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Tearz have fallen and tearz will continue to flow, Thought I knew so much but so much I've yet 2 know, My heart has gave love and my heart in return was alwayz broken, My heart is now cold and empty so love from this heart may never again be spoken, So many girlz, so many promises shattered, so many yearz Ive wasted, But all of that will never compare to the pain I constantly feel and tearz that Ive tasted, Maybe I blame them, maybe I blame me, but it all adds up to a constant misery, For me 2 love again, for me 2 trust again, seems impossible from everything that has been did to me, Im not askin for pity, Im not askin for sympathy, jus lettin u know how I feel, Thats how I am, this is me, just bein real
Another Day
Another day has passed and you're still in my every thought tonight when i go to sleep you will be there, again. in my dreams tomorrow will come and the thoughts will be deeper these daily feelings are taking over my mind and soul i know what these thoughts are telling me they are dictating my love for you.

U know when its there and belive me, you know when its not, Its something that u just have or u dont, it cant be taught, I wont say just yet what this is but its something that has been broken one to many times, I hope u know every word i spit and every line i write is alwayz real not just words put together to make a rhyme, This is something I search for, something i need, but dont think its love 'cuz ur way off base, When u have it, U feel it in your heart and can see it in her face, When I search for it, its always where I shouldnt and where I should, I never seem to, Maybe its because I feel safer and used to my old ways, but then again, maybe Im afraid of something new, Hopefully I'll find this something but more than likely, I'll find it and again it will be shattered, And my heart cant take ne more punches, thanks to all the years of being abused and all the years of being battered.
When I Look Into Your Eyes
when i look into your eyes and deep into your soul i see all the love and feeling unfold i want you to stay so near to my heart holding it gently, never to part please listen to me with all that you are i just want to tell you i will never be far look into my eyes oh, my love, and you'll see nothing is more important than you next to me my life is complete with you next to me our world, and being together, is all that i need
Every Night
Every night in bed i dream of you and me every night i close my eyes i feel you near me. your body's heat, your love so sweet loving and caring for me when i need you most you're like my best freind, a freind to have for life what i mean is i want us to be one you'll be mine and i'll be yours forever forever you and me
Who Picks Who Gets To Play God?
So, let me put it into simple terms... My neice, my sisters beautiful new little baby, that has had less than 3 months on this planet, has just been diagnosed with a congenital heart defect that requires regular complex surgery to ease the strain on her tiny heart caused by a narrowing of the valves and ventricles. The benefits of the surgery, called a Konno procedure, are not long-term, so she will have to undergo repeated operations as her heart grows and the old repairs harden. What fucks me off is all this costs money, money that my sister doesn't have. What I want to know is who decides how much this stuff costs, and who decides how much to charge to save that little babies life, and when did they become god, in charge of life and death? I mean come on, we live in a world where people like bill gates has $50 billion, warren buffet $42 billion, and paul allen $22 billion. Who deccided that their comfort was more important than a childs life? Who is it who sits
ok well i was suppose to go to the concert but welp not gonna get fuckin sugar shot up been at the ER all night so im stuck like fuckin chuck.....yea well im kinda pissy so here it goes THIS WHOLE FAMILY BULLSHIT!!!! grow up you all were friends with others and no you have formed this fuckd up hater shit well its silly the bull....are filled with your silly shit and personaly im sick of seeing it all damn day....hey im all for being friends but you all are like some reject MOB WANNA BE's for all of you who get mad over this! So with that.....who ever gets all pissy about this and were or myfriends if u feel the need to delete me THEN DO IT........I GOT PLENTY MORE!!!!!
Poem:see The Real Me
See the real me When I go shopping I feel them stare I have Downs Syndrome of that they are aware Why should it worry them is what puzzles me What are they expecting or wanting to see? I love a laugh and listening to music to But how would you feel fingers pointing at you? Please see I am a man, ok, a litle different from the rest But I love dressing up and looking my best Everyones my friend or thats what I think Especialy in the pub when I am buying a drink Yes I know some people are false and not very nice But I have good friends so they better think twice ( I wrote this for the men I work with, mal)
I'm in total shock here, I don't really know what I'm saying, or why I'm even saying it, why am I talking to a computer? What's going on? I don't know what to say, she's such a precious little bundle, so young, so small, she doesn't deserve this/. I've tried to help my sister the best I can, to look after my little nephew, to give her a break while she struggles with little aisha, but the poor little thing just keeps getting sicker and sicker and I feel so fucking useless cuz there's nothing I can do!!! I want to blame someone, and to tear their head off, I want to hurt someone cuz this hurts inside, she's a fucking baby, how can she be sick like this? I don't care what you believe in, if it's your allah, your god, or your mtv, pray for her today, please?
~blog Things 5~
You Are Iris You are an interesting blend of fun and wisdom. You definitely make people think about themselves and their place in the world. But they'll have fun doing it. You definitely epitomize laughter therapy. You are a very enriching and entertaining friend! What Color Purple Are You? You Are Bart Simpson Very misunderstood, most people just dismiss you as "trouble." Little do they know that you're wise and well accomplished beyond your years. You will be remembered for: starring in your own TV show and saving the town from a comet Your life philosophy: "I don't know why I did it, I don't know why I enjoyed it, and I don't know why I'll do it again!" The Simpsons Personality Test You Are 60% Extrovert, 40% Introvert You are quite outgoing You are a social connector - you know a ton of people While you aren't a wild extrovert, you are a great talker A fantastic storyteller, you keep everyone laughing Are You An Extrovert or An Introvert? Your Personalit
like a fragrance upon the wind, thoughts often linger on those who haven't lived as I have & how easily they shun as they point their finger we've grown accustom to taking the negative turning it around and making bearable the lives we live so what may I ask has you seeing the color red? a word and it's use & how it reverberates in your head? now you "crusade to stop it's viral like spread"? how many times has it been miswritten, misspoken, & misread? I wonder why am I met with opposition & condemnation before anyone analyzes the weight of the given situation why hold to the negative connotation I know my apologies for my use of the word is no reparation but why put my use of this or ANY word on trial if it's said without malice and is uttered with love & a smile don't you know a tight pen grip as well as a tight lip in addition to a tight mind, lead to censorship hearing / reading one word, leads to the message being lost and then another message is used for kindlin
What Breed Of Music Are You?
You scored as metal. metal60%Indie50%mainstream rock50%Punk40%grunge30%classic rock30%Emo20%industrial15%Pop Punk10%Pop10%country10%ska10%reggae
The End And A Beginning
Well, I have finally finished my neurology stint. I don't know if I will miss it or not yet. The charge nurse was a bit weird but the majority were cool. It was so busy though, so I won't miss that bit! I will miss my "favourites" though. For the purpose of this blog I will call them Jane and Emma as I can't use their real names. Jane is palliative care (Meaning her life is expected to be short) and she is only a few weeks old. A tragic accident at 2 hours old caused this and she is just the most beautiful lil girl. Emma is older, about 6 months and we don't know whether her brain injury was an accident or if it was abuse. We will probably never know. She was transfered elsewhere and despite how challenging she could be I will miss her. My job can be pretty depressing, but I love it. I can't wait to start my new job! In the meantime, am celebrating! :D Love to all Hayley x x x
Every Had One Of Those Nights!!
I was just wondering if any one eles had one of the nights I just had,hehe. I got all dolled up and went out clubing. Nothing went right at the club are after the club. I mean first I get hit on by this guy that is not my type at all and the next thing I know I can't get him to leave me alone. Then after that this chick starts hiting on me and she was hot but man was she so drunk that you couldn't get anywhere with her. Then I get hom get on Ym and start geting hit by all this people who want to chat at me and want me to get freaky for them on cam,by this time I'm in no mood at all for sex talk or sex play. Then I get talking with this guy that I like and he starts asking all about my friend,because he found out I was playing with her on cam,and it's like ok enough is enough I just want to come down and chill!!
What Group Are You? Chav, Rocker, Skater, Emo, Goth, Trendy, Prepy Ect
You scored as Rocker, Mosher. Your A Rocker!Rocker, Mosher100%Goth45%Trendy35%Emo25%Prepy10%Skater10%Chav, Townie, Rude Boy, Ned, Kev0%What Group Are You? Chav, Rocker, Skater, Emo, Goth, Trendy, Prepy Ectcreated with
Carola -du Gamla Du Fria (swedish National Anthem)
Dedication To Magilla....
magilla@ LostCherry LOL what can I say about this guy. Well for one thing you all better say thank you to him. He the one that introduced me to LC. Without him I wouldn't be here. *Will have to figure some stuff out on how to mkae his page cool. MAYBE SOME TEDDY BEARS WOULD YOU LIKE THAT MAGILLA*
i was walking down the street in waikiki with a friend and we saw a couple sitting at starbucks. and i thought to myself that why do most woman want to change a man. i dont understand that logic. why is it that when women fall in love with a guy. there must be something about him that made her fall in love with him. then why change that? but they do and after a while they say something like "i liked you the way you were. you changed." i see this as a endless cycle. i hope one day people will understand that you fell in love with the person for who they are, not what you can change them into.
Dedication To Canadianmeany....
Canadianmeany@ LostCherry Jen is a friend that can make you feel like you are the luckest person in the world. She has a way with turning you from being upset to laughing your butt off as you are talking to her. Everything about her makes you just feel like you have found a person that you could be with without ever being let down. She has eyes that could make you go breathless just by looking at them. Her smile could make a whole room erupt in smiles. She is one of the sweetest girls on LC. Without her I would feel lost. She is one of the reasons I still come to LC and always makes me feel better when I am down, and fantastic when I am feeling great. She makes you just want to grab her in your arms and just swing around in a great big hug. When she is on, you feel like you seeing someone you love for the first time in years. You feel like at that specific moment is the best thing that ever happend to you. Her name may

Dedication To Lil Snowflake...
Lil Snowflake@ LostCherry
Dedication To American Cherry....
AMERICAN Cherry@ LostCherry Man I love talking to this girl. She is just one of the most sweetest and honest people here. *Again will add more later. Just making blogs to save spots for special friends before I go to bed.*

Mabon Autumn Equinox, 2nd Harvest, September 21st Mabon, (pronounced MAY-bun, MAY-bone, MAH-boon, or MAH-bawn) is the Autumn Equinox. The Autumn Equinox divides the day and night equally, and we all take a moment to pay our respects to the impending dark. We also give thanks to the waning sunlight, as we store our harvest of this year's crops. The Druids call this celebration, Mea'n Fo'mhair, and honor the The Green Man, the God of the Forest, by offering libations to trees. Offerings of ciders, wines, herbs and fertilizer are appropriate at this time. Wiccans celebrate the aging Goddess as she passes from Mother to Crone, and her consort the God as he prepares for death and re-birth. Various other names for this Lesser Wiccan Sabbat are The Second Harvest Festival, Wine Harvest, Feast of Avalon, Equinozio di Autunno (Strega), Alben Elfed (Caledonii), or Cornucopia. The Teutonic name, Winter Finding, spans a period of time from the Sabbat to Oct. 15th, Winter's Night, which is
Bet After Dark Would Be Proud
These 2 videos have got to be some of the most ignorant shit I have ever seen. And I would not be surprised if: #1. BET played this shit on BET After Dark. #2. Radio stations all over the US played this ignorant shit because GOD KNOWS you all like that bull shit Young Juc.
My Great Britain Trip For My 50th Birthday
GREAT BRITAIN TRIP I just got back from a great adventure. I went to Great Britain for the first time and did it all on my own, nobody else could take off work. Here is an outline of my resent trip that started on August 1st, but landed in England on the 2nd and ended on the 19th. TOWER HOUSE Before I went anywhere else, so I would not lose my nerve, I showered at the Heathrow Airport and went to Jimmyís Pages house, it was on the way to my destination in Bedford, and I had to wait 6 hours for my train anyway. So I decided to give it a try and give him his get well present and card. He had knee surgery recently. It was a book on Elvis with hundreds of rare Elvis photos and bio on his peak years (1965-67), and a CD of 63 minutes of unreleased music by Elvis. Well instead I meet one of his old neighbors named George who was walking by, he took me too the Holland Park near Jimmyís Tower house and bought me Latte and Danish. I was glad I was a little tired from traveling. Well he t
Dedication To Only1jupiter......
Only1Jupiter@ LostCherry She is such a wonderful person. Great friend, love chatting with her. Probably going to be yelled at for adding this but I think she sounds like a angel. Upload music at Bolt
One Rose...
You are receiving these roses because you are a special person! Each rose symbolizes a special wish from me to you. One Rose for Long Friendship @>~~~>~~~>~~ One Rose for Unconditional Love @>~~~>~~~>~~ One Rose for Financial Wealth @>~~~>~~~>~~ One for Everlasting Happiness @>~~~>~~~>~~ One for Success @>~~~>~~~>~~ One for Knowledge @>~~~>~~~>~~ One for Beauty, inner and outer @>~~~>~~~>~~ One for Family @>~~~>~~~>~~ One for Honesty @>~~~>~~~>~~ For every friend you send these roses to and get back, your loved!
~blog Things 4~
You Are Rouge Red Of all the reds, you are the most energetic and vibrant. You never need to recharge, and in fact, you often recharge others. Gutsy and brave, you've never let your fears stop you from doing anything. You figure that life is all about experiences, and you'll always take that leap of faith. What Color Red Are You? You Are Smokin' Hot You're a terrible flirt, a sharp dresser, and a party animal. Of course, you're totally sizzling too. And for you, being hot just comes naturally. Are You Hot? Your Ideal Relationship is Casual Dating Maybe you're looking for love... But mostly you're looking for fun. You could get serious with the right person. For now, though, you're enjoying playing the field. What's Your Ideal Relationship? Your Dating Purity Score: 53% You are an average dater. You're experienced enough to be a great girlfriend or boyfriend... Though you still may be figuring out exactly what you want in love! Dating Purity Test
Dedication To ÜlŌ(v)Ō–Üô........
ÜLŌ(v)Ō–Üô@ LostCherry She has become a wonderful friend since I have met her. Such a beautiful person. *Will update this when I find more stuff to add.*
Dedication To Angel W.....
Forever@ LostCherry You want to know another wonderful cherry. Someone who always there for me, and who I love dearly. I would do anything for her. She has won a piece of my heart. *This Page will update as I find the stuff I really want to add on here.*
I Know This Baby And Mother
Tiffin man charged with murder: Admits to shaking 21-month-old twice By Melissa Topey, A Tiffin man is charged with one count of murder of a 21-month-old girl who died due to shaken baby syndrome. Steven Estep, Tiffin, is facing a one-count charge for murder in the death of MeKenna Brown, according to a released statement by Sgt. Kevin Reinbolt, detective with the Seneca County Sheriffís Office. Reinbolt said Melissa Brown placed a 911 call Wednesday reporting a medical problem with her daughter, MeKenna. Tiffin EMS and Clinton Township fire and rescue responded to the call, and MeKenna was taken to Tiffin Mercy Hospital. Emergency room personnel called the Sheriffís Office and reported the injury this stuff just sickens me..and she didnt know this guy too long..dam i was not myself all day at work..:(
I am officially 28 today...I don't feel like it so maybe all the working out and training is paying off..Just gonna go play golf this morning,come home fire up the grill for some ribs and steak and watch the Georgia Bulldogs win again!! Go Dawgs!!
Want To Be A 007 Girl......
LOL well these two are one. HEHE but right now I belong to Angel W so you will have to talk to her. When I get more I will somehow make a primary photo of all the cherries morphing from one to another. Sounds like it would be cool.
Everytime (i)
Song - Everytime (I) By: Danny-Bob Dude Everytime I think about you All I could think is that you and I aren't together anymore I cry everytime knowing that I can't be by your side My heart feels like it's not there where it suppose to be So I'm here on my back And now I am done with my life I see you in my dreams I see you right next to me I want to be there I want to be wherever you are To be your man My love for you is strong Nothing can break it My love for you will never go It will not stop Everytime I think about you My heart begins to pound harder and faster Everytime I talk to you I fall in love with you all over again Everytime I hear about you and hear you I feel good inside Knowing we aren't together anymore I cry to hear your voice once more I devour as I walk in the same room you're in And now we can't be together anymore Our so called love for each other was just a mistake We could be together You say it is impossible I see different
Which Bra Is Right For You?
Wow! Now i suggest DEFINATLEY underwired, and lacey. Colours such as black, purple and white. 3638 other people got this result! This quiz has been taken 14069 times. 20% of people had this result.
The Truth
Ooooo Sexyy Stuff Lol
You have a sexual IQ of 123 When it comes to sex, you are a super genius. You have had a lot of experience, and sex interests you so you know a lot about it. You pride yourself on being a source of information and guidance to all of your friends. Take this quiz at You are 73% fuckable! Take this quiz at Using your hands Your sexual hidden talent is your ability to use your hands. You are damn good with them, and know how to make your lover feel incredibly sexy with just one caress. Take this quiz at John -- [adjective]:Insatiable to the point of crazy 'How will you be defined in the sexual dictionary?' at The porno of John's life will be called ... "Celebrity Strip Poker" 'What will the porno of your life be called?' at
Hey You, Over Here!
God I feel like shite, I have a head cold and my head feels like anytime soon it's just going to bloody pop! I am never drinking again! Yes if only I could say that without a smirkÖ. But fact is I don't enjoy it anymore I found myself just drinking because everyone else did when we went outÖ I don't need alcohol to enjoy myself Christ I am hyper and confident enough without it, so bring on the coke for meÖ..well maybe lemonade from time to time ! Ėrolls her eyes- I just want to go back to bed but I have a thousand and seven things to do starting with getting dressed.. yeh I am naked ohhhhhh just think of thatÖ.-bounces her bits- hey if I had a cam I could make a fortune with my bouncing breastsÖ ohhh the shame of itÖ..-laughs- Anyway I am off to make myself a little more presentable, if that is humanly possible at all.. Have a good one!
Amy Is Ready 4 U
Fri-night 9.15.06
So I worked my first night as a bouncer.... It was ok... something diff then what I'm used to for work... I bounce at a strip club called Vegas Gold... He asked me to return tom... So hopefully this becomes a perminant job cuz it's easy as hel and pays pretty well....
Dedication To Tonia......
Get your own countdown at ĘÕLips of an angelĘÕ@ LostCherry
Fuckin Why Me
i meet this gurl on here.. i like her lots.. i have a gf that tells me to have fun on here.. she gats all pissed like drunk i mean and says shit when i go to mix a drink.. i come back to ppl telling me good bye.. i am so confused.. i want to meet a lady that can make me smile like the one that just left me.. i am sooooooo sorry hun... u kno sweet pioson i am not like that and i am dumping her ass like as we speak... i hate how i want to meet ppl and she gets all freaky and goes off to her own little world...i want a lady not a kid.. like serious i am not a bad guy.. just i ..oh fuck it..nvm ppl this was a total waste of ur time.. i never had a chance to begin with.. sorry for wasting all ur time..ppl that have read this.... am i an asshole???
I realize I haven't been here that long on this site, but what have I done to any of you to make you ignor me,my posts,blogs and bulletins? I see a lot of you posting bulletins this person or that person needs points or as some of you say luv, but damn let me ask for some help or luv and I get ignored. Hell fire do you all think I am trash or something? You all can ask for help for your favorite people, but damn if someone isn't your favorite you turn your back on the rest. Well I am sorry for what ever I have done to any of you!
Right Now!
Well lets see my life, first I have no dad to look up too. i've been trying to find him for the past 2 years. I have not got no were of getting any info. Anyways i barly have any friends and if i do get one they stab me in the back, 2-face me or tell me i am just a spolid brat. I am alot better, i am more grown up then last year. People can't see it because they don't take me seriously. Thats about it for right now i will keep in touch! ~EM~

Crazy Train [Daisley - Osbourne - Rhoads] All aboard Crazy, but that's how it goes Millions of people living as foes Maybe it's not too late To learn how to love, and forget how to hate Mental wounds not healing Driving me insane I'm goin' off the rails on a crazy train I'm goin' off the rails on a crazy train Let's go I've listened to preachers, I've listened to fools I've watched all the dropouts who make their own rules One person conditioned to rule and control The media sells it and you live the role Mental wounds still screaming Who and what's to blame I'm goin' off the rails on a crazy train I'm goin' off the rails on a crazy train I know that things are going wrong for me You've gotta listen to my words, yeah Heirs of a cold war, that's what we've become Inheriting troubles, I'm mentally numb Crazy, but what do I care I'm living with something I don't wanna share Mental wounds not healing Driving me insane I'm goin' off the rails on
I am in a very good mood today :) Woke up feeling happy and horny :)
Mile High Club Charters
Fantasy on high: Bob Smith gives one-hour rides in his Piper Cherokee 6 ó complete with mattress ófor $299. Georgia corporate pilot Bob Smith has a soaring sideline: helping couples join the infamous "mile-high club." For $299, he'll take a frisky twosome past 5,280 feet in a Piper Cherokee 6 fitted with a mattress. The hour-long flights out of Carrollton, Ga., (details at have lured couples from as far as New York. Smith, 51, shares stories of highflying whoopee with USA TODAY's Kitty Bean Yancey. Q: Who goes on these flights? A: Couples from 18 and 19 up to their 60s. I've taken between 75 and 100 in five years. I've had people fly in from New York, New Jersey and Miami just to do the mile-high club. It's a lot easier (for them) than getting in the bathroom of a 737. Q: Do men or women usually book the flights? A: About 75% of the flights are booked by women. I've tried to figure that out, and I guess if the guy suggested it to a woman, he would
Cutest Thing Ever
Sooo Fuckin Pissed
decided to get drunk at home because in this state of mind im at, id prolly end up kickin someones ass & gettin locked up. some people suck big time & unfortunately enuf, they are related to me & theres nada i can do about it cept beat submission into some unwitting participant. so for karmas sake, im stayin in leat there'll be no bail to post come morning. -btw did i mention how much i think people suck ass?!

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How Come
How come we never can seem to find happiness when we need it most? We will think we have it but then we lose it. Kinda like a butterfly...hold it too lose and it'll fly away, hold it too tight and you'll crush it. And sometimes we may have it but feel as if we dont. How come we cant just be happy and get along? Everyone seems to want to fight all the time over sum stupid shit. Its not fair to those that just want to get on with their life day by day with no drama. How come we cant just let each other be and get on with our own lives???
Skeletor Vs. Beastman Video
Evanescence: Call Me When You're Sober Lyrics
Don't cry to me. If you loved me, You would be here with me. You want me, Come find me. Make up your mind. Should I let you fall? Lose it all? So maybe you can remember yourself. Can't keep believing, We're only deceiving ourselves . And I'm sick of the lie, And you're too late. Don't cry to me. If you loved me, You would be here with me. You want me, Come find me. Make up your mind. Couldn't take the blame. Sick with shame. Must be exhausting to lose your own game. Selfishly hated, No wonder you're jaded. You can't play the victim this time, And you're too late. Don't cry to me. If you loved me, You would be here with me. You want me, Come find me. Make up your mind. You never call me when you're sober. You only want it cause it's over, It's over. How could I have burned paradise? How could I - you were never mine. So don't cry to me. If you loved me, You would be here with me. Don't lie to me, Just get your things. I've made up
Catch me as I fall Say you're here and it's all over now Speaking to the atmosphere No one's here and I fall into myself This truth drives me Into madness I know I can stop the pain If I will it all away [Chorus:] Don't turn away (Don't give in to the pain) Don't try to hide (Though they're screaming your name) Don't close your eyes (God knows what lies behind them) Don't turn out the light (Never sleep never die) I'm frightened by what I see But somehow I know That there's much more to come Immobilized by my fear And soon to be Blinded by tears I can stop the pain If I will it all away [Chorus] Fallen angels at my feet Whispered voices at my ear Death before my eyes Lying next to me I fear She beckons me Shall I give in Upon my end shall I begin Forsaking all I've fallen for I rise to meet the end [Chorus x3] Servatis a pereculum. Servatis a maleficum
Evanescence: My Last Breath Lyrics
hold on to me love you know i can't stay long all i wanted to say was i love you and i'm not afraid can you hear me? can you feel me in your arms? holding my last breath safe inside myself are all my thoughts of you sweet raptured light it ends here tonight i'll miss the winter a world of fragile things look for me in the white forest hiding in a hollow tree (come find me) i know you hear me i can taste it in your tears holding my last breath safe inside myself are all my thoughts of you sweet raptured light it ends here tonight closing your eyes to disappear you pray your dreams will leave you here but still you wake and know the truth no one's there say goodnight don't be afraid calling me calling me as you fade to black holding my last breath safe inside myself are all my thoughts of you sweet raptured light it ends here tonight
Evanescence: Hello Lyrics
Playground school bell rings again Rain clouds come to play again Has no one told you she's not breathing? Hello I am your mind giving you someone to talk to Hello If I smile and don't believe Soon I know I'll wake from this dream Don't try to fix me, I'm not broken Hello I'm the lie living for you so you can hide Don't cry Suddenly I know I'm not sleeping Hello I'm still here All that's left of yesterday
Evanescence: Taking Over Me Lyrics
you don't remember me but i remember you i lie awake and try so hard not to think of you but who can decide what they dream? and dream i do... i believe in you i'll give up everything just to find you i have to be with you to live to breathe you're taking over me have you forgotten all i know and all we had? you saw me mourning my love for you and touched my hand i knew you loved me then i believe in you i'll give up everything just to find you i have to be with you to live to breathe you're taking over me i look in the mirror and see your face if i look deep enough so many things inside that are just like you are taking over i believe in you i'll give up everything just to find you i have to be with you to live to breathe you're taking over me i believe in you i'll give up everything just to find you i have to be with you to live to breathe you're taking over me Taking over me Your Taking Over Me Taking over me Taking over me
Evanescence: Imaginary Lyrics
I linger in the doorway Of alarm clock screaming Monsters calling my name Let me stay Where the wind will whisper to me Where the raindrops As theyíre falling tell a story [Chorus:] In my field of paper flowers And candy clouds of lullaby I lie inside myself for hours And watch my purple sky fly over me Donít say Iím out of touch With this rampant chaos- your reality I know well what lies beyond my sleeping refuge The nightmare I built my own world to escape [Chorus] Swallowed up in the sound of my screaming Cannot cease for the fear of silent nights Oh how I long for the deep sleep dreaming The goddess of imaginary light [Chorus]
Evanescence: Tourniquet Lyrics
i tried to kill the pain but only brought more i lay dying and i'm pouring crimson regret and betrayal i'm dying, praying, bleeding and screaming am i too lost to be saved am i too lost? my God my tourniquet return to me salvation my God my tourniquet return to me salvation do you remember me lost for so long will you be on the other side or will you forget me i'm dying, praying, bleeding and screaming am i too lost to be saved am i too lost? my God my tourniquet return to me salvation my God my tourniquet return to me salvation i want to die!!! my God my tourniquet return to me salvation my God my tourniquet return to me salvation my wounds cry for the grave my soul cries for deliverance will i be denied Christ tourniquet my suicide
Evanescence: Haunted Lyrics
Long lost words whisper slowly to me Still can't find what keeps me here When all this time I've been so hollow inside I know you're still there Watching me, wanting me I can feel you pull me down Fearing you loving you I won't let you pull me down Hunting you I can smell you - alive Your heart pounding in my head Watching me, wanting me I can feel you pull me down Saving me, raping me, watching me Watching me, wanting me I can feel you pull me down Fearing you... loving you I won't let you pull me down
Evanescence: My Immortal Lyrics
I'm so tired of being here Suppressed by all my childish fears And if you have to leave I wish that you would just leave 'Cause your presence still lingers here And it won't leave me alone These wounds won't seem to heal This pain is just too real There's just too much that time cannot erase [Chorus:] When you cried I'd wipe away all of your tears When you'd scream I'd fight away all of your fears And I held your hand through all of these years But you still have All of me You used to captivate me By your resonating light Now I'm bound by the life you left behind Your face it haunts My once pleasant dreams Your voice it chased away All the sanity in me These wounds won't seem to heal This pain is just too real There's just too much that time cannot erase [Chorus] I've tried so hard to tell myself that you're gone But though you're still with me I've been alone all along [Chorus]
A Little More Than Friends By Brittney Renee W.
Sometimes I look up at the stars and wonder where you are. I wonder if you are at home wishing upon the same star. I search for a way to struggle through my hard and troubled days. But it's hard for me to concentrate when you're so far away. I wish we could have talked when I left, But my heart knew better. I knew if I stayed, I'd never leave; I'd want us to be together. I can't stay strong or keep a breath when it comes to you. I'm afraid I don't say what needs to be said 'cuz I don't know what to do. So, I have a promise to make to you and I swear it upon this day. We'll be best friends for the rest of our lives (if you think that's ok). We have a special bond together that ties us up till the end. Your heart knows as well as mine, we're a little more than friends.
Evanescence: Everybody's Fool Lyrics
perfect by nature icons of self indulgence just what we all need more lies about a world that never was and never will be have you no shame don't you see me you know you've got everybody fooled look here she comes now bow down and stare in wonder oh how we love you no flaws when you're pretending but now i know she never was and never will be you don't know how you've betrayed me and somehow you've got everybody fooled without the mask where will you hide can't find yourself lost in your lie i know the truth now i know who you are and i don't love you anymore it never was and never will be you don't know how you've betrayed me and somehow you've got everybody fooled it never was and never will be you're not real and you can't save me somehow now you're everybody's fool
Love Is By Michael David Coffey
Love is... it needs no words It is in the stars, the flowers In the smile of a small face In gentle laughter The sound of a small stream caressing timeless rocks The whistle of a kiss of wind Whispering in the trees Glittering reflections of sunkissed leaves on a secluded pool The movement of damsel flies daintily dancing Love is..........
Evanescence: Bring Me To Life Lyrics
(feat. Paul McCoy) how can you see into my eyes like open doors leading you down into my core where Iíve become so numb without a soul my spirit sleeping somewhere cold until you find it there and lead it back home (Wake me up) Wake me up inside (I canít wake up) Wake me up inside (Save me) call my name and save me from the dark (Wake me up) bid my blood to run (I canít wake up) before I come undone (Save me) save me from the nothing Iíve become now that I know what Iím without you can't just leave me breathe into me and make me real bring me to life (Wake me up) Wake me up inside (I canít wake up) Wake me up inside (Save me) call my name and save me from the dark (Wake me up) bid my blood to run (I canít wake up) before I come undone (Save me) save me from the nothing Iíve become Bring me to life (I've been living a lie, there's nothing inside) Bring me to life frozen inside without your touch without your love darling only you are the
Evanescence: Going Under Lyrics
Now I will tell you what I've done for you 50 thousand tears I've cried Screaming Deceiving and Bleeding for you And you still won't hear me (Iím going under) Don't want your hand this time I'll save myself Maybe I'll wake up for once Not tormented daily defeated by you Just when I thought I'd reached the bottom I'm dying again I'm going under Drowning in you I'm falling forever I've got to break through I'm going under Blurring and Stirring the truth and the lies So I don't know what's real and what's not Always confusing the thoughts in my head So I can't trust myself anymore I'm dying again I'm going under Drowing in you I'm falling forever I've got to break through So go on and scream Scream at me I'm so far away I won't be broken again I've got to breathe I can't keep going under
Kiss By Aphrodite
When you kiss me Part of my soul drains away And becomes part of you And I feel you do the same. I feel you become closer to me; I feel so loved And I feel the ecstasy That only you could bring. I feel I could cry For I had stopped dreaming, long ago, Of finding the perfect guy And even as the moment ends And our lips begin to part I can still hear the pounding Of my fragile heart. Now the kiss has passed But the feeling doesn't leave As I fall back into your arms And begin to dream....
Lacuna Coil Enjoy The Silence Lyrics
Words like violence Break the silence Come crashing in Into my little world Painful to me Pierce right through me Canít you understand Oh my little girl All I ever wanted All I ever needed Is here in my arms Words are very unnecessary They can only do harm Vows are spoken To be broken Feelings are intense Words are trivial Pleasures remain So does the pain Words are meaningless And forgettable All I ever wanted All I ever needed Is here in my arms Words are very unnecessary They can only do harm All I ever wanted All I ever needed Is here in my arms Words are very unnecessary They can only do harm All I ever wanted All I ever needed Is here in my arms Words are very unnecessary They can only do harm Enjoy the silence
I Wait By Ella Kay
I am cold- no warmth of touch, kindness or praise reaches me. Cocooned in loneliness the crowd passes by- none seeing, hearing my pleas. Touch me- I am worthy of this- reawaken my heart, rekindle my life's fire. Look into my eyes- see the wonders i hide; waiting to bestow magical passion, brilliant laughter and the ultimate peace upon my one true love. Warm me, my love, I await you here- I will wait forever or at least until my heart no longer feels the presence of yours in this world. On that day- time will stop, light will dim, sound will roar as I am swept into complete nothingness but I wait...... hurry!
Lacuna Coil Closer Lyrics
Want to get closer, in too deep Where there is something I wish for Iíll go through Want to get closer into you No hell to discover Iíve got it all inside myself Salvation you have preached is gone No way, you canít turn it around Looking for a higher ground Searching for this something missed before From a higher ground Will I fall in a right direction? (Higher, searching for more) Falling apart Thereís nothing real That will convince me to change but Iíll go through Want to get closer into you No hell to discover There is just nothing to betray Salvation you have preached is gone No way, you canít turn it around Looking for a higher ground Searching for this something missed before From a higher ground Will I fall in a right direction? (Higher, searching for more) Looking for a higher ground Searching for this something missed before From a higher ground Will I fall in a right direction? (Higher, searching for more)
Lacuan Coil What I See Lyrics
Hear what I say Iím gonna get out of my mind Where Iím going to be on your way Your spirit is calling after Will I disappear? Everything dies, nothing to worry about Everything goes on, goes on, goes on I just donít know why everything has to go away I just donít know why everything has to fade away I cannot escape Thereís nothing more I can do I just donít know why do I need you? See what I see Iím going to get out of my mind What am I going toÖ no more, no more Iím ready to go serene to find Thereís nothing to hold to reach you Everything dies, nothing to worry about Everything goes on, goes on, goes on I just donít know why everything has to go away I just donít know why everything has to fade away I cannot escape Thereís nothing more I can do I just donít know why do I need you? I just donít know why everything has to go away I just donít know why everything has to fade away I cannot escape Thereís nothing more I can do
Tatt Contest
yeah again....DONT ROLL YOUR EYES!!!! ima cry :( so please go cast me a rating ill let you sit with me at the cool table during lunch hehehehehehe
Lacuna Coil Devoted Lyrics
Iíll be there when thereís nothing left Night and day holding you Harmony deep inside your soul Meet me there Can you feel me? Deep inside Thereís no time to deny that Iíll need you And Iíll be there to inhale your delightful day Thereís no time to deny, I will need you Thatís why Iíll be there to relieve your painful day Hiding well where the pain is real Night and day growing in you Anger is poison in your veins Meet me there Can you feel me? Deep inside Thereís no time to deny that Iíll need you And Iíll be there to inhale your delightful day Thereís no time to deny, I will need you Thatís why Iíll be there to relieve your painful day Deep inside Thereís no time to deny that Iíll need you And Iíll be there to inhale your delightful day Thereís no time to deny, I will need you Thatís why Iíll be there to relieve your painful day
Talking With My Saz4suds
I talk with my heart, every now and then.. it feels happy... sometimes sad from within so many things hidden and concealed through my eyes... the tears reveal knowing of the truths... my heart aches... many things to come... causing it to break but those are tomorrows, let them be away I tug my heart gently... and wipe the tears away... sharing with me its deepest secret, it eventually smiles the love it feels inside... makes us live longer a while "but where is my other half?" it asks of me... I reply... "It's hidden in my soul... and.. "my Suds has the key".
Lacuna Coil Within Me Lyrics
Something about you that makes me feel bad I wasnít there when a thin line destroyed your soul I search every corner Thereís nowhere to hide How I feel ignorance Sacrifice some days itís harder Letís face it, itís all about me Deeply into your own Deep within me Lifeís crawling and wasting my days Another night gone and I know there will be another way Iím leading myself to be free In this eternal goodbye Something about you will make me stronger Now Iím aware when a man falls rebound, my fault I search every corner Just nowhere to hide How I feel ignorance Sacrifice some days itís harder Letís face it, itís all about me Deeply into your own Deep within me Lifeís crawling and wasting my days Another night gone and I know there will be another way Iím leading myself to be free In this eternal goodbye Here I wanna be No more lies! Deep within me Lifeís crawling and wasting my days Another night gone and I know there wi
Intoxication By Marlene Million
Be hushed, my heart. . . For it is enraptured with you. Your love ignites Embers deep within It's chamber, And enflames. You have aroused And entranced my spirit, Seeping into every pore, Enchanting, Energy more massive Than the golden sun. My hot eyes melt; My vision is blurred. . . Still, I climb the summit, My soul vibrates, Is boundless, fearless, Drunk with love. . . Spinning in blue heaven with Ecstasy!
Lacuna Coil Our Truth Lyrics
Clock is ticking while Iím killing time Spinning all around Nothing else that you can do to turn it back Wicked partnership in this crime Ripping off the best Condescending smile Trying to forget (Wasting my time) Weíre falling right through Lying to forget (Telling more lies) Weíre raising our truth Go on and tease me Clock is ticking while Iím stealing time Canít you turn it back? Stop the cycle, let it free and run away Silent sneaking along my path Rugged the road But we feel it like weíre flying Trying to forget (Wasting my time) Weíre falling right through Lying to forget (Telling more lies) Weíre raising our truth Trying to forget (Wasting my time) Weíre falling right through Lying to forget (Telling more lies) Weíre raising our truth
Lacuna Coil To The Edge Lyrics
Here I start to define it As a sign on my skin that I just try to wash away Reminder Infected, itíll be painful to me Life is so short Close to the edge of another backdoor Life is so sure! ÖLife will be ready to twist up your world Here it starts to enlighten Thereís a frame I canít change that I just have to watch again Reminder Repressed inside me, it keeps repeating Life is so short Close to the edge of another backdoor Life is so sure! ÖLife will be ready to twist up your world Life is so short Close to the edge of another backdoor Life is so sure! ÖLife will be ready to twist up your world
Lacuna Coil Comalies Lyrics
Parlami Il tuo silenzio guarda dentro Non resisterÚ E' un attimo, Nel tuo vuoto sento che io non ce la farÚ Walk on by You walk on by Wondering why Wandering from you Falling at your side Wandering from you Healing my desire Stumbling in your soul Give yourself to me Hurting your desire Healing mine Slegami dal mio rimorso, sei diverso mentre muoio e poi risorgo dentro te FinchŤ vivrÚ ricordarti cosž sarŗ una colpa eterna su di me English Translation Speak to me your silence looks at the inside I won't resist It is a while, in your emptiness I feel that I won't make it walk on by you walk on by wondering why wandering from you falling at your side wandering from you healing my desire stumbling in your soul give yourself to me hurting your desire healing mine unleash me from my remorse, you are different while I am dying and then I'm rising again inside you as
Lacuna Coil Entwined Lyrics
And you take me over over again I wonder how can I go on and on when you want to bury my passion You are the shell around I cannot escape and I swallow my pride Entwined together now it's time to pass it over (and you take me over, over again) Entwined together now And you take me over over again I wonder how can Ilive on and on when you want to live in a hurry You are the wall -that I- That I have to remove and I swallow I swallow my pride Entwined together now it's time to pass it over Entwined together now Entwined forever And you take me over over again Entwined together Entwined forever
Lacuna Coil Unspoken Lyrics
And it doesn't matter how you feel now, anything at all Seems to be your only way, so vicious Heavenly apart When your envy is on a piece of paper let me sweetly smile You're devouring all the crumb I'm leaving caught up in your lies You're on any other side Clawing up my eyes I'm feeling your arms around me on the other side it's time to go I'm hearing your voice without words on the other side But it doesn't matter how you feel now, anything at all Since I've let you with the wrong impression while I'm still the same When I turn around and look at my life, shadows in disguise but I'm working on an interruption of hypocrisy You're on any other side Clawing up my eyes I'm feeling your arms around me on the other side it's time to go I'm hearing your voice without words on the other side Any other side
Well I'll start off by saying that my weeks can't get any worse or can they? Well I found it they can. You see I made the mistake of telling someone we should be friends and now I feel like she's gonna walk out of my life. I feel like I'm in the wrong because I told her what I did. I did it because I didn't want to lead her on and I feel like everything is going to shit now. So as I sit here and write this blog and shire this with each of you my heart is continuing to break and tears continue to fall down my cheeks. I feel as if I can't do anything right without having something else happen and I really hate it. My reasons to even get up in the mornings and everything is because of my son, my friends, my family, & my fans. I can't even begin to describe the pain I feel and the emotions I'm feeling. It's like I'm losing everyone and everything I touch, get close to, and even talk to. Well that's my blog for now. Thanks for reading it. Love you all. ~AJ~
Lacuna Coil Tight Rope Lyrics
Delighthing minds with my shadow rely on your way to grow you want to decide from your cloud you're lost in a world that I have to repair You want it all the greatest smile who wants to deny forever? you're made of ice I pay the price for all your unforgiveness Enlighting lies with my shame beneath the veil of your flow don't try to deny with your mouth so fine it is knowing you're under the shade
Lacuna Coil Heavens A Lie Lyrics
Oh no, here it is again I need to know when I will fall in decay Something wrong with every plan of my life I didn't really notice that you've been here Dolefully desired Destiny of a lie Set me free your heaven's a lie set me free with your love set me free Oh no, here it is again I need to know why did I choose to betray you Something wrong with all the plans of my life I didn't realize that you've been here Dolefully desired Destiny of a lie Set me free your heaven's a lie set me free with your love set me free Set me free your heaven's a lie set me free with your love set me free
Lacuna Coil Swamped Lyrics
When you're taught through feelings Destiny flying high above all I know is that you can realize it Destiny who cares as it turns around and I know that it descends down on me It's just another day the shame is gone hard to believe that I've let it go Destiny can't replace my life scary shadows of my past are alive Destiny who cares as it turns around and I know that it descends with a smile It's just another day the shame is gone hard to believe that I've let it go away It's just a melody it bleeds in me hard to believe that I've let it go
Wishes And Dreams
Frozen snowy earth Crunches as I walk my path Pass the frozen lake It glistens in the sunlight I awake. It's just a dream This is another special type of poem. Again, if you figure it out, you get a gift from the LC shop, I will become your fan, and I will comment on some of your photos or other things. Have fun!
~*~my Poetry~*~
One of the most important things one could know about me is that i'ma writer. I love writing short stories, poetry, and music. Although the most important things I write about are kept sacredly in files and folders I have... I thought I would share some of the lighter things I have written. I Hope Ya'll Like Um'! ~*~Inside~*~ ~*~By Kate~*~ Bottled up inside, Are words I never said. The feelings that I hide, The lines you never read. You can see it in my eyes, Read it on my face. Trapped inside are lies, Of the past I canít replace. With memories that linger, Wonít seem to go away, Why canít I be happier? Todayís a brand new day. Yesterdays are over, Even though the hurting is not, Nothing lasts forever, I must cherish what Iíve got. The hurt Iím feeling now, Wonít disappear overnight, But someway somehow, Everything will turn out right. ~*~No Matter What~*~ ~*~By Kate~*~ No matter what I think of you.. You aren't going to h
Sirens cry and wail Flaming fire around me plays Engulfing my mind. Do you know what kind of poem this is? come on, think back to literature class.
What Would You Do For It?
What Would You Do For It? What would you do for love? This question could answer what you are truly made of; Is there someone that you wish you were still with? Do you ever wonder if this thing we call love is just simply just a myth? Do you ever doubt that for you there is a soul mate? Do you ever get so sick and tired of people telling you to just wait? Do you ever get scared to tell someone how you really feel? Do you ever feel like to the opposite sex you no longer appeal? Do you ever get just so depressed? Do you ever at night just get so obsessed? Do you know what you would do for it? Because I know that for it, I would never, ever quit; For a love so true; For someone to truly hold on to; There's nothing that I wouldn't do; Nothing I wouldn't put myself through; There's no where I wouldn't go; I would never stop, not even in feet upon feet of snow; I only have one dream; And it's to be on her team; Be there when she needs me; Satisfy her every plea; For
Confidence Where does it come from? I so wish that I could get some; I can do it in my head; But when its time to perform, I might as well be dead; I want it so bad; That simply put it makes me go mad; I drive myself crazy; Trying to not let things get so hazy; I want her, how can I talk to her? To this girl that I refer; I do not even know; Still failing would be such a blow; I dont know her name; I dont know if she could ever feel the same; Shes absolutely stunning; She takes away my breath as if Ive been running; That first move has to be perfect; Or is just in my head that is whats correct? Do I make it too hard? Maybe I should just slightly let down my guard; I dont want to be hurt; But I already feel like dirt; Yet if I dont take a chance; I wont ever get any romance; I need to just try; I cant just sit here and sigh; Ive failed before; And still been able to pick myself back up off the floor; But thats not important, thats not what is critical; I
What's It Like To Be In Love
Whats It Like To Be In Love (Inspired by Whats It Like Jagged Edge) I thought I could never forget; The feelings you gave me, the love we had for one another; But now I sit and just feel like Im in a debt; You didnt treat meet like every other; But then again, I guess you really did; In the end you still treated me like shit; Left me alone and simply closed the lid; I still feel like my head is gonna fuckin split; Dont I have the right? Why is it that I dont deserve? Im so sick and tired of being alone at night; Im so sick of having to be the one that can only observe; I just want my life to change; I have changed, I have matured; Theres nothing for a good girl I wouldnt exchange; Some people really have no idea what I have endured; I wanna find out; I wanna know; What true love really is all about; For once I wanna be apart of the show; I wanna give away my heart; I wanna devote myself; What does it feel like to be such an important part? Im tired of bein
First and foremost, I want to thank those of you leaving comments and stuff. It is much appreciated. Secondly, as soon as I figure out what I'm doing, I'll be sure to respond to everyone. I'm still getting my feet wet and learning what this place is all about so be a little patient with me. In the mean time, I'm going to look around and get familiar with everything.
I'm Still Lost Without You
Im Still Lost Without You Ever since you left me; Ive felt a pain that I cannot escape; I never thought that Id be sitting here, wishing youd listen to my plea; My heart still aches, I can still feel the dagger you stuck in it slowly, slowly scrape; Once you left, so did my self-esteem; Without my love I am constantly in anguish; I thought that we were an undefeatable team; Now all I can do is just sit here and languish; My life is a mess; You were my crutch; I can no longer take this stress; I remember that all my sufferings would disappear with your touch; My heart only hurts, my mind goes insane; I wish I could change what happened back then; How much longer can I sustain? How many more times must I say amen? I always receive no answer; Yet I still pray, for you to come back; This shit makes me feel like Im dying of a cancer; I believe that soon, I just may fucking crack; I cannot find any reasons; As to why I still miss; Its been now two seasons; I simply
Helping Out
for a married couple isnt it the husbans duty to take care of his wife?The last 4 nights in a row my room mates mom came up to me and started to chew me out for her son slacking of his duty to take care of his im am to get her car a tune up and bye her food as long with my own andput her and her husban on a famoliy plan on my cell plan. i was wtf this bitch is room mate makes more money than i do. Im a low paying cook at pizza hut that is at rock bottem trying to get back up. does this make me sound like an ass when i say i cant afford to take care of my room mate and his wife and the 2 kids?????
I Wish We Couldve Had More
I Wish We Couldve Had More Ill never forget our first date; How I had work early but I still let you keep me out late; Our second date, was probably the most fun Id had in a long time; That night you should know you stole my heart, you made it look easy to commit such a crime; We had so much fun on vacation that weekend; No way would I have figured that I would be only a friend; I thought in my heart so deeply, that you really wanted me to be yours; Little did I know that in days you would close all the doors; You went back to your ex boyfriend; And slowly in your heart I began to descend; You took me out for my birthday; You would go behind his back, making me think you would stray; I thought you might leave him; But still deep down I knew my chances were slim; I still wish you would; Cause he cant love you like I could; I pray; That one day; You realize that you should be with me; Its just a shame that right now you dont agree; I wish that we couldve had more;
Myspace Zodiac Graphics You have a sexual IQ of 159 When it comes to sex, you are a super genius. You have had a lot of experience, and sex interests you so you know a lot about it. You pride yourself on being a source of information and guidance to all of your friends. Take this quiz at Gemini You are a master flirt. You know just how to pick up hotties, but it is usually just a one night stand because you are out to have fun. You like sex to be fun. You are not afraid to spice it up with some sex toys, blindfolds and food. Your ideal partner would be open minded, and into having fun too. Sex matches: Libra, Aquarius Take this quiz at You are 91% fuckable! Take this quiz at Using your mind Your sexual hidden talent is your ability to use your mind. Sex is mostly in your mind and to your partners delight you have mastered the arts of seduction and atmosphere. Take this quiz
Things I Miss About You
Things I Miss About You There are so many things that I miss about you; I loved how together we felt as one never as two; I miss your kiss; Lately I can't help but reminisce; I miss your touch; The feelings I used to get from it were just too much; I miss making love to you, hearing I love you as we came; Hearing you screaming out my name; I miss making you cum simply from playing with your breasts; And your dirty little requests; But beyond all that there's so much more; I miss giving you a massage when you were sore; I miss your eyes such a beautiful brown; When I used to stare into them there was no way that I could ever frown; I miss your beautiful hair; Its amazing color, and its lovely aroma that always filled the air; I miss your smile; So beautiful I think it even had its own style; I miss the sound of your voice; I would make it the only I could hear for the rest of my life, if I had the choice; I miss hearing your laugh; The joy it used to bring me, Je
God Please Send Me An Angel
God Please Send Me An Angel God please send me a love; A girl that can actually hold me above; As I would do for her; I no longer want my feelings to transfer; From depressed, to mad, the cycle never ends; I'm becoming distant from my friends; How much more I don't know that I can take; I'm sick and tired of girls that are just so fake; I just want the love that I fucked up, that I didn't treat right; They all tell me not to blame myself, but inside I continue to fight; I wish I had her back; I miss her like if I was an addict and needed some crack; If I don't find a replacement; Someone might as well bury me in their basement; My heart can no longer survive; I no longer feel the desire to thrive; I can longer enjoy things, that once made me feel good; And I know that I am just so misunderstood; I wish I could die; Just disappear into the sky; My depression is taking control; I feel as though I am losing my soul; Please Lord send me a love; That can take me aw
Help Their Dying Souls
Wrote this one why I was 16 as well. Hovered around the candle light Everyone sees the flames Lighting every raindrop clinging to the window Plastered in our hearts I hear their cries The chains of destiny break before my eyes Hellborn children of God dancing in the flame Evermore I see them dancing in the night Inevitable suffering in a pit of despair. Reliving the pain of yesteryear Do you hear them cry, child? Your eyes, they are blocked by darkness. In the night, you wander, child. Never seeing the light. Going anywhere tonight, child? Rest ye little mind. Some day, you will notice, child. Over your own misteaks you'll fall. Under their crying eyes you'll seek shelter Loathing only I who told the truth Sitting around a candle on a rainy night. Again, there's something special about this poem. If you figure it out, you get a prize from the LC gift shop!!
Lonely Every night its the same; I sit and feel like I'm in the middle of a burning flame; That longing, that pain, that won't go away; Why can't for once I just have things my way? Its been so long since she left; Since she committed the biggest theft; My heart was not returned; It was kept, then burned; I've been trying to repair it, for now half a year; How many more times will I have to drown my pain with beer? I'm sick of my life; Don't think I'll ever find a wife; I've met so many girls since; But don't even try to convince; Cause they all leave; Quicker than one could conceive; They make me so happy; And leave me feeling crappy; I just want a girl, Lord please hear my prayer; With her I won't dare; To make the past mistakes; It keeps getting harder, and I'm starting to get the shakes; I just can't heal; I can't find anything real; No one wants to love me; So what am I to be? Alone for forever? How am I supposed to just say whatever? This is just to
The Perfect Beginning.
The beauty of a magnificent creation. A woman's body, the ultimate stimulation. Lost in a moment, the perfect beginning. Time stands still, there is no ending. Walking in the warm rain, nothing so exciting. So much we have in common, laughing, scratching, biting :) The connection of a kiss, our bodies pressed together. Please dont let this end, make it last forever. The connection is so rare to find, can u tell me what this means? I felt you in my sleep last night, you were more than just a dream. Your personality excites me, so real it seems unreal. Everything about you is perfect, what am I starting to feel? All I know is that I want you, you connected with me quickly. I cant wait to see you agian, weve created the perfect beginning.
Playing With My Heart
Playing With My Heart Why must they all fuck with my heart? Why must they all screw with me and dart? They tell me one thing, but really mean another; They act like they do but really don't want a lover; I've been hurt once more; By someone who wanted nothing more; Then to fuck with my head; And leave me for dead; It was all lies, nothing was true; The things that she said had me feeling like new; But it all was so far from the truth; But it did have me feeling like I was back in my youth; It was all a bunch of shit; She had me eating her spit; Right out of her hand; Now she's disappeared and vanished like some crappy band; I don't even know if it's her real name; But I tell you one thing I will never be the same; I thought I found someone sincere; A girl for me that would hold me so dear; Little did I know that it was all just a game; Now I sit so full of shame; Why would you do this? You had me dreaming about your kiss; Dreaming about your touch; I so badl
Pain My life is full of pain; Im living under endless rain; I can no longer remember the feelings of pleasure; Where in the world is the girl that I can call my treasure? What must I do? To no longer feel so blue; This isnt the way things were supposed to be; I feel like running, I want to flee; Get away from this life that I must call my own; I want to feel bliss, I want to feel love, I want to find a place where I can feel at home; Ever since she left I have felt this void; I can barely function, I have been destroyed; Theres no where to turn; Its like Im forced to feel the never ending burn; Is it so much to request? For me to no longer feel so fucking stressed; I just want a girl; Who I can treat like a pearl; Someone I can give my whole being; A girl to love me without fleeing; Is this what I desire? A love fueled like a fire; Is this what I require? Someone to admire; Is there for me an angel to be sent from above? Or will there just be suffering, a li
This was when I was 16 No one is a no one like me One person only in this world is me No one is independent like me Conforming to society -- unlike me One people all the same -- unlike me Never lowering myself to their robotic idiosyncrasies Fitting in a little town all in similar houses One person is I -- unlike all of them Metaphorically speaking I am a pea ina soccer field Thinking I can be the result of nonconformity? Years will pass in reclusive solitude. Now, if you can tell me what is special about this type of poem, I'll buy you a gift in the LC gift shop. Seriously. Get to it people.
Voice Mail
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Mother Fuckin Bulletins
I can take this no more- i love original posts- i love reading peoples opinions. i love reading scanned in commics- looking at funny pictures- i like alot of shit- but this chain letter, regergitated, puss filled, reposted shit is making me fucking sick- and to think that some of you assholes are making this shit sticky- WTF. from now on- if you are a bulletin whore- please, please do not message me asking why you are blocked- when once you were a fan or friend- i just cant stand one more day of staring at the same 5th grade fucking posts- between this and myspace and my aunts fucking forwarded emails i feel as though the entire online community has become a room full of rainmen- just repeating the same fucking shit over and over and over and over again- so i feel better now- and if you are chronic reposter- go fuck yourself and try and grow some creativity. later gators
Hey everyone,just saying hi, my DSL is screwed til tomorrow so to everyone, have a great weekend!!! To those of you who have been trying to reach me & to all the people who have sent me comments & such since wednesday's blast, I PROMISE I'll get back to ya just as soon as I have service that doesn't boot me off after only 5 minutes!!! GRRrrr.... Well, gotta post this before I get booted again!! Luv, peace & axle grease, ~*~Jenna~*~
SHATTERED How many days did you say those words, Thrown freely like so many un-caged birds; You always knew how to say what you thought, So that I would understand the situation not; You lied, you took, and baited at leisure, Your mesmerizing words nearly drove me to seizure; I thought I knew you so, Yet for no known reason you let me go; That was one thing I never expected, I was stupid enough to leave myself unprotected; My heart, you stole from my very chest, I wonder of how you will treat the rest; You took, you stole, what never should have been yours, You ravenously tore me apart, like a hoard of oh so many boars; Yet still you allow yourself of our future to think, While I stand on that uncomfortable brink; The brink of holding on, and of letting go, Looking into a set of headlights like a frightened doe; Confused and stunned, I can not wander, The words which you speak make me ponder; How ominous, the words you speak, So strong, among the many weak; All
Love Hurts
LOVE HURTS You told me that you loved me why did you leave me to cry in the cold you swore this time was different why does that line seem so old You told me I was the only one who could make you feel that way you told me that you cared about me so why didnt you stay All the nights you laid with me alone in the dark in my bed now I finally realize you were just messing with my head Love is such a powerful word a word people often misuse something they take for granted something they beat and abuse My wounds run deep inside me there's blood all over the place I think I've really lost it this time Im ashamed to show my face
Old poem from when I was 14. Yeah, I was 14 when I wrote this. In such times the mind's distruction makes no meaning to what lies beyond us Whether we live or die the next day and sleep forever--our mind makes what seems appears worse Our thoughts destorted to makes a world in chaos seem appropriate The fear of dying cannot compare to the fear of surviving another day in the hell we call life. The fear, the unbearable fear, that the pain of hell will always reamin until our last living moment. Our farewell speech is a cowardly escape from these days on end of nevending despair. The pain that keeps it all so real and truthful, but the reality is that it will always remain We are branded survivors, but the fear of surviving is killing us.
Passion Of The Ocean
PASSION OF THE OCEAN The rocks With the same force as my admiration towards the man I want to get to know I want to know and feel his strength, and feel the power of his touch, crashing against My soul I want to feel his passions his desires and the dreams he has Like the waters that go on Forever and ever I want to feel his tender touch caressing every inch of my body like the kiss of the sun over the ocean horizon, Faithfully each morning I want him to know that with each and ever word spoken is like a ripple that spreads throughout the deepest waters in My heart For the day is coming closer and the nights are getting longer in the desire To be near you I dream of that moment when the waters of the ocean and the rocks of the cliffs finally meet In a storm of passion, His every touch will be like a soft caress to the rocks of the cliffs below With each encounter will be like the waters stirring under the ocean so deep With each kiss will be like a storm building fur
Invisable Connection
INVISABLE CONNECTION What is this magical bond we share? Amidst the constant circus like avalanche of words, How did you know? Once like you stable and secure, He is older, yet betrothed to my dream, Faithful to uncertainty, A spirit yearning to be free. His subtle words lodge in my thought. Why did i pick this stranger With a hunger that i can not see? my hair kisses the breeze, my dignity conceals the distance in my gaze. Is it possible that a simple innocent radiant smile, Or a crazy serendipitous verse, Could bring two people so diverse To where we find ourselves today? Strangers once to our own lives, At ease with the depth of our own emptiness, How unlikely it is that we are here It's quiet tonight, light raindrops filter through the leaves Washing away the dust, releasing fragrances On which the gentle breeze sweetens The kind of night i wish i were with the one i love Nestled close to the open fire Watching the moon duck in and out of the white co
These gifts I bear unto you. Gifts of dirt, death-eaters, and decay. Gifts to pay homage to my Messiah of Forever Darkness. Dirt from the graves of those who oppose your law. Death eaters in the shape of worms and maggots to sprinkle along your unhallowed grounds Decay, enough for a feast to sedate your militia of unliving souls.
Bored And Tired
i'm really bored and tired how about the rest of you ?
Ha Ha Ha!!
Black Lines On Crimson Nights
Punish me, O'Wicked One For the thoughts this imagination creates are far from pure. Devilish ideas from a sinners heart, blacked and chipped. I dream of your confessions of beauty while your grip tightens against my throat. To justify the sting across my pale skin with ambrosion blacks and blues. I do not deserve the silken lashes from your forked tongue but I hunger for them as if they were the only sustenance that which to keep me alive. Like the blood for a Night Child, I feed from the crimson words that spill from your beautiful lips. I crave nothing ore than your approval. So punish me Devil's Son. My Bacchus, My Dracul. But punish while looking on with the gazes full of adoration I see within my minds eye so clearly. My Lucifer. My Angelus. My Poppet. Those eyes that bare truths untold. Truths I would gladly lay my life upon to hear whispered against my final exhale.
How Do I Tell You How I Feel About You?!?!?!
How do I tell you how I feel about you When everytime i think of you my body shakes everytime i see you my knees grow weak and everytime i'm with you i dont want the time to end. When everytime i look into your eyes, i wish i was there everytime i see you smile my heart melts and every night before i go to sleep i pray we dont end. I've tried somehow to say: you're the sun that lights up my sky the wind that keeps me cool on a hot summer day and sweet incense that keeps me on a natural high I want so much to tell you: that without you with me each day my day isn't complete that since day one I've always wanted to be with you that no matter what's going on in my life you're the reason there's a smile on my face and that loving you seems to be all I need to know. But everytime I want to the words just wont come out to you it may sound mushy or too cute you may not believe it so it's better I keep my mouth closed Then to try to tell you exactly whats on
Lil Johnny
Johnny wanted to have sex with a girl in his office.....but she belonged to > someone else... One day Johnny got so frustrated that he went up to her > and said I'll give you a $100 if you let me have sex with you. The girl > said, > "NO." Johnny said, " I'll be fast. I'll throw the money on the floor; you > bend down, and I'll be finished by the time you pick it up." She > thought for a moment and said that she would have to consult her > boyfriend. She called her boyfriend and told him the story. The boyfriend > said, "Ask him for $200. Then pick up the money very fast. He won't even > be able to get his pants down." > She agreed and accepted the proposal. Half an hour went by and > the boyfriend was waiting for his girlfriend to call. Finally after 45 > minutes the boyfriend called and asked what happened...... She said, > "The bastard used quarters!"
At the black ebony gates of Hell I feel welcomed with open arms and spread wings. You with your wicked words and black heart full of desire. I have waited an eternity for your embrace. I have screamed your True Name to the full eager moon. I have shed my crimson tears. And I have waited. Oh, Have I waited. As I fell into the warm grasp of the flame, I felt you near. To curl my fingers against your leathery flesh darkens the last remaining innocence of my soul. As I breath the soot from your hair, I know the promise you carved into my spine was true. You will Never let them Hurt Me.
Well I thought I had found the man that I was supposed to be with. My oldest daughter loves him and my youngest I'm sure would have when she was old enough to know what that was. Things were okay I thought but he thinks that it is best to be just friends. So here I am..depressed..and crying..and heartbroken. Not knowing what to do. I need to get away from things but my daughter doesn't want to leave his side. I'm not sure what I should do, I just need to clear my head and figure things out.
R.i.p. Little Brother
RIP LITTLE BROTHER As I pass away the hours While laying on your grave I whisper to the flowers To the ground they are a slave Shadows cover roses Keeping them from bloom Through the door that never closes Death leads me to doom I've waited on his mercy To bring me back to you For life left nothing for me Once your life was through ( HIS POEM IS IN DEDICATION TO MY BROTHER WHO JUST RECENTLY PASSED I MISS YOU SO MUCH SKEETER AND I KNOW YOUR WATCHING OVER ME R.I.P. SKEETER 5-21-86 ~ 5-12-06
The Silent Tear
THE SILENT TEAR It comes at night when no one is watching. It comes so soft, that it barely has a feeling. When it comes, your heart is at ease. And the only thing that is on your mind, is Now the agony can finally. Leave As you gaze into the emptiness that fills the air. A Droplet tends to fall. While your memory races back to the time When you thought you had it all. You try to hold in what is deeply within your soul. But the burning is so intense; that you just Can't help but to let it go. During the night a stain is made. And at the same time all your pain is able to fade. The only true feeling that you feel, is the wetness of A drop that is left by a single tear!!!
I Promise To.....
I promise to be your warm spot to cuddle up to when you feel cold I promise to be your soft place to land if you should fall I promise to be the first one to say I am sorry (even if I was right) I promise to be there for you in all of your times of joy and sorrow I promise to support you no matter what your decision (even if I don't agree ) I promise to make a new memory with you each and every day I promise to love you without change I promise to make you laugh I promise to make you cry I promise to give you strength when you are weak I promise to love you forever I promise to cherish you and your love I promise to compromise with you I promise to never take your love for granted I promise to never lose faith in you I promise to never give you a reason to distrust me I promise to always trust you I promise to work with you to resolve our conflicts I promise to always be proud of you I promise to never let you feel
REMEMBER When you find yourself on your own, Remember that you are not alone, And when your feeling down and blue, Remember that I'll always love you. When I am not here with you, Remember that our love is pure and true, I think about you every night and day, When Im with you I want to stay. I hope you will always remember me, Coz' I will remember you for eternity I never want to let you go, Coz' I love you more than you could ever know. If there was anything I could do, I would do it just to please you, You know its well and truly true, I would do anything for you. When your looking at the stars, in the eternal blue Remember that each star out there Is a reason why I love you And when you think your alone, and when no one is there at all I'll be right in front of you, to catch you when you fall .
I Love Everything About You
I love your soft kisses. I love your soft touch. I love the way you bite your lip. I love you soooooo much. I love the way you look at me. I love the way you smile. I love the way you're shy sometimes, Every once and a while. I love it when you look at me, When I'm not looking at you. You think I do not realize it, But really...I do. I love the way you cuddle. I love the way you sleep. I love the way you rub your neck, when you are thinking so deep. I love all of you, Your nose, your lips, your eyes, your feet. I will never stop loving you. You are so amazingly sweet. I love that I love you. I have loved you from the very start. I LOVE ALL OF YOU, I now hand you the key to my heart.
I Am Thankful
I Love You
I never really knew you You were just another friend But when I got to know you, I let my heart unbend. I couldn't help past memories that would only make me cry I had to forget my first love and give love another try So I've fallen in love with you and I'll never let you go I love you more than anyone I just had to let you know And if you ever wonder why I don't know is what I'll say But I'll never stop loving you each and every day My feelings for you will never change Just know my feelings are true Just remember one thing I Love You!
You Are The Better Part Of Me
You're the air I breath, The scent I smell, You're the touch I feel You're everything that's real. You're the better half, The stronger willed, You're the the beat of the heart, The more compelled. You're the sun that shines, the lighter side, You're the grass that grows, The stream that flows. You are the inner soul, the eyes that shine, the one I love, my peace of mind. You are and will always be the better part of me.
I Found You
You're the one I couldn't forget Even at the last breath I take You're the one my heart longs for Because I found real joy in you You're the one I'll love so true For you gave me same love too You're the one I needed most For I am so in love with you You light my life and turn it right And put a music in my heart How can I thank you for all the things And for the love you've given me? I can never ask for more because My life has been complete since I FOUND YOU!
Gazing At The Stars
Gazing at the stars in a dark cold night Uttering sweet words beneath pale moonlight I wish you can see I wish you can hear I wish you can kiss and hold me tight I close my eyes and shed those tears Thinking how far you are from me Then I look above and see the stars How they light, they glitter and sparkle Despite how far they are by sight I find myself smiling as I realize That though distance between us Kept us apart but only in body And never in heart You gave me reason to smile You gave me reason to hope You gave me so much and I can never ask for more And if I have one thing to thank right now That's when you came into my life!
Texas Newfie
There once was a blind Newfie who decided to visit Texas. When he arrived on the plane, he felt the seats and said, "Wow, these seats are big!" The person next to him answered, "Everything is big in Texas." When he finally arrived in Texas, he decided to visit a bar. Upon arriving in the bar, he ordered a beer and got a mug placed between his hands. He exclaimed, "Wow these mugs are big!" The bartender replied, "Everything is big in Texas." After a couple of beers, the blind Newfie asked the bartender where the bathroom was located. The bartender replied, "Second door to the right." The blind Newfie headed for the bathroom, but accidentally tripped and skipped the second door. Instead, he entered the third door, which lead to the swimming pool. He fell into the pool by accident. Scared to death, the blind Newfie started shouting, "Don't flush, don't flush!"
Dreaming Of You
I wonder if I dreamed of you- if you would appear? To make my nights full of love, and always hold me near. I wonder if I thought of you- if you would feel it in your soul? Like two spirits in the universe, who always seem to know. Even if the stars went black and the sun were to shine no more. They could find their way to each other, no matter how far the shore. Safely in each other's arms, to bid the rest of time. Finding Eternal Love so many seek to find. Caring for each other through the worst of storms. Leaning on the arms of love and never need anymore. This is how I feel for you, I've known it all along. You are my one true love My world.. My heart.. My soul!
IM just sitting her watching a spider wrap a ...wel i dont know what it is...but Amazing how they wrap there prey...too cool. Id love to be a spider..but then what would the rest of the voices do without me
You Might Be A Newfie Jedi If.....
You might be a Newfie Jedi if..... ------------------------------------------------ 1.You ever heard the phrase, "May the force be witt ya by*'." 2. Your Jedi robe is made of seal skin. 3. You have ever used your light saber to quarter a moose. 4. Both wings of your X-Wing are done over with sheet metal and rivets and are covered with polybond. 5. You have ever eaten bottled Ewok. 6. You have ever used a land-speeder to get away from wildlife officers. 7. The best part of spending time on Dagobah is the great weather. 8. Even C3-PO cannot understand what you are saying. 9. You have used Jedi mind tricks to help you drag off someone from the Sundance (Bar on George Street) and Breezway (University Bar). 10. You have ever used the force to convince a Human Resources Canada officer to give you unemployment insurance checks. 11. Your father has ever said to you, "Come on by' son, come on over 'ere to the dark side and have a Black Horse (Newfoundland brewed beer) witt yer old
Eternal Love
Softly whisper your passion Come to me my loving heart I'll cherish your gentle tenderness From this day forward I'll impart My emotion of contentment That grew instantly as we met From the depth of my souls embrace Straight to you for whom it was meant Refresh your souls thirsting need Come bathe in passion's bright glowing fire As we dance the dance of eternal love Wrapped in our flowing desires Our need for each other so great A timeless burning flame As at last we have found each other And our place together we claim.
You Know Your From Newfoundland When....
You know your from Newfoundland when.... ========================================= - You only know three spices - salt, pepper and ketchup. - You design your Halloween costume to fit over a snowsuit. - The mosquitoes have landing lights. - You have more miles on your snowblower than your car. - You have 10 favourite recipes for bottled moose. - Canadian Tire on any Saturday is busier than the toy stores at Christmas. - You live in a house that has no front step, yet the door is one meter above the ground. - You've taken your kids trick-or-treating in a blizzard. - Driving is better in the winter because the potholes are filled in with snow. - You think sexy lingerie is tube-socks and a flannel nightie with only 8 buttons. - You owe more money on your snowmobile than your car. - The local paper covers national and international headlines on 1/4 page, but requires 6 pages for local softball scores. - At least twice a year, the kitchen doubles as a meat processing plant.
Come Dance With Me
I want to dance with you for a life time Hold you close to my heart, Stop the hands of time Make the world give us a little more time To feel our bodies close swaying together To music that only we can hear, Letting it sweep us into Heaven Come, dance with me there We'll dance forever; never let go Hearts in tune hand to hand, Building love between us That we barely can stand Candles low no bright lights Our love will light the way, Come hold me close; dance with me Til the night breaks to day Feel our bodies pressed close As close as skin to skin, Open your heart to me baby Come on, let me in Fill my senses with your rush Let me taste your deep kiss, Hold me tightly to your heart Never have I felt like this Never will I feel it again For within your arms I've died, I've gone to heaven in your love These are happy tears I've cried Never have I been so loved Or felt so much love for anyone, Dance with me honey Until the night is done Dance w
Ment To Be
Our meeting was more than fate. God knew you were my soul mate. Your timing is never wrong. Now we share a bond so strong. Our time together means so much. Each moment intensifies the need to touch. Your love has reached my deepest soul. Longing for you to daily hold. May our love and need continuously grow. Forever, LOVE, NEED, PASSION to each show
What Can I Say?
In the back woods of Kentucky, the redneck's wife went into labor in the middle of the night, and the doctor was called out to assist in the delivery. Since there was no electricity, the doctor handed the father-to be a lantern and said, "Here, you hold this high so I can see what I'm doing." Soon, a baby boy was brought into the world. "Whoa there," said the doctor. "Don't be in a rush to put the lantern down...I think there's yet another one to come." Sure enough, within minutes he had delivered a baby girl. "No, no, don't be in a great hurry to be putting down that lantern. . . It seems there's yet another one in there!" cried the doctor. The Redneck scratched his head in bewilderment, and asked the doctor, "Do you think it's the light that's attractin' 'em?"
A Frog
A frog goes into a bank and approaches the teller. He can see from her nameplate that her name is Patricia Whack. "Miss Whack, I'd like to get a $30,000 loan to take a holiday." Patty looks at the frog in disbelief and asks his name. The frog says his name is Kermit Jagger, his dad is Mick Jagger, and that it's okay, he knows the bank manager. Patty explains that he will need to secure the loan with some collateral. The frog says, "Sure. I have this," and produces a tiny porcelain elephant, about an inch tall, bright pink and perfectly formed. Very confused, Patty explains that she'll have to consult with the bank manager and disappears into a back office. She finds the manager and says, "There's a frog called Kermit Jagger out there who claims to know you and wants to borrow $30,000, and he wants to use this as collateral." She holds up the tiny pink elephant. "I mean, what in the world is this?" (you're gonna love this)
If There Were No Tomorrow
if there were no tomorrow I would tell you today That you are the one that fills my life Whose smile I cannot wait to see Whose arms I long to have wrapped around me Whose lips I live to kiss Softly, passionately, in every way. I would want you to know That you make my heart skip a beat You fill my soul with contentment You brighten my dark skies You fill my days and nights With stars, hopes, and cascading dreams. I would want you to see How beautiful the world looks with your eyes through mine Your eyes light up the sky Your touch paints the Heavens Your kiss creates amazing rainbows Of beauty, sunshine, and life. I would want you to understand That I have always loved you Before I knew there was you Before our eyes ever met Before I found in you Happiness, completeness, and passion. If there were no tomorrow I would tell you That you are the greatest gift in my life Whose love I cherish above all else You sustain me wit
An Angel's Crime
An angel tantalizes me with heaven's fire, To covet a life just beyond my grasp. Years paint the path of forbidden desire, As his wings burn my skin. Woe to you, forbidden Angel, Oh blissful agony drown my cries, Expose my souls ravenous despair, Gratify me with your wings afire.
Yep A Rant!
so im sitting here tonight bored as hell, no money and feeling a little like im an outcast. i have no money and no gas in my car! the girls i have dated recently all seem to have one thing in common, they want to work on their lives first! then they date someone else, what the fuck is that! fucking games! some good news, i had an interview today to be a dealer at a casino, if they call, monday i start 5 weeks of school, then make about 18 an hour when i graduate. why cant i just get someone that wants the same things i do?
About My Poem's
i express my self through poetry it's the only way i know how to say what i am truly feeling at the time every one i have written myself so i am asking you please do not take them UNLESS you ask... every one says i have true art with my poems so i would like to share them with you.... i will be adding new ones as i write them thank you guys so much for veiwing them ents you guys are the greatest ALWAYS: Queen of the night
An Enslaved Love
Dreams, drifting, deepened and watered, Lonesome, sunken and so battered, Cast away like dead mans corpse, Shipwrecked on lifes long mysterious course, Crying, raging from the soul within, For a love lost, crushed and aching. Clinging to a life that knows no care, Im sinking beneath a million tears, Captured, enslaved and compelled by a love That only your heart can free me of A love thats saddened and filled with fear, To be enriched by your loves sweet tear.
Chicken Sandwhiches
A little boy and a little girl attended the same school and became friends. Every day they would sit together to eat their lunch. They discovered that They both brought chicken sandwiches every day! This went on all through the fourth and fifth grades, until one day he Noticed that her sandwich wasn't a chicken sandwich. He said, "Hey, how come you're not eating chicken, don't you like it anymore?" She said "I love it but I have to stop eating it." "Why?" he asked. She pointed to her lap and said "Cause I'm starting to grow little feathers down there!" "Let me see" he said. "Okay" and she pulled up her skirt. He looked and said, "That's right. You are! Better not eat any more chicken." He kept eating his chicken sandwiches until one day he brought peanut butter. He
A Touch Never Felt
How can you ache and crave for someone's touch When you have never felt it? I do this for yours, though, And the yearning grows more each day I have never wanted anything in my life As much as I want you When you whisper such sweet love In my ear when we talk You make me melt into a puddle Of complete helplessness You have become my every waking thought And my every dream at night I breathe in so hard Trying to catch my breath when we can't talk I close my eyes so tight Hoping when I open them you will be there But I know I have to wait Until the time is right It seems so far away That I think I am losing my mind I want to breathe in your scent And keep it with me all day long I want to taste your love for me By kissing your sweet lips I want to feel your body next to me So when you leave for awhile I can hold on I just want you to know That I really do love you When the day comes and we are together You will alway
When The Time Has Come
Well, tonight i find myself crying to no ends. :( I spent all of last night up with my cat she was in pain and moaning and meowling like crazy , only way she was quiet was when i had her in my arms like a baby. When daylight came i took her out back and sat with her for a bit and then let her wander off. She went off into the woods and didn't come back by supper time, I knew it was her time weeks ago but damnit i couldn't let her go. :( . I went for a walk along the trail behind here after supper and called for her but she is gone. I have been thinking of all the things me and that cat have seen over the last 22 years.... 5 cities , prolly 20 appartments and houses ..... time has flown along and here i am alone on a friday night 3 days before my 40th b-day and here i sit crying. Its a damn crazy world , can't say i understand most of this crazyness nor do i think i want to most days.
Are You Fucking Kidding Me?
This is total bullshit! I am so tired of finding out my friend, close friends are dead by their fucking comments. You'd think I could get an email, phone call... SOMETHING! but no. I have to go to their page because I havnt heard from them in a while to read "Rest In Peace" "I miss you" "wish you were here" Thats bullshit. Do you know how hard it is to find out a friend died, and how much worse it is to read it in their fucking comments. It's not like you can't see Im on their friends list, if not top friends. How hard would it be to write and say "Sorry to inform you..." Thanks. I miss you, Katie. I miss you, David.
Army Rocks
Facts You Might Not Know
If you yelled for 8 years, 7 months and 6 days you would have produced enough sound energy to heat one cup of coffee. (Hardly seems worth it.) If you farted consistently for 6 years and 9 months, enough gas is produced to create the energy of an atomic bomb. (Now that's more like it!) The human heart creates enough pressure when it pumps out to the body to squirt blood 30 feet. (O.M.G.!) A pig's orgasm lasts 30 minutes. (In my next life, I want to be a pig.) A cockroach will live nine days without its head before it starves to death. (Creepy.) (I'm still not over the pig.) Banging your head against a wall uses 150 calories a hour (Don't try this at home,maybe at work) The male praying mantis cannot copulate while its head is attached to its body. The female initiates sex by ripping the male's head off. ("Honey, I'm home. What the..?!")
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I just saw Journey in concert....WOW they were FUCKING AMAZING the new singer was no steve perry...but damn close!! AWESOME CONCERT!
Staying My Freind
if u want to stay my feind send me a simple message thats says freind or u can add more but send it in a couple days or if longer might b too late
Tonight I Am At Peace
Just an update on how I am doing. Today I got to talk to my aunt and cousin in Cali to see how they were holding up. They were in good spirts. My cousin said that the family was there with my uncle when he took his last breath. They said he was sleeping and it was really peaceful. They said right before it happend he smiled. We believe that his mom and daughter (who passed a few years ago and he was ready to see again) was there and that they took him home. So that made me feel good knowing he died with a smile on his face. Now that my friends are in town too. Im sure I will be able to sleep tonight now that I am in a better mood. So good night everyone. I love ya's!
48 Laws Of Power
Law 1 Never Outshine the Master Always make those above you feel comfortably superior. In your desire to please or impress them, do not go too far in displaying your talents or you might accomplish the opposite Ė inspire fear and insecurity. Make your masters appear more brilliant than they are and you will attain the heights of power. Law 2 Never put too Much Trust in Friends, Learn how to use Enemies Be wary of friends-they will betray you more quickly, for they are easily aroused to envy. They also become spoiled and tyrannical. But hire a former enemy and he will be more loyal than a friend, because he has more to prove. In fact, you have more to fear from friends than from enemies. If you have no enemies, find a way to make them. Law 3 Conceal your Intentions Keep people off-balance and in the dark by never revealing the purpose behind your actions. If they have no clue what you are up to, they cannot prepare a defense. Guide them far enough dow
13 Signs Your In Love
Free Speach
HEY listen up !!!!!!!! i dont care what peaple say bout me but i will say somethin back thats my right .it all of our rights !! if someone tells you diffrent look at Marilyn manson hes a god when ot comes to free speach look at his songs !!! i will not shut up so :P. deal wit it . i will not be silanced im a rebel and always will be i hope the fellow punkrockers will agree with this. those of you who dont r posers !!! and i hope you die (just kidding). so i hope you respond and punk rock lives on !!! so fellow punks add me if you like .
Deleting Some On My Freinds List
i am deleting some people on my freinds list cuz there r to many to keep in touch if ud like to keep in touch let me no
Erotic Short Story Entitled The Nanny Gets A Surprise
I pace back and forth in front of the window, watching the rain pound the grass outside the house. It is late, almost 11:30 at night. I pause briefly in front of the window, pulling my long brunette hair up off the back of my neck. I have been a live-in nanny at the Barkley's home for more than a year, so this late night is customary. I walk back over to the couch and plop on it. My baby blue satin nightgown rises up my thighs. I stretch back over the arm of the couch, arching my back. A cool breeze floats through the air sending shivers up my skin and making my nipples stand erect. My hand strokes my neck and then wanders over my left breast first and then the right. Slowly it makes its way down my stomach and over the outside of my white satin thong. My crotch is damp. I sit up on the couch and listen carefully to the sounds in the house. I make my way down the hall to the youngest Barkley's room. Jesse is sound asleep in his crib. I close the door behind me and head down the
Just Got In
I went out but their was no one out and there wasn't anything to do
Friday Night
well, where to start.. I have always had a dream of singing in a band.. even in someones basement/garage. tonight I got my chance, and I did AWESOME!! the music.. alternative rock, with lots of harmony, the band needed backup singers.. I outdid 4 other girls,..and I am sitting there watching the others... thinking "finally, It's going to happen for me" and you know what? The bubble burst.."... you don't look the part" HUH? 'too old, too big, too loud, you should try chanteuse kinda music.' They picked this little girl who had an ok voice, and big knockers.. oh well.... back to the drawing board.. if I had the wherewithall..I would do my own thing. I WAS offered the consolation prize... a one night stand with the drummer.. I passed.
Come Vote For Me :)
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Love Will Find A Way
In a perfect world one we've never knowen We'd never need to face the world alone They can have the world we'll create our own I may not know much But I know deep inside My Heart, I know, Love will find a way Anywhere I go I'm home If you are there beside me my dark turn into day somehow we'll come threw now that i found you Love will find a way. I was so afraid Now i realize, Love is never wrong And so it never dies theres a perfect world shinning in ur eyes and if only they could feel it too the happieness i feel with you They'd know Love will find a way Anywhere we go We're Home if we are there together our dark tunring into Day Some how we'll come threw Now that I have you Love will find a way I know Love Will Find A Way
Hi guys! I have recently opened the album that was viewed only by those on the family list. If you were on my family list, and no longer are, its because you are on my friends side and I prob. dont even know who you are. lol.. So drop by and say hi at some time. If you were never on the family list, then there are new pics for you all to see.
Forever Yours So many a thing i see but nothing quite as breath taking as the look within your eyes within the way i kissed you and the way you held my hand the world could shake and the sky could fall But nothing mattered but you, me and our hearts We may be apart but my heart still resides with yours this earth can shake the sky can fall I will die knowing my heart is still with yours He may kiss you he might hold your hand But nothing can replace the feeling that remains One day maybe Maybe it will change till then My heart is for ever yours
One Of These Days
One of these days One of these your going to love me you'll sit down by yourself and think about the times you pushed me away you picked me up and pulled me close, but at the age there was only one thing you see I hope you see me in your dreams And i hope you hear me whisper one of these days your going to love me, Maybe think about the times you turned away fro me maybe you'll sigh alittle maybe even cry alittle Now everyone stands up the wind blows clear my mind the pages turn and turn I'll stop and think One of these days i'm going to love me and feel the joy of sweet release one of these days i'll rise above me and at last i'll find some peace then i'm going to smile alittle maybe even laugh alittle And one of these days Your going to love me
These days have gone by like drops of rain from the sky every one is different, Every one is special every one i have, has something to do with you. What is happening to me I am so in to you Why is it so hard to see I've fallen for you I said i would be stronger then that It didn't work , Because i fell for you Isn't it easy to see? I've fallen for you my world is gently falling the person i thought i could be stopped exsisting without you. Some say love is just for sinners I believe that is just not true because i feel it when i hold you what are you doing to me i've gotten so far into you isnt it easy to see? I've fallen for you When i was laying there after i ran and tripped on the gate i looked up and i saw you whats happening to me i've fallen for you. Oh I've fallen for you fallen in love today because i've fallen so deep for you.
Erotic Short Story Entitled A Very Happy Birthday
Moonlight dances across the carpet in our bedroom as the curtains blow in the breeze. It is a warm June evening. I slide to the end of the bed pulling my long brunette hair into a ponytail. My nipples become erect as a breeze blows through the window again. Joshua enters the room wearing only some boxer briefs. The bulge in the front of his drawers is large. He stands in between my legs as I drag my nails up and down his back. I press my lips to his stomach as I wrap my arms around his waist, pulling him closer. His hands brush over my shoulders sliding the straps of my negligee down. His throbbing cock presses into my neck. My hand eases its way into his pants and grabs a hold of his penis. I pull it out and pull his underwear down and then off. My hand wraps tightly around it, stroking up and down. I move slowly at first, just to tease him. I move my lips to the tip of his head and run my tongue over the head, then all the way down. His head tilts backwards as he moans loudly.
This poem got me the award editors choice award early this year. You are a glamoures girl. When people are down you put a smile on their face. And you always bring the party where ever you go. You are special to your friends and family and your special to me too.
To My Beloved
To my beloved. I cannot express my love in words that would suit so right. For there are none in this world that bring close my love for you. I could write a million sonets. type a million poems. write songs for the rest of my life and none would come near to expressing my love for you. so when you wonder what i think. Remember I say it every day by holding you so close and never letting go. I say it in my kiss i say it with my heart. my words i save. in hopes that when the day comes and we're standing infront of this world i say it so right. So when I finally get to say I Do there might be enough words to show you just how much I mean it When I say I Do.
Nekkid Chicks!!!
Right now I am extremely bored..LoL.. There is nothing to do, I keep roaming this site, but yet, Im still bored. Rob had to work tonight, which is out of the norm. Im so use to us spending this time together, but since he isnt here I really don't have anyone to talk to. By the time he gets off work, he is going to wore out, and tired and he isnt going to want to stay up and talk to me. See Rob is in Florida, which means since it is 12 am here, it is 1 in the morning for him.. By the time he gets home, it may be 3 in the morning, he is going to be tired. Anyway I am just rambling cause, I dont know what else to do...LOL
Unabtainable Angel
Unabtainable Angel Current mood: melancholy Category: Life Well you know there is always that one person that you like that is unabtainable. We like to calls those the Unabtainable Angels. Well i have one. I am not for sure if he knows who he is but he is there and i do think about him alot. You are always afraid to tell them cause you are afraid they will not feel the same way even just a little bit. So you stand in the back and watch and hope things will happen or you just let your chances pass you by. And then you live life sayin what if i had done this, and feel regret cause you never said anything. I wanna say so many things to this angel but can't its mot a good time for us maybe and maybe it never will be who knows. Every now and then when i want him i wish that i could tell that i want you. there it is i am going to close this for now. But i am going to say you are an angel and maybe you know who you are and maybe you don't maybe i will tell you one day..
(I wrote this a while ago so opinions are welcomed) As I lay here tonight. I stop and think of you wishing i was there with you holding you tight. Knowing that you are wishing the same thing but know mylove, I am there beside you. Listen to me whisper to you tonight. As I wrap my arms around you tight. Baby I love you. I have since the first moment our hearts met. I promise you I'm not going anywhere without you. Cant you feel me? I'm holding your hand. Shhh Shhh Baby please don't cry It's alright i'm here, Your safe in my arms. I havnt left your side. I never will I promise you. Oh please baby hush thoughs tears I know you hurt inside. I hurt too, Not being there with you. Shhh my princess, I'm not far Think of me holding you tight. As our bodies bask in the moonlight. Dry thoughs tears, Please baby I havn't gone anywhere. I havn't left your side. My fingers are wrapped around yours I'm not letting go. I Love You My Darling. I Love Y
U Know What I Hate
when u go through all the trouble of rating and commenting on ppls photos and they dont even comment on 1 or rate any...that jacks me off
someone wont to be frineds?

Somewhere , deep inside every living thing, breaths a life that we may or may not completely understand. But because it breaths it lives. Plants grow and turn , Stars are born and shine brightly in the night sky. Else where in the world, Seasons change everyone grows a year older, Other places Stars older bigger continue to breath. the solo system dies a crypt death, If that's how long it takes okay, If that's how long i must wait then alright, Because when i think of it, there is nothing i find more desirable, then the thought of sitting next to you on that last day on a cold chunk of ice over top the world, where the stars above beyond and between us, will never shine so bright ever again.
I'm so sick of my mom sayin I treat her like shit!!! if I treat her so bad then why is it that she wont let me move out till I'm 19??? if I treat the girls so bad then why do I have to babysit all the time??? well... I have come to the conclusion that I will never understand females... oh and another thing... if I treat her so bad and hate her as much as she thinks... then why is it that I'm about to go up to Arlington to kick this bitches ass that called my mom a bitch??? doesnt sound logical... I swear... there are some days when I really do feel like a dude...
Staked Out In The Woods
this was a whold sot of fun. I asked a very atractive woman if she would fulfull a fantasy of mine and I described it to her and she said no. a few days later she came to me and said well she would do it and laid down the rules for which i talked more to her and finaly she and I met and went to a place in the woods that I cleared out the brush and poison ive. I was going to have her tie me upside down between two trees but she was a little worried about my getting hurt. so she chose the second idea to stake me out nude on the ground. she said lets take each others cloths off and I thought that was a excellent idea. so I said absoultly to which she had me on the ground tied off at the hands and feet. she had a multi strand whip and promptly used it on me. she whipped on the legs and chest also getting me in the penis and balls with her expertly placed strokes I will have to admit having a nude atractive very well built woman stand over me with a whip was very exciting and a turn
Written By Kumstain For Her Fagangsta N00b
Come a little closer I wanna show you what im all about Come a little closer Now im openin my mouth I know im a n00b but damn I want your tool I'll freak ya from head to toe Im gunna make you feel the right way But it aint all about that you see Cuz this shawty is crushin She's crushin so bad I'll treat you right We'll never fight I'll always kiss you goodnight Baby take my hand and lets roll I wanna be your Ctown girl and you can be my Gtown boy I'll give you the world And we can make Gtown/Ctown baby boys and girls Basically what im sayin Is your a dream come true And baby, I love you
I Dunno Why..
bleh im bored im kinda depressed but i dunno why its kinda weird i been in this mood all day useally when im depressed it only takes me a few mins an im back ta my normal self but not this time for some reason somethins just buggin me but i dunno what it is its kinda annoying heh but oh well i guess hopefully tamorrow i will be betta but i gotta work tamorrow lol that might be why im down an out but who knows BLEH god i need help someone cheer me up PLZ i need it big time..
26 Years To Late?
Well I have been working so hard these last 3 months but I have passed the GED test. Thank God!! If there was one thing I would tell anyone is to graduate High school. It gets so hard the older you get. Although there were five people in my class and they all have been in there for a year and I did it in 1 1/2 months. So that makes me feel pretty dam good. The worst thing about that is there still in the class.
Sexiest Cherry
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Leveled Up Rather Quickly Tonight!
Tonight I recieved a gift of a pint of guiness from babyjesus and magically leveled from 8 to 10 in about a half an hour.. wonder if those are related? Will never know.. would hate to jinx an awesome thing!! A major thanks and kisses to him for making this site rockin and all that keep it the great clean place it is!!
It's Strange...
Sometimes people can just take you by surprise. I was feeling more and more like everyone I had an intimate sort of friendship with was bailing on me. Infact even my relationship was pissing me off earlier. Actually, I've been depressed. None of those things even, just.. everything. And it's funny, because just when I feel like everything is shit, someone comes out of the woodwork and makes everything feel better. You see there's this girl, someone who I have always kept up the appearance of being friends with, I mean she's a cool chick but she and I were always kind of at odd with eachother. Almost competing... socially. And its funny because as I'm feeling shitty she's emailing me about this surprise party we happen to both be going to tomorrow and she seems to notice that i'm not feeling tip top. Thinking she's going to rub it all in my face she ends up inviting me to go out with her and hang out at the whiskey. Suddenly I'm cheered up. Ya know and it's funny, Ian was always te

I love this fuckin thing...
Baby Korben
Korben was born on 8/28/06 and was 9lb. 9oz. and 21 1/2 inches long...I'm having a blast having a baby around again, but I'm also reminded of why I was glad that my first son is 6 now!!! That's all for now I guess...Later...
Going To Bed...
Well all my sweet Cherries... This Cherry bomb is about to hit the hay... Hope ya'll go read my poems the last three that were posted are very sentimental I hope you read them it would mean a lot to me night ngiht cherries hugs from Jups

Okay, so I just signed up and wanted to say thanks to everyone for all of the whistles, what I think sound like bombs dropping and all the other little sounds and nice people whom have surfaced so far! lol Just know that I am VERY new to this site, I literally joned like 5 minutes ago and will get back to all of you as soon as possible. I will also be uploading hundreds of pics as soon as time permits a bit later. As indicated on my about me, I am an alternative model, horror film actress and a writer for a Metal/Horror publication. Therefore, I tend to be rather busy most of the time. So if it takes me a smidge on replies please do NOT take it personally or think the worst. I am here to network my art and I sincerely hope you enjoy it :) Thanks for the tremendous coolness so far and I look forward to being more involved on this kick ass site! Sinfully yours, Gashley Darcane ^v^
Wandering - 06/13/02 - For Cory
Wandering It feels as through I just wander. Listlessly through this world. Without a thought, then they pour in. Just like life, the water, covers me. I cry, though. Without the thoughts I wouldn't live. Life no meaning. I would just wander. But still I am wandering, only with thoughts Not without them. Just without you. my friend. I am wandering. maybe we wander together. and will pass in the night. Yet I hold no hope for that. I realize your gone. Yet hope inside. your not. that you are out wandering like me. Quiet thoughts, screaming in your head. tears streaming from your cheeks. Like mine, looking, searching. wandering. I will find you, I will cry with you. Or I will cry alone. As I am wandering. Hoping to find you. Wandering. for my Cory Cory Alexander Edwards March 17th 1980- May 27th 2002Written on June 13th 2002
Two Sisters N Me
well I did a photo shoot at the river two sisters video taped a dream of mine to pose nude in the presence of two good looking young ladies they were into it so we met in june and went to the river to get r done the pretty blond helped me out of my shorts and underware for the first video set. she helped me get into the mood and also into some womens tight underware too I was little woried about being to close to the county road. but she made me much more comfortable so i went for it. as her sister shot the video the blond rubbed on suntan lotion on my exposed body. and then i said it was my turn to do her to which she promptly complied and laid down on the blanket next to the running water of the river. well I took the liberity to apply the suntan lotion to her back and legs and tummy and to her neck. she would not let me touch her on the breasts or the warm folds of her pussy so i went for the next best thing i massaged her back and butt. and undid her top to expose her back and si
New Friends And Old!!!
Hey just want to thank everyone who has added me lately...This is kind of a lame way to say ty, but the past few days have been not my better. My car blew up, and I just paid the bi0tch off...then dropped a grand into it to fix it only to find out that it can't be blah...just been not my fav days the last couple. But I did trade my other vehicle in and got a sweet ride, along with another car payment, but oh well...anyways that is all trivial...just want you to know I won't forget ya...I am just a little tied up in real for a couple more days...Actually looking forward to Monday...lmfao! Hope you all have a super weekend and have fun for me!!! Huggggzzzzzzzzzz...Skitzzzzz
Jump On In
come on peeps the contest ends next week you get LC gifts if you are the winner what more could you want let me know....? Don't let Daniegurl win by the mere fact of being the only person to join in (no offense Danie but would like some real competition) read my first blog for the rules. SeŠn
Untitled - 02/22/02
My feelings hurt, my heart it aches for theres nothing I can do. Only sit back and hold in tears I want to cry for you. I wish so hard to the big sister you look up to. But it seems the harder I try, my weakness shows right through. I will try to be supportive, I will help you stand up tall. I will walk with you, your hand in mine, the way we did when you were small. I don't know what to say or do, but I'll try to find the words. To let you know your not alone, I'll find the strength and courage. I can't say that I wont fall apart, but I'll never let you down. I will not shed, a single tear, at least not when your around. I love with my heart and soul I love you more than all. Please my little baby sis, all you have to do is call. I am here without judgement, I love you oh so true. Just know my baby sister I'll be here for you. OXOXOX (for my baby sister who's having a rough go of it.... I know what its like I've got you in my heart. You are everything to me....
Slipped Past.... - 02/16/02 My Poem About Valentines Day
Slipped Past... I've slipped past that day once again. Without tears, though they held fast on the inside of my eyes. They wanted to slip past, but I stopped them with my heart. As it's broken beats filled my head. I heard the world tell each other about love and happiness. As I sat, alone with a world of heartache inside my minds eyes. Inside the agony, I wished upon the world a feeling of mine. A day like this is none like any other. It's a day when once shared, with someone will never be the same when without. I slipped past by the skin of my insanity, and the tear in my eye. And tears slipped past too...
Thought For The Day
If you are ugly or something, just show your ass I guess? yah, that works. or maybey your tits. Not everyone is blessed with a pretty face anyway. You shouldn't be ashamed to show off the best parts of yourslef. Fuck the haters. Do what you feel good about.
Am - 10/14/01
AM To believe in what I am. What I was, what I could be. I am who I am, I know this. I love this. But why? Doesn't someone see. The soft, teary, gentle lover beneath the rags the riches. Under all the cosmetic improvisions. I am true. I am love. I am anyone and everyone. All you could ever want, need or yearn for. I am everything to everyone, but nothing to anyone. I am a sister, a daughter. I am a faceless stranger in every crowd. I am colours, I am pale. I am green, with envy. I am who I am. High maintenance, low self esteem, conceited, aggressive and recessive. I am mortal, eternal. Everlasting. Lasting forever. Dying to live for a day. This day. The day we all share. I am you, I am afraid of what I do not know. I am fearless, in the face of danger. I am strong, weak. living for the moment. Dying for a chance. I am everyone. I am a child, a lover, a friend and foe. A dreamer, a do-er. I am, Who am I? I am human.
Hi All
Just sitting here playing with my new toy. It is big and thick and really packs a punch! Anyone else have a fav toy? What is it? AA
Seeing Her For The 1st Time In 18 Yrs
The young lady standing next to me is my daughter and I had not seen her in 18 yrs. That was because her and her sister Karen where adopted at the ages of 9 and 10. This day will always live in my heart as a very happy day and I will never forget it. Just pray that I get to see the other one for I miss her very much.
Hey All
James Blunt
Yeah He Kicks So Much Ass! He Rocks! What A Pimp!
Hey Yall
Just Wanted To Make A Special Shout Out To Yall That Have Befriended Me ...Yall Are Great PPL an I Have To Truely Agree With Ev1 That has Joined This Site Its Way Betta Then MYSPACE Will Eva Be An Tom Is A FAGGOT Anyways LOL .....Thanks To Each An Ev1 Of Yall That Has Posted Comment Afta Comment On My Page An Has Rated My Pics An Given Me Kind Words .....Keep Em All Commin An Done Be Shy Leave Me A Voice Comment An I Will try An Get Back At Ya ....When I Have The Time To Break Free From My Business That Takes Up Alot Of My Time Here At Home An Also There To .....SMOOCHERZZZ ~N~ HUGGERZZZZ Luvs Yall
My Progress In Training....
I finally got to work with the birds a few weeks ago. It's really fun. The hard part is learning the habits enough to make it easy on me and the birds to get their equipment on. At first, i was working with an owl named Owliver but switched to another owl named JR. Owliver was easy to get down at first, but because she is worked with so much by new people she got to the point where she just wouldn't step to glove easy anymore. So, I switched over to JR. He likes to play games. You have to chase him down (not actually chase per say, but close enough) to get his jesses on first then grab those to make him step to get his swivel on then his leash. All the while he's biting at your had to get you to flinch away from getting the jesses on in the first place. Let me tell you, when a big barred owl is biting at your hand with that beak, you're gonna flinch! We were fine once i got him outta his mew (the cages we put the birds into.) More to update on Monday!
New Homepage
Wow... in the time I went to town and back, the homepage changed durastically!! Wonder if thats an actual recipe for a drink? Might have to check it out... I love the new homepage look!!! yeah, my bookmark is for the very first page one sees when they first ever come to LC, where the login screen and the register stuff is... the page that says 'top five reasons myspace sucks..' or something like that
Webcam Help
im trying to figure out how to take still pics with my webcam someone help me pleaseeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee if neccessary my msn is
Update On Life
I have now had an erection for about 60 hours. Should I call the Viagra company? Or is this a normal occurance in females my age? Blasted Jenn and her blasted sexyness!
It's Friday!!
Imagine That...
You scored as Suicide. Your death will be suicide. What more can I say? Fact: Suicide is a permanent solution to a temporary problem. If you want to know hwo you will commit suicide, take a look at your second highest percentage on the bar graphs.Suicide100%Disappear87%Disease80%Suffocated67%Bomb53%Posion53%Gunshot40%Stabbed33%Accident27%Eaten7%Natural Causes0%
Saying Hello
hello everyone sorry im not on as much as usuall lately just been working and such not trying to be rude just things keep coming up just want to say hi to my friends and hope to be on more soon
The Flame....this Was When I Was Like 18!
The Flame Our Love burns low like a fire First a spark Then a flame Then it burns higher without cause nor shame The fire in my heart burns with a rage tearing me apart 'round and 'round my cage The distance in your Eyes frightens me Then I realize the pain I have caused you this severe, immense pain falling like teardrops or a grey cloudy rain My love please forgive me Forgive me for Loving you So now you know It's time I must go Sad Eyes, I'm leaving you here Tho it tears my heart into shreds my will to live has now gone Dead Yet still, I leave you and see the cold grey cloud in your eyes And suddenly I realize it will not be only you Who Cries I see one lone tear streaming down your face, and I begin to Wish that somehow I could erase the Sorrow in your Heart And without a word You tell me that once, You did truly love me And as I start to walk away, my every breath makes me long to stay If only I could s
The sadness in your eyes, is the same reflected in my own. No matter how brightly you smile, there is always a shadow cast somewhere deep inside. Fall into my arms, let me caress away the darkness, if not for a lifetime, then just for a moment. Maybe, together, we can escape this haunting, this desperate need to destroy what is good for us. The sun's finally rising, it's been and endless night without you.
Turned Away And Died
I saw you standing alone in total darkness... I fell in love. I saw you crying alone in my arms... I love you more. I saw you turning away in my dreams... I cried with you. Now you're leaving me in real life... I fell and died in tears.
The night is so empty without you by my side. The moon is so dark without your skin embraced in me. The world is such a lonely place to be without your love for me. I can live thousands of years with you. But not a day without you. Don't leave me any empty space For i don't wish to be alone.
Delirious Delirious from your kisses, your tongue leaves a sweetness on my breath. Ancient and holy, laced with sunlight and honey, a lusty mead mankind long ago forgot how to make. Now, I find the recipe in your eyes, and it is one for delirium. For loving you is surely a madness, one that swallows me whole, and allows no forgiveness.
Lets See Who Replies
I am very curious and I jus wonder if I'm a freak since I lost my virginity at 14. So how many want to be honest and tell when they lost theirs? Oh and did you regret it or just glad to have it over with?
"dark Memories"
Dark Memories black is the cruel Haze that makes life Dull black is the car which goes speeding through my Soul black is my love for you something like a Fog it takes me Down there back in to the Bog black is the Fear of my Darkest memory black are the Nights, which rise to meet the Sea black are his darting Eyes, an inforgiving Mystery black is the voice of his Music which is endlessly Haunting me black is what i Find when i peer into his Heart black is the Distance which is tearing us Apart black are the steps of our Sultry , sensual Dance black are the burning Tears of our painful Romance black are the Stains of our selfish Sin black are the Mistakes, which are left Unforgiven black are the Storms of our shady Memories Melting, Fading, Bleeding into the Blackness of our Seas
~blog Things 3~
You Are 40% Sociopath From time to time, you may be a bit troubled and a bit too charming for your own good. It's likely that you're not a sociopath... just quite smart and a bit out of the mainstream! Are You A Sociopath? Your Theme Song is Back in Black by AC/DC "Back in black, I hit the sack, I've been too long, I'm glad to be back" Things sometimes get really crazy for you, and sometimes you have to get away from all the chaos. But each time you stage your comeback, it's even better than the last! What's Your Theme Song? You Are a Chick Rocker! You're living proof that chicks can rock You're inspired by Joan Jett and the Donnas And when you rock, you rock hard (Plus, you get all the cute guy groupies you want!) What Kind of Rocker Are You? Your Love Style is Agape You are a caring, kind, and selfless partner. Unsurprisingly, your love style is the most rare. You are willing to sacrfice your world for your sweetie. Except it doesn't really feel like sacrifi
What A Day!!!
ok so me and dallas was hanging out today... like usual... and the people across the street was having a garage sale... so we went there with $20 and spent the whole damn thing there!!!! but dallas is really happy... i bought him a house and like a little tool workshop thingie.... the house is kinda small... but he can still hAVE FUN IN IT.. it was so cute after we cleaned it off... dallas went into it... and said i had to ask to come into his house to have a conversation with him... and he wont talk to me through the window... it was so cute!!!! we had so much fun today!!!! were gonna have lunch in his house too!!!!... hmmmm its kinda small... but me and him can still fit in it... just make some lunch that isnt like messy... .hahahahahahaha
More Fro The Poem
he feels her fur against him and closes his as he kneels in wonderment he is hers and he knows it he places his hands behind is back his broken wings folded back I am yours MY love i am yours he whispers in her ear he feels his tears fall big and fat upon his light skin he feels his love right next to him so true so wonderful Im sorry he moans to her as more tears fall down the cheeks that long for her kisses I am fallen now no longer winged I am fallen to hte earth for sins i have made Forgive me mistress for i have sinned He closes his eyes against the pain of having his wings ripped away agian he feels them the broken bones the torn skin he feels the wreakage that they have become I am nothing now he whispers in the silent darkness he feels her fur aganst him he moans his gentle cries " will you love me? will you hold me?" may i look into your angels eyes??"
Tops Interview
ahh i have a job interview at tops tomorrow... i hope i get the job.. ive applied for tons of places already and no one wants me :( sad isnt it.. i really need a better job then tops though.. i hope it comes along soon or else im goona go nuts working in tops for a long time. well anyway wish me luck on getting the job.
Does It Really Exist
does sanity love or even true friends exist if they do please tell me how and where i can find it, its getting old not finding anything i want or need so can someone please help me find everythign i need and want???
Magical Touches Of Feelings
Magical Touches Of feelings From the moment We held each other in our arms. I knew we waited lifetimes to find this love. our hearts are beating in magical rhythms as our souls have intertwined in a magical embrace and we became one. always feeling the need to remain close. pulling each other tightly and always melting in each others magical loving passionate embraces. dreams of kisses within' touching of hands. endless wishing with faithful hearts. silent whispers in the night from hearts to hearts. our minds drifting on winds of change. feeling love so safe and secure from all evils and pains. struggles of lovers pains will fade away through our pledge of our love to each other and will sustain always in our hearts.
I hate these nights when I sit around and have nothing to do...well I need to pack my house...but it'd be more fun if someone was here with me! I'm so lonely since my husband left me! It's like a piece of me is missing...well it really is but I'm not lonely for him (he's a jackass). I'm lonely for companionship, for someone to talk to in person, and even for love! I've made some good friends on here and for that I am extremely grateful! I love you all and can't wait to get to know you all better!!! :)
Regarding A Baby
ok say you knew somebody that had a baby and the house was filthy to the point of having to use trails to wade through the house also that the back of the childs head has become flat from being left on his back and in his carrier seat 24/7 is that a reason to call in the authorities? its a 3 bedroom trailer with 7 people living in it including the baby....
~blog Things 2~
Your Taste in Music: 90's Alternative: Highest Influence 90's Hip Hop: Highest Influence 90's Rock: Highest Influence Classic Rock: Highest Influence Heavy Metal: Highest Influence How's Your Taste in Music? What Your Underwear Says About You You buy the sexiest underwear you kind find, and always have something hot on underneath your clothes. You're sexy, in that pinup girl, tease sort of way. The Underwear Oracle Your Five Variable Love Profile Propensity for Monogamy: Your propensity for monogamy is high. You find it easy to be devoted and loyal to one person. And in return, you expect the same from who you love. Any sign of straying, and you'll end things. Experience Level: Your experience level is high. You've loved, lost, and loved again. You have had a wide range of love experiences. And when the real thing comes along, you know it! Dominance: Your dominance is low. This doesn't mean you're a doormat, just balanced. You know a relationship is
Just One More For All
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MySpace Comments Graphics I WOULD SAY SO!!!!! LOL
Is This Dangerous Reading Or Going Overboard?
The 25th annual Banned Books Week is Sept. 23-30. The American Library Association says each book below has been pulled from some libraries or schools. Youíll be surprised by the list. Why were Garfield and a dictionary deemed dangerous? Visit The Adventures of Captain Underpantsócauses unruly behavior The Adventures of Huckleberry Finnóracist language Anne Frank: The Diary of a Young Girlósexually explicit The Catcher in the Ryeóoffensive language Garfield: His Nine Livesóbanned from kidsí section of library only: offensive language The Handmaidís Taleósexually explicit Harry Potter (entire series)-occult Little Red Riding Hoodóbottle of wine in basket for Grandma Merriam-Websterís Collegiate Dictionaryóoffensive language To Kill a Mockingbirdóracist language A number of other books have been removed because of provocative pictures, racist or explicit language, or controversial ideas. Sometimes the books are ďchallengedĒóthat is, individual
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Installment 3
runing faster, harder. her fur flyin in the wind as she keeps her eyes where she was needed. she moans as she licks the sweet air. she seemed to fly eahc jump and each dive was to her love. seeing his wings seeing his pain seeing his crys she howls behide you she howls behide you glowing green eyes flashing to his dark ones. howling she sents her love her heart. staying in the shadows she slowly moves out and ocomes frward to you like an angel falling from heaven. sliding herfur agest your leg.

Just wanted to say hi to all my sweet cherry friends! Checkin out how this blog stuff works! Can I get some help on all this? anyways Im gettin ready to go out for the night so have a good one! smooches ;-D

COLD!!! ó Friday, 15 September 2006 I hate the cold. I been staying away from it for so long, I'm really not uste to it at all. Utah, the joys of the chilled air... Why couldn't I have just been born in Texas? or somewhere warm. I really need someone to cuddle with and keep me warm. I need to get a jacket or something for when I go to school. I have a coat. but it's a heavy winter coat. Nice and bright orange. It would be annoying to walk around school with. But I guess if it's warm it's not that big of deal? I don't know. I had a big green hat, but I lost it somehow. ;( . K, my brain's frozen. I ate a penutbutter and jelly sandwich for dinner. Do I really need to eat anything more? I have to be at my mom's at 8 in the morning, so I might just go there tonight. I could get drunk there too. But I probably would just be drunk and lonly and frustrated, and all around pissed off and depressed. So that's not exactly the best idea. I really hate times like this. It feels
Friday Night Lights!
Yeah, I can't get enough. I had to go to the high school football game tonight. Actually, I really did. You see, the high school I went to and graduated from is the next town over. My daughter, of course, goes to the high school here. They play each other once a year (unless they face off in the playoffs). It has turned into such a rivalry over the years. The trash talk is hilarious. Anyways, my high school beat my daughter's high school - again. 35 - 10. Actually my high school is 2x defending state champs, and they are very hard to beat. On top of that, my cousin plays on my high school's team. He is a Junior, and he has yet to lose a high school football game - undefeated the last 2 years and still going strong. It's very cool.
Lord's Prayer For A Military Wife
Lord grant me the greatness of heart to see, The difference in duty and his love for me; Give me the understanding to know, That when duty calls he must go! Give me task to do each day, To fill the time when he's away. And Lord, when duty is in the field, Please protect him and be his shield. Amen
Who I Am!!!!!!!
I am a very Sweet Person to know! I'm not evil,not mean to anyone,I can get along with anybody,I am not a pervert, just a good guy who is friendly!I'm not trying to get with anyone,if somebody mention getting together,I promise you it will be you first!So we could be good friend,I'm safe for you!!!!!
Blog Reader History..
readers of blog postings now show up to the left of the comments area for each blog posting. poke around and let me know what you think... :-) -mike
The Smartest Man In The World
The Smartest Man In The World Thursday, 7. September 2006, 19:19:52 The smartest man in the world IDS ENTERTAINMENT The best place to be on the internet All you want in one place c o n t e n t Top 8 1. Celebrities Photo album. 2. Bollywood pimp 3. Movies news. 4. Top Box office. 5. Jokes. 6. Trinidad & Tobago Carnival. 7.Miss Universe candidates. 8.Celebrities fashion poll. and more c o o l . o f f e r s Top 5 1.Free games downloads. 2.Online games. 3.Barbie games online. 4.Free Horoscope. 5.Mobile clipes & Ring Tones. s i t e IDS ENTERTAINMENT Thebest place to be on the internet All you wante in one place The Smartest Man In The World One night, a small plane was flying somewhere above New Jersey. There were five people on board: the pilot, Michael Jordan, Bill Gates, the Dali Lama, and a hippie. Suddenly, an illegal oxygen generator exploded loudly in the luggage compartment, and the passenger cabin bega
Episode 4 (xiam)
I originally wanted to do squirrels, but... well, people would start going "OH, FOAMY, YAY!" ...Fucking rodent. So, I then wanted to do guinea pigs, but... then my friend Karen got HER friend a hamster, which then BIT her friend, and I commented that hamsters were evil. So yeah, expect more of Xiam's hostility towards hamsters. In reality, I have nothing against rodents, but... this is more of a social commentary, anyway. A SATIRE, if you will. Y'know those people who are afraid of clowns? Yeah, it's like that. Clowns are fucking funny, I don't care what you say. Now, if you just hate them for being obnoxious (like with mimes), that I can understand. But I'll just call you a jackass. Clowns and mimes are artists in their own right. XP
Poem - Shadow
Standing in the shadows, I watch as each day passes. Unable to scream my pain. Unable to relish in my gain. Standing in these shadows is eating away at me. Alone against a wall of stone Nothing to see, nothing to say, nothing to do. All I can do is stand here in these shadows and realize Im all alone. Nothingness wraps around me with ease. These shadows are eating away at me. Drowning....consumed...endless Floating away from this place I no longer want to be Held back by the ties unable to break These Shadows...the endless You didn't listen to what I said You didn't care about what I felt You put me here Stranded in these shadows, holding with no will to let go Standing in these shadows is eating away at me. You're my shadow...the shadow that is my darkness. You wont let go. Sins unforgiven Dreams broken Wings stolen You're eating me alive. My Shadow..
Why You Would Probably Love Me
I can wake-up, shower and leave the house in 30 minutes flat. And I still look cute and kissable. Even if we do get married eventually I would never dream of making you throw out your favorite sofa even if it did live in a frat house for five years. When you go out with the guys and come home all sloppy and fall asleep during sex Iíll only tease you about it for, oh, say a couple of days and never in front of your friends. I never gunk up my hair with sticky crap. I donít watch sports but I donít give a rats ass if you do. Iíll NEVER give you shit for spending a day in front of the tube with the guys, hell, Iíll even make you nachos. I donít like shopping. I hate shopping. I hate the mall and all it stands for. That said, I do have clothes for pretty much any occasion. Iíll never be pissed off if you spend the day hiking instead of going to my familyís 4th of July gathering. Iíll probably join you. I am SOOOO not high maintenance I love sex. Iím not goin
A lecturer, when explaining stress management to an audience, raised a glass of water and asked, "How heavy is this glass of water?" Answers called out ranged from 20g to 500g. The lecturer replied, "The absolute weight doesn't matter. It depends on how long you try to hold it. If I hold it for a minute, that's not a problem. If I hold it for an hour, I'll have an ache in my right arm. If I hold it for a day, you'll have to call an ambulance. In each case, it's the same weight, but the longer I hold it, the heavier it becomes." He continued, "And that's the way it is with stress management. If we carry our burdens all the time, sooner or later, as the burden becomes increasingly heavy, we won't be able to carry on. " As with the glass of water, you have to put it down for a while and rest before holding it again. When we're refreshed, we can carry on with the burden. "So, before you return home tonight, put the burden of work down. Don't carry it home. You can
Why I Hate Being A Women Sometimes
10 reasons why I hate being a woman: 1) I am so sick of my period! One-third of every month is negatively affected by my period. I am either sick from cramps, bloated beyond belief, on it, finishing it, too emotional, not emotional at all, or just simply not myself. The right months are worse than the left ones. Ortho, Depo and the others do nothing to help. 2) I hate make-up. I went to work today without make-up (I feel like crap already) and the first thing I hear when I sit down is a co-worker saying "I see you woke up late this morning, you should put your face on before anyone else sees you like that"... WTF, this is my face... it is a cute face... I like it just the way it is. Why do I have to put on a show for everyone around me, hell some of the guys here don't even shave before coming to work... they wear the same tired clothes every week... so why do I need to bother? 3) I have to be a slave to fashion. Same as the make-up situation, god forbid if I wear my most c
Wy State Police
Wyoming State Police - Gotta Love 'Em!!!!! In most of the northern states, there is a policy of checking on any stalled vehicle on the highway when the temperatures drop down to the single digits or below. About 3 a.m. one very cold morning in March 2004, a state police officer responded to a call: there was a car off the shoulder of the road on the outskirts of Casper. He located the car, stuck in deep snow and with the engine still running. Pulling in behind the car with his emergency lights on, the officer walked to the driver's door to find an older man passed out behind the wheel with a nearly empty vodka bottle on the seat beside him. The driver came awake when the officer tapped on the window. Seeing the rotating lights in his rear view mirror and the state policeman standing next to his car, the man panicked, jerked the gearshift into "drive" and hit the gas. The car's speedometer was showing 20-30-40 and then 50 mph, but it was still stuck in the snow, wheels spinning. The pol
~blog Things~
Justice and Morality: You believe in doing what is right for others and maybe even for yourself. People would consider you one with good morals, and someone who would not let them down. Your Kissing Technique Is: Perfect Your kissing technique is amazing - and you know it. You have the confidence to make the first move. And you always seem to know what kissing style is going to work best. Sometimes you're passionate, sometimes you're a tease. And you're always amazing! Are You a Good Kisser? Take the quiz: What Kinda Kiss R U?Romantic KissLying in bed after making love and just doing whatever.Quizzes by -- the World's Biggest Yearbook! Take the quiz: How romantic are you?Sentimental sweet heart!You are the type who just makes there heart melt.. GOOD JOB! You are as romantic as it gets!! Every moment with you makes ur g/f or b/f feel specialQuizzes by -- the World's Biggest Yearbook! Your Kissing Purity Score: 40% Pure You're not one to k
I am really puzzled as to why men are so upset when they don't make a connection with the girl of their dreams. I have read the ads here from men who are looking for "attractive" "funny" "sweet" "adventerous" nauseum... but the tag line I see in most all of these is "no big women', or "you must be fit".. hmmm... I am a very fit woman, who happens to be overweight, an oxymoron?? nope, just my genetics, which I have no control over. I go to the gym, faithfully, every other day..I work my considerabley large ass off at work 5-7 days a week, running the floor at the local hospital here. In fact, I run circles around most of the "fit/HWP" women I work with. I respect the men who tell it like it is"... I like small women" and seem to have a very set list of attributes they want... more power to them, but I take offense to the 30-50 year olds, who are not the greatest lookers, themselves, and say "no fatties" AND then complain they get no responses from the Goddesses they thi
Beg Yours Pardon
I don t to log in on LC all days as usual cauz I have to take care fo my mum, she s very sick..........Hugs all of you
Girls Vs Women
Girls leave their schedule wide-open and wait for a guy to call and make plans. Grown women make their own plans and nicely tell the guy to get in where he fits in. Girls want to control the man in their life. Grown women know that if he's truly hers, he doesn't need controlling. Girls check you for not calling them. Grown women are too busy to realize you hadn't. Girls try to put a man 'on lock' by using sex. Grown women know that it's the sex of the mental kind that makes a man want to 'lock' you down. Girls fake-moan, lay there and take the stabbing. Grown women say, "Just Stop", get up, get dressed and walk out. Girls are afraid to be alone. Grown women revel in it-- using it as a time for personal growth. Girls ignore the good guys. Grown women ignore the bad guys. Girls make you come. Grown women make you come home. Girls worry about not being pretty and/or good enough for their man. Grown women know that they are pretty and/or go
To My Best Friend
People come into your life for a reason, a season or a lifetime. When you know which one it is, you will know what to do for that person. When someone is in your life for a REASON, it is usually to meet a need you have expressed. They have come to assist you through a difficulty, to provide you with guidance and support, to aid you physically, emotionally or spiritually. They may seem like a godsend and they are. They are there for the reason you need them to be. Then, without any wrongdoing on your part or at an inconvenient time, this person will say or do something to bring the relationship to an end. Sometimes they die. Sometimes they walk away. Sometimes they act up and force you to take a stand. What we must realize is that our need has been met, our desire fulfilled, their work is done. The prayer you sent up has been answered and now it is time to move on. Some people come into your life for a SEASON, because your turn has come to share, grow or learn. They bring you an exp
A Field Guide To The Modern Pagan
Anal Retentive Ceremonial: Book collection actually holds up the ceiling in places. Is studying Greek, Latin and Hebrew all at once. Does "workings" instead of "rituals". All twenty volumes of their magical diaries are in Enochian. Distinguishing Signs: Won't go anywhere without a book. Is constantly aware of which direction is east. Dresses according to planetary conditions, or whatever was on sale at Wal-Mart. Ravin' Pagan: Young and psychedelic. Can dance non-stop all night. Refuses to do boring Eurocentric rituals and prefers deities from sunny climes with lots of interesting local plants. Can say "Ayahuasca" ten times real fast and deliver long quotes from Terrence McKenna. Distinguishing Signs: Dresses in color combinations that hurt the eyes unless you've taken ecstasy. Bloodshot eyes, blissful smile, never goes anywhere without ritual drum. Dances With Bunnyrabbits: Uses animal symbolism to express nearly all opinions and feelings. Charter member of PETA. Thinks mea
New And Improved George Bush
My Fellow Americans: As you all know, the defeat of Iraq regime has been completed. Since congress does not want to spend any more money on this war, our mission in Iraq is complete. This morning I gave the order for a complete removal of all American forces from Iraq. This action will be complete within 30 days. It is now time to begin the reckoning. Before me, I have two lists. One list contains the names of countries that have stood by our side during the Iraq conflict. This list is short. The United Kingdom, Spain, Bulgaria, Australia, and Poland are some of the countries listed there. The other list contains everyone not on the first list. Most of the world's nations are on that list. My press secretary will be distributing copies of both lists later this evening. Let me start by saying that effective immediately, foreign aid to those nations on List 2 ceases immediately and indefinitely. The money saved during the first year alone will pretty much pay for the costs o
Episode 3 (xiam, Tricia)
I couldn't think of a name for my friend Tricia's character, and she wasn't very helpful. Well, I didnt' think of a very good one for my friend Michaela, either, so... oh, well. Anyway, the platypus wasn't actually my idea, it was suggested by a friend - so I just developed a story around it based on how my friend Tricia was in Europe, and lonely (she's home now, I need to do a follow-up on that).
Bumper Stickers
bumper stickers There are many ways to say "I love you," but sex is the fastest. Feminist chicks dig me. Submitted by John B. I just got back from a testicle convention. I had a ball. I feel so much better since I lost hope. If you smoke after sex, you're doing it too fast. It's people like you that make people like me take medicine. Alzheimer's. A disease that...where are my socks? Don't vote. It just encourages them. Reality is a nice place, but I wouldn't want to live there. Fighting for peace is like screwing for virginity. If walking is so good for you, why does my mailman look like that? Ask me about my vow of silence. If the answer isn't beer, you've asked the wrong question. Nothing is foolproof to a sufficiently talented fool. Before you condemn someone, walk a mile in their shoes. Then you're a mile away and you have their shoes. We must silence those who oppose freedom of speech. A man does not have to be a bigamist to have one wife too many. T
Body Image
How does your body look? The way you answer this question can give you some insights into whether or not you have a healthy body image. If your first answer is ďIím fatĒ, ďMy breasts are too small,Ē ďMy rear end too largeĒ, it doesnít matter whether youíre right or not. Body Image is all about perception. Your perception. Interestingly, many women have opinions about their body that donít match up with what the rest of the world sees. Men can be more positive and flattering about a womanís body than she is herself. Where you see fat, maybe he sees voluptuous breasts. But all the compliments in the world wonít improve your outlook if youíre determined to find fault. Ultimately, we are each in charge of shaping our own self-esteem. You could, and many women do, go through life accepting a bad self-image. But it is a heavy and unnecessary burden to carry. You could say itís not that important. You could accept those nasty little comments about yourself every morning when you get dr
A Taste Of Seduction
I sit there, talking to you, getting to know you. I massage your shoulders and rub neck, letting your body lay relaxed against mine, the rhythm of your breathing becomes a comfort to me. I move slightly to pull something from a hiding place, being careful not disturb you. I brush something against your lips. I watch you lick your lips and open your eyes. Something bitter and sweet tantilizes your tongue. I hide the item behind me and cover your eyes. Whispering softly in your ears, so softly that it almost tickles ďTrust meĒ Covering your eyes with a blindfold, I bring forth the object to seduce your lips. Your tongue caresses it. A sweet, smooth texture with a bitter after taste. I pull away the object letting you think about the texture and flavor. Your tongue and memory reveal the presence of chocolate. While you analyze the taste, I kiss your fore head. I caress your lips once again, with the chocolate shape. I watch your tongue dance over the dimension
Episode 2 (xiam, Michi)
So this is Michi... she'll show up again. As you can see, Xiam (or rather, I) adore her. But she desn't reciprocate. Story of my life, yeesh. Anyway, yeah, she's a pervert, but I really do like reading her work... I just skip over the dirty stuff. She's a really good writer, I just wish she'd write... well... stories that don't involve two guys in love. There's nothing WRONG with that, I just really think she should branch out.
Beauty is one of the most powerful and dangerous ideas in existence. It's a two-syllable word that haunts humanity. Women long for it, a thousand ships were launched to recapture it, and the world succumbs to it. Charles Reade said, "Beauty is power; a smile is its sword." Beauty wields its power over men and women alike, but far more often, women become the victims of a modern and corrupt idea of beauty. The body of a woman sells you cigars and stilettos. The perfection of her bleached white smile and air brushed skin leads women to resort to anorexia, self-hatred and self-mutilation to reach the standard of beauty society has set. Plastic surgery went from a necessity for accident victims to an addiction that feeds an idea of beauty that is nothing more than a vacant fantasy. It's tragic to witness the countless perversions of beauty. Beauty has been sexualized and cheapened. By removing the goodness and purity of beauty, true beauty has been lost altogether. A woman in t
"It is natural for the immature to harm others. Getting angry with them is like resenting a fire for burning." Shantideva A BAG OF NAILS Once upon a time there was a little boy with a bad temper. His father gave him a bag of nails and told him that every time he lost his temper, he should hammer a nail in the fence. The first day the boy had driven 37 nails into the fence. But gradually, the number of daily nails dwindled down. He discovered it was easier to hold his temper than to drive those nails into the fence. Finally the first day came when the boy didn't lose his temper at all. He proudly told his father about it and the father suggested that the boy now pull out one nail for each day that he was able to hold his temper. The days passed and the young boy was finally able to tell his father that all the nails were gone. The father took his son by the hand and led him to the fence. "You have done well, my son, but look at the holes in the fence. The fence will never be t

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Razor Kisses...
It's all your fault I made this thing... and I can't even use it. Nyeh. XD
First Graders
There were twenty-five students in her class and she presented each child in her class the first half of a proverb and asked them to come up with the remainder of the proverb. It's hard to believe these were actually done by first graders. Their insight may surprise you. While reading these keep in mind that these are 6-year-olds, because the last one is classic! Strike while the ...........................bug is close. It's always darkest before ........... Daylight Saving Time. Never underestimate the power of.... termites. You can lead a horse to water but ... how? Don't bite the hand that .................. looks dirty. No news.............................. impossible. A miss is as good as a.................. Mr. You can't teach an old dog new... math. If you lie down with dogs, you'll ...stink in the morning. Love all, trust............................. me. The pen is mightier than the... pigs. An idle mind is .............. The best way to relax. Where t
Episode 1 (xiam, Elio)
So here we have where it all began. Colorful, but blurry. I blame MS Paint. I've gotten the hang of editing, for the most part... and I've learned my lesson NEVER to do an 8-panel comic again. The story behind this story is that my friend Amy (whom Elio is modelled after) often has computer problems - I'll type and type, only to have her get kicked off, and then return, having no idea of what I said before. It happens to a lot of people, but this is a common occurrence with us, haha.
Expensive Monkey Near Air Force Base
A tourist walked into a pet store and was looking at the animals on display. While he was there, a Chief Warrant Officer from the local air base walked in and said to the shopkeeper "I'll take a 933 monkey, please". The shopkeeper nodded, went to a cage at the side of the store, and took out a monkey. He put a collar and leash on the animal and handed it the Chief, saying, "That'll be $2,000." The man paid and left with the monkey. The surprised tourist went to the shopkeeper and said, "That was a very expensive monkey. Most of them are only a few hundred dollars. Why did that one cost so much?" The shopkeeper answered, "Ah, that's a 933 monkey. He can build pallets of freight, plan aircraft loads, rig loads for airdrops, drive forklifts, type manifests, heat meals for officers, and perform the duties of any Traffic Tech with no back talk or complaints. It's well worth the money" The tourist then spotted a monkey in another cage. "That one's even more expensive! $10,000! What do
I feel like I'm probably the only person in the world that doesn't have an iPod. So as I write this, I'm bidding on an iPod Shuffle on eBay. Hope I get it. Curious.... what's on your iPod?
In Need Of Some...
I dont know what Im going to we'll just go with it.. HMM... Ive been so stressed out about finding a place to live lately that I havent really done much but sit here and play on the comp..mostly on it a bad thing? HELL NO! Ill admit Im addicted,but everyone is just sooo awesome..with the exception of a few creepy's... but hey,creepys need love to no? KRISTIANE I LOVE YOU!!! :) lol thought you'd like that! well Ill end this..bc it really has no meaning,just did it for the girl I love day Ill be more insightful.
Military Life Vs Civilian Life
Your alarm goes off, you hit the snooze and sleep for another 10 minutes. He stays up for days on end. __________________________ You take a warm shower to help you wake up. He goes days or weeks without running water. __________________________ You complain of a "headache", and call in sick. He gets shot at, as others are hit, and keeps moving forward. __________________________ You put on your anti war/don't support the troops shirt, and go meet up with your friends. He still fights for your right to wear that shirt. __________________________ You make sure you're cell phone is in your pocket. He clutches the cross hanging on his chain next to his dog tags. __________________________ You talk trash on your "buddies" that aren't with you. He knows he may not see some of his buddies again. __________________________ You don't feel like helping out your dad today, so you don't. He does what he is told. __________________________ You walk
Please Bare With Me.
hey all i want to thank all the ones checking out my profile and all i see some of you are trying to chat with me i have dial up and boyyyyyyyyyyyyy this computer can be slowwwwwwwwwwwwww i am trying to get back with you all so if i don't answer right away you know why sooooooooo keep showing the love its much appreciated muahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
Have You Never Loved Someone
Have you never loved somebody and they wouldn't give you the time of the day or even look at you.This is my feelings everyday. If I didn't have all of you on here I would have a very boring life. The Person on here that I like and love doesn't even know it and I'm not going to name him but he knows who he is and I will never turn my back on him either. I rant to long.
Circumsizing In Wv
How do u circumsize guy in WV? Kick his sister in the jaw.
Women Are Like Flowers...
This is something that I stumbled across while I was surfing for porn (did I type that out loud?). Anyway, it made me think of some of the wonderful women I know past and present. To them I wish all the happiness in the world (even if it's not with me)!
Evil Little Girl
There was a guy sunbathing in the nude on the beach. He saw a little girl coming toward him, so he covered himself with the newspaper he was reading. The girl came up to him and asked, "What do you have under the newspaper?" Thinking quickly, the guy replied, "A bird." The girl walked away, and the guy fell asleep. When he woke up, he was in the hospital in tremendous pain. The police asked him what happened. The guy says, "I don't know. I was lying on the beach, this little girl asked me a question, I guess I dozed off and the next thing I know is I'm here." The police went to the beach, found the little girl, and asked her ďWhat did you do to that naked fellow?" After a pause, the girl replied, "To him? Nothing. I was playing with his bird and it spit on me. So, I broke its neck, cracked its eggs, and set its nest on fire!" Moral of the story....................Never lie to a female.

Vanity ó Monday, 14 November 2005 If beuty was lost. My rant for the day is makeover shows. People should be able to look how ever they want to without anyone giveing them shit about it. It's all a matter of opinion, people should look however they want, not let other people tell them what to look like. They are slowly superficializing america. From the house ones to the people ones. People shouldnt' have to look how other people want them to to feel good about themselves. A lot of people are critisized for getting their daughters breast implants. It's baught self-esteem. But what's the difference between that and buying them nice clothes, or a nice car, or having someone do their makeup and hair? People should be able to have self-esteem without those things. If not, what the hell are poor people supposed to do? If people's self worth is attached to all the pretty clothes and things they have, when a hurricane hits or something they re

Sending out lots of cherry love to those who know me.Hope ya having a kickass start to a wonderful weekend!

Same sort of thing, a different way ó Monday, 14 November 2005 People should be able to live how they want to. Just as long as they aren't tryin to hurt other people. Bush is trying to fuck america up even more by putting extemeist conservitive judges in the supreme court. That sux too. I was talking to one of my friends the other day and decided that life really is about sex, drugs, and rockinroll. Everyone wants liquer, metal, and tits, whether they reallize it or not. It's the real key to happiness in life. They need to send SlipKnot over here with some strippers. But bush won't let that happen I'm sure. I hate conservitive ass holes that feel the need to control everyone elses lives. That's okay i guesse if they want to be that way, but they shouldn't get positions of power and try to enforce their beliefs on everyone else. That's my rant for the day. I seen the judges thing on the news today. America is about freedom to be yourself, without haveing other people give you s
I kneel by the lake staring into the water I reach into it watching ripple after ripple I watch as they go from small and flawless to large and disoriented They seem perfect until spread fully thin My mind wanders and thoughts consume me The ripples are similar to mistakes made on lifeís road They appear small only at first glance But if you open your eyes and watch its every move Within only a matter of seconds it gets bigger and flawed Watching it cease seems to take an eternity Correcting all the flaws in the ripple will take a lifetime

Why is it okay to discriminate? ó Monday, 14 November 2005 If you woke up and you were the weiro, would it still be okay? Do you know how to solve racism? Make everyone white. That seems to be the mentallity today. Instead of preaching tolerance, we are trying to make everyon look the same. Such as dresscodes in public shcools even and stuff. By trying to make everyone look the same we even further alienate the people that are different. Why can't we just let the people who are different be? Just as long as they aren't hurting anyone. How often do you see Liberal people trying to take rights away from conservitive people? Predjuce is usually a taught response to things that are unfamilliar or different from them. Some people automatic reaction to things they haven't seen before or don't understand is to not like it. It's okay to not like things. It's okay to not like people. Everyone has stuff they don't like. It's not okay to treat people differ
We Didn't See
We were at a party, And you decided to drink. I sat around while you took shots, But never once did we think. We decided to leave, And you said you was going to drive. We did not see the outcome That one of us would not survive. As we pulled away from the party, You started driving really crazy. You began to act weird, but said We would be okay...maybe. I asked for you to let me drive So we would arrive home in one piece. I wanted to get home safe and sound, But neither one of us knew this wouldnít be. We did not see what laid ahead Around the sharp, short curve. You lost control of the wheel, And we began to wildly swerve. We both held on tight As the car flung out of control. I felt a pain in my stomach, As the car flipped and started to roll. My vision went black, And my mind totally blank. I did not make a sound, Nor any sound could I make. I could hear people yell, And others heavily crying. They wanted to me fight, With sirens screami

tuesday, the day of the ets physical. ó Tuesday, 20 December 2005 Some one touched my balls today Okay, just curious on who reads all my posts or any of them. So if you do, say something about it. my day started out with waking up and having to pee in front of someone. That's always fun. (not really) Drugtests are always around this time of year. Then i went to burgerking to have some breakfast. I didn't have any cash in my wallet cuz i just dontated $60 to the fund for getting something for the soldiers that are leaveing the unit soon. Then i accidently orderd two meals, instead of a meal and an extra sandwitch. I had change, but not enough to pay for both meals. So i had to use my debit card even though i had over a hundred$ cash in my room. I just didn't put it in my wallet. Sometimes i have so much it gets hard to close and stuff. Yah, how inconvienint. I'm sure your glad if you don't have that problem. it worked out thoiugh. I gave the extra me
My Only Slavation
***Published Twice In 2005*** I've lived my life for oh, so many years Living with oh, so many fears Afraid to know Afraid to show I have nothing left to lose I've been to heaven and I've been to hell I've walked the streets of gold, and rung "Hell's Bells" If you wonder, "For Whom The Bell Tolls" Look into your soul And know it tolls for you I've seen the light and fought the good fight I've seen the devil and ran in fright I've felt the pain And wondered if I was "Insane" Only to realize "I Was Only Dreamin'" I set out on a "Journey of 1,000 years" Worse than the "Trail of Tears" Running blind Afraid to find My only salvation I hoped for perfection Only to receive confusion So many reasons And so many demons I'm being pulled apart In every direction I'm being pulled In every way I'm being fooled You say one thing, they say another Unable and unwilling to "Come Together" No one knows what to do I only hope and
It takes many nails to build crib, but one screw to fill it.
Bitting Fingernails
Man who scratch ass should not bite fingernails.
0 votes quick post about spelling ó Tuesday, 04 April 2006 I just want to clarify the difference between not knowing how to spell and not carring about how to spell. And make fun of the people who do care so much. It goes right along with the whole language thing. As long as the person understand what the message is you are trying to get across, It doesn't really matter. If someone said " I fucked your mom lastnight! " Is it going to mean anything differernt than " I skrewed your mom" , or "I had sex with your mom!" or for that matter, " I fuked yo momma n da ass "? Come on now people. Some like to be condescending to those who don't spell right .Because people just want to find any little thing to make themselves feel better than others. Spelling, as well as grahmer, is just a list of arbritrary rules some guy or a group of people made up one day. In certain instances a miss spelled word could be confusing or change the meaning of something greatly. However,
Merry Christmas
Merry christmas!!! ó Tuesday, 11 April 2006 The world has flipped upside down..... Thank you to all you who have posted rants about people saying happy hollidays now instead of merry christmas. It's something I was going to write about before and forgot. It still comes kinda hard for me to believe. How bizarre the world gets. But it's a very good thing. Things are finally starting to come around full circle... Yes, today in the here and now Christians, Yes you heard me right, Christians and their advocacy groups, are upset that people are complaining about the things they say. How dare they try to censor you guys. Not you who don't want walmart to sell cd's with cussing, or mature video games. Not you people who give me dirty looks and tell me to watch my language, not you people who feel the need to controll what other people see, hear, sell, and do all the time. How could anyone ever have a problem with the stuff you say? So say it loud, say it pr
Skanky Guys
quick random things ó Tuesday, 18 April 2006 Skanky guys- Oooh pretty stomach, good for you. It seems like it takes more work to have a nice bodey than a n intelligent mind anyway. So congrats. It also depends somewhat on geneitics. I've seen more fat people become skinny and bodybuilders than stupid people become geniuesses. So mabey if there is a point to the rambling, it is .....- Oh, now I got it- The most impressive thing (atleast to me) about people isn't what they start out with, their looks, their mind, money, or whatever. But what they have done with what they have. How they have improved upon it, what they have accomplished with it, the changes in life that they have made to make their and other people's lives better. Now on to the point I started out with. There are girls who have problems with their boyfriends and such having pics of "skany/slutty,etc. girls on their friends lists. And then there are also people who make fun of the guys who who

MURDER I want to see your heart thumping in terror I want to feel your warm blood on my hands I want to watch your soul slip into the sands I need you to know the it was I who did it I need you to look me in the eye as the knife cuts your throat I need you to put up a struggle so I can inflict even more punishment I want you to scream for help to no avail I want to see your breath in the coldness of revenge I want to hear your lungs collapse as the knife enters your chest I want to watch you try to escape as your kneecaps are broken I want to see your face when the demons appear unto you YOU ARE DEAD! I AM MORE ALIVE THAN EVER BEFORE! Copyright ©~Ted E. Brown II July 18, 2002
Tests? True Friends?
Tests, fake friends, stupid rules, who gives a shit? ó Monday, 24 April 2006 This will amuse you. Or your money back!!! If you don't think people are paying attention to you, then they probobly aren't. If you feel you are being neglected by internet friends, cry out it for a while or something. Maybe scream into a pillow or something if it's really that serious. Then get over it. And get up, wash your face or somthing, leave your house, and find some real friends. Some people have so many friends posting bullitons that they might miss yours anyway. If they saw it, they might have read it. If they didn't respond, well they had better things to do than answer 100 random silly questions. Sometimes those who don't answer them really are your true friends, because not only do they not take your time away by youir reading their responses, but they discourage you from wasting your time answering them and posting them yourself. Just think of all that time you have for doing o
I Am Fed Up With Copy Cats!
These fools had people back there butt by saying they had the name first. But if you clearly. See their start date. You know there lying! Then these gits had the gul! To get other people to tell me to grow up?! Again irishprincess and celticbbwgoddess as clear as day stole my name. And Got other people to leave rude messages on my profile. I'll I said was I demand you change you name.! Nothing else!!! User.. and Are the ones who need to grow up and ask before attacking. Thank you. I'll I asked was for them to change their name not get off of Lost cherry. That's would be mean. Thank you (Celticprincess)
In The Mouth Of Madness
In The Mouth Of Madness You've lived your life according to man Always wondering if our alone Standing in a drak alley you cry Knowing that all are lies You contemplate retribution Hoping tha one day you'll be heard While pain engulfs you, you scream As nothing is quit what it seems You've always known there was something different A sudden burst of rage, a loss of innocence Your vision begins to blur All you see is blood and pain Your body begins to convulse Followed by the quickening of your pulse So many inverted, distorted images Can't focus, losing control Something wicked arrises from your soul You feel so distant Standing in the dark night On the edge of insanity So far from reality In the mouth of madness You must confess You rather enjoy the pain In a way you dare not name Copyright~Ted E. Brown II April 24, 2004
What Song Should You Strip To?
Your Stripper Song Is Closer by Nine Inch Nails "You let me violate you, you let me desecrate you You let me penetrate you, you let me complicate you Help me I broke apart my insides, help me I�ve got no Soul to tell" When you dance, it's a little scary - and a lot sexy. What Song Should You Strip To?
Life Is An Infinite......
life is an infinite abyss of pain and love that never ends we love it pains us in the end we love again and again sum how it pains us no matter if your in a never ending relationship love will always pain you fuck love ima fine a new way to pain myself that ill enjoy
True Soul Mate
Only once in your life, I truly believe, you find someone who can completely turn your world around. You tell them things that you've never shared with another soul and they absorb everything you say and actually want to hear more. You share hopes for the future, dreams that will never come true, goals that were never achieved and the many disappointments life has thrown at you. When something wonderful happens, you can't wait to tell them about it, knowing they will share in your excitement. They are not embarrassed to cry with you when you are hurting or laugh with you when you make a fool of yourself. Never do they hurt your feelings or make you feel like you are not good enough, but rather they build you up and show you the things about yourself that make you special and even beautiful. There is never any pressure, jealousy or competition but only a quiet calmness when they are around. You can be yourself and not worry about what they will think of you because they love you for who
We are all faced with a series of great opportunities brilliantly disguised as impossible situations When written in Chinese, the word "crisis" is composed of two characters-one represents danger, and the other represents opportunity. The more we try to define ourselves, the more we drown in our own confusion. The most valuable thing you can make is a mistake - you can't learn anything from being perfect.
"free"skins For All!
Hey everyone. I just finished with a new round of skins for everyone to rip. I have found an EASY way for you to see and rip the skins without having to wait for them to cycle on my page. Go to the bottom of the page and next to rip skins is Brouse Skins by this user. Click that. You will see every skin I have created. Preview and rip as many as you like. Just remember to repost this, Rate my photos, promise me your first born.. you know... the standard Cherry love. YOU ALL ROCK and I hope you like them! Some of my newest I think are pretty neat. Here is the complete list. ENJOY SKINS LIST Bubbles2 Dolphin Bass Cuff Me Please Irish Love Sparkle Butterfly Heart Bubble Ribbon Cammo2 Celtic Purple Bubbles Cammo3 Purple Dragon America1 America2 Pooh Bear 1 Devil Girl Sept 11 One John Deer John Deere2 Rush 2112 Sept 11 two Sept 11 Three Sept 11 Four Sept 11 Five Sept 11 Six Sept 11 Seven Sept 11 NINE Sept 11 Eight Goth1 Support Troups Purple Love
Damn Computer
hey ya'll this old computer of mine is really frustrating the hell out of me ...... but i will find a way to respond to any and all. working on getting new system then will be able to communicate a lot better to you all. bear with me and shout out every now and again i'm here even if i don't respond right away
Oh Really????
every story that you get caught in begins, "and what happen was". You need to begin with the truth. stop telling me lies.. are you trying to impress me? i hope not! I have know you since i was still pissing in my pants... and believe me, that was 23 almost 24 years ago. What are you trying to prove? Do you know how many STD's are going around? Yet, you still are sleeping around with men that you know have been around. Didn't your mama teach you better than that? you don't wanna come home with something that Clorox can't wash off. With every man you say , "Oh God, Brandi, he is different!!! I think he is the one" But tell me this , how many damned men can be the one?
Secret Of Life
What is the secret of Life? The only honest response is: I dont know. All I know is that we all need to be aware of our personal calling. What is a personal calling? It is God's blessing, it is the path that God chose for you here on earth. Whenever we do something that fills us with enthusiasm, we are following our legend. However we all don't have the courage to confront our own dream. Why? There are four obstacles. First: we are told from childhood onward that everything we want to do is impossible. We grow up with this idea, and as the years accumulate, so do the layers of prejudice, fear and guilt. There comes a time when our personal calling is so deeply buried in our soul as to be invisible. But it's still there. If we have the courage to dissenter dream, we are then faced by the second obstacle: love. We know what we want to do, but are afraid of hurting those around us by abandoning everything in order to pursue our dream. We do not realize that love is just a fur
Words Of Wisdom
Many people will walk in and out of your life, but only true friends will leave footprints in your heart. To handle yourself, use your head; to handle others, use your heart. Anger is only one letter short of danger. If someone betrays you once, it is his fault; if he betrays you twice, it is your fault. Great minds discuss ideas; average minds discuss events; small minds discuss people. He who loses money, loses much; he, who loses a friend, loses much more; He, who loses faith, loses all. Beautiful young people are accidents of nature, but beautiful old people are works of art. Learn from the mistakes of others. You can't live long enough to make them all yourself. Friends, you and me - you brought another friend - and then there were 3. We started our group - our circle of friends - and like that circle - there is no beginning, nor an end. Yesterday is history - tomorrow is a mystery - today is a gift. -Elenor Roosevelt
So I thought I would just sit down and type some nonsensical bullshit in this blog thingie just to make myself feel important and to see if i really have anything to say but i guess i really dont so yeah...Here I am my ass in a chair after standing all day at's nice thoughts now turn to what will i drink tonight rum vodka whiskey...AHHHHH yes!!!! Whiskey it shall be with brisk tea i believe the poor mans long island ice tea...Isn't it funny how there is no tea in a long why call it tea??? and on that note .......bubye
When we're incomplete, we're always searching for somebody to complete us. When, after a few years or a few months of a relationship, we find that we're still unfulfilled, we blame our partners and take up with somebody more promising. This can go on and on--series polygamy--until we admit that while a partner can add sweet dimensions to our lives, we, each of us, are responsible for our own fulfillment. Nobody else can provide it for us, and to believe otherwise is to delude ourselves dangerously and to program for eventual failure every relationship we enter.
What Do Your Eyes Reveal About You?
You scored as Passion. You are very passionate whether that passion is good or evil has yet to be determined. You have great power over others and they seem to flock to your service. You are very competative almost to a fault. Perhaps you should let someone else win for a change?Passion100%Mysterious92%Diamond Eyes75%Eyes full of Pain75%What do your eyes reveal about you?(PICS!)created with
Rules Of Retail
I'm going to be helpful tonight because I'm feeling the Christian inside of me. Let me let you in on a few secrets of the rules of retail: 1-When you send a clerk to look for something for you in the back, they are doing one of these things: A- Taking a shit. B- Smoking a cigarette. C- Telling the other clerks how much of a douche bag you are. D- Rubbing one out (my personal favorite). 2- If you're being helped in the store and need to take a phone call because you're so fucking important, release the clerk from his duties and donít get pissed off when you finish your conversation 5 minutes later and they're gone. I'm not going to wait around for you to have an argument with your wife about the fucking casserole in the fridge. These people need to wear T-shirts that say, "Use condoms" on them. 3- Here are some more cell-phone wankers: these fucking blue tooth people. Come on now. Do you fucking people have any idea how ridiculous you look when you're walking around i
Once I Loved A Boy...
Once upon a time i fell in love with a boy he promised me the world i told him i was scared to start another relationship he promised he would never hurt me for awhile we were right for awhile i could sleep at night then one day we got into a fight day after day week after week we argued all the time i thought i would loss my mine i loved him so much but it hurt with every touch i tried to work through it i tried to ignore it i tried to stop it but i ended up drowning in it i let everything he did just be i knew he couldnt see how much it hurt me i felt that i had changed into something i hated the jealous type the dependent type the overbearing type i became the type of female that believed everything he said soon i started feeling like lead i just felt a heavy heart i didnt feel real smart so i did what i had to do for me i left the boy be i no longer feel the pain i no longer feel depressed or anxious or happy or sad or mad or dumb i dont feel anything i just feel numb
standing in a valley hidden from mortal view, surrounded by the mist of legend. the prying eyes of man wander here not. my mind slips to a time when man roamed free. visions of ancient battles flood the imagination. silence my only companion, i hear the rumbling of a distant storm. the mist swells, buckles, churning, as if I were in the mist of a witches cauldron. bursting forth, the thunder of hooves, flagging tails, flaming manes. I stand in the middle of the charging herd. disappearing as quickly as a whisper in the wind, I am left alone with my thoughts. many call this fantasy. I call it home. Patrick Maxey December8,2002
Learned Something New Lol
wow this came to a great suprise to me when i logged on today, not only did i FINALLY reach level 9 but now i get to do blogs AWSOME lol i seen where some one else on thier sight was doing them and wondered how they was able to and i wasnt, well now i know lol. I WANT TO GIVE A SPECIAL SHOUT OUT TO ALL MEH FRIENDS FANS AND EXPECIALLY MY FAMILY MEMBERS, MWAHAAAAA I LOVE U 2 PEOPLE ON HERE ID REALLY LIKE TO GIVE A VERY SPECIAL SHOUT OUT TOO 1 IS MEH HUSBAND( MWAHAA LOVE U BOO) AND THE 2 IS MEH SON MWAHAAAA LOVE U SWEETIE STAY CUTE).one thing that makes this sight great is that its 18+ i fully respect that, i mean ive seen alot of Adult picks on here of some of the guys hee hee hee wont point fingers or mention names but u know who u are :)> and well this is not the sort of things under aged kids should see for once im glad there is a place just for us adults where we can talk and share things and not have to worry about young eyes seeing things there not suppose to, yes i'll admit there
What Mythological Creature Are You?
FIRST I CAME OUT: You scored as Mermaid. Mermaid: Mermaids are also known as Sirens. These creatures were beautiful women who tricked sailors into becoming completely entranced by their haunting voices and found death soon after. Not all stories of Mermaids are about gentle loving sea people. They are mystical, magical, and extremely dangerous. They have a way about them that brings anyone they are around to seem enchanted. They are very mysterious creatures and to meet one... Would mean certain Death. Let the song of the Sea fill your soul, for you are a Mermaid.Mermaid100%Faerie92%Demon84%WereWolf75%Dragon75%Angel75%What Mythological Creature are you? (Cool Pics!)created with THEN I TIED FOR BETWEEN A FAERIE & A DEMON ::: grinz ::: You scored as Faerie. Faerie: Aren't you a cute little flying person? Faeries are earth spirits. They live among each element completely hidden. They have cousins called Pixies. Pixies however, are very mischevious. They enjoy tormenting

~~ Beauty of a Woman ~~ The beauty of a woman is not in the clothes she wears, The figure she carries, or the way she combs her hair. The beauty of a woman must be seen from her eyes, Because that is the doorway to her heart, The place where love resides. The beauty of a woman is not in a facial mole, But true beauty in a woman is reflected in her soul. It is the caring that she lovingly gives, The passion that she shows. The beauty of a woman With time, only grows..
this is me figuring out the blog thing. keen here's where Im gonna post things for people who actually take interest in me. also commenting on this shows me you care. hopefully you got my bullitin and know my fans and family are places for special people. thank you and have a nice day. dont get sodomized (unless you like it). also, if you want to talk to me on yahoo add your LC profile link to your yahoo profile. I have no memory.

TRUE FRIENDSHIP Are you tired of those sissy-ass "friendship" poems that always sound good, but never actually come close to reality? Well, here is a series of promises that actually speak of true friendship: 1. When you are sad -- I will help you get drunk and plot revenge against the sorry bastard who made you sad. 2. When you are blue -- I will try to dislodge whatever is choking you. 3. When you smile -- I will know you finally got lucky! 4. When you are scared -- I will rag on you about it every chance I get. 5. When you are worried -- I will tell you horrible stories about how much worse it could be until you quit whining. 6. When you are confused -- I will use little words. 7. When you are sick -- Stay the hell away from me until you are well again. I don't want whatever you have. 8. When you fall -- I will point and laugh at your clumsy ass. 9. This is my oath..... I pledge it to the end. "Why?" you may ask; "because you are my friend".
Ut Oh!
You scored as Gunshot. Your death will be by gunshot, probably because you are some important person or whatever. Possibly a sniper, nice, quick, clean shot to the head. Just beautiful.Gunshot87%Suicide73%Posion73%Bomb60%Natural Causes53%Accident47%Disappear40%Eaten40%Stabbed33%Cut Throat20%Disease7%Drowning
Fun New Feature...
This is just a great site, new features appearing often.. now if the trackz section would get finished, lol!! Ah well, soon enough I suppose!
My Trip To Alabama For A Firebird
My Trip To Alabama for My Firebird Well I thought I'd shar with yall in my first blog a Memory of mine from 2005, I had been wanting a Trans Am with T-tops for a while so I started lookin all over for one Ebay, auto trader and, I finally got a Message from a guy in Alabama sayin he had an 89 Firebird with T-tops, only bad thing was it was a V6. I immediatly began calling him and questioning him of the car and its condition, he too wanted a Knight Rider conversion, but had bought a V8 car to do it with so this one was just sitting, Well I had decided to fly there and drive the car back because he said it was in very drivable shape, Well I bought my plane ticket and left out at 8 am after I had gotten my income tax check in, the flight was fun as hell. I had to swap planes in New Orleans so I got to meet some interesting people there, and it seemed to go on forever. When I finally got to Montgomery, AL he was waiting for me at the gate, we immediatly departed for his h
Loose Change ~ The Truth About 9/11
-:¶:-:-:- Fighting for Peace is like Fucking for Virginity -:-:-:¶:- Look, I didn't want to sit there and watch an hour long movie about 9 - 11, not because I didn't want to know the truth but because it was just to painful to think our own governemnt would do this... Well I can assure you this video was worth every single second.... If ANYTHING You'll Walk Away With A Different Perspective & No It doesn't mean you aren't "American" as some would have you believe. "This film shows direct connection between the attacks of September 11, 2001 and the United States government. Evidence is derived from news footage, scientific fact, and most important, the Americans who suffered through that tragic day, First Hand. IT IS EVERYONE'S DUTY TO VIEW THIS FILM!" THE WEBSITE: I am sure as americans we can all make up our own mind... for the meantime here are the facts... after Ground Zero.
Anti Money Anti Hate...
haha yeah right anti money lol just the song i am listening to , gatta love the OLD marilyn manson stuff . for sure !! today was uneventful i went shopping and rode on a bus for an hour befroe my freind and i realized ,,, hey , we have been here before. i love having days off Lillith
Lord's Prayer For A Military Wife
Lord grant me the greatness of heart to see, The difference in duty and his love for me; Give me the understanding to know, That when duty calls he must go! Give me task to do each day, To fill the time when he's away. And Lord, when duty is in the field, Please protect him and be his shield. Amen My mom wrote this i think she did a great job, don't you?
What Mythological Creature Are You?
You scored as Angel. Angel: Angels are the guardians of all things, from the smallest ant to the tallest tree. They give inspiration, love, hope, and positive emotion. They live among humans without being seen. They are the good in all things, and if you feel alone, don't fear. They are always watching. Often times they merely stand by, whispering into the ears of those who feel lost. They would love nothing more then to reveal themselves, but in today's society, this would bring havoc and many unneeded questions. Give thanks to all things beautiful, for you are an Angel.Angel100%Mermaid83%WereWolf67%Faerie67%Dragon58%Demon17%What Mythological Creature are you? (Cool Pics!)created with
Lost Cell Phones
Cell Phones: What to do when your cell phone gets lost... What to do when your cell phone gets lost... Here is something worth knowing if you have a mobile phone ....Have you ever wondered why phone companies don't seem interested in trying to prevent the theft of mobile phones? If you have ever lost, or had one stolen, and if you are on a plan, you still have to pay the plan approximately up to 24 months, and you have to buy another handset and enter into another contract. This is more revenue for the phone company. There is a simple way of making lost or stolen mobiles useless to thieves and the phone companies know about it, but keep it quiet. To check your mobile phone's serial number, key in the following on your phone: star-hash-zero-six-hash (* # 0 6 #) and a fifteen digit code will appear on the screen. This is unique to your handset. Write it down and keep it safe. Should your mobile phone get stolen, you can phone your service provider and give them this code. They will then
Holy Crap I Just Figured Out How To Make Blogs....
I really dig writing blogs. It's one of my new favorite things. This has been the absolute high light of my day... okay... not really. I'm just really super bored. What is of importance???? hmmm... Paul and I have found a couple of really great drummers we're considering for the band. Paul really wanted to play drums, and he's a good drummer. I think it's a great idea, but he has tracks that he wants to sing on and that he wants us to duet on. It wouldn't be too bad if we found a drummer who could also kick ass at guitar so that they could just switch out during a set, but paul has a left handed set which makes it even more difficult. The old line up is pretty much out the door and we're just scratching everything and writing new songs. We are keeping "Ghost in the Machine" and maybe "Emerge". If you want to hear those check out his myspace Sweet shit. If you want to hear my crappy indie music it's just do it.
A Poem And A And Heartbreak
This is a poem i wrote last year at a time when i had fallen in love...accompanied by a very fitting picture..and a song..very aptly named....that for me had marked the end of the relationship...The Dragons Kiss Breath deeply the dragons breath, Lay back and breath it deeply, Thick golden threads of life, Opening veins long since sucked dry. The sweet kisses of magic, Coarsing now through the veins Hot, molten magic Melting a lifetime of pains. Metaphoric fingers, Tickeling.. caressing inside, Soon the life denied a spark Will have no where else to hide. Cold , grey complexion Being chased away by pleasure Warm , pink beauty returns, Brighter than dragons treasure And back full circle, Right back to the heart Now beating with pure ecstasy Slowly, oh so slowly the lips part... So breathdeeply the dragons breath, Lay back and breath it deeply, Thick , golden threads of life Opening veins long since sucked dry !Becimai 23rd nov 05 (copyright) Music Video Codes - MySpace Layou
You scored as Rocker, Mosher. Your A Rocker!Rocker, Mosher80%Goth75%Emo45%Chav, Townie, Rude Boy, Ned, Kev30%Skater30%Prepy25%Trendy25%What Group Are You? Chav, Rocker, Skater, Emo, Goth, Trendy, Prepy Ectcreated with Rawrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr!! ~x Anna x~
Hahahaha Whatever You Say...
You scored as Angel. Angel: Angels are the guardians of all things, from the smallest ant to the tallest tree. They give inspiration, love, hope, and positive emotion. They live among humans without being seen. They are the good in all things, and if you feel alone, don't fear. They are always watching. Often times they merely stand by, whispering into the ears of those who feel lost. They would love nothing more then to reveal themselves, but in today's society, this would bring havoc and many unneeded questions. Give thanks to all things beautiful, for you are an Angel.Angel84%Faerie75%Dragon67%Mermaid59%WereWolf50%Demon42%What Mythological Creature are you? (Cool Pics!)created with I'm extremely amused by this!! ~x Anna x~
An Awesome Day
Today I had 2 hours of work, than it was off to the 3rd Annual Tax Olympics (team building event). We started with a scavenger hunt that encluded treking several miles around Balboa Park. The clues were quite difficult but most of the teams did well. We played Volleyball and Dodgeball. We had a donut on a string eating contest and a relay race. My favorite part was during the relay race. The team captain had to stick their face in a bowl of whipped cream and chocolate sauce and get 3 worms out using only their mouth. The pictures after that were the best! I almost forgot to mention the food. They had the same business that comes out each year to make us food. Carne & Pollo asado tacos with cilantro, guac, and onions. They also made this thing called moola (spelling?) that had cheese and the tortillas were on top & bottom instead of wrapped around the rest. Let the weekend begin. We're going for a walk at the lake later and I'm really looking forward to the Spa on Sunday.

No this is true when i asked the family to pimp me so i can level up that day and some of the next day i went to everyones page and level them up this is the way it should be done not just cause certin???? people think they are special and cause they know the right person shit family is family we all should help each other out cause if we don't then who will help us??? the woman spoke the truth if someone wants to be pimped or whore out they should return the favor to the people who spent their time on their page i did to ladys pages and they never thought to return the favor so now i just fan,rate the profile and leaver a user message and if they return that then i rate and comment their pics cause now u got to admit that's a lot of work for these people not to return we all must treat each other the same u know after all we are ADULTS!!! hello!!!! thank u maria DONE POOF BEGONE ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ I wanna add somethin
Women Should Know
I think all the ladies out there need to know something. These are a few of my beliefs that I try to let all my female friends know: Your beautiful. And you should know and believe it. Beauty is not skin deep, it has nothing at all to do with appearances. Beauty has to do with the quality of one's soul, it comes from within. Your personality and character are what makes you beautiful, not your physical appearance. There will always be someone more physically attractive than you, however it does not take away from yours. Never hold yourself to someone else's standards, you can never live up to societies ideal of a perfect woman. Its your flaws that truly shine out your perfection. Be confident, hold your chin high and take the world head on. Confidence is what draws attention. Smile more often. The most beautiful feature of a woman is her smile, show it off. Don't ever let someone else bring you down. There will always be someone who will say bad things about you, ignore them. The on
How To Shower Like A .......
HOW TO SHOWER LIKE A WOMAN: Take off clothing and place it in sectioned laundry hamper according to lights and darks. Walk to bathroom wearing long dressing gown. If you see husband along the way, cover up any exposed areas. Look at your womanly physique in the mirror - make mental not e to do more sit-ups/leg-lifts, etc. Get in the shower. Use face cloth, arm cloth, leg cloth, long loofah, wide loofah and pumice stone. Wash your hair once with cucumber and sage shampoo with 43 added vitamins. Wash y our hair again to make sure it's clean. Condition your hair with grapefruit mint conditioner enhanced. Wash your face with crushed apricot facial scrub for 10 minutes until red. Wash entire rest of body with ginger nut and jaffa cake body wash. Rinse conditioner off hair. Shave armpits and legs. Turn off shower. Squeegee off all wet surfaces in shower. Spray mold spots with Tilex. Get out of shower. Dry with towe
Tnt Dvd...
MTM Music will release the new live TNT DVD, Live In Madrid, on September 22nd. It features original singer Tony Harnell playing one of his last shows with the band in Madrid, Spain on March 25th, 2006. The DVD features the live show, a tour documentary by Darren Paltrowitz, and features liner notes written by Harnell. The package also comes with an 82 minute live CD. Special features include bonus concert footage. Harnell commented about the release: "This DVD is dedicated to TNT fans around the world who have not had a chance to see the band live. I gave everything I had to give -- it was an emotional night for me as I said goodbye to this era of my life." The DVD and CD track list is as follows: 'Invisible Noise', 'As Far As The Eye Can See', 'Downhill Racer', 'A Fix', 'She Needs Me', 'Give Me A Sign', Guitar Solo, 'Caught Between The Tigers', 'Listen To Your Heart', 'Black Butterfly', 'Seven Seas', 'Forever Shine On', 'Fantasia Espanola', 'My Religion', '10,000 Lovers (In One)', 'I
Shout Out Pics
I want to know who can hold up a sign with my name on it and take a pic and post it here. Who is creative enough? Best one gets a nice gift!
Anais Nin And John Lennon
"Love never dies a natural death. It dies because we don't know how to replenish its source. It dies of blindness and errors and betrayals. It dies of illness and wounds; it dies of weariness, of witherings, of tarnishings." -- Anais Nin "Love is a promise, love is a souvenir, once given, it's never forgotten...never let it disappear." -- John Lennon
Have A Nice Weekend
wishing all my wonderful friends a wonderful weekend
Learning On Lost Cherry
Well, thanx to a new friend of mine, I got this blog thing started. What would I do without making friends? I'd be lost with everything. Ok I gotta go eat. I just wanted to get this blog ball rolling. Happy trails! T-Bone
The Inconsiderate Cellphoner
Recently Iíve noticed this new trend of the inconsiderate cellphoner. These assholes talk on their phones at the most inappropriate timesÖ Example 1: Watching TV. A few friends and I will be watching TV, and ďKimoísĒ cell phone rings. I assume that he will walk into the other room to take the call. Instead, he answers the phone while sitting on the same couch that we are all on. He then goes on for 5 minutes chatting away with god knows who. Thing is, I can barely hear the TV with all this jabbering going on next to me. So I turn the TV up, but that only makes him talk louder. Have a little courtesy for everyone else. I donít give a crap what you are talking about on the phone, but I cannot hear anything besides your conversation!!! AnnoyingÖ Example 2: Eating. Same scenario, Kimo takes a call while we are all eating. Politeness tells the rest of us not to talk while he is on the phone 2 feet away. But what the hell else are we supposed to do? Nothing, thatís what. Annoying
...for I Do Not Know
how wonderfull it i to hold him oretending we're lovers tangled in a prolonged embrace enjoying the dekicate sensations of soft kisses and long mornings the ciurse of our lives lived within one waking instance ending with the desecration of holy spaces and the opening of eyes he is a monday morning daydream a fantasy doomed at conception and i??? a hopeless romantic misaligned by common sense and complication die a thousand deaths everytime he looks away
Happy Friday! Tgif!
I hope everyone is doing well. I just wanted to give a quick shout to you all. I just got home with Ducky, and the kids. My day was good and bad. My best buddy, Stephanie told me she is leaving the advertising program. That saddened me, a bit. As usual, out money was running low and bank account was in the red. Luckily, a check for our stock came in the nick of time. LOL We just came home from Chilis. Triple Dipper is good! LOL Nothing much planned this weekend. I have to clean and designs ome roughs for an annual report layout. I guess I will take it easy, other than that. Next weekend, a photo shoot. Woot woot! I always have fun when working with Scott. How was your week? Plans for the weekend? Have a great night all. I am off to cuddle with Ducky. Toodles. Kisses all! by charmedpowers33
Saturday At Badabing!!
For I Love Him Lots
love is like this crazt unknown thing and as for me i love this guy a lot i shall not say a name and i shall not give a hint but he means the world to me and its amazing how much one person can have so much love for another and how with just one touch he sends u to heaven a friend i'll be to you and share each day and when youre blue, ill cheer you i want to run though fields,maybe hop and laugh sing to you and never stop myy love
Nicholas And Crystal, Sex
Bye, Mom. Bye, Dad. Crystal said, standing next to the front door as her parents walked out. Well be back in a few hours her mom replied as she closed the front door behind them. She watched anxiously through the peephole, waiting for them to pull out of the drive way and drive down the street. As soon as they did she picked up the phone. She dialed the number with sexual thoughts swimming all through her head. The phone rang twice before it was answered. Are they gone? the voice rang through the phone. Yes she replied. Ill be there in a minuet the voice said before a click and dial tone. Her body grew hot with the simple thought of him. Nicholas mounted his bike and pedaled as fast as he could down the street. He thought sweet lustful thoughts of her. He, however prayed that he wouldnt get an erection in the sweat pants he was wearing, at least not until he got to her house. She ran around the house tidying up a bit before slipping on her shortest pair of shorts and touching
Line In The Sand
So many times I have sat back and watched so many people on LC posting bulletins. Many of the posts that I have seen have been all out attacks against women on the LC. Calling women names like whore. Does putting labels on people make them feel empowered or a better person? I can understand that some people are concerned about this kind of content being exposed to thier children but LC is an adults only website so it really shouldn't be an issue. I can also understand the statement of people getting tired of seeing nothing but titts and ass all over LC. My thought on that one is if you don't want to see it just move on to something else, there is plenty of activities to keep you busy on LC. So why all the labelling and the trodding on others? Is this not America? Do we not have the right to express ourselves in what ever fashion that makes us happy? Does a woman choosing to express her sexual freedom and self love make her bad? Where does the line finally stop? For so many

Have you ever found someone that just took your breath away? And that every song you heard, made you think of them? When you weren't with that person you felt .. somewhat incomplete? When they came around, you got all those gittery little butterflies in the pit of your stomach. And when you were in the silence and nothing was said, you knew that no matter what ... things were going to be okay. It's the best feeling in the world. To know that you can love someone that much that it didn't matter what was going on around you!

I'm sure everyone has one of those "friends" that you tend to wonder and second guess that friendship. Right? Please tell me I'm not the only one!! Or do I just have the luck? Maybe? Well frankly I wouldn't call it luck. See these people perhaps aren't always happy about where they are in their life and you may just be up on that little cloud numbered 9 ... With a silver lining as well. So why is it that that person ALWAYS wants to bring you or someone else down with them? It's a question I've pondered for a while. If that person is so sad about their life why not FIX IT?!? You and you alone are the only ones who can fix whatever may be wrong in your life. So in the end, If you aren't happy with something. You can't count on everyone else to make it better for you. Grow some ovaries or balls - whatever the case may be - and face this thing I like to call reality.

So there's been so much going on. Too much maybe? All within a months time, we found out that my mom has/had breast cancer. I say has/ had because they removed her boob. So are we in the clear? Is she safe? Honestly, we have no idea. The docs told her last week she needed to go through Chemo. At first she was all good to go, but having the weekend to think about it, she's changed her mind. Without Chemo the chances of the cancer coming back is 68ven with Chemo the chanes of it coming back is 47 o is she better off without it? Knowing that she won't be sick? She won't lose her hair. It's all so draining and it's not even me going through it .....
My Brothers.
Are driving me up a wall. They've pretty much done everything in there power to try and kill me today. I think my wrist is broken. Son of a monkey bitch. Rawr. Im bored. Yes i am. Im gonna right a song about my day. Just havent decided what kind of song yet haha. I'm rambling now. People think im mad at them when im not. Im just having a bad few days. Tired of being lied to. Tired of hearing people talk shit on me. Tired of having my heart broken so yeah pretty much. Why'd you go and break something that was already broken < /3
Song Of The Day....
I usually do this on my MySpace profile, but seeing as I'm still at work, and they have MS blocked *ahem* I thought I'd do it here.....C ---------------------------------------------- Piss It All Away - Puddle of Mud What I feel It is real What I do It's the truth When I drink I can't think When I use I need more When you're weak I can't speak Close your eyes and Taste this wine The cork removed Less purified I throw away Everything that you say Erase everything That you fake What I feel It's a sin Tell the truth Do not lie Make a wish Will it come true One way streets One track mind Open up and See the light One million ways To hypnotize I throw away Everything that you say Erase everything That you fake Erase everything That you fake Piss it Piss it all away Piss it, piss it
Nekkie Pics
you didnt honestly think id put nekkie pics of ME on here did u? i mean lets face it if i did that..LC would never be the same again.....
Boys Only
well dis is my first blog entry and i dont know wat to really say i am just sittin here by myself cause everyone is gone and i am bored as hell so someone hit me up so i can talk

we got all the walls up at the hopuse we are building
I Wish...
to have a fuck buddy...applications can start here:
The Who Taken Sirius
Who to launch channel on Sirius By Sue Zeidler Thu Sep 14, 9:19 PM ET Legendary British rock band The Who is reaching out to a new generation of listeners. In addition to this week launching its first world tour in more than 20 years to promote its first new album since 1982, The Who, which rose to fame with rebellious hits such as "My Generation," said it will be hosting its own channel on Sirius Satellite Radio Inc. "The Who Channel," a commercial-free music channel, will launch on Sept 21. Sirius, a subscriber-based satellite radio provider, announced the new channel during a press event in New York attended by all current members of The Who. The Who has only two of its original members -- singer Roger Daltrey and guitarist and songwriter Pete Townshend. Two other original members, drummer Keith Moon and bassist John Entwistle, died in drug-related incidents. The limited-run channel will feature five decades of the band's music, exclusive interviews with band
Blind Eyes By Sana Kakkar
Lost in your love, this heart of mine Painted a picture in my eyes, Of you in very little time As perfect as the blue of the skies. It wasn?t something wise, As I meant nothing to you, But as you know, no rule applies To love and feelings that are true. Observantly and sharply I can see Details of every little thing... But blind when it comes to you and me Ignoring the truth that reality brings. You never noticed, so you will never know What you really mean to me The love in my eyes you chose to ignore Will always be here, no matter with whom you?ll be. While I keep watching you You looked for the one who was away Blindly I continue to love you Even though you are more aloof with every passing day. You can laugh, pretend; I know you want me not You can hurt me as much as you wish... These eyes only see goodness in you and you cannot Break this picture of my heavenly bliss. My eyes have been searching for you For over a lifetime... or even before M
If I Only Had One Friend Left By Krista Marie Mitchell
Everyone needs somebody to tell their secrets to. Someone who understands them, someone who's just like you. When no one seems to care, you always stick right by my side; When my world gets dark and confusing, I can count on you for my guide. We've experienced so much together, but we always make it through, Out of everybody in the world, I'm glad God gave me you. I know sometimes we argue over a stupid joke or lie, But no matter what, I can always be sure our friendship will never die. You've been there for me through thick and thin and have helped me through it all. When I have a problem or need your help, all I have to do is call. With you, my world is a better place and with you, my world is true; If I only had one friend left, I'd want it... to be you.
Joke Of The Day
Stick of Dynamite A large, powerfully-built guy meets a woman at a bar. After a number of drinks, they agree to go back to his place. As they are making out in the bedroom, he stands up and starts to undress. After he takes his shirt off, he flexes his muscular arms and says, "See that, baby? That''s 1000 pounds of dynamite!" She begins to drool. The man drops his pants, strikes a bodybuilder''s pose, and says, referring to his bulging thighs, "See those, baby? That''s 1000 pounds of dynamite!" She is aching for action at this point. Finally, he drops his underpants, and after a quick glance, she grabs her purse and runs screaming to the front door. He catches her before she is able to leave and asks, "Why are you in such a hurry to go?" She replies, "With 2000 pounds of dynamite and such a short fuse, I was afraid you were about to blow!"
Different Types Of Sex
Different types of sex SOCIAL SECURITY SEX: Two men were talking. "So, how's your sex life?" "Oh, nothing special.I'm having Social Security sex." "Social Security sex?" "Yeah, you know:I get a little each month, but not enough to live on!" LOUD SEX: A wife went in to see a therapist and said, "I've got a big problem,doctor. Every time we're in bed and my husband climaxes, he lets outthis ear splitting yell." "My dear," the shrink said, "that's completelynatural. I don't see what the problem is." "The problem is," shecomplained, "It wakes me up!" QUIET SEX: Tired of a listless sex life, the man came right out and asked his wife during a recent lovemaking session, "How come you never tell me when youhave an orgasm?" She glanced at him casually and replied, "You're neverhome!" CONFOUNDED SEX: A man was in a terrible accident, and his "manhood" was mangled and tornfrom his body. His doctor assured him that modern medicine could givehim back his
Best Friend? By Ileana Moreno
Best Friend? What is that? I no longer know. I thought I had a best friend- once, not too long ago. But some things happened, And now I do not know. Sometimes I miss him, yet again, I don't. I think and think and end up with this: How can he reject me because of something so childish- knowing he did something worse to me? He said he loved me, and that was His mistake. I said I wanted him and that, my friend, was My mistake. "Best friends," we called ourselves, God! it seems so fake. Because of the fact that best friends are suppose to never fade.
My Fridge
Ok guys I have to know who is writing the goofy shit on my Twice today i have seen the same thing and would like to know who put it. Please put your name on there if you put smoething on it. Thanks everyone!

on the way home i get the phone call that i have been waiting for... the guy i interviewed with on wednesday called me back today on my way home! i am one of his top 3 AND he called ME first. i'm so gonna get this job. he offered me a great wage and said this EXACTLY "don't take another job because you're probably going to hear back from me offering you to come work for me"...AGGGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! can you fuckin' believe it!!!! i am psyched!! i hope he picks me!!! keep up the prayin'!! omg it's workin'!!!
I Can't Even Describe This One...............
But i'll try to anyway. she's much so that, sometimes, she gives me a complex. she's sensitive...sometimes too much but that's part of who she is and i couldn't live without her being around me. she's crabby....and yet, i'd rather be around her than with 10 of the sweetest people i know. she's a smart cookie....very educated and she has the common sense to kick your ass when you need it instead of turning the other cheek just because you're friends. she's many comedians looking for a job already and she tries to be funny...and she's good at it too! she's the one person who will listen when you need an ear and try to help anyway she can. she's the most unselfish person i know but, at times, she's just as impatient as i am....which makes for a very interesting friendship! lol she's the one person you know in your heart will always be there for you no matter what....and she gives the kind of friendship that makes you feel empty when it's not there even if it
How I Fell...
hay everone just seeing how many of you all read this stuff...i have over 1800 freinds and i have rate all most all there pics and i have became there fan,in part i have been only rated around 200 times what gives???i take the time to do this for you and you cant take a few mins and help me ok what ever...i remember this place when i first joined and when i got a friend and helped them thay helped me...lets go back to that please.... just stop by and see if you have rated my profile if enty thing....thanks Playboy
Update On My Sis & Baby Angel
ok so she went to the meeeting yesterday n got good newz they sed that more than likely my sis can have jher baby gurl back and they cna live at her friend latonyazhouse n all that well today at the court hearing she got so ticke doff cuz da babyz daddy deihl showed up out of nowhere see he wunted a paternity test dun n if it provez hez da daddy witch we know he iz..he will do wutever it takez to get full custody of angel and keep mys isaway itz bull she belobngz w my sister not him and not n a foster home newayz mysis told da judge that she dont rust him with her cuz all he did wuz try to make her have an abortion plus kept ehr stressed out tryna make her miscarry he didnt wunt my niece 2 b born y should he get custody of her hell no thatz not right not one bit...newayz all i can do iz pray and have u all do da same so plz keep my family n ur prayez and pray that baby angel getz back w her mommy (my sis katrina) thank u SabbyCat
I Hate Shots!!
Well, went today for my 2nd round of my nerve block injections in my back... and if that wasn't bad enough.. the frickin nurse (male of course)couldn't get the iv in my hand.... now a have a nice bruise on my left hand, then he went to my right hand... of course, he had to dig there... couldn't get that one he then asked another nurse to do it... she tried on my right hand and couldn't get it either so she put it in my elbow ~ 4th time was a charm.. LMAO..... After that, I felt no pain... lol... I don't remember much after least time time I remembered bits and pieces, but not this time.... I just remember going home and going to
Imprisonment; enclosed, Left all alone, Slam the door & leave me, Completely shut me out, Shaking tears of sorrow, Screams of death from hell, Mournful adbandonment, In the eyes of the early light, Adrenaline scares from wall to wall, Seem everything but alright, Blood & sweat - for nothing at all, Mind floods with confusion, Tention cutting inside out, Fingernails dug deep in my wrist, Trying to stop me from my violent twist, Bite my lip - taste my own flesh, Shut my eyes tight, Anything to baracade this horrible night, Forget the harsh, judgemental words spoken, The forceful actions that left me broken, Never again will i play this role, Walk this line, And b/c of you - im left without a ticket, But i hold with me an awful fine. - Brittney Galbraith
I Believe
i believe that we dont have to change friends if we understand that friend change i believe that no matter how good a friends is, they are going to hurt you every oce in a while and you must forgive them for that. i believe that a true friendship continues to grow, even over the longest distance (the same for love). i believe that you can do something in an instant that will give you heart ache for life. i believe that it's taking a long time for me to become the person i want to be. i believe that you should always leave loved ones with caring words, it may be the last time you see them. i believe that you can keep going long after you think you cant. i believe that we are responsible for what we do, no matter how we feel. i believe that either you control your attitude, or it controls you. i believe that heros are the ones who do what has to bew done, regardless of the consequences. i believe that money is a cheap way of keeping score. i believe that me and my bestfriend c
-drug addiction tears streak down her face, tears of pain, her screams echo down the halls, the nurses run, the doctor is called, she needs to run, she needs to hide, hide from the pain, held deep down inside, all her dreams gone, all the things shes done gone wrong, she grabs the glass, shattered it falls, just like her dreams, she needs to run, she needs to fly, she has to get that wonderful high, she thaught it was fun - she thaught, she has no where to turn, no time to run, nurses grab her, throwing her down, slowly her heart stops to pound, this is what happens when no-one cares, no-one loves and no-one dares -Brittney Galbraith
Can U Help Me Out?
i am lookin for south psrk stoner pics and any other kool stoner pics if you got any or know were to go let me know thanks so much...
Getting ready early for halloween my youngest is going to be a whitch and me too i told her i would dress up like her taking pics and adding them to my profile when i get them done cuz my son is going to be scary too and my oldest and her friend are going to be dressed up too so when we get the pics taken i will put them on here and moving soon to a new palce soon so i might be off for a while i will update as to when that will be until then have a good one
life is too short to wake up in the morning with regrets. so love the people who treat you right. forget about the ones who don't. and belive everything happens for a reason. if you get a chance, take it. if it changes your life, let it. nobody said it'd be easy. they just promised it'd be worth it
I'll Be Back On Monday!!
Dear Cherry Readers!! I am going to my paintball thing this weekend... Its once a month!!! This is the weekend.. The new one is Oct.. 7th.. But you know what I am I cant go then!!! I have a wedding I am going to!! Pretty Wicked Sweet!! If you ask me!!! So.... Just drop me a line.. and or a comment!! I will gladly get back to you on monday!! Sending you some love from IN!! Jeannie!!
Pop My Bubble Wrap
Special Message 4 All My Friends
> SPECIAL MESSAGE > > GOD WANTED ME TO TELL YOU > Everything that is going wrong in your life today shall be well with you > this year. No matter how much your enemies try this year, "they will > not" succeed. You have been destined to make it and you shall surely > achieve all your goals this year. For the remaining months of this year > (2006), all your agonies will be diverted and victory and prosperity > will be incoming in abundance. Today God has confirmed the end of your > sufferings sorrows and pains because HE that sits on the throne has > remembered you. He has taken away the hardships and given you JOY. He > will never let you down. > I knocked at heaven's door this morning, God asked me... My child! What > can I do for you? And I said, "Father, please protect and bless the > person reading this message"... God smiled and answered... Request > granted. > > If you believe this message, send it to seven persons and the one who > sent it to you. > By d
If I Told Crystal R. Hinson
If I told you I loved you, would you push me away? Or would you let me fall into your arms, where, forever, I would stay? If I told you I needed you, would you feel the same? Could you let me need you everyday, forever and eternally? If I told you I hated you, would you believe the words I say? Would you turn your back on me and leave me alone to pray? If I told you I was crying, would you be right by my side, to put your arms around my shoulders until the feelings pass me by? If I told you everything, could you still feel the same? Now that you know exactly who I am, would you still be mine to claim? If I told you...
Goin Goin Gone
Yeah its time once again for me to head Just wanted to post this here so all my friends...well the ones that come and check my page out...will know that i am gonna be gone for about a month, I hope they dont get rid of my page. Gotta play the whole Army thing and so starting on Monday the 18th til about the 13th of October I will be gone...Damn gonna miss Oktober Fest again, what a kick in the ballz eh!!!!
what is time but an illusion? Nothing. time was created by people to try to comrehend the roatation of the universe we still have no true way of tellin time the notion that anybody can predict the the world rotation is rediculse consider the fact that the world changes every second of everyday the gravity of the universe changes just as often witch affects human emotions as well
Feelings of confusion, Depression, Uncertainty, Where do i belong? Where do i go? What do i do? Pick up the phone, No one to call, What would i say? Get outside, No where to go, No one to see, Deep inside, Is the urge to scream, At what? Trapped, No escape, Have the need, The want, The desire, For release- For freedom -Brittney Galbraith
One By C. Roberts
Before you, there was just one heart, Ever searching, always reaching, never finding. Before you, there was just one soul, Ever seeking, always yearning, never resting. Before you, there was just one thought, Ever striving, always wanting, never fulfilling. Before you, there was just one life, Ever planning, always hopeful, never complete. Before you, there was just one hope, Ever lasting, always fleeting, never achieved. Before you, there was just one dream, Ever longed for, always missed, never believed. Then you found me, on wings sent from above. You taught me life's greatest lesson; When two hearts merge... it's Love. But Love's just a concept when all is said and done. While on the surface two hearts beat, Only true Love... makes us one.
Warped &twisted
Harsh words & violent blows, Hidden secrets that nobody knows, Eyes are open, hands are fisted, Deep inside im warped & twisted, So many tricks & so many lies, Too many whens & too many whys, Nobodys special, nobodys gifted, Im just me, warped & twisted, Sleeping awake, choking on a dream, Listening loudly, to a silent scream, Call my mind, the numbers unlisted, Lost in someone so warped & twisted, On my knees, alive but dead, Look at this invisible blood ive bled, Im not gone, my mind has drifted, Dont expect much, im warped & twisted, Burnt-out, wasted, empty & hollow, Todays just yesterdays tomorrow, The sun died out, ashes sifted, Im still here warped & twisted -Brittney Galbraith
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Love Is Like A Circle By Linda Santiago
Love is like a circle round and round it goes the ones that win at love are the ones who take it slow patience is the key that make them have control who will win our tender heart and capture our soul they love us from a distance they never give to much they become irresistable with their kind and gentle touch they never ask to many questions but we volunteer the information anyway they are experts in the game of love and know the rules to play they're humble and courteous modest and kind of shy you wonder if what they say is true and never catch them in a lie you'll never know how they feel no matter how you try the more that you assume the more they deny they're not the type of person you would consider for a date but somehow you become interested when your the one that they made wait...

so this is what is the new thing or i am just the last one to see this:) well to all who might read this:) thsnk to all the new freinds and fans ihave :) you all are great :) hope you all have a great weekend :) muaa i am glad you all like the pic i have:)
It Took Knowing You By Selena Rae
It took meeting you to finally understand what love... isn't It took holding your hand to realize... imitating pleasure only causes hideous pain It took reading your smile... to believe my self-worth wasn't based on how much you cared It took tasting your lips... to comprehend that lies are most often dipped in sweet honey It took reaching out for your soul to grasp the knowledge that pain is inevitable It took handing you my heart to know deep inside that... you will never know the feel of a true love For you, yourself, are incapable of giving such a treasure...

Unpayable Imprisonment; enclosed, Left all alone, Slam the door & leave me, Completely shut me out, Shaking tears of sorrow, Screams of death from hell, Mournful adbandonment, In the eyes of the early light, Adrenaline scares from wall to wall, Seem everything but alright, Blood & sweat - for nothing at all, Mind floods with confusion, Tention cutting inside out, Fingernails dug deep in my wrist, Trying to stop me from my violent twist, Bite my lip - taste my own flesh, Shut my eyes tight, Anything to baracade this horrible night, Forget the harsh, judgemental words spoken, The forceful actions that left me broken, Never again will i play this role, Walk this line, And b/c of you - im left without a ticket, But i hold with me an awful fine. - Brittney Galbraith
Guess By Bob Dean Brokaw
Can you guess who I am? I've been around everywhere. Some people can't ever see me, but they know when I am there. There really should be more of me, so they could keep me night and day. Maybe they would spread me around, as they go their merry way. I'm probably the nicest thing, some people will ever see. Whenever I enter them, they don't want to get rid of me. I'm never hiding, yet everyone looks for me. If they would open up their hearts, I'd be very easy for them to see. Now I was put here on this earth, by our Father up above. If you haven't found me, Always keep looking.... I am LOVE.
Fairy Tales By Margaret Marr
Once upon a time I believed in Cinderella and Prince Charming The Frog Prince Beauty and the Beast Once upon a time I believed in Rapunzel and the King?s Son Sleeping Beauty Snow White and the Seven Dwarfs Once upon a time I believed in Our Love Lasting Through Eternity Once upon a time I believed in Fairy Tales
A Prayer For You By Nagaparvathy Naga
Every word you say counts, Printing into the corners unknown. Every smile of yours lingers, Into the deep 'withins' of the heart. Every time you come and stay, Makes life but a child's play. Every reply you give, Makes me close my eyes and pray. Wanting to see you happy, always. Wanting to share your pain away. Wishing to be there, Where you just need a friend to stay and hear. As you walk by me... brushing me off like a faint breeze, You leave me looking lost ! With a feeling to last forever, Quietly, I say a prayer. Saying all I can, for a friend so wonderful! Treasuring together our precious gift, we hold so close, and say - "Never to part, Our World of FRIENDSHIP..... FOR TOGETHER WE HAVE TO STAY" !!!!!
Ok this is my first blog and im just here letting anybody who cares know I am going into surgery on tuesday 9-19-06. Im slowly getting nervous, and anxious and scared but I will be starting a whole new healthy life. For now im a big girl of fat chick or bbw or whatever you prefer to call me but I will soon be very different. Im hopein for the best and that everything goes ok. Thanx for careing :o)
My 6 Things
ok are my 6 (should have been 50) things 1.I can"t stand to see or hear anyone touch their teeth to a fork (spoon)or even do it myself.And anyone who eats with their mouth open, crunches or slurps risks death! 2.Colors! I have to have bright colors on my walls..extreme ones..greens ,oranges , yellows. And it has to be the right shade. The wrong shade will send me back to the paint store in tears to buy another one. 3. I have to have the tv on while im sleeping. Not just any thing will do, it has to be something im interested in watching even if i fall asleep in 3 minutes. Works wonders to drown out all the voices! 4. The toilet paper HAS to roll off from the top! Dishes HAVE to be rinsed 3 times. Every thing HAS to be in its place! Yes im a neat freak! 5. I'm a hermit. I hate leaving the house. If I had someone to do my shopping and stuff , I'd never leave. 6.I have "restaurant phobia" Unless its a place I'm used to..I'm not goin! Come to think of it wa
Without Me!!!!!
If tomorrow starts without me, And I'm not there to see, If the sun should rise and find your eyes all filled with tears for me; I wish so much you wouldn't cry the way you did today, While thinking of the many things, We didn't get to say. I know how much you love me, As much as I love you, And each time that you think of me, I know you'll miss me too; But when tomorrow starts without me, Please try to understand, that an angel came and called my name, And took me by the hand, And said my place was ready, In heaven far above, And that I'd have to leave behind all those I dearly love. But as I turned to walk away, A tear fell from my eye, For all my life, I'd always thought, I didn't want to die. I had so much to live for, So much left yet to do, it seemed almost impossible, that I was leaving you. I thought of all the yesterdays, The good ones and the bad, I thought of all that we shared, And all the fun we had. If I could relive yesterd
I Can't Let You Go... But I Must By Sinamyn Lee Mistweaver
I'm sorry, i love you and I'm so sorry. You opened eyes that were never meant to see. You let me taste lips that i was never meant to kiss. You will always be my Avatar, you will always be my Lord, but I love you too much to lust after you. You will forever be my messenger to passion, and though i will hate myself for it, though i will hate you for it, i can't let you take me there, i can't let you kiss me, i can't let you hold me when it makes me feel so much, when i know that it's only for tonight. I'm sorry, I love you, and I'm so sorry. You came to me, you let me seduce you with little more than a few unspoken words, and, yet, you seduced me in silence. You kiss me, do you kiss her like that? No, don't answer me, answer yourself. You say my friendship is important to you, but you can lie to her, can you lie to me? I'm driving myself crazy, I can't eat, can't sleep, can hardly breathe. I'm sorry,
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Once Upon A Time... By Angelofxtc
Once upon a winter's night, I laid in bed and held you tight. You looked at me with open eyes, the color of the evening sky... "Soon will come a day, my love, I'll watch over you from high above... Don't shed a tear, no need to cry, my love for you will never die." The only thing I wanted was the only thing you couldn't give... Although my love was strong enough I knew I couldn't make you live... To face another bitter day, Dreaming that somehow you'd stay, I couldn't make you understand you slipped out of my tiny hands... Life in bloom, beside the rain old love letters help ease some pain, all that's left, some shirts, some pants, some boxed up memories... "What is God's plan ?" I pray each night for God to help me see... and to understand, "why?" he took my guardian angel from me...

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