Fubar Blogs 3

What I Did Friday And Saturday Nights
Friday night i went home and chilled at there and drank with my roomies. Saturday night i went to my friend Leandri's going away party. She was here in the states for a year as a Nanny and is leaving to go back to her country which is South Africa. It was a lot of fun to hang out with a group of locals from my Fav. radio station again... I havent done that in like 2 months. Well thats it.... Pretty boring huh? Oh I will be making a folder for some pics from Sat. Night!!

Sadness Yet Happyness
At first I was alone with nothing to do and no one to talk to. I spent most of my day in my room staring off to the beautiful blue moon. One night I heard a wolf howl. I looked around to see if I could find out where it had come from. With no luck, I turned my attention back to the moon. I did not hear the howl again for the next couple of days. But then one night as I started to doze off to sleep, I heard it again. It was a lot louder this time. It was very eerie but something told me that I needed to follow the sound to find directions for my happiness. So I got up and slipped on my robe and slippers and headed outside. I had been walking in the direction of the sound for what seemed like hours, when I came upon a lake. I was becoming overwhelmed with drowsiness and I thought that this would be a good place to lay down and take a nap before continuing on. The next thing that I knew, it was morning. I sat up and rubbed my eyes and looked up into the awesome wonder of the sky above. Wh

Poetry
I wanna kiss u everywhere between ya knees and waist, then feel the pressure of ya legs closing while ya mind escapes, do those tricks wit my tongue that have u talking to GOD, then when you start to lose control I know I'm doing my job, holla for me little lady so I know I'm putting it down, and every noise that you make is a beautiful sound, rub ya hands all over my head cause you can't control the feeling, have you feeling so light you swear you bout to touch da ceiling, if ya toes don't curl then I ain't rocking ya world, and if ya eyes don't roll then you ain't taken da toll, and if I eva leave ya room without a scratch on my back, but there's no need to even worry cause I got it like that. As I sat there in still, thoughts flow through my mind, about all things to come, and things in passing of time, the signs are coming clearer, but not yet all in focus, left with a blank feeling, yet a sense of understanding, water fills my eyes, though no tear has fell, I sit and I watch

Haterz Can't Stand Them!!
I am a nice person and try to give the best of myself all the time. Only to be shit on by people! Why the fuck can't people just be straight up with me. I come correct with everyone. All I want is the same respect that I give ~ I work hard, take care of my daughter and my mother. I've been alone for 3 yrs. since my daughters father died. I've been hurt enough to last a life time and I give up. I really do give up .... I'm tired, hurt, angry ..... So from here on out FUCK IT!!! I'm done all walls are up now! Nobody get's in anymore ......... FAKE ASS FRIENDS - PLEASE EXIT NOW AND WALK THE OTHER WAY BEFORE I KICK YOUR ASS OUT THE DOOR! I was once told that I put to much faith in people and that faith would get me hurt. I'm a woman the believe that you don't jump from bed to bed. You say "I Love You" ONLY when you mean it and you always express you true feelings .... good, bad, or indifferent. Honesty only hurts because it strikes a nerve and you know it's true. So why

Teenage Love
Teenage Love by LADii3 T Hinojosa Roses are red Lemons are sour Open ur legs and give me an hour Kissing Is A Habit Fucking Is A Game Guys Get All The Pleasure Girls Get All The Pain The Guy Says He loves You and You Believe Its True but When Your Tummy Starts To Swell He Says To Hell With You 10 Minutes Of Pleasure 9 Months Of Pain 3 Days In The Hospital A Baby Without A Name The Baby Is A Bastard The Mother Is A Whore This Woulda Never Happend If The Rubber Hadn't Tore! ! Sex is like math You subtract the clothes add the bed divide the legs and Pray to god You dont multiply Roses are red Grass is green Open your legs and I'll fill you with cream Sex is good Sex is fine Doggy Style 69 So Just For Fun Or gettin paid everyone likes gettin laid Sex is evil Sex is a sin Sins are forgiven so stick it in Roses are nice Violets are fine I'll be the 6 if You'll be the 9

Riddles(if U Know The Answer The First To Leave A Comment With The Right Answer Gets A Gift)
Pronounced as one letter, And written with three, Two letters there are, And two only in me. I'm double, I'm single, I'm black, blue, and gray, I'm read from both ends, And the same either way. What am I?

Love Poem
You changed my world with a blink of an eye. That is something that I can not deny. You put my soul from worst to best that is why I treasure you my darest. You just don't know what you have done to me. You even pushed me to the best that i can be. You really are an angel sent from above to take care of me and shower with love. When I'm with you I will not cry even a tear, And your touch have chased away all my fears. You have given me a life that i could live worth while It is even better everytime you smile. ITs magical those things you've made. To bring back my faith that almost fade. Now my life is a dream come true. it all began when I was loved by you. Now I found what Im looking for, Its you and your love and nothing more. Cause you have given me this feelings of contentment. In my life something I've never felt i wish I could talk til the end of day, But now Im running out of things to say. So I'll end by the line you already Know, " I LOVE YOU" more than

Tards
I WASNT AWARE THAT THIS WAS A KIDDIE SITE...OH WAIT .... ITS NOT!!!!!!!!!!! THIS IS AN ADULT SITE U MFERS....U WASTES OF SPERM THAT GO AROUND MARKING PPL'S PICS NSFW...GET A MFING LIFEEEEEEEEE! ARE U FKN SRS?...ARE U THAT BORED? DID UR MOTHER DRESS U FUNNY WHEN U WERE LITTLE? DONT LOOK AT MY MFING PROFILE IF IT OFFENDS U...IM NOT PUSSYFOOTING AROUND SO THAT UR LIL VIRGIN EYES DONT GET OFFENDED...GO FK URSELF IM WHO I AM AND FK U IF U DONT LIKE IT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I'm Sorry
I'm sorry..I'm sorry..if I'm not skinny enough for you to see my ribs.I'm sorry..if I'm not pretty enough to be "your girl".I'm sorry..that i dont want to have sex every minute of every day.I'm sorry..if I'm not a playboy model so I don't act like a porn star for you.I'm sorry..If i don't have a dream body that turns you on.I'm sorry..if i won't drop down to my knees to get you to like meI'm sorry..if my hair is not long enough.I'm sorry..if I'm not the "hottest" girl you have ever seen.I'm sorry..That i try my best to make you like me, then get hurt.But most of all...I'm sorry that most guys can't accept a girl for who they really are.

My Mom
Two years ago i found out that my mom had pelvic cancer. They gave her 2 options. 1) They can remove it and she will be paralized from the waist down or 2) she can live it out as long as she can. Knowing my mom he had decided she was going to live it out. Now i love my mother to death and knowing that my mom could die at any given moment from it kills me. I hate knowing the fact that she has it. I love my mother to death if anything would happen to her i would die. I don't know if i could live with out her that is how much she means to me. My mom was there for me when i didn't have anyone else. My mom was there for me when i had questions about my pregnancy. My mom wanted to keep my daughter so that way she could be in the family. My mom has always been there for me and always will. But if she died tomorrow, a week from now, or even a yr from now i would say that she is my hero. My mom has been through alot in her life. She survied her abusive husband. She survied when no other woman w

Female Breasts
Female Breasts By Pauline Saunders Anticipating for female breasts lonesome drives me crazy In search for love every female passing by constantly thinking is it the one for me I always tell myself let those female breasts fall into my arms female breasts are a wonderful human pleasure in life no one can live without female breasts

Sex In The Dark
There was this couple that had been married for 20 years. Every time they made love the husband always insisted on shutting off the light. Well, after 20 years the wife felt this was ridiculous. She figured she would break him out of this crazy habit. So one night, while they were in the middle of a wild, screaming, romantic session, she turned on the lights. She looked down. and saw her husband was holding a battery-operated leisure device... a vibrator! Soft, wonderful and larger than a real one. She went completely ballistic. "You impotent bastard," She screamed at him, "how could you be lying to me all of these years? You better explain yourself!" The husband looks her straight in the eyes and says calmly: "I'll explain the toy . . . you explain the kids."

Drama...
You are the one who just said that it's only fubar and will not take things seriously...when I am new here I posted a mumm and I told you that I'm just making fun out of it so that I will know who are the people that have sense or not...you told me so many things that you made me believe about your love and all but now it's all fake...and because of your figure of speech that sometimes annoys me because you can't understand it in simple terms...I still don't judge you for that because I am learning to love you in spite of our indifferences...even if I am mean, and yes I am at times but I am observing you, threatening me or saying things that hurts my ego still I understand because I know It was my action then why you have uttered those words on me, but your love is not true as what you said it is...loving unconditionally has no “IF's”, no “BUT's”, no “THREATS”, no “using other persons name”, no “because you did that I’ll do it also”…, its simply love without expecting something in retu

What Do I Want
I want to be a mystery, yet be known I want to be together, yet alone Is it too much to ask, To be famous yet unknown? To be a wanderer, yet have a home? My insecurity makes me sick, Yet my confidence makes me thick Can I be harmless, yet grip the stick, Be completely smooth yet have a nick? Can I live in a lie, yet be true Can I be unique, yet so like you? Have no control, yet know what to do? Can I be ugly, yet beautiful too? Answer me, I need your help, Can you help me or someone else? I need your help, can't you see, Are you even listening to me? That is not which is. The only Word is Silence. The only Meaning of that Word is not. Thoughts are false. Fatherhood is unity disguised as duality. Peace implies war. Harmony implies war. Victory implies war. Glory implies war. Foundation implies war. Alas! for the Kingdom wherein all these are at war. Today is not a holiday It isn't even your birthday But I still thought I'd like to send

About Me
If you want to know the real me take time to read this!! hon·es·ty ~> moral uprightness: the quality, condition, or characteristic of being fair, truthful, and morally upright Now why is this so hard? I don't get it.... I really don't. I don't know any other way to be. Ok fine it gets me in shit sometimes but its worth it in the end. Some of my best friendships have come because people cant believe how honest I am. Baby, when I say I call it like I see it ... its no joke. We all know no matter what I will be honest with anyone in this world. I have no reason not to be. I just don't understand why people have to be such liars all the time. If there is one thing that pisses me off its a liar. Ask anyone who knows me this is a proven fact....I hate lairs. I will purposely make them look like an ass. Most of the time its straight up lies to ... you know their lying and they continue to do so. See that's were I come in and burst their little bubble....LMAO. I don't give a shit how li

Crash Site
A police officer came upon a terrible car crash where two people had been killed. As he looked at the wreckage a little monkey came out of the brush and hopped around the crashed car. The officer looked down at the monkey and said, "I wish you could talk." The monkey looked up at the officer and nodded his head. "You can understand what I'm saying?"asked the officer. Again, the monkey nodded. "Well, did you see what happened?" The monkey nodded. He pretended to have a can in his hand and turned it up to his mouth. "They were drinking?" asked the officer. The monkey nodded. The monkey then pinched his fingers together and held them to his mouth, sucking deeply. "They were smoking marijuana too?" asked the officer. The monkey nodded. He made a sexual sign with his fingers "So they were playing around as well!?" asked the astounded officer. Again, the monkey nodded. "Now wait, you're saying your owner

That's Fuked Up!!!!!
Okay...so Fubar messes up and opens up EVERYONE'S private pics.....Fubar makes the mistake but you all must have some sort of decency and morals to know that when an album is named "LOCKED UP" or "ALL MINE" that the person doesn't want anyone looking in them....they're personal pics and for those of you that took advantage of Fubar's mistake on my page...therefore direspecting my wishes and me....you can count on being deleted.

So Alone...so Helpless...so Much Despair And Pain
I have never had the opportunity to meet someone who I could hold dear to me. Surrounded by the emotional prison in which is my room, and being home schooled my entire life I never had the chance to meet anyone. My options are limited currently and so I am here on the net hoping to find the one. The girls I have been involved with were heartless and are the only type I unfortunately seem to meet. I have never had a real relationship where I was loved in return. Only deception and heartache I have received. I am different from most guys. I cherish every second that I am with someone, and I always enjoy chatting. I would do anything for her because I care and I want to make her happy. Any girl could tell in given time that I am a rare sight. My only concern is for the girl in my sight and by that statement my life means nothing in comparison. I am very easy and no particular mentionings of what I look for right now. Just contact me if interested and we can take it from there. Someone I

A Heart Lost In Darkness **tribute To Grace Lopez** Never Forgotten And Always Missed R.i.p. **
DISCLAIMOR: THIS IS NOT A LOVEY DOVEY STORY THIS PROSE IS BASED ON REALITY THAT HAPPENED TO ME AT 15 YEARS OLD. HER REAL NAME IS GRACE LOPEZ AND HER NAME HAS BEEN BURNED DEEP WITHIN MY HEART AND SOUL. IF YOU HAVE NOT LOOKED DEEP WITHIN YOURSELF AND WALK THRU YOUR OWN DEMONS YOU MAY NOT WISH TO ENTER HERE. FOR BEYOND THESE DOORS ARE MY DEMONS THAT I LIVE AND FIGHT WITH EVERYDAY OF MY LIFE. IF YOU ARE PRONE TO DEPRESSION OR CANNOT FACE THE DARKNESS WITHIN YOURSELF THEN WALK AWAY NOW! IN THE LIGHT MANY THINGS ARE REVEAL AROUND US BUT WITHIN THE DARKNESS THE THINGS WITHIN US ARE REVEALED. REQUEST: IF YOU DO NOT CHOOSE TO READ IT PLEASE DO NOT BOTHER RATING IT. COMMENTS ARE ALWAYS WELCOME. TO THOSE WHO HAVE THE COURAGE TO WALK INTO THE MY DARKNESS AND SHARE THIS LITTLE BUT VERY IMPORTANT PIECE OF MYSELF. I AM ETERNALLY GRATEFUL TO YOU AND YOU HAVE MY BLESSINGS. IN LOVING MEMORY OF MY FIRST CRUSH & LOVE SHE TAUGHT THAT YOU CAN LOVE SOMEONE AND NOT ABUSE THAT LOVE EVEN THO YOU CANNO

Kitza, Kitza
Kitza, Kitza A college professor's going to bed with his wife. He's not that tired, so he's gonna stay awake and read while she goes to sleep. So he's reading, and every once in a while he reaches over and tickles her on the fun spot... "Kitza kitza..." She says, "Will you stop that! Will you stop reaching over here and teasing me like that?" He says, "I'm not teasing you. I'm wetting my fingers so I can turn the page."

Kids
so our oldest son will start preschool on thurday of this week. yeah he started late but we are finally settled into the town here so he had to be a little late. Its so crazy that he is starting school he grew up way too fast. Im excited for him because he has been wanting to go to school forever. I hope he likes it!!

Perfection...
As much as we want everything in our lives to be perfect. Perfection does not exist. If you asked me to define perfection I would tell you in my eyes perfection is trying your best and taking each day one day at time. If you’re not satisfied, then I would tell you there is no point in getting upset because perfection does not exist. I would tell you to try harder next time and keep trying till you are satisfied with your accomplishments. But don’t stress yourself by trying too hard because remember perfection does not exist. You know you have reached human perfection when your heart tells you so. You’ll feel a sense of pride travel throughout your soul. Don’t live life and waste precious moments worrying or being angry of what you have not become or accomplished. Take those moments and used them to celebrate with your love ones. Celebrate all the things you have become and embellish in your accomplishments. If you don’t understand, then picture a pile of leaves that we

Education
Life is a beautiful thing,.... Now you're prob. wondering what makes it so great,. It's the things we often say we hate,. and the things we just for some reason can't understand,. I used to not understand alot about life,. and I was depressed and angry. But.. I woke up, all on my own without anyone's help. Instead of being Doped up on drugs and having someone tell me whats right and wrong,. for 300 bucks and hour,. I did it myself,. I might say it alot,. But its true,. Life is about Learning, Living, laughin, The pain, The hurt, The tears, The hate, and Anger,. and seeing the beauty in all of it,. When you prick your finger on a torn of a rose, you don't Dig up the bush and throw it away,. why.. because its beautiful, BUT you learn not to grab it like you did,. Life is the same way,. I don't have a PHD, MD, BBLLD whatever.. But I have learned you can't hide your emotions Life is about Feeling , MAD, ANGRY, UPSET, HAPPY, ESTATIC, Depressed, Lonely, HURT, Beaten,

Fubarin Around
woke up around 6am and my chest was hurtin some i had thought and still think from coughing and stuff almost chokin on phlegm last night round 3 am (actually this morning), i took my meds last night on time and everything and today as well. pain has subsided but in case it decides to come back i will have to call 911 and have the parameds check me out on ekg. zNow i hate when i cough and nearly choke at night and try to get my rest and i hurt afterwards..thats what i hate..plus it kills my action time (my fun) like goin out and bein active. i dont wanna sit and grow mold under my arse till ireach 90..but it seems i get pushed in that direction, well sorry i cant do it i promisede all iwould be as active as i can get. am 55 years YOUNG! so there! lol Ted hey ya all chedk out my new skin and let me know what ya think and be honest lol, if u have ideas too let me know too i would DEEEEPLY appreciate it, and if i can make them cool u could make agood one for me! love,peace,

Sad Poems
I couldnt take this and talk about it there cause it was too painful for me. but i have it here. and i finally found it. You're gone a month today, And it hurts to hear your name, It's only been a little while, And nothing is the same. My whole world has changed, In certain places you're not there, The anguish I hold, Makes it so un fair. And I can't search for you, You're nowhere to be found, Your soul is too far away, Your body buried in the ground. And this artificial happiness, Is so hard to shine through, I wish so much, I could say goodbye to you. I never got to tell you, Just how nice you were, I look at your resting chair, But you're not there. And it kills so much, I'm screaming inside, It's just not right, Not ok that you died. And I knew you for years, Didn't know you were un well, It hurts to be the one, That was there when you fell. But I was there for you, And I wonder if you know, Because you passed so suddenly, You weren't

Hello
So I have had this account for some time now and have not really done anything with it. Added some music today. Will try to do more later. I was hoping to put a shout out to some of you I don't really know. It has been nice chatting with some of you, however briefly. There are some serious nice people on here. Some serious pervs too. Not that this is always a bad thing. They can be entertaining. Anyway, hello to everyone! Hope life is treating you well, and if not, let me know. I will send you some kisses! Rebecca

New Experience
We have been together several times. You've learned what I like, what I've tried and what I would like to try but haven't been able to do yet. So you have been busy making plans. You won't give me any details. Just tell me to pick out something sexy to wear for you. I decide to wear my red dress with a corset underneath. I've gone with my new black corset, it laces in the back, has a red accent bra that is attached to the front. You've seen my pink & black one of this style but not this one. I have on black lace top thigh highs along with black lace panties. It's the most alluring thing I could think of to wear for you. As I finish getting ready, I hear my phone ring, it's you. You ask "Are you ready baby?" I repond and you let me know you are on your way. I grab my purse and slip on a pair of heels. After thinking about it, I grab my stelletos with the 5" heel to put on when we arrive at whatever destination you have planned for us. There is a knock at the door, I know

"good Advice"
We all need to read this one over and over until it becomes part of who we are! HOW TO STAY YOUNG 1. Try everything twice. On Madams tombstone (of Whelan's and Madam) she said she wanted this epitaph: Tried everything twice..loved it both times! 2. Keep only cheerful friends. The grouches pull you down. (keep this in mind if you are one of those grouches;) 3. Keep learning : Learn more about the computer, crafts, gardening, whatever. Never let the brain get idle. "An idle mind is the devil's workshop." And the devil's name is Alzheimer's! 4. Enjoy the simple things. 5. Laugh often, long and loud. Laugh until you gasp for breath. And if you have a friend who makes you laugh, spend lots and lots of time with HIM/HER. 6. The tears happen: Endure, grieve, and move on. The only person who is with us our entire life, is ourselves. LIVE while you are alive. 7. Surround yourself with what you love: Whether it's family, pets, keepsakes, music, plants

Can't Get You Off My Mind
My love I have to give to a man runs so deep within. I want to find the one who is deserving of the devotion I have to give. I want to love him like he has never known love before. I want to show him that there is nothing but pure devotion and love and desire for only him. Never would I stray on him. He would never doubt me, for he would see the love I have everytime he looked into my eyes. I wonder if I will ever find that perfect one. That one who loves to the deepest depth that I love. Is there anyone that can understand that kind of a love? I met one, the way he speaks, the words he uses when he puts his thoughts down, He seems to know that deepest depth of love one can have for another. He seems to love the way I desire. He seems too good to be true. I want to know him more. Im telling him thru this blog, I want to know you more, I want to see what you have to offer and show you how real I am and how I can love. I want love, true love, I want someone who wa

Heavenly Father
"Heavenly Father, We come before you today to ask your forgiveness and to seek your direction and guidance. We know your word says,"Woe to those who call evil good" but that is exactly what we have done. We have lost our spiritual equilibrium and reversed our values. We have exploited the poor and called it the lottery. We have rewarded laziness and called it welfare. We have killed our unborn and called it choice. We have shot abortionists and called it justifiable. We have neglected to discipline our children and called it building self esteem. We have abused power and called it politics. We have coveted our neighbor's possessions and called it ambition. We have polluted the air with profanity and pornography and called it freedom of speech and expression. We have ridiculed the time honored values of our forefathers and called it enlightenment. Search us, Oh, God, and know our hearts today; Cleanse us from every sin and set us free. Amen!

Quizes
what is your super-powercreated with QuizFarm.comYou scored as You have super strength! Super strength is one of the best super power you can have. You can use it for good or EVIL!Just be careful what you chose to be.You have transforming powers!75% You have super strength!75% You have flying powers!50% You have invisibility powers!25% Which Metal/Metalcore Band Suits You?created with QuizFarm.comYou scored as Trivium You scored as Trivium. You love old school thrash metal and you are kinda gothic. You also look different from everyone else and you love it, good on ya!!!Trivium100% Killswitch Engage100% All That Remains80% Slipknot80%

Rants
Apparently people don't take into consideration that we are all different here. A Sword is a bit more than a knife. Learn the fucking difference. If a person posts a picture of a hand made japanese blade in a folder marked "Things I Like", have a little respect. I don't go around bitching at people posting pics of their guns just because I feel there is no honor in shooting someone. I carry a gun in the army because I have to. If I had the choice I wouldn't. But I can still show you my membership in the NRA because I believe in supporting the right to bear arms, and if guns come under attack, my swords won't be far behind. Additionally, if a person owns a genuine Japanese blade, it is for a reason. They do not come cheap. It is aomething very personal and special. Each of my blades have been blessed, and have tasted my blood in that blessing. Both my training and my religion take part in it. Pardon the fuck out of me if something I consider sacred is trivial to you.

Any Given Time
-ANY GIVEN TIME HE'D BE THERE -I DON'T REALLY HAVE TO SAY NO MORE -ANY GIVEN TIME HE'S RIGHT HERE -YOU'RE EMBEDED IN MY SOUL FOR SURE -ANY GIVEN TIME I SEE -THE BEAUITY THAT IS ALWAYS ME -ANY -GIVEN -TIME -I SWEAR BY THE LORD AND THE MOON -IN THE SKY -FIVE O'CLOCK IN THE MORNING -I BE CALLING YOU -I'M TOTALY LOST WITH OUT YOUR LIGHT -I WOULDN'T BE HERE WITHOUT YOU GOD -I FINDING MYSELF STRIVING HARD ALL THE TIME -NOT A SINGLE DAY GOES BY -MERCY WITHOUT BOASTING -GIFTS WITHOUT TERMS -GOODNESS WITHOUT ANGER -FOREGIVE WITHOUT REASON -ANY GIVEN TIME -I DO MY BEST TO STRIVE -IN YOUR NAME I RISE -THE APPLE OF MY EYE -EVEN WHEN I'M ALL ALONE -YOU'RE CLOSER THAN THE VIENS IN MY NECK -EVEN WHEN I'M ASLEEP -EVEN WHEN I'M IN IT TO DEEP -EVEN WHEN I'M ALL GONE -YOU'RE CLOSER THAN THE VIENS IN MY NECK -EVEN AS I'M WRITING THIS SONG -EVEN WHEN I'M ON A HIGH -EVEN WHEN I TRY TO TOUCH THE SKY -ANY GIVEN TIME HE'D BE THERE -I DON'T REALLY HAVE TO SAY NO MORE -A

Sexy Lil Sharky Needs Your Help
My request is simple .. please stop by my page and sign one of my guestbooks ... if you feel like leaving a comment, that is fine too, but I have noticed many have not signed my book. Thanks and have a wonderful evening. hugzzzzzzz, Sharky

My Car.
A couple months ago I installed headers through exhaust on my 2004 Mustang Mach1. Here's a short crappy video of what it sounds like. I bought a new video camera, I just haven't taken any good videos with it yet. http://youtube.com/watch?v=z1unzvxf6DI

Death
I am not what i seem You’re lying to yourself i dont fear you We all die Nothing justifies you I must be dreaming Bleeding for ignorant minds Sleep my love Tomorrow may never come Steal my mind Its been tried too many times before You will never be my demise I am too strong for you So say goodnight my sweet Your time here is done No one really knows who we are deep inside I cannot dream anymore fading into the background Goodnight.

Just A Little Fun
In the spirit of halloween, I thought it would be fun to post a blog about horror movie characters and have everyone who reads it post at least one of their favorite scary movie characters in the comment section..So, c'mon, this will be fun! Mine are: "Samara" ~The Ring "Kyoko" ~The grudge "Ju-on" ~The Grudge and, who could ever forget "Reagan" ~The Exorcist

I'm Going Through A Second Childhood
I am no different than anyone else. We all have our pains to take, or children to feed, our food to find and to make the pain cease, but sometimes it's just not ready to obey and i must submit to a life of pain beyond what I've desired but if someone else were to be in one second less pain because of me I'd take it for them happily. The past is gone The time is nowThe future is not here Nothing is quite clear This is fine For this moment in time Because I can be patient and serene. Life flows the way it chooses And the ebbs and lows all have one resounding rhythm Deep within I have no fear Because what can you do to me What I already have happen In my arrears Time takes it's patience And patience takes it/s time It's all good This one last time And I cried, and cried, and cried and asked people why they even bothered with me? What makes you love me?" I'd ask, to, "I just do". I love only you. Now that often seems like a dream come true but when you hav

Things Are Mother's Taught Us !! To Funny & To True
I OWE MY MOTHER 1. My mother taught me TO APPRECIATE A JOB WELL DONE. "If you're going to kill each other, do it outside. I just finished cleaning." 2. My mother taught me RELIGION. "You better pray that will come out of the carpet." 3. My mother taught me about TIME TRAVEL. "If you don't straighten up, I'm going to knock you into the middle of next week!" 4. My mother taught me LOGIC. " Because I said so, that's why." 5. My mother taught me MORE LOGIC. "If you fall out of that swing and break your neck, you're not going to the store with me." 6. My mother taught me FORESIGHT. "Make sure you wear clean underwear, in case you're in an accident." 7. My mother taught me IRONY. "Keep crying, and I'll give you something to cry about." 8. My mother taught me about the science of OSMOSIS. "Shut your mouth and eat your supper." 9. My mother taught me about CONTORTIONISM. "Will you look at that dirt on the back of your neck!?" 10. My mother taught me about

Cant Hate You Anymore...
An empty room can be so deafening, The silence makes you wanna scream, It drives you crazy. I chased away the shadows of your name, And burned the picture in a frame, But it couldn't save me. And how could we quit something we never even tried, Well you still can't tell me why. We built it up, To watch it fall. Like we meant nothing at all. I gave and gave the best of me, But couldn't give you what you need. You walked away, You stole my life, Just to find what your looking for. But no matter how I try, I can't hate you anymore. ...I can't hate you anymore. Your not the person who you used to be, The one I want who wanted me, And that's a shame but, There's only so many tears that you can cry. Before it drains the light right from your eyes, And I can't go on that way. I Can't Hate You Anymore lyrics found on And so I'm letting of everything we were, It doesn't mean it doesn't hurt. We built it up, To watch it fall. Like we meant nothing at all.

Thoughts Of The Day
I NEED 59,000 POINTS TO LEVEL UP! I SPEND HOURS HELPING ALL MY FRIENDS AND FAMILY BY RATING THEIR PICTURES, STASHES, MUMMS, SO PLEASE RETURN THE FAVOR AND COME RATE MY STUFF WHEN YOU GET A CHANCE. THANK YOU IN ADVANCE THE BOATMAN BoatMan ** K.O.P.E. ** Hell Hound**@ fubar You know I see all these graphics and bulletins about the "perfect guy" one who will do this and that and blah blah fucking blah.. so I think its time we post one about the "perfect woman" and just like all those perfect guy ones where the bar is set way too high and no one man will ever reach the perfection that is described in the bulletins and graphics mine will be very unattainable as well. I do note however that I'm not looking for ALL of these traits in females..just certain ones.. I'll leave you to guess what ones I'm talking about I want a girl who never asks me what her ass looks fat in, if you have a fat ass you know it. You don't need me to shatter your fragile self esteem by co

Auction
ICE Campaign - "In Case of Emergency" We all carry our mobile phones with names & numbers stored in it s memory but nobody, other than ourselves, knows which of these numbers belong to our closest family or friends. If we were to be involved in an accident or were taken ill, the people attending us would have our mobile phone but wouldn't know who to call. Yes, there are hundreds of numbers stored but which one is the contact person in case of an emergency? Hence this "ICE" (In Case of Emergency) Campaign. The concept of "ICE" is catching on q uickly. It is a method of contact during emergency situations. As cell phones are carried by the majority of the population, all you need to do is store the number of a contact person or persons who should be contacted during emergency under the name "ICE" ( In Case Of Emergency). The idea was thought up by a paramedic who found that when he went to the scenes of accidents, there were always mobile phone

Lest We Forget
IN FLANDERS FIELDS the poppies blow Between the crosses row on row, That mark our place; and in the sky The larks, still bravely singing, fly Scarce heard amid the guns below. We are the Dead. Short days ago We lived, felt dawn, saw sunset glow, Loved and were loved, and now we lie In Flanders fields. Take up our quarrel with the foe: To you from failing hands we throw The torch; be yours to hold it high. If ye break faith with us who die We shall not sleep, though poppies grow In Flanders fields.

Baby Grls Naughty Fantasies
baby grl is a new nurse working at an outpatient clinic. The doctor is "showing me how things work". While we are in his office doing paperwork, he catches me bending over the desk. I feel his hand slide up my thigh and under my skirt. As I protest, he insists I need to learn how things work. I feel his fingers guide my thong to the side as he begins caressing me softly. I can't help it and I start to swell and get hot. The gentleness of his fingers brings me to life and my body instantly betrays me by responding to his probing fingers. When he feels this he slides his fingers inside of me, increasing my heat and making me catch my breath. When he asks me how I feel I can only let out a moan. "Good, " he says, as he pushes down between my shoulder blades until my breasts are touching the desk. He unbuttons my blouse and while he is massaging me, he tells me he thinks I am ready. I turn to look at him poutting wondering what he means. He explains that he is going to fuck

When A Woman Has Had Enough!
Accumulated Abuse A man comes home from work early to surprise his wife with flowers and candy and finds that she's already got something planned? The computer is on and there is note written on it. He sits down in front of the computer and notices his handgun on one side of the computer and on the other side, an empty container of pain pills. He reads the message: By the time you read this I will already be dead, so don't get too excited. Don't bother looking around the house for me either. Of course I didn't want my body where my children may see, for they have already seen enough. They have already had to endure far too many years of seeing their mother being tortured by the man they are supposed to look up to. But even though I know I am going to hurt them dearly, I cannot live like this anymore. So, I am taking these pain pills, prescribed for the kind of pain you inflict and I am going somewhere to take a nap. Don't bother looking for me, just sit there and do something that

How Emotional Can One Day Be?
How emotional can one day be? Start at the phone call from work as I'm laying in bed and hear that instead of having a two day weekend, it's now been changed to off on wednesday and closing another store on saturday. Well, that got a "Just another screwed up plan" from working at a fastfood restaurant. Waking back up two hours later after hanging up the phone and turning back over, I'm getting ready for work. Now, to give a bit of background. I already knew that my house was up for foreclosure tomorrow. So until that was done, I didn't know what my future was as far as where I was going to stay, whether it was still at the house, since we had talked to a guy who owns a realestate agency or have to move. He was saying he was going to bid on it and if he got it, we would talk figures. I'm one that I hate to say anything until I know what is going to happen. I hadn't told my family at all. It was painful enough to know I was losing the house. My sister, who lives with m

Ixisu. Part 2.
She had bounced all over this world, trying to keep him away from the ones who wanted nothing else to do with him. Her life energy nearly drained numerous times before he had finally gave up for a while. It seemed something, thought she had no idea what, had called him back to Quay. And for that she was thankful. Ixisu knew full well she would not be able to take much more of the pain he inflicted on her before her life line was diminished completely. Then this move would be for naught, the religion had agreed to go with her and if she was gone they would be lost, unsure of what to do next. She was assured in the fact they would have returned to the life of slavery they had live in before and she was not willing to let that happen. She had made Blackout second in command of this newly formed legion. They had all agreed there was no need for reverence, of any sorts. Vexxese had given them more then enough reason to stand on their own. Worship had given them nothing and Ixisu ref

This Just Makes Me Sick
i posted a mumm tonight and i am used to the nasty comments. i can deal with them but not with a picture that i came across. someone had a picture of an aborted baby on someones hand. it made me so mad. i lost a baby girl at 8 months 2 years ago and i know i may be over reacting but seeing that killed me. it made me cry.... i really hate people sometimes!!! and i think the worst part of it all is what was written under the pic, if only my mother had loved me. FUCK HIM! SORRY HAD TO VENT!

Just A Little About Me
All my life I have given, tried and sacraficed in hopes of becoming someone Time and time again I have fallen, stumbled and allowed myself to be kicked down. You have no idea what its like until you lose your sense of self-worth, your self-identity, and feeling of accomplishment. Dreams are broken, cracked and even given up on fear of failure with no chance for success. For too long I have locked up my dreams from myself and threw away the key. All that I thought was me is about to change as I see now where the key has landed. With a feeling of confidence, self-esteem and a sense of purpose. On August 2nd I unlock that which I have hidden and I allow my dreams to come. Soon enough I shall discover who I truly am... And all myself to be all that I can be. On August 2nd I realize just who I am. yesterday, my birthday was on June 5th. And I've got to say that... only ONE person here on "Fubar" bothered to wish me a happy birthday. Is that it? I am not on

Just My Thoughts !
I ASK MYSELF WHY DO I BELIEVE EVERYTHING PEOPLE TELL ME... I AM SO DAMN TRUSTING AND BELIEVING IN THE END I ALWAYS END UP GETTING HURT LEFT WITH EMOTIONS AND REGRET WONDERING WHAT DID I DO TO DESERVE THIS ONLY TO GO ON BELIEVING AND HOPING MAYBE THIS FRIENDSHIP IS DIFFERENT ONLY TO FIND OUT WAY TO LATE THAT IT'S THE SAME AS BEFORE I ASK MYSELF WHY ?? BUT I CANT FIGURE OUT THE ANSWER MAYBE IT'S MY HUMAN NATURE TO GIVE THE BENIFIT OF THE DOUBT AM I SUPPOSED TO KEEP GOING THROUGH THIS CYCLE AND KEEP BELIEVING EVERYTHING I AM TOLD GOD I HOPE NOT

Robs Flirt Palace
hey everyone i started a lounge its called robs flirt palace im new at the lounge running thing and i need the suportof fu to helpnow i have alot of frieds out there if u would plz come ny see what it is all about it is not spectacular yet but were working on it so come bye see whats going on and join the flirt palace just remember no bull shit of drama leave that shit at the door thankls the management of the flirt palace

The Cannonball Is Heading Back Down Under
The Cannonball is heading back Down Under, and police are concerned, writes BARRY PARK. Organisers of next year's Cannonball Run are quick to distance the event from the carnage of 1994. It started as a cross-country race three decades ago in the US as a protest against speed limits, became a series of B-grade Hollywood movies, and now a Cannonball Run is set to return to Australia next year. Victoria Police is less than impressed, given the four deaths in a separately organised but similarly named event in the Northern Territory 12 years ago. It said it will keep a watching brief on the event, which will be held mainly on public roads. The company organising next year's event has held similar affairs in Europe, the US and Russia. The man behind the Cannonball franchise, Tim Porter, told Drive that next year's run, which would cross into Victoria as part of a three-state tour, would be nothing like the 1994 event. That Cannonball Run, organised by motor-racing identity A

Words To Live By............
Life is an adventure!!! Live it while you can. You can never have today again, tomorrow only comes once, and yesterday is gone forever. Make YOUR CHOICE WISELY, then live the adventure YOU CREATE....

Rooster
Gary the farmer was in the fertilized egg business. He had several hundred young layer hens, called "pullets" and Eight or ten roosters, whose job was to fertilize the eggs. The Farmer kept records and any rooster that didn't perform went into The soup pot and was replaced. That took an awful lot of his time so he bought a set Of tiny bells and attached them to his roosters. Each Bell had a different tone so Gary could tell from a distance, which Rooster was performing. Now he could sit on the porch and fill out An efficiency report simply by listening to the bells. The farmer's Favorite rooster was old Butch, and a very fine Specimen he was, too. But on this particular morning Gary noticed old Butch's bell hadn't rung at all! Gary went to investigate. The other roosters were Chasing pullets, bells-a-ringing. The pullets, hearing The roosters coming, would run for cover But to Farmer Gary's Amazement, Butch had his bell in his beak, so it c

Billy Felixs' Word Of The Day
This blog staes my best friend/ co-workers word of the day. Today is Nov 23 2007 and the W.O.T.D. is: SAUSAGE WALLET....rememeber friends SAUSAGE WALLET Nov 24 2007: Stove Pipe Infatuator yup....that's it .... Nov 25 2007 MILF Muffler.... very interesting.......

My Heart
Ladies Title it "BOYFRIEND Application" Guys Title it "GIRLFRIEND Application" 1. Your Name: 2. Age: 3. Fave Color: 4. Whats your sign? 5.Phone Number: 6. Location: 7. Height: 8.Hair (color and style): 9.Piercings/tattoos: HERE COMES THE FUN ... ... ... 1. Are we friends? 2. Do you have a crush on me? 3. Would you kiss me? 4. ...with tongue? 5. Would you enjoy it? 6. Would you ever ask me out? 7. Would you make a move on me in a movie theater? 9. Would you take care of me when I'm sick? 10. Do you want to tell me something that you couldn't before? 11.Would you walk on the beach with me? 12. If you heard a rumor about me, would you defend me? 13. Do you/have you talked crap about me? 14. Do you think I'm a good person? 15. Would u take a nap with me? 16.Do you think I'm cute? 17. If you could change anything about me -would you? 18. Would you have sex with me? 19.Would you dance with me? 2

Dragon Lairs
hav broken up ya'll and like it was on thanks giving ahhhhhhhhhhhhh Come To This Lounge Asap Like Right Now Subscribe Buy Drinks Make Friends.. Fu wedding saturday at 9PM and also march 2nd another fu wedding i dj in here and would like you two come in and listen tell me what u thinks. Dragons Lair Come on in http://fubar.com/lounge/hellsdesires

Giveaway
O.K. I would really like to win this giveaway so I am willing to give anyone who stops by for the duration of the giveaway (a little over nine weeks left or until 60,000 comments are reached) and leaves a designated amount of comments fu-bucks in return for those comments. You can cash in every day or as often as you like but when you cash in you have to cash in for at least 100 comments. Now for the comment to fu-buck ratio 100-999 comments = 10 fu-bucks per comment 1,000-2,999 comments = 15 fu-bucks per comment anything over 3,000 = 20 fu-bucks per comment remember the higher the number of comments the higher the amount of fu-bucks you get per comment so if you plan on helping a lot then you might wanna just let them all add up before you ask for payout. please message me when you have completed the amount you would like for payout. Just click on the picture to go to the giveaway thanks Abby

True Love
A Dream Come True Once upon a dream I met this boy Who was like a dream He was no ordinary Guy This boy was very special He had a heart That twitched all my vessels I knew then and there we had a start As I got to know him I knew he had to be true And that I had to be with him He had eyes of brown Skin so soft Just as a teddy bear Not to mention his beautiful brown hair Lips so perfect, smooth and real His body so beautiful and rare One night in September To this day, I can still remember This dream came true And to say the least: ‘I will always love you’ {(c.m)i am always thinking of you night & day } true love is when someone holds on to you through good and bad true love is someone that loves ya no matter what true love is when your spouse knows your wrong but doesn't argue with ya true love is someone like us dancing under the moon after every thing we've been through true love is when they don't hit you even when there going through a lot

Lounge Invites
I was told by fubar that I had to verify my email address so that I can level up and it doesn't work!!! Talk about frustrating!!! I hope that fubar realizes that this is a pain in the rump. And that's all folks. Just needed to vent At least have the courtesy to respond to me or talk with me and stop pretending I don't exist. There are way too many people chatting on lounges that simply ignore the new person and that's just wrong. So, please, before you ask me to your lounge please be prepared to at least acknowledge me and stop being so damn rude!

Just Passin Thru
I'm still alive and kickin I have just been busy with work and my sons and getting through the holidaze .... I'm still country as cornbred and raising my cornfed sons lol .... I miss hanging out around here but maybe next year I will be able to communicate more... Take Care everyone and Merry Friggin Christmas!! *Big Hugs and Flinging Kisses* Suzanne My sons dad has joined the Army at 36 yrs old, no worries he is in excellent shape and will show the young ones how its done, this means I get to retain ownership of the place we bought when we were together. Which means I will be saving money by not paying rent but probably spending it all repairing the house once I move back in. This does not mean I am back with their father I dont see that happnening. I Dropped my bf for turning out to be a Friggin Loser, something I have no time or emotion to waste on. I could rant on about that but I won't, I will get my sons full time (YAY) and they are the most special men in my life. If I'm s

Fugift Idea
How about we add 'Better Code' or maybe 'Invisible Cloak' so you can put it on and pretend that we don't see you while you're scripting your ass on thru my page? Either you are my secretstalkercrush that doesn't rate, or you are scripting. Go elsewhere. Dickheads.

The Husband Store
To avoid gender bias charges, the store's owner opened a New Wives store just across the street. The first floor has wives that love sex. The second floor has wives that love sex and have money. The third, fourth, fifth, and sixth floors have never been visited. A store that sells new husbands has just opened in New York City , where a woman may go to choose a husband. Among the instructions at the entrance is a description of how the store operates: You may visit this store ONLY ONCE! There are six floors and the value of the products increase as the shopper ascends the flights. The shopper may choose any item from a parti cular floor, or may choose to go up to the next floor, but you cannot go back down except to exit the building! So, a woman goes to the Husband Store to find a husband. On the first floor the sign on the door reads: Floor 1 - These men Have Jobs. She is intrigued, but continues to the second floor, where the sign reads: Floor 2 - These men Ha

Hockey!!
Last evening the Minnesota Wild played the New York Rangers. Big deal right?? Wrong! It so happens that my daughters hockey team was invited to play a exibition during the second to third period intermission. This was her first Pro Hockey game she has been to. in case you are not aware. Marion Gaborik scored 5 goals and had a assist in the other goal. He came very close to scoring a sixth goal, hits the pipe. What a glorious invitation to Pro hockey for her. She has been playing for 5 yrs. and just lives and loves the game!! This season(so far) her team has scored 34 goals. She has scored 19 of them !!! Go lex. So my 11 yr. old daughter sends me a e-mail today. It reads as follows. Hey dud did you realize I have scored 15 of the 29 goals that my team has for the year. My responce,YUP. I remember every one of them!! Hockey may be expensive ,but damn well worth it!!

Help
Just looking for some help with my contest. I need less than 2000 comments to win. My friend Zman is in there now boming away because i'm out of comments. Please help him or comment on his contest while he's helping me. Both our contests are listed in our blogs. Any help will not be forgotten. Thanks oh yeah piss shit cock and ballfuck

Lonely Road
In my mind I see The children grow In my heart I feel The cold winter snow In my dreams I see The happiness that I need In my future I feel The fate that is me In my past I see Things that used to be In my soul I feel The cold lonely road

Fucking-fu-fantastic
THEY ALL CAME THROUGH AND HELPED LIKE CRAZY GETTING ME TO LEVEL.. SO TO THIS I SAY THANK YOU!!! SO IF YOU ARE READING THIS.. GO SHOW THEM SOME LOVE.. CUZ THEY ALL DESERVE IT!!! ♥Lil Mizz Lickable♥ †hΓøä†ƒäωk™'s One & Only ♥@ fubar (¯`·._)ThePurestofAngels(¯`·._) ♥♥Member of the L.O.L. Levelers♥♥@ fubar -{Ðots}-@ fubar Rachelicious MUST FAN ME BEFORE ADDING! *Demon House Diva*@ fubar Bleed to Remember@ fubar ~SDMF~Pantera Still Rawks!!@ fubar FACE DOWN A$$ UP!!!@ fubar Angel Eyes ~ slave to Master MarQ@ fubar DeViLs PLaYtHiNg@ fubar GamerChick *Chriz's muddie*~ Clan [MFG]@ fubar ~Honey Eyes~

Why Me
well i got cancer its terminal people ask me how long you have to live i tell them till im dead hell im like the rest of the world i have no clue when im going to die no im not writin this for sympathy hell i got my kids my wife and as far as im concerned im going to live till im 80 that all i can do is hope so that all i have to say bout this

Poetry
something i wrote a few weeks ago. enjoy. BROKEN WINGS its just another day in the life we lead, nobody feels the way i bleed, im just another angel with broken wings, im tryin 2 forget what these eyes have seen,when i was a child i used wonder what it be like 2 fly, and think if i was good enough i might get wings when i die, but now i see that things are different, aint no wings on my back, the streets of ghosts seduced my eyes, my dreams are now turned black, this glore & happiness is gone, all thats left is hurt on my face, fingers reach 2 find a halo, but find a blue rag in its place, you told me i was special, had a peice of your heart, now its the very thing that made me that tears me apart, and scars show my wounds of war, with a word & a score, and a crown of thorns, gives me hope for everytime i was torn, as i these days pass, i see the devilish morals of a stranger, to myself i still know that deep inside theres an angel, the only angel that be's, the only ang

When Death Comes Knocking With An Ar
In the aftermath of Sunday's tragedy, I took a few days to reflect on this past year in light of a few heinous shootings in a couple weeks. Perhaps I will sound like one of those prophets of old when I say this but I can't shake the sense of tragic irony that the incidents in Omaha and the incidents in Colorado really took place in diverse places of worship. One god, called by many names: Wii, High Def, Adidas, St. Croix, Cabernet, Moet e Chandon, diamonds, chocolate, Mastercard, American Express, but it really all boils down "Materialism." Call me crazy but frankly that is the way much of the world view our focus on apatites. The other God we celebrate in this season more than most: YHWH, revealed in Christ, with us still in the preence of the Holy Spirit. One is real, the other isn't. And as I look around in this season, I ask, "which is which?" Now wise people may be inclined to say, "I have no god" but the question is larger than a statement of belief and religion/philosoph

The Dancers Creed
A Dancers Creed Seduction Conduction I do so well; causing swell. Mind tease so easily pleased. Pleasure i send, needs i mend. Lost they are, weak, not the boss, not happy...empty... they pay my cost. I say words that brings loins to life. My curves grind in fevored might. I take his bills; and sigh... smile... and say GOODBYE!

Wow They Were Looking At Me
I was doing my normal bench press workout yesterday morning. The benching area is in the back of the gym. After each set I get up and walk around. I looked up towards the front of the gym and couldn't help noting that after set quite a few guys were looking my way. So I said to myself wow, they are looking at me. I begin think like why? Its not like I'm some adonis, nor I am lifting a record setting amount of weight. Then it dawned on me. They were looking at the attractive woman who was doing some lifting near me. We were the only ones back there. My moment of glory was over.

Nightshade's Prelude
Darkness falls and she emerges A creature as beautiful as night isself She awakens to hunt the one she loves Lust in her eyes magnified by the night Hunger from a long time sleep Lust pouring over her body Sleek and dark Swift like the night She hunts me Around every corner must I glance For she grows to love my taste Mortal love she hunts This flesh of mine To devour me by candlelight Her wishes come true As we lie embracing the night We are as one She is fulfilled I am spent Breaking through an internal hell The blaze of your soul slowly fades Left with nothing but a shell You must hide in the unforgiving shade Falling forever in the dark You stumble over the tragedies inside Savoring an eternal mark We tend to everything we've left behind Rising with the eternal sun We have emptied ourselves into nothing Reprieval of the things we've undone Can you finally become something Anything at all Or will you fall Giving them our freedom

Az
I have to be away from my man for almost two months?? Im gonna die up in here!! I miss im so much and it's only been like 4 days... :( me sad. me real sad. Me want steven to go thursday!! peace out winter!! to az on march 1st! whoo hoo!

Friendship
. . . is you. . . . is love. . . . is shared. . . . is forgiving. . . . is understanding. . . . is shared secrets. . . . heals many hurts. . . . is not judgmental. . . . is shared laughter. . . . is slow and steady. . . . can be angry at times. . . . is dependable and true. . . . is more precious than silver or gold. . . . is meant to be savored like fine wine. . . . is not perfect, much like we are not perfect. . . . does not hold grudges or demand perfection. . . . makes all the wrong things in life, right somehow. . . . is meant to be gulped like lemonade on a hot summer day. . . . is always there, through times of trial, happy times and hard times. . . . just happens, but once discovered, needs to be tended like a beautiful garden. . . . is a road to be traveled slowly, remembering the sights and sounds. . . . is strength when you are too weak to notice its there. . . . is a cherished moment of mutual understanding. . . . reaches into your heart and grabs a f

31 Things To Ponder!
1. Don't sweat the petty things and don't pet the sweaty things. 2. One tequila, two tequila, three tequila, floor. 3. Atheism is a non-prophet organization. 4. If man evolved from monkeys and apes, why do we still have monkeys and apes? 5. The main reason Santa is so jolly is because he knows where all the bad girls live. 6. I went to a bookstore and asked the saleswoman, "Where's the self-help section?" She said if she told me, it would defeat the purpose. 7. Could it be that all those trick-or-treaters wearing sheets aren't going as ghosts but as mattresses? 8. If a mute swears, does his mother wash his hands with soap? 9. If a man is standing in the middle of the forest speaking and there is no woman around to hear him...is he still wrong? 10. If someone with multiple personalities threatens to kill himself, is it considered a hostage situation? 11. Is there another word for synonym? 12. Isn't it a bit unnerving that doctors call what they do "practice?" 13. Where do fo

Alone
Purity once had a name, And beauty once had a face. Life once had a meaning, And once I was safe. Once there was freedom, And once I could laugh. Happiness once was alive, And once I had another half. Once I shared her love, Once I was by her side, Once I felt I fitted, So quickly that died. Her grace so great, Her beauty so vast, All I ever wanted, Was for it to last. Fate maybe had another plan, Or maybe she had another love, But it all fell apart, The hand too big for the glove. Now it's all died away, Happiness, joy, love; all memories. Now I walk alone in this dark, dark world, With no light to guide my way.

Wut A Coward!
Tonight I responed to the following mumm from aries2641581, titled "what should i do again? lol http://www.fubar.com/mum.php?id=264662 His Question "I showed my other half a pair of shoes I wanted for x-mas. She sees the price (120.00) and says that she is not paying that much for a present. Now christmas is the time to get anything thing that you want right?? Should i get her what she wants for x-mas. " My answer, "A gift is a privlage and an honor to receive, it is NOT a Right sheesh! If you want something that bad you should buy it for yourself. The gift should come from the heart of the giver, because the joy comes from giving. You should not tell a person what to get you or even or even expect that would get you anything at all. If you care about her and want to make her feel special then get her a gift from the heart. It seems to me that the fact you would even ask suck a selfish question would warrant two lumps of coal in your stocking this year..' Th

What Goes Around............ Come’s Back Around! ** Please Read***
Warning if you have opened this I am very upset! This is not directed towards you! So please don't think it is! ( in Less you are Pretending to be someone you are not and you are just Stalking my page) There is a lot going on in my life… I am not going to get into it on here because its toooo personal but if you know me and are really close to me you should know what I am talking about! I don't understand FAKE people… People you think are your friends… Or even Family that is Fake…. You trust them you lean on them. And then if one thing happens that they don't like they turn there back on you and begin to speak to people they say they hate or have hated for years!!!! I don't understand how these people can say they are from a Church that believes in Jesus Christ but then Act like they are Satan's Helper's! I have done nothing wrong…. So don't call me names or JUDGE me. It's the pot calling the kettle black! And DON'T do this around my Children EVER….. I

The Most Mixed Up, Yet Totally In Control Individual
I am happy once again because I have decided upon some urging from ohio and alot of TLC here in AZ, to make it work with my wonderful husband. We may have had some rocky times but I am confident that we can make it work as we have both realized how much we really are in love with each other. Also, we have managed to work out alot of our problems that were leading us to a painful divorce. Divorce, I've had a couple and they are not fun, I am ready to fight to make it work. I am optimistically hoping that he is just as genuine as I am this time. I started my new job yesterday, finally, after waiting through the holidays for Dr.'s offices to be open and getting my TB skin test read as it is required for my job. I was nervous atfirst going in to work yesterday given where I work, but as the day went on I felt better about it as I gained confidencein myself that I was gonna do fine. My job consists of a lot of standing around doing nothing and in a sense, babysitting, there is also alot

Climate , Who Cares ?
Do people have interest to care for climate ? http://www.weather.com/ Reading about storms causing accidents, how many of those are due climate change ? Kioto protocol , climate conference in Bali, Indonesia .. Is there success to turn climate to better ? Time shows, what will happen.

Appreciate Your Parents
Even though... Even though our dad has gone away, his love for us will always stay. He raised three kids to be their best, and then let them take care of the rest. His friends were many, he respected them all, for he was a man so proud and tall. His hobbies were numerous, his talents were great, but fishing came first-the rest could wait. He fished in the winter, spring, summer and fall, and it was during this time God made his call. To Heaven's doors he took dad up, "My dear child you've had enough." He left his children and loving wife to live with God for his eternal life.

How
How can I trust someone if that someone has broken my trust, My heart is empty, Its cold as ice, As it reach to break, It leaks out of water, That water drips and slips away, That trust, That moment, All within those you have broken, I may not trust you or your friends but that don’t mean we can’t be friends, Just friends without that trust, You have to work your trust with me, You have to make me understand why should I ever trust you again, You have to repair that broken trust, You have to work hard, That don’t mean be hateful towards me, Just show me that I can trust you once more.

Justice For All On Court Tv
Pre-Paid Legal Media Spotlight Event JUSTICE FOR ALL | ACCESSING THE PROMISE Pre Paid Legal will be featured on Court TV! Justice for all is a nice idea, but does it really happen in our courtrooms when lawyer fees seem to be outside of the average person’s budget? The majority of injustices never find their way into the courtroom. As life happens around us, there are times when unfairness rears its ugly head. The examples are limitless: * a company denies a warranty claim * a service provider overcharges a client * a credit card company takes advantage of a person they claim to want to help * and thousands more… When it happens, perhaps we make a few calls, talk to a few supervisors, but sadly, most of us are forced to pay the fee of whatever injustice that day brought and move on. It doesn’t have to work that way. More than 3 ½ decades ago Pre-Paid Legal became a pioneer in the legal industry and today provides access to justice for common, and n

Goodbye Bullshit!!!
goodbye bullshit..... Category: Life looks like some of you (u know who u are out there) had been going thru pretty rough patches when it's towards the end of the year *sighs.. but i want you to know that none of you out there is alone : )) im here, im there (in the situation too) but i guess..it's how we would like to take things..personally or not, but deep down time will always tell how strong friendships will last : )) so to my friends, emo is one thing...but being happy n optimistic is always more important ..not easy i know but don't worry, you have me and i'll try to make your days.. lol...okay that's done, another new year and i guess time to really renew my friendships with people i've lost in touch with LOL.. we'll see..and no thats not a resolution cause i don't believe in them no more, perhaps..im too lazy to stick to them.. ok..im lazy..i admit it. I have made some true friends this year and i want to thank you for everything. yea there were times we got into fights b

Just The Truth(this Is For The Women)
From my and hopefully every mans perspective: we don't care if you talk to other guys. We don't care if you're friends with other guys. But when you're sitting next to us, and some random guy walks into the room and you jump up and tackle him, without even introducing us, yeah, it pisses us off. It doesn't help if you sit there and talk to him for ten minutes without even acknowledging the fact that we're still there. We don't care if a guy calls >OR TEXTS< you, but at 2 in the morning we do get a little concerned. Nothing is that important at 2 a.m. that it can't wait till the morning. Also, when we tell you you're pretty/ beautiful/ gorgeous/ cute/ stunning, we freaking mean it. Don't tell us we're wrong. We'll stop trying to convince you. The sexiest thing about a girl is confidence. Yeah, you can quote me. Don't be mad when we hold the door open. Take Advantage of the mood im in. let us pay for you! dont "feel bad" We enjoy doing it.

Quest For Fulfillment
As days go by questions fill my head. Am I looking to deep or not deep enough? Where might I find my personal euphoria; the place where there is no worry, no fear, no confussion? My quest for fulfillment and peace within myself. Where does my complete happiness lie? I have realized that I can not rely on others to complete me. I can not follow the lead of the crowd because it is the right thing do. I must take my own journey and enjoy my moments as they are created. We never know what tommorrow will bring. Life holds surprises around every corner, some good, some bad and many that I can not understand. My quest continues as a never ending maze, I am commited to finding my fulfillment. To begin again, to restart something once had. To renew is to repeat. I have no desire to repeat but rather to create. I wish to create a life long journey of excitement, leading to new adventure, new feelings, and new experiences. I don't want to expectation because they always lead to disapointments. My

Fucked Up People
i never ask anything from anyone even on here i dont however iam fucking tire of people checking me out and going thu my pics and not rateing them i hacve seen 5 people so far on here that jsut go thu my pics and not rate them if you dont want to rate me thats fine i dont give a fuck but dont look thu my fucking pics and not rate them if you do i will block you and if ur pissed off of this i could care less people say they are not the same as everyone else prove it back ur shit up and dont just talk abount it seem like alot of people seem to just run there mouths alot and i can name like abount 20 people that are very close and i can name some off the bat i was on here when it was onces called cherrytap and to this day i really thik it sounds so much better then saying do the fu that still sounds so gay anyways moveing on i been on here more then onces but alwasys delete my profile with good reasons why only one time was it not my fult doing so but anyways if you really want to c

Thank You
There are three tiny handprints on my wall Three tiny handprints that would soon be gone Those tiny handprints would soon be big and will not be able to see them on the wall But the memories of those tiny handprints would always be therewhen I think back of the ones whom lefted them there. The ones that filled me with so much happiness The ones that ran about with mud on their hands And I will know even with big hands Those tiny handprints will always be there

Pimpin Retching Red Ak...
i think its so fucking ridiculous that fubar makes ppl put a salute up...they say u can't go past level 10 without one...its like do it leave options, ur forced into doing it which is totally wrong...well they cancelled my VIP status and i get no points 4 rating and commenting on ppl, rotflmfao...guess soneone told them i hadn't posted a salute and got jealous that i had gotten t rockstar level without posting a salute...well i really don't liking taking pic's coz i'm not photogenic, guess thats a fault of mine, but i don't like being forced into doing something that is so foolish so i'm thinking of deleting my acct,. i know alot of u r saying thats so stupid, just post the salute...well guess what i posted a salute about 1 hr ago and they rejected it....hahahahaha. well i can say to fubar is that with all the blasts i gave to ppl to keep u guys going ain't worth it...i'll delete this acct. tomorrow, gotta give my respects and love to my friends b4 i leave...

My Thoughts And Blabs!
Why, Why, Why do we press harder on a remote control when we know the batteries are getting dead? Why do banks charge a fee on 'insufficient funds' when they know there is not enough money? Why does someone believe you when you say there are four billion stars, but check when you say the paint is wet? Why doesn't glue stick to the bottle? Why do they use sterilized needles for death by lethal injection? Why doesn't Tarzan have a beard? Why does Superman stop bullets with his chest, but ducks when you throw a revolver at him? Why do Kamikaze pilots wear helmets? Whose idea was it to put an 'S' in the word 'Lisp'? If people evolved from apes, why are there still apes? Why is it that no matter what color bubble bath you use the bubbles are always white? Is there ever a day that mattresses are not on sale? Why do people constantly return to the refrigerator with hopes that something new to eat will have materialized? Why do people keep running over a

If There Was No Tomorrow
If there was no tomorrow, and you knew you only had a small amount of time to live life to the fullest would you. To someone who has cancer, and doesn't know what tomorrow will bring I have to. I have met so many wonderful people, and have met a few that were evil. I can honestly say my life has been filled with many of blessings, and it has certainly seen it's share of losses too. when you find true love hold on tight, and don't take it for granted. Cancer is a terrible sometimes incurable disease, and it ravishes the healthiest of human beings. I want all my friends and also know are my friends that I love you dearly. If there isn't a tomorrow, I just want you to know I am so happy that I had the chance to be a part of your lives today. I never want to leave any of you, but if I do...I certainly want you all to know how much you mean to me. I will write it in a poem for all of you to read. So please if life takes a bad turn, and I am not here tomorrow....Keep this poem fore

Desisions
m sorry that i bought you roses to tell you that i like you I'm sorry That I was raised with respect not to sleep with you when you were drunk I'm sorry That my body's not ripped enough to "satisfy" your wants I'm sorry that I open your car door, and pull out your chair like I was raised I'm sorry That I'm not cute enough to be "your guy" I'm sorry That I am actually nice; not an asshole I'm sorry I don't have a huge bank account to buy you expensive things I'm sorry I like to spend quality nights at home cuddling with you, instead of at a club I'm sorry I would rather make love to you then just f**k you like some random guy. ****I'm sorry That I am always the one you need to talk to, but never good enough to date***** I'm sorry That I always held your hair back when you threw up,and didn't get mad at you for puking in my car, but when we went out you went home with another guy I'm sorry That I am there to pick you up at 4am whe

Stroke Your Dicks To This One
It is 10am. I already talked to you once online today. Told you about my morning shower I was so horny I brought myself to three amazing orgasms. Thoughts of last night had gotten me so excited I couldn't control myself. Last night was fun. I made you cum with just my words. Typing out a seductive fantasy that got you so hot you just had to release. It was such a rush knowing I had that kind of power over you. And it made me so fucking horny. At least it was a quiet day. I could sneak off to the bathroom and cum again during lunch. I checked my email, went on Facebook and played a turn at scrabble, made a few calls. So frustrating when all I wanted to do was lie in bed and fuck myself into a blissful coma. That's when the Fedex arrived.....I weren't expecting anything......Oh my god! It was from you. I couldn't imagine what it could be but after last night the ideas that flashed through my head soaked my panties. I hesitantly opened the box, trying to be discreet so my co-wo

Blargh
Instructions...... Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you. 1.) Hates cheese 2.) Classically trained vocalist 3.) Eagle Scout 4.) One of only 3 non-Catholics to graduate from a Catholic High School 5.) Rarely smiles 6.) Conservative living in an ultra-liberal state 7.) Thinks Homer is more of a father and husband then most of the male half of the human race will ever be. 8.) Knows there is alien life beyond our galaxy 9.) At one time sold porn on eBay .. and did well enough to pay a mortgage and two vehicle leases 10.) Complete introvert.

Tag Your It!
Instructions...... Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you. 1. I am An Assistant To A Private Investigator 2. I just turned 30 3. I love Potato Chip Sandwhiches 4. I have a kitty named Oscar 5. I lived in 4 States, Minnesota, Montana, Iowa, and Ohio 6. Growing up on My Farm when a child I had 55 cats running around. 7. I Can Not Nor Will I ever tolerate Liar. 8. When it comes to me doing something or saying something, just don't go and "assume" and jump in the middle of what I am doing or saying, when I am not finished. That really annoys me. 9. I love to swim! Get me in the water, hard to get me out! 10. I love French Vanilla Cappaccino's I Tagged The fo

Tag!!! I'm It!!!
Instructions...... Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you. 1. I'm a baseball umpire. 2. I'm Polish and Hungarian with a little German and Irish. 3. I hate bagpipes. 4. My favorite soda is A&W Diet Cream Soda. 5. I once worked at Taco Bell. 6. I like the sound of the Hammond organ model B- 3 amplified with a Leslie brand speaker. 7. I cut my hair after 14 years. 8. I used to weigh 306 lbs. and had lost at least 40. 9. I own a Gibson Flying V guitar. 10 I used to be on cable access TV when I was in high school.

Pain
WHAT IS FIBROMYALGIA SYNDROME? FMS (fibromyalgia syndrome) is a widespread musculoskeletal pain and fatigue disorder for which the cause is still unknown. Fibromyalgia means pain in the muscles, ligaments and tendons--the fibrous tissues in the body. FMS used to be called fibrositis, implying that there was inflammation in the muscles, but research later proved that inflammation did not exist. Most patients with fibromyalgia say that they ache all over. Their muscles may feel like they have been pulled or overworked. Sometimes the muscles twitch and at other times they burn. More women than men are afflicted with fibromyalgia, but it shows up in people of all ages. To help your family and friends relate to your condition, have them think back to the last time they had a bad flu. Every muscle in their body shouted out in pain. In addition, they felt devoid of energy as though someone had unplugged their power supply. While the severity of symptoms fluctuate from person to perso

One
A touch, soft and tender. A whisper, full of desire A gasp of sweet surrender As passion fuels the fire No words spoken between them No promises to be kept No lies being told tonight No looking back - no regrets Longing to hold each other Such precious little time Both vowed to another Being lonely their only crime Tomorrow bringing sorrow A brief moment of shame With the memory of this one night A release from passion's flames

Tag Your It!
Instructions...... Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you. 1. My favorite drink is Sex on the Beach 2. I can’t stand solicitors calling the house and not taking no for an answer 3. Pedicures are my best friend…..mine are the prettiest feet you’ll ever see LOL 4. Making homemade cards is a hobby of mine 5. Thank God for the people who invented M&Ms 6. I don’t like horror/scary movies 7. I’ve always wanted to learn how to play pool 8. I’m a first born child 9. Can’t stand a messy house….mine has been called a model home 10. Believe in treating others as you would have them treat you I tag: Kal-el Deadsoul Ohgy4u Lovehatelove studstable TWO FRIENDS WERE WA

It's The Real Thing Baby!!!
Anybody that knows me on here knows that I got burned real bad by David (~BLAST~) last year. I met him on here and believed all the stuff that he told me. I moved him down here to South Carolina to be with me. It turns out that about the only thing he was honest about was the basics about himself....height, eye color...you get the idea. It took 3 months of being used by him (me supporting him while he did NOTHING) before I finally reached my limit and told him to get the hell out of my house. Now I am a girl who had alot to offer someone. I am willing to give you my last dollar if you need it. I have a big heart that has plenty of love to give. I could have given up after David but thank God I didn't. I met someone else on here and was willing to take the chance that he was what he said he was. Along comes Rodney. He came down from Michigan on the bus trip from hell and finally made it here in time to spend Valentines Day with me. He is everything he said he was online and mor

Me
I know alot of things in life. I learrn new things every single day. Thing is in most people it is good that they learn things everyday. But with me sometimes that is not the case. Sometimes I learn and then use what I have learned not to better myself but to better try and get away with something I had tryed previously and did not get away with. But most of the time I just learn to gain the knowledge I lacked before. I am confident in everything that I do. I move forward in any situation full force, even if I know the situation is a loosing situation, there is always that glimmer of hope that the situation can be reversed and a good outcome will come out. I have learned that in life sometimes all you have is hope and faith to help you persiver through the bad things going on around you. I am a gentle soul and i love to be kind, nice , beautiful in spirit and strong in mind, but sometimes it is not what I end up doing, sometimes my niceness gets so overwleming that t

Baby David
Give me a 10 for Best Best Friend When you were born, it was all I could do to contain my joy when I found you were a healthy boy. Your eyes sparkled like the stars in the sky, the feeling I had in my heart, I swore I could fly. Five little fingers, five little toes, a handsome face, and a cute button nose. When I held you next to me my soul filled with overwhelming glee. Now you are a big boy, I see you've grown so much right before my eyes. Soon you will be a man, don't worry you've got

I Dunno
Self Approval.... Its kills me how people will do or say what ever to try and "prove something to others" when all they are doing is trying to prove something to themselves. If you feel you need to prove something to the world, by glorifiying your life or what have you, then you obiously know deap down in your heart that something is not right. you are either threatened or afraid. If you are spending that much time and energy attempting to prove, what ever it may be that u desire people to see and yourself to have its no wonder you dont have it! If you that sort of additude towards life, your not going to get the results you desire! Selfishness... 1: concerned excessively or exclusively with oneself : seeking or concentrating on one's own advantage, pleasure, or well-being without regard for others 2: arising from concern with one's own welfare or advantage in disregard of others selfish act> If you are so selfish you can not see past your own needs and wants so that the

Was 1 Week And 1 Day Repost Per Request
Today marks 1 week and 1 day since I lost someone I truly loved. We never could quite see eye to eye, compromise was never something that the two of us were willing to try. I feel I lost my best friend. It was a short relationship yes, but in the short time we knew each other, I spent my every waking second out side of work talking to her. Theres a song called a letter to me, and in that song a verse stands out to me so powerful. He talks about himself being hurt after breaking up, and he says "A pain like that is fast and its rare. She wasn't right for you yet you still feel theres a knife sticking out your back". That is so true. I question myself all the time. Many times a day I ask, could you have tried to understand Bradley, could you not just accept what you were being told? It's hard to accept what I'm told, actions speak so much louder than words. Why should I have to accept what I'm told? Why couldn't I have been satisfied, with that special someone seeing things were b

Obama For President
WASHINGTON - In the past two months, Senator Barack Obama has built a commanding coalition among Democratic voters, with especially strong support among men, and is now viewed by most Democrats as the candidate best able to defeat Senator John McCain, according to the latest New York Times/CBS News Poll. My concern is what is going to happen to the American public and what is his policy on protection of victims of violent crime as well as protection of peoples privacy, and adhering to the witness protection program between the states of this one country of ours. (the man is in prison for 15 years)(I was in the Army at one time in my life) I have moved to the banking industry within the past few years and everyone here says our money is black. I sued one of the online banking call centers in Charlotte, North Carolina for what the attorney called torture from the African Americans in the department by using that crime against me to push me out of a job. I then moved on in Charl

My Blog Book
HELLO, Hi everyone, I am posting this Blog to invite each and everyone of you to please sign my new Guest Book and post your favorite photo. I would greatly appreciate this. Your Fubar Friend, Jet_Tweaker

Night
Aight ppl... Just wanted to say night!! Its been a long day and I'm so tired... I have like 600 more words on one paper and about 4000 more words on another. (Thats not a typo) YIKES!!! Tomorrow is going to be another LONG ASS DAY! Anyway, talk to ya later..... Luvs ya!!! Me :D

Something But Nothing Really
Nothing becomes real unless someone wants it. I am here today as usual confused on who I am and why I am. But I know of the lesser aspects of humanity such as fear and paranoia they help me. Part of the humanity process is sexual. This is why I am a sexual being. My lies are of bad quality because the truth is to close to the surface... this is why I do not do it too often and expect the same in return. Observation,data gathering,listening on all levels is what I do. It helps with the fear and paranoia that cloud most of my thoughts. All this guided with the Soul and all the Soul means. Turning any negetive into a positive is what the final function is to my skills I am trying to obtain. Trying to do this it helps me survive. My body shares all the basic commonalities of being human but I live with it in pride and its functionings are not underestimated with me. I am not a God or Devil I am a human being. If one person is called a God or Devil it does no justice and giv

My First Blog Post...
Nick nack, Patty wack,,, Give a dog a bone. This old man came rolling home! (it's a work in progress... maybe you can help me finish it, writers block, you know how it is...:( Husband Down A husband picks up a case of Coors Light and puts it in their cart. "What do you think you're doing?" asks the wife. They're on sale, only $10 for 24 cans,' he replies. Put them back, we can't afford them,' demands the wife, and so they carry on shopping. A few aisles further on along the woman picks up a $20 jar of face cream and puts it in the basket. "What do you think you're doing?" asks the husband. "Its my face cream. It makes me look beautiful," replies the wife. Her husband retorts: "So does 24 cans of Coors Light and its half the price.' On the PA system: 'Cleanup needed on aisle 25, we have a husband down.'

Tim Mcgraw "let's Make Love"
Baby i've been drifting away Dreaming all day Of holidng you Touching you The only thing i want to do Is be with you As close to you As i can be Let's make love All night long Until all our strength is gone Hold on tight Just let go I want to feel you in my soul Until the sun comes up Let's make love Oh, baby Do you know what you do to me Everything inside of me Is wanting you And needing you I'm so in love with you Look in my eyes Let's get lost tonight In each other Let's make love All night long Until all our strength is gone Hold on tight Just let go I want to feel you in my soul Until the sun comes up Let's make love Let's make love All night long Until all our strength is gone Hold on tight Just let go I want to feel you in my soul Until the sun comes up Oh, until the sun comes up Let's make love Oh baby, let's make love All night long All night long Let's make love

My Very Best Friend!
First off, I want all to know I am doing this for a close personal friend who I love! I am getting nothing out of pimping her out to you guys, this is from my heart, so please if you care for me help her! This girl right here is the most careing and loving individual I've ever met. She means the world to me, not just on here but in real life. She has been my best friend for over ten years, and has stood by me through my woest times. I can honestly say, without her I would not be around today. So please, I am asking you all this from the bottom of my heart, Go show her some mad love! She is so close to becoming Godfather That I know if all my friends were to just go show her some love, be it just a rate or even give her a happy hour (her B-day was March 5th, so late presant maybe?) We could help her to reach her goal. Here is her link. *~*Sapphyre Eclipse*~*(Taken)*~* ASST. CHIEF 2ND ALARM HOTTIES Please help her! Show her the love! I promise she is worth it and is a wonderful

Bye Bye Vip :(
today is my last VIP day... so, i won't be able to upload anymore pics..... unless somebody gets me anpther vip.... HINT HINT.... +++MUAH BABIES+++ oh well... no more sexy(yeah right, lol) pics of me every day... muah babies!!!!!

I Lost You
I remember when you were mine. Life was happy and it was fun. I took all those times for granted. Now look what has been done. Someone else makes you happy. I never seem to make you smile. I wish I could make you laugh. Even just for a little while. My love for you only grows stronger as the days pass slowly by. I know that I've lost your love and I hate that I'm the reason why. If I had another chance to show you how love can be Maybe her love you wouldn't need and with me alone you'd be happy.

What Do You Think?
Somebody from California apparently wrote the top part, but somebody from Texas came back and put them on their asses at the bottom. And whoever that was, GOD BLESS YOU! CALIFORNIA: - I can wear sandals all year long - I go to the Beach - not "down to the shore" -Our chicks are WAYYYY hotter than yours. Well...Miami can hang. - I say "like" and "for sure" and "right on" and "dude" and "totally" and "peace out" and "chill" and "tight" and "bro" and I say them often - I know what real cheese & avocados taste like -Everyone smokes weed and its no big deal -We'll roll up 40 deep when something goes down. -I live next door to Mexicans, but we call them American's! -All the porn you watch is made here, cause we're better and that's how it is - I don't get snow days off because there's only snow in Mammoth, Tahoe, Shasta, and Big Bear - I know 65 mph really means 100 - When someone cuts me off, they get the horn and the finger and high speed chase cuz we

~dust Till Dawn ~adult Wellcome Dj From Dust Till Dawn
LOOKING FOR ALL STAFF AT DUST TILL DAWN!!!! should i close this lounge and for get about it it is so hard to get people to join it or to keep it open what should i do? fill free to let me know LOOKING FOR ALL STAFF AT DUST TILL DAWN!!!!

A Friend Indeed
1) I will not help you stay and wallow in limbo 2) I will help you grow, to become more productive, by your own definition 3) I will help you become more autonomous, more loving of yourself, more free to continue becoming the authority of your own living 4) I cannot give you dreams or “fix you up,” simply because I cannot 5) I cannot give you growth, or grow for you You must grow for yourself, by facing reality, grim as it may be at times 6) I cannot take away your loneliness or pain 7) I cannot sense your world for you, evaluate your goals, or tell you what is best for you in your world; you have your own world 8) I cannot convince you of the crucial choice of choosing the scary uncertainty of growing over the safe misery of not growing 9) I want to be with you and know you as a rich and growing friend, yet I cannot get close to you when you choose not to grow 10) When I begin to care for you out of pity, when I begin to lose trust in you, then I am toxic, bad and inhib

My Mind Will Go On
My mind will go on with the beauty of thoughts of holding one bye my side knowing i will see her soon time seems to pass bye slower and slower through out my days but when i hear from her each night my heart skips a beat an the evening seems to just fly away soon the time will come when i can hold her in my arms atlast holding her softly against my chest to feel my heart beat next to hers an softly kiss her lips with such passion that all the days events seem to fade away lotting her know how she makes me feel so deep inside and with that moment we will know it is meant to be an i will never have to lot her go.

A Tear Inside
the tears inside run softly down my cheek as i hide my eyes an keep my feeling held descreately no one is to know the sadness that i hold deep inside covered an hidden behind my walls with layers of anger until i feel as if i am oh so small drowning in my own pitful sorrow the front i feel i must put up to lot no one know the distractions i hold from the missions at hand always affraid of when i may be called for once again a medic hidden in the back until all else fells everything gets put onto one everyone expecting a miracle that one can not always perform alone an clowned on for being diffrent away from others for not being the same until one needs him bye his side screaming out into the darkness for his help hoping he can save the day but after all is done awhile will pass an the memories of what he has done will fade away an the tears will once again roll down his face.

New Pics For Seditionist Blog
1. these pics are meant for entertainment only. any solicitation will result in me blocking you. 2. no i don't cyber. if you want to jerk off to these pics, i'm all for it. i just don't need the details. :) 3. any comments are welcome even if you dislike what you see. 4. last but not least. as you can see from the name of the album, these pics are meant for someone VERY special to me. i know he's probably got half these if not more already saved to his comp, but whats a few more? ~grin~

From Brother Matt On Jeff
March 20, 2008 - Thursday Matt Hardy Offical Myspace Site http://profile.myspace.com/index.cfm?fuseaction=user.viewprofile&friendID=152686889 Seeing Jeff’s Tragedy Through My Eyes I was having a pretty standard "gotta fly out early and go to work tomorrow" Friday night. I was washing and packing clothes, booking my rental car, and writing bills to put in the mail on my way to the airport in the morning. Around midnight on Saturday, March 15th, I let my beloved pet dog Lucas outside to use the bathroom. As I stepped outside, I smelled smoke. I walked around to my garage area and could see huge flames burning through the woods. The large flames appeared to be very close to Jeff’s place, about a third of a mile away from my house. My first initial thought was that Jeff was burning either trash or a brush-pile. I then questioned my thought, considering how big the size of the flames looked. For a second, I thought it might be the huge ramp on Jeff’s motocross track or his old

To My Family And Friends Fyi
Wanted to let everyone know that I will not be on here much after wednesday March 26th, I am Moving that day to Ashtabula Ohio yay me. lol I will let you all know when i am done moving and setled in. Lots of love yo you all. Happy Easter as well hugssssss ~n~ kissessssss

Live Your Life With Your Arms Wide Open!!
Sometimes there are moments that touch your heart for a life time, then for whatever reasons those people that touched you fade from your life, but those moments are never forgotten...and you miss them always...For my BADBOY.... Love Quotes Current mood: romantic Category: Romance and Relationships "Love is an irresistible desire to be irresistibly desired." - Robert Frost "The best and most beautiful things in the world cannot be seen or even touched. They must be felt with the heart." - Helen Keller "For it was not into my ear you whispered, but into my heart. It was not my lips you kissed, but my soul." - Judy Garland "Love is an energy which exists of itself. It is its own value." - Thornton Wilder "Love sought is good, but given unsought is better." - William Shakespeare "There is nothing holier in this life of ours than the first consciousness of love, the first fluttering of its silken wings." - Henry Wadsworth Longfellow "Love is com

What Am I Thinking?
"Tell me what was you were thinking," she asks me. What am I thinking, I wonder to myself. Is that what she asked me? Surely, that is not what has been asked of me. No, she doesn’t want me to say what will alleviate her worries. Nor does she needs to hearfrom me what will quiet his fears. "So tell me what will ease your mind," she should have said to me. "Tell me what will help make you sane. Tell me these things regardless of your fears, your dreams, your pain." Yes, these things I could believe. Yes, those words I could hear despite all others said. Yes, these are the words I hear deep within my busy head. And what, I wonder, is it that I think? I think She in some wicked way she has made some unholy pact with a wicked and unholy saint to change the course of my life, my fate. "It was not unholy," "There was never any saint..." She always smiles lovingly for me to see. "It was God, who I asked to alter fate." "God?!" I ask him, hoping that my heart had erre

Friends On Fubar...not!!!
http://fubar.com/user/671637# ROXY...Wow...Where do I start?...Well, She was my friend for almost 2 years and everythin' was cool but as soon as she got her VIP she changed...180...I mean now she thinks she's better then EVERYONE else who aint a VIP and she NEVER returns profile comments, gifts, picture ratings...Nothin...So, Anyway...Today she asked me to vote for her 1 and I said NO...And she snapped...I mean she called me 'Alil punk bitch, Spoiled ass bitch'...All kinds of shit....This is comin from a woman who's in her 50's-60's...I mean GROW THE FUCK UP! P.S. Becareful if you come across her.

In The Mist Of The Morning
Early dawn, the mists are, swirling, twirling, damp and gray. Surrounding me taking me into its arms. Calling, beckoning, whispering softly it calls to me draws me near. Telling me I have nothing to fear I follow, listening, feeling. Early dawn, the mists are, swirling, twirling, damp and gray calling me. I feel a presence with me. Reaching out my hand, touching, grasping, warmth and comfort fill my being. And I know with out seeing I have felt love. Through the mists you reached for me, and guided my steps to thee. Love filled our hearts, and our souls became one. Early dawn, the mists are, swirling, twirling, damp and gray surrounding us.

Uhmmmm
I know it's a stupid subject heading. I just can't think of anything to put in there. I just need a place where, I can just arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.. I think things in my life is going ok, but in other areas it needs some life. I have found myself not having that smile that sparkle that everyone see's in me. I wish I can gain it back. And get that glowing sparkle.

Erase
don't leave you said to me and for a moment i feared i'd stay but your plea rang hollow so i quietly walked away i can see you through the glass and i wonder was it done in vain now i'd do anything to simply make the pain go away if you'd have me i'd take you back again and erase the mistakes i've made if you'd have me i'd take you back again and add to the mistakes i've made i remember morning light and a shower to clear my head everyday a reminder of what a fool i've been seemed when i left you i'd left everything i'd known now you have shown me i'm not the man i thought i was i believed in you i had faith in you i was there for you now i'm lost in you

Been Gone
Hello everyone sorry I haven't been on for awhile just been busy getting my kustom shop back off the ground which has been very successful. Also I have been very busy with tax's (yuck). I will not be on as much as I used to be and like too be on. I know bummer, but business is boomin and gotta keep things going, but when I get things on track hopefully in a couple of weeks I should resume to the usual clownin around on here. Hope everyone one is well and have a good rest of the week and weekend. Your friendly neighborhood bar friend Joey

Friends
Girly Comments & Graphics Should i take and try to forgive my ex friend? when she sleeped with my husband that is know my ex husband. 2 months after we got married. what should i do? she's suppost to be my best friend. Why would she do that. Please understand that it happend in my bed while i was sleeping on the couch because i was sick.

My World -my Life
I sit back just to realize everything is better now. Yeah i dont really have much, but i do have a very select group of friends. They keep me on the right track. I've quit smoking an have been completely sober for a while now. With this new sobriety, ive opened my eyes to more than just drugs an alcohol. I am able to see what life really is. The world around me so sublime an comforting. Yet i know that you still need to be aware that in beauty there is pain. I see people wiwth there families it makes me happy but sad. My mother an father arent around an i sometimes wander what its like. I see little kids running around laughing an playing, no care in the world but yet i feel a slight emptiness. Reason being i never had a child hood i grew up way too fast. But all in all i know that no matter what, i am happy to be alive. The beauty of the world around me makes me realize in bad there is good,and good there is bad. All depends on how you look at it. to you the world

Poems And Random Thoughts....
I face the world with a smile, no one knows what is hid inside. They see only happiness, they cant see the tears I've cried.When I am alone I hurt, because here I do it well. In front of all the watchful eyes my heaven turns to hell. The judge and jury awaits me, everyone has a say. In a life that hangs suspended for yet another day.Who are they to judge if what I have done is right or wrong? In the end I gave him up, but inside still sing his song. I don't know how to find the strength I thought I had. If only I could play tough it wouldn't be so bad. They say that life m home, and can't find my way back. Somewhere along the way I must have jumped the track. I saw him just today and his smile is still the same.He looked at me so sweetly, but never spoke my name. I wonder if he remembers me, It hasn't been that long. He may have forgotten me, but I still sing his song.goes on and someday I'll smile again. But, how do they know my pain without being where I've been? I've t

Tear You Apart
Got a big plan, his mind set maybe its right At the right place and right time, maybe tonight And the whisper or handshake sending a sign Wanna make out and kiss hard, wait nevermind Late night, in passing, mentioned it flip to her best friend, it's no thing, maybe it slipped but the slip turns to terror and the crush to like when she walked in he froze up, leave it to fright Its cute in a way, til you cannot speak And you leave to have a cigarette, knees get weak Escape was just a nod and a casual wave Obsessed about it, heavy for the next two days It's only just a crush, it'll go away It's just like all the others it'll go away Or maybe this is danger and he just don't know You pray it all away but it continues to grow I want to hold you close Skin pressed against me tight Lie still, close your eyes girl So lovely, it feels so right I want to hold you close Soft breath, beating heart As I whisper in your ear I want to fucking tear you apart Then he

Life
REMEMBER LIFE ISN'T ABOUT FINDING YOURSELF. LIFE IS ABOUT CREATING YOURSELF You're a Tease! You're hot - and you never forget it.You've gotten used to using your looks to get what you want, from free dinners to expensive gifts. Your rep precedes you and smart people know to stay away! 'Are you a Tease?' at QuizUniverse.com Sexy, but down to earth not approachable…Vulnerable, yet fiercely confident…Romantic, but taking no s***t!... Life is only what you make of it I have TWO sides the one you see AND the one you DON'T wanna see Who Are You To Judge Me. I know I'm not perfect and I dON'T claim to be. But before you start pointing fingers, make sure your own hands are clean. I didn't turn my back on you; I was sick of your drama. unless you've lived my life, Don't judge me because you don't know, never have & never will konw every little thing & detail about me. Never take a person fo

John 3:16
John 3:16 A little boy was selling newspapers on the corner, the people were in and out of the cold. The little boy was so cold that he wasn't trying to sell many papers. He walked up to a policeman and said, 'Mister, you wouldn't happen to know where a poor boy could find a warm place to sleep tonight would you? You see, I sleep in a box up around the corner there and down the alley and it's awful cold in there for tonight. Sure would be nice to have a warm place to stay.' The policeman looked down at the little boy and said, 'You go down the street to that big white house and you knock on the door. When they come out the door you just say John 3:16, and they will let you in.' So he did. He walked up the steps and knocked on the door, and a lady answered. He looked up and said, 'John 3:16.' The lady said, 'Come on in, Son.' She took him in and she sat him down in a split bottom rocker in front of a great big old fireplace, and she went off. T

News
My pre employment scrren came back in record time and I am ready to start my new job at UK hospital on may 12th yeeeehawwwwww of course there were some questions about my drug screen, the urinalisys came back positive for nicotine, caffiene and baby oil ROFL 6. woman who think that a hello in a shout box is an invitation to pick out china patterns, its a hello, answer the mother fucker and get over yourself, if your not into him or her be polite but freakin honest geeez 5. instant porn stars, some of you and you know who you are really should be modest, and someday it may coem back to haunt you 4. men who are stalkers, guys get therapy your really wrecking things for the rest of us, jerk off and get over it, Oh and by the way sometimes a girl just wants to get laid and forget you. 3. lack of shout box manners, tell him or her that your leaving, its kinda like being in mid sentance and hangin up the phone on someone, its just rude. 2. down raters if you cant give them a t

Stop And Stare
This town is colder now, I think it's sick of us It's time to make our move, I'm shakin off the rust I've got my heart set on anywhere but here I'm staring down myself, counting up the years Steady hands, just take the wheel... And every glance is killing me Time to make one last appeal... for the life I lead Stop and stare I think I'm moving but I go nowhere Yeah I know that everyone gets scared But I've become what I can't be, oh Stop and stare You start to wonder why you're 'here' not there And you'd give anything to get what's fair But fair ain't what you really need Oh, can u see what I see They're tryin to come back, all my senses push Un-tie the weight bags, I never thought I could... Steady feet, don't fail me now Gonna run till you can't walk But something pulls my focus out And I'm standing down... Stop and stare I think I'm moving but I go nowhere Yeah I know that everyone gets scared But I've become what I can't be, oh Stop and stare You sta

Submission
I kneel, supplicant before you my will offered up in quiet acquiescence awaiting your approval or reproach the fine line between pleasure and pain becomes ever sweeter with your control with every touch, kiss, word smoldering embers are kindled tormenting desires awakened I quiver captured by heat and hunger bend me to your will My Lord show me what you most desire my purpose but to serve through your dominion I find myself You, the Master of many my only

Seduction
I want to touch the warmth of your body, And feel the heat of your skin. I want to be the only one That satisfies you... The one to wet the sheets on your bed, I want you, To feel my seduction and my passion To leave the prints of my burning fire Within your soul...

Erotic Writer Doing Research!
Hi friends, Worked for a men’s’ sophisticate magazine writing occasionally back a few years ago, even edited several books…now working on my own soon to be an erotic tale of … Working on that…I have many tales of my own, but doing research to see if any others want to share their tales of sensual erotica…you feel like sharing some of your most erotic tales that just curled your toes…I’m willing to listen… Are you bold enough to share?

Stupid Reality Tv Shows
Wow, so some how I got suckered in to watching this dumbass show with the Rockstars' kids, watched them sound like shit and look like fools. But then come down to the finale and the only one with any stage performance whatsoever, was NOT chosen as the winner, but the one who's voice was a bad Bob Dylan made it... WTF!!! It's my fault for watching the stupid shit..... should've known better.

Video Games
I'm so sick and tired of people telling me to 'Oh why dont you grow up. You shouldnt play games, you should have quit that when you was in Jr. high.' I wish they would just STFU!! If i want to still play video games thats my business. They should be happy that i'm on a game and not on their girlfriend! That shit really pisses me off. I HATE people that tell me what i can and can not do. I just want to put out there that MW 2 is the shizzam and I'm always looking for more players. I play on PS3. Leave your on screen name as a comment and I'll be looking to add you to friends list or just chat it up with me. Red dots and ACOG's!!! LOL

Check Out Mmr
*Come Rock Out With One Of Mental Madness Radio's Hottest DJ's* * DJ DeomonWolf Is rocking the house 4 nights a week 9-11 central time* * Come in, sit down and Rock out every Tuseday Wendsday firday night* Click The Picture Below

Back And Forth
HELLO EVERYONE!!! I KNOW I HAVE BEEN GONE FOR AWHILE, I HAD TO BUY A VIP BECAUSE THEY FROZE MY POINTS! ANYWAYS IM OFF TO CHICAGO FOR THE WEEKEND. BELLA WILL BE ON TONIGHT TO RETURN ALL THE RATES THANK YOU SO MUCH I HAVE MISSED YOU ALL, WITH SUMMER AND CONCERTS I WILL BE TRAVELING A LOT BUT WILL BE BACK AND FORTH TO SAY HELLO:) EVERYONE HAVE A GREAT WEEKEND!!!! BLOODY KISSES MINA

Ranting Of A Child
It appears I have hurt the feeling of a child by the name of Juice. I commented on his mumm and an agurement pursued. He looks young very young and when I called him out on it he insisted that I turn him in for it if I wanted. I did report it to fubar and asked that they verify his age. He was deleted as a user. It appears he has made another account and has grudge against me. He and his other friends are all rating me a 1 in order to get back at me. In my opion they all can grow up. If fubar deleted him because they thought he was too young, it is his problem.

Tagged
I was Tagged by Qtazabutton Instructions...... Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you. 1. The space between my first two sexual experiences was three years and with the same person. 2. I use to be an introvert. 3. The most defining moment in my life is my mother's sudden death when i was 18. 4. I am the best friend you can have, did i mention i am modest? 5. I believe every woman is beautiful when they smile. 6. I hate elitist. 7. I love my alma mater, Go Rutgers! 8. I am truly a sports fanatic. 9. I am probably the most stubborn person you have ever met, but i am also the most compassionate.

Happy Hours
>MY VERY FIRST HAPPY HOUR 4 PM FU TIME....6PM Central...7 PM Eastern HOPE TO SEE YOU ALL THERE FOR MY VERY FIRST HAPPY HOUR...RATE FAN AND ADD ME If you Havent already Given to me by a SUPER GUY......Keith...co founder of CLUB UNITED!...Please show him some FU LOVE also....He is One of A kind when it comes to TRUE FRIENDS SHOW ME MAD LOVE This Bulliten brought to you by ©§nIpEr ® H@rleyBaby69s SECS SLAVE I want you to want me - Garbage

Hear Me Out
I will not post my face on here. I don't want any fake-ass ratings. I know I aint no damn 10. I am tired of people PRETENDING to be friends. I am tired of invites and requests from people that don't know the REAL me. They want a hard-ass dude that talks shit and all that. I'm sorry. I'm not that person. yeah. I got tattoos. alot. I also just like doing simple shit. Just hanging out. checking out a movie. going to get something to eat. when you know me for who I am then and only then I MIGHT show a picture. Ok..I have a myspace account too. I try meeting people through places on here and there because I still don't know hardly anyone around here and I just don't go up to people and say "hey whats up?". I prefer to meet people through talking to them first, or a mutual friend. Well..I tried that on myspace and I have learned people are generally assholes. People make plans, and then break them on the cusp of going out. It's fuckin' aggravating. I'm fuckin tired of people that make plans

Am I A Fireman Yet???
Am I A Fireman Yet?? In Phoenix , Arizona , a 26-year-old mother stared down at her 6-year-old son, who was dying of terminal leukemia. Although her heart was filled with sadness, she also had a strong feeling of determination. Like any parent, she wanted her son to grow up and fulfill all his dreams. Now that was no longer possible. The leukemia would see to that. But she still wanted her son's dream to come true. She took her son's hand and asked, 'Billy, have you ever thought about what you want to be once you grow up? Do you ever dream about what you would do with your life? Mommy, 'I've always wanted to be a fireman when I grow up.' Mom smiled back and said, 'Let's see if we can make your wish come true.' Later that day she went to her local fire department in Phoenix , Arizona , where she met Fireman Bob, who had a heart as big as Phoenix She explained her son's final wish and asked if it might be possible to give her 6-year- old son

Stuff Going On
Has anyone heard or seen anything about this yet? I just heard something about it at work yesterday so I decided to look it up and see what I could find out. Here is a short little clip where he mentions it http://www.youtube.com/v/Tt2yGzHfy7s&hl=en&fs=1&border=1"> What the hell is up with this?? I found an article on this at Fox news http://www.foxnews.com/story/0,2933,543822,00.html Is this guy serious?? Who the hell is so dangerous that we have to have a civilian security force that is "AS POWERFUL AND WELL FUNDED" as our military? (This article is not mine. I found it online and make no claims that it is my work. Ok?? Just wanted to get that clear!) Hey, did y'all hear that Michael Jackson died? Forget Iran, North Korea, the California budget crisis, the overall economic crisis - Wacko Jacko's death is the important story...at least if you believe MSM. At least the Los Angeles Times published a story about centenarian John Finn who is the oldest Medal of Honor re

Ive Been Tagged
You Can Only Type One Word. Not as easy as you might think. Now copy and paste into your blog and tag 5 ppl to do the same. Leave a comment to let us know you have done it, AND LEAVE THEM A COMMENT TO LET THEM KNOW THEY HAVE BEEN TAGGED. It's really hard to only use one-word answers! 1. Where is your cell phone? nonurs 2. Your significant other? none 3. Your hair? black 4. Your mother? retired 5. Your father? retired 6. Your favorite thing? sleeping 7. Your dream last night? none 8. Your favorite drink? pop 9. Your dream/goal? successful 10. The room you're in? office 11. Music? rock 12. Where do you want to be in 6 years? unsure 14. Where were you last night? home 15. What you're not? skinny 16. Muffins? berries 17. One of your wish list items? zr-1 18. Where you grew up? Michigan 19. The last thing you did? type 20. What are you wearing? clothes 21. TV? plasma 22. Your pets? dogs 23. Your computer? dell 24. Your life? content 25. Your mood? good 26.

Can You Have Sexual Feelings For Someone & Still Call It
Can you have romantic feelings or sexual feelings for someone you consider a "friend" & still consciously call that person a "friend"? First things first; MEN & WOMEN seem to define the word "friend" very differently. Guys normally seem to have their inner circle & their outer circle of friends but women seem to have a hierarchey for friendship. The term "friend" is used rather loosely, & dare I say it, irresponsibly by alot of men & women. Everyone uses & applies that word differently but we keep the same connection to the word even when we don't know what it means to others. So I ask all of you, as I assume you are ALL smarter than I am, can you have romantic/sexual feelings for someone & still call that person a friend or does it become something more at that point? Are you wondering if this is about me? Indulge me will ya.

Ramblings Of An Old Hippie
Instructions...... Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 6 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you.... 1. i was a paramedic/firefighter for 15 years in Detriot 2. i lived in a motorhome like trapper john with Lissa and the kids when we first got together 3. i have anger management problem when i eat to much sugar(i can be a real ass) 4. i was a cowboy on a show horse ranch 5. i'm a loner and would much rather hang out with my family then other people 6.my first season as a goalie i went 0-14-1 and finished with two undefeted seasons (yea that was real fun lol) 7.i won the lottery many years ago (missed the gold ball by one number) and blew it all 8.my first apartment was in the worst section of Detro

Green Eyes
I lay in bed at night and think of her. I wish I could hold her close to me and feel our hearts beat as one. Her eyes are like glass crystals in the open air of space and give light to my sole. Oneday I will have her heart and her sole, but till then I will just hold her memmory close to my heart. In my heart I have a special Angel and she is it. No matter what ever happens in this lifetime I will always hold my Angel close. Her HERO is only human, but she will always be an ANGEL in my heart. I want to tell her I LOVE HER everyday,but that just doesnt happen.Her pressious smile will light up the darkest days and her glow will show the way to a wounderfull love that will make evrything alright.So to her I say I LOVE YOU with all my heart and I hope that oneday we will spend the rest of our lives together. I just want you to know that I think the world of you and I have yet to meet you. You have a spell on me and I like it. When I close my eyes at night I see you abd I fall to sleep in y

The Broken Lawn Mower
Marriage is a relationship in which one person is always right, and the other is usually the husband. When our lawn mower broke and wouldn't run, my wife kept hinting to me that I should get it fixed. But, somehow I always had something else to take care of first: the truck, the car, e-mail, fishing, always something more important to me. Finally she thought of a clever way to make her point. When I arrived home one day, I found her seated in the tall grass, busily snipping away with a tiny pair of sewing scissors. I watched silently for a short time and then went into the house. I was gone only a few minutes. When I came out again I handed her a toothbrush. "When you finish cutting the grass," I said, "you might as well sweep the driveway." The doctors say I will walk again, but I will always have a limp

Drunk Driving Penalties
Drunk Driving Penalties in other Countries Australia: The names of the drivers are sent to the local newspapers and are printed under the heading "He's Drunk and in Jail". -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Malaysia: The Driver is jailed and if married, his wife is jailed too. -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- South Africa A 10 year prison sentence and the equivalent of a $10,000.00 fine -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Turkey Drunk drivers are taken 20 miles outside of town by police and are forced to walk back under escort -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Norway Three weeks in jail at hard labor, one year loss of license. Second offense within five years, license revoked for life. -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Finland & Swede

Cheating Host
WELL I GUESS ALL THE BLOGS/ BULLETINS THAT HAVE BEEN POSTED TODAY REGARDING THE HOST THAT CHEATS AND BOMBS HIS OWN CONTESTS HAVE PRETTY MUCH SPOKE FOR THEMSELVES. I HAVE NOT POSTED ANYTHING UNTIL NOW BECAUSE OF THE FACT THAT WHILE THE GIT R DONE'S AND THE CONFEDERATE BOMBSQUAD WAS BOMBING THIS A$$ HE DECIDED ABOUT 45 MINUTES AFTER OUR CONVERSATION THAT HE WAS GOING TO PULL OUR GUY THAT WE WERE BOMBING FOR OUT OF HIS CONTEST WITHOUT WARNING. BELOW IS THE WHOLE SHOUTBOX CONVERSATION AS WELL AS EVERY YAHOO ARCHIVE AND FU-MAIL FROM THIS GUY. I HAVE NO REASON TO SAY I DIDN'T DO THIS OR THAT BUT ONLY THING WE AS A FAMILY AND OF FRIENDS WANTED WAS A FAIR CONTEST. HE WAS ALSO CAUGHT BOMBING HIS OWN CONTEST. BETWEEN 4 AND 5 AM EST. THAT SCREENSHOT WILL BE POSTED LATER WHEN HE DECIDES HE WANTS TO PLAY, AND NOT SHUT DOWN HIS FAKE A$$ CONTEST. SO TO THOSE THAT ARE STILL (IF AT ALL ANY) BOMBING THIS GUY'S CONTEST BEWARE BECAUSE ALTHOUGH I HAVE HAD A GUT FEELING THAT THIS GU

Hinder!!!!!!
Ok, I'm about to jump out of my skin so I have to share my great news!! I won tickets yesterday to go see one of my favorite bands in September! I'm going to see HINDER again!!!!!!!!!!!!!! We saw them in 06 at BayFest and they kicked ass!! They will be playing at the Warf in Orange Beach w/3 Doors Down and Finger 11. OMG I can't wait!!!!! I'm so excited. September will not get here fast enough. This is one hell of a birthday gift to myself!!!

All About The Sarge
That's Right The Sarge & Ecuadorian Goddess Are Back Together.. After A Lot Of Soul Searching I Have Decided That Ecuadorian Goddess Is The Girl For Me And That I Truly Have Feelings For Her After A Long Friendship I Have Came To Realize That I Do Feel For Her In A More Serious Manner Than Just A Friend...

Lessons We All Could Use
1 - First Important Lesson - Cleaning Lady. During my second month of college, our professor Gave us a pop quiz. I was a conscientious student And had breezed through the questions until I read The last one: 'What is the first name of the woman who cleans the school?' Surely this was some kind of joke. I had seen the Cleaning woman several times. She was tall, Dark-haired and in her 50's, but how would I know her name? I handed in my paper, leaving the last question Blank. Just before class ended, one student asked if The last question would count toward our quiz grade. 'Absolutely, ' said the professor.. 'In your careers, You will meet many people. All are significant. They Deserve your attention and care, even if all you do Is smile and say 'hello.' I've never forgotten that lesson. I also learned her Name was Dorothy. 2. - Second Important Lesson - Pickup in the Rain One night, at 11:30 p.m., an older African American Woman was standing on the

Zapnow Records
alright ladies and everyone else. . . i'm posting this, because i'm curious 2 see what peoples opinions are of some music. . . i would appreciate as much positive feedback and constructive criticism. . . if you love music, and can give honest opinions. . . message me. . .and get ready for "THAT HOTT SHiTT"! we appreciate all those that take the time to hear our music. . . thank yoU G-HO$-T ZAPNOW records on my top friends. . .you will see ZAPNOW RECORDS they are the coolest people in the universe. . . REALLY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! rate-fan-and add the fuck out of them. . . . invite your friends to rate-fan-add them good things to come. . .TRUST

Help Me Menu Survey For School
hello everyone-- i am doing a project for school and i have to survey 50 people on what they will order off my menu. what i need you to do (if you have time) is to look over the menu below and choose something that you would order. you can choose from one or all of that categories what ever you like. then just reply to this email and let me know what you would order. thanks for the help---Amber APPITIZERS French Baguettes with Home Made Pesto Baked Green Peppers with Spanish Rice Deep Fried Cauliflower & Broccoli Crab Martini with Asparagus SOUPS Garden Vegetable Soup Cold Cucumber soup Cockaleekie Soup Fresh Fruit Soup SALADS Cucumber-Tomato Salad Cobb Salad Club salad ENTREES Seasoned Snow Crab Legs with Home Style Mashed Potatoes Osso Buco with Mashed Potatoes & Wild Mushrooms Pan Fried Walleye with Steamed Vegetables Orecchiette with Broccoli Raab Beer Basted Pulled Pork Roast Vegetarian Jambalaya Chicken Alfredo Chicken Stir Fr

Friends
i hope my wife sees this i want to tell her i will always love and care for her and i hope even tho we are apart we can be friends i have made mistakes in my marrige as well i her do thank her for the years together and the chance to know her as a person and a wife i wish her well in all things she may do. she will always have suport always your friend thank you

Politics
Reasons why the Bush Administration did not lie, and justification for the invasion of Iraq The first and most glaringly obvious error that people tend to make when they criticize the Bush administration, and in particular George W. Bush about his decision to go into Iraq is that they tend to separate the events that led up to that decision with the decision, and the outcome of that decision. Other reasons for criticizing the decision to invade Iraq include but are not limited to personal gain or benefit. It is important to remember that the human rights violations that occurred in Iraq under the direct order of Saddam Hussein were atrocious. These events and their cause are undisputable facts. The decision to invade and remove Saddam Hussein from power were in large part in response to these and the ability to create chemical weapons, as well as the exploration of developing nuclear technology as well. Some people, namely politicians believe it is in their best in

A Sad Story
why do nice guys come in last place?? I try to talk to people and get blown off it like I'm invisable or something it most time feels like I'm not meant to be loved and that is my fate it like no one can see me like that I lost my best friend that i have know forever and day. he found away out of mich. it going to to be hell the first week or so cause we did a lot of stuff together and no you sick freak. but one day I hope you'll all see him on tv or brodway. It really hit me today when he left and I know I going to break down later. but I'm mostly happy for him he is living an dream.

Been A Change In My Auction
Not really a big deal ,but tequila was removedfrom auction not her fault she still is really great person.Just things didn't work out so i have asked the runner up if she wants me, if not that's ok i will go down the list . Iam not mad nor hold anything to anyone i understand it's hard to pay sometimes, still love all my friends and family. Thank you for taking time to read this. Hope everyone has a great weekend!!!!

Raining
From our window, I see the forgotten garden beneath wild with weeds and twisted trees where pages fall like autumn leaves poems torn in the storm pieces of a song letters held so dear now dance into the dawn words that meant everything when everything was gone How the rain just sighs weeping from the skies keeping our garden fed these tears from twilight eyes rain tangled in the wind of dark, despairing wishes straining sorrow on my skin I fall with our lost kisses to the forgotten garden beneath

Shit Like That .com
Why is that ninety percent of men out there think that just because a woman ,who is over a average size five, to be so desperate for any attention, that we would take whatever they have to offer? DO you asshats think that if you send a message saying something like...I WANT TO FUCK YOU..or YOU MAKE MY COCK HARD...that most of us are going to jump on it and ride you like your a favorite carnival ride? Newsflash!!! I DON'T THINK SO SKEETER!! Well for a long time I was quick to blame the male gender for having this idiot idea, till recently. I have had my eyes opened to the real reason behind it all. I have had a Tagged account, I currently have a MySpace account and of course, Fubar. In my lookin around these websites, it has come to my attention that alot of PLUS sized women on many of these websites, put themselves in skimpy bras and panties, bathing suits showing themselves in a sexually provocative pose. Number one, and I am not guilty of this myself, just bare them and git it o

Useless Bits Of Information
His cousin called to tell me... "He's dead." I called to share my grief with my mom, and a cousin who I could rely upon for consolement. His body was unavailable due to disintegration from the passenger plane being impacted by a missle. The media never concluded follow up on the incident for family members of those on the plane; so we were all left to our own demise. While I happened to have life insurance on me and my family members, the issue of wrongful or accidental death remains open. My family and others around home have jokingly assumed my husband is DISEASED. It became a resented joke. Some would call it BLACK HUMOR. -->dis·eased having or affected with disease. -->de·ceased 1. no longer living; dead. 2. the deceased, a. the particular dead person or persons referred to. b. dead persons collectively: to speak well of the deceased. He and the other people who had tickets to travel on that airplane, were DISINTERGRATED when the pilot's missile struck it. He is

Random Thoughts
Life Fucking Sux.. no matter how much u try and get ahead it never happens. theres always somthing that knocks ya back down. I am jus in a fucking sucky ass mood... life is jus all bullshit. Im tired of being treated like an outcast. or a freak. I am tired of ppl thinking jus cause i am big i must be a WHORE!!!!!!!!! yall are wrong so if u are messing me to get ur rocks off go the fuck away.. yes i know this is an adult site but still... im here for friends.. maybe more but never jus a fuck buddie.......... SIMPLE AS THAT !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ok im over it now *Dueces* Im jus havin a bad day .... life isnt going the way i have planned.... Never fuckin does......... I hate my life at the moment ... it fucking sucks.... anyways ... ttyl!!!!!!!!!!!

Cash Gifting
HEY LISTEN THIS WORKS FOR ME IM MAKING ALOT OF MONEY, I DIDNT BELIEVE IT AT FIRST BUT WHEN I TRY IT I WAS EXCITED, I MADE $1000 A DAY NO LIE..IF YOU WANT TO MAKE $1000 A DAY THEN VIST THIS SITE WWW.DARIUSCASHGIFTING.COM....IT WORKS...IF YOU DONT BELIEVE ME TAKE A LOOK FOR YOURSELF. Hello my name is Darius I have become a member of Cashgifting. That is growing more and more. this is not a get rich scam at all!!! but I will said from what you see on youtube or other cashgifting they is not a 100 percents honest with you till you start. there is much more to the businesss and I am here to help you. No B.S. cause I dont like to play games but help you so we can all be successful..you can reach me at dariusoakley@hotmail.com or www.dariuscashgifting.com..

Nice Guys Still Finish Last
To every guy that said, "Sex CAN wait" To every guy that said, "You're beautiful" To every guy that was never too busy to drive across town to see her. To every guy that gives her flowers and a card when she is sick or down. To every guy who has given her flowers just because thats how he rolls. To every guy that said he would die for her. To every guy that really would. To every guy that did what she wanted to do. To every guy that cried in front of her... To every guy that she cried in front of... To every guy that holds hands with her. To every guy that kisses her with meaning. To every guy that hugs her when she's sad. To every guy that hugs her for no reason at all. To every guy who would give their jacket up for her. To every guy that calls to make sure she got home safe. To every guy that would sit and wait for her for hours just to see her for ten minutes..... To every guy that would give his seat up... To every guy that jus

Life...
Why? Why do people think that words don't hurt? Hurtful words are emotional scars that never heal. People really need to think before they speak sometimes. Think about what you want to say, BEFORE it comes out wrong. Because no matter what, name calling does hurt. Rejection hurts too. To be told that you're not good enough, or you're missing something just hurts. I just don't understand it sometimes. I am a good person. I have a big heart and will help anyone that i can. So why do people turn shit around and try and use it against me. And that's just not right. If i confide in you about something, you do not go and try and use it against me. And another thing, don't tell me what you think i want to hear to get what you want. I am a human being. I have feelings too. I bleed just like everyone else. People make mistakes. Everybody does. And you have to learn from them. I have. And i still am. Nobody is perfect. I am my own person. I am a somebody. I have my own opinions and my

Let Me Be Myself
"Let Me Be Myself" I guess i just got lost Bein' someone else I tried to kill the pain Nothin ever helped I left myself behind Somewhere along the way Hopin to come back around To find myself someday Lately i'm so tired of waiting for you To say that it's ok, but tell me Please, would you one time Just let me be myself So i can shine with my own light Let me be myself Would you let me be myself I'll never find my heart Behind someone else I'll never see the light of day Living in this cell It's time to make my way Into the world i knew Take back all of these times That i gave in to you Lately i'm so tired of waiting for you To say that it's ok, but tell me Please, would you one time Let me be myself So i can shine with my own light And let me be myself For a while, if you don't mind Let me be myself So i can shine with my own light Let me be myself That's all i've ever wanted from this world Is to let me be me Please would you one time L

My Life
Seeing that I ganked the last few adventure blogs... I get to write this one. I will try to flavor it nicely for you... It started out with my idea to go to the movies... Brandon and I decided to see Max Payne. We proceeded to round up people to accompany us. Amy was down, but we couldn't seem to rally any more friends. Needless to say, the movie quest was abandoned and we made haste to the Red Apple. There I met, for the first time, Nikki, R2 [Josh], and Yaccob. TJ was there too, but we previously met. TJ and I slow danced, lol. awkwardly Anyway... Coffee, hashbrowns, cigarette smoking, and chit chat insued. Yaccob's hash browns took a million years to come. Brando and I had the swell idea to get drunk, so Amy, Mike, and I went to the Regal [liquor store] and picked up supplies. Two 40's for Brandon and a Pint of Jack Daniel's for myself. From there we went to Nikki's apartment and commenced to drinking. Before we could leave TJ and Brandon had t

2008 Bike Ms - Raising Money For Multiple Sclerosis
'DONATE HERE' __________________________________________________________ Dear Friends and Family, On Sunday, October 5, 2008, I will join 5,000 cyclists participating in the 24th annual Bike MS New York City. I will ride 30 miles to raise money for the National MS Society. This year’s goal is to raise $3 million and I want to do my part to reach that goal. To make a donation, you can simply click 'DONATE HERE' or contact me if you wish to mail a check. The National MS Society believes that moving is not just something you can or can’t do but, rather, is who you are. Bike MS raises funds for critical research, as well as comprehensive programs and services for people with MS, moving closer toward a world free of MS. When you donate, you become a part of the powerful movement that is doing something about MS Now. Many thanks in advance for your generous support. Warmest regards, Joe

My Daughter Adrieanna
Hes My Son - Mark Schultz Do You Remember Me I can't believe after all this time,I can't get over you, I guess a love like ours is one of a kind,a love that is true. It's been 9 years sense you left me to go to God & heavens immensity, Do you still remember me? It's like a bad dream that plays over & over in my head, Of things I wish I'd done or words I would of said. There's not a day that goes by that I don't think of you, Even after all this time,what am I going to do? Maybe this is the way mommys are suppose to feel, Perhaps our wounds are never intended to heal. If I could ask but one question why, How is it God could need you more than I?

Fu Asshole
to all My friends, enjoy the reading of a fu asshole, Im sure most woman and poeple can handle being called names and stuff,, but what about your kids,, and a special needs kid at that personally I hope any on My list who reads what was said will stand up for children, and will say something or down rate, say something in profile comments ect,, I dont think any woman or child should be treated in this manner, ive left the text and also the link to this assholes page any questions feel free to message me read from the bottom up it was a shout box message 765611: ur on ignore bitch ->765611: i found u to fun to ignore lol 765611: bitch im well hung no need to talk about ur lil husbands diick.lol ->765611: ur just pissed cuz i actually took time to read ur profile instewad of rating u right away cuz ur ego NEEDS to be rated to feel important 765611: well welcome to ignore whore later. ->765611: hey u started being the asshole here not me ->765611: yea its been

Vampires
Filled with a murderous passion, a destructive yet persuading spell. A poisonous taste to my lips, In which no antidote can repel. A forbidden pleasure turns to pain, bi-polar flashes consume me. Hell's fury paralyzing my blood flow, arctic cold piercing right through me. In this body a soul now broken, a heart sustaining a fading beat. Finally broken I fall to the ground, I once caressed with my feet. Poisoned from a deadly pleasure, an intoxicating breath, A lesson I've fatally learned, for certain a painful death. Buried in pure darkness, never again to exist. The unwary victim, to a demons kiss. A dark secret Being held and kept Curdling in my veins My heart beats faster and faster When you caress my neck So cold and hallow Your touch of death, cold Yet warming and loving Your sweet smile with your bare fangs Blood-thirsty in your eyes Grasping the thirst from getting out Disappearing before you can Take a bite from my neck Saying good-by

Wedding & Book / Please Sign It
.....is proud to announce our ..... THE FU WEDDING OF Kenn & Enchantress September 21st @ 9:00pm cst/ 10:00pm est SO PLZ DONT MISS THE BEAUTIFUL BINDING OF THESE 2 SPIRITS!!!! So What Are You Waiting For? (click here to enter) Please TAKE A Min or two and Sign our Book under my Pictures. thanks

Boyfriend Application =)
1. Your Name: 2. Age: 3. Fave Color: 4. Whats your sign? 5.Phone Number: 6. Location: 7. Height: 8.Hair (color and style): 9.Piercings/tattoos: HERE COMES THE FUN ... 1. Are we friends? 2. Do you have a crush on me? 3. Would you kiss me? 4. ...with tongue? 5. Would you enjoy it? 6. Would you ever ask me out? 7. Would you make a move on me in a movie theater? 9. Would you take care of me when I'm sick? 10. Do you want to tell me something that you couldn't before? 11. Would you walk on the beach with me? 12. If you heard a rumor about me, would you defend me? 13. Do you/have you talked about me? 14. Do you think I'm a good person? 15. Would u take a nap with me? 16. Do you think I'm cute? 17. If you could change anything about me -would you? 18. Would you dance with me? 19. Would you come over for no reason just to hang out? What Do You Think Of My...? 1.Personality: 2.Eyes: 3.Face: 4.Hair: W0ULD Y0U... give me your number?_______________ kis

Poems
Sleeping Angel In your bed at night I watch you sleep in peace And think how you Have changed my life For all eternity You've given to me As much as I have tried Tirelessly to impart to you A never ending spring Of love, hope, patience and fun Shared by two You've come to me In the fall of my years Yet transported me to springtime With your tiny fears Making me remember How simple life can be To a winged little angel of three Suddenly I am the focus Of your needs and desires Making me stand taller To the task and never tire So sleep my little angel, I'm here for you always You have given me the gift of Springtime and sunny path ways Dian Hall A Mother's Love There is no love, like a mother's love, no stronger bond on earth... like the precious bond that comes from God, to a mother, when she gives birth. A mother's love is forever strong, never changing for all time... and when her children nee

Poetry (untitled)
This one was kinda dark but I tried to pick it up a little at the end. I'm not trying to look at the subject matter but just the way I actually word the piece. Perpetual death has doomed me to living an existance not of my original form. I was violently torn from reality and thrust into a dark place. A man when he dies is supposed to cease all function, his body being a shell for only his soul, useless and forgotten. My shell keeps moving, keeping my soul locked inside refusing to give up, strangling me. I laugh at sights that bring bile to the throats of other people. I comfort myself by scoffing at their "weakness". Perhaps though they are the ones who are truly strong. They are not the ones torn in half by a war between the heart and mind. Everything they are told they do. I am the one that defies logic and stupifies those around me. They watch me go through life with their mouths agape in grotesque horror wondering what will happen next. The light at the end

Wonderful Trip On Cyprus
By September 14 to 20 I had a wonderful bisiness trip on Cyprus. Have been a lot times in Larnaka (Lordos Beach Hotel) and Nicosia. There are wonderful people, great sea, nice swimming pools of my hotel and great old stylish streets of beach Larnaka. I LOVE Cyprus and cypriots. All cypriots ARE WELCOME to my life and my heart. More details and photos at: http://360.yahoo.com/juli_ayal

My First Contest
starts tonight at 8pm fubar time(sunday eve) ....just thought i share not sure why i did but i thought i try...my first and last contest i tell u that....please come help me win...if u don't its cool... and this pic is safe for work not showing anything besides i see more breast in default pic and they don't get marked i don't get it...

Auto 11 Natural Witch To Disciple
~~~~**DISCIPLE**~~~~ SHES GOT AN AUTO 11 FOR THE DAY!!! WITH ONLY 601K TO DISCIPLE LETS LEVEL HER TODAY!!!! ~Natural_Witch~ *Owned by LarryB*Co-Owner of Club United*CinDragon's BISH* No Fan No Add*@ fubar THANK YOU SO MUCH AND HAVE A GREAT DAY!!!

Update On Dad Prt2
well last night was a rocky night for me. bout 3 am this morning my dad wether knowing he was 3 am or not decided to want to go smoke a cig n i was the only one up. i went to seent who was opening the door at that time it was him n thingss didnt go to well. my dad went into a violent rage coming close to swinging at me, but i stood tall and didnt do anything just stood there wishing this would end. not sure what i can take any more this thing with my dad n his illness is getting to me. i wok up to my mom telling me that my sister took my dad to the dr early on monday and things are worsen than we all expected it to be. plz remember my family in ur thoughts i not sure if i be around pc but i will be on fubar. david

Romance Writing
U & only U melt away all my doubts & fears.My heart belongs to U & only U.I won't to be with U & only U I give my love to U & only U. There is only 1 U. I layed you down softly with my hands behind your head. Kissing you on your lips, then your neck to your breast so passionately.You arch your back I go down to kiss your soft pink wet rose pedals, you tremble with delight. As I thrust into you hold me tightly pulling me closer to you with a smile on your face as we climax together I look into your angel eyes with a tear saying I love you with all of my heart & soul

Knickers Up For Auction!
I may not be up for auction myself but i've chosen the next best thing. I've rifled through the laundry basket and chosen completely at random some of my knickers (filthy)so if you ever wondered what it would be like to get a whiff of my cotton rich gusset, now's your chance...... Not really, YOU SICK PERVERTS!!!

Sad But Great!!
This song is about the guys friend who died of breast cancer. Its a very sad song, but has a good message, and its been stuck in my head since I heard it yesterday for the first time. I was sipping on a Whiskey when I got the call Yeah my friend Lex was lying in the hospital She'd been pretty sick for about half a year But it seems liked this time the end was drawing near So dropped my plans and jumped the next London train I found her laid up and in a lot of pain Her eyes met mine and then I understood That her weather forecast wasn't looking too good So I sat and spun her stories for a little while Tried to raise her mood and tried to raise a smile But she silenced all my rambling with a shake of her head Drew me close and listen this is what she said now "You'll live to dance another day, it's just now you'll have to dance, for the two of us, so stop looking so damn depressed and sing with all your heart that the Queen is dead" Yeah she told me she was si

Stuff
BEWARE OF THIS GIRL SHE IS A SCAMMER selling 3 auto 11's@ fubar I SENT HER 3 MILLION FUBUCKS FOR A AUTO 11 HERES THE CONVO WE HAD i sent her 4 million and after she was sent the bux she wouldnt respond again i was buying 2 of them from her and she wont return the bux either!!! this is the first time ive been ripped off!!! This is about Donna's mother...Who was also Debbie's *GrlskikAss2* Aunt...This was written by Debbie's brother Bill 3boyz&grl58 Regiment Bomber@ fubar Dear family and friends, As you may have heard by now my Aunt, Eileen Gaspa, has passed on October 30, 2008. Sadly succumbing to her 15 year battle with cancer. You can view/sign her guest book here: http://www.legacy.com/HeraldNet/DeathNotices.asp?Page=Lifestory&PersonId=119676608 My Aunt has been in the excellent care of her oldest daughter Donna Glass, my cousin. As you can imagine the physi

We All Have Problems
I was handicap when I was born all the way Intel I was 10 years old I basted my ass trying to walk and talk just like normal people do I had no childhood I could not play with other kids because I was different and my mom and I started working out it was like a Mather and son thing to do together when I was 15 I start working with my father in his construction co I loved being with my dad and my big brother I trained my body all my life to walk and talk like normal people do cause I did not want to be different but so now I’m 25 years old and I own dad’s construction co and I own a gym I can do everything that normal people and more but I realized something there is NO normal people we all have something wrong with us but mine was just a little bigger then your’s so it mean’s that no matter how hard it is how sad you feel you can change it is all up to you its going to be hard and long but if you have so much disciplined in you nothing is to hard for you so keep at it and one day you w

Fun Stuff
1. You will receive a body. You may like it or hate it, but it's yours to keep for the entire period. 2. You will learn lessons. You are enrolled in a full-time informal school called, "life." 3. There are no mistakes, only lessons. Growth is a process of trial, error, and experimentation. The "failed" experiments are as much a part of the process as the experiments that ultimately "work." 4. Lessons are repeated until they are learned. A lesson will be presented to you in various forms until you have learned it. When you have learned it, you can go on to the next lesson. 5. Learning lessons does not end. There's no part of life that doesn't contain its lessons. If you're alive, that means there are still lessons to be learned. 6. "There" is no better a place than "here." When your "there" has become a "here", you will simply obtain another "there" that will again look better than "here." 7. Other people are merely mirrors of you. You cannot love or hate someth

Women Over 40
THE MOST IMPORTANT PART OF THE BODY My mother used to ask me what is the most important part of the body. Through the years I would take a guess at what I thought was the correct answer. When I was younger, I thought sound was very important to us as humans, so I said, "My ears, Mommy." She said, "No. Many people are deaf. But you keep thinking about it and I will ask you again soon." Several years passed before she asked me again. Since making my first attempt, I had contemplated the correct answer. So this time I told her, "Mommy, sight is very important to everybody, so it must be our eyes." She looked at me and told me, "You are learning fast, but the answer is not correct because there are many people who are blind." Stumped again, I continued my quest for knowledge and over the years, Mother asked me a couple more times and always her answer was, "No. But you are getting smarter every year, my child." Then one year, my grandfather died. Every

Pissed Off Zombie Bs!
Fango threw a contest for a new PC game called Left for Dead. The 4 top pictures submitted of you as a zombie were chosen.I did NOT win and I am very dissapointed. You can see the 4 finalists and 12 runner ups here http://www.fangoriaonline.com/features/horrorcade/462-fangoria-a-valve-announce-left-4-dead-winners.html You tell me if these 4 winners are that good and Im just buggin

Real Friends Vs Fake
A friend will bail you out of jail,but a real friend will be with you"..Nope..That's wrong..A real friend would stop you from getting in trouble..so you wouldn't get arrested, so you wouldn't have to pay the court fine. A real friend would be there 24/7 waiting for your call whether or not you supposed to call him... A real friend would give you advise even if you don't want it... A real friend can see you for miles, when just the friend can barely see you next to him/her.....

New Bling Contest
I am hosting a contest starting Friday November 14, 2008. I am looking for three people to enter. The prize will be a 10 credit bling pack. I am looking for three people to race against each other. The first one to 6k comments wins. So please private message me to enter the first three to message me will be entered DJ Chocolate Bunny@ Ç£üb Røck-A-Fëllåz **Owned by ~Tee~ Owner OF THE BBW LOVERS~The Click Club~~Sarg@ fubar

Life Of A Well...me...
He wakes up the room is dark he is alone he realises shes not their he starts to sweat he calls her name...no answer the darkness starts to suffocate him he crys out in fear his angel...his savior is gone he hears her laughter in the darkness he screams she laughs darkness's tendrils grab at him tearing his skin tears and blood pools the floor yet he lives feeling darkness peirce his skin like a million dull knifes tearing a path to his heart they prod at his crumbleing soul and his warm heart his soul tatters his heart grows ice and becomes still and cold. She floats just above eyes shining like green emeralds a tear of blood rolls down his cheek as his life ends Hard thoughts and black shadows Red tears and Gray thoughts Razor blade love kisses my bones Haunting thoughts regretful words Long hurtful Loneliness Sour hating arms Bony knuckles flowing life forces Last passionate kiss never to be done again lustful goodbyes secrets screamed in your eyes trying to forget both yo

My Bestie Is The Best!
The Crowing - Coheed and Cambria LUV UP THE BEAUTIFUL PARADISE GIRL!!! 250 K TO HENCHMAN!!!! SHOW HER MAD LOVIN!!! SHE WILL RETURN IT!!! CLICK BELOW AND MAKE A GREAT FRIEND!!! WHILE MAKING SOMEONE THANKFUL JUST TO SEE YOU!!!! (¯`•._.•[PąяаđǐšεĜĭŗŁ]•._.•´¯)@ fubar BULLETIN MADE BY: JADED ONE ▲►Ĵådəd Ôņə◄▼@ fubar (repost of original by '▲►Ĵådəd Ôņə◄▼' on '2008-11-27 00:55:31

Just Read
To Those of You Born 1930 - 1979 At the end of this email is a quote of the month by Jay Leno. If you don't read anything else, please Read what he said Very well stated, Mr. Leno. TO ALL THE KIDS WHO SURVIVED THE 1930's, 40's, 50's, 60's and 70's!! First, we survived being born to mothers who smoked and/or drank while they were pregnant. They took aspirin, ate blue cheese dressing, tuna from a can and didn't get tested for diabetes. Then after that trauma, we were put to sleep on our tummies in baby cribs covered with bright colored lead-base paints. We had no childproof lids on medicine bottles, locks on doors or cabinets and when we rode our bikes, we had baseball caps not helmets on our heads. As infants & children, we would ride in cars with no car seats, booster seats, seat belts or air bags. Riding in

Winterwonderland Auction
I need your help!!! OWN me for a month, EVERYONE LOVES BUNNIES!! WINTER WONDERLAND AUCTION NOW OPEN! Bids start at 100k There is a most rates bonus!!! So even if you don't bid, take 10 seconds to come rate me!!! Come get you a new FU!!!! ALSO, SHOW THIS WOMAN SOME LOVE, SHE'S HOSTING: Sweetpeabayba Come get you a new FU!!!!

Lullaby
Dried under all the dust His heart beats only for the feeling of lust no love, honesty, empathy left inside of him a lonly soul twisted through his lies Smile as dark and hollow as a grave which he always seems to dig with his actions His words are blank but catchy like a song that you can't stop humming Lord please catch me I have fallen for the devil suited up as prince charming but thats his plan he wants to captivate you and take you for a rollercoaster ride Damion the man of sin,lies, and growing rage Hides his flaws and pulls you in then fucks you over and plays with your strings You are his pupet and then once you break free he turns it around and starts all over again while you break, and your heart is left bleeding he is back here looking for another victim to fall in love with him and then murder their soul just to start all over again The lies build up The pain grows But one day I know he will die alone The world will forget him and my heart w

The Pretty Piece Of Flesh!!!!
OK I am trying somethign a little diffrent here is the contest for anyone and everyone friends of friends this is the Pretty Piece of flesh contest. and here is how it works. In this contest im offering all of my fu dollars To the prettiest piece of flesh out there ( bling packs are a possability if i got the funds). To entere and Quilify link send take draw or do me up a Picture of you being a pretty piece of flesh pictures can range from everyday wear to The naughty gear of night to Dare i say NOTHING AT ALL. so you think your hot stuff think you got what it takes PROVE IT IN THE PRETTY PIECE OF FLESH CONTEST!!!! Starts today at 3 PM eastern time Ends 3 PM thursday of next week

Thinking And Stuff
well im just starting to get into college i have financial aid but i still have to pay. CCRI $129 and i need books so that $184 so i need $313 by January, and my work sucks ass. Burger King isn't giving me much hours so im gonna have to find another job or something, caues i really wanted to back to school. Im glad i got my Licence but it sucks i have no car. As much as i hate being single sumtimes i think im better off. dont wanna get hurt anymore i know it not a good way to feel caues closeing my self up but really no one but to me i dont think im really doing that and yeah i guess im picky about who i wanna date im just sick of the guys that only want one thing even know right now that sounds good but in not like that its either a relationship or nothing at all. but i want sumone thats gonna love me for me and really want to be with me and all that stuff. someone new someone that into the same things im in. oks well i blahed enough lol

Marry Xmas
Season's Greetings Money's short, Times are hard. Here's your fucking Christmas card. T'was the night before Christmas And all through the house, Everybody felt shitty Even the mouse. Mum at the whorehouse And Dad smoking Grass, I'd just settled down For a nice piece of ass. When out on the lawn I heard such a clatter, I sprung from my peice To see what was the matter. Then out on the lawn I saw a big dick, I know in a moment It must be Saint Nick. He came down the chimney Like a bat out of hell, I knew in a moment The fucker had fell. He filled all our stockings With pretzels and beer, And a big rubber dick For my brother, The Queer. He rose up the chimney With a thunderous fart, The son of a bitch Blew the chimney apart. He swore and he cursed As he rode out of sight, Piss on you all And have a hell of a night.

Behind The Lion's Eyes
We all have missing pieces. Some are bigger then others. Some are missing a word, some a sentence but some of us, the worst off of us are missing whole chapters. Our stories are long and our bindings are worn and battered. And from our pages we have had parts ripped. Sometimes it's been our choice. Sometimes you have to erase a chapter. And sometimes after you tear pages out you have to collect them up and file them back in. But the most heart rending is when something is taken from you. Something that you never wanted to give up. We all have missing pieces. There is a huge whole in my Pride. In my Pack. In my family. Ultimately, in my heart. A child that isn't even mine. I'm heart sick and lost. There is NOTHING I can do. I have never felt so helpless. I can't even be a comfort to his distraught and anguished father. I feel so totally useless... We bleed together and die alone. Betty Page passed away on thursday at the age of 85. I'm heart broken. I guess once I get my

Supersonic Breakfast Burrito Chadstein Style
Savory sausage, scrambled eggs, cheese, tator tots, diced onions, ripe tomatoes, and spicy jalapenos. All wrapped up in a warm flour tortilla. Yeh... I'm making one. There's no Sonic in Indy anymore so... and I've had the hungerin' for one for months... literally. It will be magically glorious. Photos will be taken and posted. On a side note.... Tomfoolery. Posthumous. Ho's and pancakes. Bailey's... mmmm... creamy.

The Demented Dolls
Welcome girls to the DoLLs Contract - If you're looking to be a DoLL please read this contract - agree to this contract - sign this contract - and follow it wherever you go. To be a DoLL you must do a few things for me 1st. Its not much, I know how much of a pain it can be already to r/f/a all the members, that alone shows me enough. 1. Rate, Fan, Add all of the Demented DoLLs - you can find them under my family on the homepage and message me when your done - No SB!. 2. You must have a verified salute! I only want REAL people! I will make an exception if you arent capable at the time you want to join - but you will have a deadline 3. You must make a salute for the DementeD DoLLs- It can be anywhere in your photo - Im not picky.. 3. When I have crowned you a DoLL - Put the name "Official DementeD DoLL" in your name. THATS IT! Please no drama, THIS IS NOT SOMETHING WE ARE LOOKING FOR...if you have problems with someone else..thats a different story, if they downrate

Scott
Scott, you totally rock my socks! I love talking to you, and I am so thankful that we are friends. Your the coolest person ever! You have amazing, sexy eyes. I love them! o.O and I love your pictures! You always make me smile and laugh when we do get to talk and I am so excited that your going to call me. Your a sexy man! woo hoo! I love u MY SEXY HUBBY! hehe. Love ya later babe!

Deleting Days
What I want to say vs what im not going to say to you, but write in an obscure way around you. Im loved by you, but ignored. I am wanted by you, but so does a 100 guys in an acution. And yes I know the idea of an online life is different that of a real one, but it’s the person you project when you say you love me, that meakes me not love you. How am I important to you? Im just a guy you give a few minutes to a night, But give hours to strangers. How can you tell me you love anyone with that rational. To be honest I guess its not your fault I let it happen, I responded out of hope and want. I should have known im just an option. You said you liked my traits and that was a huge red flag. So I don’t drink, don’t do drugs and im forced to do good things, does not make me a good guy. Does that make you love me? Cause of traits? No it doesn’t! not unless your idea of love is showing yourself to a thousands of random people and flirting with others. Being up for auction on a web site is

My Life Part 4
Returning home again I left California pulling a small U-Haul trailer behind my car. (The one that's in my pics) I had intended on going back to Atlanta. But coming through Oklahoma City, Oklahoma during the morning rush hour I was in the wrong lane and could not get over. So there I was heading toward Tulsa on I 44. So I said what the hell. I'll go visit for a day or two then continue to Atlanta. I never left. Things went well with the family for awhile, but as usual that didn't last. I left and have not been back around them at all. I have no desire to be either. Enough is enough and I have had enough! They can take their sniveling back stabbing holier than tho shit and keep it. I will not return...... So. There I was. Just me. Life was boring dull and repetitive. Just the same shit everyday. Work home eat sleep. over and over again. the only excitement I had was riding my bike. It released me from the everyday bullshit. Made me feel good. Took away the stress. But something

Birthday Love!
I want to thank all of my wonderful family of friends for making me feel so very special for my birthday. I was so overwhelmed by the outpouring of love & kindness when I logged on & saw all the beautiful birthday tags, comments, wishes & gifts. You have truly touched my heart & I love & appreciate each & every one of you!

Coming Together
In the beginning we are happy and free, no doubts, no fear, just us , our mothers and fathers there for us every step of the way. Some where along in life our doubts, our fears creep in. Am I good enough, pretty enough, smart enough. No matter how confident or how sure of ourselves we may appear we all have them, hiding them away, or running from them. Replaceing doubt with with a shiney car, or good job, or just the appearance of confidence, because we know nobody wants the loner, nobody wants the person in the corner with so much to say and no idea how to say it. The person sitting in the bookstore lost in a book, or at the park enjoying the day. We all want the same things, sometimes in different order but all in all the same thing. In life we all face the same choices, do we want money, happiness, sex, companionship, all of the above, or simply something different. We make our choices and learn from our mistakes, life teaches the question is weather or not we listen. To experience

We Are One....inauguration Blogs
Now that I have had time to truly digest all that occurred while I was in DC, I can write about it. First and foremost, I intended to blog about my time in DC but I was always rushing around or so dead exhausted I really didn't have time to do much of anything other than live the experience. I was also never really patient enough to figure out how my free internet in my room worked so I just gave up quickly. I had an absolute blast in DC. It was one of the most life changing experiences of my life. I was there with one of my best friends in the world and we truly had the time of our lives. I am going to divide up the whole experience in to different blogs because there is just too much shit to put all in one. Now let me note first off that I had some amazingly strong drinks when I went out to eat the night before the inauguration so that just adds to the craziness of this day. I got up at 430 to get all my layers on that I knew that I was going to have to wear in order to stay so

Just Jokes
It takes your food seven seconds to get from your mouth to your stomach.One human hair can support 3 kg (6.6 lb).The average man's penis is three times the length of his thumb.Human thighbones are stronger than concrete.A woman's heart beats faster than a man's.There are about one trillion bacteria on each of your feet.Women blink twice as often as men.The average person's skin weighs twice as much as the brain.Your body uses 300 muscles to balance itself when you are standing still.If saliva cannot dissolve something, you cannot taste it.Women reading this will be finished now. Men are still busy checking their thumbs. CONGRATULATIONS TO ALL MY FRIENDS WHO WERE BORN IN THE 1930's 1940's, 50's, 60's and early 70's ! First, we survived being born to mothers who smoked and/or drank while they carried us and lived in houses made of asbestos. They took aspirin, ate blue cheese, raw egg products, loads of bacon and processed meat, tuna from a ca

Babygirl Ericka
I just wanted everyone to know that I found the woman of my dreams! She is the absolute best thing that has happened to me and my family! ERICKA I love you with all my heart and have more love for you then I ever thought I had in me! I want to make it legal and go to Cali and show you how much I love you by giving you the utmost gorgeous wedding with all the wishes you have for it! I love you with all my heart and soul and you make my sun shine even on the most cloudiest of days. You are in my heart, my eyes, my phone (hehe to look at) my pictures all over my house and oh yeah the kids said to tell you "love you mommy 2" I would have to think the most disturbed "boy" Chris for making this happen!! I LOVE YOU NOW AND FOREVER, and THANK YOU FOR GIVING ME THE TIME OF DAY TO LOVE YOU. I will make you the happiest woman ever I PROMISE!! LOVE YOU ERICKA!

How To Bring Love In To Your Life
Love is a feeling that everybody wants, and more than that, it is a feeling that everybody needs in order to have a good life. Almost every person wants to catch the attention of love and appreciation from others. Question is how can we do this, how can we bring love into our life? There are some secrets related to this subject that the largest majority of people do not know. 1. Make your personality more noticeable Have you seen that people with a strong personality and their own opinions, are surrounded by many people? Maybe you ask yourself why. why a man who tells what he really thinks is so appreciated and loved. Well, because nobody likes pretenders. Try to be as natural as you can and do not be afraid to tell the truth. This way you will know people that like you for what you are and not for what you are pretend to be. 2. Be positive, and stop thinking negative Nobody likes people that have always a negative manner and are pessimistic. A positive thinking will definitely

I Tagged You
You Can Only Type ONE Word. Not as easy as you might think. Now copy and paste into your blog and tag 5 ppl to do the same. Leave a comment to let us know you have done it, AND LEAVE THEM A COMMENT TO LET THEM KNOW THEY HAVE BEEN TAGGED. It's really hard to only use one-word answers! 1. Where is your cell phone? Hip 2. Your significant other? None 3. Your hair? Brown 4. Your mother? Deceased 5. Your father? Deceased 6. Your favorite thing? laughter 7. Your dream last night? Romance 8. Your favorite drink? Dr Pepper 9. Your dream/goal? Love 10. The room you're in? Bedroom 11. Music? all 12. Where do you want to be in 6 years? Love 14. Where were you last night? Bedroom 15. What you're not? painfree 16. Muffins? Blueberry 17. One of your wish list items? Love 18. Where you grew up? Odessa 19. The last thing you did? fubar 20. What are you wearing? jeans 21. TV? on 22. Your pets? Dog 23. Your computer? Explorer 24. Your life? Boreing 25. Your mood? Gre

~fearless~
A FRIEND OF MINE SENT THIS TO ME VIA TEXT. I LOVE IT. I THINK ITS SOMETHING TO LIVE BY. SO I THOUGHT I WOULD POST IT SO EVERYONE THATS WILLING TO READ IT COULD ENJOT IT AS WELL. FEARLESS- is not the absence of fear. Its not being completley unafraid. FEARLESS- is having fears. FEARLESS is having doubts. Lots of them. To me, FEARLESS is living in spite of those littles things that scare you to death. FEARLESS- is falling madly in LOVE again, even though you've been hurt before. FEARLESS is getting back up and fighting for what you want over and over again......even though every time you've tried before, you've lost. Its FEARLESS to have faith that someday things will change. FEARLESS is having the courage to say goodbye to someone who only hurts you, even if you cant breathe without them. I think its FEARLESS to fall for your BEST FRIEND, even though hes in LOVE with someone else. And when someone apologizes to you for things they'll never stop doing, I think its FEARLESS to sto

Who Do They Think They Are
as i start off my new blog about women, it is total respect and love. women are the greatest creature that god created, and i mean that from the heart. the warmth of a woman, is thier anything better, other than the love for my kids, no. i love women, and that has always been my down fall, your asking yourself how, women to me are the drug and alcohol to others, the are my drug, my fix, and over the years i have needed many fixes. no i'm not a whore for women, well maybe i am, but i love them, they come in all different shapes and sizies,hair color, smell, and attitude, did i just say attitude, lol. since i found the female species, i have loved them, and i have been trying to figure them out ever since, they are the most unpreditable species out there, just when you think everthing is going good, bam, we need to talk, i have searched for ture love my whole life, and no it hasn't always been thier fault, 95% of the time its me, i get bored, they get comfortable, and things chang

Poetry
Pitter patter pitter patter pitter patter the rain is falling ... the winds are blowing the skies are lit up from the lightning . thunder rolls... as the thoughts come in. the thoughts of you ... your warmth... your soul ... oh how it brightens my day. your smile ... your simple hello... the i miss you . the rain is pouring as my love for you is soaring. like the eagle ... it will be forever . Forever my love .. just you and me for what we have is meant to be .. your love is like a river .. always flowing your smile is like flower .. always beautiful your touch is like the sun .. always warm Forever my love. ©Dawn Ray A lifetime From the very first moment you said hello I knew you were the one for me. The moment I heard your voice I knew you were the one for me. The minutes went by The hours went by The days went by The weeks went by The months went by And I knew you were the one for me. The second I heard the sweet sound of your voic

All New Paradise Lounge
"> CLUB PARADISE IS BACK AND BETTER THEN EVER . CLUB PARADISE COME JOIN US " COME SEE US AT CLUB PARADISE COME JOIN US A CLUB PARADISE WE ARE HIRING ALL POSTIONS!!! COME IN AND APPLY!!!!! OWNER~ DJ GLAZIER R/A/C Me Owner of The Paradise Lounge/ FU OWNED BY MISTRESS GODESS@ fubar CO-OWNER~ DJ Smokie Bones Co Owner Of The Paradise Lounge@ fubar BROUGHT TO YOU BY DJ HOTT MAMI™ ~DJ @EXOTIC DREAMS~EXOTIC ANGEL~OWNER OF 3RANGERBN@ fubar

Beautiful Music
This is a song by an acapella Christian group I heard about 5 or 6 years ago. They are awesome. Anyway, I used this song as background for a presentation I did for my daughter's graduation party. I found it last night while backing up my computer. It's an awesome song and if your kids are still young (or you have grandkids), it becomes even more meaningful. Remember... there are no instruments, just their voices. I need to get the CD freom the kids and rip all the songs onto my computer. Let me know what you think. Free file hosting by FileAve.com

So -i've Actually Started Dreaming!
The doctor said the reason I could never remember my dreams -is because I wasn't having them. Right as I was about to enter REM sleep, the deep sleep where dreams occur, I would stop breathing and wake up. Its the reason I was always so tired. Then -the respiratory therapist who was showing me how to use the c-pap machine explained a study done on cats, where their sleep was interupted right as they slipped into REM sleep. Eventually the cats suffered heart failure and died. Ughh - Anyway - Dreams are cool, and waking up wide awake is cool. Muah!!!

Marines And Muslims
Few people ever see Ismile Althaibani’s Purple Heart. He keeps the medal tucked away in a dresser. His Marine uniform is stored in a closet. His hair is no longer shaved to the scalp. Muslims in the Marines It has been 20 months since he returned from Iraq after a roadside explosion shattered his left foot. He never expected a hero’s welcome, and it never came — none of the balloons or hand-written signs that greeted another man from his unit who lived blocks away. Mr. Althaibani, 23, was the last of five young marines to come home to an extended family of Yemeni immigrants in Brooklyn. Like the others, he grew accustomed to the uneasy stares and prying questions. He learned not to talk about his service in the company of Muslim neighbors and relatives. “I try not to let people know I’m in the military,” said Mr. Althaibani, a lance corporal in the Marine Corps Reserve. The passage home from Iraq has been difficult for many American troops. They have struggled to recover

True Love Good Or Fake
True love can it be both real and fake if u think about it true love is only real can never be fake. True love can come n many shapes and forms but the truest love is between a man and a woman thats love. If u sit back and think about it true love is not a emotion it is a feeling of being loved so good!! So sit back and think is the love u have true love or is it a Fake love cause if it is fake let it go

My Life
I had visitation with my friend this weekend. His name is Kutter he's 8 months, and has my ears. My first five visits are supervised, after that it's just him and me. It's weird I never thought I'd need a car seat. His mom is 7 years younger then me. Her eyes used to sparkle when I made her smile. Now all she does is make me feel guilty and tells me that Her and Kutter would be happier if I signed over my rights. She has her own special way of making me feel sad. I picked a shaded area and sat in the gravel that surrounds the jungle gym. Kids are always happier when they are at the park or at least that's what I heard. We sat down and I began to apologize for not being his daddy everyday and that it wasn't his fault that his mother and i wasn't together. He just stared at the kids running and laughing then tried to stick rocks in his mouth, and I began to wonder what rocks tasted like. I decided that if I played with him on the jungle gym. I might create some sort of father son bond.

Romance~
Last night we celebrated our thirtieth wedding anniversary with our kids and their spouses. Calling it an early night, we wound the celebration down by 9:00 pm and left for our home. Jan and I made love until the sun started to rise. I woke up around mid-day with Jan's back spooned to my front, with my semi-hard cock still partially embedded in her pussy. We must have been so tired that we didn't move at all. The room's a mess and so is the bed. But who cares when we're lying there with the one we love. Oh, oh. She's up and playing with my cock again. I don't think we're going to leave our bedroom for awhile………. B.D. ~2009~ ollege for me was a time of growing up in a lot of ways. Academically, I learned a lot through the classes I enrolled in. Socially, how to get a long with a lot of people from different walks of life. Spiritually, I adopted a set of values that continue to serve me well to this very day. And personally, I learned a lot about myself; what was important to

Jacques
ON 3/14/09 I MET THE MAN OF MY DREAMS HE IS THE SWEETEST GUY I HAVE EVER MET AND HE IS EVERYTHING I COULD ASK FOR IN A MAN HE TREATS ME RIGHT AND KNOWS EVERYTHING ABOUT ME AND AS I KNOW EVERYTHING ABOUT HIM NOTHING COULD EVER CHANGE MY MIND ABOUT HIM..ON 3/30/09 I MADE A MISTAKE CAUSE I WAS GETTING CONFUSED AND EVERYTHING I BROKE UP WITH HIM AND ON 4/2/09 I REALIZED WHERE MY HEART LIED AND IT IS WITH HIM AND NOW WE ARE BACK TOGETHER AND STRONGER THAN EVER AND I JUST PREY TO GOD I DON'T EVER LOSE HIM IF I DO I DON'T KNOW WHAT I WILL DO WITHOUT HIM... I DON'T KNOW HOW ELSE TO EXPLAIN HOW I FEEL ABOUT HIM....HE MAKES ME WHOLE AND MAKES ME HAPPY....IF YOU ALL DON'T KNOW HIM ALREADY GO SWING BY HIS PAGE AND SHOW HIM SOME LOVE R/F/A HIM.......I LOVE YOU BABY WITH ALL MY HEART AND ALWAYS WILL Jacques R/L BOYFRIEND & FU-HUBBY TO BRIT@ fubar

Fubar Dirty Dozen Auction
Do you want to own a Dirty Dozen Girl? The AUCTION IS HERE! Bids start at 250k! This auction is currently open and will run until NEXT Saturday, March 28 until 8pm EST! You may check out each member by clicking their pictures below!

Dj$taz@drl
OK FIRST OFF LET ME SAY THIS I HAVE AN IDEA WHO U R BUT NOT SURE BUT IF U GOT SOMETHING TO SAY WELL GROW UP AND SAY IT THIS ISNT KINDERGARDEN AND IM NOT GOING TO PERTENTED THAT IT IS AND IM NOT GOING TO USE MY POWERS ON HERE IN THE LOUNGE TO DEAL WIT THIS YOU KNOW WHO U R AND IT NEEDS TO STOP ITS NOT A JOKE AND ITS NOT FUNNY ITS CUASEIN MAJOR PROBLEMS AND IT NEEDS TO STOP NOW I WILL FIND U AND I WILL GET U KICK OFF FUBAR AND I WILL GET UR INTERNET SHUT OFF AND TRUST ME I CAN DO IT SO LETS STOP PLAYIN KIDDY GAMES AND GROW UP PPL THIS IS MY LIFE UR F**KING UP AND I WONT HAVE IT!!!!

Which Are You?
People come into your life for a REASON, a SEASON or a LIFETIME. When you know which one it is, you will know what to do for that person. When someone is in your life for a REASON, it is usually to meet a need you have expressed. They have come to assist you through a difficulty, to provide you with guidance and support, to aid you physically, emotionally or spiritually. They may seem like a godsend and they are. They are there for the reason you need them to be. Then, without any wrongdoing on your part or at an inconvenient time, this person will say or do something to bring the relationship to an end. Sometimes they die. Sometimes they walk away. Sometimes they act up and force you to take a stand. What we must realize is that our need has been met, our desire fulfilled, their work is done. The prayer you sent up has been answered and now it is time to move on. Some people come into your life for a SEASON, because your turn has come to share, grow or learn. They bring you an experie

Love Or Greed
as we live our we wonder night and day who are soulmate is but is it that love an word or an feelin for its an fellin that we all do not know but for the only goddress of she will chose who your soulmate is but always remember that when you wish for something wish with your heart not out of greed cause you more likey will get what you with for for is there an god who grant everlasting love for all i see throw my eye is lust but is it the goddess of love who grants everlasting love for us if their is why do i see with an blackin heart out of greed for is cause i have fall out of my place for everlasting love alas i pray fro everlasting for century but still i have not found it for is is cause walk street welcoming the darkness

Old Age Sets In
Yesterday was the best i've felt in over two weeks. I could see the light at the end of the mucus tunnel. The coughing had become better with longer intervals between fits and my nose didn't feel like i had one of those big red clown noses on it. I was feeling good! So i decided to get to sleep early and maybe get even better. Then the music started. At first i thought it was just a car with their stereo parked out front of my apartment. But i started recognizing the songs...Billy Fucking Joel!!! No respectable wanna be cool kid with a stereo this good would be tooling around listening to that crap. And it got worse. Next was the J. Geils Band, then came Whitesnake...it was mind numbing! So i got dressed and went outside to find this retard, but to no avail. No vehicle stereo was blasting this shit. There were lights on at a duplex with cars parked in front of it that i didn't recognize, so i assumated they were my culprits. There was no getting to the door for me so.... and here

Going Home!
OK the video is not showing when i embed it, heres the link http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=DnHtYciIj5U I posted this video/song because this was the song that really made me realize my next step in life. I know it seems kinda corny, or ya'll are gonna kick my ass cause its "Miley Cyrus" lol. But listen to the words, theres a few lines in the song that made me realize what I had to do and why. Then read the blog. Thanks! To those of you that know whats been going on with me for the last 7 months, I want to update you. This is also for all the friends that have been wondering where in GODS name I have been for the last few weeks. First off, I want to thank my best friend lilredvixen. I have been lucky enough to have her in my life for a few years now, and now, for the last 4 months, she and her family have opened their home to me and allowed me the help I've needed. Though, this stay has been great, better knowing her and her family and spending so much time with my

My Own Lil Contest!
LOL I am In my OWN contest and I need my friends help, I need you to rate and comment on my contest folder, If your not yet a friend please Rate Fan Add me (Only My Friends Can Few The Pic) after that I will send 1k to everyone that F/A/R's And Comments (No dirty or NSFW Comments your that person WILL be deleted from my friends list AND Blocked! Thanks for your help! Thanks Again ~*MysticLadyWolf~*

Cold Eternal
I can see you staring at me..but your not there... I can hear your voice still callin..i miss you still.. You were the saddest one..it lingers on.. Yours are the grayest eyes.. THat little thing u do..eternal and so cold.. And you know all those souls..ETERNAL AND SO COLD I can hear you wandering..among my thoughts.. Many things..still whisper to me and never call You were the saddest one..it lingers on.. Yours were the grayest eyes..that bring me love.. I can hear the clue, I can smell the words, I can climb the scale I can write the curves, I can hear the note, I can beat the beat.. I can dance the drum, I can tap my feet.... Getting Closer..stop me dreamin... Wanna feel you... YOUR SO CLOSE.. I cant play it very well, but IT IS what i want, and what i want is what it takes, it could be real..it could be fake.

Wow Fuck You To
wow got a few people checking me out and blocking me for no reason the only reason i can think of is the fact you did not like what i had to say about some of the players on here that i had in my past blog hey dont bitch if it happen to you. you would have done the same thing if people was brutally honest with one another even on here we would never have a problem but sadly people are not even tho they say they are if you got a problem with me be up front and honest and lets talk about it to see about fixing the problem rather then just blocking me like a ass for no reason specially when i never seen or talk to you before also if you are friends with any of them its cool i dont care but i ask that you dont mention them to me when talking to me i well respect you if you respect me