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A Couple Of Quick Notes:
(Originally Posted on May 8, 2006)1) When I read things like the description of the black mass, I spring a woody.2) Yesterday my wife & I were tired. I said something like, "Holy crap, I'm tired." She didn't respond, so I said, "Saintly excrement." That got her to laughing. I love to hear her laugh...tag: satan, satanism, satanist, satanic, religion

The Darker Side
Most people seem to fear the darkness, That the biggest bad things live in it. But what people don't realize is the big bad, Lives everywhere not just in the dark. Death comes for everyone no matter what time. Fear not what you can't see or stop, But embrace it and welcome it, For without it the world would be hell on earth. Take your darker side and celebrate, Love your darkerside don't be ashamed of it. I know I'm proud of my darker side of life.

Quick Thing I Forgot To Mention On The Initiation
(Originally Posted on June 5, 2006)The medallion I hung above the altar is now hanging around my neck.And I got it from an E-Bay auction from www.Imosh.com.tag: satan, satanism, satanist, satanic, religion, initiation, ceremony, ritual

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Flower Of Love
The perfume of your body dulls my sense. I want nor wine nor weed; your breath alone Suffices. In this moment rare and tense I worship at your breast. The flower is blown The saffron petals tempt my amorous mouth, The yellow heart is radiant now with dew Soft-scented, redolent of my loved South; O flower of love! I give myself to you. Uncovered on your couch of figured green, Here let us linger indivisible. The portals of your sanctuary unseen Receive my offering, yielding unto me. Oh, with our love the night is warm and deep! The air is sweet, my flower, and sweet the flute Whose music lulls our burning brain to sleep, While we lie loving, passionate and mute.

Erotica... Not For The Faint Of Heart.
She sat in his lap with her legs straddling each side and her back against his broad chest. She bent forward placing her hands on the floor. He held her stroked her with his hands. Over the curve of her hips down her sides and back down towards her rounded ass. She rolled back up. He wrapped one arm over her hip and down between her legs. Then he wrapped the other around her body to rest on her breast. She groaned as his hands caressed each breast. He held them, testing their weight, teasing the nipples to hard stiff peaks. She was so wet. He whispered such thing in her ear words of love, lust, and promises. She moaned louder. His fingers teased the apex of her thighs, gently teasing the newly trimmed patch of hair. Her legs parted further providing him entrance to her core. His fingers delved in between her dewy folds until they touched her clit. She groaned as his fingers went to work, circling and rubbing her. “ Mmm do you like that baby?” He whispered in her ear. “Ahh” was the on

Ladies Vs Bitches
A Lady vs. A Bitch LADIES GET RESPECT - BITCHES GET WHAT THEY DESERVE LADIES WORK HARD - BITCHES WORK YOUR NERVE LADIES TELL THE TRUTH - BITCHES TELL LIES LADIES TRUST YOU - BITCHES ASK WHY LADIES STAY LOYAL - BITCHES JUST CHEAT LADIES ARE HONEST - BITCHES ARE DISCREET LADIES RESPECT YOUR PRIDE - BITCHES DON'T GIVE A FUCK LADIES HELP YOU PROGRESS - BITCHES SLOW YOU UP LADIES FUCK FOR SOME OF THAT GOOD LOVIN - BITCHES FUCK SO YOU CAN BUY THEM SOMETHING LADIES ARE IMPRESSED FOR THE MAN YOU ARE - BITCHES ARE IMPRESSED BY YOUR MONEY AND YOUR CAR LADIES ARE REAL - BITCHES ARE FAKE LADIES SHOW YOU LOVE - BITCHES JUST HATE LADIES TELL YOU HOW IT IS - BITCHES DON'T BOTHER TO MENTION LADIES KNOW HOW TO LISTEN - BITCHES DON'T PAY ATTENTION LADIES STAY BY YOUR SIDE - BITCHES KICK YOU TO THE CURB LADIES CAN TEACH YOU SOMETHING - BITCHES DON'T LEARN LADIES CARE ABOUT YOU - BITCHES DON'T

Why Lois Lane Didn't Know Clark Kent Was Superman!
Sure everybody wants Superman. I mean why not. He’s tall, good looking, intelligent, and can leap tall building in a single bound! Why wouldn’t Lois want Superman? Yet no one notices Clark Kent. Yeah he is tall and intelligent He is also clumsy and can’t act right when he is around. And yet he is Superman. Lois like so many other women could never see the potential Superman in mild mannered Clark Kent. They are so very busy looking at what a guy does, what he drives, who he associates with; that they miss the real deal. Clark is every woman’s best male friend. The guy that she can call in the middle of the night for anything. He is the first one to notice a new outfit or hair cut. Because he is the one that has you memorized. He looked at you for years. Wiped your tears. Even talked long into the night about your fears. Women like Lois are so obsessed with what they think they should have they miss what they already do. Why search the world over for someone who doesn’t exist

Captive
When unspoken love lingers on your quivering lips, you slowly unravel your bashful passion for our togetherness. Rainbow of love caresses our cherished desire. Gush of happiness mingles with ecstatic colours of our blazing exploration. We embrace each other in our aflamed arms where captive love is treasured for us forever.

In Just A Kiss
Antagonizing pleasure Placed upon my lips Where dreams come true In just one kiss! Sharing an afternoon of ecstasy Closing the door on reality Not even the thickest iceberg Could melt the lust I feel inside! I shed my fears faster than my clothes The anticipation begins to unfold My heart begins to pound faster As you come closer Just one look from your eyes And I become hypnotized A river of sins, to which I concede Just one kiss, caused the undoing of me! Your lips gently pressed against mine A silent submission of tongues intertwined My mouth tenderly pressed against yours My voice trembles as you start to explore Electric shocks as your tongue touches mine An erotic dance of passing time My heart's racing as fast as yours My body's craving for something more! Starving and Craving For an evening Of erotic bliss Where dreams come true In Just One Kiss.

Plans For This Weekend
(Originally Posted on June 30, 2006)I have finally figured out what I shall do this weekend.Tonight, I shall read the Satanic Bible's section on curses and work one this weekend.I have talked a bit about this before, but let me give a fuller story.At work, we received a copy of an employee's manual. It is very poorly written and contains legal documents to sign. One of these documents (the non-compete, non-disclosure, non-everything else agreement) basically means that, if we signed it, we could not work at any job for two years after leaving this job, whether we quit or are fired.One of my coworkers (call him George) complained about the manual in the middle of the office. Idiot Boss, hearing him, called George into his office and asked that "anybody else with a problem with the manual" also go. I went.George knows that Idiot Boss has had it in for him for a while. I had told George that IB asked me about him, trying to get me to give a reason George should be fired. I refused t

Books And Freedom
by Dr. William Pierce A listener sent me a clipping from the New York Times last month, the November 14 edition, and I just got around to reading it. It's the obituary of a writer and Harvard professor, Dr. Richard Marius. Marius had a pretty unremarkable career: a Southern Baptist divinity school graduate and student of the Reformation who wrote several very forgettable books and taught aspiring authors at Harvard how to write. We wouldn't be interested in him, except for one detail: in 1995 he was fired as a speech writer by Al Gore. The reason he was fired is that in a book review he had written three years earlier, which was published in The Harvard Magazine, he had criticized the way the Jews in Israel treat the Palestinians there: you know, torturing prisoners, collective punishment for the families of suspected activists, and so on. Again, this criticism of the Israelis was not in a book written by Marius, but in his review of another author's book, and book reviews are ge

Enemies Of Liberty
by Dr. William Pierce It has been said that the price of liberty is eternal vigilance. That makes sense to me. I believe it's true. But it certainly isn't good news for America. It's not good news because eternal vigilance is simply too high a price for most Americans today. They're not willing to pay that much for liberty. I mean, think about it. Vigilance means paying attention to what's happening in the world. It means trying to understand what's happening. One might even have to get up off the couch, turn off the TV for a few minutes, and think. It might even mean missing the Sunday game! Really, that's asking too much of the average American voter. I mean, why should he trouble himself to be vigilant when he's got his buddy Bill up there in Washington to keep an eye on things for him? Surely, if anything important comes up, someone he can trust, like Tom Brokaw or Dan Rather or Peter Jennings will warn him about it and tell him exactly what opinion he should have on it. The

Fooling The People
by Dr. William Pierce One of President Abe Lincoln's most memorable statements about the government of the United States was to the effect that it is able to fool all of the people some of the time and some of the people all of the time, but that it can't hope to fool all of the people all of the time. He made this statement as an argument for honesty in government: since the government can't fool all of the people all of the time, it is bound to lose its credibility if it tries. Well, that was about 140 years ago, and things really were quite different in the United States at that time. For one thing, there was no television. For another thing, there were virtually no Jews. Even without Jews we had plenty of liars, of course: plenty of men who aspired to fool as many people as they could for as long as necessary. These men who aspired to deceive others tended to go into the business of selling used horses or into the ministry or journalism or the practice of law or to run for pu

Germany And America
by Dr. William Pierce Last week we talked about conditions in Germany, where I had been to address a congress of the National Democratic Party of Germany. I emphasized two things: the racial and cultural degradation of Germany during 54 years of rule by an Occupation government and the lack of freedom of Germans today: specifically, their lack of freedom of speech and freedom of assembly. That's as good a place as any to start today. What I want to talk about today is the evidence that the same people who are degrading Germany and preventing Germans from speaking and assembling freely are also degrading America and are doing their damnedest to take away Americans' freedom as well. Much of the evidence I'll give you is merely suggestive. With my limited investigative resources that's all I can do. You'll have to make your own judgment on what the evidence means. Let's begin with the case of Gary Lauck. Mr. Lauck is a native of Lincoln, Nebraska. For years he published materials

How They Rule
by Dr. William Pierce You know, it's a frustrating and infuriating thing watching Clinton and his crew of nation-wreckers gloating over their successful bullying of Serbia. Madeleine has been screeching and squawking like the Wicked Witch of the West, and Bill has been wagging his finger at the Serbs, looking serious, and telling them that they will not get a cent to help them repair the damage done by NATO until they get rid of Slobodan Milosevic and choose an "approved" president. You know, I was pretty disappointed in Milosevic for caving in to the NATO gangsters, and I was about to write him off. I mean, what can you expect from a former communist? But if Clinton and his Jews hate Milosevic so much, then maybe there's something good about him after all. I remember how the Clinton gang a few years ago was applying pressure to Russia in every way it could to get Boris Yeltsin elected and then reelected. The message was essentially, "No loans from the West unless Boris is your p

Hypocrisy And Democracy
by Dr. William Pierce During the past week I was very interested in some of the public reactions to Minnesota Governor Jesse Ventura's comments in a Playboy magazine interview. Governor Ventura, who was a professional wrestler before he became governor, told Playboy that "organized religion is a sham and a crutch for weak-minded people" Pretty hard to argue with that, if he's talking about the mainstream churches in America today. But of course, the Republican politicians jumped at the chance to denounce Ventura and to express their pious outrage at his honesty. The Republicans were indecently eager to garner a few votes from the weak-minded. Senate Majority Leader Trent Lott was one of the most outraged. I saw him on television with his jowls quivering and his eyes flashing as he lambasted Jesse Ventura for heresy and sucked up to the television evangelists and the bishops and the reverends . . . and their weak-minded flocks. Lott's performance reminded me that hypocrisy and

Killing Little Children
by Dr. William Pierce The shooting at the Jewish community center in Los Angeles happened a couple of days before I prepared my broadcast last week, and I thought that I would just skip it, that I would not comment on it, either in that broadcast or in the future. But I have had many calls from reporters asking for comments on the shooting, and I have watched some of the news coverage of the shooting, and I have changed my mind. I believe that the thing which prompted me most strongly to make a comment was listening to a televised statement by Janet Reno on the shooting. What a woman! A fitting colleague for Madeleine Albright! The only thing wrong with Janet Reno is that she's not a Jewess. That's a shame, because she certainly would qualify on the grounds of mendacity and overall crookedness. Several things our Attorney General said brought me to the boiling point, but probably the statement which made the strongest impression on me was to the effect that we must learn how to r

Lies And Consequences
by Dr. William Pierce You know, there's one thing you can say for the Jews: they do have a sense of humor. They had a real comedian dream up the name "peacekeeping mission" for the murderous forays they send United Nations and NATO troops on. Their gangs of mercenary killers are called "peacekeepers," but wherever they go to enforce the will of the New World Order they cause bloodshed and suffering, and nowhere is that more true than in Serbia. The Jews undoubtedly are greatly amused by the ease with which they are able to deceive the Gentiles in such matters. Madeleine Albright announced to the world as she and her gang began their murderous bombing of Serbia in March that they were doing it for "humanitarian" reasons, to keep the Serbs from mistreating Albanians. She said this with a straight face, the news media people reported it with straight faces, and certainly a substantial portion of the Gentile public believed her, while the Jews were laughing up their slee

Lies, Murder, And Jews
by Dr. William Pierce Today, before we begin talking about the murders being committed by our government overseas, let's note a few things about some murders committed recently in America. I'm thinking of the murders at Columbine High School in Littleton, Colorado, last week, in which two students killed 12 other students and a teacher and then committed suicide. Right after the shootings rumors of all sorts were flying. The students who did the shooting were homosexuals who wore black trenchcoats and belonged to a homosexual gang called "the trenchcoat mafia," according to one rumor. Another rumor had it that the killers sought out Blacks and athletes as their victims, and that most of the victims were Blacks. And it also was said that they were fans of the "shock rock" musician who uses the name "Marilyn Manson," and that they were acting out some morbid Marilyn Manson performance. It also was rumored that as many as 25 students had been murdered. I get most of the raw news tha

Seeing The Forest
by Dr. William Pierce I really do appreciate the responses to my broadcasts which listeners send to me. Even though I and my staff can't answer every letter we receive, we do read them all, and I learn from them. Every week I receive a number of letters from listeners who believe that I blame the Jews too much for the destruction of our society. I'm not referring now to the letters from crazed Christian fundamentalists who rave at me about the Jews being "God's chosen people" and therefore entitled to do whatever they want without criticism. These pitiful souls tell me, "God'll get you if you say anything bad about the Jews. Don't you know that Jesus was a Jew?" And I also am not referring to the letters from lemmings, who simply parrot back the Politically Correct party line they've learned from watching television, to the effect that Jews are just like everybody else, except better, and that the only reason I speak critically of them in my broadcasts is that I'm jealous of t

Special Treatment
by Dr. William Pierce St. Martins Press has just published a fascinating new book. It's by journalist Gordon Thomas and is titled Gideon's Spies: the Secret History of the Mossad. Mossad is the name of Israel's official espionage and assassination agency. The history of the Mossad is an interesting enough subject in itself: all of the gory details about how our gallant, little, democratic ally in the Middle East carries out state-sponsored assassinations, terrorist bombings, and other hanky-panky, with nary a word of protest from that great enemy of terrorism we have in the White House. Bill Clinton likes to wax indignant about the terrorism of Osama bin Laden and Colombian rebels and Hutus in Uganda and others -- that is, about the terrorism of everyone except our gallant, little, democratic ally in the Middle East. What makes Thomas's book especially interesting and relevant at the moment, however, is that he details some Mossad espionage inside the Clinton White House. Specifi

The Bigger War
by Dr. William Pierce Perhaps by now you are tired of hearing me talk about Madeleine Albright's genocide against the Serbs. There certainly are plenty of other interesting things we could discuss: more horrifying Black-on-White crimes that the Jewish media have hushed up, more shocking details of Clinton's treasonous sale of American security to China, more of the fallout from that school shooting in Colorado last month and what it reveals about the corruption of public life in America. All of these things are important -- but none is quite as important as Madeleine Albright's war against Serbia. And it's not just that Albright murders more people in Serbia every day than are killed in a year of schoolyard shootings in America. It is the fundamental lessons for us, the fundamental warnings, which are spelled out so clearly by the NATO murder campaign against the Serbs. An advantage which sometimes comes from studying foreign events instead of domestic affairs is that the distanc

The Clinton Popularity Polls
by Dr. William Pierce Hello! Today I want to talk with you about something I've already mentioned on several earlier programs, but with the trial of Bill Clinton now starting in the Senate, I believe it's worth discussing again. That is the fact that well over half of the American electorate still likes Clinton and wants him to remain President. They don't want him tried on the charges he is now facing. They believe that neither his demonstrated lack of character nor the crimes he committed should disqualify him from leading America. They believe that those things aren't important. That is really the single most significant fact of this whole, sordid Clinton scandal: the voters don't care; the voters think it's not important. Some anti-Clinton people have told me that they don't believe the opinion polls which show these results. They believe that the media bosses, who always have supported Clinton, have faked the polls. But you know, a couple of dozen polls by several different p

Biopolitics
by Dr. William Pierce Hello! As I prepare my remarks for today's broadcast, last month's presidential election is still just a bit up in the air, with the lawyers for both sides preparing for further court challenges, so it is remotely possible that the Democrats could take the White House away from the Republicans, although that doesn't seem likely. What is certain is that this recent electoral circus has been acutely embarrassing to everyone who is stupid enough or naïve enough still to believe, at this late date in the self-destruction of Western civilization, that democracy is a reasonable way for our people to govern themselves. The Republicans may have taken the prize in this lamentable and undignified contest, but they have very little for which to congratulate themselves, because it is quite clear they can never again win as Republicans: that is, as upholders of the American tradition of independence and self-discipline which Republicans, in the past, claimed

Fear Of The Smear
by Dr. William Pierce The enemies of America and of Europe -- the enemies of our people everywhere -- have two guiding principles, two imperatives. The first is to continue backing the racially destructive programs now in place while introducing newer and even more destructive programs through the media and through government legislation. The second imperative is to prevent or neutralize any effective opposition to their programs: that is, to make it impossible for our people to defend themselves. For example, just two of the racially destructive programs they already have in place are, one, keeping our borders open to immigrants from the non-White areas of the world and, two, doing everything they can to encourage miscegenation. Their immigration program, aimed at flooding White areas with non-Whites, is backed primarily through the government. Their miscegenation program, aimed at increasing the degree of racial mongrelization, is backed primarily by their mass media -- althoug

I Need Your Support
by Dr. William Pierce How are we doing? How do we judge how we are doing? Most people, I believe, judge themselves by the reactions of those around them. Certainly, that's true of lemmings, who have no inner standards for judgment at all. They evaluate their own qualities, their own behavior, their own accomplishments entirely on the basis of the reactions of those around them. They are entirely social animals, herd animals. But really, all of us, not just the lemmings, do that to a greater or lesser degree. When the major Jewish organizations declared my organization, the National Alliance, to be the most dangerous organization in America, my response was, "Hey, wonderful! We must be doing something right." Every time I see a shrill newspaper headline reference to me, or read an editorial with some editor shrieking that I am a "hater," I know that I have earned the hatred of an enemy of my people, and I cannot help but feel a little twinge of pride because of it. Of course

Illusion And Leverage
by Dr. William Pierce Today I'll continue with the same general concept we talked about a few weeks ago: the house-of-cards concept. The Jews maintain their power only by maintaining an illusion, and that illusion is that most people are in agreement with their policies and programs, when in fact a very large number of people are not. The Jews have, of course, a substantial number of willing Gentile collaborators, who collaborate because they depend upon the Jews to help them maintain their own unearned advantages: the feminists, the homosexuals, the welfare rabble, the politicians, and a significant portion of the business and corporate elite. And I'm speaking of White collaborators only. I'm not even concerned about non-Whites. But all of these White collaborators could be swept away were it not for the majority of Whites who are being fooled by the illusion. After last week's broadcast a listener commented that the people who pretend to be shocked by Atlanta Braves pitcher Joh

Images
by Dr. William Pierce I'm the chairman of the National Alliance. I'm trying to build the National Alliance into a strong enough organization so that we can have a major influence on a number of policies which are important to the future of our people. We want to change the government's policy on immigration, for example, which is flooding America with non-White immigrants, both legal and illegal. We want to regain control of our mass media of news and entertainment, so that we can put an end to the media propaganda which encourages racial mixing between Whites and non-Whites. We want to change our political system so that we never again have a person such as Bill Clinton in the White House or a person such as Madeleine Albright in our State Department. We want a better future for our people. We work toward our goal by educating the public and by recruiting from that portion of the public which responds positively to our educational effort. With the new members we gain we are able

Lies And The History Channel
by Dr. William Pierce The biggest threat to our people -- the biggest obstacle to our survival and progress -- is the Jewish control of the mass media of news and entertainment. I've said that to you many times. Today I want to talk about some very specific examples of the way in which this threat works. Last month a special television documentary program began airing on the History Channel, which is a subsidiary of A&E Television Networks. The "A&E" stands for "Arts and Entertainment." The name of the program is "Nazi America: A Secret History." It purports to be a serious history of the growth of the Nazi movement in America, starting with the German-American Bund and its precursor organizations in the 1930s and taking us right up to the present I don't have the time to view many television programs except the national and international news each day, primarily to see what the party line is: that is, to see what "spin" the Jews are putting on the news. This History Channel docu

Our Task
by Dr. William Pierce Every week I tell you that America is in serious trouble, that our race is in serious trouble. And I'm sure that most of you who are regular listeners believe that and also understand why we're in trouble. But it's clear that many White Americans don't believe we're in trouble. How could anything be wrong when the shopping malls are full of things to buy and they haven't even reached the limit on their credit cards yet? With unemployment down, inflation down, even the government's crime statistics down, how could we be in trouble? It's clear that most of these Alfred E. Neuman types, these soccer-mom types, don't have a clue, but still sometimes they make me feel as if I'm deliberately trying to be a spoilsport, looking for problems where there are none, just so I'll have something to complain about. The fact is that most people are not able to see much beyond the ends of their noses -- or their television screens. If their television screens tell them over

Race Suicide
by Dr. William Pierce With the end of the year at hand this seems like a good time to sum things up. Before we sum up the past year, though, let's look at the past century. The salient feature of the 20th century was the collective suicide of the White race. In 1900 we ruled the world. We ruled politically, militarily, culturally, economically, scientifically, and in every other way. No other race even came close. We ruled India and Africa directly, and China was for all practical purposes an economic colony of Europe and America. The Chinese Emperor remained on his throne only so long as he let White men have their way in China. Japan was the only non-White nation of any significance that even had pretensions of autonomy. We had superior weapons, superior armed forces, superior communications, superior transportation, superior agriculture and industry, superior standards of health, superior organization, superiority in every facet of science and technology. We had the best unive

Reality Check
by Dr. William Pierce It's time for a reality check. One of the ways in which I try to keep up with what's going on in the world is watching a couple of televised news programs every day. For week after week I've been saturated with Elian Gonzales, as if the business of deciding whether or not the boy goes back to his father in Cuba or stays with other relatives in Miami is the most important thing happening in the world today. Now, I can understand that at least part of the reason for this saturation coverage of the Elian Gonzales situation is based on the mentality of the average television news viewer. The couch potatoes probably have nothing better to do than worry about where Elian ends up. They'd rather get the latest installment in the Elian soap opera than know what's really happening in the world. I hope, however, that you'll pardon me for suspecting that in addition to the strictly commercial desire on the part of CNN and other news presenters to cater to the feminin

Shielding Evil
by Dr. William Pierce The horror in Rhodesia continues -- the ethnic cleansing, the murder and rape and dispossession of the Whites there by the Blacks -- and the media here continue to ignore what is happening there or to downplay it drastically, showing only happy mobs of Blacks chanting and dancing as they demand that more White farms be turned over to them. Certainly, I'll be talking about Rhodesia more in the future. Today, however, let's back off a little and look at some other things that are happening in our world that may not seem to have much to do with the genocide of our people in Rhodesia but that nevertheless can help us understand better why that genocide is happening and why the mass media here are ignoring it. Let's begin today with a law suit that recently ended in a British court in London. It was a libel suit that the noted British historian and writer David Irving had brought against a Jewess, Deborah Lipstadt, who had written a book calling Irving a "Holocau

Survival Essentials
by Dr. William Pierce Today let's back off a bit and take a look at the overall situation of our race. I believe that it's important to do that fairly often, so that we don't get lost in the details. So here's the situation: Very roughly, there are 100 million adult, heterosexual White men and women in the United States, and about as many White children and teenagers. There are roughly 80 million non-Whites of all ages, and I'm including among the latter the approximately six million Jews who live in the United States. Among the 100 million adult, non-Jewish Whites in the United States, there are two to three million who are potential listeners to this broadcast. I don't know how many are actual listeners now -- probably between 100 and 200 thousand, which is somewhere between three and ten per cent of the potential. And of course, many of the potential listeners would not respond positively even if they were listening now. I receive letters often from listeners who tell me that

The Case Of Hendrik Möbus
by Dr. William Pierce In our program last week we talked about the Jewish campaign to outlaw Politically Incorrect speech: so called "hate speech." Of course, as I mentioned last week, the Jews aren't the only ones trying to abolish the Bill of Rights. The Jews are the principal schemers and the prime movers, but the radical feminists are among their most zealous allies; so is the homosexual lobby. Every group in this screwed-up society of ours that has had special privileges bestowed on it by the government -- every member of the Clinton coalition -- wants to silence anyone who might be inclined to question his group's privileges. And then there are the bleeding-heart liberals, who really believe that the freedom not to be offended by what anyone else says or writes is more important than freedom of speech. But the Jews are the ones planning the campaign, and the mass media are their principal weapons against our freedom. Two weeks ago a 30-year-old White man, Eric Toews, died i

Then She Kame Along!
Thiz iz a poem i wrote...yeah, itz kinda um...well, itz not the best..but i wuz upset n' wrote it fast! Woot WoO!!! hehe! I f-in el oh ve ee all my poetry!! Then She Came Along!!! I love him, and he loved me, then she came along, and ruined it for me I like how it used tu be, he'd hold me close, make me feel warm and secure, then she came along, take a look in the mirror He'd kiss my lips, and tell me he loved me, then she came along, this is all so wrong He'd call me everyday, just tu hear my voice, then she came along and took him from me He used tu cuddle with me, he made me feel so free, then she came along, and ruined it for me!!!

*whatever*
&& i just keep um a kumin...here'z another i wrote! n' yez, i wuz really feelin' the drama when i wrote thyz...lol!!! *Whatever* Call me a slut, call me a ho, say what ever you want, you're fuckin low, call me fat, call me stupid, get out of my way, you're not cupid, you thynk ur perfekt, some sexy babe, come on, du you really thynk that way? , i kry for myself, but i should kry for you, i du what i want, you du what ur friends du, So, say what you want, waste ur breath, i don't fuckin' kare, it ain't kausin' my death!!

Tu The One That Let Me Go!
Before i begin, i would just lyke tu tell hym something...."I fuckin' love you with all my heart god damnit n' i ain't lettin' go....you kan be an ass....treat me lyke shyt.....tell me stupid liez (u know u lie).....i don't give a fuck...i'm here tu stay...u know why? well i'll tell ya....ur my bestfriend....my everything....i may not have you az my man, but i'm not luzin' you az a friend....kk, so, don't you get it babe..?....u hurt me once, then twice, then three tymez.....where am i?.....wow, i'm styll standin' here waitin' for the day you realize that we r so perfekt tugether...hmm....doesn't that just sound so um....annoying....well deal with it kuz i know you want me just az bad but either way you were gonna hurt someone....u knew the whole tyme that if you chose her...i'd styll be here in the end....n' you know it...n' i know it......n' well, here i am...here tu stay!! Again, i love you" Ok, so u used the lyne "your only seventeen" HA ha Ha...i laugh...bekuz i'm not ur averag

The Evil Among Us
by Dr. William Pierce Today I have some new information I want to share with you. It is information on a subject I've discussed with you more than once in the past: namely, the Jewish trade in White female slaves. The reason this new information is noteworthy is that it comes directly from the horse's mouth, so to speak. It is from the June 16 issue of the Jerusalem Post -- actually, the Saturday supplement to the Jerusalem Post. In Israel, of course, they have Saturday supplements instead of Sunday supplements. The Jerusalem Post's documentary article on Israel's trade in White slaves, published just two weeks ago, is astoundingly frank and straightforward, and in today's broadcast I will read to you directly from the article. You know, one of the biggest problems facing me or anyone else trying to inform the public in a way that contradicts the party line propagated by the television networks is credibility. I tell the average citizen something like, "In Israel it is legal to b

The Hurricane
by Dr. William Pierce In the flood of mail that I received in response to my broadcast two weeks ago about the deliberate lies and distortions of supposedly "educational" television documentaries, I was pleased to note that many of my listeners already are fully aware of this sort of mendacity and have been keeping their own notes. I pointed out in my broadcast two weeks ago that the people in Hollywood who make these television documentaries not only lie to us, but they also are very careless with their facts, and I gave some specific examples of incorrect dates used in a History Channel program that was supposed to inform us about the secret history of Nazis in America. Several listeners who saw that History Channel program wrote to me about other careless errors they noted in the program. For example, Timothy McVeigh, the convicted Oklahoma City bomber, was described in the program as a Nazi and as a former Marine. The claim about being a Nazi was a deliberate lie. The claim abou

The Jewish Mob In America
by Dr. William Pierce I promised last week that I would tell you in more detail about what organized Jewish criminals are doing in the United States, and that's what I'll do today. Actually, I've discussed this subject with you a few times in the past, especially in my broadcast of May 16, 1998, which was titled "Paying the Organizatsiya." There have been many new developments in Jewish organized crime during the past few years, and although the mass media have carefully avoided talking about these developments, never using the word "Jew" and referring only to "Russian" organized crime when they do occasionally mention the subject, a new book was published just a few weeks ago by Little, Brown and Company, which provides an up-to-date and reasonably good introduction to the topic of Jewish organized crime. I'll refer occasionally to the book during today's broadcast. The title of the book is Red Mafiya: How the Russian Mob Has Invaded America. Interestingly enough, the author of

The Rubes And The Carnies
by Dr. William Pierce In our last two broadcasts we have talked about the Jewish trade in White slaves and about why the Jews engage in such activity. Today we'll expand that discussion to some related subjects. First, however, let me tell you that after last week's broadcast, just as after the broadcast of the previous week, a number of listeners wrote to me that I am wrong about the Jews, that they really are not the evil and destructive creatures I have made them out to be; they are clever and sensitive and creative and have made many important contributions to our society. They reminded me of Jesus and Freud and Einstein and suggested that our civilization is based on the contributions of these three Jews. I don't know why they forgot to mention Karl Marx. A few years ago, when communism was still fashionable, the apologists for the Jews used to list Jesus, Marx, Freud, and Einstein as examples of great contributors to Western civilization, and then they would slyly mention t

There Will Be Hell To Pay
by Dr. William Pierce I've spoken with you on several occasions about the international White-slave trade: that is, the enslavement of White girls and women from eastern Europe who are lured to Israel under false pretenses and forced into prostitution by Jewish organized-crime gangs from the former Soviet Union. I have pointed out that the White-slave business flourishes in Israel because in that country slavery is not illegal, as long as the slaves aren't Jews. White slavery is, in fact, sanctioned by the Jewish religion. There are several aspects of this Jewish trade in White women in addition to forced prostitution in Israel that we still haven't discussed: child pornography, for example. And a few weeks ago I mentioned the child-prostitution operation in Brazil being run from the Israeli consulate there. Brazilian girls as young as 10 years old were being recruited to entertain Israeli tourists at sex parties in the consulate. That, fortunately, got excellent coverage in Braz

What's Important
by Dr. William Pierce A couple of weeks ago we talked about the case of a young German musician, Hendrik Möbus, who was arrested by the Clinton government's secret police while he was my guest in West Virginia. I told you that the reason for the arrest was an extradition request from the German government. The "crimes" cited in that extradition request all were what George Orwell would call "speech crimes" and what the Jews, feminists, and liberals in America call "hate speech": he made some statements to the press in Germany that the German government didn't like, and he was seen giving the Roman salute at a music concert. Of course, those aren't crimes in America; in fact, they are activities which are activities specifically protected by the Constitution. Nevertheless, Hendrik was arrested by the Clinton government's thugs, with such force that his arm was broken, for making a Politically Incorrect statement to the press in Germany. Well, Janet Reno and the rest of them though

A Riot In York
by Dr. William Pierce Thirty-two years ago, back in the summer of 1969, the Blacks were rioting in York, Pennsylvania, just as they had rioted in many other American cities during the 1960s, with the encouragement of liberal and Jewish elements in the media, the government, and the universities. Democratic President Lyndon Johnson, just six months out of the White House, had provided an enormous stimulus to this Black disorder during his administration with his so-called "Great Society" programs of special rights and special governmental protections for Blacks. The general feeling among Blacks in 1969 was that the White man was too soft and too comfortable to fight, and that he could be persuaded to buy them off if they raised enough hell. Certainly, this had been their experience during the past few years. Every time they burned an American city, the White politicians and the White businessmen not only would not punish them but would offer them more handouts and more privileges

Behind Liberalism
by Dr. William Pierce When anyone wants to eliminate a problem or overcome an obstacle, it's usually a big help to him to understand the nature of the problem or the obstacle. If he misunderstands the nature of the problem and bases his attempt to eliminate it on that misunderstanding, he's far more likely to fail than if he tackles the problem with a thorough understanding of its nature. That's self-evident, and probably my worst enemies would agree with me on that. And yet there are some very important problems that are frustrating us in our efforts to solve them simply because most of us have made no serious effort to understand their true nature. We have just assumed that the nature of the problems is self-evident when in fact it is not. The most important example of this is the assumption that the reason our civilization is self-destructing is so-called "liberal" social and political policies. There is a general belief that we have a preponderance of liberals in our governme

Face Crime And Anthrax
by Dr. William Pierce Some novels are worth reading just because they're entertaining or exciting. Others are worth reading because we can learn something worthwhile from them. Occasionally, a novel may even be prophetic: we can learn something about the future from reading it. It is a rare novel indeed that is both entertaining and prophetic. Such is the novel 1984, written in 1948 by the Englishman Eric Arthur Blair using the pen name George Orwell. I first read 1984 in 1955 when I was a graduate student and found it so fascinating that I reread it at least three times in subsequent years. What fascinated me about the novel was the feeling that I had, while reading it each time, that it not only was prescient, that it not only was telling me things about the future that I felt were likely to come about, but it also was revealing to me very fundamental things about the nature of people and governments: things that I had not been taught elsewhere because they were Politically Inc

Fast And Furious
by Dr. William Pierce Last week I gave an interview to an English-language radio station in Teheran. The program was "The Islamic Voice of Iran." We talked about a number of things, including Ariel Sharon's visit to the White House, which was taking place at the time, and about President Bush's popularity ratings. The Iranian interviewer asked me whether Bush would take a more sensible, pro-American policy in the Middle East or would continue taking orders from Israel, to the detriment of American interests, the way the Clinton administration had. Of course, I explained to him that there was really no difference between Republicans and Democrats in that regard. They both dance to whatever tune the Jews are playing at the moment, and that George Bush would no more dare to disobey the Jews than Bill Clinton would. I told the Iranian interviewer that there are minor differences between the Republican Party and the Democratic Party, with the Democrats pandering a bit more to the welf

Feces, Fetuses, Etc.
by Dr. William Pierce Let me begin by responding to a few listeners who had trouble believing the bizarre things I reported three weeks ago, when I wanted to illustrate the fact that there are profound psychological differences separating the various human races, and these differences have evolutionary origins: which is to say that they are inborn, genetically determined differences that were established over a long period of time during the evolution of the various races in various parts of the world, where there were differing evolutionary environments. In particular, I illustrated the psychological differences between the Chinese and Europeans, and between Jews and Aryans. In the case of the Jews I used the often-remarked Jewish tendency toward scatological humor, which is a much greater tendency than appears in Aryans. I cited as an example of this tendency a new MTV program, Dude, This Sucks. I mentioned that in the filming of a recent episode of this program two men -- the

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Easter Links: Download The O&a Show, New Boobs On Ratemywow, Today's Boner Updated
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10 Commandments Of Marriage...
Commandment 1. Marriages are made in heaven. But, so again, are thunder and lightning. Commandment 2. If you want your wife to listen and pay strict attention to every word you say, talk in your sleep. Commandment 3. Marriage is grand -- and divorce is at least 100 grand! Commandment 4. Married life is very frustrating. In the first year of marriage, the man speaks and the woman listens. In the second year, the woman speaks and the man listens. In the third year, they both speak and the neighbors listen. Commandment 5. When a man opens the door of his car for his wife, you can be sure of one thing: Either the car is new or the wife is. Commandment 6. Marriage is when a man and woman become as one. The trouble starts when they try to decide which one. Commandment 7. Before marriage, a man will lie awake all night thinking about something you say. After marriage, he will fall asleep before you finish. Commandment 8.

Little Eddy
A first-grade teacher was having trouble with one of her students. The teacher asked, "Eddy what is your problem?" Eddy answered, "I'm too smart for the first-grade. My sister is in the third -grade and I'm smarter than she is! I think I should be in the third-grade too!" The teacher had had enough. She took Eddy to the principal's office. While Eddy waited in the outer office, the teacher explained to the principal what the situation was. The principal told the teacher he would give the boy a test and if he failed to answer any of his questions he was to go back to the first-grade and behave. The teacher agreed. Eddy was brought in and the conditions were explained to him and he agreed to take the test. Principal: "What is 3 x 3?" Eddy: "9". Principal: "What is 6 x 6?" Eddy: "36". And so it went with every question the principal thought a third-grade should know. The principal looks at the teacher and tells her, "I

Rednecks...
> >Rednecks Are Good At Sensitive Stuff > > > >Three Rednecks were working on a cell phone > tower-Cooter, Pete, and K.C. > > > >As they start their descent Cooter slips, falls off > the tower and is killed > >instantly. > > > >As the ambulance takes the body away, Pete says, > "Well, heck, someone > >should go and tell his wife." > > > >K.C. says, "OK, I'm pretty good at that sensitive > stuff, I'll do it." > > > >Two hours later, he comes back carrying a case of > Budweiser. > > > >Pete says, "Where did you get that beer, K.C.?" > > > >"Cooter's wife gave it to me," K.C. replies. > > > >"That's inbelievable, you told the lady her husband > was dead and she gave > >you beer?" > > > >"Well, not exactly," K.C. says. "When she answered > the door, I said to her, > >You must be Cooter's widow." > > > >She said, "You must be mistaken, I'm not a > widow."...then I said "I'll bet > >you a case of beer you are." > > > >Rednecks Are Good At Sensitive Stuff!!!

Law And Shamrocks
by Dr. William Pierce I am pleased to see that the public reaction to Bill Clinton's last-minute pardons of so many Jewish criminals is continuing to snowball. How can even the dullest lemmings fail to notice that the two cases making the most headlines are, first, the case of Marc Rich and his partner Pincus Green and, second, the case of the New Square four -- Benjamin Berger, Jacob Elbaum, David Goldstein, and Kalmen Stern from the ultra-Orthodox town of New Square, New York -- and that everyone involved in these cases, except Bill and Hillary themselves, is a Jew? I think that's wonderful, but I hold out no hope that any mainstream commentator on these cases will draw the correct conclusions from them. Let us just be grateful that a perceptive few will be led to understanding, and the lemmings will be left with something to scratch their heads about. I mentioned in my broadcast last week that the reason the Clintons did what they did is that they thought they could get away w

Mike Wallace's Lesson
by Dr. William Pierce Last week I was on the CBS program 60 Minutes II, with Mike Wallace. I also was on 60 Minutes five years ago, and both times I came away with the same feeling of unreality, the feeling that I had just been talking to an alien from Mars instead of to another person whose views are different from my own. Mike Wallace and I were on such different wavelengths in both interviews that there simply was no connection between us. He was doing his part of the interviews, and I was doing my part, but we weren't communicating with each other at all. That's what I want to talk about with you today. If you saw the 60 Minutes II interview last week this will be easier for you, but I'll try to make things clear even to those who didn't see the interview. Mike Wallace and I talked about various things in last week's interview. We talked about my music company, Resistance Records; we talked about the Oklahoma City bombing and who was responsible for it; we even talked about t

Patriot's Choice
by Dr. William Pierce When I speak with or correspond with people from various parts of the United States the issue on which everyone seems to agree is immigration. Everyone has his own horror story about what the influx of non-White immigrants has done to the community in which he lives or to his workplace. People I know who work in Silicon Valley as highly skilled professionals complain to me about the enormous influx of Asians, who are taking away their jobs: Asians from India in particular. People in the health-care professions and in the academy also complain about Asians. Ninety per cent of the interns in many hospitals are Vietnamese or Chinese or Pakistani. University faculties are being filled with Asians, leaving fewer and fewer opportunities for White American scholars to have academic careers. At the other end of the socioeconomic scale, mestizos from Mexico and other parts of Central and South America, are taking over virtually all of the minimum-wage jobs in the con

Poisonous Doctrines
Hello! Today let's begin by talking about individualism and individualists. I'm using those words in a special sense. In this broadcast today when I say "individualist" I mean a person who habitually fails to consider or to give proper weight to the group context in which he belongs when viewing the world, formulating ideas, and reaching decisions; and who in evaluating other people fails to put them into the group context to which they belong, instead focusing narrowly only on the individual at hand. I also will use the word "individualist" today to designate a person who makes an ideology out of his individualism. In this sense an individualist is a person who believes that it is good, moral, admirable, proper, and so on to disregard group contexts; and immoral, unpatriotic, reprehensible, and wicked not to do so. Actually it's impossible to avoid group contexts, and the ideological individualist himself divides people into two groups: namely, individualists, wh

Riots And Revolution
by Dr. William Pierce Everyone in America knows about Cincinnati. That is, everyone at least has seen the sanitized images of the Cincinnati race riot that have appeared on television screens across the country. In that regard the Cincinnati riot is different from the Seattle race riot of nearly two months ago. News of the Seattle riot was successfully suppressed by the controlled media outside the Seattle area. In other ways, however, the riots were very similar. Although the controlled media decided not to try to suppress the news from Cincinnati, it is clear that the sympathies of the media bosses were as much with the Blacks in Cincinnati as they were in Seattle. Here's one small example of that: The 19-year-old Black thug whose shooting by a White policeman was the Blacks' excuse for rioting in Cincinnati had a long arrest record. There were 14 more arrest warrants outstanding for him at the time he was shot. The policeman who shot him, in other words, realized that he was d

Seattle's Fat Tuesday Riot
by Dr. William Pierce As we all know, there was an earthquake in Seattle on Wednesday morning last week. The news media have covered all the aspects of that earthquake pretty thoroughly. Some of us undoubtedly also are aware that there was a riot in downtown Seattle just a few hours before the earthquake. I watch the CNN news every morning and usually every evening too. When I watched the news last Wednesday morning, the earthquake hadn't occurred yet, and so there was brief coverage of the riot that had occurred Tuesday night and into the wee hours of Wednesday morning. On my television screen I saw a crowd of disorderly young White people, most of them in their teens and 20s, engaging in some pretty serious vandalism. I saw one young White man jump up on the hood of a car and begin kicking in the windshield. Others smashed store windows. Pretty disgusting behavior generally, but not really unexpected in this age of self-indulgence, permissiveness, irresponsibility, and alienation.

Yes . . .i Am Fat!!
I read something a few minutes ago about weight and health and how if you are fat, that automatically makes you lazy and unhealthy. I do struggle with my self confidence at times . . . but what woman doesn't? Skinny or fat? I went to the doctor for my yearly check up the other day. Blood Pressure . . . 110/80 Cholesterol . . .well under 200 Weight . . . HA, do you think i would tell you? I know beyond a shaddow of a doubt that i am beautiful, look that my pictures and see for yourself . . . if you know me in person, you know that i am. I have a man who loves me and thinks that i am beautiful also. I exercise 3 or 4 times a week . . . my health is pretty great. I am active. BUT guess what . . . I AM FAT!!!! I absolutly HATE how being overweight automatically does make me lazy and unhealthy . . . I think, NO!! So i don't eat great all the time . . . sorry but i come from a family who LOVES food. But, who does eat right 100% of the time? IF you do . . . I feel s

In A Dream We Call Reality
Looks like it's back to words again to peace my mind together In a Dream we call Reality Some conversations get us nowhere Some conversations get us back-words Some conversations can heal passed words Unveiling passwords, unlocking masters' last words In wisdom, in honor, in rapture In vision of higher wisdom in honor of respect That is love That is God That is as perfect as you allow it to get Before your senses can't handle the sense That was never taught how to implement Over time as thoughts take out all signs of the limitlessness In a Dream we call Reality A common theme through my dreams seems to be The art of finding meaning through writing Through out scenes in other people's lighting Weaving my own story despite them Before everything falls away into a reality Where we say we wake up... Into a dream I can't remember starting And it's only after we wake up into clarity That we can call a reality a dream

The Message
I don’t speak for these words’ sake I speak to reach the message Arguing semantic circles around what’s important Will make me leave your circles I’m allergic to these word tricks I have no love for lawyers, I ignore them They’re boring, and ignorant More talking does not make you sound smarter So try to understand what I’m saying And not just what part you can argue There are no answers in just the words’ sound The meaning is found through reflection If you can’t find the message It is your own self deception If I think about something too much I don’t say it I think about everything too much Thus I remain silent In thought through rhyme Wrought from mystical vines Caught in poetry lines Where I was taught to find my outlet In right format for rap to rage war back In time lapse Rewrite the mind set In hind sight To find light inside life

The Black Parade!!
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My Friends Repost For A Friend....
I'm doing this for one of my friends as requested. No offense but...People are getting too lazy on here. So I gave in, let's see who will actually read this. This is a test to see who's paying attention. This is a test to see how many people in my friends list actually pay attention to me. Copy and repost in your own bulletin. Lets see who the true friends are and I think I know who you are... Repost this if you are a friend.. Don't reply... just copy and paste this in a new bulletin as ...My so called friends...

Eh, I Never Say Much!!
Things are going great! I'm in great spirits, work's alright..... Hanging out with friends, drinking too much Not too much to report, out of the usual... It's warming up, need to go and shoot some film, don't know what yet, but soon...... like I said, nothing much to say........

Don't Mess With Texas...
Three men were sitting together bragging about how they had given their new wives duties. The first man had married a Woman from Colorado and had told her that she was going to do the dishes and house cleaning. It took a couple days, but on the third day he came home to a clean house and dishes washed and put away. The second man had married a woman from Nebraska He had given his wife orders that she was to do all the cleaning, dishes, and the cooking. The first day he didn't see any results, but the next day he saw it was better. By the third day, he saw his house was clean, the dishes were done, and there was a huge dinner on the table. The third man had married a girl from Texas . He told her that her duties were to keep the house cleaned, dishes washed, lawn mowed, laundry washed and hot meals on the table for every meal. He said the first day he didn't see anything, the second day he didn't see anything, but by the third day some of the swelling h

20th Century
* October 31, 1938 : Coinciding with the panic caused by Orson Wells' infamous broadcast, Newspaper publisher Lee Travis, assisted by his Asian chauffeur Wing How, makes his debut as the Crimson Avenger, the first of the twentieth century's masked heroes. * 1940: The first superheroes debut; they soon form the first superhero team, the Justice Society of America. * December 7, 1941: the Japanese attack on Pearl Harbor brings the U.S.A. into the second World War; America's heroes try to retaliate only to find that a spell cast by Hitler and the Dragon King (using the Spear of Destiny and the Holy Grail, respectively) causes magical and magic-sensitive people to fall under their control if they enter Nazi-held territory. This leaves most of the truly powerful heroes out of the War. President Roosevelt then organizes all of America's superheroes into the All-Star Squadron, to protect the homefront. Normal people without special powers (such as Easy Company) fight the war, al

13 Years Ago
* Clark Kent emerges as Superman. This inspires a new generation of superheroes to debut as well. Later, he joins the staff of the Daily Planet as a reporter. * Bruce Wayne begins his career as the Batman in Gotham City. Selina Kyle is inspired by Batman to become Catwoman shortly afterward. The Joker appears within weeks. * Diana, princess of the Amazons, arrives in America, where she takes the costumed identity of Wonder Woman. (Infinite Crisis #7) * Central City police scientist Barry Allen is hit by lightning (actually, a manifestation of the "Speed Force") and chemicals, becoming the (second) Flash. (Showcase #4) * A dying member of the Green Lantern Corps, Abin Sur of Ungara, chooses test pilot Hal Jordan to succeed him. (Green Lantern: Emerald Dawn; Green Lantern: Emerald Dawn II) * Oliver Queen makes his debut as Green Arrow. (Green Arrow Year One Annual: From the Beginning) * Roy Harper makes his debut as Speedy. * Arthur Curry Jr. begi

Years 7-10
c. "10 Years Ago" * Barbara Gordon makes her debut as Batgirl. (Batgirl: Year One) c. "8 Years Ago" * Kara Zor-L, then age 18, lands on Earth after her rocket ship departs the Krypton of the Earth-Two dimension.[8] She joins the JSA and makes her debut as Power Girl. c. "7 Years Ago" * Wally West graduates high school.

4 Years Ago
* Lian Harper is born to Speedy (Roy Harper) and Cheshire (Jade Nguyen). * Lonni Machin, then age 12, becomes Anarky.[15] * Tim Drake, then age 13, becomes the third Robin.[16] *Lex Luthor fakes his own death in a plane crash. He later returns as his own "son" in a younger clone body.

Job In America?
Joe Smith started the day early having set his alarm clock (MADE IN JAPAN)for 6am. While his coffeepot (MADE IN CHINA) was perking, he shaved with his electric razor (MADE IN HONG KONG). He put on a dress shirt (MADE IN SRI LANKA), designer jeans (MADE IN SINGAORE) and tennis shoes (MADE IN KOREA). After cooking his breakfast in his new electric skillet (MADE IN INDIA) he sat down with his calculator (MADE I N MEXICO) to see how much he could spend today. After setting his watch (MADE IN TAIWAN) to the radio (MADE IN INDIA) he got in his car (MADE IN GERMANY) filled it with GAS from Saudi Arabia and continued his search for a good paying AMERICAN JOB At the end of yet another discouraging and fruitless day checking his Computer (Made In Malaysia), Joe decided to relax for a while. He put on his sandals (MADE IN BRAZIL) poured himself a glass of wine (MADE IN FRANCE)and turned on his TV ( MADE IN INDONESIA ), and then wondered why he can't find a good paying job in AMERICA

Just What I Always Wanted - Not!
(Originally Posted on August 21, 2006)Okay, this might be going overboard...Any parent who feels their child will be protected by these from evil influences must be loopy as a loon. And at $40 a pop plus shipping, it definitely wouldn't be worth it.Imagine sending kids off to camp or a sleepover with these. They wouldn't make it back alive!tag: Stupid Products, shopping, religion, christian, christianity, pjs, pajamas, children-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*- Ave Satanas!

Watering The Bush
(Originally Posted on August 21, 2006)So, are you one of the people that thinks that Shrubya's administration didn't do enough for Katrina victims? If so, you might want to take part in this activity/protest.Basically, you send a bottle of water to the White House from the Ernest N. Morial Convention Center in New Orleans.Of course, this'd be particularly interesting with the thoughts of liquid-based terrorism in the air.So again, I neither condone nor condemn this activity...tag: activism, politics, revenge, terrorism-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*- Ave Satanas!

Okay, Plan A Failed...
(Originally Posted on August 24, 2006)(From this link) - The FDA has allowed the sales of the morning-after pill Plan B without a prescription to women (and men to buy for their women) 18 years of age and older. Mind you, the science staff at the FDA approved over-the-counter sales for all ages, but the prudish management seems to worry that it will lead to more promiscuous activities between consenting people.Well, no shit Sherlock! It might do that, but it definitely would definitely be able to help women in an emergency, such as a rubber breaking or something similar.tag: science, morning after pill, FDA, prescription, over-the-counter, Plan B-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*- Ave Satanas!

Love And Marriage (and Depression And Snooping And...)
(Originally Posted on August 24, 2006)I am tired. Tired and depressed.I have realized that I cannot trust my wife. She has lied to me too many times abut things that I have worried over too often. She has cheated on me, made me think somebody might be stalking her, etc.A marriage, like any other healthy, friendly relationship, must be based on trust. Whenever I bring it up, she claims to not be able to trust me because she is worried I will hurt her physically like she says her first husband did. I have NEVER laid a hand on her in anger and since she was around me when I found out she had cheated on me, I never will.I have literally had to stoop to searching through her messaging and such. I found one today where she was talking of offering sexual favors to some guy to take her somewhere tonight.Tags: divorce, marriage, life, love, trust, betrayal-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*- Ave Satanas!

You Take The High Road...
(Originally Posted on August 30, 2006)This Saturday I am going to my first meeting of LHP (Left Hand Path) practitioners. I've been in an online discussion group with them for a while, so it should be interesting.Here's a discussion point: The RHP (Right Hand Path) philosophies/religions encourage evil against the practitioner by not allowing them to express negative thoughts/emotions/actions/etc., and by forcing them to treat everybody (even those who do not deserve it) in a kindly manner. The LHP practitioners, however, are free to take revenge and such, and therefore it is more dangerous to annoy them. Like Robert Heinlein said: "An armed society is a polite society."Thoughts?And I'll finish with a couple of quotes I found yesterday:It's fair to say that the bible contains equal amounts of fact, history, and pizza. --Penn Jillette, BullshitI never want to see or hear from that scum-sucking, lying, weasel-minded smeghead in my entire life. --Lister from Red Dwarftag: left hand

A Faceless Love
For years it wandered in my mind It chew a blade of grass With an open heart That smells so sweet Oh Man of foreign lands Did you hear my silent voice? Or even my silent cry Silently without comment Calling, falling, whispering love to you Fixed in eternity… falling love As dreams keep falling upon my pillow They fall… and turn to gold For years it wandered in my mind Words came through the void spots Like silk… gentle and soft… filled with light You gave light to nothingness Oh!! Man of foreign lands Hear my silent voice… and cry And silently without a word Calling, falling, whispering… love to you As dreams keeps falling upon my pillow Love so sublime upon my soul I feel for you For all eternity

A Liquid Heart
Sorry I hope this is okay with you When melodies of blue make me cry And tears like water and Ice.... Just roll from my liquid heart & face Liquid it would forever be I guess No matter how hard you try or stress You change the form of it Warm when done with love But icy When the heart is sad Sorry I hope this is okay with you (When my poem My Secret Wounds) comes to me When I try to tuck my tears away The reality of it all Comes up to show face And only for a fleeting moment I would see your face Sorry I hope this is okay with you When forgotten And love makes me cry These tears like water and Ice.... Just roll from my face And without reason I cry again

International Disadvantaged People's Day
International Disadvantaged People's Day Today is International Disadvantaged People's Day. Please send an encouraging message to a retarded friend, just as I've done. I don't care if you lick windows, interfere with farm animals, vote liberal or occasionally shit yourself....... You hang in there sunshine, You're fucking special.........

Can You Believe This?? Translation: "we Reward Losers!"
DEAR ABBY: Is it socially correct to have a housewarming party for someone who has lived in the home for more than 10 years? The party is scheduled to be held at a restaurant. The idea for this party was the "honoree's" mother's because her daughter has never been married or had a child, and her mother thinks that the people she has given gifts to all these years owe her something back. I have never heard of such a party, but others think it's a great idea. -- CONFUSED IN SPENCERPORT, N.Y. DEAR CONFUSED: Although unusual, it's not unheard of. This kind of party is sometimes thrown for a "confirmed bachelorette." However, it is not referred to as a housewarming party. It's called a "happily single" shower, and the happy single registers at stores the same way a bride-to-be or expectant mother does.

Hush
He calls to me across the miles Night winds carry his whispers They float on the breeze and through my windows Falling gently upon my ears - Hush - I hear him now. He calls to me from the heavens Glittering stars cannot compare to the sparkle of his eyes When he looks at me, I am consumed by the fire I see him now. He calls to me through my dreams Dancing together in the shadows of my sleep Where we laugh and love once again I am in his arms I feel him now. He calls to me Every moment of every day Distance couldn't keep us apart When destiny drew us together I'll hold him for eternity As long as he keeps calling.

Spelin
It's three damn letters. Just three. And yet you still can't seem to spell it. Is it an act of apathy? Or are you merely being "cool" or "hip" or whatever the hell you damn kids call it these days? t-h-e It's simple. Try it.

Haggard Haggard
(Originally posted on November 6, 2006)Haggard just isn't going to catch a break, is he. Now Mrs. Betty Bowers, America's Best Christian, is mocking him here.(And in case you're wondering (and you shouldn't be), yes, I am happy that he won't catch a break.)tag: Ted Haggard, Betty Bowers, news, gay, politics-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-Ave Satanas!

Who Does The American Government Represent?
(Originally posted on November 13, 2006)Charles Sullivan wrote an article here about what's wrong with American politics today.Here's a little preview:Too many Americans harbor the illusion that we live in a democracy simply because we have the right to vote. But let us be clear about something: voting matters only where real choices are allowed. It is universally understood that special interest money runs the American political system and thus defines what the choices will be. So we are left to choose between candidates who are financed by special interest money, which any fool can see, is no choice at all.Thoughts?tag: politics, democracy-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-Ave Satanas!

We Need Election Reforms
(Originally posted on November 14, 2006)It's time to take two of my posts and put them together:1) In "On Satanic Reds and Social Credit," I said that we are enslaved to corporations whether we want to be or not. If we want to be free, we have to change our financial landscape.2) In "Who Does The American Government Represent?," I linked to an article stating that corporations control our political landscape.We need to change the political landscape to change the financial landscape. But, the financial controllers of the political landscape wouldn't want the political or the financial landscape to change.Now, out of the two things to change first, the political landscape would be more possible. (Hey, bench-pressing twenty tons is more possible than bench-pressing forty tons.)So, who's up to helping with election reforms?tag: politics, finance, corporations, slavery, election reform-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-Ave Satanas!

Workplace Horror Story
(Originally posted on November 17, 2006)Okay, I'm writing this in case I turn up dead in the next few months.There was a guy who used to work here. One week after I started here, he left to go to a new job.He was fired or quit due to stress at the new job.I think then he got a new job somewhere else, which he just stopped going to.He would call his parents, apologizing for things like killing a person when he was twelve, something his parents said he didn't do.His parents got worried, so they went to his apartment.The front door was open, there was trash everywhere.He was lying naked on his bed, staring at the ceiling with the tv on and tuned to static.After a few months in an asylum, he came back here.To the desk right next to mine.Now, I didn't know him that well. However, the people who did know him say that he isn't like he used to be.I wonder if he'll kill me or something.If he does, I leave everything to my wife.Here's hoping he won't...tag: insanity, work, career-*-*-*-*-*-

What City Do I Belong In?
You Belong in Rome You're a big city soul with a small town heart Which is why you're attracted to the romance of Rome Strolling down picture perfect streets, cappuccino in hand And gorgeous Italian people - could life get any better? What City Do You Belong In?

Here's The Thing...
Everyone else thinks they are just as wonderful as you think you are. With all the billions of people on the planet, there are bound to be people who - when compared to you - are complete morons. There are also billions of people who - when compared to you - are freaking brilliant. Try not to be such an ass.

How Much Have I Changed?
You've Changed 76% in 10 Years Compared to who you were ten years ago, you've changed a great deal. In fact, you're probably in a completely different phase of your life - and very happy about it! How Much Have You Changed in 10 Years?

The Real Reason For The Season...
(Originally posted on December 18, 2006)The decorations are up, the lights are flashing, and smug xtians are telling people to remember "The Reason For The Season."So, what IS the real reason for the season?Well, like most (all) parts of xtianity, it came from other religions. In this case, the pagan rite of Saturnalia.Don't believe me? Check out the About: Alternative Religions page about it here.tag: religion, christmas, paganism, christianity-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-Donate Virtual BloodAve Satanas!

I Figured It Out... (part Ii Of Iii)
(Originally posted on December 24, 2006)In the previous post, I showed that Christians are worshipping the evil deity instead of the good one.Now, let's talk about worshipping altogether.Fundamental is defined as: Pertaining to the foundation or basis; serving for the foundation. This means it is the most basic part of something, without which the something can't be said to exist.Religious Fundamentalists believe (generally) that: Sacred scripture is considered the authentic, and literal word of their religion's god. Fundamentalist beliefs depend on the twin doctrines that their god articulated his will precisely to prophets, and that followers also have a reliable and perfect record of that revelation (as shown here).So for a fundamentalist, the Bible must be true in all particulars. It is the word of god that supercedes all other things.Now, let's take a look at that. A fundamentalist Christian believes the Bible to be true in all things, from Genesis to Revelations. They also

And Now For Something Completely Different...
(Originally posted on January 19, 2007)As a different matter, I definitely will NOT be getting a Blu-Ray player.News Story: Sony says 'no' to porn on Blu-ray Disc(Truthfully, I refuse to buy ANY Sony products anyway. I am still pissed off at their rootkit debacle.)tag: Sony, news, rootkit, porn, Blu-ray-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-Ave Satanas!

On Altars And Family
(Originally posted on January 23, 2007)A few weeks ago, I decided to move my altar into a spare bedroom we are currently using for storage. This would allow me to perform rituals without having to kick my wife out of the computer room (where the altar is now). So I spent quite some time cleaning up the spare bedroom to make it possible to use it.Now, my step-father-in-law (I'll call him Jail Bird) is currently in prison for a crime he (according to my wife and mother-in-law) did not commit. He is coming up for a parole hearing at the end of March. My wife said that if he gets paroled, he would need a place to live for a while as part of the requirements for being paroled. This means that he would get the spare bedroom and the altar would stay where it is.I was slightly disappointed, but hey, he's family.Last night my wife called up her mother. It seems that JB sent my mother-in-law a letter stating stuff like he could never completely trust her (or something to that effect). My

Ummm... Nope. Can't See It...
(Originally posted on January 23, 2007)What's wrong with this picture?(I'll give you a hint: Monty Python sung a song about it...)tag: religion, catholic, condoms, sex, humor, funny-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-Ave Satanas!

Damn It....
what a pain in the ass...... I was going to go and blow some film at the park with a friend, until I found out it's almost 4pm, and my model is supost to go with someone else while they get there tattoo's finished (which incidently she didn't remember she had to do) I can go and shoot later, around 7pm or 8pm but the point was to shoot with natural light!!! I'm annoyed.........What else is new??

Legalize Crack Now!!!!!
it seems tome wed save money and police manpower by legalizing crack.now,the way to do this is start govt crack facilities where the addicts check in,are given crack and ammenities,and arent allowed to leave without rehab.if they want to suck a rock pipe forever they can,but those who wish to quitcould doso and regain freedom-almost a voluntary jail.

New Form Of Kidnapping
NEW FORM OF KIDNAPPING Please take a minute to read this. This is very scary and could happen to any of us.. Seems like every nice thing people do for one another can be perverted. A new twist on kidnapping from a very smart survivor: About a month ago there was a woman standing by the mall entrance passing out flyers to all the women going in. The woman had written the flyer herself to tell about an experience she had, so that she might warn other women. The previous day, this woman had finished shopping, went out to her car and discovered that she had a flat. She got the jack out of the trunk and began to change the flat. A nice man dressed in a business suit and carrying a briefcase walked up to her and said, "I noticed you're changing a flat tire. Would you like me to take care of it for you?" The woman was grateful for his offer and accepted his help. They chatted amiably while the man changed the flat, and then put the flat tire and

Damn It, I Knew It!!!
Your results:You are Dark Phoenix Dark Phoenix 88% Poison Ivy 81% Magneto 77% Apocalypse 76% Dr. Doom 73% The Joker 71% Venom 69% Riddler 67% Mystique 67% Juggernaut 67% Mr. Freeze 63% Lex Luthor 61% Catwoman 58% Two-Face 51% Kingpin 36% Green Goblin 35% A prime example of emotional extremes: Passion and fury incarnate. Click here to take the Supervillain Personality Quiz I had a feeling.......

The Sun Has Finally Returned!!!
howdy yall!! to start off my day was much better than the previous days!! i did get some work done...didnt meet my goal i had set for myself today but i did get something done!! i managed to squeeze some time in today to take a short bike ride...that felt good!!! now that the sun has decided to shine on me here my motorcycle will stop growling at me everytime i take the car out!! yes i am a fair weather rider...i hate being cold! i love my mc!! its the greatest therapy!! i cant tell you how many problems i have solved by just going for a ride. i have planned to go to sturgis in '08...the last time i went to that rally was in '03...i had a really good experience for it being my first time to a rally that huge!! im hoping that a few of my friends will be able to go with me...some ride some dont but i think it will be great fun. anyway enough rambling! keep the shiny side up! rock on!!!

Love
What is love? what i think love means is that when a girl and a boy really like each other so much that they would do anything for each other. I also think that love is such a strong word. Love can mean anything between a girl and a boy. Love can mean i want to be with you, i want to comfort you, and can even mean i want to be with you forever and i want to spend the rest of my life with you... When you love someone you know that is the right person to be with, to hold hands with, to hug, to kiss that person with a gentle feeling. Then all of a sudden you will feel a spark inside of you just wanting more and more of your partner. Putting your body against your partners body and feel that soft and tender touch. There is so much going on you cannot stop thinking about it. Just thinking about it makes you want to just go up in cloud 9..... your legs and feet touching each other with your partner in bed makes you feel good and warm about yourself. feeling the taste you

Virginia
I waited to blog my feelings about the shootings, even on MySpace. My feelings are not any different than anyone else. I'm shocked, heartbroken, angry and just sick to my stomach. What pisses me off is that it COULD have been prevented. They knew 2 fucking years ago that this man was whacked. Hell, even his professor tried to get his sick ass help. But, the university didn't do anything. They could have suspended him until he got help and if he tried to sue them there was sufficient evidence that his behavior matched what he was writing about. In the meantime, here comes the NRA and the idiots who don't want any gun control laws bitching that it's their right constitutional right to have a gun...blah blah blah. Maybe they feel ok about someone slaughtering 32 people in cold blood because "it's in the constitution that americans have the right to bear arms." I wonder how many of THEIR kids were shot on Monday. How would they feel then?? I favor gun control. Britain has it and most o

Lesbians
brian jones was lost in a gay nightmare. what other possible fate could he have than to meet the real nightmare of the lesbian community if he was to step outside of the beatles-brian epstein-jimi hendrix-marvin gaye-hellhole? nico is the prototype of the difficulty the gay and lesbians have living together. what was nico's main problem? she was pretty. this led boys to her and she became colder and colder until she began to hate her own good looks. lou reed have described this. men was used by her(Here She Comes Now) but they was met with such an icecold hate that they started to jump off the stage in pure love of the death they felt was her real meeting place for them.

Just A Lil Story...
~Warning:: Not for virgin eyes. lol~ In the background, Your favorite ballads are playing softly, as I lay You down upon the soft, silky sheet. Around You, the scent of wild jasmine and the soft glow of blood red pillar candles create a relaxing atmosphere. The moment my hands touch Your bare neck and shoulders, I can feel the hard knots. They're physical manifestations of the stress You've collected and I happily adopt the task of soothing them away. As I rub the first handful of massage oil into Your neck, You moan Your appreciation for the scent I've chosen. I rub hard enough to work those knots loose, but gently enough to relax You as You deserve. I work my hands into Your smooth, oiled skin, feeling those knots grow smaller and smaller, until they are gone. I move down to Your back, where my hands find even greater tension. I rub and knead Your flesh, working the tension away. I can feel the subtle burning in my wrists now, but I say nothing; Your pleasure is my sole purpose. I

6 Reasons Not To Mess With Children.
A little girl was talking to her teacher about whales. The teacher said it was physically impossible for a whale to swallow a human because even though it was a very large mammal, its throat was very small. The little girl stated that Jonah was swallowed by a whale. Irritated, the teacher reiterated that a whale could not swallow a human; it was physically impossible. The little girl said, "When I get to heaven I will ask Jonah". The teacher asked, "What if Jonah went to hell?" The little girl replied, "Then you ask him." A Kindergarten teacher was observing her classroom of children while they were drawing. She would occasionally walk around to see each child's work. As she got to one little girl who was working diligently, she asked what the drawing was. The girl replied, "I'm drawing God." The teacher paused and said, "But no one knows what God looks like." Without missing a beat, or looking up from her drawing, the girl replied, "T

:life:
Yay! My 1st Bloggie! [Hehe] I'm new to CherryTAP. [of course] Some Things About Me! -I'm Single -I Live in N.C. -I Love To Have Fun, Party, & Live Life To The Fullest. -I Drink, & Smoke Some. -I Have A Good Sense Of Humor. -I'm Honest. -I Love Making New Friends. [Could never have too many.] Anything else you wanna know, Comment or Email Meh! Will write a new bloggie w/ more intresting stuff next time! -Chrissy

Woodpecker's Delema
An Arizona Woodpecker and a Canadian woodpecker were arguing about which place had the toughest trees. The Arizona woodpecker said that they had a tree that no woodpecker could peck. The Canadian woodpecker challenged him and promptly pecked a hole in the tree with no problem. The Arizona woodpecker was in awe. The Canadian woodpecker then challenged the Arizona woodpecker to peck a Canadian tree that was absolutely un-peckable. The Arizona woodpecker expressed confidence that he could do it and accepted the challenge. After flying to Canada, the Arizona woodpecker successfully pecked the tree with no problem. The two woodpeckers were now confused. How is that the Canadian woodpecker was able to peck the Arizona tree and the Arizona woodpecker was able to peck the Canadian tree when neither one was able to peck the tree in their own country? After much woodpeckering, they both came to the same conclusion. Your pecker is always harder when you're away from home.

What I Used To Be
I used to be Happy And hippie-ish Full of joy And laughter And bright colors Sticking daisies in between my toes And twirling my hair Singing at the top of my lungs I used to be the rainbow Something good to become after the rain Now I am Happy, I guess But fake Labels, Abercrombie, American Eagle Nordstrom, Macys Look where they got me Maybe I am the deep blue Like the ocean Where it is warm for the first couple inches But gets colder as you go down What happened to the rainbow? Now I am the rain

One Breaks Two Broken
It breaks my heart to see your broken heart My spirit aches to feel your aching spirit In this world we each must play a part If you’re in pain let me play the part of healer Let me carry you forever I know we’ll make it through together If I could heal your heart with a song Well this would be the song I’d sing to you Just to let you know you belong That there’s another soul that loves you Don’t you know I’m hurting too? It hurts me deep to see how deep you hurt My tears roll down when I see how much you’re crying If I could bear alone in my own heart All the pain you feel, you know I’d do it in a moment Take my hand; I’ll walk you through this Whispering softly that we’ll make it If I could heal your heart through my words These would be the words I’d speak to you Just to tell you how much I care That there is nothing I'd not do for you Oh can’t you see I love you?

How Do I
how do i let people know to contact me at wolf_blade_tek@yahoo.com is i can't make it on this site all the time? the library in Copperas Cove are dicks and if someone wants to talk to them i can't do it unless im on my e-mail

Weekend Links: Download The O&a Show, Traveling Virus Tickets, New Videos, Viriginia Tech Support Links
As always, if you missed any of the Opie and Anthony Show this week, you can download it online from AUDIBLE: DOWNLOAD THE O&A SHOW 4/16/2007 DOWNLOAD THE O&A SHOW 4/17/2007 DOWNLOAD THE O&A SHOW 4/18/2007 DOWNLOAD THE O&A SHOW 4/19/2007 DOWNLOAD THE O&A SHOW 4/20/2007 The Opie and Anthony Traveling Virus tickets ARE ON SALE NOW! GET 'TRAVELING VIRUS' SHOW LINEUPS AND TICKET LINKS HERE! New Traveling Virus T-shirts - On Sale NOW! CLICK HERE TO ORDER YOURS TODAY! For you folks who want to support the actions of Virginia Tech's President and the Chief of Police in light of Monday's tragic events, visit WeSupportVT.com The lovely Nicole from FOUNDRY CAMS sent in an absolutely AMAZING new video with a tribute to O&A on her boobs (and a tribute to Norton on her hiney): Nicole in cut up shorts and O&A tribute We also added a handful of new videos to the MEDIA SECTION, including: Elec

4/22/2007
To lay a kiss on your lips, so gentle and delicate is like picking the drops of dew off the petals of a rose. I hold you close and feel safe, sheltered in from the rain, from the storms that grow and surround me. I take your hand and look into your eyes and see a heart made of gold and soul so pure. You see you are an angel, an angel to me. I could not help but fall madly in love with you, the one who stole my heart. I’m glad you did because I could never find one such as you... Some one who makes each day the best, each laugh the longest, each tear the saddest, and a life, my life, worthwhile.

Suki Poitier
Sympathy For The Devil might be Brians work. He is the only one in the band that could have an interest in laying traps for the indian trubadurs (the Beatles). Is the song A Day In The Life about Brian Jones? If so, why is Lennon mentioning him alongside a strange joyride that led to the death of Tara Browne? Was Brian having an affair with Poitier? The problem is that Anita Pallenberg deserted Brian with Keith Richard in Morrocco in 1967. How could she do that if Brian already was with Potier? Browne died 18 dec 1966. The Beatles-song was recorded in january the following year. August 1965: Brians first visit to Morocco (long-held as a haven for artists and mavericks) with Linda Lawrence April 1966: Brian and his girlfriend Anita Pallenberg attend Guinness heir Tara Browne's 21st birthday party. August 1966: Brian Jones and Anita Pallenberg holiday in Morocco September 1966: Brian Jones starts work on the soundtrack for the German film A Degree of Murder. December

In Memory Of The Columbine & Virginia Tech Students Who Were Lost
BUT IF YOU FIND YOU CANNOT STOP UNTIL YOU REACH THE END THEN YOU MUST HAVE A VERY BIG HEART... Mommy.. Johnny brought a gun to school, He told his friends that it was cool, And when he pulled the trigger back, It shot with a great crack. Mommy, I was a good girl, I did What I was told, I went to school, I got straight A's, I even got the gold! But Mommy, when I went to school that day, I never said good-bye, I'm sorry Mommy, I had to go, But Mommy, please don't cry. When Johnny shot the gun, He hit me and another, And all because Johnny, Got the gun from his older brother. Mommy, please tell Daddy; That I love him very much, And please tell Zack; my boyfriend; That it wasn't just a crush. And tell my little sister; That she is the only one now, And tell my dear sweet grandmother; I'll be waiting for her now, And tell my wonderful friends; That they always were the best; Mommy, I'm not the first, I'm no better than the rest. Mommy,

In This Moment
Taking your hand Fingers to my lips I want to love every inch of you Taste every part of your body As if I can drink your love's blood Through your very pores I want to get lost in your eyes Consumed by your kiss Set my body on fire Quench the fire in my blood With sweet caresses Touch my soul with your passion Lay down beside me Feel my body crying for you Lets get lost in each other Touching,tasting,exploring We will exceed passion, go beyond bliss For this is our time Want me like no other Need you, like the air that I breathe Together, one mind, one soul Fused in the heat of passionate love Existing in this moment

Competetive Eating!
IFOCE (International Federation of Competitive Eating) proudly recognizes my main man, Patrick Bertoletti, who set an Atlanta record for eating 33 hot dogs in record setting time. Mr. Bertoletti was flanked by the finest assemblage of eaters ever to compete in Atlanta, making this win all the more impressive. Though his work will be cut out for him in the coming days if he hopes to break the current record of 49 hot dogs in under 12 seconds when he competes at "The Nathan's Famous Fourth of July International Hot Dog-Eating Contest" in which the finest eaters in the world will fight for one of 20 spots in the most celebrated sporting event of the year. Each contestant hopes to bring home the coveted Mustard Yellow International Belt; competitive eating's greatest prize. (Akin to The Master's green jacket of golf, or the Vince Lombardi trophy to football) Like 2005's contest, the event will be televised as a live, one-hour broadcast on ESPN. "We are thrilled to offer this spirited e

What Type Of Pagan Are You?
You scored as Ecclectic Pagan. A veritable blend of all the pantheons and perhaps a dash of a few other religions as well, you're the versitile Ecclectic Pagan. You have no problem wearing an ankh while setting an offering to Herne on your alter just below your image of Hera. You don't believe in coloring within the lines, and are a bright free-thinker. While you respect the views of your fellow pagans, as far as you're concerned, religion is the sky, and there's no one about to clip your wings with lines and limitations. Ecclectic Pagan100%Zoroastrian Pagan80%Shamanic Pagan60%Kabbalistic Pagan55%Celtic Pantheonic Pagan40%Eastern Pagan35%Greek Pantheonic Pagan35%Egyptian Pantheonic Pagan20%Roman Pantheonic Pagan20%Norse Pantheonic Pagan (Asatru)

What Mythical Creature Am I?
You scored as Mermaid. Mermaid: Mermaids are also known as Sirens. These creatures were beautiful women who tricked sailors into becoming completely entranced by their haunting voices and found death soon after. Not all stories of Mermaids are about gentle loving sea people. They are mystical, magical, and extremely dangerous. They have a way about them that brings anyone they are around to seem enchanted. They are very mysterious creatures and to meet one... Would mean certain Death. Let the song of the Sea fill your soul, for you are a Mermaid.Mermaid100%Faerie75%Dragon59%Angel58%WereWolf42%Demon33%What Mythological Creature are you? (Cool Pics!)created with QuizFarm.com

Love For A Twin
Love for a Twin He is so dark yet so sweet In his heart he holds no deceit His smile is so full of innocence But his soul of pained experience I love him so much my brother dear Without him around I feel much fear I fear for his future, I fear for our past Yet I know my love for him will always last He seeks the love from a father hardly known I envy his courage to fight for what he needs shown We are apart and yet together A link between us that stretches forever He makes me feel so much protected And yet also so very neglected I feel as though I can’t talk to him about things Though I’m always willing to hear about his feelings My love for my twin shall never die No matter what he does that deserves no pride My care for him will never break or bend I’ll be there for him now until the end

Laced Tears
I am contained, life leaves, dripping out. I create an ultra life seeping as if the mountains grant the clouds to enter. A river pleads for emptiness as the willow forgives the water and lets its branches free into a world of concrete and stone. The breaking heart summons cryptic storms to punish the innocent. Separate the cries, my praying soul is smothered with toxic daggers. Forget love, cut the spirit down. I beg, grinding my teeth, swearing as if the curve of a stone stuck my mind.

Beauty And Razors
Cracked, unhealed, broken pieces spread across a floor, my statue. Disgraced goddess, the medication nicks my arms. Pretty lips and raining tears, I'm already forgiven and I've left. As the clouds cast hatred and the rose petals fade I draw my curtain. I sip on poison, my mind fades to an insomnious black. Let me turn off the light, so the feeling of comfort induces souls. Unreachable, erase blood and scars, splattered skin to make a perfect sculpture in the dark.

Mothers And Daughters, Women
I am suppose to survive, a woman, we love fast, hard. Forgiving sprits beautifully constructed. Dear diary's collide into moments, songs speak a truth, laying in our lips and eyes. Carrying ourselves with dignity and pride, crashing with our first tear.

Locks, Keys, And Numbers
The keys dance around the rings, patiently waiting. I change the locks, ironically. Bewildering copper melts and molds, forming an endless doorway. I, the crow, searches for a exact combination. Castles and legions, prisons and criminals, life. The dynasty shows its only secret, I crash into it's walls.

The Stirring Of Hope And Spells
Violently it mixes the creation, brewing an exile of craziness, leaning on a witching life. I cry, missing innocence. Burning at a stake, a stake of truth and common sense. Only cob webs stretch along windows, eyes drenched in rain drops. Aroma steams from the boil, revealing loneliness, abandonment, hatred. A candle is blown out as the craft is done, just as the spell. Sprits rise to the clouds, turning white, longing to be as black as thunder.

Praying
I open scars, red skin bleeding. Sinfully I caress the hatred, slowly touching pale skin. I will never understand. Grasping the candle, the donation box, empty, I add my 25 cents. Charging for a miracle seems odd. I kneel and open my hands, raise my head, looking for and answer in the light and stained glass.

Anti-terrorizm Initiative
Thursday, 22 July 2004 MARK YOUR CALENDARS FOR THIS SATURDAY!!! AS YOU MAY ALREADY KNOW, IT IS A SIN FOR A TALIBAN MALE TO SEE ANY WOMAN OTHER THAN HIS WIFE NAKED, AND THAT HE MUST COMMIT SUICIDE IF HE DOES. SO THIS SATURDAY AT 4 P.M. EASTERN TIME ALL AMERICAN WOMEN ARE ASKED TO WALK OUT OF THEIR HOUSE COMPLETELY NAKED TO HELP WEED OUT ANY NEIGHBORHOOD TERRORISTS. CIRCLING YOUR BLOCK FOR ONE HOUR IS RECOMMENDED FORTHIS ANTI-TERRORIST EFFORT. ALL MEN ARE TO POSITION THEMSELVES IN LAWN CHAIRS IN FRONT OF THEIR HOUSE TO PROVE THEY ARE NOT TALIBAN AND TO DEMONSTRATE THAT THEY THINK IT IS OKAY TO SEE NUDE WOMEN OTHER THAN THEIR WIFE AND TO SHOW SUPPORT FOR ALL AMERICAN WOMEN. AND SINCE THE TALIBAN ALSO DOES NOT APPROVE OF ALCOHOL, A COLD 6-PACK AT YOUR SIDE IS FURTHER PROOF OF YOUR ANTI-TALIBAN SENTIMENT. THE AMERICAN GOVERNMENT APPRECIATES YOUR EFFORTS TO ROOT OUT TERRORISTS AND APPLAUDS YOUR PARTICIPATION IN THIS ANTI-TERRORIST ACTIVITY GOD BLESS AM

Damn Salute Pics
ya know, i first posted a salute pic usin my cell phone cuz thats all that i had. I just posted another one using a friends web cam and it sucks too, i bet im going to have to go out and buy some damn expensive ass camera to be able to get a good pic for a salute.....that sucks cause i dont have that much to spend..........but maybe hopefully it'll work, if not oh well.....i guess ill be stuck where im at forever....

Your My Angel Of The Night,
Your my Angel of the night, Your my Angel of the light Either way you shine so bright. Your such a beautiful sight One with such delight My Angel of the night And of the light, I know your never far. I know for now you had to fly, All I can do is sit and sie But I know I won't cry For you are always with me and I know you'll never leave. So My Angel I will sit and wait Until I see you in the light, Even if it is in the night, I'll see your face once again.

"just For You"
Here is another one just for you, don`t know what it is that you do. When i think of you i smile, she has her own special little style. Yes I do notice when you are not around, and sometimes you make me feel like a clown. I told them how your eyes are hazel, forgot to tell about your cute little navel. And how you dance around the room, even do it sometimes with a broom. She even likes to sing her favorite song, when i know it i will sing along. Very independent, has her own place, she likes to have a lot of space. We stay up at night and play games, tells me about her friends, cant remember all their names. She wears glasses so she can see, doesn`t know what she means to me. Sometimes I think she is on her own cloud, and yes she can be somewhat loud. Talked to her on the phone the other day, asked me if i can come over and play. Oh yeah and bring over a friend, it was just me and her in the end. Brought her a book she can read, already has everything that she needs. Well maybe not rea

You And I
woke up this morning, saw the sun on your pretty face, yes i do like, to wake up at your place, am i wrong to think this way, yeah , i know i cant stay, i am torn here with all my thoughts, lessons i cant learn , not easily taught, thats because i have such a hard head, i should just go back to bed, okay, i am sorry but i cant help but smile, haven't really done that in quite a while, see you are all curled up in a ball, so cute as i see you walk down the hall, thats why i know i must let you go, let you to close , then i may not let you know, how it is that i really feel, putting on a t-shirt, the color is teal, thinking so hard makes my head hurt, using my toungue and becoming so curt, you ever wake up and watch the sunrise, need to get the sleep out of my eyes, yeah i am being really weird again, all i ever wanted was another friend, feel like i have wings and i can fly, way up to the clouds, and far away in the sky, love your body and its unique frame, am i really here to put on th

~my Submission~
"So I walk upon high and I step to the edge, to see my world below, I laugh at myself as the tears roll down, because its the world I know..." I am a mother, a friend, a lover, a sister and a daughter. I am also a submissive. Submissive is not all that I am, it is a PART of who I am. I have thoughts, feelings, wants, desires, and needs like anyone else. Being submissive does not mean I give up who I am. Moreso, it means I become MORE of who I am. How can this be so, if I allow another to rule my body and soul?? It IS and it CAN BE because of the trust I share with the one I will call "Master". I trust Him not to hurt me. I trust Him to know me, better than I know myself. It is easy to hide from myself and to say things aren't so, until I have to write them out for Him. Then it becomes real. I have to face the fears, the darkness, the light. In facing the fears, be they real or imagined......I find freedom. Freedom to be the best I can be, f

~trust~ (explicit Story)
"Trust is the first of many lessons. I never left your side" We walk the trails, circling around to the archway, then back, taking a new trail. I want to show you what I know is there. The tree. The tree is incredible for many reasons, but it's most striking characteristic is the 90 degree bend in the trunk. The diameter of it is perfect for wrapping your arms around. Your eyes sparkle with that evil glimmer, as you stand in front of the tree. That evil look that makes me tremble with arousal and fear. It is not a real fear, but more of an anticipation. "Tree, slave." It is all you need to say. I have been well trained in your pleasures, the one word commands something I am quite used to. I walk to the tree, leaning over the angle of the tree, I wrap my arms around the trunk, clasping my hands. My short black skirt, lifts and settles as the gentle wind catches it time after time. Thong panties do nothing to protect my ass from the cool breeze. My cunt wet from the time

Poem 3 - ~*~ Letters Within My Head~*~
I sit here today writting this letter Do with it as I may wish I think all down my feelings for you How I long to have you, and all I miss. These letters I write you have yet to see For they lie within my head. Words I long to put down on paper. Words I should have said. I wish to be that "one" again Join together me and you once more The love we had and still have for each other Can last forever more. You see I never should have walked out on you For I was dumb at that time in mind I truely didnt know what I would miss Or what I would leave behind. I did not have another on hand I just felt the erge to be alone Bad choices I have made in my life. This being yet another one. Choices seem to come easy at times When theres nothing else to do. But here again I wrote within the letter. Another line of missing you. What we shared was a love so true. Til this day I will still regret For walking out the way I did Now you dont w

Poem #5 - ~*~ Untitiled~*~
Sitting here as of now, Thinking as of what I should do. Bad thoughts lingering in my mind, All thoughts of missing you. Time after time I pick up the phone, Wondering if I should even call. Do I even run across your mind? Any or none at all? Things have begun to look different now Then they were during times before. I dont get the feeling that you want me around, Not a little not anymore. We use to talk everyday, But now its getting to be every other. I wonder to myself and ask myself Why do I even bother? You tell me not to give up on you, But why should i listen to that sound. As you've totally changed since the time we met, I dont know of sticking around. You don't come over like you use to. Rarely spend time around me anymore. Mistakes I've made in my past, Here I think might be one more. I've tried to keep myself From falling in this line. But here I go letting my feelings get in the way Time after time. Ther

Poem #12 - ~*~ A Shy Chatter ~*~
Lets see how I can word this For I don't know what to say. I came across your pictures, And knew I should say hey. So I opened your little messanger box And typed a few words in. After waiting a few minutes I got a reply My face then expressed with a grin. Okay so now we talked for a few days. What else is there to do? I get a little excited now, When I'm able to talk to you. I gave you my number, In hopes that you would call. However, I just want you to know, I'm not trying to push you into using it at all. I'll leave that up to you to decide If you want to call thats great! Well you have my digits now, Maybe you'll use them someday:):D. Well just recently I had asked, Had you had plans for the weekend. Yet with my shy self I couldnt bring it up The true reason beyond asking. My cousin has been telling me I should open my mouth To speak up without a fright And that I should ask you if you would like to go to that party

Poem #15 - ~*~ Dreams ~*~
I dreamed of dolphins swimming out at sea I dreamed of big black bears chasing after me. I dreamed of airplanes Flying high up in the sky I dreamed of suntaining Out in the sun I lie. I dreamed of kids Throwing the balls I dreamed of bugs Crawling on the walls. I dreamed of birds And the songs they sing I dreamed of mice Those crittery things. I dreamed of monkeys Swinging in trees. I dreamed of windchims Playing in the breeze. Even though I have all these dreams. Nothing can compare to thee Except for one dream I still long to have. And thats the one of you and me. © Copyright by Donna Curole

Poem #16 - ~*~ Dream Gone Wrong ~*~
Here I sit, in wait for you. Most importantly, a dream soon to come true. Finally the time for us to meet, After a year of typing to one another, this was sure to be sweet. You pull into my driveway. Out the window I forseen. The one I am truely and deeply in love with, Now the beginning of once that dream. The dream of getting to meet you. Has now become a reality. For you have shown up at my door. The time as come in which I am to let you in. I open the door and invited you in. Here we are face to face Feeling my heart falling deeper in love. Awaiting for your embrase. Not a move you made towards me, Yet there was not a move I made either. I wanted so much to wrap my arms around you. But to not know the feelings that you are feeling now that we have met. Left me wondering what should I do? So I sit now next to you on the sofa. Not much of words from either end. For the dream I had once dreamed of. This was so not the way it be

Poem #18 - ~*~ It's Your Decision ~*~
Please read the following, In which I may question For Yes to all you may want to answer Would be my only suggestion. Would you stop all of your lying, or perhaps your stealing? If I were to advise you That Jesus Christ Is looking down upon you? Would you stop all the murders? If I were to advise you That Jesus Christ Is looking down upon you? Would you stop committing adultry? If I were to advise you That Jesus Christ Is looking down upon you? Would you stop using the Lord's name in vain? If I were to advise you That Jesus Christ Is looking down upon you? If any of the questions above You answered with a no This will surely advise Jesus When it is your time to leave the world, As to where you would rather go. © Copyright by Donna Curole

Poem #22 - ~*~ The Words You Spoke ~*~
As I lay here next to you, To glance at your lovely face. Your arms are joined around me, I feel your tight embrase. You spoke those special words. The ones you always say. I Love You Dearly, My Sweetheart, And I will until my dying day. Please take this ring I hand to you, As a symbol of my everylasting love. As there is nothing that will come between us. For this will be witnessed through God's eyes above. I will be your one and only, From this day forth we shall live. I will treasure each and everything about you, And will give you all there is to give. © Copyright by Donna Curole

Sing It Girls!!
At first I was afraid, I was petrified. When you said you had 10 inches, Lord I almost died! But I'd spent so many nights just waiting for a man that long, That I grew strong, And I knew that I could take you on... But there you are, another lie, I was ready for a Big Mac and you've brought me a French Fry! I should have known that it was bullshit, just a sad pathetic dream. Should have known there was no Anaconda lurking in those jeans! Go on now - go, ! Walk out the door, Don't you promise me 10 inches, then turn up with only 4! Weren't you a brat to think I wouldn't find you out!? Don't you know we're only joking when we say that size don't count??!! [Chorus] I will survive! I will survive! Coz as long as I have batteries, my sex life's gonna thrive! I will always have good sex, with a handfull of latex! I will survive! I will survive! Hey! Hey! It took all my self control not to laugh out loud, when I saw your little weiner standing tall and prou

Warning!
WARNING to the Service Men who are Returning from Being Away on Deployment. Some things to keep in mind as you return home from your adventure. You will have to be very patient with your wife as she adjusts to your presence after all the time she has spent without you there. 1. As soon as you walk through the door, take out the trash immediately, as she is sick of doing it. 2. Do not be alarmed if she jumps over the couch and runs 60 miles an hour to get to the telephone when it rings, she thinks it is you calling, and that is one call she isn't going to miss! 3. Forgive her for any nightly beatings that may occur to your body. This thrashing that happens is because she is used to having the bed all to herself. In extreme conditions, she may start screaming thinking you are someone she doesn't know and she may even call the police to report she is being robbed. If you are attempting to make love to her, you may be in jail on rape charges until she realizes you are her husband

Army Wedding Vows!!
If the Army wanted you to have a wife, it would have issued you one. Dear family and friend, we are gathered here today in the sight of God and the Department of the Army to witness this exchange of vows and to see the love that these dedicated, loving people have for one another. I, ______________________________________ , take (who was once referred to as the dependent), as your Family Member, to dwell together in so far as the Department of the Army will permit? Wilt thou love her, comfort her via the Postal Service or over the telephone, make sure she knows where the commissary, PX, clinic and the church are and what time she is scheduled to use the laundry room the day she arrives, wherever you are stationed? Wilt thou attempt to tell her more than 24 hours in advance that you will be leaving for two weeks, beginning the next morning? This especially applies to the years you will live in a foreign country! Wilt thou, , take this soldier as thy wedded husband, know

Sleeping Soldier
Let sleeping soldiers lie, men who, while they snore and sigh, dream about you safe and warm behind their armor and guns. Let sleeping soldiers lie, men who, as they say goodbye, will always pack their gear and go to where the danger runs. Training hard, and laughing harder, partaking of life's full larder, a soldiers' lot is all for those who think the cost is cheap. Eager hearts, whose boldness longing, with their fellowship belonging, to shoulder arms to hold your freedom for such, never weep! For gladly marching, to dreadful daring, any price or burden bearing, keeping such as you in safety. Loved ones wait to welcome home, Heroes' triumph, victory gallant, accolades for virtuous talent, our best reward: to see you smiling, stronger love than song or poem.

Loving A Soldier
Loving a soldier is a high price to pay, loving him truly is hard when he's away. It's being alone with nothing to hold; it's being young, but feeling old; it's having him whisper his love for you; it's whispering back that you love him too. There comes a kiss and a promise for more, as his plane slowly rises to soar; reluctantly, painfully, letting him go, while your insides are dying from wanting him so, watching him leave with eyes full of tears, standing alone with your hopes, dreams and fears. It's sending a letter with the stamp upside down, to a far away love in a far away town. It's going to church to kneel and pray, and really meaning the things that you say. Being in love will foster your dreams, of that far away soldier your mind fairly beams. Days go by, no mail for a spell, you wait for some word to hear that he's well. Then a letter arrives, and you've given in, to open his letter and read

I Want What I Can't Have
I want what I can’t have. It’s important to me not to be able to get it. I actually want the impossible for a reason. My mind, as it stands, is my biggest G-spot. The thought of what could be, perfect poetic, and eternally renewable is so much better than my present (rather average) reality. Don’t get me wrong, I’m not taking a cheap shot at reality. Reality is part of the seduction. I do little things to ground myself, tests, temperature gauges in the material world. I can’t live on fantasy alone. The feinting in real time intensifies the possibility. And that elusive ephemeral possibility is the sweetest berry. I could dine on fat free possibilities and revel in the satiation that brings new kinds of hunger. I don’t want to be full, I don’t want to lose the balance of unreality. I’m no escapist, I have my priorities. But what is more challenging than a crush? The pressure created by the intricacy of the trap, the effort of maintaining that sweet illusion, it burns calories. And its g

Sweet Salvation
Oh -- ask the dust No harm will come between us Oh beautiful radiant child Eyes azure vow to me Your golden heart Oh she moves in silence Then whispers to me Sets my soul harp on fire Sweet savlvation melts my heart made of stone Please guide me and carry me on Sweet salvation for this man made of stone Please hold me embrace my soul Seduced by your glance Overwhelmed and enchanted by you Well when the loving is good Do you feel strong now You know past lives they don't matter anyhow Oh she moves in silence She whispers to me And sets my soul harp on fire Sweet salvation melt my heart made of stone Please guide me and carry me on Sweet salvation for this man made of stone Please hold me embrace my soul Sweet salvation melts my heart made of stone Guide me and carry me on Sweet salvation for this man made of stone Please hold and embrace my s

Seduction Style
You are charming. You are very bright, and able to completely express yourself verbally. You have a lot of charisma and people are naturally attracted to you. 'What is your seduction style?' at QuizUniverse.com

Hate Me
Fuck you! Fuck me! Fuck everybody! We all cant get along. WHY? Because we are all different. You hate me because I am white. I hate you because you are black. I think we all think alike, because we are the same. And we all hate ourselves, for what we have become. That is why there is hate, we cant understand each other. Then what we do see in ourselves, we still really cant see it. Why cant we all just be happy? Because we are all surrounded by HATE!!

The Garden
A beautiful woman loved growing tomatoes, but couldn't seem to get her tomatoes to turn red. One day while taking a stroll, she came upon a gentlemen neighbor who had the most beautiful garden full of huge red tomatoes. The woman asked the gentlemen,"What do you do to get your tomatoes red?" The gentlemen responded, "Well, twice a day I stand in front of my tomato garden and expose myself, and my tomatoes turn red from blushing so much.." The woman was so impressed, she decided to try doing the same thing to her tomato garden to see if it would work. So twice a day for two weeks she exposed herself to her garden hoping for the best. One day the gentlemen was passing by and asked the woman, "By the way, how did you make out? Did your tomatoes turn red?" "No,"she replied, "but my cucumbers are enormous!"

~~why No Black Nascar Drivers~~
Now, this is funny. I'll bet Dave Letterman does get some "flak" from the NAACP. Al Sharpton and the Rev Jackson will go nuts !!! David Letterman's Top 10 reasons why there are no black NASCAR drivers: (I bet his life will be miserable after the NAACP sees this!) # 10 - Have to sit upright while driving. # 9 - Pistol won't stay under front seat. # 8 - Engine noise drowns out the rap music! # 7 - Pit crew can't work on car while holding up pants at the same time. # 6 - They keep trying to carjack Dale Earnhardt Jr. # 5 - Police cars on track interfere with race. # 4 - No passenger seat for the Ho. # 3 - No Cadillac's approved for competition. # 2 - When they crash their cars, they bail out & run. AND THE NUMBER ONE REASON WHY BLACKS CAN'T BE IN NASCAR... #1 -They can't wear their helmets sideways.

Together
I discovered what it feels to have someone. As I predicted it would be. As your presence is with me, Our bodies our pressed upon eachother. Everything else disappears as the softness of your body collides with mine. I'm taken over by ecstacy by this minute. The energy flowing between us as it starts feedingon our souls as we embrace eachother. Your heart beat ajust to mine. We watch this moment happen as we learn it. Like beginning taught in school. Two souls embrace eachothers aching heart. Dreams begin to shine upon eachother. Wishes fly above us. We as one, explore what the mind can't see with creativity. Letting everything take it's course and not stopping destiny's trail. The numbness of being alone starts fading away and time to take the chains off the trap So a new gap can be formed. All obstacles come clear to mind. The bite of glory comes over me. Imagination takes it's course. Without eachother near, We feel incomplete. Missing the completeness of our other half.

When It Comes To Love
When it comes to love with a partnet, You both want to make sure that you keep eachother happy and there is excitment between you to. You both want to be confident and intimate with eachother.You want to be loyal to eachother. You both want to feel happy that you're together so that you're not lonely and feel left in the darkness. You both want to cherish everything and have trust upon eachother. You both want to hold one another close to there chest so that one another feels safe and that one another doesn't ever let go You both want to hear one another out, when there's a problem. You both want to take eachother out so you can buy special stuff that you both will treasure as long as you're together. You both want to froget your past and present to start a new future together. Your both think about staying together for as long as ou can and maybe have a family together. You bothe want to comfort one another when she/he is down. You both want to honour what she/he has work

Weekend
Hello all my friends and foes.....it has been a good, bad and ugly weekend.....Guess I should explain. Went to the Relay for Life walk in Cleveland Friday night....saw an old friend who has battled cancer and for the moment is a still with us....makes you feel good to see him still around. Saw some old friends from over twenty years ago...OK, not old friends, but their parents...and it was good to see them. And see they were still around. Ran into my daughter Thursday....that was interesting and good. Still not sure where it all goes...but we will see....it's a really long story. Been a long weekend (Thurs. through now) shooting for The NewsLeader...but it has been fun....every weekend I get to explore new people and places and things. Today was DSU Spring football...which was interesting for someone who is not into sports...but creating the image of the game is a lot of fun. Guess you could call that the good of the wekend....of course there are some very personal things that I j

Snow Angels
Was a cold April morning, With no where to go, When you had the idea, making angels in the snow, It's always been those little things, That made me love you, But seems the spring time is coming, And the rose is in bloom, You said its over, You need to move on, Our season has passed, But the memories live on, chorus: You let me fade like a snow angel, In the warm spring sun, My heart still breaking, my world undone, yes spring time is coming, And youre move'n on, I'm faiding like a snow angel, In warm spring sun, Part of me wonders, what i meant to you, Was i just a way to pass the time, Or did you love me too, i know hearts change, I've seen it before, Was just hoping this time was different, Never love'd like that before, Should have seen it coming, When leaves were turning green, Something wild burning in your eyes, I knew it wasn't me, bridge: Love comes in seasons, Some short, some long, Some last a life time, Some not that stron

Life
Life without you would be cruel. Life for me would be empty, Sadness, and pain. There's no way I could live without you by myside. Life without you would be filled with darkness everywhere and the sky filled with clouds of tears. I would have a soul only you can refill. Life with you and love in it would be eternal. I want to take life to the risk of wrapping my life so complety around yours. I hold the key to my heart so I can turn it over to you and lock it in yours for life. My soul is powered But your love is the only thing in the world that keeps the electristy flowing. Everyday and hr, It is you who keeps me happy, Be myself, smile with stars in my eyes from you. Baby, Your love to me is something special that I treasure with chains around it So nobody else can take them off. Every night when you leave me for the next day to come, I cry with warm, happy tears. My tears have never turned out cold. Life gave me love from you the first day. This love has never felt so amazing.

Thinking
Thinking and thinking, When will I ever all in LOVE? Feel either the pleasure or pain? I want to feel the good and evil. The word LOVE, Nobody can explain. Once you're with that special someone. It could be month, days, years, even weeks to figure out what LOVE means in your eyes. I wonder does LOVE have a destiny or trail. When you're in LOVE, Don't be blammng LOVE for your actions that you do to another person to hurt them. Can you feel stronger or weaker? Does it make you high in the sky or as low as the dirt under the earth? If you fall in LOVE you should be committed or at least 100000% honest to your partner. It takes alot of people to fall in LOVE over the months, years, and days or maybe at first sight. Every person in this world is differnt when it comes to fallen in LOVE. It might sound insane or stupid, But it's not you. Everybody isn't the same when it comes to finding LOVE. If someone says they fell in LOVE at first sight, on the net, at a store, etc. Just be the

When Our Hearts Are Near
My love for you runs deeper for you than I can ever say. Sometimes I don't mention it when we've had a rough day. You are my lone shinning star through out my darkest times. I'd fight my way through a thousand demons just to keep you mine. Your elegance stands untarnished even your blemishes are beauty to my sight The thought of departing from your embrace dims my future so bright. The warmth and kindness of your spirit has reached and touched us all If you happen to stumble darling, in my strong arms you shall fall. Without your caring caress I'd spiral into a sea of black despair. You are my angel sent from God, to lift away my cares. So to my soul mate whose charming grace I hold most dear. My life exists to hold you close and is completed when our hearts are near.

Highcenterd In Sandy,,,,
fuck all, my friends are D-U-M dumb!!!! you too fucking stupid to tell me about the ditch in the side of the road......So when I make that U-turn to put you curb side......YOU SHOULD TELL ME ABOUT THE FUCKING DITCH!!!! This is how one gets high-centered.....what the fuck!!! but long story short, I got out, apparently...that's why i'm here.......Your a fucking asshole!! Never am I giving your ass a ride home again!!! This has been the night of all disapointment, thank god for Pirate House, for returning my sanity to me!! The end

New Boots
An elderly couple, Bill and Darlene, live in northern Michigan. Bill always wanted a pair of authentic cowboy boots. Seeing some on sale one day, he buys them, wears them home, walking proudly. He walks into the house and says to his wife, "Notice anything different about me?" Darlene looks him over, "Nope." Frustrated Bill storms off into the bathroom, undresses, and walks back into the room completely naked except for the boots. Again, he asks, a little louder this time, 'Notice anything different NOW?' Darlene looks up and says, 'Bill, what's different? It's hanging down today, it was hanging down yesterday, and it'll be hanging down again tomorrow.' Furious, Bill yells, 'AND DO YOU KNOW WHY IT'S HANGING DOWN, DARLENE?' 'Nope,' she replies. 'IT'S HANGING DOWN BECAUSE IT'S LOOKING AT MY NEW BOOTS!!!!!' To which Darlene replies... "Shoulda bought a hat, Bill. --- " Shoulda bought a hat."

Men's Rules
FIVE RULES FOR MEN TO FOLLOW TO A HAPPY LIFE: 1. It's important to have a woman who helps at home, who cooks from time to time, cleans up and has a job. 2. It's important to have a woman who can make you laugh. 3. It's important to have a woman whom you can trust and who doesn't lie to you. 4. It's important to have a woman who is good in bed and who likes to be with you. 5. It's very, very important that these four women do not know each other.

Muppets
You Are Kermit Hi, ho! Lovable and friendly, you get along well with everyone you know. You're a big thinker, and sometimes you over think life's problems. Don't worry - everyone know's it's not easy being green. Just remember, time's fun when you're having flies! The Muppet Personality Test

Lyrics Of My Life
I REMEMBER THE DAY THAT THE WORLD TURNED AWAY FROM ME IT MADE ME REALIZE THAT NO ONE IS WHO THEY SAY THEY ARE I SEE NOTHING BUT A LEMONADE NO ONE TO COME AND PISS ON MY PARADE I RAISE MY GLASS AND TOAST TO YOU MAY YOUR NEXT BIRTHDAY BRING DEATH TO YOU I'LL FIND A WAY TO LIVE AGAIN WITHOUT SOMEONE LIKE YOU TO STAND IN MY WAY AS I STAND ON MY ROCK IN THE MIDDLE OF THE SEA ALL THAT I GOT IS THIS TINY LITTLE WAVE TO PISS ALL YOU MOTHERFUCKERS AWAY

Con't Lyrics Of My Life
everytime i think about the day that me and you made out waiting for the projectile to spue right out i think about the first time that i told you i do takes me to the day that i wanted to be with you never again will touch a beauty so sweet or feel the tenderness of your passionte kiss everyday i think about what i could have done something that i could do to just to get back with you i would do anything to be with you again.

Part 3 Lyrics Of My Life
standing in the middle of a dark room a mouse runs across the floor I stand up in the crowd waving my arms around looking down upon those that frown at me i may be small but i will stand tall when the masses go down and fall never will they understand what i have set out before them a journey that will take a life time to learn.

Part 3
Archie walked into the bar like he owned the place. Of course, at first glance, you would wonder why anyone would want to own it. The stench of sweat, alcohol, and faint undertones of vomit and urine infused ever board of the place. Dimly lit and smoke filled, you could barely see a foot in front of yourself, which was how the patrons liked it. This was a place where people came to make deals that the cops would not approve of...as if any cop would come in here without a squad to back him up. Gustav followed a pace behind, keeping a firm grip on the hilt of his cane sword. He had been in places like this, and knew that, for the most part, the patrons would avoid violence within the bar itself. But, when alcohol and who knew what other drugs, got into the system of desperate men, they would do desperate things. The two of them walked to a doorway in the rear, flanked on either side by a lumbering behemoth that passed for a man. The men glanced a moment at Archie and Gustav, then swung

Volume Vi - Into The Night
Into the night, Departing from the heat of the day, She carries herself to me. Her sensual motions beckon me. She whispers my name, She glances at me slyly and seductively. I take this opportunity to approach her, To feel her breath, To taste her lust. As our bodies inch closer, I can feel her heartbeat. I can see her passion. I can smell her sex. Our lips come close to touching, PAINFULLY close. YET--- I back away just slightly. Just enough to make her longing for me UNBEARABLE. She advances. I slyly back off again. And again. And then, just as she turns around, Her back towards me, I sneak behind her... Grabbing her bountiful breasts in my hands. Tasting her neck. Carressing her flesh, from shoulder to thigh. She turns around. Our shirts removed. My mouth gravitates to her nipples. Her mouth emanates with pleasuring moans. We lay back on the boulder by the creek bed, And remove the remants of our clothing. I must tast

Just A Hello To All!
Hello Everyone. As you can see, Im very new to CT. Looks like its gonna be lots of fun so far. I admit Im a little slow at figuring these things out sometime. Unfortunately this one is pretty different than any I have used so far. SO if my page looks a bit plain or I am slow at seeing comments or answering or whatever, please dont think Im being rude as that will never be my intention. Ill figure it all out one day, lol. Anyway, I love people and am looking forward to making a lot of friends here so please feel free to add me or msg me anytime. One can never have too many friends, right??? I look forward to hearing from ya!

Survey!
Geezzz, now Im aggravated, ALREADY! I spent a half hour doing that stupid 'im bored' survey and man is it a looooong one! Then when I finally got to the end, it said unable to access that page! I even took all the time to do it over again and the same thing happened! I only done it to begin with because it says u get all those cherry bucks. Well, not I KNOW not to get screwed by that one again! Lol, do we ever learn????

Tear And A Rose Part 3
Teardrops and lust, Cover the ground, When you awake in the morning, To love's beautiful sound, The gentle whisper, Of "I love you," The tender words, "There's nothing I won't do," Your promise forever, You give away your heart, You swear to yourself, This time it won't fall apart, Looking in her eyes, You see all your dreams come true, You know its forever, Its writen in the sky so blue, Now the tears have all fallen, The rose in blume, Now budding and beautiful, But is her heart in love with you....

Why Is It Only Females Get Those Super High Ratings On Here
what are yall rating each other i been on l;vel sevn for like 3 weeks now this is gettin rediculous. you women should be ashamed of yourselves to let a handsome young man as my self be stuck here like this i think you should have a site wide rally to get me to level 19 by next wednesday.

I Will Love You Forever
I love you so deeply, I love you so much, I love the sound of your voice And the way that we touch. I love your warm smile And your kind, thoughtful way, The joy that you bring To my life every day. I love you today As I have from the start, And I'll love you forever With all of my heart.

The White Rose
The red rose whispers of passion, And the white rose breathes of love; O, the red rose is a falcon, And the white rose is a dove. But I send you a cream-white rosebud With a flush on its petal tips; For the love that is purest and sweetest Has a kiss of desire on the lips.

Phoenix
Sorry world but it’s over now You thought you had me Pulled a fast one somehow That just didn’t work out The way you planned To destroy me Take me out on my own land It won’t work this time Oh no you see Because this time I’m holding on I’ll save my tears for me Because crying over you is pointless I’ll save all my smiles Because unlike you They don’t need a trial I’m keeping my heart to myself You will no longer read my words My fire used to keep you alive Now you will feel its burn You turned your back on me But that’s not what I’ll burn first First it’ll be your heart and your soul I’ll burn your insides Make your blood boil Then once my fires released You’ll skin will burn And fall as ashes at my feet I told you before I’m not gonna sit here and take this I’ll tell you again I will no longer sit here and fake it Fake the smiles Fake the blame Faking my entire life You should be ashamed Leaving me cold and alone i

How Close Can We Get To God
Subject: How close can we get to God! Message: Usually I had to be at school by 7:30 A.M. Northridge High School was doing some testing in the lower grades that day, so seniors like me got to go in late. Mom offered me a ride when it was time to go. I sat beside her in our van, kicked off my sandals, and daydreamed about my future. I’d be graduating from high school in a few months. This summer was going to be the best one yet. I’d leave high school behind and do whatever I wanted. What would I do? Go to college? Turn my job coaching gymnastics into a full-time gig? Or get a job in an office where I could work my way up? And what about marriage, kids? I had plenty of time to figure all that out later. There were millions of things I could do with my life, and whatever I chose I was sure would turn out fine. Maybe I just had spring fever. Or senioritis. Or a little of both. Mom interrupted my thoughts. “Kassandra, do you see that?” she asked just as we were crossing the rail

Busy, Busy, Busy
Did you ever wish there were more hours in a day?Well, that's what it's like for me.Both my wife and I are disabled and so I try to help her alot around the house.Doing everything from dishes to laundry.I have alot of my own stuff to do and with two kids still at home.There is always something to do.We start the day out at 6:30am getting the kids off to School.Then it's two cups of coffee and a half a dozen cigaretts to get motivated.Then it's the vacuuming,breakfast dishes and making beds.I must take about a dozen breaks by noon.So it is off to do whatever for the day.Doctor visits,school visits and like today, Shopping for groceries.For us, we do grocery shoppng by the month and so we take all afternoon to get it done and put away.By then the kids are home from school and it will be off to get new sneakers for my daughter.I still have yet to get to an auto parts store to get a part for the van that I will be repairing this afternoon.Dinnertime is always at 5pm and so if I'm not finis

Cold
i sit here and i can`t sleep, you know me i am cold inside and out, i say the wrong things to the people i love, i say the right thing to those who don't care , why because i am the one who is cold, to the core i have been always unusual, what people say i don't care unless it helps me, then i hide it and act like i don`t care, only the ones who know me can tell, those people i just push away never to get close, why because when i am cold i am at my best, and that is when i can get my rest. sleep i cant get ,because i am always to cold.

Things I Learned While Out And Not Drunk
Ok, so last night I met up with the fellas at Dixie's. We had a few nice drinks and Rude and I played a game of beer-pong against some guys who apparently were 5-1. 6-1 after us. But amongst our good times goofing off and having some drinks, I started noticing people that I don't really enjoy. For starters, people who wear sports teams jackets and know nothing about the team they are sporting. Some jackass had the nerve to wear a Man U jacket. When I asked if he was actually a fan or just wearing it, he says he's a big fan. So I ask him his thoughts on a history making game that just took place, he didn't know what I was talking about. Maybe you're not feeling me because I'm talking about the most popular team in the most popular sport in the world. Let's tone it down to Charlotte standards. It's be like someone wearing a Panthers jersey and not knowing who they played in the Super Bowl a few years ago. Next are the buzzards, vultures or maggots. Depending on their as

2 Yuenglings, A Corona, An Amstel Lt, A Goofball, And My Birthday Wishlist
So obviously it's been a light night for me. It's about 3:00am, and I'm kinda bored. I'm kicking the shit out of FIFA for xbox. I miss playing the real deal. I've thought of something though... kickboxers do a special training to strengthen their shinbones more than usual. If I do this, maybe my bones will be strong enough to play again one day. I'm 26, so my chances of playing in South America again are kinda limited, but I still want to try. What's better than being a gringo in a third world country playing a sport that compares to being an "And 1" player here? Oh yeah, being good enough to be a pro. Well that's not me. But I am ready to start the lacrosse season with Rude-dog this summer. May I recommend to all of you that want an excuse to go outside and tailgate for the summer months to come and see us. If nothing else, it should be amusing. Other than that, I'm just sitting here thinking again. I'm drinking again. With my birthday coming up, I guess it's time f

Observations In Last 72 Hours
Let's talk about nothing for a minute. Oh wait, I always do. Might as well keep the consistency alive... Adult Swim just came out with a new game on their website putting biblical characters against eachother in Street Fighter/Mortal Kombat style fighting. Normally I don't pay attention to things like this, being that the internet has so much friggin' crap it's ridiculous. But this one caught my eye because in my younger years of being a teenage dumbass, we thought up scenarios like this. For example: Jesus (mortal and without powers) vs Loki (without the sword) fighting in Bethlehem to give Jesus home court advantage.... who do you pick and why? I never said it was cool or smart. In fact, I did say I was being a dumbass when I thought this crap up. 14 years later it's promoted with a huge cartoon cult following. I need to start patenting my thoughts..... Last night I saw Rehab in concert with Rudy. Oddly enough we really didn't drink that much. Who am I kidding? You

We Can't Be Friends
We Can't Be Friends R.L SINGS... To just act like we never were To come around and not show hurt How dare we greet by shaking hands Just months ago I was your man Verbally we’d agreed it was over and we were through I’m trying to compose myself but I just can’t get over you cause Chorus: We can’t be friends, we can’t be friends We can’t friends cause I’m still in love with you DEBORAH SINGS... I went by Mothers, saw your car there To her you still family and it don’t seem fair For everyone to just go on I’ve tried and I can’t do it Cause I’m still torn I’ve tried to think of you as just another love In my past that didn’t last but it’s not that simple Chorus Bridge: You may see me staring or catch me in a daze May see me hang my head when you come my way Don’t get too close to me and expect me to behave I might just steal a kiss if you come near my face, what I’m trying to say Chorus adlibs: We can’t be friends Can you look me in the ey

The Safeword
One of the thrills of SM is that it can stretch your limitations. If you enjoy this sort of play, you can naturally find yourself trying more and more new things, accepting greater and greater levels of sensation, doing and feeling more than you've ever done or felt before. But the process is slow and gradual, and people are not telepathic. It may be that you are the bottom(sub) in a whipping scene, and your top(dom) is whipping you, and suddenly it doesn't feel good anymore!! and you want them to STOP!!! That is what a safeword is: a word that means "This isn't working! This scene is going wrong somehow! Please stop!" A safeword needs to be taken seriously. Sometimes you may be playing with a top you don't know that well, and if they do something to you you don't want, it's important that you have a way to let them know, IMMEDIATELY. Especially if you're tied up or otherwise made helpless. Everyone has their own favorite safeword. I personally use have my pets use "Yellow!

Fucking Pissed
Tuesday May 3rd 2007 I normally put a lot of thought into who my friends are, and usually trust them with a part of my life and all the secrets that go with it. A friend is an open honest person who doesn't lie and say that they are something they aren't. Why would you go and make someone feel like they are worth something and have them put faith in you as someone to admire and look up to, just to have that person find out that their said friend is a FAKE! I apologize to Miko, for having this show up all of a sudden. Ashley DJ_Starling

The Greatest Irony Of Love
Loving the right person at the wrong time, having the wrong person when the time is right and finding out you love someone right after that person walks out of your life... And sometimes, you think you're already over a person, but when you see them smile at you, you'll suddenly realize that you're just pretending to be over them just to ease the pain of knowing that they will never be yours again... For some, they think that letting go is one way of expressing how much they love that person... in my opinion, some are afraid to see the one they love being held by someone else... Most relationships tend to fail not because the absence of love. Love is always present. It's just that one was being loved too much and the other was being loved too little... As we all know that the heart is the center of the body but it beats on the left. maybe that's the reason why the heart is not always right... Most often we fall in love with the person we think we love

Thoughts Just Because
Its funny how someone can break your heart and you still love them with all the little pieces. I wanna be the girl he can be goofy around. I wanna be the girl he can tell anything to. I wanna be the girl hes scared to lose. I wanna be the girl he can hold hands with in public and not care what anyone says. I wanna be the girl who is always on his mind. Most of all I wanna be the girl he loves. Listen to her secrets, Take her out to dinner, call her first, label her as yours, understand her feelings, tell her shes gorgeous, write her a song, talk to her like a human being, ask her to dance with you, never imagine life without her, kiss her in the rain, hold her hand at anytime, pass her love letters, never foget her birthday, tell her shes always right, be her escape, tell her you believe this is a fairytale, give her gummy worms, remember her favorite color, give her hugs and kisses, show her off to your friends, hold her hard just because, treat her like a star, dream about her,

Remember Me
every smile you thought went unnoticed... i will remember. each laugh we've shared... ill endure. ill relive these memories forever, because now we'll be making no more. for me every moment meant something, i realize you can't say the same. i'll never hold this against you. anger brings nothing but pain. i'll always remember your weakness, for a moment you let me see. i'll remember the joy it brought to me, knowing you trusted in me. i'll always remember the talks weve shared, that sometimes could last all day. when we could comfortably say nothing, and the silence for us was okay. i'll remember each moment spent with you, and each time you asked me to stay. i'll remember the dreams you gave to me, and the ones that time took away. i'll always remember our friendship, and the truths youve made me see. and though it seems youve forgotten, i hope you will remember me.

Emotions Suck!!
I wish I could figure out why ones emotions can be so confusing. For example, I recently broke off a 3 year relationship. Short of sitting here listing all the reasons why I did it and making my ex look like this horrible person I am just going to say there were reasons. She is a good person there is just some issues that I don't want to deal with anymore (and no it is not children). But the problem I am having now is that in one sense I am glad it is over because I feel there is alot of stress removed from me, while in the other sense I sometimes find myself sitting alone in the apartment feeling depressed that I am alone. I hate emotions sometimes cause they are so damn confusing. I should be happy that I am single now and out from the stress of a bad relationship, but then there are times that I wish I was in a relationship. I am so confused. Is there anyone out there that might be able to shed some light on my plight? I am guessing that this is just the downslide from the

Kids And Wanting To Party
Well we know its early saturday morning i mean real early and my daughter wants to bring friends over and i told her seeing as she got me u she best hurry up damn that girl is lucky that mom's such a nice mom lol or i wouldn't have gotten up with my fiancee here sleeping in the next room. so hope she loves me lol Damn kids

A Survey...while I Play W/ Music
What does your best friend call you? which b-friend? Would you prefer a thunderstorm or for it to be snowing? I love thunderstorms and snowstorms! Do you have a Laptop or Desktop? desk and I want to get another laptop Who do you call the most? depends on the day and who has what going on in their drama... What is your favorite thing to shop for? Books. Walking into a bookstore has a narcotic effect on me. Ditto J.Mack! What a excellent way to describe it! What is your cell phone provider? sincular What were you doing 4 hours ago? working Have you ever fought over the opposite sex? uh do I have to answer this... Are you good at math? with a calculator or my fingers What do you get complimented on the most? I don't know. Do you listen to your parents? i try to but it's so hard luckily i don't have to answer to them Favorite holiday? Halloween ofcourse Have you ever gone to a concert? What kind of question is this? When was the last

Miss You (please Comment)
Can't count the days, Since the last time I held you, I can't count the ways, I've tried to live without you, I still feel like time changed nothing, It's distance that separates , i still dream about you, So real I wake up calling your name, i still think about you, Lately it's driving me insane, None of this makes sense, It just don't fit the frame, I miss you baby, more than words could ever say, I miss you baby, And this crazy life just aint the same, I need you, I want you, Won't you come back to stay, I miss you baby, And this pain wont go away, Drive down this highway, Another 800 miles today, I drive down this highway, To the same town I gave my life away, It alls seems different, though nothings really changed, Another sleepless night, empty friends to pass the time, Another sleepless night, A hotel TV and a cheap bottle of wine, This fame and fortune, Sure does eat your mind, every day I pray, You made it out okay, everyday I P

May
Well we moved into our new place, on the south side, a block from Main St. We also have a new kitten, Dakota, a female tabby. She's so cute! Monday is my birthday, Wednesday is Amanda's b-day. Its also the day the pins come out of my hands and x-rays will be taken to see how they are doing. I can't wait to finally use my hands after 6 weeks. I can start light duty on the 21st. Going back to work will be nice. I enjoyed the time off. But not being able to do anything sucks.

For My Mother...rip
I was never the perfect daughter my mom wanted,nor she the perfect mom.I couldn't bring myself to see her in the hospital,hooked up to tubes before she died.She died on her way to hospice.She came to me 3 months later,took 2 tries to come through.We said 'I miss you' and 'I love you' to each other,I woke up sobbing for 15 minutes.Since then,she and my dad,as well as my grandparent's,have come to me in spirit and in my dreams.Mom died on Oct. 29th 1999,was buried Halloween morning. After my parent's crossed,it sounded like a party in my living room,all the spirits non-stop chattering.I would hear footsteps all over the house,the front door sounding like someone was entering the house,seeing entity shadows walking around. I'm very blessed that I had a mom who provided me with life's essentials,not complaining,I really wish I had more of a mom,then a guardian.I never will have closure with her,but I know I have to live my life to the fullest. Was mixing an audio tape at the time

The Story Of 'the Fisher King'
Story of The Fisher King Current mood: satisfied Category: Religion and Philosophy One of my favorite stories,was told in Terry Gilliam's movie The Fisher King.Enjoy,learn,mark and remember. The Story of the Fisher King It begins with the king as a boy, having to spend the night alone in the forest to prove his courage so he can become king. Now while he is spending the night alone he's visited by a sacred vision. Out of the fire appears the holy grail, symbol of God's divine grace. And a voice said to the boy, "You shall be keeper of the grail so that it may heal the hearts of men." But the boy was blinded by greater visions of a life filled with power and glory and beauty. And in this state of radical amazement he felt for a brief moment not like a boy, but invincible, like God, ... so he reached into the fire to take the grail, ... and the grail vanished, ... leaving him with his hand in the fire to be terribly wounded. Now as this boy grew ol

Real Hospital Charts
Entries in patients' charts in a hospital 1. She has no rigors or shaking chills but her husband states she was very hot in bed last night. 2. Patient has chest pains if she lies on her side for over a year. 3. On the second day the knee was better, and on the third day it disappeared. 4. The patient has been depressed since she started seeing me 1998. 5. The patient is tearful and crying constantly. She also appears to be depressed. 6. Discharge status: Alive but without my permission. 7. Healthy appearing decrepit 69 year old male, mentally alert but forgetful. 8.The patient refused autopsy. 9. The patient has no previous history of suicide. 10. The patient has left white blood cells at another hospital. 11. Patient's medical history has been remarkably insignificant, with only a 40 pound weight gain in the past three days. 12. Patient had an orexia and waffles for breakfast. 13. Between you and me we ought to be able to get this lady pregnan

I Stand
Here I stand, Until the time Was it a crime to see what cannot be touched Hear voices speak words that can't be undone Was it my fault I was invincible To the naked eye, I am invisible I cannot be seen Because no one wants to see me I am different Different from the rest of them So they ignore me But I don't ignore them No one is friendly Why were they so blind Because I am not them I am only mine I am different But I can see But they can't see me I watch them fall Divided they fall Together they die But here I stand Until the end of time Was it a crime that I was unique Original to the human mind I was invisible to there standards Invisible to their lies But as they kneel to beg I watch them beg But here I stand until the end of time Was it a crime for me to live my life A crime for wanting to survive No one would answer So I will wait until the end of time

Trust
Trust is a very precious thing. When you trust someone, It means sharing part of your soul. For some, trust is not easily given; It takes time and comes in small pieces. Once given, trust is a powerful tool That creates binding ties. To have trust broken is an agonizing thing. It's as if someone Has smothered a piece of your soul. Your self-esteem suffers a blow It may never recover from. You find yourself in a pit of blackness, Full of despair and self-pity. Yet, somewhere in your mind There is a light. You will find strength to recover And, God willing, you will trust again.

Do U See
What do you see when you look at me? Do you see my smiles? Do you see the laughter? Do you see all the happiness? Or do you see past the front to what really lies beneath? Do you see the walls I put up to keep them out? Do you see all the tears that stained my face? Do you see the fears that I try to hide? Do you see the scars inside of me? Those scars that wont let me free Those scars that run deep inside Those scars that mar my very soul Those scars I try so hard to hide So do you see the truth in me or just the truth I want you to see?

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Wounded Knee
A 93-year-old woman who was particularly despondent over the recent death of her husband, decided that she would just kill herself and join him in death. Thinking that it would be best to get it over with quickly, she took out his old Army pistol and made the decision to shoot herself in the heart since it was badly broken anyway. Not wanting to miss the vital organ and become a vegetable and a burden to someone, she called her doctor's office to inquire exactly where the heart would be on a woman. The doctor said, "Your heart would be just below your left breast." Later that night Mildred was admitted to the hospital with a gunshot wound to her knee.

Every Day (please Comment)
I tell myself you're out of sight, You're out of mind, Well I dont know, Who I'm try'na kid this time, Each time I close my eyes, Its you I find, I dont know how to get you, Out of this heart of mine, Chorus: Every day, is one more wasted away, One more day, I never got to say, All the words, That could have made you stay, Funny how you can have everything, And have nothing at all, Or how you were there to catch me, But I was too afraid to fall, Now its all so cumbersome, This bitter-sweet pain, I thought I could live without you, Now I know I'm insane, Chorus What is it about this, That feels like it shouldnt be, I have it all, But it means nothing if you're not with me,

2 Months
well...my baby xzavier turned 2 months last tuesday. he was 22in 7lbs 5oz when he was born. now he's 23in and 10lbs 8oz (at his appointment last tues). i already got my mother's day present a long time ago...a necklace with a "baby ring" with his birthstone in it. i got it at kay's and i'm planning on getting my birthstone ring in september, and my bf's for xmas.

Happy Cinco De Mayo!
Well today I spent the dday recovering at work from my little celebration this weekend. Once again I proved to my friends that I could drink them under the table when it came to doing body shots. Obviously they can't handle tequila. Lucky for me dad started me young, so I have a tolerance. Needless to say by the time 3AM came I was sliding on a pole on the dance floor. Good times, except for my ass being grabbed throughout the night and having my chest felt up by some girl who wanted to know if they were real. obviously she didn't want to take my word for it. At least my friends got a laugh. Have a good one to all of you out there.

F**kbudies
Lets just do and and see what comes about.....hehehehe Statistically speaking, unless you are a total hermit, social retard, or ugly as a bag of spoiled ass... There's at least one person on your Cherry tap that wants to date you or sleep with you. So..... lets play "F*CK BUDDIES" The rules are simple... if you want to date the person who posted this, send them a message to their inbox saying "Im yours". If you just want to sleep with them and stay friends, send them a message that says "I'd hit it". SCARED? You pussy, just do it! THE TWIST IS YOU HAVE TO REPOST THIS, EVEN IF YOU'RE TAKEN & see who replies. There is at least 1 person on your myspace that wants to date you, and maybe more that want to sleep with you. SO... re-post as "F*CK BUDDIES", as it doesn't matter if your married, in a relationship,single, gay or straight! You opened it so you HAVE to repost it! A test of your bravery

Tuesday Links: Paltalk Derails Show Again, Nick Di Paolo, Traveling Virus Tickets And Shirts, Webcam Goodness, New Videos Online
Oh boy... Paltalk just derailed the show again... someone just put up a video of Bella Donna getting triple-teamed. So distracted. LISTEN TO TODAY'S SHOW ON AUDIBLE (link usually active by 3pm EST) It's Tuesdee...TuesDEE... and the Opie and Anthony Show is ready to broadcast, kids. As you wipe the sleep and the crud from your eyes, turn on your Paltalk and check us all out as we pick our noses and stare awkwardly at one another. OR... you could go to the Opie and Anthony LIVE room and check out all the women sleeping and showering...and the jackers. INSTALL PALTALK AND GO TO 'Opie and Anthony LIVE' Comedian and fellow broadcaster Nick Di Paolo will be joining the POgram this morning to chime in with his take on all the heat radio DJs are taking lately. Nick's got a CD called Road Rage, so we'll plug that 'cuz we're nice like that. Did you get your TRAVELING VIRUS TICKETS yet? We sure hope so, because they're going FAST... click for ticket links and lineup information New Tra

Our Family
We as a family are so happy now. Are family is fixing the problems example of bad marriages and going into great marriages. Next thing this is someone in this family who deserve to have children and for some stupid reason other person took that change away from her by a car crash. So this firefighter family is a normal working family. As a family, we have come close twice of losing the person we love. One of our own was in a car crash and the same person was in an abuse marriage. So right now one of our family members is get a divorce from her soon to be ex husband. So as we get our family has been strong and there are days that everyone of our family just wants it all to end and then we remember how much Thumpress has fought to keep this family a working family and it dies as quickly as it was thought up. Thumpress is our hero and angel and we hope she will have a happy new life. And we just found out when the new one will be added to a family who he is marry the person we 100% care a

Volume Ix - Global Warming?
I am beginning to believe that global warming is the cause of this drought. I know some of you accursed humans are thinking "What drought?". Well, we're having what I heard some call a moderate drought in northern Georgia. I have news for you. This is more severe than simply "moderate". How, you may ask? Well, I build fences for a living. Part of my job is digging holes to set posts for such fences. Since we're in a 10" deficit, this means the ground is nearly impenetrable. We set two jobs today, which shouldn't have taken us (a 5-member crew) 6 hours. Instead it took us 9. No rain, no moisture in the clay, and we all are in misery. As if you think WE'RE bad off, think of the plantlife, and thence the wildlife, that are suffering. Coupled with habitat loss due to overdevelopment, and eventually all of us on this crippled planet are spiraling to s horrid end. Maybe I'm just venting. Today was completely horrid. I am sore from neck to navel. Tomorrow, Thursday, and Friday

I Look At You And Think: I Cannot Live
I look at you and think: I cannot live Without you; you're the person of my dreams. Of course I know I can, but I must give My heart room to tell it as it seems. Romance must have a language fit for feeling More than fits between the earth and sky. For love there cannot be a floor or ceiling: My love goes down too deep and flies too high. So when I say I cannot live without you, Know I can't imagine so much pain; And when I claim to always dream about you, Well, know the moon is happy once again. The sun reveals cold truths for all to see, But I must light my love with poetry. this poem is to my baby andrew , i love you very much baby , you mean everything to me,

Trying To Do This
I am having a hell of a time with this, thought it would be easy but I guess Im not as smart as I thought I was. If I dont get it right soon, I will be leaving cherry tap. I hate to lose the friends that I did make on here and existing friends that I knew b4 I came onto this site.

Wednesday Links: Whip 'em Out Wednesday, Bill Burr, Baldwin And Hoff Remixes, New Boner Of The Day, New Videos, Traveling Virus Tickets
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Ok!
So, I think that I may have found an apartment in Palmyra, PA... Yay! At least I have a plan, $800.00 and I can but the guy's furniture, $525 a month rent and utilities... not bad I am thinking! So I stopped at the club as I usually do before going home. One of the girls that I am interested in came in, she was all smiles when she saw me, not exactly sure why, until I hit myspace and found a message from her. I was thinking that she didn't work till Thursday, and said that I would see her then. She was confused as to why in her email... So when she saw me I guess that she was suprised. This is good!!! Anyway, I suppose that is all that is going on at the moment, I'm working, and busy, but wanted to stop in and get this blog out.... Third of the day...LOL!!! Ciao,

So Even If The Dude Wants To Lower His Gas Prices. . .
Gas Station Owner Told to Raise Prices May 8, 9:37 PM (ET) MERRILL, Wis. (AP) - A service station that offered discounted gas to senior citizens and people supporting youth sports has been ordered by the state to raise its prices. Center City BP owner Raj Bhandari has been offering senior citizens a 2 cent per gallon price break and discount cards that let sports boosters pay 3 cents less per gallon. But the state Department of Agriculture, Trade and Consumer Protection says those deals are too good: They violate Wisconsin's Unfair Sales Act, which requires stations to sell gas for about 9.2 percent more than the wholesale price. Bhandari said he received a letter from the state auditor in late April saying the state would sue him if he did not raise his prices. The state could penalize him for each discounted gallon he sold, with the fine determined by a judge. Bhandari, who bought the station in May 2006, said he worries customers will think he stopped the discounts bec

Naughty Application
NAUGHTY APPLiCATiON" Best one will get a reply...... 1. Your Name: 2. Age: 3. Favorite position (s)? 4. Do you think I'm hot? 5. Would you have sex with me? 6. lights on or off? 7. Would you have to be drunk? 8. Would you take a shower with me? 9. Have you ever thought about having sex with me? 10. Would you leave after or stay the night? 11. Do you like cuddling afterwards? 12. Condom or skin? 13. Do you give Oral pleasures? 14. Do you like to receive Oral Pleasures? 15. Have sex on the first date? 16. Would you kiss me during sex? 17. Do you think I would be good in bed? 18. Threesome? 20. How many times would you like to cum? 21. Would you use me as a booty call? 21. Can I use you as a booty call? 22. Do you like foreplay? 23. What is foreplay to you? 24. Can we take pictures of the act? 25. Will you post this so I can fill it out for you?

5-09-07
Well the pins are finally out. Its been 6 long weeks since the accident. I've already started theropy, thats going good. I told my employer (temp agency) that I wanted a different job, I don't want to go back to Allcast. It sucks there. So since I'll be on light duty for a while, I might be doing construction. Just holding a flag for now, but maybe when I'm healed more full time construction. :D My birthday was Monday. Gf got me a new grill. :D:D Gonna break it in this weekend. Gf's b-day is today. I got her a necklace from Kay jewelers.

As Nature Evolves
As nature evolves Into pieces of God Unto humans in awe In through visions of all Until thoughts become flaws All caught in the dark As words become laws And visions their scars When religion starts wars Over God’s hidden cause The message falls lost Into parts of the heart That art tempts to spark Into stars meant to start The light of life across The naught of all we saw As nature evolves Into pieces of God

Beyond This Realm
Beyond the realm of this world, there is a "Reality", and it is known, by those who believe, as "GOD". There would be no reason to exist, were there not this "Reality", for then there would be no reward for all we suffer here. As the Bible speaks of "Heaven" and "Hell", it is my own belief that all lessons learned on my journey through life, bring me closer to the "Reality of Heaven" and the true presence of "GOD", of which I already exist, as a small minute particle. If I fail on my "life's quest", to become a more pure "entity", a more "loving spirit", a more "productive" part of "GOD's" plan, then I believe I am reserving myself a "return trip" into the physical world we now share. My problem is one of not knowing the "difference" between being seen as a loving, giving, compassionate, charitable and productive spirit, by those I pray to touch through my love, to that of being seen as a "weak" spirit by those "souls" who would devour me

Cherokee Lament
Cherokee Lament The sky smiled wide upon our toil The rivers kissed our furtive hands and blessed us with bounty from it's depths The sun promised golden grain and corn to feed our children The buck and the doe gave up their skins to cover us The bough lay waiting in the woods to give of itself what we may need What, of this land, did we ask? No more, no less, than an Indian can! But, came the day, we were no more... Lost in the sea of white man's ways! As a people, the Cherokee no longer stand! We gave up our ways, Our beliefs, our lands! We have vanished.. As the snow, under the summer sun! Cherokee ©1976 In Honor of My Father who died too young: G F Vance 1909-1962 My brothers who died too young: B D Vance d 1997 L D W VANCE d 2003 My Grand Parents: S L Vance 1840-1911 V S (Mills) Vance 1867-1953 My Great-Grand Parents L F Mills 1845-1899 S (Hess) Mills 1845-1910

My Life
MY LIFE I look at my life, Back, over the years. What did I do wrong, That I ended up here? A childhood, so shattered, That it never could mend, But others lived through it, And bounced back again. Why was it, that I, As a child, couldn't see, That it happened to others, As well as to me? Those people I trusted, For,who else was there? Unable to help me, Through their own despair! Imparting, not wisdom, Nor love and concern, But vicious contempt For the child their hearts Spurned! I ran like the wind, When I saw a way out, Straight to my beginnings, To the birth of my doubt. Ran into the arms, Which had thrown me away! Thinking she'd love me, On this, a new day! Oh, truth is a killer, Of hope, spirit, joy! But still, I survived it, If just to annoy! I met, loved and married The man of my dreams. Had babies, a future, The life of a Queen. But one day I woke up, And th

When I Am An Old Woman
When I Am An Old Woman When I am an old woman, Older than I am now, I'll take time, then, To remember all the living I've never done. I'll recall all the fun things I never did With all the friends I never had! I will take the time to recall Dim details of faces Of lovers I never met, The touch of their lips, I never kissed, The words of passion, Never spoken! I will try hard, to recapture The memories I never made, With family, Who may deny My existance. When I am an old woman, Older than I am now, I'll be the grandmother I've never been, Because, I've been so busy Being the mother I'm not! I will sit in my rocking chair Telling tales, of happenings I've never experienced, Over and over again, To folks who don't Want to hear them, But, are too polite To say so, And I will watch Their eyes wander, And their teeth, grit and their heads, nod, And I will pause, Long enough for them To politely Check the time, And decry It's

I'll Get Bye
I'LL GET BYE Nights grow longer, Day by day. Memories still get in my way. It's over, but still, I miss the life we shared Your silly smile lives In my mind. I hear your laughter, All the time. Your scent still hangs In the midnight air. Yet I know... As memories flow, You never really, cared. You're gone and... you're not coming home I'm doomed to spend My nights alone. The pillow, where you Laid your head is bare. Your toothbrush went With all the rest... The silly ties, The shirts and vests Your suits and Those bluejeans, I so loved you in! Yet, I know, As memories flow, We weren't even ... friends. When you held me In your arms You dreamed of Someone else's charms She holds you now And thinks your love is true. You held me captive With your eyes, Held me spellbound, With your lies. I never could Get through to you You tore my heart in two.

Binding Links
Binding Links© As we travel the roads of life There are those we meet along the way Who make connections in our hearts That change and time cannot displace You, my friend, are one of these Who seem to make it all worth while Even when I have to crawl, Or walk another lonely mile I will carry with me now All your special little smiles Our sounds of silly laughter That we shared a little while I will not forget you Nor the chapter you helped write Of a time in my life That gave my heart a dream of flight For everyone I've met Has given something in return But you're one of the special ones Who truly ever earned The right to be known as my friend Through all the years of change You now remain a binding link In my life's growing chain. For Piper and Me ©2000

S-h-h-h
S-h-h-h I love the quiet, peaceful times, Sunsets on a winter lake, Gentle sounds a fire makes. I love the feel of old soft quilts, Hamster fur, warm hands, baby cheeks. I love the smell of popcorn, incense, Worn leather, new books. I love the taste of licorice whips, Banana splits and walks we took. I love the world of fantasy, Where we can write the scenes, Quiet rooms...gentle dreams... And soft, sweet, words of love. ~Cherokee~ ©2000

Todays The Day
Well friends. Today is the day I take the ICE test. Been waiting for this for a while. This is hopefully the start to a very fulfilling career. Keep me in your thoughts. I'll let you know the outcome when I know.

Interesting Story. .
I bought a bird feeder. I hung it on my back porch and filled it with seed. Within a week we had hundreds of birds taking advantage of the continuous flow of free and easily accessible food. But then the birds started building nests in the boards of the patio, above the table, and next to the barbecue. Then came the poop. It was everywhere: on the patio tile, the chairs, the table...everywhere. Then some of the birds turned mean: They would dive bomb me and try to peck me even though I had fed them out of my own pocket. And others birds were boisterous and loud: They sat on the feeder and squawked and screamed at all hours of the day and night and demanded that I fill it when it got low on food. After a while, I couldn't even sit on my own back porch anymore. I took down the bird feeder and in three days the birds were gone. I cleaned up their mess and took down the many nests they had built all over the patio. Soon, the back yard was like it used to be...quite, serene and no one deman

My Justin
Well today he would have been 11 years old. It's been a good day though actually. I think only because I was so busy with taking this test and all. But now that it's almost 6pm, and I'm laying in bed just relaxing, I sit back and think of him. His soft small hands, his laugh, his kiss, his hugs, his angel eyes. I miss him so much. I look at my boys now and wish he was here so he could enjoy their company as well. Well I don't want to reflect too much on it so I will end here, but I just wanted to mention that my baby is missed and I love him forever.

"e"
Ecclesiophobia- Fear of church. Ecophobia- Fear of home. Eicophobia- Fear of home surroundings.(Domatophobia, Oikophobia) Eisoptrophobia- Fear of mirrors or of seeing oneself in a mirror. Electrophobia- Fear of electricity. Eleutherophobia- Fear of freedom. Elurophobia- Fear of cats. (Ailurophobia) Emetophobia- Fear of vomiting. Enetophobia- Fear of pins. Enochlophobia- Fear of crowds. Enosiophobia or Enissophobia- Fear of having committed an unpardonable sin or of criticism. Entomophobia- Fear of insects. Eosophobia- Fear of dawn or daylight. Ephebiphobia- Fear of teenagers. Epistaxiophobia- Fear of nosebleeds. Epistemophobia- Fear of knowledge. Equinophobia- Fear of horses. Eremophobia- Fear of being oneself or of lonliness. Ereuthrophobia- Fear of blushing. Ergasiophobia- 1) Fear of work or functioning. 2) Surgeon's fear of operating. Ergophobia- Fear of work. Erotophobia- Fear of sexual love or sexual questions. Euphobia- Fear of hearing good news. Eurotophob

"g"
Galeophobia or Gatophobia- Fear of cats. Gallophobia or Galiophobia- Fear France or French culture. (Francophobia) Gamophobia- Fear of marriage. Geliophobia- Fear of laughter. Geniophobia- Fear of chins. Genophobia- Fear of sex. Genuphobia- Fear of knees. Gephyrophobia or Gephydrophobia or Gephysrophobia- Fear of crossing bridges. Germanophobia- Fear of Germany or German culture. Gerascophobia- Fear of growing old. Gerontophobia- Fear of old people or of growing old. Geumaphobia or Geumophobia- Fear of taste. Glossophobia- Fear of speaking in public or of trying to speak. Gnosiophobia- Fear of knowledge. Graphophobia- Fear of writing or handwriting. Gymnophobia- Fear of nudity. Gynephobia or Gynophobia- Fear of women.

How Does It Feel ?
I am young I am free But I get tired and I get weak I get lost and I can't sleep But suddenly suddenly How does it feel To be different from me Are we the same How does it feel To be different from me Are we the same How does it feel Would you cry With me here I am small And the world is big But I'm not afraid of anything How does it feel To be different from me Are we the same How does it feel To be different from me Are we the same How does it feel Oh Oh oh...

Nobody's Home
I couldn't tell you why she felt that way, She felt it everyday. And I couldn't help her, I just watched her make the same mistakes again. What's wrong, what's wrong now? Too many, too many problems. Don't know where she belongs, where she belongs. She wants to go home, but nobody's home. I's where she lies, broken inside. With no place to go, no place to go to dry her eyes. Broken inside. Open your eyes and look outside, find a reasons why. You've been rejected, and now you can't find what you left behind. Be strong, be strong now. Too many, too many problems. Don't know where she belongs, where she belongs. She wants to go home, but nobody's home. It's where she lies, broken inside. With no place to go, no place to go to dry her eyes. Broken inside. Her feelings she hides. Her dreams she can't find. She's losing her mind. She's fallen behind. She can't find her place. She's losing her faith. She's fallen from grace. She's all over the place. Yeah,oh

Who Knows?
Yeah, yeah Yeah-eah, yeah Yeah-eah, yeah Why do look so familiar I could swear that I have seen your face before I think I like that you seem sincere I think I like to get to know you a little bit more [Chorus] I think there's something more, life's worth living for Who knows what could happen. Do what you do, just keep on laughing One thing's true, there's always a brand new day I'm gonna live today like it's my last day Yeah, yeah, Yeah-eah, yeah, Yeah-eah, yeah How do you always have an opinion And how do you always find the best way to compromise We don't need to have a reason We don't need anything We're just wasting time [Chorus x2] I think there's something more, life's worth living for Who knows what could happen. Do what you do, just keep on laughing One thing's true, there's always a brand new day Who knows what could happen. Do what you do, just keep on laughing One thing's true, there's always a brand new day I'm gonna live today lik

Fall To Pieces
I look away Then I look back at you You try to say The things that you can't undo If I had my way I'd never get over you It ain't the day I pray that we make it through Make it through the fall Make it through it all And I don't wanna fall to pieces I just want to sit and stare at you I don't want to talk about it And I don't want a conversationg I just want to cry in front of you I don't want to talk about it And I don't wanna fall to pieces I just want to sit and stare at you I don't want to talk about it And I don't want a conversationg I just want to cry in front of you I don't want to talk about it Cuz I'm in Love With you I'm in love with you Cuz i'm in love with you And I'm in love with you I'm in love with you

A Girl
A girl asked a guy if he thought she was pretty, he said no. She asked if he would want to be with her forever... and he said no. She then asked him if she were to leave would he cry. Once again he replied with a no. She had heard enough. As she walked away tears streaming down her face the boy grabbed her arm and said... Your not pretty your beautiful. I don’t want to be with you forever. I need to be with you forever. I wouldn’t cry if you walked away. I’d die!

Mean Moms
I am proud to be a "MEAN MOM". I hope your one also. Our future >depends on it. > > >"Mean Moms!!!" > > >Someday when my children are old enough to understand the logic that >motivates a parent, I will tell them, as my Mean Mom told me: >I loved you enough . . . to ask where you were going, with whom, and >what time you would be home. >I loved you enough to be silent >and let you discover that your new bestfriend was a creep. >I loved you enough to stand over you for two hours while you cleaned >your room, a job that should have taken 15 minutes. >I loved you enough to let you see anger, disappointment, and tears in my >eyes. >Children must learn that their parents aren't perfect. >I loved you enough to let you assume the responsibility for your actions >even when the penalties were so harsh they almost broke my heart. >But most of all, I loved you enough . . . to say NO when I knew you >would hate me for it. >Those were the most difficult battles of all. >I'm

Kids
So yeah, I have my kids this weekend, it's the first weekend since they moved out again. My daughter is into everything, my son can seem to keep his zipper up... And neither of them seem to be listening to well...LOL! I'm still trying to figure out all this CT stuff, it's quite a bit different than myspace. Rating people, photos, and blogs. Not sure if I'm into all that, but I'm gonna give it a try. I got a letter from the IRS today, saying that they were keeping my tax return and adding it to what they say I owe. Bastards!!! I don't owe them anything, and they have $6k of mine tied up.. I just want my fucking money!!! They are so quick to take away, and so slow to give back. Anyway, I ended up taking the kids and the spouse to dinner at the VFW, it was her mothers day dinner with the kids. I did get to see my bartender friend Faith, she looks so unhappy. Probably as unhappy as I did today. I didn't get to talk to Wendy (Love of my life) i did see her as she walked to he

Living Your Life To The Fullest
I enjoy my life everyday. I wake up every morning and see bright smiling faces on my girls. Some people need to get drunk, some may need to get stone, some may need to do other things to get anywhere, but I, just take it one day at a time. You don't know when the lord is going to call you. Live life to the fullest, enjoy it while you have it. Just like a song " You are here for a good time, not for a long time. So have a good time cause the sun doesn't shine everyday."

For Those I Have Met/ Who May Wanna Meet / Found Here
I will be out for FUN the Friday night of Okauchee Days this (June). I will repost/ update later this month. If you had /have curiousity about meeting (this) person outside the web; I am inviting you to my favorite June bash. This is the detail: Take I-94 to Hwy 16 WEST to Hwy P (SOUTH !!) exit; Brown Street exit is too far west; as you exit P South, you WILL see the other attractions (rides, games, cotton candy, etc til 10pm). The bands (til 12a or ?) where the beer garden and dance area are is just next to all the carnival stuff. The bands playing are TBA; as I will update/ repost this when that is available. I hope that if this sounds like fun, you will send me a personal msg with ANY questions. Stay cool, now:) later

Don't Tell Me Not To Cry
Please don't tell me not to cry Please don't say there was a reason why You don't know what I am feeling Or how much I hurt The wet spots are from tears on the collar of this shirt You think I should go on with life Forget about it and be strong But deep down,I am sad and I don't want to go along I don't expect you to understand why For no apparent reason I break down and start to cry My life has changed forever,you see And that is why I am not acting like the same old me So please don't try to act like nothing happened Because it's changed my life forever I will never be the same again Not today,not tomorrow,but never The best thing you can do for me is just be there Just like always,my friend My broken heart is hurting bad And it will never mend.

The "u" In Jesus
THE U IN JESUS Before U were thought of or time had begun, God stuck U in the name of His Son. And each time U pray, you'll see it's true, You can't spell out JesUs and not include U. You're a pretty big part of His wonderful name, For U, He was born; that's why He came. And His great love for U is the reason He died. It even takes U to spell crUcified. Isn't it thrilling and splendidly grand He rose from the dead, with U in His plan? The stones split away, the gold trUmpet blew, and this word resUrrection is spelled with a U. When JesUs left earth at His upward ascension, He felt there was one thing He just had to mention. "Go into the world and tell them it's true That I love them all - Just like I love U." So many great people are spelled with a U, Don't they have a right to know JesUs too? It all depends now on what U will do, He'd l

Heres Another One
Do not doubt I love you, even though My actions may have undermined my words. We could be as connubial as birds Had I not let my wild longings show. I cannot help wanting to devour All the world that comes before my eyes; But more than all the world is that which lies Within the precious circle of our bower. I'll do anything to keep you with me; Our love will last as long as you have will. Despite my untamed need, my love is still A rock against the surges of the sea.

Forgive Me
Forgive me for what cannot be forgiven. Open up the door I once slammed closed. Restore the love that I once squandered, driven Grimly by some grinch I've since deposed. I cannot plead for what I cannot fathom, Valuing least the value I most crave. Each heart must sometimes haunt the steep-walled chasm, Made mad by wrath and selfish songs that rave Empty on the edges of the grave.

More Sex Postions
Erotic instructions: "Lie on your stomach, legs straight and spread slightly," explains Julie, 33, who says this homegrown move is her favorite. "Your guy lies over you, positioning his legs on either side of yours. As he enters you, close your legs and cross them at the ankles." Pleasure payoff: "With your legs clenched and ankles crossed, you can feel the entire length of your man's member and grip it tight," she raves, creating loads of feel-good friction as he tantalizes the depths of your pleasure zone. He can also reach under you and play with your breasts or brush his lips against your ears, cheek and neck. Though this move offers mega sensation, there isn't a lot of motion, so it's a prime pose for guys hoping to hold off on climaxing or couples who want to savor the feel of each other's bodies. Erotic instructions: As your guy lies on his back, face him and lower yourself onto his penis in a kneeling position. Keeping your knees on the bed, hook your feet over the insi

Sex Postions
These positions involve the insertion of a penis or other phallus (such as a strap-on dildo) into a vagina or anus. The missionary position [edit] Penetrating partner on top with front entry These positions are primarily used vaginally, although some can also be used for anal sex. The basic position is called the missionary position. In it, the receiving partner lies on their back with their legs apart. The penetrating partner lies on top of the receiving partner, facing them. The following variations are possible: The penetrating partner stands in front of the receiving partner, whose legs dangle over the edge of a bed or some other platform.[2] The receiving partner lies on their back. The penetrating partner stands and lifts the receiving partner's pelvis for penetration. A variant is for the receiving partner to rest their legs on the penetrating partner's shoulders. The receiving partner lies on their back, with their legs pulled up straight and their knees near the

Weekend Links: Download The O&a Show, Traveling Virus Tickets, Bands Needed For Videos, New Videos Online
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This Feeling
This feeling hit me like a slap in the face it's running through my body it's running a race it's making me blind I cannot see what is this feeling taking over me My stomach flips and then it flops my heart beats fast and then it stops What's happening to my face? I think I'm going to smile Look through the records Is this feeling on file? I've never felt this way before But I like it alot First it turns your body cold Then it makes it cozy hot You feel as light as a feather You feel as high as the moon Oh please tell me this feeling I need to know soon It makes me happy And sometimes sad But it's the best feeling I've ever had It has the power to feed the hungry To make the blind see It gives the homeless shelter It's growing inside of me So what is this feeling Making my knees weak? What's this feeling taking my voice Leaving me unable to speak? No one tells me what it is So I look to the skies above The clouds part and God lo

Sitting In...
The past three weeks have been extremely challenging here. Mom has become increasingly difficult to deal with, and as anyone who has cared for an alzheimer's patient knows, this is to be expected. However, when the scowls, screams, names and such come from someone as close as your mother, it's hard not to take it personally when all you are trying to do is help them. Yes, there have been many other factors in the equation as well, and the four walls here began closing in too quickly. It was definitely time for a change and thanks to my oldest and dearest friend I got that change yesterday. Many years ago I used to do a lot of lighting and sound work for local and a couple of nationally known bands. I also did DJ work for parties and the occasional club. My friend Carol started something that culminated in my return to the studio as the Guest DJ at Ocean 98.1 radio station in Ocean City. One hour of air time, 60 minutes of annonymous greetings, pluggings. pontificating and most impor

Pisces And Capricorn
Astro Parents: Pisces and Capricorn * Pisces Horoscopes * All about Pisces * Capricorn Horoscopes * All about Capricorn Although their dispositions and personalities are very different, Capricorn and Pisces can merge their ideas and become an excellent co-parenting team. Capricorn's practical ideas and desire to establish order and structure in the children's lives will be an excellent counterbalance to Pisces' freewheeling, "unleashed" parenting style. Both will have a lot of love for their children, even if they show it in different ways. Capricorn will teach decency and respect, while Pisces will give unconditional love and expect children to deliver the same. They should each remind the other, though, that children won't always do exactly what they want them to do. And when they don't, they will have to work together to discipline the children. While Capricorn will have the consequences for breaking the rules worked out in advance of infractions, Pisce

Falling In Love All Over Again
It is a whole new feeling falling in love again... I didn't really think that I would ever feel this way again. I am so glad that I gave love another chance... I have never been called the love of his life and when he told me that it floored me...I am so glad to feel that he makes me feel complete....I love him so much and life couldn't be better. I just wish that he was back home already... It is so hard with him gone for work.. But he knows that I miss him each and every day that he is not with me and I know that he feels the same way about me...

Volume Xii - Ocean's Calling
It's only been two months since last I beheld the infinity of the ocean, and I hear Her call once again. It grows with each passing day. It is harder and harder to heed her pleas, however. Two reasons. One, the most important reason---the fate of my latest traffic citation. I received it back on 2 May, driving a 62 in a 45 just north of Conyers, GA. It wouldn't have been so bad, but because of my other citation I received this year in Telfair County (and possibly my ticket I received in Scotland last year), I cannot pay my fine before the court date. I must appear. There is a chance for a temporary loss of license. Second, gas prices are exorbitant. The station near my house in central Georgia posts $2.95 per gallon for regular unleaded. In past years, slight price increases have not hampered my wanderlust. This year is quite the exception. I even had a 4-day weekend planned, but if the fuel prices remain what they are, I shall cancel those plans. I was desperately wa

The Games You Play
You tell me you love me You tell me you care But do you think of me When I am not there We work different schedules I work when you are not Everyday I message you To say you’re missed a lot I see you were online When I wasn’t there You left me no message To say that you care I know you are busy But how hard could it be To find 5 or 10 minutes To call and talk to me Sometimes I wonder Is it games or real When you cant take time To tell me how you feel Maybe its silly The way I feel inside When you are so busy That I get set aside I cant help but think When I am away You are not missing me Like I did you today Some say you’re a playa I try to disagree My mind then wonders When you don’t have time for me Its not that I don’t trust The love you feel for me This is just the way I feel Deep inside you see

Bye To All My Friends And Fans On Ct...i Have To Leave!!!!
Dear Friends and Fans, 05/15/07 Tuesday Since I joined CT, I have met alot of nice folks and some really cool people. As you know, CT takes up alot of personal time. If you have that personal time to spare, then great. If you are like me, you find it harder and harder every day to find that personal time. Once in a while we also realize that we have to make some priority changes and take care of what's most important and leave the rest to fall into place later on if it finds its path at all. If not oh well. Lately, this has not been falling into place. I find it more time consuming than ever before and it has become more like work than fun. I don't have the time for it, as I would rather spend the time with my family. I'm not saying my friends aren't important because they are...so, if you consider yourself my FRIEND and you want to continue to speak to me or keep in contact with me, then you are more than welcome to find me in the following locations: www.myspace.co

Bye To All My Ct Friends And Family And Fans...i Have To Leave!!!!!
Dear Friends and Fans, 05/15/07 Tuesday Since I joined CT, I have met alot of nice folks and some really cool people. As you know, CT takes up alot of personal time. If you have that personal time to spare, then great. If you are like me, you find it harder and harder every day to find that personal time. Once in a while we also realize that we have to make some priority changes and take care of what's most important and leave the rest to fall into place later on if it finds its path at all. If not oh well. Lately, this has not been falling into place. I find it more time consuming than ever before and it has become more like work than fun. I don't have the time for it, as I would rather spend the time with my family. I'm not saying my friends aren't important because they are...so, if you consider yourself my FRIEND and you want to continue to speak to me or keep in contact with me, then you are more than welcome to find me in the following locations: www.myspace.co

State Of Mind
If you think you are beaten, you are; If you think you dare not, you don't! If you'd like to win, but you think you can't, It's almost certain you won't. If you think you'll lose, you're lost; For out in the world we find Success begins with a fellow's will; It's all in the state of mind! If you think you're outclassed, you are; You've got to think high to rise. You've got to be sure of yourself Before you 'll ever win the prize. Life's battles don't always go To the stronger or faster man; But sooner or later the man who wins Is the person who thinks he can!

Makes You Go Hmmm
Some things that make you go hmmm.... 1. Why do we park in driveways and drive on parkways? 2. Do Lipton employees take coffee breaks? 3. Can I yell "movie" in a crowded firehouse? 4. Can you be a closet claustrophobic? 5. How do a fool and his money GET together? 6. Why does Hawaii have interstate highways? 7. How is it that a building burns up as it burns down? 8. If a train station is where the train stops, what is a workstation? 9. If nothing ever sticks to Teflon, how do they make Teflon stick to the pan? 10. If the pen is mightier than the sword, and a picture is worth a thousand words, how dangerous is a fax? 11. If the police arrest a mime, do they tell him he has the right to remain silent? 12. What hair color do they put on the driver's licenses of bald men? 13. What was the best thing before sliced bread? 14. Why do banks charge you a "non-sufficient funds" fee on money they already know you don't have? 15. Why do t

Do It Anyway!
This song really touched my heart. Got me to thinking about a lot of things that have been going on in my life and I hope that a few of the people that mean a lot or are really special to me get a chance to hear it...

One Wish
If I could have just one wish, I would wish to wake up everyday to the sound of your breath on my neck, the warmth of your lips on my cheek, the touch of your fingers on my skin, and the feel of your heart beating with mine... Knowing that I could never find that feeling with anyone other than you. - Courtney Kuchta -

Untitled
A stranger you were once. Then, with a gentle look you took my hand. As our lives engaged, you lit my life and I held both your hands. Now that decades have passed, ours souls have indeed become one. How fortunate we are that we have found the love so true that everyone dreams about. - Laura Veronica Merodio -

For My Topher Get Ur Ass Back To Kansas
you better crawl on your knees the next time you say that you love me fall on your knees, cuz this time i won't be so kind can't you see that this is life and life is killing me is it yours? is it mine? our sky fell down tonight, to wash away our pain tell me, over and over and over and over and over again it never was time for us, it never was time to let me in show me, over and over and over and over and over again it never was time for us, it never was time to let me in you better see how evil you can be when you see my evil smile it's the one that you'll remember when i am not so kind can't you see that this is death and death is saving me i say burn all your bridges while you still have control of the flame i know it's hard but you... tell me, over and over and over and over and over again it never was time for us, it never was time to let me in show me, over and over and over and over and over again it never was time for us, it never wa

The Magic Of Love
Love is like magic And it always will be. For love still remains Life's sweet mystery!! Love works in ways That are wondrous and strange And there's nothing in life That love cannot change!! Love can transform The most commonplace Into beauty and splendor And sweetness and grace. Love is unselfish, Understanding and kind, For it sees with its heart And not with its mind!! Love is the answer That everyone seeks... Love is the language, That every heart speaks. Love can't be bought, It is priceless and free, Love, like pure magic, Is life's sweet mystery!! - Helen Steiner Rice -

No Words....
I have no words I can say...none that will let you feel my heart or see my thoughts:....rather, all I can do is show you in what I do....that all I have...all that I am...is here for you.... I could search forever for words that would attempt tell you what I have become with your love in my life...but none could do... I could search forever for words that would attempt to tell you what i wish for you...but none could do... I could search forever for words that would attempt to tell you what I pray for in a life ahead, what I hope for you and me in a life of our own choosing and a life of our own making, still none could do... So I must reduce the way I feel into three small words that can begin to say what is written here.... " I love you" Always remember that My Angel...

34....
I just turned 34 last week.....and at first I was saying ...NOOOO!!!!...then I looked in the mirror and said YESSSSSSS I did it......I made it to 34 looking great and feeling good about myself...yes I have grey hair...thats it....I have wash board abs...still in better shape then lots of guys younger and the same age as myself...I worked hard to keep in shape for years...I even got carded in a bar for my b-day I was proud to show my ID...so it is possible to look and fell young....and you have to do is....workout and eat right and have great genes...lol....cant wait to Im 40 now...lol...

Female Sponge Bath
A male patient is lying in bed in the hospital, wearing an oxygen mask over his mouth and nose, still heavily sedated from a difficult four hour, surgical procedure. A young student nurse appears to give him a partial sponge bath Nurse", he mumbles, from behind the mask. "Are my testicles black?" Embarrassed, the young nurse replies "I don't know, Sir. I'm only here to wash your upper body and feet." He struggles to ask again, "Nurse, are my testicles black?" Concerned that he may elevate his vitals from worry about his testicles, she overcomes her embarrassment and sheepishly pulls back the covers. She raises his gown, holds his penis in one hand and his testicles in the other, lifting and moving them around. Then, she takes a close look and says, "There's nothing wrong with them, Sir!!" The man pulls off his oxygen mask, smiles at her and says very slowly, "Thank you very much. That was wonderful, but listen very, very closely...... A r e - m y - t e s t - r e

Faces For Here...:-)
i seperated all of the characters. u just have to put them all together and get what it is. (y) ( y )thumb up (n) ( n )thumbs down :@ : @ angry :-s : - s silly 8-P 8 - P (B) ( B ) (D) ( D ) :( : ( :-O : - O :@) : @ )oink oink

Bonnie Raitt "something To Talk About"
Artist/Band: Raitt Bonnie Lyrics for Song: Something To Talk About Lyrics for Album: Luck of the Draw verse 1 People are talkin, talking 'bout people I hear them whisper, you won't believe it They think we're lovers kept under covers I just ignore it, but they keep saying We laugh just a little too loud We stand just a little too close We stare just a little too long Maybe they're seeing, something we don't, Darlin' chorus Let's give them something to talk about Let's give them something to talk about Let's give them something to talk about How about love? verse 2 I feel so foolish, I never noticed You'd act so nervous, could you be falling for me? It took a rumor to make me wonder Now I'm convinced I'm going under Thinking 'bout you every day Dreaming 'bout you every night Hoping that you feel the same way Now that we know it, let's really show it, Darlin' chorus bridge Let's give them something to talk about A little mystery to figure out Let's g

Survey
1) Ever been to a strip club? Yes 2) Ever been to a bar? Yes 3) Ever been kicked out of a bar or a club? No 4) Ever been so drunk you had to be carried out of somewhere? No 5) Kissed someone of the same sex? No 6) Thrown up from drinking too much? Yes 7) Had sex in a car? No 8) Had sex in a park? No 9) Had sex in a cinema? No 11) Had sex at work? No 12) Have you ever been in an "adult" store Yes 13) Bought something from an "adult" store? No 14) Is there anyone on your friends list you would ever consider having sex with? Yes, she knows who she is 15) Have you ever had a threesome? No 16) Are your breasts real? No they are fake....duhhhhh 17) Have you ever kissed a stranger? No 18) Does anyone have naughty pics of you? Yes 19) Who, on your friends list, will complete this survey? Hopefully all of them!!!

Another One
[] Push me into a wall and kiss? [] Come To My House To Do Nothing But Chill? [] Slap Me? [] Slap me if i asked you to? [] Kiss Me? [] Let Me Kiss You? [] Watch A Movie With Me? [] Take Me Out To Dinner? [] Take A Shower With Me? [] Take Me Home For The Night? [] Let Me Sleep In Your Bed? [] Take Me Anywhere With You [] Repost This For Me To Answer Your Questions? [] Lock Me In Your room And Take Advantage Of Me? [] Let me lock you in your room and Take Advantage of you? [] Let Me Make You Breakfast? [] Make me breakfast? [] Tickle Me? [] Let Me Tickle You? [] Stick Up For Me Uf I Was Being Put Down? [] Instant Message Me? [] Greet Me In Public? [] Hang Out With Me? [] Hold my waist from behind while we are out? [] Bring Me Around Your Friends? Do You... [] Miss Me? [] Think I'm Sexy? [] Think I'm Cute? [] Think I'm Hot? [] Think I'm Ok? [] Think I'm Ugly? [] Want To Kiss Me? [] Want To Cuddle With Me? [] Want To Date Me? Am I... [] Smart? [] Fu

This Heart
In this heart there was a place that remained alone an empty space the heart was shattered torn, ripped and used was hard to believe it could be refused it took a while longer scars are back on the mend now it beats faster for a brand new friend a smile was born and push came to shove this heart has found a life long love

Feeling Horrible.
Just wanted to let u know that i am going to try to check my blogs and everyone as much as possible im down with the flue and so much more. i wish it was over. i miss being on here with all you all. well just a update of how i am. ttyl.

Being In Love
Being in love is one complicated thing it blinds you to so much it makes you happy but sad needy but spacey i fell in love with a guy at work just from the smile on his face and ive loved and i will love him till the day that i die but from him i dont know so im moving out of town away from him before he comes home from work and i guess ill start my life a new

Hurt
You stare at me so deep Taking all of my body in You want to have me bad Like a trophy you need to win But you hurt me once again I don't want to give in this easy Thinking about what you did Still makes me disgusted & uneasy All that seems to go away With the step closer you take My muscles start to tense up My legs begin to slightly shake One more step even closer to me Now we are face to face I know I should turn away But I want you to just embrace You can't hold back any longer You start to move your hand up my thigh I keep on thinking he hurt me I can't turn away from the look in your eye

Goodbye Mr. Falwell
Death and infirmity come to all of us, so when you callously dismiss suffering people with words like "we do reap it in our flesh when we violate the laws of God" you're definitely risking somebody's wrath. The God of Irony, perhaps? And if the good Reverend Falwell could dismiss AIDS victims on the grounds that they made a "choice" that led to their death ... well, gluttony and the resultant obesity may well have led to his death by heart disease, but that's no reason to celebrate the event as a "reaping in the flesh." It is, however, hard to resist asking: How's that working out for you? Jerry Falwell is no more. He has, in the immortal words of Monty Python's parrot routine, "joined the Choir Invisible." But though he may not be "pining for the fjords" like John Cleese's late Norwegian Blue, I don't join some of my blogging brethren in assuming he's gone to a much warmer place than Norway. In fact, I have no reason to believe in the kind of afterlife that can be described with

Androgyny
ANDROGYNE Definition: A biological condition resulting from hormonal miscues during fetal washing of the brain during gender identity development. The patient postnatally merges both polar gender identities displaying an assortment of both masculine and feminine qualities. Alternative names: third sex; unisex What is a person who is Androgyne? A person psychologically, intrinsically and socially intermediate between male and female, displaying physical traits and manifesting a merging of the roles traditionally stereotyped as belonging to male and female. The primary difference between people who are Androgyne and other individuals is that they cannot live life fully as either men or woman because they are intrinsically both genders. Is there a biological basis for Androgynes? Yes. The biological basis for the inborn condition stems from an interaction between the developing brain and sex hormones in the first trimester. There is the formation of a gender system

Sexual Zodiac
Cancer You are shy and mysterious. Hotties are always trying to unlock your secrets, and figure out what makes you so cool. You have to have trust in your partner, so you’re not really into randomly hooking up. You really like the intimacy that comes with sex and you won’t take no for an answer when it comes to after sex cuddling. Sex matches: Taurus, Scorpio, Pisces Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

Sagg
Sagittarius You are fun loving and independent, and you don’t like any of your partners to get in the way of that. You enjoy having a lot of flings and short term relationships because you get bored in a long term one. In bed you are demanding of your partner. You want to have hot sex all of the time. You also like to experiment sexually, with different positions and fantasies. Sex matches: Aries, Leo, Libra Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

When We Were Together
WHEN WE WERE TOGETHER OUR LOVE SHOWN THUR SO WHY IS IT NOW I FEEL SO BLUE WHEN WE WERE TOGETHER YOU SHOWED YOU CARED I REALLY THOUGHT THE LOVE BETWEEN US WAS SHARED THEN YOU SAID WE WE WERE NO MORE THERE HAS TO BE SOME WAY I CAN EVEN THE SCORE.

The Storm
The Storm: by David Fisher The clouds are laden with water. Bursting at the seams with their potential toil. Prepared like a pot by a potter. Lifeless, they are as dull as ancient soil. FLASH. An explosion of light shatters the cold of night. Then a rumble of drums permeates the midnight air. I start to wonder whether I should stay or take flight. Then the rain starts to plummet. As the diamonds fall they make the soil rich. Freshness blows away all that was dirty and dry. Watching the ensuing deluge I sit warm in the Great Hall. As it slows the Sun tries to emerge. But like bees the clouds swarm. And prevent the light from setting in. So winter succumbs. And gives way to Spring.

Screaming With No Voice
Well here I am sitting on a Friday night in the back room of this bar getting ready to perform with my friends band and the voice isn't doing to great since i've been sick for the past couple of days. So, now Seth downing tea and honey down my throat. Thinks its more honey than anything, so I'm trying not to gag. I know Scott what your going to say cause you did last night. "WTF You're sick and You're gonna go out". lol. Like I always say I'm there for my family and friends when they need me and Seth needs me tonight. His lead singer quit the band 3 days ago and he couldn't get out of this gig, so here I am. I know my voice will be shot after tonight. If you wanna an idea of what I sound like, listen to the Medicated Kisses album. Alanna and I are dead ringers. And for those of you that don't know who medicated kisses are then check them out. They are this amazing band from Boston, MA. Well need to go warm up.

Niggers In The News Spic Dies Five Are Sent Back
Four young men, two from Slidell and two from New Orleans, have been arrested in the shooting death of an El Salvador man last week during a botched robbery at a Slidell area trailer he shared with six other migrant workers. Jose Luis Martinez-Carpio, 36, was shot three times in the torso April 29 when he grabbed a kitchen utensil to defend himself against two masked gunmen who demanded money after bursting into the trailer (Latrino Piggy Bank) off Bayou Liberty Road west of Slidell, Sheriff Jack Strain said. Two others acted as lookouts in a getaway car, Strain said Monday afternoon at a news conference to announce the arrests. Booked with first-degree murder were the alleged triggerman, Glenn Carter, 17, of New Orleans; the other gunman, Jace Washington, 19, of Slidell; and suspected lookouts Edric Cooper, 19, of Slidell; and Grant Gethers, 18, of New Orleans, Strain said. "We believe the victims were targeted because the perpetrators knew they were construction workers a

Going Back To The Beach
In three months ill be packing and moving back to the golden state. The sun will shine and the stars will glisten, as well as the waves crashing, and the acoustic sounds flowing. Sunsets come and go, but in the end ive come to know. The Beach is the only place for me!!!! Texas was cool but it is no California. Thanks all for being my friends and those who i came to know. Hope all goes well for you in the future, take care and keep in touch.

I Got Flowers Today.. Dedicated To Battered Woman....( I Used To Be One)
I Got Flowers Today I got flowers today! It wasn't my birthday or any other special day. We had our first argument last night; And he said a lot of cruel things that really hurt; I know that he is sorry and didn't mean to say the things he said; Because he sent me flowers today. I got flowers today. It wasn't our anniversary or any other special day. Last night, he threw me into a wall and started to choke me. It seemed like a nightmare. I couldn't believe that it was real. I woke up this morning sore and bruised all over. I know he must be sorry. Because he sent me flowers today. I got flowers today! It wasn't our anniversary or any other special day; Last night he threw me into a wall and then started choking me; It seemed unreal, a nightmare, but you wake up from nightmares; And I woke up this morning sore and bruised all over—but I know he is sorry; Because he sent me flowers today. I got flowers today! And it wasn't Valentines Day or any other sp

Love Me Now
love me now If you are ever going to love me, Love me now, While I can know The sweet and tender feelings Which from true affections flow. Love me now While I am living, Do not wait until I'm gone And then have it chiseled in marble, Sweet words on ice cold stone. If you have tender thoughts of me Please tell me now. If you wait until I am sleeping Never to awaken, There will be death between us And I won't hear you then. So, if you love me, even a little bit, Let me know it while I am living So I can treasure it.

Check Your Blankets And Candles
by Dr. William Pierce I was hoping that I'd have enough new information on the Middle East situation before this broadcast to make a forecast, but I don't. I do see the displeasure of the Jewish policymakers in the Clinton government with the agreement between Iraq and the UN which has temporarily stymied their war plans. It's clear that Madeleine Albright, for example, hates the new agreement and would much prefer to be bombing Iraqis now instead of later. And I see that the Republican politicians, in an effort to please the Jewish media bosses and money men, are rattling their sabers even louder than the Democrats. Mississippi's Republican Senator Trent Lott is a good example of that. He's a man with Presidential ambitions, and I'm sure that he's not issuing his calls to ignore the UN agreement and launch an all-out war against Iraq without having consulted with his Jewish advisers and financial backers first. So my guess is that the war against Iraq has been delayed f

"hate Crimes" And The New World Order
by Dr. William Pierce There have been a few items in the news during the past few days which have caught my attention, and I want to share my thoughts on these things with you. One of these items was the reaction to the robbing and killing of a homosexual man in Laramie, Wyoming, earlier this month. I'm sure you've heard about that a number of times by now: the controlled media really have been raising a fuss about it everywhere. Mr. Clinton, of course, commented solemnly to the nation on it and held it up as another reason for enacting the Federal "hate crime" law that the Anti-Defamation League of B'nai B'rith and other Jewish groups have been clamoring for. Just to refresh your memory, on October 6 a 21-year-old homosexual, Matthew Shepard, went into a bar in Laramie, picked up two other young men he thought were homosexuals but who were not, and left with them. Shepard's intention was to have sex with his two new-found acquaintances; their intention was to rob him. And tha

Media Myths
by Dr. William Pierce The subject I've discussed most often is the dominant Jewish influence in the mass media of news and entertainment. I've spoken most often about this because it is the most important problem with which we must deal. It's also a subject on which I receive a lot of flak. One of the most common forms of flak is the objection that it doesn't matter. Sure, the Jews control the media, but it doesn't make any difference, critics tell me. They're just good businessmen, and they know how to run the media profitably. That's why they've gained control, and it's no worse than it would be if a bunch of Irishmen or Mormons were in their place. I think that many of the people who tell me this don't actually believe it themselves. They just want to be Politically Correct, and it's Politically Correct to absolve the Jews of blame for anything. Even many of the people who are distressed about what Jewish media control is doing to our society don't want to identify that contro

#2
"The Beautiful People" And I don't want you and I don't need you Don't bother to resist, or I'll beat you It's not your fault that you're always wrong The weak ones are there to justify the strong The beautiful people, the beautiful people It's all relative to the size of your steeple You can't see the forest for the trees You can't smell your own shit on your knees There's no time to discriminate, Hate every motherfucker That's in your way [Chorus:] Hey you, what do you see? Something beautiful, something free? Hey you, are you trying to be mean? If you live with apes man, it's hard to be clean The worms will live in every host It's hard to pick which one they eat most The horrible people, the horrible people It's as anatomic as the size of your steeple Capitalism has made it this way, Old-fashioned fascism will take it away [Chorus] There's no time to discriminate, Hate every motherfucker That's in your way The beautiful people The beauti

Jumping On The Bandwagon...
WHAT IS YOUR: -> ringtone: Do You Realize?? by the Flaming Lips -> middle name? joyce -> sign: aquarius -> pet's name: pepper, fish, sean connery (RIP) WHAT COLOR: -> is your hair: black & blonde -> are your eyes: green -> are your nails: chipped nailpolish -> are your socks: striped -> is your shirt: comfortable. RIGHT NOW: -> the closest thing to your left hand: ashtray -> what's in your pockets? lighter, tip money -> are you thirsty: definitely need a drink -> what are you sitting on: chair -> where are you: bedroom -> is the light on: a few lamps -> song listening to: Bright eyes ONE OR THE OTHER: -> cookies or candy: anything chocolate -> kiss or hug: either or -> school or work: uhh neither please? -> apple or banana: plumb -> shower or bath: shower -> cingular or verizon: lame question -> ps2 or xbox: what? ->whipped cream or cherries: Cherries -> animal: platypus -> pokemon or yu-gi-oh: squirtle. -> clothes brand: something cool RANDOM: ->

Life
There are times in life that many people go through some really tough spots. It is how they get through these tough spots that makes or breaks their lives. Sometimes people chose the wrong path and chose the path of giving up on everything they have and throwing out the most important things In their lives. This path usually leads to nothing and takes you to the lowest level in your life. As I would know, As I chose this path. This path makes a person see that at the very bottom there is nowhere else to turn in life, you have thrown away everything you have ever loved and everyone that has ever loved you. Now there is really nothing left for you to do but take a real good long look at yourself and decide exactly what it is you want out of your life. Do you want to pick yourself back up and get back on your feet ?, Or do you want to just end it all and say to hell with it, it really isn’t worth the hassle? By taking a good long look at yourself you can see exactly where it was tha

Why I Cry?
Why I Cry- written 01/03/1998 I cry for a purpose of expressing my feelings, dreary tears that hold my head down and gracious tears that hold my head to the ceilings. Pain and love so deeply expressed, you will know when I am happy or so regretfully depressed. Joyless tears on the verge of joy many years of wise words I should have never annoyed Watery eyes til the end of our lives, even on sunny days cause even GOD cries, why do you think tear drops fall from the skies? Whether you are large or small, short or tall, tears come from all. SO Why I Cry? You can know its all in your eyes, Just think about it when you breakdown and cry!

Weekend Links: Opie And Anthony Return Live Tomorrow, Traveling Virus Tickets, New Videos Online
Here's a short, albeit last-minute update for what's left of the weekend, kiddies. First off, Opie and Anthony will once again be LIVE on-air tomorrow morning (on terrestrial stations). If you don't believe us, you can turn on your Paltalk and see everyone LIVE in the flesh. Especially E Rock. Tickets for the Opie and Anthony Traveling Virus are on FIRE!!! (so buy two... 'cuz one might burn up). If you don't have your tickets yet, CLICK HERE FOR SHOW DATES AND LINE UPS New Traveling Virus T-shirts - On Sale NOW! CLICK HERE TO ORDER YOURS TODAY! The beautiful Nyli from FOUNDRY CAMS has sent in a BRAND NEW video showing off her new 'F*CK ME' shirt (get your F*ck Me shirts here): NYLI rocks out in her new F*CK ME shirt We added a brand new batch of videos to the MEDIA SECTION, including: Helicopter Flying without Spinning Rotor Brianna Frost and Her Oiled Up Body Boys On Wheels - New Wheels On The Block How To Shotgun a Beer While Getting Tazed Nicolas Cage In Japanese

Every Month Is April For You, Girl
Oh, he whispers in your ear... but it don't mean a thing...no. He tells you want you want to hear... but it don't mean a thing....he'll just go. He holds your hand like it's forever... but it don't mean a thing...not now, not ever. He caresses your cheek like it's made of silk... but it don't mean a thing...trust me. He'll hold you close like he wants you... but it don't mean a thing...it's nothing more than mildly passionate lusting. Nothing means anything...and it probably never could. Even when he means everything...he knew you never would. It don't mean a thing. He knows it. You know it. You pretend. You never show it. He'll think about you when you're not around... but it don't mean a thing...no. He'll be considerate to you, even when others aren't around... but it don't mean a thing...and it never will. It don't mean a thing...for this reason or that. It don't mean a thing...because your nose is too big or you're too fat. It don't mean a

Ahhh Ct!
Is it just me or is this site as bad as, adult friend finder? Can we say...everyone stop whore'n online and go out into the real world. I'm on here cause it's like a train wreck and an ego boost. Doesn't anyone have any morals anymore?

Monday, May 21st
Dear Alexa, Here is your single's love horoscope for Monday, May 21: You're warm and wonderful right now, if not downright passionate and hot! Friends and potential more-than-friends want to get up close, and if you meet anyone new, they'll likely be glued to you.

What Do Angels Look Like
What do Angels look like? What do Angels look like? You can ask me, for I know... I had an Angel come to me A long, long time ago... She welcomed me with open arms, And loved with open heart; And promised that, no matter what, We'd never have to part. Well, Angels keep their promises , For mine is always there - To encourage and to understand, To comfort and to care. She's never very far away, And , now that I am grown, I am sharing with my Angel Little Angels of my own... And when my earthly Angel Walks the Earth with me no more, I'll never need to wonder Just what more God has in store... Long after she has done her job Among all living things, She'll forever be an Angel - But one who's got her wings... So, what DO Angels look like? You'll know one when you see... Angels come in Many forms... But she looks like MOM to me.

Garfield On The Oil Crisis
Garfield on the oil crisis A lot of folks can't understand how we came To have an oil shortage here in our country. ~~~ Well, there's a very simple answer. ~~~ Nobody bothered to check the oil. ~~~ We just didn't know we were getting low. ~~~ The reason for that is purely geographical. ~~~ Our OIL is located in ~~~ ALASKA ~~~ California ~~~ Coastal Florida ~~~ Coastal Louisiana ~~~ Kansas ~~~ Oklahoma ~~~ Pennsylvania And Texas ~~~ Our DIPSTICKS Are located in Washington, DC !!! Any Questions ??? NO? I didn't Think So.

Wondering
Somdays the worndering just gets to ya. Today a friend wrote a blog about meeting someone new at an untimely point in her life. Well as far as I knew I was the newest person that she new, and it resembled remarks that she made to me in an email.. so I asked, blaming it on my friend Sandy who was bugging me to know if it was me or not she was talking about. I kind of knew that she wasn't talking about me, but I wanted to make sure and in my best passive aggresive form, I acheived that... sometimes you have to know! Anyway, I'm still very interested in going tou with Brandi, these other women are taking up my time for no reason..LOL! I think that is about all I have today... Ciao,

Hope
With wild eyes I capture it and stuff it in this pillow case raging like a drunken madman after too long a wild chase with wooden bat I beat on it to break it's tireless will I strangle it with my bare hands until it's very still I plunge it under water and hold it 'til I'm sure that there will be no resurrection no last minute saving cure And so finally I bury it and trundle off to bed perhaps I'll even be able to sleep now that my hope at last is dead

Canada Deals With Currency Counterfeiting Threats
CANADA DEALS WITH CURRENCY COUNTERFEITING THREATS Darned clever, these Canadians? Perhaps America and Europe should consider changing their currencies too. Due to the global war on terrorism, many terrorist organizations have had their finances frozen. Consequently, they have resorted to counterfeiting. The Canadians have decided to redesign their currency to prevent the radical Muslims from even touching it! It is also hoped that this will have a positive effect on tourism: Muslim Fundamentalist terrorists have to kill themselves if they see a naked woman; those Canadians always find the solution! Must be the pure water up there in the North.

Alyssa Lies By Jason Michael Carrol
My little girl met a new friend just the other day on the playground at school between the tires and the swings but she came home with teared filled eyes then she said to me daddy Alyssa lies will I just brushed it off at frst cause I didn't know how much my little girl had been hurt or the things she had seen I wasn't ready when I sad you can tell me then she said (chorus) (Chorus) Alyssa lies to the classroom Alyssa lies everyday at school Alyssa lies to the teachers as she tries to cover every bruse My little girl laid her head down that night to go to sleep as I steped out the room I heard her say a prayer so soft and sweet god bless my mom and my dad and my new friend Alyssa I know she needs you bad because (repeat chorus) Well I had the wost night of sleep in years as I tried to think of a way to calm her fears I knew just what it was I had to do but when we got to school on Monday I heard the news My little girl asked me why everybody looked so sad the lumb in my thr

Red Neck Pick Up Lines
1) Did you fart, cause you blew me away. 2) Are your parents retarded, 'cause you sure are special. 3) My Love for you is like diarrhea .. I can't hold it in. 4) Do you have a library card, 'cause I'd like to sign you out. 5) Is there a mirror in your pants? Because I can see myself in them. 6) If you and I were Squirrels, I'd store my nuts in your hole. 7) You might not be the best looking girl here, but beauty is only a light switch away. 8) Man - "Fat Penguin!" Woman - "WHAT?" Man - "I just wanted to say something that would break the ice." 9) I may not be Fred Flintstone, but I bet I can make your bed-rock. 10) I can't find my puppy, can you help me find him? I think he went into this cheap motel room. 11) Your eyes are as blue as window cleaner. 12) If you're going to regret this in the morning, we can sleep until the afternoon. 13) Your face reminds me of a wrench, every time I think of it my nuts tighten up.

Late Mothers Day Poem.
Momma There are so many of these women that we adore, yet some how; some are forgotten, like so many crumbs on a floor. They show us love, compassion and so much more; for some people that is lost, as if burned out from the core. There are those who sacrifice their own hopes and dream; for their children’s love and lives, all alone, it would seem. Some must work to support their kids; through every lesson and team, yet there are no cards or calls; which is this rhyme theme! They come in every color, shape, and size; They come in every variation that anyone could possibly devise. They love unconditionally, without pay, for them there is no prize; Yet a mother’s love always stays true, her love never dies! My momma is different, because she has always been “The Queen,” her heart is so large it never runs short of love, it would seem. She was there to support us in all of our troubled times, yet she insured that when pay, for all our crimes. Compassion

Mein Teil
Rammstein Videos | Music Video Codes | St. Paul Homes Mein Teil (My Part [1]) Lyrics ©2004 Rammstein. „Suche gut gebauten 18-30jährigen zum Schlachten“ Der Metzgermeister Heute treff' ich einen Herrn Der hat mich zum Fressen gern Weiche Teile und auch harte stehen auf der Speisekarte Denn du bist was du isst und ihr wisst was es ist Es ist mein Teil – nein Mein Teil – nein Da das ist mein Teil – nein Mein Teil – nein Die stumpfe Klinge gut und recht Ich blute stark und mir ist schlecht Muss ich auch mit der Ohnmacht kämpfen ich esse weiter unter Krämpfen Ist doch so gut gewürzt und so schön flambiert und so liebevoll auf Porzellan serviert Dazu ein guter Wein und zarter Kerzenschein Ja da lass ich mir Zeit Etwas Kultur muss sein Denn du bist was du isst Und ihr wisst was es ist Es ist mein Teil – nein Mein Teil – nein Denn das ist mein Teil – nein Yes it's mein Teil – nein Ein Schrei wird zum Himmel fahren Schneidet sich durch En

Bück Dich
Rammstein Videos | Music Video Codes | Seattle MLS Bück dich (Bend Down) Lyrics ©1997 Rammstein. Bück dich befehl ich dir wende dein Antlitz ab von mir dein Gesicht ist mir egal bück dich Ein Zweibeiner auf allen Vieren ich führe ihn spazieren im Passgang den Flur entlang ich bin enttäuscht Jetzt kommt er rückwärts mir entgegen Honig bleibt am Strumpfband kleben ich bin enttäuscht total enttäuscht Bück dich das Gesicht interessiert mich nicht Der Zweibeiner hat sich gebückt in ein gutes Licht gerückt zeig ich ihm was man machen kann und ich fang zu weinen an Der Zweifuß stammelt ein Gebet aus Angst weil es mir schlechter geht versucht sich tiefer noch zu bücken Tränen laufen hoch den Rücken Bück dich Bück dich befehl ich dir wende dein Antlitz ab von mir dein Gesicht ist mir egal bück dich nocheinmal Bück dich Unofficial Translation ©2003 Jeremy Williams. Bend down, I command you turn your face away from me your face means nothi

Du Riechst So Gut
Rammstein Videos | Music Video Codes | Columbus Homes For Sale Du riechst so gut (You Smell So Good) Lyrics ©1995 Rammstein. Der Wahnsinn ist nur eine schmale Brücke die Ufer sind Vernunft und Trieb ich steig dir nach das Sonnenlicht den Geist verwirrt ein blindes Kind das vorwärts kriecht weil es seine Mutter riecht Ich finde dich Die Spur ist frisch und auf die Brücke tropft dein Schweiß dein warmes Blut ich seh dich nicht ich riech dich nur Ich spüre Dich ein Raubtier das vor Hunger schreit wittere ich dich meilenweit Du riechst so gut du riechst so gut ich geh dir hinterher du riechst so gut ich finde dich - so gut ich steig dir nach du riechst so gut gleich hab ich dich Jetzt hab ich dich Ich warte bis es dunkel ist dann fass ich an die nasse Haut verrate mich nicht oh siehst du nicht die Brücke brennt hör auf zu schreien und wehre dich nicht weil sie sonst auseinander bricht Du riechst so gut du riechst so gut ich geh dir hinte

Mutter
Rammstein Videos | Music Video | Nashville Relocation Mutter (Mother) Lyrics ©2001 Rammstein. Die Tränen greiser Kinderschar ich zieh sie auf ein weißes Haar werf in die Luft die nasse Kette und wünsch mir, dass ich eine Mutter hätte Keine Sonne die mir scheint keine Brust hat Milch geweint in meiner Kehle steckt ein Schlauch Hab keinen Nabel auf dem Bauch Mutter Ich durfte keine Nippel lecken und keine Falte zum Verstecken niemand gab mir einen Namen gezeugt in Hast und ohne Samen Der Mutter die mich nie geboren hab ich heute Nacht geschworen ich werd ihr eine Krankheit schenken und sie danach im Fluss versenken Mutter In ihren Lungen wohnt ein Aal auf meiner Stirn ein Muttermal entferne es mit Messers Kuss auch wenn ich daran sterben muss Mutter In ihren Lungen wohnt ein Aal auf meiner Stirn ein Muttermal entferne es mit Messers Kuss auch wenn ich verbluten muss Mutter oh gib mir Kraft Unofficial Translation ©2003 Jeremy Williams

How Would You Feel?
How do you think I feel? Feeling so lonely, I might cry. I miss you so much, You don't even know. You don't call anymore, This isn't right at all. Just think how would you feel? If he left, with no goodbye? Thanks alot.

A Letter To My Mother
As I sit here remembering the times we shared together, The good the bad and also the laughter, I keep thinking mom, trying to figure it out, But my thoughts only lead me to the same question how? Some people don't appreciate what they have until its gone, It took me awhile mom, sorry it took so long, I keep wondering if God would have changed his plans, If I'd just walked with you hand in hand, Without you mom things just aren't the same, So I am asking you mother do I deserve this much pain? When will it be over will it ever disappear? Will you ever be able to understand in my heart I really care? So now mom I have made my confessions, Surely by now I have learned my lesson, I feel as if I can't go on without you, And I know you feel the same way too, Ever since the day you left me I learned to take care of self, But, I always feel like I need your help, We missed so much in those dreary years, But now we can forget all those fears, Because I know in my

Chess
THE LITTLE GURL HIDES INSIDE ME SHE IS FIGHTING HER BATTLES IN HER OWN HEAD WEEPING TEARS OF CRIMSON RUINING HER PRETTY WHITE DRESS PLAYING A PAWN IN A GAME OF CHESS THAT ONLY ENDS IN DEATH LOOKING IN THE MIRROR SPOTING ALL THE MISTAKES FINDING ALL THE IMPERFECTIONS THAT THIS LITTLE GURL HAS MADE DEATH RAINS ALL AROUND HER HER WINGS BEING SOAKED IN BLOOD, SARROW, & PAIN HER PURE SOUL FADES TO BLACK THOSE SOFT EYES OF BLUE TURN BLACK AS NIGHT GREED GROWS IN THOSE THAT GIVE IT THE SO IT STARTS TO EAT AWAY AT THOSE WHO WILL IT SO IT SHATTERS THE GLASS OF PURITY UPON THE FLOOR KILLING EVERYTHING GOOD THAT DWELLS INSIDE SHE TURNS INTO A HURTFUL GURL WHISPERING SATANIC WORDS IN MY EARS LIKE SWEET INNOSENT REQUEST HER MIRROR HAS BEEN BROKEN NEVER TO SHOW THAT LITTLE GURL ANYMORE HER IMPERFECTIONS MADE HER WHO SHE WAS SWEET & BEAUTIFUL THATS ALL YOU CAN SAY

Life
Life READ THIS VERY SLOWLY... IT'S PRETTY PROFOUND. Too many people put off something that brings them joy just because they haven't thought about it, don't have it on their schedule, didn't know it was coming or are too rigid to depart from their routine. I got to thinking one day about all those people on the Titanic who passed up dessert at dinner that fateful night in an effort to cut back. From then on, I've tried to be a little more flexible. How many women out there will eat at home because their husband didn't suggest going out to dinner until after something had been thawed? Does the word "refrigeration" mean nothing to you? How often have your kids dropped in to talk and sat in silence while you watched 'Jeopardy' on television? I cannot count the times I called my sister and said , "How about going to lunch in a half hour?" She would gas up and stammer, "I can't. I have clothes on the line. My hair is dirty. I wish I had known yesterday, I had a late break

Freak Show
A GIRL WITH A TATTOOED BODY IS ALL YOU SEE WHEN YOU LOOK AT ME BUT YOU DON'T SEE THE REAL ME I MAY BE A LIL ODD BUT AT LEAST I'M COMFORTABLE IN MY OWN SKIN I LOOK AT YOU DRESSED IN GUCCI TRYING TO HIDE THE TORMENT THAT LIES INSIDE WHY NOT CUM OUT & FACE THE WORLD WITH THE RAGE THE DRIVES YOUR ANGRIER YOU KNOW THE ONE I'M TALKIN BOUT IT'S THE FEAR THAT CREATES THE DEMON INSIDE THAT WANTS TO SLIT YOUR WRIST JUST TO SAY GOOD NIGHT GRACIE BUT THE OTHER ANGRIER THAT DROWNS WITH YOUR OWN HORROR SHOW REPLAYING OVER AND OVER AGAIN WHILE YOU CURL UP INTO A BALL INTO THE CORNER ROCKING BACK & FORTH WHILE TEARS STREAM DOWN YOUR CHEEKS EITHER WAY YOU LOOK AT IT YOUR STILL ALONE IN CROWED ROOM FULL OF NOBODIES THINKING THEY ARE BETTER THAN ME I SEE YOU LOOKING AT ME WANTING TO BE ME ISN'T THAT THE FUNNY THING ONCE I WANTED TO BE YOU PURE GOOD BUT THAT SHIT NEVER WORKED FOR ME BEIN GOOD IS HIGHLY OVER RATED THINKING HOW OTHERS ARE GOING TO TAKE IT WHY WASTE THE TIME WHEN TH

Faded Picture Of Me
IF YOU LOOK BEYOND THE BLUE EYES & YOU GO MUCH FURTHER YOU CAN SEE THEY HAVE BEEN TERRORIZED SWEET HATE MIXED WITH PAIN YOU GO DEEP INSIDE THEY'LL BEGAN TO EXPLAIN SEEING THINGS & DOING THINGS AS A CHILD BEING USED BY THOSE THAT HARBORED A DEMONIC SMILE ALWAYS TRUSTING THOSE WHO SHOULDN'T HAVE BEEN TRUSTED LOVING THOSE WHO DIDN'T DESERVED TO BE LOVED NEVER THINKING BOUT WHAT THEY WERE TRULY DOING TO ME ALWAYS HOPING FOR A WAY OUT JUST NOT SURE HOW TO DO IT THE FLOOR IS COLD MY BODY WAS DYING SOMEONE FOUND ME BLOODY & CRYING WHEN YOU LOOK AT MY SMILE YOU SEE A LOT OF THINGS THE TROUBLE THAT HIDES DEEP DOWN INSIDE OF ME THE LIL DEVIL WAITING TO COME OUT AND PLAY THE LONELY LIL GIRL WHO'S TOLD TO STAY AWAY SHE NOT THE RIGHT TYPE SHE DOESN'T DRESS RIGHT BUT WHO CARE I ALWAYS END UP IN A FIGHT THE SIMPLE PART IS HARDLY THERE IT IS NEVER SHOWN TO PEOPLE CUZ THEY THINK ITS THERES TO OWN FIGHTING LONG HARD BATTLE ON WHAT i SHOULD BE SAYING FUCK IT ALL WHY

Decorus
WHAT HAPPENEND TO THE LIL GURL THAT DIED INSIDE SOMONE TOLD HER THAT SHE WASN’T GOOD THAT SHE DIDN’T KNOW HOW TO TAKE HER TIME WELL THOSE BASTARDS LIED TO HER THAT THEY DID THE LOVING GURL LAYED DOWN ON HER DEATH BED FILLED THE TEARS, HOPE, & FEARS ALL HER DREAMES, HOPES & LOVE DIED LIL BY LIL DAY BY DAY AS THE ONES THAT SLOWLY KILLED TORTURED HER INNOCENT SOUL SHE WASN’T AN IDOIT & SHE WASN’T STUPID THE PEOPLE THAT SHE LOVED THE MOST KILLED HER TENDER SPIRIT MORE COKE SHE SNORT THE HIGHER SHE GOT SHE HATED HER LIFE & THOSE WHO HELPED DISTROY IT ALL OF HER FRIEND GATHERED AROUND TO WATCH THIS FREAK SHOW AS IT MADE ITS LAST PERFORMANCE IN TOWN IN A GROUP WITH ONLY FRIENDS SHE NEVER HEARD VOICE JUST SILENCE AS IF SHE HAD FINIAL GONE DEAF THIS LIL GURL IS SAD & LONELY HUNG OUT TO DRY NO ONES THERE TO SING HER A HELLISH LULLABY THERES NO ROCK A BYE BABY, NO TWIKLE, TWIKLE LIL DEATH STAR, & NO SOUNDS OF A I LOVE YOU ANYWHERE AROUND SHE STOP TIME I N A FRACTION OF A SECON

Memorial Day 2007 Part 2 "discussion With A One-legged Man"
I tend to wander around cemeteries. Especially right before Memorial Day. It seems to help me regain focus on the day that is set aside to honor those who have served this nation in uniform. On one such visit, I noticed a man (a fairly old man with white hair) wearing part of a military uniform. Why I noticed is pretty simple...he had only one leg...and was supported by his remaining leg..and 2 wooden crutches. It kind of stands out...especially in a cemetery. As I got closer to where he was standing....I noticed the medals on his uniform jacket. I tend to notice such things as someone wearing a Silver Star and a Bronze Star. It kind of stands out....especially in a cemetery. I started up a conversation. We talked for a couple of hours...both of us having served in the Marines. Him in WWII...me in Vietnam. He told of how he served in Italy, fighting inch by inch up the country. How he lost his best friend at Anzio...how he lost his leg at a place called Monte Casino. (He said th

Wow... Soo True
My whole life has changed Since you came in I know back then You were that special one I'm so in love, so deep in love You made my life complete You are so sweet No one can beat Glad you came into my life You blind me with your love With you I am in sight Yuo opened me I'm wide open And I'm doing thins, I never do But I feel so good, I feel so good Why'd it take so long for me to find you This is my story And I'm telling you It's not fiction It's surely a fact With out you right here having my back I really just don't know where to begin repeat chorus: I analized myself I was buck wild Never thought about, settling down When all the time I know I was ready But not with my friends around But girl I put you first now You make me, you mold me Turn me into a man I'm so responsable And I owe it all to you.................. repeat chorus: God's blessed me God's blessed me, baby God was so good to me When he sent you I'm so happy I'm so happy,

What Does Your Brith Mean?
Your Birthdate: June 6 You tend to be a the rock in relationships - people depend on you. Thoughtful and caring, you often put others needs first. You aren't content to help those you know... you want to give to the world. An idealist, you strive for positive change and dream about how much better things could be. Your strength: Your intuition Your weakness: You put yourself last Your power color: Rose Your power symbol: Cloud Your power month: June What Does Your Birth Date Mean?