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Meet Virginia
She doesn't own a dress Her hair is always a mess, You catch her stealin' she won't confess She's Beautiful. Smokes a pack a day, but wait, That's me, but anyway She doesn't care a thing About that hair, She thinks I'm beautiful Meet Virginia She never comprimises, Loves babies and surprises, wears high heels when she exercises Ain't it beautuiful Meet Virginia Well she wants to be the Queen Then she thinks about her scene Pulls her hair back as she screams "I don't really wanna be the Queen" Daddy wrestles alligators Mama works on carborators Her brother is a fine mediator For the president And here she is again on the phone just like me hates to be alone we just like to sit at home and rip on the President Meet Virginia, Mmmm... Well she wants to live her life Then she thinks about her life Pulls her hair back, as she screams "I don't really wanna live this life" She only drinks coffee at midnight When the moment is not right Her timing

My Friends
Just venting here!!! I'm just so tired of living with his rules and his ideas. Last weekend I told him I had it all I could take and he decided that it meant I was going crazy and needed to get out of the house. He works this weekend and so it started that I could go to my parents, then not enough money, so try to get them to come here. They just filed bankruptcy so they don't have the money. Then it was go out with your friends. Rachel, he likes her, has to work. So, he told me to try Brandie (my youngest daughter's friends mom, we play cards with) because she is wholesome! She has a septic issue at her house so no. When I told him this he said well I guess your just out of luck, I said no I still have Lisa. Well, Lisa is my pagan friend and he hasn't met her, but because she is pagan, a red-head (still can't figure that one out), and married to a black man he doesn't like her. He said well you have sooo much to do this weekend, maybe you should put it off. I said that I wasn't really

Buddy Day
You are so special! Today is ".. Buddy Day". Send this to your .. friends - even me, if I'm one of them - and see how many you get today! ~xoxo!! ___________________________#__# _________________________#__##__# ________________#########_#____#_# ________########____________##_#_# _____##__##____________________#_# ____##_#___#_____________________# ____#_#___#_________________##___# ____#_#__##___________#######_____# ____#__#_#_________###________##__# _____##_______###_#_____##_____#________####### _______###_______#_____###______##____##__###__# _________#______#________#___#__#____##_##___##_# _________#______#_______#####___#___##_##____#__# __________#_____##____##_______#____#__#_____#__# ___________##____##__________#######___#___##__# _____________##____##_____###_____#_____###____# __________#############_####______#_________# _______##_______#______#____#_____#___________# _____##_________#______#____#_____##_________# ___##___________#_______#___#

Inner Strength
If you can start the day without caffeine, If you can always be cheerful, ignoring aches and pains, If you can resist complaining and boring people with your troubles, If you can eat the same food every day and be grateful for it, If you can understand when your loved ones are too busy to give you any time, If you can take criticism and blame without resentment, If you can ignore a friend's limited education and never correct her/him, If you can resist treating a rich friend better than a poor friend, If you can conquer tension without medical help, If you can relax without liquor, If you can sleep without the aid of drugs, ....Then You Are Probably The Family Dog....

I'll Be Happy When...
We convince ourselves that life will be better after we get married, have a baby, then another. Then we are frustrated that the kids aren't old enough and we'll be more content when they are. After that, we're frustrated that we have teenagers to deal with. We will certainly be happy when they are out of that stage. We tell ourselves that our life will be complete when our spouse gets his or her act together, when we get a nicer car, when we are able to go on a nice vacation or when we retire. The truth is there's no better time to be happy than right now. If not now, when? Your life will always be filled with challenges. It's best to admit this to yourself and decide to be happy anyway. Happiness is the way. So, treasure every moment that you have and treasure it more because you shared it with someone special, special enough to spend your time with..... and remember that time waits for no one. So, stop waiting Until your car or home is paid off. Until you get a new car

God Is Love
God is Love God is the source of Love God is Love - means God is only love - nothing but love - Love is all God ever offers you whatever you do. God love - divine love can but heal. God's divine love can but free you. God is Love Also means whatever you have done - God has dissolved it already in his love even BEFORE you do it, because God knew in advance what all you are going to do. God created you out of pure divine love. God made you to his image and in love with you. God made you to love you - to love you means to always love you - when you leave him as much as when you return. God made you to love because you are a being of love - made of love and made to learn to love. To learn to love requires experiences - God knows that - because God is more than love - God is wise love.. God is Love To learn to love requires mistakes - mistakes are nothing else but experiences beyond the limits of love. To know eternally where the limit of God love - of

A Lie Will Always Defeat The Truth
A Lie Will Always Defeat The Truth A Lie will always defeat the truth. Weight leaves in anger from my shoulders. Words of wisdom crush hope. What is real? I thought I knew. How could I lie to someone, I cared for? How could you lie to me, your words pierced me. The tremble of your soul injects fear into my heart. I will stand alone. This gentle mind, the one inside me will never hurt you. Actions speak louder than words will ever. So I will show you my sincerity in the shape of my still beating heart.

I'm The Best At Ruining My Life
I'm The Best At Ruining My Life I've boarded up the windows to keep the morning from intrusion I've left it on the doorknob, could you please just not disturb On days like this we find it so hard to push ourselves up and out of bed When nothing falls in favor of I have so many things I would like to explain to you But I don't know just how to communicate I can't take this body shaking Dress and we'll begin Nights can be so violent when beds become vacant So now I've blown it once again, this would have been the last offense and You should have been here months ago with open arms and honest face Addres full doubt you've ever felt frustration well I'm choking on it now And it's the hardest thing for me to shake Is it because of this vacancy that you swear never to believe? Honestly honest me, with a look that's so deceiving I'll bite, chew, swallow, and digest the hands that feed me With a bayonet for a tongue, Swallow swords inadvertently, And to the organ flame I'

50 Mistakes Women Make During Sex
1. Assuming he can get a raging hard on when it suits you. Contrary to popular belief, men can't just flip a switch and get it up because you decided to stop being a frigid bitch. Getting it hard is your job. I suggest you figure it out. 2. Thinking that kissing needs to be this sweet romantic thing all the time. Sometimes pressing your lips against your partners mouth while you get off is the hot. It depends on the situation. 3. Leaving him responsible for your orgasm. You know what gets you off. Tell him. If you don't, it's your own fault when he's snoozing and you're all wound up. 4. Expecting him to cuddle. Men and women are wired differently. Sex makes most women want to talk and bond and all that shit. It makes men pass out. It's a biological thing. Stop fighting it, and stop holding it over his head, it's not his fault. 5. Expecting him to fall asleep with you in his arms. That shit is uncomfortable after awhile. A little snuggling isn't unreasonable, but when it'

Questions For The Game Of Life
If you were granted one wish, what would it be? If you could spend one whole night alone with anyone in the world who is currently alive, who would you select? If you could spend one night alone with anyone in history, who would you choose? If you could physically transport yourself to any place in the world at this moment, where would you go? If you could have lived through any war in history (without actually fighting in it), which would it be? If you could eliminate any one type of insect permanently from the earth, what would you get rid of? If you had to eliminate a single type of animal forevermore, which would you choose? If you could have an elegant dinner alone with anyone presently alive, whether you know them or not, who would you want it to be? If you could alter one physical characteristic of your mate, what would you change? If you could dine with anyone from any period in history, which person would it be? If you could, in retrospect, change

Re: Rangers 3 Aberdeen 1
RE: Rangers 3 Aberdeen 1 ----------------- Bulletin Message ----------------- From: Glasgow Rangers Date: 01 Mar 2008, 19:14 Rangers made it eleven wins on the bounce with a gritty, battling display against Aberdeen at Ibrox.A goal from Aberdeen's Steve Lovell stunned the home support after only 27 minutes but a fantastic equaliser from Christian Dailly was to prove pivotal.A Charlie Adam header minutes after the interval was a relief but Kris Boyd made sure of the win on 82 minutes when he saw his penalty saved by Derek Soutar but rattled home the rebound in his usual styleIt wasn't the prettiest of wins for Walter Smith's troops but with Celtic beating Hibs 2-0 at Easter Road the result was all that mattered.Queen's 'Another One Bites The Dust' was the perfect song to play after the final whistle!The gaffer originally made just one change to his line-up following his side's fantastic 4-0 win over Hearts at Tynecastle with Chris Burke replacing Steven Naismith.But he was for

Moon Protection For Amulets
This technique can be used to protect an object that you use as an amulet. Obviously you are also taking in the power of the Moon as well. This is best done at the time of the Full Moon. YOU WILL NEED: Your chosen amulet A glass of spring water. METHOD: * Place the crystal or amulet that you regularly carry in the glas of spring water a day before the Full Moon. *The following day, on the evening of the Full Moon, stir the water three times with your right hand in a clockwise motion. *Then take the glass in your hands and swirl the water clockwise, circlular stirring motion three times. *Then repeat those word aloud: Oh lightof the Moon Wrap me Protect Me Keep me from harm *Remove the amulet from the glass. *Raise the glass towards the sky, acknowledgeging the moon. *Lower the glass, bring it to your lips and drink the water. *Carry the amulet with you until the next Full Moon in order to ensure full pr

Lemons And Sugar
LEMONS and SUGAR This should probably be taped to your bathroom mirror where one could read it every day. You may not realize it, but it's 100% true. 1. There are at least two people in this world that you would die for. 2. At least 15 people in this world love you in some way. 3. The only reason anyone would ever hate you is because they want to be just like you. 4. A smile from you can bring happiness to anyone, even if they don't like you. 5. Every night, SOMEONE thinks about you before they go to sleep. 6. You mean the world to someone. 7. You are special and unique. 8. Someone that you don't even know exists loves you. 9. When you make the biggest mistake ever, something good comes from it. 10. When you think the world has turned its back on you take another look. 11. Always remember the compliments you received. Forget about the rude remarks. So......

Idk
well lets see i dont know this is my second one and i figured i would wright to let yall know im single and looking but i dont know cause im talking to someone very special to me ive known her for 4 years and ya but also i have a 2 year old who lives with her mom in florida i live in TN so i dont i need more friends so yaal fan r8 and add me plz

Re: Buffett: Us Economy In Recession
RE: Buffett: US Economy In Recession ----------------- Bulletin Message ----------------- From: Paul Joseph Watson Date: 03 Mar 2008, 18:07 Buffett: US Economy In Recession American investor, businessman and philanthropist Warren Buffett is the latest in a string of notable figures to concede that the US economy is now in recession. http://infowars.net/articles/march2008/030308Recession.htm

New Here
Hey all, contrary to what you might think, I'm new here. I'll see about updating my profile with some better info, and yeah I should probably get a few more photos on here too for all to enjoy. Thanks for checking me out, all who have so far. And for those who added me, I'm much obliged. I'll get to the thank you comments soon =) Cheers to me, a Newb!

Leaving
My friend..no my BROTHER is leaving for basic tomorrow. I'm so sad :( we made a slide show.. I can't wait to show it to everyone ..especially my P.O. ...not looking forward to saying goodbye. If you guys wanna see it (because its so awesome) let me know I'll give you the link to my youtube account.

God Saved You
God saw you getting tired, When a cure was not to be. So he wrapped his arm around you, And whispered, "Come to me" You didn't deserve what you went through, So he gave you rest. God's garden must be beautiful, He only takes the best. And when I saw you sleeping, So peaceful and free from pain I could not wish you back, To suffer that again!

This Is This, This Is That
“This is this, this is that—this conception of difference is only the delusion of a man whose mind is distracted and uncontrolled and is not united to Me. The man of uncontrolled mind falls into the error that there is plurality of objects. This error leads to merit and demerit, or right and wrong, good and evil. The uncontrolled Jiva, who is bewildered and deluded by this apparent diversity created by the natural outward tendency of the senses, fancies himself as a separate unit in the world and begins to entertain desires and enjoys sensual objects. Duty, non-performance of duty and the performance of forbidden acts (Karma, Akarma and Vikarma) result from this delusion of diversity caused by the mind, senses and intellect. The differences of action, inaction and evil action pertain only to the man who has notions of merit and demerit, right and wrong, good and bad. It is the delusion born of conception of difference, that causes the experiences or notions of right and wrong

Re: *alert* Plan Mexico/blackwater/cross-border Police State
RE: *ALERT* PLAN MEXICO/Blackwater/Cross-border Police State ----------------- Bulletin Message ----------------- From: Tyler Date: 05 Mar 2008, 07:49 ----------------- Bulletin Message -----------------From: nierikaDate: Mar 4, 2008 7:33 AM(*Rounding up the usual handcrafted suspects, c'mon Blackwater Boys, take off those silly SubCommandante Marcos Masks, let us see your pretty blue eyes Gringitos Lindissimo! I saw at least 400 Hummers being delivered via freight train to Mexico this summer. I live just a block away from the freight line track)Troops wage 5-hour gunbattle with Tijuana kidnap-ring suspectsBy Sandra DibbleUNION-TRIBUNE STAFF WRITER9:46 p.m. March 3, 2008TIJUANA – A gunbattle between federal troops and members of a suspected kidnapping ring sent residents of a well-to-do neighborhood diving for cover late Sunday and early Monday for more than five hours.One person died inside a house, where soldiers found an arsenal that included rifles, shotguns, handguns a

Angels Explained By Children...
I only know the names of two angels. "Hark" and "Harold". --Gregory, 5 ********************* Everybody's got it all wrong. Angels don't wear halos anymore. I forget why, but scientists are working on it. --Olive, 9 ************************* It's not easy to become an angel! First, you die. Then you go to heaven, and then there's still the flight training to go through. And then you got to agree to wear those angel clothes. --Matthew, 9 ************************ Angels work for God and watch over kids when God has to go do something else. --Mitchell, 7 ****************************** My guardian angel helps me with math, but he's not much good for science. --Henry, 8 ********************************** Angels don't eat, but they drink milk from Holy Cows!!! --Jack, 6 ********************************** Angels talk all the way while they're flying you up to heaven. The main subject is where you went wrong bef

Attention Whores And Fake Asses
Some people need Attention No matter what kind Lord help us if we ignore them. You better watch Your back all the times. They will sneak up behind you and put a knife in your back and Smile to your face but attack you from the back that CHIT is TRUE. They go around causing trouble Spreading nasty lies Smile to your face acting all sweet but just look deeper You will see whats beneath there fake ASS ways. People who seem to have no life of their own that they just cant leave Other people alone and to me thats one SAD ASS life to have. They seem to pick on the weak ones they know are feeling down and low and so they attack striking another blow just to make themself feel GOOD. What in the hell happened to compassion Loving our fellow man. What happen to staying true to people you call friends. What makes people show and ugly evil side Attacking from the back as their face they hide there just one SAD ASS PERSON. I know misery l

Hot
I had a dream about you also you were with just with bra and panties > > > on, so i took you flung you on that giant 4 poster bed...I tied your wrists and feet with satin rope ever so soft and smooth, yes your legs were spread very very wide on that big bed and i could see your panties already getting moist, but to finish my fantasy i blindfolded > > > you and i told you that tonight was your nite i just wanted to give you pleasure. i started to kiss you our tongues play and we kissed hard > > > and started to bite each others lips that gave us erotic pleasure, i played with those sweet suck able and chewable breasts till i saw u starting to thrust your hips up to me you needed to be touched now > > > i saw your nipples oh so hard i sucked them and chewed them till i heard loud moans, i looked down at your panties and they were so soaked i think you had came already from just kissing. So now is your time lover i will make you cum and cum then cum again, i take my hands and starting

Fak3 Mistak3
There are so many people out there in the world that tale their life for granted. I am NOT one of them. I cherish thoughs around me. I cherish what i DO have instead of what i dont. The things that matter in life, dont fucking matters to some people, well most people. They Sit there and whine about how they dont have this, they cant do that. I was always there to motivate people, and get them going. Judgeing me by what i am on the outside, people stood clear from me. They never knew what kind of person i was on the inside. you've all heard the the term, "Never jugde a book by its cover". Im sure you have. BUT, the world is so judge mental, in so many diffrent ways, itshard for others to shine. In high school i was an out cast, but i had lots of friends. I took great care of them as well, treasured every moment i had with them. Some of my good friends are deceased, they are amoung the dead. buried six feet under the cold shelled ground. Suicide. murder. I have come to the realizeation t

25 Things You'd Love To Say At Work...
25 Things You Would Love To Say Out-Loud At Work: 1. I don't know what your problem is, but I'll bet it's hard to pronounce. 2. How about never? Is never good for you? 3. I see you've set aside this special time to publicly humiliate yourself. 4. I'm really easy to get along with once you people learn to see it my way. 5. Who lit the fuse on your tampon? 6. I don't work here - I'm a consultant. 7. Ahhh. I see the screw-up fairy has visited us again. 8. I like you. You remind me of myself when I was young and stupid. 9. I'm already visualizing the duct tape over your mouth. 10. I will always cherish the initial misconceptions I had about you. 11. Thank you! We're all refreshed and challenged by your unique point of view. 12. What am I? Flypaper for freaks? 13. I'm not being rude. You're just insignificant. 14. I started out with nothing and I still have most of it left. 15. Sarcasm is just one more service we offer. 16. If I throw a stick,

Politically Correct
Due to the climate of political correctness now pervading America, Alabamans, Georgians, Kentuckians, Tennesseans, South Carolinians, and West Virginians will no longer be referred to as "HILLBILLIES." You must now refer them as APPALACHIAN-AMERICANS. And furthermore... HOW TO SPEAK ABOUT WOMEN AND BE POLITICALLY CORRECT: 1. She is not a "BABE" or a "CHICK" - She is a "BREASTED AMERICAN." 2. She is not a "SCREAMER" or a "MOANER" - She is "VOCALLY APPRECIATIVE." 3. She is not "EASY" - She is "HORIZONTALLY ACCESSIBLE." 4. She is not a "DUMB BLONDE" - She is a "LIGHT-HAIRED DETOUR OFF THE INFORMATION SUPERHIGHWAY." 5. She has not "BEEN AROUND" - She is a "PREVIOUSLY-ENJOYED COMPANION ." 6. She is not an "AIRHEAD" - She is "REALITY IMPAIRED." 7. She does not get "DRUNK" or "TIPSY" - She gets "CHEMICALLY INCONVENIENCED" 8. She does not have "BREAST IMPLANTS" - She is "MEDICALLY ENHANCED." 9. She does not "NAG" you - She becomes "VERBALLY REPETITI

Tag!!
Once u have been tagged,u have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things,facts or habits bout ur self.At the end,u choose at least 5 ppl to b tagged,list in their names.Dont forget to leave comment that sayz,"ur it!" on their profile & ask them to read ur blog.U cant tag the person who tagged u. 1. Friendly 2. Fall in love easily 3. Don't forgive easily 4. I hate socks! 5. I cuss at myself 6. I get angry easily 7. I talk shit alot (but I can back it up!) 8. Loves to have fun 9. Not too trusting of people 10. I'm "one of the boys" and have alot of male friends the 5 ppl I tagged are: 1. Kathy 2. Jimmy 3. Phillipe 4. William 5. "Ace"

Just A Random Typing Exploration....
if you could only peer into the dark recesses of my mind.....run your fingers through cobwebs that make up my fragmented soul.....what would you see? would you see yourself staring back at you? would you see me?? if you were to walk through my memories, would you see all the time date stamps that you placed there? would you sit awhile and talk to my soul, my spirit, so waning? what would you say?? would it be a good conversation?? would it whisper to me in my dreams?? would it give me hope?? would it bring me peace?? would i wake screaming?? what would i do....can you tell me....or are you so removed from me, your soul stripped from mine for so long there is no recourse?

Patrick Swayze
"Dirty Dancing" star Patrick Swayze has been diagnosed with pancreatic cancer — one of the most fatal forms of the disease — and is currently undergoing treatment, a representative for the actor said Wednesday in a written statement. The statement followed a report earlier in the day by the National Enquirer that said Swayze, 55, had five weeks to live because doctors in late January had diagnosed pancreatic cancer that had spread to other organs. Swayze’s rep issued a statement Wednesday after the report began circulating, claiming the star is continuing his normal work schedule, and Swayze’s doctor said the reports of Swayze's imminent death are unfounded. “Patrick has a very limited amount of disease and he appears to be responding well to treatment thus far. All of the reports stating the timeframe of his prognosis and his physical side effects are absolutely untrue. We are considerably more optimistic,” Swayze’s physician Dr. George A. Fisher said in a statement. Fisher i

2008
Earnhardt started the season by winning the 2008 Budweiser Shootout, a non-points paying exhibition. It was his first race for Hendrick. He lead for a total of 47 of 70 laps, a Budweiser Shootout record. He followed that up five days later with a win in the Gatorade Duel. This was his third career win in the duels, however he was unable to follow it up with victory in the Daytona 500, finishing 9th. Ryan Newman was the winner of the event. Dale Earnhardt Jr was docked 50 points because his rear spoiler didn't meet the specified height in the Nationwide Series. His crew chief Chad Walter was fined $35,000, suspended for 6 races and was placed on probation until December 31, 2008. Team owner Rick Hendrick was also docked 50 owner points along with Jr. [11] Dale Jr. started 15th for the Auto Club 500 because qualifying was rained out and the lineup will be by owner points from last season. However lap 21, teammate Casey Mears went up into the wall due to water on the track. When he

King Of Pop's Finances Going Poof?
Michael Jackson's credit rating appears to be moving into dangerous territory. Per newly disclosed public records, the self-proclaimed King of Pop's financial woes have gotten so bad that he's had trouble paying the mortgage on a Los Angeles-area home that his famous clan has utilized for years. Jackson failed to fork over payments of $153,000 on the Encino property to mortgage lender Indymac Bancorp. as part of a $4 million loan he took out. Consequently, the once "Invincible" singer faces the possibility of defaulting on his financial obligation, which could result in foreclosure. A document filed with the Los Angeles County Recorder's Office dated Feb. 7 reveals that the Pasadena-based company originally issued a notice of default to Jackson, but then vacated it. Jackson's reps were not available for comment. The cash-strapped music icon is already in the hole on a $24.5 million loan for his famed Neverland Ranch, which he defaulted on in October. As a result, Fin

Now I Finnaly Get It
Why do they always send the poor Barbarisms by Barbaras With pointed heels Victorious victories kneel For brand new spankin' deals Marching forward hypocritic and Hypnotic computers You depend on our protection Yet you feed us lies from the tablecloth Everybody's going to the party have a real good time Dancing in the desert blowing up the sunshine Kneeling roses disappearing into Moses' dry mouth Breaking into Fort Knox stealing Our intentions Hangers sitting dripped in oil Crying freedom Handed to obsoletion Still you feed us lies from the tablecloth Everybody's going to the party have a real good time Dancing in the desert blowing up the sunshine Everybody's going to the party have a real good time Dancing in the desert blowing up the sunshine Blast off It's party time And we don't live in a fascist nation Blast off It's party time And where the fuck are you? Where the fuck are you? Where the fuck are you? Why don't presidents fight the war? Why do

Kenya Mps Urged To Back Agreement
Kenya MPs urged to back agreement The session opened with two minutes of silence for victims Kenya's President Mwai Kibaki has urged MPs to pass into law a power-sharing agreement aimed at ending weeks of post-election violence. Mr Kibaki told the state opening of parliament in Nairobi that the deal would lay "the foundations for peace and stability in our country". Under the deal, opposition leader Raila Odinga would become prime minister. Hundreds of people have died in violence following polls in December, which Mr Odinga said were rigged. Addressing parliament, Mr Kibaki said the accord was a first step towards achieving a prosperous future for all Kenyans. I appeal to you all to be guided by a strong sense of national unity, which must override all partisan considerations President Mwai Kibaki In pictures: Parliament opens Hard road for MPs "I urge honourable members to ensure that all the necessary bills... are dealt with promptly so that K

Lets Play Tag!!!
The rules are: Once you've been tagged you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose 5 people to be tagged. No tag backs. 1. I crack my nuckles ALOT!! 2. I bite my nails when stressed. 3. I find blood and piercings a turn on!! 4. I get jealous easily even if its about someone I just know!! 5. I don't eat hotdogs. 6. When im pissed off I massively clean! 7. I hate to throw things away...im a pack rat!!! 8. I love horror movies but still have nightmares! 9. I have a fear of being killed in my sleep!! 10. I see dead people.....no joke!!!! Ok... I tag... And you CAN'T Tag me back! George Heather Amy Tiff Harold

Now What??
I am still feeling pretty poorly these days. Nothing tastes good so I just eat whatever I can stomach. I gag a lot. I hate not being able to eat foods I like. The only thing that I want to eat is cereal. I am craving Lucky Charms and Frosted Flakes.... It seems now I have a head cold or sinus cold....my head is all stopped up, my eyes are watery, and I just feel bad. I have called the dr to see what I can take. I normally would take some Nyquil...but with chemo?? I am just ready to be done with this whole cancer thing!! It is raining cats and dogs here. I just want to climb back in bed and sleep. Having my son here is the problem so I must wait till nap time to sleep. We have no plans for this weekend. Jeff has to work, as usual, so the kids and I are going to stay home and relax. I hope you all have a great weekend and get some rest!! Maybe we'll catch each other online sometime..... ~~smooches~~

Lord Of The Dark
Lord of the Dark a forbidden interlude in the darkness of the night his tempting embrace warming her soul the gentleness of his kisses igniting a hidden passion his fingertips soft upon her skin evoke a smoldering response within her she tries to resist the intense heat, but only for a moment for she wants to be consumed by this stranger in the dark to burn with the desire he creates inside her so with a sense of anticipation, she succumbs to his fiery rapture giving herself completely to the Lord of the Dark. Michelle Lewis......06/20/2007

2008 March Specials
Exclusively for Guests attending March Shows $9.95 Bestburn™ Jars! Spend $25 and get your choice of jar candles for $9.95 each! Includes Trumpet Jars, Slim Hurricane Jars and Barrel Jars in your choice of fragrance! Limit two per Guest Slim Hurricane Jar Save 55% Retail value $21.95 Burn time: 70-80 hours per jar Barrel Jar Save 48% Retail value $18.95 Burn time: 55-60 hours per jar Trumpet Jar Save 29% Retail value $13.95 Burn time: 35-40 hours per jar Note: For the Bestburn Jar special, Shows must be held March 1 - 31, 2008, and received and accepted by April 7, 2008. Guests who spend $25 or more are eligible to purchase up to two jars for $9.95 each. Bestburn Jar offer excludes Fruit Fiesta Layered Slim Hurricane Wax Filled Jar, Nectartini & Cherry Orchard Layered Barrel Jar, Mini Barrel Jar sets, Fresh Home by PartyLite™ Jars and Well Being Spa by PartyLite™ Jars. Limit two jars per Guest. Hostesses are not eligible to select the jar special with reta

Party!!!!
PARTY Tonight!!! Well tonight is the night I FINALLY get to get the last three months under my belt and behind me. My ANNUAL St. Patty's Day party. Yes it is a week early, but I will be on my trip with some GF"S next weekend. Hope u all have a great weekend this weekend, and a wonderful EVENTFUL party weekend next weekend.

Murphy's Laws Of Sex
Murphy's Laws of sex 1. The more beautiful the woman is who loves you, the easier it is to leave her with no hard feelings. 2. Nothing improves with age. 3. No matter how many times you've had it, if it's offered take it, because it'll never be quite the same again. 4. Sex has no calories. 5. Sex takes up the least amount of time and causes the most amount of trouble. 6. There is no remedy for sex but more sex. 7. Sex appeal is 50% what you've got and 50% what people think you've got. 8. No sex with anyone in the same office. 9. Sex is like snow; you never know how many inches you are going to get or how long it is going to last. 10. A man in the house is worth two in the street. 11. If you get them by the balls, their hearts and minds will follow. 12. Virginity can be cured. 13. When a man's wife learns to understand him, she usually stops listening to him. 14. Never sleep with anyone crazier than yourself. 15. The qualities t

Some Of My Music Taste
ac/dc atreyu black hawk bruce springsteen bush collective soul danny elfman ( nightmare before christmas) depeche mode disturbed enigma erasure eric serra (fifth element sound track) god smack greenday (old greenday) lord of the rings sound track inxs Marilyn Manson matchbox 20 motley crue my life with the thrill kill kult NIN Oasis orgy ozzy pantera queen reo speed wagon rob zombie scorpions skinny puppy tons more sound tracks stp the beatles the cure goo goo dols rolling stones the spooky kids tool top gun sound track (hell yeah) U2 everclear semisonic jay-z teriyaki boyz all the metallica got lost in strict confidence And this isn't even including all my music vids or the lost music from my laptop that got stolen or even what couldn't be rescued from my failed hard drive

Heart
Sexy Comments & Profile GraphicsWho wants to establish his life only after the pulse of the warm heart is mistaken. It is mistaken, who wants to form it only after the ends of the cold logic. But since the unity is unfortunately a good to be gained infinitely heavily all of us are a thousand times so mistaken about the heart. And the head has the mistake of the heart often to expiate the heart that one of the head. This proves how are related to each other and intended for the unity actually in the origin both. The people's hearts must be all right if they shall be happy. And the people rather by need and worries God would than by quiet and joy have been glad and given for us to have otherwise more joy come to this order. Follow the voice of your heart because she knows the way fortunately alone. Trusts her into small like in great questions, because she is never mistaken. Listen to her because she always leads you to the right place at the right time.

Invictus- A Poem I Got From Big Tex(thanks)
Out of the night that covers me black as the Pit from pole to pole I thank whatever gods may be for my unconquerable soul In the fell clutch of circumstance I have not winced nor cried aloud under the bludgeonings of chance my head is bloody, but unbowed Beyond this place of wrath and tears looms but the horror of the shade and yet the menace of the years finds, and shall find me, unafraid It matters not how strait the gate how charged with punishments the scroll I am the master of my fate I am the captain of my soul

Man And Wife
When I was married 25 years, I took a look at my wife one day and said, "Honey, 25 years ago we had a cheap apartment, a cheap car, slept on a sofa bed and watched a 10 inch black and white TV, but I got to sleep every night with a hot 25 year old beauty." "Now we have a $500,000.00 home, a $45,000 car, nice big bed and a plasma TV, but I'm sleeping with a 50-year-old woman. It seems to me that you are not holding up your end of things." My wife is a very reasonable woman. She told me to go out and find a hot 25-year-old beauty, and she would make sure that I would once again be living in a cheap apartment, driving a cheap car, sleeping on a sofa bed and watching a 10 inch black and white TV. Aren't older women great? They really know how to solve a mid-life crisis.

Annoying People
So I browsing around the people because I was bored. I get click happy because I do it quickly. So this guy pops up and I go to rate him a 10, but I accidently hit the 9. It goes on to the next picture. I go "Shit". Then he leaves me this thing on the conversation box saying: "9's suck would you like some 1's to go with that nevermind im not gonna waste my time giving you points but thankyou for the points." So I try to explain the situation to him. But he blocks me! But not before he sends me a comment saying "Hello Hater". Why do people have to be so childish and wait and see why people rate them that? I mean it's pretty childish in my eyes.

When You Say Nothing At All
Fuck, I hate country music...lmao It's amazing how you can speak right to my heart Without saying a word you can light up the dark Try as I may I could never explain What I hear when you don't say a thing The smile on your face lets me know that you need me There's a truth in your eyes sayin' you'll never leave me The touch of your hand says you'll catch me if ever I fall You say it best when you say nothing at all All day long I can hear people talking out loud But when you hold me near, you drown out the crowd Old Mr. Webster could never define What's being said between your heart and mine The smile on your face lets me know that you need me There's a truth in your eyes sayin' you'll never leave me The touch of your hand says you'll catch me if ever I fall You say it best when you say nothing at all The smile on your face lets me know that you need me There's a truth in your eyes sayin' you'll never leave me The touch of your hand says you'll catc

New Work
I just finish setting up some work on http//r_dot_yuwie_dot_com/mfusion I can't post the address on here the way it looks so I had to spell it out. Anyways if you do it right it will take you to the site and will add you as my friend automatically. its just another place you can find me at. You can also link straight from my website if its easier. Thank you for the support everyone. =)

Obedience: The Key To God's Heart -- Matthew 12:1-7
Obedience: The Key to God's Heart -- Matthew 12:1-7 You may be familiar with the phrase "holding the key to someone's heart." It means we know what will make someone else happy, and we do those things because we want him or her to feel loved. Believers hold the key to God's heart. If we want to please Him and show Him our love, we will be obedient to all He commands. The most important principle for living is submission to God's will. Every other discipline of the Christian life--whether it's worship, devotion, good works, or humility--springs out of obedience. For this reason, Scripture tells us in Hosea 6:6 to love loyalty more than sacrifice. We can't live successfully before God without obeying Him. Some Christians get caught up in doing everything "by the book," thinking their spiritual actions will prove how faithful they are. They follow all the rules, frown upon those who don't, and feel very pleased with themselves for making it so easy for the Lord to love them.

Life..
You know, I've been around the block a time or two and hate to see other's fall victim to the mistakes that I've made in my past. In the end, when you see them get hurt it really makes you kick yourself in the ass and wish you could have made them listen. *sighs* I guess we all need to learn, even if it's the hard way.

Rihanna
"Wow, this just made me like Rihanna even more! The singer took time out of her busy schedule to raise awareness and put out a call for bone marrow donors when she heard that Lisa Gershowitz-Flynn, 41 year old lawyer and mom would die within 4-6 weeks if she didn't find one. After Rihanna started her campaign, 5,000 people contacted DKMS, the world's leading bone marrow donor center, to find out more about becoming a potential donor. And of those people one became a match for Lisa. Lisa said about her life saving donor, "Today a 32-year-old guardian angel consented to be my donor, even though in all likelihood she has never met me and does not know who I am. My life will be saved because of you, my family and friends (old and new)," Flynn writes. "My children (Michael, 5, and Alexandra, 3) will have their mother, my husband will have his wife, and my parents will have their daughter."

Burns Like A Flame
Does he sing U love songs when he tucks U in at night does he tell u stories when U turn out the lights and does he get excited cuz U call out MY name and does he feel slighted cuz he knows you feel the same I've been around the world don't worry it just ain't U can't hold a travelin man by tomorrow I'll be through and before the day light comes I'll be on my way beg me to stay dare U beg me to stay Wrap your arms around this memory cry a tear or two Don't matter how I feel inside won't ever admit it to you cuz I have a way to make can't just sit here and get destroyed come tomorrow I will pretend it never happend better than being ignored JSDEUEL Copyright 2008

On My Way
It is 7 in the morning on the 10th and I leave this evening to take three flights to finally see someone I believe I truly love. That statement got me to thinking just how many of us have experienced this sensation. I have seen so many SL relationships come together and break apart in the short span since I first rezed. I have also seen people profess their love for one another in world and I have to ask myself if that love is for the portrayed character or the real person behind the pixels. In my case it is the later and has been from the very beginning. I fell in love with a wonderful woman who just so happens to love me in return and I count myself amongst the lucky who have found more than just virtual companionship. I have found a second chance at happiness and it has bared fruit in so many ways. I really should say that happiness has found me because this shy man has a hard enough time typing in a created world let alone speak in the real one. On this day of anxiety (ov

I Am Sorry My Friends.......
I am sorry for how I have been lately. I am not myself. My defenses have gone up for a few reasons and in ways lately seems I am trying to push people away from me. I do not mean to.....but same time I have to wonder if maybe it is better I just stay away.......or even delete my profile. I am torn inside on what to do or what is going on within me. I am just tired of getting close to someone only to have them leave me......it hurts. Each time I lose a piece of my heart. I am not sure how much I have left or how much I can handle with someone leaving me........

Being No Respecter Of Persons
The main character of the tenth chapter of Acts seems to be remembered out of all proportion to the time he appears in Scripture. In Sunday School you hear a lot about Cornelius, the Roman centurion (he commanded a hundred soldiers, and the word shares a common root with the English word “century” for one hundred years) who accepted Jesus as his Savior and he’s often cited as the first Gentile or non-ethnic Jew to be saved. While that’s not quite accurate (the Ethiopian eunuch from chapter eight comes to mind), the fact that the Gospel made inroads within the Roman occupiers says something for it. Cornelius might not have been entirely representative of those he served or commanded – conquerors don’t tend to be on their best behavior in an occupied country – but who he chose to be stood out in Caesarea stood out so much among the people that God noticed. Verse one sets the scene in Caesarea and the main character Cornelius, a centurion of the Italian Band or Italian Legion, whil

Whatever.
I've been searching. And now I have found you. Fought threw the darkness, into the light. And now I cant stop. Saying I'm sorry for what I've done. Nothing I can do, can make this right. But I'll never stop trying, never stop trying. No amount of compensation, can replace the hurt, that I have caused. But together we can live, live in the memories, of when we were young. Turn back time, to a better place full of inocence and ignorance. Let it all play out again full of bliss, and reset the standards for this second round. Prepare for chaos and heartache while we walk into the abyss all over again. One last time. Enjoy the rapture.

Compatibility
Katrina&Joesph 70% Compatible ¢¾ Katrina and Joesph have recently begun dating. The age difference may create some difficulties in terms of compatibility. However, similar personality descriptions are a plus. Their difference of faith could cause friction. And the fact that Katrina smokes could be an issue. They both drink, so there is no incompatibility there. Their astrological signs are in harmony, which is a plus. They share a favorite season, and that is good. Their common love of animals is another good thing. And their views on children are similar. Katrina and Joesph are somewhat compatible overall. There are definitely some rough spots, but those can be overcome with love and dedication. ¢¾Test Your Dating Compatibility

Finally...a Queen! Lmao
You are a Drama Queen! Congratulations, you should win the Oscar for performance of the year! You're the type of girl who everyone knows - and loves or hates You always speak your mind, going for a some shock value if necessary Dramatic, yes - but it also almost always gets you what you want How Much of a Drama Queen Are You?

Fade This Moment
Fade This Moment a triolet Fade this moment forgotten as if it were but a dream This world is all but rotten and is best left forgotten by those who are begotten to suffer this mortal stream Oh, we are the forgotten inheritors of this dream

Re: More Leading Economists Say Us Is Now In Recession
RE: More Leading Economists Say US Is Now In Recession ----------------- Bulletin Message ----------------- From: Paul Joseph Watson Date: 10 Mar 2008, 21:58 More Leading Economists Say US Is Now In Recession More leading economists have conceded that the US economy is now in recession after figures, released on Friday, revealed a second successive monthly fall in employment. http://infowars.net/articles/march2008/100308recession.htm

Havn't Had A Mumm Fight In A While.
Fucktard makes a MuMM begging for rates and using fake prayers and plees to level. Fucking disgrace. Then tries to tell me the person has cancer. Twice as disgrace full. I was cancer riddled for a years. If I only had a few months to live, my main fucking concern wouldn't be an e-level on fucking Fubar. Read and enjoy. Bottom to top of course. ->Lord Wolf ...: ROFLMAO! Your site? You have got to be kidding me. Get your other foot in the grave and get the fuck out of here you waste of space. Lord Wolf ...: get off my site fucking cunt bitch ->Lord Wolf ...: Do I look like I give a flying fuck? She can die for all I care. Now stop trying to use cancer to get a FAKE LEVEL on a fucking website. Like I believe the mindless fucking dripple you spit out. Dumbass. Lord Wolf ...: the women has cancer few months to live asshole ->Lord Wolf ...: Take your fake relgious plees and kill yourself. You're a fucking disgrace. Begging for rates and trying to use religion to do it. Pathetic. Lo

Deal With The Devil
Thought bout calling the devil an old friend of mine still think he owes me a favour and i'm collecting this one last time since you stepped into the spotlight baby things just haven't been the same been being nice to myself and calling others by their name I'd give it all to taste your mouth give it all to touch your cheek Been so long since I felt at all that feelings make me feel so weak take my hand just one time before I'm swept away in the flames make this moment last forever so in hell I can remember your embrace tired of walking though madness one damn day at a time give it all for just one moment just one taste of your sweet wine JSDEUEL Copyight 2008

Just Friends
I was so happy, thought I could have true love with you. It hurts to find out, you don'y feel this way too. I wish I could change, maybe then you would love me. Why can't I please you, be who you need? As I'm writing these words, my heart is breaking inside. I thought for sure, one day you would be mine. You say you just want to be friends, so I'll have to live with that. But knowing you'll never be by my side, will always make me sad. All hope I had, for a future with you is gone. We will never be together, but can I actually move on? All the love I have, was saved up for you. There is nobody else, I want to give it to. I guess this is it, this is the end. You have made up your mind, you just want a friend. MIG

Sorry For Not Being Here For So Long !
was in a wreck on the 3ed of the month. will not go into details but lets just say its a long road yet to go. but I am able to sit up better and so should be on more. Will try and get comments and all out. I will do my best and its all I can do. Sorry if that is not good enough for anyone. I can only do so much! So sorry inadvance.~Donna~ SEXY & HOT COMMENTSCLICK HERE! SEXY & HOT COMMENTSCLICK HERE! SEXY & HOT COMMENTSCLICK HERE! SEXY & HOT COMMENTSCLICK HERE!

Laid To Rest And Music Itself Has Lost A Good Friend.
BLACK DEATH drummer Phil Bullard passed away of colon cancer on February 6, 2008 at age 59. Bullard is survived by two daughters (Philicia and Earlicia), four grandchildren (Warren, Curstie, Curtis and Julian) and two sisters (Nicola Ammons and Roberta). BLACK DEATH was a four piece heavy metal band from Cleveland, Ohio founded in 1977. The band consisted of lead vocalist/guitarist Siki Spacek, guitarist Greg Hicks, bassist Darrell Harris and Bullard on drums. They are considered to be the first all-black heavy metal band from the U.S. "A great guy who kept us all in line," comments guitarist Greg Hicks. "There never would have been a BLACK DEATH without Phil. He had the fire. There was chemistry from the first time we played." Adds former BLACK DEATH manager Bob Surgent, "I am privileged to have known Phil as a friend and worked with him in BLACK DEATH. I know he's playing drums with Hendrix. Tears run red." BLACK DEATH had two songs featured on the 1983 "Cleveland Metal" compila

...- - -...
I left my house at 230 this morning. I got home at 430. That is insane. I pretty much told my boss that I can't do long stores any more... luckily she was able to find someone to cover me on Friday and switched me out of another store next week. I hurt so bad from sitting in a car for way too long. :( sucks. Blarg.

Tantric Circles
Tantric Circles a triolet Concentric tantric circles copulating within a sphere consciousness, reality refined focused - the two intertwined combined displays of pleasure rippling one to the other as one within the whole of the all rocking, like waves sublimed

Cleaning Out The Dead Weight
sorry to say im cleaning out the dead weight so to speak.more than half of you on my list never say a word to me..not here to collect people on my list for the hell of it.so bye bye. sorry!!

Re: Corporate Media Snowjobs Dollar Crisis
RE: Corporate Media Snowjobs Dollar Crisis ----------------- Bulletin Message ----------------- From: Paul Joseph Watson Date: 13 Mar 2008, 22:19 Corporate Media Snowjobs Dollar Crisis CNN has echoed the Bush administration's snowjob policy on the dollar crisis by ludicrously citing "experts" who claim that the unprecedented plunge of the greenback is "not necessarily a bad thing for the U.S. economy." http://www. prisonplanet. com/articles/march2008/031308_dollar_crisis. htm

Horse Shit
Texas Politics A man walked into a bar in Austin, Tx. and ordered a drink. While he was sitting at the bar watching T. V., one of Hillary's political ads came on. After it went off, he stood up and announced to everyone, "Hillary is a horse's ass!" The bartender reached under the bar and brought out an oak club about 18 inches long and hit the man square across the head, knocking him off his stool and onto the floor. After a minute or two, the man got up, straightened himself up and said to the bartender, "I'm sorry. I didn't know this was Hillary country." "It's not!" replied the bartender. " It's horse country".

Shamrock Personality Test
What Your Shamrock Says About You You are brilliant, analytical, and somewhat of a perfectionist. You are ultra competent and knowledgeable. At times, people find you intimidating. You can be a bit sarcastic and harsh. You don't really consider yourself a lucky person. In your view, people create their own luck. You are creative, innovative, and complicated. You definitely have a unique spin on the world. The Shamrock Personality Test

4 Weeks 2 Days
Well I finally quit pretty much cold turkey after smoking since I was 14 . Still is hard and 4 weeks into it . Now I have a Shitty ass cold on top of everything so I really don't want any smokes right now . Gained a few pounds past few weeks but goal is still in view . I figure after quitting and making it 5 weeks and getting over this cold i will hit working out again really hard . Doctors said go easy on the shoulder but can continue excersise . Hell I went from 135 to 270 in 21 months having my two kids so close with blood sugar problems and polyhydramnous . Took 18 months to lose 90 lbs gained back about 15 ((Crying))((Lol)) so do the math I still have a ways to go but haven't given up . Don't even think I am doing this to "fit in " cause if you think that obviously you don't know me just wanting to be healthy can care less how people look at me with judgemental eyes . Well Lots of Love hope everyone is well will update shit soon ~~~Lill

Love?
You THINK it is love when the sound of their voice makes your heart dance. When they go out of their way to bring into your life a little romance. Gentle kisses and warm breaths on the nape of your neck. Being apart from them makes you such a wreck. Little things getting the biggest of praise. Even when downcast they your mood somehow easily raise. BUT, if being in love is such a grand thing; then why sometimes does that change with the purchase of a ring? HA HA HA....YOU THOUGHT THIS WAS GONNA BE A LOVEY DOVEY KIND OF POEM HUH??? LOL AND I HAD TO THROW IN THAT BITTER DIVORCE' TWIST... TEE HEE. REALLY NOT IN A BAD MOOD TODAY, I PROMISE... JUST A LITTLE BIT ON THE MISCHIEVOUS SIDE. HA HA.

More Hmmmm
Well, it's down to a matter of very little time. I'll be stateside by Monday. Doesn't seem like it is time for me to be heading out on R and R leave yet. The past 6 months have actually flown by. I guess that's what I get for staying busy, and having so many good friends on here. Thank God for the internet. To those who have supported me over the past 6 months, thank you. It sucks, I get out of here for 2 weeks, plus 2 days of travel time, and I will be back for another 6 months. 6 months, then I get to go to Ft Hood, Texas. Of course, while I'm there, I'm liable to be coming back. I got a busy 2 weeks ahead of me. Fishing, drinking, shooting, driving less than 100 MPH (I found the governor on the unit Suburban yesterday, in Road Condition Red, with a full bird Colonel in the backseat), not wearing my ID on my shoulder at all times when not in uniform, listening to the radio (for those who don't know, Armed Forces Radio SUCKS!!!), watching commercials on tv (Arme

Want To Own An Angel?
Here's your chance to own an "Angel"! I'm up for auction and only available til the end of the month so don't waste time...get on over here and place your bid! 'AngelGurl' This bulletin brought to you by'AngelGurl'

I Was Not Going To Vote For Obama Or Clinton But
I was not going to vote for Obama or Clinton but after seeing this I bet many people are going to raise some questions about Obama. Obama has been a member of this pastors church and a best friend with this guy for 20 years, a very racist guy that preaches everything AGAINST America, he views white people as "enemies" of black society. He was his spiritual advisor even since Obama went off to college. Watch it for yourself. ps. Ohh Obama, I would be pissed at rev. Jermiah Wright if I was you. Ps2. I am not saying that what the Rev is saying is true or not true, you can form your own opinion on this. buttttt you cant say that you never heard this guy say anything like this in your presence if this guy is your spiritual advisor, your preacher for 20 years, one of your best friend etc. etc. cant we all just get along?

I Hope You Notice
i hope you notice that i love you. i am here for you in whatever way i can be. i hope you will notice that my revolves around you. i hope you notice. i know it won't be easy, please lets give it a try. you and me together at last. i tell you i love you. but you do not notice. i want to be held in your arms. i want to cry on your shoulder. i want to kiss your lips. but still you do not notice. i've tryed so much. i just hope you notice.

Not Understanding Why...
OK...I can't understand what ethical code leaves a person laying on a floor for 2 and a half hours. I just don't. If I was laying on the floor after falling, I could expect a rather prompt response. But to think that that doesn't happen in a crowded apartment building...with up to 20 other people living in the same building...and on a Saturday evening...geez it makes my stomach turn. It happened to a friend of a friend of mine. And I'm sick over it.

Inconsiderate Individuals....
they piss me off.. so today i'm at my niece's softball games in East Los Angeles.. During the game break we remain seated in our chairs and begin to watch the game that is going on between Downey Calvary and Garfield High.. a crowd begins to form from the Garfield friends and family to the point where our view of the game is obstructed by these mother f-ers standing right in front of me.. i was like what the flip.. i'm suppose to look at your ass for the remainder of the game.. I tried not to extend my legs because the only passage through was right infront of me ..and directly behind the freaking lil school boy that was almost sitting on my lap.. the idiot almost tripped over my shoes twice.. as he moved slightly while infront of me.. and he still didn't freaking find another spot.. thank god for the book i was reading.. after a couple of dirty looks he was gone.. Why the heck are people so damn inconsiderate.. i mean..u saw me there watching the game.. wtf.. i hope he t

A New Website
WWW.TWISTEDKITTIE.COM IT ALLOWS MALE/FEMALE DANCERS, MODELS, AND COUPLES TO NETWORK FORM HOME BY WEBCAM. WE ARE CURRENTLY EXCEPTING APPLICATIONS RIGHT NOW. GO TO "MODELS" AND IF INTERESTED JUST USE THE E-MAIL GIVEN info@twwiskittie.com PUT ATTN: TEE THANK YOU FOR YOUR TIME.

Thanks For The Help Leveling!!!
First I want to thank my friend and new Owner Mikey for helping me level, and then next to BooBoo and her group of Shadow Levelers and others that came in force to help me the last little way to get to Insider! Thank you all so very very much!!! Mikey The Pіŧßull МãҒiã Hitman & Club F.A.R. A Tempting Tiger@ fubar ♥ BooBoo ♥ Founder of Shadow Levelers.@ fubar Beeholt. Real Wife of DHoltStingray@ fubar ♀ Gωεη ♫ ☞ Shadow Leveler ☜ ♡ Heart's in Oregon @ fubar MrDiamond ~ Shadow Leveler@ fubar ʝɨɭɭ εɭɨʑαβεʈɧ@ fubar Liberated Spice*FuWife to Big Jimmy*Club F.A.R.*DSC*I.B.I.C.*LOL Family* F Circle@ fubar £µÇk¥~D.S.C~Promoter in The Dawg House~r/l daughter 2 sammi4u2000{shadow leveler}@ fubar

Role Reversal Lol
TOP TEN THINGS MEN WOULD DO IF THEY WOKE UP WITH A VAGINA FOR A DAY... 10. Immediately go shopping for zucchini and cucumbers. 9. Squat over a hand-held mirror for an hour and a half. 8. See if they could finally do the splits. 7. See if it's truly possible to launch a ping pong ball 20 feet. 6. Cross their legs without rearranging their crotch. 5. Get picked up in a bar in less than 10 minutes ... BEFORE closing time. 4. Have consecutive multiple orgasms and still be ready for more without sleeping first. 3. Go to the gynecologist for a pelvic exam and ask to have it recorded on video. 2. Sit on the edge of the bed and pray for breasts too. 1. Finally find that damned G-spot. TOP TEN THINGS WOMEN WOULD DO IF THEY WOKE UP AND HAD A PENIS FOR A DAY... 10. Get ahead faster in corporate America. 9. Get a blow job. 8. Find out what is so fascinating about beating the meat. 7. Pee standing up while talking to other men at a urinal. 6. Dete

My Poem
Day By Day by: d.p I live by the way of my CHI finding the right beat to maintain my sanity cant stop rainy days from fallowing me my heart is right but mind is wrong listen to the wind with just the right ears you will see that breeze does sing a song my worries and fears haven't manifested in years so many times I've tried only to be denied when times get hard thats when i show my true scars and pried never been beat to the punch but it always seems to end with good luck my soul to be set free only to come back with divinity when walking on the wrong path just remember that you can always walk back realize that these eyes never cry even if out of trees to get high my way of living is to tough for most hate those people who always boast with the lord by my side i have never been afraid to die knowing that JAH will provide mother earth please don't cry she has been beaten and sucked dry to kill this cancer men have to subside their pried politics use hyp

I'll Be Mia For A Bit.....please Read!!
Greetings to you All!, There is no easy way to say this, so I’ll just tell you. My job was eliminated on Thursday. The economy is in really bad shape and there’s just not enough people buying high-end railing right now. I wanted to let everyone know. I won’t be on for awhile. I have some prospects in the works and of course, I’m playing on the weekends, so I’ll be OK ‘till I find another job. Keep the faith and Keep on Rockin’ Eric

Venting
Kicks random things in the way and curses softly before dusting of the little soap box once more. The past few weeks have been full of work and chaos and more lies than any one person should have to deal with in a life time. In case you haven't already picked up on this~ lying pisses me off! If you feel the need to lie when telling me something perhaps you should back away and take it to someone else. Games are for children and people with nothing better in life. Oh yes and before I forget the small town gossip and drama pisses me off too. If I wanted you to know something I would tell you don't presume you know anything any more. Very few ever get that close~

Yes I Am A Bitc*
You are 84% Bittch! I can't believe it! Your almost a full bittch! I know you just sit there and think of ways to be a bittch! How Pathetic is that! You must be awful lonely! Cruelty hurts! Bittch!How much of a B*tch Are you?Create MySpace Quizzes

St. Patrick Was A Murdering Bastard
Patrick was a Christian priest whose mission was to convert the population of Ireland to Christianity. The Druids, however, stood in his way. The Druids were very important people in Ireland at that time, and their symbol was the Snake of Wisdom. Druids could be priests of the old religion of Ireland, but there were also much more. One part of the Druid class were the "Bards", whose job it was to remember all of the history of the people, as well as to record current events. Because the Irish Celts did not rely on a written language, everything had to be memorized. Bards were poets and musicians, and used music and poetry to help them remember their history exactly. Because of this, Bards were highly respected members of the Irish society. The Irish believed that history was very important, for if you didn't remember what had happened in the past, you couldn't safely plan for the future. Bards, therefore, held the future of the people in safekeeping. Another important part of the

Holiday
Music :Rudolf Schenker Lyrics:Klaus Meine Let me take you far away You'd like a holiday Let me take you far away You'd like a holiday Exchange the cold days for the sun A good time and fun Let me take you far away You'd like a holiday Let me take you far away You'd like a holiday Let me take you far away You'd like a holiday Exchange your troubles for some love Wherever you are Let me take you far away You'd like a holiday Longing for the sun you will come To the island without name Longing for the sun be welcome On the island many miles away from home Be welcome on the island without name Longing for the sun you will come To the island many miles away from home

The Person In My Head Dosent Like You.
I'm bored, alone, and waiting for my girl to wake up. I need something to do. I'm really fucking bored and Shane is napping so I can't bother her. Anybody have any segestions? Probably not no one reads this anyways. Probably because I put really weird titles. Alright well I'm very bored now so I'm going to go see what I can get into to. Later. XD

James
With all the people in this world that I've known, you are the one who shines through the clouds. You are the one who helps me dream in colour and see in different flavours. You have a beauty within that no one can outshine. And the memory of you keeps you near me. I'll love you until the end of time. I am proud and lucky to know you and have you in my life..

Fubar Me
Well here I am at Fubar The Best Damn Bar around and I can leave with a few bucks in my pocket Thats always a plus! While your here don't forget to checkout and sign my GuestBook in my stash thanks a million for all the comments and ratings MORE BLOGS TO COME later and have fun!

Take A Hint
If you're some creep that hits on me, and I don't respond to it, or I just say thanks then ignore you, Its because I'm not interested. NO I'm not interested in hooking up with couples, married or not. NO i dont want to fuck you if youre over 30. In fact I'm not here to find someone to hook up with , period. So back off. I dont care how "mean i am" because i dont have 24 hrs a day to talk to you just to be nice. I dont waste my time talkin to people who have nothing worth while to say. AND i've never understood the people that start insulting me after I reject them, 30 seconds ago you were telling me how great i am, and as soon as i say i dont wanna fuck your old ugly ass, I'm suddenly an ugly whore. My Advice, try an ugly whore, they might just respond to your "charm" better than a 19 yr old who has a life outside of the internet.

Petition
Something important for you to consider, from a nurse: I'll never forget the look in my patients eyes when I had to tell them they had to go home with the drains, new exercises and no breast. I remember begging the Doctors to keep these women in the hospital longer, only to hear that they would, but their hands were tied by the insurance companies. So there I sat with my patients, giving them the instructions they needed to take care of themselves, knowing full well they didn't grasp half of what I was saying, because the glazed, hopeless, frightened look spoke louder than the quiet 'Thank You they muttered. A mastectomy is when a woman's breast is removed in order to remove cancerous breast cells/tissue. If you know anyone who has had a Mastectomy, you may know that there is a lot of discomfort and pain afterwards. Insurance companies are trying to make mastectomies an outpati

On This Day
On this day... March 19: Oh my gosh... I'm like... so freaking high on kittens right now... Day 1000000 B.C. -The first kitten is discovered by Egyptians. They try burning the kitten to get high but discover that you must sniff the kitten to get high. 1300 - Chinese Explorer Who Flhung Dhung brings back kittens on which the Chinese become instantly addicted to. 1301 - Exactly one year later, the Chinese invent a more refined way of getting kitten into your system, now known by the street name "Heroin", it is really kitten in pure form. 1462 - Holy Roman Emperor Yugo Hugo IV dies because he finds someone elses shoe wedged next to his toilet. 1915 - U.S. President Woodrow Wilson becomes the first American to get high on kittens. 1915 - Pluto is photographed for the first time, discovering the first extra-terrestrial colony of human huffing kittens. 1940 - Nazi scientists invent Fanta, a four-legged mammal that was supposed to huff just like a kitten, in order to overcome

Beginning
He was staring with curiousity at round almond shaped eyes, wide bridgeless nose, and a perpetually grinning mouth of a teenager with Down Syndrome sitting across from him. Captured in a moment of terminal complacency, his face bore an expression of childlike naivete and virginal purity. How lucky one must be to live in a state of eternal bliss, unaware of any external factors that bring about stress and dissatisfaction, and oblivious to any woes and calamities that life dishes out on a daily basis. He also thought of what it would be like to have an existance filled with expectations based solely on mental capability, or incapability in this case; to have every step validated by a second party that is in charge of your well being. Mixed feelings overwhelmed him; should it be pity or envy? Envy of not feeling your sick soul mope around inside a fragile bony shell, awaiting for demons to be released; of not getting tortured by moral implications of any ill fated actions; not having to m

Other Beginning
"This is the best apple I've ever had". He plunged his incisors into a thin red waxy skin, piercing it with a crisp popping sound and letting a stream of sweet juice run down his chin and drip onto his shirt. She looked up at him and smiled, revealing a perfect row of even ivory teeth. This sent shivers down his spine, and he felt hairs stand on the back of his neck. There was something about her smile that made him uneasy. With semi squinting icy grey eyes unchanged by the smile and transfixed on him in a way a predator might eye its prey, it was primal and cold, almost animalistic. All over sudden, there was nothing. With a vertigo-like sensation of a failing vestibular system, a blanket of darkness fell over his eyes, immersing him into a complete and perfect nothingness, his brain buzzing with electrical connections going haywire. Unabled to be supported by weakened joints, his limp body slowly folded onto the ground.

::child Stars::
So I'm kicking back and watching VH1 [[as I usually do on my days off and I need some guilty pleasure time, LOL]]. So first off, I see a commercial for a new show called "Child Stars" where basically mothers are pushing thier kids to be famous and will use them for thier personal gain. And then, I was watching a documentary on Britney Spear's childhood and how her parents pushed her into the spotlight, even to the point of telling her to break up with her highschool sweetheart because her being single would sell more records when she got big. I really want to kick these parents in the ass and its pretty fucking sad when parents have to be so consumed by greed and selfishness that they have to use thier kids for financial gain. The moms of these stars especially should do us all a favor and get thier tubes tied. I just can't imagine what these kids are going through because I know if I pranced around tv in a sexy catholic schoolgirl outfit and shook my ass in front of thousands, I w

A Special World
A Special World A special world for you and me A special bond one cannot see It wraps us up in its cocoon And holds us fiercely in its womb. Its fingers spread like fine spun gold Gently nestling us to the fold Like silken thread it holds us fast Bonds like this are meant to last. And though at times a thread may break A new one forms in its wake To bind us closer and keep us strong In a special world, where we belong.

Part Three
The next morning... The late morning sun poured through the bedroom window of the hotel, illuminating the scene. Phil and Helen were laying naked on the bed in each other arms. As Phil stirred, he gave her a gentle squeeze to awaken her. Helen awoke to find Phil smiling broadly at her, and as she remembered the previous night's events she grinned sheepishly too. He leaned forward and kissed her passionately, awakening them both even more, particularly the yearnings from within. But before they could do any more a knock on the door startled them, and through a fit of giggles Phil managed to call out to housekeeping to come back later. Helen suggested they go for a nice romantic picnic at the beach as it was such a glorious day. Phil smiled approvingly at the idea. They enjoyed another lingering kiss before getting dressed and heading off in the car to buy some food. After leaving the store, Phil drove the hire car in the direction of the coast, the long straight road surprisingly

Part Four
A little bit later... The beach was still deserted, the sky turning hazy. A lightly cooling breeze over her face awoke Helen from her gentle slumber in Phil's arms. She eased herself up, careful not to disturb him. He remained asleep, a contented look on his face. She smiled as she noticed the bulge in his shorts and hoped he was dreaming about her. As Helen pondered his state of arousal, she felt herself becoming turned on too and instinctively her hand reached down between her legs. She pressed her fingers firmly against the outside of her knickers, feeling the moistness, murmuring softly as the pressure she applied started to build her pleasure. She pushed the crotch of her knickers to one side and allowed her fingers to caress the lips. Groaning a little more loudly, her middle finger slowly stroked her clitoris in a circular motion. Phil stirred and opened his eyes. He looked at her and smiled, his expression indicating his approval that she should carry on. Helen decided

Another Poem About Me
WAR By me War is like hell, After the bullet went through my chest, I felt the touch of death, Listening to bombs hitting the ground, Corpses hitting the surface beside me, I thought I was dying, Being dragged into a trench, Medics fixed me up, Back to the front I had to go, Watch my men run into minefields, Havoc, Horror, Pain is all I see around me, Soldiers and civilians fighting as one, Hand grenades flying in the air, I hated war but I was back for the 3rd time, Too many head shots to count, No hole big enough to put the bodies, No lake big enough to store the spilt blood, We ran out of places to put the wounded, Day after day, Night after night, The war raged on, The man who always fought beside me, He had enough, He put a bullet through his head, After two years, The last bullet was fired, The last bomb was dropped, The last civilian killed, I was the last man standing, Then I yelled out, War is like hell!

Life And The Heart
why is it that so many have a need to be needed that they will put any bit of hope into just a simple conversation? why is is that so many have no clue how to be true to themselves and build a life style out of false identity? why is it that others learn to distrust and close themselves off of so many things because of another person actions done upon them? why is it that morals and values have slowly decreased in peoples values? why i ask...because it doesn't make sense. people blame others for their own situations they put themselves into and seek out the worst in most people so they don't look as bad...but at the same time those that do trust do so openly that the only outcome would be to be used and abused. people truely don't make sense to me and it saddens my heart. so why... i truely ask, should i really give a fuck or even want to?

A Stone Bench
A stone bench Granite slab on granite blocks A carpet of grass Beneath an ancient tree I can sit by myself See the sun slip behind the leaves I can sit with my love See the sun reflect in his eyes By myself, the granite Feels harsh beneath my legs My knees bend up My arms wrap around them With my love, the granite Comforts me like down My love’s lips on mine My arms wrap around him A stone bench Granite slab on granite blocks As solid as the love Between my Sweetheart and Me. Tauri Athena copyright 2007

Dreaming
Dreaming I used to dream of eyes so blue And loving arms to hold me. I used to dream of heroic knights And how gracious they would be. I used to dream of how I wouldn’t settle For anything less than best. I used to dream of how he would majestically Lay all fears to rest. I used to dream of fairy tales, How wondrous would they be I used to dream of story books All patterned after me. I used to dream of a lot of things, But the moment I met you, I immediately stopped dreaming, Because all of my dreams came true.

Dreams & Dream Interpretation (see Also Carl Jung~another Fascination Of Mine)
Although it is true that many of us do not make a conscious effort to remember our dreams, everyone dreams. During the early part of this century, while psychologists such as Sigmund Freud and Carl Jung were demonstrating the clinical importance of dreams, Edgar Cayce was providing average individuals with guidelines for working with what has become one of the most practical approaches to dreams. Hundreds of Cayce's readings deal with the subject of dreams and dream interpretation. Perhaps the most important insights gained from the wealth of this material is the fact that each of us is aware of much more-about ourselves, our physical bodies, our surroundings, even our lifestyles-at subconscious levels than we realize when we are awake. In the dream state we open our minds to many different levels of our own unconscious. Not only are all of our previous conscious experiences stored there, but it is also the storehouse of resources which rarely come to conscious awareness. The subcon

Come See My Blog
I am pre-Blogging, meaning I am typing it first and then cutting and posting it to my blog. I am so not inspired by the conventional way of making a living. I know the longer time passes without having some form of income makes my situation all that more urgent. If it were optional to work or not work, I would choose to work. Let me explain myself from my previous statement. I don't like the 9 to 5. I am inspired to write about the world around me. I would work If I had an option to or not to work, cause I want to be able to choose what kind of work. That is really a question of education; influence; opportunity and experience. To do what you love to do, you'd have all those 4 ingredients to start your career, this is my belief. This is therapy for me. Writing is not for everybody, just like many other things that doesn't fit a person cause personality or maybe just his/her preferences. I enjoy it so very much cause it can take me places I have never been. I have on occasion been writi

Mirror Of My Past
As i look into the mirror of my past everything comes back to me But memories of you are the ones that last I miss the way you looked at me they way you smiled and said "I love you baby, forever we will be" I guess I miss those lies you told & the words you failed to prove "Tomorrow is another day, but i'll always be yours to hold" The saturday kisses and the sunday calls I'd wake up early just to hear your voice You said you'd never leave, you'd always be there to catch my falls What happened to those promises you made that you swore youd never break like loving me forever & never letting memories fade I sit here and i think, i smile and i glare wondering a lot about my past but more so about the future i must bare What would my life have been if you never left my side would i still be whole within What would it have truly been if you were still here with me would my heart still be whole within Would i still be full of grief or would everything fall

Don Imus
Don Imus' 'Nappy Headed Ho' comment was just voted by the Global Language Monitor as the years most politically incorrect statement. I thought it was just bigoted, myself. What do I know? Anyway, he was also declared by the same editorial idiots to be a "Shock Jock". THAT deserves comment - calling this doddering, misanthropic, self deluded old fool a shock jock is like calling a Merry go Round a thrill ride. Just sayin.......

Two Hearts
In a time long since passed, two hearts met wearing different masks, true love, each had found, only in death to part, his body given to the ground. True love torn, like a stitch in time two souls parted, without reason or rhyme, will meet again and again, for lives sewn togther never really end. No one can change the circle of life, love, fear, death, or strife for the heart knows what the mind cannot see, long lost loves in memories. One lost soul will find the other, for they have been ancient lovers- in candlelight shadows pass, two hearts meet wearing different masks, if it will last, time will tell, yet they live again, and love as well.

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Today I ended up I Am Legend from the $1 dvd rental thingie at McDonalds. Only I didn't pay $1. I paid NOTHING! WOOHOO. I'm watching it now and so far I like it. Would be better if stupid asshole that is Mom's bf wasn't here and asking me questions about it. I don't know what happened, you've seen as much of this shit as I have.. how the FUCK am I supposed to know more? Gr. He just bugs me. He was trying to open a PDF earlier on his computer. Couldn't figure out for the life of him why it wouldn't work. I asked if he had the most recent update of Acrobat. He looked at me like I had three heads. I got to hang out with Brad today. He was able to (probably) figure out what the weird sound my car has been making. He thinks its the water pump which is a good thing. It's covered under my warranty but since I have a $100 deductible I may not go that route. Brad can fix it for about $20 or so. I'm so incredibly lucky that I have a friend who is not only capable of fixing pretty much

There Was Never A Love So True...poem For My Love.
As one that is here in you > the love That bounces off you to me is really here to stay < miles be between us but we are secure and one day we know we will meet for sure . I love you so much in all ways emotionaly and yet I am sad cause phisically I want all of this to share my love touching you and making a cast of obilivan to reach the clouds ..I fell though im floating high and never coming down from heaven back to earth.Your my life and Im fufilled I want you to konw this is really real. Diana cause i also know how you feel. xoxoxox diana

Cool Lounge
Hey everyone...I found a really vool lounge to hang out in with some super cool people and great music and lots of good times...check it out when you get the chance...FANTASY 69.... http://fubar.com/new_lounge.php?lid=54938

Sex Sex Sex
um... yeah i want some...but can't get it...well i can but from the places i can there are too many issues or i don't really want anything more from the person but sex...and i dont' want to be an ass. but oh well i can keep away from sex i guess.

The Story Of The Resurrection
Matthew 28 1: Now after the sabbath, toward the dawn of the first day of the week, Mary Magdalene and the other Mary went to see the sepulchre. 2: And behold, there was a great earthquake; for an angel of the Lord descended from heaven and came and rolled back the stone, and sat upon it. 3: His appearance was like lightning, and his raiment white as snow. 4: And for fear of him the guards trembled and became like dead men. 5: But the angel said to the women, "Do not be afraid; for I know that you seek Jesus who was crucified. 6: He is not here; for he has risen, as he said. Come, see the place where he lay. 7: Then go quickly and tell his disciples that he has risen from the dead, and behold, he is going before you to Galilee; there you will see him. Lo, I have told you." 8: So they departed quickly from the tomb with fear and great joy, and ran to tell his disciples. Mark 16 1: And when the Sabbath was past, Mary Magdalene, and Mary the mother of James, and Salome, bought spi

Live Your Life With Your Arms Wide Open
Live your life with your arms wide open!! Too often we underestimate the power of a touch, a smile, a kind word, a listening ear, an honest compliment, or the smallest act of caring, all of which have the potential to turn a life around. Love is always open arms. If you close your arms about love you will find that you are left holding only yourself. Care provides a conduit for our spirit's expression in the midst of our social existence. The more we truly care, the more we'll come to know ourselves and others. Care provides the key to unlocking our potential and making it real. Sincere forgiveness isn't colored with expectations that the other person apologize or change. Don't worry whether or not they finally understand you. Love them and release them. Life feeds back truth to people in its own way and time—just like it does for you and me. The spirit of a person's life is ever shedding some power, just as a flower is steadily bestowing fragrance upon the air. Destiny is

Death Of A Friend
A truly remarkable friend and coworker has lost her battle with cancer this past week. She was an amazing mother, teacher and friend. Despite the fact that she was suffering tremendously, she never walked around w/o her beautiful smile. Her 4 daughters and her students meant the world to her. She always gave 110%, no matter how she was feeling. She had to quit working a year ago, because the cancer spread and it took its toll on her. Nevertheless, she was determined to beat it and told her doctors to do whatever they could to get her back into the classroom. She kept saying that she still had so much left to do here on Earth and her girls needed her, also. Sadly, it just wasn't meant to be. She died on Monday, March 17 in the morning. We have been on Spring Break this past week and will be returning to work tomorrow. None of us are ready to face the children at school. They were asking about her before we went on vacation and now we have to break the news to them. This

Together Forever
I want you in my life so much more then anyone else I want us to be together together forever I want to be loved for who I am not for who you want me to be I want your love no one else's I want to feel your touch soft in gentle like no other I want to hear your voice so calming in fear free I want to hear you say you love me more then anything I want your lips to kiss me for the very first time I want to walk with you hand in hand I want your arms around me so I feel safe in protected I want you to hold me just cause you can I want you to hold me even more when I cry I want your arms around my waist so they know that im yours I want you to be there when I need you most I want to be able to trust you so you keep my secrets deep inside I want you to love me for whats on the inside not the out I want you to tell the truth no matter how much it hurts I want you to say your sorry when you do somthing wrong I want to be with you just you in me I want your

Questions
OK OK I loved these .... Write youe answers down,, see how many you get right :) and NO CHEATING ;;;;;;; 1) What is a four-letter word that ends in "k" and means the same as intercourse? 2) What is it that a cow has four of and a woman has only two of? 3) What can you find in a man's pants that is about six inches long, has a head on it, and that women love so much that they often blow it? 4) What word starts with "f " and ends with "u-c-k"? 5) Name five words that are each four letters long, end in " u-n-t " one of which is a word for a woman? 6) What does a dog do that you can step into? 7) What four letter word begins with "f " and ends with " k", and if you can't get one you can use your hands? 8) What is hard, six inches long, has two nuts, and can make a girl fat? 9) What four-letter word ends in "i-t " and is found on the bottom of birdcages? 10) What is it that all

Sick....
http://www.cnn.com/2008/CRIME/03/21/torture.slaying.ap/index.html?iref=mpstoryview Disabled pregnant woman used as target practice Story Highlights Investigator: "This is heartbreaking" Dorothy Dixon was 6 months pregnant and lived in the basement Housemates tortured Dixon for weeks, and withheld her social security checks Dixon also had a year-old child, who weighed 15 lbs. at time of mom's death ALTON, Illinois (AP) -- Banished to the basement, the 29-year-old mother with a childlike mind and another baby on the way had little more than a thin rug and a mattress to call her own on the chilly concrete floor. Dorothy Dixon ate what she could forage from the refrigerator upstairs, where housemates used her for target practice with BBs, burned her with a glue gun and doused her with scalding liquid that peeled away her skin. They torched what few clothes she had, so she walked around naked. They often pummeled her with an aluminum bat or metal handle. Dixon -- s

Cnn Wants Your Stories And Questions About Autism For A Full Day Of Coverage
On April 2, Autism World Awareness Day, CNN is planning a full day of autism coverage. You heard it right: a full day. To gather content for such a massive undertaking, CNN and Dr. Sanjay Gupta are soliciting public input in the form of stories and questions. Here's what it says on the CNN site: It's your turn to have some of your own questions answered. CNN is planning a comprehensive day of coverage in recognition of World Autism Awareness Day on April 2. The latest statistics from the Centers for Disease Control and Prevention say that at least 1 in 150 children are affected in the United States. In a report called, the "Myths of Autism" we hope to dispel any misperceptions about the disorder and the people who live with it. We also want to be very clear that there is still a great deal the scientific community has yet to learn about autism and its related disorders. Here are some ideas that we hope to address: * Every autistic person has savant abili

My Life
Ok well this is like my first blog on here! So I dont know what to really say! But I guess I will start by saying that I love FUBAR! It's so much fun and I have met some really kool people! U know who you r! Ummmm Im gonna be graduating in May! Im really excited for that! I'm not working yet but am looking for a job! Im really family orriented! I love my friends! Im single!!! So Im free boys! But I do like someone right now but we'll see! Well I guess thats all I mean like I said I have never done one of these before! But hey R8 me add me fan me anything and I will return the favor! Much Love!

The Wife Or The Dog
A dog is truly a man's best friend. If you don't believe it, just try this experiment. Put your dog and your wife in the trunk of the car for an hour. When you open the trunk, who is really happy to see you?

Are You At All Like Me?
Have you been put together from earth sky and weather. Are you found of black leather and breaking every tether. Are you at all like me? Were you made with a soul that no one can control. In part or in whole to be your only goal. Are you anything like me? When they put together your kit, did they include every per tenant bit. Do you have have everything that you need. To be you? Did they wire everything just right. Not to loose or to painfully tight. Can you sail your ship with just a skeleton crew. Constructed from divine mire, betrayed by angelic desire, purge in intolerable fire, I wound up too hot to retire. Are you at all like me? Are we at all a like. Do we fit like 1,2,3. Are we at all a like. Are you anything like me? Are you at all like me?

Night Hunger.
Who are those girls standing on the corner tonight. They'll spill all your pearls definitely make you feel right. You think you recognize one or two from your best magazine. You stare and fantasize about a wild unpredictable scene. Obsessively mad blocking traffic while circling by you want one so bad. It feels like you're going to cry. You've got a night hunger playing with your master and slave. Night hunger it's obvious from how you behave. Your night hunger never satisfies what you crave. Night hunger follows you to the grave. You need to tell your mama you're not the boy she thought that you were and your favorite panorama is hot legs in some boots and spur. The solution to your problem might be right in the palm of your hand, since although you want to rob them of their private possessions you can't. You've got a night hunger playing with your master and slave. Night hunger it's obvious from how you behave. Your night hunger never satisfies what you

Why Do Ppl Have To Lie On Some Things
That hurt others and make thier hearts ache in pain and destroy them > Cant they relise, another person has feelings too.. They hurts and bleed as themselves at times...Why they just see things on one side of the fence when theres two sides to a story..? Diana

Hard Word To Say
Why can’t you say the word The hurtful word goodbye How long can I linger How much longer will I cry Have I played the fool Been a fool long enough Yes, I do know this, Yet good-byes are really rough A word I do not like I would rather say g’day Waiting, patiently, lingering Still on my mind you prey I know it will be hard Good-byes are what I fear Still open without closures I dry up another tear One day it will come Maybe soon that fateful day I still think its difficult Good-bye's so hard to say

The Winners Are (results From The Male Auction)
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Took Them Downq
Someone had asked to see me, so since they asked and because it was so damned unexpected I posted them, but I have now taken them down. If anyone has something against this speak, but i highly doubt that anyone will cuz who the fuck wants to see a cock, i don't really see how they can be admired, it's just a stick that pokes out unlike female parts that are like master crafted in most cases.

Welcome To The Land Of Confusion
Greetings everyone, I know quite a few of my friends here don't know me that well, but As most of you will learn Im a passionate writer and take great pride in what right and my views, this video speak louder then words and volumes, Im a passionate writer. This video and lyrics of this song is very powerful. The way this world is, is very messed up, we truely live in a land of confusion. In 26 years of life almost 27, the world has has gotton worse and worse each year, its my wonder whats going to be left the future generations.If it were not for our military I fully beleive I and many others would not have a tommorrow. But as it looks the world gets worse and worse each day. This is disturbed Land of confusion I have lyrics below along with the video. Everyone please comment I truely welcome it! I must’ve dreamed a thousand dreams Been haunted by a million screams But I can hear the marching feet They’re moving into the street Now did you read the news today T

Pets And Animals
I don’t care what anyone says, following Clooney from gay bar to gay bar is no easy task. Tracking George Clooney calls for an unbelieveable amount of caution. If he becomes suspcious he gives off an extra amount of smugness. This can be dangerous. I have given my word to stop the Clooney hypocrisy by capturing him and keeping him in my basement, which will then make the world a safer, more smug-free place to exist. Facts have shown that global warming is due only to the smugness given off by Clooney. He must be stopped. I have contacted my superior Chickadee and informed her of Clooney’s whereabouts. He is at The ManHole having a drink with one of my informants, Gerardo. Clooney seems to be unaware that I am tracking him. The weapons that would normally be used to capture someone had to be revised in this case. For instance guilt, this is something that is useless on someone who has no shame, and throwing things, his giant self-righteous jaw can deflect almost anything.

All These Words
I spoke all those words only for you to be free, Keeping you away from all the things I hated you to see. So long it has been since I ripped these words forth. But I have to ask my self what it all was worth. He is the man that you seen in me all I did was plant a seed, Yet the pain from it all makes me yearn to bleed! Free again is what I've learned. Better off than to get burned. RwsII

Licking Batteries
ucking your ex is like licking a battery....you know you shouldnt do it but you just haveto see what its like...and aftetyou do you realize it hurts a bit and yet quite interesting......so you vow not to ever do it again bacuase you just shouldn't....but later onb you see it agan and wnder will it havethe same effects this time if i do it again......so you doit agina and yes it still hurts and yes t very intersting but the novelty of it ll is wearing off.....so the big question is when it sits itelf in front of you again will you do it just to see what happens?

Moi? Never...can You Say T...:s
You Are Peppermint Flavored Gum You have a sharp mind that is always churning. You are mentally hyper. You're always thinking of something. And while your mind is always on, you're not the most physically active person around. Some people make mistake you for being lazy, but the truth is: you never relax. You tend to get so deeply into your projects that you ignore everything around you. You are creative and cutting edge. You love telling people about your newest ideas and discoveries. What Flavor Gum Are You?

Great Writer And Quote
"I know nothing about pistols and revolvers, which is why I usually kill off my characters with a blunt instrument or better with poisons. Besides, poisons are neat and clean and really exciting... I do not think I could look a really ghastly mangled body in the face. It is the means that I am interested in. I do not usually describe the end, which is often a corpse." --Agatha Christie

I Need Your Help Please...
If you know of military personnel who are on Fubar, will you PLEASE send me their information...I want to start a special section dedicated to them. I want to show our military that we appreciate them. Please Please send me any of your friends, fans, etc that you know are military. And if they are deployed at this time, please make a note to me of that. Thank You and God Bless and Keep our Troops safe!

Some Dumb Bitch
This dumb whore thinks she knows all about me and she dont.she dont know shit. so she thinks that she can tell my wife about shit she dont know. if you dont know keep your trap shut. thank you asshole

Always A Reason
People come into your life for a reason, a season or a lifetime. When you know which one it is, you will know what to do for that person. When someone is in your life for a REASON, it is usually to meet a need you have expressed. They have come to assist you through a difficulty, to provide you with guidance and support, to aid you physically, emotionally or spiritually. They may seem like a godsend and they are. They are there for the reason you need them to be. Then, without any wrongdoing on your part or at an inconvenient time, this person will say or do something to bring the relationship to an end. Sometimes they die. Sometimes they walk away. Sometimes they act up and force you to take a stand. What we must realize is that our need has been met, our desire fulfilled, their work is done. The prayer you sent up has been answered and now it is time to move on. Some people come into your life for a SEASON, because your turn has come to share, grow or learn. They bring you an e

Crystal Window
I look at this crystal window before me It shines like a twisted mirror, broken and shattered A reflection of my life I presume Because looking back, none of it mattered I gave it my all, but that wasn't enough I fought the good fight, but all of that stuff Was nothing at all when faced with you How could I predict what you'd put me through? I never could've predicted a way to the pain That was faster than you, lost out in the rain That was bleeding its heart out all over my ceiling From under my floor, I'll remember this feeling

I Hate This!
Has anyone been getting or have received a phone call and when you answer it they dont say nothing then u hear a busy signal! But then they keep calling and then you let the answer machine get it and you hear a phone ringing and then it saids im sorry you have a dial a long disence number you must redial etc. Has everyone ever got one of those? If so how did you stop it or got any advice?

2nd Alarm Hotties!
2nd Alarm Hotties Rules of Conduct 1- All Prospects (Applicants) must have a VERIFIED Salute. 2- All Pics must be SFW & Open for voting on Friday. 3- Upon Acceptance 5 days will be given to add @nd Alarm Hotties (to/in additon to) Nickname. 4- All Current Hotties must be Fanned/Added/Rated. 5- All new members will be assigned a team. The Chief, Deputy Chief Flirt, & Assigned Team Leader must be added to family. 6- All Hottie related bulletins must be reposted when you are Online?(inactivity is not tolerated) 7- Help your fellow members when need be (for ex. leveling by rating pics, stash, etc) 8- The Hotties profile MUST be added to Top Friends -or- Family. 9- Shoutbox & Fu-Mail must be open to The Chief/Deputy Chief/ & assigned Team leader 10- Hottie’s Shall Never Block Fellow Member. (Problems Should Be Dealt with). :11- Hotties who have resigned must complete the same process as New Prospects. No exceptions. 12- Applicants must have at least 15

Why Courtesy While Driving Is Important
A man was being tailgated by a stressed out woman on a busy boulevard. Suddenly, the light turned yellow, just in front of him. He did the right thing, stopping at the crosswalk, even though he could have beaten the red light by accelerating through the intersection. The tailgating woman was furious and honked her horn and screaming in frustration as she missed her chance to get through the intersection, dropping her cell phone and makeup. As she was still in mid-rant, she heard a tap on her window and looked up into the face of a very serious police officer. The officer ordered her to exit her car with her hands up. He took her to the police station where she was searched, finger printed, photographed, and placed in a holding cell. After a couple of hours, a policeman approached the cell and opened the door. She was escorted back to the booking desk where the arresting officer was waiting with her personal effects. He said, "I'm very sorry for this mistake. You se

What A Day!
So, I have sat here for 2 days now, listening to the ramblings continue with family. Im getting stuck in the middle of the whole situation and yet.... it has nothing at all to do with me...... Things are crazy sometimes and well, yeah Im done dealing with everyone elses problems when I have a new life to worry about you know? What shall I do? The ultimate question right there.... Leading a crazy yet AMAZING life now and well, it couldnt get much better then this.... So many emotions and feelings running thru me all at once and its wonderful... NEVER BEEN HAPPIER then I am right now.

Sorry If This Doesn't Make Sense, I Was Just Getting My Feelings Out.
Do you know what it's like to live a life of lies? To feel you don't belong; never doing anything, but the wrongs? They look at me and stare; whisper "he's a disgrace" To his family to the world

My Mom
I just found out that my mom has to have surgery this week on Wednesday for a tumor in her neck. We dont know if it cancer or not. She was afraid of telling me because she didnt know want me to worry. I finally got it out of her It is a three hour surgery and it is outpatient. So she doesnt want me to drive 7 hours to come and see her. I will find out next monday if it is cancer. I am hoping that it is not because I dont want her to have to go through what I did. I have had cancer twice and I dont want her to go through it either. This is my mom and she was upset after knowing that I had it. Any ways I just wanted to get this out and say that I am thinking of my family right now. I am working the day she is going in and i will be calling her the day after the surgery. She has a 50/50 chance of having the nerves cut in her right side of her face and I am scared for my mom.

To Lounge Promoters!!!!!!
I am not used to lounges, I am used to one on one instant messages usually called private messages. I like discussing topics but I yet to see one that suites me and if you promoters can fill me in on what are the topics of discusion (unless they are open) so I can make an informed dicision. THANK YOU, ROBERT

Imagination
Locked in my cage, I stare at the emptiness; this very emptiness possesses my soul - we are one. The months pass, as do the years, yet as time progresses, it loses all relevance. I sit here trapped in a recurring nightmare, never to awaken. I feed on my own self-pity - I never hunger. I merely exist, captive in this asylum, biding my time; my sole gratification, inebriated isolation. The door to my cage is ajar, as is often the case, yet it's pointless to leave; each journey leads me back to this God-forsaken realm of suffering and despair. Long ago, I was free; I remember faces, smiling faces. A different me, in a different time - it was a time of fulfillment, of togetherness, of love. Then one day the fantasy ended, and I was here . . . but enough about the past; I must face my reality. Distant voices race through my head, as I stave off insanity. But this time, the voice is real. Unsure of its origin, I feel my soul is not as cold; my

May God Give Me....
For every storm......... ?A rainbow? For every Tear.....A smile For every care....?A promise? ?And a blessing in each trial.? For every problem life sends...A faithful friend to share For every sigh......A sweet song †And an answer for each prayer.†

Declaration Of Indepedence
IN CONGRESS, JULY 4, 1776 The unanimous Declaration of the thirteen united States of America hen in the Course of human events it becomes necessary for one people to dissolve the political bands which have connected them with another and to assume among the powers of the earth, the separate and equal station to which the Laws of Nature and of Nature's God entitle them, a decent respect to the opinions of mankind requires that they should declare the causes which impel them to the separation. We hold these truths to be self-evident, that all men are created equal, that they are endowed by their Creator with certain unalienable Rights, that among these are Life, Liberty and the pursuit of Happiness. — That to secure these rights, Governments are instituted among Men, deriving their just powers from the consent of the governed, — That whenever any Form of Government becomes destructive of these ends, it is the Right of the People to alter or to abolish it, and to institute new Govern

One Life To Live
One Life 2 Live When I breathe I live a little less, because with each breath I take a step closer to death. Word bond it's kinda' fucked up how we're born just to die. Live a life of poverty underneath dark skies. Sometimes I wonder does God hear me, is he there, does he know that life sucks, and if so, does he care, it seems as the he helps those he doesn't need to making good niggas turn illegal, forget their peoples. I'll cheat you duke, I wanna make that green too, it's hard to feed 2 so I don't need you. Why do what's right when it all goes wrong? Fuck that sad song, I'ma be the bomb word is bond it's on its all about the cream nigga and I'ma live out my dream nigga and be the richest, rock the flyest clothes get all the bitches. Fuck them jealous niggas they can lick my dick tip, and catch the stiff one son, we only got one life to live dunn, so might as well do your thing now and make the best of it, or regret the shit you wish you did for the rest of it. W

Unsure
So much to say but unsure unsure how to express the feelings unsure of the feelings unsure if you feel the same unsure if you wonder if I feel the same unsure why I can't reach out to you unsure if you want to reach out to me unsure of where the road of life will lead The only thing I am sure is that I hope it leads to you

Never Piss Off A Trucker..
NEVER PISS OFF A TRUCKER This fine upstanding member of the infamous 18th Street LA gang decided one day that he would try to car-jack a semi truck at gun point . The gangster jumped up on the driver side, while the truck was in motion, and stuck a gun in the drivers face. The only problem was that the truck driver opened up the door and knocked the attempted thief off. He lost his balance and fell under the wheels of the truck, at which time the driver slammed on his brakes, resting on top of him and decided that this was the perfect time to whip out his Fuji Disposable camera... Didn't look real until you see the third picture. Pictures scroll down Darn, hate to waste a good beer! NOW THAT HAD TO HURT! The driver was just "detaining" him until the police arrived

Hes Still In My Head.........
so a few weeks ago i met this guy online. we talked off and on for a while and this last week it been awesome. i have been on cloud nine all week. i know theres this stuff with online crap and fu wedding and stuff like this. but i believe that this could BE THE guy i want to be with forever. am i crazy for this? hes so smart, so sexy, the biggest sweetheart i have ever met! hes everything i am looking for. and my god he beautiful! its so crazy i find myself not being able to think cause i just sit there and think and think about him and his smile and what is would be like to kiss his lips. and i have never had anything like this happen to me before EVER! i graduate from college in a month and i am seriously going to touch him in person! so how many people think i am crazy? hazel= crazy ima out bye guys

Treading Fast
The life i tread is a fast one Friends dying young people lying looking dumb Times are flying Woman in the streets crying While baby's are still dying I'm going to start fighting Cant hold me back I am black hat Move through the servers undetected Strike only when the time is right Never disrespected Don't piss me off or i just might let it... I am lose to the wind Damed by the darkness Light please come in Fear is never near So i hits the ever clear Bounce off the walls Trip then fall Slip and sip on that positive grip Battle this and end up sick Cant stop me My style is the lyrical tai chi Boots strapped tight Piss me off and i'll take flight Beat that ass all night Bare fist boxer Punch the concrete "Fuck you Officer, this is my beat!" A punk to the Core Anarchy is my roar Battle ground first sight Swing that pendulum just right Hours setting fast I was the first and she was the last Breaking bottles shatter glass Pour out some liquor and hit

Jigsaw
A blonde calls her boyfriend and says, 'Please come over here and help me. I have a killer jigsaw puzzle, and I can't figure out how to get started.' Her boyfriend asks, 'What is it supposed to be when it's finished?' The blonde says, 'According to the picture on the box, it's a rooster.' Her boyfriend decides to go over and help with the puzzle. She lets him in and shows him where she has the puzzle spread all over the table. He studies the pieces for a moment, then looks at the box, then turns to her and says, 'First of all, no matter what we do, we're not going to be able to assemble these pieces into anything resembling a rooster.' He takes her hand and says, 'Second, I want you to relax. Let's have a nice cup of tea, and then he said with a deep sigh... 'Let's put all the Corn Flakes back in the box.'

Going Fetal
Everyone is going fetal It's the dance the kids all feel Just get down under your desk Feels like your mama's nest Alright Everyone is going fetal It's the one thats really real You're gonna love it if you give it a try You just lay down like you're gonna die Alright Everyone is going fetal If you feel like your fate is sealed Then just get down and curl on up Just like a little helpless pup Alright Everyone is going fetal - Eels

Re: Aol News Networking Website Bans Prison Planet
RE: AOL News Networking Website Bans Prison Planet ----------------- Bulletin Message ----------------- From: Paul Joseph Watson Date: 01 Apr 2008, 22:57 AOL News Networking Website Bans Prison Planet AOL-Time Warner's popular social networking website Propeller. com has banned submission of all Prison Planet. com material - citing Prison Planet's "inflammatory" articles about 9/11 as its justification. http://www. prisonplanet. com/articles/april2008/040108_aol_bans. htm

The Rude Parrot
A young man named John received a parrot as a gift. The parrot had a bad attitude and an even worse vocabulary. Every word out of the bird's mouth was rude, obnoxious and laced with profanity. John tried and tried to change the bird's attitude by consistently saying only polite words, playing soft music and anything else he could think of to "clean up" the bird's vocabulary. Finally, John was fed up and he yelled at the parrot. The parrot yelled back. John shook the parrot and the parrot got angrier and even ruder. In desperation, John threw up his hands, grabbed the bird and put him in the freezer. For a few minutes the parrot squawked and kicked and screamed. Then suddenly there was total quiet. Not a peep was heard for over a minute. Fearing that he'd hurt the parrot, John quickly opened the door to the freezer. The parrot calmly stepped out onto John's outstretched arms and said "I believe I may have offended you with my rude language and actions. I'm sincerel

How I Feel?
November 23, 1998. The day my world crashed. The day my life changed. The day I lost a part of me that I would never get back. The day I lost my dad. Im not sure why but for some reason...you never think it will happen to you. But, it did to me. I was only 8 years old, and it was EXACTLY 1 week before my 9th birthday. Being 8, I didnt really comprehend what had happened. All I remember is my mom coming home from the hospital, taking me and my sister in her arms, and telling us that [he’s] gone. Of course I cried because I was sad. Now that I’m 18, Im fully realizing the situation. My dad was my best friend. The only reason I know that is because of all the pictures I have with him. It was always ME and HIM. I was a daddy’s girl. I want to know what it would be like if he were still here. I hate that he’s gone. I hate that I cant remember what he looks like. I hate that I can’t remember the way he smells. I hate that he’s gone. No person should lose someone they love. It is the worst

Shape.
Shape of my mind There are three types of people in this world: those who make things happen,those who watch things happen and those who wonder what happened.If I must choose I`d say that I belong to the first group of people-I make things happen,no matter if they`re good or bad. Some might call me “complicated”.I wouldn`t use that exact word,I`d rather explain it like this: I love myself and people love someone when they learn to see an imperfect person perfectly. When you are a kid,you see the world in a way you want it to be,and it never crosses your mind that it isn`t gonna turn out that way.Life moves pretty fast..if you don’t stop and look around once in a while,you could miss it.I make a lot of mistakes-and who doesn`t?People have the right to act stupid…some people abuse that right,tho. One of my biggest flaws is that I don`t realize that,when one door closes,another opens.I often look so long upon the closed door that I don`t see the one that has opened for me.But,

The Silversmith Story
One of the women offered to find out the process of refining silver and get back to the group at their next Bible Study. That week, the woman called a silversmith and made an appointment to watch him at work. She didn't mention anything about the reason for her interest beyond her curiosity about the process of refining silver. As she watched the silversmith, he held a piece of silver over the fire and let it heat up. He explained that in refining silver, one needed to hold the silver in the middle of the fire where the flames were hottest as to burn away all the impurities. The woman thought about God holding us in such a hot spot; then she thought again about the verse that says: "He sits as a refiner and purifier of silver." She asked the silversmith if it was true that he had to sit there in front of the fire the whole time the silver was being refined. The man answered that yes, he not only had to sit there holding the silver, but he had to keep his eyes on

Fubar Train
As time passes on Fubar I can compare it to a train. Here I sit in my spot on this train. The train stops and people get on. Some people want to sit by me and others just land in that seat next to me for no reason or maybe they want something. The train stops and goes and people get on and get off. New faces that ride for the first time, or people that have been there all along on this ride but were never noticed before. Some people I get used to seeing and grow to like but they change seats or get off the train. Some people sit near and I only want them to get off the train again. I don't know why I ride this train or where this train is taking me. I look around and see many people like me. Some seeking escape , some seeking company but all looking for a happy place. Maybe it's the next stop we're looking for.

I Hate Russians
On my way from work I see a Mercedes driving like a total douche. I pull up closer and see...a huge sign on the back that says THUGS in Russian. Everyone around here already hates Russians as it is since the mafia plagues this location, and I can clearly see the reason why. UGHHH

Update
Well we've spent the last 2 days up to the hospital. At first the dr was going to operate, but after looking at the mri decided to put Joey on iv antibiotics for a week or two before he operates. Looks like he will be losing another toe as well as another part of one of the bones that was already cut. Please pray the dr will be able to get all the infection this time and we won't have to keep going through all this. He will be coming home either today or tomorrow, not sure yet. Will keep all posted as we know whats going on. Thank you all for your prayers, they mean alot to us.

21 Advice
ONE. Give people more than they expect and do it cheerfully. TWO. Marry a man/woman you love to talk to. As you get older, their conversational skill s will be as important as any other. THREE. Don't believe all you hear, spend all you have or sleep all you want. FOUR. When you say, 'I love you,' mean it. FIVE.&nbs p;When you say, 'I'm sorry,' look the person in the eye. SIX. Be engaged at least six months before you get married. SEVEN. Believe in love at first sight. EIGHT. Never laugh at anyone's dreams. People who don't have dreams don't have much. NINE. Love deeply and passionately. You might get hurt but it's the only way to live life completely. TEN. In disagreements, fight fairly. No name calling. ELEVEN. Don't judge people by their relatives. TWELVE. Talk slowly but think quickly. THIRTEEN. When someone asks you a question you don't want to answer, smile and ask, 'Why do you want to know?' FOURTEEN. Remember that great love an

Ensign: Signs
All ye inhabitants of the world, and dwellers on the earth, see ye, when he lifteth up an ensign on the mountains; and when he bloweth a trumpet, hear ye. Isaiah 18:3 AN ENSIGN ON THE MOUNTAINS 4 April 2008 "Then certain of the scribes and of the Pharisees answered, saying, Master, we would see a sign from thee." The opening verse of Matthew 12:38-45 seems like the religious leaders who are constantly carping at Jesus are coming around -- look, they're calling Him "Master", the closest they'll ever get to calling Jesus Lord -- and willing to be convinced. But check out the passages surrounding this; previously, Jesus referred to a good or corrupt tree being known by the fruit it bears and all but picked a fight with the Pharisees by referring to "a generation of vipers" (34) who had spoken evil -- that is, what's more important to them became enforcing the Law rather than serving the purpose of the Law, justice -- out of the

Chronicle Of A Fan
Disappointment, fulfillment, heartache, elation, all of these adjectives and many more, will be touched on in this reflection of my history as a MichiganDetroit sports enthusiast. The first substantial memory I have involving my obsession with local sports was with my grandfather. We were watching Michigan vs. Ohio State in the Rose Bowl. Michigan may have lost the game but they created a lifetime fan. Looking back now, I understand where some of my less than favorable traits (at least in my wife’s opinion) while watching sports were acquired. The way Gramps sulked and grumped the rest of the evening is something I can definitely relate to and the intense manner in which he focused on the screen to the exclusion of everything else until it was finally over. The tension at the dining table that night was palpable. I have been able to take great pleasure in the fact that Michigan has achieved greatness in the time since; including a few one sided massacres of Ohio State. That ple

Get A Calculator
Grab a calculator. (you won't be able to do this one in your Head) 1. Key in the first three digits of your phone number (NOT the Area code) 2. Multiply by 80 3. Add 1 4. Multiply by 250 5. Add the last 4 digits of your phone number (if your number is 1234 then add 1234 as a whole number) 6. Add the last 4 digits of your phone number again. 7. Subtract 250 8. Divide number by 2 Do you recognize the answer ??

Women
well hm this is about how i have experiance my relationships and what ive figured out about women and how dirty and fucking cruel and shallow and fucked up yall can be. and for theo ones that are defensive fuck off as well as the ones that are stupid and blonde and gullable. now before i start dont just read one part and assume shit read all before you start some bullshit. well my ex beth waskiewictz. we were happy long story short she left me bc she accused me of cheating online bye talking dirty to other women. i think that is pathetic. lord knows what she has done when she was off to college with her slut friends. second thing most women expect too much shit from a lot of men. hell do this do that fuck you fuck that. were all the same no man is ever different. well fuck that bullshit. i think thats the lamest most ignorant thing to hear a women say. omg what pisses me off is women sit there and judge a man bc of his past actions. another thing judging a man bye his past actions is u

I'm Having A Pity Party, And Youre Invited
ALL I want right now Is a bottle of dark rum. And a man with a 5 o'clock shadow in a gawdy suede jacket to sing me counting crow songs and half assed reditions of REM songs, on a roof. I am SO sick of settling. and thats all i seem to do lately. Convienience is my best friend and worst enemy lately. I broke my ipod today, and i feel a little lost. School is getting to me. only 3 weeks left, but might as well be a year at the rate its going. I'm ready to enjoy my life... and I dont know how to start. Sweep me off my feet, will ya? please

Take Me Away
Take me in your arms tonight. your hot breath on my neck. This could go on all night no sleep, what the heck! Kissing tender and strong biting eachothers lips tongue wet and long your hands finding my hips. outlineing mr body with your finger. tracing each and every line finding the right spot and letting it linger. your body purring my feline. kissing me gently on the nose hands slipping under my shirt gently removing my clothes. unzipping my short skirt kissing my every inch your tongue finding its way wanting more I do not flinch. we should have started earlier today with your taste upon my lips. You kiss me long and deep feeling the rhythem of my hips. my heart is yours to keep. There is no place i'd rather be I crave making love with you, setting my mind and body free. there is nothing else i would rather do your so amazing to me!! your amazing when we touch setting my world right no such things as to much I want you all night when does the damn

I Wanted To
I Wanted To by Me I wanted to write how I feel but I'm numb I wanted to write about my heart but it's been riped away I wanted to write about how I love but I've stopped I wanted to write about my dream but it's been smashed I wanted to write about my friends but I can't say enough

Thoughts
Died within your grip It's me that's left to pick up the pieces, When you have had you're say, It's me that has to cover these tears, And wear this mask all day. It's me that has to take it all, And not tell a soul, It's me that has to listen to you, Making me feel even more alone. It's me that has to cover up these scars, The ones you told me to make, It's me that has to pretend its all good, When really I've had all I can take. It's me that has to face each day, Hiding the pain I feel, It's me that has to smile so fake, When knowing this pain will never heal. It's me that's kept you here so long, I'm too afraid to say goodbye, It's me you have made dependant on you, Without you I'm afraid I might die. It's me that opened the door to you, And now I feel such regret, Its me your voice has all control of, And I wish I could just forget. It's me you can no longer live off, Because I live on no more, It's me that died within your grip, When it was

Red Hot Chili Peppers - Californication
Psychic spies from China Try to steal your mind's elation Little girls from Sweden Dream of silver screen quotations And if you want these kind of dreams It's Californication It's the edge of the world And all of western civilization The sun may rise in the East At least it settles in the final location It's understood that Hollywood sells Californication Pay your surgeon very well To break the spell of aging Celebrity skin is this your chin Or is that war your waging First born unicorn Hard core soft porn Dream of Californication Dream of Californication Marry me girl be my fairy to the world Be my very own constellation A teenage bride with a baby inside Getting high on information And buy me a star on the boulevard It's Californication Space may be the final frontier But it's made in a Hollywood basement Cobain can you hear the spheres Singing songs off station to station And Alderon's not far away It's Californication Born and raised by t

Rate These Pics 4 Me
Check out the offers, and come make a bid! Don't forget to rate these boys and girls while you're there, as the people who receive the most rates will each win 500,000 fubucks. Also, please know that the participants refuse the right to refuse any bid or any bidder. The host and hostess are not resposible for unpaid bids or unpaid offers - but please do not bid if you aren't planning to keep up your end of the deal. THE GENTLEMEN (hosted by Heartistic Soul) THE LADIES (hosted by RogerLee)

Michele Obama’s Militant Racism
MICHELE OBAMA’S MILITANT RACISM REVEALED In her senior thesis at Princeton, Michele Obama, the wife of Barack Obama stated that America was a nation founded on “crime and hatred”. Moreover, she stated that whites in America were “ineradicably racist”. The 1985 thesis, titled "Princeton-Educated Blacks and the Black Community" was written under her maiden name, Michelle LaVaughn Robinson. Michelle Obama stated in her thesis that to "Whites at Princeton, it often seems as if, to them, she will always be Black first..." However, it was reported by a fellow black classmate, “If those "Whites at Princeton" really saw Michelle as one who always would "be Black first," it seems that she gave them that impression”. Most alarming is Michele Obama’s use of the terms “separationist” and “integrationist” when describing the views of black people. Mrs. Obama clearly identifies herself with a “separationist” view of race. “By actually working with the Black lower class or within their commun

Goodbye And Thanks
It is time for me to say Goodbye and thanks to all the comments and points getting me to the level I got to. But It is time for me to move on. Got me an awsome man (did not find on fubar sorry) lol I am soon going to be moving from the st. Louis area to the East coast to be with him. My time is done here . Again thanks for my friends I made here and all the staff for making this site fun and exciting. Sorry I have to leave but I do.Take care, ride safe and pray everyday. out!!1 Julie

One Track Lover
Sanch: I'll put some sounds on there's a bad atmosphere in here.. (Music Starts) Why won't she be mine? I wish I was more attractive like Dagless Still one can only dream. (singing) I'm a one track lover, down a two way lane. Drivin' fast down the highway, must o' been insane. Cos the temperatures too high, traveling driving way too fast! And I knew our lovin', was too hot to last" (Guitar solo) Reed: "(rapping) She’s smooth, like ice, cold to the touch and it isn't very nice, when you left (Sanch: cold to the touch) alone, you let them treat you badly, leaves you hanging on the phone, take off (Sanch: Hot enough) shove you loving to the wheel, put the pedal to the floor, cos your heading for the hills, (Sanch: Making love) got to get away, cant take it no more, man you don't need this leave it, leave it, leave at the door, (Sanch: We should be making love!) the door, the door, the door! Sanch, open the door!" Sanch: "Sorry Reed, bad dream"

Missing The Good Ole Past
yeah this video is specifically towards the pain i feel eevry fucking night and day. the things iver been going threw for the past 10 yrs. it all started after i was adopted at 16. ive made a lot of mistakes in life. and regret them till thsi day. i hurt my ex a lot. and its taking a lot to admit that. i loved her. i pushed her away. i rrealize that. i do that to eevryone. bc im tired of pain. im tired of waking up asking god who i am and not knowing what the fucking future hold for my crazy life man. lifes crazy aint it though man one day you wake up with everything the enxt morning you wake up with no women to hold in your arms and a fucked up family and life. beth man. she chnged my appearance on women. how cruel they can be. yeah i did a lot of mental damage but she did more damage then i did. i admit my mistakes. most women cant admit when they cheat or screw a man over or break his heart or anything. they dont stand bye their man much less are even loyal and always get men in ja

Twisted
TWISTED Twisted beyond belief, not high,haven`t even hit the leaf Is my view off the hook because I can read these guys like a book They all about hittin the skins and on what that depends has nothing to do with my inner being, just my sexuality exploiting me, devouring me as if I were a sloppy Joe, or betta yet, they`d rather me be a Hoe, but maybe I`m warped or so they tell me so, But when I say no I`M BEING TWISTED, or selectively interested in only those that can break through that wall, built in the latter years by my tears, rocked and cradled by the shears which cut in to my soul and exposed that which was inert, that which hurt - BUT I`M TWISTED. TWISTED and out of control because I put it on you at the club, don`t want no connection, no I don`t want to be connected and exchange lines of communication, because you say I am teasing you and am an awful temptation. You can`t keep ya hands to ya self but I`m TWISTED, I`m trippin, I`m diggin Look at ya self brot

Fun Sex Positions
Auxiliary Sex Position – Also known as bag piping, in reference to the underarm manner in which bagpipes are played. This position is a sexual variant where the penis is inserted in the woman's armpit. The woman has control of the pressure exerted on the penis and often exerts variable pressure to the man's thorax with the elbow. Foot Job Sex Position - This is simple the woman uses her feet to stimulate the penis. Nasal sex Position – The nose has a function in the sex life of some people. As a probe it can be inserted into the vagina, the anus, the navel, the mouth, the ear, the nostril or even the mouth of the urethra of a partner. It possesses nostrils and can itself be probed by the tongue, the penis, the clitoris, the nose, or an artificial probe such as a nasal vibrator which can cause multiple and intense or Intercrural or Interfemoral Sex Position – In this position the man places his penis between the woman's thighs often with lubrication, and thrusts to create fri

Evilstimpy
This kick ass guy has Rented me for the week!! Wanted to help me make it into the Please help me show him some love and swing by his page! EvilStimpy **Founder of FuBar United ** *Enforcer @ Club Climax*@ fubar And if your intreseted in renting me for a week to make it into the spotlight send me a private message. »-(¯`v´¯)-»»ÐJ Çµ££êÐ Ðê§ïrê »-(¯`v´¯)-»» §låvê †ð Öñ¥z, Èmåñðñ & Ðj þrï¢k@ fubar

A Lil Religious Humor
LIFE AFTER DEATH: "DO YOU BELIEVE IN LIFE AFTER DEATH?" THE BOSS ASKED ONE OF HIS EMPLOYEES "YES, SIR," THE NEW EMPLOYEE REPLIED. "WELL, THEN, THAT MAKES EVERYTHING JUST FINE," THE BOSS WENT ON. "AFTER YOU LEFT EARLY YESTERDAY TO GO TO YOUR GRANDMOTHER'S FUNERAL, SHE STOPPED IN TO SEE YOU! PALM SUNDAY: IT WAS PALM SUNDAY AND, BECAUSE OF A SORE THROAT, FIVE-YEAR-OLD JOHNNY STAYED HOME FROM CHURCH WITH A SITTER. WHEN THE FAMILY RETURNED HOME, THEY WERE CARRYING SEVERAL PALM BRANCHES. THE BOY ASKED WHAT THEY WERE FOR. "PEOPLE HELD THEM OVER JESUS' HEAD AS HE WALKED BY." "WOULDN'T YOU KNOW IT," THE BOY FUMED, "THE ONE SUNDAY I DON'T GO, HE SHOWS UP!" CHILDREN'S SERMON: ONE EASTER SUNDAY MORNING AS THE MINISTER WAS PREACHING THE CHILDREN'S SERMON, HE REACHED INTO HIS BAG OF PROPS AND PULLED OUT AN EGG. HE POINTED AT THE EGG AND ASKED THE CHILDREN, "WHAT'S IN HERE?" "I KNOW!" A LITTLE BOY EXCLAIMED. "PANTYHOSE!! " SUPPORT A FAMILY: THE PROS

Truck For Sale
A fifteen year-old boy came home with a new Chevrolet Avalanche and his parents began to yell and scream, 'Where did you get that truck???!!!' He calmly told them, 'I bought it today.' 'With what money?' demanded his parents. They knew what a Chevrolet Avalanche cost. 'Well,' said the boy, 'this one cost me just fifteen dollars.' So the parents began to yell even louder. 'Who would sell a truck like that for fifteen dollars?' they said. 'It was the lady up the street,' said the boy. I don't know hername -they just moved in. She saw me ride past on my bike and asked me if I wanted to buy a Chevrolet Avalanche for fifteen dollars.' 'Oh my Goodness!,' moaned the mother, 'she must be a child abuser. Who knows what she will do next? John, you go right up there and see what's going on.' So the boy's father walked up the street to the house where the lady lived and found her out in the yard calmly planting petunias! He introduced himself as the father of the boy to who

Fingers
He lifts me gently With callused, masculine hands Cradling my neck in his palm His fingers curling, resting Finding their home His caress navigates Reads the smooth lines And angles of my neck like brail Coaxing shallow moans From my hollow depths His fingers tread my curves And take their position Seek the lines Of my intricate figure He tickles and teases In playful torture And knows I will confess To any crime Anywhere Any time His fingers flutter and dance Over my taut frame Releasing butterflies in my belly Walks the sinew of my body A master of tight rope Plucks my lithe strings Hits all the right notes Eyes shut, lost in me He knows my form well Doesn’t need to see To know how good this hurts His rugged flicks Stroke me into submission Ego-maniacal, sadistic He wants me to beg Hurts so good I no longer care Never want to stop Singing for him To him Oh…God…. Yes… Right…..there… So perfect in his rhythm Just the right

Twas A Busy Weekend!
What was supposed to be a calm, do nothing kind of weekend, turned out to be a very busy weekend. We went to Paul and Betty's for dinner Friday night. Every time I go to their house, it makes me want to sell my house and move there. They live in town but it is up a hill on a secluded area that feels like when you drive up it, it is totally away from everything and feels like the country. It is so peaceful there. The only problem is that the very few houses that are for sale there are over 1 million for the price tag! Ouch. It will be a while before we can move. Not until this terrible market turns around. I really do want to get out of this area. Saturday I spent cleaning and shopping. Then we had some friends over for dinner Saturday night. I was wanting to eat outside in the backyard but that didn't happen since the weather turned cold that day. We played cards and had a good time despite my son who was a total jackass to us that night when he came home. Yesterd

2mos Today
It's been exactly 2 months to the day that I was t-boned and rolled by Mr. Speedracer guy while I was going to work. While my truck and I were lying on the opposite side of the street of which i had been driving on, alot went through my head. And I was amazed that there are still some genuinely kind ppl out in the world. You hear about them on tv and may run across them here in there in everday life. It was nice to see first hand and very much appreciated - especially under the circumstances. Being trapped in your vehicle really sucks ass and you can't help but feel "alone" at that monent and time. Since all that happened it has been a long and hard road - oh yea can't forget painful as all hell!!! But I think I'm heading toward getting back on my feet. I went from being able to do nothing for myself to now being able to do some light stuff on my good days; cook something easy, fold a few clothes and take a short walk. Right now, I still need someone to help me with things since I

.father.
He struck me often with his words, thinking he was better than those who used fists, but I was young and afraid, of the things that he said, believing them to be true. Hating monsters are easy, but when one is your own father it makes you wonder what you are. I was happy the day that he really hit me, because I knew that I was stronger than he could ever be, because his words had run dry and the lies were enfeebled because the demon could hit me, but no longer hurt me with the pain of his words.

Misery Loves It's Company
Listen close as we wait for a sound to go It's true, we are we are destined to fail [x2] And there's a problem here with our society The absence of my tears is my sobriety I have a growing fear and you're only helping me Am I the only one who realizes it's true? Beat but I'm not broken Got me through way around Leave with your words spoken Show me how to listen You're persecuting me, showing hypocrisy I have a remedy for your insecurity It's all the same, sadly Nobody works for free Am I the only one who realizes it's true Beat but I'm not broken Got me through way around leave with your words spoken Show me how to listen Let your light shine through me Take this hate I can release Help me make the blood see Misery loves its company When I dream, I see dawn turn into dusk, into dusk Beat but I'm not broken Got me through way around Leave with your words spoken Show me how to listen Let your light shine through

My Angel......in Heaven...
I was drowning in my various sorrows when I heard this sweetest voice an angel my grandmother in heaven she said girl, you should take care of yourself and love yourself, and she said it breaks her heart to see me suffer and I realized how right she was like always I shouldn't punish myself for being hurt as if the hurting wasn't enough so I promised my dearest angel I will try to care for myself and not let this world grind me down you see, grandmothers are so wise and they're always right deceased or alive and I know for sure my angel on earth now my angel in heaven is watching me in my heart... commentburner.com

Deep Deep Deeper
FEAR god cause 2 be honest the devil will always be gods hoe. READ ur books u know he was kicked out of heaven...huh..lmbao NOW back 2 u be who u want say what u feel life have it's meaning. Cause life a witch so kick her in the butt sometimes. IM not dieng with no regrets on anything u win some u lose some. NEVER judge a book by it cover no matter how thick the paper back. Expect ur faith or change path even if i stay in my own shell. The butterfly surely come out of the cocoon.As surely u come out ur mother womb. NOT speak of doom have fun till wheels fall off i speaking about myself yall just do yall till yall fall. Balls and ur words can hit pavement say think brainless u can get famous for the wrong thing. IN all things have ending no always a happy ending.

Things To Know About Me!!
Words to best describe me would be... Extremely Intuitive, good Judge of Character, Shy, Soft Spoken, Eccentric, Free Spirited , Passionate, Strong, Sensitive, Emotional, Fragile at times, Loving, Loyal, Affectionate, Sensual, Wise, Insightful, Apprecative, Blessed, and Happy!I have been through a lot in my life, but it has only made me stronger and wiser... Im a simple girl, and i enjoy the simple things in life. I LOVE the ocean, life, laughing, flowers, nature, helping people, sunny days, barbecues, tanning, swimming, fishing, shooting pool, dancing, shoppping, gardening, decorating, chocolate, thunderstorms, summer, just being outdoors, hanging out with friends, animals, scary movies, working out,and just living life in the present moment each and every day.. I prefer to be around happy, positive people who enjoy life. I will NOT tolerate people who cause drama..If you are dramatic, please stay away! Im a very open minded person. I always try to see the other persons poi

I Find It Funny!!
I find it funny how people think this thing we call Fubar revolves around them. I find it funny how they think a blog will get to every member of this site. (approx 1.75 million members) I find it funny how people think it's ok to trash talk another. I find it funny that when the person who is being talked about, looks at it, and is called a stalker. I find it funny that when you extend an olive branch on this site, your called obsessed. I find it funny how many people let their real lives revolve around fubar. I find it funny that when a relationship that starts on this site ends, it's so over the top. I find it funny that people think there is privacey on a public website. I find it funny that when i found a new love. One that I found, not on fubar, but here in my town, she is labled a slut and whore. I find it funny that an ex-girlfriend feels it is her "duty" to try and tell my new girl all about me. I find it funny when she plays the victim, when s

Theft Of My Original T.v. Show Idea
As my friends and fans know I was offically named "The World's Most Extreme Escape Artist" by Ripley's Believe it or Not! I have also travelled the globe creating and presenting the most extreme and twisted escape artist shows and stunts on the planet. About 8 months ago one of my bookers named Robert Baird of Baird Artists Management sent a bunch of my promo materials to an L.A. based television production company who had put out a casting call for an "extreme" escape artist. Upon contacting this company by phone Robert found they did not have a plot line in mind but just werre considering producing a T.V. series showing radical escape feats. So... not only was my promo material submitted but so was my original plot outline and treatment for an original series called, "Get Out of THIS!". The basic premise of MY ORIGINAL series was that I was an extreme and unorthadox escape artist who would star in each episode doing a number of smaller escapes and also researching one large and ball

Is It Morning Already?
YYYYAAAAWWWWNNNNN ... that's about how I felt this morning when Daddy came upstairs after Mommy had gone to work and Jeffrey was already dressed and eating. [Who is this?] Oh. Daddy says it's rude to not introduce myself ... I'm Sarah, their oldest and bestest daughter [also our ONLY daughter] who Daddy gave the babyneese translator to today. I just pointed up to the shelf where he keeps it and said "KKKEEEYYYSSS"! Daddy needed a break today, and he said I do a pretty good job saying what's on my mind. But he's got to check this out and supply in brackets where he thinks I'm mistaken, like he doesn't trust me! Sometimes that's really a good thing, Daddy says. Sunday afternoon we went to our local hardware store Menards to get a grill to put together for some backyard grilling this summer. Daddy wasn't thrilled about it, but it was a grand reopening sale and when he wasn't pushing Jeffrey and me in the stroller, he had a good time too looking at some lawn ornaments, pushing u

Tips On Pumping Gas
I don't know what you guys are paying for gasoline.... but here in California we are also paying higher, up to $3.50 per gallon. But my line of work is in petroleum for about 31 years now, so here are some tricks to get more of your money's worth for every gallon.. Here at the Kinder Morgan Pipeline where I work in San Jose , CA we deliver about 4 million gallons in a 24-hour period thru the pipeline. One day is diesel the next day is jet fuel, and gasoline, regular and premium grades. We have 34-storage tanks here with a total capacity of 16,800,000 gallons. Only buy or fill up your car or truck in the early morning when the ground temperature is still c old. Remember that all service stations have their storage tanks buried below ground. The colder the ground the more dense the gasoline, when it gets warmer gasoline expands, so buying in the afternoon or in the evening....your gallon is not exactly a gallon. In the petroleum business, the specific gravity and the temper

Life, Love And Understanding
A time comes in your life when you finally get it . . . when in the midst of all your fears and insanity you stop dead in your tracks and somewhere the voice inside your head cries out: ENOUGH! Enough fighting and crying or struggling to hold on. And, like a child quieting down after a blind tantrum, your sobs begin to subside, you shudder once or twice, you blink back your tears, and through a mantle of wet lashes you begin to look at the world through new eyes. This is your awakening. You realize that it’s time to stop hoping and waiting for something to change or for happiness, safety and security to come galloping over the next horizon. You come to terms with the fact that he is not Prince Charming and you are not Cinderella and that in the real world there aren’t always fairytale endings (or beginnings for that matter)and that any guarantee of "happily ever after" must begin with you and in the process a sense of serenity is born of acceptance. You awaken to the fact that you

Life
im always falling down the same hill, bamboo punchering the skin as nothing comes bleeding out of me like a waterfall. im drowing in 2ft below the surface, i can still make out your wavy face, if i could only reach you maybe i could leave this place.

Need All The Help I Can Get
Being on the level trains and such just havent done a thing to help me level to godfather. So I have set a goal and I am asking for your help. I want to reach Godfather level WITHOUT buying or have given to me a Happy Hour. Please help by rating my pics and stash, and leaving user comments. ALL love will be returned. Pass this on to your friends and anyone referred by you who rates ALL my pics I will give you 50,000 fu bucks.... ALL my stash I will give you 25,000 fu bucks

Healing Begins With "self"
Thoughts are like arrows: once released , they strike their mark. Guard them well or one day you may be your own victim-NAVAJO Though the hurt or disappointment you feel does matter,your thoughts must remain pure.Otherwise how would we forgive and move on.How could we walk each day in beauty if in our minds and hearts we constantly dance with sorrow or anger.Allow the hurt to leave,for it has no place once the tears have fallen. Release your pain and negative energy through meditation,dancing,reflection.It is not enough to say.You must DO.(pilamaya wanders with wolf). I write for myself today,but if this helps anyone else in any way,then welcome to the healing process and know you WILL dance again in your heart and your spirit will know freedom. Remember to never walk the same tracks twice and if you must,then walk with all senses "alive".Leave new tracks,good tracks so that others who follow may walk also in a good way. Much Love and Many Blessings Mitakuye Oyasin (

A Special Request From Pink And Merci
WE HAVE A REAL SWEETIE FIREMAN73 WHO IS TRYING TO LEVEL AND ALL HE NEEDS IS 2377 TO LEVEL TO MAKE IT TO LEVEL 21 SO WE WOULD LOVE FOR YALL TO GO SHOW HIM SOME LOVE AND HELP A FELLOW FIREFIGHTER MOVE TO THE NEXT LEVEL...AFTER ALL HE DOES HIS PART FOR US IN THIS GREAT NATION....THANKS TO ALL WHO HELPS OUT .. PINK & MERCI ~FIREMAN 73~@ fubar

Hi To All
as u know im back for the second time as my first account i lost everything pics videos comments and friends so i have had to start up again thx to someone hackin my account and erasing it so forgive me if i dont get to rate ur pics but i do promise i will get round to rating ur pics and tht so plz dont worry i will get to it but thx to everyone tht has been there all my friends on here especially tarheel4life danny boy she devil poetic princess and the rest i want to thx u all fo everythin much love to u all and tty soon ciao :D:D

The Drugs Don't Work By The Verve
All this talk of getting old It's getting me down my love Like a cat in a bag, waiting to drown This time I'm comin' down And I hope you're thinking of me As you lay down on your side Now the drugs don't work They just make you worse But I know I'll see your face again Now the drugs don't work They just make you worse But I know I'll see your face again But I know I'm on a losing streak 'Cause I passed down my old street And if you wanna show, then just let me know And I'll sing in your ear again Now the drugs don't work They just make you worse But I know I'll see your face again 'Cause baby, ooh, if heaven calls, I'm coming, too Just like you said, you leave my life, I'm better off dead All this talk of getting old It's getting me down my love Like a cat in a bag, waiting to drown This time I'm comin' down Now the drugs don't work They just make you worse But I know I'll see your face again 'Cause baby, ooh, if heaven calls, I'm coming, too

Friends/gym
Okay, to all who are newbies here, sorry but until you get a salute or prove to me you ain't fake, then I'll add you. Surprisgly cute will probably create more accounts of people who she aint, so she can get more points and fucbucks then come to my page and steal my tagged images and all, so to prevent this, I won't approve any friends who are new. I'm sorry. Moving on, I am so sore today, my feet hurt I was on the EFX machine last night for 30mins burned 200 Calories, then ran on the treadmill for 30mins and burned off 500 Calories. wooo I'll be in shape for the summer, haha that bitch can't call me fat anymore... k since when is size 11 fat anyways? Just because I ain't a size 5 or so doesnt mean I'm fat. Just means I'm healthy and not an anroexic skank.

Bored On Friday
What is your middle name? Frederich What color is your mailbox? Mauve with touches of green straight out of the 1972 Sears catalog Are you single? On my tax forms Have you ever hit a deer? yes, but he started it my hitting me first Do you have to drive over a bridge to get home? Only the bridge in my mind What color is your room? the color of demonic kittens Do you have a small driveway? Is that a euphemism? Do you know anyone with the same ringtone as you? No, I have the patent on this one. What do you do first in the morning? check next to me for dead hookers What brand is your printer? who fucking cares Do you enjoy fighting with people? two men enter one man leave Is your hair naturally straight or curly? I wear a merkin Who was your kindergarten teacher? the Baron Von Richter What is your ringtone? Flight of the Valkeries Are you taller than your mom? Yes What curse word do you say the most when your pissed? Fuck Are you God? No,

April 25, Uwa Hardcore Wrestling Makes Their Debut In Western Canada!
Attention Western Ontario fans! UWA Hardcore Wrestling makes our Western Ontario debut on April 25th. UWA Hardcore has been named the “number one wrestling promotion in Canada” by, The Fight Network, PWI Magazine, and The Weekly Pro Wres in Japan. Don’t miss out on all the wrestling action as UWA debuts outside of the greater Toronto area. For more information please visit our official website: at www.uwahardcorewrestling.com See you at the show!

Flyte 4-11
WELCOME. THIS IS A NEW TRAIN WITH A NEW TWIST. THIS ONE IS EXCLUSIVELY FOR VAMPYRES AND WICCANS. SO WE CAN EACH MEET MORE OF OUR KIND. RULES ARE SIMPLE. FAN RATE AND ADD EVERYONE BEFORE YOU. THERE IS NO PARTICULAR ORDER. MAKE SURE YOU PUT IN FRIEND REQUEST THAT YOU ARE DOING THE VAMPYRE WICCAN FLIGHT. IF YOU ARE ABOVE LEVEL TEN YOU MUST HAVE A SALUTE. MUST BE A LEVEL FIVE TO RIDE. EMAIL ME RAVEN QUEEN WHEN YOU ARE FINISHED. AND FOR ANOTHER TWIST ANYONE WHO CAN ANSWER ONE OF TWO QUESTIONS WILL RECEIVE A BLACK ROSE. PUT THE ANSWER IN THE EMAIL WHEN YOU FINISH RATING. QUESTION 1, WHO OR WHAT IS NOSFERATU? QUESTION 2, WHAT IS THE PRIMARY RULE FOR WICCANS AND VAMPYRES? NOT THE WHOLE CREED SUM IT DOWN TO A FEW WORDS. IF YOU FIND BLACK ROSES OFFENSIVE, I DO NOT. I WILL GIFT YOU WITH SOMETHING ELSE LET ME KNOW. RAVEN QUEEN CHAINED & COLLARED BY BLUE EYESDRAGON@ fubar I WISH TO CLEAR UP SOME CONFUSION, I AM NOT ASSOCIATED IN ANY WAY WITH UNHOLY BOMBERS OR UNHOLY D

Original
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Second Rant...
Just another rant. You know, don't get me wrong I don't wish anyone any ill will and I truly hope that no more of our men and women have to die for the political aspirations of a dumbass hillbilly from Texas, however, I do think that it's kind of degrading for those of us that have already done our time for God and Country to see some of these soldiers attempting to use their military status as some form of a pity party. You're the morons that signed up for service, so my heart doesn't fucking bleed ok. Do yourself a favor, show some respect for the branch of service that you're in and grow up. I'm so tired of seeing these whiny mother fuckers attempting to seek sympathy from people just because they're over seas. NEWSFLASH!!! You shouldn't have voted for a redneck trying to make a buck off gas! Fucking dildo's.

Kinda Interesting..
Can you raed tihs? Olny 13347 plopee can. i cdnuolt blveiee taht I cluod aulaclty uesdnatnrd waht I was rdanieg. The phaonmneal pweor of the hmuan mnid, aoccdrnig to a rscheearch at Cmabrigde Uinervtisy, it dseno't mtaetr in waht oerdr the ltteres in a wrod are, the olny iproamtnt tihng is taht the frsit and lsat ltteer be in the rghit pclae. The rset can be a taotl mses and you can sitll raed it whotuit a pboerlm. Tihs is bcuseae the huamn mnid deos not raed ervey lteter by istlef, but the wrod as a wlohe. Azanmig huh? yaeh and I awlyas tghuhot slpeling was ipmorantt!

A Little, Englich Poem
This is the english version of my german poem Spring Kids are outside cat eats bird dog hunts cat and the flowers blow boy pulls girl on her braid, girl screams and takes her doll out of her bag over boy's head. boy is bleeding, the emergency doctor comes, but the boy is dead. :(

A Kiss
A kiss carries with it oh so much,tenderness as the lips softly touch,A kiss says hello,as much as goodnight, It says many things, given just right. A magical message a kiss will convey, A language as love... as if to say, So intimate, this moment in time, captured in a kiss, this feeling subline. Kisses warm up the longer they last, as a kiss becomes hot, time goes by fast, Search deep ur feelings, are any like this? As romantic the passion, born in a single kiss.

Dreaming Of You
When I close my eyes I see your sparkling eyes and beautiful face. I hear the words you spoke of your love for me. I feel I'm in a warm place I hope to see you in person some time some place and when I do, I know my heart will pound with passion and fear. I'll want to be close I'll just have to be near to hear your soft whisper in my ear, saying "Welcome Home, Baby". To feel your warm touch Its not enough, it can never be too much What do I do. what do I say I hope and pray I meet you, my love, some time some day.

All About Libras! ... Me=)
Libra is the only inanimate sign of the zodiac, all the others representing either humans or animals. Many modern astrologers regard it as the most desirable of zodiacal types because it represents the zenith of the year, the high point of the seasons, when the harvest of all the hard work of the spring is reaped. There is a mellowness and sense of relaxation in the air as mankind enjoys the last of the summer sun and the fruits of his toil. Librans too are among the most civilized of the twelve zodiacal characters and are often good looking. They have elegance, charm and good taste, are naturally kind, very gentle, and lovers of beauty, harmony (both in music and social living) and the pleasures that these bring. They have good critical faculty and are able to stand back and look impartially at matters which call for an impartial judgment to be made on them. But they do not tolerate argument from anyone who challenges their opinions, for once they have reached a conclusion, its tru

My Bff
this is my 1st blog and i thought i would thank my wounderful friend Miss Wild in it! She has helped me get back on here and showen me lots of love..in and outside of the FU...so..i would appreciate it if u could all give her a lil something back..i know im not the 1st person on here shes helped...so plz...show her all the love u can..she deserves it! tnxs again WILD..lol..luv ya bunches..XOXO

Master
In darkest depths within her mind... Secretly, she seeks her 'kind'... A Master, Dominant and Bold.... Yearning desires, yet untold... One to whom she'll bend her will.... Longing to have Master fulfill... Disciplines, she will be Taught... Submitting to his every thought.... In pain, with love, the ecstasy... With stinging skin, her soul set 'free'... Her racing heart now gone beyond... Has formed with him a 'special bond'... In reverie, she seeks to please... The one who'll bring her to her knees... Then take her with such wanton lust... For he has taught her she can Trust... Then as she wakes to a new day... The scenes again, start to replay... In darkest depths within her mind... Is this the day that she will find... Her Master.

Please, Make Our Day Better.
Note before reading: I love what I do, I enjoy the thrill of working under so much pressure without a problem. I love the funny customers, the random ones, and I even love most of the people I work with, but I don’t enjoy having my day ruin because people don’t have manners/ are cheap. 1. CHILDREN "THE LITTLE DEVILS": If you have children, DO NOT (for the love of god) let them, open and dump anything on the table (ie; salt, sugar, etc). IF YOU DO, you must leave an extra $5 for the server to clean up YOUR CHILD’S mess & to restock the now unusable wasted items. We are neither their babysitter nor their parent. The least you can do is pay us for the extra work. 2. "THE CAMPERS": We care about how long you stay in our table. A good rotation of tables to make money is 3 tables and hour, even second you waste chatting about how much she’s a slut, or you can’t believe he slept with her, is losing us a tip of at least 5 bucks. So if you want to stay an hour after you eat, make s

I Dont Like It's Not U
I rate and I rate I draw the line. no im not into not safe for work photo. I freakin watch porn not unless u have a pornstar like photos...o well the hell a freakin movie. it's kewl i belive when u in a realtionship u sure that part with ur mate and even if he know atleast no disrespect..have some with him in it..make more fun and let's pplz know that ur really taken by him..imanges are powerful and can destory weak minded pplz..think about it. OK im not mad at anyone i well veiw them only if u ask now an honest Opinion..i dont think u want it i rate it high i wont post a comment.u dont want it..im very blunt! Just because i have a enis dont mean every photo gives me a rise. p.s. not all guys are the same cause i prove u wrong. all the time try me if u dare

Ive Got A New Friend Whom I Rthink Is Really Nice
ive found a new friend.whom i think is really think is nice.who seems to like me for who i am tell me romantic things everynight..and i wake up every morning to check my yahoo messenger for messeges.i got a dozen roses from him.every before i go to bed he calls me and tells me sweet dreams. he says he really likes me,and hopes someday we can go further than just friends.he understands that i am still married,but he is just being there to help me through this,after all its not easy being dumped like this.but im slowly but surely starting to realize that are other fish in the sea besides the one im married to.and im really starting to like Mike,he only lives about 20 minutes away from where i live..i love his four door blazer '99 model that he has.and im hoping that someday me and him will go out since me and scott arent getting back together.but im not in a hurry for that to happen,im just going to take my time as i shop around and enjoy being single and enjoying peace and quiet. iv

My Heart
MY HEART written by: Jennifer Swerdon words can not express how i feel somethings in this life just don’t seem real passion and heartache are part of my life sometime all i end up with is strife i fall in love so very fast and ever time it just don’t last of all the problems i have faced love is the only one i must taste i have been used and abused and very much bruised still in this life, love i do choose in the end it may fail apart but still i will give up my heart and I choose to give my heart to you!

Lung Cancer Awareness
Lung Cancer Awareness I am a person who lost a love one two years ago to this day to lung cancer. The person in my life was my mom that I lost. So, Let me tell you my little story. My mom went to her regular doctor and they sent her for a scan to see if her stomach didn't have a ulcer. The tech let the scan go up a little higher then he should have let it, and it should up something on her lungs that wasn't normal. They show the doctors and the doctors was like they needed to find out what it was. So my mom went back to the doctors and they did 4 test on her to figure out if it was cancer or not. Which cause my mom to worry and stress about it. They said it was 85% chance it was cancer and they wanted to remove it. They didn't tell any of the family the risk of her coming threw the surgery with a full recover was low. So, She went ahead and did the surgery. Let me tell you my mom was a very strong woman and she was a fighter until she got out of the surgery. She wasn't the same

Tv Host Mark Speight 'found Dead'
TV host Mark Speight 'found dead' Family members had been appealing to Mr Speight to contact them The body of a man, believed to be missing TV presenter Mark Speight, has been found in a remote area of London's Paddington station, police have said. Officers are treating the death as "unexplained" but have confirmed that the man had not been hit by a train. Mr Speight, 42, disappeared last Monday, three months after the death of his fiancee, Natasha Collins. She was discovered in a bath at their flat in London after the pair had taken cocaine, sleeping pills and alcohol. The body of the man was found at about 1000 BST at the station. Mr Speight's relatives have been informed of the discovery, police said, but a formal identification has yet to take place. Mr Speight said in January he was "distraught" at Miss Collins' death Video footage from CCTV cameras at the station is to be studied by officers as part of their investigation. The presenter,

You Want To Do This With Me.
I arrive for my detention but I am unsure what to expect. I have been a model student until now. A straight A student hoping to get an academic scholso I can go to college. As I enter the room, I am mildly surprised that I am the only student in detention today. I look around the detention room, which is like any other classroom in the school, as I grab a seat. You walk in and shut the door behind you. My eyes follow you as you move to sit behind the teachers desk at the front of the room. i can feel my nipples tightening as I remember yesterdays encounter with you. You motion me to come forward and I obey the silent command. Coming around the desk so I am standing in front of you. Two words come out of your mouth as you unzip your pants and pull out your cock. Suck it! I get down on my knees and take your semi erect cock into my hands. Looking at you I lean forward and lick the length of your shaft before taking it into my mouth. My tongue swirls around the tip of your cock bef

Everything As It Seems
One day you wake up and think things are okay, and you think that life is good. Then after moments of waking up out of your fake reality, you realize that life isn’t what it seems. When you think you have a lifetime with someone, they disappear with the blink of an eye. Everything you have ever known about that person falls into a spiraling staircase of nothing. Can anyone answer me a question? When will things be okay? Why do that people you actually love the most, have be taken away from you? Is it punishment? Is it a lesson that we have to learn? I don’t understand. Nothing for me at all this year has gone right at all. I thought to myself as soon as this year began that it was going to be a new year. It was going to be a wonderful year because of I was turning 18. But no. Everything that I thought would last forever lasted seconds. Everything I thought would soon vanish without a trace. My feelings towards everything now are simple. 1 - Never expect the unexpected. 2- Never give yo

Sexual Feelings
Sexual Feelings Staring at the glow of the sun off his flesh His body slowly crosses the room As if floating on a mystical cloud Nearer and nearer he approaches her As she lies in her beauty The light breeze blowing across her chest The softness of her skin And the feeling of silk on his fingers He caresses her skin Carefully touching her chest As she lies against his chest Lightly kissing his lips Touching his red hot skin As he little by little removes her silk To reveal he sensuality The way her hair falls across her breast The way her eyes glow Gradually moving his hand down her face Kissing her neck As butterflies land on your hand Playfully tickling her As she softly giggles Taking her hands up his chest Kissing his tender lips Slowly moving down his neck And onto his rock hard chest Their passion is eternal And their sexual feelings Cool as the rain And hot as the sun For it is pure goodness And complete sin

Love Will Show You Everything
Song lyrics | Love Will Show You Everything lyrics Today, today I bet my life You have no idea What I feel inside Don't, be afraid to let it show For you never know If you let it hide I love you, you love me Take this gift and don't ask why Cause if you, will let me I'll take what scares you and hold it deep inside And if you, ask me why, I'm with you and why I'll never leave Love will show you everything One day, When youth is just a memory I know, You'll be standing right next to me I love you, you love me Take this gift and don't ask why Cause if you, will let me I'll take what scares you and hold it deep inside And if you, ask me why I'm with you and why I'll never leave My love will show you everything My love will show you everything, thang, My love will show you, everything Our love will show us everything

Bruises
This is odd, but I think I might be sleepwalking. This is the second time that I woke up with bruises on my knees, one on my leg, and one on my arm. I sleep alone during the day, so theres no one to touch me. Furking weird...

So Theres This Boyy
Hopefully Together Forever And Never Torn Apart So There Is This Boy Who Broke This Girls Heart Cheating, Deciving, And Lyin 2, What A Typical Guy, Just A Stupid Pig So, She Thinks, That Gurls Should Forget Guys And Get A Dog What A Perfect Match

In An Auction Again
Yes once again... The hottest cowboy is up for auction... it just started so... ger bid in now... SUPERMAN is offering to the winner: daily gifts, rates and comments for 3 weeks SFW salute added to my family list for 3 weeks added to yahoo messenger Pimp out on my profile & a special secret surprise

Green? Go Figure!
Your Mind is Green Of all the mind types, yours has the most balance. You are able to see all sides to most problems and are a good problem solver. You need time to work out your thoughts, but you don't get stuck in bad thinking patterns. You tend to spend a lot of time thinking about the future, philosophy, and relationships (both personal and intellectual). What Color Is Your Mind?

Corpus Christi Social Club
Anyone in the local area that would like to become part of a really great group. It's just a bunch of local people who get together and have Fun. We go out to for dinners, fishing, dancing, drinks.. You name it. Beach day's. The group is open to anyone and we have members of all age ranges. Just send me a message and I'll fill you in. This group is for singles, couples, married couples.. FUN People in general!

Arghhh
I am spposed to be sleeping til 5, but my neighbor was apprently playin ping pong on the floor or somethin, cause it got fuckin loud. Ughh...mumms suck, and I m tired of spreading my hate everywhere...I"m restless and theres no food and I scratched up my eye somehow. ARghhh! Arhghghhg!!

Kushism For Today#1
1.SAYING WHATEVER LIKE UR REALLY NOT CARING WHAT U ARE SAYING CAUSE IT REALLY DONT MATTER. 2.WHY RISK IT ON A SURETHING BUT WHAT U REALLY WANTED COULD HAVE NOT KNOW U AT ALL. 3.LIFE WITHOUT SEX NOT BORING JUST GETING TO KNOW YOURESELF A WHOLE LOT BETTER. 4.IF YOU ARE WHAT U EAT THEN ALOT DI*k&PU%*y ARE 2 CHANGE AS A PART OF UR DAILY DIET. 5.FOOL ME ONCE SHAME ON U FOOL ME TWICE AND OK UR GOOD FOOL ME THE THIRD NOW IM JUST ASKING FOR IT. ^^^^^^^^^MY OWN QUOTES OF THE DAY(OR ATLEAST FOR NOW)

More Kushism
1.if u turely gave up on love u gave up on life. 2. yes men fake realtionship women fake orgasm but u cant fake a heart breakin. 3.they say love is overrated i say they never had chance to value it. 4.if think living hard dieing is the easy part and find some one to share heaven and hell on earth is the quest. 5.live 'laugh 'fu&K & stay ture and hold on to ur self cause some one will hopefully find u hot enuff 2 date. 6.scarcasam is only a punka** way of trying to tell the turth but hiding it with humor. 7.when u speak the turth .some say u insane other found u fool but u know what they just not awake to what ture.

Seeing The Beauty In The Storm
As you go through life do you focus on the beauty all around you or do you only see the storm ahead? Lately, I was visiting Bryce Canyon and had an experience that I will never forget. We decided to hike up to a viewpoint and take some pictures and breathe in some fresh air. There was a little rain all around but none falling at the moment. The walk was only about a quarter of a mile to the first viewpoint but was fairly steep. As I approaced the last turn I saw a man of about 50 with crutches on both arms making his way up the hill rather slowly. Many people hurried by, paying him no attention. I noticed that both of his legs were fixed at very akward angles extending out from his hips and knees. His steps would take him about 6 inches at a time and the going was a huge struggle for him. Although, looking at his face, you would never know. Not wanting to offend him but not about to pass up the opportunity to lend a hand, I asked him if he could use someone to lean on

Rage....
why cant he hear my rage? why is he just staring at me? why isnt he saying anything? why doesnt he acknowledge my feelings for him? so i scream louder.... this time he looks away this time he says stop screaming but still he doesnt acknowledge my feelings this time he just walks away leaving me all alone with my rage ---- written by melissa august 30 2006

Time
How does time do it? It speeds along so fast when W/we have "time" together, but seems to stand still or drag along while W/we wait to see E/eachother again. W/we can sit down to chat for a few moments and 5 hours later we stop. Not even 5 minutes later from O/our last goodbye do i miss YOU so terribly. i find myself watching the clock when W/we are not together. YOU consume my thoughts every second, minute, hour, day. What did i do before i met YOU? i must of had so much free time....wasted time.... time without YOU in it. Time without YOU in it? i cannot imagine it.

My Simple Plan
So.... I'm preparing to mail off my applications to work for DCFS or DHS in McDonough County, IL. My simple plan is to find a job in Macomb, find an apartment in Macomb, then move. Unfortunately, this means leaving behind the friendships and relationship I've built here. I'm definitely going to miss the kids I work with. They're really great and adding instability to their lives is the last thing I want to do but I miss my family. As much as I wanted to run away from them I miss them and my closest friends and it's about time to move closer. The plan after that is this: Live in Macomb until Will graduates from WIU, move to Springfield for a couple years and apprentice/establish myself as a piercer, find a shop to pierce at (possibly take up an incredible offer I've been given) gain experience, then open my own shop. I'm figuring I'll be in Macomb a year and a half, Springfield a year or 2, then working at another shop for maybe a year or 2 and finally opening up my own shop within 5

Cashing In On Karma...
So is there some kind of statute of limitations on when Karma comes back around? I sure would like to know when I'm going to reap the benefits of my good-doing in life because I could sure use some of that today! Of course that would be rediculous, to actually know when things were gonna "upswing" because you know fuckers would be out doing good one day a week for their payback. Kinda making it like Karma Welfare! It just doesn't work that way. Well fuck me then. It's liken to that phrase "good guys finish last" except for the "guy" part on my side. What some people don't realize is that good doesn't necessarily mean naive on my part. I just hope they appreciate that.

One Chance
God gives us all one chance in life, And you are mine! You’ve shown me love like I never knew. The love I feel for you is hard to describe, But it’s how I imagine that the universe is powered. The energy and light I find in your eyes warms Every fiber of my being. When we touch-I feel electrified. My heart leaps, And not a care in the world enters my mind. I guess what I’m trying to say is THANK YOU! Thank you for letting me feel the joy that comes With a love that is true. Thank you for always working so hard to take care of me. Thank you for being such a wonderful example for our boys. And last but not least.. I Thank God for bringing us together and allowing me to see Just how great a chance can be:} All My Love,

Dark
I tremble in darkness Afraid of the unseen Scared of what lurks in shadow I yearn to be free Unbound from my chains To run through field and medow. Unable to move From this place I am in Will I ever be released? My doubt and my pain I hold deep inside me Prevent me from finding peace. Alone in the dark Trapped forever I wonder if here I will die. Falling to the ground I Clench both my fists And reach them to an unseen sky..

25 Things You’ll Never Hear In The South
1. Let's wash the car. 2. Has anybody seen the sideburn trimmer? 3. Come to think of it, I'll have a Heineken. 4. You can't feed that to the dog. 5. That's enough ketchup on those eggs. 6. No kids in the back of the pickup! 7. Wrasslin's fake. 8. That Civil War documentary was excellent. 9. That aroma? I'm baking fresh bagels. 10. I've got a problem with people who still fly the Confederate flag. 11. Here are my keys, I'm too drunk to drive. 12. Baby... Those jeans are too tight. 13. Don't tie it on top of the car. 14. Give me the small bag of pork rinds. 15. Trim the fat off that steak. 16. Why'd you cut the sleeves off your t-shirt? 17. Don't spray primer there... 18. Put that dog on a leash! 19. New York City's an ideal place to vacation. 20. My mobile home is clean AND storm proof. 21. Those shorts ought to be a little longer, Darla. 22. I wouldn't drive an American make if you paid me. 23. I ain't riding with you unless both headlights work. 24. It's January

You Deserve A Break Today ...
One day, a man came home and was greeted by his wife dressed in a very sexy nightie. 'Tie me up,' she purred, 'and you can do anything you want.' So he tied her up and went fishing. **************************************************- A woman came home, screeching her car into the driveway, and ran into the house. She slammed the door and shouted at the top of her lungs, 'Honey, pack your bags. I won the lottery!' The husband said, 'Oh my God! What should I pack, beach stuff or mountain stuff?' 'Doesn't matter,' she said. 'Just get out.' **************************************************- Marriage is a relationship in which one person is always right, and the other is a husband. **************************************************- A Polish immigrant went to the DMV to apply for a driver's license. First, of course, he had to take an eye sight test. The optician showed him a card with the letters: 'C Z W I X N O S T A C Z.' 'Can you re

More Justice?
AUSTIN, Texas (AP) -- Many states wasted little time trying to get executions back on track following a U.S. Supreme Court ruling upholding the use of a three-drug lethal cocktail. Guard Joe Dellabruna opens a door to death row at San Quentin State Prison in California. Almost immediately, Virginia lifted its death penalty moratorium. Mississippi and Oklahoma said they would seek execution dates for convicted murderers, and other states were ready to follow. The ruling Wednesday "should put an end to the de facto moratorium on the death penalty caused by legal challenges to this method of execution," said Kent Scheidegger of the Criminal Justice Legal Foundation, a nonprofit group that supports the death penalty. The chief prosecutor in Houston, Kenneth Magidson, whose surrounding Harris County sends more inmates to death row than any other, said he would seek execution dates for the six inmates awaiting execution "in due course." The nation's high court voted 7-2 Wed

Dj Auction
Click Pic To Bid On Me Buy Me for a month!!! For the winning bidder: I will rate all pics and stash during HH 2. I will pimp them out to all friends family and such. 3. I will buy a big Pimp Gift. 4 I will Put Fu Owned in name for 1 month. 5 Will make SFW Personal Salute ~DJ SWEET RL WIFE OF SINZ OF THE FLESH DJ & COOK FOR THE REAL RED DRAGON LOUNGE~@ fubar Just click the lounge logo and hope to see ya there! RULES #1. MUST SUBSCRIBE TO LOUNGE TO BID #2. MINIMUM BID IS $30,000 FUBUCKS #3. CASH BIDS OVERRULE FUBUCKS #4. LOUNGE RULES MUST BE FOLLOWED #5. ABSOLUTELY NO DRAMA...THIS IS FOR FUN FOLKS!

Keep Holding On
You're not alone together we stand I'll be by your side you know i'll take your hand when it gets cold and it feels like the end there's no place to go you know i won't give in no I won't give in. Keep holding on cause you know we'll make it through, we'll make it through just stay strong cause you know I'm here for you, I'm here for you there's nothing you can say, nothing you can do there's no other way when it comes to the truth so keep holding on cause you know we'll make it through, we'll make it through So far away i wish you were here before it's too late this could all disappear before the doors close, and it comes to an end but with you by my side I will fight and defend I'll fight and defend yeah yeah Keep holding on cause you know we'll make it through, we'll make it through just stay strong cause you know I'm here for you, I'm here for you there's nothing you can say, nothing you can do there's no other way when it comes to the truth so kee

Thank You Johnny!...a Very Special Thank You To Everyone
I am at a total loss of words today!! Earlier today, I put out a notice in my on-line status that I was at X amount to make it to Disciple. The response that I got in return, let me put it this way IT WAS MIND BLOWING!!!

Hehe...u Know You Wanna Read This!
The movies over....we come back to my house...its empty...we have the house to ourselves....I sit down on the couch and you sit next to me...you can tell im nervous..and you tell me it ok...I look at you and you smile. I tell you im cold and that I want to go into my room cause its warmer in there...I get up and you follow me back the hallway into my room...I lock the door behind you...just in case someone would come home...you sit down on the bed and I go and sit down next to you.. look down trying to avoid looking at you...then the next thing I know I feel your hand raising my face....you make me look at you....you lean in and kiss me...softly...you tell me its ok and not to be nervous....you grab my shirt and pull it over my head...sitting there in my bra I feel your hot breath on my skin..starting at my knack....I feel you kissing your way down..at the same time I feel you unhook my bra...as my bra falls I feel your hands running over my breasts....and again I feel your hot breat

Support The Troops
This is one of those good old e-mails that keep popping up. I just had to share it with you all again. Will you give this to my Daddy? As a Company, Southwest Airlines is going to support 'Red Fridays.' Last week I was in Atlanta , Georgia attending a conference. While I was in the airport, returning home, I heard several people behind me beginning to clap and cheer. I immediately turned around and witnessed one of the greatest acts of patriotism I have ever seen. Moving thru the terminal was a group of soldiers in their camos. As they began heading to their gate, everyone (well almost everyone)was abruptly to their feet with their hands waving and cheering. When I saw the soldiers, probably 30-40 of them, being applauded and cheered for, it hit me. I'm not alone. I'm not the only red-blooded American who still loves this country and supports our troops and their families. Of course I immediately stopped and began clapping for these young unsun

Thinking Out Loud
The longer I am left alone with thoughts,the easier it is to start believing them. One thing I have rolled over and over in my mind is... sacrifice. Who would,if they could ...make one all in the name of "love" And I dont mean a sacrifice like giving your last piece of chocolate away(although this would be a huge sacrifice for me lol) I mean the kind of sacrifice that is made without regards to "thinking" about it too much and just DOING it.All because..your heart tells you to. I believe in old fashioned love.When it never used to be just a word that fell from one mouth to another,and on cue. Seems to me these days,it is said too easily with nothing more than two vowels of feeling behind it. I like to think that there is still the ol kinda love out there,that is strong and doesnt run at the first glitch in a relationship,doesnt falter when its tested by everyday ups and downs(because there are flippin heaps). I like to believe its still FREE and without stri

Happy People
You know what is annoying me right now. I have these people at work that smile all the time. Ok yes it's a good day for you but don't try to rain smiles and sunshine on my fuck you parade. If I feel shitty I want to feel like that all night, not have you bastards come in with your rays of butterflies and candy and rainbows to try to liven up my day. FUCK YOU! I work in the ghetto. The people that come here are trash to me. I don't care bout being all smiley an shit. live in my world or if not that the real world. There is no happiness here, learn to love it. Man I can't wait till one of you happy bastards comes across a problem your torn over. Look I lost 3 friends this year alone. and 2 family members in the the last 3 so don't come to me with oh I'm depressed. let me tie you a noose to hang yourself with. Fuck you people who lie about being happy. your not happy, It's just a ploy. a way to tune out the pain. so people don't smile at me because you think your happy, Happiness is dulle

The Last Teardrop
When summer nights would steal their breath and the breeze would serenade Two carefree lovers in their youthful years,danced within on promises made There content beneath the warmth of breast,her heart so tenderly did sigh For the one who captivated her very soul,and allowed her angelic spirit to fly Lost in wonder on her beauty and the way in which she shimmered all the while He knew the heavens held no finer star,that could outshine the diamonds in her smile Its true within his deepest yearnings,he allowed temptations to play their part But this man he loved her deeply and she was the sole purpose for his heart Many seasons had turned their way,they grew with each and turned the pages Their destiny seemed to be in sight and so they planned for the coming ages A dress of finest lace and silk,babys breath to adorn her dark flowing hair Once again he looked on with pride and knew, no other beauty could compare Years passed by and still they loved,through children and m

What Is Love
Slow down for three minutes to read this. It is so worth it. Touching words from the mouth of babes. A group of professional people posed this question to a group of 4 to 8 year-olds, 'What does love mean?' The answers they got were broader and deeper than anyone could have imagined See what you think: 'When my grandmother got arthritis, she couldn't bend over and paint her toenails anymore. So my grandfather does it for her all the time, even when his hands got arthritis too. That's love.' Rebecca- age 8 'When someone loves you, the way they say your name is different. You just know that your name is safe in their mouth.' Billy - age 4 'Love is when a girl puts on perfume and a boy puts on shaving cologne and they go out and smell each other.' Karl - age 5 'Love is when you go out to eat and give somebody most of your French fries without making them give you any of theirs.' Chrissy - age 6 'Love is what makes you smile when you're tired.' Terri - age 4

Far From Home
In my heart there is pain As I long for my home Where I know I once walked the yellow grass Guided by the sky and ~wind spirit~ The crow always at my shoulder The warmth upon my back I watched dances for the buffalo and sang proud for my people I knew the earth before she was raped In my eyes are the storms Of many moons and I am without Though in dreams she comes to me A round faced woman and speaks Of those who have waited just like me Drifting through time Until the new sun My tears hold the story of yearning The moving within They who come when I walk through dreams Know me,know my heart I have no desire to be of this tongue My love is for the people I belong with My love is for all who need it As the critters As the Earth ~Great Spirit~ I am your daughter Make my path the right one So I may come home Chenoa Shiningwater

Bullet For My Valentine All These Things I Hate (revolve Around Me)
Once more I'll say goodbye to you Things happen, but we don't really know why if it's supposed to be like this why do most of us ignore the chance to miss oh yeah Torn apart at the seams as my dreams turn to tears I'm not feeling the situation Run away try to find that safe place you can hide It's the best place to be when you're feeling like Me! (Me) Yeah! (Yeah) All these things I hate revolve around Me! (Me) Yeah! (Yeah) Just back off before i snap Once more you tell those lies to me Why can't you just be straight up with honesty (honesty,honesty) When you say those things in my ear Why do you always tell me what you wanna hear (wana hear,wanna hear) oh yeah (yeah!) Wear your heart on your sleeve make things hard to believe I'm not feeling the situation Run away try to find that safe place you can hide It's the best place to be when you're feeling like Me! (Me) Yeah! (Yeah) All these things I hate revolve around me (Me) Yeah! (Yeah) Just back off

My Enlightment
i learned something today... i am much more than i think i am i can be much more even than that i can influence my environment the people i can influence space itself i can influence the future i am responsible for all those things i and the surround are not separate they're part of one im connected to it all im not alone pretty cool... this quantum physics thing i kinda get it now i heard today that if you don't question the questionable then you are ¾ of the way to dead i guess that makes me a newborn for i search and i squander and i suffer every minute of every day i question a question mark. today i learned that doubt is but a castle in the sky i am in control of this pipe dream it is me that makes the first move it is me creating this scenery i control this moment in time the curtains and carpet are but a chimera today i learned that love is merely love my heart is only a be

My Love
My Love By: Jacob Aaron Cope You have this power over me, this undesirable, undeniable, unmistakable power. You consume my mind. You invade my thoughts. You are the ruler of my dream world. You bring a smile to my face, a sparkle to my eyes, and a tear to my cheek. Your voice is like a sweet song I am hearing for the first time. You take my breath away. With the simplest things your lips utter you make me feel weightless, as though I could float up, and touch the heavens above. You make me look at life through new eyes, eyes that have never seen the light of days, until now. I feel as though I am using all my senses, for the first time, and suddenly everything I once knew, is now unfamiliar to me. You fill every cell of my being with joy, love and happiness. You make me want to stand up and scream at the top of my lungs, "I LOVE YOU, more than words could say." You make my heart soar like a

Don't Know
Wondering again... What is it about this place that has everyone so worried about F/A/R/C when no one really takes the time to say hello to those already on thier lists... This has me wondering if I really want to be a member of Fubar anymore... Sure you meet lots of new and interesting ppl but still.. Is it worth it if you don't talk? If anyone really wants to talk i am on YIM - nightcrawler_i...

From The Inside
I don’t know who to trust your surprise (Everyone feels so far away from me) Happy thoughts sift through dust and the lies (Trying not to break but I’m so tired of this deceit) (Every time I try to make myself get back up on my feet ) (All I ever think about is this) (All the tiring time between) (And how trying to put my trust in you just takes so much out of me) Take everything from the inside and throw it all away Cuz I swear for the last time I won’t trust myself with you Tension is building inside steadily (Everyone feels so far away from me) Happy thoughts forcing their way out of me (Trying not to break but I’m so tired of this deceit) (Every time I try to make myself get back up on my feet) (All I ever think about is this) (All the tiring time between) (And how trying to put my trust in you just takes so much out of me) Take everything from the inside and throw it all away Cuz I swear for the last time I won’t trust myself with you I won’t waste my

Numb
I'm tired of being what you want me to be feeling so faithless lost under the surface I don't know what you're expecting of me put under the pressure of walking in your shoes [caught in the undertow / just caught in the undertow] every step that I take is another mistake to you [caught in the undertow / just caught in the undertow] I've become so numb I can't feel you there become so tired so much more aware I'm becoming this all I want to do is be more like me and be less like you can't you see that you're smothering me holding too tightly afraid to lose control cause everything that you thought I would be has fallen apart right in front of you [caught in the undertow / just caught in the undertow] every step that I take is another mistake to you [caught in the undertow / just caught in the undertow] and every second I waste is more than I can take I've become so numb I can't feel you there become so tired so much more aware I'm becoming this

One Step Closer
I cannot take this anymore I'm saying everything I've said before All these words they make no sense I find bliss in ignorance Less I hear the less you'll say But you'll find that out anyway Just like before... Everything you say to me Takes me one step closer to the edge And I'm about to break I need a little room to breathe Cause I'm one step closer to the edge And I'm about to break I find the answers aren't so clear Wish I could find a way to disappear All these thoughts they make no sense I find bliss in ignorance Nothing seems to go away Over and over again Just like before... Everything you say to me Takes me one step closer to the edge And I'm about to break I need a little room to breathe Cause I'm one step closer to the edge And I'm about to break Everything you say to me Takes me one step closer to the edge And I'm about to break I need a little room to breathe Cause I'm one step closer to the edge And I'm about to break Break break brea

Somewhere I Belong
When this began I had nothing to say And I'd get lost in the nothingness inside of me I was confused And I'd let it all out to find That I'm not the only person with these things in mind Inside of me When all the vacancy the words revealed Is the only real thing that I've got left to feel Nothing to loose Just stuck, hollow and alone And the fault is my own and the fault is my own I wanna heal I wanna feel What I thought was never real I want to let go of the pain I felt so long Erase all the pain till its gone I wanna heal I wanna feel Like Im close to something real I want to find something I've wanted all along Somewhere I belong And I've got nothing to say I can't believe I didnt fall right down on my face I was confused Looking everwhere only to find That it's not the way I had imagined it all in my mind So what am I What do I have but negativity Cause I cant justify the way everyone is looking at me Nothing to loose Nothing to gain, hollow and a

Smoking..........
ok so......a lil bit ago was my last smoke...if i get on and am bitchy just ignore me this will be my 4th attempt to stop and stay that way so wish me luck!!!!!!im stopping because it stinks and kills u slowly i watched both my grandparents die from it........it was awful....and i need to be around for my kids!!!!!and for my close friends u know i have panic attaks so it doesnt help if i smoke!!!!!i love u all

Beborn Beton - Hemoglobin
every killing is a treat hemoglobin x2 over the years, ive slain by gallons everyday and soon the time has come that every victim tasted just the same i used to think that every killing is a treat but i was wrong, for i was young i'd let them suffer, let them bleed chorus: bloodstain, hemoglobin swallowing your energy bloodstain, hemoglobin suck you dry and lick you clean i keep counting centuries like moments passing by with my own eyes i have seen ages come and leave the mortal stage you know ive drained about a million men or more but there was nothing like the first two hundred times i died before chorus repeats

Why?
Why are you hurting her When her heart already aches Because of what you're doing I have to hear her cry I'm the one who has to be there To pick her up when she's down But she will always question that Because of what she did to me And the closer I get The harder the pain gets So this I have to ask When will you answer her To stop all these tears I hope you will answer her soon So she'll be happy once more

Love.....
have you ever felt like you're not capeable of loving like you just feel empty inside like you cant feel anything that's how i feel i just wanna be happy again i wanna love i want a girl who want's me for me and care for me and apricate me and love me for me.......... *-i just cant take this emptyness anymore*-

God Bless America
I was sitting alone in one of those loud, casual steak houses that you find all over the country. You know the type--a bucket of peanuts on every table, shells littering the floor, and a bunch of perky college kids racing around with long neck beers and sizzling platters. Taking a sip of my iced tea, I studied the crowd over the rim of my glass. My gaze lingered on a group enjoying their meal. They wore no uniform to identify their branch of service, but they were definitely 'military:' clean shaven, cropped haircut, and that 'squared away' look that comes with pride. Smiling sadly, I glanced across my table to the empty seat where my husband usually sat. It had only been a few months since we sat in this very booth, talking about his upcoming deployment to the Middle East. That was when he made me promise to get a sitter for the kids, come back to this restaurant once a month and treat myself to a nice steak. In turn he would treasure the thought of me being here, thinking a

Why Men Cheat
This was written by a man and was just wondering if it's the truth? LOL... Women always wonder what it is that cause men to cheat. Men cheat due to several different reasons and circumstances. I can only speak to you based on what I've been told and the reasons I've been given on why men cheat. Your situations may differ, but you will never really know the truth unless your ex or current was real with you on the reason they cheated. Most men say they lied to their lover on the reason they really cheated in order to avoid the conversation. Do you really expect a man to tell you the truth about why he cheated on you once they do so? If he's not being honest with the relationship why would you think he would be honest in his reasoning...? The number one reason why men cheat is because they feel that something new is always best. In other words "Aint no better pussy than NEW pussy". If you notice, in your relationship, the sex is usually abundant at the beginning. You are with a ne

What An Ass!!!
Los Angeles considers global warming tax April 7, 2008 - 9:58AM The Orange County Register To fight global warming, a bill in Sacramento would enable Los Angeles County transit officials to increase taxes on motorists. It's a bad idea that may foreshadow even worse to come. Billed as a "climate change mitigation and adaptation fee," the measure would cost motorists either an additional 3 percent motor fuel tax, or up to a $90 annual flat fee, based on vehicle emissions. The new charges would be on top of taxes already paid at the pump. Either option requires a majority approval by a vote of the people. "At this point the people of the Los Angeles region have just had it when it comes to traffic and air quality," claimed Assemblyman Mike Feuer, a Los Angeles Democrat and author of Assembly Bill 2558. We concur about the traffic mess, but with little else Mr. Feuer claims in seeking to overtax motorists. The assemblyman's sleight of hand conflates two issues, the real p

Corporate Fink
I find it Ironic That snitch Rhymes With bitch Because both Of them Belong Underneath A ditch Slice the Veins Then watch The remains Slowly twitch Sorry But that Wound Will need More Than just A stitch Should have Kept your Mouth shut That clearly Was your Glitch

April 21, 2008
A Special Bond by Rae Scales Even though we have never met, I feel a bond between us. A bond that should have taken years to build, Yet was built in a month or two. A bond that lifelong friends should have, Although most never do. A bond that I am glad to share with you... My Friend and Confidant. You are not here in body and soul, But as a lighted rectangle. You come to me every day as A message on my screen, A message that I can rely on To cheer me up and make my day. Through a keyboard we share Our ups and downs. I have opened my inner self to you, And you have to me as well. We have traded secrets and laughs, As well as sorrows and pain. I have never met you, but feel as if I have known you most of my life. To most this might sound silly, But I assure them, it is not.

Rejected
When we first meet I thought this could be the one But I was mistaken I remember what you Told you all to well I’ve done my best Not to let My hearts desirers Get in the way But I feel it might be To late to stop it now I’ve done my best To stop from falling for you But its much harder Then I though it would be With just a look With a kiss You make me so happy Happier then I’ve been In such a long time It’s killing me To know that I cant have What I want My heart is aching I don’t know what To do any more I want to end it I want it over I don’t want to Feel this way Any more Its to hared I feel so rejected And by some one I came to care about I cant handle it Not again I wont let it happen

Show Sniper Some Love!!!
Show Sniper some love, he was very close to Godfather and his account was hacked and deleted. I don't know how anyone could do such a thing, especially to such a nice person. Show him lots of love please. Thanks so much. !!SNIPER!!@ fubar This bulletin brought to you by: ♫LilBamaGirl♫~Shadow Leveler~@ fubar

Life In General
HEY EVERYONE. HOW HAS LIFE BEEN TREATING YOU? WELL FOR ME IT IS THE SAME AS USUAL. FULL OF UPS AND DOWNS. I KNOW I DONT USUALLY POST TO MANY BLOGS . ONLY WHEN I GET THE URGE TO OR SOMETHING IS REALLY ON MY MIND. MYSELF I SPEND QUITE A BIT OF TIME ALONE. I COULD GET OUT MORE AND ADVENTURE OUT IN THIS BORING TOWN BUT THAT URGE HASN'T STRUCK ME YET. LOL. WELL SUMMER IS JUST AROUND THE CORNER AND THEN IT'S TIME TO GET OUT. SO NOW I JUST WORK COME HOME PAY BILLS AND TALK WITH SOME FRIENDS ONLINE. LOL IF IT WASN'T FOR THE NET I WOULDN'T HARDLY HAVE A SOCIAL LIFE LOL. BUT ANYWAYS BACK TO THIS BLOG THING. IF YOU HAVE READ SOME OF MY BLOGS I HAVE WRITTEN YOU WILL OBVIOUSLY KNOW I FOLLOW NO CERTAIN PATTERN. IT WILL CONTAIN RAMBLINGS COMING FROM ALL DIRECTIONS. I CAN NEVER KEEP A FOCUSED THOUGHT. SO THE REASON I WAS WRITING THIS THING IN THE FIRST PLACE I WAS JUST SITTING AROUND THINKING ABOUT LIFE, LOVE AND FRIENDS. HOW THINGS HAPPEN AND HOW LIFE GOES. YOU KNOW LIFE ALWAYS SEEMS TO COME FULL CIR

Just Some Words
I love you today and I will love you tomorrow Just some words To clear the sorrow That will never Leave my heart or yours From this day forward You are so special to me I love you With all my heart Always have And always will From family and friends That never end You will always be with me As I will always be with you Until we cross the gates of heaven There we will always be Together until the end

Feeling You Near
Waiting for you to call my name, waiting on you to bleed a tear. Your emotions are hard to follow and see when I'm trying to get near. Your smile is as rough as a jagged edge sword. I can't seem to make you happy anymore like we use to be. My heart is in pain when you turn away. It hurts so deep I feel you slipping out of my fingers. I want to hold you for the rest of my life, in my heart and in my arms. You have shown compassion and love to me, that I've never seen or felt with anyone else. Everytime we touch I'm left speechless and needing you more. I feel safe at night with you laying near me holding tight I feel so right being with you and noone else. Say you feel the same, keep loving me with a deep desire and never let go.

Randomness
I feel like I have bugs in my ears. They hurt so bad. agh! my throat feels like I smoked all day and night. I might be getting sick. I woke up and my whole body was hurting. Everytime I sat up, my abs, felt torn for some reason. My back feels like I am going to have another "cycle" but that better not happen. Ms. Bonnie told me to make earplugs and wear them. That has really helped with the noise level, but not with the pain. It almost feels like I have an ear infection, but I know it's just the pain from my tooth traveling up my jaw to my ears. I'm SO ready to go to the dentist. I have decided not to go to rec or law library to just stay in here. I can't afford to get in trouble in here. It's really not worth it. I'm just trying to get out of here. I cried last night. I am really scared I'm going to be here for a really long time. Ms. Bonnie made me feel a lil better. So did Twila. I had a dream about Joyce and Wade last night. I guess that is a sign I'm fawking u

Tears I Weep...for My Sis
IT HAS BEEN ALONG TIME SINCE I TAPPED INTO MY DARKNESS...BUT SOMETIME TRIGGERED IT TODAY SO I WROTE THIS POEM FOR MY SISTER OUTLAW ANGEL AS WE BOTH BELONG TO THE DARKNESS... THESE TEARS I WEEP NO ONE SEES, FOR IT IS THE SHADOW OF THE DARKNESS THAT OVER SEES THESE TEARS THAT SEEP FROM THESE EYES THAT ONCE SHOWN LIFE, BUT NOW DEATH HAS COME TO CALL TO TAKE THIS SOUL TO CARRY IT HOME FOR MY TIME HERE ON EARTH IS DONE.

Only For The Day
Only For The Day If God would grant me one wish I’d pray; The chance to hold you in my arms, If only for the day. We’d walk along life’s long highway Sharing all our hopes and dreams Arm in arm we’d fall in love If only for the day. I’d take your hand and kiss your lips Chasing all your doubts away Begging God to forget I asked only for the day. I’d take you places you’ve never been hoping that you’d stay Racing time and loving life If only for the day. As time grows short We hold on tight as we say God let us be together soon If only for the day. Our time has come to say goodbye And if we have our way God will bring us back together If only for the day.

Godsmack
For everything you do, I'd like to swallow you. And everyday I'm gonna blame you. Even if you justify every fucking bullshit lie, it only makes me want to break you. You pull me down, and you crucify my name, you make me insane. It's broken now, don't ever look my way. Don't even think I'm playin'! 'Cause I fucking hate you, you're such a liar. And I love to hate you, you're all the same to me. When you repeatedly take advantage of me, the only thought I get of you sickens me. Everybody knows you're fake - you're everything I fucking hate. And I'm everything that you could never be! You pull me down, and you crucify my name, you make me insane. It's broken now don't ever look my way. Don't even think I'm playin'! 'Cause I fucking hate you, you're such a liar. And I love to hate you, you're all the same to me. I fucking you hate you, you're such a liar. And I love to hate you, you're all the same to me. Fuck you

What A Friday Night
WHAT A FRIDAY NIGHT It all started when my boyfriend and his friends planed on going to the strip club. So I made some calls to my girlfriend and planed on going to dinner and back to the house to swim and just hang out. After work I went home and my boyfriend was there waiting for me. I ask what he was doing and he said he was horny as hell thinking about the club and wanted me so bad. Well I have to get ready for dinner with the girls baby. Oh hell he said. I could see now hard he was and told him to come inside. Know my boyfriend and how he loves the way I suck his cock I know it wouldn't take long. Once inside he started to undress and i said hold on baby relax I'll take care of you before your big night. I sat him down and took his cock out and he said aren't you going to get undress. No baby as I knee in front of him and take his cock in my mouth. sucking him deep and playing with his balls. I lick the underside and that about did it for him. again in my mouth I worked his coc

It’s Alright To Hold Tight, But Please Don’t Try To Hold On
My head feels groggy, I write that "my head is a field of dying dandelions, the breeze is making wishes on their seeds. What does it ask for? I think I know." to nobody in particular. The things I want to do today are different from the things that I should be doing. You know, when you discipline your mind and your actions for such a long time, the way they want to break loose and then nap on the rug. Once in a while I like to lay on the floor and stare at the ceiling and make sense of it all through the visual nothing. Today is not one of those days. My computer has told me that my system may be at risk for god knows how long now, I am ungrateful for its concern. I feel unapologetic about this. I have days where I take life in in increments. Tiny snapshots of the world around me, isolated from the rest of my day, presented to intrude my wandering head. Birds flying closely together, a snapshot of wings and snow flakes. A tree with trembling leaves. A plastic bag tumbling

What Do They Know
I face the world with a smile, no one knows what is hid inside. They see only happiness, they cant see the tears I've cried.When I am alone I hurt, because here I do it well. In front of all the watchful eyes my heaven turns to hell. The judge and jury awaits me, everyone has a say. In a life that hangs suspended for yet another day.Who are they to judge if what I have done is right or wrong? In the end I gave him up, but inside still sing his song. I don't know how to find the strength I thought I had. If only I could play tough it wouldn't be so bad. They say that life m home, and can't find my way back. Somewhere along the way I must have jumped the track. I saw him just today and his smile is still the same.He looked at me so sweetly, but never spoke my name. I wonder if he remembers me, It hasn't been that long. He may have forgotten me, but I still sing his song.goes on and someday I'll smile again. But, how do they know my pain without being where I've been? I've t

Wisper My Name
And when you need me, I will be there I'll come to you in your despair Whisper my name - I'll be your angel Just close your eyes - I'll be by your side I will protect you within my embrace I'll kiss the tears that roll down your face Whisper my name - I will be there Even if just in thought Just close your eyes I'll dry your tears And make your fears subside And when you're down, I'll come to you I'll be your shoulder to cry upon I'll lullaby your heart to sleep And I will chase away your pain And when you're lost, I'll come and find you And I will shelter you from the storm I'll be the one to light your darkness I'll be the one to help you to carry on And when you need me, whisper my name...

The Other Side
Write me a poem Write me a song make it loud and make it strong declare your future, yours and mine. Fall on me in in sweetest wisdom words which float beneath the tides and all we hear is waves that rush and whisper ancient knowledges again and yet again they stand. You walk the shore you walk to water’s edge and those who know they listen with their feet their wing tips touching tiny bubbles, foam and swiftly, all that wonderment is nothing more but here and now – We enter there and there lies grace itself revealed, revered and so beloved - oh, what can I say to you? How can I call your name in such a way that you will turn your head upon your slender neck - skywards you gaze seawards you gaze the breeze is lifting up your hair – ah, come to me beloved child of stony shores of lonely nights, of summers that were never bright! Now raise your wings and feel the lifting, feel the rushing, come to me my love, my only one! Don’t heed the v

So Do I Fly
Few things eclipse the coming of night. A cessation of noise is the first and finest unfolding; the noise of the sun, the incessant howling of that radiation storm, an interference and an insult to my senses which are finely tuned and made for night. As the sun recedes, so does the noise recede; and then, behind the veil that thins and thins again, I can perceive the first strands of the song – the first strands are the ocean pulses, stars and beings, all around, above, below and deep beneath me, singing as they are, the song of life itself, the song of time and unbound freedom, flight immeasurable and immense, star children as we are, and trapped here in the realms of day that cuts the chord and the connection to the beauty of it all, to the beauty in my soul. But now, the night is coming. Hushed whispers, radiance recedes and now, I come to life; I can emerge, unfold my wings of regal hues, of blue and black and as the last rays of

Leona Lewis - Bleeding Love Lyrics
Closed off from love I didn’t need the pain Once or twice was enough And it was all in vain Time starts to pass Before you know it you’re frozen But something happened For the very first time with you My heart melts into the ground Found something true And everyone’s looking round Thinking I’m going crazy But I don’t care what they say I’m in love with you They try to pull me away But they don’t know the truth My heart’s crippled by the vein That I keep on closing You cut me open and I Keep bleeding Keep, keep bleeding love I keep bleeding I keep, keep bleeding love Keep bleeding Keep, keep bleeding love You cut me open Trying hard not to hear But they talk so loud Their piercing sounds fill my ears Try to fill me with doubt Yet I know that the goal Is to keep me from falling But nothing’s greater Than the rush that comes with your embrace And in this world of loneliness I see your face Yet everyone around me Thinks that I’m going crazy, m

Just In Case There's Any Questions
The very FEW people that I let into my lil online world here need to know this: I'm a real ass fukin woman. If you have any doubts, plz just send me a msg and I will very nicely say goodbye. I am single and don't answer to no one. I am a struggling single mother trying to live a life and make a life and Fubar is my escape where I can "drink" and have some laughs with the very few cool ass people that I meet on here. I am a therapist to many and I thrive on helping those select few that I choose to help. Again, if you have something to ask, say, whatever, hit me up and I'll be glad to explain or answer whatever you have doubts about. The therapist is on duty...I'll collect the fee at the end of life.

Lmfao
If you have raised kids (or been one), and gone through The pet syndrome, including toilet flush burials for dead Goldfish, the story below will have you laughing out LOUD! Overview: I had to take my son's lizard to the vet. Here's what happened: Just after dinner one night, my son came up to tell me There was 'something wrong' with one of the two Lizards he holds prisoner in his room. 'He's just lying there looking sick,' he told me. 'I'm Serious, Dad. Can you help?' I put my best lizard-healer expression on my face and Followed him into his bedroom. One of the little lizards Was indeed lying on his back, looking stressed. I Immediately knew what to do. 'Honey,' I called, 'come look at the lizard!' 'Oh, my gosh!' my wife exclaimed. 'She's Having babies.' 'What?' my son demanded. 'But their names are Bert and Ernie, Mom!' I was equally outraged. 'Hey, how can that be? I thought we said we didn't Want them to reproduce,' I said accusingly

Can Cheating Be Avoided?
No. If one is to cheat, they will. And in the end, blame is useless. Why? Because a relationship should be based on trust and communication. Now, if one doesn't communicate one's needs, the other can't read their mind. In this respect, when one is cheating, because they don't get what they want.. But you aren't aware of it, then so be it. And if they are communicating what they want and you refuse it, it's still wrong to cheat. The right way to do this is to advise your partner that you will seek what is missing. If your partner agrees, fine.. if not, end the relationship and move on. Now some believe that being possessive and jealous and controlling is the answer. WRONG! A relationship again, I repeat it, is 2 people choosing to be together. Nobody can own a person. This person then loses the power of choice. Beside, one would rather have love come to them freely, then coerced.. (which is sad, because it's not love, it's fear) Humans f

Casual Sex Friday
I walked into the front door of the office making sure to re-lock the door. It was casual Friday, but at this small business there was a totally different take on it. Tiffany my secretary was leaning back in her chair, her head titled back. When she heard me she smiled, "Hey, just the man I wanted to see this morning." I walked around the desk and stood in front of Tiffany. Wearing no panties, she had her skirt pulled up, showing me her pretty pussy. "Does your pussy need my attention?" "Mmmmm yes....could you fuck me please?" "Of course." "First let me see that cock." I stood facing Tiffany while she pulled my zipper down and freed my cock. Tiffany took me down her throat while I fingered her pussy. Damn Tiffany gives great head. Taking me to the edge she stopped saying, "OK, now fuck me...please." I knelt down, Her pussy was beautiful...nice puffy lips and a nice swelled clit. I began running my tongue up and down her lips, as Tiffany told me how good it felt. Tiffany wa

Its Just Me...the Crazy Pyscho Bitch
I'm not going to go on and on this time...nope...i just have one question...for anyone who feels the need to answer or shed some light on it for me....and that is...why is it that people insist on disappearing....i mean look....i'm not saying i haven't done it myself....but fuck....when i disappear my ass stays gone....no popping in and out dangling a carrot and then....surprise...gone again....i know, i know....part of its my fault...just ignore it....don't fall for it...blah blah blah.....look i'm a pretty hard chickie....but damn....if you're gonna disappear then just do it....and stay gone....or quit proving me right....that all people do is leave...

The 7 Bear Drink Special
NAMED AFTER ONE OF OUR SEXY MALE DJ'S - DJ BEAR.... THE 7 BEAR - A DELICIOUS BLEND OF 7 CROWN W/ 7 UP , A SHOT OF JACK ,EVERCLEAR AND VODKA.... A DRINK THAT'S SURE TO GET YOUR WHISTLE WETTTTTTTT ......CUM ON IN AND GETCHA SUM! ;)

Krazy Kappucino Drink Special
THIS IS ONE HELLOVA COFFEE - NOT ONLY COFFEE BUT KAPPUCINO YUMMMMMMMMMM - NAMED AFTER ONE OF OUR HOTTTT DJ'S - IT'S JUST LIKE HIM - TASTY AND GOES DOWN SOOO SMOOOTH! CUM N GETCHA SUM! LOL THE KRAZY KAPPUCINO - A TASTY BLEND OF CARAMEL AND WHITE CHOCOLATE - DONE UP AS A SPECIAL KAPPUCINO, FOR THOSE EARLY MORNINGS OR LATE NIGHTS WHEN YA JUST NEED A LIL TASTY KICK

Do The Math
“Now when they had passed through Amphipolis and Apollonia, they came to Thessalonica, where was a synagogue of the Jews:” Chapter seventeen of Acts opens with Paul, Silas, and Timothy proceeding from Philippi through the Roman province of Macedonia where present-day Greece is. Now just because this opens in Thessalonica, the provincial capital of Macedonia, it doesn’t mean nothing happened in the other two cities; perhaps the missionaries (we’re still on Paul’s second missionary journey, don’t forget) were just passing through, or perhaps Luke the author of Acts just didn’t know and in the interests of presenting the truth didn’t want to speculate. I expect Luke didn’t know his words would still be read two thousand years later, but we can’t ever forget God has it all in mind. He sees the connections because He establishes them through whoever does His will; He’s the mathematician Who has already done the math! Verse two states that Paul “as his manner was” went to Thessalonica’

Solution To 2 Of America's Biggest Problems
Bush wants us to cut the amount of gas we use..... The best way to stop using so much gas is to deport 11 million illegal immigrants! That would be 11 million less people using our gas. The price of gas would come down..... Bring our troops home from Iraq to guard the Border.... When they catch an illegal immigrant crossing the border, hand him a canteen, rifle and some ammo and ship him to Iraq ... Tell him if he wants to come to America then he must serve a tour in the military.... Give him a soldier's pay while he's there and tax him on it..... After his tour, he will be allowed to become a citizen since he defended this country..... He will also be registered to be taxed and be a legal patriot..... This option will probably deter illegal immigration and provide a solution for the troops in Iraq and the aliens trying to make a better life for themselves....... If they refuse to serve, ship them to Iraq anyway, without the canteen, rifle or ammo.....

The Hanged Man’s Ballade
The Hanged Man’s Ballade (a Ballade with a Bob&Wheel refrain) A criminal against the state slated to die this early morn as I await my mortal fate upon the trump of reveille’s horn this death to which I was born so catch the fire in my eye beneath the deep red burning sky by the damned and hated noose I’ll spit in the hangman’s eye while the hempen knot’s still loose _____but see, _____how steady is my pace _____in the last moments given me _____the resolve in my face _____for I claimed my liberty A criminal against the state with no time left to mourn as I await my mortal fate on this early frosted morn this death to which I was born yet I’ll hold my head up high beneath the deep red burning sky and as I slip into the noose I’ll spit in the hangman’s eye while the hempen knot’s still loose _____but see _____how steady is my pace _____look close, what do you see _____the resolve in my face _____fueling the flames of Anarchy I contempl

You.ll Shine My Little One...
You are not the only one Not the only star who will need to wait a little longer... There are billions of those stars who will have to wait a little longer But when they find the missing piece the final piece they've been lookin for they'll shine more than any other ever could! Oh, my little one you are not the only one Trust me when I tell you this When You find the missing piece you'll be happier than you could ever be The happiness that you will feel, it nearly makes you cry.... And It feels good oh it feels good The happiness will make you cry but it feels so good So don't worry young one, you're time will come...

Just A Note...
I am a very passionate person, passionate about life and especially of love. I carry my passion deep within, and I am inspired by simple things. Romance is a lost art and although I have no one in my life to share my passion with, I still dream of what passion was will be again. I am an incurable romantic, My poetry is the outlet for my passionate nature, my lust for love and life runs deep. My nature does not go well with the loneliness I have within me, but I have my poetry for comfort, and my dreams for inspiration.

Don't B Shy!!
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Man Of All Men
Man of all Men Once I walked the length of the Appian Way in a dream I remember to this very day. I stood with Ptolomy o’er Alexander’s grave and I once plow’d a field as a common slave, tilling the earth in a most ancient way. Once I saw the sun rise o’er Tokyo Bay and again when Hiroshima burnt away; Man of all men, who could I save? _______________Once I walked... Once on a mount, I heard a man say something of Heaven and implored me to pray. And once, in that dream, I sat in a cave and stared at shadows like a foolish knave. and you know full well how shadows betray... _______________once I walked...

I Was Meant To Die
I Was Meant To Die I was meant to die in a place far away, Somewhere Over There, where the poppies dip and sway. For Country, Kith and Kin or a vague philosophy, On some far forgotten field, somewhere across the sea. Oh, I was meant to die on some long remembered day. Kingdoms and Great Powers, like wolves before their prey, Carved tombstones by the millions so that mothers may pray. Why I am not amongst them is a mystery to me; ____________________I was meant to die. I am just a player in this tragic-comic play But I’ve never had to soldier in some futile, foolish fray. And I know I should be thankful for this world with which I see But I cannot help believing this was not my destiny. Oh, I cannot help believing there was not another way ____________________I was meant to die.