Fubar Blog Posts 3

Outta Here!!
Well all, Training at Camp McCrady is over and I'm on a plane for the sand box tonight. We fly into Camp Virginia in Kuait to do more training, and then on to our final destinations. Training here at McCrady has been intense, but a great experience. I've learned so much here, and the reality of what we are about to do has been pounded in to us again and again. This ain't no joke. The training we have done here has been as realistic as they can make it without actually firing live rounds at us. Hopefully, I'll never have to experience live rounds coming at me, but the reality of the situation is that it's extremely possible. Tallil has become more and more unsettled in the past months. The guy I am headed over to relieve lost all of his gear in an RPG attack last month. Live rounds are flying all over the place there. guess I should be thankful that I'll not be kicking in doors and clearing houses. I'm nervous. I'm a little scared, but I think I'm holding my own under

His Goddess
In a clearing, by a stream; The water glints and gleams, Rippling in the moonbeams, As lovely as a dream. The moon, just a sliver, Shines a flowing river Of shimmering silver Across her shoulders. Like a delicate fairy, She dances there, With flowing hair And ivory skin so fair. Her beauty is so pure; Through time it will endure. Any man, she could lure And he would fall, for sure. She is his goddess- Lovely in all her fairness. To be able to caress Her skin, a man would be blessed. She is a sight so heavenly, Dancing along dreamily. He watches her longingly; He loves her dearly. Copyright 2006 Missy Harrell

Seethr - Sympathetic
AN MAH WERDZ WILL BE HER WHEN I’M GONE AS I’M FADIN AWAY AGAINST TEH WIND AN TEH WERDZ U LEFT ME LINGR ON AS I’M FAILIN AGAIN NAO, NEVR 2 CHANGE DIS AN I’M SYMPATHETIC NEVR LETTIN ON I FEELZ TEH WAI I DOEZ AS I’M FALLIN APART AGAIN AT TEH SEAM AN IT SEEMS I’M ALONE HER, HOLLOW AGAIN AS I’M FLAILIN AGAIN AGAINST TEH WIND AN TEH SCARS IM LEFT WIF SWALLOW AGAIN AS I’M FAILIN AGAIN NAO, NEVR 2 CHANGE DIS AN I’M SYMPATHETIC NEVR LETTIN ON I FEELZ TEH WAI I DOEZ AS I’M FALLIN APART AGAIN AT TEH SEAM AN I’M SYMPATHETIC NEVR LETTIN ON I FEELZ TEH WAI I DOEZ AS I’M FALLIN APART AGAIN AT TEH SEAM TEH SAME OLD FEELINGS R TAKIN OVAR AN I CAN’T SEEM 2 MAK THEM GO AWAY AN I CAN’T TAEK ALL TEH PRESURE SOBR BUT I CAN’T SEEM 2 MAK IT GO AWAY TEH SAME OLD FEELINGS R TAKIN OVAR AN I CAN’T SEEM 2 MAK THEM GO AWAY AN I CAN’T TAEK ALL TEH PRESURE SOBR (I CAN’T MAK IT GO AWAY. I CAN’

Pc
Black Gray Case 15 inch Black Gray Flat Monitor Logitech wireless mouse/key board and slim speakers 18X DVD Burner/Dual Layer Windows XP SP2 WITH CD AND CD-KEY 250GB HDD 2 GIGS OF DDR2 667 3.2 LGA 775 PROCESSOR 800 FSB Gigabyte Blue LED CPU fan to keep it very cool ATI SAPPHIRE Radeon 1550 PCI-E 512 MB VIDEO CARD cost me 650$ to build 8 months ago make me a offer, asking for at least 400$ if you live in Houston I will deliver it myself

Snoopy Is Gay. Snoopy Is Happy.
That’s probably the one definition that’s outdated or at least awkward – who remembers it – out of 1973’s “The Charlie Brown Dictionary” (TV 2685, no ISBN number because it’s early 1970s), one book I remember really enjoying as a kid. I got introduced to three hardcover volumes of it (besides being this single volume from Scholastic, it was also eight hardcover volumes with backgrounds on each state at the end) when I was visiting aunts and cousins in Kentucky and my age was still single digit. As I recall, there are two releases of “The Charlie Brown Dictionary”, either the one-volume soft cover I got at a library book sale last week or eight separate hard covers arranged like an encyclopedia with appendices in each volume of the U.S.A.’s fifty states. Illustrated with animation from various Peanuts specials, it’s also a reorganization of “The Rainbow Dictionary”, a 1947 work that contained words from eight lists composed for five to eight year olds. It’s fun and you learn alo

Recent Update On Joel And Amber
Joel leaves tomarrow to go back home his dad is in the hospital . We take him to beckely to catch the greyhound . He leaves 4;30 pm . He doesnt have out home number on ambers cell number in his phone amber checked . Just Emilys . Guess we know the answer dont we . I told him to stay til after his dads birtday in july . Then if he wants and still loves amber he may come back . I dont think hell be back .

Really
Really Tuesday, September 11 2007 @ 01:29 PM MST Contributed by: Greg Views: 111 I've been gone for a while "really" I really didn't go anywhere "really I came back home & found you gone Your breath was still inside the glass Your footsteps were an echo out the door I felt you next to me that night I heard your voice out in the hall I turned to find that, I was alone I climbed the wall to watch you pass Called out your name, I begged you back Can't you tell me what it is that I've done wrong I love you really, really, I love you I trusted that I could call to arms the emotions that make me whole, to clarify, please help me "really" They clipped my wings, but still I soared they tied me down, I broke the ties They tried to rip you from my soul My will's to strong to keep me down So I beat my way up off the floor I crawled the path to bring me home to you If I could have another chance We'd fly away & not come back Keep all the buzza

Can't Take The Bs Stay Outta The Mumm!
Ok people I leave dumb sumtimes rude comments in MUMMs and Im never serious. I just luv the idiots who get a bug up their ass and jump in my shoutbox after I leave a stupid comment; J_DGE _J B...: the truck, dumbass is for hauling shit.. why would you want to think about my dick?? fag! Are you a real DJ? Aww damn you gone and blocked me! lol Douchebag!

Being Prissy....
You Are a Bit Prissy From time to time you can be a princess, but these days, who isn't a little high maintenance? You know what you want, and you're definitely not afraid to ask for it. (Just refrain from having a temper tantrum if you don't get your way!) There's nothing wrong with having high standards... as long as they're occasionally low enough to allow spontaneity and fun! How Prissy Are You?

Re: Dc Madam Predicted She Would Be Suicided
RE: DC Madam Predicted She Would Be Suicided ----------------- Bulletin Message ----------------- From: Paul Joseph Watson Date: 01 May 2008, 20:20 DC Madam Predicted She Would Be Suicided DC Madam Deborah Jeane Palfrey predicted she would be "suicided" on several occasions both recently and as far back as 17 years ago - comments that now appear ominous in light of the announcement that the former head of a Washington escort service allegedly killed herself today. http://www. prisonplanet. com/articles/may2008/050108_madam_predicted. htm

You Don't Know Shit
> A stranger was seated next to a little girl on the airplane when the > stranger turned to her and said, 'Let's talk. I've heard that > flights go > quicker if you strike up a conversation with your fellow passenger.' > > > The little girl, who had just opened her book, closed it slowly and > said to the stranger, 'What would you like to talk about?' > > 'Oh, I don't know,' said the stranger. 'How about nuclear power?' > and he smiles. > > 'OK, ' she said. 'That could be an interesting topic. But let me > ask you > a question first. A horse, a cow, and a deer all eat the same stuff - > grass - Yet a deer excretes little pellets, while a cow turns out a > flat patty, > and a horse produces clumps of dried grass. Why do you suppose

Soul Mate
Incompatible, it don't matter though 'cos someone's bound to hear my cry Speak out if you do You're not easy to find Is it possible Mr. Loveable Is already in my life? Right in front of me Or maybe you're in disguise Who doesn't long for someone to hold Who knows how to love you without being told Somebody tell me why I'm on my own If there's a soulmate for everyone Here we are again, circles never end How do I find the perfect fit There's enough for everyone But I'm still waiting in line Who doesn't long for someone to hold Who knows how to love you without being told Somebody tell me why I'm on my own If there's a soulmate for everyone If there's a soulmate for everyone Most relationships seem so transitory They're all good but not the permanent one Who doesn't long for someone to hold Who knows how to love you without being told Somebody tell me why I'm on my own If there's a soulmate for everyone Who doesn't long for someone to hold Who k

Every Inch
I'd like to slowly peel off your jeans, your shirt, your underclothes, loving and kissing every inch of flesh I expose, and working my way up to your neck, your ear lobes, your lips. Then I'd sensuously work my way back down to where you're hot and throbbing, urgently cooling the heat with my tongue-- only to build yet another fire that can only be extinguished when our bodies meld into one.

A Letter To George Bush
If I were to write a letter to George Bush about the war this would probably be it... Dear Mr. President: During the past several months the situation in Iraq has not improved. Soldiers are losing their lives more and more everyday. I rarely turn on the news anymore, however whenever I do all I see is another helicopter being shot down, another car bombing, or another raid gone wrong. If this is not reasons enough to not be in Iraq then what is? Instead you wish to send more by implementing the draft that for years has been shot down by hundreds of political and military members again and again. The draft is sometimes called “Selective Service”, however I am no fool. Let us go back to Vietnam where thousands of young men were dragged away from their homes and families to fight a war run by politicians. History does have a way of repeating itself. This war is no different from Vietnam. Politicians for years have been using war for their own political gains, for more “support”

James Otto- Just Got Started Lovin' You Lyrics
You don’t have to go now honey Call and tell ’em you won’t be in today Baby there ain’t nothin’ at the office So important it can’t wait I’m thankful for the weekend But two days in heaven just ain’t gonna do This is gonna take forever darlin’ Girl I just got started lovin’ you What’s the point in fightin’ what we’re feelin’ We both know we’ll never win Ain’t this what we’re missin’ Let’s just stop all this resistin’ and give in Let me wrap my arms around you You know you don’t want to leave this room Come back and let me hold you darlin’ Girl I just got started lovin’ you What can I say I’ve never felt this way Girl you’re like a dream come true After all the love we’ve made It sure would be a shame If we let this moment end so soon So won’t you lay back down beside me Girl just like I know you’re wantin’ to Trust me when I tell you darlin’ Girl I just got started lovin’ you I’m thankful f

Who We Are....
Too many people are looking at our page and not reading it. I wanna say GO TO HELL to those people. We are a married couple who enjoy life to the fullest. We don't judge and feel u have no right to judge us w/out knowing us. NO I WON'T SLEEP WITH U.....NO U WON'T GET MY PHONE NUMBER.....NO IM NOT GONNA SHOW U NUDES.....NO UR COCK ISN'T APPEALING TO US *UNLESS UR HELLA HOTT* and most of all DON'T ASK TO COME OVER *unless u got weed to share* I'm a pot head, don't like it go away. He's a sweet guy who loves sex...don't like it go away. If ur gonna judge us, go away. If u don't like what i have to say, yea go away. For those of u who read our profile, thanks and can't wait to make more friends. IF we want more than friends, we'll let u know. If we don't like u, we'll let u know that too. I may be a bitch but i'm the coolest bitch u'll ever meet. If ur up to the challenge, gimme a shout and we'll see. kisses and hugs MysFyt

Okay...i'm Back In Texas
Well, as you all know...I'd been in Canada since April 17th due to my sisters death. It was the biggest nightmare both times going and coming. I thought I would blog about it and share my flight experience and the passport nightmare. Anyhow getting through from the American side in preparation to fly to Canada was fine...didn't have to go through customs and all that bullshit. It was getting to Canada that was hell. I took the cheapest flight to get there...$596. return. I would have to stop in Arkansas and catch a connection flight to Charlotte NC than this would bring me to Toronto, anyhow...I got there caught my connecting flight...everyone has damned well boarded and next thing you know we are asked to evacuate the plane....due to a bag that was left with no name or anything. We boarded a different plane and left for NC. We get there...all is good,flying. The plane is overheating lmfao how does a large aircraft overheat. Emergency landing...we board another plane...finally get

Some Real Sh*t(wow)
Does Slavery Still Exist in America..not a black&white thing it's more? It is no question that in America that slavery was a part of life in American history. The first slaves were sold in James town 1619, but is there still any form of slavery that exists in The United Sates? Throughout history it is safe to say that a great empire can’t succeed without conquering, and the uses of slaves to build a nation. This is still true in American history. The United States is the most powerful nation in the world, an empire and we got here by conquering the Native Americans through genocide, and bringing Africans as slaves to build the nation. There are many ways to define slavery. A simple definition of slavery is submission to a dominating influence; or the state or condition of being held in involuntary servitude as the property of somebody else. Here in America those conditions are still being practiced today, through human trafficking, prostitution, and college spor

Disaapointments
Am disappointed with the tux place As well as the bridal place with their mishaps. you are suppose to provide good service thoroughly, so you have good customers. Not by skipping out on items that are paid for Or by having the wrong item sewn wrong and wrong size. It's not hard! Do many sleep on their jobs To make these kinds of mistakes?

Fucking Amazing
http://news.yahoo.com/s/ap/20080502/ap_on_re_us/student_death_1 Police: Slain student apparently dialed 911; help not sent By RYAN J. FOLEY, Associated Press Writer Thu May 1, 11:50 PM ET A college student apparently called 911 from her cell phone shortly before she was killed but a dispatcher hung up, failed to call back and never sent police to investigate, authorities said Thursday. Madison Police Chief Noble Wray said it was too early to know whether a better response could have prevented the April 2 slaying of Wisconsin-Madison student Brittany Zimmermann or helped police capture her killer. Authorities refused to release the content of the phone call, but Wray said it should have been enough for the Dane County 911 Center to take it seriously. "It would be accurate to state that there is evidence contained in the call, which should have resulted in a Madison police officer being dispatched," Wray said at a news conference. "The 911 center did not call back to

Tax Rebate
Help America - spend your rebate wisely. The federal government is sending each and every one of us a $600 rebate. If we spend that money at Wal-Mart, the money will go to China. If we spend it on gasoline it will go to the Arabs or Venezuela. If we purchase a computer it will go to India. If we purchase fruit and vegetables it will go to Mexico, Honduras, and Guatemala. If we purchase a good car it will go to Japan. If we purchase useless crap it will go to Taiwan and none of it will help the American economy. The only way to keep that money here at home is to buy prostitutes and beer, since these are the only products still produced in the US. Thank you for your help.

Dreaming I Saw Death At Cafe Zimbabwe
Dreaming I Saw Death At Cafe Zimbabwe I saw Death in Africa last night wielding a bloody scythe, Reaping through rows of children once conceived with hopeful seed In a harvest too horrid to be seen in my dreams; For a garden of stones to mark the bones of victims sprang forth From every drop of human blood to fall upon the earth. Bio-chemical warfare waged in the stomach of a waif; Her dark eyes tragic, beautiful in a drawn mask of despair. Into those eyes, as deep, as rich as pools of Iraqi tea, _________________________I saw Death. Despair poured out upon the ground the last decanter of Hope While Misery sipped her tea sweetened with a touch of Fear. Not far away, Tragedy and Lord Hunger sat to chat; Much was discussed, the Human Race, a little of this and that. And sitting around waiting as if with amusement on his mind, _________________________I saw Death.

Every Time
Every Time By: Jacob Aaron Cope Every time when I close my eyes, I think about you. Every time when I go to sleep, I have dreams about you and me. Every time that I see you, I love you everyday. Every time when I spend time with you, my day gets better than the rest of my days that I had without you. I really enjoy the days that I have spent time with you. Spend an eternity with me. I shall never tire of you, Remind me when day breaks, for, yet again, I will want to hold you… Every time I try to say that I hate you, I resent you but still the feeling just lingers, that love that I feel when I’m with you. Every time that I want to hear your sweet voice again, feel your touch, love without end. I pray every time maybe some day, when feelings come free, true, you’ll learn to love me again, as I still love you. I will always love you every time you make a mistake or even when you cheat on me, but I will still love you until the end. Every time you give me

Found The One, No Need To Fubar
I will keep this account only for friends, I am not looking for action or being silly... it was all for play ~ I dont want to be bothered by the sex crazed maniacs!!! I just want to be with my Michael

Kushism Of The Day..funny&?
1.if you have shity out look on life stop puting youre face in asz. 2.sometimes too much of a good thing leave bad taste in mouth. 3.what you cant do today dont do it later it might already be done. 4.cats chase dog ,dog chase dog, who chase the donkey? 5.sticks and stone might break youre bones but a gun makes it a safer place. 6.a bird in a hand is a lonely bush. 7.eat enuff to you full dont keep eating until you get sick. 8.love never a lie it what people do for love they mybe lying to themself. (some funny and some are just for you to think) i made these up

Its So Hard (letter To Dad)
Dad, Its almost been a year since you were taken. And it sucks because It just hit me in the car driving. Its like you were afraid I'd forget you or something. But you should know me better than that. I have never forgotten about you. Even though you're not here I still think about you on a daily basis. It gets harder and harder as time goes on. Everyone here keeps telling me it'll get easier. But honestly I dont see an end in sight. Seeing the way life changes scares the hell outta me. And it really sucks. We just started to talk and be father and daughter again. And then God took you from me. I dont think its fair. I dont know why and I dont want to know. I know it hurts like hell to sit here and see a picture of you and want to cry because I miss you. I hate thinking about when I was a little girl and when we used to drive in the car and you'd sing all those old songs and input my name into the song rather than the original name in the song. I remember all the good times and eve

?????????
So do we pass the ghosts that haunt us later in our lives; they sit undramatically by the roadside like poor beggars, and we see them only from the corners of our eyes, if we see them at all. The idea that they have been waiting there for us rarely if ever crosses our minds. Yet they do wait, and when we have passed, they gather up their bundles of memory and fall in behind, treading in our footsteps and catching up, little by little.

Warped & Twisted
Harsh words & violent blows Hidden secrets nobody knows Eyes are open, hands are fisted Deep inside I'm warped & twisted So many tricks & so many lies Too many whens & too many whys Nobody's special, nobody's gifted I'm just me, warped & twisted Sleeping awake & choking on a dream Listening loudly to a silent scream Call my mind, the number's unlisted Lost in someone so warped & twisted On my knees, alive but dead Look at the invisible blood I've bled I'm not gone, my mind has drifted Don't expect much, I'm warped & twisted Burnt out, wasted, empty, & hollow Today's just yesterday's tomorrow The sun died out, the ashes sifted I'm still here, warped & twisted

It Matters
Love We think about it Lose sleep worrying about it. When we don't have it we search for it. & when we discover it we dont know what to do with it. We Fear losing it. It is our source of pleasure & pain but we cant predict which it will be from on moment to the next. Its a short word. Easy to spell. Difficult to define. & in prossible to live with out.

Tell Her What She Means To You
Listen to her secrets. Take her out to dinner. Call her first. Understand her feelings. Label her as your. Tell her shes Gorgeous. Write her a song. Talk to her like a human being. Ask her to dance with you. NEVER imagine life without her. Kiss her in the rain. Hold her hand anytime. Pass her love letters. I love you. Never forget her birthday. Tell her shes always right. Be Her love Escape. Tell her you believe that this is a fairytale. Give her gummy worms. Remember her favorite color. Give her kisses N hugs. Show her off to your friends. Hold her hand just because. Treat her like a star. Dream about her. Say she has the key to your heart. Have a song that reminds you for her. Kiss her on the forehead. Dance together like retards. Stay together forever. Let love last!!!!

Tears
True love is when You shed a tear, & Still want him. Its when he ignores you, & You still love him. Its when he loves another girl, But you still smile, & Say Im happy for you. When all you really do is cry... & cry..

English Into American :)
Just thought it would be a good idea to do a few translations, Feel free to add more! Cause sometimes our meaning of things is totally different to yours. here's just a few to start the ball rolling ;) Lol = laugh a lot or Love a lot. Tights = pantyhose. Fag = cigarette not a gay person. Pants = mens underwear. In your language its trousers. Blat = ride on motorbike.

Wkend Partying And Back To Work!
I've never felt so welcomed on a job before as I felt today. I walked in the door and everyone said hi..how are you...welcome back and smiled etc... It was wonderful. Some of the students were excited and parents noted I was back. It felt good to know I was missed at least. Saturday, I went out with some of the fubar girls and by God they can party. I had so much fun. Bill came with me as well...and I know he had lots of fun. May 31st we'll meet again. I know we will have a blast. July 19th is another party in Tulsa OK. I'll be there with bells on. It's been difficult I have some unfinished grieving to do but I really don't like the headache I get after I cry. So I hold back. When Friends from Canada call me and question the loss of my sister I just try to change the subject and move onto something else. It is difficult enough being mistaken for her 6x at the funeral home. Finally they all got it straight. Okay now answer me this question. I have an adult dog who for som

Whats Your Secret Sexual Position
Your Ideal Sex Position is...Cowgirl Fun. Wild. And deep.Saddle up and ride him all night long.Only for those who feel they're strong! 'What is your Ideal Sex Position?'at QuizUniverse.com

I Love You
I love you enough to fight for you Compromise for you & Sacrifice myself for you if need be. Enough to miss you incredibly when we're apart. No matter what length of time its for, & Regardless of the distance. Enough to believe in our relationship, To stand by it though the worst of times. To have faith in our strength as a couple, & To NEVER give up on us. Enough to spend the res of my life with you , Be there for you when you need or want me & Never EVER want to leave you or live with you I LOVE YOU THIS MUCH

Friends
Friends Anyone can stand by you when you're right, but only a real friend will stand by you even when you're wrong. A simple friend identifies himself when he calls, a real friend doesn't have to. A simple friend opens a conversation with a full news bulletin on his life, a real friend says, "Whats new with you?". A simple friend thinks that the problems you whine about are recent, a real friend says, "You have been whining about the same thing for 14 years, get off your ass and do something about it!". A simple friend has never seen you cry, a real friend has soggy shoulders from your tears. A simple friend doesn't know your parents' first names, a real friend has their phone numbers. A simple friend hates it when you call while they are in bed, a real friend asks, "What took you so long to call?". A simple friend will talk to you about their problems, a real friend will help you with your problems. A simple friend will act like a guest, a real friend will make themselves a

Come Closer....
Closer/ne-yo Verse 1: Turn the lights off in this place And she shines just like a star And I swear I know her face I just don’t know who you are Turn the music up in here I still hear her loud and clear Like she’s right there in my ear Telling me That she wants to own me To control me Come closer Come closer Chorus: And I just can’t pull myself away Under a spell i can't break I just cant stop I just cant stop I just cant stop I just cant stop And I just can’t bring myself away But I don’t want to escape I just can’t stop I just can’t stop I just can’t stop I just can’t stop I just can’t stop Verse 2: I can feel her on my skin I can taste her on my tongue Shes the sweetest taste of sin The more I get the more I want She wants to own me Come closer She says "come closer" Chorus: And I just can’t pull myself away Under a spell i can't break I just cant stop I just cant stop I just cant stop I just

Poor Bubba
Bubba died in a fire and his body was burned pretty badly. The morgue needed someone to identify the body, so his two best friends, Daryl and Gomer were sent. Daryl went in and the mortician pulled back the sheet. Daryl said, "Yup, he's burnt pretty bad. Roll him over." The mortician rolled him over, and Daryl said, "Nope, ain't Bubba." The mortician thought that was rather strange. Then he brought Gomer in to identify the body. Gomer took a look at him and said, "Yup, he's burnt real bad, roll him over." The mortician rolled him over and Gomer said, "No, it ain't Bubba." The mortician asked, "How can you tell?" Gomer said, "Well, Bubba had two assholes." "What? He had two assholes?!" said the mortician. "Yup, everyone in town knew he had two assholes. Every time we went to town, folks would say, 'Here comes Bubba with them two assholes.'"

Mastercard
>MasterCard Wedding -- You gotta love this guys guts..... >This is a true story about a recent wedding that took place at Clemson >University. It was in the local newspaper and even Jay Leno mentioned >it. >It was a huge wedding with about 300 guests. After the wedding at the >reception, the groom got up on stage with a microphone to talk to the >crowd. He said he wanted to thank everyone for coming, many from long >distances, to support them at their wedding. He especially wanted to >thank the bride's and his family and to thank his new father-in-law for >providing such a lavish reception. >As a token of his deep appreciation he said he wanted to give everyone a >special gift just from him. So taped to the bottom of everyone's chair, >including the wedding party, was a manila envelope. He said this was his >gift to everyone, and asked them to open their envelope. Inside each >manila envelope was an 8x10 glossy of his bride having sex with the best >man. T

Next To Me
Listen up destiny I know you want to get pressed to me So don't be such a stone when I call you on the phone Or I won't be using that number again Maybe what you had was broke You want to get high and they don't So I had a drink, Cause it helped me think Now you say I've been drinking too much but My hands start shaking and my hearts starts quaking like a nightmare making its cool And I want to tell you Wait a minute sister I know I ain't your Mr. yet Just me a chance and see That you won't even get next to me Whatcha you want to do now You're going to have to get somehow And I got that thing you need But you won't even get next to me Once I get you in my grip Follow my eyes to your hips Don't you call away You done it everyday Just stay, Why don't you stay? Why don't you stay baby? Put away your old disguise You don't want no other guys We're having so much fun I know you shouldn't run, but you run you just run, you just run baby Wait a minute

Eyes See It All (for Those Who Think They Are "misunderstood")
You want to be known and respected as a different type of man, who's words are stronger than anything else. You say you don't care about naked pics online, but yet take a look at your friends list...hmmm...and the women you leaving comments for...all half naked in their profile pic so what's to say what's inside their page? Statuses screaming "I'm horny! Please cam with me and make me cum" yet you want to be known for your words and for being a different man. Practice what you preach...

Lament
Don't ask me why but this is how I've been feeling of late......lament over nothing. I have nothing to be truly sad over at present for where I am and what I need to do!. For some reason the writer in me strikes out when walking from the bus stop to home after conflicting my thoughts at work. What do I have to gain anymore? Why is there a need for me to actually write words when so many others have gone before and died in the process of it never being heard. Maybe the lament is knowing that all is nothing where I came from and where I'll head to, this circle of action (karma and samsara). Makes me at points spin on the spot. I wish to awaken from this dream to let go and fly or swim. Yet, I stand behind insecurities and lies that I tell myself. My past fights and anger are still held by those dear. They don't wish to see the real person so I'm forced into their petty corner. p.s. anybody reading these should make note that this is placed in a v

Fixing Up To Sale????
So I want to sell my condo, and get a smaller place, to save money. However I am finding that in order to sell you gotta make improvements, that would make you want to stay. The problem with condo living is your at the mercy of the condo board, who is not always up with fixing up what needs to be done, and when they don't do there part it messes up what you need to up keep. Argh!!!!!! So the saga begins... scrubbing down walls in the morning. if I can get the rails down. gotta make some deals for carpet, and someone to do some drywall!!! Oh boy!!!

N Carolina Poll Win Boosts Obama
N Carolina poll win boosts Obama Barack Obama's North Carolina victory speech Barack Obama has scored a clear win in the Democratic presidential primary in North Carolina, while Hillary Clinton has narrowly won the Indiana primary. Senator Obama won 56% of the vote in North Carolina, while Senator Clinton won 51% of the vote in Indiana. Both votes were the final major Democratic primaries which help decide the party's White House candidate. Neither scored a knock-out blow, but analysts say Mr Obama's lead looks increasingly unassailable. Mr Obama is leading the race in delegates who will chose the presidential nominee by 1,840 to 1,684, according to the Associated Press news agency. Campaign controversy Speaking to a raucous rally in Raleigh, North Carolina, Mr Obama said: "Tonight we stand less than 200 delegates away from securing the Democratic nomination for president of the United States." PRIMARY RESULTS North Carolina Senator Obama 56% Sena

I Love My Fries
If you all know the poem by mya Angelou "still I rise" this will be funny I wrote this for a class and thought it was funny and decided to blog it lol Hope you all enjoy lol much love I Love My Fries You may put me down as unhealthy with your, bitter, bad taste You throw me in the very grease, but still, like McDonalds, I love my fries. Do my French fries upset you? Why are you overwhelmed as if you bit a lemon? Cause I eat with no care and no dismay. Just like my mother and father with a smile on my face, and the sun overshadowing me, I love my fries. Did you want to see me hungry with dry mouth and with white lips? Hunched over, hurting from my growling stomach. Does my hunger offend you? Don't hate cause I eat as if it's my last meal on earth. I may eat a pizza or maybe even a salad but still, so delicious, I love my fries. Does the smell make you drool? Does it come as a surprise that my car smells like super size fries? From school to work, I love my fri

Hillary Becomes Pregnant
Hillary Clinton goes to her doctor for a check-up, only to find out that she's pregnant. She is furious... Here she is in the middle of her first run for President as Senator for New York .... now this has happened to her. She calls home, gets Bill on the phone and immediately starts screaming: "How could you have let this happen? With all that's going on right now, you go and get me pregnant! How could you? I can't believe this! I've just found out I'm five weeks pregnant and it's all your fault! Well, what have you got to say?" There is nothing but dead silence on the phone. She screams again, "Did you hear me?" Finally, she hears Bill's very, very quiet voice, in a barely audible whisper, he asks: "Who's speaking?"

Visitor's Guide To Birmingham, Alabama
First, you must learn to pronounce the city name... it's "Bur/min/ham." Driving Information: Burmin'ham has its own version of traffic rules... 1. The truck with the loudest exhaust goes next at a 4-way stop. The truck with the biggest tires goes after that (Note: Blue haired ladies driving anything have right-of-way anytime.). 2. To find anything in the city, it is required that you know where Malfunction Junction is. Which is the Alpha and Omega, the beginning and the end. It is one of only two "cloverleaf" formation interchanges in the world. We invented it and only one other city was stupid enough to implement it again. > > Atlanta, Georgia - making them dumber than we are. 3. The morning rush hour is from 6:00 AM to 10:00 AM. The evening rush hour is from 3: 00 PM to 7:00 PM. Friday's rush hour starts Thursday morning and runs thru Saturday at Noon. If the term "merging delays" is ever used by the person reporting the traffic, even in passing, call in

Licenses For Illegals?
Not legal? No Mexican driver's license for you By Chris Hawley, USA TODAY, November 15, 2007 09:56 PM ET "MEXICO CITY â€” The question of whether to give driver's licenses to illegal immigrants has ignited a national debate in the United States. Yet in Mexico, the biggest source of immigrants to the USA, there's no debate: If you're not in the country legally, you can't get a driver's license. All of Mexico's 31 states, along with the federal district of Mexico City, require foreigners to present a valid visa if they want a driver's license, according to a survey of states by USA TODAY. "When it comes to foreigners, we're a little more strict here," said Alejandro RuÃz, director of education at the Mexican Automobile Association. The issue took the national spotlight after presidential hopeful Hillary Rodham Clinton said a move by the New York governor to give licenses to illegal immigrants "makes a lot of sense" during a debate. Proponents said the plan would hav

It Takes All Kinds
I had this idea that I was going to rope a deer, put it in a stall, feed it up on corn for a couple of weeks, then kill it and eat it. The first step in this adventure was getting a deer. I figured that since they congregated at my cattle feeder and do not seem to have much fear of me when we are there (a bold one will sometimes come right up and sniff at the bags of feed while I am in the back of the truck not 4 feet away) that it should not be difficult to rope one, get up to it and toss a bag over its head (to calm it down) then hog tie it and transport it home. I filled the cattle feeder then hid down at the end with my rope. The cattle, who had seen the roping thing before, stayed well back. They were not having any of it. After about 20 minutes my deer showed up, 3 of them. I picked out a likely looking one, stepped out from the end of the

Knockin @ The Gate Of Heaven
Knock, Knock I knocked at heaven's door this morning. God asked me...'My child, what can I do for you?' And I said, 'Father, please protect and bless the person reading this message.' God smiled and answered...'Request granted'.

True/false Questionaire
RULE 1: If You open this you GOTTA take it T/F Only answer with True or False Q: Like/love someone? -True / False Q: Kissed someone on your top friends? -True / False Q: Been searched? -True / False Q: Sat on a roof top? -True / False Q: Been pushed into a pool with all your clothes on? -True / False Q: Broken a bone? -True / False Q:Had ur head shaved? -True / False Q: Played a prank on someone? -True / False Q: Shot a gun? -True / False Q: Donated Blood? -True / False ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Just be 100% truthful LAST PERSON 1:You hung out with? - 2:Last person that you texted? - 3:Last person you were in a car with? - 4:Went to the movies with? - 5:Went to the mall with? - 6:Person you talked on the phone with? - 7:Person you called? - 8: You messaged on fubar? - 9: Who hurt you? - 11:You talked to

I Carry Your Heart
i carry your heart with me (i carry it in my heart) i am never without it (anywhere i go you go, my dear; and whatever is done by only me is your doing, my darling) i fear no fate (for you are my fate, my sweet) i want no world (for beautiful you are my world, my true) and it's you are whatever a moon has always meant and whatever a sun will always sing is you here is the deepest secret nobody knows (here is the root of the root and the bud of the bud and the sky of the sky of a tree called life; which grows higher than soul can hope or mind can hide) and this is the wonder that's keeping the stars apart i carry your heart (i carry it in my heart) by e.e. cummings

Sex
fuck me, suck me tease me, please me eat me, beat me feed me, squeeze me grab me,blow me fast or slowly do it right, and make me bite, choke me, pull me provoke me, rule me unzip it, rip it spank it, whip it on bottom, on top start dont stop front or back make me crack make me cum ...still not done ill lick the tip your dick, my lips grab my hips then fuck my tits ill go south if ya nut in my mouth tap that, slap that suck a nipple make me crippled bump on me, hump on me wind me grind me in the night in the day if i dont wanna ill do it anyway never have to pay me but you must lay me when im mad happy or sad make me scream make me cream nice or mean fulfill the dream stick it in ill suck it ill lick it ill rub it you want it ill do it just let me, get to it no fakin it your makin it im takin it your breakin it get me wet make you sweat hold me down on the ground on the chai

Dont Fuck Around
you better hurry up. save me from my wicked taunting. because youll be the next one im haunting. i feel the reasons become fewer every time. the bodies lay perfectly in scheme to rhyme.getting off on the very temptation of pain. never be too quick,i must see their blood be my rain. does it make me bad? because for some reason it never makes me sad. i live for this shit, i strive.more and more dead bodies that ive considered fit. i need you to feel it, i strongly urge you to consider it.keep yourself in line or ill just have to get mine. because pleasure in your death is what ive found. trust me, do not fuck around with this wicked lil clown.

Big Punisher - I'm Not A Player
You're my darlin' darlin' baby You're my darlin' darlin' love You're my darlin' darlin' baby I said you're everything, I ever hoped for in a woman.. And as long, as I may live.. ooh, you're... Yo I ain't a player, I just fuck a lot Jump on top of my dick and work them hips, until I bust a shot It doesn't stop, I'm only beginnin I'm bonin your women While you home all alone, I'm blowin up in em Sendin them back to you, mad at you Don't catch a motherfuckin attitude I'm just showin you how this rapper do Capital Punishment, when I'm up in it, suckin it Bustin it out, nice blouse, let me unbutton it You're fuckin wit King Papi Chulo when knockin culo Pop your mulos out the socket tryin to ride with the sumo You know my rise is high, word I be drillin em Bitches be tryin to ride but the current be killin em Fillin em with the cash, my cheese premium unleaded Come get it, first wreck the ton, then let the Pun hit it Split it in half, watch the gas, baby take a bath

Outkast - So Fresh, So Clean
Ain't nobody dope as me I'm dressed so fresh so clean (So fresh and so clean clean) Don't you think I'm so sexy I'm dressed so fresh so clean (So fresh and so clean clean) Ain't nobody dope as me I'm dressed so fresh so clean (So fresh and so clean clean) I love when you stare at me I'm dressed so fresh so clean (So fresh and so clean clean) Sir Luscious got gator belts and patty melts and Monte Carlo's And El Dorado's I'm waking up out of my slumber feeling like Ralo So follow it's your time at the Apollo Minus the Kiki Shepard what about a ho in a leopard-print Teddy Pender-grass cooler than Freddie Jackson Sippin a milkshake in a snowstorm Left my throat warm in the dorm room at the AU We do hey you And might do some cake too But you must have me mistaken with them statements that you make Cause Ain't nobody dope as me I'm dressed so fresh so clean (So fresh and so clean clean) Don't you think I'm so sexy I'm dressed so fresh so clean (So fresh and so cl

Ebay
So like my best friend and her hubby are addicted to Ebay haha, they got super nintendo games for $15.00, my best friend also got a halter top zebra print bathing suit for $10.00 and a Jem and the Holograms coloring book.. EEK I'm going to see if they have anything good on there! Is anyone addicted to Ebay??? Let me know :)

Ebay (cont.)
Ok so I was looking through ebay to find Playboy Items, they got rare stuff I would like but kinda pricey. But heres an idea of what I was looking at and wanting. These shorts are only 15.00 plus 5.00 shipping, not bad. I have that same wallet, I paid 20.00 for mine well wait no I got it as a gift for xmas, but it was 20.00 at spencers and on ebay its only 15.00 then I'd love to get these glasses but they are pricey online

End Of The Road
End Of The Road (spoken) Girl you know we belong together I have no time for you to be playing With my heart like this Youll be mine forever baby, you just see (verse) We belong together And you that Im right Why do you play with my head, Hy do you play with my mind? Said wed be forever Said itd never die How could you love me and leave me And never say good-bye? Girl I cant sleep at night without holding you tight Girl, each time I try I just break down and cry Pain in my head oh Id rather be dead Spinnin around and around Chorus: Although weve come to the end of the road Still I cant let you go Its unnatural, you belong to me, I belong to you Come to the end of the road Still I cant let you go Its unnatural, you belong to me, I belong to you Girl, I know you really love me, You just dont realize Youve never been there before Its only your first time Maybe Ill forgive you, hmm Maybe youll try We should be happy together Forever, you a

Love Never Ends
LOVE NEVER ENDS……. You came into my life unexpectedly, and everything took a turn for the wonder. Your warm eyes, your smile, the sincere way you speak, and the kindness you showed me, all became a part of my life. As you unfolded yourself to me, I discovered more and more beauty my honey. I have never seen so much gentleness in one person. Without even knowing it, you were slowly making a place for yourself in my heart. It used to seem so hard at times to feel so close in a relationship. But it’s so easy to feel close to you. I can’t tell you how nice that feels. I realize now that I had never known what it meant to be loved until I was loved by you. Amongst the strokes of a wanton breeze, a voice I hear, sets my spirit ablaze. In lonely hours, in hopeless moments, when the thief of despair conjures me; I feel your touch, like soothing waves, It fills my soul and sets it free. The highest mountains, you took me to; In the skies I flew, like a maid

A Master's Touch
by LateniteFantasy© As His touch brings her alive, sends butterflies to swirl and dance in her bare belly, she gazes with awe into eyes dark with understanding, wondering how He can see so clearly into her soul, know the longings, cravings which go unanswered unfulfilled. Her dreams become reality when His warmth enfolds her offering so much that she has been missing. When He fills her with His heat, rains come searing, soaking soothing freed by her submission to His yearnings and desires. His dominance a sculptor’s pick chipping away fears and oppressions releasing the woman she was meant to be.

Tell Me.
Tell Me. Tell me now what you feel Tell me never again Ti's a lie or Ti's a line Heart's torn in tow by that phrase never to know the it's truth words no just sound's Word's have power Word's have truth's and Lie's Sound's have no meaning Sounds are beautiful and chaotic Sounds are Lie's of truth's Tell me now or never Tell me once ore forever Are these word's or sound's Are they real words or sound's written Written sounds are false sound's Only the thought, the memory make them real So are they word's or sounds So do they hold Truth or Lie's Tell me now tell me never again What those word's you said? I love you and in love with you Are they Words or sounds Tell me; Now Tell me; Never again.

Jealousy
Jealousy... I'm sure you've seen How it takes the "sweet" and makes them "mean." Take me for example... you'll never see An woman any nicer than me. But once those ladies come around And look my man up and down... What happens next is a big surprise: You'll see little daggers in my eyes. And while they think me sweet and wise, I'm quietly planning their demise. We mention families and talk about roots, While I secretly measure for concrete boots. Decorating! Which of you has the flair? Have you tried out my comfy electric chair? Over there on the left... one of them winks. Some "sleeping powder" falls into her drink. Who's that over there standing by his side? She looks like she might want to take a ride. Her car really looks like it can Zoom... When she turns the key, though... one loud "BOOM" I'm glad this is all just in my head. I really wouldn't wish anyone dead. I'll stay as sweet as I can be... Jealousy won't get the best of me.

'thousands Dead' In Chinese Quake
'Thousands dead' in Chinese quake Rescue workers have been trying to reach students of Juyuan Middle School Between 3,000 and 5,000 people may have been killed by an earthquake measuring 7.8 in just one county of south-western China's Sichuan province, reports say. Some 10,000 people are also feared to have been injured in Beichuan county. Desperate efforts are under way to find survivors. One school that collapsed has buried an estimated 900 students. President Hu Jintao has urged "all-out" efforts to rescue victims of the quake, which hit 92km (57 miles) from Chengdu, Sichuan's provincial capital. Cries for help There are harrowing reports from the scene of the school collapse in Dujiangyan city - about 100km (60 miles) from the epicentre. Teenagers buried beneath the rubble of the three-storey Juyuan Middle School building were struggling to break free, while others were crying out for help, state news agency Xinhua reported. Parents were wa

Fbi -job Opening!!.... Lmao
The FBI had an opening for an assassin. After all the background checks, interviews and testing were done, there were 3 finalists; two men and a woman. For the final test, the FBI agents took one of the men to a large metal door and handed him a gun. 'We must know that you will follow your instructions no matter what the circumstances. Inside the room you will find your wife sitting in a chair . Kill her!!' The man said, 'You can't be serious. I could never shoot my wife.' The agent said, 'Then you're not the right man for this job. Take your wife and go home.' The second man was given the same instructions. He took the gun and went into the room. All was quiet for about 5 minutes. The man came out with tears in his eyes, 'I tried, but I can't kill my wife.' The agent said, 'You don't have what it takes. Take your wife home.' Finally, it was the woman's turn. She was given the same instructions, to kill her husband. She took the gun and went

8 Seconds Of Hell
by Bette Wolf Duncan Widow maker.... bone breaker.... bucking bull, BODACIOUS! It took a cowboy that was bold, daring and audacious to cowboy-up and let 'im buck- and ride the vile BODACIOUS; or even just to mount his deck- sagacious, guile BODACIOUS. BODACIOUS! Just his name alone decalcified the spine; quelled the beating of the heart and turned the blood to brine. Malicious old BODACIOUS- he was like a rabid beast. With every man that rode him, his rabid strength increased. Vicious old BODACIOUS. He'd shoot up through the air; and with dastardly maneuvers fling the cowboys God knows where. The impact of his punishment made gory shreds of men; and very few the cowboys were who'd ride the bull again. 8 seconds- an eternity for those that dared to ride him; and few the men who made it though many cowboys tried him. BODACIOUS....mean, demented; the cowboys knew him well. They said that Satan sired him; and reared him down in hell. His feints

I Am Woman Hear Me Roar...lol
You Are A Woman! Congratulations, you've made it to adulthood. You're emotionally mature, responsible, and unlikely to act out. You accept that life is hard - and do your best to keep things upbeat. This makes you the perfect girlfriend... or even wife! Are You A Girl Or a Woman?

Taking A Stand
I'm staring in the mirror, not recognizing who's staring back. Wishing I could go back, to the innocense of my past. Back to the days of yesterday, where my heart believed in your love. Back to when your promises, weren't stabs into my back. I grab onto the mirror, and let it come down with a crash. Because I will finally take a stand, to show my future is not to chance. Back to the confidence, that was bound to come back. The independance that I handed out, has come back to join my dance. So now I'll show this hectic world, my life is no longer yours. My heart has finally let go, of all the hurt from out past *short but I hope it makes a point

An Ephesian Story
“And it came to pass, that, while Apollos was at Corinth, Paul having passed through the upper coasts came to Ephesus: and finding certain disciples, He said unto them, Have ye received the Holy Ghost since ye believed?” Chapter nineteen of the book of Acts picks up with Paul arriving at Ephesus, the most important city of the Roman province of Asia, while Apollos, once of Alexandria and introduced to the Holy Ghost while in Ephesus, was preaching the Word of God in Corinth, the capital city of Achaia which Paul had recently visited on his previous (second) missionary journey. Paul’s question to the Ephesian believers (who the New Testament letter of Ephesians is later written to along with the first letter in Revelation), a step beyond John [the Baptist]’s baptism, is better translated, “Did you receive the Holy Spirit when you believed?” The Ephesians’ ignorance of the Holy Ghost isn’t because they’re ignorant; they’re likely part of the crowd Apollos witnessed to before Aquila an

Bleh
So, I haven't been paying a whole lot of attention to fubar lately. Nor have I been paying much attention to the world of the interwebz. I'm actually kind of sick of it. Especially sick of the same stupid shit. Contests, lounge invites, the online world of drama which I make sure to avoid like the plague : ) I find quite a bit of it rather fucking stupid. I've just been taking things easy... going to work, hanging out with my friends. This coming weekend I'll be putting some spiffy new black rims on my car, taking out the EGR, and bolting down a couple loose connectors on my starter. Next Thursday, I'm going to Vegas. Yes, Vegas. I need the fuck out of Montgomery. So it'll be a nice little vacation. I HATE alabama. This is the worst state in the country. I shit you not. Don't EVER move here.

Insane
ok . its not easy liveing with your relatives and its even worse when your the elder and its your disrespectfull niece you are unfortanantly staying with and you are the one who helped her get the place by giveing her all the money you had saved upi to get you a place so she would have the down payment to buy the house of hell you know stay at ..but no she isnt greatfull she is pissed becouse she has to pay you back and gets realy super pissed when you ask for it so you can go out and get you a place its insane for people to react this way when someone hel;ps you out i know i would appreatiate someone helping me like that but sorst of all she is driveing me insane her kids are sweet one day and pure hell the next lol as are all kids i love them to death but they dont make them listen and im left to watch them all the time becouse they say i dont do anything anyway ...well duhhhh i cant if im there with them all the time omg i feel like shit ranten like this i love them all but you cnt

True Friend
¢ÀIRISH-LASSY¢ÀWIFE TO¢À IRISHMAN¢À@ fubar Irish Lassy does everything to help others and never asks for anything in return. She is constantly making skins and rating and commenting. So lets all give back to her what she has given us, lets show her some love. Rate, Add, Fan her. Rate all her pics and stash. She deserves it!!!

Rough Week Yes.... Indeed
So my week started out alright, Went to work came home rinse and repeat.Next thing I know I've put in my 40 hours in basically 2 1/2 days, My car is having its own issues and if I see one more earwig or spider-cricket I think I'm going to lose it. Well I decided to go fishing because hey I do that sometimes just to get away and relax. I go down to my friends pond and proceed to drag the boat to the water. I get all of my gear loaded and next thing I know an extremely pissed off water moccasin rolls up and says "fuck you" and bites me yeah.. good times. So I grab the snake still having its fangs in me (caught on my shoe) and break its neck. Inhumane maybe. Hey I love snakes nothing against them. My friend comes down from the house and sees me kinda hunched over grabs the car and takes me to the hospital with the dead snake. Apparently I was lucky, the snake barely scratched the tip of my skin with one fang. still delivering some venom but not nearly what it could have been. So after som

Off Topic Blog
This section I am dedicating to anything that hasn't been covered by the other sections, therefore something a little more light hearted. Still I'm interested in philosophical debate mostly. And I'm interested in getting back at a fellow who believes that because a man's actions and words do not correspond that he is in general error, or that that makes language itself flawed. Rarely could I imagine any language with the rigidity of mathematics. Alright, see there I go again. So that's what Zephyrs is about. It's edies in the wind, more just little musings, and things to talk about that are not really important. For instance this morning I have only a large wide open cup to put coffee in instead of my usual travel style mug, which I prefer since it's harder to spill coffee near the laptop.

True Friendship
None of that Sissy Crap Are you tired of those sissy "friendship" poems that always sound good, But never actually come close to reality? Well, here is a series of promises that actually speak of true friendship. You will see no cutesy little smiley faces on this card- Just the stone cold truth of our great friendship. 1. When you are sad -- I will help you get drunk and plot revenge against The sorry bastard who made you sad. 2. When you are blue -- I will try to dislodge whatever is choking you. 3. When you smile -- I will know you finally got laid. 4. When you are scared -- I will rag on you about it every chance I get. 5. When you are worried -- I will tell you horrible stories about how much worse it could be until you quit whining. 6. When you are confused -- I will use little words. 7. When you are sick -- Stay the hell away from me until you are well again. I don't want whatever you have.

It's Gonna Be A Hot One!
It is hot already this morning. I walked outside to take my son to school at 7:30 am and it was warm! The strange thing is it is very windy and it is a warm wind. It is supposed to be 100 degrees tomorrow through Saturday. Wow! I am sitting here waiting for a call from EDD about an ex employee and she is not calling me back. She left a message at the office about how if I didn't return her call in the next half an hour, she would just send all the paperwork back. Think this person has an attitude? I called her back within 10 minutes and she didn't answer and not returning my call. What ever. Just love people with attitudes! I deal with enough of it from my son! I think I will enjoy my day today. Anthony was in a good mood this morning and it made me and Christopher be in a good mood. Is that sad that it always depends on him? He sets the tone of the day! Have a wonderful day, kisses and love to you all. ~ciao~

Frustration
It is bad enough that clients drive me nuts. Like the one who has called the last 2 evenings after 7 and wanted me to go meet him. The one time he left a message saying to be at his office in 20 minutes, and he is over an hour away. I may work all the time, but it doesn't mean I will go meet them anytime lol. We were supposed to meet today, but as I was driving there, I thought I better confirm and he said he did not have the time to meet now. Ughhhhhhhh. I get lots of phonecalls on my home phone and I rarely answer it during the day when I am working. One of the local restaurants has a number close to mine and I get calls all the time for reservations. I just tell them I have once table but if they want to eat they have to bring their own food. The restaurant calls are not annoying. Since I resigned as church treasurer the calls about bills have dropped off. The calls annoying me now, are the ones from a collection agency. Someone gave my number when they took out a loan

Doug Coker
I just wanted to ask everyone to please keep Amanda Arthur Kennedy and her family in your thoughts and prayers during their time of great loss. Many of you may know that Amanda's father was diagnosed with ALS almost five years ago. Amanda has spent the last four and a half years by her fathers side. No words can describe the look of love and comfort that showed in Doug's eyes everytime Amanda would walk into the room. As early as I can remember Doug loved his baby girl. He always told us to be careful as we were walking out the door, he always told Amanda to call him whenever we got to where we were going, he was the perfect father. Just as her father had always been there for her, Amanda stood by his side, when they said he had ALS Amanda was there, when he was to weak to walk anymore, Amanda was there, When they had to put him on a breathing tube Amanda was there, and when he took his last breath Amanda was there She is the perfect daughter. Her unwaivering faith and

Tears I Cry
You look over at me I try to turn away Don't want you to see As tears roll down my face It's so hard being so far But being so close I try to fake I'm doing OK But I'm crying a river Not knowing when we will be This long distance love affair Sometimes rips me apart Not being able to protect you From all that can hurt I love you as you can see I didn't know my heart Could feel this way What can I do What can I say It all comes down to you and me There will be a time There will be a place When we will decide If these tears are of joy Or of pain Until then I turn so you won't see The tears in my eyes From not knowing when we will be. Mark W 5-14-2008

Love
If it is a necessity to change your personality to have"love" then that is not love. If you have to hide your thoughts , feelings and friends, that is not love. If you are constantly having to prove yourself, that is not love. Love is accepting someone for who they are, flaws and all. Love is putting the other person's feelings before your own and they will do the same for you. Love is when you each make the other a priority. Love is not intentionally hurting the other person, just because you can, or they hurt you. When you truly love someone, you want the best for them, whether or not it is with you. It is hard to let go, but it can be done. Love, real love is more than passion or sex. Real love is about trust, being honest with the other person and yourself, opening up about everything, being a friend, being a partner and being a lover. If you don't have that, you don't have real love. Real love is allowing someone to make mistakes and move on. Real love stands the test of time.

Am I Going Nuts? Nope I'm Going Bananas!!
GUESS WHO??.... Ok he is about to be the first uk guy and europeon disciple Let's show him how we do things and get him to DISCIPLE!! LETS GET HIM LEVELED SHALL WE...COME ON YOU KNOW WE ALL LOVE HIM!

Love
I Love you I love you-- the purity of your spirit, the endless kindness of your being, the gentleness in your touch, the way your facelights up when you smile, the unsurpassed radiance in your eyes, the way you look at me, and seem to see deep within me to a private place of beauty that no one else ever noticed. You know me better than anyone else and you take me to a place where no one has ever traveled, a place of serenity and light. You reach beyond my body to the deepest area of my spirit, and the wind that passes between our souls is warm and eternal. I'm lucky to know you. I'm lucky to have you. To think that you chose me over any other, takes my breath away.

Dreams
I just had a dream that I was laying down, and suddenly a person came up to me (looked a lot like my ex) and laid on top of me, sticking his tongue out which was shaped like a snake tongue. He tried sticking it into my mouth, and I remember I tried to scream but couldn't; and couldn't breathe either. I woke up, and I could barely breathe, kinda like if you hold your breath for too long. I have no idea, but this is really odd.

Bye Bye Fubar
So a lot is going on in life, and fubar has become, well not the biggest thing ever, not like it was important, but there were some friends on here. so if theres anyone that wants to keep in touch after this message me leaving your e-mail and all that goodness. I'll be getting rid of fubar on Monday, giving everyone the weekend.

Oh God/foolish Heart
There's no way that I can win I just need to get over My foolish heart Same old story Longing for What I can't have what doesn't belong to me Oh I guess I had to come to this place Oh my knees were on my face Up on my face Oh God Wish I had something more to say Oh God Every time he looks at me I just can't find my way I just need to get over I just need to get over My foolish heart

There Is No Distance
Gazing at the stars in a dark night Uttering sweet words beneath pale moonlight I wish you can see I wish you can hear I wish you can kiss and hold me tight I close my eyes and shed those tears Thinking how far you are from me Then I look above and see the stars How they light, they glitter and sparkle Despite how far they are by sight I find myself smiling as I realize That though distance between us Kept us apart but only in body And never in heart You gave me reason to smile You gave me reason to hope You gave me so much and I can never ask for more

She Fucced Me On The Dance Floor
IN THE CLUB,THESE WOMAN TRYIN 2 DANCE MY LOVE OUT OF ME SEDUCTIVE EYEZ UP & DOWN MY SPINE TOUCH MY CHEST,TOUCH MY BUTT HAD THESE 3 CARAMEL SKINZ THROUGH THE NIGHT WHISPERIN TO ME "YOUR EYEZ JUST FUCCED ME" OR "YOU LUCCY I GOT A MAN" OR THEY MOAN IN MY EAR TELLIN ME TO GIVE IT 2 THEM LIKE USHER WE IN THE CLUB,LETZ FIND A PLACE TEMPTATION RUNNIN MY VEINZ SO I MOVED IT TO THE DANCE FLOOR AGAIN BOOGIE FRONT SIDE ACTION,HANDZ IN THE AIR SHE POPPIN IT LIKE DRAULICZ MOVIN AROUND,SHAKIN IT THEN SHE PANCAKED IT TO THE FLOOR SO I BOUNCE ON TOP JUICY BOOTY MEETIN MY MOVEZ I PULL HER HAIR & SHE BUCCZ ME SOME MORE THEN I DROP MY BUTT TO THE FLOOR SHE RAISEZ & LEGZ DROP OVER ME POUNDIN MY REGION WIT DIRECTION LEFT RIGHT LEFT RIGHT LEFT RIGHT POUND MY NEXT THOUGHT WAZ SMACCIN SOUND PLAYED THE BEAT ON HER AZZ SHE WENT EVEN MORE BUCCWILD SHE FLIP,THEN TWIST,MY EYEZ GLUED 2 EXCITEMENT FRONTWARDZ ACTION SHE DAMN NEAR COULD OF KISSED ME BUT SHE TEASE

One Word
Please feel free to copy and use this as your own. It's fun! You. Can. Only. Type. One. Word. Not as easy as you might think. Now copy, change the answers to suit you and pass it on. It's really hard to only use one word answers 1. Where is your cell phone? Desk 2. Your significant other? None 3. Your hair? multicolored 4. What makes you laugh? People 5. What makes you cry? Stress 6. Your favorite thing? Cooking 7. Your dream last night? Smokin' 8. Your favorite drink? Soda 10. The room you're in? Office 11. Your ex? dumb 12. Your fear? drowning 13. Where do you want to be in 6 years? Colorado 14. Where were you last night? Home 15. What you're not? Shy 16. Muffins? Blueberry 17. One of your wish list items? Time 18. Where you grew up? Houston 19. The last thing you did? typed 20. What are you wearing? Clothes 21. Your TV? Average 22. Your pets? Dog 23. Your computer? Dell 24. Your life? OK 25. Your

16 Signs Of Having A Bad Day
16 Signs That You Are Having A Bad Day First you had trouble getting out of bed You had a stiff neck You washed your hair and couldn't do a thing with it You felt like you had a hangover and you weren't even drinking last night Your new diet really doesn't seem to be working out You pulled a muscle when you tried to exercise Your new hat looked better on you at the store You keep losing things You feel like you're always in the wrong place at the wrong time The boss chewed you out at work You got caught in the rain at lunchtime Then the lunch you had didn't seem to agree with you You feel trapped Uninvited guests showed up at dinnertime On top of that you think you're coming down with the flu And finally, you're alone in the house at night when you think

Rates And Stuff
I try to keep up with rating people and I think it's only fair that if they come on my page and rate me that I will get back to them and rate them. It's only polite and respectable to go back and rate someone else after they've rated you. I do my best to get back to y'all. However I'm pretty sick right now...I would suppose it was the change from the Canadian winter weather as compared to the Texas weather. LMFAO...having to drive in a snow storm to get to my plane the day I left. Then getting back here and it's like 80 degrees as compared to there...lol so I guess that would cause anyone to get sick. So here I am but I'm a fairly strong bitch...I'll get over myself sooner or later. Hope y'all are having a great wkend thus far. I could use a hot toddy right about now...take care all. luv n'hugs Kris

Karma
Karma Karma follows the laws of actions followed by consequences, and is often associated with Hinduism, Buddhism and new age thought. In its simplest form it is the universal law of cause and effect. Karma takes into consideration past lives and therefor explains the reason for reincarnation. Following the principles of Karma people are the results of their past experiences, relationships and deeds. Everything that happens in a past or present life effects the outcome of the next in terms of challenges or accomplishments. The earth plane is said to be the classroom in which we undertake the lessons that we need to learn to re-dress imbalance created in a past life. This is not to be interpreted as punishment or reward, but in the sense of personal and spiritual growth towards enlightenment or oneness with the God or the Universe. Karma is the Sanskrit word for "deed". It is the balancing of energy in terms of ones accomplishments, successes, failures and positive or

New Ie 7 Vunrubility
http://www.heise-online.co.uk/security/Security-hole-in-Internet-Explorer-allows-attackers-to-execute-arbitrary-programs--/news/110752 check that out , someone has yet again found a vunrubility in internet explorer 7 , do you get the feeling that microsoft is making vista users pay to beta test there software?

Wolves
Drums pound as gourd rattles shake in rhythm with the joyous heart of Earth Mother Spirits of Earth and Sky loudly rejoice at birthing of new Wolf pups Tiny new lives beginning in innocence their eyes closed to what might be Gently, as the caress of a Butterfly Wind Spirits stroke their fur Sleeping pups, dreaming dreams of ancestors roaming free Prairies, mountains, valleys, and streams were once a home they shared with all Awaken young pups, and grow strong for yours is not the path of your ancestors No longer will you roam wild and free upon this land that was once theirs For generations you kept balance among creation and of close family you lead the way With stealthy swiftness you move and protect your family as no other You are great teachers among earth relations yet many lies have been spoken of you Each of you is a gift to all that is yet many two leggeds would not agree They would destroy all of you and your young if only they could

Poison' S Entry
Lets Show These Sweet Guys Some Mad Love... Chuckiiboo is Tryin To Go 4 Oriacle.. So Come Show Him Some Love On His Happy Hours Tomarrow at 2pm , 3pm and 5pm.. Tricky Is Going 4 Godfather.. Show Him Some Love On His Happy Hour At 4pm.. These Guys Will Show You Love Back... So Dont Miss Out On This.. Chuckiiboo Tricky

Ode To My Passing
“I regret to inform you that you have died,” Death said to me. “This can’t be…we’ll wait and see, and I will get back to you,” I lied. But Death would have none of that; He’s a time-hardened fellow… “Follow me and we will see, Of lies I do not Bellow.” I took a chance and tagged along, Choices I had not many. We traveled short and came upon A marquee with words aplenty. “The Final Moments of Your Life” I read upon the sign. In line we waited for popcorn dated And Sodas like turpentine. We took our seats in back of house… Alone we sat together. A little close he parked himself… Some distance would have been better. We sat through the credits true… My name the only one. The final moments of my life Glowed bright as morning sun. In the end Death was right… A truck I stepped in front of. I was tucked into a bag… Wrapped up in zippered glove. To Death I turned and pleaded so… “Please let this be a lie.” “I’ve so many things left

Ufc 84 Ill Will
I need help. I have a UFC fantasy pool and have never heard of quite a few of the men fighting this Saturday. Any help on who I should pick??? Got money on the table and definitely want to win!!! Below are all the men I picked. Know the majority of the list except for all the fighters after Thiago Silva. BJ Penn to win by (T)KO in round 2. Vs. Sean Sherk Wanderlei Silva to win by Decision. Vs. Keith Jardine Wilson Gouveia to win by (T)KO in round 2. Vs.Gordon Reljic Tito Ortiz to win by Decision. Vs. Ryoto Machida Thiago Silva to win by Decision. Vs. Antonio Mendes Who the hell are these people??? Ivan Salaverry to win by Decision. Vs. Rousimar Palhares Thierry Sokoudjou to win by Decision. Vs. Kazuhiro Nakamura Terry Etim to win by Decision. Vs. Rich Clementi John Koppenhaver to win by Decision. Vs. Yoshiyuki Yoshida Jason Tan to win by Decision. Vs. Dong Hyun Kim Christian Wellisch to win by Decision. Vs. Shane Carwin. So basically I have no

Stupid People!
I get freaking asked by another woman why I added her to my page if it was due to being on a similar guys page ahh NO! Then she proceeds to act like she is a couple w/ this guy BUT suprisingly has a boyfriend also....me and this guy "were" friends but thanks to her the ignorant mo fo, he has blocked me calling me the bad person...HELLO...I did nothing wrong but defend MY relationship and brought to light she was in one too!!! Also that she had no right questioning me on our "mutual" guy friend!!!!! He doesn't do other women who have boyfriends either you C+! WHO's the F'in psycho...sorry NOT ME!!! you do what and either of you educated?! NO! TA big deal and Danny you deliver dirt! CreamyItalian - old hag and Danny aka smallcox-which you do have a small cock BTW seen the pictures, he's barely even circumsized too jaxfinest...so GFY!! enjoy what neither one of you will get...happiness!!! Krissy and Matty FOREVER!!!!

Fine Again
"Fine Again" It seems like every day’s the same and I’m left to discover on my own It seems like everything is gray and there’s no color to behold They say it’s over and I’m fine again, yeah Try to stay sober feels like I’m dying here And I am aware now of how everything’s gonna be fine one day Too late, I’m in hell I am prepared now, seems everyone’s gonna be fine One day too late, just as well I feel the dream in me expire and there’s no one left to blame it on I hear you label me a liar ‘cause I can’t seem to get this through You say it’s over, I can sigh again, yeah Why try to stay sober when I’m dying here And I am aware now of how everything’s gonna be fine one day Too late, I’m in hell I am prepared now, seems everyone’s gonna be fine One day too late; just as well And I’m not scared now. I must assure you, you’re never gonna get away And I’m not scared now. And I’m not scared now. No… I am aware now of how everything’s

The Blockers Last Words
of course I must be pissing women off majorly..must be my picture..I don't know. But all of teh sudden women are pissed off at me. I left a mumm comment and it wasn't even mean and she shouts me this, tehn blocks me so I can't respond..coward. ☆»•Ð...: get a life.....sheeeeeeeeeeeesh apparently I have no life.

Abcs Of A Military Wife
ABCs of a military wife A is for attacking the phone everytime it rings. Even if it means sleeping with the handset or nearly careening off the highway trying to reach your phone in your purse on the floor...in case it is your man calling. B is for boxes. Packing them, unpacking them, shipping them, receiving them, using them to store precious letters... A Military Wife handles a lot of boxes. C is for cheering your head off when your man finally comes home from that LOOONNNGGG deployment!!! D is for deployments, and the deployments that extend. E is for the Excitement you feel when you know he is coming very soon after being away for a LONGGGGG time!! F is for the friendships that come and go due to moving every three years, and for those that last a lifetime no matter what the distance. G is for the Good friends you will make despite knowing them for a short span of time. H is for the helpful hands that come when they are needed. I is for IRAQ

Lonelyness
Have you ever felt ugly and unlovable cause i sure do and just tired of it cause seriosly it has made it too where i dont want to be with anyone at all i mean why waste the time when all they will do is say they love me then either cheat on me or just say that it doesn't feel right shortly after they say it so why why keep putting myself thru this no matter how good i treat em it never works out hell i have never had a relationship last over a year i've been used abused and thrown to the sharks to just rip my heart apart so tell me is it wrong to feel that i'm unlovable by females cause seriosly even my biological mother doesn't love me I know this cause when i finnaly met her she told me so is it possible to be unlovable I SAY YES I'm proof of it :(

People Wants Or Needs
ok well why do people carelessly say the word friends when in fact that is not a word no more too many people say it and very few back it up i think i have at lest 50 if not more they say iam there friends when in fact iam not hardly talk to me and the only real time they do is when they ether need something from me and or they are just bored take this for a point of view one of my friends who go by the name dot he called me to see if he can come over when in fact he wanted a place to stay to see if he can get into some girls pants who by the way is only 17 and he is 25 but still the point is he is not a friend the only thing i wanted to make clear is why do people bitch abount trying to find someone that comes as close as they can get to be perfect why not take the person for who they are rather then something they are not if the person makes you happy then go for it dont let ur friends stop you or your family or people off the street it should not matter how fat or skinny

Please Read...about Mel..shes In The Hospital
MY NAME IS JENNIFER MOST A YALL NOW ME AS MELS WIFEY IM DELIVERING A MESSEGE....MEL HASNT BEEN IGNORING YOU IN ANYWAY SHE WAS ADMITED IN THE HOSPITAL WEDNESDAY NIGHT....AFTER HAVING SURGERY LAST WEEK SHES HAVING ALOTTA PROBLEMS WITH AN INFECTION SETTIN IN IN HER STOMACH WERE THEY DID THE SURGERY....PLEASE KEEP HER IN ALL YALLS THAUGHTS AND PRAYERS SHES A GREAT FRIEND AND A GREAT MOTHER AND SHE NEEDS ALL TEH PRAYERS WE CAN PUSH HER WAY....ILL KEEP U POSTED IF ANYTHING ELSE HAPPENS....IF YALL NEED ANYTHING PLEASE MESSAGE ME OR EMAIL ME AT DADDYZWIFE@AOL.COM AND I CAN ANSWER ALMOST ANY ?'S U HAVE BOUT IT......THANK U FOR YER TIME AND PLEASE KEEP HER IN YER PRAYERS. JENNIFER

Signs
Friends don't let friends take home ugly men Women's restroom Starboard, Dewey Beach, DE Beauty is only a light switch away. Perkins Library, Duke University , Durham , NC If life is a waste of time, and time is a waste of life, then let's all get wasted together and have the time of our lives. Armand's Pizza, Washington , DC Fighting for peace is like screwing for virginity. The Bayou, Baton Rouge , LO No matter how good she looks, some other guy is sick and tired of putting up with her shit. Men's Room Linda's Bar and Grill, Chapel Hill , NC At the feast of ego everyone leaves hungry.. Bentley's House of Coffee and Tea, Tucson , AZ It's hard to make a comeback when you haven't been anywhere. Written in the dust on the back of a bus, Wickenburg , AZ Make love, not war. -Hell, do both GE

Most Amazing.....
The most powerful video I’ve ever seen! This is truly one of the most amazing videos I've ever seen in my life. Please take 5 minutes and watch it..... it rocks me to my core everytime I see it. The symbolism of the 7 deadly sins is powerful. Let me warn you in advance that this video is very heavy and parts of it are painful to watch, but if you watch to the end....it's soooo worth it! There are so many young people that are completely lost, they need to know God's love and that He's always right there with them if they will just seek Him. And most importantly they need to know that nothing is stronger than our God....He is the Divine Protecter. This video communicates His presence in an amazing way. If you are unable to relate to what this young person is going through then count your blessings and pray for those that are lost and trying to find their way. Please let it load completely first before you view it, otherwise it will continue to pause and do th

Government Employees - Classic!
Government Card A Department of Water representative stopped at a farm and talked with an old farmer. He told the farmer, 'I need to inspect your farm for your water allocation.' The old farmer said, 'OK, but don't go in that field over there.' The Water representative said, "Mister, I have the authority of the Federal Government with me. See this card? The card means I am allowed to go WHEREVER I WISH on any agricultural land. No questions asked or answered." "Have I made myself clear? Do you understand?" The old farmer nodded politely and went about his farm chores. Later, the old farmer heard loud screams and saw the Water Rep running for the fence and close behind was the farmer's huge-horned prize bull. The bull was gaining on the Water Rep with every step. The Rep was clearly terrified, so the old farmer immediately threw down his tools, ran to the fence and shouted out "Your card! Your card! Show him your card!"

11 Days And Counting!
well folks in 11 days ill be leaving for Burgess,Va. for about 3 wks for work. I will have my laptop and webcam with me and will be broadcasting live on my way there, with my boss and co-worker which i have known for the past 22 years, so basically it will be fuckin hilarious. If anyone is in that area plz let me know what there is to do in that area or if anyone wants to meet up for drinks or to have a good time....

Buy Or Rent?
I did the math on the Paul McCartney-Heather Mills divorce. After 5 years of marriage, he paid her $49 million. Assuming he banged her every night during their 5 year relationship, it ends up costing him $26,849 per lay, not counting attorney's fees and court costs. On the other hand, Elliot Spitzer's call girl Kristen charges $4,000 an hour. Crazy, right? But... Had Paul McCartney employed Kristen for 5 years, he would've paid $7.3 million for an hour of sex every night for 5 years (a savings of $41+million). Value-added benefits are: a 22 year old hot babe, no begging, no coaxing, never a headache, wide open menu, ability to put BOTH legs around you, no bitching and complaining or "to do" lists. Best of all, she leaves when you're done, and comes back the next day, ready for another round. All at 1/7th the cost, with no legal fees. Is it just me, or is it better to rent? =

I Am So Happy
I have finally cleaned out everything at mom and dads storage and out of the basement. All my past memories that were bad were burned in a huge fire and at that moment i found out the best news ever. Im going to be a new dad. I have never been so happy in my whole life. This is the best news i have ever gotten in my whole life. Besides the birth of my son. I have nothing left of my past, well the worst part of it. Have you ever felt this free? I now know what total happiness is. And to all my past thorns, thank you for making it so hard now i know none of it was worth ever fighting for. I dont want losers in my life and that includes you all. Dumb, bad, crazy, dramtic, stupid, you can have it all you win. I have what i want and i dont want nothing else but that. Burn baby burn i feel so free. remember to smile it will make your butt shine. Im off to find a ring now.

Friday Joke
A man walks up to his house and notices his Grandfather sitting on the porch with nothing on from the waist down. “Grandpa, what are you doing?” he exclaims. The old man looks at him and says, “Well, last week I sat out here with no shirt on, and I got a stiff neck. This is your Grandma’s idea.”

My Life, Where Do I Go From Here?
Thanks for stopping by and taking the time to read about me.. I was born in New Orleans,Raised in Alabama ans somehoe ended up here in Arkansas.I am 35 married,GETTING DIVORCED..I have 2 wonderful sons ages 15-17, They live in Alabama..I have no kids by this marriage I am in not ( Thank God )would just make thinks that much more difficult..Anyways moving alone.. When I was 16 years old,I met the man of my dreams,MY TRUE LOVE..We were in a relationship for 2 years and lived together.This is when I had my first son (Steven)..Needless to said after I become pregnant we stayed together 6 more months and he cheated on me.I was just toren, I couldn't eat, sleep, nothing..I ended up going through the next 4 months during my pregnanice alone..I ended up having Steven 2 days before my Birthday, His father came long enough to see him born and left.I was just heart broken for awhile.Was a long stay in the hospital alone. About a year down the road I met my first husband and the father of

Preggers Update!
Well, the morning sickness is getting better and worse at the same time( if that makes sense). I go to the doctor next Friday. Nothing exciting will happen more than likely..lol My close friends already have bets goin on it being a boy or a girl or both...How nice of them..lol I'm starting to show a little bit which is what is making me think that I'm gonna hve twins. Im only 10 weeks. Other than that not much else is happening.

What Beer R You Quiz!
You are an intellectual, hip, glasses-wearing type. You shop at Whole Foods and drive a Prius. Mmmm...tasty. Take the What Kind of Beer Are You Quiz at Quiz Rocket.com!Free MySpace Quizzes & Online Quizes.

Act Of Kindness
A single act of kindness throws out roots in all directions, and the roots spring up and make new trees. The greatest work that kindness does to others is that it makes them kind themselves. --Lawrence G. Lovasik The Boy Who Gave It All Away: Drew Friend's 5th birthday party had been in full swing for less than half an hour -- and toys, board games, clothes, and stuffed animals were stacked on the dining room table. The pile kept getting bigger as guests poured into his home with armfuls of birthday gifts. But Drew didn't pay much attention to the pile. And a few hours later, he gave all the presents away. He had made an unusual decision -- one that displayed a selflessness beyond his years. Drew had decided to give his presents away to those less fortunate than him. When asked why he would do something like that, the boy looked up from playing with his plastic dinosaurs. "Because it would make a good feeling in my heart," he said. Be The Change: The next time you receive a g

Written For My By Wife
We are in the lounge having a great time. The music and drinks are flowing. We are out on the floor dancing. They are playing a great variety tonight. The room is dimly lit. Not too many people there. A slow song comes on, you pull me close to you. I can feel each breath you take. You look into my eyes. I can see the love you have for me as you can see that I have for you. You lean in and kiss me. It's very deep and passionate. As we kiss, we zone out everything and everyone around us. We can hear the music but other than that it's as if the only two people in the room are us. You grab onto me, lifting me up, kissing me even deeper. I react by wrapping my legs around your waist locking my legs around you. You walk us to the back of the room and back me against the wall, moving your hand along my thigh... the thought of you getting closer to my kitty makes me squirm a little. You like this. The way you have me held against the wall, you can reach down to your zipper, you pull out your s

Our Night Pt 1,written By My Wife,for Me
It's Friday, early evening... I ran out of work.. wanting to get home as fast as I can. I know that you will be off soon. I want to surprise you and make it to you before you leave. I have a very special treat in mind for my hubby. I jump in the shower.. mind racing, thinking about what is instore for you tonight.. how much we will both enjoy. I finish getting ready, look in the mirror.. this will work.. you should like it. I rush out... trying not to stumble.. not used to wearing shoes like this to walk in.. usually only wearing these when my legs are up over your shoulders. This should be interesting. I pull up in front of the lounge you tend bar in. There are many beautiful women that work here. I know you have to flirt but tonight.. you won't be able to look away. I walk thru the door... great music is playing.. can't help but move to the music. I look around... I see you now, behind the bar.. getting some shots for the customers. You look up... the look on your face says it all. I

Our Night Pt 2 Written For Me By My Wife
You smile hugging me again. "Angel, stay, don't head home yet. We will have more time together soon but I have to get back to work right now." You whisper right before kissing me again. "Don't worry Alpha, I am not going anywhere." I tell you as you and I stand. Sitting back down, I watch as you walk away heading back to the bar. I just can't keep my eyes off of you. I know that you can feel me watching you and I just smile, knowing that even with all the other people around in the lounge, I am the only one on your mind. Some time goes by and another good song comes on... nice, slow, mellow groove... Lynyrd Skynyrd Simple Man. I go back out on the floor, glancing over at the bar I notice you watching me while I walk out onto the floor. Just smiling, I start to get into the song, my hips are swaying right along, dress moving from side to side as I move. I move around the floor, head tilted slightly just feeling the music, with one hand in my hair the other reaching across my shoulder wi

Memorial Day
With Memorial day right around the corner i would like to take the time to thank all of The men and women who have served this country in the pursuit of freedom and happiness!!! I have reflected back and looked back at all the wars that we have fought and the ways they have ended....War is not a pretty thing. Just ask the Japanese that survived the blasts from the two A-Bombs that hit them. I am not saying we are wrong i am simply saying how come we cant find a more Civil way to Resolve issues?? Again lets reflect this weekend on all the men and women and children that have kept this country safe and secure for us and lets not forget all the wars we have fought to keep this country where it is today!!

My Name Is ...
My name is Princess Nat and i Love 2 make friend here ... I Love 2 hangout with my best friends and chiLL with 'em in Burger King and Starbuck caffe when da weekend's comming. I reaLLy Like 2 go 2 cLub if they have R n' B inside.I reaLLy Like 2 watch an action and commedy movie. When im @ home ..i dont Like any1 bugging me arround,coz i Love private life. And i Love 2 sLeep with a ligh is off,aromatherapi candLe is Ligh in my room with MichaeL BubLe songs is acompony me ...

Are You That Somebody
ARE YOU THAT SOMEBODY THAT I'VE BEEN SEARCHING FOR, ARE YOU THAT SOMEBODY IN WHICH MY HEART I CAN POUR. ARE YOU THE SOUL MY HEART HAS BEEN DYING TO KNOW, WOULD IT BE POSSIBLE FOR OUR LOVEW TO HAVE A FAIR CHANCE TO GROW. ARE YOU THAT SOMEBODY I CAN PUT ALL MY TRUST IN, ARE YOU THAT SOMEBODY AFTER LOVE OR IS YOUR JUST LUSTIN. WOULD IT BE THAT MY HEART HAS FOUND THE ONE I SEEK.......... ARE YOU THAT SOMEBODY? BY: THA BOSS

It’s Strange
It’s strange sometimes how you can have a million friends and still feel so cold, lonely and empty inside. You start to not care about anything. Days go by so slowly and you just wish it would all end. Nothing you do gives you any enjoyment so you decide to drink yourself into oblivion; hoping that each breath will be your last. Depression sets in deep and you become withdrawn from everyone that loves you. In this state you may as well just fade away because you’re already dead.

Read Me!! Read Me!! Read Me!!
START TIME: 12.40 AM May 26th, 2008 TRUE or FALSE There's no such thing as a free lunch. Oooh we talked about this in economics and I was actually paying attention and shizz. There is NO such thing as a free lunch cause you are always giving up the opportunity to do something else. You choose to take the free lunch but in the time it takes you to eat the lunch and all that you could have been...doing homework or bettering yourself at something. Opportunity cost kiddies. Thats what I'm talking about. Look who listened to Mr Nicholson! This isn't just a pretty face and big boobs! I actually know some shit. All you need is love. Umm well no. I need oxygen and some sort of sustenance too. I mean, love is nice, it makes you feel all warm and tingly and appreciated. But it is not absolutely necessary to everyday life. Love is well and good but it won't pay the bills, it won't fill your stomach, it won't always motivate you. And lets be honest, love is not what it used to be.

Fuckity Fuck Fuck Fucking Balls Up The Ass Fuck
Ok so I just wrote an EPIC blog and posted it under the Summertime Bitches heading...but its not showing up on my computer. And I will be fucked in the ass by 6 people before I write that shit out again tonight. Son of a muther facking shit. I am so pissed right now. That shit was EPIC. Fuck this I am going to bed. Sorry for all the swearing, but this fucking shit blows. And I can swear if I want. You're not my mother! Don't tell me what to do. Fuckity fuck. Pc fuckers

Untitled
untitled The weight of the years Refused to yield to the dawn Quite content to remain Until all hope is gone Scattered memories of bliss still linger Like cruel remnants of a dream Id long since forgotten Yet, now, all I can see

An Angel Has Gone Home
God took an angel home.. One that has touched many of our lives in one way or another. She will be gone away from us but never forgotten. We will all miss her and she will always remain in our hearts forever. She had such a giving heart and was always there too offer a hand in anything too anyone that needed it. imikimi - Customize Your World Kim may your sweet presence always linger in the heart of people those lives that you have touched. We will always love you and miss you.. Fly with the angels and may you be here in spirit with us always. imikimi - Customize Your World As we take some time too remember Kim and her friendship too us lets make her page a page of celebration of the giver she was. That heart that she gave too so many. ¢¾Kim¢¾ @-->---~~Shadow Leveler~@ fubar Please continue to lift Robert in your prayers. He needs all of the support he can receive at this moment from all of us. There is strength in numbers... Just stop by and lea

I'm In Leavenworth
IT'S COLD AS FUCK. I got off the flight got my shit and just walked outside OMFG that cold air hit me and I thought I was going to die. Anyway got my computer up and running, soon to be unpacked, then tomorrow job hunting. This is going to be fun I think. lol But right now I'm trying to warm up lol I've got 3 blankets wrapped around me right now and 2 layers of clothes.

You...
I want to write about you; Who makes me laugh And breaks my heart. You. Who drugs my sanity And crushes my soul. You. Who drowns my worries; Yet gives them cause to be. You. Who doesn't find me beautiful While I carve your name into my arm. You. Who laughs at my misfortune, Wallowing in a pool of my own blood. You. Who I can love and hate so completely... This find...person, I'm meant to find... You.

Broken
by: Seether I wanted you to know I love the way you laugh I wanna hold you high and steal your pain away I keep your photograph, I know it serves me well I wanna hold you high and steal your pain 'Cause I'm broken when I'm open And I don't feel like I am strong enough 'Cause I'm broken when I'm lonesome And I don't feel right when you're gone away The worst is over now and we can breathe again I wanna hold you high, you steal my pain away There's so much left to learn, and no one left to fight I wanna hold you high and steal your pain 'Cause I'm broken when I'm open And I don't feel like I am strong enough 'Cause I'm broken when I'm lonesome And I don't feel right when you're gone away 'Cause I'm broken when I'm open And I don't feel like I am strong enough 'Cause I'm broken when I'm lonesome And I don't feel right when you're gone away

Deafening Silence
Morning silence is so deafening without YOU here to enjoy it with me Waking up in YOUR arms every morning is where i long to be Long distance love, no greater challenge, but with YOU i have no fear Fear has no place in my heart, because together or apart, with the love W/we share, i know YOU hold me near Near to YOU my LOVE, within YOUR very heart, O/our shared heart With LOVE like O/ours, destined LOVE, fulfilled LOVE, infinite LOVE, i know my LOVE, W/we will never part. *********i adore YOU my MAITRE doux***********

World's Easiest Quiz?
WORLD'S EASIEST QUIZ? (Passing requires 4 correct answers) 1) How long did the Hundred Years' War last? 2) Which country makes Panama hats? 3) From which animal do we get cat gut? 4) In which month do Russians celebrate the October Revolution? 5) What is a camel's hair brush made of? 6) The Canary Islands in the Atlantic are named after what animal? 7) What was King George VI's first name? 8) What colour is a purple finch? 9) Where are Chinese gooseberries from? 10) What is the colour of the black box in a commercial airplane? Remember, you need 4 correct answers to pass. Check your answers below . ANSWERS TO THE QUIZ 1) How long did the Hundred Years War last? 116 years 2) Which country makes Panama hats? Ecuador 3) >From which animal do we get cat gut? Sheep and Horses 4) In which month do Russians celebrate the October Revolution? November 5) What is a camel's hair brush mad

Wow. Can I See Some Real Fu Luv
Hello Everyone.She has 188,500 to reach GodMother. She got reset a few months back & would mean so much to see all old & new friends to ring into GodMother. Come check out Blondie & meet an awesome friend to have. All luv returned 4sure. just click her pic below. ♥ßlðñÐïe♥§rWhiteKnights R/l wife♥IßïC♥DSC♥§outhernBadAzzCrew

Karena2001 Needs Our Help!!
Karena is a wonderful woman.She is a great friend and helps whenever she's asked.She's in a contest and needs our help.Even if you just drop a rate, it will be greatly appreciated. Please click the pic below and go show her some good fu-lovin!! This Pimpout has been brought to you by: ~Ms Taz~@ fubar (repost of original by '~Fu-Angel*~Ms Taz~*~Owned & Loved By King Domino~*' on '2008-05-27 12:07:58') (repost of original by 'MS GEMINI67~FORCE~3~BOMBERS~' on '2008-05-28 03:03:52') (repost of original by 'terbear2545***OWNED BY JP OWNER OF BOOMER SOONER***assistant secetary for the FORCE~3~BOMBERS' on '2008-05-28 13:56:34') (repost of original by '~Ms Taz~*~Owned & Loved By King Domino~*Fu-Angel*~' on '2008-05-28 14:07:51')

Milfs Damn!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Nothings more worst then the invention of MILFs esp ones that are attracted to the younger guys MAN save some hotties for us gril like me Im no MILF and not planning to be on but geez sometimes I cant stand them!

My New Blog | Social Web Tools
I just created a new blog called "Social Web Tools". Be sure to stop by & take a peak if you have time! http://socialwebtools.blogspot.com/ I think that a lot of people will find it helpful. =D Social Web Tools is your #1 source for social web tools, resources, guides, applications & gadgets. I really have a passion for this kind of stuff & I'm hoping to update the blog at least five times per week!! See you there. Thanks

Workin My Nerves & Doing My Head In All In One
Here I sit in a world wind of thought. How do you really know when you should really call it quits & walk away from someone that you care for? From my experience it seems to come a time in every relationship when you have to choose if you are going to keep taking all the messed up stuff that is happening or should I just walk away. Now keep in mind this is coming from someone who tends to run away when things get beyond my comfort zone. I can still remember the first time a guy told me he was in love with me. I threw the bottle of ketchup I had in my hand at him. For as long as I can remember that word has always scared me to death. I have found myself many of times holding back on what I would like to say people especially guys that I really like. I’ve never been good at face to face but give me a pen & paper or a computer, my words pour out like a rushing river rapid. I’ve lost two really great guys out of my life due to death both knowing how I felt but never heard it from me. I sai

What Should I Do?
ok...theres this guy i like right...and like yeah...he just got out of relationship last week...after 3 years...and i know he dont want another relationship and what not...which is COMEPLETLY understandable you know...and like yeah...well i like him...and he says he likes me...but like i dont know...cuz like...he just wants to mess around with ppl...and he says that he cares about me and aiden...and what not...and that he wants to be in mine and aidens life...and im all for that...u know?...and like...i just want to be loved...and hes not ready for that...but no one knows what the future holds...and it would be awsome to be his girlfriend and what not...cuz hes a real sweet guy...hes just an all around wonderful guy...and i like being his friend but since we have been hanging out...ive got feelings for him...i want to show him love and what i can do for him and how he should be treated without all the shitty drama and bullshit...and i just some advice on what to do...should i keep purs

There Are 6.5 Million People Being Fucked In The Ass Right This Second. Are You One Of Them?
So a few months ago I had this creeper stalking me. It was all cool and shit until he started showing up at my dorm room and calling my mom's house. Or showing up at the library to see me. Or following me out to bars and trying to run guys off. Talking all this shit about "meant to be together and having kids" Eventually my sister forced me to do something about it and I didn't hear from douchebag for months. Nooooow I've got some guy who added me to msn and I added him because the email address was almost identical to one of my friends, so i thouhght it was him. BUUUUT it is none other than Mr Stalker, under a completely different name than what I knew him as. And he is just as weird as ever. Now kids, I don't like drama, it pisses me off and I don't really give a shit about other peoples issues....But drama ALWAYS finds me. This was my rant. This fucker is pissing me off. Gaaaaaay

New Stuff
I just finish some new art for the new movie the Happening u can see on my profile...oh and I'm just finishing up the new section I may be looking for models for a new series soon so stay connected if your interested in becoming an art piece.

Spy On Me!
I have two spy cams up now. My grandma brought me a grounded two to three prong adapter to hook them up with on my desktop. (YAY!) I still need more of those in general for different things so I kept the other two on my amazon wishlist. It takes about 5 days for the cams to be picked up by the rude administrators to reactivate my embeds on undressjess.com, so check the spy cam link around Wednesday. I only have two up instead of three like I did at my old apartment because of the way things are set up. Ideally I would like to put up 4 but I need 5 new USB extension cables BAD to run them in different areas through the house. I would like to put one in a different angle in the bedroom so my members can see me clearly when I do cam shows for individuals (They/you PROBABLY deserve that luxury, hehe.) and another on so you can see my couch clearly in the living room so you can see me and any company I may have. Either that on I was thinking of a spy cam. I have another webcam to us

Today I Visited Eden
Today I Visited Eden In a distant land long forgotten There is still Life in that Garden Existing in It Yet we are lost from It I went there today A placed called Eden A place where in Him He grew of Himself Life Upon some inner act of Himself Himself being self existent conscious and self existent substance He breathed that substance called Life back into me today I visited Eden A place where the back of all creation resides Where trees are never cut and never die Where the four great rivers run into one Where the sky embraces the sun Where it is never night Yet the moon recieves light from day I saw the Life principle run through all things and become the cause of all things I walked on a beach of white sand White as snow I climbed the highest mountain only to conquere it It was a hill I stood amazed at the sight on top that hill Sight of riches untold I gazed at things to this world are unlawful to utter I heard a strong voice give a command so sweet

In Loving Memory Of Brian From Our Brother Matthew
Thursday, May 15, 2008 My Oldest Brother Matt's Blog on the death of our brother Brian Set The Controls For The Heart Of The Sun ... Since finally joining MySpace a few weeks back, the first thing people have generally been asking me is: "Hey, Matt, why are you on MySpace? Don't you hate MySpace with a violent passion?" (Actually, the first thing people usually ask me is, "Hey, Matt, who the hell told you that you could write movies?!?") That's an interesting question (the first question, not that other question), and I shall attempt to answer it below. Late last year, my kid brother Brian finally discovered computers in a big way. And by "discovered computers", I mean, he "found out there was lots of crazy stuff and scantily-clad women on MySpace". Before anyone could really stop him, he had an account, a rickety Pentium III tower with a wireless card and was hatching some half-assed diabolical scheme to make the Greatest MySpace Page Ever ... which somehow included gat

Volume Xli - Scent Of Death
Inhale. Exhale. Inhale. Exhale. Deeply. Again. Over and over. The next breath may very well be your last. A chill may rush across your body. Light may brighten... ...or fade. Your eyes may focus... ...or dart. You may be animate... ...or motionless. What is left of you may cast a shadow, Or you may become the breath of another. Inhale. Exhale. The breath of life. The scent of death.

Back Active Duty
well I am off to korea thank god. it will be easier to support my family money wises and job wise plus I am worried about my marrage its not a strong marrage any more ever since she had cheated on me 2 years a go so I am hoping that she wont cheat on me and wont leave me for another man I hope any way but any way wish me luck

Love & Beauty
When you really start to know someone, all their physical characteristics start to disappear. You begin to dwell in their energy, recognize the scent of their skin; you only see essence of the person, not the shell. Thats why you cant fall in love with beauty. You can lust after it, be infatuated with it, and want to own it. You can love it with your eyes and your body but not your heart. And thats why, when you really connect with a persons inner self, any physical imperfections disappear and become irrelevant.

Erin Brockovich
George: How many numbers you got? Erin Brockovich: Oh, I got numbers comin' outta my ears. For instance: ten. George: Ten? Erin Brockovich: Yeah. That's how many months old my baby girl is. George: You got a little girl? Erin Brockovich: Yeah. Yeah, sexy, huh? How 'bout this for a number? Six. That's how old my other daughter is, eight is the age of my son, two is how many times I've been married -- and divorced; sixteen is the number of dollars I have in my bank account. 850-3943. That's my phone number, and with all the numbers I gave you, I'm guessing zero is the number of times you're gonna call it.

Status Message?
I suppose that sometimes I don't adhere to my status message cause I'm answering my emails or reading the mumms, but usually when I am gone to work that means I am gone to work. I come home and my shout box is loaded down with HI, Hello, Hey Sexy, Hi how are you....Well Duh ...I love y'all too but my status message says I'm not here. People don't look at status messages. If I'm here I'll answer the shout box. It's just I feel badly cause I enjoy the chat with my friends and when they send me a message I would like to be here to receive it and respond..so just know that I am not trying to be rude but you really need to read the status message. Hope y'all have a great week. hugs n'luv Kris

Crushed
You tore my heart into two, My hopes, wilted and shattered, You said I just won’t do, To you, that’s all that mattered. Didn’t you give me a chance, To prove we’re made for each other, Let me show it you just once, But in my heart, I know you’ll never… Maybe I’ve started writing poems too late, ‘Cause my heart’s all blistered, And so full of hate.

What Makes A Mother
I thought of you and closed my eyes And prayed to God today I asked “What makes a Mother?” And I know I heard him say A Mother has a baby This we know is true But, God, can you be a mother When your baby’s not with you? Yes, you can he replied With confidence in his voice I give many women babies When they leave it is not their choice Some I send for a lifetime And others for the day And some I send to feel your womb But there’s no need to stay. I just don’t understand this God I want my baby here He took a breath and cleared his throat And then I saw a tear I wish I could show you What your child is doing today If you could see your child smile With other children and say “We go to earth to learn our lessons of love and life and fear My mommy loved me so much I got to come straight here I feel so lucky to have a Mom who had so much love for me I learned my lessons very quickly My Mommy set me free. I miss my Mommy oh so much But I visit her eac

The Charmed Onez!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
WE ARE BACK!!!!!!!!!! the modeling/pin-up sensation out of central texas is back and with a vengance! stay tuned for more info on all the lovely charmed onez gals!

Abuse And The Lifestyle
Abuse and the Lifestyle I have become more and more curious of many subs that contact me and relate an all-too-common story. The connecting link is regarding the past abuse in their lives. I have responded countless times with my support in email, online chats with both submissive men and women who are struggling with issues that emanate from events in their past that are creating real havoc in their current relationships. There are many who are too embarrassed to bare their souls to the world by sharing their stories with friends or the ones they love. This particular phenomenon has caused this dominant to wonder if there is a connection between submission and an abusive past. At various intervals, I have received requests from dominants who discover themselves frustrated and at a loss about how to deal with a submissive who has been the victim of physical, emotional, or sexual abuse. I can truly relate with their concerns, since I found myself in just such a situation years a

Thanks To All My Friends!!!!
I just wanted to say thanks to all my friends for all your birthday wishes, comnments, gifts, etc...you really made my day!!!!!!!!!! Special thanks to Bearhugs420 for the 1 day blast gift, thank you! Special thanks to Kelly for making me the wonderful slide shows and comments, you are so sweet!

1,825,446,000
Thats right! One TRILLION, Eight hundred and twenty five MILLION, four hundred and forty six thousand DOLLARS!! That is on or about the amount given for the STIMULUS program. Where in the FUCK did THAT money come from???? Don't you think they should have used that money toward the price of fuel? Did you know that even WELFARE folks got STIMULUS checks? JEEZUS, I think it's time to move to Antiqua.

If U Bling Me...
I will give out 500 fubucks for every bling credit and a salute of your choice for every bling credit so if i get a 5 credit bling u get 5 salutes from me however u want lol and u get the same for each credit if i get a bling pack to ;) HELP ME OUT!!!! LOL PLZ!!!!! I LOVE YOU ALL!!! THANKS

Falling Down
In the distance I saw it blurred in my vision I walked towards it heel then toe firmly to the ground my head held high as my vision started to clear my heart began to race I ran towards it knees to the chest lungs out of breath heart full of hope with antisipation I begin to trust I can see clearly it's within my reach to touch to feel... but... I become careless quickly stumbling once then again overbound by my inevidable insecurities they trip me they fail me they hurt me they follow me everywhere I go...

How Would U Pay For Me For A Night
If i was to sell myself to a person to have me for one whole night....how much would u be willin to pay if any thing at all for me to have me to urself to do w/e u want with for one whole night, and be honest ..i always was curious to kno how much i would be worth if i prostituted myself lol

To The Brokenhearted Women
To the brokenhearted women, please heed these words I say. The pain you think eternal, will come to rest one day. Your destiny has whispered, he wasn't the one for you. True love would never allow the pain he's put you through. A soulmate will always protect you, he won't hurt you in any way. The bond that forms between you should grow stronger every day. Don't shed your tears in silence, there was nothing you could do. God gave you the strength of a woman, and your faith to carry you through. Time is short and precious, so make each moment last. Live for today and tomorrow, don't dwell upon the past. The one that left you broken will come to rue the day, and the pain you thought eternal, will slowly fade away.

#2 "knightrider"
This Newbie, chose, as his first act on fubar, to rate my profile picture a "2". Seems like a "Hit" to me, as he did nothing else until that point. And he would not answer any messages, just a hater! knightrider@ fubar

Beyonce-"irreplaceable
To the left To the left To the left To the left Mmmm to the left, to the left Everything you own in the box to the left In the closet, that's my stuff Yes, if I bought it, baby, please don't touch (don't touch) And keep talking that mess, thats fine Could you walk and talk, at the same time? And it's my name thats on that jag So go move your bags, let me call you a cab Standing in the front yard, telling me How I'm such a fool, talking 'bout How I'll never ever find a man like you You got me twisted You must not know 'bout me You must not know 'bout me I can have another you in a minute Matter fact, he'll be here in a minute (baby) You must not know 'bout me You must not know 'bout me I can have another you by tomorrow So don't you ever for a second get to thinkin' You're irreplaceable? So go ahead and get gone Call up that chick, and see if shes home Oops I bet you thought, that I didn't know What did you think I was putting you out for? Bec

Wish List
i wish that i could have enough money to finally catch up and be even. i wish that i could find something to join in regards to singing and not some religious crap. i wish i could do some sort of modeling thing. i wish that i could do something in regards to dancing but not have the ridiculous h.s. type show to go with it. i wish i could go back in time and figure out why. i wish i could send my mother away and keep her there. i wish i would get a knock on my door one day or a visit at work from a specific person. i wish i could have amnesia for a while. maybe some of the other wishes could be easier to come true.

Our Eleven Step Program
Just now, I'm not in the most enormously gratifying of moods. This morning as Martha was getting ready for work (and I already was since I get up an hour earlier than her) we received a phone call from a collection agency. The person who call left a very curt message, and I was surprised to learn from her that our bill from Trinity Hospital had been referred to them because the last two installments on it had not been paid. The letter came yesterday, and Martha only told me about it then. Besides being hurt, I half-joked could we return our kids and get our money back? (Yes, we're still paying for Martha's time in the hospital with both of them.) Martha told me this has happened to her before when she's missed a payment, just catch ourselves up and we won't be getting any wage garnishments or knocks on our door (despite the fact it doesn't exist, I still fear debtor's prison). Maybe, but I do not want to persist in this owe-owe-owe pattern for the next thirty years! Last ni

Amazing Simple Home Remedies
1. IF YOU'RE CHOKING ON AN ICE CUBE, SIMPLY POUR A CUP OF BOILING WATER DOWN YOUR THROAT. PRESTO! THE BLOCKAGE WILL INSTANTLY REMOVE ITSELF. 2. AVOID CUTTING YOURSELF WHEN SLICING VEGETABLES BY GETTING SOMEONE ELSE TO HOLD THE VEGETABLES WHILE YOU CHOP. 3. AVOID ARGUMENTS WITH THE FEMALES ABOUT LIFTING THE TOILET SEAT BY USING THE SINK. 4. FOR HIGH BLOOD PRESSURE SUFFERERS ~ SIMPLY CUT YOURSELF AND BLEED FOR A FEW MINUTES, THUS REDUCING THE PRESSURE ON YOUR VEINS. REMEMBER TO USE A TIMER. 5. A MOUSE TRAP PLACED ON TOP OF YOUR ALARM CLOCK WILL PREVENT YOU FROM ROLLING OVER AND GOING BACK TO SLEEP AFTER YOU HIT THE SNOOZE BUTTON. 6. IF YOU HAVE A BAD COUGH , TAKE A LARGE DOSE OF LAXATIVES. THEN YOU'LL BE AFRAID TO COUGH. 7. YOU ONLY NEED TWO TOOLS IN LIFE - WD-40 AND DUCT TAPE. IF IT DOESN'T MOVE AND SHOULD, USE THE WD-40. IF IT SHOULDN'T MOVE AND DOES, USE THE DUCT TAPE. 8. REMEMBER - EVERYONE SEEMS NORMAL UNTIL YOU GET TO KNOW THEM. 9. IF Y

This Ones A Rambler Forgive Me!
Ok well to start FUCK the boss! Loyalty means nothing, hard work means nothing, Honesty means nothing!!! And drunk bosses are worse! Im sure hes plowed still, i got a light buzz off his screaming breath. If he wants an accountant he can pay one! Ive had it. I break my neck out of loyalty to my office, and the people here, and he treats me like my husband does. like nothing. like what i do and what i say and how i am is nothing. Well, hes gonna wake up and be really fucking sorry, he talked to me that way. There is no excuse to swear at an employee. I work hard, I always have, and to be treated like trailor trash, still after 5 years Im so tired. Tired of a drunk husband, tired of a drunk greedy boss, tired......and sorry for venting...if your still here thanks!! Adele

Tin Man
Kenny Chesney The Tin Man lyrics Complimentary "The Tin Man" ringtone Saw a man in the movies that didn't have a heart How I wish I could give him mine Then I wouldn't have to feel it breaking all apart And this emptiness inside would suit me fine It's times like these I wish I were a tin man You could hurt me all you wanted And I'd never even know I'd give anything just to be the tin man And I wouldn't have a heart and I wouldn't need a soul I couldn't see your leavin' comin' You took me by surprise Even now it still seems like a dream But I know I can't be dreamin' 'Cause as I lay down each night The pain so great that it won't let me sleep It's times like these I wish I were a tin man You could hurt me all you wanted And I'd never even know I'd give anything just to be the tin man And I wouldn't have a heart and I wouldn't need a soul Well I'd give anything just to be the tin man And I wouldn't have a heart and I wouldn't miss you so

Scared
Ok so my insurance finally kicked in and I go get my yearly woman's check up. During the exam the doc find a lesion on my cervix. Cancer runs in my family and all the women in my family had hysterectomies before they were 40. Waiting on the pap results, I'm scared to death. I'm a single mom and dad is not in the picture. Just started a new relationship that really hasn't even had the chance to get off the ground good and now this. Needless to say, I'm a basket case. One of those curl-up-in-a-ball-and-sob-uncontrollably-till-you-can't-breath basket cases. Called the Doc 3 times today waiting on the pap results. He wants to schedule a colposcopy and possible biopsy within the month. Everyone keeps telling me it will be ok, that everything is fine. They are just saying that to keep me from freaking out. Too late.... I just hope and pray that it truly is nothing. For my daughters sake, and to give the love I have for this man a chance to grow and thrive. I've always been one

Meet The Shadow Levelers
I would like too introduce you too the Shadow Leveler.You will see them all lurking around Fubar seeking and searching who they can find too help level. Stop by and show them some love and if you are not a friend please fan, add, and rate they are friends everyone wants on there friends list. Founder of Shadow Levelers ♥ BooBoo ♥ Founder of Shadow Levelers.Owned by Gary@ fubar Co-Leaders of Shadow Levelers ♪£íłβαмαGíг£♪@ fubar Passionman71~ Shadow Leveler~ And Fu-Owner Of Lady Kate~@ fubar Let me introduce you to the Shadow Levelers Family $ç()øTëR™-{Lori's Hubby}(DemonCrew Recruiter)[Slave 2 MzAttitude n Ashley]{ShadowLeveler}@ fubar ~yeahmon~[Shadow Leveler]Please read profile and sign guestbook♥Heart's in Indiana♥@ fubar lauria♥Owned by Hopeless Romantic♥Owner of Gary and Hopeless ♥Shadow Leveler♥@ fubar ♪♫♥♥Teresa♪♫♥

Need Help Leveling Up Pls
I'm In Need Of Points to Level up anyone that can Help me Level Up I would Be very very very Great full...... Come On SHOW ME WHO LOVES ME I WILL KNOW WHO DOESNT LOVE ME TRUST ME LMAO HELPPPPPPPPPPPPPPP FRIENDS HELPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPP THANK TO ALL THAT DO HELP XOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXO ALL NEW FRIENDS WELCOME YOU CAN NEVER HAVE TO MANY FRIENDS

Chicken And Smoked Sausage Gumbo Recipe
1 cup vegetable oil 1 cup flour 1 1/2 cups chopped onion 1 cup chopped celery 1 cup chopped bell peppers 1 pound smoked sausage, such as Andouille or Kielbasa, cut crosswise into 1/2-inch slices 1 1/2 teaspoons salt 1/4 teaspoon cayenne 3 bay leaves 6 cups water 1 pound boneless chicken meat, cut into 1-inch chunks 1 teaspoon Rustic Rub 2 tablespoons chopped parsley 1/2 cup chopped green onions 1 tablespoon file powder Combine the oil and flour in a large cast-iron or enameled cast-iron Dutch oven over medium heat. Stirring slowly and constantly for 20 to 25 minutes, make a dark brown roux, the color of chocolate. Add the onions, celery, and bell peppers and continue to stir for 4 to 5 minutes, or until wilted. Add the sausage, salt, cayenne, and bay leaves. Continue to stir for 3 to 4 minutes. Add the water. Stir until the roux mixture and water are well combined. Bring to a boil, then reduce heat to medium-low. Cook, uncovered, stirring occasionally

Survey Love
Survey LoveTAKE THIS SURVEY! Take this survey 1. First off, what's your name? Tesha 2. Okay, but what does your best friend call you? Tesha 3. Have you ever kissed someone with braces? Yeah 4. Who is the fourth received call on your call log? Franklin 5. If you could change your eye color what would it be? Naw 6. What is the wallpaper on your phone? haha my step sons eye 7. How many pillows on your bed? 6 8. Who was the last text message you sent to? Franklin.. ok tell me when ur about here... 9. Is there someone you can't stop thinking about? Yes very much so 10. What was the best thing that happened to you last year? Ummm.... 11. Do any of your friends annoy you? Yes 12. Who's the fourth person on your contacts list? Franklin 13. When was the last time you cried from laughing so hard? Cryed lastnight laughed a few mins ago 14. What school did you attend in elementary? Wetumpka 15. Do you have a crush on somebody? Naw its love 16. Who was the last person that made you

Fubar Luv
I don't know why.... I leave at least 1 comment a week for all of my friends. (I had 11 Bouncer checks the last time I sent comments to my friends!) I rate all pictures 10's and 11's when I have them. I rate all stash's thumbs up and all blogs 10's. I buy drinks and other gifts. I try to return all Fu-Luv given to me. I guess I'll have to do a "clean up" of my friends list. I give out plenty of Fu-Luv. Why don't I receive it in return from some people? To those who return the Fu-Luv, THANK YOU VERY MUCH! I LOVE YOU ALL! You know who you are.... PS - BTW I'm feeling much better than I did in my last blog.

Profile On Lockdown
Well last night some idiot stole one of my default pics, and created a profile with my pic. I found out, and confronted them. They deleted their profile. So to my friends my profile is now set to friends only, and all pics to private. If u come across any profiles with my pic other than this one. Please notify me of it. Hope u all had a wonderful weekend, we got slammed by awful storms, and didn't get blown away.

Kids Are Truly Unpredictable!
A father watched his young daughter playing in the garden. He smiled as he reflected on how sweet and pure his little girl was. Tears formed in his eyes as he thought about her seeing the wonders of the world. Suddenly she just stopped and stared at the ground. He went over to her to see what work of God had captured her attention. He noticed she was looking at two spiders mating. 'Daddy, what are those two spiders doing?' she asked. 'They're mating,' her father replied. 'What do you call the spider on top?' she asked. 'That's a Daddy Longlegs,' her father answered. 'So, the other one is a Mommy Longlegs?' the little girl asked. As his heart soared with the joy of such a cute and innocent question he replied 'No dear. Both of them are Daddy Longlegs.' The little girl, looking a little puzzled, thought for a moment, then took her foot and stomped them flat, saying 'Well, we're not having any of that brokeback mountain shit in our garden.' Brings a tear to yo

Passing Thought
The sun just barely collapses beneath the water line, and the red and orange shadows soon follow. The trees that landscape the beach hang over the sand giving of shades of black and green like a fine woven satin. Delca sits there, waiting for the tide to come touch her toes... to clean the sand from the bottoms of her feet. Her white dress absolutly soaked from the incoming waters and the falling rain. Rising to her feet, she takes a last look at the evenings first twylight, and then heads back to the cabin for a fresh set of clothes and her fireplace. After changing clothes she grabs a glass out of the china cabinet and poured a fine red wine. ....

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Cheating
I’ve witnessed both sides of the infidelity coin. I’ve known friends that had affairs and I have had a husband that has cheated on me. I realize now, how painful it is to be on receiving end of infidelity. When I was in my late teens, I had very traditional values. Things were either right or they were not. Looking back now, I have to admit I was very judgmental. I had never been involved in anything that could be considered a serious relationship, yet I thought I knew everything. If a girlfriend had come to me back then and asked me what she should do about a boy who had cheated on her, I would have said “dump him. If she had not done it, I would have stood by her as a friend, but would secretly think that she was either stupid or crazy. I grew up though and my outlook changed. My ages old friend told me this when I asked for her story about her cheating: If you ask me now why I cheated, I can’t come up with anything better than I was young, dumb and careless with others fee

Update (homeless)
hey guys sorry i haven't been on but apparently i no longer can be on.. a few days ago the beauro of lewistown came and told us that we can no longer live in our house cause we don't have electric, doesn't make any sense to me since its not winter time or anything but anywayz i won't be on for a long while cause we don't have any of our stuff from the house, the only way i'm on right now is because i'm spending the night at my dads. our electric bill is 2,000 and we can't pay it because well we can't pull money out of our asses so until then i'm homeless and i can't even get stuff out of the house or i'll be arrested or i would be in there getting my stuff to sell for some cash...but yeh anywayz this sucks and all i want is my house and my life back!! ..i gotta go cause i don't wanna keep the pc away from my sis and her bf too long so laterz...

Cant Be Myself
Today, it's too warm to be myself, so I am going to pretend I am Clara Bow and I just married Tex Bell and we are at the wedding reception, in an air conditioned place in Nevada. In fact, they got married in 1931 and so the air conditioner had not been invented yet, but as they were famous maybe they could make the temperature drop at will. I am sure that chilled champagne and the newly invented sliced bread were a great way to forget about the weather anyway. Plus he was very handsome and he was from Texas and he was a cowboy. Actually they got married on December 3rd, and so it probably wasn't warm at all. PS I want to fill my bathtub with ice cream and to sit in there until it all melts and gets warm.

God Is Aways Beside You
--- David wrote: GOD IS ALWAYS BESIDE YOU by HELEN STEINER RICE WHATEVER BETIDE YOU, GOD IS ALWAYS BESIDE YOU- SO "LET NOT YOUR HEART BE TROUBLED" NOR YOUR MIND BE FILLED WITH FEAR FOR YOU HAVE GOD'S REASSURANCE THAT HE'S ALWAYS VERY NEAR, AND NO PRAYER GOES UNANSWERED AND NO ONE WALKS ALONE AND IF WE TRUST THE SAVIOUR WE ARE NEVER ON OUR OWN- AND THE "HELPING HANDS OF ANNISTON" WILL BE PRAYING FOR YOU, TOO, AND IN THE LOVING FATHER'S CARE THINGS WILL ALL BE WELL FOR YOU. BLESSED IS THE MAN WHO WALKS NOT IN THE COUNSEL OF THE UNGODLY, NOR STANDS IN THE PATH OF SINNERS, NOR SITS IN THE SEAT OF THE SCORNFUL; BUT HIS DELIGHT IS IN THE LAW OF THE LORD, AND IN HIS LAW HE MEDITATES DAY AND NIGHT. PSALM 1:1-2 TRULY THE EYE OF THE LORD IS ON THOSE WHO FEAR HIM, ON THOSE WHO HOPE IN HIS STEADFAST LOVE. PSALM 33:18 NRSV CREATE IN ME A CLEAN HEART, O GOD, AND RENEW A STEADFAST SPIRIT WITHIN ME. PSA

Italian Business School
ITALIAN BUSINESS SCHOOL Luigi (father): 'I want you to marry a girl of my choice.' Son: 'I will choose my own bride.' Luigi: 'But the girl is Bill Gates' daughter.' Son: 'Well, in that case . . . ok' Next Luigi approaches Bill Gates. Luigi: 'I have a husband for your daughter.' Bill Gates: 'But my daughter is too young to marry.' Luigi: 'But this young man is a vice-president of the World Bank'. Bill Gates: 'Ah, in that case . . ok' Finally Luigi goes to see the president of the World Bank. Luigi: 'I have a young man to be recommended as a vice-president.' President: 'But I already have more vice- presidents than I need!' Luigi : 'But this young man is Bill Gates' son-in-law.' President: 'Ah, in that case . . ok' And that, my friends, is how Italians do business.

Navy V. Usmc
Navy vs. USMC A Marine and a sailor were sitting in a Starbuck's one day discussing which was the superior service. Over triple lattes the Marine says, "Well, we have Iwo Jima." Arching his eyebrows, the sailor replies, "We have the Battle of Midway." The Marine retorts, "We Marines were born at Tun Tavern!" The sailor, nodding agreement, says, "But we have John Paul Jones." And so on and so on until the sailor comes up with what he thinks will end the discussion. With a flourish of finality he says, "We invented sex!" The Marine replies, "That is true, but it was the Marines who introduced it to women.".

Wsay
You're the Amazing Spider-Man. As a teenager, you were bitten by a radioactive spider and gifted with its powers. After the murder of your Uncle Ben, you vowed to use your powers for good. Superhero Quiz by QuizRocket.com Personality Quizzes!MySpace Quizzes | Love Quiz | Online Quizes.

I Am Actually On Fubar! Wow!
gosh, it has been a long time since i have been on this site! I just don't have the time anymore and have been dealing with my 16 year old son and his moods! I tend to play on facebook lately. there is a little more to it then this site. i have missed talking to a lot of you! It is now summer (well actually my birthday is first day of summer) so my kids are out of school and home! ugh. so far it hasn't been that bad but it is only the first week! lol I will try and be on here more often. i miss you guys!!! kisses and love ciao

My Little Flower Needs A Big Butterfly
In my opinion, the best thing about a long-term relationship is developing a deeper and more meaningful relationship. My last date was a couple of months ago. My eagerness for my next date can be best described as I'm genuinely looking forward to it. I think that dating is better than being home alone. I wish that men would realize that femininity is not predicated upon domesticity. If you think that I sound appealing after reading this profile, just say yes! Contact me! get me!

Confused
So here I am back from vacation feeling better than I have in a while about certain things. Then again on other issues I’m not feeling so good about. It felt good to feel connected with my aunt who I’m not close to at all. It felt good to know somebody else in my family has felt the things that I feel. A comment was made that wasn’t meant to be taken the way it came out. It was weird to hear it voiced from somebody else other than my own head. I kept it to myself all weekend while we was there. It was in the back of my head the whole time. Sunday night it started to really get to me. I think it showed in some ways. I found myself wondering about that one comment for so long it brought tears to my eyes. So I escaped to the bedroom and found myself sitting in the dark crying begging to God for it not to be a true. After begging to God for about 15 minutes I heard Mama looking for me so I had to hide the tears. After convincing her that I was ok she left me alone. Once again the tears sta

Grandpas Truck
On Monday I find out my dad intends to trade my grandpas truck to buy Megan her truck. Now for those of you who know, I drove grandpas truck for many years (blue 91 gmc) and then couple months ago the wiring in the steering column shorted out and he was unable to fix it himself. So when I find out his intentions on Monday from mom, I got really upset hence why my status was what it was. Can't get enough sleep, finally brought myself to actually eat today. When I tell mom yesterday why I was so upset I started cryin and she said well you have to tell your dad how you feel about this and I said he isn't going to change his mind on it, so what's the use in telling him just to start cryin over again? So tonight mom asked why I never came home with dad after Megan's ball game and I said have you forgotten how royally pissed off Iam with dad right now? She said ya I did. So she says if you don't tell him you don't have a right to be upset (now that's crap). So, I get the nerve to go into his

Apple Iv
Who was she? How did she get there? And many more. Finally, as the clock was getting close to 5pm, he became even more restless and antsy, putting away unfinished paperwork and twisting in his swivel chair. He heard the movement and shuffling outside of his cubicle, and interpreted it as a sign that he can finally get out of there as fast as possible. Picking up his belongings, he swiftly got up and darted out, trying to beat the oncoming traffic of equally restless coworkers escaping their square shaped cells. On a way out, he passed The Bitch. She was standing by her cubicle and chatting with another office harpy, most likely about the rudeness he unleashed upon her and possible causes of said mental state he was in. As he walked by, they both gave him a glare, and he knew that indeed he was probably the topic of their heated discussion. But right now, he didn't care. Getting into his car, he remembered again the reason for his rushing, but realized that most likely the woman wouldn'

Dark And Sinful
Dark and sinful thoughts of the two of us together Playing over and over in my mind As these lonely nights pass by I can no longer wait to see you. My desires burn like a fire deep inside Thirsting for your kiss I starve for your touch & your embrace. I want you so bad that it hurts deep inside, the pain I can no longer deny Please come quench my thirst my love, make me scream out in the dark of night The temptation I can no longer fight You appear in my dreams, in which I don’t wish to awake My soul cries out for your touch, The pain I feel with you being away is so hard to take The force of our hot sweaty bodies slamming against one another. I scream out in pleasure The contact, as our bodies are inner-twinned The sound of my nails piercing your skin as my nails dig into your flesh I sink my teeth into your neck Unfinished-

My 70 Confessions
My 70 confessionsTAKE THIS SURVEY! Take this survey 1. Who was the last person to call you babe? Franklin 2. When shopping at the grocery store, do you return your cart? Yeap 3. If you had to kiss the last person you kissed, would you? Fuck yeah 4. Has someone ever sang a song to you? Yeap 5. Do you play Sudoku? Naw 6. If abandoned alone in the wilderness would you survive? Yeap sure would 7. Have you danced in the rain? Yeap 8. Would you consider yourself a jock/prep/goth/emo/gangster? Hmmm myself lol 9. Ever been to the beach? Yeap i live in florida 10. Do you like cheese? Naw cant eat it 11. Have you ever been to the emergency room? Yes to many times 12. Do you like hot or cold weather more? Hot 13. How many different kinds of meat have you eaten? Hmmmm only 2 lmfao 14. Do you pass gas and blame it on others? Naw 15. Do you like winter? Yeap 16. Have you wiped a booger under your desk? Naw ewwwwwwwwwww 17. Do you have a secret crush? Naw its love no crush to this

From My Heart To All My Friends
Greetings to everyone, Just wanted to hello to all and let you know how I appreciate each one individually.If I have not reached your page yet give me time I will.I am trying to hit everyones page so please do not feel neglected.My heart reaches out to you all with love,support,encouragement,compliments,appreciation and xoxo etc.I try to respond to all as quickly as I can seeing I have a life outside the computer to.But know that I do appreciate you all very much and I will get to your page soon.I ll do my best to reach everyone with ratings etc.So please do not feel neglected or anything negitive.For my heart is postive with good intentions and I mean not to neglect anyone.Love you all and ty soo much for everything comments support etc. Much Love, Sincerely from my heart to yours, Cinthia xoxoxoxo

Diplomatic, Tricknology
because i find myself not on the road of destruction, but on the road of life because i know that man don't have too die it's what you eat, it's how you live , it's what you think, it's what you do that make man die seen ? so when i learn that & after i learn these thing's man don't have to die ! so i have to keep on the road of life and because i know all these thing's i still have too stand firm ,and still take a polictical stand against the law's that still violate or humilate or incrimanate people for just takeing a smoke of herb, it's only in the west that these thing's go on or only where there is colonalism and imperialism, seen ? there are many place's where there is colonalism and yet the law's are not so rigded and that is what you call diplomatic, tricknology seen ? but that is one of thouse thing's which good will continue to bad untill good get good name seen ? if it's right to smoke a cigarette, a thing' that give you cancer, & many other destru

*satin Sheets*
*Satin Sheets* Behold the sight Angel in light Fear escapes Focused straight Yearning desire Intimate fire Leather, Lace Tempered pace Heat arise Deepest eyes Parted lips Sweat drips Clinched sheets Bodies meet Gentle motions Fevered notions Together entwined Sensations divine Rapture reached Emotions breeched Strength waining Lungs straining Eruptive release Motions cease Dreams sweet Between satin sheets Written by: The Southern Poet

Serbian
ŠTO BIH JA, KAD BI BOG JEDNE NOĆI U SNOVE DOŠAO MOJE OČI SEBI DA POZOVE I DA JUTRO NE VIDIM DAL'BIH USTAO, ODUSTAO KADA BI SLIJEP OSTAO? ŠTO BIH JA, KAD BI BOG JEDNOG DANA DOK SVIRAM UŠAO STAO IZA MOG KLAVIRA I TON PO TON UZEO,DAL'BIH USTAO, ODUSTAO KADA BI GLUV OSTAO? SAMO KAD BI HTJELA TI JA BIH TE DODIROM OD SVILE VIDIO AKO POZELIŠ JA BIH SRCEM CUO PA TI SVIRAO AKO DOZVOLIŠ U TVOME POGLEDU BIH ŽIVIO I STARIO TO KAD BI HTJELA TI JA NE BI MARIO ŠTO BIH JA, KAD BI BOG POSLIJE SVEGA U SNOVE DOŠAO DA MI VRATI VID I SLUH, ALI TEBE DA SA SOBOM POZOVE DAL'BIH USTAO, ODUSTAO KAD BI BEZ TEBE OSTAO? JA NE BIH PRISTAO!

Puissant Winds
Puissant Winds by Me For a moment in time the stars aligned With all their glory and might Shining down on this little world of mine Laughing at me that one night Bringing me one step closer to you Then they pulled on the earth then changed the tides Puissant winds pushed at me like they knew Back into the shadows where my love must reside

Darkness #2
I feel the darkness coming back i was hurt so bad today when i saw something, i saw that the girl that i like really dont like me like the Rest of them she put me off to the side for my brother so what ever i am done trying to be a loving and careing guy when all i get is hurt in return so now i dont care anymore i dont wanna talk to ANYONE ANYMORE CAUSE ALL THAY WILL DO IS HURT ME TOO I MUST NOT BE GOOD ENUFF FOR ANY ONE OR LOOK GOOD ENUFF OR BE STRONG ENUFF OR FUNNY ENUFF OR TALL ENUFF ALL I WANT IS TO LOVE AND BE LOVED HAVE A WIFE AND A FAMILY OF MY OWN BUT NO I CANT HAVE THAT CAN I I TRYED TO GIVE MY HEART TO PEOPLE SO MANY TIMES BUT IT JUST GETS RIPED OUT OF MY CHEST AND WALKED ON PEOPLE TELL ME THAT THAY CARE ABOUT ME AND TELL ME THAT THAY LOV ME BUT I KNOW NOW THAT IT IS ALL A LIE JUST WANT THE TRUTH NOT TO BE LIED TO BY PEOPLE I LOVE AND CARE ABOUT FUCK I WANT IT STOP WANT IT TO END WANT IT TO GO AWAY I CANT EVEN SLEEP NO MORE CAUSE ALL I SEE WHEN I CLOSE IS PAIN AND HURT IN

Wanna Sample My "services"?
So since I kicked the ball and chain to the curb, I can finally do what I've always wanted to do...bang as many guys as I can before I turn 30! Anybody wanna help me with that? Well, if you're in NY, you can! I've kinda started an escort service from work ( I know, it sounds crazy, but it's been working great!)! First, you gotta be serious! So check out my videos below. They're free to download. Then, after watching them, if you're really serious, call me! You can reach me Mondays through Fridays (only!) 9am to 5pm at 914-277-8777. It's a dentis office, but ask for Alice! Now, for safety reasons (and so I don't get caught), please don't mention this blog when you call. My boss would so find me out if he looked for me here! So, when you call, ask for me, and then ask me about my escort service and special FREE offer for first timers! That's right! First time is free (as long as I don't have to go drive to your place). Now, I might hang up on you the first few times you call, but don't b

My Friends
OK so to my nearest and dearest friends - and they know who they are cos one of them listened to me rant on the phone and the other listens to me rant through text WELL GUESS WHAT PEOPLE - FROM NOW ON ITS A BRAND NEW LIFE THINGS CAN AND WILL GET BETTER - AS THE SONG GOES ILL GET BY WITH A LITTLE HELP WITH MY FRIENDS YEAH I USED TO LET THINGS GET TO ME TOO MUCH BUT FROM NOW ON NOTHING OR NOONE WILL GET ME DOWN - TRY AS HARD AS YOU LIKE IT JUST AINT GONNA HAPPEN!!!!!!! TO THE TWO CONCERNED THIS AFTERNOON THIS BLOG IS DEDICATED TO YOU I LOVE YOU BOTH xxxxx

5 Surgeons
Five surgeons from big cities are discussing who makes the best patients to operate on. The first surgeon, from New York, says, "I like to see accountants on my operating table because when you open them up, everything inside is numbered." The second, from Chicago, responds, "Yeah, but you should try electricians! Everything inside them is color coded." The third surgeon, from Dallas, says, "No, I really think librarians are the best, everything inside them is in alphabetical order" The fourth surgeon, from Los Angeles chimes in: "You know, I like construction workers. .. Those guys always understand when you have a few parts left over." But the fifth surgeon, from Washington, DC shut them all up when he observed: "You're all wrong. Politicians are the easiest to operate on. There's no guts, no heart, no balls, no brains and no spine, and the head and the ass are interchangeable.

One Day
One day you will see That I was the best thing To ever happen to you I’ve always tried my best To be there for you No matter what happen I did my best To make you feel loved To make you feel wanted To make you feel needed But yet what do you do To me in return You made me feel like I was being used by you Like you truly didn’t care If you tore my heart In to a million little pieces After I told you About all the pain I’ve though I though I would be happy With you But was it to much To ask for Just a little bit a love in returned But I’m going to move I think I’ve found someone new Someone who knows how to treat me Someone who knows what I need He cares more for me then People think you ever will I’m not sorry I need this

Rant On People Commenting On Mumms
I'm a DJ, So as a DJ. I'm trying to make a decision on what would be better EBM or Synth pop. So there for it is a mumm by all stander's and I'm not gay In the sence that you are putting it. I have a little girl who is 4 month's old and dealing with my ex girl friend and a friend of mine who is dating some one else and want's to break up her current Bf for me. Because I'm just that good int bed. Her words not mine. So go fuck your self. I'm so fucking tired of you fucking prick calling me gay. I been keeping my fucking mouth shut but that's it. Like a dog if you push some one far enough into a fucking corner there going to snap and that's exactly what I'm doing now. IF YOU DON'T GOT A GOD DAMN THING TO SAY ABOUT THE FUCKING MUMMM THEN KEEP YOUR FUCKING COMMENT'S TO YOUR OWN FUCKING SELF I DON'T FUCKING WANT THEM. Thank you and have a very unpleasent fucking time.

Rare Facts Of *slim Shady*
01. Em's at the Guinness Book of World Records for being the fastest selling hip-hop artist. 02. One of the Requirements to be signed to Shady Records is you have to battle Eminem 03. During the shooting of 8 Mile, Em would write lyrics for the soundtrack during breaks. When shooting resumes crew members will have to pull the notepad from him in order to catch his attention and make him stop writing. 04. Em was bullied as a kid because he was small and was often mistaken as retarded. He would hum melodies to himself not knowing it was loud enough to be heard by everybody. (He still does today. He also said that he is always writing and that he cant stop writing because ideas keep flowin' in.) 05. Em is of Scottish and Welsh decent. 06. Em has been falsely reported dead by a car crash 4 times and a drug overdose once. 07. Eminem is the oldest member of D12 (b. 1972). Kon Artis is the youngest (b. 1978). 08. He is a Spiderman fan. 09. Em is a Baptist (just like h

Soldiers Once
awhile ago I left the military hurt and saddend that I would no longer see my friends everyday I had grown to call brothers, for a couple it was the last time i saw them a couple died in iraq and a couple took there own lives havin seen enough over in iraq and afganistan to my suprise today a friend whom i havnt seen since i was hurt over sea's came into where i worked we both smiled at each other instantly knowing who each other was he smiled told me everyone thought i was dead and then laughed that i had consumed enough alcohol in Germany that i was already embalmed for burial we had a laugh at our time over there then he told me the news i regret when i see an old friend from the military who had made and who had not, he told me of LT. Cowherd whom had been killed and also of SGT Chatman from Aco killed by snipers and roadside bombs about CSM Eric Cooke who was killed by a roadside bomb while in convoy. Tonight i am going out I will Raise my glass to you my brothers and have one las

Your Eyes
Your eyes... They capture me, they look to my soul, they torment me, and make me feel whole, they take from me, and leave me confused, they play with my heart and make me feel used.. I want to live for those eyes, I'd give anything to, I want to look at you, and make you feel the way that I do, with those eyes... They are my comfort, and my one desire, all that I aspire is in your eyes, they tease me, but treat me so kind, one look in your eyes and all that I knew was left behind I felt it and knew it was real, one glance from you, one smile and one tear, it didn’t take much but now I'm stuck here and this feeling I have, I know that it's true.. It was those eyes of yours; they made me fall for you

Tune In This Tuesday! Rock Out!
PEOPLE, tuning in is easy! There are many ways and they are all listed here. Just click HERE and your music player will open or a WINDOW WILL POP UP ASKING YOU WHAT PROGRAM YOU WANT TO USE. CHOOSE WHATEVER IS LISTED THERE, such as Winamp, Windows Media Player, iTunes, RealPlayer, Nero, or whatever other player you use for music files.Click above for the Darkside Radio homepage.Once on that page, TO TUNE IN SCROLL DOWN AND CLICK THE SKELETONS. 6.17.08Be Sure To Tune In !!!Rock out with Lord Genocyde:7:00 p.m. Central TimeClick above to DOWNLOAD THE DARKSIDE RADIO TOOLBAR which will make it EVEN EASIER to access the Darkside Radio stream.Brought to you also by:The Lady Misty Genocyde. Welcome to the softer side of insanity...Tuesday nights are shows dedicated to new bands' premiere songs and the infamous Millennium Omega segments hosted by Lady Misty! We may have a guest on for Millennium Omega. Tonight we premier... new music from SINDADDY !!!Lord Genocyde will also be debuting new mu

Damn Meds
I wasn't sure if I wanted to do this, but part of me wants to. Damn meds I'm on makes me do the most ridiculous things. So much for my EX, my arm is in a sling and my side hurts majorly. And the worst part is, my jaw still hurts after two days. I swear I need to get over him, but it is much too difficult when I am still madly in love with him. Damn he has his power over me, on a Queen like me. Groan!

Two Choices
Two Choices... you have to read this it really touched me What would you do?....you make the choice. Don't look for a punch line, there isn't one. Read it anyway. My question is: Would you have made the same choice? At a fundraising dinner for a school that serves learning-disabled children, the father of one of the students delivered a speech that would never be forgotten by all who attended. After extolling the school and its dedicated staff, he offered a question: "When not interfered with by outside influences, everything nature does is done with perfection. Yet my son, Shay, cannot learn things as other children do. He cannot understand things as other children do. Where is the natural order of things in my son?" The audience was stilled by the query. The father continued. "I believe that when a child like Shay - physically and mentally handicapped - comes into the world, an opportunity to realize true human nature pr

Coheed And Cambria - Welcome Home
Welcome Home by:Coheed And Cambria You could have been all I wanted But you weren't honest Now get in the ground You choked off the surest of favours But if you really loved me You would've endured my will Well, if you're just as I presumed You're a whore in sheep's clothing Fucking up all I do And if so, here we stop Then never again Will you see this in your life Hang onto the glory at my right hand Here, laid to rest, is our love ever low With truth on the shores of confession You seem to take premiss to all of these, so... You stormed off to scar the Armada Like Jesus plagued letter I'll drill through your hands The stone for the curse you have blamed me With love and devotion, I'll die as you sleep But if you could just lock me out To neverless wonder Happy, will I become? Be true that this is no option So in sin, condemn you Demon play, Demon out Hang on to the glory at my right hand Here laid to rest, is our love ever

Newest Playlist
as im sure uve noticed i have a new playlist on my pro full of WORKING songs...thought id change it up a bit show you all im not just into deathmetal....i think theres an even wider range of my musical taists on this, the play list isnt done yet but what i got so far i like so i thought id post it for now..ENJOY and let me know what u think.

Fix The Fence In Dc
See what happens when you privatize government bidding. Fix The Fence in DC Three contractors are bidding to fix a broken fence at the White House In D.C.; one from New Jersey, another from Tennessee and the third, from Florida. They go with a White House official to examine the fence. The Florida contractor takes out a tape measure and does some Measuring, then works some figures with a pencil. "Well", he says, "I Figure the job will run about $900: $400 for materials, $400 for my crew And $100 profit for me." The Tennessee contractor also does some measuring and figuring, then Says, "I can do this job for $700: $300 for materials, $300 for my crew and $100 profit for me." The New Jersey contractor doesn't measure or figure, but leans over to The White House official and whispers, "$2,700" The official, incredulous, says, "You didn't even measure like the other Guys! How did you come up with such a high figure?" The New Jersey contractor whisper

Two Boys
Two young boys walked into a pharmacy one day, picked out a box of Tampax and proceeded to the checkout counter. The man at the counter asked the older boy, "Son, how old are you?" "Eight", the boy replied. The man continued, "Do you know how these are used?" The boy replied, "Not exactly, but they aren't for me. They are for him. He's my little brother. He's four. We saw on TV that if you use these you would be able to swim and ride a bike. He can't do either one.

Job Opening
A little sicko humor for you. FBI Job Opening - Could you pass the test? The FBI had an opening for an assassin. After all the background checks, interviews and testing were done, there were 3 finalists. Two men and a woman. For the final test, the FBI agents took one of the men to a large metal door and handed him a gun. "We must know that you will follow your instructions no matter what the circumstances. Inside the room you will find your wife sitting in a chair. . Kill Her !!" The man said, "You can't be serious. I could never shoot my wife." The agent said, "Then you're not the right man for this job. Take your wife and go home." The second man was given the same instructions. He took the gun and went into the room. All was quiet for about 5 minutes. The man came out with tears in his eyes, "I tried, but I can't kill my wife." The agent said, "You don't have what it takes. Take your wife and go home." Finally, it was the woman's turn. She was given the same ins

10 Things You Should Look For In A Guy
Well lets start off by saying all men are pigs... only if 1) They do everything you tell them 2) When you want something they get it 3) They open ALL doors for you 4) When you cry.. They care 5) When your feet hurt they dont ask do you want me to rub them.. they ask coco butter or oil. 6) They kiss you in every place on your body so you know they are trying to make sex more then just sex 7) When you need them there always there 8) Your the Princess 9) They dont look at anyother girl... even if they may be hott.. 10)The final thing... they have to be HOTTT!

Used To
"Used To" You used to talk to me like I was the only one around. You used to lean on me like The only other choice was falling down. You used to walk with me like We had nowhere we needed to go, Nice and slow, to no place in particular. We used to have this figured out; We used to breathe without a doubt. When nights were clear, you were the first star that I'd see. We used to have this under control. We never thought. We used to know. At least there's you, and at least there's me. Can we get this back? Can we get this back to how it used to be? I used to reach for you when I got lost along the way. I used to listen. You always had just the right thing to say. I used to follow you. Never really cared where we would go, Fast or slow, to anywhere at all. We used to have this figured out; We used to breathe without a doubt. When nights were clear, you were the first star that I'd see. We used to have this under control. We never thought. We used to kno

§♥unfaithful♥§
Unfaithful All this time that I waste, has blackened my heart turned into haste. Looking back is all I can do, the earth keeps shifting through and through. Strength and courage are like a disease, I've lost in this war, down on my knees. Begging for mercy, hell bent on trying, can't see straight, no end to my crying. Any idea what it's like to care? For a person who's dying cause they've had their share. Living this life is not but a curse, it doesn't get better it only gets worse. Little white lines a glimmer in his eye, is she your true love? Why can't it be I? Offered you my life, gave you my heart, only for her to tare us apart. This fucking game, you now play alone, you want to die, your on your own. I hope she is worth it and please don't lie, I'm just not enough, you'd rather get high...

Explain To Me Why....
Women complain so much about their not being any nice guys out there? It's not like they don't exist. Nice guys are everywhere. They just aren't the kind of guys that most women care for. Most women want the "bad boy" right? The guy whose gonna treat them horribly and put them down to no end. The guy who goes out with his friends, gets drunk, and fucks some random chick behind their back. Of course, these women tends to forgive the asshole and then wonder why her friends think she's stupid for staying with him. I might be way off here, but I'm only speaking from experience. Most of the girls I've dated would rather I party and get drunk as fuck every weekend. Apparently thats what people my age do. I thought it was a good thing these days..you know, being responsible and having some sort of common sense. I swear, I wonder sometimes whether being a dickhead is the way to go. I wouldn't be able to go that route though. I was raised a little better than that. I guess I'll ju

Passionman71's Breaking Out The Bling...
Passionman71 is hosting his first Happy Hour on Saturday at 1:00 p.m. Fubar time, 4:00 p.m. Est. Stop by during his Happy Hour and show some love. He will have 3 rate folders set up too rate. Rate 100- 11's & 100- 10's Enter Drawing for 25 credit bling Pack Rate 300 -10's Enter Drawing for a 1 Month V.I.P. Rate 200-10's Enter Drawing for 200K in Fu-Bucks After you are done rating the folders please send a private message too him and let him know you are finished and with what you rated. So go show love and party with Passionman71 on Saturday during his Happy Hour. He will also be blinging randomly too those that are rating him during his Happy Hour. Passionman71~ Shadow Leveler~Fu-owned by Anna~@ fubar This Happy Hour Pimp- Out brought too you by : ¢¾BooBoo¢¾ Founder of Shadow Levelers.Owned By Lynne & Farscapecat Co-Owner of Cutterbum@ fubar Please repost

What's Been Going On
Hey peeps anyway yeah I'm here, I finally got my internet back AND IT TOOK FOREVER lol. I admit I've dealt with it before but come on I love ya'll and missed ya much. Army boy being a bastard but I can deal with him, just not talk to him for about 5 months which isn't hard for me to do with the hatred I have for him. I could care less if he died right now and you know that's not my nature. Anyway besides that not much going on, miss my cell phone too but I can deal with that as long as I have some way of communication. Can't tell you much more.........have fun

"i'm This Guy"
I'm the guy who will text you every single morning and tell you good morning and every single night to tell you sweet dreams. I'm the guy who will hold you when you're crying and wipe away your tears. I'm the guy who still thinks you're beautiful with no makeup on, wearing sweats, and a big t-shirt. I'm the guy who won't pressure you to do things you don't want to. I'm the guy who will show up at your house with soup and a movie when you aren't feeling well. I'm the guy who kisses you on the forehead. I'm the guy who doesn't kiss and tell. I'm the guy who actually listens to you when you talk. I'm the guy who's excited all day because I'm looking forward to our date that night. I'm the guy who is content to just be able to hold you and wants nothing more. I'm the guy who can't help but smile when you walk into the room. I'm the guy who's perfectly content with staying in, watching movies, and cuddling. I'm the guy who won't lie to you about whe

My Surgery Today..
Hey all... This really is not much of a blog more or less just letting everyone know how I was doing... For those of you who didn't know I had left knee surgery today... Things went well just a little sore more than anything.. They had to go in and clean up the lining under my knee cap and push my knee cap back into place, so I am in a knee immobilizer. Hope everyone is having a good summer so far.. If ya need me text me on my cell since my laptop internet is still messed up.. I will me in Mt. Juliet at my parents house until Wednesday and then I will be going to Greg's house until Sunday. Thanks to you guys have already sent me messages and a BIG thanks to my wonderful boyfriend Greg, who took me and stayed with me most of the day and I love you for that...... Greg.. Hope you didn't have too much trouble being around all the Latex.. Guess I better go lay back down for a while, been up moving for several hours now... Love ya, Erin

What To Do When You're Bored
I am so friggin bored I don't know what to do with myself. I tried getting drunk but suddenly realized i'm not a big drinker and it doesn't take much.So now i'm just surfing the web just because. Any body got any iddeas how to cure the boredum blues. I have no life, at least this week.

Abbys Beautiful Tribue To Lady Kate!
Please Play As many of you may know, my dear friend Kathy aka LadyKate has been battling cancer for quite a long time. Her recent mails to me express tears, tire and dwindled ambition. I made this video for her in hopes that she would see just how many friends love her and are by her side. A huge thank you to all her friends who contributed their love in this video. So very kind of all of you. xoxoxox Please, if you have a few spare moments, visit her page, send her a smile or some thoughts of encouragement. She's so beautiful when she smiles. LadyღKate Please repost! Not only for Kate but for all women. Thank you ~Abby

Brand New Second Hand
you're only acting like you are somebody but i don't love to say you're not nobody don't exhaust your painted face, girl 'cause underneath that face you're just have disgrace and you're just a brandnew second hand you'll make no one fool you're just a brand new second hand i only confess you you're brand new second hand dirty golden rule you're just a brand new second hand what you've got, girl that i don't know why you really really got to exalt yourself so mama used to tell me a long time ago, girl it's noteverything you own that glitters is gold So you're just a brand new second hand no man no want no brand new second hand you bettergo back round so girl brand new second hand don't you show us brand newsecond hand if you think it's the dress you wear that makes you a lady get that out of your mind you must be crazy you're just a brand new second had, yes girl no man no want brand new second hand, yes girl no bother come show off so yo

Tiny Angel
Tiny Angel rest your wings Sit with me for awhile. How I long to hold your hand, And see your tender smile. Tiny Angel, Look at me, I want this image clear.... That I will forget your percious face Is my biggest fear. Ting Angel can you tell me, Why you have gone away? You weren't here for very long.... Why is it you couldn't stay? Tiny Angel shook her head, " These things I do not know.... But I do know that you love me, and that I love you so."

The Foolish Dog
There was once a dog that used to run up quietly behind people and bite their heels. Fed up of the numerous complaints, the owner tied a bell around the dog’s neck so that the sound of the bell would alert people whenever the animal came near them. The dog felt the bell was a reward of some sort and became extremely conceited, turning up his nose whenever he met other dogs on the street. One day a hound brought him down to earth with some plain speaking and when the dog learnt why the bell had been put around his neck he slunk away in shame. Moral: Sometimes what appears to be a clap on the back is actually a slap on the face.

~are You My Fubar Friend? Then Read~
I DON'T CARE IF WE NEVER TALK.. FILL IT OUT FOR ME PLEASE 1.)Q. Are you currently in a serious relationship? 2.)Q. What was your dream growing up? 3.)Q. What talent do you wish you had? 4.)Q. If I bought you a drink what would it be? 5.)Q. Favorite vegetable? 6.)Q. What was the last book you read? 7.)Q. What zodiac sign are you? 8.)Q. Any Tattoos and/or Piercings? Explain where. 9.)Q. Worst Habit? 10.)Q. If you saw me walking down the street would you offer me a ride? 11.)Q. What is your favorite sport? 12.)Q. Do you have a pessimistic or optimistic attitude? 13. )Q. What would you do if you were stuck in an elevator with me? 14.)Q. Worst thing ever to happen to you? 15.)Q. Tell me one weird fact about you. 16.)Q. Do you have any pets? 17.)Q. What if i showed up at your house unexpectedly? 18.)Q. What was your first impression of me? 19.)Q. Do you think clowns are cute or scary? 20.)Q. If

Sexygranny1967's First Hh!!!
It's Her First Happy Hour!!! Today, June 22nd @ 2 P.M. Fu Time! SexyGranny1967 is so excited, it's her first Happy Hour! Please stop by and show her a ton of love and make her first Happy Hour a successful one, she deserves it. She returns all love. Thank you in advance for all love you show to her. :) SexyGranny1967 ♥ Shadow Leveler ♥ Club FAR ♥ S*U*P ♥ fu~owned by JONLEE74@ fubar Brought To You By: Passionman71~ Shadow Leveler~Fu-owned by Anna~@ fubar And LilBamaGirl ~Shadow Leveler~Owned By SingleDad38 @ fubar

Tagged Again...pfft.
You Can Only Type One Word. Not as easy as you might think. Now copy and paste into your blog and tag 5 ppl to do the same. Leave a comment to let us know you have done it, AND LEAVE THEM A COMMENT TO LET THEM KNOW THEY HAVE BEEN TAGGED. It's really hard to only use one-word answers! 1. Where is your cell phone? - Broken 2. Your significant other? - Asleep 3. Your hair? - Fuzzy 4. Your mother? - ? 5. Your father? - Driving 6. Your favorite thing? - ME 7. Your dream last night? - Huh? 8. Your favorite drink? - RUM! 9. Your dream/goal? - Happiness 10. The room you're in? - Control 11. Music? - Rock 12. Where do you want to be in 6 years? - Cancun 14. Where were you last night? - Work 15. What you're not? - Happy 16. Muffins? - Yummy 17. One of your wish list items? - Sleep 18. Where you grew up? - LaPorte 19. The last thing you did? - Pee 20. What are you wearing? - Coveralls 21. TV? - Nope 22. Your pets? - VINCE! 23. Your computer? - Dell 24. Your life? -

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Today's Quote I gain strength, courage and confidence by every experience in which I must stop and look fear in the face...I say to myself, I’ve lived through this and can take the next thing that comes along. -Eleanor Roosevelt

Fear Pt2
Q- A B C D E F G H I J K L M N O P Q R S T U V W X Y Z | Top R- A B C D E F G H I J K L M N O P Q R S T U V W X Y Z | Top Radiophobia- Fear of radiation, x-rays. Ranidaphobia- Fear of frogs. Rectophobia- Fear of rectum or rectal diseases. Rhabdophobia- Fear of being severely punished or beaten by a rod, or of being severely criticized. Also fear of magic.(wand) Rhypophobia- Fear of defecation. Rhytiphobia- Fear of getting wrinkles. Rupophobia- Fear of dirt. Russophobia- Fear of Russians. S- A B C D E F G H I J K L M N O P Q R S T U V W X Y Z | Top Samhainophobia: Fear of Halloween. Sarmassophobia- Fear of love play. (Malaxophobia) Satanophobia- Fear of Satan. Scabiophobia- Fear of scabies. Scatophobia- Fear of fecal matter. Scelerophibia- Fear of bad men, burglars. Sciophobia Sciaphobia- Fear of shadows. Scoleciphobia- Fear of worms. Scolionophobia- Fear of school. Scopophobia or Scoptophobia- Fear of being seen or stared at. Scotomaphobia- Fear of blindn

Why Nice Guys Finish Last By April Masini I Found On Yahoo!
Dating Secret Exposed: Why Nice Guys Finish Last By April Masini Are you a nice guy who has always wondered why the cocky guy -- the one who barely appears interested in the girl -- is usually the one who gets the girl? Have you suffered from hearing the words, "You're a really nice guy, but I only like you as a friend," from a woman who you would do (or may, in fact, have already done) just about anything and everything for -- only to turn around and watch her date (or even chase) a guy who treats her like she's nothing special? And are you stumped wondering why she would date a guy who treats her like that when she could have you who would treat her like a princess and give her everything she wants? Well, you better brace yourself because I'm going to tell you a couple of secrets that you might not want to hear. First, "nice" equates with boring and predictable. Look up "nice" in the dictionary and you find: pleasant; agreeable; satisfactory. In other words, average --

R.i.p. George.......1937-2008
LOS ANGELES (Reuters) - Comedian George Carlin, a counter-culture hero famed for his routines about drugs and dirty words, died of heart failure at a Los Angeles-area hospital on Sunday, a spokesman said. He was 71. Carlin, who had a history of heart and drug-dependency problems, died at Saint John's Health Center in Santa Monica about 6 p.m. PDT (9 p.m. EDT) after being admitted earlier in the afternoon for chest pains, spokesman Jeff Abraham told Reuters. Known for his edgy, provocative material, Carlin achieved status as an anti-Establishment icon in the 1970s with stand-up bits full of drug references and a routine called "Seven Words You Can Never Say On Television." A regulatory battle over a radio broadcast of the routine ultimately reached the U.S. Supreme Court. In the 1978 case, Federal Communications Commission vs. Pacifica Foundation, the top U.S. court ruled that the words cited in Carlin's routine were indecent, and that the government's broadcast regulator cou

Self Discovery
Thank YouEyes Of Delight*ღ11∞**Råveñ §åpphire ♥ ∑mi§§ar¥ Öf Ligh†**∞11ღ * Date: Jun 23, 2008 3:56 AMThe Light of ConsciousnessThe one "I am" at the heart of all creation,Thou art the light of life.Shvetashvatara Upanishad My studies in experimental psychology had taught me much about neurophysiology, memory, behavior, and perception. Yet, despite all that I was learning about brain function, I was no closer to understanding the nature of consciousness itself. The East, however, appeared to have a lot to say about the subject, and so did many mystics, from around the world. For thousands of years such seekers had focused on the inner realm of the mind, exploring its subtler aspects through direct personal experience.Believing that such approaches might offer insights unavailable to Western science, I began delving into ancient texts such as The Upanishads, The Tibetan Book of the Great Liberation, The Cloud of Unknowing, and contemporary writers such

Mountains?
Well I have been sitting here for a week, been on the computer and I am just plain bored. I have to get out, I think I might run to the mountains and go see what trouble I can get into. My wife left a week ago, and it seems we are still at a stand still, so I am not gonna worry.

People Ask Me Why I Hate The "n" Word...
une 1 On this date, we look at the history of word “nigger” in America. This word still sits at the center of anti-Black verbal distortions. *Note: some of the content in this writing may be offensive to children. The history of the word nigger is often traced to the Latin word niger, meaning Black. This word became the noun, Negro (Black person) in English, and simply the color Black in Spanish and Portuguese. In early modern French, niger became negre and, later, negress (Black woman) was unmistakably a part of language history. One can compare to negre the derogatory nigger and earlier English substitutes such as negar, neegar, neger, and niggor that developed into its lexico-semantic true version in English. It is probable that nigger is a phonetic spelling of the White Southern mispronunciation of Negro. No matter what its origins, by the early 1800s, it was firmly established as a derogative name. In the 21st century, it remains a principal term of White racism, regardl

Pervert On The Loose
This guy is a pervert. plus he beats up on over weight women and women who have a mental illness. He talks them into giving him naked pictures of themself then threatens to post them if they don't behave. He should be removed off of fubar so he can't pray on anyone else. Thankfully he did not get to me but he did hurt my friend on here and threatened to show her pictures with her face in the pictures. This man discustes me. HeartStopper http://fubar.com/user/1827162

Darkness Cannot Overcome The Light!
Darkness Cannot Overcome the Light! by Rick Renner "And the light shineth in darkness; and the darkness comprehended it not." (John 1:5) I know of no great Christian leader who hasn't faced some kind of opposition as he or she sought to do God's will. But the truth is that darkness does not have the power to overcome light! Every believer can overcome any attack if he or she won't quit first! John 1:5 says, "And the light shineth in darkness; and the darkness comprehended it not." The word "comprehended" is the Greek word katalambano. It is a compound of the words kata and lambano. The word kata carries the force of something that is dominating or subjugating. The word lambano means to seize or grab hold of. When the two words are compounded, the new word means to seize, to pull down, to tackle, to conquer, or to hold under one's power. Therefore, this verse could be translated, "Darkness does not have the ability to suppress or to hold the light under its domain." This

Thank You Friends
I want to thank everyone for all the rates and love you have shown me and my page. Fubar has once again froze my points because I did not renew my vip, for the reason I am just not into being on here anymore. I have too much going on in my real life, so I may be deleting my page, I will decide within the next few days. If anyone has a myspace that is where I will be, it is much more lax there and I can keep in touch with the bands and such. Again thank you for everything and take care:) Here is my link to my myspace http://www.myspace.com/minabloodykisses Bloody Kisses to all!! MIna

Making Your Bad Day Better
always and forever the two of us shall be,i see you in my memories,and when i close my eyes to sleep,i see you in the sunshine as it warms and lights my way,i see you in the loving things you say and do each day

'three Kick Rule'
A big city lawyer went duck hunting in rural Tennessee . He shot and dropped a bird, but it fell into a farmer's field on the other side of a fence. As the lawyer climbed over the fence, an elderly farmer drove up on his tractor and asked him what he was doing. The litigator responded, 'I shot a duck and it fell in this field, and now I'm going to retrieve it.' The old farmer replied, 'This is my property, and you are not coming over here.' The indignant lawyer said, 'I am one of the best trial attorneys in the United States and, if you don't let me get that duck, I'll sue you and take everything you own.' The old farmer smiled and said, 'Apparently, you don't know how we settle disputes in Tennessee . We settle small disagreements with the 'Three Kick Rule.'' The lawyer asked, 'What is the 'Three Kick Rule'?' The Farmer replied, 'Well, because the dispute occurs on my land, I get to go first. I kick you three times and the

Missing My Mom
Well today makes 8 years since my Mom has passed away and it seems like it gets harder and harder each year when this day comes around now that I'm a Mom myself. I remember everything that happened that day. It started off like every other normal day for a 14 year old girl. It was the day my Mom was going to meet the boy I was dating. She meet the boy and it went very good. Then later that day something was bothering her. My Mom's friend came up and they were sitting out by her car talking, I was sitting on the porch talking to my boyfriend when my Mom's friend yelled at me to get my Mom's inhaler. When I came back outside with it she said never mind just call 911. I called 911 and got my neighbor who was a nurse. She came out and seen to my Mom, but it was already to late. When we arrived at the hospital the Dr who was working on my Mom was very uncaring when he talked to me. He asked me if I wanted to come into the room while they preformed CPR and I said no bc my Dad and Step Mom wa

Do We Really Know?
In the words of a dear friend of mine "Love can cause both happiness and sadness." Love can either hurt or be joyful. When we see couples in true romantic love, we are happy for them. That is the kind of love we dream of and hopefully work towards within our own personal lives. When we see love end, it hurts some people. Why must love end? Are we living in a world where we rush love because we are lonely or think that our time is short? How many of us have really gotten to know a person inside and out before falling in love with them? Think of the person you are in love with or claim to be in love with right now...do you know everything about them, good and bad? If you answered no, then how can you possibly be in love? Honesty, honesty, honesty....why is it so hard to be honest nowadays? Again, is this where the insecure part of us comes in. Such as, "he/she isn't going to love me as much if I tell them my bad habits so I will just hide it." Do you think you could go on the rest

Aaron Tippin-thats As Close As I'll Get To Loving You
Maybe we'll never be seen together At night on a crowded street I may never reach across your body And kill the light when you're asleep Maybe I'll never watch you dressing Or sound too familiar on the phone But I can touch your hand accidentally And take that moment home That's as close as I'll get to loving you Even though there's nothing else I'd rather do I can dream, I can hope, I can scheme but still I know That's as close as I'll get to loving you I won't be there when you need holding But I'm sure that he can pull you through But I can sing this song to everybody And pretend it's not about you That's as close as I'll get to loving you Even though there's nothing else I'd rather do I can dream, I can hope, I can scheme but still I know That's as close as I'll get to loving you That's as close as I'll get to loving you Even though there's nothing else I'd rather do I can dream, I can hope, I can scheme but still I know That's as close as I'll get

What More Can You Say
Sent from heaven. Sent from heaven. Now you can wait your whole life wondering When it's gonna come or where it's been. You may have got your heart broken A few times in the past Never last strong as it used to, Don't feel as good as it used to (before) And all the things you used to say, Things you used to do, went right out the door Oh no more, will you be the one That's what you tell everyone around you But you know they've heard it all before What more can you say When love won't let you, walk away And you can't help who you love And you find yourself giving it away When you think you're in love [CHORUS:] I wanna be the one who you believe In your heart is sent from (sent from heaven) There's a piece of me who leaves when you gone Because you're sent from (sent from heaven) I wanna be the one who you believe In your heart is sent from (sent from heaven) There's a piece of me who leaves when you gone Because you're sent from (sent from heaven) Now

Auction Ends Tonight 9pm Fu Time
Auction now OPEN...bids of fubucks only, please! Here are the list of Fus up for auction on my block this week. Be sure to stop by and rate them, as gifts will be given to those with the highest number of rates, and the highest rate average. All participants reserve the right to refuse ANY bid or bidder. Serious bids only, please. Auction closes at midnight on the 28th! RogerLee DJ Master Raven DJ Blueyes VA's Fynest Tequila Tart Toxic Sin rkkennedy LilBamaGirl Rebbie

The Power Of Discipline
Friday, June 27, 2008 The power of discipline Adding a little more self-discipline to your life can be somewhat painful at first. Yet it can quickly make you feel a lot better about yourself and your situation. Putting a lot more discipline in your life requires vigilance and commitment. And it also guarantees long-term success. What area of your life could benefit from a little more self-discipline? What magnificent dream could you achieve through focused, disciplined effort? Discipline is not complicated or out of reach. It is really nothing more than actually doing what you know must be done in a timely and consistent manner. The power of self-discipline is yours when you decide to use it. It is always one of your most effective options. Choose to exercise the discipline of which you're surely and already capable. And break through the limits that previously held you back. -- Ralph Marston

Your Name
Your Name I wake in the night crying Your Name, The memory of your kiss, driving me insane, The feel of your arms wrapped around me, Why do these memories keep taunting me. Awakening in the dark with such a start, Trying to calm my racing heart, It's the same every night you're away, Trying to find the way to make you stay. Your eyes I can see, filled with desire, Raising my passion, setting me on fire, Deep in my soul is where you reside, Filling me completely, nowhere to hide. Again in the night I whisper Your Name, The Love that I feel is always the same, I wish you were here, but we are apart The emptiness I feel is breaking my heart. So there in the night I shed a tear, Not seeing you again is what I fear, For You are the one that I so Love, The answer I needed from Heaven above. And so I spend each night you're away, That you will soon be here is what I pray, And so every night you're gone is the same, I spend the whole night saying Your Name

The Thought Of You
The Thought of You Forever is longer than a lifetime but love in a lifetime is forever. Unescapable pleasures may await you but the opposite holds just as true. Unwilling to provide but provide you must do, accept what fate hands you, accept it through. Regardless of your state of mind when, there is no constant that has been proven throught time. Your still beautiful to me and have always been at my side. I pray for your journey as you now passover to another state of mind. I will never forget you my beloved wife, I will be just fine. Copyright ©2008

Ðj Çhôppêr...the Scum And Waste Of Fubar
Yet another weak ass mother fucker runing to the defence of a fake ass so called friend.so i must put this worthless piece of shit in his place like i do all the rest. His shout to me. ÐJ ÇHôPPêR...: bro i don't know what your problem is but you have been reported to Fubar Support,, what you did to my friend Arch Angel calling her name is cause for your account to be deleted,, you need to apoligize to the lady not that she wants to hear from you,, but i have been on here a long time and the bouncer on here would be more then happy to fuck you Fubar life up,, you have been warned bro... My reply to him I HAVE BEEN WARNED?....ROTFLMAO.DONT MAKE ME LAUGH MOTHER FUCKER.YOU HAVE BEEN FOR WARNED.I DO NOT SCARE.ME ACCOUNT DELETED?..LMAO.THATS FUCKING FUNNY TO.LIKE I WOULD GIVE A SHIT IF FUBAR DELETED MY ACCOUNT HAHAHA.I HAVE A LIFE OUTSIDE THIS PC.I WILL FUCK NOT ONLY YOUR FUBAR LIFE UP BUT YOUR REAL LIFE UP TO.DON'T PIT OFF AGANST ME,YOU WONT WIN.MY PROBLEM IS SORRY MOTHER FUCKER

Love You Honey
I sleep missing you... it is like holding my breath under water and never getting to the surface I wake up missing you... it is the feeling of not seeing you again till i sleep once again I hold the sheets missing you... hopeing that one day we will be in eachothers arms holding and dreaming of other thing to miss I love that we are right there now, missing and dreaming about things together... :D

Pimpin Out My Owners *smiles*
I am very pleased to say that SingleDad38 & Dixie Classic Fu-Own me. Show these two some love, they are both awesome people to know! If you have not already done so, please be sure to rate, fan and add them both. You won't be sorry. Please tell them that LilBamaGirl sent ya. Show them both a ton of love. Owns me till 7/15/08 SingleDad38 {{{{{ SHADOW LEVELERS }}}}}@ fubar Owns me till 8/29/08 dixie classic owner of lilbamagirl@ fubar This pimpout brought to you by: LilBamaGirl ~Shadow Leveler~@ fubar

To Be
Each day I hit another wall, Each day I fall, But theres nothing I can do, Except stop loving you. If only you could see, What I want us to be, It's loving and caring, But the time is wearing. I know you don't care, To me, your not being fair, You don't care about me, But I'd do anything for you to be happy. You need to realize, You should soon apologize, But that'd mean you'd have to see, Who you're appearing to be. You say you just want, To be my friend, In some ways I wish, This was the end. For then I wouldn't, Have this pain, Being like this, We have nothing to gain.

All About School
Hi guys, Long time no blog. I just finished out the last week of the first part of my CNA certification. It's finally becoming real to me. I got a 92 on my final, and a 94 in the class. I feel like I cheated though, as I knew the majority of what they taught already. Except those darned medical prefixes, suffixes and roots...Grrr. Those, I didn't like at all. lol. While I was in the class, I made some killer friends. Jasmin aka Jazzie, and her family came out here from Turkey, when she was a kid. What a wonderful lady. She has the biggest heart that I have seen in a long time in any human being. She doubts her abilities as a care provider, but God does she have it. She would get so anxious about the tests, and would psych herself out about them. But I taught her some simple exercises to help her through. She did great, and unfortunately we aren't going to the same clinicals. She is going to be one hell of a nurse one day. God bless that girl. I miss her. But we are planning on ha

Another Satisfied Model
I met a lady online who wanted her photo taken. She long wanted a career as a model, but her self esteem was low. She had never sat in front of the camera before as a model, so I had a few humps to get over. We sat and talked, had a couple drinks, and things started to loosen up. I put on a good mix that I had just thrown together hours before and we got started. The shoot went very smoothly. I really did a good job of getting her in the right mindset for the photos (according to her), and it's very apparent in the pictures. Not only that, but we did a few things to her hair and make up that she normally wouldn't do. (Art is all about breaking out of your comfort zone.) This was just the beginning of her self-transformation she told me after seeing the photos for the first time. I can honestly say that the person who walked in my front door looked nothing like the person in the photos. You'd have to see them to know what I'm talking about. I love shooting photo

Im Alive In The Land Of The Dead!
They say that i wear my feelings on my sleeves in plain veiw,for the whole world to see, like it's a bad thing! They say that im easy to trust, and i fall to fast and to hard, in love, like it's a bad thing! So i just sing my music cause it's alive to me, it allows me to feel and helps me to see. But the real problem is, when it's all done and said, I am alive and well in the land of the dead! and that a bad thing? KEMEE

I Am Sorry
i rated a couple of pics other than a ten, i am sorry, i didn't mean to offend anyone. i didn't understand what i was supposed to do here. if i rated you other than a 10, it isn't personal, just not my cup of joe. i didn't take anything away from you. the rating system is a choice. i really thought it was my choice. but i'm left thinking it isn't a choice at all and should rate everything a ten. if everything is a ten, then what is the point in rating anything at all. worse yet, i was blocked and couldnt defend my actions. so, i wasn't good enough to say hi to at random, but by making a choice of what to rate a picture makes me bad enough for someone to attack me.????? i'm with the program now, i think i see what it is about.

Just Thinking
So here I sit 9 days away from my birthday & my mind is so full of odd thoughts. My mind hasn’t been in this place for awhile now & it is scary to be here. Even though you are not here, I know that you are with me always. Your always some where in my mind. Here we are days away from our birthday. I have been wondering what things would have been like if the out come had been different. I sometimes wonder what if it had been me that day would you feel the same way I do with you being the one gone. I’m sure at times to those who where close to us that it seems like I don’t care anymore. That is not true because I do care & your always in my thoughts. I just can’t cling to that sadness no more. Just because I’m letting go of all the pain & sadness from that period doesn’t mean that I won’t carry you with me daily. You will always be a part of me. After all you are part of the reason that I’m the person I am today. I’ll always be grateful for the light you shed on my life. The past weeks

Fresh Opportunities To Be
Tuesday, July 1, 2008 Fresh opportunities to be Appreciate your shortcomings for where they have brought you. Then release them and be free to rise above the limitations. Savor the disappointments one last time and remember all you have learned from them. Then let them go and eagerly look forward to new and fruitful experiences. Sincerely and completely forgive those who have brought you pain, including yourself. And feel the healing that immediately takes hold. Be truly thankful for having been through so much. Then get busy creating the best of what can be. Let go of the useless drama that is already over. Hold on to the positive value that you've gained from it all. Always there are new possibilities to explore, new ways to grow, and new worlds to experience. With each new now, the world is filled with fresh opportunities to be. -- Ralph Marston

Thank You, Singledad38! :)
Check out my Fu's that I own for the next month, if you ever see them in an Auction well I highly recommend each of them!!! :D Show them each some love and I guarantee they will return it! Tell them they make SingleDad38 very Happy and were worth every penny!!! :D Thanks Everyone see ya around the FU!!! SingleDad38 LilBamaGirl ~Shadow Leveler~@ fubar ~*~ Rebbie ~*~ Proudly Owned By SingleDad38 & Miss ♥ Vee~*~ Owner Of I.P. & BigDawg & MissBlue@ fubar ~*TinkerbellMN84*~ {Fu-Owned by VODKAGURL & SingleDad38 & SouthernOutlawBiker}@ fubar This pimpout brought to you by: SingleDad38 SingleDad38 {{{{{SHADOW LEVELERS }}}}} R/L BF of JeSS@ fubar (repost of original by 'SingleDad38 {{{{{SHADOW LEVELERS }}}}} R/L BF of JeSS' on '2008-07-01 07:57:33')

Courage Is
Take all my vicious words And turn them into something good Take all my preconceptions And let the truth be understood Take all my prized possessions Leave only what I need Take all my pieces of doubt And let me be what's underneath Courage is when you're afraid, But you keep on moving anyway Courage is when you're in pain, But you keep on living anyway We all have excuses why Living in fear something in us dies Like a bird with broken wings It's not how high he flies, But the song he sings Courage is when you're afraid, But you keep on moving anyway Courage is when you're in pain, But you keep on living anyway It's not how many times you've been knocked down It's how many times you get back up Courage is when you've lost your way, But you find your strength anyway Courage is when you're afraid Courage is when it all seems grey Courage is when you make a change, And you keep on living anyway You keep on moving anyway You keep on giving anyway You keep on

After A While
After a while you learn the subtle difference betweem holding a hand and chaining a soul. You learn that kisses aren't contracts and presents aren't promises. You learn that loving doesn't mean leaning and company doesn't always mean security, and you learn that even sunshine burns if you get too much. After a while you learn to build all your dreams on today because tomorrows ground is to uncertain for dreams, and futures have a way of falling down in mid-flight. After a while you learn to accept your defeats with your head held with the grace of a woman and not the grief of a child. After a while you learn to plant your own garden and decorate your own soul instead of waiting for someone else to bring you flowers. And you learn that you really are strong, that you really do have self worth, and you can endure, and you learn and learn, with every "goodbye" you learn

Catholic Heart Attack
CATHOLIC HEART ATTACK A man suffered a serious heart attack and had open heart bypass surgery. He awakened from the surgery to find himself in the care of nuns at a Catholic Hospital. As he was recovering, a nun asked him questions regarding how he was going to pay for his treatment. She asked if he had health insurance. He replied in a raspy voice, 'No health insurance.' The nun asked if he had money in the bank. He replied, 'No money in the bank.' The nun asked, 'Do you have a relative who could help you?' He said, 'I only have a spinster sister, who is a nun.' The nun became agitated and announced loudly, 'Nuns are not spinsters! Nuns are married to God.' The patient replied, 'Then send the bill to my brother-in-law!

Jay-z - 99 Problems
If you're havin' girl problems i feel bad for you son I got 99 problems but a bitch ain't one I got the rap patrol on the gat patrol Foes that wanna make sure my casket's closed Rap critics they say he's "Money Cash Hoes" I'm from the hood stupid, what type of facts are those If you grew up with holes in ya zapatos You'd be celebrating the minute you was havin' dough I'm like fuck critics you can kiss my whole asshole If you don't like my lyrics you can press fast forward I got beef with radio if i don't play they show They don't play my hits i don't give a shit SO Rap mags try and use my black ass So advertisers can give 'em more cash for ads, fuckers I don't know what you take me as, Or understand the intelligence that Jay-Z has I'm from rags to ritches niggas I ain't dumb I got 99 problems but a bitch ain't one Hit me 99 problems but the bitch aint one If you're havin' girl problems i feel bad for you son I got 99 problems but a bitch ain't one Hit me Th

Now It's Time To Say Goodbye.....
Ok all...it's been fun, it's been grand....but I'm outta here. I'll leave my profile up for three more days, so as to get the email addresses of a few of you, but after that's been achieved, HASTA!

Happy 4th To All
MY NAME IS “DJ KRIZZE” AND ON BEHALF OF MY LOUNGE STAFF & I WE LEAVE THIS HEART FELT SALUTE, A FULL PLEDGE OF MANY THANKS YOUS, TO ALL THE MEN & WOMAN IN THE WORLD THAT HAS PUT THEIR LIVES ON THE LINE FOR THIS COUNTRY. FOR THOSE WHO LOST THEIR LIVES, ARE STILL MISSING, OR WHO HAVE BEEN HURT IN ANY WAY, MY STAFF & I THANK YOU FROM THE BOTTOM OF OUR HEARTS. THIS COUNTRY COULD NEVER HAVE DONE IT WITH OUT YOUR COURAGE & STRENGTH & S

Sheriff Joe At It Again
Posted by: jaykeating | May 29, 2008 SHERIFF JOE IS AT IT AGAIN! This man has some interesting ideas, and the guts to carry them out. I think this should happen here - it would sure reduce the prison population over time - You all remember Sheriff Joe Arpaio of Arizona , who painted the jail cells pink and made the inmates wear pink prison garb. Well……… SHERIFF JOE IS AT IT AGAIN! Oh, there’s MUCH more to know about Sheriff Joe! Maricopa County was spending approx. $18 million dollars a year on stray animals, like cats and dogs. Sheriff Joe offered to take the department over, and the County Supervisors said okay. The animal shelters are now all staffed and operated by prisoners. They feed and care for the strays. Every animal in his care is taken out and walked twice daily. He now has prisoners who are experts in animal nutrition and behaviour. They give great classes for anyone who’d like to adopt an animal. He has literally taken st

Dee Helps Everyone, Why Not Help Her?
I am in a giveaway I need 20K to get with no time limit time I am willing to work for all the comments you leave so please make sure you know how many you left Im willing to pay back Im willing to Either: 1. give me 100 comments Im willing to rate 100 pictures and 100 stash 2. You saving for spotlight Im willing to give 10K if you give 100 comments. If there is something else I can do to get your comments please send me a email and If I can do it I will do it :) But Please send me a email when you do your 100 comments so I can pay up !!!!! Also if you want a 30 day blast you can email the person who is doing this for me and he will do the same thing maybe we can help each other if you want a 30 day blast. Click On This link and start commenting! This is the person who is Hosting the Giveaway: JOHNNY@ fubar This Bulleton was brought to you by: Dee75@ fubar (repost of orig

Hello There
Im pretty laid back. Easy to get along with. im open minded and I like to try new things. Im not real sure about what to say on this thing, so hit me up.lets chat and lets keep in touch.. pinkish_pussy6929 at yahoo dot com pinkish_pussy_6929 at live dot com

Why You Love That Bitch
OK i must confess theres a topic i'd like to address/ it comes to head and fruition with a sprinkling of stress The do's and don'ts the pros and cons/ the wrong and rights the offs and ons We are held back from the truth of matters/ that kicks us head down ass backwards In love, But ever vigilantly trying to achieve/ the unattained sought after trick up the sleeve That one thing that makes love all make sense/ the one thing that makes it worth while, hence That chick you couldn't stand becomes your lovable sexy bitch/ and yea you can twitch at the thought gag from the scare/kick it to your mind's back seat but it's still there The Bitch you love to hate could be the one, a perfect pair/ you will make some people stare, with how you interact, but you could give a damn cause the bitch's got ya back/and the feelings start to stack and build, cause she got you feenin like Jodeci the feelin's real/ You might think that you got lucky in the rear, but the truth is love is fated and there

Virtuous Deviant
As I sip on the berry vodka, thoughts playin my life storyN questionin the propa and that denzel glory/My path already blaze and filled with future stories; sweatin the worries, groupies, and whore stories/ I'm not afraid of the hype, no fear for whats in store for me; just aniticipate the struggle and prepare for hardcore hustle/ questioning my game when it comes to the collar, blue skies ahead grey storms will always to follow/ my head heavy I stay down like files loaded and drown, in the drug medical mary fuel the skills so i clown/ ready for the hammer and challenger stanard, keep lyrical ammo for hater banter/ they try and hamper my success and answer, bitchs calls like call girls i don't need a phone to answer/ my calling is fate like greek and cancer, but the smoke clears as soon I squeeze off and answer/ but i look at my one chance and burn like usher, the lucky chic is my wifey and i frequently touch her/ if patience is a virture and love always hurt you, i will never rush my

Trust
being selfish isn't a bad idea....especially when get tired of the dependabilty question...just a thought i guess. maybe i should work on my bribes. Polititian(sp?) time.....Birds flyin high yeah i keep'em eye level/ you can dig your own grave with somebody elses shovel. One thing stay numba one, thats me/ I gotta duck the dissappointment cause thats all i see. Down for self numero uno/ help who? why ? how did they help me?. Lonely for no phoney,i keep to my three/ I, Myslef, and me; Jim Carey minus Irene. -Sent from my Helio.

Untitled
Know thyself and life becomes smooth Know that like life even the brain has rules Never harm yourself till you deem the cause worth Never starve yourself even if ya ass says to hurry The glue for the rules that keeps everything cool, is truth No illusions just truth no confusion. Nothing to restrain cause like water its formless Nothing to change cause like geometry its exact No nack's for theory's just fact In fact if you ever find yourself in limbo If your think so you should know cause deep down you do know First reasons are excuse yet evolve into truth Yet not at all has changed except you You finally accept the shit you do Know what you used to "knew" And realize you don't change the truth, truth changes you For good or worse better or bad The perception of the change is like a whole in a bag You think you got that shit but what you got you never had. It was given and like all goods you must wait Be patient for the answers, or get nothing great Just sufficient

Sin Wagon Members List (updated 7/4/08)
We're Gonna Do Some Mattress Dancing so bust out the Handcuffs and Whipped Cream and Are you YOU up for the ride? Well then, just Rate/Fan and Add each of the following people (be sure to put Sin Wagon in your friend request!) and then send me (aGEM4life) a private message (no shouts please) saying that you have taken the ride and R/F/A everyone! **Please make sure you R/F back and if you have already done this in the past simply leave em a comment saying "Sin Wagon already R/F you".** You will then be added to the list of riders. We are all here to meet new people and have fun so we ask that there is No Drama please. '♡aGEM4life♡'Founder 'AngelGurl'Whip Cream Distributor 'Keith'Driver 'UnknownCowboy'Handcuff Inspector (For the Ladies Only!)

A Poem...from My Freind Casey...
CONFORMation With all intentions to do my best, my heart still hangs low in my chest. Dreams and visions of a normal life, having kids and a wife, seems need not apply. I don't know why, I can't be entertained by the norm. I just can't conform, to this life of a mundane exiztance. No parties or prom and dance. There arn't fun things that are normal. I'd rather be naked than formal. Out in the woods is the life for me, were i can be me and free. Atleast the air out there is clean. Were true life can be seen, not through the exhaust of a car, for life to be seen afar. The things in life that bother me, is this thing we ALL call society. Casey James Schilling Copyright ©2008 Casey James Schilling

Exciting News
I just wanted to say to my friends and family I am so happy right now, and on June 27th, 2008 I got married to a man I went to school with and my 2 boys absolutely adore him......I am not online so much these days but I will be sure to keep yall in touch with how were all doing..........Much love and happiness to you. Hugggzz & smiles always Leah( The new bride)(Very HAPPY)

Excerpt From "dark Ryder"
He could hear the blood racing through her veins.Her heart was beating faster which in turn made his beat faster. His temples began to throb. A slow, dull aching at first, but soon to have the force of a sledgehammer banging against his head. His entire body felt as if it were about to ignite, fire consuming his very being. It all meant one thing. It was time to feed!

Married Women In The Military
THERE WAS NEVER A REQUIREMENT TO ENLIST, but there are so many women currently in the militry and even more who have been through enlistment prior to today. I was one of those women... enlisted and enlistment complete PRIOR TO today. My wonderment is in regard to the number of married women WITH CHILDREN who are or have been in the military. IF OPERATING as a "head of household" entity, she has the double effort of hauling the man's load and the woman's load... she is a "muthuh/fathuh" in combat boots. Who tends to the children while she marches around in the mud and mire with military comrades? ...are the children with grandma? ... with their "dad" wherever he is? ...(if so, why does she need to be marching around in the mud and mire?) AND what becomes of the children IF anything happens to her? They are listed as beneficiaries on the government claused document mom was forced to complete the same day she raised her hand... and if she was married (married but seperated included) ...

Just Thinking
I was thinking, as I sometimes do - in the unlikely event of me deleting my fubar account - what would I do with all my photos, should I auction them off for a end of fu party (so we can all get hammered!!!!!) or just let everyone in to rip what they want as a memory of me!!!!!! DECISIONS DECISIONS But dont worry I aint gonna delete my account just a thought........................ And however would we all keep in touch, I only have one yahoo adress and she knows who she is and she rocks - dont private message me at this time to give out yim, its all rocking lmao

At Peace In This Moment
Saturday, July 5, 2008 At peace in this moment By selflessness you fulfill yourself. By generously giving you gather riches. Resentment costs you much and gives you nothing. Forgiveness costs you nothing and sets you free. Fighting against something gives it added strength and influence. Whatever you accept, you're able to control. When there's no one telling you what to do is when you truly learn. When your thoughts are still, you gain great insight. By being flexible you can remain firm. By knowing your limitations you're able to transcend them. Though some of life is bad, all of life is good. Be at peace in this moment, and you will always be. -- Ralph Marston

Absent-minded
I've gone through so much in a days time. More a weeks time. Feels like a lifetime for me. But being on the run all the time has its ups and downs. And I just feel like not saying much of those absent days. So for now, I'll just share something I jotted down years ago. Beaten Trophy I was your beauty queen So lovely, graceful and lean I was your special prize So alluring, with amazing thighs I was your cheerleader So obedient to you as my leader I was your girlfriend So fastened to you I fully depend I was your bitch So yours, but you wanted to switch I was your punching bag So torn like a doll of rag I was once your trophy So pleasant for you to uphold So wondrous for all to see So beaten & tarnished - no more gold

I Wonder ..... Do You ?
do you ever wonder why things are like they are some days you dont want to wake up anymore other days you are full of joy then there are those days that you wonder what happen to the party side of you and the fun you use to have with the friends you use to have .... so am i wondering if i should come back to my sites and have fun like i use too ..... hmmmmmm what to do ???? guess i have to think this out ..... bbl......

Are U Him
To every guy that's said, "Sex CAN wait" To every guy that's said, "You're beautiful." To every guy that was never too busy to drive across town to see her. To every guy that gives her flowers and a card when she is sick or down. To every guy who has given her flowers just because thats how he rolls. To every guy that said he would die for her. To every guy that really would. To every guy that did what she wanted to do. To every guy that cried in front of her. .... To every guy that she cried in front of... To every guy that holds hands with her. To every guy that kisses her with meaning. To every guy that hugs her when she's sad. To every guy that hugs her for no reason at all. To every guy who would give their jacket up for her. To every guy that calls to make sure she got home safe. To every guy that would sit and wait for her for hours just to see her for ten minutes..... To every guy that would give his seat up... To every guy that just wants to cuddle. To every

I Want
I want to know the you That has not been introduced to anyone else. I'm talking about the you That you've been keeping to yourself. I want to know your most recent fantasy - You know, the one that just tickled your fancy. I want to know each and every thought of me, So I can lay back and contemplate bringing them to reality. I want to know that spot That seems to be under so much stress. Because as a body physician, I have the answer - It just needs to be caressed. I want to know if that same spot Was rubbed, licked and kissed, Would your mind ponder On what you could've missed. I want to know what makes you happy, What makes you sad, What makes you sigh And what makes you cry. If I have to take a dive, And explore the ocean floor, I'll find out And bring it back to shore. I want to know, That no matter what we're going through Whether our lives are sunny or blue I want to know - do I have a friend in you?

What Color Are Your Eyes
Which color eyes are you? ____________________________________________________________ Black eyes People with black eyes spend the shortest time in relationships except for the one with their current addiction. They always fall in love with anything that has two legs, a pulse.They are great kissers----until they vomit all over you.. If you dont repost this and you have black eyes you will either O.D., spend the night in jail, or wake up next to some weird guy you've never seen before within the next 2 days. ___________________________________________________________ Blue Eyes People with blue eyes last the longest in relationships. They are kind, pretty or handsome, very good kissers and are really hot. They always fall in love with their closest friends and never understand why. They are very funny, outgoing and don't care what people think or say. They love to party.They are very satisfying and love to please. Are straight up WARRIORS((aka wolves)) when they need to be.T

Footprints In The Sand
One night a men had a dream, he dreamed he was at the beach walking with the Lord. Across the sky flashes scenes of his life. For each scene of his life, he noticed two set of footprints in the sand, one belonging to hin and the other to the Lord. When the last scene of his life flashed before him, he looked back at the footprint on the sand. He notice at many times along the way there were only one set of footprints, he also noticed that it happened at the lowest and saddest times of his life. This really bothered him and questioned the Lord about it. ""You said that once I decided to follow you, you would walk with me all the way, but I have noticed during the most troublesome times in my life there is only one set of footprints in the sand. I don't understand why, in the times I needed you most, you would leave me"" The Lord replied, ""My precious child, I love you and would never leave you. You see, during your times of suffering, when you see one set of footprints

What Does Your Sign Mean
LIBRA - The Asshole (9/23-10/22) Caring and kind. Smart. Center of attention. High appeal. Has the last word. Good to find, hard to keep. Fun to be around. Extremely weird but in a good way. *5 years of bad luck if you do not repost. SCORPIO - The SUPERIOR One (10/23-11/21) Loves being in long relationships. Likes to give a good fight for what they want. Extremely outgoing. Loves to help people in times of need. Best kisser. Good personality. Stubborn. Amazing in bed.*15 years of bad luck if you do not repost SAGITTARIUS-THE SUPERIOR SEXUAL PARTNER (11/22-12/21) Loves to bust. Nice. Sassy. Intelligent. EXTREMELY SEXY. Predict future. Loves being in long relationships. Has lots of friends. Great talker. Always gets what he or she wants. Also not a fighter, but if they have to, they will also knock the lights out of you if it comes down to it..Cool. . *24 years of bad luck if you do not reposT THIS CAPRICORN - The One that Waits (12/22-1/19) Dominant in relationships. S

In The Heat Of The Moment
In the heat of the moment, wild passions flare. Tongues, teeth and finger tips, aching to touch and share. Invisible boundaries designed, to quell this heat with a shiver and a chill. Anticipation the red flame, that melts an iron will. Passions born of hell, yet known to God as pleasure. Finger tips burn skin, while touching lighter than a feather. A dance in near darkness, awakes once more this passion. Erotic this crucifixion, outdated by modern fashion. The world slips away, as we dance in the fire. Lips touching skin , animalistic this desire. The tempo grows quicker, hips interlocked not breaking. Hearts pound, brain whirls at this risk we are taking. The CD a rumble, like distant thunder. Passion riding the storm, of this spell I'm under. Lips along jawlines, passion threatens to burn us. Forged far below, in Hades' own furnace. Lips brushing lips, searing the flesh. Bodies interlocked, as to the music we mesh. The beat so st

Grade Me Game
GRADE ME GAME" Grade me and reply and send it 2 me!! F = damn you're ugly D = your parents must be mad at the doctors C- = You're need some work C = You're okay looking, but u need work... C+ = You're just average B- = Your kinda cute and ur cool i guess B = You're cute. And you're a pretty interesting person. B+ = Pretty damn attractive. F*** me A- = You're extremely attractive, and you're awesome. A = DAMN YOUR SEXXXAY!! A+ = Spectacular A++=SO HOTT will you marry me A+++=TAKE ME NOW ON THE TABLE AND F*** ME AND DON'T STOP YOU ARE afraid of what people think of YOU if you don't post this!!!!! Reply to me the grade you

Kiss Me !!!!!
Kiss me: Hug me: Date me: Get tipsy with me: Kill me: Love me: Hate me: Hold me: Lie to me: Hurt me: Sing with me: Dance with me: Grind with me: Touch me: Lick me: Fuck Me: Cuddle with me: Let me make a move on you: Make a move on me: Play with me: Watch a movie with me: Get me a B-day gift: Caress me: Let me borrow your car: Let me see you naked: Be there for me: Buy me a drink: Take a shower with me: Bring me around your friends: Give me a massage: Take me to the club: Go to sleep with me: Do me: Drink kool-aid with me: Look if i was naked: Take advantage of me: Let me take advantage of u: Hangout with me: Take care of me if I wasn't feeling good: Hold hands with me: Do something incredibly sweet for me: Give me a lap dance: Tell me you love me: Let me call you: Get drunk with me: What would you do if you woke up next to me ? Will you repost this so i can do the same for u:

Mask
She wears it like a mask Each time she comes to me, A shroud to cloud my eyes, A veil I cannot see. But her mask is just a ruse, An aspect of her game. It hides the girl behind The fiction of her name. That name is but a symbol Of the role she plays for me, A promise unfulfilled, A hope of what could be. Removing all between us, Clothed only in her name, Her touch is my illusion, Setting heart and loin aflame. A mirage within a dream, A ghost of fragile youth, She is fantasy. And fire. And beauty born of truth. Her name is but a name, A symbol, just a mask - Concealing what I see, Revealing what I ask

Give A Rose
A rose I give to the one I love A gift that seems so small It represents so very much Our love the most of all A petal for the friendship A petal for the touch A petal for the trust we share Our love it means so much A petal for the kindness The caring that you show A petal for the comfort given when I'm feeling low A petal for the laughter and how your eyes do shine A petal for the dreams we share and how they intertwine A petal for the deep respect which you give with ease A petal for the love you show and how you wish to please. A petal for the love we share A petal for the bliss A petal for the gentle touch A petal for your kiss A rose I give to the one I love A gift that seems so small It represents so very much Our love the most of all

Smile
Would this do To make it all right While sleep has taken you Where I'm out of sight I'll make my getaway Time on my own Search for a better way To find my way home To your smile Wasting days and days On this night Always down and up Half the night Hopeless to reminisce Through the dark hours We'll only sacrifice What time will allow us You're sighing... sighing All alone Though you're right here Now it's time to go From your sad stare Make my getaway Time on my own Needing a better way To find my way home To your smile

When A Man Wants You
IF A MAN WANTS YOU If a man wants you, nothing can keep him away. If he doesn't want you, nothing can make him stay. Stop making excuses for a man and his behavior. Allow your intuition (or spirit) to save you from heartache. Stop trying to change yourselves for a relationship that's not meant to be. Slower is better. Never live your life for a man before you find what makes you truly happy. If a relationship ends because the man was not treating you as you deserve then heck no, you can't "be friends." A friend wouldn't mistreat a friend. Don't settle. If you feel like he is stringing you along, then he probably is. Don't stay because you think "it will get better." You'll be mad at yourself a year later for staying when things are not better. The only person you can control in a relationship is you. Avoid men who've got a bunch of children by a bunch of different women. He didn't marry them when he got them pregnant, Why would he treat you any differently? Always ha

Girls, For Show Or The Real Deal?
Why is it that when your out at a bar or club, that the girls are all over each other, or me, but when you ask them to come home, they don't!? Say they don't play that way! Yet they were all over me 5 minutes ago, Kissing and griding. Just about doing the deed, but won't actually do it. So when I ask are you for show or are you the real deal, you'll know what I am talking about.

Rats Bully From Sensual Breeze
Thats right! The Rat Race wants you. No more trying to avoid it!! You might as well give up and ride the express bus straight to the Rat Race today!. Just Fan, Add, Rate and leave a comment on the pages you visit. **Message sensual breeze for your name to be added. **Message Whispers for your free tag! Easy enough! ~sensual-breeze~shadow leveler Whispers Haunt me in my Dreams~Fu-Owner of Dragon-Rider ~A Dylon Mafia! Diva ~Shadow Leveler ~lil Fu MishNumber1 ♥ Of BC FWC WISEUKF SUP ShadowLevelers & SBG. Club FAR Team Captain ~Ms Taz™~Co-Founder Omega Bombers~*~Fu-Angel*~{CLUB UNITED}{SHADOW LEVELER}~R/L LDL to King Domino~ Lucie in the Sky Str

My Happy Birthday From Gem... I Love You Gurl!
Pssst....Tuesday, July 8th is Beth's (AngelGurl) birthday!! Be sure to stop by her page and leave her comments, blings, balloons, blings, cards, blings, ice-cream, blings, cake and oh yeah blings! I hear she likes it rough so while you're on her page make sure ya spank her hard!! AngelGurl Beth I hope your birthday is a great one and when you blow out ALL those candles (snickering here) may every wish you make come true!! This bulletin brought to you by ♡aGEM4life♡ ~♫♪HockingRadio™'s DJ Gemini♪♫ Traditional - Happy Birthday to You -

Dance Monkey
Ride. I got two left hooves, two on test. Well, since nobody's steppin' to me (huh) take me to your cult leader (huh huh) take me to your local drug dealer Take me to the man in the mirror When you stand and deliver with your hand on the trigger An emotional terrorist I double-m u n e Never make my enemy public I'm a private dancer, dancin' for money Dance monkey, dance you goddamn monkey (do that thing that's funny) Do i make you wanna laugh? I make you wanna move I make you wanna dodo dododo do (repeat) Case one carries a paint gun She's unafraid of wavin' when she's gettin' her face done Her favorite radio station's a permanent paid vacation Burnin' her face in the sun She loves repetitive songs that keep playin' You know the repetitive songs that keep playin' She learned all the words and she works it baby Dangerously catchy and she feels it in her cervix lately Cuz the rhythm is a cancer She's on a secret diet A private viewing disease-free tv pilot

Positions Available
Club FAR Strike Force Team is in need of Greeters, Pimps/Pimpettes, & Enforcers. Each title holds its own main responsibility but at same time you will be at times responsible for all Team duties. - PIMP & PIMPETTES: These members will put out premade bulletins on a weekly basis, for members of their teams who are close to leveling, who have birthdays for that week and to promote and invite members to our Family. They will also have premade comments to go leave on Fubarians pages inviting them to our GREAT FAMILY. - SECURITY/ENFORCERS duties : These are not bullies or people who will go and get disrespectful with members. There jobs are to help regulate members for FANNING ADDING & RATING, also to ensure members have a verified salute pic, constantly on their profile and have Club F.A.R. in their names at all times. Placement in their name can be anywhere and members can be part of any other family they wish to be in. - GREETERS: These members will go to new team members

Lost And Confused
HEY EVERYONE- BEEN A GOOD TIME ON FUBAR. IVE MADE SOME GOOD FRIEND, AND HAD SOME GOOD TIMES. BUIT IM A LITTLE CONFUSED. IM NOT ON HERE FOR THE RATES BUT THEN AGAIN THE TIME ON HERE I KNOW WHAT ELSE IS THERE TO DO THEN TO RATE PEOPLES PICS AND RATE THEM AND ALL THAT. IVE SAT HERE DAY IN AN DAY OUT AND I HAVE RATED/FANNED/RATED PICS AND STASH ON EVERYONE ON MY FRIEDS LIST AND FAN LIST. THERE ISNT ONE PERSON ON MY LIST I HAVENT DONE EVERYTHING. IVE ASKED EVERYONE TO STOP BY SIGN MY YEAR BOOK WHICH ISNT A RATE/ LEAVE A VOICE COMMENT AGAIN ISNT A RATE THING AND NO ONE HAS DONE IT AND ITS BENN THERE 2 WEEKS. I CREATED A TRAIN YESTERDAY AND POSTED IT AS A BULLY AND A BLOG YET NO ONE HAS STOPPED BY I CREATED MY FIRST CONTEST WHICH I THINK WOULD BE FUN. NO ONE AGAIN HAS STOPPED BY/ IVE BEEN IN A CONTEST I ASKED FOR HELP NO ONE STOPPED BY TO HELP ME. CAN ANYONE HERE SEE WHY IM LOST AND CONFUSED. IM HERE FOR MY FRIENDS WHERE ARE THEY VIPER

The Realization........
A time comes in your life when you finally get it ... when, in the midst of all your fears and insanity, you stop dead in your tracks and somewhere the voice inside your head cries out ENOUGH!!! Enough fighting and crying or struggling to hold on. And, like a child quieting down after a tantrum, your hysteria begins to subside, your tears stop and you begin to look at the world through new eyes. You realize that people are not as they appear to be.And what you thought was right was totally wrong. So live in your shallowness, Be alone, because for me, My life is moving on. This is your awakening. You realize it's time to stop hoping and waiting for something to change...or for happiness, safety and security to come galloping over the next horizon. Happieness, must begin with you...and in the process a sense of serenity is born of acceptance. You awaken to the fact that you are not perfect and that not everyone will always love, appreciate or approve of who or what you are...

Sexing
Lick my slit Suck my clit make me squirm til I say quit fuck me hard ride my ass make it good make it last be my boi be my rock make me suck your big black cock pull my hair hurt me good scratch my back I know you would feel me deep fill my hole make me cream your rock hard pole cum with me on my snatch let it roll down my back lay on me I know your tired I want more take me higher One more time one more pound from the beginning sexing my mound

So Right
Roll out down to midnight Then roll on downtown 'til it's light Because tomorrow we may die Oh, but tonight we're dancing in the faint light Don't you rob yourself of what you're feeling Don't rob yourself of all that you could be Roll hard 'til midnight Roll 'til it's light Come on now Stay up and make some memories Yeah, with us now Roll the red carpet out with friends To whom, to love and roll on Our love is so right I won't waste a minute here tonight Our love is so right And tonight my dance is all about you To midnight love you, Roll on and run the red lights You know the game now is keep it tight Oh, how I love your pretty rock-roll kisses Come on and stay with me Roll on and run the red lights Come on, this love is so right Stay up and make some memories Yeah, with us now To roll the red carpet out with friends Oh, to love and roll on now Our love is so right I can taste We're in it here tonight Our love is so right And tonight my dan

30's & Illegals
so today I went to the registrar..and well had to leave since it was jampacked full of those who are not citizens and well I don't feel I should have to wait all day long when I am an American and they are clogging up our system -- URGH so I didn't get what I needed because of those punks. If your a man in between 30-39 stay the hell away from me-I want nothing to do with any man in there 30's because they are F*ing psycho! Is it so bad I want the "stranger" to tell me they love me???? i know it is ---but i still want to hear it even if not meant....i'm a girl & crazy like them all~~~

Women Need To Answer This!!!
So I am sitting here at work and i got caught up in a conversation with a couple of women who were talking about their sex lives. One of the women had confessed that no man has ever made her cum. She said that she has no problem making herself cum. I have heard several women say this same thing. So now I ask, what is it that is going on that no man has made some women come? Is it a physical aspect? Is it a mental aspect? Where is the break down? Is it the men? Is it the woman? DISCUSS!

Kiss Me
Come and lay beside me and kiss me .. Kiss me like only you can Softly brush my lips with yours Let me feel your warmth, your femininity Put your arms round me and kiss me Let my body brush against yours feeling your passion, my body hearing your call Kiss me, kiss me so that I can submit to you, my body in rythym with yours bound in this kiss. Kiss me so that I can know that i'm alive

Naughty Application
"!!NAUGHTY APPLICATION !!! Your Name: Age: Location: 1.Favorite position: 2.Do you think I'm cute?. 3.Would you have sex with me? 4.lights on or off? 5.Would you have to be drunk? 6. Would you take a shower with me? 7.Have you ever thought about having sex with me? 8.Would you leave after or stay the night? 9.Do you like cuddling afterwards? 10.Condom or skin? 11.Have sex on the first date? 12.Would you kiss me during sex 13.Do you think I would be good in bed /? 14.Would you use me as a booty call? 15.Can I use you as a booty call? 16.Can we take pictures of the act? 17.How long would we have sex? 18.Would you tell your friends about me? 19.Would you want me for a b/f , g/f or friend? 20. Will you fill this out & send it back to me?" Also < IF YOU HAD ME ALONE, LOCKED UP IN YOUR ROOM FOR A WEEK & I HAD TO DO WHAT EVER YOU WANTED ME TO DO, WHAT WOULD YOU DO WITH ME? TELL ME IN MY INBOX... CUZ ITS A SECRET

What Has Been Going On
So I haven't been here forever, you want to know why? Well I went down to FL, no big deal right? Wrong 1. Had a car accident down there, my fault unfortunately. 2. My now x's grandmother died, that was just a great time. I will still be there for him. Of course I will, we decided just friends which I'm not pissed at him I think it's for the best. 3. He wanted to take off for Chicago which we went and guess what.........ANOTHER CAR ACCIDENT UP THERE. I hate chicago especially up near great lakes naval base. 4. He said I was bashing him and his friends well all I told him was I don't want all that talk about drugs and shit......... Would you say something if 1. They were talking about getting drugs/alcohol when they are only teenagers. We went back to one of their friends house and they did smoke, I don't know what it was but it definitely wasn't tabacco. I didn't do it but I brought it up that there would be no smoking that shit in my car and that they shouldn't

Go To Hell With Your Contests
Maybe I should have pointed this out earlier. I apologize for not saying it sooner... But FUCK YOU and your stupid contests. Do not post advertisements on my Goddamned profile. I'm not your personal Goddamned billboard. FUCK YOU. Do not post shit asking me to "bomb" your fucking pictures. FUCK YOU. Do not send me friend requests asking me to fan/add/rate you. FUCK YOU. Fuck you and your NEED for points. It's a fucking website. It means NOTHING. Get the fuck over it. I do not want to "own" you. I do not want to fu-marry you. I do not care about your VIPs, blasts, happy hours, etc... I do not care what level you are. IT DOES NOT MATTER. I will not help you level. Please get a fucking JOB or take care of your kid(s). Don't like my thoughts about this? FUCK YOU. Block me. I don't give a shit. This isn't my life. It's a WEBSITE. The end. Amen.

I Should.
With all the cuntiness that's going around on the fu it's reminding me of the initials of my real name lmfao I C.Hunt. Yea say that a couple times and you'll get it..hehe So does that make me the cuntiest of them all? lmao

Ouch Ive Had These Since 11 Yrs Old
Migraines with Aura These migraines are rarer and typically have the following warning signs: Disturbance to vision up to 60 minutes before pain begins (the aura) Neurological disturbances that can include: Blind spots, flashing lights, blurred vision Tingling in the hands and/or feet Numbness Speech difficulties Weakness in half the body

Summer Season
There were smiles and short spurts of laughter . Momentary ...laps of judgement that led to life altering decessions . Dream-like pre-wraped enchanted words that lingered in the summers heat . Unforgettable kisses that no amount of river could wash away . An instant when I was sure .... But no sooner did it arive . Than did it escape . Lost benethe the bridge in a never-ending story nothingness . The kind that erases pages of memories . Lost .. Or perhaps they were written in disapearing ink ? Either way they can no longer be thought of . Ears that can not hear the water rushing .. Deafing silence that harkens attention . Faces of a ghost . That never stay . They dance in the shadows always keeping their distance . There were promises made . But they are ment to broken . I keep telling myself that . And it numbs the pain . The complacent sensation that everything has a familiar sting . Funny how the summer season , Is the season that stays

The "cool" Girl
I am so tired of being the "cool" girl. You know the type. the cool girl is the girl that hangs out with all the guys and gets to have all the fun. ya it is really great sometimes but other times it is a pain in the butt. For one thing the guys i hang out with always call me to hang out but never and i do mean NEVER to date. it sucks, ass! it is like when they are single you are the bomb yet as soon as they get a girl friend you are out of the picture until they break up, then you are right back to being their friend. It is crazy. so sorry girls if you like someone but you are rated as the cool chick you are out of luck. And dont worry you will know if you are one because you will start to actually get introduced that way. It is INFURATING! Well i will stop venting and good luck to all those girls who are in the same boat as me.

You Say
You say you dont want me out of youe life. Yet you keep pushing me away. You tell me you cant live without me around yet you never seem to be there. You ask me if there is anything you can do but when i finally need something you are always to busy for me. So i tell you you need to show me that you care that i am someone that you want and need and not just say it

Some Times
Some times I get so sick of all of this I just want to run Leave it all behind Escape Some times I get so sick of all this I want to get on a plane and go back search for my roots Find where I came from Some times I get so sick of all this Feeling as if I always have to do the right thing Feeling as if I have to explain myself Let me be Some times I get so sick of all of this Life is so complex Every day is a test So many obstacles Some times I get so sick of all of this I look forward to what is coming my way Perhaps I will meet my faith I will not have to run, search, explain, or deal with the complexity It will be over.