Poetry For Thought
Oh where do I start? Life's not all its cracked up to be kids...or rather...love isnt. It's intoxicating yes...to be able to pour your entirety into another human being and be dedicated to him/her without a second thought can become a driving force in your life. But what happens when things change? Well...remember that its only in the end that you start thinking about the beginning..if you can avoid an end...*wish* With that being said here's some POETRY FOR THOUGHT... Goodbye is never easy, even when its needed... We delay, we lie, we tell ourselves it will be okay But how can that be true when your life, your love can't stay? What's best isnt always wanted... most of the time its ignored, because our false sense of hope keeps us hanging on Healing...the painful burn that turns into the scar that reminds us of our past... forgotten but never gone. Walls go up and some will fall only to be put up again Until life send us that "one".. and only that one will ge

Meaningful
Sometimes we just need to be reminded! A well-known speaker started off his seminar by: holding up a $20.00 bill. In the room of 200, he asked, "Who would like this $20 bill?" Hands started going up. He said, "I am going to give this $20 to one of you but first, let me do this." He proceeded to crumple up the $20 dollar bill. He then asked, "Who still wants it?" Still the hands were up in the air. Well, he replied, "What if I do this?" And he dropped it on the ground and started to grind it into the floor with his shoe. He picked it up, now crumpled and dirty. "Now, who still wants it?" Still the hands went into the air. My friends, we have all learned a very valuable lesson. "No matter what I did to the money, you still wanted it because it did not decrease in value. It was still worth $20. Many times in our lives, we are dropped, crumpled, and ground into the dirt by the decisions we make

Giveaway
Ok yall i know i have been kinda not here for a while but i am tryin to win a giveaway hosted by my friend if you have shown me love i will try to return it as soon as i am done rating and commenting all 1455 pics its takin forever but its worth it ill get a 30 day blast for my efforts i sure hope i win i have put 4 good days in and the last couple days have been nothin but nsfw no points:-( i think i have less than 500 pic left to rate and comment all nsfw yayyyy....kisses to all Stoner Butterfly

Thank You All
too all my family and friends thanks for the cards and gifts and all the brithday wishies that means a lot too me thank you very much for showing the love love&respect david

2 Girls 1 Cup
omg this is the nastiest thing i have ever seen in my whole fucking life.....after i watched it i immediatley went to vomit. if you want to watch it here is the link http://www.flurl.com/item/2girls1cup_official_video_u_279710 http://www.flurl.com/item/2girls1cup_official_video_u_279710

Hott Bombers
HOTT BOMBERS OF FUBAR (Helping Out The Team)A New Bombing Team Dedicated To Helping Out Their Team Members To The Best Of Their Ability! With All The Contests Everyone Has It Gets Hard To Get Help Sometimes. HOTT Is Being Created To Give Everyone A Chance To Win Something! (This In No Way Meant To Be Disrespectful To Any Other Bombing Family Already in Place) We Need New Members! Want A Chance to Win Happy Hours, VIP's, and Blasts? Then Let Me or Briguy Know! Send Either One of Us An Email With The Subject Line..I Want To Be A Member! As soon as enough members are in place we will activate the team. We will both be posting a blog with the rules of the team. You will have to add both of us as a friend so that we can put you in our top 100 list! JOIN US AND HAVE A CHANCE AT SOME PRIZES! Contact one of us in an email! BRI GUY CONFEDERATE BOMBER ...........@ fubar ~~Golfer Chick~~@ fubar

Halloween
TOP TEN REASONS TRICK-OR-TREATING IS BETTER THAN SEX. Number 10. You're guaranteed to get at least a little something in the sack. Number 9. Once you've done it, you don't have to wait an hour to do it again. Number 8. The uglier you look, the more likely you'll get some. Number 7. You don't have to make small talk with the person who gave you the treat. Number 6. The person giving it to you isn't fantasizing that you are someone else. Number 5. If you get a stomach ache, it won't last for 9 months. Number 4. If you wear a mask, no one thinks you're kinky. Number 3. It doesn't matter if the kids hear you moaning and groaning. Number 2. The next day you don't have to call the person that gave it to you. And the ..Number 1 reason trick-or- treating is better than sex..... Number 1. If you don't get what you want, you can always go next door!!

Amputee
Title: Love Life Amputee By: Shawn Foreman I used to not care But I see you standing there Then I realize, life isn't fair It's these feelings that haunt It's these memories that taunt I never get what I want It's the story of my life It's the cause of this pain and strife This shit isn't cool This shit makes me act like a fool How should I feel? How do I know what is real? What am I supposed to do? I can't seem to get through to you All I wanted was you and me But that won't happen, it's plain to see So just leave me alone and let me be Leave me alone to clean up the debris Just leave me alone because now I'm free, I'm free from the things you do to me

Ramblings
Once in a lifetime, a person comes into your little place in the world that makes such a lasting impression. Sometimes they stay , and sometimes they go. But other times they are snatched away from you at such an untimely moment that it takes your breath away and turns your world upside down. The pain is so great that you wonder if you can inhale again. The ache dulls after some time. The memories inside tend to fade and strenghten. There are pictures and there's the written word. Photos of his children...seeing him going into the defense pose in full hockey gear..walking up the stairs of the Herc and smiling back over his shoulder at me...his green eyes twinkling at me as he posed for the past picture with his long hair. I can still look at those and bring them up in my mind without much effort. The songs that we shared hour after hour still remain on an mp3 player. Great Big Sea...Natalie MacMaster...Ocean Girl. The beginning strains of If Ever You Were Mine still di

Halloween
just for fun read this EVEN IF YOU HAVE A BOYFRIEND OR GIRLFRIEND- REPOST THIS! SEE HOW MANY PEOPLE SEND THIS BACK TO YOU IN YOUR INBOX! Ladies Title it "BOYFRIEND Application" Guys Title it "GIRLFRIEND Application" 1. Your Name: 2. Age: 3. Favorite Color: 4.Your Sign: 5.Phone Number: 6. Location: 7. Height: 8.Hair (color): 9.Piercings/tattoo: HERE COMES THE FUN ... ... ... 1. Are we friends? 2. Do you have a crush on me? 3. Would you kiss me? 4. Would you enjoy it? 5. Would you ever ask me out? 6. Would you make a move on me in a movie theater? 7. Would you take care of me when I'm sick? 8. Do you want to tell me something that you couldn't before? 9.Would you walk on the beach with me? 10. If you heard a rumor about me, would you defend me? 11. Do you/have you talked about me? 12. Do you think I'm a good person? 13. Would u take a nap with me? 14.Do you think I'm cute? 15. If you could change anything about me -would you? 16.Would you dance with me :]

It's Not What You Have
One day, the father of a very wealthy family took his son on a trip to the country with the express purpose of showing him how poor people live. They spent a couple of days and nights on the farm of what would be considered a very poor family. On their return from their trip, the father asked his son, "How was the trip?" "It was great, Dad." "Did you see how poor people live?" the father asked. "Oh yeah," said the son. "So, tell me, what did you learn from the trip?" asked the father. The son answered: "I saw that we have one dog and they had four. We have a pool that reaches to the middle of our garden and they have a creek that has no end. We have imported lanterns in our garden and they have the stars at night. Our patio reaches to the front yard and they have the whole horizon. We have a small piece of land to live on and they h

~*~wsc News, Updates, & Bombing~*~
Welcome to Fu~Vivor- Fubar Island! HAPPY HOUR OR $100 GIFT CARD? New Contest starting as soon as I have enough players. Just like the show its all about being the sole survivor Part 1: All Contestants will participate in reverse bombing, meaning u will not bomb yourself, you will bomb the other contestants. U want to be the person with the least comments. The person with the most comments at the end of every other day will be eliminated. However the contestants who are eliminated will not go "home" empty handed. They will receive for every comment 1 Fubuck, every rate will equal 1 Fubuck as well. When all have been eliminated down to two players then part 2 will start. Part 2: The two remaining contestants will retain their comments and will continue on with an endurance race to the finish line. The first to reach 50,000 comments will receive their choice of a Happy Hour or a $100.00(Real US Money) Gift Card. Which is to be purchased online and emailed

Hot Keys
I've never been one to use them, atleast not anything more than Ctrl+C and Ctrl+ V, but I've been forced to use many more of them lately at my job and I'd thought I'd share some that might make everyones life a little bit easier. Alt+Tab Cycles between open windows, Hold Alt while pressing tab to go to more than the last window visited, otherwise you can go from one window and back again. Uses the last two windows visited. Great for switching from IM to IE or firefox, etc. Ctrl+tab In internet explorer and yahoo Im or any program with tabs, cycles between tabs. Great if you have more than one tab open on fubar or on multiple sites. Ctrl+pageup/pagedown in excel cycles between sheets within a document. Ctrl+P prints Ctrl+Z undo Ctrl+C copies Ctrl+V paste Ctrl+Y redo/repeat Tab Cycles through links/objects, great for selecting enter on comments and while bombing. Ctrl+S Save Ctrl+W Closes window/but not program A

Military Women
She is My Hero Never has an American Woman been drafted into service Thousands came forward on their own. Not allowed to volunteer, They disguised as men to serve in combat Many wounded, others Died Mary Walker received The Medal of Honor. One Hundred in the War on Terrorism Died Your blood in ageless battlefields flowed. Thy Valor is unquestioned From the founding of our country, Through the jungles of Vietnam, In the Burning Sands of Far Off Lands You held our hands Spoke with tender Love Cleansed our faces Wiped our Tears With our blood covering your body With Thy Buxom gave us Comfort as we died. She Fights for Our Freedom, She comforts us in our sorrow, She provides cover fire to protect us, She is our Mother, our Daughter, our Sister, and our Aunt She heals our wounds She helps us to our final rest. You are My Sister in Arms You are My Hero! Semper Fidelis Ra’ 2007 SWFLPROF@Yahoo.com

Empty Inside
Title: Empty Inside By: Me Memories of the past In stone these are cast Reminders of things that didn't last Reminders of me and you Memories that I don't want, grew Memories of how love died Memories of an emotional landslide Memories of running to hide And memories of too much pride Memories of how we collide Memories ruined even though I tried Memories of how I cried And memories we no longer guide Ending with memories we brush aside Reminders that love is a rollercoaster ride Reminding me that I'm empty inside

Out Of Town
sku11dagg3r and i will be going out of town this weekend and we will be back monday so please leave love on both of our pages we will be going crazy without fubar please show love while we are gone thanx to all our friends skulldagger {Member of Blazin Hell Katz}@ fubar the1anastasia {member of blazn hell katz}@ fubar

Can We All Get Along (become A Citizen First)
A president of his homeowners association in a Dallas, Texas suburb was having a terrible problem with litter near some of his association's homes. The reason is that six very large, luxurious new houses are being built right next to their community. The trash was coming from the Mexican laborers working at the construction sites and included bags from McDonald's, Burger King and 7-11, plus coffee cups, napkins, cigarette butts, coke cans, empty bottles, etc. He went to see the site supervisor and even the general contractor, politely urging them to get their workers not to litter the neighborhood, to no avail. He called the city, county, and police and got no help there either. So here's what his community did. They organized about twenty folks, named themselves The 'Inner Neighborhood Services' group, and arranged to go out at lunch time and 'police' the trash themselves. It is what they did while picking up the trash that is so hilarious. They bought nav

What A Girl Really Wants!
1. Touch her waist. 2. Actually talk to her. 3. Share secrets with her. 4. Give her 1 of your sweatshirts

Epicene Symmetries
On 9/10/06, Darryl Turnbull wrote: This song, Zanne HAS always been a favorite.....The music accompaniment is exceedly beautiful, but the lyrics have ALWAYS captured that romantic yet tragic side of me....l I, by sending the lyrics am only projecting myself from her view, however it should be reversed in one verse.... But in the depths of my soul I have always felt the tradgey of LOVE, without EVER experiencing it....Once I did, this song did not fit that experience....I feel comfortable enough to say the song has meaning for now, however not exactly what I had imaginged or fantasized over the years . ALL THE SAME; its intense! Beauty and the Beast - written by Stevie Nicks - appears on The Wild Heart (1983); Timespace (1991); The Enchanted Boxed Set (1998) - b-side to 12" single and CD single Whole Lotta Trouble (live version) (U.K. October 1989) Lyrics You're not a stranger to me And you are something to see You don't even know how to please You

Just Me
Just started a new job this past monday sept 24th @ACS-Humana. don't have a car but hope to before xmas. don't have a place of my own but hope to before my bday (4/19, aries). will start getting massive amounts of overtime (Nov 15th-Mar 31st; OT=car and place). do i have to be single and untouched till i'm firmly on my feet or can i have someone that can watch me grow and be amazed? women say they aren't material, so maybe i've just been talking to the wrong one's. what's your opinion? nathan raleigh, nc 27615 me: 32yo, 5'11", 185-195lbs, med/avg build, dark brown hair (thick and curly but usually shaved), hazel eyes, 1 tattoo, 1 brand, 0 piercings. divorced 2 years, seperated 3 before that, 1 child (daugter, 7 in dec 07, lives with my best friend: her mom). no car till jan 08 at the latest, live with granny till apr 08 at latest (multiple reasons but i'll say this much: NO ROOMMATES EVER AGAIN!!!). i'm a smoker (menthol) and 420 friendly (i'll pass if man made it, but p

Stupid People
COLCHESTER -- A Swanton teenager died early Saturday morning when the car in which he was riding was struck by another driving in the wrong direction on Interstate 89 by a man who allegedly admitted to police that he had come from a local bar. Vermont State Police said Nicolas Fournier, 18, of Swanton died on impact as the result of internal injuries from the crash, which occurred shortly after midnight. Fournier, a 2007 graduate of Missisquoi Union Valley High School, ran cross country and played baseball and basketball for the school. Police arrested Shawn Burritt, 32, of Jericho on several charges. Trooper Michelle LeBlanc said they included driving under the influence for the fourth time with death resulting; leaving the scene of an accident; driving with a suspended license; violating conditions of release; and grossly negligent operation. Burritt remained jailed at the Chittenden Regional Correctional Facility in South Burlington late Saturday on $100,000 cash bail

Love
No one falls in love by choice, it is by CHANCE. No one stays in love by chance, it is by WORK. And no one falls out of love by chance, it is by CHOICE

Bored...
I'm so bored right now it's insane! I'm really happy that Nea got the spotlight! It's nice to see someone from AfterHours in there! :) I'm watching Family Guy right now, there's a marathon on tonight and I have the feeling that I'll be home all night watching it. Ugh, my ex got out of jail today and I'm sooooooo not happy about it. He's gonna stalk me again. Gross. I was going to go over to my friend's today to talk to her but I couldn't bring myself to do it. Well, I'm done rambling for now I don't wanna spill all my drama business all over fubar anyways! LOL!

My Star Is Back
My star is back … I saw it twinkling through a bedroom window only a few days ago. I’ve had time to think about where this star may have gone, why it joined the myriad of other stars in the night sky. It’s all part of the Master Plan … or so I’m told. My star was simply drawing back into itself just long enough to renew its energy. And now, rejuvenated, my star shines for me again. Its twinkle is the same light I see in the eyes of the one who is so special to me. I wake during the night, search through my window, and see that friendly body in the heavens. It’s smiling at me, and I’ve never felt warmth from a star as I do from this one. Ice blue, sparkling, and ever so warm … that’s how a star should be.

Love
What is love? Love is something that two ppl say to each other. I believe nobody knows what love is. Any1 can say i love you and they can mean it and they may not mean it. There is a big difference between the word "I Love You" and "I love you and i need you". when some1 says they love you they normally mean it..when some1 say i love you and i need you they are lying..When some1 says they can't live with out you do you believe them? When some1 says they can't live with out you they are lying cause after you break up they are still living and seeing some1 new..I believe lust is where you think to your self do i actually want to spend the rest of my life with this person? Love is where you get a tingling feeling inside when you see them,talk to them,or just think about them and you know that you want to spend the rest of your life with them!

Budwiser Story
§wèèt ßåbýTåzzý69~SEXY VAMP @HF&BS~§µîbbý'$ FÚ/R£~GF(¢º-ºwñè®~ºƒHF&ߧ)@ fubar The Budweiser Story (not a joke) This is TRUE! How Budweiser handled those who laughed at those who died on the 11th of September, 2001... Thought you might like to know what happened in a little town north of Bakersfield , California . After you finish reading this, please forward this story on to others so that our nation and people around the world will know about those who laughed when they found out about the tragic events in New York , Pennsylvania , and the Pentagon. On September 11th, A Budweiser employee was making a delivery to a convenience store in a California town named McFarland. He knew of the tragedy that had occurred in New York when he entered the business to find the two Arabs, who owned the business, whooping and hollering to show their approval and support of this treacherous attack. The Budweiser employee went to his truck,

Shay`s Day
You make the choice. Don't look for a punch line, there isn't one. Read it anyway. My question is: Would you have made the same choice? At a fundraising dinner for a school that serves learning-disabled children, the father of one of the students delivered a speech that would never be forgotten by all who attended. After extolling the school and its dedicated staff, he offered a question: "When not interfered with by outside influences, everything nature does is done with perfection. Yet my son, Shay, cannot learn things as other children do. He cannot understand things as other children do. Where is the natural order of things in my son?" The audience was stilled by the query. The father continued. "I believe that when a child like Shay, physically and mentally handicapped comes into the world, an opportunity to realize true human nature presents itself, and it comes in the way other people treat that child" Then he told the following story: Shay and his fathe

Cleaning Out Friends List
With all the changes to this site,such as the recent ANNOYING change to the bartab along with my boredom and recent level of Fubarlord (which really has showed me that levels mean abosolutely nothing since i am not online enuff to rate 1500 people a day) I have decided to really clean out my friends list. I will be deleting a major portion of accounts my friends and fan-of list. I dont talk to but a handfull of people really, and those are the people I will be keeping. I will gladly accept new friend requests but if people just add me for points, ill take them right off. im not trying to be a snob, its just becoming pointless to me to keep adding and adding people I dont talk to or even leave anything on my page. So those of you that I do chat with, I will keep you on. For those that i havent talk to in awhile, if you are reading this and still want to stay on my friends list, just shoot me a msg and ill keep ya on the list. For those that i delete before you read this, if u want back

Some People
I can't stand people on here or anywhere really that are so full of themselves and think they are God's gift to the world. I recently was talking to my sister and some guy kept bothering her numerous times to rate his profile and pics. He thought he ws just the shit. Well she finally said whatever and rated him. She's an honest rater so she won't rate you a 10 if she doesn't feel ya deserve it. SO she gave him still a high score. She gave him a 9. WEll he flipped and said that was offensive and he deserved a 10 or 11. And then started going off on her and then blocked her. This guy is known for rating people ones if he doesnt get what he wants....Uh duh idiot rating people ones won't effect anything they still get points. But then this guy had the nerve to go to my page rate me a one and have his friend who was newer to this site take my pictures and name{old name} and create a fake profile. On top of that he put suposed fake naked pictures of me in this profile. I have never taken a n

I'm Back
I've been in the process of moving, so I haven't been returning rates, messages, comments, etc.. Will anyone who has sent me anything within the past week and a half please leave me a comment on this blog so I can play catch up. Thanks again for all of your support and kindness. And to all of you {{{KISSES}}} Love Ya Niki

Doctor's Visit
i have been to the doctor.... not good first i found out i'm pregnant, and in the middle of a miscarriage. so they have to go in and take the rest of it out. second, i have a 5cm sized cyst on my left ovary, they have to go in and take that out. third, i have a 3-4 inch lump on my right breast and i have to go to the breast clinic next friday to get that checked out... i'm pretty upset and don't know what to do and my parents have basically grounded me, not allowed to go anywhere, do anything, work, nothing. so, i'll be online here and there cause i am bored out of my mind, i hope to see some of my friends on here... ttysoon, suzy

The Perfect Angel I Want (part Two)
Here's the follow up to part one heres a song i wrote and it explains it better its called "Simply" Ive made it so hard on myself turning my back on how you felt seeing a lie that led me on leaving a love that did no wrong thats what it took for me to say that you simply love despite all the stupid things i've done its hard to remember that you simply love even though I know not what ive done I tried to do this all on my own not thinking once of what you've shown all that I've done has blinded me to everything that you have for me I want you to know that i finally see that you simply love despite all the stupid things i've done its hard to remember that you simply love even though I know not what ive done I dont know why i cant understand I dont know why i cant comprehend I dont know why i cant understand that you simply love despite all the stupid things i've done its hard to remember that you simply love even though I know not what ive done you simply love

Greatest Gift From A Woman...
The greatest gift a from a woman is her self. The way she walks, the way she looks at you. The way she makes you feel like a man. The way she kisses you and holds you in her arms. The shit she puts up with defending you till the last. The sex she has with you... her beautiful body, the taste of her sweet lips. Her soft hair. The softest skin ever touched by a man. Her long sexy legs, that she willingy wraps around you. The way she trusts you as you enter her body and allows you and her to become one. Thanks girls for being a great friend and lover. The GREATEST gift is YOU! -God will provide a brighter tommorrow. -In feeling good about ones self and making others feel the same. -In Family and Friends -Sincere,Serious,Funny & Passionate are good qualities to have. -In long hand n hand walks on a moon lit beach. -In dark all over tans. -In long flowing hair, bright smiles, and small feet. -In hot steamy showers together. -In trusting &

Damn The Man!
Well I am just here thinking of the direction my life is now going. I finally wrapped things up in college but I decided to take a semester off before moving on to the university. I actually now have a degree in psychology but I do not know if I really want to continue with it or follow a new path with a whole new major. Oh well I digress. Work has a whole new set of problems each and every new year and so far I have not been disapointed. I have decided not to apply for renewal of my position as an associate trainer only because I have not really been doing much as one so I feel it is a little dumb to show up for work and there is nothing else for me to do since the new associate trainer has already finished all the work by the time I arrive...then she sits on her fat ass chatting with my supervisor and the team lead when we are all busy taking calls that she should be taking as well. Hmm...can you all say favortism? Gee I know you can. So to deal with that I have decided that sinc

Things
9 Things that drive me up the wall! 1. People who point at their wrist while asking for the time.. I know where my watch is pal, where the hell is yours? Do I point at my crotch when I ask where the toilet is? 2. People who are willing to get off their butt to search the entire room for the tv remote because they refuse to walk to the tv and change the channel manually. 3. When people say "Oh you just want to have your cake and eat it too". Damn right! What good is a cake if you can't eat it? 4. When people say "it's always the last place you look". Of course it is. Why the hell would you keep looking after you've found it? Do people do this? Who and where are they? 5. When people say while watching a film "did you see that?". No Loser, I paid $12 to come to the cinema and stare at the damned floor. 6. People who ask "Can I ask you a question?".... Didn't really give me a choice there, did ya sunshine? 7. When something is 'new and improved!'. Which is it? I

Moment's In Time!!
You know, I hear "Fubar Sucks" all the time. Anytime I hear that I cringe. Why? Because Fubar is not a person, not a single entity. Fubar is a NETWORK of people. Without PEOPLE Fubar would simply be a void on the web. So if you feel like "Fubar Sucks" what your really saying is "I suck", "You Suck", or "We all fucking suck". When I talk about Fubar with people who have never been here I describe as "Myspace On Steriods". It's a site where you practically forced to associate with others. IE So n So just checked you out!! OMG ITS A HOTTIE!! I have to see So n So. You had a choice...but you seriously couldnt resist the sexy motherfucker rating you photos a ten or an eleven. Now your rating all theirs! Boom a relationship has begun. Some other things I hear alot on fubar as well are the words "CREEP" "PERV" and finallly "Stalker" NEW'S FLASH !!!! PERVS CREEPS AND STALKERS ARE IN REAL LIFE TOO!! In real life what would you do if you ran into one of these individuals. Ignore

Floetry In Motion
I finally met that one beautiful gurl Who shakes my whole world Showed me theres more to life than sex and drugs Late nights in the clubs hanging with my thuggs Before her i was always in trouble and lookin to fight jest seemed like i couldnt do nothing rite she believed in me and stuck by my side even through the bumpiest of rides she took my hand when i was down picked me back up and dusted off my crown yeah my familly made fun cause i met her on the net but shes the thing to to happen to me yet she met me at a really bad time in my life i was in a wheelchair but that didnt bother her she didnt care she does her best to keep me happy even though im not big on gettin all sappy she enderstands and loves me for me and hopefully one day yall can feel and see everyone deserves to find tru love once in life thats why one day she gonna be my wife she doesnt know it but shes the reason i walk talk and breathe shes my beautiful queenand all that ill ever need she helpe

Dreams
I fill you up Then I feel you in me As much as I want this I'm falling away from you As much as I loved you I despised every breath I spent on you I don't know why your so fucking cold Why you hate me Did I just get old? I did all I could to fill the hole Nothings worth saving If you can't subdue your craving What did I have to do I didn't even have a clue If I did it all again It would be exactly the same I'm about to break I'm in your blame I've lost the game I bless the Father, in your name As I lay here in my shame God damn Your in my head again Your fucking lies Your wretched face When I think I've locked it all away I think, I think... I'll throw it all away Darkness lies my only bed As shadows form above my head I've searched for an answer Forever it seems I find release in the moons beems No more lies No more pain Serenity now My mind you'll never stain I know

My Blog
Well, this is my first blog.. Nothing special today.

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Just My Thoughts
Ok I am back at this and I am going to try it again lol. I am not here for all the drama bull ****. I am here to meet new friends and connect with some old friends. I might not be on here every day but, I will get on as much as I can. A little about me I am a father of 2 beautiful boys and I guess you could call me a workaholic lol.I am single and looks as thoe I am going to stay that way.

Thinking About Trying To Host A Who Wants To Fu Marry Me Contest Again
ok so i am sitting here bored as hell wondering if i should try to host another "who wants to fu marry me contest ".the first attempt was a total disaster :(.so i guess i will put out all the rules and stuff and leave it up to peeps as to whether or not you want to join (***serious ppl only please ***) ***SERIOUS ENTRIES ONLY IF YOU DON'T WANT TO MAKE A TRUE EFFORT TO WIN THEN DON'T ENTER ,I DON'T WANT TO HAVE TO DELETE YOUR PIC LATER DUE TO LACK OF PARTICIPATION **** .The rules are as follows : 1: self bombing is allowed 2:no drama 3: no nsfw pics 4: first person to 40,000 in comments wins+200k in fubucks ***and as for prizes here's the catch ***THERE'S NO GIFTS OR VIPS OR BLASTS ***(unless i have enough points to give big pimpin gifts )but THE WINNER WILL GET TO BE FU-MARRIED TO ME lol(WE WILL HAVE TO FIND A MINISTER WHO CAN MARRY US TOO *** so therefore your best efforts to win the contest will lemme know that you are interested in being fu-married to me the cont

For Those Who Miss Someone
If tears could build a stairway and memories a lane I would walk right up tp Heaven and bring you back again No farewell words were spoken no time to say "goodbye" you were gone before I knew it and only God knows why My heart still aches with sadness and secret tears still flow what it meant to love you no one can ever know But now I know you want me to mourn for you no more to remember all the happy times life still has in store Since you'll never be forgotten I pledge to you today a hollowed place within my heart is where you will always stay

Hmmm It Wut It Iz?
u get to own me for a month.. vip would b nice..or anything else u would like to offer.. jus click the link n make your bid.. GOTTA BEAT 50,000 FUBUCKS NOW!! iight im up for grabs.. u get to own me for a month.. vip would nice..or anything else u would like to offer.. jus click the link n make your bid.. STARTIN BID IZ 20,000 FUBUCKS GOIN IN A FU-AUCTION ON FEB 1ST SO SUM LUCKY SUM1 GETS TO FU OWN ME FOR A MONTH

My Poems
Grandma's Wish Grandma had a wish She loves me with a fish She hoped for me and made me see that it was my true self Grandma has a smile and you see it a mile away She left with a grin and i didnt drink a shot of gin so I'll never forget her. Grandma had a wish that we keep smiling or her smile wil go away!! To Whom It May Concern: Why is life so hard. You go though it trying to prove one person that they are the one you want to share your life with no matter what people say. As you look for someone, you find that that person but that person is not what you want but you settle for it anyway. What happens when you make a mistake that will stick with you no matter how many times that forget bout it. The reason that is because that person bring it up in any fight you have because you have done it in the past just to justify what he did. Why is it that people like what they can't have and cheat on someone else because they wa

Me And My Friends.lol.
1. Thank you. We‘re all refreshed and challenged by your unique point of view. 2. The fact that no one understands you doesn‘t mean you‘re an artist. 3. I don‘t know what your problem is, but I‘ll bet it‘s hard to pronounce. 4. Any connection between your reality and mine is purely coincidental. 5. I have plenty of talent and vision. I just don‘t care. 6. I like you. You remind me of when I was young and stupid. 7. What am I? Flypaper for freaks!? 8. I‘m not being rude. You‘re just insignificant. 9. I‘m already visualizing the duct tape over your mouth. 10. I will always cherish the initial misconceptions I had about you. 11. It‘s a thankless job, but I‘ve got a lot of Karma to burn off. 12. Yes, I am an agent of Satan, but my duties are largely ceremonial. 13. No, my powers can only be used for good. 14. How about never? Is never good for you? 15. I‘m really easy to get along with once you people learn to worship me. 16. You sound reasonable...Time to up my medication.

I Want You
I want you to be happy. I want you to smile. I want you. I want you to hold me. I want you to kiss me. I want you. I want you to feel my passion. I want you to feel my joy. I want you. I want you to want me. I want you.

Torn In To Pieces
You destroyed me… By killing my dreams and killing my heart You destroyed me by breaking my soul in half. Destroying me is what happens when you betray me miserably with those cruel words you said. You’ve destroyed me once before as well and you said you would never again You destroyed me by tearing my soul to pieces Your love was never mine when you killed my heart Your pain gave me the love that I desired most When you destroyed me, I sought to destroy you. We destroyed each other… Things have changed and now your gone. u cant promise that its not forever I hope and i pray for the day that you come home, Mistakes i have made haunt me in my dreams i love you more than i should so much more than is good for me.... but more is good... i have fallen... more that i said i ever would... what is love with out you. I have loved and lost. but if i can find a way to keep you i will. even if it means letting you go. Your eyes make my heart sing. a fragil b

Wreslting
JOHN CENA IS AN AWESOME WRESTLER

Tips For Women In 2008
Tips for ladies in year 2008 1. Aspire to be Barbie - the witch has everything. 2. If the shoe fits - buy one in every color. 3. Take life with a pinch of salt... a wedge of lime, and a shot of tequila. 4. In need of a support group? - Cocktail hour with the girls! 5. Go on the 30 day diet. (I'm on it and so far I've lost 15 days). 6. When life gets you down - just put on your big girl panties and deal with it. 7. Let your greatest fear be that there is no PMS and this is just my personality. 8. I know I'm in my own little world, but it's ok. They know me here. 9. Lead me not into temptation, I can find it myself. 10. Don't get your knickers in a knot, it solves nothing; and makes you walk funny. 11. When life gives you lemons in 2008 - turn it into lemonade then mix it with vodka. 12. Remember every good looking, sweet, single male is someone else's ex boyfriend! 13. Now smile and send to any girl wasting time at work, suffering from a hangover,

My First Time
It was my first time ever and I'll never forget I'd do it again Without a single regret. The sky was dark The moon was high We were all alone Just she and I. Her hair was soft Her eyes were blue I knew just what She wanted to do. Her skin so soft Her legs so fine I ran my fingers Down her spine. I didn't know how But I tried my best I started by placing My hands on her breast. I remember my fear My fast beating heart But slowly she spread Her legs apart. And when I did it I felt no shame All at once The white stuff came. At last it's finished It's all over now My first time ever . . . . . At milking a cow...

Sweet And Sexy
Happy Valentine's Day Comment Graphics

Normally I Wouldn't But......
So here's how it works: Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names. Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you. 1. I sleep walk and talk 2. I still love comic books 3. I used to have an irrational fear of mirrors (grew out of it) 4. My little brother (same mother) is white 5. I write and have been published 6. I like to combine macaroni and cheese with creamstyle corn (it's alot better than it sounds) 7. I love to cook 8. I work for one of the most visited websites in the U.S. 9. I was born a twin (Michelle was stillborn) 10. I have a brand on my right arm

Nickelback
Nickelback is a hard rock band formed in Hanna, Alberta by Chad Kroeger, Mike Kroeger, Ryan Peake and then drummer Brandon Kroeger. The band is one of the most renowned of the modern post-grunge genre, along with groups such as 3 Doors Down and Black Stone Cherry, performing in a slightly more radio-friendly manner of audio apart from the traditional 1990's grunge music era. Although the founders of the band hail from Hanna, Alberta, a small town east of Calgary, they are now based in Vancouver, British Columbia, Canada. The band's name originates from the nickel in change that band member Mike Kroeger often had to give customers in his previous job at Starbucks, and would frequently say "Here's your nickel back". The band is signed to EMI at home and Roadrunner Records for the rest of the world. Their hit single "How You Remind Me" from their third album Silver Side Up reached the top on the Canadian Singles Chart and the Billboard Hot 100 at the same time. This makes them the

Tag Your It
Ten things about me.. 1. I'm a country boy. 2. I will do just about anything once. 3. I'm a raver. 4. I have been many place and seen many things. 5. I fallow my heart even if it takes me down the wrong road in life. 6. I dream big and work hard. 7. I hate silence i always have music playing. 8 I met the woman of my dreams on fubar. (TrippinDaizy) 9. I have great repesct for my friends and family. 10. I'm 100% a Taurus. ok so ten random facts about me..Now I am going to tag ten people to do the same..here goes TrippinDaizy nametaken85 DJ Minou DJ sexy shell AudioSlut prizmatic FREEK Jusscuzzz Mary Jane Groovy

Soon To Be Leaving
I am starting a new chapter in my life..i have just seperated from my husband and going to take things to a new level..i am going to not be on here much at all for i am in need of other things to do besides sit here..i am going to hopefully find what i am looking for in the split up that we just had... just wanted to inform my many friends and fans it will be a lil while before i am on alot

Got Hurt Again
so about a month ago i would say this guy told me he liked me. at first i didnt want to believe him cuz hes 19 and i am 23. well i told him i liked him. so we decided to date but keep in a secret from work and some other people only cuz he didnt want his ex to find out since she might be carryin his kid. so we ended up kissing a couple of times and i thought ok he wants to be with me. well his dad called him off work sayin alex had to take his GF to the er cuz she was pukein up blood. i dont know if i want to believe that he went back to her or not. ugh i'm gonna give up.

A Story From My Bitch
My True Master Written By: Mrs.Tainted Love I was in the library. I was in the middle of a book, alone at my table, no others are really around to make noise or be bothersome in any way. Sighing, I relax into my comfortable wooden chair and continue to read. Suddenly I feel a warm hard hand upon my leg--and as I turn to look a man clad in the purest black looks me into the eyes. We sit there for a few dazzling seconds, my eyes on, in, his deep green ones. I feel as if I am being pulled down, down, down into the depths of darkness. I slowly place the novel on the table, still making eye contact with the stranger, for I am unable to avert my gaze. His skin is pale and his features dark. His cheekbones are strong and high, the silhouette of his skull is visible in his face. His brown hair is straight and falls neatly around his face. Then I realize that his hand is still on my leg, so I watch him stroking now with long fingers and scratching slowly with long perfect nails. Then hi

Tag Ur It
TAG YOU'RE IT !!!!! Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you... 1. I'M A HUG NIKKI SIXX FAN....LIKE U COULDN'T FIGURE THAT OUT BY LOOKIN' AT MAH PAGE...LOL 2. I SPEAK, READ AND WRITE FLUENT GERMAN...YAY ME...WHATEVA 3. I'M A REGISTERED NURSE AND ABSOLUTELY LUV MY JOB 4. I LIVE IN THE SOUTH, DRIVE A BIG ASS TRUCK, BUT AM PROLLY THE ONLY ONE THAT HAS ROCK N' ROLL BLASTIN 24/7 WHILE DRIVING 5. I'M A HUGE ADVOCATE FOR THE ETHICAL TREATMENT OF ANIMALS 6. I HAVE 3 HORSES, 2 GREAT DANES, 2 CATS, A MINIATURE PINCHER, BIRDS, FISH AND A HAMSTER...YES...I LIVE IN A ZOO 7. HMMM...WHAT ELSE.... 8. I LOVE TO READ 9. FAVORITE SHOWS....CSI VEGAS, GREYS ANATOMY, 48 HOURS 10. MY

Off To Chattanooga
for all those who have my cell ... call me if u wanna ... im off to chattanooga for a meeting all week and then ill be back to clayton on thursday nite ... if i can ill talk to yall on the cell.. no puter access im assuming in chattanooga unless i get lucky .... wonders if shell get lucky loll woo hoo - doubtful at best ... take care and have a great one yall

I'm Sorry
This is beautiful! She jumped up as soon as she saw the surgeon come out of the operating room. She said: "How is my little boy ? Is he going to be all right ? When can I see him ?" The surgeon said, "I'm sorry. We did all we could, but your boy didn't make it." Sally said, "Why do little children get cancer ? Doesn't God care any more ? Where were you, God, when my son needed you ?" The surgeon asked, "Would you like some time alone with your son ? One of the nurses will be out in a few minutes, before he's transported to the university." Sally asked the nurse to stay with her while she said good bye to son. She ran her fingers lovingly through his thick red curly hair. "Would you like a lock of his hair ?" the nurse asked. Sally nodded yes. The nurse cut a lock of the boy's hair, put it in a plastic bag and handed it to Sally. The mother said, "It was Jimmy's idea to donate his body to the University for Study. He said it might help somebody else. "I

This Is Funny!!
Ed, Ted and their wives went out camping one weekend. Ed and Ted slept in one tent while the wives used the other. At about three in the morning, Ted woke up and yelled, "Wow, unbelievable!" Which woke Ed. "What's going on?" said Ed. "I've got to go to the other tent and find my wife." said Ted. "How come?" said Ed. "To have sex! I just woke up with the biggest hard-on I've ever had in my life!" said Ted After a pause, Ed said, "Do you want me to come with you?" "Hell, no! Why would I want you to do that?" said Ted. "Because that's my dick you're holding," said Ed.

Haters
I'm sick of it. People are always bashing on christians calling us sheep and such. I AM NOT A SHEEP. I choose to be a christian because it is what feels right to me. I don't go around calling all other religious people slaves to thier god, if I agree with their choose or not, it's just that, a choice. If I choose to believe in God and that Christ died for my sins, who are you to tell me I'm wrong. I think most religions have the same general ideas. Be kind to your fellow man, don't kill, help those in need. I am by no means perfect, I am a sinner. I don't judge people based on their religion, but on the way they act and treat other people. If you want to judge me strictly based on my religion than you can kiss my ass. You will miss out on meeting many interesting people if you don't want to know them only because they believe in a different invisible man than you. And another thing, christians who do this are not christians. Love your fellow man and get over yourselves.

Rate Folder
Come get your fubucks. 11's are 20k 10's are 10k. If you rate and comment all hundred I will throw in a extra 5k. Please only rate these pics during HH. I will have to take away some of the fubucks if you don't, Make sure you have rated the entire album to get paid. Send me a message when you are done. Do not put it in my shout box. thanks sky click this pic to begin Hurry up and get your rate on. The folder will be closed at 9pm feb 26 look for the album marked rate for fubucks. Rate all 10's get 10k 11's get 20k

Going To Court For Disorderly Conduct
Ok so im banging this chic in a car in a school parking lot late at night next thing I see is a bright light, I thought either she has the whitest ass in the world or it's the cops, well come to find out she tans naked and it was a police officer.In full humping motion i'm asked by the officer to step out the car I told him in a shaky tone i'm cummin!! he said ok little did he know I was really cumming full out orgasm.Needless to say i was charged with disorderly conduct not by my sexual performance mind you but I guess fucking in empty parking lots is offensive, so once in court the judge asked what I was thinking to do such a thing I told him I was an alcosexamaholic he said and whats that?I replied i drink till i'm fucked sir but realized that wasn't the right thing to say to the judge so I decided to plead the fifth and wondered if I pleaded the fifth would he know i've been drinking.

Out With The Negatives
Ok so ive recently discovered the dvd of The Secret well in it is ways that we create these negative thoughts and how our thoughts control our future,well ive been retraining my mind in the positive and have noticed the difference in the people I attract and the better I feel personally.I think if everyone checked it out and focused more on the things we want or do like instead of the things we dont want or like then life becomes simple and more rewarding just remember nobody makes you feel or do but yourself.....so I say to those who read this just check it out or at least focus on the things you so desire and see yourself having those things feel the joy of it and watch how your life starts to change........id like it if some would repost this to get more of the word out and hear others reactions

Poem
i sit here and wait for you return waiting for you is so hard to do i feel ur breath on my skin waiting for u to come soon i lay here and think about everything waiting is hard to do i touch you with gentle embraces waiting no more for you YOU... acting as if nothing can happen play our roles in life live as if nothing renders moving on to what nothing can i hate it... kill me now... drip drip drip the rain fell early today Drip Drip Drip "im feeling this wheather", i say DRip DRip DRip echos of a empty heart DRIP DRIP DRIP there my tears, beginning to start....

~1st Time For Everythang~
Hmmm how to start this one out, lol. Like doing my blogs just have alot of nosey peeps on myspace... Grrrr!! Live in to small of a town to get by with much. About me... well everyone I meet either calls me crazy or says I flat out skeer 'em,lmao(Becca's lil man) I'm just 1 of a kind I guess, do things my own way, don't like to follow rules to well either... Must be why my men are usually taken ;) Been divorced going on 6 yrs and the ex loves to ruin my groove.. had him 'n' his wife up one nite and a fellar I'd been seeing off 'n' on for about 5 months (his lil g/f wasn't to prominent I guess, wouldn't ya know everytime I backed him up the ex got behind me!? Single as I can be with 3 kidz... just make special time for mah devil ( plead da 5th) Sumtimes Im shy as can be other times Im loud and obnoxious as can be. Ya can usually spot me dancing to sum tunes thru the front window but I dislike peeping toms... Perfect Angel depending on how ya look at it... most don't believe it.. yet o

Cobra Commander
The Reality of Fake As of late, I've noticed a lot of women have decided to employ a phrase into their vocabulary, whether it be spoken, written, or on their MySpace page, which is the cool thing to do after all. That saying is "girls fake orgasms, boys fake romance." Normally, I'd say whatever to this, and pass it off as the garbage that it is. However, I've been somewhat nervous, somewhat anxious, and somewhat pissed off lately, so I am going to calm myself down with a good old-fashioned rant. While girls want to say boys fake romance, let's look at the numerous times women are the ones faking. Appearance. Women tend to have a very fake outward appearance, on a number of levels. They wear eyeshadow, mascara, lipgloss, and some wear push-up bras, short skirts, and high heels. That's being fake enough right there. Your eyes aren't really that color, your complexion isn't really that clear, your lips really aren't that soft and subtle, your boobs aren't that big, firm, or perky, y

Takeing Chances
Everyday in life we all take chances. Whether it is getting in our cars and going to the store, or trying to do the right thing. See the right thing may be right in our eyes but can be wrong to someoneelse. The point is everything you do is a chance, it may work out it may not. But if you don't take it you may never know. You will sit and wonder what could have been. Apply it to everything you do (just keep your morals intact). Life goes on for most for others we burry them with love. hello there, I'm in this auction and i need all your help please help out . Whoever gets the most comments wins so please come show your love and click the link below and comment comment comment..Thanx to all my PPL x0x0x. http://fubar.com/viewimage.php?u=1454585&i=1318457738

~babs~
COME MEET MY OWNER AND BFF ~BABS~ SHE IS THE SWEETEST PERSON I HAVE MET ON FUBAR AND DESERVES TONS OF LOVE FROM ALL MY FRIENDS!!! SO IF YOU HAVEN'T DONE SO YET GO RATE/FAN/ADD/CRUSH HER!!! THEN RATE HER PHOTOS AND STASH!!! I WILL DO 1 PHOTO EFFECT FOR EVERY 100 OF HER PHOTOS/STASH YOU RATE!!! IF YOU RATE 100 11S YOU WILL GET 3 PHOTO EFFECTS!!! IF YOU RATE ALL OF HER THINGS I WILL SEND YOU 15,000 FUBUCKS AS WELL AS DOING THE PHOTO EFFECTS! {MAKE SURE YOU SEND ME A PRIVATE MESSAGE WHEN YOU'RE DONE AND WITH HOW MANY YOU RATED} SO GO ON REPOST THIS FOR ME THEN GO RATE HER STUFF!!!! AND IF YOU'VE BEEN IN ONE OF MY AUCTIONS OR ARE CURRENTLY OR ARE THINKING OF JOINING ONE IN THE FUTURE YOU REALLY NEED TO SHOW HER LOVE FOR HER MAKING THE BULLETINS I POSTED PROMOTING THE AUCTION STICKIES! ~BABS~@ fubar MY BEST FRIEND AND OWNER BARBARA AKA ~BABS~ IS HOSTING A HAPPY HOUR!!!!! AT 7PM FU-TIME SO PLEASE SAVE YOUR 11s UNTIL THEN IF YOU ARE VIP! FOR VIP AND NON

Idk
you know i so dont get people anymore how can you jump all over someone for asking you if your f*cking fog lights are really needed when it isnt foggy. i mean come on and where do they get off telling you that you better be nicer and treat them with more respect or else they are going to your boss because they are tired of coming to work and you cussing them out when truely you havent even talked to them anymore you always talk to the person in the truck with them i dont get it the messed up part is i get along with everyone i work with but this person wants to be a jerk wtf? ok im so fucking confussed i am a bisexual female and i had a gf and a bf and i broke up with both to be with one person but now that i broke up with the one person i dont know if i should try and get them back because they are married to each other or should i just keep them as my close friends and find someone else i have my eye on someone but i dont know what to do anyway catch yall later its funny how you s

Funnies
Five Levels of Hangovers One Star Hangover (*) No pain. No real feeling of illness. You ' re able to function relatively well. However, you are still parched. You can drink 5 cokes and still feel this way. For some reason, you are craving a steak & fries. Two Star Hangover (**) No pain, but something is definitely amiss. You may look okay, but you have the mental capacity of a staple gun. The coffee you are chugging is only increasing your rumbling gut, which is still tossing around the fruity pancake from the 3:00 AM Waffle House excursion. There is some definite havoc being wreaked upon your bowels. Three Star Hangover (***) A slight headache. Stomach feels crappy. You are definitely not productive. Anytime a girl walks by you gag because her perfume reminds you of the flavored schnapps shots your alcoholic friends dared you to dr

Sconee
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An Angel That Lays Beside Me
An angel that lays beside me to dream of her beauty each night longing to hold her bye my side always wondering what it maybe like to kiss her just one time i go on thru out my days with her always on my mind from her perfect smile to the thoughts of her warm embrace always gathering in my mind just wishing to see her happy an dreading to ever have to hear of her cry my mind will go on knowing i will see her soon time seems to go bye oh so slow throught my day until i can see her smile in the evenigs pass an dream of her voice but then yet the night just seems to run away always wanting just a little more time to hear her voice an see her amazing smile an yet one more day has gone an i cant wait until tomorrow when i may see her pretty smile yet one more time.

Please Don't Add Me If You're A Perv
I'm sorry to say that i have had a few people that have tried to talk to me sexually yes some people are okay with that but I am not...I have a loving and respecting partner that i am committed to so if you plan on tryin to be a "perv" to me do me a favor and remove me from ur list....Thanks and hopefully no one will take offense to me respecting myself!

Auction March 15th - Bid On Me!!!
Click on my pic and it will take you straight to it and start bidding ... you can own me :)

Cars,trucks And Bikes
ALL MY PEOPLE WHO R INTO CARS TRUCKS OR BIKES COMMENT MY PICS AND LET ME KNO WHICH ONES UR INTO

When I Loved The Truth.
When I loved the truth, understood that in any case, I was in the right place, at the right time, in the exact timing. Today I know this has name: self-esteem. When I loved the truth, I realize that my anguish, my emotional pain, is a sign that I am going against my truths. Today I know that this is being authentic. When I loved the truth, stopped to wish that my life was different and I began to see that everything that happens contributes to my growth. Today, we call maturity. When I loved the truth, I began to realize how offensive try to force anything or anyone to just have what I want, even if it is not the time or the person is not prepared, including myself. Today I know the name of this is respect. When I loved the truth, I began rid of everything that was not healthy: people, tasks, beliefs - everything and anything that I prekinil down. At first, my reason called this attitude of selfishness. Today I know is called self-love. When I loved the truth, I fear for

Auction
AUCTION STARTING MARCH 31-APRIL 13 GO BID ON OUR FAVORITE BUG...AND THIS IS WHAT U GET.. **CLICK ON HIS PIC TO TAKE U TO THE PAGE**

Friends
A friend is one who walks in when others walk out. ~Walter Winchell Everyone hears what you say. Friends listen to what you say. Best friends listen to what you're not saying. ~Anonymous

Work
I am just venting in this blog so read it or not I don't really care. I work at mcdonald's shitty job I know but it's the only job i can get with my work experience. Well, why is it that when customers have a bad day they take it out on whoever is ordering their food? Today I was taking a customers order and they said they wanted the southwest chicken well mcdonalds now has a southwest chicken salad and a southwest chicken sandwich. I asked him the southwest chicken sandwich and he flipped out on me he said I wanted the southwest chicken salad it's not that hard to know that and he pointed at the sign that had the salad on it that was right next to the sandwich sign. Of course me being me i said ok im sorry took his money and burst into tears and ran to the break room so no one would see me. Yes, it seems stupid to cry over that but the only reason I cried was because I was so fucking pissed off because I couldn't do anything because at mcdonalds the customer is always right. So

My Son
I HAVE BEEN SPENDING ALOT OF TIME WITH MY SON TRYING TO MAKE UP FOR LOST TIME THAT I LOST IN HIS YOUNGER YEARS BECAUSE OF MY MOVING AROUND AND DRIFTING BUT NOW HAVE HIM ALOT AND TRYING TO MAKE UP FOR LOST TIME BUT NEVER CHANGE THE PAST JUST LOOK FOR A CLOSE RELATIONSHIP WITH MY SON IN THE FUTURE

Management
Allow me to introduce our Team! Our Founder... »-(¯`v´¯)-»»ÐJ ǵ££êÐ Ðê§ïrê »-(¯`v´¯)-»»@ fubar Our Manager... arakrune @ fubar Our Assistant Manager... darkprince75@ fubar These are the people you will go to for any and all issues and/or concerns.

Ready To Join...
Ready to join? Have you F/R/A all the management? If so we thank you and are glad to hear your interested! Please comment/ send a Private Message to our homepage and F/R/A the Cuffed Angels. We will return that too you and also rip on of your photos to our members folder. You will receive a message confirming that you have been added to our family by the following Friday. Your probation will begin on the day you receive your confirmation. Thank you for your interest. We hope to hear from you soon!

Life
I refuse to tip toe through life, only to arrive safely at death!!! IT'S BETTER TO BURNOUT THAN TO FADE AWAY!!!

Someone Like U
You think I'd leave your side baby? You know me better than that Think I'd leave you down When you're down on your knees? I wouldn't do that I'll tell you you're right when you're wrong Ah, ah, ah, oh, oh, oh, oh And if only you could see into me Ohh, when you're cold I'll be there Hold you tight to me When you're on the outside Baby, and you can't get in I would show you You're so much better than you know When you're lost, you're alone Can't get back again I will find you Darlin' and I'll bring you home And if you want to cry I am here to dry your eyes (ooh) You know time You'll be fine You think I'd leave your side baby? You know me better than that Think I'd leave you down When you're down on your knees? I wouldn't do that I'll tell you you're right when you're wrong Ah, ah, ah, ah, oh, oh, oh And if only you could see into me Ohh, when you're cold I'll be there Hold you tight to me (to me, yeah) Ohh, when you're alone I'll be there By

Just Me
George Carlin, one of the world's funniest comedians died Sunday of heart failure. He was 71. He was best known for his comedy routine which included the "Seven Words You Can Never Say On TV" routine.The words are (with examples):Shit - The bird shit on the statue.Piss - I have to piss like a race horse.Fuck - Fuck you.Cunt - She has a gorgeous cunt.Cocksucker - Go to hell, you cocksucker.Motherfucker - You are a motherfucker.Tits - Hey, nice tits.Later, Carlin referred to three additional "auxiliary" words:Fart - I farted.Turd - Who dropped a turd in the urinal? Twat - Shave that hairy twat. I could go on and on about what a comical genius he was but I'd sit here and type for the next 100 years. So instead I'm going to say Good bye George Carlin, you will be missed. I am a single mom of 4 wonderful but wild and crazy kids. Chris is 21, Vanessa and Veronica are 19, (yes, they are twins) and Jessica is 18. My kids are my life and I adore them. I am back in school after 20 years!!

Entrapment
Hopelessly bound unfettered by the chains of love's grip - greatest gift, fate's cruelest curse. Wherefore do I weep at knowing the joy, the warmth, at feeling the peace, the fire. Wherefore do I weep unable to complete , to be, unknown the kiss, the flames. Wherefore do I weep at loving not living seeing not touching breathing not sharing holding not loving? All, because I, The Fool, am no more?

Chiks Stuff
1. What are you listening to right now?: tunes from Howl @ the Moon 2. What was the last thing you ate?: Dinner 3. If you were a crayon what color would you be?: multi coloured cant decide 4. How is the weather right now?: f.........ing freezing 5. What color is your underwear right now?: damn forgot to put it on 6. Who was the last person you talked to on the phone?: My Sister 7. The first thing you notice about the opposite sex?: their sense of humor..........................nah i lied 8. Favorite type of food?: Anything savory 9. Do you drink?: ooooh yes please 10. Ever got so drunk you dont remember?: Cant remember......................................hic 11. What color are your eyes?: Hazel 12. Single?: No 13. Favorite month?: December 14. Last movie you watched?: can i be arrested if i tell u LMFAO 15. Favorite day of the week?: Sunday 16. Are you too shy to ask

Im Moving On
Just a Quick Last Note to all who have wished me well and offered their support and prayers to me.. I truly will miss u all while I am making the move to Florida and HOPE to be online again soon with a QUICKNESS :D. Until then...Be Safe, Be You, and Be Blessed!! Muah!!!! ~April~ Letter To All Hey There!! Hope everyone is well… Miss each of you so much!! Just a little update since its been a while since I have signed on to My Fubar: The Kids and I are trying hard to adjust to our new life in Fort Walton Bch., Florida. We have been here a month and a ½ now… I am still waiting on my Florida Nursing License here and have been working on Okaloosa Island at a lil T-shirt place…lol yes I know~ not very glam!!! Hahaha…But its an easy job and it helps to make ends meet. We are currently still residing with my Foster Mom (with a ton of other people)….SOLITUDE is a luxury, but we are grateful :) I hope to be in my own place again and completely indepen

Show This Girl Some Love
A day without sunshine is like... night Kids are Quick TEACHER: Maria, go to the map and find North America.… MA RIA: Here it is. TEACHER: Correct. Now class, who discovered America? CLASS: Maria. ____________________________________ TEACHER: John, why are you doing your maths multipl i cation on the floor? JOHN: You told me to do it without using tables. __________________________________________ TEACHER: Glenn, how do you spell 'crocodile?' GLENN: K-R-O-K-O-D-I-A-L' TEACHER: No, that' s wrong GLENN: Maybe it is wrong, but you asked me how I spell it. ____________________________________________ TEACHER: Donald, what is the chemical formula for water? DONALD: H I J K L M N O. TEACHER: What are you talking about? DONALD: Yesterday you said it's H to O. ____ _ _____________________________ TEACHER: Winnie, name one important thing we have today that we didn't have ten years ago. WINNIE: Me! ______________

Sex Quiz
Welcome 2 the Nasty QUIZ. Are u daring enough 2 answer this 4 this person? if so, message them your answers!!! Rules: Answer this 4 the person who posted this and then repost it 4 your self! 1.Would u have sex with me? answer: 2.What position would u ........ me in? answer: 3.Would u suck me up/eat me out? answer: 4.Would u sex me hard? answer: 5.Would u have sex with me the first night u met me? answer: 6.Give me a naked pic? answer: 7.Would u do me in the shower? answer: 8.Would u hancuff me or tie me up 2 the bed and then do me? answer: 9.Would u use desert? answer: 10.Would u have a 3-some with me? answer: 11.What makes u want 2 have sex with me? answer: 12.Would u talk dirty 2 me while we sexed? answer: 13.Where would u do me @? answer: 14.Would u do me in front of people? answer: 15.Would u do me again and again? answer: 16.Would u do me in the rain? answer: 17.Would u mind if we did it like ........

About This New Group
We are a group a {COLLECTIVE} of like mind individuals who have decided to come together to help each other on FU!! WE all have real lives we deal with daily!!! we refuse to deal w drama!!! if a person has an issue u will send a pm here to the home page, not individual home pages!!! we help if a person has 50k or less to level. I you cant respect that then this is not for you. If you need help please bring it to our attention we do not see everything. with this said we hope u still join us. many blessings to all who grace our page.

Relationships
Is Monday morning at 359 am. I am sitting here at work confused about something. I met someone here back in February, I wasn't looking for anything special specific. Last year I had left my ex cux of personal reason so basically I wasn't ready for anything. When I met this person I think we hit off. he is someone that when I am with him I dont want to be anywhere else but there with him. I realized that I like him more than what he likes me maybe. I think I messed up when I told him about my feelings towards him and maybe I shouldn't of maybe I should of just kept them to myself. Now this is where my confusion comes in I dont know how to ask or even start by bring up the subject about us. I am afraid of what he might say, how I would react after hearing what he has to say. I guess is something I most do take the risk and tell him. We spend far too much of our lives on this website. At times it can start to feel all too real. We read each other's writing, message back and forth, and eve

A Biker~
I saw you, hug your purse closer to you in the grocery store line. But, you didn't see me, put an extra $10.00 in the collection plate last Sunday... I saw you, pull your child closer when we passed each other on the sidewalk. But, you didn't see me, playing Santa at the local mall... I saw you, change your mind about going into the restaurant. But, you didn't see me, attending a meeting to raise more money for the hurricane relief... I saw you, roll up your window and shake your head when I drove by. But, you didn't see me, driving behind you when you flicked your cigarette butt out the car window... I saw you, frown at me when I smiled at your children, But, you didn't see me, when I took time off from work to run toys to the homeless... I saw you, stare at my long hair. But, you didn't see me, and my friends cut ten inches off for Locks of Love... I saw you, roll your eyes at our leather coats and gloves, But, you didn't see me, and my brothers donate our ol

Dealin With Shit
dealing with shit right now i was a level 18 helped someone out they started to like me and i started to like them as well but i was also intrested in someone else as well and well they asked me what was up on it and told me they would get pised at me if i chose to hook up with the person i am with now and next thing i know my account get deleated cause i didnt pick them now isnt that just some underhanded shit on their part o wont bring up names cause i am being the bigger person here and walking away from that shit but kinda fucked up that i go out of my way to help pplz out and this is my repayment for that shit kinda fucked up but what can i say some ppl dont know a good thing when they have it at least i made the right choice and i dont have to worry about the one i am with turning her back on me like that person i thought was a freind stabbed me in the back a lost all my shit on my old account the account 3 years old i just got it up to were i wanted it took me a while to get it

Moving
Me and my better half just moved to Nebraska and we are very happy to have done so!! But not happy about moving all the stuff and you never know how much you have until you move and NOW i dont want to ever move again!!! That might change in about 60 years! LMAO We have a great house that we are only paying 375 a month for!! Ok you can now pick your jaw off the floor and its not a shack!! lol.. I will be taking pictures on a nice day and will post them Thanks for the advice !! you know who you are!! hugs to you!!

Heaven Or Hell?
ARE YOU GOING TO HEAVEN WHEN YOU DIE? 1 John 5:13 These things have I written unto you that believe on the name of the Son of God; that ye may KNOW that ye have eternal life... YOU MUST REALIZE: 1.You are a sinner. Romans 3:23 For all have sinned, and come short of the glory of God; 2.The Penalty for Sin is Death and Hell. Romans 6:23 For the wages of sin is death;... Revelation 20:15 And whosoever was not found written in the book of life was cast into the lake of fire. 3.Jesus Paid Our Sin Debt. Romans 5:8 But Ggod commendeth his love toward us, in that, while we were yet sinners, Christ died for us. Romans 6:23 ...but the gift of God is eternal life through Jesus Christ our Lord. 4.You Must Receive Jesus Christ as Your Saviour. Romans 10:9 That if thou shalt confess with thy mouth the Lord Jesus, and shalt believe in thine heart that God hath raised him from the dead, thou shalt be saved. Romans 10:13 For whosoever shall call upon the name of the Lor

Walls
We all have them...Just some are a bit higher than others... I recently had a visitor from my past come knocking on my door...Well actually...he knocked on the wrong door...But..it's my belief that everything happens for a reason...So..either he was just really forgetful...or...he wasn't meant to knock on mine again... Because of this person...and a few before him...But him more than others....I built a wall so high that you could barely peek over it... It's funny how when your emotions are toyed with that it's easy to shut them down...And that's exactly what I did...Until recently...But because of this person...I question everything...And I hate that in myself... This wall I have built up though is still causing problems...Can't seem to tear it down quick enough and then something is said...that just adds a few bricks back on that damn wall... I hate how this one has made me feel scared and nervous about tearing it down...It's protected me for so long...I just want to s

Quilled Words
This is overwhelming and so strange. lol That's all

Amy Stuff
"Skin" Days will come that make no sense My present situation makes me think too much, too much It all revolves around you This life that I'm living is nothing without you I'd shed my skin for you (I'd shed my skin for you) What would you want me to do (What would you want me to do) I will always love you, but I can't live like this This problem here is my fault It's not that I don't care but I'm so lost I'd shed my skin for you (I'd shed my skin for you) What would you want me to do (What would you want me to do) I will always love you, but I can't live like this Why Now you (rip me apart) see why (Now you see why) Don't fuck with feelings inside Who you lying to? Will I survive? I like what you put me through, 'cause I feel almost alive (Almost alive) -adema Will you, walk me to the edge again. Shaking, lonely, and I am drinking again Woke up tonight and no one's here with me I'm giving in to you Take me under I'm giving in to you I'm dying to

Hmmmmmmmmm
JUST Checking This Out hahahaha

Tagg Your It!!
You’ve Been Tagged Instructions...... Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you. 1. I have insomnia 2. I am often too hard on myself 3. I am a lesbian trapped in a mans body - lol 4. I have 2 beautiful Daughters 5. I am often lonely even with people around. 6. I attempt to write poetry and short stories but usually feel that they are not very good. 7. I am usually horny as hell but attempt to act with the upmost respect 8. I'm liking this town better the the last one I stayed in 9. I have strong feeling for someone yet dont think I even know what love is anymore 10. I have major trust issues Sunsetlovera, stargazer, Becca, Dreaming is believing, SmartAss Te

Disbelief, Horror And Astonishments
in between conversations surrounding the motorcycle early 1990's death of a man friend on one of Michigan's highway's, Olivia's favorite conversation was the DOG ACT she experienced during the relationship with her man... Derrell. I don't recall much about him, but I do know that he wore a dog suit and had a remote control miniature school bus which he traveled around in and with. The remote was a demo item (30"L x 21" W) for a chidren's safety program sponsored by the school district for the bus company. It could have been humiliating for that DOG to show up at the wrong time... she was a business woman... no longer driving a school bu, but selling AMWAY (NETWORKING) in the Ann Arbor area. We all got a dog somewhere in our lives..... and both of us knew someone who died riding his motorcycle... my friend, a co-worker from my military unit... died somewhere along Lake Shore Drive in Chicago in 1986. ...classes were starting - first day of the full run of 26 credit hours at EASTERN

Midget View
You are a "Truly Special" friend of mine and I wanted you to know how much our friendship means to me. Please click on the "Click Here To Get The Code" button at the bottom of this message, and send this to everyone that is "Truly Special" to you and let them know how you feel!if you recieve:-----------------1 - 3 ( Awww, a couple people really care about you! )4 - 6 ( Damn, you are loved aren't you! )7 - 12 ( WOW! Your friends absolutly adore you!!! )Click the above image to rate / rip / comment! i have decided to leave fubar for my own reasons i have met some great people on here and great friends i will you all the best and stay safe tricia

Run A Muck
perception induced, trial produced, vitals confused, rampage waste, take a taste, you have raced, sub surgery, under purgery, tribal inner flurgery, statued rust, forget lust, obediance a must, line of command, take a stand, give a hand to this land, run a muck, run a muck, run a muck, energized, compromised, subduced in size, digital prized, deflect, reflect, subject to respect, analogged recordings, key warnings, surreal bordings, rained upon, come along, take this pawn, complected, ejected, world lefted, entrance, made sense, convince and made amends, run a muck, run a muck, run a muck, pass the stone, drop the phone, come alone, purged, merged, surged under rights, lights..... con trans stated flated raided lost faded, tonic, super sonic, robotic analyzed surprised demised full of, flies, spy's how many tries you pushed your bi's , off..........on, me to see what will you be, points vanished, ravished and compiled, belief system under attack,

Gone To Where I Belong
Ozzy OsbourneMama I'm Coming Home Music Video Codes By Music Jesus.com Mama I'm Coming Home ( Ozzy Osbourne ) Times have changed and times are strange Here I come, but I ain't the same Mama, I'm coming home Times gone by seem to be You could have been a better friend to me Mama, I'm coming home You took me in and you drove me out Yeah, you had me hypnotized Lost and found and turned aroound By the fire in your eyes You made me cry, you told me lies But I can't stand to say goodbye Mama, I'm coming home I could be right, I could be wrong Hurts so bad, it's been so long Mama, I'm coming home Selfish love yeah we're both alone The ride before the fall But I'm gonna take this heart of stone I just got to have it all I've seen your face a hundred times Everyday we've been apart I don't care about the sunshine, yeah 'Cause Mama, Mama, I'm coming home I'm coming home You took me in and you drove me out Yeah, you had me hypnotized Lost and foun

Funny Lawyer Stuff
A book called Disorder in the American Courts, and are things people actually said in court, word for word , taken down and now published by court reporters who had the torment of staying calm while these exchanges were actually taking place. ATTORNEY: Are you sexually active? WITNESS: No, I just lie there. __________________________________________________________ ATTORNEY: What gear were you in at the moment of the impact? WITNESS: Gucci sweats and Reeboks. __________________________________________________________ ATTORNEY: This myasthenia gravis, does it affect your memory at all? WITNESS: Yes. ATTORNEY: And in what ways does it affect your memory? WITNESS: I forget. ATTORNEY: You forget? Can you give us an example of something you forgot? __________________________________________________________ ATTORNEY: What was the first thing your husband said to you that morning? WITNESS: He said, 'Where am I, Cathy?' ATTORNEY:

Toys
I was reading an article the other day and it talked about Sex and Toys. According to this article there are many people who would prefer to spice up their relationship with toys, blindfolds, tying one to the bed and so forth. Okay! lol Myself I don't mind the toys and such it helps when he won't...or can't....lmao!!! Either way it's a way out of sexual frustration. One day I said to my friend, this is very personal but do you think using a vibrator is wrong? She told me that there are many relationships where the man gets a thrill from watching the woman do this sort of thing. Sooo okay I bought one called it Herman...yes...as Will would say, it's Her man...when he's not around. I will be perfectly honest with you and say this is the first time I've ever tried something like this. However, it isn't used often as my preference is the real thing. I was a prude and people said, "don't knock it till you tried it." I was raised in a Catholic upbringing where my mother woul

Please Answer
It's fun!! No cheating. If all of the eight desserts listed below were sitting in front of you, which would you choose (sorry, you can only pick one)! Trust me...this is very accurate. Pick your dessert, and then look to see! what p psychiatrists think about out. REMEMBER - No Cheating. Make your choice before you check the meaning. Here are your choices: 1. Angel Food Cake 2. Brownies 3. Lemon Meringue Pie 4. Vanilla Cake With Chocolate Icing 5. Strawberry Short Cake 6. Chocolate Cake With Chocolate Icing 7. Ice Cream 8. Carrot Cake No, you can't change your mind once you scroll down, so think carefully about what your choice will be. OK - Now that you've made your choice, this is what the researchers say about you... SCROLL DOWN---No Cheating 1. ANGEL FOOD CAKE -- Sweet, loving, cuddly. You love all warm and fuzzy item

True Friends/family To Me On Fubar
THESE GIRLS AND GUYS ARE MY FAMILY AND FRIENDS OF FUBAR PLEASE GO BY AND SHOW THEM SOME DRAMA FREE LOVE AND SUPPORT :) TY ALLLLL FOR UR KIND WORDS,GIFTS,FRIENDSHIP,LOVE,RESPECT,TAGS,MORPHS,DRAMA FREE CONVERSATION,CONTEST HELP,THESE PEOPLE ARE THE TRUE FUBARIANS OF FUBAR THAT REPRESENT DRAMA FREE FUBAR MzBish.. taken by Mikey.@ fubar ~*Mike S*~ ( Taken by MzMic ) *father of RS-113*@ fubar ~~TINYTEARS69~~TEQUILA SUNRISE BOMBERS ~~SISTERS 4 LIFE~~CLUB FAR~~@ fubar Stephanie Lynn@ fubar ~~♥~~(¯☆Ðå Ìrï§h þrïñ¢ê§§☆¯)~~♥~~Wï¢kêÐ §torm~W.¥.K.Ð ~~♥~~@ fubar Vitamin DE~get your daily dose~ Bandit Girl ~ *DSC* I.B.I.C.@ fubar Miss Trouble™ Fu-Owned By *B!TCHWH!SPERER*Lt.Col.Dream Girls * Suave's Fu-Wifey♥@ fubar »(¯`v´¯)»Jamie ♥ Sugar Hips w/Sexy Lips ♥Add♥Fan♥Rate♥@ fubar

Special Friends That Helped Me Godfather
This man was soo sweet and bought me a smurfy bling I loooove it thanks love :) your the greatest it brought me down to 96k to level to godfather :) Argonutz@ fubar Carnie ~Leased by: Abby, Screw the Roses send me the Thorns~@ fubar ~sensual-breeze~shadow leveler@ fubar My Dick Has More Friends Than Tom@ fubar Belladonna Club F.A.R.member Plz Fan & Rate Profile B4 Add...Owned by Blade & 'Hazeleyed Soldier@ fubar Qüêêñ ßêê "Club United"@ fubar *Kimmie* aka "1/2 Notorious Fu Sexton Twin to Amy 4 Life" & FU Married to PapaHog@ fubar Ð'z NutZ ~†FU-Bomber†~@ fubar ~ KiKiSparkles ~ Lollipop Gurlz Club ~ Heterosexual ~ Please Read My No Jerk Rules@ fubar this man posted bully after bully in helps to g et tons to help me level tyvm hunny ~FAT SONNY~@ fubar Southern Goddess™ ~NO RATE, NO FAN, WIL

Throat Cancer
I went to the doctor a couple weeks ago because I have not been feeling good and lost my voice. Well doctor first thought I had strep throat again so he ran some tests and didnt like them so I did more tests and found a tumor around the voice box and throat. So last thursday I went in to surgury to have the tumor and tonsils removed. I have to go back in 2 weeks to see if I have to chemo or radiation. I am very sore and tired. Can't talk which just plain sucks. So I wanted to let everyone know what is going on and I won't be on as much as I like!! Thank you for the get well cards, thoughts and prayers.

I Dunno...
Bury all your secrets in my skin Come away with innocence, and leave me with my sins The air around me still feels like a cage And love is just a camouflage for what resembles rage again… So if you love me, let me go. And run away before I know. My heart is just too dark to care. I can't destroy what isn't there. Deliver me into my Fate - If I'm alone I cannot hate I don't deserve to have you… My smile was taken long ago / If I can change I hope I never know I still press your letters to my lips And cherish them in parts of me that savor every kiss I couldn't face a life without your light But all of that was ripped apart… when you refused to fight So save your breath, I will not hear. I think I made it very clear. You couldn't hate enough to love. Is that supposed to be enough? I only wish you weren't my friend. Then I could hurt you in the end. I never claimed to be a Saint… My own was banished long ago / It took the Death of Hope to let you go So Break Your

My Fuowners
Innateness Hypothesis Come and check this guy out!!! He is sooooo awesome! He is so different from the other guys you meet!! He is so much more than I would have ever thought possible!!! Check him out and show him some love!! Tell him I sent ya!!! Innateness Hypothesis@ fubar

Terriblywrongonline News
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Naughty Application Fill Out And Send Back To Me!!!!!!!!
"!!NAUGHTY APPLICATION !!! Your Name: Age: Location: 1.Favorite position: 2.Do you think I'm cute?. 3.Would you have sex with me? 4.lights on or off? 5.Would you have to be drunk? 6. Would you take a shower with me? 7.Have you ever thought about having sex with me? 8.Would you leave after or stay the night? 9.Do you like cuddling afterwards? 10.Condom or skin? 11.Have sex on the first date? 12.Would you kiss me during sex 13.Do you think I would be good in bed /? 14.Would you use me as a booty call? 15.Can I use you as a booty call? 16.Can we take pictures of the act? 17.How long would we have sex? 18.Would you tell your friends about me? 19.Would you want me for a b/f , g/f or friend? 20. Will you fill this out & send it back to me?" Also IF YOU HAD ME ALONE, LOCKED UP IN YOUR ROOM FOR A WEEK & I HAD TO DO WHAT EVER YOU WANTED ME TO DO, WHAT WOULD YOU DO WITH ME? TELL ME IN MY INBOX... CUZ ITS A SECRET... T

Special Birthday Wishes
It's Greywlf's birthday... Good friends are so hard to find but there are so many on fubar that it amazes me everyday. This gentleman is one of the best friends a girl could have and I feel blessed to call him friend. He is gorgeous both inside and out. Today is his birthday so let's go show him just how loving the people of Fubar can be... Love him up FU-style. Give him tons of birthday love and wishes. He deserves all the love you can share. Here's his link...and don't forget to tell him that Kimmie and Vitamin de sent you...we love him!!! greywlf This bulletin requested with lots and lots of love by the beautiful and sexy "Kimmie"

Change
Now that I'm in Ohio, I've had to make some choices that have made an impact on me. I don't make as much money working at the pizza shop, but I don't have other peoples lives in my hand(just there food). To me that's enough to make it worth getting less pay. I'm still having a hard time not having a woman in my life. I know there is a lesson here, but it doesn't make the nights any shorter. Living with a bro. is well, ya I'm not cuddling with him. he he he..... I sit in my room and wonder if this was the wright choice, Yes.... I made it and, I can live with it.

Homeless Again...
So, life had been really crazy lately. I'm homeless again. Currently crashing in my friend's apartment. So, i have three roomates and both my kids. It kinda sucks, but we saw this awesome place and it's up for bids but we're brawling with two other people for it. If we can come up with 2000 bucks in two weeks it's ours. I'm tired of the bullshit. With people, with finances, everything. Thanks to you three. you know who you are. you took me and my kids in and that was wayyy awesome of you. Well, in a few eeks hopefully i'll have a place to live. And i'm bringing two of my three roomates with me. It's gonna be great. finally out on my own again. back on my feet. I'm really depressed right now cuz there's lots of bullshit going on with some people right now. To those of you bringing unwanted drama to my life, F*CK YOU WITH SOMETHING HARD AND SAND-PAPERY. you wont be welcome in my life anymore. I dont need people like you in my life. I'm on my way to being me again.

Love
ok i met someone that i really want to get to know and she wants to get to know me so my question is why is it when you tell someone else u give them the option to date why do they have to get upset and end the friendship is it wrong for the 1st time in my life for me to be happy and have what i want helppppppppppppppppp

Stalkers
OMG IM SO ABOUT TO SCREAM RIGHT NOW.....I HAVE BLOCKED THIS PERSON REPEATEDLY AND CHANGED MY NAME ON MY PROFILE AND I DONT KNOW WHAT TO DO...HE KEEPS GETTIN THRU CREATING FAKE PROFILES AND I DONT KNOW WHY SOMEONE WOULD MAKE THEMSELF LOOK STUPID IF THEY ARE NOT WANTED.....HE CAME ON MY PROFILE AGAIN AND MADE COMMENTS ALL OVER MY PICS MY PROFILE COMMENTS MY BLOGS AND MY MUMMS. GET A FUKING LIFE DUDE AND HE BETTER NOT COME NEAR ME CAUSE HE LIVES IN THE SAME CITY I SWEAR TO GOD TO YOU ASSHOLE STALKER IM NEVER GONNA WANT YOU UR PSYCHO AND U SCARE ME LEAVE ME THE FUK ALONE OR YOUR GONNA BE INNA BODYBAG DONT FUK WITH ME YOU'LL NEVER HAVE ME FACE IT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! AND IF YOU TRY TO COME NEAR ME YOU WILL BE SO SORRY

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About Me
Round & round again back to the begining from the end .Bending as far as I can how much more do I have to take before I break. I take another breath & hope to awake from this place. There is no end & there is no begining just round & round again. OCTOBER=LOVER Trustworthy and loyal. Very passionate and dangerous. Wild at times. Knows how to have fun. Sexy and mysterious. Everyone is drawn towards your inner and outer beauty and independent personality. Playful, but secretive. Very emotional and temperamental sometimes. Meets new people easily and very social in a group. Fearless and independent. Can hold their own. Stands out in a crowd. Essentially very smart. Usually, you ever begin a relationship with someone from this month, hold on to them because their one of a kind. That & a whole lot more. I dont think anything else needs to be said.

This Is Me Bitch
the song scars is totally me. my weakness is that i care too much. our scars remind us that the past is real. im totally going insane inside my head. i cant stop thinking about all the bullshit i've done and what i've put my friends and family through. one of these days they will stop trying to "fix" me. there is nothing wrong with me. the song screams in the middle "GO FIX YOURSELF". that is just what i want to tell all the assholes that wont let me be. something is trying to escape, i can't tell what it is. it can't be good, what ever it may be. every night it tries harder and harder to reach me, burrowing deeper and deeper inside my soul. i close my eyes and try to rid myself of this torment...but all it does is show itself more frequently. it's ruining me, making me paranoid, everywhere i go i watch my back. always feeling that something is right behind me, breathing on my neck; sitting on my shoulders. just want to be normal, just want to be sane. wanting to be anything but...! it

As I Grow
It has taken me 19 years to find that you can not trust anyone but yourself. The world will not stop for your little tragedy or any amount of grief that you may posses. Stop, take in the moment.....let it go and toughen up. Everyone makes mistakes, you can forgive and not forget. True love is something that will not cause your heart to suffer. People come and people go, hold on to what is important to you but do not put it up on a pedistool. I have learned that life is not something to rush. You do not have to be the best at everything. You can lose a battle once in a while and still win the war. To be wealthy does not mean you just won the megabucks, its simply having friends and family that care enough to share their life with you, to be there for you. People will try to say or do things to bring you lower than themselves. If you believe in yourself than you are invincible. Tonight I prayed for strength. Man! I hope he was listening. Sometimes I have so much emotion built up inside m

~thoughts Inspired By Coffee ~
I own everything about ME, my body, including everything it does. All it's thoughts and ideas; my eyes, including the images of all they behold. My feelings, whatever they may be, anger, joy, frustration, love, disappointment, excitement. My mouth, and all the words that comes out of it, polite, sweet, correct, incorrect or rough. My voice, loud or soft, and all my actions, whether they be to others or to myself. In this world there is no one else like me. There are persons that have the same parts as me, but no one adds up exactly like me. Therefore everything that comes out of me is authentically mine because I alone chose it. I own my fantasies, my dreams, my hopes, my fears. I own all my triumphs and successes, all my failures and mistakes. Because I own me. I can become intimately acquainted with me. By doing, I can love me and be friendly with me in all parts. I can make it possible for all me to work in my best interest. I know there is no aspect about me that p

Miss You
so how long is long enough, Its been 4 years and life has been very tough just driveing all around this country looking for a new place to start over now I find myself here in philly The last place I wana be how I miss my montana. life there will never be the same so someone tell me how to start over miss you how do say goodbye? all I think about is you and the life we would have had together all the things we said we would do ware we would live how many kids we would have what color house we wold buy how many dogs and horses and of cource wen we would mary and ware. but all that is gone now all the love all the things we had you said we would bee together forever.we had this talk a long time ago about how you would want me to move on but its so hard i see you everyware wen Ihere your song i still cry I have talked to others but I think of you and its all over Its been 4 years now and I still miss you becca. I still love you

Heaven Or Hell
So everyone with religious beliefs strives to go to paradise, Heaven, and avoid damnation, or Hell. Heaven has all these promises of eternal happiness and bliss, or Hell with it's eternal suffering and pain. So with this expectation of greatness, what if Heaven isn't what it's cracked up to be? What if it turns out to be disappointing? If you expect the worst from Hell and it's not as bad as that then you're pleasantly surprised. My point is this, I would rather expect the worst with room for improvement than leave myself open for disappointment. Worst case scenario it's just as bad as i expected. Just my thoughts though. Let's party Satan.

Thank You .
I wanted to thank everyone for all the rates and comments you gave me while the Auto 11's were on. I especially want to thank this wonderful lady for giving it to me ..~*♥ ÐRËÃΜΖ♥*~@ fubar, Thank you so much. I also want to wish everyone a wonderful and blessed Thanksgiving. . Thank you all again. Tom

If You Are....
Going to be a douche bag and lie to me for week......don't bother talking to me...rate me add me fan me crush me...dont talk to me. I don't give a SHIT about you and I do not need you. So go fuck yourself :)

More
I see myself holding you close to me, Squeezing your body tight. But for all I see as I daydream- I know I'll get tenfold tonight. Running my palms across your breast, As you tremble and bite your lip. Feeling your hands upon my chest, The softness of each fingertip. Tasting your neck so sweet, so soft, And slowly lowering my kiss. Over pert nipples, across your navel, And finally into pure bliss. Looking upon your face from below- As you tilt back your head. Feeling your fountains begin to flow- As you ease back on the bed. Your "innocent little devil" look- Crying insatiably with the sensation. Lip to lip lapping up every drip- From the well of your creation. The way you grab my kneck To the heat of your mouth, on fire. No other thoughts, no other cares, Just the quenching of mad desire. Riding the tide of passion, Pushing my love into you. On the waves of your emotion- In slow motion, so sweet and true. Pulse pounding in resounding rapture,

Portrait Of Valor
Portraits of valor From Iraq and Afghanistan, a few American heroes you've never heard of By Robert J. Caldwell April 16, 2006 On any given day, American soldiers and Marines fighting in Iraq and Afghanistan perform extraordinary feats of courage and sacrifice in the service of their country. Hundreds of these unsung heroes have been awarded this country's highest decorations for valor in combat, often given posthumously: Navy Crosses, Silver Stars, Bronze Stars, Distinguished Service Crosses and, in one case so far, the Medal of Honor. Yet, with rare exceptions – Army Sgt. First Class Paul R. Smith's Medal of Honor among them, fortunately – these acts of valor go mostly unreported and unknown outside the brotherhood of arms that is the United States military. The Media Research Center, a conservative watchdog group that monitors television news, complained last fall, for example, that the major television networks (ABC, NBC and CBS) devoted only eight stories from J

A Thousand Tears
Have you ever been in love? Horrible isn't it? It makes you so vulnerable. It opens your chest and it opens up your heart and it means that someone can get inside you and mess you up. You build up all these defenses, you build up a whole suit of armor, so that nothing can hurt you, then one stupid person, no different from any other stupid person, wanders into your stupid life...You give them a piece of you. They didn't ask for it. They did something dumb one day, like kiss you or smile at you, and then your life isn't your own anymore. Love takes hostages. It gets inside you. It eats you out and leaves you crying in the darkness, so simple a phrase like 'maybe we should be just friends' turns into a glass splinter working its way into your heart. It hurts. Not just in the imagination. Not just in the mind. It's a soul-hurt, a real gets-inside-you-and-rips-you-apart pain. I hate love. A thousand tears I have cried, Before I've seen the day I die. I want no more, I feel no more,And now

Happy Endings
When I was a child I believed in childish things; I believed in Santa Claus I believed in the tooth fairy I believed in the Easter bunny I had such high hopes, I wanted to be a cowboy I believed in happy endings. When I grew up: I found out the truth of Santa, the tooth fairy, and the Easter bunny. Not much call for cowboys these days and there really are no happy endings. if i could just tell the truth would it fall on deaf ears would you still feel the same after all these years another set of lyrics to a song I wrote if i could just tell the truth would you even know is this pointless or just inane i probably ,will never know if i could just tell the truth and speak right from my heart would you even know its you thats tearing me apart if i could just tell the truth you'll probably never know you'll never ever read this poem but hey, i never know cause if you read this and understand you'll never let me know cause we are truly worlds a

Autos On
I'm running autos for the 2nd time. I'm pretty confident that I can reach level 24 today but I'm really hoping I can get enough of my friends to come help me out and get me to level 25. I really do watch my bartab but I welcome you to leave comments or messages so I can be sure to return any love you've shown me. Thanks to everyone. I know I have an awesome group of fufriends and I'm a lucky girl. XOXO Support the Troops (Tonya) I just activated my Auto 11s bling at 9am futime. It's my very first time running them. Those of you who know me know that I try to return all love I receive. I watch my bartab but feel free to leave comments or send me a private message so I can keep track and return any love you give me. Thanks in advance to all who help me out. XOXO - Support the Troops wizardtatguy@ fubar Please help me welcome my friend to fubar.

About Me
Hello everyone, I thought id tell a little about myself. Im 37, single, a Cowboy by heart, and a Christian by faith. I live in Texas and work a full time job in healthcare. I love fishing, outdoors, camping, and country music. All im looking for in life is someone who shares similar interests and who loves life like i do. I am also Cherokee and Comanche indian and want someone who can respect that as well. Maybe someday i'll find someone who fits these qualities. I guess we all feel 10 feet tall and bulletproof from time to time, but recently i have had to admidt to a disability. Im 37 and going deaf, from a former occupation i worked for 10 yrs. I worked armed security and fired my weapon without hearing protection which decayed my hearing. So now i face the task of getting hearing aids and coping with my problem. But I know God wouldnt throw anything my way i couldnt handle, so this is just another obstacle i have to overcome, thats all. As i stated in a previous blog, i am 37 yr

300
if your looking to have some fun and get rowdy , come join us in the Double Trouble lounge , great family , and the best dj's and yes we are giveing 300,000 fubucks to member 300 and 150,000 to the one who brings them in we are 2 away , but it's not just about the fubucks it's about joining the a great lounge with great people in it from members to staff so come by and say hey thank you http://fubar.com/lounge/63788

Lets Show Her Some Love
Ok friends this wonderful woman just lost someone very close to her heart, her younger brother was in a car accident on February 14, 2009. As you can tell they were very close and loved each other very much.This woman needs her friends to be here for her in this horrible time of need. Lets stop by her page and show her love and let her know that our thoughts and prayers are with her. Řэđחә¢ķþ®ïח©ә$$*CoOwner of Ice*BDL Crew*FuWife&RL fianc@ fubar Brought to you by Meg and her Hubby Mad, our hearts are with you Lindsey!! (repost of original by 'Meg~ I'm just me~' on '2009-02-15 19:11:39') (repost of original by 'MÃĐ ~Owner of ICE~BDL Crew~fu-hubby & r/l fiance 2 Řэđחә¢ķþ®' on '2009-02-15 19:14:28') (repost of original by 'LadyTaz Rl Wife To Taz*Burning Desire's leveler's Crew Member*PegasusProject*' on '2009-02-15 19:21:11')

Poetry I've Written
You Hate OneTell Me WayMe Butt OrYou I TheLove Dont OtherMe Care YouButt If WillYour You SeeActions Do WhatSpeak So YouFor Fuck DidThem Off TooSelves Thats MeSo All BecauseWhy I KarmaDo Have IsYou To AKeep Say BitchPlaying So WhenThis Good ServedGame Bye Cold Your careless lies Pretend your endless shame is gone Brick by Brick... You build you're Paradise Restraint me in these walls My screams echo in this boundless box Like whispers they reply Set me free Your shadows cast upon me You're overflowing with lies Fail, to incase my thoughts You're array of lies Bleakness, grief, and agony Trying to break away Walking through this life decayed Hoping, acquit my mistakes #::[ Note: This poem is also my myspace page that i did today Link: OpTiCAL ByTE ]::# Sound channels fade left to right Let them pray, Let them Pray Wit

Herpmary
http://pozgroup.com/blog/Herpmary

Weight Loss!!
i lost 10lbs. im soooo happy...just another 40lbs to go abd i have to lose it by June 18th!!

Songs That Speak To Me
Artist: Bethany Dillon Album: Bethany Dillon Title: Beautiful I was so unique Now I feel skin deep I count on the make-up to cover it all Crying myself to sleep cause I cannot keep their attention I thought I could be strong But it's killing me Does someone hear my cry? I'm dying for new life [Chorus] I want to be beautiful Make you stand in awe Look inside my heart, and be amazed I want to hear you say Who I am is quite enough Just want to be worthy of love And beautiful Sometimes I wish I was someone other than me Fighting to make the mirror happy Trying to find whatever is missing Won't you help me back to glory [Chorus] You make me beautiful You make me stand in awe You step inside my heart, and I am amazed I love to hear You say Who I am is quite enough You make me worthy of love and beautiful

Nudes Rread This
OK, THIS IS THE DEAL. I AM SHOWING MY NUDES BUT ONLY TO PEOPLE THAT SUBSCRIBE TO MY FRIENDS LOUNGE. AND TRY BE AN ACTIVE MEMBER. I AM PROFITING FROM THIS, EVERY MEMBER THAT IS ACTIVE AND MAKES IT THEIR LOUNGE I WILL MAKE 10 K. I GUESS THATS ALOT. THANK YOU GUYS :d ILL HAVE MORE PICS EVERY DAY TOO also so i know, make sure you c omment this blog and tell me that you are subscribed ONE OTHER WAY YOU CAN DO IT, WOULD BE TO GIVE ME 150K FUBUCKS. http://fubar.com/lounge/troubledchaos

Good*life
I can feel the mysterious past On my fingertips within my grasp I love the touch of those magic days That live to surround us for always I'd like you so to know it too Just let your senses taste the clues And find these places out of sight and Hear the faces of the night Do you feel the mysterious past? Don't you know it will always last? They call us from a time so vast While music plays along their path WHAT I THINK THE MEANING OF LIFE IS Be happy with who you are and what you do, and you can do anything you want. Have fun. Take risks and be daring sometimes, but don't get out of control with it. Don't be serious all the time and do something exciting just because it sounds wild. Do what you think is right. Don't let people make the decision of right or wrong for you, or you could find yourself in a lot of trouble. Be different. Do things differently than everyone else if you want. Wear what you want, talk how you want, and li

Mumm Nazi's
Some how  - A mumm I posted was deleted last night. It wasnt NSFW, It followed all the rules.  Someone has a stick up thier ass Nothing more than a weenie on a power trip   Pretty cool, huh? I wish I could say I was surprised. http://www.fubar.com/mum.php?id=543569

Idiots Are Multiplying
stein love...: i realy like how talking to you made me feel superior to at least one person on here, i dont know what to say but thanksstein love...: ok will do, thanks for the humor and stuff for my other blog->stein love...: no...and i've grown tired of you. your entertainment value has ceased to exist. feel free to continue talking in my sb...just don't expect any replysstein love...: but realy i need to take a shower but id realy like to continue this after im outstein love...: i will be smoking at least that many, you smoke? wish i could quit smoking cigs id say thats the one think about me i need to change->stein love...: you should smoke several bowls...i'm sure there are three or four hiding cells in your skull somewherestein love...: ok so being i dont like you or anything im a hoodlum? see thats where i know your ignorant, i mean, thats realy just kinda sadstein love...: hey you gona be on much longer cuz i need to take a shower realy quick before some freinds get here, gona

News And Chit
sometime today maybe later tonight i will be pulling the plug on our puters and moving them over to our new place its not supposed to be hooked backup til the 7th of may so ill be gone for a bit butttt i will have my yahoo on my cell turned on so if any of yu that need me and have me on yahoo just shout:P AS YOU ALL KNOW IM NOT GOOD WITHBLOGS  BUT THIS LADY CAN USE ALL THE HELP SHE CAN GET TO GET TO FUQUEENPLEASE HELP HER!Amity Kay@ fubar PLEASE HELP HER TO LEVEL SHE IS IN A RACE TO LEVEL AND NEEDS ALL THE HELP SHE CAN GET!Moon's Goddess Fu Engaged to Sgt. Moondevil@ fubar

Kbdubb
Oh my god don't do Drama !! just sit down and do what i say7

Blog
my cats raping me.         thats all i have to say. widow creepers come here golden boy and piss in my tea lets go on the roof and talk about the birds and the bees ill touch you there and you'll stroke my hair lets lace our fingers and call it fair let me stand on your head while you're holding my thighs lets have some cake and eat with no plates ill sit on the grass while you bathe in my sweat I'll close my eyes once you change your mind you'll open your eyes till my bodies nude and wet I'll try not to be shy but i cant help the rose in my cheeks lets lace hands and call it fair ill kiss your lips while you touch me there ill shut my mouth and wont make a peep ill keep it a secret before your words cheat golden boy come here and piss in my tea i prefer the bitter truth then the careless words that sound so sweet we'll grow old you'll be deaf and ill be mute lets be physical than talk cheap i'll fight you while you hold me tight touch me here while i touch you there My mind say

The Power Of Prayer
If you're a mummer, and ever met Highwaysong, you either loved him or hated him. Fortunately, I saw throughi his harshness, and found a really cool dude...he really has a heart of gold. For those not in the know, Bruce has been diagnosed with pancreatic cancer.   We all joke about God, and being a Christian, in the mumms. etc. But when it comes down to it, everyone has to have something to believe in. So, I'm asking my fellow mummers, whether you have faith or not, whether you believe in God or not, to take a minute today, and count YOUR blessings...and to say a little prayer for Bruce. I thank you all... - Mark....AKA Strummer.

Depression
i have had depression for a long time some days are not as bad as others others days it hit hard i have alot of mental issues as well from growing up the way that i did and all the surgery that i had iam seeking help along with my adhd but everytime i do seek help and tell them my issues that iam going thu they keep telling me that iam bi poler what the fuck even my own doctor says iam not bi poler wow i guess people know everything even if they dont know there medical background so iam not sure when ill be able to get my self on meds the last time they give me some pills to coup with my depression it turns out to be almost fatal i was very suicidal and when  my friend went with me down there they said i wont be able to be seen for a few months and when i told them what thos pills did and what would happen if i had another outburst from the meds they said to call 911 wow and here i thought they was there to help so yeah dont take it personaly if i dont talk to you that does not mean i

Love And Passion
i always beleive feeling and love is control by god we can't control how we feel for someone but we chose to with hold it in or  behonest with the one we have feeling for when have feeling for someone it doesn't mean your in love with  but most of the time we or we really care for that person today generation doesn't beleive you can have feeling or fall in love by just hearing an person voice but i learned the reason why some people don't these days is cause there away to  admitted or refuse to beb loved or doesn't wat others to have feeling but for the must it's because their afraid to let themself to loved or reject true feelings cause they been hurt in an past relationship or cause of an bad child hood pass from my exprince in this i refuse to be love since i refuse to be loved i couldn't love cause i refuse to trust and fell comfortable with someone but in the last three days i found an person i really feel comfortable with. when you find an person you feel comfortable with your fe

Dear Diary
dear diary, i have met a great guy on a dating site, and i love him hes so great and he knows how to treat a girl right in every direction. and he knows how to make me feel good. well until then comment

New Chopper
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Kgxtq0VZ5NM

Random
http://www.fubar.com/mum.php?id=555598 And it goes to... So far I have been hit by 21 cars and run over by an 8 ton truck.

People To Admire
  Imagine it is February 19th, 1942 Franklin D Roosevelt has just passed Executive Order 9066 (EO).  The purpose of the order is to allow for the treatment of people as animals, giving the United States government the authority to round up people and herd them into holding communities in the name of national security. The United States recently reeling from the Japanese attack on Pearl Harbor suspected all Japanese immigrats and decendents were a possible threat to the safety and secuirty of Americans.  To keep the citizens of the country safe the EO allowed the creation of "Exlusion zones" permitting any person of a certain pedigree from living in a certain area.  Understanding the governments justification is not essentially neccessary to our story. The Mayor of Denver during the time was a man of indreible integrity and sincerity, his name was Ralph Carr.  His election bid was won on a platform as a politician whose sole purpose was to act on behalf of the will of the people, his

Where Did Our Love Go
Baby, babyBaby don't leave meOoh, please don't leave meAll by myselfI've got this yearning, burningYearning feelin' inside meOoh, deep inside meAnd it hurts so badYou came into my heartSo tenderlyWith a burning loveThat stings like a beeNow that I surrenderSo helplesslyYou now wanna leaveOoh, you wanna leave meOoh, baby, babyWhere did our love go?Ooh, don't you want meDon't you want me no moreOoh, babyBaby, babyWhere did our love goAnd all your promissesOf a love forever moreI've got this yearning, burningYearning feelin' inside meOoh, deep inside meAnd it hurts so badBefore you won my heartYou were a perfect guyBut now that you got meYou wanna leave me behindBaby, baby, ooh babyBaby, baby don't leave meOoh, please don't leave meAll by myselfOoh, baby, babyWhere did our love go?

Doing Good Stuff And Stfuff
My neighbor across the street grew some beautiful Peony's this spring. I got this really good shot (attached), and today I decided I would make a print for her....granted I've never met her..... She just said "thanks" and basically shut the door in my face.... I love peoples and stuff :)    

Macy's Random Thoughts
my thoughts come out better when i write, or type.. coz when i speak it dont come out right.. sometimes it's difficult to express myself when i speak especially in english.. coz, my major language when speaking is Filipino. But don't get me wrong tho, i can handle my accent very well, (but sometime it slips out in some words) people i talk to tells me all the time that i talk very good english, like how it sounds, how i speak but talking with real words is difficult.. coz, when i try to translate my thoughts in my head from filipino to english, it comes out differently.. it's hard to express what i want to express in words.. so, when i write or sometime type, i could do some editing, or try to read it again for it to come out the way i feel it should..

The Cottage Plantation
HAUNTED LOUISIANA THE COTTAGE PLANTATION Ruins south of Baton Rouge, along the Great River Road   The Cottage Plantation as it looked prior to the disastrous fire in 1960. Although it was destroyed nearly 40 years, the Cottage Plantation still lingers in the memories of many who live in the area of Baton Rouge Louisiana. The place is remembered for what it used to be, what it became.... and for the ghosts who are said to still walk here. The Cottage was built in 1824 by Colonel Abner Duncan as a wedding gift for his daughter and her husband, Frederick Daniel Conrad. The house had 22 rooms and was considered one of the finest in the Baton Rouge area. Visitors to the house included such notables as Jefferson Davis, Henry Clay, Zachary Taylor, and the Marquis de Lafayette. The Conrad family itself had esteemed beginnings, tracing its ancestry to George and Martha Washington. In the years before the Civil War, life was very good at the Cottage.

Written For Me.
  she doesn't feel she's beautifultoo many men have hurt herevery greeting whispers dangerand romance stinks of murdershe stays calm, quiet, and collectedher thoughts remain her ownsurrounded by a crowd of peoplebut this girl is all aloneall this cruel world has shownis that she can't trust a wordeverything has the tone of a liefrom businesses to curbsno place is really safefrom the conflicts that she facesa torn soul, screaming outat an evil she can't erase, it's.... . .it's absolute tortureespecially when she knows what she wishesthe stars speak to her of hopebut deep inside, her heart twitchesa nervous reaction to the lightshe's far too used to the darkthe past ending was so brutalshe can't even imagine a fresh start ...damn... and it's a struggle to witnessevery single step of the wayfrom an arms length or a phone calli can't take her troubles awayshe's stuck within a cellfar different from the prison where i was ati still saw sunshine through the fencesbut her, all s

Better Untouched
  I look at him,And a smile grows in my face.Just to remember the times,When he could've been mine.As he gives me a hug,While he puts his arms around me.I remember what I would've gaveTo only have a chance with him.But now I see him,In a different light.Yes, he still means the world to me,But now its a different way.His friendship means a lot to me,Although we never had much anything else.Now I see why God doesn't answer all prayers,Because some things are left better untouched.

What If?
BOYS ONLY!! Current mood:  content AND BE COMPLETELY HONEST!WHAT WOULD YOU DO IF?1. I WAS RIGHT NEXT 2 YOU:2. I KISSED YOU:3. I LIVED NEXT DOOR 2 YOU:4. I STARTED SMOKING:5. I SAID I WANTED TO FUCK YOU:6. I WAS HOSPITALIZED:7. I WAS DRUNK:8. I LICKED YOU:9. I ASKED YOU TO LEAVE:10. I ASKED YOU OUT:WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT MY?11. ASS:12. LOOK:13. FACE:14. HAIR:15. BODY:WOULD YOU?16. BE MY FRIEND?17. KEEP A SECRET IF I TOLD YOU ONE?18. KISS ME?19. GO ON A DATE WITH ME?20. KEEP IN TOUCH?21. LICK ME?23. DATE ME?24. HAVE SEX WITH ME?HAVE YOU EVER?25. LIED TO MAKE ME FEEL BETTER?26. WANTED TO KISS ME?27. WANTED TO BITE ME?28. KEPT SOMTHING IMPORTANT FROM ME?29. WANTED TO CUDDLE WITH ME?30. HAD A DIRTY DREAM OF ME?AND MORE!31. WHO ARE YOU?32. ARE WE FRIENDS?33. WHEN AND HOW DID WE MEET?34. DESCRIBE ME IN ONE WORD:35. WHAT WAS YOUR FIRST IMPRESSION?36. WHAT REMINDS YOU OF ME?37. IF YOU COULD GIVE ME ANYTHING WHAT WOULD IT BE?38. HOW WELL DO YOU KNOW ME?39. WHEN'S THE LAST TIME YOU SAW ME?40.

War Of My Life
Come out Angels Come out Ghosts Come out Darkness Bring everyone you know I'm not running I'm not scared I am waiting and well prepared I'm in the war of my life At the door of my life Out of Time and there's no where to run away I've got a hammer And a heart of glass I got to know right now Which walls to smash I got a pocket Got no pill If fear hasn't killed me yet Than nothing will All the suffering And all the pain Never liked to label I'm in the war of my life At the door of my life Out of time and there's nowhere to run I'm in the war of my life At the core of my life I've got no choice but to fight 'til it's done No more suffering No more pain Never again I'm in the war of my life At the door of my life Out of time and there's no where to run I'm in the war of my life I'm at the core of my life Got no choice but to fight 'til it's done So Fight on, fight on everyone, so fight on Got no