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Phony Stimulus Plan.
TAX Alert: Fools Rush in where Angels Fear to Tread? The Obama Administration Is Destroying the Free Enterprise System Keep sending your Faxes to STOP this "phony stimulus" plan. Americans are finding out what is in the "phony stimulus" plan and want it changed or stopped. Washington politicians need to get it as well and you must tell them. Your faxes and phone calls are beginning to work and some are listening. A Gallop shows that 54%, a majority of voters, do not think the plan will do anything to help and that a better solution is needed. Beware: This Email May Make You Sick. We are being told that the $850 billion so-called "stimulus" plan being discussed in Congress would be to prop up our failing economy? Do not forget for a moment the fact that this "phony economic stimulus" can never work or that it's unconstitutional. But isn't the intent of any economic stimulus plan to stimulate the failing economy? Borrowing money will not stimulate the Economy. Obama
(in Process)
The cold dark rain brings me peace It brings the promise of new life Renewal A new beginnning! That's what I need Can we start over? Can the past be washed away and give way to new life? Oh to be able to wipe it all away!
Careless Whisper Lyrics
Time can never mend the careless whispers of a good friend To the heart and mind, ignorance is kind there's no comfort in the truth pain is all you'll find Should've known better I feel so unsure as I take your hand and lead you to the dance floor as the music dies, something in your eyes calls to mind the silver screen and all its sad good-byes I'm never gonna dance again guilty feet have got no rhythm though it's easy to pretend I know you're not a fool Should've known better than to cheat a friend and waste the chance that I've been given so I'm never gonna dance again the way I danced with you Time can never mend the careless whispers of a good friend to the heart and mind ignorance is kind there's no comfort in the truth pain is all you'll find I'm never gonna dance again guilty feet have got no rhythm though it's easy to pretend I know you're not a fool Should've known better than to cheat a friend and waste this chance that I've been gi
A Scottsman
A Scotsman is sitting in a bar in Cuba and is minding his business when a man with a large black beard walks in. The man goes to the bar and orders a shot of whisky. The bartender serves him, the man drinks the whisky then starts walking out the door. The bartender says, "Hey aren't you going to pay for that?" The man says, "Excuse me, Castro's Army." The bartender says, "Alright then" and the man leaves. A few minutes later another man with a large black beard walks in. The man goes to the bar and orders a shot of whisky. The bartender serves him, the man drinks the whisky then starts walking out the door. The bartender says, "Hey aren't you going to pay for that?" The man says, "Excuse me, Castro's Army." The bartender says "Alright then" and the man leaves. The Scotsman gets an idea and walks up to the bar and orders a shot of whisky. He drinks the whisky then starts walking out the door. The bartender says, "Hey aren't you going to pay for that?" The Scotsman says, "Excuse me
I`m Between And Beyond
Beyond good and evil Beyond black and white Between hell and heaven Out of our sight To only love or to hate It is all the same Pure action and reaction With only you to blame Is there a tolerable gray Between happy and sad Can any one point out the line Between genius and mad Must you really die To know the meaning of life And to truly understand joy Must you have experienced strife
44 Odd Things About You!
44 ODD Things about you! If you opened this, FILL IT OUT! Learn 44 things about your friends, and let them learn 44 things about you! 1) Favorite object in your room my bed ~not my answer, but I'll go with it. lol~ 2) Have you ever smoked heroin? never 3) Do you own guns? Nope...unless you count water guns. lol 4) What flavor do you add to your drink at sonic? cherry-limade is pretty good 5) Do you get nervous before doctor appointments? Always lol 6) What do you think of hot dogs? As long as they're the 100% beef without the other "stuff" in them 7) Favorite song? Gollum's Song - CURRENT - 8) Can you do push ups? Sure, but what's my incentive??? 9) Can you do a chin up? I could, but why would I? 10) What's your favorite piece of jewelry? I only own one: my earring 11) Do you like blue cheese? Yes; goes great with Buffalo Wings (from Buffalo, NY!) 12) Ever been in a car wreck? a couple 13) What's one physi
I Want To See This!
Because in the past I have almost jumped. Buy it for my birthday here:
Long Hard Ride
Songs for the Long Hard Ride #6 "Given Up" Wake in a sweat again Another day's been laid to waste In my disgrace Stuck in my head again Feels like I'll never leave this place There's no escape I'm my own worst enemy [chorus] I've given up I'm sick of feeling Is there nothing you can say Take this all away I'm suffocating Tell me what the fuck is wrong With me [end chorus] I don't know what to take Thought I was focused but I'm scared I'm not prepared I hyperventilate Looking for help somehow somewhere And no one cares I'm my own worst enemy [chorus] I've given up I'm sick of feeling Is there nothing you can say Take this all away I'm suffocating Tell me what the fuck is wrong With me [end chorus] [bridge] Goddddddd!!!! Put me out of my misery Put me out of my misery Put me out of my Put me out of my fucking misery [end bridge] [chorus] I've given up I'm sick of feeling Is there nothing you can say Take this all
Midnight Shadow
swiftly we run black streaks against a blacked night. My heart races as the soft ground molds and shapes to the pounding paws all around me we run the moon against our back as howls of joy and freedome fill the air to call the power of change to our pack. the monsters the human life fears lurk and hunt under their noses. We share a world of life with prey that are unwilling to see and the prey become to simple and then their deaths become lost entries in papers and memories no one cares for. Then we are free again to hunt the souls of the prey that lost its will to live and end the missary for so many who couldnt them selves.
On Day At Time
ONE DAY AT A TIME There are 2 days in every week about which you should not worry; 2 days which should be kept free from fear and apprehension. One of these is YESTERDAY with its mistakes and cares, its faults and blunders, its aches and pains. Yesterday has passed forever beyond our control. All the money in the world cannot bring back yesterday. We cannot undo a single act we preformed, we cannot erase a single word said. Yesterday is gone!!!!! The other day we should not worry about is TOMORROW, with its possible burden, its large promise and poor performance. Tomorrow is also beyond our immediate control. Tomorrow’s sun will rise, either in splendor or behind a mask of clouds – but it will rise. Until it does, we have no stake in tomorrow, for it is yet unborn. This leaves only one day - TODAY!!! Any man or women can fight the battle of just one day. It is only when you and I have the burdens in these two awful extremities - yesterday and tomor
Put The Gun Down Kyle
You've really done it now Putting those pills down your throat And that gun in your pocket Hidden deep in your coat Did you think she was cheating Or did you jump to conclusions It's too late, you already fired An attempt to escape this confusion Look at you, tough guy With that empty bottle of booze You have two options when the lights come Now it's time to choose Put the gun down Kyle Your just digging a hole Fuck all that bull shit Your not one bit in control You've taken it upon yourself To shoot your own wife So come with us Kyle We don't want to end your life Don't try anything stupid We can see you're feeling down Try to think for a moment Do you want to die with a frown Put the gun down Kyle Before we feel afraid Becuase you know what will happen then We'll shoot you and get paid Kyle, don't even think about it I can see it in your eyes You standing there ready to go When that gun starts to rise Ok, Kyle It looks like you've made your decision
Get A New Daddy
I Think
i think the only thing im good for to a woman i being there fuckin friend because no matter what i do thats all im good my moto is fuck'em all i just wish women want me 4 more than just a fuckin friend
Open up the wounds let the heartache flow again watch me turn to my addictions and let temptation be my guide I'll quell the pain with thoughts of lust drown the tears in temporary joys as I'm tripping up the stairs of life falling on every step I climb It's a blind charge through endless repetition running into doors I've closed with a history of lies I can't do the things I love anymore I only love one thing now and it calls to me at times like these like a lover lost in the night it finds me with open arms and pulls me aside Am I strong enough to win this fight? Can I do this all again? As my strength cracks and breaks I see how I've lied to myself about the twisted merry-go-round I'm riding and how long I can hold on before I'm hurled aside for good Because even though there's determination lurking within my eyes I can still feel myself fading disappearing within my mind There is no exit from this place There is no victory to be found Just another day
What I Am Searching For In A Mate
I am not real sure why I am posting this on here lol...but I thought I would just in case anyone is interested.... The things I am looking for in a woman: Someone who not only wants to talk to me each day, but looks forward to it. Doesn't view it as a chore, or necessity, but rather a pleasure. Someone that will call when they don't feel well because hearing my voice makes them feel better. Someone that will hold my hand when we are old and grey and love me just as much as the day they fell in love with me. Someone that will accept me for who I am and not what I have. A person that will accept my faults and embrace those things they find endearing about me. Someone that can agree to disagree when common ground is unachievable. We all know that there will be times when two people just cannot agree on something. I want the person that at the end of the discussion will hug me and tell me, "I love you anyways." A person that will lay down on the hood of a car with me and
Lonely At The Top
I didnt choose my life it was handed to me not that i dont like it just hate who ive become tho i love who i am thirst for my lifestyle a master of my craft being worse has made me better and far from sane i fear they say i sold my soul i believe i gave it away along with my conscience & emotions cause they just get in my way manipulations my new best friend mind controls one of my talents playing with smoke & mirrors im so good at what i do i barely know who i am ask me if its worth it having no family and friends i will tell you it is cream my acronim for life is also my downfall cause money is nothing when no one loves you
We Almost Have Him Leveled 48 K To Go W00t Hehe
Ok Ladies Lets Show This Fu Lots Of Luv!!!! Add/Fan/Rate/ Bling & Crush Him.. He needs A lil Bit Of Extra TLC He's Been 60 days Wit No Smokes & He's feelin Pretty sickly Today :p Poor Thing !!!!!
The legs of the trousers of girl were the wet and heavy when she danced dreams to nocturnal streets in the rain.Those dreams had been so far,too long. Night was cold but the girl was not familiar with the cold because feet of the dancing had grown numb. She had once known how to laugh but it had been known how to disappoint with the love too many times and knew only how to dance dreams. Be a moment quiet and look. She stretches her hand and leads there with her to dance you. Even if the dance would not know. She holds on to you. Sing with her even if you did not know words. When you wake, you will still know her warm touch. (FEELING JUST LONELY...)
Bling Beggers Rant
What is up with all these people always begging for bling packs , Happy hours,VIP's,tickers and Blast's? If its that important to them why the hell dont they save their pennies and buy it themselves? Is it the fact they were able to sweet talk someone into buying it for them that makes them feel superior? It sickens me to the verge of blocking them I know that. Everyone needs to speak up whenever they witness it and embarrass the damn beggers and maybe it would come to a stop . I realize in every society there are gonna be panhandlers and losers that dont wanna DO for themselves, but come on these people could afford a computer and are hopefully using a legally paid for internet service to even be on Fubar.Its not like we are in a soup kitchen here and they are having hard luck and NEED the things they are begging for. I vote we should shame them into submission. Alot of the people i see doing it are already VIP's and at a higher level than i am on here too.Do we all have to climb to
i'm cutting the chains that you had on me. no more of me been chained to you like a slave are as a dog. i'm not going to lesson to your lies about how much you love me. i'm setting my slef free form you. i unchain myslef for your lies and your unloveing slef. you were a prince in fake love . go use someone else. i'm free form you..
My life is not a game. My heart is not a toy. Why can't anyone see what is really going on? i worry myself sick over friends, i make time for them in my life only to be told theres no time. Theres promises that are made then broken just as quick as they're made. Theres been lies and rumors and bullshit that's made everything come undone. to many questions left unanswered. i've become so confused. alone or together, right or wrong. i want it all done. no more questions, no more lies, no more confusion, no more half hearted love no more.......
If Only You'd Want Me.
I'd wanna wake up next to you, With your arms around my waist, And your eyes, so blue, looking into mine. I would want you to protect me forever, And infinitely be mine, only mine. I would wanna be there where you are, So I can always make you smile. I'd do anything you asked of me, Just to make you happy. Only yours is what I'd be, If you would promise to forever love me.
Random Love Poem
You are my love Holding onto your hand Keeping you close to me Let me show you how much I love you For you mean the world to me You are my baby I love you dearly I never want to let you go I love you with all of my heart I want to make you happy I will do anything to make you smile Make you laugh when you’re down Let me kiss that spot on your neck Feel you shiver against me as I do Whisper my love into your ear You mean so very much to me I love you I never want to leave you I will take you to a quiet place Take you in the rain Anywhere you want to go I will take you I will do anything for you I love you that much I love you for who you are My baby… I love you
Hatters And Fakes
Here we go... I tried to be nice to everybody,I was trying to help everybody with level,fubucks,etc…But I noticed something...It seems that everybody remembers me only when they need help. So...I’ll start to clean up my list.U were on my list for long time and u didn’t said a “Hello” even once,u'r coming on my page just to GET HELP not even a rate or read my blogs or bullies.I'm sick of fakes friends... Sooo…what’s the point of keeping u on my list?!? Oh...and please don’t send me another request,cause I’ll deny it!!! Have fun in FU-Land!!! BIGDADDY4LIFE --- IF YOU DO NOT LIKE ME BITE ME LMAO
Mary Carey For Governor!
Mary Carey for Governor!
I got 3 different letters in the mail from my DR. yesterday . 2 reminders of my next visit + 1 tellin me that I need to call them to set up some test times cuz apparently the khemo (4 MS , not cancer)I already had has been messin peoples hearts up + they wanna check me . (again) Had to get an EKG everytime I was about to have Khemo . what else ??????????? : ( If it isn't 1 thing it's another . PISS !!! oh well
Strange Sex Laws
In Florida, having sexual relations with a porcupine is illegal. In Tibet, many years ago, the law required all women prostitute themselves. This was seen as a way to gain sexual experience prior to marriage. "Female breasts," according to the Arizona Supreme Court, don't constitute "private parts" under state law. The Asiatic Huns punished convicted male rapists and adulterers with castration. Female adulterers were merely cut in two. The penalty for masturbation in Indonesia is decapitation. The T'ang Dynasty Empress Wu Hu passed a special law concerning oral sex. She felt that a woman pleasuring a man represented the supremacy of the male over the female. Therefore, she insisted all visiting male dignitaries show their respect by pleasuring her orally when meeting. The empress would throw open her robe and her guest would kneel before her and kiss her genitals. In London, it's illegal to have sex on a parked motorcycle. There is, in fact, an Illinois law that prohibits
Somethin Cool I Read Recently
A STORY OF TWO WOLVES An old Cherokee is teaching his grandson about life "A fight is going on inside me," he said to the boy It is a terrible fight and it is between two wolves. One is evil - he is anger, envy, sorrow, regret, greed, arrogance, self-pity, guilt, resentment, inferiority, lies, false pride, superiority, and ego." He continued, "The other is good - he is joy, peace, love, hope, serenity, humility, kindness, benevolence, empathy, generosity, truth, compassion, and faith The same fight is going on inside you - and inside every other person, too The grandson thought about it for a minute and then asked his grandfather, "Which wolf will win?" The old Cherokee simply replied, "The one you feed."
Take Me As I Am
Take me as i am the girl how has tear stanes on my checks The girl how has scears form a borken heart form so many men that have hurt me. The girl how has hide for all to all. Would you take me as i am are would you run like all the rest have?
In A Box (palindrome)
In a Box In a Box There is me There is You Trapped inside Sharing our pain Living in our darkness Our history written in blood Our present written in loneliness Our future written in uncertainty Our present written in loneliness Our history written in blood Living in our darkness Sharing our pain Trapped inside There is You There is me In a Box
My Shadow
My Shadow Left here formless and void To watch you live without me The torment of a love lost My death was unusually slow When I was finally released I thought so would the pain be Instead I carry it through eternity now Watching you love another My shapeless hands try to reach But they pass through Just as they did when I was alive Before I shed my mortal coil I thought I held to hope Once my light as extinguished I came to the grave discovery I was only holding a shadow Now I see the truth Watching you run to another You pass through me As I try to stand in front But into his arms you fall Watching your lips meet My heart enters a void That shadow you see In the corner of your eye The one that escapes view When you try to turn That is me my love The faint sounds of wailing Of a heartbreaking Of tears striking the ground That is me every moment It happened when I was alive But you turned a blind eye Now I am dead But still in my pain My Shadow W
Life Stink...!!!!!!
What a day?? Life just stink sometimes..even you know that.. is allways suprise you. Ok..i dont want to walk happy hills all the time but pls even sometimes would be nice. How many times you have to desepoint to people? AND ALLWAYS FIND NEW KNIFE IN YOUR BACK..ARG!!! ...this is just those days..and nice to complane anyway....weheeeeeeeeeee!!!
Better Off
Doug Stone I'd be Better off in a Pine box Lyrics: I said the night you left me, Nothin' worse could ever happen, But seeing you with someone else proved that I was wrong. And when your eyes met mine, I knew that you were gone forever, Along with all the reasons , I had for hanging on. I'd be better off in a pine box, On a slow train back to Georgia, Or in the grey walls of a prison doing time. I think I'd rather die, And go to hell and face the devil, Than to lie here with you and him together on my mind. I always thought that someday, We might get back together. I just thought you needed time to [ Find more Lyrics on ] spread your wings and fly. But when I saw the lovin' way, You held onto each other, It was all that I could do, not to break right down and cry. I'd be better off in a pine box, On a slow train back to Georgia, Or in the grey walls of a prison doing time. I think I'd rather die, And go to hell and face the devil,
Stimulus? For Whom?
So, President Obama signed into law the "Newest" in a string of government spending spree's today. $700+ BILLION more thrown at the economy in an effort to pull us out of the so called "recession". Folks, where is all this money coming from? How the hell are we going to pay for this, regardless of whether it actually works or not? Never mind that the general public didn't want President Bush's plan to pass (but it did anyway. Talk about not listening to your constituancy). Never mind that the only people that actually READ the 1000+ page legislation before it was voted on and signed into law today were the lawyers that actually WROTE it. I ask again, how are we going to PAY for all of this? Has ANYONE thought about this at all? I have no sympathy for people who got themselves into bad mortgages. I have no sympathy for people who made a decision to live outside of their means. I have no sympathy for people who believe that the world owe's them a hand-out. MOST of what I s
Long Time Ago. Fell For Him. He Wanted Someone Else
So the more I think about it, I'm all over the place with music. The worst part is, I'm a real dick sometimes about what I listen to. I'm trying to get the fuck out of that mentality but I have some predisposed shit in my head. I've been way better about it the last year or so though. Anyway, I added a bunch of shit to my stash. Pretty much covers my range. Music has been the topic lately, and I forget how much I enjoy it. Also, it's scary how much I get my taste from my parents. I didn't realize that shit till recently as well. I'm seriously a hybrid of them. Makes sense but still weird to me.
Funny But Also Sad
My Car.
hey guys, i have an '05 honda civic; and was wonderin which do ya'll think i should work on first; the body, the sound system, or the engine? please leave ideas.
Dreamy Friends
Dreams have their ways of incorporating themselves into daily life whether I like it or not. Sometimes it's a matter of hilarity, how stupid can I be. Other times it's more reflective. I have this friend who, no matter what I say, can turn a situation around into something positive. Dreary as it may seem, there are positive forces behind it. Kinda reminds me of what my mom used to say, 'the fates are always conspiring in your favor'. I suppose I should stop redefining my life and let it define itself, and fate will take me where I'm supposed to be. I shall stop worrying and believe. (still fighting on what to believe in but that's another blog). Just wanted to say thank you to my dearest love, you know who you are, for opening my mind. His words are powerful! Should anyone in this lifetime make a better friend, I'd be amazed!!!!
Instructions...... Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you. 1. I have lived alone for more than half my life. 2. There are three words that for certain give me goose bumps in a great way. 3. I used to have a maid about 27 years ago until i started dating her. It just felt like marriage then. 4. I can't pop a wheelie to save my life. 5. As i've gotten older i've cut way back on red meat. 6. I haven't been on a date in almost a year and a half. 7. When i was 18 i took fiddle lessons. I was crap at it. 8. I have lived in a city of 100k plus for 15 years and know about ten people. 9. I haven't eaten or drank anything with caffeine in it in over 7 years. 10. I'm an excellent cook bu
I love to watch the shadows When they're dancing on the wall From the candle's fragile flickering Summoning daemons from their hall They seem to be calling me To join them in their lair Some kind of secret palace Something's waiting for me there I close my eyes to darkness The monsters I will follow Into the lifeless deep here Beyond the devil's hollow Pain is wrenching in my throat As I force away a tear All these forces around me Create everything I fear There is a sense of power Hidden in this frightful place Essence of something greater Than I would wish to face I'm surrounded by the dampness A slight chill is in the air Cold breath upon my neck I turn but nothing's there The walls they seem to swell The crimson ceiling bowing down I hear the stirring echoes Nearly deafened by the sound Then, there it stands before me A spirit that has no soul No face to make resemblance But someone that I know The terror that has haunted me Is now i
Music I Love
I wanna rape his voice
whats up
A News Article I Read Today Lol
This is kind of long, but I had to share it- what a fucking joke! People need to quit being so thin skinned and offended over every little thing. To be so vain to think everything is about you? Please. _______________________________________ NEW YORK (CNN) -- A day after publishing a cartoon that drew fire from critics who said it evoked historically racist images, the New York Post apologized in a statement on its Web site -- even as it defended its action and blasted some detractors. A New York Post cartoon has sparked a debate over race and cartooning this week. A New York Post cartoon has sparked a debate over race and cartooning this week. Many of those critical of the cartoon said it appeared to compare President Obama to a chimpanzee in a commentary on his recently approved economic stimulus package. "Wednesday's Page Six cartoon -- caricaturing Monday's police shooting of a chimpanzee in Connecticut -- has created considerable controversy," the paper said a
The Magnificent Adventures Of Heartache
she goes around town like a record skipping to hard and fast for the heart to count and the mind to measure she's got that look in her eyes that drives all the boys wild she's a tease and she's gonna break you the doctor's daughter with one too many wishes and few too little dreams she's wearing her momma's perfume and her daddy's profession; in her veins with that cigarette smile she goes around and around she's got a bucket full of scars and a pocketful of stories; but we're all alright call her what you will :; the girl in red with a pulse so loud she's your heart and she's never gonna stop.
Jeff Gordon Fires Entire Pit Crew
NASCAR driver Jeff Gordon has announced he has taken advantage of a new "Stimulus Package" program to employ inner-city youth by firing his professional pit crew, and replacing them with ex-gangbangers. The decision to hire the boys was inspired by a recent documentary on how unemployed youths from street gangs were able to remove a set of wheels from a car in less than 6 seconds -- even without proper equipment. Gordon's existing pit crew could only do it in 8 seconds, even with the benefit of hundreds of thousands of dollars' worth of high tech machinery. The scheme was hailed as an "excellent and bold move" by Gordon's management team, as most races are won or lost in the pits. At the crew's first practice session, not only was the inexperienced crew able to change all 4 wheels in under 6 seconds, but within 12 seconds they had changed the paint scheme, altered the VIN number, and sold the car to Dale Earnhardt Jr. for 10 cases of Bud, a bag of weed, and photos of Jeff Gord
I Apparently Look Famous
I went out to the diner next to my hotel just now and the waitress thought I was Nick Stahl ... I've heard a lot of "you look like," but that was a new one, and the first time someone ever actually thought I was someone else. Now I'm gonna have a complex about it.
Who Do You Think You Are?
This is nothing but a popularity contest!! Mind you, I've received my fair share of 10's & 11's up to this point( THANK YOU LADIES!)Still, how is it that this site was created to bring people together,(that and make the creators more than fu bucks)yet so many go unheard or even acknowledged? How many of you have left comments, ratings, gifts etc. and never heard back from the people you blessed?How cheap do you feel when these same people campaign for fandom or high ratings only to not even have your site paid a visit to after you did what they asked thinking you'd get some love in return? And worse,how do you feel when a newbee does it? That's like a rookie coming on to a team and telling an experiencd player to get out of HIS seat!The least they could do was give props for the attention or to be really honest, thank you for the attention then tell you to save your shit because you're NOT their thing!If they were THAT special, wouldn't they be doing this to people in the real world in
Tag Teamed
I got got twice - so decided to get this outta the way before I got got again Instructions - Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you... 1) I have a degree in Forensic Science from MSU and was trained in the nuclear power field by the USN - I use neither one of these in my current job 2)Wet food touching my hands makes me nauseous. (Like when you was dishes in the sink and something is still on the plates ) 3)I can't stand the sound of balloons squeaking - chalkboard scrapping and many other annoying noises don't bug me...that one makes me want to scream. 4)I can't watch a movie beginning to end without doing something else at the same time. 5) I tend to cry when overwhelme
Soundz Like
Scorpios are the most intense, profound, powerful characters in the zodiac. Even when they appear self-controlled and calm there is a seething intensity of emotional energy under the placid exterior. They are like the volcano not far under the surface of a calm sea, it may burst into eruption at any moment. But those of us who are particularly perceptive will be aware of the harnessed aggression, the immense forcefulness, magnetic intensity, and often strangely hypnotic personality under the tranquil, but watchful composure of Scorpio. In conventional social gatherings they are pleasant to be with, thoughtful in conversation, dignified, and reserved, yet affable and courteous; they sometimes possess penetrating eyes which make their shyer companions feel naked and defenseless before them. In their everyday behavior they give the appearance of being withdrawn from the center of activity, yet those who know them will recognize the watchfulness that is part of their character. They nee
My Ninja Name Is ......
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I Love My Car...i Can't Stand The Clutch....
As most of you know...since most of you are friends from my past page....I just recently purchased a car that I totally love...It's cute...It's red...and mechanically speaking, it's awesome...Not for long though...I fear I'm going to burn out that clutch before I even learn how to drive it... Yes...I've had the car now for a couple of weeks...And still have yet to get that damn clutch down...I mean come on...Why was it invented in the first place...Automatics have 2 pedals...We have 2 feet...You either brake or you go...Choices are simple... I took the car out yesterday...I've managed to teach myself to get from point A to point B....It's the in between that I'm having trouble with...I've also been able to figure out paths that don't have a lot of hills on them that I have to stop on...You know the ones with a stop sign that the car is in the direction of going up...Cept for yesterday...What a mess...Denver and the suburbs are not little places where you might have maybe 1 or 2 c
An Afternoon With Her
her voice shook me from my reverie...i looked up to intense blue eyes staring back at me and for a moment i was lost in time "can i borrow you ketchup please?" i shook my head "oh yeah sure" and handed her the bottle and watched her walk away...who was that! ...i was dumb founded it had been a very long time since i had seen a woman of such beauty that didnt have a lack of poise or brian power...yet i didnt really know if she did but it was worth finding out and lucky for me she was sitting alone. I approached the table she sat at " just wanted to see if you were done with my ketchup" what the hell was that! i cant believe i just said that how...oh wait theres a giggly spark in her eye maybe im not such an idiot after all..."well if you join me we can both use it" she said with a hint of flirting in her voice ahhh coy nice!! i like coy..."well i think you may be right but how will my waiter find me?" good lord can i get some help untying my tongue...i cant believe what keeps
Dont you think this is the funniest shit alive?
Need More Memory?
I dont understand why I let men get to me so bad. Sometimes I just want to give them up and go back to being with women. With women its like if it doesn't work it just doesn't work and you go on with your life. But when it comes down to men I guess I can say they are my weakness. I let them in and then they destroy me. They tare me up into little peices and then throw them down like I was nothing. Then expect me to find all of the peices and put myself back together. Why can't there be a man with more respect for women that wont lie to her and wont cheat? O yeah I forgot they are all gay. A womans bestfriend: a gay man that will tell you what he thinks. Damn I miss Chris.
So True.
My cousin told me about this site, I did it and it's so true!! You entered: Haha I'm not sharing my full name. There are 23 letters in your name. Those 23 letters total to 96 There are 7 vowels and 16 consonants in your name. What your first name means:English Female Variant of Kay and Kayla. Keeper of the keys; pure. Your number is: 6 The characteristics of #6 are: Responsibility, protection, nurturing, community, balance, sympathy. The expression or destiny for #6: The number 6 Expression provides you a truly outstanding sense of responsibility, love, and balance. The 6 is helpful and ever conscientious, making you quite capable of rectifying and balancing any sort of inharmonious situation. You are a person very much inclined to give help and comfort to those in need. You have a natural penchant for working with the old, the young, the sick, or the underprivileged. Although you may have considerable creative and artistic talents, the chances are that you wi
The Mime And Lady Fair
On the same hour, every day As the sun doth rise Enters now into the park The rainbow of his eyes On Monday morn is when she comes With a book in hand Hair tucked back into a tie Today he has a plan Behind a tree, he peeks around to see the lady fair Takes a step into the grass But loses movement there Beauty's cast upon his eyes For this rarity, he holds still For how could he disturb the view To tell what he does feel A mime at best, his wording lost He slowly sinks away Back behind the Cottonwood Today shan't be the day Tuesday comes with mournful tear For what now shall he do To show the lady of his heart That he loves her true As she sits with violin Bow across the string He thinks if I were not this mime For my true love I'd sing He reaches down, upon the earth And plucks a dandelion "This shall be a gift for her To show her I am trying" Her arms do sway a dance in play With bow and wood and st
Vengeance This hatred I feel is unlike no other You have sinned, you have wronged. Find you I shall. Oh yes I will. You can run. You can hide. Futile it is there’s no stopping me Vengeance will be mine. When I find you I hope you plead. Techniques of yours, I shall use: Needles, pliers, fire, knifes, and force. These I shall use The needles in your eyes, Fingers and toes crushed in the pliers, The flames of hatred singe your flesh, I shall choke you. Here comes the part I shall enjoy the most, For with this knife is shall end your sinful ways. Shank you, give you a bleeder wound is what I will do, And as I watch you slowly bleed to death, The events that all led to this flash through my mind. When the life has left your body my vengeance served Bitter sweet it was to end you today.
Take Me
Your tame when you play not rough, so its easy to see you got the right stuff. No excuses to not lay down all is free, if you have time tonight it will end up you and me. Ever study the valley of sin, go ahead screw up so lets do it again. Your what I need right now right here, came into my life sending no harm or fear. How can I say it so you'll see, I'm here for you won't you trust me. Affection from me isn't always accepted, please stay I can't handle being rejected. My story isn't worth very much, it consists of lies and a needed touch. So I get no help even when I cry, and I don't see myself getting married so its live or let die. Nobody gives thought to what can be, just concentrate on now and release me. At one time I wanted love to be, now I need a heart to gently take me.
Cry Of The Angel
Listen close do you hear, shes crying her time is near. Wet dreams no longer stand, no assistance not even a helping hand. At night you'll hear a scream, life is no more pure and clean. Here is a wish told to a star, bright and shining up so far. A silent call late at night, so much so wrong gonna be right. There is the night so many alone, there is love and heart it is known. During this time unveil your bone, I'll lick as if it was an ice cream cone. Cold its not but a thick treat, the reward is good to eat. Cream its called by some, ejaculation juice rightly cum. The cry of the angel, is from heaven not hell. The cry of the angel, is from heaven not hell.
Check This Out!!!
I really do not understand the level thing all it does is keep people from performing various things that are ok i suppose but it also separates people based on that system.
do i ever hate the way fubar blogs try and format things... anyway, if like me you use the internet purely as a way of being late for work/ not doing any work/ not sending off masters to labels that have been waiting on you for months/ not watching LA Ink when your girlfriend's glued to that bullshit then this will fill three minutes of your time between looking for the new Jesu record on some blog or other and trying to resist the urge to look at porn. _________________________________________________ Solidarity once stood for the fact that a lot of people shared the same thoughts about a certain thing. Solidarity today means nothing. It might do so for a short period in some peoples lives until the move on to better positions in life and careers. A lot of people find themselves fighting for solidarity within thier class in order to find themselves being in a generation older than everyone else. It's a scary thought that one day will wake up to find your friends and the mainfe
Just Me, Being Me
K, this might be like venting so if u wanna read, go ahead, but I don't care if anyone does or not. I put it as NSFW because I don't know all the rules on here and just wanna be on the safe I'm going to be swearing alot and saying some stuff that's on my mind. With that we go.... LOL! I'm sooo not happy with my life right now! I have my son and that's the only good thing. His father is a fucking douche that should DIE! my job fucking sucks ass, my finances are shot to shit, and I really want to have sex with a hot girl, but there's none in my area!!!! Plus, my close friends don't know that fact about me and I don't really want to voice it to them. It's basically just a fantasy..would never go full lesbo. Just wanna have some fun here and there. I understand now why guys love going down on a girl. It takes as amazing as it feels. I only wish one thing. That guys could switch and have a vagina for a day to see how it does feel and to have some pointers to wo
My Pain Is His Happiness
My pain is his happiness, I am alone, and depressed He is happy, and content I am sad, and in tears He smiles, and laughs I feel worthless, and unwanted He feels confident, and needed My body longs for his touch He is pressed against her My ears beg to hear his voice He can’t stand the sound of mine My arms are dying to be around him again He holds her tightly to him My heart is still in his hands His belongs to someone else My tears fall freely He could care less My life has fallen apart His has begun anew.
Me Gran Greatest Prize
I've always heard that the things worth the most in life are always the thing that you have to work for, sacrifice for, and that in the process of acquiring this most-prized possession YOU will actually change for the better. That you will better as an individual, because the experience has transformed you. I have finally won my grand prize, at least I HOPE I have, because I have grown so much in the last year that I have known you. (He knows who he is) Baby, I know sometimes we get so tired of being around each other, and sometimes we get irritated with each other....I know that sometimes I offend you or you offend me but I never intend to upset you. I hope you will never doubt how much you mean to me. Sometimes I do get upset because it makes me sad when you are sad and I can't do anything to help you. I wish I had a magic wand that I could wave to fix everything that you would like to change, so you would find some personal satisfaction of yourself. I would give anything to
My neighbour has been fighting cancer since sep. of 08 well i was informed that so far the bone marrow transplant has worked she was suppose to come home this sat but we were just informed today that she wont be coming home until beginning of march or the end of march
Darkness falls and so we sleep. One good soul we love to keep. His eyes a red,he's lips so deep. We turn our heads,he gives us the creeps. We long to flee... Dose he ever sleep?
Oral Sin (erotic)
I sit here looking in your eyes Catching me by surprise when you reach between my thighs You whisper in my ear soft words of trust and sexual lust Which causes me to open wide and loosen up You suck on my neck with such force and greed While your fingers are going in and out with fulfilling my every need I moan and groan and twist and turn I know you feel my body start to yearn You get on your knees and lift my skirt As I fondle with my breast and struggle to open my shirt You slide my thongs down in one swift motion I know what's going next like the last ingredient to potion You stop and stare at my forever wet lips and clit You lick your lips and I gasp when you dive in and start licking it Your tongue going in and out Constantly lookin up to see my facial expression and hear me shout I let out a moan and you let out groan I start to get wetter and wet I am so hot I start to sweat I start to tremble and shake…I know what's coming next BOOMMM!!!!!!!! LOL explode
uncle Paul is ok !!! ; )
It's Time To Get Double Points...
Want Double Points??? Come Get Some... Dust Me Pink Has Auto 11s ..Dust_Me_Pink
I Love You Dad!
I knew you were hurting although you wouldn’t cry, And could see you were suffering, see the pain in your eye I wanted to comfort you, to hold you, be with you that day, You looked so helpless and frail while in bed you did lay. I watched as you shivered from a new pain, And wondered how I might have handled the same. I wanted to scream, to shout, and to yell, You said you were fine although your skin was so pale. I knew in my heart your time was near end, And wished I could take you, your body to mend. I knew that soon God would be your closest friend, You told me many times that’s how it would end. I stood there watching as each breath came slow, And fought to find courage, my emotions were low. I promised you when the time came that I’d not cry, You never saw my eyes wet, always they were dry. I held your hand as I silently said goodbye, And knew in my heart that soon you would die. I stroked your forehead and said how I loved you, You nodded and smiled an
Eat Me, Beat Me.
You're the voice, crying out in the wilderness. You're the voice that makes my brain burn and my guts go gooey. Yeah, you got me. My insides spill on your altar and tell the future. My steaming, gleaming guts spell out your nature. I know you, not your name but your game. I know the true you. Come to me, or I'll come to you..
Ten Things Every Child With Autism Wishes You Knew By Ellen Notbohm
Ten Things Every Child with Autism Wishes You Knew by Ellen Notbohm From the book Ten Things Every Child with Autism Wishes You Knew (2005, Future Horizons, Inc. ) Some days it seems the only predictable thing about it is the unpredictability. The only consistent attribute -- the inconsistency. There is little argument on any level but that autism is baffling, even to those who spend their lives around it. The child who lives with autism may look "normal" but his behavior can be perplexing and downright difficult. Autism was once thought an "incurable" disorder, but that notion is crumbling in the face knowledge and understanding that is increasing even as you read this. Every day, individuals with autism are showing us that they can overcome, compensate for and otherwise manage many of autism's most challenging characteristics. Equipping those around our children with simple understanding of autism's most basic elements has a tremendous impact on their a
Madly In Love With Janice!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! :)
Folks, I'm just writing this in a blog cuz its what makes me happy everyday of my life is that I'm my girlfriend Janice's boyfriend. lol, of course, if she's my girlfriend, then that means I'm her boyfriend. I know I said that in kind of a simpleton way but everything about her drives me wild, in a good way. Everything about her..... I LOVE! I love this girl and she loves me too and you probably have to actually be in love to understand how this feels but I feel like I could care less everyday if I could have nothing else at all in my life but her cuz even if that were the case, I'd be happy. I wanna say in this blog but I Thank God Himself for blessing me with such a beautiful thing as the relationship I have with her and I gotta say that I'm a lucky and Blessed man because of God and because of my baby, Janice. And Janice, in case you read this, baby, I LOVE YOU SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO
Well Today My gram (85 yrs old) went to the hospital. She has been getting progressively worse. She can hardly walk, needs help to get up, messes herself, has had diarrhea for about 2 wks, barely eats anything, shakes almost all the time, and has labored breathing. Plz pray for her. Her brother just passed away last thursday We don't want to lose her too. I know she's getting old but We don't want to lose 2 family members within a week of each other. I need some love MWAHZZZ Kitty
4th Entry
Please don't think that I think I am perfect. I do know that the love I give is perfect, but the rest of me is in constant growth and repair lol. I have made many mistakes in life,l but very few I would take back because they have made me the man I am. I tend to learn on the first try -- well there were times that it took many more because my heart hates to give up hahaha. That's when a 4x4 had to be used. What fun would life be without it's little lessons. And how would we know a great day without having some really really unfun days to judge them by. I raised my babies (babies 20 and 23 but still my babies) so that they understood that life wasn't going to just hand them milk and honey, they had to find it in the middle of the spoiled cream and bee hives. And expect to be stung a few times along the way. So if I have any avid readers of this blog, you might be wondering, what does this old, ugly, fat man have to offer to any woman other than flowery words and nice
Yummy Call~
Valari clicked off the computer monitor, her hand shaking as the button depressed. Her courage faded with the image on the screen. One thought ran through her mind-I shouldn't have done that. Shouldn't have given him my number. As she bit her bottom lip the subtle flavor of her cherry lip gloss filled her mouth. She pushed back the desk chair and took a sip of water, sloshing it around in her mouth before swallowing it. She left the computer room, her bare feet making small shuffling noises as she paced the livingroom. She turned on the television and sat down on the sofa. She flipped through the channels until she found Dexter's Laboratory, then tossed the remote to the cushion beside her. She glanced over at the cordless phone. It was on the table opposite her. She moved from one end of the sofa to the other so she could be closer to it. She pulled her bare feet up, tucking them beneath her and ran her thumb over the nail of her big toe. She needed to repaint them. The light gr
A Wifes Story................
I was walking down the street when I was accosted by a particularly dirty and shabby-looking homeless woman who asked me for a couple of dollars for dinner. I took out my wallet, got out ten dollars and asked, 'If I give you this money, will you buy wine with it instead of dinner?' 'No, I had to stop drinking years ago', the homeless woman told me. 'Will you use it to go shopping instead of buying food?' I asked. 'No, I don't waste time shopping,' the homeless woman said. 'I need to spend all my time trying to stay alive!' 'Will you spend this on a beauty salon instead of food?' I asked. 'Are you NUTS!' replied the homeless woman. I haven't had my hair done in 20 years!' 'Well, I said, 'I'm not going to give you the money. Instead, I'm going to take you out for dinner with my husband and me tonight.' The homeless Woman was shocked. 'Won't your husband be furious with you for doing that? I know I'm dirty, and I probably smell pretty disgusting.' I said, 'Th
A morning so awkward, so unsteady, shaking It wasn't the same this time, no This time, how I view myself…….. It is not the only thing that needs changing .... Calm is my wish. I need my nerves to be As I reach to grab a hold, to grasp…. Anything…… The room is still spinning….. And my doubt has grown… I had never imagined my end To spawn from a love I had known .... Now with this taste in my mouth, This lingering torment That has spawned a new change Torn, pushed, and pulled my judgment Corroded and enslaved Hides my need to be wanted It seems I will put up with anything No thought or fear of its' poison .... So I drift through puddles of tears I have left With an unsteady hand and a head that can not forget I have felt true fear, pain, and regret Yet would not change a thing, For it
Back On The Chain Gang!
Hey! Good news! Ok and some bad... As most of you know from following my twitter I have basically been homeless since about a week ago when my electricity was turned off due to my landlord not paying on it for MONTHS. I had no clue this was going on and the only reason I found out there was an issue with my housing situation was due to me complaining to my landlord about my heat being broken. At that time she alerted me that the place was being foreclosed upon. However I found the place for sale by searching my address on the internet: I don't feel weird about releasing my address at this point as I no longer stay there and I am staying with Steve while looking for a new place. The search in finding a new place is going well... shittily because I was evicted from my last place before the one listed above. Also I have a ton of loans that have defaulted from my college days. I owe more than 30,000 in college lo
No One Is Interested
I don't think any guy on fubar is interested in my services. I will have to remove my profile if I don't get any action here. Sorry I have just one interest being on this damd computer and thats getting guys in my bedroom. XOXOXOXO Maryann
Reach out and open a door that no one thought could be opened. Life is behind it. We don't have an eternity to realize our dreams only the time we are here. If you ask nothing then you risk nothing.
Poems - Nightmare Of Tomorrow
Look into my eyes All you see are blood shot eyes I say my prays' every night As the night turns into day ANgels cry out to us in pain Look at this world of today Cuasing the Divide Comedy to come to life Men, women, and children won't rise above Drowning in a pool of blood Look into my eyes of darkness Never ending pain I cry out for a hero Then I see myself with many others We stand above the pools As out mothers and fathers scream in pain Little brothers and sisters taken by angels Is this the end or a new beginnning? Then I awake with blood shot eyes As my heart beats louder than any drum
Poem - Moonlight Love
Under the stars and milkyway Almost full moon with a kiss As the fire burns in our souls My legs are weak As your breathe is taken away We let out the smoke Fall into each others arms While the moon becomes filled Shooting stars will take the sky As the light recleas off our souls Holding hands Walking bearfoot in the wet grass Moon shining off the rain drops Kiss to seal the deal Wolf howls in the night As the one Star shines the brightest While two souls join together My mind skips While you bit your lips As the shots warm us up This is our love song
3/6/09 - Update On Gram
She has improved a lil bit. Her blood pressure is a lil better. She can move her arms a lil, and she can hear better than yesterday. Hopefully she'll keep improving and she'll be able to come home soon. Plz keep her in your prayers. Mwahzzzzzz, Kitty
Letz Get Fuckd Up N Convasate
Letz Trade Drinkz OR Giftz Letz Get Fuckd Up!
Fu -whores
Why do people feel the need to whore themselves out for auctions, bling packs, tickers, blasts, vips, and fu-bucks. Don't get me wrong, I don't mind lookin at NSFW pics, but don't demean yourself by making strangers send you bling packs, vips, tickers and blasts just so they can see your naughty pics. If you want to show them, then do it, but don't turn yourself into an e-prostitute. By the way, I can't afford all that shit anyway, and I JUST know I am missing some really good pictures and clips. Ah well. Life goes on. Jealousy is an ugly emotion. And besides, prostitution is the worlds oldest profession. If you can get all that stuff for free, then by all means, do it. I don't give a flying f*ck. Ain't capitism grand?
You Never Know!
If you are ignorant enough to only look on the outside and no deeper, then you may be passing up the best thing that could ever come in to your life.
Is Moving Back Home For A Little While
I won't be online as much and only to check in for about a month. For the select few I became friends with enough to exchange numbers the cell will not work when I leave tomorrow once the roaming minutes are used up. I will be activating one of my old phones as soon as I can...... fyi I hate change this sucks
another fairly short posting. Suga is 2+ mil away from L26. help her level :) Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ SuGalicious Kandy Gurl@ fubar have a wonderful saturday everyone!
How Deep Is The Water?!
How deep is the water??? He wondered as he entered the water from the bank and started to swim. There she was in the boat ahead, ready to follow him everywhere he went. They were on their jet skis, such small bodies for such big machines, but they seem to handle them well. They would ride alone side of him talking to him and keeping his mind off the occasional pain in his muscles. How deep is the water??? He wondered as he entered into his 4th hour of swimming. They seem bigger now, at his side. But still, when he turns and looks in faces, they are the same in his heart. They smile back, and keep talking to him, helping him forget the hours that have passed How deep is the water??? He wondered as he looked at his watch and realized he’d been swimming for 8 hours now. He looked back and she was still there in the boat, where she always was, ready to throw him a line to bring him aboard if he grew too tired. She smiled and waved at him, he smiled back, and swam on. How deep is t
15 Seconds Ago I Was Fine….!!!!
15 Seconds Ago…I was fine. Until I walked in your room, saw you lying So peacefully lying on your bed. Then I read the note The note you wrote and laid on the pillow by your head. 15 Seconds Ago…I was fine. Until I saw you car Saw your car on the side of the road. Then as I walked up I saw you body Saw your body crumpled up in the snow. 15 Seconds Ago…I was fine. Until I saw you Saw you go into her room. The I opened the door slowly Slowly and saw what you do to her. 15 Seconds Ago…I was fine. Until I got you email Your email which I thought would be about love. Then I read it and found out Found out that nothing you said was real and I thought you a gift from above. 15 Seconds Ago…I was fine. Until I got the call Got the call that you were there. The doctor told me the news The news that you where shot and died on the operating table. 15 Seconds Ago…I was fine. Until I got the papers in the mail. Papers in the mail. The divorce papers that ended a
My Evil Deal
I am lying in a pool blood After you shot me in my chest All I can hear is my family screaming Mother crying out "Call 911" My brothers holding my worn and my head up I am blackin in and out I can see that light I can't feel the pain Another shot fired Everyone screaming as the lights go out Everything is painted with my blood Now i am in darkness I am not scared Here I stand Looking at evil face to face Should I go or should I stay So I take his hand Wake up in the hositpal bed The hand I taken He now stands before me My angel from my nightmares which now he holds my soul
Deleting Account
Darkness Here I am sitting in the darkness all alone And for once not afraid. No I am not sad, for your on my mind and in my heart. I think of the time we will have to hold eachother, and I smile. I am not sure what the Great Spirit was Thinking, but for once he got it right. I know it's like a dream, and I never want To wake up. I can feel your arms holding me tight, The warmth goes through me. My heart races at the thought of your breath On my neck. My hands start to sweat at the thought of us as one. Oh sweet darkness your now my friend. Show me the warmth of my love when he's not Near. For darkness is where I see my love. By WhispersSoft
Support Is Available
> > > > > If any one has been effected by the actions of any one or all three of these profiles, goodnews - there is now support available for you - mail me for details - but only if you have directly been affected by it.
Im Laughing
well who would have thought? im getting a divorce. laugh at me all you want. it wont bother me. im actually laughing at my situation and how much irony was poured into it. but it aint all bad. just another learning experience. but all bad things have some good come out of them. well life goes on and good and bad times will come and go. well i might not be on here much longer so peace.
Nail In The Fence
There once was a little boy who had a bad temper. His father gave him a bag of nails and told him that every time he lost his temper he must hammer a nail into the back of the fence. The first day the boy had driven 37 nails into the fence. Over the next few weeks the number of nails hammered daily dwindled down. He discovered it was easier to hold his temper then to drive those nails into the fence. Finally, the day came when the boy didn’t lose his temper at all. He told his father about it and the father suggested that the boy now pull out one nail for each day he was able to hold his temper. The days passed and the young boy was finally able to tell his father that all the nails were gone. The father took his son by the hand and led him to the fence. He said “You have done well my son, but look at the holes in the fence. The fence will never be the same. When you say things in anger they leave a scar just like this one.” You can put a knife in a man and draw it out. But
Push It
This is another Tool song I love.I really can relate to these lyrics pushit • I will choke until I swallow... Choke this infant here before me. What is this but my reflection? Who am I to judge and strike you down? But you're Pushing and shoving me. You still love me and you pushit on me. Rest your trigger on my finger, bang my head upon the fault line. Take care not to make me enter. 'cause if I do we both may disappear. But you're pushing me, Shoving me. Pushit on me. Slipping back into the gap again. I'm alive when you're touching me, Alive when you're shoving me down. But i'd trade it all For just a little bit of Piece of mind. Put me somewhere I don't wanna be. Seeing someplace I don't wanna see. Never wanna see that place again. Saw that gap again today As you were begging me to stay. Managed to push myself away, And you, as well. If, when I say I may fade like a sigh if I stay, You minimize my movement anyway, I must pe
Am Bored To Death'
just watching the birds, the ants and butterflies in our giv me sum luv!
I Need To Get Over Myself
I Need To Get Over Myself One year ago things changed for me. Some for the better, others turned out to be a blessing in disguise and some still suck out loud. The thing about me is that when I find something I love, I throw my whole self into my newfound fascination. True story. Please recall my Nsync loving days as a prime example. When I was introduce to a certain Irish-centric, hot boy featuring, bad-guy killing, comedy by one Troy Duffy, I took interest and found my new obsession. The previously mentioned “hot-boy” I took to most was one Mr. Norman Effing Reedus (as I refer to him). And like any fangirl, once I got a taste, I wanted more. So, the vigilante movie wasn’t where I capped off my quest for Norman. No, I found all his other works and became accustomed. One in particular (a film) was to be screened in Beverly Hills, CA. Now, I’m from Southern California, so Beverly Hills wasn’t too far. I recruited my fellow Norman fans, Liz and Miriam, and set in motion to BH to
Cheaters, Liars, And Internet Sluts
Cheaters, liars, and internet sluts. They're all the same. Cowardly, Worthless, Scum. If you have a girlfriend, don't flirt with other women. Simple. If you think slutting around on the internet is ok when you're in a relationship, you should be alone. You should go fucking be by yourself, until you learn to respect women and be a fucking decent human being. If you are a liar. You're a coward. If you are a cheater, you also deserve to be alone until you learn to also respect women/men and close your legs, or put away the fuck pole. You deserve a nasty STD and endless misery... OH SHIT I FORGOT! Cheaters, liars, and internet sluts ARE MISERABLE! oh sorry.....keep being a miserable waste of corporeal space. Just don't come around here with your wasteful ass....and stay out of my neck of the woods. You're not welcome.
10 Things You Might Not Want To Know About Me
1. I once paid $20 for a topless shoe shine from a 55 year old woman with a smoker's cough and really bad acne. 2. I have an ice scrapper jammed into the driver side window of my Jeep because I refuse to pay one more red cent on those damned windows. 3. I make the best chili you can find east of the Mississippi River. 4. I hate hospitals and practically refuse to ever go to one unless someone forces me to. 5. I'm not a usual southern man. I hate wrestling, NASCAR bores me and I've never even shot a gun. I don't much care for country music and I don't even like Moon Pies. 6. I have a huge noggin. I can't wear caps or hats because of it. I always look like that male version of a Cupie Doll, you know the one with a bowler sitting atop his ginormous head. 7. I believe in God and that Jesus died for our sins but I think the entire message He made in His time on earth was for us to love each other and live without fear and anguish. I think the original message w
10 Things I Love About Women
1. You can overcome so much pain and adversity and survive it with a full and loving heart, ready to love at 100% again. Amazing. 2. Kissable, yummy, beautiful lips. 3. You have a knack for having a good time, no matter what you are doing. 4. You can remember things that are absolutely impossible to remember. 5. The curve from the back of your thigh down your knee to your calve. WOW! 6. No other being in the universe cares for the ones they love the way you do. 7. Your eyes sparkle and are so expressive of your feelings. 8. Your love, gives me boundless abilities to tackle any possible job and succeed. With your love, I am superman and there is nothing I can't do. 9. Soft, buttery, creamy, lickable, kissable skin! WOW! 10. Your ability to face the world with bravery and determination to be happy is nothing short of awe inspiring!
My First Love And The Battle For Roosevelt Avenue
I remember the first crush I ever had. I was working on my 8th year on this planet and doing very well for myself. I could run faster than most of my friends, could fearlessly climb any tree like a monkey and had already built quite a collection of comic books. In those days, your comic book collection was the status of wealth and accomplishment. Yep, at age 8, I had pretty much learned everything of value the education system had given me and used everything but that to reach the highest plateau of stature among my friends and even my enemies. Oh, yes, we had enemies in the neighborhood. There were the “California Boys”, “The Balentines” and, of course, the “Vampire Girls.” They were the bloodthirsty hoodlums that lived within a half-mile radius of our street and they were our most feared enemies. My gang didn’t have a name. We were just a rag-tag group of superheroes that stood for justice and the American way. There was my little brother, Rex. He was a tiny one but fearless an
Life is not merely a series of meaningless accidents or coincidences, but rather, it’s a tapestry of events that culminate in an exquisite sublime plan.
Deleteing Account
to all my friends i have met. i will be deleteing this account within the next couple of hrs.i have createda new acount to start over. some of my friends here have gone tomy new account already. feel free to stop by and fan add and rate me. love wolfheart. new account name is blackheartedwolf. hope to see you there. GOODBYE
My Dream Is A Reality
I did guys. I got invited to be in an honor society. A real life honor society. They only allow transfer students with a 3.5 gpa or higher. Well thats me. I have always known I was smart but I guess it caught me by surprise that the college thought so to. I can't believe it. I am so happy.
Actions Keep Real Men From Being Liars
Life Or What It May Be...
Have you ever wondered what life would be like if you had never existed? Or, if you did exist, but not in the same existence as you are today? What the people would be like? Where you would be? Or, if you were same person in a different body? And if existence is a truth or is it merely a theory in which we have been force to believe from that first instance we could rationalize pure thought? Yeah, I have. Lately, I've been wondering what the lives of my family and friends would be like if I weren't around. If I had never existed, would life still be the same as it is today. Would it be richer and not so complicated? And if I did existed and not in the same form I am today, would I even know them? Would they know me? Would we still exist in the same drowning cesspool of a life? What would happen if I suddenly disappeared? Would anyone truly miss ME or would they just miss the thought of me? What lives have I truly changed by being me? Who out there has benefited from having me around? I
Er.. :/
Hi I'm new Still trying figure this out, but Im used to soical network sites so I should get used to it pretty quick. Can you reply to blogs? Or just view them? Any forums? I feel like a right noob. Blog time Its friday, I live in a club city and I'm in. On my own. To make it worse my mum and dad are going out to get pissed. I feel like a loner. I love going out of a weekend but trouble with mates and what not has put me right off, anyone else know people or you yourself react horrible off alcohol?
Break Me In Half
WAKE UP!! Jump out of bed, get dressed and fly out the door! You have a mission to complete. Get in the car, fire up the engine, put it in gear and get away from the house of slumber. Thoughts running through your head as fast as the engine. What are you going to do now Stand on the cliffs edge, I look toward the city lights. My black long coat catching the wind. A single tear of blood escapes my eye, yet I don't wipe it away. I turn to walk away, nothing left from where I stood. We meet somewhere in the middle, wondering how we seemed to meet this way. How can we be scared of each other so much, and yet avoid the fact. We both scream within our mind. Screaming, crying, pleading, to break me in half. To take this pain from our souls. To shut down our emotions. The angel, and the demon spawn, both seeing themselves different then what they see each other. A chemical romance, which seems like it will never begin. A poison within the blood, oh I wish it would end.
Days 4 And 5
well here i am again, i didnt write last night and i really dont remember why i didnt. i guess cause my day yesterday was kind of blah. same shit different day ya know? i cant wait to go back to work. this place is driving me crazy. my kids had an award ceremony at their school yesterday. they do every 6 weeks. they each got a gift certificate and award for perfect attendance, and the middle two also got one for a&b honor roll. my oldest had a c in math. her first c ever on a report card. she is freaking out. she also missed her first day of school this year last week cause she was really sick. up until last week all 3 have had perfect attendance all year. im so proud of them. considering that when they lived with their mom, she was ticketed every year for them missing days. anyways we have been spending alot of time in the gym, cause they love the kids play area, it keeps us out of the house, and my ass has needed to go back to the gym for a while. i am in the worst shape i have ever
Looking For Promoters For Exit2exile And Dj`s For Clubdarkside
Message me for either job i will get u in the right direction Please only message me if you are serious and have what it takes to do these jobs correctly!!!!
I was looking at your face last night while you were scolding me and noticing how much it has changed since the first time I had seen it. To tell you the truth I think you are ugly inside and it’s starting to show on the out. Maybe if you stopped telling lies to yourself and the people who care about you, you would see that any strife you encounter is no ones fault but your own. Maybe you should sit back and think for a minute about the issues you need to tackle inside of yourself and quit pointing fingers at the people around you. Maybe you should consider these people you surround yourself and certainly stop painting the kettle black. You are not creative, interesting, special or attractive. No, instead you are just a sad sad little girl searching for something that is already dead and gone but you just can’t seem to let go. Well one day you’re going to realize that all the time and energy you put into your quest was in vain. You’ll wake up and have nothing to show
What Is A Hero?
Never did I ever think of the definition of a hero. Is a hero someone who defends the innocent who can't defend themselves? Does a hero need's to be arcane? Is a hero someone who thinks of others first? Is a hero someone who faces dangers in times of peril despite all the odds? Is a hero someone who goes that little extra mile against all odds to make the world a better place? Are heroes seen as heroes because they are intellectual, strong, fast, braves' danger or because they are arcane? No, a hero is someone who is hopeful in times when seen as all hope is gone, although hope may be frail it's hard to kill. A hero is someone who is compassionate to others needs and difficulties, someone who is loyal in what they are doing but with wisdom. Show me a person with the attributes of being merciful, compassionate, loyal, sincere and wise and I will not only show you a hero but a Legend. A hero thinks of others before they think of themselves A hero will die to protect
Thoughts Of Mine...
Im sure many of you have had those night where you lay in bed and wonder... what the hell am I doing!? Most of us take for granted everything and never take the time to appreciate what we have and only worry about what else we can get.. Lately Ive had the hardest time sleeping... Its like I cant stop thinking and its never about particular things... just my life in general. I worry about my daughter and question the things I do because I know it will effect her future.. What I do now... Builds who she is. Scariest thing Ive ever had to do in my life. I want her to appreciate life and everything it has to offer. I want her to look back at how hard Ive struggled to make a life for us and be stronger than I am now. I want the best for my daughter. She is my world!! I also think about how she will turn out without her father really involved in her life. After we split he was always coming to see her or take her for the weekend...Now almost a year later he barely sees her.. since her birthd
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Just some more info.......I no longer use yahoo IM or e-mail, so if you have either don't try to contact me there either, I wont reply (like anybody would) I am now using my second e-mail as mah first. Still have yahoo, just wont be checking it.
Life...i Am A Guessing
I am writing about Life these days...I am super sad and depressed! I want to try different things in my life..with different people. Well, with one person in general. I am not sure where to begin on this blog except for that...change is a hard thing for me. I am a real routine type of gal...I got my very own daily routine..and getting off balance is one of those things that gets to me! And besides that; this person is pretty damn far away from me...but that connection is just there for both of us..not quite sure what I wanna do with it all just yet. I am pretty sure where I want things to go. The questions are (1) Is he ready (2) Am I ready for a major change/ shake up in my life. (3) how will these changes affect my children/his? See it aint all about me....of course I have always liked to think that the world revolved around me...but I know that it doesnt. LOL... I guess I will change my philosophy to life...It IS my world..I am just letting you all live in it! There that
Pour Some Sugar On Me ~ Def Leppard
Step inside, walk this way You and me babe, Hey, hey! Love is like a bomb, baby, c'mon get it on Livin' like a lover with a radar phone Lookin' like a tramp, like a video vamp Demolition woman, can I be your man? Razzle 'n' a dazzle 'n' a flash a little light Television lover, baby, go all night Sometime, anytime, sugar me sweet Little miss ah innocent sugar me, yeah Hey! C'mon, take a bottle, shake it up Break the bubble, break it up Pour some sugar on me Ooh, in the name of love Pour some sugar on me C'mon fire me up Pour your sugar on me Oh, I can't get enough I'm hot, sticky sweet From my head to my feet yeah Listen! red light, yellow light, green-a-light go! Crazy little woman in a one man show Mirror queen, mannequin, rhythm of love Sweet dream, saccharine, loosen up You gotta squeeze a little, squeeze a little Tease a little more Easy operator come a knockin' on my door Sometime, anytime, sugar me sweet Little
Give All To Love
Give all to love; Obey thy heart; Friends, kindred, days, Estate, good-fame, Plans, credit, and the Muse, Nothing refuse. 'Tis a brave master; Let it have scope: Follow it utterly, Hope beyond hope: High and more high It dives into noon, With wing unspent, Untold intent; But it is a God, Knows its own path And the outlets of the sky. It was never for the mean; It requireth courage stout. Souls above doubt, Valor unbending, It will reward, They shall return More than they were, And ever ascending. Leave all for love; Yet, hear me, yet, One word more thy heart behoved, One pulse more of firm endeavor, Keep thee to-day, To-morrow, forever, Free as an Arab Of thy beloved. Cling with life to the maid; But when the surprise, First vague shadow of surmise Flits across her bosom young, Of a joy apart from thee, Free be she, fancy-free; Nor thou detain her vesture's hem, Nor the palest rose she flung From her s
Happy Monday
Here is something that is sure to liven your on cam doing stupid pet tricks...ENJOY!
March 17 09
Arielle Once upon a time there lived a mermaid named Arielle. She was born in Atlantis and was a direct descendant of Poseidon who was the King and protector of all the seas creatures. Being born of noble blood; Arielle was offered advantages as she grew up. She went to the best schools in the Indian Ocean and the Adriatic Sea. She was shown how to use the ocean currents to traverse vast distances quickly and she learned to speak many languages of the sea. Her studies consumed her and she was always at the top of her classes. Arielle mastered in speech and could commune with all the seas creatures. Poseidon was proud of her and made it his business to protect her. He assigned Mermen from his army to watch over her and gave strict instructions that Arielle was to never know of their presence. Mermen were fierce warriors and would carry out their orders without hesitation. Poseidon’s army was made up of thousands of these divine creatures and their loyalty was unrivaled in all o
Mia I saw her there, A deer in my headlights, But I did not swerve, I drove headlong. I stopped just short, Didn’t want to hurt her, She said thanks stranger, Maybe we can be friends. So we had a margarita, You know, the kind with salt, And she told me a story, About a life once lost. It was sort of like a dream, As we drove to the sea, Where we became lovers, Mia and me... Copyright © Steve Britt 7/20/07
It's A Game ! Omfg
first of all if you have sensitive eyes don't fucking read this! All we all can read, yes I am FU-MARRIED! okay now that we understand that I am FU-MARRIED not literally married, I will continue..... I'm not the one to push anymore, I'm not asking anyone for anything. Someone has a big problem with the fact that I am FU-MARRIED so please fucking allow me to present you all with the facts: My FU-HUSBAND thatirishguy is a great friend. we have common interests and we can talk to each other about everything! Matt aka thatirishguy is like the sweetest person i have ever met and its genuine, he is who he is! And if you all really must know, I proposed, he said yes, and we sealed the deal! we have talked to each other every day practically and not that it really matters but I totally enjoy our FRIENDSHIP! yeah thats right, we aren't a couple in real life, I care a lot about him and you would too if you knew him or even took the time to talk to him! I don't know what the futu
Should I Or Not
should i put nsfw pics on here or not what ya'll think?
Another Girl
fubar is ruining my life i was never into drugs/the occult/sex with girls i dont know have never met or have only seen on tv/and i have a filthy mouth now and listen to some dance music....this site is fucked is another girl i want to fuck and she is not even real, just a window display, from now on girls i want to fuck just get the sold tag
Follow Your Bliss…. I will always tell my students with career questions, follow your bliss – where the deep sense of being is from, and go where your body and soul want to go. How do you find your bliss? No one can tell you what it is going to be. You have to learn to recognize your own depth. We are having experiences all the time which may on occasion render some sense of this, an intuition of where your bliss is. Grab it. Hang on to that intuition. When you have that intuition and feeling, then stay with it, and don’t let anyone throw you off. Any life career that you choose in following your bliss should be chosen with the sense that nobody can frighten me off from this thing. And no matter what happens, this is the validation of my life and action. Are you going to think of fortune or are you going to think of your bliss? When you follow your bliss money lost or gained will not matter as much because you still have your bliss. If you do follow your bliss you put y
Random Curiousity
so what would you do if we were dating and i asked you to take me as if i were only on the earth for one day? or what would we do if we were locked in a room for 24 hrs with no way out??? (REPOST ON YOUR PAGE AND SEE WHAT TYPE OF ANSWERS YOU GET BACK)
Yesterday I did my monthly weigh in and measurements at the gym. I wasn't too happy that I only lost 2 lbs in a month and a couple inches on certain parts of my body. I know that I'm mostly doing weights there and I need to do more cardio. I need to go out and walk more. I've only done that a couple times this month. I was just hoping that I would of seen some more improvement. I always go to the gym 3 days a week. Even if it's only 45 minutes there, including stretching. I guess I'll have to push myself more. I do watch what I eat. Every now and then I'll spoil myself with something. Not a crime to treat yourself with something. Right? Today at work, I was stuck working with all guys and all day they just blabbed about how they liked this one girl at work and this girl and that girl. And you know what they all have in common? They're skinny. I still don't get why some guys drool all over this one chick and she's a total bitch. She thinks she's the african version of Paris Hi
50%emo, 5%slut, 50%sporty, 60% Nerd=]
EMO [x] you own at least 5 black shirts [ ] you like skinny jeans [x] youre listening to music right now [ ] you have painted your finger nails black before [ ] You have more than 300 songs on your ipod/​​mp3/​​itunes [ ] Like the color black [ ] hate most girly girls [x] sometimes like to be alone [] u hate popular music [ } keep hair in front of your face [ ] Hate your parents [x] have been called emo [] Dislike the colors teal and baby blue [x] Complain a lot [] own a studded belt [​]​​listen/​​listened to screamo Total?: 5 SLUT [ ] own more than 10 mini shorts/skirtts [x] have kissed someone of the same sex on cheek [] flashed someone for no apparent reason [ ] have been called a slut/whore [ ]have been called a slut/whore by parents [] like to drink [ ] wear low cut shirts [ ] hang out with a slutty person [ ] have been called a tease [ } Fl
The Time Has Come Again
The time has come again Slowly walking down the steps To where she would have been If only they were seventeen Waiting patiently He stood between a fraying seam Hiding from himself As well as everybody else Without permission His face became wet He thought that he learned How to not get upset From folded notes in envelopes "Meet me beneath the moon" Don't go too soon She went too soon The time has come again Slowly walking down the steps To where she would have been If only they were seventeen
Monday March 23, 2009
Sunday re-cap Sunday was a great day. Woke up around 7:00am; had a bagel with a little bit of peanut butter, and my black coffee. Then for a mid-morning snack I had a banana, and a orange. Then I went on a picnic at Shelby Bottoms, and had a turkey sandwich with low fat mayo and a salad with fat free Italian dressing. Then after that I went on a 10 mile walk. I went to Save-A-Lot, and got most of the stuff on the grocery list from P90X. I didn’t make the salsa chicken yet because it was to late when I got home. I ended up making chicken salad with fat free mayo, celery, onions, and pepper. I toasted some whole wheat bread, and had the chicken salad sandwich, a fruit cup, and a fat free strawberry/ banana yogurt. That is all I had, for the day, and didn’t do any workout since today is P90X day one. Today I feel great, and strong. It really helped doing a few workouts before this day because it took like 4 days for my legs to get the soreness out! I hi
For My Baby Girl Lexy Loo Loo
Holding my world on my shoulders... for my daughter I'm holding my world on my shoulders, it's up to me to not let it fall. Sometimes I almost lose my balance, It is a lot of pressure after all. It's my job to do all the thinking, It;s my job to plan ahead. It's my job to make the world safer, I'm so tired I feel like I'm dead. Most of the time I'm stuck working, but today I just wanna play. I'm holding my world on my shoulders because she says she can see her world better that way.
Let Me Out To Kill
Surrounded By four cushioned walls. What is this place? Why am I here? There is so much Pressure on my chest, I can’t move my arms, All I can do is Sit here rocking, Back and forth Listening to the voices. Can you hear them? Or is it just me? They are telling me To kill, stab and Rip you open! But alas I am bound by this, This white jacket, And by the Four cushioned walls. And again I hear them, The voices shouting “kill it, rip it open Feel its warm blood Dripping, dripping Down your arm!” I want to obey the voices But my body is bound Wrapped around myself. Get this thing off And let me out, Let me quench my thirst To KILL.
I often wonder why I am alone. I ask myself daily what it is about myself that I hide from others. No real point to these questions for I already have the answer...I am an animal. I rely soley on my instincts to make my decisions when in the company of others. Only through excessive application of intoxicating substances do I manage to beat down the beast within and allow my more intellectual side to surface. The only true crux is that I enjoy the wild abandon my instincts allow me. To view every moment with all of my senses and none of my mind is the greatest high I have ever had. As I write this I come to a liberating conclusion: I will not change and I will live without doubt of my choice. Hopefully, there is someone out there who can keep up with me.
A Favor For Me Please
It's hard to accept, but you can't change the past. You can't go back and manipulate things to the way you wanted them to happen. Because life'd be meaningless and boring and just not worth living. But you can change the future and that's a beautiful thing about life. Yes, you will make mistakes. And yes, you will have bad days - but as long as you let the past go, you'll have such a gorgeous and bright future ahead of you. Knowing that things were meant to happen. Knowing that each day you will learn something so that you keep growing to be a better person. Life is like a rope, twined in all its complexities and yet weaved into one marvelous stream that you have the chance you use something amazing from. So grab hold of it. Rhino
The Maiden And The Knight
There once was a maiden, who was so deeply blue, She thought that her dreams would never come true, She searched and she searched for her one true love, She felt like the Gods sat and laughed at her from above. There once was a knight so noble and true, His heart was in pieces from what he’d gone through, He felt as though his heart would never be whole, He felt as though he was missing part of his immortal soul. Then one evening the stars aligned, As they were both walking around oblivious and blind Then it happened one fate filled night, They found a beacon shining so vivid and bright. Their paths crossed at this exact time, Bells and whistles went off like mad chirping chimes. But alas this was not their first meeting, However they seemed to say nothing more than a greeting. This night was different, they seemed to say more Their love started to set adrift away from the shore, They were unsure of that fate had in store, All they knew was that their hearts
Why I Try
So this is my second go around on this thing. hopefully I will have no more roadblocks along the way. I want to say thanks to all the old friends who took me back and a thanks to all the new sucke..I mean friends just kidding im an awesome guy, just ask me! okay so I look forward to all the wonderful insights you all provide me with and the great conversations and laughs, and if I can send some your way then I have done my job for the day at least. Thats why I try. luvs and hugs, Ghostbear
After The Dance Is Over...
We danced as lovers dance to music only we had heard. A hot beat to which we moved in perfect time, with perfect synch. Unhurried though each driven on, both knowing how the dance would end. We shared the lead as the tempo quickened. You followed me, I followed you, each wanting that conclusion as ageless passion demands its due. Our cries loud as bodies yield, sounds from deep within escaped to alert close neighbors to the simultaneous climax of our dance. The music softened, mellow in its final strains. We curled together our contented bodies, our cries at last subdued, and only now a gentle purring. In this quietness our muffled moans yell out a thousand words of utter joy, in celebration of our dance, in recognition of our love.
Well as a few of you know. With the way the economy is right now and with only getting 32 hrs or less a week at work. I can't afford to keep my apartment. Therefore, starting tomorrow (March 26th), I will be moving my things out to my dads. His house is just outside of town. He lives in town with my step mom and so he is letting me stay out at his house for $350 a month. He said that he would take care of all of the utilities, water, electric, phone, and all i would have to do is pay him $350 a month. Which will leave me with just two other bills to pay every month. My cell phone bill and my car insurance. Which together will run me about $160-$170.00 a month. And if I get 4 days a week at work then I will be able to save up a good amount of money while staying at my dads. But the downside of living out there is. My dad had the satelite turned off. And he only has dial up if i want to use the internet. But he doesnt want me online alot since he still gets alot of calls there at the
The Book Of The Black Serpent
The Book Of The Black Serpent [Note: This is a version of an essay published c. 1900 for initiates of the Golden Dawn Isis- Urantia temple. The original essay, concerning the Qlippoth can be found in R.A.Gilbert's "The Sorcerer and His Apprentice" and Steve Savedow's "Goetic Evocation - The Magician's Workbook Volume 2". The following text was provided in Trident's edition of "Grimoirium Verum", several additions have been made and some editing has taken place -- Phil] The Foundation of the Work. The operator of this, the Opus Majus, would do well to abstain from the companionship of the vulgar-minded during the time of the working and the three days preceding the actual experiments. It is not needful to remain pure [or chaste] in this work, for it is the end of this work that all should be satisfied and without want. Let it suffice that one who conducts this work spend a goodly time in thought cogent to the work. It is important that whoever does this work takes the time t
Thoughts Part 2
well, even though i tried to follow my own advice of minding my own business and leaving well enough alone, I failed miserably. I succeeded in losing the dearest friend I have ever had, and someone who also could have been a good friend. I honestly don't understand why I do this to myself. Am I truly so masochistic that inflicting pain on myself is my only goal? All I know is that if my lost friend should read this, please know that utter silence is not the answer. I know things can work the way they should without such a drastic step. Your friendship means more to me than anything and I would sacrifice the heavens to keep it. I want only the best for you and will respect your wish of silence. A word of caution to everybody. The old saying is,"It is better to have loved and lost, then to have never loved at all." My personal opinion is that whoever wrote that has obviously never loved. Try that little slogan.... it hurts like hell!
Enslave Your Slut~ Part4
Master informed me that He would begin my training now so that i would learn how to pleasure Him or be punished if i did not perform as expected. He instructed me to remain naked and on the bed while He was gone to his seminar. Standing there like an idiot, i did not move fast enough, in fact not at all. The next thing i knew was His hand landing on my ass. The sting brought tears to my eyes and then He told me again to undress. Quickly, i removed all of my clothes and sat on the bed. He grabbed hold of my upper arms and pulled me to Him, kissing me deeply. Then He walked over to the closet and pulled out a bag i did not remember seeing before now. He removed something and walked back over to me and instructed me to lay spread eagle on the bed which i did without hesitation. The thought of my ass being spanked again did not thrill me so of course i complied. The next thing i knew my right wrist was tied to the headboard. i started to fight this but the pain to my ass from His hand,
Erotic Dream~
His sleep was troubled lately. Sometimes you just can't turn your mind off. From thinking about the day's problems to erotic fantasies, sleep constantly eluded him. After a couple hours of tossing and turning, he finally managed to drift off. The dream started as it normally did. There was a female in the bed with him. How she got there, he didn't know, nor did he care. Only that her skin was soft, smooth, and crying out to be touched. She began to caress his chest while he put his arm around her and nestled her onto his shoulder. Softly he stroked her arm from her elbow to her shoulder while she began rubbing his stomach and chest in small circles slowly making her way down to his shorts. Where their bodies touched was fire and tingling on their skin. His breathing occasionally caught in his chest as her hand roamed his body. Slowly her hand made it's way down to the elastic on his shorts. His breath caught as she found what she was seeking. She need not have worried, as h
Releasing The Collection
some know...many don't after about 2 years of thinking it over, i'm finally ready to release the collection of my writing... if you aren't interested in reading them, then you are going to need to skip the blogs that are titled and followed by C1, C2, C3 and so on! if you are intriqued enough, enjoy them. i have to think that i have some level of talent. in 22 years, there has been 5 from the collection that are published in poetry books and 2 of them 5 have won me a few great honors. i haven't posted or even released any of them since then, which in simple terms means in the past 10 years. ENJOY OR AVOID.....its all your choice!
Dead Skin
So I'm the king of all these things of this mess I have made Such a waste what a shame my whole life is a fake Well I'm a bore and I'm sure I'm a thorn inside of you that has torn at you for years The alcohol the demerol these things never could replace What a minute with you could do to put a smile on my face I'm a bore and I'm sure I'm a thorn inside of you that has torn at me for years I can't get out of this dead skin I can't shed my skin I'm not sure where to begin why can't I begin again I can't get under my dead skin I can't shed my skin Can I sleep 'til then Phenobarbital and alcohol these two surely will do To knock me out keep me down at least a day or two When I'm awake I can taste how bitter I've become And it's more than I can bear some days I pray someone will blow me away Make it quick but let it burn so I can feel my life fade Well I'm a waste and I can taste how bitter I've become And it's more than I can bear I can't shed my skin I can't shed my sk
Celebrity Morph
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i wish for a Master that will not lie, for once you lie it is so hard, if not impossible to get the trust back. i wish for a Master that would be happy and content with just me. i wish for a Master that would respect my rules and not try and make be do things i do not want i wish for a Master to hold me tight and tell me everything is going to be ok when i feel like a scared little child i wish for a Master to love, to care for, to laugh with, to take walks on the beack, hikes in the mountain, work out with i wish for a Master that sends me to sub space and then holds me tight as i tell him all my deep dark secrets and helps me heal the mental pain from my past i wish this wish could come true but it never will
sitting here alone in my head and wondering why im here. wondering if im good enough to exist in this hell. maybe im just crazy enough to fit in. or maybe im too disgusting to be looked at. so beauty is shallow and brains are nothing anymore. your best is never enough even when you think so. but it doesn't matter anymore because i love you. you don't even know me but somehow i love you. all those false images of me will come back to haunt me if we should ever meet. so stay where you are and pretend that im what you want me to be. that girl that is prefect in your eyes with the beautiful voice and fool yourself once more
Katy Perry
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Wakened to another cursed day, I breathe the stale air of remorse. I want to leave this monotony behind, and end all that I hate to witness. Love is weak and pointless, allow the hate to prevail within. The burning passion for destruction, it pulls me under to see my destiny. Down that path of devastation, I see my reflection of a damaged soul. The broken heart among the shame, my permanent reminder of misery. I will inhale the smoke of anger, and taste Death’s kiss. By my own hand, I will bleed my life down to nothing, and open my arms to Death’s embrace. The razor so inviting, the sting so enticing. The hot sensation of the crimson nectar, A comfort in its own. Let this feeling take me over to my final passing.
What A Jerk nolan_84: there's your 1, it wouldn't let me rate a negative number, go fuck yourself fat ugly bitch ->nolan_84: keep thinking that, lots of men want me, i dont have to go around looking for some person to talk to me nasty and never would, take ur dumbass away from my sb nolan_84: well you better hold on to his stupid ass because if you lose that one, you probably wont get another one ->nolan_84: omg i have a man and told u that, and i am beautiful........u are ugly as fuck, and the status is a joke, dumbass nolan_84: so go back to pretending that you're getting some dick because that's as good as it's going to get for you nolan_84: apparently you didn't deserve to be beautiful...that's why you're NOT....i added you for the points, and i made a joke about your sucking off a pillow, your lonely and pathetic, so much that you pretend a pillow is a dick ->nolan_84: i dont give a shit about what u think about me, u dont even deserve to have a di
Time To Clean House
well for those that thought I was kidding see ya, im cleaning house and I seriously could care less if I have 5 friends on here cause thats what im after. Hey if your here for the game thats cool but you should say so in your profile, and yes I read them.
this voiceover is parallel to my way of thinking... its quite amusing to my life. Do I have an original thought in my head? Life is short. I need to make the most of it. Today is the first day of the rest of my life. I'm a walking cliché. I really need to go to the doctor and have my leg checked. There's something wrong. A bump. The dentist called again. I'm way overdue. If I stop putting things off, I would be happier. All I do is sit on my fat ass. If my ass wasn't fat I would be happier. I wouldn't have to wear these shirts with the tails out all the time. Like that's fooling anyone. Fat ass. I should start jogging again. Five miles a day. Really do it this time. Maybe rock climbing. I need to turn my life around. What do I need to do? I need to fall in love. I need to read more, improve myself. What if I learned Russian or something? Or took up an instrument? I could speak Chinese. I'd be the girl who speaks Chinese and plays the oboe. That would be cool. I should get my ha
Why Do Ppl Hurt Their Loved Ones
While i was meeting a new friend i met on here today i got a call about a family friend her husband beat her and raped her in front of her 3 yr old because he thought she was flirting on the computer now i dont know but how can u hurt anyone muchless someone u love and do it infront of your child you have to have a mental issue and now shes was in the hospital but doing ok last i heard and her was in jail when he comes out her has a restraining order on him so now because of stupidity a moment of insanity he lost his wife and kids i say it that way because he never laid a hand on any of them before and was always a loveing husband and father i guess i just dont understand it over a just thinking she waas and haveing no prof of anything going on and to do it at all but to rape and beat his own wife and put her in the hospital
Unjust And Unfair
  In the 39 years I have been on this earth I have seen many different things that make me proud to be an American. However on April 2, 2009 I witnessed the the single biggest moment of shame I have ever felt. I have always felt that while our court system is not the most perfect in the world it is still one of the best that there is, how could I have been so wrong? Twenty years ago a young man suffered from blackouts cause by a chemical imbalance in his brain. It was during one of these blackouts that the single most tragic event in his life happened, the death of his son. This young man was watching his two children, a daughter who was a year and a half old and a son who was 2 months old, when he suffered one of these blackouts. When he came back around he noticed his son was not breathing. He attempted to use CPR to save his son's life but as CPR is not required to raise a child he did not know the proper way to do it on an infant and was not able to save him. This young man would
Blog Change
1. TinyMCE is a piece of shit 2.  TinyMCE is a piece of shit 3. TinyMCE is a piece of shit 4. See 1, 2, 3.   :|
Video Playlists :) Music Updated
Video Playlists :) Music Updated
Terasbetoni- Orjatar (slave Woman)
self explanatory
Dear Men Of The World
I Didn't write this, but I wish I knew who did.... It Amused me lmfao Dear Men of the World, Look, I know you men have it difficult. Women are just about impossible to understand, much less please. In a post-feminist society, you never know exactly what you should be doing. Women are bloody picky, I know we are. It can be scary, too, when women freak out about what appear to be benign issues. And men who do their best to be respectful, female-positive humans, I salute you, I do. But please, please just fuck me already. Honestly, I appreciate your thoughtfulness. I like that you want to take things slow. I can totally get behind the idea of emotional connection, but dearjesusinheaven, FUCK ME. We've done dinner and drinks. We've gone dancing. We've cuddled and watched a movie. I'm wearing a low cut shirt and you've been staring at my breasts all night. Goodgodalmighty, get to it and fuck me. When we get hot and heavy, please take charge. Please, please fuck me. Trust me, I'm not
Damn Im Old
hey yall well today is my birthday ... last nite i had a chance to spend some quality time online ... all i can do right now till i get to cali .... with Harley... we had it planned ... just us noone else ... enjoy playing around and being together without ... yes without any other distractions .... He took our boy to the movies and i went to take a nap ... let me clarify and say i work nites as a registered nurse thru an agency and hadnt had any sleep for waaaaaaaaaayyy over 24 hours.... usually i nap and can get right back up in a few hours ..... WELL i slept thru for almost 12 hours ... dead assed out ... my son tried to wake me at 9 pm however i didnt even move i am told .... ok who the hell sleeps that long seriously... i must be old as hell .... i missed out on an intimate cozy evening with the man i love ... never heard a phone ... kids nothing .... i am not a happy camper .... maybe tonight since obviously i had plenty of rest ... meh ... so wish me Happy Birthday and keep you
Where No Man Has Gone1
     Brian slowly slipped under the door.  It was quite easy for him to do as he was only and inch tall.  Once on the other side of the door, he saw her, Donna.  She was huge to him, of course, a good three hundred feet tall.  She had nothing on except a pair of green boxer shorts and a white tee shirt.  He looked up at her in awe, and slowly walked closer.      Donna then let her eyes wander around the room, across the walls and along the floor.  Then she stopped and stared.  She saw something moving on the floor.  Her first thought was it was a bug.  Though as she kept looking at the figure, she was it was wearing clothing.  What kind of bug wears clothing, she thought.  And as she looked she saw that the figure was, in fact, a tiny man.  A tiny inch tall man.      "Oh my gosh!" Donna said loudly. Brian stopped and looked up towards her face.  Sure enough, she was looking right down at him.      "Oh, hi," said Brian weakly.      "Yes, hi there, my little pet," Said Donna.      "
Logicaldog Needs Help Plz!
Logicaldog Is new to Fubar, can we PLZ help him level and get off to a good start?
More Of The Idiot Types On Fubar.
Another rant, which won't be noticed, because everyone SUCKS!And yes, I indirectly talk shit alllll the time. If the shoe fits, and you don't like it, bring it.Hmmm, overaggressive jerks, Chris requested this one. I can't think of anything off the top of my head to say, but these guys can be lumped with the half wits and retards who cannot be bothered to puncuate, capitalize or turn off the caps lock. Those guys usually come up with the dumbest fucking insults. Let me give you an example. I posted a mumm last month or so asking if I should have a beer to make me sleepty or stay up into the wee hours of the morning. Said overaggressive jerk threw an insult at me tha was completely irrelivant to my mumm, so I insulted his inability to type any better than my 7 year old daughter can. He came back at me, calling me a crackhead hoe. a manogomous relationship for 5 1/2 years and I am quite plump. Unlike his scrawny ass. These are they guys that are usually pretty fucking fu
Where Have I Been????
I just wanted to leave a lil note for A/anyone interested. I've been offline for about a month, but I have my internet connection at home again. Hopefully, I can spend a lil more time online, now. lol  I'm still unemployed (Since October) and at this point I'm finding it difficult to gather up enough enthusiasm for the old job hunt. I still look of course, but I could care less whether I get a job or not. lol On a more positive note, I've had time to get more involved with my pagan practices and even more importantly, I've started working on a new manuscript. Its actually an old manuscript that I'm rewriting, but the new version of my story is much better! Other than that, there isn't much else new with me
So Long Good Bye
Keep changing your mind like clouds in the sky Love me when you're high, leave me when you cry I know it all takes time, like a river running dry when the sun's too bright So long this is goodbye May we meet again in another life Like strangers passing by May we see clearly in a different life Keep dodging lights like a thief in the night The sun will rise and expose all our lies So why deny that you and I lead different lives? The rivers from your eyes can't change my mind So long this is goodbye May we meet again in another life Like strangers passing by May we see clearly in a different life The rivers from your eyes can't change my mind So long this is goodbye May we meet again in another life Like strangers passing by May we see clearly in a different life
Flames Of Fire
as you may know i now have a new lounge it is called (flames of fire)my old lounge will be closed downdo to the fact we have to do some work on it but please feel free to join mine and sassylilgurlie69' new lounge ty for your time
Hurt Stinks
A very smart man that I have spent a lot of time with once said "Being nice will not get you anywere but hurt".  When I first read it I wasnt sure where he was going with it but I believe I undetstand now. Hurt stinks!!
Still Remains
  She died here Many years ago. Her spirit still lingers! Why is it here? Why is she still around? Stabbed in her own bed, Blood stained sheets Are all still there! They will not fade, As long as her spirit still remains! Body dragged to the pool, Loose floor boards ripping her flesh, Her nails gouging deep trails, They are all still there, and will stay As long as her spirit remains Washed in the pool!
Lamb Of God And Devildriver
May 3rd... Murat Egyptian Room... Indianapolis.   Let me give you a run-down on why this is a big deal.   First off... Lamb Of God;   Grammy nominated... six studio albums... and they're fucking BRUTAL live.   Listening to some of their songs... makes you wanna kill shit.   Now... put all that... in a 1,950 capacity room.   Yeh.   I literally get scared just to imagine it.     And... May 8th... the Emerson Theater... Indianapolis...   DevilDriver.     Just picture the biggest circle pit you've ever seen... but in a venue with a capacity of 400.   Yes... 400.   I am so... fucking... there.  
Biz Markie-vapors
This song relates a lot to me.   In the past, yeah people rejected me, thought nothing of me, and left me for dead, so what? But just like him, I will get success.  In every trial, you will triumph over the people who rejected you, and now I have a beautiful woman in my life who accepts me for who I am.  I love you Fayth!  Remember, be true to yourself and don't change for anyone.  Be who you are!  Don't worry about what people think of you, shake the haters off!  Can you feel itNothin� can save yaFor this is the seaon of catchin� the vporsAnd since I got time, what I�m gonna doIs tell ya how to spread it throughout my crewWel you all know tj swan who sang on my recordsMade the music, "nobody beats the biz"Well, check itBack in the days before this beganHe usually tried to talk to this girl name franThe type of female with fly gucci wearWith big trunk jewelry and extensions in her hairWhen swan tried to kick it, she always fessedTalkin� about "nigger, pleas
Just Musings In General...
These are nothing more than musings of a crazy old white read and be amused, or drive on though.... Customers are a game killer when you are trying to check out the local scenery at work. Misunderstandings are the beginings of all drama. Money is not the root of all evil, sexual appetites are. Online personas are more addictive than crack and meth. People who drive to close to the rear end of your truck deserve to eat bumper. The measure of a man's worth is not in his hieght, it is in who he is and how he chooses to live his life. Size does matter but only in bullets and bombs. There is no such thing as a perfect human. Remember if it seems to good to be true, it usually isn't true. If you are shopping and find an item priced wrong, you get it at that price. So if you find someone online, but find there is no truth in thier advertising, what do you get out of it? Cybering and cam sex is like craving a steak, but only having enough cash for white bread and cheap blo
Time To Maybe Let The Fu Go...
Okay I am seriously consideing dropping fubar like a bad habit. AGAIN! The bullshit you people put out here is beyond me. Ohhh I know that the net is for fun, but some of you people take it to the furthest possible factor. THIS IS THE NET...not real life! Until you can physically touch the other person, it isn't more than what it is....a toy for entertainment...but please...atleast be honest to some degree about what you want and who you really are. And don't get pissed when I don't give you what you want....this is MY toy and I will use it how I choose to. I have never been interested if you can lick your eyebrows, or mine, via my poohnanny. I am glad for you if you can. You say your hung like Trigger? GREAT !!! If I had a dime for every man that has said that and he loves me, on the net, I would be the richest woman in America. So I am thinking bout letting the FUBAR go again. Tired of lies and bullshit.
Dating 101: The Best Relationship Advice I Ever Got
odoubt, there are days when you feel as though you deserve the "BestPartner in the World" award: You make sure dates withyour mate stay fun, you settle arguments with amazing grace and youdon't always go into whining mode when you find his dirty socks nextto, rather than in, the hamper. How did you get so smart? You weregiven some stellar advice from friends and family. Here, the nuggets of relationship wisdom you've stayed faithful to over the years   #1. Polite Fight "On my wedding-invitation RSVP cards, I left space for guests to writetheir favorite wedding wisdom. The tidbit that rings truest afteralmost nine months of marriage is: 'Attack the issue, not each other.'How it works: If my husband and I disagree about something, we stayfocused on the issue and skip the personal put-downs." -- MelissaGitter Schilowitz, 31, Metuchen, NJ #2. Fit to a Tee "Mygrandmother insisted that I learn how to play golf. 'If your husbandloves to play, you can go along and spend hours together,'
Aight, as you all can tell, I'm not a VIP anymore.  I have roughly over 600 pics on here and can't add anymore. So.... My question for my friends is.... Do you think I should delete and start over, or just leave what I have up...
Endless Blood
Endless Blood By Mark Hill © 1999   A howl in the distance, Pierces a blanket of night, The moon overhead, Kisses the land with light,   Clouds pass peacefully, Through the cold midnight air, Over a house down below, There was innocence there,   Inside a wealthy family, And a girl of nineteen, She prepares for her slumber, Hair brushed and clean,   She then removed her slippers, And slowly shut the door, She leaped quickly into bed, Avoiding the cold wood floor,   She lay there eyes closed, With the cover she held tight,
Bra And Panties Or Swimsuite
To the Ladies   Over the years I have noticed something that has often made me wonder.   I have had some female friends in the past that has wore two piece swim suites that have been far more revealing of their anatomy then the bras and panties they wore. For example I wall call her {Girl A} wore a bikini once that the bottoms were pretty much the same thing as a thong and she would walk around my house in that with out any modesty at all but yet her panties would completely cover her toosh and she said she would be too embraced to let anyone see her.   So here is my Question,  Why is it you let guys see you in swimsuits that are more revealing then your bras and panties but not let guys see you in your bra and panties?
Easter Thoughts
It is Easter Sunday, 2009 and many of us are spending time with our families, playing with bunnies or eating chocolate eggs filled with delicios creme stuff.  I thought I might add a few thoughts about the real meaning of Easter and what it should say to us, and the hope it should bring to our hearts today.  No, I am not religious and no I am not a preacher.  Read on.   One of the great joys of life is our family and friends.  It is a bond that is undeniable in the universe.  The way we love each other, despite the hate and obvious dysfunction in the world around us,  is something that has meaning in some way for most people.  Even the worst among us, those who interfere in anothers life and freedom have some bond to family and those close to them.  Throughout the history of humans walking on this planet, at least in our written history, we find that all cultures and all people find solace in the love we share for each other and those that are special in our life.    Then we have t
Prank Calls
ok so recently ive been bored, do alot of blogs start off this way? and have been filling out pop up forms on the net. now i know there ploys just to get your email and phone number, but i dont care i have no life. so anyway my favorite one to date was this one where a guy in a pakistani accent asked if i was looking for a car loan. i thot quick and said, yeah sure. he said, how much are you looking at borrowing, i said, oh abaout 80k, he said, fine thats doable. then he asks, how much do i make in a month, i said, 600 bux. he asked, ? a week you make 600, i said, no, a month thats what you asked right? how much i make a month? he said well sire that ridiculouse how do you expect to pay this loan off? i said that i dont intend to pay it off, im gona get the loan, buy the car, and when you figure out im not paying you can repo it, but till then ill have a badass car! he hung up, i was sad. the end.
Looking For A Girlfriend!
I am currently looking for a girlfriend that lives in arkansas. If you are bi and interested in getting to know me and me geting to know you then hit me up on here or my yahoo messanger is shaggyschick29 and my myspace is
How To Get Added To My Family
My family spots are limited to 25.  If you'd like to be added to family, you're asking me to give someone the boot in order to add you.  Read the "about me" in my profile for more info on being added to my family.
Dj Dark Commander
  DJ DARK COMMANDER Is up for auction! Auction Ends April 21st, 2009 @ 4pm EST! Bid & rate the pic Please!!!!!!!!!!! Click the pic below to bid!!!
Fu Own
I notice that in all of the months i have been on here no on has attempted to buy me yet what's up with that?
Truhatas Update
found dis piece of crap joinin da crappy group of -=[TruRaters]=- dis group spreads hate though out fubar we have enough hatas there block dis crap now Ruben -=[TruRaters]=- - = [TruRaters] = - update OMG da disease is spreading, now have another member now
I have a severe phobia of worms, and a moment ago I was eating pisatccios, and I opened it, took out a nut, and ...there was a fuckin LARVA lookin thing in there! OMG!! I am so fuckin traumatized!!   I dont think I will ever eat pistaccios again...and I"m not kidding
While You Are Away I'M Waiting I'M Out Of My Mind You'Re Out Of Town You Know I'M No Stranger To Frustration I Won'T Break I Won'T Let You Down Cause I Know Right From Wrong And I Know I Can Be Strong You Know I Won'T Let Me Let You Down I Look Back On My Past, I'M Dirty I Know That Guy Would Always Let You Down But While I Am Away Don'T Worry Just Keep Your Faith In Me And Have No Doubt Cause I Know Right From Wrong And I Know you Can Be Strong If There'S No Lying Then There'S No Crying Arrive In Your Own Time Stay Patient You Know I Won'T Let Me Let You Down You Know I Won'T Let Me Won'T Let Myself Be Led Into Temptation It'S You And Me Nobody Else Allowed Well You Know I'M No Stranger To Frustration Just Keep Your Faith In Me And Have No Doubt
"what It Means To Love"
As far as the ocean is wide through miles and miles of sea; You will be someone special a true miracle to me. As high upon the mountain tops as high as one can climb; You will be so dear to me the best friend I can find. As many stars that twinkle throughout the heavens above; You will be a a bright reminder of what it means to love.
OK SO I KNO U LOOK AT MY PAGE AND U ADDED ME TO  THE OTHER ONE...Y U DOIN THIS....Y U WONT JUS TALK TO ME??? SO IMA BLOCK U IF U DONT HIT ME BACK.....GET ON UR YAHOO LIKE ASAP.....................................................................................  
Looking For Twilight Saga Fans
I am in search of twilight fans who would be interested in helping me create a group here on fubar...if anyone is interested please message me thanks.. Pink Twisted
Me and My Life The mirror across the room reflects a person I don't remember becoming. Too complex for the age I really am. Too young to feel the way I do. Too experienced for a girl of 23. But that's me. The life I've lived has been full of complication. Heartaches abundant Sadness overwhelming. I am the product of a society that lacks morality and virtues. I am an individual in a class of conformers. I live in a world where religion is a fad Romance is a lost concept Genuine nice guys are few and far between. Sex is a factor in your social status. Icons are whores in brand name clothes. Love is thrown around like a $2 Frisbee. Politics and theology mean nothing, But salacious gossip means the world. People care more about who is screwing who, Rather than who is killing who abroad. But that's my life, unable to change what I was born into. And I am me…flaws, imperfections, problems, and all.
What Men Really Mean
Haven't I seen you before? = Nice ass I'm a Romantic = I'm poor I need you" = My hand is tired I am different from all the other guys = I am not circumcised I want a commitment = I'm sick of masturbation You're the only girl I've ever cared about = You are the only girl who hasn't rejected me I really want to get to know you better = So I can tell my friends about it It's just orange juice, try it = 3 more shots, and she'll have her legs around my head she's kinda cute = I want to have sex with her till I am blue I don't know if I like her = She won't sleep with me I miss you so much = I am so horny that my male-roommate is starting to look good Was it good for you? = I'm insecure about my manhood How do I compare with all your other boyfriends? = Is my penis really that small I had a wonderful time last night = Who the hell are you Do you love me? = I've done something stupid and you might find out Do you 'really' love me? = I've done something stupid and you're going to find out soon
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April 17th 2009 Diet Log
Ugh..i tend to eat more on days that I work..... 2 crossaints banana coffee ---------------------- diet raspberry white tea mini caramel rice cakes ----------------------------------- Salad...(lettuce, carrots, cheese, eggs, beets, ranch, tuna) Diet Green Tea Wheat roll with butter -------------------------------------- mini caramel rice cakes finished off diet green tea ------------------------------------------ coffee for dinner
Vegas Bennifit
hello this is just a heads up for a vegas bennifit if you want to make a donation , buy a t-shirt , or hats i will have the lik to do that in fact its right here we are non-profit and just want to get the word out and raise awarness. if you know anyone who is abusing a child, needs help, is missing, please let me know and i can ge you in touch with the right people. if you just needto talk and get things off your chest/ mind ill listen my YIM is and msn is i am on myspace to at myspace/cpcnavada please use this the bennifit will include so far miles to empty and sincity sinner pluse an all star band with players to be named later detais are to fallow on the exact date. but i am excited about this. i am usualy on line so leave me a message thanks for reading this and please if you dont want t donate visit the main site and ost who you are and who sent you me captnsteve thanks and have a wonderful day / weekend.
Eyes are windows to the soul. A distant place most fear to go. Take a step or two closer if you dare.. Have faith child there is nothing to fear. Look past the eyes and tell me what you see?? You see an angel who spirit is shining through. Smiling on the other side of the glass right at you. Your heart beats fiercly full of desire. What your body is feeling is the warmth of the spirit of fire.
Vets Now Called Terrorists
This was a repost of a blog a friend of a friend posted. I just wanted everybody to see what the government REALLY thinks of us.......... The Department of Homeland security has black listed Vets. as possible domestic terrorist. They have informed law enforcement to be on the look out for vets as possible terrorist. So now I have to worry about driving around with my Vet plates I am a target. This morning I wrote a post about a Homeland Security paper that warned about “right wing extremists” and the threat that they may pose to the government. This paper basically lumped in people who are either pro second amendment, anti abortion, anti illegal immigration, or pro smaller government (or more than one or all of the above) with white supremacists and domestic terrorists. As maddening as I found that paper there was one aspect to the paper that I missed this morning and to me it is much more egregious. This is what the Department of Homeland Security thinks abo
A Bad Day~
It was one of those days when nothing had gone right, and Murphy was working double time. My entire day was one disaster after another, people wanting my attention, phone calls, irate customers, equipment breaking, and not a moment to myself to think. i was finally able to escape work and as i was walking to the car it started to rain, not petite little movie rain drops but the cats and dogs kind, and me with no umbrella, figures. On the way home i got stuck in an hour long traffic jam and my cell phone battery died so there was no way to call. i end up walking in the door and hour and 45 minutes late, soaked to the skin, tired, and most of all, worried that You'll be upset with me. As i drop my bag in the hallway and take off my shoes i see You sitting on the couch waiting, watching me, an intense look on Your face and i know something is on Your mind. i immediately sink to my knees and crawl over to You, that look in Your eyes unmistakable. "i'm sorry i'm late Sir, my day was awful
Was Said This Is A "naughty" Joke...??
One day old man Stumpy and his wife Martha went to the Illinois State Fair.  There is this man selling plane rides in his single prop show plane for $10 per person.  Stumpy looks to Martha and says, "Martha, I think I really should try that."  Martha replies, "I know you want to Stumpy, but we have a lot of bills, and you know the money is tight, and $10 is $10."  So Stumpy goes without. Over the next few years they return every year, and the same thing, Stumpy wants to ride, but Martha says no money. Finally, when Stumpy and Martha are both about 70 years old, Stumpy looks to Martha, and says, "Martha, I'm 70 now, and I don't know if I'll ever get the chance again, so I just have to be naughty and have a ride in that there airplane."  Martha replies in the same old fashion, and Stumpy kind of slumps down.  The pilot is standing near by and overhears the conversation... The pilot pipes up, "Excuse me folks, I couldn't help but hear your situation, and I have a deal for you.  I'll ta
A History Of A Whore
A Whore of old she was scorn by society but secretly hungered by many. Allowed freedoms a woman bound in marriage was denied. A whore was able to educate herself, read and engage in political conversations. Wear fashions appealing to women and men. She cared herself with class and honor she had choice it denying a lover. A whore so loudly frowned upon, spit at in the view of public eyes though soon as night fail men of great power saught her out and loved her more then their wives in most cases because she was not in the norm, a creature of passion, love ever flowing, she bares her breast and there is no shame and she parts her thighs only to those that would see her as a masterpiece not a piece of flesh to be used only for an out or two. A whore so much changed from what use to be..... Young or old they are women and we know not what live has thrown in their path. Judge them not but understand their way though you may never agree. Now that we have freedom of education and not def
About My Daughter
Well my daughter got to see her father on sunday for the 3 hour time he is allowed. He lives in Missouri in New Bloomfeild so she got to see her sisters Chelsea and Lucy and her Aunt Chris and her other grandma and grandpa Gerstenberger. I just wish he would have more respct fro her and want to see ehr more but he chooses to not come visit when he needs to she calls him Jason because my friend Jason talks to her more then her own father does. He dont really act like he really cares to see her but cares to see me more then his own daughter. I dont care to see him because we got a divorce for a reason and he still thinks he can pull my strings and i will follow and i dont. So it is very stressful when i pick up my daughter from her visitations and he looks at me like he wants shit and i wont give him nothing. So this next time he sees her will in june on the 21st. we will see if it follows thru if not that is his problem not mine if my mom wants to go on vacation with my daughter then so
Bestmoviestar Art Work
Dj Slon - Boy S Tenyu (shadow Fighting)
whats also playin in my car :)
lost... i am lost in your eyes.. i am lost in your soul.. i am lost in my life cause sometimes your so cold. lost in my tears lost in my fears lost in my life with no way to go.. lost from myself.. lost from my family.. lost from my cares lost from my love.. one day i may find all that i seem to have lost.. lets just hope its not to late...
Goign Through My Friends List
Ditched all but the local folks, which even those I don't talk to. Dropping it down more later. Drop a line if you care to stay on.
Thank You
I want to thank my friends for sticking by me While my life's sometimes so fucking shitty It warms my heart and makes me smile Even though I'm still in denial I fall too far, far too fast I fall so hard it kicks my ass I try to think I try to dream I fathom only noise and fucking screams You have reached into my inner soul You too noticed I have no heart of coal I will eternally be thankful to those who knew And stuck by me after the shit I have been through You never judged, you never bitched You dragged me out of my pit-hole ditch I can not thank you yet enough I try to show it through this kind of stuff I write this shit cause I want you to know I care And the kind of burden I put down you always bare With a show of a finger by a flick of a hand To the asshole bitch: Fuck you Diane. Thanks again to my friends, to the very few I will always love each and every one of you.  
Yahoo Messenger
My Yahoo messenger isn't working, so if you'll kindly mail me your MSN or AIM name, I'll add you. Most_Evil and gh0st_254 were the only Fubar people I added.
Ha Ha
Drinks That Reflect Personality Before you order a drink in public, you should read this! Seven New York City bartenders were asked if they could 'nail' a woman's personality based on what she drinks. Though interviewed separately, they concurred on almost all counts. The results: PART A: WOMEN-DRINKS, WHO THEY ARE, & YOU! Drink: Beer Personality: 
Such The Lips
Wrapping this curvasive life around this moist temple. My index finger acting like the painting I wish to repaint. In all colours with your form showing each slight soft stroke on the canvas that is you. A repeated motion feeling the slight reactions of this pulse pulsating abounding around surrounding you. Can feel you moving with my finger, this reaction to it. A pulse occurring, so tight and tasting so sweet. Imagine the first summer rain you felt, around beautiful trees letting the water trickle down on top of their other leafs, deep with the motion around the tree. After the rush, your body is alive with sweet sweat to be sipped upon. The juice of life. The pure drink. The glowing glistering fruit. Your nipples are standing, your sweetness is livid and glorious. To enter you in this current form is paradise. After you have an orgasm. Entering you slowly at first, to feel your presence surrounding me. Every inch of myself makes itself apparent to you, the girth spreading you with y
Bling Vip Flare And People With Too Much Time On There Hands
well to start off im frank, im 29 i have my own house, well make that 2 of them, i have a brand new truck, and i pay all my own bills. i am a grown ass man, i am in the army and have been deployed to iraq more then i would of liked to and getting ready to go again, no biggie. but what really chaps my gluttious maximus is how NEEDY people are on here! you can tell someone there pretty thanks for accepting my friend request, you look a little thirsty heres a drink or two, no big deal! but what i have noticed is how flippen needy alot of people are on here!!!! give me this!!! i want that!!! yep! i have some bling i have gifts, not alot but i appreciated everything anyone has given me, i never asked for one thing! but i talk to the people who hook me up with things, i am a genuine real person and i give people respect and attention because they take precious flippin moments out of there lives to say whats up or wish me the best and be safe over the next year while i am gone! if you are fri
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Please keep in mind that if you are not open minded and don't have a very wild sense of humor about sex, stories, and life's mishaps, please do not go any further on this page. I wrote this like 10 years ago on my old website based on advice and stories I heard from men and women I gave sex advice to and from what I heard growing up at parties at my house! Women and men love and agree with it but swear it's not them!!!!!! I didn't make it up myself!!! LOL! HAHAHA! Tell me what you think___________________________       Personal and private stories are not shared on this site due to privacy and personal trust. Please be aware that these are not linked to anyone directly but are for the enjoyment of your reading pleasure. This is not my own personal opinion but jokes sent in and/or discussed and I thought would be humorous......enjoy!
I know people have some messed up stories about how crazy there family is and by all means if you want share with me.. But I can almsot imagine I can top them off. My cousin and I who ive been best friends with since Birth.. Literatly.. I was there when she was born and vice versa. I'm a couple months older though. Wewt. We went with one of her friends whos 18 and he friends bf hes 16..and crazy....there was a tiny lil carnival going on so we decided to go chill and be cool.. we all naturally had a good time but since she was with me and my cousin who wont let her take shit from her controlling bf he was getting mad cus she wasnt bowing down to her. Well he pulled her aside once while we were in walmart then he did it again as we were getting food....Im not really sure what this kids problem is but its something...well he kept fucking around being stupid with her and she broke up with him..well he flipped out and was screaming at anyone that looked at him..imagine a 16 year old callin
Romance In The Air
In the still of the eveningWithout sunlight to intrudeI see the twilight's in your eyesAs the moon sets up the mood Playing music soft and lowWhile romance fills the airI can't help but feel arousedThe very moment you come near You submit to my embraceWhile candles flick their flameAnd the smell of sweet perfumeSeems to drive my lust insane As I look into your eyesAnd run my fingers through your hairI taste the sweetness of your neckAs I nibble at your ear I then whisper words of loveAs you answer with a sighAnd in a very sexy wayYour sweet body comes alive Your the heat of my desireAs we slowly come undressI then start to lay you downWhile you welcome my caress With your luscious sexy curvesYou have a taste I can't resistAnd your breast show some responseWhen I touch them with a kiss As I soak inside your loveTo a sexy love conditionFeeling passions start to riseWhile making love in all positions You give me so much pleasureFor ecstasy is hereWith you wrapped inside my armsTo
so many partings...     so many partings sometimes it's sad to let go... again i hope to see your smile hear your laughter share this dream deep down inside this love will grow...     4.25.09 james c leveroni  
- Seek Not My Heart - Its Dead -
Oh gentle winds 'neath moonlit skies, Do not you hear my heartfelt cries? Below the branches, here about, Do not you sense my fear and doubt? Side glistening rivers, sparkling streams, Do not you hear my woeful screams? Upon the meadows, touched with dew, Do not you see my hearts a'skew? Beneath the thousand twinkling stars, Do not you feel my jagged scars? Seek not my mournful heart kind breeze, For you'll not find it 'mongst these trees. It's scattered 'cross the moonlit skies, Accompanied by heartfelt sighs. It's drifting o're the gentle rain, A symbol of my silent pain. It's buried 'neath the meadow fair, Conjoined with all the sorrow there. It's lost among the stars this night, Too far to ease my quiet fright. No gentle winds, seek not my heart, For simply ... it has torn apart.
Ce soir a thousand eyes light the skymine shall fade within your eyessunset caresses twilight in brevitygaze thee now upon my sanityhazed in wisps of misty lightyour breath alone shall reign amidst  clouds vaporous delight Rose red in visual ecstasytonight my love you bloom for mescreams echo of mere forplaytouching the kiss of dark displayrippled in crested tides of doomhearts collide within a swoonmuch more this night will allowfor only you my sanguine dollbarriers lay but in mortal time            a puppet master preens sublimeyoung robust flesh is mine to ownstrings I pull from flesh and bonea tempest to fate shan’t be freeI can not let your carnage betonight your repose shall sate my lipsmy words are but a passing gift as love lingers euphoric evermore    Ce soir nous dansons mon amour
I Love You
I love the way you laugh, I love the way you smile, You have a way of warming up a room With your laughter, wit, and style   I love to hear your voice, I love to hear you sing, Your heart can turn a simple song Into such a magic thing   I love the way you give a hug, I love the way you kiss, The passion in your lips Fills my heart with joy and bliss   I love to have you in my arms, I love to hold you tight, I love to listen to you breathe If I could hold you through the night   I love you every moment, I've loved you from the start, Its you I gave my heart. We traveled through a maze To the finish line we gaze, Will you be there for me? I will be there for you. I love you.
Cum And Chat  
I am going thorw and deleting poeople so if you havent left me a comment or at lest said hi or fanned me you will go. All you have to do is one of them 3 things and you stay. i dont mean to be a jerk but im here to meet friends and this is like im here to buy bling. so come friday i will start deleting.  
 Holy spring, 4:20 was great I am meeting lots of very cool people on here lately and started Dj'in for a lounge of really cool people, who knows I might be around here longer than I anticipated. The coffee situation is getting better I have cut back a lill bit but am at the point now where if I don't have it I am no good to anyone, bad attitude all that good stuff. New issues ... trying to quit smoking ciggarettes, they are raising the price again but for health reasons I should quit, I wanna hang out a bit longer, the only thing I really dont like about the whole ciggarette thing is that the gov. is jacking the price on them cause they are bad for you ... I am looking forward to seeing what happens when they do the same thing to fast food, candy, cell phones, television, porn ... well I guess everyone likes porn regardless, lol can you imagine those crazy f00kers who do that crazy shit in that crazy cesspool that is Ny city (ya no love for anything east of the city sorry :( ) the sma
Shattered Glass
Britney Spears "Shattered Glass" Oh, oh, oh, oo-oo-oo-oo-oh Oh, oh, oh, oo-oo-oo-oo-oh Did I wake you? Were you sleeping? Were you still in the bed? Or is a nightmare keeping you up instead? Ooh baby, are you feeling guilty for what you did? If you think you're hurting, you ain't seen nothing yet [Refrain:] Was it really worth it? Was she everything that you were lookin for? Feel like a man? I hope you know that you can't come back Cause all we had is broken like shattered glass [Chorus:] You're gonna see me in your dreams tonight My face is gonna haunt you all the time I promise that you gon' want me back When your world falls apart like shattered glass Glass, glass, glass Are you having trouble focusing throughout the day? Do you find yourself still callin' my name? Do you wish you could rewind time and take it back? I bet you realize that she ain't half the woman I am [Refrain] [Chorus] Glass (gl-gl-gl), glass (glee-glee-glee), glass, glass Oh, oh, oh, oo-oo-oo-oo-oh Oh, o
"keep Holding On" Me And My Cuz's Song
"Keep Holding On" by: Avril Lavigne You're not alone Together we stand I'll be by your side, you know I'll take your hand When it gets cold And it feels like the end There's no place to go You know I won't give in No I won't give in Keep holding on 'Cause you know we'll make it through, we'll make it through Just stay strong 'Cause you know I'm here for you, I'm here for you There's nothing you could say Nothing you could do There's no other way when it comes to the truth So keep holding on 'Cause you know we'll make it through, we'll make it through So far away I wish you were here Before it's too late, this could all disappear Before the doors close And it comes to an end With you by my side I will fight and defend I'll fight and defend Yeah, yeah Keep holding on 'Cause you know we'll make it through, we'll make it through Just stay strong 'Cause you know I'm here for you, I'm here for you There's nothing you could say Nothing you could do There's no other way when it comes to th
2 Girls Arrested At Mall For Kissing
Same sex couples who like to engage in PDAs while strolling through the mall better steer clear of San Antonio. A pair of smooching twentysomething female shoppers were arrested there at the Rolling Oaks Mall in December and now face criminal charges that range from trespassing to assaulting an officer of the law. It all started when 22-year-old Jessica Garcia and her 22-year-old girlfriend were kissing and, according to a mall spokesperson, sitting very close together with their legs intertwined. A mall security officer approached them and told them to leave because they were not complying with the shopping center's code of conduct. Although they left, the pair re-entered the mall through another entrance and this time, when told to leave, they became "physically combative and verbally abusive," according to a statement from mall spokesperson Les Morris. Security officers arrested the pair, charging one with criminal trespassing, interfering with the duties of a peace officer, and a
Free Bird
If I leave here tomorrow, Would you still remember me? For I must be traveling on, now, 'Cause there's too many places I've got to see. But if I stayed here with you, girl, Things just couldn't be the same. 'Cause I'm as free as a bird now, And this bird you can not change. And the bird you can not change. And this bird you can not change.Lord knows, I can't change.Bye bye baby, it's been a sweet love. Yea. And though this feeling I can't change. But please don't take it so badly, 'Cause the Lord knows I'm to blame. And if I stay here with you girl, Things just couldn't be the same. Cause I'm as free as a bird now, And this bird you'll never change.And the bird you can not change. And this bird you can not change.The Lord knows, I can't change. Lord help me, I can't change.Lord I can't change.Won't cha fly high free bird, yeah.
A Beautiful Story!
This is something you will never see in the news. Here's a tough, but heartwarming story and a picture of John Gebhardt in Iraq . His wife, Mindy, related that this little girl's entire family was executed. They intended to execute her also and shot her in the head, but they failed to kill her. She was cared for by John's hospital and is healing, but has been crying and moaning The nurses said John is the only one she seems to calm down with, so John has spent the last four nights holding her while they both sleep in that chair. The girl is coming along with her healing.*He is a real Star of the war and is representative of what America is trying to do. Please keep this going. Nothing will happen if you don't. The American public needs to see pictures like this and needs to realize that what we're doing over there is making a difference. Even if it is one little girl at a time.James Gates U.S. Navy.
Will I be able to sleep tonight or will I be just laying in bed thinking... I can't take my sleeping pill...i work tomorrow... I have so much on my mind that it's killing me and depressing me....   I wish things could just be easier....    
We met on a day we will never forget. i saw you and was amazedyou saw me and that was all it took.we spoke a simple hello that will last the rest of our lives.the person you are makes me voice comforts meyour smile makes me keep my attention and want so much time my darling we will be mine and i yoursjust as we both want. so as you sleep right nowdream dreams of wonderful things and see us together as it be in the future.and i will watch over you to clear away any nightmares you may have.Sweet dreams my darling and i will see you tomorrow.4-26-09
Pain Of Love
What's Your Dysfunction
it's well after midnite in a candle-lit tomb. it's here i am buried in the aftermath from her womb. she would have been happy, she would have been proud, but she was very tired. and way beyond her youth.
04 May 2009
Each thought, each sentence set to show you how happy life can be.
Something To Talk About
Let's start it off with, are you single?nope Where did you get your last bruise from?IV Have you ever thought you were gonna die?uh... plese dont get me  started on that. to many times. Were you happy when you woke up today?i guess Are you a planner?try to be What kind of mood are you in today?mellow Have you talked to a complete jerk today?not yet... day aint over yet tho Do you love the last person you called?he's my best friend, of course!!! How late did you stay up last night and why?till about 1045 i think... i was 2 sheets to the wind and talking to my best friend How many of your ex boyfriends/ girlfriends are with someone else now?i could totally care less What kind of phone do you have?sidekick How much cash do you have on you right now?not enough lol Do you like to cuddle?very much so!! i miss it horribly right now.... What jewelry are you wearing?rings, necklace, watch and bracelet How many people on your top friends have you slept in the same bed with?just one
A Poem For Bug
The sound of your laughterIs what pulls me throughThe harshest winterThe sound of your laughterMakes every bright summer dayBrighterThe sound of your laughterIs what gets me up in the morningWith itI can take anything life can bringNot to make too much out of itBut to meEveryday Is a good day To liveTo The sound of your laughter
Forever Us
Come take my hand and walk with me Share my likes . . . my wishes . . . my life Don't judge me . . . just love me Accept me for who I am For if I try to change for you Then you'll no longer know me As I am no longer happy with whom I am Always remember where we are going So you don't forget where we have been If we hold on to each other's hearts And taste each other's rainbows The sun will shine The flowers will bloom The world will dance around us And we will remain forever us
Fare Thee Well
empty arms that long to hold you pouting lips yearning for your kiss weary body aching to be near you you must know you will be missed ears that hunger to hear your voice feet that beg to journey just to find you there pages filled with poetry to let you know I care hands that pray for your safe return a mind that thinks you are rare a heart that hopes it gets to learn of your loving care my friend it's sad to see you go even worse for you to be gone goodbyes have never been my thing so, I'll just say so long until then catch you later a tot bien, ciao don't forget me remember the way home because here is where I'll be waiting and I hate to be alone.  
The Mask She Wears
She wears it like a mask Each time she comes to me, A shroud to cloud my eyes, A veil I cannot see. But her mask is just a ruse, An aspect of her game. It hides the girl behind The fiction of her name. That name is but a symbol Of the role she plays for me, A promise unfulfilled, A hope of what could be. Removing all between us, Clothed only in her name, Her touch is my illusion, Setting heart and loin aflame. A mirage within a dream, A ghost of fragile youth, She is fantasy. And fire. And beauty born of truth. Her name is but a name, A symbol, just a mask - Concealing what I see, Revealing what I ask.
Memorable Quotes For Army Of Darkness
Memorable quotes for Army of Darkness I love this movie and I thought it would be fitting to have one of my favorite things in this world in my first blog. (I lifted this from IMDB - so call me a cheat if you want) Ash: Yeah! [after shooting King Arthur's sword in half] Ash: Alright you Primitive Screwheads, listen up! You see this? This... is my boomstick! The twelve-gauge double-barreled Remington. S-Mart's top of the line. You can find this in the sporting goods department. That's right, this sweet baby was made in Grand Rapids, Michigan. Retails for about a hundred and nine, ninety five. It's got a walnut stock, cobalt blue steel, and a hair trigger. That's right. Shop smart. Shop S-Mart. You got that? [first lines] [opening monologue] Ash: My name is Ash and I am a slave. As far as I can figure, the year is thirteen hundred A.D and I'm being dragged to my death. It wasn't always like this, I had a real life, once. A job Ash: [now Ash is in a flashback] Umm... Hardware
SO today the sun came out for the first time in a few weeks.  Too bad I slept in alittle (well alot).  I have a million things to do out in the yard but it will have to wait.  Tom. Ill graduate for the second time.  Im so glad to finished with school.  Now I can relax be the bum that I want to be.  Gottta go stock the mini fridge with more beer.......Thanks to those that have added me, Im begining to enjoy this FUBAR...hopefully more (better) pics will be posted soon.
Answers To Questions I Was Ask
Are you or have you been married? Divorced Do you have kids? Two girls youngest 18 & my oldest is 19, they do not live with me Do you want kids? No Do you have siblings? One brother who is older Do you do any kind of drugs? No Do you smoke? No Do you drink? No Have you ever been arrested? No
A Real Man
1.) A REAL MAN respects his mother and places his family first.2.) A REAL MAN RAISES HIS KIDS, not JUST out of pocket either.3.) A REAL MAN supports his woman to develop herself.4.) A REAL MAN doesn't worry about what others depict as a real man. Walk in his shoes first and then tell him what makes him A REAL MAN.5.) A REAL MAN doesn't Break Promises6.) A REAL MAN calls you beautiful, not hot, sexy, or fine as ****.7.) A REAL MAN sends you flowers Just Because.8.) A REAL MAN CALLS YOU on a daily basis - NO MATTER HOW BUSY OR TIRED HE IS.9.) A REAL MAN looks past what he's heard about you or what his friends think of you.10.) A REAL MAN wants to spend as much time as he can with you & won't get sick of you.11.) A REAL MAN comes over just to watch movies with you.12.) A REAL MAN kisses you on the forehead just because.13.) A REAL MAN doesn't tell you what he thinks you want to hear. He tells you what's real.14.) A REAL MAN should be treated like one.15.) A REAL MAN doesn't ask questions
Tired Of The Bs
I have not been around much lately as I have been trying to find work. It's not easy when the economy is crap. I don't know what happened to all the "friends" that I made on here and were talking to or txting almost everyday? I don't seem to find this site fun anymore. I can't seem to get any help to what's the point? I was and am depending on the time I have to help out others...and have done so in the past. If you don't want to talk to me anymore then fine...Yes it will hurt but if that's the way that you all feel then I am a big girl and can handle it.  I am very sorry if it's come to this. Seems that it has and so there you are. I walk away shrugging my shoulders...It's all I can do.
Beer Time
OK so today was very very stressful.  I sneeked down to fayetteville to take a HUGE test.  I didnt tell anyone out of fear of not passing it on the first try. Well after about 5 hours of waiting I finally got the results.....PASSED!!!! Now its time to relax, enjoy the cold beer, and the sun (finally)
Tattooed Dreamz
it took about 2 months...........a good bit of hard earned cash..........3 great artists.........ebay..........a needle wholesaler.......high quality inks.....and a dream..... you are all probably reading this and wondering wtf is she talking about....many of you know i am very fond of tattoo body art  and piercing.....well with a lil help from friends who know what they are doing..... there is now a shop that has opened up !!!! check out the website : it's just a lil shop getting on its feet, but there are over 2,000 designs to choose from and if you can't find what you like or really want, they are flexible, you can bring them your idea and watch them bring it to life on paper right before your eyes !!!! if the website isn't enough for you.....feel free to shout me! i have all the details and i'm more than willing to share!!!!
I am so excited. I got tickets to see Metallica in concert! Even tho I have seen Metallica before..I have managed to get center stage tickets this time!! Now I just have to wait till the concert. Its not til Stop by my profile and say hello. You can never have too many friends : )
08 May 2000
One with yourself, amongst all the chaos of the world we live in is achievable with acceptance and determination.
My Legion (the American Legion)
The American Legion National Headquarters is currently designing and constructing an online secure-access area to provide more direct support to our members. In keeping with The American Legion grassroots tradition, The American Legion member secure-access will need to be designed to serve your membership needs and enhance your online experience. If you are a member of The American Legion, American Legion Auxiliary, Sons of The American Legion and wish to contribute to ensure our web functionality truly serves your needs, please send your suggestions, concerns, and questions to Sincerely,Jin KongThe American Legion Internet group
On Her Way To Fuqueen
Connecting to server... Looking for someone you can chat with. Hang on. You're now chatting with a random stranger. Say hi! Stranger: hi You: Hi Stranger: how are you? You: Can I watch your mom fuck your dog? Stranger: yes Stranger: but only if you're a girl You: Fucking A! I finally found someone who'll let me watch. You: I'm a chick, yes. Stranger: i don't think so Stranger: you are so.... male You: So females can't be vulgar? Stranger: nope You: Shows what you know. Stranger: you are a girl? You: Yes Stranger: okay You: At least last time I checked. Stranger: gimme your msn and prove it You: I don't have msn. You: Stranger: and how i must show you my dog? You: My profile. You: That's me.
The Graduate
 My friend Mark and I had discussion not to long ago, he was going thru some pretty deep stuff with his family, the discussion was about when shitty things happen, how they happen in 3's or whatever karma is dealing you, how there is always an exclamation point on the events, how they start out small, lost your keys or maybe you were late for work, then the next  thing is a little worse, found your keys and locked them in the car, then worse... you get into your car and then on the way home it runs out of gas 10 miles from anywhere that has gas, and even worse after your walk to the gas station and 10.00 deposit on the red container, you find a ticket on your wind sheild, all to get it home and wake up in the morning to a flat tire.... You laugh it off put on the spare do your thing seems like everything is okay nothing bad and then the next day you learn your car has been repoed because someone hacked your bank account online and no payments had been getting thru and of course you ign
Erotica 3
Cara sits in the bar minding her own business. Before her rests a Bloody Mary, so close yet so far away from what she truly desires. Dressed in red leather she stands out in this dusty, good-old-boys bar. Her body thin, her hair raven, and her complexion pale. The table she sits at is hers alone. Not even the toughest redneck can fail to feel the power of the night that burns from her very skin. She lifts her head and looks around for a likely mark. She needs someone to fill the empty, yawning void inside her tonight. She gives a mirthless laugh to herself remembering how glamorous she thought being a vampire would be. A man walks in and looks carefully around as if searching for someone special. She appreciates the way his jeans hug his legs, and the flex of muscle she cant help but notice under his tight, black t-shirt. Maybe the night just got a little brighter. She stands to reveal her full 5'9" frame, and walks slowly and sensually over to the door. Her body gives off a heat that
A Day To Remember- The Downfall Of Us All
Da da da de da da da Da da da de da da da Let's go It's not easy making a name for yourself Where do you draw the line? I never thought I'd be in this far Let's have fun some and never change that for anyone Try not to miss me when I'm gone Oooh I sold my soul to the open road I'll live my life alone You won't find me in the same spot believe me I could never stop, my life's turned upside down Meet me out past the train tracks I'm leavin' and not coming back You're right and I was wrong This town will be the downfall of us all. I'm gonna need you to try to follow along. I did the best that I could to try to write you songs. Now go tell them we sold out, like we're the ones who changed. I write what I feel, I say what I mean You can't buy sincerity I sold my soul to the open road You won't find me in the same spot believe me I could never stop, my life's turned upside down Meet me out past the train tracks I'm leavin' and not coming back You're right and I was wrong This town w
True Meanings
This was sent to me from my best friend and sister... People come into your life for a reason, a season or a lifetime.When you know which one it is, you will know what to do for that person..When someone is in your life for a REASON, it is usually to meet a need youhave expressed.They have come to assist you through a difficulty, to provide you with guidanceand support,to aid you physically,  emotionally or spiritually. They may seem like a godsend and they are.They are there for the reason you need them to be.Then, without any wrongdoing on your part or at an inconvenient time,this person will  say or do something to bring the relationship to  an end.Sometimes they die. Sometimes they walk away.Sometimes they act up=20and force you to take a stand.What we must realize is that our need has been met, our desire fulfilled, theirwork is done.The prayer you sent up has been answered and now it is time to move on.Some people come into your life for a SEASON, because your turn has come tosh
To Love Or To Be Loved?
" To Love and be Loved is to feel the sun from both sides. (David Viscott) Do you prefer to Love or be Loved? It sounds like a relatively simple question. It isn’t. Think about it. Ponder it. Dig deep. Initial reaction is to respond with “a bit of each,” but that doesn’t count. It’s cheating. As humans, we have an inherent nature to do both, but I can guarantee that if you spend enough time in introspection you will discover that your preference does indeed lean in one direction or the other. To Love? To be Loved?In order to answer the question honestly and with reflection you may find it necessary to do a little research or, at the very least, define Love as you know it. We are bombarded by sources of information daily, hourly, minute-by-minute in our society that claim what Love is and what it can be for you and how to find it. Do me a favor. Pay close attention. Don’t allow yourself to be led astray. Even my favorite location for word knowledge,
Mother's Day
On this mother's day celibrate the joy that is mother's day, always remember you only ever get one mother, she carries you through all the times when things go wrong, there is no love like a mother's love for her son or daughter, and when she tell's you she loves you she really does mean it, and for all those who's mom is no longer there for them as mine is for me remember she is still looking after you from heaven and telling our lord how proud she is of you and she loves you so very very much..
Getting Over Nothing.....
I have been "Bitter party of one?" for about a week or so now, and I realized today, that I have been that way for absolutely nothing Someone I thought, I was maybe..and I stress the maybe serious like with, more or less gave me the boot cuz I couldn't have kids. Personally I think he was being a chicken shit and couldn't just fess up that he has found someone new. I mean, if I woulda been the one who was declaring "love and affection" to this person, and being first to admit it...maybe then I could say okay I was being wrong on many levels....but the more I sit back and think on it? I wasn't the one who was not in touch with reality or the truth.  He just broke up with his girlfriend, of whom he lived and still lives with, only to turn around and find himself in  "love" with me...can we say REBOUND!? I am not so shallow to not realize that all couples have their issuses...but I really felt it was just a rebound thing. He was telling people, we both knew, about his feelin
Thanks To all that have given me FU gifts and normal gifts also cherry bombing my albums and much more I appriciate it very much to all the real true friends, that has done soo much for me. this year will be my 3 rd year for me been on here since Oct of 2006. I have met a lot of nice people on here and have some very close friends that I have made thru the 3 years I have been on here. I do appriciate everything everyone has done for and I am eternally grateful for everyones love and friendship and I always try my best to get back to each and everyone that has come thru my page to show respect. Thank you again for everything you have done for me.
OK so today was the end of a year of pretty intense schooling.  We took our national board exams and luckily I can say I passed with flying colors.  No more school, no more paperwork, no more people looking over my shoulder at everything.  Tonight I tip the glass to all the other guys in class that passes as well.  Good job guys, Cheeers, and here's one for the team!
Salute For Me
13 May 2009
Go for your dreams!
What Happened?
there was a point recently where within myself all was clear there were still kinks but i felt healthy and clear and now i sit here and i feel as if i lost all semblence of who i am...i fought hard to overcome a depression that consumed me last year and it scares me to think its creeping back in and may possibly be much worse than the last time wish me luck in finding the serenity that freed me b4 because i fear this time it may not be so easy...
when i call he doesnt listen my eyes tearing the walls of the house answerd me he might never come back is it possible that love became so blind?? cant tell the good from bad?? the walls could tell but i couldnt i did ask the roses they start to cry the roses crying but not telling not telling where are you?? its enough enough being far away enough sorrow and apologies if i wasnt faithfull loyal the walls wouldnt tell wouldnt speak  enough ------------------------ W,B: far7an moussa
Our Kiss
Lip to lip. Hands are seeking. Arms enfolding. Face to face. Loving in the moment Letting life slip on without us Pain drops away. For us, The world hasn't stopped It ceases to exsist Everything is possible When we are standing. Lip to lip. Eye to eye. Arms enfolding. Face to face. We live a lifetime in each kiss.  
you know something so simple as a word can be so god damn complicated and painful, life is all about making mistakes to learn from them and grow into a better person, but how come it has to be so painful to try and deal with and over come i mean yeah it's not spose to be easy but gosh... i have delt with alot of this in the last few weeks and they are all starting to snow ball and headed down a huge long as hilla nd getting way out of control. how can you lvoe something so much and be told to just let go and move on, how can someone be so important to you and they get sick or hurt and we end up so powerless and unprepared? I sometimes wish my name were the true thing and i could just twinkle my nose and make all things bad good, and take all pain away. i guess i have to keep telling myself what my grandmother always told me "what doesn't kill you will only make you stonger" man it's hard to live with that some days...Life is taking many turns for me right now and i feel like the brakes
Lillian The Exorcist
So, once in awhile I get these dreams. The location always changes as do the people but I'm always an exorcist.  I'm not the type that watches "Scary" movies and goes to bed or anything like that.. so it amuses me that I would have dreams like this.  It's kind of cool sometimes when your in a totally different time period like the mining town but still. The down side of this is that when I wake up..I wake up physically and mentally exhausted like I've been battling something and it's pretty tiresome lol   So this is my strange blog about how I am a dream exorcist *shrugs*
Song On The Documentary For Farrah Fawsetts Story.
Melissa Etheridge- I RUN FOR LIFE! It's been years since they told her about it The darkness her body possessed And the scars are still there in the mirror Everyday that she gets herself dressed Though the pain is miles and miles behind her And the fear is now a docile beast If you ask her why she is still running She'll tell you it makes her complete [Chorus:] I run for hope I run to feel I run for the truth For all that is real I run for your mother, your sister, your wife I run for you and me, my friend I run for life It's a blur since they told me about it How the darkness had taken its toll And they cut into my skin and they cut into my body But they will never get a piece of my soul And now I'm still learning the lesson To awake when I hear the call And if you ask me why I am still running I'll tell you I run for us all [Chorus:] I run for hope I run to feel I run for the truth For all that is real I run for your mother your sister your wife I run for you and me my friend I r
has fu-fucked up? l deleted my account afew weeks ago...then l came across my deleted account..lm unable to log into the account but lve found that lm able to view the profile and my images. this is creepy has fuck its like lm there but lm not there lol..
Been waiting on a friend to log on for three days. Don't know what happened to him.    
18th May 2009
Don't be fooled into apologizing for someone else's behavior.
Last Thought Before Bed
i haven't changed my mind, but i change my sheets every night when i think of you.
Plus 44- Make You Smile
The last time I saw you, you turned away. I couldn't see you with the sun shining in my eyes. I said, 'Hello,' but you kept on walking. I'm going deaf from the sound of the freeway. The last time I saw you, you turned away. I couldn’t hear you with your voice ringing in my ears. Do you remember where we used to sleep at night? I couldn't feel you. You're always so far away. The first time I saw you, you turned away. I couldn't see you with the smoke getting in my eyes. I said, 'Hello,' but you kept on walking. I'm going deaf from the sound of the D.J. The first time I saw you, you turned away. I couldn't hear you with the noise ringing in my ears. Do you remember where we used to sleep at night? I couldn't feel you. You're always so far away. I don't, don't want to take you home. Please don't, don't make me sleep alone. If I could, I'd only wanna' make you smile. If you wanna' stay with me a while. The next time I see you, you'll turn away. I'll say, 'Hello,' but you'll keep
Lyrics I Likes
Will I wake up Is it a dream I made up No, I guess it's reality What will change us Or will we mess up Our only chance to connect With a dream Say a prayer for me I'm buried by the sound In a world of human wreckage I'm lost and I'm found I can't touch the ground I'm plowed into the sound
Bestmoviestar In (the Secretary) Hot Sex Storie
The SecretaryLet me tell you what happened to me at work about a month ago. I'm self-employed and have a small office primarily for telephone soliciting. I have three women working for me. Two of them work on a part-time basis a couple days a week and the third works full-time as my secretary and assistant. Well this story is about my secretary, Linda.Linda is a beautiful young lady of twenty-three years old. She really does not look that young. When she had told me her age I actually found it hard to believe. I've never seen such a gorgeous young woman before.She's an absolute knockout with her 5 foot 5 inch tall, petite body. She's got shoulder length strawberry blonde hair which is always perfect, that is to say, it is never out of place. And what a gorgeous face with a perfect complexion. There isn't a flaw on it. You could stare all day into her lovely blue eyes and never get tired of looking at her beauty.Linda's breasts are nothing more than average, about a thirty-six inch ches
Help Me Getsome Justice For This Torturedandmurdered 3 Yr Old Boy
Please Read and Sign in his Memory: 3 yr old brutally tortured and murdered         For His Memory Do you remember February 1993 in England , when a young boy of 3 was taken from a Liverpool shopping centre by two 10-year-old boys? Jamie Bulger walked away from his mother for only a second, Jon Venables took his hand and led him out of the mall with his friend Robert Thompson. They took Jamie on a walk for over 2 and a half miles, along the way stopping every now and again to torture the poor little boy who was crying constantly for his mummy. Finally they stopped at a railway track where they brutally kicked him, threw stones at him, rubbed paint in his eyes, pushed batteries up his anus and cut his fingers off with scissors. Other mutilations were inflicted but not reported in the press. Remember, a 3 year old cannot possibly defend themselves against a 10 year old, let alone of 2 them. What these two boys did was so horrendous that Jamie's mother was forbidden to iden
A Lovers Pact
The snow, so peaceful and serene,caressed by the soft moonlight,gave magical feelings to the night.The soft blue glow,the lovers' words that then did flow,their lips closer and closeruntil, locked in the throesof a passionate embrace,he decided to express his feelings,to keep her safe.He whispered softly,his words like music to her ears,"I Love You,"and her response the same,heard like the gentle breeze,"And I, love you, forever."That was the night they promisedto be together through everything,each to care for the other when old and gray.A lovers' pactthe most likely to last.
You Know You Wanna
So, I had a little bit of drama and hastily deleted my profile but thanks to a good friends conning, I've started over again. I was level 21 before I stupidly deleted my prof. So! How's about helping me level. Just rates and add's and I'll return all the love. =)   Thanks!
Yes I Am...
ill be a good slave and i do housework. im neat and will kiss your feet...if your into that if not ill work on up. own me today before im worth nothing and have a nervous breakdown....hhhhaaaaaaaaaaa...sorry love peace and a bottle of whatever!...xoxoxo
hey black dress moves in a blue movie graverobbers from outer space well, your pulmonary trembles in your outstretched arm tremble so wicked two inch nails micro waist with a pale white feline face inclination eyebrows to there mistress to the horror kid cemetary of the white love ghoul, well take off your shabby dress come and lay beside me come a little bit closer come a little bit closer come a little bit closer come a little bit closer to this vampira, vampira, vampira hey, hey, hey, hey, hey, hey, hey
"from Hell They Came"
In the night I hear their voices calling They seem to speak my name Glowin' bright I see the eyes of demons Reaching out beyond the grave And I... Think from Hell they came Oh! I... Think from Hell they came Dark the night Their cries so lonely Feel their need inside I can't fight This eternal longing Feast of flesh these ghouls tonight... And I... Think from Hell they came Oh! I... Think from Hell they came
Love Is A Motherfucker
you know ive always been a great man seriously im just a laid back man. im dave for those of you whodont know english and who are curious. ive lied cheated broke a womans heart. ive been in jail for 3 in a half months done a lot of stupid shit in my time. but now women are different. yeah were all human but women man will be married to a man have kids with a man but no matter what a man does no matter what she will always be confusing. i mean want this want that not this not that.  you make a mistake shell hound you like a raving psychotic and hold a grudge against your ass even on the smallest things. and when it comes to me personally im very hardheaded and stubborn and i dont like bullshit games. i want it real. but my point is you can win youll loose the battle of the sexes with all fucking women. man hells highway's the way out fellaz lmfao. mm i want kids and a marriage but fuck id go nutts i dont like to hit and beat women or kids and shit but still a women puts herself in a man
OK my ex for 7 years now has some how gotten into my yahoo account and deletedn everything on me. so if u were on my yahoo list then re add me and when i log back in ill add u.
Time To Play A Game~
Trisha's head was spinning. The last thing she remembered she was on her way home from work when suddenly everything just went blurry. Still trying to find her bearings she knew she was in unfamiliar surroundings. As far as she could make out she was in some sort of workshop. There were some tables and figures and also a large television screen of some sorts but her vision was still too fuzzy to see anything clearly. She tried to sit up to get a better view but couldn't, her wrists and ankles had been shackled to the table. This wasn't her main concern though as she the realisation hit her that she was naked, not only that but she felt something pressing against her pussy. The shock of this caused her mind to clarify almost instantaneously and the full scale of her predicament hit her. She was indeed bound naked to a worktable and there was some large device by her feet from which protruded a phallus shaped shaft, which extended to the entrance of her pussy. Despite her limited movemen
A WIFE'S REQUESTI was sitting alone in one of those loud, casual steak houses that you find all over the country.You know the type--a bucket of peanuts on every table, shellslittering the floor, and a bunch of perky college kids racing around withlong neck beers and sizzling platters.Taking a sip of my iced tea, I studied the crowd over the rim of myglass. My gaze lingered on a group enjoying their meal.They wore no uniform to identify their branch of service, but theywere definitely "mil itary:" clean shaven, cropped haircut, and that "squaredaway" look that comes with pride.Smiling sadly, I glanced across my table to the empty seat where myhusband usually sat.It had only been a few months since we sat in this very booth, talkingabout his upcoming deployment to the Middle East.That was when he made me promise to get a sitter for the kids, comeback to this restaurant once a month and treat myself to a nice steak.In turn he would treasure the thought of me being here, thinking abouthim
A Life Of Happiness
Walking barefoot on a secluded beachAdoring the flat calm seaFor your hand I gently reachAnd we stroll contentedly.On a bench overlooking the beautiful bayWe eat fish and chips for lunchWild flowers along the clifftop swayAnd I pick you a bunch.Making plans for our life togetherLost in a world of our ownIt seems we have waited almost foreverBut at last we are alone. We don't ask much from the life we're livingJust love and devotion, passion and careDelighting in both taking and givingWorking hard on the relationship we share.Contented sighs and heavenly kissingOur path of life is clearly definedWe have found what we've been missingNow and forever you are mine.Oh I know we'll share life's tormentsWe'll have drama's too I guessBut I also know that this is the momentAnd we'll share a life of happiness.
R. Kelly - You Saved Me
This song really inspired me when I was going through hard times when I was trying to pass college.  God saved me and I thank Him for helping me through those times and getting me through college and helping me graduate in 2005.  And I know that God will help me get a job. "U Saved Me"I was riding in my car one dayIn the express lane rollin on the freewayAnd suddenly the phone rings then IReached down beside me then i lookOn the floor felt on the backseatSee I was drinking while I was drivingNever thinking bout what I was doingI turned around and before i knew itHere comes this truck nowDoctor said don't think he gonna make itFamily said make the funeral arrangementsUnplug the machine he's gone now Then told my wife to be strong nowThen a small voice said told meIf you promise to stop drinkingI surrendered on that dayNow for ten years i've been straightYou saved me [4x]Gave me a second chanceYou saved me [3x]You saved meNow i've been sitting in this chairWaiting on the phone to ring
I called my 2 brothers, and my sister in Michigan today, I live in Texas now, to hear how they are doing with themselves, and thier families, and wish them a happy memorial day.It made me think about this day, Memorial Day,and the happiness I feel is about the freedom I have from the soldiers, and my Dad was a soldier in the Korean War, that fought so hard for us for. God I thank them so very much for thier honor to our country, and my Dad too. He pasted away 8 months before I moved to Texas, and I have his military flag, in a case hanging over my computer desk, with a picture of him under it. I also have a tattoo on my right arm I had done in his honor.It will be my primary picture for a couple days so you can see it.I thank all of our men, and women that have protected our country, and my Dad, I love you, and I miss you, Pete
For Our Veterans Take a moment, remember those that gave their lives. Just don't let it stop there...take a moment to Thank the Men and Women that served, or are serving our Country. They deserve our Thanks, our respect. They deserve to be treated with honor. Think about it, the job they're's one of the most generous, selfless acts. They do what our Commander-In-Chief asks them to do, without hesitation or reservation. Some have paid the ultimate price. Our Service Members that make it home can have scars, some visible, some not. They're here, they made it home. We need to make sure we let them know exactly how happy and proud we are that they're here. I know I am, so my children and I would like to say Thank You for what you've done for us, for our Country. It just doesn't seem like enough, but Thank You.
well i guess its interesting in life. i sit everyday in pain. Yea i go out do things try to keep my mind off it but in the end...its always in my head. Ive come to the realization that i hate who and what i was in life. I caused a lot of people pain...including someoen really important. I look back and wonder why...why did i live like that. Its because i was scared...scared of life itself...i wish i could go back and change things but i cant and i know this. but i cant even make em better either. I hate the feeling i feel everyday. I hate the pain i feel eveery day. I live life opposite of what everyone believes and thinks you should. society says you have to act and talk a certain way...but why...cause its normal for some people...normal is only what a person believes is normal. I sit andwatch the world go by and shake my head. I see so many people doing things and never understanding what they have. I was one ofthem. I took for granted the thigns i did have and wish i never did. Now
Thank God For Cell Phones
if I weren't for his cell phone..i would be at my house right now, planning supper and cleaning up the place, counting down the hours til he comes home. if it weren't for his cell phone, I'd probably still look like a complete fucking idiot who believes every word that has ever come out of his mouth. its female intuition. you can't beat it, hide from it, run from it, or ignore it. I opened that shit up real quick as soon as the water turned on and the shower started running. " you're fuckin sexy" "i see u still can't take a compliment" "love you babe." "i wanna work out again but I don't want to make ur boyfriend look bad." HELLO? WTF? yeah.. those weren't to me. This chick was all over his nuts, talkin bout "im outta class babe. love you." "i wanna be with u soo bad." FUCK THAT! this is the 3rd chick this year. I must be an idiot. he don't come home til 8am.. sent a pic of this chick naked to the owner of our place and asked the owner, "how would u feel if u
1000 Miles Apart
The Pain of doing this hurts me a lot,But the Love I have for you hurts me moreThe distance between us is nothing,Just a little obstacle for us to climb. I wish I could be there for you,To cuddle you at nights.To kiss you on the lips.To hold you when you’re sad. But since I can’t be there right now.I’ve got to let you go.My brain tells me not to,My heart knows you’ll come back Though our ages are young,Our past relationships bad.Deep down I know,We’re the best we’ve ever had. I’m sorry for moving so fast,I feel really bad,Your in no hurry to grow up.But I’m holding out my hand. I hope you’ll come back soon,When you realize what you have,One woman that deeply loves you,It’s your baby…im hereAnd I’m waiting for you…
27th May 2009
Join your heart, soul and mind to your desires.
lil fact about me e been purposed to 6 times in real life....and these were my reactions. 1.ummm we are till in high school,how did u afford that ring? 2.iam 15 n your 32,its not legal 3.we just got done haven sex get off ur knee ur not thinking clearly. 4.we have only known each other for 2 months isnt this a lil soon?ask me again n a year. 5.are you serious? 6.oh no...then i said yes (but i broke it off 2 months later) lol i have lots of pretty engagement rings for sale if ur interested!
That Guy . . .
the guy i like is blind   and i have came to realize that no matter how hard i try its never going to be quiet good enough not now not then and not ever     i realized no matter how many times i pick up that phone and tell him its all going to be ok
To Kill The Pain. . .
I'd drink to kill the pain  but I know when I sobered up  it would still be there  I'd smoke to ease my heart  But trust me it would hurt just as bad when I came to Drugs are tempting But not worth getting hooked on  And throughing the rest of my life away So I choose to deal with my pain  There's no point in running
Just bc my name has the word P3nis in it doesnt make me a slut! I dont want to cam with you or get you off! I just like the name. The other girl goin around with my name is NOT ME! I'm The Original! P.S. I AM seeing someone and we ARE ENGAGED! So Sorry to anyone I used to talk to, we had fun and always remember me!! And FUCK OFF to anyone who's TRYIN to get with me!! I apparently DONT want you! LOL! On here for FRIENDS! Please and Thank You! Have a GREAT DAY! *Kkisses*!If you want a Friend add, you have to be at LEAST a level 5 with at LEAST 5 pics of YOU in your folders!!!!Rebel Flag Pics? DONT EVEN BOTHER TO ASK ME! I dont care how much you say that it's "heritage not hate" it is STILL a hate symbol to me! ANYTHING that is associated with and/or a symbol of the discirmination, stifling, suppression and/or repression of the African American people --or ANY minority-- is an abomination to me! Also, please, if you bash Obama in your pics or on your profile, then pls DONT friend request
I sat in the chair with my palms pressed against the top of my thighs. I was wearing a skirt that hugged my full ass. If I were standing up the skirt would have come to my mid thigh. A black stretchy tank top covered my lace demi bra. I was not skinny girl; I came with curves, Full double D breasts and a round ass. He was a mystery."You may move your hands now, but only touch your thighs." I slowly began to rub my thighs. Soft caresses and then with more pressure to indicated my desire for more."Move your hand up, and rub your belly."Slowly my hand traveled up my hipbone to my belly, above my pussy and below my breasts."Use both hands."My hands pulled away from the center to my sides then back again, each time increasing my arousal. I could feel my clit swell and my panties become moist, and even though I couldn't touch my nipples, I knew they were hard."Such beautiful breasts. Touch them, but do not touch the nipples."My finger tips traced the sides and up around the swell of my breas
A Husband?
A Husband...      A husband should beLoyal and honestA husband should beStrong and protectiveA husband should be Loving and romanticA husband should be Patient and understandingA husband should knowWhen enough is enoughA husband should know When to fight and when to cryA husband should knowall your goals and dreamsA husband should knowyour strengths and well as your weaknessesA husband needs to be a true manA husband needs to love you unconditionallyA husband needs to know your heart is forever his
Updates On Numbers And Friends
Humanitarian Effortspost date:2007-07-20 22:50:21I'm never going to do as much as I'd like to. I'm never going to take away the pain. Its an impossible task. But maybe, if I give one moment of surcease, that will be the moment that somebody will look back on and hold on to. So this is the story of 666. Some people are sensative to it. I used to be. I'm not anymore. I fully acknowledge the forces of emptiness and their need to feed. Its not scary, its just part of life. I had it in my power today to take that number out of a person's life. It cost me a bit of my own money, but who am I to step back from an easy fix? People want so much to be in control. How can you be in control if you can't identify the enemy? How soothing is it to find a mere number to fear? I fear for my friend. My very best friend. Doctors don't know whats wrong with her. There is no number to cower from. There's only pathology and testing. I'm sure an excellent mathmatician would be able to boil down all the pr
598k To Henchman
Owners Manual Part5
I had just had an orgasm without my Master permission. I had watched my daughter be ravaged my Master's many male slaves for hours and I was aroused. His rough ministrations of my body were more than I could resist, but to my Master this no excuse. I was quickly hosed off and a thick leather belt was placed around my waist. There were several rings fastened around the belt. My wrist and ankle cuffs were returned and tightened. As I had been since we left port I was naked and exposed for all the guests and crew to see. My belt was clamped to the rigging and I was hoisted up on the bow of the yacht. I was lowered below the sprit and eased onto a large phallus that protruded from the front of the boat. My belt was cinched to the sprit and my arms were raised above my head and lashed to the sprit. I now resembled the mermaid figures that were seen on many older sailing vessels. My weight was primarily held by my wrists and the belt around my waist, but I was forced to ride the thick cock-l
In my heart, there is a place that only u can reach.... In my heart, there is a feeling of trust & the security that u always want the best for me. In my heart, there is the knowledge that I can turn to u with my greatest hopes & deepest fears. In my heart, there is a child like happiness knowing that whether I'm silly or serious, frowning or smiling, happy or mad, u'll always love me. In my heart, & in my soul, there is deepest joy & truest contentment for all I could ever want is what I have with u.  
31rst May 2009
Making others feel good will give you more of what you need.
Im still a lil worryed about how life is going to be... not really use to moving this much and not use to not being around my friends and family... i wish i knew how to handle all of this and i wish i new how to be married... its a lil confusing... i have never hade a relation ship like this were i can trus him and not worry about every move he makes... even tho i know i dont have to worry i still do and my mind trys to come up with shit that makes no cents... im trying to controll my thoughts and lisen to my heart cuz i think that my heart knows best...
When We Want And Want, But Just Don’t Receive
  I've had a bit of a rough day and although I'm not sure that posting my feelings about anything will really make me feel better, I sometimes need to remind myself about gratitude.  Hope you enjoy it. ~Mari   When We Want and Want, But Just Don't Receive   "Want is a growing giant whom the coat of have was never large enough to cover..." ~Ralph Waldo Emerson   Recently, I have been thinking and talking a lot about gratitude. It seems that so many of us want more than what we have.  It's not that we aren't happy with what we already have in our lives, we just want more.  We want a better relationship, we want more money, we want a bigger house, we want, we want, we want.   But what about being thankful for what we already have?   A few months ago, I received a Gratitude Journal as a gift from The Secret.  The journal is encased in a beautiful heavy leather, tri-fold binder. I really liked it because it had a private, secret feel to it.  Like what I wrote would be just be
97 Per Cent
When I look into your eyesI see that something has been left behindthrough the smiles and gentle kissesI see a heart still longinga touch left unfulfilleda kiss that is vapor to the wind I'm ninety-seven percent of what you needinches away from being completeI could be your everythingyour only wishyour only dreamif only I weren't so humanand so bound within myself But instead I'm ninety-seven percentleaving love unfulfilledand dreams untouchedjust an imperfect handgrasping at perfectionwatching as you drift to the horizonwith your sliver of emptiness eating you awayseeking perfection with longing eyesleaving me behind with every step you take I know it's only time until you're gonethe quest for completion pulling you awayleaving my only dream shatteredmy everything goneand the ninety-seven percent of what I was destroyedToo imperfect to be immortaland not enough to be your one true lovejust inches away from keeping youbut miles away from feeling your embrace I can only watch as you
Well, this past Friday was my graduatiom! Man, did I ever have fun. I cried, my mom cried.....HELL everybody cried I think! Plus TONS of pictures were taken by every graduates family. I bought two disposalable cameras Friday morning so I could take as many pictures as possible. And that I did. A few days before graduation, I got a big surprise from my mom. She bought me a graduation balloon and a dozen mini roses. It shocked me so much that I cried when I saw them. Everyone I know is so proud of me for getting my GED. My sister is envious of me. Me and her were always incompetition with each other. But anyway, I will have pictures up in a few days of everything. Even pictures from me getting ready for graduation. Well, until then fu-friends. Take care. Rayne
Banking - The Whole Truth
First published in the British humor magazine "Punch" on April 3, 1957: Q: What are banks for? A: To make money. Q: For the customers? A: For the banks. Q: Why doesn't bank advertising mention this? A: It would not be in good taste. But it is mentioned by implication in references to reserves of $249,000,000,000 or thereabouts. That is the money they have made. Q: Out of the customers? A: I suppose so. Q: They also mention Assets of $500,000,000,000 or thereabouts. Have they made that too? A: Not exactly. That is the money they use to make money. Q: I see. And they keep it in a safe somewhere? A: Not at all. They lend it to customers. Q: Then they haven't got it? A: No. Q: Then how is it Assets? A: They maintain that it would be if they got it back. Q: But they must have some money in a safe somewhere? A: Yes, usually $500,000,000,000 or thereabouts. This is called Liabilities. Q: But if they've got it, how can they be liable for
Im Sorry
sorry i'm if i'm not pretty enough to be "Your girl"I'm sorry that I don't want to have sex every minute of the day.I'm sorry that I'm not a playboy bunny so I can act like a pornstar for you.I'm sorry if I don't have a dream body that turns you on.I'm sorry if I won't drop down to my knees to get you to like me.I'm sorry if my hair isn't long enough.I'm sorry if I'm not the "hottest" girl you've ever seen.I'm sorry if loving you isn't enough.I'm sorry if being your friend through thick and thin makes no difference.I'm sorry that I try my best to get you to like me but, then get hurt.But most of all; I'm sorry that most guys can't accept a girl for who they really are.and I'm sorry that most guys will read this and post it and may agree with it but after 5 minutes they forget about it and do the same thing all over again. GUYS! Just think about it, about how you treat girls. You treat them like crap & all they want to do is be loved by you. Think about it.If you're a girl and you agree
Deepest Disire
When you have friendship and are still missing something, where do you turn;Everyone around you shows their concern.Yet no one has asked what is wrong;As each day goes by you keep whispering to yourself stay strong.The touch of passion in ones life can bring them alive;This making them shine and in everything they do greatness is what they strive.Life is a funny thing you can not predict it and you never know when it will end;To find a loving person that you can open up to and that listens intently so they can comprehend.Its not about the money spent, little things, or even sex;It happens to be the passion that each of us projects.The smile the person brings;The song that they make your heart sing.When you think of this person day and night;Their presence in your life bringing much exciteTo have friendship, sex, and kindness with one another is great;To have undying passion in a relationship is finding your true mate.
If You Aint Somthing Here Your Nuttin.
I think I'm starting to get how things work. Everyone has there price nobody is who they say they are. It's weird ya know I think I grow older and wiser and I can spot this comming but I seem to fall for it. I'm in a huge rut. Things aint fun anymore and I dunno what in the world I can do to take myself out of this funk that I have been in. Being here is nice but lonly. If you not a hot chick or a semi cute chick hell if your not a chick period you just another person who is just used to get people to fill there fuckin rooms. I dunno what this life has for me but I don't wanna be a seat filler. Meh It's late and I'm to grumpy to deal with people. I may not have to many friends hell I really don't have any friends but I sure could use some. The less I spend on the net the more I can get out my life. Maybe I should just smash my laptop and never sign back on again.~x
What To Do?
How do you know when the flame is gone? We have been married 4 years this month and it seems like there is nothing there no more. It seems like I am just another guy in her life now. When she comes to bed at god knows what time. she just lays down on the far end of the bed with her back to me. Almost like is doesn't want to be there. Then there is her "friend" we will call him "bob". She tells him stuff that i have never heard. She has never told me, and this are out of a email from her to him, "I cant tell you how happy my heart gets when I see your name on the phone", "I think about you nonstop and talk about you more than ever", "You are the first thing that pops into my mind when I open my eyes in the morning, you are the only one that hangs out there all day and you are the last face I see when I close my eyes at night to go to sleep", "I love being in love with you. Everything about you excites me", "You stole my heart away when we met a yr ago and piece by piece I was tryin to g
Number 2
So I had just recently been promoted to director of marketing after 4 years with the company and found myself in route to the annual analysis meeting at home office.  This was my first visit to our NY city headquarters and I was feeling anxious about meeting our CEO and president not knowing what to expect. After all we are talking about men who make well over 100 million a year and have seen it all.  After landing I found my way quickly to my destination and found myself waiting in the executive lounge with several other colleagues that I recognized from years of repetitive conference meetings. Taking a deep breath I knew this was going to be another long boring seminar on expectations and improving profitability but at least I was in NYC and could spend the next day or two exploring the city.  Minutes latter we were being summoned into the executive conference room which was absolutely extravagant with an expansive black marble table in the center of the room . Surprisingly the light
One Heart
It’s like standing in the middle of a field with no trees no animals no one Though the grass is green and lush Though the sky is blue the air is warm smelling of sweet scents and life is good It’s empty hollow every sound I make echoes off invisible walls It’s lonely here lonely without you it only takes one person to fill this vast space one body to warm the coldest nights one pair of eyes and hands to remind me it’s all ok it’s ok to be alone it’s ok to cry It only takes one heart to fill this space with joy as long as that heart is yours love only if it’s yours
While I don't seem to fit in with this crowd, I was invited here by a friend. I have only recently begun to get involved with this group. I have met some very pleasant, charming, individuals. While I am no prude, I am neither an "open relationship" person either. There is a matter of decorum to be maintained. Please forgive me, but I am just establishing some ground rules here. IF you become my friend, you are my friend. Not a cyber fuck buddy if you are female, nor are you just a piece of meat, or another notch in my belt. I WILL treat you with respect, and, in doing so, I EXPECT the same in return. I don't ask for it, I DEMAND it because I automatically give that to you. Also, you should know this about me. I will NOT lie to you, nor will I try to seduce you (female of course). I will be your online friend. If you're male, I would welcome some male friends. I don't get into pissing contests, keeping up with the Joneses-So to speak, or get into, "who has the bigger dick" contest. Nor
What Is Paganism?
A brief introduction Paganism is a spiritual way of life which has its roots in the ancient nature religions of the world. It is principally rooted in the old religions of Europe, though some adherents also find great worth in the indigenous beliefs of other countries. Such belief in the sacredness of all things can be found world-wide. Pagans see this as their heritage, and retain the beliefs and values of their ancestors in forms adapted to suit modern life. We celebrate the sanctity of Nature, revering the Divine in all things; the vast, unknowable spirit that runs through the universe, both seen and unseen. Pagans honour the Divine in all its aspects, whether male or female, as parts of the sacred whole. Every man and woman is, to a Pagan, a beautiful and unique being. Children are loved and honoured and there is a strong sense of community. The woods and open spaces of the land, home to wild animals and birds, are cherished. Paganism stresses personal spiritual experience, and P
Well.. here I am.  I decided to have some fun and become a FUBAR girl.  I love the ladies.. but don't mind a stray boy every now and then. Check me out.. and I'll do the same!  Ohh.. and if you ever run into me a bar, don't be afraid to ask me to get FUBAR'd with you!!!
Things To Remember When Wearing Black
Black is a favorite among men when it comes to dressing up.  Each person has his or her own reason for choosing the color over others.  But whatever the reason, wearing black always entails having things to remember, after all, even if black is easy to mix and match with other colors, there are still combinations that you have to steer away from.When choosing a black ensemble, it is sometimes better to go with wool than cotton.  The reason for this is the fact that wool holds dye better than plain cotton.  What this means is that a black cotton shirt will fade faster than a black wool shirt.  This is one thing that you should remember especially when in the market for a black shirt or pants that will last a long time.If you really want to go with cotton and you still want it to last a long time, go for those clothing with a mix of Lycra.  The synthetic fiber is also retains dye more satisfactorily than plain cotton.  Regarding the fastness of dye and the ability of the cloth to hold dy
Waiting ...
i close my eyes and lay down to the sweetness of slumber ... i cant sleep for thoughts of you slipping into my eyes behind the closed lids ....i see ur smile and ur face dances be4 me .....i dream of ur hands on my hips and my body is awake in an instant .... i hear u whisper into my heart .... i touch where ur mouth has been and soon im alive with the feel of ur lips ... mouth parting and small sounds of pleasure escape into the dark room ... all alone but so close to u in my soul .... i touch my most private places and as the tips of mounds harden and a distict wetness over comes me .... the want of u ... the need of ur hardness against my unique curves ... i feel the ache as i climb higher .. swirling excitement as i moan out ur name in the heat of passion ..... i sucumb to the sensations and remember how it felt to feel u drive into me .... how u pulled my hair and i looked up at u .. look at u from over my shoulder .... begged for more ... never wanting that moment to end ....the
Do You Dare?
  Do you dare? Dare to dream Dream of a place A place so great Great enough to heal Heal a heart A heart that has been broken Broken by you You hurt it so deep Deeper then a dream A dream that dared Dared to dream
  Drawn The ticking of the second hand ceases, At just the sound of your voice. The dark clouds halt, in the midst of a night sky. I close my eyes and you appear. Your chiseled cheekbones content. The depth of your eyes intensely gazing into mine. Your lips so soft, gentle, yet passionate, strong. The purity of your tender skin, Against a backdrop of the blaze of your emotion raging fervently. No wind blows; Cricket silence; The relentless beating of my heart, A fixation to illustrate my addiction - the rhythm of obsession. The moon held captive, by a gridiron of midnight glitter. I am entranced, Enthralled in your aura. You consume every part of me - Heart, Mind, Body, Spirit, Soul. As Sun draws Earth into orbit, Holds her close, gravitational pull; I am drawn to you, My Sun, The center of my world. No chains to bind, The simple need to just exist.  
Deep down where there is none left. Half empty on a tank of breath. Feelin less & less n downed each day. Lost & can't find my way hopin/lookin for that person to stay. Listen to what i have to say not just go over me. It's such a tragedy how one has to be. When one goes through things he has to endure. It's only pain for more. For whatever else is in store. I am only me not only one myself. Seemin how less I can help or go on for one to be. No one really seems. All that life was a matter was only a dream. Watch as the blood streams looks into the vanilla cream sun light. Lookin at all that is not right my life is not me i'm not one to be or one to see through the glass mirrorly. Everything's unjudgely all i can say is why why why me This is not my way to live this is not what i give this is not how it is this is not how it goes this is not how i know this is not what it shows. This is not Me!
Property Part3
"Please can I cum?" she begged, kissing the top of my shoe. She was on her hands and knees, her big ass in the air, whimpering at my feet."You are so adorable when you beg, pig," I chuckled, ruffling her hair with my free hand. I had a cigarette in the other hand, and the ash was getting long. "Open wide."She tilted her head up to look at me, and with a grimace opened her mouth. I tapped my ash off on her tongue. Her eyes got watery."Quit being such a baby. I didn't burn you, did I?"She shook her head. Her hair bounced off her cheeks."Do you want me to have to get up and go get an ashtray?"She shook her head again, eyes still tearing up. Now her red lipstick was smeared with gray ash."So what is your problem, crybaby?"Thank you for using me as your ashtray, Sir.""You don't seem really thankful," I said slowly. "Now what were you saying about cumming?""Well, Sir..." she stuttered. "Last night you told me you would make me cum if I... if I...""If you what, pig?" I sighed, acting ignorant
Judge Me
Judge Me Silence,Rains upon me,As to not even a breeze,Blows my way.My thoughts eat away,Devouring all that I am,Gormandizing until there is,No more.How dare you,Force me to feel,Force me to think,Of all your thoughts.You have much nerve,To think that I bow down,Before all of your importance,Before all of your damned opinions.How dare you judge me,For things I can't help,How dare you judge me,When even I haven't judged myself.
Project, In Making
 When doth the winged angel of sorrowbring unto me the tale of death?Yesterday, today and all of tomorrowEchoes within my cold lonliness.No time have I for comforting grief,No meaning hath life for me..My love dreams on in an endless sleepWhile I drown in a tearless sea.
Military Comeback
OH  YEAH!  Love This Comeback !!!!!     One of my sons serves  in the military. He is still stateside, here in  California  . He called me yesterday to let me know how warm and welcoming people were to him and his troops everywhere he goes, telling me how people shake their hands and thank them for being willing to serve and fight for not only our own freedoms,  but so that others may have them also.  But he also told me about an incident in the grocery store he stopped at yesterday on his way home from the base.. He said that ahead of several people in front of him stood a woman dressed in a burkha. 
just wanted everyone on here to know my husband is this super sexy man on here with being on fubar to talk to desperate people like urselfs...... it makes him feel like a real man or something...just like u im asking what am i not doing right to keep him happy at home....i guess i will never really know since he tells me i do every thing right and great for him, that hes just stupid and likes to act like an ass.
January 200923 - St. Paul, MN - Xcel Energy Center24 - Kansas City, MO - Sprint Center25 - Council Bluffs, IA - Mid America Center27 - Madison, WI - Alliant Energy Center28 - Des Moines, IA - Wells Fargo Arena30 - Rosemont, IL - Allstate Arena31 - Auburn Hills, MI - The Palace of Auburn HillsFebruary 20092 - Peoria, IL - Peoria Civic Center3 - Indianapolis, IN - Pepsi Coliseum5 - New York, NY - Madison Square Garden6 - Lowell, MA - Tsongas Arena7 - Camden, NJ - Susquehanna Bank Center9 - Greensboro, NC - Greensboro Coliseum Complex10 - Charlotte, NC - Cricket Arena11 - Greenville, SC - Bi-Lo Center13 - Baltimore, MD - 1st Mariner Arena14 - Lexington, KY - Rupp Arena15 - Nashville, TN - Sommet Center17 - Duluth, GA - Gwinnett Center18 - Orlando, FL - UCF Arena19 - Pensacola, FL - Pensacola Civic Center21 - Corpus Christi, TX - Concrete Street Amphitheater22 - Grand Prairie, TX - Nokia Theatre23 - Tulsa, OK - BOK Center26 - Houston, TX - Verizon Wireless Theater28 - El Paso, TX - El Paso
Luke Bryan, Do I
Baby, what are we becomingIt feels just like we're always runningRollin' through the motions every dayI could lean in to hold youOr act like I don't even know youSeems like you could care less either wayWhat happened to that girl I used to knowI just want us back to the way we were beforeChorus:Do I turn you on at all when I kiss you, babyDoes the sight of me wanting you drive you crazyDo I have your love, am I still enoughTell me don't I, or tell me do I, babyGive you everything that you ever wantedWould you rather just turn away and leave me lonelyDo I just need to give up and get on with my lifeBaby, do I?Remember when we didn't have nothin'But a perfect, simple kind of lovin'Baby, those sure were the daysThere was a time our love ran wild and freeNow I'm second guessing everything I seeDo I turn you on at all when I kiss you, babyDoes the sight of me wanting you drive you crazyDo I have your love, am I still enoughTell me don't I, or tell me do I, babyGive you everyth
Just Venting
My life seems to be one wild ride, up then down.  Unfortuneately, now it is in a downward spiral.  I have more on my plate than I can handle and it is taken its toll.  My son needs surgery and he has no insurance.  My oldest daughter is also unemployed and no one is hiring in her line of work, architecture. My youngest daughter is working but just had a break up with her boyfriend.  Maybe just a break,but she is down.  I am the only parent they have left and wish I could do more to ease their burdens. My personal life seems to be in the crapper as well.  I have no job and no prospects.  My love life is so damn confusing that I am not sure I have one.  I wish I could be less sensitive and just go out and have a good time without getting involved.  I just cant do it.  I always care too much.  Its no wonder I am so stressed, but it is nobody's fault but my own.  If I sound like I am bitching, I am not, I am just saying what is on my mind. Life is just giving me a lot of lemons and I jus
Interesting Letter
I got a letter today from someone whose last name I didn't not recognize from a town in Kansas that I've never heard of. I thought it might be garbage, but I opened it. I sat there in shock as I read the words from an old roommate and friend of mine from L.A. that I haven't seen since 1993. She said she found an address (and my married name somehow), but no phone number.  How cool is that?!?!?   Who knew the internet was good for something. :O    
For John Maloney
thank you for the friendship john! hugsss,
The Preceeding
THE PRECEEDING OF DOCUMENT X: DOCUMENT TWO(2) OF TWO(2)                              "THE GRANDEST OF ENEMY"                                 -By General McGruder- As you were reading the latter document, I was explaining the finer details of what repressed us as human beings. Now, the concept of leaving the material world is nearly impossible to fathom at this point in time- By now, it's the only thing people know how to do. It's the easiest form of living, and life, and it's the most commonly travelled road, from any ethnic background. The select gentlemen knew that the tables would turn this way, and catalogued it, so future generations of leaders could refine these plans to benefit themselves. There are some basic facts that should be explained before we go further- -There is no such thing as Terrorism. The few people referred to radical terrorists, insurgents, Al-Qaeda, etc, etc are nothing more than people trying to fight for what's left of their homelands.They use terminolo
Into The Ocean-blue October
I'm just a normal boy That sank when I fell overboard My ship would leave the country But I'd rather swim ashore Without a life vest I'd be stuck again Wish I was much more masculine Maybe then I could learn to swim Like 'fourteen miles away Now floating up and down I spin, colliding into sound Like whales beneath me diving down I'm sinking to the bottom of my Everything that freaks me out The lighthouse beam has just run out I'm cold as cold as cold as can be Be I want to swim away but don't know how Sometimes it feels just like I'm fallin in the ocean Let the waves up take me down Let the hurricane set in motion, yeah Let the rain of what I feel right now, come down Let the rain come down Where is the coastguard I keep looking each direction For a spotlight, give me something I need something for protection Maybe flotsam junk will do just fine The jetsam sunk, I'm left behind I'm treading for my life believe me (How can I keep up this breathing) Not knowing how to
In The Dark
There are times when I’m inconsolable when the world around me becomes too much and my demons come out to feast on me again There are times when I’m hopeless when I’m too lost to return home and I don’t need your comforting touch I just need to be left alone to sit quietly in the dark Don’t offer me a friendly hand nor a tender embrace of love Just let me surround myself with shadows and let my troubles eat me whole Don’t try to save me when I can’t be saved and keep your tender words for another day a day when the tides of my heart have changed and my soul flows the other way But until that time remember that I love you and that you’re still the keeper of my heart but for the moment love is not my friend and your tender touch and sweetest smile are like poison to my aching soul So let me be Let me sit alone in the dark Let me find comfort in forgotten lusts Let me bandage my heart with solitude and dry my tears with time I know that y
Whiskey Lullaby
She put him out like the burnin 'end of a midnight cigarette But he never could get drunk enough to get her off his mind She broke his heart, he spent his whole life tryin 'to forget Until 'the night We watched him drink his pain away a little at a time He put that bottle to his head and pulled the trigger And finally drank away her memory Life is short but this time it was bigger Than the strength he had to get up off his knees We found him with his face down in the pillow With a note that said, "I'll love her till I die" The Angels sang a whiskey lullaby And when we buried him beneath the willow La la la la la la la, la la la la la la laa La la la la la la la, la la la la la la laa The rumors flew but nobody knew how much she blamed herself For years and years, she tried to hide the whiskey on her breath She finally drank her pain away a little at a time But she never could get drunk enough to get him off her mind Until 'the night Life is short but this time i
Hello all I need some friends. I am a mother so of 4 beautiful children, I am single. Although I am not looking for a commitment, if your nice I may let you peek at my webcam and nasty pics if I ever get any up here.   Willow
My Wife
Erica West McCurley, I Can't Wait Untill Were Married I Love You Oh So Much!!!!!!!!!
David Guetta Ft Kelly Rowland - When Love Takes Over - Official Video -(hq)- 2009
Are You Really That Cheap?
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My Comfort Zone
  my comfort zone I used to have a comfort zone where I knew I wouldn't fail. The same four walls and busywork were really more like jail. I longed so much to do the things I'd never done before, But stayed inside my comfort zone and paced the same old floor. I said it didn't matter that I wasn't doing much. I said I didn't care for things like commission checks and such. I claimed to be so busy with the things inside the zone, But deep inside I longed for something special of my own. I couldn't let my life go by just watching others win. I held my breath; I stepped outside and let the change begin. I took a step and with new strength I'd never felt before, I kissed my comfort zone goodbye and closed and locked the door. If you're in a comfort zone, afraid to venture out, Remember that all winners were at one time filled with doubt. A step or two and words of praise can make your dreams come true. Reach for your future with a smile; success is there for you!
Looking 4-a Good Time
im looking 2-talk 2-someone & have fun
Something To Ponder?
Is this me, or the person I think I should be ? Are these my real feelings,  or my lifes past reviews ? Intuition and insight,  or my prejudgement and narrowmindedness of  ? My reality,  or my collaboration of the dreams of others ? Self esteem and individuality,  or pride and total independence ? Is this love,  or just the fear of loneliness ? The true meaning,  or just my perception of the concept ? A learning experience,  or just another mistake ? Is there life after death,  or just death after life ? Does all this make sense,  or is it just another part of  the second guess ?    Glenn Tage Peterson III
 good mornig  i ha added my son whom passedaway a month ago  help keep his memory alive SHOW the LOVE!!! domate to ya local abused womens centers  doi today  thank ya all G o bless ya and lots of love  benjamin
Creating A Better Life, A Better World Sos  
Kurt Cobain Not A Suicide
first and for most don't believe everything you hear by the media because the media half the time cover's up the real truth and only tell the public what they want to be told   Kurt Cobain  did not kill him self  and if he did would have been od on drugs if anything   true he has the motive for suicide however there are a few points that is true one the man had tons of heroin and cocaine it was said he shot him self in the head by pulling the trigger with his toe come on now that would be fucking impossible there is no way he could control his body much less have the strength to walk much less shoot him self i know this because a friend of my work's in the police department not only that when they found his body there was a note on the table and its not   plus there was a note that found on the scene that was not Kurt's hand writing also like i said after his death the next day someone was using his credit card oh btw also he was using a shotgun to supposedly kill him
Survey Please Lol.
1. When is the last time you held hands with someone?2days ago while with my oldest daughter. 2. You wake up as the opposite gender, what's the one thing you do?Cry! I love being female... then look. 3. Have you ever crawled through a window?twice, knocked over my jewelry box and scared the crap out of myself.. never did it again. 4. Where is your mom?at home in her comfy bed.5. Morning or night person?Morning up before dawn.6. What was the last movie you watched?Good luck Chuck, with my daughter 7. Do you have a crush on anyone right now?hmmmm yes. 8. You have a difficulty doing..?life is difficult, but that is the point isnt it?9. Things about the opposite sex you notice first.hygene10. What do you do when no one is watching?meditate11. Ever been in love?Yes12. What's something your friends make fun of you for?My clumsiness 13. What is your curfew?lol14. Would you ever dye your hair red?Yep i would.. several shades too15. You + alcohol =dont mix well16. What's your worst personality
The sin inside your head, eventual demise;I come to you at night and crawl inside your mind;I'm here to corrupt; to put your soul in compromise,Just let me put your whole existence in a bind.Succumb yourself to the immortal creaturesThere is no need to try and fight;The darkness will erase my features,You'll never see what came to you at night;The carnal feast will leave your body limpid,The moments of your weakness run like bloodline through my veinsI'll drain your body of the lifesaving liquidAnd take you to a place where darkness reignsMy passion is like phoenix rising,I'll seize the night, and lead the way;But now I see the bloody gleam on the horizonAlas! I'm due to slowly fade away...
I Am Who I Am
no matter how much love i have to give no matter how golden my heart may never seems to be enough to find true love or have true love find me.maybe i'm to old fashioned and i don't do things the way people do today or tr stupid or lame pick up lines.i'd wrather stay who i am than to change for love.sorry thats just me..maybe women want baddass's i am not one....nore will i ever be......sorry i am who i am nothing more or nothing less   Rodnet Aka Rgino
Math + Logic
Some Math +Logic: Here is a little something someone sent me that is indisputable mathematical logic. (It also made me Laugh Out Loud.) Remember, this is a strictly mathematical viewpoint. It goes like this: What Makes 100%? What does it mean to give MORE than 100%? Ever wonder about those people who say they are giving more than 100%? We have all been to those meetings where someone wants you to give over 100%. How about achieving 103%? What makes up 100% in life? Here's a little mathematical formula that might help you answer these questions: If: A B C D E F G H I J K L M N O P Q R S T U V W X Y Z is represented as: 1 2 3 4 5 6 7 8 9 10 11 12 13 14 15 16 17 18 19 20 21 22 23 24 25 26. Then: H-A-R-D-W-O-R-K 8+1+18+4+23+15+18+11 = 98% and K-N-O-W-L-E-D-G-E 11+14+15+23+12+5+4+7+5 = 96% But , A-T-T-I-T-U-D-E 1+20+20+9+20+21+4+5 = 100% And, B-U-L-L-S-H-I-T 2+21+12+12+19+8+9+20 = 103% AND, look how far ass kissing will take you. A-S-S-K-I-S-S-I-N-G 1+19+19+11+9+19+19
The Big Party! Night 2
I will be out enjoying the big party!  Back on 7/6.  Those of you in Skee- town - I might see ya there.  But if I don't have a blast!   Night 1- Burn Halo -- Pop Evil -- Saving Abel................................ I got an Autographed CD, and drum stick! Night 2- Loverboy -- Joan Jett & the Blackhearts                              hung out with a great friend!
A Lil Bit About Me
IT was just to much for my profile page....I liek to keep things like that clean and simple :) TELL ME ABOUT YOURSELF - Name: JeniBirthday: are you kiddign me....April 21, 1980Birthplace: Beale Airforce Base, CaliforniaLocation: Central Valley, Ca....soon to be back on the east coast...I move entirelyt too much...I know Brandi I need to pick one Color: Blue/Green....piss me off and they get a yellow tint on top of the other colors. Hair Color: *deep breathe* Really really really really really dark brown :DHeight: 5'7" I AM NOT VERTICALY CHALLENGED!! I am tall enough to poke you in the eye :DRight Handed or Left Handed: Righty tightyYour Heritage: My father is Puertarican and Scotish my Mother is Cajun....yeppers she is.....yeah i have a HIGH alcohal tolerance :DThe Shoes You Wore Today: Cleats and flip cleats....lolYour Weakness: CHEESECAKE hands down....LMAOYour Fears: Clowns, Spiders, Midgets (any one under 4'11") Your Perfect Pizza: The Bran
Never Hate
You don't care you say never did. Hope ur bitch as dead. Fucked me over for wantin fun on ur self. You bitch i can't believe how you played me to selfless trick u prick don't amaze me. I hate you fuckin hate you if i ever say i fuckin knock ur dayum face in. Chop of ur neck bloody code bitch. How the fuck are you just gonna play me put me throught ur shit wantin off at my dick whore. Thought it would be me n you v.i.c.k.i but it's not someday hope ur ass gets it skank. Beat you dead with a shovel put ur body in the trunk smellin like a skunk with ur seepin funk. Hope you die never wonder why. Can't believe how you put me down. Fhuck you i fuckin hate you fuck you don't give a shit who are you fuck you never thought it have to be like this. But you decided to turn ur back u faceless fat like crack beat ur ass put you down on thumbtacks bleedin ain't what you sold to leedin. What made you ever wanna turn on me idk why i always knew my life was dayum lie fuckin life that should've never
What Should I Do?
I'm thanking about going to Dallas next weekend, but I don't have any one to be with on the 4th. I will be lonely ether way! So what should I do?
What Is The World Coming To
    (This article is not mine. I found it online and make no claims that it is my work. Ok?? Just wanted to get that clear!) Hey, did y'all hear that Michael Jackson died?  Forget Iran, North Korea, the California budget crisis, the overall economic crisis - Wacko Jacko's death is the important least if you believe MSM. At least the Los Angeles Times published a story about centenarian John Finn who is the oldest Medal of Honor recipient and the only living recipient from Pearl Harbor.  According to the times, this is what Finn did to earn his recognition: What Finn did was take control of a .50-caliber machine gun at the Navy base at Kaneohe Bay, Hawaii, and fire at the Japanese attack planes that violent morning that changed the world, Dec. 7, 1941. Wounded five times, he refused to be evacuated and kept firing at the planes that were strafing the base and its sailors. Watching Finn's courage, other sailors rallied to his side, manning other guns. Meanwhile, a few de
goog morning im greatful for all you my friends and im happy today because i have all of to thank for getting me thru this again thanks iwish tha everyon could have known my  son  he  was  whitty funny and a very positive person and a jokester he always had me laughing thats the son i knew and loved  may he rest in peace  all ya out ther help me helpkeep his memory alive  donate to the crisis intervention hot line and battered womens centers  
The Late Great Voodoo Queen Of New Orleans
Late Great Voodoo Queen of New Orleans, Herbalist, Nurse and Hairdresser 1794-1881(?) Her origin: A free person of colour, Laveau was born in New Orleans in 1794, the illegitimate daughter of a rich Creole plantation owner Charles Laveaux, and his mistress Marguerite Henry who was half black, half Indian. Marriage, Love and Children: After first hubby Jacques Paris buggered off (presumed dead) shortly after she married at the age of 25 and, instead of crying into her crawfish pie and filet gumbo, Marie got on with life - learning all about the craft of voodoo from Doctor John, or John Bayou as he was sometimes known. Often referred to as The Widow Paris but more often known by her maiden surname of Laveau, Marie took a common law husband - Christophe de Glapion - with whom she had 15 kids. Her offspring double-barrelled their names to Laveau-Glapion. Very modern! Voodoo Priestess: Part sorceress, part saint, Marie balanced the life of voodoo priestess, devout catholic and bu Those Who Care...will Read.
I obviously have not been on fubar alot lately. It's coming to a point where I don't know if I can find the time to keep up with everything on here...responding to people, and so on... It might come down to me deleting my profile all together. I have alot going on...and It's unfair to those I can't get back to. I'll get back to you in a week...I'm going camping with Dale for 5 days..then he is coming here for my friends wedding. If I do decide to get rid of this...i will get those whom I became friends with information, and give mine to them...of my IM and Email. Hope everyone has a wonderful 4th of july!
Trying To Forget You.
out of no where you stole my heart. an out of no where you tore it apart. i was fine before i met you. now im dying to forget you. why couldnt you let me be. why did you tell me you liked me. i should have listened to me. i shouldnt have said i liked you. i should have stopped talking to you. but for some reason that was to hard to do. and now im stuck trying to forget you.
The Big Party! Night 5
I will be out enjoying the big party!  Back on 7/6.  Those of you in Skee- town - I might see ya there.  But if I don't have a blast!             Night 1- Burn Halo -- Pop Evil -- Saving Abel................................ I got an Autographed CD, and drum stick! Night 2- Loverboy -- Joan Jett & the Blackhearts                              hung out with a great friend! Night 3-  Vaughn Anthony -- John Legend              It was so HOT as in SEXY  -- I thought people were goin' to get it ON!!!!!!   Me is tipsy! Night 4-  Need to Breathe -- Bare Naked Ladies Night 5-  Jamey Johnson -- Jason Aldean                  It rained shorted out the chair and someone had to break in and rescue me.
Mn Humor
The owner of a golf course in Minnesota was confused about paying an invoice, so he decided to ask his secretary for some mathematical help. He called her into his office and said, "You graduated from The University of Minnesota; I need some help. If I were to give you $20,000, minus 14%, how much would you take off?" The secretary thought a moment, and then replied, "Everything but my earrings." ======================== A group of Minnesota friends went deer hunting and paired off in twos for the day. That night, one of the hunters returned alone, staggering under the weight of an eight-point buck. "Where's Henry?" the others asked. "Henry had a stroke of some kind. He's a couple of miles back up the trail," the successful hunter replied. "You left Henry laying out there and carried the deer back?" they inquired. "A tough call," nodded the hunter. "But I figured no one is going to steal Henry! ========================= Sven, a young Minnesotan, came running into the store and said
What Isn't Seen.......[7/10/08]
All the time we sharedthe moments i thought you caredfilling me with the same linesyou'd tried a million timesLike a fool I bought your liescompletely blinded by loves eyesYou had me hooked read me like a bookspitting out ....I love your hairyour skins so fairwe'd be the perfect pair...Hearing only what i wantedyou do exactly what i fearedyou took my heartsliced a hole ripping through my inner soulOne day happy next day sadI cant believe you ruined what we hadI should have know it wouldnt last becauseyour heart never left the past....Now im left feeling nothingbetrayed and lost just trying to findsomething to make life worth living...
In Case Some Of You Were Wondering...
You may have noticed the recent blog posts i have made. And with them the odd dates...   I am uploading my blogs from my myspace onto my fubar. Not a complete transition over, but moreso  transferring the ones I feel people might actually read, or at least the ones that were read and appreciated there. So I hope you enjoy, feel free to critique or comment. Be aware that some of these blogs/posts are quite old. and some are from long long long ago, lol.
Friday, December 05, 2008
I dont need a title Why is it so hard to accept an ugly truth? Yet so easy to be blinded by the pretty lies. So easily decieved the masses are. A fake smile and a witty remark, and alls well in pleasantville. So simple to delude and elude the masses and their questions. A multitude of half truths and clever lies a tangled maze which they can never navigate, Who needs a mask or a facade when the masses are so simplistic. Let them have their joys and false acceptance Outsiders rarely need to fall upon crutches. Brought into this world So shall I leave. Remembrance is not needed.
For The Cry Babies ;)
Well here it is,     I personally think that this ratting shit has to go, I've heard plenty of bullshit from fu~users about my rating on your pictures!! I think SOME pictures do suck, Get over it you ass holes.. I gon't give a shit if I get a 1 or 2 ratings!!      Send your message to the ass hole who can up with the Idea of 1 to 10 rattings. Some of you DEFINATLY look like shit, I know I don't look that good but hell I'm not bitching about it!! I don't send other ass holes to get back at me for you.. Be who you are and face the fuck'n fact.      I rate what I see, Blurry,fadded,bright snap shots,Internet pictures,Cheep shots and dark shots pictures they get rated from 1 to 8.. Oh and also on the looks. LMFAO some of the pictures looks like Ugly!! Yellow Teeth, Missing tooth!!! Hell If you want a better ratting from me you know what to do!!!!     9 and 10 Ratting are the clear and well you know where I'm going with this.. So say all the bullshit you want to say and block me, I personal
Pain- Supersonic Bitch
whats in my car
To All Who Want To Burn Me N Think They Can Get Away With It
It's time to play the game Time to play the game! Ha, ha, ha, ha, ha Ha, ha, ha It's all about the game, and how you play it All about control, and if you can take it All about your debt, and if you can pay it It's all about pain, and who's gonna make it... I am the game, you don't wanna play me I am control, no way you can change me I am have heavy debts, no way you can pay me I am the pain, and I know you can't take me Look over your shoulder, ready to run Like a good little bitch, from a smoking gun I am the game, and I make the rules So move on out, and you can die like a fool Try and figure out what the move’s gonna be Come on over sucker, why don't you ask me? Don't you forget there's a price you can pay 'Cuz I am the game and I want to play It's time to play the game... Ha, ha, ha, ha Time to play the game! It's all about the game, and how you play it It's all about control, and if you can take it It's all about your debt, and if you can pay it It's all about the pain, and
Favorite Song
SONG BY RECKLESS KELLY- GOES OUT TO EVERYONE THAT HAS A HEAVY HEART. May peace find you tonightlike a breeze through your window,sit by your light.Let it warm by your fire,and laugh with delight.Like a heavenly choirmay peace find you tonightYou've got your God -- Sister, I've got mineAnd I know he's out there somewhere; he bails me out sometimesAnd I've always believed, but sometimes I question the truthall the proof that I need is the love that I found in youMay peace find you tonightlike a breeze through your window,sit by your light.Let it warm by your fire,and laugh with delight.Like a heavenly choirmay peace find you tonightMay your soul reunite with the one that you lost long agoMay a troublesome heart be a feeling you'll never knowMay your spirit be free as a wind on the wings of a doveMay your heart know the way loud and clear, like a voice from aboveMay peace find you tonightlike a breeze through your window,sit by your light.Let it warm by your fire,and laugh with delight.L
Another Poem By The "poet"
Why do we ask why? It is simply human nature to question things we do not understand. We end up with sleepless nights pondering what we do not understand. Question why we were blessed with what was given or chosen for us. Wondering if we are worthy of such blessings. Is it really too hard for us to accept what this is life and we will never truly understand why?       ~Jes
Hand In Hand?
Joy, love, peace and happinessThings all want in lifeStrength, respect and prideDoes it all come hand in hand with life Some may say yes of courseAnd others will say it comes in timeThere will be those who say it has to be earned Then there are those who have the blessing with being born into it ~JesJust random thoughts through heartache. How much of it do you think is true?
Bitterness Can Make You Laugh
1. WERE YOU NAMED AFTER ANYONE? some drunk skank poets wife 2. WHEN WAS THE LAST TIME YOU CRIED? Sunday, i squeezed a little tear 3. DO YOU LIKE YOUR HANDWRITING? Who hand writes things anymore? What is this the Dark Ages? Sheesh 4. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE LUNCH MEAT? Cat 5. DO YOU HAVE KIDS? some days they're kids, some days they're demon spawn. But I guess technically that would still make them kids, so long story short....yes 6. IF YOU WERE ANOTHER PERSON, WOULD YOU BE FRIENDS WITH YOU? Interesting, my 1st and 2nd personality get along GREAT, it's the 3rd one we have trouble with 7. DO YOU USE SARCASM? NEVER 8. INNIE or OUTIE? bellybuttons are gross. the end. 9. WOULD YOU BUNGEE JUMP? nah that's cool 10. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE CEREAL? I dont really think about cereal in that way 11. DO YOU UNTIE YOUR SHOES WHEN YOU TAKE THEM OFF? I very rarely wear shoes with laces 13. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE ICE CREAM? coffee 14. WHAT IS THE FIRST THING
Happy Ever After
Happy ever AfterBy Madison RoseDarkest hour;cutting deep wounds...into thy own flesh;with the sharp knife of truth~Painting a bleak portrait...of thy dismantled self;scattered, dispersed,throughout eternity~Chased by the soul collector;imprisoned by thy own my lost time;on my disappointments I dine~Losing the vortex of dreams;deeper into the fog,of illusion~~ Castles and kings...happy ever after;fate and destiny...frogs turning into princes; and sitting down to wonderland~
The Cabin (easy)
There is a man in a cabin. He is in the middle of writting a letter. Lighting flashes outside. He dies.   How does he die?
My Horoscope Of The Day
You may be feeling just fine, Pisces, but there seems to be trouble brewing on the domestic front. Even with that, you have very nice relationship energy, with lots of trust and respect involved. If you are not in a relationship, you will not be in the single condition for long. It looks like you will be discussing money issues with someone else, such as a business consultant, accountant, financial adviser and so on. Try to follow their advice strictly for at least the next 40 days. Post Horoscope To Profile Hide Your Love Horoscope It is best, Pisces, that you stop obsessing about matters of the heart and focus on the things in life that bring you your true joy. You may find that your closest friends will be your biggest resources right now while you get through this little gray period. If you are attached, the issue that has been on the table for this long will need to be dealt with, but today is a day where you can let it sit a little longer. Single? To say you are going abo
It's not every day a person helps someone out. There was a time when people actually did give a fuck, where they would do anything to help  a person out from the bottom of their heart. Not too many could consider themselves that fortunate to have such pleasantries in life. Then again, with time, everything does have to change before it balances itself out. Donald had been one of the more fortunate ones on this day, when he had stumbled across what he considered to be a guardian angel. The epiphany of it all- He never believed in them until the near- fateful day. Perhaps it was fate that had smiled down on him, perhaps it had been , by chance, some sort of miracle that this person helped him save his own life- or perhaps it was just some coincedence this person happened to be walking by when it happened. At age 24, Donald had a very broken heart. The downpours of life hit him hard like a hailstorm, ever raging it's plunderous evil upon one's head and shoulders. The day lay expired, b
Desolate Resentment
For far too long I believed in something that was doomed to perish. I have overstepped my boundaries into the gates of pure untamed happiness. A place where most insist I do not deserve nor do I belong. For a good while many were happy to see me in such a place where others sought out to destroy my membership within this realm of constant smiles and giggles. Shortly there after constant parties formed a mutiny to rid me of any happiness creating a pure demon of desolate resentment and destruction. No more am I to be complimented on the beauty of my happiness and will but doomed to a life of constant berating by those who fall in the path of jealousy for what I had. They have taken everything and here I am left with nothing and completely alone.
The Death Scandal
The death of MJ was a shock to us all, but was no shock at all for MJ's death to become a scandal. How did this scandal come about? Well I'm glad you asked. MJ was so iconic, so much a super-powerful presence on our planet and in our lives that people can't accept that he died. Yes, even I, Dr. Funkenstein, didn't believe it at first. And when we have these feelings and something like a death occurs, what's the first thing we do? Why, we look for someone to blame it on, of course! I blame the media. Not for killing MJ (though they have tried) but for birthing the scandal. One day, there's some news story about a doctor who did such and such, another day, Joe Jackson says he thinks it's foul play and his statement is a so-called dropped "bomb", another time "new information" is revealed about MJ's medication. Now all of a sudden the word "homocide" is being mentioned in connection to MJ's death. Soon there will be a "suspect", and some poor, innocent soul will be charged with "murder
My Heart
My heart is yours for the taking. My eyes show you the way to my soul. My life is your life. Every breath i take, is your breath. You are my breath, you are my heart, you are my life, and you are my soul. My arms are your pillow, fore when you lay your head on my chest. Every beat of my heart is for you. I can't live without you. Fore you are what keeps me alive.
When God puts 2 hearts and 2 souls and makes them 1 its a bond for life when 1 breaks the bond 1 will survive and the other will perish without love again dont let that happen stay strong to your soulmate love them no matter what they do that precious bond should never be broken
Columns Mansion
Columns Mansion -  ( Haunted Mansion:  The Columns ADDRESS: 3811 St. Charles Avenue, New Orleans, Louisiana 70115. 899-9308 LOCATION: The Columns can be found in the Upper Garden District, close to the trolley line. Turn from Canal Street onto St. Charles Avenue. The Columns is located in the 3000 block of St. Charles Avenue, between Louisiana Ave. and Napoleon Avenue. DESCRIPTION: This 1883, grand-looking Italianate mansion, is a glorious 3 storied, European-style Guest House, offering 20 rooms, from "very simple, to very grand decor", rooms, that each have their own style; something for everyone's budget! Besides offering warm southern hospitality, New Orleans style, The Columns' guest rooms have lovely antiques, amoires, unique fireplaces, old fashioned bath tubs to be enjoyed by their guests. Lovely Italianate columns across the porch, and dentils along the roof line greet the visitor.  A lovely wide veranda porch, called the grand front gallery, surrounds the mans
Provential Hotel
Provential Hotel HAUNTED DWELLING: Provential Hotel ADDRESS: 1024 Chartres St., New Orleans, Louisiana. LOCATION: The Provential Hotel can be found in the heart of New Orleans, near the corner of St. Philip and Chartres Street, 2 blocks east of Bourbon Street, and 1 block west of Decatur, not far from the Mississippi River. DESCRIPTION: This lovely, upscale hotel is made up of five buildings. A variety of "tropical", French Quarter courtyards can be found throughout the property. This hotel has two pools to refresh the visitor after a hard day of sight-seeing! The rooms are described as being spacious, "with 19th Century award-winning architecture."   Buildings 100 & 200, were recreations of the 19th century style New Orleans decor. Buildings 300 and 400 have been restored to their original 1820 and 1825 early 19th century style. The 500 building is a great restoration of its original 1875 structure. HISTORY: The five buildings; (100, 2
Monteleone Hotel
Monteleone Hotel HAUNTED PLACE: Hotel Monteleone ADDRESS: 214 Royal Street (Rue Royale), New Orleans, Louisiana 70130. Web-Site: LOCATION: The Magnificent Hotel Monteleone can be found in the heart of the French Quarter, close to the corner of Royal and Iberville, not far from Bourbon Street.   DESCRIPTION: This beautiful, 15 storied, Beaux-Arts-style boutique Hotel has been family-owned for over 100 years, and offers 600 deluxe sleeping rooms, which includes 55 suites. Popular in the hot summertime, is the swimming pool on the 15th floor. Hotel also has a luxurious Spa Aria, a "state of the art" fitness center and in-house restaurants. There is a lounge, and a unique carousel piano bar that rotates around.  There is live New Orleans Jazz music in the bar most nights. It's location is just a short walk from Bourbon St. and other places of entertainemnt. The inside lobby is truly beautiful, with 12 foot ceilings, Beaux-arts decor, antiques and beautiful floors and ceil
This Is What Is On My Mind
So I have been doing a lot of thinking this past week. Of what i want from my life and what I need to do to get there.I want a man that loves me for me with all my flaws and man there are a lot of them. I want something that will last a lifetime. I have decided that someday I will have my dream house even if I have to be alone. I want a ranch with some horses and chickens. Maybe a few head of beef. I want my quiet life with someone to love me. I didn't think that was so much to ask, But I guess it is the impossible. I am tired of men trying to get with me when i have never given them a single sign that I even wanted them in that way. Is it to much for a guy to find a woman attractive and just be friends
All Men Are Liars
The Lies Men Tell... 1. I Love You 2. I dont have a Girlfriend 3. I have a car, but its in the shop. 4. She kissed me 5. My Grandma died...I have to cancel 6. Da condom didnt break 7. I was at a friends house 8. I wont tell anyone 9. I dont have kids 10. I was working late 11. Your the only one im having sex with 12. I dont live with my parents. 13. Thats my cousin 14. It will only hurt for a minute 15. I will pull out...I promise 16. Its not my kid..It looks nothin like me 17. Baby...I'm Sterile 18. Ill only stick the head in. 19. I have a Job. 20. I was Drunk. 21. I was really High. 22. I thought we broke up. 23. I think I should see other people. 24. Its not you...Its me. 25. I have my own business. 26. My dad owns this club/bar. 27. I came from a wealthly family. 28. Were just "friends" 29. I had a great time tonight...Ill call you! 30. Wanna come over for some coffee? Coffee = Sex 31. Its just a rash. 32. I wont cum in your mouth. 33. I fell aslee

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