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I Love Da Cock"I love your cock!" she said breathlessly
"That's it" he said "Tell me how much your wet pussy likes my cock slamming into it" he bit out each word between thrusts.
His thighs slapped against hers, sounding like a rhythmic clapping. She lay, half sitting, half reclined on his couch. Her legs held aloft, above his shoulders, his big callused hands easily encircling her ankles.
"Yes!" she urged, her own hands digging into the back of his thighs, her hips rocking forward to meet him.
He was a big man and his cock was long and thick, filling her wet hole completely.
"Fuck me" she moaned as he bent her legs forward, spreading them even wider as her knees met her chest.
"Your pussy is so wet and slippery, it feels so good in there!" he rasped, moving faster. His cock was covered with her juice as he pumped in and out.
She was almost incapable of speech, moaning while reaching back to brace her self on the sofa, fingers almost ripping into the material covering the cushio
ThoughtsSo anyway I was sitting here today just talking away on the phone about Lost Cherry, I said the one thing I wish Lost Cherry had was a blog, and what do I see when I sign on today, a place for blogs. How awesome is that...LOL.. I swear the littlest things just tickle me.. See I have a blog on Yahoo 360 and one on Myspace, and personally I love this site A LOT better then either of them put together. It has everything that those have and so much more.. So those are my thoughts for today..LoL if I have anymore I will post more.. See ya!!
I Feel You FallingI feel you falling and falling fast
Your falling into an anger i'll never understand
I will try and catch you but im no superman
The drugs, the drink and the last heartbreak ill ever have
Your pushing yourself beyond the borders of no return
Look at your children of a love they learned
The drugs and drink will guide you there
The tombstone will read Dad lies here
God what do I do I love him so much
Don't worry i will carry him to his place once he asks for me
I lay here falling and don't know what to do
This place
These people
Looking strangely at me
My chest hearts oh god can you save me?
You asked and now it is time to go home
My chest doesnt hurt? What have you done?
Oh thank god you answered my prayers.
No I didnt my son was struggling and he asked for me.
Here I go walking down the hall of the hospital
MY husband died that day and asked for help
He is now in Heaven where my god can help
Oh god why did I die? I thought you saved me from the drugs and alcohol
~funny You Say That~"Funny you say that..."
because I get that all time from guys I have dated. "You are such a wonderful woman, no-one has ever taken care of me the way you do. No-one has ever loved me the way you do, catered to my every need. No-one ever showed me who they are and what they were...blah blah friggin blah". I'm so sick of that happy horse shit it isn't even funny anymore.
If I am so 'wonderful' why am I still single?
Because I pay the price for every other womans down falls. I pay the price for the skeletons in my guys closet. I am the one they take their demons out on.
Even when I tell them I am not THE other woman I am ME!!!
But I love being in love...
But I love being together...
But I love having a man in my life...
But I love to be loved and involved...
So what do I do?
Funny you should say that..............
A Heartbeat AwayA HEARTBEAT AWAY
When sadness overwhelms you
And your heart feels heavy as stone...
Remember, I'll always be there for you;
You'll never have to be alone.
When your dreams begin to crumble
And you feel the weight of defeat...
Just call out my name, my darling,
And I'll be there in a heartbeat.
When your world feels cold and empty
And the only color you see is gray...
Just remember these words, my love,
I'm only a heartbeat away.
WRITTEN BY: © VICKI JOINER
COPYRIGHTED: JANUARY 12, 2002
Hopeless WhoreI walk the streets as a hopeless whore
Looking for a dime here and a dime there
Everychance I get I smoke some crack
I never look back
If my daddy would have only loved me
If my mommy would have only protected me
The men would attack and I would not hold back
Started so young
I could tell I was done
Innocence lost at 6
I knew my life was a death sentence
I just needed to play and have fun
I sit now in an alley all alone
I reach out to the men who will pay
Soon I am sure I will be dead one day
My only thoughts are a blur
I know the bums are better off than this hopeless whore
I get up to move around
I need to start the nightshift it is one more round
Maybe the drugs will kill me
Or maybe the man will rape me
I dont know but one things for sure
This life sure does numb me
I see a man dressed in white
He says I will be your daddy tonight
Take my hand I will whisk you away
I dont think I have seen beautiful look this way
This man says he will protect me
He has
I KnowI know he’s an angel looking down on me
I know he’s an angel looking down on me
My dad was the best dad there ever was
I know he’s an angel looking down on me
My dad was all there was to be which is why
I know he’s an angel looking down on me
My dad was everything to me
I know he’s an angel looking down on me
My dad was anything I wanted him to be
I know he’s an angel looking down on me
My dad the best thing that ever happen to me
I know he’s a angel looking down on me
My dad was all that he could be
I know he’s an angel looking down on me
My dad he was no dreamer he made me a strong believer
I know he’s an angel looking down on me
My dad was the best dad anyone can ever have
I know he’s an angel looking down on me
My dad always made me proud
I know he’s an angel looking down on me
My dad always made me smile
I know he’s an angel looking down on me
My dad never made me wonder why
I know he’s an angel looking down
Hopeless RomanticAre you a hopeless romantic
Look around they are everywhere
You can look and stare
Do you see the man who wants to hold your hand
He lost his home in a fire
You are about to inspire
DO you see the lady who lost a baby
She is waiting for love and does not know of any
Do you see the man who lost his wife to cancer
You just may be the answer
Do you see the lady who is in a wheelchair
She is looking of her hero
Do you see the old man
You can end is loneliness in the end
Do you see the woman who was raped
You just may be the one who will teach her to believe in fate
Everyone has that one love story
GOd put our futures in the lives of many
When you lay on your deathbed
WIll you be lonely or have the one you wed
Lose all your inhibitions
Look for the one who wants you near
Dont fear if it brings you pain
In the end you will stand again
Love one love many
It does not matter
Love is like lifes big ladder
Thank god he gave us perfect love stories
They are real and ar
Welcome The Weather Changebut damn the fact that I get a sinus infection every year when the weather changes from hot hot summer to cool cool fall. It especially sucks because I work on the phone all day...and with a stuffy nose its impossible to sound right to the person on the line. i sound like a big dork trying to talk on the phone and sound professional with a stuffy nose.
lol thats all i just wanted to post a blog. ha ha
30 Things I've Learned From PornFor those that could use a laugh...
1. Women wear high heels to bed.
2. Men are never impotent.
3. When going down on a woman 10 seconds is more than satisfactory.
4. If a woman gets busted masturbating by a strange man, she will not
scream with embarrassment, but rather insist he have sex with her.
5. Women smile appreciatively when men splat them in the face with
sperm.
6. Women enjoy having sex with ugly, middle-aged men.
7. Women moan uncontrollably when giving a blowjob.
8. Women always orgasm when men do.
9. A blowjob will always get a woman out of a speeding ticket.
10. All women are noisy cummers.
11. People in the 70's couldn't cum unless there was a wild guitar
solo in the background.
12. Those tits are real.
13. A common and enjoyable sexual practice for a man is to take his
half-erect penis and slap it repeatedly on a woman's butt.
14. Men always groan "OH YEAH!" when they cum.
15. If there is two of them they "high five" each other.(and the girl
isn't
I Don't Want To Be AloneI don’t want to be alone
It’s cold and upsetting to me
I don’t want to be alone
The walls are closing in on me
I don’t want to be alone
It’s just to much for me
I don’t want to be alone
It’s really bothing me
I don’t want to be alone
Can’t you see it’s really hurting me
I don’t want to be alone
No one can make me be
I don’t want to be alone
Your love has confided in me
I don’t want to be alone
It’s not becoming me
I don’t want to be alone
With no one to make love to me
I don’t want to be alone
Everybody is avoiding me
I don’t want to be alone
The whole world has deserted me
By:Blossom_ Rose
Home SafelyI always walk a distorted line between love and hope
This is a story I hope you find the line very clear
As I go out to get dinner this very night
I see the moon shining bright
I walk in to grab a tv dinner my life is about to change for the better
I see a man in the store standing in line his eyes shine
He is perfect in my eyes
He flashes a wink
I fall into his dreams
WHat a night this may end up being
He walks by says his name
He says lady you are about the prettiest thing
He looks deep in my eyes
Wow he is like full of surprise
He asks for my number
I was like sure call me this summer
I walk home and find myself thinking
Maybe he should have walked home with me for a drink
I feel a pull into the park
SOmeone has scared me into this park
They throw me down
I am terrified
This is the end of my happiness in my eyes
He starts to rip my clothes off
He tells me to shut up
I scream and I am frightened
I cant see his face cause of the stocking
He hits me in the
Hello Hello Hello!!!!Okies well I've been sitting here working on my computer and I have been reading all my friends blogs!, and I have to say this Sweet Cherry Pie you need to start a book there girl with all the poems you have!.
Now Sissy you need to get your Canadian Getto Booty off the phone and come and talk to me!
Baby I hope everything went ok for ya, and that your feeling better... Love you and miss you lots of *Hugs and Kisses*
Now for the rest of my friends Come Out Of Hiding And Talk!!! hehehehe
All I Want Is YouALL I WANT IS YOU
I'll tell it rather simply,
I'll say it plain and true,
A single thing is all I want
And all I want is you.
There are no other riches,
No treasures or possessions
That could ever compare with you,
My fondest of obsessions.
You are the very air I breathe,
The ration that sustains me.
You're all my thoughts tied up as one,
The laugh that entertains me.
You're all that life need ever give,
The maximum that's due,
If I could ask for anything,
I'd only ask for you.
WRITTEN BY: © VICKI JOINER
COPYRIGHTED: JANUARY 12, 2002
September 13Yeah okay i got online, and everybody and their brother was posting a Blog so yeh wtf, people are always asking stuff about me.
Umm, Today i got my license renewed, Worked on my 360. yeh i skate alot now. makes me feel young! lol i did some other stuff but nothing to write about. Dont expect alot blogs from me lol.
Have a Great night Cherries. Shelly
~if I Could~"If I Could..."
~~~ For the record...relationships aren't 50-50. They are 100-100. How far have you ever gotten in a relationship where you've only given just 50% ? ~~~
~If I could come back as anything it would be one of your tears. How could I want more than to be conceived in your heart, born in your eyes, lived on your cheek, and die on your lips.
~I've often caught myself looking at the stars wondering if the one, handsome man that is meant to be in my life is looking at the stars at the very same time.
~The man I've yet to meet. He will be of tremendous beauty in my eyes although his real beauty is from the inside.
~I don't know the specifics and I have no doubt he will surprise me with things I can never imagine. As I will hope to do for him.
~I will melt as he walks into the room, at the look in his eyes and the gentleness of his touch.
~I want to dance with him for a lifetime, even if it's only in the kitchen and until my legs are weak. ~Experiencing all that l
Holding OnWith you in my arms you feel no harm
Sometimes time just slips by
With out us knowing why
We sit on the deck
Early in the morning
This is our one last cup of coffee
The lake is so beautiful as I hold you
The passion between us
Is indescribable to most
You said Alaska is where you wanted to be
It is where you wanted breathe
We gave up everything
SO you could live your dream
The rain is so soft I can feel it falling on us
This moment will last
In my memories of the past
I remember you dancing
I can see the whole world watching
They look and say
What a beautiful couple they make
They did not know the pain you were feeling inside you though
You said you are losing the man of your dreams
You were definately my queen
So as the cancer eats
I have one last request please
Move on with your life
Make some man a happy wife
My time with us is about done
I wont be far away so have fun
The angels have spoken
WIth one last breathe
Your dreams were mine
My time with
Shopping List Of Doom!"Do you need us to get anything while we're at the store?"
Famous last words. I should really know better by now, than to ask my wife if she needs anything when I'm taking my son with me to the store. And I'll bet you all know her answer..
"Tampons"
"Oh geezus, you better write this one down." Because we all know there's hell to pay if you get the wrong brand, style, color, or scent.
Someday I'll learn.
Her BeautyHer beauty is not the way she walks or talks
Her beauty is not the way she smiles
Her beauty is not the way she looks
Her beauty is not the makeup that decorates her face
Her beauty is not her height or weight
Her beauty is not skin deep
Her beauty shows me what I did right in the world
Her beauty is the way she makes her presence
Her beauty is her confidence
Her beauty magnifies me
I was once a pauper now in her eyes im a prince
Her beauty illustrates her children and what they will soon be
When I lay her down tonite
I will need no light her beauty will shine bright
If I die tonite, I know the most beautiful thing I could imagine lays right next to me
Since I am the eye of the beholder
You can never judge her in my eyes
One thing is for sure I died next to an angel that took me to heaven
Next time you look at your children know they are angels
Maybe not yours or mine
But one day they will bless a life
LifeWell this is my first blog:P I took my lil girl to the Dr. to day for her one yearly heart check up and the doctor was a lil concerned about her development of her heart and that she may have to have surgery again ;'( but she said for now she just wants to wait and see what happens over the next year so now I’m a lil worried about hat and my lil girl also went for her 4 year old shot today pore thing cried she has never cried for any of her shot before made me cry but I hope the out come of her heart turns out that she don’t have to have surgery again the last one was the longest 9 hours of my life well I’m out of here and headed t bed been a long day night night
Sexiest Milf ContestCome by offer me some love & a comment
this contest will be over by Sunday so don't miss out.
Getting StartedOkay... this is awesome WAY TO GO MIKE!!!!
Now that we have blogs this will add a bit to the site, so glad Mike is looking out for all of us!!
I would like to say Hello to all my FRIENDS, FAMILY and FANS!!!
I have enjoyed being apart of Lost Cherry, I am SOOOOO addicted it's not even funny, we need to create an support group for those that have become addicted to Lost Cherry *giggles*
I so enjoy getting comments so don't be afraid to leave me a comment...
Until the next entry
*Hugs n Kissies*
*~*PurteeLadee*~*
~i'm Going Crazy~"I'm Going Crazy"
Ever since the day you went away
And left me sad and cold
My life just hasn't been the same
Oh baby I feel so all alone
Baby if I ever get the chance to be with you
I would sacrifice all I have and am
No man would ever make me feel so right
The feelin that I feel within - only you can
It's nice to smile when I get your phone call at night
But I'd rather have you here with me
Right next to me, laying beside me
I miss you - please hold me tight
I feel so weak - I need your touch
I never thought that I could ever love a man so much
I've gotta let you know that we are destiny
I'd cross the Ocean for you - I'd do anything
That's right baby
I'm goin' crazy
I need to be your lady
I've been thinking lately
That you and me, we can make it
Take this ride with me, roll with me
I'm in love with you baby
I'll tell you what I feel
From the moment that I met you it's been so damn real
My heart seems to skip a beat every time we sp
Blogs?I guess this means that LC is offically MySpace on crack!
Join Me HereWell hey, check out this site, I am on this one more than any and this site is alot funner
http://www.cybersocieties.com/index.cfm?fractal=bsw&ReferrerID=9845
Hmmmok dunno know what to write...i just got off work and am brain dead so blah....maybe in the morning lol!!!
Hold Me In Your ArmsHold me in your arms
Hold me in your arms
And don’t let me go
Hold me in your arms
And caress my body so
Hold me in your arms
And please don’t let me go
Hold me in your arms
I need your loving yo
Hold me in your arms
And don’t dare let me go
For I know I’ll miss you so
Hold me in your arms
Make sweet love to me
Hold me in your arms
And cast this spell you have on me
Hold me in your arms
It’s only your love I’m craving of
Hold me in your arms
And don’t let me go
Hold me in your arms
And be good to me I don’t want
You leaving me just hold me
in your arms and cuddle me
your so very special to me
BY: Blossom _Rose
~hello Darling~"Hello Darling"
I know that lately our relationship has been overshadowed by difficult things were going through. Sometimes that old feeling just cant be found; but its in theredeep in our hearts where its been all along. And we should never, ever let it go. I want to get back to the you and me that we used to know. When its all said and done, at the end of the day, I want you here to come home to. Distance has kept us apart, but our courage can surpass and conquer all. I want your arms to curl up in, and your sweet familiar love that makes it all worth while. I know in my soul, without a doubt, that you and I are destinythat is why I really want to make this work.
I sit with anticipationnever really knowing what that word meant until I fell in love with you. Now I love to anticipate the next time Ill see you, when Ill kiss you, and when Ill touch you. I store up things to talk about and wonder what youll have to share with me. All day long Im picturing you in my mi
~f*o*r*e*p*l*a*y~.........................................FOREPLAY.....................................................
F~ finger's touching seceret places.
O~Orgasm's coming smiling faces
R~ rear entry is always best
E~ exotic pleasures as loverss carress
P~ passion fills the steamy room
L~ lustful thoughts begin 2 bloom
A~ animal urges as our legs entwine
Y~ your lips, your body close to mine.
A Dream Like No OtherDreaming mind, running mind
Outta sight but not of mind...
Thru the dimensions I find you there,
All alone no ones there....
We talk and share what knowledge we know,
At the table of our masters home...
Haunting chills, goose bumps still
The very mention of time stood still...
My phantom my friend,
Youre always there no more worry no more fears
One Of My Tarantulas Died.I had 3 tarantulas.
The youngest died just after her molt.
She was a aviculara versa color...she changed
colors with each molt and was currently in her
neon blue stage.
I got her as a spiderling...my first baby tarantula.
Im bummed about it. Her name was brain.
I have an Aviculara aviculara, or aka Pink Toe. Her name is Pinky. She is jet black and has each end of her eight legs are pink..hense..pink toe.
I also have Rosie....Grammastola rosea...she is the color of a penny.
Heavenly ManEverytime she turns around she sees his face
He is the most peaceful man she will ever see
She knows he sets her free
His stature large
He could pull a barge
WHen time is over her only request
Is to love like there was so much innocence
Her life has led her in many directions
This one man will stand in her direction
He is the one who holds her hope
He looks in her eyes
With one deep sigh
You have been battered and bruised
By this life you thought you were cursed
He says hold my hand
Live in the light and you too will stand
You have seen me many times before
I am your chance at life forever more
Never forget the saved will not fall
You have been patient in a life that now has no walls
Your true love of me is what amazes me
I am your man in times of need
He looks at her and says it is time for me to go
If you truly want me you will continue to have hope
Live a life right by me
You too shall see a heavenly man
Who will hold your hand in this land
Heaven Sent Me A SaviourThunder rolls in
Lightning makes a wild spin
A man out of nowhere enters your life within
His eyes have seen the pain of a 1000 years
His smile sparks no fear
You look at him and see only a heart
You never want to erase
He tells you your time they say has come
You need to let my will be done
You see a man you have fallen in love with
You know forever is him
He looks in your eyes
He sees your soul
This is all he needs to know
He can see your life full of pain
The misery of growing old and losing again
He wipes his hand over your eyes
They close and he kisses you this time
Thief walks in holding a gun
Your man looks at you and said my will will be done
The thief asks for money
Frustration builds as you can see
The thief looks at you and fires at your dream
With one swift look at you
Your man claims the heavens to pound this thief
He points the gun directly at you
I pray for my baby at home and the dream with me
The theif fires one more round
A bolt of he
~love, Destiny, And Fate~Love, Destiny, and Fate
Love, Destiny, and Fate,
How can I tell you what I really need to say,
When you are so close but yet so far away.
Life is a meaning of which no one is sure,
Love must be hiding what we were looking for.
Earth is the beginning of all that is pure,
You are the heart of which I yearn for more.
You're the sun in my sky,
The wind that takes me where I want to go,
The sweet incense that makes me feel so high
That loving you seems all I need to know.
When you're away I miss you so
My heart is full of sand.
Yet when you're here my stupid fear
Won't let me touch your hand.
I cannot sleep, I cannot eat,
I'm so wrapped up in you.
My thoughts drift up, away from words,
And fade into the blue.
I know this crush is not your fault;
The dinosaur is mine.
Yet if you could, please rescue me,
And put your arms around me, and hold me,
and say you love me
I want to make your heart beat just for me.
I want a true love in my lonely life.
S
Well, WellWell aren't we just coming along, my favorite thing to do is to write in blogs, so yay for LC :) Just trying this out and seeing what all it has to offer. Later, Tiff :)
HeartacheSitting here twiddling grass
I can only see my past
Beautiful women far and wide
One surely sticks out in my mind
Her grace was amazing
Her smile could leave you gazing
She walked without any hesitation
You knew she was amazing
When she touched my hand
I felt like a full man
When her eyes met mine
I knew it was the right time
When she would think
She would just stare
She looked beautiful sitting there
When she was falling asleep
She would say she was so in love with me
Dancing in the rain
Was not a hesitation for this beautiful thing
When I think of one time
It was when you first smiled at me
You were so beautiful and free
When god said she is now mine
I cried for days not knowing it was the end of our line
I sit here in the grass
Just waiting for time to pass
Wanting another angel
Love for me is what you wanted to see
I am doing my best
At keeping positive at best
But it seems so hard to find
Another true love in this lifetime
Greatest PoetI am me a poet at heart
What you see is many different parts
I put together word by word
Trying to piece together a hateful world
WHen you read what I write
You see a love that shines so bright
It is something I feel deeply
I need to get it out so others can feel it freely
When I write I write of the world
LOve and tragedy are important parts of gods big world
Whereever you go look and see
Ask the people what they see
Happiness and joy
Disappointment and dispair
Ask about hope and they will watch and stare
Hope is the one thing all people should have
You thought you were dead
Til i stuck out my hand
The walks I take you on will make you better
It will allow you to love that special someone that much better
So when you read keep me in your heart
THere is only one that will take my heart
I dont know who but she will know
I am patient in waiting for her glow
Just remember I am the greatest poet of this time
Because I give to the world what so many want to find
H
Greatest DayA new light has been seen in my eyes
I can see a woman I will never despise
She looks at me and cries
15 years old is not to young mommy
I am a good baby
She hands me off to a nurse
I see my mommy as they take me away
I dont know where I will be going today
I see an older man and lady
They look very happy
I move and feel the love
They are taking me home and I will grow up
25 years old and I can see that I was adopted
I wish I knew the woman who loved me so much
She could live her life knowing I was better off
I sit in a hospital hallway today
I see many people walking by me today
I wish one day
I could meet the lady who gave me away
My new wife is about to deliver
The greatest gift I will have ever
I see the doctor walk in
She is going to deliver my baby in a few minutes
I go in and i see my beautiful wife in pain
I know for sure she would never give her baby away
SHe pushes and breathes
I can feel her every pain
I wish I could take it away
Finally the beau
FateDo you think your hot or not
I can tell you first hand everyone I see
I want them to look at me
As one of the greatest poets to ever walk this land
I am just a man
I have loved a many beautiful women
They have in turned loved me
I have seen them cheat
I have watched them die
I have seen the very best of these
I have seen the very worst of these
SKinny, fat, chunky, a stick
To me it does not matter
It is the mind at work that really matters
As I age I see it more and more
The women around me want to see me as just a guy next door
Which if that is how they feel
They dont see the man who can love them with more than any
But as a friend I will make sure you do not falter
Your eyes are of yours you are that very beholder
What you see is what you get
You dont put blinders on after the first time to bed
That should just be a love testament
So if you have piercings, tattoos and all
If a person judges you
Pretend they are a wall
Your true love is right near by
Jus
FatEveryone walking in the room
You tell me you love me and I am so cute
I am fat for my age and you see that
You tell me you are cute and pudgy
I can see by your own looks
Someday you will look in disgust
I am just a girl with a heart that is huge
WHen you look at me you say I am cute
I am fat and no one will care
Will I ever see a love like so many do this day
Will my prince charming come my way
I will look in the mirror and be overweight
I will not have a chance to escape
I hope that some day people will see the inside
Not what lies on the outside
Yes I have rolls and yes i can see what it does
Yes I can exercise I travel miles and miles
I am just a girl looking to be loved like the rest
What is my hope in a world with so many judgements
If I knew this was coming I would kill myself
If I knew I would be hated for the way I look I would have never come here
If you knew I was only 2 years old would you continue to laugh at my rolls
What is gonna be different when i
Happyso happy we've got blogs... how come no one had told me about them before what's up w/ not lettin a g'rrl 'n on da loop. but n'ne way you no i'll b writin on dis a lot always.
first thing's first... don't ever buy jewelry off of ebay ... it's never what it seems and always overpriced. here's what i bought i ring claiming to be diamond, white gold and cat's eye opal.(i'm thinking no way it's too good to be true) got the ring and it's dimond alright... a bunch of small dimond shapes are along the side of the ring.(lol) the opal is there but i don't know if the gold is real or plated. i matched the markings on the ring which claim that it's 10 or something like that kt gold with markings on my earrings and other jewelry i have that is real gold.(i bought my other jewlery from local jewlers and have papers and warranties to prove they're real.) it looks like someone wrote that the jewelry was gold on the ring. on my other jewelry it looks like the kt and number were typed. i don'
FacelessWill you be just another faceless person out there
I have seen many people come and go
Will you just find a way to make it through
You want to make a difference too
Stand your ground
Show your face
DOnt let anyone erase
Your heart is strong
You can also teach many to be strong
This is your one chance
Your one life
WIll you spend it a waste and in strife
What if your mom died tomorrow
She just wanted to play one hand of cards
Thats all she could do
What if your husband died in a wreck
When he just wanted to learn more about his wife before his death
WHat if your sister died to a murder
She just wanted to spend one night with her sister
WHat if your brother died in Iraq
Now you must teach his son what it truly means to give back
You sit here wondering why am I here
Did you ever think it was to teach or learn about those ones that are near
This is your life
MY life
DOnt waste your time
We have only been given a few to make it last a lifetime
Dont be a faceless
Face Of An AngelOut from the storm walks a being never seen before
It is a man and a woman
As lightning strikes
You can see it has set its sights
The town is bustling
The sidewalks are packed
This being is one that is unmistakable
You can see the eyes
Brown, green, hazel and blue
It is not scaring you
You see its hair long and short
You know this being is coming for you for sure
You feel a tremble
As your faith does not give in
This being is black, yellow, brown and white
It stops in front of you
It looks in your eyes
You see their sights are saving you tonight
You feel the bombs blasting
The guns firing
Roadside bombs bursting
This is your right
You see the muslims and christians alike
There is no difference in this being tonight
It stands in front of you with one last prayer
You say father can you help me here
The being covers you as a gun fires at your body
This being takes a bullet so I can continue this fight
this fight continues even in the face of an angel
Whether
Alright Ya'llLol,I'm a sucker for writing daily in blogs and crap but oh well,I'll attempt to keep this one up. Eh,I know ya'll really don't wanna hear about my boring life, so let's make an exception! This is the only place where I can gossip? Lol, j/k! Well,I'm off to bed! Night everyone!
We'll BLOGGGGGG tomorrow!
EverYou get out of bed
I sit here wondering
Making love to you is so sweet
How did you ever end up with someone like me
You deserve the world on a platter
Instead your in a world with a man who dont matter
I smile knowing that if you left
I could live my life happy knowing you would do better
Your hair in my face
As you passionately escape
Making love to a man who you dont want to erase
The sweat on your body
Proves to me that your love for me is worth more than money
One thing I will miss when I leave this place
Is the way you look at me in the heat of our space
Your eyes blazing with love
Your body filled with me no matter what
Unconditionally you loved a man that had faults
He did not look the best at all
SO many others to look at
But you consider me the man of the hour
I get your life on a platter
I dont deserve someone like you
But I will do my best and make love to you
Then when you fall asleep you can dream
Of us as the most amazing thing
Loving you my de
Do You Dream Of MeWhen you see me everyday
WHen you feel me walk your way
Do you dream of me when I write
Am I the only thing you have in your sights
Am I the life you want
Am I the dream you feel is a forbidden want
Do you see a holy man
Do you see a man who can take your hand
Do you see the spirit I carry
Are you sure you want to marry
Let me show you my true side
I bleed like the rest
I can withstand every test
I can make the bed we lay in
I can put you to sleep at night
Or run every passion you have knowing there will be another night
Do you feel my hands so strong and warm
That is your man in a heavens storm
Close your eyes and who do you see
Is it me on a heavenly sea
Take my hand as you dream of me
Will you please marry me
I am nothing but a mere mortal man
Will you live and stand with this man
I promise a life full of history
I promise i will never leave you standing next to a tree
I will carry you til our last breath
We will share the same stars and make love under th
19jun06Today I introduced myself to my own feelings.
I'd rather regret the things I've done,
than the ones I never did.
So if you truly want something,
you will never know unless you go after it!
Now I sit here waiting patiently and wipe away a tear,
wishing that your vision would suddenly appear.
Hoping you'd say "Hello Darling?" and great me with a smile,
come sit beside me and chat with me a while.
It's hard for me to understand just what I'm doing here,
What happened to my lover that used to say he cared.
How come I've been abandoned like some old worn out shoe,
what crime had I committed what bad thing did I do?
It's true I have two daughters and shelter from the rain,
But there's precious little else to ease my lonliness and pain.
I'm only one of many that ponder through the day,
and find the price of loving is much to high to pay.
That picture could be quickly changed if you would spend,
a little extra time paying attention to me not just as a friend.
Do Dreams Really Come TrueThe bum on the street was handed five bucks
He thought he was down on his luck
His dream came true
The little boy with asthma
Not being able to breathe
He thought he was going to die
He dreamed to live as a grown man
His dream came true
The little girl dreaming of a white dress on her wedding day
Her dream came true
The young man looking for his princess
He oh so wished this
His dream came true
The father watching his son die of cancer
He had no answer
He dreamed for a cure
His dream came true
A black man wanting only hope for his kind
He dreamed of freedom
His dream came true
The woman dreaming her husband comes out of the mine
They say they cannot find
Her dream comes true
The mother hooked on crack
She wanted to quit it hurt so bad
Her little boy she dreamed of a great life
The state took that little guy
Her dream came true
The old lady wishing to join her husband in heaven
Her dream came true
Nothing is impossible only in our minds
Maybe it is hard
07jun06Today I introduced myself to my own feelings.
I realized it's much better to be apart and wish we were together than to be together and wish you were apart.
I realized we conserve only what we love.
We love only what we understand.
We understand only what we were taught.
I realized that of all the places in the world I enjoy -
I enjoy being in your arms most.
I realized I'd rather be kissing you instead of missing you.
The more I know you, I realize what a complex person you are.
Private thoughts - hidden dreams -
Know that I will always care and search out who you are
for I truly love what I have found.
I realize all of this brings together a rare delight,
being together, richer rapport, deeper laughter,
truer understanding, and growning compatible.
Today I realized - I walked away - it was all just a dream.
Sharyn~ 07Jun06
Daddy Lets PlayMy 8 year old comes to me
Asks me if we can go swing
My son I wish I could
You know how much daddy would love to play with you
I sit back in disappointment and wish work could stop
They got me running around the clock
He comes to me again
Says daddy can you go fishing with me
I wish I could but mom has me busy today
I see him walk out in disappointment
I get a tear in my eye
I can feel him cry inside
He comes to me again
Daddy can you play ball with me
I said let me look at what I have today
I find excuses and excuses
Today I am not free
I pray silently to god to make me busy
Can you go see if your brother is free
He walks away with his head down
He asks where is my brother at
He is across the street at pats
I can see his heart break
My mind falling apart
I am an adult
He does not realize an adult is hard
Maybe when he grows up he will see
His brother runs in and tells he has been hit by a car
I run outside and my son is dying in the yard
I yell up to god
Love HurtsWhen you’re in love
You have no shame infact
You go ahead and take all the blame
Love Hurts
Yes it:s just the same it’s all a game
Love Hurts
And you feel all the pain when
Your head is going insane
Love Hurts
When your heart is broke in two
You come to realize it all true
Love Hurts
Yet you’re feeling sad and blue
And don’t know what else to do
Love Hurts
Can you tell me the truth or it jus anit no use
Love Hurts
You’re not the one who ends up with all the brouzes
Love Hurts
And still you have now clue as what to do
Love Hurts
It’s just a faze and I am amazed
Love Hurts
Come to my place so I can tell you to your face
Love Hurts
By Blossom _Rose
DaddyI sit here day in and day out
Wonderin why you left us in such a rut
Your death came as a big surprise
God thought it was wise
I wonder every day what life would be if you were here today
Our life made one big change
I find it hard to find what to live for in this age
I have had desperate pleas for you to return
It has been a long road even after 5 years
Our daughter now 6 years old
You would be so proud of her
She wonders every day why you left
I told her never to forget
I walk with her daily
But today is a different story
This day I have been broken by my own regrets
I know drinking and driving was the reason you left
I will never forgive what I have done
I know my life is nothing more than a bum
As we sit quietly at the table tonight eating
Our daughter looks me in the eye
She says daddy I know what happened
Grandpa told me
My heart fell out of my chest
One more person to judge me who thought I was the best
She said Daddy I love you and mommy does too
CowpokeI was born with no companion
Walking alone in this world is just the way things happen
BOrn a man without a mission
Except to learn his next lesson
I have seen the battered and bruised
Got into a few fights that I would surely lose
One things for sure
WHen I met her
My life was recharged and no more cowboy blues
I look in her eyes when we go out on the range and ride
I sleep next to her in our warm bed
WHen our children come and gather around
She looks at me with one big smile and no frown
I know I won her heart when we met
TO the end of time i have only one regret
That she was real and I didnt make her up
That everyone could have that one true love
I know she is waiting and I will find
But til the end of my time I will make things right
Next time you see me
I hope it is when
I have that wonderful woman standing next to this man
WIthout anything but my boots and my soul
I will travel til she falls in love with this ole cowpoke
Good Friends And Good Timesdedicated to nissan sentras, BP gas stations, and the old woman who never carded us till they made the under 25 law. and becky keep it up dont start again
Tobacco is great a wonderful product, and a big unhealthy part of my life. i have quit smoking aproxximatly 30 times or so in the last year.
remember when it was cool to smoke and chew tobacco. going to the gas staion with 4 friends and 3 dollars between you. to get a pack of ciggarettes and $1.53 worth of gas? those were the days no tax on smokes no lawsuits had jacked the prices to an astronomical rate. Dont get me wrong there are smokes at the PX that are 1.75 a pack they are great but this was for the name brands that are $4 to alomost $6 back home at some places.
one particular day sticks out in my mind i have no idea why i remember this 25 minute snippet of an uneventful day from so many years ago, is it just one of those lame memories i keep in my head like a usless trivia question? Or was it a life changing e
Thank You Allthank you all on comment and messages im sorry i have not got back to you all see i work 6 days a week and im on call 24/7 so i dont get to get on here for just a few min so thank you all and blessed be
12may06Today I introduced myself to my own feelings.
I closed my eyes so I didn't have to see,
but I can never close my heart to the things I try not to feel or be.
Love isn't about the words we say,
and sometimes not even the actions we take,
the things we do, or the hearts we break.
Love is about people who can look at each other and just know.
No words need to be spoken or actions need to be taken.
It's about how we connect and stand side by side where ever we go.
Open ones' mind to the beauty it is, feel free with your spirit - let love in.
Don't be afraid to take the first step toward this wonderful journey,
Enlighten your soul and grow deeper in love while learning more about you.
I believe in a system of checks and ballances best represented by karma or
more broadly viewed as the universal principle of cause and effect.
The conquest of karma lies in intelligent action and dispassionate reaction.
Today I introduced myself to my own feelings.
I opened my eyes and now I ca
Continue On Without YouMy heart has a hole in it
I cry tonight with fear I may not die
You have been gone way to long
We were suppose to live our life forever
You left without any notice
I walked out that day
As you blew me a kiss
I knew I did not want one more wish
The car came fast
I know it is in the past
I fell to my knees
In pure agony
You were laying on the ground
I yelled around
One tear fell from my eye
You looked at me and said goodbye
4 years later
I wished to god I could have went instead
I miss the times in the park
I miss the times we cuddled in the dark
I miss your kiss on my cheek
I wish we had one more week
I could have told you I loved you
Now I sit here pondering what to do
MY life ended that day on the street
Where our eyes would last meet
I will follow through
Continue my life without you
Yet I wish my true love was still here
We were quite the pair
Remember those times at the county fair
Or when you broke an egg on my hair
When I chased you around my liv
I Got What Cha Wantsee u standin by my window,
Watchin me take off my clothes,
Slowly change into my nightgown,
Is this what u lookin for,
Someone who can turn u on,
Make u scream and beg for more,
I'm feelin sexy all over baby,
So come and give it to me daddy,
I look into your eyes,
And all i see, is this wonderful guy,
U won't regret a minute,
But let me say u're what i'm lookin for,
U're the toffee that taste's so sweet,
Not too hard, but just right for me,
I know u want me daddy,
So come next to me and do what u want,
U got all night to love me,
So watch me touch my body,
I'm feelin hot and naughty,
But sexy is my name,
And i'm not ashamed to play alone,
Would u prefer,
To watch me slowly touch myself,
Back and forth, u take my hands,
And tie them slowly in the back of my bed,
Hard or rough, any way u please,
Only slow though,
I'm bendin back my knees,
So come explore my world,
And let this girl do all the pleasin for ya.
Have You Ever....been to www.break.com?
They have some funny shit there. Check it out and then let me know... is it..
Cool or NOT.
HelloJust sending out a big hello to all my friends, family, and fans. Just wanted to try this out and figured I'd use this to say hello to everyone!!!!!
Betrayed Then SavedFor the love of god why did this happen
We were a family so happy
One night we were sleeping
Peacefully
Our lives were torn apart
The man had no heart
We woke the next morning knowing no fear
We did not know our daughter was stolen from here
We searched high and low
We did not know
The man had stolen her right from our home
Called the police
We did not realize our grief
WHen i sit and pray tonight
I dont know her plight
THis is the time
I need jesus by ourside
I feel a hand on my shoulder
I can feel warmth knowing he holds her
I look up and it is a man
He says have faith your girl is in my hands
He tells me she has been battered and bruised
The man who took her damaged her good
He said sexually she was violated
Dont you worry your little girl knows nothing now but pure love
He says feel free she is with me
I will deal with this man
Knowing he never came to me just underwent his own plan
I go to sleep that night
Not knowing that mans plight
I turn on th
#1: Fantasy FootballHell, what football fan isn't into fantasy football? Seriously, I was so desperate to get into a fantasy league this year after the one I was in the last two years filled up, I started my own. Of course, no one joined it. So I went on NFL.com and found one. I finished 2nd and 4th in the last two years in the leagues I was in.
I also can pick football games pretty good too. I won pickem leagues two years straight. I even beat my brother three years in a row. But if you take my advice on the pics, all I ask is you don't wager on them. My picks are for entertainment purposes only. (LOL) Speaking of which, I do have a pickem league if you want in. Lemme know if you do. I desperately need people to join it!
I'm Eddie and I approved this message.
Being With YouLook at your loved one tonight
Their smile makes you shine
They know when you are mad
Or when you are sad
They can bring the heavens down
Can make hell worth walking through
They know every little thing about you
The little secrets
Those are the most important
Loving someone other than them is not even comparable
Who is going to accept you
Especially when the you makes 2, 3, or 4 with children
Love the one you love unconditionally
If you have been hurt before
Remember it was left in the life before
This person gives you a new chance
To live
To love
To die in their arms
Give them all your best qualities
Cause that is who you are
When they lay down with you at night
Look right in their eyes
Tell them that you hope dreams come true
Cause there is nothing better than being with you
Beautiful TearsI remember your beautiful tears
All I could do is think how beautiful
When we concieved our baby boy your eyes were deep in my heart
You looked so beautiful
When I got in the car to go to work you looked so beautiful as I turned the corner
We walked hand in hand in florida on the beach and you were so beautiful
I got home that night and there was a babysitter with our son
The babysitter said she went to the store
I thought and closed my eyes seeing how beautiful you were
I opened my eyes and was at your funeral
They said he only fired one shot and pierced 3 hearts
I stand broken hearted
I stand once a man
I stand a father over one
My life was gone
I see you in my dreams
I see your beautiful smile
I see your beautiful blue eyes
I see your long blonde beautiful hair
Oh my god you took my angel
She was so beautiful
She was my passion
She was my heart
She was one in me
She was my beautiful wife
She was my life
She is so beautiful
BanisterI run to the banister of our apartment building 3 floors up
Look at the sights
Look at the hope
I yell Hi everybody
Mom says not to yell to the other building
I turn around and daddy yells
Goddamnit quit those yells
I look at him with a tear
He does not understand I love him so dear
Mommy sits and stares
I am a 7 year old little girl
What good is a yell gonna do
I turn around and look all around
Lose myself in this world that is around
I can see the clouds
I can see the world
I wish I could stand on top and watch it around
I turn back around and mommy and daddy are fighting
WHat is with this constant antagonizing
I could play a trick and see if it stops
This is where I come in best
I stand on the banister
I tell mommy and daddy lookee here
I can walk a tight rope and not fall
I see my mom back away to the wall
She tells me to get down
Daddy comes towards me he looks angry
I back away
Daddy must not of understood
He scared me he was bigger than I
I was ju
Angel TodaySitting on the deck at our lake cabin
You know we both are about to love like it was heaven
One thing going through your mind
I wish you would tell me so I dont worry all the time
You have been quiet since we arrive
You love as deep as mine
You asked me to come so you could share with me
The love no one else sees
I can feel the energy in your body
I know it is real
It does not even make me feel funny
Your whisper is cute
Your laugh excites me
You tell me to run to the little corner store
You needed something very important
I said anything for the angel
Who knows my every angle
Pulling out of the drive
I cross the path of a semi
It rolls over the car
I flew out very far
I lay here weak and cannot move
You hover over me like you knew
Out from your back come the wings
You tell me jesus needed me
I looked in your eyes
Didnt you love this guy
You recommended me because you love me
You tell me how I was crushed when I lost the woman I loved
You married her a
~ Hugs ~There are hugs from mothers
They are tender and sincere..
There are hugs from fathers
That help chase away your fears..
There are hugs from children
They are usually very tight..
There are hugs from spouses
That make you feel just right..
There are hugs from friends
That are given with good intent..
The hugs from all these people ( my friends, my fans..)
I thank you all from the bottom of my heart!
Dede
A ManNow listen up
Men are full of hope
To be quite honest I have only ever seen one
He had the love and he gave it to everyone
His strength was more than beating women or children
His patience was that of a good father
He will hug you more than you could ever want
He would die the very second he was asked
They tried to trip him up
And for 2000 years they have never given up
They kick, stone and kill a man
We are still scared to believe in him
We ask why cant we see him
WHen you were a baby do you remember your mothers face when you came out of a womb
Because we have not learned enough to see him clearly
He gave us the right to life
Be sure if you have a loved one you would give your life
This world is an angry place
Learn to love
It is our biggest strength
If you doubt this very man
I would hate to be wrong and burn in another land
If you get offended
I dont give a damn
Jesus was the one who was a real man
WOuld I lay down my life
You bet your ass
The shot of a b
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3 And 5 AloneI lay here wondering why my father is yelling at brother
He is good to his father and mother
My mother comes in stumbling from the door
Mama had to much to drink once more
Father falls down drunk as a skunk
Brother crying like it is his last one
I see my mother stumble to my brother
She swings and hits
Falls down and lays an arm around my head
I was only 3 that day
Jesus took me away
But because responsiblity went out the door
I lay on the floor
The only one standing now is my 5 year old brother
With a gun in hand
Mommy and daddy thought we went to bed
Instead we played cops and robbers
I was a robber and guess who won
Well the only one who realized what he had done
Lost his life that day because of a gun
God's -10 Guideslines For Living1. QUIT WORRYING:
Life has dealt you a blow and all you do is sit and worry. Have you forgotten that I am here to take all your burdens and carry them for you ... or do you just enjoy fretting over every little thing that comes your way?
2. PUT IT ON THE LIST:
Something needs done or taken care of ... Put it on the list ... No, not YOUR list ... Put it on MY to-do-list!!! Let ME be the one to take care of the problem; I can't help you until you turn it over to Me. And although My to-do-list is long, I am after all ... God! ... I can take care of anything you put into My hands. In fact, if the truth were ever really known, I take care of a lot of things for you that you never even realize.
3. TRUST ME:
Once you've given your burdens to Me, quit trying to take them back. Trust in Me. Have the faith that I will take care of all your needs, your problems and your trials. Problems with the kids? Put them on My list. Problem with finances? Put it on My list. Problems with your emoti
Write To MeWrite to me, he whispered in my ear.
Tell me all the things that you know I want to hear.
Tell me how you dream of us and how I hold you tight.
Tell me how I i seduce you all through the night.
Let me know how much you burn with desire.
Let me feel what you feel, and share in your fire.
Say you want my kisses and my gentle touch.
Say you love my hands on you, and want me very much.
Show me on The screen just what I mean to you.
Show me all the things that you want me to do.
Write me a letter, he whispered in my ear.
Then I will write and tell you what you want to hear.
9-12-06 A Day I Will Never Forgeton this day i found that my long time friend Mike (i use to live by him when i went up to canada) commited suicide i will miss him if you get the chance pray for him and his family
~fallen angel~
MeHi all just a little about me..
I'm a shy person most of the time i enjoy chatting and meetintg new people though.. and i have a passion for wolves and vampires and i even have a vampire chachter if you want to know more just ask
Yea!!!!i do love writing blogs, i can put my frustration out there and have other people see the shit i deal with! gives me a place to write my dirty stories and poems...i love expressing myself..u might learn alot about me if u decide to read what i write....im in the process of takin some new pics..sorry no more naked ones...i have to give my man some respect..so anyways, love to you all!!!
MyselfHi
First I want to say I write a lot when I have something to say and my emotions are on the line. All of these blogs are on MySpace so they are all cut and paste from there.
I hope you enjoy my inner thoughts, feelings, words, and where I am going...so here goes...
When??I am so worried that I will never ever get past this, that for the rest of my life I will mourn him. That I will never be happy again. I have tried so hard to put it behind me I know he would want me to be happy. Then just when I think I'm ready to be reborn amongst the living; I miss him that much more and I'm bombarded from all sides with memories of him and how much we loved each other.
Our son picked him out in a picture for the first time. For most of you this seems like nothing; but for a child who has never laid eyes on his father except in those pictures, to say the word DADDY is a huge step. The innocence and love in that one word never to be heard by his father broke my heart in a billion pieces.
It's been two and a half years, and it hurts just as freshly as it did the day he died. I pretend to be strong and I smile and make jokes and go on with my life and inside I'm dying. I want to live again I promise that I do..I just don't know how.
Today Sept 13, 2006Well for my first blog entry I am going to voice my opinion on what has happened to me today...
I am a single mom, I have 2 beautiful boys that I love with all my life. I recently lost custody of my younger son to his father lets just call him hmmmmm fucktard!! ya thats a good name for him... Well I was suppose to see my son today well Ive been struggling with bills and its just been hard.. I called to see if I can make it up and well he wont let me. Well just so you all know my son is 13 and he does not want to live with his dad, and I had gone to court to fight it and everything.. Well cuz fucktard has a better job and a wife and a home he thought it would be best for him to be there.. NOTTTT!!!! His wife is an alcoholic and they are not living together anymore plus he has a history of domestic violence!! I have nothing what so ever on me, so why can anyone tell me the reasoning for the courts decision on this.. My son cries to me tells me how much of an asshole his dad is h
Highway Of Your SkinMy breath exhales
cross your highway of skin
raising my desires
as if your presence was sin.
My tongue flicks
like it was a flaming fire
responding to the lust
you, dripping with desire.
My body aches to taste
your manlyhood at the door
a ride upon your worrior
as if there was no more.
Sweat pours from my skin
as anticipation raises my body heat
Drooling relentlessly
as I stare at you, my treat.
My mouth engages
as my tongue gets a taste
while my brain shudders
at the joy on your face. my hand wrapped around the base.
Oh, my dear, you do it
whenever I am near
You bring out passion's flame
hot and very clear.
My breath exhales
cross your highway of skin
as my lust is ignited
thru to the very end
Morning Lustmorning instinctive lust
awaits you to awaken
my liquid need--
my morning hunger
anticipates the exploration
of your hands, fingers...
my frenetic flesh aches
for the education
of your tongue, your hardness
entering me, warm, wet
as I yield
to your muscle--
let me feed your sex
in the banquet
of this new morning
thrust into me and
take me hard, deep
my hands grasping
linen sheets
while moans stir the air
and, after the climax comes,
let me rise from
our bed to begin the day
leaving for work
with the scent of our sex
enveloping me
and the stickiness of you
to remind me
of our morning instincts
My First Song I Ever WroteSong- Why
By: Danny-Bob Dude
Why
Why
Why
Why can't I have you
Why can't I get you
Why can't I just be with you
Why is everything so fucking hard for me
I can't even do anything right
Why is everything so fucking hard for me
I can't believe you were the same as me
You had to fuck things up
As did I
I wanted you, you wanted me
But we had to move on
It's easy to follow me
Just follow your heart
You will find me
I feel like I just might die right now
Now that we can't be together
You are very special to me
I wanted you to know this before I go
Why can't I
Why can't I have you
Why can't I have you right by my side
Why can't I have you by me
Why is everything so fucking hard for me
Why
Why
You know you are my everything
You have to know this
The only way to get rid of the memories of you is to drink you off my mind
Since I can't be with you no more
And I can't have you in my arms
I hate this life
Why is everything so fucking hard for me
Why (Why...M
Just RamblingWELL EVERYONE ELSE IS POSTING THESE...SO I SAID WHAT THE HELL I MIGHT AS WELL TOO...JUST WISHING EVERYONE A REALLY GOOD NIGHT....
Let Me Taste YouCome here and let me taste your sweet wine,
let our bodys touch and your hand brush across mine.
i look into your dark brown eye's I can see you undressing me with your eye's ! dont be shy i have already undressed you with mine,
then you slowly walk up and grab my waist from behind.as your manly hood climbs to the peek of my pot i can feel you throbbing hard as a rock,as your lips brush across the back of my neck i can feel my nippels become instantly erect.
ummm come here i say as i shrink to my knees let me tast you let me devour you ,your evey drop. your cum leaves me addicted wanting more as i allow my tounge to slowly explore, your manly trail .down to the core.
your knees get week as you buckel to the floor. you beg me not to stop as i climb on top, i ride you for hours non stop, you griping my ass you toes begin to curl ,i look in your eyes as your juices explore my lustful pool...and with one last thrust i know i got you.
II'm the whisper in the wind,
the silence before the storm.
I'm everything you've ever dreamed of,
and everything you loathe.
FantasiesEnter the unknown
And let yourself go
The need deep inside you
Is waiting to grow
Ill show you the secrets
Of what you desire
Show you the fantasies
That will set you on fire
Blinded youll be
With silky black bands
Bound you will be
Both feet and both hands
Arms up above
Tied tight to the bed
A foot to each post
Anticipation in your head
Youll feel touches of hands
Of many there will be
Pleasuring your body
Maybe two, maybe three
Tasted and touched
And rode fast and hard
Until your body surrenders
No place left unmarred
Left craving you will be
For fantasies new
For my goal in this life
Is to make them come true
So dream my sweet man
Let your fantasies grow
For which ones I will grant
In time you will know
One More FixOne More Fix
You passed it to me and smiled,
but you faded away as my vision blurred.
I closed my eyes and my head swam
and all my worries were purged.
~ one more fix ~
A sharp pain shot through my arm
as the razor slid into my skin.
I closed my eyes and my head swam.
I’m no longer my grievances, no longer my sins.
~ one more fix ~
I was bound and gagged as you kicked me to the floor.
Your grip was tight around my neck as you lifted me to my knees.
I closed my eyes and my head swam.
This is my bliss, my beautiful release...
~ one more fix ~
-- Me
Pagan PlaygroundI leave my cares and world behind
And drift away with a wandering mind
To a place where dreams come true
Where the grass is green and the sky is blue
Then a gentle breeze brushes my face
As I wander through this gentle place
Where birds and bees sing in the trees
And the grass bends with a gentle breeze
A song is sung but in natures way
One that is heard when children play
One that is carried forth for all to hear
But heard by those who know no fear
It plays both in day and also at night
You don't use your ears or need a light
Close your eyes for it is all around
Open your heart and it will be found
Once it is heard it won't just go away
It won't leave you alone not for a day
Its source can't be found but still you will look
Beneath every rock and the babbling brook
Try as you might and look where you can
And when you are finished go look again
For this magickal sound and wondrous place
Is often hidden right in front of our face
But though it is so s
Truism~~~~~~~~~~~~~TRUISM~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
* THE MOST DESTRUCTIVE HABIT.................ADDICTION
* THR GREATEST JOY............SELFLESS GIVING
*THE GREATEST LOST.......SELF RESPECT
*THE MOST SATISFYING WORK........HELPING OTHER'S
*THE UGLIEST TRAIT........SELFISHNESS
*THE MOST ENDANGERED SPECIES.......DEDICATED LEADER'S
*OUR GREATEST NATURAL RESOURCE...OUR YOUTH & ELDERLY!
*THE GREATEST SHOT IN THE ARM......ENCOURAGEMENT
*THE GREATEST PROBLEM TO OVERCOME.....FEAR
*THE MOST EFFECTIVE SLEEPING PILL.....PEACE OF MIND
*THE MOST CRIPPLING FAILURE DISEASE.....EXCUSES
*THE POWERFULEST FOURCE IN LIFE......LOVE
*THE MOST DANGEROUS OUTCAST.......THE GOSSIP
*THE WORLDS MOST INCRIDABLE COMPUTER.....THE BRAIN
*THE WORST THING TO BE WITHOUT......HOPE
*THE DEADLEST WEAPON.....BRAINS
*THE TWO MOST POWER-FILLED WORDS...."I CAN"
*YOUR GREASTEST ASSETS.......FAITH
*THE MOST WORTHLESS EMOTION.......SELF-PITTY
*MOST BEAUTIFUL ATTIRE......YOU
Hey Tag Your It!!Wow Lost cherry Has a blog now!! wohoooo,, This is from another blog of mine but I figured I better write something here! I have been so busy working and trying to sell the house and look for a new place to live,,, Well This week It all fell through the house is pending its sale and I just paid for a 4 bedroom place,, yay!! Not in the best of the neighborhood but I can run with the best of them, and its not going to break us every freaking month will have extra moola to enjoy and do something with, yea I will still work like a animal I just cant stop its in my blood! ;)
Each player of this game starts with 6 weird things or habits about themselves. People who are tagged should write a blog with their own 6 weird things or habits, and state this rule clearly. Choose 6 people to be tagged, list their names, leave them a comment and tell them they are tagged and to check your blog for details. It's fun!
1) I enjoy to watch people,, I can sit at the mall and watch them all day!
Signs Of Inner Peace~~~~~~~THE SYMPTOMS OF INNER PEACE~~~~~~~~
* A tendency to act or think spontaneously, rather then based on fears and bad past experiences.
* An unmistakeable ability to enjoy each moment.
*a loss of intrest in judgeing other people
*A loss of intrest in interpting other's action's
*A loss of the ability , to worry
*frequent, overwhelming, episiodes of apprecation.
* content feeling's of connection with other's and nature.
*frequent attacks of smiling.
*an increasing tendency to just let things happen ...no worries.
*An increase susceptibility to love, and to love freely recieve the love extended as well as extende love freely....
Blogging???I didn't know there was a blog on here! Cool!
Ok I don't know what to write right now! But I am happy to see that I can blog here. Neat - O!
Chow!
Happy SamhainClose your eyes
Dear cherubine
Sleep tight
Naughty muse
Deep below your dreams
with in the endless realms
of your entombed emotions
My insane watching eye
Will stare through your bones
As you fall in helpless forfeit
Into the glance of my preternatural eyes
I will whisper upon wind
And Imprison you with vampyre kiss
As you shreds lustful chants
Beneath the colonnades of your fear
Sweet Lil PoemAnd even though I know how very far apart we are, it helps to think we might be wishing on the same bright star. And when the night winds start to sing a lonesome lullaby, it helps to think we're sleeping underneath the same big sky. Somewhere out there, if love can see us through then, we'll be together ... Somewhere out there, out where dreams, come true
*** Close To My Heart ***Close to my heart, but not in sight...
Will I get to hold you again?
Will I ever get to look in your eyes and say I love you?
Over and Over in my head all I can think about is what you meant to me.
What I meant to you....
So many places we have been together... we laughed and carried on
I think about them places... songs we said were ours.. and that still are
The symbol that describes us I will wear for the rest of my life
I pictured us together happy , for a longtime, holding hands....
I still listen to our songs ...
I still wear our symbol
How can a true love slip way? did it?
Why did I let it slip away?
Why did you let it slip away?
Is this fate? Is this meant to be?
Close to my heart you will forever be.
Dede
IraqI fully support the troops that we have sent over there and i wish a safe and short stay for every man and woman over there.
I full believe that the world is a safer place now that Saddam and his bunch have been taken out of power and are going to get some real justice, which is more than they gave some of thier own people through the years.
I dont think that our forces there should get involved with what is quickly becoming a fight between two different factions that seem to just want to kill each other. If theay want a civil war, let them have one but get every single U.S., British,and all the rest of the military and civilian personel out of there first.
I dont think that the current U.S. administration had a clear idea of what to do after we invaded and took over the country. Its a big country with many miles of nothing seperated by many miles of nothing with lots of empty space for people to hide in.
There are no longer any good options, just better bad ones to choose from.
Night SkyThe night Sky....
Category: Writing and Poetry
~~Night Sky~~
The black sky is like the great ocean at night.
So far away yet close enough to touch the stars.
Laying on the riverbank I see the night's darkness.
I can smell the sound of the Cool River at my feet.
Feeling the great American eagle fly through the night.
I breathe and the stars realign them self to my soul.
The soft warm river rocks massage my back.
As the one by the river sees himself rearrange the night sky.
It looks down and speaks words that burn in my soul forever.
Breathe life into your dreams and they will take you beyond your imagination
Messages.....FIRST OF ALL I HAVE LIKE TWO THOUSAND FRIENDS AND YALL ALL WONDER WHY I DONT ANSWER YOU BACK... WELL ITS BECAUSE YOU ALL WRITE THE SIMPLE MESSAGE... WHATS UP SEXYY.. OR SOME FORM OF THAT. I GET TIRED OF WRITING THE SAME SHIT. SO BE CREATIVE WITH YOUR DAMN MESSAGES AND MAYBE YOU'LL GET A REPLY. ALSO I DO NOT USE MY SHOUT BOX TO CHAT. IF YOU HAVE A SPECIFIC QUESTION FOR ME THAT I CAN ANSWER WITH ONE RETURNED MESSAGE THEN SHOUT ME BUT IF YOU SHOUT ME TO CHAT I WILL NOT ANSWER! THANK YOU LADIES AND GENTLEMEN HAVE A NICE DAY! also... the topic of your message needs to be creative cuz i just delete all the ones that say hey, hi whats up, etc. no offence and im not stuck up its just that i get ATLEAST 300 messages a day and i cannot respond to them all!
First OneHaha...first one! Awesomeness! Now I can rant and rave over here! So happy! Come by and check up on how my boring life unfolds... :-)
I Will Never ForgetI will never forget the day we met
I will never forget your smiling face
I will never forget your sweet kisses & warm hugs
I will never forget your beautiful blue eyes
I will never forget kissing you goodnight
I will never forget waking up to you everyday
I will never forget the times we laughed and cried together
I will never forget our song, And our symbol we have
I will never forget the love we had
I just want you to know
Never does a day go by and I still think about you.
I will never forget anything about you :)
I will Always, Always..... Love you
Dede
Sorrowful LoveAs her heart is torn in the window of his pane...the reflection of his love his soaked by her tears and rain...
walking down a road of her dreams means facing her fears facing the answers to her surrender she does not want to hear !
is it possible to understand you can never have all his heart..the heart of a man who has no heart....you can wait it out and see if it arrives, but dont wait to long cuz life will not wait while you stand in denial...
A dark storm of self-doubt build in her head, facing the truth is a down pour of what must be said.
can she open her eye's and execpt what she may see? this is a man driven by lust sex and fantasy!
A Poem For The One Who Hold My Heart.SHE SEES HIM AND SHE KNOWS
THAT SHE SHOULD RUN AWAY
STILL HER DESIRE GROWS,
HE HOLDS HER UNDER SWAY
SURELY THIS PASSION WILL BURN HER SOUL,
HIS CARRESSES MAKE HER SHUDDER;
SHE IS LOSING ALL CONTROL,
ALREADY HE HAS CLAIMED HER
SHE IS CAPTIVATED BY HIS EYES;
HIS ARMS HER WELCOME PRISON.
FIERCE DESIRE FILLS HER CRIES--
HIS BODY A SWEET WEAPON
WHO'S TO SAVE HER FROM HER HEART?
SHE HAS NO WILL TO FIGHT
WILL HE TEAR HER SOUL APART,
OR WILL HE TREAT HER RIGHT?
NO MATTER WHAT THE FUTURE HOLDS,
SHE HAS WILLINGLY SURRENDERED;
HE OWNS HER BODY AND HER SOUL,
BY HIM SHE IS DELIVERED.
ALL HER FEARS HAVE DISAPPEARED
HER JOY'S AT HEIGHTS SO GREAT
SHE HAS BECOME QUITE OBSESSED,
AND IS HAPPY WITH HER FATE
Younger SelfLeap, Jump, Skip and Run.
The time of our youth,
the day of the sun.
Worry, dispair, fret and die.
A graduate of life,
the night turns to sky.
To be born again,
as the dawn is new,
as time moves on,
the sky to blue.
To grow and grow
and leap and jump
and skip and
run through life
like the blazing sun.
Hold fast to youth,
for it holds the key,
to life most full
through eternity.
As the sun does rise
so shall it set,
and the sky will grow
even darker yet.
When youth is lost,
dark it stays.
For we have lost the passion
for the dawn of day.
Listen to me,
and to what I say,
when the voice inside
wants out to play,
remember the light
of the rising sun,
Leap, Jump, Skip, and Run.
Blessed Be!
Witch's ChargeHear now the words of the witches,
The secrets we hid in the night,
When dark was our destiny's pathway,
That now we bring forth into the light.
Mysterious Water and Fire,
The Earth and the far-reaching Air,
By hidden quintessence we know them,
And will keep silent and dare.
The birth and rebirth of all nature,
The passing of winter and spring,
We share with the life universal,
Rejoice in the magcial ring.
Four times in the year the Great Sabbat
Returns, and the witches are seen
At Lammas and Candlemas dancing,
On May Eve and old Hallowe'en.
And when day time and night time are equal,
When sun is at greatest and least,
The four lesser Sabbats are summoned,
Again witches gather in feast.
Thirteen silver moons in a year are,
Thirteen is the coven's array.
Thirteen times at Esbat make merry,
For each golden year and a day.
The power was passed down the ages,
Each time between woman and man,
Each century unto the other,
Ere time and ages began.
Wh
Why Bother?Why do I even bother to have pics or friends on this site? I have maybe 3or4 that EVER leave me a comment once in awhile! My pics never get votes or comments. So why do I bother to have "FRIENDS" or pictures here?
Witches' ChantDarksome night and shining Moon,
Hearken to the Witches' rune,
East then South, West then North,
Here come I to call Thee forth.
By all the powers of land and sea,
Be obedient unto me.
Wand and Pentacle and Sword,
Hearken ye unto my word.
Cords and Censer, Scourge and Knife,
Waken all ye into life.
Powers of the Witches' Blade,
Come ye as the charge is made.
Queen of Heaven, Queen of Hell,
Send your aid unto the spell.
Horned Humter of the night,
Work my will by magick rite.
By all the powers of land and sea,
As I do say, "So mote it be."
By all the might of Moon and Sun,
As I do will, it shall be done.
If A Man Wants YouI got this in an email today.. and it is very true thought I would share it.
If a man wants you, nothing can keep him away. If he doesn't want you, nothing can make him stay. Stop making excuses for a man and his behavior. Allow your intuition (or spirit) to save you from heartache. Stop trying to change yourselves for a relationship that's not meant to be. Slower is better. Never live your life for a man before you find what makes you truly happy. If a relationship ends because the man was not treating you as you deserve then heck no, you can't "be friends." A friend wouldn't mistreat a friend. Don't settle. If you feel like he is stringing you along, then he probably is. Don't stay because you think "it will get better." You'll be mad at yourself a year later for staying when things are not better. The only person you can control in a relationship is you. Avoid men who've got a bunch of children by a bunch of different women. He didn't marry them when he got them pregnant, Why w
Bullshitwoo hoo now we can see shity are friends lives realy are lol i can't wate to see what some of u will post this could be a good thing or a a bad thing cuz some of u are going to go crazy with this shit like some people i know (dmcfh) but any ways have fun i will post more later
Who’s A Witch?Nary a man a Witch can be
nor Witch a Wizard, don’t you see?
For t’was thus ordained above,
this great natural law called Love
that from man to woman is the flow
and as such, always has been so.
Into whose hands are babies born
and who gathers the eggs on frosty morn?
T’is she who knows the herb that cures.
and guess who, that trusty cauldron stirs.
Comes now the Woman of the Moon;
it’s Her planter’s orb in June.
By wind and fire, rain and earth,
all God’s creatures know Her worth.
All that live are born in strife,
But She’s the One who nurtures life.
Thank you Goddess for the Witches
By just their being, our life enriches.
Think not there’s something I’ve forgotten;
it’s the fact that we ‘re all begotten
You see, from that piece of Adam’s rib
comes the hand that rocks the crib.
Surely there’s one thing now we know.
"Move over Wizard; it’s Her show."
Great!hey i am so excited LC finally got blogs..
check back i will definitely post as often as possible!!
*big hugs to everyone*
did ya know i love you all?
in one way or another.. i surely do!
A Visit From The Yule Spirits'Twas the night before Yule, when all 'cross the hearth,
not a being was stirring; Pagan, faerie, or beast.
Wassail was left out & the alter adorned,
to rejoice that the Sun King would soon be reborn.
The children lay sleeping by the warmth of the hearth,
their dreams filled with visions of belov'd Mother Earth.
M'lady & I beneath blankets piled deep,
had just settled down to our own Solstice sleep.
Then a noise in the night that would leave us no peace,
Awakened us both to the honking of geese.
Eager to see such a boisterous flock,
When we raced to the window, our mouths dropped in shock!
On the west wind flew a gaggle of geese white & gray,
With Frau Holda behind them in her giftladen dray.
The figure on her broomstick in the north sky made it clear,
La Befana was approaching to bestow Yuletide cheer.
From the south came a comet more bright than the moon,
And we knew that Lucia would be with us soon.
As these spirits sailed earthward o'er hilltops & trees,
If IIf I could have just one wish,
I would wish to wake up everyday
to the sound of your breath on my neck,
the warmth of your lips on my cheek,
the touch of your fingers on my skin,
and the feel of your heart beating with mine...
Knowing that I could never find that feeling
with anyone other than you
Turning The WheelWitches' work is turning the wheel,
And round the wheel doth turn.
Time wheels, the world wheels,
Time and space
Embrace in the wheeling circle,
And dance of the wheel.
The only constant is constant change:
The nature of a wheel is to turn.
Witches' work is turning the wheel:
To divine the course of change
And to aid it. To add her will
To the will of the wheel:
For the witch is the agent of change.
And witches' work is turning the wheel,
And round the wheel doth turn.
What To Do!seems as if many of us have been waiting for the blogs .....they come with bitching and bashing and all kinds a good shit.....oh just a damn thought omgsteeeeeve well beable to have so much fun in he's haha...i had to say it..lol!!!! so wonder if we will be able to decorate in here or shit like that but hmmm who caes we getta blog YAY!!! im so excited like a lil girl with piggy tails!! spank me happy damn!
CuriousWho (woman only) would do me?
Dont Kno.......mehWhoh!!!!!!!Blogs on LC!!!sweetness:D:D:D so ya i dont kno what the hell im goin to call this....ah well its somethin i kno that:Pwell i guess its time to think now isnt it.....hmmmmmmm:PWell my day was good i guess......i might be superviser at my work:D:D::D i dont kno yet forshure but my assitant manager is goin to think about it.....but me superviser!!!!!!!!its goin to be awsome:D:D:D:D:Dso i guess im about done this.......so ill talk to u all l8er...i mean blog ya l8er:P
A Woman's 1st TimeIt's your first time. As you lie back your
muscles tighten. You put him off for a while
searching for an excuse, but he
refuses to be swayed as he
approaches you. He asks if you're afraid and you
shake your head bravely.
He has had more experience, but it's the first
time his finger has found
the right place. He probes deeply and you shiver;
your body tenses; but
he's gentle like he promised he'd be. He looks
deeply within your eyes
and tells you to trust him - he's done this many
times before. His cool
smile relaxes you and you open wider to give him
more room for an easy entrance.You begin to plead and beg him to hurry, but he slowly takes his time, wanting to cause you as little pain as possible. As he presses
closer, going deeper, you feel the tissue give
way; pain surges throughout
your body and you feel the slight trickle of
blood as he continues. He
looks at you concerned and asks you if it's too
painful. Your eyes are
The Ten Commandments (of The Goddess)You shall adore (worship) my Spirit.
Your Adorations should be once a month and best when the Moon is full.
You shall gather in a secret place.
You shall worship naked before me.
You shall sing in the joy my freedom brings to thee.
You shall feast sharing the bounty of the earth I pour out unto thee.
You shall dance my dance of divine ecstacy.
Play music in Honor of She who is Queen of the Wise.
Make Love that thy Bonds with one another become sacred.
Place no sacrifice of any living creature upon my Altar for I am the Mother of All Things Living.
Song Of The GoddessWhen midnight comes and silvered moon rides high
Now take your besom and with me come fly
Home comes the roamer, your journey's over
We'll dance the night away in magic dreams
We'll dance the night awwy in magick dreams.
Across darkning hills the sun kneels to pray
Tomorrow's cares are many dreams away.
The stars are flying, the forest's sighing.
We'll sing the night away in loving dreams.
We'll sing the night away in loving dreams.
Both man and woman in the night are one.
All things are equal when the day is done,
Both prince and plowman, the slave and freeman,
All find their comfort in my golden dreams
All find their comfort in my golden dreams.
Hold hands and circle in the Summer's night.
No cares for the 'morrow shall find us here.
Safe in sacred space, let all time erase.
We will circle in my magick dreams.
We will circle in my magick dreams.
Come now in naked beauty to my side
Call down the moon and with me abide
Our hearts are yearning, hol
Guys And GirlsGirl Facts
When a girl says she likes you,
she wants you to ask her out.
When u break a girls heart, she'll still feel it
3 years later
When a girl just stares deep into your
eyes, she's
HOPING that your hers and only hers ( it
shows
how much she cares: eyes never lie)
When a girl is quiet,
millions of things are running through her
mind.
When a girl is not arguing,
she is thinking deeply.
When a girl looks at you with eyes full of
questions,she is wondering how long you will be
around.
When a girl answers, "I'm fine, " after a
few seconds,
she is not at all fine.
When a girl stares at you,
she is wondering why you are so
wonderful.
When a girl lays her head on your chest,
she is wishing for you to be hers forever.
When a girl calls you everyday,
she is seeking for your attention.
When a girl wants to see you everyday,
she wants to be pampered.
When a girl says, "I'll love you forever, "
she means it.
She StirsIn the darkness of the moon
the old woman stirs the cauldron,
muttering words and rhymes long forgotten.
The air within her tiny hovel thickens,
taking upon itself a deeper aspect of itself,
and the words, the words they fly.
Energy, long forgotten,
hinted at in dreams of young love long ago
it builds, mounting upon emotion and will.
Bones nye unto breaking sing once more
of flight before a silver orb
The weight of years is cast off, an unwanted garment.
Dance she does, before the fire
dance she does, feet now fleet with power
And the words, the words carry her to another place.
Rising, rising upon the horns which search the night
and brighten the fields in flower. Rising, rising it does.
Up and up and up again, the spiral.
Mind and heart cut adrift amidst the energy,
Body and soul now within magick's tender embrace
Focus comes clear once more and the spiral is released.
Out it goes, a dagger between the worlds
Bent upon its single purpose and sent
Cause I Hate ThisI dunno, stupid blogs. who cares about stupid thoughts from stupid people. I find it funny that news reporters have blogs nfl atheletes have blogs. Im suprised the president of the USA doesnt have a blog. What does BLOG even stand for? does anyone know?
SeasonsThe cold north wind begins to blow
Lady Winter pulls up her blanket of snow
She tucks the land in nice and tight
The land then sleeps through winter's plight
For several months the land will sleep
But hush my darling don't you weep
Soon...the land agian will wake
Lovely flowers Mother Spring doth make
She sends her warm, nurshing showers
That are full of her growing powers
The snow crocus is the first to wake
From it's head, winter's plight it doth shake
At this time the faries begin thier work
and thier chores they never sherk
They wake the land and paint it bright
So open your eyes and enjoy the sight!
The days begin to grow longer
As summers sun grows stronger
Children play in the sprinklers stream
As summer birds sit and preen.
Summers end is drawing near
The fall colors will soon be here
Autumn comes with it's colorful arrays
And the night begins to overtake the days
Then tha days begin to cool
For this is Mother Natures rule
The leaves turn r
A ChoiceAs the confusion of life sets in
I scurry around trying to figure out who I am
I seek answers for questions I ask
To learn what I like, what I am into
To find out whom the real Shana is
Some may say I am sick, or even perverted
Others just look at me weird when I tell them what I like
Those who know me, accept me for everything I am.
As time flits by,
I try new things
Learn more about myself
I grow as a sub, and as a person
Submission by “normal” standards
Is something to be gawked at,
Something to be avoided
But it is a way of life,
A good one if you find the right person to be with
My way of life
I have found this much about myself
I am a born subbie,
I long to serve, I enjoy it really
I take pride in the lifestyle I have chosen
And yes it is a choice
Pagan PlaygroundI leave my cares and world behind
And drift away with a wandering mind
To a place where dreams come true
Where the grass is green and the sky is blue
Then a gentle breeze brushes my face
As I wander through this gentle place
Where birds and bees sing in the trees
And the grass bends with a gentle breeze
A song is sung but in natures way
One that is heard when children play
One that is carried forth for all to hear
But heard by those who know no fear
It plays both in day and also at night
You don't use your ears or need a light
Close your eyes for it is all around
Open your heart and it will be found
Once it is heard it won't just go away
It won't leave you alone not for a day
Its source can't be found but still you will look
Beneath every rock and the babbling brook
Try as you might and look where you can
And when you are finished go look again
For this magickal sound and wondrous place
Is often hidden right in front of our face
But though it is so s
since everyone else is posting a blog i thought that i would do the same, although i have no idea what a blog is, it seams like the thing to do so somebody take a minute and tell what,why and how come a blog, why not a message or phone call or e-mail or post card why a blog yes i'm being a smart ass but its fun
A Pagans "halloween" Poem'Twas the evening of Samhain, and all through the place
Were pagans preparing the ritual space.
The candles were set in the corners with care,
In hopes that the Watchtowers soon would be there.
We all had our robes on (as is habitual)
And had just settled down and were starting our ritual
When out on the porch there arose such a chorus
That we went to the door, and waiting there for us
Were children in costumes of various kinds
With visions of chocolate bright in their minds.
In all of our workings, we'd almost forgot,
But we had purchased candy (we'd purchased a LOT),
And so, as they flocked from all over the street,
They all got some chocolate or something else sweet.
We didn't think twice of delaying our rite,
Kids just don't have this much fun every night.
For hours they came, with the time-honored schtick
Of giving a choice: a treat or a trick.
As is proper, the parents were there for the games,
Watching the children and calling their names.
"On Vade
A Letter I Didnt Want To Writewow i really thought i knew you or maybe your grandma was right you are influenced by other people because your different... im different too but the difference is i dont let people make my decisions for me i loved you with all my heart and no matter how much friends of mine didnt like you because i was always with you instead of them when i told them that i found mr right they backed off they werent gonna stand by and break us up or even try i was willing to let people go to be with you i was going to commit myself to you forever i realize i was your first for everything which i knew i was your first at a thing or two but not everything. i loved you more than life itself and what do i get for tha? a knife through the heart. i feel like the last few days was a total lie. i asked you to be honest ,, thats all i asked for your honesty weather it would hurt me or not. i didnt want you to be fake not at all.. were we a lie or did i just lose to your so called friends that couldnt live with
Think B4 You Speak!Think Before You Talk
A guy goes to the supermarket and notices a beautiful blond woman wave at him and say hello.
He's rather taken aback, because he can't place where he knows her from.
So he says, "Do you know me?" To which she replies, "I think you're the father of one of my kids."
His mind travels back to the only time he has ever been unfaithful to his wife, and he says, "My God, are you the stripper from my bachelor party that I screwed on the pool table with all my buddies watching, while your partner whipped my butt with wet celery and then stuck a carrot up my ass???"
She looks into his eyes and calmly says, "No, I'm your son's math teacher...."
Time Has Been LostTime has been spent
Wishing to turn back the clock
Useless dreaming of things being perfect
Wasted hours crying over you
When you aren’t coming back
Sick of always thinking of you
My time with you is gone – done.
Can’t you just leave my mind alone?
Let me move on and heal
You left me in a physical sense
My emotional pain is just so much more intense
Years later it still feels strong
I keep asking myself everyday
Why do I hang on?
My heart wants to keep on loving you
My brain wants to push you away
Everything I see reminds me of our time together
All those songs, the toys, and the pictures
Just sends me into constant despair
Time has been lost forever
Things will never go back to the way they were
Its time to move on and to just forget – just let go.
Blogginghello again
im going to give this a whirl so im not really going to censor myself much, and i am hopefull that the people on this site can handle some touchy subjects.
on that note, always remember that opinions are like eyes or legs or a nose, we all have one and it may be different from each others.
My BlogI'm not going to be posting my blog articles in here. Instead I urge you to visit my new blog The Cognitive Warehouse
Comments are always welcome. Thanks.
What The Fuck!!I got a fucking pop-up a few minutes ago and I close it and ever since then I have been getting a documentary over my speakers of Paris HILTON!! Goddammitt! I am restarting my computer before I shoot myself in the fucking HEAD!!!
Three ThingsThree Things In Life
Three things in life that, once gone, never come back -
1. Time
2. Words
3. Opportunity
Three things in life that may never be lost -
1. Peace
2. Hope
3. Honesty
Three things in life that are most valuable -
1. Love
2. Self-confidence
3. Friends
Three things in life that are never certain -
1. Dreams
2. Success
3. Fortune
Three things that make a person -
1. Hard work
2. Sincerity
3. Commitment
Three things in life that can destroy a person -
1. Alcohol / Drugs
2. Pride
3. Anger !
Three things that are truly constant -
Father - Son - Holy Ghost
Love Me....I'm emotional I just need you to say it. I dont want to ask.
Just tell me you love me, just to tell me
Tell me you think Im beautiful; it only matters when YOU say it
Tell me you miss me, or that you are missing me
Tell me you just had a thought..and it was me
Tell me, you have grin on your face, because you remember me
I want to know, that you remember my quirks and it makes you laugh out loud
Just tell me, you love me, just to tell me
Tell me you cant believe you are happy
Tell me that you have fun with me doing everything or doing nothing
Tell me that simple things remind you of me
Tell me you remember my scent and my touch
Tell me Im not like anyone else and Im special TO YOU
Just tell me, you love me, just to tell me
Tell me I make you crazy because you love me more than you imagined you could
Tell me Im worth all the trouble
Tell me youd go that distance, for me
Tell me that you believe in me
Just tell me you love me
Overwhelming NeedThe overwhelming need
To fit in with society
Will not cause me to lose
My unique identity
For the drive to be
The only me I can
Is stronger than the need
To feel like I belong
I will go through life
Doing everything that’s me
And though I may change
Those changes aren’t bad
They help me grow
They plant some seeds
For a time in the future
When it is time to bloom
Time to grow
Into something that is strong
And very wise
The strongest desire
To be myself
Will overcome all else
My Meeting With The LadyWhile walking in the woods so deep
I sat to rest and fell asleep
When I awoke to my surprise
The most beautiful sight was before my eyes
My heart was filled with wonder and joy
I thought I must be the luckiest boy!
She rode upon a shining unicorn
As she went she blew a golden horn
Come follow me it seemed to play
I heard her laughter so happy and gay
Out of sight she then rode
Of this Lady I'd been told
The Lady of the Woods so fine and fair
With long golden flowing hair
Features so fine and so pure
Within her hand is every cure
So I followed as fast as I could
And hoped I didn't lose her in the wood
The horn she blew was loud and clear
And I found her have no fear
As I stepped into the clearing
She turned to me her look endearing
"Come sit with me", she said and smiled
"You need not fear mr my sweet child"
So I sat and stared in awe
As she told me of Mother Natures law
And as the sun began to rise
I was back where I started to my surprise
Was
I Have Learned....I have learned with time there is oppertunity so never give up !!!
And that with every mistake there is a lesson learned, so learn from your mistakes.....
I have learned with every lost there is a gian so be open to change ...
And with change comes new beginings, but never forget where you started off....
I have learned that throughtout life were giving two paths Labeled Right and wrong,but no matter which you choose there is an obsticle !!!!but only one has a finish line with a positive outcome.So choose the right path
I have learned with every death there is a life, and that death is our reward after living this life, so celebrate death and mour life....
And life is short so live it to the fullest,a life not lived is a life wasted. so live as if you were dying..
I learned that the smaller things mean more then the bigger, so treasur the smaller things and the bigger ones will seem so much better.
I have learned that love is not harsh or untrue nor does it
Girl Factswhen a girl says she misses you
Girl facts:
When a girl is quiet,
millions of things are running through her mind.
When a girl is not arguing,
she is thinking deeply.
When a girl looks at you with eyes full of questions,
she is wondering how long you will be around.
When a girl answers, "I'm fine," after a few seconds,
she is not at all fine.
When a girl stares at you,
she is wondering why you are so wonderful.
When a girl lays on your chest,
she is wishing for you to be hers forever.
When a girl calls you everyday,
she is seeking for your attention.
When a girl wants to see you everyday,
she wants to be pampered.
When a girl says, "I'll love you forever,"
she means it.
When a girl says that she can't live without you,
she has made up her mind that you are her future.
When a girl says, "I miss you,"
no one in this world can miss you more than that
Bringing Sexy Back@ LostCherry
Woman Vs MenWoman's Poem
Before I lay me down to sleep,
I pray for a man, who's not a creep,
One who's handsome, smart and strong.
One who loves to listen long,
One who thinks before he speaks,
One who'll call, not wait for weeks.
I pray he's gainfully employed,
When I spend his cash, won't be annoyed.
Pulls out my chair and opens my door,
Massages my back and begs to do more.
Oh! Send me a man who'll make love to my mind,
Knows what to answer to "how big is my behind?"
I pray that this man will love me to no end,
And always be my very best friend.
Man's Poem
I pray for a deaf-mute nymphomaniac with huge tits,
Who owns a liquor store and a golf course.
This doesn't rhyme and I don't give a shit.
Thanks To AllHEY THERE LC! JUST WANTED TO THANK ALL MY FRIENDS OUT THERE FOR BEING SOO AWESOME! LOVE YOU ALL! HUGS AND KISSES!
Crazy FeelingsDo you ever feel a crazy feeling...
When you can't keep someone off of your mind..
You're not sad, but sometimes it makes you crazy.
Early in the morning, in the middle of the day...
or even sometimes late at night...
But you haven't hit the ground yet.
Asking yourself why do you feel this way?
It's an empty kind of happiness that fills your heart..
But all you can do is feel the way you do..
With an emotion so uncontrollable.
Whenever you feel this happy blue...
Just tell yourself.. as I do..
Its a crazy feeling..
Live ...laugh... And Love!so i havent been here a week yet and am starting to forget all the negitive things in my life made 2 new friends and i am taking a positive outlook on life and if you want to be negative to me or about me just leave because in the long run ill be the bigger person done with high school drama pay close attention to mt contact table "welcome to my world,,, leave your bullshit at the door." to all the people out there who have tried to make my life hell i wish you the best of luck and will only pray for you to grow up and be great adults and live your life to the fullest. i truly wish you the best of luck in what ever you do and remember you cant change anyone so if you dont like them there is nothing you can do. alot of things have come from the big move i have mad but fate brought me here and even though there were good and bad changes i believe they were for the best. well hope everyone has a good afternoon.
amanda
i stole this from a friend but it is true for the most p
Blog AlertDon't you just love the new blog alert sound?
Oh, Oh!You mean that some one thought it was cool for me to have a place where I can rant 'n' rave and spew @#&! from my dark happy place? Hehehe, let the bs fly and hit you in the eye!
Hmmm, wtf should i serve up first — a lot of crap's been on my mind lately... Oh I got it! I hereby profoundly state from my cyber-soapbox that I LIKE CHOCOLATE MILK!
Well Im Not Taken AnymoreI'm single again officially tonite and i cant say im very happy about it. I mean ive been with the girl for over 7 months and it was great. Just right now, its not working for us. We ended it mutually and left things open for a comeback. Ive never ended a relationship like that but this was no ordinary relationship. We were all over the map and it was great. Right now I think im jsut going to get out there and live a little bit for a little while.
Ash I love ya babe dont forget that
Slim Desert YummyPEACH MELBA CAKE makes 12 servings
1 tube (7oz) almond paste, crumbled
1 box (1lb) pound cake mix
2 eggs
1/2 cup corn oil
2 pkgs (3.1 oz each) milk chocolate mousse mix, like Dr Oetker
1 1/4 cups cold milk
1/2 cup raspberry spreadable fruit
2 peaches, peeled, pitted and cut into thin wedges
1/4 cup bittersweet chocolate morsels, melted
1. heat oven to 400F. In bowl of electric mixer, beat 1/4 cup water and almond paste 2 min. Add cake mix eggs and oil; beat 2 min, scraping down sides of bowl, Divide mixture amoung 4 greased 9" cake pans. Bake 15 min Cool completely.
2. In bowl of mixer, combine mousse mix and milk. Perpare according to pakage directions. Place first cake layer on plate spread with 1/4 cup spreadable fruit Top with 1/2 cup mousse. Add cake layer, remaining spreadable fruit and 1/2 cup mousse.
3. Top with remaining cake layer. Frost cake with remaining mousse. drizzle with melted chocolate. Garnish with remaining peaches and raspberries, if desired.
Some Poems I've Written LatelyAs I sleep written on May 26, 2006.
Cold sweat trickles down my face.
My pillow stained with millions of silent tears.
The squeal of tires rings in my ears as I'm pulled from my reoccurring nightmare.
His brown eyes wide with fear still loom before my tired eyes in the darkness.
His blood curdling scream still hangs in the air around my bed.
Only when I sleep do I hear his voice and see his perfect features.
Only when I sleep do I feel his warm touch on my skin.
But as I awaken from the horrific scene,
I realize he is simply a memory of what I once knew.
He'll never hold me again as I fall asleep.
He's gone forever now.
Falling Apart written on May 13th, 2006
Falling apart from the inside out
Burning alive,
And no one sees.
Staring at you,
But never really seeing the pain.
Falling apart from the inside out
Hiding behind the walls you've built,
Keeping everyone out.
No one can break through,
Not even those closest
?u like i dont know what to write so there here it is man i rule
Hey To All My Lc FriendsI JUST WANTED TO THANK EVERYONE FOR ALL THE GREAT COMMENTS ON MY PAGE AND PICS. YOU GUYS ROCK. MUCH LOVE AND RESPECT.
SHYMOONGIRL
What The Fuck!!Well now maybe I can start getting some points for all the bullshit email I get. Oh yeah and the lovely little emails I get from the pervs of the universe. I decided I am happy about this. Maybe, we will see how many blog wars erupt. Oh well, at least it will stay off my bulletin board. Man, what the fuck am I going to complain about now.
P.S. Your Penis, My Ass. Goodtimes.
More Mushy BlahWhat poor wings,
these words of mine,
to carry forth my love to you
from my deepest heart
where all is true
and filled with passion's wine.
What poor wings,
these sluggard words,
which wrap around my thoughts
As I await your kind reply
I tie my soul in knots.
What poor wings,
my finest words,
to such an end are sent;
evoking just a tender sigh
before the power's spent.
What poor wings
are words
for such a lofty height;
for they must burn their way to you
in spite of darkest night.
What poor wings
these words,
the soul of my lips
in each refrain;
my heart in every verse.
The One The Proud The MarinesYou can keep your Army Khaki.
You can keep your Navy Blue.
I have the worlds best fighting man,
to introduce to you.
His uniform is different,
The best you've ever seen.
The Germans call him Devil Dog,
His real name is Marine.
He was born on Parris Island,
The place where God forgot.
The sand is 18 inches deep,
The sun is blazing hot.
He's deadly with a rifle,
A bayonet made of steel.
He's took the Devils calling card,
He's mastered how to kill.
And when he gets to heaven,
St. Peter he will tell.
One more Marine reporting Sir,
I've served my time in hell.
So listen all you young girls,
To what I have to say.
Go out and find a young marine,
To love you everyday.
He'll hug you and he'll kiss you,
And treat you like a queen.
There is no better fighting man,
Than a UNITED STATES MARINE
Behold A BlogJust found this bitch and complain page. I had no idea this was here. Guess I should open my fucking eyes and read what LC has to offer. Just for the record, I can be a dickhead sometimes as well. What can I say, I'm a man. It's just part of what we do and it's totally unintentional. I'll apologize now if my future grips and grumblings offend anyone.
What A Kiss Means....What A Kiss Means
*Kiss on the stomach-----"lets have sex"
*Kiss on the Forehead ----"Forever you will be mine"
*Kiss on the Ear ---"I'm horny"
*Kiss on the Cheek ---"We're friends"
*Kiss on the Hand ---"I adore you"
*Kiss on the Neck ---"We belong together"
*Kiss on the Shoulder ---"I want you"
*Kiss on the Lips ---"I love you" OR "I want you"
*Holding Hands ---"We can learn to love each other"
*Slap on the Butt ---"That's mine"
*Playing with the Ear ---"I can't live without you"
*Holding on tight ---"Don't let go"
*Looking into each other's Eyes ---"Don't let go"
*Playing with Hair on Head ---"Tell me you love me"
*Arms around the Waist ---"I love you too much to let go"
*Laughing while Kissing ---"I am completley Comfortable with you"
--Advice--
*Dont ask for a kiss, take one.
*If you were thinking about someone while reading this,
you're definitely in Love (or strong like).
****( i just
The world is unfair
We all know this is true
We always get pumped with lies and fake smiles
Fake friends, Broken hearts
This will never end
But somehow we still move on
We carry our hearts on our sleaves
And our fears are inbetween
All the thoughts that run through my mind
Are truely killing me inside
There is too much death
Too many tears
Too many fears
Never trust someone
Cuz in the end they will fuck you over
Even if they are your closest friend
So keep in mind with this journey through life
The world is the enemie
And only you can save yourself
The day you slip up and trust someone else
Will be the last day
You will ever be yourself
Part 2at all forms of pain; stubbing a toe, for example, is unlikely to be arousing. The context of the pain is important.
MASTER: A dominant, usually in a TPE relationship. Usually male; the female equivalent is a mistress. Contrast slave.
MASTIGOTHYMA: Psychology Sexual arousal from being flogged.
MILITARY PLAY: A specific form of role play which involves military-style settings, uniforms, hierarchy, or protocol.
MILKING: 1. The practice of stimulating the male prostate, often with a finger or with an implement such as a dildo, or of stimulating the perineum in such a way as to produce ejaculation without orgasm. 2. The practice of inducing orgasm repeatedly in a man, often by sexually stimulating him over and over, until he is no longer able to produce ejaculate. 3. Stimulating the prostate by means of an electrode built into a dildo or similar probe, inserted into the anus and connected to an electrical stimulation device such as a TENS unit. The electrode causes involuntary
Dance With The Devil LyricsHere I stand, helpless and left for dead.
Close your eyes, so many days go by.
Easy to find what's wrong, harder to find what's right.
I believe in you, I can show you that I can see right through all your empty lies.
I won't stay long, in this world so wrong.
[Chorus]
Say goodbye, as we dance with the devil tonight.
Don't you dare look at him in the eye, as we dance with the devil tonight.
Trembling, crawling across my skin.
Feeling your cold dead eyes, stealing the life of mine.
I believe in you, I can show you that I can see right through all your empty lies.
I won't last long, in this world so wrong.
[Chorus]
Say goodbye, as we dance with the devil tonight.
Don't you dare look at him in the eye, as we dance with the devil tonight.
Hold on, hold on.
[Chorus]
Say goodbye, as we dance with the devil tonight.
Don't you dare look at him in the eye, as we dance with the devil tonight.
Hold on, hold on.
....a New Life...........................A NEW LIFE................
I've been sitting around this life for years,
Not enough laughs and too many tears.
Trying to figure out where it all went,
These wasted years that I have spent.
Searching for something to go beyond,
Life's a stone skipping across a pond.
At the last skip, it hits with a splash,
Down the stone sinks, gone in a flash.
Pushing and pulling, it's tearing apart,
Poking and prodding an underused heart.
This dark velvet curtain that hides my soul,
Living this life has taken it's toll.
In a flash of bright light, the curtain is torn,
Tumbling down all tattered and worn.
Revealing new life, a child within,
Born free of hate, of suffering and sin.
Now my eyes see what has never been told,
Striving forth happy, confident and bold.
Into a world that's unfamiliar but friendly,
Into this new life my spirit will send me.
Living and laughing, loving it all,
I stood myself up and answered the call.
The darkness has gone,
LifeSometimes it feels like all I have worked for and wanted in my life.. Just falls apart.. Theres a emptiness inside me and I just dont know how to make it feel whole again.
We live we learn... and we love.. although love is sometimes blind.. and sometimes sad and sometimes heart breaking.. never say you regret the feeling that you had at that moment when you said the words I love you.
to alot of people its just words... to me its the passion and the fire in my life.. something I dont want to live without
This Is For My Girls♥To every girl who is looking for true love. ♥
♥To every girl that is herself no matter what. ♥
♥To every girl that dresses cute not skanky. ♥
♥To every girl who wants to be called beautiful not hot. ♥
♥To every girl that will spend her whole day looking for the perfect birthday present for you. ♥
♥To every girl who gets her heart broken because he chose the whore instead. ♥
♥To every girl who is nice to everyone no matter who they are. ♥
♥To every girl that would die to have a decent boyfriend. ♥
♥To every girl that wont settle for the jerk. ♥
♥To every girl who would just like once to be treated like a princess. ♥
♥To every girl that cries at night because of another heartbreak. ♥
♥To every girl that wont get down on her knees and open her mouth just to get a boyfriend. (AMEN!)♥
&hea
Husband Returning From TurkeyTop thing on my mind today, my husband is heading back state side in about 24 hours and should be here by no longer than tuesday, so I wont be around for a couple days after his return Im sure we all know why. Secondly my larry the cable guy lookalike brother, *as seen in friends and family gallery* peirced his nipple yesterday! after i return from my next visit home i'll be sure to get that shit up, it'll be entertaining his boobies are almost as big as mine :P hahahaha anyway we're all half way through the week keep on truckin'~M.C. Luckert
Part 1By Franklin Veaux.
This glossary is intended as a guide to many of the terms you might hear in the BDSM community. Note that you should not assume everyone who is involved with BDSM is into everything listed here; many of the specific practices described in the Glossary are quite rare.
It's sometimes common for people who are involved in one particular type of play--bondage, for example, or perhaps spanking--to believe that what they do isn't BDSM, on the mistaken idea that being involved in BDSM means being into everything from pain play to extreme sadomasochism. In fact, nobody is into everything, and even in the BDSM community, not everyone has the same tastes, the same limits, or the same ideas.
If you see something described in here which you personally find disturbing or off putting, that's fine; it doesn't mean that you aren't or can't be interested in BDSM. Hell, there are plenty of things I find disturbing, and there's nothing wrong with that!
The definitions give
~*~*only You~*~********ONLY YOU********
A person can make you feel high,
A person can make you feel low.
But only you can decide,
Which way you want to go.
A person can hurt you mentally,
A person can hurt you physically.
But only you can place,
A limit on your abilities.
A person can cause drama,
A person can cause a situation.
But only you can create,
Your own reputation.
A person can make you laugh,
A person can make you cry.
But only you can make,
Decisions for your life.
I guess what I'm trying to say,
That when you're living day to day.
Don't live by what people do,
But live by what you know is true
Eh Wellwelll my day went ok i guess got up this morning an my mom was here (oh joy) she wanted me for some reason ta ride ta tha doc with her so i said ight sure i guess shockingly enough we didnt get inta it bout anything but i just hung out in tha truck while she went in cuz i dont like doctors all that great so yeah after that we went ta go see her *new car* so she can keep her dayum hands off my truck an we wont be gettin inta it bout that anymore so but it was a pretty nice ol car gonna need some work done on it but eh oh well thats her problem not mine well i was driving an i was hungry so i drug her ta Hardeys so i could get a bite ta eat i told her thats where we were goin an if she had a problem with it she could walk i said it in a joking way but i wasnt kidding lol im mean i know hehe but eh she didnt complain AGAIN shockingly so we got along for once but i know it wont last long an that was pretty much my whole day didnt really do nuffin else
FriendsI gOt YoUr BaCk
YoU gOt MiNe,
iLl HeLp YoU oUt
AnYtImE!
To SeE yOu HuRt,
To SeE yOu CrY,
mAkEs Me WeEp
AnD wAnNa DiE
aNd If YoU aGrEe
To NeVeR fIgHt
It WoUlDnT mAtTeR
wHoSe WrOnG oR rIgHt
If A bRoKeN hEaRt
NeEdS a MeNd
iLl Be RiGhT tHeRe
TiLl ThE eNd
If YoUr ChEeKs ArE wEt
FrOm DrOpS oF tEaRs
DoNt WoRrY
lEt Go Of YoUr FeArS
hAnD iN hAnD
lOvE iS sEnT,
wE'lL bE fRiEnDs
TilL tHe EnD!!!!
KissYour tongue burns my cool skin like molten flame,
As you pierce my soul I silently scream your name,
I kiss your lips and taste your bloodied soul,
Feel the blood engorge us and make our love whole,
You come to me silently on wings of blackest night,
Consuming my heart with your dark lover's bite.
Joyously my blood gushes forth and splashes your face,
As my fevered body you now so passionately embrace,
My soul sings your black desires in endless refrain,
My dark angel lover you make pleasure such sweet pain.
Well Thought Id Joinwell
i havent seen this b4
didnt no this was here.
so heres my first one.
ok this shit is now offically like myspace.
but so much better!!!.
um im always fucking bored as shit.
if u wanna i-m me my aim sn is:
xDaddysDefectx92
no i dont have yahoo or msn
no i dont have a cam.
so dont ask.
my opinions on nude and adult photos:
they are gay.
its like a tease o u can c but not have.
either u get it in person
or u just dont get it.
simple.
well leave me comments or some shit.
cuz im always bored.
well have fun.
♥
FriendshipFriendship is like the breeze,
You can't hold it,
Smell it,
Taste it,
Or know when it's coming,
But you can always feel it,
And you'll always know it's there,
It may come and then go,
But you can know it'll always be back.
Big NewsI will be in attandace at Domcon Atlanta and will be available
for shoots while there.October 5th thru October 8th.
I will be in Detroit at the end of December on the 30th for a
fetish gala event there.I may have some time open for shoots while
I"m there.
Soon I will be unvailing my website for all your viewing
pleasures.From pics to vids to whatever else my kinky creative mind
can come up with.Keep watching for the link to the website soon.
Jezebel Tempting
****life List*****~*~*~*~ Life List ~*~*~*~*~*~
today i was watching ellen and she was talking about life list..which i thought was a reat ideal...a life list is a list u can add to and check off as you go along...you add things in life you want to accomplish and when you fullfill one you check it off...so i decided to start one here...and i plan on accomplishing all that i put down..and no you do not have to go in order when fullfilling them...
EXMP...number 22 u want to meet a the president..u go to local saintinist ritual he's there u say hi..hey u meet the devil oops i mean bush you can then cross 22 off list...lol...
my life list....
1. I want to build a stronger relationship with god..
2, i want to either be in the army or in collage by janurary
3. I wanna learn how to be happy in everyday life.
4.can u say stress management.
5. i want to be a positive rolemodel for kids in my neighberhood!
6. i want to meet andy garcia (hey i can dream)
7. i want to visit greec
HmmSo lost cherry is doing blogging now. Now this place is truely perfect! I look forward to hearing your thoughts on my randomness, and I will also be posting some of my own work..stories, poems etc. Now this is seriously going to be a blast!:) Oh yes, and I am notorious for quizzes..I'm slightly addicted to the foolish things. So if you know of any good ones, feel free to toss me the link, and I will take it. I can promise you that!
MeHI EVERYBODY, THIS IS MY FIRST BLOG ON LC SO IF ANYBODY WANTS TO ASK ME A QUESTION OR LEAVE ME A COMMENT FEEL FREE AND ILL RESPOND TO ALL OF THEM AS SOON AS I CAN. I JUST WANTED TO SAY THANKS AGAIN TO ALL THE PRETTY LADIES ON HERE THAT HAVE WELCOMED ME AND MADE ME THEIR FRIEND. HUGS AND KISSES TO YOU ALL
To My Friends!!!!The internet brought us together,
E-mail has kept us in touch,
We've become the best of friends,
Without even so much
As a moment face to face....
But that doesn't really matter,
When you make a friend in cyber space....
We talk over the phone,
Greet each other through instant messaging,
Send poems and prayers and jokes,
And exchange electronic greetings....
It's always good to know,
That you're just a click away,
When I really need to talk,
Or just wish you a wonderful day....
I'm glad that I met you, my friend,
Through my internet connection.
I LOVE YOU ALL!!!
TestYou are Betty Grable
The ulitmate girl next door
You're the perfect girl for most guys
Pretty yet approachable. Beautiful yet real.What Famous Pinup Are You?
Girls Care About Boys*this is when u know a girl CARES about a boy....repost this after u read it if u think any of it is true.......**
when a girl truely cares about a boy.......
*she waits for his phone calls
*talks to him till the early morning
*hates to know when he's sad and wants to make him feel better
*thinks about him all the time
*laughs at all his jokes
*talks to all her friends about him
*she misses him even when he's just gone for a minute
*tries to find the perfect outfit to wear when shes gonna see him
*loves to be on the phone with him even if its silent
*she talks about sports with him
*she makes fun of the sport he plays
*loves to hear him sing no matter how bad he may sound
* and likes him sooo much that when he's feelin down she feels the same way
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Todaywas working on Hershel walkers house,we had 2 walls up then ole mother nature rained us out
Your DreamWalking down the street i pass by and see her smile
I catch her eye and she begins to smile
We stop for a while to chat
I watch her eyes as she watches mine
What is the day gonna do for us today
I tell her you are so special
Beyond any friend I have ever had
You make me grin when you walked in my life
I can see forever in your eyes
So hold my hand and follow me
Today is the day I will make you free
I cannot grant eternal freedom
Only freedom that exists between you and me
I can show you my way and then use yours
Combine them both and you will have your answer for ours
Hold on tight this can be a bumpy ride
But is you stay next to me it will be alright
Forget what you have learned about love before
This is your new story and we are the stars
Take out your script and rip it up
We will do this and make it up
The dream of your reality that you wanted and will have
Is now in the palm of your very hands
Enjoy your life I will be there to share
Dont worry your heart
One Of MineBe kind...this is one of my jokes...I used it onstage a couple of time
I'm short. Its an obvious statement....see me and it'll be obvious to you too. I wasn't supposed to be this way! I was SUPPOSED to be 6'5, but my mother was dyslexic, so I ended up 5'6" on a good day.
Dyslexia isn't a bad thing though. Every fellatio afficionado is dyslexic. They just don't realize it. They keep sucking through every blowjob. I'm kinda thankful for that. A penis is NOT, I repeat NOT a balloon.
Here at SBC, the Sadistic Broadcasting company, we are very mindful of how impressionable our viewers and listeners are. It is our goal to provide programming that is insightful, informative, and most of all, cheap.
With that in mind, we are delighted to provide audience appropriate messages as a public service and are thankful for the tax breaks these messages provide...It is in that interest that we present the following PSA:
Masochicsts hit your head here ----
Sadists, make someone hit h
What Is Love?WHAT IS LOVE?
WHAT IS LOVE REALLY?
HOW DO YOU KNOW YOUR REALLY IN LOVE?
IS IT THE FEELING YOU GET WHEN THEY LOOK INTO YOUR EYES RIGHT BEFORE THEY KISS YOU?
IS IT WHEN U FIND YOURSELF THINKING ABOUT THEM 24 HOURS A DAY?
IS IT WHEN YOUR HEART SKIPS A BEAT WHEN U STARE AT THEM?
IS IT THE SMILE THAT NEVER LEAVES YOUR FACE?
IS IT THE PART OF YOU THAT MAKES U FEEL COMPLETE?
IS IT WHEN YOU REALIZE THAT YOUR HEART DOESNT BELONG TO JUST YOU ANYMORE?
IS LOVE THE LAST CALL OF THE DAY?
IS IT WHEN U IMAGINE YOUR FUTURE AND THEY ARE ALWAYS THERE NEXT TO YOU?
IS IT WHEN YOU CRY WHEN THE THOUGHT OF LOSING THEM COMES IN YOUR HEAD?
OR EVEN THINKING ABOUT HOW MUCH THEY MEAN TO YOU?
IS IT WHEN YOU WOULD RATHER BE BORED WITHJUST THEM..THEN HAVE FUN WITH FRIENDS?
THE PERSON THAT MAKES ALL YOUR PROBLEMS GO AWAY..
THE PERSON THAT MAKES YOU FEEL BEAUTIFUL..
SPECIAL AND LOVED..
NOW THATS LOVE ...
How to Make a Woman Happy
It's not difficult to make a woman happy. A man only needs to be:
1. a friend
2. a companion
3. a lover
4. a brother
5. a father
6. a master
7. a chef
8. an electrician
9. a carpenter
10. a plumber
11. a mechanic
12. a decorator
13. a stylist
14. a sexologist
15. a gynecologist
16. a psychologist
17. a pest exterminator
18. a psychiatrist
19. a healer
20. a good listener
21. an organizer
22. a good father
23. very clean
24. sympathetic
25. athletic
26. warm
27. attentive
28. gallant
29. intelligent
30. funny
31. creative
32. tender
33. strong
34. understanding
35. tolerant
36. prudent
37. ambitious
38. capable
39. courageous
40. determined
41. true
42. dependable
43. passionate
44. compassionate
WITHOUT FORGETTING TO:
45. give her compliments regularly
46. love shopping
47. be honest
48. be very rich
4
You Took Me To HeavenI am getting ready at home
About to pick you up
I slip on a tie
Not knowing to much
A blind date again
Tonight is the night
They will find love
I get in the car
Ready to pick you up
I shake out of excitement with a chill up my spine
Man dont screw this up
I pull up to your house
I see the lights on
What next
I know I cant run
3 dates in a month
All a bomb
I walk up the sidewalk
My hands are sweaty
My knees about to give out
I know I should go and never come back
The door opens
Oh wow
The most beautiful woman
God has ever touched
She smiles at me
I ask for her hand she puts it in mine
as we head out on the town
The night was remarkable
We were eye to eye
With only one fear
Tonight had to end
I kissed her cheek
She said hey call me again
She told me I could come in
I said no tonight you already took me to Heaven
She smiled at me as I watched her go in
I just met my future angel
Showing LoveI wonder why everytime i see a bullentin with someone begging for rates or something i go do it but it never gets returned? I think its rude and i am gonna stop doing it lol. Actually i just needed something to bitch about so i could try this blog shit out
Best FriendsDear Friend,
What you are to me...
Your the
Peanut to my butter,
Star to my burst,
M to my m,
Pop to my tart,
Milky to my way,
Fruit to my loop,
Milk to my duds,
lucky to my charms,
Ice to my cream,
Ghetto to my booty,
But mostly your the...
Best to my friend.
My FamilyThis family's made of normal people by light.
We turn into magical creatures by night,
Casting our spells with eerie delight
By the stars and the moon, shining bright.
I am the maiden who lures Unicorns.
I stroke their noses and long, graceful horns.
On my brow, a wreath of flowers adorns.
The roses, of course, have no thorns.
My son is a bundle of pure Impish joy.
Sometimes he's stubborn - won't share any toy.
And with the ladies he's a bit shy and coy.
My pride, my pleasure, my boy.
His daddy's an Ogre, Mother Nature's mistake.
His massively big hands he uses to take
Tall trees from their roots, on his knee to break.
A mess of the forest he'll make.
I have a best friend, and she is a Witch.
She laughs and she listens, but boy can she bitch.
Yet, not for another would ever I switch.
Spiritual sister, the Witch.
Her husband, a light-haired, blue-eyed Elf.
So lithe and so tall, he can reach the top shelf.
His sarcasm stings, so you watch yourself.
A help
Well, it only took how long to figure out this site...lol now I have to figure this blog thing out too....FUN... well if you want, you can come check out my work in progress, called my homepage, and tell me what you think. thanks for reading.
hugs n kisses,
Nay
You Made Me LaughI was sitting alone chatting with you
You made me laugh
I have been through one helluva ride
I walk alone these days
Trying to find the way to move on
You are not the way
But more of a means to my lost soul
You made me laugh when you made fun of me
YOu made one moment in time stand still
I close my eyes and can see myself moving past all the wrong
You made fun of me and made me feel like someone again
Take your life and rip it apart
Then start over again
In one small sentence you made those bad times stand still
You made me laugh with no control
I look forward to laughing again
My time is just beginning again
When was life so cruel
You could not make a mistake
Then I meet you
Then you make me laugh
My life will find its way back to the light
I will fight for that light
But along the way I hope you will help me and be a friend and make me laugh
My GoddessSome say the Goddess is a myth
Well, guess who I've been dancing with?
When e'er the Moon is full and bright
and blossoms fragrant fill the night,
a hush befalls the forest scene
as all await the star-kissed Queen.
Tiny lanterns light the sky
Would you believe that fire can fly?
A flicker here, a flashing there.
Blessed be, they're everywhere.
An opera house it seems to me
could not better lighted be.
A fat green frog upon a stump
loudly sings his measured "Grrump"
ever fearful he might miss
his one great chance to steal Her kiss.
A handsome Prince he would be.
"Just you wait, you'll see", says he.
There calls the owl from yonder oak
to summon forth the fairy folk,
Like fiddles fine their voices sweet
A string ensemble quite replete.
This score of music they shall play
t'will ne'er see the light of day.
A clangorus sound rudely arose
from tiny musicians drawing their bows.
The reeded horns like Banshee wails
shrieked while trumpets practiced scal
PoetryTwisted Visions
All alone
Surrounded by fear
Her eyes are closing
The end is near
Adreniline pumping
Ice through her veins
Heartbeat is stopping
She sheds no tear
Bruises and bodies
Are all that remains
They lay on the ground
As she forgets her name
The light is brighter
Sounds more clear
The tunnel is longer
Feeding on fear
Then the crowd dies down
The concert stops
Moshing is ending
Its time to get up
Been thinkin
Sitting there alone in the dark
Closing your eyes to pray
Wishing for the day to end
In your bed you lay
Thinking of your blackened eyes
Arroused by dead and decay
The love you feel no longer exists
No feelings ever expressed
You can't take it anyway
Hope just lingers while depression stays
You slit your wrists to end the pain
No more tears will be cried that night
A faint smile wont take its place
The blood streams down your swollen face
The faint taste lingers just the same
No more hope left
No
You Complete MeYou see me walk in the door
To your surprise I love you more
You showed me life
You took the pain out of my life
I was stung pretty bad
She never knew what she had
You showed me the big blue sky
You showed me what you mean to me
You complete me
I was a broken mess
I was pretty hard pressed
10 years later I walk through the door
I see you and want to pass out on the floor
I know what I have
God personally gave me an angel
Now you complete me
I work everyday
I make sure we are ok
I come home tired
You fire me right back up again
We pray at night
We know everything will be alright
When you get down
You bring my compassion out
When you cry I want to die
Your hurt is my pain
Your soul is my gain
I am the white knight
You are the princess of my life
You complete me
Elixer Of LifeNothing else matters anymore,
It's all about the one.
The one thing that gives life,
Or can even take it away.
Tasting and craving it,
Wanting and needing it.
Every vein in my body
Tells me to find it, drink it.
I listen to it,
Dreaming of the taste.
There, now, the prey comes,
Startled by my presence.
A smile, a polite apology.
A smile in reply, a quick movement.
It's in my mouth now,
Flowing down my throat in
Pure ecstasy.
Nothing else matters,
The body falling to the ground.
Now that I have it,
I am alive again
Forever wanting more.
My GodI saw an eagle mount the sky
swoop and circle there on high.
He soared aloft with perfect grace,
the majesty of time and space.
So moved was I at this event
I beheld it like a sacrament.
In dawn's growing light,
below the mountain's towering height
came forth the stag of many tines,
and there stood he as if enthroned.
A lord in all these lands is he:
totally wild and totally free.
I climbed upon a rocky shore
to rest and weary heart restore.
When from the sea there swifly rose
a leviathan so mighty, in fear I froze.
Larger he than many a ship
slowly 'neath the waves did slip.
Peering off unto the West
clouds swirled there in mass unrest.
Lightening split the sky in twain,
And rumbled o'er the droughted plain.
Who starts these engines of the air
and who it is, has their care?
I sat beneath a giant tree of mystery
and pondered on its ancient history.
Who allows that it should grow
from seed smaller than my toe?
Ah! Here little caterpillar, you I spy
b
PoemSHE
(copy written)
"SHE" screamed so loud "SHE" shattered the heavenly harps of Angels.
Put out fires of the Demons in Hell and rained blood from a lascerated sky.
Did you hear her? Did you see her cry?
"SHE" cried so long her tears flooded the World,Heaven and Hell.
Did you see them? Did You feel them?
The sting of hot crimson tears that blistered skin as it fell; for years and years and years?
I heard her screams and tried to silence them with kind words that came from my heart.
They just rang on.
I saw her tears well-up and tried my hardest to hold them back; to no avail.
They simply over flowed,turned to Ice, Sleet and Hail.
I felt her rage. Hands clenched,
tremors,
shakes.
heart racing.
tears streaming.
Blood seeped from her ears!
Pumping, continuing ,forcing the anger heart and pain.
More rage, it overflowed.
Chest burst open and indeed "SHE" released her rage apon Heaven, Earth and Hell.
They are nomore. 1 by 1, they
A Guy Goes Into A Bar...An amnesiac comes into a bar. He asks, "Do I come here often?"
John Kerry walks into a bar. The bartender says, "Why the long face?"
A guy walks into a bar with jumper cables. The bartender says, "You can come in, but don't start anything!"
A man walks into a bar and says, "Give me a beer before problems start!" Again, the man orders a beer again saying, "Give me a beer before problems start!" The bartender looks confused. This goes on for a while, and after the fifth beer the bartender is totally confused and asks the man, "When are you going to pay for these beers?" The man answers, "Ah, now the problems start!"
An old lady walks into a bar with a duck under her arm. A scraggly old drunk staggers over, takes one look, and says, “ Jeeeez, that’s the UGLIEST thing I ever saw!” The woman turns her nose up at him and says, “This happens to be a stately creature! Go away, you horrid man!” The old drunk yells, “Lady, I was talkin’ to the duck!”
A man goes into a bar with
Invocation To The Three-fold OneMaiden, Maiden, robed in light
Rejoice with us, this Sabbat night
Beauty Thy shield, and love Thy sword
Hath vanquished even death's dark Lord.
We bow before Thy gentle might.
Thy youthful joy doth never fade
Be welcome, oh Crone, sweet Mother, and Maid!
Mother Goddess, clad in green
Our circle Thy court, oh gracious Queen
All that lives comes forth from Thee
And dying returns - as the drop to the sea.
Rule Heaven, rule Hell, and the wide worlds between.
Thy lunar crown will light our scene,
Come and bless us Old Crone, sweet Maiden, and Queen.
Ancient Crone, in tatters old
Thy lore is bitter, Thy rede is cold
In wisdom fabled beyond our ken
Thou holdest wake over Gods and men
Then layest them down, to rest, in the mould.
With Thy wisdom be with us - Maid, Mother, and Crone!
BlondesDumb Blondes
A police officer pulls over a car with a young blonde driver in it....
Cop: "Miss, this is a 65 MPH highway, why are you going so slowly?"
Blonde: "Officer, I saw a lot of signs saying 22, not 65."
Cop: "Oh miss, that's not the speed limit, that's the name of the highway you're on!"
Blonde: "Oh! Stupid me! Thanks for letting me know, Ill be more careful from now on."
At this point the cop looks into the back seat of the car, where the passengers are shaking and white as ghosts.
Cop: "Excuse me miss, what's wrong with your friends back there? They're shaking something awful."
Blonde: "Oh... We just got off of highway 119".
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There were these three women who escaped from prison. A blonde and two brunets. So to get away from the cops they hid in an abandoned farm house. In the farm house there were three burlap sacks sitting around. So they hid in them. When the cops came to the farm house the one of the cops saw the sacks, the officers yells, "
You Captured My HeartYou are close to me
You capture my heart
I can feel your heart beat
This song is so beautiful
I cannot believe the lady dancing with me
Her hair flows as we spin
In slow motion my life is about to begin
Her eyes are so beautiful as she looks up at me
This lady I am seeing thinks i am a king
She captured my heart when she gently kissed my lips
She captured my heart holding my hands
She flows like an angel
The glow in the room the other men see
I am lucky tonight
Its just my wife and me
I will take her home and kiss her passionately
She will lay on the bed and look into my eyes
I just now realize the luckiest man in the world has a destiny
To become one with this woman next to me
AloneEveryday is full of more wishing, and hoping
For someone to listen and want to listen
To have that person belong in your world
All I have is loneliness, that hurts everyday
Watching everyone have that one to care for
I've gone through to much pain to know truth
The pain took over
Letting the blood from the sliver blade fall
Watching the others around just stare
And not care
Wanting just one to grab you by the hand
Telling you not to
Because your loved
Soon, the loneliness takes over
And all alone in the world
Is what I am
Just waiting and wishing everyday
Invocation To The Horned OneBy the flame that burneth bright, O Horned One
We call Thy name into the night, O Ancient One
Thee we invoke by the moon-led sea
By the standing stone and the twisted tree.
Thee we invoke where gather Thine own
By the nameless shrine, forgotten and lone
Come where the round of the dance is trod
Horn and hoof of the Goat-foot God
By moon-lit meadow on dusky hill
When the haunted wood is hushed and still
Come to the charm of the chanted prayer
As the moon bewitches the midnight air
Evoke Thy powers that potent bide
In shining stream and secret tide
In fiery flame by starlight pale
In shadowy host that rides the gale
And by the fern-drakes fairy haunted
Of forests wild and woods enchanted
Come? O Come! To the heartbeat's drum!
Come to us who gather below
When the broad white moon is climbing slow
Through the stars to the heavens height
We hear Thy hoofs on the wind of night
As black tree branches shake and sigh
By joy and terror we know Thee nigh
We speak the spe
White KnightI want to hold you tight
So you can feel I am right
Feel my soul
Understand this story is not yet told
For sure though you will understand what has guided me
It is the understanding there are alot of fish in the sea
But nothing that I can see between you and me
Take my hand and climb this rainbow
There is no end
I will guide you down
Your pot of gold is life itself
Today is the day you smile forever more
But know if you need to cry
I am not very far away
Feel those days pass by
You will never wonder why
You will ask god who is this man
he is your plan
I sent him to you
So you could live a life that is so true
Wipe those tears from your eyes
This is your white knight in disguise.
Waiting For Her KnightSit tonight and relax your body just right
Lay your head back so you feel relaxed
Tonight is just right
Quiet for the lady tonight
Close your eyes and get lost in your dreams
Can you feel the relaxation that has come
You see me as a white knight across the meadow
Your body turns to jello
You think there he goes off into battle
To fight for the freedom I so yearn
The trumpets are blown
The war has begun
You know your knight is alright
Days go by without any signal
Your afraid you will never see him
Word has now come everyone is gone
Lost in the battle was the man you loved
A tear comes to your eye
He fought for everything that was right
You go to your home
Your all alone
a young boy walks in
Asks for your hand
Says it is alright
Your knight is alright
He walks through the door
He tells you the enemy is no more
You grab him tightly
And give him a hug
As you lay relaxed you dream of the night
yOu can hold your knight tight.
He is the one who will set your
Here Is My ChanceHere is my chance to show everyone how geeky I am by posting a list of all my role playing books
Berlin by Night
Blood Magic: Secrets of Thaumaturgy
Children of the Night
Clanbook Assamite (1st edition)
Clanbook Assamite (revised)
Clanbook Brujah (1st edition)
Clanbook Brujah (revised)
Clanbook Gangrel (1st edition)
Clanbook Malkavian (1st edition)
Clanbook Setite (1st edition)
Clanbook Followers of Set (revised)
Clanbook Toreador (1st edition)
Clanbook Tzimisce (revised)
Clanbook Ventrue (1st edition)
DC by Night
Dirty Secrets of the Black Hand
Ghouls: Fatal Addiction
Giovanni Chronicles II Blood and Fire
Giovanni Chronicles III The Sun Has Set
Giovanni Chronicles IV Nuova Malattia
Guide to the Camarilla
Guide to the Sabbat
Inquisition
Los Angeles by Night
Mexico City by Night
New York by Night
Nights of Prophecy
Red Sign
State of Grace
Succubus Club: Dead Man's Party
Vampire Storytellers Companion
Vampire Storytellers Handbook (1st Edition)
Vampir
Invocation To FloraBy the flowers of the field, Oh Lady of delight
By the crops Thy blessings yield, Oh Maiden clear and bright
We invoke Thy presence in kernals and sheaves
We see Thy face in the moonlit leaves.
Come now to us, extend Thy grace
Come into our circle within this holy place.
Daughter of the earth, drinking sunlight,
Queen of plants, sister of night.
By leaf and twig, by root and bough
By water and earth, come to us now.
Bring us Your grain the staff of our lives.
Bring us Your fruit wherever it thrives.
Mistress of herbs unlock Your power
And lead us into Your leafy bower.
In love and joy we call Your name
With comforting hope You ease our pain.
We see Thee in the swelling bud,
We feel Thy stirring in our blood;
O Lady clear, we feel Thee near.
In spring a Maiden with flowers crowned.
In summer and harvest, the Mother renewed.
In fall and winter the Hag holds sway
Yet the Maiden remains but months away.
Great Triple Goddess, the seasons flow
And ebb to Thy will,
To All My Friends Here At LcI know that you have all came to my page and seen my profile. I declared in my profile that I am a Pagan/Wiccan.
I have just deleted one friend on my friends list because they have a problem with my beliefs. Please if you have a problem then delete me from your friends list. I will understand.
But this is a free country at least it is suppose to be. A country where we can believe in what we want and who we are.
So, if you decide to take me off your friends list then good luck in everything you do and have a glorious life and may no one put you down for your religion.
Take care all and Blessed be,
Mistik
Tonight DarlinYou like the rain fall on your face
You like it in my arms in a thunderstorm
You like to sip red wine
I will remember that time
You like the sun on your face
You like the warm summer grace
You like to share that snowcone of mine
We are one
We will never walk as two
Everyday I am with you
I treasure your sight
I know you like fast cars
I know you like it on the back of my motorcycle
The wind blows your hair
You hold on tight
We will ride into the night
We will sit on a cliff and share the moonlight
Tonight darlin is your night
Invocation To BrigidBrigid, o' firey arrow bright,
Bring Your blessed healing light,
Loving Mother, hear my plea,
Attend this circle here with me!
Blessed Brigid, who tends the flame,
And hears Her children call Her name,
Goddess of music, poetry, and art,
Who brings inspiration and lifts the heart,
Three Brigids--Maiden, Mother, Crone,
Loving light of hearth and home,
Come and bless this sacred space,
By Your will and by Your grace,
And as we merry meet and merry part,
May I carry Your peace within my heart!
Til The EndToday was the day we separated ways
My dreams are nightmares
With no escape
I look to my father and ask why
He says son tomorrow is a new day and that is why
I sit alone
My soulmate was the one
She is now alone
She looks to her father and asks why
He says my daughter tomorrow is a new day and that is why
We are both periled with pain
I feel as if my life had no gain
She was the one I had dreamed of
She was the one I knew my ending would come
I find that this lonesomeness brings me no closure
When you love a soulmate
It is forever
A tear falls from my eye
I bow my head and pray but dont know why
Will she find her way to me again
Will she know my love was true and it was just about to begin
I love her more than I love myself
What is with this emptiness
I will travel far and wide
The woman who caught me was my life
I will continue til my days end
I will always remember the one who I loved til the end
Goddess GraceI am the Goddess of a thousand names and infinite capacity.
All Her gifts are mine.
All Her powers reside in me.
I am Athena of Greece.
Like my totem the owl, I am wise for I see and hear everything around and within me.
Like the oak, I am strong, for the olive of peace is sacred to me.
I am Bast, cat goddess of Egypt.
I am graceful, flexible, playful, and affectionate.
I radiate the warmth and light of the glorious sun.
I am Cerridwen of Wales.
My magic cauldron contains food for the soul; an inexhaustible source of wisdom and inspiration.
The more I give, the more I receive.
I am Diana, Roman goddess of the ever-changing moon.
I am a protectress of women and children; a guardian of the wild.
I focus my aim on my heart's desire and draw it to me.
I am Ereshkigal, Assyro-Babylonian goddess of the underworld, Queen of the Great Below.
I shed dead skin to grow.
Deep powers of renewal are mine.
I am Freya, Well-beloved Nordic Lady.
I survey the beauty of
Picshaha made ya look!!!!!!!!!!!1
SadnessNever a Tear
bedims the eye
that time and patience
will not dry
-unknown
Thinking Of YouI sit at my desk wondering what is next
Then all of a sudden a memory of you passes through my head
I look out the window and wonder what is ahead
Beautiful days
Wonderful nights
I am thinking of you tonight
Wonder where you are
What I am doing
As I see a cloud pass
My eyes drift into the past
I see you laughing
I see you cry
I wonder what your doing tonight
I am thinking of you
Day and Night
I see the sun get covered up
Reminds me how I stay all night up
Talking to you
Hearing your laugh
Concern flows through your voice over friends
Just know that everyday I am here
You certainly have nothing to fear
I am thinking of you day and night
I turn around
I look at my office
One thing is missing
It is the sight of you
Tonight I will only think of you
Full Moon InvocationMother, Goddess of moon and star,
Bring your presence from afar,
Manifest on this, Your night,
and bless me in this sacred rite!
Grant the knowledge and clarity,
to understand Your words to me.
Lend Your power, send Your light,
Aid me in my work tonight!
With love and wisdom please embrace,
All within this sacred space.
Mother, I now call to you,
Bring Your message clear and true!
The Night You Made Me SmileI look into your eyes
There is no disguise
You have been brokenhearted one to many times
I just want to make you smile
You wonder what you are doing wrong
Its not you you need to change the song
Start fresh so your heart can breathe and mend
Your next love will be right around the bend
You stand well on your own two feet
Looking to meet that someone special
Who will sweep you off your feet
In due time it will come
Until then let me see your smile
Maybe I am the one who needs you for a while
I will dance a slow song tonight
Just so I can make things right
In the morning you will wake
Pick up your telephone and ring
I will answer on the other end
I told you I would be right around the bend
Last night, today I know your smiling all the way
This life is to short to think about loves lost
Now its time to think about yourself once again
Today when I pick you up
Your past will all be lost
New Love, new beginning that is what I am
I know for sure my life has just beg
Everyday Life Pt 1A man sits and watches the world go by,
He used to be part of it, he used to be someone.
He would often walk this road to work and
Look at the people who were not like him,
Wondering what their story was.
Each one was different he knew, but how many a time he wanted to stop,
To inquire about each one. He never did.
He felt for them, knowing he would also never be one of them.
Yet, here he is, cold, alone. Seeing people look at him, the same way he used to do.
No one stops, they all just stare.
He begins to think, wondering how he fell so hard
So fast.
Sweetest Love NoteI write to you
Dont know what to say other than I love you
I feel your heartbeat
I want to dance with you
I want to romance you
I want to hold your hand
I want you to know I am your greatest plan
You lay your head on my shoulder
We cry together
We laugh together
We have children together
We grow old together
We die together
When you laugh I smile
Cause you are so cute
I hold you at night
Cause it is the only thing in this world that is right
We sit under the Montana sky
And I hope that I dont miss a thing
When you want to crumble
My arms will love you
When you give birth
You know your pain is mine
I will walk with you through the darkest of days
At the end we will have a bright light
You will know this life was just right
When all is down
My shoulders will carry us through it all
When we walk on the beach
You know my heart made you rich
When the time is right you will walk down that aisle and smile
It will be the day you had waited for all your life
You
Exaltation Of The GoddessI Believe in She who is;
Goddess of the Earth,
Mistress of the Moon,
Queen of the Universe,
Mother of all that Lives,
Beloved and One with the
Divine Creating Energy,
She who is Half of All
that ever was, that is
Now
or ever shall be!
Thus it ever has been,
and thus it shall remain
until there be an end of
all time and eternity
We pray and beseech Thee
to join us Goddess, in this
our worship of Thee, and
Bless us with thy Presence.
I (We) most humbly welcome
Thee* and Thy Consort
to this your Rite**given
as we have been
taught by Thee.
Her will be done.
So mote it be.
I Love This Song......Destiny's Child - Cater 2 U
[Verse 1 Beyonce]
Baby I See You Working Hard
I Want To Let You Know I'm Proud,
Let You Know That I Admire What You Do
The More If I Need To Reassure You, My Life Would Be Purposeless
Without You (Yeah)
If I Want It (Got It)
When I Ask You (You Provide It)
You Inspire Me To Be Better
You Challenge Me For The Better
Sit Back And Let Me Pour Out My Love Letter
Let Me Help You
Take Off Your Shoes
Untie You Shoestrings
Take Off Your Cufflinks (Yeah)
What You Want To Eat Boo? (Yeah)
Let Me Feed You
Let Me Run Your Bathwater
Whatever You Desire, I'll Aspire
Sing You A Song
Turn My Game On
I'll Brush Your Hair
Help Put Your Do Rag On
Want A Foot Rub? (Yeah)
You Want A Manicure?
Baby I'm Yours I Want To Cater To You Boy
[Chorus]
Let Me Cater To You
Cause Baby This Is Your Day
Do Anything For My Man
Baby You Blow Me Away
I Got Your Slippers, Your Dinner, Your Dessert, An
SoulmatesI am taking aim at your heart tonight
I know what you seek
It is the man with whom forever you will meet
This man is just a man
In your eyes he is so much more
He can walk in a room
You know you want to hit the floor
He is looking for that woman
The one that forever brings
The one he can call on for all of his tomorrows
Your hearts collide
Destiny calls
It is something inside of you that you know you cant go wrong
He sees your eyes
In them he sees one heart
In them he sees one body
In them he sees one mind
In them he sees one soul
You smile at him
He smiles back
This is where forever takes you
Dont look back
He is the one you call your soulmate
He is the prince you love to slow dance with
You pray with him each night
He stands as a rock when you need him most
He wakes in the morning only to see you
He will work til the end of his day thinking of you
Patience is something learned
He knows he cant go wrong
But when all said and done
He is your tomorrow
Tat'si am so excited about getting my second tat done on Friday!! It is a very sexy fairy done in purples. yippee for me!!!
Soul SearcherOne thing in my life has been a constant
Ive always wanted to love her
I am a soul searcher til the end
I want that one soulmate to live my life with
Whether she is a princess or a maid
She will make my day
She will be the one
Who can make me overcome
She will look in my eyes
THere will be no surprise
Our souls match
Heart to heart
Mind to mind
THought to thought
She will be the one I fought for
My soul will be hers
Hers will be mine
Together we could climb
Any mountain day or night
Sands Of TimeI wish once in my life
I could stop the sands of time
My heart beats when I think of her every night
If I could hold it all still
I would listen to gods will
We were destined in love
Our lives our different
Our common means is love
I will hold on
Til the last dawn
The sands of time
Will show you you are mine
To hearts collide
To make one big surprise
I was lucky when born
God sent me an angel and i didnt know
Then I look to him
Things were never grim again
Her name is Elizabeth
My Princess for life
She lit up everything good in my life
I use her light to guide me through the dark
I will protect even her heart
We have one common goal to love each other the same
When you look at her you cannot see her soul
It will grab me and never let go
I will wade the depths of hell
To save my baby if I ever need to
I wish i could stop the sands of time
To love her forever
We are 1 heart, 1 body, 1 soul, and 1 mind
Our StoryI see you falling
Down a road of no return
I am your ledge and catch you so you know you will not burn
You are teetering on the edge
Know i ma here to catch
Your heart has spoken to mine
I will show you so you can find
Your way is with him
He will show you who i am
My heart is with him
One thing for sure is your soul is pure
I will be here for you on the spur
I am a cowboy at heart
You know when the time comes we will not part
An angel told me one heart, one mind, one body, one soul
I can see you smile when you were told
I am the dream you have wished for all your life
I will be true if takes my life
I can see your name spread through the stars
He made you a dream
So we could have meaning
This is your time
Your life is now
Remember god made us
It is time for our story to begin in this life now
Ask Me Anything!!!!!I know you have many questions on your mind. So, what would you like to know about tonight?
One KissYou are sick and this I can see
Why dont you look at me
I know your in pain
Look in my eyes
So i can take your pain
I will pray this will not drain you
We look deep
I can see
The cancer has spread
I look real close
This is my life
My time must be met today
I tell you jesus sent me
I married you to love me to
I will kiss you now and take this pain away
I know it will send me to heaven
But soon you will follow me
I kiss your lips
You start to shine like a bright light
You know I will sacrifice my life for yours
I breathe deep
I feel it fill my body
This passion I have is one that will end my life
You never looked so beautiful
My strength is weakening
I end the kiss and said now you can have that baby
You tell our daughter I had to do this
I wanted her to have a good life
I wish I could see it
You tell her I took her mamas cancer and willsee her in heaven
She cries and says your the greatest mortal man who ever died in my life
One In Our HeartI am wondering what have I done so wrong
My life is a shambles and I am a wreck
I am sad to think there may be no love out there for me yet
With hope in my mind
My beauty is in here
My heart can find joy
Knowing that man that I long for is near
I ask myself will I ever be loved
I close my eyes and dream a beautiful dream
A strong hand touches me
My heart flutters
He looks in my eyes
Tells me he can see my soul
I know you are the one I have been told
The man tells me he was sad
Not knowing if his true love was near
Without any guidance
I pull him close
I whisper in his ear
You are the man I waited for all these years
Take me away
So we will not part
We have become one in our heart
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Hello AllI'M NOT SURE WHAT TO SAY HERE, SOIF THERE'S ANYTHING YOU WANNA KNOW JUST ASK, DON'T BE CHICKENSHIT, IF YOU WANNA KNOW SOMETHING PERSONAL ASK IT, IF I WANT YOU TO KNOW THE ANSWER I'LL TELL YOU, IF NOT I'LL TELL YOU THAT TOO. BUT IF YOU DON'T ASK I DON'T TELL AND SO YOU'LL NEVER KNOW. GOODBYE FOR NOW.
One HeartWell today is the day
Cupid made his way
Just days ago he made his target
He knew this would be the love I would never forget
My heart in his sights
Her heart was so right
They were meant to be
Valentines Day would never be the same again
here cupid comes little wings and all
One arrow pierced two hearts
This love would never part
See have you have someone so much
If you stop breathing they stop breathing
If you hearts stops their heart stops
When you take a deep breath before he kisses you
He knows how to love you
When you take one step he will take two
Just so you dont have to work so hard
See that is the one heart
Cupid knew
On Valentines Day he will make sure
That the one you love
Steps one extra step to say
I love you
What A Nerve!!!There is only one thing worse than a shop changing room, and that is a shop changing room without a mirror.What could possibly have been going through retailer's minds when they decided to remove the most crucial thing from the cubicle? I've asked a couple of shop owners, and their response is always the same: "Get customer out into the shop and into better light, so the sales assistant can check the sizing and fit." So, it's a sell-more-clothes thing? "Well, yeah, that's the whole idea of a shop!" Whatever.
I encountered one of these changing rooms recently in a swimwear shop! Now, no-mirror cubicles are bad enough when you're trying on jeans or a short skirt but, in the name of all things reasonable, what right does a swimwear shop have to remove mirrors from it's changing rooms? I was in shock.This had to be some kind of joke! They didn't seriously expect me to walk out in the middle of the shop in my underwear and half a bikini? I asked the assistant. "It's no different from the b
On The VergeI am on the verge
Love with an urge
You make me shine on the inside
Your life I want by my side
I look deep in your eyes
What is that hurt you despise
It is now the time to erase
Come to me
Now is the time
I feel your hurt
Let me love your heart
We were meant
I hold out my hand one time
THis is your time to fly
Love with me you will not regret
I can work wonders with the pain you feel
We will make great love together
Your tremble is something I feel
I know when you are near
I turn around and tonite is the time
Love me right now
We will never seperate
I promise a life full of fun and no hate
When the time comes walk down the aisle with me
YOu will see a great mystery
We will live the life dreams are made of
If you know what is good
It is time to get better
I love what you offer
Now is my time
My time to fly
I choose it to be with you.
On Our Wedding DayI stood before a pastor
I new you were coming
I thought in my dreams
What a way to live
It is like heavens gates opened up
I could visualize you coming toward me
I knew you were the angel god sent me
I could see your face covered with a veil
I knew your scent was heavenly
Your long white train
I knew there would be no rain today
Your father smiles at me
I knew he was king
I could see the people crying as you walked up to me
I knew it was the joy of this unity
I lift your veil all I see is a big smile
I wanted to tell you
You are my dream
I knew I was the luckiest man alive
I could see heaven in your eyes
They were so blue
It was like god took a paint brush
And you were his masterpiece
I held your hands you were trembling
I knew it was your way of telling me
Your life was no longer empty
Many men have prophesied this day
I lived it
I showed the world
I had a miracle
On our wedding day you came to me
On our wedding day you showed me
How to be free
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No IdeaShe has no idea how I long to hold her
I sit on a day of love and can only type to her
I want to hold her near
So she knows there is nothing to fear
These are unbreakable bonds
We are strong
MY passion for her as a friend
Will never end
My passion for her as my soulmate
No one will ever separate
I will sit strong
Til she is ready
I am rock steady
I miss her though
When she smiles I want to hear her giggle
I want her on this very day
To look in my eyes and never go away
This is a day of love
Every word she speaks I can feel her
My love for her is not one of passion or lust
But a love that will never rust
She sparked my life
I will make this woman my wife
Electronically it does not feel like my life
I can only dream
I will remain til i can live my dream
My love for her is amazing
She has raised me
My Fallen AngelI watched her fall
Her grace was amazing
She rode from a cloud singing
She found a raindrop rode it part way down
I knew she was the one
She was like a bird in flight
Her next ride was to find that snowflake
As she spun around
She knew I was watching her every move
She smiled at me
All I could do was watch what seemed
My Fallen Angel
As she hit that snowflake
She jumped to make the rainbow next to her
I wondered how long this would take
I knew my time was near
She hit a bolt of lightening and I did not fear
She landed right next to me
Looked in my eyes and said this is me
I could see a 1000 years
Her heart beating same as mine
How in the world did I find this angel of mine
Kind as a puppy
Strong willed I am lucky
Her anger does not boast
But is righteous beyond reproach
I wiped the hair out of her eye
I will be the one around when you cry
She looked up at me
Took my hand
She said lets go to soulmates land
and that is how I found my Fallen Angel
Push ThroughDespair claws through my brain
As I try to figure out what is going on
The fear of failure is almost overwhelming
I want to succeed in what I do
I don’t know how I am going to go about it
Without looking like a flopping fish out of water
I feel like the more I try, the more I fall
Into a dark ceaseless pit of nothing
Where I will continue to fall further down
Without a way out, a way to escape it
I ponder the feelings I have right now
Like I am incomplete, a failure, an idiot who can’t finish anything
These seem stupid now to sit and ponder on
When I can go out and do something about them
I will continue the search to find what will complete me
Knowing that a failure is one who stops trying,
I will continue to try and succeed
Being called an idiot is just something a person says to get to me
I know I can finish things
So what is the point of letting these things bother me?
Instead of despair clawing to get attention
Now there is courage that replaces it
The courag
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You got out of a bad relationship because it was bad, but you are still resentful, and angry (you let the devil leave his bags)
You got out of financial debt, but you still
can't control the desire to spend on frivolous things (you let the devil leave his bags)
You got out of a bad habit or addiction, but you still long to try it just one more time (you let the devil leave his bags)
You said, I forgive you, but you can't seem to forget and have peace with that person (you let the devil leave his bags)
You told your unequally yoked mate that it was over, but you still continue to call (you let the devil leave his bags)
You got out of that horribly oppressive job, but you're still trying to sabotage the company after you've left (you let the devil leave his bags)
You cut off the affair with that married man/woman, but you stil
My Angel TonightWe sit by the stream this day
Only knowing one way
The spring whistles though
All of I could think of was you
I ask if you want to swim
She said sure lets jump in
We jump in and it was cold
I thought wow your pretty bold
Time stands still
Moving in slow motion
I see your smile
The laughter takes me back
Your grin so big
I could see the light shine in your eyes
You were my angel in disguise
we jump and play
I knew there was only one way
You are the one I was told about in fairytales
Cinderella, snow white they hold nothing to you
Your beauty shines through
Your chariot will not turn into a pumpkin
I will make sure you make it home soon
You wont fall asleep
cause our hearts pound like one
I know this time we will make it around
She jumps and plays
You knew she was a child in her heart
The way she looks at you
You know your number 1
We get out of the stream
Dry off before the rain
It starts pouring hard
You grasp her waist
I whisper in her ear
We will
#21. Where were you 3 hours ago?
sleeping
2. Who are you in love with?
I think she knows.
3. Have you ever eaten a crayon?
no
4. Is there anything pink within 10 feet of you?
no
5. When is the last time you went to the mall?
last weekend
6. Are you wearing socks right now?
nope
7. Do you have a car worth over $2,000?
I don't even have a car.
8. When was the last time you drove out of town?
never drove out of town
9. Have you been to the movies in the last 5 days?
no
10. Are you hot?
it's hot in here, yes. so yes i'm hot.
11. What was the last thing you had to drink?
water (this morning)
12. What are you wearing right now?
shirt and pajama pants
13. Do you wash your car or let the car wash do it?
If I had a car, I'd let the car wash do it.
14. Last food that you ate?
spaghetti
15. Where were you last week at this time?
home
16. Have you bought any clothing items in the last week?
yes
17. When is the last time you ran?
this morning
18. What's the last spo
MagicSo you wanna know about Magic
Magic is something you see or feel
It can take life from dull to real
Magic is when you look at her and you are the luckiest man alive
Magic is when you see her close her eyes at night
Magic is when she makes you a special lunch for work
That is a pretty cool perk
Magic is when she comes up behind you and leans her head on you
Makes life worth a whole lot more
Magic is when you decide to become parents
It is worth all the risks
Magic is where you fret when she is pregnant
Magic is where she gives birth to your child
It is all worthwhile
Magic is when you lose your job
She tells you she is still in love
Magic is when she breaksdown and you help her along the way
She knows you will stay
Magic is on your wedding day
You know she was worth it all the way
Magic is that first kiss
You know at times you miss it
Magic is that time at the movie theater
She just wanted to be closer
Magic is when she is frustrated
You know she loves the man s
Dark Love SongCome moonbathe with me, my pale memory--
touch skin to frigid stone.
Hush-- let the raindrops intone the lullaby.
Sink back down, far from harm;
subside and gaze into the cavernous sky
caught-- in my automatic arms.
When you watched the bloody sky
you avoided the look in my eyes.
The moon was not for you:
deep in the summer's decay,
you preferred the gaudy
death throes of the day--
but when the shadow fingers twined
like psychedelic vines
up the flat grantie,
you had to face me.
The end is near.
Come sing with me, my pale memory--
swim that stale symphony.
By choice, you are so shallow as a whole,
that as you founder in the void,
you won't understand what I stole.
If there is a god,
he hates me to weave this
pinpricked belveteen sky;
as though they'll never see you again,
there are fears in my eyes;
for if your sunset flees my love,
he has forsaken us.
His sun is dead;
I killed him with my satin touch,
stain tainted his setting.
We haven't the stre
Love Your KnightYour heart is exposed
I feel your body through all your clothes
Your passion is deep
You know you make me weak
Tonight is the night I will be your knight
I am not the prince of peace
But I am sure you will get weak at the knees
I look in your eyes
I know what you hide
Your love for me
Set you free
Your body is warm
As I kiss you passionately
Tonight is like forever
Know that as the years go on it gets better
I can feel your heart beat
Dont worry you will land on your feet
My strong hands will guide you tonight
When I show you how to fly
My love for you shows with your beauty through and through
Tonight is the night
Your knight will not falter
Love me forever
I will show you lifes greatest treasure
We will pray together
Knowing we will stay together
What god brings together
Remember no man will ever enter
You will be treated with respect
You will know my love is not a fleck
Love me tonight
Love your knight
Have You Noticed?Have you noticed in life
some of the best things just aren’t?
Sometimes the best writing comes from
experience, from pain, from love and hate.
Or there may never be an ounce of truth in
words put on paper, or on the screen.
There may never be actions taken with these words,
these words that may mean so much to someone.
Sometimes it is easier to write about what
hasn’t been, rather then what has.
Sometimes the writings show pain, suffering,
the things you hide for only yourself to see.
Scars are not meant to be touched again, or seen,
let alone, shared with the world; complete strangers.
At times though, you must share,
in order to be able to let go.
A hurdle here, an obstacle there,
you get over them somehow.
Later on, they make a good story,
often times, a bad memory never closed.
What comes off of a pen, should be sincere
whether to close a chapter or help someone
solve their own mysteries inside of them.
If you write the truth, you put your soul out
for the
Love StoryIt has been 10 years
The memory still surrounds me
Today I walk through the garden that needs me
I look up and see the fall trees
I remember walking to you
Your eyes still big and blue
Your smile takes me to you
I close my eyes
I can feel your heart beat with me
Your mind was my miracle
You showed what it was like for love to even trickle
You saved me from my own demons
I know I still would never leave her
Your laughter is my smile
You know I would walk 100 miles for that smile
Your faith in me was strong
Your faith in Jesus was never wrong
I remember standing in the doorway
I knew I chose the right way
You would wink at me before dinner
I knew I was the winner
I would come up behind you for a hug
You knew I was the one you loved
Your imagination was great
I knew the love you held for me was
Was unexplainable to most
I know to this day you think of me
I am sure when my time comes for me
I knew the day the cancer struck
I felt it through my body like amack
It Is Your WifeI sit on a bench
Wondering lifes next test
I look to my right there is a piece of paper in sight
I pick it up and read it
It says to feel love you must feed it
So I leave a note there
It says how must I feed it
The next day I come back
It says use your heart to find me
Now I can see
This woman is looking for the love of her life
So I leave a note
It says can I use a car, plane or boat
The next day is a note
She says fly to me
I leave a note that says where do I fly?
I come back the next day I see a lady in white
I run to her
As I see her leave a note
A beautiful woman crosses the street
A car speeding through
I push her out of the way
I look at the lady in white
She says there is your love
It is your wife
Take It From MeTake it from someone who knows
how it feels to have their innocence stole
From someone who knows what it is like
to watch someone die, too lost to know how to help
Take it from someone who lived day to day
wondering what way had not been tried
To end this miserable life
this thing we wake up to each day
Take it from someone who knows what pain is
inside...and out, with scars to match
Both emotionally and physically
trying to find another way to hide all the marks
Take it from someone who lived a minute to minute life
toying with it so much, caring so little
Not seeing, nor trying to change it
thinking this was what it should be
Take it from someone who speaks with her heart
her soul, her scars, her mind and body
Take it from me
In Search Of My Princess TonightRight now I stand winless
In search for my princess
My princess will be kind
My princess will shine
My princess will love me
My princess will be part of my soul
I will continue with her
She will be the one who knows what type of man I am
I have looked high and low
Far and wide
I know she has got to stop hiding
When I find her the world will know
I just became part of her show
She will laugh without ease
She will cry and I will be on my knees
I will hurt when I feel her pain
I will pray with her so we stay together
I know what I stand to lose
The gain is so much more
I would love to explore
Tonight is the night I will be her white knight
My princess will hold no time against me
My princess will want to win me
My princess knows I cannot give eternal life
My princess knows I cannot fly
So if anyone knows where she is let me know
I am in search of my princess tonight
Get-slim FettuccineMAKES 1 SERVING
1 pkg.(8oz.) tofu fettuccine, like House Tofu Shirataki Fettuccine Shaped Noodles.
1/2 wedge soft light cheese, like The Laughing Cow Light Original Swiss Cheese
2 tsp. reduced-fat Parmesan cheese, like kraft
1 tsp. fat-free sour cream
Rince noodles well. In colander, toss to dry, In microwave-safe bowl, microwave noodles 1 min. stir in cheeses and sour creeam. Cook 15 sec. more, or until cheeses are melted, stirring to combine. Season with salt and pepper to taste. Add steamed vegetables, if desired.
enjoy ~reyna~
His Fortresshe hides behind this fortress of lies
this fortress he has built over time
as each cycle passes in life
another layer is added, thicker then the last
he doesn't try to knock it down or destroy it
nor does he care to attempt it
this is his life, this is his reality
this is his own created illusion
his illusion is like shaking a snow globe
although it moves around, everything still falls into place
he likes this world he has made
it better suits life's picture frame he has
he holds it and cherishes it
it's his own little Pandora's Box
He knows if he lets it all go
his realm is shattered
revealing his true self to the world
and showing him his own facade
In BedI woke up and knew you were near
I looked over on the otherside of the bed
You were sleeping your little head
I roll over and whisper in your ear
Darlin good morning
How was your sleep
You wiggle and squirm
You roll over towards me and stretch your arms out
You smile and say it was wonderful I thought I was dreaming
I look in your eyes as you smile at me
Baby you were so tired last night
I took off your glasses
I set them next to the bed
You say to me thank you my prince
I made breakfast for us
Let me know and I will go get it for us
You put your arms around my neck
You tell me to come and cuddle in the bed
I can feel your happiness through and through
Last night was our dream and I am here with you.
I Want To See HerI want to see her on Valentines Day
Because that day she will be mine
I want to see her on Mothers Day
When her kids will come and celebrate and play with her
I want to see her on the 4th of July
I can see her eyes watching the sky
I want to see her on Halloween
When she will dress up like a queen and scare me
I want to see her on Thanksgiving
When she will make dinner for her family
I want to see her on Christmas
When I know god gave me the great gift
I want to see her on New Years Eve
On top of the Eiffel Tower like a dream
I want to see her on her birthday
When I pull the big surprise
I want to see her on our Anniversary
When I know so many years and she is still with me
I want her face to be there before my last breath
So I know and can attest an angel was with me
Slipping AwayShe catches a whisper
Not knowing what it means
She sits ever so quaintly as it caresses her lips
Weaving around and tickling her ear
It catches on her eyelash
Pausing for only a moment
Though not long enough
She lets it slip away
Knowing the easiest way in life
Is to let go of the good
Absorbing only the bad
This is what she was taught
This is how she was set to live life
The whisper slips out the window
Slipping deeply into the cold, hushed night
Once again she has watched
As something else slips away
That she should have grabbed on to
I Want ToI have wanted to tell you everyday
I just could not find a way
I want to say it but could not get it out
YOu amaze me
I hope you can see
When I say it
It is with all my heart
It is something I see beyond your skin
It is the person within
I look at your picture
I know for sure
I look in your eyes
You cannot disguise
I see your soul
It makes my heart melt
Know when you hurt it is felt
I can see your blonde hair
There is no one who can compare
I see your smile
It makes me smile
I see your heart is soft
You are not one to be robbed of your softness
What i have to say is your beautiful inside and out
Dont ever fret I will be there
To help you up
WHen you think you have given up
Beautiful does not falter
Beautiful does not make you less but more when it is from the heart.
Augished SurvivorWhen the candles gutter
and the bedsheets entangle me
in the convolutions of an
indistinctly menacing emptiness,
and i wander like a lost child
through gaping chasms of
the unfamiliar terrain of loneliness--
When the light flickers
like a moth against the face
of this black world
and my soul is flailed
in the silent faces
of loves lost in time,
and I feel the nails
driving me through;
when there is nothing to forgive,
and the penance seems
too light--
It is in these times of horror
when the town clock
rings only a moment,
and the echos follow me
out of the bedroom
and through the door,
that I wish you were with me;
only you can dispell this horror.
YayYay, I got what I asked for!
WOOT!
I like blogs!
Hellohey there
just to start off, i never really know what to say in these things...and i say these things because this has to be the fourth or fifth blog i have tried to create this year.
im tired.
thats all for now.
thanx for reading.
ignore any typos or spelling mistakes.
bye!
I Saw Your Soul In Your EyesYou were beautiful last night
From the time you called me
You were amazing
I was so nervous
But I was curious
You walked in and it was truly a sight
I asked if you wanted to dance tonight
You came up close to me
I knew you set me free
We danced a slow song
I was hoping the night to be long
You made me dinner
I would not finish cause I wanted to be with you
We sat and talked
And curled up to listen to slow songs
I watched you as you fell asleep and boy it was sweet
Each hour went by I knew I was in heaven and could fly
Tonight was our night
And I knew you were right
Thank you for the time
You are the one
I have searched for so long
Your smile, laughter and eyes
Made me realize
Tonight was the night I saw your soul in your eyes
The Perfect Dominoes... This Is Real!This is cool!
And you thought those people that set up a room full of dominos to knock over were amazing...
There are no computer graphics or digital tricks in the film.
Everything you see really happened in real time exactly as you see it.
The film took 606 takes. On the first 605 takes, something, usually very minor, didn't work. They would then have to set the whole thing up again.
The crew spent weeks shooting night and day. By the time it was over, they were ready to change professions.
The film cost six million dollars and took three months to complete including full engineering of the sequence.
In addition, it is two minutes long so every time Honda airs the film on British television, they're shelling out enough dough to keep any one of us in clover for a lifetime.
However, it is fast becoming the most downloaded advertisement in Internet history.
Honda executives figure the ad will soon pay for itself simply in "free viewings"
Never (wrote This After Erin Died)Never underestimate someone;
they may open your eyes for you
Never judge a book by its cover;
the most ragged can also be the most beautiful
Never say “I love you” unless you mean it;
words can forever scar a heart
Never treat people like your pawns;
they’ll topple your board and take your game
Never take the little things for granted;
treat everyday as if it was your last
Never stop living for yourself and start for someone new;
they won’t do it for you
Never think you cannot achieve something because you’re told so;
always prove them wrong and come out on top
Never keep feelings bottled inside;
not everything is better left unsaid-
some of the best things are spoken
Never tell someone never then turn your back;
everyone means the world to someone
Never assume someone is replaceable;
they may be physically, but not emotionally
Never assume someone will not be there for you;
the most unexpected people in life
will be there for you when it all
I NoticeDon't wonder if I notice
I walk by everyday
I see the hair fall in your face
I see that dimple when you smile
I love when you fidget with your hair
It makes you look better than the air I breathe
The crinkle between your eyes when you are nervous
The shades of blue in your eyes when you change emotions
I love how you flip your hair
You wonder if I care
You bite your lip when you are nervous
Don't wonder if I notice
I can see that grin
I know that I am in
When you hug me you put one hand behind my head
I know you want all of me
When you drive your little irritations win me over
You are much better than a four leaf clover
When you dance with me
Your head rests on my shoulder
You say I love you
I know for sure your my future
You have your quiet time
I can sit there and watch you like time stood still
You are my will
You give me purpose
I would never want to lose us
You have such amazing grace
I will try and keep up the pace
When you are not having fun
I ca
Elements FiveEarth, the Mother giving birth,
Air so free, inside of me,
Fire higher, ignite your Son,
Water Daughter, the Circle is One.
Spirit makes all Four alive,
Spirit makes the Elements Five
Another UntitledWhy is it that whenever I need to cry,
There are never enough tears in my body?
My ducts forever seem so dry,
Like a barren desert waiting for a downpour
The one dearest to me will hold my hand
Walking me down the hardest path,
How come every time I start to hope
That you are near, you fade away like a spirit of love?
A specter in the distance
Floating just out of my reach
Dashing my hope to tiny slivers of painful tears
Doing irreparable damage to my mind
But knowing who I am and what I am,
I know I will succeed in moving on
For I am that strong-willed, loving person
I am smart and talented, whether I will win you back
Or move on and find someone new, I will succeed
Don’t push me down, don’t hold me back, just let me go.
Corners Of LifeI stare into an empty room,
with only cold and darkness
to occupy it. I stare into it,
wondering what the point is and
what I am looking for. Then I see it.
Each corner holds a part of my
life. Each one showing the
past, touching the present, and
opening the future. I see what
I was, I am and what I’m meant to be.
In the corner of Love, I see the
many broken hearts I had and
the hearts I broke. I see the pain
endured and caused. I see the stolen
souls, broken dreams and lost tears.
I watch as everything starts to change.
I see two hearts together, showing
happiness at last. The future shows
the same, an undying love, never
fading, never changing, never breaking.
In the corner of Life, I see many
times being ill. As time speeds up,
I see my health go better along.
I grow out of the shadows of sickness
And enter the light that holds wellness.
In the corner of Family, I see myself
an only child, lonely a
ElementsTo take from the Earth..
is to nourish thy self and others.
To feel the Wind..
is to be free and enjoy all life.
To light a Flame..
is to find your way in the dark.
To dance in the Rain..
is to bathe in the tears she can no longer hold back.
To know the Spirit..
is to take in all Elements and live life in harmony.
Do you know the Spirit?
Wow.ok so now this is officially myspace jr. i think it's cool that we finally can have our own blog, but i think that "new blog entries" should be placed in informational or by friends on our alerts. is it just me? whatever. anyways, i'm tired and uh hungry. i just got done reading 20 million pages for my english class tomorrow and i still got to study for my math exam. blah i just want tomorrow to be over so i can sleep in on friday and not do shit. i have to go to my cousin's baptism on saturday where i will be crowned his god-mother. i'm excited about it, i think it's gonna be cool.
how many people are actually gonna read this?
how often am i going to type in here?
ah we'll see..
i'll have more interesting things to bitch about later.
-C
I Am Just A WriterI am just a writer
I can look in your eyes and see the skies
I can romance while we dance
At the end of the day
There is no way
I can buy you the world
I can lasso the moon
I can hang a star
But dont count on me going to far
I will be with you
My heart will be true
What happens with a guy like me
I can see your soul
I love when we take a stroll
Ever seen the northern lights?
Tonight is the night you will wonder why they are so bright
I will tell you why
You lighted up my life
At the end of the day
I will pull off my tie
You will see the softside of an old rodeo cowboy
I am just a man
I am just a lover
I am just a writer
I am your forever
It Happened In Times SquareI can still remember it as if it happened yesterday. I was standing in the middle of Times Square in New York City admiring all the tall buildings. The bright lights from the various billboards bounced off the tall buildings causing a spectrum of colors to flash across the sky. It was indeed a beautiful site to behold. I whipped out my camera and started taking pictures of everything in sight.
My boyfriend, at the time, glanced down at me in sheer annoyance. He peered over his dark glasses and whispered, "Stop acting like a tourist Heather. You're embarrassing yourself."
"Tourist," I questioned. "Come on Nick, where's your holiday spirit? I mean it is New Year's Eve after all."
Nick pushed his dark glasses back upon the bridge of his nose and turned his head. I used to hate when he did that to me. But, on that day, I was determined not to let his indifferent attitude dampen my spirit. I wanted to have fun. This was the first time that I had ever been in Times Square on New Yea
#11. Do you say Hi to people you dont know?
yes
2. What is the name of the first person you kissed?
Michelle
3. Do you still talk to this person?
no.. it was a long time ago. when i was a kid.
4. Recite a line from a movie.
That's why it's a shortcut. Shortcuts are hard. If it was easy, it would just be the way.
5. What movie was that from?
Road Trip
6. Do you play by the rules?
most of the time
7. What was your favorite part of prom?
the dancing
8. Do you complain a lot?
more than I should
9. Have you ever been to Canada?
nope
10. Do you have an addictive personality?
yes
11. What's your favorite sushi roll?
I don't eat sushi rolls.
12. What is someone's name that begins with the letter S?
Shannon
13. Name someone whose plastic surgery turned out poorly.
Michael Jackson... seriously, have ya seen worse?
14. Have you ever performed CPR on anyone?
no
The DancersDawn chasing close on the heels of the night
The stars and moon reflected in the ocean blue.
There, black 'gainst the rising sun,
Danced and sung the children of the goddess.
In frenzied circles they did dance,
And in ecstasy they did sing.
For theirs was the knowledge
That gives the bird its voice.
There was everything to live for,
Everything to hold dear.
Their brethren were the wind,
That plays amongst the grass,
The water that holds mysteries deep,
The fire that is the flame of creation,
The earth that is our Mother.
As I watch I too do know that,
I am but a child of the Goddess.
And so I and my kith and kin,
The followers of the Old Path,
Shall dance when the Moon is full.
Dance, and sing and rejoice,
For the sake of every moment,
For the sake of every Dawn.
Death WaitedWhat was Death thinking, when he
spilt that innocent blood
onto the soiled ground,
amongst the gravel and dirt,
the trees and flowers.
He sat on a rock, watching and waiting
for his guard to be down, this boy who
was not watching, nor really caring
what went on around him,
only worrying about nothing.
Death waited patiently on this rock,
calmly anticipating his next move
on this poor, unfortunate soul
who never knew Death waited
on a rock, on a hill, behind his own house.
Then, in only a split second, if that,
Death flew from the rock towards him,
entered him, and ripped out his soul,
then left his body lifelessly on the ground,
all the while grinning upon this.
The birds fed on his body, this young boy
who never knew Death waited for him,
every day and every night, watching and
waiting, to take his soul for his own keeping
to do nothing with but hold for all eternity.
By Me
Sometimes People Come Into Your LifeSometimes people come into your life and you know right away that they were meant to be there,
to serve some sort of purpose, teach you a lesson, or to help you figure out who you are or who you want to become.
You never know who these people may be - a roommate, a neighbor, a professor, a friend, a lover, or even a complete stranger - but when you lock eyes with them, you know at that very moment they will affect your life in some profound way.
Sometimes things happen to you that may seem horrible, painful, and unfair at first, but in reflection you find that without overcoming those obstacles you would have never realized your potential, strength, willpower, or heart.
Illness, injury, love, lost moments of true greatness, and sheer stupidity all occur to test the limits of your soul. Without these small tests, whatever they may be, life would be like a smoothly paved straight flat road to nowhere. It would be safe and comfortable, but dull and utterly pointless.
The p
I AmYou are my love
I watch you everyday
I see your hair sway
I know you deeply love me
I can totally see
I walked a many miles to get here
You will find no better pleasure
You will see my footprints daily
With your blue eyes even if they are hazy
I am your rock
You know I will never falter
On the cross I cried
Why do you do this father
I knew my time had come
I had the ultimate wisdom
A father forsaked his son
Knowing what would be done
My time was here of ultimate immortality
I knew many people would follow me
Now I wait for my will be done
Use your voice and it shall be done
Look at me in the heavens
You will see them part
I am the word
I am your heart
Mental FreedomAt a crossroads as to what I should do
My mind wants one thing my family wants another
My thoughts and feelings are so misconstrued
Every time I think about it, it seems like such a bother.
I feel like if I go one way
I hurt someone on the other end
No matter what I do, there is nothing I can say
A person out of my life with each action will send.
Should I go back or should I stay here,
What would happen if I decide not to choose?
Losing someone in my life is something huge I fear,
My life will be different if anyone of them, I loose.
A decision must be made soon
I still am not sure what to do
I fear that any choice I make will make me into a loon
On these, my mind must continue to chew.
In the end, the decision is up to me
Though each bit of advice will be held in my mind
Each loving “I miss you” is a delightful treat
All of these things though do not fully bind.
Though I will have my friends and family always
What I have to do, is what feels right to m
WastedWasted–
Another day
Another kiss
Wasted–
Another hushed word unspoken
Another goal unreached
Wasted–
Another lost and forgotten soul
Another unfeeling heart
Wasted–
Another chance not taken
Another dream left battered and torn
Wasted–
Another moment in time
Another chance to forgive
Wasted–
Another road untraveled
Another life gone untouched
By Me
Standing OutsideI like not what I see
but feel what I am
I am invisible to people
the world moving around me
I am passing through life
quickly and ever so aimlessly
I do not like what I see
but reality I cannot help
The world goes by me
with me unable to stop it
I am immune to it all
now knowing whether I am coming or going
I feel what I am
an outsider looking in
I long to join
but feel unable to move
My mind says to enter
to pass through this door
Yet, inside, my soul says
I am entering a black hole
I will fall deep into it
with no way to return
Everything I hear said around me
I know is said in vain
I wish people could feel my anger
my pain, my suffering
And I wish someone would answer me
this question I have lingering
Why is it I like now what I see
but can still feel what I am
By Me
The Way Children See Things . . .NUDITY
I was driving with my three young children one warm summer evening when a woman in the convertible ahead of us stood up and waved. She was stark naked! As I was reeling from the shock, I heard my 5-year-old shout from the back seat, "Mom! That lady isn't wearing a seat belt!" I didn't think about seat belts...
MORE NUDITY
A little boy got lost at the YMCA and found himself in the women's locker room. When he was spotted, the room burst into shrieks, with ladies grabbing towels and running for cover. The little boy watched in amazement and then asked, "What's the matter - haven't you ever seen a little boy before?"
HONESTY
My son Zachary, 4, came screaming out of the bathroom to tell me he'd dropped his toothbrush in the toilet. So I fished it out and threw it in the garbage. Zachary stood there thinking for a moment then ran to my bathroom and came out with my toothbrush. He held it up and said with a charming little smile, "We better throw this one out too because it f
Charge Of The GodI am the radiant King of the Heavens,
flooding the Earth with warmth
and encouraging the hidden seed of creation
to burst forth into manifestation.
I light my shining spear
to light the lives of all beings and
daily pour forth my gold upon the Earth,
putting to flight the powers of darkness.
I am the master of the beasts wild and free.
I run with the swift stag and
soar as a sacred falcon against the shimmering sky.
The ancient woods and wild places emanate my powers,
and the birds of the air sing my sanctity.
I am also the last harvest, offering up grain and fruits
beneath the sickle of time so all may be nourished.
For without planting there can be no harvest; without winter, no spring.
Worship me as the thousand-named Sun of creation,
the spirit of the horned stag in the wild, the running wolf,
the endless harvest.
See in the yearly cycle of festivals my birth, death, and rebirth -
and know that such is the
destiny of all creation.
I am the spark of li
HillsideWalking up the hillside at sunset
I see the most beautiful woman
She is kneeling and praying
I stand from a distance watching her pray
I know that she has found her way
Her hair flowing in the breeze
I know she aims to please
Her skin so soft
Looks like satin as I watch
I get closer to her on the hillside
She opens her eyes
She sees a man knowing he is the prize
She smiles at me
I walk past a tree
Her eyes suck me in
Blue as can be
She knows all about me
Her beauty is unwavering
I know god sent her for me
She holds out her hand
Small and soft they are
I kneel down with her
She knows she has my heart in a flutter
I bow my head
We begin to pray
knowing this day
Will never go away
I open my eyes
I look at her lips
She starts to speak
I put one finger up
Only to see the most beautiful woman the day can bring
I kiss her gently
She found my heart
She is to become my body
Without any motion
She reads my mind
I know this is a huge find
Our time has c
UntitledYou long throughout your life
For something you hold so dear
To find that special someone
You want to love for all of time
To feel the heat of that one persons skin –
As you lay nestled close to him
To hear the baritone deepness of his voice –
As he whispers to you in the night
You feel safe and warm
Laying in his arms
Hoping one day he will come
That perfect one that you will love
Just wait and see for he will come
The lover of your dreams
Her EyesHave you ever looked in someones eyes
Look deep you will be surprised
I looked in her eyes
I saw a mother
I saw a daughter
I saw a sister
I saw a lady
Her life has dealt with many wrongs
But this is her song
In her eyes is happiness
The blue is so deep
The whites of her eyes show her fears
The pupils tell me a happy story to come
This looks like fun
I would take those eyes and wear them for you any day
What would you say
I love my life
I know what I have been through
No one will ever truly understand the pain of this angel
Born a princess
When she is done she will die a queen
Her castle will be the home she built
Her courtyard will be her children
I will stand by and watch her live a magnificent life
And when I am gone
I hope she understands it was not wrong
My time had come and my reign ended
Soon after she will join me in a new kingdom
That is what her eyes tell me
She was a child
She was a lover
Most of all she was a wonderful mother
God is most hap
Charge Of The GoddessI am the Great Mother, worshipped by all and
existent prior to their consciousness.
I am the primal female force, boundless and eternal.
I am the chaste Goddess of the moon,
the Lady of all magic.
The winds and moving leaves sing my name.
I wear the crescent Moon upon my brow and
my feet rest among the starry heavens.
I am mysteries yet unsolved, a path newly set upon.
I am a field untouched by the plow.
Rejoice in me and know the fullness of youth.
I am the blessed Mother, the gracious Lady of the harvest.
I am clothed with the deep, cool wonder of the Earth
and the gold of the fields heavy with grain.
By me the tides of the Earth are ruled;
all things come to fuition according to my season
I am refuge and healing.
I am the life-giving Mother, wondrously fertile.
Worship me as the Crone,
Tender of the unbroken cycle of death and rebirth.
I am the wheel, the shadow of the Moon.
I rule the tides of women and men and
give release and renewal to weary souls.
T
Her DreamI want you to live your life like you are in a dream
You will walk next to me
But know it is your dream
When I hold you tight
You will know everything in your life will be alright
Hold my hand
We are gods plan
We exist for one sole purpose
To live our lives with everything in sight
Your dreams are mine as well now
We can have fun
Believe me I know how
Lets take this giant leap
Love one another so we cannot sleep
I will wake in the morning know you are my blessing
Love the sight of your tired eyes as they perk up and you kiss me
I love you my baby
Stay with me
I need you next to me
So we can live our lives accordingly
I will make sure your heart no longer aches
I will take you to your world
In this dream of yours just hold my hand
We will never land.
Desire To ServeA growing desire builds upon
Unbreakable trust that holds her
To him, that feeds her love
A single look from him
Causes her to tremble in anticipation
For a simple touch
Her body yearns with
Undisguised passion
An animalistic kind of need
That only he is able to fulfill
A strengthening feeling overwhelms
And consumes her
To a point where she shakes with
Unquenchable desire
He knows her needs, her wants
And he knows how to give it to her
She trusts him implicitly
Knows that he won’t hurt her to be cruel.
Lost Cherry FriendsTo all my Lost Cherry Friends who take the time to say Hello, Hi, How Are You, rate my photos, leave me comments, Thank You from everything that I am. You would not believe the smiles and snickers you create when you do.
Of those I do comment and keep in contact with you know that I do not leave rude, vulgar or degrading comments.. I never will. You call me sweet, thank you.. I call it being a gentlemen, respecting the ladies here on Lost Cherry, either with or without clothes. I struggle with being single on a daily basis and sometimes I ask myself why I even bother.. Its the friends that I have here on Lost Cherry..
To the rest of you what am I a friggin number
Well I'll Be Damned..Holy shit, a blogger!
ahem ahem (taps mic) "I'd like to thank the academy, and my producer, and all the lil ppl that made this happen, and..."
Well Im just so happy I could just fart little daisy blooms whilst skipping and leaping across a field, like Im in one of those 70's cartoons where the character runs in place while the background moves behind them.
You'll never escape my verbal onslaught now!!
(cues the Dr Eeeevil pinky to corner of mouth)
MUUUUWAAAHHAHAHAHAHA MUUUUUUUUWAAAHAHAHA HA HAAA!
For My Suzi QYour soul is like the vastest sea
And mine a darting fish:
I lose myself within your love;
I live within your heart.
I breathe your love: it is my air,
My element, my world.
I know no other ambiance;
I have no other dream.
I know there is outside your love
A world of rocks and sand;
And I could live there, too, but oh!
How poor and thin each breath!
How rich my world, how beautiful,
Alive within your love,
Each moment filled with dancing light
Refracted through your eyes!
Hold On To The Night (1st Poem I Ever Wrote)Hold on to the night
You must grab it fast
Don't let it go
Make it last
Hold on to the night
Don't let it slip away
If you let it go
There could a price to pay
Hold on to the night
For only then can you dream
And in your reality
Nothing is the way it seems
Hold on to the night
Don't even say your prayers
You know He Understands
That is, the man upstairs
Hold on to the night
Try not to let it fade
Keep the night dear and close
And the memories that are made
By Me
Find My SoulCaught adrift on a wave of blissful immortality
Immune from the pain of death
Still feeling emotional train wreck
Of love and loss, and in between
Stuck in the eternal rut of repeating
The same mental state of the decisions past made
Trying to hide from the internal demons
Stabbing at my soul leaving ragged gashes
That never do heal, only rip open more
They never leave, and are never silent
Close my eyes to block out the world
And they are there waiting to tear into me more
Leaving my crying out in hysteria
Begging them to let me be
Detach myself from my body
To be alone in my mind
Where I can’t be harmed
But I can’t be loved
Because they don’t understand
The hurt that I feel, they never will
Destined to be alone for all of time
Until I find one that will understand
One that will deny these demons access
To the torn and tattered soul that dwells inside
One that will protect me from pain
And love me for the one that I am
But is there truly one, who can do that,
HerI see her at night
Makes my day alright
She sits and talks with me
I know I can be free
She has the prettiest smile
You havent seen one of those in a while
Her cute embarrassed laugh is worth the while
When she sees you you see a twinkle in her eye
This guy definately wants her
This guys needs her
She brings that puzzle piece to his table
He is more than able to give her heaven on a table
He wants to take long walks and talk about nothing
He wants to watch her play with her children
He wants to see her happy in a very unhappy world
He knows that she is real
Unlike most women that cannot even feel
He opens her doors
He carries her groceries
he watches sappy movies with her
He would watch the notebook 50 times to see her cry
he knows her heart is soft
Her mind is strong
This man sure cannot go wrong
Charge Of The GoddessListen to the words of the Great Mother, who of old was called Artemis, Astarte, Dione, Melusine, Aphrodite, Ceridwen, Diana, Arionrhod, Brigid, and by many other names:
"Whenever you have need of anything, once in the month, and better it be when the moon is full, you shall assemble in some secret place and adore the spirit of Me who is Queen of all the Wise. You shall be free from slavery, and as a sign that you be free you shall be naked in all your rites. Sing, feast, dance, make music and love, all in My presence, for Mine is the ecstasy of the spirit and Mine also is joy on earth. For My law is love unto all beings. Mine is the secret that opens upon the door of youth, and Mine is the cup of wine of life that is the cauldron of Ceridwen, that is the holy grail of immortality. I give the knowledge of the spirit eternal and beyond death I give peace and freedom and reunion with those that have gone before. Nor do I demand aught of sacrifice, for behold, I am the mother of all th
Another PoemA tear falls from glassy blue orbs
A strong but tender hand reaches out
To wipe away the tear
Loving and soft, a gentle touch
Helping to ease the pain
That is felt deep within
A journey taken, long and perilous
Curving and winding, dipping and rising
Never straight, never easy
A tendency to fall from the right behavior shows
A stern voice calls out
To teach and guide
Caring yet hard, a model to follow
Molding into what is meant to be
Keeping the discipline strict,
So that the mind grows
And the heart loves with unrelenting loyalty.
BeltaneI see light
Shining so bright
Tears and Fears
Pain and Gain,
Power and Greed
Drumming and mead..
We come back to Earth..
I bring my soul back again
to my mother Earth.. and father Sun
Uniting as one.. at this Beltane!
Our spirits join together
to help create this sacred life force
Flowers blooming
No more glooming
The past is done
It's time new life has begun!
Ooooo... Entry OneI wasn't aware that the LC had a blog feature,
so in the words of Theodore Logan and Bill S. Preston, Esq.
"Bonnnnnnus!"
:D
So today went with the mum-sicle (as in popsicle) to le Dr.
Not fun... at all. But hey, got free lunch and some new perfume! Yay!
Now am sitting down, being a lazy bum. I have a pile of clean laundry on my bed, waiting to be folded and put away, and another pile of dirty laundry on the floor, waiting to be sorted and put into the washer. Blah! Don't want to do either of those things. At the moment, I just want to talk to my favorite person. He knows who he is. Doesn't he? Don't you, Cillian? Anyway, I either want to talk to him, or have sex with Kiera Knightly. And that's it. I have a feeling that neither of those things are going to happen, so I'll just go cry in the corner, maybe rock myself to sleep. Who knows... the possibilities are endless.
So, after reading chapter 1 of Augusten Burrow's "Running With Scissors," I decided to go ahe
Dear MikeFirst of all, let's get something straight. You were a pain in the ass. Just because you're dead doesn't mean I'm going to pretend you were a saint. You didn't expect that, did you? You should know better by now. It was always my job to give you crap. Everyone else put up with you.
I couldn't sleep last night. I kept seeing the car hitting you, and thinking you wouldn't have wanted to die that way. I've changed my mind, though. I think you would have loved the attention. It was in all the papers, "Harley rider killed in accident!" They spelled your name wrong, though. That would have pissed you off.
Tara is having a really hard time, Mike. I know I teased you when you married her and she was only 21. I remember on her birthday, asking if you bought her a new Barbie. You took ribbing so well. I know you loved her. She loves you too honey. I am so glad you got the chance to be happy. She will be ok. God will take care of her.
The other day I cleaned out my in
All Hallow's MeetOh, wild lonely places of sweet dread delight
That call to my Children on Halloween night
In whispering wind wisps and whipporwill plight
Tickling the treetops where moonbeams alight.
Come hither, ye Witches, on silver light fly!
Don't dawdle, don't saunter, don't idly stroll by!
Lift your skirts as seer gusts catch the leaves dead and dry
Rise up with the wind soaring hasty on high!
Ride ye thus to the hollow in the wood dark and deep
Where all merry parted shall now merry meet.
At the time 'twas appointed that time shall ye keep
To honor me, hail me in great esbat fete.
When the moon sailing bright in the dark midnight blue
Casts her spell on the landscape, reversing each hue,
And the scent of the night gives the magickal clue
To the circle make haste, give Hecate her due!
Dance wild, draw the power and shape in a cone,
Till the power is thine and the will is thine own
Then hurl't to the wind that thy purpose be flown
And thy wish shall I grant on the Night
What I Did On Hump Dayfisrt woke up went to work at 6am to 1 pm then went to freinds house did some smoking then came here to write on this and play pogo
YoA what up i know its been a while but im back i had problems with my DSl but its back some what still needs fixin but im back 4 now and stick wit me got many things 2 do but how eurr body been
Blogsalright so this is weird? why would all the blogs be added to my alerts "for me" it's a blog? shouldn't it be on informational or see all?
Results Through 9/10/06Well it was a great weekend for Football, wasn't it?? We had some excellent games to watch. It was an amazing experience to watch the Manning brothers go head to head. It was interesting to see NE and Bills come out so close in scoring. Ohio State showed everyone why they are ranked #1. BC played a tough offensive game that ended in double OT. Go BC! And my Vols squeezed out a win.
Games: College and AFC East through 9/10/06
--Miami @ Pittsburgh (Steelers 28 Dolphins 17)
--Air Force @ Tennessee Vols (Vols 31 AF 30) Go Vols!
--Clemson @ BC (BC 43 Clemson 42) Go BC!
--Penn State @ ND (ND 41 Penn 17) Go Irish!
--Ohio State @ Texas (Ohio 24 Texas 7) Go Buckeyes!
--Bills @ NE (NE 19 Buffalo 17)
--Indy @ NY Giants (Indy 26 NY 21)
--Jets @ Tennessee (Jets 23 TN 16)
On to next week and lovin' it. Thank God football is BACK!
LifeThe name, Your name, invokes the mysterious.
The name, Your name, reaches my essence,
The true, living spirit in me.
I can become lost in its sonorous tone, a tone
Which makes me ponder and reflect
About you and what I have found.
It is beginning to call for me,
To call me from Afar, a feeling so perfect
I feel its summon as I speak, hear or think
Your name,
I feel it again, as I have only once before,
At least only as I have truly felt it in my soul,
But now, I have It controlled. I am Master, but
Only for a short time; then I will be overwhelmed.
You dissipate my prolonged sadness.
Your name, the deep beauty in it, and
Your lovely pretty face all make me
Feel happy, enlivened, joyous and delighted.
What's in a name? All of this is embedded in yours.
Your pure, ice-blue eyes add more power to you.
I become lost in them, not mysteriously lost as if
I were in the dark, but rather the feeling
Of being lost in a sunset.
Your soft, flowing brown hair highlights the
The Day You Left MeDay in and day out
I sit here trying to think
Of A way out of this mess.
My relationship has gone to hell
No money in the bank
Just me and this beat up old shack.
Nothing has gone my way
Since the day you left.
To worry about where my next meal is gonna come from or how the bills are gonna get paid.
I need to find a job.
But no one seems to care
About this lonely girl
Who seems to not be able to do anything right.
Nothing has gone my way
Since the day you left me alone.
To sit here and wonder what
It was that I did so wrong.
To send you away.
BY: Sheila Christian
*A long time ago*
My Life (part 5)Ok....here it is...the final part to all of this..............
I've FINALLY opened up and told my heart and mind to the world, a lot of people have said WTF??? Others have said BRAVO.....I have to say thank you to all for your input, both good and bad.
It was suggested by a very dear and close friend of mine that I find a way to express myself in some manner, so that I could bare my core, showing the world around me that I have a heart and soul, and what it is I deal with from the inside. He told me that I keep way to much inside, and that it's eating away at me. For some strange reason, that brought immediate tears to my eyes, and a horrible feeling in my gut.
I knew he was right, and I thought about it for days until I finally came to the decision that it needed to be done. So there is the reason I did all of this. Good, bad, or indifferent, it's all out there for anyone who cares to read it, and it's gonna stay out there.
So now, here are a few of the lessons I've
LifePATHWAYS
Well, it had been yet another bad day in the office, and once again
it was the fault of that new girl, MaryAnne. She is one of those
Wiccans, a so called witch. How can anyone in their right mind make
this claim, knowing that it goes against God and all of the
teachings of the bible?
She doesn't even have the common decency to keep her satanic symbol,
her pentagram necklace hidden from the view of the decent, God
fearing people in the office. She has some nerve.
I find that I cannot hate her for this though, for I know that she
has been deceived. Satan works his evil in ways that she cannot see.
I've seen that so called Wiccan Rede that she has tacked to the wall
above her computer.
On the surface, it looks like a decent loving belief, but all one
must do is look, look closely and see that by practicing this way,
and not embracing Jesus Christ as savior she is on the pathway to
hell. As I've said, it was a bad day in the office.
Thre
Something NewNice something new to play with on lostcherry. Its not like im confused enough on how to make the damn skins!!!! Now they give me something else to sidetrack myself with. WHOOPEEEEEE.
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Little LambThe shepherd loved his little lamb, And gave it tender care, And followed it with his loving eyes.
As it wandered here and there, And as he sat by his gazing flock-Who so meekily his voice obeyed, he pondered sadly his little lamb;as again it would stray.
The little lamb had a loving heart, And adored his shephered true, But would turn aside and seek his own way as lambs will often do.
With his gentle voice the shepherd called to his loved and straying lamb come back little one for you are not safe unless you are where I am.
But still the lamb would soon forget, And unthinkingly wander away, And not really noticing what he did, From the shepherd's side would stray.
Until one day the shepherd kind, took his rod in hand, What he then did seemed so cruel that the lamb could not understand.
for with one sharp and well aimed blow down the rod so swiftly came; that it broke the leg of the little lamb, And left it crippled and lame.
Then the little lamb wi
LifeHELLO TO ALL MY FRIENDS THAT I HAVE MET ON HERE. YOU SHOULD ALWAYS LIVE LIFE TO THE FULLEST. DONT HOLD NOTHING BACK. DONT TAKE ANYTHING OR ANYONE FOR GRANTED. TELL PEOPLE EVERYDAY HOW YOU FEEL. GO PLACES SEE THE WORLD. HAVE FUN. YOU SHOULD LIVE LIFE LIKE YOU WERE DYING BECAUSE YOU JUST NEVER KNOW. I HAVE A VERY GOOD FRIEND OF MINE WHO IS. I HAVE LEARNED ALOT FROM HIM.HE HAS TAUGHT ME MANY THINGS. HE IS MY BEST FRIEND. SO THAT IS WAT I AM GONNA DO. I AM GONNA GO OUT THERE AND SEE THE WORLD AND DO THINGS THAT I AM NORMALLY AFRAID OF DOING. I AM GONNA LIVE MY LIFE TO THE FULLEST. YOU SHOULD TOO. THANK YOU, HUGS TO ALL MY FRIENDS
GossipI am the whispers in the classroom
I am the writing on the wall
I am the one you love to hate
I am the one designed to destroy
I am the one you fear
I ruin images
I will shatter your so-called reality
I will break your heart into shambles
The pieces not fusible
I will destroy your dreams,
No matter how big, or how pathetic
I will maim, I will kill
I will crush your sanity
I will ruin you forever
I cannot be erased
Once I appear
I never disappear
I will follow you
like a shadow in the night
Always there behind you
Waiting for your wall to go down
Everything you want and dream
I will take
I am Gossip
Never underestimate me
By Me
My Life (part 4)Ok, here we go again, so WAKE UP.....!
Zach, my son, the only natural born heir to my throne (or recliner). 16 years old, 6'5" (no typo there), 185 lbs, dark hair and almond eyes like his momma, olive complexion, and empathetic like his momma, hard headed and stubborn like his daddy.......
I finally figured out why he is as tall as he is, to make room for that huge heart of his. I've never known another kid that is as capable of love as that boy. He has this natural ability to bring out the heart in anyone, and I've seen it time and time again. Simply an amazing boy.
He was born on Sept. 10th, 1989 at 11:58pm.....two minuites more and he would have been born one day late, and shared his birthday with the 9-11 victims......whew.
The night we brought him home from the hospital, I woke up at around 2am, I got up and went to his basinette , there was a moon beam shining through the window, illuminating him. I reached down and picked him up, and at that very moment, I knew t
My Life (part 3)Ok, Navy is behind me, now I'm finding the healing for my mind and my soul. I know it will take a long time, but at least its started. Damn, been a lotta years now, still have the nightmares every so often....sigh.
Got back to Texas and hooked up with a little cutey I met on my last leave home.....Mary Jo, damn she was cute, looked just like Goldie Hawn with dark hair !!!
Ended up marrying her, boy was that a mistake....we just weren't ready, especially me, my mind was still screwed up. So we went our seperate ways, and ended that one. I hear she's married to a good man now, happy and doing well....that pleases me to no end.....wish I could find her and tell her.
Met my second wife a couple years later, she impressed me. Taking care of two little ones, a house, bills, day to day life, all on her own. We married.....19 and a half years.....she was a good woman, I just wasn't the right man for her. In the end, she was angry all the time, it took me awhile, but I finally f
Pic RatingsYou know i like getting votes on my pics and i could care less if it's a 1 or a 10 but what annoys the shit outta me is how can you vote pics of someone's kids a freaking 1? i mean come on now don't you have anything better to do? Maybe that's just me but i dunno this is my blog so i can rant and rave all i want haha
ThanksI am so very thankful that each and every one of you has became my friend. I have chatted with several of you and had a blast doing so. For the others that I have not talked to yet. I hope to be able to learn something about each of you. Now I am not going to say that I can or will remember something about each of you. But, it would be nice if I could take a little bit with me each time.
Thanks again,
Jamie
Blogs... And Stuff... About Stuff...Well, firstly I feel I must write the obgligatory sort of first blog statement, but be sure not to blink because it will be very brief. *ahem*(hear ye, hear ye, and whatnot) So this is my first blog...
And it left just as fast as it came...
Anyway... Wow... now I dont even feel like saying anything else. But dont you feel now that that obligatory statement was quite a to do? I do.
Chandler.
Why Is It?Lately I have noticed a lot of times thatpeople are on networking sites with PRIVATE profiles? I mean does this really make sense to say you are on a site to make friends, and yet have a private profile?
I know several people that if they do notknow a person and say some guy asks to be your friend but has no picture and a locked profile. And then he bitches because he got denied..........ummmmmmm DUH??
My First StoryAn Enticing Evening
Roger W. Miracle Jr.
09Sept06
Time slows as I follow this heavenly specter down the hall to my bedroom. As each second crawls by my senses are bombarded by every fiber of her essence. Her scent engulfs my nasal passages. The scent is a delicate mixture of sweet jasmine and hot pheromones. With each breath, I’m further entranced by it. My focus moves to her body. With every step, I take down the hallway I see more and more of her angelic frame. Every five steps forward equates to another article of delicate clothing falling to the floor.
First, it’s her fantasy-inducing blouse. The blouse seems to float like a feather to the solid wood floor. It seems to take only five steps for the blouse hits the floor and for her to begin to undo her form fitting jeans. She stops just long enough to entice me even more with a sensuous strip tease. My steps continue to fall short of hers. My eyes watch intensely as her jeans slowly exposes each delicate inch of her h
My Life (part 2)My Life (part 2)
Ok, lemme back up a bit here......
Finally managed to graduate High School without being killed, hooked on drugs, becoming a father at 16, or being beaten to badly by the gangs. Whew, was a bit close, but I made it, even managed to make the top ten percentile.
There I was, fresh outta school, a free man, ready to take on the world. Biggest thing I remember was that very next day, waking up, staring at the ceiling and thinking to myself "Self, your now looking at a lifetime of work, paying bills, and responsibility"....I pulled the covers back up over my head !!!
Actually, I enjoyed that summer, drank a bunch of beer, spent a lotta time at the lake, got me laid royally by a sweet little blonde (was my girlfriend), and then joined the US Navy.....yahoo !!!
LOL...I remember being at the AFEES station in Dallas, there for my physical, standing in a huge room with about 50 other guys, all of us in our tighty whities. 25 on one side of the room, 25 on th
Damn I Was LuckyWell I had a fucked up day. I was on my way into work when my fucking brakes gave out. AND THANK GOD I was doing 30-40 mph, cause i wound up hitting this chick in a subaru. We pull off to the side of the road, she got out an so did I an she was like your airbag go off? And i responded no, then I said do you wanna call the cops or trade insurance information?? she was like no i work for a car dealership. With that she got back in her car and took off. I was like DAMN i was lucky specially since I had no damage done to my car but I had cracked her bumper. consider me lucky.
Howdy FriendsI just wanted to step in and say hello to all the fine friends I have made here on Lost Cherry.
My LifeOk, blog time...........
Well, lets see, blogs are usually about life and lifes little ups and downs. So lets take a look at my lifes "ups and downs".
Born in Fort Worth, Texas in 1957 (yeah, old, I know), to my parents Nell and JW. Dad is a good man, loves his kids, hates his mistakes, worked hard all his life, and never once broke his word to me. Mom...oh yeah...shes a hotty, a redhead, sweet, loving and mean as a snake (shhhh...don't tell her I said that). But the snake part only came out when I was being a little turd...which was most of the time...go figger.
Have a sister, Donna, that I love with all my heart, just never was able to tell her that for some damned reason. Grew up trying to protect her, still have that tendency, but now she has a better man than me watching over, and taking care of her. That would Edderd....my favorite brother-in-law. Couldn't have picked a better man if I'd picked him myself. Thanks Ed for taking her off my hands (and back)...she's
Por Que Ameamorsito de mi vida te extranio muncho mas sola estoy mas me acuerdo de ti sera que to querro mas y mas o que te estoy olvidando!
Sorry about not being able to get to everyones pages that has come by and become fans or friends, or even leaving comments. I will get to everyone, I promise! I would also like to extend special thanks to tazman, ggizmo69, saber, and rulebreaker, for being patient with me and helping through one of the most trying times of my life, Thanks everyone,
Kellie
CutsMy mind is adrift as I search for something
anything that can help me with this high
The pain is like a drug for me
curing everything that is broken around me
I find it, then I sit down, debating where to start
that's a good place, but alas, so is that one
I close my eyes and start cutting
only opening them when I feel the blood
hit my leg, peaking my already jubilant high
Each cut only bringing more to my high
but finally, I sucomb to not falling into a sleep
Many ways I have tried
many ways not capable to fulfill my high
I do not want to be forsaken
I have chosen my road I want to walk down
Let me walk!
I bandage my arms, tears now replacing the blood
Once again, I have tried to complete something
and once again, I did not succeed
to ending my pain and anger
More scars to add to the ones already there
The ones I can see, and the ones I can feel
But....
Maybe.....tomorrow. Yes, tomorrow.
By Me and no....I'm not suicidal...it's an old poem I wrote
First Timeok,this is the first time i have ever done a blog,so im really not sure what im supose to do.this seems kinda cool.dunno,we will see i guess.
Home LateIt's been another crappy day at work and you arrive home late. As you walk into the house you notice all the lights are off and it appears that I am not home. You go into the kitchen and find the table set and candles that were lit, but have burned themselves out. You realize I had a special dinner waiting for you and stupid you forgot to call and tell me you would be working late. You stand there looking at the table and decide you will make it up to me some how.
You walk into the bedroom and I am laying on the bed, wearing a black silk teddy with panties that tie in a bow on each hip.. I am sound asleep and you can see that I ve been crying. You feel so bad, but you know just what I need to make me feel loved and wanted. You undress and jump into the shower. You quickly and quietly shower and freshen up. When You return I am laying on my back and you watch as my breasts raise and fall with each breath. I look so beautiful lying there, but you want to make me feel beautiful, so you
Its Bout Fkn Time!WOWWWWWWWW, FINALLY Jesus listened to me and GOT BLOGS :D oh now Im super duper happy!!! WOOHOO TY!!!!!!
OOOOOOH WOW ok so yeah Ill try to get over the excitement :) atleast SOMETHING made my day....
So this week I aint been feelin so hot... sadness, started monday, thought I was havin some hunger pains didnt understand why because well I dont really get that and I had eatin breakfast so it was odd...so ok ate...well tuesday the pains were more frequent even when I ate...and by tue night ahhh major painnnnnns esp if I did eat then they got worse...didnt sleep a wink last night...well ok maybe a lil wink ;) but I was hurtin in muh tum tum SOOOO BAD I barely ate dinner that night so I didnt get it...worse pain in muh life I fkn tell ya...I hate dr's but it was so bad in the am...that n throwin up EWWW I KNO but if ya dont like it DONT FKN READ MY BLOG hahaha anyways...so I got in *its amazing usually they dont got any openings...* my old dr. moved to OR so I had lil mr Lee LOL! calle
A New PoemAn uncertainty lingers in the heart and soul
Afraid to choose wrong
Scared to speak up and be cast down
For opinions and thoughts and feelings
Unsure of how to say something
Without the other party taking it wrong
And feeling hurt by what was said
But how do I say what I need to say
And how do I move on
When there are some trying to control me
In a way that I can’t abide by
But how can I let them know
That I need my space
That yes I do need help
But I can’t let them take over my life
I need to be able to take my life
And fix it, get to where I need to be
Without the bad influences
I want help yes but I also want to do it mostly on my own.
Meh....im Sure Ill Get An Ear FullThis afternoon I had a chance to talk with a good friend of mine from new zealand. The topic at hand was the movie V for Vendetta. An awesome movie and one that needs to be seen by all. Not with a closed "another action flick by the wachowskis". But with an open mind for all things around us. Do you feel afraid? Ever wonder if your conversatoins regarding your family and friends are exactly that? Yours? Me too.
I pointed out with my friend that this movie directly patterns life in the US today. Grant it not the extreme as in the movie...however, whats to say we aren't heading in said direction. Laws restricting rights for homosexuals, blanket accusations for the Muslim world; those are just two issues in the whole movie that speak Bush to me when I hear them.
I'll admit it. When 9-11 happend, I wanted revenge. I wanted to get back at the bastards that hit us...and hit us hard. But hindsight being 20/20 as it always is...I see myself wishing we hadn't gone to war.
I
Helping People Outi wants was told doing good helping people out was a good thing. like my friend went up to st.louis after we moved down here and left me with his parents we wAS living in a hotel. i worked 3 jobs to feed them , get his dads loans payed off and to to pay for the hotel rooms for us to keep warm from the cold. a year later my friends dad died and they turned around and stabed thier friends in the back.. but is it true what they say if you do a good deed.you would be rewarded later on in life.
Not LongI loved you for a little
I loved you not for long
Our love was only brief
Like the opening to a song
The time was not lasting
For it only seemed a day
Then it all disappeared
Like the wind swept it away
Our love was simply shattered
I guess it was a wrenching twist of fate
So now it seems that life
has handed us another lesson to take
By Me
Updates And Stuff About Me P1Ok so I know I posted a bunch of new stuff up on my page yesterday for anyone who cares to read. Kinda glad they put this up...though if you really want to know what I'm thinking get to know me, I might tell.
Ok so right now I'm looking to trade in my 04 strat for possibly an 04 350Z or 04 RX8. I really want to get into drifting. Yeah I know it's something to get me in more trouble but I've been pretty good lately so I think that makes up for it right ha ha. Anyway it's always been a dream of mine to earn some street cred. I know with a new car trying to pay it off would hinder my financial situation as far as modding it...but I feel with the right color combo I could make it into something I could drive through college and out into the real world too and it wouldn't seem so much a "kid" car.
With the start of the school year comes the possibility of SO many more heartbreaks, but this year just doesn't feel the same. After back and forth Ashley is back in my life for good...now w
FriendsI am Tantalizingdeath AKA DJ Tantalizing, I am here to meet real people. I am not here to prove to you how much of a woman I am or can be. If I choose to let you inside that is a chose I make freely. I also did not come here for CyberSex. I can get real sex and I know it. All I have to do is go down to the local College bar wear a short shirt no panties high- heals and a shirt that wouldn't cover my infants backside. And wow you'll be amazed at how much free booze and dick I can get. I am a flirt. I enjoy entising each listener I get pure delight in teasing each one every time I sign on at Temptation~X Radio. So if you enjoy a friend who is more then just the titties and ass nature handed her then lets chat, lets be friends, hell lets be real. Peace, Love, and Kisses
Hey AllWOW this is neat!!!! I would just like to thank everyone who tuned into my show today on www.flownet-radio.org I have a blast! and I'm still thinking either of if I want to have someone call in every show or just every wednesday.... give me your input and let me know what you think...
Thanks so much you guys ROCK
Angel
What???what the hell is a blog. i must be the most computer illiterate person on lc. someone help.
I'm Going Camping This Weekend...I'm thinking about going camping to Big Basin Forest this weekend. I hope I don't get eaten by bears. Harley will hopefully protect me.
Stuff And DumbsWell as some of you know I am in Canada and I am loving it, its been great I have had such a laugh and I have to thank Nicole, Missy, India, Safie and Q. most of you will not know what any of that means but they will.
The FeelingThe feeling I feel is of pain and love, from many and from few.
My love has dismayed me, my friends have hurt me.
My trust has been broken for all-time.
My friends disown me, My love hurts me.
It is hard to go on, yet I must.
I cry every night, from the things they say.
That go straight to the heart.
I feel I must go, but I cant.
Love holds me behind, at the same time pain pushes me away.
KinkyScreams 2001 ©
Blogging AgainOk, all I wanna know is..........who the FUCK came up with the word BLOG ???
Golf Laws" Golf Laws "
LAW 1: No matter how bad your last shot was, the worst is yet to come. This law does not expire on the 18th hole, since it has the supernatural tendency to extend over the course of a tournament, a summer and eventually, a lifetime.
LAW 2: Your best round of golf will be followed almost immediately by your worst round ever. The probability of the latter increases with the number of people you tell about the former.
LAW 3: Brand new golf balls are water-magnetic. Though this cannot be proven in the lab, it is a known fact that the more expensive the golf ball, the greater its attraction to water.
LAW 4: Golf balls never bounce off of trees back into play. If one does, the tree is breaking a law of the universe and should be cut down.
LAW 5: No matter what causes a golfer to muff a shot, all his playing partners must solemnly chant "You looked up," or invoke the wrath of the universe.
LAW 6: The higher a golfer's handicap, the more qualified he deems himse
Gee...now They Got A Blog Thingy!Um..hello to anyone out there that actually took the time to stop by and read this. I feel very sorry for you since it's nothing spectacular. Just wanted to check out their new blog tool thingy and give it a go. Well..since you stopped by...can at least leave a few very bad jokes up here.
Two ducks go on their honeymoon and stay in a hotel. As they are about to make love, the male duck says, ''Oh, we haven't got any condoms. I'll ring down to room service.'' He calls and asks for some condoms.
The woman says, ''OK sir, would you like to put them on your bill?''
''No,'' he says, ''I'll suffocate!''
It was a really hot day and this blonde decided she would go buy a coke. She went to the coke machine and when she put her money in, a coke came out - so she kept putting money in.
And since it was such a hot day, a line had formed behind her. Finally, a guy on line said, "Will you hurry up? We're all hot and thirsty!"
And the blonde said, "No way. I'm still winning!"
Blogs! Finally! YayGod damn took em long enough I was so tired of myspace blogs no one reads my shit maybe here more people will they seem a lot more open then myspace viewers.. ass holes hahahah i will be posting blogs daily just to let ya know probably some sexy stories for all your pleasure and other stuff so please stay tune
If Only I Were Free.I'd sleep until the sun
forced me out of bed and
I'd stay up to hear the velvet rustle
of white moonlit trees
and howl until I felt alive.
I'd eat chocolate and all things sweet
whenever I wanted.
I'd eat with my fingers
and lick them clean.
I'd strip myself bare,
lie on the sand,
spread my arms and my legs
and try to swallow the sun.
I'd wear long flowing dresses
and let my hair grow wild
and never worry about make-up
or shaving anything.
I'd twirl until I was dizzy,
swim until I was tired,
sing until I was hoarse,
and dance naked around a full moon fire.
I'd lie on the grass
and look at cloud dragons
and pick lavender
and gather sea shells.
I'd save treasures like a magpie:
acorns, pods, strange looking driftwood,
shiny baubles, a tender collection of moments.
I'd take long afternoon naps in the shade,
and then wade in cool streams
with my skirts tied up at my waist.
I'd eat peaches ripe from the trees,
and pick blueberries and raspb
SorryJust want to apologize to everybody if I don't respond quick enough to ur comments or messages... My computers slow right now and it keeps booting me out. I will get to u just hang in there...lol.. Someone brought it to my attention and made me feel really bad so I just want to say sorry!! But u know I still love you all...
Smile : )-
Summer HeartbreakWhen I think of you
I'm reminded of skies so blue
Of a summer love
That was sent from heaven above.
Quiet in the mind
Freedom in a bind
Chains on the heart
Love broken apart
Miss you I do
Dreams of you in the night.
Now that I'm confined in these walls of despair
My heart it seems broken beyond repair
I just can't forget your angel face.
My love for you locked in my heart's secret place.
Quiet in the mind
Freedom in a bind
Chains on the heart
Love broken apart
Miss you I do
Dreams of you in the night.
I only hope that you're happy now.
That life is treating you good somehow
Maybe someday when this trouble is far away
You and I will be together again.
BY: Sheila Christian
I Look (another Personal Poem)I look in the mirror
at my face,
so beaten, so scarred
I look ugly now
I am not attractive
as I used to be
My body houses scars
that run deep
they run through the bone
It was not always like this
You were once gentle
But you blame your change on me
You said I made you mad
I made you do all of this
But yet, I still do not see
I guess I never will
It will never be told
It will die with you
Sooner then you think
By Me
Neato!!ILL be a son of a bitch a blog....haha wellim just happier than i dont know what...ill be able to bitch alday if i wanna!! haha..XOXO
Why?AS I LOOK AROUND CHERRY AND AT PEOPLES PICS I WONDER WHY PEOPLE ARE SO RUDE IF YOU DONT LIKE SOMEONE DONT COMMENT ON THEM. SOME OF THE COMMENTS I HAVE READ HAVE BEEN REALLY CRUEL. AND THESE PEOPLE GIVEN PEOPLE 1'S WITHOUT COMMENT ARE CHICKEN IF YOUR GOIN TO BE MEAN AT LEAST HAVE THE GUTS TO DO IT SHOWING WHO U ARE. THIS REALLY HURT MY FRIENDS FEELINGS. IT IS SO MUCH EASIER NOT TO SAY SOMETHING AT ALL THEN TO BE MEAN. THATS HOW I FEEL ABOUT IT ANYWAY.
My Jobs :)ok, so i have 2 jobs.. one i love and one i don't lol..
soooo... i LOVE day care!!! i get paid for playing and watching movies with little kids! :) they are naughty sometimes but they always want to be a "big kid" so if u remind them they almost always are good.. so far 2 little boys told me they loved me lol... and one of them also drew me a picture, told me i was pretty, and asked me if i was married (how cute is that!?!) anyways, i really like that job
i have also been working in a hospital since january.. i clean rooms so its not always fun! lol.. i think im the youngest one there by like 10-20 years so my best friends there are like 32, 50, and 60 years old lol.. but its all good cuz break time is always extra long lol
Heaven's CoupleMy life was nothing more than dust in the wind
I stood silently and you found in this crazy world
At night you wonder if I really love you
I found that the person who saved me was you
I was nothing more than dust in the wind
You picked me up
You knew I fell in love
You knew that my touch would make you tremble
You knew this was not terrible
It was your once in a lifetime love
The one who would live his life as yours
Stand with me
Show me your soul
I am the one you want to hold
Put your arms around me
Dance with me in the rain
I will show you no pain
WHen I look in your eyes you know it is real
It is now once again your time to feel
I was dust in the wind
Our love is what we win
You saved me
I held you
Our love is stronger than any pain we have ever felt
We look in each others eyes
We are intense
Love has no boundaries
I will never lose you baby to the rest
Hold my hand we will go through life
You will soon be my wife
When I hold you life will say
Tha
Make Me Yours!!!!!!!!!As the snow falls gently outside
I turn to you
The glow from the fire reflecting off your face
The warmth of the embers felt on our skin
Your rough touch sending me to the edge of a reality I am
not sure I am ready to enter
yet afraid not to...
Wanting you, wanting to enter your world
to feel the strength from you in it
washing over me
but yet afraid to take that first real step
through the portal you have opened....
Gently you take my wrist and guide me
Never leaving my side as my journey begins
I am now yours sir.
KinkyScreams 2006©
Heart To HeartYou lay your head down to sleep tonight
Sick as can be you know I am right there
I sit in prayer for your light
He will come tonight
Clean you up
So you are no longer ill
I will fast for your healing
I will show god what I am feeling
Tonight is the night
God and I have a heart to heart
She is suffering that child of yours
She is the light to so many
I can hear her crying
Take the sickness and throw it away
She is one who will show people the way
Take her illness
Pass it into the fire
She is sleeping cause she is so very tired
I will watch over her through prayer
She is strong
You know you cannot go wrong
When she wakes in the morning
Let her find a new found glory
She has the passion of a child
She will not run wild
Lay your godly hands upon her
She will feel better with your comfort
When I end my prayer
I know she will be there
Her eyes will open
My prince what have you done
Princess tonight was the night
God and I had a heart to heart
It is not you
Hey Sexy Cherries!!!!i just want to thank all you sexy cherries for making this a happening place...i have made so many awesome friends and this place really rocks!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! big hugs n kisses to all muahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
Heart Mind Body And SoulI am filled with chills this man
This Prince of Princes
He is a sight to see
He holds my hand like no one before
He looks at me right into my eyes
Is he the man of my dreams?
I have been on a life long journey
Could this be the end?
Tonight I may have found the one I have dreamed
If I have he will complete me
I was never just one only half the puzzle
Now I may be complete one heart, mind, body and soul
He brushed his hands through my hair
Like a breeze at night right off the ocean
He is strong
He is kind
He is the one I would have hoped to find
I have never felt like this before
My mind racing who is this man
It is the one my father sent down for me
Does he have a chariot and a steed
I feel like cinderella at the ball
This man is to real for this night to end
I will savor this moment for what it is
I know that maybe someday I will be his
heart, mind, body and soul and will live forever treasuring him
He Entered Her LifeEver been in search of the perfect one
Someday they will come
You look at someone as your harmony
As part of your party
You look at their smile
It will push you that extra mile
You look at their eyes
You know it is the one who will make you wise
You know when you see forever
Your head in the clouds and it will take you to heaven
When you dance with them
You can feel every breath from them
Your heart beats as 1
You know for sure this girl is the one
When she crawls up and lays on your chest
You know you may have passed a test
Will life get in the way
It cant when she is part of it
One eye open and one eye closed
She just made you look with both
Will she reach deep inside
And know you have nothing to hide
Will she like you as a man
For sure she has a plan
Flow with what life gives you
You may find the dream between the 2 of you
Have You Been Truly LovedWalk with me for a moment
This is a time you will never forget
Have you ever left someone that you would totally regret
Have you ever felt your insides so sick
Have you ever laid down just to think of them
Has a man ever held your hand
The kiss of death is not so bad
When beauty comes in the end
Some of your closest may pass you by
I am here to tell you why
Not that they did not love you so
Jesus passed many to die for our soul
but in the end his love was deep
WHen I see my girl I know she is for me
Would I pass her by to die for her
You bet so she would know her kids need her to
Love is more that lust or spite
It is the deepest you feel in your heart and mind
Close your eyes and think about your love
DO you feel their body next to yours
That is what brings us to one heart, mind, and body
This creates the new soul you have
So when you think back to your ex loves
Or you think about your loves ex loves
Keep in mind and close your eyes
Know that if your jealous
BdsmBDSM TOTAL MIND CONTROLL
( Just my thought's on mind controll part )
In the BDSM world alot of Dom's use mind controll to keep the submissive in
controll ...Why you may ask ....To bend the mind into giving up free will ( or so I have been told ) But as a person and humanbeing in my thought's total mind controll is the worst way to treat a submissive.As I have said befor ......Submmising is a gift not something that should be takin lightly and to give such a thing is one of the hardest and most giving way a sub can say I love you
Striping away ones self and molding the sub's mind to acept and do the thing's the Dom wants.But is this love ? Is it truly submissing ?I say no...In my thought's it is a way of robing one of their true self and a way of being selfish. We are who and what we are to make us a indivusal. In time the sub will go threw a burn out stag ( i have been there so I know this one frist hand ) It's where the min
HarmonyEver been in search of the perfect one
Someday they will come
You look at someone as your harmony
As part of your party
You look at their smile
It will push you that extra mile
You look at their eyes
You know it is the one who will make you wise
You know when you see forever
Your head in the clouds and it will take you to heaven
When you dance with them
You can feel every breath from them
Your heart beats as 1
You know for sure this girl is the one
When she crawls up and lays on your chest
You know you may have passed a test
Will life get in the way
It cant when she is part of it
One eye open and one eye closed
She just made you look with both
Will she reach deep inside
And know you have nothing to hide
Will she like you as a man
For sure she has a plan
Flow with what life gives you
You may find the dream between the 2 of you
Forever YoursYou walk into work everyday
The men are amazed
I sit back in chair
I have smelled her hair
You walk by me
Give me a wink
If they all knew
I was crazy about you
You sit down away from me
You look at me
I smile real big
All the men walk by you
They dont know that smile belongs to me
I have seen you with your glasses off
I have seen you with your hair down
They dont know you can crumble to pieces
and I am there to pick them up
Your very special to me
you will always see that
Tomorrow when you walk in the men will still stare at you
They dont know your love belongs to me
They dont know you are mine
I am yours
Forever in your heart and soul
BloggingBlogblogblogblogblogblogblogblog
Forever ManI come with quite a storm
This storm has no rain or clouds
It is my blowing through your life
Like tornado
I kick debris from you
You will be safe in my arms
Hold on tight this is a wild ride
I am in it for the long term
Feel how strong this storm is
That is the passion I hold for you
Know that I will always be true
I am the forever man
I will pick you up with the wind beneath your feet
Trust me because this will definately be sweet
I know you want the passion of a lion
The love of a lamb
Well here I am I am your forever man
When the clouds come over you
I will protect you with my storm
You will never need
Someone who is not sweet
Because you have your forever man
I will grow old and my feelings will stay strong
I will not become weak in the dawn of my old age
Just know I am your forever man
My Favorite Show When I Was A KidTHE KROFFT SUPERSHOW!!!!
Kaptain Kool and the Kongs (Superchick, Nashville, Turkey, and for the first season, Flatbush) were a colorful rock band who acted as hosts of this weekly show. Besides introducing the various shows, Kaptain Kool and the Kongs would performs songs and participate in various skits. The first season featured episodes of Electra Woman and Dyna Girl, Dr. Shrinker, Wonderbug and for a short time, Lost Saucer reruns. During the second season, only Wonderbug stayed and Magic Mongo and Bigfoot and Wildboy were added.
Wonderbug
God... I Love This Feeling !!!!!When your heart skips a beat, everytime you think about him
How when he's around even the slightest glance from him sends you soaring
And when he brushes up against you ever so slightly, you think your knees are going to buckle underneath you....
When he kisses your lips. so softly, tenderly, you feel as if its your last breath on this earth.....
When he gently caresses your face... the butterflies in your stomach flutter so awesomely
And, when he tells you for the first time that he loves you, your mouth gets as dry as the Sahara desert. and if you swallow... your esophagus is going to collapse.......
I love that feeling of my heart pounding a thousand times a second, as if the earth is moving under your feet. and your soaring through the clouds in your own little world of happiness
Your soul feels like it has connected with your one and only soulmate for life.................
Life and love are so unpredictable...........
I only want to feel this way again
Forever In Our LivesI wannabe
I know I can be
I will try so hard when you need heaven
Tear in a cup
You only have to look up at me
I will be the man you need in your life
I will show you how a woman should be treated in life
You look up in my eyes
You see tomorrow is forever in the day of our lives
I will be by your side
True and faithful
With love on our minds
what is our next step in this tale
I tell you to close your eyes
Think of blue skies
See forever begins and ends on the same side
Look at me this is what you will see
I begin and end the man you want in your life
I get down on one knee
I bow my head
I look up in your eyes
I ask on this cliff tonight
Will you be my wife
You smile at me
A tear comes your eyes
You falldown next to me on your knees
and say I would be proud to be your wife
We hug and kiss
That was such bliss
Tears in our eyes
We are each others forever in our lives
FrendshipI Asked I asked to be your friend;And lend you my ear;I asked nothing in return;And offered my friendship;I asked you to open the door;And let me in your circle;I asked you to talk;And let go of the pain;I asked you to take a chance; And look for the hope;I asked you to be forgiving; And not doubt yourself;I asked you to take comfort;And know you have a friend;I asked you to let go;And let yourself heal;I only asked to be your friend.
FireballI hold out my hands and you see the fire
What is happening this is a life with desire
I hold a flaming ball in each hand
I do not get burned cause I know who I am
I am the man you thought could walk on water
I am the man you thought could change water into wine
But I am only the man that married you one day
Yet you thing highly of me and that is ok
We walk through a world of danger and deceit
You know I am right there and nothing will touch your feet
I am not a magic man
Or a man that is immortal
I am just the man that thought you could spend your life with
I will walk barefooted in the snow and wind
So you know I will come back again
I am the man that will take the lightening
Spark my body and there will be no fighting
Take your best aim
My life with her is not game
We will find forever through him
But today you thought I was a magic man
Love is peculiar you can overcome anything
This life that you see is not just mine
The flames I hold are sin and I will put t
Reason, Season Or A Lifetime....People come into your life for a reason, a season, or a lifetime. When you figure out which it is, you know exactly what to do. When someone is in your life for a reason, it is usually to meet a need you have expressed outwardly or inwardly. They have come to assist you through a difficulty, to provide you with guidance and support, to aid you physically, emotionally, or spiritually. They are there for the reason, you need them to be. Then without any wrong doing on your part or at an inconvenient time, this person will say or do something to bring the relationship to an end. Sometimes they die. Sometimes they walk away. Sometimes they act up or out and force you to take a stand. What we must realize is that our need has been met, our desire fulfilled, their work is done.
When people come into your life for a season, it is because your turn has come to share, grow, or learn. They may bring you peace or make you laugh. They may teach you something you have never done. T
It's About Time!Well, it's about time LostCherry added blogs!!!! And just in time too. Cause I got a big announcement. I'm going back to school!!!! (Seriously, I am!) I'll be going for computer information systems. I start in four weeks. Am I excited? Hell yeah I am! Anyway, wish me luck!!!!
Extreme Couples LoveI knew some day you would find way to tell me you love me
I stand here at the end of my rope
We would go to dinner and you looked so beautiful
I knew how wonderful you were
We would dance and I knew I had every chance
A lucky man I was
When you walked out the door I knew who I was
When We laid next to one another you would stare in my eyes
I knew you were one big surprise
We had planned children
Our love was a deep affection of one another
I need to be saved from myself
I need to find my way
I am on the edge of my ledge
I was watching tv when I found out
They say the plane plunged into the ground
I ran outside and screamed at my god
I fell to my knees and looked on the ground
I looked around
Infront of me was a note
It said you were the greatest man i ever met
I fell and wept
I knew my love had died
I looked to the sky and could see her face decorated in the stars
I looked behind me was a man in white
My wife stood next to him
I ran to her she said I love you
A Dark FriendCome see how beautiful the darkness is
And the glory that's his.
With ebony light his eyes do shine
And lips as rid as the reddest wine.
Don't be afraid he doesn't want your soul.
Just to be your friend that's his roll.
And heaven hasn't been kind.
When the light leaves you blind.
No he's not in league with the devil.
He is not a liar, always on the level,
But he knows what its like to be an outcast.
and struggles like you with a dimly lit past.
Written BY: My Brother Lenny
PeomA vision of hope in the eyes of my love
A set of feelings sent from God Above
A wish to be together, a dream to come true
Hearts so full of love yet left so broken in two
A million questions on our minds
And answers we have yet to find
Thoughts about what the further may hold
Even after everything we have already been told
A love so strong not even distance can break
Love so real it can't even be faked
Proving that our love is meant to be
We just wish everyone around us would agree
Holding on to what we think is right
We found in each other what makes life bright
Feeling so lonely when were apart
Were meant to be together and we feel it in our hearts
Fighting so hard for what we seek
But no one is listening to what our hearts speak
Doing our best to past this loves test
Because we know in this life we've been blessed
Blessed with love and care
We know what we have is very rare
Some search there whole life for love like this
It's the sweets thing that ex
As the snow falls gently outside
I turn to you
The glow from the fire reflecting off your face
The warmth of the embers felt on our skin
Your rough touch sending me to the edge of a reality I am
not sure I am ready to enter
yet afraid not to...
Wanting you, wanting to enter your world
to feel the strength from you in it
washing over me
but yet afraid to take that first real step
through the portal you have opened....
Gently you take my wrist and guide me
Never leaving my side as my journey begins
I am now yours sir......
KinkyScreams 2005©
Anyany body wanna chat whats going on
WaitingWanting,lusting,
to be held,to be loved,
to feel warmth,
to feel your beating heart.
Wanting to be sheltered from the cold,
heartless winds.
Falling into invisible arms;
into an abyss of love.
Wishing,hoping,
that my desires will be filled;
my desires of loving warmth.
Wanting to be held,
comforted,loved.
Dreaming of passionate embraces,
of tender kisses,
loving words,
romantic nights.
Waiting for undying love.
Why Do We Allow Illegal Aliens To Drive On Our Roads?So in November I bought my very 1st new car. I have loved that car like no other! Today it got wrecked. I paid it off YESTERDAY with a refinance on my mortgage. So here is the real kicker. The guy that caused this FIVE car accident. Was an illegal alien, No drivers license, no insurance but for some fucking reason our country allowed him to PURCHASE a car here to drive on our roads. He was taken to the hospital for treatment on our tax dollars. So what is going to happen to this guy? Well, they gave him a couple of traffic tickets, slapped him on the wrist and are going to send him back home to Mexico. I guess so he can come back over here tomorrow and do the same thing again. I on the other hand will suffer higher insurance rates in a state that already has ridiculously high insurance costs. I will have to pay for my own deductible, cover the cost of a car rental, MY insurance company is going to have to cover the cost of repairing my car and the medical bills of myself AND my passeng
Please Get This Across America And The WorldPLEASE GET THIS ACROSS AMERICA AND THE WORLD: STOP KILLING OUR CHILDREN
Current mood: concerned
PLEASE GET THIS ACROSS AMERICA AND THE WORLD: STOP KILLING OUR CHILDREN
People (everyone) need to be aware of what is going on in our streets. Our children are dying everyday. A child , could be yours, could be mine will die today. I can promise you that it will be more than one or two of our us that will go to our own childs funeral on any given day.
It is a shame that there isn't much about these kinds of problems being done and that there isn't more that we (the parents and community) can do about this. If the drugs aren't killing our children then gangs arand all the violence will.
To all you parents out there: watch your children and keep them safe. Know where they are, who they are with, and what they are doing at all times.
If us parents don't watch out for our children who will. I can tell you who will be. The person selling them the drugs, selling our own children g
Men And Their Peckerswhy do men think of their peckers so highly? i mean they take more pictures of them than they do their kids. when a man has adult pics it usually means one thing..pecker pics! "this is me and my pecker at yellow stone park, he was so happy"..."this is my pecker on his 25th birth day, see he still has a little cake on his face, awww". MEN! GET OVER IT! you are the only ones who like looking at that slimy little one eyed varmit! seen one pecker youve seen em all! (well unless its like 1" hard, then we'd all like a good laugh). i mean if i had something like that attached to my body..something that whispered evil things to me..telling me to poke it in anything round...swiming pool vacuum hose outlets, hot apple pies, sheep, monica lewinski's mouth, id either call a priest or have it surgically removed! the world would be a much better place if men had breasts instead of peckers!
BlogsSo, apparently the blog feature just got turned on. It's funny because all of a sudden I see all these notifications that people have posted new blog entries. Most of them are something like this. "Oh yeah! Blogs! I love blogs. Show me some love!" That's cool. I'm just waiting to see who here on the LC has something interesting to talk about. If you have a blog and aren't on my friends list yet, let me know so I can come check it out and see what you have to say. In the meantime I'm going to avoid saying anything original in my blog, but I'm going to do it in a clever way so you feel like I actually said something. Did it work?
Dream ManDay in and Day out
I am the one you have dreamt about
Look closely in your dreams and you will see me
I am the man standing tall
Like bricks and mortar in a wall
I am the man with a soft heart
As soft as the pillow you lay your head on
I use my courage to battle through it all
Im as fierce as a lion
I take no bull at all
When it comes to the lady
I am as soft as a bunny
She has my attention
Cause I sure am dang funny
When she makes me laugh
My smile is as big as can be
When she gets that one tear
She knows I am happy
So never fear
Im not to far away
If you need me dear
Just dream away
I am your dream man
Dream GirlI walk past you in the store
You look in my eyes but I see more
Your eyes are green
I can see the whole world
You smile at me and I say hi
You did not just walk by
You stop at me and I see some flowers
I grab a bunch and asked if I could see you in a couple hours
You giggle at me you say we just met
I said I know you were heaven sent
YOu looked at me
I said yes I can see you were meant for me
Lets have coffee or pie
Then I can tell you why
We meet at a coffee shop
My hands are sweaty
I build a mountain out of packets of sugar
You laugh at me and you know you can now see
I asked for this date because I know your my future mate
You ask me to lean forward
So I do
You land a kiss
You sure did not miss
You told me you saw in my eyes
My heart and mind was totally on you
I told you yes this is true
This little coffee shop on that night
Held everything just right
We walked outside together
You held my hand and asked me to walk you home
I did that night and a
Dream BigFrom your beautiful smile
To your glowing eyes
It is no surprise I have fallen in love with you
Know that from my heart it is true
You see me laugh
You calm me down
You let me know when I am a clown
I stand tall next to your side
We walk in a room you know you are all eyes
I am not a lucky man
But hopeful it is not a dream
When we are alone
You read to me
I listen so tenderly
When we are dancing I sing in your ear
You look at me and you can see everything you hear
It is not a dream
But me right here
I will work everyday and come home to you
I will be battered and scarred from the passion for working
for our children everyday
When I get home I will see your smile on there face
They wont have any looks like mine
They are beautiful just like their momma inside and out
My life is all I can give
Stand with me every day so I can share it with you
The man who stands til my life ends
When it does I will tell my god everything
He will know my love was a child of his
No You Didn'tI am not a bitch, unless provoked! I shouldn't have to deal with all the childish bullshit that you always subject others to. Why don't you just grow up. You say you are grown, yet you act like a dumb ass. Why do you still rebel all the time. Act your age. Stop being promiscuous. stop playing games. Stop stealing and stop lying to the people that you say are your best friends. You ask all the time why i am acting different... its called growing up. its called taking responsibility. its called thinking before i act... MAYBE YOU SHOULD TRY IT SOMETIME!!!
General Bshey ya'll just wanted to thank everyone for the welcome everybody has gave me since coming to this site. still working on getting my computer working right and when i do ya'll will hear more from me
Continue On Without YouMy heart has a hole in it
I cry tonight with fear I may not die
You have been gone way to long
We were suppose to live our life forever
You left without any notice
I walked out that day
As you blew me a kiss
I knew I did not want one more wish
The car came fast
I know it is in the past
I fell to my knees
In pure agony
You were laying on the ground
I yelled around
One tear fell from my eye
You looked at me and said goodbye
4 years later
I wished to god I could have went instead
I miss the times in the park
I miss the times we cuddled in the dark
I miss your kiss on my cheek
I wish we had one more week
I could have told you I loved you
Now I sit here pondering what to do
MY life ended that day on the street
Where our eyes would last meet
I will follow through
Continue my life without you
Yet I wish my true love was still here
We were quite the pair
Remember those times at the county fair
Or when you broke an egg on my hair
When I chased you around my liv
Passing Of A MuseSolemn and faceless they bore her coffin in from the cold, listless morning. It was early, yet, and the chapel had not yet filled; but I knew that before long even the standing room would be crowded. The pallbearers paused with the strength of ritual, and placed the mahogany box like an altar at the front of the church. The rich wood gleamed brilliantly with the kiss of sacred candlelight. As well it should shine, as it would be a closed casket service. The air was stifling with the scent of flora. One could almost forget the somber occasion and imagine a lush and tropical paradise from all the blooms and plumes that littered the sides and front of the chapel. Some flowers I could pick out with names and scents, the easy ones like roses, glads, orchids, and marigolds; but it seemed like countless others, thousands, I just couldn't place. Plants with large and sexual flowers with ostentatious colors bordering on obscene, they played the backdrop for a Monday morning funeral.
By now
Love For The Hatchetwell well well Blogs on LostCherry now. Very cool. Now all you need to is get a marital status thing on the profile like right underneath the fuckin age lol. I thought of that shit last night yo. That would be like fuckin handy. wouldn't have to put up with 'are you single' questions out the ass. I'm watching the pacifier and dude I can't believe Vin Diseal is gay...that is some funky ass shit dude lol.
Oh yeah I love my boy toy midget lover Josh, he is mmmmmmmsmexy lol. yeahhh buddy lol.
I love my Joey too he is the lover of my life. yes RaWR very RaWR. Nigga be killin a bitch that wants to touch him.
I am a mothafuckin psycho yo. ok I'm done at the moment. Just so y'all know now...I wrote alot and post alot of blogs. I will end up doing the same shit I did on MySpace post like 6 blogs a day lmao. I have no life and I love to write as you can see I like talk non-fucking-stop.
anyways
MMFWCL.xo
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