Well, let's see. Thinkin it would have been smart of me to leave the past in the past. And left a few people off my buddy list. This back and forth yo-yo crap is done. I am soooo over it. Last time I checked my azz was not a doormat. Some seem to think so. Lets go to her and unload.. then go back to doin the same stuff i was complainin about... how bright is that? I am soooooooo done being a relationship counselor. Hell apparently thats all I am to certain people. Not a true friend as they keep tryin to convince me of. F!@# It the beeotch is back. Ms. Sweet Nice and Caring has been kicked around enough... shes gone. To those of you who have proven to me that i was right to keep my heart hidden instead of lettin you have a chance to break it.... Thank you. I knew I was safer living my way.. all you did was reinforce that fact for me. Alone is best for me... Keepin only a few close... and even of those few.. some must go.
Find the happiness within, and you will find the happiness surrounding you, Love yourself before others can love you.
A poem that I started and have not finished but still has meaning to me
My hearts been Broken, My Souls been Burned, I got too close to the Flame, My lessons been learned
Goodbye to the old Friends, Hello to the new
