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Let's Get Him!!!!!!!!
Streaming... - 07/25/01
Streaming through what I think is life. Wandering listlessly caring, pouring feelings. Feeling them, giving them, having them, getting them. Wanting and needing them, loving him, loving you. Hurting here, and dying inside. Streaming tears down my face, in my heart. Streaming rain down the window, in my room. I lye here. Watching seeing, feeling. Cold tears on my window. Rain on my face. Streaming.
Sighing On The Outside - 07/15/01
From the outside I look fine, I look good. I cry on the inside, you'll never see me for myself. I am dying on the inside. Lying on the outside. Falling from my footing, sighing on the outside. Leaving the hurt, and taking in pain. Seeping emotion, and taking on all you have. Lying on the outside, sighing on the outside.
Good Morning Cherries!!
Just wanted to tell you all good morning and I hope you have a wonderful day!! I am at work so feel free to drop me a line or 2 and keep me entertained today!!! ***MwAh***
Still Wonder Why.... - 06/30/01
As much as you want it, you still wonder why? Was it the right thing, did I do it for the right reasons? Do I feel as good about doing it as I did before I did it at all. I find myself, missing it, missing you. But then, I wonder, why? I mean maybe the saying is true, you don't know what you got. Till it's gone. But I still wonder why. I mean, we had it good, it just went away. We both felt it, I know that now. I thought I was in the wrong, I tried to change it. But you felt the same now here we are. And I still wonder why.
1st Place
This year's winner was Mr. Merv Grazinski of Oklahoma City, Oklahoma. Mr. Grazinski purchased a brand new Winnebago Motor Home. On his trip home from an OU football game, having driven onto the freeway, he set the cruise control at 70 mph & calmly left the drivers seat to go into the back & make himself a cup of coffee. Not surprisingly, the Motor Home left the freeway, crashed & then overturned. Mr. Grazinski sued Winnebago for not advising him, by reading the owner's manual, that he actually could not do this. The jury awarded him $1,750,000 plus a new Winnebago Motor Home. The company actually changed their manuals on the basis of this suit just in case there were any other complete morons buying their recreation vehicles.
I Never Knew You But I Miss You - Written In 1992 (age 14)
I NEVER KNEW YOU BUT I MISS YOU Deep down inside my body, there are pieces of my heart. Why'd you have to leave me daddy? Why'd we have to part? Are you up there watching me? Are you very proud of me? Do you know I miss you father, do you know I cry? Do you know I miss you father, please don't ask me why. I miss you daddy I really do. I miss you father I love you. I know you've gone to heaven, that's the place to be. Tell me what you miss daddy, tell me you miss me. Because you are me father and forever you will be. And because I really love you and I know that you love me.
Thank You
i want to thank everyone for their rates and comments. hell yeah i made it to level 9!!!!!!!!! Damn i love you all!!!!!!!!!!!!
2nd Place
Kara Walton of Claymont, Delaware, sued the owner of a night club in a neighboring city when she fell from the bathroom window to the floor & knocked out two of her front teeth. This occurred whilst Ms. Walton was trying to crawl through the window in the ladies room to avoid paying the $3.50 cover charge. She was awarded $12,000 & dental expenses.
3rd Place
A Philadelphia restaurant was ordered to pay Amber Carson of Lancaster, Pennsylvania, $113,500, after she slipped on a soft drink & broke her coccyx (tailbone). The beverage was on the floor because Ms. Carson had thrown it at her boyfriend 30 seconds earlier during an argument
4th Place
Jerry Williams of Little Rock, Arkansas, was awarded $14,500 & medical expenses after being bitten on the buttocks by his next door neighbor's Beagle dog. The Beagle was on a chain in its owner's fenced yard. The award was less than sought because the jury felt the dog might have been a little provoked at the time, as Mr. Williams who had climbed over the fence into the yard, was shooting it repeatedly with a pellet gun.
5th Place
Terrence Dickson of Bristol, Pennsylvania, was leaving a house he had just finished robbing by way of the garage. He was not able to get the garage door to go up since the automatic door opener was malfunctioning. He could not reenter the house because the door connecting the house & garage locked when he pulled it shut. The family were on vacation & Mr. Dickson found himself locked in the garage for 8 days. He subsisted on a case of Pepsi he found & a large bag of dry dog food. He sued the house owners insurance claiming the situation caused him undue mental anguish. The jury agreed to the tune of $500,000.
6th Place
19-year-old Carl Truman of Los Angeles, California, won $74,000 & medical expenses when his neighbor ran over his hand with a Honda Accord. Mr. Truman apparently did not notice there was someone at the wheel of the car when he was trying to steal the hubcaps.
Intro
The following entries have been awarded Annual Stella Awards. The Stella's are named after 81-year-old Stella Liebeck who spilled coffee on herself & successfully sued McDonalds. That case inspired the Stella Awards for the most frivolous successful lawsuits in the United States.
9-14-2006
Today is going to be a good day it isn't so hot out anymore its only up to the 80's this week. I am glad that its cooled down i can't handle the heat right now. Being diabetic is hard on a body lol i am on the way to losing weight i am walking everyday so i will be looking sexier than i already do. and yes i am very confident about my looks and if someone tells me that i am ugly i tell them thats your opinon and thats cool but my opinon is i am the sexiest woman alive but thats good for me seeing as in the end of august i had a nervous breakdown cuz my life was going no where and my soon to be ex wasn't attracted te me anymore its hard for me to hear them words after being married for 18 years. But i am dealing with it in my own time yes i do have a man that i see once in a while its an on again off again thing. nothing serious. But the one thing is i am very honest,and caring.

"No one's ever what they seem to be. You meet them, and you think you have them all figured out. Little by little you learn more and more things about that person. Then in the end, they're a whole different person. Someone you thought they would never be"
Drink And Drive - 06/25/01
Drink and Drive Whose child is this?" The officer said. "Who lyes in this wreck to young to be dead?" A young man sat shaking holding his head. "The child is mine." he finally said. Just a few beer, no more than three. "My child, my child oh lord this can't be." But there in the wreck lay a child of four. Whose laughter and kisses will come no more. The pain is great to those left alive. For the memories stay when you drink and drive.
First Entry
This is my first entry. Just trying to give this a try. This seems really neat. I have a blog at www.amanda.weissblog.com but I never remember to update it. So I am going to try this one out. I hopefully I can remember to update it every day.. Besides I am on here at least once a day or so. So how is life treatin me? Well lets see, I have been in PC, FL for about 3 months now. I love it here. It rains alot here. But thats okay, I love the rain. I have been pretty busy working and all. This is me at Spinnaker's Club Tuesday. It was Business after hours. I had a blast. I am going tonight for a local Listener Advisory Board. That I am on http://sunny98.com/main.html

all u lovely females, will not rate any more pics of ladies i consider phoney.........if u lie on pro. u wont get rating from me.....leave shout out no answer no rate..........
The Beauty Of A Woman
The beauty of a woman isn't in the clothes she wears, The figure that she carries, or the way she combs her hair. The beauty of a woman must be seen from in her eyes; Because that's the doorway to her heart, the place where love resides. The beauty of a woman isn't in a facial mole; But true beauty in a woman, is reflected by her soul. It's the caring that she cares to give, the passion that she shows; And the beauty of a woman with passing years only grows
I Had - 06/24/01
I had this dream once, you were there. I remember because you took my hand. Why? I don't know, I wasn't scared but you did anyway... Holding my hand it was then that you showed me a secret about you. Knowing that, has changed my view of you to such a different aspect. It was something you must have kept hidden for so long cause you were scared to even tell me. It was then that I realized you took my hand for your fear, for I had none. It was your secret that frightened you in a way, I didn't know you could be so scared. You always seemed so level headed when it came down to it. But there you were terrified, to scared to do anything. It was then you said to me, I remember, your lips quivering as you leaned closer to me, your breath hanging in the night air... you said... ..... "I had this dream once, you were there..."
Tierd Of Peoples Shit
im tierd of stupid poeple theres so many of them ts like a endless wave of stupid people n tey are always atracted towards me o_O

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"stranger On Earth"
"STRANGER ON EARTH" Some fools don`t know what`s right from wrong. But some how those people belong. Me, I tried for all I`m worth, But I still remain a stranger on this earth. Some people bloom while other people thrive. Me I gotta struggle to keep alive, every since the day of my birth. I`ve been a stranger, stranger on this earth. I try to be what all people should,forgetting the bad & doing good. But no matter how I try my troubles always multiply. Now I`ve been living the best I can, ever since life began. Someday when I prove my worth, I won`t be no stranger on this earth. I`ve been living the best I can. Lord knows ever since my life began. The day`s gonna come when I don`t have to prove my worth, And I won`t be no stranger, I won`t be no stranger on this earth.
Dresses...
For Sale! Fuscia Crushed Velvet and White Lace Medieval Style Dress $100 Compare to $550 for the same style dress WITHOUT lace here: Corinthia White Crushed Velvet Dress http://www.verymerryseamstress.com/medi.htm Also for sale... Fiery Red Evening Dress withe Black Lace Shawl $80 This dress was used in the production of Shakespeare's Rome & Juliet as Lady Capulet's evening dress put on by the R. S. Central Palace Players. These are bothe made off of a size 14 pattern. 34-38 bust area. Message me if you are interested. Thanks! ~Miss Mim~
I Love You Mom............
A tribute to my mother Brenda Sue Patton From June 14, 1950 to May 21, 1998 You are our mother Your name was Brenda Sue And so I am doing this as a tribute to you. Your body is gone now, but your spirit is free, like an eagle released it soars above the trees. You may be gone, but your memory still remains, deep in our hearts tucked carefully away. You'll never be forgotton, your life was not in vein. There are many people who still remember your name. It plays on thier lips with a smile and then a sigh, And for this your memory will never die.
To My Friends
for my friend is there for me when i need them most as i am for them here all ways for when hard times come to us all in life for as we stick togher when it matters the most ill be here for you all ways and forever when you need me...
Hello
I am brand new here . I am trying to find my way around this site. Thank you all for your comments and greetings. Once I get on my feet here and have more time I will be more active..thanks...
My First Official Lc Blog Entry!
Well here we go my first entry on lc..mind you i have moods and when i do thats when i will post in my blog. I assure you it will be amusing..entertaining or interesting..it might even come off mean or sarcastic way at times, but in a funny,blunt kind of way ..some ppl just provoke that side of me ..lol .. anyway i love it here at lc ..lots of cool ppl ..hardly any bs or drama unlike some other sites i have been on and have also since deleted..... this place keeps interesting and has a ton of cool ppl to talk to and make friends with . I am glad i joined when i did .. thank you terry for inviting me. anyway enough rambling this will be it for a first entry . btw im in a contest for graveyardgirlz .if anyone reading this would add them to friends and comment and rate my photo in the album for week one ...i would really appreciate it Alot! They are determining winner by # of comments .ratings recieved and score overall..so every bit helps and i'd be greatful its a close r
Untitled - 06/22/01
Did I ever tell you that my heart was yours? Did you look at me and smile? And when we said good-bye, for reasons sad but true. Could you remember why? Do you remember laughing in the middle of the night? Do you recall the silly things, we said without the light? In the dark we shared our hearts, to each and each alone. And knowing things of each of us, has died instead of grown. How did something living, go away without an ache? How could something that felt so right, turn out a big mistake? What part do you remember? What part do you forget? Remembering, a sweet sad pain. A pair, but not a set. Two hearts living in heaven, yet dropping from the page. Our love felt like a fine wine, without the time to age. But sourness inside a heart can ruin one's whole mind. When fighting loves most hated beast, and burdens come to bind. Fairytales and endings, with no sadness in sight. Seem to be the best way to love, but it just doesn't seem right. And when I told yo
Mystery Of Time - 06/21/01
How does one "LOSE" their innocence? Why does age erase such beautiful things, and time becomes our enemy? Who was is that said beauty is only skin deep? And what did THEY look like? How can you NOT judge a book by it's cover, why did you pick it up at all? And to say it won't mean a thing when your old. What elderly person do YOU know, that doesn't wish they were "young again." Youth like aging, is a time of learning. Understanding and learning to grasp that the things you CAN do are limited. And still no matter how small a task, they still require skill. Who said growing old is easy, maybe if it wasn't so hard to remember everything else. Do you really have TIME for self-pity, when looking for the spectacles you left on your head? And yet, we all age a little everyday right from day one. When you drew in your first breath, you aged. From seed to stem, we grow, change, create and die. But life IS fun. Friends and foes, make the trip interesting. Love gives i
Untitled - 06/19/01
Untitled To say I felt nothing when you said good-bye. I was just being strong , It was only a lie. I stood tall and waved, as you left me behind. My heart dropped from my body, I was dying inside. You left years of friendship, for moments of bliss. A hug from a loved one, for your lovers kiss. I believed in the cause, but feared for my friend. All years of building to come to an end. Love is a reason, love IS so strong. I hope this is right love, and that it's not wrong. I'll stay by your side and love you each day. For it's something you believe in, and for that I'll stay. By you each moment, through tears and or pride. I'll love you and keep you, in heart and in mind.
Aligator
So one day, Gramma sent her grandson Johnny down to the water hole to get some water for cooking dinner. As he was dipping the bucket in, he saw two big eyes looking back at him. He dropped the bucket and hightailed it for Gramma's kitchen. "Well now, where's my bucket and where's my water?" Gramma asked him. "I can't get any water from that water hole, Gramma" exclaimed Johnny. "There's a BIG ol' alligator down there!" "Now don't you mind that ol' alligator, Johnny. He's been there for a few years now, and he's never hurt no one. Why, he's probably as scared of you as you are of him!" "Well, Gramma," replied Johnny, "if he's as scared of me as I am of him, then that water ain't fit to drink!"

i need a pimp, who wants to turn me into there cherry hoe and pimp my ass out
The Vibrator
The Vibrator AS A WOMAN PASSES HER DAUGHTER'S CLOSED BEDROOM DOOR, SHE HEARD A STRANGE BUZZING NOISE COMING FROM WITHIN. OPENING THE DOOR, SHE OBSERVED HER DAUGHTER GIVING HERSELF A REAL WORKOUT WITH A VIBRATOR. SHOCKED, SHE ASKED: "WHAT IN THE WORLD ARE YOU DOING?" THE DAUGHTER REPLIED: "MOM, I'M THIRTY-FIVE YEARS OLD,UNMARRIED, AND THIS THING IS ABOUT AS CLOSE AS I'LL EVER GET TO A HUSBAND. PLEASE, GO AWAY AND LEAVE ME ALONE." THE NEXT DAY, THE GIRL'S FATHER HEARD THE SAME BUZZ COMING FROM THE OTHER SIDE OF THE CLOSED BEDROOM DOOR. UPON ENTERING THE ROOM,HE OBERVED HIS DAUGHTER MAKING PASSIONATE LOVE TO HER VIBRATOR. TO HIS QUERY AS TO WHAT SHE WAS DOING, THE DAUGHTER SAID: "DAD I'M THIRTY-FIVE, UNMARRIED, AND THIS THING IS ABOUT AS CLOSE AS I'LL EVER GET TO A HUSBAND. PLEASE, GO AWAY AND LEAVE ME ALONE." A COUPLE OF DAYS LATER THE WIFE CAME HOME FROM A SHOPPING TRIP, PLACED THE GROCERIES ON THE KITCHEN TABLE AND HEARD A BUZZING NOISE COMING FROM, OF ALL PLACES, THE L
When?
When you look into my eyes what do you see??? When you look at my lips do you see what they are speaking? When you look at my body movements do you se what they are doing? When i see through my eyes i see us together. When my lips speak they are whispering "I love you" When my body moves im wishing you were here to hold me. Do you see what i see?
9-14-06
I am haven to stay with my grandparents for a while since my mom - kinkyscreams- leaves for canada today for a week. I will get back with you all when I can. Peace Out Peoples.
Unrequited Crush
Today is it! I want to tell you I want you here with me, if only for one night. I live day to day thinking of you. I picture in my mind everything about you, as if you were really here beside me. When I fall asleep I dream that you're next to me and I can feel your skin underneath my hand. I dream of you running your hands through my hair, down my back, and over every part of my body. I want to share my bed with you. My world is spinning; I can feel defeat, why can't I sleep? Why does my throat close whenever you speak? My heart breaks just to be around you. I take in the way you move, the way you talk, and the way you smell whenever you are around. My eyes directed down when your gaze falls upon me, that bashful smile - I want you so badly! This tension, it kills me. My unspoken attraction is enough to fill up volumes. How can I get close to you? I'm too shy to talk to you; so at this moment it feels safer to watch you from afar with no rejections. You have taken up residence in my mi
Long Day
Hey everyone just wanted to say hi and what's up. Had a long night at work and it was boring and sucked bad but oh well. lol. Hope ya all have a great day.
The Virgin Blog >revised
Alrighty this is my first blog on this fucker and I am just going to spill whatever cus on MyWaste I have people that I dont fucking like trying to look at my shit and on here atleast I know who is looking at it and all ya'll are cool with me, so far. LOL! The only things that have been really going on is that I have been in the process of getting a volunteer job at Banner Estrella so that when I finally graduate and become a ST that it will be easier for me to get a job. All I can say is that it is a long drawn out process. TB this and paperwork that has all I have been hearing since the end of August. >OH, tomorrow I have to go back and have them read my TB #2 some time after 4 pm!< I mean I dont mind the paperwork and the tests that you have to take after you read all the manuals, its just the blood draws and TB's that bug me cus I am not too fond of needles. God, thats weird cus I have 3 tattoos and I want more! LOL! God, I feel like a walking contradiction! Oh well, I will spew mo
Inside Me
There is a place dep inside of me and as i open teh door there are beaded curtains and as you look out there are gypsies singing and dancing with there skirts twirling like flowers you dance and sing with them till dawn then you are the king of pirates plundering the seven seas as you go below the deck you're mining treasures with dwarfs you rescue dukes and dames leaning forward on your gallant steed or you are as small as a mouse swim with the mermaids, fly with the fairies, underwater worlds and a giants house anything can happen here climb my beanstalk my world my secret palce Deep Inside Me
Senior Citizen In Fl
A senior citizen in Florida bought a brand new Mercedes convertible. He took off down the road, flooring it to 80 mph, enjoying the wind blowing through what little hair he had left on his head. "This is great," he thought as he roared down I-75. He pushed the pedal to the metal even more. Then he looked in his rear view mirror only to see a highway patrol trooper behind him, blue lights flashing and siren blaring. "I can get away from him with no problem," he thought as he tromped it harder, flying down the road at over 100 mph; then 110, 120 mph. Suddenly he thought, "What am I doing? I'm too old for this kind of thing." Pulling over to the side of the road he waited for the trooper to catch up with him. The trooper pulled in behind the Mercedes and walked up to the man. "Sir," he said, looking at his watch. "My shift ends in 30 minutes and today is Friday. If you can give me a reason that I've never heard before why you were driving that fast, I'll let it go." The man looke
Newlywed Couple
A newlywed couple had only been married for two weeks. The husband, although very much in love, couldn't wait to go out on the town and party with his old buddies. So, he said to his new wife, "Honey, I'll be right back..." "Where are you going, coochy cooh?" asked the wife. "I'm going to the bar, pretty face. I'm going to have a beer." The wife said, "You want a beer, my love?" She opened the door to the refrigerator and showed him 25 different kinds of beer, brands from 12 different countries: Germany, Holland, Japan, India, etc. The husband didn't know what to do, and the only thing that he could think of saying was, "Yes, lolly pop...but at the bar...you know...they have frozen glasses..." He didn't get to finish the sentence, because the wife interrupted him by saying, "You want a frozen glass, puppy face?" She took a huge beer mug out of the freezer, so frozen that she was getting chills just holding it. The husband, looking a bit pale, said, "Yes, tootsie roll, bu
Peaceful Morning Thoughts
Enveloped in the morning silence I sit here feeling a mixture of peace and yearning. I enjoy the serenity of being alone with no tv to pervade my thoughts. Mornings like these actually make me feel like I do have some small amount of sanity left within me and that I can make it thru anything set ahead of me. I need that strength now more than ever. The yearning eats me up inside as I sit here with Randy on my mind. I woke with thoughts of him this morning as I always do a smile upon my face. I picture his eyes and his smile in my mind and it always makes me smile and warms my heart. How I yearn for the next few months to just be over with so I can get the hell out of this place. I want to be able to see him to look into those beautiful brown eyes and the thought of just finally being able to touch and hold him sends chills though me that I can't explain. The anticipation to of being with him builds in me every day. Sometimes I still wonder if he is a dream and I will awaken one
Today Is Hard
I cant explain the severity of my life right now or the way I feel when I look at my reflection in the mirror. Monster... Monster... Mother ... coward... Oh well Cant make sence of it... Wont bother trying its not fair to my own brain...
Boob Poem
For years and years they told me, Be careful of your breasts. Don't ever squeeze or bruise them. And give them monthly tests. So I heeded all their warnings, And protected them by law. Guarded them very carefully, And I always wore my bra. After 30 years of astute care, My gyno, Dr. Pruitt, Said I should get a Mammogram. "O.K," I said, "let's do it." "Stand up here real close" she said, (She got my boob in line), And tell me when it hurts," she said, "Ah yes! Right there, that's fine." She stepped upon a pedal, I could not believe my eyes, A plastic plate came slamming down, My hooter's in a vice! My skin was stretched and mangled, From underneath my chin. My poor boob was being squashed, To Swedish Pancake thin. Excruciating pain I felt, Within it's vise-like grip. A prisoner in this vicious thing, My poor defenseless tit! "Take a deep breath" she said, Who does she think she's kidding? My chest is mashed in her machine, And woozy I am getti
Why Do I Never Give Them A Title Lol
As I stare Out into The darkness Of this Void, Searching for Someone, Maybe you Have seen Her. I don't know Her name, But she's The one. When I see Her, I Will Know She's for me
9 Things I Hate About Everyone
1. People who point at their wrist while asking for the time.... I know where my watch is pal, where the is yours? Do I point at my crotch when I ask where the toilet is? 2. People who are willing to get off their to search the entire room for the TV remote because they refuse to walk to the TV and change the channel manually. 3. When people say "Oh you just want to have your cake and eat it too." right! What good is a cake if you can't eat it? 4. When people say "it's always the last place you look." Of course it is. Why the would you keep looking after you've found it? Do people do this? Who and where are they? Gonna Kick their! 5. When people say while watching a film "did you see that?". No Loser, I paid $12 to come to the cinema and stare at the floor. 6. People who ask "Can I ask you a question?".... Didn't really give me a choice there, did ya sunshine? 7. When something is 'new and improved!'. Which is it? If it's new, then there has never
Detox
Detox I've purged you from my life every now and then I still get the shakes I still get the thirst your toxic this i know your toxicity boils my blood gives my brian a rush makes me seem like i ride the short bus makes me numb seems like im all thumbs im sick of being uncomfortably numb so here i sit in detox
Yet Another With No Title
Untitled I've been tryin to forget her for far to long now I'm finally over the pain of losing her but forever I'll always love her Unable to feel complete without her longing for her warm embrace needing to feel the warmth of her lips on mine one day I hope to love someone the way I love her but she can never be replaced
Darkness
Darkness As I sit In my world Of darkness Peering out into The light that Everyone else Gets to enjoy I ask myself Why do I Have to live In a world Of darkness Where no one Loves me Or understands Me
Think It Has Worked
I think its working noticed yesterday alot of the top photo's not being displayed, by everyone reporting if they find them adult, see we can make a differance, so keep it up, its the only way it will change, and shouldnt be any differant that what our primary can be, or whats in our default folder, thanks everyone who sent there thoughts, and yes mostly men did *Kisses*
Her Version 2
Her beauty brigtens up my day with its resonating light melts all my fears makes all my tears wash away makes my heart want come out and play her eyes captivate me inprision my soul binding it to hers our 2 lost souls become as one forever
Internet Promiscuity (lol)
It never ceases to amaze me how much people will show in pictures. Hey I can't talk I've been showing stuff too. I guess it's an infatuation with knowing what people think or maybe with some it's a turn on for people to look at their pics. Eh who knows. I personally search for approval from my fellow LCers, ok yeah just kidding lol. I like to see what adding a showier pic can do for you rating. It's quite humorous. I was getting maybe 5 friend requests a day if that. I put up more um "almost nudity" and they are pouring in. Wow you guys aren't picky or anything, lol. Not that I mind, let's not get stupid here, of course I like the attention. Oh and for the record, I won't cam to cam and likely will never cyber with anyone, lol. SO please stop asking.... :) So now I'm raising a glass to all my fellow internet whores!!! We keep it interesting!
Urgh
Urgh Im so fucking tired all I wanna do is SLEEP!!! I worked from 9:30 to 10"30 yesterday and now having to be back at work at 10:00 am today and I just dont wanna do it I just wanna crawl back in bed!!
Another Without A Title
who you gonna turn to when the world grows cold when you pushed all who cared away turned your back on those that loved you whos gonna hold you when those tears stream down your face you had better hope they hear your crys when your cold and lonely where you gonna turn when they dont hear your screams back in your own world
No Title
Her eyes sparkle with the light from a star filled sky he smile brightens up the day with the light of a thousand suns her embrace warms me up like an electric blanket on a cold night
With This Knife
With This Knife With this knife I cleanse u from my system with this knife i take all the pain away yet making my exteranl pain match my internal im cuttin out the part of u that has infected me im cuttting u out of my life by cutting me the blood that trickles down will replace these tears of pain im sorry u thought love was a game now im gone and its shame
3 Chinese Tortures
A man was flying his plane over China when suddenly the engine started to smoke. He had to crash-land his plane out in some huge forest. The man walked for days not finding anything. Finally he found this huge house in the middle of nowhere. The man knocked on the door and this Chinese man answered. "Can I come in and eat and sleep for only one night? Tomorrow I'll get up and leave right away, " the man asked. "Okay, " said the Chinese man, "only under one condition! You do not have sex with my daughter. For if you do, there will be three tortures for you!" So the man agreed and walked in, washed up and sat at the dinner table. He suddenly saw this hot woman about his age sit down at the other side of the table. They glanced at each other several times. After the man finished eating he went to his room and got in bed. Shortly after, the women sneaked in and had passionate sex! That morning the man woke up and there was this huge rock lying on his chest. On the rock it said, "Torture On
Things I Love...
ok..i keep seeing people who are so angry sayin fuck this fuck that and fuck the next thing...so im gonna do the opposite. its my LOVE blog. sappy? yes. lame? probably. me? 100_FONT> I LOVE doing good things for people I LOVE waking up every day I LOVE being held I LOVE being in love I LOVE the company of amazing friends I LOVE children. I LOVE to smile I LOVE shopping I LOVE cooking I LOVE EATING! I LOVE watching nothing important on television I LOVE living in america and knowing i can do and say whatever i want. I LOVE getting a paycheck I LOVE tulips. I LOVE jeremy. I LOVE dylan I LOVE...MY CLOSEST FRIENDS( not gonna list cus u know who you are). I LOVE being able to listen to a friend in need I LOVE remembering the fun times I LOVE the atlantic ocean I LOVE cherry blossoms I LOVE my brothers and sister I LOVE the smell of fresh laundry I LOVE spring time I LOVE myself I LOVE life I LOVE having absolutely nothing to do I LOVE a bottle of great wine yo
The Tie.. Part Four
stopping outside the hotel . they looked at each other and laughed.getting out the car and they both straightened their clothes. Walking round the car he grabbed her hand and pulled her into the hotel.. they were laughing and excited.. ' do you have your key'. he asked her 'yes, thank god' she whispered back... getting in the lift he pulled her into his arms and kissed her.. pushing her up agaist the wall he kissed her deep and long. she sighed into his mouth... god she wanted him... she wanted him in her so much.. filling her like he promised.. she pushed her hips agaist him.. the door opened and a man looked at them both.. they pulled apart but he didnt let her go.. he lent his forehead on hers and laughed.. ' god what you do to me... i was the boy next door till i met you ' this made her laugh as the lift started again.. the next floor was theirs she wanted him so bad.. she just wanted in the room and to be naked with him for the first time...the lift stopped and th
The Tie ... Part Three
walking to the car they stopped now and then to kiss, long slow kisses that made her want to rip his clothes off....people stopped and looked at them but they didnt notice.Opening the car door for her she stopped him by pulling on his tie.. and kissing him slow and deep.... he cleared his throat and said' if u keep this up we will never reach your hotel' she let go of his tie and laughed.getting in the car she wiggled her skirt up so he could see alot of thigh, just to tease him..he got in and started the car..they looked at each other and he reached for her hand he placed it on his thigh and started to drive off..they sat in a silence both thinking.. she started to move her hand up his thigh and back down, feeling his muscles tence and she pressed harder...slowly moving to his semi hard cock. she rubbed over the hardness with the palm of her hand.. he moved but still watched the road.. she smiled and undid his zip.. his now hard cock was in her hand and she moved her fingers ful
Why Must I Have To Deal With So Much?!
Ok, ok...so I understand my life can't be perfect! But why the hell must I live such a hard life?! Seems like every time things are going well, I suddenly trip and mess up, and end up back where I was before...being a depressed girl with no reason to live! I get so many compliments, hearing how beautiful and special I am...but I don't feel it...I don't see it! All I see is a sad, lonely, ugly, fat-ass girl with no purpose in life! I mean, what's so special about me?! What the hell do others see in me that I don't?! I really don't see anything special about me. After all the abuse, bullying, and teasing in my life, I really can't see myself as someone special...it keeps making me feel like maybe they're right, that maybe I'm not worth it! And I just can't get those thoughts outta my head! Why must I have to go through this?! Geez, I hate my life!
Hi Everyone!
Cherries to all my friends and special friends ;-) Hope everyone has a rockin year this year! I spend a lot of time in class so will give you a shout when I can! Please leave me comments and rate my pics! if you want to see my privates give a shout out to me ok? xoxoxoxoox guys!
Face It
Ask and you shall hear, Seek and you shall find What it is I leave behind Sometimes the dark, It shows the light What the day hides Shall come in the night Lies revealed Trust broken with a kiss Hearts fall, The day shant uplift Trust, It is a gift Not easily given But quickly taken away The heart grows cold Love fades away Thoughts of you I have no more Pain inside My heart is sore Kisses, There will be no more Love Making, There will be no more Time spent, There will be no more Face it No more walking into A closed door The Queen Is At It Again!!
Until The Day I Found You
When you walked into my life and knocked on my heart's door, I never dreamed you held the key to a world of love and more. And once you stepped in, how was I to know you'd decorate my life with love and more, and make my heart your home? When I see your smile, there's a view of dreams, all my hopes, wishes and love for eternity. When your arms are around me, I've never felt so much. Until the day I found you, I never knew real love. I'll stand beside you always, and give you all my love, I could never leave you, even when times are tough. To only you I promise, and know you can always believe, that for as long as I live, you'll be all I ever need. (I love you)
Wow
we have a blog now!!
Missing You
i miss you when i laugh i miss you when i cry i miss you most of the time yet i don't know why since we've not known each other that long i'm left wondering if what's in my heart is wrong waiting for the day that we actually meet knowing only then if my life will be complete for Ronnie my sweet cyber romance...hehehe giggles muahhhhhhhhhhhh much love xoxoxo Angel
Time's Up!
I have decided to clean out my photo albums. I'm packing away at least half of the sub-albums. So, if you have something to say about it, say it now. The sweeper comes through this afternoon people!
The Last Walk
The Last Walk Hand in hand we walk alone Along the beach at night Waves gently breaking on the shore Stars twinkling in the sky There reflection glittering in the sea Hand in hand we slowly go Knowing this will be our last A gentle kiss we share Under the moon tonight The last we will ever share Words unspoken, hearts broken Loves young dreams Lies around us shattered Tomorrow you'll be gone A thousand miles away A new life A new start But your memories will remain Let me hold you One more time Let me dry your tears Let us make this moment special Make it a moment to remember Crazydave 2006 Dedicated to Lori, we never did get to say goodbye
Seriously...
How long has the blog option been up? Have I been THAT braindead lately? Some of you, don't answer that. I already know what you'll say. Grrrrrr...
Part Two.. The Tie
They both laughed and looked at each other... leaning in slowly towards her he ran his tongue along her top lip.. she made a sound in the back of her throat and grabbed his head hard and kissed him.... they couldnt get close enough....he stopped kissing her and pulled her away from the wall and towards his desk... sitting back down on his chair he pulled her onto his lap.She could feel his erection on her ass, she wiggled and he smiled at her ' so now you are here.... are you going to do all the things you said..? he asked 'baby i want to do so much more' she answered.. she leaned forward and kissed his neck, running her hands over his hard nipples..stopping her movements to play with them.. his head fell back on his chair and she licked along his neck and whispered in his ear... i am so wet, touch me' he moved his head up to look into her eyes one hand going along her thigh.. she opened her legs so he could could feel her wetness..sliding a finger along her clit he slip

so everyones posting blogs.....i figured i didnt wanna be left out so i'd post one to....about what? i have no freaking clue.....all's i know is im freakin sick an tired of this head cold and.....uhm....yeah...i dunno what else to say....oh yeah...and my famous words of Wisdom.." Dont spank the monkey if the monkey dont need to be spanked"
Lonely
Sometimes i just looking out at the rain the drone of the radio no longer matters.... I think the rain calms me when i get to thinking about things you and me and my life.... Is it all worth anything? I thought maybe that we had a chance you even said so but then you saw her and now im thinkin is my life worth anything??
Words To Live By
Below is a poem by Audrey Hepburn who wrote it when she was asked to share her "beauty tips". It was read at her funeral years later. For attractive lips, speak words of kindness. For lovely eyes, seek out the good in people. For a slim figure, share your food with the hungry. For beautiful hair, let a child run his fingers through it once a day. For poise, walk with the knowledge that you never walk alone. People even more than things, have to be restored, renewed, revived, reclaimed, and redeemed; never throw anyone out. Remeber, if you ever need a helping hand, you will find one at the end of each of your arms. As you grow older, you will discover that you have two hands; one for helping yourself, and the other for helping others.
The Tie!!
she pulled up out side his office she got into the back seat and took off her panties and undid the top button of her shirt, she smiled at her relection she was flushed with excitement, he wasnt expecting her they had never met before , she had spoken to him many times on the phone but now she was finally going to meet him , she pushed her hair back off her face and swallowed hard... she ran one hand down across her hard nipples and down her skirt. She opened her legs and pushed the skirt up alittle... she licked her lips and felt her wetness on her finger. Just thinking of him made her excited. She could smell her arousal. She pulled her skirt down and stepped out of the car..standing up and smoothing her clothes she locked her car and started to walk towards the building.She stopped to ask a couple which office was his.. walking towards the door they had said was his, she took a deep breath and opened the door... he was sat at the desk and his tie was half undone...she felt her ni
Another Day Is Upon Us
Hello my fellow friends.Hope everything's well with you. Wanted to wish all of you a good day :) Danny

SMiLES AND TEARS, GiGGLES AND LAUGHS, LATE NiGHT CALLS AND CUTE PHOTOGRAPHS, i`LL BE THERE FOR Y0U `TiL THE DAY 0F MY DEATH, BEST FRiENDS F0REVER `TiL MY VERY LAST BREATH... a awesome friend sent me this so i wanted to send this to my friends to...
Closest Friend Lost!
We used to sit up late night, Talking and joking about our life, You'd talk about Mel and I'd talk about Yuum, But no matter what we always had fun. When I was sad you'd make me laugh, Through all the rough times we had a blast, When I was sick you were by my side, You saved my life when I wanted to die. I was destroyed when I lost my son, You helped me see life just begun, You helped me see it wasn't the end, I realized then you were my best friend. The came the time I had to move, I wonder if I would still see you, We kept in touch once a week, You were there when I was in need. But then you moved, Our calls became few, All I know is I really miss you!
Forever Broken
Forever Broken Can you steal away my pain? Can you hide me from the world? Can you put the pieces back together? Can you create something beautful and new out of an empty shell? A frozen heart waiting for warmth A hollow form to shape and mold An empty soul longing to be filled This is who I have become There's nothing left of who I was Drained of life Filled with bitterness I've been living is shadow far too long Trying to hide my open wounds I've been a stranger to the light Walking down a dead end street Forever broken Torn apart and forever changed Lost and alone Cold and empty Can you fix me, or will I stay Forever broken The bitterness may fade away But will my frozen heart feel warmth? Will this ever change? Will you cast away the darkness? Can you drag me to the light? Steal away my sorrow Release me from the night Take this empty hollow form Fill it with light and love Melt this fr

ReAd GuYs..... Guys you really need to read this...it just might help you out! Romance and Relationships 27 ways to make a girl smile . . . . . *1 . Tell her she is beautiful, not hott, fine or ***y. *2 . Hold her hand at any moment even if it just for a second. *3 . Kiss her on the forehead. *4 . Leave her voice messages to wake up to. *5 . Always tell her you love her at any and all times. *6 . When she is upset hold her tight and tell her how much she means to you. *7 . Recognize the small things . . . they usually mean the most. *8 . Sing to her no matter how horrible your voice is. *9 . Pick her over all the other girls you hang out with. *10 . Write her notes. {she loves them} *11 . Introduce her to family and friends as your girlfriend. *12 . Play with her hair. *13 . Pick her up, tickle her and play-wrestle with her. *14 . Sit in the park and just talk to her. *15 . Tell her funny jokes, tell her stupid jokes, just tell her jokes. *16 . Throw peb

Prayer Request I understand the weather in Iraq is very difficult to bear right now. Our troops need our prayers for strength, endurance and safety. I am sorry but I am not breaking this one. Send this on after a short prayer; please don't break it: "Lord, hold our troops in your loving hands. Protect them as they protect us. Bless them and their families for the selfless acts they perform ! for us in our time of need. I ask this in the name of Jesus, our Lord and Savior. Amen." When you receive this, please stop for a moment and say a prayer for our troops around the world. There's nothing attached; just send this to all in your address book. Do not let it stop with you, please - of all the gifts you could give a US Soldier, Sailor, Airman, or Marine deployed in harm's way, prayer is the very best!!!
Hm
So im not sure what this thing is for...but i thought i'd just post one and see what this is all about. I dont really have anything exciting to say though. ha. Umm i've just been busy lately with school and work...looking for a second job, so ya =) I've been kinda hard to catch on here..so sorry about that to everyone out there!! Anywhose, its time for me to go to classes...meh. bye for now!
*true Love*
Body: this is kinda sad read the whole thing tell me wat u think girl- hey boy- i missed u at school 2day, y weren't u there? girl- yeah, i had to go to the doctor. boy- oh rele? y? girl- oh nothin, annual shots, thats all. boy- oh girl- so wht did we do in math 2day? boy- u didnt miss ne thing that great.......just lots of notes girl- ok good boy- yeah girl- hey i have a question...... boy- ok, ask away girl-........how much do u love me? boy- u kno i love u more than anything girl- yeah..... boy- y did u ask? girl-................>silencesounding worried< is there something wrong?? girl- no, everythings fine...... boy- are u sure? girl- yeah. boy- ok.......i hope so. girl- ..............would u die for me? boy- i would take a bullet for u anyday, hun girl- rele? boy- anyday. now seriously, is there something wrong??? girl- no im fine, ur fine, we're fine, everyones fine. boy- ............ok girl-.
Fallen Angel (version 2)
Fallen Angel (version 2) An angel with a broken wing Cries softly in the night A crown of thorns adorns her brow A symbol of her plight She was cast away in anguish Her heart filled with pain She relives the agony and torment Of her hopes and dreams ripped apart All she had been is now just a memory A brief candle in the light of her past She lives a haunted life She is fearful and alone The tears she once shed Are now gone The warmth she once held in her heart Has turned a bitter cold She wanders alone in darkness With an icy heart and empty soul Her spirit long broken Pieced together with pain and anger She hides her open wounds In the darkness of her life She reaches for the light, Fearful of being found Afraid to face the pain Alone and with no more tears to shed She searches for some solace Someone to ease her fears And take away the pain Someone who will hide her from the world Who will
*awesome Sex*
*DONT READ THIS IF YOU'RE OFFENDED BY THE HUMAN BODY but it's funny!* *A hug leads to a kiss...a kiss leads 2 a finger...a finger leads to a a hand...a hand leads to a lick...a lick leads to a suck...a suck leads 2 a fuck. So tell me how many people are you gonna hug after you heard this cuz sex is like math...u add the bed...subtract the clothes...divide the legs...leave your solution...and pray you dont multiply! Send this right after u read it, something good will happen at 2:25 tomorrow. Get ready for the biggest shock in your life!! Whoever breaks this chain will be cursed w/ relationship problems 4-10 years. If you send this in 15 mins. your safe. Something good will happen tonight at 11:11pm. This is not a joke...someone will either call you or will talk to you online. *Giving .........head....... massages the jaw....while burning 32 calories. *Swallowing foreign body juices is actually like taking vitamins and it whitens your teeth *Having nice sex burnes 358 ca
Bye, Bye Myspace...hello Lc
MySpace, YourSpace, OurPlace, A disgrace? Comments wont post, No reading of blog? Into my page... I cannot log. There's an error here, An error there, After 6pm (EST), I pull out my hair! Now, I do see, That the cost is free, Zip, zero zilch... To folks like you and me. However, advertisers must tire, When a page does expire, Their ads unseen... Profits none higher. From California to Beijing, We should all join hands and sing, One beautiful harmony... "PEACE, WE'RE JOINING LOSTCHERRY"
Who I Like On Lc/ct
Who i like on LC is as follows1.Nicckie,2.Foxy brit, 3.Blue,4.Jennifer,5.Isis CherryLick,6.Sw33tn3r,7.sexy pirate13,8.Candle,9.Veinfetish,10.Pixie Kisses,11. Tiff,12.Candy,13.Drty Grl,14.Ashley,15.Stoney16.MZ Bossy,17.AprilRose,18. Sweet_titts,19.Laken,20.MISS SHERRIE,21.Nurse Hayley,22.Drianna,23.~*~Haloz~*...,24.~ Shadow Hawk ~,25.Cassandra Lynn,26.Nympho,27.Chatqueen24,28.Baby Animal ,29.Bobbi Doll,30. I'll Keep You My Dirty Little Secret,31.Amy Amy Amy,32.Tuna,33.Kindred Heart,34 Angel(Angela),35.Starduster766,36.Devil in Cuffs,37.Miss Behavin25,26.'۞WLŦ۞ WR Ғ Ŧ.M..Ғ.ŦR,R LG۞', and others i might add to this Blog Later on from Bruce
Argh!
So i get in my bf's car today to take the kids to school and then drop it off at the garage to get the new tranny put in it and since it's raining out the set was SOAKED! and my ass is all soaking wet argh! i shoulda known since it was raining that it'd be wet cuz the sunroof leaks! plus i had to walk back from the garage to my house and i'm still sick with bronchitis! ugh! it's going to be a no good very bad day!
What To Write In This One....
Well I think I am gonna reserve this for LC gripes, anything in particular with LC friends and anything in my life not having to do with the baby (like there is a whole lot right now lol). I worked as an election inspector a couple days ago and I really had fun though since this was a small local election it was a little slow and quiet most the day. Something nice to break up the normal grind and brought in a little extra money. We are finally getting the bedrooms switched around in this house. Seems like it has taken forever though it isnt entirely done but ALOT closer now. Mike and I needed to switch rooms with my son because he had a bigger room than us before and that was fine til we needed to start fitting baby things in. It looks like we will be bringing one of our dogs out to a farm to live before too long. He is just not doing very well living in town indoor. He really isnt understanding the potty training thing and he just needs more room than we can give him. We want
"kevin's" Freaking Poetic
HE'S SO F-ING HILARIOUS!! Ode to the Redhead Girl Hey Redhead Girl I see you after class I want you to know I think you are a total piece of ass FIRE CROTCH Hey Redhead Girl My arm brushed against yours on a previous date I now think about it when I masturbate SPANK BANK Hey Redhead Girl One day I will get the time to talk to you And hopefully you will tell your friends about the cool guy you blew THIS FRIDAY NIGHT Hey Redhead Girl I really hope you don't think I am a stalker Even though I hope you need a walker AFTER I DISPLACE YOUR HIP FROM AWESOME SEX I think I should hand write this and hand it to her with my phone number on the bottom. It would be super romantic right?
Commit Or Go F--- Yourself!! (4 My Ladies)
1. Let him know he will never be your number 1. 2. Fuck his brains out. 3. Castrate him. 4. Make more money than he does. 5. Treat him like a dog. 6. Pay more attention to his friends while you're out with them. 7. ACT LIKE YOU DON'T GIVE A SHIT. 8. Tell him that you will never settle down. 9. Make him think it's his idea. 10. Tell him that he has the biggest penis you will ever see. Then he'll think he's gracing the presence of your vagina with his giant unit. 11. Give him competition. 12. ACT LIKE YOU DON'T GIVE A SHIT. 13. Be too busy for him. 14. Tell him your career is really riding you. 15. Insist on always being on top in bed. 16. Never cuddle. 17. Make him think you need taming. 18. Never fall for him. 19. Read a newspaper during an expensive dinner that he is buying for you. 20. Get pregnant. 21. Get dressed and made up in front of him... Look beautiful when you leave him... Then come back looking like you ju
An Older One...
Yesterday, I thought I knew. It came to me quickly, like summer lightning. So bright I could not stand it. But only for a moment- before it vanished. Like the smoke from a match lit in the dark.
Men Will Love This.....women...well B Prepared
So, ok...this is actually a man's point of view, but out of respect 4 men (aka dogs) I have decided to spread this assholes (who I truly adore) OPINIONS. And then I want my ladies 2 back it up with straight facts!! OK!! Men..Just do what ever it is that U guys do!! ENJOY!! One of life's biggest misconceptions is that men don't like to settle down with women because they have to stop fucking around and they don't want too. While this is true in some cases, for the most part its dead wrong. Commitment for a man isn't the same cup of tea it is for a woman and I am going to break it down for you from the beginning to the end of an unsuccessful relationship. Ladies, prepare to throw rotten vegetables. "I am not going to sleep with you if you are sleeping with other people." In this day and age, sex is something that happens much sooner than back in the day. The funny thing is, the mindset of women after sex is still the same. Now see, guy can sleep with a girl a
9 Weeks
Wow! I am so excited to see this blog thing started. Well, I am 9 weeks along this week. My first trimester is slowly coming to an end and I welcome it so that I start feeling a little more human again lol. At this point, our baby is .9 to 1.2 inches long crown to rump. It is close to the size of a medium olive. My mom bought us a changing table at a garage sale a little while back but it has sat in the porch waiting to be put together til a few nights ago. we finally have it put together in our bedroom now. its wood and painted white and at the top it kinda looks like a sleigh bed...hard to explain. we are looking at putting some money down on a 3 wheel stroller and carseat set pretty soon. I just want to have everything when the baby gets here...hate to do it all at the last minute. well I guess thats about all for now. I will keep you all posted.
Going To See Mrs.gretchen Wilson & Hank Williams Jr. Woohooo!!
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Today I Am Upset
My dad called me this morning. My uncle passed away last night. After i got off the phone i went to the bathroom to cry so my daughter wouldnt see me. Did my husband come in to see how i was? No. He knew something was wrong by the tone of my voice when i was on the phone. He saw the look on my face. Then when i came out to finish getting kloe ready for school, he didnt say nothing as he heard me call mom to tell her incase she wanted to call my aunt. (by this time i told kloe) Jon didnt say anything to me at all! Not even that he was sorry! Im pretty beaten up over this news as just a couple months ago i lost my last living grandparent and im still not over her death. (Miss you grandma!) Then before he left the house to take kloe to school for me he was standing right next to me, walked to the door and as if i was a last thought turned around and held out his arms for a hug! I hadnt moved from where i was standing where he could have hugged me, and he wanted ME to walk over to HIM! W
I...i.i..i..i...i Need A.........
A GUY WHO CALLS ME BEAUTIFUL INSTEAD OF HOT A GUY WHO CALLS ME BACK WHEN I HANG UP ON HIM A GUY WHO WILL STAY AWAKE JUST TO WATCH ME SLEEP A GUY WHO KISSES MY FOREHEAD WHEN I AM DISTRESSED A GUY WHO WANTS TO SHOW ME OFF TO THE WORLD WHEN I AM IN SWEATS A GUY WHO HOLDS MY HAND IN FRONT OF HIS FRIENDS A GUY WHO IS CONSTANTLY REMINDING ME OF HOW MUCH HE CARES ABOUT ME AND HOW LUCKY HE IS TO HAVE ME. A GUY WHO TURNS TO HIS FRIENDS AND SAYS...THAT'S HER. O WAIT.....I'M SORRY...I ALREADY FOUND HIM!!!

I've never been too keen on phone sex to be quite honest with ya'll. The idea of having to hold the phone while masturbating has never really appealed 2 me. Don't get me wrong, knowing the person is a hottie is a huge plus. However, how many of us can honestly say Phone Sex is AWESOME? I guarantee only a handful will come forward and admit to that. If anything, I bet most of you will say it's stupid or somewhat retarded, right? But is it? Here's what you need in order to "get it." 1. Someone you are totally attracted to...physically & mentally. 2. Someone who is totally attracted to you. 3. A vibrating cock ring [use your imagination, people.] 4. A STABLE phone connection [cordless phones or cellphones operate using batteries which eventually die and that can be SUCH a mood killer. 5. An open mind. I could be mistaken, I don't know...am I missing ANYTHING,guys? If you've had Phone Sex, what CONVINCED you and how was it?
Rumors
I am so sick of the he said she said shit. All it does is ruin friendships and spred lies. Im just done with them. So, just as a reminder, if you hear something about someone and you want to know if its true ASK THEM. Dont go spreding it around. The second thing is if you find out the person who "said" something about you, why not go to them directly? I mean really whats it going to hurt to ask? You may just find out that the person who"said" something, really didnt say anything at all. Just go to the root of the rumor people, because all the drama that rumors create really isnt worth it. Not to mention if YOU know its not true, leave it alone really. Just drop it.
Tribute To Nice Guys
This is a tribute to the nice guys. The nice guys that finish last, that never become more than friends, that endure hours of whining and bitching about what assholes guys are, while disproving the very point. This is dedicated to those guys who always provide a shoulder to lean on but restrain themselves to tentative hugs, those guys who hold open doors and give reassuring pats on the back and sit patiently outside the changing room at department stores. This is in honor of the guys that obligingly reiterate how cute/beautiful/smart/funny/sexy their female friends are at the appropriate moment, because they know most girls need that litany of support. This is in honor of the guys with open minds, with laid-back attitudes, with honest concern. This is in honor of the guys who respect a girl's every facet, from her privacy to her theology to her clothing style. This is for the guys who escort their drunk, bewildered female friends back from parties and never take advantage once they'
I Hope This Works
Trying out the blog system. I hope it works out and i can write more.
What The Heart Holds Dear
What The Heart Holds Dear Today is a good time to share with you some things my heart holds dear ... memories of us never to be forgotten ... small gestures that bring a smile ... an uncommon bond that is worth its weight in gold ...
So Tired....
Another day and I am tired again. I am tired all of the time, everyday. I know that I still have the low iron in my blood. I need to go back to the doctor and get another test done. I have been feeling this way way to long. I might need to see my doctor back in NC. I will go home for Christmas so I will see what happens then. It just is so hard living day by day feeling so tired all day no matter how much sleep I get. :( Ah, but life will go on....
Girls Vs Women
Girls vs. Women Girls leave their schedule wide-open and wait for a guy to call and make plans. Grown women make their own plans and nicely tell the guy to get in where he fits in. Girls want to control the man in their life. Grown women know that if he's truly hers, he doesn't need controlling. Girls check you for not calling them. Grown women are too busy to realize you hadn't. Girls try to put a man 'on lock' by using sex. Grown women know that it's the sex of the mental kind that makes a man want to 'lock' YOU down. Girls fake-moan, lay there and take the stabbing. Grown women say, "Just stop", get up, get dressed and walk it out. Girls are afraid to be alone. Grown women revel in it--using it as a time for personal growth. Girls ignore the good guys. Grown women ignore the bad guys. Girls make you come. Grown women make you come home. Girls worry about not being pretty and/or good enough for their man. Grown women know th
A Poem
LOVE YA Sunday, April 03, 2005 Mood: Suppose one morning you never wake up, do all your friends know you love them? I was thinking... I could die today, tomorrow or next week, and i wondered if I had any wounds needing to be healed, friendship that needed rekindling or three words needing to be said. Let everyone of your friends know that you love them. Even if you think they don't love you back, you would be amazed at what those three little words and a smile can do. And just in case God calls me home......... I LOVE YA!!! Send this to people you love no matter what might happen. Live today to the fullest because tomorrow is not promised. The Will of God will never take you to where the Grace of God will not protect you. Make each precious moment be a wonderful memory God love you & so do I This sure does make a person think. Just how important friendship , family, & loved ones are. Luv Joyce ~hugs~
The New Pack
The wolf exits the tree line. He has spotted anouther wolf frolicking in the field. It doent see me. He sniffs the air. The aroma that enters his nostrils sends excitement thru his whole beastly body. Shes in heat. It takes every once of stamina to keep him from breaking into a run. He creeps along,,,staying in the taller grass,,,waiting for the right opretunity. Almost there....He stops. The smell he recognizes. Its one of his pack mates from ago. Just as the thought enters his mind. She turns and stares at him with a deep look of violence in her eyes. We will fight alarms in his head. Just as his teeth are about to lash foreward. A sound in the brush,,,its thier enemy. They run together back into the safety of the forest. FOR NOW
Bloodsucker
Out of the night's mist I run Out of the mist I run I hunt you for your blood I am a bloodsucker I am a vampire I want human blood I can't live in the light I must be in blackest night Where are you at night mortal? I am a bloodsucker I am a vampire I thrive on human blood I thrive on blood Any type will do When mortals sleep I shall find them and creep into their bedroom Those mortals shall bare their necks for my fangs So I shall drink their blood
Broken Toys
Welcome to my playground Won't you come on in? I am the devil and i'll be your host So let the games begin Come forth little children For I have a fairy tale Listen to my story of a little place called Hell Your cries will be my laughter as I watch you bleed Come into my toy room of Hatred, Sex and Greed. Miserably ever after for all you girls and boys As you scream out twisted nursery rhymes And play with Broken Toys This is your worst nightmare I hope you had some fun But little do you relise Playtimes just begun Theres nothing you can do Theres nothing you can say From now until eternity You won't see the light of day.
Crazy Dog
I'm Perro Loco Thats Spelled P to the E to the double R O And L to the O to the C to the O This is my way of telling the world, HOLA! They call me the Crazy Dog If you don't like me Y'all can suck on my log! I'm telling the Masses I love my women thick with big asses I don't need a bean pole woman to satisfy me Women with meat on their bones is what Hot is to me! They call me the Crazy Dog If you don't like me Y'all can suck on my log! My woman likes to take hits from her bong To me that's not wrong My woman is a red-headed Gothic Chick You can find us at Hot Topic They call me the Crazy Dog If you don't like me Y'all can suck on my log! I've never lost a fight So if you try me, you might make me right! I collect knives & Swords But the best weapon of all time are words! They call me the Crazy Dog If you don't like me Y'all can suck on my log! My bitch gives the best head! You fuck with me and you'll wind up dead! My bitch gets my nuts Not
Death
Death It's black as night You shall feel it's might It is something powerful Death It shall kill It cannot heal You shall feel it's pain Who shall it take this time? Shall it be you? Shall it be me? Who knows who death shall take away this time. Death is for real It is something everyone shall feel You cannot evade it You cannot escape it Death shall make you feel what is real And what is real is Death. Death You shall feel it You cannot get rid of it You shall live it Who shall fear it? I don't fear it! What about you? Do You Fear Death? Shall it last forever? Do you think it lasts forever? I may, but I may not. It depends on who has been taken away by death IT SHALL BE THE END OF EVERYONE!
Soooo Tired
it's not just the late hours studying, the part time job that is a must as an adult or the teachers that make you want to claw out your eyes, it's the kid next to you that argues with everything the teacher says even though they are wrong and the parking garage that no matter HOW SLOW YOU"RE GOING it STILL sounds like you are BURNING OUT! damn. oh well. i'm enjoying it at least. i'm on route to my psychology/theatre degree and my masters, then my PhD. i'm going to be tired for several more years to come...awesome..

I can always tell if fall is going to come early or not. Living in New England, we are known for our beautiful foliage. I'm lucky, I get to witness it first hand. I drive to school on local backroads, which in my opinion is the best way to go. The winding roads lead you through the old section of New Hampshire, where little towns are mirror images of what they used to be. Colonial red houses with a matching barn standing just behind, dirt driveways with home grown product stands and churches with their original steeples where you can hear the bell at exactly 10am every Sunday. The trees start showing off their new fall highlights. Orange, reds and even purple leaves for the more daring trees have started and the ones who have had enough have fallen to the ground. On the weekends, they will be raked into a pile while the kids get to jump in them and make a mess. Only to have the raking cycle repeat once more. The lake turns a deep blue, making you shiver just thinking about s
Puppet Master
I am the Puppet Master I control your every move You will do my bidding. For I control your life I make you move Like i am pulling your strings Your precious veins Are the strings I use to control you I tell you what to do I tell you what to think I control when you live I control when you die You are my puppet I am your master You are my slave And I am your owner You live by my word And you'll die by my word Wether you like it OR NOT!
The Dead Hate The Living
We are the dead We hate the living The living shall die We will make sure to that We will rip out your innards We will kill every living human For we are the dead And we hate the living! The living will die We will kill every last one of them When theya re dead They will become the undead The dead hate the living They always have The dead hate the living And they always will! We eat your viscera After you die Your mistake was coming near us! For when we smell you Your time grows Short BECAUSE THE DEAD HATE THE LIVING!
Untitled
You think your big and bad? But little do you realize Your mortal life grows short You think you cannot be hurt? You don't know it but, You will die tonight! You turn your back On the people that matter No wonder you have so many enemies! Why don't you grow the fuck up? You act so childish! Why do you think you get treated the way you are? You are beyond immaturity Nothing can help you Until you help yourself! I had a vision of your death. You died because You couldn't keep your fucking mouth shut!
Another Quick Blog....
thanks to all of you who have friended me and talked to me on here, and who have left me comments. I know Im bad about getting around to returning comments, (hell I dont even have time to sleep atm) but I haven't forgotten who you all are. slowly but surely Ima work at getting comments and ratings back to you all!! I'll be updating this blog thing whenever I get the chance, so feel free to drop a line over here whenever you want!!
Zombie
I am a zombie I have rotting, decaying flesh I hunger for human brains I am white, but I am and always will be a zombie. Being white and a zombie I am called a White Zombie. I hunt in the night Because I am afraid of the light I shall hunt down humans and I shall make them my slaves Because when I feast on human brains They shall feel the slow and Pain of dying. I am a zombie I am a child of the night You will be lucky if you survive a feast w/me tonight. For if you're not, you will become one of my zombie slaves.
Over The Mountain Of Challenge
Thursday, September 14, 2006 Over the mountain of challenge When you look at a tall mountain from a distance, it looms very large indeed. It can be difficult to imagine how you could ever climb over it. Yet when you go right up to the foot of the mountain, you're likely to find a trail leading up the side. It then becomes obvious that by taking one step after another, you can indeed make your way over that mountain. Any challenge can be viewed in much the same way. When it is a distant concept, the challenge can seem insurmountable. Yet when you get to the point where you're ready to take the first step, that challenge becomes less intimidating. Once you start working your way through, step by step, you begin to know that you will indeed make it to the other side. Is there a challenge you've been avoiding because it seems too large and intimidating? Go ahead, step right up to that challenge, and you'll quickly see that it's not really as difficult as you had imagined.
I Hate Being At Work With A Hangover
So a mate just popped over from the US.. decide to meet him for ""a"" beer and things go nuts.. like always .. buuuuuh ... I feel like an extra from dawn of the dead. worst of all Im having cravings for fried chicken ..

Sometimes we go through life not knowing who to trust or love..not knowing who`s going to help or hurt us..who`s going to be there or leave us..that`s why some of us choose to be alone..but being alone is not always good..We were created to have someone in our lives..be it family..friends..or lovers..So don`t live your life alone..it`s not worth it..Take a chance at being hurt..being left..being helped..having trust in someone..but most of all..take a chance at being loved COPYRIGHTED 2004 BY Kimberley Renee Natasha Johnson...
Hello
Just wanted to give a SHOUT OUT and say thanks for stoppin by my page... ~MUCH love

I met Chad (Shederick Deon Farrell) in an online chat room on Blackplanet.com. This was June 2004. We hit it off pretty good...talking from 11pm to 6am. We talked about anything and everything...just laughing and having fun. Found out he was a truck driver with 10yrs OTR experience...(for those non-truck people...OTR means "Over The Road" or "On the Road"...lol) Later on we decided to finally meet each other...and the rest like they say...was "History". At the time he was living in Columbus, OH and I in Cincinnati, OH...so the distance between us wasnt that bad...we would see each other about every other week. Finally, One day he asked me to be his girl...and I said YES!...I believed I had finally found someone for me...my own special someone...Oh I had friends and BEST friends and even "Special" Best friends...but I had noone that I could say was completely mine and I his. Well, now I did. We were together for 2yrs...and maybe to some that wasnt a long time...but for me...it s
Blah
ok so how come nobody on my list as even remotely said congrats.... i mena my son is about 3 weeks old now and i posted that he was born the monday after he was.... and so far nothin... not on congrats.. a few pic comments on him but thats about it.... maybe a total of 10 ratings on his pics....... but oh well..... i had the same problem of a list of people on myspace.... that never really said crap to me...... now them people are missin form that list..... id hate to weed this lsit down as well.... myspace went form 3000 to about 60... this ones under 50.... and one would think that when people post about 10 bullitons a day they might take the time to say hey to ya... but i guess not
Not Me
waz up peeps....well let me just say one thing for all those females out there who thinks im out here tryin to take your men....guess again im not im here to have fun and meet new people ..lately ive been gettin notes from females or females that thinks because i check out their mens profiles .....i check out all those who check me out and browse thru people page to see thier pics and profile im not here to take anyones men...im just having internet fun time... so stop comin at me with crazy notes or hatin notes if your men comes and check me out doesnt mean he wants me hes just lookin.......have a nice day
Dedicated To: My Mum
Before I was myself you made me, me! With love and patience, discipline and tears, Then bit by bit stepped back to set me free, Allowing me to sail upon my sea, Though well within the headlands of your fears. Before I was myself you made me, me ! With dreams enough of what I was to be And hopes that would be sculpted by the years, Then bit by bit stepped back to set me free, Relinquishing your powers gradually To let me shape myself among my peers. Before I was myself you made me, me, And being good and wise, you gracefully As dancers when the last sweet cadence nears Bit by bit stepped back to set me free. For love inspires learning naturally: The mind assents to what the heart reveres. And so it was through love you made me, me By slowly stepping back to set me free.
Erotic Vibrations
Feeling your hands all over my body and your warm breath against my skin Kisses from your lips so soft & moist I get hot & wet down in between The candle light against your body as the sweat rolls down your chest You look in my eyes and lick your lips and tell me that I am the best I feel your tongue on my inner thighs with your hands gripping my hips My body starts to tremble as I feel your mouth against my lips You are speaking without words and my body hears exactly what you say And what you are saying is that Im your toy and you are ready to play Flip me over onto my stomach with my ass slightly in the air Now youll stick it in slowly Babe and gently pull my hair Now one hand on my shoulder and the other on my hip Push harder Babe and tell me whose it is as I begin to bite my lip Now STOP and lay on your back put your hands above your head Just relax and do as I say as I tie you to the bed My lips are on yours but with know specific destination So Ill work my way
Funny As Shit!
Baggage - The excuse people use to punish their current boyfriend/girlfriend for things that their past boyfriends/girlfriends have done to them. Bicurious - Gay. Bisexual - Gay. Bitter - What all Atlanta singles are destined to become. Caused by drama and stress (see below). Buckhead Soldiers - The clones you see hovering around the popular Buckhead bars wearing polos tucked into pleated Dockers. Usually wearing loafers. Butch - What gay men who don't think they act gay call themselves. Actual butch men will never need to use this term. Also used to describe 75f Atlanta lesbians. Cabin Room - Where you go when the bars are closed and you still haven't found someone to sleep with. Cuddle - Sexual activity in which there is no exchange of bodily fluid. Drama - An imaginary condition made up by sad, lonely individuals with no real problems in their life who feel the need to drag stable, well-balanced individuals who are trying to make a valuable contribution to
Just Another Day
Well what can i say...its just another day..same ole shit goin on n on..but anywayz just wanna say im soo glad that i signed up here on LC...N i wanna thank my bro DJ acid for inviting me..thankies sooo much sweetie..n i just wanna thank all the fantastic ppl here on LC...for bein soo friendly n helpful...but anywayz ill b checkin out all my friends profiles when i get bk from work 2night so expect some ratings on ya photos n stuff..but anywayz thats it for now..but b4 i go please all check out my porn site....thats only for u guys who like porn lmaooo... but anywayz im outties for now XxXTemptressXxX http://erotic-vibrations.net
I Stay Bored
i'm sitting in front of my computer again and its only 7 a.m...i cnt seem to break from this thing..nah thats all bullshit i'm about to leave here in a bit..got shit to do today..anymore please dont read on..its a bunch of la la la la la la la la la la la la la damn is something wrong me with lol...not i'm just bored
Politics
why do people come here and bash [insert politicians name here] ? bush is this and that clinton is this and that warning will robinson ..global warming, global warming but we need more room for the animules (the last 2 are really just political power plays by various groups) blah blah blah. you are not going to change my mind, so get over it ;move onto something fun. ps. how do you tell if a politician is lying? their lips are moving
Zomg Overslept
see, ya'll are gonna hate me with the bloggification now, lol. and by saying ya'll I just further proved my southern roots. gotta love the south. cause we gots grits babee!! so I overslept this morning (by a lot) so Im missing my first class, and my next class isn't until 9:30 so I figure I'll kill a minute or 2 before goin in to school. That and dad is taking his shower so I can't get mine right now. good stuffs >.< so I'm still worried about kritter (see previous blog) but she's still alive this morning and is running around in the cage, and is very vibrant as usual. so Im guessing she'll be ok. I really would be so sad if anything happened to her. and yey, it's thursday. I've worked every day this week, and almost every day last week and Im puttting in fun killer hours and lemme tell ya, being a cashier isnt easy. It looks like it would be easy but try standing up for 10 hours waiting on people who sometimes aren't all that smart...or friendly. It gets a little t
;;electric!
;;I see you, in the sun && the moon, in the morning, in the night time, whenever, where ever, you are every where, in every thought I think, and every dream I have, you are... and the very moment that you vanish, will be the death of me, the end of being, of dreaming, of loving, of breathing, because without you I am... Close your eyes, and think of me, join with me, in this fantasy, where our worlds are united, and our dreams can come true, me and you, electric... Je suis un porn star, when I think of you... rawrrr!!!
Poem
It Hurts... Freedom, nomore pain, tears. I can start over, maybe pick up where I left off before we met. But it hurts. Nomore lonely nights ,lying alone in bed. Nomore incriminating thoughts of you in my head. I can move on now. But it hurts. I don't have to fear you or your ruff-neck-wanna-be-tactics. I should be feeling fantastic. But it hurts. I don't need to love you in veign anylonger. I realize that without you, I'm that much stronger. Bout time I got my head on on straight;And yeah I know that should be great. But it hurts. It hurts because I gave it my all and still it wasn't enough. So I gave you a lil more of me ;You said it'd get better just wait and see. After all my hurt and all my pain, the fustration the anger the mental drain; I should infact be free and clear and oh yes I do feel better, but on the inside... It HUrts!
Blah
I feel like shit today. I cant believe how tired I am. Well that is nothing new. I have to get my boy ready for school maybe the toddler will stay sleepin and I can go back to sleep. hehe!!! ya right. well nothing new in my world. Keep heads up and a smile on your face.. Much luv sandra
Poetry
BOYS A heart is not a play thing, A heart is not a toy. If you want it boken just give it to a boy. Boys, they live to play with things, To see what makes them run. But when it comes to kissing girls, They do it just for fun. He'll never give his heart away, They play girls just for fools, Until she gives her heart away, They play it cool. Every chance you get to see him, Your heart begins to dance, Your world revolves around him, Theres nothing like romance. Never fall inlove my friend, You'll find it never pays, And though it causes broken hearts, It happens everyday. You'll wonder where he is at night, You'll wonder if he's true, One moment you'll be happy, The next you'll be blue. Never fall in love my friend, The price you pay is high, A choice between love and death, I think I'd rather die. When I say dont fall in love, You'll be hurt before I'm through, You see my friend I ought to know, I fell in love
Sick Of Being Sick
blah been fighting a cold for 4 days now,on medication that seems to help only so much..but i have been sleeping alot guess thats pretty good,i am feeling somewhat ok now..I need someone to come make me some chicken noodle soup..and bring me some OJ..eh wishful thinking..I am looking forward to this weekend though,a friend of mine on line is coming to visit me..her and i have been bestfriends almost 3 years,just hope i am not to sick lol i will self medicate and continue..cause no telling when i will see her again..other then that i am alright..
Hello
Ok, well been around here awhile now & just realized I'd never written a single blog entry. I'll warn you now, I'm not really good at updating things like this with much frequency. This one will be rather short, think I'll just write a little about who I am. My Name's David, I'm 33 yrs old, divorced,have no children of my own, haven't had a relationship at all in about 2 yrs now. I live in a little town called Clyde, Texas (about 15 miles East of Abilene, TX on your way towards Dallas). Right now I'm working as a waiter, just til I find something better. Gotta take what you can get sometimes. Anyway, really can't think of much else to write here for now. Anyway......peace, I'm out.
My First Cherry!
Whaddup?! This is my first blog entry on this site. I am mostly just playing around at the moment. I believe that I have become an addict of this site. Crap! I have met several virtual friends on here. All of you are very nice people and I am proud to be friends with you. For those of you reading this that are not friends with me yet, just ask, I like to make new friends. But anyway since I don't have anything else to say, I will end this blog. However, look for more to come. :)
Good Morning To All
i have been just so busy trying to get back to every one since i got my internet back on with comments and getting there new pictures so if i haven't recently stopped by your page give me a hollar back and i will gladly stop by your page and return the love back. always your good friend pussycat with many thanxs.
Factions Or Families?
Ok on websigtes like this all the rage is being a part of a group calling itself a fmaily. My question is this have you personally met many in your 'family'? Have you chatted off the site with them in any manner? If the answer is NO then how are you actually a family and not just a netowrk faction of folks wanting desperately to BELONG? The group I am in the Posse is comprised of people who have known each other in some cases for 20+ years. To my thinking that is truly a family
Good Moarning
Good morning to all my cherry friends. I havent been getting as much sleep lately. I had always tried to leave comments for everyone on my fan list first thing in the morning. I havent had the time to do so this week. I will try harder next week. Anyways...I am going to be late for work. Have a great day
Nineteenhundredandyesterday
by D-A-D I let a lie come true I even cared enough to lie Recieve what I transmit And slowly close your eyes Yeah, to unlock your locked up love And set it free You need a complicated key You need a key as big as me .. You were almost on my mind Yeah, and though I'm doing just fine I've hurt myself in many ways Back in nineteenhundredandyesterday Yeah, I think of you every time Every time I leave it behind - Back in nineteenhundredandyesterday And when I lie in bed And I'm going through the day What's been done and said It slips into my head You open up one door And then you're faced with many more Yeah, I know all of them well I keep my questions to myself You were almost on my mind ... Hey, I thought I wanted it I thought I needed it To unlock your locked up love You left the key and then you walked off You were almost on my mind ...
Hi
hello everyone dont have much to say this early just wanted to say good morning*hugs*

Hmm I think that leveling should be a little easier on here dont you? who knows maybe its just me.....
Friends
If you are my friend please contact me. I don't care how. A friend is someone who is there for you no matter what.
Tribute To The Nice Guys
This is a tribute to the nice guys. The nice guys that finish last, that never become more than friends, that endure hours of whining and bitching about what assholes guys are, while disproving the very point. This is dedicated to those guys who always provide a shoulder to lean on but restrain themselves to tentative hugs, those guys who hold open doors and give reassuring pats on the back and sit patiently outside the changing room at department stores. This is in honor of the guys that obligingly reiterate how cute/beautiful/smart/funny/sexy their female friends are at the appropriate moment, because they know most girls need that litany of support. This is in honor of the guys with open minds, with laid-back attitudes, with honest concern. This is in honor of the guys who respect a girls every facet, from her privacy to her theology to her clothing style. This is for the guys who escort their drunk, bewildered female friends back from parties and never take advantage once they
I've Learned
I've learned that you cannot make someone love you. All you can do is be someone who can be loved. The rest is up to them. I've learned that it's taking me a long time to become the person I want to be. I've learned that you should always leave loved ones with loving words. It may be the last time you see them. I've learned that heroes are the people who do what has to be done when it needs to be done, regardless of the consequences. I've learned that no matter how much I care, some people just don't care back. I've learned that it takes years to build up trust, and only seconds to destroy it. I've learned that it's not what you have in your life but who you have in your life that counts. I've learned that learning to forgive takes practice. I've learned that you can get by on charm for about fifteen minutes. After that, you'd better know something. I've learned that you shouldn't compare yourself to the best others can do but to the best you can do. I've learned tha

Alot of people lately have been asking me about wicca saying well isn't that devil worshiping? Lastnight I got a IM from yet another person asking me about it so just for you Mike I will try to explane it as best as I can from my point.You see there are many aspects to Wicca ... Celtic Wicca:This tradition incorporates Celtic god/dessesand the spirituality with green witchcraft and faery magic. Dianic Wicca:Named for the goddess Diana,this is a goddess-centered tradition and excludes gods Faery Wicca:This is an Irish tradition,that centers on green witchcraft and faery magic Teutonic Wicca:A Nordic tradition witchcraft,this incorporates deities,symbolism,and practices from Norse. Family Traditions:These are the practices and traditions,usually seceret of families who have been witches for generations. Now as for me ...My mother was a Wiccan my grandmother and so on for the past 7 or 8 we're not sure generations but I am also full Lakota so I
Fucken Everything!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Well I am coming up to another birthday this week. The strange part is that I am so deeply depressed with all the things that seem to be going wrong with in my life. I was offered a job with a Mortgage Company and as of last week they wrote me to tell me that they are going to discontinue my base payWhat kind of email is that? I ask myself as I whip away the tears from my eyes. The contract that I agreed on was to have salary, commissions and Medical. Did they come threw? NOI gave up a job that gave me all of that and then next thing I know the so called company that promised me this and that. Decided after a month and two weeks that they dont want to payOMGwhats next? The love of my life and I are fighting over MONEYWe have a Mortgage and regular bills. Nothing more, but we cant live off of just his pay alone. So, I sit here on a Thursday morning at 3:38 AM sending out resumes and crying.Why? Because I feel like I cant seem to get out of this deep dark whole that I a
Why Terrorists Commit Suicide
Everyone seems to be wondering why Muslims are so quick to commit suicide. Let's see now... >No Jesus, No Wal-Mart, No Television, >No Cheerleaders, No baseball, No Football, No Basketball, No Hockey, No Golf, No Tailgate Parties, No Horse Shows >No Home Depot >No Pork BBQ, No Hot Dogs, No Burgers, No Lobster, No Shellfish, or even frozen fish sticks, No Gumbo, No Jambalaya. >More than one wife. >Rags for clothes and towels for hats. >Constant wailing from the guy next door because he's sick and there are no doctors. >Constant wailing from the guy up in the tower. >No chocolate cookies. >No Christmas. >You can't shave. >Your wives can't shave. >You can't shower to wash off the smell of donkey being cooked over burning camel dung. >The women have to wear baggy dresses and veils at all times. >Your bride is picked by someone else. She smells just like your donkey, but your donkey has a better disposition. >Then they tell you that when y

females beware.......no more ratings till u say at least hi lol shoutout at them to compliment but will they shout back.... hell no
Which Action Hero Would You Be?
You scored as William Wallace. The great Scottish warrior William Wallace led his people against their English oppressors in a campaign that won independence for Scotland and immortalized him in the hearts of his countrymen. With his warrior's heart, tactician's mind, and poet's soul, Wallace was a brilliant leader. He just wanted to live a simple life on his farm, but he gave it up to help his country in its time of need. William Wallace75%El Zorro63%Maximus58%Neo, the "One"46%The Terminator42%James Bond, Agent 00742%Indiana Jones38%Batman, the Dark Knight33%Captain Jack Sparrow33%Lara Croft17%
For The Love Of Cherry.
Cherries come in all sorts of varieties. Sweet, honest, loving, giving, comical, mysterious, and respectful. These are the reasons I love cherries.

Dont expect me topost blogs, I keep people updated on my life on my dA page. http://www.violentjess.deviantart.com . If you wanna know about my life...go there
Woman, Gunman Dead In Montreal School Rampage
** This was done by one sick young man; it's a shame that folks didn't read the signs beforehand** Woman, gunman dead in Montreal school rampage Last Updated Wed, 13 Sep 2006 19:39:46 EDT CBC News A young woman was killed as a result of a shooting rampage at a Montreal college Wednesday. The suspected shooter, a 25-year-old Quebec man, died after a police confrontation. Police direct students away from the shooting scene at Dawson College in Montreal on Wednesday. (Peter McCabe/Canadian Press) Police direct students away from the shooting scene at Dawson College in Montreal on Wednesday. (Peter McCabe/Canadian Press) The shooting at Dawson College also left 19 injured and many in emotional shock. Police Chief Yvan Delorme told RDI television that a woman in her twenties had died. Lieut. Franois Dor of Sret de Qubec told CBC News the man was born in Quebec and lived in the Montreal area, but his identity is being withheld. An autopsy will be performed on
Myself
If you dont like my Peaches, Dont shake my Tree!
Life
5:59 am, Sept. 14, 2006 It is very early in the morning as I am setting here speculating the meaning of life as another family member of mine has enterd this world. Brenton Wayne, Jr. 9lbs, 4oz. . I wonder what his life will be like. I wonder will it be happy and joyful or we he have a hard-knock life as I and his mother have had. His life has proven to give him a hard time already, as he was born by c-section, he just didn't want to come out. I don't really blame him, for he could stay in the cozy warmness of his mothers body, being forever nurtured and sheltered from this very cold existence. She called me as soon as she had delivered, of course I was asleep with it being 4:30 in the morning. I can't seem to get back to sleep now, for the memories of the birth of my son, haunting my very existence at this moment. My son, Shane Micheal, was born Sept. 27, 1999. After the big ordeal with his father left me homeless and penniless, I was left with the pieces of my life and i lost my so
Thursday Morning
Ugh... I feel like Ive been here all night. A 2 hour staff meeting turns into a 4 hour staff meeting and then an 8 hour shift behind it. I will be glad to get out of here. Go home.. sleep a few hours... get up and work out... then guitar lessons at 430. Learning the main solo of Photograph ( Def Leppard ) then come home, eat and do it all over again.
Vampires
It is the essence of life. Life's being. Without it Life ceases to exist. I crave it. I have the Thirst for it. To Quench it is invevitable. The desire to live or die. I offer u the Gift of Life. Take it or Leave it. Immortality shall have its way one way or another.
What Is Better???
What is better 1. Playstation or X box 2. T.v or Music 3. Love or Lust 4. Nicole Ritchie or Paris Hilton 5. Finding Nemo or Shrek 6. Black or White 7. Apple juice or Orange juice 8. Harry Potter or Lord of the rings 9. Scrabble or Monopoly 10. High Heels or Flats All my answers are the first ones written, please take the time you write your prefrences in my comments i would love it-thanks.
Start Up
I started this to get oppinions and options in the world of everyday life, the roller coaster ride of life, any topic can be discussed I dont beleive in sencorship . After going through what what went through with hurrican Katrina im sure you can guess how upset with the government i am all local ,state, and fed .. I dont care if its democrat,republican,independant the whole system is fked up and should be all disband .. it does say in the constitution that if the american people are dissatified with the government they can tare it down and start a new one .. dont quote me word for word lol but it is in there anyways im done with the rambling, i hope we all can discusse some great topics and have tons of fun .. peace n love
Summertime...
Another day, another dollar...I remember youunder perfect summer skiessmileimmaculateI remember you...Today the heavens are drapped bluelight and clearand I can almost taste the freshness with every breathsummers kissing the mindwith joyous ocean thoughtsand bakeing everything lightinto pastel shadeseven drab grays and brownsare taking on ice cream huesLaughter calls from every corner of the galaxyunseen children reveling in fantasy freedomsvoices drifting over roof topsand through open windowsechoing in the mindwith tastes of holidaysfrom every pastI sat up in my bed, this morning, and stared through the low open window oppositestared out at the early morning vistasoaking in the carnival that is summerwhat should I do today?what should I do today?The lake sounds like a good ideahalf on greenhalf in bluethe cooling kiss of watersas it tastes my bodygently loving mewith all it's wisdomor there is the citythe actionthe girls...or...the verdant green parkslush and coolingfull of laughter
Oh Wow..!!
totally didnt know we had the ability to do blogs!! just saw it when my friend katina posted 1.. she admitted to just noticeing these things.. so im gunna admit it too!! but this time i dont have the excuse that im rarely on LC, cause im frequently on here!! just wanna show off what katina made me!!
Of Sister Rose
There's a special place in the garden of my heart. Specially set apart For the sister that stands beside me. She lights the world to help me see. She's there when everyone else is gone. And heals my hurt with the eyes of a fawn. She lets me be who I am And always the one to bail me out of a jam. So in her I give my trust. And love her greatly as I must. Written for me by my brother
You're My Sort Of Girl, If...
You're my sort of girl if you can see beyond the latest fashion trends, and you understand that something like guys kissing guys, actually means your guy kissing someone else, which is cheating, you understand that I wear what I want, because like you I am aware of fashions and trends, but I'm not a slave to them, and I don't just want to look like a clone of what looked hot last summer.You're my sort of girl, if you appreciate it when I try to make you smile, when you feel down, and you return the favour whenever I feel low.You're my sort of girl, if when you secretly catch me trying to smell your hair, you know it's because I love your scent, and not because I'm trying to identify your hairspray, to use on my own hair.You're my sort of girl, if you know when I stand beside you, infront of the mirror, I'm checking out your beauty, not your jeans, to see if they'd look better on me.You're my sort of girl, if the time we spend together is the best, but also if we respect each others ind
Things With Me
Dark Greetings all, I know I have not been around for a while now but I have a good reasonI have been working my ass off and things are going very well for meI am no longer a temp for Fresh express I was hired on full time and now I am a crew lead I am getting ready to move into my own place, and my car is finally all fixed and so far there are no more problems with it Me and my x got back together and that has been going good, we still have a lot of things to work on but it is no where near as bad as it used to be. My weight loss fight, I have lost over 40 pounds and I did it the right way no drugs and no starving myself I feel GREAT I hope everyone is doing great.Blessed be and Rock out with your twins out If anyone you want to talk to me you can always hit me up on messenger, even if I am not here I can pm you back when I am great thing about off lines (nassy.bitch) **licks and Bites**
Urgh....
I went to sleep like around 1am today, and then woke up about 3am or so. I'm at my best friend's house right now. It's so hard being away from him. It's so hard, that I can hardly stand being alone as it is right now. Why do things have to be all great and then the next minute things go wrong? Why does life have to bring these hurtful times in our life? We don't enjoy it, so why bring it to the surface? Right now our song just came on Always by Atlantic Starr. Every time I hear this song I instantly think about him. It's so hard to not think about him. It's going to be hard enough as days go by. Stuff just doesn't seem to go as planned. My sleeping pattern is all fucked up, and I can't hardly sleep without him as it is and when I do try to sleep. I only sleep a little at a time because when I'm sleeping I'm always dreaming about him. It's so hard, it's so fucking hard to just go on like nothing ever happened. To make things even worse on my part, is I keep running the thoughts of
At The Pool
mmmmmmmmmm baby i walk past the pool and i see you there laying in the chaise lounge with your shirt off and just in your shorts enjoying the sun no one eles is around the pool is empty and i walk by you and go in to the pool, your still laying there so i playfully splash water on you to get your attention. you sit up and a smile crosses your face you come into the pool and come near me all i'm wearing is a tshirt and bra and a pair of shorts. the water is a little cold so my nipples are showing you reach over and undo my bra and slip it off and toss it up where the towels are u get me in to one corner of the pool and start rubing my breasts and kissing my neck as i have my arms and legs wraped around you i feel your hard cock up against me so i reach down and i begin to start stroking you. feeling you getting harder and throbing mmmm baby u feel so good in my hands i slip off your shorts and i slip off mine i guide your cock to my pussy and i slide
Bar Scene
i was sitting at the bar listening to the music and drinking my rum and coke then you come walking in the door wearing tight blue jeans and a tight shirt your muscles were rippleing under your pull over you looked soooooooo good i was wearing a strapless top and a short short skirt with no panties in case i was going to get some action that nite. i walked over to the pool table where u were and layed my money down then walked back to the table where i was sitting and ordered another drink. i was getting hot watching you play pool that i started to play with my ice that was left in my glass. i would bring the ice cube up to my lips and suck on it and then run it down my neck you looked over and seen me slide the ice down to my clevage then said it was my turn to play. i walked over and picked up the cue stick and played dumb and said i didn't really know how to play so you came over to me and put your large muscular arms around me and told me how to hold the cue and shoot
Your Lips Speak Soft Sweetness
Your lips speak soft sweetness Your touch a cool caress I am lost in your magic My heart beats within your chest I think of you each morning And dream of you each night I think of your arms being around me And cannot express my delight Never have I fallen But I am quickly on my way You hold a heart in your hands That has never before been given away
New Poem
Basking in the warmth of your smile And the music of your laugh I feel your tenderness And your oh so witty style I dont know why god blessed me With such a friend as you But it makes my pleasure complete And very happy too The way you always know me And exactly what to do When my loneliness gets me down And Im so very blue The way you see into my soul And looked behind my eyes And I dont have to hide my feelings And put on a disguise With you I learned to trust And as I person I have grown Who could have possibly told me How could I have known That you would come in to my life And my beauty would start to bloom And like a pretty butterfly Come out of my cocoon To share your tender heart The warmness of your smile The courage of your wisdom For these Id walk for miles To be thinking of a time When youd no longer be there For me to gaze upon in delight And all our feelings share Is not acceptable to me
An Interview With God
"What surprises you most about humankind?" God answered, "They get bored with childhood, they rush to grow up, and then long to be children again." "That they lose their health to make money, and then lose their money to restore their health." "That by thinking anxiously about the future, they forget the present, such that they live in neither the present nor the future." "That they live as if they will never die, and die as if they never lived." "As a parent, what are some of lifes lessons you want your children to learn?" God answered, "To learn they cannot make anyone love them, All they can do is let themselves be loved." "To learn it is not good to compare themselves to others." "To learn to forgive by practicing forgiveness." "To learn that it only takes a few seconds to open profound wounds in those they love, and it can take many years to heal them." "To learn that a rich person is not one who has the most, but is one who n
After The Honeymoon...
Relationships..its all about WORK WORK N MORE WORK!!!...why do some people think that once you've hooked up with that guy or girl their work is done? HARDLY!! When you find someone you like one tends to mold oneself to become their object of affection by "liking" the same things...listening to the same music...goin to the same places of interest that person does...dressing up and speaking and behaving in a certain manner that that person likes saying all the right things that you KNOE they want to hear but then once the honeymoon period is over.. BAM!!...you tend to go back to your old ways and the person is left wondering who the hell they fell in love with in the first place... Yes, we all have faults but isn't it better to show those faults right from the start so that your potential significant other KNOES what he/she is getting into that way it leaves no chance for misrepresentation and that person could never ever say you lied to them about who you are or that you're not the p
The Wolf
The wolf wanders alone. Most think of him as the predator and avoid him or are leary. Others condem him for the actions of his ancestors and other wolves. Yes he desires the pack but the pack also brings competion and a certain trust. This wolf can not afford to be hurt again so he goes it alone, byhimself and drudges on. The few that do seek the frienship of this wolf, find a true friend and a loyal companion. He may not fully give himself to them because he knows that eventully he will be wandering alone again. This Wolf will protect at all cost those that are vulnrable to other preditors. And he will shed blood if needed. He lives by his own rules and and sometimes that leads him into deadly fields. But he has the cunningness and wisdom to always escape without to much of a scar. Oh yes his scars remind him of his past and make him leery of his future. But he keeps going. Is he a Hero or a misguided loaner? We shall see. Do not avoid the wolf,,,because he will avoid you if that is b
~*~ Anger Management Really Works ~*~
When you occasionally have a really bad day, and you just need to take it out on someone, don't take it out on someone you know, take it out on someone you don't know. I was sitting at my desk when I remembered a phone call I'd forgotten to make. I found the number and dialed it. A man answered, saying "Hello." I politely said, "This is Chris. Could I please speak with Robin Carter?" Suddenly the phone was slammed down on me. I couldn't believe that anyone could be so rude. I tracked down Robin's correct number and called her. I had transposed the last two digits of her phone number. After hanging up with her, I decided to call the 'wrong' number again. When the same guy answered the phone, I yelled, "You're an asshole!" and hung up. I wrote his number down with the word 'asshole' next to it, and put it in my desk drawer. Every couple of weeks, when I was paying bills or had a really bad day, I'd call him up and yell, "You're an asshole!" It always cheered me up. When
~*~tag ~*~ 6 Weird Or Quirky Things About Ya.
Wellll hmmmmmmmmm... 1. I can't seem to take a compliment since I don't really have an ego. (long story..) 2. I can clean up every room in the house but my room. and I hate my bed cuz its too small.. LOL 3. I have the same exact nickname as the artist known as Prince! (yet.. I can't really play an instrament or sing. I can play some by ear.. for some odd reason.. don't know why.. weird.. guitar,piano.. on occasion.. 4. I love video games.. and act like I suck at them cuz my friends are into comptetition so much. So I fake it.. LOL ( I 'm unstoppable when I drink jolt cola though!) 5. I almost had a russian bride. (another long story). she broke my heart.. not really.. its alwyas been broken.. I had a Scotish gf that came over to see me. That went ok. She had all these famous friends.. weird.. 6. I'm shy. so shy.. that when I went to live in Cali.. Girls would buy me lunch and dinner. because I was so freakin quiet.. LOL I am quiet.. can't help
Hetic As Hell
First off my spelling is terrible so forgive me. I have always had an exstensive vocabulary ,but can't spelling a fucking thing at all. Its been insane trying to get things squared away. I still am at my mother's while JR is in MOS training and since she is a lazy cow I take care of HER household though she claims I never do a damn thing ,but the people that matter know thats not true so I guess its ok. My poor Father though. He is a paramedic F.T.O. and was offered a job at CARE ambulance ,but he wanted to stay at mid-ga. Mom gave him shit about not takeing the job and badgered him so bad he gave in and took it. Then she bitched at him for doing that! There is no winning with her I fucking swear. The woman is impossible and I hate her fucking guts. I don't claim her. I only claim my Dad since him and my grandfather primarily raised me while my Mother slept through my childhood. Stupid bitch. The coyotes out here on the farm have gotten to an incredible population! The are killing
Tell Me One Thing
thats all i want, for everyone who reads this to tell me one thing they like about me, weither you know me personally, or just looking at my pictures, tell me one thing you like the most about me. im curious as to find out what ppl really think at first glance.
Stressed
Feeling stressed today need a hug :)
Fuck The Police!
Man me and Sheikiepoo.. we coulda fucked up that cop.. there had to be two.. WHY.. WHYYY.. if there was only one.. we could have killed him.. and disposed of the car and the body properly.. but that second cop had to get out.. that motherfucker!! Noone would have missed him.. noone would find him. FUCKKKK.. oh well.. motherfuckers pullin people over and shit.. bein assholes.. riiiiiight.. they didnt find ANYTHING on us.. ohh i wish it was only one.. fuckin right... Love Your lette Bloodytheclown! :)
Gypsy
I wander alone most of the time , there is a cold solice in it . The howl of the wind and dim lights in the sky are my guides as well as my closest friends, but still i hunger for the companionship of the people ,im week for the want i feel. My spirit calls to be bonded with anuther yet my mind still overcomes the spirits passion . Memories of past betrayls yet lingers, pain and hatered are what they left me with. I have givin all heart , mind , body and spirit and lost . and yet still the feeling holds craving anuther, why must the spirit fight the mind while it well knows the pain of loss and is reminded by the mind constantly. A feral almost spectral craving , animalistic feeling's for the saftey of a pack , So be it ! , come to me and fulfill the spirit or regect me and condem me to the torture of the mind . Once again i walk the well beaten path of want , we shall see what will come of it thiss time.
Love, Hate, And Lies
On the outside I'm smiling, On the inside I'm screaming, I'm screaming your name, Wishing you were here next to me, Telling me everything will be ok Holding me close I can still hear the sound of your voice, It's becoming so faint, We're drifting apart and I can't stop it, I'm lying awake thinking Thinking of all the thing you've told me, About how much you cared, How much you had wanted to be wit me, How I was the only one, But in reality It was all the things You wanted to say to her, You sat there and told me lies, Even though I want to believe, I can't do that for you anymore, I hate you for lying to me When you knew how I felt, But I still care about you. I just don't want anymore lies.
Me
Me im insane from rage, and an excess of everything. so i wander in search of my Gypsy women . and a warm dry place to sleep , Dont let Things be the bindings of salvery, live for the moment live FREE . I have gained and lost so much in life. but for the most part the dark shadow of a tree has become my greatest comfort and the sorce of all my sorrow . The shimmring light of the river calls forth to my spirit , but the fear in my heart holds fast. I have nothing but my mind and my pain . You have just stumbled opon the residue of a faultering artists spirit . No want or need just pain and the wisdom that springs forth from it..
Perverts
I have an issue that i truly want to discuss not just with family and friends but with LOST CHERRY as a whole.... Maybe i am just but one nice guy left but so far this week i have seen 10 ladies leave the site and had in the past three days 4 more claim if they do not stop getting the rude comments and remarks sent to them they will leave lost cherry. I dont understand why things cant be taken into action and if we had a button or something to click for a report type so that these same people who continue to go around and harass the ladies time and time again can be ridden from the site. My understanding of this site is community run therefor if enough folks did in fact report them wouldnt it then be in the best interest to remove such problems? I dont know but it seems strange that all the same ladies i have chatted with have the same thoughts and all of them seemed to be decent good loving people with caring hearts and intellectual minds. Not just to be here to be perved upon bu
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Nice we get to blog awway now .. Whooohoooo.. > :)
Sorry
sorry folks im a bit busy atm with a website.. thats why i havent been on here to mutch latly= hard stuff to learn how to code and sutch .. anyhow
Before You Send Me That Friend Request...
Before you send me a friend request there's some things I'd like to say... 1) If you are a member of Fat Sonny's family other than CntryGoth, ~Darkness~ or Shylo...get the fuck away from my page and stay away. This isn't high school and I don't deal well with cliques. 2) If you're just here for points...get the Hell out of here. I'm here to meet new ppl not to participate in a popularity contest. 3) If you are a man or woman seeking validation on how you look...go away. You have come to the wrong place if you want your ego stroked. 4) If you are going to give ratings...give nothing but 10's please. I wouldn't give you anything less than a 10 whether I like your pics or not. It's just rude. So please show me the same courtesy and respect. This is supposed to be a friendly community so don't be an asshole. 5) If you are looking to hook up and screw...leave me alone. I don't do one night stands and I'm very much in love with some one anyway. 6) If you're only making frie
When A Woman Loves A Man
when a woman loves a man, she gives herself, to him with out question, she never stops to consider her own feelings, or those around her. when a woman loves a man, there is nothing to much to ask, a back rub, a shoulder or a tender kiss just to say its ok, im here with you. when a woman loves a man, there is no end to the suport she gives to him, weither it be suporting his half cocked dreams, to standing next to him when he starts on a new path, when a woman loves a man, she will still love him, even when she makes her cry, even whe he goes away, because regarless, her heart cant let him go, when a woman loves a man its unconditional, when she says forever she means, it, in 15 years when you call her out of the blue, she will act as thought you havent missed a day, if you get the chanced to be loved like this, why would you ever break her heart, if she means the world to you, then let her now, with ever breath of your being, with every fiber of your soul, with ever
More Than Passion
Silently she awakes and gazes upon him there. She sees him sleeping peacefully and longs to hold him near. She reaches out her trembling hand to gently touch his face. Remembering short hours ago, sharing love's embrace. He stirs just then and spies her tender. loving stare. Then places his hand over hers, stunned at the extent of her care. Their eyes never leave each other as she caresses his soft skin. She smiles at him slightly as she moves closer to him. He takes her in his arms placing a kiss upon her cheek. She turns her head slowly, his lips for her to seek. A subtle moan escapes her as his hand explores anew. Passions kiss intensifies as their rhythmic dance ensues. He proclaims his love for her as he kisses her wanting neck. She moves her hands over him finally to rest upon his chest. Feeling her velvet secret engulf him again and again, And feels her building climax escaping from her then. She arches back, catches his eyes adoring their allure. As they reach
Untitled
Sometimes late at night when I'm all alone I dream that you are holding me in your arms I can feel each time you breath in, Each time you breath out... I want to memorize your heartbeat And feel it deep within my soul... Sometimes when I breath deep enough, I can catch the very scent of you... I have never really told you, How much I need you... Everytime we talk and I hear your laughter, So beautiful and meaningful... You make me smile within my soul... So, come close to me, Just hold me close... I would stay forever... Enjoying every breath, every tear, Every hope, every dream, Every moment of your life, That cause you pain and brought you joy I just want to feel the presence of your soul... And know that you are next to me, Warming my day and taking your fears away I would wipe away the tears... Even the ones that stay inside, Where no one else can see them I just want you to hold me in your arms... Feeling each time you breath in... Each ti
A Stupid Poem To Make My Friend Laugh
so many lovers so far away... how can i get to them all in a day... get rid of the miles that are inbetween us... cuz all i want baby is your 8 inch penis! ahahah now laugh damit candy!
Be A Scream Queen
Gene Fenton is recruiting Scream Queens to pose in promotional photographs with his sculptures of dinosaurs and other monsters. Who - or what - is a "Scream Queen"? [No, nothing to do with "adult entertainment" or Hugh Hefner and his less tasteful imitators!] Originally, a Scream Queen was the beautiful but seemingly helpless female lead in the B-grade horror and sci-fi movies of the 1950s. Menaced by monsters and mad scientists, they would usually (but not always) require rescue by the dashing male lead. The most elegant (but often strong-willed and heroic) of Scream Queens is actress Allison Hayes who starred in The Unearthly (1957) and Attack Of The 50-Foot Woman (1958). If you're interested in posing as a Scream Queen, contact him at gfenton@mail.microserve.net or call (724) 463-0648. You can see slide shows of his promotional photos at www.genefenton.com [Photographs courtesy of Gene Fenton Copyright 2000] Recommended links: Be a Scream Queen
What Is Your Primary Vice?
Your primary vice is sex You are able to escape reality, and all your problems through sex. You are incredibly passionate and a great lover and you have very little stress in your life because of your active vice. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com
Its Just My Luck
i always felt that only once in my life i would find someone to complete me, to make me whole, and i always feared that i had missed him, let him slip by with out a chance of letting him know how much i loved him. i know that i have met this man, and i know he has slipped through my fingers. once in your life you get the chance to show someone how much they mean to you, that one special person that you would walk to the ends of the earth for, just to say baby i did it for you. please just remember, if you cant stop thinking about them, if your world revolves around just hearing their voice, if your heart skips a beat to hear their breath, its love true love, dont ever let that get away, if you can not make it through one day with out hearing their voice tell them, odds are they feel the same for you.
Which 80s Nintendo Character Turned You On The Most?
You are most attracted to the Duck Hunt dog He would always taunt you if you missed your target, but it only turned you on more. I bet you even went right up to the t.v. screen to shoot him once or twice. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com
How Much Of A Gold Digger Are You?
You are 19% Gold Digger You are not a gold digger. Love means a lot to you and you would never compromise your chance of true love by trying to seduce someone wealthy. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com
You People Wanted To Know If I Was A Romantic Heres The Proof
You are my one and only . the sight of you keeps me going and makes me want to get up in the morning. your smile lights up any place You are in . You have a kindness to You that would tame even the most wild of beasts . lips like newly bloomed cherry blossoms and eyes that i strugle not to lose my self in . Your alabaster skin is beautifull soft and addictive to the touch i feel i would wither and die without it, Fiona you are the woman i dream of when i sleep and the woman i crave when im awake..... I love you now and will for the rest of my life you are my perfect woman, my fantasy, my eternal lover....
What Type Of Drunk Are You?
You are a happy drunk When you are drunk, nothing gets you down. You are friendly with everyone, and probably get free drinks all the time because you are so nice to everyone. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com
Reality Of A Break-up
"Reality of a Break-up" (this is for people who question WHY) Why is it when we end a relationship our hearts can't seem to move on? Our heads play circular games with us that continue to haunt our every waking & sleeping moments. Why do we hang on to what we think is our destiny? Is it that we have a need to fulfill some certain void that we ourselves can not obtain within ourselves? I wish I knew the answers to these questions because I keep getting beat up by these same taunting thoughts day in and day out. But I am also a glutton for punishment. I am one of those women who love too much. There is no cure for a woman like me except to find a man who truly loves me and appreciates the woman I am OR just never end the relationship. Pretty simple right...WRONG! I tend to find men who have an addictive personality only to win my affections...then charm their way into my bed. And I'm sick of men who can not take responsibility for their own actions then turn blame
What Friends Are For
Just when everything around you is falling apart, remember your true friends will always be there for you, through tough times and sad times,just call and i,ll be there...
Reality Of A Break-up
"Reality of a Break-up" (this is for people who question WHY) Why is it when we end a relationship our hearts can't seem to move on? Our heads play circular games with us that continue to haunt our every waking & sleeping moments. Why do we hang on to what we think is our destiny? Is it that we have a need to fulfill some certain void that we ourselves can not obtain within ourselves? I wish I knew the answers to these questions because I keep getting beat up by these same taunting thoughts day in and day out. But I am also a glutton for punishment. I am one of those women who love too much. There is no cure for a woman like me except to find a man who truly loves me and appreciates the woman I am OR just never end the relationship. Pretty simple right...WRONG! I tend to find men who have an addictive personality only to win my affections...then charm their way into my bed. And I'm sick of men who can not take responsibility for their own actions then turn blame
What Type Of Car Represents Your Sexual Experience?
Your sexual experience is like a hot red sports car You play fast and hard. Few people can keep up with you and the ones who cant are the one night stands. You are a player and usually have sex on your mind. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com
Fridge Magnet Poetry
I ask you to beat me I like it fast I need to want, ache, moan, scream, soar ... Only when he uses power Do I pant, ask, urge, lust, worship ... Tell him Death would pound her knife On bare skin, it's like boiling blood But it could smear like honey ... I lie languidly, weak, drunk, asleep Chaining my eternity to my top For his love cools like a flood But my dream is never true ...
Thank You So Much!
hey everyone i know i haven't been on much lately something is wrong with my connection so i now am on here less frequently and i know it might sound craz but i can't afford to do a cherry blast yetbut i will definately do one in the near future. anyway thank you for continuing to show love to my page and please know that when i can i will return the favor i love you all so much lc is the best!! love and aloha!always. maile
What Is Your Absolute Turn Off?
Hairiness is your number one turn off Your sex partners cant have any unsightly hair other wise it is such a turn off. Try introducing your sweetie to the local waxer. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com
My Dearest Cheryl
it is the night before i leave for camp and i cannot stop thinking about you. i am sad that i am leaving you for a week and i am a bit nervous to find out how your date with matt has gone. it has been on my mind all night. the camp is tomorrow and already i miss you terribly! to spend a week away from you, not even being able to call you makes me sad. i already feel lonely. i just wanted to tell you, though, that i love you. you will be in my heart and on my mind all this upcoming week more than ever. and i promise that, even though you won't get them until later, i will write you a letter every day telling you what i did. so that means you should have seven plus by the time i see you next. i love you and miss you. tell mom and kris i say "hi". i love you. love always alex
What Is Your Hottest Bedroom Accessory?
Your hottest bedroom accessory is your sound system You are into music, and you are the best at picking out the perfect list of songs for every type of sex session. You are ideal at setting the mood anytime. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com
My First Blog!
it's raining cats and dogs here! and I have a cold I think summer might be all over
How Bisexual Are You?
You are 61% Bisexual You are bisexual. For you, sex is about having fun and the sex of your partner is of no consequence to you. You probably have a little bit of a preference either way, but you dont let that slow you down. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com
Echoes
EchoesBy Pink FloydCodesAndLyrics.com
Forgiveness
What forgiveness is "Forgiveness is a form of realism. It doesn't deny, minimize, or justify what others have done to us or the pain that we have suffered. It encourages us to look squarely at those old wounds and see them for what they are. And it allows us to see how much energy we have wasted and how much we have damaged ourselves by not forgiving. Forgiveness is an internal process. It can't be forced, and it doesn't come easy. It brings with it great feelings of wellness and freedom. But we experience this only when we want to heal and when we are willing to work for it. Forgiveness is a sign of positive self-esteem. We no longer identify ourselves by our past injuries and injustices. We are no longer victims. We claim the right to stop hurting when we say, "I'm tired of the pain, and I want to be healed." At that moment, forgiveness becomes a possibility-although it may take time and much hard work before we finally achieve it. Forgiveness is letting go of the past. It do
Tiger Army / Afi
Yeah so I saw the AFI and Tiger Army on sunday and It was awesome. That was a kick ass show so I encourage everyone to go out and see it. If anyone knows any other kick ass psychobilly bands besides Tiger Army let me know.
What Is Your Favorite Thing To Say In The Bedroom?
Your favorite thing to say in the bedroom is:Why wont it stop Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com
Yield
YIELD Power Carefully used Subtly, in ways unseen Dominion is wielded over your soul. Enclosed you in my strength Remove your defenses All your vulnerability Is mine. Mercy Is what you beg But its not what you need Show you none. Make you the cream of my crop. Yielding you bend to me Like clay under my touch you are molded to my desires I make you. I travel your body with my fingers. Follow with my mouth. Discover your secrets Explore. Inside Within your walls I stroke and strum your soul Creating intimate music you sing.
Another One
One Lonely Star As I lay here looking up at the glorious stars, I notice one special one; It sits apart from the rest, Although there are clusters of the most magnificent stars Ihave ever seen, Iam drawn to this one... It seems to me that it is a very lonely star, Automatically I associate it with a "she". She shines, perhaps not as brightly as her sister stars, but she shines in her own way, Her beauty hidden from the naked eye, you must look closely to see it. This star's beauty is not an outward beauty, but a beauty from within, that shines out. And if you take the time to really look, you just may see, that she shines brighter than any star that will ever be......... BY, CMG
Late Night Thoughts
I woke up from another of my strange dreams sweating and lost in the darkness around me. I have been having a lot of them lately though I'm not exactly sure why. Maybe it is all the death surrounding me these last few weeks or someone trying to tell me something. I only wish I knew which and than maybe they would stop.
Strength
STRENGTH He stood there, unable to move. his body covered with a rigid second skin from the top of his head to the soles of his feet. it allowed him no movement, he could only stand and look straight ahead. He didn't know how long he had been standing there- it seemed forever. His arms out stretched with a gesture of pleading. But he couldn't move them. His mouth wanting to plead for release, but was unable to speak...only his eyes showed the fear, the soul wrenching pain and the consuming desire for release which went to his very soul. He had seen glimpses of many people who had tried to help him- they had always been stopped by the second skin which he wore. They had never been able to make a dent in the armor in which he had been encased, and had gone away without being able to release him. They did not understand what it took to penatrate that shell which held him. They were chased away by the voice which came from the speaker on the chest which proclaimed that
What Is Your Pornstar Name?
Your Pornstar Name is:Paris Assgrabber Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com
A Poem I Wrote
Have You Ever noticed Have you ever noticed the simple beauty in a tree? Or the soul of a Bird soaring? have you ever noticed the magnificent colors in a sunrise or sunset? Or the peaceful beauty of a field of flowers? Have you ever noticed the rightness of a mother walking with her child? Or of an elderly couple sitting on their porch, in their rocking chairs, holding hands? Have you ever noticed how few people take the time to enjoy the simple things in life? I Have. By, CMG
What Is Your Sexual Personality?
Daring, confident, animalistic You like to have a lot of sex and try a lot of things. You are very kinky and have a lot of confidence in yourself. You like to explore all aspects of sexuality because it is something that interests you a lot. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com
Great Jumpin Jesus On A Pogo Stick Wearing An Itsy Bitsy Teeny Weeny Yellow Polka Dot Bikini
this site is freaking insane. i havent been a member for an hour yet and my head is spinning!!!aaaaaaah
Son Of A Bitch...
i fuckin did it again... i crashed my fucking computer and fried my vid. card to boot... now isn't that a pisser... needless to say i'm really fucking pissed off... now lets see here, i need a vid. card, hard drive at least... if i did really fuck my shit up "like i normally do" i'm gonna need a new puter... hey at least my monitor is good... rite... so yeah, i now have to use this busted ass piece of shit notebook to get online... on a better note, i think i'm gonna leave personal updates about me and or stupid shit i get into or something like that... so check back "not so often"... but i'll let you into my lil world, one typed word at a time... untill next time, peace the fuck out...
What Is Your Most Embarrassing Sexual Moment?
Your most embarrassing sexual moment: You saw a shiny new penny under the bed while having sex Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com
A True Soul Mate
A True Soul Mate Only once in your life, I truly believe, you find someone who can completely turn your world around. You tell them things that you've never shared with another soul and they absorb everything you say and actually want to hear more. You share hopes for the future, dreams that will never come true, goals that were never achieved and the many disappointments life has thrown at you. When something wonderful happens, you can't wait to tell them about it, knowing they will share in your excitement. They are not embarrassed to cry with you when you are hurting or laugh with you when you make a fool of yourself. Never do they hurt your feelings or make you feel like you are not good enough, but rather they build you up and show you the things about yourself that make you special and even beautiful. There is never any pressure, jealousy or competition but only a quiet calmness when they are around. You can be yourself and not worry about what they will think of you because they
What Will You Receive On The 12 Days Of Christmas?
The Twelve Days of Christmasfor cutekitty6969:Day #Who?What they got you1sta strap-on2ndA signed document releasing their body to you upon their death to do with as you please3rdmost of a dead hooker4tha taped-off-TV copy of 'the erotic adventures of hercules'5thA creepy sexual poem that they wrote in 2nd person narration6thpubic dandruff shampoo7tha tray of lewd ice cubes8thA forty pronged whip for lashing all of your friends9tha box of 'wacky' cuban cigars10thThe Marquis de Sade's sex drive11tha butt-plug12th
Hmmm
I don't really have anything to say right now. I didn't even realize they had blogs on here lol. I'll put more stuff up later. ;]
Where In The World Are You Most Likely To Get Laid?
cutekitty6969 is most likely to get laid in Kuwait, on the side of the road. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com
Conviction.... A Story Of Head And Heart
A well dressed man approached a Victorian style house from what appeared to be a late model Chevy sedan. I had just left the scene of the crime. My mind full of questions, and I was searching for answers. I walked to the front door and pulled open the screen. The exterior of the house was in good repair ... love lives here sign above the front door.......fits as a first impression. Maybe the two ladies that lived here had a few of the answers I was looking for. Follow the evidence is the cardinal rule, but It had rained all night and most of it had washed away. No Tire tracks and the two victims were still unidentified. A long shot brought me to the doorstep of Miss Jane and Miss Karen(strange names I thought)They were the owners of the Natasha's Flower shop. At some point right around 4 am; the two victims were brutally gunned down on the street in front of the Flower shop. I was hoping the camera, mounted above the door of the shop had picked up something. I wiped my muddy feet on th
What Is Your Most Memorable Sexcapade?
cutekitty6969's most memorable sexcapade: You broke 7 of your sex toys at once Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com
What Is The Best Type Of Sex For You?
You prefer Rough sex! You like it ROUGH. Hard, great, wonderful slamming sex is your type of sex. More the product of lust than love - and utterly horny - rough sex is what satisfies you. 'What is the best type of sex for you?' at QuizUniverse.com
Woman
You are a woman to be honored; A woman who knows what she wants to do and will do it; A woman who is not afraid to speak out for what she believes; A woman who is kind and good and giving and yet wants for herself also; A woman who sets high goals for herself and achieves them; A woman who is beautiful on the outside and inside; A woman who understands her body and is in complete charge of her body; A woman who is a success at work and with those she loves; A woman who is intelligent and sensitive, strong and able; A woman who loves being a woman equal to men; A woman who is the ideal woman; You are a remarkable woman accomplishing so much as a strong woman in a man's world; Strong but soft; strong but caring; strong but compassionate. You are a remarkable woman accomplishing so much as a giving woman in a selfish world; Giving to your friends; giving to your family; giving to everyone. You are a remarkable woman who is loved by so many people whose lives yo
How Kinky Are You?
You are 90% kinky You are crazy kinky. Do you ever think of anything other than sex? Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com
What Is Your Sexual Iq?
You have a sexual IQ of 149 When it comes to sex, you are a super genius. You have had a lot of experience, and sex interests you so you know a lot about it. You pride yourself on being a source of information and guidance to all of your friends. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com
Read Some Of My Blogs Already Here
here is my myspace blog link go there and read some of it. http://blog.myspace.com/djthrowback
This Week
so it's 3:20 in the morning and i am on lc, my life really has been reduced to nothing but internet garbage and monday night football. what am i going to do.
Yummy Mmmmmmm
One of the great sexual wonders of the world is Female Ejaculation. Called by a variety of names, from the poetic to the worshipful to the crass, Female Ejaculation is the Nectar of Aphrodite, the Fountain of Venus, the Champagne of Sex, the Geyser of Love. Squirting! Spurting! Spraying! Gushing. Female Ejaculation is carnal proof that a woman's ability to hit her lover right between the eyes when she comes is equal to that of a man. Thus, it's importance is not only erotic, but political, as it is a tangible, palatable (i.e., delicious!) symbol of female sexual power. These thumbnails are your gateway into the wild wet world of female ejaculation What, physiologically speaking, are we talking about here? There are, essentially, two types of Love Geysers: 1) G-Spot Female Ejaculation, and 2) Self-Squirting. This video photo-essay will examine both. G-Spot Female Ejaculation The G-Spot and female ejaculation have separately and together been areas of continuous, vociferous
What Is Your Sexual Zodiac?
Aries You are so full of energy, you constantly attract hotties, and you are always the dominant one in the sack. It is very easy for you approach people because you have so much confidence and you are very forward about your feelings. You are very likely to have lots of sexual partners, (sometimes all at once), and be the most sexually experienced of any of your friends. Sex matches: Gemini, Leo, Sagittarius Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com
What Sexual Activity Will You Go To Jail For?
cutekitty6969 will go to jail for ... Asking a hooker what time it is - then being busted as a john 'What sexual activity will you go to jail for?' at QuizUniverse.com
New Here
Hey everyone I'm new here, and what the hell are cherry bucks? or points...anyways lookinf forward to meeting you all!
Reflex
IAM REFLEX YOU
I Love To Blog
im so glad this is here so i guess yall are ready for my stuff so bear with me while i get the blogging lol
How Will You Be Defined In The Sexual Dictionary?
cutekitty6969 -- [noun]:A skimpy piece of lingere 'How will you be defined in the sexual dictionary?' at QuizUniverse.com
Thoughts
I have sat here all day with so many thoughts running through my mind and tears running down my face that it would drive anyone insane. Am I losing this battle that I didn't even know I was in? Or once again am I just being the typical me and over thinking everything and over reacting? Who knows cause I have no one to sit here and tell me. Anyways...I wrote something and wanted to post it on here. This piece I wrote doesn't have any meaning really to anything that is going on in my life...I guess you can say it's just my deepest fears coming out in a poetic word form. Hope you enjoy if that's possible. If only you would have continued Doing the things that you do The sooner I would have realized That I was falling in love with you You may think that I am joking And you may think that this is a game But while you're out scanning other girls I'm the one left in pain How can I get this through to you That I can be your one and only love But whenever it comes to our rela
What Will The Porno Of Your Life Be Called?
The porno of cutekitty6969's life will be called ... "Life of a sex addict" 'What will the porno of your life be called?' at QuizUniverse.com
What Is Your Seduction Style?
You are flirty. You find it easy to attract people because you are so confident. You also arn't bad to look at which helps. 'What is your seduction style?' at QuizUniverse.com
What Is Your Sexual Hidden Talent?
Using your hands Your sexual hidden talent is your ability to use your hands. You are damn good with them, and know how to make your lover feel incredibly sexy with just one caress. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com
How Fuckable Are You?
You are 82% fuckable! Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com
Last Kiss Story
HERE IS THE STORY BEHIND THE SONG LAST KISS Last Kiss -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Sixteen-year-old Jeanette Clark was out on a date in Barnesville, Georgia on December 22, 1962, the Saturday before Christmas. She was with a group of friends in a '54 Chevrolet. J. L. Hancock, also sixteen, was driving the car in heavy traffic and while traveling on Highway 341, collided with a trailer truck. Jeanette, the driver and another teenager were killed, and two other teens in the car were seriously injured. Most had been students at Gordon Military College. It was a terribly gory accident and provoked an intense reaction in Barnesville. Living about fifteen miles away in an old shack for which he was paying $20 a month rent was Wayne Cochran, a white R&B singer and composer. Wayne saw accident after accident on the busy stretch of highway on which he lived. He had written a song about all the accidents and left it unfinished, unt
Stop Daddy Stop
STOP DADDY...DONT HIT MOMMY STOP....I SCREAM AT THE TOP OF MY LUNGS..AS I WATCH DADDY HIT MOMMY AGAIN AND AGAIN...I STAND IN FRONT OF MOMMY SO MAYBE HE WILL HIT ME INSTED OF HER...SHE DIDN NOT DESERVE THIS...WHY MUST YOU DRINK AND COME HOME...WHY CANT YOU JUST DIE...STOP HURTING MY MOMMY...
Girlfriend Application
The Official Girlfiend Application This application must be filled out in its entirety in order to be considered for the position that you are applying. Photographs may sway my opinion one way or the other, feel free to attach any that you think may help you gain this position. Just remember: Be COMPLETELY honest with all your answers, I will be double checking applications using Google to ensure honesty. Any false information will automatically nullify any chance you might have had. Thanks, and have fun. Basic Information Full legal name: Age: Height: Weight: Eye color: Measurements: Natural hair color: Current hair color Contact Information Home phone: Cell phone: Email: Getting to know you Are you a virgin? If no, how many past sexual partners have you had? Have you ever had a sex change? Do you smoke? Do you Drink? If yes, how often? Do you use any illegal substances? Do you have kids? If yes, how many? Do you wor
The Thought Of Being Ignored
well here i sit up once again ..oh the joys of motherhood though i would not trade it for anything in the world ne ways ya ever feel liek you are being ignored? well i do and i dont know what the fuck i did but truthfully anymore i am tired of trying..... i think i have a heart of gold and dont think i am all that bad of a person but for some reason i feel like i am being ignored by a few people on here whom i have been nothing but good to if you dont wanna talk to me no more jsut please tell me instead of giving me teh cold shoulder. teh thought of being ignored for no apparent reason at all jsut really..welll breaks my heart actaully b/c i love each and every one of my friends in their own littlw ay those who i talk to on a reg babsis and you know who you are..... i got mad love for you specailly all my soldier friend...and yes i am talkin about you tim ya know i got love fr ya cant wait till ya all come home anyway for those who wanna ignore just delete me then ok plese cuz i dont w
Duality ***** Tell Me What Our Hero Will Do****
.....................I stared down at the ad I had printed off the Internet earlier today. The glorious 3 story Victorian was a gorgeous picturesque masterpiece. It would be a gold mine if it was even half as good as it looked. I had been in Massachusetts partly on buisiness and a little pleasure. My cousin lived in Boston, and I was looking foward to spending some time with his family. Well, that was before I found another baby that would make me some more money, and thats why I was here to find out. I fed my cousin some favor for my boss bs, and I finally tied up my sale. My cousin Danny put his pick up truck at my disposal for the weekend, and I decided I was up for a lil house hunting. I knew it was a steal, but I never heard of the town of Tol Smelas before. Route 27 all the way. That entire part of the state was booming. There it was, I turned the wheel and steered the pickup down lonely Route 27. The sign was tattered and beat up, aparently from the elements, and what looke
Friends/ Thank Yous
Online Friendship
Online Friendship... The true friends who we meet online are a very special kind They pierce your shields and see within the corners of your mind They're always there when you're in need with their power to discern They feel your pain...........they offer hope and genuine concern We bare our souls, expose our hearts and show our inner fears and then before you know it the keyboard's stained with tears And if we could see them through that screen then no one could deny that to be a TRUE online friend they too must surely cry.
~*stricken*~ By:disturbed
You walk on like a woman in suffering Won't even bother now to tell me why You come alone, letting all of us savor the moment Leaving me broken another time You come on like a bloodstained hurricane Leave me alone, let me be this time You carry on like a holy man pushing redemption I don't want to mention, the reason I know That I am stricken and can't let you go When the heart is cold, there's no hope, and we know That I am crippled by all that you've done Into the abyss will I run You don't know what your power has done to me I want to know if I'll heal inside I can't go on with a holocaust about to happen Seeing you laughing another time You'll never know how your face has haunted me My very soul has to bleed this time Another hole in the wall of my inner defenses Leaving me breathless, the reason I know That I am stricken and can't let you go When the heart is cold, there's no hope, and we know That I am crippled by all that you've done Into the abyss w
Alone
All I feel is emptyness an endless pit of nothingness I try so hard, but don't seem to get far. I try to get up, but I just get thrown down. An endless battle I wish it would go away. For some reason the pain just wants to stay. I feel I just can't take it anymore, but I've been down that road before. Please someone help me. I'm starting to go insane, all this pain is hurting my brain. I like to write poetry.
The Warnings...
Angst,Language,Original Characters (OC),Original stories,Warm And Fuzzy Feelings (WAFF),N/C(Non consentual), M/F,Yaoi,Yuri,Bi,Anal,Bond,HJ( hand jobs), fingering, Lemon, Lime, Oral, Torture, Blood, Body Modification (scarring, cutting, burning), M/M/F and F/F/M, Double Penetration (DP),Spanking, Unresolved Sexual Tension (UST), Voyeur, Wet Dream (WD) This chapter is a note from the author. The 1st chapter begins in the next chapter. Well, as many of you know, I have a Fantasy/Action/Romance novel series in the works to be published and available in book stores and on the internet beginning summer of 2007. In the journey the characters have followed, there are many times where the characters found themselves in situations they wanted to be in and others they did not want to. Not all the scenes that would be taking place could be put in this novel series if I was to keep it at the Young Adult category. So the more graphic or detailed scenes needed to be released from my mind an
Passion Again Mixed With Stigma
so has a song ever made you feel like you lost what life was all about sometimes. Have you ever wanted to just be and let life just be itself around you? Have you ever in one still second understood that you missed something. That you fell off and made life decisions that took you in a way you should never have gone. Have you ever just wanted life to be beautiful, for the world to stop hating, and the rat race to die away and hope that somewhere behind all of that there is a beauty that matches the pure essence that you imagine.The real meaning of beauty, the purity and depth that means something and by its shear touch can make your life better. The open feeling in your heart the soft feel of the love and honor that should reside within every heart and every mind that exists on this earth. I want to pass through this life knowing that feeling and knowing that there are people who feel that way. People who agree. Special wonderful, softhearted people. People who know that the ratrace is
The Village Which Is No More (poem)
The village has been raided who was on guard when they attacked & invaded oddly enough it wasn't an invading force it seems our own offspring were the source / "trojan horse" no longer is there group effort to raise the child now there is utter chaos as children born of children run wild born of parents unwilling to discipline allowed to do as they desire, dwelling in sin my view of this world has become morbidly jaded as the essence of the high council has long since faded what happened to sentry's posted at windows on guard mindful and aware of children in street & yard now on look out it's the crack head & crack whore looking to rob & steal to make their next crack score it wasn't like this in the days of before today it's out of control & all too impossible to ignore children's blood stains the concrete because of a drug war that spilled into the street now it's like the wild wild west win lose or draw gone is village order gone is village law the elderly are no
Tradgic Rambling
The time limit was one minute. I did not stop typing till the minute was up whatever popped in my head I typed. The frantic screaming woman fumbled through the tight fitting pipes of the water ductsheavy smell of urine in the air almost takes away the sweet lingering salty smell of the blood that flowed from her chest . By this time she was beyond painShock set in which coated her nerve endings and her body went still. Her face had already started to liquefy. A moment later her desire to live was the only thing that pressed onShe felt no pain, nothing as she clawed through the debris blocking the pipe exit. She had got away but at what cost.The acid was eating away at most of her facial featuresnot much was left to admire. This except her will to keep on living. Almost reaches the top of the sewer grate. Must of lost her grip and fell into the river of refuse that flowed all around. Her hands were badly bruised and large rope like markings were blood covered on her wrists. Could

Broadcast Yourself LIVE
Would You Care If I Dissappeared
Would you care if i dissappeared WOuld you care Would you wonder for years to come
The First One (what Else?)
It's a blog Jim, but not as we know it! Well, now we've got 'em we better make the most of them. To all my family, friends, and fans - thanks for being great supporters during my time here. I do appreciate all your comments. Even the critical and frankly awful ones give me the encouragement to do something better next time. Let me take this opportunity also to plug my MSN messenger - plasticpogo@hotmail.co.uk I'm not on there very often but if ever you just fancy a natter add me and chat away. Take care all of you, and look after all your loved ones. Back Soon Pogo
Tell Me What Your Thinking
I am thinking about how cool the sun looks as it reflects off my glass coffee table and refracts all over the living room. I am sitting here wishing I was somewhere else. The view is cool but just outside my grasp....As the clouds fade into view and push the sun aside I am able to see the different shades of grey. The feelings pass and reality returns. The stale taste of crushed up lorcet sting my tongue and I wash it down with my luke warm coke. I push past the pain in my head and put on a smile pretending everything is alright. And it is.....
Runaround
Crazy......Tell The truth. Whimsical.....though you lack the proof Faithfull....Always drawing near Caring...nothing left to fear Beautiful...Nature is so fair Truthfull as visions declare I runaround inside my head This dream of mine is almost dead Trusting spinning hypnotize I know you see beyond the lies Fame and Fortune in your eyes I runaround inside my head This dream of mine is almost dead. I runaround inside my head This dream of mine is surely dread.
I Would Be Your Casanova
I would brush your hair out of your eyes I would brush the flour gently off your face I would take you around the world I would make every dream you dreamt of me true I would be your strength in a parents death I would be your happiness in a childs birth I would rub your feet at night I would laugh with you I would cry with you I would be your keeper of all your little dirty secrets I would climb a mountain and jump off knowing my angel would catch me Your eyes paralyze me Your smile radiates a room Your beauty would never age as I did When you need to crumble know I will be here to help put you back together when your body gently lays on our bed you would know your safe I would listen to your heart wrenching day I would sit you down to have a lovely dinner with you I would promise never to break your heart Let me bear your pain in illness I would be your prince charming I would be your Casanova
My Younger Sister
Imagine if you will the year is 1989, the place Augusta, GA. It is an early November morning, and a 13 year old boy has to say good-bye to his father. The boy's father is in the Army and even though there is no war, the father must leave his family being. The father has to go to Korea for a year. A very long year. During this year the boy's father helps out at an orphange. There he meets a little girl. The father writes home and tells about the girl and tells them the question the little girl asked him, "Why did God not love her?" This makes the family cry, all but the little boy. The family wanted to adopte her and the little boy agrees with the families decision to adopt her. But little did the family know the boy, didn't really want her. He was jealous of her. He was the baby of the family and he didn't want anyone to come and ruin it. But after a while the boy started to like the idea of having someone to boss around. Then the year ended and the boy's father comes home without the
What Is Love?
This was written right after the coalminers parished in the coal mine. Love is an idea Love is an expression Love is the meaning of relationships that you want to last forever Love is honest Love is pure Love is when a mother loves her children Love is something that will continue long after your gone Love can give you the world Love can show you the way Love can guide you down paths you never dreamt of Love is the greatest gift we have as humans Love will wait Love will be patient Love will be there when you least expect it Love will pick you up off the ground Love will be that shoulder you cry on Love will make you laugh Love is me wiping the tear from her face Love is me whispering "You look beautiful tonight" When she really needs it. Love is the day you said I do to her. Love is the children that we have Love is us crying at our fathers funeral Love is our father walking aimlessly after finding his mother has a terminal illness Love is the day we bring ou
My First Blog Here
Okay well it seems like this if my first of probably many blogs to come. And well I'll give you some insides to who I am, if you decide to read any of them. I'm sure I'm going to offend some of you and if I do oh well, deal with it.
Step Into The Fantasy...
Well now.. here I can show a littl more now... Yes, I warn you now, it is adult content- soft core for the most part. Much of it will be sections of my novel I had to cut in order for it to keep it's young adult rating. So pull up a chair and hope you're ready. A fantasy realm of magic and sex awaits you here... Next post will have all the warnings and such needed for these stories lol Have to make sure you know what you are headed for when you begin to read lol
Mothers Of Annoying Children
There are few things that exist in this world that anger me more than noisy, annoying little children. The mothers of those noisy, annoying little children, however, occupy a whole different realm of Ben irritation. All too often I am jammed in a crowded elevator with one or more noisy children, whose ignorant mothers refuse to pacify their babes or even apologize for the anguish it causes other passengers, namely me. Perhaps they are talking with fellow mothers, or chatting noisily on cell phones. Thats fine with me, but the fact is, they dont even give their earsplitting kids a second thought. Even when I try and pierce through their protective shield of selfishness with an angry glare, they act as if their irresponsibility makes me some kind of a criminal. I hate that. What kind of snooty, self-absorbed women do things like that? Oh its natural, thats how kids are supposed to act at that age, so BAM! is a common response I receive when I broach the topic to people who have had
Welcome
Welcome to my blogs, some stuff may or may not offend you, some stuff you may or may not agree with. If anything offends you let me know and I'll do what I can to fix it. Some things might be sad, some happy, and some pissed off. These are just my thoughts. So enjoy the blogs that get posted. AJ aka Simply Phenomenal
Studio Duh
WELL IM GOING IN THE STUDIO TOMMOROW AT 9 AM....FOR 12 HOURS AND IM SO EXCITED.....MY BANDS MUSIC IS AWESOME AND WE HAVE SOME SHOWS LINED UP FOR PLAYING IN FRONT OF 1K+ PEOPLE. WE HAVENT PLAYED A SHOW IN 2 YEARS WITH THIS BAND AND TOO COME BACK ON THE SCENE IN FRONT OF THAT MANY PEOPLE IS QUITE CRAZY......I SERIOUSLY THINK WE WILL MAKE IT BIG.....EVERYBODY THAT I KNOW LOVES US AND WE ARE GONNA MAKE A HUGE STINK OF THE LOCAL RADIO.......WE ARE RECORDING AT ZING STUDIOS IN WESTFIELD MA.....GO LOOK IT UP.....ITS ONE OF THE BEST IN THE BIS....LATERS TATERS
Looks And Sounds Like Prison ... Its Work!
Ok today didnt start well. I was in the kitchen and as i was coming out smashed my little toe into a wall .... ouch was putting it mildly LOL. Well ok it hut a bit when i got to work, but i could still walk around. Well after all what we had to do i went off to the other depot and thought things will be the same when i get back, how wrong could i be. I met up with my brother as we returned and I know he hasn't been happy since the other charge hand come back off holiday. All I can say is that the bloke has got worse and starting to get tougher for no reason in my eyes. The new one needs to learn what grafitti is and stop missing stuff, i caught her out saturday when i went to do some grafitti she reported. I was supposedly in charge but she has to learn about it, so we let her run the show. Hmmmm still some way to go in my mind. The graf she saw was scratched into the panel and I told her so, I said if she had some filler she could fix it! So when i came back and started talking
Pizza Party And A Moonlight Ride
Pizza Party and a Moonlight Ride Jenny was so happy about the house that they had found For once in her life it was on the right side of town. She unpacked her things with such great ease, As she watched her curtains blow in the breeze. How wonderful it was to have her own room School would be starting, she would have friends over soon. There would be sleep-overs and parties, she was so happy It's just the way she wanted her life to be. On the first day of school, everything went great She made new friends and even got a date! She thought, "I want to be popular and I am going to be, Because I just got a date with the star of the football team!" To be recognized in this school you have to have clout, and dating this guy would help her out. There was only one problem stopping her fate her parents said she was too young to date. "Well, I won't tell them the entire truth. They won't know the difference, what's there to lose?" Jenny asked to st
La Bound....
hhmmm so i felt like i should post something....dont know why but.....sounded good.....so what to write.....well i am attempting to go to LA next weekend.....hopefully it will happen....i wanna see my sister and what not and i think it would be fun.....who knows if it will actually work out....im kind of scared to go.....i would be driving for the first time by myself for like 8 hours.....kinda scared i might break down or something and be one of those helpless females on the side of the road....damn it why didnt i take more auto tech classes!!! i really wanna know more about cars....i hate being a helpless female when it comes to cars....god.....anyway....we will see what happens...so those of you that will be driving I-15 next weekend, if you see me on the side of the road HELP ME!!!! lol
I Heart Ma
*So Rich, So Pretty* I like a girl with caked up makeup. In the sunshine, smoking cigarettes to pass the time. Who wakes up to a bottle of wine On the nightstand, bites and scratches the blinds. But i ain't found one quite right yet. So I step with pep to the park or supermarket it. Her apartment best be messy. And Lisa don't mind when i call her Leslie. She's gotta dress with class. In Jean Paul Gautier and an Hermes bag. And 4 inch tips made of ostrich. Sharp enough to slit your wrists, her lips spread gossip. Won't say sorry when she offends. She comes over to my place in her old man's Benz. In gold and silver and jewels of all colors. And she doesn't take them off when we're tearing up the covers. Come on get it 'fore I change my mind. Come on kid don't waste my time. So rich, so pretty The best piece of ass in this whole damn city. So rich, so pretty. I like a girl who eats and brings it up. A sassy little frassy with bulimia.
A Bridge To My Heart
One dark and misty evening a beautiful young girl stood upon the highest bridge in Tokyo. The bridge overlooked the waters of Tokyo Harbor. The young brown haired girl stood on the opposite side of the guard railing with her arms looped around the underside of the railing. She seemed to be waiting for the right moment to let go. Unbeknownst to her, a man was watching from the shadows. He noticed how she leaned her body forward, carefully releasing one hand off the railing, before quickly regrasping it. The young girl did this several times as if she was torn between life or death. Finally, after an intense internal struggle, the young girl had made her decision. With eyes closed tightly, she inhaled deeply while slowly lifting her fingers one by one off the guard rail. The man who had been quietly observing her knew it was time to make his move. "It's a shame you know," the man uttered softly as he stepped under a dimly lit street lamp on the other side of the railing, "Over the yea
Near
I see your face Watching your beautiful touch The emotions are such a rush I see every wrinkle in your eyes I see the very thing most despise Your beauty rises up WHen you close your eyes and feel my touch I can see deep into your soul Your not lost Just not whole Can you feel me brush your cheek Your skin is soft but definately not weak I can see you smile As graze your smile from a mile Your eyes twinkle With every wrinkle When you sit down and start to cry You would have never guessed I already died It did not hurt at all The cars and metal were quite a brawl But remember deep in your heart dear I will always be near
Uuummmmmmmm
Hey all... Im happy they have these now... Looking forward to writing " about me's" and shit in here... FYI:... Have a job interveiw tomarrow... wish me luck my chuckleheads.....LOL
1 Of My Favs
Get Stoned (Live)By HinderCodesAndLyrics.com
Dream Lover, Part Ii
IN THE RAIN Dream Lover, part II On vacation in an exciting city, I was a little disappointed when it started to rain. This was the last day I would be in the city and I was looking forward to discovering more of it. I ducked into a hotel to escape the down pour, the rain was warm, but it had somehow chilled me. I went into the bar to dry off, wait for the rain to stop, and get a hot drink. At first, I didnt notice the man sitting next to me or the way he kept glancing at me. I ordered a Hot Toddy and slowly started sipping at it. The hot liquid quickly warming me and making me a little fuzzy. My clothes were so damp, that I slipped on the leather chair and bumped into the man sitting next to me. I turned to apologize and was taken aback by most amazing blue eyes. I was struck speechless, unable to think of any words. He grinned at me and asked if I was alright. All I could manage was a goofy uh huh I finally regained my composure and said yes, thank you. He conti
Steelers Poem
Our Father, Who art in Pittsburgh Football be thy game. The Kingdom come, 4 Super Bowls won, On earth as it is in Heinz Field. Give us this day a playoff victory, And forgive us our penalties, As we defeat those who play against us. But lead us into a victory, And deliver us to Detroit. Amen.
Rose People Life
We are all like a Rose. Sometimes we think we should just bloom right away. There is a few things we just seem to forget. That as a Rose bud we need sun,water &lots of love. We just want to by pass everything.As humans we need alot but, we settle for very little in your live's. We need Hope.Love,Truth,Respect,TLC & much from other's. The one person we need to please is yourself within. We expect more from others.To yourself we give not much. We all have standards but we don't practice them. We are a ROSE bud just not ready to bloom yet
Erotic Story Entitled Is This My Imagination?
***This one was my first attempt at writing a female oriented piece...hope y'all enjoy it as much as others have!*** I see the girl from across the room. She is the most beautiful creature she has ever laid her eyes upon, tall, slender, beautiful. She stands nearly six feet tall with dark brunette hair that hangs to her ass and emerald green eyes. Her eyes are round but appear to be soft and her lips are pouty and red. I watch her as she walks towards her and it appears that she is floating on a cloud. "Hi. I'm Melissa," she says. "I'm Jayda," I answer her. "You wanna get outta here? This music is so loud?" We walk outside to a patio and sit beneath the umbrella. I watch her as she runs her long fingers around the top of the glass that she is carrying. She places it on the table and reaches for her purse. She pulls out a pack of cigarettes and a lighter. "Do you mind?" she asks. "No, not at all," I reply. She fires up the bic lighter and lights her cigarette. I sta
Friends Are God Way Of Taking Care F Us
Friends are God's way of taking care of us. - Author Unknown - Friendship doubles your joys, and divides your sorrows. - Author Unknown - Friends are like credit cards, we need them forever... - Dorothy Taylor - A friend is like a four leaf clover, hard to find but lucky to have. - Samantha Rosales - Friends are quiet angels who lift us to our feet when our wings have trouble remembering how to fly. - Author Unknown - A friend is someone who walks in when the whole world has walked out. - Author Unknown - Parents start you off on life but friends get you through it. - Dee Chou - Side by side or miles apart, good friends are always close to the heart. - Author Unknown - There’s a miracle of friendship that dwells within the heart And you don’t know how it happens or where it gets its start But the happiness it brings you always gives a special lift Any you realize that friendship Is God’s most perfect gift.
For My Mom, She Like This Song, Plus I Like It Too
Artist: Faith Hill Lyrics Song: Like We Never Loved At All (with Tim McGraw) Lyrics MP3 Downloads Click here to send Faith Hill polyphonic ringtone to your cell phone. You never looked so good As you did lastnight Underneath the city lights There walking with your friend Laughing at the moon I swear you looked right through me But I'm still livin' with your goodbye And you're just goin' on with your life Chorus: How can you just walk on by Without one tear in your eye Don't you have the slightest feelings left for me Maybe that's just your way Of dealing with the pain Forgetting everything between our rise and fall Like we never loved at all You, I hear you're doin' fine Seems like you're doin' well As far as I can tell Time is leaving us behind (Leavin' us behind) Another week has passed And still I haven't laughed yet So tell me what your secret is (I wanna know, I wanna know, I wanna know) To letting go, letting go like you did, like you did
Bloody Tag Lol
~*~Tag ~*~ Each player of this game starts with 6 weird things or habits about themselves. People who are tagged should write a blog with their own 6 weird things or habits, and state this rule clearly. Choose 6 people to be tagged, list their names, leave them a comment and tell them they are tagged and to check your blog for details. It's fun! 1 i bite my fingers 2. getting too technical when explaining things, that no one can understand what i am talking about 3 I analyze things way too much 4. i tell the truth no matter what the consequences 5. I like my animation lol 6. i stick to diet soda, water or tea.

Just Reward
Why you should always do what your wife asks A husband is at home watching a football game when his wife interrupts,"Honey, could you fix the light in the hallway? It''s been flickering for weeks now". He looked at her angrily and said "Fix the light now? Does it look like I have GE written on my forehead? I dont think so".Then the wife asks "Well then could you fix the fridge door?It wont close right". To which he replied,"Fix the fridge door? Does it look like I have Westinghouse written across my forhead?" "Fine" says the wife. "Then could you fix the steps to the front door, they are about to break". The husband replies,"I''m not a damn carpenter and I dont want to fix the steps. Does it look like I have Ace Hardware written on my forehead? I''ve had enough of you, I''m going to the bar". So he goes to the bar and drinks for a couple of hours......He starts to feel guilty about how he treated his wife and decides to go home. As he walks up to the house he notices that the ste
Today I Saw A Eagle
Today I saw an eagle, With a teardrop in his eye. It literally took my breath away, To see an eagle cry. I asked him,What's the matter?, And he told me what he saw. A cowardly attack was made, On the towers that once stood tall. He said everything he stood for, Had taken a shocking blow. So he had to take a moment, To let his own emotions show. Then he proudly told me, That our Nation would survive. That our Liberty and Freedom, He'd be sure to keep alive. He said for us not to be afraid, To stand together, not apart. For a terrorist has succeeded, If he puts fear within our hearts.
The Coupling Of Passion And Erotic Lusts
The Coupling Of Passion And Erotic Lusts by Temptress A touch of skin soft and slippery, With the hint of hint of sweat. We fought our resistance beneath the cool sheets, As the wind flowed from the window above us. Eyes met briefly and begged for the chance, To abandon all of our uncertainties. You began your work on my lips, Probing gently as if drawing sex, From a deep well of longing and need. Then heated tongues met in the midst, Of hot and quickening breath. And greedily we drank the wine of our lusts. Then intoxicated with those spirits, Our clothes found resting place on the floor. Piece by piece, Until there were no hiding places, For the two glistening and wanting bodies. Hunger revealed in this hot moment. Then skin meshed with skin, As the floor became the stage. You moved atop of me easily, And lowered yourself gently. Kissing me as I was filled with you. As a gasp broke the kiss, Your hands stroked the stray strands, Away from my
When U Lose A Luv One
Artist: Darryl Worley Lyrics Song: I Miss My Friend Lyrics MP3 Downloads Click here to send Darryl Worley polyphonic ringtone to your cell phone. (Mark Nessler/Tom Shapiro/Tony Martin) I miss the look of surrender in your eyes The way your soft brown hair would fall I miss the power of your kiss when we made love But baby most of all I miss my friend The one my heart and soul confided in The one I felt the safest with The one who knew just what to say to make me laugh again And let the light back in I miss my friend I miss the colors that you brought into my life Your golden smile, those blue-green eyes I miss your gentle voice in lonely times like now Saying it'll be alright I miss my friend The one my heart and soul confided in The one I felt the safest with The one who knew just what to say to make me laugh again And let the light back in I miss my friend I miss those times I miss those nights I even miss the silly fights The making up Th
Forever In My Heart...i Will Always Remember Him
Well its been two weeks since we were told that my dad was gonna Die of cancer and things have changed a bit...his blood platlet level is deathly low and blood transfusions arent doing anything to help his body produce his own blood platlets so they have decided not to give him anymore blood transfusions...and without them u cant live too long so now its just a matter of time...its hard because a couple days ago we thought my dad had the chance to go home and now he will never leave the hospital alive...this has been the hardest and its only getting harder...I go and spend as much time with my dad as I can and we have fun we laugh we talk we hang out its the best...I wanna Remember his last days with me as happy days not sad...I will not cry in front of him i will only be happy to be able to have this time with him every single second counts and i wanna make it the best...So when im with him I cherish it and save the crying and sadness for when im at home not with him....my dad has le
9/11
Artist: Darryl Worley Lyrics Song: Have You Forgotten Lyrics MP3 Downloads Click here to send Darryl Worley polyphonic ringtone to your cell phone. I hear people sayin'. We Don't need this war. I say there's some things worth fightin' for. What about our freedom, and this piece of ground? We didn't get to keep 'em by backin' down. They say we don't realize the mess we're gettin' in Before you start preachin' let me ask you this my friend. Chorus Have you forgotten, how it felt that day? To see your homeland under fire And her people blown away Have you forgotten, when those towers fell We had neighbors still inside goin through a livin hell And you say we shouldn't worry bout Bin Laden Have you forgotten? You took all the footage off my T.V. Said it's too disturbin for you and me It'll just breed anger is what the experts say If it was up to me I'd show it everyday Some say this country just out lookin' for a fight Well after 9/11 man I'd have to say ri
Cheated
I KNOW I CHEATED ON YOU..I'M SORRY BUT IF YOU WOULD OF SHOWN ME THE LOVE I DESERVED...ME NOT THE OTHER WOMEN YOU TALK TO ME....AND YOU ASKED WHY....I'M TOLD YOU OVER AND OVER AGAIN...THAT I NEEDED THE ATTENTION AND THE LOVE...BUT YOU NEVER DID SHOW ME...AND YOU ASK WHY AGAIN..I FOUND IT FROM OTHER MEN....
This Is Awesome
Hey there is this site IMVU. It lets you create a 3D version of yourself, so much fun :). Just click the picture okey dokey!
Try Try Again
well i guess ill just try it here and see how it goes tryin to meet new friends and ppl see whats up and whats down ya know...dont really have much of nething else to do. get home from work and cant sleep ya know how it goes... well latz ppl bytch
Just To Tell You Some Stuff
WELL THIS IS MY FIRST BLOG ON HERE!!! THANKS FOR ADDING BLOGS ON LC!!! WELL I AM JUST SITTING HERE WRITING IN THIS BLOG!!! RIGHT NOW I AM EATING SOME YUMMY NOODLES, CREAMY CHICKEN!!! I HAVE BEEN HOME ALL DAY BECAUSE I WAS OFF WORK TODAY! I FOUND THE MAN OF MY DREAMS, BUT WE DO ARGUE SOMETIMES. WE HAVE BEEN ARGUING A LOR HERE LATELY BECASUE IT'S MY TIME OF THE MONTH! WHICH I HOPE I STOP IT SOON. I HAVE BEEN ON IT FOR ALMOST A MONTH NOW. TOMORROW WE ARE GOING TO WAL-MART SO WE CAN GET A FEW THINGS FOR THE HOUSE. I MIGHT BE ON AGAIN, BUT I MIGHT NOT.....I WORK WITH A LOT OF COOL PEOPLE AT KRYSTALS. ITS A GOOD PLACE TO WORK. I LOVE MY OTHER EMPLOYERS. THEY HAVE BEEN GOOD TO ME SINCE I STARTED THERE. MY BOSS IS VERY COOL. I DO WHAT I AM SUPPOSED TO DO WHEN I AM THERE. SOMEONE GOT IN TROUBLE THE OTHER DAY FOR TALKING ON HER CELL PHONE. I DID THAT ONCE JUST TO CALL CHRIS AND TELL HIM I WAS WORKING UNTIL 3..BUT I HAVENT DONE IT SINCE. I JUST LOVE MY JOB. IT'S VERY COOL AND I GET TO WORK CASHIE

Just wanted to say hi to everyone! Ya'll stop by and leave me some luv!!
Tribute To The Friends That For Some Reason No Longer Talk Or Sign On.......
Not having a good day, had to tell those friends that still talk to me the reason. So here it is There is some friends of mine that I dearly miss talking to. You will forever be in my heart and can't stand that we no longer talk. You were such wonderful friends to me while I have been a member to LC. I loved you guys and still do. I feel lost without you. LC just isn't the same without you. You were the glue that kept me on LC. Court@ LostCherry You where the my among my first friends on LC. Those were the good days when I would laugh and smile whenever I saw you message me, knowing you had something wonderful to tell me. When you quit LC the first time I was behond devastated. All I could think of was how to get you back. I thought of a way to get you back but when I actually got helped I was kicked out of the project as the others took full credit. But it worked when I finally sent it to you. You came back if for only a little bit. I don't know where you went but I miss you
Thank You
To all my Lost Cherry fans and friends .......... thank you. I will be deleting my account in the next few days ........ I had so much fun in Lost Cherry. One online experienced I will never forget. THANK YOU again
Contest!!!!
Prize Furry Handcuffs and Romantic Dinner. Ends Friday the 22nd Winner Awarded Saturday The 23rd Rules To participate you must become my Fan and message me as your intent to compete. After that it is no holds barred make me smile anyway you see fit do it the best with in the time frame and win the prize. Who's in? Warning I will call bluffs...
Blunt Tears And Rain
Tears And Rain (Live)By James BluntCodesAndLyrics.com
Tonight
This being my first blog i'll tell somethings about myself along with whats happening.. My name is jessica. I am 20 years old, i love animals, mostly dogs. i have a jack russell named priss which i have had for 7-8 years. I'm 5'7 *mostly legs and hair..* i LOVE music of all kinds, and i really enjoy reading.. i prefer the company of dogs, books, and weed over just about everyone.. except my soon-to-be/already is family and my wonderful boyfriend.. I would like to either become a vet asst. or a fat fucking slob.. fuck whatever comes first. i might go into the same field as my mom... doubtful but hell x-ray techs make the money and its not too difficult.. Tonight is really a lonely night.. My lil sis started school back, today was her first day adn im really proud of her. i cant stay with her anymore on school nights though so that sucks. but at least she's gonna fucking graduate.. I was worried for a while that she might not go back. I'm really proud of you Whitney. aaron and lil

MySpace Comments Graphics I wanna some ladies will join with us???? Do U??????
This Is Interesting!!
So people whats up??
Black On Black Crime
The following is a letter placed on the bed of a young African-American incarcerated in the Chicago city jail. The KU KLUX KLAN would like to take this time to salute and congratulate all gang bangers for the slaughter of over 4,000 Black people since 1975. You are doing a marvelous job. Keep killing each other for nothing. The streets are still not yours nigger...it is ours. You are killing each other for our property. You are killing what could be future black doctors, lawyers, and businessmen that we won't have to compete with. And the good thing about it is that you are killing the youth. So we won't have to worry about niggers in generations to come. We would further like to thank all the judges who have over sentenced those niggers to prison. We are winning. Pretty soon, we will be able to go back to raping you women because all the men will be gone So you gang bangers...Keep up the good work. We love to read about drive-by shootings. We love to hear how many niggers get ki
Nada
Yay that we have blogs now! Not real good at keepin up with em tho', alas that's because my life is BORING! Anyway, just thought I'd write a lil something. More later. Nite All! ;D ♥Kisses♥ ∞PenisFlytrap∞
Why
WHY MUST U TREAT ME LIKE THIS ...ALL I EVER DID WAS LOVE YOU AND CARE FOR YOU ....I ASK YOU WHY....AM I TO UGLY AM I TO FAT..WHAT IS THE EXCUSE FOR NOT LOVING ME OR TREATING ME THE WAY I WANT TO BE TREATED...ALL I EVER DID WAS SHOW YOU MY LOVE AND RESPECT...WHY I ASK YOU WHY...
The Day Jack's Cock Won First Place
one day jack gets a call from his friend kevin saying that he had found a girl that would make a good mach for jack. so Jack was like ok tell me a lil bit abut this girl kevin said she is into music like u are . jack was allways the guy that by the first tune when the song came on the radio he knew who sang it . so kevin went on about how she was the same way. so jack desided to look her up and they started to hit it off they talk for a bout a week and one night kevin and jack where driving arond and desided to stop by this girls house to hang cuz there was nothing to do in the first place, so jack called her up to find out where she lived so they could come by and hangout and so jack and the girl could meet. so she says ok cool come over i will be standing outside so they pulled up in her driveway and went inside. she took them to her room to listen to some music and hang out they did that for a lil bit and then she told them to lay down on the bed with her i
Hope(written September 7th)
Well this past week has been an emotional roller coaster for me and my whole familly a week ago today we found out my dad has small cell lung cancer which is the fastest progressing type of lung cancer and on top of that he has bone cancer and bone marrow cancer ....thursday night we were all rounded up at my sisters place so my mom and her best friend could tell us...I swear that was the worst night of my whole entire life as i walked down the street knowing mom had something to tell us i was sick to my stomach...the last time we were all asked to get together to talk with my parents was back when my grandpa died so i just knew it wasnt gonna be good....when i walked in the door my mom told me that my dad was very sick and had lung cancer again and he wasnt suposed to make it the weekend....then we had to tell my kids and then we went to see him the next day he didnt even know my name it was scarey knowing i was gonna lose my dad....i cried lots for the first couple of days that was
Fill It Out
1. Who are you? 2. Are we friends? 3. When and how did we meet? 4. How have I affected you? 5. What do you think of me? 6. What's the fondest memory you have of me? 7. How long do you think we will be friends? 8. Do you love me? 9. Do you have a crush on me? 10. Would you kiss me? 11. Would you hug me? 12. Physically, what stands out? 13. Emotionally, what stands out? 14. Do you wish i was cooler? 15. On a scale of 1-10, how hot am I? 16. Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it. 17. Am I loveable? 18. How long have you known me? 19. Describe me in 3 words 20. What was your first impression? 21. Do you still think that way about me now? 22. What do you think my weakness is? 23. Do you think i'll get married? 24. What makes me happy? 25. What makes me sad? 26. What reminds you of me? 27. If you could give me anything what would it be? 28. How well do you know me? 29. Do you wish to get to know me m
New
Hey i'm new and need friends so sho me sum luv!!!
Wow
when did we get these? see im not on much maybe i should visit more
Life
Life Written by Amanda J. Hollis Life has a funny way of driving you crazy, making things hard... Its like playing a game, and you keep wishing that the next will be your card... There will be ups and most deffinatly will be downs... There will be smiles and most certianly frowns... They say that there are lessons to be learned and growing to be done... Sometimes it feels like your drowning, and sometimes your having lots of fun... Youll fall in love , youll have your heart broken... Youll say how you feel, some words will go unspoken... Youll make lots of friends and youll have some enemies too... Youll have some be unfaithful and some will be true... Youll follow your dreams and youll run into the roadblocks of life... Youll be a brother, a sister, a father, a mother, a husband, and maybe a wife... Youll take the bad times along with the good... Lets hope you get out of life all that you should... Youll take the risks, youll challenge wh
New Edition
Anyone who is interested in seeing a cool video, check out my site. There are 2 versions of a song "In God we still Trust". It was originally sent to me from a friend, and I truly love it. So if you want to check it out, feel free.
Ha
there are blogs on here now eh..fun fun...im a blog whore , on myspace anyways.
About My Blog....
this is gonna be my bitch and rant journal i guess. i dont usually have any thing worth saying unless im pissed. i have times i love everyone and i have times where i want to murder every breathing fucker out there! lets keep me in a good mood for the safety of the world. for tonight ill just bitch about yahoo and aol...THEY FUCKIN SUCK!!! anyways have a good night.
My Friends
I have been on Lost Cherry for only a short time and have found a few new (and old) friends that are very special to me. You all know who you are, or at least you should! *smile I would like to dedicate my first blog to all of you! Some of you have been there for me through a hard time and lent me your eyes/ears to listen. I want you to know, that I feel privileged to call you my friends and you are very special to me. Friends like you aren't easy to find and I am one lucky girl to have you all in my life! Thank you! Love ~ always, Katja
Lyrics
Artist : Fort Minor f/ Holly Brook Title : Where'd You Go Album : N/A Genre : Pop Where'd you go? I miss you so, Seems like it's been forever, That you've been gone. She said "Some days I feel like shit, Some days I wanna quit, and just be normal for a bit," I don't understand why you have to always be gone, I get along but the trips always feel so long, And, I find myself trying to stay the phone, 'Cause your voice always helps me to not feel so alone, But I feel like an idiot, workin' my day around the call, But when I pick up I don't have much to say, So, I want you to know it's a little fucked up, That I'm stuck here waitin', at times debatin', Tellin' you that I've had it with you and your career, Me and the rest of the family here singing "Where'd you go?" I miss you so, Seems like it's been forever, That you've been gone. Where'd you go? I miss you so, Seems like it's been forever, That you've been gone, Please come back home... You kn
Ohh Well
i have come to realization that you cant make people happy that dont want to be happy no matter how hard you try. the trick is to realize this before you come unhappy yourself. im still trying to figure out whether i saved myself in time or not. ohh well guess i should have stayed inside my shell was doing quite well not caring for nooone but my daughter and me. well guess im out of my shell and i enjoyed caring bout someone it felt good even so didnt work how i wanted. guess time to look for someone else to make me happy. im acception applications here so take a number ladies and ill be in touch lol
Poem
Why does it have to be this way me thinking of you everyday it hurts my heart and tears my soul that I could ever let you go I'm sorry now for what I've done to have lost someone so pure and fun in my head I fear you'll stay untill my last remaining day in my heart I know its true that I should have cherished you but now your gone what more can I say maybe I'll win you back someday. A poem written December 12th,2005 -Cyndi
Trackz.
I like the fact we now have a blog, but how do we get to our trackz? Please help me find it so I can add more trackz...
Wow
finally a blog thingy..... a place to put all my demonic and evil plots to take over the world mwa ha ha ha ha ............................ IT SHALL ALL BE MINE!!!!
2 Whom It May Concern
Yes I do have a boyfriend. He is my heart, my soul, my world, my everything. He is everything I am and everything I ever will be. I won't tell you his name because I am getting fucking tired of all these skanky ass hoe's trying to be like me and steal my boo from me. He knows I flirt, and just because I flirt with you don't mean I am gonna fuck you, jump your bones etc etc. Sorry I will not cheat, never have never will. I do not flirt with people as much or like I used to because of my boo. I am slowly dropping that little habit of mine. oh and those who don't know I do have rules. Learn it live it love it. don't love it? I don't give a damn. [.x.RULES.ABOUT.CONTACTING&ADDING.ME.x.] 1. DO NOT send me chain letters 2. DO NOT message me saying any of the following: ~you're hot/sexy/beautiful (I know I am)
O.o
Has there always been blogs & I've completely looked passed it, or is it new? lol. -rubs chin-
Blunt
High (2)By James BluntCodesAndLyrics.com
My Father
He held my hand when I rose my first bike He held me when I got my first scrape He followed behind me when I tried to take my first step He guided me with caution when I rode with no training wheels, being brave He smiled at me proudly when I achieved a goal He gave me that look saying things would be ok He listened intently when I needed him to He sat by my bed every time I was in the hospital He gave me support in decisions I made He gave me a lecture when he felt I needed one He still believed in me when most people stopped And he still loved me when I made big mistakes There is no one who can hold a candle to him I love him endlessly he is my father

Part of the theme of the week. by May 25, 2006 In reference to people talking about seperating discriminating against race and discriminating against sexuall orientation. Uhh, behavior and appearance. People try to call it a behavior thing due to mosty an appearance. It's really a case of gender-discrimination. They are saying I can't marry a guy, due to the fact that I am a guy. But it's ok for a girl to marry a guy. And same the other way around. It's not fair because their isn't much People can do about the fact that they are whatever gender they are. So It is still ALL about apearances in the end. Religion is about behaviors too. I dare someone to make a law against non-christians makeing money on christmas. Or even non-christians not being able to get married. Because in some religions say it's wrong not to be christian, or to not accept christ as your savior. " God " says it's wrong. Maybe other people's " GOD " says it's right. It's really about haveing respect for other pe
Okay So
Well I figured I'd Start Up this Blog Seein As How I have Nothing Better To Do Right Now Noone To Talk To Except for The pervs Who Are Only Interested In Seeing Me Naked On Cam Which By the way is getting to be a pain in the ass Whatever Happened to hey lets talk intead hey baby let me see them titties so old i mean you should atleast talk to me for a few minutes before starting that shit I'd like to find me a nice guy im so sick of assholes anyway just felt like venting a lil
I Got Tagged.
heres the deal I am taging myself and after I tag you you have to tag 7 or more depending on what you wish.... you have to write the 7 most crazy screwed up things about your self in your blog then tag someone else lets see how far this goes send the tags through private messages or comments it really doest matter all my 7 were random thoughts some a friggin funny shit that really noone should think amusing but I do hahaha let the fun begin arnt you glad they started blogs ohhhh yeah title your blog I got taged. 1. I smoke Pot. 2. People in love make me sick. 3. Sometimes I'll stick needles in my finger skin just to gross my roommates out. 4. My fish died today... kinda... he was swimming upside down for a while then I served him to my cats. 5. I am an animal lover but I eat a form of animal flesh every meal... curious, no? 6. This is annoying the fuck out of me. 7. Vote for me on Hot or Not and on Bangme.net 8. Can I stop now?
Gossip 2
Remember who I am? I am written on every wall I am softly whispered in every classroom My name overflows off everyone's lips They all know me They know all about me I ruin lives, reality, dreams and relationships There is nothing like me I can drive you to your very grave I can make you bring harm to another I have no feelings, I am shallow in every aspect I cry no tears, shed no emotions...they are useless Maybe I am true, maybe not..it matters neither way I am repeated, spread worse then a disease Each time only growing and bringing more pain Feelings mean nothing to me, not now nor ever People hear me and will never second guess
Something Im Working On... Gimme Some Hints What Should Happen
we are walking in a busy shopping mall and ( pull you in one of the fitting rooms and start to kiss you, really deep throated. Letting my hands roam all over your body teasing your nipples. I pull up your skirt and pull your panties aside as i kneel on one knee and push your thighs open so i have access to your pussy. The excitement of fitting lingerie is clearly visible and you lean your back against the wall from the fitting room. I pull off your panties and let my tongue slide in your pussy, tasting your sweet juices. Letting my tongue tease your clit as i feel this swell up i start to nibble softly on it, and pull with my teeth softly on it I hear you moan and taste your juices and notice how they are flowing more freely. You put your hands on my head and grind your hips in my face to get my tongue as deep in your pussy as possible. Your usual demure attitude has made place for the wanton slut that you are deep inside and that i like to bring out at random times. You forget about
"i Wonder Where The Angels Go"....
"I wonder where the Angels go".... Upon the death of a U.S. serviceman or servicewoman, the expression Angel is used in reference to our fallen comrades. The care and processing of an Angel is initially performed by a Mortuary Affairs team in a combat zone, such as the one here on Camp Ramadi. The Angel Flight refers to the flight home to America. Below is a poem written by a member of a Mortuary Affairs Team, who wishes to remain anonymous. I Wonder Where the Angels Go I wonder where our angels go when their mission here is done? As they take their final flight to home; no more battles to be won. When they take the final Angel Flight, do they keep a watchful eye, Oer the Battle Buds they leave behind; the ones that for them, cry? Do they walk beside them arm in arm as they move out to the fight? Are they there with them while on patrol? Are they standing guard at night? Or are they soon forgotten; I pray theyre not; for it would surely pain, The remaining W
All Or Most Past Thoughts On Religion. Mostly Rants.
School- thoughts and rants, and shit. by Aug 21, 2006 Monday, August 21, 2006 ONE MORE Current mood: annoyed School begins shortly, or allready has for many people. Once again people will be learning stuff, and growing their brains. No more partying during the week, ( Let's see how far that one goes ) and not having to worry about having anything done by tomarrow. Now it's reading and studying, and doing odd things with numbers. The kiddies get to deal with all the drama once more. Being picked on, and picking on others. Telling everyone what they did on their summer vacations, and bragging about how their dad can beat up the other kids dad. They can show off how good they are at basketball since they were practicing all summer all that happy horse shit. The parents that stay home with their kids get a break from them during the day. It's a joy at first, but then later it's often lonley. And the houswives turn to the internet, showerheads, and romance novels to pass thei
What You See In My Eyes
What you see in my eyes By: Amanda Jolyn Hollis You look at me and you see my eyes... they say so much and they tell no lies... They can tell you where Ive been and what Ive seen... If you look hard enough, you can see the joy oh how they gleam... They show the pain, and the hurt of my years.. it wouldnt take long to see that Ive cried many, many tears... I try to hide what they say to the world, what they reveal... the past, the pain, the love , they show you all that is real... They are blue and clear as the sky up above... They are filled with laughter, happiness and love... They are the windows into my soul, the looking glass into who I am.. They show my determination, my fight, to be all that I can.. They will tell you a secret one you wish you could know... Youll look into my eyes and youll wonder ,what will they show?... Theyll show you my beauty, my passion, my heart, my soul, and oh so much more... These eyes will show you things, and
Random Thoughs...
Hey sup all? I'm new to this cherry thing but i'm diggin it. Just wanted to shout out to ya'll and say wazzup? Um..today is the day that ends in Y. :D Later "daze" ya'll
Who I Am...
Who Am I written by: Amanda J. Hollis I am honest, I am pure, I am faithful, I am sure... I am afraid, I am child, I am mellow, I am wild... I am truthful, I am kind, I keep secrets, I speak my mind... I am loving, I am a girl, I am funny, I am a part of this world... I a beauty, I am talent, I am chaos, I am balance... I am timid, I am shy, I laugh out loud, I sometimes cry... I give my all, I am a friend, I am a fighter, I sometimes give in... I am a daughter, I am a sister, I am loyal, I am a listener... I love with all of my heart, I feel with all of my soul, I am a seeker, I long to be whole... I want to be different, I am one of a kind, I let it all go, I hold it inside... I am an artist, I am musician, I am confident, I am on a mission... I am worthy, I am outspoken, I am sexy, I am full of devotion... Of all that I am and all that Ill be, the one thing I know is Ill always be me...
From A Marine
From a Marine The following poem was written by Corporal Joshua Miles and all the boys from 3rd Battalion, 2nd Marines, Kuwait He wrote a poem to these people trying to express all the guys' feelings. and hopefully share their hearts so that maybe the American people will understand. For all the free people that still protest, you're welcome, we protect you, and you're protected by the best. Your voice is strong and loud but who will fight for you? No one standing in your crowd. We are fathers, brothers and sons, wearing the boots and carrying the guns. We are the ones that leave all we own, to make sure the future is carved in stone. We are the ones who fight and die, we might not be able to save the world, well, at least we try. We walked the paths to where we are at, and we want no choice other than that. So when you rally your group to complain, take a good look in the back of your brain. In order for that flag you love to fly, wars must be fought and young
The Power Of A Woman
The Power of a Woman By: Amanda Jolyn Hollis Look at a woman, what do you see? you will only see a glimps of what she may be... With one look, you cant get enough... you go weak in the knees, and you thought youd be tough... She looks at you with a gleam in her eye... You get distracted, dissoriented as she walks by... She smiles at you and you cant help but wonder... What is this spell, this intoxication shes got you under?... Even hours after your encounter she still burns in your mind... Her perfume, her face, her laugh, its all one of a kind... You think your going crazy, how can this be?... That after just one meeting, she has this effect on me?... You see thats the power of a woman, her gift, her invite... Telling you that she desires much more than just one night... It will drive you mad wondering what is it that shes doing to you... You cant get her off of your mind, oh what will you do?... Call her and Tell her that shes made that impression... D

Ok so, a while ago I had my first ever hair competition. I decided to do it despite the fact I had zero experience doing this kind of shit. There were like 5 catagories and I decided to do Fantasy. So pretty much you can go balls out, you could use anything you wanted to go crazy, but you had to start from scratch. My model had to be dressed the part and hair in rollers, and they gave us 45mins to get out shit done. I decided to keep it Lauren style and did a graveyard. I was hopen to get at least 6th place * which is last* just so I could get a trophy and feel cool, and gues what motherfuckers I GOT FUCKEN 1ST PLACE!!! Serious ya'll, 1ST PLACE! And I had some good competition! I still dont think mine was the best, but it was definatly creative as fuck, So yeah I feel great, and thanks to Heather I have these fantastic pix....feel free to comment!
R.i.p
2 the greatest rapper long lost but never 4 gotten 2 Pac R.I.P on this day i show my respect 2 ya and hope u good At Thugs Mansion
Driving (reposted)
Ok...So i posted my last blog because I couldn't think of anything else to put.... HOWEVER, on the way home from work today I figured out something much better...I'm gonna vent about driving. I work about an hour from home. (if I drive the speed limit it takes me 48 minutes to get there if I get every green light). If I'm late I can get there in about 25 mins...and today I realized how much idiots can mess up your entire day when you are late... To those FUCKERS who drive 40 mph in the fast lane...you can lick my sweaty nutt-sack. Speed limit here in california is 70, which means you should always drive 75 mph or faster. If your in the fast lane, its 80+. If your gonna drive that slow...get out of your effing car and WALK your happy ass wherever you need to go. To the people that instal governers in cars....STOP IT!!! I know it's government mandated and your job requires it and all...but how about we just "forget" to arm them, or perhaps "accidentally" put an extra 0 in there?
Love 2003 -this One Goes Out To All The Players Out There...
love love can be a souce of pure unbridled happiness love can bring you from teary eyed to broadly smiling love can conquer all love can hurt so much you wish you never felt it Is it all worth it? The daily risks we all take for love? I am not one to answer that question for you, personally I think yes it is. For being loved is the most wonderful feeling in the world. I have felt love in the past, and and ever since, i long to feel it again. Someone once said love is a drug. And it is... much more addictive then many other drugs Some people hurt others just to get their love fix, they bring you on cloud 9 and than move on to look for their next fix. Should we hate those people? Should we be angry at them for the hurt they cause? I should think not, because the more we hurt the bigger the trip. I know it is easier said then done, hurt varies from person to person. I too have been angry at them in the past, it angers me when I read, hear and feel the pain

borred night. Saturday, 27 May 2006 Yah, I'm just sitting in my apartment alone, sober, and bored. My friends are out of town for the "Holiday" It seems like a rather depressing day to be called a holiday though. All the way around, not just cuz I'm alone, but the whole thinking about dead people thing. I ain't doing much. It's days like this when it seems like I should be thankfull I have ways to cope with things like this. But on the other hand, that's like being thankfull for a life full of borring lonly nights, just cuz when another one comes along, it's not so bad. It's like being happy I haven't really been with a girl much or been happy much in my life, cuz now I am uste to it, and it's not a big deal. But if I had lots of happyness in my life and was totally distraut right now because I wasn't uste to it, it seems like people would tell me I should be more thankfull for the times when my life was happy. so wich is better really? People can always put that po

This ain't a common thing for me to do, so be sure to read the other religion section too. Monday, 05 June 2006 Bet you didn't see that one coming....lol I saw a sign today, saying spreading the gospel from nation to nation. I thought it said spamming when I first read it. I thought it was funny until I looked closer. But ohwell. That means I can make my own sign like that without it being the same as someone else's. However people want to do it I guess. I think that is about the only part of the bible worth listining to anyway, wether religious or not. It goes back to that age old question- What would Jesus do? I seems like the world would be a more pleasant place if people lived by that sort of philosiphy. It bothers me when I hear about all these people claiming to do stuff because they are "christian" and being judgmental about other people and their beliefs and ways. Because atleast from the many times I have read that part of the bible, ( I might have
Why City People Should Not Go Camping
These are actual comments left on Forest Service registration sheets and comment cards by backpackers completing wilderness camping trips: "A small deer came into my camp and stole my bag of pickles. Is there a way I can get reimbursed? Please call." "Escalators would help on steep uphill sections." "Instead of a permit system or regulations, the Forest Service needs to reduce worldwide population growth to limit the number of visitors to wilderness." "Trails need to be wider so people can walk while holding hands." "Ban walking sticks in wilderness. Hikers that use walking sticks are more likely to chase animals." "All the mile markers are missing this year." "Found a smouldering cigarette left by a horse." "Trails need to be reconstructed. Please avoid building trails that go uphill." "Too many bugs and leeches and spiders and spider webs. Please spray the wilderness to rid the area of these pests." "Please pave the trails so they can be plowed of snow in t

it think I used the good titles allready Friday, 09 June 2006 Well, I was just bored and found something funny. http://tagworld.com/LMNLI check out the videos there. I got called for an interview today. It's sad. Cuz now I am going home, and people want me to work for them. That is really frustraiting. I am deffinantly very allergic to something in the catfish sandwiches at logan's roadhouse. I tried to finish my sandwich hoping before it was from a combination of other things, but no, I was right the first time. So that really sux. I have to find some other easy food to eat now, or cook something. Allergies suck. I'm allergic to food, and mammals, and birds, and pollen, and probably other stuff too. I was told that my hair makes me look like an idiot today in yahoo answeres, so My question is, which one? How many idiots do you know with blue hair? I want to meet them, and tell them to quit makeing me look bad.
Weird Dreams!
i had a weird dream that there were spiders all around my house and i was trying to kill them all and i couldnt get away! and then after that i had a dream i was driving and i made and wrong turn and went off a cliff all in the same night! lol
Engineering
my son get an ibook from school. 5th grade. he doesn't deserve an ibook give him an iBinder like we used to have and an iPencil and an iLunchpail with Spiderman on it like I used to have did you play with your iFriends iDidn't have any Japanese scientists have created a camera with such a fast shutter speed, they now can photograph a woman with her mouth shut. Supposedly from a radio program, a true report of a happening in Michigan. A guy in Michigan buys a brand new Jeep Grand Cherokee for $30,000 and has $400+ monthly payments. He and a friend decide to go duck hunting, but, of course, all the lakes are frozen. These two Atomic Brains go to the lake with guns, a dog, beer and of course the new vehicle. They drive out onto the lake ice and get ready. Now, they want to make some kind of a natural landing area for the ducks, something for the decoys to float on. In order to make a hole large enough to look like something a wandering duck would fly down and land on, it is
The Powers Of Darkness
Well, I *HAD* a nice long blog all typed out, about to be posted...then the power went out. So, I'm gonna attempt to re-post it, but this is the shortened version. Trust me, the other one was much better....but your just getting the gist of it this time. Ok, so I was sleeping today and I woke at 3:44 A.M. When the powers of evil are strong, and all good little children are in bed. I look over, and there is a demon staring me in the face. I reach out to grab it, defend myself, and it instantly leaps back across the room, glaring at me from 5 feet away. I sigh in frustration, and it starts laughing at me. Cruel, wicked, laughter ringing through my ears...It's loud and obnoxious...the sound of it driving into my head and forcing out all other thoughts besides the singularity of sound bursting into me. I reach down beside my bed to grab a mortar from my arsenal....reaching back like the Mighty Zeus, I hurl destruction and death at the apparition, striking it square between the eyes.

Epiphinies of the day!!!! Sunday, 11 June 2006 Ok, So I have gotten a couple bright ideas today. The firs one has come up before while i spontaniously went on a rant, but got better today. Instead of having shcool uniforms, why not have shcool costumes instead? Everyone could be required to wear their whole costume when they came to school, and that way everyone would look exactly the same. And no one would get picked on, or be distracted by those who looked different. No more not being able to concentrate in class cuz some fat girl is there so it's distracting, or someone with a pretty face is there, or all the annoying people with different hair colors as you are around, so you just can't foucus on what the teacher is saying, or concentrate on reading your book and answereing you questions. There will no more be a need to teahc kids discapline, and the ability to concentrate. It's over rated anyway, that's why we went to uniforms and dress codes to begin with. As we
Erotic Short Story Entitled A Brief Encounter
***Some have already read this piece but to those of you who haven't...be forewarned it is extremely explicit and I am not to be held responsible for anything that happens after reading it...lol.*** I stand outside my brand new car, now pulled over to the side of the road. The man behind me says to place my hands on the hood of my car and spread my legs, so I do so. I place my hands equally apart on the hood of my car, leaning forward. My v-neck blouse falls open in the front and my little black skirt rises slightly as I lean forward. My heart beats like a freight train as he approaches me. "Do you know why I pulled you over?" he asks. "No," I respond quietly. Here I stand in the middle of nowhere. Trees line the street for miles, but there are no people, houses, or even cars in sight. The sun has begun to set and a cool wind blows my skirt a little higher. The young cop comes up behind me and places one hand on my shoulder. I turn my head to the side and look over my sho
Gay Stuff
It is official...I just saw the gayest show ever. It's called Tom Goes to the Mayor..or Tom Cums on the Mayor..or Tom and the Mayor or something like that..I know it has Tom and Mayor in it. I was flipping through the channels yesterday and it came on, I watched 2 mins of it and was very disturbed. I can't even describe the level of gayness of this show. I turned the channel, and on the next channel was a commercial for Guys Gone Wild. The first thought that went through my head was "Well, least it's not as gay as that last shit!". So in conclusion, Tom Goes to the Mayor is the gayest show ever, it's Liberacci gay....gayer than Kids In the Hall (and they TRIED to be as gay as possible). DISCLAIMER: I apologize to all the homosexuals out there for using your word. Taking the gay word and trying to make it stand for stupid as well as it's intended purpose all at once. I'm not trying to say that all homosexuals are stupid, that is the furthest thing from what I was meaning to say...

Plain Language Sunday, 23 July 2006 http://www.nytimes.com/2006/07/23/weekinreview/23rutenberg.html I don't like bush. ( incase you missed that part in past blogs ) But nothing is all good or all bad. One of the things I do like about him, and applaude him for is his plain language. I firlmly believe in telling things just exactly how you see them. Whether you are smart, dumb, evil or good. Be honest, straightforward, and tell people just exactly what you think, and feel. Talk how you talk, don't be plastic, and put on a show for people. I don't care who you are talking to. Honesty. It should always be applauded whenever it rears it's ugly head. It takes a lot of balls to be honest sometimes. Especially if you are stupid, and/or have unpopular opinions of things. I am all for letting people know just exactly how you feel. Tact, and politicall correctness is a bunch of bullshit. It leads to misscommunication. " It is too hard for people to understand what the fu

free stuff. And yah, incase you missed it, I'm a sick fuck. lol. Thursday, 27 July 2006 and friendlyness, is friendlyness. And close to godlyness? so, I sent invites out to most of the people in my yahoo addressbook. Some of them were allready on here. and I just didn't look through it well. So if you get one of those things, sorry. I guesse the new points thing is how many people you invited to sign up. From my understanding of the context clues. Now, I'm still not sure if when you get 15 people to join, you get a free webcam? or you just are entered in a drawing to get a free webcam. If you were really desperate for that webcam, you could make a bunch of email addresses and then go in and join under each of them. If I did it, I would make some type of different little pages for each of the fake people. It could be fun actually. I could make up 15 different personallities, and go into them when I got bored, and portrayed the one I felt like doing. I could have a paranoid
More Random Funnies
A hand job..10 dollars, a blowjob..25 dollars, full sex..50 dollars, a long lasting relationship..priceless. There are some things money can buy, for everything else, theres blackmail. I always thought "The sound of one hand clapping" would be good zen masturbation slang I was wearing my "Legalize it" shirt the other day when a stoner came up to me. "Right on bro....legalize it!!! I love to smoke the weed!!" I told him, "No, I think we should instill tougher, harsher laws against marijuana..perhaps make it a capital punishment crime. I am for legalizing child labor and wastewater dumping." Shut him up. I'm confused as to how I'm still allowed to breathe the same oxygen as other human beings. I just bought some tic tacs, and most of them are gone... and you know how some tic tacs get stuck? well, see, I didnt wanna make too much noise so I put the tic tac container in my lap and I hit the container. It was then I realized I had testicles. It was quite painful. My old ma
Have I Ever
Have I ever told you that if I sit really still and silent, sometimes. I like to think I can hear your heart beating in time with mine? Have I ever told you that when I watch you speak to me through lines and cords, and bytes and ram, I imagine your voice, whispering into my ear? Have I ever told you that I wait out each day in anticipation, wanting only an hour or two, just a second in space and time, to feel close to you? Have I ever told you that there has been times, when I ached for you, ached for you so badly, that the emotions overwhelmed me.. and so I sat and cried? Have I ever told you that sometimes, I will reach out, touching your name on this cold screen before me, wishing I could reach in and pull you to me? Have I ever told you that after the first time I heard the sound of your voice, thousands of miles away, I sat up all night, turning the conversation over and over in my mind, examining it, like some newly discovered s
Robin Williams Peace Plan
Leave it to Robin Williams to come up with the perfect plan ... what we need now is for our UN Ambassador to stand up and repeat this message. I see a lot of people yelling for peace but I have not heard of a plan for peace. So, here's one plan. 1. The US will apologize to the world for our "interference" in their affairs, past & present. You know, Hitler, Mussolini, Tojo, Noriega,Milosovich and the rest of those good ol' boys: We will never "interfere"again. 2. We will withdraw our troops from all over the world, starting with Germany, South Korea and the Philippines. They don't want us there. We would station troops at our borders. No one sneaking through holes in the fence. 3. All illegal aliens have 90 days to get their affairs together and leave. We'll give them a free trip home. After 90 days the remainder will be gathered up and deported immediately, regardless of who or where they are. France would welcome them. 4. All future visitors will be thoroughly checked
No More Girlfriend
Well, no more girlfriend Monday, 11 September 2006 girls are a hassle anyway It's sad I guess. I do really feel bad. It kinda fucked things up for her. But is it worse than changing my mind after she got here? I said I would give her a chance, but maybe I did. It doesn't usually take me long to develop feelings towards someone. On the other side, it doesn't take long for me to lose those feelings either. I never told her I loved her. Because I didn't. I'm not really sad that she's gone, or even not going to be her. I'm just sad because I hurt her. She had her hopes up, and I crushed them. I may be an ass, but I can't control how I feel. Only what I do. I can't really contrlol how other people feel either. Although time and time again, I come to the conclusion that I should always be an asshole to everyone. That way no one would end up likeing me. And more to my own selfish ends than anything else, I wouldn't feel bad later about them missing me, or upset because t
Random Funnies
I was sitting in the park the other day, wondering why frisbees get bigger and bigger as they come towards you....and then it hit me. #1 pickup line of all time: "Hey, does this rag smell like chloroform to you? I heard about this guy who broke into a lion's den at the zoo and got mauled. People were talking about how there should have been better defences put up to prevent people getting into the cage. A friend of mine suggested setting up some kind of deterrent.. For example, putting some sort of fierce animal in the cage, which would attack anybody who climbed in.... If my calculations are correct, and I think they are, SLINKY + ESCULATOR = EVERLASTING FUN Online dating...the rule: "Attractive, single, mentally stable: choose two" I had my portable CD player, and took it in the bathroom with me while I went to pee. And the second I whipped my penis out, the theme song to 'Rocky' started playing. I've never felt more manly than in that moment. In a perfect world

Just another day Tuesday, 12 September 2006 Uh math class was today. It's not fun, but not too bad. I should have cooked steaks today but didn't. I made nachos instead. a very nutritios dinner. I get to have this time to do stuff instead of talk to my girlfriend, so that's cool. lol. yah, just been doing shcool stuff mostly. I talked to the rotc guy today, and found information out to think about. It's tempting, but I don't know how much I want to do the army thing again. Yah, It's mostly about gender-discrimination and my hair. I'd make some good money, but money can't buy happiness. And I can't pay someone to let me have long purple hair. Some things are just priceless. It's those things that really matter to me in life. Money isn't everything. Shit, I have money now, and i ain't thrilled. My girlfriend's stuff got here today!! how exciting, not. I just have to send it off to her new address. that and her crib. So yah, I was looking forward to stuff before, but o
I Want To Thank Everybody
who's given me your attention, and have shown me how I should be treated as a woman... I love everyone...thank you guys!
A Story I Wrote
You are sitting at the piano, and are being approached from behind. Suddenly you feel a kiss in the neck and a pair of strong arms around you. You feel how his hands cup your breasts, tweaking your nipples gently through the fabric of your blouse and bra. It calms you, sooths you, lets your spirits and feelings rise, make you come alive like you never ever felt before Your lips find his, your tongue reaches out to meet his tongue and your hands reach to his neck to pull him closer. Then you stand up and feel overcome with emotions, you feel his arms folding around your body, his hands fondling your bum. You feel your pussy getting moist and as you look in his eyes, you see the love and desire for you in it His hands open the top button of your shirt; you feel his kiss on the base of the left side of your neck as he bites you there softly. He starts to undo the 2nd button, his mouth moves down a little bit down towards your collarbone. As the 3rd button has been undone, you feel yo
I'm Not A Whore
I have to say I am very, very deeply disappointed in most of you. I place one blog on my page of one incident and suddenly you are all calling me a whore. I must say, it's sad. I did NOT accept money for sexual favors. True, the girl in question bought me breakfast, but it wasn't because I stuck it in her. I never have accepted money for sex, so I'm not a whore!!! I'm a slut
Dirty Girl
This is an actual conversation I had with a girl a while back. Man oh MAN did she have a mouth on her....in a good way. ;) So this conversation happened about 20 mins after I'd met her. About 15 mins on the dancefloor, and 5 mins getting a drink.... Me: So, uh...I'm not too good at this chit-chat kinda thing. I never know what to say, you'll have to excuse me if there is some akward silences... Her: Did you just say chit-chat? My grandma says that. Me: Ouch, burn! Her: No, I didn't mean it like that...it's cute. Me: Thanks. (this is where the akward silence comes in) Her: So, uh...who are you here with? Me: Uh, those are my friends over....there. Her: Wow, you hang out with gorgeous people. Have you fucked any of them? Me: Well, a gentleman does not say. Her: Yeah right, you gonna tell your guy buddies about how you fucked me? Me: Wow, talk about left field. No, I'm not going to tell them. Her: Why not? Me: Well, first off a gentleman doesn't tell
White Sox Fan
An elementary teacher starts a new job at a school in Milwaukee and, trying to make a good impression on her first day, explains to her class that she's a Brewers fan. She asks the class to raise their hands if they too are Brewers fans. Everyone in the class raises their hand except one little girl. The teacher looks at the girl with surprise and says: "Mary, why didn't you raise your hand?" "Because I'm not a Brewers fan," she replied. The teacher asked: "Well, if you're not a Brewers fan, then who do you support?" "I'm a Cubs fan, and proud of it," Mary replied. The teacher was surprised. "Well Mary, might you explain why are you a Cubs fan?" "Because my Mom and Dad are from Chicago and my Mom is a Cubs fan and my dad is a Cubs fan, so I'm a Cubs fan too!" "Well," said the teacher, annoyed, "that's no reason for you to be a Cub's fan. You don't have to be just like your parents all of the time. What if your Mom was a prostitute and your dad was a drug a
A Fairytale
Dreamland awaits you Close your eyes Imagine you and I Close as breath Sking upon skin Lips touching For you taste of strawberries Sweetly irrisistable The fragrance of you Takes my breath away I am burning inside A torch of fire Burning fuel of passion For you are my desire My heart beats with every breath You are my destiny You eyes evade me Deep, dark, myterious I am your slave Your love has captured me Grab my body Pull me close Show me your love In ways I could only dream Wake me I must be dreaming This is a fairytale
I Got Taged
heres the deal I am taging myself and after I tag you you have to tag 7 or more depending on what you wish.... you have to write the 7 most crazy screwed up things about your self in your blog then tag someone else lets see how far this goes send the tags through private messages or comments it really doest matter all my 7 were random thoughts some a friggin funny shit that really noone should think amusing but I do hahaha let the fun begin arnt you glad they started blogs ohhhh yeah title your blog I got taged 1. I hear voises they tell me to burn things.... 2.I will never LOVE anyone agin 3.I think Anime is sexy 4.I hate old people they smell funny 5. I have fantasies about killing large groups of people all the while laughing 6.Jrock men are sexy 7.Lazytown creeps me right the fuck out...*shudders*
Sick Of The Bullshit
I GET SO SICK OF THE BULLSHIT ON HERE SOMETIMES YA GET PEOPLE WHO ACT LIKE THEY CARE ABOUT YA BUT THEN TURN AROUND AND HARDLY SAY 2 WORDS TO YA I MEAN YEAH IT MAY BE KOOL TO HAVE A LOT OF FRIEND BUT YET WHY ADD SOMEONE THEN NEVER TALK YES I TRY TO GET OUT AS MANY COMMENTS A DAY AS I CAN BUT IF NOT I TRY TO SEND A MASS MESSAGE THRU A BULLITEN OR WHATNOT. AND I THINK ITS BULLSHIT WHEN SOMEONE WANTS TO GOO OVER YOUR PICTURES THEN TURN AROUND AND DOG YA TO THE NEXT PERSON ..COME THE FUCK ON I GET SO SICK OF THAT BULLSHIT IT HAS HAPPEND TO ME QUITE A FEW TIMES RECENTLY.WELL TRUTHFULLY I HAVE HAD IT. LIKE THE TITLE SAYS I AM SICK OF THE BULLSHIT
Uh, Just Stuff
gosh life's frustrating Wednesday, 13 September 2006 My rear passenger side blinker and brake lights don't work. I replaced them, and they still don't work. I thought there might be a fuse that goes to them. I replaced the blinker fuse. Well all the other blinkers worked before, so it's not that fuse, Duh. It might be the wiring harness?? It's looking like it's something to do with the wires. I don't know. I hope theirs some kind of easy fix to it that I am over looking. the temporary license runs out tomarrow. So I'm not sure if I can drive it tomarrow, or i can, but not the next day. I should have tried to get it taken care of earlier. ( the downsides to procastination ) I'm not sure what to do. Next week seems to be test week too. how fun. So I need to study and read and stuff for school. I also need to write a paper for political science. It only has to be 5 pages. It shouldn't be that hard, it's due in december. We just got the topics today, so I am just goi
Single...vs Not
So, what's the difference between being single and not? Basically it's no anchor...nothing to hold you back. The ability to do WHAT or WHO you want WHEN and WHERE....it's great. And then the night comes.... The cold, cold, bitter, harsh night. When you crawl into your cold sheets, lie there shivering for hours trying to get to sleep....the sheets are cold and lifeless, pebbling up your skin as a sadistic gust of wind happens to go up just the right area. Reaching desperately over to the empty void next to you, reminding you of the empty void in your life....Yes, being single at night sucks....dampening your sheets with the tears of love lost rather than the sweat of love making. Ah, I miss those days. I miss rolling over and hugging my loved one...rolling her over to lay in the wet spot so I wouldn't have to.... Man, I wish I hadn't have popped my blow-up sex doll, I miss her
Uh Stuff
yummy dinner. Wednesday, 13 September 2006 I went to some italian resteraunt and ate and watched a fire saftey presentation. Most of the time, or atleast 58% of the time your fire detectors don't work, or don't work soon enough. So buy and optical one. It's way expensive, but how much is your life really worth? I'm not a salesman. That's just the question for the night. I got my lights on my truck working. Yay!. I just had to fix the wires. or a wire actually. It wasn't that hard, I just didn't see it when I was trying to figure out what was wrong before. tomarrow I have to get my truck all the way taken care of, and send the rest of the boxes on their way. And do a bunch of homework. So hopefully I can get it all done. I'm just sitting here chatting with people on yahoo right now. I'm letting my food digest. I don't have to be at class until 5 or 530 or something like that tomarrow. So if I wake up early enough, I should be able to get everything done. I will
A Day For Heros
A very good friend of mine, Paulette, posted this on her blog and with her permission I am reposting it here. She is a major supporter and does a lot on her own and also with the USO. She was there at this homecoming and these are her thoughts and impressions. She is also on http://360.yahoo.Com/paulette1537 and here as I said if you would like to send her a note and some love. I think it is important for you all to read and understand how very much we do care and support you all, and how many there really are of us that do regardless of how it may seem at times that it isn't so. I love you guys!!! Tonya ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------- A Day For the Heroes On Saturday I went to Ft. Stewart where the USO was putting on a welcome home day for the 3rd ID. Local food places donated food and a carnival was set up for the soldiers' families. Jeff Foxworthy performed and so did Chely Wright. It was a great day! But a couple of th
Helpless
Helpless Temptation pulls at me from every side I want to resist, yet I cannot For the chains that I created are holding me back Keeping me locked in this desolate place. I long to be with You, Jesus I want to be where You are But because of my stubborn heart Im lost and disillusioned on this lonely road. How can I say that I love You When I never let it show? My life should reflect Your light Instead I hide it deep within. Im lying here, cold and alone Helpless against the crashing waves Unable to free myself from this sin That has me trapped and unable to move. I long to be with You, Jesus I want to be where You are But my strength is failing I cannot fight this fight alone. I know You are there I long to reach out, to kneel at Your feet To be with You is my hearts lone desire To show You that I do love You. Help me, Lord Jesus Lift me up, give me strength Break these chains that bind my heart Rendering me helpless and broken. You are all
Slow Tears
I look up as tears roll slowly down my cheek I think about better days and wonder if I'll feel that way again you look at me with those eyes I know so well always serious, so deep and insightful as though you're always in control But not today not now Now you look so scared like for once you dont have the answer I gaze at you looking into those troubled eyes Hoping to understrand why you've said those things you said I wonder for a moment if this is all a dream if I shall wake in the morning and be relieved you look at me with a confusion I have never seen slowly pull me towards you and wipe the tears from my cheek
Then Losin My Daughter
t now christmas time boy the months have passed it seemed like it took forever jus to try to start a new year we struggled wit the pain and with all the tears not knowin what was gona happen that was gona bring more tears the day was xmas eve and the call was fast as light the baby is not breathing i struggled wit all my might i dipped in jus a minute to rush to my baby girl not knowin what had happened not knowin what was goin on the ride was long and painful the wait i dreaded more feeling alone and cold i know that she was gone watchin the doctors in the hallway me hitting the cold floor my body couldnt handle it it couldnt take much more my little tiny angel my only pride and joy why did u do this why did u let her go i knew that she was gone but my mind couldnt deal walkin into the room the sheet over her head i scream and i flip my baby aint dead i cant handle this my heart is totally gone sittin there in that room felt like forever holdin h
Losin My Sister
well its a month till her birthday its time to finish plans my birthday comes and goes so hers is coming soon its jus awhile before her day when the worst can happen the day is the 23rd and part of my world falls my dad calls and i kno whats gona be said my best friend is gone he took her away we go to the station and my mom is gone and dazed her life was gone the boy of 5 yrs. took her life by gun she never did no wrong she always did the right the gun that night was shot to the head of sumone loved our lives are no more the same for they will never be as will try to heal we try to look on not knowing 8 months later she will also be gone... GOD I CANT TAKE THIS WHY NOW

the new kid yet again ... the stares, the laughs the hurt and the shame... its suppose to be for the better that new beginning. to start all over from all the before years i wanted to been seen this time i wanted to be heard, i was the new girl that weird one. why does it happen that way why cant sum1 just come say hi! it took long hard months to find that 1 good friend. to blend in was hard to actually care was harder i cared so much so much to .. not go to the football game basketball, or baseball how bout school functions or clubs high school dances were a joke they never meant a thing. senior year..the year not to care which to me i never cared to begin with.... what friends did i have,,,, true friends??? 1, 2, maybe 3 i wanted the year over' i wanted to drop out... i couldnt take the stares, i couldnt stand the lies... i was broken down into pieces i was broken down into shame.... i begged for the end,,, for that very last day... yeah every
Missing You
My heart aches within from missing you My lips long for the feel of kissing you Right now all I need is to gently touch your skin To look into your eyes and see deep within Just one warm embrace Just to look upon your face Just one little touch From the one I love so much If I could gaze upon your smile For just a little while To know that you miss me too AS I'm thinking of you To hear the sound of you breathe Knowing you'll never leave To see you walk up to me Then embrace you tenderly To just be with the one who's sent my heart reeling And brought about this downpour of emotion and feeling I sit here alone in my room tonight And pray that somehow ths all turns out right I've never been one to do more taking than giving I'm not well off but I work hard for a living I've tol you many thought that weren't borrowed or bought And in lifetime, who would've though That I have found osmeone who was meant just for me I can't explain the magic or why this should be Bu
Blogging Blogging
Ok so umm I am a blogg junkie.. and i love to blog.. and those of u who ACTUALLY know me.. know that I can blog all day long about every lil thing.. I can bitch.. laugh... piss ppl off.. and let nosey ppl read about my everyday life.. OMG how great is this .. LC has made this my most fave site now.. OMG ... I love to blog.. but any who.. I will blog on my life later :).. Kisses and Huggs.. ♥South Carolina Baby♥
Good Night!!!!
Wanted to try this blog thing out, so what better way then to say good night to all my friends and family on here...A friend of mine left a blog that said " be sure to cherish the ones you love because when their gone it will be to late." and that is so true.Never let the ones you love go cause you might not get them back!!!! Well with that thought good night firends and family!! ~~BabyGirl~~
Friends
AS WE HAVE ALL LEARNED, FRIENDS COME AND GO...SOME ARE HERE FOR A SHORT TIME AND SOME ARE HERE THROUGH IT ALL. IF YOU ARE LIKE ME, YOU HAVE BEEN FORTUNATE ENOUGH TO FIND SOME REALLY GREAT FRIENDS HERE ON LC. AND THESE ARE THE ONES THAT YOU NEVER WANT TO LET GO OF. SOME OF US HAVE EVEN BEEN FORTUNATE ENOUGH TO FIND LOVE HERE. I KNOW THAT WITHOUT THE FRIENDS THAT I HAVE MADE HERE, I WOULD NOT HAVE THE STRENGTH THAT I HAVE. I HOPE THAT EACH OF YOU HAS BEEN AS BLESSED AS I HAVE. A LOT OF PEOPLE THINK OF LC AS FAKE...FAKE PEOPLE, FAKE FRIENDS, AND FAKE FEELINGS...WELL I FOR ONE HAVE FOUND SOME VERY REAL PEOPLE, HAVE MADE SOME REAL FRIENDS AND HAVE DEVELOPED SOME VERY REAL FEELINGS. SO, WHEN YOU GO INTO THIS THINKING THAT NOTHING ON HERE IS REAL...WELL, YOU WILL GET NOTHING REAL OUT OF IT. SO, FOR THOSE OF YOU WHO DOUBT, IF YOU THINK ABOUT IT THIS WAY MAYBE IT WILL HELP YOU TO SEE THAT NOT EVERYONE ON HERE IS FAKE...ON THE OTHER SIDE OF THAT COMPUTER ZONE, IS A REAL HUMAN BEING THAT YOU
Story Of My Life
the games and the dances the friends and the foes. stayin up all nite and drink till its day the stories and the rumors the truth and its lies the years have been hell and yet they have been fun you wonder why people act like this, why does everyone need to be in a click i do not belong to just one. as i am my own i blend and i fade as if i dont wana be seen my actions and my words will never be the same i will hang wit the crowd i will try my best but i dont want to fit in and i dont wanna pretend you call me what you want you never call me by name i will be the thug i will be the geek and yes i will be the goth as well never will i be that prep that cheerleader or the prom queen nor do i care to ever be this is my teenage years this is me and who i am i am mary jo conner i am the outkast i am me i will chill wit the guys i will chill with my gurls and just
True Frends
You never know how a true freinds is. its when they are thre for ya through thick and thin and they are there when u need a shoulder to cry on and they never in ur life time walk away from ya when they know u made the wrong decions onthings they stood by ur side throug that no matter what they never make fun of ya or put u down when u need money or a bost on something they are willing to help u out. THey are there for ya with all ur breaks and heart ackes . they also now how to make it better when u are feeling down or when u need someone to talk to about things they are there for ya. no matter what that is a true freind so if u ahve them never let them go they are the ones that keep u going besides ur family Just reember this as someone once told me that boy friend and girl friend come and go but best friends stay together that is the trueth
Trying To Do Too Many Things On The Computer At Once
this sucks. i am trying to listen to txr, dowmload music and go thru email and i am getting too bogged down. ahhhhhhh.i will prolly just stop trying to download for tonight and work on it tomorrow.

since when does the LC have a blog?
So Attached
Why do i get so attached? when all i end up is hurt? I let my mind and heart open, but all i end up is broken. to talk to you is 1 thing to be myself is yet another. i doubt all my feelings, i doubt ALL of me period. looks, thoughts and feelings are things i truely hide. to talk bout them is 1 thing, to show them is yet again another! im now lost again in this world scared and all alone. IM LONELY, LOST, SCARED, DEPRESSED, UPSET, ANGRY, ASHAMED, CONFUSED BUT MOST ALL OF I AM HURT!!!! all of these things r my true feelings, if u kno me then u will understand it but if not then i dnt kno what to tell ya......
Frustration Of Trying To Blog
Seeing the new blog option (or is it amenity)? I was excited with thoughts of catching any of my friends or page visitors a little update or at least worthwhile read. Well, after my fifth attempt, I've finally got to yet another nice thing the "LOST CHERRY" has to offer -yet- I'm probably never going to be able to use. So to clarify, instead of said joyful introduction to me or a happy update to my few friends here ... I state why this took me five times to finally post. It might clear up peoples curiosities as to why I don't visit their page (or for those who have known me for a long while) ... why they dot get my daily 'Over the top' totally hand made messages from me any longer. Simple as me having the biggest piece of crap computer! Top that off with AOL dial-up service ... I CANT! I'm OCD and as impatient as they come ... so to wait up to 5 to 10 minutes for a page to load -- only to be disconnected while trying to post something isn't easy to live with. That woul
Thought U Find Him
deep down inside ur heart pounds when this person is around you. ur body feels with joy and excitement, even b4 this person says a word to you. i put my guard down to let this "good" person into my heart and into my life only to find out that this person is not who i think he is, he is like the others that have crushed my broken heart before.... i wana cry and i wana scream but nothing will come out of my mouth, not even a single sigh...... my heart skips a beat and tears roll down my cheek as i read what is on the screen infront of me... i think this is not true, it cant be... it cant be the one who has stolen my heart above all the others.... i wont accept what im reading, i just wont.... WAIT... i think to myself i have to its the truth in front of my face in writting... i finally let out that sigh that i couldn't before and those few tears become a river flowing down to my jaw... i weep and weep but there is noone here to catch my tears from falling. so they will keep falling , fal
My First Time
this is my first intro so, who am I really? I am a twisted metal head who likes to party, and have fun, go to metal shows, connect bands with promos, labels, etc. I have partied with alot of bands, but my most memorable times have always been with the Mentors. Don't know them? Look em up. King of sleaze they are. Sickie J and Sickie Wifebeater, and even the Pope are awesome people and we have a blast. I also am a grandmother of 16 and going to be a great grandma soon. I have 149 tattoos, love bikes have ridden with Societies Deviants forever. My kids think I am nuts, my friends know I am, and my mom disowned me I am honest, helpful, can't stand to see a person down, will get screwed again and again and still help out. Uhm single for 19 years now, but I think I might finally be able to begin the plunge into partnership. Love licorice, Sambooka, and my dogs I will be using this blog mostly to put my poetry on, and would love the critique. Have been published many times, s
Random Thoughts
I feel lonely today not much diffrent from any other day really other than I relized something.I am alone yes I have my 2 babies but I have noone for those cold nights to hold close. To have that feeling agin is something I crave more than anything.To have that person look apon you and for you to relize that yes you are loved....someone called here for my ex today made me think wow dumb ass he hasnt lived here for a year then in turn made me think wow its been almost a year sence I have had that want or feeling.He really did break me.I have used men for a time now the way I have seen and have had personal experience with. I thought why get your heart involved get what you want have them be the lucky ones if you decide to speak with them agin. Rude of me yes shilding me from that pain is all I wanted then i see it I can cause that pain in men even though I say what its all about before hand they think yea I will melt her now frozen heart.Its not frozen its broken. how long does it take
Hello
As a short introduction to my first blog. This is to be a journal of thoughts that go though my head, and or observations that I make, or a combination of the two, of days that I remember to wright in this thing. Anything you would like to say, or see a need to speak up on would be appreciated. . . to an extent. . .
My Eulogy
If I was gone tomorrow, would I be missed? When I am gone and my name is on St. Peter's list, I want people to go on with their lives as normal, A simple tribute will do, nothing formal. If I was gone tomorrow, would I be satisfied, Would I have accomplished something before I died? Have I made an influence in anyone I've met? Did I change someone's life before in the ground I am set? If one person is better because of me, If only for a minute a smile I did see, Then I believe that it was worth all the time I was here And I hold in my heart all my friends close and dear. If I was gone tomorrow, would people even care? Would they even notice that I was not there? I know some people would not be upset about me Those people, at my funeral I would not see. If no one was there, I would be sad, But in a way, I would be glad. I don't want anyone to be sad that I am not here, I don't want them to be sad or even shed a tear. I want to see them with a smile on their face, An
Beautiful Tears
A drop of salt does slide From heart to eye Its flavor kiss my lip A liquid release I cry. Weak from weeping My eyes have flood A clear glass lake Form reduced to mud. Face to sky Float upon wanton wave Each ripple like lightening By mid step ahead I save. From above come to me Rip what is left to take That which does miss I permit you make. Reform me solid Pierce to my eye Give back the salt Each future drop I cry. My finish to start The circle goes round Footprints made before My path is bound. Not new to the old Repeat what is done Wipe them clear Left forgotten none. Emotions recycled Now comes from past years Form again yet so soon My beautiful tears.
Beautiful
Beautiful Sometimes I look in the mirror At the reflection that stares back And I think myself to be unattractive I find that beauty is all that I lack As a strong young gurl Who strives to do her best Sometimes it gets competitive It seems beauty is a test Putting us under stress Girls and boys alike struggle to pass With accompaniment of makeup or accessories That which fades away--they think to be vast Like I used to, So many only think beauty to be in appearance When really it exists in all aspects The media plays a major effect On many Men starving to be skinny Women purging to be pretty Everyone's beautiful Stop the starving this is no competition Just look in the mirror hear my words closely--LISTEN!! Thinness = beauty? celebrity = pefect? NO That's not what beauty's about Beauty comes from the inside, But transfers out
When I Saw You
The first time I saw you Your mouth stretched from one side to the other side of your face A smile, a smile that caught my eyes, That's when I realized, realized I'm falling for you. The second time I saw you I saw your blue eyes Your loving blue eyes fixed on me Catching my attention That's when I realized, realized I'm falling even harder for you. Once I realized I was falling for you, I wanted to be with you, I wanted to look into your loving blue eyes And kiss your soft tender lips that looked sweet, sweet as honey That's when I realized, realized I needed you. I want to be with you But there is one thing, One thing stopping me That is I don't have the guts, The guts to tell you That I want, I want to be with you.

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