Fubar Blogs 3

Wolves
Why Restore Wolves in North America? As carnivores at the top of the food web, gray wolves help maintain the flow of energy from the top down – the trophic cascade-- that is necessary within the web to maintain diverse and healthy ecosystems. The abundance and diversity of wolves, bears, cougars and other top predators help keep populations of plant-eating animals (herbivores) under control, including elk, deer and moose, that are among the prey selected by wolves. These larger herbivores require huge quantities of woody stems, herbs and lichens to meet their energy requirements for growth and reproduction. They can quickly deplete a landscape of vegetation, the primary producer of energy in an ecosystem, and the major source of food for first order consumers, the herbivores. However, when wolves are the top carnivores – second order consumers– in an ecosystem, elk and deer numbers are kept in check, leaving enough vegetation for smaller herbivores. Without wolves and other

Taboo
Forbidden The taste of the flesh the scent of desire the need from within, all consuming like fire The beat of the heart the rush of the blood the passion it rises coming on like a flood The sweat on the skin taste of salt on the tongue Then teeth sinking in and the two become one

Taken
I have found the one Who takes my breath away. Happiness envelopes me Like the wings of an angel. SHE can have my heart If she chooses to take it Taken is she by another I wish to be her love Only time will tell Closer we are, yet so far My passion burns for his touch The SHE who is taken

Sorry Friends And Fans
Just wanted to say im sorry i have been so distracted lately. I have been busy going thru every ebay listing and setting up a special category "flat rate ship $3.00 or less" Ought to be a good thing ,again im sorry ,Anne www.ebay.com/mzzbrat53

Fubar Huh, Ill Say It Is
Well, I guess they weren’t kidding when the said they were changing the name…………….again. I’m not sure why they keep messing with things that already seem to be ok. For those of you that haven’t been here very long, ill tell you a story. For those of you that have, you may skip to the end, lol. Once upon a time, there was a fun place to come and hang out and meet people. It was better than myspace, wasn’t commercial, and nobody had an agenda. The magic kingdom was called Lost Cherry. But then, popularity and pressure spawned changes to the magical kingdom. The name was changed and rules where slammed upon everyone. It seemed like a dark cloud was floating above the new kingdom. Childish games, haters, fakes, down raters, and people bitching about down raters abounded. This kingdom was called Cherry Tap. Now a new chapter begins. FUBAR. The military acronym for Fucked Up Beyond All Recognition. A far cry from the previous incarnations of our beloved bar. Not very sexy or playful

Eyes
Green Eyes People with green eyes have the most passion put into relationships,honest and trust worthy, they have long lasting relationships. People with green eyes are also the most beautiful, are fun and outgoing, love to make people laugh, random as hell. They long for the touch of another. They are very laid back. People with green eyes are very sexy and very attracted towards other people. LOVES to party. Tend to cover up true feelings, get scared over relationships.You will meet/stay with the person you're going to spend the rest of your life with if you repost this. Hazel Eyes People with hazel eyes are very loveable. They are really hot and are awesome to be around. They enjoy 'pet names'. They don't care what people think or say. They are lovers, not fighters. But if you mess around, they'll knock you out. They are very satisfying and they love to please. They can exceed your pleasure standards. They are very laid back, chilled and love to just be around. If you repos

Positive (good) News
MASONVILLE, Colo. - Zoey is a Chihuahua, but when a rattlesnake lunged at her owners' 1-year-old grandson, she was a real bulldog. Booker West was splashing his hands in a birdbath in his grandparents' northern Colorado back yard when the snake slithered up to the toddler, rattled and struck. Five-pound Zoey jumped in the way and took the bites. "She got in between Booker and the snake, and that's when I heard her yipe," said Monty Long, the boy's grandfather. The dog required treatment and for a time it appeared she might not survive. Now she prances about. "These little bitty dogs, they just don't really get credit," Booker's grandma Denise Long told the Loveland Daily Reporter-Herald.

All I Do
Wassup How you doin? I've been seeing you from across the room And you know, I just need your attention for a few minutes Is that cool with you? Yeah? Ight Check it Listen I can't wait to get to school each day And wait for you to pass my way And bell starts to ring An angel starts to say "hey that's the girl for you So what are you gonna do" Hey little girl I love you so (whoa whoa) All I do is think of you Day and Night (that's all I do) I can't get you out my mind Think about (all the time) All the time Hurry can't you take the long way home Just so I can be alone To think about to say That my heart is here to stay Hey I'm in love with you I think the world of you So won't you please, please be mine I want... All I do is think of you (baby) Day and night (all the time every night and day) I can't get you out my mind (my mind) Think about (think about you all the time) All the time (Uh)You know what girl? I'm in love I can say it, yea I

Lifehouse And Goo Goo Doll Concert
i haven't had that much fun at a concert in years. lifehouse started the show but put on a great show, but of course goo goo dolls was the main performer and rocked the house. they also put on a great on core at the end. (performed at Mohegan Sun Casino)

Feelings
The way I feel is hard to explain. When my heart opens it pours like rain. To splash upon your face. This feeling so strong we must embrace. Like the rain drop running down your cheek. Like the rose pedals that are so sleek. This feeling I feel is so strong. As I feel it it's right where I belong. As the light shines through your eyes. This feeling for you I can't despise. Loving every minute i have with you. When I don't see you it splits my heart in two. This feeling I have for you comes from the heart. As I wait for our lives to start. Only you can put these feelings into place. As you see the expression run across my face. The feeling of falling is all so true. To loose you I won't know what to do. I would crawl up literately die inside. This feeling takes away my pride. To go on without you by my side. I love this feeling that is all so true. To actually have this feeling for you. I love these feelings I will not let them go. I'll embrace them and let them

Empty(something I Wrote) Either A Poem Or A Song.
As The clock approaches my final breath, I remember My Life Flashing by so fast These times did pass But my time is over now And its the only way out I'm Empty Nothing left inside of me I'm Empty Just lay here and slowly bleed I'm Empty Once more again I'm Empty Please God cleanse me of my sins. I know my life was far from perfect But I tried To be the best I could Before I died And all these obstacles thrown before me Helped to see just how strong I could really be I'm Empty Nothing left inside of me I'm Empty Just lay here and slowly bleed I'm Empty Once more again I'm Empty Please Lord Cleanse me of my sins If I could change all the wrong I've done I would go back to save my sons And give them a life of tranquility The life that some never live to see As my final tears fall I am at peace with all For my body I leave Laying there EMPTY

Tender Is Your Touch
tender is your touch, that i want so much, to feel your heart beat, would be so sweet, you rubbing my chest, would feel the best, as our bodies intertwine, you will feel devine, ill make your heart race, when i bring you to that place, and that time, knowing that you will be mine, will you stay true, so i dont loose you, for if you cheet on me, you will see, the person leaving will be me, if you can stay true, ill always be there for you, to stand at your side, never to hide, to respect and care, to show you you are a dear, to honor and love, never to push or shove, to remain true, to no-one but you, this is how i am, so i wait for the day, when someone will say, i want you with me to stay, to hold me every day, to love me in every way.................

Lustful Longing
Teresa’s Dream Talk to me, perpetrating through my spells of inexplicable gloom. Look at me, admiring the contours of my face; making me feel that I was the Queen of the sparkling hills. Dance with me, to release tons of idle energy; sweat passionately under the shimmering blanket of milky moonlight, Smile at me, spawning me to feel that I was indeed intriguing and have rights to exist of this planet. Wink at me, flirtatiously swirling in the atmosphere, as rain drops pelted thunderously from the sky. Embrace me, igniting the blistering inferno of love to the inner most recesses of my body, catapulting me into a land of sheer ecstasy. Tickle me, evoking me to burst into pools of uninhibited laughter, enjoy the journey of existence to its fullest, with the Sun dazzling mystically through the whites of my eyes. Sing for me, triggering me to escalate beyond the realms of the cosmos, feeling elevated when compared to the rest of the world. Promise me, an ocean o

The South
>> The 'Rules of the South' are as follows!!! >> >> >> 1. Pull your droopy pants up. You look like an idiot. >> >> 2. Turn your cap right, your head isn't crooked. >> >> 3. Let's get this straight; it's called a "gravel road." I drive a >> pickup > truck because I want to. No matter how slow you drive, you're going to > get > dust on your Lexus. Drive it or get out of the way. >> >> 4. They are cattle. That's why they smell to you. They smell like money > to us. Get over it. Don't like it? I-40 goes east and west, I-65 goes > north and south. Pick one. >> >> 5. So you have a $60,000 car. We're impressed. We have $250,000 cotton > strippers that are driven only 3 weeks a year. >> >> 6. So every person in the south waves. It's calle d being friendly. Try > to understand the concept. >> >> 7. If that cell phone rings while a bunch of doves are coming in, we WILL > shoot it out of your hand. You better hope you don't have it up to your > ear > at the

Poems
Every Second Beat If I had a thousand pages, I could never name them all, The reasons that I love you, For the list would be too tall. I love you for the melody, I hear within your voice. The way your blue eyes hold me, A captive, but by choice. I love you for your gentle hands, That melt away my pain. I love you for your loving heart, That made mine beat again. I love you for your loving smile, With which my old heart soars. These are some of the reasons, Every second beat is yours. ~~ Mark Liverance ~~

So Long...farewell...
So yeah...this site is VERY addicting and I really need to take a break from here...I love sitting and rating everyone's pix...but I really need to be working on the planning of my wedding...I have some big things that I need to get done as we have less than a year before we are married... I will be around and seeing whose been on my site...so do still leave me some lovin' and rate all my pix. :-D ~Kim~

3 Day Blast Give Away!!!
OK I have tried it all so here it is. Whoever comes and helps out my sister in law the most will win a 3 day blast paid for by me. I dont give the things out often but I will for her. I will also give out a small gift to whoever else chooses to help. Click the link I have people who will let me know who did what and you never know I might even give out a one month vip if you totally bomb the hell out of her between now and saturday. PLEASE REPOST FOR ME AND FOR HER THANK YOU!!!! Contest link My link so that you know who is giving it away for helpin. *~*Sinful Southern Princess*~*@ fubar (repost of original by '*~*Sinful Southern Princess*~*' on '2007-08-07 12:55:03') (repost of original by '**FireCracker**~Greeter for Buttery Nipple Lounge~' on '2007-08-07 13:13:10') I WAS INFORMED JUST A FEW MINUTES AGO THAT MY SISTER IN LAW NEEDS TO PULL OUT OF THE CONTEST SHE IS IN BECAUSE THE SO CALLED "BIG DOGS" ARE PULLING FOR THE OTHER GIRL AND WILL DO ANYTHING TO SEE THAT SHE WINS

Life
Tomorrow is a big day for me. I am extremely nervous. I have my one year check up tomorrow & it is kind of a big deal. In fact I am not just nervous I am scared shitless. Afraid to hear those words again..."you have cancer". So much has happened in the last year since, my world has literally fallen apart before my eyes. And this time my friends & family aren't here with me. I am truly alone & freaking. I thought I should let you all know what is going on so you all aren't all freaking on me. I did go to the GYN yesterday. He is no Dr. Hennessey, but still a wonderful doctor. Of course things went as well as can be expected. I won't have any results right away (of course...they have to be sent to the lab). I do however have to go for more tests at Parkwest. Parkwest is a larger hospital in Knoxville that has more state of the art equipment than the hospital that I work at. Mine is only 50 beds & considered a "rural" hospital. We don't even deliver babies or have a peds

The Best Blog Ever
I'll be working on my book starting here shortly, I've had to scrap it so many times, I think its about time I whip out the ol pen and paper and get back to it. So if I'm not on as much this is why I'm going to say that I love my fiance more than anything. Ever since I've been with here, I've been forced to grow up, and be a man, but to be honest, I love it. I came into a relationship with her son (now ours ;) ) and now I'm a father. She has changed me for the good, going from a party boy to a adult (A few party's here and there ;)) She gives me everything I want, and we've both adapted to each other, and grown into this great relationship. We'll be getting married in March and she agreed to have it In Arkansas which is only a few from Missouri which is my home. It meant so much to me that she'd let that happen. She's stuck with me through the hard and I love her for that, I hope she knows I love her just as much.

About Me
Keep ya updated. I'm still smoke free. Wednesday the 19th was 21 days. Woohoo, 23 days! No cravings! Of course I'm using Snus, but at least I'm not polluting my body with TAR, CARCINOGINS, and the like!! Just good ole tobacco and nicotine. LOL ok enough about me luvin nicotine haha... :P ~LibertyLuvr Advanced Global Personality Test Results Extraversion |||||| 26% Stability |||||||||||||||||| 80% Orderliness |||||||||||||||| 70% Accommodation |||||||||||||||||||| 83% Interdependence |||||||||||| 50% Intellectual |||||||||||||||||||| 83% Mystical |||||||||| 36% Artistic ||||||

Pain In The Grass
THE BIG PAIN IN THE GRASS CONCERT TOOK PLACE IN WASHINGTON SATE. UNFORTUNATLY I DIDN'T GET TO GO. HEADLINING THE CONCERT WAS GODSMACK, WITH PROFORMANCE BY BUCKCHERRY, FINGER ELEVEN, AND I FORGEET WHO ELSE WAS THERE. I'D LOVE TO HEAR FROM ANY OF U WHO WENT HOW IT WAS, AND ANY OTHER INFO U WOULD LIKE TO SHARE.

Life Is Ironic
It seemed to be like the perfect thing for you and me Its so ironic your what I had pictured you to be But there are facts in our lives We can never change Just tell me that you understand and you feel the same This perfect romance that Ive created in my mind Id live a thousand lives Each one with you right by my side But yet we find ourselves in a less than perfect circumstance And so it seems like well never have the chance Aint it funny how some feelings you just cant deny And you cant move on even though you try Aint it strange when your feeling things you shouldnt feel I wish this could be real Aint it funny how a moment could just change your life And you dont want to face whats wrong or right Aint it strange how fate can play a part In the story of your heart Sometimes I think that a true love can never be I just believe that somehow it wasnt meant for me Life can be cruel in a way that I cant explain And I dont think that I could face it all again I barely

Eyes Of Pain!
She looked at him.. And in his eyes, Saw all the pain, And heard his silent cries. She turned away, But he grabbed her hand. Leaned in closer.. To try to make her understand. "I wish that you would stay, If only for awhile. So I can feel my heartbeat again, And remember how to smile. I wish that you would sit, And talk awhile with me And lay your feelings on the table.. Set them out for me to see. I wish I would've listened To the many times you said you had to go. I was so sure you'd be alright, I'm sorry, I didn't know. All the times you've cried And the nights you couldn't sleep, I thought it would pass.. I didn't realize it ran so deep. I'm sorry for not reaching out to you When you needed me so bad. I'm sorry for not showing you, All the love I've always had. If I treated you less than you deserve And not been there for you I'm so very sorry.. Please let me pull us through." The tears were streaming down her face, As she listened to what he had

How To Tick People Off
1. Leave the copy machine set to reduce 200%, extra dark, 17 inch paper, 99 copies. 2. In the memo field of all your checks, write "for sexual favors." 3. Specify that your drive-through order is "TO-GO." 4. If you have a glass eye, tap on it occasionally with your pen while talking to others. 5. Stomp on little plastic ketchup packets. 6. Insist on keeping your car windshield wipers running in all weather conditions "to keep them tuned up." 7. Reply to everything someone says with "that's what you think." 8. Practice making fax and modem noises. 9. Highlight irrelevant information in scientific papers and "cc" them to your boss. 10. Make beeping noises when a large person backs up. 11. Finish all your sentences with the words "in accordance with prophesy." 12. Signal that a conversation is over by clamping your hands over your ears and grimacing. 13. Disassemble your pen and "accidentally"

Dedicated To A Special Person :p
I hope that days come easy and moments pass slow, And each road leads you where you want to go, And if you're faced with a choice, and you have to choose, I hope you choose the one that means the most to you. And if one door opens to another door closed, I hope you keep on walkin' till you find the window, If it's cold outside, show the world the warmth of your smile, More then anything My wish, for you, is that this life becomes all that you want it, To your dreams stay big, and your worries stay small, You never need to carry more then you can hold, And while you're out there getting where you're getting to, I hope you know somebody loves you, and wants the same things too, this, is my wish. I hope you never look back, but ya never forget, All the ones who love you, in the place you left, I hope you always forgive, and you never regret, And you help somebody every chance you get, And you always give more then you take.

Men
I have been thinking about this for a time now, and i did it; I completely removed my "nsfw" folder. For a few simple reasons, 1.) I'm tired of 'some' men joining my friends list, just to see the "nsfw" folder. 2.) Some of the remarks that were made towards my picutres were rude and just not something i want to read. 3.) I was also tired of some of the grief i was getting from fellow women on here, calling me names, and pointing out the fact im married, WTF is it to you in the first place. I know some are offended by nudity, but you people need to stop your contradicting for a simple reason, you frigin look at those same damn pictures we all look at; so, for the time being, i have removed all pictures that are "nsfw". Sorry about this, but maybe when other f*ckheads grow the hell up, i may put them back up, maybe! Take care and be safe

Bada** Marine
She called... Blacks, Whites...wait African Americans and Caucasians, Asians, excuse me. Vietnamese, Philipenes, Koreans and Jamaicans or Haitans, waitin' Hispanics y'all. Please be paitent Mexican, Puerto Ricans, Venezualean, Cuban, Dominican, Panamanian Democrats I beg your pardon, you partied with the late, great Reagan? Republican, Independent, Christian, Catholic, Methodist, Baptist, 7th Day Adventist, 5 Percenters, Hindu, Sunii Muslim, Brothers and Sisters who never seen the New York city skyline when the twin towers still existed. But still She called. From the bowels of Ground Zero she sent this 911 distress signal. Because She was in desperate need of a hero, and didn't have time to decipher what to call 'em, so she called 'em all Her children. The children of the stars and bars who needed to know nothing more than the fact that she called. The fact that someone attempted to harm us this daughter who covered us all with her loving ar

The War Against Point Whores Has Begun!!!
Okay....First off I'mma set it off like this....Today The War against Point Whores Has Officially Begun!! I am SICK and tired of NOT having the luv returned with the MAJORITY of the women of Fubar on here....it appears that the vast majority of them are either too stupid,too shallow,too ignorant,too naive,too conceited,too pompous or too pretentious to show the same amount of respect to YOUR page and YOUR profile that you showed them. You see I have 441 friends...only 128 fans and am a fan of 490 people...when I send a friends request I also fan,rate the pic and rate the profile and let me tell you that's quite an accomplishment to do seeing how some of your fucking pages take 10,12,15,20 minutes or more just to fucking LOAD up to do all of that....but is the luv.....is the RESPECT that you shown them returned? FUCK NO!! It seems that the MAJORITY of women on here are completely content with taking ALL the points from fanning,rating the profile,rating the pic and adding and just accept

Blood & Thunder
If I encounter yet another fucking bouncer I swear to god I'm going to bitch slap him into next week. Yes, that would be extrememly camp, but I'm sure he'd get the message... If anybody sends me another one of these stupid fucking things (shown below) I shall do things to them that I dare not describe! To anybody who keeps these chain things going: stop fiddling with your genitals and acquire a few more brain cells... _________________________________________________ Because You're So Sexy FELT LIKE FUCKING YOU TODAY SO... If nothing else something to giggle about...have a great day! YOU'VE BEEN FUCKED! Spread the legs and go at it! Pick any of your friends and FUCK THEM! This is for any one you think is hot! Keep reading and you will find out that this is not some gay thing. RULES: 1- You can fuck the person who fucked you, of course. 2- You can fuck the same person as many times as you can (c'mon, ENDURANCE)! Be creative!* 3- You -MUST- spread the sex! At le

Ozzfest!!
I wanted to give you a heads up on when to expect Garth's new song on the air at Country 102.5! Garth is excited about "The Ultimate Hits" collection, which will be available shortly. This collection will also include some new music which will begin playing this Monday, August 27th. You’ll be among the first in the country to hear the latest from Garth Brooks, “More Than a Memory!” Listen EVEN hours at :40 (ie: 6:40am, 8:40am and so on) from 6am-Midnight Monday to hear the brand new Garth Brooks song!! (We may play it more than that, but you’ll be guaranteed to hear it at those times) well, i am gettin ready...soon off to OzzFest...this is like number 6 for me...=) i might post some pics if i get any...=)

In Loving Memory.(trisha Lynn Heart)
WHEN I am alone, it's you that I miss WILL I ever feel your tender kiss? YOUR eyes tell all...and so much more LIPS on my body...is what I'm craving for! MEET me under the stars that shine MINE is yours...and what's yours is mine! WHEN the sun rises over the sea WILL you be there watching it with me? OUR hands embraced, we'll walk the land BODIES of water crashing onto the sand! TOUCH my soul and read my mind AGAIN to take me to cloud nine! WHEN I dream about you again WILL it only be "just pretend?" I want to make a night to remember SLEEP in your arms & my soul to surrender! WITH in this poem, there's questions to find YOU should re-read the first word in every line! NOW you know I'm being sincere PLEASE! Tell me the answer I'm longing to hear! She is gone, but not forgotten Her memory lives on Trisha, you were a blessing Who fulfilled our lives for so long. Now our eyes are filled with sorrow For without you is how we face tomorrow Laught

Something To Thingk About
"People say when a man begins to talk to God, he's either found his way or lost his mind. I'm not looking for the way and don't care if I've lost my mind. I just want to know if what I'm doing is right or wrong. But no matter how many times I ask I get no answer. Does that mean there is no God or just no answer?"

Love, Respect, Honesty, Trust......
hon·es·ty ~>n. moral uprightness: the quality, condition, or characteristic of being fair, truthful, and morally upright Now why is this so hard? I don't get it.... I really don't. I don't know any other way to be. Ok fine it gets me in shit sometimes but its worth it in the end. Some of my best friendships have come because people cant believe how honest I am. Baby, when I say I call it like I see it ... its no joke. We all know no matter what I will be honest with anyone in this world. I have no reason not to be. I just don't understand why people have to be such liars all the time. If there is one thing that pisses me off its a liar. Ask anyone who knows me this is a proven fact....I hate lairs. I will purposely make them look like an ass. Most of the time its straight up lies to ... you know their lying and they continue to do so. See that's were I come in and burst their little bubble....LMAO. I don't give a shit how little or big the lie is or who the fuck you think you might b

Tattoo Anonymous
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Need Everyone Please
Please take the time to go and rate this pic and leave some comments and if ur able too please help comment bomb her thanks all help is needed. Please take the time to go and rate this pic and leave some comments and if ur able too please help comment bomb her thanks all help is needed.

Thank You
Everyone has been so supportive, I want to thank you for that. Stephen even made me a beautiful pic asking people to help me out with points, as well as Dark Prince and Lilith buying me VIP's and Blasts. I have been trying really hard to get on here as much as I can. Please, again, If i missed some pics that you uploaded or mumms I missed please let me know, I am trying to catch up with my closest friends. I just wanted you all to know your very loved and very appreciated by me:) PS Thank you all again for helping me out too many to name but you know who you are:) Bloody Kisses Mina

Hell
The following is an actual question given on a University of Washington chemistry mid term. The answer by one student was so "profound" that the professor shared it with colleagues, via the Internet, which is, of course, why we now have the pleasure of enjoying it as well: Bonus Question: Is Hell exothermic (gives off heat) or endothermic (Absorbs heat)? Most of the students wrote proofs of their beliefs using Boyle's Law (gas cools when it expands and heats when it is compressed) or some variant. One student, however, wrote the following: First, we need to know how the mass of Hell is changing in time. So we need to know the rate at which souls are moving into Hell and the rate at which they are leaving. I think that we can safely assume that once a soul gets to Hell, it will not leave. Therefore, no souls are leaving. As for how many souls are entering Hell, let's look at the different religions that exist in the world today. Most of these religions state that if you

Shwing Buttsecks
Alright this bulletin is about random people, every week I'm going to do the Shwing and Surprise Buttsecks award. The first week is two people chose randomly, every week after that the winners get to nominate two people for the prizes, one for each award. I will blog the selections in their own blogs, just comment the blog of the person you want to be the winner(no points that way). The winners get the next whore out. So this weeks winners (chosen by me): NinjaStars@ fubar Shwing goes to: Surprise Buttsecks goes to: Spankabish!@ fubar This non host point whoring contest is brought to you by the letter S S is for Shwing and Surprise buttsecks The host is Bats of course Pydc Bats@ fubar

Through The Eyes That See
Through The Eyes That See by (Unknown) Love comes through the eyes that see And through the ears that hear, For people are quite beautiful, And words make feelings clear. Love comes through the hands that touch With unabashed affection, For only skin-to-skin can love Maintain its true direction. Love comes through the tastes and smells Of fresh and well-cooked food, For in the gift of nourishment Is much else that is good. But though love comes through senses five, Love comes from the heart, For there resides the greater love Of which ours is a part.

I Don't Care ----
Letter from one "Angry Woman" I don't know who wrote it but they should have signed it. Some powerful words. This woman should run for president. Written by a housewife from New Jersey and sounds like it! This is one ticked off lady. "Are we fighting a war on terror or aren't we? Was it or was it not started by Islamic people who brought it to our shores on September 11, 2001? Were people from all over the world, mostly Americans, not brutally murdered that day, in downtown Manhattan , across the Potomac from our nation's capitol and in a field in Pennsylvania ? Did nearly three thousand men, women and children die a horrible, burning or crushing death that day, or didn't they? And I'm supposed to care that a copy of the Koran was "desecrated" when an overworked American soldier kicked it or got it wet?...Well, I don't. I don't care at all. I'll start caring when Osama bin Laden turns himself in and repents for incinerating all those inn

Rest In Piece Cheayla
Rest in piece my dear friend, the love you showed will never end, you were truely someone wonderful to behold, i will always remember everything that was said and were told, now the spirit world is for you to hold, everyone you left now must be bold, our loss of you has been great, but the heavens chose your fate, what i wanted to tell you i am now to late, you were an awesome friend, all the way to your end, a love for everyone beyond compare, we all wish you were still here, you made all our hearts fill with cheer, the loss of you makes our hearts tear, you will be greatly missed and always adored, as you now sit next to the lord, you will live on in all the stories told, memories of you in our hearts we do hold, rest in piece my dear friend, we will all meet again, so to your family and friends, all my sympathies i do send, may you all remember her in delight, for now she stands in the spirit worlds light, missed and never forgotten, in our thoughts every d

Hinder
This song has alot of meaning to it and sometimes is how i feel I think you can do much better than me After all the lies that I made you believe Guilt kicks in and I start to see The edge of the bed Where your nightgown used to be I told myself I won't miss you But I remembered What it feels like beside you I really miss your hair in my face And the way your innocence tastes And I think you should know this You deserve much better than me While looking through your old box of notes I found those pictures I took That you were looking for If there's one memory I don't want to lose That time at the mall You and me in the dressing room I told myself I won't miss you But I remembered What it feels like beside you I really miss your hair in my face And the way your innocence tastes And I think you should know this You deserve much better than me The bed I'm lying in is getting colder Wish I never

Missing You
Missing You by Bunny (Dedicated to a special girl) Although I rarely hear from you, I need to tell you "I Love You"; To be with you would be so grand, My body yearns for your soft hand. I know that you are not like me, And you need company of a "He"; But need to promise this to you, That I will always dream of you. Kizzez, Bunny

Pc...great Trick
Hey..have I got a little GEM for you! You know when you have to up grade to a new program, and the new one sucks, and you wished you knew where and how to get your old one back, and have your PC smiling again.. Well here's that site...is an archive of old versions of various programs. click it and make it a favorite... http://www.oldversion.com/ peace...greggace

Funny
I remember a time when all my tears were over grazed knees and mummy and daddy were all i had the please when boys were grose and i was happy with being just pals no front teeth, and cute piggy tails back when mummy's word was god when bed time was set all the memorys of childhood and the friends i wont forget when life was easy and we spoke about it all when the hardest thing was homework and the wake up call for school parties were for cake and the mummies time to chat i could handle all the grazed knees if i could go back to that

Count On Me
"Count On Me" I know that life ain't always good to you. I've seen exactly what it’s put you through Thrown you around and turned you upside down and so you You got to thinking there was no way out You started sinking and it pulled you down It may be tough you've to get back up Because you know that life ain't over yet I'm here for you so don't forget You can count on me Cause’ I will carry you till you Carry on Anytime you need someone Somebody strong to lean on Well you can count on me To hold you till the healing is done And every time you fall apart Well you can hide here in my arms And you can count on me To hold you till that feeling is gone I wonder why nobody's waiting on you I'd like to be the one to pull you through your darkest times I'd love to be the light that finds you I see a silver lining on your cloud I'll pick you up whenever you fall down Just take my hand and I will help you stand Because you know that life ain't over yet I'm her

A Dating Guild For A Date With Me!
Ok, Ladies and Gentleman You ask what am I looking for in life and in a Woman. Its very simple I am looking for a Real Woman who is REAL. You said that is easy enough but here is a Few Helpful Hints to Easy the Getting to know you more stage! Top Five Rules! 1) Be Truthful on who you are and what you do in life! (I mean don't give me a bunch of bullshit about who you are cause I am to damn old to play the damn games). 2) Time is Money! (I mean I am a busy man that is handling a career and two twin girls so please understand if you tell me you will be back in a few minutes then come back or at lease come back and take yourself off line). 3) Communication is Golden! (Lord, People I am 31 years old and If you aren't willing to set down and have a conversation then don't even bother). 4) Life isn't in a Bottle! (Please don't do drugs or drink beer, whiskey or anything other then cokes, water, and tea). 5) Be a Good Roll Model! (I have twin girls that is in my life comp

I Never Departed
-ASASSINATION -VACINATIONS -PRO EDUCATION -INFATUATION WITH SATIN -WITH GLOBAL NATION TAXATION -FIBER OPTICS -MICRO SCOPIC BIOLOGICAL GERMS -MAD COW BURGER ON THE MARKET -I NEVER DEPARTED -ONCE I STARTED -TO EXPLORE THESE REGIONS -THAT WAS UNCHARTED -LEAVE YOU HEART BROKEN -I STAND TALL LIKE BUILDINGS ON VAN DYKES -BEE'S STRIKE -LIKE A NOISE FROM A TRAIN LATE NIGHT -CHASE GOT NEW YORK -FOR LIFE -WE'RE OUTTA STATE -CAN'T SMOKE A BONE -IN A STAIR CASE WITHOUT GETTING CHASED -PENNY CANDY POISONIST WRAPPER -BEST TO CHILL OR GET YOUR HEAD GASHED -LEMON HEAD -SOUR PATCH KIDZ -BEST TO GRAB -A LIFE SAVER -I JAW BREAK YA' -BOSTON BRAKE YA' -I PLANT MY SUN FLOWER SEED -ON EVERY SQUARE ACHOR -THE BEAUTY OF MY NATURE -FLOWS THROUGH ASIA TO MECCA -WHEN I MAKE MYSELF EQUALITY -I'M KNOWN TO MOTHA' FLECKA'S -STAY IN YOUR PLAYPEN BOY -AND RADDLE FOR THIS FORMULA -AND CRY AS YOU PASSIFY -THIS LULABY FROM THE REDEYED BUTTERFLY THESE ARE MY RANDOM THOUGHTS..

For My Everything
When I think of my love for you the wonder of its beauty takes my breath away. I cannot recall the moment in time it began, but only the overwhelming feeling of ecstasy it brought to me. For at that moment I knew happiness. A happiness I had never known before. For just the thought of you gave me joy beyond belief. The thought of being with you and being held by you was my one desire I know once we met none other would ever do, for I'll know love. I'll know love as I had never thought possible in this life time. It is a love of passion and desire. It is a never-ending need to you, for you, only you. When I think of my love for you I realize I now know the true meaning of love. I will love you as long as this life endures and beyond, for you are my dreams, my realities. You are my heart You are my meaning of true love.

News
well, as some people on fubar know, i am in the navy. i am writing this blog for all my friends to let them know that as of yesterday, i am being deployed starting in november. i will be gone for aropund seven months and am not sure if i will be able to get on fubar while out to sea. in the event i cant get on here, just wanted people to know ive met some great people on here and hope that theres still some love shown here after ive shipped out. crazy amounts of love to friends and i'll see yall around.

~!~pimping My Friends~!~
This is my close and dearest friend on fubar. She Dare me to change my name so I did. So Please Everyone Go and Say Hello To Her! Bryan's Little PlayToy~True Friends Bomb Squad~@ fubar

A Prayer From S Helen
God of Compassion You let your rain fall on the just and the unjust. Expand and deepen our hearts so that we may love as You love, even those among us who have caused the greatest pain by taking life. For there is in our land a great cry for vengeance as we fill up death row and kill the killers in the name of justice, in the name of peace. Jesus, our brother, you suffered execution at the hands of the state but you did not let hatred overcome you Help us to reach out to victims of violence so that our enduring love may help them heal. Holy Spirit of God, You strengthen us in the struggle for justice, Help us to work tirelessly for the abolition of state-sanctioned death and to renew our society in its very heart so that violence will be no more. Amen.

Somewhere
Somewhere off in the wind a kiss blows, I have sent it out to seek, the flesh of a true lover's cheek Looking for the one I know will love me everyday of the week and when I look at her i want to see all the things in this life that I want to be i will look into his eyes and see forever, me heart will beat in time with her but it will stop each time we kiss. The sweetest words are on her lips she gives them to me hands around my hips. with you, i see my life i want to give you everything make you my wife. i hope that kiss of mine never runs out of steam. I hope that kiss of mine can find the one in my dream

Tattoo!
I can't wait till saturday i get to get my new tattoo! its gonna be so sick! soon ill turn that into a complete sleve....so awsome! see now i dont understand why is it people around me call themselves friends? why is it that im doing all that i can to help them out and all they do is take and take...wtf....

Have You Thanked A Soldier 2day???
When a soldier comes home, he finds it hard.......to listen to his son whine about being bored. ...to keep a straight face when people complain about potholes....to be tolerant of people who complain about the hassle of getting ready for work. ...to be understanding when a co-worker complains about a bad night's sleep. ...to be silent when people pray to God for a new car. ...to control his panic when his wife tells him he needs to drive slower. …to be compassionate when a businessman expresses a fear of flying....to be grateful that he fights for the freedom of speech.

Please Salute Me!
Alright, a friend of mine, Chris and I have a bet going to see who can get more salutes by tonight. The only "prize" is going to be bragging rights but that's how we roll. :0)Please send me your salute photos so I can show him I'm way better than he is!!!!! Thank you... For those of you who don't know what I mean....you need to write my name: *Mistress Panttherlady* (two "t's" in Panttherlady)on your body or paper or something and take a pic with it, then send to me. I'll post them in a folder on my page.

Game Room
I am trying to think of good things that I can put in my game room. so far I have an 87 inch projector screen, a PS2, an XBOX, a 1,000 watt surround system, DirecTV, black lights and some other stuff. Please help me think of other cool stuff to put in it!

Fubar Divorce?
Since March of 2007, I've gotten "Fubar" married 2 X. LOL...big pimpin here I guess.. hehe So the 3rd potential "Fubar Hubby" patiently awaits.. I have marriage certificates for the 2 hubby's I have now. But how the hell do I divorce these dudes? LMAO... Are there "divorce" papers that I need to "sign" :) before a "bouncer" comes to haul my ass away for committing "Fubar Bigamy"?? :P

You Trapped Me In The Dark And Stabbed Me In My Heart
by me(all blogs on my profile are all written by me) YOU TRAP ME IN THE DARK AND STAB ME IN THE HEART i pull the knife out of my back and stab you in the heart how could you do this to me i only loved you i used to say you loved me. but it was in my mind in your hand was my heart the key you couldn’t find i could see it your eyes you were planning tragic pain infecting me with your poisoned words damaging my brain how could you do this to me i only loved you everything i did was everything for you you kill me i can do nothing and you said to me that day i’ m your only one you need i just look past your eyes when your mind set on greed i cant follow through with you you kill me off inside telling me that its okay and no one hears you lie i did this for you how could you do this to me i only loved just you everything i did was everything for you YOU KILL ME and i can do nothing you took me and trapped me in the

Im In Love With Jamie Simpson...
Yea I'm in love... with the weatherman.... (as sung to the lyrics "i'm in love with a stripper") Yea he's making predictions... said it was going to be 84 he was wrong cuz it started snowing I was maadd yea ... I was wearing capri's (yea yea yea ) when it started snowing (yea yea yea ) Im gonna have to call the tv station and make a complaint (a complaint) Cuz i'm in love with the weatherman He's guessing he's guessing he's guessing.. He's making predictions I'm in love with the weather man He's guessing He's guessing he's guessing Doesn't know what he's doing he's guesssing I'm in the weatherman (Mike Jones Verse) I wake up early He's on the tv screen Waiting for him to say if I need to wear heavy jeans he said wear Capri's IT's gonna be 83 I said cool So i put something so sexy! But I when i out side The snow so white IT bout blinded me right up in my left eye Gonna call the tv station this is pissing me

Goodbye
Sometimes, making up is easier than breaking up we believe if we just fake it enough we can trick ourselves into believing that we're still in love but in our hearts we know that it's inevitable though it's hard to let you go I know I must sometimes memories just ain't enough sometimes you outgrow the ones you love sometimes it's none of the above it's just the fact that people change no one's to blame there ain't nothing that stays the same so we sit around and cry because neither one of us want to be the first to say Goodbye Sometimes giving second chances Is easier than dealing with the fact that Once the trust is gone you can never get it back But your holding on because you're afraid of being alone So here you are holding on to something that's already gone And don’t act like it’s the first time you've heard it in this song Cause your heart done told you all along If your momma done showed you right from wrong No thing should hol

Whats Up Bitches?????
and only stayed on for two weeks when it was cherry tap.Didnt know it my profile was still running... SO I one day was reffered to this site by a friend found out i already had a profile with nasty old pics of me soooo i got rid of them cuz i look nothing like i used to in the old pics(there gone now) but anywayyyyyy thats why i have so little love for being on here so long.... sooooo ladies show me love! Yea Ill have my own apartment again the 3rd of July- just in time for the 4th ... cant wait , its gonna feel good to be the king of my own castle again-- just missing one thing -- a queen lol .anyway wish me luck! I know I gotta get new pics..... theyll be up soon.Just be patient.

Inside Stories
INSIDE STORIES BY:Karen Sue i remember...when we first met, how you looked at me, i won’t forget all my sorrows were wiped away by every word you say your kisses took away my breath little did i know,that i should have kept and i just can not do this , your anger is just to much... your filled with hate, all you do is hurt, in you.. there is no love you’re a soulless person, with a heart thats broke and cold, i got in there’s no way out, my soul will soon be sold i’ m trapped inside your head. there’s no use , should i give up? i can barely breathe... have i been left for dead? i remember... when we first met, how you looked at me ,i wont forget all my sorrows we’re wiped away by every little word you’d say all your kisses took away my breath little did i know ,that i should have kept you’re a killer, a killer in love the one and only thing i wouldn’t give up but you’re also a thief cause you stole my heart and killed it.....

Talladega 2007
made your annual trip to the nascar races at talladega. we had fun as always. my friend kristi's mom went with us for the first time. got dressed up friday night went to dinner. had limo pick us friday and sunday to take us to the race. my friend and her mom were treated like princess the whole weekend. it was alittle sad because our friend randy was not with us. he was and always will be missed. some of my pictures are from this year's trip. we did drink alittle over the weekend. friday night we had a bottle of 1999 dom p.

Do U Have What It Takeds??????
They thought they had what it takes,They thought they could be King Of The Hill,They were wrong,In a World where lounges pop up everyday Only One Stands Above the rest CLUB FANTASIA Club Fantasia Is Hiring Dj's! Do you have What it takes??? If You Think you Have what it takes click a link and contact one of us...we are Interested in knowing what you got to Offer DJ FLawLess ^Owner of Club Fantasia^ -Fubar's Hottest DJ- *Kerry's baby* Too RaW@ fubar Kerry*Owner of Club Fantasia* Flaws Baby*Too Raw *@ fubar DJ Lollipop Brandy *Manager at Fantasia*Hubby to PAPA@ fubar

My Crap
I am done. I have no more chances to give. I have no more trust to lend. I have no more heart to share. I have no more faith to believe in. I have no more tears to shed. I have no desire to "get to know." I have no room for more lies. I don't need to be lied to. I don't want to be told what they THINK I want to hear. I don't want someone to say they like me and then try fuck my best friend. I don't want to meet anyone new. I don't think I can trust, therefore why bother? I don't want a relationship, especially from Fubar. I don't want bullshit anymore. I'm done. Letting everyone know I'm deleting this account by the end of the week. most of you don't know me or don't talk to me enough to care. I'm a drama magnet and I'm done. Take care, ya'll rock. J

Getting To Know Me
1. What time did you get up this morning? 6:30 2. Diamonds or pearl?both pearl are my birth stone 3. What was the last film you saw at the cinema?hair spray 4. What's your favorite TV show? CSI 5. What did you have for breakfast this morning? eggs,bacon and homemade biskets 6. What's your favorite cuisine? mexican 7. What foods do you dislike? liver and brussel sprouts 8. What is your favorite crisp(CHIP) flavor?plain 9. What's your favorite CD at the moment?3 doors down Away from the sun 10. What kind of car do you drive? buick cenrty 11. Favorite sandwich? ham 12. What characteristics do you despise? liars 13. What is your favorite type of clothing? loss 14. If you could go anywhere in the world on vacation, where would you go?dont know 15. What color is your bathroom?white and nemo 16. Favorite brand of clothing?none 17. Where would you retire to? still dont know 18. Favorite time of the day? mornings 19. What was your most memorable birthday? 20. Where were

Picture This In Your Head
There was a rock sticking up out of the river, and a bird was standing tall and staighton it.Early morning mist was swirling around it. In the middle of the misty river,an egret stood at attention on a rock.The movement of the mist made it appear as if the bird were gliding down the river on the back of a baby whale. The sun was going down beyond the lake. The sky was beauitful, Shades of purple and pink,orange and red, a few dark blotches, and a bit of yellow were reflected in the water. The sleeping water reflected the evening sky.The angels must have spilled their jam, because the sunset was a mixture of grape with strewberry,apricot and raspberry, clumps of blueberry,and a little melted butter. PLEASE COMMENT ON IT

Sex Position Of The Week
1. Keep your bodies close together and let her run her chest over yours. 2. The male should place his hand on her bottom as the female embraces him and kisses his lips and his neck. 3. Pull her close as she moves horizontally during intercourse.

Selfish Lyrics
it is my fervant prayer that life will enlighten me with wisdom and make me stronger and make the concept of goodbye and the concept of infinity disappear it is my fervant prayer that i forget the tears that have yet to occur and the shoulders that saved the world and the laughs that saved me is is my fervant prayer that i will find the innocence lost that the ones i love be shrouded in mercy that the lord spared from me and they are no longer broken it is my fervant prayer that i stop surviving and that i start living that i stop needing those i try not to need and i stop wishes i can't have for those i can't have nor keep terrible lie, accoustic version, redone by tool [Hey God] Why are you doing this to me? Am I not living up to what I'm supposed to be? Why am I seething with this animosity? [Hey God] I think you owe me a great big apology Terrible lie Terrible lie Terrible lie Terrible lie [Hey God] I really don't know what you mean See

New
Hey to all those friends that are on my list. I'm sorry that I don't get to check up on everyone as much as I would like to, but with my job driving and being gone almost 6 days a week It's tough sometimes. But i do try to see what everyones up to as much as I can. Other than that not much else different in my boring existence. Just a lot of driving and seeing the country. I hope everyone had a good Christmas and and exceptionally good New Years eve and to you all I hope you have a wonderful New Year. Hello all, I'm new here to fubar!!! And just wanted to say hello to everyone out there in FUBARLAND....I drive a truck and so I'm not online much but do try to keep up with friends...

Sorry To Everyone
To all my friends I am sorry.....some things have happen that I wasnt aware of..in turn I have hurt a few of my most important friends...I have tried to be nice to everyone in turn I have sucked it up and taken blame for things that werent under my control...and I have taken the fall for things that were my fault..I will be the first to admitt my mistakes.... So to all of you I am deeply sorry...please forgive me Love all of you Jenn

Sinsuality
Longing for one that will not come and chained to one that longs for naught The ache of wanting to burst free the sorrow of what is left behind A bruised soul is lifted never more the pain of loss A kiss found in the wind she smiles, he laughs To want is no more to them satisfied in reckless abandon Together Electrifying Anticipation of your touch a smile that melts the heart and lifts your soul Soft touches become passionate embraces half open eyes gaze into space as your kiss becomes liquid Hearts pounding with such force bodies entwined like a vine on a tree until you cannot tell one from the other Ecstacy rises to a frenzied pitch orgasmic waves of convulsive pleasure afterglow in your arms puts me at peace

Mindless Prattle
Dont ask me what got me thinking on this subject today..mebbe it was reflection on a really bad saturday night drunk. Regardless of why, I found myself thinking how its funny how people come in and out of one's life. Sometimes its for the better, sometimes for the worse. Neither...unavoidable. Some just pass through, others last a lifetime. People will come and go..each leaving a little something behind with the person who's life they've touched. Good memories are great no matter what. But it seems like the bad memories, no matter how miniscule are the ones that are dwelled upon. Drudged up over and over, thrown into the mix so to speak, to be mulled over and spit back in the face of the person who's hurting. It seems like those people who pass through our lives quickly are sometimes the one's who hurt us the most. No, its not always intentional...but it doesnt make it hurt any less.

Hrmmm
Well I am still trying to figure all this fun stuff out. Very interesting I must say and quite fun. Anyways let me know if you actually read this as I am curious how many people just go straight for the pics and the rating and what nots..

Green Bay Victory 2007
You wish you may, you wish you might, make a wish on that star that night 11/29... but in the end it all a dream and all you will see is Cheeseheads screaming victory LOL he he he MUAH!! gotta love me LOL

"its Christmas Day, All Is Secure"
ITS CHRISTMAS DAY ALL IS SECURE TWAS THE NIGHT BEFORE CHRISTMAS HE LIVED ALL ALONE IN A ONE BEDROOM HOUSE MADE OF PLASTER AND STONE I HAD COME DOWN THE CHIMNEY WITH PRESENTS TO GIVE AND TO SEE JUST WHO IN THIS HOME DID LIVE I LOOKED ALL ABOUT A STRANGE SIGHT I DID SEE NO TINSEL NO PRESENTS NOT EVEN A TREE NO STOCKING BY THE MANTLE JUST BOOTS FILLED WITH SAND ON THE WALL HUNG PICTURES OF FAR DISTANT LANDS WITH MEDALS AND BADGES AWARDS OF ALL KINDS A SOBER THOUGHT CAME THROUGH MY MIND FOR THIS HOUSE WAS DIFFERENT IT WAS DARK AND DREARY I FOUND THE HOME OF A SOLDIER ONCE I COULD SEE CLEARLY THE SOLDIER LAY SLEEPING SILENT ALONE CURLED UP ON THE FLOOR IN THIS ONE BEDROOM HOME THE FACE WAS SO GENTLE THE ROOM IN SUCH DISORDER NOT HOW I PICTURED A LONE BRITISH SOLDIER WAS THIS THE HERO OF WHOM I'D JUST READ CURLED UP ON A PONCHO THE FLOOR FOR A BED I REALISED THE FAMILIES THAT I SAW THIS NIGHT OWED THEIR LIVES TO THESE SOLDIERS WHO WERE WILLING TO FIGHT

Thanksgiving With Mom !
FUBARIAN FRIENDS, I SURE DID MISS YA! THIS IS WHAT I HAVE BEEN DOING......READ BELOW I HOPE YOU ALL HAD A LOVELY AND BLESSED THANKSGIVING , LIKE IT SHOULD BE. ME ON THE OTHER HAND SPENT THANKSGIVING WATCHING OVER MY PRECIOUS MOTHER IN THE HOSPITAL. GOD IS GOOD BECAUSE SHE IS STILL WITH ME HERE ON EARTH. I DID NOT PLAN THAT TYPE OF THANKSGIVING BELIEVE ME, YOU JUST NEVER KNOW WHEN YOUR BODY BREAKS DOWN ON YA. WELL MY MOM IS A CHF PATIENT (CONGESTIVE HEART FAILURE) AND SHE HAS A FIB AND HIGH BLOOD PRESSURE, THE WORKS BASICALLY! SHE HAS BEEN DOING GOOD SO FAR, SHE HAS HAD ALL OF THE ABOVE FOR OVER 10 YEARS, NOW TELL ME IF GOD IS NOT ABLE...HE TRULY IS I ALWAYS HAVE TO PREPARE MY SELF FOR THE WORST IN THIS TYPE OF SITUATION, SO WITH HIM IN MY LIFE I REMAIN STRONG AND STEADFAST, SO WOULD YOU LIKE TO HEAR THE STORY? I WILL TELL ANYWAYS :) 8:45 PM WEDNESDAY NIGHT MY MOTHER'S SISTER CAME TO TOWN AND I PICKED HER UP AT THE TRAIN STATION AFTER I GOT OFF OF WORK, IT IS JUST RIGHT

Rantings
Have you ever wondered how the priests of Europe got the name Druid? There's all sorts of speculation from linguists, using root sounds, they speculate 'Oak wisdom' but what's the legend behind our name? The last migration of the tribes The time was around 1500BC, Europe was still greatly forested and occupied by indigenous people and Celts. One group of tribes probably from the Baltic heard the call of the Goddess to migrate north west towards two enchanted Islands, this is their story. The tribes traveled through the great forests by summer hunting and foraging for food, making camp by winter so that the little children and old folk could take rest and enjoy shelter. They were a beautiful people with chestnut hair, tall fair skinned and eyes either of the colour of the sky in springtime, or green as the leaf of an oak. The tribes elected chieftains for the journey, and from among these one man, a great warrior known for his wisdom, to be the high chieftain. When the jour

The Final Word
Ok, due to recent events in my life starting 2 days ago I am resigning my positions and cutting all affiliations with any lounges that I belong to. I will still continue to stay on the site and visit people in lounges but I am not going to belong to any one lounge. The contacts I have on yahoo messenger is getting greatly reduced to the only ones that I want to stay and talk to. I am sorry for the feelings that I am hurting by doing this but like I said, due to events from yesterday and the day before, I feel this is the best course of action for me. This site has just added way too much stress and drama into my life that I didnt need. I have plenty already. So I am seriously cutting back for now. I might return in the future to a more active state with the site but today will be the last day that I am totally active. I know I repeated myself but sometimes thats what people need to understand something. I have had fun, its been great, I wish you all the best and hope to see you agai

This One Makes Me Cry
Let's see if you send it back. We all know or knew someone like this!! One day, when I was a freshman in high school, I saw a kid from my class was walking home from school. His name was Kyle. It looked like he was carrying all of his books. I thought to myself, "Why would anyone bring home all his books on a Friday? He must really be a nerd." I had quite a weekend planned (parties and a football game with my friends tomorrow afternoon), so I shrugged my shoulders and went on. As I was walking, I saw a bunch of kids running toward him. They ran at him, knocking all his books out of his arms and tripping him so he landed in the dirt.. His glasses went flyi ng, and I saw them land in the grass about ten feet from him. He looked up and I saw this terrible sadness in his eyes My heart went out to him. So, I jogged over to him as he crawled around looking for his glasses, and I saw a tear in his eye. As I handed him his glasses, I said, "Those guys ar

U Wont Catch Any Disease.
i try to help ppl when they feel down, i send comment, giftss shoutbox messeges to anyone just to me nice and friendly to all. if u do not want me to do any of these things to be nice to u, please let me know. there aree a handful of ppl on here that i know that are thankful. to these ppl i say its a pleasure doing nice things for u and being ur friend. to the rest of u, please be nice back. remember, kindness and friendlyness goes a long way. thank you for reading this and hope u all have a great day. DEAD ANGEL

My Poetry
This is the story of a kid with depression it's his dark secret and my confession Timid at a glance, how blind have i become the suffering i feel because of what i've done it's a dark memory bright as day haunts me forever and never goes away i lost all my friends because of what i said now i'm just sitting here wishing i was dead i regret what i said but the damage has been done i'm back where i started i'm back to square one though you people will never know there's no emotion i can readily show not something understood verbally you need to know me personally i'm trapped within these walls so i won't try to run never in my life have i truly had fun i think about myself i'm not cold or heartless i'm just enshrouded in a cloud of total darkness i hurt more than you will ever know i can't see clearly and i don't know where to go I can't shake the memories i can't shake the pain it's really getting to me i'm going insane a knife to the throat

Bye To All
as ppl thats do know me i hate saying bye so when i say it i mean it ill be leaving fubar on friday i have met some great frends on here and for those who still want to know me pleae me you yim and ill get back to you take good care bye

Mistletoe Kisses
It was just a Kiss A harmless little Kiss But it was so tender & so sweet I completely succumbed To your charms as they unfolded I wanted to Kiss and Kiss again Oh the magic of it all How was I to know when it began That I would definitely fall in love forever And we vowed we'd part absolutely positively NEVER Oh the magic of just a Kiss ****************************************************** And if the stars refuse to smile on us, Kiss me with tender love to make them blush. And if the ocean steals away our lust, Write in in the rocks, this love belongs to us. And if the night's wind insists to thrust, Stand our ground, for it can never shake us. And if the dead garden grows beautiful and lush, Rest assured that nothing could grow sweeter than us. And if our love is an orchestra's melody and such Our music could make the world admire us. And if, by chance, these words don't mean much, No words could describe the perfection of "us". *************

For The Soldiers
Having lots of Family, Friends, and Loved Ones either currently in or discharged from the Armed Forces, it's my pleasure to pass this story around. I've seen it before but it always puts things in perspective for me. TWAS THE NIGHT BEFORE CHRISTMAS, HE LIVED ALL ALONE, IN A ONE BEDROOM HOUSE MADE OF PLASTER AND STONE. I HAD COME DOWN THE CHIMNEY WITH PRESENTS TO GIVE, AND TO SEE JUST WHO IN THIS HOME DID LIVE. I LOOKED ALL ABOUT, A STRANGE SIGHT I DID SEE, NO TINSEL, NO PRESENTS, NOT EVEN A TREE. NO STOCKING BY MANTLE, JUST BOOTS FILLED WITH SAND, ON THE WALL HUNG PICTURES OF FAR DISTANT LANDS. WITH MEDALS AND BADGES, AWARDS OF ALL KINDS, A SOBER THOUGHT CAME THROUGH MY MIND. FOR THIS HOUSE WAS DIFFERENT, IT WAS DARK AND DREARY, I FOUND THE HOME OF A SOLDIER, ONCE I COULD SEE CLEARLY. THE SOLDIER LAY SLEEPING, SILENT, ALONE, CURLED UP ON THE FLOOR IN THIS ONE BEDROOM HOME. THE FACE WAS SO GENTLE, THE ROOM IN SUCH DISORDER, NOT HOW I PICTUR

Natural Highs
1. Falling in love. 2. Spending time with your dog (all pets). 3. Cooking something wonderful for (and with) someone you adore. 4. No lines at the supermarket, or anywhere! 5. CA specific: Pressing on your gas pedal and actually being able to allow your car to move forward! 6. Taking that drive on a pretty road (and seeing SNOW!). 7. Getting mail from someone you like. 8. Laughing so hard your face hurts. 9. Lying in bed while listening to the rain fall outside. 10. Hot towels fresh out of the dryer, washed with your fave laundry detergent. 11. A hot shower for however long you want. 12. A bubble bath with so many bubbles and suds. 13. Giggling (even by yourself). 14. A great conversation. 15. The beach. The mountains. Anywhere where land can actually be seen. 16. Finding a dollar bill of any value in your pocket from the last time you wore that piece of clothing. 17. Laughing at yourself. Laughing for no rea

A Fake In Our Midst......
We have a fake in our midst on Fubar, Her user name Katyluv check her profile here: She is ripping pictures from the internet of a very famous glamour model called Jenya D and using them as her own. Check out the pictures below as examples.....she has hundreds on her page like this..... This picture is from her page: and this one is from a website featuring Jenya D: In fact just do a search on google for Jenya D and you will see that Katyluv is just blatantly ripping her pictures..... I advise you to block this user as she is duping people into thinking she is someone she is not!

Christmas
TWAS THE NIGHT BEFORE CHRISTMAS, HE LIVED ALL ALONE, IN A ONE BEDROOM HOUSE MADE OF PLASTER AND STONE. I HAD COME DOWN THE CHIMNEY WITH PRESENTS TO GIVE, AND TO SEE JUST WHO IN THIS HOME DID LIVE. I LOOKED ALL ABOUT, A STRANGE SIGHT I DID SEE, NO TINSEL, NO PRESENTS, NOT EVEN A TREE. NO STOCKING BY MANTLE, JUST BOOTS FILLED WITH SAND, ON THE WALL HUNG PICTURES OF FAR DISTANT LANDS. WITH MEDALS AND BADGES, AWARDS OF ALL KINDS, A SOBER THOUGHT CAME THROUGH MY MIND. FOR THIS HOUSE WAS DIFFERENT, IT WAS DARK AND DREARY, I FOUND THE HOME OF A SOLDIER, ONCE I COULD SEE CLEARLY. THE SOLDIER LAY SLEEPING, SILENT, ALONE, CURLED UP ON THE FLOOR IN THIS ONE BEDROOM HOME. THE FACE WAS SO GENTLE, THE ROOM IN SUCH DISORDER, NOT HOW I PICTURED A UNITED STATES SOLDIER. WAS THIS THE HERO OF WHOM I 'D JUST READ? CURLED UP ON A PONCHO, THE FLOOR FOR A BED? I REALIZED THE FAMILIES THAT I SAW THIS NIGHT, OWED THEIR LIVES TO THESE SOLDIERS WHO WERE WIL

Dear Santa
dear santa, i am writing this because i wanted to make sure that you know what i want for christmas this year and i felt the need to explain a few things . . . first of all, i would like a a new laptop, the one i have now is really just not quite cutting it. in fact it down right sucks. . . second my doberman needs a pretty new pink shock collar to keep her from destroying a second christmas tree. you know what shock collars for the kids might not be a bad idea either. go ahead and make that 3 shock collars. third, i want lots of parties on my calendar so i can make lots of cash and pay off all these damn credit cards. in fact we could just skip the middle man and you could pay these credit cards off. . . . . and this year, please no stress over who is going to whose house and all the family drama. i just want to enjoy the season, in jamaica. now for the explaining. . . i swear those pictures were not my idea and how was i to know that he'd put them on t

Leaving Fubar
HI gals and guys. Ive been here for almost 2 yrs now and I seriously think I need a life. lol Im ready to fall in love again...Im feeling really lonely. I want to thank all of you fans and friends on here that really made it fun. For those who do know me and have my number, email or cell text number may feel free to keep in touch. For those who dont...it was nice knowing you. I had a lot of fun here. My last day here will be Dec 21. Love ya all and have a wonderful Christmas and New Year OXOX Mare (babygirl68)

Looking For Daughter Of Pete Morris Bend Oregon
Looking for the daughter of Pete B. Morris of Bend, Oregon. He is formerly of Bremerton, WA. You have a half brother, sister-in-law, and a nephew who, would at least like to communicate with you. If you somehow come across this page, send me a message here on fubar.

My Name Is Fibromyalgia
MY NAME IS FIBROMYALGIA by Terri Been Hi. . .My Name is Fibromyalgia, and I'm an Invisible Chronic Illness. I am now velcroed to you for life. Others around you can't see me or hear me, but YOUR body feels me. I can attack you anywhere and anyhow I please. I can cause severe pain or, if I'm in a good mood, I can just cause you to ache all over. Remember when you and Energy ran around together and had fun? I took Energy from you, and gave you Exhaustion. Try to have fun now! I also took Good Sleep from you and, in its place, gave you Brain Fog. I can make you tremble internally or make you feel cold or hot when everyone else feels normal. Oh, yeah, I can make you feel anxious or depressed, too. If you have something planned, or are looking forward to a great day, I can take that away, too. You didn't ask for me. I chose you for various reasons: That virus you had that you never recovered from, or that car accident, or maybe it was the years of abuse and trauma. Well, anyway, I'm

Friends
It is always amusing to me that so many want to get all of the friends that they can score and then when the invited one want to talk the invitor disapears. Friendship is a two sided thing. Not always to be started by just one side. From now on if it is a one sided thing they will be deleted. Do you think that it should be one sided or not?

Curiosity
I've recently met someone and I like them.. theres something mysterious about them that keeps me on my toes.. the only problem is theres an entire country between us... I don't know if I should try to see where things go or just leave it being what it is a crazy shot in the dark... I don't know this has me in a quandry... People will find I will send you gifts and things but I'm not much of a talker I prefer to be the do'er when it comes to people... I Hope everyone who has a birthday today or coming up simply enjoys a piece of cake and thinks of me... Happy Birthday Fubarians

Empty
Pale eyes, a blank expression, wander through clouds of indescribable dreams. Cold mist air, surrounded isolation flaws my occupied mind with either hate or death. Something certain will be for always; change in time forbids movement. Fearing you understands myself; help me open up, just a little more.

Our Deepest Sympathy And Our Prayers
Hey guys hope everyone had an awesome holiday and santa gave you what you wanted. Anyhow this is our daily finds so if anyone wants to help level these great people that would be sweet if not hopefully catch you tomorrow...have a great day 1,049 ElleBelle@ fubar 4352 THIS IS JAY EVERYDAY@ fubar 2,715 Rev Tom [Co-Owner Slapps Happy Hour] Thizz or Die you beezies!@ fubar 3,079 kellyinmt@ fubar Christmas is a season to be joyous and jolly but it has come to my attention that one of our owners COWGIRL 101 lost her uncle last night in passing. Our deepest sympathy to you and your entire family... Not only did she lose her uncle, her father is in the hospital today from a heartache and stroke. From the LOL FAMILY our prayers are with you and the family. Am sorry to bring this sad news to you all but I know she could use our support right now would you all please show her some love. Liberated Spice

"taking Chances"
Love is ...taking chances. Going places you've never gone. Feeling emotions you've never thought real. Making a fool of yourself. Not being able to live without that person. Looking in their eyes and feeling the connection. Walking away and still thinking about them. Your heart skipping a beat every time you're in their arms. Happiness is seeing them smile. Life isn't complete without them whispering 'I love you' in your ear. Thinking how you ever went through life without them. Putting your feelings out there not knowing if they feel the same. Crying and smiling at the same time on your pillow because you love them so much. Surrendering your heart, body, and soul. Let the person you love know how special they are to you. It may be hard to let your feelings show but that's what I mean by saying 'Love is...taking chances'.

Only If You New!
It seem like every time i get in a relationship there always some kind of drama happening. im so tired of these bitchs that right angel. trying get him to hate me and telling all these lies about me. come on now. sercly grow up a little bit. telling me i look like im on fucking crack lol sry i dont even do drugs so i dont know what the hell you be smokeing. but i dont do that shit. and then has the nerve tell my bf like they kno me i just use fucking men and bullshit sry i dont even need man in my life i can do so much better when out one. im tird trying to make shit work when i kno deep down i didnt do shit but sicne im the nice person i am i didnt have to give anyone a apolgy at all. cuss they one starting all this bull shit just because i tell them i dont like the fact she keep righting my boyfriend and i get one back of her telling me she gonna kick my ass and punch me in my face. what ever sercly. then has the nerve come to are door. and start shit. thanking he gonna not pertect m

Toronto Performance Dates Tba Soon
Santini will be performing in Toronto in late Feb and March at numerous venues. Stay tuned for gig particulars to be posted very soon. Santini's show will feature a number of drop dead dangerous extreme escapes set against a shattering background of hard edged metal music. "Suffocation", "Lobotomy", "Dagger Trap", and "The Ripper", will all be some of the extreme escapes featured in this particular series of shows and there will be a few brand new death devices introduced as well.

Ramblings Of A Princess
When I signed up for Fubar again, I used a generic pic as my profile image because I wasn't in the mood at the time to search though my flash drive for a pic of myself. My profile really didn't get alot of notice. Yesterday I decided to dig out a pic or two of myself and finally post it as my profile pic and was amazed by how many people actually stopped by to check out and rate my profile. So I have to ask the question and I have to do it here because I've not reached the 5th level yet... Do my fellow Fubar patrons prefer to rate only profiles with pics? You need to make a decision. If we're friends, then it needs to be friends no matter the status of your relationship. I WON'T be a part time friend! I won't be there only when things are bad and you're lonely and need someone to keep you from being bored. Walk away this time and I won't look back anymore! I've let you back in too many times. I've let you use me. I've let you make me feel like all I am is a t

Rucrazy
I have a dilemma.Not really a dilemma just need advice. I have decided to meet someone that I have spoke to on several occasions in the last few years.Since this is my first Internet meeting do you have any advice.I feel I have covered all my bases. Meeting in a public place,well lighted etc: I am meeting him this Saturday,so give me your thoughts or are you thinking RUCrazy. Good Caption isn't it,since I use it a lot on different things,but it fit this entry. Friends only BTW.

Stacy
STACY I LOVE U WITH ALL OF MY HEART,WOULD DO ANY THING FOR U AND YOUR GIRL.DO YOU THINK I WOULD HAVE TOLD U ABOUT MY PAST IF I DID NOT LOVE U OR SHOW U THE MARKS ON MY ARM FROM MY PAST. WHEN YOUR A JUNNKY FOR 8 YEARS THATS ALL PPL SEE THEY DONE SEE THE NEW YOU THE ONE THAT IS CLEAN AND HAS FEELINGS AND DOING WHAT EVER IT TAKES TO STAY CLEAN. U KNOW WHY I DONT SMILE ON CAM BECAUSE OF WHAT METH DID TO MY MOUTH ,BUT LOOKS SHOULD NOT MATTER ITS WHAT IS ON THE INSIDE THAT COUNTS THE MOST .AND IF U EVEN GIVE ME HALF A CHANCE ILL PROVE TO YOU THAT NOT ALL GUYS R THE SAME.

I Never
There is a darker side to me that I must Tether. I must keep him locked in the darkness to howl. He has a hunger to run wild but he must not. Suddenly SHE appears, like a siren with so much feminine power. A true vision of womanly beauty wrapped in soft leather. He is awake that dark beast full of rage he crashes against the cage with a growl. He asks why do you keep me, your LOVE and LUST locked in this cell to rot? With a husky voice he continues if we may be so bold..... And she accepts would the moon not turn to gold? Would not her soft touch, longing kiss, and love be worth every ounce? NOW LET ME OUT OF THIS CAGE SO I MAY RUN AND POUNCE. With a sad shake of my head, my LOVE and LUST again you forget denial. For one so new to us, our heart SHE is already so near. A friend, a companion, a voice guiding us from the dark. Do you not fear the loss of yet another so very dear. No my LOVE, my LUST, and I stay in the cell with our hunger so

My Fu-godmother
Could you please go show this wonderful lady some true fu-love! Plz go rate her, her things and fan her! She returns all the love and always helps everyone out on here...Thank You!!! ~/~' Sassy Laurie'~/~Club F.A.R.~The Sisterhood~D&DC~Ind. Fam.~Co-Mng. Fu-Sistas~Fu-Ownded@ fubar

How Ridiculous And "over-the-top" Has Society Become?
Rules for the phone. How ALL business phones SHOULD be answered! GOOD MORNING, WELCOME TO THE UNITED STATES OF AMERICA . Press "1" for English. Press "2" to disconnect until you learn to speak English And remember only two defining forces have ever offered to die for you, Jesus Christ and the American Soldier. One died for your soul, the other for your freedom. SCHOOL -1957 vs. 2007 Scenario: Jack goes quail hunting before school, pulls into school parking lot with shotgun in gun rack. 1957 - Vice Principal comes over, looks at Jack's shotgun, goes to his car and gets his shotgun to show Jack. 2007 - School goes into lock down, FBI called, Jack hauled off to jail and never sees his truck or gun again. Counselors called in for traumatized students and teachers. Scenario: Johnny and Mark get into a fist fight after school. 1957 - Crowd gathers. Mark wins. Johnny and Mark shake hands and end up buddies. 2007 - Police called, SWAT team arrives, arrests Joh

Confession Of An Aching Heart
I try to count the days and seem to lose track every time. All I can really say is that it's been over a month. But for some reason, it seems longer. Time seems to pass quickly on the normal, but slowly on the things that are special. My friends tell me that they can see a change in me. I seem happier. And I think maybe they're right. I don't dwell in the pit of blackness and despair that I had once called home. I had a reason not to flee this hellhole of a city and retreat to the sanctity of my lame-ass one horse hometown. I still look back on the past and chafe at all the pain it caused me. I curse those who betrayed me on the most intimate level and then abandoned me. But looking over and past all that pain, I'm eternally grateful to you for finding me. Maybe now I can get past all those nervous and mental breakdowns and pathetic attempts at suicide I've had in the past year and look toward something bright and maybe hopeful. I don't know what the future holds for

Surveys And Shit
Name Them 1. Angie 2. Larry 3. Dizzy 4. Risa 5. Chris 6. Kelly 7. Linda 8. Adam How did you meet? 1. Cherrytap 2. College 3. WarriorNation 4. Myspace 5. College 6. Myspace 7. Myspace 8. Childhood friend *Randoms* have u ever done anything with any of them that u regret? Don't remember which one could u be around for more than 24 hours straight? All except, Chris and Larry Did you ever hate any of them? Yeah at one point Go to School with any? yes Have any seen you cry? yes *Specifics* what would you say if 3 said they love u? Run because I'm sure her Bf will murder me what would you do if 2 went both ways? I be protecting my butthole what would you do if 7 died? I'd be depressed what would you do if 8 killed you? HAHAHA, yeah right... what would you do if 1 hated you? Move on... what would you do if 4 moved? I be happy since her place is a shithole. what would you do if you never met 3? I wouldn't feel a thing..

What Makes A Hero
Be assured It is no glamorous thing Dirt and sweat Blood and tears Ammo and camouflage Bullets and blood Tears and pain Danger and death These are the makings Of a hero A hero does not boast or brag He is strong and silent He works swiftly and with skill Amidst turmoil With bullets flying all around him He looks past the danger

My First Blog
Well this is my first blog post since I have joined this sight and yeah. I have been back from Iraq now for a little over a week now and have been drunk for almost the entire time. LOL. So yeah I am just sitting here right now being bored out of my mind and I am getting ready to go and go on leave in a few more weeks and I am going to be drinking alot more. So yeah hello everyone my name is Daryl and I am always open to new friends so yeah I am here and will be here for a while LOL. Well got to go for now.

For Alana
The easiest thing To do Is take all of The blame Regardless of All facts You still carry The shame Life is not A game But more of A mystery Sometimes it Brings Euphoria Other moments Cause misery It contains No handles Therefore We have No control But no matter What happens Just remain true To your Soul

The Pledge Of Alligence
If I may, may I recite it and try to explain to you the meaning of each word?" I me, an individual, a committee of one. Pledge dedicate all of my worldly goods to give without self pity. Allegiance my love and my devotion. To the flag our standard, Old Glory, a symbol of freedom. Wherever she waves, there's respect because your loyalty has given her a dignity that shouts freedom is everybody's job! United that means that we have all come together. States individual communities that have united into 48 great states. Forty-eight individual communities with pride and dignity and purpose; all divided with imaginary boundaries, yet united to a common purpose, and that's love for country. And to the republic a state in which sovereign power is invested in representatives chosen by the people to govern. And government is the people and it's from the peo

Challengers Legacy Lives On By Inspiring The Next Generation.
Whilst still grieving their loss, the families of the STS-51L mission decided to set up the Challenger Space (Learning) Centers, ensuring the spirit of exploration - which had cost their loved ones their lives - would live on in the generations to follow. The Challenger Center for Space Science Education was founded on April 24, 1986 - just three months after the disaster, immediately raising funds that included donations from shuttle contractors and even the then US vice president. It has since grown into an international organization, based around a principle message that was carried into aboard by Christa McAuliffe - who was selected from among more than 11,000 applicants to be the first teacher in space. 22 years on, and McAuliffe's dream of inspiring students via space exploration lives on, thanks to the work of the people like Denise Terpstra, Flight Director at the Challenger Space Center in Peoria, Arizona. 'I feel by providing the students simple and basi

Ressipees
Roasted Guinea Pig skinned, gutted and charcoal roasted on a spit. They are just a snack really, and you should get at least 3-4 for a full meal. You eat Guinea Pig just the same a squirrel, starting with the hams, and working your way forward, making sure to scrape all the meat off of the ribs. Possum and Taters Ingredients: 1 young, fat possum 8 sweet potatoes 2 tablespoons butter 1 tablespoon sugar salt Directions: First, catch a possum. This in itself is excellent entertainment on a moonlight night. Skin the possum and remove the head and feet. Be sure to wash it thoroughly. Freeze overnight either outside or in a refrigerator. When ready to cook, peel the potatoes and boil them tender in lightly salted water along with the butter and sugar. At the same time, stew the possum tender in a tightly covered pan with a little water. Arrange the taters around the possum, strip with bacon, sprinkle with thyme or marjoram, or pepper, and brown in the oven. Baste often wi

Train Of Thought (a Poem)
Wandered here to mesmerize stayed here to scrutinize layed here to buglarize our souls from our own eyes like a damn cheapshot waiting for daylight when we'll raise arms and fight until a thousand midnights go by my train of thought Fears have been stirred as our dream are brutally massacred now our lives, blurred as our speech is slurred because our eyes are bloodshot feeling like a hired gun and I'm trying to outrun the blast from a shotgun on top of my train of thought Entering this sleep, hypnotic the world around me, chaotic why is life considered exotic when everyone here is psychotic? thinking as an afterthought the only thing left is doubt are we all supposed to fade-out? because someone sold out? are our minds that distraught? As my emotions swung to my slain dreams, I clung the pain stung and screams unsung can't be heard from a blindspot realizing, shock seeing your own cellblock like a movie from Hitchcock floating through my train o

Sloth
SLOTH More than other sins, the definition of sloth has changed considerably since its original inclusion among the seven deadly sins. In fact it was first called the sin of sadness. It had been in the early years of Christianity characterized by what modern writers would now describe as melancholy: apathy, depression, and joylessness — the last being viewed as being a refusal to enjoy the goodness of God and the world He created. Originally, its place was fulfilled by two other aspects, Acedia and Sadness. The former described a spiritual apathy that affected the faithful by discouraging them from their religious work. Sadness (tristitia in Latin) described a feeling of dissatisfaction or discontent, which caused unhappiness with one's current situation. When St. Thomas Aquinas selected Acedia for his list, he described it as an "uneasiness of the mind," being a progenitor for lesser sins such as restlessness and instability. Dante refined this definition further, describing Sloth as

Freinds
I never met yo hurt you and you know who you are,if not its you poncenco.I am truly sorry.but i guess its meet to be. I meant this worderful man that is so sweet in so many ways.I've only know him for going on two weeks and feel like i've know him forever.When i'm with him or just around me i feel so alive and happy.I know its been only a few days,But i really do like this man.. I left my husband last night.I'm moving far away from jacksonville

Love Lies Bleeding (2008)
Christian Slater stars in this thriller about a corrupt government agent's attempt to get back stolen money from a young couple. After they witnessed a shootout in their apartment complex, the pair runs away with their newfound riches. Unfortunately for them, Slater's DEA agent is not willing to let his fortune go and embarks on an action-packed chase. PART ONE Online Videos by Veoh.com PART TWO Online Videos by Veoh.com PART THREE Online Videos by Veoh.com PART FOUR Online Videos by Veoh.com

Looky A Blog!
I've been tagged, so I have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about myself. At the end, i'm suppose to choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names but since i'm H2 if u'r in my recent viewers i expect to see u make this same blog, a'ight? Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "I did it!" on my profile and ask me to read your blog. You can't tag me, ever :p 1)I'm sleepy now but i sometimes don't go to bed til morning, like 7am-ish, crazier days 12-2pm. 2)My legs felt like linguine after my first workout with a trainer today. 3)I over think and over plan things to where i sometimes end up not doin' them if it's not perfectly thought thru. 4)I'm not a playa, u jus think i am :p 5)I'm probably too nice to everyone, but i trust only a few. 6)Out of site out of mind is a sad fact about my character, the most present ppl get my attention unless ur ultra interesting. 7)I play bass by ear but i can learn a song after about 2 listens.

Dreams
Ok, I need help. I look up stuff in a dream dictionary, some makes sense but I don't seem to realize the extent of it. Dream #1 - My apartment, my 4 yr old, my cat and myself. There is a pair of tigers, male and female, that have escaped from wherever they were kept. My daughter and I did our best to avoid them cuz for some reason we were outside. My daughter and I came upon the tigers accidentally. I saw that the female tiger had killed my cat. The male spotted us and attacked my daughter. I jumped on the male tiger and got my daughter away from him, then proceeded to hold both of the tigers down and was looking for help when I woke. Dream #2 - Somewhere between a bus and a fast food restaurant. My daughter, some guy I don't know but knew in my dream and myself. The guy hands me a $20 bill and I hold it while we wait in line. My daughter is standing next to me. Then some other guy steals the money right out of my hand. Being the only way I can feed my child I chase the guy, pi

♥ Simply Me ♥
Instructions...... Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you. 1. My eyes change color - Blue, Green, to Gray 2. I can't touch raw hamburg... yuck! *gags me* 3. I am a neat freak 4. I can't get into a wrinkled bed - 5. I fall for people to quickly 6. I am ultra sensitive 7. I love to chase rainbows =D 8. I am truly a dork... lol but an extremely intelligent one 9. I love to be humored 10. I love surprises... People I'd like to tag: "NYNGWIFEY" "Alfa Male" "Dawn Marie" "The Stutter" "Northy"

Joke Blog
This women of forty, being a rather vain person, decided she needed a face lift. With her pocketbook as large as her ego, she went to several plastic surgeons before choosing the best money could buy. The doctor assured her that he could make her look young for many years because of a new technique he used. After the operation the doc told her that he had put a screw behind each ear that she could tighten as needed to keep her fresh young look. The woman was pleased for several years until one morning when she noticed bags under her eyes. Furiously she stormed into the doctor's office demanding to know why there where bags under her eyes. The doctor replied, "Lady those aren't bags, they're your tits, and if you don't stop turning those screws you're going to have a beard!" A guy walks into a bar with a frog. He sits next to this real attractive lady, places the frog up on the counter, and orders a drink.The lady says "that's a disgusting looking frog you got there."

Soulmate's 2
Two souls meld Two minds intertwine Two hearts embrace Two wills link Two bodies desire Two lives join To be forever changed No longer bound Set free by the unseen Set side by side Set apart for each other Ever seeking each other Ever finding each other

Untouched
We danced as we had never danced. Void of touch, Eyes closed, Flesh alive. A soulful embrace. Spirits flying, invisible heat, Transcending time. Our hearts beat as one. Loud as thunder, Entwined together, Joyfully Singing. My senses ache to feast. Delicious hunger, Tactile treat, Visually intrigued. Passion erupts from within. Luminating us, Innocently calling, Spreading infinitely

Waiting On New Tattoo
thinking of actually putting words WHY YOU NEVER QUESTION A DRUNK I was shopping at the local supermarket where I selected: A half-gallon of 2% milk, A carton of eggs, A quart of orange juice, A head of romaine lettuce, A 2 lb. can of coffee, and A 1 lb. package of bacon As I was unloading my items on the conveyor belt to check out, a drunk standing behind me watched as I placed the items in front of the cashier. While the cashier was ringing up the purchases, the drunk calmly stated, "You must be single." I was a bit startled by this proclamation, but I was intrigued by the derelict's intuition, since I was indeed single. I looked at the six items on the belt and saw nothing particularly unusual about my selections that could have tipped off the drunk to my marital status. Curiosity getting the better of me, I said: "Well, you know what, you're absolutely right. But how on earth did you know that?" The drunk replied, "Cause you're ugly

My Life
I've gotten some emotional highs this week. I'm a patient guy when it comes to sexuality. IN the sense that I get turned on by stupid things that other guys don't see valid :P. There are some days where I look into the mirror either with my underwear on or completely naked and start a perverted dirty dance that gets me feeling groovy. Just wanted to share that with you. HI people. I haven't been on here in a couple of months. I got super busy with lots of stuff online and activities away from home. I'm only on periodically and hopefully I'll be able to chat with you occasionally and still meet some new people. --Jon

Emerald
I know some of you are confused why I have a tribute to Emerald eyes today and what it's about... Well the answer is... Today marks 15th year anniversary of the Funeral date of my 1st true love Patrisha Kay... So for today only; I am gonna dedicate my page to her memory... PMK had as a nickname of Psylocke after the x-men charactor and here is a Tribute Video for her The Inner PsyAdd to My Profile | More Videos Last Caress Dedicated to Trisha M. Kay Hey,Iknow I havent been out in a long time Ive been kinda busy, exploring life while I'm still in my prime You know its hard for me to visit you at your tumb But reminded me you're dead is like salt to an open wound But I had to comesee you, Theres some things we had to discuss Oh god,do I miss you so much Tears still form in my eyes when I think of you And all the things you and I used to do Well back to the subject at hand I think there's somethings you and didnt understand Things that in one way, one of us did

Badcompanys Phat Botom Gurls
href="http://www.fubar.com/user/384618">1CrAzIeByTcH' spewed forth the following at '2008-02-21 08:53:02'.. > > > > > hey everyone Badcompany started a lounge called the phat botom gurls sound pretty cool he says there will be weekly contest and the top winner will get to post ther best booty shot at top of page lol and runners up and so on well i am sending this out to help him get members so i hope to see u all there > > thanks bonita please repsot this > > http://www.fubar.com/new_lounge.php?w=1&lid=55305http://www.fubar.com/new_lounge.php?w=1&lid=55305 > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > Now > > Playing:T-Pain - > > Low Feat. Flo-RidaMusic Codes Provided By > > SomeCodes.com > > > href="http://www.fubar.com/user/384618">1CrAzIeByTcH' spewed forth the following at '2008-02-21 08:53:02'.. > > > > > hey everyone Badcompany started a lounge called the phat botom gurls sound pretty cool he says there wil

Dj Tommy Six
Meet One Of The Best DJ's On Fubar & Show'em Some Fu Love dj tommy six##fu-ownedby misbehaving2***fu bf to the wild queen**member of the fu bombers @ fubar DJ Tommy Six Rocks The Candy Shop Lounge Hear his shows Monday through Thursday from 1:00 p.m. to 3:00 p.m. Eastern Click here to visit The Candy Shop Lounge Have a great weekend!! Misbehavin2 ♥ Fu Owned By ☣ SatCommTech ☣ ♥ Fu Owner Of Countryboy Superman & DJ Tommy Six ♥ @ fubar

The Kiss
would you kiss me tonight so soft so gentle arouse deep feelings please, make it so sensual can you feel a kiss without your heart so warm your lips, I felt them part no words can be spoken, the meaning is true that kiss will last forever it’s only for me and you a kiss from the heart

Whats On My Mind
I know I shouldn't care but after 4 years of marriage having your spouse tell you they married you to get you out og the situation you were in with a family member instead of love hurts like hell. You go into a marriage with everything you have and you get nothing but a swift kick in the ass. I went into my marriage looking at my husband and thinking this is the man i want ot spend my life with and it sucks to know that the feelings werent mutual. but that's life i guess. maybe i'am ignorant but i just wish i didn;t have to feel how bad this hurts.

Love And Relationships
why do people enjoy shreading the hearts of those who truely care about them? why do we open our hearts up for these people when we know what the ultimate outcome is? and to those who dont look forward to breaking our hearts we shun them, for fear they do want to? I wonder these things cause Im personally saving myself for the right person, yet foolishly i fall into the same bs games, time and time again. heres all i have to say to all yall who love to gain power from the destruction of others emotional state, Fuck you and get a life. Karma is one big bad bitch and she will sit her big fat nasty ass on you soon, and your just deserts will be granted!!!!

Whats The Point?
So ive been thinking about alot here lately..ha yeah i know me think..thats a shocker.... Lifes threw a couple loops my way.I found out the other day that i have several heatlh problems.No worries nothing extreme,but yet its still nothing to joke aorund with.I have Endremetirosis..Im pretty sure everyone knows what that is/means..Alot of women end up having it..There are 3 stages..i have stage 2.So i will be going to have more tests/blood work done on April 16th..& we will go from there.Who knows i could get results back & everything could be fine..everything could be gone.But ive also gotta be prepared for bad news to.You know what they say..Hope for the best,yet expect the worst.All i can do is put it in the hands of the good lord above..What he thinks is best for me..he will do. As far as other aspects in my life go..lets just say REALITY SUCKS!!!!I feel like everyone is expecting soo much out of me..but all i give them is nothing but dissappoinments & heartaches.Thats how i f

Life
Have you ever wondered of true love? Stared out in great above? Wondering if someone was meant for you? Days go by, still love untrue All alone you spend another day On your knees you begin to pray asking god, what can i do To find a love, one so true Praying for a long while And still no happiness, or a smile finally giving up on this "love" thing that god "failed" to bring .............................. But WAIT!! Who is this? A girl with the sweetest kiss!! Days are changing, happiness shows and the love, how it grows Thanking god, for helping you choose This wonderful love, youd rather die then lose For this love, she has all of your heart great thing you never gave up on love from the start never give up on what you love go down with a fight til the end cause you just might make it... You came into my life Like a soft summer breeze. The moment almost passed It swept by with such ease. Though brief the encounter It awoke thoughts of you.

A Woman's Tears
A little boy asked his mother, "Why are you crying?" "Because I'm a woman," she told him. "I don't understand," he said. His Mom just hugged him and said, "And you never will." Later the little boy asked his father, "Why does mother seem to cry for no reason?" "All women cry for no reason," was all his dad could say. The little boy grew up and became a man, still wondering why women cry. Finally he put in a call to God. When God got on the phone, he asked, "God, why do women cry so easily?" God said: "When I made the woman she had to be special. I made her shoulders strong enough to carry the weight of the world, yet gentle enough to give comfort. I gave her an inner strength to endure childbirth and the rejection that many times comes from her children. I gave her a hardness that allows her to keep going when everyone else gives up, and take care of her family through sickness and fatigue without complaining. I gave her the sensitivity to love her c

Taking Time Off
Im going to take some time off of Fubar.... I need to spend some time with the Family(Kids and my Man) and on myself....I will get on and check the mail so if you have something go ahead and mail it Ill answer back when I can..I hope you all stay safe and be happy....I do have yahoo but you want my ID you need to send a fumail and ask for mine or give me yours....

The Morning After Reality
Can someone in all honesty fall in love with someone and know in there heart and in there mind that it will never happen. Can two souls be so alike.. being in total sincronicity with one another ..knowing that just a single kiss could ruin this. Why do complications of the heart always fog the better of ones judgment .. is it the lack or reason or thought .. can love have purpose other then just the common thread that we all see it as .. Why can loving someone have such larger meaning and devotion yet cant. What is truly love.. a thought or a concept of what happiness is. When does happiness become love, just the simple questions one never thinks yet alone asks .. You Are Mint Green Balanced and calm, you have mastered the philosophy of living well. Your friends seek you out for support, and you are able to bring stability to chaotic situations. You're very open and cheerful - and you feel like you have a lot of freedom in life. Your future may hold any number of exc

Cup Of Coffee With A Friend
A professor stood before his Philosophy class and had some items in front of him. When the class began, wordlessly, he picked up a very large and empty mayonnaise jar and proceeded to fill it with golf balls. He then asked the students if the jar was full. They agreed that it was. The professor then picked up a box of pebbles and poured them into the jar. He shook the jar lightly. The pebbles rolled into the open areas between the golf balls. He then asked the students again if the jar was full. They agreed it was. The professor next picked up a box of sand and poured it into the jar. Of course, the sand filled up everything else. He asked once more if the jar was full. The students responded with a unanimous "yes." The professor then produced two cups of coffee from under the table and poured the entire contents into the jar, effectively filling the empty space between the sand. The students laughed. "Now," said the professor, as the laughter subsided, "I want you

Deleting People
i have way too many people on my list that i do not hear from or rate for one reason or another. So if I seem like i'm being a bitch OH WELL! tired of all these fake accounts and harrassing asshats that need a life and the perverts who think they can talk shit to me! So if you do not have a salute pic, or do not rate or i do not interact with you, your gone!! and also friends of people who are harrassing me GONE!!! Bloody tired!!! Mina Im finding out slowly who my true friends are , I already deleted 400 people i will do more every day!

~~true Love~~
It was a busy morning, about 8:30, when an elderly gentleman in his 80ʼs, arrived to have stitches removed from his thumb. He said he was in a hurry as he had an appointment at 9:00 am. I took his vital signs and had him take a seat, knowing it would be over an hour before someone would to able to see him. I saw him looking at his watch and decided, since I was not busy with another patient, I would evaluate his wound. On exam, it was well healed, so I talked to one of the doctors, got the needed supplies to remove his sutures and redress his wound. While taking care of his wound, I asked him if he had another doctorʼs appointment this morning, as he was in such a hurry. The gentleman told me no, that he needed to go to the nursing home to eat breakfast with his wife. I inquired as to her health. He told me that she had been there for a while and that she was a victim of Alzheimer's disease. As we talked, I asked if she would be upset if he was a bit

My Nsfw Folders
TWO OLD MEN DECIDE THEY ARE CLOSE TO THEIR LAST DAYS AND DECIDE TO HAVE A LAST NIGHT ON THE TOWN. AFTER A FEW DRINKS, THEY END UP AT THE LOCAL BROTHEL. THE MADAM TAKES ONE LOOK AT THE TWO OLD GEEZERS AND WHISPERS TO HER MANAGER, "GO UP TO THE FIRST TWO BEDROOMS AND PUT A BLOW-UP DOLL IN EACH BED. THESE TWO ARE SO OLD AND DRUNK, I'M NOT WASTING TWO OF MY GIRLS ON THEM. THEY WON'T KNOW THE DIFFERENCE." THE MANAGER DOES AS HE IS TOLD AND THE TWO OLD MEN GO UPSTAIRS AND TAKE CARE OF THEIR BUSINESS. AS THEY ARE WALKING HOME THE FIRST MAN SAYS, "YOU KNOW, I THINK MY GIRL WAS DEAD!" 'DEAD?' SAYS HIS FRIEND, 'WHY DO YOU SAY THAT?' 'WELL, SHE NEVER MOVED OR MADE A SOUND ALL THE TIME I WAS LOVING HER.' HIS FRIEND SAYS, 'COULD BE WORSE, I THINK MINE WAS A WITCH.' 'A WITCH ? WHY THE HELL WOULD YOU SAY THAT?' THE OTHER FRIEND HOOTED. 'WELL , I WAS MAKING LOVE TO HER, KISSING HER ON THE NECK, AND I BIT HER ON THE HOOTERS. SHE FARTED, FLEW OUT THE WINDOW AND

Car Accident Today March 5th 2008
I was on my way to work today as I got onto highway 100 N my car slid out of control into the center concrete wall facing traffic and a security officer had help me turn my car around by blocking traffic so I could turn around am ok but my car isn't heres the damages of what happen Thanks for listening and opening this I took a video and pictures. Sincerely, Brian

Rules
SQUAD RULES FIRST YOU MUST HAVE A SALUTE. NO SALUTE YOU CANNOT JOIN US. I am amending the salute rule for those that don't have one. We will accept members without a salute, but they have 30 days to get one. If by chance we are in a contest, those without a salute will NOT be allowed to bomb. SECOND YOU MUST ADD ALL MEMBERS that are listed in the SQUAD MEMBERS BLOG; TO YOUR FRIENDS LIST AT LEAST. You must add ~The Terminator's~ homepage into your family. THIRD YOU CANNOT BELONG TO ANY OTHER FAMILY OR SQUAD. This does not include families like CLUB FAR. You may be in them as long as our name is in there as well. You can join another bombing family as long as you are a leveler ONLY. FOURTH THE TERMINATORS MUST BE ON YOUR NAME Other than the four rules (there might be other later as we grow), that's it for now. Our primary goal is BOMBING GIVEAWAYS, though we might progress to contests at some time in the future. BOMBING IS REQUIRED, BUT NOT ALL

My New Puppies...pits Any One
~FIRST LOOK~ BOTH OF THESE DOGS ARE ADBA REGISTERED . HAZEL REGISTERED AS BYRD AND BELMON.S "BIG BODY" #9500-30 AND THUNDER ~GEIMAN'S THUNDER #10236AP-79. BOTH HAVE VERY SOLLID PEDIGREES FROM SUCH BREEDERS AS ALL AMERICAN PITS RED HOT KENNELS DYNASTY PITS DYNAMO PITS JUST TO NAME A FEW. I LOVE MY DOGS AS WELL AS THE BREED. THESE PUPS ARE GOING TO REPRESENT THE BREED AT LEAST AS WELL AS HAZEL AND THUNDER. this is the family no. one is a female red $400.00 no. two male brown and white $500.00 np. three male red $500.00 NO.FOUR MALE BRENDYL $500.00 NO.FIVE,MALE PICK MAKE OFFER NO LESS THAN $ 700.00 TOP BIDDER TAKES THE DOG MALE PICK IS BRENDYL BUEY, MAINLY DARK BLUE AND BLACK WITH FAWN OVER CAST. IT ALMOST LOOKS LIKE IT WILL SHED OFF THE FAWN AND BE BLUE... CONTACT ME EITHER ON MYSPACE OR FUBAR FOR PHONE NUMBER AND MORE INFO. PRICE DOESN'T CONSIDER SHIPPING OR ANY ALTERATION OF THE

Announcement
seeing as i no longer have my vip (B0000000) i have decided to add pics to my stash So the following catagories are as follows... Videos = vids of me Pics = pics of me Tracks = funny vids i like News = funny pics i like Surveys = friend's screenshots Dunno = Music videos Show = cool things done to my name (so far, lol So in effort to be my camera-hog self, I HAD TO FIGURE OUT SOMETHING, LMFAO LOVE YA'LL ICULookin aka Skinny Dippin' Princess :P

Jersey Devil
The JERSEY DEVIL The Jersey Devil, the supposed mythical creature of the New Jersey Pinelands, has haunted New Jersey and the surrounding areas for the past 260 years. This entity has been seen by over 2,000 witnesses over this period. It has terrorized towns and caused factories and schools to close down, yet many people believe that the Jersey Devil is a legend, a mythical beast, that originated from the folklore of the New Jersey Pine Barrens. Others disagree with this point of view. The following text will show there is evidence to support the existence of an animal or supernatural bring known as the Jersey Devil. The evidence consists of the stories of the Jersey Devil's origin, the sightings of it, and finally, the theories on it. There are many different versions of the birth of the Jersey Devil. One of the most popular legends says a Mrs. Shrouds of Leeds Point, NJ made a wish that if she ever had another child, she want it to be a devil. Her next child was born misshape

My Wants & Needs
I don't need a man to save me, I am as saved as I am going to get.I don't need a man to complete me, I am complete as I am.I don't need a man to put me upon a pedestal, its too far to fall and has a very painful landing.I don't need a man to control me, I can do just fine on my own.I don't need a man to be happy, I am happy just the way I am. With all the I don't things said all that are on my mind now..what I do need is this..a man to understand me ..understand that sometimes I get sad and cry and cannot explain why at that exact moment, to understand that I am a goober, a silly spastic nerdy gurl...to understand that sometimes my "sisters" will come before he does and to understand that bond between my "sisters" and I. To understand the drive and need I have to write constantly, to express my thoughts and dreams through my words..to know when and when not to interrupt me when I am in the flow of words. A man that will love me as I am and not try to change my inside to what he

"coming Undone"
Coming Undone Keep holding on when my brain's ticking like a bomb Guess the black bots have come again to get me Sweet bitter words unlike nothing I have heard Sing along mocking bird, you don't affect me That's right Deliver into my heart Be straight Be deliverant Wait I'm coming undone Unleashed I'm coming undone Too late I'm coming undone What looks so strong, so delicate Wait I'm starting to suffocate And soon I anticipate I'm coming undone What looks so strong, so delicate Choke, choke again I thought my demons were my friends Pitty me in the end they're out to get me Since I was young I tasted sorrow on my tongue And this sweet chugga gun does not protect me That's right Trigger between my eyes Please strike Make it quick now Wait I'm coming undone Unleashed I'm coming undone Too late I'm coming undone What looks so strong, so delicate Wait I'm starting to suffocate And soon I anticipate I'm coming undone What looks so s

Just The Way It Goes
in life we all struggle. simple as that. every day your faced with a new challenge wether you over come that specific challenge is up too you no one else. as i sit back an watch the world arround me suddenly my problems dont seem so bad. people living on the streets no money, no food, no home. And the thing about that is no one really seems to care, if we would all just take the time to realize what were doing to each other maybe just maybe things would get a little better. a little boy who had been in the foster system since age 2 was killed because of malnutrition an neglect. i feel for that boy because i had been in foster care most of my life having to deal with the abuse and the humility of being a foster child. being in states custody was what topped off the hell i live in. 45 foster homes,19group home,12 hospitals,never knowing where you belong and knowing you dont fit in wishing for a normal life but knowing you cant go home because your parents a drug addicts and abusive

Tonight
As I sat here tonight uploading a ton of music to my stash, yeah the music tells my age!! It was more than just listening to old tunes it was, It was a lot of things and then when my friend Becca was rating my stash and mentioned that she enjoyed this music and her parents listened to it all the time as she grew up, she sent me a web page of hits from 1975 and then said that was the year she was born and her parents were hippies. A thought ran through my mind for a fleeting second damn I’m getting old because my daughter keeps a picture of me from my freshman year in high school with my hair in a ponytail half way to my ass and tells her friends how my dad is just an old hippy. But it wasn’t till I got a message in my shoutbox that asked about my stash and where did I come up with this music. As she told me how cool it was and she had never heard of these groups I realized I’m not old I’m seasoned!!! – And yes this was some 18 y/o who obviously doesn’t own a radio. Lmao But

More Of My Work
You At frist i felt like crying begging god to dry my tears i sit and reminisce about all the good times i stare at you across the way block that i still care i'm still in love with the way you run your hands around me i'm sick of crying you know i love you i should stop feeling down & blame you instead you'll ask me why my friends still vibe i'll turn and walk away i'll tell you that i hate you we'll have nothing left to say we'll finally think it's over that this must be the end than one day my heart will stop as you hold your new love i'll force myself to realize that in time my heart will heal the feelings that i once had will slowly fade away.

Some Food For Thought
Some Food for thought by Maya Angelou I just love this lady! She is just full of wisdom and she talks from her heart. That's what I like about Ms. Angelou, she is a geniune, kind, caring person. We should all follow in her footsteps. Maya Angelou said: "I've learned that no matter what happens, or how bad it seems today, life does go on, and it will be better tomorrow." (Don't I know this! I have lived this sentence many times over) "I've learned that you can tell alot about a person by the way he/she handles these three things: a rainy day, lost luggage, and tangled christmas tree lights." (on a rainy day I like to curl up with a good noval and read the day away. I have never had my luggage lost. As for the tangled christmas tree lights....years ago was one big cluster fu*k! haha now, I sit back and take my time and work them out.) "I've learned that regardless of your relationship with your pare

False Accusations
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Sexiest Eyes Contest
hello everyone, one of my contests will be opening soon, The Sexiest Eyes. let me know if u know anyone who still wants to enter that one or my other contest!! I WANT TO SAY GOOD LUCK TO THE PPL IN THE CONTEST!!! here is the link http://www.fubar.com/images.php?u=1288555&albumid=892099&idx=0 let the rating and bombing begin *************UPDATE ON THIS CONTEST************** this contest will be closing tomorrow night so get all ur friends to rate ur pic

Just For Me!
It’s my tattoo, I didn’t do it for you Don’t go telling me it’s sexy That’s not what it’s about You weren’t even on my mind When I went out there to find My own identity It’s my tattoo and there’s nothing you can do You can wear me out emotionally Leave me crying in the dark Put me at the bottom of your list And expect me to be here when you return But you can’t have my body, not anymore You put me in a minivan honor roll bumper sticker on the back A pack of wet wipes in the glove box Ketchup fingerprints on the windows A pile of happy meal toys stuffed between the seats I’m done with all of that No more taking care of everyone but myself, I have a life to find, an identity to build And a brand new tattoo on my hip My tattoo isn’t sexy, I didn’t put it there for that It’s all about me, something you know nothing about About me being me finding my identity You’ve taken everything I have to give I’ve been a daughter, sister, wife and momma It’s

Faceless
Hate me with everything I'm better off without your animosity I'll even sleep better at night...at night I won't believed in you Reminded me of everything you put me through Now everything just feels alright...alright I feel so betrayed...mistaken I create another day You'll be gone tomorrow Lie to me..you're faceless You've made me out to be Responsible for your self-inflicted misery And never felt like this before...before Don't be surprised to see That I have nothing left for you to bleed When you come crawling back for more...for more I feel so betrayed...mistaken I create another day You'll be gone tomorrow Lie to me...you're faceless

Hubby?
So here the deal... lookin for a Fu hubby got any takers? These are MY rules for my marriage... You need to be chill as hell have one HELL of a way of proposing... no drama involved ( not into that shit) hmm always be there for me and not willin to just up and become someone elses Fu lover... May be the race begin...

My Stuff
In a park I did dwell For there was a man I loved so well He stole my heart away from me And now he wants to set it free A small girl he placed upon his knee And told her things he didn't tell me Home I went to cry in bed Not a word to mother I said Father came home late from work that night He looked for me left and right Up the stairs the door he broke And he found me hanging from a rope Upon the ground, a note he found Dig my Grave Dig it Deep Place a stone at my feet Upon the stone, place a dove To show the world she died for love. Somewhere in the midst of all this pain Lies a mind that is still sane I'm drowning in a pool of worry and fear That someday my voice you will not hear Come to me and revive my soul Come back and fill the gaping hole My cold heart rarely beats inside Without you by my side Come here and tell me what you need For I would do anything for you even bleed Please te

Who Is Truly The Fool?
WHO IS TRULY THE FOOL? The Fool wanders through life Never seeing into the mists of the future Content in his ignorance. The Average man sees a light in those same mists and chases it for it is his dream in life. The Wizened man sees not one light, but a multitude and with higher understanding chases many. A few like myself can see past the mist and know the lights to be as stars on a clear night far out of reach, and wonder WHO IS TRULY THE FOOL?

My Best Friend
I have learned to realize a lot lately….LIFE IS TOO SHORT TO HOLD IN ANGER, HATRED, and ANIMOSITY I had two babies born on Monday...a beautiful baby girl named Kyllie from my niece and a sweet baby boy named Gabriel from my best friend!!! Should be the best day in our lives and we got news that my best friend has cancer: (There are 4 stages to the cancer she has and she is at stage 4)!!! Now, Gabriel is her second son; she also has a ten yr old son and no one to care for them if the good lord takes her!!! My home will be open to them, but it will not be the same without her. She is the person that makes you laugh when you want to cry, that gives you that beer when you think you have had enough (awww….come on one more won’t hurt ya), she is the one that will stand by your side when you want to give up and she will literally hurt a man if he ever hit you!!! She has been my best friend for awhile and she has done all those things for me…I am not ready for her to go and I need all the p

My Great Nephew
My great nephew Alden was born on March 25th with Heart trouble. His parents ony held him for a few minutes before the flew him to Dupont hospital, a couple days after he had surgey on his little heart,he than was hooked up to so many machines,last week the doctors thought he was doing good so they tried to remove one of the machines than he crashed so they had to perfom another surgery. He is stable n improving but he isn't out of the woods yet.What I'm asking of you to do is pray that he has a chance to live and that his parentys get a chance to hold him in thier arms. Thank you once again for those who had prayed for him . He is finally coming home today what a wonderful mother's day gift. My great nephew he is doing well through God's will and all the prayers I'm asking this week on Wednesday March 11th please say a little prayer for him he is having his 2nd heart surgery. Thank You

The Truth
You Can Only Type One Word. Not as easy as you might think. Now copy and paste into your blog and tag 5 ppl to do the same. Leave a comment to let us know you have done it, AND LEAVE THEM A COMMENT TO LET THEM KNOW THEY HAVE BEEN TAGGED. It's really hard to only use one-word answers! 1. Where is your cell phone? none 2. Your significant other? none 3. Your hair? sleek 4. Your mother? home 5. Your father? Sleepin 6. Your favorite thing? MASTER 7. Your dream last night? Hmm.. 8. Your favorite drink? Caffeine 9. Your dream/goal? Love 10. The room you're in? hotel 11. Music? METAL 12. Where do you want to be in 6 years? dunno 14. Where were you last night? wedding 15. What you're not? hrmm..... 16. Muffins? -banana 17. One of your wish list items? stunner 18. Where you grew up? indiana 19. The last thing you did? listen 20. What are you wearing? t-shirt 21. TV? off 22. Your pets? none 23. Your computer? noice 24. Your life? eventful 25. Your mood? wasted

Guess You Have To Be Sexy On Here To Get Noticed
so now i give up on trying, i have now unscribed to all lounges and will not be joining any cause i dont fit in, in any of them i have searched and went into alot of them and it has never worked out, so im done with it, if you wanna chat hit me up otherwise im leaveing everyone alone on here. i guess you have to be sexy and good looking and know alot pf ppl on here to get noticed, in which case its plain to see im not, no matter how hard or how nice i greet ppl on here it just dont matter to most unless im popular on here and all wewll in that case i'll never be so im just here to rate ppl and move on so dont worry ladies im not gooing to be hitting on anyone on here cause no one wants to meet and hang out with a guy like me so no worries.

The Cut
I have gone through my friends list and made some major decisions as of late. The only people that are now on my friends list, besides the ones that i've added within the last week, are all people that I talk to or who take 5 minutes from their day to send a comment or message. As my profile states, I have a man who I love deeply and i'm just looking for a few good friends. Ones who are like I am and if you are having a bad day will talk to you and take the time to listen. In saying that I would like to take the time to thank all of you that are left on my friends and family list. For you to be on this list now means that you mean a great deal to me. There are a few people that hold a very special place in my heart and I don't think that I have to list names because if you are one of these people then you will already know as I am not one to hide my feelings for someone if they mean a lot to me. The way I look at it is this...people may come and go out of your life but it is y

More Puppies Expected Mid June!
yep... damn... we had just noticed alley starting to act "funny" and we had been looking to find diggy a new home... poor dog needs to be the dominant doggy and i think he needs a home with less distractions... anyway... we caught them stuck together again... which mean... PUPPIES! so send me a message now if you are interested... i would love to have homes lined up for as soon as they hit 8 weeks... we will be asking $200 with $50 down holding... the $50 will be used for their first vet visit... hopefully this way we can prevent worms... at least this time it will be in the summer and we can keep them in the garage and not in the spare room... pass the word along... they made beautiful puppies last time... 9 healthy ones... heres a group shot from the last litter... more in my profile... for more info or so save a pup for yourself please message me at... http://fubar.com/user/1662638

Blame Me
I'm always gonna be one life behind That's why I'm all alone What's it gonna take to make you see That we are falling apart I wonder can we throw away the past So we can stop the screaming match I'm not gonna break down anymore I've found my way to the door I can see through both of us It's an issue over trust It's killing me it's killing me To watch you leave me I've tried to talk about what's really wrong I see that look of discontent The volume starts to rise and then it's on That's why I have to go Dealing with the pain is all that's left Because we can not get along You wanna put the blame on me again I think that we have reached the end I can see through both of us It's an issue over trust It's killing me it's killing me To watch you leave me I can see through both of us It's an issue over trust You keep blaming me blaming me for what you do to me. It's your turn to watch me leave you It's your turn to watch me leave you It's your

My Past
Ok for those of you that would like to know about my past here goes nothing lol. Well, when i was really young my dad got taken outta of the house because he was physically abusing me and my sisters. For some of my sisters they were even more unlucky they got sexually abused by him. Needless to say he was taken to jail (he's not in jail anymore ugh). My mom divorced him and well she didn't know how to do a lot of things drive, she wasn't working, didn't go to college and what not. So she took it out on me and my 4 sisters. July 11, 1998 I was in a car accident. No i wasn't driving it was my sister she didn't stop at a stop sign on a country road and a truck plowed into her at 60mph. We spun outta control and when the van stopped my 2 sisters that were in the van also looked for me. They ended up finding me with my foot out the window and my head lodge between the middle and the back seat. I do not remember any of this because i was unconcious but I have heard the stories

Beautiful
Beauty over wisdom to fit in with their style Your Cinderella story's for a price Vanity's a business built to fleece the unique Silicon and stars collide, the rest will fall in line Just as beautiful as you are It's so pitiful what you are You should have seen this coming all along Visually you're stimulating to my eyes Your Cinderella syndrome's full of lies Your insecurities are concealed by your pride Pretty soon your ego will kill what's left inside Just as beautiful as you are It's so pitiful what you are You should have seen this coming all along It's so pitiful what you are As beautiful as you are You should have seen this coming all along You're everything that's so typical Maybe you're alone for a reason, you're the reason It's so pitiful what you are, you should have seen this Coming all along Just as beautiful as you are It's so pitiful what you are You should have seen this coming all along It's so pitiful what you are As beautiful as y

Sex Laws
I was researching sex laws and I must say, if nothing else, I got a great laugh out of reading the majority of the ones I found and will keep them etched into my memory for future reference especially while traveling. I started thinking "ONLY IN AMERICA" are people this wacky only to find out strange sex laws are worldwide. Just follow the link and witness for yourself that we are not alone! Listed below are some of the bizarre sex laws I found. Some are out-dated, some hard to imagine and some just plain stupid! Enjoy reading them and let me know which one is your favorite. In Ventura County, California, cats and dogs are not allowed to have sex without a permit. (Population control, no doubt and I heard they were considering doing this with people next) A law in Oblong, Illinois makes it a crime to make love while fishing or hunting on your wedding day. (Everyone knows screaming scares the wild life!) In Ames, Iowa a husband may not take more than three gulps of beer w

Invincible
I memorized all the words for you But if you only knew how much that’s just not like me I wait up late every night just to hear your voice But you don’t know that’s nothing like me You know I wonder have you already figured out All these things that I try to hide All this time I’ve been hoping you don’t find out how All these thing that I hide on the inside I can’t be held responsible This is all so new to me Just when I think I’m invincible You come and happen to me I want to make sure everything is perfect for you If you only knew that that’s not like me to follow through Maybe even give up on these dead end dreams just to be with you But you don’t know that’s nothing like me Hey yeah, I wonder have you already figured out All these things that I try to hide All this time I’ve been hoping you don’t find out how All these thing that I hide on the inside I can’t be held responsible This is all so new to me Just when I think I’m invincible You come and h

No Regrets ( Vol 2 )
All the pain that haunts me still And all the shame surrounding you Is now the past that I can't kill Forever wrapped around me And all the sadness was your life Are now the things that I can't hide Its just a fear thats deep inside From all the years of hiding Theres a ghost thats inside of my mind And a pain that is haunting me still So I can never go back and rewind And I can never have peace or be still Somebody,somebody, somebody take this away Somebody,somebody, somebody take this away But I have lived for you And every single little thing you do But I have lived for you And I won't kill myself for loving you They took you far away from me So I could never find you They made me blind but i can see The loaded gun behind you The end of all that this boy knew Inside of me was the inside of you I miss the way we used to be When I was what would bring you through somebody take this away! somebody take this away! somebody take this away! someb

Perfect Relationship? How To?
You know.. in life, I always believe that the more you put in, the more you get. But we aren't always meant to find everything we want right away. And things aren't always supposed to be easy. If anything, the harder the goal, the sweeter the rewards.. Also, rejection is healthy.. I know, you would think? what? yeah It's healthy. I believe in Karma. I believe *to paraphrase a Rolling Stones song* that you can't always get what you want, but you do get what you need. So, when you meet someone, and it doesn't work out.. well, you move on, and basically tell yourself that whatever else comes your way will be better. Why? because whatever you have gone through, had good and bad. A bad relationship is a lessons learned deal. You know better, you refine and avoid what you know to be not good. So.. now.. what is MY approach to this? Simple.. It comes down to friendship, trust, respect, common grounds and a strong animal lust :) Yeah I know.. Som

My Space Survey
Did I Do That?TAKE THIS SURVEY! HAVE YOU EVER... Masterbated? NO Had sex on a slide? NO Made out in the ran? NO Made out with a stranger? NO Been arrested? NO Faked an orgasim? NO Slapped an adult? NO Been in a car crash? YES Broken something? YES Been drunk? YES Cried yourself to sleep? YES Been madly in love? YES Had your heart broken? YES Made out with the same sex? NO WHEN WAS THE LAST TIME YOU Had sex? LAST NIGHT Took a shower? LAST NIGHT Cried? WEDNESDAY Told someone you loved them? ALL THE TIME Had a boyfriend/girlfriend? ALREADY DO Slapped someone? NEVER Punched something? LAST YEAR ABOUT YOU... Whats your name? GENE How old are you? 34 Do you have a boyfriend/girlfriend? YES Where do you live? OHIO Do you love yourself the way you are? YES What color are your eyes? GRN What color is your hair? BLND Do you have any peircings? YES What grade are you in? NONE GRADUATED Are you in love? HELL YEAH Whats your favorite band? NICKLEBACK Whats your f

Stay
I walk to the edge again, searching for the truth Taken by the memories of all that I've been Through If I could hear your voice I know that I would be Okay I know that I've been wrong but I'm begging you To stay, won't you stay Will you be here or will I be alone, will I be Scared, you'll teach me how to be strong and if I Fall down will you help me carry on, I cannot do This alone I wish that I could turn back time just to have One more chance to be the man I need to be, I Pray you'll understand if I could hear your Voice I know that I would be okay I know that I've Been wrong but I'm begging you to stay, won't You stay I need your hand to help me make it through Again Nothing compares to how I feel when I look at You You never know, you never know tomorrow You never know, you never know tomorrow, don't Walk away I am not alone I know you're there

The Name's Amber Bitches!
Hello Everyone, this is my random "About Me" blog that is inspired by my friend Nicole. First of all, My name is Amber. I go by Amber- on Fubar by either Amber or PinUp or Passion. I love my job- I'm a dental assistant which means I specialize in oral =D I love Trans Ams... and I eventually will have one again someday. I love vintage 50's era things [including pin ups] and Marilyn Monroe and Elvis. I also like watersports... I just wish I was better at them... like wakeboarding. I don't go out enough. And I don't see anything wrong with it and I'm proud of it so I'm gonna say it- I love sex. I'm the girl that will fuck night and day it doesn't matter what's going on I'll bang. I just love me some good sex. Whether its "making love" or a good "screw" or a good old fashion "fuck" fest I'm totally down. And yes, I've had a threesome or two. Not bi- just know how to have a good time. Hey, you can't expect to get pleased if u can't please anyone else ;) Back on track here: I have one sib

Sorry
Oh I had alot to say Was thinking on my time away I missed you and things weren't the same 'Cause everything inside it never comes out right And when I see you cry it makes me wanna die. I'm sorry I'm bad, I'm sorry you're blue I'm sorry about all the things I said to you And I know I can't take it back I love how you kiss, I love all your sounds And baby the way you make my world go 'round And I just wanted to say I'm sorry. This time I think I'm to blame It's harder to get through the days We get older and blame turns to shame 'Cause everything inside it never comes out right And when I see you cry it makes me wanna die. I'm sorry I'm bad, I'm sorry you're blue I'm sorry about all the things I said to you And I know I can't take it back I love how you kiss, I love all your sounds And baby the way you make my world go 'round And I just wanted to say I'm sorry. Every single day I think about how we came all this way The sleepless nights and the tears you

Sometimes
Life is not exactly fair. We all know that. But how do you deal with it when life throws you such a curve ball that all you can do is hope not to get hit by it? The past few months have been a very chaotic to say the least and I feel that I am at my breaking point. I am physically, mentally and emotionally exhausted. There are times that I just want to tell everyone to fuck off and leave me alone, then other times I feel so alone that I don't know what to do. I am tired of feeling empty inside. What does it mean to want? Dictionary.com defines want as: - to wish, need, crave, demand, or desire. That leaves alot open to interpretation. I could say that I want you, and I could mean that I want you emtionally...or physically.....or mentally. I do not however agree with dictionary.com on one word they used.....NEED.....a need and a want are 2 completely different thing. NORMALLY a need is something you can not live without, a necessity like food or water, a place to

♥ Mom ♥
I caused you a lot pain and I didn't care, but you still loved me. I hurt you in so many ways but you always acted like you didn't see. When you gave me advice, I didn't listen and I learned the hard way. If I knew then what I know now, I would have told you how much I loved you every day. When you were growing sicker, I didn't want to hear you calling out my name. You waited for my calls and visits that never came. I always made excuses why I couldn't be there for you. You always told me go ahead and do what I need to do. I know now there is no greater love like your love you have for me. How much I need you to hold me and kiss me and hear my apology. I realize now I should have been there for you when you needed me. I refused to look and accept what was going to be. I need you now oh so very much. How I long to see your beautiful smile and feel your loving touch. I want to hear you tell me everything will be ok. I want to be a Mom just like you som

Most Annoying Wench On Fubar!!
This user: http://www.fubar.com/user/1526951 has been bugging the absolute shit out of me for FuBling since she came on the site. I wish I had a dollar for everytime she has hit my SB asking me to give her bling. If I had a FuBuck for every time she's asked... I could have had the Spotlight... TWICE! peach3: hi..you give blings?

Friends Or Haters You Chose
IT IS ABSOLUTELY AMAZING HOW PEOPLE CALL THEMSELVES YOUR FRIENDS BUT AS SOON A YOU START TO HAVE A PERSONAL LIFE THEY CHANGE. I DON'T KNOW WHAT THESE SO CALL FRIENDS THINK BUT FUBAR IS NOT MY LIFE. IF PEOPLE ARE SUPPOSE TO BE YOUR FRIEND THEN WHAT DOES IT MATTER WHO YOUR DATING OR ENGAGED TO. IF PEOPLE SAY THEY ARE YOUR FRIEND THEN THEY SHOULD RESPECT THE DECISIONS YOU MAKE IN YOUR LIFE EVEN IF THEY DON'T AGREE WITH THEM. BUT PEOPLE HAVE TO ACT LIKE THEY ARE STILL IN MIDDLE SCHOOL WHEN THEY ARE GROWN ADULTS. IF PEOPLE ARE YOUR FRIENDS THEN THEY SHOULD STICK TO THEIR WORD AND ACTUALLY DO WHAT THEY SAY. INSTEAD THEY ACT LIKE PUNK BITCHES AND LEAVE BECAUSE OF A DECISION SOMEONE MADE IN THEIR PERSONAL LIFE. I CAN'T HELP IT IF YOU WANTED THE PUSSY BUT THE PUSSY DIDN'T WANT YOU. YOU CAN TELL PEOPLE THAT THERE ARE OTHER REASON AND TRY TO HAVE THOSE PEOPLE HATE ME. I SAY LET THE HATERS HATE. THAT JUST MEANS THAT I'M DOING SOMETHING RIGHT. AND ALL THOSE TWO FACE FUCKING PEOPLE CAN THIN

Wish The Hurt Would Stop!
I am trying to find a way to make the pain go away, But everyday it's seems it is always gonna stay. I dont know why I cant be loved, I dont know why my love always gets shoved. I walk this earth searching for a truth, and every time it seems I end up blue. I give all my heart and soul to the one I love , and they throw it away like some old worn out glove. What is wrong with me what is it about me,Why do I get left why do I get told Im not good enough to be their best. I always thought beauty was inside not the outside of what you see, But for some reason my outside is all they ever see. I am not rich and proubly never will be, but I have a good heart even with all the bad stuff that happens to me. I keep searching for the one who keeps his word the one who will love me till his last day on earth, Will I ever find him I am not sure. Can I be brave and open my heart to another knowing there is a good chance He will just be like the others I dont know wh

Wish
Proud, proud is to hear it all yeah yeah Proud ah proud, proud is to watch us fall yeah yeah Make a wish, make a succotash wish You live the pompous life Throw kisses all the time Make wishes don't break mine Make a wish, make a succotash wish You live the pompous life Throw kisses all the time... don't break mine Chime used to break my wish, wish, wish Cold fire use to inspire all not now These are tired, maybe they'll find their niche Or resort to wish Make a wish, make a succotash wish You live the pompous life Throw kisses all the time Make wishes don't break mine Make a wish, make a succotash wish You live the pompous life Throw kisses all the time Make wishes don't break... Chime used to break my wish, wish, wish Ehhhh, won't you bring him back? not now Chime used to break my wish Won't you bring him back? not now Don't be low, you better watch the road Don't be low, you better watch the road Don't be low, you got the strength and the b

Thank You!!!
HEY!! I JUST WANTED TO LET U ALL KNOW I'M LEAVIN FOR THE BEACH....I WILL BE BACK JUNE 15TH....PLEASE LEAVE ME SOME LOVE!!!!! MUAH....... HEY I JUST WANTED TO THANK EVERYONE FOR THE ADVICE FROM A MUMM I POSTED ABOUT GETTING MY TONGUE PIERCED....I APPRECIATE IT...I GOT IT DONE MAY 10TH AND I LOVE IT =) I HAVE A PIC UP UNDER DEFAULT AND MY INK...CHECK IT OUT AND LEAVE ME SOME LOVE.....THANKS AGAIN =) HEY ALL MY FRIENDS =) IAM GOING TO DELETE MY FUBAR ACCOUNT...I WILL STILL HAVE MYSPACE..SO IF U WANT ADD ME THERE - JUST LeT ME KNOW UR FROM FUBAR...www.myspace.com/piercedcutie76...... ~Michelle

Dammit!
This does not go out to all men. If I do not describe you then you are in the clear. Dear Mr. Man, I have no interest in your car. I love cars in general. I even own a few but I do not care about your new spark plugs. They are spark plugs not pantie peelers. I do not care about your new wiper blades, new transmission or that gas guzzling 350 you just put in. I am not impressed by it. Deal with that! I do not need to see pictures of your penis. You will not die a painful death if I just pass by that album. You can be insulted if you want. A penis is a penis and I have a husband who lets me look at his penis any time I wish, plus I even get to touch his!! I don't want to touch yours. If I actually do look at pictures of your dick I will not rate or comment them. This is why I prefer porn sites. The porn stars to ask me to stroke their egos. For fucks sake READ THE DAMN DISCLAIMER ON MY PAGE! IT CLEARLY STATES THAT I REFUSE TO HAVE CYBER SEX!!!!! Treat me with respect! I will t

Adventures
have to share this with you guys..So the kids and I decided to head off to the ribfest yesterday..I knew it was going to be a sunny day, so I figured why not, plus we were all hyped up about the ribs.. So we left here at 10:45 with a stop for some snacks, then I realized I didnt have my cell phone in case of emergency, so we went back home..Headed back out and daughter says...Mom, you need gas, what if there is traffic..back to gas station..lol Finally hit the freeway..Now, I knew where the damn tower city parking lot is..But what I didnt know, was how to get there when you get off the freeway..left or right?? So I was smart and mapquested before I left.. SCREW YOU MAPQUEST!!! Totally wrong directions once again..I will never use that damn site again.. Finally get to the parking lot at about 12..Decide to show the kiddies the inside of tower city first..They loved it..Think the water fountains had their attention the best.. Head down to ribfest at 1:30..now I have to say

Help Him Godfather
Show him some love and help make him a GodFather. Hes got lots too rate . Lets help make him a GodFather. ~DJ OLDS~ Owner of THE UNHOLY GRAIL@ fubar (repost of original by '¢¾BooBoo¢¾ Founder of Shadow Levelers.Owned By Gary & Lynne' on '2008-05-29 17:40:17')

Keith
I want to introduce you to a very special person. This is Keith. He has leased me for a month. Yes, I am definitely one lucky lady! It will be such a hardship showing this sweet man a lot of love. He is such a wonderful friend and a great man to know. He is one of the most generous people I have ever met. If you don’t already have him r/f/a please take a few minutes and head to his page. I promise you will not meet a finer man. Rate, fan, add, and bling him. Show him some Fu-Love. You won’t regret it he always shows it back. Be sure to tell him that AngelGurl sent you. KEITH- FOUNDER/OWNER CLUB UNITED-SIN WAGON DRIVER@ fubar Made with love by: AngelGurl@ fubar Sharp Dressed ManBy ZZ Top Once again, I want to give a shout out to my

Smile
You can't read this and NOT SMILE once! 1. How Do You Catch a Unique Rabbit? Unique Up On It. 2. How Do You Catch a Tame Rabbit? Tame Way, Unique Up On It. 3. How Do Crazy People Go Through The Forest ? They Take The Psycho Path. 4. How Do You Get Holy Water? You Boil The Hell Out Of It. 5. What Do Fish Say When They Hit a Concrete Wall? Dam! 6. What Do Eskimos Get From Sitting On The Ice too Long? Polaroid's. 7. What Do You Call a Boomerang That Doesn't work? A Stick. 8. What Do You Call Cheese That Isn't Yours? Nacho Cheese.

Poems
Why did you leave without saying goodbye? DId you not love me? Did I not make you happy? Why did leave me with the burden of not knowing what to do? Did i disappoint you? Did meet your expectations? Why do I hurt so bad, did I deserve to have my heart ripped without being or knowing it? Why do i live with with all these things with no answers. Can you answer my questions? Love is.... when the life we live and we give up for someone that we have in our life. Love is .... when you look at a child as it grows and you know that you made that and nurtured it. Love is....when sit and look around you and see hopw the nature of the world controls its self. Love is ...also when u can call friend and them your problems and cry on there shoulder without being mocked or ridculed. Love is farmost the easiest thing to and the hardest thing to let go. We all deal with it ways no matter how do it. Why does my heart break so? Can you heal my broken heart? I sit on daily basis wonderin why i

For Sale
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Why "nice" Guys Finish Last.......
Are you a nice guy who has always wondered why the cocky guy -- the one who barely appears interested in the girl -- is usually the one who gets the girl? Have you suffered from hearing the words, "You're a really nice guy, but I only like you as a friend," from a woman who you would do (or may, in fact, have already done) just about anything and everything for -- only to turn around and watch her date (or even chase) a guy who treats her like she's nothing special? And are you stumped wondering why she would date a guy who treats her like that when she could have you who would treat her like a princess and give her everything she wants? Well, you better brace yourself because I'm going to tell you a couple of secrets that you might not want to hear. First, "nice" equates with boring and predictable. Look up "nice" in the dictionary and you find: pleasant; agreeable; satisfactory. In other words, average -- not exceptional, not exciting, and not sexy.I'll bet you've never heard

Attention: Watch Out For This Guy!!!!!!!!
To All My Friends.....Please READ!!!!! State police warning for online: Please read this 'very carefully'..then send it out to all the people online that you know. Something like this is nothing to be taken casually ; this is something you DO want to pay attention to. If a person with the screen-name of Rockhard abs or goes by his name Jason Stallings contacts you, do not reply. DO NOT talk to this person; do not answer any of his instant messages or e-mail . He has the ability to track your home address. Whoever this person may be, he is a suspect for murder in the death of (3) women (so far) contacted through the Internet. He is a suspect in a shooting and is known for raping and beating young women. He is located in the MID-MICHIGAN area. Please send this to all the women on your buddy list and ask them to pass this on, as well. This screen-name was seen on Yahoo and AOL so far. This is not a joke! Please send this to men too...just in case! Send to everyone you know! Ladies, this

Sunday June 22nd.
So yea, about a month ago i broke up with the one guy that i had mistakenly thought was perfect. I loved him with all my heart, but I never was good enough for him. I dont hate him, but I have changed my mind about ever being with him again. It's not worth being ignored. I know he will never change. Like the saying goes, you can only succeed in changing a man when he is in diapers! So yeah, sunday was my birthday. I had the best time. I got to get out of town and go visit my dad and step mom and he family just had a nice quiet bbq. It was awesome.

Paintings For Playboy
I normally don't post my artwork I have made an exception! These 2 paintings are from this month. I would love any feedback. Thanks! art. http://www.fubar.com/photo.php?u=1115670&albumid=1027797&i=3048761186# http://www.fubar.com/photo.php?u=1115670&albumid=1027797&i=3048761186#3311635146 It looks like you have to copy and paste the damn links.. Sorry about that.

What A Boring Life
Ok, so I've decided that people in general have taken a turn for the worse.... What happened to the good old days when people actually meant what they said?! Has society just become about creating factious statements to please or piss off everyone?! What kind of a world are we living in when you cant even have a conversation without doubting what the other person is telling you?! HELLO? Is the truth really that taboo? There have been a few minor loves in my life but no great ones, and thats kinda depressing. I mean, one of society's biggest beliefs and myths is that everyone should and will experiance a great love in their life. The reason I say this is also one of society's myths is that there is no way that someone can believe in a "happily ever after" with the statistics that exist on relationships. It almost makes me want to burn every Fairy Tale book I can get my hands on. THERE IS NO SUCH THING AS A FAIRY TALE ENDING!!!!!! What makes it even worse is Hollywood perpetuates the

Tagged
Here is what ya do.... Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you. 1. I like to run backwards! 2. I once arm wrestled my mom and WON! 3. I can touch my tongue to my nose! 4. I can lick my elbow! Can you? (no I really can't) 5. I can swim better then I can walk! 6. I don't eat beef! 7. I hate ford! 8. I am an adrenaline junkie 9. I am not as innocent as I look! 10.I don't like mean people! now I tag EVERYONE!

Ch-ch-check It Out!
Sleeping Beauty: A fairy tale of rape and cannibalism. A beautiful tale in which they all live happily ever after. Or do they? In 1697, a French author named Charles Perrault published a classic book titled Tales of Times Passed. Today the book is better known as Mother Goose Tales. Seven of its eight tales have become classics for children. I'm sure that you know some of these: "The Sleeping Beauty in the Wood" (Sleeping Beauty), "Little Red Riding Hood", "Blue Beard", "The Master Cat: or Puss in Boots", "Diamonds and Toads", and "Cinderella". Perrault, however, did not write any of these stories. They were all re-workings of stories passed from one generation to the next. These stories were actually very cruel and downright nasty in their original form. Perrault simply cleaned them up and let everyone live happily ever after. The earliest known written version of Sleeping Beauty was actually published 61 years earlier by an Italian named Giambattista Basile. Here is how the

Will The Stashes Ever Come Back Up
Your Kiss is Red You are intense about kissing but easily distracted. You kiss for attention, power, and passion. It doesn't take a lot for you to want to kiss someone. If you see a kissing opportunity, you always go for it! Kissing Type: Kissaholic (admit it!) People See Your Kisses as: Seductive You Kiss Best With: An Orange Kisser Stay away from: A Blue Kisser What Color Is Your Kiss? You Are Bold When it Counts You don't make a big fuss about getting what you want... unless it's really important to you. Then you're as bold as you want to be. You just go for it! You're often up for a little excitement and adventure. Well, as long as the cost isn't too great. You enjoy risk, but not for it's own sake. Let's just say you've learned a few lessons about risk in your life. Are You Bold? You Have Fairly Healthy Relationships You try your best in relationships, and you do a pretty good job. You're as considerate, honest, and giv

The Year Of The Rooster
1921, 1933, 1945, 1957, 1969, 1981, 1993, 2005 People born in the Year of the Rooster are deep thinkers, capable, and talented. They like to be busy and are devoted beyond their capabilities and are deeply disappointed if they fail. People born in the Rooster Year are often a bit eccentric, and often have rather difficult relationship with others. They always think they are right and usually are! They frequently are loners and though they give the outward impression of being adventurous, they are timid. Rooster people's emotions like their fortunes, swing very high to very low. They can be selfish and too outspoken, but are always interesting and can be extremely brave. They are most compatible with Ox, Snake, and Dragon.

Rulers Of All Entertainment!!!
Whats up everybody It's soldier boy comin to u across the world in iraq. One of my good friends and fellow soldiers is starting a new Music Label. Called rulers of all entertainment. We are looking for all genres of music. Everything from Rap to metal. So if u are in the area of indiana, kentucky, illinois and ohio hit me up. This Label is Trying do something that no one has ever done before. Booking, promoting and destrabution of new and unheard artists. So if you are a artist/band that just needs to be heard hit me up on here and let me know. Or you can email me at soilderboy187@live.com. If u are just people who say u want to, but don't have the balls to get up and do it please don't waste my time. Also i myself am starting up a band when i get back to the states (Vengence for the day or one lost voice). I am looking for a rythem guitarist and posibly a vocalist aswell. With a hard rock/metal or even alternative sound So hit me up if u think u want to try. You need to have the time

Re Rating Once Again
Hi , Well I guess the powers that be don't want us to use are 11's up by rating pics . They would rather have us re rate profiles . I guess when the site went down last night we lost all the re rating we had done . This really sucks . Hope everyone is doing well . Have a great day and a even better week . Tom

Auctions
THE REAL RED DRAGON LOUNGE ALL STAFF AUCTION....OWN ME FOR 30 DAYS!!JUST CLICK THE PIC TO BID ON ME! Just click the lounge logo to come visit us and join our family AUCTION STARTS TUESDAY JULY 22ND 10:00 A.M. EST AND RUNS TIL TUESDAY JULY 29th MIDNIGHT EST RULES #1. MUST SUBSCRIBE TO LOUNGE TO BID #2. MINIMUM BID IS $10,000 FUBUCKS #3. Cash bids overrule all fubuck bids...CASH BIDS ARE LIMITED TO ANYTHING YOU PAY CASH FOR ON FUBAR #4. LOUNGE RULES MUST BE FOLLOWED #5. ABSOLUTELY NO DRAMA...THIS IS FOR FUN FOLKS! WE ARE ALWAYS HIRING...FEEL FREE TO ENQUIRE!

Poetry
If your nose wont blow..... and your teeth hang low.... You got HIT by KNUCKLES! If you punched RED'S door.... and you smacked the floor..... You got HIT by KNUCKLES! If we see you twitch..... and your crying like a bitch.... You got HIT by KNUCKLES! If you want to call.... and restart it all.... You gonna get FUCKED by KNUCKLES!!!! My mind is full of thoughts full of questions full of memories My eyes are fooled by the twinkle of your heart fooled by the words you spoke fooled by the smile on your face My heart has been hurt by the one I adore hurt by the lack of truth hurt by the coldness of your shoulder My soul no longer shines through my eyes no longer gets me through the night no longer be a guiding light Your soul shines through your eyes shines through your lies shines through your hurt Your heart has been hurt by the one you adored hurt by the

Thoughts
When one is on a journey of self discovery, there are times that we discovery things about ourselves that we really wish that we hand not discovered or maybe i should say remembered. i have been on such a journey for the past few months and though i am perhaps half way through this part of my journey, i have started to discovery that the last time i truly new happiness as when i was but a small child, everything after that was just me wearing a mask and telling myself over and over agian that i was happy until i believed it. i know that it's crazy but it's true, as i continue on this journey i am slowly discovering that i can be happy even a little bit, my happiness has not come full force, but there are small things that make me so very happy it's nothing major but small things that some might take for granted, such as a message form a friend, a small gift left for me online, these things bring a smile to my face and they seem to always warm my heart. i am not one that finds ha

Erotica 101
The day had finally arrived. She was on her way to meet her master, wondering if she could go through with it. She was so scared that she wouldn't be able to please Him, that she'd disappoint Him. She took a few calming breaths and thought back over all of the emails, conversations and phone calls. Through all of them, He'd pushed her, made her more aware of who she was and what she wanted, but this was to be the biggest step they'd taken yet. As she took one more breath, she started off to the hotel. She had her instructions, he'd given her and she was to make herself ready for Him. He'd said for her to prepare for him as she so desired to surprise him. The hotel door would be unlocked and he would not present right away. Once in the hotel room, she looked more closely at what Master had laid out on the bed. In the middle of the bed was a note which contained the order in which she was to put on the items. The ankle cuffs, the ball gag, the left wrist cuff, the blindfold and finall

Crush!!!!
Okay i think if you have a crush on someone u need to tell them cause really it is no fun knowing you have crushes and not knowing who they are.or better yet having crushes and knowing who they are and then them not talking to u anymore.well my opinion if u have a crush and u tell the person if u don't want to talk to them anmymore remove the damn crush just my opinion well when you have feelings for someone.why is it you have a hard time telling them. i think well in my case i think i get scared cause i've been thru alot. don't want to go thru it again.i also don't like comparing anyone to the asshole that put me thru hell. some of you that are my friends on here know some of that situation.I just want happiness i think i deserve it.then again maybe i don't who knows not me.but i do have feelings for someone.when i talk to him its like the sun is shining so bright.when he's gone its so gloomy.he makes me smile from ear to ear. he is amazing. i just don't know how to tell him. i guess

Saying Goodbye
P$ý¢hºpå†hî¢ is saying goodbye to FUBAR it has been a good run and I made some good friends but as soon as my vip is up I will be no more.. Some of you have my yim you can keep in touch with me if you would like and for those of you who do not have it and would like it let me know. VIP is up on Wednesday... pics and stash have already been deleted...MMFWCL to everyone...

My Blog
It's funny. I met my ex-wife online. And of all the people I find interesting, she's ONLINE! After only a year of having to go through hell and back (not including being deployed), I have realized that Karma or "The Golden Rule" is a bitch. I have never been so humbled and open-eyed than now. You preach of honesty and yet you lie to me. You preach of values and morals and ethics, yet you have none. You tell me what you want and EVEN when I tell you that's not what I'm looking for, I still come chasing after it. My entire life has been one of servitude and slavery. I am now going to live for ME. I have tried to be nice. I have tried to explain myself in the best manner possible. I don't know how much more clear I need to be. maybe transparent. Maybe seeing right through me will help you understand. I will end up being looked upon as shallow, vein and self indulgent. If that's the case, fine. I DESERVE IT. I have done nothing in my life for ME, and now is my time. It

Stuff
You are the Angel who I cherish, So dearly in this heart of mine; The one who makes my day brighter, By making my whole world shine. During all the darkest moments, When my skies turn cloudy and grey, You're the one who touches my heart, And makes everything seem okay. I count my blessings that I have, An Angel like you, so close at hand; A friend who always watches over me, Someone who can always understand. If I need someone who I can turn to, You are always right there beside me, Giving so much of yourself each time, To guide me to the light, so I can see. We are all assigned a Guardian Angel, And I'm so glad God chose you as mine; He knew that whenever I needed His love, You would be an Angel to me every time. Once in your life you will fall in Love Forever in Love you will fall You will Love with all your heart Forever in Love you will fall. The touch of their hand The kiss of their lips Holding that someone in your arms Forever in Love you wil

Life Is Now
Life is now No matter how much joy you've known, there is always more joy to be experienced. Each moment brings new possibilities for adding richness to life. The best days of your life are never behind you, unless you choose to see them as such. For no matter how life has been, there will always be opportunities to experience more goodness. Everything you know about has already happened, so it can be very easy to view life as nothing more than what is receding into the past. Yet life is infinitely more, because life is now. By all means, hold firmly to the goodness you've already known and carry it forever in your heart. At the same time, open yourself fully to the positive possibilities that are yours right now. Now is the moment to live. Now is the time for all that can be. The sun is just now rising on the bright golden possibilities of this day. Life's great and beautiful promise is now.

A Pimpout To My Baby
HEY YALL MY WIFE NEEDS SOME LOVE SHE IS SO AWESOME AND I LOVE HER TO DEATH AND SINCE MY OLD ACCOUNT GOT HACKED AND DELETED I CANT RATE HER PICS 11S ANYMORE AND SHE REALLY WANTS TO LEVEL TO 21 SO CAN YALL HELP HER LEVEL PLZ AND I WANT TO SAY THIS TO HER BABY IM GLAD YOU SAID YES ON MARRYING ME YOU JUST MADE ME THE HAPPIEST GUY ON THE PLANET ~LIL*C~Fu-Wifey&RL*Fiance 2 §mºkîè~Co-Owner@Club Velocity 2~Member Of Rating Revolution~@ fubar CLICK THE PIC ABOVE TO SHOW HER THE LOVE SHE DESERVES THIS PIMPOUT IS BROUGHT TO YOU BY: Dj Smokie Fu Hubby&RL Fiance To Corky/Owner Of Club Velocity 2@ fubar REPOST OFTEN PLZ!!!!!!!

My Blog
well i should introduce myself...my name is melissa i was dragged into this website by my ex boyfriend brian in a weird way i would love to thank him b/c he got me to meet a very amazing guy....when brian left me after all the things i did and he put me though i thought i was gonna die....but i met armi and i fell for instantly but he was feeling like i abandoned him which when i like someone i would never even dream of doing such a thing and now armi has deleted his fubar and the girl that he speaks to me hates me for some reason i dont deserve to be happy armistead deserves better.. maybe i should stick to brians kind loser junkies that mentally abuse their girlfriends so they can leave me and be screwed up and insecure for the rest of my life ugh i would never hurt someone i care for.... was write...he said i was a good writer...one of my few talents along with singing...my friends hated him..for what he was and what he did...but i saw beauty....his voice is like noth

Ramblings
I work in retail. At an Ace Hardware in Denver to be exact. I'm head of the electrical department. I have over 15 years experience in this field. Don't say it's sad, it's something I enjoy doing. I really enjoy helping customers solve their problems. The bad thing is some customers are too far beyond help for it to even matter. I decided to write down a few rules for the customer to abide by while trying to achieve the desired level of help required for their situation, if not too far beyond that level. Now keep in mind, I excel in customer service and at times I will go out of my way to help any customer. But I also am very sarcastic(to the customers) and I do notice little things most don't see. The rules are as follows: 1.Show the sales associate some respect. Remember it was you who went to them asking for help. You can very easily be passed off to someone else. On a good day, you may end up being passed around the store like a used tampon at an L7 concert. And your questions st

Maybee
* Maybe... we are supposed to meet the wrong people before meeting the right one so when we finally meet the right person, we will know how to be grateful for that gift.* Maybe... when the door of happiness closes, another opens; but often we look so long at the closed door that we don't see the new one which opened for us. Maybe... It is true that we don't know what we have until we lose it, but it is also true that we don't know what we have been missing until it arrives. Maybe... The happiest people don't necessarily have the best of everything; they just make the most of everything they have. *Maybe... You should dream what you want to dream; go where you want to go; be what you want to be, because you have only one life and one chance to do all the things you dream of and want to do.* * *Maybe... There are moments in life when you miss someone a parent, a spouse, a friend, a child so much that you just want to pick them from your dreams and hug

Thoughts
It's amazing how time really does change things, and thankfully it's usually for the better. It allows all time to grow and think. i for one am so very very thankful that time was on my side in regards to certain recent things in my life. Making it so someone from my past and i have been able to once again get closer and share things like we used to. "Time is a companion that goes with us on a journey. It reminds us to cherish each moment, because it will never come again. What we leave behind is not as important as how we have lived."

About Me
FRIENDS AND ENEMIES Tigers, born under the third Animal sign of the Chinese Zodiac, have the ability to lift the spirits of even the most depressed or lonesome individual they meet. Because of that attitude, Tigers have no problem making new friends. Actually, a Tiger person without a friend is quite miserable and sad. Like the Dragon, the Monkey, and the Rat, Tigers are most comfortable surrounded by friends and family. As friends, Tigers are exceptionally warm and incredibly generous with their time, attention and money. Friends are always welcome in a Tiger’s home and will most often be greeted with a cup of coffee, an ear, a tissue, an open mind and an open wallet. Few friends could be as caring and affectionate, as quirky and surprising, or as genuinely interested as the Tiger. Compatible Friends Best Friends: Horses and Dogs Mortal Enemy: Monkeys Erm..I don't agree with the mortal enemy part. *Hugs* Charley MARRIAGE Once a Tiger has committed himself to you

What Types Of Vampires Are In Existence?
This is a sampler of vampire legends from around the world. - Asasabonsam: W. African. Folklore of the Ashanti people. Asasabonsam are human looking vampires except that they have hooks instead of feet and iron teeth. The Asasabonsam are tree dwelling vampires that live deep in the forest. They sit in the tops of trees with their legs dangling down which enables them to catch their victims with their hooked feet. They tend to bite their victims on the thumb. - Baital: Indian. These vampires natural form is that of a half-man, half-bat creature roughly four feet tall. They are otherwise unremarkable. - Bajang: Malaysian. The bajang normally take the form of polecats. Sorcerers could enslave and force them to kill his enemies, and some families were believed to be hereditarily stalked by the bajang. - Baobhan Sith: Scottish. The baobhan sith (pronounced buh-van she) are evil fairies who appear as beautiful young women and will dance with men they find until th

Thank You Shadow Levelers...
Lets spank her real hard!! She likes it. She is always showing love and helping others so lets return some back to her!!! ♥BooBoo♥ Founder of Shadow Levelers.Owned By Scarlett, Sarcastk1, Eternally owned by Ga@ fubar This bully brought to you by the family of and friends of (repost of original by '~ Shadow Leveler Team Leader~ Passionman71~R/L Hubby To Farscapecat~ &~Proudly owned by~ Anna~' on '2008-09-25 19:41:53')

Are You Brainwashed?
"In my opinion, a mind is healthy when it can perform symbolic acts within mental frameworks which are not immediately obvious. A mind is diseased when it no longer comprehends this kind of linkage and refuses to acknowledge any basis for such symbolic thinking. The twentieth century specializes in producing diseased minds of the type I refer to - minds which uniquely combine ignorance with arrogance. The twentieth century's hard core hyper rationalist would deride a theory of correspondences in daily life and ritual as 'primitive superstition'. However, the rationalist's comment is not one upon symbolic thinking but upon himself, acting as a label to define him as one of the walking dead." Are you brainwashed? What about some of your neighbors, are they brainwashed? Before you answer that, let us ask you a few preliminary questions: Do you believe that the United States was struck by a terrorist attack on Sept. 11? Do think that the people behind that attack were "Arabs" and that it

The Big Picture
Why do we spend our whole lives looking for the "BIG PICTURE"? perhaps there is no big picture, Maybe the big picture is simple a collage of all the little moments of happiness in our lives. It seems the whole world is consumed with all this small pety shit that really doesnt matter.If everyone would spend as much time cherishing the happy moments that they have rather than looking for something that makes them happy they might possibly realise just how much happiness they have in their life.

Submissive's Creed
The Submissives Creed I will communicate with complete honesty my needs, desires, limits, and experience. I realize that failing to do so will not only prevent my Master and I from having the best experience possible, but can also lead to physical and emotional harm. I will not try to manipulate my Master. I will keep an open mind about trying things that I am not accustomed to or comfortable with and expanding my limits. I will continue to grow as a submissive and as a human being. I will accept the responsibility of discovering what pleases my Master, and will do my best to fulfill His wishes and desires. I will not allow myself to be harmed or abused, I know that submissive does not equal "doormat". I will be responsive to my Master, I will not try to hide what my mind and body are feeling so that I may assist Him in His responsibilities as my Authority, I know that Dominants are not telepathists, and will not expect my Master to know thought or feelings which I do not share

Bestie
Bestie Friend I think not More as a sister A shoulder that Will never let you fall Brings you up when you are down To count on when you need her the most To calm you down when your all worked up Makes you feel happy And smile even if you're not, in that type of mood To confinde in her Knowing your sercets are safe with her She makes you feel Your worth something When your life is Feeling worthless Falling apart Or Simply slipping From under you She is the one to help you Take that frist step back To make sense of it all To why it fell To why I cant get a grip To show me that I can And Be what I want to be To show me that I can do anything That life is way too short not to And for that I THANK YOU Thank you for being the person that you are And the things you do for me MY BESTIE I LOVE YOU

Choosing A Dominant
Choosing the Right Dominant: Know Exactly What You Want by Cerina. Copyrighted by Submissive Loving. All rights reserved. Do not copy without permission You are a submissive. You have read everything you could get your hands on and talked to anyone who would offer advice. Now, it is time to choose your dominant. I can only speak and counsel you regarding a full time 24/7 relationship as that is my only experience, however some of what I have to say can also be applied to part time as well. Choose carefully. Choose wisely. This is your life, your heart, your mind and only you can make sure you end up in a relationship that best suits you. The First Step: Get comfy in your favorite chair in a quiet room with pen and paper. Take a deep breath and calm your mind. Dig deep, really THINK about all past relationships. What type of men did you choose? Did those choices work for you? Make a list on the paper of all the traits the men you previously chose possessed. Could he hold a

Women
A store that sells new husbands has opened in New York City , where a woman may go to choose a husband. Among the instructions at the entrance is a description of how the store operates: You may visit this store ONLY ONCE! There are six floors and the value of the products increase as the shopper ascends the flights. The shopper may choose any item from a particular floor, or may choose to go up to the next floor, but yo u cannot go back down except to exit the building! So, a woman goes to the Husband Store to find a husband. On the first floor the sign on the door reads: Floor 1 - These men Have Jobs. She is intrigued, but continues to the second floor, where the sign reads: Floor 2 - These men Have Jobs and Love Kids. That's nice,' she thinks, 'but I want more. So she continues upward. The third floor sign reads: Floor 3 - These men Have Jobs, Love Kids, and are Extremely Good Looking. 'Wow,' she thinks, but feels compelled to keep going. She goes to the fourth

Destiny
All your life you dream of different things . That perfect life. That new car. That person to make you feel complete . The lifestyle of no worry. The no stress life. Then one day you wake up and your Dreams well there not dreams anymore. You find that one person that you've been looking for your whole life. She comes to you out of no where. From the moment of the first word that first gaze in to her eyes you know . Then you wonder wheres she been all your life. Why did you have to go through all the PAIN. Why did you have to endure all the HEARTACHE . Then you know the answer. The lord put you through all of that so you would appreciate her when you found her. Shes that one person that excepts you as you are and don't want to change you. Shes that one person that knows how to LOVE an imperfect person perfectly. So you see i'm here to tell you DREAMS do come true. But i warn you be prepared to be BLOWN away. When the LORD opens your eyes you will see sh

How Important Is Experience?
When I teach business people about how to interview and hire I tell them that there are three things you look for. 1. Talent 2. Chemistry 3. Experience. I also tell them that while most managers hire the most experienced applicant, its the least important factor. (Witness Bush) Always hire Talent and then Chemistry. In fact, the only way you get experience is by not dying. However experience has nothing to do with accomplishment or the promise of performance. So, based on my "experience" all this talk of experience is for the inexperienced manager, or in this case, voter. Go for talent

Moving
Mmmm...I love that I'm moving into a big house from an apartment and will have double the square footage. I just so don't want to pack. I've got half the house boxed up now. 5 days to go to finish the rest. I guess I just need some motivation to get moving (err...you know what I mean). Eh, I guess it's time for me to go do a little something or there will be so much left to do the day we move.

My Writing
Sometimes it feels as if your in a black hole, just falling and crying with no one there to hear you. Then there is always someone who you can rely on. They will be there to lift you up high when your down low,they make you laugh and smile. they make you feel like you belong again. They make your inside as warm as the sun on a nice day. They make all bad things good. Sometimes your that person for someone else, sometime people rely on you to lift them up when they are low. Sometimes they look to you for a smile or laugh. Someone always has someone else to lift them up when they are low or to make them smile or for a good laugh. There is always someone else.

Thinking Aloud
Ive found in my choices and in my experience...that there is no choice for me. Its never as easy as black and grey. Its just a decision i guess. And im not talking about drugs. I'm not sober now...not really using that much either, which is odd. Ive found (for me) thats the emphasis on that part of my life isnt important for some reason. I can tell u that I was never as happy in my life as when i was sober (GOD), but i wasnt very happy either. Not all that happy now. I dont know what makes me happy. I do know that theres never 2 solutions to any problem. Theres just a decision. And in that decision is a point of view. A delusion of self happiness for me either road i take. I think that tried to stay sober in the past for others...parents, women, men...anyone other then me. Situations made me get sober...not decisions. I think thats the way with everyone...cant say for sure but its my story. I will always know theres that option to stay sober and (happy). That term I use sparingly becau

Best&worst
_______Bests________ 1. male friend: IAN 2. female friend: SUSIE&CHRISSY 3. Vacation: BARCELONA, SPAIN 4. age: 26...lol 5. memory: tooooo many... ______Worst________ 1. Time of day: 7am 2. Day of the week: MONDAY 3. Food: FISH 4. Memory: when my mom got serious sick 5. Boyfriend or girlfriend: ROBERT...lol _______Lasts__________ 1. Person u saw: MY CO-WORKER ANGI 2. Talk on the phone with: CO-WORKER 3. Hugged: HMMM...LONG TIME AGO 4. IM: JULIA _______Firsts_________ 1. Kiss: AWWWWW...THAT WAS CUTE!lol 2. Serious bf or gf: ROBERT 3. Car: VW GOLF 4. First school: GRUNDSCHULE HÖCHSTADT 5. Job: MANAGE OF OFFICE COMMUNICATION IN A DIGITAL PRINT COMPANY _______today________ 1. What are you doing now: THIS SURVEY...lol 2. Tonight: GYM AND THEN CHILLIN 3. Wearing: JEANS AND A PULLOVER...ITS DAMN COLD TODAY! 4. what did you eat for lunch: APPLE, YOGUHRT 5: Better than yesterday: NOT REALLY ________tomorrow___________ 1. Is: THURSDAY 2. Got any plans: W