Fubar Blog Posts 3

Ready
Gin has asked me questions I can never answer. I am one fuck, one screw, one fine fornication from the end. When I find her take her have her, she will be the last because anything after would be an anticlimax. But when you get to this point, knowing that you will know, feeling like you will feel it, you either die or find her - give me one more good buzz, one more good lay and then I'm ready for the reaper. Gin is asking me: is this the one? © All rights reserved

Deliverance
Choosing not to cry, to watch blackbirds build futile nests of twigs and threads of sad dreams, honeysuckles frozen by late arriving winter, cold and foreboding - I shall be the cause of my own deliverance. Nothing is ever truly empty - always the fresh, clean air of hopefulness sweeps through - no vacuum where there is still breath... I can feel the ghostly hand of tomorrow in mine - she pulls me to her, always toward an unknown, unbidden love. I will burst into her! Thrusting, glad-humping her sunrise - seizing her every moment by the hair, kissing hard the crest of her afternoon. Tomorrow is my mistress and I am the best fuck she will ever know. © All rights reserved

I Miss You Grammy
On This Beautiful, God-Given day, I saw an Angel, flying her way Up in the sky, with soul so worn, I sighted her, in perfect form She looked as I thought An Angel might I knew she was there To help with my plig She wafted through the spring air, Arms outstretched,flowing hair, I wanted to take a photo of her But,couldn't find where The cameras were Perhaps God put her there for me. Just for me to be able to see Seeing her through the sun's glare Made me wonder if I saw her there. Did they take the time to look To follow God's great open book Well at any rate, I know it wasn't fate That made me step outside just then Else who knows where she may have been Yes, God gave me an Angel today I know was meant to show me the way

Hurricanes Suck
WOW, this morning I survived Hurricane Humberto. Iyara, female Miniature Pinscher, was so generous to wake me up at 2:20 AM before the storm hit. She was shivering so much the bed was vibrating. She really hates thunder. The wind whipped around and the rain fell hard. Suddenly, it was totally quiet except for the water coming off the roof then BOOM, the wind picked up again. We lost power sometime around 3 AM and as of this writing still don’t have it. I barely slept after 2:20. I was just dozing off around 4:30 and a friend who lives in the next city called to see how I was doing. I finally got back to sleep and was woke up by my housemate yelling at her dogs at 6:30. I have an interview today, so hopefully we get electricity and I don’t have to take a cold shower and go with my hair wet. I am very tired, so I hope to get a nap soon.

Hobgoblin
A short story I began...and have yet to finish She held the covers over her head as she curled up into fetal position. The thunder was crackling so loud, her windows shook. Don’t be retarded. She thought to herself knowing just how ridiculous she was behaving at the age of 16. It was unlike Jessica to be afraid of a storm. Another flash, one seemed to last more than a mere second, more like 10 seconds. It pulsed like a strobe light. Jessica could see its flicker from under her bed spread. “One-Mississippi, Two-Mississippi, and Three…” The thunder sounded like a freight train crashing through a building. This is crazy. Why am I so afraid? Jessica recalled the dream she had last night. It was a silly dream most likely summoned by the stupid troll movie her friend made her watch. She had a dream that a troll-like creature lived under her house. She found her white cat Snowball, torn into fluffy blood matted shreds near her porch. Under the porch, she heard a hissin

Vanilla Story Well As Vanilla As I Get :p
I passed by your house on the way home from work I saw your bedroom light on.I stopped,not meaning to,standing there with a hole in my chest. my mind wandered back to a time one dark stormy night the snow was fierce.We found ourself housebound no car could make the trip.The phone was down but the fire was going,casting dancing creatures on the walls of the living room just you and me. I offered you a drink ,my best rum.We sat back going over the wedding plans you were working on your fiance,my best friend.Since grade school we have been so tight the three of us. We sat back on my tufted leather sofa gazing at the fire letting the rum warm our bellies.Dave matthews playing on the radio.I leaned over and looked you in the eyes "Have i ever thanked you for being my friend?"I said "No" you gave a small chuckle "we have always been friends,there for each other,never expecting anything from one another" "well then its about time Jessica." I said never breaking your eye contact

Submissive Desires
i walked in and saw you sitting there with those big doe eyes collar on leash in hand i stopped in my tracks as always mesmerised by your sexualness you stood and crossed the room i snapped out of my trance took the leash from your tiny hand "have you been good today?"i asked knowing the answer seeing the slight glistening of your fingers as you handed me your leash. "no daddy"you whispered in that angelic voice,"i was thinking about your big hard cock and ....well ..... i " "get on your knees" i said sternly you looked me right in the eye i saw the flush of your cheek rising trying hard not to show your pleasure at what you knew was coming. "now you have to undress me "i said you reached down untied my shoes and took them off i reached down between you leggs and put hte leash through and pulled it up behind your back and i heard your breath stutter as the soft nylon slid across your already swollen clit and as you reached up to unbutton my pants and let them fall i

White Chocolate Chunk-macadamia Nut Cookies
White Chocolate Chunk-Macadamia Nut Cookies 2 cups all-purpose flour 3/4 teaspoon baking soda 1/2 teaspoon baking powder 1/2 teaspoon salt 1 cup (2 sticks) unsalted butter, softened 1 cup light brown sugar 1 egg 2 teaspoons vanilla extract 8 ounces (1 1/2 cups) white chocolate baking squares), cut into small chunks, or white baking chips 3/4 cup roughly chopped, unsalted, toasted macadamia nuts Preheat the oven to 375 degrees F. Line a cookie sheet with parchment paper. Combine the flour, baking soda, baking powder, and salt in a mixing bowl. Using a mixer, beat the butter in a large mixing bowl until fluffy, about 2 minutes. Add the brown sugar and mix together until smooth. Add the egg and vanilla. Stop to scrape down the sides of the bowl with a rubber spatula. Blend in the flour mixture in 3 stages and stir in the white chocolate and the nuts. Scoop out walnut-sized mounds of the cookie dough and place on the cookie sheet, leaving 2-inches between the mou

Cold Nose
Your nose was cold, reminded me of strawberries (sorry) and I laughed and held you close and you pretended to be offended all the while you wrapped yourself around me - "I hate the fucking cold, I'm going to Mexico to wear sandals and drink colored tequila." Yeah, Mexico. Honey, you're my hot sauce, my warm brace of liquor in the salt air of San Carlos and one day maybe we'll go there, dip strawberries into chocolate as the sun slowly disappears. © All rights reserved

Fly
A fly is flying over a lake. In the lake there is a trout, he sees the fly and he says to himself, "If that fly droped six inches I'd be able to catch it." There is a bear standing on the shore of the lake and he says to himself, "If that fly drops six inches, the trout catches the fly, and I can catch the trout." There is a hunter in the forest behind the bear and he says to himself, "If that fly drops six inches, the trout catches the fly, and the bear catches the trout, and I can shoot the bear." There is a mouse standing behind the hunter and she says, "If that fly drops six inches, the trout catches the fly, the bear catches the trout, the hunter shoots the bear, and I'll be able to get that piece of cheese out of the hunters pocket." There is a cat behind the mouse and she says, "If that fly drops six inches, the trout catches the fly, the bear catches the trout, the hunter shoots the bear, this mouse gets the cheese out of the hunters pocket, and I can catch the

Costume Party
An Excellent Costume Party Idea There was a guy who was struggling to decide what to wear to go to a fancy costume party... Then he had a bright idea. When the host answered the door, he found the guy standing there with no shirt and no socks on. "What the hell are you supposed to be?" asked the host. "A premature ejaculation," said the man. "I just came in my pants!"

U.s National Id Cards Set For May 2008
At large, the American people are still unaware of the issuance of the Real ID card forthcoming in May of 2008. This new national/international ID card, and its interactivity with national/international databases, can access our medical, financial, driving, Social Security, license(s), firearms registrations, and political status inside its high tech/little nano brain. In essence, it holds our private lives on a swipe-able card that is then privy to any organization, retailer, or person requesting our identification or our money. In other words, our life histories accessible upon command from one 2X3 inch card. Having no choice but to comply, most American people will accept their new national/international ID card. It is my understanding that without the card, we will be denied bank accounts in the United States of America, a driver’s license, and the right to fly on airplanes unless we have been issued a Real ID card. One might imagine that global retailers might require the Real

What We All Want
A guy/girl that makes us feel important. A guy/girl that brings us flowers just to show how much they care and appreciate us.(yes guys like to get flowers too you know) A guy/girl that sends text messages and calls us on their breaks just to say hello and how see how we`re doing. A guy/girl that will say "hey thats my baby" when their with their friends and not be ashamed of it. A guy/girl thats not afraid to show us affection towards us when others are around. A guy/girl that makes us light up when ever they walk into the room,or when the phone rings and its them. A guy/girl that makes us smile even when we dont want to smile. A guy/girl that doesn`t care that we gain a pound here or there. A guy/girl that thinks we`re drop dead gorgoues even when we dont look our best.(no make-up,just woke up) A guy/girl that adores kids and eventually wants kids of their own. A guy/girl thats content just cuddling in the bed with us watching a movie . A guy/girl

Things That Hurt..........
When you LOVE someone with all your Heart and they could CARELESS. Talkin to SOMEONE for months and then they just up and decide to STOP talkin to you with no EXPLANATION and wont give you one cause thier too damn STUBORN to fuckin GROW UP and act their age. (BE A MAN) or (WOMAN) When you ask SOMEONE how they FEEL about you and they AVOID that question and change the subject. Knowing that deep down even though he or she has done you so WRONG (MANY TIMES) in the past you still LOVE them and ALWAYS will. Knowing that if you EVER went back to him or her it would be the SAME old BULLSHIT. Knowing that you CONNECTED with someone and THEY KNOW that they connected with you but DONT do anything to PERSUE more. Knowing deep down that when he or she AVOIDS answering a QUESTION they think that thier SAVING you the PAIN and HEARTACHE but they`re NOT it just makes it that much WORSE. Knowing that you made an IMPACT on someones life and they just DROP you out of their LIFE alto

No Pussy For You....lol
One day a little boy woke up and sat down at the table expecting breakfast. However, his mother says, "You don't get any breakfast until you do your chores." A little pissed off, the boy goes out to do his chores. When he goes to milk the cow, he kicks it. When he goes to get eggs he kicks a chicken, and when he goes to feed the pigs, he kicks a pig. When the little boy sits down his mother gives him a bowl of dry cereal. "Where is the bacon, eggs and milk?" asks the little boy. His mother replies, "I saw you kick the cow, so you don't get any milk; I saw you kick a chicken so you don't get eggs; and I saw you kick a pig so you don't get any bacon!" Just as she finishes saying this, the boy's father comes down the stairs and kicks the cat. The little boy looks up at his mother and asks, "Do you want to tell him, or should I?"

Well This Is Going Slow!
I left here a month ago was never to come back,Someone had taken my page and was being mean to my friends at the lounges. They had to of been watching me to know when I left for they would stay and no one knew I left except the next place that I went to. and he would be mean and nasty, something I am not, unless in private. It is just rude. he posted blogs to my page showing the stuff and all. It was quite weird. I just left the page and made a new one and and got to a level 13 before getting to the bottom of whom was on my page. Finally went to the support lounge, and found out what to do. Blocked them once I found out whom it was and went back to my page.Well the damage was already done. I felt like I was not wanted on here so I gave up my page and left. I just came back yesterday because I had asked Sabrina to join when i was on. and she finally did, but could not deal with it. So here I am back. I am not on here all the time like I was, I have other space that i am on so if I d

Things
Things I've come to grips with: I don't fear commitment, I fear losing my independence. I don't fear a relationship, I fear the bad times in them. I don't fear meeting the one, I fear meeting the one that scares me away. I don't fear love, I fear letting go.

Suicide Note
I RAN HOME TO CRY ON MY BED NOT A WORD TO MY MOTHER WAS SAID FATHER CAME LATE AT NIGHT HE LOOKED AT ME FROM LEFT TO RIGHT HE SAW ME HANGING FROM A ROPE HE TOOK HIS KNIFE TO CUT ME DOWN AND ON MY SHIRT A NOTE WAS FOUND: DIG MY GRAVE DIG IT DEEP DIG MY GRAVE FROM HEAD TO FEET AND ON THE TOP PUT A DOVE TO SHOW THE WORLD I DIED FOR LOVE SOMETHING GOOD WILL HAPPEN TONIGHT AT 11:36 P.M. THIS IS NOT A JOKE SOMEONE WILL EITHER CALL YOU OR TALK TO YOU ONLINE AND SAY THAT THEY LOVE YOU DO NOT BREAK THIS CHAIN GOOD LUCK WITH YOUR CRUSH/LOVE COPY AND PASTE AND TITLE IT "SUICIDE NOTE"

Everything...
Everything Drowning in thoughts of endlessness... Pondering me... Pondering what and why and things... Everything moves in waves... Alive... Connected... Its moving... And my eyes well up with tears... Its funny... How one can be so enlightened... And darkened at the same time... Sometimes you just need to breathe... And take it all in... And let things just be... Such beauty all around... Liquid wind pushing the trees... The tiny things that crawl and buzz... Dont they love the flowers... The vast and brilliant sky... Such beauty... Rivers weep into the sea... And nights falling reveals her beauty... Lucy~

Safety Briefing
1) DO NOT drink under age. 2) DO NOT have sex with underage women 3) DO NOT drink and drive including boats 4) DO NOT go out side of the millage pass range with out a pass 5) DO NOT have sex with married women unless they are your wife. 6) If you are married only have sex with your wife. 7) If you think it is wrong it probley is so dont do it. if you have any questions call your squad leader

Hope Enough
I died last night (again), came back to life today - upon a private smile, I found the strength to say: I am but a lonely man, but still I'm in the game. And, though I know she lives, I do not know her name. She must be out there, somewhere, where reality meets dreams - and even in the darkest night, even when it seems as though there really is no point going on (and on), the faintest hope is hope enough to hang my heart upon. © All rights reserved

So Distant, I Miss You (2005)
It seems so long ago that i held you in my arms the warmth of your flesh the scent of your being overwhelms my very soul when i close my eyes i can see you your raven black hair your tender blue eyes haunt me in my dreams in my silence i can hear you your laughter so light your tears so silent caress my very thoughts i am so empty your embrace is no longer felt your love is so quiet your touch, so distant i miss you.

Wrong Way (1999)
Kiss my life away sin with the insane caress the deliverence and solidify my pain Never understand my deliverence to hell esculate my inheritance and wish me well A hateful understanding a dreadful rise of day exemplify my caress and journey the wrong way

Purify Me (1999)
Mystic values empty spoken lies opened destiny wasted lives a quest for serenity and a night alone a playful indulgence and sins to behold resurrection of the purest of lies speaketh unto the God of man hold your breath inside purify my evil soul destine me to breath simplfy my choices and postpone my nearing death

"i Wanna Feel Something"
"I Wanna Feel Something" If youre tellin me Im not on fire Youre just preachin to the choir Ive gotten dull as old barbed wire from livin Last night I watched the evening news It was the same ol nothin new It should have cut me right in two But it didnt I dont know why it didnt But I wanna feel somethin Somethin thats a real somethin That moves me, that proves to me Im still alive I wanna heart that beats and bleeds A heart thats bustin at the seams I wanna care, I wanna cry, I wanna scream I just wanna feel somethin If youre tellin me thats just how it is I dont buy it cause once I was kissed By a red-headed girl with cherry lips On her porch when I was sixteen And I felt it somewhere in my soul and time stood still and I couldnt let go I cant tell you cause I dont know how I got so cold When did I get so cold [Chorus:] I just wanna feel somethin Somethin thats a real somethin That moves me, that proves to me Im still alive R

Santa's Toy Bag (2000)
i often wonder where all the toys have gone then i open my eyes and they are before me not unlike the scenes of the latest horror film I see myself in the mirror and look away black tears hide the pain they seep onto white flesh never before seen at the sun's reflection so much felt by me given to others i play the viscious cycle over and over the pawns are never the same only they play the same board will the bag ever be true? will it ever be empty? can i make them as i go? i wish for playtime to be over can i say goodbye? his little elves the minions of the dark his strings are moved i am the puppet dare not to cut the strings shall i fall? i drown in the black tears reflecting in the mirror can i scry upon the reflection? i see myself i turn away is this fate? merciless upon this breath there is nothing but cold and the fire that i extinguished ashes are drowned in the same tears will they blow in the wind? this is where i am

Ken Burns
check this out :) , i was involved with ken burn's world premiere last night of his new documentary "the war" at the old theatre where i work, i had to move some WWII artifacts from a bank to the theatre and other lovely tasks, and i got to meet and talk with him, the whole evening was very cool, but that's not really what i'm posting about, so please dont think i'm just bragging etc for the type of work i do i meet a lot of celebs and high profile people, and i rarely ever really talk about it outside of work, but check this out, i grabbed one of the programs to take home and one for my step dad who was in WWII, and i just so happened to open it up to chapter 5 i think it was, and guess what the title was??? FUBAR !!!!!! lol, i coud'nt believe it :) i thought that was just so cool and a great way to end the evening, to bad i was so tired when i got back home to post about it then, but i'm sure you undersatnd, so now we're even more famous! lol :)

Broken Mirrors (1996)
Broken Mirrors cease my soul creased upon serenity shattered yet whole broken mirrors broken in haste stab the body miss the rest broken mirrors release the pain silence the voice, the voice within broken mirrors i hate you today for tomorrow i will repair you for yesterday

The Waltz (2005)
It seems as though the words are not there when it comes to you i never know how to say it how to express my love i feel so cold at times so cruel yet so in love i demand your aid and i return your help yet the promise is unkept it's like a twisted fairy tale where the knight falls in love with the dragon i shred your esteem i bury your heart yet you love me im so cold the tears fall in my silence i'm so empty the warmth that i feel for you cannot warm my numbness I ride into the night upon Death's horse i take his hand the black rider i bear my soul to him he touches me with his insolence the dark rain falls covering me in it's acidic embrace i cry in vain i pray to the angels to guide me back yet i cannot seem to follow the trail I walk in the swamp and befall Medusa with her stone cold stare Death persues me returns me to his side I walk under his cloak this is no dream i see the demons that lurk within and without i

Load Of Crap
Spat Over Horse Manure Wafts Into Court Sep 14, 7:06 PM (ET) MILFORD, Conn. (AP) - A man has filed a lawsuit against his neighbor, claiming he can't sell his house because of the smell of horse manure from next door. In court documents filed in Superior Court, Gino Sciortino claims Helen Catlin is permitting significant quantities of horse manure to accumulate in piles on her property and the foul odor can often be smelled at his home. Helen and David Catlin have lived on Park Road more than a year and own three horses. Sciortino said that at times, the smell is overpowering. "When the wind blows, everything smells of horse manure," Sciortino said Thursday, saying the odor has made it difficult to sell his house for the past year. Sciortino is asking for monetary damages as well as an injunction ordering Helen Catlin to relocate the horse manure and other debris and to re-grade the soil near their property line. "Once this is resolved, I will try to sell again,"

'when No One Sees Your Tears'
'When No One Sees Your Tears' It's strange, all right.... The way they look right through you, As if you're not there. But, YOU know they see you. You realize it's a power play. You hurt, they ignore. They are waiting to see you explode. Watching you explode, somehow, Defuses their own unvented anxiety. You realize, also, that you have become Their source, of all things, Of Validation. Your pain validates their own meager little existance. Then, you realize it's hopeless.... None of them are going to save you. None of them are going to dry your tears. None of them are going to stop causing your tears or pain. Would a child voluntarily jump off a great carousel ride, a ride which fills his or her heart so full of amusement.? NO...... But, give that child a whip.... And watch as he or she whips that horse for fun, although it is fastened by nuts and bolts to a pole and going no where .... in circle

Immortal Technique
"The Prophecy" So you're the motherfucker they call....Immortal Technique. What the fuck make you so special nigga? Huh... what the fuck do you do? I calculate planet alignment like Mayan astronomy Discovering atrocities worst than Aristotle Subjecting children to sodomy Your theory of the galaxy is primitive like Ptolemy The truth about the universe stuck up like Aztec pottery Unpredictable results like experimental psychology I stomp the streets with emcee's beneath my feet in colonies But presentation and spirit revolve around autonomy Searching for monogamy And cutting fake bitches out of my mind like a lobotomy So obviously I'm not gonna be here to play games Walked the top of the world and leave the arctic circle in flames Battle the beast and false prophet predicted in the King James I give a fuck about your emcee name I don't admire you Only by dental records will you be identifiable Cause the future is not reliable Remember when rap was not economically

Divorced Barbie...lol
On his way home a father remembers that it's his daughter's birthday. At a toy store he asked the salesperson, "How much is the Barbie in the display window?" The salesperson answered, "Which one? We Have: Workout Barbie for $19.95, Shopping Barbie for $19.95, Beach Barbie for $19.95, Disco Barbie for $19.95, and Divorced Barbie for $265.95 The amazed father asked: " Why is the Divorced Barbie $265.95 and the others only $19.95?" Annoyed, the salesman answered: "Sir..., "Divorced Barbie comes with: Ken's Car, Ken's House, Ken's Boat, Ken's Furniture, Ken's Computer, and Ken's Best Friend.

I Need To Vent For A Moment
ok, sorry guys! I need to rant and vent for a moment....just because I have a few minutes on this computer and rate some pics does not mean I want to make new friends with the guys I rate. the girls don't reply back or ask to befriend me...just the guys. I rate to be nice and don't expect anything back. I rate cause the mumms can be boring or too stupid....but having empty friend requests because I have rated a pic is annoying. If you took the time to read my profile people would know all they know about me, I think. I do not lie! I do not make myself out to be something I am not...I am who I am...like me or not. If you are my friend I want to chat. I want to really become your friend and be there for you no matter what!! Ask me for advice...I may ask you. But no matter what I will be there. I know I will get hurt but that's just my nature. I am too...I get too involved I guess. I put too much heart into friendships and that bites me in the butt sometimes...... o

Why...
Why do we make spur of the moment decisions that we regret later? The first time this happens you can forgive yourself..but for some of us it continues to happen and for those people they seem to want sympthoy from friends and family so they dont continue to think that they are uncapable of making a decent decision... Then on the other hand there are those people who dont make any major decisions due to fear... They do not want to dissapoint anyone, but what they do not realize is that they continue to dissappoint themselves... Someone please explain to me as if I was a four year old so I can understand, Also which type are you? Maybe a little of both?

The Gift Of Friends
The Gift Of Friends There are days when bubbling from us comes the innocent child within, who giggles at the little things and wears a silly grin. There are days when melancholy comes to visit for a while; the mind feels tired, the body weak; we have no strength to smile. There are days when joy abundant grabs a hold of you and me; wraps us up in all it's splendor, lifts us up and sets us free. There are days when sorrow wraps us in its cloak of grief and fear, 'till our hearts ache to the breaking, 'till our eyes can't shed a tear. There are days when love bestows us with its wonderment and light; with its beauty and its mystery, its power and its might. And there are days when life rewards us and seems to make amends by granting us a marvelous gift, the precious gift of Friends.

This Is A Shame
This should not have happend. http://www.msnbc.msn.com/id/20782844/ Sniper who lost eye in Iraq ready to leave Army, but errors prevent it After nearly three years as an outpatient at Walter Reed Army Medical Center, Staff Sgt. John Daniel Shannon had begun the wrenching process of turning himself into a civilian. He no longer wore the uniform he loved so much. He sported a short beard and traded his black beret for a baseball cap. Granted a 30-day leave to prepare for retirement as his disability case finally made it through the system, he moved his family to Suffolk, Va., and began to babysit his two kids, clean the house and grow vegetables. Given what had happened to him in Iraq -- the traumatic brain injury from an AK-47 round that shattered one eye and half his skull -- and the chronic post-traumatic stress disorder that followed, that was about all he could handle. Last week, Shannon, 43, was back at Walter Reed, but not to say goodbye. The doctors' si

Furnace
In an instant ordinary falls away and her touch her cherry vanilla scent becomes like nothing I have felt - penetrates the recesses of my reserve and draws me to her. I can feel her breath radiating from my neck through me down down down to where my animal lives wants pulses and I press myself into her - announce my intentions. Her flushed cheeks are a cry of yes please now and we are on the floor the inferno now in each of us becomes a need to weld sparks flying and white light behind our shuttered eyes. We are one being new steel forged in the heat of this carnality. It was a minute an hour a night who knows? it all came together in one molten moment screaming new words like loud distorted Fender guitars fighting in the open static-charged air of a stormy night. © All rights reserved

How Do You Say Goodbye
You know thinking today about all the loved ones I have lost in the last 7 years. Seven years ago I had two parents, and two grandparents who I had grown up with my whole life. There wasen't a day that went bye I didn't talk to them or see each and everyone no matter where I lived they where always a phone call away. Last week my next door neighbor, and the mother of my 6 year old sons friend lost her husband and her boys lost their dad. Death happens everyday huh? But he was 26 a whole life ahead of him. He was one of four United States Marines killed in Iraq last week in a roadside bomb attack. Watching the fall out and the grief reminding me how fragile life really is!! I saw this posted about his death and if seemed very thought....out. If you would indeed behold the spirit of death, open your heart wide unto the body of life. For life and death are one, even as the river and the sea are one. In the depth of your hopes and desires lies your silent knowledge of th

Reason,season,lifetime
PEOPLE COME INTO YOUR LIFE FOR A REASON People come into your life for a reason, a season or a lifetime. When you know which one it is, you will know what to do for that person. When someone is in your life for a REASON, it is usually to meet a need you have expressed. They have come to assist you through a difficulty, to provide you with guidance and support, to aid you physically, emotionally or spiritually. They may seem like a god sent and they are. They are there for the reason you need them to be. Then, without any wrong doing on your part or at an inconvenient time, this person will say or do something to bring the relationship to an end. Sometimes they die. Sometimes they walk away. Sometimes they act up and force you to take a stand. What we must realize is that our need has been met, our desire fulfilled, their work is done. The prayer you sent up has been answered and now it is time to move on. Some people come into your life for a SEASON, beca

Backseat
Teenagers again - backseat burning up desire like bubbles rising and tugging buttons, snaps, shirttails until precious flesh warm and moist upon me - windows fogged by then... Kissing hard squirming aching fit to burst and finally being safe inside you and the slow build up to feeling almost passing out as hand finds lovely breast mouth tastes luscious skin sweat breaks out - you rise and fall and rise again - in shadows I can see the place where part of me enters you. Teenagers again - our dams now overfill and we flood forth you fall into my arms and giggle as cars go rushing by up on the highway leading to our bed... © All rights reserved

Dc War Protest Pt 1 & 2 (view From Other Side Of
DC War Protest pt 1 & 2 (view from OTHER side of barricade) Body: THANKS! ----------------- Bulletin Message ----------------- From: ooppoddoo Date: 15 Sep 2007, 19:56 I've always found it interesting that there are rarely any cops watching the pro-war bunch, and it's also interesting how much tech they always have. Does anyone know where I could find out who organized the counter-demonstration? Cheney's daughter perhaps? Maybe Karl got bored and needed to stir up some mischief...this sort of counter-protest is very new to me, and I first saw it at the January protest in D.C., which is also the only D.C. protest I've ever done. Is it a D.C. thing maybe? Very odd...I mean...PRO WAR? Hmmm...oop ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ DC War Protest pt.1 http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=nJb40lZ3NmI DC War Protest pt.2 http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=iYUdyU8hHUs

Absolute Hatred..
Misalign Redefine What it is to be blind Bathing in ignorance So sick of you Looking to enhance All that is untrue A voracious Superfluous Sarcastic existence Why don't you go kill yourself And bury your carcass when you're through

The Intro
Here comes Bludgeony the Clown, carrying a massive war club on his pauldron. Pauldrons and a breastplate are his only armor. The rest is a clown suit. Bludgeony is smoking a cigarette, but not one of the major brands. The spotlight shining on him must be the light from the Eye of God. Bludgeony’s voice is raspy as he speaks into the classic microphone: “Ladies and gentlemen, Mooncalf.” The curtain opens and so does the mouth of hell.

Projector Screen And Dog
We see a gigantic projector screen displaying a gigantic image of a vagina. The mooncalf is crowning. Eyestalks writhe atop a slick, gray scalp. In the background we hear a woman screaming and Indian music. Other people in the room are chanting in strange tongues. What flickering light we see suggests candles illuminating the delivery room. A dog walks across the stage wearing a Hawaiian shirt and a tutu. The screen goes blank and flies up. There’s a humorous in the dog’s mouth. The moment the dog exits the stage is accentuated with a cymbal crash.

Dr. George Carlo Emf Cell Phone Dangers Interview
----------------- Bulletin Message ----------------- From: nierika Date: September 16, 2007 8:04 AM Body: Dr. George Carlo EMF Cell Phone Dangers Interview Sat, 15 Sep 2007 07:46:08 +0000 ingrid@bioethika.com Dr. George Carlo EMF Cell Phone Dangers Interview Sat, 15 Sep 2007 07:46:08 +0000 ingrid@bioethika.com Sorry if it seems I am making up for a quiet week, but the truth is, this is exactly what I am doing! Dr. George Carlo is not just anyone, he headed a $28.5 million dollar study funded by the cell phone industry. From 1993 to 1999, he was point man for the burgeoning industry -- and they thought they could count on him to deliver the results they wanted because he more or less signed off on the safety of breast implants. Dr. Carlo failed to please and was fired. He wrote a book and a movie is also coming out. For a preview of coming attractions, see the video on YouTube: Now, at the risk of pinching some nerves, it has recently come to my attention

Today's Hororscope...
Romance could be awkward -- but that's almost always a good sign! If you feel more exposed than you like, that means you're moving in the right direction. Find a way to get more comfortable. ~I totally agree...weird how these horoscopes here on Fubar are almost always on the dot with me and my life...Weird and freaky but so awesome!

What Is A Bastard??
Quite often we ask ourselves hard to answer questions, like, "What is a bastard?" And we wax philosophic with metaphysical postulations, incomplete aphorisms, and inconsistent sophisms that make one more and more sure that the only true thing is that a picture is worth a thousand words. In this photo, the guy on the right is a member of a bomb squad in the middle of a deactivation. The guy behind him, well, he's a bastard.

My Weekend
It is Sunday and I have been going through stuff that we have seemed to put in boxes and hidden in the garage for years! It was time to go through them and get rid of shit that we have not seen in years! Like 20 years. It is all dusty. Not a good thing to be doing on a Sunday but it has been needed for quite some time now. Yesterday was Christopher's birthday party. It turned out so nice. We had family and friends over and the kids went swimming. Even though it wasn't hot outside, the pool was warm and the kids enjoyed themselves! For being mostly boys, they were pretty calm in the pool. The adults just sat around and talked. Very stress free birthday. I had prepared the food beforehand so I could just relax during the party and that made it really nice for me. I left the party when it was winding down because I had to go to another party. I enjoyed myself. I am always the last one to leave. I guess that means I love to talk or to have a good time? My friends hus

Cannot
Kisses, like jewels around her neck - and hands blazing trails to the firestorm, warm and bright - one night doing the impossible with a woman I cannot touch - I can't get there from here. I want the blue sky of her breath against my skin just once - let me in just once and let me find the breeze, the wind, the tempest of a moment with a woman I cannot touch - I can't get there from here. Sand, like warm water between my toes and waves lapping at our shore - I just need to swim inside her ocean and reach the crest of the wave I cannot know - I can't get there from here. Real love is elemental - fire water earth sky - I wish that I could try but I can't get there from here. © All rights reserved

Wading
I am wading into the unknown waters of your hidden heart and feeling the comfort of this warm pool. The water here shimmers (and ripples of your laughter lap around my ankles, tickling me). I am splashing and dousing myself in you - loving this feeling of wetness. © All rights reserved

Policies Of "the Wolf" In Palestine
Policies of "The Wolf" in Palestine ----------------- Bulletin Message ----------------- From: Chrissay Date: September 17, 2007 1:33 AM Body: Honestly, I'm not obsessed today ...well maybe a little. Thanks PEACE.&.JUSTICE Date: Sep 16, 2007 6:21 PM Policies of The 'Wolf' in Palestine Equals Ethnic CleansingJudaism Vs Zionism (Truth about zionism) September 16, 2007"We shall create, with sweat and blood, a race of men, strong, brave and cruel."Zionist leaders have taught that Israel can only exist, that it can only have peace and security, by beating the Palestinians (and indeed the entire Arab world) into total submission to its demands. Since the earliest days, Zionist leaders have recognized the need to forcefully dictate terms of surrender to the Palestinians, to the Arab world, even to all the Jews of the diaspora, in order to colonize the land formerly known as Israel. The central demand in this involuntary agreement calls for a Jewish majority

Dear World
Here I sit, in the shadows of the evening sun. The light is glowing overhead, but still that isnt enough, so I touch the lamp behind the speaker, and slowly with three taps, it too has a bright shine emerging. My speaker is on, but there is no music playing, which for me, is a first. My life could probably be defined using song titles from 80's hair bands. I've been having a rough time lately, and today I read a blog that really touched my soul, it made me want to write this. So while I am no writer, here goes nothing... My Dearest world-- It seems as though the warm embrace I once felt by you as the rays of sunshine poured down upon me are long gone now, and all I can feel is a desolate cold front whisking through you, that eventually seems to settle upon the tip of my nose making it feel as though any facial movement i now make, is in slow motion. However, As I sit in my first floor apartment, staring out the window at the fight, I slowly see the golden leaves begin to fal

No I Am Not Dead!
I'm not dead! Very much alive. At least I was last time I checked. heheh..Sorry I have not been around here much. Life calls. So much going on that I do not even know where to start. So going to save that for another day. Just know I am settling in to a new life with many hopes and dreams. Looking forward to hearing from you all and knowing how you have been doing. Chrys

A Long Day!!!
SO I HAD A VERY EXCITIN DAY TODAY, NOT!!!! I HAD TO SPEND LIKE 3 HOURS AT THE LAUNDRY MAT TODAY JUST TO HAVE CLEAN CLOTHES...NOW HOW VERY CRAZY IS THAT? THEN THE AFTERNOON WENT GOOD I GOT TO SPEND ALOT OF TIME WITH MY VERY AWESOME SISTER, KAT AND MY VERY KOOL NEPHEW ADYN./ SO I AM PRETTY WORN OUT AND NOW I AM VERY BORED!!!

Life Sucks
Hey Guys, LONG TIME no talk.. For those of you who don't know, my son Ty died on August 6, 2007. So life is NOT so good at this time, but hopefully things will get better. I am going to try to get on here more now that I have a lot of male roommates that LOVE this site and are awesome for being there for me.. YOU ALL KNOW WHO U R>> I LOVE YOU and THANKS.. To all My Cherries who I have dearly missed for along time I hope to get back into the mix as soon as I have some free time. In the mean time everyone take care and I will update my profile soon, but I just can't take the pictures down yet.. Lots of Love to ALL.. Trish

Sept 17, 2007
Dear Alexa, Here is your single's love horoscope for Monday, September 17: Some excellent, exciting give-and-take is a distinct possibility now, and you definitely shouldn't be afraid to be the one to initiate. They'll love the attention, and this just might be the start of something great.

Open Minded...or Mindless?
Open Minded...or Mindless? Being open minded is usually associated with good things - like being fair, unbiased, receptive, amenable, tolerant, etc. All good qualities when used judiciously. Open-mindedness can, however, also be a negative trait. Allow me to present what the politically correct movement doesn't want you to know. Open-mindedness can be synonymous with cowardice and an inability or unwillingness to form an opinion and/or stand up for what you believe. This can be equally as useless and destructive to the fabric of society as being maliciously opinionated. It enables dependence and creates apathy and passivity. Using an extreme example for emphasis sake, while listening to a talk radio program I heard a caller defend a convicted multiple murderer. The murderer had killed an entire family of four in their own home. He didn't know them, they were just in his way. The caller was hypothesizing what childhood trauma may have caused him to commit this heinous act. Sh

Subscribe Now!!!
Hi Everyone, I Just created a New blog to keep all of you NAUGHTY folks in tune with all LIVE cams and chats out there. Click the link and then you can bookmark the page if you would like, I will keep it up to date from there. BLOG

Need To Stop Drinkin!!!!!!
So, I've been talking to few girls in here for some time now. All the sudden they don't remember the conversations they had with me. I'm either losing myself or gettin messed up in the brain 'cause of the alcohol, 'cause if there's one gift i have, is to remember shit! But for some reason, few girls in here don't remember what we have talked about before. It could be me..... shit. I'm really fucking confused right now! It's funny 'cause it has been a few of them that had told me they don't remember the conversations.... I could understand if one didn't remember, but more than 4 people within 48 hours? fuck, i'm fucked up in my brain!

To My Fav Guy In The World... Bitches Dont Know About Sparta
I can always start over again, Remind myself that it wasn't meant to be, Try to grow from this experience without being bitter, Or allow silly insecurities to cloud my judgement, That robs me of the pleasure of having you in my life, And the dignity to let go and wish you well, I'll try to go foward without looking back, Or questioning why we could not make it, No one comes out the winner in the blame game, But I must admit it gives me pause to consider, Will I make it out this door, fighting off temptation, Of saying something stupid or a remark I'll regret, So I'll go before your eyes cast upon mine, I'll walk away a lady and alittle more dignified.

Rhythm And Blues
Smoky Robinson sings the softest melody - we are dancing slowly and I can feel the Miracles deep inside me as I awaken to a feeling - feeling bittersweet. Sad to know the evening cannot last forever. The warmth that comes to rest in the air between us makes me shiver - so I close the gap. I hold you tightly - "I've got sunshine on a cloudy day..." © All rights reserved

Today Was A Good Day :)
Today was a rather good day, I had a rather large amount of laughs with Alex today. He gave me a 15 minute review on the film "Shoot em up" this morning it was rather funny, and as we sat down My friend Jack told me some girl was bitching about me because you see she has nothing else better to do with her life than to bitch about people so I left it at that. I had a flapjack for lunch and then went a played the piano for a bit, Quite relaxing really.. Natalie xo

My Job
I love my job.... not too many people can say that about the work they do... I am sayin that because I am on the net everyday while at work. As a matter of fact I have a computer at home and I hardly use the damn thing because after using this one all day I no longer have any interest when I get home.. Anyway I just wanted to say that I really like my job...lol..

50 Confessions
50 Confessions 1. Are you taller than your mom? 2. What color is your shower curtain? 3. What is the closest thing to you right now that is red? 4. What is your ring tone? 5. Does anything hurt on your body right now? 6. What color is your favorite pillow? 7. What is your favorite video game? 8. Had a nap today? 9. Gold or Silver? 10. Is there an animal that creeps you out? 11.Who was the last person you rode an elevator with? 12. Did you go ice skating as a kid? 13. Ever have stitches? 14. Favorite non-alcoholic drink? 15. How long ago did you hug someone? 16. What's something you want to do before you die? 18. Have you ever seen a ghost? 19. Have you ever seen northern lights? 20. Do you know how to use chop sticks? 21. Name something good that happened last night. : 22.What room are you in? 23. Are you worried about something you can't control? 24. Do you take daily medications? 25. Ever be

Lemon Cleanse
Lemon Cleanse Many diseases start in the intestines, so it is a good idea to do a cleansing. LEMON DRINK for your Master Cleanse you need: 2 tablespoons FRESH squeezed lemon or lime juice (approx. 1/2 lemon) 2 tablespoons genuine organic maple syrup, Grade B (the darker the better)* 1/10 teaspoon (a small pinch!) cayenne pepper, gradually increase (the more BTUs the better) 300 - 500 ccm (10-14 oz) pure water In a 300ccm (10-ounce) glass (to allow for 227ccm and mixing room): 2 tablespoons fresh (and organic, if possible) lemon or lime juice (absolutely no canned or frozen juice). 2 tablespoons real (and organic, if possible) grade B or C maple syrup. (Don't use Grade A maple syrup or maple-flavored syrup. They are over-refined, which means that they are mostly refined sugars and lack essential minerals.) A small pinch of cayenne pepper (to taste). Spring or purified water, between room temperature and medium hot (but not cold) – fill to 1/4 liter (8 oz). Mix

Passions
Passions ran deep within the big blue I pictured us, sitting there, just me and you. Holding hands watching the California Sun set, And in silence, there is not one Boston Jet. Determination makes me think, is there a chance? Someday will we have that one important dance? Two hopeless hearts, we are so romantic, Curious why’s only make me frantic. That other guy thinks I'm just hard to get, And continues to try to make me his pet. I will not be treated like someones posession, Just as you are mine, I am his obsession. My loyalty to you causes him heartache, Good girls like me are hard to make. I feel you could be my perfect match, And you my sweet are such a catch. Only for you, I’m a love sick wonder, And Because of you I will not Plunder. For jealous minds kill my dreams, We are mere stitches without seams.

Lemon Olive Oil Gallbladder Cleanse
Lemon & Olive Oil Liver & Gallbladder Cleanse Lemon & Olive oil drink can be taken daily. To make this you need one organic/unwaxed lemon one table spoon of Extra virgin olive oil, a glass & a half of clean spring water or filtered if available tap water. Wash the Lemon, cut out any dark bits, then roughly chop the whole thing including the rind & put in a blender. Add the table spoon of Virgin Olive oil & the glass & a half of water - blend this for 60 seconds - strain & serve. If you wish to gain weight split the drink into three portions & drink with each meal throughout the day. This drink manages to restore the Ph of your saliva which in turn helps you to absorb the nutrients from the food you eat. If drunk all in one go first thing in the morning (an hour before eating) it will flush & detox the Liver & Gallbladder

3/07/01
I'm only 19, but some say I have lived the life of a 30 year old. Maybe its because of all the trials I've been through. The deaths and depression. Or maybe I just seem older than I am in personality, though I look younger than I am in appearance. I still see myself as a 16 year old, young and immature, yet sometimes I see myself as an old maid. I look to elders for guidance, and I hold on to my friends tightly. I try to make rational decisions although sometimes this world makes it hard to do. I look at my past and wonder how I could of ever gotten through it. People say that I am so strong to have lived through it all. When looking at myself I see a weak powerless girl desperate for some attention and some relief from the pain. My shoulders always weighed down with the worries a person my age shouldn't have. Always searching for a way out of this sadness I am always consumed in. Yet in truth I have to say that I'm scared to leave all the sadness behind. It's really all I know.... Hap

Prologue To Fucking Beautiful Boy........
He caught my eye at our local hangout - tall, dark and handsome - but young. Just a glance...and I knew he was trouble for me. I lowered my head and I tried not to look, but I could feel his eyes appraising my body. My tummy quivered at the thought of him. I had to look again....and he was leaning on a wall...arms crossed...smiling...daring me to look at him. 6'1" of beautiful all for my hungry eyes to eat up. Phone call, one of the kids - must take call. I detest the intrusion into my little lustful fantasy I was having with myself about the beautiful boy. I go outside so I can talk....it's chilly...so my coat is over my shoulders. My back is to the door, I am 5 feet in front of it. I hear the music as the door opens.....I am finishing up the conversation with my kid about some issue...cannot even recall what it was! I feel hands wrapping my coat closer to me....then a whisper of "Hello Beautiful" in my ear. I smile to myself knowingly....and slowly turn around and look into the mo

Confessions Of A Thinker
It started out innocently enough. I began to think at parties now and then -- just to loosen up. Inevitably, though, one thought led to another, and soon I was more than just a social thinker. I began to think alone -- "to relax," I told myself -- but I knew it wasn't true. Thinking became more and more important to me, and finally I was thinking all the time. That was when things began to sour at home. One evening I turned off the TV and asked my wife about the meaning of life. She spent that night at her mother's. I began to think on the job. I knew that thinking and employment don't mix, but I couldn't help myself. I began to avoid friends at lunchtime so I could read Thoreau, Muir, Confucius and Kafka. I would return to the office dazed and confused, asking, "What is it exactly we are doing here?" One day the boss called me in. He said, "Listen, I like you, and it hurts me to say this, but your thinking has become a real problem. If you don't stop t

Where Could She Be...
The heart goes on beating even with the pain, Holding deep a love that cannot be slain. Looking out the wind blows the leaves on a tree, Lost is my love, where could she be? Clouded is the vision through the tears in my eyes, Wondering if the love I hold will see the sun rise. Looking out the wind blows the leaves on a tree, Lost is my love, where could she be? A past that cannot be forgotten only forgiven, The love I have holds true, freely given. Looking out the wind blows the leaves on a tree, Lost is my love, where could she be? Haunted dreams take me to a dark place, The love a new day soon must face. Looking out the wind blows the leaves on a tree, Lost is my love, where could she be? Voices whisper quietly in the shadows of my mind, Love clings tightly not wanting to be left behind. Looking out the wind blows the leaves on a tree, Lost is my love, where could she be? The soul working it’s way on a downward descent, If love could only

Lost In The Night....
Cold and hurting lost in the night, Always searching trying to find the light. It’s hard to forgive and harder yet to forget, When all behind you lays a trail of regret. Things left undone, emotions left unsaid, Many things I should have done instead. Choices made but not thought out, Led there on a sea of doubt. So much easier if only I had asked, And let the truth finally be unmasked. Path in the past we can’t walk again, Only forward from here can we try to begin. To rebuild a trust that I alone lost, Fix the pain that you paid the cost. Thinking of the future and keeping it in sight. Cold and hurting lost in the night.

The Call Of The Darkness....
I can feel the darkness calling me, Offering to carry me away to a better place. It's soft whisper entices me, Telling me of a place where the pain will go away. It wants me to come with it, Far away from the hurt and sadness. The promise it offers blinds me, Pointing me to a way out of it. The truth of life it shows me, That nothing good is meant to be, The pain it says it can take away, All I have to do is offer to join it. The chance that it gives me, Can help me to make it all ok, The path it says is easy, Easier then the road I have traveled so far. My life it shows me, The things I have lost become apparent. It speaks of love to me, Showing me the love that can never be replaced. It knows my inner thoughts, And the burden they have become to me. It grins to me from far away, The weight of the world it knows is getting to me. I can feel the darkness calling to me, Offering to carry me away to a better place. It's soft whisper entices me, May

Twinkle....
That twinkle in your eye, happiness in your voice, In that very first look, before me laid a choice. Do I run away in fear, or stand strong near you, As the days went by deep down I knew, I had to pursue. Days and weeks went by, and our friendship grew and grew, I started to realize how much I cared and the feeling was new. A hug that I never wanted to end, a moment never to pass, Fear of what I had found suddenly shattering like glass. Not knowing what to say I try so hard to hide this feeling, Afraid I will push you away while I know your Healing. What words or actions can I use to show you that I care, Without your mind thinking I'm pushing or not being fair. Over this time I have been lucky to have got to know the real you, So many words describe you, beautiful, with a heart oh so true. Although I know many secrets we both hold and hide, Someday I hope you feel safe enough with me to confide. I love the way we are together, and how easily you mak

To Watch You Sleeping
To Watch You Sleeping I study you in the fingers of moonlight That reach through the bedroom window. Pale beams find your face and stroke your cheek, Nighttime alchemy, your golden skin turned to silver. My fingers fist and stretch, aching to slide through your sun-kissed hair. Claret~colored nails pressing half-moons into my palms Always impatient hands, hovering hairsbreadths over your flesh. Tracing, not touching, your perfectly arched brows. Exquisite frames for your tempting, hypnotic eyes. I recall them as they pinned me with their passion Dark as the deepest pits of hell and burning just as brightly. I cannot resist: the pad of my finger tickles across sooty lashes. You stir and moan, love’s echo returning from your valley of dreams. I bite my lip to refrain from moaning in answer. Your face relaxes again and I release my breath, Softly blowing a kiss across your lips. Ah, your lips. Full succulent fruit, I am suddenly famished Ever the daughter of Eve

Who Knew By Pink
You took my hand You showed me how You promised me You'd be around Uh huh That's right I took your words And I believed In everything You said to me Yeah huh That's right [Chorus:1] If someone said three years from now You'd be long gone I'd stand up and punch them out Cause they're all wrong I know better 'Cause you said forever And ever Who knew Remember when We were such fools And so convinced And just too cool Oh no, No no. I wish I could touch you again I wish I could still call you a friend I'd give anything [Chorus:2] When someone said count your blessings now 'fore they're long gone I guess I just didn't know how I was all wrong They knew better Still you said forever [Who Knew lyrics on http://www.metrolyrics.com] And ever Who knew Yeah yeah I'll keep you locked in my head Until we meet again Until we Until we meet again And I won't forget you my friend What happened [Chorus:3] If someone said three years from

Babay!
So for those of you that know me know that about a year ago tragedy struck my life. My husband and I had thought that we were going to be ushering a little one into our family. Then I go to my first prenatal appointment and they tell me that my uterus is empty. Well here we go again, last night I took a pregnancy test and it turned up very pregnant. I don't want to get to excited because of what happened last time but I can't help but think I may actually be pregnant this time! And I can't help being excited, we have been trying for a baby ever since....I just wanted to share my joy with some friends.

Help Wanted!!
WORLDROCK Radio, the number 5 ROCK station on the net is looking for professional DJs a.s.a.p. If you have an out-going and dedicated personality and would like to work for an internet wide radio station, please contact WorldRock Radio Manager, DJ Cru on YIM at sircru2004@yahoo.com or EMAIL or DJ Evil on YIM at anthraxbio@yahoo.com or EMAIL Requirements: 1. DJ experience preferred. 2. Like and know Rock. (not gay pop rock) 3. Have a personality 4. Can make scheduled shows and willing to pull extra shifts. 5. Make meetings and help promote the station not just your own personal show. 6. Have fun. 7. Must be 19 or older. 8. Can not work for or DJ with any other station or lounge. If you feel you have what it takes, please contact DJ Cru or DJ Evil for details on open shifts. Click banner to enter lounge

I Wrote This One I Call It Friendship
You Put Up A Wall I try to be something special to you, but you put up a wall, I remind myself of love so true, gotta learn I can't walk before I crawl, hurting when you say I wont lose a special place in your heart, and yet it seems you put up a wall, I feel so insecure and think that it's all busting apart, all life has ever made me do is wanna fall, to my knees when I lose someone special like my boo, but even when I express you put up a wall, I keep trying to tell myself its not true, but I don't want to be the one who is stuck with the ball, becoming hopelessly insecure when your around, I left my guard down and you still put up a wall, if you dont want to talk to me then just let me hit the ground, from my never ending journey that down on my fall, I would rather love and lose, with you putting up your wall, cause it will eventually become like a bruise, on your heart and come crashing down with no mercy at all.

Truly Happy
I am really happy when I simply see your face I feel your hand on my cheek and find warmth in your embrace When I smell the scent of roses cascading through the breeze When I can hear your laughter echo as we casually taunt and tease Taste your sugar coated kisses to raise my spirits when I'm blue Those times you say those simple words and say you love me too. To love with all my senses with passion far beneath the skin To know I'll never be alone I am truly happy then

A Place
I hear a voice, but my lips do not move. I speak words of you...not from my mouth, but from my heart. Below me I see bloody faces, glaring at me into my soul. "Lift me up for my past is trying to kill me." Screaming from insanity, I pray for my angel of darkness. Invisible arms wrap around me, wings in closed tight. "I'll take you away from here! There is no place for you now. Burn your past forget it, leave it! I'll take you to a place where darkness and pain will never hurt you." "No such place exists! You talk of madness!" Looking behind the black is trying to fallow. Closing my eyes tight im laid down, Soft clouds beneath me. Opening the eyes, no darkness to be seen, Angels fly high with wings of black and red. A whisper in my ear "There is such a place."

Bridal Suite
IN THE BRIDAL SUITE On their first night to be together, the newlywed couples go to get changed. The new bride comes out of the bathroom, all showered and wearing her beautiful robe. The proud husband says, "My dear, we are married now, you can open your robe." The beautiful young woman opens her robe, and he is astonished. "Oh, oh, aaaahhh," he exclaims, "My word, you are so beautiful, let me take your picture. Puzzled, she asks, "My picture?" He answers, "Yes my dear, so I can carry your beauty next to my heart forever." She smiles and he takes her picture, and then he heads into the bathroom to shower. He comes out wearing his robe and the new wife asks, "Why do you wear a robe? We are married now." At that the man opens his robe and she exclaims, "Oh, oh, oh my, let me get a picture." He beams and asks, "Why?" She answers, "So I can get it enlarged."

One Liners That Make You Smile - Part One...
One Liners That Make You Smile - Part One... 1. My husband and I divorced over religious differences. He thought he was God and I didn't. 2. I don't suffer from insanity; I enjoy every minute of it. 3. Some people are alive only because it's illegal to kill them. 4. I used to have a handle on life, but it broke. 5. Don't take life too seriously; No one gets out alive. 6. You're just jealous because the voices only talk to me 7. Beauty is in the eye of the beer holder. 8. Earth is the insane asylum for the universe. 9. I'm not a complete idiot -- Some parts are just missing. 10. Out of my mind. Back in five minutes. 11. NyQuil, the stuffy, sneezy, why-the-heck-is-the-room-spinning medicine. 12. God must love stupid people; He made so many. 13. The gene pool could use a little chlorine. 14. Consciousness: That annoying time between naps.

No Stress Today! Yippeeeee!
Today was a stress free day! A first in a very long time. Anthony started back to school today from his um...3 day vacation from school! He has a lot of work to make up and get in so his grades will go back up. I got an email from Christopher's teacher today and she told me it was his best day yet! This makes me happy. At least one day without worry and stress over school and my boys. How nice. Now...if we can only keep it up! Staying over them like a watch dog for a while might be the answer. I have loved the weather we have had today. It has just been perfect. 75 degrees. So nice. Dinner is going to be take-out so the whole night is just going to be nice and easy. Ciao everyone~

Singles Are Happy Being Single
Singles Are Happy Being Single Yahoo! Personals Survey Finds National Singles Week survey says singles believe they are more adventurous and in better physical shape than their married friends By Rad Dewey Yahoo! Personals Updated: Sep 18, 2007 Singles are happy to be single, believe they're more open to new experiences, and in better physical shape than couples, according to a survey conducted for Yahoo! Personals by Harris Interactive. Survey results were released in honor of National Singles Week, Sept. 16-22. Asked to compare themselves to married couples (or couples living together) 88 percent of the singles surveyed said they were happier or just as happy as their "coupled" peers. Also, 51 percent of singles said they were more open to new experiences while 33 percent at least as open to them. Also, according to the survey findings, 78 percent of singles believe they are more or equally physically fit than their "coupled" peers. In their careers, 81 percent of the

Ciara-promise
Come enjoy the life Baby take a ride I just wanna vibe with you, you Baby you and I can have a good time Tell me what you like Oo oo [Spoken] Now listen I've been single for a while now And I've been kind of lonely But I'm looking for somebody to talk to, Love me, someone who can hold me, Is that you? I'm looking for somebody I can call boo Looking for the only one that I can give my all to Tell me if it's you, you, you What you wanna do, do, do Make your move You can be my teacher I'll do homework You can give me extra credit, baby I'll do more work What you wanna do, do, do Now it's me and you, you, you Make a move This mood is so right It feels so right You can be my prince My knight You can be my superman Save me here I am 'Cause baby There's nothing I won't do To spend my life with you I'll give my all to you I promise that I will never lie to you boy There's nothing I won't do To spend my life with you I'll give my all to you I promi

Re: Re: Friends, Please Do Not Let Up!
----------------- Bulletin Message ----------------- From: § Lori § Date: 18 Sep 2007, 21:25 ----------------- Bulletin Message -----------------From: BlaineDate: Sep 18, 2007 11:16 PM----------------- Bulletin Message -----------------From: DeniseDate: September 19, 2007 12:15 AMBody: From: Roy Beck, President, NumbersUSA Tuesday 18SEP07 4 p.m. EDT A few more hours of phoning today ... You are creating more doubts ... Make this radioactive FRIENDS, PLEASE DO NOT LET UP!Call the Senate switchboard at:202-224-3121The momentum is with us. We started the day with only 4 Senators committed to vote NO on the DREAM Act Amnesty. As I write this, the list is up to 18. Your calls are making a big difference. Our Capitol Hill Team called many of these offices this morning and couldn't get a commitment to oppose this amnesty. But by this afternoon after being flooded by your calls, many of them were calling US

My Dream Girl
You ask me for one final dance, I get the feeling it may be our last. You gaze deeply into my eyes, I see pure bliss in yours. I pull you closer... You close your eyes and smile. You lean forward and whisper softly into my ear "I love you with all my heart. I truly, madly, deeply do." I hug you tighter and say "My feelings are equal to yours. Never leave me again." You pull back a little and look at me... Your eyes have sadness in them. So you smile, a very forlorn smile and gently kiss me... I wake up, realizing that it was just another dream of you, and tears fall slowly and silently from my eyes. I am left to wallow in my memories of us and i begin to pray, in vain, that you will return to me someday.

No Need To Argue
There’s no need to aruge anymore I gave all I could But it left me so sore And the thing that makes me mad Is the one thing that I had I knew, I knew, I’d lose you You’ll always be special to me And I remember all the Things we once shared Watching tv movies on The living room armchair But they say it will work out fine Was it all a waste of time Cause I knew, I knew, I’d lose you You’ll always be special to me Will I forget in time You said I was on your mind There’s no need to argue No need to argue anymore There’s no need to argue anymore Special

Today On Worldrock Radio
Click banner to enter lounge 12:00PM EST (Noon) For requests, hit me up on yahoo at krayzeecreeme Click banner to visit Cujo's MySpace page! 2:00PM EST For requests, hit me up on yahoo at mystic_druid_777 Click banner to visit Mystic's MySpace page! 4:00PM EST For requests, hit me up on yahoo at sweetnloveable35 Click banner to visit Kazz's MySpace page! 6:00PM EST Tonight on Rebbi's Rambunctious Noize..at 8pm...Hair Band Wednesday..Great Rock from Guys who wear more hairspray and makeup than I do...plus the latest in rock news, Foamy The Squirrel and non stop rock for 2 hours.. this is step 1 in my evil nefarious plan to rock the world til it screams no more. Rebbi's Rambunctious Noize on WORLDROCKRADIO.COM FROM 8-10PM est. To get in a request... shoot me an IM AOL IM: BunniRockRadio Yahoo IM: BunniRockRadio Click banner to visit Rebbi's MySpace page! 8:00PM EST For requests, hit me up on yahoo at shotdaddy2004 Click ba

True Beauty
Beautiful to the eyes, To the touch of the spirits gaze. Your frame melts my heart. Your voice melts my soul. The sight of you causes a flush, A desire to the core. I sense you near, I see you here. I want you there I sleep next you And it is not close enough In my dreams i feel your touch I see you daily, all day long still not enough Be mine, Be yours Be all things near you is what i want to be To be touched to held Would be Heaven To be your world To be loved, By you To be Desired, By you Bliss of Ecstasy A whisper in your, To let you know A whisper in your heart, To let me in. Listen for it, its there See me, Just see Look up, here I am. Look next you There I will be. Let me in to your desires Let me make you come true Make me true, Make me come true for you Let me love you

Posted For All My Fubar Friends
Beauty is a thing seldom seen No one sees it because no one looks Or at least not in the right place Beauty is held by all Within the soul it lies Waiting to come out to the surface Only it can't Beauty is suppressed by the evils of the world Only love can bring beauty out Once seen Beauty never hides again Not even hatred can deny beauty Of it's true design Beauty although possessed by all Will only ever be truly seen by few And fewer yet will ever see One of the most beautiful sights The beauty held by you

Time Bomb
I'm a time bomb... times tickin slow // and its been this way since my day of birth and 2 make it worste i didn't know // its like the worldz takin' turnz 2 add gas on the flametil it burnz 2 ash aftermath is i spit the sickest flow // i write with conviction and hope somebody some day in some way might listen // but its like livin' with what ever i've written in life gettin' lost in translation a father and man with patience is the right description // un-readable 2 people i'm miserable and scarred.. twinkle twinkle little star only given this little light of mine fine i'm gonna let it shine and glissen(texas my son)// survivors ambition mixed with the rage inside but the pain doesn't stray nor die when its hidden // i tried reminiscin' on the better dayz but i'm stressed and unforgiven so its never changed i wonder why some times i'm like fucc this life i'm livin // yes really and it kills me if i make a mistake or the right decision every second wit texas // its like i

For You
FOR YOU We are in the lounge having a great time. The music and drinks are flowing. We are out on the floor dancing. They are playing a great variety tonight. The room is dimly lit. Not too many people there. A slow song comes on, you pull me close to you. I can feel each breath you take. You look into my eyes. I can see the love you have for me as you can see that I have for you. You lean in and kiss me. It's very deep and passionate. As we kiss, we zone out everything and everyone around us. We can hear the music but other than that it's as if the only two people in the room are us. You grab onto me, lifting me up, kissing me even deeper. I react by wrapping my legs around your waist locking my legs around you. You walk us to the back of the room and back me against the wall, moving your hand along my thigh... the thought of you getting closer to my kitty makes me squirm a little. You like this. The way you have me held against the wall, you can reach down to your zipper, you pull

That Smile
As I look at your Beautiful Smile, I know this is why Life is worthwhile. Your love is so great, Your powerful mind, They remind my heart To be just as kind. I can remember All the things we did, Running through the park Just like we were kids. Everyday we grow Closer together, Through the pouring rain Or sunny weather. When I look at you In those bright lovely eyes, I say "I love you" "There will be no good-byes." As I look at your Beautiful smile, I know this is why Life is worthwhile

Selena Dreaming Of You
Late at night when all the world is sleeping I stay up and think of you And I wish on a star that somewhere you are Thinking of me too Cause I'm dreaming of you tonight Till tomorrow I'll be holding you tight And there's nowhere in the world I'd rather be Than here in my room dreaming about you and me Wonder if you ever see me And I wonder if you know I'm there If you looked in my eyes Would you see what's inside Would you even care? I just wanna hold you close But so far all I have a dreams of you So I wait for the day And the courage to say how much I love you Yes I do! I'll be dreaming of you tonight Till tomorrow I'll be holding you tight And there's nowhere in the world I'd rather be Than here in my room dreaming about you and me Corazón I can't stop dreaming of you No puedo dejar de pensar en ti I can't stop dreaming Cómo te necesito I can't stop dreaming of you Mi amor, cómo te extraño Late at night when all the world is sleeping I stay

Chaos Radio
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A New Day Be A Dawning A Fresh Sent In >>.poem>.by Diana
A fresh sent around . the call of the children , I hear up now. Breakfast I be preparing and coffee being brewed. I thank God for this new day; I thank God for you. I give thanks all thee day thru ; for it,s God,s day he has given to me.To do what is good. I sing him praises in all I do.I know this is a blessing to add, to all the other blessings , and I cant imigine when, My life was without any of your blessings, Lord if I made a list , it would go on and on, cause the blesings I see and receive are more and more anyone can know. for I see blessings in all that you do ; Lord. like when the wind blows or a flower be kissed by the dew, A new day a dawning and a night falling too. Like a new baby being born,or another day to live,or a friend that is with me that im supporting , or their supporting me too. Or a stranger that says a hello, Someone to bless with your word , or someone to just hug, A tree to look upon,Or outlooking on this whole bi

The Surcease Of Sorrow
Do not stand at my grave and weep. I am not there, I do not sleep. I am the sparkle in the snow. I am the shredded leaves that blow. I am the sunlight on growing grain. I am the gentle summer rain. I am the quiet bird at night. Circling about; Taking flight. So do not stand at my grave and weep. I am not there, I do not sleep.

Naked Is Fun
ok all day i was out side talkin on my computer...its now 8 47 pm and i just came in. and the 1st thing that i did was take off my shirt. and drop my pants. and god i have to say that i love being naked. not the 1st time that iv done this, but im all alone and im in my room free as a bird. to any1 who reads this. if you can take off your cloths and become naked like me. naked is fun ohh and i marked this NSFW cuz im not sure if it is or not

Tomorrow Dosen,t Come For Some > Read >>
My Lord know ,s who he calls home next , the day , time or hour. We are just here till he calls us home ; Donald is being called now , but when ; its not know but it will be soon. I am alone but really not alone with my Lord . He is helping me to cope ; My Lord I ask you to help Donald not me , he needs you so now ; Till the time is at hand to breathe the last breath. May he know he is a dear friend ; special friend to me . I dont really know the right words to say , Jesus said I am the light , life and the way , no one come to the father except thru me.This is all I can think to say Donald to you . hugs diana

Dear Boss
I, the Penis, hereby request a raise in salary for the following reasons: I do physical labor. I work at great depths. I plunge headfirst into everything I do. I do not get weekends or public holidays off. I work in a damp environment. I work in a dark workplace that has poor ventilation. I work in high temperatures. My work exposes m e to contagious diseases. Sincerely, P. Niss The Response: Dear Penis: After assessing your request, and considering the arguments you have raised, the administration rejects your request for the following reasons: You do not work 8 hours straight. You fall asleep after brief work periods. You do not always follow the orders of the management team. You do not stay in your designated area and are often seen visiting other locations. You do not take initiative - you need to be pressured and stimulated in order to start working. You leave the workplace rather messy at the end of your shift. You d on't always observe necessar

Men And Women Are Different
Relationships: First of all, a man does not call a relationship a relationship - he refers to it as "that time when me and Suzie was doing it on a semi-regular basis". When a relationship ends, a woman will cry and pour her heart out to her girlfriends, and she will write a poem titled "All Men Are Idiots". Then she will get on with her life. A man has a little more trouble letting go. Six months after the break-up, at 3:00 a.m. on a Saturday night, he will call and say, "I just wanted to let you know you ruined my life, and I'll never forgive you, and I hate you, and you're a total floozy. But I want you to know there's always a chance for us". This is known as the "I Hate You/I Love You" drunken phone call, that 99% of all men have made at least once. There are community colleges that offer courses to help men get over this need; alas, these classes rarely prove effective. Sex: Women prefer 30 - 45 minutes of foreplay. Men prefer 30 - 45 seconds of foreplay. Men consider driving b

He Was A Scapegoat
http://news.yahoo.com/s/ap/20070919/ap_en_tv/tv_rather_lawsuit Dan Rather files $70M suit against CBS By SAMUEL MAULL, Associated Press Writer Wed Sep 19, 7:24 PM ET Dan Rather filed a $70 million lawsuit against CBS and his former bosses Wednesday, claiming they made him a "scapegoat" for a discredited story about President Bush's military service during the Vietnam War. The 75-year-old Rather, whose final months were clouded by controversy over the story, said the actions of the defendants damaged his reputation and cost him significant financial loss. The lawsuit, filed in state Supreme Court in Manhattan, claims the network intentionally botched the aftermath of the story about Bush's time in the Texas Air National Guard and had Rather take the fall to "pacify" the White House. He was removed from his job at "CBS Evening News" in March 2005. Besides CBS Corp., the suit names former CBS parent company Viacom Inc., CBS President and CEO Leslie Moonves, Viacom cha

This Bastard Wants To Be Where?
http://news.yahoo.com/s/ap/20070920/ap_on_re_us/ahmadinejad_ground_zero Iran leader denied on WTC wreath request By PAT MILTON, Associated Press Writer 45 minutes ago Iranian President Mahmoud Ahmadinejad asked permission to lay a wreath at the World Trade Center site when he comes to New York City next week, but the request was denied, a police official said Wednesday. The U.S. also has denied a visa to Iran's United Nations ambassador in Geneva to attend next week's General Assembly meeting because he was involved in the 1979 U.S. hostage crisis, a U.N. official said. Ahmadinejad, who is arriving Sunday to address the United Nations' General Assembly, had asked this month for permission to visit the site of the Sept. 11, 2001, terrorist attacks, police spokesman Paul Browne said. The request to enter the fenced-in site was rejected because of ongoing construction there, Browne said. "Requests for the Iranian president to visit the immediate area would also be

Before.........
Before I go, please let me say I love you and wish I could stay In little time, I’m sure I’ll learn To count the hours ‘til I return Our lives, connected at the heart Were never meant to be apart Life marches on and work does too But, one day, I’ll take care of you. I see a time, years down the road When you will have the love you’re owed With thinning hair of white or gray On the porch swing, our hearts will sway You’ll hold the door; I’ll hold your hand And life will be the way we planned Two souls in love at dawn and eve Without the need to ever leave. Right now, I must head on my own And let the future set the tone Never have doubt, you’re on my mind You are the best friend I could find You are my life, my soul, my breath I will love you, until my death But, for today, I’ll say goodbye I’ll see you when the moon is high

Not Happy
Here's some useful information about me. I didn't share my toys when I was a child and I can assure you that I don't like to freaking share now. So you can understand how pissed I was when some woman came through and not only ripped one but all my pics? All of which have been created just for freaking RayvenRed, with freaking RayvenRed all over them. When I put the damn pics in the album I marked it to block rips. Then fubar changed the format and guess what they no longer were marked as freaking blocked from being ripped. I'm taking them down...all of them and as a change them, which is often, I'll upload what is needed. t really pisses me off that some freaking "Horneyandbi" using not 1 but freaking all my pics and now has a status sign up saying please come rate my pics! Do everyone a favor ask before you take something of theres! don't just assume you can. You know this isn't just about the pics either. When it comes down to it she took what belongs to me. It's like she came in and

Telling Fu How Ghetto Rude They Are
I wrote this to the feedback on Fubar. They blocked me from sending a nice message to all my freinds and now wont let me rate anyone. RE: Fu feedback letter: THIS: "You've been slapped on the ass. If you get 1-3 back then our Hot. 4-6 ur sexy..... 7-12 your ass is mine..... Start slapping " IS NOT SPAM!!!! If I feel like sending this message to 500 of my friends because I believe they are sexy then I have every dang RIGHT TO... THAT'S WHAT FREEEEEEDOM IS ALL ABOUT! Many of these friends are SOLDIERS!!!!! Don't tell me I cant send something. Im NOT selling crap! You need to get a new webmaster to rewrite your program anyway. It's ALWAYS freezing up on EVERYONE...... MY SPACE IS BETTER!!! As a matter of fact I may just take all my friends to MY SPACE. The program message you scripted is messed up and just down right RUDE! I can see why you keep putting those ghetto signs up to recruit new people. Your site is crap! Your network sucks and your webmaster cant seem to do thei

God Sends Me Others In Need In Here ?
It is a great wonder to help others . Out of love I do this and God sends those in need , so I can help ; with what knowledge I do know or have. It,s such a humble feeling to help and to show love to those needing help. Thank you o LORD for giving me a great knowledge frOM street wise and my life ; cause it is helping others so Im begining to se my life wasn,t all in vain and hurt; but I can show love to those and help with my knowledge that I have learned from my mistakes to do good from it BECAUSE OF my past. thank you o LORD ..Diana hugs all..

My Heart.
There is a wall around it. I don't know if anyone will be able to knock it down. The thing is, it doesn't bother me that I am numb to wanting to love again. Will it wear off? I don't know. Not knowing that doesn't bother me either.

Myyearbook
Slyparadox: I am number 21 in NJ on Myyearbook and I don't even do much on their anymore :D I am so gonna make this site my bitch, and I'm gonna be like "YEAH TAKE IT ALL!!" and the site's gonna be like, "FUCK YEA, I LOVE IT!!!" Slyparadox: I have lost my mind. hahaha twosilvergods: HAHA twosilvergods: that's okay twosilvergods: the best ideas are made while insane twosilvergods: sometimes Slyparadox: well that whole "summer of sam" wasn't a good idea twosilvergods: yeah twosilvergods: not at all

I'm A Bad Man (song Lyrics)
I took your baby to the darkest room in the house. "Now, c'mon, baby," I said, "Baby, turn all the lights out." Your baby took her time. Baby did the rock'n'roll. I took your baby to the darkest corner of my soul. (refrain) I'm a bad man for what I' done. I'm a bad, bad man, but I had my fun. She's a good girl - she's too good for you. She loves to rock'n'roll - so, whatcha gonna do? I never stole a woman wasn't satisfied with what she got. And if she's cold as ice, I can make her boiling hot. You better hold on to your baby, better hold on tight. If you ain't hangin' 'round, I'll be seein' her tonight - (refrain) If your thinkin' that your woman's waitin' home for you, Maybe you've been thinkin', "she don't even have a clue" - She knows that you been cheatin' - she's been cheatin', too - Now maybe, baby, I'm the reason Baby isn't blue... (refrain) © All rights reserved

Pooh Wisom
Pooh Wisdom If the person you are talking to doesn't appear to be listening, be patient. It may simply be that he has a small piece of fluff in his ear. Sometimes, if you stand on the bottom rail of a bridge and lean over to watch the river slipping slowly away beneath you, you will suddenly know everything there is to be known. Don't underestimate the value of Doing Nothing, of just going along, listening to all the things you can't hear, and not bothering. Those who are clever, who have a Brain, never understand anything. Before beginning a Hunt, it is wise to ask someone what you are looking for before you begin looking for it. "Pooh," said Rabbit kindly, "you haven't any brain." "I know," said Pooh humbly." ~winnie the pooh

Birthday Ch. 01
Birthday Ch. 01 by jarod187 © Birthdays are special to me. Really special. It's hard to imagine another occasion during the year that a person gets to stand up on a chair and say "Hey, what the fuck? This day is about me. Celebrate bitches!" with such complete and utter justification. Which is why, when the last 21 birthdays of mine sucked, I was more than a little put off. I remember doing everything I could to make sure family, friends, and strangers I passed on the street had the best birthday imaginable, and yet somehow, when it came to mine, something went wrong. I had to work, or I got sick, or I had a fight with a girlfriend or someone I loved forgot what day it was. And yet I kept putting more effort into birthdays every year, hoping that someone would finally get the hint and do the same thing back for me. Now, don't get me wrong, it's not that I spent my birthdays crying in my attic room, eating porridge and pretending the mice were my friends; quite the opposite. My f

Lamb Chili With Masa Harina Dumplings
Servings: Makes 6 to 8 servings. ingredients For chili 10 dried mild New Mexico chiles (2 1/2 to 3 oz) 5 cups water 3 1/4 lb boneless lamb shoulder, trimmed and cut into 1 1/2-inch pieces 1/2 teaspoon black pepper 1 1/4 teaspoons salt 3 tablespoons olive oil 1 large onion, chopped (2 cups) 4 garlic cloves, minced 2 Turkish bay leaves or 1 California 2 teaspoons ground cumin 1 1/2 teaspoons dried oregano, crumbled 3 tablespoons finely chopped canned chipotle chiles in adobo For dumplings 3/4 cup masa harina (corn tortilla mix) 1/4 cup all-purpose flour 1 teaspoon baking powder 1/4 teaspoon baking soda 1/4 teaspoon salt 1/4 cup chilled lard or unsalted butter, cut into small pieces 3/4 cup well-shaken buttermilk 2 tablespoons chopped fresh cilantro preparation Make chili: Simmer dried chiles in 2 cups water, covered, in a 2-quart heavy saucepan until very soft, about 20 minutes. Reserve 3/4 cup cooking liquid, then drain in a colander. Stem chiles

Shamanic Healing/reiki - Rattles
Rattles are very special tools that can be dedicated for specific uses. I use some of my rattles for clearing stagnant energy within the body. If you have worked with rattles you know that each one has its own voice, a tone of their own. To break up stagnant energy, simply shake the rattle near the area you suspect is blocked following the guidance suggested below. If you have a choice of rattles to pick from, let your intuition or Spirit guide you in making your choice regarding which rattle to use. You may find that you want to change rattles during the process and that is fine. Once you have the right rattle for the task then starting rattling gently at the top of the body about 4 to 8" away form the torso. Simply let the hand shake as it will, naturally. It may speed up or slow down - just let the movement come alive as it moves down the person's body. When you have rattled the front, back and each side of the person (including under their feet) then begin the healing. S

The Seven Sacred Directions
As we take our steps on Mother Earth it's easy to become disconnected … to drift & swirl with the currents of everyday living, unsettled and uncentered. A simple and powerful way to begin to reclaim our center and our connection to the Earth is to take time each day to honor 7 Sacred Directions. It only takes a few minutes and with time & repetition it can have a profound & beneficial impact. Honoring the Sacred Directions(All is Sacred) Pick a time at least once a day to do this meditation practice. Many people find it helpful to do this around the same time each day (for example: first thing in the morning; right before bed, etc.). Find a comfortable and undisturbed place to stand. Breathe deeply a few times, exhaling any tensions, distractions, etc. Turn to the East. Be present with the energies of the East. Stand quietly … receptively … sensing the energies. Allow yourself to simply engage the experience. You may see colors or images, hear vibrations, sens

This Guy Should Have His Dick Cut Off And Fed To Him As Hes Being Taser
http://abcnews.go.com/US/wireStory?id=3618742 Guilty Plea in S.C. Teen Abduction, Rape Man Pleads Guilty to Kidnapping Girl, 14, Sexually Assaulting Her in Underground Bunker By BRUCE SMITH The Associated Press BEAUFORT, S.C. A man accused of kidnapping a 14-year-old girl and raping her in an underground bunker pleaded guilty Tuesday, moments before his trial was to begin. The girl was rescued after more than a week when she talked her abductor into letting her play games on his cell phone and instead sent a text message for help. Vinson Filyaw, 37, stood in court Tuesday with his arms clasped behind him as he quietly answered "Yes, sir" when the judge asked him whether he was freely pleading to the charges. The victim sat with family members, her mother's arm around her. Filyaw could spend the rest of his life in prison. He pleaded guilty to kidnapping and all 10 counts of criminal sexual conduct, one for each day prosecutors said he held the girl captive a year

The Hard Truth
the truth is hard to face it blinds me to what's in front of me makes me deaf makes me weak and i feel i cant stand i fall to the ground and scream your name i fall so deep in my mind like a hole that never ends feel my hart beat thousand times a sec feels like its coming out of my chest i look up and i see darkness i stand i scream your name and i see light then i see your smile and your face walking to me i feel strong again i feel i can move moutons and earth for you then i wake and i have to face the hard truth your not hear and i fall deep in pain i screaming this time not your name its a painful scream feel my blood rushing out of my body as i look at your picture i stop screaming i set there looking into your eyes and i am peaceful as my last breath comes out it says i will always love you ALWAYS THINKING OF YOU Ira Lee Moore

10 Things About Me
TEN THINGS ABOUT YOU: 1. Are you in a relationship?: Unfortunatly No, at least I don't think so..could be wrong lol. 2. Are you happy?: FUCK NO 3. Are you bored?: ALWAYS 4. Are you sad?: YES 5. Are you Italian?: 6. Are you German?: YES 7. Are you Asian?: NO 8. Are you Mexican?: NO 9. Are you Irish? YEAH 10. Are your parents still married? NO TEN FACTS: 1. Birth Place: KERRVILLE, TEXAS 2. Hair Color: BROWN NATURALLY 3. Height: 5'8 4. Hair Style: STRAIGHT 5. Eye color: BLUE 7. Mood: LONELY 8. Crush: YES 9. Available: I THINK SO 10. Lefty/righty: LEFTY TEN THINGS ABOUT YOUR LOVE LIFE: 1. Have you ever been in love?: OF COURSE 2. Do you believe in love at first sight?: YESSSS 3. Why did your last relationship fail?: Douche BAG!! 4. Have you ever been hurt?: Sure have. 5. Have you ever broken someone's heart?: Dont know. 6. Would you date someone of a different race

Matters Of The Heart
From season one of the Shield (FX) As Assistant Chief of Police Ben Gilroy explains to Detective Vic Mackey why he's cheating on and planning on leaving his wife of twenty years, he strains for words. "The heart wants what the heart wants, Vic," Ben says. But old cynical Vic cuts to the chase, diagnosing his old buddy's real problem. "The heart wants what the DICK WANTS." LOL... disclaimer: this is in no way a vote of approval of cheating or divorce...just an attempt to brighten your Friday, and maybe help the ladies to see through a player....

Brand New Baby
Yesterday was the day ( Kelli ) gave birth yesterday morning at 10:20 a.m to ( Brianna Rayne ) 6lb's 13 oz and 18 1/2 inches long ,she is beautiful has a head full of dark brown hair and her lung's work very WELL ....LOL Momma and baby are both doing great may get to come home today which is surprising sence it was a C-section but doc says they are fine:) And of course Grandma was in the delivery room to watch it all :) wouldn't have missed it for the world:) and for you who don't know I am grandma:) So yesterday will be a day to remember with very fond memory's:)

Thinking Of You
Its 2am I can't sleep, I'm thinking of you, wanting you, wishing you were here with me so I could kiss you touch you, feel the warmth of your body next to mine. I start to imagine that you are here with me I throw the covers aside and run my hands under my t-shirt over my stomach to my breast, cupping one in each hand thinking of how it feels when you're touching me. I move my thumbs over my nipples they are starting to get hard, I pinch and roll them between my finger and thumbs until they are really hard and aching. letting one hand continue to knead and tease there, I run the other back down between my legs moving my thighs apart and slipping my fingers into the wetness there, I'm so hot there that my fingers feel almost cold as they seek out my sweet spot. I close my eyes and think of the last time we were together, as I make gentle circles over it. Imagining that its your mouth and tongue there working their magic, slow at first letting the pleasurable sensation build, I move my o

Secret Lovers
Secret lovers in the moonlight, strangers in the crowd. Loving one another from a distance. Aching for your body, longing for your touch. Wanting to whisper secrets only meant for you. Come on over and close the door. Shut the window, ignore the phone. This is our moment our piece of heaven. Hurry lover you take too long. My body trembles wrapped in you. Your smell is sweet like honey. Your smile is the light I will follow now. No hesitation only love. I'm falling sweetly into sleep. I see our memories in my dreams. Holding each other in that sweet embrace. That now takes my last breath. My body is no longer cold, the fever now has past. I know that I will see you once I close my eyes. Secret lovers in the moonlight, strangers in the crowd.

Im Home My Love
Crisp, heavenly air fills the glade Across the way is where she lies I am here now, there's no more wait She runs to me freeing her cries I drop to knees, ready for embrace Nothing else matters as she runs to me Into me she crashes and I kiss her face We roll around letting our love free She is my lover, the one and only She held my hand, helped me to overcome Countless days passed, showed me who to be It is over now and my strife is now done Her tears stream down her beautiful face I kiss away her pain, her soft neck in my hands Her black hair ever so soft, my heart races The feeling only she can give, only she can I finally know that I am finally home I truly missed the soft touch of her skin Sitting up, there is nowhere left to roam No more death, no more fights to win I kiss her forehead passionately Squeeze her chest tightly into mine I love you madly and gladly I'm here to stay till the end of time

Your Kiddin Me Right?
They now have Telemarketer calls for GAMES? you serious? I dont freakin care about HALO 3!!!! and I sure as hell dont want no call tellin me when its comin out and to buy it and some awesome party is comin my way! They seriously have telemarketer calls for Video Games?!?!? What the hell is goin on in this world! Next I'll be gettin a call to Try the New Toilet paper that smells like roses!!!!! People today....

One
Is it getting better? Or do you feel the same? Will it make it easier on you now? You got someone to blame You say One love One life When it's one need In the night One love We get to share it Leaves you baby if you Don't care for it Did I disappoint you? Or leave a bad taste in your mouth? You act like you never had love And you want me to go without Well it's Too late Tonight To drag the past out into the light We're one, but we're not the same We get to carry each other carry each other One Have you come here for forgiveness? Have you come to raise the dead? Have you come here to play Jesus? To the lepers in your head Did I ask too much? More than a lot. You gave me nothing, Now it's all I got We're one But we're not the same See we Hurt each other Then we do it again You say Love is a temple Love a higher law Love is a temple Love is a higher law You ask me to enter But then you make me crawl And I can't keep holding on To what

Its Been Awhile
Its been so long since I wrote a blog entry I don't even know where to begin. I moved from Missouri (which was a state of misery for me)back home to North Carolina. Starting over yet again but this time I feel more hopeful this time because of the support of my friends. That and I've dropped alot of emotional baggage that I've carried around for far to long. Trying to get back to the person I really am before I let the bullshit of my life drag me down. I will not lie the wounds left on my souls from my divorce still hurt but not as bad as they did. Will I find some happiness and peace I don't know time will tell. I am just going to try and enjoy the ride as much as I can. I'll try and post something else with in the next few days......Peace be to all of you

My Guide To Weight Loss....
How to lose weight....Just follow this program: 1. Get up at 7 am, drink cup of coffee, smoke cigarette....repeat until coherent enough to walk to kitchen without bumping into walls. 2. Get baby a bottle, turn on Sesame Street. Feed other children. 3. Wash everyone from breakfast mess, and clean up mess (if running out of time, leave mess till you get home later) 4. In frenzy to get everyone ready and yourself forget to eat breakfast, smoke a quick cigarrette instead. 5. Either clean up house or go and run errands. 6. Stop for lunch, feed baby and kids, change diapers... 7. Realize that you are ravenous from skipping breakfast yet again, and find something small and fast to eat. 8. Clean up kids and baby.... 9. Continue running errands or cleaning house 10. Baby is crying, put down for nap where he falls asleep instantly. Attempt to put kids down as well, but their cries of protest wake baby..... 11. Make a bottle and repeat step 10 until baby is finall

Emptiness
Have you ever felt alone? Not just alone in the sense of,"Damn I should call someone, see if they want to hang out." No, I am talking alone. Like you are in the middle of the most crowded room you can think of. Screaming at the top of your longs and noone ... noone can hear you.. Thats how I feel. I feel as though noone can hear the cries for help. The shouts of pain. Or see the tears I shed everyday, right in from of them. Or is it not that they cant, maybe they just wont.They refuse to try to understand the pain and the lonliness you feel. Saying.. you have everything you need in life. A home, good friends, a decent man, a nice car. Sure I have all that...but im not happy with myself. And allthe "good" & "happy" & "wonderful" things in the world cant help me anymore. Emptiness...can that be called an emotion? If so that is the only true emotion i feel these days.Pain,Anger,Hurt,Sadness .... those can be felt ... but mostly its the emptiness inside. I feel as if the darkness h

Lustful
Pale bare skin Ivory white sin Her flesh a desire Pleasure is what I aspire Stars and candles coincide A lover's tale that has not died Full sexy lips stained with red Perfectly curved hips that rest in bed Letting my hand caress her thigh Finding her warmth that lies inside Feeding the inferno of her lust Raging out of control; about to bust At last our bodies are melted as one Willingly welcoming this position Chaos needs our sweat and moans Earth-shaking matter melding our bones Words fall short expressing our pleasure Not God himself could make the measure Can you believe the words I express? Matt's mom will get mad if we don't clean-up this mess.

Here Comes The Neocon Machine Who Is Smearing The Bull
http://politicalticker.blogs.cnn.com/2007/09/21/clinton-i-am-not-a-lesbian/ WASHINGTON (CNN) – Sen. Hillary Clinton's sexuality is not the most pressing issue on the presidential campaign trail, but it is likely to get a fair amount of attention on a lazy Friday in the nation’s capital. The New York Democrat tells “The Advocate” that she is not a lesbian, according to a story in Friday’s edition of The New York Daily News. "It's not true, but it is something that I have no control over," Clinton tells the magazine in a story set for publication next week. “People will say what they want to say," she added. The comments came in response to a question posed by Sean Kennedy, an editor of the Advocate: "How do you respond to the occasional rumor that you're a lesbian?" The Advocate has confirmed the authenticity of the quotes to CNN == Come on you stupid neocon bushfucks. you gotta come with something more original than shes gay.

No Longer Will I Hide
no longer will i hide, i feel like i am dieing inside, feeling's i always try to hide, i take it in a stride, it's tearing me up inside, my heart feels like it ripped open wide, it's battered and broke, its not even a joke, all i want to do is hide, ever since i cried, it was because you died, now i sit and wonder why, i didnt even get to say good bye, you are in a better place, i hope you can see my face, i sit here and pray, that he excepts me one day, so i can again see your face, and be with you in that special place, tears ran for so long, cant believe you are gone, you are such a wonderful friend, all the way till the end, love is what i send, no matter where you are, you will never be too far, it ended in a car, you were sobber when you died, the drunk that hit you never cried, he tried to make it your fault, but the cops seen through him, and he was caught, his freedom couldnt be bought, we all still love you, and our love will alw

Irish Curse
May those who love us love us. And those that don't love us, May God turn their hearts. And if He doesn't turn their hearts, May he turn their ankles, So we'll know them by their limping. May the enemies of Ireland never meet a friend. May the curse of Mary Malone and her nine blind illegitimate children chase you so far over the hills of Damnation that the Lord himself can't find you with a telescope. May you melt off the earth like snow off the ditch. May his pipe never smoke, may his teapot be broke And to add to the joke, may his kettle ne’er boil, May he keep to the bed till the hour that he’s dead, May he always be fed on hogwash and boiled oil, May he swell with the gout, may his grinders fall out, May he roll howl and shout with the horrid toothache, May the temples wear horns, and the toes many corns, Of the monster that murdered Nell Flaherty’s drake. May his spade never dig may his sow never pig May each hair on his wig be well t

Sorrow
Devastations. Tragedies. Mental assassins. Like bullets racing, striking their targets. Victims falling all around. Unbearable. Excruciatingly deep. An endless tunnel of darkness. Sorrows piercing the soul. "Why?" cries the helpless individual. Understanding and reasoning are intangible. Reality is out of reach, like that of an outstretched hand begging you to grab a hold before it’s too late. All efforts to rid your mind from anxieties and despair have failed. Knowing not what this tireless hunter may be, you push forward with no prevail. It has hunted you and there is no place to conceal yourself. It is breathing down the back of your neck. It pulls the trigger and sorrow plunges deep within your heart. The end has tracked you down. It’s all over. You fall to your knees in defeat.

Ireland Vs Iraq
Saddam Hussein is sitting at home when the phone rings. He picks it up and says "Hello". The voice at the end of the phone says "Hello Mr. Hussein, it's Paddy here. I'm just ringing to let you know that we've declared war on your country." SH smiles to himself, "Come on Paddy", he says, "there's no point you declaring war on us, you wouldn't stand a chance." Paddy replies, "No, no,we've had ourselves a meeting, and we've decided to declare war on you." So SH says, "OK Paddy, now listen, I've got an air force of over a thousand planes, what kind of air force have you got to match that? It'd be over in no time." So Paddy says, "Well my lad's got himself a hot-air balloon, and my brother used to work at an airport." Hussein laughs, "Oh come on, you've not got a hope". "Hold on a sec, Mr.Hussein, ", Paddy says, "we'll just have a quick meeting." So off he goes and has a quick meeting. "Are you still there Mr. Hussein? Yes, well we've had our meeting, and we've decided that we're still goin

Your Age By Diner & Restaurant Math
----YOUR AGE BY EATING OUT Don't tell me your age; you probably would tell a falsehood anyway-but your waiter may know! YOUR AGE BY DINER & RESTAURANT MATH This is pretty neat DON'T CHEAT BY SCROLLING DOWN FIRST! It takes less than a minute . Work this out as you read ... Be sure you don't read the bottom until you've worked it out! This is not one of those waste of time things, it's fun. 1. First of all, pick the number of times a week that you would like to go out to eat. (more than once but less than 10) 2. Multiply this number by 2 (just to be bold) 3. Add 5 4. Multiply it by 50 5. If you have already had your birthday this year add 1757 .. If you haven't, add 1756. 6. Now subtract the four digit year that you were born. You should have a three digit number The first digit of this was your original number (i.e., how many times you want to go out to restaurants in a week.) The next two numbers are YOUR AGE! (Oh YES, it is

Old
OLD IS WHEN: 1. Going bra-less pulls all the wrinkles out of your face. 2. You don't care where your spouse goes, just as long as you don't have to go along. 3. Getting a little action means I don't need fiber today. 4. Getting lucky means you find your car in the parking lot. 5. An all-nighter means not getting up to pee!

Arms Embracing The Sea>>poem For Donald
When Im resting on a beach, thinking of the sea. All is calm as waves, roll up toward me. I sit a long time,then I do walk , as the day drifts on and I wonder some. Sea gulls fly by and I see a blue sky. How I think God made all , and set it for my eyes , to see and to know all , Is beatiful to be hold. This world is a great wonder , fresh sea air to smell and breath, My God ,i feel now is nearer to me. The see is vast and streached across to another place . where I can,t go. but some day I know , Ill not be here to see the sea, and re-live any of my thoughts. As God is calling me home . But today I have wandered by the sea , and can live on thru My Christ, he saved me . for you Donald , hugs diana ty my dear friend.

Sorry
I'm deleting my account. Ive met quit a few really nice people here and i will still have my messanger, but I am a married women and being here is starting to cause problems in my marrage. I am sorry but I have to take care of my real life before the net. so to all have a great life and to those who i hold dear you will see me around.

Train Journey
An Irishman, an Englishman and a beautiful girl are riding together in a train, with the beautiful girl in the middle.The train goes through a tunnel and it gets completely dark. Suddenly there is a kissing sound and then a slap! The train comes out of the tunnel. The woman and the Irishman are sitting there looking perplexed. The Englishman is bent over holding his face which is red from an apparent slap. The Englishman is thinking "Damn it, that Mick must have tried to kiss the girl, she thought it was me and slapped me." The girl is thinking, "That Englishman must have moved to kiss me, and kissed the Irishman instead and got slapped." The Irishman is thinking, "If this train goes through another tunnel, I could make another kissing sound and slap that Englishman again!!

Relationships
1) Single, Taken, Naked, or Flirty? single 2) Are you happy with that? yes and no 3) Would you still kiss your ex? Ummm No 4) Have you ever had your heart broken? yep 5) Do you believe that there are certain circumstances where cheating is ok? Nah 7) Have you ever talked about marriage with another person? yes a few times 8) Do you want kids? extra helping of kids for me please 9) How Many? 2 more plz 10.) Would you consider adoption? yes 11) If someone liked you right now, would you want them to tell you? Yes they better lol 12) Do you want someone you can't have? nope 13) Have you fallen in love? Yes I have 14) Do you believe in celebrating anniversaries? yeah 15) Do you believe that you can change for someone? Tried for 6 years 16.) Is it a good day? yes so far 17) Have you ever broken a heart before? yep 18) Does your ex still have feelings for you? wouldnt care 20) Do you believe in long distance relationships?

Just Stopping By
.•*¨)¸.•*¨) (¸.•♥(¸.•´ ♥.•´¸¸.•¨♥¯`• `*.♥¸.*♥♥ Just stopping in to wish you a great weekend! *.¸♥.*´¸.•´ ¸.•*¨)¸.•*¨) (¸.•♥(¸.•´ ♥.•´¸¸.•¨♥¯`• `*.♥¸.*♥♥ ____♥♥♥_____♥♥♥___ __♥_____♥_♥_____♥__ __♥______♥______♥__ ___♥___HUGS ___♥___ _____♥_______♥_____ _______♥___♥_______ _________♥_________ *.¸♥.*´¸.•´ ¸.•*¨)¸.•*¨) (¸.•♥(¸.•´ ♥.•´¸¸.•¨♥¯`• ♥¸.*♥♥ ¸.•´¸.•*´¨) ¸.•*¨) ¸.•´¸.•*´¨) (¸.•´ (¸.•` * ¸.•´¸.•*´¨) ¸.•*¨) You are special to me!!!!¸.•´♥ (¸.•´) ♥ღ♥.•:*A SPECIAL PLACE*:•.♥ღ♥ (¸.•´♥¸¸.•¨¯) ♥.•:*JUST FOR YA MY SWEET FRIEND*♥.•: ♥.•:*I have a special place*:•.♥ ♥.•:*deep within my heart;*:•.♥ ♥.•:*It's not very big*:•.b

The Lust
Lust... the very demon that lingers in us all Concealed inside the mask of our flesh I lust, you lust, and they lust Do not deny it, embrace it love It consumes the soul, burning a hellish inferno It flows... flowing... flowing... drop less I confess, I lust for you and now I am ever chained down Unable to shatter free from this bondage Oh god, how I much I dream of desiring you! Your flesh, your texture and warmth only feeds my appetite from starvation Your lips are the forbidden fruit from god, come and let me taste it Let me enjoy the spenders that you hold Come forth, let our tongues have sex, come closer... closer... closer Unveil the fabric that binds you, show me true splendor of you Open the path to the riches and fertile Hear not the interruptions; speak nothing but only the moan of pain and pleasure Moan all you want, it pleases me to hear it The night is long and young, who’s to stop our bond The pleasurable rush flows The blood-like feel coursing and oozi

Haunted Apartment
Haunted Apartment by 2501@johnny Although the address above is Larry Perkins, this contribution comes from his roommate, Terrie Wallace. About five years ago, I was living in a small studio apartment in Pocatello, Idaho located at 431 South 9th Avenue #3. I lived there for eight years, and all in all it was enjoyable. It had been an old house, that had been converted into apartments, and in its youth during Pocatello's younger years, had been owned by a well to do family- my little abode had been the maid's room. The building had four apartments, one downstairs, one up, and two on the side, plus a small house in back. It was very much in a college neighborhood, and so new tennants were frequent. One night when one the basement apartment tennants were moving out, they had taken a load of things over to their new abode, and came home to find the lights on, and a mop in the middle of the living room- which hadn't been the

Life Is A Waterfall
Life is a waterfall, We're one in the river, And one again after the fall. Swimming through the void We hear the word, We lost ourselves, But we find it all? Cause we are the ones that want to play, Always want to go, But you never want to stay, And we are the ones that want to choose, Always want to play, But you never want to lose. Aerials, in the sky, When you lose small mind, You free your life. Life is a waterfall, We drink from the river, Then we turn around and put up our walls. Swimming through the void We hear the word, We lost ourselves, But we find it all? Cause we are the ones that want to play, Always want to go, But you never want to stay, And we are the ones that want to choose, Always want to play, But you never want to lose. Aerials, in the sky, When you lose small mind, You free your life. Aerials, so up high, When you free your eyes, Eternal prize. Aerials, in the sky, When you lose small mind, You free

Show Me Love
Show Me Love Ahhh... Yeah yeahYou’ve got to show me love Heartbreaks and promises, I’ve had more than my shareI’m tired of giving my love and getting nowhere, nowhereWhat I need is somebody who really caresI really need a lover, a lover who wants to be thereIt’s been so long since I touched a wanting handI can’t put my love on the line, that I hope you’ll understand So baby if you want meYou’ve got to show me loveWords are so easy to say, oh ah yeahYou’ve got to show me love I’m tired of getting caught up in those one night affairsWhat I really need is somebody who will always be thereDon’t you promise me the world, all that I’ve already heardThis time around for me baby, actions speak louder than words So if you’re looking for devotion, talk to meCome with your heart in your handsBecause me love is guaranteed So baby if you want meYou’ve got to show me loveWords are so easy to say, oh ah yeahYou’ve got to show me love Show me, show me babyShow me, show me babyShow me, show me babyShow

Rayvenred's Bed Time Stories!
http://groups.yahoo.com/group/Rayvenredstorytime This is an adult group that combines the horror with erotica or down right pervertion. From hauntings, werewolves, vampires, demons and any other creature that has something freaky to share with us all. Feel free to add stories that you have collected or even written yourself. All are welcome as long as you are over 18 and you are respectful in your actions to all other members. NOTE: TO MAKE IT PERFECTLY CLEAR THIS IS X-RATED MATERIAL! EVERYONE HAS TO BE OVER 18 YEARS OF AGE TO ENTER, AND IF YOU ACT LIKE A CHILD IT'LL BE 21. If you have any questions you can reach me by emailing me rayvenred1@yahoo.com mark the subject "questions for bedtime stories" and I will respond! Wicked Kisses to Y/you all! http://groups.yahoo.com/group/Rayvenredstorytime

Three Libras
threw you the obvious and you flew with it on your back, a name in your recollection, thrown down among a million same. difficult not to feel a little bit disappointed and passed over when i've looked right through to see you naked and oblivious and you don't see me.but i threw you the obvious just to see if there's more behind the eyes of a fallen angel, the eyes of a tragedy. here i am expecting just a little bit too much from the wounded. but i see through it all and see you. so i threw you the obvious to see what occurs behind the eyes of a fallen angel, eyes of a tragedy. oh well. apparently nothing. you don't see me. you don't see me at all.

The Book Is Out
Hey, just wanted to tell you all that the book one of my adoptive mothers illustrated is now officially in print now and can be purchased through either Barnes & Noble or Amazon. The title is "The Mist" by Bill Darsey, illustrated by Donna McCaskill. I am so excited! Just so you know, the proceeds from this book are going into a trust for Bill's grand daughter who suffers from schizophrenia and has been hospitalized in Louisiana. Check it out, its for a good cause...and shes an amazing artist

Her Smile
When she smiles to me and her light up It fills my heart with warmth and peace, Her laughter fills my head with gentle tickles of electric passion exciting and intoxicating, When she looks into my eyes I can see her soul so delicate behind her silent shell, I want to pull her close into my arms, to keep her safe from the rest of the world, When she touches me, my skin sings with waves of fiery pleasure engulfing and addictive, Her skin pressed to mine fills me with pleasure of a nature that no drug could ever bring, When we walk hand in hand for all to see i walk proudly with her walking beside me, I could ask for no other nor would i want to because of the happiness she gives me, And everyone says that we're really quite different and I oftentimes am reminded it's true, But all the differences really don't matter when you truly love someone who also loves you, No power in the world is greater than true love and true love is as blind as blind can be, I will always lo

2pac-ballad Of A Dead Soulja
Yeah.. ballad of a dead soldier This is the ballad of a dead soldier This is the ballad of a dead soldier Come play the ballad of a dead soldier.. [2Pac] The plan, to take command of the whole family Though underhanded, to be the man it was planned All my road dawgs, official mob niggaz love to act up The first to bomb we rob niggaz I can be, lost in my own mind To be the boss only thought's grip on chrome nines Niggaz get tossed up, war scars, battlefield memories Swore I saw the devil in my empty glass of Hennesey Talkin to a nigga on a tight leash Screamin "Fuck the police," as I ride through the night streets Lil' child runnin wild, toward his danger What's the cause don't be alarmed death to all strangers Maybe I'm a madman A pistol grabbin nigga unleash the Sandman Promisin merciless retaliation, nothin is colder Close your eyes, hear the ballad of a dead soldier [Chorus: singing + 2Pac] Thug for Life I will be.. (this is the ballad of a dead soldier)

3 R's
Somebody once said that lives of people these days can be summed up in 3 words: HURRY, WORRY, BURY... A lot of people live in a HURRY and carry a lot of WORRY, and so find themselves early in the cemetery... It's time for us to rediscover the 3 R's in LIFE - RELAX, REFLECT, RENEW... good day to all!!! (",) _dYaNiKa_

Is Real
Life, not but what is but what of? Tears of time flood our vision of reality And drown our thoughts with beliefs. Illusions to make perverted minds To do biddings of those we know not And those not known to many. The clock turns, each strike demolishing itself in an unknown glory. Victory is loss and loss is victory. Life winds down and the illusion fades into a misty thought. One which haunts our mind and that of time.

Snarling..............
The black silk covering my eyes had been carefully placed and the lights lowered just in case. He slides against me, the sweat on our bodies mingling to help us move together with an effortless momentum. I'm so close, my swollen clit begging for release. My pussy aching for his thrusts. I can only utter mute sounds. He is whispering in my ear and alternately biting me on the neck. He knows how close I am. He coaxes me to cum but makes sure I can't. Sweat pours down my neck and between my breasts. One perfect drop descends, forming on my nipple and his finger flicks it off. He begins a grind that thrusts his cock into me hard and in perfect rhythm with my needs. The sweet spot inside me swells and I feel my clit kiss his thick cock. "Oh yes" I hiss as he grabs a chunk of hair and pulls me back to kiss me. He knows what I want. He's holding it in his hand. It's cold as it slides over my nipple. Colder running down my naked belly. My orgasm is so

Good., Bad, Ugly
1. Good: Your wife is pregnant. Bad: it's triplets. Ugly: You had a vasectomy five years ago. 2. Good: Your wife's not talking to you. Bad: She wants a divorce. Ugly: She's a lawyer. 3. Good: Your youngest son is finally maturing. Bad: He's involved with the woman next door. Ugly: So are you. 4 . Good: Your wife and you agree, no more kids. Bad: Your wife can't find her birth control pills. Ugly: Your 13 year old daughter borrowed them. 5 . Good: Your oldest son understands fashion. Bad: He's a cross-dresser. Ugly: He looks better than your wife. 6. Good: You give the "birds and bees" talk to your 10 year old daughter. Bad: She keeps interrupting. Ugly: With corrections 7. Good: Your son is dating someone new. Bad: It's another man. Ugly: He's your best friend. 8. Good: Your 15 year old daughter got a new job Bad: As a hooker. Ugly: Your coworkers are her best clients Very Ugly: She makes more money than you.

Looking Into The Minassary Of Life>>poem..
To look into a life of an identical view , is like looking thru a mirrow or a window pane on a rainy day > To view ones life thru a fog or to see life, that is far off , To know that life does go on or to know in thy soul your a chosen one . what do I speek of well a life that is meaningful and full with love. This is a love that I so want . To last till death do part or to know deep with in my hear ; all will be so > to see life and life it to the fullest ; thru eternity and never stop. to know God sets all destiny for us all . hugs all diana Poem..

Who's Your Inner Rock Chick?
You Are Ani Difranco! Honest, real, and well liked. You're not limited by any boundaries. "And you can call me crazy But I think you're as lazy as white paint on the wall" Who's Your Inner Rock Chick?

Iran Is Beautiful Open Your Eyes
Iran is Beautiful oPeN yOuR eYeS ----------------- Bulletin Message ----------------- From: theresa Date: Sep 23, 2007 10:20 PM ----------------- Bulletin Message ----------------- From: The Light Within Date: Sep 23, 2007 7:42 PM Thanks The Lightworkers Wow! I didn't know Iran was SO beautiful! I've heard that the young people there are AMAZING!! Thankyou Pono You'll be surprised at what they don't show us. This is what they want.

A Rap I Wrote
yo..listen dey call me tha ice queen so remember tha name cuz u aint runin tha game all diz bitches b havein ma name in dey mouth so do me a favor hoe wont chu keep it out cuz i aint ur dick so tell me how bad do u wanna rock mic run tha game cuz to me its all tha same cuz u aint neva gonna run tha game lyke i do or rock tha mic lyke i do but see i wanna need sum weed but all i got iz a seed i could give up ma deed 4 an ounce of dat weed but i got a house to feed lol

Opinions, Controversies, And Beliefs... Oh My!
Well, I'll be damned. I was sure nobody was listening. And what is there to hear? My opinions on the latest controversies are only sure to bring on a heated debate since most people aren't open-minded enough to carry on a civil dialogue with separate views, beliefs, and insights. (Insight being the most important ingredient) Ninety percent of the population is so locked into themselves; they don't see what 'IS' (or could be) beyond their own pitiful existence. They spend the bulk of their conversations squandering precious time and energy on sloppy efforts to convince others to simply agree with their own viewpoint. Honestly, most conversations with those types of people are only useful to see how others view the world, but really they are mostly a waste of time, a discussion further into the topic will only reveal their reluctance to explore the matter beyond their superficial beliefs. If more people listened and discussed, and less judging occur, perhaps heightened knowledge woul

My Horoscope For The Day
There's too much on your plate for once and you need to clear some off if possible. It may be that some tasks just get neglected for the day, but you should find your energy returning in full force soon. i know a lot of u dont believe in this shit but this one really hits me full force right now ...... just curious how many read theirs also

The Fire
Oh how strong is my desire To be burned alive by fire A raging beast without care Fills it's victims with dispair Why is it that I desire To be eaten alive by this fire A monster with it's own mind It is no friend of any kind I do not know why I have this desire To be caressed by this blazing fire It whispers softly of wicked crimes Rule by no God and not by time Whisper to me the lies you tell Come on to me like a blaze from hell Take from me my fire, my body, my flesh Take the thing that I do detest Fill me with warmth I have never felt See now as my pains begin to melt Take on to me that which you need The very thing from which you feed See that I am happy now to my very last breath Watch me smile and laugh to my very death For this is my desire To be burned alive by fire...

Wow!!!
ok so here's the thing my brother had this girlfriend and she got pregnant...............well they broke up about a week and a half ago and she called my brother today to tell him he had a baby boy FRIDAY!!!!!!!!! ok todays monday wtf......BITCH....i'm so mad I can hardly sit still I mean come one wtf thats was so wrong and totally fucked up to take that moment away from my brother..he will never have that moment back....

Down
Let's get drunk You can drive us to the harbor Wish upon a star but Do you know what stars are? Balls of fire, burning up the black space Falling from the landscape Exploding in the face of God Let's get crazy, Talk about our big plans Places that you're going Places that I haven't been Build my walls up Concrete castle Keep this kingdom free of hassle I hear sound echo in the emptiness All around but you can't change this loneliness Look what you've found, I've fallen down Taste the saline rolling down your cheekbone Tell me that you're alone, tell me on the telephone Feel your heart it breaks within your chest now Try to get some rest now, sleeps not coming easy for a while, child I hear sound echo in the emptiness All around but you can't change this loneliness Look what you've found, I've fallen down I hear sound echo in the emptiness All around but you can't change this loneliness Look what you've found, I've fallen down Look at what you've fou

Not So Good
Well I am going to end up at the hospital ER tomorrow if not tonight...I've been sick now for over a week & feeling my worst the last 3 days :( I tried to go to bed at like 11 or 12 last night well I tossed & turned most the night cuz I was in so much pain then I finally fell asleep after 6 this morning & had to turn around get up at 7 this morning to get my kids up for school...After the kids went to school I layed back down managed to get some rest until about noon been up since then but feeling VERY nauseous & having terrible pains in my abdomen & lower back...So I am going to get it checked out cuz this just isn't me...So if I end up in the hospital over this I won't be on here for awhile if u know my cell just call it I will have it with me & check my voicemail & texts as much as possible!!!

Southwest Dip
*Appetizer* 1 lb. ground beef, browned, crumbled fine, and drain 2 15-oz. cans refried beans 2 10-oz. cans diced tomatoes and chilies 1 pkg taco seasoning 1 lb. Velveeta cheese, cubed Tortilla chips 1. Combined ground beef, beans, tomatoes, and taco seasoning in slow cooker. 2. Cover. Cook on Low 3-4 hours... (get some loven, wink, wink) or on High 1 1/2 hours. 3. Add cheese. Heat until cheese is melted 4. Serve with the chips.

Romantic
You Are A Romantic You life your life like a fairy tale... or at least you try to. Living for magical moments, you believe there's only one true love for you. Love is the most important thing in your life, and you don't take it for granted. Your perfect match loves to be in love as much as you do! Are You Romantic or Realistic?

2 Souls
I want to hold you, your body against mine. I want to touch you, you're so close to me. I want to kiss you, your lips against mine. I want to explore you, my eyes caress you. I want to have you, our souls together..

The Want!!!!!
My hand reaches out Waiting for the warm touch of flesh You smile at me All smile and nothing else But my hand passes through you Damp mist feeling over my arm And my lips never knew you Won't be long til my whole body Passes through you Flesh, It wasn't Flesh No skin, no blood, no Tangible feeling No reason to stay I thought I Wanted to love you Wanted to touch you But now I know There's nothing to touch at all

Love Story
An elderly man lay dying in his bed. While suffering the agonies of impending death, he suddenly smelled the aroma of his favourite ginger cookies wafting up the stairs. He gathered his remaining strength, and lifted himself from the bed. Leaning on the wall, he slowly made his way out of the bedroom, and with even greater effort, gripping the railing with both hands, he crawled downstairs. With laboured breath, he leaned against the door-frame, gazing into the kitchen. Were it not for death's agony, he would have thought himself already in heaven, for there, spread out upon waxed paper on the kitchen table here literally hundreds of his favourite ginger cookies. Was it heaven? Or was it one final act of love from his devoted wife of sixty years, seeing to it that he left this world a happy man? Mustering one great final effort, he threw himself towards the table, landing on his knees in rumpled posture. His aged and withered hand trembled towards a coo

Naughty Application
REPLY IN A PRIVATE MESSAGE. DONT BE AFRAID. YOU NEVER KNOW WHO WILL REPLY OR WHAT ANSWERS THEY WILL GIVE. LET THE FUN BEGIN........ Your Name: Your age: Favorite position: 1. Do you think I'm cute? 2. Would you have sex with me? 3. lights on or off? 4. Would you have to be drunk? 5.Would you take a shower with me? 6.Have you ever thought about having sex with me? 7.Would you leave after or stay the night? 8.Do you like cuddling afterwards? 9.Condom or skin? 10. Have sex on the first date? 11.Would you kiss me during sex? 12.Do you think I would be good in bed? 13. Would you use me as a booty call? 14.Can I use you as a booty call? 15.Can we take pictures of the act? 16.How long would we have sex? 17.Do you enjoy Oral sex (giving)? 18.Do you enjoy Oral sex (receiving)? 19.Would you have phone sex with me? 20.Would you tell your friends about me? 21.Will you post this so I can fill it out for you? 22.Num

O Lord I Ask Now. If You >>
If You will take hold to all those suffering and ailling and needing , I ask in thy name, if you will O comfort them all , I ask that you might give to them (ease) so they not hurt or want or need; but shall be filled by thy grace and Glory and show them mercy; Please show thy mercy too O Lord , to all in need , Open thy arms and take hold of each one hurting and release them from thy pain. Lord id take this pain and all upon myself now ;but I know I cant ; Lord you know I can endure lots Of pain as ive always done. Im strong in Thy love, Lord; and I do see and I just want others to know, and see what I do ;But it,s not possible, with out faith in you . I do I understand this. Lord thy will be done and , who am I to ask such things , Im a mere woman; that is just here to do as im called to do; Lord ; I hurt to stand by and just do nothing . But I know to you; saying prayer and showing love is a good thing to do ; And to You O Lord it isnt doing nothing.. > I understand and

A Caress
Our vocal chords are rendered mute as our bodies express our thoughts We seek substance in the other's being I'm seeing stories unfold in front of me as you expose your ebony skin You're so fine, deliciously divine, still hard to grasp the concept of you being mine Our bodies touch, I caress you slowly Taking my time to appreciate this Goddess before me I enter your temple and go to the shrine to pray Ridding away your frustrations Patiently waiting on you to reach nirvana Tiring repetitions used to quench your thirst of carnal pleasure You're so sweet Sweeter than honey fresh from the hive My offering was enough for you to come before me With the task done, I release my essense in you Bringing to a height of esctasy that can't be described Both bodies drained, we seal the night with a kiss I hold you in my arms Blissfully nuturing you as we enter into a state of slumber

Firehouse Magazine Reports Wtc: This Is Their Story
Firehouse Magazine Reports WTC: This Is Their Story ----------------- Bulletin Message ----------------- From: nierika Date: 25 Sep 2007, 13:39 http://www.firehouse.com/terrorist/911/magazine/gz/ Updated: Monday, September 9, 2002 - 7a Home --> 9/11 --> Story .. .. Firehouse Magazine Reports WTC: This Is Their Story Firehouse Magazine presents the extraordinary stories of the FDNY firefighters at Ground ZeroFF Peter Blaich - Ladder 123I came in for the day tour, so I got there about 8 o�clock and relieved the guy on the backup on the engine. FF John Breen - Engine 74I came in for the day tour. Heard the dispatch over the voice alarm.Lieut. Ray Brown - Ladder 113I worked the night before, and I was supposed to work overtime in Ladder 111 and there was an officer coming here.FF Mike Cancel - Ladder 10Ladder 10/Engine 10 are located on the south side of Liberty Street across from Tower 2.FF Tom Caruso - Ladd

Whats This Life For????
My whole life has been filled with men who have done nothing but tell me lies. All I have ever tryed to do was to give them love.But love was never enough for any of them. Then there was the momey. I do not understand. I soon found out at a later time in my life. That momey can't buy love. It is funny how I was not able to make them happy. So to hell with even trying. I am going to start to do things for myself. Things that I want to do to better myself. Just maybe someday, somewhere I will find that happyness and the love that I want and need.No more heart pains and head games. I know deep in my heart that it will take a long time for me to get over the man I was married to. But I have been told by so very meny that it will pass.And time will heel the wonds. Will it ever????? I have never loved anyone so much as I have loved him. He has showed and tought me so much.I sometime wonder. If he really did love me the way he said that he did????? I still hear him saying to me.. someday y

I Looked In Your Eyes,,,for A Very Special Friend
Some of you may know someone who fits this. This was a gift to me years ago. I looked in your eyes I’ve seen them before The eyes of a comrade Who died at my side in war? The eyes of a babe I held to my breast That wrenched my heart When I laid you to rest? Weren’t you the one Who shared my childhood play That I cried so hard for When they took me away? Wasn’t it you that I laughed with In the springtime rain as we raced our horses across the wide open plain? And didn’t we once When the earth was wild Stand in awe at the miracle Of our new born child? And haven’t we held hands and faced the sword and given our lives in the name of the Lord? I’ve known you before I couldn’t be wrong Many times together We’ve sang life’s song. Many times we’ve laughed Many times we’ve cried And yes more than once Together we’ve died. When I look in your eyes don’t I see a spirit that is so familiar to me? Haven’t we danced and darted across t

What's Your Sign...
GEMINI - The Gorgeous one (5/21-6/21) Outgoing. Lovable. Spontaneous. Not one to mess with. Funny. Excellent kisser EXTREMELY adorable. dual personalities. Loves relationships, Addictive. Loud. 16 years of bad luck if you do not repost AQUARIUS - The one every girl or boy needs (1/20-2/18) Great talker. Attractive and passionate. Laid back. Knows how to Have fun. Is really good at almost anything. Great kisser. Unpredictable. Outgoing. Down to earth. Attractive. Loud. Talkative. Not one to mess with. Rare to find. Good when found. 7 years of bad luck if you do not repost. PISCES - The Addictive (2/19-3/20) EXTREMELY adorable. Intelligent. Loves to joke. Very Good sense of humor. Energetic. Predict future. BEST kisser. Always get what they want. Very Attractive. Easy going. RARE Find. GOOD when found. Loves being in long relationship. Talkative. Romantic. Caring. NOT one to mess with!!! 4 years of bad luck if you do not repost. LEO - The Sexy One (7/23-8/22) Very talka

Fallen
Fallen Why have you come so low little angel? Lying on the floor, Crying, Are you dying? Why have you come so low? Dying I wish, It's my soul that decaying. The pain is just to much. It's overriding everything. I've not come, But fallen. Poor little angel, I shall help you to my place. A little food should help. Some quiet. You can get some rest. I'll read to you. Come little angel, Let me help you. Food and rest won't help, Although I do appreciate the offer. If you really wish to save me, Learn to save yourself. Please just claw your way out. If you want to save me. Learn to control and save yourself. 6/26/03

A Woman, A Dream, A Ghost
Don't count on me to tell you who she is (or if she is) - I swear to God, I just don't know. I didn't write these words for you (unless you're her) - I swear to God, I just don't know. If you'll end up hating me because of words I've written to a woman, a dream, a ghost, then, God, I just don't know what I can say. How can I be responsible for being haunted by a need to use my words to try to reach out through my anguish and aloneness? Should I keep them to myself and bounce them off of my own walls and consider it a curse to be blessed with words I can never speak? If you are the woman these belong to, have the courage now to claim the words I've written from the moment I could write. Step forward from the shadows and allow me now the freedom to put them to your name and to your face. For as much as this is torture for the women who would dream to own these words, imagine how it feels to be the man who dreams to give them, God, to give them, please,

Kinky
You scored as Very Kinky, You are very Kinky. Yuo are not over the top but you like kinky arousements and you are willing to try something new every time. You will make a very fun sex partnerVery Kinky90% Average50% A WUSS !!20% A Sicko20% How sexual are youcreated with QuizFarm.com

My Opinion.. Kids Pics..
Okay.. I have met the most awesome people on here.. But a few guys, out the dozens that have talked to me..were tremendously creepy.. (if you are my friend, I do not place you in that catagory.. and if I do.. it is a good creepy :D ..lol.. like me) My kids are grown, but I do not feel comfortable putting pics of them on here. I know that everyone has a varying opinion on this. I just worry alot. Watch your babies guys.. this is a scary world, even on fubar. :( Making those pics private, for family or friends only might be a good idea.. Mommy speech over.. hope you are all having an awesome day!

Truck Jacked!!!
My oldest son was out last night, driving mrswlfgrl's truck, in the local area He stopped at a store and when he came out, 3 assholes jumped him. One slammed his head into the door and then all 3 started punching him and kicking him. They got the keys from him during the fight. As they drove off, he got up and tried to run them down. When he couldn't, he came home and called the cops. It took them 2 911 calls and 45 minutes to get here. Now we get to go to the police station to make sure the truck is registered as stolen. My son hs a fat lip, a real nice shiner and a stomach that's hurting. He's also looking to kill someone. The cops treated him like shit too. They cut him no slack during the interveiw. What? Did they think because he was a guy that he wouldn't be upset and pissed? He was getting confused and they didn't ask the greatest questios. It was like the cops were trying to get him to screw up. I guess all I can say is... WELCOME TO DETROIT.

Some Stupid Survey
1. Where's your 1 on your top 8 at the moment? (this is a Myspace Q) At work. 2. What is your favorite possession? My geetar. 3. Do you own a gun? No wai! 4. If you could tell your last ex something, what would it be? I was faking it. 5. Do you get nervous before doctor appointments? Generally yes. 6. What do you think of hot dogs? Tits and assholes. 7. What's your favorite Christmas song? Cartman's version of "Oh Holy Night". 8. What do you prefer to drink in the morning? Rich's cock snot. 9. Can you do push ups? Girly ones....MAYBE 10. Is your bathroom clean? Yeppers. 11. What's your favorite piece of jewelry? My wedding band. 12. Do you take painkillers? I do when I'm in pain. 13. Do you consider 13 to be an unlucky number? Nah 14. Do you have A.D.D.? What's the question again, I was somewhere else completely.... 15. Nicknames? Addy, Addybaby, Momma Monkey, Crazy Gypsy Lady 16. Middle Name? Hali 17. Name 4 thoughts at

Unk - R.i.p.
I was sleeping, and was awakened by the phone ringing. I stumbled to the phone, and answered expecting telemarketing, I was shocked to hear it was a very old friend who I hadn't spoken to in about 5 years. While I felt happy to talk to him, the feeling was quickly changed when the news he had told me that the man we called Unk, had died of a heart attack Monday night in his sleep. At the funeral I was asked to say a few words about Unk and they were: He was a friend, a father, a guardian, a dear family friend. A man who done everything for you and asked nothing in return, a man who was there when yor own father was not. A man who sacrificed himself to make others happy. I'll miss the jokes he told, the stories he told, the places we went, I never once and I can honestly say that I never had one unhappy day while knowing Unk, He was more then a friend to me he was true. I know he is looking down on me and seeing the tears I shed as I grieve, but I think about the times we've had and ca

Hmmm.
Well, here it is the end of September, and my favorite time of year is coming up-Autumn. Overcast skies, falling leaves, COOL weather instead of feeling like you're in a broiler when you walk outside. That neverending explosion up there cooks my pasty-white Manx/Irish skin but good! Aside from fubar, I've been watching season premiers on tv, building models and doing some artwork. Something odd has happened, tho. I found a spent shell casing from a firearm on my walk the other day. Not sure what to do about it. Anyone have any ideas please feel free to comment. Later!

Baby Jokes
Q: Whats worse then 10 dead babys nailed to 1 tree? A: 1 dead baby nailed to 10 trees Q: Whats the difference between a truck full of marbles and a tuuck full of dead babys? A: You cant unload the marbles with a pich fork Q: Whats the difference between a porch in a girage and a girage full of dead babys A: I dont have a porch in my girag Q: Whats pink and red and goes tap,tap,tap,BOOM? A: baby in a microwave -*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*- this last one is really bad Q: How do you make a 3 year old girl cry twice? A: Wipe your bloody dick on her teddy bear

Engage Brain Before Mouth
Crazy bastard rode a motorcycle to the hospital. What? Did I say something wrong? Tue Sep 25, 11:34 AM ET Malaysian doctors have reattached a man's nearly severed penis after his first wife, enraged by his comparison of her sex skills with those of his younger second wife, decided to chop it off with a kitchen knife. The man, a 43-year-old Indonesian worker in southern Johor state, was lying in bed with his 48-year-old wife talking about his newly wed second wife, who is in her 30s, when the incident happened, the New Straits Times newspaper reported. Despite his shock and pain, the man managed to pull on his trousers and ride his motorcycle to a nearby hospital, where doctors had to put in 11 stitches to reattach the organ. The man later complained to police, who arrested the woman and plan to charge her with voluntarily causing grievous hurt with a dangerous weapon, which carries the penalty of a three-year jail term and a fine, the newspaper reported.

Dayum Yunguns Goin' Wild Agin!
Police break up brawl at Chuck E. Cheese Tue Sep 25, 9:42 PM ET Police were called to break up a weekend fight among a rowdy group of teenage girls at the family-themed pizza restaurant, Chuck E. Cheese. The more than a dozen girls, between 13 and 16 years old, went berserk in the restaurant's lobby Saturday night, police said. Witnesses said the fight erupted with two girls using profanities near the front entrance and ended with several girls involved in a physical fight. The group had apparently been dropped off and left alone at the restaurant, known for its singing and dancing animatronic rodents. Assistant Police Chief Alfred Sexton said the incident wasn't the first time Chuck E. Cheese was nearly overrun by unruly teens. "There was a similar incident there awhile back, and we also had that same issue at Cinemark, and (management) decided to start restricting who they allowed in at certain times," Sexton said. In March 2006, Cinemark, the mega-theat

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Terrorists Attack Sacramento!!!!!
TERRORISTS ATTACK SACRAMENTO!!!!! ----------------- Bulletin Message ----------------- From: § Lori § Date: 26 Sep 2007, 23:41 thanks: radicaljusticemanDate: Sep 26, 2007 4:48 PMTERRORISTS ATTACK SACRAMENTO----------------- Bulletin Message -----------------From: ANIMOSH QUAY' 1Date: Sep 26, 2007 2:42 PM----------------- Bulletin Message -----------------From: ¡î DRUMS of WAR ¡îDate: Sep 26, 2007 2:33 PMter¡¤ror¡¤ism [ter-uh-riz-uhm]¨Cnoun1. the use of violence and threats to intimidate or coerce, esp. for political purposes.2. the state of fear and submission produced by terrorism or terrorization.3. a terroristic method of governing or of resisting a government.The DEA is, by definition, a "terrorist organization" conducting terrorist activities... From: *RC_REVOLUTION 420 [resistance]Date: Sep 26, 2007 2:09 PM----------------- Bulletin Message -----------------From: Marijuana Policy ProjectDate: Sep 26, 2007 3:59 PMDear Friends of MPP:Right now, the DEA is currentl

I Love To Eat Pussy
I don't know how anyone else feels about the subject but I love to eat pussy. I don't know if its the satisfaction of driving her wild or what but there is something about eating pussy that turns me on big time. I love to lick and lick all night long until she is so full of pleasure that she can't stand it. Ladies help me out, is this a good thing or what? Do you like to have your pussy eat'n?

Moon
HARVEST MOON: There's a full Moon tonight (Wed., Sept. 26) and it has a special name--the "Harvest Moon," the full Moon closest to the autumnal equinox. In the days before electric lights, farmers relied on moonlight to help them gather ripening autumn crops. The bright Harvest Moon allowed their work to continue late into the night. Now, post-Edison, we appreciate the Harvest Moon more for its beauty than its utility. Moonrise happens tonight at sunset; look east and enjoy the view! AURORA WATCH: Northern fall has begun with a vibrant flourish of green--that is, green Northern Lights. A solar wind stream hit Earth on Sept. 21st sparking an intense, three-day display of polar auroras. Get ready for more: Another solar wind stream is due on Sept. 27th or 28th.

How To Lick Pussy
omg you guys have gotta read this ..lmaooo by the way i did not write this 1 ok..enjoy!!!! There is really only one way to eat pussy. And that is with every fiber of your being. Now don’t get me wrong there are several styles and positions you can do it in but to really lick and eat pussy you have to want to be down there and not afraid to get your face and hands messy. You have to lay her back and spread her legs and kiss and lick and tease her pussy before you even think about entering her with a finger or tongue. You have to admire her legs and kiss and nibble and lick them. You cannot also forget that the rest of her body is very sensitive while you are between her legs, let your hands roam, play with her breasts, take her hands in your hand, feel her excitement. Now that you have driven her crazy with your teasing it is time to lick a single lick from the very bottom of her to the very tip of her pussy. This single long lick should receive a long slow moan and perhaps her f

1 Of Many
I define deception of course in my own view just another trait boiling in the devils stew some use the skill for ignorance and pain others use it not knowing ones self is slowly going insane maintain.......is one goal that some will not let you do there is always that one which would rather see you as the fool, sometimes two a deceptive tool the only attack they prefer to use at will lie, cheat, looking for minds to kill life is and always will be a huge deception many if not everyone has a face behind face oh yes somethings amiss it pisses me off that people of sort roam free without my other half it is so hard to see faces of evil to which anyone could be.... to deceive is to punish the thought of its very existence catching you off guard in stealth making the attack so very efficient persistence......wears in do time all truth will come to light as the day is long and the realest of hearts eternally fight darkness is the cover of the punishing menace yet eternal

Him!!!!
my sexy, darling teddy, i love to cuddle thee. so snuggly, loving and warm, thats how you feel to me. i love you my darling, the way that you love me. from the time of your warm embrace, to your smiling face.

Life Is Insane
Last night i was watching my local news n heard a name i thought id never hear again. This guy named Taylor Olsen that i wanted to beat up in high school totally killed a gurl last year! I couldnt believe it. Saw his pic n everything. It just made me think back to when i was in high school and i wanted to kick his ass because he was dating my best friend and he didnt like that her best friend was black. He use to write me all kinds of threatening letters and stuff. It just sucks that someone's life had to be taken before he ended up in jail.

Jealous And Controlling People
Jealous and Controling people There are a lot of people in this world who are not only Jealous they are possesive and controling . All of which can kill a relationship and it usually kills it slowly it makes the other person eventually hate and resent you.Then they dump you.A little jealous is ok but when it starts 'causing an argument everytime you turn around it's hurting it.So get over it trust your partner ,if you can't trust your partner then you don't need to be in a relationship with him/her. For those of you who feel the need to know where your partner is every minute of every day.Get over it!! For those of you that make your partner ask if they can do something or go somewhere,Get over it!! If you are that insecure or feel the need to control someone that much become a corrections officer or a secretary(you know where you can keep up with your boss) Because if you don't loosen up you are just going to push tha t person that you love most so far away from you you'll

Whats Up With That Shit!!!
So... Im talking to one of my fiends on here last night and she has some pics that she doesnt want all people to see. I'm cool with that, but I ask to see them and she tells me they are just topless. Still I am cool with that because after all isnt that what this site is for, to show your exhibitionist side off a little, and indulge your voyueristic side? Well she writes me back and tells me that she thought I was different. I asked different from what? Its not like I was rude or vulgar about it, I just asked to see them. Well, she removes me as a friend, so now I cant even see the limited number of SFW pics that she does have up. Whats up with that shit!!! Another issue I have is with these people that have all there folders marked private and they have a blast asking you to rate thier pics. YOU CANT FUCKIN SEE THEM!! Stupid Fuckers.

Before I Forget - Slipknot
Go!!!! Stapled shut, inside an outside world and I'm Sealed in tight, bizarre but right at home Claustrophobic, closing in and I'm Catastrophic, not again I'm smeared across the page, and doused in gasoline I wear you like a stain, yet I'm the one who's obscene Catch me upon all your sordid little indiscretions, I've got no time to lose, I'm just been caught up in all the cattle Fray the strings Throw the shapes Hold your breath Listen! I am a world before I am a man I was a creature before I could stand I will remember before I forget BEFORE I FORGET THAT! I'm ripped across the ditch, and settled in the dirt and I wear you like a stitch, yet I'm the one who's hurt Pay attention to your twisted little indiscretions I've got no right to win, I'm just caught up in all the battles Locked in clutch Pushed in place Hold your breath Listen! I am a worm before I am a man I was a creature before I could stand I will remember before I forget BEFORE I FOR

Lookin For Military & Their Families
We are lookin for those that are serving in our US military and their families! Come join us in the Soldiers Playground, where you can share ur stories, just have some downright fun, BS, whatever, just play nice!! Do you SUPPORT our NATIONS troups? Do you want to be supportive to them and talk to them? Well come on down to the Soldiers Playground, where all the troups are and in need of the US people's support. They are people too who volunteered to fight for us, gettin killed for us and their families!! Support their families as well as they too are important!! Join us please! PLEASE LEAVE ALL UR DRAMA BEHIND, NO BASHIN, NO BAD TALK, NO SEXUAL COMMENTS. JUST BRING URSELF, UR FAMILIES AND SOME FUN!!

The Bones Of Baby Dolls
by Acid Bath. Flower girls play lover, Grave games in the courtyard, I heard her screaming like a radio. Mary-Lou left marks on you, She just screams at the walls, The kite string pops, I'm swallowed whole by the sky, We smoke the bones of baby dolls. Techno-liquid screaming meat, Heaven's cold beneath my feet, Cyber love the anti-man we make love, Because we can. Virgins play where the bayou's blue, Barefoot eatin' mushroom stew, Work for pay and pay for freedom, Fuck 'em all, we don't need 'em, We smoke the bones of baby dolls. Everything's gone dry, Like bottle glass scraping cross the pavement.

For The Night
I need touch I need care I need to feel Do you love the things I hate? Do you want to keep what I want to change? It’s not what I need, but it will do for now It won’t change how I feel, but it might help me forget Different face… Different bed… I can’t get too close I can’t let you see I can be what you want me to be But… Just for the night

Suicidal Tendencies
A young Galway man went to see a psychiatrist and confessed that he had suicidal tendencies. "I suddenly get the urge to kill myself," he said. "I never know when these feelings are going to occur." "Hmmm," said the psychiatrist. "In the circumstances, perhaps you had better pay in advance

Dedicated To Every Woman Who Had, Is, And Will Suffer From Breast Cancer.
Pink Ribbons Of Hope. When times get tough, And life seems rough, Don't you ever think you were born to die, But know that you were born to survive, Don't give up, Because you haven't been defeated until you stop trying, And it doesn't matter how many times you fall, But how many times you get back up. God gives every woman that special strength inside. To survive, And to get on with life. To My Mum and all the Mums of the World. James AKA Lonewolf

Mother
M is for the Memories That we both have shared. I love you, Mum, because I know That you will always be there. O is for Opportunities That came because of you. And I'm sure that you'll bring more As you guide me through and through. T is for the Time That you're always willing to spare. It's good to have that peace-of-mind To know that you will always care. H is for your Honesty You always share with me. You are the best mum in the world, As far as the eye can see. E is for your Excellence In finding out what's wrong. It's like you can read my mind To find out whether I will or won't. R is for the Respect I have Even if you never knew, I only hope that I will be As good a mum as you.

Lifes Puzzle
As I sort through this puzzle so uncertain what I will find, Life becomes fragile when there's a piece that's left behind .. Curiosity in this creation, as it becomes so clear to me, Its all how we believe, and how it sets us free, Life is not about completing ,its about being true, some pieces may not fit,so its ok to start a new, starting my puzzle was not so hard at all; It's the journey that we've chosen that deter minds when to fall...

Please Help Me Win..
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Pain
Pain, without love Pain, I can't get enough Pain, I like it rough 'Cause I'd rather feel pain than nothing at all You're sick of feeling numb You're not the only one I'll take you by the hand And I'll show you a world that you can understand This life is filled with hurt When happiness doesn't work Trust me and take my hand When the lights go out you will understand Pain, without love Pain, I can't get enough Pain, I like it rough 'Cause I'd rather feel pain than nothing at all Pain, without love Pain, I can't get enough Pain, I like it rough 'Cause I'd rather feel pain than nothing at all Anger and agony Are better than misery Trust me I've got a plan When the lights go off you will understand Pain, without love Pain, I can't get enough Pain, I like it rough 'Cause I'd rather feel pain than nothing at all Pain, without love Pain, I can't get enough Pain, I like it rough 'Cause I'd rather feel pain than nothing Rather feel pain I know (I know

A True Boyfriend...??
Grab her neck when you kiss her, it's a real turn on. Stay on the phone with her even if shes not saying anything. When she's mad hug her tight and don't let go then kiss her When she says she's ok don't believe it talk with her Never cheat on her because 10 yrs later she'll remember you Call her at 12:00am on her birthday to tell her you love her Call her before you sleep and after you wake up Treat her like a person and not something to show off for Tease her and let her tease you back. Stay up all night with her when she's sick. Watch her favorite movie with her. Give her the world. Let her wear your clothes. When she's bored and sad, hang out with her. Let her know she's important. Kiss her in the pouring rain. When she runs up at you crying, the first thing you say is; "Who's ass am I kicking babe?" *If that is true, have you found anyone like that girls?* (",)

For You My Darling Steve.xx
Making love by an open fire, Your stiletto so fine. The heat emitted by the flames, The passion in your eyes. The tenderness of your caresses, The power of your thrust. The unconditional love we share, The strength of our lust. The mingle of our bodies, The tangle mass we are. Our bodies totally in tune, As we make love by the fire. The embers are growing dim, The flames have died. Our loving and passion, Still hot……….remains.

Mornings
Hi everyone and Good morning well not So good I hate mornings the bright sun waking me up or getting up to get things done in the morning i am a grouch if woken up to early I rather stay up till the wee hours of the night and sleep in till noon or later. Well I woke up this morning early and i don't know why because i did not have to be and i worked till 11 last night and i work till 10 tonight well i am going to go try to lay back down in this dreaded morning

First A Little About My Poems And Stories
Since this is a vitural form of a real bar, I thought a tad bit of history behind most of my writing would be needed first. I want to offend no-one with my work, so I have to be upfront and honest about most of them. To do so a background history is needed first so everyone who opens and reads them will know in advance the contents. I have been writing essay style short stories and poems since I was 10. So writing the way I do is as natural to me as drinking, smoking and/or cussing is to you. But my poems are quiet on the Godly side. So if reading about a thankfulness for all God has done for me offends so please do not read. The poems now are 9/10s about my special needs child and his hospital stays. Some are about other events taken in my or my family's lifes, some are just for fun and some are leaning more towards love and it's effects on me.But all are true and from the heart, yes all, even the ones for fun and about love's effects. I can not write just to write when it c

What A Fraud!!!!!!
DAVID THEODORE CHRISTENSEN IS NOT WHO HE CLAIMS TO BE HE IS A FAKE HE IS NOT 28 HAS NEVER BEEN IN THE MILITARY AND DOES NOT WORK FOR GENERAL MOTORS IN FACT HE IS 35 YR OLD WHO WORKS FOR HIS DAD BEING A MAINTANENCE MAN AND AS FAR AS THE PICTURES THAT HE USES THEY ARE NOT HIM EVEN THE NUDES THEY ARE ALL PICS OF HIS NEPHEWS FRIEND NOW WHAT GUY IN HIS RIGHT MIND IS GOING TO TAKE NUDES OF ANOTHER GUY AND PASS THEM OFF AS HIS OWN THATS SICK AND TWISTED DAMN DUDE ARE YOU THAT ASHAMED OF WHAT YOU HAVE THAT YOU HAVE TO GO AROUND AND USE SOMEONE ESLES PICS AS YOUR OWN PLUS YOU ALSO GO AROUND AND PREY ON INNOCENT WOMAN FILLING THIER HEADS WITH ALL YOUR BULLSHIT LAME FANTASY WORLD STORIES SAYING YOU HAVE BEEN HERE AND DONE THAT AND THEN YOU HAVE THE AUDASITY TO GO EVEN FURTHER BY TELLING THEM YOU HAVE FEELINGS FOR THEM AND MAY EVEN WANT TO BE WITH THEM AND LOVE THEM AND THAT YOU THINK THEY COULD BE THE ONE FOR YOU THAT YOU CAN SETTLE DOWN WITH DUDE WAKE THE FUCK UP AND REALIZE THAT WHAT YOU ARE DO

There Are Great Men Outthere...
it's a little hot and breezy day. I decided to go and take the recyclables to get the money from them and what not. well i walked 1.15 miles, carrying 7 bags, one extra bag under my daughters stroller. the 7 were tied to my handle. as I'm walking i can feel people staring at me... then i go to albertsons turns out you can't have cans or bottles that were smashed..... god i hate that.... so i go across the street to ride the bus. this man walks towards me and i stand up immediately... was sitting on the ground in front of my daughter talking to her. he asks me "I see you struggling with all of those bags, are they for recycling?" Me: Yes they are Him: how much do you think you have? Me: um well over 10 bucks thats for sure. Him: If I give you 20 bucks would you take it and I'll take the recyclables from you and do it myself? Me: I know it's not 20 bucks worth. I would but I don't know if you'd want to. Him: I'd feel better if I did. Its hard enough if you just had the

Broken Dreams
He stood on he porch, the rain pouringdown, she had on her taincoat and had bags in hehands the others already packed in the wagon...she looked at him, he at her....his heart sinking deeper....she climbe in and drove off down the road. he lookeed at the swing he made for her on the old oak tree and memories started to flood his mind, seein he in her gingham dress smiling in the sunshine on the swing, her sweet voice echoed in hismind hearing her words "I love you" as his heart broke injto a million pieces. he thought.."what was it i said, what was it i did?"He trie so very hard to please her, he had gotten the steady job she wanted hom to get. he couldnt fathom to be without her, nowshes gone from him. So now hesits in the rain trying to not to cry...he said hell with it man, nothing wrong with crying, he stood and walked inside, the house so empty, the fire burning brightly in the fireplace and he sat netto it to dry...he held his head inhis hands tears streaming down...he heard a

A Lovely Way To Start The Day.......
Mmm, my eyes are closed, my mind still foggy with sleep. I’m drifting in that surreal place between reality and dreams but I feel you. Your hands, soft as satin, gently running up my back, grazing lightly over my shoulder blades and back down again to flirt with my waist. I feel the pulsing heat of your erection pressed tightly between us and I push back against it, moving up a bit so it slips between my legs. You moan softly and the sound is like music to my ears. “You awake?” You ask and your voice is still husky from sleep and god, you will never know what that gravelly sound does to me. “Mmmm.” Is the only answer I give you but it’s enough. Your hand tightens on my waist, your fingers are digging into my flesh and it feels so good. I clasp my thighs tighter together, squeezing your erection and you push your hips forward, sliding your cock between my closed thighs. I know you like that, I can hear it in your breathing. “I need to be inside you. I can’t wait.” I

When
When I met you I never knew this day would come where I'd feel the way I do today. When we first talked I didn't think there would be a time I wouldn't know what to say. When our eyes met I never dreamnt of longing to look into those eyes every day that goes by. When our lips met the first time and every time since it's so sweet it makes me want to cry. When we made love I felt so much passion unlike anyone else has ever made me feel before. When I say I love you I mean it with all my heart and soul for you're the man I adore. When we argue or disagree sometimes even that could never change the way I feel for you. When we talk of one day going our own separate ways it makes me feel down and blue. When I close my eyes at night I dream of us laying beside each other once again. When we're together I wish it didn't ever have to end cause being with you is my favorite sin. When I wrote this I said what I feel in my heart for my love is genuine and true. Whe

Texas Friends
TEXAS FRIENDS FRIENDS: Will wait patiently with you in the long line to the bathroom and hold the stall door shut. TEXAS FRIENDS: Will shine a spotlight on you while your drunk ass is taking a piss in the bushes. --------------------------------------------------------- FRIENDS: Call your parents Mr. and Mrs TEXAS FRIENDS: Call your parents drunk as hell and tell them about the fat chick you tried to pick up ------------------------------------------------------------------- FRIENDS: Hope the night out drinking goes smoothly, and hope that no one is late for the ride home. TEXAS FRIENDS: Know some wild shit will happen, and set up rally points. -------------------------------------------------------------- FRIENDS: Bail you out of jail and tell you what you did was wrong. TEXAS FRIENDS: Will be sitting next to you saying, "Damn...that shit was fun " ------------------------------------------------------ FRIENDS: Cry with you. TEXAS FRIE

29/9/07
LARNE COLTS 4-5 LARNE YOUTH The colts hosted local neighbours larne youth at sandy bay.At the start of the game all the action seemed to be in the midfield but the colts opened the scoring when david hunter found jamie magill and he made no mistake.The colts were now on top in this game and dylan mcrandal,thomas mcdowell,odhran kemp,robert watson,jordan weir,and thomas spence mopping everything up and stephen gordon,jamie magill,and david hunter battling away in midfield there was always going to be chances for reece mcginley and and darren tennant up front..But it was larne youth who hit 3 goals in a 5 minute spell to get there noses in front before darren tennant hit a post and the ball trickled along the line so at half time the colts were 3-1 down The colts started the 2nd half looking for goals and were rewarded when reece mcginley got his name on the scoresheet.to make it 3-2.Then thomas spence had a shot at goal which seemed to trickle over the line but the referee played it

Got Some Great News!
I got me my apartment! YAY! LOL I am still in Mt. Gilead. Right down the road from Michael and Kandi. Isnt that cool! :) Well I am gonna get for now...just wanted to let everyone kno! LOL BOLO! :) ^..^

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What To Do When Fear Grips You > Christ Knows >>
There are all kinds O fear < like falling from a high place . or a gripping fear of your life flashing before you, As your torn to chose life or death ,Or to make a decision in life ,that is realy gona change all you,ve worked hard for.. Or a love one dying and you have to make a chioce of life support or no. Or a fiancee; who has lied or cheated and you know you have to let them go . It wasn,t real love after all , Not on their part for You. There are all kinds Of fear to deal with. At all levels and with lot of insecurities too. So this is when Faith has to come into play and who better than the Lord ; Jesus Christ to beleive in; and gain strength there of and from. Prayer yes ; is A kind of Faith and to know it is a light too; that is your beginning to let in ; and it will open up the door to even brighter light; to the real thruth of God . hugs all. diana

Whe Does Some One Suppose To Let Go And How Do They When.>>>
We never want to let a friend go . we want them to be here forever , but reality sets in and we know we must let go ; God calls some sooner than other,s ; So in reality we have to know in our heart soul and mind to trust in God; and know eternity does exist; and that we will see all again one day; As God calls us all home to finally be judged and be found worthy of, or not to reside in his heaven and his new earth. Rest assured if ye be in faith of Christ you will go to be with thy Saviour ,and all will be for eternity . Amen!! .. diana

Old People
Today I went yard saleing like I do most saturdays. After a long day since about seven thirty this morning..on the way home..kids spotted another yard sale so I stopped. My youngest who just turned three on september 11 saw some toys and it was a little happy meal toy and asked for a quarter so I told him to go get one out of my purse in the van..so he toddles on over there to get one. I didnt know how much the toy was but he wanted a quarter and was pleased that I said he could go get one. Now he was in the van with my daughter getting the quarter..I asked the OLD WOMAN at the yard sale how much and she said..well he can have it for free..then proceeded to say..I was just gonna say..You really need to teach him not to just run off with a toy..before asking how much because you are encouraging him to steal!!! OMG!! This woman didnt realize who she was talking to!! I walked away from her got the toy told my daughter to put Ben in his car seat took the toy back to where he got it from..

Trapped In The Darkness Of My Own Soul
DISCLAIMER : THIS WAS WRITTEN LONG AGO! I HAVE BEEN REQUESTED BY MY BABY GIRL TO REPOST SO OF THE WRITINGS FROM MY OLD PROFILE SO HERE THEY ARE. COMMENTS ARE ALWAYS WELCOME. I AM GRATEFUL FOR ALL FEED BACK! PEACE ! Darkness surrounds every soul at all times. We strive to drive it away with love and friendship but this isnt always successful. Darkness and Despair is our companion thru out life either we fight it or we embrace it. Some believe that True Love can dispel it, others believe it is a part of life that is forever there. What do I believe, I no longer know and at the moment not sure I care. Oh yes Apathy the close cousin to Darkness and Despair is my companion now. Heart empty and forsaken , Life worthless and broken, Dreams shattered and discarded. I am but a shell of what I was. Fragile and Brittle to scatter to the four winds at the slight touch. Hope has fled with the Broken Promises of yesterday. Wasted and Tormented I sit within my walls waiting for the end. As I

Sad Girl
Sad little girl, sitting alone, grim and gloomy… No friends at all. She never speaks, she never smiles, the world, it seems weighs on her heart. She lives next door, goes to your school, quiet and shy, she never plays. You watch, hold back, you wish you could sit down with her, become her friend. All the others tease her to tears and your heart stirs; you chase them off. She stares, surprised, silent and still; you sit with her and dry her tears. 'Please, be my friend.' You offer her. She thinks a while, nods and hugs you. A little girl, so sad no more, just takes your hand and smiles at you.

Some One Hurting For An Answer And Think Im In Tears Cause
he was hurting ;in mums bashing him showing no love , and i seemed to reach out to those when God tells me too . Yes he got his answer and was happy i helped him ; hugs and good luck hun. see we need to show more love to all not hate. not hate .

A Twittleess Wounder And The Convo I Hade With Her
->DJ_ Ðå®k Ð...: ha ha ha fock off donkey dick sucker ! KISSY !: im going higher...talk all u want now..im going back to mumming..n tell your bitch if she dont want comments...not to mumm...good nite fuckstick ->DJ_ Ðå®k Ð...: or is ur vocablary one consit of fucking animals ->DJ_ Ðå®k Ð...: can u go any higher ->DJ_ Ðå®k Ð...: ohh wow she finaly steps up a notch ! KISSY !: um no yer not...it says 29 pig fucker ->DJ_ Ðå®k Ð...: for two im haveing funn fucking with u donkey dick sucker ->DJ_ Ðå®k Ð...: for one im older than u dnkey dick sucker ! KISSY !: lmfao...cuz I said stfu...awwww get over it lil boy....u think this will give u brownie points with her? ->DJ_ Ðå®k Ð...: come throw something at me worth hearing wdonkey dick sucker ->DJ_ Ðå®k Ð...: u sure like to pick on ppl but all u can say i have small dick or im gay ur week ->DJ_ Ðå®k Ð...: this all on me u not the nly one im hitting donkey dick sucker ! KISSY !: yea ok.,,,,thats why yer in my shoutbox....

The Most Girlie Piercing....
Yep I went and got my nose done for some awful reason. Mom wanted to get her tongue done and dad asked me what I was getting done so I said my nose and dad ended up getting his other eyebrow done. But now i'm up to 9 piercings. Yay! I've got 4 cartiladge ear piercings, my lobes which are up to a 2 gauge, labret on the right side, my tongue, and now my nose on the left side. I just don't know what to get done next....

Happier
Well I haven't had so much luck when it comes to love lately but I think that things are finally starting to look up once again...Tonight I heard back from a VERY dear friend of mine I lost contact with after he got married...Anyhow to make a long story short they are broke up for the 2nd time in less than a year...And she keeps cheating on him & hurting him...Well anyhow I am single(not my choice)but we chatted on the computer for over 3 hours tonight it was GREAT!!! I have missed his company for a long time, we were romantically involved before he got married & I got with my ex but now maybe this is our 2nd chance at happiness...We've both been hurt so much in the past & I just hope that somehow someway we can help each other heal what's been broken by others...So I guess time will tell but for now I'm going to spend time with him & see what might come of this...Hopefully something wonderful though :) Okay well I am off to sleep now since my sweetie went to bed just a few minutes ago

Truth
I am lonely, and my heart aches, and the people I want are all so damn far away, and there is no one for me, I am in a place full of people and still alone. Maybe I am a bit frightened by the passion. Not even sure I can be what I want to be. I feel so damn old anymore. Like I am losing myself to the ages.

Voodoo Penis
> Naughty but so funny...LOL > THE VOODOO PENIS > A businessman was getting ready to go on a long business trip, so he thought > he'd buy his wife something to keep her occupied. He went to a sex shop & > explained his situation. > > The man there said, "Well, I don't know that I have anything that will keep > her occupied for so many weeks, except... The Voodoo Penis!" > > The husband said "The what"? The man repeated " The Voodoo Penis" and pulled > out what seemed to be an ordinary dildo. The husband laughed, and said, "It > looks like a dildo!" > > The man then pointed to the door and said, "Voodoo Penis, door!" > The penis rose out of its box, darted over to the door and started pounding > the keyhole. The whole door shook wildly with vibrations, so much that a > crack began to form down the middle. > > Then the man said "Voodoo Penis, return to box!" and the penis stopped & > returned to the box. > > The husband bought it. He took it home to his w

6 Reasons Why You Should Think Before You Speak (lmao)
Here are 6 reasons why you should think before you speak . Have you ever spoken and wished that you could immediately take the words back...or that you could crawl into a hole? Here are the Testimonials of a few people who did.... FIRST TESTIMONY: I walked into a hair salon with my husband and three kids in tow and asked loudly, "How much do you charge for a shampoo and a blow job?" I turned around and walked back out and never went back. My husband didn't say a word...he knew better. SECOND TESTIMONY: I was at the golf store comparing different kinds of golf balls. I was unhappy with the women's type I had been using. After browsing for several minutes, I was approached by one of the good-looking gentlemen who works at the store. He asked if he could help me. Without thinking, I looked at him and said, "I think I like playing with men's balls. THIRD TESTIMONY: My sister and I were at the mall and passed by a store that sold a variety of candy and nuts. As we

Another Repost From Another Section... "desire"
The night air is balmy against my skin. Shadows cloak me on the bench where I sit. The smell of pine and fresh rain tease me, and I hear an owl hoot. My heart races and I am out of breath. I am not scared, but excited. I am waiting for my Master. I am dressed as I was told, in a garter belt, short cotton skirt, loose-fitting blouse, and high heels. No bra, no panties. My long hair falls softly around my shoulders and spills down my back; my anxious green eyes are lined in black and filled with moonlight. My Master is firm, unyeilding, yet always pleases me as long as I please him. It has been months since he last summoned me, and I cannot wait his arrival. I have done my best, and am now trembling and moist with delight and anticipation. The park is always deserted this time of night, and it is when he brings me here that I love him best. The openness, the smell, the slight trepidation of by chance being caught, has always led me to my most intense and satisfying experiences. I hea

Used Yet Again...lol Does It Ever End............?
Someone I really liked...no...I loved...I trusted...was yet again to be just a twisted joke in the eyes of cruel fate....I hoped for so much more...but I dont believe it will be...because sadly and unfortuntley I don't believe its real...once again my heart is broken...never fully healed from each passing girl who only wishes to use me

Just Thinking
Just thinking about someone Someone who I enjoy talking to Someone who makes me smile Someone who makes me want to go the extra mile So I am just thinking about someone but is that someone thinking about me too?

When You Thought I Wasnt Looking
A message every adult should read, because children are watching you and doing as you do...not as you say....lol... I had this sent to me a while ago now by my kids, i want to share it with all of you. When you thought I wasn't looking, I saw you hang my first painting on the refrigerator, and I immediately wanted to paint another one. When you thought I wasn't looking, I saw you feed a stray cat, and I learned that it was good to be kind to animals When you thought I wasn't looking, I saw you make my favorite cake for me and I learned that the little things can be the special things in life. When you thought I wasn't looking, I heard you say a prayer, and I knew there is a God I could always talk to and I learned to trust in God. When you thought I wasn't looking, I saw you make a meal and take it to a friend who was sick, and I learned that we all have to help take care of each other. When you thought I wasn't looking, I saw you give your time and money to

Mumms
Was just thinking about these mumm things and ya know, when people comment on the mumms you leave, they take most of it like your serious about a lot of the stuff. Do people not realize that most people make shit up to get points. Ill tell ya, people take this computer shit way to seriously. Yea well to each their own. Have a good day!

Packers Rock The Dome Baby!
Breaking all kinds of records once again is #4 at his apex with a fantastic team backing him up. 4-0 and 422 passing Marino up by two today. What more can we say? I know I get all kinds of flack being a Packer fan in Cowboy country but all they can say is 5 Super Bowls.... did anyone catch all the MVP high lights on the Packers ... especially Farve? Holding the NFC record for most division championships, most MVP's in the NFL, and so much more. Yeah, a lot of people say Farve is over rated and too old... "he should have retired years ago". I say, you’re just mad because your team couldn’t get him to come to you with the promise of more $$$. Farve is one of the true blue football players in the NFL. He plays for the game not the $$. He respects all teams and has shown nothing but love through his career. So the next time you feel the need to speed our Packers off the pike take a breather ‘cuz we're just warmin’ up baby!! SUPER BOWL HERE WE COME!!!!!!

Wolf Like Me
Say say my playmate wont you lay hands on me mirror my malady transfer my tragedy Got a curse i cannot lift shines when the sunset shifts when the moon is round and full gotta bust that box gotta gut that fish My mind's aflame We could jet in a stolen car but i bet we wouldnt get too far before the transformation takes and bloodlust tanks and crave gets slaked My mind has changed my bodys frame but god i like it my hearts aflame my bodys strained but god i like it My mind has changed my bodys frame but god i like it my hearts aflame my bodys strained but god i like it Charge me your day rate ill turn you out in kind when the moon is round and full gonna teach you tricks that'll blow your mongrel mind baby doll i recognize you're a hideous thing inside if ever there were a lucky kind it's you you you you I know its strange another way to get to know you you'll never know unless we go so let me show you i know its strange another way to get

The Lovers
Lips brush, then follow the contours of the much loved face. Differences of texture are savored, the rough and smooth. The planes of cheekbones, jaw and forehead, This wonderful symmetry: The song of Flesh made joy. The beauty of form is discovered, Arms, hands are objects of desire. Fingers trace patterns on skin- Mystical runes of bone and sinew; And time is held back, As lovers explore the universe of being One with another.

Lover's Dance
Glistening bodies entwined in an ageless erotic dance, seeking pleasures from each other, seeking wonder and romance. She touches his face with tenderness. He draws her body near. Aching, needing hunger will make their destiny clear. Their lips meet in soft kisses, their tongues begin passion's war. Forgotten now, the outside world. All is here, behind this door. He strokes her body tenderly, she arches up for his caress. He finds her silken portal and her womanly wetness. She moans in fiery desire and pulls his hand away, wishing to end this exquisite torture and get on with passion's play. She straddles his waiting body, eases him into her feminine hollow. She leads him on a rhythmic dance, his thrusting hips must follow. She rides him faster, even then, to hear his wondrous sighs. She shows him all the delights she has between her womanly thighs. They stare into each other's eyes and gasp as ecstasy unreels, and tangles them in a lover's k

Never ................
"Never allow someone to be your priority while allowing yourself to be their option" (( Another saying I saw tonight, just wanted to share it with ya'll , cuz it really hit me, I'm tired of just being an option ))

Why We Dont Let Friends Be Drunk N Stupid
My good friend Michael got really wasted at the club last night n pissed me off so bad. When he gets really drunk he gets to takin off his clothes. Well last night in the parking lot of the club he decides its time to get naked. I kept screaming at him to put this clothes on. This dude is a big dude. Chunky n stuff. I pleaded with him, i begged, i screamed, i cursed, but none of that worked. I was scared he was gonna go to jail for public intoxication or distrubing the peace because the police are always in that parking lot. Well what solved the problem? The mofo gets in a car with some chick he doesnt know n just leaves. I couldnt believe it

Does It Mean Loss Of Intrest When Phone Calls =slow Down ??
When you talk 2 mo. on phone several times a day and then one day >> A call comes and the party on the line says ; it,s costing them to much money; to call , You so much ,so they have to call on weekends, free minutes and after (9pm)weekdays . Well this is understandable yes ;but does it have a double meaing ?. Like they are lossing intrest in you Or No ?/ In my case I dont think ; They lost intrest ; I have trust and do believe this person ; I know I my heart all is ok; We have discused my fears and it,s what it is ; costly . Yes to be able to talk and trust and open with each other is a valabule thing in a relationship such as it is.... hugs diana

Not Ready
The end is nearing, almost time to say goodbye. I'M NOT READY!! I know you are ready, your fight has been long, and oh so hard and filled with pain. You are ready for the peace that comes. So selfish of me, to want you to stay. It hurts. How can i say goodbye, and be happy for you? The tears come again, like they will never stop. All i can say is.... safe journey, till I see you again. written 7-09-05 MFP for my uncle Ted when we found out he didnt have long left

Romantic Love
Sky as blue as can ever be you smile at me with a big smile because you just love the look on my face when I am confused and irritated. You say it is cute when I am mad, you say it is cute when I pout. I say I love you, you say I love you more then I tell you not possible then you just tell me no but see we always do that. Your in love with me I am in love with you together we are romantic love. Forever we are romantic love and together forever won't ever not be romantic love but will always be in love and happy that we have each other.

I Am Sorry
First off, I am not looking for attention. Granted it is nice to get and people need it, but this is not why I am writing this. I just want to say sorry to anyone. Lately I been real emotional, moody, frustrated, and feeling lost in ways. If anything I usually try to hide things inside. I know that is not the answer...that you get what is going on with me now.....just it leaking out at the worse times sometimes on people who have not done a thing. I have been cooped up and unproductive for too long and it is setting in. I do get out at times to spend time with my parents and sis and her little one. It helps seeing my niece. I forget myself and stresses. Granted they are still there, but nothing matters but time with my niece and just hanging out with my sis. I know I am human and people are not perfect, but I know I am better than how I have been lately. I am hoping it will get better soon in many ways. It would help to have my own wheels again so I can try to have some form of w

She Is In A Contest
My wife entered a contest here on fubar its to see who gets the most votes and comments and yes comment bombing is allowed so please go vote on her http://fubar.com/viewimage.php?u=391094&albumid=585739&i=738230870

Interstate Karma
As I was driving north on I-65 to Nashville today, I watched an idiot cut in front of me, weave between two large trucks, and finally get on the right-side median to pass another truck. Compared to my speed, he was driving close to 100 mph. I looked at my wife and said, "See, we travel the speed limit because we respect the law, but if we drove like that moron, we'd get caught. How come I never see idiots like that get pulled over?" About 15 minutes later, we saw the moron again. He was on the side of the road, trying to repair a blown-out tire. My wife and I pointed and laughed at him as we drove by. All I wanted was for the guy to get a ticket, but the Universe had a much better plan in store for him.

Nigerian Scammer- Plz Pass Along!!!!
NIGERIAN SCAMMER ALERT - Most Nigerian men steal a pic someplace like some modelling site disguise themselves as pretty girls...Especi ally for u men don't get caught in the net cos this site is being used by a scammer. I can guarantee you he is Nigerian man, and most likely a black man between the ages of 22-27. They work in groups in internet cafe's . They give you stories about sick parents, someone in the hospital, they import/export computer parts, contractor, etc....BULLSHI T!! They are SCAMMERS!! They will all for your msn or yahoo to chat and ask for your bank and bank accounts. Some don't even what's written in the letter coz they stole that too and it has spelling mistakes.They don't understand the comments we post on their sites and they don't delete them. They will also tell you at some point that they have checks to cash, and that Nigerian banks do not deal with American money..NOT TRUE!! OR they will say they have a hospital bill to pay (NOT TRUE), in Nigeria you have to

Update Fyi
Just for those who don't know...I am without a laptop for the time bein so I'm mobile online and can't respond to shouts. I'm not ignorin anyone :). I can leave comments but if u got yahoo msgr u can hit me up there at lisalaw271978 or u can email me which goes directly to my phone at lisalaw271978@tmail.com I feel useless without bein able to show my love to u all and to my true friends here but children break things at times and my laptop was the target this time around. Love u all.

The Suicide Game
The Suicide Game Everyone has heard about the story- ‘The Boy Who Cried Wolf’ Several times in life Most parents tell it to kids to teach them a lesson But what about the story- “The Suicide Game”? Has anyone ever heard of it? Its quite simple to explain Someone who you care about calls you Saying that they are depressed And that they want to die Complaining about their life Their parents Themselves So they tell you that they’re going to end it To ‘Off’ themselves. So you call the police. Not to be a bitch But because you care. You don’t know if they made it out in time And you don’t hear anything for the rest of the night. So u call to see if they’re ok They say that everything is fine and that they’re over it Like it wasn’t a big deal Apparently they don’t think about other peoples feelings Because to them- This is just a game.

So Confused
confused i am so confused i thought i had a chance at some one loveing me then i found out thats i was fooling my self they well never love me its hard to have the feelings i do for her but they well never have the feellings i have for her so ya i am confused i just wished and prayed and aging to no end i so confused am i gonna be alone rest of my life so dam confused and i mad cause i have no answer to it so confused thinking of you always Ira Lee Moore

"blood"
"Blood" These scars that cover my body are painful memories of all the hell that you put me through i gave you eveything that you wanted only to have my soul ripped and torn apart did you enjoy what you and your games did? did you get off on seeing me shred my arms the blood that poured from my broken arms was the same blood that cared for you deeply and kept you alive maybe i should cut just one last time and not care enough to stop the blood from leaving my empty body it is what you want isn't it?

For You.....
Something That I Found & Is SO True.... I use to get down on my knees And pray every night, For someone to love me With all of his heart, And have only me in his sight. I cried many a tear to God Begging him for the perfect one, I guess I said to him All the right things, For he said, "It is done". He gave me the man I have always dreamed of, The one I longed for everyday... Our hearts have grown so close, But he lives so far away. I think I have been cursed On this day, Instead of being blessed... Not being able to touch A love as true as this. I long to look into his eyes, And get lost in his love. I still cry tears of lonliness, How can this be sent From up above ? Why are we being kept away From each other's tender kiss ? If we weren't meant to be, Why did God give us A love as true as this ? So, be careful what you wish, You just might get What you asked for. True love, but out of reach... Leavi

40 Secrets About Myself
: 40 Secrets About Yourself. Be honest no matter what. [One] Who was your last text from? i don't have a cell :( but soon i will [Two] Where was your default picture taken? My house in my room b4 leaving for a party [Three] What's your middle name? Jose [Four] Your current relationship status? Kinda single but not really u know who you are ;) [Five] Does Your Crush Like You Back? idk cant say but it seems like it [Six] What is your current mood? buzzing and feel like dying [Eight] What color shirt are you wearing? im not wearing a shirt [Ten] If you could go back in time and change something, would you? no, everything happened for a reason, no reason to change that [Eleven] Do you drink tea? not really. [Twelve] Ever had a near death experience? twice [Thirteen] Something you do a lot? music!!! listen to and play [Fifteen] Who can you tell anything to? My grandma mother father i love em all. but there are certain limits i can take [

Song That Relates To Me
HILARY DUFF LYRICS Burned What's wrong with me? I get lonely in a crowd, Everyone is smiling, But I made myself left out. I got an imaginary shield around me, But nobody's ever really getting through. I keep thinking that they're gonna break me free, But they never do! (no) When somebody's knockin, When somebody wants me, When somebody's trying to love me completely. I get scared, Don't know how it works. Will somebody save me? Or will I get burned? Don't wanna get burned.. Is there thickness in the air? Or are you heavy on my heart? Why can't I just fit in? Why can't I do what everyone else does? People come around like a storm, When you least expect them to. For me I run for cover, When I should really face the truth. When somebody's knockin, When somebody wants me, When somebody's trying to love me completely. I get scared, Don't know how it works. Will somebody save me? Or will I get burned? I don't wanna [repeat] Wh

Kara And Diana Ch. 03
Kara and Diana Ch. 03 by BrettJ © Author's Note: While I am aware of current continuity in the DCU, I am not going to be slavishly bound to it. Thus, my versions of Supergirl, Wonder Woman, et al are my own, although I do acknowledge a debt to the works of Jeph Loeb, Michael Turner, Jack Kirby and others. Hope you enjoy these romps as much as I enjoy writing them. * Kara Zor-el rose from the water, naked, the droplets falling off her glistening form. Ipithime handed her a robe, which she put on. The Amazons had no concepts of false modesty, Kara was quite comfortable being naked in their presence. "Did the waters help you relax, Lady Kara?" Ipithime asked. "Yes, very much. Ipithime ...?" "Yes, Lady Kara?" "Why do you keep calling me that? Lady Kara? My name is just Kara." Ipithime shook her head. "Oh no, Lady Kara. You are the loved one of Princess Diana, her chosen consort. Thus, it would be improper to call you anything but Lady Kara, Lady Kara." Kara sigh

When Family Comes A Visitin....
Here I was just sitting out on my porch, widdlin' like I does sometimes, when i seen a rickitty ole primer and red flatbed pick up pull into my drive. I grabbed my shotgun that i keeps right inside the door case strangers come 'round. I took aim with my's shotgun and i hollered at them men in the pickup. "Is that you Barbie Jo?" replied the passenger. "yeah It bees me. Who want to know?" i responded "why its me, your cousin Carl and i got yur cousin Bobby Ray and Billy Bob with me" came the answer. "well ya'll come on in here now" I replied "I got some sweet tea and some biscuits". We hugged and got all caught up with the news. Like my cousin Daisy Ray she done got herself with child again from that no account boy from down in the holler. My Aunt Kitty.. well she gots the cancer again. She wont go to no lousy Doctor.. she been rubbin moonshine on her tummy, being thats where the cancer is at. My uncle Pete well he caught that lousy Dolly Sue (his wi

What Happened?
I dont know what happend but when I first logged on this morning all my pics were here, then about 2 hours all were gone, now about 40 something are still gone............can someone tell me how my pics in my albums just disappeared.........I work hard to have nice photos, and for some reason they just disappear.......this just SUX!!!!!!

Fubar 2
They are at it again! Date: Tue, 2 Oct 2007 11:23:28 -0700 (PDT) From: Size: 985 B To: fu1183510@fubar.com Reply-To: A mum you have posted has been removed by the 'fubar' admins. This mum was removed because it was either offensive or NSFW (Not Safe For Work) in nature. Please read the Terms Of Service. NSFW CONTENT IS NOT ALLOWED in the public areas of 'fubar'. This mum removal has been recorded and your account will be deleted if it happens again. And all I have asked is about system performance. It was about Mumms vanishing and reappearing. This is NSFW?

More About What I Suffer From
Introduction to anxiety Generalized anxiety disorder or GAD is characterized by excessive, exaggerated anxiety and worry about everyday life events. People with symptoms of generalized anxiety disorder tend to always expect disaster and can't stop worrying about health, money, family, work or school. In people with GAD, the worry often is unrealistic or out of proportion for the situation. Daily life becomes a constant state of worry, fear and dread. Eventually, the anxiety so dominates the person's thinking that it interferes with daily functioning, including work, school, social activities and relationships. What Are the Symptoms of GAD? GAD affects the way a person thinks, but the anxiety can lead to physical symptoms, as well. Symptoms of GAD include: Excessive, ongoing worry and tension An unrealistic view of problems Restlessness or a feeling of being "edgy" Irritability Muscle tension Headaches Sweating Difficulty concentrating

Dreams
The rain softly was coming down Dark clouds hung overhead It was a gloomy, sad sort of day But inside of me the sun was shinning brightly Wandering thoughts of someone so dear One who has such beauty I want to hold Often dreaming of making smile and laugh Long talks of this and that and everything else Laughing and crying we share so much My heart aches when you are sad When melancholy strikes think of our friendship Like a seedling it can only grow stronger each day Hoping and dreaming that you will smile And open your heart just a little Once you do the sun will shine for you as well

Thank You O Lord For.. Giving Me Strenght And Courage To Live And Survive.
Saving me to be here today and to be a survivor of abuse , threats , and all ive endured even rape at 15 yrs age. Im a survivor and By Your grace and Angels that you sent to me ;I owe a great dept to you all. Thank you all O Lord Thank you .I am here ;Yes and will fight to be me and will serve you My lord always . Amen! ' Sorry all; but in mums , someone posted something that set this memory off in me again , by saying something about life being easy and yet life never is easy . Not for me . huga all. diana

Answers For Stupid Quizzes
You are probably aware of people putting up silly quizzes with questions like "what do you think of me?" or "would you ever sleep with me?" or something similar... I have the ultimate solution: Utter crudeness! Someone asks "what would you do if I kissed you?" answer with "get an erection" and other such answers. Seems the best solution, mainly cause it'll show them not to put stupid quizzes up. Anyway that's all for now...

Was Reading My Bible Today ;; Hate Begets Hate
why do parents think fighting is an answer . Hate is no answer. there are ways to stop bullies and we must remember the golden rule . Do unto others as you,d have them do unto you. Jesus said ;love them, as I have showed you love ,You love them also. So come on moms and dads , teach the kids this; we all have to live in this world and love not hate. hugs all diana

Ouch~!
ok, so we are home sweet home for good. the old house is cleaned and I turned in the keys today....one problem...I got hurt today. Jeff had to work so I had to take the drill up and take down some shelves we had put up. I forgot the step stool (remember I am only 5'4) so I climbed up on an entertainment center (where the tv goes) and set to taking it down. Well when the last screw came out...BAM~! Down it came but with it also came a soccer plaque of my daughter's....from the top shelf onto my forehead. So now I have this lovely blue knot on my forehead. It looks to be bigger than the size of a 50 cent piece and it has a cut in the middle where the edge hit me. I have had a headache all day, to say the least. And I was going to take a pic to post but the battery went dead in the camera and guess what.....I can't find the batteries yet~! I haven't unpacked them yet...what a day! I think I am protesting tomorrow and not doing anything!! I deserve a break~! I need a break~! I

The Sun Sets Part 1
The sun has set on this day the light has died the dark takes over now every thing...dark....gone and now....now we see...only.........nothing just as it was intended all vanishes with out a trace.

Another Day
Well not much going on in my life these past few days. My oldest son is sick and my youngest son (3) feels the need to pee in the garage. He came to me this morning and said, "Mommy i went pee pee" I said oh good boy go empty your potty" lol and he said come look mom i pee pee in the garage! URGH what to do? The joys of mommy hood...Yeah and my middle one is doing great lol. Well i'm off to bed, i can feel another great day tomorrow :P

Now This Sounds Perfect!...if Only It Were True
Pain is all I remember From the last time I was in love I was afraid of it Until I met you I never felt true love Until you showed me I didn't know I loved you Until you made me see Now that I am with you No more guessing in my life Now that I have you No more pain and strife I can't imagine my life Without you being a part of it Now I am truly happy For I have life everlasting Life everlasting is when I met you Life everlasting is when I'm with you Life everlasting is when I hold you Life everlasting is you

A Jam For Everyone :)
Frozen by Within Temptation I can’t feel my senses I just feel the cold All colors seem to fade away I can’t reach my soul I would stop running, if knew there was a chance It tears me apart to sacrifice it all but I’m forced to let go Tell me I’m frozen but what can I do? Can’t tell the reasons I did it for you When lies turn into truth I sacrificed for you You say that I’m frozen but what can I do? I can feel your sorrow You won’t forgive me, but I know you’ll be all right It tears me apart that you will never know but I have to let go Tell me I’m frozen but what can I do? Can’t tell the reasons I did it for you When lies turn into truth I sacrificed for you You say that I’m frozen but what can I do? Everything will slip way Shattered peaces will remain When memories fade into emptiness Only time will tell its tale If it all has been in vain I can’t feel my senses I just feel the cold Frozen... But what can I do? Frozen... Tell me I’m frozen bu

10/3/2007
You may be the only one who can keep their cool around the house today, thanks to a weird energy that seems to rile up people who love each other. Lead by your calm example and others should follow. guess we shall see what the day brings hmmmm

Galations 5; 13 -16; - 26 ;verse
13 ; For brethern, ye have been called unto liberty ; use not liberty for ocasion to the flesh, by love serve one another. 16 ; This I say then ; walk in the Spirit,and ye shall not fufill the lust of the flesh.. 22; the fruit of the spirit is love,peace, joy,longsuffering, gentelness, goodness, and faith. 23 ; Meekness,temperance, against such there is no law. 24; and they that are Christ have crussified the flesh wiith the affections and love. 25; if we live in the spirit let us walk in the spirit. 26 ; Let us not be desirous of vain glory, provoking one another envying one another. Alleheluia !!! God has give these words for us to live by; They are recored for us; thru history in the Bilble, And if we,d live by them , There be no hate , no way of sin; If Adam and Eve would of not ate the apple, as God had instructed. But today; We can try to do all with in us ,to show love not hate ; Things can improve ,one person at a time thru God,s Word and a person,

This Day Is A Day Of Our Lord>>todays Thought Is >>>
This day is given to thee out of love; to do as we can see to help another. yet some are to busy and life goes on and they do their daily chore. but then something will happen along the way when a stranger is in need, will you listen or try to help . will you walk on and not see or hear , do you know God says ; do unto these as I have done unto you. If you turn away , I (God) will turn from you too. God< is that person ,he is showing thru them to reach you. If your kindness shows thur and love then , God sees your heart, and yet if you turn away he knows your of hardend heart and can shed no love. Then your lost .. hugs all ; just a thought of today; hugs all diana

Update On John Force
John remains in Dallas hospital while Ashley awaits team decision Compiled and written by the NHRA.com staff and Force Racing P.R.10/2/2007 Latest medical updates on 14-time NHRA champ John Force, who suffered serious injuries in a crash Sept. 23 at Texas Motorplex.Tuesday, Oct. 2, 10 a.m. CT: John Force's stay in the Dallas area might be longer than originally planned as the 14-time champion is now considering staying at Baylor University Medical Center throughout his rehabilitation process. Meanwhile, Force's race team is scrambling to upgrade the chassis' used by remaining drivers Robert Hight and Ashley Force in time for this weekend's race in Richmond, Va. Force has been in discussions with his doctors and family members to determine the best course of action for his ongoing recovery from his scary, high-speed accident nine days ago at the Texas Motorplex. Force suffered a broken left ankle, a severe laceration to his right knee, a dislocated left wrist, and a bevy of inj

Previous Blog Now Gone
well now my previous blog got taken off why is everyone taking anything i do off ,,,,,, i just give up on it all i hope u all are having fun last time i knew there was a right to free speech which is what i been doing was just saying it seems to me that if i cant have any sexual animations posted how does others do it and how come ur stash is considered to be publick viewing whenever u have to click on it to see anything i just dont understand this site much anymore i have been without mum priviliges for proba dang near 4 mths now i just give up on them and now u r deleting blogs is there anything u can do on here without getting removed like i am a lil kid shit if truth is known i am probably well older than over 50 % of u on here ... maybe thats it u dont like older ppl on here fuck if i know whatever have ur fun

Pass Time
With this pass time of hatred I will paint my once white life with red lines of dread and black streaks that flow like rivers, every line that rains for pain will stain the verry fabric of this Fucked up life while every streak plays to the misery of damnation and shards of life flicker from gapping slashes of destruction, noone will know of the suffering in dark and twisted dreams from a heart as dark as the blackest cole layed to burn but never quite getting the satisfaction. My pass time of hatred bleeds through the gashes of hope that I do not intend to disinfectant but do fully plan to itch with split fingernails that ooze gross Puss of failure as they tare apart the stitches of love to play in the rotten decay of its lie, Now ready to paint with its awaited pain.My angered hatred bares the burden of once loved pieces of life that just will not stop bleeding. but for what ever reason still keep living, Hatred finds joy in knowing that if thrown hard enough every piece c

Tag
"""TAG??? YOU'RE IT!! YOU HAVE BEEN CONSIDERED ONE OF MY SWEETEST FRIENDS ON MY LIST. ONCE YOU HAVE BEEN TAGGED YOU HAVE TO TAG 10 OF YOUR SWEETEST FRIENDS AND LET THEM KNOW THEY ARE SWEET X.X.X"" FAKE FRIENDS: Will ignore this Send this heart 2 at least 15 people including me if u care 4 me!!! Let's see many hearts you get!!!! ........¶¶¶¶¶¶............¶¶¶¶¶¶ ....¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶....¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶ ..¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶........¶¶¶¶ ¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶........¶¶¶¶ ¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶....¶¶¶¶¶ ¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶ ..¶¶¶¶¶.. ....¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶ ..........¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶ ..............¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶ ..................¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶ ......................¶¶¶¶ 21 hr ago

Naughty Survey
This is what I call.. The Naughty Survey. Simply fill it out and send it to the person who posted this bulletin. Have a naughty time! START 1) Would you slap my ass? 2) Would you slap me in naughty ways? 3) Would you fuck me? 4) How hard? 5) Would you finger me/give me a handjob? 6) Would you eat me out/give me head? 7) [guys answer this] If you were to finger me, how many fingers would you use and how deep in my pussy would you go? 8) [girls answer this] If you were to give me head, would you suck my whole cock and use your tounge or would you not even try it? 9) If we were in a movie theater and I took you to the back where no one was there and started touching you in private places, would you go along with it? 10) If both of us were extremly horny in a public place, would you find somewhere to fuck me or would we just wait til we get home? 11) If I asked you to try something a little different, would you do it even if it seems a little

Crazy Bastard Gittin Drunk Throo His Asshole
Charges dropped in sherry enema death Negligent homicide charges have been dropped against a former Lake Jackson woman who had been accused of killing her husband with a sherry enema that led to alcohol poisoning. Court records show the charge against Tammy Jean Warner, 45, of Texas City, was dismissed Aug. 31 because of insufficient evidence, the Houston Chronicle reported in its online edition Wednesday. Michael Warner, 58, died May 21, 2004. An autopsy showed he had been given an enema with enough sherry to have a blood alcohol level of 0.47 percent, almost six times the legal limit of .08 percent in Texas. Tammy Warner has told the newspaper that her husband was addicted to enemas and often used alcohol in them to get drunk.

Libra - October 4,2007
Daily Horoscope: Libra For October 4,2007 You're stymied by a big issue, but the best answer to that is to pull back and focus on life's small pleasures. Give it some time and you should find that a solution becomes obvious pretty soon.

Waiting
Waiting on time Waiting in lifes lines Days go by and time passes blind My dreams and feelings are scatterd And left behind under skies of blue My head is congested with thoughts of only you Waiting throughout my life because I love only you .

Attention Crazy N Sexi Ppl
IM GONNA BE DELETING PICS CUZ SOME ARE REALLY OLD BUT IF THERE R ANY PICS U STILL LIKE N WOULD LIKE ME 2 KEEP UP..COMMENT THEM N LET ME KNOW... I AM DO THIS CUZ IM KINDA TIRED OF SEEING THE SAME OLD PICS OVER AGAIN BUT I STILL LIKE A SELECTED FEW LOL HOPEFULLY MY SISTER IS GONNA TAKE NEW PICS OF ME SOMETIME SOON N SO I CAN PUT UP BRAND NEW ONES SO SHOW ME LOVE N SEE WHICH U LIKE FROM ALL THE CATEGORIES OF THE PICS...CUZ IM DELETING SUM FROM ALL THE CATEGORIES MAYBE LOVE TESS

Life, Time,pain, Misery, Sorrow, Love !!!
Life sucks sometimes for all of us, kinda like riding a horse we fall off but get back on it BECAUSE WE HAVE TOO! just wish the days weren`t getting shorter ! Time creeps up on you like slow moving river, and never lets go when it has a hold of you. Pain is the only feeling I like, because it reminds me I am alive. Misery has always loved company, that why I try to keep mine to myself. Sorrow is surrounded us everyday, so if you get down on yourself help somebody else out, always works for me. Love is better when you share it with others and dont keep it all for yourself!

Argh!
My stupid computer died this morning and I hate not being at my regular desk. then to top it all off they decided TODAY would be a good day to ban smoking in the building. and since i'm not at my regular desk i can't listen to my music cause this lame ass comp doesn't fucking have speakers! fucking losers. :(

Trust
i have always wondered if i should still try and trust ppl that keep wanting to act like they want to hurt me. I love this person but i feel as if trusting is another issue... i dont know maybe i make to much out of nothing... or maybe its just cause i dont want life to be a non trusting place.... anyway... still trying to figure out if trust is something i should worry about or just fuck and let life be as it is...

For Jolene To Cheer Her Up
There's a problem, But it won't be solved tonight, alone. Only love can help us now. Some things wrong, But we have something so right, Nothing can stand in its way. Refrain In my arms, Tonight you'll find the peace you seek. Tonight you'll find the love you need. In my arms, Just get support when you are weak. Just give in to what you feel. In the only place where we belong: In each others' arms. You feel worthless, Like every thing you do is wrong. Let me show you the truth. Feel your worth. Feel the way you make me. Just come to me, sweetest love. We can't be rational forever. Not everything makes sense. Sometimes we just have to give in to love, And trust That everything will be alright. Don't be afraid. I'll protect and save you. My life, my love, I'm yours

Friend And Lover
Because you are my love, I know the joy that comes from feeling closer to someone than I've ever felt before. Because you are my love, I know the passion of wanting to share everything I have, everything I am with you and only you. Because you are my friend, I know that I can count on you to hold my hand through the rough times and to be there to share the good times, too. Because you are my friend, I'll always have someone to make me smile; just when I need it most, to encourage me when I'm feeling confused or doubtful. And I know that I must be one of the luckiest people in the world to have someone like you- the perfect love, the perfect friend.

...trueno...
Well...Today was the official FULL day that I was able to start fixing my car. I still have a lot to do, but so far I have managed to remove the main wire harness from the car's "computer" and pulled those connections from main wireharness through the firewall. I have removed the air intake as well as the battery and removed the bolts from the fuse boxes...that is pretty much all I have done, but it is a really good start.

Field Of Battle
Forced are the troops of battle, Into the field of war, of war. Feed on their movement, general, As a leader of war, of this battle. I, a troop, have forced my mind Into the war of my dreams, Into the fire of my wishes; They are like dread and scare. To belittle a young man, who is a soldier, A fighter, born of the skill to fight and parry, Is never agreeable in the eyes of the warlord, The hard man or woman, the harsh chief. Punishment awaits those who excel at war crime And force is a force that fades from power To weak pull, a reaction to the enemy, A full explosion for them who oppose. Swords and crossbows are the implements That win the war more than anything else. Your horse is put to death, the standard-bearers Are put down for their bravery, gallantry. Forced are the troops of battle, Into the field of war, of war. Feed on their movement, general, As a leader of war, of this battle.

Biker
A friend sent me this on another site and I think it's beautiful. I have quite a few biker Fubar friends so I wanted to share it. :) I saw you hug your purse closer to you in the grocery store line. But you didn't see me put an extra $10.00 in the collection plate last Sunday. I saw you pull your child closer when we passed each other on the sidewalk. But you didn't see me playing Santa at the local mall. I saw you change your mind about going into the restaurant. But you didn't see me attending a meeting to raise more money for the hurricane relief. I saw you roll up your window and shake your head when I drove by. But you didn't see me driving behind you when you flicked your cigarette butt out the car window. I saw you frown at me when I smiled at your children. But you didn 't see me when I took time off from work to run toys to the homeless. I saw you stare at my long hair. But you didn't see me and my friends cut ten inches off for Locks of Love. I sa

Who The Fuck Did I Piss Off??????
I must have been a royal fuck up in my previous life to be living this bad of a 2nd life!!!! Some of you know me,,,, I have MS, Lupus, COPD & seizure disorder. They won't let me work, drive, mow the lawn, or do any NORMAL shit! Now,the real fucking kick in the teeth. My baby girl. 2 months ago she was diagnosed with severe diabetes. Last week (after being released from the Looney BIN for 3 suicide tries in a week).. I get woke up to a phone call from the school guidance counselor. My 14 year old beautiful, intelligent, popular, athletic, DIabetic daughter has just told him that she was RAPED! We go pick her up, spend 4 hours with the police, 2 hours having a rape kit done and they send her home on MULTI meds! This little Prick is out there walking around like nothing ever happened. My baby is on 2 antibiotics & 2 anti - HIV meds cause we don't know WHAT this kid may have. Now the DA says it may be ANOTHER week before they can arrest him,,so in the meantime- he gets to follow

I Love It
Organized religion can kiss my ass Buddha's banana causes offense A Buddha statue with a banana and two eggs in its lap has been turned round after police warned it was offensive. The £125,000 bronze sculpture is the centrepiece of a display at a Norwich art gallery, reports the Daily Telegraph. It also features Christ crucified on the back of a flying bomber and Hindu god Ganesh sitting beneath a Nazi helmet, but only the Buddha has been deemed offensive. Complaints from local Buddhists led to an investigation by the police hate crime unit in Norwich. David Koppel, the gallery owner, has now agreed - at least, temporarily - to turn the figure round so that it is facing away from the street. "The police have now threatened to impound the sculpture and arrest me if it remains on public display. I have, for the time being, agreed to turn it away from the window," he said. "But, on my return from holiday next week, I fully intend to return it to its full

Hugs
Hope everyone has a good day and weekend! Remember to live in the moment here and now, for tomorrow is another day and we do not know what tomorrow brings. So live today at it's fullest. Hugs to all my friends! [url=http://www.photocasket.com][img]http://www.photocasket.com/angels/!000007.jpg[/img][/url]

I Am A Sub
You are 53% Submissive! Submissive and dominant personality traits are part of everyone's natural make-up. You may be very dominant in the workplace or in being the head of your family, and yet still be submissive when it comes to relationship or sexual matters. If you scored high you may want to look into BDSM as a healthy outlet for your need to serve and obey. If you scored very high it's likely you have already done so.If you scored very low you may want to take my test on dominance, and may have already explored BDSM as a healthy outlet for your need to control and direct others. You can find out more about this topic at my site. Link: The Are You A Born Submissive Test written by subthoughts on OkCupid Free Online Dating, home of the The Dating Persona Test

What Is Life?
What’s the secret of life, the one aspect of life people hold on to making life livable? Different people all around the World have different answers however I believe most, if not all, of their answers are alike upon boiling them down to a basic sauce. Being happy, pleasing themself first before they can assist, help, or please others. People please themselves in as many different ways as stars in the Universe. Naturally there are good and bad methods of pleasing. What one person thinks is good, others might think it perverse. It’s what makes life so complex. A simple credo of life becomes complex because humans are simply human with emotions, judgments and thoughts which can create friendship and love or discord and hate . “I’m ok, you’re ok” is simple and basic yet very difficult to attain. Once people achieve it it’s even more difficult to maintain. Happy people, I believe, cause less crimes and wars. Custer didn’t charge into battle at Little Bighorn because he

Contest Update....1 Day Left To Vote!!
Wanted to give an update on the Fu~Salute contest ...As of Noon today (cst)- *BiG BeAuTiFuL JuGgAlEtTe*~ 3rd *HeArTiStIc .SouL*~ 2nd *MoNkEyBuTtEr* ~1st There is still one day left ..voting and commenting ends at midnight tomorrow , so hurry and vote for your favorite Fu~Salute. The totals right now are close enough, anything can happen. Hella good job to the contestants, and yall got me chewin my nails here, lol, good luck and i will post more updates...

Saddened Complications
As stated in the about me section of my profile, I am bipolar. Everything didn't have to be so complicated, but that was the cards I was dealt. To this day I wish I could change the way things have occured in my life...homeschool was easier...and even then I thought I didn't care for the lack of social activity. Now I am 19...with one friend and I dearly miss the life I could have had. Now my options are limited on everything...finding the love of my life...as well as friends, with no where to go and no one to help me...

Little Vito
LITTLE VITO ON MATH A teacher asks her class, "If there are five birds sitting on a fence, and you shoot one of them, how many will be left?" She calls on Little Vito. He replies, "None. They will all fly away with the first gunshot." The teacher replies, "The correct answer is four, but I like your thinking." Then, Little Vito says, "I have a question for YOU. There are three women sitting on a bench having ice cream: One is delicately licking the sides of the triple scoop of ice cream. The second is gobbling down the top and sucking the cone The third is biting off the top of the ice cream. Which one is married?" The teacher, blushing a great deal, replied, "Well, I suppose the one that's gobbled down the top and sucked the cone." To which Little Vito replied, "The correct answer is 'the one with the wedding ring on', but I like your thinking." LITTLE VITO ON MATH Little Vito returns from school, and he says he got an "F" in arithmetic. "Wh

Reality Check: Pics And Videos
reality check: pics and videos ----------------- Bulletin Message ----------------- From: truth09 Date: 05 Oct 2007, 22:56 ----------------- Bulletin Message -----------------From: Abr4ham for Ron Paul 08Date: 05 Oct 2007, 02:22 PMHopper explains the world (A Bug's Life) http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=tlWZZSD4irMUF Police Taser Student During Kerry Forum http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=SaiWCS10C5sThose twist-ties hanging for his belt are not for the terroristsBattle at Kruger

What I Need
ok ppls... i normally wouldn't do this.. but if you know of anyone that is on FUBAR that would love to DJ ... please have them stop by hell fire and brimstone.. now i will say there are a few things ya need to know... i want ppl that will take this not as a joke. that they will be willing and able to help out in other ares within the lounge. ALso they have to be able to hold their lounge while playing music they don't like..... IF you know anyone that fits this... please like i said send them to hellfire and brimstone

Poem - Thunderwolf
Thunderwolf When the westward wind begins to blow and the midnight moon is hanging low then lightning streaks across the sky You will hear Thunder Wolf, asti, it is I From the mountains I come charging down and you will hear my crashing sound Your hearts will fill with awe and wonder as you hear my wisdom's mighty thunder ... My Thunder message is for all colors and creed whether you are full blood or breed ... It's a message of love and peace that all hatred and prejudice should cease As my thunder shakes the mountain tops you will hear me ... the hatred must STOP Across the world you are killing each other and your greed is killing our Earth Mother Embrace the Light, come out of the shadowy dark let mercy and kindness fill your hearts ... Learn from wolf the gift of love and loyalty stop hate's treachery and let this message soar free Hate has no wisdom, vision nor power it comes from the fearful hearts of cowards Thunder wolf's message is to bring