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So What If I Just Wanna Fuck??
ok, so since i'm not at a level that i can make a mum (and why do i feel like i'm playing WoW again??) i'm just gonna do a blog about this.... feel free to comment whatever. so i have this (now) ex that started as an online long distance thing. things didn't go so well, and i ended it. mainly, she says she was scared or whatever, but now, after i've moved on mentally, she wants to make a real attempt. i personally am over it, but she's bound and determined to "prove to you that i'm willing to make you my priority." well, this goes up to and including sex. i've told her more than once that if we hook up, it won't mean to me what it means to her. to me, it'll be sex. she seems convinced that it will bring me back to her. she has even hinted at bringing a friend along to join us. sounds good to me, but then i'm an OTR (over the road) driver and haven't had my ashes properly hauled in a couple months. but i KNOW that if she pushes the issue i'll cave and fuck her. now, the question

My I.q.
Mary's sexual nickname: "Love muffins" Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com You have a sexual IQ of 127 When it comes to sex, you are a super genius. You have had a lot of experience, and sex interests you so you know a lot about it. You pride yourself on being a source of information and guidance to all of your friends. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

Random-ness
Okay guys.. stop asking.. You are not gonna get them... I am married.. I also lost 100lbs.. I have alot of extra skin.. I look much better with my clothes ON! I am doing you a favor.. lol.. Thats it folks.. lol Yesterday my 20 year old daughter gave me the news.. she is pregnant. I am so not ready for this.. omg I feel so bad for her.. the guy she is with pretty much a loser in my opinion. I know she has no clue how hard this is going to be. I had my kids young, when I was poor, and life was very rough. It was so hard sometimes that I lost touch with how wonderful it was to be a mom. I was too stressed out over where the money for the next months bills was coming from. I love my kids so much. I never wanted to see them go though any of what I did. Granted, she is older then I was when I started. And she has a pretty good head on her shoulders. But she is still all happy, excited and not really thinking ahead at all. I told my best friend today that she acts more li

Gypsies
A Gypsy Vocabulary Back Compiled by Vasili Salazar Armaya An oath. It is phrased in terms of: "May [insert awful occurance here] happen [optional: insert time frame here] if [insert conditional circumstance here]." Examples: "May I die if what I say is not true." "May my best horses go lame if I lie!" "May you burn candles at my grave by nightfall if I do not finish this!" Atchen�tan A campfire. Bar A stone. Baro Manush A great man; someone with wisdom and charisma. Batalo Manush A happy man. Bavo Complaint. A case as presented to the Kriss, as opposed to a "bayo," which is the decision that results from the case and the precedent it sets. Bayo (pl. Bayura) A court case or legal precedent from the Kriss. The bayura comprise the �laws� of the Rom. Among themselves, the men�s two favorite topics of conversation are horses and the bayura. Men sitting around in camp with no

Welcome To The Darkness
Ride me. Rise over me like a skyscraper and impale yourself upon me, look down upon me with all your love and present yourself for me to see. Ride me. Balance yourself on my sturdy chest and feel how my heart beats strong within, feel me twitch inside your body and let the dance of lovers begin. Ride me. Rise and fall so slowly upon me and set the rhythm you find ideal, while I reach up to caress your chest and pinch a nipple to make you squeal. Ride me. Make love to me with your heart and soul as I fill you again and again, while the bombs explode all around us and I explode in you at the end. This is not my work. This belongs to a very talented man who calls himself Raven. When I look into your eyes I see that something has been left behind through the smiles and gentle kisses I see a heart still longing a touch left unfulfilled a kiss that is vapor to the wind I'm ninety-seven percent of what you need inches away from being complete

Hawaiian Words Of Wisdom
Ua mau ke ea o ka `aina i ka pono. The life of the land is preserved in righteousness. (Motto of State of Hawaii) He kehau ho`oma`ema`e ke aloha. Love is like a cleansing dew. The cleansing power of aloha can soothe and heal. Hurt, pain, and suffering yield to aloha's healing power. Ua ola no i ka pane a ke aloha. There is life in a kindly reply. Though one may have no gift to offer to a friend, a kind word or a friendly greeting is just as important. Mai ho`oni i ka wai lana mâlie. Do not disturb the water that is tranquil. Let the peaceful enjoy their peace. A`ohe pau ka `ike i ka hâlau ho`okâhi. All knowledge is not taught in one school. `A`ohe loa i ka hana a ke aloha. Distance is ignored by Love. Ua ola loko i ke aloha. Love gives life within. Love is imperative to one's mental, physical, emotional and spiritual welfare. Aloha mai no, aloha aku; o ka huhu ka mea e ola `ole ai. When love is given, love should be returned; anger is the

Iz The Man And His Music
n Dis Life For all I've been blessed with in my life There was an emptiness in me I was imprisoned by the power of gold With one kind touch you've set me free Chorus: Let the world stop turning Let the sun stop burning Let them tell me love's not worth going through If it all falls apart, I will know deep in my heart The only dream that mattered had come true In this life, I was loved by you. For every mountain I have climbed Every raging river crossed You were the treasure that I longed to find Without your love I would be lost. I know that I won't live forever But forever I'll be loving you. IZ will never be a WuZ in our lives. Our memories of this kind and gentle soul are kept fresh and alive by singing his songs along with him. Perhaps, you too would like to do the same? These lyrics were compiled as a commemoration of the first anniversary of IZ's release "from the surly bonds of Earth." They are presented here for your personal and e

Climb On The Small Bus 6 Am Departure - Read Schedule On Bulliten - Ft. Wayne,in
85 Riders Please Repost Bullitens at least once, Not required but it helps get more people on for the PaRtY Come Jump on Jokers Wild's Small Bus where the only requirement is to have a sense of humor. Unlike Trains and planes this IS A 100% Free Ride. NO RATING REQUIRED NO FANNING REQUIRED NO ADDING REQUIRED NO NEED TO BUY ANYTHING FOR THE DRIVERS You Rate, Add, Comment who you want to and IF you want to THIS BUS RIDE IS ABSOLUTLEY 100% FREE When The Bus is full we will add a second one and another one until we have a small bus convoy ! LOL Note: I will be updating once a day riders on the small bus send a FUBAR E-Mail message and I will get you added on the next bus out Remember Just because you rate someone on this bus is no requirement that they rate you back, This is to see people that may have the same in common with you. There are plenty of Pay Trains if you want points. See the reason behind the Small Bus in my video blog Titled The Small B

Great Pleasures
Sweet Caroline Neil Diamond Where it began, I can't begin to know when But then I know it's growing strong Oh, wasn't the spring, whooo And spring became the summer Who'd believe you'd come along Hands, touching hands, reaching out Touching me, touching you Oh, sweet Caroline Good times never seem so good I've been inclined to believe it never would And now I, I look at the night, whooo And it don't seem so lonely We fill it up with only two, oh And when I hurt Hurting runs off my shoulder How can I hurt when holding you Oh, one, touching one, reaching out Touching me, touching you Oh, sweet Caroline Good times never seem so good Oh I've been inclined to believe it never would Ohhh, sweet Caroline, good times never seem so good www.youtube.com/watch?v=OqDTlwq532M

How Many Ways To Say "i Love You"
Apache = Sheth she~n zho~n Cheyenne = Ne mohotatse Chickasaw = Chiholloli Hopi = Nu' umi unangw'ta Mohawk = Konoronhkwa Navajo = Ayor anosh'ni Sioux = Techihhila Zuni = Tom ho' ichem Arabic = Ana Behibek (male to female) Ana Ahebak (formal) Ana Bahibak (female to male) Armenian = yes kez shat em siroom Assyr = Az tha hijthmekem Bahasa Malayu (Malaysia) = Saya cinta mu Bangladeschi = Ami tomake valobashi Basque = Nere maitea Bavarian = I mog di Bengali = Aami tomaake bhaalo baashi Bisaya = Nahigugma ko nimo Bolivian = Quechua Qanta munani Bosnian = Ja te volim (formal) volim-te (informal) Brazilian = (Portuguese) Eu te amo Bulgarian = Obicham te Burmese = Chit pa te Cantonese = Ngo Oi Nei Chinese = gnoy oy na Goi Oi Lei (Hongkong) Wa Ai Li (Taiwanese) Danish = Jeg elsker dig Dutch = Ik hou van jou English = I love you Esperanto = Mi amas vim Estonian = Mina armastan s

Come Look
We need msjor help to get her to at least 2nd please show the love you have http://fubar.com/viewimage.php?u=621057&albumid=544480&i=2574148173 PLEASE HELP JUJU IN A CONTEST SHE WILL RETURN ALL LOVE . GIVE WHAT YOU CAN EVEN IF ITS JUST 1 OR 100 . http://fubar.com/viewimage.php?u=662923&i=3910019836 LETS SHOW HER WE CAN DO THIS

Luciano Pavarotti
By ALESSANDRA RIZZO, Associated Press Writer 1 hour, 27 minutes ago ROME - Luciano Pavarotti, whose vibrant high C's and ebullient showmanship made him the most beloved and celebrated tenor since Caruso and one of the few opera singers to win crossover fame as a popular superstar, died Thursday. He was 71. His manager, Terri Robson, told the AP in an e-mailed statement that Pavarotti died at his home in Modena, Italy, at 5 a.m. local time. Pavarotti had been diagnosed with pancreatic cancer last year and underwent further treatment in August. "The Maestro fought a long, tough battle against the pancreatic cancer which eventually took his life. In fitting with the approach that characterised his life and work, he remained positive until finally succumbing to the last stages of his illness," the statement said. Speaking from inside Pavarotti's home, which was guarded by police, Pavarotti's assistant Edwin Tinoco told Sky TG 24 television that Pavarotti's final da

Lost
The old saying goes "it is better to have loved and lost than to never have loved at all" I say bull shit!! It hurts! It hurts even more when it is your fault. And even more than that when it was because of your own stupidity. Sometimes we see and hear things and just react to it. Not taking the time to step back and really evaluate what you are doing. In hind sight (rear view 20/20) you realize that you made a big mistake. But you are commited to that course now. You said things you shouldnt have, you acted the wrong way (or reacted the wrong way) and the person you affected is gone. You try to see if that could be any different but you realize that the other person was so affected by your words, your actions, that it is just too late. So now things feel uncomfortable. You try to talk but are worried about what you are saying. You want to scream about your mistake but cant. You want to express your feelings but there is no acceptance of it, no true belief. So you start

Love
Love is Always patient & kind, It is Never jealous Love is Never boastful or conceited It is Never rude or selfish It does not take offense And is not resentful Love takes no pleasure in other peoples sins But delights in the truth Love is Always ready To Excuse To trust To hope and To Endure whatever comes... Ok, here I go and will probably be banned or deleted or whatever but honestly I do not care...First and foremost the tickers piss me off, they are a stupid waste of space and they make your pc do screwy things for alot of people and they are also OUTRAGEOUSLY priced. I checked them out when they first added them like everyone else did and they were 50k fubucks for those of us not forunate enough to spend real money on Fubar, but I digress...I thought 50k for 24 hours of a scrolling way to fast message that no one is going to pay attention to anyway? WOW Anyway, I have a young friend that I play an online game with, his name is TJ and he has luekemia. He has a web

Please Help Justin Ashford.
JUSTIN ASHFOR A 6 YR OLD LITTLE BOY OF DELTONA FLORIDA WHO IS ONE OF MY REALLY GOOD FRIEND'S SON,WAS ON A 4 WHEELER MONDAY(LABOR DAY)AND GOT ON A HILL TO JUMP IT AND FELL OFF OF IT INTO A FIRE PIT,HE WILL LOSE MOST OF HIS TOE'S AND POSSIBLY HIS FEET,IF THEY ARE LUCKY TO SAVE HIS FEET THEY WILL TAKE SKIN OFF OF HIS HEAD TO PLACE ON HIS FEET TO SAVE THEM... HE IS ON A BREATHING MACHINE HE CAN NOT BREATH ON HIS ON... JUSTIN ASHFORD OF DELTONA FLORIDA,WILL BE IN CINNINNATTI OHIO FOR MONTH'S... THEY ARE POOR AND THEY NEED ALL THE DONATION'S POSSIBLE..MORE IMPORTANT YOUR PRAYER'S AND SUPPORT... IF YOU CAN DONATE ANYTHING THAT WOULD BE GREATLY APPREICATED... IF YOU COULD DONATE TO HIS HOSPITAL BILL'S PLEASE USE CHECK'S OR MONEY ORDER'S ONLY WRITEN OUT TO HIS DADDY:PAUL ASHFORD:THE ADDRESS WHERE YOU CAN SEND ANYTHING IS:686 COMSTOCK DR.DELTONA FLORIDA.32738... PLEASE PRAY FOR THIS LIL BOY JUSTIN ASHFORD,IF YOU GO TO CHURCH PLEASE HAVE THEM SAY A PRAYER FOR HIM AS WELL.LET'S GET THE PR

Survey Errors
WHATS UP WITH GETTING 1/3, 1/2 OR 3/4s OF THE WAY THROUGH THE DAMN SURVEY AND ALL OF A SUDDEN IT ERRORS. (NOW I'M NOT TALKING ABOUT QUALIFYING TO TAKE THE SURVEY)THEN IT WON'T LET YOU REFRESH OR GO BACK SO YOU LOSE ALL THE TIME AND EFFORT YOU HAVE PUT FORTH SO FAR. (NOT TO MENTION THAT THE PREPARERS GOT THE ANSWERS TO THE QUESTIONS YOU'VE ALREADY ANSWERED. THIS HAPPENS VERY FREQUENTLEY AND I FOR 1 AM TIRED OF NOT GETTING ANY POINTS AFTER GETTING OVER 13,1/2 OR 3/4s OF THE WAY THROUGH. THIS IS BULLSHIT! YOU SHOULD GET SOME CREDIT FOR EACH ANSWER AND YOUR TIME SPENT. AFTER ALL THE PEOPLE THAT SPONSORED THE DAMN SURVEY GOT 1/3,1/2 OR 3/4s OF THE ANSWERS THEY WERE LOOKING FOR. WHAT THE HELL IS UP WITH THIS? THIS IS A COMMON PROBLEM IT WOULD SEEM. I HAVE SEEN MUMMS ABOUT THIS SO IT'S HAPPENING FREQUENTLY. EVERY KEY STROKE IS RECORDED SO THEY KNOW WHERE YOU WERE IN THE DAMN SURVEY. THEY SHOULD AWARD POINTS ACCORDINGLY. IT TAKES QUITE SOME TIME TO EVEN TAKE SOME

Globalization
What is Globalization? Finally, a definition of globalization one can understand and to which one can relate Question : What is the truest definition of Globalization? Answer : Princess Diana's death. Question : How come? Answer : An English princess with an Egyptian boyfriend crashes in a French tunnel, driving a German car with a Dutch engine, driven by a Belgian who was drunk on Scottish whisky, (check the bottle before you change the spelling), followed closely by Italian

I Am So Happy
I am happy. I am currently with this really great guy that I met on here. He is absolutely great to me and my kids and he is so sweet. I am happy I joined Fubar and met him. My parents also love him to death. They think he is great. My parents have never liked a guy I've been with this much. They even let him stay the weekends with me. Go figure. Hope everyone else is having a great day. I'm just sitting here being bored to death.lol.

Fly The Flag
FLY THE FLAG Campaign 9-11-07 THE PROGRAM IS THIS: On Tuesday, September 11th, 2007, an American flag should be displayed outside every home, apartment, office, and store in the United States. Every individual should display an American flag on this anniversary of our country's worst tragedy. We do this in honor of those who lost their lives on 9/11, their families, friends and loved ones who continue to endure the pain, and those who today are fighting at home and abroad to preserve our cherished freedoms. In the days, weeks and months following 9/11, our country was bathed in American flags as citizens mourned the incredible losses and stood shoulder-to-shoulder against terrorism. Sadly, those flags have all but disappeared. Our patriotism pulled us through some tough times and it shouldn't take another attack to galvanize us in solidarity. Our American flag is the fabric of our country and together we can prevail over terr

Workin
Wooohoooo I went in and filled out all my paperwork today and got everything set for Tuesday start date :) How about I didnt even notice this but the day I start work is September 11th. I have to go get my ppd and criminal check tuesday am b4 i leave for work @ 3. Not to mention I have to go buy scrubs cuz all of mine are too big. YAY. I am REALLY REALLY excited and can't wait to join the workforce yet again. And to be in the medical field again!! Can't wait :) Newayz, this is just an update for everyone who actually wants to read this :) Luv ya'll Chrissy As most of ya'll know I've been looking for a job for a while now. Yesterday I called a place and the lady said they had a cpl openings :) So I hauled ass there :) After the app and interview she said welcome to the crew :) Thank goodness. Now the down side :) I'll be starting working 3-11 on this coming Tuesday so I won't be here after 230 :) Chris is unemployed again so someone's gotta do it :) Good thing though I am g

Vegas: The Epicenter For Prositution
Vegas the epicenter of North American prostitution? Prostitution is illegal in Las Vegas, but a new book says Las Vegas is a magnet for human trafficking for prostitution. The book, released Wednesday, says women and children are brought here from other states, as well as, from all over the world for legal and illegal prostitution. "Women are moved for sale to buyers in Las Vegas." Dr. Melissa Farley says Las Vegas is the epicenter of North American prostitution and human trafficking. Farley spent two years researching and writing her new book: Prostitution and Trafficking in Nevada: Making the Connections. She says her research dispels myths that legalizing prostitution decreases organized crime, rape rates, sex trafficking, or disease. And she doesn't see a difference between legal or illegal prostitution. "Legal prostitution does not protect women from the violence, the verbal abuse, physical injury or diseases, such as HIV, that occur in illegal prostitution,"

Toddler, 2, Left In Car
Toddler, 2, left in car at brothel parking lot. An Oregon man is in custody after allegedly leaving his 2-year-old daughter in a car in 95-degree heat in the parking lot of a brothel east of Reno. The Storey County sheriff's office said Lucien Hoffman of Bend, Oregon, was being held in the country jail in lieu of $40,000 bail on charges of child neglect. Hoffman told deputies he was attending a function at the Mustang Ranch brothel off Interstate 80, 15 miles east of Reno. A brothel security guard found the child crying inside the car and took her indoors until authorities arrived. The toddler was treated for dehydration and released to the Nevada Division of Child and Family Services.

First Time
As you lie back your muscles tighten. You put him off for a while searching for an excuse, but he refuses to be swayed as he approaches you. He asks if you're afraid and you shake your head bravely. He has had more experience, but it's the first time his finger has found the right place. He probes deeply and you shiver; your body tenses; but he's gentle like he promised he'd be. He looks deeply within your eyes and tells you to trust him-he's done this many times before. His cool smile relaxes you and you open wider to give him more room for an ease entrance. You begin to plead and beg him to hurry, but he slowly takes his time, wanting to cause you as little pain as possible. As he presses closer, going deeper, you feel the tissue give way; pain surges throughout your body and you feel the slight trickle of blood as he continues. He looks at you concerned and asks you if it's too painful. Your eyes are filled with tears but you shake your head and nod for him to go on. He

Some Of My Favorite Movie Quotes
Some Movie Quotes (In No Particular Order) 1. "Welcome To The Party Pal" - Die Hard (1988) 2. "I've Came Here To Chew Bubblegum And Kick Ass, And I'm All Out Of Bubblegum" - They Live (1988) 3. "Yo, She-Bitch! Let's Go!" - Army Of Darkness (1993) 4. "We Named The Dog Indiana" - Indiana Jones And The Last Crusade (1989) 5. "There's A Shortage Of Perfect Breasts In This World. It Would Be A Pity To Damage Yours" - The Princess Bride (1987) 6. "It's 106 Miles To Chicago, We've Got A Full Tank Of Gas, Half A Pack Of Cigarettes, It's Dark And We're Wearing Sunglasses" - The Blues Brothers (1980) 7. "Great, Kid. Don't Get Cocky" - Star Wars: Episode IV - A New Hope (1977) 8. "Here's Johnny" - The Shining (1980) 9. "What's A Magneto?" - X-Men (2000) 10. "Which One's Trudi? The One With All The Shit In Her Face?" - Pulp Fiction (1994) If You Have Any Movie Quotes, Please Post The Quote And The Movie Where The Quote Came From

Actor Owen Wilson Hospitalized
Owen Wilson hospitalized after suicide attempt Two celebrity tabloid magazines and websites report that actor Owen Wilson tried to commit suicide over the weekend. The National Enquirer and PerezHilton.com report that Wilson was rushed to a hospital Sunday after cutting his wrist and taking a large amount of pills. A family member found him passed out in his Los Angeles home and called 911. He is with his family and is in stable condition.

Mango
October --- Jeez - I never let Mango out but he slips out every so often, especially if the kids leave the back door open. Then he makes his quick escape - and off he goes. Well - there have been times when he was gone for a day - but he's been gone since the beginning of the week and it's now Thurs. I don't like to look - but I've been peeking on the side of the roads hoping not to see any squashed kitties - but no Mango. So I imagine he's at a neighbors house - as the hurricane remnants caused a lot of rain here today. And the problem is that I leave for the gulf coast Sat morning for my high school 25th reunion. So he'll be outside - or wherever- until Sunday when I get back. He's fixed and usually fixed males don't wander -- but someone must be feeding him. I've never lost a pet before - and it hurts..... Well - Mango came back when I got back on Sunday - a little banged up but no worse for the wear - then he slipped out again and I haven't seen him in 3 days.... sig

Ring Of Pain
In a new photo folder called "Ring of Pain" there are pics of a BRUTAL new, (actually old inspired), torture/execution prop I just had made that will go into my stage show. We fondly call this the 'Inquisitor's Ring of Pain" and it deals with an iron chest belt, or ring, lined with vicious spikes that is locked over my upper chest severely restricting my movements. Then torture thumbscrews are applied to my thumbs and an iron collar is locked around my neck. Trapped like this in the spiked ring I cannot drop down to hit the floor or my chest and arms will be lacerated by the spikes. To add the end all to the pain and fatality of this device 20 lbs of iron weights are then locked to the back of the neck collar causing the process of slow strangulation to begin instantly. I have to get out of it all without being torn up on the spiked ring or choking to death. Yet another fun device from Steve's lovely imagination!

Pavarotti Dies At Age 71
Luciano Pavarotti, 1935-2007 Pavarotti, In His Own Words Latest News Beloved Italian Tenor Pavarotti Dies Quotes by Luciano Pavarotti World Mourns Italian Tenor Pavarotti Pavarotti Awarded Prize in Italy Luciano Pavarotti ROME (AP) -- Luciano Pavarotti, opera's biggest superstar of the late 20th century, died Thursday. He was 71. He was the son of a singing baker and became the king of the high C's. Pavarotti, who had been diagnosed last year with pancreatic cancer, died at his home in his native Modena at 5 a.m., his manager told The Associated Press in an e-mailed statement. His wife, Nicoletta, four daughters and sister were among those at his side, manager Terri Robson said. "In fitting with the approach that characterised his life and work, he remained positive until finally succumbing to the last stages of his illness," Robson said. Pavarotti's charismatic persona and ebullient showmanship - but most of all his creamy and powerful voic

Life As It Is...
Sounds like i am being a GRINCH....But i am kinda sick and tired of this season....For the following reasons though...The cost of living is so high, gas prices are ridiculous...So therefore i barely make it through my week on minium wage...I been living on my own for 6 almost 7 years now...So my christmas always suck for me,cause i never have the money i want to spend on people...I feel i always give shitty presents cause they don't cost hardly anything...But people say it is the thought that counts...One of my big reasons i hate christmas is my DADDY is never home anymore on christmas, he works in iraq for haliberton. So every Christmas day i come to my moms to see my mother, and my sister, sometimes if i am lucky my brother shows his face....It just doesn't feel like christmas anymore...I wish things could go back to when we was small when we had our family with us....I don't want to be young again i just wanted the feeling of christmas back...I miss my dad like hell i only see him 2

Security In The Us
We as citizens of this country leave for vacation and try to come back home and we are treated as if we are the criminals when we come back. But yet we have 4000+ illegal imigrants crossing into our country and we welcoming them with open arms to give them a better life. There is something wrong with this country, I'm a patriot and believe we need to protect our own.

My Thoughts
Well during the last couple of days since the incident we have been doing a lot of talking and soul searching, I realize that I am partly to blame for what happened. We are going to go through marriage counceling. We have decided that e want to work things out, for ourselves and the kids. It is going to be a lot of hard work but it will definately be worth it. She is and always will be the love of my life no matter what. I thank you for those that talked to me and tried consoling me. I realize now that I did over react to the situation, however I could not help how I feel, and neither could she. I lay no blame on anyone involved and have put the incident behind me. A marriage is a lot of work and a lot of struggle, but it also a joining, and growing, of sharing and combining. I actually would like to get to know the other person. I cant say that I will be friends with him, but i cant say I couldnt either at this point only God knows. My wife she is my guiding star, she is the seas

If We Had Sex.
Lets see who is brave enough.....IF We Had Sex Game... Now don't be scared.... you never know who really wants to do you! Here are the rules to the game.. REPLY SO ONLY I SEE IT AND REPOST SO OTHERS CAN FILL OUT! 1. Would you be in control? 2. Would you pull my hair? 3. Would you whisper in my ear? 4. Would you talk dirty to me? 5. Would you kiss me with a little tongue or a lot of tongue? 6. Would you say my name? 7. Would you go down on me? 8. Would you let me give you a hickie? 9. How many rounds would we go? 10. What would you wanna do afterwards? 11. Would you take off all your clothes then take mine off slowly? 12. Would you lick and bite me all over? 13. Would you like to play or get straight to the point? 14. Would you want me to take my time? 15. How freaky are you, 1 - 10? 16. Would you want fast or slow? 17. Where would you wanna "do it"? 18. Would you be loud or quiet? 19. Would you want me to be loud or quiet?

Oops, I Did It Again.
Omg! My second blog in as many days. What the hell is wrong with me? That was rhetorical by the way, lol. For some reason, my man period is working over drive. My tolerance for certain things seems to be non-existent as of late. So, what’s my gripe today? Profiles. So, hard at work this morning as usual. (no comment please) I was glancing over a few interesting looking profiles. I seem to have noticed a cry for “read my profile, read my profile” from many people on the sight, yet when I get there, I find a page filled full of pre-done surveys or horoscopes or a ghastly link to a myspace page. But absolutely nothing written by them, about them. WTF! Here’s my point. A plea even. Write something in your damned profile. Not your life story, but a little tid bit. Maybe capture our interest with something other than a cleavage shot. Ok, I feel better. Toodles. You don’t have to go home, but you cant stay here.

~ My Lounges ~
My Latest Lounge Creation : Clik the Pix for Instant Access In Need of the Following Staff : - DJ's - Bartenders - Pole Dancers - Managers.. If you are up to the task & Wanna have a ton of fun please contact ME : OºTîK£îÑ Ú® G-§ÞØTºO **I do Graphix & Code skins & lounges for other members if you would like something done..please let me know.**

Oh Yeah
Hi there everyone look i know i have been slakin in my normal showin u luv everyday and all that stuff u guys know i always rate everything u do daily but til sept 13th im gonna be so busy with my contest just fyi i am in second very close to the girl in front of me if u have a couple minutes come throw me sum comments!! And just let me know if u need a favor in return!! Thanks u guys luv u muahz Just click the pic and show luv ill return it!

I Can't Believe I...
I can't believe I am about to say this... But I miss the days of the "Rate me", "fan me" and even the good ole "VOTE FOR ME" Shoutbox Days.. Now they have been replaced with the "Do you have messenger?", "Do you do phone?" and the one that I hate is ,"DO you have a cam?" In the shoutboxes. Don't you fucking think it would be a good idea.. Ohhhhhhhhh let me think.. GET TO KNOW SOMEONE FIRST? Damn nasty perverts.. Contrary to popular belief.. there are some girls here that are just on this site to have fun and chat.. with an occasional flirt. Not all of us are Fubar whores.. there are enough of those. If you want a piece of ass.. I am sure they would give it to you without question. Perverts, I tell ya.. Go stroke it and leave me alone!!! Now, thank you.. and have a happy fucking day.

10 Things To Know About Me...
When I Am In The Car And I Find A Verse Of A Song I Love, I Will Rewind It And Sing It Over And Over And Over Again. I Have A Scar On The Outside And Inside Of My Upper Lip. I Had 7 Stitches Inside And 2 Outside. This Was All Caused By Getting Hit In The Face By A Shoe. I Spent Three Days And Two Nights In The Hospital Because I Got Bit By A Freakin Hamster. I Am A Loud Mouth When I Am Drunk. Did I Mention Loud? I Organize My Clothes By Color In My Closet. They Are Also Grouped By Long Sleeves, Short Sleeves, Tank Tops And Spaghetti Straps. Everything Tastes Better With Hot Sauce. I Try On At Least 5 Different Jackets Before I Get Out The Door. And I Usually End Up With The First One I Put On. I Ware My Rainbow Sandals Every Day. Even When It Is Raining. When I Write, I Bite My Lips. I Have To Wiggle My Foot To Fall Asleep. 10 Things I like about myself. 1st – I can be myself. I don’t put on a different face when I am around differe

Whatever.....
Fuck you number ONE NOBODY cares about threats over the internet, so don't try to act hardcore with the keyboard. Fighting online is like racing in the Special Olympics; Even if you win, you're still Fuck you number TWO Don't ever post pictures and say: "OMG, I'm so ugly" because if you were, you wouldn't post them. If you do you're a fucking moron. Fuck you number THREE Who really cares if I don't accept you as a friend? MOVE ON!!! Don't send me another request or message asking "What's up with you not adding me?" I don't want you as a friend, that's what's up, Asshole.... Fuck you number FOUR FUBAR was created to HAVE FUN and make friends.. Quit trying to check up on your ex!! Come on, now, people, its called stalking...you might as well be sitting in front of their house with binoculars. ANY more i can add????..... When was the last time you sat out in a field in the dark all alone and just listened? what about at the ocean and just sa

Amsterdam Bound
We found it! It's a cool B&B near the Rijksmuseum. Breakfast in our room or on the balcony every morning, massages, fluffy bathrobes...who could ask for more? NOW HURRY UP THANKSGIVING! *grin* As of a few moments ago our tickets to Amsterdam have been purchased!!! *squee* Our Cannabis Cup judges passes have already been purchased. Now we just have to rent an apartment or houseboat for a week! Can you say HELLS YEAH? I thought you could! ;-) That is all for now... D-

What Does
O-awesome kisser R-easy to fall in love with T-you're loyal to those you love I-you are great in bed Z-always ready Delete the other person's last name and repost this with the title "what does your last name say about you?" in 11 minutes and something wonderful will happen..... A : You like to drink. B : You like people. C : You are really silly. D: You like to drink E : Awesome in bed F : You are dead sexy G : You never let people tell you what to do. H : You have very good personality and good looks I : You Are Great in bed. J : People Adore yOU K : You're wild and crazy. L: Everyone loves you. M : Best kisser ever. N :You are dead sexy O: Awesome kisser. A : You like to drink. P: You hangout with all populer types of people Q : You are a hypocrite. R : Easy to fall in love with. S : Fuckin crazy. T : You're loyal to those you love. U : You really like to chill. V : You are not judgemental. W : You are very broad minded. X : You never let peo

If We Had Sex
1. Would you be in control? 2. Would you pull my hair? 3. Would you whisper in my ear? 4. Would you talk dirty to me? 5. Would you kiss me with a little tongue or a lot of tongue? 6. Would you say my name? 7. Would you go down on me? 8. Would you let me give you a hickie? 9. How many rounds would we go? 10. What would you wanna do afterwards? 11. Would you take off all your clothes then take mine off slowly? 12. Would you lick and bite me all over? 13. Would you like to play or get straight to the point? 14. Would you want me to take my time? 15. How freaky are you, 1 - 10? 16. Would you want fast or slow? 17. Where would you wanna "do it"? 18. Would you be loud or quiet? 19. Would you want me to be loud or quiet? 20. Would you mind if i liked you? 21. Do you like me? 22. Would you call me the next day? 23. Would you scratch me? 24. Would you let me scratch you? 25. Would you have to be drunk? 26. Would you date

Sex Quizzes
You have a sexual IQ of 134 When it comes to sex, you are a super genius. You have had a lot of experience, and sex interests you so you know a lot about it. You pride yourself on being a source of information and guidance to all of your friends. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com Aries You are so full of energy, you constantly attract hotties, and you are always the dominant one in the sack. It is very easy for you approach people because you have so much confidence and you are very forward about your feelings. You are very likely to have lots of sexual partners, (sometimes all at once), and be the most sexually experienced of any of your friends. Sex matches: Gemini, Leo, Sagittarius Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

Goat Sex..
or Bestiality new Aids myth ~ Is this what is being taught to children in Africa? Bestiality 'safe sex' says boy But the SABC interviewed at least one boy who admitted he considered bestiality as safe sex, and that he and his friends had sex with goats up to four times a week. "We know about Aids and we are very afraid of it. That is why we are having sex with these goats. Goats don't have Aids. "We see people in the village dying every day. It's because they have slept with one another and infected each other. Goats can't get those infections. We would therefore rather have sex with them," a Grade 11 pupil told the broadcaster. "It's obvious that if I'm not sick there is nothing I can transmit to goats and goats to me. We won't become HIV-positive because goats don't get Aids. We often share the same goat and don't get each other's diseases," he said. Am I a crazy close minded person to think this is INSANE?

My Tarot Card
You are The Magician Skill, wisdom, adaptation. Craft, cunning, depending on dignity. Eleoquent and charismatic both verbally and in writing, you are clever, witty, inventive and persuasive. The Magician is the male power of creation, creation by willpower and desire. In that ancient sense, it is the ability to make things so just by speaking them aloud. Reflecting this is the fact that the Magician is represented by Mercury. He represents the gift of tongues, a smooth talker, a salesman. Also clever with the slight of hand and a medicine man - either a real doctor or someone trying to sell you snake oil. What Tarot Card are You?

Hornyscopes!
OK if this doesn't really paint a picture, not much will! I would have to say this is pretty close! AQUARIUS Jan 21 - Feb 19 Ruling Planet: URANUS. The God of unexpected sexual twists and turns Aquarians make much better friends than lovers, but when a typical Aquarian gets some bang-bang, it's more an intellectual experience than an emotional one. Looks aren't important to Aquarians in a relationship, it's the mind and spirit of a lover that turns Aquarius on.They are very entertaining in bed and are probably the most inventive of all the signs.Mental stimulation is more important to them than physical, which means that pornography gets them hot! Aquarians are impatient and like sex to be fast and satisfying. They are very particular about hygiene and contraception and sleeping around holds little interest for them. FAVE POSITION Mutual masturbation. BEST SEX TOY A Dildo. Whether gay, straight, male or female, Aquarians will have some fun with this. AQUARIUS MAL

9500 To Go
To all my friends and the comments bombers............... Help please ..getting closer to the happy hour So please please please people click on the pic and help out with one rate and 10 to 20 comments if you are a bmber please bomb.

In Regards To Nsfw
I have a friend on here that was made to remove 6 pics from her profile.Now i understand the nsfw guidelines and well they common sense things,I mean we're all adults right.Now i have gone over the nsfw guidelines and can not see how these pics were nsfw maybe one possibly. All pics were if not tasteful but they were at least pics of her clothed I think some people are gettin a little overzelus about tellin on people with nsfw marks.Live and let live thats what i say so lets all be a bit more mature about markin photos and if you agree with this pass it on to a friend and tell them to pass it on. Stay true and stay real.

Packers Is The Name. Football Is The Game.
Lambardi would be so proud of these guys Tis the season to play some ball Tis the season to have a beer and cheer Make new friends far and near Rivals to the end but its all fun in here Green and Gold fans are diehard fans to the end Through thick and thin we still sell out all the tickets We love who we are because we know we are Green Bay No other colors smear the pride No other team will push us aside We are the roots of football We ARE the GREEN BAY PACKERS!

No Salutes = Goodbye
Well due to recently finding out that there are people making several accounts just to decieve people this is what im gonna do. If u do not have a salute i will delete you and from here on out if i get requests from anyone without one they will be denied.Thank you

De-weeding My Friend Garden...
Hi ya'll... As some of you know I've been on Lost Cherry-Cherry Tap-Fubar for awhile....and have made some really great friends along the way. Unfortunately I do have some people on my friends list that I don't know and don't hear from therefore they will deleted. I will be deweeding my friend garden today, so come by and say hey if I haven't heard from ya in awhile. xoxo! WW Hi ya'll...It's that time again... As some of you know I've been on Lost Cherry-Cherry Tap-Fubar for awhile....and have made some really great friends along the way. Unfortunately I do have some people on my friends list that I don't know and don't hear from therefore they will deleted. I will be deweeding my friend garden today, so come by and say hey if I haven't heard from ya in awhile. xoxo! WW

What Does Your Last Name Say About You?
W-You are very broad minded. A-You like to drink. L-Everyone loves you. T-You're loyal to those you love. O-Awesome kisser. N-You are dead sexy Delete the other person's last name and repost this with the title "what does your last name say about you?" in 11 minutes and something wonderful will happen..... A : You like to drink. B : You like people. C : You are really silly. D: You like to drink E : Awesome in bed F : You are dead sexy G : You never let people tell you what to do. H : You have very good personality and good looks I : You Are Great in bed. J : People Adore yOU K : You're wild and crazy. L: Everyone loves you. M : Best kisser ever. N :You are dead sexy O: Awesome kisser. A : You like to drink. P: You hangout with all populer types of people Q : You are a hypocrite. R : Easy to fall in love with. S : Fuckin crazy. T : You're loyal to those you love. U : You really like to chill. V : You are not judgemental. W : You are very broad minded

Names
B- You like people. R- Easy to fall in love with. I- You are great in bed. N-You are dead sexy K- You're wild and crazy Delete the other person's last name and repost this with the title "what does your last name say about you?" in 11 minutes and something wonderful will happen..... A : You like to drink. B : You like people. C : You are really silly. D: You like to drink E : Awesome in bed F : You are dead sexy G : You never let people tell you what to do. H : You have very good personality and good looks I : You Are Great in bed. J : People Adore yOU K : You're wild and crazy. L: Everyone loves you. M : Best kisser ever. N :You are dead sexy O: Awesome kisser. A : You like to drink. P: You hangout with all populer types of people Q : You are a hypocrite. R : Easy to fall in love with. S : Fuckin crazy. T : You're loyal to those you love. U : You really like to chill. V : You are not judgemental. W : You are very broad minded. X : You never let people

Clyde The Orangutan
O.K. this is how it goes. You get an orangutan. I'm not talking a little monkey or some some dancing chimp bullshit, I mean a fucking orangutan. Don't ask me how you're gonna get a fucking orangutan, that's not my problem. So the orangutan's name is Clyde. This is non-negotianable, all orangutans are named Clyde. I don't know why that is, it's just how the world works. So you and Clyde become man (and ape) about town. You're seen everywhere together, you make the scene. You and friends go out in big groups. You talk loud, you laugh louder. Every time you say something witty you high-five the orangutan. The town begins to buzz. It gets back to her. "Did you know the guy with the orangutan?", "You used to date the guy with the orangutan?", "Why would you break up with a guy with an orangutan?" Next thing you know she's calling. "I'm hoping we can still be friends. Wanna hang out sometime." "Geez I dunno, me and Clyde were going to go to a monster truck race tonight. (orangutans love m

Repost For Friend!!
its me @ fubar This guy seems to be a homophobe and when he goes through rating pics he gives all the guys 1's ladies please do me a fav and rate this guy crappy and block him thanks friends!! I love ya all!!

Another Stupid Downrater
and he deleted comments off the page as I did post about how hes stupid and that I will post a warning to all my friends. He deleted it right away. But looks like hes downrating alot of people low PsychoDragon~N~... rated your photo a '5'! PsychoDragon~N~PsychoDragon~Lady~4Ever@ fubar

Date Rape Drug .. Plzzzzzz Read!!!
> > Please Inform all your Female Friends !!!!! A woman at a bar on a Saturday night was taken by 5 men, who, according to hospital and police reports, gang raped her before dumping her. Unable to remember the events of the evening, tests later confirmed the repeat rapes, along with traces of Rohypnol in her blood and Progesterex, essentially a small sterilization pill. The drug is now being used by rapists at parties to rape AND sterilize their victims. Progesterex is available to vets to sterilize large animals. Progesterex is being used together with Rohypnol, the date rape drug. As with Rohypnol, all they have to do is drop it into the girl's drink. The girl can't remember a thing the next morning, of all that had taken place the night before. Progesterex, which dissolves in drinks just as easily, is such that the victim doesn't get pregnant; she won't conceive from the rape and the rapist needn't worry about having a paternity test identifying him months later. The drug's effects

Freedom
Text Image Generator There is a man, a special man, He's strong and full of pride; He's talented and cunning, He's never failed at what he's tried. You may know him well, or not at all, Yet, may have seen him, walking proud; He may be the ones who's smiling, In a dark and saddened crowd. Yet, in that crowd of sadness, There are those that live in fear; For he is the one who raped them, His reward, their every tear. He is quite proud, of who he is, And grateful, for the words unsaid; The ones that could have stopped him, But he's smiling instead. He'll go on to ruin other lives, To drain another heart; He'll find another to live in fear, When he's ripped their soul apart. And he's untouchable, this special man, He's as strong as you let him be; Safe to rape the ones you love, And, proudly, living free.

Mobile Diarrhea Jihad
All in all, it hadn't been a good day. Bad traffic, a malfunctioning computer, incompetent coworkers and a sore back all made me a seething cauldron of rage. But more importantly for this story, it had been over forty-eight hours since I'd last taken a dump. I'd tried to jumpstart the process, beginning my day with a bowl of bowel-cleansing fiber cereal, following it with six cups of coffee at work, and adding a bean-laden lunch at Taco Bell. As I was returning home from work, my insides let me know with subtle rumbles and the emission of the occasional tiny fart that Big Things would be happening soon. Alas, I had to stop at the mall to pick up an order for my wife. I completed this task, and as I was walking past the stores on my way back to the car, I noticed a large sale sign proclaiming, "Everything Must Go!" This was prophetic, for my colon informed me with a sudden violent cramp and a wet, squeaky fart that everything was indeed about to go. I hurried to the mall bathroom. I sur

An Old Journal Entry
Life is to short & unpredictable, One moment your walking along a sidewalk, next you could are in a hospital bed listening to loved ones and strangers pray for you. the realization that in a quick moment your whole life can change is frightening. i will never pass up an opportunity to tell a loved one i love them or feel guilty for being overprotective with myself or my children. just as easy as life is given it can be taken away. life is too short

Ms Maine Is No Longer In The Family!!!
MS MAINE IS NO LONGER IN THE BBW/BHM BOMBERS FAMILY SHE WAS THE ONE WHO SAID DURING THE MEETING ALL BOMBERS EXCEPT REBECCA TO COME HELP RUBIA IN THE GIVEAWAY TO GET IT DONE WITH AND NOW SHE IS TELLING EVERYONE TO JUMP BECAUSE SHE IS BEHIND AND WE WOULD HELP HER AS SOON AS WE FINISHED RUBIAS GIVEAWAY BUT THATS NOT THE WAY THINGS ARE GOING SO NOW SINCE SHE IS NO LONGER FAMILY PLEASE LETS GO TO RUBIAS GIVEAWAY AND GET IT DONE TODAY!!! CANDYRAIN CO-OWNER

Life
Girls Cry Because..... They fell in love with the wrong person They're Mad They're Sad They're Scared They're Nervous They're Frustrated They're Missing someone They're Alone They're PMSing They're Pregnant They're tired of abusive relationships Their Heart Is broken They're in love Their souls have been torn They met someone they cant have They feel cheated They hurt so bad inside They feel unloved BOYS!!!: If any girl you know is crying, and you see them, don't just stand there like an ass and say you're sorry, hold them, kiss them, and tell them everything will be ok, even if you have no idea what is wrong with them. Girls go through more drama than you can imagine! Girls just want to be held and know that someone cares about them. Girls: Repost this if you're tired of dealing with the drama, and you're sick of putting up with the bullshit! Boys: Repost if you're a loving, caring, sensitive guy, who hates to se

R.i.p. Pop
For those of my friends who know me personally, know that my Father-in-Law passed away at the end of July. It was really sudden. We had told mom and Pop they could call us anytime no matter what time it was if anything happened. My husband's mother has been recooperating from an on-going illness since July of last year. We made a trip to Washington to visit them last year, and when they took us home, my mother-in-law ended up in the ICU, and has been in and out of the hospital ever since. So basically what I am trying to say is, if and when we heard from them, we were thinking it would be about his mom. Well, thankfully it wasn't, but when we got the call, it was mom telling us that Pop had died. He was diabetic, and his blood pressure kept falling. He would sit on the couch in front of the TV with a blanket around him and his space heater running just to keep warm. He got up to go to the restroom, and mom called to him wanting to ask him something, and she got worried when she didn't

Didnt Write This..but Its So My Life Right Now..
One day someone special will be gone. And on that clear, cold morning, in the warmth of your bedroom, you might be struck with the pain of learning that sometimes there isn't any more. No more hugs, no more lucky moments to celebrate together, no more phone calls just to chat, No more "just one more minute." Sometimes, what we care about the most goes away. never to return before we can say good-bye, Or say "I Love You." So while we have it . . it's best we love it . . And care for it and fix it when it's broken . and take good care of it when it's sick. This is true for marriage .... and friendships .. And children with bad report cards; And dogs with bad hips; And aging parents and grandparents. We keep them because they are worth it, Because we cherish them! Some things we keep -like a best friend who moved away or a classmate we grew up with. There are just some things that make us happy, No matter what. Life is important, and so are the people we know . And so, w

Wanting You
Wanting You Current mood: horny I wish everyone would leave!! I'm horny and I want you. I'm making sure you know it too. I had enough buttons on my shirt undone that every time I leaned forward you could see my breast well and I leaned every chance I got. J And every chance I got I touched sometimes quick sometimes lingering and suggesting. While we sat at the dinner table I run my hand up and down your thigh and lightly caressed your cock through your jeans. FINALLY everyone is gone, I take your hand and lead you to the bedroom. I wrap my arms around your neck, kissing you passionately, pressing my body firmly against yours. Running my hands down you back and around your sides to grab your shirt and pull it over your head, dropping it to the floor I run my hands up over your arms and your bare chest kissing, nibbling and licking everywhere I can while I unfasten your jeans and push them and your shorts over your hips then push you back on the bed so I can finish removing them.

Street Party
Cherry Blossom Street Party We were at the Cherry Blossom Festival for the street party. We'd been going from stage to stage listen to all the different bands, dancing here and there and making out in between. We were both getting pretty horny; walking around we found ourselves at the old train terminal. We walked around the corner of the building and started making out hot and heavy. I was wearing a sundress and you had your hand under the skirt of it rubbing my pussy through my panties. "We gotta find somewhere more secluded" you say and take my hand and lead me around be hind the building. There's not a lot of light on this side and there's a door, you try it to see if it will open but of course it's locked. You grab me and push me back against the door, your mouth crushing down on mine and your hands pulling up my dress again. this time you slip your hand in my panties and your finger between the lips of my pussy, when you find my clit I moan and hook my lift my leg a little

To Join
Ok it is real easy first you must be a member of DSC and then Put DSC Bombers some where in your name thats it so far and i am going to need help with tags id co-founders to help run it and everything so get with me

New Monuments
We will cry together - at the opening of windows, the unfoldings inside, untanglings, new monuments built by our own hands to the sanctity of words shared in dim light. Each tear falling to a common pool - we will be unlocked, unafraid, uncommon. Then in a slow dance built from moments shared, I will kiss, you will kiss, we will kiss, embraced forever like a marble likeness of the day the night, the dawn, the dusk carved from the lasting stone of us. © All rights reserved

9-11-2001
New York at 8:45 September 11th 2001 the airport was bustling with people, everybody wandering in their own little worlds, Not one person looking properly at the murderers, the thieves and the terrorists that lurked undetected. They Board the Boeing 737, Heading for the flight that changed the world. Nobody knows what is happening, Till its to late. The cockpit is full with people...no, psychos That are willing the pilot to crash. People are panicking phoning their families telling them about the plane taking about love... then disappearing. Never to be heard again. The plane starts to head for the tower at 9 o'clock It Hits! And people who are near feel like the whole world has shaken. The glass starts to fly, people start to scream, Then a ball of fire shoots out into the streets. The lives of the people in the plane are ruined and silent. Men and women dive out of the windows, screaming as they try to survive... then the second plane hits! And agai

Me Folder
What do you call 6 old ladies lying naked on the front lawn of a nursing home? Retired prostitutes having a yard sale Friend says to another friend: I heard you got robbed last night & the gun man gave you 2 options, suck his dick or die? Glad your ok buddy As I walk through the woods at night, A shadow awaits to lead me to the light, As I sit and prosper what this might be, I start to wander is this really for me. As I walk further wandering what it is, A voice speaks out to me and says put your hand in mine, Before I do I stop to think, Am I dead or will I awake. As I take his hand I start to see, How my life was really meant to be, A lesson is learned as you might see, There really is a GOD for you and me.

Now I Want
I want, now, to hold all of you, to feel all of you touching all of me. I need some of this and all of that and just to kiss your warm parts and taste your cool lips and just to grind myself into you like tiny bits of our two souls melting into one hot, freezing, quivering piece of us. And remove clothing to uncover (my god) togetherness like two people have never known and always wanted, (god, yes I've always) needed, cried out for in our empty nights before we found (yes) each other and fumbled to remove impediments to pure and soulful lovemaking beneath a starry night © All rights reserved

Sadness
Hurt You've hurt me to many times You've put me through so much I'm tired of being hurt by you You've made me stay home day and night You've made me clean up after you I'm tired of being hurt by you You've cheated on me You've left me with no money, no car, no friends I'm tired of being hurt by you You've called me names I didn't like You've beated me till I was on the ground I'm tired of being hurt by you You've told me I couldn't see my family You've told me you hated me I'm tired of being hurt by you You've done so much to me in the past years I can't take this repeating pain anymore So I'm saying good-bye to you I'm tired of being hurt by you -------------------------------------------------- Silence, Emptiness, And Confusion Silence builds an awful wreckage of a girl It feeds on loneliness and creates a void Gray shadows haunt and torment and torture A teenager is stricken and destroyed There is no sound of laughter or happiness here

Pathology Report Is Back!
Well, my pathology results were given to me today. I had surgery 4 weeks ago tomorrow and have been patiently waiting. When I talked to the doctor last week, they were worried, bc they didn't have the full report back, but they told me NOT to worry. So they called me today and told me what was taking so long--the original report showed cancer. I almost died when she told me that, but Dr. T said--NO, do more tests, that can't be right. So the lab did. Spent another 1 1/2 weeks testing. After more tests, this is what they know. My cervix looks bad-like HORRIBLE bad. Pathologists said thank goodness I did the surgery when I did because they felt that within 6 months, I would have had full blown cancer. I had wanted the doctor to leave part of my cervix to begin with, but he said, no that usually doesn't help any. And now I'm so thankful that I let him overrule my decision. My uterus also looked bad. We have known this for several months. The original sonogram showed my uterus was small an

Play Time
I want to be your toy tonight and tomorrow; to tempt you with the sounds of my singular need for you and your soft and sweet flesh. I want your taste now in my mouth and silky skin on the end of my tongue. I need to be your toy; I need your pleasure to depend on me and on the motions of this mad and magic moment. I have to be your toy to know your joy is mine. And I will read these words to you until my passion swells inside you and explosions of your ecstasy erupt in you and turn you into bubbling, molten lava in my hands. I want to be your toy and for this playtime to continue through a night and day of pure and joyous love. And then I'll have you as my toy and play until we have nothing left. We'll rest, and again we'll play. © All rights reserved

Emoticons/assicons
We all know those cute little computer symbols called "emoticons," where: :) means a smile and :( is a frown. Sometimes these are represented by :-) :-( Well, how about some "ASSICONS?" Here goes: (_!_) a regular ass (__!__) a fat ass (!) a tight ass (_*_) a sore ass {_!_} a swishy ass (_o_) an ass that's been around (_x_) kiss my ass (_X_) leave my ass alone (_zzz_) a tired ass (_E=mc2_) a smart ass (_?_) Dumb Ass

New Santini Fan Group
It appears the link is not working... To find the group just go to www.facebook.com, join, and then do a search on Santini: The Dark Master of Escape Filled with videos and breaking news of live appearances by The World's Most Extreme Escape Artist, Santini: The Dark Master of Escape. Come over and send your friends over to check it out and join too! Link below: http://www.facebook.com/group.php gid=4940208892&ref=mf

Silk
I promise you will love this silk; will love the feel of it around your wrists and ankles. I promise you will beg for me; will beg me to hold you harder, kiss you harder, enter you. I promise I will slide like silk into and out of you and you will feel me as I knock that little guy right out of his boat... I promise that my tongue will make you squirm; my tongue will find your places and will make you wish you had just one hand free to push my head a little deeper, faster, deeper into you. But, I promise to go slowly and to make it last so long that the silk begins to fray and you are running out of sweat. I promise not to promise any more than I can deliver and to whisper all these words (into your ear) as smooth as silk. © All rights reserved

Funny
A MAN AND HIS WIFE WERE WORKING IN THEIR GARDEN ONE DAY...AND THE MAN LOOKS OVER AT HIS WIFE AND SAYS: "YOUR BUTT IS GETTING REALLY BIG, I MEAN REALLY BIG. I BET YOUR BUTT IS BIGGER THAN THE BARBECUE." WITH THAT HE PROCEEDED TO GET A MEASURING TAPE AND MEASURE THE GRILL. AND...THEN HE WENT OVER TO WHERE HIS WIFE WAS WORKING AND MEASURED HIS WIFE'S BOTTOM. "YES, I WAS RIGHT, YOUR BUTT IS TWO INCHES WIDER THAN THE BARBECUE!!!" THE WOMAN CHOSE TO IGNORE HER HUSBAND. LATER THAT NIGHT IN BED, THE HUSBAND IS FEELING A LITTLE FRISKY. HE MAKES SOME ADVANCES TOWARDS HIS WIFE WHO COMPLETELY BRUSHES HIM OFF. "WHAT'S WRONG?" HE ASKS. SHE ANSWERS: "DO YOU REALLY THINK I'M GOING TO FIRE UP THIS BIG-ASS GRILL FOR ONE LITTLE WEENIE???"

The Ceremony..
Intoxicating scents fill the air. A strong, yet passionate voice utters the commands. Each one leading deeper into the soul that often hides from the world. Deep, dark, and not for the weak or scared. Now wanting to be the exhibitionist I truly am, the clothes are gone. Naked before you, the only part that remains guarded is the eyes. Now commanded to “Let me see those eyes”. My eyes are the windows into my soul. Your eyes now embrace that soul; I am now yours completely and unconditionally. Pulled into your arms, my face against your chest, my arms wrapped behind me. Now no place to go but deep into submission. Feeling the wire ties embrace my wrists, now being watched as your hand goes around my throat, fingers run teasingly across, then pulled close to you. Taking an inventory of my body, you are pleased. Placed across your lap, the ceremony begins… The intensity heightens with each strike across my backside; with intervals of feeling your

Saturday Night
My prayers and thoughts go out to all the families who were hurt by the 911 attack, I do have to say I am very grateful that my kids did not get on those flights that day. Saturday Night I have to work at Sharky's, If your out and about come see me. Bubba Whoop ass Wilson will be there with the lovely Tiffany... I will be working the beer cart so it will be an easy night for me... YEA

If We Had Sex
Lets see who is brave enough.....IF We Had Sex Game... Now don't be scared.... you never know who really wants to do you! Here are the rules to the game.. REPLY SO ONLY I SEE IT AND REPOST SO OTHERS CAN FILL OUT! 1. Would you be in control? 2. Would you pull my hair? 3. Would you whisper in my ear? 4. Would you talk dirty to me? 5. Would you kiss me with a little tongue or a lot of tongue? 6. Would you say my name? 7. Would you go down on me? 8. Would you let me give you a hickie? 9. How many rounds would we go? 10. What would you wanna do afterwards? 11. Would you take off all your clothes then take mine off slowly? 12. Would you lick and bite me all over? 13. Would you like to play or get straight to the point? 14. Would you want me to take my time? 15. How freaky are you, 1 - 10? 16. Would you want fast or slow? 17. Where would you wanna "do it"? 18. Would you be loud or quiet? 19. Would you want me to be loud or quiet?

Who Likes You
Who Likes U?? lets find out who has the BALLS to say they like you, repost this Under " Who Likes You??? " to find out! or youll have bad luck for 7 days. Reply!!!!!!! with a number to the following options (yes you can pick more than one): 1-I want you now 2-eww never 3-I dont like you 4-I have a HUGE crush on you 5-I'm in love with you 6-I think im still in love with you and i shouldn't be... 7-I really want to talk to you and get to know you and hopefully something will happen... 8-I'm with someone else but for some reason i still have feelings for you 9- I want to marry you 10- I miss you 11- I want to makeout with you again 12- I want to makeout with you for the 1st time 13- I want a relationship with you 14- I want to hold your hand 15- i love you and would enjoy makin sweet love 2 u right now 16- I'm scared of liking you 17- I have a gf/bf but i like you... 18- I love you okay lets find out who likes you, repos

Pure Romance By Debo
I was invited to Fubar by my wonderful friend DJ~Ivory. So I did not know what to expect! This is quite different than Myspace and pretty happening. I came on to see if the females in the ATX area wanted to be a Pure Romance Hostess since they look like they know what to do but may need replenish their bedroom items. :P Good times...

The Life
With all my years before, I still come unprepared for these tumult and strife, It is as though I take one step forward, And two leaps back. I stand short with all my courage, tall with all my pain. This life is so unpredictable, With immeasurable amounts of loss and tears. I cannot see ahead and must never let these eyes set me back Stagnant, If that's the word describes the life I lead. I once had a dream, One bigger than easily fathomed. The talent is gone and my hands just cannot do the same. I find peace in chaos. Love in hatred. But I cannot find hope. By:Psyfer

My Struggle
When I look at myself,I cannot see, See past my stunned face,To who I should be, Gone are the days, Of insecurities,Long since past, Has gone my innocence,I've turned myself, Into a spiteful creature,Everything I'm not, And everything I wish to be, My pain is gone, Replaced by rage,My anger it boils, From inside of me,I wish to be rid of this curse, I forever wish,To erase all these cuts, My dreams are inside me, So out of reach,This person I've created, Has sinned to much,I want this all gone, And be able to live,I just want myself back, The things I have done,I know have been wrong, But they have shaped who I am,And now I am strong, My wisdom is wiser, My heart not so small,My burdens are secrets I carry alone,No longer the torment of worry and hurt,I put all my friends through, Without their support,I would not have pulled through. By Psyfer

Life Changes When You Least Excpect
Well its been over three weeks and still feel like im living in a dream. I dont know which way to turn .. For those of you who dont know I lost my long term partner suddenly. She had been well apart from a few what the doctors called minor heart attacks, they only just registered as attacks. Well after the first one Jo was given an angioplasty, a little shunt put inside her heart to unblock w partially closed vein in her heart. Hey she has a heart I had joked to some work mates, i used jokes throught out this period as it was my only way to deal with what was going on. It was only two years ago 15 march we had a little boy together after a very hard pregnancy, we went thru hell but after 4 days he died. We then went thru this second part of hell the questions about if we could have done anything to hace avoided it. For a long time it was just one long numb dream. We then found that Jo was pregnant again this time from the moment of her first scan , which was very ear

Please Help Me Level
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Lalalalalalalalala.....
life's been busy, my kids back in school, summers over, the trees are starting to turn colors, winters comin' quick, things happen that make you stop and think about life real life, people you meet, friends you make, things you see and do every day, its all about choices the choices you make define the person you are, fubar is fun you can be whatever you want to be,, nobody knows but you,,, BUT... is it really you??? you can say anything you want to whoever you want, you can pretend because nobody sees and knows the "real" you but,, is that being true to yourself??? you may have alot of "friends", but can you truly say they are friends?? do you really know them on that level?? do you really care what happens to them in real life?? do they really care about your real life?? or are they just numbers on a web site that add up to you being "popular" it sucks when you think you know someone and they turn out to be a different person when you pu

Strangers In The Park
I always liked sitting out in the park. A warm breeze blowing sitting under a tree just watching people. Its fun to try and guess what they do for a living. lol. Sometimes you see some one who is really attractive and you stare. Not trying to be rude but when you see someone that’s hot you just try to will that person to notice you. That’s when I saw you for the first time. You were just walking through the park. My God you are beautiful! I got excited watching you walk by. You had to have noticed me looking (or rather staring) at you. You glanced my way and I shyly looked aside. I realized that I had a hard on as well. Oh my, did you notice that as well? After you were out of view I relaxed a little but coudnt get the site of you out of my mind. I swore to myself that if I saw you again I would say hi. The next day I picked the same spot and the same time of day to people watch in the hopes that I would see you. I wasn’t disappointed. You were coming around the co

Importat Information
Ok I'v tried to explain why I am the way I am and people just aren't getting it so here it is in baby steps. A. My mother told me I was a mistake. And later tells me I'm her special little man. So yea I'm confused. I didn't get much love form my mother groweing up so it seems like a vaegu terratory for me. I try my hadest but It doesen't seem to work. The only unconditional love I get is from my Son.....when his mother let's me see him. B. I have had my heart bashed in, broken and shattered 37 times. C. all my relationships I'v been cheatd on and lied to and in my marrage I was beaten and almost killed by theperson that claimed she loved me always and forever. And women wounder why I get depressed and defencive. It's not because I'm looking for pitty. It's hard to get over the lack of love from a mther and beeing used and pretty much treated like you don't exist in a relationship. And it seems the harder I ry in a relationship the worse I fail. It has come to my Attention in

Feel Me
Can you feel me as i climb on top??? Can you feel me do you want me to stop??? Can you Feel me as i go up and down, can you feel me as i make that sound??? I know you want it i can see it in your eyes, you want to feel me taste me make me cry... Touch me hold me can you feel me???

Not Happy?
REALLY BAD DAY I had a really bad day last week. I inadvertently rear ended a van. When we pulled over and got out, imagine my surprise when I discovered that the other driver was a dwarf. As he approached with a sour look on his face, he looked up at me and said, "I am not happy!" God help me, I couldn't help myself. I asked him, "Well then, which one are you?" That's when the fight started.................................

Her
I am touching her and touched to feel her compliant as I am leading her and led by her replies 'oh, yes" and "please" as I am undressing her and naked to her searching eyes - we are vines of different plants weaved to one another, leaves shaking in the breeze of our two breaths warm and moist into each other - rooted to this motion and I am calling her name in dreams I have while wide awake of her soft skin, her fragrant hair, her ripe lips dripping out my name as though it belongs to her (and perhaps it always has). © All rights reserved

Need Help!
I just love my fubar friends!!!..Hugs and kisses to all..:) My dear friend needs help to level. Hes at 1538 to level up...stop by and help him out..:) click the pic and rate add comment or whatever you can do..:) BaldPunk35@ fubar BaldPunk35@ fubar

Sonnet Of Her Purse
One kiss away - destruction near complete - I look into the darkest pair of eyes (a place where more than minds had come to meet) And down between her silky milky thighs into the source of my demonic trance. Oh, save me from the suction I can feel - borne not of love and not of true romance - a lust I've tried so long to just conceal. But how can I, a mortal man, resist, but heed the siren call of her sweet purse so wondrously dropped open? In a mist, I must succumb to her - this is my curse. All hope abandoned, hard, yet now with ease - I lean to her and hope that I might please. © All rights reserved

Jobs
Hello and thank you who all have joined the DSC Bombers now there are a few jobs out there to help this be fun i am gonig to need some to make tags id i know i will need one or two more co-founders just send the homepage a private messag and if you have any ideals let us know thank You DSC Bombers

Dear _____________
I ___ you. You have a nice ______. You make me _______. You should _______. Someday I will ______. You + me = ________. If I saw you now I'd __________. I want to ________ you. I would build a _______ just for you. If I could sing you any song it would be _________. We could __________ under the stars. Love, _______________ (P.S. ______________.)

~~runing Water~~
My grandfather is the fire My grandmother is the wind The Earth is my mother The Great Spirit is my father The World stopped at my birth and laid itself at my feet And I shall swallow the Earth whole when I die and the Earth and I will be one Hail The Great Spirit, my father without him no one could exist because there would be no will to live Hail The Earth, my mother without which no food could be grown and so cause the will to live to starve Hail the wind, my grandmother for she brings loving, lifegiving rain nourishing us as she nourishes our crops Hail the fire, my grandfather for the light, the warmth, the comfort he brings without which we be animals, not men Hail my parent and grandparents without which not I nor you nor anyone else could have existed Life gives life which gives unto itself a promise of new life Hail the Great Spirit, The Earth, the wind, the fire praise my parents loudly for they are your parents, too Oh, Great Spirit, giver of

Sweet Water
I drown myself in dreams of her erotic and the moist pressure of her kiss - she is sweet water lapping at the shore of my desire. Her words have made me laugh and cry - and I am slave to each new stanza. Nothing so beautiful as a woman writing, wanting, wishing, willing life from words - and her silhouette forever slinks inside each sentence (like a cat, balanced on a slender wall, padding silently through the endless night of my perpetual hunger). Will she come to me in wakened dreams and leave me finally sated in the ever-real caress of words she writes for me and whispers in the shadows thrown by candlelight as we lie atop her bed afterwards? © All rights reserved

Thoughts And Conclusions
The beautiful elegence of the city flew by as my foot was on the petal and my eyes were forward. My excitement grew knowing the many different features that the city has to offer. With my mind racing, my friend screams at me to turn. I almost missed our exit. We laugh. Last night I walked down the infamous Bourbon Street. Most locals will say they would love to get rid of it and they stay away from it at all cost. I did for the most parts. We enjoyed the artist studios and the shops on Royal. We always enjoy eating at Pat O's.....and I love Razoos but I didn't get to do that last night. After Pat O's, we got on Burgundy and started to walk back to the hotel....We ended up meeting a local couple and had a nice chat. What do people want in a "perfect date"? Is there such things as the "perfect date"? I do know this, for every person the perfect date is different and when you find another one that thinks their perfect date is the same as yours.....that is when it is truely Perfect. 1

Funnies
Nine Words Women Use 1. Fine: This is the word women use to end an argument when they are right and you need to shut up. 2. Five Minutes: If she is getting dressed, this means half an hour. Five minutes is only five minutes if you have just been given five more minutes to watch the game before helping around the house. 3. Nothing: This is the calm before the storm. This means something, and you should be on your toes. Arguments that begin with nothing usually end in fine. 4. Go Ahead: This is a dare, not permission. Don't Do It! 5. Loud Sigh: This is actually a word, but is a non-verbal statement often misunderstood by men. A loud sigh means she thinks you are an idiot and wonders why she is wasting her time standing here and arguing with you about nothing. (Refer back to #3 for the meaning of nothing.) 6. That's Okay: This is one of the most dangerous statements a women can make to a man. That's okay means she wants to think long and hard before deciding how and wh

I Haven't Been Around B-cause
I haven't been around lately because I started going to school again, my daughter started school and I have been fighting for sole custody of my daughter. I have been so crazy-buzy! Well school is going great for me and my daughter and I won sole custody. THanks for everyone who has been wondering about my and my family, I appreciate and have missed you all.

Ramblings
Fuck Beat cheat lie rape steal Why do we conceal the past Trapped in the long haul Try to find the answers but HE blocks the path to unlocking the future Samantha Nicole Hambaugh Forgive or Forget Can history repeat itself or do we just let it Ruin the innocence Protective custody cryin big blue eyes Illness for six straight years all because he couldn't wouldn't let go Kidnapped my provider Stole time from timeless moments I'm lost in the dark looking for her but only found truth Why? *Written on this day last year, things are definitely looking up this year :)

The Great Ones
Since I was in the womb I have loved music. I don't mean I love music in the way everyone uses the word love to express a fondness or interest in something, like saying "OMG I sooo totally love those adorable pink shoes with the buckles!!" or "Dude, I love that radical car with the bodaciously sweet rims!" [ /disgusting valley accent OFF ] I mean a love that runs in every fiber in my being. One that fills me up to overflowing every time I hear a song that moves me from within, until I feel as One with the notes themselves. Yeah. That love. The reason I say "since I was in the womb" is because during her pregnancies with both my brother and myself my mother read to us, talked to us, and yes, played music and sang to us. I'm a firm believer that it helped shape our deep connection to music. It developed and grew with us long after entering this world. I honestly cannot begin to describe just how deep and powerful an aspect of our lives music has been. You have to be one who has ju

Dumb Stuff
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Tender Wisps
The soft flesh of her moist yes upon my lips and arms now reaching around and drawing her nearer nearer nearer to me as we hold our breaths and electricity passes between us - oh the tender wisps of touching softly pressing now together and her tongue my tongue my god I feel the tingle and the tension released as we are one in this great and first kiss. © All rights reserved

Interview
i went to this job fair the other day and didnt really see anything i liked but i still put my resume out there..so today i wake upto a phone number i have never seen and i got an interview for tuesday at CMC impact metals. so i hang up and go pee and then my phone rings again and i have another interview on monday at GLI pool products...im so happy... hopefully one of these will come through and i can start working again..im going insane sitting at home......well thats enough of me ranting and raving...laters ok i have been going to interview after interview and i got a job yesterday but waited till to today b/c i was waiting on this other job and they called today and offered me 13/hr to start..which is good for this area..so now i have to go take my pee test and i will start soon...im so glad to be able to get out of this house.. yeah!!! lol ok i got this interview sat at 9am at 'the dolan group' pay range is from $13-15/hr determined upon experience. the lady called me this morning

Urgent Read Thiz
Trying to see how many friends read my blog and if blogs are actually ever read. Please follow the link below and rate a few pics let me know these blogs actually are read . Thank You!! Click The Pic Above I need 150 people to join this lounge http://www.fubar.com/new_lounge.php?w=1&lid=52510 by the end of tonight

Manners
Bored to death is the word. Without a job or driving ability (Thanks Cunt) I find myself bored. Not everyone is like my childrens mother's. Lazy bitches that just sit around and do fucking nothing. They will both get theres. First Victim will be My son's mother her abandonment of her son is cause for termination of her parental rights. Second victim will have to wait for there karma to come. She only fucked herself. I had a job with a paycheck then the suspend my D/L how do you get money that way you stupid fucking whore. You will always be the same hateful. You guys better get your shit together cause when I come after you it wont be pretty. Once I get jon setteled you guys are next. Better get your shit together cause it will come. I have no time for usless lazy cunts Five (5) lessons to make you think about the way we treat people. 1 - First Important Lesson - Cleaning Lady. During my second month of college, our professor gave us a pop quiz. I was a cons

Transcendental Powers
I obviously need to get a life.. However, ponder the idea of transcending on anyones psyche. Just think how cool that would be, and how potential dangerous it could be. You could be in the grocery store selecting tomatoes and suddenly you feel, smell, taste and hear your husband/wife, gf/bf or maybe a stranger touching you, talking to you, transcending feelings from them. I could go on and on with different scenarios. However no one else is aware of this being, because it is all in your head, or is it? That would be an awesome super power! How cool would it be to just pop into someones thoughts and communicate..could you imagine sex? This has been a BLOG is a direct affect of sleep depravation, and too much coffee..

Misc
Ok here is the thing, YES i have alot of pics that are locked up, but just because they are locked up DOES NOT mean that they are NSFW! i am so tired of people hitting my shout asking why they cant see them so i am gonna take the time to clarify it right now.....respectfully of course LOL. 1. They are locked for a reason, had i wanted you to see them i would have added you to my family. 2. yes i know this is a pic site for rates and yada yada, but guess what.....i dont care about freakin points and rates, so if i cant have any poiints on those from you....boo freakin whooo!!!!!!! 3.This is my page, no one else's...there is one person in the whole freakin world, who can demand things be opened or closed on my page and that is Lord Fury NO ONE ELSE! 4.If you hit my shoutbox demanding to see them or being stupid about not seeing them...i wont answer you back, i will simply remove you as a friend. 5.the pics i have set to private are my FAMILY....i dont want every Tom Dick and Sue to

Nonlinear Flux
I am guided by her hall lamp lit from somewhere wet, taking liberties in the shadowy depths of her quaking need. Do not perform logic games in this dark room, angel - we are in a nonlinear flux, bolted to a carnival ride, shining gleeful faces pressed against the glass. Show my hand a place to dance - we will choreograph new art in the dimples of flushed skin - brushstrokes of bare limbs. Tonight, you are Twyla Tharp - I am your stage - dressed in the torment of this naked desire. © All rights reserved

A Word To The Homos
Dont get me wrong, I dont have a problem with gay men and I absolutely LOVE lesbians but I cant butt feel a little uncomfortable when I get gay men hitting on me in my shoutbox. Its a little more scary to me than it is flattering. I have a few gay fans but as far as I know no gay male friends. Does that make me a meany? Does it make me homophobic? My cousin Rob is gay and every girl that I know that has met him wants to do him. If I was him I'd have a few girlfriends and they'd be cool with it but he doesnt want any girls. What a waste. The reason I posted this blog is because I had a dream about my cousin Rob last night and in my dream he came onto me. It was very scary cuz he knows how to whoop some ass, used to be a marine. Well anyway, I didnt give in to his advances and I know he wouldnt really do that in real life. I guess it goes to show that I'm not gay even when no one's lookin in my dreams. So am I a scardy cat for not wanting to to have gay men as friends that just wan

Getting Old
The other day a young person asked me how I felt about being old. I was taken aback, for I do not think of myself as old. Upon seeing my reaction, she was immediately embarrassed, but I explained that it was an interesting question, and I would ponder it, and let her know. Old Age, I decided, is a gift. I am now, probably for the first time in my life, the person I have always wanted to be. Oh, not my body! I sometime despair over my body, the wrinkles, the baggy eyes, and the sagging butt. And often I am taken aback by that old person that lives in my mirror (who looks like my mother!), but I don't agonize over those things for long. I would never trade my amazing friends, my wonderful life, my loving family for less gray hair or a flatter belly. As I've aged, I've become more kind to myself, and less critical of myself. I've become my own friend. I don't chide myself for eating that extra cookie, or for not making my bed, or for buying that silly cement gecko that I

Leaving...
I just wanted to let all of my friends know that I will be deleting my account. It has been fun chatting with everyone, but it is time to move on to other adventures. Thank you to everyone that has supported me and helped me along the way. I will miss you all! May all of your aspirations be realized! Ok, just for fun... I have just over 10000 points before I am a barfly. Can everyone help me get those points in the next 24 hours? I just want to see if I have enough friends to make that happen. LOL! And for those of you who are wondering.... yes.... I am leaving.... I will be gone tomorrow night.

Confetti
Tearing myself from myself like small pieces of paper - confetti falling into you. I am swept away. Becoming much less, so much more and touching your wet skin places I have seen in pure darkness as your sighs define the contour of each warm breast. Adding, subtracting, divided and multiplied by the scent of you - raw and delicious, drawn into me - some internal spoor leading to ecstasy. Dizzy on my back - looking up and into the cause, the effect of this free-fall. Oh, call my name in my desert and I will sow new seeds inside this window to your storm and to the calm of your collapse upon my chest. Let us build tomorrow morning from the ocean and the wind of our sweet collision in this bed. © All rights reserved

Yet Another Addition To The Block List..
Uggh...another one... =========================================== Name: "The Unwritten Sentinal Of Subc... (Online) Level: Idol (15) Gender: Male UNITED STATES Buzz: 30% Enter message: Name: "The Unwritten Sentinal Of Subc... (Online) ->Mely: welcome to my block list, make yourself cozy with all the other losers in there ->Mely: lol, you apparently were upset that I wasn't talking to you so you had to "tell" me that you were removing me rather than just removing me...funny how that works.. "The U...: well durr I don't...you remember...I wanted to be a friend I added you...not you with me...is basically the gist of what you said...I can't know a person who doesn't even try to talk to me...yet has a lot to say when I say I am gonna remove her and tell her she isn't decent...lol kinda funny how that works... ->Mely: omg, I'm not a decent person? You obviously don't know me.... "The U...: oh I'm sorry stupid me...I thought when

Wallowing In Self Pity
ahh yes as my dear friend Nomad has put it so clearly "a lady of many nicknames" I have been through so many in my life. From early childhood ones that I will not mention here for fear of such belly acheing (I don't think I spelled that right) laughter to the crazy shit I come up with now. I have decided to go the simple route and stick with one that is truely just me. My god given birth name. Shawna Plain and Simple Take me or me leave :0) i really didn't tthink i would this time... i mean with all the hatred we have towards one another and yet the odd twisted love i really didnt think i would tear up one bit. and i hadnt. i got a lil tear when we left the air port. i think more from an allergy than the happenings going on. but when i got home things were ok for a very short while. i spent most of the morning on the couch sleeping. the kids took care of themselves for a lil while. i did one load of laundry. washed taras karate unifrom. talked to deana my bested friend

7000 To Go
IM MAXED..THANK YOU SO MUCH TO EVERYONE THAT HAS BEEN BOMBING ME TO GET THIS DONE. THANK YOU TO THOSE THAT HAVE ALSO MAXED YOUR COMMENTSS. To all my friends and the comments bombers............... My friend needs help in this Happy hour givaway. :P:P:P So please please please people click on her pic and help her out with one rate and 10 to 20 comments each :) show this great person some love:):):)cause she helps every one and now its time to help her back she deserve it all :):):) and tell her that Wild Cat sent you.... luv y'all :P:P have a marvelous day! hugs and kisses WildCat

J Baby's Thoughts.......
People come into your life for a REASON, a SEASON or a LIFETIME. When you know which one it is, you will know what to do for that person. When someone is in your life for a REASON, it is usually to meet a need you have expressed. They have come to assist you through a difficulty, to provide you with guidance and support, to aid you physically, emotionally or spiritually. They may seem like a godsend and they are. They are there for the reason you need them to be. Then, without any wrong doing on your part or at an inconvenient time, this person will say or do something to bring the relationship to an end. Sometimes they die. Sometimes they walk away. Sometimes they act up and force you to take a stand. What we must realize is that our need has been met, our desire fulfilled, their work is done. The prayer you sent up has been answered and now it is time to move on. Some people come into your life for a SEASON, because your turn has come to share, grow or learn. They bri

I Will
I will hold you close, so close our skin becomes one organ, pulsing with new life. I will kiss you, yes, will pour myself into you through lips slightly parted while your clothing falls away. I will take you slowly slowly slowly, enter you all places, press myself into you. I will overflow, spilling into you the moments of release, the clouds of milky god from deep within me. I will lie beside you, breathing deep the musk of us in vapors all around - until you are calling me to come again slowly slowly slowly. © All rights reserved

Funny Stuff
Try to think of 4 words that ruin sex ... and keep the chain going Shay - " Get off my daughter '' angel~ " eww whats that smell" Melissa ~ " I can't feel it" Reid ~ "Mom's next door, Dad." Timothy- "That's Not My Vagina." Brandy~~ Is it in yet??? nana ~~ i got a headache Danni~~ Shit the condom broke Tionna ~~ Bring me the tweezers! Brandy -- The kids are here! Angie - Oh no, not again! BRANDI-ARE YOU KIDDING ME! Linda- Forget to take my pill Rhonda- "My husband is back" Honey- "OMG, What a dog!" Jo- "Are you done yet?" Curmudgeon at Law - "Great, I'm stuck again." Chantal- "That's not the hole." Don- "My name isn't George" JeNiLu - "That all you got?" Mara- "Your brother is bigger"- never a good idea, trust me lol X-Stripper - "Ha Ha Ha Ha" Jackie" It is THAT small?" Paul~ "pick the scabs first" Kristen- "I don't feel a thing". (that's dedicated to the ex i never dated, Mike) Roderick- "I think I'm bored." Alex "Thats a wierd rash!" Sam "I'll finish mys

Life
There was a blind girl who hated herself because she was blind. She hated everyone, except her loving boyfriend. He was always there for her. She told her boyfriend, "I f I could only see the world, I will marry you." One day, someone donated a pair of eyes to her. When the bandages came off, she was able to see everything, including her boyfriend. He asked her,'Now that you can see the world, will you marry me?' The girl looked at her boyfriend and saw that he was blind. The sight of his closed eyelids shocked her. She hadn't expected that. The thought of looking at them the rest of her life led her to refuse to marry him. Her boyfriend left her in tears and days later wrote a note to her saying: 'Take good care of your eyes, my dear, for before they were yours, they were mine.' This is how the human brain often works when our status changes. Only a very few remember what life was like before, and who was always by their side in the most painful situations. Life Is a Gift

Erotica
The cold wind blew down. John fiddled with his key at the door. It was around seven in the morning and the door was locked. It was always locked at this time as John was the first one to arrive at work on these days. John finally got the door opened and went in. He ran toward the closet to shut the alarm off but half way there realized it was not going off. “Maybe they forgot to shut it off last night.” He thought out loud. It was either that or someone as already in but highly unlikely. He checked his box but it was empty. No mail from yesterday had been delivered. He went up the stairs to the office to be sure everything was working alright. He got to the top step and walked into his office when he saw her. She sat on her desk . He clothes were draped over her chair. She was wearing her undergarments, a sexy lace bra and panties. She sat there starring at him with her legs crossed. “I know what you want.” She said. “You try and hide it but I see the way you look at me wh

When A Cop Sleeps!
Sometimes when a cop sleeps, the demons come. The demons bring all the things you want to forget. The demons bring the tears and sweat, the spit and the blood, Oh God the blood. The demons bring the broken bodies from the wrecks the sickening smell of death and the kids...Oh God please, not the kids. Mainly the demons bring the eyes... the hatred and desperation in the eyes of the people you fight, the pleading and pain of the people you try to help, and the quiet and blankness in death of the ones you couldn't. The demons bring sounds too.... the sounds of tires skidding and metal crunching from the wrecks, the gunshots that seem so loud on TV yet so muffled on the street, the screams and crying that all blend together after a while. The demons won't leave... Alcohol and sleeping pills work for a while but they come back. Some have used their own deaths to flee from them, but most of us are scared that in causing our own death.... we'll be with the

What makes me happy is the little things in life.Things that come from the heart.A stranger holding the door open for you--finding a card or a sweet note on the table from someone who loves you-or having a flower place on your car. Little things that dont cost alot but come from the heart.In alot of relationships, ppl buy gifts and then think-'I spend alot of money on this for you,whats in it for me'. That is soo wrong. Its not about money. Its about the thought!! Alot of ppl dont put thought in anything when buying gifts. Me tho, it makes me happier when I can buy someone a gift when they least excpect it. The smile on their face makes me soo happy!I dont spend alot of money-but when I surprise a co-worker with a small present, (leave it on their desk before they get there without a note)-well--I stay far away so they cant see me-but the look on their face, well, its the best thing ever.It doesnt have to take alot to make others happy.I think:make someones day and maybe they will do t

By David Lane
1.WHY ARE WE CALLED "HATERS" WHEN OUR CAUSE IS THE PRESERVATION OF THE BEAUTY OF OUR CHILDREN? 2.WHY DOES THE MEDIA CALL 92% OF THE EARTHS POPULATION, THAT IS NON-WHITE, "MINORITIES?" 3.WHY IS IT EVIL TO SPEAK WITH PRIDE OF OUR OWN WHITE RACE, WHEN ALL OTHER RACES ARE ENCOURAGED TO DO SO? 4.WHY DOES THE MEDIA REPUDIATE THE HISTORICALLY PROVEN FACT THAT RACIAL INTEGRATION IS CULTURAL AND BIOLOGICAL GENOCIDE? 5.WHY DOES AMERICA DISAVOW THE VAST DIFFERENCES IN CIVILIZATION BETWEEN AFRICA, CHINA AND EUROPE? 6.WHY DO ALL MAJOR CHRISTIAN LEADERS, FROM BILLY GRAHAM TO THE POPE, PROMOTE GENOCIDE OF THE WHITE RACE BY ENCOURAGING INTERRACIAL MARRIAGE? 7.WHY IS AN ACT OF SELF-DEFENSE BY A WHITE MAN PROSECUTED AS A HATE CRIME? 8.WHY IS THE VERY NAME OF OUT RACE, ARYAN, CONDEMNED AS "WHITE SUPREMACIST?" 9.WHY IS ALL HISTORY BEING REWRITTEN TO OBSCURE AND DENIGRATE THE GENIUS AND ACCOMPLISHMENTS OF THE WHITE RACE? 10.WHY ARE ONLY WHITE PEOPLE, UNLIKE ALL OTHER RACES, DENIE

Office Humor
1. At lunch time, sit in your parked car with sunglasses on and point a hair dryer at passing cars. See if they slow down. 2. Page yourself over the intercom. Don't disguise your voice. 3. Every time someone asks you to do something, ask if they want fries with that. 4. Put your garbage can on your desk and label it "IN". 5. Put decaf in the coffee maker for 3 weeks. Once everyone has gotten over their caffeine addictions, switch to espresso. 6. In the memo field of all your checks, write " For smuggling diamonds". 7. Finish all your sentences with " In accordance with the prophecy". 8. Don't use any punctuation. 9. As often as possible, skip rather than walk. 10. Order a Diet Water (with a serious face) whenever you go out to eat. 11. Specify that your drive-through order is " To Go". 12. Sing along at the opera. 13. Put mosquito netting around your work area and play tropical sounds all day at work. 14. Go to a poetry recital and ask why the poe

Reduce Stress
1. At lunch time, sit in your parked car with sunglasses on and point a hair dryer at passing cars. See if they slow down. 2. Page yourself over the intercom. Don't disguise your voice. 3. Every time someone asks you to do something, ask if they want fries with that. 4. Put your garbage can on your desk and label it "IN". 5. Put decaf in the coffee maker for 3 weeks. Once everyone has gotten over their caffeine addictions, switch to espresso. 6. In the memo field of all your checks, write " For smuggling diamonds". 7. Finish all your sentences with " In accordance with the prophecy". 8. Don't use any punctuation. 9. As often as possible, skip rather than walk. 10. Order a Diet Water (with a serious face) whenever you go out to eat. 11. Specify that your drive-through order is " To Go". 12. Sing along at the opera. 13. Put mosquito netting around your work area and play tropical sounds all day at work. 14. Go to a poetry recital and ask why the poe

Laws That Apply
Law of Mechanical Repair: After your hands become coated with grease your nose will begin to itch or you’ll have to pee. Law or Workshop: Any tool, when dropped, will roll to the least accessible corner. Law of Probability: The probability of being watched is directly proportional to the stupidity of your act. Law of the Telephone: When you dial a wrong number, you never get a busy signal. Law of the Alibi: If you tell the boss you were late for work because you had a flat tire, the very next morning you will have a flat tire. Variation Law: If you change lines (or traffic lanes), the one you were in will start to move faster than the one you are in now. (works every time) Bath Theorem: When the body is fully immersed in water, the telephone will ring. Law of Close Encounters: The probability of meeting someone you know increases when you are with someone you don’t want to be seen with. Law of the Result: When you try to prove to someone that a machine

What
what is love but a passing moment what is love but lust on a hi,when you tell me you love me i know it is a lie, when you tell me you care, do you?? do you even know my name?? do you know that i cry when you say it wrong, do you know i know you lie when you say it wrong??? you dont lust me love me or care, you just want to penatrate me pull on my hair...do i know your name do you even damn care??? i know your name, i knew ever stand of your hair, love is not earneed it is not something you find is it something that is learned when you want for it through time!!!! WHAT By Satondra

Back Home From The Hospital!!
Hi everyone well. As you all know I was very sick and got worse... I had to have my father drive me to the hosptital..... I was admitted and in the HOPSITAL for 11 days straight.... They had all kinds of IV's stuck in me filled with strong,, strong Pain narcotics 20 times more potent then Morphine (( called Dilota)).... :-O Also I got serious high doses of Anti Nasuea meds throug my Iv also.... They ran tons of MRIS and cat scans and Scopes down into me throat and belly.... I have a team of 8 differnt doctors plus 2 cardiologist docs on my team.. Because of my bad chest pains I was getting... I had tons of EKGs done also... Fianlly after 11 days in the hospital admitted... They found out I am seriously.. BADLY.... (((((ANEMIC))))..... My blood levels are soo low right now.. The docs have been monitoring it.... Right now when I go back to the hospital in 3 days.. If my blood level is till low and has gotten lower.... They will be doing a ((((( Blood Transfus

All Tied Up !!!
It was a lovely sunny evening as I walked up the road to Tabby's house. I couldn't wait to see her wondering what she would be wearing for me. I knew that I was going to be in for a great evening. I got to her house and walked up the path to her front door. I pressed the bell and waited for her to answer. A few seconds past then the door opened. There she stood, just over five foot tall, wearing a small white bra, a little white lace thong and lace top thigh highs, topping it off with 4" white heels. She looked so sexy. I walked into the house and took Tabby into my arms. Kissing her deeply, our tongues searching each other's mouths. Tabby broke the kiss and turned around and started to walk away, her hot little ass framed by the thong and stockings she was wearing. I followed her, feeling my cock growing harder by the second. She looked over her shoulder and smiled as she walked in front of me taking her little white bra off. She was teasing me and I knew it, but little did sh

Cry
When you cry you know i wont die, often times though i will wonder why....why things went so wrong why you passes without your song...you left us here with lots of tears to wonder why and have our fears, did you leave us did we do you wrong, or did you leave because your song had been song??? i look back on you and i wonder and cry why did you leave me without even a good by...I miss you

Where Are You My Dear Heart
47 ;The first man was of the earth,made of dust ; the second man is the Lord from heaven. 48 ;As was the man of dust,so also are those who are made of dust ; and is the heavenly man, so also are those who are heavenly. 49 ;And as we have borne the image of the man of dust, we shall also bear the image of the heavenly Man. 50 ;Now this i say brethren,that flesh and blood cannot inherit the kingdom of God ; nor does corruption inherit incoruption. 51 ; Behold ,I tell you a mystery ; we shall not all sleep._but we shall be changed. 52 ;in a moment in the twinkling of an eye, at the last trumpet.For the trumpet will sound, and the dead will be raised incoruptible, and we shall be changed. 54 ;so when this corruptible has put on incorruption, and this mortal has put on immoratality, Then shall be brought to pass the saying that is written ; Death Is swallowed up by victory. 55 ;O Death .Where Is Your Sting? O Hades , where is your victory. 56 ;The sting o

Taking A Break
Im going to be taking a time out from Fubar for a short while, I will still be checking message but thats it, I wont be around to leave comments etc. If I only had one life I would live it with you If I only had a dollar Id half it with you If I only had one drink I would buy two straws If I had only one meal Id share it with you If I only had a minute left Id spend it with You © Dave Emmerson

Starting Life Again...
So my self-pity party is now over. I have been wallowing in the sorrows of what happended...been overly depressed...when it hit me. Things could be a hell of a lot worse. I'm alive, I can function in everyday society, I have my mind, and most of all I have a lot to live for. My kids came by with my mom last night, and I was slapped in the face with what I should've been thinking about all along. I need to be there for my sons and my family. I will be getting my boys back full time as soon as my house is fixed up so I can get around everywhere without help. I look so forward to it that it's not even funny. Before last night there were thoughts of suicide and other things in my head, but now I see so clear. I have lost use of my legs. Everything else works. I can still have a full life regardless of whether I walk or not. So many other people do it and I now have more respect for them than ever. I will be getting a new van this week with hand controls that will be easy to

Fantasy Football League
i will be an idol rate my stash please i will rate u This Is my Starting Line Up this Week QB • Tom Brady • NE RB • Ronnie Brown • MIA RB • Warrick Dunn • ATL RB • Willis McGahee • BAL WR • Marvin Harrison • IND WR • Torry Holt • STL TE • Heath Miller • PIT PK • Jeff Wilkins • STL Def • Tampa Bay Buccaneers • TB These are my Bench Players Below QB • Alex D. Smith • SF RB • Chris Brown • TEN RB • Ron Dayne • HOU WR • Darrell Jackson • SF WR • Mark Clayton • BAL WR • Matt Jones • JAC TE • Randy McMichael • STL PK • John Kasay • CAR Def • Jacksonville Jaguars • JAC This Is my Starting Line Up this Week QB • Tom Brady • NE RB • Warrick Dunn • ATL RB • Willis McGahee • BAL WR • Marvin Harrison • IND WR • Torry Holt • STL WR • Darrell Jackson • SF TE • Heath Miller • PIT PK • Jeff Wilkins • STL Def • Jacksonville Jaguars • JAC These are my Bench Players Below QB • Alex D. Smith • SF RB • Chris Brown • TEN RB • Ron Dayne • HOU RB • Ronnie

Keep On Rockin In The Free World !!!
Just when I thought shit was coming together, someone I rely on goes and lets me down! You see, me and my bass-player have been rehearsing together (drummer-less) for about 8 months or so. We have been (for a while now) looking to put together a 3-piece. Recently an old drummer friend of mine,who I played in a band with for years expressed interest in the project. We got together, talked and he said he was "in". Now it turns out he's just "in the WAY" !! He doesnt return messages or phone calls and is always to busy to rehearse. So there you go, yet another example of how people you rely on will always let you down. Okay maybe not ALWAYS...Im just a little bitter. Ah well.... the search goes on...

15th Sept Cam Nite
Hi there, we hope you liked the party pics from August. Our next lil session will be the 22nd Sept 2007. We have some of our close webcam friends meeting us again for drinks, chat and a lil fun. Last month we did the sushi platter..... this months will be a fruit platter and whipped cream. We will have a masseuse there also to give me a full body warm oil massage. We will post some pics here from the event and of course it will be broadcast on cam for everyone to watch. Wish me luck.... xx Kylie

Have We Become Something Less?
I'm not sure where this is going exactly. My cousin just came home from Iraq and we caught up for a little while today. In the course of our conversation, I did ask him how he felt about the on-going conflict. He said something I thought I should share with you all because whichever political persuasion you have, I think his perspective is one we should hear. It is a statement about the present state of our political system and how it fails on both sides to listen to the troops. He began by saying he felt executive and legislative branches of government are failing our troops. He explained that they seem to be content to keep the troops there because it furthers political ambition, that his time with MI showed him that there are very clearly three very distinct national/ethnic/religious identities that will emerge from this war in Iraq and that those identities will fight over the territory in much the same way the former Yugoslavia, Israel/Palestine and India and Pakistan have. It

Another Year Older...
AS I turn a year older, i ralize not how old I'm becoming, but how much time I have left. Last year when I turned 50, I realized that this was only the first half of my life. As I threatened my children to live to 100 just to make their lives miserable, I realize, there's not reason not to live to 100. Not to make their lives miserable but to start enjoying life as it should be. Everyone talks about saving for the "Golden Years", I don't want golden years, I want happy and fun years. We spend too much time reflecting on the the past. We can't change it. Hopefully we have learned from it. Let's move on and enjoy today and each and every day. Live life to the fullest each and every day, love to the fullest today, for tomorrow you may die...

♥ The Greatest Gift ♥
WHAT IS THE GREATEST GIVE YOU CAN RECIEVE ? WHAT IS THE GREATEST GIFT YOU CAN GIVE ? WHICH IS BETTER ? CAN BE ANYTHING-MONATARY-SPIRITUAL-????? YOU TELL ME........?//////////// WILL BE HAPPY TO SEE YOUR COMMENTS.. YOUR LINK WILL BE POSTED IN A SPECIal blog for those who comment on any blog SO YOU WILL GET A EXTRA PIMP-OUT COMMING SOON YOUR GRAPHICS AND SOUNDS AND TESTAMONIALS Laser My Words

The Germ Of New Life
Listen, I wanted to write new poetry, find different ways to say the same thing I have said a thousand times. I wanted to find a way to make you feel the wind, or cool water from a brook between your toes; find a way to make you hear the music from just the proper placement of nouns and verbs. I needed a way for you to see through my eyes the world I have seen, the beauty of tears, the germ of new life held in a woman's smile. But, really, how many words are there, and which of them would work to describe the now of me, my love, my glassy-eyed wonder at this world? How many ways can a man, enamored, tell his love that she is more important than his next breath, when, really, only the emotion will matter to her? We will find infinite ways to touch without vocabulary and my poetry is obsolete when I hold you. © All rights reserved

I Was Born In Ohio Bitches
Somebody from California apparently wrote the top part, but somebody from OHIO came back and put them on their asses at the bottom. just read all of it! lol CALIFORNIA: - I can wear sandals all year long - I go to the Beach - not "down to the shore" -Our chicks are WAYYYY hotter than yours. Well...Miami can hang. - I say "like" and "for sure" and "right on" and "dude" and "totally" and "peace out" and "chill" and "tight" and "bro" and I say them often - I know what real cheese & avocados taste like -Everyone smokes weed and its no big deal -We'll roll up 40 deep when something goes down. -I live next door to Mexicans, but we call them American's! -All the porn you watch is made here, cause we're better and thats how it is - I don't get snowdays off because theres only snow in Mammoth, Tahoe, Shasta, and Big Bear - I know 65 mph really means 100 - When someone cuts me off, they get the horn and the finger and high speed chase cuz we dont fuck aroun

Bordem Struck
hey, this ones kinda funny, so what the hell...... There is at least one person on your friends list that wants to fuck the hell out of you. So lets play the Fuck or Pass game. The rules are simple... if you want to fuck the person who posts this, send them a message saying "yep, I'd Fuck you." SCARED? lol this shit's funny.. YOU HAVE TO RE-POST THIS!! and see who replies.. There is at least one person on your friends list that wants to do u so!!! repost this as "Fuck or Pass" an see who has the guts 2 tell u.... Don't be a bitch and not re-post it....lol 1. I've come to realize that, my ex: Consumed too much of my life and its time to let it go 2. I've come to realize that, I talk : shit to make my self feel better 3. I've come to realize that, I love : someone that will never love me back 4. I've come to realize that, I have: the most amazing friends 5. I've come to realize that, I've lost: faith in myself 6. I've come to realize that, I hate it

Alone
see it like this i'm 45 year old 5 year divorced now wondering what did i do i try all i can i change alot in 5 year now it all i can do for my other half but stiil girlfriend less why i don't know just tired and alone. that why i'm lonewolfjohn i'm a lonewolf out in this wild world doing all i can so if there a gal out there who as lone as i am come see me we will at less have each other .

Lonelyness
How long can one take lonelyness before it starts to break you and destroy everything about you when do you come to the breaking point of just wanting to be alone and running everyone in your life that you care for or even love off. when do you realize these things and when do they become a problem? all your life you have been nothing but a gypsy and moving as soon as you meet friends only to be forced to start all over again and as soon as you get settled there you are forced to up and move again when do you decide thats its not worth meeting anyone when do you really break. Why does it happen in life that you are forced against you will into thinnking your not good enough for anyone and no one is good enough for you only to battle with yourself trying to hold onto everything you have but the things your holding on to you realy never had. why must one struggle with these things and feel this way. they know that they want to do things and be loved and wanted and to have friends and fam

Nyc
I just got back from a whirlwind trip to NYC with a good friend of mine. It was the first time I'd been there, and it's one of the few cities I've never visited so it was about damn time. I was uber-excited about seeing him, he and I go back about 15 years or so, and there's this matter of me saving his life back then... (I'm calling in that debt one day) We went so he could audition for Who Wants To Be A Millionaire (missed it by 2 questions, but what the hell, right?). Everyone told me, "oh, it's a great city to visit but you wouldn't want to live there.." BULLSHIT! I would move right into the middle of that madness and love every second of it. I think it fits my ADD. So the hotel was 6 blocks from Times Square, and I spent most of my time staring at everything except what was in front of me. Needless to say, I nearly got cabbed more than a few times. Topped the Empire State Building, played the keyboard from the movie Big in FAO Schwarz, saw Carnegie Hall, MoMA, Carnegie de

New Lyrics For Upcoming Album For Those Asking What We Are Working On,completed Songs Will Be Coming
1st verse)Crossing through the front lines,guns are blazing hell.no mercy no barrowed time,better know it well.dodging that kiss of death,there's no ending in sight.fight til your final breath,fight so you survive. bridge)You can't see,you can't breathe.no one sees your state of mind.you can't break,you can't hesitate.and no man gets left behind. chorus)We fight to live,we live to die.dare we ask for more.do we fight to take,or our freedom gained.as we unleash the dogs of war. again we are only releasing lyrics from the 1st verse through the chorus. more is to come in the days ahead.hope you enjoy!! C. again this is copywritten material and we are only going to show from the first verse to the chorus. 1st verse) I awoke today,there was no escape,corrupted eyes are,laying on me my fate.we slave for needs,as the vultures wait to feed.our so called life's,a life created by thier greed.

Nick's
This is a poem i wrote for a friend that i lost: Near to the door he paused to stand as he took his class ring off her hand all who were watching did not speak *as a silent tear* ran down his cheek and through his mind the memories ran of the moments they walked and ran in the sand hand and hand but now her eyes were so terrible cold for he would never again have her to hold they watched in silence as he bent near and whispered the words.. "I LOVE YOU" in her ear he touched her face and started to cry as he put on his ring and wanted to die and just then the wind began to blow as they lowered her casket into the snow.... this is what happens to man alive..... when friends let friends.... drink and drive.

Such A Sad Man
Apparently there is a very pathetic man on here won't say any names but *cough big D cough* he wrote my fiance a nasty message talking about what he would do with me.. well. i have 1 thing to say to that. you will never have me fag.... I love my fiance with all of my heart and will never leave him get over that fact.. he is 10x the man you could ever hope to be.. oh and he has one thing you dont ME. besides.. isn't it custom to date your sister there??

Spontaneous...?
So .. anyone who knows me, knows that I am not a very spontaneous person. I get nervous meeting new people in person even though I am quite talkative on the phone and internet... Well.. Last night my son stayed the night with my parents and I hung out with my friend and came home.. well.. I got bored around 3am and there's this guy I have been talking online and on the phone and I agreed to meet up with him... AT 3 EFFIN AM... yeah..so that definately is not something I usually do.. Kinda dangerous.. I know..but I met him on hotornot and small world because it turned out he dated one of my friends like 9-10 years ago..so I guess it was a little safer to meet him?.. well at least that's the excuse I gave myself.. Well anyways.. I had a blast and am really glad I met him.. Hope to see him again soon! enough of my rambles.. =-)

Just To Be
I want to be the shiny glass above the vanity where you look each morning - I want your eyes upon me. Or just to be the warm water washing over you; the brush through your hair; wind against your face. Whoever hears the sound of your voice first thing every day, the one who dabs your tears and helps you smile again - I want to be. © All rights reserved

Mirror Picture Contes
OK WHERE ARE ALL MY FRIENDS ... NEED THAT COMMENT BOMBING TO BEGIN PLEASE :-),,,,,IM IN THE MIRROR PICTURE CONTEST.... IT ISNT THE GREATEST MIRROR PIC BECAUSE MY CELL PHONE TAKES CRAPPY PICS LOL BUT PLEASE COMMENTS AS OFTEN AND AS MANY TIMES AS YOU CAN HERE IS THE LINK MUCH LOVE TO YOU ALL MUAHHHHHHH!! MICHELLE AKA HOOVERGIRL NOT THE BEST MIRROR PIC BUT PHONE CAM TAKES SHITTY PICS ... BUT COMMENT BOMB ME AS OFTEN AS POSSIBLE PLEASE. HERE IS THE LINK THANKS AND KISSES AND HUGS TO YOU ALL ;-) MICHELLE AKA HOOVERGIRL

Ok..i Did It!
I just have to say, private nsfw pics suck, so I deleted them all..No more very private folders..Yay! I have decided there will be no more pics like that of me...the ones that are in nsfw now are fairly mild, so that should be good enough. If there is anyone that doesn't want to be a friend because they are gone, feel free to delete me. It was too much of a headache, and I feel much better already..:) Thanks for reading..:)

Reason - Season - Lifetime
>>People come into your life for a reason, a season or a lifetime. >>When you know which one it is, you will know what to do for that person. >> >> >> >>When someone is in your life for a REASON, it is usually to meet a need you have expressed. They have come to assist you through a difficulty, to provide you with guidance and support, to aid you physically, emotionally or spiritually. They may seem like a godsend and they are. They are there for the reason you need them to be. Then, without any wrongdoing on your part or at an inconvenient time, this person will say or do something to bring the relationship to an end. Sometimes they die. Sometimes they walk away. Sometimes they act up and force you to take a stand. What we must realize is that our need has been met, our desire fulfilled, their work is done. The prayer you sent up has been answered and now it is time to move on. >> >> >> >>Some people come into your life for a SEASON, because your turn has come to

Cats Life
the day you left me without a goodbye left me in my tears to die.without knowing how or why.when will my tears run dry.and end.i miss you so dear its true wherever you are just know that i am near.your smile i miss like a warm sunny sky.when you left i was a mess my dear never knowing so please tell me the end is not near.i long for your touch forever feeling safe,come back and save me from all my tears.my heart has ran cold forever it will remain till you come and save me from my cold tears.life so empty so please tell me how do i go on.please come back and save me i need your near.my love forever yours from now until the end of time.just please tell me the end is not near copyrighted by catherine levasseur spt 2007 its one of those days,were i wish.the world would just go away.its been 3 years since my best friend passed away.and its coming up to dec,she passed away dec 26th in her own home.even 3 years later it still hurts like it was yesterday.people say get over it,life goes o

The Pain
i have a pain that is so deep not just on the ouside but very damageing on the inside badly it feels like a blackhole that just keeps sucking and just when i think i got rid of it just for a small min it eats me up quickly i dont no if anything can be done sometimes i even cry my self sleep wish i would not feel nothing at all sometimes beig happy never last long much iam not asking you to feel nothing for me that not what this is abount/ its just so you no more abount me since no one really reads the profile

Girlfriend Application
EVEN iF YOU HAVE A BOYFRiEND OR GIRLFRiEND- REPOST THiS! SEE HOW MANY PEOPLE SEND THiS BACK TO YOU! Ladies TiTLE iT "BOYFRiEND APPLiCATiON" Fellas TiTLE iT "" GiRLFRiEND APPLiCATION 1. Your Name: 2. Age: 3. Fave Color: 4. Birthday:. HERE COMES THE FUN ... ... ... 1. Are we friends? 2. Do you have a crush on me? 3. Would you kiss me? 4. Would you ever ask me out? 5. Would you make a move on me in a movie theater? 6. Would you take care of me when I'm sick? 7. Do you want to tell me something that you couldn't before? 8.Would you walk on the beach with me? 9. If you heard a rumor about me, would you defend me? 10. Do you/have you talked about me? 11. Do you think I'm a good person? 12. Would u take a nap with me? 13.Do you think I'm cute? 14. If you could change anything about me -would you? 15.Would you dance with me? 16.Would you come over for no reason just to hang out? What D

Raft Ride
On Saturday I'm goin on a raft ride down the South fork of the American River baby. I'm not gonna be online all weekend and I have Monday and Tuesday off afterwards. That's 4 days off! I love water fun! I'll take some pictures and junk for all of ya to see me getting all wet. I'm hopin to catch a sacramento sucker to bring back to my pond.

Drama
My next door neighbor, Sam is a good man. He respects his marriage, works long hard hours as a crane operator for a good company, LOVES his wife and kids and has NEVER put anything above his immediate family! So it pains him to know that his wife has been running out on him! Apparently she has a few problems with alcohol and gambling! She was seeking help for her addictions but Sam sat down with me and told me that she's returning to her "old" ways! She's out at ALL hours of the night with her "sisters" and she's forgetting to pay the bills on time! But as stated earlier, Sam has found prove of her infidelity! He found a few motel receipts from the HoJo Inn dated on the days that he works his "scheduled" 15 hour days! He told me that "this is it"...he cant take it anymore! He asked for my help to make a decision about whether to: leave and divorce his wife or stay and tough it out..not just for her but mainly for his dearly angels!!!! I now ask you the same question...what would you do

Dj Buzz
NO DRAMA NO GAMES JUST GREAT TUNES AND EVEN BETTER FRIENDS!!!!COME AND GET YOUR'E SEAT WHILE YOU STILL CAN!!!CLICK ANY PIC FOR ALL REQUEST MUSIC BY SOME OF THE BEST DJ'S FUBAR HAS TO OFFER !! DO NOT LET THIS HAPPEN TO YOU THIS IS WHAT HAPPENED TO THE LAST PERSON WHO DID NOT COME IN !!! NO GAMES NO AND NO DRAMA !!! YOU REQUEST IT AND I WILL PLAY IT !!!!! CLICK THE PIC AND COME ON IN TO THE ALL NEW EXTREME "X" NOW GET YOUR'E ARSES IN HERE AND PARTY!!!!!!!!

2500more To Go For My Happy Hour
I'M MAXED FOR THE NIGHT... I WANT TO SAY THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR ALL THE LOVE YOU SHOWED ME IN THIS. IM GREATFUL FOR ALL THE TIME AND COMMENTS YOU DID.. SPECIAL THANKS TO MY FRIENDS AND ALL THE MEMBERS OF THE CONFEDERATE BOMBERS WHO CAME OUT TONIGHT TO HELP BRING IT TO AN END..MUCH LOVE....BIG HUGS...IM MAXED FOR TONIGHT. This Lady needs a little coment bombing Her name is Boo Boo and she always trys to help Me! so come join Me in some coment bombing clothing optional lol xxx Thank You ~Ancient1~ Please repost =)

Random Thoughts And Feelings
I'm dealing with a lot of stuff right now. I got some horrible news Wednesday night. This is something I wrote. I’m running through a seemingly endless stream of emotions right now. Last night I discovered that someone I knew committed suicide. I am shocked, angry, depressed, and bewildered. I know that these feelings are normal when someone grieves, but what makes this so much more complicated is the fact that she not only ended her life by her own hands, but there are myriads of people asking the question . . . Why? There are so many questions that start with the word “why,” but in the end the answer is the same. The answer is that there is none. No explanations that anyone could possibly give. No reason to the madness. No solace or empathy anyone can provide. I’ve been in the dark void many times myself. I’ve dealt with the ridicule and shame associated with mental illness. On more than a few o

Folder
I know life ain't fair but i made a deal with someone that during the day i would keep the folder closed and at night i would re-open it, out of respect I'm doing this so don't get mad or anything i will re-open it the next night. So hope you enjoyed and come back tomorrow lol! She is the one i am talking about is in Ticker. Please go show her some love she is the best!!! love ya girl! A Jarhead's Treasure But A Soldier's Gal

One Little Flicker To Another
Let's burn as bright as gods Until wax washes over us, And our memories dissipate In the dark. Let's be tiny stars Exploding together, My light against yours Scorching tides in winter's ocean.

Bad Magic
This is one part of a swing song I wrote a long time ago: Woman in the long, red dress You've got the eyes of the Devil on you They follow as you walk right past You've got the eyes of the Devil on you And as the shadows shamble down my walls As I light up the candles and I make the calls Just a little bad magic gonna see me through You've got the eyes of the Devil on you Long, black hair spills down Your milk white skin You've got me beggin', got me beggin' To please come in You've got me beggin' as I weave my spell And throw wide open The gates of Hell Just a little bad magic gonna see me through You've got the eyes of the Devil on you

Another Blog
It really makes me not want to go to anyones page when everytime I open a page, or leave a comment or rate, EVERYTIME in the last 10 minutes, i have to go through a bouncer. I have to do one to go onto the page, i get a bouncer to comment the page, AND i got a bouncer when it redirected to the persons profile page again after the comment. It really is getting stupid, AND rates are still f-ed up. Theyve been F-ed up for weeks now. Can i just say i get tired of them pushing for new memebers when the site isnt running properlly anyways. blah. "you're pics are awesome, you're like suicide girls mixed with the girls from the fanta commercial, and that makes me horny and thirsty! -big b" I was highly amused:) hehe sometimes people say the best stuff lol. So I'm kinda bored. Want me to rate some of your stuff? Let me know:) I'm just sitting here hitting the bong and reading a DragonLance Book

Angels In My Dreams
A loving angel came to me in dreams, And showed me life's not always what it seems, And brought me to a place where sweet dreams live, And gave to me a gift that I now give: She whispered, "Take my hand, I'll lead you through A place where all the sweet dreams can come true! Close your eyes and open up your heart, For then this flight of dreams so sweet can start. She brought me through the darkness to the light, Where colors wrapped around me with delight, A patchwork quilt of beauty without seams, Each color was a rainbow full of dreams. She led me through a hall of lovely sound, With doors flung open widely all around. And from each room a song would gently play, And I wished with all my heart that I could stay. We drifted in the fragrance of the breeze, To savor all the flowers and the trees. We tasted all of life that we could see, And felt it flow as one in harmony. Then my angel turned to me and said "You're the keeper of these dreams inside your h

My Original Writings
Today, the silence followed the storm A bomb dropped leaving me with nothing Alone to cry tears heard by no one To try to find my strength again And eliminate old enimies once and for all Knowing there may not be a happy ending in sight The silence was the days only reward To sit and think and know this is just another test That everything happens for a reason And he was, indeed, a sign of something For his face was the only thing I saw while I cried I am tired of being challenged only to walk alone Tired of changes I can not control My faith is starting to falter, my body has given up It is time for something good to happen Because this girl needs some luck He gave me nothing to look to And left me nothing to hold to Just a smoke infused image of a man Who died right after he took my hand He never had time to show he cared I had to act out just to get attention They made him stop and look They forced him to pay me mind I was s

Things Unsaid
Yes to the bottom of your Here in the middle of this Oh I can almost feel your Mmmm in the inside of your God I am nearly to the Oh can you tell that I am Oh I am nearly to the Please let me help you to the Oh God I must live inside your Please © All rights reserved

Justice System Sucks Ass !!!!!!!!
Life is a wonderful thing when u want it to be .. But when things come at ya so hard sometimes u just feel like crawling into a little hole and staying there wondering how you got yourself into such a mess and how to get out of it , Dont ya feel sometimes that u just cant get out of that hole ?Nomatter how hard u try you just cant seem to pull yourself out . No matter what u do or say it just doesnt seem to be the right thing ! No matter how many ppl u try to be friends with they just keep stabbing you in the back . Starts to hurt ,, hurt (alot) sometimes . So my friends i ask u How does one get out of the hole ? How does one amke life better to where everyone is happy ? How does on stop being stabbed in the back by there so called friends ? I have asked myself this so many times AND i keep crawling back in that hole . PPL say that fubar is addictive i say that fubar is a place to go where everyone is accepted and if you dont like what ppl have to say you just block

Are You Bored?
Now what are you going to do? Sit there and do nothing? How about helping this cutie out too..she needs to get to level 21 and you can help! Check her out, fan her add her rate everything she has..and you will like what she has..LOL Have fun...Love to all my fubar friends..:) Oh No..It's ME!@ fubar LOL..Well if you aer you can come and comment bomb with me then..:) Shes needs a little over 3000 left for a happy hour, and I'm there by myself at the moment..so if you're bored..help her out..:) Less than a 1000 to go before she gets her Happy Hour..come on now..You know you want to help..:P Click the pic and rate and cmoment..:)

So Many Years Have Gone
The milk-white moon leaks light into your eyes - I cannot help myself - I'm drawn to you, to draw you closer, to caress you and to say: you are as perfect now as the night I first found stars inside your eyes. So many years have gone, So many dreams recast, but this remains: you are the constellations, constant as the Milky Way sketched brightly in the summer sky tonight and I will love you always, even after all my years have passed and I lay dying. No man can say that he was ever loved more or better than I have been by you, my love. So, come to me tonight by light of this full moon and make love the millionth time with me. © All rights reserved

I Love You (poem)
Deep in my heart, There is a place for you, Inside and out, Outter and inner side, No more tears, No more pain, No more hate, I just love this new thing in my life, My life is completly happy, I'm proud, The sun is shinning, The stars are glowing, The moon is shinning down and it's glowing, What can I say, I'm just plain happy, Don't misunderstood me, I love it, And most of all, I love you! Copyright ©2007 Aleia Torres

A Wonderful Feeling (poem)
I feel so awasome right now, I saw you for the first time, It was great, I had a really great time with you, Your kisses I love, Your hugs I adore, Everything was so wonderful, I never felt so good before, But, being with you, That totally changed, Just one day/night, It was so perfect, It felt good to get everything in return, I can't wait to feel everything again, Gosh, it was so prefect, I couldn't ask for anything more, Happy, Is what I felt, Wow, I love this feeling, It's a great feeling, I don't want to let go of this feeling, Because, It makes me so happy and everything. Copyright ©2007 Aleia Torres

Ramblings From A Demented Mind. Life, Sex, Love, Whatever........
Hello all. I really dont think anyone reads this blog. But in the hopes that some of the friends that I have made on here in the past read this, I just wanted to say I am back. So to get you all caught up. I had a great computer two years ago. Then I let a friend of mine move in. He accidently knocked it off the desk and the mother board broke. Oh well live and learn. Between getting laid off and my friend not haveing a job at the time. Well...it took awhile to get a nother computer. I did, but it was cheap and slow and would freeze up on Fubar, myspace, etc...I could hardly check my w-mail. So I just havent been on line in almost a year. And that SUCKS!!!!! I miss Fubar and all of my friends here. So please hit me back after reading this. OK? Last year was a rough year. Good job, but it didnt pay as much as the last job. There was cut backs in my budget but no bailout. LOL.....So Now I have a better computer. I was married and am now getting a divorced. I will be moving

Chillie
hey puke Hide header Date: Thu, 06 Sep 2007 23:53:05 -0700 From: Size: 4 KB To: canadian_embassy@fubar.com Reply-To: just wanted to let you know.... i do hate your guts but, unlike you, i have to balls to say it out loud. i don't pretend to be some high and mighty fucktard. you are one sorry excuse for a human being... a waste of space... Christian... worse still you are a coward. You create a group that is supposed to battle 'haters downrates & drama', or so you say. There are mor & more of us that see through you bs Christian, you created this group not to help it's members and not at all for positive reasons. You created this group for your own personally gain, for grip, for power. You use these people to do your dirty work PERIOD. that is the only reason you founded this group and you know it. so do your worst you cowardly bastard... call me a pedo, photoshop up some stupid evidence.. maybe edit ur own blaster billings to look like mine... lol... How can you say you lead a

Infinity Mind Space
1. Teddy bears, They aren't rare, Give as gifts, Easy to lift, Chocolate hearts, A full cart, Takes girls feelings, Make their eyes go drizzling, Full of love, Free like doves, So sweet is the gifts, Gifts that make girls heart skips, So sweet, Like roasted meat, The eyes meet, No feel of defeat, So cool, Until girls drool... 2. Here I am at the middle of the road I am still young but not too old My heart beats with every memory we made Wishing that I could recreate those days He was young and knew exactly what to do I couldn’t get enough of the love I once knew He was in my blood with every breath I drew He is never far from my thoughts What I wouldn’t give for another chance to replay a memory A memory of love and passion that keeps me wishing But reality keeps me doing what’s right He has his life and I have mine Here I am at the middle of the road I am still young but not too old Here's to memories.... http://fubar.com/viewimage.php?u=853687&

Bad Bad Day
Well after my morning nap I was going to start cooking and cleaning as were preparing for a busy weekend I sit down to check email and start some music I start to here some popping and hissing I turn thinking its Rockie (our dog) nope he starts to whine and crowl I then smell it the smell of wires and elect in the air I run to the power box and some thing told me to unplug the broken garbage dispoil and dish washer as I'm doing that I'm dialing 911 as we have an elec fire some here in the kitchen I then grab my wallet, leash, Rockie and bucket of dog food head out side where I tell 911 my address sadly Oahu Fire Department put a bad teast in my mouth as it took them 3 calls before they could get my address right and me screaming at them that my house is unfire or I thougt. Between calls to 911 I'm trying to get in touch of Miles and well his command dropped the ball he didn't get notice of my calls till nearly an hour after the fire department came and told me they can't find the probl

Early Morning Thoughts
Hmm.... how many times does it take to get it right? Well,I'm still counting. Has the world gone completely mad? One day someone is the person that you thought you could spend the rest of your life with. And, then the next you find out that maybe,just maybe you've made a HUGE mistake! What's a girl to do? UGH!!

Starla X Diaries
I've went through alot and i mean alot of tacky pick ups but theres was nothing to prepare for an email I recently got on "hellspace." "i would love to talk with you. i live with my aunt and have a rare medical condition called penile hypertrophy or megalophallus. i dont get out or see anyone but her. please message me back!" If he really does have that (which i highly doubt)considering after the gander I had at his profile which contained only 3 pix 2 with totally diff ppl and a boxers shot puh-lease....Thats pitiful and low Starla X I cant....it bothers me so so much i love you though but i dont think i can handle it...

Hi
Hi everyone on fubar!!! Yes i am here from nebraska and just to say it is something here. This past week i have been moving into my new home and it has been crazy big time when u are doing it urself that is for sure. I didnt know that my family and friends all of a sudden have things to do when i needed some help moving the big stuff. I finally found someone to helpme move it and it is all done. now comes the time to unpack and it is going so slow because having to down size and get rid of alot of things that i wont be needin in the new home that is really smaller than what it was before. hope everyone had a safe labor day weekend while i worked moving and getting into the new house. in a different community that is much more quieter than the lst one i was living in ove on 6th street. slept like a baby and woke up wondering where in the heck i was at that is for sure. but settled and loving it alot. you all have a nice nite and day tomorrow. HUGS AND KISSES TO ALL MY NEW

Upset
I am so sick of stupid ass people, they all the time trying to out smart me. Well guess what bitches get a fucking life because it isnt happening.I am sick of having to watch my step in every move i make. I admit there is alot i do that no one knows about but what is so funny nothing is bad. My net door neighbor not going to say her name has been taking pictures of my friends vehicle and sending them to my soon to be ex husband, on top of that she has been fucking people , but i am different then her i havent cheated on my husband. If it is cheating when you have a friend over and you drink some and watch movies then i am guilty but when it comes down to fucking him and shit like that NOT GUILTY. Ok so i need some advice i have always had a fear of being alone and now it is coming into effect. Me and my husband are going to get a divorce after he gets back and after i join the military but the problem is i dont know if i should even try that. I wanna just get in the military and run th

Wolf Pics For Lord Wolf
My friend Lord Wolf lost alot of his wolf pictures and morphs. If possible I'm asking all my friends and fans to share there wolves with him. He's a real sweety and he deserves our help. So please..if you have any pics of wolves send them to him or me, I'll get them sent to him. For shared friends..you can send them directly to him. Thank you in advance. I love you all and I know we can make a difference for him an at least try to help him get his wolves back...may be even some he didn't have. Love to all. Momma Rox...aka..roxxycottin@yahoo.com I'd like to say thank you to all who sent pics and comments on this blog and to Lord Wolf. I know that in actuality we shall probably never meet in real life but the way I figure it, we're still a family when ya care what happens to each other. That's one of the reasons I like Fubar, but I damn well don't approve of what they pulled on Lord Wolf and a few others. If they have a problem with me saying that then ya'll all know why my ac

A Lil Sumtin!!!
You and I have separate hearts But they beat to the same drum If I ever have a problem You knows exactly where I'm coming from Have you ever wondered why your heart beats? I sometimes wonder about mine But I know the real answer And I can't get him off my mind You see our hearts beat to the same drum Because there synchronized Like two watches that tell the same time There identical in both eyes If you struggles, I struggle But together we make it through Because together were indestructible Like a nail or a screw You can hit us, bash us And pound us into a wall But when you pull us out We'll still be standing tall Because we're two hearts, one heart beat This way we're twice as strong And with a love as strong as ours What could possibly go wrong? Abstract Love By: Charlie For: Princess Heather A million words can’t explain what I feel for you. The sincerity is real every time I say I love you. I want to touch you in a way only we can understa

Thank You
I just wanted to take a few minutes to express a great big thanks to a certain guy who totally made my night lastnight... who was honest,sincer, and who treated me with the same respect as I try and treat others... OH yeah I almost forgot.. WHO MADE THIS TOTALLY ROCKEN AWESOME MORPH FOR ME!!!!!!!!!!!!! I look forward to getting to know you.... and to everyone else who has touch a special place in my heart.. a big Thank you as well..

Cricketts Bible!!!
Actual article from the LA Times "In retrospect, lighting the match was my big mistake. But I was only trying to retrieve the Gerbil," Eric Tomaszewski told bemused doctors in the Severe Burns Unit of Salt Lake City Hospital. Tomaszewski and his homosexual partner Andrew (Kiki) Farnom, had been admitted for emergency treatment after a felching session had gone seriously wrong. "I pushed a cardboard tube up his rectum and slipped Raggot, our gerbil, in." he explained. "As usual, Kiki shouted out 'Armageddon,' my cue that he'd had enough. I tried to retrieve Raggot but he wouldn't come out again, so I peered into the tube and struck a match, thinking that the light might attract him." At a hushed press conference, a hospital spokesman described what happened next. "The match ignited a pocket of intestinal gas and a flame shot out of the tubing, igniting Mr. Tomaszewski's hair and severely burning his face. It also set fire to the gerbil's fur and whiskers which in turn

Rants And Topics
Your title. Hah! You thought I was going to condemn your lifestyle choice didn't you. It's ok, the subject line is a bit misleading. To start, I have no intent on attacking anyone for anything. And the information I'm about to share may be old news to some of you. But I just need to type something, and I love controversial topics. You see, I do not like using the term "lesbian" to describe female homosexuals, even though it is common parlance these days, and even embraced by that community. You see, lesbian is derived from Lesbos, an ancient name for an island near Turkey. I can't remember the exact coordinates, but it's there. Now this island did have a preponderance of rather liberated women, after some civil strife and whatnot. It is also the birthplace of Sappho, a poet who is thought to have written many a poem about the love she shared with other women. Thus why the term became popular. However, it would be more appropriate to name a female homosexual a sapphis

Quotes
Quotes Do not follow where the path may lead. Go instead where there is no path and leave a trail. The only way of finding the limits of the possible is by going beyond them into the impossible. Life is like a game of cards. The hand that is dealt you represents determinism; the way you play it is free will. You must be the change you wish to see in the world. Quality is remembered long after the price is forgotten. It is good to have an end to journey toward; but it is the journey that matters, in the end.

For Babygirl
jus wanted to repost what a friend had posted and remind you ladies that judging someone before you know them is way uncool to me and if you are that type of person that places judgement on someone I don't want your ass on my page........anway heres her blog from yesterday..... It's come to my attention that some people think that my pics look like me "laying on the bed waiting for a dick to get a man to holla". Normally I would laugh this shit off, but the words came from someone's "friend" and that someone happens to mean the world to me. So, let me break it down for you all like this....I was in a marriage where my self esteem took a beating every single day for 7 years. Somewhere along the way I got enough strength to walk away from that. I've been divorced for almost 2 years and I have learned so much about being a woman. Some of the things I have learned is to be comfortable in your own skin, no one can make you feel like a bad person unless you allow them to, and that there i

Now Thats Respectful
check the e-mail i got this morning from one classy lady who goes by profile name of Off Da Chain......this sorta goes along with my last blog.....I'm off for rounds at the hospital but feel free to leave this chick some of the same type of classy love in return..... U THINK U SLICK?? U WENT AND SHOWED THAT CHICK WUT I HAD TO SAY LIKE I WAS GONNA DENY IT. I DON'T CARE ABOUT U SHOWIN HER. AND U HAD THA NERVE TO SAY U THINK IT WAS BECAUSE I WAS JEALOUS THAT U WANTED HER INSTEAD OF ME, PLAYA PLEASE!!! THIS IS THA FUCKIN INTERNET!! I DON'T GIVE A DAMN ABOUT U, HER, OR U WANTIN HER. ALL I'M SAYIN IS SHE HAS A GOOD ASS NIGGA AND SHOULD BE GREATFUL FOR THAT. THEN U COME ALONG AND WAS TRYIN SOME SLICK SHYT. IT IS WUT IT IS, BUT U CAN KEEP MY NAME OUT UR DAMN MOUTH. I DON'T HAVE ISSUSES WIT THAT FEMALE. I THINK HER MAN IS A GOOD, KOO ASS MAN AND DESREVES MORE RESPECT THAN HAVIN HIS GURLS PIS UP WIT HER ASS SHOWIN, BUT IF HE'S KOO WIT THAT, HEY I AIN'T GOT SHYT TO SAY. HE REALLY CARES FOR THI

My Fu Family
I'm sitting at work and i'm thinking, What would i do without Fu? My eyes are tired, My head it aches, But i know what i can do... I'll message my buddy called Fuzzy, He's always making me smile, He posts silly comments, is a real life saint, And will keep me sane for a while... My Soul mate is also on Fu, She's gentle and funny and kind, Watch out for drunken comments, She knows how to stalk, The most caring woman you'll find!... And then there's this geezer called Marty, A Scotsman living in a towel, He welds up his cars, Arranged a seedy meet in a bar :P And his air guitar moves make me howl... We mustn't forget our Lou Lou, I loves her to bits, she's a hoot, She's a crazed footy fan, Drives a huge car, With Billy boy barkin in the boot! From West Virginia is my buddy Chaos, He's a cutie who lives over the pond, Amazing good friend And if i was a witch, I'd magic him here with my wand! The one that i miss, my friend Link, He's busy right n

Once Upon A Time
This is the fairy tale that should have been read to us when we were little: Once upon a time ~~~~~~~~ in a land far away, ~~~~~~~~ a beautiful, independent, self-assured princess ~~~~~~~~ happened upon a frog as she sat contemplating ecological issues on the shores of an unpolluted pond in a verdant meadow near her castle. ~~~~~~~~ The frog hopped into the princess' lap and said: " Elegant Lady, I was once a handsome prince, until an evil witch cast a spell upon me. ~~~~~~~~ One kiss from you, however, and I will turn back into the dapper, young prince that I am ~~~~~~~~ and then, my sweet, we can marry ~~~~~~~~ and set up housekeeping in your castle ~~~~~~~~ with my mother, ~~~~~~~~ where you can prepare my meals, ~~~~~~~~ clean my clothe

To Whoever Wants To Listen
Come chat with me, make some new friends! you won't be diapointed! Ok kiddies, I am going to have a contest. Using the picture of your choice, it's all about the comments. The person with the most comments wins. Here are the prizes: 1st place 7 day blast 2nd place 1 day blast 3rd place 100k fubucks 4th place 50k fubucks The rules: 1. the contest will be 7 days (dates unknown yet) 2. NO DRAMA and drama of any kind and I will pull your pic and remove you from the contest 3. The winner of the 7 day blast must have at least 10000 comments in order to win 4. The 2nd place winner must have at least 2500 comments 5. the 3rd and 4th place winners must have 250 comments. 6. If you enter you must have a salute and the contest pic can NOT be NSFW. Thats it, if you want to be in it send me a private message! much love always... Nikki P.S. Dont forget to go visit Chill Factor Lounge. Always a good time! Links on my profile. Looking for promoters as well!!!! 6 days to go.

Random Thought
Ever been walking along, minding your own business, when out of fucking no where life in all her evilness comes and punt kicks you in the cunt/nuts(which ever applies to you)? You automatically grab said cunt/nuts, scream, drop to the ground, and assume the fetal position with tears streaming down your face thinking "Why me God?"(Buddah, Jehovah, Satan, or who ever you chose to worship) Well this has been my week. I have been taking my antidepressant like clockwork every night before I go to bed and only missed one night, but this week has been brutal. I cry like 10 times a day for no reason at all, have become "A morbid bitch" so elequently put by one of my Fubar friends, and honestly if it were not for my kids I would have slit my wrists. I am not shaking this off like I usually do. Could my meds not be working anymore? I've been on them for like a month or so. Last night while I was at work I had a random thought and *gasp* wait for it...... IT WASNT ABOUT SEX!!! :) Anyway, a few

90`s Kidz
The 90's kids ANYBODY UNDER THE AGE OF 13 SHOULD NOT RE-POST THIS.JUST CAUSE YOU WERE BORN IN '93' OR '94' DOES NOT MEAN YOU ARE A 90s KID.IT'S NOT LIKE YOU COULD REMEMBER SOME OF THE ORIGINAL SIMPSONS. YOU KNOW YOU'RE A BRITISH 90s KID IF... YOU CAN SING THE RAP TO "THE FRESH PRINCE OF BELL AIR" YOU'VE WORN LEGGINGS AND FELT COOL. YOU USED TO LOVE PLAYING WITH YOUR "PUPPY IN MY POCKETS" YOU REMEMBER WHEN IT WAS ACTUALLY WORTH GETTING UP ON A SATURDAY MORNING TO WATCH LIVE & KICKING OR SM:TV. YOU HAD A HUGE FRINGE AT SOME POINT IN YOUR CHILDHOOD. YOU REMEMBER READING AND WATCHING "GOOSEBUMPS" YOU TOOK PLASTIC CARTOON LUNCH BOXES TO SCHOOL. YOU KNOW THE WORDS FROM THE SHAKEY JAKE MILKSHAKE ADVERTS YOU REMEMBER THE CRAZE OF YO-YOS AND TAMAGOTCHI'S YOU STILL GET THE URGE TOSAY "NOT" AFTER EVERY SENTENCE.NOT. YOU KNEW THAT KIMBERLY, THE PINK RANGER, AND TOMMY, THE GREEN RANGER WERE MEANT TO BE. YOU COLLECTED POKEMON CARDS.YOU PLAYED AND/OR COLLEC

Shelala's Hotspot!
LIFE IS SO FUN!! I MEAN QUIT THINKING WELL I CAN'T OR IF I DO.... YOU HAVE TO JUST GO DO IT! IT'S ALL GOOD BABY JUST GO WITH IT. TAKE THE CHANCE, ENJOY THE THRILL AND DO IT AGAIN! HEY ALL HIT ME UP ON MSN OR YAHOO! luciousbody2000@yahoo.com OR helpmebgoodplz@hotmail.com YAHOO HAS BEEN CHANGING FREQUENTLY BECAUSE OF MY OBSSED STALKER! BUT, IF ONE DOESNT WORK CHECK HERE 4 NEW ONE. SORRY GUYS! I KNOW IM NOT THE ONLY ONE.....ESPECIALLY THIS TIME OF YEAR. HAPPY BUT, DOWN TO THE WIRE! WITH SANTA AND FAMILY, I RATHER BE IN A SLAVE BOX!!! PLUS CRAMMING FOR HUBBY'S DEPARTURE WHICH IS REAL SOON. I SHOULD BE COMPLETLY CRAZY BY FEBRUARY!!!! HUBBY IS TAKING A MONTH OFF IN JANUARY (HES NOT THE STAY AWAY FROM WORK TYPE) I THINK MY NEW YEARS WILL BE ROCKIN THOUGH!

Condoms....
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As Beautiful As A Sunset
you are as beautiful as a sunset, i am truely glad we have met, you are as sweet as ice cream, you are the one i would love to have in my dream, you seem wonderful and true, i promise never to make you feel blue, hopeing our two hearts become as one, truely wishing them never to come undone, getting to know each other will be fun, you are like a summers breeze, that softly blows through the leaves on a tree, bringing me down to one knee, you make my heart feel free, it is you i honestly wish to see, i have a heart of gold, a heart i hope one day you will hold, i am honest and true, i woke thinking of you, time is what i have to give to you, and someday a love that would be true, cause i could see growing old with you, you are my breath of fresh air, someone i hope to hold dear, i am truely someone who can care, but dreaming of you here, for me to be there for you, as i hope you would be for me too, this poem came to mind, when i thought of you, i hope it do

Living In 2007
YOU KNOW YOU ARE LIVING IN 2007 WHEN 1. You pull up in your own driveway and use your cell phone to see if anyone is home to help you carry in the groceries. 2. You haven't played solitaire with real cards in years. 3. You have a list of 15 phone numbers to reach your family of three. 4. You e-mail the person who works at the desk next to you. 5. Your reason for not staying in touch with friends and family is that they don't have e-mail addresses. 6. You accidentally enter your password on the microwave. 7. Every commercial on television has a web site at the bottom of the screen. 8. Leaving the house without your cell phone, which you didn't have the first 20 or 30 (or 60) years of your life, is now a cause for panic and you turn around to go and get it. 10. You get up in the morning and go on line before getting your coffee. 11. You're reading this and nodding and laughing. 12. Even worse, you know exactly to who

Okay Give Me Some Assistance With This!!
Alright, I am at wits end. Last night my 19 yr old son took my car without permission and then left it in another town. Then he called me and said somehow it mysteriouly had 2 flat tires and it wouldn't start. Now about a year ago, he stole approx $2 grand from me. He was caught for doing that by the law. And was just recently put on probation. But, he was taking my car all the time and leaving for days at a time. So last night, my other son was in town visiting me and he didn't like how little bro was treating his mom. So the two of them got into a confrontation about how the 19 yr old should abide by my rules since he was staying here again (yes, I had given him a couple extra second chances). I went and got the car this morning, it had 2 front flat tires, and wouldn't start. Plus he had rammed it into something because the front bumper is now busted. So what did I do, I pressed charges. Now to those of you are parents, what would you do if you were in my shoes???? Just so all of you

Patience ...and Virtue... All Over Rated...
I got screwed out of my morning...yet again. Funny how that happens alot lately. Dj got on the bus this morning, thankfully they've straightened out the bus schedule and it comes and goes when it's supposed to. I think the fat chick up the street is still pissed the afternoon bus makes a special stop in front of my house but she can kick rocks. I'm stuck babysitting...again. I hate kids. Don't get me wrong, I love MY kids... I just don't have the patience for anyone elses. Especialy not undisciplined and disrespectful children such as this one. She's managed to break a TV...I knew it would happene eventualy since her parents never bother to stop her from jumping, kicking, or otherwise destroying my stuff when they're around. I knew it was just a matter of time before she broke something actualy worth something. Great...I don't get paid enough to deal with this crap. Wait, I don't get paid at all >:op I do this shit for free....not by choice mind you but that's my fault for trying to h

Hello Everyone
I just want to let all my friends and fans to know just how much I appreciate the friendship I have found here on fubar, young and old. As I have sid before I value relationships very much, I am a sincere and honest person and try to value all the people around me here on the internet and in real life .so cheers and hats off to you all . I haope to get to know each and everyone of you. here's to the persuit of peace , Love and Happiness. A Friend Always Wildroses Hello everyone, my name is Fritzi I am here to make friends only I am happily married with 7 children ranging between the ages of 17 - 25. I have done a bit of traveling this is my favorite interest I have been to Spain, France,Grand caymen islands, Jamaica, cozumel mexico and to florida I have been to other places also. Out side of traveling i also enjoy gardening, arts and crafts, cooking, writing, music, and making Friends . Here on FuBar I hope to meet many people and make alot of True friends. A Friend Always Fritzi

Days Turn To Nights
days turn to nights, im seeing all the beautiful sights, seeing the city lights, knowing you is a delight, truely makes me feel right, you are a wonderful sight, you make my heart feel tight, for so long i felt alone and tired, getting to know you makes me feel wired, heart beating to fast to control, and wanting you to know, this is a weird feeling, i dont know the meaning, i just go with the flow, now i just want to see where we go, to hold you in my arms would be grand, walking with you hand and hand, slowly turn you to me face to face, would make both our hearts race, looking into each others eyes, and never questioning why, i will never lie or make you cry, honor and respect to you i will give, now my heart will truely live, as beats come and go, my heart will be glad to show, how special you can be to me, if you just take the chance to see, where our paths will lead, wondering if you were meant for me, all we can do is take our time and see, if we c

I Just Want A Freaking Sandwich
I decided to walk to the Barnes & Noble near my office over lunch to buy a couple of books I've wanted. Following that, I decided to try out the upscale sandwich/soup/pastry place in the area. Not exactly my first choice but a sandwich sounded good and my other alternatives were seafood, Cheescake Factory and PF Chang's. A quick sammy would hit the spot. Unfortunately, this wasn't Subway or Quizno's. I was immediately confronted with a dizzying array of choices, none of which sounded remotely familiar or satisfying. While staring earnestly up at the menu, I was not so subtely informed that I was not in the proper line. Apparently, the area immediately in front of the person who appears to be the cashier is not the line. No, the line is the disorganized gaggle of people gathered to my immediate right. Well, it'll give me a few more minutes to decipher the menu. As fate would have it an emergency back-up cashier took up station at the to-go stand, but dutifully began taki

Love
Love is a word, not from the mind If you look into my eyes, My Love you will find. As I look in your eyes I see us together And I know this is forever. As I kiss your lips I feel your Love It's heaven sent from above. As I hold you near I feel the Love Without a single fear. In my arms you will be From this moment until all eternity. Take my hand and I'll show you the way Our Love will grow stronger Each and every day. Author Unknown How can one explain A feeling in the air? How can one explain A feeling very rare? How can one define A person always there… One who says No matter what I care. A lot of times I think of this When I am feeling down And by the time that I am through High spirits come around. Even words from an angel's tongue Are limited, this is true. No words can explain The kind of friend like you! Author Unknown

Angels
There are angels among us, one for me and one for you. God sent them to watch over us, our whole lives through. I knew that when I met you, I saw a certain spark. you appeared before me, when the world seemed so dark. God must have had me in mind when he gave me a friend like you. He knew I would need advice, and a helping hand or two; Someone to pick me up, when I stumble and fall, when the world seems so horrible and not worth living at all. I have certainly had my days when I needed your hand. I thank God for sending you to me, and for including me in His plan. If you ever need comfort, the way I sometimes do, please think of me, I will always reach out my hand and offer you comfort too. Author Unknown

True Friendship
True friendship isn't seen with the eyes, it is felt with the heart. When there is trust, understanding, loyalty, and sharing. True friendship is a rare feeling, but when it is found It has profound impact on our well-being, strength, and character. True friendship does not need elaborate gifts Or spectacular events in order to be valuable or valued. To ensure long-lasting quality and satisfaction, True friendship only needs a few key ingredients: Undying loyalty, unmatched understanding, unsurpassed trust, Deep and soulful secrets, and endless sharing. These ingredients, mixed with personality and a sense of humor, Can make a friendship last a lifetime! This is just a thank you, my friend, for all the wonderful and colorful Special ingredients You've brought to my life! Author Unknown

Divorced!
Well after 12 1/2 years of marriage and 3 kids later.. I am finally divorced! I now am the primary parent for my 3 kids. My ex will be moving home to Missouri tomorrow, so he will not be any help being 20 hours away. With this all happening, I have to get a larger place... a two bedroom apartment with 2 boys and a teenage girl is not efficiant! So I am weighing out my options with my job and continuing to live here... Considering moving near my parents which is 3 hours north of where I am now... but will be able to call someone to help with the kids if I have to work late, plus its cheaper to live there... but I dont think I am going to make as much as I do now But then again... I will miss some very special people if I move away from here... It may be hard, but I know if I put my mind to it and cut out any unneeded spending I could actually pull it off staying here... Well I guess I am going to have to really think long and hard this weekend and then will make me decis

An Honest Mortician
A man who just died is delivered to the mortuary wearing an expensive, expertly tailored black suit. The mortician asks the deceased's wife how she would like the body dressed, pointing out that the man does look good in the black suit he is already wearing. The widow, however, says that she always thought her husband looked his best in blue, and that she wants him in a blue suit. She gives the mortician a blank cheque and says, "I don't care what it costs, please have my husband in a blue suit for the viewing." The woman returns the next day and to her delight, she finds her husband dressed in a gorgeous blue suit with a subtle chalk stripe; the suit fits him perfectly. She says to the mortician, "Whatever this cost, I'm very satisfied. You did an excellent job and I'm very grateful. How much did you spend?" To her astonishment, the mortician presents her with the blank cheque. There's no charge," he says. "No, really, I must compensate you for t

Heart
In this world things come and go, And we can't know what the future may hold. Nothing really stays the same, And when we least expect it our lives are changed. If something ever changes And we happen to lose touch Please know that I'll always think of you And miss you very much. So before the world changes I just wanted to say I'm thankful that we're friends Yesterday and today. With time and fortune on our side I hope we never part But if we do, remember you Are forever in my heart! Author Unknown Touch my heart with tenderness And fill my cup with love, Share my dreams as I share yours And we'll reach the stars above. Take my hand as I grow old, And lead me when I'm blind, I'll show you that I really care - Good friends are hard to find. Touch my life and I'll touch yours A little more each day, And we can both find happiness Somewhere along the way! Author Unknown

Mother
Now I lay me down to sleep, I pray my sanity to keep. For if some peace I do not find, I'm pretty sure I'll lose my mind. I pray I find a little quiet, Far from the daily family riot. May I lie back and not have to think About what they're stuffing down the sink, Or who they're with, or where they're at And what they're doing to the cat. I pray for time all to myself (Did something just fall off a shelf?) To cuddle in my nice, soft bed (Oh no, another goldfish...dead!) Some silent moments for goodness sake (Did I just hear a window break?) And that I need not cook or clean (Well heck, I've got the right to dream) Yes now I lay me down to sleep, I pray my wits about me keep, But as I look around I know, I must have lost them long ago! > > My mom only had one eye. I hated her... she was such an embarrassment. She cooked for students & teachers to support the family. > > > > There was this one day during elementary school where m

Dream Man
Now I lay me down to sleep, I pray for a man who's not a creep. One who's handsome, smart and strong, And not afraid to admit when he's wrong. One who thinks before he speaks, And when he says he'll call, doesn't wait six weeks. I pray that he's gainfully employed, And won't lose his cool when he's annoyed. One who pulls out my chair and opens the door, And massages my shoulders and begs to do more. Oh, send me a man who will make love to my mind, And knows what to say when I ask, "How fat is my behind?" One who'll make love till my body's a-twitchin' And bring ME something too, when he goes to the kitchen! A man who will love me for days without end, And never compare me with his old girlfriend. Thank you in advance, and now I'll just wait, For I know you will send him before it's too late!

Work
Little Zachary was doing very badly in math. His parents had tried everything... Tutors, Mentors, flash cards, Special learning centers. In short, everything They could think of to help his math. Finally, in a last ditch effort, they took Zachary down and enrolled him in the local Catholic school. After the first day, little Zachary came home with a very serious look on his face. He didn't even kiss his mother Hello. Instead, he went straight to his room and started studying. Books and papers were spread out all over the room and little Zachary was hard at work. His mother was amazed. She called him down to dinner. To her shock, the minute he was done, he marched back to his room without a word, and in no time, he was back hitting the books as hard as before. This went on for some time, day after day, while the mother tried to understand what made all the difference. Finally, little Zachary brought home his report card. He quietly laid it on the table, went up t

A Romantic Night
a romantic night, with you will be a great sight, and would honestly feel right, days turn to nights, im seeing all the beautiful sights, seeing the city lights, knowing you is a delight, truely makes me feel right, you are a wonderful sight, you make my heart feel tight, for so long i felt alone and tired, getting to know you makes me feel wired, heart beating to fast to control, and wanting you to know, this is a weird feeling, i dont know the meaning, i just go with the flow, now i just want to see where we go, to hold you in my arms would be grand, walking with you hand and hand, slowly turn you to me face to face, would make both our hearts race, looking into each others eyes, and never questioning why, i will never lie or make you cry, honor and respect to you i will give, now my heart will truely live, as beats come and go, my heart will be glad to show, how special you can be to me, if you just take the chance to see, where our paths will lead, w

Nsfw
1. Would you be in control? 2. Would you pull my hair? 3. Would you whisper in my ear? 4. Would you talk dirty to me? 5. Would you kiss me with a little tongue or a lot of tongue? 6. Would you say my name? 7. Would you go down on me? 8. Would you let me give you a hickie? 9. How many rounds would we go? 10. What would you wanna do afterwards? 11. Would you take off all your clothes then take mine off slowly? 12. Would you lick and bite me all over? 13. Would you like to play or get straight to the point? 14. Would you want me to take my time? 15. How freaky are you, 1 - 10? 16. Would you want fast or slow? 17. Where would you wanna "do it"? 18. Would you be loud or quiet? 19. Would you want me to be loud or quiet? 20. Would you mind if i liked you? 21. Do you like me? 22. Would you call me the next day? 23. Would you scratch me? 24. Would you let me scratch you? 25. Would you have to be drunk? 26. Would you date

About Me
1. WERE YOU NAMED AFTER ANYONE? YES, MY GRANDMA 2. WHEN WAS THE LAST TIME YOU CRIED? TODAY 3. Do you like your handwriting? NO 4. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE LUNCH MEAT? HAM 5. DO YOU HAVE KIDS? 2 GIRLS AND A BOY 6. IF YOU WERE ANOTHER PERSON WOULD YOU BE FRIENDS WITH YOU? YES 7. DO YOU USE SARCASM ALOT? SOMETIMES 8. DO YOU STILL HAVE YOUR TONSILS YES 9. WOULD YOU BUNGEE JUMP? NO 10. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE CEREAL? FRUIT LOOPS 11. DO YOU UNTIE YOUR SHOES WHEN YOU TAKE THEM OFF? NO 12. DO YOU THINK YOU ARE STRONG? SOMETIMES 13. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE ICE CREAM? STRAWBERRY OR VANILLA 14. WHAT IS THE FIRST THING YOU NOTICE ABOUT PEOPLE? THEIR EYES 15. RED OR PINK? PINK 16. WHAT IS THE LEAST FAVORITE THING ABOUT YOURSELF? MY WEIGHT 17. WHO DO YOU MISS THE MOST MY STEP DAD 18. DO YOU WANT EVERYONE TO SEND THIS BACK TO YOU? YES 19. WHAT COLOR PANTS AND SHOES ARE YOU WEARING?

Missing Girl's Parents To Be Named As Suspects
Updated: 1 hour, 24 minutes ago PORTIMAO, Portugal - The parents of a British girl whose disappearance sparked a global search will be formally named as suspects, family friends said Friday, after the child’s mother was questioned for 11 hours by Portuguese police. The allegations related to traces of blood found in a car rented by Kate and Gerry McCann, according to Justine McGuinness, a family spokeswoman. McGuinness said the car was rented 25 days after 4-year-old Madeleine was abducted on May 3. Kate McCann was questioned for a second day at a police station over the disappearance of Madeleine. Her husband, Gerry, was also due to be questioned. “They believe they have evidence to show that in some way she is involved in the death of her daughter, which is completely ludicrous,” McGuinness told British Broadcasting Corp. television. Kate and Gerry McCann, both doctors from central England, have spearheaded an intense media campaign since Madeleine vanished May 3 from a

Are You An Independent Musician?
Stinkeye Radio is looking for Independent Musicians! Stinkeye Radio supports independent musicians, if you would like your music played on our station feel free to contact us for details on how to get your music on our air waves at stinkeyeradio@yahoo.com

Rember 9/11
LIGHTS ON.....9/11 PLEASE forward this email to everyone in your address book asking them to also forward it. Please join us on 9/11. We have under two weeks to get the word out all across this great land we love and call the United States of America. Let's see how powerful e-mail can be! On Tuesday, September 11, 2007 everyone in the USA who will be driving a motor vehicle is asked to drive with their headlights on during daylight hours. Though no explanation is needed as to why we are commemorating September 11, we hope more importantly to pay respect to the victims of that day, show our nation's solidarity and show support for our men and women of the Armed Forces. You can help by sending this e-mail on to others! REMEMBER! LIGHTS ON.....9/11 Please lets all do this, I know I will

Down Raters
so when sum one downrates u do in turn give them the same rate, a lower one or higher one lol people are so funny lol im honest i never rate ne one less than what they give me ...so what is the proper fubar rules hmmm plz explain sum one lol

Why Do They Think They Know???
Ok so I guess this could be considered a rant or whatever just some shit on my mind and yeah time to get it off. So I got questions for everyone please feel free to answer with your comments and whatever else you feel like saying. Why do people feel they gotta speak on things that they have no fucking idea about?? Why do people gotta be jealous and destructive against things that they envy? Why can't people just happy for one another instead they gotta try and be sneaky and try to put doubts in motherfuckers heads like we just blind and don't see what they are attempting. Anyone that knows me knows I am really not a big internet person. I spent most of my life doing shit that people said I shouldn't and I have usually always handled my issues in my life with a suitable amount of force. I have turned over a new leaf as of late due to my wonderful woman she has helped to change to the man that will be more diplomatic then to just be an aggressor. But things like what I am talking about r

Its Gina
i still have no internet and im at library, things are kinda slowin down at 7-11 but i will have internet hopefully by oct 8 or the week after,stephs still in charge and redangel you have the floor, call me on my cell guys, untill i go back to part time,i can and will be accepting all calls from my frends here, redkandy has my number and its listed here on this site,dont hesistate to call me, it would piss me off if you didnt check up on me every once in a while. got 25 min till i gotta go so ,i hope to hear from you soon. One Sentence is Enough to Break a Heart……One Second is Enough to Fall in Love……and One Misunderstanding is Sufficient to Break Friendship. Friendship is the Rainbow Between to Hearts. Sharing 7 Characters First i like u, then i loved u, Now i'm afraid to lose u, If you dont send this to everyone on ur list, u will lose the person you love. sorry i dont wanna lose the person i love..................................................................

Love
LOVING the RIGHT PERSON at the WRONG TIME, having the wrong person when the time is right and finding out you love someone right after that person walks out of your life... And sometimes, you think you're already over a person, but when you see them smile at you, you'll suddenly realize that you're just pretending to be over them just to ease the pain of knowing that they will never be yours again... For some, they think that letting go is one way of expressing how much they love that person... in my opinion, some are afraid to see the one they love being held by someone else... Most relationships tend to fail not because the absence of love. Love is always present. It's just that one was being loved too much and the other was being loved too little... As we all know that the heart is the center of the body but it beats on the left. Maybe that's the reason why the heart is not always right? Most often we fall in love with the person we think we love but t

Single And Untaken
i am single and untaken, that is no faken, no one tries to know, the person on this side, so i just sit back and hide, i gave up my search so long ago, cause my heart has a hole, walls i built cant be broke, that is no joke, i hate booty calls, thats why i have my walls, my heart is true, no one ever has a clue, as a friend i will be here for you, dont ask for what i cant give, life one day at a time i do live, im a friend that would have your back, and never make a wise crack, a friend to be here when you are sad, and even a friend when you are mad, when you feel blue, i will try to cheer you up too, i was married for 20 years, and too many tears, relationships are what i now fear, so a friend is all i am or can be, thats good enough for me, friends with benifits is so wrong, wish some country singer, would make that thier next song, so please understand me, get to know me, what i have inside, its the feelings i always hide, i never hit a lady in my

Whispers In The Wind
1. THINGY (thing-ee) n. Female...... Any part under a car's hood. Male..... The strap fastener on a woman's bra. 2. VULNERABLE (vul-ne-ra-bel) adj. Female.... Fully opening up one's self emotionally to another. Male.... Playing football without a cup. 3. COMMUNICATION (ko-myoo-ni-kay-shon) n. Female... The open sharing of thoughts and feelings with one's partner. Male... Leaving a note before taking off on a fishing trip with the boys. 4. COMMITMENT (ko-mit-ment) n. Female.... A desire to get married and raise a family. Male...... Trying not to hit on other women while out with this one. 5. ENTERTAINMENT (en-ter-tayn-ment) n. Female.... A good movie, concert, play or book. Male...... Anything that can be done while drinking beer. 6. FLATULENCE (flach-u-lens) n. Female.... An embarrassing byproduct of indigestion. Male...... A source of entertainment, self-expression, male bonding. 7. MAKING LOVE (may-king luv) n. Female...... The greatest e

Welcome Jt!!! Http://www.fubar.com/user/1151190
HEY MY BOY JT JUST SIGNED UP ON FUBAR... SHOW HIM SO FU LOVE... GET AT HIM, RATE HIM, CRUSH HIM, FAN HIM, ADD HIM, SHOW HIM WHY WE ARE SO TIGHT ON FUBAR... KEEP THE LOVE ROLLING... START WITH MY BOY JT... LADIES THIS IS JT NEXT TO ME... DON'T DROOL TOO MUCH... I KNOW HOW SOME OF YOU ALL SEE PICTURES AND START TO GET WET... HAAA... WELL SOAK HIS ASS... LOL... MAKE SURE YOU SHOW HIM SOME LOVE!!! JT YOU HAVE JUST BEEN ][D ][ ][V][ ][D' ][)) I'M IN NEED OF IMAGES OF BEAUTIFUL WOMEN TO GRACE THE PAGES OF FUBAR... ALL OF THE WORK LISTED BELOW ARE OF MY FANS THAT HAVE HOOKED THE ][D ][ ][V][ ][D UP WHILE I HAVE BEEN HERE ON FUBAR. WHAT I NEED: I'M LOOKING FOR PHOTO'S OF SEXY WOMEN AT THERE MOST BEAUTIFUL MOMENTS. PHOTO'S THAT ARE EASILY CROPABLE AND THAT ARE SAFE FOR WORK. PURPOSE: I WOULD RATHER CREATE PICTURES OF BEAUTIFUL WOMENT AND PROMOTE ( ][D ][ ][V][ ][D )THEM WHEN I LEAVE COMMENTS ON OTHER MEMBERS PAGES TO HELP GET THE BEAUTIFUL PEOPLE OF FUBAR

Looking For A Few Good Bombers
Well I've been talking to a few friends and were gonna start our own bombing family and call ourselves the spankers club! Send me a message if your interested or just check out the home page for the ultimate spankers club and leave a message there. Were just a group of people that have become pretty good friends and we would love for you to join us! You dont need to put the title in ur name if you dont want thats up to you. Theres only a few things that i ask though and thats to add the spankers club to your friends list (ive got mine on my family list just easier to find that way) & check the blogs on that page to see who is in a contest or who needs help leveling & do whatever you can to help that person out. We wanna make sure any member that is in a contest gets in first place and stays there!! If your a member and have a friend that needs help send a message with the persons link to the spankers club page and we will get a blog and bulletin set up for that person. If you have any

Unique
Come on PPL Let's Do This! Unique ONLY Needs 1,099,466 To Godfather! WE CAN DO IT! LMMFAO!!!~ Unique Dream ™ ~@ fubarSeriously... If You Don't Have him Added Yet Go Do It. He's A Kewl Dude!Ladies.., You know you want to :PRate Him And Fan Him Too :)Thank You All,KDM

Won't Be Around As Much....
Well since Fubar has become high school fucking drama all over again for me, I've decided to cut back on my time here. So, I won't be around as much...for those that I have formed a bond with - get at me so I can give you my Yahoo IM...that is where I will mostly be spending my time.

Wings In The Wind
Far, far into the distant horizon let's ride forgotten on wings in the wind. Sometime we will surely meet as the charming future Beckons us on. Let's start the journey To a new world, and open the door to a memorable legend

Sober
Ive blogged this because its such an amazing song. Theres a shadow just behind me. shrouding every step I take. Making every promise empty. pointing every finger at me. Waiting like a stalking butler, who upon the finger rests. Murder now the path of must we, just because the son has come. Jesus, wont you fucking whistle. something but the past and done. Why cant we not be sober? I just want to start this over. Why cant we drink forever? I just want to start this over. I am just a worthless liar. I am just an imbecile. I will only complicate you. trust in me and fall as well. I will find a center in you. I will chew it up and leave. I will work to elevate you, just enough to bring you down. Mother mary, wont you whisper. something but the past is done. Why cant we not be sober? I just want to start this over. Why cant we sleep forever? I just want to start this over. I am just a worthless liar. I am just an imbecile. I will only complicate you. trust in me

When 2 Shine As 1
In your dreams, magical thoughts… All things are real, unless you dream there not. In your dreams, love is the plot Carried on wings of hope. Each of our souls intertwine when we do. Instantly we see it the time to grow and be it When everything is pinned on a hope. Let rise the dreams of your heart, that innocent youth Careless and kind. Free to roam the breeze in love, only when two brilliantly shine as one.

The Souls Unknown
and all our lives through sex and death, is mere goddesses fire, and dragons breath. to change the world, one must change within, put an end to greed, and atone for our own sins. Like an angel without a sense of mercy, rise young one to the heavens as a star. Cold winds, as blue as the sea, tear open the door to your heart. but unknowing you see, just staring at me standing there smiling serenly. Desperate for something to touch, a moment of kindness like that in a dream. Your innocent eyes as yet have no idea of the path your destiny will follow. But someday you'll become aware of everything you've got behind you. Your wings are for seeking out a new future that only you can search for. The cruel angel's thesis bleeds through a portal like your pulsing blood. If ever you should betray the chapel of your memories, the cruel angel will enter the window of your soul. So, young one, stand tall and embrace the fire of legend. Embrace the world like a blazing star

Beyond The Pain
What lies beyond these days of sorrow? A voice cries out, Awakening the soul of this cold world. Shedding the lonliness of yesterday, i rise once again to face the dawning of a new Era, what is there left for me to believe in now?... as the cries of my soul destroy the darkness, i gase upon a ray of light, guiding the world, and clinging to a dream that will never die.

Trisha/ Helpping Out A Friend
TheOperation@ fubar thanks for letting me joi hon hope this heps get you more people not that you dont already im sure hugs ttp://fubar.com/new_lounge.php?w=1&lid=51471 trisha's tats come one come all members

Congratulations 2 Godfathers Today
THANKS EVERYONE FOR HELP CAPPY AND THE BOSS GODFATHER..MUCH LOVE AND RESPECT Congratulations to these two Fubars on Godfathering today.Stop by and Congratulate them. _Cappy_@ fubar THE BOSS@ fubar

Family Bomb Fest 07
OK BOMBFEST STARTS ON THE 15TH AND I NEED ALL OF YOU WHO ARE GOING TO BE BOMBING WITH ME TO RATE ADD AND FAN THE HOST. RUBIAS ROCKIN IN NYC THE FALL BOMB FEST COMIN SEPT15,TO SEPT30@ fubar THANKS GUYS ITS THE RULES XOXOXO CHERRYPIEX

Did You Ever
Did you ever love someone, yet know, they had no love for you? Did you ever want to cry, yet think, what good would it do? Did you ever gaze into their eyes, and say a silent prayer? Did you ever look real closely, yet see, no love was there? Did you ever see them walking, in the candle light's glow, Thinking, how you love them so, yet, you can never let them know? Please don't fall in love, dear friend, it really doesn't pay, It's not worth the pain and heartache, that it causes every day. Did you ever think of where they are, and wonder if they are being true? One moment, you are walking on the clouds, the next you are sad and blue. Love can be magical, yet can hurt too much, and the price you pay, so high. If I had a choice between love and death, I think I'd choose to die. Please, don't fall in love, dear friend, it will only hurt, before it's through. You see, dear friend, I really know, for I fell in love...with you. ~Goddess_Veronique~

My Own Writing
i've been cooking all day. i've lost myself in anticipation. dicing each vegetable thinking exactly how it will look as it passes your sensuous lips, seeing the movement of the smooth lines of your jaw as you chew. making sure the steamed clams are moist enough i'm unable to stop myself from thinking about other juices, mine and yours. i'm going to prepare every sip and morsel myself. but i've hired a waiter to serve us. so that we can concentrate on our enjoyment. i've given just as much attention to the placement of things around the room. candles where they'll light enough but also not light other spots. treats for all our senses placed at convenient locations all through the house. chocolates and other tastes, silks and velvets to touch, soft and approachable visual images, incense and scented oils, and music. how many hours have i spent selecting music? lilting string concertos, sultry saxophone solos, occasional island steel drum pieces, all linked so that i merely need to hit st

New Photos
I am taking a 3day excursion into the backwater swamps of northwest Florida. I am hoping to create some new photos for my portfolio and for a new up and coming outdoor mag. I hope the trip goes well. I didnt know that Florida had any wildlife sites that are still untouched except for the everglade area. I have been warned by my guide to watch for Rattlesnakes, Coral Snakes, watermocs, Gaters, scorpions, and spiders....Now doesnt that sound like a fun filled weekend?!? For the photos though...I will risk it. Live is supposed to be and adventure right? Well if I make it back whole I hope to have some terrific photos. Wish me luck everyone and lets pray it doesnt rain. With everything else, I dont think I need that

Thank You For Helping Me Get My Happy Hour
I want to thank you all for all the love you showed me to help me get my Happy hour. There are so many too name but I tried to watch everyone that was there and will be going to help them. I would like to thank Cappy for the givaway. Thank you to all my friends and family. A special thank you to the Confederate Bombers for coming and finishing me in time for Bomb fest.Love ya all. You all RAWK!!! ♥BooBoo...Founder of Shadow Levelers@ fubar

To All My Friends On Fubar
Well I joined fubar because my closest friend Dez told me about the site. If she hadn't I never would of known about it. I must say, I LOVE this site!! At least here I have people that actually talk to me!! Maybe now I can network and make more friends that are not all about using me for one thing or another. So, Dez, thank you so much for the invite to this wonderful site!! I will be sure to pass it on!

Wats Good Fubar!
Just here on fubar to meet new people that are interested in good music.I have put together five songs on myspace.My group name is Jacob Outlawz, and I go by the name of D!GG$.My friends on there are J Scotty,The Beat Banger,and King. my url is myspace.com/jacoboutlaws go check it out and let me know what u think. Hey! Ladies,this is D!GG$ tryin to see wats good with the ladies on here.I have been on here for bout a week and I am looking for a Fubar Wifey. Not a real life girl,just a Fubar lady.Someone that I can chat wit and joke wit.I be on here for the points,but I'm not putting my Dick on here for friends and Fans.I just like the site for my own reasons and feel like if I can find one then thats great.If not then oh well,shit happens. If ur interested and feel like u can handle the challenge then let me know wats good.If not then I will just be on here like a fly on th wall chilling. If u see that i don't even have a crush on anybody for that sole reason that I haven't

Military
Daddy's Poem Her hair was up in a pony tail, Her favorite dress tied with a bow. Today was Daddy's Day at school, And she couldn't wait to go. But her mommy tried to tell her, That she probably should stay home. Why the kids might not understand, If she went to school alone. But she was not afraid; She knew just what to say. What to tell her classmates Of why he wasn't there today. But still her mother worried, For her to face this day alone. And that was why once again, She tried to keep her daughter home. But the little girl went to school Eager to tell them all. About a dad she never sees A dad who never calls. There were daddies along the wall in back, For everyone to meet. Children squirming impatiently, Anxious in their seats One by one the teacher called A student from the class. To introduce their daddy, As seconds slowly passed. At last the teacher called her name, Every child turned to stare. Each of them was searching, For a ma

Please Help My Buddy :)
WwW.SparkleTags.Com A friend of mine is in the Most Seductive SFW pic contest. Please stop by and show her some love. She does so much and is always there for others. Gothic Rose WwW.SparkleTags.Com

"check Out This Memeber" Shout And Mail
i'm getting really annoyed at all the mail im getting saying "this is a new member i want you to meet..." Im sure i can find them myself, so whoever you are please stop it! AND THAT INCLUDES YOU BABYJESUS, I love your site but dont pimp it, the magic dies......:)

Good Cowboy
Crazy, but thats how it goes Millions of people living as foes Maybe its not to late To learn how to love And forget how to hate Mental wounds not healing Lifes a bitter shame Im going off the rails on a crazy train Ive listened to preachers Ive listened to fools Ive watched all the dropouts Who make their own rules One person conditioned to rule and control The media sells it and you have the role Mental wounds still screaming Driving me insane Im going off the rails on a crazy train I know that things are going wrong for me You gotta listen to my words Yeh-h Heirs of a cold war Thats what weve become Inheriting troubles Im mentally numb Crazy, I just cannot bear Im living with something that just isnt fair Mental wounds not healing Who and whats to blame Im going off the rails on a crazy train I felt a rush of the Rio Grande into Yellowstone I've seen first-hand Niagra Falls And the lights of Vegas I've Criss-crossed down to Key Biscayne And

Just A Question ??????????
PLEASE HELP JUJULEVEL SHE IS 20067 AWAY FROM LEVELING PLEASE HELP http://fubar.com/viewimage.php?u=180318&albumid=532702&i=1857447272 I am thinking about entering a contest and was wondering how much help i would have. Please let me know if you would help thanks . I will return all love after i got done the contest . I am thinking about entering a contest and was wondering how much help i would have. Please let me know if you would help thanks . I will return all love after i got done the contest .

Helping A Friend Level Up!
¢¾ANGELA¢¾@ fubar Show her some love ya'all and help her rate. I sooo appreciate it (i think i got it this time..thanks for the information boo and mel) http://a.pcb3.cherrytap.com/48/94/784984/tn_3655473299.jpg http://a.pcb3.cherrytap.com/48/94/784984/tn_3655473299.jpg

Dirty Sex Manovers.....
Spiderman - you're railing a chick from behind and just before you blow your load you pull out and catch it in your hand, the minute she turns around you websling the baby-batter right in her face Angry Dragon, The - Immediately after you blow your load in a girl's mouth, smack the back of her head and make it come out her nose. When she gets up she'll look like an angry dragon. The harder you laugh, the angrier she'll look. Magic. Australian Death Grip - The act of grabbing a woman by the haunches/crotch and staring deeply into her eyes until you're slapped or kissed. A recommended tactic for very crowded bars. Another great opportunity for wagering among friends. The Bronco - Back to reality with this classic. You start by going doggy style and then just when she is really enjoying it, you grab onto her tits as tightly as possible and yell another girl's name. This gives you the feeling of riding a bronco as she tries to buck you off. Dirty Sanchez - While banging a girl

Pride!!!
Ok i hate writing these but i need to vent for a minute... What happened to the days where people took pride in their work??? The days where people went to work busted their asses off all day then go home tired and wore out... Leaving they know they did their job well... I know there are still people out there like that... I am one of them afterall... I just don't understand why a lot of people these days just think they can goto work stand there all day only to watch the few good employees to pick up the slack... what is happening to society is a better question... why are the people becoming so lazy??? lol i got tons of answers for that one... It's a sad realization, but there pretty much is no more pride in people... Seems like the only pride people see anymore is the pride they get when they screw someone over for personal gain... It's just a shame to watch what is becoming of people... I guess the movie Idiocracy holds more truth to it then i thought... The next time that you are

This Is So Great!!
As we grow up, we learn that even the one person that wasn't supposed to ever let you down probably will. You will have your heart broken probably more than once and it's harder every time. You'll break hearts too, so remember how it felt when yours was broken. You'll fight with your best friend. You'll blame a new love for things an old one did. You'll cry because time is passing too fast, and you'll eventually lose someone you love. So take too many pictures, laugh too much, and love like you've never been hurt because every sixty seconds you spend upset is a minute of happiness you'll never get back. Don't be afraid that your life will end, be afraid that it will never begin. ~anonymous~

4 Vip Givaways..check This Out!!!!!!!!!!!!!!1
IF YOU WANT A VIP YOU WILL NOT FIND ANYTHING ON A LOWER AMOUNT NEEDED I GARENTEE THAT...JUMP FAST BEFORE YOU LOSE OUT I'M GIVING AWAY 4 1MTH VIPS YOU NEED TO GET 8500 COMMENTS. I HAVE A ONE RULE IF YOU ARE CURRENTLY A VIP YOUR VIP MUST EXPIRE ON OR BEFORE SEPT 26 2007. IF YOU FINISH THIS GIVEAWAY BEFORE THE SEPT 26' 2007 YOUR VIP WILL BE GIVEN ON SEPT 26' 2007. PLEASE FUMAIL ME THE LINK TO YOUR PIC SO I MAY RIP IT. I ONLY HAVE 4 SPOTS !! DO NOT SHOUT ME IF YOU HAVE ANY QUESTIONS PLEASE SEND IN AN EMAIL THANKS. ALSO REPOST FOR ME! ~*ღLadygrayღ*~A G-SPOTTER~@ fubar

Reflected
Looking, then, across the room - her profile (she could not look at me) and the light reflected in a tear-streak down her cheek and following the outline of that godkissed chin - I could not find her, not with all the words I could invent. She was forever gone - only returned in pieces to me - come this night to try to reclaim a time when every touch and every movement between us defied all reason. A hundred years ago, new in my arms, she grew to me, pressed hard to my chest and kissed so real. The time, the time, oh, the time has slipped beyond us - I will never be the man I was all those days and nights (never poet, prince, priest - perhaps I never was). She stands. She walks across the room and to the door - wordlessly, she slips away, again. © All rights reserved

Dog's Tail
I first saw Madeleine, full of the world and so beautiful, so beautiful, in a house in Pacoima with rubber hose around her arm and a needle hanging there like a dog's tail. She wasn't vacant yet, but emptying slowly without knowing she was sucking a devil's cock. I was a different man back then, melted to brown, bubbling oil slicks - even then I knew something had to give. Last week I visited an old friend - and found Madeleine there, her arms bloomed with dope flowers, naked and curled like a baby in a back room. I swear, I could see right through her. © All rights reserved

Girls
Well i have been talkin to this one guy and we seemed to hit it off well we have been just you now chillin here and there well i played it cool... everyoce in awhile i would drop hints that i wasnt talkin to other guys and i was trying to begood and show him i cared well slowly my heart got into it. dont know when or hoow but it did and tonight it got ripped out and stoped on wow it hurt... worst than when my ex husban cheated on me and got her pregant when i was pregnate. well i work at a bar and he supposealy can up there to see me and well about 4 drinks later he is lockin lip with another girl, at my work and in my face almost. so i am stuck now what did i do to get that? -------------""Girls-------------- -----------are like apples------ -------on trees. The best ones----- -----are at the top of the tree.----- ---The boys dont want to reach--- --for the good ones because they-- -r afraid of falling and getting hurt.- -Instead, they get the rotten apples- from the ground th

A Letter To My Father
'The Old Man' The tears have all been shed now We've said our last goodbyes, His souls been blessed He's laid to rest, And it's now I feel alone. He was more than just my Father My teacher, my best friend; And he'll still be heard In the songs we shared When I play them on my own. And I will never forget him For he made me what I am; Though he may be gone Memories linger on_ And I miss him The Old Man. As a child he'd take me walking By mountain, field and stream And he showed me things Not known to kings, And secret between him and me, Like the colours on a pheasant As he rises in the dawn Or how to fish, or makes a wish Beside a fairy tree. I thought he'd live forever He seemed so big and strong But the minutes fly, And the years roll by For a Father and his little one. And suddenly when it happened There was so much left unsaid, No second chance To tell him "Thanks", For everything he'd done And I will never forget him For he made me w

Update 9/7/07
Hey everyone! I know that I had said a couple weeks ago that I was going to try and be online a little more well...things are just absolutely crazy in my life right now. I know you all have heard the saying about NOT going into or doing business with family...that is so true! My husband and my dad went in together to buy a business back in April. Things were going great until a couple weeks ago. My dad and hubby had some disagreements and all and now my dad is no longer working with hubby. Needless to say, I am like in middle of it but I can't take sides. I mean i love both of them and don't want to lose either one of them, but that junk is between them...doesn't involve me at all. Seems that my dad wants to fuss and agrue at me about things and when he does..it just hurts me and my feelings and he won't go and just talk with my hubby..he has to take out his frustration on me! Then my parents have been having problems for years now but it got worse a couple days ago and of

All About Me
A secret admirer has sent you a bough of mistletoe, which enters you in a contest to determine the most kissable male and female on Fubar.For more information, please see my blog. http://www.fubar.com/blog/147861 Stop by her blog and send me some luv !! ;) TELL ME ABOUT YOURSELF - The SurveyName:DeannaBirthday:11/23Birthplace:San Diego, CACurrent Location:Corona, CAEye Color:HazelHair Color:Dark BrownHeight:5'8Right Handed or Left Handed:RightyYour Heritage:Irish, GermanThe Shoes You Wore Today:NoneYour Weakness:My son, junk food, CHOCOLATEYour Fears:Not being successfulYour Perfect Pizza:

Constructs
She is writing this - driving me to words to tell you: just the sound of her voice makes each day momentous. She is driving me to find the taste of every blesséd kiss in constructs of nouns and verbs - and I am mute. I cannot articulate the feeling welling up inside while all paths lead to us. Go, now, and tell your children: all poetry arises to the voice of true love, and from the need the want the longing to be naked before another and not judged. © All rights reserved

Contests
Thank to all of my friends who have helped me in my contest!!!!! At this point I have less than 4800 comments to go. If anyone would care to join me there, I am headed there right now to make one final push to git-er-done! Thanks again! Hello everyone! I have to leave for Cleveland very early tomorrow morning...the trip was planned last year. Unfortunately, the hotel I am staying in does not have internet capabilities...how about that for "bush league". The trip, coupled with all the love many of is have been showing for Mary (Dreamcather), has left me sort of in the lurch. If any of you can help, I would really appreciate it...20,000 comments needed for a one month VIP. The link is below and I thank you in advance for your consideration...even if you can't help! manly!!!! Hi everyone! Wow...I now KNOW I have the best friends on FUBAR!!!! Less than a week into really "getting after" my one-month VIP contest, I am almost half-way to the 20,000 comments n

Big Beautiful Women
Yeah i postin this same thing on Myspace, Facebook and all them other sites dey. LOL Yeah people. This is no disrespect to my slim sisters, but for as long as i can remember i have been a lover of Big Beautiful Women. Without Apology. No i not talking about a 600 pound eating disorder victim, i talkin bout my plus size sistrins who carry themselves with style and class. Those thick (With Emphasis on the "THICK") Solid, Voluptuous Girls that can be found a plenty in the Caribbean, And Yuh done Know Most of them right here in Trinidad. Fuh Real..!!!! If they livin elsewhere bet yuh bottom dollar they have some roots in the Caribbean. Yeah those Cute, Intelligent and Educated sisters who have nuff respect for themselves and command respect from any fella who thinkin about steppin to them. Who require a "Real" brother to step up to the task. To meet them both on an Intellectual Level as well as in the Bedroom. As we does say, Yuh have to Come Good. Or doh waste dey time. All o

Fiberglass
She has tasted the fiberglass cotton candy of love or something; lain in its beds of pillowy danger. At first it was like giddy puking, laughingscreaming on the tilt-a-whirl, voices echoed along the midway - bursts of god almighties and his words: "You are in me as I am in you." - not an exclamation, a statement - it might have been poetry in another life, but at that moment it was zombiespeak. She could almost hear his tender ministrations in the metallic clatter of a roller coaster careering on icy rails with arms raised in hallelujah from every car. It almost felt like a carnival. What a rollicking crap-ride. Cotton candy and love and fiberglass all look the same but one is scratchy, one is sweet and the other isn't worth a damn. © All rights reserved

Thank Yous
hi everyone! hope you are all having a great friday!! :D:D i just wanted to drop some thank yous to all who helped me win kristan smiths sexiest picture contest. it was long and hard (just how i like it) :D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D first of all thank you kristan smith for hosting the contest :D well done, especially since it was her first :) Kristan Smith@ fubar second is asian cat, for being the best sport ever, and helping me out even tho he was in the same contest as well! i wish it had been us 2 at the top... DJ Asian Cat ~Manic Monkey Radio~@ fubar next is james elsharp, for being my rock, and working just as hard as i did. when i wanted to quit, he motivated me to keep going...thank you babe!!! James "Elsharp"(THE sharp one)@ fubar here is my favorite spy, jiriw...he worked so hard, and managed to bring a smile to my face every day :D jiriw@ fubar dont think i could forget my friend, shady...for being so dedicated to helping me, and bringing his friends wi

Is This The Night?
I got a little note from Kelly - she thanked me for a "lovely evening" yadda yadda yadda, said I was a "calming influence" on Diane and then... (Shit, I sure wish hadn't ever read that note...) ...she asked me when I would "make an honest woman of our little princess". So I spent all day thinking: Sure, why not? No way! But, I love her! It's too fast! But, I love her! Don't be an idiot, Scott. But, I love her! I love her? Aw, FUCK! So then I rehearsed for about an hour. (I even dug out my grandmother's diamond ring, polished it up and held it next to a ring Diane left on the dresser - perfect goddam fit.) She got home while I was out buying some Crystal. I walked in and she jumped me and put her tongue someplace her hand usually goes first and damned if I didn't have the loveliest leggiest earmuffs before I could put the bottle on the counter. Killed the mood. Created a completely different (yet somehow equally compelling) one. Mayb

Just Another Night
Yeah, it was a Friday, but we needed to rest recharge our batteries so to speak - long hard week. We were going to watch a DVD, maybe pop some popcorn - so we snuggled on the sofa, remote nearby, but stopped to kiss - then took a couple minutes to talk about our day and kissed again. We were going to watch a movie, but my hand touched the wrong (right) button - Diane was unleashed and, shit, next thing I know, I'm on my knees and she's hollerin' like a damn Texan: "Yeeeeehaaaaw!" Let go of my ears, baby, I know what I'm doing. Of course, one thing led to another and pretty soon she's got me doing something new on the top of the bookshelf with my feet dangling somewhere near Dostoevsky and my dangle dang near holding all her weight. She used my head to clean the cobwebs from the corner as she leaned backwards and grabbed the chocolate sauce from the kitchen counter (have I told you how much I like chocolate?) - damn near went into diabet

A Night In The Great Outdoors
God, I love the great outdoors! I love the smells, the wind in my hair, fish guts, worms, you name it. Diane? Not so much the guts and worms... We took my tent and a sleeping bag and headed to a spot I know far away from the crowds - it was after work on a Friday, so it was nearly dark by the time we pitched camp. It took a while to get a fire going, mostly because Diane kept making Smokey Bear jokes and laughing while I worked at getting a spark, spinning a stick like in Boy Scouts. Finally: "Here, Smokey, why don't you use my Bic?" My goddamn marshmallow fell into the fire, but she let me pick the little bits of leftovers off her stick while she ate my candy bar. I didn't want a fucking s'more anyway. "Mmmm, I'm full, Smokey, I'm gonna turn in." I should tell you that I have a big tent, a big sleeping bag - plenty of room for two so I wasn't worried about that - and when we slid into our comfy set-up, she felt warm and damn nice next to me.

A New Night
Diane and I drank champagne, sniffed the fricking corks and felt a little tingly - so naturally we got nekkid. We'd been saving page 73 for a special occasion, so we gathered up the necessary supplies - a bottle of ketchup, two ten-penny nails, Dramamine, and twenty feet of butcher paper and headed into the playroom. "This won't hurt for long, bub," said my little darling (so I dared to use the chair) - but first the cloth cushion had to go. I tossed it to the corner, and it caught on the trapeze, hung there - so I grabbed it once again and gave a solid yank - I heard a rip then read the tattered tag: "Do not remove by penalty of law." Just then, a knocking at my door, a flash of badge, and damned if Johnny Law didn't haul me to the hoosegow. One phone call: Happy New Year, Bubeleh, could you come and bail me out? "In the morning, honey, Dick is dropping his ball." © All rights reserved

Funny
Wow I havent been on this site in like forever! Since my last visit Ive gone to awesome concerts switched jobs 4 times Met some great people Got another tat cherries on my hip. Partied like a rockstar made hella money! Got sexier got some awesome looking school girl coach glasses. Tried lots of food Ive never had before like crab and slurpee Gambled alot learned a lot of life lessons and jus kept it south burb gangsta gutter as i wanna be cause im a m to uckin scorpio for life. I am the wild chery. Last night and today i drank with a monkey that had never drank before I took pictures to capture all the moments they are in my default album so for a great laugh ya might want to check them out If I have to be nice all day to strangers (customers) once Im off the clock I am no longer required to be nice to anyone so for anyone with a clue dont say anything stupid to unless its been at least an hour since ive been off work

Night Blindness
Diane came by and dropped her gym bag by the bedroom door. "Do you trust me, baby?" Based on what we did last night, and the things I've let you hold or put in your mouth, I'd have to say 'sort of". She produces a blind fold and disappears behind the door. Being a damn fool (and hornier than an elk in full Spring rut), I followed. She motioned toward the bed and I sat at the foot. So now my eyes are covered and she pulls my shirt off - pushes me onto my back and I scoot up to the pillows. She straddles me and I feel her bare, wet cooch on my chest. Okay, yeah, I was a little drunk from beer and the smell of Diane's kitty up close to me, but that is no excuse - I let her tie me to the bedposts so I was like that naked da Vinci drawing (only with love-handles and a receding hairline). "Now I am going to say something, and I swear to God, if you laugh or make some smartass remark, I'll invite the neighbors over." Just say it, Diane, I

Email Spam Bullshit
I'm not one to complain about anything. But, this spam crap they have on here is getting on my nerves if you repeatedly send me spam I will block you and forward all the spam back to you. Period, come on ppl that's what we have the bulletins on the bottom for. That's all and if you don't like oh well I can do without you and sleep soundly at night.

9/7/07
THIS IS MY FIRST BLOG EVER, RIGHT NOW IM TALKIN TO MY NEW FRIEND LISA WHO IM FEELIN. SHE IS REALLY COOL PEOPLES, VERY ATTRACTIVE, WE HAVE BEEN TALKIN FOR A WHILE BUT I REALLY DONT KNOW WHAT TO THINK EXCEPT I CANT WAIT TO FINALLY MEET HER. WELL I GOT LESS THEN 10 TILL IM BACK IN NY, I CANT WAIT, HAVENT BEEN HOME IN MORE THAT A YEAR, SO ITS GONNA BE FUN. ALSO EXCITED ABOUT SEEING MY NEW "SPECIAL" FRIEND, LOL! ANYWAY, JUST GOT PAID SO IM REALLY FEELIN GOOD, THAT IS UNTIL I GOTTA GIVE IT TO THE BILL COLLECTORS, LOL. I'LL BE AIGHT THOUGH.

Tributes
Ok a while back i made these two videos.I thought now is a good time to bring them back out will 9/11 coming up..1 is a tribute to the 9/11 heroes and the other is a tribute to our troops . I spent alot of time making these. Thank you Jodi AKA Wishful Thinking

Life Part 1
You know, I don't take Fubar serious. It is the net. People on the net usually pretend to be something they are not because they can get by with it, for at least a little while. I know a lot of people on here unfortunately do take it serious and I can see how it is easy to get wrapped up in it. I just really don't like the meanness on here and people telling other people to get a life and how ugly or fat someone is. There was a 18 year old boy that was mean to my picture and even when I was nice to him and gave him a 10, instead of the 1 he gave me, he came in and gave me another one and told me "it is the net, get over yourself, this isn't real". Um, ok. I never did say it was jackass and in real life, I wouldn't give you the time of day either. So for now on, when people give me a 1 just to be spiteful, I will just block them right away and not rate them at all. They are the ones that don't have a life. I only go in to the mums that my friends write. Only to vo

You Have A Sexual Iq Of 131
You have a sexual IQ of 131 When it comes to sex, you are a super genius. You have had a lot of experience, and sex interests you so you know a lot about it. You pride yourself on being a source of information and guidance to all of your friends. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

Away
Ive got to get my head out of my butt. Been goofing off too long. Can't get anything done . So, taking a break for a minute . Let you know when i get back . You can reach me at kitchenwitch_68@hotmail.com. If you have anything important to discuss with me .I'l check it every couple of days .. Thanks for your patients .... Sue

This Is So Wrong!!! Please Read And Pass On, Important To Women On Fubar
OK... well i thought we have succeeded on removing a major ass from here, and we did so by pulling together, BUT... after a few weeks, he has returned and reared his UGLY head back into the general public. I am telling you that sugardaddy, now known as "THECYBERGUY".. has returned... he has blocked all comments from his page, unless you are a friend... I am not happy about his return, in fact i have already blocked him... Ladies, please be careful, and i have 2 bulletins up, one with the link as well... please keep him from doing this all over again with new ladies... Thank You!!

Friends !!!
Here we go ,,, Im pimping my bestfriend and Fu Owner ..... She is and awesome sexy person so go spank her page with lots of love ,,, lots of pic rates and stash rates ,, did I mention she loves BLING ,, get to know her she is a great friend take time and talk to her ...Click the link below and get started. ♥☆☺☆ ♥ PrincessFubar81♥☆☺☆ ♥@ fubar You can click any of these pics as well to right to her pics ,,, make sure to fan add and rate her profile she will return all love ... MY FRIENDS ROCK!!! LUV YA!!! in no particular order... :) ‡WiKiÐ OnĔ‡ Rawks Ur Sawks Bitcheŝ Thing 1((((ZOMBIE NECROTIC BOMBERS))))@ fubar :)

Job???????????????
If you don't already know this, I lost my job almost two weeks ago. This is the worst feeling in the world, because it makes you feel like you can't do anything right in life. I been doing interviews, which pisses anyone off because you think it went great and then find out that you didn't get the job. I feel like I can't do anything right in life.....................................I need help or a drink!!!!!!!!!!!!! I am just venting right now!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Words Of Wisdom
Life is short.. Break the rules... Forgive quickly... Kiss slowly... Love truly.... Laugh uncontrollably... Never regret anything that made you smile.. Life may not be the party we hoped for, but while we're here we should dance....

Something Cool To Check Out!
create & buy custom products at Zazzle I happened to have Stumbled Upon (SU) this Savage Chicken website and thought I would share a few of the cartoons with you this fine Monday morning. Hoping that everyone has a phenomenal start of the week. :) You must check this out -- especially if you like something unique and with rhythm!!! :D

My Daughter......
Well we went to Roswell on Monday.....the good news is that Mandi does not have cancer....they will be watching her closely for a while because of her having the HPV virus.....They want to see her again in 4 months just to keep an eye on things... Now for the even better news....I'm going to be a grandma.....while at Roswell, they determined that Mandi is expecting....This will be my first grandbaby and I couldn't be happier...... Thank you to all of you who supported me through this whole ordeal..... Lots of Love Just when I thought life was going to settle down....I have a new job that I really love. I have made some very important decisions regarding my life lately and I have decided that life is too short to be in an unhappy marriage. It's time to find a new place to live and get on with my life away from the fear. So once I made that decision, I thought...whew....things will finally be ok....and then......... My beautiful youngest daughter Mandi has been through so mu

Just Having Fun! Loving Life!
Dragon's Den loungeThe Newest, hottest lounge on Fubar!Come see And play; Open 24/7 Come have a party and chat with new friendsBring a friend and have fun!The first 50 people to join get a gift! click on either picture to come to the lounge! "SORRY THE FIRST SET DID NOT WORK, BUT THIS ONE DOES! ! ! CLICK ANY PIC AND YOU ARE THERE! PLEASE COME JOIN ONE OF THE NEWEST LOUNGES ON FUBAR! YOU ARE ALL INVITED OUT! LOL! PLAY LIST SO YOU CAN PLAY WHAT YOU LIKE AS LONG AS IT IS ROCK AND ROLL! COME ENJOY THE LOVE! lET THE PASSION FLOW AND LETS PARTY TILL WE DROP!THE LOUNGE IS OPEN 24/7 I DO NOT HAVE TO BE THERE FOR YOU TO HAVE A BIT OF FUN IN THERE! ITS A PLACE FOR LOVE TO GROW AND PASSIONS TO FLOW! SO COME JOIN THE FUN AND MAYBE EVEN A FEW GAMES???? lol, NEVER KNOW WHAT WILL HAPPEN .....THE ADULT PLAY PEN, JUST REMEMBER THAT NO STILL MEANS NO! ENJOY THE FUN AND GAMES JUST REMEMBER IT IS ALL CYBERSPACE AND NOT REAL! SO LET YOUR INNER MOST SECRECT SELVES FREE AND PLAY WHAT YOU HA

Trucking Issues
I am doubtful that many (if any) of you will have any idea what I am talking about, but; it has been in the news especially on Steve Sommers radio show on 700WLW and on Lou Dobbs. This is something that not only effects me proffessionally, but; is sure to effect all of us in one way or another!! So here goes: Our fearless leader "El Presadente" Bush and his appointed lackies in the FMCSA and DOT have found it in their infinate wisdom to open our borders to Mexican truck drivers. That's right, they have given free rien of our nations highways to Mexican trucks! Now don't get me wrong I have nothing against Mexican drivers personally, but; I have been to Mexico many times and have seen thier trucks and seen how they drive. I am sick about this mainly about SAFTEY! Not to mention that jobs, wages, National Security, drug traffic and illegal immagrants are all going to change dramatically eventually due to this! Just some reasons why Your, Mine and Our Families safety on the ro

The Governess
Coy, she wet her lips and smiled and I was instantly beguiled. She placed my hand upon her breast - she said she was my governess. She turned me on my naked chest and lay upon my back to rest. Her hands did dances down my spine - her touch was smooth and silky-fine. She rolled me to my back just then and laid her head to rest again. I stroked her hair and kissed her head - and lifted her onto the bed. We fed our passion through the night until the blackness turned pale white. A scorching fire burned within that woman with the silky skin. And in the morning as she parted I feared she'd leave me broken-hearted. But turned to me my "governess" and scolded "Don't miss breakfast!" © All rights reserved

Help One Of Our Troops
Show her we appreciate what she does plz click on the pic and drop a few comments.....dont forget to rate her pic......show her some love for all she does plz......and repost to keep this going....contest ends tonite at 9:00 Est. ........lets help her win this!!!

As We Grow..
As we grow up, we learn that even the one person that wasn't supposed to ever let you down probably will. You will have your heart broken probably more than once and it's harder every time. You'll break hearts too, so remember how it felt when yours was broken. You'll fight with your best friend. You'll blame a new love for things an old one did. You'll cry because time is passing too fast, and you'll eventually lose someone you love. So take too many pictures, laugh too much, and love like you've never been hurt because every sixty seconds you spend upset is a minute of happiness you'll never get back. Don't be afraid that your life will end, be afraid that it will never begin.

Funny Things Kids Say.. (middle School And Grade School)
This was repeated so many times last year I can never forget it.. Milk Milk Lemonade.. around the corner fudge is made. Don't bust my nuts.. they're tasty. I just said umm TMI. I really need to get home I can't be late or else I'll miss Golden girls (8th grade boy) LMAO Boy has he been getting teased about this one.. Hurry hurry you're gonna miss Golden Girls and he starts running.

So Called Friends
me and my love (sxc becs) would love to do a live show"sexy" to a lucky person-couple that have fun and games no string attached yes mamm and ho hooooooooooooooo all 4 u give me a hola cams on us im on a true friend valid the people who i work with are totally jackass' We went out tonight as one of my collegues was leaving to persue a career that his wanted to do for a long time. I am not familiar with my town centre as that is where we decided to go, but them dicks that they are, left me stranded in the middle of my town centre, knowing full well that i am not aware of the suroundings,as i was in the army for 8 1/2 yrs serving my queen and country so they could go out and get drunk while me and my brothers in arms protect them plus i was never really home to explore the night life, and the changes that have occured. Now tell me if im wrong but i think thats out of order of what they did to me, im not a dumbass but they are, I will make sure they have there comeuppance as this

I Cannot Do Anything On Here.
So everytime I try and do something on here, I get an error. I cannot rip a picture until I'm a level 5. I cannot post a mumm until I'm a level 5, or was that 3- I'm so confused. I'm meetin lots of new and interesting peeps, but come on, work with me here! Suz

Fuck It
u had the angery part....now heres the softer more hurting side of this.... I dont know what it is that i have done to make everyone treat me the way they do...its not fair...i treat everyone with love and respect....and i get shitted on....everytime it never fails....it will never stop...i know it wont cuz it was ment to stop...then it wouldve by now...im hurt by all of this...and no one understands...i cant talk to ne one...that is why i write...cuz with writing...i can express myself...without any interruptions...and i can do it peacefully and quietly...i just wish that someone would understand me...why i am the way i am...and stop treating me like shit...i have nothing but respect for everyone...i just want the same amount of respect...but its to hard to ask for...i shouldnt even have to ask...im hurting and im dying inside...and i need help....i dont need ppl yelling at me all the time...i respond much better...when im being talked to...not being yelled at...cuz yelling at me..

Nothingness
The world spins, light hears, sound feels. There is something at the edge of my vision, something menacing and ominous..but it is faster than I. No matter how quickly I turn my head, it moves faster, always at the edge of my vision, threatening me. The music surrounds me, caressing my skin and massaging my bones. Time works differently here, I wish I could go back to when things were orderly and made sense. One second follows another, 60 in a row makes a minute, 60 minutes in an hour, 24 hours in a day. Orderly, sequential...but not here, not in the land of the distorted. I pop a pill at 7 PM, a friendly little blue pill that makes the carpet fuzzy and the walls crawl like myriad ants. I smoke a joint at 6 PM, after the pill, to chill out and relax a little bit. I drink a beer at 9 PM to start my night, take the edge off the day, time works backwards. One minute does not follow the previous, it follows the next or perhaps the one after. People are strange, conversation is difficu

Social Concepts
Forgive this blog. I am writing it after medication. However I just thought a thought I wanted to jot down before I forgot, I'll probably use it later. You can ignore this post if you want. I think the mumms have grown worse than ever. I just saw a mumm that was a fucking point-whoring, attention-grubbing site-wide fucking bulletin passing through the mumms because it was fucking happy hour. If I wanted to see that shit I would sort through my fucking bulletins. But y'know what? Nothing is going to stop these point-whoring attention-grubbing cuntdrips. There is no retribution for the affrontedness of it all. Sure, what are you gonna do...? The whore shall never return to the mumm, so the community bashing that normally makes idiots cry is negated. Worst case scenario it's marked and they lose privileges they care nothing about...they still get their pointless announcement out to the people that are trying to AVOID that crap by congregating in the mumms....PLUS POINTS!!! Oh, wait..

F*ck T He Haters
i am SIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIICK to death of all the phoney ass fake ass stupid ass motherfucking idiots who think its just dandy to try and talk to me and rate a few pics then return to my page to downrate me when they figure out i'm not a barbie doll....especially now that i have a blast running that says "watch out for the big girls" i have a big motherfuckin ass and a big motherfuckin set of tits BOTH of which you jackasses drooled over. you wanna give me 2's because i insinuate that there's no washboard stomach connecting the two of them you can go fuck yourselves six ways from sunday. not gonna call your sorry asses out because you dont deserve the points that my true admirers and friends would bestow with their showers of 1s and 2s. just know that you are pathetic wastes of oxygen. and as an FYI....there are PLENTY of people out there who not only think i'm hot and KNOW i'm big, but they step so far across the line as to think i'm actually beautiful because of it.

New Here
Wow, I just figured out how to do a BLOG!!! So how do I mumm? It says I can't. My gf was helping me with this but she had to leave for work... :( And how do I get a blast (whatever that is) and a VIP (which does what?)????

Why?
i need to just get this off my chest cause i just can't come out and say it... today is my daughter's 2nd bday. i have never seen her nor have i ever held her... i am missing a piece of my heart and soul because she is my blood and i have never and i mean ever let my kids go... she's 2 today and i'm just lil depressed that she's not with me.. my other kids don't really know except for my oldest son that they have a younger sister... it's hard... ty for listening or better yet reading.. this isn't a blog to make me feel better but to relieve some stress that is on my chest...... YESTERDAY, MY TWO BOY'S AND MYSELF WENT TO DINNER WITH MY DAD. LIKE ANY OTHER DAY IT WAS OK TILL.....WE PULLED UP AT MY PLACE AND THAT'S WHEN IT HAPPENED... HE GRABBED HIS HEAD AND SAID....NO..NO..NO..NO.. NOT AGAIN..... I SAID... DAD WHAT'S WRONG... WHAT DO YOU MEAN NOT AGAIN.... HE COULDN'T RESPOND.. LIKE SOMETHING HAD KEPT HIM FROM TALKING.... DAD... WHAT'S WRONG.. TALK TO ME DAD... MY BOY'S WERE FREAKIN O

My Funnies
So, what's the difference between being single and not? Basically it's no anchor...nothing to hold you back. The ability to do WHAT or WHO you want WHEN and WHERE....it's great. And then the night comes.... The cold, cold, bitter, harsh night. When you crawl into your cold sheets, lie there shivering for hours trying to get to sleep....the sheets are cold and lifeless, pebbling up your skin as a sadistic gust of wind happens to go up just the right area. Reaching desperately over to the empty void next to you, reminding you of the empty void in your life....Yes, being single at night sucks....dampening your sheets with the tears of love lost rather than the sweat of love making. Ah, I miss those days. I miss rolling over and hugging my loved one...rolling her over to lay in the wet spot so I wouldn't have to.... Man, I wish I hadn't have popped my blow-up sex doll, I miss her December 14, 1972 Dearest John, I went to the door today and the postman delivered a partridge

Idiots
xxolmecaxx@ fubar Another perve with unsolicited shoutbox idiocy to a friend. As with all shoutbox convos: bottom to top. *blocked* ->xxolmecaxx: I see you checking me out...I know you want me · xxolmecaxx just checked you out! ->xxolmecaxx: don't be such a pussy. You too busy hitting up women you don't know with pervy comments to respond to someone who obviously wants to do things with you? xxolmecaxx: sorry ->xxolmecaxx: cum back hottie...I wanna see you shove a road cone up your ass ->xxolmecaxx: nono...come on baby, I wanna see you jizz in your face..cum in your eye for me hot stuff xxolmecaxx: heyy Im busy ok ->xxolmecaxx: oh...but you like to be watched? xxolmecaxx: no Im not gay and I dont interest on gays ->xxolmecaxx: thats hot...you gay? xxolmecaxx: I will xxolmecaxx: yes ->xxolmecaxx: will you eat your own cum for me? ->xxolmecaxx: no...I just like to watch guys masturbate and imagine it's me as I give them a reacharound as my shit-covered balls bounce

I Feel Terrible!!!
Out of advice from a friend on here who is a woman, I decided to make another profile. But, as a woman. Wow, within 30 minutes I became a level 6, have over 50 friends, with requests piling up, 100's of nasty suggestive comments on the pics and wow. I never realized what some of you go through on a daily basis on this FUBAR. Is it worth it? Doesn't seem that way to me.. Talk amongst yourselves.

My Bads
I'm sorry: That I thought we were friends That I thought you cared That I thought you payed attention to what I said That I thought I mattered to you That I thought pettiness could not come between us That I thought you knew I meant what I said That I thought I was more than meaningless conversation That I thought anything I'm sorry for making an assumption I'm sorry for fucking it all up I'm sorry that you said something that I misunderstood I'm sorry you don't care Forgive me for caring Forgive me for wanting to know you Forgive me for wanting to be real friends instead of just text from an "online friend" you care nothing for Forgive me for trying to be a person instead of a message Ok...so the other night I hooked up with an old friend from years ago. I haven't seen her in about 2 years, or even talked to her in months. But, she comes into town, and through freak coincidence we manage to hang out. Now....I'm not one to dwell on the past, not in the least; ho

{cc}
Well...someone started up the Man Haters Club yesterday, which was quickly followed by the Men Who Love the Man Haters Club...and since I like to steal ideas and not join in other people's clubs, I made my own club. {CC} Club... where our motto is: BOOOOBS!!!! How to join? Simple: ask me nicely, and show me your boobs. No boobs of your own? No problem. Just post your girlfriend/wife's boobs....You don't have to do it here, you can do it in a private message. Then, in 6-8 weeks, you will receive your ID badge and...nothing. Well, besides the respect and admiration of boob lovers everywhere for your willingness to blatantly support boobs wherever they may droop.

My Pledge Of Friendship
1. When you are sad -- I will help you get drunk and plot revenge against the sorry bastard who made you that way. 2. When you are blue -- I will try to dislodge whatever is choking you. 3. When you smile -- I will know you finally got laid. 4. When you are scared -- I will rag on you about it every chance I get. 5. When you are worried -- I will tell you horrible stories about how much worse it could be until you quit whining. 6. When you are confused -- I will use little words. 7. When you are sick -- Stay the hell away from me until you are well again. I don't want to catch whatever you have. 8. When you fall -- I will point and laugh at your clumsy ass. This is my oath..... I pledge it to the end. "Why?" you may ask, "Because you are my friend"... and friendship is like peeing your pants: everyone can see it, but only you can feel the true warmth

Randomness
The perfect man is gentle Never cruel or mean He has a beautiful smile And keeps his face so clean. The perfect man likes children And will raise them by your side He will be a good father As well as a good husband to his bride. The perfect man loves cooking Cleaning and vacuuming too He'll do anything in his power To convey his love to you The perfect man is sweet Writing poetry from your name He's a best friend to your mother And kisses away your pain. He never has made you cry Or hurt you in any way Oh, screw this stupid poem The perfect man is gay. -Unknown [1] Lose a lover, or love a loser? Love a loser [2] Smoke pot, or drink beer? Drink beer [3] Run two miles straight, or walk eight miles? Run 2 [4] Go to the beach, or have a milkshake? BEACH! [5] Laugh when nobody else is, or not laugh when everyone else is? Laugh ALWAYS [6] Drink ten cans of soda at once, or never drink soda again? Never drink soda again [7] Have your p

No More Metaphors
Eyes to eyes locked now with no metaphors to shield us from the truth of this carnality - just you just me no wool or cotton not air between the feelings drawing us into certain bliss. This kiss given context in her steady look and mine - we were naked before we disrobed. Truth and love and lust are like that - words drawn so completely unequivocally they cannot be shielded by fancy constructions - for these we know feel find no more metaphors. © All rights reserved

I Really Need Help Now!!! Please!!!!
I didn't realize it started, but I need help in a VIP contest!! Pretty Pretty Please..otherwise I will lose it..:( Anything you can do ..:) Click the pic and comment the heck out of me..:)

My Way Of Dealing With Bullshit
Date: Mon, 17 Sep 2007 21:12:04 -0700 From: Size: 6 KB To: getlostinmyeyes69@fubar.com Reply-To: -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- The full moon shines down. Striking the grass and exposing everything in moonlight as you look into his eyes."Amanda." He breathes your name, you breathe in the scent of him. The familiar aroma, the comforting presence. He wraps his arms around you, pulling you closer, pressing his lips to yours as he squeezes you tightly. His lips leave yours, brushing across your cheek as he whispers in your ear "I love you." He lays you down in the grass, on the opposing team sideline. The stadium is empty, the bleachers bathed in moonlight. He kisses your neck, lips sliding over your neck as he kisses lower. His hands slide off your shirt, lifting your back so he can unclasp your bra before pulling it over your head. He kisses his way down your chest, over your stomach, trailing his way down to yo

My Music Video Blogs
Irreplaceable To the left To the left To the left To the left Mmmm to the left Everything you own in the box to the left In the closet, thats my stuff Yes, if I bought it, then please don’t touch (don’t touch) And keep talking that mess, thats fine Could you walk and talk, at the same time? And its my name thats on that jag So go move your bags, let me call you a cab Standing in the front yard, telling me How I’m such a fool, talking ’bout How I’ll never ever find a man like you You got me twisted You must not know ’bout me You must not know ’bout me I could have another you in a minute Matter fact, he’ll be here in a minute (baby) You must not know ’bout me You must not know ’bout me I can have another you by tomorrow So don’t you ever for a second get to thinkin’ You’re irreplaceable So go ahead and get gone Call up that chick, and see if shes home Oops I bet you thought, that I didn’t know What did you think I was putting you out for

Across An Ocean
She sleeps, now, across an ocean, her eyes closed, and dreams of my hands over her on her in her - mouth tongue lips hungry for her skin. She aches for days and nights, naked in bright light, dancing next to each other - dreams of me pounding like waves into the warm wet inside back sideways again and more until colors become sounds and eyes clench pores open screaming holy hell yes yes yes and the wet bed spins beneath us - above us the ceiling becomes stars and her yellow hair sticks to her cheek as we draw two breaths as one and collapse to sleep and rise again to dance again to fuck fuck fuck again because it is what we want must have will do now later forever in a moment covered in the glow of sun moon stars a continuum flashing like wet dreams inside wet sheets a furnace burning flames licking us and making us immortal... © All rights reserved

Joke's
There was this drunk who said to the bartender, "I want a woman!" so the bartender gave him directions to a place. The drunk was so messed up that he couldn't remember where the bartender told him to go. So he accidently walks into a Foot Doctor's office. The lady at the counter asks, "Can I help you?" he Drunk says, "Yes, I want some service." So the lady replies, "Go in the other room and put it on the table." So the drunk goes and puts his dick on the table. The lady comes in and says, "That's not a foot!" The drunk replies, "Give it time, lady, Give it time."

Why Marry
I recently read that love is entirely a matter of chemistry. That must be why my wife treats me like toxic waste. David Bissonette When a man steals your wife, there is no better revenge than to let him keep her. Sacha Guitry After marriage, husband and wife become two sides of a coin; they just can't face each other, but still they stay together. Hemant Joshi By all means marry. If you get a good wife, you'll be happy. If you get a bad one, you'll become a philosopher.Socrates Woman inspires us to great things, and prevents us from achieving them. Dumas The great question... which I have not been able to answer... is, "What does a woman want? Sigmund Freud I had some words with my wife, and she had some paragraphs with me. Anonymous "Some people ask the secret of our long marriage. We take time to go to a restaurant two times a week. A little candlelight, dinner, soft music and dancing. She goes Tuesdays, I go Fridays." Henny Youngman "I

Tony Braxton
You're Makin Me High~ by Toni Braxton I'll always think of you Inside of my private thoughts I can imagine you Touching my private parts With just the thought of you I can't help but touch myself That's why I want you so bad Just one night of moonlight With you there beside me all night Doin' it again and again You know I want you so bad Baby, baby, baby Ooooh, I get so high When I'm around you baby I can touch the sky You make my temperature rise You're making me high Baby, baby, baby, baby Can't get my mind off you I think I might be obsessed The very thought of you Makes me want to get undressed I want to be with you In spite of what my heart says I guess I want you too bad All I want is moonlight With you there beside me All night, doin' it again and again You know I want you so bad Baby, baby, baby Ooooh, I get so high When I'm around you baby I can touch the sky You make my temperature rise Oh boy You're making me high Baby, baby

Pure Water
It took me over - the touch longed for feared felt deep inside me made me quiver quake control lost looking into those eyes blushing with the wet knowledge of you - dance like this tonight to the music made by lovers entangled in guiltless lovemaking. If I fill you now with me and make you rise to me then melt inside tonight tomorrow forever in a rush of us together we can know the moist static charge discharged like lightning (small sparks, magnetic) God, I want you here now around me tight and warm and trusting me to kiss you in places private - measuring and meting out love like drops of pure water falling from the sky. © All rights reserved

The Shape Of The Moment
She touched him first inside, where his dreams had texture, then, reaching to him, traced the back of her hand along his cheek - this moment had shape, like a balloon filling, like cloudcotton in a clear sky. He moved toward her lips, her breath, her hair, felt the softness of an embrace - and kissed, lightly, then deeper - wrapped arms around, hands now beneath her blouse, warm skin along the definition of her back - she looked plaintively, lifted arms, he lifted her blouse up and over, saw a slight glow where her breasts curved away from her chest - his lip then tasting her, tasting, kissing, calling then for more. She pushed his head down down down, he kissed the downy hairs around her navel, then lower as her skirt her panties fell away... As they danced and dropped onto the rug. He noticed something (she felt it, too) - his heart, their hearts were dancing, too, were touching feeling sharing not just the skin the sweat the heat

Why Does No One Care?
K so i posted this mumm and no one seemed to give a damn, and that just pissed me off even more cuz only since it didnt happen to any of them they didnt seem to care to do anything about it..... Does anybody else have a problem with this site being able to right click and save any picture that is posted. anybody can take any picture and post it anywhere they want it. I know i have had issues with people saving my pictures and then posting them as their own and ive seen other websites with some girls naughty pictures on them and they have no idea about it. So do you all think its their own fault for posting pictures up and not making them private or do you think we can make a stand and tell baby jesus he needs to get the program so that doesnt happen anymore? I know its long, sorry... I dont understand why the fuck anybody needs to save someones pictures when they can just go to their page and drool all over it there...and ok save it whatever, but what gives anybody the r

Soaked
A sudden deluge from the swollen sky and we were running for cover. I stopped, your hand in mine, and you tried to drag me to a storefront awning, but I pulled you back. Soaked now in summer shower warm wet smiling close then I tasted drops from your red lips turned to watch the lightning flash held you fast against the thunder. I saw roses rise into your cheeks kissed you there and slowly turned to guide you to shelter. You stomped a soggy shoe into a puddle spraying me laughed and looked at me with child's eyes mischief. Later, after drying off and watching the dark storm through our hotel window, we made love to the sound of bacon frying on the street below and on the rooftop - lit by flashes of electricity and warmed by the memory of playing in the rain. © All rights reserved