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Tag - I'm It!
Instructions......Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you. 1) I refer to my kids as 'trolls', even though they are awesome. 2) I like menthol cigarettes. 3) Fubar is a nice diversion. 4) Sarcasm is admired & greatly appreciated. 5) I've taken online IQ tests and range between 135-142. 6) I refer to my ex-wife as ex-zilla, cause it fits her perfectly. 7) I crave banter and intelligent convo. If I SB/yahoo with you - your mind has caught my interest. 8) I think true love is possible even though I no longer expect to find it. 9) I might be preoccupied with sex - it crosses my mind often. 10) I love to cook & experiment with food. Tagged, in alphabetical order: Bludgeon(token male),

Life
ghhh stiupid jealous haters!! They hate on me because they got nothing to do LOL I'm bored of one site, and I'm about to delete off there, posted a goodbye thread.MizzClaudia: well, I think I'm out of here, this site is really boring, I prefer facebook and fubar over this site. Plus I don't need negative people in my life especially if I want to loose some weight right now and I'm on the right track so, have a good one everybody and yes I am being serious, I'm not coming back anytime soon, perhaps later down the months! For my friends, you have my contacts, Best Wishes everybody!!!then haters come right in:why make a thread? just fucking leaveleft by ___BiLL___ 23 minutes agoI know people that care..left by MizzClaudia 9 minutes ago deleteif I fuCking feel like it I will create a thread but thanks!left by MizzClaudia 20 minutes ago delete So That Bill guy got mad at me because I shoved his faggot ass on ignore, I didnt need him to be negative on me in my thread. So he then createes a t

Better Then Me, By Hinder
"Better Than Me"I think you can do much better than meAfter all the lies that I made you believeGuilt kicks in and I start to seeThe edge of the bedWhere your nightgown used to beI told myself I won't miss youBut I rememberWhat it feels like beside youI really miss your hair in my faceAnd the way your innocence tastesAnd I think you should know thisYou deserve much better than meWhile looking through your old box of notesI found those pictures I tookThat you were looking forIf there's one memory I don't want to loseThat time at the mallYou and me in the dressing roomI told myself I won't miss youBut I rememberWhat it feels like beside youI really miss your hair in my faceAnd the way your innocence tastesAnd I think you should know thisYou deserve much better than meThe bed I'm lying in is getting colderWish I never would've said it's overAnd I can't pretend... I won't think about you when I'm olderCause we never really had our closureThis can't be the endI really miss your hair in my f

Ramblings From A Music Lover
As some of you know, I am a little obsessed with music. I love to hear live music, and go to as many shows as possible. There is just something in the energy between a musician and the audience that I find to be so very powerful. I am the one singing along quietly and sometimes not so quietly. I am the one tapping my feet, and patting my knees, chair dancing if the venue does not have a dance floor. I am the one with the look of complete rapture on my face, and a smile from ear to ear. I have stated that music feeds my soul. It is the air that I need top breathe. I find that music can lift me to the heavens....I feel such joy at times. I need to feel that joy, so i just keep coming back for more. It is my drug. Well, music and a vodka martini! My favorite performers right now are Brandi Carlile, Shawn Mullins, Katie Herzig, John Hiatt, and Edwin McCain. I am most interested in the singer songwriter genre right now. This of course will change on a whim should I hear some

Sacred Sexuality
Tantra...sacred sexuality Tantra like Yoga or Zen, is a path to enlightenment, which has its roots in India. It is nicknamed the "science of ecstasy" and focuses on heightening and prolonging the special awareness and rapport that exists between lovers during lovemaking. This view holds that the greatest source of energy in the universe is sexual, and places high value on ritualized intercourse. Sexual orgasm is seen as a cosmic and divine experience. Tantric philosophy also teaches that everything is to be experienced playfully, yet with awareness and a sense of sacredness in every gesture, every sensory perception, and every action. The path of Tantra is a spiritual one, which includes and appreciates the experience of our sexuality and sensuality as a conscious meditation, as a flowing together of the physical, erotic and cosmic energies. If you were a devoted student of tantric philosophy, you would go through an extensive program of physical, sexual and mental exer

Zombie Information
Here are my survival tips for a zombie outbreak.. Tip 1 Have an abondent suply of food and water...Can food is best.Make sure you stay away from meats 2-4 days after the power fails..Your best bet would be to stick to besides caned foods is ceral and if it is a must candy bars..soda is ok for a while but you need water..Also try to stay away from fishing for we wont know if the infection will spread to the life in rivers and oceans.. Tip 2 Make sure to secure your shelter so that nothing can penetrate the inside..bars on your windows will work the best..iron doors on the entrances will work..and makes sure to double check your property for weaknesses and gaps in security..A camera monitoring system would work for keeping an eye on the outside..make sure the cameras are out of reach from zombies,they might break them down..Last but not least..secure a car or truck in a building like a garage..if you dont have one and have time makeshift one that can withstand brunt force from the

Ali For Cody By Senses Fail
Senses Fail Ali For Cody Lyrics I'm giving up all expectationsThat I will live a meaningful lifeI once was filled with inspirationThat lion heart has lost his prideI am not the person that I thought that I would beI keep tripping over the same stepsThe stars aren’t beautifulAdvice is never usefulAnd I still walk the line held tight with my regretsI'd rather die than live like thisI’ve gotta give up giving in“Some people never will go crazy,What horrible lives they must lead.”I'm going to try and paint new sceneryAnd build a window to help me seeI am not the person that I thought that I would beI keep tripping over the same stepsThe stars aren’t beautifulAdvice is never usefulAnd I still walk the line held tight with my regretsI'd rather die than live like thisI’ve gotta give up giving inI have got my eyelids stapled shutI have failed but I'm used to itThe past is just thatIt's a sunken old shipThere will be moments I pretendThat I can raise it up

"in The Closet" Gays
all dudes dats denying that the utter fact of your sexuality, im tellin you now, even though im not gay,doesnt mean you should deny that you are....so stop hittin on me and denyin your sexuality just say it and have a little respect for yourself.

Random Thoughts
I am really getting tired of men altogether. I use to just tolerate them. But lately I am just starting to wish all of them would drop off the face of the earth.(yes i know that sounds mean) In person I can understand them approaching us being they don't know the girl is gay or not. But when they can READ online that the girl is only interested in girls I mean seriously why keep bugging her when its not going to get them anywhere. Thank God for the ignore/block button on here. I mean seriously if they read are profiles they should see they are not going to get nowhere. Yes I know some have trouble reading and just look at our pictures. Then you get the ones that tell you that they are a "gentleman" and to me if they where one of those you would think he would know not to bother the girl being it wont get him anywhere. Anyway Just had to get that off my mind! What even makes it worse is when they are older then your own dad or even granddad! Plain gross!

The Reason Why Decent People Cannot Have A Good Time Here.
I have a friend on here, and several other friends of mine have noted this, that they are continually being hit on by men and women who want them (my friend(s)) to exchange NSFW pictures, or webcam with them naked. My friend(s) say "No", but that doesn't seem good enough. I have advised them to inform the webmasters and real life managers of this site, of the offenders. Hopefully, they will eradicate these violators. In many states, webcam'ng in the nude is a felony cybercrime, and you can (men and women both) be arrested, should the offended party take it to that level. Extremely embarrasing to be put on the "Sex Offender" list of you local, state, and Federal law enforcement agencies. Plus, most sex offenders are on this site and many more like it. To you, who are on that list already, you can be arrested and your suspended sentence will become active and you will go to prison. You will serve your remaining time, and the time for this conviction. So, my advice: when a woman, or man

Why Oh Why?
You are my true love and happiness Only you can fill my emptiness Under no circumstances that our relationship will fail And we will succeed this time am sure we will Nothing can break us not even this distance no more Don't be weak though and be astray anymore I love you with all my heart and won't give up on you either For your unconditional love I want to be your wife in the future Only death can separate us but I hope it won't be no time soon Really I wanted to spend the rest of my living life with you so soon Everlasting love is what I really pray for Very much ready to be your partner is what I’m longing for Everyday i thought of what you have told be once Reassuring me that “ONE DAY WE WILL BE TOGETHER, HAND AND HAND TOGETHER AS ONE.”™ How come when it comes to love, it seems like the HEART has a brain of its own. You cant teach your own HEART nor dictate it. The HEART knows what the HEART wants. Sad to say, when you are hurting or hav

Fubar= Hypocrites
How is this for hypocritical, I get a pic flagged by fubar, and its an old work of art that is very well known, but Babyjesus can post a video of protestors getting shot on the street and dying. All the colorful blood showing. I get flagged for a black and white work of art, with no blood showing. For those of you that would like to know what it was that I posted. Just look up Dantes Inferno Canto 28. The pic with an elderly man holding his own head is the one in question. Now, go to Babyjesus page and look for the video, if its still there and tell me where the logic lies on this one. He may be the creator or site owner or whatever he is, but that doesn't mean he should be above his own rules. Feel free to leave comments and share this with others if you don't think this is right. Hate me if it makes you feel better for ragging on Fubar or its owner, I really don't care.

Pure Unadulterated Nsfw
I am well aware that fubar is a visual medium, based upon photos, however, perhaps there should be a picture of a penis for a male and a picture of a vagina for a female where the gender is stated? (@Y@) Is the concept of anything but scatological or sex based humor anathema on fubar?

Lost In Creation
do you ever get the feeling that something good is bound to happen then it doesn't like you want to bang your favorite perosn and turns out they just a douche bag with a small penis its such a let down and then your rethinking the whole thought of even being straight for fear tht the next one will be little as well

The Magic Of Love
The Magic Of LoveLove is like magicAnd it always will be.For love still remainsLife's sweet mystery!!Love works in waysThat are wondrous and strangeAnd there's nothing in lifeThat love cannot change!!Love can transformThe most commonplaceInto beauty and splendorAnd sweetness and grace.Love is unselfish,Understanding and kind,For it sees with its heartAnd not with its mind!!Love is the answerThat everyone seeks...Love is the language,That every heart speaks.Love can't be bought,It is priceless and free,Love, like pure magic,Is life's sweet mystery!!- Helen Steiner Rice -

Good Stuff
Inspiration from Steve Jobs: When I was 17, I read a quote that went something like: “If you live each day as if it was your last, someday you’ll most certainly be right.” It made an impression on me, and since then, for the past 33 years, I have looked in the mirror every morning and asked myself: “If today were the last day of my life, would I want to do what I am about to do today?” And whenever the answer has been “No” for too many days in a row, I know I need to change something. Remembering that I’ll be dead soon is the most important tool I’ve ever encountered to help me make the big choices in life. Because almost everything — all external expectations, all pride, all fear of embarrassment or failure – these things just fall away in the face of death, leaving only what is truly important. Remembering that you are going to die is the best way I know to avoid the trap of thinking you have something to lose. Yo

Daily Dose
Why do you watch me? Stalk my profile like an animal watches its prey. Why does it matter what I say or what I do? We shared a moment. You spoke of an encounter, a brief moment in time. Talking as if I would have ever forgotten anything about that time. There was no reason to forget except now I think you only asked to boost your own ego. Woke up to the coldness this morning and felt like I hadn't slept, even though I don't remember being awake, I am not sure I remember being asleep. I am not sure my mind allowed sleep to come. But how I can I explain the 8 hours of unconsciousness? I even laid down to rest and still felt the heavy cold blanket surround me. Found out that if you need help in Pinellas county, you are sh*t out of luck. Government agencies dont help you unless you make less than a certain amount ( which is an amount NO ONE could survive on$450 per month). Charities cannot keep up with the amount of people who need help and people who shouldn't be homeless are becomi

It's In A Monring
The sun comes into my room to greet me this morning. I say you must go away I want more sleep. The sun says nope time to rise and shine. I asked it why?! It said, cause it is going to be a beautiful day. I say ok, get up and go make coffee to sit here and wish to you what the sun told me... HAVE A BEAUTIFUL DAY ALL!!

The Media Blog
So as we all know on May 4th Marvel Comics The Avengers hits theaters. This year is a big year for people like me with Men In Black 3, The Amazing Spider-man, Prometheus (Alien prequel/Spin-off), The Dark Knight Rises, American Reunion, and a bunch others. Now Supossedly Supeman The Man of Steel, and Teenage Mutant (or Alien now thanks to Michael Fucking Bay...I hate that man) Ninja Turtles, and Godilla will come out next year. I really wish we could get a game for Dark Knight Rises, Man Of Steel, and Avengers. (The publisher for Avengers was shut down so the game was canceled. Pre-views are on youtube.) What are some other movies you guys wish to see and or video games? Sound off below!

A Soldier's Prayer
All he wants to do is win the fight Standing up for his fellow men Defending every single American His wife cries herself to sleep Unable to believe That her love is far away Waiting to hug him on that special day His children sleep the night through Waiting for daddy to return, too A single tear leaves his eye Just trying to get by He has been there for awhile And has walked many miles Seeing things he will never share Things he cannot bear Time stands still in this moment It is nothing but torment He says a prayer for his family Bent down on his knee Lord, please keep them safe from harm Lord, please keep them warm I love them with all of my heart Please don't keep us apart And with that thought in mind He feels safe and kind His wife thousands of miles away Kneels down and prays Lord, please keep him safe from harm Lord, please keep him warm I love him with all of my heart Please don't keep us apart

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The Last Brown Beret Movie
Actor/Writer/Director/Producer, Del Zamora, is producing and directing a movie, THE LAST BROWN BERET. An indie movie, starring Daniel E. Mora, Randy Vasquez, Vance Valencia, Elpidia Carrillo, Del Zamora and Ingrid Oliu. Based on the very successful play, "The Last Angry Brown Hat", which toured the USA, playing at the Smithsonian Institute in Washington D.C., Yale, Notre Dame, Northwestern, UCLA, USC, UC Berkeley, UNLV, amongst many others. It played to 282 standing ovations, at over 187 universities and colleges, as well as large venues, Paramount Theater in Denver, Colorado; Orpheum Theater in Phoenix, Arizona; Wool Warehouse in Albuquerque, New Mexico; Guadalupe Cultural Arts Center in San Antonio, Texas; Actor's Alley in North Hollywood, California; Plaza de la Raza in East Los Angeles, California; ARCO Plaza in Los Angeles, California; and a very special show, at the East Los Angeles Juvenile Detention Center, in East Los Angeles, California. Del has appeared, in over 95 movie

Random Sayings I Come Up With
Like a Pheonix I rise up from the ashes of my past to face the beauty if the future. I willing accept the challenges of the treasures that will unfold. with you by my side we will face all who challenge us for together we are strong and love will conquer all that stands in the way. FO

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Songs
My eyes are open wide, by the way I made it through the day I watch the world outside, by the way I'm leaving out today I just saw Halley's Comet, she waved Said, "Why are you always running in place? Even the man in the moon disappeared somewhere in the stratosphere" Tell my mother, tell my father I've done the best I can To make them realize this is my life I hope they understand I'm not angry, I'm just saying Sometimes goodbye is a second chance Please don't cry one tear for me I'm not afraid of what I have to say This is my one and only voice so listen close, it's only for today I just saw Halley's Comet, she waved Said, "Why are you always running in place? Even the man in the moon disappeared somewhere in the stratosphere" Tell my mother, tell my father I've done the best I can To make them realize this is my life I hope they understand I'm not angry, I'm just saying Sometimes goodbye is a second chance Here is my chance This is my chance!

L0v3able B1scch- Atheism
Got into a convo with someone about spiritual beliefs yesterday at which point he asked my own views....Gave the short answer version: I'm an atheist. Typically this results in being condemned to hell by a so-called "god fearing Christian" (...god FEARING?......)... This person, however, wanting to understand my position, asked a more intelligent question, albeit often UNASKED question among the religious folk I encounter. "How can you not be afraid of being wrong???""So here's the response: Now personally... I see it like this..... say I'm wrong.... Say I, an atheist by general definition if not specific philosophy, die and I'm wrong. I'm standing before this bearded man in a robe at a podium on a cloud and looking at these pearly gates (or however you see judgement 0.o) and he says--- Explain ..... Your life. These things you did. These words you spoke. These feelings you felt..................... Ok. I will explain. I have answers. I'd probably say something like THIS. I was human.

Combat Veteran Need To Knows
10 THINGS YOUR COMBAT VET WANTS YOU TO KNOW 1. He is addicted to war, although he loves you. War is horrible, but there is nothing like a life-and-death fight to make you feel truly alive. The adrenaline rush is tremendous, and can never be replaced. Succeeding in combat defines a warrior, places him in a brotherhood where he is always welcome and understood. The civilian world has its adrenaline junkies as well; just ask any retired firefighter, police officer, or emergency room staff if they miss it.2. Living for you is harder. It would be easy for him to die for you because he loves you. Living for you, which is what you actually want, is harder for him. It is even harder for him if you are smart and do not need him to rescue you, since rescuing is something he does really well. If you are very competent at many things, he may at times question if you need him at all. He may not see that you stay with him as a conscious choice.3. “The training kicks in” means something

Friday Night Fun
So those who know me know I have been trying to get my fwb to get with another guy, been thinking it would be HOT to see two guys go at it while I am with my girl. He has been relunctant but I finally told him no more watching me and a girl unless he agreed, it was easy to cinvince to say yes since I was rubbing my new gf bare thigh. He said he would let a guy suck him but wouldn't do anything himself, small steps small steps! So last night I invited this girl I know over, her brother is gay so we set it up for him to come over to and they would act as a couple at first and then when her and I started doing it, he would suck off my fwb. He agreed to do that and to push my fwb further. So they came over after I got home from work and we were drinking and finally I just grabbed her and we started kissing, and her bro went over and sat next to fwb who was getting excited, his shorts were a tent. Her bro took things in hand, he reached under his shorts and started stroking him, my fw

Edouses Prometheuses
'm not a professional producer or a professional musician , but i do have love for music and i do share on here my own creative mind of sounds . To me music has always been part of my life as i'm sure to everyone as well , i like all kinds of music i'm not bias on any genre i do listen to everything , when it comes to art and creativity of sounds and music i'm all about everything , everything is good and by everything we create something , if it sounds good then it don't matter what tools you used as long as it sounds good Check my Music at : https://soundcloud.com/edouses-prometheus

The Rabbits Den
Just a little forewarning to those who have thought about visiting the lounge known as Constant Motion Radio which is owned by Ryan Gartland aka TheVoice. At first Ryan might seem like a decent person but trust me he is not in the least bit decent nor sane. He has gotten upset over trivial things and from what i've seen he's quite talented at manipulating his lounge members into believing whatever he says is the truth. Now i am usually fair minded, kind and will work with you to solve any issue i have with you. However when you try to do this with Ryan he instantly spams your sb with how childish, emo, and stupid you are along with how he'd kick your ass if he was close. Now first i know most of the people on fubar who say stuff like that are nothing more then internet gangsters, for once i wish Ryan would prove me wrong so i could make a example out of him but even in a match with me he is to fat and unhealthy to provide even a minial challenge. Ryan also has several reports written

Short Fiction
The moon hangs full and high above a ramshackle Inn that hasn't seen a full house in years beyond memory. The digital read-out on the cheap motel alarm clock reads 3:48. With his eyes glued to the ceiling, a solitary soul lays motionless upon the bed. His eyes register nothing before him, as his attention has long since turned within. Someone lightly taps out shave and a haircut on the door to his room, and bewildered, he rises to peer through the window. Seeing Rachel outside, cold and wet, he hastily opens the door and rushes her inside. "What the hell?" He asks."Sorry, I didn't know where else to go.""That's not what worries me. What's with the moisture?" He asks while handing her a towel, and the robe he had bought for her when they were 'together'."It's a long story, and I'd really rather not go into it just yet. Did I wake you?" She strips without even a hint of discomfort, quickly dries her hair, and steps into the robe."Naw. I haven't slept that well t

World Of Beer
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Anal Sex
My biggest fantasy is to to be fucked and watched by a room full of people. I would let anyone take a turn to fuck any of my holes. I like to be slapped arounds love love love big dick in my big ass. some people please help me!!

A Little About Myself
well hello, my name is Billi jo. I am 27 years old. I was born on April 4th. I have been through alot but i still come out on top and standing strong. I have traveled from home to home being unwanted most of my life. I got taken away from my mom when i was little and moved in with my dad. I was there maybe 6 months and he calls my aunt and tells her he doesnt want me anymore to come get me so she does. i remained in her home and her care until i was 11 then I moved in with my biological mom and stepdad. life was okay for the most part had whom i thought at the time was the best friend anyone can ask for. who by the time i was 20 we had drifted apart and she ended up stealing a boyfriend from underneath me while i was in labor with my little girl who i decided at that time should be placed up for adoption because i had no job no home and could not support her the way a mother should. she will be 8 on october 3rd. from then ive still moved from place to place not knowing what to do with

Epl...arsenal ,good Enough To Win League
Who will win the EPL THIS YEAR.with sir Alex gone from man utd and Moyes not looking good enough to take man utd to the top it seems to be a London team that will win this year.many think that Chelsea ..with mourino back in charge will be successful in their attempt to be champions but I don't agree there early form is hardly any indication of greatness ,so I am ruling them out,next is Tottenham hotspurs..or spurs as they are better known ,having just spent over 100.000.000 on new players they still seem to be a nearlyteam ,then its arsenal or better known as the gunners or gooners ,they have only made 2 signings bbut are riding high on top of the league ,so on reflection it looks as if arsenal will be crowned champions this year

Moon Tears
There once was a man who held the moon tight. The moon loved him so much, that it began to shine bright. Lighting up the night sky, showcasing their love. While inspiring young lovers gazing above. The moon faded one night, then lost its shine. For he did not show up at all this time. It wept as the dew fell to the earth. With every moon tear fallen, came down its self worth. The next night arrived, but the moon wasn't whole. It appeared to be missing, a piece of its soul. As time went by, the moon gave up hope. Displaying only half of itself, was the only way to cope. The world down below, stays drenched in moon tears. Because the man it loved most, gave into his fears. Afraid of his own feelings, he simply walked away. While the moon's broken heart, is on permanent display.

Just Some Of My Dark Desires
as you stand there pouting daddy motions you to sit on his lap. I tell you that i do not like to hurt you but you do have to be punished for being very bad. You look daddy in the eyes and tell him you are ready to accept your punishment. You get up off daddy's knees and i tell you to bend over and lay across my lap with your sexy ass sticking ready to be punished. Daddy lifts up your short little skirt to reveal your sexy ass and the g-string you are wearing. daddy caress's your ass abit then swings back and sends a stinging smack across you soft ass. you whimper and squeal and look daddy in the eyes and tell him you are sorry for being a bad little girl and you deserve your punishment. again and again daddy spanks your sexy ass hearing you whimper and squeal, but daddy notices that your pussy is getting wetter and wetter and you whimpers become more like moans of pleasure. you start to feel Daddy big cock bulge in his pants as you lay across him. I ask you if you are going to be a goo

Sick Of Sluts And Whores
If you offer nude pictures in exchange for bling, then like or not you just made yourself a ho for a pretty fucking picture. If you just like showing off your naked body, then you shouldn't ask ANYTHING of anyone. Just show it off and be proud. Nothing wrong with that. But demanding something in exchange? I don't give a fuck if you're offended or pissed off. You don't like my attitude? That's your problem. You have the option of blocking me, feel free to take it. I've seen in that blast box more times than I can remember "Send me a box jeweled heart or whatever specific bling and I'll make you a nudie salute" - you get the point and I'm sick of these skanks getting all of this attention because they're showing off their funboxes and tits. They're not to be respected or admired, they're inbred knuckle dragging swamp skanks that should have a mattress nailed to their backs or knee pads super glued to their knees that probably would fall inside of themselves if they tripped. This is

I Allow You To Think
Treat me as you must, think I am weak. I am the one, choosing not to speak. Control me you do not, for inside I scream. Living within my own mind, while bringing to life new dreams. Staring at my wardrobe, you have hand-picked. Doesn’t give my name meaning, it is you that's been tricked. For I am strong, in my life of solitude. You are the one, being subdued. For this control you bring forth, actually controls you. Through all your pathetic attempts, I remain true. True to myself, and all that I am. I will not apologize, for ruining your plan. Your plan to break, what was meant to be free. I simply allow you to think, that you control me.

Babygirl
to every guy and girl out there i am fuckin taken so wen u message me if the first thin u want to talk about is sexget the fuck lost. i am here to just make friends. if u still proced to message me and talk about that sit i will take action and u will not like the fuckin repercutions that come out of it dont piss me the fuck off. so if u just want to be fiends then message me if not leave me the fuck alone end of the god damn fucking story!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! thank you babygirl

In A Cold Sweat
In a cold sweat at night, I awake from my dreams. Disturbing the world around me, changes everything. Stepping out of my bed, the sweat descends at my feet. Into a raging river, filled with defeat. The current is too strong, but still I must fight. For isn’t that the true meaning, of getting things right? Battling despite your fear; making your stand. Defeating the odds, with your own two hands. The monster stood before me, it was my time to choose. The decision was easy, I wasn’t designed to lose. I was built suited for battle, I was put here to win. So with a cold distance stare, let the games begin. The once cold sweat, burns then turns hot. Teaching the perfect lesson, only I could have taught. For the monster was me, my inner beast. She had to be tamed, and never unleashed. The monster has been put to rest, I now know my true worth. When your time comes, be ready to face yours.

Mothers Shouldn't Have To Say Goodbye
I have known Shawna and her amazing son JackAndy for almost 10 years. Tonight she had to do the most difficult thing any parent has done; say goodbye to her 14 year old son. JackAndy is truely a miracle child. He overcame many obsticals in his short life. Jack had many medical issues including autism and a form of gigantism. I can't even begin to imagine what she and her family are going throught right now as they are dealing with such a tremendous loss . Jack lived many more years than Shawna was told that he would. He had many medical procedures to help him over the years but sadly the last procedure was not what his body wanted. JackAndy loved cartoons especially blues clues and he loved to eat taco's. Though he couldn't speak Shawna always knew what he wanted. In my eyes and many others shawna was supermom and fitting it is for her since Jack loved superman. Please keep Shawba and her family on your thoughts and prayers. Cruet have prepared for this day for a long time. But the

Blahhh
So i been sick on and off for months been going to the ER for them to tell me the same thing for months ... They say i have acute sinusitis but they cant seem to find the right meds to treat it... so as of 11/24/13 i now have fluid in my ears nice ahhhh they have me on some other meds and ear drops which atm are just leaking back out of my ears i have been on 2 diff meds in the last 72 hours last nite from it all my bp was 183/96 which could have caused me a heart attack im lucky i didnt then the Er give me pain meds in the arm which did NOTHING expect make my arm hurt i swear these drs are dumb as fuck....

Randomness
For years now, a group of my friends and I have been getting together once a month to play "Bunco", a friendly dice game. We are all close to the same age and it is really just an excuse to get together, socialize and have some fun with "the girls." One particular evening proved to be a very pleasurable time for myself and my friend Kelly. We are both married and have been good friends for a long time. Several years ago when our children were much younger, the "Bunco Club" was an excuse to get away from our families for an evening. Each of the Bunco Club members would take turns hosting the monthly gathering and come up with different prizes and other fun activities. Husbands and children of the hostess would disappear for the evening so we could talk about anything and everything. Somewhere along the line, we began watching x-rated videos at our Bunco parties. I'm not even sure how that practice got started, but we would watch them, laugh at the poor acting and make co

Fall Of New England
I can always tell if fall is going to come early or not. Living in New England, we are known for our beautiful foliage. I'm lucky, I get to witness it first hand. I drive to school on local backroads, which in my opinion is the best way to go. The winding roads lead you through the old section of New Hampshire, where little towns are mirror images of what they used to be. Colonial red houses with a matching barn standing just behind, dirt driveways with home grown product stands and churches with their original steeples where you can hear the bell at exactly 10am every Sunday. The trees start showing off their new fall highlights. Orange, reds and even purple leaves for the more daring trees have started and the ones who have had enough have fallen to the ground. On the weekends, they will be raked into a pile while the kids get to jump in them and make a mess. Only to have the raking cycle repeat once more. The lake turns a deep blue, making you shiver just thinking about s

Insanity's Finest
Heaven, the feeling of your lips, lightly pressed against mine. The taste of your warm tongue sliding accross mine. The sound of your voice, creeping out so gently with a soft moan. My fingers parting through your hair and back. Your sweat, dripping from your chest and nipples into my mouth. Your Nails tearing into my sides. Your eyes, the gate way to your desire, your mixed emotion of lust, anger, joy, sadness, comfort and curiosity. Your loving words when you hold me so close, when you kiss me and hug me. Your life itself, that ive become such a great part of. You are me, as i am you, even if just for a slight moment, we are one in the same. Doesnt it feel great? To have had you, to have you, to need you, to want you, to love you, to hate you, to feel you...Its Heaven. So why does such Hell come with such beauty? It makes me rethink my salvation. For just a bit of Heaven, waits a whole buttload of hell! Dont be mad, Its all the same Cruelty in Romance. Its easy to be pulled f

Dumb Pc
ergh i hat alergies!! bought sum painkillers for my back 2day... didnt notice had penaciling i it... dizzyness sucks :( cant think strate :( (i know my spelling sucks) stupid bloody pc does nothing but crash! god knows whats wrong with it! almost threw it outta the bloody window today, really pissed me off -.- oh well ran virus crap and adawear but no luck :( any ideas? please?

Bad Night
well as you all probably know im a big seahawk fan have been for about 30 years they started the season 3-0 and then fell flat on thier backs against the bears last night so now their 3-1 they will still be in miami in febuary though i have faith on a brighter note my huskies won to bring thier record to4-1 tied for second in the pac-ten conference will be gone for a couple of days but still feel free to come and rate and comment id like o be leveled up when i get back thnx hawk

Not Here...
HEY EVERYONE. THIS IS THE FIRST CHANCE I'VE HAD TO GET ON HERE IN ALMOST A WEEK. MY HUSBAND WAS GOING TO TRUCK DRIVING SCHOOL, SO ALL MY SON WANTED TO DO WAS CLING TO ME!! LOL BUT, THAT WASN'T BAD ENOUGH... MY SON HAD TO GO AND FALL AND BUST HIS LIP WIDE OPEN. IT GETS ALITTLE HARD TO DO MUCH OF ANYTHING WHEN YOU HAVE A 2YR OLD EITHER WANTING TO PLAY ON YOU OR SCREAM/CRY IN YOUR EARS!!! ANYWAY, I WANT TO THANK ALL MY FRIENDS THAT POSTED COMMENTS. THINGS ARE GETTING BETTER, SO I WILL BE STOPPING BY!! Just thought I would let you all know that we have been having some computer problems for the past couple weeks... I may not be on here like I was before, sorry!!! I have fallen way behind on comments and things, so please bare with me and I will be with you all as soon as I can. My hubby has been working on fixing our problem and is currently waiting for replys from a few different places that may be able to help us!! Please don't give up on me!! I will be back soon, I hope!! Thanks

My 1st Blog
well I just took the wedding shower cake to the shower yesterday, and the compliment was that I was better than an instructor in saginaw! she said she thought she saw a pretty cake before but mine was better..now thats what I like to hear! I have never had any formal training..I am all self taught..thats what makes it soo good that compliment! well, I can only get better, maybe my dream isent too far fetched after all!

Juggalo Family
hey all check out the best damn juggalo lounge on lost cherry. have any questions about the lounge or the family jus ask...we luv and accept all....MMFWCL4LYF HOMIE THE CLOWN~~Juggalo Homie~~@ LostCherry

My Updates (life, Universe, And Everything)
Maybe not Blog-worthy. However, I finally finished the 3 week security training course I was going through. I am now ready to relax. Enough of the defense tactics for now. No more pepper spray (thank god. that shit burns like hell). We did our final evaluation this morning. I think this was the first time I wished it was a written exam. We all passed though. Now that I am done with my nap, I am going to relax on the couch drinking White Russians and watch a movie. Anyone care to join? :) I am not completely over the psycho bitch whore that I was engaged too. It got even worse when I heard Ozzy Osbourne's "Time After Time" playing on my computer. I am still willing to do anything to get her back, but I know I shouldn't take her back. All this time, and I just hate being alone. The place I live we picked out together. Now I have all this empty space that I am desperately trying to fill so I am not constantly reminded that she should be here. I want a drink so bad. H

Oy Vey
What is so freaking wrong with having a man as your best friend??? I have a man that is my very best friend in this entire world and he knows who he is. Why do people get jealous over the least little thing??? I DONT F*CKING GET IT!!!!

Just Me
Does anyone know where i can get some badass ring tones. I was just wondering. Just writing this to say how great of a day i've had. Man it doens't get any better than today. I made 5930.00 today in 2 hours and my little girl learned to sing "Under the Sea". I was just wanting to put my thoughts on here. thanks for listening.

Tag Your It
Each player of this game starts with 6 weird things or habits about themselves. People who are tagged should write a blog with their own 6 weird things or habits, and state this rule clearly. Choose 5 people to be tagged, list their names, leave them a comment and tell them they are tagged and to check your blog for details. It's fun! 1. I've recently started wearing thongs. 2. I peirced my ear cartilage last week. 3. I'm begining to be known as the cat Lady. 4. I love paranormal romance.(Christine Feehan rocks!) 5. I flirt online all the time. 6. I love Xena, Dark Angel, and Buffy! Im gonna tag.... 1. Buck 2. Goddess Dark Star 3. Juice 4. Tiger Spirit Goddess 5. Howling Wolves Come on ya'll keep it goin will be fun!

Me
Well tomorrow is my last day of classes for the week and I'm super excited! I'm going to suprise my mom and show up on the door step tomorrow.. I haven't seen here in almost a month I believe.. too long, and I miss my lil sisters.. as mean and rotten as they are.. BUt most of all I get to see my boyfriend.. BENIE BOO (Ben but that's what I call him..) I miss him SSSSSSOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOo much it ain't even funny.. We've already decided that we're gonna get married too... lol.. .But not for a while. He is the greatest guy ever... I love him... :)

Non Conformist
NON CONFORMIST Standing in the corner with nothing to do You get shit for being you They want you to be just like them But you wanna be yourself You wanna set yourself free You must fight fight Fight for what you believe Fight for what is right now Swilling some beers you wanna kick some ass Some rednecks approach To fulfill the task You just wanna be your own damn self Punk forever I promised myself Total Chaos

Happiness
1. Realize that enduring happiness doesn't come from financial success. 2. Take control of your time. 3. Act happy. 4. Seek work and leisure that engages your skills. 5. Join the "movement" movement. 6. Give your body the sleep it wants. 7. Give priority to close relationships. 8. Focus beyond self. 9. Be grateful. 10. Nurture your spiritual self.

Poems
LOVE I love you, Not only for what you are, But for what I am When I am with you. I love you, Not only for what You have made of yourself, But for what You are making of me. I love you For the part of me That you bring out; I love you For putting your hand Into my heaped-up heart And passing over All the foolish, weak things That you can’t help Dimly seeing there, And for drawing out Into the light All the beautiful belongings That no one else had looked Quite far enough to find. I love you because you Are helping me make Of the lumber of my life Not a tavern But a temple; Out of the works Of my every day Not a reproach But a song. I love you Because you have done More than any creed Could have done To make me good, And more than any fate Could have done To make me happy. You have done it Without a touch, Without a word, Without a sign. You have done it By being yourself. Perhaps that is what Being a friend means, After all.

Ppl R Stupid
If you ask people why they do the things they do in life, they will give you sensible sounding reasons which seem to explain their decisions. We like to believe that we exercise sound judgement, especially in the important decisions of our lives. I think that this is rarely true. I think that standard operating procedure for human decision making is to do what feels right to you at the time, and then to give logical sounding justifications for what you were already going to do anyway, whether you had justifications or not. So, if you are pregnant, and want to get an abortion, you will be able to give any number of reasonable sounding explanations why this is the right decision. You're not ready to be a parent, or you need to finish your education or get to a better point in your career, or you don't have enough money, etc. If instead you want to keep the baby, you will explain how even though you will have some extra difficulties due to the lack of money or whatever, yo

Box Of Chocolates
Ok while drunk and up very early in the morning watching Forrest Gump I had this realization. You all know the famous line, Life is Like a Box of Chocolate you never know what your going to get. Well I dont know about you all but every box of chocolates I have ever had usually have a little guide map printed either on the cover or a little card put inside. So what the hell Forrest Gump you know exactly what you're going to get unless you are too lazy to look it up.

Musings
Isolation, bleak with desolation alone, waiting for the ring of the phone there is a void I think I've hidden, only to find a widening chasm beneath my feet. Sometimes I wish I could just reside in the Internet and not have to feel, not have to deal with the 'real.' Here I have friends with obligations and are too busy to call, or stop by and say hi. I don't want to be a bother. I don't want to be alone yet that seems my fate. Seems I am always an after though. Just when I think Things look up something comes along to knock the shit from under meet and make sure I know that nope sucker you ain't going up...what the fuck were you thinking dumbass. I look at the bulletins I repost for people...hardly anyone reads them and almost noone resposts them...oh well..can't blame them....I've got a wedding to attend to tomorrow..but at this point I don't know if I feel I should attend. not fair of me to bring my sorry ass their feeling like this...it's their happy day...I am not entit

Stuff
I'm sorry That I was raised with respect; not to sleep with you when you were drunk I'm sorry That my body's not ripped enough to "satisfy" your wants I'm sorry that I open your car door, and pull out your chair like I was raised I'm sorry That I'm not cute enough to be "your guy" I'm sorry That I am actually nice; not an asshole I'm sorry I don't have a huge bank account to buy you expensive things I'm sorry I like to spend quality nights at home cuddling with you, instead of at a club I'm sorry I would rather make love to you then just f**k you like some random guy. I'm sorry That I am always the one you need to talk to, but never good enough to date I'm sorry That I always held your hair back when you threw up,and didn't get mad at you for puking in my car, but when we went out you went home with another guy I'm sorry That I am there to pick you up at 4am when your new man hit you and dropped you off in the middle of nowhere, but

You May Enjoy This ,( Or Not)
i had to move pics , so i lost your comments ,, sorry all was looking thru the videos and because of the mood of the evening of what i wanted to listen and see ,i just thought maybe someone may see one they like as well . hope so ,, enjoy!! ( or not)

The Insane Clown Posse To Wrestle In Philly This Saturday
FROM HTTP://WWW.PWINSIDER.COM FROM THE DESK OF..... TOD GORDON Juggalos? Jiggalos? Deuce Bigalow? What in the world is going on with my new promotion, PWU ? I've got clowns to the left of me and Joker's on my right. This may be one of the most bizarre months I've ever experienced in almost 17 years of promoting professional wrestling events. The key word here is "event ", because when you deal with The Insane Clown Posse, Psychopathic Records, and all of their crazy fans known as " The Juggalos", it's like nothing I have ever experienced before. BOMBSHELL? BOMBSHELL? Annie Social, my executive vice president and I are sitting in my office trying to assemble a card for our great fans of PWU, when we are "told" there is a message waiting for us from Violent J. Simply put .... he's going to drop a bombshell this Saturday night. With Corporal Robinson now pulling double duty as our Hardcore Champ and the JCW's Heavyweight champ, it seemed like a great opportunity to expose our fan

Love's Kiss
Love's Kiss When one is in true love, it is love that is not of oneself but to give it all away. There is no jealousy or taking. It is a feeling above all things. You can not manipulate love, hold it too tight, bring to your service. It is a love that abounds and sets people free. You want more for the other person than you want for yourself. You give all you have and give until you think you have no more but a funny thing happens, it is all restored to love all that much more. Loves Kiss. Jesus has this love. A mother hen that wants to sweep her chicks under her to protect. He came so we could find love in a darken world. Love so swept this world, like none before, the love that was lost to anger. Freely given to us to adore and we killed it because it showed how wrong we were in our souls. But His love has never stopped, wants you to come and be set free for no other reason that He loves us more than Himself. To loose love so strong is such a crime

Love Gift
Who is your knight you ask. The one that protects you and watches over you. The one that will be there and show you a better way. The one that will stay up at night out side your door to make sure that when you wake up you are safe. The one that will fight when danger is afoot and you will never know that it is there. He will guard you even when there is something He needs to do and doesn't go for you are put before his own wants. Stands there without budging, when cold, board, feet hurt so bad that tears stream down. And when He sees you face to face it is so worth it for him to know you are His to protect. Doesn't seem real. But it is. He is right there besides you every minute of the day. He is the One that loves you more than anyone in the world. Go to Him today. Lord i pray that you will be with all that read this. That you will surround them with Your Spirit. Hold them deep within Your wings and take away all hurts, sorrow, things that are too much for them to

Juggalo Vs Friends
JUGGALO VS. FRIEND-- Friend: Calls your parents "Mr." or "Mrs." Juggalo: Call your parents "Mom" or "Dad." Friend: Has never seen you cry. Juggalo: Has the best shoulder to cry on. Friend: Asks you for your number. Juggalo: Asks you for their number. Friend: Will leave you hanging to be with a crowd. Juggalo: Always has your back. Friend: Runs for help in a fight. Juggalo: Jumps in the fight to help. Friend: Will bail your stale ass out of Jail. Juggalo: Will be sittin' right next to you saying "That was fucking awesome!" Friend: Will help you move out of a house. Juggalo: Will help you move a dead body out of the house. Friend: Bums you a cigarette Juggalo: Bums you his last pack Friend: Is there when you need them Juggalo: Is there even when you dont need them Friend: Gets drunk at a party and pukes on your carpet Juggalo: Feels worse than you do about puking on your carpet in the morning Friend: Hides you from the cops Juggalo: Is prob

Cuebuilding
Alright, this is more for me than anything, i just wanted to complete this tell a little of the path i have taken to get to this part. Any how, I was a bit bored and like all cue builders before me have said and ill say it to, I wasnt bad at pool and liked to play quite a bit even joining league wich i played for about 5 years or so. Any how for me personaly i was always fascinated by the equipment, and had wondered how to build a pool cue. well I am an unrepentent tool junky so i wasnt out anything if i started procuring tools in such on this adventure. well now i wasnt getting fartrying to teach myself, so i hung out at the moose loge in minot and becoming a member, as its more of a blue collar rtirment club, organisation, etc. and jackpot, kinda lots of wood workers, so i learned how to use those tools well, wich was damn helpful building cue blanks. then i was stuck, i couldnt turn those blanks into butts, kinda, i could turn them down by hand on a wood lathe, but then i would h

Wtf
Well this is my first blog so here goes. Why is it all the good men are either taken, married or gay? It seems that it is getting harder to find what I am looking for. I dont ask for much just a fun loving guy who is going to love me for who I am. Cause i wont change who I am for any one but myself. I want a guy who always has a smile on his face. A guy who acts his age not his dick size. Some one who I can have a mature conversation with that is not always about sex. A guy that is faithful and trust worthy that I know if I give him my heart that he wont brake it. Some one who is not scared to be himself and is independent and loves life. Who knows what he wants and is not scared to take a chance. But I guess this kind of guy only exists in my dreams and that I am asking for too much Name: alexcia aka the BIG CHI Birthdate: april 29,1984 Birthplace: elmhurst the shit hole Current Location: astoria, queens Eye Color: brown Hair Color: i cant remember god dalm hair dye (J/K

Welcome To The Bureau Of Behavioral Health
Psychiatric Emergency & Crisis Services are available 24 hours a day, 7 days a week to any person in NH who may be experiencing psychiatric distress. If you are dealing with an immediate crisis, please call 911, or call the statewide suicide hotline at 1-800-852-3388, or call the national suicide hotline at 1-800-SUICIDE (784-2433), or visit the emergency room at your local hospital, or contact your local community mental health center. For less urgent situations, please contact your local community mental health center, or your local peer support agency. Several of these agencies offer "Warm Lines" which provide telephone peer-to-peer support, understanding, sympathy, and advice. The Bureau of Behavioral Health (BBH) seeks to promote respect, recovery, and full community inclusion for adults, including older adults, who experience a mental illness and children with an emotional disturbance. By law and rule, BBH is mandated to ensure the provision

About My Son...
Wednesday, December 13, 2006 About my son... Current mood: aggravated Category: Blogging Many of you don't know but Lisa had my son Nov. 3rd. She didn't call me even though she swore during the whole pregnancy she would...My mom, aunt, dad, bro, sis, and both sets of grandparents were packed and ready to go. You know how i found out...She sent me a text. Yep she sent me a text and that is the last i've heard out of her. I called daily for the first month. I've sent texts and emails and gotten nothing back. She won't tell me anything about my son whether he is healthy, or any details what so ever. He doesn't even have my last name. Its all good b/c karma is a mother fucking bitch. Don't get me wrong I don't hate her and never will...I can't she is the mother of my son....can't hate the person that helped create my special angel. But I really really don't like her. All the crap that was btwn her and i is in the past and i've dropped it....b/c all i care about is

Still Sad!
Boy I dont know where to start.Im so unhappy with my health and with the way life is going.I think i have lupis witch you can die from that scares me the most I dont want to miss out on my daughters life.Or the man that i love so much But will never be with because of all the bad things i did to him a few years ago but i have changed i wish he would forgive me and be with me and be right by my side with all this stuff i'm going through with my health.I'm so scared of not seeing anyone anymore!I dont want to miss out on the good things in life,love,happiness,laughter,friends,family.Dr's cant find out whats wrong with me every time i go to the ER it's always something different.Life has to get better.I want to work,Take my daughter places,have money,a house of my own.a car,I'm trying to take one day at a time but it seems so slow.

Manchester Man
Manchester man was charged yesterday in two city robberies over the past month, including one involving a pick-up truck that crashed through a laundromat, police said. Dale Calawa, 46, of 569 Montgomery St., #1, was charged with robbery of the Shell gas station at 887 Hanover St., on Nov. 24, police said. He faces a charge of criminal liability to the crime of burglary for his role in the Nov. 10 burglary at the Rose Laundromat, 399 Dubuque St. A pickup track crashed through the front door and three men stole a cash box, according to Det. Lt. Nick Willard. Calawa was being held at the Hillsborough House of Correction on a probation violation when police charged him. On Friday, another man, Arthur Durham, 41 of Manchester, was arraigned on charges connected to those crimes. Durham faces charges in five robberies and one burglary.

Our Daily Bread
Rejoice, O soul, the debt is paid, For all our sins on Christ were laid; We’ve been redeemed, we’re justified— And all because the Savior died. —D. De Haan 8 And there were in the same country shepherd abiding in the field, keeping watch over their flock by night. 9 And, lo, the angel of the Lord came upon them, and the glory of the Lord shone round about them; and they were sore afraid. 10 And the angel said unto them, Fear not: for, behold, I bring you good tidings of great joy, which shall be to all people. 11 For unto you is born this day in the city of David a Saviour, which is Christ the Lord. 12 And this shall be a sign unto you; Ye shall find the babe wrapped in swaddling clothes, lying in a manger. 13 And suddenly there was with the angel a multitude of the heavenly host praising God, and saying, 14 Glory to God in the highest, and on earth peace, good will toward men. We needed God to send Jesus. Because of our sin, we were separated from a holy God (Rom. 3:23).

All About Me
Well, this is just to let all of you know a little about me. I'm 35, divorced and live in Utica, NY. I enjoy football, baseball, sex, reading, sex, hanging out, surfing the net. I'm a former U.S. Marine who served in Desert Storm. I am single and looking to have fun, but would eventually like to find someone nice to settle down with.

Hey People
Get your own button for your page Even if you are single or not. Whoever wants to go out with you will message you saying "I would go out with you" Repost this in 90 sec you will be surprised who replys 2 you. even if u have a boyfriend or girlfriend PS. must do even if your taken. I don't know if I am the only one to notice, but CherryTap has some extremely negative people. It seems some of them, their only purpose here is to try to insult other people. Is there self esteem THAT low ..Does it really make you feel better bout yourself to trash someone you don't even know? I find this behavior even more apparent when it come to the MUMMS here on the Tap. Some people are downright cruel, and the constant posts on almost every MUMM (this one was already done!!) Well fuck...excuse us who don't read EVERY single one before we post one...some of us on the Tap have lives...We don't have time to read all the MUMMS before we post one. Just to make sure the MUM

Never Alone
I walk into a graveyard, in the dead of night. The moon brightly shining down onto my white skin, bringing my red dress to flow smoothly against it. The fog reflects off the moon, making it almost impossible to see I can feel my heart start to sink as i realize I am all alone Looking to the earth for some guidance, and to the stars for enlightenment. I feel myself fall into a deep grave. Nothing but blackness is all I see, and i feel my heart start to crack as i realize i am all alone. As i claw at the earth, to dig myself out of my hole, the dirt begins to cake onto my fingers and start to bleed my flesh till its raw. Out of the darkness I feel a firm grasp onto my wrist, grabbing a hold of me and pulling me to the starlit sky. I gasp in a deep breath of fresh air and let it fill my lungs completely. The moon shines brightly once again, lighting up my eyes where they glow as beautiful as the stars. I feel a familiar embrace go all the way throu

My Vampire
My Vampire I dream of man in black He stands above me and I am the snack His eyes look through me and he sees my soul He reaches for my hand and we take the stroll Into the dark where he now resides Into the shadows where he hides And now he’s bringing me- What will he do? Hopefully what I want him to His skin like porcelain, smooth and cold And I desire to be in his hold He makes love to me with only his stare And my brain knows that I must beware My body however needs him deep Only one of his kind could creep Into a person this way I’m not just lust, I am prey With his eyes locked on mine, he embraces my fruit His cold fingers slide in me, and his mouth in pursuit Of the pulsing flows of life in me He needs to drink, and I will agree His hands quickly moving inside He tastes me now and I enjoy the ride I feel the pain and it’s more than good I want him so much more than I should Giving of me means marking my death Losing my sun, and losing my breath H

Speak To Me
SPEAK TO ME Speak to me of tenderness, That lingers in your hands; Reflecting there the beauty, That lies deep within the man. Speak to me of passion, In a lover's soft caress; Like dancing springtime breezes, Filled with gentleness. Speak to me of longing, Planted deep within a soul; The aching need for ecstasy, That a lover's touch makes whole. Speak to me of whispers, Falling on a lover's ear; Words that fill the emptiness, Of a heart that longed to hear. Speak to me of blossoms, That are kissed by morning dew; And I will show you beauty, That is seen, my love, in you.

Check This Out
david -- [noun]:An aphrodisiac made of cucumbers 'How will you be defined in the sexual dictionary?' at QuizUniverse.com MOST GUYS MESS UP NOT ON PURPOSE, SOME GUYS DO IT TO GET A RESPONSE, THERE ARE A FEW OF US THAT CANT SEEM TO SEE THAT THEY HAVE IT MADE IN THE SHADE AND THEY TAKE IT FOR GRANTED HOW CAN YOU TELL IF YOUR ONE OF THOSE GUYS HERE IS A QUIZ???? 1 DOES YOU GIRL EVER JUST PUT YOU ON CLOUD NINE WHEN SHE WALKS IN? 2 DOES SHE MAKE YOU THINK THE SUN RISES AND SETS WITH HER? 3 DOES SHE DO THINGS THAT SHE WOULD NOT DO IF YOU WASNT WITH HER? 4 DOES SHE ONLY WANT RESPECT AND LOYALITY AND YOUR LOVE? WELL IF YOU ANSWERED YES THE THESE 4 THINGS GUESS WHAT DONT FUCK IT UP SHE IS MADLY IN LOVE WITH YOU SO CHARISH IT AND DONT TAKE IT FOR GRANTED BECAUSE IT WILL HURT IF YOU LOSE IT.

Thp Killed In Line Of Duty
this is a sad day in tennessee. this young trooper was shoot and killed in the line of duty my hearts and prayer go out to this man family . may god keep his family safe.we need to think of these lawinforcement officers in are communty.just take the time and tell them what a good job they are doing for the communty

My Newest Poem
Drama and self importance rain the immature make public their pain Delusion that the world does care Of all the doings they would dare Sickening the mess they live inside Sane souls would instead hide Too many think their live matter most Their past chases them they see the ghost For when childish minds refuse to see There lives are their own making to be Lived in the moment and not in fear They past up the gift to us so dear life free of the burden self centered thought Drama is a choice and not worth all it’s brought By R. Thomas Dinsmore Thos next one is old and full of the self pitty that people living in drama have . Wasted years In the rush to become what is ideal failing to think about what I feel working so hard to live up to expectation see the thing I became for others elation loosing all that I held dear giving in to all for sake of fear beholding the path that I had taken Feeling so lost, alone, and forsaken price paid in blood and swea

Test
You Are a Friendly Flirt! You are quite the flirt, but you don't flirt with just anyone. And you hardly ever get caught, because your flirting seems so friendly. You've got a good thing going. Tons of friends, both guys and girls. And if you do decide to flirt, hardly anyone's the wiser. Pretty trick! What Kind of Flirt Are You?

Moonlight Love
Moonlight love Come to me So our souls can unite Let passions run free As we dance in moonlight For so long You left me yearning Now it is my turn To leave you burning We’ll take it slow Stroking the flame I will make you tremble I am far from tame This is no illusion A fantasy come true Carnal pleasures Between me and you Let me taste your excitement Experience you will savor Just remember To return the favor Touch my body Make me shiver Penetrate deeply Make me quiver I can’t get enough Make love all night Naked flesh joined In the moonlight

Random Ramblings
Fact #3 : Need. This one of the few things about you humans that I can't fully understand..for eons I've watched this and it blows my mind..This mainly applies towards the females of the species, some males but mostly females.. Why is it that when you humans are "single" you actively look for a relationship on some level...I'll answer that for you...need..you either feel the need to be wanted or want to be needed. It's like you want to see how many people you can attract that fits the bill..then you hook up with someone because they meet the need..oh sure you tell your selves he/she is cute, smart, caring...but the simple reason is he/she wants you..thats the core of it...it wouldn't matter what he/she looked like, how smart, or caring...they WANT you!! your need is full filled..then reality hits..you were so eager to fill the base need that you missed the other things you should have looked for and listen to..you should have looked for reasons he/she is single in the first place, re

Curious
lately i have been wondering what it would be like to be with a girl not just a girl. i dont want to turn lez. cause i love matt. but i am thinking more of doing threesomes with him. even if i dont do that i still want to mess around with a girl. i dont know if that is badd or good. so i am starting to freak myself out cause i know a lot of girls do it but its weird for guys so i dont know what to do.

Kennywayne
A SPECIAL TIME YOURS & MINE REMEMBERING LIFES SOME MEMORIES MOST SO VERRY KIND: MOST LIKE A WEB MADE FROM TWINE-AS PRESIOUS AS GOLD -IVE BEEN TOLD WE MOST NEVER UNWIND;AS WE GROW OLD & LEAVE OUR YOUNG BEHIND-THAY WILL HAVE THERE MEMORIES FROM YOUR'S & MINE ; AS THAY LEARN LIFES LESSONS AS WE ALL DO -THAY WILL REMEMBER THERE MEMOIES FOR IT WILL BE LIKE YOURS & MINE - THERE OUR YOUNG WOULD HAVE THERE SPECAL TIME ....

Promises Made
Promises Made Yesterday's goals, dim memories. Dark saddened eyes, blurring with tears. Painful scars borne; Love's history. Futures crumble when doubt appears. No brightly lit hope envisioned, When following after harsh words. Hurt soul splits in twain, partitioned. Swooned by appeal - when numbness lured. Apologies made, never bought. Price paid turned out far too costly. Though never known what would be wrought - Must walk into the night softly. One wish, only to be released. Granted - now receive this token. Words written in rhyme, love's deceased. When promises made . . . were broken.

Believe In Your Heart
Believe in your heart that something wonderful is about to happen. Love your life. Believe in your own powers, and your own potential, and in your own innate goodness. Wake every morning with the awe of just being alive. Discover each day the magnificent, awesome beauty in the world. Explore and embrace life in yourself and in everyone you see each day. Reach within to find your own specialness. Amaze yourself and rouse those around you to the potential of each new day. Don't be afraid to admit that you are less than perfect; this is the essence of your humanity. Let those who love you help you. Trust enough to be able to take. Look with hope to the horizon of today, for today is all we truly have. Live this day well. Let a little sun out as well as in. Create your own rainbows. Be open to all your possibilities; all possibilities and Miracles. Always believe in Miracles. My oldest sister was just shipped to Baghdad, she left be

Grasp Of Doom
Death for renewal The arise of a star Guides me and you over paths into war Where we seek for salvation and freedom to come And in lustful embraces we shall be as one I pick up your roses and drink all your wine You hide deep inside me where pride is declined In knowledge of every chance to eclipse you poison my senses with your dimming kiss Unseen in your hand a dagger appears It flashes unnoticed in my fragile tears While you caress me with a silvern sword My screams will reward your arduous efforts...

What I Think About Some Of These Marines Around Here
WE MAY NOT SUPPORT THE WAR BUT AT LEAST SUPPORT OUR TROOPS THEY ARE FIGHTING FOR OUR FREEDOM!!!I PRAY THEY ALL COME HOME TO STAY SOON THEY ARE IN MY PRAYERS EVERYNIGHT..CAOME HOME SOON..AND THANK YOU FOR ALL U DO FOR THIS COUNTRY these marines around here dont know what they want but i guess thats all men but i dont need a man to make me feel special or to tell me im a somebody cause i know im a somebody either way

Just A Little Sad!!!!
I wanna know why it is so hard to let go of the death of my best friend and why my heart and my mind will not except the fact that he is gone. It os 2:30 am on 1/28 and well i can't sleep so I am sitting here crying my eyes out with no one to talk to and feeling no one cares, 2 days away from the sixth month aniversay of his death and it doesn't seem that he has been gone that long. I thought the more months that went by the easier it was suppose to get and well all I can see is that it is gettin harder. I feel like I am never going get over this and that I need to be in the ground with him to make this easier on me, but I know that is not what is best for my son I try to but this in that back of my mind and go on but it sooooohard and I just want it to get easier and I can't get there. I wanna know why I am scared to move on with my life. I wanna know why I feel like I am gonna fuck up a wet dream w/instructions; thanks Eric for the new saying;but so can most men, as you see I said

Dark
Kindle This Hearts Dieing Flame Wandering through the darkness Searching for a source of light Walking alone through this desolate land A land that some call life I need to find a fire To kindle this hearts dieing flame Someone to Search inside Someone who can stand to see the pain Don't be afraid of the shadows I have been lost in so for so long After awhile they're comforting After all the feeling is gone Give to me your hand and lead me to the light Take me from the darkness Help me regain my sight I Know it's a lot to ask And i have not much to give All i have is love And the rest of this life to live So save me from myself And i will give you all of me Give me a little of yourself And i will love you endlessly PAW PRINTS IN MY HEART You came to me when I knew no love And engraved your paw prints in my heart. You left me later for the skies above And made me wish we didn't part. You taught me happiness was a treasure When I was really do

Just Letting Friends & Fans Know!
I posted a video in memory of my daughter so please if you view please don't say anything about her in my comments if you have something bad to say I don't even wanna hear it and if you do have anything bad to say about it you can remove yourself from my list because I don't need people to be my friends if they wanna be hurtful and disrectful..... Thanks Again For Those That Have Sent Me Messages On The Video... Just Wanted People To Know! What is it with ex - boyfriends they look you up online and start by sending you e-mails then they get your number from you or in my case a family member and he calls you everyday telling you how sorry he is, and tells you that he shouldn't have done what he has done and didn't know what he had till he lost it. Now he's having a hard time finding someone like me. I asked him why he cheated on me and he says get this. His buddys told him he should be sleeping with more than one women live your life a lil don't just settle on one women. Oh come

You Deserve?
What if All I did Was love you What if I gave you My all Would it ever Be enough Or would you Want more If you need The car The house The social status To make believe You’re happy Then I am Not for you What if Your smile Told the story What if Opinions did Not count What if All I did Was love you Could you forgive Me For the nothing That you missed?

Paw Prints In My Heart
PAW PRINTS IN MY HEART You came to me when I knew no love And engraved your paw prints in my heart. You left me later for the skies above And made me wish we didn't part. You taught me happiness was a treasure When I was really down You taught me joy and pleasure And erased all my frowns, You went away to help another and left me a memory. You flew beyond with a flutter, And became a history. You went through the gates, To a special Rainbow Sky You went there through three life giving fates, Who gave you the wings to fly I envision you in the misty seas, Where we used to play. I imagine us in the gallant breeze, Beneath warm golden rays. I made a sacrifice that I thought you'd need, I let you reach beyond. I knew your soul would pay me heed, And continue our precious bond. I know your wings of translucent white Will brush away my tears, And in your highest height, Watch as my sight then clears. We were happy before you left And we are still today, Sinc

With A Dream And A Gun
With a gun and a dream I step outside Into the golden pouring rain My heart is emptied and broken within Yet so fulfilled With passion and inner screams A fragile vision is realized Of killing a world Consumed and despised With a dream and a gun The lips revived by a lover's kiss I enter a golden dawn Smiling in murderous bliss Of the Apocalypse to come With passion and inner screams A fragile vision is realized Of killing a world Consumed and despised With a gun and a dream Dancing in circles of Lucifer's rising In a spring's morn so golden I take his offered hand To destroy the rotting core of mankind With passion and inner screams A fragile vision is realized Of killing a world Consumed by me at its demise

Dreary Night
DREARY NIGHT The dreary night with it's rain, drenched a body wracked with pain. The city watchman had found her there, lying in the courtyard square. A dagger pierced her side quite deep,"He came from nowhere," She did weep,"A man in black with eyes like coal, he took my baby and my soul". "Quiet girl", the watchman said, "conserve your strength or ye be dead", "There is no time for i must tell, he took my child and soul to hell", The blood did gush ,in puddles red. The poor young girl would soon be dead, "I must confess before i die, the one who conjured him was I"! I had no choice, my baby ill, I gave my soul, my heart ,my will. He stepped from shadows like a thief, and asked if i had no belief. My husband's dead.my family gone, do as you wish , I am your pawn. He took my baby , and with is knife,He stabbed me deep to take my life. And as he left i heard him tell, how my child would live in hell. A prince he'd be when he is grown, He'll sit beside the master's thr

Libra
Libra is the lover of the Zodiac. He seeks complementary energy - partnership, equilibrium, balance, harmony, and above all, love. Libra takes pleasure in people, words, art and beauty. There are so many joys, wonders and ways of expression. He wants to experience them all! Maybe that is why he is constantly falling in love. The opposite of Aries, who is on a quest to make his personal mark in the world, Libra is searching for connections with others. He attracts people and collects things because of his great fascination with everything he sees. He may seem acquisitive, or luxury loving, but he is merely fulfilling a deep need to appreciate the earth by gathering it close to himself. Libra creates balance in his life by making comparisons. He spends a great deal of time weighing out options, opinions and possibilities. Like a judge, he must choose the best, and this is sometimes a challenge! The tendency to vacillate on the part of Libra is his famous, and seemingly endless exer

Whatever
I am done with the fucking drama here... I'm done trying to support people who can't get their heads outta their asses. I'm FUCKING DONE! MY WHOLE ENTIRE ACCOUNT WILL BE DELETED AT THE END OF THE MONTH. Ya know... sometimes you just need to rant... I really hate CT however... it's a way to get numbers for my shows... honestly... it's bullshit... maybe I'm pmsing but I really don't care... just felt like ranting... and what's with the blasts? this is my first time... yea right!! that's why I've seen you a few times over the last 2 months with different pics and different wording... morons... it's more like... look at me, I'm a slut! C'mon... grow a brain! I'm done now Instead of tagging all of you, I can say it here... THANK YOU!!!!

Almost Deleted
I stay very calm Until it gets real I get lots of offers Many emotions To peel I love when we Are joking Taking dirty too Or sometimes Just chatting I love whatever We do Yes, this is About you But about You and you too I want one person To feel better And it just might Be you So smile, relax Strap yourself in For the ride When it gets Really real You will feel Me inside

Erotica
OK, this is one I wrote a long time ago (about 5 years or more...I will hopefully be posting some more current ones here. THIS IS JUST FANTASY, TOTAL FICTION To You, God, anytime you're gone, I yearn for you. I miss your body, your broad shoulders and narrow hips. I get wet just thinking about your caress. Remember our last encounter, let me relive it for you. I was laying on my stomach, naked on the bed, when you came in, I feigned sleep just to see what you would do. My head was turned away from you, so you didn't see me smile when I heard your clothes hit the floor. I felt your gaze burning into my bare skin and it was all I could do to keep pretending slumber. Your feet made the slightest whisper across the carpet as you approached the bed. Your breath was deep, ragged, and hot against the back of my neck as I felt you kiss your way down between my shoulder blades , gently along every vertebrae in my spine. My breasts were swelling and hardening, almost against thei

I Hate Being Sick
Hey everyone I know they say that chicken soup, or medicine will get rid of a cold fast. But I think it is Love that does the trick and if ever a time, it would be now I am sick and I have too much stuff to do to be this sick. So have a heart and send me your love please.

When Depression Owns The Heart
When Depression Owns the Heart A depression so deep it finds a way into the Soul, and travels through every pore of your Heart. A depression so large it encompasses every bit of your Reality, and leaves Reality a cloudy memory. A depression so dense it compresses every will you once had, and bows you down to accept it as it's own. A depression so devious it takes you piece by piece, and consumes each piece day by day. A depression so truly disheartening, and leaves you no other emotions. A depression so dangerous, and kills, everything, inside, of you.

Another Womans Prayer
Another Womans Prayer Dear Lord.. I pray for... Wisdom- To understand a man Love...... To Forgive Him And Patience...For his moods Because Lord if I pray for strength.. I'll just beat him too death! My Daily Prayer 'Oh Lord' Grant me the serenity to accept the things I cannot change. The courage to change the things I cannot accept, And the wisdom to hide the bodies of those People I had to kill today that pissed me off !! AMEN

Contests
Since being on CherryTap, I have been in a number of contests. I lost all but one, it was the Evil Overlord contest I won...LOL... To me, it isn't about the winning, I know, sounds like bullshit but it's not. I don't expect to win, that's how it works here...we all know that. Usually it's the same ones who win. To me it's the exposure I get in these contests and the friend requests I receive. The more exposure, the more I may be able to help others if I possibly can. I'm in a contest for "Dark Morph". If you would like to vote for me then I would appreciate it very much. I know that some of us have the same friends on our lists and sometimes it's hard to cast a vote. My link to the contest is at the bottom of the page. If you hit the link it will bring you to my morph in the contest. There are other very good morphs in this contest. Vote for the one you think is the best. Don't just vote for me because you're my friend. I know, you are probably thinking this guy is nuts. But as I

Just Read This.....
I love my TNR family.....I really do....I have never been so into computers untill I met all you cool ass people! I really hate to see all the drama and wierd shit going down. I want TNR and the people in it to never change....and for those of you fighting (and you know who you are) please stop!!! It is so unfair and we are placed in the middle of it. I loke you all and the lounge has my support to the fullest!!! So as my Jamie would say "to lookin like a movie star, partying like a rock star and fuckin like a pornstar" *takes a shot*.....keep on rawkin bitches!!!!

Dont U Hate It?????
THEY WILL ALWAYS BELIEVE HIS STORY!!!!! SO WHY IN THE HELL DONT PEOPLE MIND THEIR OWN BUSINESS INSTEAD OF LEAVING NASTY MESSAGES AND COMMENTS. THERE IS ALWAYS MORE THAN ONE PERSON THAT GETS HURT. SO BEFORE ANYONE LEAVES NASTY COMMENTS AND MESSAGES ON SOMEONE THEY DONT EVEN KNOW OR HAVE NEVER TALKED TOS PROFILE GET BOTH SIDES OF THE STORY. THERES ONLY ONE TRUE JUDGE. REMEMBER THAT!!!!!!!!!

Alone From
Alone from childhood's hour I have not been as others were~I have not seen as others saw~I could not bring my passions from a common spring~from the source I have not taken my sorrow~I could not awaken my heart to joy at the same tone~And all I loved~I loved alone~Then~in my childhood~in the dawn of a most stormy life~was drawn from ev'ry depth of good and ill the mystery which bonds me still~from the torrent, or the fountain~from the red cliff of the mountain~from the sun that round me roll'd in its autumn tint of gold~from the lighting of the sky as it pass'd me flying by~from the thunder, and the storm~and the cloud that took the form.

Aww Look
SO I POP ON AND LOOK GEE I VIEWED MYSELF AND I EVEN RATED MYSELF A 1 I GUES PIG SEXYMAMA THE FUCKING PRE OP TRANNY AND DUMB ASS RACIST SKIN HEAD LIVING OFF MOMMY AND ANGEL BABY WHITE RIDER GOT BORED YET AGAIN THE BROADS ON WELFARE AND HES IN HIS MOTHERS BASEMENT FOR CHRISTS SAKES ONE DAY IF THEY GOT OFF THEIR LAZY ASSES MAYBE THEY COULD BE PRODUCTIVE BUT I DOUBT IT ONCE WHITE TRASH ALWAYS WHITE TRASH NEXT TIME TRY THE AGE AND BDAY CORRECT YOU STUPID FUCKING DUMB ASS SKIN HEAD AND YOU WELFARE LIVING TWAT BUT HEY HAVE A GREAT DAY SO SINCE WIL BURDICK HAS TO KEEP SAYING MY REAL NAME WELL ITS UP THERE SO NO ONE WONDERS AND HIS WHORE MEGAN BUTTRAM (THE PRE OP TRANNY LMFAO ILL NEVER FEEL BAD HAVING 2 FIRST NAMES AFTER THESE 2 MORONS DICK AND BUTTRAM (THE PRE OP TRANNY)I GUESS ITS OK I PUT THERES IN HERE SO WIL GET BACK TO MOMMYS BASEMENT AND BE MORE CREATIVE AND MEGAN GET BACK ON THAT GOVT CHEESE LINE AND HAVE A CHERRY FUCKIN DAY ps megan buttram (YA PRE OP TRANNY)since u saw it fit to cha

You Do You Think?
Remember this? Thought you might be interested in this forgotten bit of information.......... It was 1987! At a lecture the other day they were playing an old news video of Lt.Col. Oliver North testifying at the Iran-Contra hearings during the Reagan Administration. There was Ollie in front of God and country getting the third degree, but what he said was stunning! He was being drilled by a senator; "Did you not recently spend close to $60,000 for a home security system?" Ollie replied, "Yes, I did, Sir." The senator continued, trying to get a laugh out of the audience, "Isn't that just a little excessive?" "No, sir," continued Ollie. "No? And why not?" the senator asked. "Because the lives of my family and I were threatened, sir." "Threatened? By whom?" the senator questioned. "By a terrorist, sir" Ollie answered. "Terrorist? What terrorist could possibly scare you that much?" "His name is Osama bin Laden, sir" Ollie replied. At this point the senator tried to repeat the name, but cou

Good With Your Hands
You are suave. You are attractive both psyically and mentally. You use your abilities to attract anyone you desire. 'What is your seduction style?' at QuizUniverse.com Your BishopBondage PositionYou're so very spread, exposed, vulnerable. Just right for my nasty rubber flogger.How would you be tied up?Take the Bishop Bondage Test(only 4 questions)

Quiz
hey everyone come show your support. rate and comment this ladies. lets see whos the hottest milf . began on april 18 at 1am ends april 25 at 1am http://www.cherrytap.com/images.php?u=416903&albumid=314374 Body: THE RULES ARE SIMPLE. U ANSWER THE QUESTIONS HONESTLY BELOW AND SEND IT TO MY INBOX. THEN REPOST THIS AS "THE FREAK QUIZ" SO SOMEONE CAN ANSWER THE QUESTIONS FOR YOU. > > 1. Your Name: > > 2. Age: > > 3. Dick/Boob Size: > > 4. Favorite position (s) ? > > 5. Do you think i'm hot? > > 6. Would you have sex with me or make love? > > 7. Lights on or off? > > 8. Would you have to be drunk in order to be with me? > > 9. Would you take a shower with me? > > 10. Have you ever thought about making love to me? > > 11. Would you leave after or stay the night? > > 12. Do you like cuddling afterwards? > > 13. Condom or skin? > > 14. Do you give Oral pleasures? > > 15. Do you like to recieve Oral Pleasures? > > 16. Have se

Thanks Everyone
i wanted to thank everyone for the ratings and comments. yall are awesome thanks again amanda i thank everyone for the help on my first sday here . its an awesome site. hope yall enjoy my profile always amanda

My Bar Tab Is...?????
PLZ leave me a comment to let me know what your tab was.....Thanks Smoked pot -- $10 Did acid -- $5 Ever had sex at church -- $25 Woke up in the morning and did not know the person who was next to you-- $40 Had sex with someone on MySpace -- $25 Had sex for money -- $100 Ever had sex with the a Puerto Rican -- $20 Vandalized something -- $20 Had sex on your parents' bed -- $10 Beat up someone -- $20 Been jumped -- $10 Crossed dressed -- $10 Given money to stripper -- $25 Been in love with a stripper -- $20 Kissed some one who's name you didn't know --$10 Hit on some one of the same sex while at work-- $15 Ever drive drunk -- $20 Ever got drunk at work, or went to work while still drunk -- $50 Used toys while having sex -- $30 Got drunk, passed out and don't remember the night before -- $20 Went skinny dipping -- $5 Had sex in a pool -- $20 Kissed someone of the same sex -- $10 Had sex with someone of the same

Zodiac Signs
Astrology, the study of how events on earth correspond to the positions and movements of astronomical bodies, particularly the sun, moon, planets, and stars. Astrologers believe that the position of astronomical bodies at the exact moment of a persons birth and the subsequent movements of the bodies reflect that persons character and, therefore, destiny. For many years, scientists have rejected the principles of astrology. However, millions of people continue to believe in or practice it. Astrologers create charts called horoscopes, which map the position of astronomical bodies at certain times, such as when a person is born. A horoscope is illustrated by a circle, called the ecliptic. The ecliptic is the plane on which the earth orbits around the sun in a year. It is divided into twelve sections, called the signs of the Zodiac, which include Aries, Taurus, Gemini, Cancer, Leo, Virgo, Libra, Scorpio, Sagittarius, Capricorn, Aquarius, and Pisces. Astrologers assign every planet (whic

Song Lyrics
She Talks To Angels She never mentions the word addiction In certain company Yes, shell tell you shes an orphan After you meet her family She paints her eyes as black as night, now Pulls those shades down tight Yeah, she gives a smile when the pain comes, The pains gonna make everything alright Says she talks to angels, They call her out by her name She talks to angels, Says they call her out by her name She keeps a lock of hair in her pocket She wears a cross around her neck Yes, the hair is from a little boy And the cross is someone she has not met, not yet Says she talks to angels, Says they all know her name Oh yeah, she talks to angels, Says they call her out by her name She dont know no lover, None that I ever seen Yes, to her that aint nothing But to me, yeah me, Its everything She paints her eyes as black as night now She pulls those shades down tight Oh yeah, theres

Idk About Anything Anymore
Have you ever felt like theres nothin left for you in your life? Well i guess thats how i feel now after a long and fruitful relationship went sour. But i guess thats just how life works....one minute everythings great and the next your in a heep on the floor with nothin around you but the dirt under your shoes. Well i think this is gonna be my last post on this lame ass sight cause it wasnt worth bein on in the first place.

The Tear That Never Fell
The Tear That Never Fell The tear that never fell is still in my eye today. This tear appeared for one reason and one reason only, this tear appeared because of you. You said, "a promise should never die" and you could hold on to that promise no matter what! The tear came when the person who told me to never let the promise die... died! this person was you. The promise was to always love and cherish you. I always loved and cherished you and I still do. But that tear that came when you died is still in my eye. I need this tear to fall so I may continue loving and cherishing you... without grief.

Let The Tears Flow
Let the tears flow Many times tears are shed, does it make us dead? Life, that - tears can create, for that, tears you should not hate... So let the tears just rain, get released from your pain... In the stone, roses can grow, just feed them, let the tears flow... Shelter the roses in love and care, even out from stone, grow, they dare...

Serge Evangelistra
CANDIA, N.H. -- A person was killed in a crash early Friday morning in Candia when his car left the road and collided with a tree. Police said Serge Evangelista Jr., 24, of Raymond, N.H., was pronounced dead at the scene. Officers said Evangelista failed to negotiate a curve on Route 43 and lost control of the vehicle. No one else was in the car. Investigators said that a Candia police officer had attempted to stop Evangelista in connection with driving erratically a few minutes before the crash, but the officer ended the chase because of hazardous road conditions Route 43, also known as Deerfield Road, was closed for several hours while the crash was investigated. Plz copy and paste to see video clip of car in the tree............... http://www.wmur.com/news/11092529/detail.html

My Soul
I am submissive, You Dominant, Together we will become one, You will guide me on a journey, A voyage of discovery, These ropes you bind me with, Are attached to your heart, The very core of your being, You will not cause me pain, You will reside in my imagination, Together with our fantasies, You will make every nerve in my body scream pleasure, You will become master of my mind, My heart, My soul, My body

Chili Cook Off
True" Friendship (None of that Sissy Crap) Are you tired of those sissy "friendship" poems that always sound good But never actually come close to reality? Well, here is a series of promises that actually speak of true friendship. You will see no cutesy little smiley faces on this card- just the stone cold truth of our great friendship. ___________________________ 1. When you are sad -- I will help you get drunk and plot revenge against the sorry bastard who made you sad. 2. When you are blue -- I will try to dislodge whatever you're choking on. 3. When you smile -- I will know you finally got laid. 4. When you are scared -- I will rag on you about it every chance I get. 5. When you are worried -- I will tell you horrible stories about how much worse it could be until you quit whining. 6. When you are confused -- I will use little words. 7. When you are sick -- Stay the hell away from me until you are well again. I don't

Because Of Someone Believing In Me
Beauty within is the greatest find Loving the soul and the mind Knowing that one is beyond value Loving this way is the best we can do Seeking the light that cuts through the dark Feeling the thrill and as light as a lark Soaring high on the winds of fate Knowing that one smile makes us feel great Anticipation and the sound of the voice Love beyond all others makes the soul rejoice Finding that one who is our greatest friend Gives us life worth living forever without end By R . Thomas Dinsmore The value is such as it is seen Nothing known when one is green For only the pain can let us know The cost of love that to show A heart that breaks for lack there of Missing the gift from heaven above For nothing does part but love lost The loss is such beyond all cost Only the soul that aches so true Can appreciate a love found new One who knows it may pass away Will cherish the gift each and every day A fragile thing love will always be Something beyond

Today I Had This Urge.
Today i had this urge The urge to call someone When i awoke from this urge I realized There was on one to call No one to express my love to There was no one to talk to No one i could share my heart with So i sink into myself once again This place i am used to The quiet inside Love so pure And the innocent fear the world A place of solace Away from the coldness No humans there Not to see With eyes closed I enter myself

My Love
My heart takes flight When I gaze into your eyes My soul soars higher and higher In amazed delight All that I am, is all there for you You take me higher Then I ever knew I could go Dreaming of placing my soul in your hands Remembering in wonder How I strove to meet your commands Wanting to please you again and again Waiting in bliss to hear your demands Never release me My Master, my Love You so complete me and make me feel loved Two halves that were searching Have now become one A melding so complete.. It shall never be undone I promise to give you my heart, mind, body and soul Together we two will always be whole

Kris73
Not that it really bothers me that much but just thought i would throw this ? out. Why do guys when they find out that u are taken instantly stop talking to you?? I mean I know this is a singles site but you dont have to be so rude. Just my thoughts. I want to thank echo angel for showin me cherrytap!!! You all stop by and see me and drop me a line or two or add me!! Nice to meet everyone Hey guys just got my sis hooked up here go show her some cherry love please misty23 she's a sweet girl just like her sis lol thanks guys

Jesus Vs. Satan
Jesus and Satan were having an on-going argument about who was better on the computer. They had been going at it for days, and frankly God was tired of hearing all the bickering. Finally fed up, God said, "THAT'S IT! I have had enough. I am going to set up a test that will run for two hours, and from those results, I will judge who does the better job." So Satan and Jesus sat down at the keyboards and typed away. They moused... They faxed... They e-mailed... They e-mailed with attachments. They downloaded... They did spreadsheets! They wrote reports... They created labels and cards... They created charts and graphs... They did some genealogy reports.. They did every job known to man... Jesus worked with heavenly efficiency, and Satan was faster than where he lives . Then, ten minutes before their time was up, lightning suddenly flashed across the sky, thunder rolled, rain poured, and, of course, the power went off! Satan stared

I Will...........
i will.......always submit to You, Master i will.......always serve You to my best, Master i will.......always be honest with You, Master i will.......come to You with my concerns or questions i will.......always keep my mind open to new things i will.......always love You with my entire heart, soul & body.

Death Trap
Death Trap Don't fall too deep Into the death trap There is nothing to gain And everything to lose You get attached To people you don't know Only to get hurt For their stupid show Your mind gets boggled With thoughts that aren't there Your heart gets crushed Just so they can snicker Just like many others Do not fall too deep Into your death trap

Honesty
Ok so we have this little thing called the internet. Then comes profile websites and all that fun bullshit. Well ok so what happened to being truthful online or offline. If you have a boyfriend or a girlfriend why go looking for someone else. If you are unhappy in your current situation get the FUCK out of it. Don't go dragging another woman or man into it so they too get hurt in the process. I am done with the fucking games men and women play online. If you tell someone your single then damn it be fucking single. Why be unfaithful and dishonest, isn't it easier to just be upfront and face the truth. It has really become quite annoying having hooked up men talk to me and try to fill my head full of lies. I am by far not perfect and don't expect perfection but being honest isnt expecting perfection. Ok I am hopping off my soap box now.

Firefighters
Firefighters are those crazy people who run into a burning building when all others are running out. Firefighters are those people who wake up in the middle of the night to help an old lady, who fell out of bed. Firefighters are those people who work on half eaten meals because someone needed their help. Firefighters are those people who have a second family that seems just like a first family. Firefighters are those people who never usually get thanked for doing such a good job. Firefighters are those people who have to deal with people dying and people getting hurt. Firefighters are those people who have hearts bigger than the whole universe. Firefighters are those people who are always there in a moments notice when someone needs help. Firefighters are those people who may seem scary to little kids. Firefighters are those heroes that little kids always say that they want to be when they grow up. Firefighters are those people who are the unsung heroes.

Fuck It
WHY THE FUCK DO I SEEM TO ALWAYS SCREW EVERYTHING UP IN MY LIFE...I MUST BE A BORN FUCK UP OR SOMETHING!!! JUST SICK AND TIRED OF ALOT SHIT....I DON'T EVEN KNOW WHY I'M TYPING ALL THIS BULLSHIT!!! FUCK IT!!!!!!!!

Dangerously...
So... I am the kind of girl that tends to wear her heart on her sleeve. I fall in love very easily. I trust very easily, as I feel that everyone is honest and has no reason to lie to me. When I love, I love with all that I am and all that I have. I will stop at nothing to make sure that the man I love has everything he needs and wants in life. I am true to him and him only. I do my best to be a one man woman. I am proud of the fact that I am just that. I have fallen in love. It is scary and all together wonderful. I feel like I never want to be with anyone else but this man. He makes me feel like I am the most beautiful woman on the planet. He is real and good. Simply amazing. I can't wait to hear his voice every single day. I smile at the very thought of him. I hate hearing disappointment in his voice or thinking that there is nothing I can do to make his bad day better. I trust him. I know that he has the potential to break me into a million little pieces, but I feel that even if

Afscme -- 75 Years Of History
AFSCME: 75 Years of History Fighting For Civil Service In 1932, as the country suffered through the worst economic depression in its history, a small group of white-collar, professional state employees met in Madison, Wisconsin. They formed the Wisconsin State Administrative, Clerical, Fiscal and Technical Employees Association (which soon became the Wisconsin State Employees Association). The leader of the group, Col. A.E. Garey, was the director of the state Civil Service system, and the reason for the group's creation was simple: basic survival. Wisconsin state employees held their jobs based on competitive civil service examinations and there was genuine fear that state politicians might attempt to return to a political patronage, or "spoils" system. In the November, 1932 elections, Democrats in Wisconsin rode Franklin D. Roosevelt's coattails into office. And sure enough, in January, 1933 a Democratic senator introduced a bill in the state legislature that would dismantle

Bonedaddy's Screaming Skull
The haunted house behind your eyes, firelight and smoke disguise The Siren's call that is your face distracts me from your darker place. The things you do and things you use. The things you've stole and things you lose. Are all these just the foul of youth? Or some sign of future truth? Familiar scenes you bring to mind. Phantom ways that strike me blind. For the snare lies steps ahead, yet more mistakes won't raise my dead. Your tomorrows can't heal my past. For the dawn of day will surely last and every night it only bleeds from every corpse of hope it feeds. So whose addiction is for worse? Be it chemicals or wretched curse? Be it my shorn psychology? Or the life lies you choose to see? In days now past there lies a man much different from I but known as the same much happier then, than as I remain As year's wheel spins Autumnal flame. A flickering flame cast umber still with haunted thoughts my mind doth fill

This Is A Story Of A Girl
1. Your Name: 2. Age: 3. Favorite position (s)? 4. Do you think I'm hot? 5. Would you have sex with me? 6. lights on or off? 7. Would you have to be drunk? 8. Would you take a shower with me? 9. Have you ever thought about having sex with me? 10. Would you leave after or stay the night? 11. Do you like cuddling afterwards? 12. Condom or skin? 13. Do you give Oral pleasures? 14. Do you like to receive Oral Pleasures? 15. Have sex on the first date? 16. Would you kiss me during sex? 17. Do you think I would be good in bed? 18. Threesome? 20. How many times would you like to cum? 21. Would you use me as a booty call? 21. Can I use you as a booty call? 22. Do you like foreplay? 23. What is foreplay to you? 24. Can we take pictures of the act? 25. Will you post this so I can fill it out for you? my life just keeps getting more complicated as each day passes by. Ive been single for about 4 months now, and sometimes i thi

Life Of The Firefighter Family
We as a family are so happy now. Are family is fixing the problems example of bad marriages and going into great marriages. Next thing this is someone in this family who deserve to have children and for some stupid reason other person took that change away from her by a car crash. So this firefighter family is a normal working family. As a family, we have come close twice of losing the person we love. One of our own was in a car crash and the same person was in an abuse marriage. So right now one of our family members is get a divorce from her soon to be ex husband. So as we get our family has been strong and there are days that everyone of our family just wants it all to end and then we remember how much Thumpress has fought to keep this family a working family and it dies as quickly as it was thought up. Thumpress is our hero and angel and we hope she will have a happy new life. And we just found out when the new one will be added to a family who he is marry the person we 100% care a

Support Our Troops
THINGS THE MEDIA MISSED- Armed American Troops Force Iraqi's to Seesaw Until They Talk! Iraqi Child Bites GI In Self Defense After Obvious Torture ! GI Falls Asleep On Duty While Using Iraqi Child As Body Armor! GI Overheard to say " Talk or I'll tickle you till you pee!" More Evidence Of Failed US Intelligence Policy. Soldier Attempts to Eat Iraqi Child ! Clear Evidence of Forced Labor by Troops! Iraqi's Grateful That American Forces Did Not Open Fire During Soccer Game ! Soldier Caught At "Tickle-Torture" To Extract Intelligence! GI Forces Iraqi Child To Hang By Fingertips! No comment here. There's nothing funny about this one.

Beyond
Red Sun Red sun setting, o'er the mound, Where my father's father lies. Testiment of blood once spilled. 'Neath a clear, blue August sky. Appalachian Mountains heard, Pain filled whails of greed and war. Now, those wretched echos sound, Along those ridges, ever more. Thunder sounds eternally, For those battles fought, For thee and me. Sacred land for ever more, Blessed by the blood of the Cherokee. Red sun setting on the mound, Where my father's father lies, Spirits dancing in the mist, 'Neath a purple Autumn sky. In memory of Gram, Dad, and Bill ~Cherokee~ ©1998 Beyond the realm of this world, there is a "Reality", and it is known, by those who believe, as "GOD". There would be no reason to exist, were there not this "Reality", for then there would be no reward for all we suffer here. As the Bible speaks of "Heaven" and "Hell", it is my own belief that all lessons learned on my journey through life, bring me closer to the "

Fight Against Child Abuse
SOME OF THESE PICTURES ARE VERY DISTURBING BUT THEY ARE REALITY.... PREVENTING CHILD ABUSE STARTS WITH YOU.... AND YOUR AWARENESS OF IT....BE AWARE OF THE SIGNS...... LIKE BEING DISTANT.... WANTING TO BE ALONE...... COWARDING AWAY...... NOT WANTING TO GET CLOSE ....ANYTHING OUT OF THE ORDINARY FROM THE NORMAL ACTIONS.... http://www.childabuseawareness.com/

13 Winters Shows
My band 13 Winters upcoming shows May 12, Pub 33- Lewsiton, Maine June 9, Paganstock @ the Paganstock Fairgrounds- Bangor, Michigan June 21, The Compound, Fitchburg, Massachusettes Oct 13, Gothicfest @ the Excalibur- Chicago, Illinois Many more shows to be added shortly.

New Hot Sex Postions
Ken and Barbie style - Neither partner is allowed to bend at the elbows or knees. Doggie style - The man attempts to do the impossible. Froggie style - Male and female partners in large spa. Male attempts to fertilise female using only the water as a transmission medium. For couples who don’t like each other much any more. Fish style - same as Froggie style, but neither partner may use their arms or legs. Mummy and Daddy Love Each Other Very Much, And Hug Each Other in A Special Way style - The only position in this list you won’t be embarrassed to tell the kids about when they're five. Style style - Sex with a Vogue Living editor. Crouch position - Each partner crouches down on the ground, then simultaneously leaps up, and attempts to couple whilst in mid-air. Couch position - Same as the crouch position, but starting at opposite ends of the living room couch. Ouch position - Usual outcome of the crouch position. Lazy Susan style - Susan goes to sleep. Russian style - Partne

R.i.p. Babyboy
OF ALL THE THINGS THAT GO WRONG IN LIFE- I STILL DO NOT UNDERSTAND WHY GOD TOOK YOU BUT I DO NOT JUDGE WHAT HE DOES. HE KNOWS BEST- AND THIS WORLD REALLY DOES NEED TO SHAPE UP BEFORE ANYMORE BABIES ARE BORN- KEITH - MOMMY LOVES YOU AND MISSES YOU SO BAD- I WONDER DAILY HOWE YOU WOULD BE AND WHO YOUR FAVORITE TEAMS WOULD BE AND IF YOU WOULD BE PLAYING LITTLE LEAGUE BALL IN SCHOOL- I ALSO CAN LOOK AT THE 4 I HAVE HERE AND KNOW YOU WOULD BE ADORABLE TOO- JUST LIKE YOUR SIBLINGS. I MISS YOU BABYBOY- YOUR MOMMY'S LIL ANGEL IN HEAVEN. THIS IS MY BABY BOY KEITH ALLEN- BORN 11-21-99- PASSED AWAY 11-21-99. MOMMY WILL ALWAYS LOVE YOU AND MISS YOU. YOU ARE MY PRECIOUS ANGEL IN HEAVEN WATCHING OVER ME AND YOUR BROTHER AND SISTERS AND WE ALL WILL MEET AGAIN IN HEAVEN.

Respect
A Word About Respect: With a modest and unassuming attitude, offer respect where it is due. o "Respect" does not mean "submission." Granting others the place they have chosen for themselves does not make you indebted to them, nor does it indicate your full agreement with their ways. o Don't use respect as a "gift." Simply offer it. o Don't use respect as a "weapon." Those who don't deserve your respect will lose it, but it shouldn't be dangled like a carrot. The idea that everyone must work to "earn" your respect is disrespectful in itself. Everyone deserves respect unless they prove themselves unworthy of it. o Always use the proper form of address in BDSM spaces. No one but your Master needs to be addressed as "Master." However, all Masters and Dominants should be addressed as "Ma'am" or "Sir" regardless of their age, their experience or how you personally feel about them. If they

Frozen Crabs
A man boarded an airplane in St. John's with a box of frozen crabs. A female crew member took it and promised to put it in the crew's Refrigerator, which she did. Shortly before landing, try as she might, she couldn't remember Who gave her the package, so she announced to the entire cabin ... "Would the gentleman who gave me the crabs in St. John's please Raise your hand?" Not one hand went up. So she took them home and ate them herself. he he he !! Tc n peace..Boo

General
&so the TOOL show was damn amazing. tracee & i made our way to the floor where we promptly got our asses kicked; forced our way up to the front, maybe seven feet from the stage. they opened with Stinkfist. i had already lost my cigarettes by the second song & got prettty crazy. we'd downed a bottle of Jack Daniels on the way downtown & i had a small somethingelse. midway through the show i got hit in the face with what i now believe was some kind of glass bottle. threw me off as i was already pretty messed up. the show was amazing. tracee crowd surfed & i couldn't stop moving. so much fun. we were really close. mad girl's lovesong Category: Writing and Poetry i can hear the trains outside, roaring passed us toward some random destination. i am sleepless again; insomnia or something maybe, maybe just unable to turn my mind off. i've been debating drinking the bit of whiskey i somehow have managed to save that's in my bedside table; smoked my last cigarette an hour ago so it won't h

Crazy
This sounds like something the southern rednecks would do!!! HAHAHAHAHAHA >> >> >> >> DUI - UPPER MICHIGAN STYLE >> >> Only a person in Upper Michigan could think of this. >> >> From the county where drunk driving is considered a sport, comes this >> true story. >> >> Recently a routine police patrol parked outside a bar in Escanaba , >> Michigan . >> After last call, the officer noticed a man leaving the bar so >> apparently intoxicated that he could barely walk. >> The man stumbled around the parking lot for a few minutes, with the >> officer quietly observing. After what seemed an eternity >>in which he tried his keys on five different vehicles, the man managed to >>find his car and fall into it. >> He sat there for a few minutes as a number of other patrons left the >> bar and drove off. Finally he started the car, switched the wipers on and >> off--it was a fine, dry summer night--, flicked the blinkers on and off a >>

Dig A Little Deeper
...before our way ward children ~ before the political wars ~ after sounds of bop & jazz ~ when new generations where born ~ a man with many names and faces ~ romed to all those Far off places ~ and spun the tales that began the search for our selves ~ drifting and trying in vail ~ to grab hold of the meaning of life ~ and all of it's dreaming... DIG ALITTLE DEEPER WHY DON'T YOU NOW ~ FOR ALL YOU HAVE LEAREDIN THE PAST IS IRRELEVANT ~ FORGET THE RULES ~ THE NEW RULE IS EVERYTHING GOES ~ FORGET WHAT SOCIETY HAS TOLD YOU IS CLEAN ~ ALL THAT WAS DIRTY IS NOW DEEMED CLEAN ~ DIG A LITTLE DEEEPER AND SET YOUR HIDDEN DESIRES FREE ~ FEEL NO SHAME ~ EVERYTHING IS NOT AS IT SEEMS ~ LET GO F YOUR FEARS ~ CRAVE ONLY WHAT YOU DESIRE ~ SEARCH DEEP AND BRING BACK ALL THAT YOU WHERE FORCED TO PUSH AWAY ~ DON'T GET CAUGHT UP IN THE GAME ~ IS BECAUSE IT'S JUST THAT ~ A GAME ~ AND IT HAS NOTHING TO DO WITH LIFE

Just On My Mind
Some people really piss me off. Seriously. those who play games with peoples minds and pretend to be something or someone that they are not, really tick me off. I mean, I get that this is the internet, a fantasy world. But when you take things farther than just a www page, try and be real with people. And you know, when you catch these people at their little games of deception, it absolutely infuriates me that they have the nerve to turn around and apologize for something that they know that they are not sorry for in the least little bit. It escapes my vocabulary on how to describe exactly how angry this makes me. Don't complain to me of other crazy people when you, yourself, obviously have something not to sane going on with your own mind. Stop fucking with me. When you become real and want to show me exactly who you are, then come talk to me, otherwise, leave me the hell alone. I hate mother fucking fake ass people! Hot Guys, If you think you are hot, sexy, good looking, e

Work
i dont know why i am writing this but hell i have put in 29 hours in a 100 degree heat in three days probably going to get between 40 and 45 hrs this week and its not suppose to cool off atall been out of work for 2 weeks and going got a lounge up and going if you want to check it out there will be a link in here i hope still done know weather i need surgrey on my knee or not hopefully will know by the end of the week well if anyone has anyquestion you know how to get ahold of me just letting all my friends knowthat i am out of work for a freakin week due to severe knee problems

Drunk Minds...speak Sober Thoughts
I saw the perfect graphic tonight I mean seriously what DO you do when the only one who can make you stop crying is the one who made you cry? You try everything you can to make everyone think you're not broken when everyone sees that you are.You keep going as though nothing ever happened wearing that fake grin saying how much better off you are without them when deep inside you...you wonder how they are and if they think of you. When did "I'll love you forever" become "I'll love you if?" when did "I'm in love with you" become something that you can just turn off? These days the word LOVE is just tossed around like it has no real meaning it's just something people say to get what they need at that particular moment.I'm not sure that most people understand the impact that one little phrase can have on a person's life it's like a saving grace...a finality on a long life of pain.. a new hope of something and someone to believe in, but what happens to that person when the one they thought

Flame's Fantasy
~To Be As She~ It is a night of sorrow, a song of ethereal pain, wolves vent their loneliness. The dark one wakens. Wisps of death shrouds her pale form, an eternal wanting. Her silken hair cascades over fragile milk-white shoulders, and her full blood red lips part slightly, to taste the life streaming from the pale flesh beneath her. Now a night of new life, I rise.

Horoscopes
Virgo men leans to perfectionism and needs to know they play a major role in their lover’s life. Their dream is to have just one relationship for the entire lifetime, however they must be sure about the person they want to engage with before taking any decision. Right after that, they give their heart and soul. To Seduce a Virgo Man The type of woman who attracts the Virgo man in search of company always appears well groomed and conservatively dressed -- and, above all, has an air of propriety. They are very particular, and desire nothing short of perfection in their potential mates, which can leave them out in the cold more often than not. Good manners and good taste are essential for the consort of a Virgo man, as is a sense of personal responsibility. He can be slowly seduced by a woman who can makes herself useful to him in little ways that can make him feel as though he cannot get along without her assistance. A Virgo man's paradox is that while he is seeking the perfect per

About Me
[b][i]The Ultimate SEX Survey[/i][/b] by [url=http://www.pimp-my-profile.com/users/game_gurl69/]game_gurl69[/url] [i]Do you like it rough or sensual?:[/i] sensual [i]Do you prefer to be with the opposite sex or the same sex? or both?:[/i] opposite [i]How often do you like to have sex?:[/i] depends on who I am with [i]Is sex a top priority for you?:[/i] no [i]Do you have sex face to face with your partner?:[/i] yea [i]How often do you get drunk and have wild, crazy sexy with a complete stranger?:[/i] haven't in a very long time!! [i]How do you feel about one night stands?:[/i] don't care for them [i]How many one night stands have you had?:[/i] just a few [i]What's your favorite position?:[/i] any [i]Where's your favorite place to have sex?:[/i] almost anywhere [i]Do you prefer to make love or f*uck?:[/i] make love [i]Have you ever watched porn while having sex?:[/i] yes [i]How long do you usually fore-play b4 doing the deed?:[/i] not very long [i]Do you ge

Sex Quiz For Me
1.Would u fuck me? > answer: > > 2.What position would u ........ want me to have u in? > answer: > > 3.Would u give me head/eat me out? > answer: > > 4.Would u fuck me hard? > answer: > > 5.Would u fuck me the first night u met me? > answer: > > 6.Give me a naked pic? > answer: > > 7.Would u fuck me in the shower? > answer: > > 8.Would u hancuff me or tie me up 2 the bed and then fuck me? > answer: > > 9.Would u have a 3-some with me? > answer: > > 10.What makes u want 2 fuck me? > answer: > > 11.Would u talk dirty 2 me while we fucked? > answer: > > 12.Where would u fuck me @? > answer: > > 13.Would u fuck me in front of people? > answer: > > 14.Would u fuck me again and again? > answer: > > 15.Would u fuck me in the rain? > answer: > > 16.Would u mind if we fucked like ........ stars? > answer: > > 17.Would u have phone sex with me? > answer: > > 18.If i gave u my heart would u love it or let it go? > answer: > > 19.Would u fuck

Sexiest Lesbian/bisexual On Ct Contest
Alright Everyone I Am Having A Sexiest Lesbian/Bisexual On Ct Contest If Any Women Would Like To Enter My Contest Contact Me Fuccky ¢¾ Dj Sinisters Ct Wifey¢¾ Club F.A.R.@ CherryTAP Rules Are Anyone Under A 5 Can Not Vote I Do Mean That U Can Comment Yourself Comment Bombing Is Allowed Rates In Case Of A Tie Will Count The Contest Will Be On The 6/11 through 6/25 At 3pm(est) Good Luck All Who Enter Prizes Are As Followed 1st Place- Rolex 2nd Place- Diamond Ring 3rd Place- Diamond Earrings All Of The Gifts Will Be Awarded On A Happy Hour Tryst Lesbian Comments | Lesbian Personals Lesbian/Bi Myspace Comments Comments for Friends - MyPsace.org

A Master's Thoughts
As it is often important and often even necessary for one human being to have certainty and a clear understanding of the intentions, desires, motivations, and needs of another, I offer this testimony in trust and sincerity. I am a dominant man. I am just that. I am not dominant because of any superiority on my part. Not because I feel I am more intelligent, or wiser. I am not dominant because of the strength or mass of my body. I am not, nor would I want to be dominant with all women. Yet to you, I am Master. I am your Master only after earning your trust and I embrace your submissiveness. I have looked into your heart and mind and clearly see your desires and passions. You have thrown away your fears and inhibitions. You tell me of the needs of your heart and body. You have given me total access to your soul, and I accept the responsibility and honor. You are a woman. You are not weak or inferior because of it. You are a treasure to be cherished. We are not equal. I have t

Tests
www.howsexyareu.com/test.php?229755 You scored as Cinderella, Your alter ego is Cinderella! You often find yourself doing a lot of housework, but if you are patient, your hard work usually pays off. You are prone to losing things, so dont rush through everything.Cinderella88% Goofy81% Sleeping Beauty81% The Beast63% Pinocchio50% Peter Pan50% Cruella De Ville25% Snow White25% Ariel25% Donald Duck13% Which Disney Character is your Alter Ego?created with

Hurting-and Depressed-
Custom Comments and More @ † Dark Angel Designz † This is the only way i have to pay my respects to my baby boy- i cant get the graveside to talk to him- but he knows i love him. Keith Allen mommy has thought of you alot today, and i wish i could hold you one more time. But i know that is impossible, so here mommy is again- feeling down because i need you baby. I just want to feel my baby one more time in my arms - while i sing the same songs here to you as you fall asleep. theres doors to heaven i know- but until god brings mommy home- they will be closed for me. I cant see inside the window to your soul, but i feel the love from your heart everyday. i watch my kids play and i often wonder how they would feel if i were pass on and not be here- now i know- hurt- the same i do for you. my heart will never be whole. as long as i walk this earth and not ever see your precious face- i will be left in half- I MISS YOU SO MUCH BABY. cHANTEL ASK ME TONIGHT AT THE DINNER TABL

Nsfw Stuff
This is for everyone to copy, paste, fill out , and send to whomever. Anyone who is sick of the vanilla surveys out there everywhere. Simple Section: 1. would you fuck me? 2. would you be my fuck buddy? 3. would you eat me? 4. would you let me eat you? 5. would you stay all night, or bolt before dawn? 6. what positions would you fuck me in? Little Harder 7. would you fuck me in the ass? 8. would you let me fuck you in the ass? 9. would you tie me up? 10.can i tie you up? 11. will you wear makeup for me? 12. wear a skirt for me? 13. be my bitch? 14. make me your bitch? Fetish time 15. would you suck my toes? 16. let me suck yours? 17. ask me to suck mine while you watch? 18. let me jack you off with my feet? 19. cum all over my feet? 20. lick said cum off my feet? 21. watch me lick it off? 22. help me lick it off? More fetish 23. Would you cut me? 24. let me cut you? 25. drink my blood? 26. let me drink yours? 27. 3-way mmf with me? 28. 3-way mff

Music
im going to bed now its 12 11 am everybody have a good night did anybody watch guys chioce lastnight i did and disturbed got ballsiest band hell yeh how about that does anybody have the band disturbed on there profile i just need one song

Wack Job Of The Week
OK HERE WE GO WHACK JOB OF THE WEEK NOW HE CREATES ANOTHER ACCOUNT BUT ADMINS ANSWER TO HER IS BLOCK HIM THATS A BULLSHIT ANSWER FOR HER HES REALLY FREAKING HER OUT ONE ACCOUNT AFTER ANOTHER HE CREATES TWISTED FUCK SHE BEGS HIM TO LEAVE HER ALONE WHEN HE CAN GET A MESSAGE THROUGH I GUESS THE SICK FUCK THINKS ITS FUNNY OR SOMTHING JUST LOOK AT HIS PAGE U CAN SEE HES A NUT THIS HAS BEEN GOIN ON FOR 6 MONTHS SO FEEL FREE TO MAKE THIS NUTS LIFE HELL IF ANYONE WANTS TO THIS IS HIS REAL ACCOUNT Jo Joe@ CherryTAP THE NEXT 3 ARE HIS FAKES JUST LOOK AT THE WACKS REFERAL PATHS Shim@ CherryTAP Dough Boy@ CherryTAP who me@ CherryTAP ANY WOMEN ON HIS LIST WATCH OUT THIS GUY REALLY DOES HAVE A PROBLEM AND ADMIN SEEMS TO BE ENABLING IT

My Dark Poetry
“IN LOVE FOREVERMORE” BY:MICHELLE LEA VINSON AN ANGEL CAME TO ME WITHIN MY SLEEP SAYING; LONELINESS SHALL NO LONGER PREVAIL! MY HEART FELL INTO A SEA OF CLOUDS; FLUTTERING ALWAYS, AS IF A BUTTERFLY HAS TAKEN IT’S PLACE. LONELINESS I THOUGHT I HAD ONLY BEEN LOST; VANISHED AS THE DEW DROPS ON A MORNING GLORY. MY HEART HAS BEEN TAKEN BY A PRINCE; HE SAVED ME, HE IS MY KNIGHT IN SHINING ARMOR. DARKNESS ONCE CONQUERED ME, BUT NOW IT HAS ASCENDED; ONLY LOVE IS IN MY LIFE AND WITHIN THIS HEART OF MINE. HAPPINESS IS ALL I KNOW NOW. Michelle Vinson Copyright ©2007 Michelle Lea Vinson "Angels of Darkness" By Michelle Vinson Angels of darkness, deep within our creed. Buried within Hades… our graves can be found . Hades, our Heaven; Graves, our refuge. Immortal forever; Forever demons. We are The Shadows of the Night. Copyright ©2007 Michelle Lea Vinson "Lost Souls" By: Michelle Vinson Weary souls tired of this roaming; mea

"always In My Thoughts"
"Always In My Thoughts" Without you here, life's little moments has no color in them. I miss not being able to hold you so close than I can hear your heart beating next to mine. I miss not being able to kiss your lips and whisper in your ear "I love you." I miss not being able to hold your hand and feel your soft touch upon mine. I miss not being able to wake up and find you by my side. I miss not being able to see your laugh or comfort you when your sad. I miss you so much, that I would give up heaven, just to spend a minute with you. Most of all, I miss everyday your not here to look upon my eyes. The windows of the soul, and see in them and understand How much I really miss you and love you with all my heart

My Heart Cries For You
My Heart Cries For You I silently gazed out my window as daylight faded into darkness, and still, I thought of you. I envisioned images of you gazing in the distance while slowly tears ran down my cheeks, my body could no longer contain, the multitude of emotions flowing in and out of me. "Please don't cry" U uttered into the wind No matter, the many miles between us our hearts will be together again, this U promised Me.

Surrender
Surrender By SLAYER (C) 6/18/07 Trust Me with your heart. Place it in My hands, To crush or caress. Trust that I will not hurt you. Give it to Me because you desire Me to possess it, Not because it is My will. Trust Me with your mind. Place it in My hands, also, To destroy or reshape. Trust Me to mold it according to your needs Not simply to suit My own purposes. Trust Me with your body. It too, place in My hands. Mine, to batter or protect. Trust Me to keep you safe And to provide for you that which is needed to ensure your happiness. Trust Me with your very soul. Place it in My hands, as well. Lay it bare before Me, vulnerable to My will. Trust that I will guide you safely through the darkness protecting your interests at all times, regardless of My desires. Above all, trust Me with your complete and total surrender. Trust that I will honor and cherish your submission to Me. Trust that I will not abuse this gift That you so lovingly give to M

Things I Would Do If I Could Do Them
have you ever been single, non involved and not pining for anyone in particular... and suddenly wished you could lean agenst the person you love, touch their face, run your hand thorugh their hair, feel their arms around you, and tilt yr head up for just one little kiss? lol its an odd feeling :P Sometimes I feel a little down, like my heart just may break in two. There are three ways to help the pain go away: 1. Puppy Therapy—I can never cry with a cute little puppy begging for my attention. 2. Cuddles – loosing myself in a warm embrace calms my fears 3. The Rush Well, I did not have a puppy or anyone to cuddle, so I opted to explore the finer wonders that only the rush could give me. It was actually cool that Saturday morning. I woke up to a sweet breeze tickling my skin where the covers had rode up. I stretched and yawned, letting the first wave of grief wash over me. With a firm shake of my head, I got up and hopped into the shower. Not t

Unknown To All But A Few...
Your touch,like velvet draped across my skin, your eyes, soft and pure like the look and touchof a newborn baby, Kisses like fire burning their way into my soul, Arms, strong,always open like the oak tree sanding in the field I dream of you in, Your chest, protector of a precious heart, hard as stone when needed and soft as the petals of a rose whenever we speak, Your hands gentle as the rain, never trying to cause any pain. Your lips always full of song, your voice hypnotizing, like the spell you have me under, Touch me, look into my eyes, hold me closer, whisper sweetly into my ear, tell me everything that comes to mind. My Illusion, no longer a delusion, but a reality I can finally live in but not quite touch. Keep me close, I'll hold u closer, love me for who I am as I love you..... my Illusion.....

Relationships
Me and my best friend were recently talking and she was telling me how her and her boyfriend got into this huge fight and he told her that she tries to hard in their relationship. We are a little confused. Is it good to try to hard in a relationship to make sure that the other person is happy or not? Atleast shes trying to hard and not hard enough....right?

Just Incase You Were Wondering...
1. Sex is a beauty treatment. Scientific tests find that when women make love they produce amounts of the hormone estrogen, which makes hair shine and skin smooth. ============= 2. Gentle, relaxed lovemaking reduces your chances of suffering dermatitis, skin rashes and blemishes. The sweat produced cleanses the pores and makes your skin glow. ============= 3. Lovemaking can burn up those calories you piled on during that romantic dinner. ============= 4. Sex is one of the safest sports you can take up. It stretches and tones up just about every muscle in the body. It's more enjoyable than swimming 20 laps, and you don't need special sneakers! ============= 5. Sex is an instant cure for mild depression. It releases endorphins into the bloodstream, producing a sense of euphoria and leaving you with a feeling of well-being. ============= 6. The more sex you have, the more you will be offered. The sexually active body gives off greater quantities of chemicals

Good-bye
Roads of Love Traveling this road of memories past, Thinking of love that always should last. Giving your love and feelings with care, Then finding out their love was not there. Two sharing in love that you feel was the same, One shares in love and the other a game. Playing this game with love that will be, Surely will bring sadness to them you will see. The Love that is gone, they have no one to blame, Their feelings have changed and now it's a game. So traveling this road of Memories past, For some brings sadness that will always last. But the ones with love in their hearts that you know Will surely have happiness in their life as they go. Good-Bye Have you wondered why you shared in those past days, Given all your love and feelings in so many ways. Was your heart just longing for someone to care, Or just lonely cause no one was there. Feelings were shared from your heart you know, So much Love from feelings that did

My Trials And Tribulations Lol
You scored as threesome, your fantasy is a threesome. you would like to feel the best of both worlds during sex and you wouldn't mind your man having two women(as long as it's just for sex) threesome90% lesbian75% anal70% whips and chains60% romantic55% no fantasy10% what is your ultimate sexual fantasy? (for my ladies only)created with QuizFarm.com What Slavery Is What Slavery Is Not slavery is not about suffering . . . . . . slavery is about service. slavery is not about humiliation . . . . . . slavery is about humility. slavery is not about pain . . . . . . slavery is about being present. slavery is not about being used . . . . . . slavery is about being of use. slavery is not about control . . . . . . slavery is about letting go. slavery is not about what is done to you . . . . . . slavery is about what you do for others. slavery is not about abuse . . . . . . slavery is about acceptance. slavery is not about proving anything . . . . . . slavery

Santini In Chill Magazine!
To any who may be interested, On Steve Santini's official website at www.thedarkmaster.com there is a new link off the main page to a brand new feature article about Santini and his extreme escapology career that ran in this month's CHILL magazine. CHILL is a magazine published and distributed by the Canadian retail chain known as "The Beer Store". Specializing in features and interviews with high profile Canadian sports and entertainment figures, previous issues of CHILL have profiled the likes of Will Farrell, Jim Carey, Mike Myers, and numerous other famous Canadian personalities. Enjoy the read!

New Pics
Hey guys...Babes.....just uploaded a whole new group of pics...Take a look and if you wanna see the good ones...well, you better fan me, friend me and rate the page...or no dice. Hey Ladies, how would you like to feel leather between your legs...Still need some hot new honeys for pics

When You're Gone
"Far Away" This time, This place Misused, Mistakes Too long, Too late Who was I to make you wait Just one chance Just one breath Just in case there's just one left 'Cause you know, you know, you know [CHORUS] That I love you I have loved you all along And I miss you Been far away for far too long I keep dreaming you'll be with me and you'll never go Stop breathing if I don't see you anymore On my knees, I'll ask Last chance for one last dance 'Cause with you, I'd withstand All of hell to hold your hand I'd give it all I'd give for us Give anything but I won't give up 'Cause you know, you know, you know [CHORUS] So far away Been far away for far too long So far away Been far away for far too long But you know, you know, you know I wanted I wanted you to stay 'Cause I needed I need to hear you say That I love you I have loved you all along And I forgive you For being away for far too long So keep breathing 'Cause I'm not leaving you

Life.....
I think im losing it anyone whoknows should be trying to help but they seem to be having fun ...even thogh i have given everything i got to be kool with them our helthem when they needed to all u freakin people out there on my friends list who dont talk to me or got nothing good to say why the hell did u wanna be my friend or make comments? what the fuck is the point? u want points ask the guys runnin this joint if i can give u mine i dont need them......i am tired of people on here i deleted my account once cuz of morons its about to happen again! What the fuck....i mean why doe people wonder how guys get so damn mad...really are we suppose to be real quiet and nice and just take the ass kicking others give us? why is it wrong for me to stand and fight for what i believe in?

How Im Feeling At Any Given Time
I see you had your mind all made up you group of Pitiful liars. before I woke to face the day, your master Plan transpired. -something told me- this job had more to Meet the eye. my song is not believed? my words some- What deceiving? now Im unwhole. Youve waged a war of nerves But you cant crush the kingdom Cant be what your idols are. cant leave the scar. You cry for compensation. I ask you please just give us... 5 minutes alone I read your eyes, your mind was made up. you took me for A fool. you used complexion of my skin for a counter Rascist tool. -you cant burn me- Ive spilled my guts out In the past. taken advantage of because you know where Ive come [from]. my past. Youve waged a war of nerves But you cant crush the kingdom Cant be what your idols are. cant leave the scar. You cry for compensation. I ask you please just give us... 5 minutes alone

Facts On President Bush
Some facts about president bush • First president in U.S. history to enter office with a criminal record. • In his first two years in office, over 2 million Americans lost their jobs. • Shattered record for biggest annual deficit in history. • Set all-time record for biggest drop in the history of the stock market. • Cut the taxes of the wealthiest people in America (those making over $200,000 a year). • Members of Bush Administration are the richest administration in history. • First year in office set the all-time record for most days on vacation by any president in U.S. history. • Cut unemployment benefits for more out-of-work Americans than any president in U.S. history. • Dissolved more international treaties than any president in U.S. history. • Set the all-time record for biggest annual budget spending increases. • First president in U.S. history to attack a sovereign nation against the will of the United Nations and the world community. • Took the biggest world sy

Holding Heart!
2 Hearts Beat as one you hold me i hold you ,, i stare deep into your eyes and wonder how you feel. Is this gonna last or is it just lust. I shake and quiver in sweat you do the same is this true. Will we ever know maybe not maybe so. do we dare take the leap. as the sweat covers our bodies and we breath deep only life will tell the storie we both long to keep.

Animal Totem
whats your animal totem?? (with pictures) EAGLEur animal totem is the eagle.ur vary on freedom adn happiness.ur pet is the marvouleous phoniex and u base on america.u love the skieas and ur favourite colour is purple ur music the call of natureTake this quiz! Quizilla | Join | Make A Quiz | More Quizzes | Grab Code ~~Spanky~~ :)

Love Doesn't Live Here
i fucking hate cheaters, someone looks yu in the face tells you they love then as soon as your back is turned cheats on you, then when you find out they stil swear they love you bullshit once a slut always a slut thats my opinion i'm not sure when it happened,but after years of being hurt an in pain love no longer exist in my heart anymore. i feel no remorse, no pain, i no longer care, just waiting, an letting all the rage build up.an when i exsplode i'm going to release it all

What A Day..........
Same old sh*t just a differnt day , It always seems to end the same Trudge on blindly , feel the strain , While fitful sleep just dulls the pains Fighting off demons deep within, Reliving the memories again and again Each moment's another eternity, Confusion driven by curiosity Only to find with wild eye's , One more sick daydream to despise Just a marionette in some twisted play , This can't be real , what a f**king day.

More Sadness
when will this emptiness be filled? when will my sadness go away? when when i sleep without dreaming of dying? when will i stop crying when no one is looking? hiding what i am feeling pretending to be happy when i am not trying to please everyone around me when will breathing stop feeling like a burden instead of a joy? when will gods angels come take me away to heaven? Please understand me you don't know how I feel. Please understand me so my pain can heal. You push me away not knowing what I need, You push me away and my heart bleeds. You push me away too confused to hear, You push me away for your world is clear. Into a haze I suddenly seep, now I will go and weep. Deep in my heart, I sadly plea, because nobody ever understands me. So all I ask is just listen and you'll see that nobody ever understands me.

Chick Questions
so ladies and gentlemen answer me this. how come a chick can have all kinds of guy friends and a guy cant have a friend that is a girl? Is it that really that big a deal. Keep in mind ladies your dude has a friend that is a girl because you have probably been in his life a whole 6 months and you think you are his mother i mean come on. so what the hell is the deal with these pussies who dont have the balls to post a picture on here. rating folks with 2's and 6's i mean if your gonna be an ass at least have some balls.

Freaking Guys
I don't understand men sometimes.... well its more like all the time. Well, I just started dating after 4 years of being single. My last relationship that I was in was for 7 years and I of course I thought everything was okay but it wasnt. Well, Anyways.... ~~~Okay fellas...If you are rude, arogant, or pushy you might as well move on to the next girl because I'm not down with all of that...sorry for those who stayed to continue to read on...I'm 34 years old and I have been playing the dating game for a short time now and it really sucks~ To be very honest you really can't get to know someone in a couple of hours and on that first meeting people aren't really being themselves,(at least the ones I have met) I am just your average girl next door so if your looking for a "barbie" type then u might want to move on to the next profile cause I'm the type that don't mind getting dirty when I'm working or playing, but don't worry cause I do like to look good for whoever I'm with. And I am looki

My True Love Is
Your True Love Is a Pisces Why you'll love a Pisces: Selfless and intuitive, you are perfect for a Pisces that lives to love you. You're sensitive enough to appreciate and explore the deep emotions of a Pisces. Why a Pisces will love you: You're generous and totally giving in relationships, something Pisces demands. You are also dreamy enough to get lost in fantasy with Pisces, but realistic enough to stay grounded. What Sign Is Your True Love? please HELP my friend BETTIE IN THIS CONTEST,AS I WILL CONTINUE TO HELP YOU GUYS Just click on KORN Banner on her profile Page thats all you have to do, It will only count 1 click from each computer so if you have more than 1 clip on all thank you very much1482 wjjmellon Belgrade MT 1280 sH3LLz Kingman AZ 573 pathologist Tokyo 550 khriskorn Pico Rivera 485 yourworstnightmare23 Berlin 388 noting Slupsk Pomorskie 381 roush TX Why is this so important to me? I guess because I have done it for years. If anyone o

Love
Ok when did it become such a crime to be in love with one person and love someone else very deeply?? I have a friend on here that I care very deeply for, even though I screwed up, so in order for me to prove to him that I truely care, I put his link on my page with a message saying how I love him.... Its funny because I had shut people out for so long and refused to allow myslef to get close to anyone, when I do, it becomes a big problem... I am a manic bipolar and manic depressive person, who has been thru more than one person could handle in life, it has left me with a very good understanding on differences between concepts of love.. be it may that Im "in love" with a person or the fact I may love one deeply... So in short I think people have a very misconception about the power of love and what it can do and how it can affect someone.... My love for my friends and whomever falls on different levels.....

My Growing Baby
im 5 1/2 months pregnant and loving every moment of it. It's really hard at times cuz i cry outta nowhere and i get stressed out to easy. 4 months to go. alexandra marie is due oct 15,2007 and she is gonna be the cutest baby ever and i cant wait..if any moms out there would like to give me advice feel free. this is my first baby.

Lycan's Kitty
As anyone of my friends would know I only have one kidney that works. My right one shut down several months ago and I found out the Sunday before Valentines day about it. Who knows how long it has really been shut down. Here is my story about my visit to the Emergency Room last night. I get off of work at 9pm and decide that I will go to the emergency room after getting a Mcdonalds sweet tea. My kidney was hurting pretty bad and I have been having difficulty urinating. I tell this to the triage nurse and get my braclet and my paper work done,ect. About twenty minutes later they call me back the emergency room and me thinking as anyone else would..I would be put in a room with a door or a cubby with a curtain. Nope..that is not what happened at all. I was led to a ambulance bed ( a stretcher with wheels) and it was in the HALLWAY of the hospital. So I sat there with NO PRIVACY, NO BLANKET, and NO PILLOW. I waited for a while until the nurse came back and took all of my information an

Beauty Is In The Eye Of The Beholder
Special Traits of Names and Numbers Current mood: tired Category: Dreams and the Supernatural To refresh your memory, the Special Traits (talents) numbers are the numbers that that repeat an average or above average number of times in your name. Once again here is the chart that you will use to find the value equivalencies to the letters of your full name. 1 = A, J, S 2 = B, K, T 3 = C, L, U 4 = D, M, V 5 = E, N, W 6 = F, O, X 7 = G, P, Y 8 = H, Q, Z 9 = I, R Also for your reference here is the table that shows you what the average equivalence is for each number in a name. Number 1 2 3 4 5 6 7 8 9 Average 3 1 2 1 4 2 1 1 3 Occurrence: Occurrences _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ In My Name: Simply count up the letters in your name and compare them to the chart above to figure out which of your equivalences is your average and/or above average numbers. Then refer to the int

Random Thoughts & Flights Of Ideas....
OK, I know I haven't been around much. Most of you probably didn't even notice, but there's a few of you I speak with pretty regularly, including a new friend...and you all are special to me. Wicked Red, I cut you off in mid-sentence today....and, I'm sorry (I was right...it's broken.). I worked a 24-hour shift On-Call at my job yesterday, and worked for nearly 20 of them. No time for Online after the ORs shut down. Then, I came home, showered and crashed hard till around 2:00 pm this afternoon. I was chilling out with my kids this evening, and my 9 year-old came in screaming, and holding his arm. Seems he was diving for a football in the frontyard, and came down on his left elbow...right on top of the Water-Main shutoff valve in my front yard (A wrought-iron, small round cover...like a tiny manhole cover with a bolt in the middle.). After nearly 4 hours in the local E.D., my suspicions were confirmed. He fractured his radial head. He broke his elbow. Now he's tucked in, I

Prayers
Baby is fine and healthy! Saw her at the baseball game today and she's adorable! She was only about 5 pounds when she was born but she looks great now. Paige Emma is her name =) A friend of the family's and his wife were to go into the hospital yesterday to have their 2nd child. I've been kept up-to-date on her condition from her monther-in-law and by the looks of it, it looked like she was doing alright. I don't know the conditions or nothing of what happened but they were to do a serious operation on her to take the baby out the best way possible. It put both her and the baby in great danger. Hopefully by Sunday I'll have an update of good news, but all prayers would be greatly appreciated for this family. :)

Blog In The Fog
Results Only Take the Test first! (click on the cookie) Your Personality: 1. The whole thing. This means you consume life with abandon, you are fun to be with, exciting, carefree with some hint of recklessness. You are totally irresponsible. No one should trust you with their children. 2. One bite at a time. You are lucky to be one of the 5.4 billion other people who eat their Oreos this very same way. Just like them, you lack imagination, but that's okay, not to worry, you're normal. 3. Slow and Methodical. You follow the rules. You're very tidy and orderly. You're very meticulous in every detail with every thing you do to the point of being anal retentive and irritating to others. Stay out of the fast lane if you're only going to go the speed limit. 4. Feverous Nibbles. Your boss likes you because you get your work done quickly. You always have a million things to do and never enough time to do them. Mental breakdowns and suicides run in your family. Valium

Pitbull Sodomizes Toddler
(Lockport, NY, July 10, 2007) - - We want to warn you that our top story is both bizarre and deeply disturbing. Police are investigating an apparent sexual attack by a family pit bull on a two-year-old boy in Lockport. The boy is at Women and Children's Hospital. News 4's Lorey Schultz reports. This two-year-old pit bull shows no signs of aggression, but it did on Sunday when it apparently sodomized a Lockport toddler. Residents who live in the neighborhood where it happened are still talking about it. One neighbor said, "You hear about dogs attacking children in horror films, but as far as in this community, it's never happened." Police say the boy was sexually assaulted in his Washburn Street home by his family's two-year-old pit bull, who had been with them since it was a puppy. Lockport Police Detective Captain Larry Eggert said, "A little boy was home with his family, and the family pit bull actually sodomized the boy." Eggert told us the boy's family members and

Office Sunblock
I sometimes Walk by her Just for the view Not lustful thing Or just something To do I can sense Something special A different kind Of soul She just kinda Warms you While your taking A stroll The exquisite beauty That emits from Inside Is better Than sexy It helps you Feel alive When you glance Over at her You see a true Piece of art A tiny speck Of my journey One of my Favorite parts

More About Me...... ;)
24/7 (Total Power Exchange), Anal Sex, Arse (Ass) Play, Biting, Blindfolds, Bondage, Branding, Breast/Nipple Torture, Clamps, etc., Chains, Chinese Balls/Ben Wa Balls/Anal Beads, Collar and Lead/Leash, Confinement/Caging, Discipline, Domination, Erotic Dance, Exhibitionism/Sex in Public, Feathers, Floggers/Cats, Hair Pulling, Handcuffs/Shackles, Lace/Lingerie, Massage, Master/Slave, Masturbation, Mutual Masturbation, Nipples, Oral Sex, Oral Sex (Receiving), Pain, Participating in Erotic Photography, Pinching, Power Exchange, Pussy-Whipping, Rimming, Scent, Spanking/Paddling, Suspensions, Talking Dirty, Tickling, Toys, Vibrators, Voyeurism WHAT'S YOUR KINK?

Anticipation..
Anticipation Candles burning sheets turned down anticipation abounds. Time passes slowly quiet as a mouse stars falling earth standing still. Waiting eternally waiting suspense filled evening. The phone rings You say my name come get me I am here. Passion explodes excitement is in the air soon you will be here. Candles burning low Sheets thrown down Passion spent..

About Love
Hey all this is little love thing just poped in my little head. Love is like a roller coaster, it has it's up's and down's. In and out's and its rough and smooth spot's. It come's and go's. So never give up on it. Never forget about love. Love is the spice of life. Someday your one and only will come. Maybe he or she's came already. You just may not know yet. So dont give up all. Rain Hubbys home wont be on as much for while love u all leave mess and love. love rain.

Why Me
Dose anyone else but me wounder if life will every get better for them, Today has been one of those days, well let me frist say this i know how a def person feels, saturday night i had to go to the hospital because i had really bad chest pain well i got that taken care of and then the doc told me that if i would not have came in i would have lost me hearing forever so she gave me some medition for my chest and then this new pill called z pads and i don't think they are going to work because they keep getting worse and not better, so all this weekend just sucked to me i will always wounder if life will get any better for me or for my friend i don't know but i hope so

When The Smoke Clears???
so everything i have been through in the past 5 years has taught me wonderous lessons.. i lost myself for soo long, that sometimes thought that death was only possible escape.. the only thing that ever kept me goin was the thought that the one person that almost destroyed me would raise my lil boys to be men like him.. that will not happen in my lifetime!! After the constant harrassment, claiming it was all becase he wanted to know how his boys are doin.. well now he is free and has he made even one attempt to call to check on them...NO... so now i know it was all just fucking head games.. tryin to make ME feel guilty for the way HE treated me!!! well one thing i have to say to him on that.. Go Fuck Yourself!!! I can honestly believe now in my heart that i tried to work past things, i tried to make things work for the sake of my boys having a family, but when the unit as a whole is diminishing on your beliefs and teaching your children the wrong way to treat people it is time to let go

Family & Friends
I WANTED TO LET ALL MY FRIENDS AND FAMILY KNOW DUE TO REASONS ID RATHER NOT GO INTO AT THE MOMENT THERE IS NO LONGER ANGEL & PEACEFUL THE FU MARRIAGE WAS ENDED LAST NIGHT THANK YOU ALL FOR SUPPORTING US DURING THE MARRIAGE AND THANK YOU MOMMA FOR HELPING US MEET IM SORRY I KNOW I HAVENT BEEN AVAILABLE TO YOU ALL VERY MUCH THE LAST COUPLE MONTHS SOME OF YOU KNOW WHY IM REALLY HOPING TO BE BACK TO MYSELF SOON TO THOSE WHO HAVE BEEN BY MYSIDE THROUGH EVERYTHING I THANK YOU ITS THE BEST THING I COULD USE RIGHT NOW.IM STILL ACTIVE ON FUBAR BUT JUST NOT MYSELF AND IM TRYING MY BEST I WANT TO THANK ALL THE BELOW PEOPLE WHO HAVE REALLY HELPED ME PLEASE GO TO THERE PAGE AND SHOW THEM SOME LOVE I KNOW IM LEAVING PEOPLE OUT AND IM SORRY BUT I LOVE YA ALL AND YOU EACH HAVE YOUR OWN SPECIAL WAY OF HELPING MY FUBAR HUBBY PEACEFUL CHAOS~YOULL NEVER KNOW HOW MUCH YOUR SUPPORT MEANS AND THANK YOU FOR ALL THE LATE NIGHT TALKS WHEN NOBODY ELSE WAS ON....LOVE YA....HUGS & KISSES PEACEFUL CHAOS~ANG

Bianca_vag
Eric picked me up and went to go get Justin to eat at Buffalo Wild Wings. For some reason Justin wanted to take everyone out and even PAY for it. Wow, that was nice of him. I only met him once, this was the second time but he's very nice. He's a little odd...he yells in German a lot. But I had a fun night. We ate, laughed, prank called people and then met up with Erics girlfriend at Wal-Mart. I played with Barbies and stole some undies. hehehehehhehehehehe. pretty ones too. It was nice to be out with the guys. I kept grabbing bras and thongs, telling Eric he should try them out. Being with guys is so much fun...girls are all lame. Guys are flipppin sweet. But yeah it was cool. I invited them to my dorm aka the awesome apartment for a housewarming party. Tee Hee. I'll miss Eric and I will defintely keep in touch with Justin. He likes industrial like I do and loves all the bands I do. Sweet deal. Anywho, I'm gonna dance in my new undies. -BiancaVagina I'm sorry..if I'm not skinny enou

Dream
I woke up again. It was 12:30am, and I was covered in sweat. I have what is referred to as night terrors and I herd that I would out grow them, who ever said that was wrong. The dreams became less as I grew and I was able to tolerate them now but as kid they were terrifying. I always assumed it was something else, for in my dreams there was this thing that would speak to me. It would be the one to give me my nightmares. Every night the voice would taunt me, I don't even remember a thing he said all I remember is that he was the cause of my night terrors. The only thing I can actually remember of him was that in one dream I talked him all night till I woke and he never got his chance to give me my nightmare. Then there were the dreams that I had to gather what toys I wanted to play with and if I didn't leave my room in time the door would shut and I would have a nightmare. There were the ones that would be a regular dream and it would turn evil. I would fight to wake up as this

Love Is Sweet
to love you is sweet, turning out to be quite a feat, here i sit on this seat, on fubar i play, hoping to find someone some day, to be here to stay, but games are played, emotions to evade, try to sit and wait, but its too late, life passes bye, and i no longer ask why, used to being alone, time to atone, you are wonderful and im true, i know im not for you, you look for the ones, the model type, and all that hype, but hearts to be black as ice, you think thats nice, its your choice, choose at will, like its a thrill, but my heart is real, i honestly feel, love so true, you will never feel blue, you made your choice, im backing off, take one last look, at the one you could have took, im not mad, in fact im kind of glad, happiness is what i hope you find, but its hard to find my kind, romantic and true, this good bye is to you, hugs and a kiss, with this warm wish, may you be happy and true, as i hope he is to you, thanks for the try, i will ne

Test Codes
Please stop by this ninjettes page , she needs help leveling up. Fan, frind, and rate .....she would be happy to return the luv....MMFWCL!!!! ♥Dj Harlot♥Dj Lords Lady♥Omens Ninjette♥263739♥@ fubar A TwIzLeTtE CrEaTiOn Click the pic below to get to GoThS TwIzTiD ReAlItY.....you know you want to..cmon Hmmmmmmmm?

Come One Come All!!!
Just wanted to remind my wonderfully friends, fans and family my contest with no deadlines is still going onl So get me your pic and start bombing Just reach 20,000 comments and get a VIP or 7 day blast or reach 10,000 and get a three day blast is that easy. So just let me know !!!!!!!!!!!!!! Your friend Kewlrunning!

21 Gun Salute
ok, so its been brought to my attention that i need to spice up my page again. been having a shit week and i need something to cheer me up so i'm officially launching my 21 gun salute request. 21 guns (of the bicep, boob OR penile variety)with salutes to yours truly. anyone who submits will be graciously rewarded. lets see how long it takes me to get to 21....you're all tellin me how hot i am all the time....show me some love ~filthy~

Cum Vote 4 Best Cleavage
www.bwylde.com Best Cleavage contest, Vote and comment as much as you want - Winner gets a Blast and a Sex Toy!! 'Romance Specialist/Toy Master' Owner of my Red Fire Devil CUMMM VOTE 4 MEEE COME ON FRIENDS FAMILY AND FANS COUMMM GIVE ME SOME RATINGS GO TO Romance Specialist/Toy Master@ fubar THEN GO TO THE PICTURES AND FIND THE CONTEST PICTURES DONT FORGET TO COMMENT AS MUCH AS YOU WANT EVERY COMMENT COUNTS COMMENT COMMENT COMMENT http://fubar.com/viewimage.php?u=261690&albumid=504725&i=3138125679 follow the link and comment comment comment and vote the more comments the better my chances www.bwylde.com Best Cleavage contest, Vote and comment as much as you want - Winner gets a Blast and a Sex Toy!! 'Romance Specialist/Toy Master' Owner of my Red Fire Devil CUMMM VOTE 4 MEEE COME ON FRIENDS FAMILY AND FANS CUMMM GIVE ME SOME RATINGS GO TO Romance Specialist/Toy Master@ fubar THEN GO TO THE PICTURES AND FIND THE CONTEST PICTURES DONT FORGET TO COMMENT AS MUCH AS YOU

Unappreciated
CHERISH LYRICS "Unappreciated" [Chorus:] I'm feeling really unappreciated. Your takin` my love for granted, babe. and I don't know how much more, I can take from you. You don't do the things you use to do. You don't even say I love you too. And lately I've been feeling, Feeling unappreciated. [Verse 1:] Woke up this morning and saw your face And you didn't look the same as yesterday. I got the feeling that you can't seem to see, Where you want to be. And lately it ain't been the same at all. When you're here its like I'm invisible I still can't seem to see where I went wrong. Cause I'm feeling [Chorus:] I'm feeling really unappreciated. Your takin` my love for granted, babe. and I don't know how much more, I can take from you. You don't do the things you use to do. You don't even say I love you too. And lately I've been feeling, Feeling unappreciated. [Verse 2:] Lately our house is not a home You come in, take a shower and then say I'm g

Mourning
Visit www.hostdrjack.comHost Your Images & Videos FREE CLICK HERE! This is the day we tell our memories of the times we had with you. We hold you dear to our hearts. We all cry, we grieve, and we laugh. You will never stray far from our thoughts or our hearts. My friend, you meant so very much to all of us that knew you. You were taken way too fast. The times we sat and watched wrestling, the jokes you told to me, and the tears we both shed together.....I will remember them all. (Even all the times we argued and you threatened on whipping my butt). I know you will still watch the shows with me. You are up there watching over us all. The bitterness does not go away, but neither does the longing for your touch again or your teasing or caring. We love you forever. Rest In Peace, dear friend. Till we meet again......May God keep you in his arms. A Life Cut Too Short By: Sharon Gay Watson Words cannot express how I feel today, A friend to me has passed away, He

Ahhhh
soo my dad and step mom are fighting. she says she moveing to fl. to get away from here. my dad says hes selling the house and moveing 4 hours up north. when i asked what am i to do... my dad told me that he would see if i could move in with my grandma. yeah cuz that would work out real good i would have to be in the house by like 10 and i`m sorry but i am almost 20 damn years old and not going to be trated like i`m a lil kid! we just had a family meeting about talking things out and now thay wont even say a word to eachother!!! what good roal models we have here. aaaarrrrgggg!!!!

Sorry To All My Fubar Friends!!
Hello to all my Fubar friends!!! First of all "I'M SORRY TO ALL MY FURBAR FRIENDS THAT THINK I HAVE PUSHED YOU AWAY!" I still love all of you!!! OK now, I've got a butt load of emails and shout about not being on here that much lately, I'm very sorry!! I'm sorry that I haven't been on that much in the past few of months. I have alot of things going in my life right now, getting a new job and a new girlfriend. WOOHOO!! ha-ha So, I have been spending a lot of time with her and all. Plus 2 of my life time friends are moving out of state, today, so I've been spending alot of time with them as well. I love spending time with you guys so I'm going to make more time for all of you. I'm sure all of you know how it is when you first start dating someone new, you spend every free minute you have with them. I'm not sure if it is love or not but it's very strong, what ever it is!! DAMN STRONG!! :-p So this is me saying I'm very sorry to all my friends!!!! Love ya all!!! Michael

Poetry
Your eyes fall upon me like a calm before the storm, your touch is soft against my skin, like a blanket soft and warm, your arms wrapped around me tight, keep me safe from harm. Your the shelter from my fears, the hand that wipes my tears, the one I long to be with, from this day, and for many years. Your love has taught me many things, but none of them were bad, the love we share is beyond compare, the best I've ever had. The problems in my life, and the challenges that I must face, All seem so null and distant, when you wrap me in your embrace. There are many things that I could say, and this poem could go on forever, but I shall end it here, but make it clear we will ALWAYS be together. BY: STEVEN KYLE BROWN 1 copyright, 08-18-07

Question: Why Do I Feel Threatened By My Partner's Opposite-sex Friends?
Answer: If your partner is enjoying the company of another person, and that person is someone of the opposite sex from your partner, the answer is pretty obvious: you're worried about your mate becoming sexually attracted to that person, and, well, you know what happens next.... It's quite common for a couple to struggle with the thorny issue of opposite-sex friends. Sometimes the problem arises from one partner refusing to let go of past boyfriends or girlfriends. Individuals who keep the old flames' phone numbers in their contact file believe it doesn't make sense to dispose of the friendship just because the romance fizzled out Some opposite-sex relationships spring from the workplace. In many job sites, including the military, men and women work side by side. When put into high-intensity situations, people bond. Some people, even if they're married, think that it's artificial to limit these positive work experiences to the office. They figure that if it feels good to be around th