I deleted his number from my contact list. And, me, I just ignore his messages. But today I am trying to figure out how to completely block his ass from my phone, and found this clever trick on Yahoo! Answers. The person said to reply to the texts with : "Your text has

Lost
I don’t know if you’re pushing me away or pulling me closerI don’t know where I standI don’t know what you want from meOr if you care at allYour words lash out and hurtThen lovingly draw me inI don’t know what you want from meDo you want this to endDon’t turn tablesOr place this on meJust come out and tell meWhat it is you wantI can’t read minds I don’t know where I standAre you pushing me awayOr are you going to finally let me in

Goodbye
I’m sure will come the dayThat we do say goodbyeAnd then we will knowYou took the coward’s wayChildren don’t forgetThey will learn and seeTheir minds will be forever corruptWith the horrid memorySelfish actsForever take holdLeaving destructionOn young and oldMind, soul, and bodySuch a wasteA coward’s actionsSet to paceI’m not the messengerOnly one left behindTo clean up the messSo you’ll still shineFor it is in their eyesThat I worryFor it in their eyesThat I seeUnconditional loveThat must stay with theeNot for youOnly for themThey are the angelsI cherish to the end!

Because Of You
I mistook by trying to ameliorate,I tried to listen to you the best I can.As for school, sometime I ran late,Just by attempting to be your last man.I ran out of time when we're talking.I can't discern mentally days & nights.I think more than twice before acting,Just to avoid depressions and fights.I rarely interact with my best friend,Just to win nothing, but your faithfulness,And not to bring about a tragic endTo our relationship in good success.I am an ardent admirer,Who's trying to get you attention,And, often, a good inqirer,Who's trying to get a special mention.I knew, I disobeyed sometime,Not to loose you, but to keep you.I'm proud of the fact I've done no crimeAnd I've done all of them because of you!

I Will Never Have You
I do not know what to think I do not know what to doI am sitting here in tears Because I will never be with youI thought you would be the oneTo take away my feelings of blueBut now I can seeThat I was so truely wrongI have been thinking a long time About you and meBut now I can seeThat maybe it was never meant to beWhere do I go from here?What am I meant to think?I think of you, and shed a tearAs my confidence slowly sinksI could not care lessAbout anything other than you right nowI feel such a messHow did I fall for you so quickly?Tell me...How?!You are so perfect in my mindI do not want no one else but youBut my friends keep telling meThat in timeI will find Someone newI do not think I can believe them this timeAs I like you so muchI can not help but imagine the wedding bells chimeBut you will never have feelings for me like that as such...

What Does A Guy Do
I was crying tonightWhile thinking of youYou're the one I lovewhat is a guy to do?Every time I think of youMy face begins to swellBut the only thing I feelIs a smile, beginning to dwellI am in love with someoneAnd I am being trueThat one girl I loveName starts with youEvery time I think of youMy heart goes very fastEvery time I talk to youTime seems to go so fastThe last time I want to talk to youIs the day one of us leavesBut please don't let that be soonI'm begging you I am on my knees…You are the one I loveAnd I think you already knewThe only thing I hopeIs that you love me too…I'm in this positionWhat's a guy to do?When he falls in love with someoneAs beautiful as you…

Cyber Love
Cyber love is a figment of our imagination. A wonderful fantasy of our individual creation. I bought all the lines that came to own me. Never understanding the feelings that I couldn't see. Never realizing my heart he was stealing. Too caught up in the overwhelming feeling. Some people need a lesson to learn. I got mine and can still feel the burn. I never allow myself to make the same mistake twice. So don't read more into my words because I'm just being nice. I can be your friend but my secrets you"ll never know. Inside of my heart is someplace you will never go. Even when you believe you are very close to me. A superficial women is all you will ever see. So don't ask me for love or something else I don't feel. I'm not trying to be a bitch ,I'm just keeping it real. Everything that matters is what I won't share. So don't be foolish and begin to really care. Please ask nothing from me except some casual chat. Because that is all I have to give..nothing but that. I'm so much wiser

Yesterday's Now
"Yesterday's Now" Yesterday is gone, like history, a flower wilted, shrewn A leaf blows away, a tree dies, a horse gallops. New life beginning, cocoon inside, Left for a warm spring sun... Seeds fall on a desolate path, hearts broken unfold. Pen in hand, despair to write, Jeans faded, worn and ripped Old hat hung on a door Who lives in such a soul? Loves to deep, laughing, crying, awaking, breathing, sighing... Mountain tops set a stage for sunsets blood. Live alone, tattered couch Sword in hand with arrows flying, Words so cold and fist clenched. Who could tell, when her teeth were so bare? She moves with flowing gown, White as the deep winter's snow. When do words fill a man to such hate? Rejected, admired then set assail He wears armor of iron to guard one's heart. Only to be pierced by cupid's deception. Forked teeth behind those lips of cherry. Bottles of wine so sweet to my tongue. Curse, swear, but not by heaven! For such clouds will billow full of love. You...alone...mi

Real Friends My Ass.
I do not believe their is such things as real net friends. I think people add someone they do not know then call them their friends just because their on a Friends List. Its Pathetic. I can't stand it when someone i don't know adds me then calls me Friend. NO ONE ON THE NET IS FRIENDS. just because you talk to someone on a regular basis you think their you're friends?...how idiotic.

Freedom Of Speech.
FuBar Won't Let Me Create MuMMs Because I Act Out My First Amendment Right To Freedom Of Speech. No Limitations. Either It Is Freedom Of Speech Without! Limitations Or The Government Should Do Away With This So Called Freedom Of Speech. How Can Anyone Say "FREEDOM OF SPEECH" & Not Allow Any Of Us To TRULY!!! Have It?...

Break The Line Between Fact And Fiction
Break the line between fact and fictionburn the cross of your own religionand accept your fate in the hands of your new fucking GodThere is no heaven, only hellyou'll live in the place with the burning flesh smelland every night filled with sound of the screaming dead.You cried to me to show you releifI came to you with knife in handYou regret the way you tortured meand your blood remains still in the sandNot a day goes by when i think of younothing close to a memory remainsI found my way to your grave last nightand I smiled as i thought about me ripping out your veinsEvery night I lie awakeHoping to hear, between the wave breaksa scream or a cry letting me know your sufferingor when i walk in the sandmaybe ill see your handreaching up for help as you drown in the darkness

Men...
men are like dogs ... they get distracted too easily, always sniffing someone elses ass...they'll leave their master as soon as someone shows them something better, they're always touching themselves (the would probably lick themselves if they could!) they beg for everything when they dont get what they want they'll attack you...and they seem to runaway once they see a door open and no one around to hold them back! just thought this was a bit funny.... don't mean to offend anyone

Eris For Dummies
Eris is a Greek goddess, the Latin form of her name being Discordia. She is best known as a goddess of chaos; She is mischievous and something of a trickster. She is sometimes described as the twin of Ares, daughter of Zeus and Hera, or, alternately, as the daughter of Nyx. The most well known story of Eris recounts how She instigated the Trojan War. Due to Her reputation of spreading discord, She was not invited to the wedding feast of Peleus and Thetis, the king of Aegina and a sea-nymph, respectively. Bitter as a result of the snub, She tossed into the party a golden apple inscribed with the word Kallisti, which translates ‘To the Prettiest One’, also known as the Apple of Discord. Naturally, all the goddesses fought for it, but in the end it came down to three, Hera, Athena, and Aphrodite. They petitioned Zeus to make the final decision on who it was intended for, but He wisely declined, and instead pointed to young Paris, son of Priam, the king of Troy’s estran

What! No G-spot?
You babes really had me fooled. I believed all this stuff you told me about your G-spot. You did it as a joke, right? All kidding aside, scientists (can you trust scientists these days?) tell us the G-spot is a myth. After all these years of feeling inadequate for not helping a babe have an orgasm. The years of trauma I’ve experienced. Well, now I can stop going to my shrink. I’m so relieved. But wait, what’s the new mark I have to hit? For more on the no to the G-spot http://www.foxnews.com/story/0,2933,581879,00.html?test=latestnews Here’s an easy spot to hit that will get you all excited when you feel the music BlastFM! www.live365.com/stations/blastcasterfm .

Real Fear
it will never be finished the fear that incases the soul the feeling that cant be diminished that can be as black as coal like something creeping up behind you and your scared to turn around trying to subdue the feeling but you cannot make a sound you close your eyes and count to ten and you slowly turn around and what you fear most is standing there and your frozen to the ground. its not a fairy tale creature that you find in a child's book but just a single person that your innocence, he has took

Energy Can Neither Be Created Nor Destroyed
The all-encompassing meaning of life for all human beings is to follow the pleasure principle. Everything that you do or think are merely levels of abstraction above seeking pleasure and avoiding pain, and which you believe are in your best interest for following this principle. It can be anything from the basic (eating a cookie), to a bit more complex and abstract (maintaining a healthy diet instead, believing the better health, increased energy, and being more physically attractive will make you happier than eating said cookie, for a longer period of time) to the highly abstract and complex (a father sacrificing himself for his family, say by jumping on a grenade. A variety of issues might come into play such as religion [and further, getting to go to heaven for what is believed to be such a "noble deed"], belief in offspring surviving on as a form of immortality, chemicals involved with love [and possibly thinking it better to die a hero and save loved ones than to live a coward and

Eight Systems Of Consciousness
The Eight Systems of Consciousness by Robert Anton Wilson from Cosmic Trigger: The Final Secret of the Illuminati Tunnel-Realities and Imprints To understand neurological space, Dr. Leary assumes that the nervous system consists of eight potential circuits, or "gears," or mini-brains. Four of these brains are in the usually active left lobe and are concerned with our terrestrial survival; four are extraterrestrial, reside in the "silent" or inactive right lobe, and are for use in our future evolution. This explains why the right lobe is usually inactive at this stage of our development, and why it becomes active when the person ingests psychedelics. We will explain each of the eight "brains" briefly. I. The Bio-Survival System This invertebrate brain was the first to evolve (2 to 3 million years ago) and is the first activated when a human infant is born. It programs perception onto an either-or grid divided into nurturing-helpful Things (which it approaches) and noxious-dangerous Thin

Just Some Thoughts....yeah, Mushy Ones.
Limitless possibilities Across the horizon I see All the opportunities That are there for you and me It’s not to be questioned Only allowed to move ahead Having so many options Is something special said Grasping every moment Every second that presents Not to waste a single chance Of emotions so intense Accepting what is given

Hmmm- A Ponder???
I have been asked......what is life without love? Consider this....what is love without life? I am still pondering this. One thought leads to another. I say that we should experience ALL the emotions in life. Without those not so pleasant ones, how would one learn to really appreciate the truly pleasant emotions? What with nothing to compare it to. Any thoughts?

Leno Will Be Cancelled
Who ever thought Jay Leno was going to be a big draw at 10PM should have had their head shrunk. Why NBC put Conan O’Brien in the Tonight Show seat is still a mystery to me. Because of terrible ratings Jay’s how will be cancelled and according to TMZ will be moved back to the Tonight Show. Who’s running NBC now, some retards that were just released from the loony bin? My expert suggestion is to put back the way it was. For more http://www.foxnews.com/entertainment/2010/01/07/lenos-future-air-rumors-swirl-hes-moving-late-night/ No need to move BlastFM. It just keeps on building the Big Mo. Go Baby Go! www.live365.com/stations/blastcasterfm

Firsts
Well, here's my first blog. Guess this is like a journal only everyone can read it. Hope not to bore you. :) Probably just be using this to post writings of mine, random thoughts(pretty much one in the same), the like. Now where to start... I remember when I was about 13, a McDonald's opened up in the local strip mall. Nothing fancy, just a McDonalds. 'Till then, our town had never had one, as it was rather small and had just been digging itself out of a bad recession. But, we had gotten a small amount of attention for having a Media Play(remember those? lol) open up in the same strip mall, so I guess the city council decided to let them tack on a McDonald's next to it for convenience sake. Anywho, they treated it as a pretty big deal, grand opening and all. Had coupons for free shakes, balloons for the kids, and they even had people dressed up as characters from McDonald Land. They had Grimice, Birdie, i think the Hamburgerler, and Ronald McDonald, of course.... Mayor McCheese was s

The 23 Enigma By Robert Anton Wilson
I first heard of the 23 enigma from William S Burroughs, author of Naked Lunch, Nova Express, etc. According to Burroughs, he had known a certain Captain Clark, around 1960 in Tangier, who once bragged that he had been sailing 23 years without an accident. That very day, Clark’s ship had an accident that killed him and everybody else aboard. Furthermore, while Burroughs was thinking about this crude example of the irony of the gods that evening, a bulletin on the radio announced the crash of an airliner in Florida, USA. The pilot was another captain Clark and the flight was Flight 23.Burroughs began collecting odd 23s after this gruesome synchronicity, and after 1965 I also began collecting them. Many of my weird 23s were incorporated into the trilogy Illuminatus! which I wrote in collaboration with Robert J Shea in 1969–1971. I will mention only a few of them here, to give a flavour to those benighted souls who haven’t read Illuminatus! yet:In conception, Mom and Dad

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Somthing wrong somthing not quite right touch me baby all through the night all my world is a bright delusion all my life is a torn curtin all my mind comes tumbling down im gettin tired of hanging around waiting around with my head to the ground i hear a very gentle sound very near very far very soft very clear come today baby come today .....

Roxxxy Never Says No
Artificial insemination allows women to have kids without intercourse with a man. OK, let’s go one better. Introducing ROXXXY, the female sex robot! At 5’7”, 120lbs she’s ready for action according to her inventor, Douglas Hines. Says Hines, "She can't vacuum, she can't cook but she can do almost anything else if you know what I mean." With ROXXXY at home who needs the frustration of trying to meet a human. Check her out http://www.foxnews.com/scitech/2010/01/11/worlds-life-size-robot-girlfriend/ BlastFM is a frustration free zone. Come and get your groove on! www.live365.com/stations/blastcasterfm

If You're Feeling Down..this Will Cheer You Up :) I See So Many Broken Hearts Here!!
It hurts to love someone and not be loved in return, but what is most painful is to love someone and never finding the courage to let the person know how you feel. Maybe God wants us to meet a few wrong people before meeting the right one so that when we finally meet the right person, we should know how to be grateful for that gift. Love is when you take away the feeling, the passion, the romance - and you find out you still care for that person. A sad thing about life is when you meet someone that means a lot to you, only to find out in the end, that it was never bound to be and you just have to let go. When one door of happiness closes, another opens but often we look so long at the closed door that we don't see the one which has been opened for us. The best kind of friend is the one you could sit on a porch, and swing with, never say a word, and then walk away feeling like that was the best conversation you've had. It's true that we don't know

Moments In Life
~THERE ARE MOMENTS IN LIFE WHEN YOU MISS SOMEONE SO MUCH THAT YOU JUST WANT TO PICK THEM FROM YOUR DREAMS AND HUG THEM FOR REAL...WHEN THE DOOR OF HAPPINESS CLOSES,ANOTHER OPENS,BUT OFTEN TIMES WE LOOK SO LONG AT THE CLOSED DOOR THAT WE DONT SEE THE ONE,WHICH HAS BEEN OPENED FOR US......DONT GO FOR LOOKS,THEY CAN DECEIVE...DONT GO FOR WEALTH EVEN THAT FADES AWAY,GO FOR SOMEONE WHO MAKES YOU SMILE..BECAUSE IT TAKES ONLY A SMILE TO MAKE A DARK DAY SEEN BRIGHT....FIND THE ONE THAT MAKES YOUR HEART SMILE.....DREAM WHAT YOU WANT TO DREAM~GO WHERE YOU WANT TO GO~BE WHAT YOU WANT TO BE~BECAUSE YOU HAVE ONLY ONE LIFE AND ONE CHANCE TO DO ALL THE THINGS YOU WANT TO DO.....MAY YOU HAVE ENOUGH HAPPINESS TO MAKE YOU SWEET...ENOUGH TRIALS TO MAKE YOU STRONG...ENOUGH SORROW TO KEEP YOU HUMAN...AND ENOUGH HOPE AND FAITH TO MAKE YOU HAPPY....THE HAPPIEST OF PEOPLE DONT NECESSARILY HAVE THE BEST OF EVERYTHING..THEY JUST MAKE THE MOST OF EVERYTHING THAT COMES ALONG THEIR WAY..THE BRIGHTEST FUTURE WILL A

Leno - O'brien Duke It Out
Move over Ali-Fraser the new heavy weights are Leno-O‘Brien. Now that Jay is moving back to The Tonight Show the barbs are getting sharper. And, so far, Conan is knocked out of a gig. The drama is great with these two but a third party has gotten involved. Letterman, the Clinton clone, is making hay on his show watching NBC’s dilemma. Stay tuned, it just got started: http://entertainment.blogs.foxnews.com/2010/01/14/jay-leno-gets-tonight-show-back-conan-obrien-is-out-report-says/?test=faces Listen to the giant of net radio BlastFM! It’s a hay maker www.live365.com/stations/blastcasterfm

Support Our Troops??umm...no
so begins my long ass blog blasting the "support our troops" bullshit. hope no one gets offended . but you probably will.. if your a slow ass country bible thumper like the rest of these yellow ribbon bastards,would be best stop reading now.and dont give me this "protecting our freedom" crap either..just like jesus dying for "my" sins,the troops are dying for "my" freedom...horseshit..dont make it out to be that they are doing anything for me..just like jesus..im getting no results.and how does bombing and killing brown people protect us? wake up and smell the giant steaming pile of red,white and blue bullshit. guess i got to be the one to tell it how it is.to be continued.....

Some Things I've Learned
I've learned that you cannot makesomeone love you. All you can do isstalk them and hope they panic and give in.I've learned that no matter how much I care,some people are just assholes.I've learned that it takes yearsto build up trust, and it only takessuspicion, not proof, to destroy it.I've learned that you can get byon charm for about fifteen minutes.After that, you'd better have a big dickor huge boobs.I've learned that you shouldn'tcompare yourself to others - they aremore screwed up than you think.I've learned that you can keep vomitinglong after you think you're finished.I've learned that we are responsiblefor what we do, unless we are celebrities.I've learned that regardless ofhow hot and steamy a relationship is atfirst, the passion fades, and there had betterbe a lot of money to take its place.I've learned that 99% of the time when somethingisn't working in your house, one of your dogs did it.Or one of your cats.I've learned that the people you care mostabout in life are take

Aggressive Music!
Putting together a burnt compliation cd for the work van titled - Road Rage! so far has : Smack my Bitch up - Prodigy Asshole - Dennis Leary Killing in the name of - RATM Control - Puddle of Mud Break Stuff - Limp few songs from Disturbed .......Any other suggestions?

I Need Someone
I need someone to hold me when I am cold I need someone to slow me down when life is passing me by I need someone who needs guidance as much as I I need someone in a time of need that will force my potential out when I can't I need someone who will forgive me for yesterday, accept me for today, and love me till tomorrow is late I need someone that wants me and only me, not my friends I need someone who is not looking for an image, but a personality and an idea I fear that my needs may be too simple for you and that you will take advantage. Though, my head does not support a fohawk, it holds up a complex and understanding mind... I need someone who will love and share it.

I Just Found Out I Had A Father
I had a father, someone other than Harry that called me son, the thought never even occured to me. Harry was all I needed, it was Harry who always had the answers. He knew who was good, bad, safe, and dangerous, I built my life on Harry's code, I live by it. But Harry lied, why would he do that, what else don't I know. My concrete foundation is turning to shifting sand. Maybe Rudy was right, you never can truely know anyone.

Boy In Blood
My sisters right I don't share my problems with her, or with anyone. Harry taught me that, secrecy, selfreliance, and a well stocked cupboard of hefty bags. Fortunatly I've never met a problem I can't handle, until that boy in the blood...he scares me, I want him to go away.

The Things You Can Do When You Put Your Mind To It
It is truely amazing the things you can do when you just put your mind to it. No problem is insurmountable not when you have the most excessable evidence locker in Miami. Sean did need to go away, but death wasn't the answer, life in prison will do just fine. For now atleast the code of Harry remains unbroken.

Still I Show No Pain
Still I Show No PainI don’t screamI don’t show no fearI show hateMy face was burningI wanted to diePleasure themselvesBut torture meI don’t cryNot giving them the satisfactionSmacked aroundBeat downStill I show now painHarder and HarderStill I show no painCursingStill I show no painInside meStill I show no painAbout 2 hoursFelt like a life timeEverything they hoped for they didn’t getUntil I got homeI cried my eyes outIn the showerI cried my eyes outOn my bedI cried my eyes outBest friends shoulderI cried my eyes outWhen ever I think about itI cry my eyes outWhen someone touches meI feel it againUntil I’m aware that its someone I loveAnd I grow comfortable again

Dark Secret
Dark Secret He took me to his roomLaid me on the bedCan you keep a secret?That is what he said.He put his hands all overThen he pushed insideTook away my dignityHe took away my pride.Eight years I lived in fearWondering what to doI'd like to ask my motherWhat if that were youBeing explored in placesI didn't know were thereFeeling so aloneBeing so scaredThe whole time I wonderedIf anyone even cared.So if someone asks if you can keep a secret,make sure you know what that secret isbefore you make any promises.A secret that can hurt or even kill you or someone elseis not a secret worth keeping.

Love
Wait until you find a guy that calls you beautiful instead of hot or sexy. Who calls you back when you hang up on him. Who will stay awake just to watch you sleep. Wait for the person who kisses your forehead, who wants to show you off to the world, who holds your hand in front of their friends. Wait for the one who is constantly reminding you of how much they love you and how lucky they are to have you in their life. Wait for the one you never have to worry about cheating on you. Wait for the one who turns to their friends and says " Theres my baby." Wait for true love because there is someone out there for everyone.

Obama Pays Off His Rich Buddies
So much for Obama’s pledge that his government would be open and fair. The health care bill is being put together behind closed doors. So only the administration know what it has in it. Now Obama gives a rich donor to his campaign a fat government contract without going through the bidding process. In this presidency all the presidents friends are making money. To bad for us. Can I bum $10 for a cup of coffee? http://www.foxnews.com/politics/2010/01/25/obama-administration-steers-lucrative-bid-contract-afghan-work-dem-donor/ No need to bum anything to listen to BlastFM. It’s free to you man! www.live365.com/stations/blastcasterfm

My Reality
The reality is there is nobody left alive that can handle my truth. James always sensed I was hiding something, now he knows. My Devil danced with his Demon and now the fiddlers tune is far from over. Sometimes I wonder what it would be like for everything inside me that is denied and unknown to be revealed, but I'll never know. I live in hiding, my survival depends on it.

In Your Darkest Dreams
Everyone would probably thank me if they knew what I had done, deep down I'm sure they'd appreciate alot of my work. This is what it must el like to walk in full sunlight, my darkness revealed, my shadow self embraced. Yea they see me, I'm one of them...In they're darkest dreams.

A Very Good Friend
i am very worried about my very best friend ...i havent heard from him in such a long time...i think he might have gone to hati to help out...he usually informs me though....guess this is where patience is really a virtue sighssssssss ...miss u jeff

Names.
I do have a given name. It is not baby, babe, sweetheart, darling, honey or anything else that is mushy and sentimental. It is Elena. I can not stand being called by any other name. Oh, if you do not like me by being blunt and forward then you know where the door is. Have a nice day.

Johnny Depp Is Alive And Well
You with the Twitter account, did you hear Johnny Depp died in a car accident in France? If you did he didn’t. That cleared up, he came in second in the Harris Poll of the much loved Hollywood celebs. He was beat out by, of all people, Dirty Harry, Clint Eastwood. If you know how that happened let me know will ya. For poll results http://movies.yahoo.com/feature/movie-talk-johnny-depp-no-2.html BlastFM is alive and well and number 1 in its genre. That’s according to Live365.com. Tune in a find out why. www.live365.com/stations/blastcasterfm

Knowing Someone.
Do not judge people because of hear say. For it is wrong. Get to know a person. Ask questions. Talk with them and get to know the real person. You will be surprised of what you will find out. Know what they are like, know what they like and do not like. Learn if they have a family, or what their favorite colors are. Just know the person not the shell.

Your Love
Lost in this feeling; this heart felt sense; i find myself kneeling; caught behind this barred fence. In this cave with no light; in this cage with no door; not knowing left from right; now crawling on the floor. Then out of the nowhere; in the distance comes light; from the darkness comes a tare; making day out of night. In this a new day; onc more i can see; and beyond the lights ray; you are waiting for me. Cause of how much you care; the cave started to give;

My Dream Girl
A beauty like sunset; a heart made of gold; i felt it since we met; my heart she does hold. Butterflies i do feel; with each touch of her skin; can this all be real; or am i dreaming again? For if this is a dream; i pray i wont wake; cause her love it seems; its from the heart not fake. For her i have love; this very rare pearl; this beautiful dove; my lovely dream girl. Written by: Jay For: Heather 4-30-07

Hope
It's an odd sensation to be experiencing what might be called hope for the first time in my life. At the same time I suddenly find myself weighing the benefits of electrcusion verses leathal injection...but here I am.

Sorry
If tomorrow, I should never wake up,I wanted to say I'm sorry. I'm sorry for what I've done, and what I haven't done. I could have done more, I should have done more. If I harmed you, yelled at you, ignored you, or didn't care...I'm sorry If tomorrow, I should never wake up, I wanted to say Thank you. If me and you were the best of friends, thank you for always being there. If me and you only talked once and a while, and didn't go to the same parties, and were.... not good friends: thank you for humbling me. You are not perfect, but I am not either, but thank you for having a part in my life. If tomorrow, I should never wake up, I wanted to say everything I never had time to.

Life
Life can stab you in the back or give a sweet soft kiss it can bring you pain and love and give you all you wish. It can be good, it can be bad but always is unique for you live your own true life that no one else can beat. Through all the tears and loneliness you sing a lifelong song "Always do what is right, and never what is wrong."

I Am Afraid To Love You, Yet I Love You
I am afraid to love, and yet I love you. My fear is like a wall I walk right through. The wall is there, and yet it doesn't stop me. I need it still, and yet I still need you. I know someday we will be in a field Surrounded by the blessing of the sky. I'll dance with all the freedom of pure joy, Needing you without a reason why. But now I'm still afraid that I might lose you, That you might not accept my desperate need. You make me laugh and cry and be complete.

Tears Of Pain
These tears fall like pounding rain, but my cries out are all in vain,stop the endless needless chatter and asking what the hells the matter..id tell you but I'm stuck in chains,come help me release this numbing pain

Friends
Best friends are supposed to be forever They're supposed to really careThey're supposed to be the ones who will always be thereBest friends aren't always what you think they're supposed to beI don't care who you are, someday you will seeI used to have a friend that I cared sooo much aboutBut in the end things just didnt work outI thought it was perfectI thought it was the best friendship everI can't belive I really thought it was gonna be foreverThere really is no such thing as a forever with friendsBut there is a such thing as a never again once it endsI guess in the end it will all work outMaybe thats what "friendship life" is all about'Having them and losing them'

Forever My Love
Thinking about you all day and all night,Thinking about you and whats wrong and right.All kinds of thoughts running through my mind,The thought of your touch sends chills down my spine.People say its just a crush, but I think its more.I swear that I love you and you're the only one I adore.I want to be close to your body, and feel your sweet embrace.I want to be so close that you can feel my heart race.The butterflies in my stomach have got to be the best part.I want to lose all control; I'm just not sure when to start.I want you to love me, so dear and so true.I want you to love me the way that I love you.I am giving you my heart, so don't let me down.Treat me like a queen, and let your love be my crown.Give me all of you, and I will give you all of me.And our love will be perfect, the whole world will see

Always Together Never Apart
Always together, never apart The most Prized possession in my heart My heart beats pure my heart beats true Always remember I love you Like the rose that blossoms from the ground Always growing yet no sound A symbol that enters to the heart With no end but an eternal start Always together, never apart The most prized possession in my heart My heart beats pure my heart beats true always remember I love you Star-crossed lovers sharing a lasting bond With one small beginning like the ripples of a moonlit pond Three small words hold the power to blossom and bloom like a new spring flower Always together, never apart The most prized possession in my heart My heart beats pure my heart beats true always remember I love you the shed of blood, the clash of swords locked behind the steel doors taken away from one another But the distance strengthens each other Always together, never apart The most prized possession in my heart My heart beats pure my heart beats true always remember I lo

Best I Know
Can't get you out of my mind,My eyes are going blind.Only thing I see,Is pictures of you and me. Time goes by so fast,I am trying to forget the past.Move on with you,I know babe, we can make it through. You don't realize what you mean to me,How you make me so happy.How every time I'm down,You say one word, no more frowns. Babe, meaning the world,making me shiver and all the times my heart twirled.You are my everything. Tears come, as I think of me and you,because you're the one I want forever, through and through.Babe, I can't live without you in my dreams. My world, My everything, No one better, No one I want, Not another.Best I've had, Best I'll have, Best I know,And I want it all to show!

Dream And Feel
I dream what you're dreamingi feel what you're feelingbut can you feel the hurt inside buried?the dreams of you, how i want us to be badly married?can you feel the actions how you treat me everyday?the dreams i have i badly want to go awayfeelings i want to just let it outdreams i wish could happen, but that's a doubt who knew you'd change that quickly?and how you could just say BYE or OVER to me?you weren't the guy i used to knowthe guy who is now, is the one who let me goi wish i didn't let this to happenthen i guess everything would be happy, and the sadness will endi just wish i never met youand not to hear the words said back to me "i love you too"

He Is No Longer Mine
She had been hurting so much.What she really needed was that one favorite touch.Just thinking of what was to happen made her heart pound.The thoughts of him with her were about to be drowned.Against her soft skin, the razorblade was so cold.It felt good, but the best was yet to unfold.As she pushed hard and dragged the blade along her wrist,a trail of blood certainly did persist.The thin line of blood was not so thin anymore.It started to bubble up and drip to the floor.The beautiful red crimson was so warm.To anyone else, this would not be the norm.But to me, this is how I deal.Tell me now, how do you feel?How do you feel, knowing you are the main reason I do this?You know it hurts me and somehow it gives you bliss.I'm sorry I hurt you and made mistakes.Do you even realize how much my heart aches?I want you back, I really do.Oh my God, you have no clue.I've tried to get you back, but you won't give me a second chance.What I would do to have a second chance.If only I could have that se

Incurable
It eats through your bonesand scrapes across your fleshmaking its presence knowninside, it will remainwithin your heart. that ache you feelfrom a love now losthis words give birth,create a virus.the sharp teeth you feelgnawing inside your chest.there is no cure for cancer-especially when plantedby the one you love. you give your all to life, for loveyet you will not survive.a heart cannot withstand a blow such as thisthe poison sinking through. blackened, with cold lacerations,it struggles to breatheemotions withering,the sickness takes its toll. your love is gone,has walked awayyour heart begins to burn,slowly turning to remains of gray. once in love,now left with heartachea past filled with joy,a future stained with silence. you gave to him your heart,but yet he sent it backwith an incurable disease. when love is removed,a cancerous heart will expire... forsaken and alone.

Nights Of Silence
Those long nights of dreaded silence. The raw, burning scream chafe at my throat and heart. Screams that come out as whispers. The anger and resentment that has created the bitterness inside myself, slowly dissolves leaving a trail of hate that will never leave. The worst isn't over The acke now comes. That incredible, overbearing sadness that sufficates and chokes. I lay silent staring at the bare wall. I act calm and collected. Peaceful. But inside my weary body, I am drowning, screaming for help. The feeling of hopelessness washes over, for my pleas are ignored. My face wrinkles. I feel old, tired, and used. With a sigh, I roll over onto my other side and try to shove the pain.

Silent Cry
No one understood her,they never saw the fall,she took the day he left her,once and for all. the days they dragged on slowly,she bravely hid the tears,so that no one would see,how hurt she really was. she found ways to help the pain,like cutting open veins,watching the red blood flow,down her pale flesh.

Putting Out On The First Date
Putting out on the first date sounds good to me and to most other guys. If you don’t then when do you give it up ladies? You could just wait till you get married before you do the nasty but what babe can wait that long? Little confusing isn’t it? Well check out some suggestions from sex educator Dr. Yvonne K. Fulbright. http://www.foxnews.com/story/0,2933,584191,00.html?test=faces You can educate yourself to the great music on BlastFM. All you need to do it tune us in! www.live365.com/stations/blastcasterfm

Number 16 For Roger
The master did it again. Roger Federer won the Australian Open beating Scot Andy Murray. Federer won his 16th major with ease in straight sets. He hardly had time to break a sweat. It seems the only other player that can challenge him is Spaniard Rafael Nadal. Unfortunately, Nadal is working through some injuries. Without question this winner of 16 majors is one of the greatest tennis players the sport has ever seen. Hurry back Rafe. Roger needs a worthy challenger. http://www.foxnews.com/story/0,2933,584406,00.html?test=latestnews BlastFM is a worthy station to listen to. Great music 24/7 for your enjoyment. www.live365/stations/blastcasterfm

...disrespect...
im a very tolerant women. there are very lil that gets under my skin to the point where im gonna try and rip your head off. 1] dont mess with my kids!! 2] stay out of my stuff!!! and theres more to that list but those are the two that pertain to my horrible weekend. over the past few months i have had to move out of my house due to financial problems, leaving me with no choice but to move from place to place. the father of my children decides to take it upon himself and go through my old house illegally as its still in my name and root through my things and take what interests him. then also proceeds and rumage thro what i managed to put away in my friends attic and in both instants he takes thing that once belonged to my dearly departed pap among other things but those items pissed me off. so i had to spend the money on a rental and everything just so i could make a trip and get my things and god knows what else that son of a bitch took. once there he refuses to get up and give me my

Who Will Win The Razzies???
I can’t wait till March 6th cause that’s the day the winners of the Golden Raspberry Awards will be announced. Up for the worst actress are Sandra Bullock, Miley Cyrus and Beyonce Knowles. Will Ferrell is nominated on the guys side. Who ever wins deserves the award so it doesn’t matter who wins. I have my favorites do you? Here are all the nominees: http://www.foxnews.com/entertainment/2010/02/01/ferrell-megan-fox-nominated-worst-actor-actress/?test=faces BlastFM should be nominated for the best new internet station of the year. Tune in and vote. www.live365.com/stations/blastcasterfm

The Lingerie Football League Plays This Sunday
This Super Bowl Sunday is the biggest TV watching day of the year. If the Super Bowl gets boring I have a suggestion. The 7th Annual Lingerie Football League is playing their championship game the same Sunday. If you like watching babes wearing very little and playing football then this might be for you. A word of caution, these babes don’t fool around. They hit and take hits. They are great athletes with hot bodies. Take a look http://video.foxsmallbusinesscenter.com/v/4004630/a-sexy-alternative-to-the-super-bowl?category_id=87013#/v/4004630/a-sexy-alternative-to-the-super-bowl/?playlist_id=87013 We love the LFL at BlastFM. They play hard and give you great entertainment as does BlastFM. www.live365.com/stations/blastcasterfm

Life
its soo cool when you try so hard to do something in life and make something of your self so you can be with your love and help and support her and be with her, but you have life pulling at your feet and every time you have ever been able to make something goodout of your life something has to fuck it up and ruin everything and this has been going on your entire life then something special you really want comes along and its out your reach because your entire life you have strived to make it better and you are still where you began along time ago. You want something you cant have because of something holding you back and you need help but the help you need you can never get only the help you don't need you can get.

Matador, 16, Kills 6 Bulls!
Spanish bullfighter Miguel Sanchez Alonso, who is 16, killed 6 bulls in just two and a half hours on Saturday in Caceres, Spain. Not only is it remarkable for a young man to do it but in 2007 he almost died from being gored by a bull in Mexico. He started bullfighting at the age of 6. Says Sanchez Alonso, “Ever since I was very small I have had this in my genes." Bravo Maestro!!! For the rest of the story: http://www.foxnews.com/story/0,2933,585008,00.html?test=latestnews Bravo BlastFM for the great music played. Do yourself a favor and check it out! www.live365.com/stations/blastcasterfm

Self Preservative
Sometimes i wish could just slit my throat. Scream shout cry & die no reasons why. If ya look at this i don't care. Cuz i'm fucking bored. & having the most miserable life now. & everybody treats me like crap. Doesn't feel what the fuck i'm saying. Superbowl is nice but it is really boring. & can careless bout the teams. That are playing. My life is shitty i'm lonely but fine & have no woman. That is not close. Top of that i'm going to virginia. Like if that fucking matters. Not really anybody calls me or talks to me anymore. I don't know really why the fuck i'm here. I'm bored & there isn't anything good on tv coming on tonight. Nothing in my life is ever right. If anything i should deserve a woman more then that dude or whoever. But i'm just ignored & thrown around. With that forgotten. & so that is that. Am i really getting anywhere or through your head with this. Probably not if i am then i don't care or give a shit. It's only more of a lesser value. & i'm thirsty ain't nothing to

9/11 Aerial Photos Released
When JFK was shot in Dallas, Texas people could tell you where they were when the news broke. The same is true for September 11, 2001. Most people can tell you where they were and what they were doing when the news broke. That horrific day will for ever be imbedded in the American consciousness. And rightfully so. We must never forget what happened in New York City that day and who is responsible. The NYPD has just released some aerial photos of that terrorist attack on America soil. http://www.foxnews.com/story/0,2933,585403,00.html?test=latestnews BlastFM - Where music radio comes alive. www.live365.com/stations/blastcasterfm

Darkness
i apeal to all who live in darkness some are missled.thinking darkness means all about ,i hate my self,i'm evil. now look at your self tryin to do wrong,tryin to do right just like the others you stile don't get it. it's not about right not obout wrong it's about power who's got the power to look inside themself and see there true face. take your fear's and turn them ino your strenth,and use itfor what you belive in. kno your stenths,know your weekness,make it yur power

The Real Little Mermaid Story She Dies.....
When the Little Mermaid turns 15 she ventures to the surface. She sees a ship with a handsome prince, and falls in love with him. There comes a great storm, and the prince almost drowns, but the Little Mermaid saves him and she delivers him unconscious to the shore near a temple. Here she waits until he is found by a young girl from the temple. The prince never sees the Little Mermaid.The Little Mermaid asks her grandmother whether humans can live forever if they do not drown. She is told that no, humans have an even shorter lifespan than mermaids. Mermaids live for 300 years, but when they die they turn to sea foam and cease to exist. Humans, on the other hand, have a short lifespan on earth, but they have an eternal soul that lives on in heaven even after they die. The Little Mermaid spends her days longing for the prince and for an eternal soul. At last she goes to the Sea Witch who sells her a potion that gives her legs, in exchange for her tongue; the Little Mermaid has the pretti

The Story Of Cupid
There is a very interesting story about Cupid and His mortal Bride Psyche in Roman mythology. Venus was jealous of the beauty of Psyche, and ordered Cupid to punish the mortal. But instead, Cupid fell deeply in love with her. He took her as his wife, but as a mortal she was forbidden to look at him. Psyche was happy until her sisters persuaded her to look at Cupid. As soon as Psyche looked at Cupid, Cupid punished her by leaving her. Their lovely castle and gardens vanished too. Psyche found herself alone in an open field with no signs of other beings or Cupid. As she wandered trying to find her love, she came upon the temple of Venus. Wishing to destroy her, the goddess of love gave Psyche a series of tasks, each harder and more dangerous then the last. For her last task Psyche was given a little box and told to take it to the underworld. She was told to get some of the beauty of Proserpine, the wife of Pluto, and put it in the box. During her trip she

Jail House Rockin' In Saudi Arabia
So you want to be a rock band in Saudi Arabia. No you don’t. Reports indicate the radical aspects of Muslimism can wind you up in the can for rockin‘. In Saudi Arabia there is the religious police called Mutaween. They go around arresting bands for giving concerts without a permit. Guess what? You can’t get a permit to play rock music. So you think you have it bad here in the good old US of A. Best you think twice about criticizing America. Read the story http://www.foxnews.com/story/0,2933,585779,00.html?test=faces BlastFM is without question rocking the world. Ask them in Croatia. www.live365.com/stations/blastcasterfm

The Truth About Me
Tell em all I'm on vacation,Say I went to visit friends,That you ain't heard or seen from me in quite a while,When they ask you where I've been,Tell em I'm out on the west coast where it don't ever rain,And that I'm probably doing fine,(Chorus)Just don't tell em I've gone crazy,That I'm still strung out over you,Tell em anything you want to,Just don't tell em all the truth,Yeah don't tell em all the truth,Tell em all I'm out in Vegas,Blowin' every dollar I ever made,Tell em that I must be into something bad for me cause,I sure lost a lot of weight,Tell em I'm out on the road with some old rock and roll band,Living like a gypsy can,(Chorus)The truth is that I'm asking you to lie,And we both know that it ain't right,But if you ever loved me please,Have some mercy on me,Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah,Tell em anything you want to,Just don't tell em all the truth,Yeah don't tell em all the truth,I still need you,Yeah that's the truth,I still love you,Baby that's the truth.

How Stupid Are California Cops?
~~~~~~~~Sniplet from FoxNews~~~~~~~~~~~~ Gun rights advocates have a California police detective in their crosshairs after he apparently posted comments on Facebook advocating that "open carry" supporters should be shot. East Palo Alto Police Det. Rod Tuason apparently posted the remarks on his Facebook page in response to a friend's status update, which suggested that gun advocates who carry unloaded weapons openly — which is legal in California — should do so in places like "Oakland, Richmond and East Palo Alto" and not just in "hoity toity" cities. "Haha we had one guy last week try to do it!" Tuason replied. "He got proned out [laid face-down on the ground] and reminded where he was at and that turds will jack him for his gun in a heartbeat!" Several comments later, the detective suggested shooting the gun rights advocates, some of whom have carried firearms openly in recent weeks in California's Bay Area, particularly at Starbucks locations. "Sounds like you had someo

The Birthday
You come home to what appears to be an empty house and wonder if I've forgotten your birthday. On the fridge is a folded note with your name on it in my handwriting. You open it and read, a smile growing on your face as you read what I've written to you. "No, I haven't forgotten your birthday, baby. Getting things together to make it just right for you. Today is all about you and your pleasure. Please go ahead and enjoy a nice hot shower and I'll be with you as soon as I can. I love you, baby. Never forget that.-James" With a grin, you head for the bathroom and slowly remove your clothes as you wonder what I have planned for the day for you. You turn the shower on and step in, letting the water just massage you as it runs over your soft skin and your thoughts turn to more and more naughty images of what kind of night it's going to be. Your hands run over your slippery body as you think and you start to moan as your fingers start to play gently with your nipples. Your eyes close as one

Home Cumming
You come home from a short trip and find a note from me on the door. "Baby, I'm sorry I can't be here to meet you at the door, but there are a few things I wanted to get done before you got home and, if you're reading this, I haven't quite finished up yet. I've called a babysitter and everything's all set, so if you'd like to take the kids over there, I can give you a proper welcome home while they stay the night. I love you and have missed you terribly." You smile at what my idea of a proper welcome home might be, and take the kids over, kissing them goodbye for the night from both of us. You get back home with a smile on your face, anticipating what I have planned, only to come in and find the house appearing to be empty. You close the door and look around, a little confused, before you notice the rose petals on the floor making a bit of a trail, but leading in an odd direction. You raise your eyebrows, thinking of how interesting the day might be as you follow the rose petals into t

Auction!
Want My Points For 12 Hours? Well This Is How It Is Gonna Work! I Am Gonna Auction Off My Points! The Bids R Gonna Start At 1 Auto 11! If U Win U Get 2 Pick What Day & What 12 Hours U Want! I Will Promote U In My Status & Will Promote It In A Bulletin & A Bully! I Will Also Bomb During The 12 Hours U Get My Points! So Let The Bidding Start..lol! =) This Auction Will End On Thursday Feb.18,2010

Beautiful Explanation Of Death
~DEATH~ WHAT A WONDERFUL WAY TO EXPLAIN IT .. A sick man turned to his doctor as he was preparing to Leave the examination room and said, 'Doctor, I am afraid to die. Tell me what lies on the other side.' Very quietly, the doctor said, 'I don't know.' 'You don't know? You, a Christian man, Do not know what is on the other side?' The doctor was holding the handle of the door; On the other side came a sound of scratching and whining, And as he opened the door, a dog sprang into the room And leaped on him with an eager show of gladness. Turning to the patient, the doctor said, 'Did you notice my dog? He's never been in this room before. He didn't know what was inside. He knew nothing except that his master was here, And when the door opened, he sprang in without fear. I know little of what is on the other side of death,

Baby, I Am Always Beside You!!
If you ever get lost, I’ll be there to shine my lightYou’ll see I will always there by your sideLighting your darkness, helping you see what's rightAnd lift your head up high, get back your strideIf you find yourself walking down a lonely roadWondering endlessly with despair in your eyesI’ll be there to shine my light, to take the loadOff your heavy heart, I’ll left you up, help you riseWhen ever you feel you’re questioning the truthAnd the struggles cloud your feelings insideI’ll shine my light down and bring back our youthWhere there are no tears, when you never cried I’ll be here until the end of time just for youForever by your side to always shine my lightTo see you smile, to feel a love so strong so trueI’ll give my soul to help you make it through the night

Who I Am
I am the one who's at there side, the one they talk to when someone lied, so weather it be on the phone, in person, or on cam, I am there, I am who i am... I see the things they wish to hide, all the things they keep inside, I understand the feelings they don't know, even the ones they do not show, I hear the things they want and see the things they need, I offer only what i can, in hopes they will succeed, so weather it be on the phone, in person, or on cam, I am there, I am who i am...

Drinkin Vocabulary Challenge
Things that are difficult to say when you're drunk...a) Innovativeb) Preliminaryc) Proliferationd) CinnamonThings that are VERY difficult to say when you're drunk...a) Specificityb) British Constitutionc) Passive-aggressive disorderd) TransubstantiateThings that are ABSOLUTELY IMPOSSIBLE to say when you're drunk...a) Thanks, but I don't want to sleep with you.b) Nope, no more booze for me.c) Sorry, but you're not really my type.d) No kebab for me, thank you.e) Good evening officer, isn't it lovely out tonight?f) I'm not interested in fighting you.g) Oh, I just couldn't - no one wants to hear me sing.h) Thank you, but I won't make any attempt to dance, I have no co-ordination. I'd hate to look like a fool.i) Where is the nearest toilet? I refuse to vomit in the street.j) I must be going home now as I have work in the morning.

Restless Age
Walking through the darkness here,When down my cheek there rolls a tear.That tear transforms to a burning rage,Which lasts throughout this restless age.In dark of night, In peaceful grove,I feel the shadow's toll.Demons haunt my heart and soul,Preventing me from being whole.In darkness comes the pain of death,And from the shadow comes a test.Of pain and suffering all abound,And demons come from all around.This world has plunged to a darkened place,And through my eyes I see his face.He haunts my dreams and clouds my mind,He causes me to feel I'm blind.For I see nothing but darkness now,And my soul burns under his evil scowl.Soon it will end in bloody toil,As my blood spills to the soil.And death shall find me in the end,But then something new shall begin...

This Wicked Shit
I'm the most insane wickedest psychotic. Switch pockets like you ain't got wallets. Sneak close & i hit you with a mallet. Let me tell you why i'm wicked & how i do it. Ya license expired. & there's no way of renewing it. Check it ima beast then off at the leash. What you wanting a release to think you can get a piece. Have ya missing even if it's right your hidden tooth. I'm nice see how i spit. When i'm in the booth. Ya my whole name was kristen when i was born. I didn't like it i much despited it. Thank god it wasn't ruth. I'm the the truth I gets down i'm off to take the crown so sit ya ass down. Or go run from town. My lack of motivation is equation of relation. What station you placing saw friday the 13th but my name is not jason. A life between force & a throat that is hoarse. Whip up & between course. Ya dead in a hearst. Life for me ain't nothing but much worse. How can i fucking tell it. Shit is so relavent. I'm wicked insane intelligent with a mind. That is more defined then

Ayumi Hamasaki-a Song For Xx
doushite naite iru no doushite mayotte ru no doushite tachidomaru no nee oshiete itsu kara otona ni naru itsu made kodomo de ii no doko kara hashitte kite nee doko made hashiru no ibasho ga nakatta mitsukaranakatta mirai ni wa kitai dekiru no ka wakarazu ni itsu mo tsuyoi ko da ne tte iware tsudsukete'ta nakanaide erai ne tte homeraretari shite ita yo sonna kotoba hitotsu mo nozonde'nakatta dakara wakaranai furi wo shite ita doushite waratte ru no doushite soba ni iru no doushite hanarete'ku no nee oshiete itsu kara tsuyoku natta itsu kara yowasa kanjita itsu made matte ireba wakariaeru hi ga kuru mou hi ga noboru ne sorosoro ikanakya itsu made mo onaji tokoro ni wa irarenai hito o shinjiru koto tte itsu ka ura kirare hanetsukerareru koto to onaji to omotte ita yo ano koro sonna chikara doko ni mo nakatta kitto ironna koto shirisugite'ta itsu mo tsuyoi ko da ne tte iwaretsudsukete'ta nakanaide erai ne tte homeraretari shite ita yo sonna fuu ni mawari ga ieba iu hodo ni warau koto

Nami Tamaki-reason
Tooku hanareteru hodo ni chikaku ni kanjiteru Samishisa mo tsuyosa e to kawatteku ...Kimi wo omotta nara Machi mo hito mo yume mo Kaete yuku jikan ni Tada sakaratte ita Kotoba wo kasanetemo wakariaenai koto Mada shiranakatta ne Kimi dake wo dakishimetakute nakushita yume kimi wa "Akiramenaide" to itta Tooku hanareteru hodo ni chikaku ni kanjiteru Samishisa mo tsuyosa e to kawatteku ...Kimi wo omotta nara Setsunaku mune wo sasu sore wa yume no kakera Ari no mama deaeteta sono kiseki Mou ichido shinjite Kimi ga inai hibi ni zutto tachidomatta Demo arukidashiteru Kimi to wakachiatta dono guuzen ni mo imi ga Sou kanarazu atta Sorezore no yume wo kanaete mata meguriau toki Guuzen wa unmei ni naru Yabureta yakusoku sae mo chikai ni kaeta nara Ano basho de deau toki Ano koro no futari ni nareru kana? "Yasashisa" ni nite iru natsukashii omokage Me wo tojite mieru kara Te wo furezu aru koto wo shiru kara Asu ni

Nami Tamaki-realize
Tadoritsuku basho sae mo wakaranai Todoku to shinjite ima omoi wo hashiraseru yo Katachi kaete yuku kokoro mo kono machi mo Dakedo kienai negai ga aru Chigau yume wo mite onaji sora nagamete Ano hi chikatta makenai koto Zutto futari kono te tsunagezu ni Umarete kita imi wo sagashiteta Tadoritsuku basho sae mo wakaranai Todoku to shinjite ima omoi wo hashiraseru yo Ayamachi mo setsunasa mo koeru toki Negai ga hikari dakishimeru Mirai wo yobisamashite Kaze ni nagareteku ano kumo no kodoku wo Kimi mo dokoka de kanjiteru no? Yume wo mamoru tame tagai wo kizu tsuke Senaka awase ni aruite kita Kitto itsuka wakariaeru darou Onaji kimochi de iru shinjitai Mayou koto osorezu ni habatakeru Kodou ga namiutsu Mada yume wo akiramenaide Kurayami mo kodoku ni mo tachimukau Kimi to deaeta yorokobi wo Kanarazu tsutae ni ikou Tadoritsuku basho sae mo wakaranai Todoku to shinjite ima omoi wo hashi

Alone
i walk through this life alone tho there are people around me it seems like a big dark empty world and the walls area closeing in. not just on my body but on my heart and soul i wanna cry for help dont cuss i feel like it wouldnt do any good tho like no matter what. i spent my life trying to be a man now im just this scared little boy cry wanting all the hurt and pain to go away people say im a good person but do they really know me the real me how bad and spoiled i am inside its like i try to be what everyone wants me too me but its like im wrong on what they want and fail i goo soo high and fall soo hard and this time i dont think i have the well to get back onto my feet or the hope tooo like all my reasons have just went out the window and wonder why am i here on this planet

Elementary School Approves Match Making For Students
It must be something in the water in Elwood, Indiana. How else to you explain the superintendent, Thomas Austin, approving a matching making web site for his elementary students. For parent Michelle Everett, it is not right for the school to sanction matching. Says Everett “A tenth-grader matched with a sixth-grader? And the School is promoting it, and it’s inappropriate.” The kids apparently like it. Cause the school is making money. http://www.foxnews.com/story/0,2933,587496,00.html At BlastFM we match the music to the listener. www.live365.com/stations/blastcasterfm

In Vain
IN VAINDid you ever wanna disappearand leave all of it behind?Did you ever dream of contentnessthat is impossible to find?Did you ever want to close your eyesand see nothing but white mist?Leaving behind all the blacknesswalking away from the dark abyss.Moving further towards the lighttill the shadows disappearLetting go of the hatred, sadness and hopelessnessSaying good bye to all your fears.When you reach it, you can touch the lightIts peaceful, youre contentYou feel warm and safe and happyForgetting all that was before you went...Looking down from your havenYour smile starts to fadeThere is ruin left behindWitness the sadness that you madeChildren crying, where is mom?Why'd she leave us, what'd we do?Were we bad? Were we mean to her?We should have done what she asked us to..Friends confused and shakenShaking their heads, wiping tearsThey never saw it coming,Though it was building up for years.Brothers and sisters wanting more timeWishing they would have seen her moreIt had been mont

Your Lovin Talks To Me!!!
The Day an Angel Kissed Me You brought a smile to my lips, You brought color to my cheeks. You made my heart beat faster, You made my knees go weak. You outstretched your arms, And wouldn't let me fall. You didn't do it quick enough, Because I fell for you after all And in your eyes I can see the future, With your words you melt my heart. It's like love covered my eyes, And I'm walking in the dark. But all I have to do is grab your hand, And you will lead the way. Thinking back now, It all happened that day. When I was blinded by love And could not see. That was the day, When an angel kissed me. To the man who means everything to me -x-

Dark Angel
There was a fallen Angel, Who broke her halo many moons ago Her heart was torn apart in a place she thought to be heaven Once white wings now black She is moving on with no looking back All she got from him was bitterness Once so innocent, now filled with rage Wanting something ….something real Something true that she can see and feel Looking for the one who can tame this Dark Angel Looking for the one who cares enough to try Don’t want back into his kind of heaven She rather stay here and find new life Never to suffer from such strife Until that day comes she walks alone Always walking between both worlds She is a fallen angel, Once white wings now they are black Forever moving on with no looking back

For Sale Extra-small Condoms For 12 Year Olds
If you needed any more evidence that sexually active people are starting younger here it is. Extra-small condoms are now being sold for 12 year-old boys in the U.K. The condom is called “Hotshot”. Now that’s a catchy title. That gives hotshot a whole new connotation. Read on http://www.foxnews.com/story/0,2933,587980,00.html?test=latestnews BlastFM is safe music for all to enjoy. No raincoats need to listen. www.live365.com/stations/blastcasterfm

Answer One Question And Win One Million Dollars
If you can answer just one question then you could be the winner of $1 million dollars. The envelope please. And the question is, “What is the cause of unintended acceleration?” CEO Jeremy Anwyl of Edmunds.com made that challenge to all comers. Nearly all brands of car makers have had this problem. Now Jeremy wants you to find a solution for big bucks. Apply here: http://www.foxnews.com/leisure/2010/03/03/website-offering-million-solve-unintended-acceleration/ BlastFM is the solution of all your music listening needs. Listen and see! www.live365.com/stations/blastcasterfm

????
Do you love?Do you hate?Do you regret?Are your choices sound?Is your thoughts clear?How about your visions of life?Is your heart free of the hate?Are you like your fore fathers?Have you been tainted by the ideas of others?Are your morals the ones given by those that raised you?Have you a heart to always do what's right?Are you searching for what you want?I am searching.For what I do not know?Is it for someone or something?This I know not.I am free.But only in my mind.I am safe.But only in my heart.Be mindful.That is what they always say.Be truthful.But first to your self.

Re-post Of My Opinion On Racism
This was once posted here before, but after seeing something that made me think about it, i decided to re post it. Enjoy I have never understood how a person could wake up in the morning, and hate a specific race of people. Its very bizarre to me that anyone would think that any one race of people are any better than any other race. Seriously.....think about that for a second. Members of the KKK believe that white people are the "superior" race. Um.....WHY? What makes white people so much better than the rest of the world? Is it because a million years ago, a bunch of ignorant white guys that thought they were superior owned a bunch of slaves? Cause if you ask me.....i think that makes us assholes!!!!! I just cant for the life of me figure out what makes white people so fucking great! The most classic thing ever - White supremist's that use the term "nigger" when referring to black people. The reason this is classic, is because a "nigger" isnt a black term. B

Depression
Sitting here I think of youAlmost ready to cryThere are so many things we didn't doNot even exchange goodbyes. It happened all so suddenlyA failure of the heartBringing everyone miseryBecause of your depart All the news brought tearsAlong with lots of sorrowIt's one of the greatest fearsNot being able to see tomorrow Why did you have to leave so soonWhy can't my heart be mended?I would give the stars and the moonFor your life not to have ended. ((I LOVE YOU DAD SO MUCH AND MISS YOU DEARLY... RIP TIL THE DAY WE MEET AGAIN!))

Fkn Awesome Writing
THIS WAS ON A WHIM...ME AND A BUDDY JUST STARTED WRITING BACK AND FORTH RESPONDING TO EACH OTHER AND THIS IS WHAT CAME OUT OF IT...I LOVE IT BECAUSE IT JUST FLOWED. LOVE TO DO THIS AGAIN WITH SOMEONE WHO HAS THE SAME WRITING STYLE AS MYSELF. HIT ME UP!!! Eric: am a man who lives in solitude, never knowing what pain I bring you. I raise my fists just to break on thru. All the voices in my head try to make it true. I am a man filled with attitude, I can feel your hate all the way thru. It would be so easy for me to kill you, mark my words, I will crush you. You'll always see me, you'll always need me. You'll never last one minute without me. Java: My madness is inverted, I am a woman who lives within...my sweet smile fools you, you dont recognize my evil grin. The thoughts of pain and torture run rampid behind these eyes...but the look of virgin sweetness is my mask,my disguise. Attempt what you must, my soul holds no fear...take your fists and break on thru, for you I she

Drugs Take Corey Haim
Another Hollywood actor succumbs to drugs. Corey Haim, who died in Los Angeles, was said to be drug free. That might have been true for illegal drugs but legal drugs were not accounted for. People in America have a thing for both illegal and legal drugs. Obama, according to his medical exam, is drinking and smoking to much. What happened to us? Why is there such a need for drugs of any type? As with any bad habit, we make excuses why we need to use stimulants to free us from daily living. Look what it got Corey. http://www.foxnews.com/entertainment/2010/03/10/corey-haim-vicodin-prescription-drugs/?test=faces BlastFM is a drug free environment. Music is all you need to alter your mood for the better. Listen and see for yourself. www.live365.com/stations/blastcasterfm

Fashion Tv Blacked Out For Obscenity
The Information and Broadcasting ministry in India suspended Fashion TV broadcasts for airing obscene fashions. Apparently some of the runway models were bare-breasted while strutting their, um, stuff. The ministry sighted upper nudity as being “…against good-taste and decency.” The lesson, I guess, is if you don’t have good-tasting breasts then you are obscene. For more http://www.foxnews.com/entertainment/2010/03/12/fashion-tv-pulled-air-india-obscenity/?utm_source=feedburner&utm_medium=feed&utm_campaign=Feed%253A+foxnews%252Fentertainment+%2528Text+-+Entertainment%2529 BlastFM keeps its nudity behind the microphone so you don’t need to worry about seeing something offensive. Just listen Baby! www.live365.com/stations/blastcasterfm

A Bottle Of Merlot
A man asked a waiter to take a bottle of Merlot to an unusually attractive woman sitting alone at a table in a cozy little restaurant.. So the waiter took the Merlot to the woman and said, 'This is from the gentleman who is seated over there,' and indicated the sender with a nod of his head.She stared at the wine coolly for a few seconds, not looking at the man, then decided to send a reply to him by a note. The waiter, who was lingering nearby for a response, took the note from her and conveyed it to the gentlemanThe note read: 'For me to accept this bottle, you need to have a Mercedes in your garage, a million dollars in the bank and '7' inches in your pants'.After reading the note, the man decided to compose one of his own in return. He folded the note, handed it to the waiter and instructed him to deliver it to the lady. It read: Just to let you know things aren't always what they appear to be: I have a Ferrari Maranello, BMW Z8, Mercedes CL600, and a Porsche Turbo in my severa

Family > Fu
today was my 3rd day back in the gym. finally can drag my ass there after the death of my brother stole every ounce of motivation that i had. i have lost another 10 pounds from stress and not eating or sleeping right. on the way back from the gym, my sister called me... shes having a hard time dealing with his passing. my mom is going back to the docs today to get an update on her cancer my family needs me more than i need fu... so peace the fuck out talk about me all you want while im gone. i couldnt care less. im *ghost*

Gardening In The Nude Is Hot!
Boulder, Colorado is one of the most liberal towns in America. Today, it lived up to its reputation. 52-year-old Catharine Pierce was gardening outside her house wearing pasties, a thong and gloves. Incidentally, she lives near a school. Police couldn’t arrest her because state law prohibits exposing genitals which she had covered. For more http://www.foxnews.com/us/2010/03/18/colorado-nudist-causes-stir-gardening-topless-near-school/?test=latestnews BlastFM celebrates individualism. That’s what creativity is a persons self expression. Listen to our creative talents 24/7. www.live365.com/stations/blastcasterfm

Freedom.
What people fail to realize is that I do not say the things I do for attention. I honestly believe them with every fiber of my being. I am one of the most self-loathing people you will ever meet. There is no object, or belief, or subculture on our green earth that I hate more than I hate myself. I do not enjoy it. I never have, and I never will. These thoughts cause me no form of joy or pleasure. Every day I can see them pushing the man I love away from me, and still I can not shut the voice in my head that drips these poisons up. I have given her a name- Araea. She is the woman I would like to be. Physically she is flawless- Tall, thin, with unmarred skin and silken black hair. Her eyes are a sharp, cold blue, with a gaze that would chill even the most hearty man to the bone. Emotionally, she is confident and cruel, a borderline sadist. Her pleasure comes from my pain. The voice that issues from her soft throat is deep and elegant, and her accent is aristocratic. I'm not sure when she

Alien Abduction Day
If you ever had visions of being abducted by aliens then March 20th is your day. March 20th is Alien Abduction Day. Although no one knows for sure when it started, in 2008 the day was celebrated with a festival in Toronto. So if you’re reading this then it’s unlikely you are in an alien space ship. Oh well, there’s always next year. http://www.foxnews.com/scitech/2010/03/19/alien-abduction-day/?test=latestnews BlastFM is open to aliens of all types. Aliens like good music too. www.live365.com/stations/blastcasterfm

What People Say!!
People say this is only the net and not to let ur feelings get involved. People say that its only a site so what does it matter. I say the internet is what connects people. I say the site is a helper for people to get to know someone else that you other wise could not do. If people thought that the land that we are on is all really common ground then you would see that the internet and site are a tool on it. I wish people would treat other people with dignity and respect. We are all on here for a reason to meet new people. Greed has gotten out of control and how many people can truely say they are a real friend on here?

In A Heart Beat
IN A HEART BEAT YOU COULD BE SAD,, IN A HEART BEAT YOU COULD BE GLAD,, IN A HEART BEAT YOU COULD DIE,, IN A HEART BEAT A NEW BABY COULD CRY!! IN A HEART BEAT YOU COULD SAY I HATE YOU! IN A HEART BEAT YOU COULD SAY I LOVE YOU!! IN A HEART BEAT YOU COULD DO SOMETHING MEAN! IN A HEART BEAT YOU COULD DO SOMETHING KIND!! IN A HEART BEAT YOU COULD LOSE THE ONE YOU LOVE!! IN A HEART BEAT YOU COULD MEET SOMEONE NEW!! IN A HEART BEAT YOUR WHOLE LIFE CAN CHANGE!! IF YOU THINK OF LIFE AS A HEART BEAT TREASURE WHAT YOU HAVE AND TAKE CARE OF IT EVERY DAY!! CAUSE IN A HEART BEAT IT COULD ALL GO AWAY!!

New Name Rule...
What is up with the new name rule? I can't have 3 x's in a row in my name now? I can't have special symbols in my name any more because...WHO? voted on this new BS idea? Apparently the Fubar staff did? Or did I miss something? I was gone for a while and now this BS. I'm beginning to feel that fubar sucks.

Untitled
Upon and angels siren song against the demon screaming. A mind sits in the dark of silence pondering thinking dreaming. As abstract thought consume the soul and visions cloud the head. The affects of time take their tole and fill a heart with dread. As the body begins to wither with age and the body starts to fade. A battle for life will soon be waged an eternal bed be made. Now you sleep a sleep without dreams and leave loved ones to mourn in pain. But you are not gone or so it seems as the memory remains.

Untitled 2
Thunder in the air, lighning in the sky, all I can hear is the abandon childs cry. Theres blood in the water corpses on the street, the vultures shall feed on human meat. Compassion is gone, there's only hatred and fear, as I walk along this bloody sphere. I can't burn the sight of death from my eyes, it's the day of truth, there are no more lies. Thunder in the air, lightning in the sky, I shall not forgot no matter how I try.

Conan's Back
Remember Conan O’Brien? Well, he’s back sort of. It’s rumored that he turned down a gig with the Fox Network cause he’s to busy. He must be. According to his manager, Conan has turned down some movies to go on tour. Coming to your city soon. For more http://www.foxnews.com/entertainment/2010/03/26/conan-obrien-fox-talks-new-show-tour/ BlastFM never turns you down. Listen to great music 24/7 on www.live365.com/stations/blastcasterfm

Lounges
Hey. I would like feed back. I want to start up a lounge with new age music. Like Enya, Huun Huur Tu, tibetan throat singers and etc. I would like to know if anyone would like to join and be a d.j. and help me set it up. It will be where we could talk about new age items. Exchange spells, insites, and the like. Could you please help. Just send me a message and let me know. I would really appreciate it. It would really mean a lot to me. Thank you. Elena

Men
The Perfect Man The perfect man is gentlenever cruel or meanhe has a beautiful smileand he keeps his face so clean The perfect man loves childrenand will raise them by your sidehe will be a good fatherand good husband to his bride The perfect man loves cookingcleaning and vaccuuming toohe'lldo anything to conveyhis feelings of love to you The perfect man is sweetwriting poetry from your namehe's a best friend to your motherand kisses away your pain He has never made you cryor hurt you in any way......OH SCREW THIS STUPID POEM............THE PERFECT MAN IS GAY!!!!!!

Fashion Designer Lagerfeld Against Same Sex Marriage
When I think of men fashion designers I assume they are homosexuals. That attitude has change now that I read what fashion designer Karl Lagerfeld said about gay marriage. He’s totally against it. Imagine that. You could have blown me over with a feather. For more http://www.foxnews.com/entertainment/2010/04/09/karl-lagerfeld-speaks-sex-marriage-gay-parents/ BlastFM is does not have a bias bone in its body. BlastFM doesn’t have bones just great rock music. www.live365.com/stations/blastcasterfm

Ex-nba Star Says No, Court To Decide
This is a weird request. Cristina Rice, the ex-wife of retired NBA star Glen Rice, asked a court to allow their daughter, Brianna, to be in Mrs. Rice’s reality TV show. Mr. Rice say no. Now the court will have to decide. What do you think? http://www.foxnews.com/entertainment/2010/04/08/ex-wife-asks-court-force-nba-star-allow-daughter-reality-tv/ BlastFM concurs with the court of public opinion. BlastFM is a hit. Listen for yourself. www.live365.com/stations/blastcasterfm

Whats On My Mind
I have no desire to share or divulge my deepest darkest secrets to just anyone, I mean after all, we all have to keep some things private and make something special for "The One" who deserves it, dont you think?

What Im Seeking
sweet kind fun loving country lesbian looking for the one woman that can touch my heart & soul that i can be myself love laugh enjoy each other if u think u might be that person feel free too add me lets chat

Peter Steele
I wake up this morning and get to work, I begin my day with a redbull, I check my draftnik sites and start to think about the draft coming up and a friend comes up to me and tells me that Peter Steele, Lead Singer of one of my favorite bands Type O Negative has died of heart failure.....WHAT?!?!?!?! "I call bullshit", I said "He faked his death back in 05, he's just fucking with us again"...but no, Peter really is dead.....Ever since i was 12 I've been a fan of Type O, and when I'm really lucky I catch them live....I just can't believe that he's gone. R.I.P.....Everything Dies....

Danny Glove Arrested
GAITHERSBURG, Md. (AP) — Actor Danny Glover and 11 others have been arrested during a labor union protest at the Maryland headquarters of a food service company.Montgomery County police spokesman Capt. Paul Starks says Glover and others stepped past yellow police tape and were asked to step back three times at Sodexo headquarters. When they refused, Starks says officers arrested them.The dozen were issued citations for trespassing and let go. Starks says they face a $1,000 fine or 90 days in jail.Starks says organizers told police beforehand that some would risk arrest.The Service Employees International Union was protesting what it calls Sodexo's unfair and illegal treatment of workers. Sodexo says the union was spreading misinformation.A publicist for the "Lethal Weapon" actor declined to comment.

My Woman (love Letter #2)
My woman woman i love you woman. Your all my everything. & the most sweetest. I ever met came across. Hearing your voice everytime we talk. So smooth lovely sounding. I'm glad proud to be your man. & with that your all that you need to have to get through. Whether it be bad good rough jagged sometimes. But whether it is. It only brings us closer to each other. I'm proud to have ya & that your always there for me. Guiding me the good way to shit lol. Love having laughs with you. & keeping a smile on your face. Everytime your around. Your so sweet my lovely hunnybun. Your so the one. I'm glad i choose & you picked me. Were everything to be. Just you & me baby. I'm loving you so much. It'll be so good to feel you when we touch.I feel you from all in. Where your open. & i have you running your feelings down on me. As well as i do for you. I'd never want to be without you hun. Love all that you do to keep us there. & so far its being good. & staying that way loving all things you say. It's

Thanks And A Rant.
Ok once again a big thank you to the ladies that have helped me out with my colllection. I thank all of you so much. It makes me feel good. I just wish others wouldnt take or misunderstand what I am aiming at. It does piss me off from time to time. Sure it may seem like I am coming out of Left field at times and out of the blue when I ask my question but at least I am Honest with what I am after and not Bullshiting. I know that there are alot of guys and gals that do exactly that and I know some have been burned because of it. But shit. I am Honest with my intentions. So I will still continue on with my hunt and thank once again all the lovely ladies that have helped out and I hope will contiue to do so in the future.

If You Can't Laugh At Yourself...
I woke up today and decided I would write a poem.It had no structure, no flow, no rhyme or even reason.Nothing made sense, it was just a mass of jumbled words.I showed it to my husband; he scoffed at its simplicity.I showed it to my best friend; she laughed at my audacity.So, desperate for good criticism, I posted it online.… I forgot the internet is an open forum.Everyone who read my poem had something bad to say;At first it was a hit- among the melodramatically tragic.Then came the negative opinions. I heard them all.It was sloppy, it was whiny, it was pretentious, I would never get it published.So I brought it to a whiny, pretentious publisher who had a habit of printing unknown, sloppy poets and selling (copious amounts of) books to other, more pretentious 'artists' so they could compare and make small talk to all their snobbish yes-men about how much better of a writer they are....Turns out they loved it. _____I wrote something silly. Lol.I was listening to "The Song

Poetry
1.standing out thereim not the girl i wasi dont knowim lying.embarrassed.betrayedby myself.young.eager.willing.persistant.ripe.but not sweet.jaded.unsatisfied.the taste of youon my lips.wet and cynical.lost. 2.salt on my lipsi just can't lick cleanoil on my fingersglitter in my eyesair in my lungsfingers on my thighsfeet off the groundhead somewhere elsestomach in knotstied to right hereright now heart beating fastwhisper in my earshow long will this lastskin covered in sweatbones covered in bonestalent wasted soaked bedsheetstorn wallpapersalt on my lipstongue on my lipsand you. 3.why are you always therejust when im walking out the dooron someones lipsin my dreamsin black and whitei am singing your songs nowi am looking for the way outi am ready to forgive youand dying to hold a grudge.you were just what i neededat exactly the right timenow i think about iti cringeyet the longing doesnt fadei still taste yougod you were sweetand i became so sourtainted and wrong.why are you n

Gospel's Annual Dove Awards Go Mainstream
What do Jordin Sparks, Brian “Head” Welch, former Korn lead guitarist and Ricky Skaggs have in common? The will be at the 41st Annual Dove Awards this Sunday night. What are the Dove Awards you ask? This is the big night for the Gospel music singers and musicians. It seems more and more people are taking Gospel music more serious as an art form. Check it out if you don’t believe me http://www.foxnews.com/entertainment/2010/04/23/dove-awards-signal-christian-musics-mainstream/ BlastFM will play a gospel tune on occasion. So there you go man. When it’s on BlastFM it is mainstream. www.live365.com/stations/blastcasterfm

Broken Heart
Honest Questions lyricsCan you seeThe honest questions in my heart this hourI am opening like a flowerTo the rainAnd do you know the silent sorrows of aNever ending journey through the painDo you see a brighter day for meAnother dayA dayDo you wonder whats in store for meThe cure for meThe wayOh look down and see the tears I've criedThe lives I've livedThe deaths I've diedWould you die them tooAnd all for me(You say)I will pour the water down upon a thirsty barron landAnd streams will flowFrom the best of your bruised and broken soulAnd you will grow like the grassUpon the furtile blades of Asia by the streamsOf living water you will growOh.. you will growDo you knowThe story from the startAnd do you know meLike you've always told meDo you see the whispers in my heart against your kindnessMy eternal blindnessDo you see...Do you see a brighter day for meAnother dayA dayDo you wonder whats in store for meThe cure for meThe wayOh look down and see the tears I've criedThe lives I've livedT

The Poet And The Brick
It is not the first time I have had an entry with this name... But it is the last time for me to ever mention the brick again... To those that have no idea what I am talking about and about to call me a total wacko, well I might be but listen up... Serenity, aka "Clothing Optional", a former friend of mine and the girl I used to be in love with, and I have grown apart... At the last entry I mentioned "The Poet and The Brick" I meant her and me, those entries have been removed but this one will stay... I had known Serenity for like 8 years or so I believe, been in love with her from day one and she knew it, since I told her and she did flirt with me... But as time went by, me and Serenity grew further and further apart... I tried so salvage the pieces, this was the first time I mentioned her here as "The Brick", but didn't succeed... Serenity spent less and less time talking with me and finanly I told her that I couldn't try to salvage something that wasn't going to work, it requ

Sex And Lingerie
As a woman what makes you feel sexy? A silk thong with lace, stockings with a seam up the back, sheer bras? What ever it is the lure of women in lingerie has always been a man catcher. Author Jenny block has a few ideas for women if you like to expand your lingerie wardrobe. What she says is interesting and fun http://www.foxnews.com/story/0,2933,591787,00.html BlastFM is always interesting and fun. Just for you 24/7 of great rock music www.live365.com/stations/blastcasterfm

So Tired
so tired of hurtingof the tears being shedi wish someone could seehow much my heart has bledand yet no one knowsno one realy seeshow much i want to let gofor the pain just to easei will wear this smileso you can pretend its okaynot let you see deep in my eyesas you all turn and walk awaybut know that i triedi tried so many timesand yet it always seemsthat peace cannot be minefadeing in the darknessthe one place i am not wrongletting the shadows engulf mefor this is where i belong....Outlaw Angel

Mcdonnell Douglas Warranty
Rumor has it that this was actually posted very briefly on the McDonnel Douglas Website by an employee with a sense of humor (The company, however, didn’t find it all that funny) ——————————————————- Thank you for purchasing a McDonnell Douglas military aircraft. In order to protect your new investment, please take a few moments to fill out the warranty registration card below. Answering the survey questions is not required, but the information will help us to develop new products that best meet your needs and desires. 1. [_] Mr. [_] Mrs. [_] Ms. [_] Miss [_] Lt. [_] Gen. [_] Comrade [_] Classified [_] Other First Name: ……………………………………….. Initial: …….. Last Name: ……………………………&he

American Summer Tour 2011
Next summer June 15th I am leaving my home town to drive to 49 of the 50 United States. I want to go to each state and interview at least one family or individual who will allow me into their lives for a hour, or even a day. During these visits, I want to be interviewed as well. The people I visit will be asked to interview me and come up with three questions for the next person I visit. The point of this trip? I am a Southern Californian born and raised. I wouldn't rather have grown up anywhere else. But I refuse to be ignorant. I want to meet people across the country and learn from them things I can't learn from anyone here. The internet is a great way to culturize (yes I made that up) yourself but I am so sick of meeting people and gaining friends on a computer screen. Its time to take this social networking phenomenon to a tangible relationship. I would like to stay in contact with everyone I meet on this trip as well as bring some of them together as well. Willi

Do A Good Deed...save A Bunny!
I dont know if anyone will read this but thats cool..I like the story..Totally true. I was cleaning the house tonight and going through the toys that my children have either out grown or dont play with anymore lead me to walking things to the curb.. My 2nd trip caught my attention. My cat had something in his mouth..Being that this is 9ish pm at night and I cant see that well, I thought nothing of it..maybe its a rat or mouse..Something told me to look down..Im really glad that I did..he had a baby rabbit..i was like oh my god I have to save this lil guy. Scaring the shit out of my cat so he would let it go...I hurry to pick it up..now that my sent is there..I cant really release it back into the wild until it gets old enough to defend its self...I went through the stuff in the extra bedroom and found supplies that I need..A cage, beeding, food, water bowl...well at this time I grab a rag and wrap this now saved creature in it..it seems to be fine though, I put the rag in the cage so i

Constipation Killed The King
Hold the presses Elvis didn’t die of a heart problem he died of chronic constipation. At least Dr. George “Nick” Nichopoulos says so in his new book about the King. I don’t know what this all about but it sound a little crazy to me. Why now? And what purpose does it serve? The King is dead so let him be.http://www.foxnews.com/entertainment/2010/05/05/exclusive-elvis-presleys-doctor-claims-died-embarrassing-case-chronic/ BlastFM still plays the King on occasion and he sound just as good today as he did when he was alive. BlastFM 24/7 just for you www.live365.com/stations/blastcasterfm

The Way I Feel (past)
Today my smile is biggerMy steps are quick and lightIt's not because of moneyBut something feels just right My mind just seems to goWherever my heart takes itIts telling me that weSomehow just might make it I find myself just smilingFor no apparent reasonBut then I discover thatThe thought of you is pleasing My concentration takenMy heart is beating fastI cant help but wonderWill this feeling last My confidence is risingI feel real good insideHearing you say "I love you"Makes my heart swell with pride I want our hearts as oneI wish to be with youI want to show you loveThat is forever true My heart I hand to youTo cherish and protectAnd promise you foreverTo show you all respect

Mothers Day
¨B·٠•¡ñ♥ Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ ♥¡ñ•٠·¨B If your Mom is your hero,your best friend or just the best Mom ever... Whether you are blessedto have your Mom still with you, or if she is an angel in heaven...let everyone know you are proud of your Mom, and that you love her dearly! I Love You,Mom ¨B٠•¡ñ♥Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ ♥¡ñ•٠·¨B

Thiick Booty Queen
For the one I love Ya know you so fabolous. With your thick thighs & nice ass nice boobs. I love you. There isn't another like you. So tasty & curvy with ya thickness. How's it gon feel when you have a peice of this black thickness. In tween ya. (Legs) In between you. Inbetween you. How's it gonna feel. When i'm in between your legs. Legs In between your legs. Rising up deep in you. Ya know you so nice with the way you talk come around. Always there for me. I'm always there for you. Missing you loving you. Never forgetting you. It's no one like you that can do the things you do. & how you get me. Its no doubt about it. Your on my mind all the time & always. Won't live without that. Bet when i come cross your mind. & your thinking of me hitting that ass from the back. You like that. Making you scream & moan as your hands are diggin into my back. I got it going so good for you. Whoever thought me & you come cross eachother talk & now were together. I love you glad to have a woman like

Shadow Goddess October 19th 2006
The shadows wrapped around her nude body as she landed on the edge of the building, if the mortals seen her, it would make them blind and drive them insane. Her beauty is ageless, her presence makes the most honest of men tremble. She is the light in the darkest of nights, she takes my hand and guides me to a place none has seen since the dawn of time. Then to temple that they no longer worship her in, she needs me I relise. Just as I need her, so I spread her words and build new shrines to her, and she basks once again in the glory of her followers. Now she has been made real again, and I have spent my life to give hers back. In my final moments she comes to me and says, "Dear one, I do not forget those that have given themselves to me." and she moves the shadows and for the first time I bask in her glory. yet I do not die, I look back and see my withered body nothing more then an empty husk.then she touches my check and says " Come we have only just begun...".

Conquered October 22 2006
He stands looking over the war torn landscape, it has been a long battle. But now it is over, and it is all his. all the blood, all the glory, and yet he is empty inside. What he wished for was to rule, he got his wish. Now he was the king, the king of a war ravaged land, the king of corpses, the king of everything, and of nothing. He looks at his remaining troops, a few thousand. this word, this plane of existance it is now his. So now he raises his hands, and with them the slain on the battlefield raise as well. He then says "For me you will fight, forever till it is all mine!". Then with a wave of his hand there opens a rift, beyond is a thriving world, citys reaching to the sky. With a look of determination he motions his army of the undead forward through the portal, and to another dark destiny...

Gentle Public Sex
Walking back from the party, I felt so turned on as Baz moved his hand across my back and whispered in my ear that he wanted to have me. I wanted him so badly as well as we passed a park, I grabbed his hand, instructing him to follow me. Nobody was around and I could not wait any longer to be touched by him. The thought of being alone in the park was too exciting as well.As we approached the park entrance, we kissed and held each other. It was raining when we left the party and had started to rain harder as we stood there. Both of us were getting soaked by the rain, but we did not care. It felt so good, as each rain droplet hit against my soft skin. My black dress was starting to get really wet and my black stockings were stuck to my legs as it continued raining. My long, dark hair was already soaked, as we headed towards a slide in the park.Straddling the metal slide, I felt the cold, wet metal underneath me as I sat down. I sat towards the end of the slide, so Baz could crouch in fro

A Century Ago Lived A Man,
A century ago lived a man, who terrorized the countryside of Yuhera. The population feared this man, though none ever lived to speak about him. Many claimed that he came from the depths of Hell itself, at the bidding of the Dark lord, sent to terrorize any who crossed his path. his origins remain to this day unknown, but the carnage he left in his wake is legendary. The Country of Yuhera has never forgotten the ravaged and mangled bodies that littered their forests and cities. Bodies left lying in the gutters, completely drained of their blood. No one was safe from this demon from Hell. Many have been sent to slay this nightmare, but none have ever returned successfully, and the few who claimed to succeed, did not live long after, when next this demon returned to terrorize the civilians.Decades have past, and the Country of Yuhera now lies on the edge of ruin, the populace has fled, the few remaining people left in that country are either the poor or the insane. The Countryside is litt

Aching Between My Legs
Touch my skin leave me wantingFlesh upon fleshNaked and bareTouch all of me withinRapid heartbeat, soft moansTake me in, your lips surrounding meKissable lipsTouchable hipsAreolas pinkNipples peakRiver is flowingContrast in coloursWrite me a bookRead me a fairy taleUse your tongueUse your fingersMy body is braillePlease come read my story?Once upon a time.............Another aching need

Me Estoy Muriendo
yo, yo este es nicky jam yo presentando a rakim y ken y simi... elieeel..dj carter me estoy muriendo por que no tengo tu amor yo siento que estoy muriendo por que no aguanto esta pena que me mata a fuego lento yo me estoy muriendo regresa a mi por favor por que sin te no puedo (2x) siento que muero mujer y a fuego lento fue la agonia quiero tenerte yal quiero que tu seas mia la pena me mata ya lo ves y te da alegria desde que te fuistes mi cama se encuentra basia nena estoy muriendo de pena sin ti los dias son largos las noches son eternas yo quiero estar contigo pa que sea tan solo amigos y cuando yo te recuerdo siento que ya esta perdido otra vez yo quiero verte, mi amor yo socorrerte en mis brazos tenerte estar contigo hasta la muerte ya no aguanto este tormento te extrano y no te miento desde que tu te fuistes solo queda sufrimiendo me estoy muriendo por que no tengo tu amor yo siento que estoy muriendo por que no aguanto esta pena que me mata a fuego lento yo me estoy mu

Insight
Insight LET GO OF ALL YOUR FEARS SEEK WHAT YOU FIND MOST DEAR.DON'T LET THE NIGHT DARKEN YOUR DAYS BRUSH ALL THINGS YOU DON'T WANT AWAY. TAKE YOU LIFE BY THE HAND LEAD YOURSELF UPON AN UNTOUCHED LAND. TAKE WHAT'S YOURS AND HOLD IT TIGHT DON'T LET THE WORLD STOP YOUR FIGHT. BRING ALL YOUR DOUBTS AND CAST THEM AWAY SHOW YOUR STRENTH INSIDE EACH AND EVERY DAY. BE THE LEADER OF YOURSELF AND DON'T GIVE IN BECAUSE TOMORROW IT STARTS ALL OVER AGAIN. B.W.C.

Chrome Affect
I kick steps it. With the wicked melodic shit. Carry it with much pride upfront fuck off with yo taunt. I'm burying bitches deep into the ground that are misled with stupid bullshit. Ain't half to fit. What i fucking wiitten. Off with an image no line & scrimage. Ass i rimmage put it down to no test. It be no rest. I'm here to kick it give it to ya with that wicked psychotic shit. Oh i'm gonna let you know. Just how it go. My mind ticks & i'm off to blow so. Oh i'm up on the scene. Looking for that fine ms thick & curvy booty queen. You know what i mean. All nice & lean. Clean hit with the nineteen gullotine. Thats just how i'm rolling disposing all you fakes. That try to break. Just a mistake you making. Thinking what you taking. Quit faking blinggity begging whores. Get ya face wiped out on the floor. Discovery you ain't seeing getting through to me. You don't know me. So back on off see. Wicked fine g kick it with that sick shit slap choke yo neck. Til you out of breath & none left.

Why Do People Have To Ruin Other's Fun
As the title says, am venting, so if you don't want to read this rant, then best to leave now. My fu-hubby and I are on our 4th turf, the last 3 deleted because some asshats had to keep hitlisting and coming into turf and trash talking, basically making sure that we couldn't do anything on mafia. I am sick and fucking tired of so-called adults acting like little kids that think it is fun to beat someone down just because they can. The turf we are in now is getting the same treatment, hitlisted for the hell of it and then keep doing because someone gets rightfully pissed off because was listed for no good reason, just for shits and giggles. Apparently people are thinking because small turf, we don't deserve to be left alone to play the game. Have had people outright tell us to delete because they wouldn't stop fucking with us, they were having fun. All I can say is must be nice to be able to act like an asshole 24/7, because would bet money that these people are just as much of ass

Guys, Check Yourself Down There
A shrink once told me that most people masturbate and those who say they don’t are liars. Then you have the hair growing on the palm of your hand. Well, us guys found out that doesn’t happen. Why this fascination with self fulfillment. It might be wise to check your balls, I mean your testicles for testicular cancer. It’s treatable when diagnosed early. What color ribbon should I wear for the cure? http://www.foxnews.com/story/0,2933,593722,00.html BlastFM is a cure for what ever ails your. Tune in 24/7 and we guarantee you will be smiling before you know it www.live365.com/stations/blastcasterfm

Numb
i sit upon my bed wondering about my life, where ive been and how far ive gone, chastising my inner thoughts as i yell and scream for someone to hear, not a soul around to save me from myself. my demons are taking over, not sure how long i have left, spirits growing tired and my body full of hate. all alone without a soul to care, much more then i can bare, loneliness and emptiness is all i can feel, its about as good as i can deal. my dreams are shattered, heart is battered and no one understands. I've lost all hope in life its self just want to be numb from it all.

Kendra Wilkinson's Sex Tape Released
On Wednesday Vivid Entertainment released Kendra's sex tape, which they expect to be their highest-selling sex tape ever. In the tape, Kendra is seen dancing nude and having sex with her high school boyfriend, Justin Frye. Kendra is now married to Hank Baskett and they have a baby boy. Kendra has reportedly already gotten a $680,000 paycheck for the tape's release and stands to collect 50 percent of the profits. A source tells Radaronline.com that Hank is not upset about the tape or her decision to cash in on it. "This happened when she was young. He already knew about this. She told him about this before they got married," the source said. "She was young and was in love with her boyfriend and thought she was going to marry him and it just didn't turn out that way."

My Sister Norma On Right Side Of The Photo And Me On Left,
me and my sister Norma on my dad`s side, she sings just like Tammy Wynette, she use to sing the song below at the circle K in Penngrove Nj when it was there, and has been to the grand old opry and did meet Tammy Wynette more then once, where is this

Add Alaska And Oklahoma To The List
Wednesday, April 21, 2010 Add Alaska and Oklahoma to the List (Apologies to my readers for the multiple edits and revisions to my posts concerning health care reform. The story is a fluid one, with developments cropping up as quickly as I can report on them.)Alaska's Governor Sean Parnell and state Attorney General Dan Sullivan indicated Tuesday that the 'Last Frontier State' will be next to join Florida and twelve other plaintiff states in a federal lawsuit challenging the constitutionality of recently passed health care reform legislation.Also on Tuesday, leaders of both legislative houses in Oklahoma announced that they too will be filing a lawsuit against the federal government challenging the new law. President Pro Tempore of the State Senate Glenn Coffee along with Speaker of the State House of Representatives Chris Benge are filing their own suit instead of attempting to pass legislation that would force State Attorney General Drew Edmondson to f

The Truth
She makes my heart smile with a a glow that the sun cant out beat. She makes me proud to be the one that needs her more than she needs me. All of the pain and hours it took, its worth just to see her each day. He makes me laugh at the goofy things he does. He makes me wonder why something so cute and angel like was gave to me. They both are my heros, my number 1 babies, they are my children and i would be nothing without them.

Oops, I Did It Again
And I never claimed to love you, much as I never claimed any sort of half-assed sainthood. I never promised anything was sacred to me. Never said I would use all the empathy I've learned. Your positition is scary, uncomfortable at best. Be in it? I'd rather not. I sort of subjected myself to this sin. Although that gives no comfort, nor any peace of mind. Did you believe I'd ever let you love me? Sorry sweetpea, it stops at the physical level while you're otherwise engaged. All I want is for my emotions to fly off my fingertips. Out of my body, out of my head. These empty spaces are worse than the easy treason committed by one or more members of my mind. Call me Queen Corruption. I am such a lonely soul sometimes. It's strange how crushing this can be, this thing of singleness. There are times I rejoice, thank my lucky stars, celebrate it sexually. And times like this, when my arms wrapped around my shoulders are of little comfort.

Alright
a flashback not a throwbacki credit with churchbringing me backwhen i was at my worstof times..we had when i knew i was badwe were makin makin makinno fakin loveunconditionally hadthen she came back in my lifestill no wifeno significant othersho nuffshe said in kindlook finelike an above-the-board sisterand when i was downpushinpushin my blueshe backed me upn we made love when it was thrumy lady yer alright!nicecontriteand neveroff pointi'd had to take some timemake up my mindfind the right wordsfor this jointconnectedlike hipbonesto legbonesto the anklebonesin the middleits yoursthe jointthat we gotta make pointto do it more than all foursmaybe hundred timesi'm swimminin curvesn brownon brownlike coca-colawe bubbleand satisfymy memoryof big brown aerolas...

Peace
Am I wishing upon a star that will never come true?Am I praying to nothing that hears me?Am I being naive, a foolish dream?A silent cry that doesn't break from the nightfall?The summer breeze soars my energyTrying to wake my peaceCaress my face, I feel a tremble afarThe ease in fact, is hard to reachRise up, daytime starBefore the darkness catches meYou're too blind to seeWhat's beyond sightThe Heavens try to callYou ignore, walk past the lightAll will collide into paradiseOr deeper than the grave, your fate is awaitingI am an invisible shining starAll too much captured to catch onRead between the skinInto the soul that is mineI am prepared to showAnd touch the pieces you are missingTo feel contentmentHeavy heart is too busy soaking inFeel the rhythm of beatRest your eyes, remember the currentThe sensation streams through your bloodCherish the gift of nature, don't hideBreathe in, free your worriesThey cannot exist any longerYour grudges are in the pastThe machine factoriesThe city lig

This Is What Happens When Celebrities Die
What do Michael Jackson, Corey Haim and Gary Coleman have in common? While they were alive they all had a negative perception by you, the public. But wait a sec cuz. Now that they have all clocked out you, the public, now have a positive opinion of them. What goes here? Can you folks be anymore fickle? I suppose not. Read ohttp://www.foxnews.com/entertainment/2010/06/16/hollywood-unpopular-stars-death-renewed-fame/ BlastFM your music venue 24/7. You will be digging it when you listen. www.live365.com/stations/blastcasterfm

Jerry Steinfeld Not Happy With Gaga Or The Mets
Jerry Steinfeld was not joking when he called Lady Gaga a “jerk.” A couple of weeks ago Gaga was at Mets game sitting in the front row and gave the twig to photographers. She was a drunken mess so she was ushered up stairs to Jerry’s box seats which were not in use. When Jerry found about it he was mad because he was not asked first. Jerry has a right to be angry cause he pays for those box seats. Next time Gaga should be kicked out like we would be if we did that. Read on http://www.foxnews.com/entertainment/2010/06/22/jerry-seinfeld-calls-lady-gaga-jerk-behavior-mets-game/ BlastFM is for anyone who loves good music. Listen 24/7 free of charge www.live365.com/stations/blastcasterfm

Three Things
So about a year ago, I finally pierced my ears. I bought the piercing gun, and a friend did it for me. Didn't feel a thing. Almost a month ago, I got my second piercing--same friend did it again. Only a pinch this time. Unfortunately, I have a thing about things in 3s...for the most part. So I'm wondering what I'll get done next. I was told by a reliable source that the tongue doesn't hurt. However, I don't really have any interest in getting that done. At least not that much. But since it's mostly hidden, I suppose that would be my best bet. I don't see me getting another whole in my ear. But at this point, anything's possible. Speaking of, I am also considering a tattoo. Seriously. To the point where I know who I want to be there with me and what I want. And in this case, there would be 3 things combined in to one tatt. I definitely don't see me as being the type to have several tatts. Especially considering how much they can cost. That's a bit much to throw away.

Selected Movie Quotes: Dreamer
Dreamer: Inspired by the true storyYou are a great champion. When you ran, the ground shook, the sky opened and mere mortals parted. Parted the way to victory, where you'll meet me in the winner's circle, where I'll put a blanket of flowers on your back. Teacher: Cale Crane? Cale Crane: Yes Ma'am? Teacher: Are you working on your creative writing assignment? Cale Crane: Yes Ma'am. Teacher: What's your story about? Cale Crane: It's about a king; in his castle... And a magic horse.………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………… Cale Crane: I'm sorry about your nightmares, Manny.

My Decision
As I stood there naked, beside my motel bed, I pondered my decision to let these men into my life. We have never spoken, nor seen each other. But as I stood there, my emotions were running high, the thought of these men touching me, exploring me, had me so excited, I was trembling. The time was near; there was a knock on the door, the handle turned and the door slowly opened. I stood there, my back to the three of them in the half dark; I heard them move towards me, then stop, the slight noise as I heard buttons click undone, and clothing hitting the floor behind me. Not a word was exchanged, as we had agreed. My anticipation was getting the better of me, as with one step one was behind me, his silhouette on the wall towering over me, my 5’6, he over 6’3, his shadow erasing my shadow from the wall. Suddenly fingers sat on my shoulder blades, I trembled from the touch. He touch was so gentle, his fingers slowly followed the arc of my arms, as I held them across my

Mel Gibson Is Afraid Of His Young Lover
Mel Gibson should be a shamed of himself. First he leaves his wife of many years for a younger babe. Fathers a kids with the new babe. After a year breaks up with his mistress. Then files a restraining order against her. What’s he afraid of? That she might beat him up. At 54, this guy is still knocking up babes. If you’re going to be screwing young babes Mel get yourself fixed. You have more kids then Ocho Cinco and that’s saying something. The joke in all this is that Mel says he wants visiting rights to his latest kid. Mel are you senile or something? For more http://www.foxnews.com/entertainment/2010/06/25/mel-gibson-files-restraining-order-baby-mama-oksana-grigorieva/ BlastFM a musical venue to escape the drudgery of daily life. Tune us in for the best music in the world www.live365.com/stations/blastcasterfm

Prologue For My Book...read It Please!:)
Prologue As the shadow of night crept across the globe, a figured adorned in a robe as black as the night itself crept along the rocky walls of an ancient canyon, his heavy footfalls echoing across the vast plains with each step. The canyon was said to have been the site of a great battle in the wars centuries before, where thousands of seasoned troops were taken out by a group of guerillas. After the battle it came to be known as the Canyon of the Wailing Dead, as it was said when the wind blew through it’s walls, the cries of the fallen soldiers could still be heard. The man was a very tall individual, most of his face save for the lower portions covered up by his hood, his pale eyes glistening in the moonlight as he arrived at his destination at the canyon’s central chamber. Despite the darkness of the night, the chamber was well lit by torches mounted along the walls of the canyon, giving the entire area an eerie ambiance. It was here where the man found six other figur

Update 1
For those of you who do know me, I have a son who is my whole life. The poor lil thing has gone so much in his one year of life. To make a long story short, I was in a bad situation (I also have a heart condition), was under a lot of stress and the doctors believe he had 2 strokes in utero. He in deaf in left ear, no teeth on left side and drgs left limbs... let alone can't stand up on his own. He has gone for mri's and ct's. He has been tested for cp, autism,epilepsy and brain damage (which I already knew)... as of july 7th I will be bringing him to UVA Medical Center for more tests. More than likely wil be there for a few days. For Those who care, I will have updates... xoxo

Funny Shit + A Shitty Person
Watch out for this member. Apparently if she doesn't get her way, you can fuck yourself! Pathetic!!! http://www.fubar.com/1990913 Go to my funny folder to see the convo. It's short, but funny lol

Ashbury Park Beach May Go Topless
Asbury Park, NJ beach is considering letting females go topless. Unlike the secluded topless beaches in New Jersey, Asbury Park is right out in the open. When you are walking the boardwalk with your kids, you can stop and gaze at the topless babes. While you are gawking what do you do with the under 18 year olds? Do you get arrested for subjecting the younger ones to nudity? Let’s think about that later. See you at Asbury Park beach when the ordinance passes. http://www.foxnews.com/leisure/2010/06/28/asbury-park-nj-topless/ BlastFM goes where you go. All you have to do is stream the music to your smartphone or blackberry @ www.live365.com/stations/blastcasterfm

Feedback......
First blog. So is it wise that while dealing with anger issues to keep a detailed journal in an attempt to use a later reference? Someone told me that if you keep a journal and write shit out, you will be better able to cope instead of rage. Any thoughts?

For The Bee's!
Black & yellow fly swiftly through the blue, Wing's of Crystalline opaque Glass, Sun shining Through, Dive gracefully into flower's to drink the sacred dew, Spreading across the land pollen Mother Nature Kindly Sew. Come disturb our hive's & you soon will see, An army off proud Soldier bee's, Buzzing & flitting in there thousand's over the Hill, Tails raised forth , lance's carrying vengeance poison tipped, On that which try to destroy the hatred . within the hand that touche's our honey, Many will fall during the war, Broken & hurt, Carried gracefully back unto there hexagon slumber, Fighting for there gracious Queen, Her every will fullfilled, New spirit's are bred from there soul to carry the honour!

One Last Mourning
And so this day shall fall, like the others it will crumble and turn to dust leaving behind nothing more then ash and tears. And with each tear that falls to the earth the day’s ash and cinders embrace them, drawing them deep inside joining as one and leaving behind no sign of the tear other then this filthy muck that lays beneath ones feet. Standing still, silently weeping, the wretched grime begins to take you, holding you in place while it imprisons you, dragging down towards the final resting place of your sorrow, towards the dirt and grime and loathing muck. Here, as you peer out at the world you glimpse the radiant sunlight one last time. You close your eyes……..

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Misa Campo Why Is She Famous? Misa Campo got her start as a model at various trade shows and conventions, and quickly moved up the ranks within the modeling world thanks to a series of high-profile appearances in a variety of upscale publications (including Maxim magazine).

Wtf Is This
I don't have a title for it yet so shh You stole my heart with just one look. Your beauty, I mistook. And now I finally see, the mask you wear must no longer be. Overcome with fear and pain, your tear drops fall like acid rain. They eat away the thing I hide, the only part I keep inside. It hurts for me to see you cry, alone again you want to die. With no more care and no more will, I suffered as you took that pill. And now I walk away to fight, the emptiness I feel at night. You left me here without a choice, the angels choke in mid rejoice. As I tie this noose you wove, I begin to sob and leave the grove. The mirrors all around I see, now paint this picture out for me. The girl I seek with all my soul, is the girl who, once, I used to know. My hand stretched out towards the face appeared, shaking as it slowly nears. A sick feeling washes over me, as the girl revealed...is me.

Ashley Jude Messes With The Wrong People
In 1976 there was a movie called “Network.” In the movie there is a scene where the news anchor man scream out during the broadcast, “I’m mad as hell and I’m not going to take it anymore.” It nice to see the coalminers in American are not going to take it anymore either. Ashley Jude, who has nothing better to do then to try and have coalminers laid off because she doesn’t like men and women who work in the coal industry, is half naked in a poster used my the coalmining people. You go men and women of the coal industry. Slam ignorance and stupidity of entertainers when they attack you and your livelihood!!! For more http://www.foxnews.com/entertainment/2010/07/09/topless-shot-ashley-judd-used-pro-coal-mining-poster/ BlastFM caters to those who understand what it takes to be great at what you do. In this case, making great music. 24/7 for you @ www.liver365.com/stations/blastcasterfm

Enough Of That
Everything became a confrontation and I had enough of that with my ex wife and ex live in girl friend. I have no phone call or any type of communication with her this morning. Yet I have her dog and I'm a care taker. I guess it was her daughter telling me you should be here. She asked me to pet sit her dog to which I agreed but that time is now over. I told her privately as I thought possible, since when she's angry I can't say anything that our relationship was over. I will have her Cell Phone and charger on the kitchen table. I'll be gone this morning but as it turned out I rescheduled my appointment. Also that I'll step out when she comes. I had enough. I'm the bad guy and I truly wonder what happened with her previous marriages and relationships? Glory to God N

Relentless Conundrum
Why do we revel on what is to come, when the past has taught us to expect conundrum. Twists and turns and times of stress, the downfalls have become relentless. My heart says hold on, please keep hope, but my mind is tired and cannot cope. Please do not pity me or give me sorrow, for in time it is my strength you shall need to borrow. Some gripe, some sob, on pain they moil battling the horrors of inner turmoil. Silently, gracefully, I stand alone, Ontop of my paradox I am enthrone. Knowing peace only comes from within, I will uplift my life from this chagrin. I will change the path of my future conundrums, by steadily living my life as it comes.

Understanding
I do not want any misunderstanding. I do love animals, but swore, I will never be a keeper of them, due to the action of some concerning my ex wife. You do not have to know what the new pics are or the NEC but it speaks of volumes. From the full diclousure form to this property, some made serious mistakes in judgement. There has been nothing but mistakes in judgement, no matter how well intentioned. Can't forget or forgive Crimes. Nature of these crimes are very serious as to the character of these people. Don't be shy. Speak up and lets dig up the past. All of our past. I have nothing to hide and am willing to have full disclousure, aren't we all? Glory be to God N

Where Are You
You all wanted me to have this By-Pass didn't you? Where are you all, who had so much interest? What did you think, I will continue on this path? It's a dead end! You all got this surgery from me and nothing further will be given to you, but what your Lord has given to you. Read your Bible from cover to cover, otherwise, I'll leave you in the dust. No, I'm not afraid to live, die, surgery, or God. Can't forget good ol Lucifer, can we? Please, all of you, give glory to your god. Glory to God N

From
Aside from the bitchin and moanin, down to business. Deb is telling me I can't smoke, hates the odor on me and in my house and car. I'm waitin for or else. Other than that it's mid morning and I couldn't tell you exactly what I did for almost four hours. Beautiful day of uncertainty. Glory to God N

Love
Gotta love Clayton for reminding me via USPS about the pet I do not own. I wrote back to thank them and to politely inform them of my status. They'll get it tomorrow. I had to stop and laugh at that one. Considering there are plenty of animal on the loose they should worry about. Who's, I do not know? Not my business to worry unless they are hurt or I know to whom it belongs. Nothing else to to post but the above. Quiet morning and I went out and decided to fix the coat hangers in the back of my car just hanging and laughing at me. This is the third time. Glory to God N

10/01/2009-7/20/2010
SO, i HAVE BEEN WORKING FOR A VERY WELL KNOWN AND RESPECTED SECURITY COMPANY FOR ALMOST A YEAR NOW. SINCE I STARTED I MADE A LOT OF FRIENDS. I HAVE GREAT CO-WROKERS AND AM A VERY RESPECTED AND WELL KNOWN GUARD FOR A GATED COMMUNITY. I AM NOT GOING TO BE ABLE TO TELL YOU THE NAME OF IT OR THE NAME OF MY COMPANY MAINLY BECAUSE I COULD POSSIBLY GET FIRED FOR TALKING ABOUT MY DAY TO DAY ACTIVITY'S AT WORK AND MY INVOLVEMENTS IF ANY WITH THE RESIDENTS OF SAID COMMUNNITY. SO, I HAVE BEEN WORKING MY WAY UP THE RANKS AND AM NOW IN THE DRIVER'S SEAT SO TO SPEAK. LOTS OF RESIDENTS NOW KNOW ABOUT IT AND ARE VERY HAPPY. THE FUNNY PART IS THAT SOME OF THE VERY BEAUTIFUL YOUNG WOMEN ON PROPERTY HAVE A HUGE HABIT OF HITTING ON AND MAKING ADVANCES ON THE GUARDS. I HAVE BEEN MADE SOME VERY ENTICING OFFERS FROM THE YOUNGENS AND SOME OF THE COUGARS, AND LONELY BORED HOUSE WIVES. I HAVE SAID NO AT EVERY TURN AND KEPT IT ALL PROFESSIONAL. RECENTLY THOUGH I DID TAKE A SMALL LIKING TO ONE RESIDE

See
I went to see my psychologist who I have not seen for over eight weeks. By-Pass tend to throw ones life in a spin. She wanted to see my scars and I pulled my shirt up for her to see and also told her of two more. No, I didn't drop my pants, however, I did use her toilet to tuck my shirt in. We talked about many things and it was heavy on this surgery, Stint and my desire not to have it, and Deb. All in all, someone wanted a life with me that I was not willing to give. Very unfortunate in that it places me and another into a position of opposition. May God Richly Bless you. Yes, no matter what, I always belonged to God and I will never forget God. Glory to God N

For Your Entertainment
For Your Entertainment lyricsSongwriters: So hot out of the boxCan we pick up the paceTurn it up, heat it upI need to be entertainedPush the limit, are you with it?Baby don't be afraidImma hurt you real good babyLet's go it's my show, baby, do what I sayDon't trip off the glitz that I'm gonna displayI told you, Imma hold ya down until you're amazedGive it to ya til you're screamin' my nameNo escaping when I startOnce I'm in I own your heartThere's no way to ring the alarmSo hold on until it's overOh!Do you know what you got intoCan you handle what I'm 'bout to do'Cause it's about to get rough for youI'm here for your entertainmentOh!I bet you thought that I was soft and sweetYou thought an angel swept you off your feetBut I'm about to turn up the heatI'm here for your entertainment'Sall rightYou'll be fineBaby I'm in controlTake the painTake the pleasureI'm the master of bothClose your eyes, not your mindLet me into your soulI'm gonna work it 'til your totally blownNo escaping when I s

The Law
No, I wasn't expecting any phone call from a bogus US Census worker and it is against The Federal Laws to present yourself as one. I do not have a pet but sometimes Sophie is here. Dare you to show up! Photo's will be taken of you and your vehicle with the DMV plates along with yout ID's. Glory to God N

Approaching
Quickly approaching is my appointment with my Cardiologist but the decision about the Stint for my Aorta will not be shared by me here or elsewhere. It will be others, who transgress the law, as they did before, to reveal it. Glory to God N

Nightmares
Nightmares of a darker time, when thoughts of death crossed my mind! All hope is gone ! Love forgot me along the way!Searching for away to escape this Love has bound me to! Wanting something I never had before! Crying and begging for something new. Waiting for it all to end! Why has though forsaken me Love! You chased me away and became angery when I left! You never really knew me you never gave it a chance! You broke me Love is that not enough! When is my time in hell going to be up!

Finish
I often wonder what is the final and last thing or event that will finish me? What are TEMPLER? Why am I going to try to escape? From what am I going to escape from? Self preservation is fine for Mik,e but for me, I will try to escape. What ever all that means. My daughter can rule Hell! Glory to God N

Marriage
MARRIAGE When I got home that night as my wife served dinner, I held her hand and said, I've got something to tell you. She sat down and ate quietly. Again I observed the hurt in her eyes. Suddenly I didn't know how to open my mouth. But I had to let her know what I was thinking. I want a divorce. I raised the topic calmly. She didn't seem to be annoyed by my words, instead she asked me softly, why? I avoided her question. This made her angry. She threw away the chopsticks and shouted at me, you are not a man! That night, we didn't talk to each other. She was weeping. I knew she wanted to find out what had happened to our marriage. But I could hardly give her a satisfactory answer; she had lost my heart to Jane. I didn't love her anymore. I just pitied her! With a deep sense of guilt, I drafted a divorce agreement which stated that she could own our house, our car, and 30% stake of my company. She glanced at it and then tore it into pieces. The woman who had spent ten years of her life

Simple
News tells me it's simple to drill wells for crude in the Gulf. Someone said it'll pay them money. You know what? It will pay for all the loss and the future. Parts of PA, OH, WVA, and NY has a host of gas in the shale but shares with water. Money for the future and employment. I wish I could be cold and think of only of nature but I can't because of the need of the people who want and need to work. I see the absurdaty of certain religious people of middle east. Where there is evil and hatred God will right the wrongs on the backs of those that created it. World News. Glory to God N

Line Of
I'm told I need to buy fubucks. Anyone give me a line of credit? Work on it another time. Work of safety becomes harrassment whne it involoves persudo US Census workers. Lo, she came early May to get my name, birth date, and number. I have a eyewitness. They came few weeks ago and the minimum they should of had was my name, age, and number. No, I am not the offical person to see about any abandoned trailer. See the Borough, County, State, or The USA. Not me. To portray one's self as a Federal US Census worker is a Federal Crime. No, I don't have any pet's. Glory to God N

Lost Soul
In this heartless creationIt is hard to understandWhy some souls choose to wanderForgettingYet I am lost without wanderingMy love is a ghostAncient - with wisdomVital - with tearsNot able to move onUnable to let goIt's hard to remember a loveYou don't recognize in this lifeYet the memory is without thoughtAgony - without knowledgeThis love - is without mercyPassing through eternityLife to the nextForever searchingIn a labyrinth of whispersFor a blissful loveLostLonging for the touchI'll sense when I feelWhispering to my heartComforting this stoned soulOur love burns within meBut I am lost in the shadowsThis entity of dreamsForever killing meI believe this love is eternalThe flame will not relinquishForever circling meThe very matter of my existenceBut for now I simply breathAwaiting your rescueMusic - bonding our soulsPain - stirring the memoriesWhile silence shouts out this melody

Actions Speak Louder Than Words
I've learned that sometimes in life What's not said is loudly heard And the bottom line you will find Is that actions speak louder than words The "I love you" that people say Or I'll be there for you Are merely words that your ears have heard But sometimes far from true So always remember in troubling times When your heart feels so disturbed It's not what people say to you It's the action that speaks louder than words

My List So Far
Batman the Movie (Adam West)Batman Batman Returns Batman Forever Batman & Robin Batman Animated Volume #1Batman: Mask of the PhantasmBatman: SubZeroThe Batman and Superman MovieBatman: Mystery of the BatwomanBatman Beyond MovieBatman Beyond: Return of The JokerSuperman the movieSuperman IISuperman IIISuperman IVSuperman ReturnsBatman BeginsThe Dark KnightTransformers (2007)Transformers: Revenge of the FallenSpider-Man Spider-Man 2Spider-Man 3DareDevil ElektraSupergirlFantastic FourFantastic Four: Rise of Silver SurferX-Men Collection: X-Men/X2Ghost RiderIron ManThe Incredible HulkThe Return of the Incredible Hulk/Trial of the Incredible HulkThe Death of the Incredible HulkStar Wars I: Phantom MenaceStar Wars II: Attack of the ClonesStar Wars III: Revenge of the SithStar Wars IV: A new hopeStar Wars V: The Empire strikes backStar Wars VI: Return of the JediThe Story of Star WarsStar Wars: Trilogy bonus materialStar Trek: Motion PictureStar Trek: Wrath of KhanStar Trek: Search for SpockS

I'm Not Sleeping
I'M NOT SLEEPINGI awoke with a start,Realized it was still dark,So I moved ever so slowly As not to disturb the womanWho holds my heart.I look at her sleeping like a babyso calm but so sexy so I think ‘hmmm…maybe’I want to wake you, to see your eyes smile, to hear you say morning sweet heart, with those shining eyes.I want to kiss you, to love you and hold you, But Yet I remain propped on one elbow lightly holding you.You are so amazing to me honey, the way you do all the things you do.The way you keep the house running smooth, and at work, well, they think you walk on water.Of course you do...it’s expectedAnd your child, our child, is Just like you.But you work so hard every day and the years pass.But looking at you sleep, you look a young lass. As I lay watching you sleep.Lines hidden in the shadow, just smooth skin, do I see.I often feel so in adequate next to youWith all the amazing and wonderful things you do.I often feel like I do nothing but I know I do

Don't You See It?
DON'T YOU SEE IT? @ Please look deep into my eyes. See behind the me I show and look into my eyes. Please tell me what you see there. You will know how much I care. @ I can only answer what you ask. I can only tell you what you want to know. I will do all that I can to let it show. But I can only tell you what you want to know. It has been a very long/short life. Constantly fighting for my life Dreams they come and dreams they go. Don't you see it, doesn't it show? Please look into my eyes, my feelings I‘ll share. How deep my heart loves, how much I care. I want you to see...I want you to know. You have to look for it to show. Don't you see it? All the pain I’ve felt, the tears I've cried, All the days I wished I could have died. Looking for the soul who would join with me. The soul that could love me...as I am, and because I am me. When it happens, you will know. Far from beyond the years it willl begin to grow. Yes you will see m

What They Say
They told me love rejoices and lasts forever basking in the light, But a vast I ask of you how can this be truly so if all love withers and ceases. there was love but now it burns in fires of the condemned through the night. To only resume it’s course as ashes in the wind strewn into grains and piece’s. Never to come to fruition again or stand trial through the tests of time, It is the new void that will fill the chasm of my heart through this journey. Some tell me it will all mull over yet I feel cold as I listen to the wind chimes, there gentle melody accelerating the loneliness, my heart begins to feel herniated . The lack there of what they say makes life worth struggling through in turmoil, There words seem utterly hollow and thus I shun them away constructing walls, still incinerating bridges so that the fires of love may never come bearing from the soil, forever stuck in a paradox of lost passion while turning it away if it pass me through a hall.

Just My Thoughts
In our world of stress and insecurity. We need to think about our future and what it will bring out for us. In times of despair we never think about the end till it's too late. Only call on him at our final moments. I don't know what I'm writing getting too tired.

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General Frustrations
I have so much to do around the house, but, I don't feel like doing any of it. I got into a fight with a freind of mine and I feel bad about it because I yelled at him and in hindsight I don't think he deserved it, so, I told him I was sorry and things are all good again...... I feel asthough I need a vacation from my life as I know it. I want to be somewhere else, do something I haven't done in a long time or do something I have never done....I am not sure where my life is heading, and I am not sure how I am getting there or who will be going with me on this journey, but, I can bet anything, it'll be one hell of a ride.

What Do We Do With The Ones We Miss?
Its true we have all lost someone near and dear to us.... But what exactly do we do to remember them or do we let them dwindle away and forget them a lil' at a time..... I remember Jason like it was yesterday but the little things is what I have a hard time remembering..... I can't remember how it felt when he touched me, or the sound of his voice, his cologne, and now slowly but surely his face is drifting away from me and I try to hold on as long as I can.... For seven years to the day I have been holding onto a memory that isn't really a memory....... I just can't believe that I have let his memory almost fade away..... So for u Jason D. Morrison I Love You and always will baby I miss you more than my words can possibly say...... Today is in Rememberance of you my first true love who was taken way to soon..... July 19, 1976 - September 10, 2003 Operation Iraqi Freedom was how I lost you... You was sent on our b-days July 19, 2003 you were gone September 10, 2003! We M

Randomnicity Prt.1
I often post some status updates just for sake of argument or thought. But, I recently find that not a lot of people get me. So, here's a blog to those who want to or even get bored and wonder what the hell randomnicity even means. To start randomnicity is not a word by Webster's definition. I however have a firm belief that it should be. If you don't like it, that's fair "justswallowthepill". If I had a mantra this word be it! Not swallowing the pill, Randomnicity. It doesn't take a rocket scientist to understand crazy. I know what you're thinking, what is a place like me doing in a girl like this? I'm random, I practice it daily. I prefer not to be understood it makes the voices in my head feel just a little bit more special. I'm not a drug addicted alcoholic or some sort of crazy person that mutilates cats or suffocates dogs (I apologize to PITA just trying to make a point) I'm very well educated but, I know how to have fun and shut off the little part of me that says maybe you sho

Letter For Damages!
Dear sirs, I took out what your agent called a "comprehensive policy" and he said if i ever suffered a fire, flood or theft or got struck by lightening i only had to claim on yourselves. I am a spinster living on my own, and i was feeling the cold so i called a man in to fix the heating. Yesterday when i was adjusting a picture, the electric heater melted a hole in the front of my nylon dress, and wish to know if i am properly covered? yours truly... Virginia N Rustyfann Dear miss rustyfann, we are sorry to hear about the hole in the front of your dress, and although it doesn't sound to us that you are properly covered we are sending a man at once to look into it.In any case before he makes you an offer we have instructed him to find out what other cover you may have, and I should warn you that failure to disclose anything may lead to a breach of the contract so i trust you will hide nothing. yours

Beware Of The Shadow Walker
There is not one of us who has not been taken in by a Shadow Walker. What is this thing that causes so much distress in our lives? A Shadow Walker is a person who wears many masks. He is the person who oozes charm to everyone he meets. He offers help and assistance, support, loving kindness. He is the perfect good will ambassador with lofty ideals, great concern for the welfare of mankind and a deep belief in the brotherhood of all people. What a wonderful person! You get to know him. You relax around him, begin to rely upon his word and his judgment. You confide in him about your work, your family life and the most personal aspects of yourself. He is your friend. He would do anything for you. You trust him. He is not real. It is a mask he wears in public that has nothing to do with the reality of who he is. The Shadow Walker will take all your confidences and use them against you. He begins to gossip about you. He twists your words to use to his own best advantag

9/18/2010
wow!! its was very very slow for awhile, now things kicked back into high gear..The OC is in full bloom with people that like to bragg about how much money they have, and then turn around to complain that theyre about to loose their house..lol douces. ok, seriously now, a new property manager took over everything and is in the proccess of negotiating with the H.O.A about spending an obscenely large amount of money they don't have on the enterences to the community. aparently its going to cost over 600,000 dollars to make this lovely mountain the best looking gated community in the OC....here's the problem, they do that and not only my payrate, but my co-workers and good friends payrates will suffer... If they do decide to redo the community and give it a whole new makeover, my boys and i wont be getting our monthly bonuses and any pay raises owed to us by this lovely community. talk about getting forced to pull down your pants, bend over, and take it in the ass aye? anywho

Song Lyrics
OhYeahMmmmI'd wait on you forever and a dayHand and footYour world is my worldYeahAin't no way you're ever gon' getAny less than you shouldCause babyYou smile I smile (oh)Cause wheneverYou smile I smileHey hey heyYour lips, my biggest weaknessShouldn't have let you knowI'm always gonna do what they say (hey)If you need meI'll come runningFrom a thousand miles awayWhen you smile I smile (oh whoa)You smile I smileHeyBaby take my open heart and all it offersCause this is as unconditional as it'll ever getYou ain't seen nothing yetI won't ever hesitate to give you morehttp://www.elyricsworld.com/u_smile_lyrics_justin_bieber.htmlCause baby (hey)You smile I smile (whoa)You smile I smileHey hey heyYou smile I smileI smile I smile I smileYou smile I smileMake me smile babyBaby you won't ever work for nothingYou are my ins and my means nowWith you there's no in betweenI'm all inCause my cards are on the tableAnd I'm willing and I'm ableBut I fold to your wishCause it's my commandHey hey heyYou

Bed Of Roses Lyrics
Bed Of Roses lyricsSongwriters: Bongiovi, Jon; Sitting here wasted and wounded at this old pianoTrying hard to capture the moment this morning I don't know'Cause a bottle of vodka is still lodged in my headAnd some blond gave me nightmares, think that she's still in my bedAs I dream about moviesThey won't make of me when I'm deadWith an ironclad fist I wake up and french kiss the morningWhile some marching band keeps it's own beat in my headWhile we're talkingAbout all of the things that I long to believeAbout love, the truth, what you mean to me and the truth isBaby you're all that I needI wanna lay you down in a bed of rosesFor tonight I'll sleep on a bed of nailsI wanna be just as close as your Holy Ghost isAnd lay you down on a bed of rosesWell I'm so far away the step that I take's on my way homeA king's ransom in dimes I'd give each nightTo see through this pay phoneStill I run out of time or it's hard to get throughTill the bird on the wire flies me back toYou

Quote
I love you. It’s not a weight you must carry around. I love you. It’s not a box that holds you in. I love you. It’s not a standard you have to bear. I love you. It’s not a sacrifice I make. I love you. It’s not a pedestal you are frozen upon. I love you. It’s not an expectation of perfection. I love you. It’s not my life’s whole purpose (or your’s). I love you. It’s not to make you change. I love you. It’s not even to make you love me. I love you. It’s as pure and simple as that. - Unknown

Avenging Jenny
CHAPTER 1: "Jenny? Jenny!" Rachael Park says trying to get her best friend's attention. Jenny looks around her long black hair glinting in the light. "Oh hey Rachael, sorry I had my music turned up." Rachael rolls her eyes and says "You and your music!" Jenny says "what about me and my music? Do you know that guy over there? He keeps staring at me." Rachael looks over and says "Who him? No." Jenny says "Hmm. I don't know why though I'm not that pretty." Rachael raises an eyebrow at Jenny and says "Girl please, you are the prettiest one out of our entire group. I just wish you would realize that. The dark hair, dark eyes, milky skin, who wouldn't think you're pretty?" Jenny sighs and says "Let's see: the millions of bruises I have, the millions of scars I have and the couple dozen pimples I have. Not to mention my low self esteem, my insecurities, and my lack of confidence. Shall I go on?" Rachael says "Jenny forget about Brandon. He was only looking for someone to bring down with him,

About Me
I'm a simple man, with simple old fashioned values, I was taught that way, I was taught to treat people the way you would like to be treated yourself. I don't cheat, swear, steal.or lie. I have had the opportunity to meet some of the most down to earth people you could imagine, and I have had the pleasure of running off those that think there shit don't stink! I don't ask much from anyone I feel everyone has the right to speak what's on there mind, even if It may hurt their feelings, but it is far more human than to speak behind their back. I believe that when a person says something it be the gospel truth or why say anything at all. I give people the benefit of the doubt unless they prove themselves unworthy then I start using logic and ask questions, and if I don't get answers that make since, then they tend to be hiding behind a mask and they really aren't your friend. I am not by all means materialistic you not going to beable to take it with you when you leave this world then why

This Is For The Military Wives Out There
The Silent Ranks I wear no uniforms, no blues or greens.But, I am in the military, in the ranks rarely seen.I have no rank upon my shoulders. Salutes I do not give.But in the military world is where I live and am rarely seen.I am not in the chain of command, orders I do not give or get.But my husband is the one who does, this I can not forget.I am not the one who fires a weapon, Who puts his life on the line.But my job is just as tough, I'm the one who is always left behind.My husband is a patriot, a brave and pride filled man.And the call to serve his country not all can understand.Behind the lines, I see things needed to keep this country free.My husband makes the sacrifice, but so do my kids and me.I love the man I married. The military is his life. So I pledge to support my hero and stand among the silent ranks known asTHE MILITARY WIFE.

Not Sure What To Call This One
Standing alone in this cold cold world,with nothing to my name.The only thing on my back is the clothesI picked out today.Sitting on this cold cold step,with nothing to my name.The only thing in my hand is a can I found today.Laying on this cold cold bench,with nothing to my name.the only thing I got to cover withis a newspaper I found today.Buried in this cold cold grave,with nothing to my name.The only thing I have left to say,is that no one came today.

Poem"friend"
HERES JUST A QUICK POEM BY ME "VERMONSTER" you are the beauty in mornings dew,that loving picture see,s me through any a day i may be blue.but just as most sunsets end each day,in my heart you,ll allways stay,but night must fall upon my bed there are no nightmares nor fear to dread all good dreams they do blend and once again im with my friend. hope you liked it.

Signs Of Abuse
As ridiculous as it might sound, I was abused for over a decade and did not recognize it as that till I ened up critically injured.Maybe my case just fell through the cracks of society, no one noticed my broken bones, bruises, stitches, and I was too afraid to speak up for myself. You may be becoming or already are a victim of abuse if you: Feel like you have to "walk on eggshells" to keep him from getting angry and are frightened by his temper. Feel you can't live without him. Stop seeing other friends or family, or give up activities you enjoy because he doesn't like them. Are afraid to tell him your worries and feelings about the relationship. Are often compliant because you are afraid to hurt his feelings; and have the urge to "rescue" him when he is troubled. Feel that you are the only one who can help him and that you should try to "reform" him. Find yourself apologizing to yourself or others for your partner's behaviour when you are treated badly. Stop

The Seven Laws Of The Great Spirit
Rolling Thunder Speaks a Message for Turtle Island The Seven Laws of the Great Spirit We have seven laws to guide us and advise us in our daily lives. The whites have ten called "commandments," another example of English as military language, and it doesn't sound good in song. Our languages are soft and musical, but we do the best we can to make things clear and to educate people in English. We were given the code, the seven laws, by the Great Spirit himself a long time ago. An old Indian man who's been gone for many years gave it to me a long time ago. I'd almost forgotten it, but then as I thought about it, it came back to me slowly but surely. Number one is respect for proper authority. Our Native way of life teaches us respect for grandparents, chiefs, medicine people, and for Grandmother Moon, Mother Earth, and everything that has life. We are a law abiding people; I've sat on a few of our courts, In a small case there would be one judge reaching agreement with both par

Ladies
I know what many are thinking right now, he is here to bad mouth the ladies well hate to burst your bubble not even close. Ladies you are great no matter what you look like or how you may come off at first....Anyway the reason I am posting this blog, I recently got with a great woman and our happiness is most important to each other unfortunately I cannot do for her what another woman can so it is this I am asking that only ladies who are serious answer. We are both looking for a woman who is willing to play with us both, not at first as I want her to have the first joys of the experience, we are in Omaha, Nebraska so I am only expecting those in the area to answer this. This is not something temporary either we are looking for a lady that is fully willing to committ to us both and only us...no couples. Anything more you want to know you will just have to write me to know or the lil' woman here.

Poems I Wrote From My Heart Sad But True Just Shows How Love Can Be So Blue
peom 1 my heart is breaking i don't know why i thought it be ok when i walked away i thought it would pass but now its just like glass but no no not today the pain is more then yesterdayi wanted our love to be forever hurt today more then ever why i thought i could walk away never say never the tears i cry cut so deep like a knife under my feet why should i belive my heart could heal when i know the love is for real when i think about what was lost now i feel the cost the heart bleeds just like some one needs a breath of air to move a hair it hurts so bad but u can not tell bc if it was known how i felt alone u would see how much i am falling apart no i won't let u see that side of me the love i had was so deep and true i just wish i saw that side of you By Cynthia C poem 2 i think about you all the time there not a min you don't cross my mind i look at the phone but nothing there just the pain of you not being around that has my heart so down miss you more everday like the dra

Sixx A.m. Heart Failure!!!
When I think back on this lifeI guess we were doing the best we couldAnd to look at us from the outsideI'm sure it seems somewhat romanticbut when you've tasted excessEverything else tastes blandYeah, we had everything to loseBut we still lived like we were about to dieAfter all, we were the drug scouts of americaI've begun evaporatingRight before your eyesI just keep regurgitatingMy own demiseI miss today I miss the pastI miss my veins 'cause they've collapsedA simple thought occurs to meI'm face down on the tracksThe train is coming fastAnd it's not derailingIt's not the first timeAnd this won't be the lastThat my heart is failingAs the blood is rushing to my headAnd from my wristsI'm in love with all the things I know I should resistAnd all the times you said to meYour falling down ones destinyA simple thought occurs to meI'm face down on the tracksThe train is coming fastAnd you're right there waitingIt's not the first timeAnd this won't be the lastThat my heart is failing[Spoken]L

Sixx A.m. - Permission
I apologize That your memory serves you more than I can nowYou'll have to make sense of my life somehowYeah, somehowWell, I close my eyesRemove each piece of armor one by oneInhale this moment deep into my lungsMake amends for all I've doneAll of my devils are free at lastAnd all my secrets revealedAnd your permission is all INeed to healWell how long have IBeen sitting here, I must have drifted offI cannot finish any of my thoughtsForgive me for my wayward shotAll of my devils are free at lastAnd all my secrets revealedAnd your permission is all INeed to healI wake up in the morning, and it comes back to youI breathe in I breathe out, it comes back to youI stare up at the ceiling, and it comes back to youI step out my front door, and it comes back to youThe end of my driveway, it comes back to youBrakelights on the highway, it comes back to youI could die in Los Angeles.It would come back to you.All of my devils, they are free at last, ohAnd all my secrets are revealed, yeahAnd your p

Sixx A.m. - Courtesy Call
*Dialtone, knocking*Female voice: Housekeeping... *Knocking* Female: Hello, housekeeping? *Tries, door, knocking*Female: Hello?Well you found me, but I don't knowWhy you wanna save me...Well, God is great and God is goodBut God didn't help me when he couldAnd life dances so lonely by.This is just a courtesy callThis is just a matter of policyThis is just an act of kindnessTo let you know that your time is upThis is just a courtesy callThis is just a matter of policyThis is just an act of kindnessTo let you know that your time is upI, I can't feel anythingMy arms are numb and I'm hopingYou noticed the line I left offAll that you'll find insideAre bells and butterfliesBut I'll be smiling when I dieThis is just a courtesy callThis is just a matter of policyThis is just an act of kindnessTo let you know that your time is upThis is just a courtesy callThis is just a matter of policyThis is just an act of kindnessTo let you know that your time is upThis is just a courtesy callThis is just a

Just A Few Jim Morrison Poems For Now.
What are you doing here?What do you want?Is it music?We can play music.But you want more.You want something & someone new.Am I right?Of course I am.You want ecstasyDesire & dreams.Things not exactly what they seem.I lead you this way, he pulls that way.I'm not singing to an imaginary girl.I'm talking to you, my self.Let's recreate the world.The palace of conception is burning.Look. See it burn.Bask in the warm hot coals.You're too young to be oldYou don't need to be toldYou want to see things as they are.You know exactly what I doEverything

God Of Wine - Third Eye Blind
"God Of Wine" Every thought that I repent There's another chip you haven't spent And you're cashing them all in Where do we begin to get clean again Can we get clean again I walk home alone with you And the mood you're born into Sometimes you let me in And I take it on the chin I can't get clean again I want to know can we get clean again The God of Wine comes crashing through The headlights of a car that took you farther Than you thought you'd ever want to go We can't get back again We can't get back again She takes a drink and then she waits The alcohol it permeates And soon the cells give way, and cancels out the day I can't keep it all together I know I know I know... I can't keep it all together And the siren's song that is your madness Holds a truth I can't erase All alone on your face Every glamorous sunrise Throws the planets out of line A star sign out of whack, a fraudulent zodiac And the God of Wine is crouched down in my room You let me down, I said it, now I'm going dow

Sorry - Buckcherry
"Sorry"Oh I had a lot to say was thinking on my time awayI missed you and things weren't the same[Pre-Chorus:]Cause everything inside it never comes out rightAnd when I see you cry it makes me want to die[Chorus:]I'm sorry I'm bad, I'm sorry you're blue, I'm sorry about all things I said to youAnd I know I can't take it backI love how you kiss, I love all your sounds, and baby the way you make my world go roundAnd I just wanted to say I'm sorry:This time I think I'm to blame it's harder to get through the daysYou get older and blame turns to shame[Pre-Chorus][Chorus]Every single day I think about how we came all this wayThe sleepless nights and the tears you cried it's never too late to make it rightOh yeah sorry![Chorus]

Home - Daughtry
"Home"I'm staring out into the night,Trying to hide the pain.I'm going to the place where loveAnd feeling good don't ever cost a thing.And the pain you feel's a different kind of pain.Well I'm going home,Back to the place where I belong,And where your love has always been enough for me.I'm not running from.No, I think you got me all wrong.I don't regret this life I chose for me.But these places and these faces are getting old,So I'm going home.Well I'm going home.The miles are getting longer, it seems,The closer I get to you.I've not always been the best man or friend for you.But your love remains true.And I don't know why.You always seem to give me another try.So I'm going home,Back to the place where I belong,And where your love has always been enough for me.I'm not running from.No, I think you got me all wrong.I don't regret this life I chose for me.But these places and these faces are getting old,Be careful what you wish for,'Cause you just might get it all.You just might get it al

Country Boy - Aaron Lewis This Song Is Sooooo Me!
Aaron Lewis - Country Boy Lyrics Now I grew up down an old dirt roadIn a town you wouldn’t knowMy pop’s picked a place up for fifteen hundred bucksBack in 1964My grandfather was a drinkerBack in the day he put him downBut a war is known to change a manAnd the whiskey’s known to change a man No that’s not meI rarely drink from the bottle but I’ll smoke a little weedI still live in the sticks where you wouldn’t goIn a town of twelve hundred off an old dirt roadAnd a country boy is all I’ll ever be Now its been twelve years since I sold my soulTo the devil in L.A.He said sign your name here on the dotted lineAnd your songs they all will playHe set up shop on sunsetHe put me up at the marqueeHe said you want to sell a million records boyYou better listen to meHe said change your styleWhiten your smile you could lose a couple poundsIf you want to live this lifeYou better lose that wifeDo you need your friends around I said no that’s not me

Mr. Grim
"Mr. Grim" She longs to caress the silhouette that haunts within the depths of her mind .. She can see the demonic force which penetrates her thoughts.. She pushes back.. but he plays on rewind… Her eyes roll in the back of her head.. inner visions of her captivity, under the power.. where lies the dead.. Satin sheets ripple.. through her barb wired heart … He stabs her eternally ..with his steal black knife… Her tainted blood pours out, as he fills her with his darkness of life.. Her skin wrinkles cold …her eyes now grow dim… an eclipse of the moon.. With her last reaching

Conquered
He stands looking over the war torn landscape, it has been a long battle. But now it is over, and it is all his. all the blood, all the glory, and yet he is empty inside. What he wished for was to rule, he got his wish. Now he was the king, the king of a war ravaged land, the king of corpses, the king of everything, and of nothing. He looks at his remaining troops, a few thousand. this word, this plane of existance it is now his. So now he raises his hands, and with them the slain on the battlefield raise as well. He then says "For me you will fight, forever till it is all mine!". Then with a wave of his hand there opens a rift, beyond is a thriving world, citys reaching to the sky. With a look of determination he motions his army of the undead forward through the portal, and to another dark destiny...

Bound By Violence
She is bound to him, by love, by lust. Only her chains are stronger then her feelings. But to him she is a toy. He will cut her, and she will scream. He will burn her, and she will moan. She will still love him, she is his. He only sees it as entertainment. She will bow before him do as he tells her, he will defile her. She don't care, this is what she is here for. To be used, to be abused. What happens when she is broken? When he tires of her and wants something new? She will be lost and alone. She will long for him, for his pain, for his pleasure. She cuts herself, but it isn't the same. She trys to find a new master but she is too scarred, too broken. She needs him needs to feel his hands around her throat, to feel his manhood ripping her. She wait's for him outside, and when she sees him she begs "Take me back I will be your slave again!". He does not even look at her. She no longer catches his eye. She will make him see her, She picks up a rock and hits him. He finally looks at h

Email Sent To The Ministry Of Community And Social Services In Ontario Canada
Right I have to start looking for a new place to live, because my Landlord can't respect my privacy, keeps walking into my apartment at night, when I'm either sleeping, or doing my thing in bed at night. Been looking at the prices for rent in Durham Region, I pay $640 a month now and can barely make ends meet. Take a fucking look out there, the average price for a Bachelor Apartment in an apartment building is $800 a month. I served my country, I've been a volunteer in St. John Ambulance. I won't share with people I don't know and I won't move into subsidized housing because you morons just cut my entitlement back. WAKE THE FUCK UP QUIT SHITTING ON US LET US HAVE OUR DIGNITY AND PRIVACY AND GIVE US THE MONEY TO AFFORD A DECENT FUCKING APARTMENT IN A DECENT FUCKING AREA.

Zombies From Hell T-ride 1991
I Guess I Put so Many T-Ride Lyrics up because I Love Writing and I Love the way these Guys Write and thinks everyone has their own way of Writing http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=e4hOyCxiIP4&feature=related Got a sight of something, later the other nightMade the blood in my veins run colder than iceIn the TV's glowmy mind's onCruise ControlThe man on television says we're under attack from rockin'Rock and rollZombies from HellDeath ChicagoDestruction San FransicoGone NewarkDust Lost AngelesTrashed PittsburghKilled MiamiLost New OrleansDesolate San DiegoSlayed DetroitBurned TallahasseeFlat DallasTorched New York, New YorkBetter burn your records, set 'em all alightLock up all your windows, better shutter 'em up tightWatch where your kids go... keep 'em all...Home at NightBetteg get ourselves together or we'll all be wastedRock and Roll Zombies From HellYears ago in a happier time, everything was rightBut somewhere in paradise blazing red eyesDrilled holes in the nightAin't

All About Me
I am from Pickering Ontario Canada Born in Grand Falls Newfoundland Currently on a Disability pension, but work when I can under the table. Currently suing the Toronto Catholic Children's Aid Society for abuses suffered in group home and foster homes. I'm hoping to possibly come out of the suit with a multi million dollar settlement. My dream is to open a paintball field, as paintball is one of the things I do for fun. I'm not a hard guy to get to know, I do have honor and morals, I have good days and bad days, I do get angry about certain things, especially when it comes to morals and ethics in general. I do like women in moderation, I don't drink alcohol, but do smoke pot. I don't have a woman in my life, so I'll flirt with whoever till I do get one. It doesn't mean that I'm going to beat my head off the wall finding a woman, not into exercises of futility, if a nice one comes along great, if not I'm busy with things and playing paintball as much as I can with my Bros.

Free To Do It
i'm happy soloi am loving the freedom to finally be myself, to do the things I like to do, to live my life the way I want to. it's been awhile since i've had this chance, i'm in no hurry to "find someone"this is such an incredible feeling to be who I want to be w/o the burden of another's expectationsi want to enjoy this for as long as i can, this is my life now and i can take it in any direction i wanteveryday is what i make of it and so far all the things ive done fill me with a sense of pride and accomplishmentdoing things i've never been allowed to do myself before, no one to stop me, to tell me i can't do iti laugh at myself these days and realize i've missed being a happy klutzi'm not "alone", i'm just flying soloi dont need someone "waiting in the wings" to feel securei suppose one day i may meet someone who's willing to share my life with me without trying to take it oversomeone who wont want to change anything about me, much less HATE certain things about me. maybe then, not