America is your life

Whether you are Black, White, Mexican, Asian, European
It does not matter
You live in a country with a free life
With minimal strife
You do not support a country you dont believe
Then Leave
America is a place where free men roam
We have all the comforts of home
Go to Africa where people are starving
Maybe they will welcome you
Or execute you
Go to China where billions live
Maybe they will welcome you
Or execute you
Go to Russia after their complete collapse
Maybe they will welcome you
Or execute you
Or go to Iraq where our free men roam
So you can have a home
Maybe they will welcome you
More likely insurgents will execute you
You live under a flag that is more than colors
It is a place that has gained more than space
We are in a country where you can sleep soundly
Continue on and bash our country
Because if it collapses it is because of the people who were not happy to support us
You want to change all the rules
Maybe we can be like North Korea with no draperies allowed
Maybe we can be like Mexico where the poor are suffering
Maybe we can be like Syria where terrorists rule the country
Maybe we can be like Iran who is about to make their last stand
No matter what our boys across seas
Will be welcomed home in a country where they can feel ease
If you have lost a loved one in your life
Imagine their true passion ended in a beheading for our life
Our heroes are mighty strong
The men battling for our lives that you say is wrong
Just remember one thing America is your life
If you want the rules of the country changed
Rethink your future
Cause one day you may make a choice
That could end your happiness
In a country that makes complete sense
Imagine an invasion east to west
What would you do if they killed your family
We would no longer be known as a country of freedom
You may with a bullet in your chest
Stand by your country through red, white and blue
We may stand a chance to show your children whats best
To show them that america is their life too.
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Prayer Soldier

I walk in the valley of shadows of death
I know when I go down on my knees i am a mark for him
Satan breathes down my very door
I am a prayer soldier
I can feel his breath when I pray for a friend
Whether they are sick
Or just tired of life
I will fight the good fight
Show them miracles are very true
I will fight and be a prayer soldier for you
I am extreme what can I say
Jesus was pierced by my kind one day
I will follow those steps til my dying day
I will be a prayer soldier even if death is my pay
They may want to kill me
They may want to behead me
They may want to take and stone me
I will stand for the fall
My life is not just my own
I have friends who hurt
I have friends that suffer
The ones I love know I am only a prayer away
I will stand my ground and help take your pain away
One thing for sure your prayer soldier is here to stay
Satan you will have plenty of chances
Me and you will go many dances
take the suffering to me
I am the one that will always be free
I am the prayer soldier bring your fight
I will not stand alone in our battles each night
Bring what you got
I am ready each day
I look into souls
They are not coming your way
I am the prayer soldier and ready for a fight.
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My Hero

Wondering when my hero will be here
I sit at my piano
As each finger hits a key
I feel this little hand touch me
I look down at him
He just grins
When will my hero be here
I lay alone in my bed
I wish I knew what was in his head
I feel a little hand touch me
He says what is the matter mommy
I look at him and know he will make me proud one day
I sit and sketch to wipe away the pain
Hoping my hero will be here one day
I feel a little hand
My son what is wrong
You are looking for your hero?
No mommy you are my hero
I look at him with a tear
This little boy is so dear
I pick him up and cry tonight
My hero is here to help me through this fight
One day I hope he knows
He was my hero
He never left me once
He showed me strength and tenderness in my life
Maybe one day I will meet a man that will inspire me to love again
But right now my hero is just fine
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Greatest Day

A new light has been seen in my eyes
I can see a woman I will never despise
She looks at me and cries
15 years old is not to young mommy
I am a good baby
She hands me off to a nurse
I see my mommy as they take me away
I dont know where I will be going today
I see an older man and lady
They look very happy
I move and feel the love
They are taking me home and I will grow up
25 years old and I can see that I was adopted
I wish I knew the woman who loved me so much
She could live her life knowing I was better off
I sit in a hospital hallway today
I see many people walking by me today
I wish one day
I could meet the lady who gave me away
My new wife is about to deliver
The greatest gift I will have ever
I see the doctor walk in
She is going to deliver my baby in a few minutes
I go in and i see my beautiful wife in pain
I know for sure she would never give her baby away
SHe pushes and breathes
I can feel her every pain
I wish I could take it away
Finally the beautiful baby is born
The doctor hands her to my wife
She says it looks like my son
I look at her in complete surprise
I said mom did you give me up for adoption
Because now I am 25
She looks at me with a tear
She said your as beautiful as I dreamed you would be
I said please now dont ever leave me
This doctor just delivered her grandchild
Said this was her greatest day and just smiled
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I Feel You Falling

I feel you falling and falling fast
Your falling into an anger i'll never understand
I will try and catch you but im no superman
The drugs, the drink and the last heartbreak ill ever have
Your pushing yourself beyond the borders of no return
Look at your children of a love they learned
The drugs and drink will guide you there
The tombstone will read Dad lies here
God what do I do I love him so much
Don't worry i will carry him to his place once he asks for me
I lay here falling and don't know what to do
This place
These people
Looking strangely at me
My chest hearts oh god can you save me?
You asked and now it is time to go home
My chest doesnt hurt? What have you done?
Oh thank god you answered my prayers.
No I didnt my son was struggling and he asked for me.
Here I go walking down the hall of the hospital
MY husband died that day and asked for help
He is now in Heaven where my god can help
Oh god why did I die? I thought you saved me from the drugs and alcohol?
I did I brought you to heaven so you could see
A woman as beautiful as far as you can see
But god I could do that alive?
No son you saw the bottle not your wife.
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Her Beauty

Her beauty is not the way she walks or talks
Her beauty is not the way she smiles
Her beauty is not the way she looks
Her beauty is not the makeup that decorates her face
Her beauty is not her height or weight
Her beauty is not skin deep
Her beauty shows me what I did right in the world
Her beauty is the way she makes her presence
Her beauty is her confidence
Her beauty magnifies me
I was once a pauper now in her eyes im a prince
Her beauty illustrates her children and what they will soon be
When I lay her down tonite
I will need no light her beauty will shine bright
If I die tonite, I know the most beautiful thing I could imagine lays right next to me
Since I am the eye of the beholder
You can never judge her in my eyes
One thing is for sure I died next to an angel that took me to heaven
Next time you look at your children know they are angels
Maybe not yours or mine
But one day they will bless a life

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You Took Me To Heaven


I am getting ready at home
About to pick you up
I slip on a tie
Not knowing to much
A blind date again
Tonight is the night
They will find love
I get in the car
Ready to pick you up
I shake out of excitement with a chill up my spine
Man dont screw this up
I pull up to your house
I see the lights on
What next
I know I cant run
3 dates in a month
All a bomb
I walk up the sidewalk
My hands are sweaty
My knees about to give out
I know I should go and never come back
The door opens
Oh wow
The most beautiful woman
God has ever touched
She smiles at me
I ask for her hand she puts it in mine
as we head out on the town
The night was remarkable
We were eye to eye
With only one fear
Tonight had to end
I kissed her cheek
She said hey call me again
She told me I could come in
I said no tonight you already took me to Heaven
She smiled at me as I watched her go in
I just met my future angel
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Betrayed Then Saved

For the love of god why did this happen
We were a family so happy
One night we were sleeping
Peacefully
Our lives were torn apart
The man had no heart
We woke the next morning knowing no fear
We did not know our daughter was stolen from here
We searched high and low
We did not know
The man had stolen her right from our home
Called the police
We did not realize our grief
WHen i sit and pray tonight
I dont know her plight
THis is the time
I need jesus by ourside
I feel a hand on my shoulder
I can feel warmth knowing he holds her
I look up and it is a man
He says have faith your girl is in my hands
He tells me she has been battered and bruised
The man who took her damaged her good
He said sexually she was violated
Dont you worry your little girl knows nothing now but pure love
He says feel free she is with me
I will deal with this man
Knowing he never came to me just underwent his own plan
I go to sleep that night
Not knowing that mans plight
I turn on the news the next morning
They found my little girl it is my time to start mourning
They also said the man who took her innocence
Never had a chance
Suicide was his choice
Jesus said he would never have a voice
So the man who said he had my little girl
Saved her from a life of pain she just knew
I will sit and pray tonight
That me and my wife
Will soon end our strife
So we may have a life
Like our little girl would like
Jesus saved our family that night
Wasnt sure why
Mistaken identity proved when our little girl walked through the door
She said daddy a man loved me and said I needed life more
He told me to wake up and come home
WHere have I been
What has been done
I said darling you have been sleeping
As I start weeping.
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Do you dream of me?

When you see me everyday
WHen you feel me walk your way
Do you dream of me when I write
Am I the only thing you have in your sights
Am I the life you want
Am I the dream you feel is a forbidden want
Do you see a holy man
Do you see a man who can take your hand
Do you see the spirit I carry
Are you sure you want to marry
Let me show you my true side
I bleed like the rest
I can withstand every test
I can make the bed we lay in
I can put you to sleep at night
Or run every passion you have knowing there will be another night
Do you feel my hands so strong and warm
That is your man in a heavens storm
Close your eyes and who do you see
Is it me on a heavenly sea
Take my hand as you dream of me
Will you please marry me
I am nothing but a mere mortal man
Will you live and stand with this man
I promise a life full of history
I promise i will never leave you standing next to a tree
I will carry you til our last breath
We will share the same stars and make love under the moon
Do you dream of a life full of me and you.
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Do Dreams Really Come True?

The bum on the street was handed five bucks
He thought he was down on his luck
His dream came true
The little boy with asthma
Not being able to breathe
He thought he was going to die
He dreamed to live as a grown man
His dream came true
The little girl dreaming of a white dress on her wedding day
Her dream came true
The young man looking for his princess
He oh so wished this
His dream came true
The father watching his son die of cancer
He had no answer
He dreamed for a cure
His dream came true
A black man wanting only hope for his kind
He dreamed of freedom
His dream came true
The woman dreaming her husband comes out of the mine
They say they cannot find
Her dream comes true
The mother hooked on crack
She wanted to quit it hurt so bad
Her little boy she dreamed of a great life
The state took that little guy
Her dream came true
The old lady wishing to join her husband in heaven
Her dream came true
Nothing is impossible only in our minds
Maybe it is hard to find sometimes
Look deep in your heart
it wont tear you apart
Your dreams will come true too.

Cutting Myself

I find myself miserable and young
Where do all these feelings come from
When will my time be over so i can hurt no more
I take a razor and slice up my arm
This is not so bad now it is just numb
I see my hand maybe i can cut there
I am sure the skin will tear
I can see the blood
Full of anger living in the hood
My folks divorced
The fight has torn
My family falling apart
I can see myself dying alone
WHen is it my time to give up
Drip by drip
Minute by minute
I hear someone coming
I pull down my sleeve and cover it up
I will just shut up and listen
My mom opens the door
She said what are you doing to me
I look at her helplessly
I know she does not know my feelings
I feel all along in this room
I close my eyes and feel a hand
This ghost is looking and says stand
walk with me
I see many teens cutting themselves
He looks at me with a tear
SHows me his hand
He says I was the man to take your pain
What are you trying to gain
I said death soon please
He looks at me and says you are already dead take my hand
I will take you and renew you again
With my heart pounding i feel the need to follow this man
As I tell my teenage grand daughter this story
She says papa Renew me again
I say darlin i can show you the way to jesus again
She smiles and cries harder than I had seen in a long time
I look up and say thank you for saving me.







Young Girl

I have put you in my past
I will run fast if you ever come again
I spent endless nights hiding from myself
I know your kind of passion
I am only a young girl
You know when the time comes your end will near
I am so afraid
Terrified of what might be next
My life is so confusing
I just went into Junior High
I run from my past til this day
I dont know why
The images are vivd
I am livid
I just went into high school my mind comes clear
I think I will drink another beer
A buddy wants me to smoke pot
Why not
Everyday is fantasy
Escape from reality
I will choose my side when it comes
I have been arrested many times
I always lie
You still haunt me to this day
Your time will come my way
Today is the day
I will punish you today
I will find you and you will have no way
There you are in front of your house
It is time you tell your spouse
Tears coming from my eyes
I despise you
Tell your wife
You are scared?
Of a child?
I have come for you
Your time is true
I fire one shot
Jackpot
It hits you in the head
Next time you come in my bedroom
Uncle make sure you dont touch my private parts
You tore out my heart
You changed my life
I was suppose to be happy
I was suppose to love mommy and daddy everyday
But since then I loved the idea of killing you
No I put my gun to my head these drugs are so good
They were like my food
They were my out
BANG!



Sexual assaults need to stop
Or someone could stop them
Or they could destroy themselves
SPEAK OUT!

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The Cliff

I walk close to the cliff
I can see the world crumbling
I can take you to the edge
The knife of passion at my side
I walked among the angels as they watched
The suicide bomber crumble lives
The mom getting an abortion and killing her own
The husband punching his sweet beautiful wife in the face
Nice try she was more beautiful ace
The bums on skid row scabs on their faces and begging for a dime
The young kids smoking crack and blowing his own heart
The time it took to blow these families apart
Sad to say there is love in the world
The dad seeing his first born
The mom in agony delivering that born
The teenager getting just one A
The beautiful bride on her wedding day
The man coming home from war is more than he thought would happen
The child riding her first bicycle
I sit on this cliff
I know for just one man there was no "if"
He spoke his mind
He told you the truth
With love and passion on his mind he made the right decision
I live my life daily making a choice
That choice will always be mine
I will enjoy the sunset from the cliff with a lovely lady
I will bring my children and show them
When it is my time I will make that jump
Into heaven I will fly

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The Angel Of Fear

I am the man cloaked in black
I come from the clouds and will never look back
You come from the earth and grabbed my soul
Today is the day this fight will end in sorrow
You looked in my eyes and said goodbye
The cancer had struck deep inside
I told hell I was coming to save you today
The devil thought he was on a runaway train
YOU will not take my girl
I will cast and hurl you
Face to Face you have met your match
You thought you got her I told her I would not look back
She took my soul and I promised
She would go to heaven on a cloud I call
The devil said come young man lets see what you got
I looked at him with her behind
I said come young lady I am your white knight tonite
The devil said you cant take her
I said stop me she took my soul and I am saving hers
He looked at me and cast a flame
I said you will have to do better some day
God holds me on his right hand
You could not touch me even with a band
I took her hand and floated back to earth
I looked in her eyes and took her hurt
Young lady today you have cancer no more
YOu will spend your life happy without hell anymore
She looked at me with a tear
I said dont cry I am the Angel they fear
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Your Touch

I sit and wait for the amazing touch
Not of one that hates so much
But a touch that is pure
Makes my heart flutter and is sure
I know one day I will feel it again
I know it is out there and will hold my hand
Walks through the park would have been nice
The night was painful but very nice
I know that jesus is near
I know you are out there and no longer fear
One day will make us happy
We will be together and it will fulfill everything I feel
I know that a picnic would be nice
I know you would bring me flowers each night
I know you would play with me
I know your life is more than any can see
Our future will be heavenly
It will be something so many would envy
With all this in mind
I wont forget what i will find
When you were born that night
You sure put up a little fight
But when my end is here
I will join you happy as well and with no fear
My little girl we miss you so much
But now we are relieved knowing you have gods touch