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A Strong Woman Versus A Woman Of Strength
A STRONG WOMAN VERSUS A WOMAN OF STRENGTH A STRONG WOMAN VERSUS A WOMAN OF STRENGTH A strong woman works out every day to keep her body in shape... but a woman of strength builds relationships to keep her soul in shape. A strong woman isn't afraid of anything ...but a woman of strength shows courage in the midst of her fear. A strong woman won't let anyone get the best of her ... but a woman of strength gives the best of her
A Repost Of An Old Blog, A Reminder...
Just An Old Blue Chevy? created @ 2007-03-17 15:34:58   11 March, 2007 I65 North near Shepardsville KentucyIt was a nice sunny Sunday afternoon in North central Kentucy.I was on my regular route to Detroit Michigan like always.Traffic was moving along, in the middle lane was an old chevy.I was getting irritated by it, sitting there along side my 80,000lbs rig thinking If I blow A tire where that car is I will take out the windows. But then I saw the little boy in the passenger seat, pointing at the tractor and trailer I was driving up the road, looking at all the little details only children see and adults miss and automotive engineers live for.Then I saw his happy little face as they came along side my tractor. He looked to be about 10 to 12 years old, he pumped his thin small arm up and down signaling for me to blow my air horns as children love to do.I gave him a few honks, he smiled and asked me to do it again.I did as he asked, He gave me a big smile and a w
The Straight Low Down
Okay so here I am back to fu..again lol after a some what short absence.  there are things I am doing different on this go around so I just wanted to talk a little bit about it here.  First its okay to give me really it is lol second of all I am flirty persom, just deal with it, if you cant move on, your in for some serious heart break.  I am easy going and will befriend everyone, last time I excluded the 1000000 friend types as I guessed any real convo with somone who had so many friends would be impossible; turns out I was wrong and im plenty man enough to admitt that when it happens..rarely as it does lmao!!  Am I a confident person...are you serious lol do you even have to ask, doesnt mean im arrogant, I can back up everything I say but sometimes I lay it on a little thick just to get a laugh or two:).  alright more to come on here good enough for now and comment on this stuff will ya:) thanks   loves and hugs, Jc
Child Of Darkness~~
    Child of Darkness~~ By Shannon Madison Rose child of darkness child of light...raise thy torch to illuminate the pathkindling thy flame into the abyssof the primordial void...banishing shadows from theinternal caves of thy soul~ Embraced by bliss of eternal night;enduring in thy self made dungeon...of immoral assumptions and...poisonous conscience blooming;in the dark soil of destiny~ A warriors song, a battle cry;standing brave while...hearing thy screams in the nightclaws of reality, sharp as razors;alight in the brilliant blaze,of courage found deep within,the broken parts of thyself~
~**Forever**~ Smacking shrill, the wood-plank winces momentarilyas it strains against that sodden-pointed burden~Bruise and bump concealed...wordlesslywaiting...intolerantlyand in a while, by greasy polish, will let slip blooming~Soon too, rough-tread leads and beats theminto little bits so scant, scuffle-dartedinto crevice-nooks...forever tether-hooked .. alonescratched and shreddedby no means to be found...those bits...consequently scarce...tear-stainedMicro-feelings~You needn't take any of itleast of all to heart...since, if I were clever...articulate...enough to envisionyou, I would spot you through that windowfaded-soft in your cut and comfortable jeans;So throw them back on … or off:I couldn't care less of such preambles~But reaching...for..somewhere...linking time pasteternal...stuck between now and then~embrace that notion now, thena longer moment, whileI navigate stardust...cross seamlesssultry seas and wait …forwaves of salient silence to washthat giddy-glared b
The Rules
1. I will lay out a scenerio and that is all the information i will give you. 2. You can ask me any question you want as long as the only answer i give is yes or no. 3.Solve the mystery by thinking outside the box. 4. This is strictly for fun and the exercise of the mind.   These are murder mysteries so if you don't want to look then don't but you have been warned!!
To try and fail To try and fail To try and fail Is a moment to care to give up Is a moment of wonder Is it really worth it? Is a moment of wonder Is this the correct path? To try and fail To try and fail To try and fail Is a moment of wonder Does this road in life go through? Is a moment of wonder Am I just not good enough?
"the THINGS you HATE about ME, are the things that MADE ME TRUE, part of who really i AM so its BETTER that YOU HATE ME for WHO I AM than LIKE ME for being SOMEONE who I PRETEND to BE"
Look Around
i look around and all i see is saddness. i look around and all i see is heartach. i look around and all i see is tears. what is wrong? what does this worthless life have to offer? there is nothing. everything is gone. there is no joy, no warmth, there is no love. this life is dark and cold. sorrow is the only thing. i look around and i see nothing but darkness.
Old Absinthe House
Old Absinthe House HAUNTED PLACES: JEAN LAFITTE'S OLD ABSINTHE HOUSE ADDRESS: 240 Bourbon Street, New Orleans, LA 70130. Web-Site:   LOCATION: THE  200 year old ABSINTHE HOUSE Bar has long been found on the corner of Bourbon St and Bienville St. Description: “EVERYONE YOU HAVE KNOWN OR EVER WILL KNOW, EVENTUALLY ENDS UP AT THE OLD ABSINTHE HOUSE” ".....But our business is with the heart of things; we must go beyond the crude phenomena of nature if we are to dwell  in the spirit.  Art is the soul of life and the Old Absinthe House is the heart and soul of the old quarter of New Orleans." This two-story, Spanish-style building that was constructed in 1806, is now owned by Tony Moran, who has three different service businesses in this building, making good use of its space. The outside of this building is very appealing, in great shape, as is the inside of this classic New Orleans structure. Coming through the front door, the visitor enter
Self Dipiction
Fears thrash downward chasing my spiraling soul I am the bane of my own existance the consultation without confrontation deliverance with everything recieving absolutely nothing request of our assemblance for information exchange menacing words are thrown emotional detachment quickly dismissed incessant rants continue destroying ones self imagery masterful death wishes spout self deprication gone awry contingent upon my own fate controlled corruption in your mind suffocation by self depiction  
Blue Skies
Blue skies The sun’s burning bright High in the sky. Smooth as silk, The touch of love. Flames flicker Deep in my heart Like a ray of sunshine. Don’t cry It won’t die. Wake dressed Get up For the start of a new day Upon the breath of the wind.
Iraqi Pow And Mia's
US POW-MIAs and DUSTWUN Includes Civilians CAPTURED - DECEASED April 16th, 2004 :: Confirmed Captured USAR SSG Keith M. Maupin DOI 09 APR 04 (Captured as PFC, Promoted in Absentia 01 MAY 04 to SPC, Promoted in Absentia 01 APR 05 to SGT, Promoted in Absentia 17 SEP 06 to SSG)Remains Recovered 20 March 2008, Remains Identified 20 March 2008, Change of Status from Missing-Captured to Deceased 31 March 2008. October 23rd, 2006 :: DUSTWUN December 11th, 2006 Status Change to Missing-Captured SPC Ahmed K. Altaie (Ahmed Qusai al-Taayie) May 12th, 2007 :: DUSTWUN June 16th, 2007 2 ID Cards Recovered (Jimenez & Fouty)29 June 07 Status Changed to Missing-Captured USA SPC Alex R. Jimenez, 25, of Lawrence, Mass. USA PVT Byron W. Fouty, 19, of Waterford, Mich. 4 Contractors with a Private Security Firm were abducted when their convoy was attacked, Fall 2006. No names have been released. They remain missing. DUSTWUN/ Killed in Captivity June 19th, 2006 :: Iraqi Locals Report Captured USA
This Feeling That Burns
am i smoldering ashor am i flickering flameconsumed by loveor longing to regaindestroyed and ruinedor a vestige of warmtheither way i know i'm hotwith loveyet do not know for what i'm worth
Sweet pain. Something that helps me realize that I am alive. The pain of missing a part of your heart. The pain of a love that could never be. The pain of a broken heart that will never mend. They say that pain is just a weakness leaving the body. So if pain helps my world go round. Then bring on the pain.
Myspace Karaoke - Contest Videos
Hey FUBAR! I'm entering a contest on Myspace... if ya can, please go to the link below and take a look at my submissions for the Dierks Bentley contest... AHHH! I know I'm a horrible singer... but I luv to sing! So ultimate motor mouth here... check them out, be nice, but watch 'em. I need 100 plays to be able to qualify. So watch each one a few times... or watch 'em all 100 times. Here's the link... THANKS MUCH! LOVE U ALL KINDS!!! Fawn
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"the Dream"
I finally crawled into bed last night, late. With visions of you still in my head. Anticipation pounding in my heart. All my senses filled with your existence.As I escaped into the dream world I know so well,I took you with me.We walked down the beach together. Our hands touching and our hearts bonding through them.The wind kissing our faces gently. The sand giving way under our feet.The warmth in our hearts that only a poet would understand.Finding an oasis in the never ending edge of the world,We sit beneath the giant tree, on the patch of thick grass that seems to have been put there just for us. We talked for what seems to be hours. Never running out of things to say, feelings to share, thoughts to exchange.I reach out to touch you and you stop my hand with yours. Our fingers touch. Our hands envelop each other. Almost as though they were making love to each other. Our fingers dancing. Our eyes gazing into each others. A soft and gentle smile exchanged.Our bodies seemingly without
Does Anyone Have A Heart Pls Read
 i made this website to actually raise money i figured if everyone got the word out and send a $1 each and passed my site out this is an actual site i made for the cause of everything u can think of on here thats why i did it i did some research now i have this kool site to raise money now i need some help whos with me its going to everyonethat needs help with money for a place to live,food,bills,anything they need this assistance for
Today...i had the biggest wakeup call of my life..I honestly didnt realize how much i took life forgranted until this happened.We had went to my sister was fine,happy,jolly....and within a split second she had blacked out and fell in the floor,non-responsive...we had to call the ambulance out....i watched them put my baby sister on the stretcher & put her in the back of the ambulance.All i could do was pray to god that nothing would happen to her.I prayed & prayed & prayed...all that could come to my head was how much i had taken her forgranted & thought she would always be there..We got to the e.r. and waited & waited & yes waited some more....then by the grace of god my sister was alright.I could've cried a thousand rivers i was so happy.I hugged her & didnt want to let her go.So..ive been sittin here thinking of how much i really have taken forgranted,how many ppl ive took forgranted.thinking they would always be around.I realize how selfish i have been towards other ppl.A
If I Fall Behind
We said we'd walk together baby come what may That come the twilight should we lose our way If as we're walkin a hand should slip free I'll wait for you And should I fall behind Wait for me We swore we'd travel darlin' side by side We'd help each other stay in stride But each lover's steps fall so differently But I'll wait for you And if I should fall behind Wait for me Now everyone dreams of a love lasting and true But you and I know what this world can do So let's make our steps clear that the other may see And I'll wait for you If I should fall behind Wait for me Now there's a beautiful river in the valley ahead There 'neath the oak's bough soon we will be wed Should we lose each other in the shadow of the evening trees I'll wait for you And should I fall behind Wait for me Darlin' I'll wait for you Should I fall behind
For The One Who Has My Heart
I want to look deep in your eyes.I want see there what I feel inside.We share something between us,Neither one of us can hide.I want to feel your lips touch mine,I want loose all my control,To know all it took was a look and a kiss,To know you were part of my soul.I want see your hands on my skin,I want and need you to do more,To have you give me that passionate lookWill tell me heaven is in store.I want to feel your need against my thigh,I want know you will fulfill every wish,.I think we were made to fit together,And all it take is a look and a kiss.I want to look deep in your eyes,And I see heaven there inside,You make me feel so beautiful,What I feel for you I cannot hide Baby, you are truely a amazing man, yo have captivated my heart. You are so sweet and kind and so many other things. You intrigue me and inspire me in more ways than one......
I Wish This Poem Were Pixie Dust
I wish this poem were pixie dust To throw into your eyes And make you see the loveliness Beneath my sad disguise. And I would take you in my arms And weave a magic spell That I could utter anytime To make you love me well. But alas my simple words Are like summer rain That drums on hills and fields and hearts, Then vanishes again. And though my love might make you bloom, You turn with fragile grace To gaze in aching loneliness At someone else's face. We lust for what we cannot have, A long, unbroken chain Of lovers who remain unloved And loved who love in vain. While I'm near mad with wanting you As trees must have the sun, You cannot help but find a love Who loves another one.
She reaches up & turns the radio a little bit louder. Dipping her hands back into the soapy water she goes back to washing the dishes. Her body sways as she dances & sings along with the music. He stops in the doorway, silently watching her as she moves. Looking her over he smiles, completely nude save the silver collar around her neck & the leather ankle cuffs. She has grown accustomed to being naked, even come to like it. Her long braid sways along her back, her hips rocking as she dances in place. Each time she reaches over to set a dish in the drain rack he can see the curve of her full breast. He watches her for a moment longer, enjoying his stolen glimpse of this interlude. Her voice mixes with the music as she sings,"I'm a bitch, I'm a tease, I'm a goddess on my knees..." He adjusts the growing stiffness in his pants then crosses the kitchen silently & swiftly scoops her up in his arms. The glass she has her hand shatters in the sink where she drops it & she screams in surprise.
Sleep Well Baby
  She laid in bed as she tried to fall a-sleep. Tossing and turning as she normally had. Her mind began to wander as she thought of him lying next to her. Intense sexual desire began to flood her body as she softly moaned in extasy. She felt the soft touch of hands running down her face, and ever so slowly down her body, as if they were his hands, but they were so familiar they could have been her own. She was in disbelief as she opened her eyes to see if her dream were not real, only to find that the hands that she felt were the hands of the man that she desired most of all. As she gazed into his baby blue eyes, all she could see was a passion so deep for her that the heavens and earth seemed to stand still. He grasped her body in such a manner as to say" I am here to control your every move, but also have you want me to." As he thrust her nearly naked body against his own, with an authority that she yearned for, he ripped her blouse off of her and began to lick every inch of her perf
Heart Wares
milky sunlight weakly waltzes through the nearby window there the silence pounding into my temples as my mind retraces the empitness of our last conversation that left my heart heavy laden and filled with contemplation of the future unfolding before me with the quickening speed of a jet fighter to love you is bliss and to have your love is a treasure a pleasure like none that I have ever known and I wonder if before this what I ever really felt was love at all. that being said i wonder again if this overwelming urge this surge of emotion and soulful devotion is love now that I am filling my broken soul with - how could it be naught?? I am caught... being a silly girl who is held in by fear afraid to live but wants to give life a chance. I crave romance but the filler inbetween can often be lean and lacking the fire that my whismical heart desires and I get to feeling, over-thinking and those thoughts are stinking - reaking if you will. I am no fortune teller or refined seller of
This Is So Fucking Cute!!
      fuckn love this!! Current mood:  amused . Two little kids, aged six and eight, decide it's time to learn how to swear. So, the eight year old says to the six year old, "Okay, you say ..ass' and I'll say ..hell'". All excited about their plan, they troop downstairs, where their mother asks them what they'd like for breakfast. "Aw, hell," says the eight-year-old, "gimme some Cheerios." His mother backhands him off the stool, sending him bawling out of the room, and turns to the younger brother. "What'll you have?" "I dunno," quavers the six-year-old, "but you can bet your ass it ain't gonna be Cheerios.  
For Dan
I have waited my whole life to be loved like I am today. I have longed for the moment in my life when he would take my hands and kiss them sweetly, look dreamily into my eyes and say I love you - prepared to shout it - if my heart so desired. I have yearned to feel the sense of urgency in his embrace and his body tremble when I kiss him and he feels my heart leap with joy.I love the silly way that he gets nervous a bit and stands before me like a schoolboy in love. HE LOVES ME! I know it and I can feel it!... I can hear it in every word that he speaks, I can see it in his every movement, every action. He looks at me like I am a mystery, a treasure, a gift; and it is the most wonderful feeling that I have ever known.My hearts pounds out of my chest when I am near him and it soars when he says my name. He is everything to me and I want the world to know it.When I am in his arms the world fades around us and becomes a blur...we exist seemingly in the span of the universe and only alone. I
Annie Lennox-into The West Lyrics
Lay down, your sweet and weary head.Night is falling. You have come to journey’s end.Sleep now, and dream of the ones who came before.They are calling, from across a distant shore.Why do you weep? What are these tears upon your face?Soon you will see.All of your fears will pass away.Safe in my arms, you’re only sleeping.What can you see,on the horizon?Why do the white gulls call?Across the sea,a pale moon rises.The ships have come,to carry you home.And all will turn, to silver glass.A light on the water.All souls pass.Hope fades,Into the world of night.Through shadows falling,Out of memory and time.Don’t say, We have come now to the end.White shores are calling.You and I will meet again.And you’ll be here in my arms,Just sleeping.What can you see,on the horizon?Why do the white gulls call?Across the sea,a pale moon rises.The ships have come,to carry you home.And all will turn, to silver glass.A light on the water.Grey ships passInto the West.
Women Of Fubar Magazine
Random Sayings And Quotes
 ~ It is a curious sensation: the sort of pain that goes mercifully beyond our powers of feeling. When your heart is broken, your boats are burned: nothing matters any more. It is the end of happiness and the beginning of peace.~   ~I self destruct every relationship so that i don't get hurt... but in truth i just hurt myself worse in the long run..~     ~Find a guy who calls you beautiful instead of hot, who calls you back when you hang up on him, who will lie under the stars and listen to your heartbeat, or will stay awake just to watch you sleep... wait for the boy who kisses your forehead, who wants to show you off to the world when you are in sweats, who holds your hand in front of his friends, who thinks you' re just as pretty without makeup on. One who is constantly reminding you of how much he cares and how lucky he is to have YOU... The one who turns to his friends and says, thats her...... ~    are there real men out there like that????  My money is on NO WAY ~People a
My Baby Girl
My Baby Girl the day i held her in my arms,i knew she was someone special.for nine months i wondered,and thought how she would be.and then there she was,with eyes so bright,staring up at me.from her crib i'd watch her peaceful and so calm.her little hands rest on her chest,her music box played on.quietly i'd stand over her,watching her every breath.wishing for that day she takes her first that day has come and gone,she's almost a teenager.boy do i wish for those peaceful days,when she was still in diapers. Melanie
Heaven Can't Wait
my gramma is dying,she's given up on least now my grampa,will again be with his wife.she has no strength to carry on,she is here, but really she's heaven all the angels will sing,for gramma will be cooking again.she was and is a great gramma,and i will miss her smiling face.but she will be happier,in heaven,the angels can't wait.jesus will be waiting at his throne,for gramma's food on his plate.he will say "this is the best meal,any gramma could make".heaven can't wait for gramma,to join in the harmony,of singing, dancing and laughter,only heaven can bring. may 20, 2006 melanie
Dusk Til Dawn
i'm a woman, in search of a man, to take me to dinner, and to hold my hand. fall in love with my smile, gaze into my eyes, tell me i'm beautiful, and watch clouds go by. call just to say hello, call just to say good night, call just to call me, even if we fight. a man to tell me he loves me, and say that i'm the one, that he can't live without, from dusk till dawn. Melanie
Can't Wait...
My Hubby and I never had a real wedding. We were married when I was 9 months pregnant in my moms living room. We have always kinda chatted about renewing our vows. Now we have finnally set a date Oct.31, 2012. I know it's a long time form now but we need to save money. I can't wait! I'm so excited! But I'm glad that I have plenty of time to plan out what we want. An that will make it a lot easier to set everything up if we know exactlly what we want.
Closer To You
How we long for nights like these Where time seems to freeze In the chilly midnight air And we have nothing to do But hold each other tight In a warm, tender embrace But as I strain to pull you closer Close enough to feel your heartbeat Pounding in my hands I see that no words are worthy Of how I feel right now And close to you Is never close enough
Mental Break Down Interupted By Kaosway
I want to like me. I want to like the mirror and not just the reflection in the water. I want to talk loud without fear and without a crack. I want to be clear about things without the need for a pause to think. I want to not care for people the way I say I don't. I want to justify what I do to me and not seek the approval of another. Far more then most I want to smile.Crease my lips and look wide eyed in confidence, instead of this brilliant act I portray. Give that look as if it has been there all my life. I want a day that doesn't lead to this.I want to not feel Friday doesn'tt matter if im going to kill myself onThursday.. My only vice, my only concern should be the happiness I expect and not the sorrow that is coming. I want to give my life for love and not the over dramatics of reality. I want the madness that I experience to have meaning in the end and not just there cause someone else needed the fix of my sympathy. I want to be as human as the smile I want on my face. I want
Rambling.. Venting.. Etc
I think I've done this blog before.  I guess it is time to do it again because once again I have been foolish.  Let's face it, when people say things to you, you really do want to believe them.  At least I do.  I want to believe, and trust.  And even with people who have failed in the past, I still do it.  Am I foolish?  Just dumb?  I don't know, but it is who I am.  Do I need to change? There are things I just won't believe anymore, especially with certain people.  Maybe I just don't believe in those things anymore. I'm just tired of some of the BS in life. BUT... I'm not going to get down or depressed.  I'm not even going to worry over it.  It has probably cost me a friend.. but what is done is done.  I've been foolish twice.  Will not be a third time.      
Does He Know.....
I just got off the phone with my son.For those that don't know me that well, I hardly get to see him. I seen him the day before easter and had him one day after The Fourth of July, and that has been it. I try to call him as much as I can. I believe part of it was because I wasn't working. It seemed like everytime I called, they had plans that was more important than him spending time with me. The rest of the time, it was my fault, I didn't have the money to go get him, take him out and do things.  Sometimes I do wonder if he would be better off without me in his life. I always wanted to be more of a father than what I had, and I don't really feel like I'm doing a good job at that. I love my son, if I ever loved anyone in my life, it's him, he's the one good thing I've done in life and as I sit here and type these words tears are falling from my eyes just thinking about me not being in his life at all, I don't want to think about that. He starts school this Thursday, and is going to  me
What You Want
What is a girl suppose to do when the world comes crashing down what is a girl suppose to do when her childhood is standing her right in the face again When all of the forces ban against her at once trying to drag her down into the hole that she took so long to crawl out of People dont seem to give a shit about their actions or the consiquences trying to undo 15 years overnight not very possible standing strong against one obsticle after another smashing them out of her way like glass made out of sugar I can remember all of the memories inside my head I can remember every stabbing pain that went through my every being will it last for eternity? Nobody was ever there for me It is because of my own will that I am where I am today Everybody said that I would amount to no better then what I came from Isn't that what the books say?.....that the way you are raised is the way you will always be..... But if you look deeper the book also says that those who can withstand anythin
Bustin A Rhym
Im not much for rap but Jay-Z is still throwin it down
Terrot Cards">You are The High PriestessScience, Wisdom, Knowledge, Education.The High Priestess is the card of knowledge, instinctual, supernatural, secret knowledge. She holds scrolls of arcane information that she might, or might not reveal to you. The moon crown on her head as well as the crescent by her foot indicates her willingness to illuminate what you otherwise might not see, reveal the secrets you need to know. The High Priestess is also associated with the moon however and can also indicate change or fluxuation, particularily when it comes to your moods.What Tarot Card are You?">Take the Test to Find Out.
Please Say A Prayer For My Brother
my mother and I found out this evening that my brother has to have a pacemaker put in first thing in the morning (8-6-09). the stress of battling his mental illness has ruined my brother's heart. over the past months my brother had been complaining of extreme fatigue. we assumed it was a side effect of his depression. not so. my brother's heart has been failing him for at least a year now.this is excruciating news for our family. yes, the process of getting a pacemaker is done frequently...its a very routing procedure. but just because something is routine doesn't make it any less dangerous. my brother is only 35...younger than i am by a year and a half.the doctors told my brother that he WILL die if he doesn't have the pacemaker put brother doesn't want the pacemaker. he understands fully what that means. he told me he's tired of this world. i didn't know what to say to him other than i love him and that i will be there in the morning for his surgery.
hope work will go alright today...last week it dragged wheni worked a extra day. Bleh...Ok...Tigger needs food...he keeps buggin me...maybe I should give him this nasty bran muffin... Poor guy..just looking at and now he's on my lap...Ow....Ooo he's lookin at my muffin....I kisses him on his head.   Okay Im stalling on getting ready for work...bleh...feels like it's Friday instead of Thursday. okay okay I'm going I'm going....  
"the Real Thing" Lyrics And Song Track
Right now....where I am on things this song exemplifies my feelings as of right now on things as I reflect back on the life I've come to know,a lot of the words in this song describes my outlook and how I feel about the journey I've had and just what it is I'm facing,ESPECIALLY the last 5 lines of the song,only a few of you may know what I'm talking about but thats where I'm at right now.                           The Real Thing   I know the feelingIt is the real thingThe essence of the truthThe perfect momentThat golden momentI know you feel it tooI know the feelingIt is the real thingYou cant refuse the embrace...Its like the pattern below the skinYou gotta reach out and pull it all inAnd you feel like youre too closeSo you swallow another doseThe pinnacle of happinessFilling up your soulYou dont think you can take any moreYou never wanna let goTo touch the roots of experienceThe most basic ingredientsTo see the unseen glitter of lifeAnd feel the dirt, grief, anger and strifeChe
My Love
We all make choices in life. Some are good and some are bad. We don't always know how they are gonna effect our lives or others at that time.But we have learn from those choices and somehow we have to learn to except them and the responsabilitys that come along with them.
Sober There's a shadow just behind me, shrouding every breath I take. making every promise empty, pointing every finger at me. Waiting like a stalking butler who upon the finger rests. Murder now the path called must we just before the son has come. Jesus, won't you f***ing whistle something but the past and done? Why can't we not be sober? I just want to start this over. Why can't we drink forever. I just want to start things over. I am just a worthless liar. I am just an imbecile. I will only complicate you. Trust in me and fall as well. I will find a center in you. I will chew it up and leave, I will work to elevate you just enough to bring you down. Trust me. Mother Mary won't you whisper something but what's past and done. Trust me. I want what I want.
A Poem I Wrote
 Darkness used to cloud my soul With a fever so dark and cold. Shadows were my friends Fear was too familiar, but then, Something came along Like a bittersweet song. The darkness began to fade And I began to see a way For my soul to be set free From my previous torn memories. Rescued my heart had been Love was flowing from within. And to you I give this thanks For freedom from these shanks. I'm now sheltered in your arms With an embrace so warm. For once I can feel safe And I have no reason for escape. Love is now my pleasant torment For, together, we are truly meant
Great Weekend
I had a great weekend.  Friday was my and Ann's 5th anniversary.  I got Ann 5 Gerber Daisies (her favorite) and her sister offered to take Charlie for the evening so we could enjoy a night out.  We decided to go for bar food at the local British pub.  I had a decent meal, but Ann's wasn't so hot.  First, she managed to get hot wing sauce in her eye.  I felt so bad for her because it looked very painful.  Then, she ordered fish and chips and the fish was raw.  Not very appetizing.  So her dinner consisted of one wing (she was scared to try any after the sauce in the eye) and a bite of raw fish.  Wonderful if it's good sushi, not so much if it's pub food.  We decided I had a great weekend.   Friday was my and Ann's 5th anniversary.  I got Ann 5 Gerber Daisies (her favorite) and her sister offered to take Charlie for the evening so we could enjoy a night out.  We decided to go for bar food at the local British pub.  I had a decent meal, but Ann's wasn't so hot.  First, she managed to
Well as i Iay in my profile I love music of all kinds. I missed MudVayn on Fryday, but I am getting lucky. My luck is bringing me Phish. Tomorrow I will be headign to Chigago to see an exelent live show I cant wait. Due to this sudden chang in my plans my little face will be excited all night.
My Specail Someone
My Special SomeoneI bet you didn't knowThat you just passed my mind.You do this so many times each daySince a guy like you is so hard to find.I saw a falling starJust the other dayFor I sat there and thoughtBut only had one thing to say.The wish I just gotI really do not need.Because the only wish I wantIs a wish I have already received?Some might even sayThat I'm in another placeEvery time I think of how you lookAnd that smile on your face.To conclude the way I feelAbout all the things you doYou are that special someone.You're like a dream come true.
Album Almost Finished
man we are halfway through our recording, and fubar djs has first dibs on it before it goes on sale in stores. I'll be keepin everyone posted. thanks guys, this one is for you. xoxo
The Gift
Seether - The Gift   Hold me now I need to feel relief Like I never wanted anything I suppose I'll let this go and find a reason I'll hold on to I'm so ashamed of defeat And I'm out of reason to believe in me I'm out of trying to get by I'm so afraid of the gift you give me I don't belong here and I'm not well I'm so ashamed of the lie I'm living Right on the wrong side of it all I can't face myself when I wake up And look inside a mirror I'm so ashamed of that thing I suppose I'll let it go Untill I have something more to say for me I'm so afraid of defeat And I'm out of reason to believe in me I'm out of trying to defy I'm so afraid of the gift you give me I don't belong here and I'm not well I'm so ashamed of the lie I'm living Right on the wrong side of it all Hold me now I need to feel complete Like I matter to the one I need I'm so afraid of the gift you give me I don't belong here and I'm not well I'm so ashamed of the lie I'm living Right on the wrong side of it all Now
The chill of the morning air is stinging,it signals the slow progression,the slide down to winter will start now,the corner has been turned,and all will cease to grow soon,except hopefully the people,I think about winter in summer,and summer in winter,I find myself longing for what I do not haveI would take fall over spring,and now I sit and wait for the fall,for the leaves to change and spread themselves as a carpet to the ground,I have shed my own leaves early this year,but they will grow back,just as they always have,I have had so much change this year,and all for the better,and I am the benificiary of it all,I am finally able to pursue what will make me happy,more alive,and as the turn towards winter happens,it will not be a winter of my discontent.
New Fu Pu?
I can't do the thing's other fubarian's do. Why 'cuz I'm  a turd, or is the system?
Short And To The Point
I want to feel worthy. Feel the blessing of a life and be proud without doupts. See your face and know i am complete unaposed by my own self. Not give up the race to fight my demons, but just let the drama go and live a life. Stand up yelling i am yours and for once not sit down after. Let it be consistant, let it be always, let it be every meaning my life has. that i was put on this earth for you, and the rest.... was never there.
London Nights
I have to say that the pubs of London were more than I expected. The beer tasted sweeter and the ambiance felt of home. How we live such provincial lives here and they live so much more there. The Stella was by far the best of their brews, London Pride was a close second, with Guinness third. I can't wait until next month when I return to the land of beautiful women and fine cars. God put Britain on the map so that others could be taste their drinks. Cheers to all my pub mistresses...
He Nails “them” Once Again With His Unique Special Comment...">
My mind says no, but my heart says yes, somehow i cant stop thinking about you how did i get in this mess It's been a while, I thought id forget, But i feel you in every kiss, that arent from your lips. My mind says no, but my heart says yes, the distance pulls my heart right out of my chest It's never felt so good to not have so much. I miss the imprint of your head on my pillow, Im reaching out to feel your touch, so when you see me, just remember what we have, and what comes next.
Rules: Once you've been tagged, you are supposed to write a note with 25 random things, facts, habits, or goals about you. At the end, choose 25 people to be tagged. You have to tag the person who tagged you. 1. i sometimes stare at my carbonated drinks while the bubbles drift to the top, they remind me of a one way lava lamp. 2. when im nervous or stressed i bite my nails. 3. if im bored or sleepy i twirl my hair with my fingers. 4. i burst into song about what im doing when alone... sometimes even when im not alone. 5. im uncontrolably addicted to livejournal, and im totally not ashamed to admit it. 6. no matter how many times i watch it or how old i am, the movie all dogs go to heaven will make me cry. 7. i sometimes without realizing it, hold my boobs up. 8. as driving in my car, i like to smile at other drivers in opposite cars, because they are always grumpy looking, and it usualyl freaks them out. 9. i never go a day with out singing10. i love art11. i laugh in my sleep. I mean
Knight Of Darkness
'What time was it he thought', as he looked around the bar. Everywhere there was movement; so much movement by the mob. Leather and lace flowed with the hypnotic rythem of the beat. Women glistened, their hair slicked to their brows. Each heave causing their breasts to swell. This was such a mortal time; such heat and blood.   He sipped lethargically at his martini; the bite of the gin causing a momentary lapse of thought. Had it been Berlin or London when he had first sampled this very concoction. No matter. The sights of the eternal night surrounded him and yet he saw not a soul. Spinning slowly and raising his hand to the barkeep he signaled for the bill. It was then that he noticed her. Not young but certainly not as old as he. She sat motionless, a ghost he believed at first but then she lifted what looked to be a Lambrusco. He stood transfixed, his eyes darted as her ruby lips closed and teased the liquid. How many times had he drunk ever so slightly from his own vintage.   H
Lord, Show Me The Truth
 By 1967 it was as if a whole new generation had detached itself from the conventional values of their society and converged on the Haight-Ashbury district of San Francisco looking for answers. Yet what was touted as a haven for free thinking and countercultural renewal had instead become a viper's pit of hard drugs, rape, abuse of innicence, organized crime, and the recuiting ground for religious persuasion imaginable.   Into this walk a young man named Kent Philport, who felt compelled of God to go there with the Gospel. In April of 1967, he met another young man, David Hoyt, who had devoted himself o Hinduism and preached the word of Krishna Conscciousness. They began months of debating back and forth the nature of truth and spirtuality that brought in many friends and supporters on both sides.   Kent's open-minded dialogue and David's sincere search for truth soon had David reeling in doubt about what he had previously held as true.  Then one night in desperation, he called out t
I sit and watch you play Enjoying the sunchine of the day Your laughter carries on the breeze As you dance with a child's ease Too soon these days will be done You will grow up, into the world be drawn No more will I hear "Mommy watch me!" "Look Mommmy!" "Mommy did you see?!" These are the times I will miss Your sweet child's laughter, even your "puppy kiss" So innocent and carefee My wish is that's how you'll always be My prayer for you is a happy life One void of any despair or strife May you have joy your whole life through An existence worthy of someone as special as you
Malaysia Delays Caning Of Woman Who Drank Beer
KARAI, Malaysia – Officials say the caning of a Muslim model who was apprehended for drinking beer has been postponed until after the Islamic fasting month. Kartika Sari Dewi Shukarno originally had been scheduled to enter a women's prison Monday before being lashed six times with a rattan cane some time this week. However, Mohamad Sahfri Abdul Aziz, a legislator in charge of religious affairs, says the caning will be carried out after the current Muslim fasting month of Ramadan. It began Saturday and will end in mid-September. He says the decision was made at the last minute for compassionate reasons on the advice of the Attorney General's office.     COMPASSIONATE reasons? wtf?
What I Am
I am a daughter,a sister,a grand-daughter,a niece,a cousin,I am a partner,a student, a young girl,a grown women.I am confident and scared,terrified and excited.I am loving and caring,thoughtfull and hopefull.I am sick and tired,and shy and friendly.I'm carefull and careless.I am broken and hole,I am missunderstood,missguided,and misslead.I am hard working,and determined,but a lil' scared on the in side.I wish on stars,and dream my dreams.I pray to god,and cry my tears.I smile on the out side when i'm dying on the inside.I listen to others who don't listen to me.I walk on egg shells,and walk through fire.I belive in passion,but no longer true love.I love you,then i push you away.I want you but not too close.I am everything and nothing at all.
Just Another View ...
you won't be his first,his last,or his only love.He's loved before and he'll love again but if he loves you then what else maters?He's not perfect but neither are you.You and the two of you will never be perfect.But if he makes you laugh at least once,witch causes you to think twice,and addmits to being human,and making misstakes,hold on to him and give him your all.He's not going to quote poetry,he's not gonna be thinking of you every moment,but he will give you a part of him that he knows you can break.Don't hurt him,don't change him,and don't expect to much from him.Smile when he makes you happy and cry when he makes you sad,and miss him when he's gone.
This Road We Call Life
walking alone in this world can be a lonely road but along the path we always come acros someone to talk to someone to holdour hand while on this lonely road we call life we stay with that person for as long we can till wepart ways or  the person is just gone i look at my life and see the people i have been walking down the road with and they have been people i have enjoyed spending time with meeting new people along the way and the numbers keep growing  no matter how many people i meet along the way if i can make just a little difference  in there life or make them smile forj ust a little while makes it all worth while and my travel a little less lonely when i am by myself walking down this road we call life so if we should meet or our paths cross i will always have a smile and a kind word to say to you who ever you may be just remember a smile goes a long way and is always remembered    
Sparkly Cleopatra Gold
Since you've claimed me, I've found that I no longer wear makeup when I leave the house every morning, and it's not such a big deal if I wear shorts without shaving my legs. I walk with a swagger and toss back my long blonde hair like the girls I see in the Garnier Fructis commercials. I greet complete strangers I pass on the street. I smile a lot. I laugh loudly. My fingernails, which are almost never painted because I bite them down so far they bleed sometimes, are presently a sparkly Cleopatra gold. It doesn't even really bother me that they've started to chip off. I worry less. I am more forgiving. I quietly hum to myself in public. My dreams are pleasant. I've ceased to obsess over the fact that my BMI regularly fluctuates between "normal" and "overweight". I make a sincere effort not to gossip. I tell my family I love them more often. YOU love ME for who I am and it makes me feel WONDERFUL! (Inside and outside) Even better than this is the knowledge that I make you feel wonderful
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just a song i heard
I Feel So Empty...
Brad left me today.I hate everything right now. George and phil are asleep so I have no one to talk to. So all i can think about is how much i miss him already, how much i just want to disappear forever.I'm PREGNANT. One fight too many, he says. He seemed fine about the whole thing. while i was sitting there sobbing my heart out. Great, I'm crying again.Why do I ruin everything I love? why does everything around me crubmle into dust? am I just that fucked up?I wanted to spend the rest of my life with him... waking up every morning in his arms, seeing his beautiful smile, the way his eyes crinkle up at the edges.... my face buried in his chest, listening to his steady heartbeat... hearing him whisper he loved me...Oh god. I'm falling apart.
You Can Only Type ONE Word.Not as easy as you might think.Now copy and paste into your blog and tag 5 ppl to do the same. Leave a comment to let us know you have done it, AND LEAVE THEM A COMMENT TO LET THEM KNOW THEY HAVE BEEN TAGGED.It's really hard to only use one-word answers!1. Where is your cell phone? nightstand2. Your significant other?huh3. Your hair? Brown4. Your mother?alive5. Your father? dead6. Your favorite thing? driving 7. Your dream last night? vivid8. Your favorite drink? coke9. Your dream/goal? family10. The room you're in? Bedroom11. Music? metal12. Where do you want to be in 6 years? carolinas14. Where were you last night? downstairs15. What you're not? Happy16. Muffins? boobs?17. One of your wish list items? sex18. Where you grew up? hell19. The last thing you did? smoked20. What are you wearing? nothing21. TV? ncis22. Your pets? fish23. Your computer? laptop24. Your life? Sucks25. Your mood? depressed26. Missing someone? no27. Favorite Store? sears30. Your summer
50 Pimp Outs For A 25 Bling Pack
My #1 is looking to pimp out someone 50 times for a 25 bling pack. If anyone is interested, please message him :)   ☠SIDEWAYS☠  FU-ENGAGED TO PUNKSTARCHICK@ fubar    
My world is closing in, stifling, suffocating, the tightness is my new best friend, A world so open has shrunk, I don't feel like I can turn around, my mind does not see anything else, I am lost, I struggle to hold, slipping grip, I just want to push out, and open up the space a little bit, Why do you torment me?  
Dark Apprentice
Blackness has swallowed me, I cannot see, there is nothing in front of me, only what I dare not look at behind, hope is fleeting in me, I have grown tired, and weary, punch drunk from the fight, I have fought 10 rounds with my own head, it has battered me, left me alone, and taken my comfort, I want to see some hope or sign, that light will shine again, and give me sight, of something other than the black.
Liffey Descent 2009
  The first 20 Years of the Liffey Descent The Liffey Descent in its 20 years of existence (at time of writing. ed) has been to paddlers joy, frustrations satisfaction, humiliation, elation, disgust, thrill, terror, jubilation and consternation. Its continued attraction and its importance in the development of Irish canoeing through the years cannot be underestimated. To some its a race where skill on the weirs and rapids can overcome the trained and practised competitor - to others it is to succeed in the most challenging water conditions of any long distance race in the world or simply to complete the course.If one were to set about designing a river course with frequent obstacles and fast flowing water it is very unlikely that they could surpass the natural hazards that the 17 mile Straffan to Islandbridge course has to offer. For who could better the weirs at Straffan, Wrens Nest or Palmerstown or the gaping Sluice Weir, albeit all once man made with different intentions than the
Tears Of Confusion
I thought you once hated me i thought that was our destiny traveling down this road alone like a dog looking for a bone hurt and pain my only friends wishing someday that it ends then this becon that you send what is hidden around this bend?
Right Round Lyrics
(Flo Rida) You spin my head right round, right round When you go down, when you go down down (Ke$ha) You spin my head right round, right round When you go down, when you go down down (Flo Rida) Hey Walk out my house with my swagger Hop in that with dough, I got places to go! People to see, time is precious I looked at my cotty, are ya outta control Just like my mind where I’m going No women, no shawties, no nothin but clothes No stoppin now, my Pirellis on role I like my jewelry, that’s always on whoa I know the storm is comin my pockets keep tellin me it’s gonna shower Call up my homies it's all Then pop in the next 'cause this mix'll be ours We keep a fade away shot cuz we ballin it’s platinum patron that be ours Lil mama, I owe you just like the flowers Girl you drink with all that goodie power (Flo Rida) You spin my head right round, right round When you go down, when you go down down (Ke$ha) You spin my head right round, right round When you go down, w
For Bret
A poem for my perfect mate by: Susan Elizabeth H When I asked God to send me my perfect mate I told him I wanted someone for life not just to date I asked for a man that was taller than me To be kind and only have eyes for me Someone who would love me and look past my faults To raise me up and never let me fall With arms to hold me and never let me go For lips to kiss me and for our love to grow Hands to touch me and send shivers down my spine For his love to me more addictive than the finest wine For his eyes to show the love he has more me For his ears to hear what I have to say willingly And after I was done praying my prayer Little did I know God was planning something all the way up there I bet he laughed when I gave Him my request Because as you know God does know best I bet He was thinking "My child you have no Idea what you are going to get, For this is a man that is going to love you the best. He is everything you would want and a whole lot more, You wo
"May flowers always line your path and sunshine light your day.May songbirds serenade you every step along the way.May a rainbow run beside you in a sky that's always blue.And may happiness fill your heart each day your whole life through.""We may run, walk, stumble, drive, or fly,but let us never lost sight of the reason for the journey,or miss a chance to see a rainbow on the way."
What is bottom topping, you may ask yourself. Well, that is when a submissive tries to control a scene or situation, manipulating the dominant to their desire, rather than what the dominant wants from the scene or situation. Topping from the bottom is considered inappropriate behavior in most D/s circles. It can have many connotations, some of which make the dominant seem to be the less dominant person in the relationship. It also can be looked upon as the submissive trying to get the attention of their dominant because the submissive feels that they aren't getting enough. Why is bottom topping such a big issue? When a dominant is no longer in control of the situation, their role is diminished. They are nothing more than a participant in the situation or scene. They lose their credibility as a dominant, because as the dominant, they should be in control. T
09 09 09
Have special plans this 09/09/09? Everyone from brides and grooms to movie studio execs are celebrating the upcoming calendrical anomaly in their own way. In Florida, at least one county clerk's office is offering a one-day wedding special for $99.99. The rarity of this Sept. 9 hasn't been lost on the creators of the iPod, who have moved their traditional Tuesday release day to Wednesday to take advantage of the special date. Focus Features is releasing their new film "9," an animated tale about the apocalypse, on the 9th. Not only does the date look good in marketing promotions, but it also represents the last set of repeating, single-digit dates that we'll see for almost a century (until January 1, 2101), or a millennium (mark your calendars for January 1, 3001), depending on how you want to count it. Though technically there's nothing special about the symmetrical date, some concerned with the history and meaning of numbers ascribe powerful significance to 09/09/09. For cultur
Everyone Democrat Is A Communist
Teh Stupidity never stops.  Last night I get a secret admirer.  It's Kentuckygirl68.  I'd chatted with her once before and didn't like her too much.  I decided to give her the benefit of the doubt and chat again.  Big mistake.  I can't remember how we got on these subjects, but here's what was said: **All democrats are formerly republicans who couldn't get elected as republicans **All democrats are communist **The democratic party was originally the party of racism and bigotry in the south (this is true) and therefore they cannot be supported now. **In all jobs, people who have an education do not have to perform because they can hide behind their education. **People who don't like her are afraid of her **People who think she's a bitch are insecure At that point I just decided I'd had enough of her and asked if she had any titty pics I should see before I blocked her. Teh Crazy never stops. I'm just happy that there are some peoeple who used to live in Georgia and now live in
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This was also posted to my stash. Clinton, 9/11, and the Republicans' Born-Again "Virginity" Problem By driftglass Monday Sep 14, 2009 7:00am crossposted from Driftglass at the request of Crooks and Liars editors “...they turned to prayer, beseechingthat the sin which had been committedmight be wholly blotted out.” -- 2 Maccabees. 12:42 Once upon a time, there was a President named Bill Clinton, who was, by most historical standards, a typical Centrist Republican, although by a fluke of geography and circumstances he ran for public office with a "(D)" after his name. Under his Administration, many Conservative ideas which had long gathered dust on the shelf -- ideas such as welfare reform, a balanced budget, debt reduction, a strict “Pay as You Go” fiscal regime, a boom in technology jobs, budget surpluses, NAFTA, GATT, official bans on gay marriage, etc. -- were finally realized. And for all of his good work on behalf of their ideology, Con
Another Sunrise With Out You
poem as is sit and watch the sun rise on the horizon i reflect on the beautie of your eyesthe depth of feeling they have when last we met i remember the soft touchthe sweet sent of your skin the sent of your hair as we kissed for the lst time i feel your breath agains my lips and i close me eyes i remember who it feels when i open my eyes your gone and im all alone as the sun raises over thedeep blue sea and i remember just how it felt and i wait till we meet again to once more feel the touch of your sweet lips against mine.the end
Sometimes I get really confussed by things. I'm not sure why, but it happens often. One thing is, if you're not looking for anyone other than the one you are with, why is it that you are on a website catered to adults (not saying that it's porn or anything like that) meeting other adults? If you're happy with the person that you are with, why is it that you can't stop yourself from talking to other women, not mentioning the fact that you have a girlfriend. I love my man, I really do, but things that he does confusses the hell out of me. Out of respect for him, I don't talk to other guys unless they know first hand that I'm taken and that I love my guy with all my heart. But, the thing is, he seems to take it the wrong way when I ask him about it. He says that I'm just too jealous or something to that effect. No, I'm not jealous that he's talking to other people, it's the fact that he doesn't even mention the fact that he's with someone. Maybe I'm paranoid or just plain crazy, but out o
Great Days!
The last few days have been Great! Monday I had a job interview, and even though the guy who interview me was an ass, I still had fun driving down to the place and learning that I wouldn't want to work in a doctor's office. Tuesday I signed up for my Networking classes, which I am sure are going to be great, they will get me out of the house. Last but not less today I called Wendover and signed up for my birthday slot tournament. Yep on October 20, 2009 I will be out at the Montego Bay playing slots, down side I'll be all alone :(. How sad is my life when I am spending my 2nd birthday in a roll alone in a hotel room by myself. I'll keep my head up, in about 6 months I will be a happy Networking Tech making money again!
Dream Big
Dream Big I have always believe that if you are going to dream, dream big, and when I dream I do dream of big things. . . Big male arms wrapped around me holding me close looking me in the eyes looking, down at my lips, and then taking my mouth with his devouring it like there is no tomorrow. Coming up for air barely able to breath looking each other in the eyes as he starts kissing me again slowly kissing his way down my neck, as his hand moves up the back of my shirt undoing my bra, stopping he looks up at me and says, “Only if you want.” With that I push him away to pull my shirt up and over my head, letting him pull my bra away tossing it to the floor. Our mouths finding each other again as our hands roam each others bodies, pull away once again to pull his shirt up and off over his head. My mouth finding his chest working my way down to his pants, right at that point he pulls me back up to his mouth whispering “Not yet, you fist.” Lying there
Thank God
Therez dis girl amanda ive bin talkn 2 fo a couple monthz now. She treatz me better din ne women haz ever treatd me. She makez me laugh wen im sad,shez alwayz there fo me wen i need her. No otha woman haz ever did dis fo me or even made me feel da way i feel fo amanda. August 14th iz wen we startd datn n its da best month of us datn din ive had in my whole lyfe. I kno fo a fact we waz made fo eachotha i can feel it in my heart. She sayz da same thang so i kno we will get married n have kidz n live our lyfe happily 2gether fo eva even wen we die we will still b happy n married. I can talk 2 her bout ne thang datz wat i like, she can talk 2 me bout ne thang 2. Wen we went 2 her family reunion in marietta i had so much fun wit her n her fam n my nephew eric. Im jus really glad n happy dat ive found da woman dat lovez me fo me n treatz me da way im supposd 2 b treatd. I couldnt ask god 2 send me a better angel cuz there iz no better angel din da 1 he sent me. I love u so much amanda hanson
I found this on a page and was honored that he posted it.He graciuosly allowed me to repost it.Thank you.A little late but still so true!! This Country is Twisted.....The Author is Right On...... THIS WAS WRITTEN BY A SOLDIER IN IRAQ . Okay, I need to rant.I was just watching the news, and I caught part of a report on MichaelJackson .  As we all know, Jackson died the other day.  He was anentertainer who performed for decades.  He made millions, he spentmillions, and he did a lot of things that make him a villain to manypeople.  I understand that his death would affect a lot of people, andI respect those people who mourn his death, But that isn't the pointof my rant.Why is it that when ONE man dies, the whole of America loses theirminds with grief.  When a man dies whose only contribution to thecountry was to ENTERTAIN people, the American people find the need toflock to a memorial in Hollywood , and even Congress sees the need tohold a "moment of silence" for his passing?Am I
******** Every Womans Prayer**********
***************Every Woman's Prayer*****************Dear Lord, I pray for:Wisdom, to understand a man.Love, to forgive him.Patience, for his moods.Because, Lord, if I pray for strength I'll just beat him to Death!Peace. Stole this one too
The Road Less Traveled
How often we must bear the challenges of life;The endless roller coaster between happiness and sorrow;The constant ups and downs of daily strife.And always the question remains .... why?Life is not an easy road for most;It twists and turns with many forks in the road,Although always, and inevitably, we are given a choice ...Do we turn to the right ... or the left?Do we take the high road ... or the low road?Do we take the easy path ... or the difficult one?Decisions are not easy for those struggling for direction ...And sometimes the many choices and signs become overwhelming.While standing at a crossroads in life,The urge is to take the most comfortable path;The road with least resistance ...The shortest or most traveled route.And yet, if we've been down that comfortable road before;Have gleaned its lessons in life, and learned from our experiences;Do we yet again follow the known?Or does our destiny lie in another direction?The fear of the road less traveled is tangible and all too r
A Lovers Dance!
Glistening bodies entwined in an ageless erotic dance, seeking pleasures from each other, seeking wonder and romance. She touches his face with tenderness. He draws her body near. Aching, needing hunger will make their destiny clear. Their lips meet in soft kisses, their tongues begin passion's war. Forgotten now, the outside world. All is here, behind this door. He strokes her body tenderly, she arches up for his caress. He finds her silken portal and her womanly wetness. She moans in fiery desire and pulls his hand away, wishing to end this exquisite torture and get on with passion's play. She straddles his waiting body, eases him into her feminine hollow. She leads him on a rhythmic dance, his thrusting hips must follow. She rides him faster, even then, to hear his wondrous sighs. She shows him all the delights she has between her womanly thighs. They stare into each other's eyes and gasp as ecstasy unreels, and tangles them in a lover's knot that every answer reveals. Sated, they l
To My Babies
To my 3 babies, I love the most...Adriana, is my curly head that looks just like me...Alondra, is my big lips girl just like mine...Camilo is my little man and he has my eyes.. I would give my life up for you all..You are my life, If you guys was not here i don't know were i would be... You guys make me whole, Everyday i wake up... I think to myself.... Look at what i get to wake up to, These 3 wounderful babies... I go to bed happy..I wake up happy... Not a second goes by i don't think how bless i'am to have you all in my life.. God gave me something i will never take for granted, because he can always take it away... When i see u guys play, when i see you guys smile, when i hear you guys sing to me, it lights up my world...You guys are the best.. It can not be no better, it can not get nor come no better. To my babies... I LOVE YOU!!!!!!
Its Only You And Me
this life gets hard sometimes, things you think are there,it ends up you cant find, people tell you lies now,just to put it in your face,they just change there mind, and never stop to think,but you dont have to try now, let me be your way,let me take you down now,and show you all this place, ill show you how your heart ,can rest its love on me,and when you have a doubt,ill make you beleive,promises get broken, these crazy days it seems,but when push comes to shove babe,its only you and me. i know that its hard now,and your minds racing to thoughts,thoughts of life without me,thoughts of life alone,But I didnt come this far now, to ever walk away,everyone lets you down.. now ,but you never met me babe,i know that youve been searching, your whole life it seems,wondering if youd ever find out what you need,ill never let you down, ill never change my mind,this heart fought the war,now its time for our good times.dont start second guessing,something lead us to this point, let the world fall
"Dreams... I believe in my dreams, talk about my dreams, think about my dreams, plan for my dreams, create opportunities for my dreams, and I see myself already in my dreams. The only way to achieve a dream is to talk about it, believe it, see yourself in it and create opportunities for it. There is a great will-power that follows whatever you imagine. This will-power gets you going despite all odds and the dreams that are supposed to take you ten to twenty years to achieve are achieved in a shorter period. Paper plans are not enough for dreams! Just see yourself acting out what you have imagined and by the time you get into it, you may think you are still in the process of imagination.What you believe is what you achieve. What you imagine is what you become. What you think is what you experience.
Here's A Poem For U All
People think they know me But, I don't think they do I think a lot of What I got But, still they have no clue They say they've walked inside my shoes I know that lie can't be There are many lies Before my eyes That they will never see My attitude changes constantly With people I don't know And I have grown To be unknown With every place I go They may think I'm playing A game of hide-and-seek Cause they can't find Within my mind What makes me so unique
Bears Continued
We started watching the game but Tina seemed more interested in my friend.  Since he carried her back into the room she has been playfully flirting with him.  I waited until the fourth quarter and got up and grabbed his hand and pulled him along with me to kitchen for another round, instead I told him to seduce her now, he was like are you sure? and I was like YESSSSS!!!!!!  I was like so horny with her playfullness and just being around her.  My friend went back in there and I heard him tell Tina that I was on the phone with my mom and would be awhile.....actually I was in kitchen waiting for the right time to walk in on them.  My friend didn't wait long, the bears had this one good play and my friend whooped it up and grabbed Tina and hugged her tight, she hugged him back and then they were kissing, they kissed for awhile and finally my friend started removing her clothes, I found myself holding my breath in anticipation, he removed her tshirt, I was like OMG!!!!!!, she has smaller t
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 If you are truely in love with someone you have to let them make the Decision and then and only then will they Truely know how much you really love them .   A friend wrote this poem and it totally sums up everything about how I feel inside. The poem is written by tjattherock terminator blue moon~fu married and owned by brattThe Journey of FriendshipThe journey starts as people meet they watch each other to see if they have anythig in common and hear thier words as they speak. They soon realize tha they people they have chosen to speak with have certain special qualities that helps them to complete themselves.The journey though it may be good for them to travel becomes full of twists, turns, and obsticales for the people to take. It is through these types of situations that you realize how true of a friend that you have and are.In this part of the journey your friendships will meet its challenges as some of your friends will stop. Some will turn around, turning thier backs on you. An
Cinderella - Don't Know What You Got (til It's Gone)
I can't tell ya baby what went wrongI can't make you feel what you felt so long agoI'll let it showI can't give you back what's been hurtHeartaches come and go and all that's left are the wordsI can't let goIf we take some time to think it over babyTake some time, let me knowIf you really want to goDon't know what you got till it's goneDon't know what it is i did so wrongNow i know what i gotIt's just this songAnd it ain't easy to get backTakes so longI can't feel the things that cause you painI can't clear my heart of your love it falls like rainAin't the sameI hear you calling far awayTearing through my soul i just can't take another dayWho's to blameIf we take some time to think it over babyTake some time let me knowIf you really wanna goDon't know what you got till it's goneDon't know what it is i did so wrongNow i know what i gotIt's just this songAnd it ain't easy to get backTakes so longDo you wanna see me beggin' babyCan't you give me just one more dayCan't you se
What Causes Arthritis?
A drunk man who smelled like beer sat down on a subway next to a priest.The man's tie was stained, his face was plastered with red lipstick, anda half-empty bottle of gin was sticking out of his torn coat pocket. Heopened his newspaper and began reading.After a few minutes the man turned to the priest and asked, 
Cleaning Out Friends List!
Today I went out apartment shopping. My friend Kari came with me to keep me company. I first checked out the place where I'm at because I still like this place. She told me there is a opening by the time my lease ends but there is a waiting list. I told her I would like to be on that list. I would save some money on certain things if I just transferred places. So I hope I get that place. I picked up Kari, bought us some lunch and looked around some places. Found a couple I could afford. Not the greatest places, but it's enough for me to get by. So I have two places that I have my eyes on, and hope I get one of them. I come back home and saw that ex..husband..whatever.. had used MY moving boxes that I got, the packing tape and bubble wrap. That pissed me off because I got them for myself, not for us...MYSELF. why the hell would I help pack his shit up? He's the one who told me I need to get my shit packed up and find a place when he hadn't done anything before. I was the one
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You Will...........
i will be that darkness you cant escape i will become the lonliness you want to hate you cant break free no longer seeing light now like me you will haunt the night you will shed the tears of a heart in shame and you will have no one else to blame Outlaw Angel
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Dear Alcohol
Dear Alcohol: First & foremost, let me tell you that I'm a huge fan of yours. As myfriend, you always seem to be there when needed. The perfect post-workcocktail, a beer at the game, and you're even around in the holidays,hidden inside chocolates as you warm us when we're stuck in the midst ofendless family gatherings. However, lately I've been wondering about your intentions. While I wantto believe that you have my best interests at heart, I feel that yourinfluence has led to some unwise consequences: 1. Phone calls: While I agree with you that communication is important,I question the suggestion that any conversation of substance ornecessity takes place after 2 a.m. Why would you make me call thoseex-boyfriends/girlfriends when I know for a fact they do not want tohear from me during the day, let alone all hours of the night? 2. Eating: Now, you know I love a good meal, but why do you suggest thatI eat a kebab, a butter chicken curry along with a sausage with cheese,onion and mus
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25 lbs gone now since I've been at my highest weight. Wishing it would go faster....wonder how this weekend will be...
Rare Medical Condition
A man and a woman were sitting beside each other inthe first class       section of an airplane. The woman sneezed, took outa tissue, gently      wiped her nose, then visibly shuddered for ten tofifteen seconds.                                                                                     The man went back to his reading.  A fewminutes later, the woman sneezed again, took a tissue, wiped her nose, then shudderedviolently once more. Assuming that the woman might have a cold, the manwas still curious      about the shuddering.  A few more minutespassed when the woman sneezed   yet again.  As before she took a  tissue,wiped her nose, her body         shaking ever more than before.                                                                                                                        Unable to restrain his curiosity, the man turned tothe woman and said,    "I couldn't help but notice that you'vesneezed three times, wipe your    nose and then shudder violently.  Are you
Film Type Stuff
  At the weekend I watched a film called Kung FU Killer, normally I don’t watch films with names that suggest they are going to be a bit on the naff side but it said it had David Carradine in it so I decided to give it a chance. Anyway, in the film David Carradine plays a monk called Crane who dicides, after his master is killed, that he needs to ninja the people responsible to death.  The thing that confused me was that when he would ninja someone to death he would then look sorrowful as if he had not liked having to ninja them to death but then he would go and ninja someone else to death too.  He also did a very strange thing where he ninja'd someone, but not to death, then said to them "my name is Crane, you will remember that"  then he ninja'd that person to death which makes me think that his statement was a bit pointless. In summary, this was a very silly film.
Just A Message
For The Love Of Lust.
Echos of lust flow sweetly from your me chills..oh the things you tell that of dirty dreams..better yet..wet twist me and spin me around..with touches of grace..passion in every kiss..hotter then the flames of hell..tempt me out of my vanity betrays you..for i am no simple fool..lies and disease you spread..opening and closing your legs like a cheap motel room's is the acts that i adore..for i can read you so dear..i havent a penny to give..nor a warm place for you to lay your me names..and lable me the same..crimson colored lips..and curvey hips..arent going to do me any better..i play in the physical beauty has no effect on me..for i came from nothing..and i dont desire lust..only stable place for me gay..when i rejected makes me none..cry me a river..and kiss my ass goodbye..the only regret that i for the next sucker that comes alone.
Italian & Lovely Bbw
Miss fine thick round italian & lovely. So many things i imagine doin to you. If i was next to you fine bbw. I'd love to be there & film ya. Be your camera guy & make love to you mami. Sexy fine sweet woman. I only could imagine havin a woman like you in my arms holdin you. & kissin your lips & all over your body. I love to hold your legs & smack your sides. Put my hands all over your ass & just like to be in bed next to you lookin at you in your eyes lovely italian thick mami. I'm glad to have met & talk with you. & that we became friends & got a connection goin & for you tryin to make me happy for that i thank you hun & i hope the future me & you can be & see how things go off. I love an italian bbw like you baby & always glad to be there & give you want mami. I know you can only imagine all of my black thickness inside you & i can imagine to mami. Well i love to continue talkin with ya hun & only hope it gets better mami darlin thick lovin italian beauty i love you & gonna keep doin
Baby Names
In lieu of a baby names mumm...   When I was born, I didnt have a name for a month. Because my parents were so indecisive, it took them forever to pick something. And after all this hassle, they gave me a most generic Russian name you can ever come across: Natasha (Natalia).   I once asked my mom why they didnt plan ahead, and she said that what if I was born dead or somethin. I asked her how come it took them so long to name me, and she said that they didnt wanna give me a pretty name, in case I was ugly; cause that wouldnt have matched.   So I guess if one day I have a kid (poor thing), I can just wait til it stops lookin like a bullfrog to give it a name.
Geography Of A Woman
  Geography of a Woman   Between 18 and 22, a woman is like Africa ,half discovered, half wild, naturally beautiful with fertile soil.Between 23 and 30, a woman is like America , well developed and open to trade, especially for someone with cash.Between 31 and 35, a woman is like India , very hot, relaxed and convinced of her own beauty.Between 36 and 40, a woman is like France , gently aging; but still warm and a desirable place to visit.Between 41 and 50, a woman is like Great Britain , with a glorious and all conquering past.Between 51 and 60, a woman is like Yugoslavia , lost some wars, won some great battles but haunted by past mistakes, still very strong and proud.Between 61 a nd 70, a woman is like Russia , very wide and borders are now largely un-patrolled.   After 70, she becomes Tibet . Off the beaten path, with a mysterious past and the wisdom of the ages...still desirable but only those with an adventurous spirit and a thirst for spiritual knowledge an
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Rules For Men
1. The Female always makes The Rules.  2. The Rules are subject to change at any time without prior notification.  3. No Male can possibly know all The Rules.  4. If the Female suspects the Male knows all The Rules, she must immediately change some or all of The Rules.  5. The Female is never wrong.  6. (If the Female is wrong, it is because of a flagrant misunderstanding which was a direct result of something the Male did or said wrong.)  7. (If Rule 6 applies, the Male must apologize immediately for causing the misunderstanding.)  8. The Female can change her mind at any given point in time.  9. The Male must never change his mind without express written consent from the Female.  10. The Female has every right to be angry or upset at any time.  11. The Male must remain calm at all times, unless the Female Wants him to be angry or upset.  12. The Female must under no circumstance
Always In My Thoughts
All I need is you,With every breath I take,I think about you,As I lay here awake,Only thing on my mind is you,They said you were a mistake,But I still think about you,As I drown myself in the lake,I'm still thinking of you,In all these activities I partake,There all because of you,Here comes and earthquake,Broken in two I'm thinking of you,Now please take the stake,On my head put a picture of you,So They all know your the last thing going through my head...
Men Suck!!!
before you read this i will warn you that it is just another scorned woman venting so all men that dont wanna b booty hurt exit now. why? why do men lie, why do they cheat, why r they mean? Because we let them. they lie cus they know they will either get away with it or we will question it and they will b so mean n yell n threaten till we drop it. why do they cheat? cus they r whores...... well not all of em but 80% are. they cheat cus they are so self centered that other ppls feelings mean nothing all that matters 2 them is what they want how they want it and when n where they want it everything else is put on back burner. n why r they so mean? because its a way of controling its a way 2 end a arguement because if they r mean enough we will either cry.....leave.....or eat it 2 make it stop sooner than it would if we stuck up 4 ourselfs. why is it so bad when hes mad? cus we r srtong n we dont have 2 eat thier shit n they know it so when we stick up 4 ourselfs it pisses thier
I'll Think Of You
I can't seem to occuppie , Myself enough to keep this off my mind , A new life that takes its toll , Too young to feel so old , I can't seem to create a space , Thats not tainted with this new distaste , Bitter to the lonley tounge , As ever changing as I've become, I can't seem to find common ground , Not enough of the puzzle left , To figure you out , Bits and peices left unharmed , My body aches with new alarm , I think of you , In clips and songs , Harmony thats since been gone , embeded on a invisible space , Tiny strands of the past erased , Mid-conversation lost outloud , I can't seem to wrap my mind around , A single action , That resounds so loud , Numb to the touch , Of the summers heat , Wraped in critical apathy , Theres so much more I must confess , Or better yet , Ill just digress . I think of this , In sonnets and poems , Letters that have long been gone , Erased ink that once spilled across , The pages that have since been lost , Scrolls of memories past , That
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Green Madness
 Al Gore can kiss my ass. How can a man that cannot spell potato, be able to sell a new religion in America? Green Jobs, green thinking, green homes, green cars, dont forget green foods. All of this is turning me green.  Yeah I do think we have a responsiblility to do what is right. Clean your yard. Keep the streets clean. I do compost my yard waste and use it in my veggie garden. I do try to use rainwater to water my yard. Its called- letting it rain. I am not being green. A prius was envolved in a fender bender in front of my apartments today. Well it should of been a fender bender. The prius was smashed to pieces and the mone carlo it hit barely had a dent. Do you or I want to exchange personal safety for a better environment? Betcha the prius driver dont think so now. Doom gloom and dispair. Everyone has seen the WWW comercial of the polar bear sitting on the block of ice with his cub? Why didint those asshats give that polar bear a life raft and a big mac? just saying...shit
Fool That I Am
Fool That I Am Fool that I am,For falling in love with you.And a, fool that I am,For thinking you loved me, too.You took my heart,Then played the part of little coquette.And, all my dreams just disappearedLike the smoke from a cigarette.Fool that I am,For hoping you’d understand.And thinking youWould listen, too,And, oh, the things I had planned.But we couldn’t see eye to eyeSo, darling, darling, darling,This is goodbye.But I still care, but I still care,And oh, fool that I am.Oh, but I still care,Fool that I am [ Fool That I Am Lyrics on ]
Strange And Funny
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The Nekkedness Of My Soul
My love, come to me I want you to devour my soul, That my blood is boiling To feel each tender touch of yours, That I am your love, Like the wind, and the sun, That I am like a butterfly, with wings of love, To embraced you in the perfume Of an everlasting love. My love, come to me Take my clothes, keep me naked, Seduce me with your passion, And provoke my wishes, That all I want is to love you, Like there is no tomorrow, I want you to search and touch Every single territory of my body I want you to take me to the heavens above. My love, come to me Let me hear you whisper Your seductive thoughts, And feel you seducing me Little by little... That being naked, next to you, With the heat of your embrace And your flames of seduction, Takes me to the moon. My love, come to me I want to let you know, That I am your fire And that you will burn in the ecstasy, From the heat of my flames of passion. That the nakedness from my soul Is what I want you to take, And that all I want... Is to feel, e
Live Or Die...make Your Choice!
Plot Details: This opinion reveals major details about the movie's plot. Saw is a film that has sparked controversy from every critic in the nation. It seems as if it's a love it or hate it type of thing. Some say it's too gory for its own good, others think that the tremendous amount of blood and guts is necessary, and of course, there are those that simply hate the flick all together for every possible reason. In my opinion...Saw is brilliant. The film begins with Dr. Lawrence Gordon (Cary Elwes) and Adam (Leigh Whannell) waking up in a dump of a bathroom. They are both chained to a pipe via ankle and both of them have no recollection of anything whatsoever. After switching on a light, Adam and Dr. Gordon realize that they are not alone. In the center of the room, is a man lying down with blood all over himself, with a tape recorder in one hand and a gun in the other. Through a series a flashbacks, Dr. Gordon begins realizing who might be responsible for their kidnapping... His nam
Isn't it funny how you never really screamed at my face?but your anger so unspoken and unchannelled permeates my essence to the point where IDon't want to see you, hear you, be anywhere near you,you probably think I'm threatened by you but your illusionary power doesn't threaten meActually I think it's kind of funny that you create an illusion that is a mirror,I don't appreciate you and I know that that surprises youI suppose you see that those who follow their heart always win,those with integrity have won the match before it's begunSo rather than being kicked around, I'm going to kick you to the curbSo rather than being pushed around, I'm going to push you away firstSo rather than trying to protect you, I'm going to cover my bases firstSo rather than trying to open my heart, I'm going to lock it with a keySo that only the special ones, so that only the special ones, can ever get through to meSome can see beyond the barrier of threshold whereas others can't see beyond their sculptured
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Is Radio Dead?
No radio stations are not dead but they need to see the doctor. According to a new study from TargetCast radio is still a strong force but losing its energy. TargetCast says that 50% of people between the ages of 18 and 24 prefer their MP3s to the radio and about 45% like internet stations to radio, and 49% say radio is not relevant to them. What does that mean to the future of radio? Your guess is good as mine but it doesn’t look great. For more info check out Jennifer Lane’s Audio4Cast at
How Cant This Be
how can you take everybody away from me means so much to me its like my whole world has fallen apart i know that people say you don't take them away unless it is there time but sometimes i find that hard to believe and i honestly don't understand where you are coming from wen you take a father of two lil ones then a lil over a year later you took a 16 year boy and i know that he had no right to be out that late driving, now they have to live on in the hearts of there loved one they will always and for ever live on in my heart i know that much for sure but i still don't understand why there time on earth they were both so young when they had to come home forever i know you more then likely had or have something very special for them to do i know that they are the angels i feel around me all the time i see them in my kids all the time and they never got to meet either of them it just really hard to deal with sometimes cuz they act so much like them its not even and i thank god everyday t
Toby Wayne Page
i remember the the day i got the call that you passed after a head on collision with an 18 wheeler i knew i couldnt be hearin rite, to this day i still cant believe its true that your nowhere to be found nowhere to be seen it still hurts almost 9 years later i still see your face how does one ever let go of somebody that put them through total hell growin up but as we all know those were the good ole days i miss those days but b4 the good lord took you away from us forever he made sure that you left us two little precious angels and what hurts the most is that i had my youngest on the day that you were taken away from us but it was 5 years after the fact and i didnt really even remember wat day exactly it was that the lord had taken you away to the heavens above but that is a day that i will never forget again bc i had my youngest little angel on that very day he will be three in may even though you never seen him i swear he looks and acts just like you i tell myself all the time i got
What a way to start the morning....3am, I hear the front door open and shut so I go check it be the ex. And right there, we start arguing for a while. Then we had a talk....Told him my feelings and all and some of the things that I was going to do to myself. He says I'm selfish, maybe I am for keep having thoughts of taking my life. Several times I've thought of it, couple times I've stopped myself. I guess I just want to give up a lot of times but only a couple things that keeps me going. I told him that I would be moving out in a couple short weeks, he asked me where I was going, I didn't tell him. I'm sure he'll find out later. I'm head hurts. I didn't even get time to shower so I'm sure I'm going to look like shit at work...great for Halloween I guess. My eyes are blood shot. I don't want to go to work but I need the money and I don't want to be around him. He's told me I've hurt him a lot and I told him he's done the same to me. So much things that I want in
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um... don't ask ME, I just wrote the thing!   LOST   What to do, where to go? The paths to walk jumble at my feet. I followed a blind man down the path, now I am also lost. A classic case of the blind leading the blind. He held my dreams as putty in his searching hands. Shaping, twisting, molding, to his blind idea of right. Who can see? Who will lead me to my place of rest? I reach out and grab a sleeve.   9-23-97
Halloween Night 2009
Last night was GREAT! I had a blast at Area, there was so many different Halloween Costumes to see and the lines for the bars were crazy! I don't think I have ever been in a placed so packed and stilled had so much fun. We had to wait anywhere from 45 minutes to and hour to get up to the bar tender and order, but while in line you get to talking to a lot of great people and have some good times too. One big highlight of the night was when a woman sitting at a table by use came over and told me her friend and her were talking about how fantastic my boobs look in my shirt. It was so sweet of this woman who didn't know me to come over and tell me this. Another highlight of last night was when my sister saw a guy walk by and had him come sit with us since he was alone. Well while talking to him I found out that he had passed the CompTIA A+ test and was certified, so I thought it was pretty cool, until I found out that he had no idea what a CMOS Battery was. Then it all went dow
What Is Love?
To be in love is merely to be in a state of perceptual anesthesia." - H.L. Mencken  "Love is everything it's cracked up to be. That's why people are so cynical about it...It really is worth fighting for, risking everything for. And the trouble is, if you don't risk everything, you risk even more." - Erica Jong  "Sometimes love is stronger than a man's convictions." - Isaac Bashevis Singer "Love is the master key that opens the gates of happiness." - Oliver Wendell Holmes "Love is like war: Easy to begin but hard to end." - Anonymous"Love is the irresistible desire to be irresistibly desired." - Mark Twain "To love is to receive a glimpse of heaven." - Karen Sunde "Love is the only sane and satisfactory answer to the problem of human existence." - Erich Fromm "Love is like a violin. The music may stop now and then, but the strings remain forever." - unknown "Love doesn't make the world go round, love is what makes the ride worthwhile." - Elizabeth Browning >>>>>>AND THE BEST ONE OF ALL
Its Just A Problem
It´s just a problemthe world on your shouldersso how will you copeby taking another drinkor simply doing some dope a child starves in Africa in his eyes the world is ne ver seennever knowing life for what it isnot even knowing how to dream  people die every daygoing through so much painyet have a positive attitudebut over the smallest thing we complain  count your blessingsgod gave you a choiceif you choose the wrong thingsmaybe you listened to the wrong voice  don´t let just a problembring your whole life downsomeone´s always worse offthink of that and remove that frown  you can overcome anythingjust have faith and believeif you failed that was your choiceand you let the devil succeed
Be Aware
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Rag Doll
Pick me up and wipe the dust awayI was your rag doll when you were grayRagged, worn and even tattered You made my heart shatteredYou used me and abused meYou were the lock and I was the keyBut you tossed me awayLeft my soul to decayI used to be the diamond in your eyesBut your true colors made me realizeYou're not what I had thought you used to beHow could you treat me so poorlyI'm sorry I'm not the perfect dollI'm sorry for ruiening it allYou used to hold me throughout the nightHeld me close and held me tightYou ran your fingers through my hairOf love that we used to shareBefore you tossed me down on the floorCrushing my heart and leaving my eyes so soreI'm sorry I'm not being the perfect oneI'm sorry for not being your shining sunI lay here now, lost in the nightWaiting for things to become alrightBecause I have seen your colors were trueOf what I didn't want to believe but I already knewI was just your rag doll when you needed meThat I fell for you miserablyAnd it was too late for m
New Awakening
The troubles I've faced are bad Having been through times that were sad I've grown past them with delight Saying proudly I've won my fight It's such a relief to overcome Surviving through as a lucky one All is truly amazing for me Life's so full of possibility I can see so clearly now Every moment cherished, this is my vow
If only you could hear these words i speak no longer shall i be one of the weak stronger no need for you now im stornger than that dont ask me how ill be fine thats the way is but there is no way i can control just why i feel like this in
My Reality
Where's my reality, I have no actuality. My minds playing tricks on me, telling me things that can not be. Some one pull me out of my mind, I wish there was a way to rewind time. You can't be dead, I need you here. In my dreams you're still here, but in reality you're already gone.
I Can't Say...
I can’t say I’ve never felt lonely Even my shadow leaves me in the dark And I can’t say I’ve never been sad As even now I feel anchors on my heart Life has always teased me with Happiness on a string Leading me down misty paths to Depression And, lately, Death has been around every corner And the hurt worsens with every succession I can’t say I’ve never hated someone Even that guy in the mirror annoys me And I can’t say I’ve never loved someone Though I couldn’t tell you now where they all could be But you can all see me every single day Just like the news reporter, every single night So I smile and pinch my finger; get on with the show And I act well, ‘cause you all hardly know I can’t say that this helps me But I have reached my wit’s end ‘Cause I can’t say that I’m alright And neither can you, my friend
Make It Stop
I don’t know what is wrong with me, why the tears I cry. I wish I had stability, and a reason why. This feeling isn’t comfortable, not in any way is it right. I want to be normal again, this hopelessness has me shaking all through the night. I wish I could shake these thoughts away, fragment what has become of me. My feelings shrouded in this gloom, I want so badly to be free. Make it stop. Make it stop.
Moving Close To Be With Daddy
In a very short months, but seems like an eternity, i will be moving close to my Daddy. As it stands now we are over 1500 miles apart and its torture not being with him. We were together for a few days in September and they are ones i will never forget or would want to. He is a very loving, understanding, compassionate, gentle but rule with a firm hand. He is strict, demanding, honest and loyal. He has given me his guidance and knowledge into our lifestyle and offers me a world filed with happiness and love. I love him for everything he has given and showin me of himself and i could never find anyone who will compare to what He is. He is my Daddy Master King Boyfriend and Lover. He is what i want or ever will want and i cant wait for the day that we will be together for life.
I sit alone and wait for the dayFor all this saddness to burn awayIt seems to be a endless dateI continue to waitAt nights, I would lay there awakeWondering how much longer it would takeWhen my life will finally be straightBut I will still waitSo much I want to give up my timeBeing covered in this filthy grimeIs my near future a fakeI will do my best to waitPositive words are said to meWondering if it's just a jar of potpourriHidden seasons of love and hateHow much longer can I waitHis sweet words do make me smileHoping it would last for a whileThat it's not a dream of fateI continue to wait-Written by me 11/10/09
Fuck The Millitary
70% or more of young people are unfit for millitary service... I read that article scrolling on fubar. Easy how they forget isnt it? In world wars 1 and 2 men were sent to battle and die with or without criminal records,a good education,etc. And now the millitary has the nut sack to suggest the young men and women here arent good enough to serve? That they dont meet their bullshit standards? Man thats fucking bullshit. The millitary can suck my nuts and the youth of the countries while they are at it. For the last two conflicts the youth who serve have been served a huge plate of lies and deceit by our government. Meaning the Millitary,Congress And Intelligence Agencies. The youth sacrifice for these ungrateful entities without question. It seems to me that lately our youth have been USED to serve the purposes of the wealthy elite in this country. Iraq wasnt a justifiable conflict,nor is afghanistan. There would be NO al qaeda without the United States intelligence community,millita
The Lady Of My Life
I had no idea that you would be the love of my life The day that we first met But every day brings us closer and closer My love for you is one sure bet I can only promise you my love is real From this day and forevermore And as our lives grow closer together I could not ever want for more... I love you...    
Does God Care?
I'm turning over the blogging duties today to Ron Graham, a frequent contributor to Rapture Ready.  I though the title was appropriate because I know a lot of people ask it.  Have a blessed day!  -- David [Ron Graham was born in 1951 at Camp Cook, California which is now Vandenberg AFB. He is married and the father of 3 – Rodrigo, Michelle, and Amanda. Before retiring he was Operations Manager and Director of Advertising for a national magazine based out of Oregon. Since accepting Jesus as his Lord and Saviour in 1995 his life was dramatically changed. Ron has prayerfully studied his Bible and the Holy Spirit has led him to study the works of many inspired men and has taught him discernment. It is amazing what the Lord can do when a man is willing to surrender to Him. Ron currently lives in rural Missouri where he has been blessed to be asked to fill the pulpit of various vacationing pastors. He is eagerly awaiting the Rapture, but working diligently for the Lord until that d
Dj Pj Talks With Rising Wind In Italy
Well ain't I just a dummy for breaking my memory card for my phone. I was trying to do something with my phone and I guess the memory card popped out, when I went to close my phone case, cause i was trying to switch batteries, I accidently closed it on the memory card, I think..or some how it got bent. It could still go in the phone but couldn't read. So me bein a dummy trying to carefully bend it back so I could save what I had on there but I bent it too hard and SNAP... well that sucks. I had certain pics in there, and vids that can't be replaced...Oh well I guess. That isn't the first time I lost pics though...It be a sign, I swear..or im just clumbsy Work was blah..nothing exciting there. I didn't want to go home after work ,so I went out and did a few things. Came home...did some other stuff and yea...exciting. Soooo tomorrow, I go talk to Irene...sign some papers, I take it...then maybe I can check out my new place. I need to get an idea of much smaller my new place will be
Sometimes you're so sure Got the metal pressed against your headFinger is itching on the triggerSometimes I'm so damn sureJust a few ounces of pressureI'll create a portrait of red and matter on the wallsA big exit from the stage of a play called "Life"Wasn't it interesting?Wasn't it so much fun?
The Scoop
I woke up laid around in bed reading Moomin Trolls sat around online ate Poptarts and black olives made an attempt (failed) to finish some of the dishes sat online watched youtube vids of metal bands, lemurs, Jeeves and Wooster, and Poirot Washed my face sat online murdered fruit flies and left their corpses smeared as a warning for others roamed some more thru my fridge weighed myself, got depressed for a moment. I need to lose 20 lbs before I have to walk for 500 miles with a huge backpack on my back across Europe ate more Poptarts sat online      
How To Handle A Husband **** You Have To Read This ****
How to Handle a Husband A couple was celebrating their golden wedding anniversary  on the beaches in Montego Bay , Jamaica Their domestic  tranquility had long been the talk of the town.   People would say, "What a peaceful & loving couple"  The local newspaper reporter was inquiring as to the secret  of their long and happy marriage.  The Husband replied: "Well, it dates back to our honeymoon in  America explained the man. We visited the Grand Canyon,  in Arizona , and took a trip down to the bottom of the canyon,  by horse. We hadn't gone too far when my wife's horse stumbled  and she almost fell off. My wife looked down at the horse and  quietly said, "That's once."  "We proceeded a little further and her horse stumbled again.Again my wife quietly said, "That's twice."   We hadn't gone a half-mile  when the h orse s tumbled for the third time my wife quietly removed   arevolver from her purse and shot the horse dead.  I SHOUTED at her, "What's wrong with you, Woman! Why did you  sho
Poetically, I am crowded, suffocating and surrounded by the endless hounding of my mistakes. They repeatedly break my self-esteem, seemingly determined to bring me to my knees while I wallow in the twist of my memories. These Terrors are pleased by the sweet echo of my screams, and I constantly shout with no dignity, pleading for some sort of easy release from my blistered beliefs that I am naught but flesh, a wounded heart enmeshed in hardened grief. But there’s a slender side of me, a tender side of me, that quiets my soliloquys with a mono-syllabic metronome babble, little sounds that dabble in my darkness. It’s an artistic side of me that accepts my regrets and smothers the other emotions I get until I am left with nothing more than an aching chest. By then, I’m just lonely, living in a world where only the beautiful are heard and every word from my mouth is soundless. I’m bound to this silence until my mistakes pry the calm from my lips and I trip. The
Something Wrong With Me?
My life is such a waste begging on something to work this time But why can't I relate? Feeling all I do is get what's mine Holding on to faith, never gave me nothing but despair So why do I create just to be swallowed? I cannot take this place burning up inside, this space of mine so why can't I replace, feelings I find hard to really find? I try but I can't taste Memories they always come haunt me. All my feelings have been eating onto me Feed inside, is there something wrong with me?
I Am A Slave
slave is who and what i am -- i exist for my Master... Master owns my body, my mind, my will, my health, my well-being, my communications, my actions, even my very breath. slave is who and what i am -- i exist for my Master... Master allows my existence to continue in order that i may obey Him, serve Him, please Him, amuse Him, entertain Him, and care for Him. slave is who and what i am -- i exist for my Master... Master, also, allows my existence to continue in order that i may tend to His needs, to His wants, and to the multitude of duties He may assign me, regarding any and all aspects of His life. slave is who and what i am -- i exist for my Master... Master has absolute and total Ownership and Control of every facet of my life. slave is who and what i am -- i exist for my Master... Master values my gift of submission. He cares for me and is proud of His ownership of me. He likewise requires that i take pride in myself and in my position as His slave.
My Little Tragedy
My sin is treachery. I say one thing and do other Lies caught up dying With your tyranny Deep inside of me Put yourself in my place And feel what I feel I'm into deep with you My little tragedy I'm into deep with you My little tragedy With your slavery you on top of me with your nails in my face scratch in bleeding I'm in to deep with you And all you do is Fucking hurt me. I'm into deep with you My little tragedy I'm into deep with you I'm falling like a stone into water And when you learn to swim You want to pick me up again I'll be gone Driven to see. Ahhh ahhhh ahhhhh ahhhh I'm into deep with you My little tragedy I'm into deep with you My little tragedy
Poems That My Friend Requested Me To I Am.
®©™Please do not try to steal these as you're own...this is something I do that I hold near & dear to my heart and for me to come out about it is nothing practical. The only reason I have posted these is because a certain "friend", we shall call him, has asked me to post them. ®©™ Poem 1: This is what "I don't love you" feels like A stab to the chest, Ripping out my heart & stomping on it. Poison slowly leaking into my veins. A car crash that just happend right in front of you & your left all like wtf & don't know what to do. You've been lied to that whole time, wondering if theres "someone else". Everything you thought you knew all along is gone. You broke me down & tore me up inside for the world to see.   Poem 2: "That one night" How could you do this to me? I gave you my plea. You pushed & pushed until I was bare. All that you wanted, just wasn't fair. The past is supposed to be the past, but I see now that wouldn't be the last...time it would happen to me. How was
Adam Lambert!
 I think this was a great performance. He reminds me of Madonna, Prince and Michael. I don't understand all the fuss. We see provocative performances all the time from rappers and half naked girls and some of Beyonce's performances have been questionable if you are going to take the high road. I think he is a great sin...ger and good performer which was more than some of the other performers on stage last night.
Happy Thanxgiving to all! And plz be careful going home....
My Love...
You’re on my mind most of the time, I always do day dreaming… Can’t control my self, not to think about you, And through the night, I’m dreaming what is the feeling, To be in your arms while your caressing my face… Thinking how is the feeling, When I touch your lips to mine… Oh! If I could have just one wish, I would wish to be with you everyday… To feel the warmth of your lips, The touch of your hand on my skin To wake up everyday, that your laying beside me. But my heart hurts… Knowing that how far a way you are, I just have faith in GOD, And keep praying that one day in our life, We will be together, And I know in God’s will my dream will come true… That Wonderful NYE....A New beginning of Forever!
Love A Trip Through Hell
you know as i go through my memories of life people always ask me wyh are you like you are well i smile and say you know 3 times in life i thought i found the love of my life and hell all 3times it was opps f**k again so i studyed on this for quite a while and this is what I came up with the feelings and all..... Love is a universal migraine of pain A bright stain on the vision of life A blotting out of reasons and control Symptoms of true love and hell Are lean-ness, jealousy, and misery A laggards dawns in bright darkness comes... Are Omens and Nightmares coming Listening for a knock, Waiting for a sign: Both of which never come, for if they do only bring pain and dismay.... For a touch of its icey fingers in a darken room for an eerie searching look of doom... Take care and courage all, for you can endure the grief and desperation... All you have to do is remember love is a pain and the mother of deception that leads one through hell calling it haven and joy consuming and destroyin
Granny's Wisdom
   Once upon a time there was a little sparrow. This sparrow was so stubborn when fall started turning to winter he did not want to leave his home. As the days grew shorter and colder he decided it would be better if he flew south for the winter. So his journey began.   He flew as fast and as hard as he could but it was so cold his wings became frozen and he fell to the ground. The sparrow landed out in the middle of a snowy pasture shivering and cold. Well as luck would have it along came a bull and shit right on top of the little bird. He laid there in the stinking mess and then realised he was getting warmer. Then he tried to wiggle and get loose from the pile of shit he found himself in but with no luck he seemed to be getting in the pile deeper and deeper. A barn cat in the distance seen the movements and silently stalked closer to investigate.The cat picked up the little sparrow by one stinking wing and began to shake the shit off him. The sparrow was so delighted to be out
Ever Wonder?
have you wondered?   does fabric softerner really make fabric softer or just cause sneezing fits..that last for days...or was that the meth amphedamines? also: why when vacuming the carpet will you bend over and pick up like a penny or gum wrapper/ old ciggarette celaphane/crank baggy and they set it back on the floor and try to vacum it again, why not just throw it AWAY? and: where the fuck is jimmy hoffa really...with jesus at the vatigan discussing universal healh care for the working symbiat hybrid, and you dont know what the fuck i am talking about do you, i know you dont cause you are a fubarian...which means you are an ego-maniac and appreciate simple jokes from your era that promise easy laughs ever:   wonder why you are so easily entertained....cause the easy questions answer themselves..for instance if i met hana montanna and fucked her in front of her dad while he videotaped it and then i put it on my would be right fucking over there right fucking now
My First Words...
    Plain and simple...This is just gonna be my rants and random thoughts about everything from things in my life to the random stupid shit I see in the news..Mybe one senctence or 3 pages never know my only advice is if you dont like what I write dont read it..If you have something worth saying then by all means say it love to hear other opinons on whatevers goin on.. other then that peace... ~Dan 
Do You Every Ask Yourself Why? Here Is The Best Answer I Have Found!
Sometime we are rough around the edges cold and seemingly without purpose We question this we question that Not even knowing as a matter of fact As Our Lord and Savior sits back He watches with a keen compassionate eye As we go through life day by day wondering why ... Why the trials, the daily struggles we must endure heartaches , broken dreams and so much more Not now we say, no more no more Yet our growth comes from those very things that pull and tug at our very core Our finite minds unable to comprehend God has a road map for a better end So our impatience tries our very being leaving us without seeing A much brighter future He has stored up for our taking Here comes stress and discouragement filtering in Before we know is an open door for Sin ... Yes anything that separates us from God and His Magnificent love for us is sin An important lesson God has layed before us Trust In Him and win ... Not in riches which are only temporal Not in material gain, for they collect du
Vous êtes ... Je Serai ... Emsemble Nous
Vous êtes le soleil qui place mon âme sur le feu. Vous êtes la lune à qui je dis tous mes secrets. Vous êtes la mer qui porte mon coeur sur ses vagues. Je serai vos étoiles, brillant seulement pour toi. Je serai votre vin, remplissant votre bouche de baisers. Je serai votre nourriture, votre âme n'aurai jamais faim. Ensemble nous serons forts. Ensemble nous saurons le bonheur. Ensemble nous aurons l'amour.
Daddy It Hurts !!!!
ok in this blog im going to talk about something that is very hard for me to talk about cause yes its happen to me from the time i was 6 to 8 and beside bits and pieces of my story im going to use the lyerics of me and little andy from dolly parton and an pome by an unknown know i try to be honest in all my writteings in these blogs someone asked me a question "what do you think about kids and haveing them in this time and age"? hmmmm this should be easy to answer but as i thought it become very difficult,becaue i go back to the time of my youth a time where a stpfater thought he was god and controller over me a time when i was physicaly menteally and sexually abused yes sexually abused by this man...and all the pysical and menteal therpy i had to go throug,well i answerd negativly to that question by saying " i dont want kids" and I thought that would be it but the question has hunted me alot sence so again i find my self excapeing through my writeing child abuse is a
Searching For Experianced Dj's
We at the Black Shamrock Are looking For experianced Dj's. We are getting ready to start our own stream into the lounge and would like to fill the possitions before we get it up. If you are interested hit me up in my profile in a private message or come in to the lounge. The Black Shamrock. we are looking for head assistant head and the rest each one will be evalutated by our staff and placed accordingly. when sending private message include how long where at when is best time for you.
El Chupacabra
          There have been hundreds of reported sightings of El Chupacabra. Translated into English, El Chupacabra simply means "goat-sucker". Named this for the strange way in which El Chupacabra has been reported to kill its prey. Reportedly, it hypnotizes its prey and then punctures the neck and sucks the blood, and on occasion the organs, through one or two holes. As its name implies the main prey reported are goats though it has been reported to also attack horses, chickens, and sheep.           First reported in 1992, El Chupacabra was originally named El Vampiro de Maco. It was named this by newspapers for the small town of Moca in Puerto Rico where it was first sighted. Thought to have been the work of a satanic cult because of the strange killings the reports of killings started spreading around the island and were soon dismissed. El Chupacabra has been reported in several countries including Mexico and the United States.           There are three descriptions given for El Ch
Rien A Voir
ça n'est pas tes mains ni ta bouche, ça n'est pas tes seins qui me touchent, ça n'est pas le chaud de tes bras, ça n'est pas les mots dits tout bas, ça n'est pas l'ardeur ni la fièvre, ça n'est pas l'odeur de tes lèvres, ça n'est pas ta voix, ni tes gestes, pas ça non, qui fait que je reste, ça n'a rien à voir avec ça,  ça n'est pas le bonheur de te voir, ça n'est pas la fierté dt'avoir, ça n'est pas l'confort, l'habitude, ni même la peur, la solitude, ça n'est pas parce que ton épaule m'soutient quand la mort me frôle, ça n'est pas mon corps dans le tien, pas ça, non, qui me retient, même si tu changes en soleil mes hivers et en paradis mon univers, même si ton âme, je l'adore et qu'elle fait de ma vie de l'or, ça n'a rien à voir avec ça, c'est juste mon cœur, mon coeur qui bat pour toi, comme ça...
Pictures Of The Year
International Picture of the Year Here are two very touching photos honored this year                   1st Place                 First Place Todd Heisler The Rocky Mountain News When 2nd Lt. James Cathey's body arrived at the Reno Airport , Marines climbed into the cargo hold of the plane and draped the flag over his casket as passengers watched the family gather on the tarmac. During the arrival of another Marine's casket last year at Denver International Airport , Major Steve Beck described the scene as so powerful: 'See the people in the windows? They sat right there in the plane, watching those Marines. You gotta wonder what's going through their minds, knowing that they're on the plane that brought him home,' he said 'They will remember being on that plane for the rest of their lives. They're going to remember bringing that Marine home. And they should.'               2nd Place                     Second Place Todd Heisler The Rocky Moun
Spelunking Through Life
Okay, so I caved in this year. Twice. I wanted to try skipping Christmas but my son is a bit too young still to fully get why we'd do it, he would only see himself as missing out and me being the worst dad so... We're having Christmas. The second cave-in is what I got him this year. I've prided myself on the fact that my girls never once had a brain-sucking console game of any type, and neither has the boy. His games are more involved and require reading instructions, which has clearly helped him to his position as the most advanced student in his grade at school. This year he's getting an Xbox 360. I found it on craigslist for $150, mint condition (The guy played it once to make sure it worked), Xbox 360 Pro with 20GB hard drive. I'm going to be scouting out game titles between now and the 25th, which I might add has nothing to do with the birth of Christ.
Lonesome Dove Lonesome Love Down Below Up Above In throughout My body shunned The gods against my fate resists The greatest gift on me it's pissed Denied for life denied by this Not allowed a single kiss Roses witherd Tulips welted Love all melted Heart gone cold Cannot love Grown to Old Loveless slithers into the soul Heartless now I'm now so cold In death decay I rot away A rotten corpse A broken shell Now living in a loveless hell
Fu Money Charity Please Help
I have A very Dear Friend Of Mine Who Wants To Buy His Soon To Be Fu Wife (on new years) But Cant Aford Her.... So I Am Asking If There Is Anyone Out There Who Would Be Willing To Help A Man Out And Donate Some Fu Bucks To Help Him Out Would Be Great!!!! SB Me If You Wana Help Only Got 26,000 More To Go!!! Come On Guys He Needs Your Help!!!!
Booty Call Application
This is a booty call application if you are FEMALE, fill it out and e-mail it to me, all applications will be reviewed and qualified canidites will be called back... This pre-booty call agreement (hereinafter referred to as the "Agreement") is entered into on the _______(DD/MM/YY) by ___________ (fill in name) and _____________ (fill in name). This agreement shall cover the following rules and principles: 1. No sleeping over -- unless it is very good and we need to repeat it in the morning. 2. No meeting in public except for dinner or drinks before the events of the evening. 3. No calls before 9pm -- we don't have anything to talk about. 4. None of that "lovemaking" crap -- only sex allowed. 5. No emotional discussions (i.e. Where are we heading with this? Do you love me?) The answer is no, so don't ask. 6. No plans made in advance -- that is why you are called the "backup," unless you're from out-of-town, then it's only a one-time advanced arrangement. 7. All gifts accepted -
The Reason For Water ....
This is proven ... But by no means do you stop anything unless you have your physican's support!!!!   DRINK WATER ON EMPTY STOMACH It is popular in Japan today to drink water immediately after waking up every morning. Furthermore, scientific tests have proven a its value. We publish below a description of use of water for our readers. For old and serious diseases as well as modern illnesses the water treatment had been found successful by a Japanese medical society as a 100% cure for the following diseases: Headache, body ache, heart system, arthritis, fast heart beat, epilepsy, excess fatness, bronchitis asthma, TB, meningitis, kidney and urine diseases, vomiting, gastritis, diarrhea, piles, diabetes, constipation, all eye diseases, womb, cancer and menstrual disorders, ear nose and throat diseases.METHOD OF TREATMENT1. As you wake up in the morning before brushing teeth, drink 4 x 160ml glasses of water .....interesting 2. Brush and
Homemade Facial
Article: Natural Honey and Oatmeal Mask - by Greg Podsakoff The most popular home made mask is an oatmeal mask It is a simple, completely safe mask, and it works perfectly for people with oily skin. The ingredients are as follows:  1/3 cup of regular or fast cook oatmeal (1-3 minutes)  ¼ cup of honey  ½ cup of water  Mix the water and the oatmeal together, and cook. Then, set the oatmeal aside to cool and thicken. As it is cooling, mix in the ¼ cup of honey. Once the mask is well mixed and cool, apply a thin even layer to the skin.  Be careful when applying this mask around the eyes. Though completely safe, the oatmeal can cause slight eye irritation. Better yet, place a used tea bag over the eyelids to reduce any redness or eye irritation.  The way this mask works is simple. The oatmeal in the mask is the primary “active” ingredient. It works to absorb excess oil on the skin and in the pores. Oatmeal will also help remove excess skin cells, and exfoliate the skin. The
Inside My Mind
So everyone wants to know what goes on inside my head huh. well here we go. i believe suicide is the easy way out so why not try it why love only to get hurt more whats the use in it.people only care about themselves on here so why should i give a fuck wait cause im a caring person. friends ha ha thats so funny there is no such thing on here nor eal life 99.9 % people only look at you as a way  to get ahead in life. yes im a man an yes my eyes cry im unlike any man on this earth but my heart is not mat for you to walk on please dont take my kindness as more than what it is cause yes u push that wrong button im worse than the devil himself  i dont like liars whore fakes im real as it ever get if u dont like me oh well guess what u dont i know this isnt much a blog dont like dont read.
The Escort (not What You Think)
Cemetery Escort Duty >I just wanted to get the day over with and go down to Smokey's. sneaking a look at my watch, I saw the time, 1655. Five minutes to go before the cemetery gates are closed for the day. Full dress was hot in the August sun. Oklahoma summertime was as bad as ever--the heat and humidity at the same level--both too high.I saw the car pull into the drive, '69 or '70 model Cadillac Deville, looked factory-new. It pulled into the parking lot at a snail's pace. An old woman got out so slow I thought she was paralyzed; she had a cane and a sheaf of flowers--about four or five bunches as best I could tell.I couldn't help myself. The thought came unwanted, and left a slightly bitter taste: 'She's going to spend an hour, and for this old soldier, my hip hurts like hell and I'm ready to get out of here right now!' But for this day, my duty was to assist anyone coming in.Kevin would lock the 'In' gate and if I could hurry the old biddyalong, we might make it to Smokey's in time.
Zennnnnn Chickeeennnnn (random)
It's funny how things work out. It takes a long time for complete equilibrium to take place, but I guarantee your zen will come. I like to think everyone has a perfect ending. If it's not perfect, then it's not the end. Some people are optimists, some are pessimists, but I'm just a realist. Shit sucks, but that's just how it is. So you didn't get an A on your final, or the guy you like thinks you're weird... It happens to everyone. The hardest thing in life to realize is that no matter what it has happened to someone else, and there are people who know how you feel. I'm on a mission. A mission to make people realize that IT'S LIFE. Shit happens. Suck it up and move on. don't fret on the things you can't change and have the brains to realize what you can change. I care about you. I care that you feel like you don't belong. No, it's not my job, but I understand that everybody needs somebody. I guess I want to be everybody's somebody.
Fuck You Then Cunt I Will Slither Forward Fangs Drag The Ground Hands Rip The Wings Off A Butterfly Redd Turns Grey Then Black
For Chritmas:plz Send Me Blingpacks(i Have None)happy Hour (my Last One Was 2yrs Ago And Not Once On This Account)a 11's(i Hardly Ever Have Them)a
For Chritmas:Plz Send me Blingpacks(i have none)Happy hour (my last one was 2yrs ago and not once on this account)a 11's(i hardly ever have them)a bomb (i never had one) or Fubux i need 7 people to send me 1million so i can get spot light plzzz Merry xmas ( I will add you to my profile if u get me a hh or blast or send me a mill or more and mention u or your lonuge in blast or hh so u can be rated too ... Also Ill make salutes for anyone that gets me Anything off my xmas list thnks love u all p.s- leave me a inbox that u sent something cause i can have a list of who to make signs for thnx
These Are Fucking Huge If You A. Use Xp Pro Or B. Want To Go Anywhere On The Internet Undected Called Proxy Bitch
K JUST THE LINKS CAUSE THESE WILL NEVER FIT IN A BLOG AND YOU NEED THE FORMAT AND LINKS INFO just copy the link and paste it in your web bar for you really stupid cunts who dont know shit accept that your boyfriend broke up with you and blocked you from his myspace cause he is fucking your little sister now: Choose one of 712 working proxies: Add this list to your site. || RSS feed (Glype) (Glype) (PHProxy 0.5x) (PHProxy 0.5x) (PHProxy 0.5x) (Glype) (PHProxy 0.5x) (Glype) (Glype) (Glype) (Glype) (Glype) (Zelune) (Glype) (CGIproxy)
Emotions ran through my headI found myself wishing I was deadAll because you were moving awayI knew I would never see you another day You got in your car and waved goodbyeand then I was left all alone to cryI felt helpless, and all aloneI could only talk to you on the phone You were my neighbor, and my best friendWhy, Oh why did it have to end?You made me so happy, so carefreeYou made it feel okay for me to be me It’s been almost a year since you moved awaybut it feels like it was only yesterdayI remember everything you used to doIt may seem impossible, but it’s true You were the best friend I ever hadNow that you left me, I am beyond sadI love and I miss you more than you ever knewYou’ve taught me so much, and I want to say thank you.
Don't Say It Dude!
If you are a married guy or live with a babe do you know what not to say to her? One thing that comes to mind is “Have you gained weight?” That one is a no brainier but you never know with us guys. Especially if we have been hitting the sauce. If you need a refresher course dude, Shine from Yahoo has graciously suggested 10 things not to say to our babe. Check it out dude Don’t worry about what you say at BlastFM dude. What ever you say is safe with us. Check it out now man!    
You Damn Rut
When you get to my age (hah I'm trying to sound old here but I'm not), and if you got nothing to your name - no wife or kid(s), life is pretty boring and pointless. So when this occurs, you begin to wonder if what you're doing in life is really worth it.  I mean, you go into work, work a day, and do it again tomorrow. Been thinking lately.  Since I feel this way, I'm wondering what I can do to fulfill a meaningful purpose in my life. Been thinking of joining the military lately.  I'd need to get into some serious shape, though.  Where the fuck is Mickey when you need him? My right eyelid suddenly got real itchy just now.
Jimmy "the Rev" Sullivan Rip
Avenged Sevenfold drummer Jimmy “The Rev” Sullivan was found dead at his home in Huntington Beach, California, yesterday. He was 28. Preliminary police reports indicate Sullivan died of natural causes, but the Orange County Coroner’s Office is investigating his death,(kinda werid how everyone young is dying of natural causes isnt it? makes me wonder if something else is really going on ....
Freedom Of Speech Is Contradictory
Freedom of speech is the freedom to speak without censorship and/or limitation. The synonymous term freedom of expression is sometimes used to indicate not only freedom of verbal speech but any act of seeking, receiving and imparting information or ideas, regardless of the medium used. In practice, the right to freedom of speech is not absolute in any country and the right is commonly subject to limitations, such as on "hate speech".The right to freedom of speech is recognized as a human right under Article 19 of the Universal Declaration of Human Rights and recognized in international human rights law in the International Covenant on Civil and Political Rights (ICCPR). The ICCPR recognizes the right to freedom of speech as "the right to hold opinions without interference. Everyone shall have the right to freedom of expression".[1][2] Furthermore freedom of speech is recognized in European, inter-American and African regional human rights law.   See How Freedom Of Speech Contradicts
Check This Goreous Wife Out
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Tell Me Your Opinion Ladies Am I Worthy Of A Fubar Wife?
Hello to all you beautiuful ladies. Now am I worthy to have to have you as a fubar wife? Leave me a comment telling what is that you like to know about me what you would like to do with me!
Cruise Update
ok got a GREAT deal, got the cruise for only $1057.86 total for 2 people inside room, $75 on board credit for 7 days on the carnival dream, can even work with $25 yes $25 DEPOSIT but i would need to talk to u on the phone about it, LET ME KNOW ASAP, $25 can book and save a spot today, pay rest with taxes
I Am Down 80 Pounds! What I Learned About Health And Fitness
It is a brand new year and I know my people are setting new goals, resolutions, and promises to themsevles. If there is one change that I have made in my life to better myself, it is dedicating myself to health and fitness. This change I made in my life in September of 2008 has been the best decision I have ever made. I was getting so big in early 2008 that I could barely stand my own reflection. I would sometimes shower with the light off just to avoid seeing my body in the mirror. I would eat my feelings, I was lazy, and everyday I got worse and worse. So a year and a 3 months later I want to share some things that I have personally learned and gained for the change I made in my life. I hope to help some other men and women achieve their personal health and fitness goals - no matter what they are. To begin - Strength is not in how long you run on the tredmill, not how much you bench press, but how you believe in yourself and give more when you feel like giving up. - Morning cardio is
Loved By All
All three of you are idiots. One thinks she's a model. The other thinks she's not fat and poses naked all the time. (there she mentions me)You stay on welfare your whole life. Please, strive for something better then the gutter in your lives. left by chasity_ an hour ago   that dumb chick wants me she can't stop talking about me even when I'm not on the site any more rofl rofl rofl.
Hinder-running In The Rain
She cuts herself to forget him And every time her wounds get deeper Tonights the night she's gonna shed her skin Cause she's thinkin that he doesn't need her She's wishin all this would end And she's gonna try to take her own life again Wait, I know your hearts been shattered But there's someone worth the wait There's so much more that matters And I know you will be alright, just try to love the little things in life Like running in the rain He drinks alone to forget her And every time the room starts spinning He starts to thinkin 'bout where they were When she told him that she doesn't need him He's wishin all this would end And he's gonna try to take his own life again Wait, I know your hearts been shattered But there's someone worth the wait There's so much more that matters And I know you will be alright, just try to love the little things in life Like running in the rain She's wishin all this would end And he's gonna try to take his own life again Wait, I know your hearts bee
What Tarot Card Are You? Im The Empress.....
You are The Empress Beauty, happiness, pleasure, success, luxury, dissipation. The Empress is associated with Venus, the feminine planet, so it represents, beauty, charm, pleasure, luxury, and delight. You may be good at home decorating, art or anything to do with making things beautiful. The Empress is a creator, be it creation of life, of romance, of art or business. While the Magician is the primal spark, the idea made real, and the High Priestess is the one who gives the idea a form, the Empress is the womb where it gestates and grows till it is ready to be born. This is why her symbol is Venus, goddess of beautiful things as well as love. Even so, the Empress is more Demeter, goddess of abundance, then sensual Venus. She is the giver of Earthly gifts, yet at the same time, she can, in anger withhold, as Demeter did when her daughter, Persephone, was kidnapped. In fury and grief, she kept the Earth barren till her child was returned to her. What Tarot Card are You?Take the Te
She hates me I can see it in her eyes Agony so deep I can't bear it I can't express enough How much I love her Will she ever believe in me? I don't think so If only the arguments would end Things would be wonderful Wishful thinking, I know My life has led me to a dead end Nowhere to run No place to hide Facing my worst fear Will never work The fear of losing her forever Yet I know it will arrive I should have gotten out when I could But my love for her is so strong I have dedicated my whole life to her She is my sweetness My everything I don't know what to do anymore
My Own Misery
Holidays are a time for happiness and joy Of laughter and love Yet I seem to be the only sad, lonely human I sit and wallow in self pity Pushing everyone away from me My life has been nothing but a mess Constantly inconsistent Nothing I do pleases anyone I'm told I need to get out Yet when I do, I've gone too far Why do I feel so alone? Mind spiraling down a sea of chaos Heart shattered beyond repair I feel as tho I can barely breathe
Bacon Grease
I NEVER REALIZED THE DANGER OF REUSING BACON GREASE......UNTIL NOW. HOPE ITS NOT TOO LATE IN GETTING THIS INFO TO  YOU !! We were raised on bacon grease as kids and even into adulthood. I will never reuse it again! I just threw out my last 2 lbs of bacon grease!! I hope you will throw yours away whenever you fry bacon from now on. It seems as though nothing !!!!!!!!!!!!!!is safe to eat anymore. This is what happens when you keep recooking with bacon grease. It could happen to you... This is a warning, send this to everyone you care about. ..........   ;
Inspirational And True Reality
   1.  Liars when they speak the truth are not believed. 2.It is always the best policy to speak the truth--unless, of course, you are an exceptionally good liar. 3.Lies are like children: they're hard work, but it's worth it because the future depends on them. 4.Respect yourself and others will respect you. 5.That you may retain your self-respect, it is better to displease the people by doing what you know is right, than to temporarily please them by doing what you know is wrong. 6.I tend to live in the past because most of my life is there. 7.Be entirely tolerant or not at all; follow the good path or the evil one. To stand at the crossroads requires more strength than you possess. 8.Never pretend to a love which you do not actually feel, for love is not ours to command. 9.Such is the inconsistency of real love, that it is always awake to suspicion, however unreasonable; always requiring new assurances from the object of its interest. 10.The meeting of two personalities i
Crap And Junk
1. What time did you get up this morning? 7:30   2. How do you like your steak?-- Passed over a candle a couple times 3. What was the last film you saw at the cinema? Paranormal Activity....sucked donkey anus.4. What is your favorite TV show? Anything animated   5. If you could live anywhere in the world where would it be? Anywhere there aren't a lot of people   6. What did you have for breakfast? 2 ho-hos and a big cup of coffee   7. What is your favorite cuisine? BBQ   8. What foods do you dislike? Liver9. Favorite Place to Eat? any pizza joint10. Favorite dressing?--Catalina11.What kind of vehicle do you drive? Minivan FTW   12. What are your favorite clothes? black t-shirt and blue jeans   13. Where would you visit if you had the chance? The moon   14. Cup 1/2 empty or 1/2 full? what cup?   15. Where do you want to retire? Don't care. 16. Favorite time of day?-night   17. Where were you born? KCMO   18. What is your favorite sport to watch? Curling19. Who do
Poem Of The Day....012010
Early MorningGently AwakenSoft KissesQuiet CoosBaby Giggles
She Could Never...
She never could see the forest for the trees. She never could admit it wasn't reality. She never could get her feet moving. She could not see things clear. She could never focus. She could never believe that this was her life. She could never leave. She could never dream. She could not aspire to something higher. She never could move on. She could never be comfortable in her own skin. She never felt warm. She could not give love anymore. She never thought empty could feel so empty.
Asking For Help. (please)
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have a dell lab top i wont to trade need to be able to come to Alexandra, look at my pictures to check it out
hit the gym later than usual today. 3 to 4 seems ok. cant do it on days i work tho cuz of the time crunch but at least the gym was mostly empty. workout went good. feeling strong. nowhere near what i was but broke the hundred pound plateau on tricep extensions. that was a small victory...   p.s. im up 4 pounds bitchezzzzzz
Catch A Piece Of Falling Sky
Even Diamonds fall from the heavens, leaving a trail across the sky for you to chase and find. Seeing is believing, rarity lies within the capture, The treasure is knowing your One in a Million. Can you catch a falling star, Can you hold the man on the Moon, Can you see eternity in another's eye, Can you catch a piece of Falling Sky?
Be Ready When You Open The Door!
Be Ready When You Open the Door!I am waiting for you on this sideof the doorcan hardly wait ..i hear the key as it pierces the slitunlocking the lockand i only imagine whatyou will do to meI am here, babyunclothed and willing todo everything thatcomes to that sweetmind of yoursAll you have to do is ask!there you are...Are you surprisedi see that look in youreyesand see the expressionpressing hard againstyour pantslicking my lipsgetting ready for this danceLet not your mouth speakbut kiss mei want to surrender tothe tongue that possesses mydesirethe lips that start myfirethat's righthold me as you push my bodyinto this chairi look back at youwhile i gently stroke youthereyes i want iti want youi want you sodeepuntil we seem to bestuck with glueyou love it wheni scream at you"GET IT BABY""IT'S YOURS"this i can't denyyou grab my breastholding oni have to tryi beg you to go harderi feel you releasemeonly to lay my bodydownand get on top of metouching and rubbingflicking of the tonguegoing
Barbara Boxer Must Go
Hearing All This Stuff About Hati And Being In This War. This Old, Old Song Came To Mind, With Photos Behind Her Of Stuff Still Going On.
Poem Of The Day 012410
Championship Sunday Players Play Winners Win Some losers still win
Jmc Live 1-19-10-april Garris-ex Porn Star Interview
Made Love
They made love the whole night through and in the morning they  had sex again. they took a rest and a shower and again they did their thing, they were insatiable!
I Am The Kepper Of The Under World .. Rise And Meet Your King
The Human Condition- Unrequieted Love
Why should one build relationships with others that will usually end in pain of disspointment?Is it our life's duty to place ourselves in positions where we are constantly hurt and neglected by the oblivion of others?Sure there are a few bright moments in history of love and enduring passion, but mostly they are filled with heartbreak and sorrow.Romeo and Juliet, albiet a work of fiction, is still a riveting tale in unrequieted love. Two people from fueding households, fall in love, and end up commiting suicide. Yet this is the upmost credited work of "love story" that a person will go to when thinking about what they want in a person. Sure they had thier moment in the sun, but it was constantly wrought with pain and death, and ended in and untimely demise for both of them. No happy ending to be found.Even as children we are taught to not search for that love. A children's classic,The Little Mermaid, shows young children, even when two people love eachother, an evil force will try to p
Blogs/status Commenting Over Mumms.
Gues you know that the mumms are shit house when you spend the majority of the times in friends blogs and commenting on their status.   think it's time to do a salute and do the mumm thing again.   it was foretold!
A.n.g.e.l A.n.g.e.l Just like a shadow I'll be beside you I'll be your comfort And let it guide you home I will provide you a place of shelter I want a be your zone Tell me what to do Tell me what you wanted me to do I'll make you great to be a man With a woman who can stand Who will never promise to leave her man Making vows to please her man If I could be your angel Your angel, Your angel Protect you from the pain I'll keep you safe from danger You'll never hurt again I'll be your a.n.g.e.l I'm gona be your a.n.g.e.l I'll be your angel Just like the moon I'll step beside And let your sun shine While I follow behind Cause baby what ya got It is with all the props With everything I'm not Tell me what to do Tell me what you wanted me to do I'll make you great to be a man With a woman who can stand Who will never promise to leave her man Making vows to please her man If I could be your angel Your angel, Your angel Protect you from the pain I'll k
Dancers To - How Low Can You Go Ludacris
Flirting & Relationships...
I was presented with a situation... Is it okay to be in a relationship and continue to flirt with others online? What about the person you are flirting with? Is it ok to continue to give them a false pretense of interest? And the person you are seeing... how do they feel about it? Ultimately they will find out. Shouldn't this be something that is discussed with your partner so they won't think that you are looking elsewhere to replace them? I realize that online flirting is harmless in most people's eyes... but it is your partner's eyes you should be thinking about. This is, afterall, the person you selected to be with in the real world. I hope no one takes this personally, but hope that some do give it some thought. I know I have. Which is why I no longer participate in those singles websites.
Ain't Ya Heard
It's mad vauge like memories. Only in summaries. Remember way back when i the dreamcast. It was all to last. Like looking for a thick chick with cash. Roll 'em up stack 'em like dollars. Chicka kunucks nip the butt like tuck. Cuz i don't give a fuck. Heh ha remember when i played a game called sonic. Was a character i would play as this red dred headed motherfucker name knuckles. But really you can just call me chuckles heh ha ha ha chuckles. Whoo i'ma wicked fine g you don't see. Shooting spitting coming out of 1st & 2nd infantry. Life ain't all what it is caked up to be. I ain't gotta hit with the rap. Cuz shit is just a wrap. Fuck all the trap you lost off the radar off the map. I'm as wicked with the insane as my first name. Kris sweet as nice & charming. Watch as i kick with that wicked venomus flow. I got a 9 inch thats thick full hard on. Get up way between ya girls ass. Heard your shit you garbage like trash. Insane wicked's putting it down with the clown. Stacked packed with 4
Poem Of Day 020510 Based Upon My Heart Monitor
Quiet restful sleep Not anymore Nights are filled with Beep Beep Beep.
yep so i dont think i really ever realized how fukkin weird people are. im not trying to sound like a bitch. but seriously. yikes, like im totally not putting peoples shit on blast but WOW. not really sure why its necessary to just give up all ur shit online. i sound like a bitch. yep. i do. but idc. not gonna lie i love this site. i mainly keep it to laugh everytime i open it. its funny to look around at pictures people post. and im hellla suprised cause a ton of the guys on here are SUPER cute. hmm. well idk.
Poem Of The Day...020610
There's nothing wrong with asking questions even if you don't know the answers. How else are you going to learn?
Omg So Theres A Zelda Movie! and lengend of Zelda
Fail #1
So... i Went out back to smoke a Cigg. While out there I found that my Cracked out, Stoned and Drunk Cousin left a Lit Cigg on my newly refinished and rebuild Swinging bench So it left a nice big Totally Black burn on it..... YAY For People Who have No Since of Respect or Value of other peoples Stuff!!!!!
Poem Of The Day...020810
Alarm rings slap goes the snooze Coffee brewing Eggs & toast Just another Manic Monday.
Ho-hum (boring Entry Day)
I was called into work yesterday afternoon.  Said I could make it, but yesterday some renovation guys were supposed to show up from 8:30am to 5:00pm or something like that.  They didn't show up.  Bastards. Now I was waiting for them to show up this morning.  I had to call in saying I won't make it to work for these guys, once again, they didn't show up.  Oh well, that's what I get for putting other people first. My house was recently renovated.  Those renovation guys fucked off as soon as they were done the plumbing.  They were supposed to make ventilation for the dryer, and hook up the water flow for the washer. Payday this Friday.  Gonna be heading to some social way the hell on the other side of town...pretty much town outskirts, basically.  That's a long ways to walk.
This Is An Oldie, But Thought About It Cause Of Us Whom Will Be Alone Tomarrow,
The History Of The Thong & Saying Good Bye
Odd one can really learn history from reading Cosmo. Yes I did say history. The first thong was invented in 1974 by Rudi Gernreich with his unisex thong bathing suit, no it never took off in the US but was a big hit in Brazil, and if you have seen one I am thinking this is where the whole Brazilian wax came from. It wasn't until 1981 when Fredrick's of Hollywood came out with thong underwear did women started to really wear the things, and then in 1986 the company named Hanky Panky came out with a stretchy lace material that stopped the digging into-your-hips ridge. Skip forward almost a fully decade to 1999, everyone's favorite song came out, “The Thong Song,” by Sisqó, and in 2000 Britney Spears danced on the MTV Video Music Awards stage in her rhinestone thong. But come 2005 Scarlett Johansson posed on the cover of Cosmo in boy shorts, which turned into their biggest selling issue, and slowly started a new trend for women who went out to buy boy shorts for themsel
Spelling Aguilera And Martha Enchanting
Caroline, long “i”, caring for her dad, A little weird is all right, Shropshire Lad. Twenty-nine with hair of dancing fire, Eagle’s wings, mounting high over all ire. Roller coaster like, the pick the brass ring – William’s eighteen, the once and future king. Aeneid’s author, I’ve learned to like, leads. Unbelievable becomes planting seeds, Let me help, do my best, jump and star-let Spelling Aguilera, filling the Net.   The poem I’d written on June twenty-first ten years ago, “Spelling Aguilera” came to me as an icebreaker this morning.  It’s from my days when I was looking for meaning everywhere and willing to apply it in sometimes mindless (or what seems to me now mindless) ways, in poetry that I haven’t written as much of lately.  That’s a pity.  Don’t remember who Caroline is, “A Shropshire Lad” is a collection of poems by A.E. Housman, I’m not sure who or what was twent
Walmart Interview
  WAL MART  INTERVIEW       Jennifer  a manager at Wal-Mart  had the task of hiring someoneto fill a job  opening.         After sorting through a stack of resumes she found four peoplewho were  equally qualified.       Jennifer  decided to call the four in and ask them only onequestion.         Their answer would determine which of them would get the job.       The  day came and as the four sat around the conference roomtable, Jennifer  asked, 'What is the fastest thing you know of?'       The first man  replied, 'A THOUGHT.'   It just pops into yourhead. There's  no warning.       'That's very good!' replied Jennifer.    'And, now you sir?',she asked the second man.      'Hmmm.....let me see 'A blink!   It comes  and goes and youdon't know that it ever  happened.       A BLINK is the fastest thing I know  of.'       'Excellent!' said Jennifer.  'The blink of an eye,  that's avery popular cliche for  speed.'       She then turned to the third man, who was  contemplating
Girls Never Want A Guy Like This.
I'm sorryThat I was raised with respectnot to sleep with you when you were drunkI'm sorryThat my body's not ripped enoughto "satisfy" your wantsI'm sorrythat I open your car door,and pull out your chair like I was raisedI'm sorryThat I'm not cute enoughto be "your guy"I'm sorryThat I am actually nice;not a bad guy,I'm sorryI don't have a huge bank accountto buy you expensive thingsI'm sorryI like to spend quality nights at homecuddling with you, instead of at a clubI'm sorryThat I am always the one you need to talk to,but never good enough to dateI'm sorryThat I am there to pick you up at 4am when your new man hit you and dropped you off in the middle of nowhere,but not good enough to listen to me when I need a friendI'm sorryIf I start not being there, and being used as a door mat, only to be thrown to the side when the new guy you have comes aroundI'm sorryIf I don't answer my phone anymore when you call, to listen to you cry for hours, instead of getting a couple ho
God Sent Me You
You lay there asleep. And I watch you.  I fight the sudden urge not to cry.  I want so badly to wrap my arms around you.  But I don't for fear that you will wake.  My eyes are heavy. My heart worn.  I fight the want to drift to sleep.  Reality is now so much better than my dreams.    I Thank God for you daily. How I have been blessed.  I wonder if you know. How lost I use to be.  How sad and lonley I was. Before you found me. I am good at hiding it.  But tonight in this light I can not help but cry.  My heart is overwhelmed , By the reality that you are mine.    I see you in my space.  Through out the house , doing your thing.  You try to help in every way. I've never had that before.  Its hard for me to adjust. So when you think that I look sad,  Thats not it.  Its just ,    I've searched for you ,  As far back as I could remember,  This space in my heart , empty. My will , growing thiner.  I knew eventually , You would find your way to me ,  So I waited
For Thou Art Dust, And Unto Dust Shalt Thou Return
Until I moved to North Dakota and went to and joined Bethany Lutheran Church that Martha and her family grew up in, I did not know very much about Lent.  I always thought of the verb meaning to give to someone for temporary use with expectation of reimbursement, and it’s often interchanged with the past tense of the verb “borrow” along the lines of, “I borrowed her twenty bucks.”  But this season in the church leading up to Easter Sunday may have a new meaning for me this year as I write this.  I get stymied about what to give up and will I make it to the first Sunday of April this year?  I tried coffee last year and lasted two weeks; Martha tells me that when she was growing up she and her best friend Rachel gave up Mountain Dew for Lent and succeeded.  But it doesn’t have to be something you’re tied down by, does it, to be given up?   Unto dust … I remember the capitalized form is central to the plot of Philip Pullman’s His Dar
Unpredictable - Jamie Foxx Featuring Ludacris
A Touch Never Felt
How can you ache and crave for someone's touch When you have never felt it? I do this for yours, though, And the yearning grows more each day I have never wanted anything in my life As much as I want you When you whisper such sweet love In my ear when we talk You make me melt into a puddle Of complete helplessness You have become my every waking thought And my every dream at night I breathe in so hard Trying to catch my breath when we can't talk I close my eyes so tight Hoping when I open them you will be there But I know I have to wait Until the time is right It seems so far away That I think I am losing my mind I want to breathe in your scent And keep it with me all day long I want to taste your love for me By kissing your sweet lips I want to feel your body next to me So when you leave for awhile I can hold on I just want you to know That I really do love you When the day comes and we are together You will always know and feel this I will always hug, kiss and love you Every m
Just A Rant
It is so sickening how we keep sending troops over seas to fight a losing war that doesnt seem to be coming to no end. Its time we bring our troops home already. Enough said.
.. Moar Dragon Help? -puppy Eyes-
I'm trying to get some badass rare dragons.. but I need mine to grow up first. Unique IP views are what helps them grow, so, would you guys mind clicking them for me? pwease? consider it my birthday gift ^^
For My Baby ( Shawn )
So many people come and go in our lifes, And your the one I just cant let go!!You have always been there for me even when I didnt give a oz back.. I admit I haven't always done things right in the past, But when I am better I plan to spend the rest of my life making it all up to you.You are my love, my life, my forever and I cant let go!
Old About Me...
This is what I used to have in my about me. My whole life was turned upside down on 7-27-08  I was stabbed in the stomach 3 times by some pussy as dude.My 2 nephews were wit me at the time so it was fucked up cuz he stabbed n tried 2 rob me right n front of a 12 & a7 yr. old.Heput a whole thru my liver w/1st stab then other 2 stabs put 2 holes n my small intestine.It sucked really bad the 1st couple of months after it happened but now I'm getn back 2 normal can't workout like I used 4a while but I can already do curls again : ) But where I had a sexy flat unscarednstomach I got stab hole scars drain tube scars n a big scar down my abswhere they had to cut me open take my intestines out run water thru them 2 find all the holes n patch um. Soo I got an excuse to take Roxi 30's now. I just take um when I hurt mainly.: )  So I'll be starting school soon 2 learn suum easy I can make alota money at without hurtn my liver.                                                                       
Poem Of The Day...022810
Look beyond the problems To find your way from the dark.
For My Nephew That Never Got A Chance At Life
You was not known by to many. But you was loved by alot. It is not fair that you didnt get a chance to live life and experiance the joys of life. You had brought joy to alot of people with out even knowing. I am proud to say I am your uncle. I will hold the memories of you close to my heart for the
Daddy, It Hurts
My name is Chris.I am three.My eyes are swollen.I cannot see.I must be stupid,I must be bad.What else could have madeMy daddy so mad?I wish I were better,I wish I weren't ugly,Then maybe my mommyWould still want to hug me.I cant do a wrong.I cant speak at all,Or else i'm locked upAll day long.When I'm awake, I'm all alone.The house is dark,My folks aren't home.When my mommy does come homeI'll try and be nice,So maybe I'll just getOne whipping tonight.I just heard a car.My daddy is backFrom Charlies bar.I hear him curse,My name is called.I press myselfAgainst the wall.I try to hideFrom his evil eyes.I'm so afraid now,I'm starting to cry.He finds me weeping,Calls me ugly words.He says its my fault,He suffers at work.He slaps and hits me,And yells at me more,I finally get free,And run to the door.He's already locked it,And I start to bawl.He takes me, and throws me,Against the hard wall.I fall to the floorWith my bones nearly broken,And my daddy continuesWith more bad wo
No Where To Go
Time and time again the days roll byThings good and bad happen everydayConfused as darkness over takes mePlans made maybe too soonWhere do I go from here?Is the only question asked Is there light at the end if the tunnel?Or is there only darkness to come?I sit amongst what I called friendsBut are they really friends?After all I have done for others why?Is it me or something I did?I am not worth it to help and not be homeless?Will I always pay for those before me?Are the sins of others mine to repent for?I just wonder what I am to do nowWhere must I sleep in order to keep my sanityMy heart aches with agony I help always but no help in return do I receiveA home is all I wantA place to rest my head To walk amongst others with my head held highIs all this to much to ask for ?Should I be ashamed of swallowing my pride?Ashamed is what I feelAnger for the sins of others that make no senseAm I not human and deserve comfort and guidance?Are my questions of no importance to those around me?And s
The Journey
Buried Talent: The medicine bundle:Symbols of connections,With Allies of the Earth,Medicine to heal usAnd give us rebirth.Talents to honor,Abilities to praise,Strength and compassionGuide our Medicine ways.This is the meaning of being asked to honor the wisdom of the the Ancestors and Allies.The strengths that are now possessed are my personal Medicine. Finding assistance from all around in that I may find the courage to support myself.Strength to be gained: Smoke SignalsSacred language of the sky Please speak to me.You who live where Eagle flies, Spirit I can see,In the form of Cloud People,Coming from the Fire.Sacred smoke you call meTo be my desires.Let me travel skyward With a heart so true,That may fly like EagleAnd be close to you.The meaning is clear intent. It is time to walk what I speak. A reminder from the Spirit World. Clear intent brings rewards on all levels and will speed my growth process. Take advantage of the power of my intentions.The Trunk: KokopelliKokopelli play f
She may be shy in posture with a sweetened smile Her eyes of blue will make it all worthwhile Those lips of satin to kiss the skin To free the soul from the taint of sin Her laugh sings a thousand rhymes With hair that falls like red wine Against skin that’s feather soft Warming comfort like a springtime loft She has a curious mind that’s bright and strong And a gentle heart despising what’s wrong She seeks comfort from any harm She seeks affection when in his arms Seeking him for the simple joys Having fun with him and his toys Knowing nothing more will ever be Still she is content and very happy
March 6th 2010
When I was little.. I have a little brother.. One time he pissed me off so bad.. One morning he went to the kitchen to make a bowl of cereal right. Poured himself a bowl without milk. he stopped and went to the bathroom. While he was gone I went into the kitchen.. hocked up a nice juicy lugie and spit it into his bowl. I sat back down in the living room and he came out. went to his cereal and poured the milk in. He put away the milk and stood there eating that bowl of snot cereal til gone.. I gaged and laughed the whole time lol!
There are so many times in ones life that they can feel so lost. I know that I do. However have you ever sat down and watched something upon the television or seen something as you walked down the street and it made you stop and think of what you have or who you are? I do that several times in a week. At times the trials that I have gone through I am helped to embrace them by something I see on the television or something I see as I walk down the street. I enjoy watching anything that is based upon truth. Those are the movies that really hit home and help me deal with the things that I have went through in my life. Well here are some words that might make even the hardest person stop and think about their own life. These words might even bring a tear to their eyes.LoveWhat is love? Love is the feel of a new born baby laid upon the chest of a new mother. Love is the butterflies the flutter in ones stomach when you look into the eyes of someone. Love is giving when you have nothing to gi
Enjoy My Fucked Up Life
this is exactly why I wasn't looking for a fucking boyfriend in the two months my ex-fiance and I broke up...I was TRYING to improve my fucking self, but what did I do two months after getting DUMPED on my ass...find a boyfriend.  Who fucking doesn't deserve me.  Go Rina!  :)  I'm so smart.  And I treat him the same way I treated my ex.  Wohoo. Isn't the definition of insanity doing the same thing over and over and expecting different results?  Well, that alone proves I'm crazy...on top of all the shit that I'm not going to post online because a small part of me sees the downside of irrationally posting all my rantings on fubar.  ha. //end rant...maybe
There's Lightning Mcqueen ... And There's Sarah!
Last night we brought the kids to bed, and Sarah wanted to eat with Mommy as well as take in the salad she asked me to fix her when I brought them home from my in-laws’.  Before making that stop, I got to Anytime Fitness for the rest of the prize package Martha and I won a few weeks ago … tomorrow we’re taking advantage of the free night at Country Suites in Bismarck.  We also have a $50 gift card for Olive Garden … I’m REALLY looking forward to that, for I haven’t been to one of them since Florida!  It was a lunch meeting that got catered by them in the mid-1990s, as I recall.  Knowing how I write and record, I’m sure I can tell you the exact date if I look it up!  The kids are also really excited about bringing their swimsuits because Country Suites has a pool; my boss said I could tell them in the car it was closed and surprise them when we get there!   That’s not going to fly.  Last night I had a salad too and shared a Roma bacon
Soul Mate
He entered my life like lightening in the sky.  Rocking my world like thunder reverberating through my very being. To have him so far away breaks the very being he has turned me into being.  Loving the idea of just being in his arms when April comes to an end.  He is the stars that are unnamed upon a galaxy yet to be discovered.  He is the black hole that I wish to become lost in for ever.  He is the one that I have waited a lifetime for and never will I let him go.
Beauty Is In The Eye
Beauty is in the eye of the beholder, too bad some people's eyesight is messed up!
From Her :d
So I look in your direction,But you pay me no attention, do you.I know you don't listen to me.'cause you say you see straight through me, don't you.On and on from the moment I wake,To the moment I sleep,I'll be there by your side,Just you try and stop me,I'll be waiting in line,Just to see if you care.Did you want me to change?well I change for good.And I want you to know.that you'll always get your way,I wanted to say,(Chorus)Don't you Shiver? ShiverSing it loud and clearI'll always be waiting for youSo you know how much I need ya,But you never even see me, do you?And this is my final chance of getting you.On and on from the moment I wakeTo the moment I sleep,I'll be there by your side,Just you try and stop me,I'll be waiting in line,Just to see if you care.Did you want me to change?well I change for good.And I want you to know.that you'll always get your way,I wanted to say,Sing it loud and clear.I'll always be waiting for you.I'll always be waiting for you.I'll always be waiting for
Funny Questions And Thoughts
Why doesn't McDonald's sell hotdogs?At a movie theater which arm rest is yours?What is Satan's last name?Why do doctors leave the room when you change? They're going to see you naked anyway.Where does the toetag go on a dead person if they don't have toes?If your driving a federal owned car, and you run a stop sign, is it considered a felony? Why is there a disclaimer on the Allstate Auto Insurance commericals that says "Not available in all states"?If you dug a hole through the center of the earth,and jumped in, would you stay at the center because of gravity?If a person dies and then springs back to life, do they get their money back for the coffin?If you are asked to tell the truth, the whole truth and nothing but the truth and your the main witness, what if you say "no"?Do they bury people with their braces on? How far east can you go before you're heading west?How does a Real Estate company sell its office without causing confusion?Do dentists go to other dentists or do they just
The Moon Is Made Of Hopscotch
In the twelve hours between seven pm Sunday night and seven am this morning, I walked nearly five miles on the treadmill at Anytime Fitness.  When I arrive, I hit the Quick Start button on the treadmill for an hour-long walk but usually go to work on the machines for building arm and leg strength after thirty minutes.  Martha was with me both times on the exercise bike, and it was worth it to get said workout!  We’d just gotten the kids to bed late after several hours at my sister-in-law Margaret’s house where the Wii Sports Resort draws family and friends like moths to a flame … ok, I’m not ragging that bad, I bowled the first strike knocking down 100 pins in a specialized bowling game after talk went around that someone had rigged the game!  But it got to be quite a crowd in there and fun for everybody!   Yesterday at Main Street Books’ Story Time after Celia read “Horton Hatches An Egg” Martha and I brought Sarah and Jeffrey out to the si
The Basics...
I have been in for about 3 1/2 years now been a long journey thus far. I have had some fun while being in also some hard times, and some crazy adventures.  Now that I see a light starting to sparkle at the end of the tunnel I am starting to almost look back.  I have been a 0621 radio operator in an arty BN, yes we have the bigger guns, but I have also worked outside my job probably more.  I will write on here from time to time just to tell alittle more as I work on my medical evaluation board to be getting out and start the next chapter of my life. My arthritis sucks today...
angel from above ur now on earth u came in my life to bad ur someones wife i think of u all the time to come this may be a crime but if it is i will do the time for ur my angel i dream of u have my heart in ur hand all i ask is that u dont break it for i am always willing to be ur man
My Soul
i feel like i been dead for years my hearts been put on a suuer & burned. I dont understand every time i look at a pic of my ex gf it hurts like a knife.  
Toodles Toatser Scroodle
A thousand questions run threw my head.What did I do and what could I'd of said?They say the best thing to do is walk away rather then argue.I was damned if I do and if I don't.You mine as well of cut my throat.Opening my eyes has always been hard for me to do.Even if I hear it with my own ears.Didn't listen to my gut to believe it was true.I must of been a fool not to see.You don't know how to love unconditionally.You get bored and off you go.It's like clock work don't ya know.I'm not the only one you've done this too."Fuck off!"......"Your a cunt!" and off you go!To party, get fucked up and fuck a hoe!I'd hate to be in your shoes, I am happy I am me!I've given my all and been kicked for it too.I'll brush off my pants and do without you boo!You got the best of me, yes that is true.Just should me I deserve better then you!I cooked I cleaned and did anything you asked of me.If that's not good enough for you then no one will ever be.I knew this would happen it's true!Farew
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Mother Hood
I've been a mother for almost 5 years and have learn very interesting things about myself through my children and what kind of creatures they really are..funny little people I may add. I have a daughter name Ayla that will be 5 5/24 ..she is a DIVA oh my god! If its not dora crap its this princess kick. I was a tomboy growing up and still am.. I'm in construction..but its cool to watch her, at this exact moment she has built a tent using her and her brothers toddler beds, which looking behind me wasnt such a good idea..I'll have her help me get the beds back together but shes an angel. Now my son lol, Johnathan is one of a kind. I think he's going to be a drag queen which is cool, whatever floats your boat but I swear when I say this..its not even joking, the boy got ahold of my make up and did a good job. Needless to say I put the box up higher. My experiance with children is slim but I've notice that when its bed time, they wake up more. When its time for dinner they are no longer hu
Lyrics To A New Song I'm Working On
                                 Chasing Shadows   Everyday that's a new one,'supposed to be easier than the last , But memories of what used to be,prevents cutting loose the past, Each day and time I try to move forward,I only end back where I begun, I'm trying hard to fight a pain so strong,its a dilema I can't outrun.   All I ever wanted from you was everything I used to get that and all that you could ever bring All I ever wanted from you was everything the same things I gave inside,to fight to keep our love alive but that another place in time,now in my heart and mind I'm chasing shadows, I'm chasing shadows,I'm chasing shadows, I'm chasing shadows of what used to be   I only wanted to be able, to love you as I always had, I only wanted time to say thinking of you, truly made me glad, But instead I had to deny these feelings,feelings that I can't hide, You can't possibly realize how much doing this,truly ate me up inside,   All I ever wanted from you was every
I was literally run over by a car 2 years ago, and among my many new things to adjust to I have traumatic brain injury which means its hard for me to remember or learn new things.My daughter, Trinity (here on fubar) has been doing stuff for me to get me started here. I kinda had it figured out a little , but now I'm hopelessly lost again. "sighs"
Blank Page
A blank page looks up at me this nightBut when I look back at itIts you that I see Struggling to find the right wordshere i sit thinking of you Holding you close thats what I wanna doTo smell your hair as you snuggle closeTo feel the warmth of your skin as I pull you to meTo kiss you and hold you close A blank page looks up at me this nightBut when I look back at itIts you that I see
My life is an open book the pages are cryptic...My heart is a maze with no way in and no way out, My soul is a riddle the answer lost in time. To gaze into my mind is to go blind with the things you will find inside To look upon my body you won't see what is there...I'm an enigma one of a kind a diamond in the rough, a forgotten but always remembered person. Will you like what you be the judge but don't judge me.
This Is How Every Girl Should Be Treated
To every guy that's said, "Sex CAN wait"To every guy that's said, "You're beautiful."To every guy that was never too busy to drive across town to see her.To every guy that gives her flowers and a card when she is sick or down.To every guy who has given her flowers just because that's how he rolls.To every guy that said he would die for her.To every guy that really would.To every guy that did what she wanted to do.To every guy that cried in front of her. ....To every guy that she cried in front of...To every guy that holds hands with her.To every guy that kisses her with meaning.To every guy that hugs her when she's sad.To every guy that hugs her for no reason at all.To every guy who would give their jacket up for her.To every guy that calls to make sure she got home safe.To every guy that would sit and wait for her for hours just to see her for ten minutes.....To every guy that would give his seat up...To every guy that just wants to cuddle.To every guy that reassured her that she was
Yesterday Is History. Tomorrow Is A Mystery. Today Is A Gift.
One day, when I was a freshman in high school, I saw a kid from my class was walking home from school. His name was Kyle. It looked like he was carrying all of his books. I thought to myself, 'Why would anyone bring home all his books on a Friday? He must really be a nerd.' I had quite a weekend planned (parties and a football game with my friends tomorrow afternoon), so I shrugged my shoulders and went on. As I was walking, I saw a bunch of kids running toward him. They ran at him, knocking all his books out of his arms and tripping him so he landed in the dirt. His glasses went flying, and I saw them land in the grass about ten feet from him... He looked up and I saw this terrible sadness in his eyes My heart went out to him. So, I jogged over to him as he crawled around looking for his glasses, and I saw a tear in his eye. As I handed him his glasses, I said, 'Those guys are jerks.'They really should get lives. ' He looked at me and said, 'Hey thanks!' There was a big smile on his f
Breath Of Life
Emotional Tidal Wave
  A lonely heart in torment and sorrow like the galaxy in the universe of stars yet unborn.  Sadness seen with the eyes blue like a clear summer sky.  Lost in fear and tears and my words fall upon deaf ears.  I’m screaming within the silence yet no sound is escaping these trembling lips.  My eyes need to dry from the stormy days that need to pass.  Wanting it to end but still there is no end in sight for the earthquake upon my knees.   Betrayed like storm clouds closing in just to release pain and destruction.  Anger builds inside like a contractor builds the skyline above city streets.  Wanting to lash out and bring pain to others the way they’ve brought it to my innocent heart.  Wounds start to heal as if covered by the band-aid of hope just to be reopened by the carving knife on Thanksgiving Day.  When does all the pain stop just to feel comfort within one’s self?  Is hurt, suffering, and sorrow all that this body will ever feel while it gives love to other&rsqu
Point H04r!
As you know I'm very selective as to who I add on my friends list. I got an invite from a young girl, but she was local so I accepted.  I had never said hello to her, until today.   · friend MissJaclynn Cherry Bombed Lukethighrocker and earned 58,750 points!· MissJaclynn and Tainted Soul became friends!· friend MissJaclynn Cherry Bombed PuNkINPiE and earned 58,750 points!· friend MissJaclynn Cherry Bombed Angelf... and earned 58,750 points!· MissJaclynn and DeViLbRiNGeR became friends!· friend MissJaclynn Cherry Bombed submis... and earned 58,750 points!· friend MissJaclynn was Cherry Bombed by DJ DB AT DDR... and earned 12,455 points!· MissJaclynn and MOBIUS became friends!· MissJaclynn and AmandaCar... became friends!· friend MissJaclynn was Cherry Bombed by ssAyMssiK ak... and earned 12,455 points!· friend MissJaclynn Cherry Bombed Crystal Godd... and earned 58,750 points!· friend MissJaclynn Cherry Bombed Epic Diamond... and earned 58,750 points!· MissJaclynn and mister adorable.
Nightmare's Of Old !
("Welcome" To The PlayGround Of Eteral Serenity ....You May Worry, You May Run,- But You May Never Escape The On Coming Dusk And The Spirits Witch Guide...) ("You Will Find A Garden Where The Water Flows And The Flowers Bloom In Many Hues But Remember To Give Reverance To All And The Mother Of The Few..)                                                                            ("Fore" We Are Many That Live In The Dark "Fore" We Shall Not Join Those That Follow Or Fall..So Hence We Remain  In Dark And PainFilled Serenity Until The Day Of Our Dawn Once More Arises Of The Ashes Of Alls Mind's...) ( You May Say I'am Black And Morbid But I Shall Remain Calm And Stay On The Path The Mother Has Laid Before Me In The Vision Of The Calm Night Sea While I Sat Upon The Cliff Watching The Waves Of Spirits Crash Into It's Face Under The Light Of The Blood Moon She Sent My Guide The Phantom Of Longevity To Show Me The Way...) ( "Hence" I Will Follow With Praise And Rejoice At This Gift However
Proposal Of The Priestess Of Fire !
(I Want To Become A Bird Then Soar Away High Into The Sky With Hope Has My Goal Although It Seem's To Lie So FarAway...) (If I'am able To Face What Lie's Ahead And What I See Before Us Now,I Won't Have To Fear What Tomorrow Bring's Or Being Hurt....) (I Want To Fly Away High Atop This Breeze With These Wing's Called Courage,Toward's The Ocean's Of My Dream's...) (I Want To Become A Bird,And Hang On To What I Feel For You,Then When I Look Down And See The Reality Of Our Passing Day's...) (If We Give In To Our Dream's Like Bird's In Cloudless Skies We'll Become One...) (On A Moonlite Starry Night,We'll No Longer Have To Fight,And Our Heart's Will No Longer Be Sore,Then We'll Be In The Light Of Our Love!!Just Like The Bird's Amongst Us in Our Life Our Heart's Will Be Bound So Tight Then We Will Be Able To Take Flight....) (Amongst The Bird's Of Life With A Love So Bright And Pure We'll Never Want For More In Our Lives And Kingdom Of Our Dream's My Love.......)   (Written By:: "XvS
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How To Discover A Mobile Phone Caller Timely
You pretty much had two options: either get the police involved or hire a private detective if you would like to discover a Blackberry Phone caller by name or address timely several years ago. And there weren't many people that that were overly enthused about either option. But today is not the case. Now all what you need to do is find a phone directory that specializes in this kind of search. Everyone that now would like to discover a Wifi Cell Phone caller can do it from the privacy of their home and find out personal details that just several years ago were not available to anyone a private detective or outside of law enforcement. First,you can find out a good reverse cell phone directory and then input the full Cell Phones number you are searching into the website, sit back and wait several seconds, and whether it carries the results of your inquiry,the directory will then inform you. The chances are very good your results will be available if you are
Think Pastel Steel Blue Frost
Because American automakers have found that people don’t like driving green-colored cars, they’ve instructed their salespersons to not call them “green” but rather “pastel steel blue frost”, at least according to one radio advertisement I heard this week.  I’m still trying to see what’s green about frost, though … so this is my weekend with Sarah and Jeffrey while my wife Martha with her sisters Mary and Margaret (a.k.a. the sisters Fix) bowl for their league at a state tournament.  This year it’s being held in Dickinson that is nearly four hours and one time zone southwest of us.  Martha and I have memories of that place from when we lived in Halliday that was one hour less away; in fact, it’s the nearest major town we could go to for major grocery shopping and otherwise make a day of it!   But let’s get back to last night; I went home after my day at the office even though Sarah and Jeffrey were over at Margar
Heart &soul
Feel my heart... Feel my soul... An you will know I love you... Comfort my heart... Comfort my soul... An you will know I will be there for you... Take my heart... Take my soul... An I will never leave you... Don't play with my heart... Don't play with my soul... An I will be true to you... by J.E.Bischoff
Dancing With Clouds
Dancing With CloudsIf I could see Heaven it would look like youWith lands of green and skies so blueBut that would not start to compareTo what I see when I stop and stareI see such beauty in your eyesAnd I can’t help but be mesmerizedI could walk on the clouds or I could sing in the rainBut none of this would come close to what I see in your faceIf I had one wish it would be for you to be closeBy my side everyday of my life and hold you forever moreAnd there’s nothing that I want more for youThan to let you know, I love youWhat in the world you might see in me, I’ll never know if it’s realThe only thing I know for sure is how you make me feelI could walk on the clouds or I could sing in the rainBut none of this would come close to what I see in your faceIf I had one wish it would be for you to be closeBy my side everyday of my life and hold you forever moreIf I could make you happy and make you smile just onceI would feel so complete my heart would sing with joy
7mill/salute I Need Auto & Bomb Or Bling Pack I Can Offer
7mill/salute I need auto & bomb or bling pack i can offer
::fake Profiles::
These Words You Do Read
This life I live. A life of Darkness and Torture. A life of Pain and Despair, Im Happy I swear. Please, stop staring at me as if you care. Dont look my, dont you care. Cause there is nothing in here, nothing but with to care. I suffer in this World Alone. No one true place to call Home. This Body an Empty Shell. In my head, Shadows and words they do Roam. Twisted and Fucked Up, all written in to Nothing, Nothing for you to read. When these words read, these words written, Tears in your Eyes, they do Rain. With everyone you truly Dread, getting to the End you do Cringe. But you cant stop, for this you must see jus how it does End. Tears now Blurring your Vision, coming to the End, you jus read that I am now Dead. Life, something that Ive always Feared, Death, Her embrace so much more Comforting. This life, coursing through these Veins, it is Rough and Harsh. But here still does its best, and here it does remain. It weill Never change, till Death it will always be the smae. This my Lit
To Fam And Friends Fans
Stuck On You!
love is like a cut that needs a band-aid as long as it stays on you have a relationship, but if the band-aid falls off your heart is open again
I Looked In You
Feel my pain,taste my tears.Take a glimps,of all the fear.You think you know,how things should be,but you dont know,what its like to be me.Look thru my eyesfeel the angerburn deep in your heartWait, dont leavethis is just the startcontinue to lookwhat is it nowall the darknessi made thru, somehowso dont ever assumethat you know who i amor think that beside meyou could even standyour words are poisonyour love untruei know this now,because i looked in you.............. Outlaw Angel
Closeness Infinite
Blissful paradise divinity with sexual affinity eyesBrilliancy deepness shallowness slow and smoothForever we are eternal wholeness only intimacyBetween me and youEssences of love eruptions endless multipliedForever heaven and joyousness sexual positionsLove infinite touch and gazeStill one forever now and alwaysSeeking out and pleasing each other different waysVarious positions as interlacing fingers all over acrossDown and up behind and drops of love affinity of loveTotally aware of each other and divine sexual and emotionalElectricityPerpetual and honesty fragrances of each other body smellAnd tenderness divine so very thoroughilyEvery crevice every turn as our eyes with adorationRespect and love mutualityForever combined into one wholeness sexual satisfaction skinAnd sweat as our hearts pound rapidly watching witnessingAs forever love will riseInto each other our bodies with love affinity never willOur love ever find a way to diePleasure deep in the soul with melodies slowness as w
The Way U Love Me
The Way You Love MeIf there was one thing that I could haveIt would be to be the one to make you laughForever on after follow the daysThat I look forward to seeing your faceI like the feel of you holding me closeThe way when you laugh you crinkle your noseI like how you make me feel aliveAnd the way you kiss when we say good byeI feel so good about just being meWhen I talk to you before I go to sleepWhen I wake up with your name on my lipsHow I can’t wait to enjoy your sweet kissBy: RobertDate: 5-1-10
Confirmed And Plugged In
“As I grow in faith through the years I will sometimes struggle but mostly learn.  I know my family and friends will be with me every step of the way of my faith journey.  I know I am sinful and imperfect but I know that God will not stop loving me.  I am confident that God is with me every step of the way and especially on my Confirmation day.  Jesus leaves an exciting spirit and connection here at Bethany.”   Yesterday at Bethany Lutheran Church we had eleven students get confirmed – that is, they’ve complete a three-year Bible study and service program (confirmation) concurrent with them finishing ninth grade (class of 2013) – and one of their assignments was to compose a one page statement of what their faith means to them.  There were excerpts from their statements in yesterday’s bulletin and Pastor Janet recommended that it might be a good idea for those of us reading them who write journals ourselves to work on one of our own.  That gave me
Have You Noticed?
Have you noticed there are a few users on fubar that insist on missionizing their religious and political points of view?  People should have fun, I like having fun! 
Be Proud!!! To Be White!!!
If we marched for our race & rights, you would call us racists. You are proud to be black, brown, yellow and orange, and you're not afraid to announce it, but when we announce our white pride, you call us racists. You rob us, carjack us, and shoot at us, But when a white police officer shoots a black gang member or beats up a black drug dealer running from the law and posing a threat to society, you call him a racist. I am proud, But you call me a racist. Why is it that only whites can be racists? There is nothing improper about this text message. Let's see which of you are proud enough to send it on. I sadly don't think many will. That's why we have LOST most of OUR RIGHTS in this country. We won't stand up for ourselves! BE PROUD TO BE WHITE! It's not a crime YET... but getting very close! It is estimated that ONLY 5% of those reaching this point in this text message, will pass it on.
The Ode To Marines.... Ohhhhhhhhh Rahhhhhhhhh !!!!!
Ode to a Marine.In a crowd you're bound to spot him, He's standing so very tall Not too much impresses him; He's seen and done it all. His hair is short, his eyes are sharp, But his smile's a little blue. It's the only indication Of the hell that he's gone through. He belongs to a sacred brotherhood, Always Faithful 'til the end. He has walked right into battle And walked back out again. Many people think him foolish For having no regrets About having lived through many times Others would forget. He's the first to go and last to know, But never questions why, On whether it is right or wrong, But only do or die. He walks a path most won't take And has lost much along the way, But he thinks a lot of freedom, It's a small price to pay. Yes, he has chosen to live a life Off the beaten track, Knowing well each time he's called, He might not make it back. So, next time you see a Devil Dog Standing proud and true, Be grateful for all he's given; He's given it for you. Don't go
I Miss You Mommy
For My Mother in Heaven: If roses grow in heaven, Lord, pick a bunch for me ~ Place them in my Mother's arms &tell her they're from me ~ Tell her that I love & miss her, & when she turns to smile ~place a kiss upon her cheek & hold her for awhile ~ Because remembering her is easy ~I do it everyday~ There's an ache within my heart that will never go away......Happy Mother's Day in Heaven Mom
After 45 Sex Goes Out The Window Says Aarp
According to AARP, if your 45 or older you engage in sex less often then you did 10 years ago. Whether you are married or not, sexual activity in the over 45 crowd is less frequent. The survey found those who were married longer have less sex then those who weren’t married but had a partner, duh. You don’t need a survey to know married older people don’t have much sex. Why do you think I’m divorced. For more sex info,2933,592383,00.html BlastFM goes strong 24/7. BlastFM never goes without more music
My Head
I always get told I'm so awesome and I'm so amazing and when I hear it all I can do is shake my head.. None of you know, none of you have any clue. If I were to sit here and go into detail my life.... I can't even imagin the reaction I would get... I know people have had it worse and more fucked up but... If you haven't been there you will never know or understand my head. I am not a nice person, I am not a "normal" person, I am not awesome in any respect...I am me, quiet, bookwormish, cruel, horrible, and I have no heart left to give.... Welcome to hell take your seat sit down and shut the fuck up.... Don't tell me I'm cool or that I'm a great person cause you have no IDEA.... Everyone judges themselves but my judgement and my own punishment fits the crime or crimes.... Walk away, turn around and don't bother cause it all means fuck all to me....
Sports Triva Nights
The Weekend Of The Performers
There are mornings I leave the house to go to work I feel extraordinarily rejected, almost as though it wouldn’t matter whether I came back or not.  But this morning was an exception; on my way out the door and backing the family van out of the driveway, there were Sarah and Jeffrey rushing up to the passenger side and shouting out, “I love you, Daddy!”  They moved around front almost as though they were trying to embrace the van or push it back if I’d stalled and then ran along the sidewalk until I had to turn.  And even though Martha has to talk me out of being so … enthusiastic with her when the kids are in the next room sometimes, I can sense she still wants to grow old with me, and I her.    Sunday morning was the last day of Sunday school at Bethany Lutheran until this fall (when Jeffrey will be starting class and probably know most of the songs by heart, wow) and Sarah was the only one in her class to have perfect attendance!  I didn’t see
Admit It Hugh Sex Is Over For You
  Doesn’t this take the cake. Hugh Heffner, who is 84 years-old, is reported to have vanquished the Shannon twins from the Playboy Mansion. Their misdeed? They were messing around with younger men. Well, duh? Who in their right mind would think Mr. Playboy, at his age, can do anything except cop a feel. Hugh baby, just admit what we all know. Sex is over for you dude. Just relax in your leather chair and reminisce. It all comes to an end for everyone sooner or later. BlastFM is never over for the listening public. 24/7 baby and we don’t miss a beat
I Am New Here.
I just want to make some new friends. I am moving out of my mothers and fathers house soon. I can not wait!
I Know I Need One Of These " Vacation " - Young Jeezy
I have seen interesting animated pictures as default, and i was wondering if someone can help me with mine. i found my animated picture that i want on Photobucket...i have uploaded but it doesnt animate like some photos on here does. Can someone please help me? I'd appreciate it thanks- all who helps gets rated 11, become fans & what not :) thank you fubar neighbors!
What Do I Do
What do I do?Where do I go from hereMy heart has been ripped out and left stomped to piecesAnd I am told life goes on.Does life go on.I found some one I can call a friend right now.  I know he wants more, I believe at some point I do tobut I cant say yes or no right now.Its not that I dont love himI am scaredAfraid of being hurt again.I know he could be every thing I dreamed of but He is not ready to be every thing I wantI dont blame him.I am not at that point yet either but what happens when I am and he isntI cant tell him that I want moreHell right now he cant even give me the things he wants toI dont know what to do or where to go.I am left with the same decision that I have always been left withLive with what I can have or live alone.What do i do?I dont want to live aloneand I am not sure what he really wants to giveSo where do I go from here?What do I do?Sit back and wait.Hold on to that dream or reach farther than I have ever reached before.Am I gonna be left as the one who holds
When Will Baby Arrive? Take A Guess
I am Going to be induced on June 3rd if baby girl don't come before then.... So what i want from you all is Guesses! I am Currently as of May 25th 4 centimeters dilated. I will be 39 weeks pregnant May28th. I have gained 22 lbs. I have contractions off an on obviously. So you tell me, What day do you think Trinity will come? What time? How much will she weigh and how long will she be? What color hair and eyes will she have??? Have fun we'll see who gets which one right. Remember my other 2 kids were born Late Eric was born 6 days late and Cassidy was a week late and came by induction. Both natural no Epi. They have a different father then Trinity so i don't think their weight and length at birth will matter. But i'll give them to you anyway. Eric was 7 lbs 6 oz and 20 1/2 inches long, Cassidy was 8 lbs 11 oz and 21 inches long. HAVE FUN GUESSING EVERYONE!!!  
No More Sfw Mumms
I shall not post any more SFW Mumms.
Just The Booze Talkin'?
You can blame a lot of things on being drunk: slurring your words, stumbling over furniture, attempting to leap over a large campfire in nothing but women’s panties and cowboy boots. But saying the drink caused you to sell out your ex to a tabloid for £500,000? That is weak sauce. Yet Sarah Ferguson, the weight watchin’, children’s book writin’ Duchess of York appeared on Oprah yesterday and did just that.   [Shout out: What do you think about ... Sarah Ferguson?]
Illegal To Be Illegal?
Friday, May 21, 2010 Illegal to be Illegal? ARTICLE INCOMPLETEIts amazing just how many people have deep, heart-felt convictions concerning the SUPPORT OUR LAW ENFORCEMENT AND SAFE NEIGHBORHOODS ACT passed in Arizona recently. Imagine how strong their convictions might be if they actually read the bill. Count our president among those with plenty to say about unconstitutionality and racial profiling; civil rights and sensitivities without ever claiming to have read it himself.The fact that the new anti-illegal immigration law is a virtual mirror image of existing federal law hasn't stopped President Obama, members of congress, various pundits and even Mexican President Felipe Calderón from criticizing Arizona. In his address to Congess yesterday, Calderon said, "I strongly disagree with the recently adopted law in Arizona," which was met by an approxmately fifteen second long standing ovation from mostly Democratic lawmakers while most Republicans present remained seated. Jo
Ive Learned
I've learned you shouldn't compare yourself to the best others  can do, but to the best you can do. I've learned it's not what happens to people that's important.   It's what they do about it. I've learned you can do something in an instant that will give  you a heartache for life.  I've learned that no matter how thin you slice it, there are  always two sides. I've learned that it's taking me a long time to become the  person I want to be. I've learned that it's a lot easier to react than it is to  think.  I've learned that you should always leave loved ones with  loving words. It may be the last time you see them. I've learned that you can keep going long after you think you can't. I've learned that we are responsible for what we do, no  matter how we feel.   I've learned that either you control your attitude or it  controls you.    I've learned that sometimes I just need to be  held. I've learned that regardless of how hot and steamy a   relationship is at first, the passion fades a
Please read my profile.  Especially the about me section.  I would like it if you would do that.  For I am not going to repeat it in the shout box.  Thank you.  
50% Buzzed.
Please keep me at 50% buzzed.  It is for when I level to 22.  It is one of the requirements.  I would really appreciate it.  Thank you.
when i first was asked to join "fubar" it was an not much into chat but love to make new,,im not sure what the thing seems to make friends here is a little harder than it needs to be....u have people who become a friends...then never interact......then u have people whe interact once then never again...then u have people who become friends but never conversate.....ive really never experienced anything like Fubar a great site but as in most, there r people who take it way to seriously and those who r just greedy for points then there r those who just seem to have severe emotional would be nice to meet ordinary everyday people who just like to chat from time to time...does anyone feel the same way? weather you do or not....its good to write down thoughts. Asta!!
When Words Are Unsaid
Summary Of Life (cute)
Summary of Life GREAT TRUTHS THAT LITTLE CHILDREN HAVE LEARNED: 1) No matter how hard you try, you can't baptize cats.. 2) When your Mum is mad at your Dad, don't let her brush your hair.3) If your sister hits you, don't hit her back. They always catch the second person. 4) Never ask your 3-year old brother to hold a tomato. 5) You can't trust dogs to watch your food.6) Don't sneeze when someone is cutting your hair.7) Never hold a Dust-Buster and a cat at the same time. 8) You can't hide a piece of broccoli in a glass of milk. 9) Don't wear polka-dot underwear under white shorts.10) The best place to be when you're sad is Grandpa's lap. GREAT TRUTHS THAT ADULTS HAVE LEARNED: 1) Raising teenagers is like nailing jelly to a tree.2) Wrinkles don't hurt.3) Families are like fudge...mostly sweet, with a few nuts 4) Today's mighty oak is just yesterday's nut that held its ground.. 5) Laughing is good exercise. It's like jogging on the inside.6) Middle age is when you choose your cereal for
I'm perfected your dejected so degrading you're de-humanizing always critizing you're reflecting So, demanding to me we don't have to be the feeling's mutual to me just let it go now this is reality go show your fantasy It's make believe to bad you couldn't see I was more than a dream you shattered my world It's torn apart Even though I still have my heart and it's shattered apart too bad we couldn't be you were to busy spouting off to me too bad you couldn't love me too you're a de-humanizing demanding person to me that's all I see we aren't meant to be
Weaving through the crowds of people, Noticed by none. Slowly he makes his way to the subway car. He watches as people leave and board the machine, and wonders: "Why do I bother?" All he has known in life is sorrow, and loneliness. His only path has been one of solitude. Not by choice. Yet not forced either He just never thought to reach out, the few times he did met with rejection, if only it was true there is someone for everyone. then it went dark. When he opens his eyes there is a throbbing in the back of his head, he relizes he is being lifted, and dragged somewhere. Starting to panic he looks to see a train coming, at him, trying to get his legs under himself he falls again, but there is an arm that catches him, he looks and sees an angel holding him. He is breathless as she lifts him and pushes him onto the platform. Barely making it up herself before the train rushes through. brushing his long hair back with her hand, she asks if he's okay and tells him not to worry she is goin
Help Me Level To Godfather
Good God, I spent all day rating photos and only a few people helped me in return. I need to level to Oracle so the bomb and HH should cover the points, but I need 4 more Big Pimpin gifts and the rest. Check my Angel folder. If you're stingy about fubux, I can send you enough to cover it.
I'll See You In My Dreams
I'll see you in my dreams, hold you in my dreams. Someone took you out of my arms, still I feel the thrill of your charms. Lips that once were mine,tender eyes that shine, they will light my way tonight, I'll see you in my dreams.I'll see you in my dreams, hold you in my dreams. Someone took you out of my arms, still I feel the thrill of your charms. Lips that once were mine,tender eyes that shine, they will light my way tonight, I'll see you in my dreams.
The Road
I walk this lonley road, the only compiny that I keep is the wind and my shadow.Its not perfit or complet, its full of potholes, deadends and spot are onley dirt and over grown with grass and weeds. Its been a long time sent I have walked with any one, But dont get me roung there has been a few who have walk with me time to time, but not for very long most leaving when a better and falsly britter road opens up. There run up haed an the gone forever. The skys normley turn dark and sart to wheep for days on inn it seems, but then it clears up. The road is a mirrror of my sacred and wounded heart, showing all how pass by what i have been though.But yet I still walk on day and night hoping one day that some one will walk with me to the end.                                                                                                                                                        rye the drifter
The Beginning
I decided a long time ago to get out of something I shouldn't have gotten myself into in the first place. I try not to live my life with regrets, because everything we do in life we've wanted to do at some point or another. I got out of it, and the road is going to be bumpy but I know what I want so the future looks wonderful, and I will do everything in my power to get it. I look forward to my future, and learn from my past. I can only hope everyone lives for themselves and continues to strive for happiness and excellence. Don't give up on yourself. Just because you fail at one thing, it doesn't mean life is over, it just means you made it through an obstacle and the best is yet to come.
Get Body Painted
It’s time for another sex article from Jenny Block boys and girls. Jenny is such a prolific sex write that I’ve become a fan. Who isn’t a fan of sex? This time Jenny jotted down some thought about her experience getting body painted. If you haven’t been body painted you might want to read what it felt like to her. After I did, I thought it would be fun to body paint Jenny. Jenny ring me up honey. Check it out,2933,596483,00.html BlastFM paints wonderful musical pictures. Give a listen 24/7 for the entertainment of a life time!
True Love
the paths we choose in life  are so very different  from each others . i met someone on here  maybe a year ago  or more  we became friend a and eventually  we professed our love to one another . we had  a nice ride  for awhile  and then do to circumstnces  beyond our control  he had to let each other go .  so there we are or should i say  i am with no purpose . i try to survive  and i do  but not with heart ache and pain by others .  being used  and being  in the background  and always getting hurt .  so i decided to contact  the one i new i loved  i hopes that she will talk to me .  not knowing what will happen and  not knowing the path we  would take .  the old saying goes in you love someone  let them go if you find your way back to each other it is true love .  so i waited  and then the moment came  that she answered me .  we talked  about life  and about each other . now i have my molly back in my life  and will never let her go again  under any circumstances.  we found each other
Fork In The Road
I walk along the path life has given me... I wish for it to be smooth and straight.... Yet, by design, it twists and writhes as a serpent   Each of every fork in this path, I have turned the wrong way. The dead ends, the termination, lash scars upon my heart And penetrate my flesh,until blood flows as water   My mind is assaulted with behaviors, images, that speak only the slow death of decay Sheer evil seeks to rend flesh from my bones, and twist me into gross rictus The depravity washes over me like a tidal wave, and I can only stand there and scream as it does   Once I have returned to my path, I continue onwards I am alive, but bleeding with every part of me in anguish I continue on, for I cannot stop until death greets me in another fork in the road
Tomorrow is my bday!!!  woo hoo!!!!!!!!!
Help   go there and vote for my daughter in the cutest baby contest please and thank and let me know u did and i will return the favor on here
Rough Month
So being in the military takes its toll on someone but yea thats expected. But this month has just been pretty damn rough, on the 3rd my father past away and that was pretty hard on me, that was and unexpected thing, so i had to leave right away from colorado and fly out to ohio, i got there ok my aunt helped me get the things settledand dealt with, so that was the beginning of the month for me. then me and my wife seperated so now im back in colorado just bymyself, then i was back for only a weekend then had to fly out here to westpoint, ny were i will be at till mid august, have a weekend off there then go out the field for about 2weeks, man just no breaks, im jus hoping things start to slow down a bit, just some time to get away and relax
Poem I Wrote
Can't sleep thinking thinking of my only love, Want to taunt tease rap him round my finger. Wish I could tell tell him how I feel when I look into his eyes, Kiss his soft sweet lips and breath on his sweaty back, Fire burning in the pit of my soul desire to feel flesh against flesh, Lusting for one another  craving connected rapped in each others arms, Night Sky's brings the mysterious darkness that fades when the sunlight shines in your eyes, Feeling safe warm and embraced by your ever lasting love,
My First Blog!
Hey, im Amanda.. 26yr old lesbian.. bi tendenicies lol... i love to anything outdoors.. im a country girl at heart.. bout to make a huge change and head for city life!.. wish me luck!... i have a HUGE desire and crave.. to know all i can about vampires... their ways blind my thoughts.. its tantalizing!.. i have about 13 tattoo's and 6-7 piercings.. yes yes i lose count.. but im a stoner sooo im aloud!... want to know more.. hit me up! FUBAR LUV!!!
Look Better Naked
So you want to look better naked. If you do, what are you willing to sacrifice to accomplish that goal? Will you give up junk food? Will you cut back on say 600 calories a day? Maybe you will exercise on a consistent basis to look better. The secret to having a better looking body is to change your eating habits and exercising. Has difficult as it is to admit it, there is no easy way to have a better body. It takes dedication and discipline to tighten up the soft body you may have. Here’s a few suggestions 1=31067">>1=31067BlastFM is dedicated to bring the listener the best music in the world. Give a listen 24/7 and it’s free
If Your Status Says
"Its complicated" YOURE a douchebag idiot.   FUCK "complicated".  The only reason its complicated is because YOU MAKE it that way or you stick around hoping shit will get better.  Shit SHOULDNT BE complicated.  HEALTHY, lasting, QUALITY relationships ARENT "complicated".  "Complicated" just means "almost over", so quit fuckin dragging it out and END the bullshit.  Hes NOT the last guy youre going to be with ANYway, so why freakin bother?  Dumb bitches.
It's true, as it seems Now I see clearly.. && hope is nothing.. But a wasted sacrifice Kill me harder, love So that I may forget you Because I can't do this on my own Take me way back, when before you I stood there so alone Suffocate my heart, please I don't want want one more beat In my sleep.. Give me nightmares && steal away my dreams Push me, shove me Break me down Leave me back there in the cold Kill me softer.. Slower, love.. I can't do this alone  
Forever & Always
Baby when I look in your eyes I see a future with you Baby when you touch me I feel your love Baby when you whisper to me I hear your lovely voice Baby when I'm with you I wanna be with you forever and always My heart beats so fast that I can't live without you It seems that when I'm away My mind is always thinking about you I don't want to stop No one is ever gonna get in the middle of us I won't let them I love you so much that when we our together We just have that connection that will never die I wanna give you everything that my heart desire's I wanna be with you forever and always  
Obama Caves Again Pushing His Agenda Of Muslims
    The Cordoba Initiative, What Does That Mean? The phrase and underlying belief that for anyone who doesn't know history will be doomed to repeat it is playing out in our daily news today. Unfortunately, most of us have missed it by not knowing the significant history of it. I must admit that I missed it as well. That is in regard to the Cordoba Initiative Mosque near Ground Zero. The discussion on this ranges from that it is insensitive to that it's their Constitutional right to freedom of religion to build it where ever they please. The discussion goes back in forth on who is this Imam, who is behind the finances, and how we must protect the rights of those we disagree with, to protect our own through our Constitution. However, were is the discussion of the meaning on the name, the history behind this name, and the obvious intersection with this location for this mosque? The site of the 9/11 World Trade Center attack in NYC has been made into a permanent memorial in remembrance
    She is bound to him, by love, by lust. Only her chains are stronger then her feelings. But to him she is a toy. He will cut her, and she will scream. He will burn her, and she will moan. She will still love him, she is his. He only sees it as entertainment.  She will bow before him do as he tells her, he will defile her. She don't care, this is what she is here for. To be used, to be abused. What happens when she is broken? When he tires of her and wants something new? She will be lost and alone. She will long for him, for his pain, for his pleasure. She cuts herself, but it isn't the same. She trys to find a new master but she is too scarred, too broken. She needs him needs to feel his hands around her throat, to feel his manhood ripping her. She wait's for him outside, and when she sees him she begs "Take me back I will be your slave again!". He does not even look at her. She no longer catches his eye. She will make him see her, She picks up a rock and hits him. He finally looks
Cry Me A River
  Blood, love, death, pain.. && sorrow The tragedy of your life.. Poor baby, cry me a river I'll lend you my bridge,  'cause I'm over it I wiped your fake ass tears I did I chased away the sorrows I picked up the pieces As you dropped them all around you You made an awful of mess of things It's funny how you do these things It's funny how you lie.. You need a gun, baby??
Azure Skies
here i rest under azure skies contemplating self rightousness,and wondering how it ever became any of your hold me upto the light and set the goals you would yourself,because you and me have to diffrent ideas of great wealth.when you walked away and i chose to stand indestructible,with a dedicated determination that was uncomprimisable.for i could of faded away into dust a long time ago,but chose to stay among men and maintain a perfectable egoalas you set the perfect example for what not to be in life,so thus in the opposite polarity i will set my made all of the decisions that predeterimed my story,through this moment  i will turn it into my allegory.for even though your actions were not of concrete,they still make me feel physically and morally weak.because of the atrocities you have portrayed to our family,has left me wandering open fields wounded and alas i must make everything right and put you in your place,i know this is hard father but it will
Virgo's Rock!
So, today is my 49th birthday and I decided to read my horrorscope (I know I spelled it wrong..duh) just for a laugh.  I don't believe in this stuff at all, but for the most part this crap is very true.  I've added my own little commentary where I thought it was needed. Virgo Fu:n Facts: With an acute attention to detail, Virgo is the sign in the Zodiac most dedicated to serving. Their deep sense of the humane leads them to caregiving like no other, and their methodical approach to life ensures that nothing is missed. The Virgo is often gentle and delicate, preferring to step back and analyze before moving ahead.  Hmmm...gentleness is not something that comes easy for me.  I grew up in a large family so it was a fight everyday just to get something to eat before it was gone.  May the timid beware.  I didn't learn what gentleness really was about until my first child was born. Friends and Family A Virgo is a helpful friend to have indeed. They are excellent at giving advice,
Selecting The Best Air Conditioning Repair Services In Pennsylvania
Selecting the Best Air Conditioning Repair Services in Pennsylvania Imagine trying to get through a hot summer day with no air conditioning because every air conditioning service that you have called has not bothered to respond to your complaints. Fear not, if you live in Pennsylvania and are experiencing problems with your air conditioner rest assured that there are several exceedingly efficient air conditioning repair companies in the vicinity who will instantly respond to your queries. For homeowners it is imperative to find an efficient air conditioning repair company in order to tackle the problems pertaining to their air conditioners. Buying an air conditioner is one thing but understanding how it works is another. Today, many homeowners who possess air conditioners are not aware of the finer aspects of the products that they invest their money in purchasing. A good air conditioning repair company will try to smoothen out these steps for you and therefore make it easier for you
Life Is Hard
What is it like. to care for some one that you barley know an barley  know anything about it sucks to know that you can't have them cuz of other things that are going on in thier life but you still want  to be able to talk to them an ask how thier day was an if everything is  salright you care enough to ask how work went you care enough to ask if everything is ok in thier life but you but you still feel like you have something but you really don't
Hey Future, is he in there?  
Unspoken Secrets..
I sit here beside you but you don't say a word. I'm sure that most people would find it absurd.All of the unspoken secrets that you've kept through the years.  All the ones before me who shared their joy, laughter, and tears.I know your secrets you will share with me when the time is right. For now I will simply enjoy the company you give me tonight.Listening to the soft whispers that you share in the breeze.The peace and calm you offer brings me comfort you see.I wait.. listening.. wondering.. what is it you've seen?Stories of all that is, and all that has been.How many others have sat with you by your side?Did they know of the unspoken secrets you keep inside?I know that to hear you I must open my mind.It is there that I know your stories I will find.Those unspoken secrets, just waiting to be told.I sit here listening, in your shadow on this day so cold.I wish you would tell me, but all in good time.For now the secrets told are the ones that are mine.I will just sit here
Into Oblivion..
Crossing over the threshold into the depths of oblivionI look back, staring at the world I once knewWith an uncertain future and an unknown pathAccepting the chaos of a life that is so new.The bright lights along the beaten path that lay behind meand the swirling clouds that reveal so little aheadThey delight and confuse every one of my sensesWhile my soul is permeated by fear and dread.I know not where I'm headed and scoff at where I've beenI laugh at the man I was, yet question who I've becomeI reconcile with myself over my own differencesChosing not to be my own innocent victim.The time and place has finally become so very clearTo reach this point my whole life I have strivenAll that was and all that is to be I must acceptAs I step forward crossing the threshold into oblivion.
why do people throw theirselves at other people,i can understand if they are single and want somebody but damn for them to just throw themselves at women or men its just rediciulus,why not talk to them and get to know them then you can do whatever you want,i mean their a lot pretty women on here but its a crying shame they have to just throw themselves at somebody for that person to take them.
The Haters!!!!
Well I just want to let you know that it is ok for you to hate me when you don't know me.... It is ok for you to say what you want...But know this if you thought I was well a *itch before you started rollin on me ...Well I can be a bigger one if you push ..... I am not here to take you on. I am here to have fun sooo shut up and have fun!!!!!     I am sorry that your life is bad enough that you feel you must strike out at me but that's ok cus I can take it and well I am sorry for your loss!!!     -Lisa
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Master's Creed
this has been around a longgg time... and yes, i have been and AM a Master... it is for my subs safety i do NOT share much about our relationship... to play Dom without following this means you just are NOT getting the best of it! It's original form was entitled, The Dominant, and copyrighted in 1994. an earlier version was posted as early as the late 80's on the usenet newsgroup. You can find it   Above all else he cherishes his slave, in the knowledge that the gift she gives him is the greatest gift of all. He is demanding and takes full advantage of the power given to him, but knows how to share the pleasure that comes from that precious gift. He is in control of himself first and foremost, so that he may control others.  As a stern and demanding Master, he can cause his slave to cry real tears.  As the consummate lover, he will then kiss the tears away, without stepping out of character. In times of trouble, a Master will leave the
Walking West
Every shadow is you coming up from behind me, reaching around me enclosing my neck. breathe across my ear till i spin around. light blinding, squinting to find you, but you hide quick. Roll my eyes and begin to walk again. glance over my shoulder to see your shadow again, you crouch and pounce and i fall into the wall where i found you. gravity pushes into my chest and i feel your face. grip your hips and remain blinded by the sun. Catch my balance and stand straight, open my eyes away from the light and your gone. Waiting for hours with no sign of you. the sun, long set, leaves no shadows. The wind turns cold and it leaves me empty. Sleep, wake, and look for you again. light still dim in the morning, i walk for blocks before sitting to rest. The sun rises and over my shoulder i see that shadow not moving, just sitting there as i do. "where did you go?" I ask her with no answer. "I have waited, playing this game for years, at least you can do is talk to me" stand up, turn quick, and
Lesson Learned
Life is full of pop quizs that may trip u up and you may night pass them the first time.But if u study the lessons tought you won't make the same mistakes twice. writen by Karen D aka special k
Lips softly touch, hands caress, and embers heat inside, Sending us desires, those one we usually hide. Then passion mute to language finds ways to be heard, Making lovers join as one, their eyes will say its words. Skin glides over skin like clouds though humid skies, Slowly building static to make lightning fly. Dark clouds fill the air, as thunder starts to boom, Echoing sounds of pleasure, heard throughout the room. A mighty storm now is spent and sunlight fills the air, Revealing lovers glowing with tangled and dampened hair. Their eyes send each other a rainbow, a gift we all call love, As passion sits in silenc to wait for clouds above.
Two Become One
The soft seduction of your lips, Your venture down to my hips. Squirming, shivering, pulling you near, I invite you in, I have no fear.   Our bodies engage, two as one, Pure excitement, the play has begun. Breathing, sighing, calling your name, I assure you for me, this is no game.   Two hearts beating , sounds like one, Far from over, we have just begun. Arching, sweating, screams of delight, I surely could get use to this every night.
I had to delete the Newds folder, because the site I model for doesn't want me posting freebies.
You Make My Pants..." Wanna Get Up And Dance ..hehehehe
The Day After Thanksgiving
Today is the day after's boring! I said goodbye to my 93rd year old grandma "Bye Grandma, see ya later." She grabs my tiny hands and holds them and says "Bye hope you have a good time, I love you."  I left the house and when i got into the car i nearly started to cry. This was probably her last Thanksgiving! :'( She hardly ate any dinner (which we had A ham sandwich and mircowave mashed potatoes) what a GREAT thanksgiving dinner!? NOT! I don't blame her at all not to eat any of them!  It was awful...we watched Avatar two times, the last 30 mins of Twilight (FAIL), 2 mins of Planes, Trains, and Automobiles. and played my wii for an hour or so.. Now i am back home about to eat turkey soup, marshed potatoes w/ gravy Yummm!? well talk to u all soon ~Irina247~   
Prego Funies
Funny Pregnant Womans Graphics & Funny Pregnant Pictures
My Nickname By My Real Brother And His Club....lmao
I Am Writing this Thanks To You Chrissy,lmao...How We got on this Subject I Do Not Know...Oh yeah Kicking Peoples Ass....And I Said I Am a Lover not a Fighter....And It takes alot to Make me Mad...But the Easiest way would be to Mess with those Ones that I Love....Im Sure We all can vouch for that....But anyways I Worked at My Brothers Club [Dewalkers]...for 16 Months...Its Closed Now,cause they Sold it...But Anyways It was a Great Experience and I Met alot of Nice Peeps during that time....But I had Been Working there for about 2 Months and DJ-ing and Bouncer and then they were another bouncer we called Big Bam cause He was Huge and he was from Alabama...But anyways My Brother this Night had Hollered My Name-and of Course My Brother-I Ran over to see what was Up....He said Bobby!!!! get him.....lmfao...and I turn looked at the guy and back at My Brother-I said Bro are You Sure?He said Yes!!!I Looked back at the Guy and back at My Brother and said are You Sure?He said Yes!!! Get Him!!!
Love You To Death - Type O Negative
Love You To Death In her place one hundred candles burning,As salty sweat drips from her breast.her hips move and I can feel what they're saying, swaying,They say the beast inside of me's gonna get ya, get ya, get... yeah.Yeah.Black lipstick stains her glass of red wine,I am your servant, may I light your cigarette?Those lips smooth, yeah I can feel what you're saying, praying,They say the beast inside of me's gonna get ya, get ya, get... yeah.Yeah.I beg to serve, your wish is my law,Now close those eyes and let me love you to death.Shall I prove I mean what I'm saying?Begging,I say the beast inside of me's gonna get ya, get ya, get.. yeah.Let me, love you to...Let me, love you to death.To death.Let me, love you to...Let me, love you to death.To death.Am I good enough for you?Am I good enough for you?Am I?For you?Am I?For you?Am I good enoughFor you?
16 Reasons Why Myspace Sucks
Bizarre Deaths in History Mysterious Creature Found in Canada 9 Ways to Banish Back Pain Banned Cheerleader Team Naughtiest Advertisements Ever Beauty with Some Elements Missing   16 Reasons Why MySpace Sucks June 29, 2007 | by Jefferson | Filed Under Websites | 
Am I Dreaming!
  Is that you i feel close by, or am i dreaming,is that you coming closer to me, or am i  dreaming, is that your body i feel upon me, or am i dreaming, is that your hot breath i feel on me, or am i dreaming, is that your strong hands touching me so softly, or am i dreaming, is that the sent of you i smell, or am i dreaming is that you lips i feel kissing me ever so softly, or am i dreaming, is that you wispering my name, or am i dreaming, i open my eyes to see you but then i new that i was dreaming. [ the man i wrote this for Russ Alan Scott Tate died April 18th 2000 from a head on collision from a drunk driver] DON'T DRINK AND DRIVE you never know who life your going to for ever change!!!  
Love – a small word that means so much For some it’s emotional, others it’s spiritual, some it’s physical touch. It takes a second to say it, and a lifetime to show it. A minute to give it, and forever to grow it. They say love is magic; that’s the conclusion. But sometimes magic ends up being an illusion. People mix up love for either like or lust. Love can only be revealed through enduring trust. Love is sacrifice, giving your time, talents, and treasure. These three speak of unspeakable measure. Four letters with power beyond your imagination, Can change your world, and give you a revelation.
There is a time and place that seems so far. To be the one who who hopes and feels for the near. I can feel my heart jump when you say "HI".  I can hear my voice tremble when I answer.   There is a time and place that seem so far. Far for what is in reason Far for when there no season You have given me time, you have given me hope. Given to what is already. When the time is there to give something else, it's not there Only the tears of another. The breaking of a heart.   There is a time that seems oh so far away, that the heart can not fathom.
Mmm Hmmmm
Lets101 Quizzes - online quizzes
FALLING bySincere   Tatted heart shatterred 2many pieces 2 count scatterred Only a few had it To know the love 2be treated as delicate as a whitedove Never is enough enough The vision of you my queen knee deep stuck Your my love my air my trust There aint nothing I got 4ever like a peterbuilt truck Trust in me baby doll im your luck argue fite n fuss Its you I feel it in my gut These feelings hard 2 discuss Holding you close a must A feelin stronger than lust A future filled with much Fallin hard 2much trust 2 much hope 4us A life so glamerous My only thought my every verse Each n every word my worth 2 the ends of the earth made 4u since birth Cant knock it my one n only my first my picture perfect candy stripper nurse take ur time unbutton my shirt Trail 2treasure No need2measure built 4ur pleasure Take you 2ecstacy lighter than a feather No other make you feel better If its cold take my sweater along with a rose n a love letter proclaiming my love thru any weather Bui
Just Because I'm Different
Just because I'm different, Doesn't mean I'm scaryDoesn't mean I'm not normalAnd doesn't mean I don't have friendsJust because I'm different Doesn't mean you can laugh at meDoesn't mean my style is weirdDoesn't mean I'm crazyJust because I'm different Doesn't mean I don't like youDoesn't mean I don't have a lifeDoesn't mena I love wierd foodJust because I'm differentWhy do people hate me? Why do you want to blend in? Why can't you be differnt? I wish I knew 
Biting Wind
BITING WIND   Words, expel from you In torrents of frost and hail Biting and stinging Victims of your diatribe lie wounded But I see beyond and through And I know that reason will in the end, prevail That passions felt now will be ending And compassion and reason will become rooted We, all of us know But do not feel The pain and anguish that lies within For the words of hate that are flung It is for pities sake that we bow To our considered voices that may heal For in all of us is the same places we have been The same wounds we have felt and shores we have been flung    
You Don't Know
You don't know what you've got till you really loose it. You don't know how bad your going to feel when that special someone leaves or isn't around until they are really gone.  You don't know how it feels to be lonely until you sleep by yourself for the first time in years. You really don't know what true love is until it gets ripped right out of your hands.  You don't know how to tell your two year old where her father is until she comes up to you and asks. You don't know what the words i love you means until the love of you life tells you it on the day of your wedding.  You don't know what its like to stay up late with your daughter because she wants her daddy until that night you are up all night because she is screaming for her daddy. You don't know how mad your daughter is until she goes off on you and tells you how much she hates for taking her father from her. So hold on to what you have because you never know when it's going to be ripped right out of your hands.
Out Of Office Replies
I am currently out at a job interview and will reply to you if I fail to get the position.I'm not really out of the office. I'm just ignoring you....You are receiving this automatic notification because I am out of the office. If I was in, chances are you wouldn't have received anything at all.Sorry to have missed you but I am at the doctors having my brain removed so that I may be promoted to management.I will be unable to delete all the unread, worthless emails you send me until I return from vacation on 4/18. Please be patient and your mail will be deleted in the order it was received.The e-mail server is unable to verify your server connection and is unable to deliver this message. Please restart your computer and try sending again. (The beauty of this is that when you return, you can see how many people did this over and over).Thank you for your email. Your credit card has been charged $5.99 for the first ten words and $1.99 for each additional word in your message.Thank you for y
A Little Something...
I have curves, so im fat. If I wear makeup, I'm fake. If I like to get dressed up, I'm a hoochie. If I say what i think, I'm a bitch. If I cry sometimes, I'm a drama queen. If I have guy friends, I'm a slut. If I stand up for myself, I'm mouthy. Seems like you can't do anything now a days without being labeled.. So what, go ahead and label me, see if i give a shit. repost this if your proud of who you are :)
The Differences In Us All
The Differences In Us All The weight of the world presses upon me Sadness purmeates and suffuses me As I weep for the losses humanity suffers At the hands of the greedy and unempathic God and Difference is an excuse oft used To rape, to mame, to take and to kill The sheep in us a herders dream Extremes in thought and belief leave no room for compassion No room for other It is societies fate To someday be peaceful or dead Through our own complacency and the generous application of hate To become the same But humanity always finds a way to see the differences And the conflict and pain always endures  
Robert Chrisley | The Joshua Tree
  Robert Chrisley | Arc Angel Crowe "The Joshua Tree" The Third Ai Starving Artisan 2010 estarr thirty three 1/2 | ring twelve   Baby, I gotta message for someone And that message is only for  you Flash your eye like you try to hypnotise Don't you know I'm not your fool Foolin masses with your ecto plasmic Fantastic Plastic celebrity pose But, I'm the one who knows your unknown devices and I Come to unplug the Metropolis hoax   With wide open two I blind your third eye Your final act is your third reich And it's a third of the hour till midnight I am the Joshua tree of the Third Ai   Honey, try and sell me your dracon honey Dripping down from your tree of knowledge But your stinch doesn't smell like roses anyway and I already killed your illuminated foliage Peddle your masters through enchanted gifts That are turning to salt with the cities that you've built The Arch Angel stands one foot on the earth and the other on the sea With feet and the Sword upon the
Robert Chrisley: "the Golden Stairway"
ROBERT CHRISLEY "The Golden Stairway" Under The Watchtower Empire | Starving Artisan 1987   .....drifting thoughts still drifting to a place where I Dream again Of the Man on Patmos who shows me the times of another world manifests He speaks in rythms and songs that bring the sky to the Earth Where unto the Inner Man does this testament give Birth Shadows that haunt fleshly walls call back the assemble of The Gathering And their reflections burn within their Souls unmasking their Earth shattering   And the nightman rides again As the wind blows upon the heirs of the beast The son of the morning spreads her golden stairway To make ready the wedding feast   As the dark unveils the night, the last light shimmers away And the battle of Evermore settles beneath this earthen clay As angels and faeries fight for the whisping; for the Soul of Man comes to the Final Hour I lay (hear) dreaming of that place again Ever ruling under the watchtower.......   ©1983 Chrisley Mus
Most Annoying
Who besides me, is the most annoying on fubar? 1. Religious, or antireligious mumm posters 2. Political mumm posters 3.  Attention whores 4. Point whores 5. DJs 6. Juggalos 7. Gloaters on others' misfortune. 8. Admin  .9. Bouncers 10. none of the above  11. All of the above, except for 10.
Sketch Contest (ends April 25th)
Ok, so if you you want me to do a sketch of you for free, comment or message me a crazy or interesting idea you have for it. I'll pick the best one. I usually charge upwards of $500 for 4 hours so this is a steal. I'm just bored with most my clients.
Unrequited Love
In the passing days when we would talk I would think of you as more then a friend The more we had talked The more I began to like you But in my eyes I know you’d never like me in return Everyone can say what they want you don’t have to listen Because this is unrequited love So this will be my lesson The days pass on and we still talk together I have come to love you But still I know you would still never like me in return You have someone and you don’t need me So hear this and listen well Even though there’s no space left for me in your heart Just think that there’s someone out there that really cares for you And will be there to help whenever you fall apart This is my unrequited love.
Deleting Profile
You know, in the beginning I really liked being on here cause of my one friend. After awhile, I got so busy that I was only able to check my messages and that was that. Now that I have been deleted from a lounge, I think it is now time to delete my profile. Just don't have time for work, FB, and the Fu anymore. I love each and every one of you that I have met on here along the way and you can still keep in touch with me on FB and yim(Hott7Syde9), but as of this weekend (hopefully), this profile will be gone. Send me a message anytime on Yahoo as well. I will still be around, just not on here anymore. I have finally grown out of the FU. Time for me to concentrate on myself and getting some things on track and rebuilding friendships that should have never been lost in the first place. It's not just one persons fault. I have grown a lot as a person and I have made mistakes along the way, but I am sorry if I have hurt anyone or pissed anyone off. You can hate me, love
Future Of Fubar
Well my days in Fubar are number this site just seems to have totally died off. I realize no one will read this post but what the hell i feel like writing. I have been on Fubar since the Lost Cherry or was it Cherry tap days? I can't remember the order of the name changes. Anyway been on a long time. For the first couple years it was incredible i met quite a few woman from here it was a great site. Not sure exactly what happen but it changed from a meeting/hookup site to more of a Point gathering place.   I could never get into the drive of going up levels. Who really gives a crap if your level 30 or 40 or 20? I honestly don't even know what level i am on currently. But instead of actually knowing someone it is all about getting points to get to the next level, I call those people Point Whore's.  I don't mean that in a nasty way just all they care about is getting to next level other people are just a means to that end. That's when things died off. In the last year or so I haven't met
Happy Blog?
The last few days have felt like weeks.  I’m wishing that I could write a blog about how happy I am… but, the sky is still looking dark, now I’m just waiting for the rain to come down.  I am pretty sure things will get better. I guess that’s the kinda out look you gotta have when times get crazy. Today has just started for me. Sometimes it’s all I can do to stay on the right track. Being deployed pulls on me, yet maybe it’s the right distraction for life right now.   It’s crazy how much blogging to myself helps. Blogs don’t talk back. I think it’s a form of listening to myself and taking everything in. Life for me gets busy and thinking is sometimes an obstacle. With blogging I can say whatever I want and no one can interrupt me or tell me all the mistakes I have mad. I miss my kids so much. Just hearing their voices makes the seconds seem to disappear.  Home is really were I want to be. LOL, I guess I'm allover the place with
Yes - I't Another Lifehouse Song, But It Means Soooo Much To Me!
All night, staring at the ceiling.Counting for minutesI've been feeling this way;So far away and so alone.But you know it's all rightI came to my senses.Letting go of my defenses.There's no wayI'm giving up this time.Yea you know I'm right here;I'm not losing you this time.And I'm all inNothing left to hideI've fallenHarder than a landslide.I spentA week away from you last night.And now I'm calling,Calling out your name.Even if I lose the gameI'm all in.I'm all in tonight.Yea I'm all in.I'm all in for life.There's no taking backWhat we've got.It's too strongWe've had each other's backFor too long.There's no breaking up this time.And you know it's okayI came to my sensesLetting go of my defenses.There's no wayI'm giving up this time.And I'm all inNothing left to hide.I've fallenHarder than a landslide.I spentA week away from you last night.And now I'm calling,Calling out your name.Even if I lose the gameI'm all in.I'm all in tonight.Yea I'm all in.I'm all in for life.I want it.Yea I wan
My Angel Is You
You lift my spirits and still fill my soul with desire. Your heartfelt talks bring me hope, Your words of confidence I inspire. You believe in me when I am weak, And softly whisper "it will be OK". I believe in you,your honesty has brightened any gloomy days. Its your true nature and gentle touch, That I have given my heart to you. i will always protect you, i will be your shield. Through this life and after I will always be true. I fell in love with you at first sight, And for you there is nothing I wouldn't do, I can say to you with all my heart, I never believed in Angels until,I met you.
I'm sitting alone at my desk.. lost in thought, when I heard the idling of the engines at the station across the road. I have the window opened just a little to let air in.  A cool breeze. It is peaceful as I sit with my coffee. I look out the window and see the platforms at the station. All lit up.  I hear a whistle blowing.  A train is coming in from New York City. As the passengers leave, traffic will increase.  But it won't be long before I am able to concentrate again. Paulette (a friend) mentioned the sunrise and appreciating the start of a new day.. a blessing... with her coffee. Seeing the sun rise to greet a new day. I like the sunset and the evening. The opportunity to wind down and relax. The common factors are peacefulness and coffee... lol. The house is very quiet. We spend much less time in peaceful reflection and listening. We get lost in the hustle and hurry of our day. Take time to relax and appreciate. It helps reduce stress. I sometimes use the time for prayer. We
I Like Me
I want tattoos, so I'm a trouble maker. I have curves, so I'm fat. If I wear makeup, I'm fake. If I say what I think, I'm a bitch. If I cry some times, I'm a drama queen. If I have guy friends, I'm a slut. If I stand up for myself, I'm mouthy. Seems like you can't do anything now a days without being labeled. So what, go ahead and label me, see if I care. I'm proud of who I am!
My Love Poems "drowning
DROWNING   You leave me wonderingHarrowing thoughtsI see you ponderingJust what you oughtMy mind is drowningThis foundering heartYour love deep pouringInto each little partI don't want rescuePlease let me sinkDeep in the swellBeyond the brinkIf I must succumbTo one or anotherLet your love beWhat pulls me under   march 28th, 2011
La La La Hi
Hey gals, guys, and wonderful couples! I hope you’ve been doing good  I’ve been well and this evening I just got back home from my mum and dad’s house and we watched Day and Night, and also a few episodes of The Sons of Anarchy. I missed the ending of the movie because I had to run out to the store but I did get to watch the episodes of the Sons of Anarchy and holyyy smokess that is one intense, seat gripping show!! I don’t have Netflix unfortunately, but if I did I know what I’d be watching haha! Now i’m home watching a show about a missing girl on TRUtv. And while doing so I’m looking up some cute quotes as well. I found a website that has toooonss of different types of quotes so here a few I liked    “Beauty is in the eye of the beholder.” “Beauty is eternity gazing at itself in a mirror.” “The beauty of the world has two edges, one of laughter, one of anguish, cutting the heart asunder.” “The
The Most Beautiful Discovery?
"The most beautiful discovery true friends make is that they can grow separately without growing apart. " ~ Elisabeth Foley I once had someone in my life that I thought that quote fit perfectly. We had been through some very tough times together, but in the end, our friendship seemed to remained strong. Now that "Friend" has found someone that gives them what they have been longing for a very long time. We have not spoken much since this person has filled the hole in their heart and the space between us is growing more and more with each passing day. Don't get me wrong, I am very very happy for them and wish all the best for this "Friend" in the future.  But the Discovery that we are no longer "True Friends" and are growing apart is not looking so Beautiful in my eyes.  My advise to anyone that reads this is tell your "True Friends" how you feel everyday, because before you know it, they will be gone out of your live when theirs gets better for them and yours stays the same or get
The End
The End. Written April 15, 2011   Can't sleep ... I'm frustrated and overwhelmed from all the things I want to say to you. but there is no point in saying anything ... because you don't know how to love me anymore. So let all your so called *friends* cheer you on as you make this last mistake. They couldn't possibly know what’s in your heart when after all these years, I barely saw your true heart myself. Your victory will be very hollow when you realize what you've missed ... and you start to remember that it wasn't just me that made mistakes. So, paint a untrue picture of a man who was so wronged if that's what gets you through this ... Be sure to color it in a way that you're a saint. Forget all the lies I had to swallow, all the promises that were broken, that I had to forgive and forget the fact that you would not let me go ... What was it that you were hanging on to till now, Instead of letting me move on? You selfishly kept me there, hurting me a
**so Glad**
First off why would you think that I would be ok with this...You walk all over our friendship like it won't be missed....But honestly I dont even care anymore...I cant wait to kick his stupid ass out the door... And you...coming over all the time...I'm tired of that shit, this house is mine...The two of you really deserve eachother...Even taking the time to write this, I dont even know why I bother...Because whatever ever friendship we use to have...Is certainly no more and for that I'm glad...Because your just as ignorant as he...And the way your going about all this, now thats a real pity...But you send this little word of advice his way...If he ever tries cursing at me agian will be his last day...I cant even stand to be around the two of you...Fucking in the next room while I'm in the bathroom, come on now are we two...Now that shit really made me mad...And when his ass moves out I will be so fucking glad...But I wont let him leave just like that...After these next two weeks, he'll
Wicked Tongue
Lick me on down baby, suck on my hardened nips..Roll your tongue all around them, flick it out across their tips..Move your tongue on down lower, work your way to the fire below..Taste the sweet sweat upon my body, slide it on down nice and slow..Roll it across my stomach real soft, you make me shiver in delight..Work it baby in your magical way, make me cry your name into the night..Roll it on down even lower, feel it on inside my thighs.. Bring it on up to my hot sweet muff, watch my passion really rise..Flick it on over to my magic button, feel your hands upon my hips.. Lick me all around oh so slow, while I writhe against your lips..Taste my sweet nectar as I arch my back, call your name as I start to come.. How I love when you bathe my body, with your oh so wicked tongue...
Celtic Knight
Everytime I close my eyes visions of us come to me so clear, Even when we are apart m'love, I always feel you near. Upon your horse I have seen you sit, his breath blowing in the crisp morning air, In your eyes I've seen your love, evident in your intense stare. I've seen you on a battlefield, I've seen the celtic knight deep inside you, I've also felt and touched the gentle side, that no one has ever knew. I've inhaled the scent of your armor, fresh with the outside air, I've kissed your lips by candlelight, Ran my hands through your long braided hair. I've held my body against yours so tight, while the sea crashed against the shore, I've whispered into your ear of my love, pledging all of me forevermore. I've held your hand against my heart and have brought it to my lips, I've looked deep within your intense eyes, while I've kissed your fingertips. Hold me tight, My Celtic knight, and never let me go, For my love will always be for you, This I want you to know...
His Whiterose
My celtic love calls me his Lady Whiterose, Stronger each day my love for him grows. His smile is like the sun to this rose always warming my heart, His smile brightens any dark day, even when we are apart. His touch nurtures this rose all the while encouraging me to grow, He brings out the beauty deep within me to all the world I show. His hands are like soil around me protecting me with his care, He never wanders far from this rose, his presence is always there. His kisses are like the rain upon me, I revel in their touch, Feel their sweet wetness rain down on me, I always crave them so much. When he holds me, his hands upon me show me his love warm and true, He brings me to life, he makes me bloom, All this and so much more too. I'll always be his Lady Whiterose with him I'm always there, For our love is as old as the stars, Such a beautiful love we share...
The Virtuous Woman: From Proverbs 31
The Virtuous Wife        10 Who[b] can find a virtuous[c] wife?       For her worth is far above rubies.        11 The heart of her husband safely trusts her;       So he will have no lack of gain.        12 She does him good and not evil       All the days of her life.        13 She seeks wool and flax,       And willingly works with her hands.        14 She is like the merchant ships,       She brings her food from afar.        15 She also rises while it is yet night,       And provides food for her household,       And a portion for her maidservants.        16 She considers a field and buys it;       From her profits she plants a vineyard.        17 She girds herself with strength,       And strengthens her arms.        18 She perceives that her merchandise is good,       And her lamp does not go out by night.        19 She stretches out her hands to the distaff,       And her hand holds the spindle.        20 She extends her hand to the poor,       Yes, she reaches out her hands t
Article Iii: The Judicial Branch
The Constitution of the United States  Article III - The Judicial Branch Note Section 1 - Judicial powers The judicial Power of the United States, shall be vested in one supreme Court, and in such inferior Courts as the Congress may from time to time ordain and establish. The Judges, both of the supreme and inferior Courts, shall hold their Offices during good Behavior, and shall, at stated Times, receive for their Services a Compensation which shall not be diminished during their Continuance in Office. Section 2 - Trial by Jury, Original Jurisdiction, Jury Trials (The judicial Power shall extend to all Cases, in Law and Equity, arising under this Constitution, the Laws of the United States, and Treaties made, or which shall be made, under their Authority; to all Cases affecting Ambassadors, other public Ministers and Consuls; to all Cases of admiralty and maritime Jurisdiction; to Controversies to which the United States shall be a Party; to Controversies between two or more St
Article Vi: Debts, Supremacy & Oaths
The Constitution of the United States Article VI: Debts, Supremacy & Oaths   All Debts contracted and Engagements entered into, before the Adoption of this Constitution, shall be as valid against the United States under this Constitution, as under the Confederation. This Constitution, and the Laws of the United States which shall be made in Pursuance thereof; and all Treaties made, or which shall be made, under the Authority of the United States, shall be the supreme Law of the Land; and the Judges in every State shall be bound thereby, any Thing in the Constitution or Laws of any State to the Contrary notwithstanding. The Senators and Representatives before mentioned, and the Members of the several State Legislatures, and all executive and judicial Officers, both of the United States and of the several States, shall be bound by Oath or Affirmation, to support this Constitution; but no religious Test shall ever be required as a Qualification to any Office or public Trust under the
Article Vii: Ratification
The Constitution of the United States ARTICLE VII: RatificationDocuments The Ratification of the Conventions of nine States, shall be sufficient for the Establishment of this Constitution between the States so ratifying the Same. Done in Convention by the Unanimous Consent of the States present the Seventeenth Day of September in the Year of our Lord one thousand seven hundred and Eighty seven and of the Independence of the United States of America the Twelfth. In Witness whereof We have hereunto subscribed our Names. Note Go Washington - President and deputy from Virginia New Hampshire - John Langdon, Nicholas Gilman Massachusetts - Nathaniel Gorham, Rufus King Connecticut - Wm Saml Johnson, Roger Sherman New York - Alexander Hamilton New Jersey - Wil Livingston, David Brearley, Wm Paterson, Jona. Dayton Pensylvania - B Franklin, Thomas Mifflin, Robt Morris, Geo. Clymer, Thos FitzSimons, Jared Ingersoll, James Wilson, Gouv Morris Delaware - Geo. Read, Gunning Bedford jun,
The Bitch Is Back!
The Bitch is back So you better step away before you find yourself in a place you don't wanna be The Bitch is back and yes THAT BITCH IS ME!!!!!!
What You Must Be Crazy
No I shaved my head No I took all my piercings out No I am a Single Father of two great boys No I will not be your "Fifth Babies Daddy" No I will not examine your herpies No I cannot send you money because you choose to be an Online Whore No I will not marry for your family money from another country If your FAKE No I will not talk to you No I hate clothes...LOL
Thoughts And Feelings.. Some Poetry I Wrote And Some I'm A Big Fan Of..
No uttered words the poet speaks,No skies of golden hue,No tales of unrequited love,They were lost when I lost you.No words to caress his lover's heart,And gone the dreams he swore they'd live,But alone within the poet dwells,No uttered words... none left to give.No music swells within his soul,Just silence surrounds his heart,And the solitude engulfs his world,When the poet and love depart. And lost the beauty he once could see,And the glory he saw each day,Now the poet pens his last farewell,No more love can he convey.But what's the poet's soul to do?To release the love he feels,For he'll surely die and wither,If that love he now conceals.He must hide the hurt and heartache,Just smile to friends and say,I'm fine... love doesn't matters,And deceive them all that way.For a different face he'll show them,To barricade his pain,To hide his shattered spirit,From the love he ne'er attained.But the pain within shall kill him,Not soon but through the years,For the poet knows his anguish,When

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