I sit here day in and day out
Wonderin why you left us in such a rut
Your death came as a big surprise
God thought it was wise
I wonder every day what life would be if you were here today
Our life made one big change
I find it hard to find what to live for in this age
I have had desperate pleas for you to return
It has been a long road even after 5 years
Our daughter now 6 years old
You would be so proud of her
She wonders every day why you left
I told her never to forget
I walk with her daily
But today is a different story
This day I have been broken by my own regrets
I know drinking and driving was the reason you left
I will never forgive what I have done
I know my life is nothing more than a bum
As we sit quietly at the table tonight eating
Our daughter looks me in the eye
She says daddy I know what happened
Grandpa told me
My heart fell out of my chest
One more person to judge me who thought I was the best
She said Daddy I love you and mommy does too
