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New Poem For A Friend
"BLUE EYED ANGEL" THE BLUE EYED ANGEL, THE girl that everyone grows to love, The girl that everyone enjoys sharing their feelings with, The girl that everyone grows to love, The girl that everyone trusts with their secrets, The girl that everyone grows to love, THE BLUE EYED ANGEL, She is very trustful, She is very honest, She is very beautiful, She is very Modest, She truly is georgeous, THE BLUE EYED ANGEL, She is an amazing person, She has a great personality, She has a very good sense of humor, She is very caring, She is a great friend, THE BLUE EYED ANGEL, One I would love to meet, One I would love to greet, One I would love to treat with respect, One I would love to show I am not a player, One I would love to show I am a good guy, THE BLUE EYED ANGEL TRULY IS THAT, A BLUE EYED ANGEL FROM HEAVEN, Her beautiful red hair is like the morning sunrise, and the afternoon sunset its simply amazing, Her eyes are like the Rainbow no one
River Of Strength
we can do this all again the dance of disrespect the pains of nothing said the worries of neglect pull me up and tie my hands and leave me to bleed the last ray of sunlight falls and shines upon your greed your selfishness your pillar of strength your numbness your content ive risen above this all my time has been well spent I will never return to the sea of the dead the river of the damned the place where all things are seen but are never ever said
We Is Friends....
We is FRIENDS! Me And You Is Friends You Smile, I Smile. You Hurt, I Hurt. You Cry, I Cry. You Jump Off A Bridge I'm Gonna Miss Your E-Mails
Paths Of Desire
I have traveled the paths of desire Gathering flowers and carrying fire Raising a grave to the reasons behind me Looking for strength as you live to remind me I'm drawn to you I'm caught in you I am the fly who dreams of the spider The path to the web becomes deeper and wider I dream of the silk that is tangled inside you And know that I want to be somewhere beside you I'm drawn to you I'm caught in you In your eyes, all of the promises All the lies Will you keep all of the promises In your eyes? I am crossing the bridges of sorrow Empty with yearning and full of tomorrow The river is wide and the bridges are burning I know I've been hurt but I keep on returning I'm drawn to you I'm caught in you I have traveled the paths of desire Following smoke and remembering fire The night is falling the path is receding I don't need to see it to know where it's leading In your eyes, all of the promises All the lies Will you keep all of the promises In
One Of My Sex Stories
warning this is an adult story :) The Spa I get home from a long day at work and find you in the spa. I hurry to get changed and join you. You are wearing that one peice suit I love on you so much. I pull you onto my lap as we kiss and cuddle. I slowly let my hands roam your your body enjoying both the feel of your body and the warm bubblering water. As I kiss you one hand cups our breast as I drop the other over your belly going lower till its on your swimmer glad pussy. I hear you let out a small moan as I rub your nipple as Im kissing your neck. I slowly pull the swimmers down over your sholders so that your breasts are exposed to the water and my sight. I play with your nipples making them harder then they were before. I stand you up to fully undress you. I pull the swimmers down over your hips then down your leps as you giggle. I kiss your belly and nipples again before asking you to sit on the edge of the spa. You sit there legs wide. I place one leg over my sholde
Kay Motherfuckers
If one more person asks to see my private album Im going to hunt them down go to their house and tear their spinal chord out their asshole and beat them repeatedly with it k thanks
A Poem
Mindless Self Indulgence- Tornado
A Few Short Ones
What's Up
hey everyone, i'm lookin for some people to kill time with and chill....anybody in the south hit me up!! peace out y'all
Boner Jams 2003
David: I'm not gay I'm just celibate. Cal: I think? I mean, that sounds ga- I just want you to know this is like the first conversation of like three conversations that leads to you being gay. Like... there's this and then in a year it's like, "Oh you know, I kinda wanna, ya know, get back out there but I think I like guys" and then there's the big, "Oh I'm I'm a gay guy now". David: You're gay for saying that. Cal: I'm gay for saying that? David: You know how I know you're gay? Cal: How? How do you know I'm gay? David: Because you macramed yourself a pair of jean shorts. Cal: You know how I know *you're* gay? You just told me you're not sleeping with women any more. David: You know how I know that you're gay? Cal: How? Cuz you're gay? and you can tell who other gay people are. David: You know how I know you're gay? Cal: How? David: You like Coldplay. You know how I know that you're gay? Cal: How? David: You like the movie "Maid in Manhattan". Cal: You kno

Today Today was a good day, A new start for me. Today was a good day, now I'm feeling free. I've got to jump on while I still can, don't look back & keep with the plan.

"A DREAMERS FATE" Living a dream a night mare too. Remembering a sadness of believing in you. Lonely inside the long hours pass. Sexual tention and kissing your ass. Who do you think you are? Do you think I'm always going to be here? Just like a dream or a nightmare Just like I thought you cared. I feel you so close your part of my soul. Then you turn your head away As if to say... I'm the one who's cold. Turn on then turn off a memory thats been made. Shut up then shut down as the dreamers world fades. BY: Jennifer Fischer

"OUR PAST" You came to me a toy, Just a puppet on a string, something for me to play with, just a meaningless thing. Having you in my life, love swept me away. I know I should let you go, but I only want you to stay. Now, much has changed, eachday I love you more. Now I can't tell you how much, because you walking out the door. From friend to lovers, we moved through it so fast. But now that it's all over, we can only call it our past. BY: Jennifer Fischer

"dry eyes" my eyes are dry now, I cry for you no more. I've learned to get over you. I've shown your heart the door. I can move on now, even tho the pain is still there I can smile again, in just knowing that you cared. My eyes can see clearly. without these tears in my eyes. I can be happy, just to be alive. Dry eyes By: Jennifer Fischer

" Be Gone" Someone help me, for I can't help myself. I'm trapped in this memory of you & I, and it's pure hell. I'm held fast in believing that you still care for me, but I know in my heart, That you set me free. I'm a woman on the edge. A tourtured soul I am. All I wanted was to love you, but you never gave a damn. I need to break away from you. But, how I do not know. I need to heal my heart, without your heart in tow. I have to get away from what I feel inside. I need to lose your smile that hides inside my mind. I wish I could leave myself, to get you away from site. cause I can't seem to get you to leave, even tho I try with all my might. Be gone you heartbreaker. be gone from my soul. Be gone from my memories. I just can't love you anymore. By: Jennifer Fischer

I am like fire. You may warm your heart and warm your soul. but never get to close....... ... because you will get burned. Fire can be a wonderful thing if you are careful, but it can be the worse nightmare that any lover knows. It can be dangerous to think that you can fool it with a few tears and a little love... For tears will only calm it for a moment and then once again the fire will blaze into a beautiful, yet untouchable but passionate beauty. Yes, I am like fire. Unlike any fire you have ever known. and I have warned you. I can seem to be warm and intice you to come and take a closer look. For you to come and get warmer...inviting you into my sizzling hell. Yes I am like fire. My blood pulses thru my veins , burning my love away from yours and teasing you into believing it's alright to love me... to touch me... so dangerous.... I am fire. Written by: Jennifer R.A. Fischer
??just A Question??
Has anyone ever ended up havin feelings for sumone that you've never met? I mean this is the first time, so im not sure if what im feeling is normal? What do you think?
Mother Up In Heaven
Dearest mother up in heaven, I know God has you in his hands. But the last three years have been hard on me, without you here to help me understand. You were always there to help me, you would never let me down. You believed in me when I didn't, without making the slightest sound. I want to tell you I love you. I want to see you face to face. But I know God had a plan, When he took you into his grace. I know that you are watching me, I hope I've made you proud. And I will always be thinking of you, When I see your face pass in the clouds. Written by: Jennifer Fischer I wrote this for a friend of mine from myspace so his mother could use it in the newspaper.
Fuck It
Song-Fuck It By: Danny-Bob Dude You told me you love me You told me you care Today I am having the wrost day Are you going back to him I thought we were getting closer each day that goes by This is just bullshit I just might say fuck it And try to move on I don't know want to go a day without knowing that I can't be with you I love you I care for you I just want us to be happy So fuck it Fuck it Fuck it I cant do any shit So fuck it I don't like not being able to be with you like we used to So fuck it Fuck it As I was listening to music I always think of you I don't think I can make it without being with you Fuck it Fuck this Fuck that I think we should be together no matter what people say We love and care for each other There is so much more for us to learn We had so much fun I hope you do come back to me I hope you can realize how much I care and love you So fuck it Fuck it Fuck it I just be lonely and get fucked up I could never mov

This is great...if you read this you rock...if you don't fuck you...hahah that makes no sence...have a great day
Darkness Revealed
Awakened from a deep slumber I am acutely aware of a presense around me. As a veil of opaque obsidian falls from atop my eyes I glance to the the left...and see nothing. I wipe the slumber from my dark eyes and search again to no avail. I call to my heightened sense of hearing and lay still, but alas hear nothing but the precise ticking of the clock on the opposite wall. I rise to sit on the edge of my bed throwing the comforter aside and reach for my robe to cover my nakedness from whomever may be present. Its fine silk feels cool on my pale skin immediately hardening my darkened nipples revealing themselves through soft cloth. My legs dangle over the side with my toes barely able to touch the floor. As I lean forward, my feet outstretched reaching for my slippers I feel a slight tingle on my neck as if a cool breath brushed over my skin. I turn quickly and again, nothing is visible. I walk to the balcony doors and pull apart the draperies now that the sun has set...r
im so dam bored im always so bored sigh
Save Me From The Fog
Exhaustion creeps in like a fog Heavy eyes...heavy mind Breaks in time unrealized Hands of time to unwind. The fog doesn't dissipate Images few and far between Just as quickly as they appear They are gone sight unseen. Sleep doesn't come easily Words heard and jumbled Tasks left undone Wishes made though mumbled. Time goes on uninterrupted Unattached though it may seem Actions occur without involvement Am I there or do I dream? Nerves raw overly sensitive Emotions change in waves Is this sleep I need so badly Or intervention that saves? Tears they do come easily Words shoot out in ire Reaction swift yet unfounded Apologies they do require. Curling up within myself I block the whole world out Freedom from pain or hurt I seek Is sleep the only route? I immerse myself within the fog Nowhere to be found By those I hurt with unsaid words Unintentionally round and round. Is it really exhaustion Or some manifestation A means of escape From sa
Flip Of The Switch
Flip of the switch smiles and laughter... Flip of the switch depression and tears. Listen to the sirens jump to her feet Listen to the sirens Surpress all their fears. Flip of the switch her profession no longer Flip of the switch the tradition is broken. Great Grandad & Grandad and Daddy so brave "The family so heroic" Shall no longer be spoken. Flip of the switch she curls up in the darkness Flip of the switch she sits all alone. The pit of her being a large gaping hole Solice sorely lacking new sirens atone.
Through Black Colored Glasses
He walks in a daze Content in his bleakness Knowing what's really there Yet denying it's existence A time once spent living a cold and dark life Not seeing what's really there Looking through black-colored glasses Is it a coward's way of life to live as a turtle not facing adversity but retreating into himself Comfort and warmth among friends their care and concern undeniable A much better road to be taken when travelled, not seen through black-colored glasses.
Mindless Self Indulgence- Bring The Pain
Sweet Black Angel
She keeps me inside her black wings and holds me close knowing im in pain and tends to my wounds offering herself to me taking the darkness from my cold eyes and bringing warmth to my body again I love her and never want to leave her grasp she promises it will always be like this she will always care for me forever in her black wings
Why Men Lie???
1. insecurity 2. lack of equipment below 3. the lie is the image of the life they want 4. because they cant help it, it comes second nature.
To Be Lovers
To be lovers would be Great, To be lovers would be wrong, Because their love is just to strong! To be lovers would be Glorious To be lovers would be a mistake, Beacuse of what they might miss take. To be lovers would be Splended To be lovers would be Stupid, Beacuse we left it up to Cupid. To be lovers would be Magnificent! To be lovers would be to Error, Because it would bring so much terror. To be lovers would be Georgous To be lovers would be Horendous Because the pain would be to tremendous Unfinished! lol sorry got busy with something else!
A Night
a night like any other a place near here a nervous glance an excited stare the feeling of hope the possibility of a new beginning a ray of hope a new friend to make you feel good to love you for who you are and never be misunderstood its possible to find i truely believe a person thats kind a new love to ease the mind
A slave of passion youll always be to me like a pawn or puppet youll beg for me darkened lips and sexy dress pull you close and youll confess that i can do as i please youll shake and tremble with weak knees ill do everything i can to make you scream for me again a slave of passion youll always be to me
I'll Keep In Touch
it wont be easy and i wont get to do it all the time but i will keep in touch .. the owner of this computer is moving so i will try to stay in touch at the library but just in case i cant.. hotmail and my space is my other emails... and xbryanxx@hotmail.. when searching for me in my space.. love ya all..( and the one who knows becuase we talk alot about us I LOVE YA THE MOST BABE :)...
Circle Of Blood
With the darkened hands of time and a circle of blood I take a sip and ease my mind a hypnotic flood a certain color that cant be explained only power remains i want it to feed my hunger it cant be tamed your flesh can cool my wounds just say my name Like a cat in the dead of the night howlin out in pain Like the eve of burning fires I live in vain only you can shine a light a newborn ,a beggars delight crawl to you in hopes you find what it is i need from you It died long ago left to drift away claim my life for the fire that remains there each day
The One No One Sees
hiding behind a wall of stone, blackened soul skin and bone severed ties from human life, to the demons come a new wife living secret solitaire , red eyes and snake hair crawling hiding in the night , spitting fire just for spite sitting ,watching, waiting here , living but not a care clever ,secrets, new beginning , melted mind warp room is spinning , alone you left him in the dark, left to die without a spark, sad he sits there all alone blackened soul skin and bone.
Call On Me
I feel you near i hear you breathe like the wind in the dead of night come call on me i crawl to you and step inside a hand upon your cheek trembling deep inside I touch your skin and pull you close I want to hear you whisper to me all the things you want from me clever is the one who knows my name setting up the lines are drawn building the wall of shame a gentle touch a warm embrace is it the kiss of death coming from your pretty face I can see in you what it is I want im the one the son of redemption crawlin up to give in to you
My Soul Remembers
My soul remembers what my heart can not, for if it would, it would fall apart. Into a million pieces it would go, and out the tears would just flow and flow. As the heart ache would just grow and grow, even though i can still remember the good times, Maybe i could have seen the warning signs. But i can only dream of the time that could have been, And now can not. Because of them! They took them! And i knowthey wanted to stay. This tragedy could have been spared. If someone would have opened their heart and showed they cared. If someone would have just dared. If someone would have given advice. Or maybe if they could have been there, They didn't have to be presise. Mineutes before they decided to take there own lives. To jump, Pull the triger, Pop that one last pill, Or that one last momentbefore they decidedto give up. To let out that last breath of Air, When the water would envelope them. Before the whole world turned against them And there was no turnning back!
me haha :P
the smell of cigerette smoke and stale beer the wooden floor creaks as i walk in drums and guitars check one two I plug in get sound and tune adjust my strap and take a swig of beer im ready its hard to see with the lights shining i make out a couple familiar faces I reach back and grab the bottle on my amp I take a big drink from it tastes like licorice one more deep breath and the click of sticks this is where i leave myself behind for awhile "head on down to 9th street gal let's go out kickin with the boys and the gals wear your dress and bring my ring someone's gonna get it aint gonna be me...."
Day In The Sun
some call it love I call it suicide death of love is a thing you cant hide lonely nights with empty arms sad and weakened blood stained palms sit and watch the world alone like a razor cuts it to the bone someone out there to take it away wipe the tears and cure the pain even when you find a friend all good things then must end and happiness replaced by pain and life becomes hard again enjoy your day in the sun reality has not begun you think you may have found the one setting up to be stung it never works as it should and nothing ever stays good so wipe away the blood filled tears save me from this lonely year
well things went ok tonight it was weird someone came in to work just to tell me goodbye bc he was leavin to get on the plane to go home back to poland...i was very suprised. it was nice tho...ok besides that not much goin on really car still not workin right and still no money but hey it will get better right??? lol well i guess thats all for me some luv jessi.
Late Night
do you think of me when youre alone do you want me close to you do you ever tell me how you feel and let me know the real you are we just friends or is it more lust or love again I can be the man you want if you Just let me in late at night when youre by yourself and thoughts run thru your head sleep the sleep of the just and ill be back again fantasy or reality that is up to you Ill be here all night long waiting for you
Some Poetry
Well like 90% of the blogs seem to be random poetry.. Some of it is actually their own. AT any rate, I figure I'll jump on the band wagon and post some of my poetry and also throw in good one liner! Guarenteed to romantisize any woman! Roses are Red Violets are Blue Damn it I'm Hungry Now go Fix me Some Stew Twinkle Twinkle lil star Where the hell is the nearest bar Rub a dub dub get your hot ass in the tub More to come as I feel like puttin em up! Enjoy those for now
Ink Of Tomorrow
left in the dust ashes of tomorrow settle in upon my mind the soul of redemption the pain of consumption never whole again my arms are covered with the ink of tomorrow will you be mark number four as the claws dig in a view under my skin youll be left at the door no time to listen to your mindless chatter and the musing of selfishness leave me be take what you can strip me again leave me for all to see the days grow long never right always wrong the eyes of my soul youll never see
Pillow Of Dreams
close your eyes and forget about me shut the door to your heart forget the things i make you feel forget what can never start leave me to waste away getting closer each day to the time when you no longer care maybe a thought once in a blue moon with a few moments that you can spare ive lived a million moments with you in my head and I always will ill be old and broken on my death bed always thinking of you I think in another life we were together as one we met in a field in a far away land our smiles as bright as the sun I lay my head on this pillow of dreams and the tears burn my face I have so many words to say how I feel time and distance erase a heart that can love is both blessed and cursed and it can make the nights so long I think im done trying to make it thru life I think that I am done
Always My Savior
you have always been my savior I let loose of the pain again and again how does it feel to be choked by the stroke of my pen again and again each time i write let the world see whats in me each night never to be stopped because even when im dead someone will remember and think and keep it in their head you have always been my savior you keep me from leaving and keep me believing that its all worth it and it will be ok the savior the one to bring me thru each day in my head all day and night sometimes hidden and out of sight and then when i need you you suddenly appear always my savior to take my fear
loveable smart fit
Wondering Do They Eating Shit??
Myspace Funny Pictures that's wife and husband for their lunch times or snack times?
Dead Roses
When a star falls from the sky, it brings back memories of you and I, when the wind blows I hear you callin' my name, but then I turn to face the world again, it's all mixed up in shades of blue, all these dead roses and memories of you, they go spinnin' round inside of my head, like petals of the roses sometimes I wish I were dead.
Dear Mommy!
Ok for thosewho read my Poems! I would Love feed back! and if you wish to copy it Please Just let me know all I ask is that MY name remain on them! Dear Mommy, It's early yet the month is one, and though you cann't see I have just begun. I'm small yes, I don't have to hide. I'm just a seed deep down inside. Four weeks later the month is Two i am still a part of you. Mommy, you'll love me just waite and see. I'll make you so proud of me.Time has passed the month is three, now i am someone you can see.My hair is blond my eyes are brown, Mommy you'll love having me around! Now I'm growing the month is going on four. I hope and pray that I will stay in your womb til the big day. But, now I am gone... the month would be five Mommy killed me.. I am no longer alive! Abortion, is the name they give it takes your life before you live it.I wanted to be, the month would be Six.It's already been done and cann't be fixed. She'll never forget me in her head, the
Golf is supposed to be the great equalizer & the perfect way to ruin a good walk. I'm a "whack-fuck" golfer...I address the ball, hit it "whck" "FUCK!!!!!" Golfers yell "fore" before driving the ball. I think it must have something to do with the fact that its foreplay on the course...... Let's face it, we know at least one ball's gonna get whacked
Wow ...
Oh my dear gawd.. Cherries, i was just at the bar and it was the regular crouwd usually out there and i just couldnt get it through my skull of something , how skanky this "woman" well really shes a ditch pig is . Making out with one guy and jumping on the other than going back to the other one ! what the fuck and the guys dont care ... i guess i dont understand the ways of the skank cause well lets face it i am not ... anyone wanna enlighten me ? Lillith
When I reflect upon my life, and all the lives and hearts I've touched, I cannot help but to wonder why, why I haven't wondered much. And all the while I'm wondering my own life is shaped and changed, all of those about me are faces, just faces, reflections without names.
Take Me Away
Take me away to a land across the sea. You can leave me there coz you know that I'll be fine. Take me, take me, take me away from here love me, hold me what makes these moments so dear? I love you more then ever before when you wrap your arms around me, I get lost in your stare please tell me how you want me, I just love the warmth in you the beating of your heart, tell me what can I do to make this forever to ensure that we'll never part, take me, take me, take me away from here, love me, hold me, what makes these moments so dear?
Dare To Dream
Each day is but a prelude of tomorrows yet to come. I reach up high to touch the sky and touch the burning sun. If I could but dare to dream I would not fail to try. For if I knew that the dream'd come true I'd dream the wings to fly.
Mile High
I tried to join the Mile High Club while living in Europe, but it didn't work out too well. You walk in the bathroom fully clothed and come out missing your pants, covered in that strange blue shit....your passport is missing. When you land, you to submit to a cavity search & profiling from airport security. It was the closest I've come to a real date in years. It was a bit of a let down though...the security oofficer didn't buy me dinner - or even say thank you
Touch Me
Touch me... In secret places no one has reached before. In silent places where words only interfere. In sad places where only whispering makes sense. Touch me... In the morning when the night still clings. At midday when confusion crowds upon me. At twilight, as I begin again to know who I am, In the evening when I see you and I hear you... best of all. Touch me... Like a child who will never have enough love, For I am a person who wants to be lost in your arms, An individual who has known pain to love, An adult who is strong enough to give. Touch me... In crowds, when a single look says everything, In solitude when it's too dark to even look, In absence when I reach for you through time and miles. Touch me... When I ask, When I'm afraid to ask. Touch me... With your lips, Your hands, Your presence in the room. Touch me... Gently, for I am fragile, Firmly, for I am strong, Often, for I am alone.
Engineers Vs Accountants
Three engineers and three accountants were traveling by train to a conference. At the station, the three accountants each bought tickets and watched as the three engineers bought only one ticket. "How are three people going to travel on only one ticket?" asked an accountant. "Watch and you'll see", answered an engineer. They all boarded the train. The accountants took their respective seats, but the three engineers all crammed into a rest room and closed the door behind them. Shortly after the train departed, the conductor came around collecting tickets. He knocked on the restroom door and said, "Ticket, please". The door opened just a crack and a single arm emerged with a ticket in hand. The conductor took it and moved on. The accountants saw this and agreed it was a quite clever idea. So, after the conference, the accountants decide to copy the engineers on the return trip and save some money (being clever with money, and all that). When they got to the station, they boug

So, I was thinking, well when I am not thinking, I wish i could shut it off from time to time. But I was thinking about friendship, and the majority of my minds are women. Now I am thinking what is the "root cause" of this? Is it because men are intimidated by me somehow? Is it because I am some womanizer pig who is trying to weasel his way into being the emergency dick? Is it because women tend to be better smelling than men? Or is it because of my formative years lacking the presence of women? Or is it the fact that I am married and women feel safe around me that I wont be a typical man and try to hump their leg at every opportunity(eventhough I am thinking it)?See the shit that runs through my mind? Its probably a bit of everything, but I feel that the biggest reason is that I am a bad ass pimp mofo. Word? Word. Seriously though I have no idea why its this way, but trust me I am not bitching about it one bit. I sometimes think "What would ______ think about this?" But then I

So often in life I ask myself what defines a "man"?I know I have popped off with the humorous response of "over 6ft tall or over 200lbs" and that if you fall short of either you are either "mannish" or "man like". But in all seriousness (yeah right) let's take a closer look at what is a man shall we? Again these are MY opinions, and in no way should they dictate what you think a man is...well for the time being anyway. Eventually I will make a batch of Kool-Aid, have you all drink from it, and declare me Emperor. Atleast I beleive in being honest with you. So let's start the show. First off lets talk about make up. There is only one reason why a man should wear more make up than women and that is if they are a rockstar. Robert Smith, Duran Duran, Davey Havok etc. I mean honestly these guys I would fuck because when they are all made up they look better than most women in music. I take that back, you may also wear make-up if you are a Drag Queen or Transvestite. So here is the rule,
Married In The Air
Bridegroom Hirotomo Yoshikawa and bride Tomomi Sato have been the first to take up a Tokyo shopping center’s offer of free aerial weddings. The couple exchanged rings as they "floated"; using the same technique as is used in films such as Crouching Tiger, Hidden Dragon. Their friends and relatives watched the wedding ceremony from a nearby staircase. A spokesman for the shopping centre says those who wish to be married on the wire should not weigh more than nine stone two pounds.
Scooby Doo, Where Are You
An Illinois man has been searching for his missing dog while dressed as Scooby Doo. Rick Arbizzani, from Florence, also waves posters at passing motorists, pleading "Please help us find our dog" and "Honk if you love dogs". His wife, Hannah, said: "We're hoping that we make the public aware that we're missing a dog". The couple's miniature dachshund, Summer Sausage, went missing last month when she apparently jumped out of a truck, reports the Burlington County Times
Fans, Friends, & Family
I know u are going to read this so I decided to make it easier and post this here for all of you!! Muahzzzz
President (not Bush) Jogs
President Lucio Gutiérrez of Ecuador is going to jog to work once a week to show his civil servants how to save money. The former military officer jogs six kilometers from his home in northern Quito to his office in the Palacio de Carondelet on Fridays. The poor Andean country is facing a serious fiscal deficit and Gutiérrez has introduced tough austerity measures. The president has banned civil servants from using official cars and has banned officials from traveling first class. Newspaper Extra reports that he has also banned overtime and is planning to sell off non-essential buildings, including some embassies.

So I fly into Sac. to go to my hometown fair with my buddy Alan. He picks me up from the air port but when we get to his place his girlfriend starts crying out of no where and says she dosn't want him to leave...So we offer to take her, of course she's instantly sick and want's him to take care of her on the couch all night. Thus leaving me no where to sleep and shit out of luck after spending my last penny on that plane ticket to go to the fucking fair. But Alan being the reliable brute he is managed to get away for a few hours as he was my only way to get there. So we stayed at the all night party/ H.S. reunion for a total of 2 1/2 hours...nice visit home after the war huh? Oh and the whole 45 minute ride there the gf was hysterical on the phone begging him to come back and leave me at there kitchen table all weekend instead of what we had planned. (mind you this girl is a very old friend of mine and I once thought we were close) Now I know she's crazy in the same clingy way all
Flying In The Nude
A Texas travel agency, which organizes clothing-optional holidays, is to run what it claims is the world's first nude flight. Houston-based Castaways Travel says sex won't be allowed on the flight from Miami to Cancun in Mexico. It has chartered a Boeing 727 for up to 170 passengers for the May 3 flight to the El Dorado Resort & Spa. The crew will be professionally dressed, and passengers must be fully clothed for check-in and takeoff. Company owner, James Bailey, said more than half the seats on the flight and rooms in the resort have already been booked, reports the Miami Herald. He told the newspaper: ''Inappropriate behavior is not condoned. This is not a Mile High Club, not a bunch of groupies or anything. It's just a fun flight." Only when the plane has reached its cruising altitude can the passengers strip off. The Federal Aviation Administration said: ''We have no regulations pertaining to nudity on board an aircraft. It's not a safety issue."
May I Kiss You?
I ask if I may kiss you. You just smile; no answer is necessary. My initial kiss is just a flirting of our lips. My tongue lightly flicking - Like I am asking, "Do you want me?" The tip of my tongue runs all around your lips. Touching every part, Inside and out - Over and over again. Tickling you, tickle, tickle, goes my tongue. Now I press my lips gently to yours. Rubbing your lips back and forth against mine. My kisses are hot and fast. I cannot rest long in any one place. I have such a need to go on. I trail kisses of passion all over your face. Then back to your mouth. Our tongues dance together. We are exploring. I circle your tongue with the tip of mine. You echo the pattern back to me. I lick the sides, underside and the top. You echo back. I suck your lower lip. You echo back. We repeat, repeat, repeat. The sensations are driving our emotions. We are wild for each other. You thrust your tongue in and out. The movements are rhythmic and stabbing. S
Bomb Scare Just To C
A Russian man allegedly made hoax calls to police about a bomb in a public spa because he wanted to see naked women being evacuated. Police say it was women's day at the bathhouse in Ulyanovsk, when the hoaxer rang up with a bogus warning. Officers say he had hoped the women would run out into the street still naked, but was disappointed to see they had all got dressed first. They claim the 33-year-old later admitted his motive was to see naked bathers being evacuated. He faces up to three years in jail for deliberately giving false information about an act of terrorism, reports Pravda.
Errors! This Site Is Worse Than Myspace!
Firstly, this site has more errors than myspace. At least they save everything and can allow more features. Secondly, how many of you noticed this: 1.)I'm typing to someone in the SHOUTBOX feature, then I move my cursor/arrow off the line and everything is erased. 2.)I'm typing in the SHOUTBOX, and someone on my friend-list updates their photos or something else, it interrupts my typing, then I can't add anything more to the unfinished line I am about to send, then it's no good and I have to start all over again. 3.)I'm typing up a private message, then someone updates something of theirs, and I had some mistakes on my words I just typed, so I press the backspace/delete-button and the whole screen of everything I typed is completely erased, then I have to start all over again from scratch. 4.)I'm using more than one window, and I'm on myspace typing a message, if I hit any button while someone updates something of their LostCherry account while I'm both logged on to that
Europe's Largest Sex Store
A store, which claims to be the biggest sex shop in Europe is to open in Oldham. The Simply Pleasure superstore will boast two floors of adult goods, according to the Manchester Evening News. At 3,000 square feet, the store is thought to be the second largest sex shop in the world - beaten only by the Hustler shop in Sunset Boulevard, Los Angeles. Suzanne Winfield, who already has sex shops in Bury and Rockdale, is the owner of the Oldham store. She said: "When we opened the other two shops people said they didn't want their kids walking past a sex shop, but they let them walk past M&S which has underwear in the window and it's no different."

There is another one of my friends who is, quite frankly, more special to me than anyone else in the world ever will be. She is so beautiful, caring, attentive, funny, intelligent and just generally too good for any man! lol You know who i'm talking about...right Nat? She's my very best friend, my toughest critic, my harshest reality check and even more than all that, she's my sister and i love her with all my heart. Ever wonder what happened to the real friends you find a long the way? I don't and i never will because i know i'll have her always. You know when you meet online and your friendship lasts for about a year and a half, it's not going to's just going to keep getting better and i can't wait for that. Honestly, i don't see how it could get any better but something tells me it's going to. I love you Nat...not for who you are but for who you are to me. You're my reminder that, even though it feels like it quite often, life really doesn't suck all that much! lol Well, ok
Naked In Siberia
A Chinese man has broken his own record by standing naked in sub-zero Siberian winter conditions for four hours. Jin Songhao, a 48-year-old man from China's northeastern Heilongjiang province, broke his record in the provincial capital of Harbin. The Xinhua news agency reported that he stood in a "scenic spot" and that the temperature dropped to -29C. Jin broke his previous record of three hours and 46 minutes, which he set in 2000.

I don't ask for much. I just demand that you respect me and treat me like the bitch goddess that I am. My husband says "that is putting it politely."
Sex In The Theater
A play called Sex that lasts 27 hours has been shocking theatre audiences in Spain. It features four actors, two men and two women, and there is no intermission in the entire performance. The actors eat, sleep and have sex during the show, while the audience is free to come and go, as they like. Created by Chilean writer Juan Carlos Montagna, Sex was performed in a pub basement in Madrid's fashionable Malasana neighborhood. It started at 8pm on a Saturday night and finished at 11pm the next night. Montagna told Las Ultimas Noticias that Sex was not a reality show: "There is no improvisation in it, it's pure drama," he said. The Spanish press described it as the "most bizarre and shocking theatre experience in years".
Racial Tolerance
And here's something else that's pissing me off. You may have seen something like this before; * I'm black, so I steal things; * I'm jewish, so I must be greedy; * I'm not a virgin, so I must be a slut; * I'm fat, so I must have no self control. I'm refering to the "I'm black..." point here. Now, I can understand the message that's being conveyed here, and I completely agree with it. However, what I don't agree is the attitudes of the people that are outspoken enough on their stance on their own racial tolerance. I don't agree with the attitudes of people that post this kind of anti-racism blog, and then advocate the use of words such as "nigga" and "cracker". Did I fall asleep and wake up to a world where there were actually degrees of racial tolerance? Before continuing, I'd like to clarify that being racist is not a degree of racial tolerance; being racist would be an example of racial intolerance. Now, don't read this and think "OH, SO SHE DOSNT THNIK THAT STERIOTIPE
Man Cut His Own .......... (ouch)
A Filipino man has cut off his penis in an attempt to prove his fidelity to his estranged wife. The man, from Malasiqui, then wrapped it in newspaper and put it through a window of her parent's house. He shouted at the woman: "So you will not suspect I am courting another girl." The severed three-inch penis is now with police, who have sought the help of an embalmer to preserve it in a bottle. The couple has been estranged for three years after the woman's parents persuaded her to live with them. They said the man had been incapable of looking after her and their two children, as he was unemployed. The man still hasn't been located, reports the Philippine Star
So, this is something that - yet again - is pissing me off. I can't stand people that approach you with an arrogant front, making no efforts to hide the fact that they think they're smarter than you. I was unfortunate enough to be talking to someone online recently, and they approached me with this attitude that had "I'm smarter than you" written all over it. Now, I know for a fact that I appear arrogant when I write my blogs; that's what I aim for because it does incite strong responses from people, but I make my best damned effort not to appear that way to people that I'm talking to. When I'm talking to someone, whether I am or am not smarter than them doesn't even become an issue. I don't act differently to people that I think aren't as smart as me or are smarter than me, because I hope that this kind of attitude will be reciprocated. Of course, when that special someone comes along - such as the online person that I mentioned above -, I see that as the green light to go ahead an
Overthinking At Its Finest
Ya know, I have lived one hell of a colorful life. Those of you that know me know this. I have always said I have no regrets. I pride myself on following my heart wether it be into a beautiful sunset or right into a brick wall. And that is why there are so many colors in my past. Here I am with only one regret. One thing I wish I had done differently. I have gained the world and lost it time and again and that isnt what crosses my mind everyday at least once. It isnt what I think about when I look at a sunset. It isnt what makes me sad when I think about it. Its just the world and I know I will gain it all back in time. We always do. Its the natural order of things. This actually touched me. It put me on top of the world. Made me feel like I was the most successful man walking. It wasnt a failure, I mean I learned so much about myself. About others and the world around me. So because of this, I walk around a better man today. A stronger and alot wiser. As I wander through my playin
What Would You Do???
What would you do if every time you wanted someone they would never be there? What would you do if for every moment you were truly happy there would be 10 moments of sadness? What would you do if your best friend died tomorrow and you never got to tell them how you felt? So, I just wanted to say, even if I never talk to you again in my life, you are special to me and you have made a difference in my life. I look up to you, respect you, and truly cherish you. Let old friends know you haven't forgotten them, and tell new friends you never will. Remember, everyone needs a friend, someday you might feel like you have NO FRIENDS at all, just remember this e-mail and take comfort in knowing somebody out there cares about you and always will. In times of trouble, In times of need, If you are feeling SAD, You can count on me. I will give you a wink, Until you smile, give you a hug, And stand by your
My Friends List
no offense intended here and i know i will no doubt make quite a few ppl mad but it is not my intention of doing so, but i got to looking today at my friends list and had 95 ppl on it and i probably only talk to about 10 or 15 of them so i have decided to start deleting some of them off. i know almost all of the ppl on my list i asked to be added but when i did i thought i would be talking to you and i have sent shouts out and not got any response back, so i am taking that as you don't really want to talk to me and if you do let me know, i won't bite(unless you want me to,LOL. and if you don't want to be on my list that is fine, you won't be hurting my feelings, but if you do want to be my friend then send me a shout or a message, something to let me know that you want to be friends. if i did offend anybody i am sorry.
Nine Inch Nails- Happiness In Slavery *warning*- Don't Watch If You Have A Weak Stomach
Chris Rock's Quotes
"You know the world is going crazy when the best rapper is a white guy, the best golfer is a black guy, and the tallest guy in the NBA is Chinese. The Swiss hold the America's Cup, France is accusing the US of arrogance, Germany doesn't want to go to war, and the three most powerful men in America are named 'Bush', 'Dick' and 'Colon'."
This is my first blog! So now you can learn more about me as I make posts.So happy reading!
Do Ya Ever Feel Like You Just Left.
Here we are again, almost 11:30 and I feel like I just walked out of this place and here I am again. Guitar lessons went well today, we worked on the main solo on Photograph, and it’s coming along nicely. I do need to practice more I will admit that. I’m still waiting for the extra 3 hours in a day that I ordered. Working my schedule is part of the problem. Two afternoons 2-10 and 3 overnights 10-6. I get off at 6am on Saturday and have to be back at 2pm on Monday. You don’t want to sleep all day Saturday because you have things to do but then when you get up after say 4 hours of sleep by the time Saturday Night rolls around you are wiped out, but you can’t sleep because you were up all the night before. So you sleep in segments, then get up Sunday and watch Racing and football, then guess what... its time to go to bed Sunday night and your weekend is OVER and you are starting the cycle all over again. Wow, Ill bet some of you ladies just can wait to get involved with someon
Been Busy
hello to all who read you probably have noticed, i am not on here as much as i used to be...i have been really busy with my studies...but i will try to get back to you when i can, i thank you for your are all great friends to have...
Awful Things I'd Rather Do Than Watch "torque" Again.
I've always wanted to write something about this movie, but there were always just too many things that I could pick on. Instead, here's a list of awful things I'd rather do than watch "Torque" again; * Die; * Put my balls in a vice grip; * Piss glass * Contract herpes; * Break my own legs; * Watch every episode of Everybody Loves Raymond ever made...Twice; * Live in Bosnia; * Throw myself off of the Eiffel Tower; * Shit razorblades; * Eat my own hand; * Shave my head; * Violently insert a metal pipe up my ass; * Have sex with any farm yard animal; * Poison myself and spend my last moments looking at Yoko Ono's art work (a fucking tampon and a lotus flower is conceptual art? Don't piss down my back and tell me it's rain, bitch); * Shoot myself in the face; * Swallow Ria09 whole; * Drink my own piss; * Felate a 90-year old man * Slide a knife into my jap's eye. That's all for now. I'll add some later. M
I Do?

Sometimes in life you have days where it seems nothing can go wrong. Everything comes up roses and sunshine and nothing could possibly mess it's just that good. Then, you have those days that seem to go on forever. Nothing goes right and you wonder why you even got out of bed much less left the peacefulness of your house to let the world take yet another crack at you. On those days, there's always one person who comes out of nowhere, lifts your spirits and even manages to get a trace of a smile to cross your face. Today i found one of those people. Or rather, they found me. He's an absolute sweetheart and even though i wasn't really in the mood when we started talking about things, he soon made me glad that i gave him a chance to pull me out of my "mood". Funny how those things happen isn't it? One minute you're ready to blow a fuse and the next, you've stumbled upon someone who instinctively knows how to calm you. Fate or coincidence? Who really cares? Maybe it's just one of t
Deep In My Mind...
so sick and tired of it....tired of bn alone....tired of not having that someone who you can cuddle and hold when im down and out.....why must it be me?? it couse i treated girls badly in my past??...if so i swear that i have changed my ways.....i know how it feels for a women to be hurt by a guy bcouse ive lost someone that ment alot to me and now i feel like and ass for all the stupid shit ive done in my past......i guess when they say wat goes around comes around is true...karma.........but i swear im not that way anymore...well you know most people say that they will cry you a river to show there love or walk the earth to prove they love you...well you know why they say that???.....bcouse love is an unxplainable thing..but that is what i want right now....the feeling of that unxplainable love...its nothing better then that is so hard for me to find a nice women out here bcouse people put my name out like im a pimp or whatnot but im not....alot of my hommies are gir
Lacuna Coil A Current Obsession Lyrics
Come to me to feel my protection a countdown to my revelation no more respect for your regrets And your time has come The naked truth is in disguise It's your secret complication exhausted of this sacrifice just like a lying preacher Hiding to survive So strong living in torture I know that you will never see the light again So hard living in torture erase the burning fear into your eyes again The silent scream is stronger now you cannot keep it too long this cloud evolving into rain your desert seems so far now Come into my arms Following your line I'm losing mine
Muah Ha Ha Haha
soooo my roommate and i.... we got a strange urge to have a few drinks even though we have work tomorrow AM... sooo she has the hiccups and it makes me laugh. OHHHHH MY GOD. she just tried to walk in a straight line to see how drunk she is... falling all over the place. CRACKS me up. too bad i cant drive cuz i need to get the back to my labret stud tightened. it keeps falling off. grrrrr. oh and we just toook pics of each other sticking out our stomachs as far as we can. cuz we are hot like that. hahahaha. ok im done.
My Stripper Song
Your Stripper Song Is Closer by Nine Inch Nails "You let me violate you, you let me desecrate you You let me penetrate you, you let me complicate you Help me I broke apart my insides, help me I?ve got no Soul to tell" When you dance, it's a little scary - and a lot sexy. What Song Should You Strip To?
B£st Friends V$ Friend£
The differnece between best friends n friends    *ღ*Friend: calls your parents by Mr. and Mrs.*ღ* *ღ*Best friend: calls your parents dad and mum.*ღ*       *ღ*Friend: has never seen you cry*ღ* *ღ*Best friend: has always had the best shoulder to cry on*ღ*         *ღ*Friend: never asks for anything to eat or drink*ღ* *ღ*Best friend: opens the fridge and makes herself at home*ღ*        *ღ*Friend: asks you to write down your number.*ღ* *ღ*Best friend: they ask you for their number (cuz they can't remember it)*ღ*        *ღ*Friend: borrows your stuff for a few days then gives it back.*ღ* *ღ*Best friend: has a closet full of your stuff*ღ*        *ღ*Friend: only knows a few things about you*ღ* *ღ*Best friend: could write a biography on your life story*ღ*        *ღ*Friend: will leave you behind if that is what
What Ever Happen To Real People
answer this question you meet some one u be gan to like them and u become real shy and all things turn real shitty.alls you do is think about the person and they fall for another pereson.. what ever happen to real people
Driving In Dal-us
For all of you who may be wanting to visit or move to Dallas, there are a few driving rules that must be observed: First you must learn to pronounce the city name. It is DAL--US, not DAL-IS. Next, if your Mapsco is more than a few weeks old, throw it out and buy a new one. If you are in Denton or Collin County and your Mapsco is one day old, then it is already obsolete. Forget the traffic rules you learned elsewhere. Dallas has its own version of traffic rules..."Hold on and pray". There is no such thing as a dangerous high-speed chase in Dallas. We all drive like that. All directions start with, "Get on Beltline or Get on Loop 12" ...which has no beginning and no end. The morning rush hour is from 6 to 10. The evening rush hour is from 3 to 7. Friday's rush hour starts Thursday at lunch. If you actually stop at a yellow light, you will be rear ended, cussed out and possibly shot. When you are the first one on the starting line, count to five when the ligh
VIAGRA ADVERTISING SLOGANs The boss of a Madison Avenue advertising agency called a spontaneous staff meeting in the middle of a particularly stressful week. When everyone gathered, the boss, who understood the benefits of having fun, told the burnt out staff the purpose of the meeting was to have a quick contest. The theme: Viagra advertising slogans. The only rule was that they had to use past ad slogans, originally written for other products, that captured the essence of Viagra. Slight variations were acceptable. About seven minutes later, they turned in their suggestions and created a Top Ten List. With all the laughter and camaraderie, the rest of the week went very well for everyone. The top ten were: 10. Viagra, Whaazzzz up! 9. Viagra, The quicker pecker upper. 8. Viagra, Like a rock! 7. Viagra, When it absolutely, positively has to be there overnight. 6. Viagra, Be all that you can be. 5. Viagra, Reach out and touch someone. 4. Vi
You Know You're From Texas When...
      *You can properly pronounce Corsicana, Waxahachie, Palestine, Decatur, Wichita Falls, San Antonio, Mexia, Waco, and Amarillo.(don't forget Brazoria, Houston, Aransas Pass, Bastrop, and Karnack!)(...don't forget about Bexar County..) *A tornado warning siren is your signal to go out in the yard and look for a funnel. *You've ever had to switch from "heat" to "A/C" in the same day. *You know that the true value of a parking space is not determined by the distance to the door, but by the availability of shade. *You think everyone from a bigger city has an accent. *You measure distance in minutes. *Little Smokies are something you serve only for special occasions. *You listen to the weather forecast before picking out an outfit. *You know cowpies are not made of beef. *Someone you know has used a football schedule to plan their wedding date *You have known someone who has had at least one belt buckle bigger than your fist. *You aren't su
10 Things I Hate About Everyone
10 Things I Hate About Everyone >1. People who point at their wrist while asking for the time.... I know where my watch is pal, where the hell is yours? Do I point at my crotch when I ask where the toilet is? >2 People who are willing to get off their ass to search the entire room for the T.V. remote because they refuse to walk to the T.V. and change the channel manually. >3 When people say "Oh you just want to have your cake and eat it too". Damn right! What good is cake if you can't eat it? >4 When people say "it's always the last place you look". Of course it is. Why the hell would you keep looking after you've found it? Do people dothis? Who and where are they? Gonna Kick their asses! >5 When people say while watching a film "did you see that?". No Loser, I paid $12 to come to the cinema and stare at the damn floor. >6 People who ask "Can I ask you a question?".... Didn't really give me a choice there, did ya sunshine? >7. When something is 'new and im
Never Argue With A Woman
A couple went on vacation to a fishing resort up north. The husband liked to fish at the crack of dawn. The wife liked to read. One morning the husband returned after several hours of fishing and decided to take a short nap. Although she wasn't familiar with the lake, the wife decided to take the boat. She rowed out a short distance, anchored, and returned to reading her book. Along came the sheriff in his boat. He pulled up alongside her and said, "Good morning, Ma'am. What are you doing?" "Reading my book," she she thought to herself, "duh -- isn't it obvious?" "You're in a restricted fishing area," he informed her. "But officer, I'm not fishing. Can't you see that?" "Yes, but you have all the equipment. I'll have to take you in and write you up." "If you do that, I'll have to charge you with rape," snapped the irate woman. "But, I haven't even touched you," groused the sheriff. "Yes, that's true, she replied, "but you do have all the equipment." MORA
Stalker At Denny's
(( wrote for me by a unknown person found this on the windshield of my car one night after work )) She walks in beauty also in vain floats befor my slumbering eyes when she comes she lulls my pain when she goes what pangs remain thou whom love, whom memories flies, gentle sleep prolong me cries if even thus she sooths my sights , never let me awake again to see this angel cring within (((my reply to this,left on my car the next time i was there and it was gone when i came out ))) show me thy face, so i may see all that is not known to me tell me how you know of me gentel , sleep thus is true mayybe i do know you have me meet within my life can it be all these things are unknown to me ??
Cats & Dogs
What Is a Cat?     1. Cats do what they want. 2. They rarely listen to you. 3. They're totally unpredictable. 4. They whine when they are not happy. 5. When you want to play, they want to be alone. 6. When you want to be alone, they want to play. 7. They expect you to cater to their every whim. 8. They're moody. 9. They leave hair everywhere. 10. They drive you nuts and cost an arm and a leg. Conclusion: They're tiny women in cheap fur coats.     What is a Dog?    1. Dogs lie around all day, sprawled on the most comfortable piece of furniture in the house. 2. They can hear a package of food opening half a block away, but don't hear you when you're in the same room. 3. They can look dumb and lovable all at the same time. 4. They growl when they are not happy. 5. When you want to play, they want to play. 6. When you want to be alone, they want to play. 7. They are great at begging. 8. They will love you forever if you rub their tummies.
Short Ones
I dialed a number and got the following recording: "I am not available right now, but thank you for caring enough to call. I am making some changes in my life. Please leave a message after the beep. If I do not return your call, you are one of the changes." ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ At pilots training back in the Air Corps they taught us, "Always try to keep the number of landings you make equal to the number of take offs you make." ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Little Tommy had been to a birthday party at a friend's house. Knowing his sweet tooth, Tommy's mother looked straight into his eyes and said, "I hope you didn't ask for a second piece of cake." "No, but I asked Mrs. Smith for the recipe so you coul d make some like it, and she gave me two more pieces without asking." ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Aspire to inspire before you expire. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
Lacuna Coil 1.19 Lyrics
Ray of light annoying as a cold breath in the eyes Water falls down Lights around are flashing and in meat a razorblade water falls down Seems to be the day (I cannot handle this) listen to the music in my mind for a while seems to be my hour my shell has disappeared swallow whirls of dust into my mouth But it's wonderful I know Hiding all my fear my nightmare is becoming real take a look at me I'm a loser Hiding all my crimes and then forgetting all my ideas Take a look at me I'm a loser I'm a loser
Just want to say "HELLO" to evry1 out there ....
Ten Commandments - Texas Style
    USA Today in its 3/10/03 edition had a large article on two Cowboy Churches in Texas. They printed the Cowboy's Ten Commandments posted on the wall at Cross Trails Church in Fairlie, Texas. Possibly if we all used these instead of the one with all the "shalt nots" in it, we could probably understand and live up to them a lots better! (1) Just one God. (2) Honor yer Ma 'n Pa. (3) No telling tales or gossipin'. (4) Git yourself to Sunday meetin'. (5) Put nothin' before God. (6) No foolin' around with another fellow's gal. (7) No murderin'. (8) Watch yer mouth. (9) Don't take what ain't yers. (10) Don't be hankerin' for yer buddy's stuff. Guess Texans just kinda tell it like it is!!! And this the only way!! To all Texans, thanks for been honest.
Lacuna Coil Senzafine Lyrics
scorre lento il tuo tempo che scivola sul velo della mia pelle nuda se oltrepassassi il confine che mi hai dato forse io non sarei qui ma adesso ormai che senso ha cercare di abbracciare un passato più puro guardando avanti rischierò ma riesco a rispondere ai miei perché tutto ciò che sarai, era già stato scritto se davvero esiste, questo dio ha fallito ogni parola pronunciata sarà lo specchio del tuo dolore riflette la colpa alimenta l' odio madre il mio destino scelgo se madre riesco a resistere scorre lento il mio tempo quell' ultimo respiro mi rassicura sento già agonia senza fine che mi hai dato forse no, non sarei qui ma adesso ormai che senso ha opporre resistenza a un destino segnato non resterò a guardare senza riuscire a resisterti risvegliarmi madre il mio destino scelgo se madre riesco a resistere risvegliami non c'è scelta senza me non c'è vita senza me
Lacuna Coil Falling Again Lyrics
I lay, looking at my hands I search in these lines I've not the answer I'm crying and I don't know Watching the sky I search for an answer I'm free, free to be I'm not another liar I just want to be myself...myself And now the beat inside of me Is a sort of a cold breeze and I've Never any feeling inside Ruining me... Bring my body Carry it into another world I know I live...but like a stone I'm falling down I pray, looking into the sky I can feel this rain Right now it's falling on me Fly, I just want to fly Life is all mine Some days I cry alone, But I know I'm not the only one I'm here, another day is gone I don't want to die...? Please be there when I'll arrive, don't cry...please
First One
yay! I made my first blog. Saturday is my b-day im excited.. So buy me lots of gifts.. :) haha Jk.. Im going over to my moms and shes gonna make me some stuffed shells. I cant wait. i havent had them in sooo long . !!!! woot woot
The Facts About Sex
    1) 94% of men lie about their dick size. According to condom manufacturers, only 6% of men need to use extra large condoms. 2) The average man is 5 inches long when erect (no matter what you have heard ladies, that's the truth). (incidentally the average vaginal capactity is only 6 inches, for you women who think you can handle king dong) 3) 80% of American men are circumsized. Even though Pediatrics say it is not necessary. 4) No matter what all the ads say, nothing can make your penis grow but time (most men reach the end of their growth by the early 20's) 5) There is no correlation between penis size and shoe size, hand size, or nose size. 6) Blue balls does exist! It's technically called "prostatic congestion." 7) Only 16% of men shave their privates. +Some stuff on the ladies+ ------------------------------ 1) Only 9% of women around the globe consider themselves "attractive" (20% of British women do). 43% of
Lacuna Coil Falling Lyrics
I stand, look in my hand talk with this line That's not the answer cry and now I know look in the sky I search an answer So free, free to be I'm not another liar I just want to be myself... myself And now the beat inside of me is a sort of a cold breeze and I've never any feeling inside around me... I bring my body carry it into another world I know I live... but like a stone I'm falling down Damned, looking into the sky I can feel this rain right now it's falling on me fly, I just want to fly life is all mine some day I cry alone, but I know I'm not the only one I see that another day is gone, gone I don't wanna die... Please be here when I'll arrive, don't die... please
Have you ever wondered why in a dream you can touch the fallen sky? Or fly to the heavens that watch over you, telling me its all voodoo..... I never get tired of those words :)
Lacuna Coil To Myself I Turned Lyrics
I was born in another world Strictly connetted to a piece of my mind Nothing more than a little land It is a small cradle where I'm a kid I am the princess in there, Nothing wrong in my fantasy world I am the king, the nation, No dictators or religions No laws laid down for me I have my own liberty inside of me Nothing to loose, I want to live here As you see I'm the only survivor in this land When did I hear this wind before Change like this to a deeper roar? I'm starting to bleed in another way I just need sometime to complete myself These spotlights are here again I can't see anything, I'm blind This nature of time and space Makes me sick of the situation I couldn't know if I... If I will be strong enough for this I have to choose, do I want live here?
Lacuna Coil Soul Into Hades Lyrics
Mother the day has come Someone is trying to take my life away And you've got to know That now I'm feeling worst It seems to dream I'm still standing here in front Of your soul Looking into your fireless eyes Right now I'm one too many It's hard to say you may believe it That everything I'll do for me Will be in the name of your lonely tear But stay now I'll do I believe in your power Will you believe in me? It is something for... We are living no more Can't you tell me girl What I should say and where I'll go tonight? Maybe in a dream I'll go between the sun and shining stars don't worry I'll be there with you whenever you are Right now I'm one too many It's hard to say You must believe it That everything I'll do for me Will be in the name of your lonely tear But stay now I'll do I believe in your power Will you believe in me? It is something for... We are living no more Deep in you heart so alone
September 06 In Brief
I do most of my journaling on LiveJournal ( and a bit in my blog on MySpace, as mentioned. Still, it serves to recap a bit here :) (this blog'll be friends-only when a bug preventing the -owner- from reading friends-only blogs written-by-self (!!) is removed, yes? Yes. Got it! I really should report that to support, Eric, lazy git...) September has been mostly taken up with an extended vacation which I am happy for. Mind, my work is only about fifteen or so hours a week to begin with- data entry for Cornell, support staffing Starlight Peer Advocacy, and web maintenance for a high-functioning autism/Asperger's support group. Not so much the time off, then, as the change of pace, visit to parents, the support meeting this weekend, my 37th yesterday, volunteering last weekend at an HFA/AS activity related to last year's "Common Connections" (getting people to meet up via common interests)..., visits to the Atlantic, a bit more reading and music than usual. (O
Lacuna Coil The Secret Lyrics
Shot in his eyes, a silver sky, his blood is in my hands (in my hands) I blessed this one, I know he's died But now I'm feeling so strange I know You'd better believe That everything you do You can't understand it Or ever justify I don't want to be your guide But stay with me and think for a while Again The secret belong to a part of me And it's my anger and my pain Just close my eyes and live your life Your tears are so sweet for me Loosing my life A matter of time Refusing all this game I blessed this one I know he's died But now I'm feeling So strange I know I can't understand this joy inside of me You can't understand me or ever justify I just cannot be your guide Just stay with me and think for a while Again The secret belong to a part of me Increase my anger and my pain Just close my eyes and live your life Your tears are so sweet for me Stay with me I'll take you into another world I'll bring
So You Think You Know Everything?
A dime has 118 ridges around the edge.       A cat has 32 muscles in each ear.       A crocodile cannot stick out its tongue.       A dragonfly has a life span of 24 hours.       A goldfish has a memory span of three seconds.
To All Mother's
you light my path, shinning to show me my past i understand my faults you light my path to show me myself i understand my quest you light my path showing me my future i understand my goals as i walk further with you with your ligh aglow you come into view as someone i know i have your eyes and smile its true and also my name was giving by you you are my mother and my best friend now i know myself and the soul within.. to my mom i love you your my everything and more.
Nightwish Live To Tell The Tale Lyrics
A single grain can tip the scale Amidst the burden the scale will prevail Showing what`s worth being here Storyteller by a hearth of stone A white little creature purring me My childhood kingdom gone in time The islands filling my mind with blue The one in speacial, heaven's court All the joy unforgiven by this task An errant soul, homeless and foul All gone but the will to Live to tell the tale The days are filled with anxiety Frustration, one right note a day Where to find a perfect tune Just do the work and take a step back All the joy unforgiven by this task An errant soul, homeless and foul All gone but the will to Live to tell the tale Dark chambers of my mind Locked around the neck of my love None of you understand And it doesn't matter To a broken marionette like me An errant soul, homeless and foul An errant soul, homeless and foul All gone but the will to Live to tell the tale Oh how I hate mykind Have it all Yet wish to die
Nightwish Higher Than Hope Lyrics
Time it took the most of me And left me with no key To unlock the chest of remedy Mother, the pain ain`t hurting me But the love that I feel When you hold me near The hopes were high The choirs were vast Now my dreams are left to live through you Red Sun rising Drown without inhaling Within, the dark holds hard Passiontide An angel by my side But no Christ to end this war To deliver my soul from the sword Hope has shown me a scenery Paradise poetry With first snow I`ll be gone The hopes were high The choirs were vast Now my dreams are left to live through you Red Sun rising Drown without inhaling Within, the dark holds hard Red Sun rising Curtain falling Higher than hope my cure lies Your death saved me Red Sun rising Drown without inhaling Within, the dark holds hard Red Sun rising Curtain falling Higher than hope my cure lies Red Sun rising Drown without inhaling Within, the dark holds hard Red Sun rising Curtain falling Higher
Nightwish Dead Gardens Lyrics
The story behind the painting I drew is already told No more tearstains on the pages of my diary Tired but unable to give up since I'm Responsible for the lives I saved The play is done The curtain's down All the tales are told All the orchids gone Lost in my own world Now I care for dead gardens My song is little worth anymore Time to lay this weary pen aside The play is done The curtain`s down "Where are the wolves, the underwater moon The elvenpath, the haven of youth Lagoons of the starlit sea Have I felt enough for one man's deed? Or is it time to challenge the Ancient of Days And let the virgin conceive" All the tales...
Pffffft One Of!
well its been one of those damn days and i just cant seem to get a break....had my hair done oh fuck i really hate it....dont worry i will not be keeping it they fucked up the color i said no dark and its all dark *cries* wtf...........ok so everyone knows i forgot i was signed on so im not a stuck up bitch just didnt realize sowwwwwwwwwy lol ill make it up to all my messages i promise check out this cool shit pistol sent me see who you look like to damn cool!! im goin to see buckcherry and staind avenge sevenfold and oh fuck cant rember lol this weekend im excited anyone wanna cum with....ok im out much lovins!!!!....xoxo ....and just gotta say where the hell is everyone.......brandon come home!lol
Sitting here alone in the dark with nothing but time to think Time to think about how it had to be a lie when you told me I was special to you Time to think about how when you said you needed me in your life it wasn't true Time to think about the words you said and the pain I felt when you admitted It was nothing but lies Time to think about how it hurt when I realized I would never be enough for you Time to think about the pain I felt when you made it obvious she meant more to you than I did Time to think about how you used me for sex and your own personal enjoyment Time to think about how your heart belonged to someone else and always would Time to think about how much more I was going to be able to take Time to think about if it was worth all the pain to have you in my life With nothing but time to think I still can't bring myself to walk away from you I guess I still need more time March 2006
Visions Of You
So sweet, so gentle and loving you are The flower of kindness an embrace from afar armor all my boundaries teach me my sheilds reflect all the hurt so i will not yield you travel with me beyond the stars beyone the place of time and space and there lives the visions of you in my arms...
Hey Girls
anybody would love to chat with me i would love to no some hot women like me and well u no
hello to all the lostcherry family and friends im new to this blog stuff so if anyone wants to tell me what i done wrong on my first blog dont be shy im open for suggestions
Love To Pain
A lovers love sweet and perfect whole and new pure and simple innocent and true,,, fade to black empty and lost alone and scared why wont my tears stop,,,
Patrotic/ 9/11
Artist/Band: Diamond Rio Lyrics for Song: In God We Still Trust Lyrics for Album: New Songs You place your hand on His Bible, when you swear to tell the Truth His name is on our greatest Monuments, and all our money too, And when we Pledge allegiance, there's no doubt where we stand, There is no separation, we're one Nation under Him. Chorus: In God We Still Trust Here in America He's the one we turn to every time The goin' gets rough He is the source of all our Strength The One who watches over us Here in America In God We Still Trust Now there are those among us, who want to push Him out, And erase His name from everything, this country's all about, From the Schoolhouse to the Courthouse, they're Silencing His Word, Now it's time for all Believers, to make our Voices heard. In God We Still Trust, Here in America He's the one we turn to every time The goin' gets rough He is the source of all our Strength The One who watches over us Here in America In G
A Walk To Remember
Well this is muh second one.. Went out today to have fun with muh friends... Went for a want with mamma Dean.... Then we stood on the corner.. Then went up with Amber... The had to come home.. Maybe be going to a home game tomorrow... I hope they do something for Tony... He was a good friend and only 19 he had passed away on 9-3-06 "We miss you Tony" Rest In Peace.. ~*Lots of Love*~
Wow Having To Much Fun New Web Cam
HI MY FRIENDS COME TALK TO ME IF U HAVE MSN MESSENGER\\ ME AND CURT ARE HAVING BEERS AND TALKING WITH FRIENDS SO I F U LIKE ADD ME but were hanging out at blastco13 see u soon all my lost cherry great friends :)
Be careful if you make a women cry.... because god counts her tears, The women came out of a man's rib, Not his feet to be walked on, Not his head to be superior, But from his side to be equal, Under the arm to be protected, And next to the heart to be LOVED!!!
Wow Having To Much Fun New Web Cam
My Sexual Name Meaning
Doughboy -- [adjective]:Like in nature to a human dildo 'How will you be defined in the sexual dictionary?' at
Great Truths
GREAT TRUTHS THAT LITTLE CHILDREN HAVE LEARNED: 1) No matter how hard you try, you can't baptise cats 2) When your Mum is mad at your Dad, don't let her brush your hair. 3) If your sister hits you, don't hit her back. They always catch the second person. 4) Never ask your 3-year old brother to hold a tomato. 5) You can't trust dogs to watch your food. 6) Don't sneeze when someone is cutting your hair. 7) Never hold a Dust-Buster and a cat at the same time. 8) You can't hide a piece of broccoli in a glass of milk. 9) Don't wear polka-dot underwear under white shorts. 10) The best place to be when you're sad is Grandpa's lap. GREAT TRUTHS THAT ADULTS HAVE LEARNED: 1) Raising teenagers is like nailing jelly to a tree. 2) Wrinkles don't hurt. 3) Families are like fudge...mostly sweet, with a few nuts. 4) Today's mighty oak is just yesterday's nut that held its grou nd. 5) Laughing is good exercise. It's like jogging on the inside. 6) Middle age is when you choose
Recording The New Cd!
GOOD Morning! Here we are at the studio.The first thing you do when you walk in is say hello to the bouncer, a 75 pound yellow labrador retriever named Brutis. He sniffs you over and gives his approval after a quick pat on his head and then he plopps down on the floor with a mighty thud! Next its off to the coffee pot where the day before coffee is still there,cold and looking like a thick sludge that exxon/mobil would be proud of. You take the pot, pour whats left in a cup and microwave it for a couple of minutes until you see the liquid inside glow green, and the buzzer goes off.You find the sugar bowl but the lid is welded on from all the spoons that have left their mark on the rim. Now you try, with frantic abandon, to release the lid when all of a sudden theres a "POP" and it's snowing sugar in the room, and none of it lands in the cup. By now your ready to go back to bed, but you got music to make and thats the only thing that really matters. Now Brutis (the bouncer) is right in
My Sexual Charm
You are charming. You are very bright, and able to completely express yourself verbally. You have a lot of charisma and people are naturally attracted to you. 'What is your seduction style?' at
And though I have kissed her A thousand times a day I would want to make it millions And continuous without delay But she can only smile Because each kiss is of the heart And she knows that the kiss is endless It was this way from the start But in each little touch The lips desire more But what else would they desire When each is unlike before And within the deep embrace The warmth is felt abound And she must forever feel this Even when I am not around For distance is not a problem Or something to cause a pain For she knows the next kiss is coming Again and again and again
Nightwish Creek Mary's Blood Lyrics
Soon I will be here no more You'll hear the tale Through my blood Through my people And the eagle's cry The bear within will never lay to rest Wandering on Horizon Road Following the trail of tears White man came Saw the blessed land We cared, you took You fought, we lost Not the war but an unfair fight Sceneries painted beautiful in blood Wandering on Horizon Road Following the trail of tears Once we were here Where we have lived since the world began Since time itself gave us this land Our souls will join again the wild Our home in peace 'n war 'n death Wandering on Horizon Road... "I still dream every night Of them wolves, them mustangs, those endless prairies The restless winds over mountaintops The unspoilt frontier of my kith 'n kin The hallowed land of the Great Spirit I still believe In every night In every day I am like the caribou And you like the wolves that make me stronger We never owed you anything Our only debt is one life

Using your mouth Your sexual hidden talent is your ability to use your mouth. You are incredibly sensual, a great kisser and a seductive lover. You drive all of your partners crazy with your mouth. Take this quiz at
My Brother
So, as we speak, Dan (my brother) is on his way to Germany, and from there to Iraq. I am sad, but I know this is what he has wanted to do sense he started thinking about the army. I know that my mom and dad are smiling down on him. And I think he knows that too. We havent been very close the past few years or so. I dated an asshole who didnt want me to talk to ANY of my family, and I think he got upset about that. but now he knows I have someone who cares about me. We use to be best friends, and I hope when he gets back, we can be again. I already miss him and am crying as I write this. But he will be back in a year, and Mike and I decided that we will get married October 13th 2007, that way he can walk me down the aisle :) So I guess that makes me a little bit happier.
Modern Cowboy
A modern day cowboy has spent many days crossing the Texas plains without water. His horse has already died of thirst. He's crawling through the sand, certain that he has breathed his last breath - when all of a sudden he sees an object sticking out of the sand several yards ahead of him. He crawls to the object, pulls it out of the sand, and discovers what looks to be an old brief case. He opens it and out pops a genie.     But this is no ordinary genie. She is wearing an IRS ID badge and a dull gray dress. There's a calculator in her pocketbook.   She has a pencil tucked behind one ear. "Well, cowboy," says the genie... "You know how I work. You have three wishes." "I'm not falling for this",  said the cowboy. "I'm not going to trust an IRS genie." She smiled and said, "What do you have to lose? You've got no transportation, and it looks like you're a goner anyway!" The c
Texas Girls
Boston girls are pretty New York girls are smart But it takes a Texas girl To win a fella's heart Florida girls are tan Vegas girls are hoes But when you want the best looking girl Texas is where you gotta go Cali girls are wild Colorado girls are fun But Texas girls? Come on, they're number 1 Girls will be girls North, east, south or west But Texas girls Always rate the best To any man who reads this And truly wants to know If you have a Texas girl You should never let her go     (I really don't like the longhorns too much, but I liked this pic's saying)
First Love
Sometimes when I would close my eyes I would feel invisible Like everyone could see right thru me I walk around in a haze going thru the motions Feeling like nothing I ever did mattered Than I met you From the moment you walked into my life I knew an entire lifetime would not be long enough to forget what I saw in your face You saw the real me You wouldn't let me get away with anything You brought me out of my haze Someone could finally hear my words Every talk we had every smile every laugh every kiss was like the sun peaking thru the clouds on a rainy day I was foolish enough to think that this could last forever When you walked away I didn't think I would survive the pain But ironically enough thanks to you I did The strength within myself I would have never known I had if I had never met you I know now that within my heart there will always be a place for you My first love March 2006
Erotic Poetry
Bolts of violent lightening electrifying the dark sky Clouds turning into enormous funnels of darkness Rain falling in slanted sheets against the windows glass If there is a time it is now... The heat intensively trickling down my breasts soaking my shirt exposing my erected nipples I turn to you knowing I dare not but the moment is to perfect, to magical, It must be now... I shove aside all forces of morals and standards knowing it will only come back later to haunt me I care not, I want you, now... I lean into your body with mine and in an instant we became one your hands wrapped around from behind squeezing my breasts and nipples gently then harder... a squeal of pleasure released from my lips The passion building I find myself pressed against the wall with your hot hard body pressing firmly into my own... you held my hands high as you kissed and gently bit the back of my neck I let out a moan of sheer ecstasy you gently en
The Back Of A Smiley Face
  Have You Ever Wondered Whats On The Back Of A Smiley Face Check This Out LOL   Page By BroadwayBaby  
Your Life Is Your Work Of Art:
Creative Visualization is magic in the truest and highest meaning of the word. It involves understanding and aligning yourself with the natural principles that govern the workings of our universe, and learning to use these principles in the most conscious and creative way. If you had never seen a gorgeous flower or a spectacular sunset before and someone described one to you, you might consider it to be a miraculous thing (which it truly is!) Once you saw a few yourself and began to learn something about the natural laws involved, you would begin to understand how they are formed and it would seem natural to you and not particularly mysterious. The same is true of the process of Creative Visualization. What at first might seem amazing or impossible to the very limited type of education our rational minds have received becomes perfectly understandable once we learn and practice with the underlying concepts involved. Once you
What Sexual Activity Will U Go To Jail For?
Rosie will go to jail for ... Celebrating nude day 'What sexual activity will you go to jail for?' at
20 Ways To Maintain A Healthy Level Of Insanity
1. At Lunch, Sit In Your Parked Car With Sunglasses on and point a Hair Dryer At Passing Cars. See If They Slow Down. 2. Page Yourself Over The Intercom. Don't Disguise Your Voice. 3. Every Time Someone Asks You To Do Something, Ask If They Want Fries with that. 4. Put Your Garbage Can On Your Desk And Label It "In." 5. Put Decaf In The Coffee Maker For 3 Weeks. Once Everyone has Gotten over Their Caffeine Addic tions, Switch to Espresso. 6. In The Memo Field Of All Your Checks, Write "For Smuggling Diamonds" 7. Finish All Your sentences with "In Accordance With The Prophecy " 8. Don't use any punctuation 9. As Often As Possible, Skip Rather Than Walk. 10. Order a Diet Water whenever you go out to eat, with a serious face. 11. Specify That Your Drive-through Order Is "To Go." 12. Sing Along At The Opera. 13. Go To A Poetry Recital And Ask Why The Poems Don't Rhyme 14. Put Mosquito Netting Around Your Work Area And Play tropical Sounds
On the first day God created the dog. God said, "Sit all day by the door of your house and bark at anyone who comes in or walks past. I will give you a life span of twenty years." The dog said, "That's too long to be barking. Give me ten years and I'll give you back the other ten." So God agreed. On the second day God created the monkey.
How To
I was just wondering how I get to meet people except welcoming the new members. I kept welcoming people but they would just not reply or I haven't heard back from them. ANd I'd like to increase my level, man it's though!!
Cancer You are shy and mysterious. Hotties are always trying to unlock your secrets, and figure out what makes you so cool. You have to have trust in your partner, so you’re not really into randomly hooking up. You really like the intimacy that comes with sex and you won’t take no for an answer when it comes to after sex cuddling. Sex matches: Taurus, Scorpio, Pisces Take this quiz at
Love Letter
Sitting here drinking thinking of you I know to you that doesn't mean much Yes I'm still trying to get you and what we had out of my system It's dark outside and I'm once again thinking of you The nights have been bad lately worse than usual sitting here staring at pills waiting for sleep to come In the darkness remembering a time when I thought we had something Staying at that place by the beach making love and listening to your records all day Do you know that I miss you You are not reading poetry right now you are lying in a bed next to someone else...some woman who will never play Billie Holiday before sex And yes I'm still singing in that bar if it matters While you lay in bed with some beautiful woman in your arms I always knew you would with your looks and your ways So why do I love you so much How did I ever say good bye Did I say good bye or is that my lie Maybe you walked out on me I will always chose to forget Did you explain everything in a letter marked "p
Nightwish Planet Hell Lyrics
Denying the lying A million children fighting For lives in strife For hope beyond the horizon A dead world A dark path Not even crossroads to choose from All the bloodred Carpets before me Behold this fair creation of God My only wish to leave behind All the days of the Earth An everyday hell of my kingdom come The 1st rock thrown again Welcome to hell, little Saint Mother Gaia in slaughter Welcome to paradise, Soldier My 1st cry neverending All life is to fear for life You fool, you wanderer You challenged the gods and lost Save yourself a penny for the ferryman Save yourself and let them suffer In hope In love This world ain't ready for The Ark Mankind works in mysterious ways
Nightwish Nemo Lyrics
This is me for forever One of the lost ones The one without a name Without an honest heart as compass This is me for forever One without a name These lines the last endeavor To find the missing lifeline Oh how I wish For soothing rain All I wish is to dream again My loving heart Lost in the dark For hope I`d give my everything Oh how I wish For soothing rain Oh how I wish to dream again Once and for all And all for once Nemo my name forevermore My flower, withered between The pages 2 and 3 The once and forever bloom gone with my sins Walk the dark path Sleep with angels Call the past for help Touch me with your love And reveal to me my true name Oh, how I wish... Nemo sailing home Nemo letting go Oh, how i wish...
Nightwish Wish I Had An Angel Lyrics
I wish I had an angel For one moment of love I wish I had your angel Your Virgin Mary undone I'm in love with my lust Burning angelwings to dust I wish I had your angel tonight Deep into a dying day I took a step outside an innocent heart Prepare to hate me fall when I may This night will hurt you like never before Old loves they die hard Old lies they die harder I wish... I'm going down so frail 'n cruel Drunken disguise changes all the rules Old loves... I Wish... Greatest thrill Not to kill But to have the prize of the night Hypocrite Wannabe friend 13th disciple who betrayed me for nothing! Last dance, first kiss Your touch my bliss Beauty always comes with dark thoughts I wish...
Nightwish Dark Chest Of Wonders Lyrics
Once I had a dream And this is it Once there was a child's dream One night the clock struck twelve The window open wide Once there was a child's heart The age I learned to fly And took a step outside Once I knew all the tales It's time to turn back time Follow the pale moonlight Once I wished for this night Faith brought me here It's time to cut the rope and fly Fly to a dream Far across the sea All the burdens gone Open the chest once more Dark chest of wonders Seen through the eyes Of the one with pure heart Once so long ago The one in the Big Blue is what the world stole from me This night will bring him back to me Fly to a dream...

TO THE PERSON I LOVE You are friendly, kind and caring Sensitive, loyal and understanding Humorous, fun, secure and true Always there… yes that’s you. Special, accepting, exciting and wise Truthful and helpful, with honest blue eyes Confiding, forgiving, cheerful and bright Yes that’s you… not one bit of spite. You’re one of kind, different from others Generous, charming, but not one that smothers Optimistic, thoughtful, happy and game But not just another… in the long chain. Appreciative, warm and precious like gold Our friendship won’t tarnish or ever grow old You’ll always be there, I know that is true I’ll always be here … always for you

To my kids I can’t change your past with all it’s heartache and pain, Nor the future with it’s untold stories. But I can be there now when you need me to care. I can’t keep your feet from stumbling. I can only offer my hand that my grasp it And not fall. Your joy’s, triumphs, success ,and happiness Are not mine ; yet I can share in your laughter. Your decisions in life are not mine to make, nor judge; I can only support you , encourage you and help you You ask. I can’t prevent you from falling away from friendship, from your values, from me. I can only wish for you, talk to you, and wait for you. I can’t give you boundaries which I have determined for you, but give you the room to change, room to grow, room to be Yourself. I can’t keep your heart

Life life is a series of moving changes , moving seasons moving dreams , forever live in the past, well condemn us to a present with no future......
Nightwish Elvenpath Lyrics
(In the sheltering shade of the forest Calling calming silence Accompanied only by the full moon The howling of a night wolf And the path under my bare feet... ...The Elvenpath) Hearing music from the deepest forest Songs as a seduction of sirens The elf-folk is calling me Tapio, Bear-king, Ruler of the forest Mielikki, Bluecloak, Healer of the ill and sad Open the gate and let me follow the uncarven path -Chorus- The way to the lands Where as a hero I stand The path where Beauty met the Beast Elvenpath It's the honesty of these worlds Ruled by magic and mighty swords That makes my soul long for the past Elvenpath The moonwitch took me to a ride on a broomstick Introduced me to her old friend home gnome Told me to keep the sauna warm for him At the grove I met the rest - the folk of my fantasies Bilbo, Sparhawk, goblins and pixies Snowman, Willow, trolls and the seven dwarves The path goes forever on -Chorus- As I return to my room And as sleep t
Nightwish Slaying The Dreamer Lyrics
A snowy owl above the haunted waters Poet of ancient gods Cries to tell the neverending story Prophecy of becoming floods An aura of mystery surrounds her The lady in brightest white Soon the incarnate shall be born The Creator of the Night Deep dark is His Majesty's kingdom A portent of tomorrow's world There shall the liquid give Him power The red-eyed unborn lord Fatal embrace of the bloodred waters The cradle of infinite gloom The spell to master this Earth Carven on an infant's tomb "I will die for the love of the mermaid Her seduction beauty and scorn Welcome to the end of your life - Hail the Oceanborn!" "Disgraced is my virginity Death has woven my wedding dress Oh Great Blue breathe the morning dew For you are the cradle of the image of god" "Brave now long rest is sweet With me here in the deep" "I prayed for pleasure wished for love Prayed for your - " "Never pray for me!" "Who the hell are you for me But a mortal dream to see?
Nightwish End Of All Hope Lyrics
It is the end of all hope. To lose the child, the faith. To end all the innocence. To be someone like me. This is the birth of all hope. To have what I once had. This life unforgiven, It will end with a birth. No will to wake for this morn. To see another black rose born. Deathbed is slowly covered with snow. Angels, they fell first, but I'm still here Alone as they are drawing near. In heaven my masterpiece will finally be sung. It is the end of all hope. To lose the child, the faith. To end all the innocence. To be someone like me. Wounded is the deer that leaps highest, and my wound it cuts so deep. Turn off the light and let me pull the plug. It is the end of all hope. To lose the child, the faith. To end all the innocence. To be someone like me. This is the birth of all hope. To have what I once had. This life unforgiven, It will end with a birth. Mandylion without a face, Deathwish without a prayer. End of hope, end o
Thai Steak Salad
THAI STEAK SALAD makes 6 sevings 1 1/2 lbs. skirt steak 2 Tbs. Thai seasoning, like The Spice Hunter 3 Tbs. peanut butter 1 cup seasoning-ginger vinaigrette 1 small head napa cabbage, cored 1 cup snow peas (about 4 oz.) 1 small cucumber, sliced 1 bunch radishes, sliced 1 Tbs. chopped peanuts Heat broiler. season steak with Thai seasoning and salt and pepper, if desired. Broil 10 min., or until thermometer inserted in steak reads 160F. Cook, cut into 1/2" slices. In microwave-safe bowl, microwave peanutbutter 30 sec., or until soft; stir in vinaigrette. Arrange cabbage on platter. Top with snow peas, cucumbers, radishes and peanuts. Drizzlwe with dressing mixture. Per serving Cal. 387 Pro. 30g carb. 14g Fiber 5g chol. 66mg Sad. 636 mg Fat Sat 4g Trans, 3g Mono 15g Poly 2g HEALTH BENEFIT Stay heart healthy with peanuts. These buttery nuts provide high amounts of resveratrol, a phenoic antioxidant that has been shown to help lower LDL ("bad") cholesterol.

You got me crazy about you... sometimes, I just don’t know what to do. I cant think I'm feeling like I'm going outta my mind.. I can't breathe.. I need "you my world. I want you so badly in my life.. Dreaming of every day I'd be with you. fantasizing about you doesn't seem right to me... I just want you to actually be right next to me.. so I can feel what it feels like to touch you, have you touching me.. yes, I want you, girl.. every time I close my eyes and open them, again I want you more. So............. each day I'm gonna pray that in "your" dreams you see me as I see you.. and until then..................... I'll be loving you.. from a distance
Still One Of The Best. Brings A Tear To My Eye All The Time.
Nightwish Dead To The World Lyrics
All the same take me away, we're dead to the world. The child gave thought to the poet's words, gave comfort to the fallen. (Heartfelt, lovelorn) Remaining, yet still uninvited. Those words scented my soul. (lonely soul, Ocean soul) It's not the monsters under your bed, it is the Man next door. That makes you fear, makes you cry, makes you cry for the child. All the wars are fought among those lonely men. Unarmed, unscarred. I don't want to die a scarless man. A lonely soul (tell me now what to do). I studied silence to learn the music. I joined the sinful to regain innocence. Heaven queen, cover me. In all that blue. Little boy such precious joy, is dead to the world Heaven queen, carry me. Away from all pain. All the same take me away. We're dead to the world Deep, silent and constant, yet always changing -my favorite view of this world. As he died, he will return to die in me again. Weaving the cloth, giving birth to Century child Who

You walk with me.... lead me through the darkness have blessed me many times over make no mistake I truly will follow I know that time stands still for no man Not one Nor when I falter and/or fall short of your expectations do you turn away from me Never, not once, have you led me astray when I need you to hear Always you are right here. You have done so much for me stood for me gave your most precious just for me to remain present in this day and age. And yet... "Thank you" just doesn't do it I will follow you to the end of my days and then some For, I believe, there is nothing or no one greater than In "His" name.... to you I say these things Amen
Nightwish Bless The Child Lyrics
"I was born amidst the purple waterfalls. I was weak, yet not unblessed. Dead to the world, alive for the journey. One night I dreamt a white rose withering, a newborn drowning a lifetime loneliness. I dreamt all my future, relived my past, and witnessed the beauty of the Beast" Where have all the feelings gone? Why has all the laughter ceased? Why am I loved only when I'm gone? Gone back in time to bless the child. How can I ever feel again? Given the chance would I return? Why am I loved only when I'm gone? Gone back in time to bless the child. Think of me long enough to make a memory. Come bless the child one more time. I've never felt so alone in my life. As I drank from a cup which was counting my time. There's a poison drop in this cup of man, To drink it is to follow the left hand path. Why am I loved only when I'm gone? Gone back in time to bless the child. Think of me long enough to make a memory. Come bless the child one mo
Heaven Bound
Wow if life is not crazy sometimes Throws you curve balls all the time With on passing by it happens to hit ya right in the eye I lay here now waiting for my father to take me Although mommy is sad she does not need to be mad She needs to look at me and see I am at peace with what god gave me Cancer stricken Some lives torn apart They dont realize I will always be a part So mommy when i go Let loose of your hold Be happy that I knew I was saved by grace The very grace that was given to me This is my time My time to shine I am heaven bound On this big merry go round Next time you see me I will have the greatest of wings Just remember to say Every day You still love me I will watch over your shoulder Dad remember to hold her She is strong inside But her baby is going on the greatest ride I am heaven bound
Frog Legs (this Is What I'm Talking About)
This is the fairy tale we should have been reading as little girls! Once upon a time, in a land far away, a beautiful, independent, self-assured princess happened upon a frog as she sat, contemplating ecological issues on the shores of an unpolluted pond in a verdant meadow near her castle. The frog hopped into the princess' lap and said: Elegant Lady, I was once a handsome prince, until an evil witch cast a spell upon me. One kiss from you, however,
A Dear Friend That Will Never Be Forgotten.
You And Me
Nightwish The Riddler Lyrics
Riddler Riddler ask me why The birds fly free on a mackerel sky Ask me whither goes the wind Whence the endless tick-tick stream begins Make me guess if the earth is flat or round Set a guessing if fantasies are unbound If tales aren't just for children to see That it's peace if sleep walks with me As you wish For kingdom come The one to know all the answers You think you dwell in wisdoms sea Still sweet ignorance is the key To a poet's paradise Challenge the Riddler and you will see... Riddler Riddler ask me why All mothers beneath the Earth and sky Hold their children's hands for a while Their hearts forever - yours and mine Make me wonder what's the meaning of life What's the use to be born and then die Make me guess who's the one Behind the mask of Father and Son As you wish For kingdom come The one to know all the answers You think you dwell in wisdoms sea Still sweet ignorance is the key To a poet's paradise Challenge the Riddler and you wil

Why Deny It Why deny what you feel for me. I look into your eyes I see the desire for me in them. The reflection I see. But you I feel. I can feel your vibes, your moods, and your emotions. You have a way of allowing me into your space. Sometimes so deep, so intense it catches me off guard and it tickles me so you will catch me giggle. I know I can’t completely have you, but I am satisfied with what you are freely willingly to give me. I will take every precious smile and treasure it. I will take every hug and hold on to it, and tuck it in my heart so that it will fill the empty space the hole has made. I will place all the concern you have for me and use it as my shield against those who try to attack me, for your confidence has strengthened me in such away, that I feel alive and wanted. But I will have to remember that my dreams for us to be are the realities of another. It’s alright though because still have the gifts of hope and faith to know deep down you love me. Why Deny It?
Worm Test A little boy and his grandfather are raking leaves in the yard. The little  boy finds an earthworm trying to get back into its hole. He says, "Grandpa,  I bet I can put that worm back in that hole." The grandfather replies, "I'll bet you five dollars you can't. It's too wiggly and limp to put back in that little hole." The little boy runs into the house and comes back out with a can of hair  spray. He sprays the worm until it is straight and stiff as a board. Then  he puts the worm back into the hole. The grandfather hands the little boy five dollars, grabs the hair spray, and  runs into the house. Thirty minutes later the grandfather comes back out and  hands the little boy another five dollars.

Dear Mr. Murphy god bless your heart and soul... I tried to fuck your daughter, but I couldn’t find her hole. When I found her hole... As furry as a flock... God dammit Mr. Murphy, I could find my cock. When I found my cock... As straight as a pin, god dammit Mr. Murphy... I couldn’t get it in. When I got it in, I wiggled it about... Got dammit Mr. Murphy... I couldn’t get it out. When I got it out.... It was wriggled up and sore... God dammit Mr. Murphy... Your daughter wanted more. When I gave her more... She fell upon the bed. God dammit Mr. Murphy... I think your daughter’s dead.
Nightwish Over The Hills And Far Away Lyrics
They came for him one winter's night. Arrested, he was bound. They said there'd been a robbery, his pistol had been found. They marched to the station house, he waited for the dawn. And as they led him to the dock, he knew that he'd been wronged. "You stand accused of robbery," he heard the bailiff say. He knew without an alibi, tomorrow's light would mourn his freedom. Over the hills and far away, for ten long years he'll count the days. Over the mountains and blue seas, a prisoner's life for him there'll be. He knew that it would cost him dear, but yet he dare not say. Where he'd been that fateful night, a secret it must stay. He had to fight back tears of rage. His heart beat like a drum. For with the wife of his best friend, he spent his final night of freedom. Over the hills and far away, he swears he will return one day. Far from the mountains and blue seas, back in her arms he swear he'll be. Over the hills and far away. Over the hills and,
exactly what is wrong with me. I have no talent at all im not really good at anything. i seem to be cute i guess but seriously i would rather be intreging or maybe smart. i didnt graduate from highschool so i am currently working on doing that through the mail but it doesnt matter because if u didnt do it with a cap and gown you didnt do it at all. i went to school to become a cna which is no use to me since i cant get a job i guess i wasnt good at that too. just another thing im not good at. i seriously would like to find the thing im good at my kids are brats so im not good at this mommy thing either and my husband hates me so wife not a good job for me either. i pisses me off because all those fucks that thought they were so good in school well they are too good now. they are beautiful and sucessful and i am still a fucking loser i though by now i would have nice stuff i mean not own a house but maybe a new car. that is a dream that will never happen. i guess my talent is being a lo
Nightwish 10 Th Man Down Lyrics
Today I killed, he was just a boy Eight before him I knew them all In the fields of dying oath: I'd kill them all to save my own Cut me free Bleed with me Oh, no One by one We will fall Down down Pull the plug End the pain Run'n fight for life Hold on tight This ain't my fight Deliver me from this war It's not for me it's because of You Devil's instant my eternity Obey to kill to save yourself Cut me free... "I envy the 9 lives that gave me hell. My path made up by their torn bodies. Man to man, soldier to soldier, dust to dust... Call me a coward but I can't take it anymore" They wait for me back home They live with eyes turned away They were the first ones to see They are the last ones to bleed "The ultimate high as all beautiful dies. A ruler's tool, priest's excuse, tyrant's delight... I alone, Great White Hunter. I'll march till the dawn brings me rest. 10th patriot at the gallow's pole!" Cut me free...
Fireman Sex
        A FIREMAN came home from  work one day and told his wife, "You know, we have a wonderful  system at the fire station: BELL 1 rings and we all put on our  jackets, BELL 2 rings and we all slide down the pole, BELL 3 rings  and we're on the fire truck ready to go. "From now on when I say BELL 1, I want you to  strip naked. When say BELL 2, I want you to jump in bed. And when  I say BELL 3, we are going to make love all night." The next night  he came home from work and yelled, "BELL 1!" The wife promptly  took all her clothes off.

I'm not gonna give you a chance to speak.. don't try and say a word...don't move just keep still when I'm just looking at you, my baby, you give me such a thrill I'll lean in to kiss and taste your delectable fruitful luscious lips slide a hand or two slowly up and your sides, wrapping my arms around your waist... where my hands will rest upon your hips... My mouth is dry now, I need you right now, I don't know what to do.... All I know is ............ WHEN, I see you........ Our time is then...and I will not let you go
Nightwish She Is My Sin Lyrics
For whom the gun tolls For whom the prey weeps Bow before a war Call it religion Some wounds never heal Some tears never will Dry for the unkind Cry for mankind Even the dead cry - Their only comfort Kill your friend, I don`t care Orchid kids, blinded stare Need to understand No need to forgive No truth no sense left to be followed "Facing this unbearable fear like meeting an old friend" "Time to die, poor mates, You made me what I am!" "In this world of a million religions everyone prays the same way" "Your praying is in vain It`ll all be over soon" "Father help me, save me a place by your side!" "There is no god Our creed is but for ourselves" "Not a hero unless you die Our species eat the wounded ones" "Drunk with the blood of your victims I do feel your pity-wanting pain, Lust for fame, a deadly game" "Run away with your impeccable kin!" "- Good wombs hath borne bad sons..." Cursing, God, why? Falling for every lie Survivors` guilt In
Rude Insults
  I don't know what makes you so stupid, but it really works! I don't think you are a fool. But then what's MY opinion against thousands of others? I hear the only place you're ever invited is outside. I hear you were born on a farm. Any more in the litter? I heard you got a brain transplant and the brain rejected you! I heard you went to have your head examined but the doctors found nothing there. I know you are nobody's fool but maybe someone will adopt you. I thought of you all day today. I was at the zoo. I would ask you how old you are but I know you can't count that high. I'd like to help you out. Which way did you come in? I'd like to leave you with one thought...but I'm not sure you have anywhere to put it! I'd love to go out with you, but my favorite commercial is on TV. I'll never forget the first time we met - although I'll keep trying. I'm busy now. Can I ignore you some other time? I've seen people like you before,

I Value You I value u more than words can say. I often sit and reflect upon the words u spoke to me. When we talk, laugh, or maybe even cry in front of each other, we bond closer and closer to each other. I can speak to you without uttering a word. I gaze into your eyes and I see such strength and perseverance. You have given me so much in such a short time I can’t thank you enough, but I can say I value you.
Nightwish Come Cover Me Lyrics
Crownless again shall be the queen Trophy on her grave still remains unseen A boat on the river confessing the sins The Riddler revealing the deep hidden things Crownless again shall be the king A gull covered in oil with a broken wing A hitcher on a road alone and lost Iron sharpens iron - a truth that once was Mine is the Earth and the sword in the stone Mine is the throne for the idol One fleeting moment and it is all gone Crownless again Will I fall? Roaming on razor-sharp castles Ruling all but myself (Now my night is laid to sleep) One fragrant rose worth ten times what I am A crippled begging a coin braver than I ever was Reflection from me - Devil dressed in white Chasten the being Become what I once was Mine is the Earth...
Internet Encounter......pt1
it started with a simple friend request. And with no eagerness they slowly interacted with each other..first it was reply's to bulletins sent to each other inbox then it went from there..they had no ideal what they were in for. but something changed and they seemed to be flirting more. Joslyn became intrigued with anthony's shy but sexiness he displayed with no knowledge! he was suttle but noticeable, and he seemed to have taken a slight intrest in her as well. as time went by they exchanged phone number's and talked on the phone before finally meeting. they talked about it that night and decided they would meet that saturday at the local salsa club..Joslyn could feel her heart begin to race as they made there plan's final..she dident know what it was about anthony but she was for once nervous. a couple days passed and she stood at the mall with the most scared feeling , not the type of scared that makes u fear for your life but rather the type that
My Life

A Place There is a place within my heart Where memories of you lie. A place I visit from time to time; A place that shall never die. A place that no one knows about Except for a very few. A place that I have set aside Especially for you. I go to this place whenever I feel Lonely when we're apart. I go to this place whenever I need You to touch my heart. You shall always be in this place; No one could fill your shoes. No one else could take your place, For I give my heart to you.

I toss and I turn.. for that sensual taste of your lips, endearing touch of your fingertips, I yearn aching... dreaming... wanting... nothing but you lying next to me here in my bed massive thoughts of you dancing through my head yes, you are on my mind all the time I ask you, one last time... Allow me to take your hand, make you mine. I need you.. I want you.. to hold you.. and love you... Precious sweet heart of mine.. so divine and sanctified hear me calling out to you I feel you wanting... desiring.. craving.. I do you.

Broken Promises I'm sitting here alone as thoughts run through my head thinking about my life how I wish that I was dead The blade calls my name I'm needing it more and more I’ll just add to the scars from times I've cut before I'm becoming really scared now I'm getting numb to the pain it doesn't even phase me tears no longer fall like rain My cuts get deeper and deeper each one closer to my death it won't be long now till I take my last & final breath Get away from me let me rot in my hell leave me here alone in this place where I dwell Get away while you can before I take you down I don't want you to hurt but loving me will kill you…
I AM: Sore. I WANT: To go out. I HAVE: A head ache. I HATE: Being bored. I MISS: People. I HEAR: JKai sending me a thousand messages on AIM I REGRET: A lot. I LOVE: Not a lot. I ACHE: all the time. I ALWAYS: have hiccups, it would seem? I AM NOT: japanese. I DANCE: too much. I CRY: when I'm mad. I NEED TO LEARN: to accept dirty people as human beings. I SHOULD: Go do something. [YES OR NO] 1. KEEP A DIARY Yes. 2. KEEP A JOURNAL: Hi, You're stupid. 3. SET YOUR WATCHES A FEW MINUTES AHEAD: All of my clocks are set five to ten minutes fast. 4. BITE YOUR FINGERNAILS: Yeah, it's a bad habit, i know. 5. BELIEVE IN LOVE: I guess you could say that. [DO YOU] 1. HAVE A/ANY CRUSH(ES): Sorta. 2. THINK YOU WANT TO FALL IN LOVE: Ugh, no. 3. WANT/HAVE TATTOOS: I have six. 4. WANT/HAVE PIERCINGS: lip/tipoftongue. [WHEN YOU SEE THIS NAME YOU THINK OF] RYAN: Walmart. Ryan worked at walmart for like four years. DOUG: This dirty boy. WILL: My favorite gay man on
Unbridled Desire
All I Want To Do Is Cry
  I'm going to attempt to  get this all out.  I do so much better with things when i write/type them out.  And since I don't heve the money to see anyone, I'm turning to you friends.    For about the last week or so I've been crying at the drop of a hat practically.  So many thoughts running through my head, and feelings going around in circles.  I don't know what to do.   It all started when this guy that I met about a year ago got in touch with me out of the blue and told me he felt like he fucked things up with me, and that he wasn't happy with the girl he was with.  He said many things about the relationship with her (not going to get into it all as for there privacy).  I was like, "ok, that's great...if you want to break up with her and try to get with me, I can't stop you, but I WILL NOT be the reason why you break up with her."  I talked to a close friend about it and told her to please not ssy anything to anyone.  (ya know, it's nice to have friends you can go

Hi (Name): Just thought I'd write you a short note to tell you how much I enjoyed meeting you at (place). I can't recall when I had a more pleasant time. Everything felt so natural, and you were very easy to talk to. It's hard for me to identify what it is about you that attracts me so. I suppose it might be the combination of your great sense of humor, your charming personality and your good-looks. Whatever it is, I can sense its presence. You could call it chemistry, or better yet, the possibility that we are on the same wavelength. Lost Cherry's, I really hope that our first encounter was not our last because I felt very special when I was with you. I truly want to give our friendship a chance to grow. Well, I guess I've said enough for the time being. Lost Cherry's, have a wonderful (week/day) and, hopefully, I'll see you again real soom. If you get a chance, (write/call) me and tell me your thoughts. Until I hear from you, take care of yourself. Always, Hun
The Last Unicorn

Lost with out love lost with out love ...a wondering soul drifting to and fro .meeting everyone on the way ,but having no one by the end of the day,,,in the darkness of night tears flow , nobody knows for there is no one there to calm her fears...she whispers her hearts desire in the wind hoping that someday she will meet that special friend...once again the dawn is here........she rises from a reatless night. in hopes that today will be the day , she will be the day ,she won't be lost without love and she will have some one kiss her goodnight
Random Idlings
Have you ever been going along like you usually do and noticed that every one around you is going through what you thought only you go through, only you arent going through it at the moment? Yeah, kinda like that. But this time there is one going through it, and you would give all that you had to take the burdon. Sitting quietly and listening is about the most I can offer. Frustrating and maddening. Not that I am any kind of hero, but I would take her burdon if I could. I grew up surviving, not living. I know how to do it. She has fucking kids! One f the few people I have met in my life that really impacted me. She never made me feel like flavor of the week. She never gave me more than an inch of slack, but treated me like a man. There is a strength in her I admire and wish for myself (although Id never tell her) She knows me inside and out. If I could be half the man she deserves, I would be more successful than I ever dreamed possible. So you can imagine how hard it is to
A Rant By Skittles
This is a repost, or should I say reblog, of a blog written by one of my best friends, Jillie, a.k.a. Skittles. Let me just say that she is, without a doubt, one of the most beautiful people I know, inside and out. And I can tell you from my own personal observations that she has NOOOOO problems getting the men-folk hot and bothered. In just the last month, alot of new people have come to LC, and I've noticed a serious decline in LC etiquette and just plain common courtesy. Come on people! If a person's body-type is not to your liking, just move on! Eventually, we will all be eaten by worms and it won't matter what you look like!!! And now, Jillie's blog: Okay I have a couple of revelations to share with you all... 1. I am not a thin woman. I am a BBW or you can just call me fat, thick whatever.(I have no shame in who I am) I am not Barbie. I never claimed to be Barbie and you know what I am okay with that. I am beautiful and I feel beautiful and that is all that matte

Hi ya'll... new to bloggin a word? whatever...I like here's to ya...a toast to the bloggin ya'll good nite.
Free poker night at the club tonight. Good thing it was free because I sucked really bad and am home way too early, but guess it gives me more time to spend with you all hehe. Better luck next time I suppose
Lists From Profile (moved To Right Blog!)
Just transferring the lists that were in the music section of my profile here, since they went well over the length limit... A: Charles-Valentin Alkan (French composer and pianist; his sonata Les Quatre Ages may have been one of Liszt's inspirations when that master wrote his B minor piano sonata.)Anton Arensky (Russian composer, friend of Tchaikovsky)Kurt Atterberg (Swedish Romantic-style - usually!! - 20th-century composer.) B: Milton Babbitt (American jazz and modernist performer, composer, student of mathematics...)Grazyna Bacewicz (Polish modern - 1909-1969.)Carl Philipp Emanuel Bach (Johann Sebastian Bach had several great composer-children. CPE Bach, JC Bach and WF Bach are the three I know and most appreciate. Of Carl Philipp Emanuel Bach’s works some solo keyboard music, some concertos, symphonies, some choral works - some influenced Haydn...- and a few others have come my way out of a very large output, and justify a greatly positive though mixed reputation.Johann Chr
Thank you all for being such good peeps,I appreciate it very much!I really hope life starts looking up,things just arent going the way I would like them to,my divorce took alot out of me,I only planned on being married once in my life but who knows,tomorrow has to be better!Luv ya all Anthony

Im at 96% I've reached my daily limit on pics til midnight, hook me up and I will hook you up tommorrow
The Stairs
"I ask myself 'why?' everyday. But I never get an answer as to why things happen. With guys, careers, friends and anything eles. I wish I knew the answers to things and to take things abck that I reget deepply." I wrote this morning in psychology. Hmm... psychology ... thinking maybe there a coincidence between the two idk. But from that moment until 9pm I was fine I wasnt upset or anything just chill when I thought about things. Once 9:00 hit I became upset abotu what has happened in the past few weeks. And because I was upset I got more upset about being upset. I wish I didnt think anymore. I wish I was numb to everything. Im not really a smoker. And I try not to smoke when I get the urge to but recently Ive been so fed up that I want to smoke and destroy my body. Why cant I just be normal* again? *NORMAL: me on a regular day not caring not happy not sad .. just chill
Poem: My Prayer Is For You
In those moments throughout the day When I am unoccupied My mind drifts, seems far away It settles on you The old familiar joys and Aches Enter my heart I fear For what and who I am without you An incomplete puzzle with something missing I can feel the void I had decided not to do this again To take the chance of being hurt Of being rejected But my first look into your eyes Was an awakening, A realization That perhaps there was someone out there Meant just for me So in the night when I close my eyes I pray, I wish, I dream For our fates, our destinies To be intertwined For the happiness I feel In your presence To continue, to be shared And most of all For you To see what is there that no one else sees To understand the heart that wants so much And to believe, that you are the one I want standing beside me
i wrote this one for a few good people i lost in my life.... Memories of you to alway's stay, Knowing your not here brings me pain, Sit up thinking of all the good times, It's the only thing that keeps me saine, Knowing your not here still brings me pain, There will be a day i will see you again, There will be new memories to be shared, Old times to catch up on, But...Knowing your still not here brings me pain...
i will probally never use this thing unless ppl actually read it
Listen Up.
Unbelievable.................... why is it that other people are entitled to their opinions but i'm not? I don't mind telling you that my last blog got me into some hot water with one of my "good friends". This i couldn't understand. Not only because it was only over a reposted bulletin that i didn't even write (i only reposted), but also because he agreed with my last blog and then turned on me over it. Well, i'm almost sorry....but not quite!This person that my repost was about wasn't even the topic of my blog..only the general idea of what she was doing and complaining about. So, for this, i get crucified. WTF????? So i guess it's true that if you don't show everything God blessed you with or you don't do drugs, you're in the minority huh? Well, that's just fucking fine with me..i really don't give a damn. What i DO give a damn about is when people come to me, ask me to add them and then act like they really like me until something better comes along. Then, they act like they never understood me at all...f
i guess people were bitching about the new blog posts being in a new alert column cuz it's fixed. niiiiiice. so what's everyone doing tonight? i was thinking about drinking and being an ass on cam, but now i'm kinda tired. dammit jim! today was long and tiring as usual. i took my math exam and passed! =D so i don't have to go to school on monday to retake it. yay! i'm bored, listening to music.. anyone wanna cam with me later? haha one time offer, i swear i might reject you, but it's worth a shot. SCHWING! bring on the alcohol! -C
Best Friends
Best friends are we, That's what we will alway's be, We've seen the up's, We've known the down's, Also shared some frowns, Although we live far apart, You'll alway's be close to my heart, We have had broken heart's, Even shared shopping cart's. Best friends are we, That's what we will alway's be, To alway's be there for you when your ineed, Your shoulder to cry on, A friend indeed, Your sister to alway's be, Best friends are we..
I lie in slumber with you on my mind, Dreams of your sweet soft voice whispering in my ears, longing t look deeply into your eyes and see love reflecting back at me To hold you in my arms and feel the warmth of your body next to mine and feel the softness of your lips pressed to mine and taste the sweetness of your soul to feel the warmth of your breath so gentle and warm and then to my disappointment I awaken to find myself alone and not able to gaze deeply into the heavens of your eyes as I feel to cold crisp air touch my body instead of the warmth of your breath wishing i could fall back into a deep sleep and continue dreaming of you.....
So, my digi cam broke, but I borrowed my sisters while Amanda was visiting, this week. So, fun new pics right? WRONG, wtf is wrong with my computer? It won't let me upload any pictures :( Boo. You suck. (Not you. i love you!
Freak Thing
It's a freak thing baby, It's your love, It's a freak thing honey, When push comes to shove, It's a freak thing mister, When i think of you. It's a freak thing darling, Those wishes of two, It's a freak thing sugar, Lips colliding together, It's a freak thing dear, Thinking this will last forever, When two people get together in that special way, It's a freak thing...
A Bulletin A Guy Made.. Me An Tisha Tore It Up!
Don't assume that guys won't care where you are, because we do. (Heather' point of veiw.. "well same goes for gurls when you guys go running off somewhere dont assume we dont give a flying shxt where u r cuz we do") ____________________________________________________ It makes us feel so secure to know that our girlfriend isn't off flirting with guys we've never heard of! (Heather's point of veiw.. "yeah i bet well it makes us gurls feel so secure ta know that OUR boyfriend "isnt" off "flirting" with "gurls we've never heard of!"") {Tisha- Amen to that damn i dunno how many times ive heard that from a guy but u know what u do the same thing to us, chicks at work count too} ____________________________________________________ Also, don't talk about your ex-boyfriends. We never have, nor ever will respect or like them, nor do we want to hear about them. When you do, you're asking your boyfriend to be jealous. You're asking your boyfriend to lose trust. (Heather's poi
Lo Que Paso, Paso
Es una asesina ella con lleva la medicina Enganadora que te envuelve y te domina Una abusadora ella como sabe te devora Y si no tienes experiencia te enamora Una especialista para q te ponga ella a la vista Balas hechizeras un nombre en su lista Q si es maliciosa yo q la trate como una diosa Me engano y ahora me llama como loca
What Have They Done???
It's not bad enuff Baby Jesus gives a place like the LC to a mad man to contact people, but NOW they give him a forum to scribe all his inane ramblings for public perusal....(sadistic glee....) must fight postal urges....... (grunt....snort....chortle....wheeze....) those bastards!!!
I have been here for a few months now.So Far I love Lost Cherry but I do have a few problems with it. So I have decided to post this blog in hopes ppl will understand and get to know me.I am not here to see pics of what "Men Have To Offer". I am also not here to show "What I Have To Offer" I am here to make "FRIENDS" thats it "NOTHING MORE".I will not be rating "Private Pics" or even entering "Private Albums" As for me posting "Private Pics" Forget it I have more respect for my self that..So Please DO NOT ask me to rate your pics cause I will Not do it.DO NOT ask me where my private pics are cause there aren't any. Thx ~Venomous Kiss~
Call Me When Your Sober
Don't cry to me. If you loved me, You would be here with me. You want me, Come find me. Make up your mind. Should I let you fall? Lose it all? So maybe you can remember yourself. Can't keep believing, We're only deceiving ourselves . And I'm sick of the lie, And you're too late. Don't cry to me. If you loved me, You would be here with me. You want me, Come find me. Make up your mind. Couldn't take the blame. Sick with shame. Must be exhausting to lose your own game. Selfishly hated, No wonder you're jaded. You can't play the victim this time, And you're too late. Don't cry to me. If you loved me, You would be here with me. You want me, Come find me. Make up your mind. You never call me when you're sober. You only want it cause it's over, It's over. How could I have burned paradise? How could I - you were never mine. So don't cry to me. If you loved me, You would be here with me. Don't lie to me, Just get your things. I've made up
Who I Like On Lc/ct Part 2
nicckie to me is a wonderful sexy hott beautiful gorgeous sensational amazing pretty and raidant incredibly stunning person and i feel like i have a special bond with her i reckon if she was to leave the world i would be truly depressed and and heart broken forever because i in my heart care about her and i don't want anything bad to happen to her so i thought i would do a very special blog just for her and this it because she means so much to me on lost cherry and even if she left lost cherry i would fall apart without her to me i really care about you/her nicckie you are my special friend who means so much to me i hope sometime soon we can meet up in person because i have a strong feeling in my heart you would just like me more in person from Bruce
The First Blog>>>>>>
Alright here it is the all important first blog ohhhhhhhhhh man I 've been contaplating what to write or wether to write at all. See I have so many complex issues and if I write and no one reads it or leaves comments then I'll feel bad or If the first blog sucks then no one will read the next witch will probaly be better(except spelling that will always suck) becuse the pressure will be off and well ok never mind love you guys thanks for reading
My Birthday! Yay!
Yay! My B day is in a couple hours! WOOT!! ok.. i'm done for know! LCL :P~
Survay About Me
Survay About Me Name ::: Heather Diana Leigh Deaton Birthplace ::: Shelby NC Hair Color ::: Brown with Blonde Strikes Eye Color ::: Blue/Green Height ::: 5' 5" Weight ::: N/A Label ::: Redneck, Hick, Southern, ME Piercings ::: My Ears Tats ::: N/A Overused Phraze ::: When People You Don't Even Know Hate You.. You Know Your The Shxt BF/GF ::: I'm Engaged Smoke ::: Naw Thanx Drink ::: Every Once In Awhile Dip ::: Sometimes Best Friend(s) ::: Offline: Frankie, Chris, Jess, Ry & Jonathan.. Online: Tony, Lewis, Ted, Tisha, RyRy, Tiff, Jc, & KimKim Weaknesses ::: I'm Very Ticklish Fears ::: Losing The People I Care About Most Longest Relationship ::: 4 Years Ever Been Beatin Up ::: Yeah A Few Times Ever Beatin Someone Else Up ::: Yeah So Note Dont Piss Me Off Fav. Music ::: A Little Of Everything Fav. Movie ::: Notebook, Dukes Of Hazzard, & Longest Yard (New One) Fav. Food ::: Chicken Sandwiches Fav. Candy ::: Skittles
The Seasons
There was a man who had four sons. He wanted his sons to learn not to judge things too quickly So he sent them each on a quest, in turn, to go and look at a pear tree that was a great distance away. The first son went in the winter, the second in the spring, the third in summer, and the youngest son in the fall. When they had all gone and come back, he called them together to describe what they had seen. The first son said that the tree was ugly, bent, and twisted. The second son said no, it was covered with green buds and full of promise. The third son disagreed; he said it was laden with blossoms that smelled so sweet and looked so beautiful, it was the most graceful thing he had ever seen. The last son disagreed with all of them; he said it was ripe and drooping with fruit, full of life and fulfillment. The man then explained to his sons that they were all right, because they had each seen but only one season in the tree's life. He told them that you cann
My Page
To all my friends and fans, my family that I so dearly love on here.. Let me say a little about my page and it's meaning. I do so love life and all in it.. I learned at a very young age that we are all connected and I try so hard not to be prejudicial. I am a woman of the Earth, Of all religions and I adore life... I have had one realy hard life, yet, I don't take the hardness that I have endured to heart. I have learned from it. I am basically a pagan/ Wiccan.... I know my karma and what it stands for.... I ask you all to go look at my page and see for yourself. If you get one little thing from it , it will make me happy and I will know that we all still have hope. I have eneterd my page into the pagan showcase contest at Ravynwolff's page, just go to my family and go to her page and leave me a 10 there... To you all, I say Goddesss Blessed... Cassy
Some Quizzes I Took
Take the quiz: What Hardcore/Metal Band Are You?100 DemonsMy life, My crew, Fuck you! The words you live by. FSU ain't got shit on your crew. You'll beat the hell out of anyone who messes with you. You are the biggest pain in the ass at shows and are always moshin the hardest cause you're lookin for blood. But the plus side is, you'll never get fucked with face to face, instead you'll be made fun of online like at by -- the World's Biggest Yearbook! Take the quiz: Which metal band are you? (The Metalhead Quiz)SlipknotYou are Slipknot! You love hardcore, headbanging metal, and are not afraid to show it! No one messes with you!Quizzes by -- the World's Biggest Yearbook! Take the quiz: Which Chick in metal are you?Angela Gossow of Arch EnemyDespite her on-stage persona and the imagery that usually goes with Thrash Metal bands, Angela is in fact a Vegan, so no goats blood and decapitated horses on spikes please. Angela Gossow was

what the hell are we still doing in the middle east... lets hear your comments.
Video Cam
You may have noticed on my page there is a link to a web cam. You also may be saying damn that thing doesn't work. Well it is not that it doesnt work but that I turn it on when I at differant imes through out the day. Yea how nice of me to be so specific lol! But hell thats me. I never know where I am or what I am up to.
The Murder Of My Duck
been tryin to figure out what has happened to 2 of my ducks and today i found out. my neighbors dog murdered another one of my ducks and im not happy this has happened. im tired of dogs killing my anaimals and im going to get revenge after telling my neighor what has happened. the dog is still trying to get back there and get the remaining 6. so far raising ducks is expensive. the original duck i rescued at the shelter was killed 2 weeks ago, body never found but now i know this dog took it, the 2nd duck i rescued at shelter, same faith. i found 4 more ducks at a different shelter and well, 3 hours later, 3 flew away and the remaining one died 4 months later from i suspect dog bites. so thats 4 ducks this dog has killed and will bring it up with neighbor. i got 2 more ducks at a duck farm, the male died two months later and still got the female. back in may i got 6 more ducks but they were 3 weeks old and now their big as u can see on my pic tab. so out of the 14 ducks i had, 6 re
i jusso bored so i thought i post a blog!!! lol

All y'all are cool ~
It's Thirsty Thursday-
which means only one's almost Friday!! lol And I will not be on tomorrow night, but you guys can leave me some love for saturday morning!! I will be going out to the club ((as usual!!)) with my girls to geta lil crunk and shake my ass!! ((woot woot!!)) I'll make sure to bring my cam along, cause you never know what's gonna happen when us girls drink too much!! LMAO well if you know any of us, you DO- but it's ok anyways!! :)

greetings my legion.send any nude photos or sex requests to
I Need Help With My Page
Can anyone help me download a song on my page? I cant figure out how to do it on here. I want the song Back at one by Bryan Mcknight. Thanks for your help
Bike Riders
I'm still trying to figure this blog thing out... but just wanted to know who all here is a bike rider?
Standing in a mirror Finding her fear She looks around stars surround Her eyes glowing Her heart melting Life as she knew it was overwhelming Her one passion THe ultimate sacrifice Now it is time to pay the price A woman so beautiful Walking like an angel She can feel her heart racing They say it will be alright It is a wonderful ride She looks back in the mirror A smile that could paralyze a million SHe is now prepared For the walk she had long yearned Dressed in white She is shining bright A future that holds THe ultimate light She sees him at the other end Which is actually a beginning The people look at her and inside start singing They are eye to eye In this moment that is a triumph He will have her She will have him They will walk this life together carrying jesus within WHat a way To go on your wedding day
I Just Want To Know....
If I were to actually use this, who would really read it?
travis my boyfriend is having so touble with his confidence he needs some help what should i do
Ok So Heres Tha Thing..
lol ok so i think everyone should read this cuz its fxckin pissin me tha fxck off man but yet its kinda funny right now im at tha point i wanna laugh i wanna cry i wanna scream an punch somethin cuz im tired an sick of ppl tryin ta act an be somethin they aint its bullshxt dude an then when I try an be myself ppl wanna tell me im copyin other ppl an that i dont know who i really am but guess what I DO KNOW WHO THA FXCK I AM an really ta tell ya tha truth I DONT CARE WHAT U FXCKIN THINK OF ME think im lame think im stupid think im a bxtch think w/e tha fxck ya want bout me but ur not gonna change me inta somethin im not i know im not as smart as most but heck i dont wanna be smarter than i already am i mean hey if i learn more as life goes on fine thats great but dont try an force me ta be smarter than i already am cuz then i wouldnt be me i think u learn as life goes on u learn by things that happen not ppl tryin ta force ya but yeah i know im not perfect an i know my life aint perfect
Hello everyone, This site is so cool. I love it. Well for those of u who don't know me, I am 23 years old and live in Riley in Kansas I am also a CNA. I work at Lenardville Nursing Home. I am also working Night shift which kills me. But I deal with it cause I love the people there. Well I should go I have things to do. Talk to u all later. Jennifer A.K.A Harley
My Kid And Daycare
So..I have kids. Seventeen, thirteen, and two years old, as some of you know. My oldest watched my tow year old through the summer, but now that school's back in session I hadda put her in daycare. NOT something I wanted to do!! Yesterday I got a call on my way home from work that my daughter had been bitten by another child..not once but TWICE!!! ON HER FACE!!!! Apparently the biter just started there yesterday. What a first day!? My daughter is a lover...she HAS to hug everyone she meets! Especially little people (kids). She gave the new boy a hug and he bit her on the cheek! Then later in the day while she was taking her nap..he bit her on her forehead!! The mark on the cheek is just about gone..but the one on her forehead looks like she was hit with a baseball bat! *cries* As if I dont feel guilty enough that she's in daycare..this happens. And this is precisely why I didnt wanna put her in daycare to begin with! The following pics are of the bite on her forehe
Wanted !!
I am in need of people .. male and female .. into the goth / fetish scene that can ballroom dance .. or at leastwilling to learn to work a Victorian Masquerade Fetish Ball Dec. 30th in Detroit. Message me here or at for details .... also .. there will be weekly rehersals until the week of the event
Thank You
i just wanted to say thank you to all my friends on here for being friends with me
To Whom It May Concern
To Whom It May Concern, People say love deserves to die, Then all your asking for is hate, Hate is pain. Hating love is why you are still in pain. You cant bare love, because your still 'Dead' from falling in love, yes? You still ache from loosing love, yes? Loosing love is hard, its painful and it takes time to heal from it. But to hate love is like pouring salt on an open wound. We are young, we are learning, we are growing, we are changing, and with that we fall out of love, were imature, we do stupid things, we hurt people, and we get hurt by those people, but love...our minds, our bodies were made to love, and to live without it is not life. To apperciate life, we have to love it. "Better to have loved and lost, then never have loved at all" and its true. Our bodies mend, our minds heal...we grow up and we move on. And why take a step back on wasting emotions on regret and hate, when we can take a step foward with strength and knowlage. Seriously it annoys me to no end to s
In the life of delusion, It was all an illusion. Now it is so real Now I must deal. Confusion is there, Face it? I dare! Fear of whats to come. When will it be done? Tired of bein Scared, My life I want to share. I wonder, "Is she the one?" Will I call her "My hun"? Her expectations, Will I fill? Sometimes it seems so up hill. Battling whats inside. No more i want to hide. Stay open and free. Just to let her see. Who I really am. Do this, I can. I missed her so, As My day passed so slow. We will talk soon, 'neath the light of the moon.
Still, Yet
just wanna say .... i LOVE TO MAKE SEX!
Where The Love
See on theh site everyonee says feel the love, but where is theh love if you can't touch it? Where the love if you can't kiss it? Love needs to be held an felt not said
Booyah! we are.......the world known as my blog!! and I am the king it's good to be king.... i don't know what the fuck to write so I'll do a little dance! *dances my ass off with precise cheeseness* oh yeah! expect better stuff soon..........or else! mwahahahahaha
Women Terms
Learn Women Terms 1. Fine This is the word women use at the end of any argument when they feel they are right but can't stand to hear you argue any longer. It means that you should shut up. Incidentally, never use the word "fine" to describe how she looks. It will lead to one of the arguments mentioned above. 2. Five minutes These words actually mean half an hour. It is the equivalent to the five minutes that your football game is going to last before you take out the rubbish, so women feel that it's an even trade. 3. Nothing The word "nothing" means something and you should be on your guard immediately on hearing it uttered. It is usually used to describe the feeling a woman has of wanting to turn you inside out, upside down, and backwards. "Nothing" is signal for an argument that will last "five minutes" and end with the word "fine". 4. Go Ahead (Raised eyebrow) Said in conjunction with raised eyebrows, it actually means the opposite. The words "go ahead" are not permi
Can U Read?
if u r of age of 18 till 15 u can join any of the military services but i would say the national guard is better because u have to go to it once a month and two weeks a year and get paid for it real good.
does anyone ever reads these things....they remind me of the bulletins...u only read whatever tickles ur fancy..
Fill This Out Please
Name: ___________________ Age: ________ Phone: (____) ____________ Occupation: ____________________ Height______ Weight______ Married(Y/N)__ Single(Y/N)___ Other_________ Sexual Orientation: __________ How often do u wanna have sex?(check appropriate answer) Daily__ Weekly__ Monthly__ As much as possible__ How long can u last? (check appropriate answer) 1min ___ 15min__ 30min__ 1hr__ all nite___ Do u like Giving oral sex? (Y/N)___ What could you do for me that no one else could?: Which do u prefer? (check appropriate box) One on one__ Doubles__ Group___ While having sex, what do u do? (check all appropriate answers) Faint__ Cry__ Moan__ Wiggle__ Twist__ Jerk about__ Pant__ Sweat___ Scream__ Hum__ Whistle__ Just lie there__ Go to sleep__ Watch tv__ Read__ Think of someone else___ Ball play___ List three positions u like: 1. 2. 3. What is ur preferred pace? (check appropriate answer) Slow__ Fast__ Very fast__ Rigorous___
New Video Added
hey folks what's happenin. I just added a new video on my profile by Citizen Cope. The man is a musical genius. I just bought his new album it's fantastic, this video is a song he did on his last album. Check out and click on launch music player to hear more. Reply here or on my comments and tell me what you think. I wanna hear your feedback. I'm a huge fan of his music and I'm trying to get more people to hear him out since he's not all that well known yet. Enjoy -Joe
New Pics..
I posted some new pics. One is of my son, and the others are of my HUGE belly. Lucky for me there is someone in there, or else I would say its time to diet Miss Piggy LOL.. Enjoy!
My Name
Nymphomania - The uncontrollable desire by a woman for sexual intercourse. (This definition was taken straight from the dictionary) MMMM...SEX, I love it!!! I always have..from the time that I was younger, when I barely even knew what sex was.. I knew that I loved the sensation of being touched. I learned at an early age what masturbation was, and of course was told that it was dirty, and sinful. So, very quitely at night, I would lay in my bed, doing the unimaginable, being dirty..such a nasty little girl. One night, I learned that there were spots on my body, that would make my temerature go up, make me sweat and breathe hard, I loooved those spots, and learned that if you touched them longer and faster and harder, it was like an explosion!! I almost couldn't contain myself. I did this for years, finding new and inventive ways to make myself cum. I learned every inch of my body, and I loved it. I loved the feeling, I wanted more and more. By this time, I knew what sex was, bu
I was over my friends house one night and her and I were talking about my non dating ass and I was saying to her when will it be my turn to find love everyone I know has a love of their own she is like don't rush faith your turn will be here soon.. Don't look for it, It will find you... So i'm over her house tonight and she is talking about her relationship and I was wishing that I had something like that.. But any way I was driving home and I'm changing the cannels in my car because there wasn't shit on so I put on B101 slow jam stuff that I listen to once and the blue moon and their was this 24yr old girl saying what I was saying to my friend the other night when is it my turn to have a love one, and everyone around her has a b/f or a g/f but her. I'm like omg that's what I have been saying to my friend and there is someone out there that feels like me. The DJ told her that it's like planting a flower seed the day after you planted it you run outside to see if it grew and it didn't y
#2: Stupid Comedy Movies
Sometimes, I just need a laugh. Two days ago, I was having a really shitty day. I was doing the switchboard thing all day at work, which left me little time to get my actual work done. Then just before I leave work, I call my cell phone only to find out it’s still off, after being told for about a week that my folks were gonna pay my part of the bill to turn it back on. When I get home, I find out that my portion of the bill was used to pay an electric bill that wasn’t paid for three or four months. In fact, my stepdad told me that they were in the process of cutting it off that day. Nice. Anyways, a few minutes later, I popped in The Longest Yard (the new one; I’m renting the original this weekend) in my DVD player on my computer and I laughed my ass off. It put me in a good mood for about two hours. I fell asleep through half of it though, but it’s all good. (LOL) When I woke up, I got a message on Yahoo from this friend bitching at me. So yeah, I vented back. But anyways, back to wh
Only One Contestant?????
hey come on seriosly do I have to up the prise to get more contestants?
My Day Today
Damn, can't I catch a break? I got a call from my stepdad shortly after work and I found out that one of my little brothers got stabbed in the chest and was in the hospital for a few hours. Apparently, he got into it with his ex... yet again. Not sure what he did last weekend, but he had a warrant out for his arrest. But anyways, he's in jail. I wish he gets his life together. But on a good note, I'm registered for my first two classes! I start next month. Wish me luck!
You know what to do. Fill it out for me. 1. Your Full Name: 2. Age: 3. Favorite Color? 4. Favorite Movie: 5. Favorite Song: 6. Favorite Band: 7. Most Embarassing Moment: 8. What makes you really happy? 9. What makes you really mad? 10. Tell me what you think of me. 11. Do you know me, or if you don't, do you wanna meet me? 12.Did you ever think you loved me or, do you love me now? 13.Would you ever see a movie you hated for me? 14.Would you defend me when I'm not around? 15.Would you let me sleep with you (in the same bed) without anticipating sex? 16.Would you go out of your way to cheer me up? 17.Would you ever listen to my problems even if they don't involve you? 18.Would you beat me at video games, or let me win? 19.Married, single, dating, in a relationship ? 20.Will you post this so I can fill it out for you?
Fall- The Depressing Season
I don't know about anyone else but fall really makes me depressed. I think it's because everything we looked forward to in the summer is now dying.I lost my best friend when I was 15 during the fall and my grandmother within two weeks of each other , I think that's what my major problem with it is. I just start thinking.It feels like it is the season of everything to come to an end if that makes any sense.I usually will listen to really depressing music to depress myself more, oxy-moron , I know, but somehow being more sad makes me happy in the long run.I want to share a poem I wrote about my cousin/ best friend Becky. If anyone has ever lost anyone really important in their life they can relate. My Becky ( March 1st 1984 to October 26th 2000) Life without you......... How could this be... Just 6 years ago... God took you from me... I know it may sound indulging... But the pain is still so true.... Everyday I still feel blue... I love you like my
Our Forbidding Love
Our forbidding love By Eric Brown AKA Dark passion People stare at us but I don’t’ care, no one knows the power of our love. No one knows that way you make you feel when ever I look at you, the way you warm my heart when you hold me. The way I die in your arms when ever we make love, honey nothing will ever stop me from loving you. The world is so full of hate and unhappiness you are lucky when you can find love where ever you can find it. Hold me in your arms never let me go, make love to me with passion and rage. Let me kiss you from head to toe, lick and kiss your love zone between your legs and thrust my love and passion inside of you very fast and powerful tell we both climax in our love and passion. Honey I love you.
The Goddess Within
Look in your soul search down deep find that beauty, you long to seek reach out your mind.When it comes within reach When you touch it, soak her in wisdom, love, and peace, Feel your aura exstending from within hold open your arms and see the goddess within
I Want To Get Next To You
What I have to do to get next to you By Eric Brown I know that your heart has been broken before and you do not trust your heart to anyone. No pain is worst than the pain you get from love, but you can’t give up. Let me show you how a man should treat a woman. Don’t judge me by all the bad men that have broken your heart. What do I have to do to get next to you, get on my knees? Give me a chance to unbreak your heart. You tell me that there are no good men out there, but don’t let a fool make you miss out on you life. I have had my heart broken many times, and I wanted to give up on love. I pushed every woman away, but I learned that you have to let go of the pain. If you give me a chance I will not let you down, my love taking you to a place you have never been before and never want to come back from. Never be afraid to fall in love, if you do your whole life can pass you by. Tell me what I have to do for you to give me a chance?
I was approached by this Agency this week. they asked if I would be interested in posing for a calender. I checked them out and they are legit and pay pretty good :D I guess we will see. I have checked out some of their past calenders and they are pretty nice. I don't know anything about modeling tho ugg..
love so tender and so sweet like a soft wind caressing your cheek love so lite you fly on your feet feeling your heart skipping a beat love so special, yes its true and where would i be if there was never a you..
Fuck You
Fuck you anorexics. Fuck your skitzophrenia and fuck your attention deficiencies. Fuck your beliefs and your ideals. Fuck you emo kids and your pessimism. Fuck you bible thumpers and your faith. Fuck you jocks and your self-involved lives. Fuck you alcoholics and your self indulgence. Fuck the fagots and fuck the bi-sexuals. Fuck all you fucking breeders. Fuck your correctional facilities and fuck your culture. Fuck your nationalism and your government. Fuck your honor roles and juvenile delinquents. Fuck you sluts and your daddy complexes. Fuck you ice queens for your ideals. Fuck your individuality and fuck your private schools. Fuck your public education and your healthcare. Fuck your money and fuck your possessions. Fuck the homeless and fuck the hitchhikers; fuck all you lazy fuckers who don’t have jobs. Fuck you punks, fuck you rockers, fuck you metalheads and fuck you happy-go-lucky pop-culturists. Fuck your brand names and fuck your I pods. Fuck your lower class bottom feeder
My Commandments Of Love
My commandments of love By Eric Brown Sometimes I cannot believe that I have someone as fine as you in my life. You are the reason I wake up in the morning, the reason I go on. I don’t have all the money in the world but I have my commandments of love. First I will send you flowers for no reason at all, when you come home from a hard day at work, I will ask you how was your day. I will never forget you birthday or the first time I said I love you. Rub you feet and draw you bath and giving you a rub down. I will pick you up from work take you to the airport and take you to the islands and buy you what you need when we get there, I have been saving for months for this trip so we can make love in the sands. Lady I will always be true to you so many boys have to cheat on their women, and they cry when they lose a good thing. I will so you that making love have nothing to do with sex but making you feel loved. I will be your loving husband and you my loving wife and r
Hi All My Lc Addicts
WOW,,this is fuckin cool, I just wanted to let all my LC friends know that I am having problems replying to your comments as my page is taking 15 minutes or longer to load because of my stupid internet provider. I am trying to get the problem fixed but they are being assholes. Thankyou everyone for the lovely comments that you have sent and I promise that as soon as I can sort this shit out with my internet I will be sending out comments to you all. NiceNNaughty just dont know it yet that she is gonna help me to send em out to ya'll,,,hehe love ya NNN. Love ya'll and stay safe PEACE!!

Wow this thing actually works! lol i just wan to hear the gunshot sound again! LMAo ok if you wanna rght me you can if not bug off ya bugga!
New Layout
Hey ya'll come see my new layout. I'm provin how country I am lol. Gotta love us southern girls!! Kk ttyl love ya muahz ~Chrissy~
Love may be beautiful, love may be bliss, But I only slept with you, because I was pissed. I thought that I could love no other Until, that is, I met your brother. Roses are red, violets are blue, sugar is sweet, and so are you. But the roses are wilting, the violets are dead, the sugar bowl's empty and so is your head. Of loving beauty you float with grace. If only you could hide your face. Kind, intelligent, loving and hot. This describes everything you are not. I want to feel your sweet embrace, But don't take that paper bag off of your face. I love your smile, your face, and your eyes. Damn, I'm good at telling lies! My darling, my lover, my beautiful wife: Marrying you really screwed up my life. I see your face when I am dreaming. That's why I always wake up screaming. My love, you take my breath away. What have you stepped in to smell this way? What inspired this amorous rhyme? Two parts vodka, one part lime. Th
We as human beings have all been affected by what happened on September 11th, 2001.... We as Americans... Even more so... I believe in fighting for our freedoms... In standing up for what we believe in I believe in our soldiers and know that what they are doing is a huge sacrifice....But how long should they have to sacrifice their family, friends, and loved ones? to continue standing up for what we as a nation believe? Don't get me wrong, I know that they have made the decision to stand up and fight for our country All I am saying is...Is there a limit? Do you really think that this will end someday? I believe that if we pull our men and women out now that what we are looking at for our future will be far worse than September 11th was. I'm not saying that I would not love for our military to come home, because I would love nothing more But is that a realistic viewpoint? I think that every human being questions our future I am no diff
Ok update on the accident. I still feel like hell but the bruises are getting darker and I guess that means they are healing. The adjuster called me today and thinks that my car CAN be fixed. How the hell that is I dont know. He told me that the axle was knocked out of the transmission and that was why the wheels wouldn't turn. They are going to dissasemble the hood and fender to get a better look. I will know more tomorrow and keep you all updated. Hugz, Felicia
Why do people think they can talk about you behind your back and get away with it...if you want to say something to them tell them to their face that way when you are done they can hit you in your face. I had this happen to me today over something freakin stupid and its pissing me off. I just want to scream and leave...never come back. Bisexualvampyre
Just Another One...
The confusion you cause me is crazy, cause all i want is for you to call me your baby, be like jodeci and have you forever my lady. i dont know what to do with myself when you're gone, now dont twist my words and get me wrong, i aint toni braxton and this aint anotha sad love song. but i cant do this anymore and that's real, i just need to know how you feel, so tell me, whats the deal. could you be my candy rain said soul for real. Yeah i know the last vers is kind of lame but its all i could think of....
Psycopathic Holiday
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Darkness, Darkness
by Jesse Colin Young Darkness, darkness, be my pillow, Take my hand, and let me sleep. In the coolness of your shadow, In the silence of your deep. Darkness, darkness, has me yearning, For things that cannot be. Keep me my mind from constant turning, Toward the things it cannot see, Things it cannot see, Things it cannot see. Darkness, darkness, long and lonesome, As the day brings the pain. I have found the edge of stillness, I live in the depth of fear. Darkness, darkness, be my blanket, Cover me with endless night, Take away the pain that flows away, Fill the emptiness with bright, Emptiness with bright, Emptiness with bright. Darkness, darkness, be my pillow, Take my hand, and let me sleep. In the coolness of your shadow, In the silence of your deep. Darkness, darkness, be my blanket, Cover me with endless night, Take away the pain that flows away, Fill the emptiness with bright, Emptiness with bright, Emptiness with bright.
Computers....gotta Love Them!
A woman was helping her husband set up his computer, and at the appropriate point in the process, told him that he would now need to enter a password..Something he will use to log on. The husband was in a rather amorous mood and figured he would try for the shock effect to bring this to his wife's attention. So, when the computer asked him to enter his password, he made it plainly obvious to his wife that he was keying in.... P... E... N... I... S. His wife fell off her chair laughing when the computer replied: ***PASSWORD REJECTED. NOT LONG ENOUGH***
Cougars, Mountain Lions, & Puma's Oh My !
As many of you know I had the Bejeebers scared out of me the other nite (morning) when walking askem and that HUGE Fukkin Cat ran past, Up on the car hood , then roof then Up the mountain in my backyard .. Well Im still amazed that This thing was in my yard, That it was so quiet , and IT WAS IN MY FUKKIN YARD !!!!! Ive been reading up on sightings and found that there have been Cougars ( tan and black )-Mountain lions -Puma's have been spotted in this area .. and after talking to my neighbor today to infom her on things as she's got smaller kids that made a little fort type thing in the woods to keep an eye as these damn big cats will pounce .. Ive got an Email in to someone about coming to see if we can put a live trap up and have it relocated to a more unpopulated area ..So.. From now on when I go out there at nite to walk Askem Ive got myself a nice big stick and a Bright flashlite .. I should make the twerp go out there .. Nah he wouldnt .. Damn anyway .. if anyone has any info on
Feelin Like Shit
man today i feel like shit b/c im sick lol but yeah that's about it i need a cig.
Two nicely dressed ladies happened to start up a conversation while waiting for their flights from the LAX Airport. The first lady was an arrogant California woman married to a wealthy man. The second was a well-mannered elderly woman from the South. When the conversation got around to children, the California woman started by saying, "When my first child was born, my husband built a beautiful mansion for me." The lady from the South commented "Well, isn't that precious?" The first woman continued, "When my second child was born, my husband bought me a beautiful Mercedes-Benz." Again, the lady from the South commented, "Well, isn't that precious?" The first woman continued boasting, "Then, when my third child was born, my husband bought me this exquisite diamond bracelet." Yet again, the Southern lady commented, "Well, isn't that precious?" The first woman then asked her companion, "What did your husband buy for you when you had your first child?" My
I Don't Care About The Bull Shit
It doesn't interest me what you do for a living. I want to know what you ache for, and if you dare to dream of meeting your hearts longing. It doesn't interest me how old you are. I want to know if you will risk looking like a fool for love, for your dreams, for the adventure of being alive. It doesn't interest me what planets are squaring your moon. I want to know if you have touched the center of your own sorrow, if you have been opened by life's betrayals or have become shriveled and closed from fear of further pain. I want to know if you can sit with pain, mine or yours, without moving to hide it, fade it, or fix it. I want to know if you can be with joy, mine or yours, if you can dance with wildness and let the ecstasy fill you to the tips of your fingers and toes without cautioning us to be careful, to be realistic, to remember the limitations of being human. It doesn't interest me if the story you are telling me is true. I want to know if you can disappoint another to be true to
Try This The Next Time You Get Pulled Over!!
> An older lady gets pulled over for speeding... > > Older Woman: Is there a problem, Officer? > > Officer: Ma'am, you were speeding. > > Older Woman: Oh, I see. > > Officer: Can I see your license please? > > Older Woman: I'd give it to you but I don't have one. > > Officer: Don't have one? > > Older Woman: Lost it, 4 years ago for drunk driving. > > Officer: I see...Can I see your vehicle registration papers please. > > Older Woman: I can't do that. > > Officer: Why not? > > Older Woman: I stole this car. > > Officer: Stole it? > > Older Woman: Yes, and I killed and hacked up the owner. > > Officer: You what? > > Older Woman: His body parts are in plastic bags in the trunk if you want to see. > > The Officer looks at the woman and slowly backs away to his car and calls for back up. Within minutes 5 police cars circle the car. A senior officer slowly approaches the car, clasping his half drawn gun. > > Officer 2
Come to Me, Those of you, who would be my willing Prey. Come to Me, Those of you, who would be my willing Love. Come to Me, Those of you, who would be my willing Life. Come to Me, Those of you, who would be my willing Death. Come to Me, One & All, And I shall Embrace you. Come to Me, One & All, And I shall Welcome you into Eternal Night. Come to Me, One & All, And Welcome to Eternity.

With a kiss of pure steel I pierce the skin With a wish it sinks within With the red of your blood and the red of mine Its flesh shall stain as wine Our love is greater than we two And stronger than our lives And though our bodies may decay Our love will survive With threads of pure silk and scarlet in hue I join, in love, we two Your life you have offered freely to me And mine I give to thee The Earth shall hold our lovers' wish And keep it from the day And as the soil grows richer now My Love, it shall stay

I need to know you are near How I've loved you and will always love you You were the one to light the stars in my night Why can't one of such beauty live forever Hear my soul scream its plight You were the gift of joy You were my light You gave so much to life My angel of the night Oh hear me call you, I'll always call for you Though you are no longer here May my voice be carried to your spectral ears
Vampyric Kiss
Fall into my arms my love And dream sweet sinful dreams Where no-one is ever who they seem Let me be your darkened angel Surrender your love to me Embrace the nigth for all eternity Let me hold you, open up your love to me Feel my caresses, open up your heart to me Where in this life would you find a lover like I can be I will destroy you, open up your soul to me Feel no fear my love For we were meant to be as one Is not the moon much finer than the sun? Let my cheeks be stained By the yeilding of your heart And never more need we be apart Fall into my arms my love And dream sweet sinful dreams Where no-one is ever who they seem And while my crimson lips Are still moistened from the kiss Share with me such unwordly bliss
Vampyre Erotica
Your heart burns for love My soul burns for blood I'll take you, I'll break you I'll crush you, I'll break you If you want me, I'll need you I'll kill you, feed from you I'll take you down that road That leads to destruction Come and take a walk with me Where the angels fear to tread Kiss the flame, feel the pain In the furnace of our love I can't feed my hunger Your youth makes me younger I'll hurt you, desert you Turn your dreams to nightmares I'll cheat you, I'll eat you I'll maim you, I'll drain you Come to me, come to me To the dark side where love sleeps I'll hurt you, you'll love me I'll scratch you, I'll cut you You'll kiss me, then miss me I'll laugh at your torment I'll have you, and own you Be hard and cold to you I'll be your dark angel I'll be your worst nightmare
The Truth...
if people want you to be honest with them...then why do they feel the need to lie to you??

Vampyre Erotica Your heart burns for love My soul burns for blood I'll take you, I'll break you I'll crush you, I'll break you If you want me, I'll need you I'll kill you, feed from you I'll take you down that road That leads to destruction Come and take a walk with me Where the angels fear to tread Kiss the flame, feel the pain In the furnace of our love I can't feed my hunger Your youth makes me younger I'll hurt you, desert you Turn your dreams to nightmares I'll cheat you, I'll eat you I'll maim you, I'll drain you Come to me, come to me To the dark side where love sleeps I'll hurt you, you'll love me I'll scratch you, I'll cut you You'll kiss me, then miss me I'll laugh at your torment I'll have you, and own you Be hard and cold to you I'll be your dark angel I'll be your worst nightmare
This Is For Emma

Traditional Taurus Traits: 1. Patient and reliable 2. Warmhearted and loving 3. Persistent and determined 4. Placid and security loving ON THE DARK SIDE:.. 1. Jealous and possessive 2. Resentful and inflexible 3. Self-indulgent and greedy
Why'd you go and break what's already broken I try to take a breath but I'm already choking How long till this goes away I try to remember to forget you But I break down every time I do It's left me less than zero Beat down and bruised I can't see him with you Why'd you go and break what's already broken I try to take a breath but I'm already choking Cause everywhere I look I can see how you hold him How long till this goes away I can't seem to get my heart over you Cause you creep into everything I do And now I'm dying to know How he touches you I can't see him with you Why'd you go and break what's already broken I try to take a breath but I'm already choking Cause everywhere I look I can see how you hold him How long till this goes away How long till this goes away She said she wants to be friends I took a big step back She said She said She said she's sorry With one finger I said fuck that I can tell you're lying when yo
Weird Facts
Each player of this game starts with 6 weird things or habits about themselves. People who are tagged should write a blog with their own 6 weird things or habits, and state this rule clearly. Choose 6 people to be tagged, list their names, leave them a comment and tell them they are tagged and to check your blog for details. It's fun! 1. I can't stand to have long hair 2. I have 3 dogs that drive me crazy 3. I read a lot 4. I hate Pepto Bismal 5. I'm going deaf 6. I hate country music
A Best Friend
If I have to be your best friend If that's all I can get Then I'll take the job with honor I'll be the best one yet. I'll offer you my shoulder I'll show you how I care I'll be there when you need me I'm not going anywhere. If I have to be your best friend The one who hears you cry Then I'll take the job with honor I'll take the job with pride. My love for you is stronger Then you will ever know But for you to ever love me I would never let you go. You need time to find your purpose You need time to sort your thoughts But when the course has ended And the race is finally run. Remember it's your best friend Who has loved you from day one. Just listen to your heart We only have but one You knew it from the start My heart you truely won

Life is what you make it..Love is what you feel..Peace is what you have..Happiness is a combination of all of these..for one cannot survive without the others..
The Yellow Roses!
I walked into the grocery store not particularly interested in buying groceries. I wasn't hungry. The pain of losing my husband of 7 years was still too raw. And this grocery store held so many sweet memories. He often came with me and almost every time he'd pretend to go off and look for something special. I knew what he was up to. I'd always spot him walking down the aisle with the three yellow roses in his hands. He knew I loved yellow roses. With a heart filled with grief, I only wanted to buy my few items and leave, but even grocery shopping was different since he had passed on. Shopping for one took time, a little more thought than it had for two. Standing by the meat, I searched for the perfect small steak and remembered how he had loved his steak. Suddenly a woman came beside me. She was blonde, slim and lovely in a soft green pantsuit. I watched as she picked up a large pack of T-bones, dropped them in her basket, hesitated, and the


LOVE the color of a purple BMW M6 racing down I-71. the taste of a Hawaiian sundae ice cream on a cool spring day the feelof my children hugging me because they want to. the sight of my children playing freeze tag together without fighting the smell of the British Sterling colonge on the one I let get away.
Survivor ~ Cook Islands!
Anyone else watching Survivor tonite? The new season starts in the Cook Islands with tribes divided by race this time around. This will only be my 2nd season of watching... I had a good time watching last year. I rooted for Terry from the start & was disappointed when he didn't get it. Here's a blip from SURVIVOR Host Jeff Probst Reveals Somes Spoilers For Upcoming Season Jeff Probst - Survivor - Cook Islands Reality TV “The Freshest Cast Since Season One.” “Three Love Connections Of Varying Degrees, One Of Which Is The Strangest Love Affairs That You Ever Seen On Any Reality Show” Yesterday afternoon must have felt like Survival time for SURVIVOR: COOKS ISLANDS Host Jeff Probst as he discussed with reporters about all the controversy for the upcoming SURVIVOR season. Dividing the show by race has generated alot of flack (and interest) for the show, the producers of the series and for CBS for daring to cross that line on television.
Show Some Lc Love
SHOW MY BRO SOME LC LOVE [ photo: 2262968713 ]
Unspoken Words
When I close my eyes I can see the man you are and the man you want to be, and I want nothing more than to be the one who pushes you, who gives you strength. The one you come to when you need a shoulder a smile, a kiss. I want to share my world with you, to look into your eyes and know that you understand that this passion, the passion that burns deep within is ignited by simply knowing you talking to you, laughing with you. I would give my last breath so that you never felt one ounce of pain. I would give up my life so that you could live yours, and touch all the world as you have touched mine.
When All Is Lost
When all is lost and you're down and out.... lift up your head and shout... I am only one person but I am me.... slavery's been abolished set me free. I know it's corny but I feel it's true. Set yourself free from all that holds you back.
Being Single Again
I feel kind of weird not being in relastionship, but sometimes, you gotta move on, when me and Ashley decided that we needed a break. I understood that she wasn't ready to be in a relationship because of her job for one and the fact that we grew apart, it make sense. Well since I am sinlge again I went to a club, as a single man, I wanted to try my fliting skills out and low and behold it works I wind up getting a phone number from one of the bridesmaids from a bachelorette group. Wow, I guess I still got it. Ladies, I am a free agent and I am looking foward to your propositions.

hi my lovelies!! i am diggin' this new blog feature. wanna guess what happened today? well besides the fact that my ma was in a fender bender. lol she's okay, just startled. anyhow... i got a 2nd interview!!! whoooo fuckin' hooooo!!! it's for the job that pays me what i'm makin' now so that's a BONUS!! i am so totally jazzed! now, the 2nd interview won't be until the week of the 25th but problem! i'm hoping the place i interviewed at yesterday will call so i at least have 2 options. i like to think y'all lovelies are prayin' for me. if yer not, stfu. lol if you are...please keep it up! it's working!! i need a new job NOW!! i love my family *who i work for currently* however, i don't want to disown them. lol NEVER WORK FOR FAMILY!!! whooo hooooo for 2nd interview!!!!!!!
HeartBroken The love that I felt, still seeps through my heart, He found another girl, And it's tearing me apart. Now there's no tommorow, Or the day after that, What shall I do , To fill in this gap? I thought he loved me for me, But that could just never be, He knows how to leave girls heartbroken, He keeps there hearts like a token. I was willing to give it my all, When he gave me nothing at all, His broken promises fill my brokenheart, As he slowly tears it apart :( Rachel
Some Things I've Learned From My Children Over The Years...
Some things I've learned from my children over the years... 1. There is no such thing as child-proofing your house. 2. If you spray hair spray on dust bunnies and run over them with roller blades, they can ignite. 3. A 3 year-old's voice is louder than 200 adults in a crowded restaurant. 4. If you hook a dog leash over a ceiling fan, the motor is not strong enough to rotate a 42 pound boy wearing batman underwear and a superman cape. 5. It is strong enough however to spread paint on all four walls of a 20 by 20 foot room. 6. Baseballs make marks on ceilings. 7. You should not throw baseballs up when the ceiling fan is on. 8. When using the ceiling fan as a bat you have to throw the ball up a few times before you get a hit. 9. A ceiling fan can hit a baseball a long way. 10. The glass in windows (even double pane) doesn't stop a baseball hit by a ceiling fan. 11. When you hear the toilet flush and the words Uh-oh, it's already too late. 12. Brake flui
Amazing Grace, Pagan Version
Amazing Grace, how sweet the Earth That bore a witch like me! I once was burned, now I survive, Was hung and now I sing. T'was grace that drew down the moon And grace that raised the seas, The magick in the people's will Will set out Mother free. We face the East and breathe the winds That move across this earth, From gentle breeze to hurricane Our breath will bring forth the change. Turn towards the South and feel the fire That burns in you and me. The spirit's flame will rise again And burn eternally. We greet the West, our souls awash In tide of primal birth. Our tears and blood, our pain and love Will cleanse and heal the earth. Reach into the North and know your roots Down deep ancestral caves. We find the wisdom of the Crone, Of circles we are made. Amazing Earth, enduring life, From death into rebirth. T'is earth I am and earth I love And earth I'll always be. Amazing Grace, how sweet the Earth That bore Witches like we. We once were b
I´ve Been Tagged!!
Each player of this game starts with 6 weird things or habits about themselves. People who are tagged should write a blog with their own 6 weird things or habits, and state this rule clearly. Choose 6 people to be tagged, list their names, leave them a comment and tell them they are tagged and to check your blog for details. It's fun! 1. I hate wearing my glasses and will do anything to avoid it. 2. I sometimes just have milk for dinner. 3. I love science fiction and fantasy. 4. I am horrible with names and usually have to hear them at least three times before I remember. 5. I hate wearing socks in the summertime. 6. I pick at my nails, which is bad and I should stop. (Im only doing this once, guys!) Tagged: Lisa, Eve, Ozymandias, Jack, Michael, Dr. Faustus

Any day that the sun shines and I wake up breathing and I can talk with my friends and family is a good day for me. Thank you to all my loved ones for making that possible. I love you!
Just saying a big hello to all my friends and family out there. I love you all.
Never Again The Burning
Never Again The Burning From Gale Perrigo It is always the morning of my execution.... ...I know they will come for me today. Last night the jailor, pulling up his trousers, Sneered, "Perhaps you'll fancy the pole They give you in the morning more than mine, Stubborn Bitch." I think He liked it better when I had strength And spirit enough to fight him. He is too stupid to lie just to torment me. I will welcome death, though the dying scares me... I was a healer - how long ago? Oh, Gods, I cannot think straight anymore! And I know That their gross insults to my body will never mend. And the pain is constant, and they have sworn me That I will go to the fire conscious and aware. My Goddess, I am sick to my very soul with shame; At the last I gave them screaming what they wanted, Mouthed any obscenity they asked, I told them What they told me to say. My sanity remains Only because Your names go with me to the pyre, And the grave beyond, and only there.
What do I have to do to get some fine women to send me their pics? I am willing to post some of my cock if they will send me so of their sweet...lovehole.
blogging, oh blogging. i feel so important when i'm blogging. type, type, typing. no writing. filling space for fun and bordom's sake. but i'm down to no more words now, so blogging ended as quickly as it started.
I CUT MY HAIR!!!!!!!!! sorry everyone my lovely Girlfriend gets the first dibs to see when she gets home from work in about an hour or so :P

Modern Romance Video - Yeah Yeah Yeahs lyricsYeah Yeah Yeahs Music Video CodesMusic Video Codes by Don't hold on Go get strong or don't you know there's no modern romance Time, time is gone it stops stops who it was well i was wrong it never lasts there is no this is no modern romance in time, time is gone never last stops who he was well i was wrong never lasts this is no there is no modern romance there is no modern romance this is no modern romance there is no there is no Fuck Man It ain't supposed to bother me... But it does....
My Rant For Today
Well, let's see. Thinkin it would have been smart of me to leave the past in the past. And left a few people off my buddy list. This back and forth yo-yo crap is done. I am soooo over it. Last time I checked my azz was not a doormat. Some seem to think so. Lets go to her and unload.. then go back to doin the same stuff i was complainin about... how bright is that? I am soooooooo done being a relationship counselor. Hell apparently thats all I am to certain people. Not a true friend as they keep tryin to convince me of. F!@# It the beeotch is back. Ms. Sweet Nice and Caring has been kicked around enough... shes gone. To those of you who have proven to me that i was right to keep my heart hidden instead of lettin you have a chance to break it.... Thank you. I knew I was safer living my way.. all you did was reinforce that fact for me. Alone is best for me... Keepin only a few close... and even of those few.. some must go. Find the happiness within, and you will f
My Baby
Hey everyone just wanted to say how happy I am right now. I have recently reunited with someone that actually started out that we both disliked each other. We met playing poker online and had a big ass brawl, added each other to Yahoo and have been talking. He is great. I find myself getting closer to him every day. Check him out and say hi. Just had to get that Im with ~*Lips of an Angel*~@ LostCherry

I have been stuck at a level 8 for way too long. I am at 91.something right now. Any help would be appreciated and favors returned
Nuts On A Fence!!
> On the outskirts of a small town, there was a big, old pecan tree just > inside the cemetery fence. One day, two boys filled up a bucketful of nuts > and sat down by the tree, out of sight, and began dividing the nuts. > > "One for you, one for me. One for you, one for me," said one boy. > > Several dropped and rolled down toward the fence. > > Another boy came riding along the road on his bicycle. As he passed, he > thought he heard voices from inside the cemetery. He slowed down to > investigate. Sure enough, he heard, "One for you, one for me. One for you, > one for me." He just knew what it was. > > "Oh my," he shuddered, "it's Satan and the Lord dividing the souls at the > cemetery." He jumped back on his bike and rode off. > > Just around the bend he met an old man with a cane, hobbling along. "Come > here quick," said the boy. "You won't believe what I heard! Satan and the > Lord are down at the cemetery dividing up the souls." > > The man said, "Beat
Hey All
hey this is me telling anyone who cares hi. thanx for caring. special shout out to tink love ya girl. talk to you all later. always me
*new*joy Of Jelly Soap!!!!
A beautiful new jelly soap this one is-lovely to look at, lovely to play with and delightful to smell. Warm vanilla coloured has the intoxicating fragrance of Carmael & Vanilla, smells so good you will be tempted to eat it. Pleasures in the shower or bath. Super Fantasy Joy of Jelly Soap my most intriguing shower product to date. JOJ Soaps are handcrafted in Erie, NY. Luscious handmade soap, bath, and body products focusing on all-natural ingredients. Base (fo)fragrance oil (eo)esscential oil New Scents Available! *Angel(type)(fo)This is a feminine scent that blends pure mandarin, honey, fresh almond and other exotic fruits.Has also rich musk and amber. Is classified as a refreshing, flowery fragrance. Was created by the design house of Thierry Mugler. *Breathless(vs type)(fo)Delicate veil of orange blossoms, neroli petals, & young tangerine buds, touch of sandalwood, cashgora essence, & soft musk ~ *Dialogue(fo)(amy brown original)Romantic sweet pear~ *Sugar Plum
Well, this is my first blog entry. I'm not in a very good mood today, I had a long boring day. So it sucked :( We didn't have school today because tomorrow we have finals so he decided to give us today off to "study". Yea, I studied a little bit today.
9.14.06 Written During Daylight
Just This Sentence don't fall, my angel in your fears feel these apirition arms around you when i can not be at your side hear my love through these words through the voice at the end of the line at the end of the moment see me sheltered in this darkness wrapped in dusk and dawn naked before your eyes and as blue as you have ever been pulsing these energies through the earth to the lost lover at the other end of time and that's all that we have left to survive time, murdering time alone with our thoughts and together in hope there is a sentence to the crime payment for the miracle this magick between us will exact it's tole of three by three before we come to the end of the journey and the begining of our life. wise and ancient beyond your days carrying a heart too big for your sleeve we found eachother in the darkness of night as i worked to be anything and you fought to be something more don't fall my angel, before i am there so close to the miracle
A Few Poems
I'm in a mood right now, and thought I'd post a few poems I'd written at bleaker points in my life. Excuse the single quotes around one word; it was triggering a bug in LC. A Visit to the Doctor doctor appears. he stares in my face. i fight a furious urge to push and see if he'd roll. (he didn't) his eyes protrude, his tongue... forked? he begins with the routine. the questions begin. they are meaningless. doesn't he understand? his eyes hold me. my lips form a question. why? why am i here? noone cares about me. we sit. we stare. we parry meaningless thrusts. weaving back and forth as black tree branches against the shadows. does he know? does he understand? as i 'frame' the question, he disappears. They i walked down the hall, and She talked to me. She is one of the perfect ones. Her head tilted, hair glistening, She spoke, her words streaming as water heavy with mud. i feel her contempt. She uses me, uses my brain. i hate her.
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My Favorite Fan Based Movies...
Batman Dead End fan movie. Dick Grayson fan movie.
More Reading On It
I've put this site together because it took me a long time to find out about what was diagnosed as “urinary incontinence” (yeah right!). The history of the female orgasm and female ejaculation is fascinating and I hope my website helps you understand more about the wonderful magic of the g spot and female ejaculation. Annie Female Ejaculation Believe it or not, the female orgasm and female ejaculation were unknown until relatively recently. Back in the 1800’s, if a woman was feeling horny, her husband would take her to the doctor so that he (yes, all doctors were men in those days) could treat what was in those days diagnosed as “hysterical tension”. Symptoms of this “condition” included irritability, a temperature and swollen pudenda. And guess how the doctors treated their female patients with this condition? They prescribed masturbation! But the poor lady was not allowed to do this herself (this was deemed to be unhealthy and would rot the mind!). Usually stimulation of the
Hey all, and welcome to the sick sad confines of my restless mind. welcome to a view of the cause of my insomnia, loneliness, fear and other assortment of insecurities. the following blog and blogs consist of a poetic journal...none of it is edited... i really do think like this, it's just me talking to a blank screen most of the time, or on wednesday nights (when i'm a regular at a local bar/club) a blank page, if i can find a pen ;) some of it is complete crap and here and there there are some good word combinations. hope you enjoy reading...but mostly it's sad stuff, so don't expect to find enlightenment here :D the following entry was written last night in my sadly unintoxicated state, and below the line were older bar writings from the past few weeks. enjoy peoples. oh yes, and if you see initials under a poem it's because it's about someone and i want certain people to know it... it eliminates confusion and people asking me if i'm talking about them... Image of Vo
Dodging Love By **your Destiny**
Dodging Love July 8, 2006 My body aches for the touch of a man I do not understand When we are together, time stops and passed quickly all at once When our lips touch, the electricity between us could light the world Our bodies become one as we are wrapped in love The world around us is no more, it is only us, together The only sound is two hearts beating as one Two lovers so lost in each other, yearning for forever together Wondering if someday the dream will come true Hoping that it will, scared of what that means Knowing the journey is beginning and wanting to know how it ends What I know to be true is I want only you Nobody else, when things are good, makes me feel the way you do My body moist with the anticipation of your love Let's call off the dogs, break down the wall I want to hold you with my heart, no fear With you by my side as we walk life's final mile Written By: **Your Destiny**@ LostCherry
You Will Be Mine
You speak in taunting riddles, Awry in abstract rhyme. Body aches to breathe in you, Words keep mind alive. Angels speak in jilted tongues You're tempted by the fruit. So spread your legs, let sin wash in And offer all you can. But I will be the one to tie you down, Shackle you in bliss, Love you so hard bind you in ecstasy's kiss. And afterwards I'll wipe away sin's faithless, soulless tears just close your eyes tonight my dear and fuck away those fears.
Fredryk Phox- Mirror Fun
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A Moredern Day Princess
She doesn't need a tera to show her beatuy or diamounds nor pearls, She wears her vuales and morals as a tera, Her heart carries percious gems that shine thru the darkest night, Like stars spakling, Just a modern day princess No need for diamounds or pearls My riches lay in the deepest of my soul, Noone can touch that written by: Helen Agulilar
Slowly Disapear
Slowly Disapear Everytime i look at u my life seems so clear, but everytime you walk away i slowly disapear, every moment in your presence puts a smile on my face, but every moment spent apart i seem so outa place, when im with you,i wanna live, but when your not around i want to so much give, everytime i look at you my life seems so clear, i wish i could be with you every minute of everyday, i wish i could be with you and never be away, but since i cant be with you i wish to see you smile, i pray that u will be happy, and show it all the while. Written by: ashley hossfeld
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Like A Dream
Like A Dream Here I sit, thinking only of you Wondering what is to become of us Understanding all you have been through Hoping to slowly gain your trust My heart aches for you, and also I yearn I want to understand you In hopes that I will learn Your unique and special qualities amaze me Your smile Your mind Your voice and its beautiful sound Your eyes Your hair Your ability to cheer me up When you see that I am down My feelings for you go beyond that of words And at first it didn't seem real But that just taught me a lesson In doubting what I feel It seems I dreamed you into life And the reason for my stare The bluest sky The deepest sea Don't even compare Becky, you're so very special in every single way And thoughts of you Run through my head Every hour of the day I hope that you will understand Just how I feel about you I want to be your guiding hand For all that you go through

thoughts on life, I wrote about 4 years ago.... Some things have recently come to my attention that I feel the need speak my mind on. The first of which is parenting, and the actions of some single parents. I guess the relationship between my ex-wife and mine is a little different then most, and my views and being a father. I remember when she was pregnant, and I told myself I would never be a bad father. Sad to say, the path I was taking was exactly the one that would have made me a bad one, now I have to spend a lot of time away from my son, but I feel that the reasons I am doing so are good ones. The initial reason sucked, I mean, who wants to have a DUI take them away from their children, but it had some good aspects to it. I mean, it put a huge flag in front of me saying "look, you fucking retard, you are turning into your father, wanna be dead before you are 45?". So now I am fixing myself, and hopefully in the end it will all turn out for the better. Now, to get on with it, p
Funny Links For All To Enjoy...
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If one day you feel like crying.... call me. I don't promise that I'll make you laugh, but I can cry with you. If one day you want to run away.... don't be afraid to call me. I don't promise to ask you to stop, but I can run with you. If one day you don't want to listen to anyone..... call me. I promise to be there for you and to remain quiet. But if one day you call and there is no anwser..... come fast to see me.... perhaps I need you. Send this to all your friends no matter how often you talk, or how close you are, and send it to the person who sent it to you. Let old friends know you haven't forgotten them, and tell new friends you never will. Remember, everyone needs a friend. Some don't ever leave the ones you love for the ones you like, because the ones you like will leave you for the one they love.
Good Time For A Bad Attitude!
I am still living with your ghost I don't want to be your downtime I don't want to be your stupid game I do believe I'll find myself a new place I don't want to be the bad guy I don't want to do your sleepwalk dance anymore I just want to see some palm trees go and try to shake away this disease I don't want to be your fall-back crutch anymore I'll walk right out into a brand new day insane and rising in my own weird way I don't want to be the bad guy I don't want to do your sleepwalk dance anymore I just want to feel some sunshine I just want to find some place to be alone I'M DONE THE END~
"Life is all about ass; you're either covering it, laughing it off, kicking it, kissing it, busting it, trying to get a piece of it, or behaving like one."
Hey Girls On My Friends List
Leave some comments on my pix, especially my naughty ones, just added some..Do me the honor ladies!
poems The day you came into my life will be cherished always. An angel sent from heaven above for my lonely heart to hold. My heart is no longer lonely, but instead filled with the wonder of a love like Ive never known. When you first held me, it was magical! A touch no other but my soulmate could provide. Truly the passion needed no words. Your kiss on my lips is something I long for each day. With a single kiss the intensity of your love so incredibly clear! Your eyes melt me with emotion so intense it is beyond belief. A caring and unconditional love that shines from them that makes me shiver with excitement for our life to come. Each day your smile fills my heart with a joy like no other. Oh but to have you in my life is truly a blessing! On the day we wed... I promise to you yet again my unconditional love and devotion. For I will cherish each day that God gives me with you, our own little piece of heaven on earth. I will love you always.
Hello all and goodmorning, goodmorning from Australia that is, just thought i'd drop a few lines before i have to take my boy to school. Tention is running high in my house, our twins broke our playstation, this is a second one in less than 2 months, Matmoo is not happy actually he is real mad. Lucky it's my day for going out to have coffee with the moms htis morning, i hate it when he is angry and so hopefully by the time i get back the playstation 2 will either be fixed or forgotten. They are an expesive thing to buy and because we only just replaced one i don't think we really have the money to purchase another one just yet, we have too many other things to pay right now. Anyway i really must be off i'm leaving in about 10 mins, hope to speak to you guys later when i get home.byeeeee xxx
I'll Cover You In Kisses
I'll cover you in kisses And give you all my love You'll be the only one I'll ever dream of You'll never have to worry If i'll make you cry Cause i'll never make a tear Fall from your eye I'll never make a promise I don't attend to keep That's one of the things You could always count on me I'll never let you go You'll be forever in my arms And when you get angry I'll help keep you calm I'm sitting here today Writing this down for you To tell you i'll always do All these things for you
OMG... lost cherry now has blogging! So we'll get alerts for pictures, alerts for comments...alerts for blogging! I definitely will NOT be able to keep up with everyone's blogs, and I know all of my friends will not be able to keep up with mine.. whenever I get to enter one that is. ;) But, I just wanted to say YAY for the lost cherry blog! And oh, since I have your attention, I won't be doing that tag thing Jody... I just don't like that kind of stuff... don't spank me! Ok.. ok.. spank me!! LOL :/ but sorry... I won't be doing that tag thing. AND for those who know I am in school, things are going great, I'm exhausted and have NO IDEA what the heck I'm doing, but I'm trying! lol And if I ever blog again, I'll update you all. Have a great weekend everybody, and again, please don't be offended if I don't keep up with your blogs, I still loves ya!!

Well me n todd broke up lastnight and u kno how u feel when u wake up the day after someone close to u dies? yeah well thats exacally how i felt. idk how things will end up, i love the boy with all my heart we just started to go on eachothers nerves and 7 onths of being together all the time will take a toll. and we figured its best to end it now b4 we end up hating eachother but we left it open to get backtogether if we want to. we have virgin festival which is a big concert to go to on sept 23 and thatll be the first time we hang out all day sicne yesterday im gussing but well see how things go. i still love u todd, i jst dont want to hate u, so this is why we had to do this. i love u a bushel and a peck! xoxo
why True friendship isn't seen with the eyes, it is felt with the heart. When there is trust, understanding, loyalty, and sharing. True friendship is a rare feeling, but when it is found It has profound impact on our well-being, strength, and character. True friendship does not need elaborate gifts Or spectacular events in order to be valuable or valued. To ensure long-lasting quality and satisfaction, True friendship only needs a few key ingredients: Undying loyalty, unmatched understanding, unsurpassed trust, Deep and soulful secrets, and endless sharing. These ingredients, mixed with personality and a sense of humor, Can make a friendship last a lifetime! This is just a thank you, my friend, for all the wonderful and colorful Special ingredients You've brought to my life! Pass this on to such a friend!
This is goodbye, we are no more I love you, get going, there is the door No longer together, alone once again "I don't need you, Good Bye, I have no room for men" Good luck out there, I shall miss you so Goodbye now, I love you, time for me to go I'll see you around, better say hi to me Don't worry I will, you'll surely see Do I believe you, no not at all Been here before, it's made me fall Will it this time, no way, that's for sure Older and wiser, this time I know the score The truth would be nice, yes it would Feelings are hurt, either way, as they could But this is goodbye, I bid you adieu Vaya con dios, Ciao, I love you
If You Wanna
do this if you like 1. Who are you? 2. Are we friends? 3. When and how did we meet? 4. Do you have a crush on me? 5. Would you kiss me? 6. Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it. 7. Describe me in one word. 8. What was your first impression of me? 9. Do you still think that way about me now? 10. What reminds you of me? 11. If you could give me anything what would it be? 12. What is your best memory with me? 13. If you could change one thing about me, what would it be? 14. Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't? 15. Do you think I'm going to heaven or hell and why? 16. Are you going to put this on your blog and see what I say about you?
Does Life Ever Get Better?
ok those of you who know me my life can be pretty krazy! i hate having to act like i have the perfect life i really do. i wish that i can just let everything out. thanks to my friend dustin a lot of my problems seem to just go away. he is always here for me when i need him and i really appriciate having him in my life. but i know that it'll all be over and as long as i have my friends things will be ok!
a little advice for girls: Don't assume that guys won't care where you are, because we do. ____________________________________________________ IT MAKES US FEEL SO SECURE TO KNOW THAT OUR GIRLFRIEND ISNT OFF FLIRTING WITH GUYS WE'VE NEVER HEARD OF!! ____________________________________________________ We don't care if you talk to other guys. We don't care if you're friends with other guys. But when you're sitting next to us, and some random guy walks into the room and you jump up and tackle him, without even introducing us, yeah, it pisses us off. It doesn't help if you sit there and talk to him for ten minutes without even acknowledging the fact that we're still there. We don't care if a guy calls you, but at 2 in the morning we do get a little concerned. Nothing is that important at 2 a.m. that it can't wait till the morning. ____________________________________________________ Also, when we tell you you're pretty/ beautiful/ gorgeous/ cute/ stunning, we freaking
The Strands In Your Eyes
The strands in your eyes that color them wonderful Stop me and steal my breath Emeralds from mountains thrust toward the sky Never revealing their depth Tell me that we belong together Dress it up with the trappings of love I'll be captivated I'll hang from your lips Instead of the gallows of heartache that hang from above Chorus I'll be your crying shoulder I'll be love suicide I'll be better when I'm older I'll be the greatest fan of your life Rain falls angry on the tin roof As we lie awake in my bed You're my survival, you're my living proof My love is alive not dead Tell me that we belong together Dress it up with the trappings of love I'll be captivated I'll hang from your lips Instead of the gallows of heartache, that hang from above Repeat Chorus I've been dropped out, burned up, fought my way back from the dead Tuned in, turned on, Remembered the things that you said Repeat Chorus
Percy Bysshe Shelley (1792–1822) Ozymandias I met a traveller from an antique land Who said: "Two vast and trunkless legs of stone Stand in the desert. . . . Near them, on the sand, Half sunk, a shattered visage lies, whose frown, And wrinkled lip, and sneer of cold command, Tell that its sculptor well those passions read Which yet survive, stamped on these lifeless things, The hand that mocked them, and the heart that fed; And on the pedestal these words appear: 'My name is Ozymandias, King of Kings, Look on my Works, ye Mighty, and despair!' Nothing beside remains. Round the decay Of that colossal Wreck, boundless and bare The lone and level sands stretch far away."
Ok So Everyone Else Is Doin It
so I thought I would jump onto the band wagon too to see what all the fuss is about lol - will anyone even read this?
I'm A Guy...
I should have known I would have known if my brain had been in control but the dick rules male rules clause 69 and all the time I'm wondering all the time I'm wandering and I should have known I would have known if my brain had been in control...
I originally wrote this in janurary of 2004....For a true romantic, Romance is dead. Girls themselves killed it. (Not all girls, but girls nonetheless). As much as they want to blame it on men, when women stopped wantin romance and started wanting material things, they killed it. Not that I'm a big believer of "true love" or their being only one guy for one girl. Of course, I do believe in love. Love for family and friends is very important. I believe in romantic love as well, but, much like I started this rant, Romance, including love is dead. This is also the cause of "Nice guys finish last". Nice guys still believe in romance, so since this is useless to most girls, of course the nice guy wont get the girl. Girls killed the nice guy. Most nice guys would love to find a girl that still believes in Romance. to be able to romance a girl and have her enjoy it would be the best. I have added to this lately, while I still believe romance is dead, and girls are the cause, the reas
Things I Think
does no one just want to have sex. cant people go hard core and still remain good friends. doesnt sex bring people closer together?? i hope it can be true ;0)

I've kissed your lips a thousand times even though I've never known you... I've gazed into your clear, deep eyes even though I've never seen you... I even think I maybe love you even though I'll never get to hold you C'est la vie...
I've been feeling down the past couple of days. The flu is cycling through the store (*cough*WalMart*cough*) I work in, and I was one of the early victims. I still have an irritating dry cough and stuffed-up nose, which won't go away. My co-workers are so emotional lately, and it's getting to me. The strain of working in an understaffed store that needs 106+ more employees to function efficently is wearing on everyone. However, a bird was hanging out in the stockroom today. Hilarity ensued.
Sonnet 30
Edmund Spenser Sonnet 30 My love is like to ice, and I to fire: How comes it then that this her cold is so great Is not dissolved through my so hot desire, But harder grows the more I her entreat? Or how comes it that my exceeding heat Is not allayed by her heart frozen cold, But that I burn much more in boiling sweat, And feel my flames augmented manifold? What more miraculous thing may be told, That fire which all things melts should harden ice: And ice which is congealed with senseless cold, Should kindle fire by wonderful device? Such is the power of love in gentle mind, That it can alter all the course of kind.
Support Our Troops
Support I think everyone should support our troops they are the real heros in our lives they are out their giving their all and most of all giving their lives for our country everyone should support the troops and show they care about them. Do something for them show them you care become their penpal write letter to them send them care packages they love to get letters and packages from people too! So please become their friend show them you care by doing something nice for them. If you should see a soldier in the store or on the street shake their hand and tell them thank you for everything you done for me and our country. Go to
Love Unexpressed
Constance Fenimore Woolson Love Unexpressed The sweetest notes among the human heart-strings are dull with rust; The sweetest chords, adjusted by the angels, are clogged with dust; We pipe and pipe again our dreary music upon the self-same strains, While sounds of crime, and fear, and desolation, come back in sad refrains. On through the world we go, an army marching with listening ears, Each longing, sighing, for the heavenly music he never hears; Each longing, sighing, for a word of comfort, a word of tender praise, A word of love, to cheer the endless journey of earth's hard, busy days. They love us, and we know it; this suffices for reason's share. Why should they pause to give that love expression with gentle care? Why should they pause? But still our hearts are aching with all the gnawing pain Of hungry love that longs to hear the music, and longs and longs in vain. We love them, and they know it; if we falter, with fingers numb, Among the u
How Drinking 40's Got Me Where I Am Today
RANDOM THOUGHTS THANKS ANDREW ok this is my second one of these ill use punctuation and paragraphs and all that. basically with a half ass 12 th grade education ive conquered most of central texas, well at least a 10 by 10 bedroom. they say that your past affects your future yeah thas true it do, but does everty thing you do affect it i mean i pick my nose alot WAYYY more then i should yeah its gross i know and hey dont worry ladies if i ever go out with ya i am a polite gentleman. but does that have any profound affect on my future? the answer is yes it all happened about spring 1994 yeah you all know what we were doin then 8 th grade promotion. so anyways i had no courage with women or at that time girls. well there was this one i liked alot and honestly i think she liked me but yeah ok so like i was talking to her alot and telling some stoopid ass jokes like normal and i totally picked my nose just outta habbit yeah i was a weird ass kid she became totally disgusted and ive nev
To Kill An American (article In Australia)
You may have missed it in the rush of news last week, but there was actually a report that someone in Pakistan had published in a newspaper an offer of a reward to anyone who killed an American, any American. So, an Australian dentist wrote an editorial the following day to let everyone know what an American is, so they would know when they found one. (Good one, mate!!!! ) He wrote: "An American is English; or French, or Italian, Irish, German,Spanish, Polish, Russian, Czech, Slovakian, Hungarian or Greek.An American may also be Canadian, Mexican, African, Indian, Chinese, Japanese, Korean, Australian, Iranian, Asian, Arab, Pakistani or Afghan. An American may also be a Comanche, Cherokee, Osage, Blackfoot, Navaho, Apache, Seminole, Blackfoot or one of the many other tribes known as Native Americans.  An American is Christian; or he could be Jewish, or Buddhist, or Muslim. In fact, there are more Muslims in America than in Afghanistan. The only difference is that in America they are
Love And Friendship
Emily Brontë Love and Friendship Love is like the wild rose-briar, Friendship like the holly-tree— The holly is dark when the rose-briar blooms But which will bloom most constantly? The wild-rose briar is sweet in the spring, Its summer blossoms scent the air; Yet wait till winter comes again And who will call the wild-briar fair? Then scorn the silly rose-wreath now And deck thee with the holly's sheen, That, when December blights thy brow, He may still leave thy garland green.
Taco Bell And An Eigth Grade Education
a wise man once said to me that "americas school system is like a taco bell at the dinner rush.. its pumping out burritos and nacho bell grandes at an alarming rate." there is no place quite like tacobell anywhere in the world. you can tell its food apart from any where else nomatter how crappy the other places food is, and nowhere else have i found 20 soft tacos for 11.99 plus tax. ive never gone to school anywhere else but sherwood oregon and yeah 9th grade we had a way cooler lunch then in middle school. we had those taco bell burritos they were so good, only like 80 or 90 cents or so, could it be they were just fueling the encompasing sense of abandonment we would come to realize some years later.. im not saying im depressed or i hate my school in fact im extremly happy in life. i loved school for the most part even though it was tough as far as the social aspect and all.. but that helps ya grow and makes ya tuffer then steel. either way i seemed to shut off the whole learn
Love is like magic, and always will be. For love still remains Life's sweet mystery! Love works in ways that are wonderous and strange. And there's nothing in life that love cannot change! Love can transform the most common place into beauty and slendor and sweetness and grace. Love is unselfish, understanding, and kind, for it sees with its heart and not with it's mind! Love is the answerthat everyone seeks.... Love is the language that every heart speaks, love can't be bought it is priceless and free. Love, like pure magic is life's sweet mystery.
Scrap Of Desire
Beaten and bruised i have felt the pain Love lost with nothing to gain As a child i was mentally tortured As a teen he broke in my room with laughter and hate Teenage romance gone to late Lost in this world with so much hate Job in and job out I lived the life of a single mother and father Trying to raise my only daughter The state came and packed her clothes The people say she is just a hoe Cancer stricken I have felt the deepest pain Pregnant at 15 I have seen the rain Best friends die and brothers too They all point back who are you When I leave this earth with nothing left I want to be remembered for everything they forget Come and gone the people in my life I have felt in my back a great big knife People are true as far as they can But when it is time to break they throw you like a dirty pan I have waited a lifetime for just one man Dear god where can I find him in this great big land When all is said and done All I want is just one little scrap of desire
Gotta A Dilemma Updated
I just ran into my supposed friends husband. He knows nothing about leaving her. Hes talking about going to LA to do some work and make some money with a friend but he was coming back. He also told me that it was more than one time that she slept ed around on him which i know of at least two he doesnt and i of course said nothing about to him. Nor did i mention the fact that she was trying to decide wether to keep the one on the side or not. Now i would like to say this was for mine and her friendship but i know my mentioning it would cause more hurt feelings. We talked a little bit about what she had said to billy which he didnt know much about and didnt think it was her place and that the whole thing was because she didnt want to watch the kids for us any more. So i think i just wont say anything
Poem That Was Written In Remembrance To All Soldiers
IN FLANDERS FIELDS BY COL JOHN McCRAE In Flanders Fields the poppies blow Between the crosses, row on row, That mark our place; and in the sky The larks, still bravely singing, fly Scarce heard amid the guns below. We are the Dead. Short days ago We lived, felt dawn, saw sunset glow, Loved, and were loved, and now we lie In Flanders fields. Take up our quarrel with the foe: To you from failing hands we throw The torch, be yours to hold it high. If ye break faith with us who die We shall not sleep, though poppies grow In Flanders fields
well i just realized you can do blogs on here wow i am slow lol...well all is good here...still raining in new mexico but all is well... hope all is well else where i am sorry i havent been on much but i have been super busy...i will try to be on here more ...kisses and hugs to all of my friends
Footprints In The Sands Of Time
Footprints in the Sand One night I dreamed I was walking along the beach with the Lord. Many scenes from my life flashed across the sky. In each scene I noticed footprints in the sand. Sometimes there were two sets of footprints, other times there were one set of footprints. This bothered me because I noticed that during the low periods of my life, when I was suffering from anguish, sorrow or defeat, I could see only one set of footprints. So I said to the Lord, “You promised me Lord, that if I followed you, you would walk with me always. But I have noticed that during the most trying periods of my life there have only been one set of footprints in the sand. Why, when I needed you most, you have not been there for me?” The Lord replied, “The times when you have seen only one set of footprints in the sand, is when I carried you.” Mary Stevenson
It was a sad and quite night with words as my shade I wrote this poem to you hoping that the pain would fade Hoping that the pain would fade the pain I feel in me as each day passes by the time might set me free it was sad an quite night When I faced the hardest part cause I was all by myself with a broken heart It was a sad and quite night with my head in hand when I learn to accept and how to understand Now I do understand that reality is pain which brought me tears and left me in the rain It was a sad and quite night As my dreams went through I realized my mistake It was wrong to love you.
The Mask - 10/13/01
When you think of me? Take away the mask.... see my beauty, a goddess, a temptress, a level playing field and I am the ruler. Dreamt of you. I saw you, lying there, exposed. The true you, the real you. The you, my you. without the mask.
Think Before You Speak
Think before you speak... Here are six reasons why you should think before you speak - the last one is great! Have you ever spoken and wished that you could immediately take the words back... or that you could crawl into a hole? Here are the Testimonials of a few people who did.... FIRST TESTIMONY: I walked into a hair salon with my husband and three kids in tow and asked loudly, "How much do you charge for a shampoo and a blow job?" I turned around and walked back out and never went back My husband didn't say a word... he knew better. SECOND TESTIMONY: I was at the golf store comparing different kinds of golf balls. I was unhappy with the women's type I had been using. After browsing for several minutes, I was approached by one of the good-looking gentlemen who works at the store. He asked if he could help me. Without thinking, I looked at him and said, "I think I like playing with men's balls." THIRD TESTIMONY: My sister and I were a
When... - 10/12/01
When... When can I tell the truth to myself. When can I say what I feel. Not fearing the outcome. When could I share my heart with the world? To say I do, or say I don't, I want to. But when? When? When can I tell you? When should I stop myself, from saying to much. When? When is the point of no return. When have the words gone to far for me to take it all back? When ... Can you tell me just so I know When??
Sweet Embrace
My sweet embrace grabs hold of something deep within my soul His magic touch soothes my heart and fills an empty hole My sweet kisses are so soft & gentle more exquisite the fine wine His strong fingers course through my hair sending shivers down my spine My sweet's gazes I dare not to meet Too long, although it may be bliss For his eye's of ocean blue I may fall into the abyss.
K This Is A Rant
Okay i need to get this off my chest... I am loving this blog thing its awesome but I am putting my best poems out here and I have gotten 2 comments... This hurts... A lot I apreciate that you are viewing them I really do but say something...Anything... Some feed back on years of work is all I ask... these are poems I really wrote... Not a joke this is my work... give me something here... PLease *sad*
About Time!
I suppose that Mike and crew had a hella time trying to create a journal tool useable by all and not completely bug-ridden. I'm glad it has come to pass. DOn't know what Iwill talk about from day to day, but i will TRY to make it interesting - to ive up to my "headline" from my Myspace acccount. WHich sound like as goo a topic as any to explore - Myspace. I still maintain my account. Why? WHat would posses me to maintain an account on a website with constantly overloaded servers, perpetually perplexing personages pestering you to purchase a membership with her (at least it's always girls asking me) webcam service. Or 20-30 bands a day scoping out comments I m,ake to my 135+ friends to use as a spam list to get me to listen to their lame crap, which sounds like 3/4 the others you JUST denied? WHy do I? Simple. The list of 135+ friends I have there, and continue to append. Along with the 41 I have here, I connect with everyone from time to time, some more than others. Do you know h
Rough Landing, Holly - Yellowcard Gotta love the Buddy Holly thing going... I love this song, its has great lyrics and the backing if fantastic. these guys are talented, and they have a violinist which I think is awesome.
Love Defined
What is love, but an emotion So strong and so pure That nutured and shared with another All test it will endured? What is love, but a force To bring the mighty low With the strength toshame the mountains And halt times ceaseless flow? what is love, but a triumph A glorious goat attained the union of two souls,two hearts A bond the angles have ordained? What is love, but a champlon To cast the tyrant from his throne And rasie the flag of turth and peace And fear of death o'erthrow? What is love, but a beacon to guide the wayward heart A blazing light upon the shoals that dash cherished dreams apart? And what is love, but forever Eternal and sincere A flame that through wax and wane Will out live life's breif years? So I'll tell it on the mountain tops In all places high and low that love for you is my reason to be And will never break or bow.
Cross Your Fingers
My dad is coming to see me the 19 of next month. Keep your fingers crossed that his work will let him off. Im so excited and i cant wait.

Wellhung: Hello, Sweetheart. What do you look like? Sweetheart: I am wearing a red silk blouse, a miniskirt and high heels. I work out every day, I'm toned and perfect. My measurements are 36-24-36. What do you look like? Wellhung: I'm 6'3" and about 250 pounds.I wear glasses and I have on a pair of blue sweat pants I just bought from Wal-Mart. I'm also wearing a T-shirt with a few spots of barbecue sauce on it from smells funny. Sweetheart: I want you.Would you like to screw me? Wellhung: OK Sweetheart: We're in my bedroom.There's soft music playing on the stereo and candles on my dresser and night table.I'm looking up into your eyes, smiling. My hand works its way down to your crotch and begins to fondle your huge, swelling bulge. Wellhung: I'm gulping, I'm beginning to sweat. Sweetheart: I'm pulling up your shirt and kissing your chest. Wellhung: Now I'm unbuttoning your blouse. My hands are trembling. Sweetheart: I'm moaning softly. Wellhun
Boy do I not want to go to uni right now... I can't believe its my last semester, so scary.

Now here are the rules from the male side. These are our rules! Please note.. these are all numbered "1" ON PURPOSE! 1. Men are NOT mind readers. 1. Learn to work the toilet seat. You're a big girl. If it's up, put it down. We need it up, you need it down. You don't hear us complaining about you leaving it down. 1. Sunday sports. It's like the full moon or the changing of the tides. Let it be. 1. Shopping is NOT a sport. And no, we are never going to think of it that way. 1. Crying is blackmail. 1. Ask for what you want. Let us be clear on this one: Subtle hints do not work! Strong hints do not work! Obvious hints do not work! Just say it! 1. Yes and No are perfectly acceptable answers to almost every question. 1. Come to us with a problem only if you want help solving it. That's what we do. Sympathy is what your girlfriends are for. 1. A headache that lasts for 17 months is a Problem. See a doctor. 1. Anything we said 6 mon

If you yelled for 8 years, 7 months and 6 days you would have produced enough sound energy to heat one cup of coffee. (Hardly seems worth it.) If you farted consistently for 6 years and 9 months, enough gas is produced to create the energy of an atomic bomb. (Now that's more like it!) The human heart creates enough pressure when it pumps out to the body to squirt blood 30 feet. (O.M.G.!) A pig's orgasm lasts 30 minutes. (In my next life, I want to be a pig.) A cockroach will live nine days without its head before it starves to death. (Creepy.) (I'm still not over the pig.) Banging your head against a wall uses 150 calories a hour (Don't try this at home,maybe at work) The male praying mantis cannot copulate while its head is attached to i! ts body. The female initiates sex by ripping the male's head off. ("Honey, I'm home. What the....?!") The flea can jump 350 times its body length. It's like a human jumping the length of
The Shotgun Constitution Preamble: THE RULES LISTED BELOW APPLY TO THE CALLING OF SHOTGUN (THE PASSENGER SEAT) IN AN AUTOMOBILE. THESE RULES ARE DEFINITIVE AND BINDING. Section I The Basic Rules Article 1: In order to call Shotgun, the caller must pronounce the word "Shotgun" as long as the driver verifies the call. Article 2: Shotgun may only be called if all occupants of the vehicle are outside and directly on the way to the said vehicle. Article 3: Early calls are strictly prohibited. Shotgun may only be called while walking toward the vehicle and only applies to the drive immediately forthcoming. Shotgun can never be called while inside a vehicle or still technically on the way to the first location. For example, one can not get out of a vehicle and call Shotgun for the return journey. Article 4: The driver has final say in all ties and disputes. The driver has the right to suspend or remove all shotgun privileges from one or more persons. Section II Sp
My Heart & Soul
My soul was so sad Because of a man My soul was so sad It could not be consoled My heart was so sad Because of a man My heart was so sad Even more then my soul My heart told my soul You will one day be happy My Soul told my heart you will love once again My heart and my soul May some day be right But my heart and my soul Are still lonely tonight
Life Changing X X X
Over the past few months ive certainly done some life changing things x me an tribal have had calum, who is 6 months now (i wouldnt change it for the world. And now we are in the process of moving to cornwall over 200 miles away x tribal is already there an calum is at his grannys, its only been a few days but im finding it hard already x x
Food For Thought
This essay actually began when I started the previous assignment. I thought it would be easy to write about cohabitation versus marriage because I had previously believed so firmly in “test-driving” with live-in relationships. Unfortunately all the research that I found on the subject started to lead me farther away from my original point of view. I quite obviously used to believe in cohabitation; but, in light of recent events in my life, I am slowly starting to become concerned that this is based on no concrete evidence whatsoever and that the benefits of a committed marriage far outweigh those of cohabitation. It all started with my divorce four years ago; the ultimate failure. I realize now that in my quest to keep from failing again I have doomed all of my serious relationships since then. According to David Popenoe “living together before marriage increases the risk of divorce. One study found an increased risk of 46%.” (Cohabitation) This figure is far from reassuring. I u
Poem: Smile
Smile Everyone rushing got to get there on time Heart is racing ,no time to eat Catch that train no interest in others Not wanting it to stop have to get there Two Stations to go and 5 minutes left I have not got time to smile Make the meal they will be home soon. Got to vacum and Polish to Why does the child have to cry right now Nooo the pot is burnt what do I do? A meal to make and 5 minutes left I haven't got time to smile The sun is shining what a lovely day Going to take it in my stride Saying hello with a smile on my face Everyone seems so happy Great, five minutes left and I am off home I have always time to smile
Buffalo Theory
"Well you see, Norm, it's like this... A herd of buffalo can only move as fast as the slowest buffalo and when the herd is hunted, it is the slowest and weakest ones at the back that are killed first. This natural selection is good for the herd as a whole, because the general speed and health of the whole group keeps improving by the regular killing of the weakest members. In much the same way, the human brain can only operate as fast as the slowest brain cells. Now, as we know, excessive drinking of alcohol kills brain cells. But naturally, it attacks the slowest and weakest brain cells first. In this way, regular consumption of beer eliminates the weaker brain cells, making the brain a faster and more efficient machine. And that, Norm, is why you always feel smarter after a few beers."
1 . Money isn't made out of paper, it's made out of cotton. 2. The Declaration of Independence was written on hemp paper. 3. The dot over the letter i is called a "tittle". 4. A raisin dropped in a glass of fresh champagne will bounce up and down continuously from the bottom of the glass to the top. 5. Susan Lucci is the daughter of Phyllis Diller. 6. 40% of McDonald's profits come from the sales of Happy Meals. 7. 315 entries in Webster's 1996 Dictionary were misspelled. 8. The 'spot' on 7UP comes from its inventor, who had red eyes. He was albino. 9. On average, 12 newborns will be given to the wrong parents, daily. 10. Warren Beatty and Shirley MacLaine are brother and sister. 11. Chocolate affects a dog's heart and nervous system; a few ounces will kill a small sized dog. 12. Orcas (killer whales) kill sharks by torpedoing up into the shark's stomach from underneath, causing the shark to explode. 13. Most lipstick contains fish scales. (not

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