so i havent been here a week yet and am starting to forget all the negitive things in my life made 2 new friends and i am taking a positive outlook on life and if you want to be negative to me or about me just leave because in the long run ill be the bigger person done with high school drama pay close attention to mt contact table "welcome to my world,,, leave your bullshit at the door." to all the people out there who have tried to make my life hell i wish you the best of luck and will only pray for you to grow up and be great adults and live your life to the fullest. i truly wish you the best of luck in what ever you do and remember you cant change anyone so if you dont like them there is nothing you can do. alot of things have come from the big move i have mad but fate brought me here and even though there were good and bad changes i believe they were for the best. well hope everyone has a good afternoon.
amanda
i stole this from a friend but it is true for the most part except i havent given my heart to somone else yet
Sometimes we fall in love and sometimes we fail miserably at it. One way or another, love is something you allow your heart to do. I never endured so much pain in a relationship before..........I excepted everything about my ex-boyfriend......EVERYTHING. He promised me that even when things go terribly wrong....he'd fight to keep me. No letters, emails, phone calls, and he is still talking to his ex-gilrfriend(s). Maybe I am just culturally diciplined, I have morals and ethical values that I hold true. I have a lot of pride in my blood...no man will humiliate me. I forgave, but I can never forgive. So much for waiting for someone to come home.....I invested a year that I hoped would turn into a life time. He will never get to love me again..........my heart is already taken by another. I just wanted an apology....that's all.
