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Volume Li - Numb
I exist... I persist... In becoming motionless. I exist To resist Feelings of pleasure and wickedness. I cancel out the visions of the world Removal of the presence of mankind Enter nothing but black emptiness And return the inner peace I seek to find. Gone are the cries of misery Dead is the laughter of children's play Ceased are the hymns of solace All shall be banished from me today. Creation's footprints Are cast aside Destruction's remnants Now lay astride. I now lay forever numb To all faith and fear As I will now succumb To the namless ones here. I exist... To form a tryst... With unconsciousness as it becomes me. I exist... Do I exist? This concept is foreign to me.

Help, I Need A Copy Of Smart Draw Pro
MY JOB COULD BE A BIT EASYIER IF I HAD SMART DRAW PRO, THIS PROGRAM IS FOR DESIGNING IF ANYONE CAN HELP PLEASE LET ME KNOW THE DETAILS, OR E MAIL ME WITH THE INFO... THANKS TO ALL FRANKIESTAR13@YAHOO.COM THANKS AGAIN MY FUBAR FAMILY FOR ANY HELP YOU CAN GIVE ME .

Lots Of Stuff
1) Who is your Number One Friend On Your List? Glows 2) Who is your Best Friend? Glows 3) Are You Currently Seeing Anyone? Nope 4) Do You plan to see anyone? Someday 5) Whats everyone call you? Darkness 6) Is this a Nickname or Real name? Nickname 7) Do you have any children? Not yet 8) Who is your cell phone provider? Verizon 9) Whats you favorite alcoholic drink? Long Island Iced Tea 10) Whats your favorite non-alcoholic drink? Pepsi 11) Which do you prefer, Yahoo or Windows Live? Yahoo 12) Myspace or Fubar? Fubar 13) Straight, Bisexual, or Queer? Straight 14) What is your favorite genre or music? Metal but someone is swaying me toward top 40. 15) Worst Pet Peeve? being told nevermind 16) Worst Turn On? a woman with long nails 17) X-Box or Playstation 2? X-Box 18) Old School or New School? Old School 19) Army or Marines? Army 20) Chevy or Ford? Chevy 21) MP3 Player or IPod? MP3 Player 22) Do you smoke

Disturbed - Down With The Sickness
(Can you feel that?) (Oh shit) Ooh ah ah ah ah! Ooh ah ah ah ah! Drowning deep in my sea of loathing Broken your servant I kneel (Will you give in to me?) It seems what's left of my human side Is slowly changing ... in me (Will you give in to me?) Looking at my own reflection When suddenly it changes Violently it changes Oh no, There is no turning back now You've woken up the demon ... in me Get up, come on get down with the sickness Get up, come on get down with the sickness Get up, come on get down with the sickness Open up your hate, and let it flow into me Get up, come on get down with the sickness You mother get up Come on get down with the sickness You fucker get up Come on get down with the sickness Madness is the gift, that has been given to me I can see inside you, the sickness is rising Don't try to deny what you feel (Will you give in to me?) It seems that all that was good has died And is decaying in me (Will you give in to me?) It see

Stupid Downstairs Bitch
shes like banging something on the walls and screaming super loud with a bunch of friends she knows i have kids as well i so wanna go beat her ass!!!its 10 at night and she is waking my lil girl and my son cant get to sleep either can i......im super pissed i could just bash her face in with my foot!

We All Need Friends......
Friends are people who care Who don't cry or shout when you ask them to share Who can share fun times without getting mad Who try to comfort you when you're sad Who share secrets and never tell Who make sure you're feeling well Who can have a fun time and share their games Who never let you take the blame Friends are people who you need, Who don't try to make you do something wrong Who will stay friends long Yes, we all need friends.

Meebo.com
I was just told about a cool site where you can add all your messanger I.Ds. And can chat with friends that use yahoo, aol, and msn. They can see your cam too if they used this free service. Check it out. It's meebo.com U better add me though...j/k Cheers! milesofsmiles2008

An Angel Lost Forever
>http://fubar.com/user/812262 GOD HAS TAKEN AN ANGEL BACK Please take a moment of prayer for this user who has passed YOU WILL BE MISSED BY MANY This Bulliten copied and altered by ©§nIpEr ® H@rleyBaby69s SECS SLAVE and posted by REQUEST OF ALLURE I want you to want me - Garbage http://www.fubar.com/bulletins.php?b=2653800235 (repost of original by '©§nIpEr ® PROMOTING MY FRIENDS SHOW THEM LOVE' on '2008-07-17 14:48:22') (repost of original by 'ALLURE♥Wifey2Guppy♥420'sSlave♕MGM's Baddest B!tch♕New Breed Bombers' on '2008-07-17 17:57:47') (repost of

Fireflies
I had a theory months ago I called fireflies. What that means is that like fireflies if you have a light in you it will attract others of the same light. Fireflies use their light to attract mates and others. In my continuing journey I had this thought that if I keep the way I am there will be more of those like me who will find me out some way or another. IT is happening. I keep coming across those on the same journey as me in varying steps. I never take these as coincidence but as a sign. A sign that I am finally on my right path. There has been a special person whose words and insight give me strength at times when I feel faltering. Melissa aka Buddhist Inspirations. There is a reason I found their words. I needed them and wished for them adn there they were. I have come across some people who are friends and do truly care. They aren't always in person but some are. Their emotional support and words are there in strength. I like the me I was supposed to be. Fin

Can't Sell A Dead Man Anything.... Because The Only Thing He Wants [life] Isnt On The Menu.
Is life really over when we die,. or can it just stop.. while You are still living.. can it end.. as you are still breathing.... ??? Would I really want to go back to my teen's and do this all over again..? I want to say yes so badly... I could Acutally finish school ontime, Get my drivers license way before the age of 22, I could have gone a head and worked my ass off at a job while pushing myself through school to get my PHD., Prob woulda ended up fighting with Chris and ending it... Had my own place,. Actually have a Teenage life, and Normal 20's .. living in my own place, Struggling to make it,. going out with friends., Dating one asshole to another,.. Would I actually be happier Had I have gone through all that??? I mean I wouldnt have my boys .. That would totally suck.. But atleast.. When I was ready to have them.. I wouldnt be so crappy at it.... I coulda been a better Mate.,... More willing to just give up having any kind of fun to sit at home every night and watch rer

Barack Obams
The Most Merciful Lord Messiah Barack Obama’s Ten Commandments 1. I am the Messiah, Lord Obama the most merciful. 2. Thou shalt have no Obama before me…or after me. 3. Thou shalt fashion idols of me for your desk or dashboard, but thou shalt fashion no bobble head Obama’s with large ears. Especially thee, Merciful David. 4. Thou shalt not take the name of Messiah Lord Obama in vain. This includes calling me a liberal, or disparaging my great and mysterious work as a “community organizer.” And thou shalt forever eschew the name that must not be spoken: “Hussein.” 5. Thou shalt not publish any graven illustrations, cartoons, or caricatures of Lord Obama in Muslim attire, or thou shalt be smitten. 6. Thou shalt honor Lord Obama with all thine heart, and embrace change and hope, that thy days me be fruitful upon the earth. 7. Honor Lord Obama’s mysterious mother and father. And his grandma, who out of his great mercy was resurrected after Lord Obama cast her u

Sticky Icky
i was working this morning and needed to seal a box, and the guy on the other side of the counter had nicked my tape. disclaimer : i had no coffee this morning. i went over to him and said, "i need about 8 inches", immediately thought about what i SAID, and fell over the counter laughing. hmmmm, must have been thinking about rich... :x

The Real Dark Knight
HEROS.... THEY COME IN ALL SHAPES AND FORMS...(BTW I TYPE IN CAPS...BECAUSE I LIKE TOO). IVE BEEN CALLED A HERO...AND IN HONESTY....IT MAKES ME UNCOMFTABLE. HEROS WERE UN WAVERING...THEY KNEW THERE PLACE AND THEY STAYED THERE... I USED TO SAY "NEVER". "I COULD NEVER DO ...(INSERT HERE)". NOW I SAY..,"IDK UNTIL IM IN THE SITUATION." THATS HONESTY...TRUTH...WHAT HEROS STAND FOR. IM JUST LIKE YOU...STRUGGLING. DEALING WITH THE SAME PLATE OF TEMPTATIONS YOU DO...I FAULTER I HAVE BEFORE. I LOOK TO THE AL MIGHTY...AND TRY TO START FRESH AGAIN. ITS HARD...FORGIVINGING YOURSELF....BUT KNOWING YOU COULD DO IT AGAIN. I LIKE ANTI HEROS...ONES THAT ARE IN THE MIDDLE OF THE DARKNESS....BUT STILL FIGHT, I RESPECT THAT. I DONT JUDGE...IM JUST AS GUILTY. BUT I DO FORGIVE....BECAUSE I WANT TO BE FORGIVEN.

No Words
No Words I hear The words I love you Yet they Are empty There is Only one That you Truly love I am you Flesh and blood That will Never change Yet you Continue to Push me Further and Further away I grew up Without you I dared to Open my Once closely Guarded heart Only to have I crushed Repeatedly By one Who should Protect it The pain I feel In my Heart Can not Be put Into words To know That I am Not one That you Truly love I longed to Know you To be Loved by you Only to find Your love For another Is stronger Then your Love for One who Is your Own Flesh and blood By: Kat 7/16/08

You Know, It's Amazing.
normally my friends are knocking each other down to get into my house. why is it that now that i have the house to myself for a week, none of them is anywhere to be found??? i'm a little bored sitting here in the dark drinking coffee. :( someone come hang out with me.

'world Best Friends Week' Poem
Your Heart is your Love, Your love is Your Family , Your family is your Future , Your future is your Destiny , Your destiny is your Ambition, Your ambition is your Aspiration , Your aspiration is your Motivation , Your motivation is your Belief Your belief is your Peace , Your peace is your Target , Your target is Heaven, Heaven is no fun without FRIENDS!!

Nothing But Trouble
OMG ITS A BIRTHDAY AND She is so close to DISCIPLE Let's help her make her day even more special by making her our next disciple. RATE HER, SPANK HER, BLING HER LETS GET IT DONE ~♥ TROUBLE~ ♥~*~MEMBER OF CLUB UNITED,CLUB F.A.R.,LIFESAVERS@ fubar This pimpout brought to you Liberated Spice Club United Owner* R/L WIFEY 2 Big Jimmy--DSC***Life Saver@ fubar

Second Glance By Jodi Picoult
Second Glance by Jodi Picoult Plot Summary: It is August in Comtosook, Vt., yet suddenly the temperature fluctuates wildly, rose petals mysteriously fall like snow, patches of land are completely frozen and roiling garter snakes cover the ground. Suspense and the supernatural are artfully interwoven in this 10th novel by Picoult (Perfect Match, etc.), in which a man desperately seeks to join his fiancee in death, and a 1930s eugenics project comes back to haunt a small town in Vermont. Ever since his beloved Aimee was killed in a car accident, Ross Wakeman has deliberately put himself at risk, hoping to die. When nothing works, and a job with a paranormal investigator brings him no closer to Aimee, he moves in with his sister, Shelby, in Comtosook. As chance would have it, strange phenomena are plaguing the town, and Ross is drawn into an investigation of a piece of land that local Abenaki Indians claim is an old burial ground. In the process, he meets lovely Lia Beaumont, who has s

The Start Of This Blog
I went to my neurologist to talk about my migraines and the newest medicine he ad me on a couple of weeks back. During the appointment, I mentioned that I am tired all the time. He decided to send me for a sleep study to see if I have sleep apnea. On the 10th, I went to the local sleep center. They hooked me up to all sorts of wires and the like. After a few hours of not being able to sleep (normal for me), they gave me a sleeping pill. When I woke up, the technician monitoring me said they'd send the info to the doctor. She also said to her that it looked like I had moderate to severe sleep apnea. They scheduled me for another appointment for the 27th to find what kind of programming I'll need for a CPAP (a machine that blows air into you to make your body breathe). Well, a few days ago, my doctor's nurse called me up to go over the sleep study. She said that during the night, I had an average of 11 apneas each hour, which is moderate apnea. She then said in the hour

Just A Little Help
OMG what have I done….In a race for the finish and they are catching up Ok made a crazy bet on who levels first with a friend and I can use all the help I can get I just got stuck wearing a dress over this… please help as much as you can STOP BY AND SHOW ME LOTS OF FU LUVIN PWEEEASE* By xxerigonxx at 2008-07-17 Just click on the link below say HI and have some fun

I Hate My Job Day
When you have a 'I Hate My Job' day, [even if retired you have those sometimes] try this: On your way home from work, stop at your pharmacy and go to the thermometer section and purchase a rectal thermometer made by Johnson & Johnson Be very sure you get this brand.. Change into very comfortable clothing and sit in your favorite chair. Open the package and remove the thermometer. Now, carefully place it on a table or a surface so that it will not become chipped or broken. Now the fun part begins. Take out the literature from the box and read it carefully. You will notice that in small print there is a statement: 'Every Rectal Thermometer made by Johnson & Johnson is personally tested and then sanitized. ' Now, close your eyes and repeat out loud five times,'I am so glad I do not work in the thermometer quality control department at Johnson & Johnson.' -----------------------------------------------------------------------

Buzzard, Bat, & Bumblebee....and Then People
>>THE BUZZARD: >>If you put a buzzard in a pen that is 6 feet by 8 feet and is entirely >>open at the top, the bird, in spite of its ability to fly, will be an >>absolute prisoner. The reason is that a buzzard always begins a flight >>from the ground with a run of 10 to 12 feet. Without space to run, as >>is its habit, it will not even attempt to fly, but will remain a >>prisoner for life in a small jail with no top. >> >>THE BAT: >>The ordinary bat that flies around at night, a remarkable nimble >>creature in the air, cannot take off from a level place. If it is >>placed on the floor or flat ground, all it can do is shuffle about >>helplessly and, no doubt, painfully, until it reaches some slight >>elevation from which it can throw itself into the air. Then, at once, >>it takes off like a flash. >> >>THE BUMBLEBEE: >>A bumblebee, if dropped into an open tumbler, will be there until it >>dies, unless it is taken out. It neve

Hello
hi to all here in fubar thaks all of you for welcome me im very happy to hear all of you and thaks for all your comments and all for very nice to me and i hope if i would be able to know how to operate here maybe i could reply you all and thanks very much,,if you want to ask me or say something you can please my in my addy,,cutiecapri89@yahoo.com and also hotmail..hope to hear you there...thanks capri89

Demographics Of American Newspapers:
Here's how to keep all that political "news" in perspective... Demographics of American Newspapers: 1. The Wall Street Journal is read by the people who run the country 2. The Washington Post is read by people who think they run the country. 3. The New York Times is read by people who think they should run the country and who are very good at crossword puzzles 4. USA Today is read by people who think they ought to run the country but don't really understand The New York Times. They do, however, like their statistics shown in pie charts. 5. The Los Angeles Times is read by people who wouldn't mind running the country -- if they could find the time -- and if they didn't have to leave Southern California to do it. 6. The Boston Globe is read by people whose parents used to run the country and did a poor job of it, thank you very much. 7. The New York Daily News is read by people who aren't too sure who's running the country and don't really care as lon

Something That Makes Me Giggle
Lyrics: I was so lonely on my own Then you came in my life Asking to be my wife I didn't answer when you propo-oo-wosed Instead I started to cry And now you're asking me why Well since you asked me to share I think that it's only fair That I tell you how I'm feeling right now When you're here The blood vessels in my head start to pound When you're here It's hard for me to keep my dinner down When you're here The clothes you choose to wear That are too tight for your huge behind Make me wish I were blind Can't stand you I've never been this nauseous before I keep a baggie in case I happen to see your face And the stench you left is stuck in my flo-oo-wore In case you didn't know Perfume won't cover B.O. When you walk away The whole house begins to shake Can you see how much you disgust me now-ow-how-oo wow-ow When you're here I fantasize I'm in another place When you're here Like hurtling towards the sun in outer space When you're here the thought

Trifflin Friends
Hey people it was 5:21a.m. and here i am gettin up to start my day and I get A phone call and it’s from a friend of mine tellin me that he jus want’s to know if I care about him talkin to my X..Lol,Lol..Hummm let me think.. Here is the probablem wit this picture , why in the hell would u call ya boy at 5:am jus to ask this unless u feelin guilty?Me being the person I am ofcoarse I say "yes I would be upset cause we R workin things out"(not)but jus to get a response...hahahaha...(ima ass i know)."UUUUUHHHHHH " is wat he says of coarse "you are" yea that told me but the worst part was when he tells me oh thats why I asked cause I seen her last night and we had fun at the club so I was thinkin on askin her out but I respect U to much(DAMN that jus told on urself dumb ass).My question to him is if U respect me to much why call me at 5:am "cause I couldn’t sleep"he says...aaahhhh bullshit!!!! Here is the problem people and im jus bored and catchin up on some work but if ur going t

Believe
The faces all around me they don't smile they just crack Waiting for our ship to come but our ships not coming back We do have time like pennies in a jar What are we saving for [x2] There's a smell of stale feeling that's drinking from my skins The drinking never stops because the drink off all our sins We sit and throw our roots into the floor What are we waiting for [x2] [chorus] So give me something to believe Cause I am living just to breathe And I need something more To keep on breathing for So give me something to believe Something's always coming you can hear it in the ground It swells into the air With the rising Rising sound And never comes but shakes the boards and rattles all the doors What are we waiting for [x2] [chorus] So give me something to believe Cause I am living just to breath And I need something more To keep on breathing for So give me something to believe I am hiding from some beast But the beast was always here Watching wit

Notorious
You know it's insane. I learned today that I will be in a situation tomorrow where I have to be the peace keeper as certain debates ensue. My problem is that I'm notorious for being violent when I'm provoked to anger. What I lack in height (I'm a bitty at 5'1") I make up for in anger. My sister isn't all that calm either. What she makes up for in height (she's a monster at 6'1") she lacks in patience. We're going to get in trouble tomorrow. If we end up in jail, bail us out? ♥

History Of Me
THE BEGINNING 1) Raised in: Yonkers, NY 2) Your name? Lisa Lawrence (Davidson is my maiden nam. I kept my married name tho I'm divorced) 3) Birth date? 12/29/1978 4) Siblings: 4 BROTHERS AND 4 SISTERS 5) Oldest of them all? MY SISTER Christine 6) Hair color: red blond 7) Hair length: shoulder length 8) First school: catholic school in the Bronx 9) Eye color: Brown 10) Shoe size: 9 11) Mood: SAD 12) College: University of Phoenix 13) Height: 5' 6 14) Lefty/Righty: RightY LOVE LIFE 1) Do you remember your first real relationship? OF COURSE 2) Do you believe in love? SURE DO... 3) Shortest relationship? A month 4) Have you ever been heartbroken? YUP 5) Are you loving someone now? YES 6) Have you ever fallen for a friend? YEP. 7) Are you afraid of commitment? NOPE 8) Do you believe in love at first sight? YES THIS OR THAT: 1) Love or Money? LOVE 2) Coffe

Warpoet-teaser Two
Sitting on the edge of the bed, Tyburcio Warpoet now Consort to the Clan Mistress Lady Dragò nervously yet throughly studied the room dimly lit by the fire place with his eyes. The thoughts of what was to happen ran wild and free throughout his mind. Pulling off the near impossible was easy for the young Warrior, but women of all creatures were out of his league. 'What did Master Townderman mean when said that there are somethings that a male just can't teach a male? Is he trying to tell me that I am going to have to do this unprepared?' Still wearing his black ceremonial buttoned tunic and trousers, Tyburcio strained to look around as the fabric clung to his frame and restricted his movement. Decorated with tapestries of the formation of the Shadow Clan and epic battles with rival clans, portraits of Clan Mistresses before Lady Dragò lined the western wall, and a portrait of the Clan's Matron deity Scathach hung over the fire place. While along the eastern wall a desk was situated

Help Him Disciple Before His 2nd Anniversary On Fubar!!!
HAVE YOU MET HIM YET????????? 'T' 114,621 Points to go! THIS AMAZING GUY, HAS ALWAYS BEEN A WONDERFUL FRIEND AND GREAT SUPPORTER TO ME AND OTHERS. HE'S GONE OUT OF HIS WAY, TOO MANY TIMES, TO HELP PEOPLE IN EVERY WAY HE CAN... PLEASE STOP BY HIS PAGE FAN, RATE, AND ADD HIM,AND WHILE YOU'RE THERE HELP OUT BY RATING SOME OF HIS PIX & STASH TO HELP HIM DISCIPLE BEFORE HIS 2ND ANNIVERSARY ON FUBAR......... With Much Luv: ψDark Dreamψ Taken By [†]♫EDlokiEN™[†] & 'T'@ fubar Boulevard of Broken Dreams - Green Day

Poetry
Heavy-hearted on this first-day of my sorrow. White lilies surround me in an otherwise empty room. I am awaiting my love, an empty prayer. Torturing myself by chasing dreams. My burden of sorrow forever rests on my shoulders for you shall never return. My sadness shall remain evermore. My heavy-hearted first-day of sorrow. This day my love, please come to me. In this room, I’ll be waiting, waiting with flowers and coffin. The spring has brought blossoms to the trees that guide my path, a path that leads me back to you. Opened, will be my eyes so that they may see you once again. Do not be afraid to gaze into my eyes, my love. This is my last day of sorrow. Like the leaves in autumn, everything around me is dying and falling to the ground. I hear her in the wind, weeping sorrowful tears. My heart, my love, unlike the spring, she will never return. I weep and struggle to cope in vain for she suffered. Uncharitable malevolence and greedy the people,…people are sinners. She is gone, my lo

Life Patterns
"Be the change you want to be in the world." Mahatma Gandhi The Northwest is the place of the patterns of our life experience, karma and dharma, sacred images, and rules and laws. The Law of Cycles and the seasons, Grandmother Earth's patterns of form, sit here as well. In many respects, the Northwest is the most exacting and difficult position to hold on the medicine wheel, because here we must constantly look at ourselves to determine if we are measuring up to the contracts that we have established with Life and Self in our Book of Life. It is important to remember that we each wrote our own Book of Life before we stepped onto the Earth plane in this incarnation, and that we can rewrite it whenever we choose to do so. Our Sacred Image is the representation of the fully developed expression of our "true nature spirit personality." It is constantly with us to remind us of who we truly are, urging us to take control of our life and make the ultimate stretch for excel

St. Francis Of Assisi- Morning Prayer
Most high, all-powerful, all good, Lord! All praise is yours, all glory, all honor And all blessing. To you alone, Most High, do they belong. No mortal lips are worthy To pronounce your name. All praise be yours, my Lord, through all that you have made, And first my lord Brother Sun, Who brings the day; and light you give to us through him. How beautiful is he, how radiant in all his splendor! Of you, Most High, he bears the likeness. All praise be yours, my Lord, through Sister Moon and Stars; In the heavens you have made them, bright And precious and fair. All praise be yours, my Lord, through Brothers Wind and Air, And fair and stormy, all the weather's moods, By which you cherish all that you have made. All praise be yours, my Lord, through Sister Water, So useful, lowly, precious, and pure. All praise be yours, my Lord, through Brother Fire, Through whom you brighten up the night. How beautiful he is, how gayl Full of power and strength. All pra

The Ultimate Experience
Low moans, like the wind, circle above in the thick air. Lips, feeling of down feathers, brush along form lines in the dark. Breath, tepid and sweet, create stirs in low lying valleys. Eyes closed, visualize the scene, in flashes of delicate gasps. Touches slowly dragged against soft, buttery flesh. Whispers of words cause tingles to heighten and descend. Tastes of salt cover silky entrances into the soul. Aromas of want and lust fill deep, immeasurable caverns. Bodies intertwined, resemble vines mounting a delicate lattice. Senses amplify along a path of abandonment. Appetites for passion increase, crushing silence and discretion. Steady rthym and intensity generate explosive undulations. -Nancy (10/06)

Won Ton Pies Also (empaquitos)
This is not exactly a recipe it's more of a technique I made little won ton pies. I used equal parts vegetable oil and peanut oil for frying. I just eyeballed it. I used one piece of apple in each wonton from canned apple pie filling using a spoon so that I got some of the sweet pie filling, I closed them off by wetting the edges, then fried them up over a hot flame. I sprinkled sugar and cinnamon over them while they were just out of the pan and tossed them to coat in a large bowl. and added more as I finished more and tossed again until finally I had the one large bowl of won ton pies. They could then be transferred to a serving dish. They would be really great dipped in a sweet yogurt type sauce or sour cream sauce with honey or something like that! this is something I think we might even have to have at the retreat. It's so good! Note: I have also made this by taking a flour tortilla and a knife, cut the tortilla to make the largest square you can from

Survey
You opened this, so you have to do it, or you will have bad luck for two weeks! What age will you have sex? Put a x in every box that applies to you. [x] You know how to make a pot of coffee [x] You keep track of dates using a calendar [] You own more than one credit card [x] You know how to change the oil in a car [x]You've done your own laundry [] You vote in every election [x] You can cook for yourself [ ] You think politics are exciting TOTAL SO FAR: 5 [x ] You show up for school late alot [ x] You always carry a pen in your bag/purse/pocket [ ] You've never gotten a detention []You have forgotten your own birthday at least once [x] You like to take walks by yourself [] you know what credibility means, without looking it up [x] You drink caffeine at least once a week TOTAL SO FAR: 9 [x] You know how to do the dishes [] You can count to 10 in another language [x] When you say you're going to do something you do it [x] You can mow

Occasionaly A Narcissist
You Are Occasionally a Narcissist While you have healthy self esteem, you're really not that full of yourself. Compared to most people, you're quite humble! Though occasionally, you can't help and reflect on how great you are. There's nothing wrong with being proud of yourself - as long as you don't let it go to your head! Are You a Narcissist?

What Are Words?
What are words "True Love" Said the Poet's heart to his pen. "Lines and shapes" Said the Poet's pen to his page. "letters and words" Said the page to Her eyes. Come closer... Let me whisper in your ear... "True Love" Said the Poet's heart to his mouth. "Motion and vibrations" Said the Poet's mouth to the air. "sounds and words" Said the air to Her ear. Come closer... Let me hold you in my arms... "True Love" Said the Poet's heart to His. And though neither spoke a word... "True Love" Replied His heart to Hers.

Complete Failure
So my younger brother, who's 20, is now engaged. I believe I'm a complete failure. My longest relationship was a year and a half... And I didn't even know I was the other man. I'm just disappointed in myself, and no, it's not jealousy. Still trying to figure out what I'm doing wrong.

Turistas
Plot Summary: American college student Alex, his younger teenage sister Bea along with their close friend Amy (Beau Garrett) are backpacking through Brazil. They meet up with similar companions: wild and crazy British mates Finn and Liam, together with Australian traveler Pru, on a cross country bus. They barely survive after it crashes off a cliff. Further mishaps occur due to becoming stranded on a beach by so-called "friendly locals", some of whom have deprived them of all their possessions! Searching for any sympathetic police, they meet familiar face Kiko, who offers to lead them to sanctuary that being a house deep in the jungle. But upon finally reaching this supposed safe haven Amy soon vanishes, and it is only then that they discover (way too late) that their "saviors" offering them shelter are operators of a black market specializing in running human organs, who are seeking unwilling foreign donors (foreign tourist) to benefit their unfortunate countrymen. In their captors' e

Kicking & Screaming
Plot Summary: Phil Weston (Will Ferrell) has been unathletic his entire life. In college he failed at every sport that he tried out for. It looks like his 10-year old son, Sam (Dylan McLaughlin), is following in his footsteps. Sam is riding the bench on the best soccer team in the league, which just happens to be coached by Phil's father, Buck (Robert Duvall). Buck has been competitive his whole life and winning is everything to him. Buck trades Sam to the last place Tigers team. The coach of the Tigers quits, and Phil becomes the new coach, even though he has never coached in his life. Phil gets a neighbor, Mike Ditka of the Chicago Bears, to help him coach. Mike recruits two Italian soccer kids to the Tigers. The Tigers start winning, and they get to play in the championship game against Buck's team. My Comments: I am not a Will Ferrell fan at all. Luckily I didn't hate him in this movie. Had a few funny parts but it was really predictable. Rating: 3/10

Jennifer Aniston Wants To Pullute The Air With Song
Jennifer Aniston has said that she's quit smoking. She hasn't done it for her health or for the sake of our ailing planet, no, she's quitting smoking so that she can sing in a god-awful musical: Jennifer Aniston has given up smoking, because she wants to preserve her voice to sing in a musical. The former Friends star has been inspired by fellow actresses Reese Witherspoon and Nicole Kidman, who surprised film fans with their vocal ability in Walk the Line and Moulin Rouge, respectively. She says, ""I have quit the cigs so that I can get my voice in shape."" She probably figures that since she can only do one character and all her movies suck, she may as well try to jazz it up with a change of genre. It may work for her, and it should provide hilarious fodder to mock her with for years to come.

New Story Added To The Subject!!!
I met a woman online and she had a guy propose to her and before thay got married he cheated on her. What the fuck is up with that???? That just proves that there is another male out there that is an asshole! Especially if he proposes to her and then ditches her! That is so fucked up! Pardon my language!

The Band That Draws The Most Wrath From Me
if there is one band on this planet that makes my blood boil with how incredibly bad they are it would have to be Nickelback. sorry....i FUCKING HATE THEM!!!! how can i band LITERALLY write the same song for 5 albums in a row and still sell millions of records?!?!?! seriously every song has the same notes, chords, chord changes...it's fucking more simple than most punk songs. and what the fuck does their singer have to whine and bitch about still? he's a fucking millionare for christs fucking sake.....you have nothing to bitch about you fuck nut who is in their 30's singing lyrics that sound like they were written by a 12 year old jr. high school girl!!!! i know i'm not the only one. surely there are other people out there that would rather have major dental surgery than listen to Nickelcock.

Stuff White People Like. . .
White people love rules. It explains why so they get upset when people cut in line, why they tip so religiously and why they become lawyers. But without a doubt, the rule system that white people love the most is grammar. It is in their blood not only to use perfect grammar but also to spend significant portions of time pointing out the errors of others. When asking someone about their biggest annoyances in life, you might expect responses like “hunger,” “being poor,” or “getting shot.” If you ask a white person, the most common response will likely be “people who use ‘their’ when they mean ‘there.’ Maybe comma splices, I’m not sure but it’s definitely one of the two.” If you wish to gain the respect of a white person, it’s probably a good idea that you find an obscure and debated grammar rule such as the “Oxford Comma” and take a firm stance on what you believe is correct. This is seen as more productive and forward thinking than simply stating your anger at the improper use of

Auction Album Open For Bidding
IF CLICKING ON BULLETIN DOESN'T WORK PLEASE CLICK LINK BELOW TO GET TO THE AUCTION ALBUM http://fubar.com/myimages.php?albumid=1133724 THIS AUCTION BROUGHT TO YOU BY JADE ~*JÁÐÊ*~ØWÑÊR & DJ @ §WÊÊTWÁTÊR§ *~@ fubar IF CLICKING ON BULLETIN DOESN'T WORK PLEASE CLICK LINK BELOW TO GET TO THE AUCTION ALBUM http://fubar.com/myimages.php?albumid=1133724

Meeting Transcript ( Must Read From Bottom To Top)
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Grrrrrrrrr...........
well, my computer was taking forever to load stuff up, and i hardly ever got a complete image loaded when visiting sites, or trying to rate some pics around FUBAR...so i decided i was gonna reformat and that would take care of it...well, it usually does...anyhoo...i reformatted and i cannot even connect to get my windows updates, nor my virus updates. so...i get on the phone with my internet provider, and 5 phone calls later i finally get this nice tech that does what he is suppose to do...even though all my lights are on and solid on my modem...the cable company is not getting a signal or any communication from my modem. he even checks the past few weeks of communication, and tells me that my moden has been dropping the signal more and more frequently....so a tech is coming out this afternoon and hopefully i will be back up to par with my internet stuff... i hope so anyways, i had 3 classes that began today, and if i don't get back up to par, i am just going to have to drop them

Tune In Tuesday Night And Rock Out With Ge Omega!
PEOPLE, tuning in is easy! There are many ways and they are all listed here. Just click HERE and your music player will open or a WINDOW WILL POP UP ASKING YOU WHAT PROGRAM YOU WANT TO USE. CHOOSE WHATEVER IS LISTED THERE, such as Winamp, Windows Media Player, iTunes, RealPlayer, Nero, or whatever other player you use for music files.Click above for the Darkside Radio homepage.Once on that page, TO TUNE IN SCROLL DOWN AND CLICK THE SKELETONS. 7.29.08Be Sure To Tune In !!!Rock out with Lord Genocyde:7:00 p.m. Central TimeClick above to DOWNLOAD THE DARKSIDE RADIO TOOLBAR which will make it EVEN EASIER to access the Darkside Radio stream.Brought to you also by:The Lady Misty Genocyde. Welcome to the softer side of insanity...Tuesday nights are shows dedicated to new bands' premiere songs and the infamous Millennium Omega segments hosted by Lady Misty! Tonight we premier... some old stuff we haven't heard in a while. o.O Our Omega segment will be guest-hosted by Chris C. of Annandale on

Waiting.
In silence I wait, For my love to arrive. When he does not show, I let out a long sigh. How does pain last? When your left all alone. And the last touch was had, Through the lines of the phone. Can I tell you I love you? And I miss you always. Until our time comes at last, I will be counting the days. You are far away, Yet I feel you here now. Telling me you love me, Without so much as a sound. So I wait for you my love, As long as it takes. For I know when I see you, You will mend the heartache.

Submission
I kneel, supplicant before you my will offered up in quiet acquiescence awaiting your approval or reproach the fine line between pleasure and pain becomes ever sweeter with your control with every touch, kiss, word smoldering desires awakened i quiver captured by heat and hunger bend me to your will My Lord show me what you most desire my purpose but to serve through your domination i find myself You, the master of many my only.

Pleas Pass This On
WHATS THIS WORLD COMING TO???? On the upper east side a youth complains to his nany he doesnt want chicken for dinner .On the lower south side a small child clinges to his mothers leg wandering what and when hes gonna get to eat again. on one side of town a lady complains to her husband that her $1000.oo dollar bed is to hard and she cant get settled into it .on the other side of town a 18 year old young lady lays 9 months pregnant in a cardboard box under a bridge wandering if any one will hear her crys when her baby comes she there do to the curelties of the world. In the dead of winter a family goes to buy boots jackes and gloves for the children while in the ally behind the store a young man stands with tatered jeans a tore shirt and digs in the dumpster hopeing he can find somthing to keep him warm as he sleeps on the park bench tonight . In a town in florida a group provides a hot meal for the people who have fell victam the hand that life has delt

Phone Banking On Wednesday!
i'm trying to get out as many people as possible for a phone banking event at the butler county democratic headquarters (633 high street, hamilton ohio 45011) for senator obama's campaign. it will be a blast. and i'm asking nicely :)

Why Do People Think They Can Get Away With Bullsh**t?
RIP FAMOUS BIITCH OK SO MAYBE SOME OF YOU HEARD THAT FAMOUS BIITCH DIED TWO DAYS AGO. MANY PEOPLE WERE SAD AND THOUGHT SHE WAS DEAD. WELL LADIES AND GENTLEMAN SHES ALIVE! YES FAMOUS BIITCH NEVER DIED IT WAS ALL A HUGE LIE SHE MADE UP. EARLIER TODAY SOMEONE FOUND OUT THIS WAS JUST ONE OF HER LIES. HERES THE STORY 2 days ago all of famous biitch's friends received text msgs from "her sister" saying that she had died earlier that morning. And today "her sister" spilled the beans. Now if she comes back to fubar ill gladly post her link on a block and tell this story again.

Quickie Before Bed
And you thought it was something sexual.. Shame on you!! LMAO -Mander Doo What is your -MIDDLE- Name? - Elizabeth How old do you feel? - Most days, about 30. Where would you like to live? - On a farm. Cats or Dogs? - I prefer cats, but I'll die a little inside the day something happens to my Booger Butt. Vacation Atmosphere? - Sunny, about 68-70 degrees, plenty of water, and an endless supply of alcohol. Baths or Showers? - Depends on my mood and how much time I have. What is the sickest thing youve ever found in your food? - A band-aid with a bloody fingernail stuck to it. Ew. What movie moment really makes you squirm? - Well, there are several types of squirming. Queasy squirming is when I watch Devil's Rejects. Sweet and "awww" squirming is A Cinderella Story (God help me) and The Notebook. On the edge of my seat, rooting for the good guy squirming would have to be all 4 of the Die Hard movies (I LOVE Bruce Willis) Describe your mother. -

In The End
I waited so long, To see your face, I yurned so long, To feel your embrace, I hurt so much, When you told me the truth, That in the end, I don't have you. Just because I said yes, Doesn't mean I'm, Happy with this, But in the end, I'd rather be miserable, And with you, Than not have you at all. When I sleep at night, I see your face, When I breath in, I think of you, When I get in my car, I wanna drive to you, But in the end, I can't have you. Just because I said yes, Doesn't mean I'm, Happy with this, But in the end, I'd rather be miserable, And with you, Than not have you at all.

Does This Happen To You??
Dont you just love it when people say they will show the love in return when you go help them level!! and you dont even get a thank you or even rates back are people really that selfish or just dont give a shit about helping out others!! so please if you ask for help and say that you will show the love in return at least send a gift or a bling or even rates or even a fumail to just to say thank you for the rates!! at least that is what i do!!but dont say i will return the luv and then you dont even do it!!

Magic Seal #5
I swear I'm going to scream. I had Death beat. In fact I beat Death at least 5 times, but because I kept fucking up drawing the magic seal he killed me. 3 times. Sometimes I hate life. p.s. before you think I'm off my rocker, I'm talking about Castlevania: Dawn of Sorrow lol

Why Does It Always April Rain
Why does it always rain when I cry? The blossoms turn pink in april bringing color to the dull life of winter April showers bring May flowers they say The lighting comes down from the sky when it feels the tention in the air the Rain washes away all the sins Every Thursday the Earth knows I dont want to go The winds race to pick me up and bring me some other place Why does it rain on the month I was cursed Why dont the sins wash away with the April Rain? I look around and something is missing, but I had to do the right thing otherwise nobody will learn A crash of lighting pounds the ground shaking the earth shaking my heart Shaking my head back to where it should be I will not reenter that place Why does it always April Rain?

Poetry
What is a girl suppose to do when the world comes crashing down what is a girl suppose to do when her childhood is standing her right in the face again When all of the forces ban against her at once trying to drag her down into the hole that she took so long to crawl out of People dont seem to give a shit about their actions or the consiquences trying to undo 15 years overnight not very possible standing strong against one obsticle after another smashing them out of her way like glass made out of sugar I can remember all of the memories inside my head I can remember every stabbing pain that went through my every being will it last for eternity? Nobody was ever there for me It is because of my own will that I am where I am today Everybody said that I would amount to no better then what I came from Isn't that what the books say?.....that the way you are raised is the way you will always be..... But if you look deeper the book also says tha

Uncle Larry
The word leukemia has become a word my family knows all to well. Several years after my aunt got married did we all learn that her new husband was diagnosed with leukemia. By this time we had all came to know and love him very much especially me. For years after that we have been lucky when he would go to the doctors. We had a couple years of him being in remission. Our lucky ran out about two years ago. They found some spots on his lungs and it was cancer. Just so you can an idea of how much of a favorite I am to him. When I had my surgery he was in the hospital in Memphis. We didn’t tell him what was going on. If we had he would have left the hospital to come to where I was. Needless to say he was very angry with my aunt when he found out. That was in 2005, now back to present day. He has since then gotten brain cancer. He has completely gone down hill the past months. He has never missed one of my birthday parties until this year. He wasn’t able to make it. It’s har

The George Bush Presidential Library
Ya gotta love this one! The GEORGE W. BUSH PRESIDENTIAL LIBRARY is now in the planning stages; the Library will include: The Weapons of Mass Destruction Room, which no one has yet been able to find. The Hurricane Katrina Room, which is still under construction. The Alberto Gonzales Room, where you won't be able to remember anything. The Texas Air National Guard Room, where you don't even have to show up. The Walter Reed Hospital Room, where they don't let you in. The Guantanamo Bay Room, where they don't let you out. The National Debt Room, which is huge and has no ceiling. The Tax Cut Room, with entry restricted only to the wealthy. The Airport Men's Room, where you can meet some of your favorite Republican Senators. The Economy Room, which is in the toilet. The Iraq War Room -- after you complete your first tour, they make you to go back for a second, third, fourth, and sometimes fifth tour. The Dick Cheney Room, in the famous undiscl

Please Pray For Miss Crys
Your prayers are needed for one of the nicest young ladies on fubar...whether you know her or not, I am asking you to offer up prayers for Crystal, our "MissCrys". All that I know is that she had surgery and went into a coma on Sunday night...I will update when I know more! Prayer is power, and she is in need of your prayers now.... This is a link to her profile, in case you would like to send some love her way....she deserves it! Miss Crys~Shadow Levelers~@ fubar (repost of original by 'Thunder&Lightning Levelers-formerly Club Mystic' on '2008-07-30 23:01:50')

All The Games You Play
All the games you play I won't take the blame I gave you trust You spit it out and call my name I'm taking back what's left from all these Selfish things you say And I won't waste another day With all the games you play All the games you play And I'm so scared of all the ways You take my confidence away With all the games you play All the selfish games you play I'm alone again Sure feels good to be home As I walk away I know you'll feel the pain I'm taking back what's left from all these Selfish things you say And I won't waste another day With all the games you play All the games you play And I'm so scared of all the ways You take my confidence away With all the games you play All the selfish games you play I don't know why And I don't know how I let you control my inner self As cold as you are I'm counting the scars They're proving to me just who you are Now I know why now I know how I'm better off without the Selfish things you say An

Scarred
*shakes head* my poor sister. I was talking to her a few hours ago on the phone. She was telling me how I am the one person she can say with all honesty has scarred her for life worse than anyone else. I asked her why. She goes, "I was clicking on your albums leaving you picture comments. I clicked on one I shouldn't have and then BAM! I froze and started hitting backspace. NEVER bam me again damn it!" I laughed really hard. She went into the family only folder. Oops...hahahahahahaha!!!!!

How I Like My Kisses ~very Cool~
Good Kiss Survey 1. Short Kiss or Long Kiss Long Kiss 2. First kiss or goodbye kiss Both 3. Eyes open or closed while kissing Closed 4. Biting Yes 5. In public Yes 6. Breathe with your nose or mouth Nose 7. With or without tounge With 8. Is wetter, better No 9. Where Do your hands go On their back 10. The best non-lip kiss Eskimo Kiss Fun quizzes, surveys & blog quizzes by

Turn Up The Heat-jessica Conant-park
Turn Up the Heat by Jessica Conant-Park and Susan Conant Plot Summary: Murder's on the menu at Simmer, a popular Boston restaurant, in the third saucy cozy to feature gourmet girl Chloe Parker from daughter-and-mother writing team Conant-Park and Conant (after 2007's Simmer Down). When Leandra, a Simmer server, turns up strangled with her own apron strings in a seafood delivery truck belonging to Owen, the fiancé of Chloe's best friend, Adrianna, there are plenty of suspects. Most of the restaurant's staff appear to have despised the petite blonde, who happened to be the girlfriend of Simmer's owner, but did they hate Leandra enough to kill her? Chloe discovers Owen's been lying to Adrianna about something important, and Simmer employees and some of their significant others have a penchant for stealing. The snooping foodie dives deeper into danger as she decides to check out that delivery truck one more time. The authors serve up another delectable dish of detection. My comments:

Hurt
i trusted him so much...and then when i needed himthe most he is gone. and all i get is a message- he found someone else. im so happy for him. even though it feels like i am ripping my heart out. i wonder why i continue to trust ppl? why cant i just stop? all they do is hurt me...and then they say i wont hurt you! but they turn around and stab a knife deep in your back.

My Two Newest Owners :)
GO SHOW THESE TWO TRULY WONDERFUL PEOPLE SOME LOVE THEY WON ME IN AUCTION AND ARE THE BEST OWNERS/STALKERS YOU COULD ASK FOR ~ red wing hunny ~fu owner of Scarlett~member of the friendship circle~@ fubar +MRMostunderated+THE FREELANCE BOMBER*THE Thing of the **JUSTICE LEAGUE** AND **SHADOW LEVELERS**@ fubar SO GO HEAP SOME FU LOVIN ON EM THANKS! Scarlett{ShadowLeveler}~R/L Owned by Mark~FuOwner/Owned by MrMostunderated+Fuowned by Red Wing Hunny@ fubar

Excerps From David Mccullough's Writings!
History teaches, reinforces what we believe in, what we stand for, and what we ought to be willing to stand up for. History is or should be the bedrock of patriotism, not the chest-pounding kind of patriotism but the real thing, love of country. We are living now in an era of momentous change, of huge transitions in all aspects of life here, nationwide, worldwide and this creates great pressures and tensions. But history shows that times of change are the times when we are most likely to learn. This nation was founded on change. We should embrace the possibilities in these exciting times and hold to a steady course, because we have a sense of navigation, a sense of what we've been through in times past and who we are.

Love Bites
If you've got love in your sights Watch out, love bites When you make love, do you look in the mirror? Who do you think of, does he look like me? Do you tell lies and say that it's forever? Do you think twice, or just touch 'n' see? Ooh babe ooh yeah When you're alone, do you let go? Are you wild 'n' willin' or is it just for show? Ooh c'mon I don't wanna touch you too much baby 'Cos making love to you might drive me crazy I know you think that love is the way you make it So I don't wanna be there when you decide to break it No! Love bites, love bleeds It's bringin' me to my knees Love lives, love dies It's no surprise Love begs, love pleads It's what I need When I'm with you are you somewhere else? Am I gettin' thru or do you please yourself? When you wake up will you walk out? It can't be love if you throw it about Ooh babe I don't wanna touch you too much baby 'Cos making love to you might drive me crazy Repeat Chorus [guitar solo] Ooh

Chinese Ghost Festival Aka Zhōngyuánjié
The Ghost Festival (simplified Chinese: 中元节; traditional Chinese: 中元節; pinyin: zhōngyuánjié) is a traditional Chinese festival and holiday, which is celebrated by Chinese in many countries. In the Chinese calendar (a lunisolar calendar), the Ghost Festival is on the 15th night of the seventh lunar month. In Chinese tradition, the thirteenth day of the seventh month in the lunar calendar is called Ghost Day and the seventh month in general is regarded as the Ghost Month (鬼月), in which ghosts and spirits, including those of the deceased ancestors, come out from the lower realm. During the Qingming Festival the living descendants pay homage to their ancestors and on Ghost Day, the deceased visit the living. On the thirteenth day the three realms of Heaven, Hell and the realm of the living are open and both Taoists and Buddhists would perform rituals to transmute and absolve the sufferings of the deceased. Intrinsic to the

A Moment In Life
I would accept just one hour In your arms than none at all I would accept just one kiss If that is all you could give I would accept a fleeting moment and cherish it forever more an hour, a kiss, a moment with you for these, I would give MY life

...the Right To Sit In A Desk @ School ?
Back in September of 2005, on the first day of school, Martha Cothren, a social studies school teacher at Robinson High School in Little Rock , did something not to be forgotten. On the first day of school, with the permission of the school superintendent, the principal and the building supervisor, she removed all of the desks out of her classroom. When the first period kids entered the room they discovered that there were no desks. Looking around, confused, they asked, 'Ms. Cothren, where're our desks?' She replied , 'You can't have a desk until you tell me what you have done to earn the right to sit at a desk. They thought, 'Well, maybe it's our grades.' 'No,' she said. 'Maybe it's our behavior.' She told them, ' No, it's not even your behavior. And so, they came and went, the first period, second period, third period. Still no desks in the classroom. By early afternoon television news crews had started gathering in Ms. Cothren's classroom to report about this cr

~my Eyes~
There was a blind girl who hated herself because she was blind. She hated everyone, except her loving boyfriend. He was always there for her. She told her boyfriend, 'If I could only see the world, I will marry you.' One day, someone donated a pair of eyes to her. When the bandages came off, she was able to see everything, including her boyfriend. He asked her,'Now that you can see the world, will you marry me?' The girl looked at her boyfriend and saw that he was blind. The sight of his closed eyelids shocked her. She hadn't expected that. The thought of looking at them the rest of her life led her to refuse to marry him. Her boyfriend left in tears and days later wrote a note to her saying: 'Take good care of your eyes, my dear, for before they were yours, they were mine.' This is how the human brain often works when our status changes. Only a very few remember what life was like

Florida
Just wanted to send a HUG out to all my friends and family. Will be on here and there during the next 8 days but in between all of that Ill be basking in the sun in beautiful Florida. Y'all take care.... LL... and remember I love you!! xoxoxoxo C~

Im Leaving
NOT THAT ANY ONE REALY GIVE A CRAP BUT IM LEAVEING THIS ISTE I WILL LEAVE THIS MESSEGE FOR 24 HOURS SO YOU CAN ROMVE ME FROM YOUR LIST AND MAKE ROOM FOR OTHERS IT BEEN FUN BUT ITS TIME TO GO TY FOR THE LAUGHS

Everything
No matter what I'm feeling when we are apart always seems to fade away every time you start to look deep into my eyes or gently kiss my lips. there's no place I'd rather be than in your big, strong arms and there's that I'd rather do than spend my time with you. when I'm with you i forget the world, forget everything else exists and all i know is you and i and i simply crave your touch. everything about you and everything in all you do makes me weak at the knees and makes it harder to breathe. there's nothing about you that doesn't drive me crazy but i wouldn't have it any other way cuz you're the only one i want to take my breath away. in everything you do, and everything you are is everything i need and all that i need to be the girl that's in your arms

I Love You Just The Way You Are
I WILL REPOST THIS BECAUSE I AGREE WITH IT. NOT ALL GUYS FORGET HOW TO TREAT A WOMAN. SOME OF US WORK OUR ASS OFF TO TREAT WOMEN MORE SPECIAL THAN THEY EVER THOUGHT POSSIBLE. AND THEY WALK AWAY FOR THE GUY THAT TREATS THEM LIKE SHIT BECAUSE HE LOOKS COOL. IF YOU EVER WONDER WHY THERE ARE NO NICE GUYS LEFT, LOOK BACK IN YOUR PAST AND THINK ABOUT ALL THE ONES YOU RAN AWAY FROM. BEFORE YOU CRITICIZE MEN FOR ACTING THE WAY THEY DO, MAYBE YOU SHOULD THINK ABOUT WHY I'm sorry if i'm not pretty enough to be "Your girl" I'm sorry that I don't want to have sex every minute of the day. I'm sorry that I'm not a playboy bunny so I can act like a pornstar for you. I'm sorry if I don't have a dream body that turns you on. I'm sorry if I won't drop down to my knees to get you to like me. I'm sorry if my hair isn't long enough. I'm sorry if I'm not the "hottest" girl you've ever seen. I'm sorry if loving you isn't enough. I'm sorry if being yo

Hair
I do so love your hair. I love the way it sways and bends like swells on the ocean Trailing down your back Available For me To wrap it Twice around my arm To pull you up short. I love the way I control your every movement With just a wave of my hand On a whim On your knees Saying Please With eyes that tease No reprieve from me. I love the way the the back of your throat Protests the invasion of My Cock Enough to make your Eyes shut and your Mouth open wide and your Saliva drip from My balls. I love that plaintive little whine When you call for my Cum on your Tongue and in your Mouth beginning to Dribble down your Chin to your Breast. Yes, I love your hair.

Dylons Diva Mafia Lounge
We are working very hard to reconstruct our Lounge. We now have music in their. If you all know any DJ's or know how to DJ and are interested in being a Dj for our Lounge please contact Dylon. Here is the link to our lounge. Lets get the party started. http://fubar.com/new_lounge.php?w=1&lid=52916

Come Own Me...starts Monday
CLICK ON THIS LITTLE PIC TO GO BID SO FAR THE DIRRTY GIRL DIRRTY STYLE AUCTION IS A HIT! 24 HOURS AND ALREADY 9 ENTRIES! I WILL BE OPENING THE FOLDER ON MONDAY SO YOU HAVE UNTIL SUNDAY NIGHT TO GET YOUR ENTRY FEE'S AND OFFERS TO ME SO I CAN MAKE YOUR TAG FOR MONDAY MORNING. REMEMBER IT'S 25K TO ENTER AND BIDDING WILL START AT 50K. HERE ARE THE ENTRIES SO FAR! I'VE GOT QUITE THE LIST OF HOTTIES SO COME AND JOIN THEM OR SAVE UP TO GET YOUR BIDS IN ON THEM **JASON** **XMASBABY73** **UNBREAKABLE** **SEX & CANDY**

A Letter To My Daughter....
how fun to have a daughter. i never thought i would enjoy mothering a female SO much. the prospect, before she was conceived up until the day she was born, seemed very daunting and mostly a large pain in the ass. "i've always related better to boys!", i said. "most females make me want to choke them!", i would growl. "women are so clueless and catty.", i groused. well, all of this is still true, but now i have a female compatriot. i can raise her up with the proper perspective*s*. i will actually give this to her someday. my sweet girl, just a few things for you to hold close and keep in mind. 1) you are not in competition with all other females, so don't go behaving as if you are, 2) you CAN just be friends with a man without bumping nasties...he may very well be fantasizing about that, but as long as you are aware of that fact and don't know for sure if he is or not, who cares?, 3) wear a dress if you WANT to, 4) a quick run to the 7-11 DOES NOT, i repeat, DOES

Are You Democrat,republican Or Red Neck
ARE YOU DEMOCRAT, REPUBLICAN OR REDNECK? Here is a little test that will help you decide You're walking down a deserted street with your wife and two small children. Suddenly, an Islamic terrorist with a huge knife comes around the corner, locks eyes with you, screams obscenities, praises Allah, raises the knife, and charges at you. You are carrying a Glock cal 40, and you are an expert shot. You have mere seconds before he reaches you and your family. What do you do? ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Democrat's Answer Well, that's not enough information to answer the question! Does the man look poor! Or oppressed? Have I ever done anything to him that would inspire him to attack? Could we run away? What does my wife think? What about the kids? Could I possibly swing the gun like a club and knock the knife out of his hand? What does the law say about this situation? Does the Glock have ap

Love Iz A Farce
farce - a comedy written for the stage or film which aims to entertain the audience by means of unlikely, extravagant, and improbable situations, disguise and mistaken identity, verbal humour of varying degrees of sophistication, which may include sexual innuendo and word play, and a fast-paced plot whose speed usually increases, culminating in an ending which often involves an elaborate chase scene. Farce is also characterized by physical humour, the use of deliberate absurdity or nonsense, and broadly stylized performances. LOVE IZ A FARCE

Fubar
So really out of the 13 Family and 63 friends and 85 Fans.....only 2 of you have replied to the status message...i would have thought that i could manage to have 10 people with enough interest in me to respond ...there have been 2 and i thank them for doing so...i will be editing my family,friends and fans and my page in general if not take it down all together....thanks for everything all of you.

I Found This Entertaining
someone i know on fubar told me that speaking with someone via webcam leaves you open(cyber cheating)but then i thought...wtf does it do being on fubar...considering everyone on here wants to jump your bones...hmmm food for thought i found somewhat entertaining

Coconut Shrimp
INGREDIENTS 1 egg 1/2 cup all-purpose flour 2/3 cup beer 1 1/2 teaspoons baking powder 1/4 cup all-purpose flour 2 cups flaked coconut 24 shrimp 3 cups oil for frying DIRECTIONS 1. In medium bowl, combine egg, 1/2 cup flour, beer and baking powder. Place 1/4 cup flour and coconut in two separate bowls. 2. Hold shrimp by tail, and dredge in flour, shaking off excess flour. Dip in egg/beer batter; allow excess to drip off. Roll shrimp in coconut, and place on a baking sheet lined with wax paper. Refrigerate for 30 minutes. Meanwhile, heat oil to 350 degrees F (175 degrees C) in a deep-fryer. 3. Fry shrimp in batches: cook, turning once, for 2 to 3 minutes, or until golden brown. Using tongs, remove shrimp to paper towels to drain. Serve warm with your favorite dipping sauce.

Montaigne
Michel De Montaigne “Children should carefully be instructed to abhor vices for their own contexture; and the natural deformity of those vices ought so to be represented to them, that they may not only avoid them in their actions, but especially so to abominate them in their hearts, that the very thought , should be hateful to them, with what mask soever they may be disguised. “I do believe, that no so absurd or ridiculous fancy can enter into human imagination, that does not meet with some example of public practice, and that , consequently, our reason does not ground and back up. Such people as have been bred up to liberty, and subject to no other dominion but the authority of their own will, look upon all other form of government as monstrous and contrary to nature. Those who are inured to monarchy do the same; and what opportunity soever fortune presents them with to change, even then, when with the greatest difficulties they have disengaged themselves from one master

Disclaimer, And A Word To Some People I Don't Like Very Much.
It should be duly noted that not all works on this blog are of a consistency that I would like to maintain. It is also the truth that while I was writing I was learning, and therefore there are a lot of issues, and Problems with some of the earlier writings. Mostly academic based issues. Therefore it is expressly my intention to make all such readers aware that I was in certain not entirely off base. I posted these for the enjoyment of some of my close friends, and for no other reason. A word of caution though is that you must be aware that some topics are dealt with albeit controversially. If you do not in fact like what you have read, constructive critiques are something that would be appreciated, but name calling, and direct insults will not be answered, and could be reported if they are threatening enough. I doubt anyone will be that bad. Again I want to say that this blog really is a spectrum, and that unfortunately some of my most recent, most informed, and most educ

I Still Love Him
Ok I was with this really sweet guy who loved me with all his heart and did everything to rove it to me and I had a bit of weakness a month before we were to be married and dumed him for no reason because my ex who had abused me in the past told me he loved me and promised change. A week later I caught him with a cute younger blonde and it broke my heart. I shouldn't have left my fiancee and I regret it so I tried to get him to see that I still loved him and that I wanted to be with him. I finally got him to agree to meet me and to talk and I made some excuse to send the night at a hotel with him and even went as far as paying for it and I was up all night begging and crying because I wanted one more chance and he told me he can't trust me and that I broke his heart. I understand what I did was very wrong but I want so bad to make it u to him. He won't return my calls or answer my calls and I think he blocked me from his messenger and e-mail so out of desperation I filed a Protect

Pbr This Weekend
The Professional Bull Riders, Inc. (PBR) heats up the Pacific Northwest with the third stop of the PBR Team Shootout on Saturday, August 9 at 7 p.m. The two-man-team competition featuring the top 20 bull riders in the world will ride into the Molalla Buckeroo Grounds in Molalla, Ore. The action from Molalla will air on ESPN2 on Saturday, August 23 at 3 p.m. EST. Fans will have the opportunity to see bull riding legends like hometown favorite Ross Coleman (Molalla, Ore.); two-time and reigning PBR World Champion Justin McBride (Elk City, Okla.); 2002 PBR World Champion Ednei Caminhas (Presidente Alves, SP, Brazil); 2001 PBR Rookie of the Year Luke Snyder (Raymore, Mo.); and fan favorites Matt Bohon (Cole Camp, Mo.), L.J. Jenkins (Texico, N.M.), and Sean Willingham (Summerville, Ga.). Tickets can be purchased in advance for $16 or at the gate for $25. They can also be ordered online at www.rosscoleman.com or by phone at (503) 759-2855. Due to injuries, four teams have been refor

Running (in)to Old Friends.
"you smell really great....kind of like flowers and bad judgment." smiling, without baring teeth. it would have been a remarkably toe-curling line had it not been so familiar. i believe it was the second thing i ever said to him when we met. only i used the word 'musk' instead of 'flowers'. he's always said he likes the random things that come falling out of my mouth.

Are You From Louisiana?
You know you're from Louisiana when... -Your sunglasses fog up when you step outside, even in December. -You reinforce your attic to store Mardi Gras beads -You don't look twice when you see pink flamingos in yards of nice subdivisions during Mardi Gras. -You save newspapers, not for recycling but for tablecloths at crawfish boils. -Your ancestors are buried above the ground . -You drink Community Coffee, have tried Starbucks, but don't see what all the fuss is about. -You take a bite of five-alarm chili and reach for the Tabasco . -Every once in a while, you have waterfront property . -You sit down to eat boiled crawfish and your host says, 'Don't eat the dead ones,' and you know what he means. -You don't learn until high school that Mardi Gras is not a national holiday. -You push little old ladies out of the way to catch Mardi Gras beads. -Little old ladies push YOU out of the way to catch Mardi Gras beads . -You believe that p

Dennisc214
Ok everyone this is dennishe's a big time point whorelolbut he always returns the luvthat is given to him he's tryin to reach fulordand still needs over 100k pointsPlz help him out as much as you canI appreciate it, and so would heP.S. If you a girl and think he's sexy let him know loldennisc214@ fubar

Dysfunctional Vacation...
As I sit here procrastinating the preparations of my journey, I inevidibly revert to the thoughts of my previous week and revel in the fact that my departure is a much needed escape from my day to day existence. Just yesturday my husband and I fought. We are volitile fighters and the aftermath of our battles most certainly always leaves me feeling empty. I just feel drained. Emotionally, physically, you name it, exhausted. What a great way for a send off...huh? Yeah, that's what I said when he apologized to me this afternoon. Accustomed to his words, I simply nodded and oblidged his comentary, ordinary as it was. He just doesn't "get it"! I'm so tired of reitterating my stance that I only accept that this is what my life has to offer for the moment. I emphatically stress the word "moment"! He knows it just as well as I do at this time. We've been through the same fight over and over again, only now, I'm done. If things don't change for the better for us they most

Wonder
Sometimes u have to wonder about ur friends, wonder who's really ur friend and who isnt, who lies to u and who doesnt, who cares for u and who dont, who turns their back on u and who wont. Who's selfish and who cares, who's never around and who's always there, who listens to ur problems and who shrudges, who can forgive and who holds grudges, who lies to be that decieving and who's honest enough to believing. I never turn my back on my friends and I am always there to listen, sometimes I dont get the same back, sometimes I get lied to and sometimes I get told things for spite, sometimes answers are said not to be honest but to cover tracks and sometimes forever doesnt always mean that. So tell me, do u really want that as a friend? I dont...

Vote For Me Please!
Hi honey's, Well I've signed up for my first "contest" here on Fubar. I am trying to be "Queen of th Dragon's Lair" Please check out Black Dragon God's homepage, go to pics and click on my picture to vote for me! Bomb the pic as much as you want, it will help me win!! If you have any more questions about the contest just drop me a line OK? Here is the Link : http://www.fubar.com/photo.php?u=1152725&albumid=1144372&i=288901163 Thanks sooooooooo much for all your help!! And remember, comment, rate, etc on my pic for the "Queen of the Dragon's Lair" contest, do it as much and as often as u like!! *Bites & Kisses* ~ENVY~

Lovely Week
Sick, Dumped, Sick Sick, Gullbladder ,sick, might have to drop out of school...WOOOO doesnt that suck....and the fact is that I might not be wanted by anyone anymore In all this the one thing that always makes me cry is how much i want my mother

One Step Up
One Step Up by Bruce Springsteen Woke up this morning the house was cold. Checked the furnace she wasn't burnin'. Went out and hopped in my old Ford, hit the engine buddy she ain't turnin'. Been giving each other some hard lessons lately But we ain't learnin' We're the same sad story, it's a fact One step up and two steps back. Bird on a wire outside my motel room, But he ain't singin'. Girl in white outside a church in June, But the church bells they ain't ringin'. I'm sittin' here in this bar tonight, But all i'm thinkin, Is i'm the same old story, same old act; One step up and two steps back. Its the same thing night on night. Who's wrong baby who's right? Another fight and i slam the door on another battle in our dirty little war. When I look at myself i don't see the man I wanted to be. Somewhere along the line i slipped off track. One

Tunnel Of Love
Tunnel of Love By Bruce Springsteen Fat man sittin' on a little stool, Takes the money from my hand while his eyes take a walk all over you. Hands me two tickets, smiles and whispers "good luck". Well, cuddle up angel, cuddle up my little dove. We'll ride now baby, into this tunnel of love. Well I can feel the soft silk, of your blouse. And mmn, those soft thrills in our little fun house. When the lights go out it's just the three of us. You, me and all that stuff we're so scared of. Gotta ride down baby, into this tunnel of love. Well there's crazy mirrors, Showin' us both in 5-d Im laughin' at you, you're laughin at me. There's a room of shadows that, gets so dark brothers; its easy for two people to lose each other... in this tunnel of love. Well it ought to be easy, ought to be simple enough; Man meets woman and they fall in lo

Waitin On A Sunny Day (for Lisa)
It's Rainin But there aint a cloud in the sky Must have been a tear from your eye. Everything will be okay It's funni, i thought I felt a sweet summer breeze. Must have been you sighing so deep Dont worry we're gonna find a way Im waitin Waitin on a sunny day. Gonna chase the clouds away Waitin on a sunny day Without you im workin with the rain pourin down Im half a party in a one dog town I need you to chase the blues away. Without you im a drummer that cant keep a beat An ice cream truck on a deserted street i hope that your comin to stay. And Im waitin Waitin on a sunny day. Gonna chase the clouds away Waitin on a sunny day Hard times baby well they come to us all. Sure as the ticking of the clock on the wall. Sure as the turning of night into day. Your smile girl, it brings the mornin light to my eyes, lifts away the blues when i rise. I hope that your comin to stay. Im waitin Waitin on a sunny day. Gonna chase th

Fettucini Romano Ala Fratelli
1 Tablespoon Olive oil 3 Cloves garlic, crushed 1/2 Cup White wine 3/4 Cup Half−and−half 1 Cup Romano cheese, grated 1 pound dry spinach fettucini, Cooked Chopped parsley for garnish Add the olive oil to a hot 10" pan. Add the garlic, and saute over high heat for about 1 minute. Add the wine and simmer for about 2 minutes. Add the half−and−half, and allow the sauce to come back to the simmer. Add the Romano cheese, and stir until smooth, about 2 minutes. To serve: Add the pasta to the pan and toss until coated. Portion onto two plates, and garnish with some chopped parsley.

Meatballs (polpette Alla Casalinga)
2 slices Italian bread, torn into small pieces 1/2 Cup milk 2 Tblsp. finely chopped fresh Italian parsley 2 cloves finely chopped garlic 1 teaspoon salt 1 egg lightly beaten 1 pound beef chuck, ground twice 6 Tblsp. freshly grated Romano cheese 1 Tblsp. olive oil 1/4 teaspoon garlic salt Freshly ground black pepper 1 Tblsp. oregano Soak the pieces of bread in 1/2 cup milk for 5 minutes, then squeeze them dry an discard the milk. In a large mixing bowl, combine the soaked bread, then beaten egg, beef and sausage with the remaining ingredients. Knead the mixture vigorously with both hands or beat with a wooden spoon until all ingredients are well blended and the mixture is smooth and fluffy. Shape the mixture into small balls about 1/1/2 inches in diameter. Lay the meatballs out in one layer on a flat tray or baking sheet, cover them with plastic wrap and chill for at least 1 hour. Heat 1/4 cup of olive or vegetable oil in a heated, heavy 10−12 inch skillet until

Manicotti
1 lb. ricotta cheese 1 1/2 lbs. mozzarella cheese (grated), divided 1/4 cup romano cheese (grated) Salt and pepper 1/4 cup provolone cheese (grated) Parsley (chopped) 3 eggs 2−3 cups tomato sauce Combine all ingredients together, except tomato sauce. Mix well. (Use 1 lb. mozzarella cheese) Spread some tomato sauce on the bottom of a baking pan. Stuff manicotti shells and place in pan. Spread more tomato sauce in between each layer and on the top, followed by 1/2 lb. of just mozzarella cheese. Bake at 350 degrees F for 3/4 hour. Then, broil for 2−3 minutes to brown top.

Gnocchi Alla Giordano
2 pounds Baking potatoes 1 cup All−purpose flour 1 Whole egg plus 1 Egg yolk, lightly beaten 2 tablespoons Unsalted butter, softened 1 teaspoon Salt Freshly grated Parmesan cheese Tomato sauce Boil the potatoes in their jackets, drain, peel and put through a ricer or food mill. While the potatoes are still warm, blend in the flour, add the egg, egg yolk, butter and salt. Place the potato mixture on a floured board and knead lightly; the dough will be soft. Roll the dough in 1" thick sticks about 10" long. Cut each roll into 3/4" pieces. Rub each pieces of dough lightly over the coarse side of a cheese grater. In a large pot of boiling salted water, cook the gnocchi until they rise to the top of the water. Using a slotted spoon, remove the gnocchi to a warm bowl. Sprinkle with Parmesan cheese, top with tomato sauce and serve at once.

Book Of Dreams-bruce Springsteen
Im standin in the backyard listenin' to the party inside. Tonight im drinkin in the forgiveness this life provides. The scars we carry remain but the pain slips away it seems. Oh wont you baby be in my book of dreams Im watchin you through the window with your girlfriends from back home. Your showin off your dress there's laughter and a toast. From your daddy to the prettiest bride he's ever seen. Oh wont you baby be in my book of dreams. In the darkness my fingers slip across your skinI feel your sweet reply The room fades away and suddenly Im way up high Yeah just holdin you to me as through the window the moonlight streams Oh wont you baby be in my book of dreams. Now the ritual begins beneath wedding garland we meet as strangers Now the dance floor is alive with Beauty, mystery and danger. We dance out 'neath the stars ancient light into the darkening trees. Oh wont you baby be in my book of dreams.

I Need You In My Life
You walked into my life captivating my heart, at first I didn't know and didn't care who you were but now I don't know who I am without you in my life, Why do I adore you? Every time I think about you I am reminded of the reasons why I love you. From the depth of my heart and soul I wonder what I would do without you. Without your healing smile, your word of trust or the gentle and sensitive way you touch me lifting me just when I need it most without you what would I have? What would I do?... I can't imagine living in this world when someone doesn't love me the way you do. You're the only one who understood me and accepted me for who I am. Your love has been and always will be life's greatest gift to me. I need you in my life.

A Slip Of The Tongue
A Slip of the Tongue Syllables creep out before I catch them in my throat In an instant of passion, A rush of energy, a flash of emotion All to be strangled by three little words Will he say it back? Will he leave me here choking on the aftertaste? Moments of passion are often the truest ones The ones where nothing is held back and all of our hidden desires come to light Only to leave us with a sense of panic we said too much Heart moving faster than head, Matter over mind With a simple slip of the tongue...

Computer Diagnosis
One day Bill complained to his friend that his elbow really hurt. His friend suggested that he go to a computer at the drug store that can diagnose anything quicker and cheaper than a doctor. ''Simply put in a sample of your urine and the computer will diagnose your problem and tell you what you can do about it. It only costs $10." Bill figured he had nothing to lose, so he filled a jar with a urine sample and went to the drug store. Finding the computer, he poured in the sample and deposited the $10. The computer started making some noise and various lights started flashing. After a brief pause out popped a small slip of paper on which was printed: "You have tennis elbow. Soak your arm in warm water. Avoid heavy lifting. It will be better in two weeks." Later that evening while thinking how amazing this new technology was and how it would change medical science forever, he began to wonder if this machine could be fooled. He mixed together some tap water, a stool sample from his

Help Knidred_spirit
HELP KINDRED_SPIRIT GODFATHER ********** Kindred_spirit needs help to get to godfather, This awesome man is always there to help others in anyway he can, So come on lets return the love and get him to where he wants to be. He is 1,701,099 to Godfather! ~*K¡ŋÐ®έÐ_§p¡®¡†™*~@ fubar Pimp out Bully Brought to You By Summer~Owner~Of~The~Insane~Levelers~Brit~Bomber~4~Sarge's~Badgirls~ Fu~Owned~By~Wombling~Tracy@ fubar

#9 Down....
well, I have had 9 radiation treatments.....and it is catching up to me. I am feeling blah these days. My right breast feels like it is sunburned and it is tender. Lately I am more tired than usual and I find myself snapping at the least little things around here (home). So for that reason I try to keep to myself. Luckily the kids will go back to school next week so that helps out a lot. I will have a few hours by myself to rest and relax.....I need all rest I can get. Please feel free to buzz me in the SB and if I am online I will chat...I miss chatting with my friends. I know you all understand though. You are a great group of friends....I wouldn't trade any of you!!!!!!! ~~smooches~~

Vacation
im going away in september, but i am still tryign to figure out where to go... any body got any sugestions? cheapish suggestions?? i was gonna go to vegas but when i go to vegas i spend a lot of money lol.... so i am trying to think of alternate vacation spots.. so please lemme know your thoughts. so far i looked up, new orleans, nashville, orlando, chicago, myrtle beach, virginia beach, las vegas.... miami, san francisco, la, seattle, and atlanta lol... my first choice is new orleans, its cheap and sounds fun and i've never been... but what do you guys think???

Three Wishe's
IF I HAD THREE WISHE'S I WOULD WISH TO TRADE LIVES WITH A PERSON SO LUCKY A WOMEN IN YOUR WIFE. JUST TO HAVE ONE DAY OF WAKING UP BESIDE YOU. LOOKING INTO THOSE SEXY EYES,TASTING YOUR MORNING LIPS. TO MAKE SLOW LOVE TO YOU. TILL WE COLLAPES INTO EACH OTHERS ARMS I WANT TO WATCH YOU SHOWER AND HELP WITH THE HARD TO REACH AREA'S (WINK WINK) I WILL MAKE YOUR BREAKFAST AND SEND YOU TO WORK WITH A KISS AND SMILE. I WOULD LOVE NOTHING MORE THAN TO BE THAT PERSON YOU COME HOME TO AFTER WORK TO GREET WITH A HUG. WE CAN TALK OVER DINNER...ENJOY DESERT MUCH MUCH LATER (SMILE) I WANT NOTHING MORE THAN TO APPRECIATE THE BEAUTIFUL,KIND,CARING,GENTAL,HONEST,LOYAL,AND LOVING MAN YOU ARE. I WOULD LOVE THE CHANCE TO SHOW YOU WHAT YOU DESERVE AND ENJOY WHAT SHE HAS IF I HAD THREE WISHE'S. I WOULD GIVE AWAY YWO , BECAUSE THE ONLY THING I WANT IN THIS WORLD, IS ONE CHANCE WITH YOU!

Another Day In The Blog Books Folks...
Okie dokie...lmao.... Where to start...where to end...lets do the good news eh? Well...Mexican Restaurant for the date on Saturday. :) I am excited. I really hope this works out. Man if it does...I would be living comfy. Found out on his myspace profile AND from what he has told me, he is making 65K to 70K a year. Can we say DAMN??? The guy would be perfect. He is between 30-45 (he is 36), he is at or over 6ft tall (6ft 4in to be exact), goatee and bald (well...somewhat of shaved head), good job, great in bed (aka my "acrobatic lover"...one minute your on your back next your on top with your back facing him and you wonder how the hell did this happen!?!?!? LMAO and he lasts for hours), stable and SINGLE...HOLLA! LMAO Well he is divorced. He does have 1 son. Now the only shit I would have to deal with is my family. LMAO And I thought about it last nite...and really...I am the black sheep of the family anyway so...fuk them. HAHAHA! :P I am gonna make ME happy. Then I sta

4 Things
Four jobs I have had in my life 1. Dishwasher 2. Carpet installer 3. Carnie 4. Grocery Store Clerk Four movies I would watch over and over: 1. Boondock Saints 2. Lord Of The Rings 3. Nightmare on Elm Street (3) 4. The Wall Four places I have lived: 1. Aurora, CO 2. Cleveland, OH 3. St. Paul, MN 4. St. Louis, MO Four TV shows that I watch: 1. Dexter 2. CSI 3. Cold CAse Files 4. House Four places I have been: 1. Winchester, VA 2. Chicago, IL 3. Tampa, FL 4. Cleveland, OH Four people who email me (regularly): 1. Your Mom 2. Your Dad 3. Your Dads BF 4. Your Dads BF's Tranny Lover Four of my favorite foods: 1. Pizza 2. Cheeseburgers 3. Sushi 4. Shrimp Four places I would rather be right now: 1. Dead 2. Sleeping 3. Driving somewhere exciting 4. Here Four people I think will respond: 1. 2. 3. 4. I dunno Four things I am looking forward to this year: 1. Mov

Bling
If you get me an Olympic Torch bling I will bling you back, I have 12 creds left and I really want the torch! I can only afford to give a torch back, so if you get me a gold medal I can't give a medal in return. :)

Contemplation
She stands before the scales of justice, contemplating contemplation. They seem askew, off kilter. Scoffs, ‘as is the justice system.’ It’s in her mind, in her blood, in her heart, in her soul. Always the dream of dreams, the hope of hopes, the future she set aside for herself. Success. Something she knows, feels, believes she’s great at. Justice, truth. However, the scales don’t lie. They’re crooked. Crooked systems – corrupted by money, death, politics. The crookedness of it makes her ill, headaches, stress. The thoughts of never making a difference, not putting a dent in the mountain of filth. Can’t clean it up, won’t even try anymore. She has an abundance of knowledge without an outlet. Fears if she doesn’t use it, she’ll lose it. But has no where else to go with it. She’s excited for a friend, taking a similar path. Excites her scenes for it again. Wets her whistle. Gets her mojo flowing again. But the fear, the nerves, the uncertainty clouds her ambition. She’s not afraid of cha

Gov. Charlie Crist: Fay Threatens The State Of Florida With A Major Disaster
Gov. Charlie Crist: Fay threatens the state of Florida with a major disaster By Ken Kaye | South Florida Sun-Sentinel 8:30 PM EDT, August 16, 2008 Its projected path has shifted left and right. Its winds have weakened and strengthened. Tropical Storm Fay certainly has been fickle. Yet specialists at the National Hurricane Center on Saturday were gaining confidence the system will hit Florida's west coast as a minimal Category 1 hurricane on Tuesday - and put the Keys under the gun along the way. The reason: computer models are coming into agreement, said Dave Roberts, a Navy meteorologist assigned to the hurricane center. "The track could shift," he said. "But there is consensus in the models." Tropical Storm Fay Updated: 8 p.m. EDT Location: 19.3 N, 75.8 W Moving: W at 14 mph Wind: 45 mph Pressure: 1005 mb (29.67 in) Fay tracking links: • 5-day forecast map • Computer model map •

Test Bulletin
You all mean a great deal to me and many hear on Fubar do not realize how real I am about what I believe in, which is "People". We are important to society and it's balance. If no one bought food;clothes;soap;gas;minutes for their phone;bottled water;vitamins they all maybe necessary for living but companies could not move forward with out our financial support. You ask what does this have in common with the subject on this bulletin, we need one another in one way or another, support should be instinct not optional as a friend. People like changing rules where they are allowed to, that is why people flock to social sites for freedom of expression or a plat form to preach their message, if you do preach a message do not forget those in your life that influenced you and help mold you in to the person you see in the mirror everyday. Thank you for your support You mean more than you know. Peek-A-Boo@ fubar MtnDweller - Main Fubar Squeeze to Karliegrl@ fubar a href

Just One Rate Please
Please.. just one rate. Don't make me beg :)The one with the most rates gets a blingpack.. you don't have to bid on me if you don't want. Just rate the pic! PLEASE!!!!! :) Click on the pic and place a bid. Don't make me beg lol. While you are there leave lots of love for Imagine.. :)

Fuck It
Bout to throw my fuckin phone in the middle of the street... Why is it that you break of from a man, n they turn it around like "O i must of been horrible," or "you been planning this"...ya know what? Dat what got u into it...being little Neapolitan syndrome, insecure havin ass. Been three weeks since i broke it off wit da man, n dude STILL on my nuts. Every god damn day, stupid shit! Calling, texting, computer illiterate even wrote me an email! NOW all he worried bout is his image...cause I aint there-he afraid to answer questions n tell peeps I ain't wit him. For real-Ill send out some fuckn fliers if I gotta boo! Ma write dat shit in da SKY wit a plane! "Bia SINGLE on her own free mind n WILL"... See dats the thing...Ma to liberal for him, didn't like i wasnt all dependant on him FOR NOTHING. Didn't need to cheat-had Ma toys for dat shit...Didn't need his loot-HAVE MA OWN...dont need no assurance, I look in da mirror n see ALL I need. Dat must really piss a perp off,

Eyes
Eyes Nowhere to run, Nowhere to hide; Going crazy all the time. Dedicating their lives, I see faith in your eyes. Never you hear the discouraging lies. I hear faith in your cries, It was written in your eyes. I guess it's no surprise I couldn't read your mind. One, two, three, four, five; I see fire in your eyes. Watch me rise, Watch it grow--it Will never go away The endless pain in my eyes, Praying to die Leave you where your comrades lie. Copyright ©2008 Mark Hoskins

Another Survey About Brandy As If You Wanted To Kno....
What did you want to be when you grew up? Lawyer, Diver, Singer (lmao dont ask me to sing) In what way do you wish your childhood was different? that i had smart parents instead of those who want to be teeny boppers and not take care of their responsibilities but leave it for me to do What kinds of things did you want for Christmas as a kid? wasnt really into that... Did you wish you were an only child? yes and no Did you want to move out of your parent's house as soon as you could? fuk yea...mother and i never got along Is there somebody you wish you could be with right now? there always is Is there one thing you want that you know you will never have? children of my own...only satisfaction i got was raising my bro from age 11 and to be honest i didnt do a damn bad job i dont think If you had one wish guaranteed to come true- what would it be? that i could actually be with a man who doesnt feel the need to lie or cheat and who can be straight up honest

Poem 4
Destiny and fate, In everyones heart its just a trait, You may even be able to tell before the 1st date, It is a feeling you can not hide, It can make everything exspand inside, Your thoughts become of them, Poems that start as a friend, You in my life my heart does intend, Feeling that now grow, More and more a love that will show, One day i hope you will know, What you have become to mean to me, If you too can set your heart free, I hope it can find its way to me...

Strengthening Tropical Storm Fay Soaks Florida
Strengthening tropical storm Fay soaks Florida By Tom Brown 2 hours, 18 minutes ago MIAMI (Reuters) - Tropical Storm Fay swept into southwest Florida from the Gulf of Mexico on Tuesday, dumping heavy rain but causing little damage after failing to strengthen into a hurricane as forecasters had predicted. ADVERTISEMENT At 1 p.m. EDT, the storm was over south-central Florida near Lake Okeechobee, the U.S. National Hurricane Center said. Unusually, the storm strengthened as it moved inland across the Florida Peninsula. Tropical storms are powered by warm ocean waters and generally weaken quickly over land. But the land in Fay's path was so warm and swampy that "it might not register that it's really land at this point," said Corey Walton, a hurricane support meteorologist at the Miami-based hurricane center. Fay's top sustained winds rose to 65 miles per hour (105 km per hour), making it slightly stronger than it was when it passed over the Florida Keys and came ashore

Contemplative Thought
The scent of a woman can bring a man to his knees. So intoxicating and irresistable he has no choice but to obey the primal instincts hidden deep in his soul, hundreds of emotions flow but only one is more than the others.... Desire pours from his every pore from deep inside he knows he wants her and would do anything to be one with her gazing deep onto her eyes....Deep into her soul and that is where he will stay. And that is the scent of a woman.

Unruly Children Must Die
Ok so one night Megyn and I went to go see the latest Harry Potter movie. I think it’s called “Harry Potter and the Poorly Paced Movie”, or maybe it was, “Harry Potter and the Movie Version of a Book that Left Out the Whole Book”, or “Harry Potter and the Boner Academy”. Did anybody else notice that Harry Potter was a stone cold PIMP in this movie? Cho is totally swinging from his nutsack (even though her dead boyfriend is hardly even cold and in the ground) and Ginny pretty much just wants to be Harry’s permanent “wand sheath” if you get my meaning, and I think you do, because I’m talking about Harry’s penis in Ginny’s vagina. Hell, even Hermione and Luna were boning him with their bedroom eyes. If Harry weren’t so busy trying to defeat Voldemort he could probably have a whole stable of hoes. I bet he could get every girl at Hogwarts turning tricks in Hogsmeade before the end of the year, just because he’s Harry muhfuckin’ Potter. But I digress. When we got there Megyn picked a

Lesson 1
These Lessons are basic lessons as each Master has certain things he expects out of his sub and will teach her to be almost "tailor made" for him. I am just covering some areas. The first thing you have to learn as a sub is how to address other dom (Masters) and other dommes (Mistress'). You are expected to respectfully address other Masters as Sir if you are aware they are indeed Masters. Your Master obviously will be Master to you. ( Someone please confirm or deny what a domme is to be called if not your Mistress) You May only bow to you Master unless he says other wise. Realize your Master controls you and will tell you how to serve him, some may not like eye contact when they speak to you or only when they speak to you. Be prepared to accept his direction quickly and without question. A true Master will never punish out of anger. He is always in control of himself and should NEVER put a sub in danger. I will say this often as I have know subs to get hit VERY hard.

Random 62507
if i could say at random my mind wouldnt block it'd spam them all over my b-mail that's brain mail 4 laymales trite tonite hakuna matta no flow in my bravada crtics wince nor convinced that i have a rhyme scheme but this dream of redheads in whipped cream curvy and busty laidback not fussy or sisters in afros str8 hair or cornrows in tattoos and piercings pierce the sound barrier from screaming my full name til out of breath 6 syllables cuz i'm def or deaf as in i cannot hear but i feel how she curves her rear right there, right here right now Van Halen-like eruptions of love juice so much i she's need a towel i think i got to far into a dream state imagine what John Lennon would think? but it's not two virgins like on the cover...ewww ONO! but we'd b funky like a monkey a Dusty Rhodes promo or takin u to space mountain like Ric Flair Kurtis Blow girl, wave yer legs in the air like u dont care fly and spread like an eagle so i can lic

Holding On To Whats Not There
I've had my share of heartache I've had my fill of grief I've been alone in sorrow And I've tasted great defeat I've woke up at night crying I've screamed out your name I've loved and lost before And I suppose you've done the same But you were such a special gift You knew you were so dear A borrowed miracle from God I knew He sent you here But she found you first I was just a little late But I know our lives were destined I know that it was fate I know you're meant for me But I know you love her so With all my might I beg you to stay But with all the rest... I'll let you go

Love Story
"love story" Love is hard at first but it can end up soo good I used to know you My heart had feelings for you Then you just disappeared Leaving me broken down and wondering If Ill ever see you or even talk to you again I never had the chance to let you know that I loved you Now as the years pass I slowly forgotten you Had some troubles, my heart got wounded Now I really need you but I am to blame for keeping My feelings inside Though I saw you yesterday wasnt to sure till I got your call next morning, I was scared knowing That she might not be the same, we talked all night she has two daughters and a boy, now she works three jobs Cause the asshole wasnt man enough to be dad We met at dinner that she worked nights at We caught up on the old times and I told her About everything even my love for her back then It touch her now were going out, learning about Each other 3 months later we moved in together After she found out how much I love her

True Life
"life's a bitch" yea...we're young and confused we learn from the pain we cause and the hurt we go thru there's A lot we learn so many different Ways to love hate little bits of Life each time is a chance to start A better life then yours has ever Though about how kids felt from limiting them for dating or other shit if you don't you could have a runaway or a suicide on your hands We're not perfect no one is we might have the brains not from books or grades from your mistakes of your life we have more ways to look at our problems and fix them we have better possibility of making the right choices to keep our kids alive and happy and ourselves happy too if we find the right someone we won't tell son or daughter that their just a mistake that you never wanted or go to court fighting over who gets them what's with that bullshit you put us thru hell it might pay off for us and our kids not to worry with this shit we're not pe

Nature Shot
I entered a contest to see If I could win for best Nature Shot Please if you get a chance go and vote on it for me. Prize umm I don't know but it really doesn't matter to me right now. Just the thought of winning it would be nice, Oh actually I believe the contest prize is for a new Digital Carmera and a 50.00 donation to my favorite charity. So come on and vote on my picture please!! Give me a 10 for Best Nature Photo

Who Am I Going With?
Your celebrity prom date is Justin Timberlake. Your sultry style and super confidence fit in perfectly with Justin's persona. Make sure you look drop-dead gorgeous, 'cause all eyes will be on you! Celebrity Prom Date Quiz by QuizRocket.com fun quizzes!Fun Quizzes | Quizes for MySpace » MySpace Quizzes

Love Making
HOW TO MAKE LOVE Ingredients: 4 - Laughing eyes 4 - Well-shaped legs 4 - Loving arms 2 - Firm milk containers 2 - Nuts 1 - Fur-lined mixing bowl 1 - Firm banana Directions: 1. Look into laughing eyes. 2. Spread well-shaped legs with loving arms. 3. Squeeze and massage milk containers very gently. 4. Gently add firm banana to mixing bowl, working in and out until well creamed. For best results. Continue to knead milk containers. 5. As heat rises, plunge banana deep into mixing bowl and cover with nuts, leave to soak (preferably NOT overnight). 6. The cake is done when banana is soft. If banana does not soften, repeat 4 steps 3-5 Notes: 1. If you are in an unfamiliar kitchen, wash utensils carefully before and after use. 2. Do not lick mixing bowl after use. 3. If cake rises, leave town.

A Journey Thank You
FallenAngel~ Orestes~ Such a Strong man that deserves the Best an has alot of Passion So for all of those that walked away Keep walking Cause this is """MY BEST _FRIEND"""..... "I Love YOU" might get better ..just your there an Im here thats all thats stand between us to ... Still make *Me/You Smile ;0) mybaby*xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxxoalways Love you My FallenAngel~Orestes~xoxo take care til I """"SEE YOU SOON""" love always you, ~Anglros~ Fu~Engaged to ""FallenAngel~Orestes~ *****have so much to tell you sweetheart .. cant wait to finish our movie..;0)lol

The Hunchback Of John Mccain. A Funny Picture.
Enjoy this picture I created. The Hunchback of John McCAIN. Bush's war. Have you had enough of petitions, rallies, and protests that have not worked to end war, and to get needed legislation enacted into law? The Republican party and their conservative members appears insulated from the public and unresponsive to the public. However their contributors do not appear insulated from the public and can collapse under pressure to a withering telephone campaign threatening mass boycotts of their products until they get their friends at the GOP to do what we want. Simply silently boycotting these companies will not do enough. You need to get as many people as you can to take the political fight to these companies that aid the Republican party. Please make these 4 toll free phone calls and get as many people as you can to make these phone calls today to get the following progressive legislation enacted. Please give me an American Flag after you make these phone c

Proof That The World Really Is Nuts!
In Lebanon , men are legally allowed to have sex with animals, but the animals must be female. Having sexual relations with a male animal is punishable by death. (Like THAT makes sense..) ~~~~~~~~~ In Bahrain , a male doctor may legally examine a woman's genitals, but is prohibited from looking directly at them during the examination. He may only see their reflection in a mirror. (Do they look different reversed?) ~~~~~~~~~ Muslims are banned from looking at the genitals of a corpse. This also applies to undertakers. The sex organs of the deceased must be covered with a brick or piece of wood at all times. (A brick?) ~~~~~~~~~ The penalty for masturbation in Indonesia is decapitation. (Much worse than 'going blind'!) ~~~~~~~~~ There are men in Guam whose full-time job is to travel the countryside and deflower young virgins, who pay them for the privilege of having sex for the first time. Reason: under Guam law, it is expressly forbidden for virgins to marry. (Let's just think for a min

The Fourth
surfing the net... Spectacular-well done & what a great choice of music to go with the video. The Fourth from Michael Brodner AKA Bones on Vimeo. Producer says, Sit back for a moment, relax, and enjoy the spectacle of lights... Music by: Sigur Ros

I Can't Take It Anymore
No matter what I do, no matter what I say...it's just not good enough for my dad. I've tried to do just like he tells me to. When I work I do my job and don't socialize, because I'm there to work not to make friends. Where has it got me? Absolutely no where. Do you know why? Because people HATE co-workers that work their butt off because then everyone else looks bad. It's so bad that I've been fired from more jobs in the last 2 years because my co-workers didn't like me that I can't get a job anymore. So I'm seriously FREE TO A GOOD HOME.....unless of course my recruiter gets his act together and actually gets me back into the Army.

Thank You :)
Just want ot say thankyou to for all the fu-love.. the comments.. gifts.. shouts... emails.. and the phone calls. You all gave me a lot of smiles. If it wasn't for the things I got from you guys, it would have just been another day since I didn't get anything from those around me in real life.

I Ran Flock Of Seagulls Lyrics
I walked along the avenue. I never thought Id meet a girl like you; Meet a girl like you. With auburn hair and tawny eyes; The kind of eyes that hypnotize me through; Hypnotize me through. And I ran, I ran so far away. I just ran, I ran all night and day. I couldnt get away. A cloud appears above your head; A beam of light comes shining down on you, Shining down on you. The cloud is moving nearer still. Aurora borealis comes in view; Aurora comes in view. And I ran, I ran so far away. I just ran, I ran all night and day. I couldnt get away. Reached out a hand to touch your face; Youre slowly disappearing from my view; Disappearing from my view. Reached out a hand to try again; Im floating in a beam of light with you; A beam of light with you. And I ran, I ran so far away. I just ran, I ran all night and day. I couldnt get away.

Another Random Musical Rant.
alright. yeah, i know you're tired of me bitching about muisc. but ya know what? music is a big part of my life so just deal with it. i'm a metal head. yes. you already know this, but for some reason most people think if you listen to metal you automatically listen "death" metal. NO. death metal is a subgenre....it is NOT the entirity of metal like some morons think. actually i'm not a big fan of death metal. i'm extremely picky about that subgenre to the point where most death metal bands i think just plain suck and have no redeeming qualities at all. here is a list of the few "death" metal bands i think are amazing and are worth listening to. for those of you that are fellow metal heads, i'm sure you will apperciate the ones i did choose. essential "death" metal bands/albums. 1. Death- their entire musical catalog. seriously you can not be a fan of death metal if you don't have every album by Death. they started the whole genre, and were always ahead of e

God Is Never Wrong
A long time ago, in a kingdom far away, there was a king that did not believe in the kindness of God. He had a follower that always reminded him of the truth. My king never be discouraged… Everything God does is perfect. He is never wrong. One day, the king went hunting with his follower and a forest beast attacked him. The follower was able to kill the animal, although he could not prevent the king from losing a finger in his right hand. The king was furious with what had happened and without showing gratitude for having his life saved by his follower, he asks: What do you say now? God is good? If God was good, I would not have been attacked and lost a finger. My King, although all these things happened, all I can tell you is that God is good, and that losing a finger is for your well being. Everything God does is perfect. He is never wrong. Not buying the follower’s response, he ordered that his follower be imprisoned in the darkest and

Now I'ma Do Me.
I'll either love you or hate you. I'll either ride for you or take your handlebars. I'll either die for you or dig your grave. I'll either give you my support or just walk away. I'll either fight you or just look at you and laugh. I'll either eat you or I'll throw you out. I'll either call you or ignore you. If I talk to you I like you. If I kiss you I care about you. If I hug you I need your touch. If I cuddle with you I love your touch. If I tell you I love you I mean it. If I walk away from you I don't care. If I tell you I need you I expect you to be there. When I cry theres a reason. When I fight it's over something stupid. When I talk I want you to listen. When I eat I'm pretty picky. When I drive I want you to stay on the sidewalk. When I sleep please don't bother me. When I am quiet there's a lot of shit running through my mind. It's your choice to see me. It's your choice to love me. It's your choice to

Giving Big Girls A Bad Name
Why is that ninety percent of men out there think that just because a woman ,who is over a average size five, to be so desperate for any attention, that we would take whatever they have to offer? DO you asshats think that if you send a message saying something like...I WANT TO FUCK YOU..or YOU MAKE MY COCK HARD...that most of us are going to jump on it and ride you like your a favorite carnival ride? Newsflash!!! I DON'T THINK SO SKEETER!! Well for a long time I was quick to blame the male gender for having this idiot idea, till recently. I have had my eyes opened to the real reason behind it all. I have had a Tagged account, I currently have a MySpace account and of course, Fubar. In my lookin around these websites, it has come to my attention that alot of PLUS sized women on many of these websites, put themselves in skimpy bras and panties, bathing suits showing themselves in a sexually provocative pose. Number one, and I am not guilty of this myself, just bare them and git it o

What Your Driving Says About You
What Your Driving Says About You You are generally an easy going, laid back person. However, you can't help but feel a little jealous and competitive sometimes! You tend to go by what you feel - not by the facts at hand. As a result, you tend to make a lot of uninformed decisions. You'd like to think you're a fair person, but you occasionally think you deserve a special kind of justice. You are an extremely tense, volatile person. Your reactions tend to be over the top. You have mixed feelings about authority figures. You understand their place, but you believe their power needs to be in check. You are somewhat focused, but you are also a bit scatterbrained. Distractions can get you in trouble. You don't feel a responsibility to anyone but yourself. You value your freedom more than anything else. Your have a huge ego. You are apt to see yourself as the most important person in the world. What Does Your Driving Say About You?

Fool
I've been a fool for love, bent over backwards for love. What did I find? I was blind for love, almost lost my mind for love and what did I see? Only a need to be free from love and somehow to flee from love and all it's done to me. I've been a fool for love. I've cried for love. All I've ever tried was for love and what did I find? I was so weak for love, so blind for love. one too many times been stupid for love and what did I see? Still a deep need to be loved.

Butterflies
There is a Native American legend that says, " If you have a secret wish, capture a butterfly and whisper your wish to it. Since butterflies cannot speak, your secret is ever safe in their keeping. Release the butterfly, and it will carry your wish to the Great Spirit, who alone knows the thoughts of butterflies. By setting the butterfly free, you are helping to restore the balance of nature, and your wish will surely be granted." They are a symbol of change, joy, and color. (There is also an association of Faerie folklore with butterflies.) Their flight appears as dancing, and a reminder not to take things so seriously. They have a sense of lightness and joy. They are reminders to get up and move, for if you can move you can dance, and dance brings joy. The butterfly is a powerful symbol for transformation. It leaves the safety of the cocoon in it's new form. This is an excellent image for anyone contemplating, or in the midst of a major change. A butterfly is a strong sy

Sail By James Patterson
Sail by James Patterson Plot Summary: Since the death of her husband, Anne Dunne and her three children have struggled in every way. In a last ditch effort to save the family, Anne plans an elaborate sailing vacation to bring everyone together once again. But only an hour out of port, everything is going wrong. The teenage daughter, Carrie, is planning to drown herself. The teenage son, Mark, is high on drugs and ten-year-old Ernie is nearly catatonic. This is the worst vacation ever. Anne manages to pull things together bit by bit, but just as they begin feeling like a family again, something catastrophic happens. Survival may be the least of their concerns. Written with the blistering pace and shocking twists that only James Patterson can master, SAIL takes "Lost" and "Survivor" to a new level of terror. My Comments: I loved this book. I couldn't put it down. James Patterson delivers yet again! Rating: 9/10

Aahhh End Of Summer!!!!
Well here it is the end of yet another summer. My God where did it go?? Actually the last year has been a total challenge for me, and my family. One year ago in Sept. my Brother lost his leg in a boating accident, and damn near lost his life as well. This Sept. he will be doing a 4 day bike race in MI. We ALL be up north on that final day to see him finish his race, and to put the last year of HELL behind us. Kids will be back to school on Tuesday, and I will get Mommy time for the first time in well forever. Gonna use that time to go to the gym, and the boys will be in Karate as well, so my schedule will get interesting. Of course this is my fav. season approaching. I LOVE THE FALL!!!! Apples, College, and HS football, and the beautiful leaves, and weather. In early Oct. I will be traveling to Baltimore for a long weekend. Hope you all have a WONDERFUL Labor Day weekend. Oh and I cannot forget Hockey season starts in early Oct. as well. GO RED WINGS!!!!

What Dance Are You?
You Are Belly Dancing You are sensual and naturally sexy. Never trashy, though. You are comfortable in your own skin. You don't have hangups about your body. You are confident and playful. You love showing off. You tend to be a little dominant and assertive... but only in a flirtatious way! What Dance Are You?

Honey Fried Chicken
INGREDIENTS 1 (4 pound) whole chicken, cut into pieces salt and pepper to taste 1/2 cup honey 1 tablespoon garlic powder 1 packet chicken bouillon granules 2 cups all-purpose flour 1 quart vegetable oil for frying Add to Recipe Box My folders: DIRECTIONS Season chicken pieces with salt and pepper, then coat each seasoned chicken piece with honey. In a shallow dish or bowl, mix together the garlic powder, chicken bouillon granules and flour. Dredge honey coated chicken pieces in flour mixture, coating completely. Fill a large, heavy skillet with oil to a depth of one inch. Heat over medium-high heat. Fry chicken for at least 5 minutes per side, until no longer pink and juices run clear.

Life Is A Fantasy
This is just a story of a fantasy I have always had....hope to ! As I come out the shower and begin to dry my body the thoughts of the evening ahead run through my mind. With anticipation of the candlelight dinner and dancin he has planned for us I shiver. I smile. And begin to lotion my arms and legs soft and smooth. Then lotion my breast and stomach where I now feel butterflies fluttering thinking of his smile I cant help but think of his strong jaw and soft sweet lips....that I hunger to kiss before the nights end. I put on my robe and go to my closet where I pick my black,low cut satin dress. And find my heels that will enhance my firm, fit legs. I go to my drawer and find my sexiest stockings and silky black bra. No need for panties tonite or so I am hoping. I return to the bathroom to apply my make-up and do my hair. I think up with just enough hair down to tickle my neck as if his lips brushing softly against it. I put on my stockings, they feel good upon my soft legs, and my si

Just Read It Ull Laugh
These classifieds were really put in the paper - a smile for your day FREE YORKSHIRE TERRIER. 8 years old. Hateful little bastard. Bites! FREE PUPPIES: 1/2 Cocker Spaniel, 1/2 sneaky neighbor's dog. FREE PUPPIES Mother, AKC German Shepherd. Father, Super Dog...able to leap tall fences in a single bound. FOUND DIRTY WHITE DOG Looks like a rat. Been out a while. Better be a big reward. COWS, CALVES: NEVER BRED. Also 1 gay bull for sale. NORDIC TRACK $300 Hardly used, call Chubby. GEORGIA PEACHES California grown - 89 cents/lb. JOINING NUDIST COLONY! Must sell washer and dryer $300.. WEDDING DRESS FOR SALE Worn once by mistake. Call Stephanie. And the best one: FOR SALE BY OWNER: Complete set of Encyclopedia Britannica, 45 volumes. Excellent condition. $1,000 or best offer. No longer needed. Got married last month. Wife knows everything.

Here Learn Something
A rat can last longer without water than a camel. Your stomach has to produce a new layer of mucus every two weeks or it will digest itself. The dot over the letter "i" is called a tittle. A raisin dropped in a glass of fresh champagne will bounce up and down continuously from the bottom of the glass to the top. A female ferret will die if it goes into heat and cannot find a mate. A duck's quack doesn't echo. No one knows why. A 2 X 4 is really 1-1/2" by 3-1/2". During the chariot scene in "Ben Hur," a small red car can be seen in the distance (and Heston's wearing a watch). On average, 12 newborns will be given to the wrong parents daily! (That explains a few mysteries....) Donald Duck comics were banned from Finland because he doesn't wear pants. Because metal was scarce, the Oscars given out during World War II were made of wood. The number of possible ways of playing the first four moves per side in a game of chess is 318,979,564,000. There are n

My Presidential Platform
I have decided to become a Write-In Candidate & here is my platform: (1) Press 1 for English is immediately banned. English is the official language, speak it or wait at the border until you can. (2) We will immediately go into a two year isolationist posture to straighten out the country's attitude. NO imports, no exports. We will use the 'Walmart' policy 'If we ain't got it, you don't need it.' (3) When imports are allowed, there will be a 100% import tax on it. (4) All retired military personnel will be required to man one of our many observation towers on the southern border. (six month tour) They will be under strict orders not to fire on SOUTHBOUND aliens. (5) Social security will immediately return to its original state. If you didn't put nuttin' in, you ain't getting nuttin' out. The president nor any other politician will not be able to touch it. (6) Welfare - Checks will be handed out on Fridays at the end of the 40 hour school week and the successfu

I Can Only Imagine
The way I feel inside for you Is more than any words can say And I never did imagine That you'd make me feel this way My heart has never known The joy you bring to me and the feelings that I feel Tell me that we're meant to be You probably don't feel the same But I am hoping that it's you because everything I ever wanted I seem to find it in you You'd still be the one I love Even if you don't want to be with me and when you look into my eyes There will be nothing but love to see I didn't know I'd fall so fast but it hit me all at one time and I am waiting for the day you say you're ready to be mine The day I'd hear those words You'd make me the happiest girl and if you'd ask me for the stars I'd bring you back the whole world If you'd ever leave me I wouldn't know what to do but I'd gladly die So I could watch over you I can only imagine What it would be like to be with yo

The Story Of Neko Ona Part One ( Please Do Not Get Confused With The Life Of Foxxy Neko Ona Later Book And Yes They Are Related Diff. Time)
this is based in the year 1700ad a woman named neko ona who is 7'10, silver hair down to her ankles, cat ears, cat tail, green corset, green mini skirt, green 9" thigh highs lives in the forest of hysterisa, looks and searches for her enemies as she wields her weapons. she rides along side her sister cyeamia on stalion horses. neko ona is a great warrior. she searched far and wide for her enemies. cyeamia looks at her sister and asks " when are we going home" neko ona replies " soon my sister soon" through the way they run into an evil villan named hochia. who looks like 8'0 black hair and red eyes and wears a redish blue corset with a mini skirt and a knife boot ( will write more later)

What Is Gastric Bypass Surgery (gbs)
Why have Surgery? Severe obesity is a chronic condition that is difficult to treat through diet and exercise alone. Gastrointestinal surgery is an option for people who are severely obese and cannot lose weight by traditional means or who suffer from serious obesity-related health problems. The operation promotes weight loss by restricting food intake and, in some operations, interrupting the digestive process. As in other treatments for obesity, the best results are achieved with healthy eating behaviors and regular physical activity. Gastrointestinal Surgery Gastrointestinal surgery for obesity, also called bariatric surgery, alters the digestive process. The operations can be divided into three types: restrictive, malabsorptive, and combined restrictive/malabsorptive. Restrictive operations limit food intake by creating a narrow passage from the upper part of the stomach into the larger lower part, reducing the amount of food the stomach can hold and slowing the passage of food

Full Circle
Opportunity acts as huckster in a carnival ride of free will, motive and time by assuming roles of game host and player linked by chains of events, or to hedge bets against a Greater Fool. Anything goes. Everything counts. Fate, Luck or a "Cosmic Santa" of Fortune assigned by relative to preordained or random turns are subject to short-sighted cheats or social brands of justice. But it's my entitlement, input, fear, or anticipation along the chain that "spins" labels into gold or coal! Today is a chance to fix, stir or dip into the Quantum Soup, boiling six degrees of separation from connecting to enough, waiting for the Karmic bill or dessert to close the meal in hindsight. But to self-correct by priority I put it on my list, pay my dues by choice and can see it coming to pass full circle.

Cindy Mccain--this Will Surprise You
Cindy McCain--this will surprise you � This is an example all of us should follow. �We need to be more hands on than just using our mouth/� This is an interesting article as not much was known about her. �She �was on Leno the other night and it was an interesting interview. �It turns out that she is a character as she is or has been a race car driver and is also a pilot. She flies John around the country to his rallies. �After hearing that about her and reading this I now have a lot of respect for her. Election 2008: Cindy Hensley McCain has been disparaged as a trophy wife, a Barbie, an heiress with fancy purses, even the Paris Hilton of politics. But there's more to the picture than meets the eye. Yes, Mrs. McCain is the perfectly coifed blonde standing dutifully behind the senator during his speeches. And yes, she wears stylish clothing and carries a Prada purse. And it's true she doesn't say much. But feminist crit

Is Obama A Communist?
Eye for an eye is a judeo/christian belief not a Christian one. I hate communism, but I also hate commercialism. A little commercialism I can live with, A little communism I can't. If OUR governments;federal, State, and even city taxes are redistributed back to poor who won't work, how is that not communism? I can deal with paying taxes to my local government to take care of local matters but not for paying some traitor in D.C. to over see them. Why am I buying his goddamned lunch every day when I can't afford my own? We are heading for extinction and our government has laws in place that ensure the survival of other races over our own. Thats a fact.

Fuck You
Fuck You number ONE When i add you as a friend, plz don't think that i want you as more than a friend, and if i don't take it upon myself to add you to my family don't throw a fucking fit...that's my choice Fuck You Number TWO Don't ask me if i have yahoo, msn, or aim. if i did and wanted you to have it i'd offer! and for fucks sake don't ask if i have a web cam!!! Fuck You number THREE To the people who have like 25,000 friends; Are you fucking serious?! You’re stupid. Go play in traffic. Fuck you number FOUR Don’t ever post pictures and say: "OMG, I’m so ugly" because if you were, you wouldn’t post them. If you do you’re a fucking moron. Fuck you number FIVE NOBODY cares about threats over the internet, so don’t try to act hardcore with the keyboard. Fighting online is like racing in the Special Olympics; Even if you win, you’re still retarded. Fuck you number SIX Quit crying because you’re not on someones Top friends list!! Who cares?!?

Spaghetti Bolognese
You Are Spaghetti Bolognese Compared to most people, you are well grounded and down to earth. You have old fashioned values. Your taste tends to favor what's tried and true. You love comfort food. Familiar situations put you at ease. You think that the best cooking comes from your family's kitchen! What Pasta Dish Are You?

Under Construction: Cumming Soon...
Hello All. My name is Rhiannon Alize. I am a new up and coming Adult Erotique Actress. Thanks to all of you who are showing so much love soooooo quickly!! xoxoxooxox. It means way much!! I've only been in the business for about a month so videos are slowly starting to trickle out; I think I've only seen 2 and they are on paid sites but hold on for me cause they're "cumming" soon. ;) **** WORD TO THE WISE; I have no idea what I'm doing on this site so bare with me as I learn how to use Fubar. More pictures will be up shortly and some cool photos from events and places I've been recently. I hope to build a nice little place you all can come visit so I can keep up with my fans. A personal site will be up in time as well that will have additional XXX Photos as well as scenes filmed just for you so if ya got requests, let me hear them. Actually... Hmmmmmm, I'll start a new blog for requests. LOL. Much love to you all and like I said, bare with me. I see all the

God Given Right
They talk alot about justice and then and go bust us except for the chosen few I got a God given right to smoke whatever I like so tell me how it got given to you MOTHERFUCKER Lyrics from Primitive Radio Gods

As For The Cleansing
As for why I removed people on my friend list, I did so because they are affiliated with some that is trying cause problems for a very close friend of mine. This is a friend who no matter what has been by my side no matter what. In my eyes if your friends with the person causing the problems you are a target.

My Goof,
There was something about you that captured my heart 2 years ago. Before I met you, my heart was filled with sadness, but you have made me happy once again. You have wiped away the tears from my eyes. You have held me close each time I have cried or freaked out. Our hearts seem to beat as one when I lay in your loving arms. I love you enough to fight for you, compromise for you, and sacrifice myself for you. I love you enough to miss you incredibly when we’re apart, no matter what length of time and regardless of the distance. I love you enough to believe in our relationship, to stand by it through the worst of times, to have faith in our strength as a couple and to never give up on us. I love you enough to spend the rest of our lives together as Brat and Goof, be there for you when you need or want me, and never, ever want to leave you or live without you. How was I to know that things would go this far? In you I have found a lover and a friend. So to you I want to say that

Tears And Rain
I find comfort in pain All pleasure is the same It hides my true shape I wish I could walk through the doors of my mind I wish I could scream out loud I wish I could save my soul I am so cold I can’t feel It is just tears of rain This time I wish I could fly away It’d keep me from trouble

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HEART HEAVY DOUBTS SOARING HIGH LOOKING FOR APPROVAL AND FINDING SCORN TRYING TO PLEASE EVERYONE FORGETTING TO BE SEEN AND HEARD THE NEED TO STEP AWAY AND TAKE COVER THE URGE TO HIDE FROM THE WORLD IS STRONG STRONGER THAN MY WILL..... PEACE IN SILENCE NO SILENCE IS HEARD ANGRY VOICES HARSH WORDS TEARS FLOW UNCHECKED INVISIBLE WALLS ARE BUILT WAITING FOR THE ARRIVIAL OF THE ONE TO BRING THEM CRASHING DOWN TO SAVE THE SOUL WHO IS LOST AND GONE AND IF LUCKY THE SOUL SURVIVES AND LOVE GROWS ANEW......

Part 1
this isnt goin to make sence to no one so just stop here. its more like a notation inside a diary. beings there isnt a setting for private only im only writing what makes sence to me. just to get this stuff out of my head.. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ darkness still upon us the moon has settled in the sky. soon to leave for the dawn of sun shall rise. wee hours in the morn one can hear nothing but silence still trying to awaken from the nights slumber. driving down the road pitch black as coal out. slight chill in the air only for when the sun rises it warms mother earth. paths cross in this journey, some rocky and bumpy, some smooth like fresh paving. hustling for the fresh odors in the air that encase the nose in pleasantry. reds, purples, pinks, blues oranges start to fill the sky as the dawn awakens itself for all to see. moon is gone now the sun takes over as if a 2nd wind waves over us. swarms come and go as fast as possible. where do they go what are

A Poem
My Family Family is sacred Wonderful and great People you can't live without They are Gods gift Loving and thoughtful I could never live without them I thank the Lord every day That I have a perfect family Online and offline family I love them all They are so good to me During the night and day My family grows In large quantities And I'm thankful For them all Written By Majesta a.k.a. Maj a.k.a Payne

One Sided Love
Why is when you give someone everything your heart, body and soul. They do not give it back . They walk all over you. What ever you do is never good for them and you work you ass trying to make it work. They act one way when other are around and another when you are a alone. They are not like when you fell in love them. What if you are seeing the people in differ eyes . They say thing that hurt and it not funny but to them. But you do not say thing that hurt or try not to . You give and give and no one say thank you. This person throw I love one min the next tell you he hate you. Is that love or just holding on what you did fell in love with. Wishing it go back the olds way . You die for this person but would the person you love do it for you. You lost all faith in it too but at the same time you can see what good the person can do and greatest the person can become. They give up on themselves. But you try not give up on them but it hard. You keep giving everything to them and they

" I Will Not Quit !!"
When people pull you down , as they often will. When the battle you're fighting is all up hill. When the funds are low and the debts are high. When you're laughing , although you'd rather cry. When you discover yourself slowing down a bit, STOP and take a deep breath, But don't you QUIT! Although you've worked so hard just to get this far, You must steady your pace , just to stay where you are , You'll need twice the effort to make you're way, Tomorrow won't come until you've conqured today. And if you discover yourself slowing down a bit, Stop and rest if you must , but don't you QUIT! Always do the best you can possibly do, Treasure True friends who are far and few. Never give up, Whatever the burdon you bare, Just one more step might get you there. Often the battle that is proceeding slow, Will conclude abruptly, When dealt another blow. Succeed in believing that you will not fail, With Diligence and Determination you're ship will sail. When the

The Princess Lies Within
(This was a poem that a very very very old friend wrote for me...that reading it to this day breaks my heart..I love you Carl) In the Land of Space and Time. Lied a castle high up in the clouds, where only the cosmic rain and mystical plains exist. At the gate of the castle were Ivory towers siting, shimmering streaks of gold lead to the door of the castle where twelve men stood on each side wearing white robes of silk laced in gold with pearl buttons down their breasts. Blowing trumpets playing the song of life, as mystical birds sung in sequence with the tunes, over the castle were numerous rainbows with the full spectrum of colors. beyond the mental plain, sparkles raindrops of mystical rains filled the air with the sent of candy cane, inside seated on throne was a princess, whom had learned right from wrong. She was good and strong, her loyal subjects dedicated themselves to her allegiance of love. I see this princess with roses at her feet and angels singing their songs of trut

The Man In The Mirror
given the chance, the evil consumes me i lash out at nothing, awake now i'm shaking as long as the lights on or i can hear talking i feel like my minds not just his for the taking i hate how the demon's distort my perseptions and make all my dark thoughts feel kinda right i spend all my days in a drug induced prison silently fearing the comming of night cause the dark brings the demons..the ones i'm afraid of they make my mind rancid, all the death in my head i'm deafned by shreiking as they cry out their furies i plug my ears humming... alone in my bed i try to make sense of this life that i'm living i try not to give up, to take that last breath i'm just so damn tired, my need to live failing i long for a pistol...i long for my death now deep in depression, i feel my mind freezing the whispered voice echos,"it's time to be free." evil thoughts pushing their way to the surface now the man in the mirror... is no longer me.

Wondering
Well This should be an interesting write for me as I have no earthly idea what I am going to write. Usually when I do a blog entry I have something on my mind that needs to be put down on paper, no so in this case. Well lemme think for a second. I have had a pretty busy week that started last weekend. I have a huge atom bomb dropped in my lap that I knew would happen but had hoped it wouldn't. Then later a conversation transpired with decisions made based on commitments of another. This are still up in the air to see is those actions are carried out as requested. Time will tell then other decisions will have to made as well. Confused? Good, welcome to my world. A constant state of confusion. I am happy in one way as a result of this and extremely bothered while and the same time worried and expecting. I have a feeling what will happen and fully expect it to go a certain way. Good or bad things always work out in ways we sometimes never expect and at times it is always for the b

The Truth Hurts But Open Your Eyes
LIGHTBEING Haru "Horus" is symbolic of the Rising Son. Jesus is also symbolic of the rising son. Jesus was the son (sun) who died (set) on the cross by crucifixion and he will resurrect (rise) according to the Christians. When the son came down and apparently sets or dies into the darkness and he raises or resurrects back to life. It is the story of the Christian's God Jesus. What religious fanatics don't realize is that if the sun shuts down that would be the end of life as you know it. This is what Egipt teaches about the sun: If I say I worship the sun, people say oh that's sun worship. I know that. The reason why I say worship the sun, s-u-n and laugh at you who worship the son, s-o-n is because my sun is an obvious provider. If my sun doesn't come up in the morning, we can chalk it. Jesus (the son) went to sleep 2,000 years ago, has not gotten up yet, and you all are still doing fine. Yet you are still waiting for your son to rise. If my sun doesn't rise each day, it's over

Silently I Die
Wh..spered Shadows haunt my dreams S..lent Screams ..nvade my conc..ousness Lonel..ness and Despa..r my fa..thfull compan..ons S..lently .. D..e A L..fe once l..ved A Future once faced A Past never end..ng S..lently .. D..e A Tear never shed A Laugh never heard A Feel..ng never felt S..lently .. D..e Swell..ng Darkness all around Ravenous Anger ..n a ball Mortal Terror grabb..ng hold S..lently .. D..e One Last breath One Last scream One Last cr..mson drop S..lently .. D..E

Crazy Train - See Poetic Angel For Updated List
WE ARE LOUD AND SOMETIMES RUDE WE LOVE OUR FRIENDS AND SO SHOULD YOU!!THIS IS HOW THIS TRAIN IS GOING TO BE FIRST LET ME TELL THIS IT IS ((((((****DRAMA FREE****))))))))) IF YOU WANT TO HOP ON THIS CRAZY TRAIN THIS IS HOW YOU PLAY THE GAME ADD THE OWNER RATE HER PAGE BECOME HER FAN AND THEM MOVE ON THEIR ARE MORE PEOPLE TO CARRY THIS ON ADD EVERY MEMBER BECOME THEIR FAN AND RATE THEIR PAGES AS FAST AS YOU CAN..WHEN YOU HAVE FINISHED LET THE HOSTESS KNOW AND OFF ON THE RIDE YOU GET TO GO!!!SKIP ONE MEMBER AND YOU WILL BE DENIED IF THAT'S A PROBLEM DON'T TRY TO RIDE ADD HER FIRST THEN THE REST THIS IS THE HOSTESS OF THIS RIDE ANY QUESTIONS AND SHE'LL BE YOUR GUIDE ¿¿*~~®~~Poetic Angel Princess~~®~~*¿¿@ fubar DO NOT SEND ANY BLANK REQUESTS THIS IS FROM YOUR HOSTESS IN THE REQUEST IT MUST SAY!!!!!!!!! IM CRAZY ENOUGH FOR THIS TRAIN IF YOUR FRIENDS WITH A RIDER OR TWO THIS IS WHAT YOU MUST DO SEND THEM A COMMENT AND LET THEM KNOW THEN MESSAGE ME AND OFF WE GO

My Hell
Left to live my life with a mother who is metal no chances of her ever showing love... The urge to cut and cut I took that blade.. my very first scar was made! blood was everywhere though I did not care... the pain was so bad a pain I could'nt bare I thought what my friends would do If they found out about my addiction It made me think but yet I just carried on... the days were hell the pain would dwell every scar marked on my body was a day of torment not wanting to live my future.. A girl so sad and hurt left to live her life being treated like a piece dirt...

The Importance Of Mind Games
One of the most revealing training exercises that was ever conducted occurred in a law enforcement unit assigned to protect a high profile politician from another country. In this particular country assassination was a very real threat for this politician. The law enforcement unit was comprised of some very sharp ex-military spec ops members that had outstanding training and real-world credentials as part of an aggressive counter-terrorist unit. The problem we had with this unit was their inability to properly anticipate ambushes or potential assassination attempts in the exercises we designed. We knew it wasn't a lack of intelligence, training, or ability. So what was the problem??? What we finally determined was... * * * * * * * * * * They had adopted a defensive state of mind! * * * * * * * * * * Yeah I know, by this issue you probably already guessed that was the case. But I mention it because my staff and

A Tattoo
A man walks into a tattoo parlor and says he would like a $100 dollar bill on his dick. Well the tattoo artist laughs and says "I'll do it for free if you can give me one good reason for it." The guy thinks for a second and says. "Well one, I like to keep my money in my pants, two I like to watch my money grow, and three I want to see how fast my wife can blow a $100.

My Spirit Will Go On-dragonforce
Life is a misery, don't know how it's come to be Death, the epitome of all of our days In the past we had no choice to hear or to be the voice Close your eyes and visualise, the demon to arise You know that sanity is not as it was meant to be And now that misery has taken a new stand In the land of a thousand souls we will carry on through the rain In the sun we will move along with the memories of the slain When I see this humanity and the evil that they have come to be We've come to the point of no return and you beg for just... One more time to escape from all this madness One more time to be set free from all this sadness And one last time to be the one who understands My soul and my spirit will go on, for all of eternity Foreign the currency, your payment in blood to be Death is the destiny for all of our ways In the dark you hide away for who or what you can't say When I see the power of the demon come alive You know that sanity is not as it was meant to

Am I Kinky?
You Are 80% Kinky If you've heard of it, you've tried it. You're that kinky. You're open to any and all sexual experiences, as long as they're safe. You see the bedroom as the primary place for all your adventures. But that's not to say that the bedroom is the only place you get kinky! Are You Kinky?

Thought For 9/10
"Our deepest fear is not that we are inadequate. Our deepest fear is that we are powerful beyond measure. It is our light not our darkness that frightens us. We ask ourselves 'who am I to be brilliant, gorgeous, talented and fabulous?' Actually, who are you not to be? You are a child of God. Your playing small doesn't serve the world. There's nothing enlightened about shrinking so that other people won't feel insecure around you. We were born to make manifest the glory of God that is within us. It's not just in some of us; its in everyone. And as we let our own light shine, we unconsciously give other people permission to do the same. As we are liberated from our own fear, our presence automatically liberates others." - Marianne Williamson

Feels Like Rain- John Hiatt
Down here the river meets the sea And in the sticky heat I feel ya' open up to me Love comes out of nowhere baby, like a hurricane And it feels like rain Underneath the stars lying next to you Wondering who you are baby How do you do? When the clouds blow in across the moon And the wind howls out your name Feels like rain We'll never make that bridge tonight Across lake Ponchartrain Feel like rain Batten down the hatches But keep your heart out on your sleeve A little bit of stormy weather, that's no cause for us to leave Just stay here baby, in my arms Let it wash away the pain Feels like rain Feels like rain - John Hiatt

A Poem I Wrote...
darkness chilling sunrises out into the horizon stand aside and look out and dream a pretty dream hope an unshellfish hope just look at all the surroundings listen to the birds sing their pretty song trees whispering among each other wind blowing water trickling by darkness takes all with little specks of light waves crashing agaisnt the rocks moments of slicence light house a glow over younder lighting the way for the unawaken spirits that are trying to find their way home look into the night By: Diedre

United Airlines Flight 175
UNITED AIRLINES FLIGHT 175 United Airlines Flight 175, from Boston, Massachusetts, to Los Angeles, California, was the second hijacked plane to strike the World Trade Center, plowing into the south tower. Two pilots, seven flight attendants and 56 passengers were on board. CREW Capt. Victor Saracini, 51, of Lower Makefield Township, Pennsylvania, was a Navy veteran. He is survived by his wife and two children. Michael Horrocks was first officer. Robert J. Fangman was a flight attendant. Amy N. Jarret, 28, of North Smithfield, Rhode Island, was a flight attendant. Amy R. King was a flight attendant. Kathryn L. Laborie was a flight attendant. Alfred G. Marchand of Alamogordo, New Mexico, was a flight attendant. Michael C. Tarrou was a flight attendant. Alicia N. Titus was a flight atteandant. PASSENGERS Alona Avraham, 30, was from Ashdot, Israel. Garnet "Ace" Bailey, 53, of Lynnfield

I Do Not Fear Death...
I do not fear DEATH for he is a comfort to me. I fear LIFE. For LIFE brings pain and sorrow and loss. LIFE can also bring some happiness but along with the happiness is BURDEN. I cannot shoulder BURDEN as he is heavy. BURDEN brings you down. LOVE is all of these in one. LOVE is full of LIFE that brings u happiness and joy.You BURDEN love because you lean on her and u need her to live.Without LOVE is DEATH.. and without DEATH there is no LIFE.

Fear Of Loosing.
I love him more than I've loved most people. I'd do anything just to make him smile. But I'm worried. there's been a time when we weren't sure of how this is going to work. Distance can be so empty and a hard road to travel, especially when your heart has been broken so many times.And when you've lost so much. I just hope I don't loose this one...I always fall hard when I love, because you never know when you will have the chance to love again. But we have this connection...its unexplainable. And I would do anything to make this work. And its hard sometimes because I can't be there to console him to tell him everything will be okay. To hold him and kiss him and wrap him up. It hurts. And it's hard. But I want him and only him and I cant even picture sharing anything with anyone else. It literally makes me feeling sick even at the thought of someone else. I would have given up completely if it wasn't for him...he saved me in so many ways. I could never thank him enough. I just want to

Her Brother Was The Generous One!
Never Judge. 'Some people!' snorted a man standing behind me in the long line at the grocery store. 'You would think the manager would pay attention and open another line, 'said a woman. I looked to the front of the line to see what the hold up was and saw a well dressed, young woman, trying to get the machine to accept her credit card. No matter how many times she swiped it, the machine kept rejecting it. 'It's one of them welfare card things. Damn people need to get a job like everyone else,' said the man standing behind me. The young woman turned around to see who had made the comment. 'It was me,' he said, pointing to himself. The young lady's face began to change expression. Almost in tears, she dropped the welfare card onto the counter and quickly walked out of the store. Everyone in the checkout line watched as she began running to her car. Never looking back, she got in and drove away. Minutes later a young man walked into the store. He went up to the cashier an

Ah Sunflower
Ah Sunflower by: William Blake (1757-1827) Ah Sunflower, weary of time, Who countest the steps of the sun; Seeking after that sweet golden clime Where the traveler's journey is done; Where the Youth pined away with desire, And the pale virgin shrouded in snow, Arise from their graves, and aspire Where my Sunflower wishes to go!

Easy Fu Bucks
Click on one of these pictures if you would like to help,, DON'T FORGET TO E-MAIL ME FOR YOUR FUBUCKS Mizzzz Brat"~Johnny Chimpo.~ My Fu slave & Personal Body Guard...Must have salute & read profil@ fubar

Sunday Night With The Captain.
Everything has been put away for the night, except for me. And that will happen momentarily... as soon as I finish scribing this little piece of meaningless drivel. I’ve given in to pagan urge and built myself a tall vodka and grapefruit nightcap. The night is very quiet here; a coolness accompanies the wind from the ocean. A strong sea breeze is rippling the surface of our lagoon which reflects the full moon in random flashes of light. Not a sound is to be heard outside now except the occasional cry of a nightbird, and the sighs of the ocean winds. It is for moments like these that I embrace the decision for Tara and I to make our home here after all of the unhappiness of 2003. I was recently asked why I choose to make a daily commute that takes a little more than an hour each way. My answer was "because I do." Deciding to live in an area that is not convenient to that place where there’s money to be made, comes with the acceptance that you will need to get to that place

Addicted...
I'm so addicted to All the things you do When you're going down on me In between the sheets All the sounds you make With every breath you take It's unlike anything When you're loving me Oh girl lets take it slow So as for you well you know where to go I want to take my love And hate you till the end It's not like you to turn away From all the bullshit I can't take It's not like me to walk away I'm so addicted too all the things You do when you're going down on me In between the sheets All the sounds you make With every breath you take It's unlike anything When you're loving me Yeah I know when it's getting rough All the times we spend Trying to make This love something better than Just making up again It's not like you to turn away All the bullshit I can't take Just when I think I can walk away, I'm so addicted to all the things You do when you're going on me In between the sheets All the sounds you make With every breath It's unlike a

R.i.p. Kolten Hilary Smith 09/05/2008
kolten hilary smith Current mood: miserable Category: Life on september 2nd, 2008, myself and my wife katie went to the doctor to hear the babys heartbeat and for a routine check-up. the doctor was not able to find the heartbeat, then told us that the baby had passed away weeks before. my wife delivered on the fifth at 5:43 am in lake st louis. the absolute worst day of my life. i watched my firstborn child be born dead. on the 11th of sept. i left my wife. i frequently use the excuse that the death of our child is what split us up, but the truth is that i was not a big enough man to stick it out and try to make it work. we had two different feelings for each other, and in my eyes had too much not in common for it not to work. i do love her, but not the traditional love of marriage. more of friendship, and of how great of a person she is. my wish for her is that she can one day find someone that will share her love and will treat her like the Queen she is. Rest In Peace, bab

I Challenge You!
20 Things About Me I was challenged by a friend to write 20 things about myself that let you see into me (intimacy) 1. I can blow spit bubbles off the end of my tongue 2. I Love to pull creative pranks on people. 3. I am considered inventive and I like science and math. 4. I saw two men hanged to death in my favorite park when I was five with my family in Izmer Turkey. 5. I draw cynical cartoons from life's idiosyncrasies. 6. I cried when I saw dirty, hungry little children when I was 8 and wanted to own an orphanage when I grew up to take care of them. I work with at risk, and homeless children, providing food, clothing and hygiene products during my outreach. 7. I can skin a dear without nicking the flesh. 8. I can change my own oil, spark plugs and brakes. 9. I like to cook but I cook like the Swedish chef on the Muppet show. 10. I clean up real nice! 11. I make the best French castile soap out of all natural essential oils and use aromatherap

Maybe...
"Damn car," Laina thought as she stood waiting for the bus. "Figures that it wouldn't start today of all days." Her day seemed to have been one disaster after another, and then she'd come out of work just after 9 to find her car wouldn't start. Of course she'd had to stay late to finish a report on a night when her best friend was out of town and unable to pick her up. Thankfully, there was a bus stop just down the street so she'd decided just to take the bus home. Now here she was, standing in the cool air as the sun slowly dropped below the horizon, waiting for the bus. Her briefcase slung over her shoulder, she reached up to knead the back of her neck. The headache forming was causing a dull ache in her neck and shoulders. Jake watched her from the bench about 20 feet away. His eyes roamed over her body, over every curve. As she reached up to rub her neck, brushing her shoulder-length black hair aside, the strap of her briefcase caused her light blue button-down shirt to pull

Pa. Lawmakers Seek More Incentives For Volunteer Firefighters - 7/30/2008
Pa. lawmakers seek more incentives for volunteer firefighters - 7/30/2008 By Sam Allen The Pittsburgh Post-Gazette (Pennsylvania) HARRISBURG, Pa. — There is one question Ross fire marshal John Reubi hears most often when he tries to recruit volunteer firefighters. "What's in it for me?" When Mr. Reubi joined the Keating Volunteer Fire Company in 1963, that question was rarely asked. Now, 45 years later, he does not have a convincing answer. The number of volunteer firefighters in Pennsylvania has plummeted in past decades — from 300,000 in 1974 to 72,000 in 2005 — and lawmakers at the federal and state level have pinpointed a lack of tangible incentive as a key factor in the decline. U.S. Rep. Jason Altmire, D-McCandless, co-sponsored the SERVE Act, a bill that would provide an annual $1,000 tax credit to active volunteer firefighters and emergency workers who serve for at least one year. The bill is in committee, and although two similar bills have failed i

Hello Muse
Written by some one near and dear! This is a great poem that hits deep down!!! Hello Muse Down the road there might be rose petals in a hot bath And candles glowing round the edge There might be bodies in the warm sun There might be bluebirds hiding in a hedge Down the road there might be cosy fires And dark brown stout in glasses And misty blue moons in the air And eyes the color of molasses Down the road there might be satisfaction And dreams that finally come true There might be some time Some time to spend with you But right now there is only a road To stare down And hold out a thumb and wonder If you'll ever make it to the next town Down the road there could be danger You never know what's round the bend It could be the oasis you're looking for Or the road could suddenly end Maybe the road won't take you To where you want to go You want to get there quickly But you find your moving slow And sometimes on the road you see a spot Wher

This Is The Dream Of Every Woman!
To every guy that's said, "Sex CAN wait" To every guy that's said, "You're beautiful." To every guy that was never too busy to drive across town to see her. To every guy that gives her flowers and a card when she is sick or down. To every guy who has given her flowers just because thats how he rolls. To every guy that said he would die for her. To every guy that really would. To every guy that did what she wanted to do. To every guy that cried in front of her. .... To every guy that she cried in front of... To every guy that holds hands with her. To every guy that kisses her with meaning. To every guy that hugs her when she's sad. To every guy that hugs her for no reason at all. To every guy who would give their jacket up for her. To every guy that calls to make sure she got home safe. To every guy that would sit and wait for her for hours just to see her for ten minutes..... To every guy that would give his seat up... To every guy that just wants to cuddle. To every

A Positive Outlook
i have taken a new stance on all things in life...no matter what happends i will not allow ANYTHING to get me down...i have spent far too much time in my life being down trodden hopeless lonely and sad...no more...and yes some days a positive outlook is a tough accomplishment and a hard battle...but i will not be swayed...i can never hope to gain from life or my experiences if i always take a negative approach to them...so now as i look at the world realistically yet hopefully i see the road ahead is not so dark just unpaved and a few rocks never hurt anyone...thus: PERSEVERANCE IS THE KEY TO SUCESS AND HAPPINESS

Cutting Costs Or Reality Check
http://www.rd.com/advice-and-know-how/hochman-family-cuts-spending/article99718.html I want to know what version of reality the people in the story above are living in.... OK - I admit it when I first read the story I was interested...I've had to cut corners a great deal over the last year and a half (I mean to the point of it being a circle...) I thought yeah - interesting read and I'll get some ideas... It's about a family of 3 that makes the decision to cut out all unnecessary spending. They even cut out internet....The set a budget of $100 dollars for anything not considered a necessity...among the things they had to buy with that $100 was gasoline. Here's are just a few of my issues with this story. 1) They have an issue with their shower...to avoid calling a plumber the guy gets on the internet to find a solution. RIGHT - he steals his neighbors internet! So does that mean he believes that the internet should be considered a necessity? or is stealing ok in the n

Goodbuy
Good day and good by I thought I would drop my friends a note to explain why I am no longer around. Just so you know I am not ignoring you all. The primary reason is the fact work is calling me away again. I doubt I will have either the time or the ability for the next year or so to be coming on FURBAR. But I will have to be truthful and say that a 2nd reason is motivating me. FUBAR has changed since I first came here (anyone remember cherry lol) the attitude of fun and adult conversation has been replaced by “high school” drama games, and self-righteous attitude. Frankly my life has drama enough. So I will shortly bid FUBAR goodbye. I would like to send my thanks to the true friends that I have made here, and if you want to here from me you have my e mail address (the ones that wanted it). I wish you happiness and all the best. I may one day find myself back here, but for now, at the end of next week I will be gone.

Win A Bling Pack Or A Vip Sexy Eyes Contest Details In Here
IT THE SEXY EYES CONTEST FOR RATES ONLY! LAST FOR ONE WEEK ONLY. THE MOST RATES WIN THE 2 MONTH VIP OR 25 BLING PACK! SEND YOUR PIC AND WILL START ON 9/22/08 TILL THE 9/29/08. REMEMBER MOST RATES WINS! E-MAIL ME WITH YOUR PIC Sexy Can I by Ray J feat. Yung Berg - Ray J featuring Yung Berg RULES: 1. NO DRAMA IT IS RATES ONLY 2. NO CHEATING WILL BE TOLERATED 3. PLEASE MAKE SURE ALL THAT RATE YOUR PIC ADD/FAN AND FRIEND THE HOST. 4. WILL LAST FOR ONE WEEK ONLY. BEGIN AT 7 P.M. AND END AT 7P.M EST. 5. ALL RATES WILL BE DONE AT THE END OF CONTEST AND PRIZES WILL BE GIVEN THE FOLLOWING DAY. 6.BULLETIN WILL BE DONE ON SUNDAY BEFORE THE CONTEST BEGIN WITH THE LINK TO CONTEST. 7. PLEASE ACT LIKE ADULT AND NOT CHILDREN, ANY COMPLAINTS ARE TO BE SAID TO THE HOST NOT OTHER CONTESTANTS ARE YOU WILL BE REMOVED. 8.BULLETIN WILL BE DONE FOR WINNER

S8en First Bully For Us
Join us in the 7th Circle Of Hell! Great friends n family! Live DJ's! What r you waiting for?We're currently lookin for Some Greeters, Promoters, and DJ's! If this sounds like somethin ya might wanna do just drop by and let us know! While ur there join the fam! We'd luv to have ya!! (repost of original by 'S8en's Lil Helper ~Promoter @ 7th Circle Of Hell~Fu G/f to Forsaken1' on '2008-09-18 16:50:44')

Pauls Blog
Im 33 years old love to have friends on fubar. Im trying to become female so all you haters out there if you dont like it fuck off!! Not much to say other then im hopeing ill be moveing soon to start over a new life.. I get along pretty much with anyone..

Beginning Info For "sexy Eyes" Contest
Hey Everyone! I'm In The "Sexy Eyes" Contest.... Just Thought I Would Post The Beginning Info And Ask For Your Help When The Time Comes....I Will Be Posting Another Blog When The Contest Starts With My Pic And The Link To Rate Me...Hoping For Lots Of Luv... And All Love Will Be Returned In One Way Or Another!! Just Do Me A Favor And Msg Me When You Have Helped Me Out So I Can Keep Track Of You To Repay! Much Love To All Who Do And Thanx In Advance!! See Blog Below To Know All The Info Needed! IT THE SEXY EYES CONTEST FOR RATES ONLY! LAST FOR ONE WEEK ONLY. THE MOST RATES WIN THE 2 MONTH VIP OR 25 BLING PACK! SEND YOUR PIC AND WILL START ON 9/22/08 TILL THE 9/29/08. REMEMBER MOST RATES WINS! E-MAIL ME WITH YOUR PIC Sexy Can I by Ray J feat. Yung Berg - Ray J featuring Yung Berg RULES: 1. NO DRAMA IT IS RATES ONLY 2. NO CHEATING WILL BE TOLERATED 3. PLEASE MA

Crabs
Well somebody posted a Mumm about crabs, which reminds me of a story :) I used to work in a girl's home in NYC. It was a group home for 15 girls aged 16-21 who were in the foster care system. It was run by the Mennonite church. The two people who were in charge of it were a husband and wife, lets call them Jed and Pru. Jed was a Mennonite farm boy from Pennsylvania, and Pru was a Mennonite farm girl from upstate New York. They were the masters of the universe according to them. Well, Jed and Pru were a little on the self-righteous side. They were well meaning, but they were a little clueless about their own arrogance. But anyway. One day Pru came in and had an announcement to make. She had crabs. As you can imagine, this caused a bit of a stir in the house. She got them from some Mennonite visitors from a third world country that stayed in her house. I believe that, but its still funny. I do believe this was a humbling experience for Pru. After all, she was

Corrupted Love
A warm sensation fills my body My heart races with every touch The softness of your voice soothes My soul As I lay there hoping the moment Will never end Calling out for you Praying that you'll never let me go The sensation so strong I can no longer feel my body Slowly I fade in and out of reality In an instant the warm sensation Fades away My heart empty My soul torn apart Lying there; wondering where I went Wrong Calling out for you, only to find there is no answer My mind invaded with thoughts So cruel and unrefined The sensation of fear of what's to come Slowly the reality over powering The lust and fantasy Leaving me empty Confused on how to think or feel The loneliness I feel So wretched and compelled Betrayal to myself Revealing the terrors of my love

Just Bc
Our ages are quite different, but We're siblings nonetheless, And on your wedding day I feel A strong, bright tenderness. There is a hollow in my heart That you will always fill. No matter who or where you are, Your place remains there still. And now, though you begin anew, A husband with a wife, Know my pride and hope and love Are yours throughout your life.

Why...
Why The buttons on my phone are worn thin I don't think that I knew the chaos I was getting in. But I've broken all my promises to you I've broken all my promises to you. Why do you do this to me? Why do you do this so easily? You make it hard to smile because You make it hard to breathe Why do you do this to me? A phrasing that's a single tear, Is harder than I ever feared And you were left feeling so alone. Because these days aren't easy Like they have been once before These days aren't easy anymore. Why do you do this to me? Why do you do this so easily? You make it hard to smile because You make it hard to breathe Why do you do this to me? To me, to me, to me... I should've known this wasn't real And fought it off and fought to feel What matters most? Everything That you feel while listening to every word that I sing. I promise you I will bring you home I will bring you home. Why do you do this to me? Why do you do this so easily? You make

Astronauts Set For Countdown Rehearsal
STS-125 Atlantis This STS-125 crew patch shows Hubble. The overall structure and composition of the universe is shown in blue and filled with planets, stars and galaxies. The black background is indicative of the mysteries of dark-energy and dark-matter. The red border of the patch represents the red-shifted glow of the early universe. Soaring by the telescope is the shuttle that initially deployed Hubble and has enabled astronauts to continually upgrade the telescope, significantly contributing to the expansion of human knowledge. Image above: These seven astronauts take a break from training to pose for the STS-125 crew portrait. From the left are astronauts Michael J. Massimino, Michael T. Good, both mission specialists; Gregory C. Johnson, pilot; Scott D. Altman, commander; K. Megan McArthur, John M. Grunsfeld and Andrew J. Feustel, all mission specialists. Image credit: NASA Image above: Space shuttle Atlantis stands poised on the launch pad after its trek fr

What's Sexy About My Name?
What's Sexy About Your Name You are sexy because you are a talented lover. You take being good in bed very seriously. You are willing to do anything to make sure your partner is satisfied. You work hard in the bedroom. And you're always up for trying out something new. You're always dreaming up new ideas and techniques. You are very sexually experienced. You've done a lot, even if you haven't had many partners. Unlike other people, you don't need to be in love to get intimate with someone. You're open to many experiences with many people. And there's no way you could love all of them! What's Sexy About Your Name?

Lust
The second I met you the sparks starteed to flow standing near your warmth taking in your glow when our eyes met I knew I'd found the one I could tell our future involved lots of fun our arms around each other our heads gently touching our hearts soar out now everyones watching your lips are soft and so are mine I start to tingle as our lips entertwine your hands leave my face my hips start inviting lost in the moment struck down by lightning my body you caress your name I am calling with you im blessed together we are falling drenched in the megic as time passes by we barely notice lust controls our mind

Friendship
Friendship . . . . . . is you. . . . is love. . . . is shared. . . . is forgiving. . . . is understanding. . . . is shared secrets. . . . is shared laughter. . . . can be angry at times. . . . is dependable and true. . . . is meant to be savored like fine wine. . . . is not perfect, much like we are not perfect. . . . is meant to be gulped like lemonade on a hot summer day. . . . is always there, through times of trial, happy times and hard times. . . . just happens, but once discovered, needs to be tended like a beautiful garden. . . . is a road to be traveled slowly, remembering the sights and sounds. . . . is strength when you are too weak to notice its there. . . . reaches into your heart and grabs a firm hold. . . . is a refreshing rain on a hot day. . . . is relaxed and comfortable. . . . is a shoulder to lean on. . . . is an ear to whine to. . . . gets better with age. . . . is shared tears. . . . is shared joy. . . . is shared. . . . is love. . . . is you ._______________* Joy

Update 4 On Stop Child Abuse
Help Stop Child Abuse If you want to end this tragedy please join in this to show your support. Just R/F/A everyone and if you have them then rerate and leave them a comment "Stopping Child Abuse". After you do that then let Soulja Gurl know after you have rated her folder to recieve a tag.Once you have R/F/A added everyone you will be added to the bulletin Start with this picture first: Tag(let Tigerprincess know you rated folder as well,she makes the tags) imikimi - Customize Your World Soulja Gurl Soulja Gurl )@ fubar Tigerprincess Tigerprincess@ fubar Holly HotBox Holly HotBox ~The Owner of "The Love Shack",25 to life@ fubar tracy @ fubar hot lil mama @ fubar Cheryl

Horny...well Yes I Am! ! ! ! !
I would have to say I am a typical male. As typical as they come. I think about sex a lot:) Call me a pig or whatever you want. The way I view women sometimes is the same way I view cars. You see I love cars and would like to drive every nice looking car I see....Are you following me on this?? If not I will talk/type slower. I see a nice looking women and I think my land!! What would it be like to be with her? I bet she has a nice pair of tits under that sweater she's wearing. And those jeans hug her hips and that ASS!! Man, what I wouldn't do to get into those jeans. I wonder if she is wearing panties or not? I wonder? Are they thongs you think? Surely this hot looking women isn't the type to wear the old "granny panties". Maybe I wrong..but I think that is what separates us men from women. We think like dogs...and women...well we don't know what the hell they are thinking. They could be thinking about the next shoe sale and how they can afford to get as many pairs as possible.

Updates Child Abuse
tags are done for the people that have joined the train to stop child abuse that is 2 place you can get your tags from but plz be sure to rate and comment your tag i will put both links to get your tag from thank you for joining Soulja Gurl **25 to Life**FU OWNED BY MY WONDERFUL FRIEND SUPERSTARRPRINCESS(AKA DJ JERSEY)@ fubar Tigerprincess~Owner of Love Shack~25 to life~@ fubar you can get your tages from both pages

For My Addiction
Young teacher the subject Of schoolgirl fantasy She wants him so badly Knows what she wants to be Inside her there's longing This girl's an open page Book marking She's so close now This girl is half his age Don't stand to close to me Her friends are so jealous You know how bad girls get Sometimes it's not so easy To be the teacher's pet Temptation, frustration So bad it makes him cry Wet bus stop, whe's waiting His car is warm and dry Don't stand so close to me Loose talk in the classroom To hurt they try and try Strong words in the staffroom The accusations fly It's no use He sees her He starts to shake he starts to cough Just like the old man in That famous book by Nabakov Don't stand so close to me This song makes me think of you everytime I hear it.

To Our Troops In Iraq
You don't want to miss this! ((*_*) ) VERY INTERESTING- 1. The Garden of Eden was in Iraq 2. Mesopotamia, which is now Iraq, was the cradle of civilization! 3. Noah built the ark in Iraq 4. The Tower of Babel was in Iraq 5. Abraham was from Ur, which is in Southern Iraq 6. Isaac's wife Rebekah is from Nahor, which is in Iraq 7. Jacob met Rachel in Iraq 8. Jonah preached in Nineveh - which is in Iraq 9. Assyria, which is in Iraq, conquered the ten tribes of Israel 10. Amos cried out in Iraq 11 Babylon, which is in Iraq, destroyed Jerusalem 12. Daniel was in the lion's den in Iraq 13. The three Hebrew children were in the fire in Iraq (Jesus had been in Iraq also as the fourth person in the Fiery Furnace!) 14. Belshazzar, the King of Babylon saw the 'writing on the wall' in Iraq 15. Nebuchadnezzar, King of Babylon, carried the Jews captive into Iraq 16. Ezeki

Fact Checker/obama Professor?
Q: Was Barack Obama really a constitutional law professor? When I was in law school, I addressed all of my course instructors as "professors," regardless of their rank or formal position in the school academic hierarchy (tenured professor, assistant professor, adjunct professor, lecturer, etc.). Was Obama exaggerating or factually wrong in referring to himself as a "constitutional law professor" at the University of Chicago Law School even though his official title was lecturer? A: His formal title was "senior lecturer," but the University of Chicago Law School says he "served as a professor" and was "regarded as" a professor. Sen. Obama, who has taught courses in constitutional law at the University of Chicago, has regularly referred to himself as "a constitutional law professor," most famously at a March 30, 2007, fundraiser when he said, "I was a constitutional law professor, which means unlike the current president I actually respect the Constitution." A spokesman for the R

Something Sweet
Look to the west sky they said You will find what your seeking Sweet smells of something not dead Of how your heart will be fed Fall, Spring make my soul to rise The scent of love brings me joy Daily thoughts that harken sighs Know my soul is just a toy When the flowers do attract Lovers enjoy their aroma Promises made with their pact Sealed by stars shooting 'bove Some true, some false sworn true love To be there always forever Pure as a white morning dove Hope against hope to not sever Lay in the grassy meadow Whisper secrets only they know To the end we mean to sow Till we separate from low

Rip My Friend Kept In Corsets, Whitney
"Woman killed in Lawrence County Crash Wednesday, September 24, 2008" -By Daniel Malloy, Pittsburgh Post-Gazette A woman was killed when the car in which she was riding pulled out into the path of a tractor-trailer in Lawrence County last night. Northwest Regional Police Chief James Morris said Whitney Jo Maguire, 21, of Ambridge, died in the crash shortly before 7 p.m. at Routes 551 and 422 near Edinburg. The driver of the car, Shawn Geisinger, 22, of Tarentum, and Ms. Maguire's 2-year-old son were taken to a hospital for treatment. [The truck driver, Daniel J. Hill, 33, of Brackenridge, was not injured.] The crash closed Route 422 for five hours. First published on September 24, 2008 at 12:25 pm Click Here For The Article This was an amazing woman, friend and mother, she will be missed by so many of us. We love you Whit, wherever you maybe now... Kept In Corsets - Fu-owned by SexySavior & Pedro El Loco, Fu-owner of KatieMae

Wake Up To The Reality
WAKE UP PEOPLE!!! This financial crisis that our President has referred to is completely orchestrated by our government. They are the ones causing the recession and if they have their way we will revisit the days of The Great Depression. We are going to know first hand what our great grandparents has to do to survive, our children are going to experience the same hardships as our grandparents. We have the ability to stop this. We are gluttonis as a nation. We spend, spend, spend, without regard to the rising prices. And why?? Because our government has brainwashed us into thinking this is the way it has to be, that we are helpless. Well, that just isn't ever true. We are never helpless until we give up and say fine, go ahead and bankrupt me--put me and my family on the street--you're the government so you must know what is right. Bullsnot and horsedookey. I never was one to just let things ride. Especially when i feel it is an injustice. I feel this is an injustice to

Test Tickles????
There is a factory in Northern Minnesota which makes the > Tickle Me Elmo toys. > The toy laughs when you tickle it under the arms. > > Well, Lena is hired at The Tickle Me Elmo factory and she > reports for > her first day promptly at 8:00 AM > > The next day at 8:45 AM, there is a knock at the Personnel > Manager's door. > The Foreman throws open the door and begins to rant about > the new employee. > > He complains that she is incredibly slow and the whole line > is backing up, > putting the entire production line behind schedule. > > The Personnel Manager decides he should see this for > himself, > so the 2 men march down to the factory floor. When they get > there the line > is so backed up that there are Tickle Me Elmo's all > over the factory floor, > and they're really beginning to pile up. > > At the end of the line stands Lena surrounded by mountains > of > Tickle Me Elmo's. She has a roll of plush red fabric > and a hugh > bag of small marbles.

Lost And Found
I am preoccupied with the struggles in my brain. Right down to the inner cortex, I am liable. The change in my pocket barely enough for the bus, let alone the thoughts standing next to me. Their hands out, looking at me with that sort of hysterical gaze, trying to make me flinch. I just walk on. They follow. It stands to reason that I would find myself in this situation, although I'm not quite sure I understand, if that makes any sense at all. Well it doesn't to me, so I can only imagine what it sounds like to you. In any event, I continue to walk towards some destination, any damn place but where I am. Then they go by, with that cocky wave, and that….that smile, you know the one. The damn CDTA disappears down the hill, around the old Episcopal Church, I know where it's going. I have some time. There are many clichés out there about not knowing what you have until you lost it. I'm not really in the mood to ramble any of them off here, besides I've already said what I wanted to

Are There Any Angels Out There?!
ARE THERE ANY ANGELS OUT THERE...HIT ME - HEART OF FIRE UP AND THEN FAN, ADD, AND RATE THESE ANGEL'S TO BECOME ONE OF THEM.LET'S KEEP IT GOING SO WE CAN ALL GET GOOD FRIENDS....ALSO, NO YOU DON'T HAVE TO BE NO GODFATHER OR BE PAST A CERTAIN LEVAL TO BE AND ANGEL. THIS IS JUST TO MAKE GOOD FRIENDS...REMEMBER TO FAN ADD AND RATE ME AS WELL LOL!!! "Heart of Fire" HOME OF THE FU-ANGEL'S~Co of E.D.F.B.~ Club FAR~I HOOK UP THE PIC'S ~Butterflybaby Is A Precious Love~ Fu Angel ~ })i({ HER ? WORLD })i({ ® ~Ms Taz™~Co-Founder Omega Bombers~*~Fu-Angel*~{CLUB UNITED}{SHADOW LEVELER}~R/L LDL to King Domino~ Karena2001~~@~~Secretary Omega Bombers~~@~~Greeter@Hip Hopz~~@ LM~HeadGreeter@ Howl At The Moon Saloon~FuAngel~FU Owned By~DJ~ lonewolfjohn CHIP~STRIKER'S SWEETY~HEAD PROMOTER FOR CRAZY'S SANITARIUM!!! ?Thyckie Thyck? Club FAR ?

You'll Never See Me Cry
YOU'LL NEVER SEE ME CRY I'LL NEVER LET YOU SEE ME CRY I'LL HIDE THE LOVE I HAVE INSIDE MY TEARS FOR YOU YOU'LL NEVER SEE I'LL LOCK THEM UP , THROWING AWAY THE KEY THE TEARS I'VE CRIED HAVE BEEN MANY I WIPE THEM AWAY, LIKE SO MANY TIMES BEFORE HIDING MY FACE WITH A FAKE SMILE , THE ONE YOU ADORE I'LL NEVER LET YOU SEE MY TEARS I'LL NEVER TELL YOU ABOUT MY FEARS I'LL NEVER SHARE MY SECRETS WITHIN I'LL TREAT YOU LIKE YOU'RE JUST ANOTHER FRIEND FOR DOING THIS, IS THE ONLY WAY THAT I CAN PROTECT THIS HEART FROM HARMS WAY DON'T TRY TO REACH IT, FOR IT'S PROTECTED NOW FROM HEARTACHE AND PAIN ... FROM THOSE TEARS THAT FLOW DOWN (written by me , Jade )

Fall Cleaning
HEY ALL ITS FALL CLEANING TIME TO CLEAN MY LIST IF I TALK TO U ALL TIME AND UR ON MY TOP FRIENDS AND UR IN MY FAMILY LIST ANY WERE UR SAFE IF NOT LET ME KNOW BYE NEXT FRIDAY IF U WANT STAY ON LIST IF NOT UR ASS IS GONE THANKS LOVE U ALL RAIN

Come See What Tou Are Missing
Come see us at Dark Sinners. Why spend your time alone if your home come spend it with us where its always hot. Myspace Comments CLICK THE CHIC AND COME INTO DARK SINNERS. WHERE WE LOVE TO MAKE YOUR DREAMS REALITY!!

Another Quiet Day.
well, today was boring and quiet. did some housework (i can finally see the floor again, lol), did some homework, and now i'm gonna slack off a little longer until i finish up the rest of the work i have to do. i'm gonna make it a point to not talk about grad school here. this is my happy place, not my worky place, lol!

The Coffin Dancer By Jeffrey Deaver
Plot Summary: This return engagement for quadriplegic criminologist Lincoln Rhyme is strong on forensic details as Rhyme tracks an elusive assassin known only by the tattoo that gives this fast-paced thriller its title. Three witnesses to a murder could put a millionaire arms dealer behind bars for good. When one of them, the co-owner of Hudson Air, is blown up in a plane bombing with the Dancer's fingerprints all over it, the FBI takes the other witnesses into protective custody. Only Rhyme can decipher a crime scene, read the residue of a bombing, or identify a handful of dirt well enough to keep up with the killer. Helped by Amelia Sachs, his brilliant and able-bodied assistant, Rhyme traces the Dancer through Manhattan streets, airports, and subways. The psychological tension builds rapidly from page one all the way to the stunning and unexpected denouement. At the same time, Jeffery Deaver slowly develops the against-all-odds love affair between Rhyme and Sachs. My Comments:

What The Government Should Do
I'm against the $85,000,000,000.00 bailout of AIG. Instead, I'm in favor of giving $85,000,000,000 to America in a We Deserve It Dividend.(WeDID) To make the math simple, let's assume there are 200,000,000 bona fide U.S. Citizens 18+. Our population is about 301,000,000 counting every man, woman and child. So 200,000,000 might be a fair stab at adults 18 and up.. So divide 200 million adults 18+ into $85 billon that equals $425,000.00. My plan is to give $425,000 to every person age 18+ We Deserve It Dividend.(WeDID) Of course , it would NOT be tax free. So let's assume a tax rate of 30%. Which is the going rate for this income. Every individual 18+ has to pay $127,500.00 in taxes. That sends $25,500,000,000 right back to Uncle Sam. But it means that every adult 18+ has $297,500.00 in their pocket. A husband and wife have $595,000.00. What would you do with $297,500.00 to $595,000.00 in your family? Pay off your mortgage - housing crisis solved.

C'mon Now, Please...
Please, if you don't want your photo's rated, then do not upload them! Every photo is fair game, and I'll rate almost every photo you have if I feel inspired/bored enough. I do this to everyone! If you are uneasy about it, just let me know through the shout box or something. Don't give me the cold shoulder, then send your girlfriend/boyfriend (who also has a private profile to boot) to my page to try and insult me with "1" rates. I rate all of your pics fairly and treat each as their own pieces of art. this is your work, time and effort that I am complimenting/criticizing you on. I do this out of sheer pleasure and I do exercise humility. I will never meet any of you people in real life. So especially ladies: DO NOT: Take my rates as an openly fantasizing over you. Get over it! I'm not looking for a wife on here. Please don't revert to high scholl dramatics. It's not very flattering. If you have a problem with me, treat me as a person, let me know, and I will move on to the n

I Said Goodbye
I sit and wonder, about the others, The others that knew her, that knew my Mother I spoke for her, at her memorial, I know she was proud of the word of love, spoken out loud I knew she loved me, and would give me the world; but her final days, lasted so long. So in a way, I'm was glad she had gone, She's happy now, and free of pain, And she's no longer trapped, in sick disdain, I loved my Mom, and always will, when i see her again, we'll both be thrilled, They say theirs no tears in heaven, so she's free now, when she was here, my tears, she would not allow, So Mom I hope you know, that you raised me well, take a bow, I love you Mom,

Goals
There's nothing greater then love itself. I feel as though I've loved and lost, but for a reason. I think there's a bigger purpose for me. I can feel it from the depths of my soul. I thought it was YOU, but no... it's not.. it's been me all along. How can I love another, when I haven't healed myself to move on? I've been doing lots of thinking these days, about my next step in life... One thought on my brain constantly, "How do I want to be remembered?" And well, it's time I make changes in my life. Doing things for the better to make me a better person. And that means, leaving a lot of people behind.. So if it's you back there eating my dust, it's you for a reason... *cheers* to taking back my power! Livin' La Vida Loca. Much love, ~Me~

Nobama!
Barack Obama was the most liberal Senator in the 110th Congress per the non-partisan National Journal. And his running mate Joe Biden is the third most liberal U.S. Senator. If it looks like a duck, walks like a duck and quacks like a duck—it is a duck. In the fight for the Democratic nomination, the one thing neither candidate did was criticized their opponent for being too liberal. Now the truth is coming out. Barack Obama makes Jimmy Carter look like a conservative. But beware! As the Democratic candidate, Barack is reinventing himself as a moderate. By flip-flopping to suit his needs at the time, he is showing his true colors as that of a crafty politician and not a messiah for change. For example, early in the primary races, Barack was against open trade and strongly in favor of public campaign financing. But later he flip-flopped as he discovered NAFTA has helped more than it hurt, and Walla, after raising record sums of money, he throws the public financing cause he onc

Golf
Golf Accident Two women were playing golf. One teed off and watched in horror as her ball headed directly toward a foursome of men playing the next hole. The ball hit one of the men. He immediately clasped his hands together at his groin, fell to the ground and proceeded to roll around in agony. The woman rushed down to the man, and immediately began to apologize "Please allow me to help. I'm a physical therapist and I know I could relieve your pain if you'd allow me," she told him. "Oh, no, I'll be all right. I'll be fine in a few minutes," the man replied. He was in obvious agony, lying in the fetal position, still clasping his hands together at his groin. At her persistence, however, he finally allowed her to help. She gently took his hands away and laid them to the side, loosened his pants and put her hands inside. She administered tender and artful massage for several long moments and asked, "How does that feel?" He replied, "It feels great ......b

Amber Alert
Missing From: 1616 S. Overton Avenue, Independence, MO Missing Date: 9/20/2008 12:00 AM Contact: Independence Police Department 816-325-7258 Circumstances: UPDATE AMBER ALERT - Kelley Riggs is 10 yo male SUBJECT FAILED TO RETURN THE 4 CHILDREN TO DIVISION OF FAMILY SERVICES AFTER AN UNSUPERVISED OVERNIGHT VISITATION. LAW ENFORCEMENT HAS REASON TO BELIEVE THE CHILDREN ARE IN IMMINENT DANGER. POSSIBLY COULD BE EN ROUTE TO OREGON OR COLORADO.

Clutchin Mah 45*
AIN'T NOBODY CARE AIN'T NOBODY THERE PULL URE STRAP ON ME NIGGA I AIN'T SCARED I EMERGE LIKE BALL OF SMOKE & FLAME MAKE E'M ALL REMEMBER MY NAME MILTARY TRAINED BUSTIN MY 45 SWITCHIN LANES RIDIN ON MAH ENEMIES WITH NO MORE PAIN

Special Moments
Time and space explode together, stars shoot to infinity. Nothingness surrounds, enveloping, soothing. Eyes close, mind floats into another dimension. Acutely aware, feeling the slightest touch, magnifying, peaceful. Breath shallow, softly caressing, zephyrs of desire. Ageless words, encapsulated in the air. Tenderness, silence. Movement slows, imperceptible, the lightest contact says all. Nothing more is needed, anymore impossible. Tracing fingers over skin, the intimacy heightened. Exploring, touching in a new way, gently, daringly. Beating heart, felt totally. Head pressed on chest, closely, listens to the heart, jumping, loving. Skin touches warm flesh. Total surrender of self. Two are as one, thrilling, confiding. Eyes gaze into beauty. Complete adoration, shines through. Seeing into the soul, totally, revealing. Lovers close, outside time, enjoying the moments of bliss, drowning in the love. Together, f

In The Heat Of The Moment
In the heat of the moment, wild passions flare. Tongues, teeth and finger tips, aching to touch and share. Invisible boundaries designed, to quell this heat with a shiver and a chill. Anticipation the red flame, that melts an iron will. Passions born of hell, yet known to God as pleasure. Finger tips burn skin, while touching lighter than a feather. A dance in near darkness, awakes once more this passion. Erotic this crucifixion, outdated by modern fashion. The world slips away, as we dance in the fire. Lips touching skin , animalistic this desire. The tempo grows quicker, hips interlocked not breaking. Hearts pound, brain whirls at this risk we are taking. The CD a rumble, like distant thunder. Passion riding the storm, of this spell I'm under. Lips along jawlines, passion threatens to burn us. Forged far below, in Hades' own furnace. Lips brushing lips, searing the flesh. Bodies interlocked, as to the music we mesh. The beat so st

Unlock The Code To Be Friends.
Here's what I find funny about this site: People go and pay money (or get other people to pay money FOR them) to get one of those little blast things. And they put on their blast something to the effect of "add me, rate me, fan me... I need massive amounts of points". So wanting to help a sista out, you go to their site and start trying to rate and comment on their pictures to give them points and it says they only allow comments from friends... Okay, so I guess I'll go add them first. So you go onto their main page and rate them... done... fan them... done... and then add them..... NOT done. They dont add you, so you start looking around their page to see if it might give you a clue as to why. And there is a little set of instructions telling you all these steps you have to go through in order to become their friend. wtf? I was trying to help YOU out, and had you allowed me to do it I would have gone through and given you 10s on all your pictures and commented on all of them

Sacrifice
I'm moving back to Reno soon. something I swore I'd never do. But my daughter needs me more than I've ever realized. The woman I love pointed this out to me. She even broke up with me, I think, to remove anyone else I might put ahead of my daughter. My daughter has always been in my heart. No one can ever change that. Just because I'm absent doesn't mean that I love her any less. I'm moving back to Reno again and putting myself at risk all for my daughter. There are people there who want me dead and a vice there that I haven't been able to defeat. I do this for the love of my little girl. Sometimes we have to take losses and die a little bit for those we love most.

Scrap Paper Poem
There is a realization of mental insecurity A crossing such that feet whisper in passing A minor matter of finding the round peg Spinning it gently Between callused fingers Enjoying all the peculiarities It becomes a fascination of thoughtful interaction At times provocative A seduction perhaps All the while knowing Just what slot it fits best!

Bleh
Last day of the work week today. Yay! I hope that today goes by fast. Evil Aunt Flow decided she wanted to come visit last night before I went to bed. She is so annoying......Hopefully she won't stay around for too long. So yep, just killing some time before I go to work. Drinking me coffee. I had coffee for dinner last night. Mmmm. After work, I don't know if I'm going to go see a movie with a friend or not as we planned. Haven't spoken to him in a while. I don't even think there are any good movies playing. Our schedules are so different from each other now so it makes it harder to hang out. And he always wants to hang out after days I work. What up with that John???? I woke up from a bad dream. One of those many dreams that I have. I remember bits and parts of it but I remember waking up to myself yelling or saying something. I hate those dreams. If I know it's not true, so why do I keep dreaming them? I guess it's just a fear I will always have.

Writings
Caught Between Worlds Standing at a crossroad uncertain where to turn one path dark and haunting the other seemingly easier to comprehend but full of kinks and curves when the path of comprehension seems the smarter path to choose there shines a light within the dark what is there to lose coming closer toward the glow feeling great desire engulfed in fear love warmth this unknown passion fueling fire Caught between two worlds wondering which is real the one that she sees or the one that she feels silent screams escape her heard only by her ears insanity running wild playing on her fears her surroundings are familiar faces she sees the places she goes everything changes so quickly even she knows not what she knows Jynafer October 1, 2000

Love....
Lost In Love How do we know we are in love? By:Sherra de Guzman "How we fall in love may be the hardest human behavior to explain." -Jeffrey Kluger, Time Magazine Feb 2008 Is this true? Or as they say, are people who are in love most likely delusional? Have you experienced once in your life that love that overrides everything surrounding you? Did it last or was it just like a wind that passed by? Most of the above questions are hard to answer. We sometimes, or most of the time, do things we never thought we'd do in this lifetime just for the sake of the person we love; things that normal people don't do, or let's say people, that are on upper drugs. Why do think we act like that? Reading articles from different magazines or even books that try to explain that kind of reaction say that it just boils down to one thing-- we are crazy when we are in love and it can never be explained. Some may say it's genetic, hormonal, instinct, environmental, etc. But in the end, did it real

Hey
i'm a real man that lives in North Dakota. looking for real love.i hope to fine her one day. hope she out there. i lost my true love 5 years ago. just tried of being a lone. if i fine great friends on the way that will be great too.

Blackberry Creamcheese Pie
Tuesday, December 25, 2007 Blackberry Creamvcheese pie Current mood: creative Category: Food and Restaurants Ok, for the first time ever i made a blackberry creamcheese pie everyone loved it. So i am going to put it down here on how to make it 1 pie crust 9inch (one that u ahve to bake that u havent baked yet) 1/4 cup of sugar 1/8 teaspoon of salt 1 8oz of cream cheese 1 table spoon of lemon juice 1 large egg 15oz can of blackberry toppin or fillin or if you feel brave 1 bag of fozen blackberrys ----------------------------------------------------------------------- preheat oven to 350 soften the cream cheese and then place it in a mising bowl whip it until it is nice and fluffy.. add all the other stuff (expect the blackberries) mix it until its nice and smooth. place in the pie crust.. bake in the oven @350 for 20 mins. take out of oven fill the rest of the pan with the blackberries or black berry toppin cook in the oven for 20mins

My Shattered Heart.
Here I am thinking about how my life has been torn apart, Trying to find a way to mend my shattered heart, If only I had listened to you when you tried to tell me That I should listen to my heart because it will never fail me, I wouldn't be sitting here feeling this pain again As I watch the sharp edge of this cold steel Tearing its way through my skin. Well, that's what I am thinking of, I haven't done it yet because I've also been thinking about the ones I love. Instead of numbing this pain with sharpened steel, I've decided to grab a pen and some paper and write about how I feel. This may not last long though, Because like everything else People and feelings do change, That's why so many are in pain, Because nothing ever stays the same. Poetry is my way of expressing what I cannot say. Blood and emotions come from the heart Not the head So it should come as no surprise that I am comforted by bloodshed To ease my shattered heart. Written On: December 16, 2004

Love Pt. 1
I am sick and tired of people saying "I Love You!" How can I believe that what they are saying is true, When I am constantly hated my so many and loved by so few. These three simple words are sometime quite irritating, The way they are thrown around without meaning is very aggravating. There are a lot of things that come from the words " I Love You" Pain, anguish, betrayal and hatred are only a few, Thus the reason I hate them the way I do. So please forgive me if it seems like I have an attitude, Forgive me if I don't show any gratitude, What do you expect from someone who has been devastated By the three simple words- I LOVE YOU? I have found it is harder to be loved than it is to be hated, So to keep from spreading the heartache, When someone does tell that they love me, I say, "I Love You Too," Because hurting someone I love his hard for me to do, It is something that my mind, body and soul just cannot take.

Stolen From Crystal
Did you know?..."Ithyphallophobia" is a morbid fear of seeing, Thinking about or having an erect penis. Did you know?...According to a survey of sex shop owners, cherry is the most popular flavor of edible underwear. Chocolate is the least popular. Did you know?..In the Aztec culture avocados were considered so sexually powerful, virgins were restricted from contact with them. Did you know?...Marilyn Monroe, the most celebrated sex icon of the 20th century, confessed to a friend that despite her three husbands and a parade of lovers, she had never had an orgasm. Did you know?... The average shelf-life of a latex condom Is about two years. Did you know?... 14% of Americans have skinny-dipped with a member of the opposite sex at least once. Did you know?... According to a U.S. Market research firm, the most popular American bra size is currently 36C, up from 1991 When it was 34B. Did you know?..."Formicophilia" is the fetish for having small insects crawl o

You Thought, I Thought [for My Hubby]
You thought you’d never meet someone You’d always be alone I thought I’d never meet a man To smash my walls of stone Together we can build a dream That’s based on love and care Enjoy each others company Create a life to share You saw behind the words I write And looked beyond my pain You sang your song and touched my soul Within you shall remain But you my love, you found your way And filled the empty space You thought you’d never find someone But now your time has come I thought I’d never find real love But sweetheart you’re the one Together we can reach the stars Find heaven here on Earth A realm where souls unite as one Its here we end our search

My Forever
'Til the end of time I love you 'Til the sun stops shining and the moon goes dull 'Til the end of forever is right around the corner 'Til the end of eternity is a heartbeat away 'Til the sea dries up i will swim the ocean for you 'Til the earth sinks below the surface i will walk a thousand miles for you 'Til the end of time i will do whatever i have to you are my forever

Memorys
Some time's its hard to breath When everything is going right I wake up in the morning To see you right by my side... Some time's I close my eye's And whisper a little prayer to you Your perfect in every way Simple and beautiful you... Some time's I wish I could stop time So I can hold you in my arms forever I get lost when I look into your eye's Your touch leaves me mesmerized... Some time's its hard to say goodbye You are a flower that's hard to find When you leave me I feel empty inside Your rare an unique a one of a kind... Some time's I think how lucky I am You are a breath of fresh air Everything about you makes me a better man You are special to me because you care...

Thoughts Of You
Thoughts Of You by Trisha How many times have I thought of you And the many things I’d like to do. I sleep at night with you on my mind, One night with you, would be just fine. Your white robe is what I see, I wonder, wonder, how it would be. If I could touch your lips with mine, The thought of this is so divine. I want to see you without that robe, Your body to touch, caress, and probe. I’d lay you down, your body to admire, One look at you, sets my soul on fire. I want to feel you, touch, and kiss, send you into . . . . heavenly bliss, I want you, need you, feel my desire, Me inside you, I would never tire. I could make love to you all night long, It would feel so good, it couldn’t be wrong, These are my thoughts, what I fantasize, You’re all too perfect in this man’s eyes.

My Only-goodnight Nurse
What happened to you and me? One moment changed everything It's done and there's no way to take it back Mistake gave me the pain I never had There is no way to justify it so Now i breathe in and let it go This is the end of everything Goodbye my only I hang my head and i give in Goodbye my only friend Part of me I'll never see Come visit me in my dreams I feel my actions are destroying me Deep down below the shallow life I lead The pain is mine to keep and call my own I'll carry it until i'm gone Chorus I can't fogrive myself that i let go My life is worth no more than yours i know

California Coast ..check This Out
surfing the net--reminiscing on recent/past memories Ah, must see video, some of the scenes in this video I have still pictures of. The lighthouse, and the para-gliders/sailors whatever they are... and some of the oceans scenes. Shaweeet. california coast from michael baca on Vimeo. Producer says, matt and i took a little road trip down highway one and brought the camera. we started in san francisco and made it down to san diego. big sur was amazing. i hope you guys can get a sense of the wonderful scenery we were seeing first hand. there is nothing like waking up and seeing the ocean in such a beautiful state. music: old man by neil young

You Took My Place!!
You Took My Parking Space at Church (This should wake us up.) One day, a man went to visit a church, He got there early, parked his car and got out. Another car pulled up near the driver got out and said, ' I always park there! You took my place!' The visitor went inside for Sunday School, found an empty seat and sat down. A young lady from the church approached him and stated, 'That's my seat! You took my place!' The visitor was somewhat distressed by this rude welcome, but said nothing. After Sunday School, the visitor went into the sanctuary and sat down. Another member walked up to him and said, ' That's where I always sit! You took my place!' The visitor was even more troubled by this treatment, but still He said nothing. Later as the congregation was praying for Christ to dwell among them, the visitor stood up, and his appearance began to change. Horrible scars became visible on his hands and on his sandaled feet. Someone from the congregation noticed him and cal

Life.....
I am not upset with you, life.. I am astonished I am distressed by your innocent questions I did not think that in order to live, I would have to take care of woes... To smile, I would have to take on the debt of smiling If I were to smile, it seems that I would have to incure this debt upon my lips Today, if my eyes fill with tears, then they will fall... Who knows whom these eyes will wait for tomorrow... Who knows where I lost... The one tear I had kept hidden... Life, your sorrows have taught us new bonds... Whomever you shall meet in the sunlight, you will feel the cool shade of love..

The Lamest Pick Up Lines Ever !!! Warning !! Please Dont Use These Unless You Enjoy Making An Ass Of Yourself..
(With hands on shoulders) Oh, those are shoulder blades, I thought they were wings. Am I dead, Angel? Cause this must be heaven! Are you busy tonight at 3:00 A.M.? Are you lost ma'am? Because heaven is a long way from here. Are you O.K.? Because heaven is a long fall from here. (As s/he is leaving) Hey aren't you forgetting something? S/he: What? Me! Baby, somebody better call God, cuz he's missing an angel! Bond. James Bond. 41 40 (Lost. Get Lost.) Can I borrow a quarter? ["What for?"] I want to call my mom and tell her I just met the man/woman of my dreams. OR: I want to call your mother and thank her. Did it hurt? S/he: Did what hurt? When you fell out of heaven? (lmao I have gotten this one more then once) Do you come here often? Do you have a map? I just keep on getting lost in your eyes. Don't worry about it. Nothing that you've ever done before counts. The only thing that matters is that we're together. Excuse me, but I think I d

All That Remains.
I've been tattered and torn Worn out as I was born. I've been shattered shaken. My soul bent and made for breakin. I'm cold and careless. Bound and Hell lashed. This is all that remains. All of the blame, the shame, the sorrow, the hate. This is what I am deal with it.

What I Have Learned From The Media
I Have Learned Listening to the mainstream media these last few days I've learned a few things about the GOP's VP nominee but also had to learn a few things on my own. To wit: 1. From the media I learned Sarah Palin's husband has a DUI conviction from 22 years ago. On my own I learned that Ted Kennedy (hero of last month's tribute at the DNC) was drunk while driving a car off a bridge in Chappaquiddick in 1969. That same crash killed a young campaign volunteer with whom he was having an affair. Oh, and that woman was pregnant with his child. * Mr. Palin's (who is not running for office) DUI came a mere 4 years after Barack Obama (who is running for president) stopped using cocaine and marijuana (by his own admission in his autobiography). Shocking - it's OK for the presidential candidate to use drugs or the party patriarch to kill someone while driving drunk yet the husband of a VP candidate should be demonized for something done 22 years ago.

Being Blocked
I was blocked today. I thought you were my friend. It hurts me to think that our friendship is over as I'm no stalker although it seemed he was stalking me Telling me that he missed me Cared for me and on and on Just don't really understand why he couldn't just be honest he didn't have to lie I said it time and time again I refuse to let this get me down I wasted too much time on you and now I have to let you go it is your loss I was a true friend and I have a big heart I deserve better So I'm glad to have parted ways I hope you find what you are looking for Don't come knocking on my door as it is closed to you forevermore. I wrote this in light of what happened 10/10/08. You think you know someone and well pow they are a complete different person. So hey it's cool, I will move on, I'm over it, just another person who lost out on a great friend. Oh well time to ramble on.

Today - Oct 11th 2008
JUST WANTED TO LET FAMILY N FRIENDS ON HERE KNOW THAT TODAY I'LL BE ATTENDING A FUNERAL FOR A GOOD FRIEND, SO IT'S GONNA BE A LONG DAY... VIEWING, FUNERAL, GET TOGETHER ETC ETC. SO, I WON'T BE ON TODAY, AFTER ABOUT 11 AM MY TIME, AND NOT SURE IF I'LL BE ON TONIGHT OR NOT, SO NO WORRIES, JUST LETTIN YA KNOW. HUGZ AND LOVE TO ALL OF YOU........ JADE (R.I.P. JIMMY - WE LOVE YOU!)

Of Luck And Love
I stayed cold to the world until a friend prodded me to an curious site... but while wasting a few spare minutes exploring, I came across a woman that sparked my interest greatly, over a few quick messages my once cold heart throbbed again, an instant connection was formed and over a couple weeks I felt what I had thought to be dead.... love.... she had brought it back into my life with out even trying... we shared every aspect of our lives together, and even through the bad, we grew stronger, a love that many takes years to forge, we had grown in weeks.... when we finally met face to face, I knew I wouldn't want to leave her side...she awoke my heart of ice with her compassion and undying love for me... I will never forget her for all that she has taught and given me in our short time together...none will take her place

Meet Anna
WELL, SHE'S GONE AND DONE IT NOW. THIS WONDERFUL LADY WON ME IN AN AUCTION. IF YOU HAVEN'T MET HER GO STOP BY HER PAGE AND R/F/A/C AND BLING HER. IF YOU ARE LUCKY ENOUGH TO ALREADY KNOW HER, GO STOP BY HER PAGE AND LEAVE SOME LUV. TELL HER I SENT YOU :). Anna~Shadow leveler~@ fubar This bully brought to you by Scarlett{Shadow Leveler}{Yeahmon's Angels}~BFF & loved by Jon Jon@ fubar (repost of original by '~ Shadow Leveler Team Leader~ Passionman71~R/L Hubby To Farscapecat~ &~Proudly owned by~ Anna~' on '2008-09-20 19:50:39')

Trapped
A small light dwells within my heart surrounded by darkness. Struggling to be set free. Once burning as bright as the sun now as small as a candle flame. With no one to see the light it grows dim and cold. Will the darkness take over or will the light ever be healed. Only time will tell or will the light go out forever.

For Those Who Don't Understand
Bar Stool Economics Suppose that every day, ten men go out for beer and the bill for all ten comes to $100. If they paid their bill the way we pay our taxes, it would go something like this: The first four men (the poorest) would pay nothing. The fifth would pay $1. The sixth would pay $3. The seventh would pay $7. The eighth would pay $12. The ninth would pay $18. The tenth man (the richest) would pay $59. So, that's what they decided to do. The ten men drank in the bar every day and seemed quite happy with the arrangement, until on e day, the owner threw them a curve. 'Since you are all such good customers, he said, 'I'm going to reduce the cost of your daily beer by $20. Drinks for the ten now cost just $80. The group still wanted to pay their bill the way we pay our taxes so the first four men were unaffected. They would still drink for free. But what about t he other six men - the paying customers? How could they divide the $20 windfall so that everyone

What Sign Are You?
Aries If he can't find a crisis, he'll make one. Leo He's not just anybody, after all. He's himself, at whatever cost. Sagittarius ….the excitement of the aim and the fascination of the journey. Arrival is not the point. Taurus You just can't remove the sheen of the good earth on him. Virgo He may live with a mess on the living room carpet, but you can bet he's cleaning up his psyche. Capricorn If you're not a socialist by the age of twenty, you have no heart, but if you're not a conservative by the age of forty, you have no brain. Gemini … things shouldn't be brutally honest or stark or without style. Libra Mirror, mirror on the wall, Who's the fairest of them all? Aquarius When the moon is in the seventh house and Jupiter aligned with Mars, then peace will rule the planets and love will rule the stars. This is the dawning of the Age of Aquarius... Cancer …circumambulates for a while, an

Fo' Sho'. Check This Out. =]
Short and to the point... We are up for auction! Auction starts Sunday, October 13th @ 7pm EST & runs through Saturday August 18th @ 11pm EST Check out the pics below to see what we are offering. (To get to the auction, just click through the pictures below.) Minimum bid is 100,000 fubucks.Even if you don't want to bid on us,

What Kind Of Person Am I?
OCTOBER=LOVER Trustworthy and loyal. Very passionate and dangerous. Wild at times. Knows how to have fun. Sexy and mysterious. Everyone is drawn towards your inner and outer beauty and independent personality. Playful, but secretive. Very emotional and temperamental sometimes. Meets new people easily and very social in a group. Fearless and independent. Can hold their own. Stands out in a crowd. Essentially very smart. Usually, you ever begin a relationship with someone from this month, hold on to them because their one of a kind. That & a whole lot more. I dont think anything else needs to be said.

Thank U
I wish to say a huge thanks to each and everyone of you for comments left,rates,and adds,i have made some truely awesome friends on here each of you hold a difference to the others but then that's what makes you all so special.

What Is Abuse?
Since October is also Domestic Violence I thought I would share this with everyone. Greetings in Christ, What is abuse? How does abuse affect marriage? How does abuse affect your relationship with God? What does the Bible have to say about abuse? In this message I want to speak specifically to people who are going through abuse or have gone through abuse. My hope is that you would know what Christ thinks of abuse, and with that knowledge you can find healing from the effects of abuse through Him. God created humans in His image. He created them to know Him and to serve Him. Sodom and Gomorrah was judged not only because of its sexual sin but because it allowed social injustice to pervade its streets and corridors. Throughout the Bible we people being abused. The Israelites were oppressed by the Egyptians. Daniel was persecuted by the Babylonians throughout much of his life. The story of the Bible is that God will vindicate the righteous and judge the wicked. The

Please Read !!!
Thought i'd take a moment of your time and tell all the great people I met on here thank you for sharing your time with me on those occassions that we've chatted.. I met some nice people on here and also some strange people like myself..lol but, it truly was a pleasure meeting each one of you. I am deleting this account because I have lost a few friends due to insecure girlfriends or online loves.. so, before I lose another friend or cause anyone anymore headaches I feel it's best I delete my account... the reason I am not deleting at this moment I wanted to say thank you to all of you that helped me through many rough times.. life truly hasn't gotten any better.. but, I'll stay put for now.. love to all!! Good Luck to all.. Be safe, Be good, Be you!!! for those who would like to remain in touch with me..please send me a message on here before I delete this account, I will give you my email so we can keep in touch at your request..

Out Of Mouths Of Children
Barack Obama, the lead Presidential Democratic Party candidate, is for banning all guns in America He is considered by those who have dealt with him as a bit more than just a little self-righteous. At a recent rural elementary school assembly in East Texas , he asked the audience for total quiet. Then, in the silence, he started to slowly clap his hands once every few seconds, holding the audience in total silence. Then he said into the microphone, 'Children, every time I clap my hands together, a child in America dies from gun violence.' Then, little Richard Earl, with a proud East Texas drawl, pierced the quiet and said: ''Well, dumb-ass, stop clapping!

Craziness
First day on Fubar. So far is crazy. Was pounced on within a minute of joining. Kind of nice. Try to be on here as much as possible, but with kids, can get hard sometimes. Will post another blog at some point. In the meantime, everyone get shit faced and have fun.