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Random Useless Things About Me Survey
69 Confession Questions These are my confessions... 1. The phone rings; who do you want it to be? Whoever I've been waiting for 2. When shopping at the grocery store, do you return your cart? Always 3. In a social setting, are you more of a talker or a listener? Both 4. Do you take compliments well? Yes 5. Do you play Sudoku? I have 6. If abandoned alone in the wilderness, would you survive? Yes 7. Do you like to ride horses? YES!! 8. Did you ever go camping as a kid? A lot 9. What was your favorite game as a kid? Jacks 10. If a sexy person was pursuing you, but you knew he/she was married, would you go for it? Hell NO 11. Have you lied to get out of a date? Yes 12. Could you date someone with different religious beliefs than you? Yes 13. Do you like to pursue or be pursued? Whatever 14. Use three words to describe yourself? Loving, indepedent, worrying 15. Do any songs make you cry? So

Just A Biker
JUST A BIKERBut, You Didn't See MeI saw you, hug your purse closer to you in the grocery store line.But, you didn't see me, put an extra $10.00 in the collection plate last Sunday.I saw you, pull your child closer when we passed each other on the sidewalk..But, you didn't see me, playing Santa at the local mall.I saw you, change your mind about going into the restaurant.But, you didn't see me, attending a meeting to raise more money for the hurricane relief.I saw you, roll up your window and shake your head when I drove by.But, you didn't see me, riding behind you when you flicked your cigarette butt out the car window.I saw you, frown at me when I smiled at your children.But, you didn't see me, when I took time off from work to run toys to the homeless.I saw you, stare at my long hair.But, you didn't see me, and my friends cut ten inches off for Locks of Love.I saw you, roll your eyes at our leather coats and gloves.But, you didn't see me, and my brothers donate our old coats and glov

Toyota's Contest
well here is what is going on i have been doing some paint schemes for my friend's racecar on toyota's contest i need to be within the top ten to have it possibly used so please vote for mine and i have one done out of 5 that i did and i will be putting the links up on here each time they are accepted. now there is only 11 days left for voting and i am still waiting on one to be accepted and then i would have the link and then people can vote. http://www.sponsafier.com/share/53264 http://www.sponsafier.com/share/44810 http://www.sponsafier.com/share/8010 http://www.sponsafier.com/share/91484 http://www.sponsafier.com/share/138096

The Morning After Reality
The Morning After Reality\ Can someone in all honesty fall in love with someone and know in there heart and in there mind that it will never happen. Can two souls be so alike.. being in total sincronicity with one another ..knowing that just a single kiss could ruin this. Why do complications of the heart always fog the better of ones judgment .. is it the lack or reason or thought .. can love have purpose other then just the common thread that we all see it as .. Why can loving someone have such larger meaning and devotion yet cant. What is truly love.. a thought or a concept of what happiness is. When does happiness become love, just the simple questions one never thinks yet alone asks ..

Read This Shit
Hopefully you read his before reading any of my blogs. Any poetry posted here is written by me and only me. All is copyrighted and some is even published so you take my shit...you'll be fkn sorry. If you do read, please at least leave a rate, youre on the damn page anyway! And comments are always very much appreciated so thankyou in advance for them. Most of my writing, as demented as it is, comes from somewhere deep. But interpretation is different for all and I use alot of sybolism so what you read isnt always about what is on the page. Just so ya know, Im not some depressed sad woman who was done wrong lol...I just write that way and it works for me and it makes for more interesting reading. I think most can write a sappy love poem but take a demon and a noose and make a poem out of it....hell thats alot more interesting if ya ask me!! So please read and enjoy and thankyou. Java

Into The Insanity
So I’m in another one of those moods where I wanna change some stuff. There are a few things that have already began to change and hopefully they will continue to progress in a positive manor. One of the biggest things I wanna change is my appearance, I want to lose weight but puft how many times have a said that lol, but no really I do wanna start trying harder to slim down. I would imagine a lot of people look and me and don’t really view me as girly, nor do I for that matter, but I would like to look more famine. I actually like makeup, clothes and hair but I’ve just never felt like taking time to put effort into how I look. If I wore makeup at work it would look like shit by the end of the day and I sure as hell don’t have time to re-do and touch up there. So usually I just put my hair up, usually messy as hell, and just go. I want to start actually trying to look nice on my days off, not go all out preppy makeup and shit but just a little lol. I want a styl

Body Art...
I have been observing, that almost everywhere I go, women and teens have tattoos. When I was growing up, even in the city, girls just didn’t get tattoos…or if you did have one, it was hidden. I never seen one that I would like for myself, nor thought it was the right thing for me. To each their own, I say, if you like it, then that is your choice but have always thought it was interesting to another’s art choice. Now I feel like I am one of the few, who is not sporting this body art…It makes me wonder, do these young girls, get them, just because their friends are doing it??? …and are they really considering that it is a lifetime decision and what do men “really” think of this body art on women?

Martin's Thoughts
As you can tell by my friends, I am basically here because I adore women. All kinds of woman. From all backgrounds, cultures, and countries. They all bring something unique to the table. And I love them all. I am not going to ask you to show me your tits or anything. Those that do, I enjoy looking. But I respect those that do not. And I would not ask unless it was right after placing the Do Not Disturb sign on the door handle. Thank you to those that have noticed. I appreciate and respect my fans and friends.

Army Wife
You aren’t issued with the uniform, boots and weapon,But you are one lady no one should step on.It usually goes “With this ring, I thee wed,”But add in “Even if it means me in an empty bed.”“and the weeks in the field with many late nights,”“which will at some point lead to fights.”Yes, a military wife is courageous and strong,Even when the days seem so long.When you feel like you’re at your wits end,You “Suck it up” and start to mend.You learn the Army language,All those acronyms, “How can I manage.”PX, AAFES, LES, MOS - the list goes on and on,All those letters would make an ordinary woman yawn.But those letters are part of your life,The life of a proud military wife.You move too much and decorate too little,Because you always seem to leave in the middle.Don’t get too settled and make lots of friendsBecause home is wherever the Army sends.And then one day the orders come down,Your husband soon w

A Life Of A Soldier
u stay up for 16 hours . we stay up for days on end . u take a warm showerto helpu wake up. we go weeks without running water u complain of a headache and call in sick. we get shot at, as others r hitand we keep moving forward u talk about ur buddies that arent with u . we nowe may never see any of ours again. u complain about how hotit is . we wear ourheavy gear, not daring to take off our helmetto wipe our forehead. u get mad at the waiterfor getting ur order wrong. we dont eat today. ur mad that ur class lasted an extra 5 minutes. we're told we will be held over an extra 6 months. u roll ur eyes when ur baby cries . we get a letterw/ a picture,and wonder if we'll ever meet our new borns. u pay the price for ur living arraingements. we volunteer to live in tents. we r not complaining. all we ask for is some respect and for u to extent ur hand. give us ur love. because we have volunteer to die for ur freedom. for we r soldiers for the rest of our lives, and we will protect

Deployment
well i depressed right now becasue i am here in iraq and my wife and son is back home i miss them so much ive been sitting in my room for almost a fucking week while everyone else goes out on missions i dont know why they are doin this to me im not hurt or anything but i still dont know y they are leaving me behind i just dont know what to do i fucking hate this fucking country i wish we never had to come here and the days that i do go out i really dont do anything i just wish i hold holding my son and my wife right now and i know they want the same if any of you vets went through the same thing please tell me how the hell did you deal with this because i am goin very insane right now and i realy dont know what to do or how to control it

Here Goes Nothing....
Its the dead of night. The darkest before dawn. And Im wandering the woods in search of the unknown. The soft breeze in my hair, and the only light is that of the stars. The only sound is of my feet on the ground. The sound of a twig snap catches my attention. I stop, my breath caught in my chest. A pair of glowing eyes are looking at me through the brush. I'm frozen with terror. Then a lone howl pierces the night. I start to run, where I don't know. I trip over something in the dark and look up to see those eyes again. Then the unthinkable happens. In the voice Ive heard a million times speaks. "I love you", he says. As I get up, hes gone. All is quite again, out here in the woods.

Untitled And Unacceptable.
If I find my peace of mind, torture me. If I seem too serene, torture me. Note to self, You're an idiot. Don't even think about it. Serious. Love, your logical, sensible side. ps. I mean it this time. 43 hours ago, i woke up from a nap. haven't slept since. i feel the crazies coming on, like they weren't already here. can't eat, can't sleep, can't think straight. i have a one-step fix to this problem of mine. so simple, and yet, so fucking unattainable these days. weed dealers have been bad at their jobs lately, no joke. on a positive note, im tripping balls from the exhaustion. at least mother nature has a sense of humor sometimes. fuck. it's my fault. i was wrong for wanting a slow life. i was wrong for wanting to be good. get me a fuckin sugar daddy and go places, son. seriously. fml. sigh. not even seriously. but still. i feel like my sense of adventure died when i turned 21. tired of this playing it safe BS i've been trying for over a year now.

Questions
1. Full name: Heather (the rest is none of your damn business)2. Nickname: Headah, Mommy, Mom, Fuzzy Lumpkins, George, Hatton, Stiffler, White Rabbit, Wabbit, The Madd Hatton, Potato ..... and so on and so on.3. Zodiac Sign: Aquarius4. Male or female: Female5. Elementary School: Atlantic Ementary6. High School: Cheboygan Area High, Rogers City High, Penn Foster, Yulee High. 7. College: None Yet8. Hair color: Auburn9. Tall or short: Short11. Sweats or Jeans: Jeans.12. Phone or Camera: Phone has a camera.13. Health freak: Nope14. Orange or Apple: Orange15. Do you have a crush on someone: Yup16. Eat or Drink: Drink17. Piercings: Ears18. Pepsi or Coke: Neither. HAVE YOU EVER? 19. Been in an airplane: yes20. Been in a relationship: Uhhhh.... ya.21. Been in a car accident(s): yes22. Been in a fist fight: yup23. First piercing: Ears.25. First award: No fucking clue.27. First word: Daddy29. Last person you talked to in person: Mom30. Last person you texted: Ashley31. Last person you watched

Fufriends
I have connected with alot of folks via drink trading but have only chatted with four (4) people, although I have found those 4 to be very nice I'm wondering how many people in Fubar actually become friends. I'd like to hear from anyone that has found a real friend in here and how that friendship is going??

Funny Fairie
A married couple in their 60's are visited by a fairy who grants them both a wish. "I want to travel around the world with my darling husband" says the wife. 2 tickets for a luxury cruise magically appear in her hand. Husband says "Sorry, but my wish is to have a wife 30 years younger than me." Fairy waves her wand and the husband becomes 92 ... The Moral of the story: Men who are ungrateful bastards should remember that fairies are female!!!.....pass it on...its too funny

Metal Meltdown At The Rickshaw Theatre
Metal Meltdown at The Rickshaw Theatre by Ace Lytem On Saturday Night,August 27 2011, The Rickshaw Theatre was buzzing with metal. It has been quite sometime since I saw a great metal band,on this night we were treated to not one, but four, amazing Vancouver Metal bands. I am not the kind of guy who gets easily impressed, but I must say,on this night, I was extremely impressed.This was one of those shows that just got better and more intense as the night went on.One certainly was not bored.If you thought metal was dead guess again,it has been resurrected and is alive and well in the town of Vancouver and in the province of BC. Snaggletooth,a just newly formed MotorHead tribute band warmed up a small but intimate crowd. The ass kicking started with these guys playing Iron Fist first and then some 30 or 40 minutes later ended with two of my favorite MotorHead songs Ace of Spades and Over Kill. I was never a huge Motorhead fan but I have always loved the raw sou

7 Days, 7 Sins
Day 1 - Pride. Seven great things about yourself.Day 2 - Envy. Seven things you lack and covet.Day 3 - Wrath. Seven things that piss you off.Day 4 - Sloth. Seven things you neglect to do.Day 5 - Greed. Seven worldly material desires.Day 6 - Gluttony. Seven guilty pleasures.Day 7 - Lust. Seven love secrets.Here's my day two: Envy. (7 thing I lack and/or covet)1. Six-pack abs. I think I could get there if I Really Tried. But I don't know if I have that kind of stamina. Running only does so much.2. Financial stability. I totally suck at money management. I should be better.3. People who can make it through this life without some kind of chemical dependency.4. Guitar players. I have a guitar and a book to teach me to play guitar, but I have yet to pick either up. Totally my fault, I know.5. Ah, 20/20 Vision. How freaking sweet would that be? No contacts in the morning and no glasses at night. I might just put this on my 'When I Find A Genie' list. Enjoy it if you have it is all I'm

Fubar History
fubar is a social network launched in June–September 2005 as the first "online bar". In October 2007, they teamed up with Jangl to provide their members with the ability to call other members anonymously. The site is for users 18 and older, and is free to use. Registered members initiate conversations through buying each other virtual drinks with "fubucks" earned through using the site. Other features include the ability to buy a "Happy Hour" for the whole site (reducing drink costs for all members), file sharing, and the ability to ask the community as a whole for their opinions. HistoryIn October 2007, Fubar claimed over 1.2 million members. fubar began as Lost Cherry, then changed to CherryTAP in late 2006. In 2007, the site changed its name again to fubar. Site creator Mike Hedlund is also a member, using the ID "babyjesus". mike hedlund's other profile links mike hedlund

First Impressions Are Everything.
I was stumbling over different websites on the internet when I came across a girl named, Denise Malani. She is a supermodel who won in a beauty contest over Jennifer Anniston and Angelina Jolie. She's more than perfect. She's a true 11. I was so stunned that I googled her and came across what looked like a bunch of pics and videos of her. So I clicked on one and the link brought me to Fubar.com. What kind of BS is this?! So I signed up. I started thinking that it was another one of those "hook up" sites or that was def a virus. Then I started looking at women's profiles and not all of them were atractive, in fact alot of them were not good looking at all. So that kinda ruled out the virus theory and I was still pretty sure that it was just a one night stand site. So, knowing that my facebook friends weren't on here to call me out, I started hittin' females up, to find out that its not exactly a sex site. It's also a dating site, but not really. It's also a social site

Why?
Why is it when you talk to people, rather it is on here or not, they give you all their attebtion, make you feel like your the center of their world, then stop talking to you? What do people get out of playing with peoples' emotions? If you do not plan on following through with what you tell someone, then don't open your mouth about it. In the end, you end up hurting someone and making yourself look foolish, with nobody believing what you say.

Babybee
he tells me,now go and pop that pussy for a real nigga, I already know that life is deep but I still dig you. Niggas is jealous, but really I could care less, I'm in hells kitchen with an apron and a hair net. Devil on my shoulders, the lord is my wittness, So on my lebra scale I'm weighing sins and forgiveness. What goes around comes around like a hula hoop, Karma is a bitch, well just make sure that bitch is beautiful. Life on the edge, I'm dangling my feet, I tried to pay attention but attention paid me. Haters can't see me, nose bleed seats, And today I went shopping, and talk is still cheap. I rock to the beat of my drum set, I've been at the top for a while and I ain't jump yet. (haha ) but I'm, Ray Charles to the bull shit, Now jump up on that dick and do a full split. Uhhhh, i just started to pop it for a nigga and looked back and told him baby it's real, And he say 'I ain't doubt you for a second, I squeeze it and I can tell how it feel'. he wi

No Jelous
funny really how ive chosen my house mates really , i have 4 rooms for rent add,s like easyroommates, criglist,roommates, every were i have add,s just looking for others too pay my uity bills and tax,s as oh i own the house, with ec new add too the house the water bill is about the only tjing that goes up , some of these gal,s thinkthere so dirty they hve too take showers 3 times a day , they all wait for the little water heater , too do its job , only a 45gal tank , i buy tolit paper buy the case i buy it because if they do the tolits seam too get stuck up fast , there bath room is supper clean yet i have a other on the other side of the house witch none of them seam too want too use , is guy piss all that bad , oh about this i,m not jelous , as i have had a few bi living with me and yes i had sex with them but then they go too the lez rooms and i could,nt go and i would get jelous , or these bi would have guiys in the house when i was,nt around them not wanting a 3 some , many times

Idiots & Pervs Unite!!
this is the stupidity of fools so i had to post this and at the end he blocked me obviously he couldnt dish it out like an adult eplyJRstyles: I DON'T NEED TO GIVE YOU CREDITS OR HAVE TO HAVE A WALLET!!! ALL I NEED IS YOU TO BE BETWEEN MY OR YOUR SHEETS WITH ME LOL 10:00pmreplyJRstyles: lol and you know I am serious but I am only playing 10:01pmmoreTo JRstyles: lol 10:02pmmoreTo JRstyles: well if u dont need either then get out ya wallet and prove it i might give u a nice surprise in return 10:03pmreplyJRstyles: ummm that makes know sense!!! I just told you I don't need my wallet 10:05pmmoreTo JRstyles: i think ya might unless u wanna use someone elses 10:05pmmoreTo JRstyles: right now i need 350 credits then i will cum so hard the whole of ffu will need snorkels lol 10:06pmreplyJRstyles: and what would you possibly think I need my wallet for? I don't need mine why would I need anyone elses10:06pmmoreTo JRstyles: lol 10:09pmreplyJRstyles: ok lol good one but I never pay to

Little Girl
there once was a girl who wanted to be a woman and when she became one she felt so glad, she was excited, happy and slightly mad. then she looked in the mirror and grief struck her, she wasnt a girl anymore being a woman meant she would know suffer she faced life well and over came things that were shady, she even thought..."I want to be a Lady" but then just like that ...she was having a baby. but she was strong, and fought really well she overcame her self, she gave the world hell suitors would come, love and go some werent so bad some made her glad some stuck around and some till this day make her sad but even if she finds her prince of gold she still glances at the mirror...dreading the day she'll feel old looking into the mirror she thinks "am I weak?" "did I do it right?" "did I follow my own feet?" little did she know stood her child behind her peaking around the corner the child thought "I admire her"

Watch Out For "lina"
2:15pm more To LINA: would you please cherry bomb me cancel Chat 2:16pm more To Tattoo...: would you please cherry bomb me cancel Chat 2:26pm more To LINA: I shitfaced you would you please cherry bomb me. Do you know how to use the bomb? just wondering? cancel Chat 2:26pm reply

Are You Looking For A New Job?
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Fathers At School Day
Her hair was up in a ponytailHer favorite dress tied with a bowToday was Daddy's Day at schoolAnd she couldn't wait to go.But her mommy tried to tell her,That she probably should stay home.Why the kids might not understand,If she went to school alone.But she was not afraid;She knew just what to say.What to tell her classmatesOf why he wasn't there today.But still her mother worried,For her to face this day alone.And that was why once again,She tried to keep her daughter home.But the little girl went to school,Eager to tell them all.About a dad she never sees,A dad who never calls.There were daddies along the wall in back,For everyone to meetChildren squirming impatently,Anxious in their seats.One by one the teacher called,Each student from the class.To introduce their daddy,As seconds slowly passed.At last the teacher called her name,Every child turned to stare.Each of them was searching,For a man who wasn't there."Where's her daddy at?"She heard a boy call out."She probably doesn't ha

My Life
love being a grandma my granddaughter my world she growing up so fast expecting my second grand child zack franklin cass in september i am so blessed and i love being a grandma looking back i thought this day would never come but now i hace Albina theresa marie cass- mcgarth even they share same mom but different dads they are both love eual in my heart i would not to change this for anything it joy to be able to watch them grow up and become adults

Stupid People Of Fubar That The World Needs To See The Convo Im Not Asking For Any One In Any Way To Contact Any Of These Jackasses
eairly in the morning his status was along the lines of quit pumping your fucking breaks bitch just because i smiled at you doesnt mean i want to fuck you or some shit but i found this quite funny i had to share 4:56amreplyMrBiGZZZ4sure: " :)4:59ammoreTo MrBiGZZZ4sure: nice status 5:01amreplyMrBiGZZZ4sure: u like that5:22amreplyMrBiGZZZ4sure: then get over here lol5:22ammoreTo MrBiGZZZ4sure: lol ok5:23ammoreTo MrBiGZZZ4sure: not5:23areplyMrBiGZZZ4sure: wow your cool! cuz I was so kidding anyway5:26ammoreTo MrBiGZZZ4sure: meh just how i like to react when guys get like that with me theres a sertian way you should talk to a lady5:27ammoreTo MrBiGZZZ4sure: plus i liked your status because its the way i feel alot of the time5:27ammoreTo MrBiGZZZ4sure: then you come at me like that cmon dude do you really expect me not to be "cold" or a bitch i mean my name is psycho bitch after all5:29ammoreTo MrBiGZZZ4sure: its my real life nickname given to me i earned that one lol5:32amreplyMrBiGZZZ4sur

Zzz
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Babette's Corner Of The World
Okay it been awhile since i been on a date ... and now that I am in my 50's I like Oh Lord what to do now, No longer the spring chicken that I was .. Actually scared to start again ... Not sure what to do anymore Oh I great at giving advice but I tend not to followe my own LOL I know they say 50 is the new 30 but I dont know or is it the new 40 ..

What Truly Mattered
I look in her eyes, and it's myself I see. The only thing I ask of her, is not to become me. She is brighter, more beautiful than I could ever be. She has my blood, flowing deeply. Within her veins, pumping through her heart. That blood of mine, could rip her apart. That's why I must protect her, from all she does not know. Things she'll never see, places she'll never go. I fought the battle, so she could win the war. My one gift from God, that I'm grateful for. This is to you, the one love of my life. Someone so powerful, with untainted eyes. My eyes, my smile, my blood and my skin. She is everything, I could have been. For her I would rip my heart, from my own chest. While knowing I survived, the ultimate test. Of life, what it truly means. To love someone, with every ounce of my being. To love someone so much, you would give your very soul. Just so they live their life, as a whole. Nothing broken, chipped or shattered. I could die knowing I

Musings On The Way...
It is funny, life. Even when the proverbial shit hits the fan, we have a choice. We can complain, moan, cry, what ever we choose. We can react or respond. Wait , what? (I can hear you say it now!) Yes. We do so have a choice. Nope you are entirely right- and no I do not have the eavesdropping powers of the NSA (waves at the NSA guys watching her -HEY GUYS!!! Have a frickin AWESOME day dudes! oh and ladies too- they have antidiscrimination policies in Washington still I think..giggles) I have held this conversation with myself now for many moons. Probably will until it sticks. it is coming along nicely I believe! ;-) This is the thing. Really truly a very simple concept. You can choose to react or respond. Reaction is often defined as coming from the gut. Not all gut reactions are negative,let us clarify hmm? You have the answers within you. Look . they are there. Some reactions may save your life so don't throw out the baby with the bath water! Responding to some thing , one or

From Chrismas Last Year
It was a rainy cold Christmas morning. It seemed like the holidays were just passing by as they always did for Salvatore. Sitting down in a chair watching his siblings playing with there toys that Santa had left for them. As the children played he heard a disturbing sound from the outside. He leaped from his chair to check it out. Peaking through the window he noticed a strange sight. It seemed like a crowd of strange looking people were walking down the road. Each person seemed to be in some kind of accident. Slowly walking and dragging there legs. Pondering what these people could possibly want he left his house wielding his 12 gauge shotgun. As he moved closer to the crowd he noticed a strange muttered chant amongst the crowd. They were chanting " Brains, Braiiiiins, brains" Salvatore loaded a round into the chamber and shot a the closest one in the group. Hitting it's should it still walked as it didn't even feel it. Salvatore thought to himself " what the f

Joe
I know that we are comeing up on 2 years that you have been gone but it still feels like yesterday and cuts like a very sharp knife that you're gone. That I'm not going to see that smile anymore and that I won't ever get to hear you're voice again. The fact that no matter how much it hurts you're not coming back. I deal with my depression everyday and the nightmares from that night and I'm still here but it is so hard. The days when it gets close to when you left us is the hardest for me becasue that is when the memorys are the worse. They are so strong as if it is happening all over again and makes it so hard just to get out of bed. Then I think my daughter needs me and she needs me to be strong and get up. I pretend a lot to be happy and that everything is ok because I know that I will make it through another day but there are so many times that I wish that I could go into your room again and tell you "hey I need your help" and you just role your eyes but listen to me and then hel

Beyond The Blood-stains
The world seems like it’s spinning, and I don’t know where I am. I feel as if I’m stuck, somewhere between the water and the dam. Caught inside a whirlpool, while running out of air. Forced to the bottom, by desperation and despair. Desperate to be heard, losing my grip on reality. Digging myself deeper, into abnormality. Traveling through life, searching for a purpose. Holding my breath as long as it takes, while barely scratching the surface. What have I done to change the lives of other people? Yet somewhere in this haystack, there’s bound to be a needle. Poison has torn my flesh, I’ve felt it coursing through my veins. Yet what have I left behind, beyond the blood-stains? My name is a question, an answer I cannot find. I’ve been all around the world, retraced my bloodline. My existence is a blessing, plagued by the sound. Of my own name, being ran into the ground. For, I do not know me, I am lost without a trace. I’m afraid

My Friends
Hi Friend, Sometimes we really Do not take the time to read the lovely comments we receive. Let's see if you read this. Think about it for a minute ... If I show up on your doorstep crying, would you mind? If i call and ask you to pick me up because something happened, Would you come get me? If I had one day left, would you be with me some of that last day? If i need a shoulder to mourn, "Can I have yours? This is a test to see who your real friends or just as you have someone to talk to when bored. You know what is the relationship between your two eyes? They open and close together, move together, mourn together, they see things together and sleep together .. that's what friendship is. Your aspiration is your motivation, your motivation is your belief, your belief is your peace, your peace is your goal, your goal is heaven, Who is your best friend? Send this to all your good friends. Even me, if I am one of them. See how many recover. If you receive more than 3 then "You really are a

Set Him Free
I wrote this poem a long time ago when someone I care VERY much about seemed lost to me...and LUCKILY that person is who he once was and I love him very much!! A mirror stands in front of me, but it's not myself I see. It is YOU, but how can this be? There is a gate, deep inside the mist. You are guiding me, though you do not exist. I'm stopping in my tracks, too afraid to go through. It's a trick, a trap, for this is not you. You are loving, kind, genuine and sweet. Yet the air has me chilled, with ice at my feet. Your face is not projecting, the same light this time. You're jaded and lost, your heart isn't speaking to mine. Whoever you are, you are not him. I will not follow you, you cannot win. Please release him, set him free. Turn him back into the man, I know him to be. Do not reach for my hand, until you let him go. Don't try and trick me, I'll be the first one to know. If it is the real him, or just you in disguise. With only one look, into his eyes. The p

Last Good Bye
Maybe one day I'll be strong enough for this world or maybe ill paint the hole world grey couse all of the red has been drained gave all i had to give ,hope has all most be come exstiined couse all i wanted in this world is to be love and even love my self but you know just as well as I its j all just a fairy tail with out the happy ending so i got to cut my ties and say my last good byes

John F Kennedy
This is America As we see Old glory fly in the sky every day, we have to stop to think of whom we are to the world that we live in. We are a country filled with pride, freedom, liberty, and justice. We are also filled with Democracy, history, and admiring people who make this country strong and proud. We are a symbol for the brave men and women who serve through the wars and battles in our past, present and future, when the evil times come towards us. We have prospect leaders that get the jobs done, and set role models for us good and bad. As I see all of the past events in our history in this country, we have learned on how to deal with pain, anguished, and despair, and also successful times.

Helping Hand
Stumbled across this and thought it was worth passing on..... Hello,I was wondering if you could help me. My grandfather is an elderly veteran. He's not been doing well lately and has been feeling lonely and kind of forgotten.I was thinking that if he received Christmas cards from other veterans maybe it would help cheer him up. I've included his service picture with the writing on the back. Yes, he lied about his age to join (lol) he was in the Army Air Corp. I would appreciate you passing this around and helping my family to lift his spirits. He's health is starting to get worse and we don't want him to feel like every one has forgotten him.He joined when he was 16 in 1948. He was a bomb loader, because he was so small he could go into the bomb area and lock them in. He told me that he almost got shut in one time, which would of crushed him!Grandpa was due to get out but then the Korean war started so they tacked on more time and sent him to Europe. He didn't go to Korea, I

Both Of Their Right
A project of mine involved a lot of research of Napoleon and Josephine..after learning all that I had about the two of them...their love story...I couldn't resist rhyming it out... Both of Their Right The scent of a rose, led him away from the war. He found it decaying, upon the earth’s floor. Though its smell was still sweet, the pedals had begun to wilt. Napoleon then spoke, through his grief stricken guilt. Rose was your name, I felt changing it was my right. I robbed you of your name, kept you away from the light. Now just like the stains on this rose, I hold in my hands. I tainted your soul, with my foolish demands. I am known as a great leader, but what the world fails to see. Is that the roles are reversed, for you now rule me. Although I threw your love away, and we are now divorced. Our trail of love letters, is living proof of our course. Every word written, came straight from my heart. Painted from visions of you, seen countries apart. I speak to

Right Or Wrong
You don't have to tell me I'm crazy, for me to know that it's true. And now it's tme for me to vacation from fu. You see, crazy I maybe, but stupid I am not. I read between the lines, a little lesson I was taught. Others may not see it, but the words that aren't there speak to my soul. Recollecting my thoughts, which are spinning out of control. I won't be a test subject, I'm not a game. My mind is my own, one not meant to be tamed. I'm made of real flesh and blood, a heart that beats true. There are just somethings, which you cannot undo. I finally realize now, exactly what I am. I am just another face, just one more exam. If I died this second, I would just simply be gone. Another invisible girl from the net, who read it all wrong. There is nothing that seperates me, from everyone else. The only thing real about me, is the way that I felt. The way I feel right now, and have for so long. Still trying to wrap my mind around, how I got it all wrong. The words I love yo

It Will Happen Again
She lays still as he takes, all that he can. Shedding angry tears, due to the acts of a man. She’s mad at herself, for putting herself there. As she revisits that day, he just doesn’t care. How helpless she was, left broken and torn. It simply won’t stop, it is constantly reborn. The way his skin smelt, and the look on his face. Leaves her ashamed and exposed, in total disgrace. Still, she can’t show it, she must play along. While feeling like a broken lyric, in a tragedy song. Undervalued and taken for granted, she is nothing but a tool. Used for his enjoyment, but providing the fuel. Engulfing her spark, until it’s out of control. As her wildfire spreads, she has only one goal. Freedom is what she seeks, she is destined to find. A place more powerful, beyond her own mind. One attack after another, she keeps her head held high. She is focused and determined, with no more tears in her eyes. He can take it, as the other did before. But ne

What Hurts The Most
Current mood: high Category: Writing and Poetry what Hurts The Most Is seeing The Way You Talk To Her Like You use to talk to me Telling Her How Much You Miss her when Not to Long ago it was me You Missed Holding Her in Your arms When it should be Me Whats Next Your Gonna Tell her You Love her When It was Me You Loved? Youve Betrayed Me And Crushed me into The Pond of Your hands Just When I Was About to be Happy You Knocked me down And Bruised me Some More Youve Broken My Heart And Walked on Me I Hate You And I Hope I never run into You If i did I Will Shoot you in The Eye with a Pen What Hurts The Most Is I Fell In Love With You and You Robbed Me of Every Last Breath I Will Never forgive You and I Will Get Over You I cannot Believe I fell for Your Ugly Lies I Cannot Believe You would chose her over me Sooner or later she will Hurt you and I will Not Be here to Pick up Your pieces I Hope You Rot in Hell You No Longer Have a H

Poems Not Written By Me
Roses are red violets are korny, when I think of you I get fucking horny, Eat me, Beat me, Bite me, Lick me, Suck me, Fuck me, Very Slowly, if you kiss me, don't be sassy, Use your tongue and make it nasty!!!

I Need Some Help
hello, i dont really know how to start this, i probably have to go back in the past to explain this.... most of you dont know me, but i am a single mother who is trying go to college as well... for the past 2 years i have been sick, i am not sure when i will be better again, and the doctors dont know either. i have wanted to go on vacation for i dont know how long, but was never able to afford it, i just think i need to get away from this place for a while, to regain some strenght, so i can have some happy moments, some memories that will help me get better. so a friend of mine made me a deal.. if i help her get customers who want to buy make up she would take half of the money she is making and put it to the side so my daughter and i can go on a vacation... many of you have a sister, a mother, wife, girlfriend etc and i am not asking you to buy anything, but just take in consideration that if you do think about getting something for a birthday, christmas or some other occasion yo

Things That Piss Me Off
hmmm . . . loud obnoxious people, I'm obnoxious, but not loud, like they gotta know everyone knows they are there . . . that kinda shit, haha Liars . . . Cheaters . . . My X-Wife is a Lying Cheating Whore, nuff said there . . . Scammers . . . Telemarketers . . . fuckin hate em . . . gimme your number so I can call you and tell ya about shit ya don't wanna hear about . . . Junk mail . . . I save it and sent other companies' junk mail to other companies in their postange paid envelopes . . . it's fun and it costs the companies more money . . . why the hell not . . . fuck them if they can't take a fuckin joke, the whole world should do this . . . I hate rice burner cars . . . big 5" exhaust pipe . . . tiny 4 banger engine . . . kid says "dude, it sounds like a V-8" . . . no fuck face it sounds like a mouse fartin in a tube . . . nothing sounds like a V-8, but a V-8 . . . no replacement for displacement . . . jerkoff I get road rage . . but I don't yell at oth

Awwww
AWW I haven't had a chance to talk to my sister, Ashley, in a while. So, I decided to take a peek at her profile to see what was new with her. Imagine my surprise when I read the following advice I had given her on yahoo instant messenger posted in her blog: Saturday, July 22, 2006 GOOD ADVICE>>>> READ THIS> Current mood: thankful Love means sacrifice and compromise, Not just passion and excitement. Just listen to your heart, And before you ever make any big decisions, About your relationship or anything you do, Now that you part of a couple, Think about the consequences, How it might affect him, What life would be like without him. If you love him that much, It's worth working through things. thank you, jenn.. you're an amazing sister. Thank you for everything. i know you're there looking out for your little sister. to make sure i make the right decisions. and to make sure i think twice about w

Crazy
I remember when, I remember, I remember when I lost my mind There was something so pleasant about that phase. Even your emotions had an echo In so much space And when you're out there Without care, Yeah, I was out of touch But it wasn't because I didn't know enough I just knew too much Does that make me crazy Does that make me crazy Does that make me crazy Probably And I hope that you are having the time of your life But think twice, that's my only advice Come on now, who do you, who do you, who do you, who do you think you are, Ha ha ha bless your soul You really think you're in control Well, I think you're crazy I think you're crazy I think you're crazy Just like me My heroes had the heart to lose their lives out on a limb And all I remember is thinking, I want to be like them Ever since I was little, ever since I was little it looked like fun And it's no coincidence I've come And I can die when I'm done Maybe I'm craz

Mortis's Insanity
Ello!!(crappy french accent), so here i am just chillin on lost cherry, and i say to myself, "myself, you should write something, and...ummmmm i forgot." so here i am writeing something, hopefully this afternoon i'll be able to finally do a little filming for the springfield juggalo show, im gonna be posting it on youtube and after that I'll post the installments of it on our page. so theres something to watch for and see if i really do it, cause i procrastinate alot. anyway i guess im gonna find something to do so peace motherfacos!!! ---The Dark Lord Mortis

You scored as Amy Lee. Your parnter is Amy Lee! Amy Lynn Lee (born December 13, 1981 in Riverside, California) is an American singer and songwriter. She founded the band Evanescence with Ben Moody.Amy Lee89%Paris Hilton72%Angelina Jolie67%Avril Lavigne67%Sarah Michelle Gellar61%Pink61%Jodie Marsh50%Jessica Simpson6%your celebrity partner(for dudes)created with QuizFarm.com You scored as Black Witch. You are a Black Witch, and a very powerful one at that! Beware he who crosses your way, I sure wouldn't want to be him! Just beware who you place your curs

To Those Who Deserve It Most
THIS GOES OUT TO THOSE WHO DESERVE IT MOST...WHEN I TALK ABOUT THOSE WHO DESERVE IT MOST I MEAN THOSE WHO WORK FOR WUT THEY WANT AND GOT...TO THOSE WHO SLAVE LATE NIGHT HOURS AT THERE JOB...TO THOSE WHO DO WUT THEY MUST TO SURVIVE...ITS NOT A EASY LIFE TO LIVE BUT FOR THOSE WHO DO LIVE THERE LIVES TO THE FULLIST AND MAKE EVERY MOMENT COUNT THIS IS FOR U...FOR THOSE WHO HAVE BEEN LET DOWN BY SOMEONE WHO U COUNTED ON THIS IS FOR U...TO THOSE WHO HAVE BEEN PLACED IN A SITUATION THAT NO ONE DESERVES THIS IS FOR U...FOR THOSE WHO STRUGGLE TO MAKE IT THIS IS FOR U...SO SMILE PEOPLE CUZ LIFE IS GREAT AND HARD ALL AT THE SAME TIME...BUT IF U CAN HANDLE EVERYTHING GOD THROWS AT U THEN U CAN HANDLE ANYTHING IN THIS WORLD AND THAT MY FRIENDS IS SOMETHING NO ONE CAN TAKE FROM U...PEACE KEEP IT MOVING AND KEEP A POSITIVE MIND...GOD BLESS US ALL IN THIS MESS....ONELUV....RELLS!

Of Soul
Surender When there is nothing to loose and everything to gain It is easy to let go of the world of pain I fought to hold on for far to long Till all that I longed for was gone In the steps of life there is time to greive To face the hurt, heal and releave. Hard facts are always there be seen Honesty in everything is called by some obcene But for the only place of trust we hold true The lack of the truth was a bill past due Pretending that all was doing great Lead to a life filled with bitterness and hate Our debit to be payed came way to hard The deck of life dealt the death card Now we stand alone to behold our fate I surender my love and let go of my hate. R. Thomas Dinsmore Do not grieve this man who passes away Instead live life each and every day For no one lives free of worldly sin And much wrong is done while in the skin And much of the lessons had to be So we could go on to eternity I prefer to think of me you may smile And maybe enjoy the thought

Eternal Damnation
Eternal Damnation Such a beautiful place dark with webs. Controled emotoins I must be free. Rip my tombstone off, let me bleed. Dark fallen creatures of the night, stand with me and fight. Open ur eyes u shall see. Come and take of me. Silent whispers echo my name through the cracked walls of this cave. Symphony of brimstone, I feel ur fire, daywalkers Empire. Infinate misery welcomes me back, nails painted black. Ears peirced with gypsy rings, Hearing only one thing. Worship me I'm your King. Upon this throne I sit, with wine and blood I spit. Invite your soul to my domain, share this cast down pain. Into your soul, swallowed whole. Its the time of the dead, take heed and follow, time is hollow. Indeed I need torture, spreading death now airborne, carefull your web is torn. Agnostic masses once obsessed, drive my hunger in excess. Bounty now full, spiritual undertow. Eternal Hell I live, got something to give. Persistance of time, truly divine. Agony is the

My Intro For Single Females
Hi I’m Warner, I thought that I would write to you so that you wouldn’t miss this opportunity to meet a great guy like me. So start reading the following info to learn more about a great guy that will make your family and friends proud that I’m in your life. Now, I thought I would try something different in the way I write to a profile to let you know that I’m interested. I want to get away from the old way of writing a simple one line sentence like ‘I’m interested in meeting you; please write me kind of stuff’. I thought How about me telling you about me, one hell of a guy. Then you can decide if I’m worth your time. Let’s start with the basic stats about me: Name: Warner Born: October 6, 1964 in Gary, Indiana (The Midwest) Grew up in Long Beach, CA Long Beach Poly High School Class 1983 Height: 6’3” Weight: 195lbs Eyes: Brown Hair: Short Black Sign: Libra My best features: I’m told I have a great smile! What I like in a woman is the following: a woman that is very

The Big Lie
The Big Lie All of your life, you've been lied to. You've been told what life is supposed to be about. Grow up, do well in school, make friends, get a girlfriend or boyfriend, get a good job, get married, get a nice house and have kids. Watch tv, go to church, vote, find some hobbies to entertain you. Donate money to charity. Go on vacation. Get old, retire, spend time with the grandkids. Look back on your life with nostalgia, look forward to the afterlife of your choosing. This is what you're supposed to do, this is what normal people do. This is what everyone else is doing. Oh sure, there are a few aberrations here and there, sometimes some people slip off this track, but you can get back on at any time. Of course, when you actually look at the world around you, you may see something entirely different. See that young married couple living next door, with the wife gardening in the front yard while the kids play out back? She's snowed under with Xanax all the

Make New Friends
Thinking about leaving to much crap going on and i also i am not on here much but if you still want to contact me most of you have my yahoo messager id or if you have a myspace just send me your link before i go.

Pimp
ENTER HERE Hells #1 Girl@ CherryTAP Once all entries are in.. than i will tell u when the voting is over.. but i need to hit 23 people first Wild-n-crazy@ CherryTAP Turtle@ CherryTAP I pimped her her.. now yall rate her pics..

Know Your Rights!
Here is A MAP OF OUR CURRENT & FUTURE MODERN DAY CONCENTRATION CAMPS, { CURRENT DOC [STATE] FACILITIES } THE PRIVATIZATION OF OUR JUDICIAL SYSTEM HAS LABLED ALL RESIDENTS " CATTLE FOR THE SLAUGHTER "! YOUNG OR OLD! THE MISSION IS SIMPLE & CLEAR, FILL UP DOC PRISONS, JAILS, HALF WAY HOUSES, ETC., KEEP 'EM FULL, KEEP MONEY IN THE STOCKHOLDERS POCKETS. KEEPING CITIZENS, TAX PAYERS, VOTERS & THERE FAMILIES AT RISK. DESTROYING LIVES YOUNG OR OLD FOR ANY SMALL INFRACTION OF THE LAW. GOD HIM SELF DOES NOT HAVE A ZERO TOLERANCE POLICY! WHY DOES OUR CURRENT MAYOR & GOVT. ENDORSE THIS? WHY WERE THESE HITLER MINDED PEOPLE VOTED IN? LOOK AT THE CATASTROPIC RESULTS, LIVES, FAMILES, JOBS &, FUTURES DESTROYED! WHAT HAPEND TO REFORM, REHAB, PAY FOR YOUR CRIME & MOVE ON? THOSE DAYS ARE GONE, LIFE SENTENCES ARE WHAT EVERY ONE SERVES NOW! TAX PAYERS ARE PAYING & PUT AT RISK BUY THE SYSTEM DESIGNED TO PROTECT THEM. WHEN FELONS ARE NOT AFFORDED THE OPPORTUNITY TO GET A JOB, BASIC HOUSING {IN A

Poem You
you Current mood: creative Category: Writing and Poetry You I sit here and think Think of you With or with out her near At work At home With my kids You go through my head I sit here and think When you have a bad day Or when you are happy I listen to your problems And still can only think of mine My loss of you And how to fix it I sit here listening to songs When I should be working All I can think of Is you

This Stuff Is The Bomb
This stuff is the best thing since sliced bread. Check out the website and get in touch with me and I can tell you more about. If you have pain, need energy, can't sleep or truly want to look younger in 21 days and feel healthier, you can't overlook this. This stuff works..... www.lifewave.com/amber08

He Has Just Been Violated...!!!
HOW WEIRD IS THIS??? I'M SITTING HERE STUDYING FOR A TEST...MY HUSBAND WAS JUST SITTING ON THE COUCH NEXT TO ME...STONED OUT OF HIS MIND OF COURSE...ALL WAS QUIET WHEN WE HEARD HIM SHOUT "WHAT THE F*CK"..."THAT WAS STIMULATING THE HEAD OF MY D*CK"...I LOOK OVER TO FIND OUR DOG (A CHIHUAHA/PEKINESE MIX) SITTING ON HIS LAP CHEWING ON HIS FRONT PAW, WHICH SO HAPPENED TO BE IN HIS GENITAL AREA... NOW MY QUESTION IS...HOW LONG HAD RILEY (THE DOG) BEEN CHEWING ON HIS PAW BEFORE PAT HAD REALIZED IT?? IF IT WAS A WHILE, WAS IT BECAUSE HE WAS TOO STONED TO REALIZE, OR DID HE POSSIBLY ENJOY IT A LITTLE?... HMMMMMMM.... THE WORLD WILL NEVER KNOW...

Quizzes And Surveys
The Strange Questions SurveyHave you ever licked the back of a CD to try to get it to work?:no What's the largest age difference between yourself and someone you’ve date:4 yrs Ever been in a car wreck?:yes Were you popular in high school?:tried to be Have you ever been on a blind date?:no Are looks important?:no Do you have any friends that you've known for 10 years or more??:yes mostly By what age would you like to be married?:was at 28 but like to be again in the next decade Does the number of people a person's slept with affect your view of them?:no Have you ever made a mistake?:yes Are you a good tipper?:yes What's the most you have spent for a haircut?:15 Have you ever had a crush on a teacher?:no Have you ever peed in public?:yes What song do you want played at your funeral?:hel i dunno whatever is fitting Would you tell your parents if you were gay?:yes What would your last meal be before getting executed?:a handfull of percoset Beatles or Stones?:beatles If you had to pick one

Contest...
Voting will begin on wednsday night and go on till sunday to be fair, but no votes before that time!!!! And for god's sake 1 vote and ranking per person for a contestent per day, if more than 1 comment is left they will not count!! Comments will count as 2 points and ranks as 1 point. [ CherryTAP.com photo: 178906743 ]

Love Isn't Selfish
When you can honestly say that you have loved someone enough to sacrifice your own happiness for his/hers.....then, and only then, have you truly loved. If you're lucky, you will be truly loved at least once in your lifetime. I have truly loved. I have been a fool in love. I have been truly loved. I have loved someone enough to risk everything I owned, my very own freedom, because he asked me to selflessly stand by him no matter what the cost. I have loved someone enough to share with him my love, my life, and everything I had just to see him smile. I have loved someone enough to let him go so that he could move on with his life and find happiness with someone else when I could no longer make him happy. I have been a fool in love with someone who never loved me and a fool in love with someone who no longer does. As a fool in love, I have tormented myself remembering all that we shared, everything I felt, that I still feel sometimes - wondering if he ev

Support
I get really miffed at people who do not support our troops.These men and women are putting thier lives on the line to fight for our right to be free. You hear all this anti-war crap...and it is crap people...remember the twin towers you jerks,over a thousand americans died...mothers,fathers, sons,daughters..neighbors,how many have to die before we decide to stand up and fight, be proud to be an American,and do what we have to do to promote what the USA stands for.If I were young enough, I`d fight, so my sons wouldn`t have to,so they could be free,and so the Towers would never fall again...support our troops, so we can continue to be free...

Looking For This Lady
WHAT'S UP EVERY ONE ??? IM LOOKING FOR THIS LADY NAMED COLLEN K. AMY,, SHE WENT TO SHOOL AT LINDHURST HIGH SHCOOL WITH ME ... I ALMOST MARRIED HER, WHEN WE WHERE GOING OUT. JUST WANT TO SEE HER AGAIN AND SEE HOW SHE'S DOING. THANKS FOR ANY HELP YOU CAN GIVE ME. LARRY Hay everyone,, Im looking for this lady named Natasha Viljoen she lives in Reno Navada. If someone could get her a message to call me it would be cool. I am working in Reno for a fue day and want to see her .. Just tell her Larry form Northen ca. wants her to call him.. She knows my number. Thank You, Larry Barcellus Hay everyone,, Im looking for this lady named Natasha Viljoen she lives in Reno Navada. If someone could get her a message to call me it would be cool. I am working in Reno for a fue day and want to see her .. Just tell her Larry form Northen ca. wants her to call him.. She knows my number. Thank You, Larry Barcellus

Just Me (dean)
Hello to all the wonderful folks I've met here on CT. I need to take a break from the net for a while, but I wanted to thank all of you for the friendship and the love. May be a day, may be a year. Time to get my head together again. Tired of hurting and being hurt. You all take care and I'll see you whenever. Those that have my yahoo feel free to send a message or e-mail. I will check it from time to time. Lynn, I love you and I'm sorry. Get well soon hon. Take care all and Blessed Be.

Deleting
hey all im really thinking about getting rid of my account here on cherrytap it has gotten boring and gotten to the point where i dont even remember to check in here....no one ever comments or rates or anything else i see no point in keeping it any longer...so just keeping everyone fair warned i might be gone in a few days.....thanks all for becoming friends on here and giving me a new experience! See everyone later!

Why
Why is it much harder for a guy like me to meet women or most importantly have sex or one night stands? All you women have to do is dress up and walk into a place and you have every guys attention. Guys like me we have to work at getting your attention and being a short overweight guy that is very hard to do. Everyone keeps telling me to just be myself, but if I can't interact with a women how the hell will she know I'm a nice guy or whatever? I am just so sick of seeing couples and everyone getting some everywhere I look. Well thanks for listening to me rant!

Deleting People
I really enjoy ct and I try every day to send a few things out to some one new and to my friends,But I am finding people friend me and then i never hear from them again I dont nee alot of friends that I don't hear from but I do want friends that can drop me a line every few weeks. So if I do end up deleting you don't take in personall. And I also don't give out my home phone number or call others if I have talked to you once.

Today I Watched The Sun Rise
I remember you standing at the end of each night, Awaiting for me to return from my flight, The look on your face of truest love, As the first of dawns ray filtered in from above, I remember you being there, night after night, Never questioning what you knew wasn't right, I remember you loving me without unconditionally, Never asking or demanding, just accepting it as Me. With a heart filled with sadness, and tears in my eyes, To be rejoined with my Love, Today I watched the sun rise. I remember you by my side all those long years, Through good times and bad, laughter and tears, All the joy we shared in a timeless perfect love, Feeling so right as though blessed from above, The days of the years passing with a blur, The endless passion in my heart you stir, The Pain brought by the one thing you didn't see, The one decision that would one day be the death of Me. With a heart filled with sadness, and tears in my eyes, To be rejoined with my Love, Today I wat

Here We Go Again
I'd like to talk about T.V. Something that I can't enjoy much cause I work nights. I would start a show then lose track of when there on or what day there on. We have the DVR thing but I'm still not used to it so I forget to record the shows. It's a crap shoot anyway. Sometimes it records the whole show sometimes it doesn't. So I've given up. What ever happened to showing a shows full season at once. I'm beginning to see a trend of showing a couple of months of new shows then the go on break until the new year. What's that crap all about. When I finally do get to get caught up on a show they show some new crap game show hosted by some washed up celeb. Those game shows are pretty impossible to win. It's like Black Jack the house always wins. Most shows now are on more then one station. Shown at least two to three times a week. So there is no excuse to miss a show, but if told me to click on the Bravo network, I'd first give you a blank stare. Then have to go to the guide and spend 20

Megadeth, Promise.
Megadeth Promises Lyrics Two hearts that shouldn't Talk to each other become close In a town much like a prison cell People speak our names On the street in hushed tones Oh the stories they'd tell If anyone would listen You come from a town where People don't bother saying hello Unless somebody's born or dies And I come from a place where they Drag your hopes through the mud Because their own dreams are all dying And when we walk down the street The wind sings our name in rebel songs The sounds of the night should make us anxious But it's much to late when the fear is gone I will meet you in the next life, I promise you Where we can be together, I promise you I will wait till then in heaven, I promise you I promise, I promise There's so many fighting To get past the pearly gates But nobody ever wants to die or get saved Their intentions aren't that good And I can smell the asphalt That's their personal road to hell being paved And when we

Fallen Angel
You scored as Fallen Angel. You my friend are a Fallen Angel!You were amongst the closest to God, yet love led you down a path of self-destruction. You find yourself crying a lot, because of the pains of this world. Yes it is very crewl, yet you know there isn't a thing you can do about it. Follow your heart and you will find some of your former happiness.Fallen Angel100%You are a Demon42%Black Witch33%You are a Vampiric Elf!33%Vampire25%What creature of the night are you you most like? (Pics!!)created with QuizFarm.com

You Should On Have Sex On Days That Begin With T...
You should have SEX on days that begin with T: Body: You should have SEX on days that begin with T: Thanksgiving, Tuesday, Thursday, Today, Tomorrow, ---Sex is: like Nokia (connecting people) like Nike (Just do it) like Pepsi (ask for more) like Coca Cola (Enjoy) ---Top 10 Places to have sex: In your bed In your parents bed In a car On a washing machine, while running In a hot tub On a beach, down in the sand On a comfy couch with the TV on On a waterbed A plane bathroom In the rain .. ---Top 10 Places NOT to have sex: In the movies In a car... WHILE YOU'RE DRIVING! In front of all of your friends In a phonebooth In your best friend's bed At Grandma's house At school In your dirty basement In the street ON-LINE ---Top three things to say before having sex: I love you [ONLY iF YOU MEAN iT] Fuck me hard I'm gonna fuck the shit out of you.. ---Top three thin

...what Is Dirty??...
See... I noticed that mostly everything on CherryTap is NSFW and naughty... and I think I might try a bit of it. Some girls may call it being slutty...but.. I guess its kind of liberating, and everyone should give it a try.. Hmmm

Loves Pain
Love’s Pain Never thought I would face a day without you, The agony of life since I blocked my soul is true, Pain washes over me every day in waves, Empty silence like the wind blowing over graves, Each day I try to understand the reasons why, Finding no comfort that you are happy with another guy, Through the years past knowing we would be together, All gone now like the passing of violent weather, All the anger I held for your lack of faith in me, Knowing I loved you so much I was too blind to see, That I was just a game to you, a moments distraction, You taking pleasure in the lies that brought you satisfaction, To think I thought you ever loved me, the fool I am, The truth comes slamming into me like a battering ram, For all the promises that I was all you would want and need, With another man at all times you were always indeed, Now you live with him, all your troubles gone away, I have ripped my soul in half to leave you, and here I stay, One time you said “f

My Life Journey
ARE YOU OUT THERE ??????? I am looking for some free time away from my kids and work . I am looking for a down to earth girl,who loves too have fun in life .Life is to short !!! ARE YOU OUT THERE ????????? IF SO GIVE ME A SHOUT BACK , I WOULD LOVE TO CHAT WITH YOU . TELL ME ABOUT YOURSELF - The Survey Name: Grant Mettler Birthday: 02/08/1974 Birthplace: Lancaster Current Location: Lancaster Eye Color: Brown Hair Color: Brown Height: 5'6 Right Handed or Left Handed: Right but can use the left [WINK ] Your Heritage: Irish /German The Shoes You Wore Today: Clogs Your Weakness: An sexy smile & someone in trouble Your Fears: Spiders Your Perfect Pizza: Pep and cheese Goal You Would Like To Achieve This Year: N/A Your Most Overused Phrase On an instant messenger: LMFAO Thoughts First Waking Up: Hey i made it through another night Your Best Physical Feature: My smile Your Bedtime: shower , good book and an smoke Your Most Missed Memory:

Shoutbox
Hello everyone . I just wanted to say that at work during the day my shoutbox does not work. The font type it needs to work I dont have installed on my computer. This computer is old. My computer at home at night works fine . Anyway I can recieve messages love them too!! I didnt want any of you to think I was ignoring you. I appreciate you and we have alot of fun!! I hope you all have an awesome weekend!!!! CHEERS!!!

Help!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Hey everyone I need help I entered a salute pic contest and anyone that can help by commenting would be much appericated. So Lettttttttttttttttt's get ready to Comment Boooooooooooooooooooommmmmmmmmmmmbbbbbbbbbb!!!! follow this link http://www.cherrytap.com/images.php?u=449897&albumid=147284

Sher Bear
Well this is something new to me. I heard about this from Raven. She is a really close personal friend of mine. I am hoping I get to know you all and we become more comfortable talking to each other, and maybe become close friends. If you want to know anything about me all you have to do is ask.

The Rose
The Rose The Rose awaits… with patience Her silent beauty Anticipates his loving touch …As his lips linger Gently upon her pearly petals She sighs As flesh touches flesh A slow steady rush Her blushing bloom moistens With drops of delicate dew That glisten on satin softness With each captivating caress Of his tantalising tongue Her glistening bud pulses And her petals unfold ...She shudders He feels her hunger Her sweet honey nectar Her essence And with a ravenous thrust He enters... plunging... Penetrating… deeply Into her sultry sweetness Then with a rush of emotion Exquisite explosion Suspended in time For an endless moment Their souls merge Their senses soar As two becomes one Bathed in honey dew The Rose is now fulfilled She serenely rests her head Against his beating heart.

Ever Want To
have u ever just wanted to just get so drunk youu would pass out and just not wake up. I feel like just passin out and never wakin up. I feel as if ive hit a big depression that i cant get out of, and i just want to give up. I dont wanna feel this way anymore and no matter what i do it doesnt get better. I just wanna curl up and die Well people im out and will be gone for 16 weeks. I will see u all when i get back

Me..myself..and I..just Me!
Attitude is everything! Make a choice to have a Good Day! Be kinder than necessary, for everyone is fighting some kind of battle! Live simply, Love generously, Care deeply, Speak kindly! 01*I _____Karla 02*Karla is _____. 03*If I were alone in a room with Karla I would _____. 04*I think Karla should _____. 05*Karla needs _____. 06*I want to _____ Karla. 07*Someday Karla will _____. 08*Karla _____ 09*Without Karla___. 10*My memories of Karla are ____. 11*Karla can be _____. 12*The worst thing about Karla is _____. 13*The best thing about Karla is _____. 14*I am _____ with Karla. 15*One thing about Karla is _____. 16*Karla should go and _____. 17*Karla_____ me. 18*_________Karla. 01*I _____Karla 02*Karla is _____. 03*If I were alone in a room with Karla I would _____. 04*I think Karla should _____. 05*Karla needs _____. 06*I want to _____ Karla. 07*Someday Karla will _____. 08*Karla _____ 09*Without Karla___. 10*My memories of Karla are ____. 11*Karla

The Spirit Carries On
why am i typing this i do not know maybe it just i want to empty my soul so if you reads this ty of not oh well (lol) well i joined ct with the idea of making a few new friends but what happend for me was the best thing i could have hoped for.... they say you find things in the strangest places what am i talking about i made true friends ones i could open my soul to, then there is this one person i have found with out looking bought to me with questions to ask me about other things i care not to talk about,but out of this became my closest friend someone to spend endless days talking about nothing that matters to anybody other than us... this person has taken part of me and i would never want them to give it back i didnt see it coming wasnt looking for it but... untill it happens without knowing its going on around you ,your so caught up in the feeling you just go with the flow and see where you end up or not... who knows what will happen in lifes big picture or what cards fate w

Friendship
A Friend's Greeting I'd like to be the sort of friend that you have been to me; I'd like to be the help that you've been always glad to be; I'd like to mean as much to you each minute of the day As you have meant, old friend of mine, to me along the way. I'd like to do the big things and the splendid things for you, To brush the gray from out your skies and leave them only blue; I'd like to say the kindly things that I so oft have heard, And feel that I could rouse your soul the way that mine you've stirred. I'd like to give you back the joy that you have given me, Yet that were wishing you a need I hope will never be; I'd like to make you feel as rich as I, who travel on Undaunted in the darkest hours with you to lean upon. I'm wishing at this time that I could but repay A portion of the gladness that you've strewn along my way; And could I have one wish this year, this only would it be: I'd like to be the sort of friend that you have be

Somebody Said
FAKE FRIENDS: Never ask for food. REAL FRIENDS: Are the reason you have no food. FAKE FRIENDS: Bail you out of jail and tell you what you did was wrong. REAL FRIENDS: Would sit next to you sayin "Damn we fucked up.but that shit was fun!" FAKE FRIENDS: Borrow your stuff for a few days then give it back. REAL FRIENDS: Keep your shit so long they forget its yours. FAKE FRIENDS: Know a few things about you. REAL FRIENDS: Could write a book about you with direct quotes from you. FAKE FRIENDS: Are for a while. REAL FRIENDS: Are for life. FAKE FRIENDS: Will take your drink away when they think you've had enough. REAL FRIENDS: Will look at you stumbling all over the place and say "Bitch drink the rest of that you know we don't waste." FAKE FRIENDS: Will talk shit to the person who talks shit about you. REAL FRIENDS: Will knock them the FUCK out. somebody said it takes about six weeks to get back to normal after you've had a baby.... somebody doesn't know that once you're a m

M.b.o.a.
Hey! Wanna join the newest family for females only. M.B.O.A. Male Bashers Of America This family is for all the women who are tired of mens shit and need friends to vent to. Or the women who just don't like men period. If you would like to join notify one of the 4 founders listed below. We will keep it updated as new members join. Thanx. We can't wait to see our family grow. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Aphrodite0081~M.B.O.A. Founder~D.B.S.~K.O.T~K.K.S@ CherryTAP ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ arkiegirl58~ M.B.O.A. Founder~Mom of D.B.S.~K.O.T.~@ CherryTAP ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Chickie Momma~K.O.T. Member~Founder M.B.O.A~D.B.S~@ CherryTAP ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Dawn~Founder M.B.O.A.~D.B.S. Backup~@ CherryTAP

Weakness
Some people really had it right when they said u must portray yourself to demand respect, if you ever want any. Some of you today may be seen by an enemy, walking down the street, holding your gilfriends hand, doing whatever, and your fiend is collecting info on you, who your close to, where you go, your weaknesses. Will you be the one to look over your shoulder and see the forest for the trees, will you look and see nothing or will you see and act accordingly. I guess we'll find out... when im red and your blue. its obvious u, silkyslim44, are scared of me or feel intimidated by me its vere immature and childish for u to report every background i set as nsfw if u dont like my page nobody is forcin u to look i think u like me er somthin nothin else would xplain why u are forcin urself to look at my page ...lol slimthroat but ur not my type slim-asophagus just give it up if u dont like me just go away i am better than u and i will win

Thee First Blog
Well, these last two days have been weird, Stickam... getting banned, one matter, you know, resolved, but theres someone else, who still wants some shit stirred up. Trying to get me banned. It's pissing off so I felt like writen about it. Anyways, i'm gonna try and get more pics for you guys, but in the mean time, just comment, add me, rate the pics I already have, fan me, and if you'd like, Crush on Me! HarHar =] Yessum, I'm veeeeery Bored. Argh =[ ... [ C h e l l e ] . . . [xXx]

My First Blog!
I was flipping thru channels just now and stopped on CNN. And the toppic was Anna Nicole Smith. I know there has been alot of bad press about her, but she really was a good person. Anyway she died this morning. I just thought I would share. Its so cold here, and there's so much snow. I dont know what else to write :)

101 Things You Shouldnt Have To Know
It is impossible to sneeze with your eyes open. The plastic things on the ends of shoelaces are called aglets. Maine is the toothpick capital of the world. "Bookkeeper" and "bookkeeping" are the only words in the English language with three consecutive double letters. The name of the dog on the Cracker Jack box is Bingo. Welsh mercenary bowmen in the medieval period only wore one shoe at a time. New Jersey has a spoon museum featuring over 5400 spoons from every state and almost every country. The characters Bert and Ernie on Sesame Street were named after Bert the cop and Ernie the taxi driver in Frank Capra's "It's A Wonderful Life". Alaska is the most northern, western and eastern state; it also has the highest latitude, the most eastern longitude and the most western longitude. It is physically impossible for pigs to look up into the sky. The metal part at the end of a pencil is twenty percent sulfur. Duelling is legal in Paraguay as long as both pa

If Your A Friend Of Mine....this Is A Must Read!
watsup people,those that matter anyways,its ya local neighborhood SOLDIER BOY "BANKS",I WANNA TAKE THIS TIME TO THANK EVERYONE FOR THE KIND COMMENTS AND MESSAGES THAT YOUVE LEFT ME,I'D LIKE TO APPRECIATE AND RECOGNIZE ALL THE GOOD FRIENDS IVE MET ON HERE,YOU KNOW WHO YOU ARE,BUT AT THIS TIME IAM ALSO POSTING THIS TO LET MY TRUE FRIENDS ON HERE KNOW THAT IVE CHOOSEN TO DELETE MY ACCOUNT. I WONT SERVE AN EXPLAINATION,BUT WHAT I WILL DO IS LEAVE EXTRA CONTACT INFORMATION FOR THOSE WHO CARE TO KEEP IN CONTACT WITH ME THE FOLLOWING ARE REFERENCES YOU CAN FIND ME AT: Yahoo- st_69_04@yahoo.com Myspace- url www.myspace.com/mr_sdot AOL- sktskt07@aol.com AGAIN ID LIKE TO THANK ALL THOSE THAT MATTER FOR THE GOODTIMES BUT THE BOY HAS TO DO WAT HE HAS TO DO,SO THIS IS GOODBYE.

My First Time ,how About Yours ?
This was my first time,do you remember your first time ? The Beach I was walking along the beach, enjoying the quiet and the late summer sun. I came up to a sea wall; a huge pile of rocks stretching the whole length of the beach. It was built to stop the sea washing all the sand right along the beach. I looked up at the wall of rocks, climbing fifteen feet above me. As children we had always been told not to climb these walls, the loose rocks could slip and fall, taking you with them. But young men like to ignore danger and I started to climb up the large stones. As I got to the top of the wall, I looked over at the next stretch of beach. The sea had pushed the sand against the wall and the drop on the far side was only two feet or so. As I climbed over, I noticed that the beach wasn't empty. A naked woman lay on a blanket, sunbathing. She was very close to the wall, which was why I hadn't seen her earlier. She looked to be in her late twenties or early thirti

The Sage Of Roseville
I learned something recently that I feel the need to share. It involves a turkey baster, some form of lubricant, and an avocado. Hold on. That is my letter to another publication. I was made aware of an easy way to take care of myself. I was describing where my cranium was at to my good friend Stacy Pete, and basically relying on her to be my emotional tampon.I have served in that capacity for her too, so she did not mind. In her reply to my dark rumblings was a sentence I had searched for forever. Don't be a jerk to yourself. Think about it. When faced with a choice, remember not to treat yourself like a jerk. Have I given up any of my unholy habits? Nope. Am I exercising more to get in shape? Yes, but not physically. I do it for my mental well being. Putting some time in everyday on my recumbant bike and doing a few dips and chin ups just get my brain smiling. Jotting down a few words here and there helps too. The main thing is I make sure I spend a little time each day just on me. N

A Bad Day A Long Time Ago
You used to love me. You used to say you cared. I was the one and only, Yet your heart you never shared. (You never ever fucking cared!) But I let it pass, because I thought it was true. It seems now bitch that Ive miss judged you. Your car I'm gonna smash. Your face I'm gonna pound in glass. Scalp your head, dig out your eyes with a spoon, break your fucking nose, cut off your lips oh so slow, fill your breasts full of pins, pull off your nails one by one, tie your legs wide open, then fuck you with my boot, kicking untill I break your hips. I loved you forever. I was honest with you. I always kept you in my heart. Believing that we were true. (But you never ever fucking cared) I let it pass still thinking we were meant to be. Keeping up the game, that was soon found out, fucking bitch you just let out the demon that was locked in me! Still tied down I cut you up in one inch pieces, beginning at your feet, up to your crown, you listen as I feed you to my dog, i

Forever Dark
*FOREVER DARK* The sun is down, the pain is here. The rain is coming, I feel a tear. Like a stream, running down my face, it gets slower, then picks up pace. I grab a tissue and wipe it away, but the sun wont shine until another day.

Not Being On Lately
Just A quick Note to let people who care know I having taking time off of here.There is so much going on in my life.So many changes I want to make,Some of them are going to be trying and very emotional for me. It has come time to worry about me and my daughter.As my daughter gets older I watch what a incredible lady she is becoming. and the one thing I can truly say Is that My children are the one thing in my life I did right.I never had the chance to watch my son grow up.because he died,the worse part is never getting to know the man he would have become.He was taken from me in a daycare drowning.I am not writing this for your pity or sympathy.I am writing this so that those out there thats have children realize that they are a gift NOT a right.How much does it take to tell your child that you love them unconditionally.I need to better my life so that my daughter knows there is nothing she cant do.The REAL friends I have here, I want you to know how much you mean to me.Thank you so m

Leaving For Awhile
TO EVERYONE OUT THERE THAT NEW CHRIS HELLER JUST PASSED AWAY TODAY. OUR PRAYS GO OUT TO HIS FAMILY. HE WILL BE MISSED BY ALL. HE WAS A GREAT MAN. HEY EVERYONE I AM LEAVING FOR A WHILE SO I WONT BE CHECKING THIS OUT. SO IF YOU WANT LEAVE ME COMMENTS OR AN EMAIL AND I WILL TRY AND GET BACK TO YOU WHEN I CAN. TAKE CARE AND I WILL TALK TO YOU ALL LATER.

Women
Why do women let you know one side of them until you date them then they change almost completely then let the bitch in them come out? I just dont know if it is something i have done or if it is in every woman..So far in my life i have had one true love and she treated me like shit so after 7 years i left her..I came to the conclusion that life is to short to not be happy..Right now as far as i am concerned i am goin to take things slow and see what happens in my life..I am tired of all the head games..There is someone i am seeing as a friend and i will see where that goes from there!!!Dont get me wrong i am not woman bashing but for godsake can i quit being hurt by you women now!!!Right now all i need in my life is my friends and whatever else happens in life is by chance!!!I would appreciate any comments or advice to help me out..I have noticed that because of all the bs i am goin through that i have been drinking a lot more often than usual and i know that i need to find some other

Does Anyone Else See That There Is A Double Standard?
I'm twenty-nine, live at home, and am about twenty-five pounds overweight; I will be single for a long time if nothing changes. I have noticed, though, in my community that there is a double standard when it comes to being overweight: It seems to be more acceptable for a man to be overweight than for a woman. Women are held to higher standards, and I often see "normal" sized women dating overweight men. However, I do not often see "normal" sized men dating overweight women. I want equality. I want to be liked for who I am. I don't turn so many heads now, but I am the same person that I was twenty-five pounds ago. Does anyone else notice a double standard?

My Life
soo my high went to the lowest of lows....the ex bf decided to tell me that he cheated on me...fun stuff so im told i have nothing to prove myself and ever since i heard those words it has been driving me nuts. honestly though why should i have to prove myself to anyone. if i have to prove anything to anyone it should be to myself. i know what i need to do and i will accomplish it all one day. but for you to sit there and say i need to prove myself is bull. why should anyone have to prove anything to anyone. if you "love" me as you once said then i shouldnt have to prove myself for your "love". you should "love" me for the person i am and not the person you want me to be. i put up with a lot of the things you told me and have done in the past but for you to say i have to prove to you that i am doing something with my life is fked up. for someone who just got back in school and started a decent job has no right to tell me i need to prove something. i take off one semester and stay

200 Bucks
One day an at home wife is alone and the doorbell rings. She opens it to a guy, "Hi, is Tony home?" The wife replies, "No, he went to the store, but you can wait here if you want." So they sit down and after a while of silence the friend says "You know Sara, you have the greatest breasts I have ever seen. I'd give you a hundred buck just to see one." Sara thinks about it for a second and figures, what the hell - a hundred bucks! She opens her robe and shows one to him for a few seconds. He promptly thanks her and throws a hundred bucks on the table. They sit there a while longer and guy then says "That was so amazing I've got to see both of them. I'll give you another 100 dollars if I could just see the both of them together." Sara amazed by the offer sits and thinks a bit about it and thinks, heck, why not? So she opens her robe and gives Chris a nice long chance to cop a look. A while later Tony arrives back home from the store. The wife goes up to him, "You know, y

Broken Man *suicide Saints* *written By : Brandon Fordosi
Dead Tomorrow All so Hollow Dead tomorrow You gave me this pain. You can’t take it away. Flies will lay their eggs. A crooked smile Hollow eyes So long, so many lies. A victim of our demise Glass, I have become. All so hollow Dead tomorrow I never wanted this. Cold was our last kiss Nothing, I have become. Love it when I bleed. Watch me beating me. Broken, I am. Drift away In a world of decay Dead so long Hollow stayed Torn inside With a crooked smile Hollow eyes Dead again Full of sorrow Dead tomorrow Killed what you can’t fix. I loved you, I love you. Look what you did Never, never wanted this. Suicide Saints Music 2007 Lyrics by: Brandon Fordosi Broken Man Somewhere inside of me, I die A sickness lurks, I’ll never find All my attempts, end in the vein. I lye awake, alone at night Trying to find, somewhere to hide. I haven’t figured out just yet. The only thing left, is my dreams And my pain, never seen in me

Update On Me!!!!!!!!!
I GOT TO THE HOSPITAL ABOUT 11:30 AM TO HAVE A D&C (PROCEDURE THAT CLEANS OUT THE UTERUS AFTER A MISCARRIAGE). THEY GAVE ME AN IV....IT TOOK 5 STICKS IN THE ARM BEFORE THEY TRIED MY HAND...IT HURT LIKE A SON OF A B****. THEY FINALLY TOOK ME BACK FOR MY PROCEDURE. IT WAS SUPPOSE TO TAKE 15 MINUTES....I ENDED UP IN SURGERY FOR AN HOUR AND A HALF. THE DOCTOR ENDED UP DOING A LAPROSCOPE TO. HE REMOVED A SIST ON MY OVARY, PART OF MY FALLOPIAN TUBE, AND MY BABY. THE BABY SOME HOW MANAGED TO GET RIGHT ABOVE MY FALLOPIAN TUBE. SO I WENT THROUGH HELL TODAY. I AM VERY UNCOMFORTABLE...AND IN ALOT OF PAIN. THEY PRESCRIBED ME 4 DIFFERENT MEDICATIONS....AND I AM ON MAJOR RESTRICTIONS FOR 6 WEEKS. BUT THE GOOD NEWS IS I CAN STILL HAVE CHILDREN...SO I'M EXCITED ABOUT THAT. SO WHEN THESE 6 WEEKS ARE UP YOU CAN BET THAT BILLY AND I WILL START TRYING AGAIN. AND HOPEFULLY THE NEXT TIME IS A SUCCESS...BECAUSE I'M NOT SURE I CAN GO THROUGH THIS AGAIN. SAM

Next Level
Help me out, peoples!!! I only need 350 more points until I reach the next level. I've been on the level I'm on now it seems like forever. Send me some comments, rates, or something to put me over the hump. Thanks a ton!

Here's How To Find, Attract, And Keep The Man You've Always Wanted
Wouldn't it be nice to skip the dozens of dates with lame and shallow men most women have to go through... and fall right into the arms of the man you really want? Would you like to learn how to captivate a man with your sharp wits and your kind heart... and never have to worry about just being wanted for sex again? Would you like to have an almost "unfair" advantage over all other women when it comes to meeting and attracting the man you want... including those women who might be prettier and younger than you? Are you tired of dealing with men who never really commit? Do you want to break out of the destructive cycle of meeting men, dating them, getting into relationships, quitting things that you like to do... only to end up breaking up with the guy and feeling like you wasted your love and your life away on him? Do you ever feel like you just can't find the right man for you... and if you did... that he might not be attracted to YOU? Would you like

My True Love And What It Means To Me
I am with the greatest women. She is there when I am sick, hurt, happy, mad, upset, and when i need a shoulder to lean on. She is my friend and my support. She has open my heart and soul to true love. She has been there with everything i have been thru with my daughter from a previous marriage. She has help me gan the strength o fightthru the curts to be with my daughter. It took a few years but we did it and my daughter is a big part of our lives. My wife is a animal queen, she has a big heart for animals, especially horses. She has filed my lif with a warm tender feeling. She has been so caring over the years, she and I both ave mde mistakes but realized how important our love is. When you almost lose the one you truly love it chances your whole aspect of life. We are happier than ever before. Love to me is someone to talk to care for depend on. They are there know matter what happens. They confort you when you are sad. They care for you when youare sick. They are

This Was My Life...
Well I'm currently in a little local band thats getting started as the lead guitarist and singer. Just a rock band, nothing too heavy or anything... yet. I've got an audition for another local band being the drummer. But right now what has my fancy is the Jackson I ordered off the net! Niiiiiiice axe, for only 700 USD! All the shit that I've been through dosent matter anymore, because I've found some new strength inside of myself. Some new desire to be more than anyone ever imagined. I've completely overhauled my guitar tones, favoring analog from the digital effects of past encounters with each other. All that shit that I was put through the last few months, all the heartache and pain, and all the bad times have led to this new strength. I love the power. Last night, I had this feeling as I was sitting on the beach at like 9 at night. This feeling that it should be remembered for something great, that the night would unveil a secret I could not have ever realized by myself.

Syndicate Style
DO YOU WANT TO BE THE FIRST SYNDICATE GIRL? WE ARE NOW ACCEPTING PICTURES. PLEASE MESSAGE ME TO LET ME KNOW WHICH PHOTO YOU WANT USED. ALL WINNERS WILL GET THEIR PICTURE POSTED IN THE LOUNGE FOR THE WEEK, AND ALSO A BANNER TO POST ON YOUR PROFILE, AND YOU WILL ALSO GET A GIFT FROM SYNDICATE STYLE. SO WHAT ARE YOU WAITING FOR? GOOD LUCK! ^ CLICK TO ENTER COME ONE COME ALL TO THE NEWEST BIKER LOUNGE ON CT. WE HAVE ALOT OF SHIT HERE COME AND CHECK US OUT!

Whatever
who understands guys? anyone y do they say one thing and mean another? i dont understand it i realy dont so if anyne can explain them let me know.. im not mad that the guy left me i hope he does well in his relationshp and we r still friends what i dont understand is y it took him so long to tell me.. i wouldnt have cared but i wish he would have told me right away instead of avoiding the issue im not your typical female if they guy im with finds someone else than tell me right away i didnt think it was that hard but i was obviously wrong hmmmm anyways does anyone have an answer to y ppl hide stuff? please tell me...

Cherry Blast
It's about time this Mistress gets her own Cherry Blast, so, I just want to know who will be the first lucky one to be honored by making a tribute to Mistress M with her first Cherry Blast.... Surprise Me! p.s. just wait for new more exciting pictures to come.... Lots of Love & Whips Mistress M Just wondering who will be the lucky one to gift Me a blast for the new year??? ... I can't believe out of all the fans and friends only a beautiful lady was caring enough to Blast Me... shame on you!!! (btw this beautiful lady is My friend KinkStar Sin... she rocks) Anyway, I'll be happy with a 3 day if that's all you can offer... of course the more the merrier... let's see... Who's going to make Me a Blast gift this new year??? aaah! and don't come asking something in return if you get Me a blast... this is not an exchange... I'll consider doing something nice for you if I want to! (I always do anyway... so go ahead Make My Day!) Fu kisses to all Me

General
I'm confused here everyone wants there bulletins reposted. And i give the courtesy of reading and reposting. Yet once i repost it no one gives me the courtesy of reading or commenting on it. This seems very onesided to me and very unfair should this continue i will be the one not repsoting for anybody sorry. yet that's the way i feel about. JOHNNYREB It's interesting that clan's can destroy friendships. That anyone would stoop to that level is even worse. But then again some people on this place seem to have no repect towards anyone. Leaves a sour taste for a person towards the people of this world when it happens.

The Jar Of Golf Balls
When things in your life seem almost too much to handle, when 24 hours in a day are not enough, remember the mayonnaise jar and the 2 cups of coffee. A professor stood before his philosophy class and had some items in front of him. When the class began, he wordlessly picked up a very large and empty mayonnaise jar and proceeded to fill it with golf balls. He then asked the students if the jar was full. They agreed tha t it was. The professor then picked up a box of pebbles and poured them into the jar. He shook the jar lightly. The pebbles rolled into the open areas between the golf balls. He then asked the students again if the was jar was full. They agreed it was. The professor next picked up a box of sand and poured it into the jar. Of course, the sand filled up everything else. He asked once more if the jar was full. The students responded with a unanimous "Yes." The professor then produced two cups of coffee from under the table and poured the entire conte

Dreaming
Dreams Of You Soaring High upon winds carried aloft Clouds white and looking ever so soft Blue sky and sun warmth great to feel These are the days the dreams become real Dreams of peace and joy that we must share Of love and contentment knowing you care Lost in your eyes and liking the way you look at me Feeling joy inside your touch sets me free I want to melt into your arms and let go of all time Touch in sweet passion ecstasy so sublime Lost in a timeless moment leaving all behind Nothing of the past ever brought to mind Kisses sweet and deep that feed the fire Wanting to be carried away on dreams of desire Seeking that which is only in you Sweet joy and peace long over due Kissing and holding till eternities end Seeking to be with my one greatest friend Nothing to touch how I feel deep inside One who makes me feel safe never wanting to hide Alas all was not as it has seemed I awake now knowing it’s just something I dreamed Can dreams come true ? My hear

93 Pounds Of Panties And Bras Uncovered
PULLMAN, Wash. - A man was charged with theft and burglary after police said they found 93 pounds of women's panties, brassieres and other underwear at his home. Investigators believe Garth M. Flaherty, 24, took as many as 1,500 undergarments from apartment complex laundry rooms before he was caught, police Cmdr. Chris Tennant said. A man was seen taking underwear from two laundry rooms Saturday, a witness recorded his license number, and Flaherty was identified from photographs, Tennant said. Police found enough underwear in his bedroom to fill five garbage bags, Tennant said. "He said he had a problem," Tennant said. Flaherty has been jailed on 12 counts of second-degree burglary and one of first-degree theft. Police had previously received 12 reports of underwear thefts in the northeast part of town, where Washington State University is located. "We were kind of concerned about how to match up bras and panties with victims," Tennant said. "Based on the unique

Does This Brain Work?
I was watching the TV the other day, as I tend to do most days. Not that the TV does anything interesting, like double-back summersaults or synchronised swimming with the toaster in the fish tank. No, the TV kinda just sits there but, if I switch it on I get amazing glowing pictures that can amuse me for, well, almost minutes! So, there I was, watching an episode of Will and Grace, or Everybody Hates Raymond or something, when the adverts came on. Now, I hate adverts, so I try not to watch them but sometimes they can be more interesting than the programme you get to see two-minute clips of between the commercials. So, this time I started to half-watch an advert for Head and Shoulders, a shampoo for people with....well, I'm guessing a head and some shoulders. Maybe they called it that because it's difficult to keep the product on your hair? And, I don't know about you, but I have hair on other parts that need shampooing as well. The marketing world needs me!!! I guess calling it "Head,

Me & Sometimes Not Really Me At All
Without You I am Everything These tears I cry, have stopped for now Not another will I shed. You tore me down to depths unknown My loving heart is dead. You abused the love I had for you For granted it was taken. You had my heart, my soul, my love You left me here forsakened. Deeper and deer I plunged into darkness Though Death, he turned away. Forced to live this life I was given, continue another day. I will live this time, for myself, you see Again my heart will sing. Because even alone I am better off Without you, I am everything. Click Here to Visit the Mike Gravel 2008 Official Site Full name: Maurice Robert Gravel. Family: Wife Whitney Stewart Gravel. Two children, four grandchildren. Education: B.S. in economics, Columbia University, 1956. Career highlights: U.S. Army, 1951-4, special adjutant, Communication Intelligence Services, special agent, Counter Intelligence Corps; Alaska state representative, 1962-6, Speaker, 1965-6; a

Grieving Couple Commits Suicide
HYDERABAD, India (Reuters) - Unable to come to terms with the death of their pet dog, an elderly couple in southern India committed suicide by hanging themselves, police said on Monday. The bodies of 67-year-old retired soldier C.N. Madanraj and his wife, Tarabai, 63, were found on Sunday in their home in a suburb of Hyderabad. Police said the childless couple had held a burial ceremony for their dog of 13 years, called "Puppy," and hosted a feast for friends before hanging themselves in their bedroom. "The couple described the grief over their pet dog in the suicide note they left on March 29," said police inspector V. Anantaiah. Reuters is the world's largest international multimedia news agency, providing investing news, world news, business news, technology news, headline news, small business news, news alerts, personal finance, stock market, and mutual funds information available on Reuters.com, video, mobile, and interactive television platforms. Reuters journalists a

Inspiration
Without Without inspiration there is no fire Without that there is no burning desire Without that which taps the soul Without the drive no work is whole Without a muse there is nothing new Without the feeling there emptiness too Without one who sparks the minds eye Without that one these work fall and die Without someone who that gentle nudge Without that one all things are a drudge Without the fire the spark and flame Without poetry the poet and the name By R. Thomas Dinsmore the heart Rain fall sweet tears of twilight pour I think about and miss you all the more Looking for and missing your sweet smile Knowing you will be back in just awhile But feeling the hole you leave behind And how you linger on in my mind And missing your words and seeing you here I can’t help but know to me your so dear And have become more than a face on a site For I long to see you and have you ignite The fire that is the light in you eyes That guide me to write and

Chopper
We have a Contest going for Best Profile Contest! Come and check and see if your friends are involved! I'm sure all of these contestants could sure use your help to get them a 30 day blast! Come one come all and Blast Blast Blast! At the moment these are the places each all in but anything can change! SWEET~THING~WILL ALWAYS PIMP ~ANCIENT1~ (7620) Pastor Cherrypie Bear Family Of Cherrytap Hunters Ct Wife Head Promoter Of Scooter,Coyote Ugly Bar (7246) ~~Wett~~D.A.G. Bartender (5636) Pagan~Wiccan~Crystal~Isis (4225) StewieGriffin - I AM ON A FAN FRENZY! IF I FANNED YA!! PLEASE FAN ME BACK :-) (4066) JadedSouls (945) Tracy

A Wizard On A Mountain
Down within the music of divinity We found the sound underground Below the town we hear her rounds And pass her around to those who are down Words become waters As they absorb each other Into lovers that spring into order Hold your breath, as this wave’s undertow holds you Washing away the borders Between your world and my world As pools wash into rivers That wash into oceans That wash into masses Awash in emotion As spirit washes into matter That washes into you while you’re taking a shower Feeling renewed and in power This food carries you through hour after hour devoured Into the life of a flower As time waves goodbye to the now that is mine to allow her Drowning within the music of divinity We found the sound underground Below the town we hear her rounds And pass her around to those who are down Within hip hop I’m free To spin off a piece Of the philosoph

Life In Chicago
I'm still in Chicago helping my uncle. Since I've been here, I have learned that I will be able to donate a kidney to him so that he can finally get off of dialysis. Once we get back finish the packing we will be going back to Texas and undergoing the kidney transplant surgery. Sorry I haven't been on much, but with everything going on here I haven't had much time. Big hugzzz and kisses to all my friends.

Why Is It?
i watched maury today and there was a young white girl on there talking like she was raised by snoop dogg. she was on there to find out who her baby's daddy was. won't tell u the color of the men, you should already know. can anyone tell me why this is happening? black women are talking very suffisticated and classy ...and the white girls are talking like they were raised in the hood. why do some female profiles contain the word pat where gender is supposed to be? i know who pat is. It's the person from snl who nobody can figure if it was man or a woman. what does it mean on cherrytap? the woman is a lesbian? the woman is a transvestite? the woman is a bisexual? what????????????????

Life
Back in the day.... When I was a kid, adults used to bore me to tears with their tedious diatribes about how hard things were when they were growing up; what with walking twenty-five miles to school every morning ... uphill BOTH ways .. yadda, yadda, yadda And I remember promising myself that when I grew up, there was no way in hell I was going to lay a bunch of crap like that on kids about how hard I had it and how easy they've got it! But now that... I'm over the ripe old age of thirty (or more), I can't help but look around and notice the youth of today. You've got it so easy! I mean, compared to my childhood, you live in a damn Utopia! And I hate to say it but you kids today you don't know how good you've got it! I mean, when I was a kid we didn't have The Internet. If we wanted to know something, we had to go to the damn library and look it up ourselves, in the card catalog!! There was no email!! We had to actually write somebody a letter ... with a pen! Then y

Am I Kinky?
Daring, confident, animalistic You like to have a lot of sex and try a lot of things. You are very kinky and have a lot of confidence in yourself. You like to explore all aspects of sexuality because it is something that interests you a lot. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

Abot Me
MySpace LayoutsFunny Videos dont ask me if im 19 please lol i have my own house i have id i was born may 26th 1987 my sis is 1986 shes 20 going on 21 im going on 20..im glad i look young though but just caouse u men think i might be underage doesnt mean i am some of u guys i feel and think the same way..but i let it go caouse i know guys roundmy way who look young but thy in there 20s..it ant my fuilt i look good for 20 lol.im glad though i dont wanna look old yet.. my day was ok i went out with freinds got askled to have a 3 some i got pissed this girl kept toching me thy werent hot either.and im not that type of girl anyhow.im well respected in my area..i had my house inspection today evrything went good.i need more freinds in my area im from pottsville i hang there alot all the time si work there to so any one from pottsville hit me up..i like to meet people get to know theme and hang out and chill.

***newsflash*** Bob Leaves Ct
Ive too many people I dont even talk to on muh buddy list so Imma go ahead and delete a ton of em. most of the ol familia are safe and some select friends, but the rest, its been fun but hasta la pasta if ya know wadda mean, Peace in Yes folks. Im leaving. This weekend I shall do something so wonderful, so magical in real life and as a result, and desire for cleanliness of mind I am retiring from CT. On CT, which a magical wee woman told me about, I met many many girls. Some I talk to a lot, mostly none at all how. Ive met some salt of the earth girls that I wanna become Muslim for and marry them all but cant. Others are complete fucking bitches who are so far up their own asses with themselves that it makes me yak 6 times. Anyways point is to those who have been nasty to me, FUCK YOU! To those who have loved me, you know who you are because we IM on other grooves, I think you are so awesome and love spending online time with yas! Im happy I met so many delicious girls and sti

Someday
Someday I can see you when I close my eyes Although we’ve never met I can hear your laugh You move like sunshine Leaving traces of glitter and grace Light dances with your entire being And when you smile Your eyes connect our souls For you are my everything So forever I will wait Until you are in my arms

Begging Everyone!!
what is wrong with everyone normally ya all are fighting tooth and damn nail to get a blast and here i am offering to buy one for a trade of 300 comments and still cant get that and u wonder y it is harder and harder to get people to do a simple contest its cause they cant get help but yet we are all expected to help u when u need it... well im not being nice n e more so BITE ME I WONT HELP U N E MORE IF U CANT HELP ME THANK GOD FOR MY FAMILY AT LEAST I KNOW I CAN COUNT ON THEM.... IF U HAVE A CHANGE OF HEART HERE IS THE PIC COME HELP US PLEASE!! I DONT WANT TO SEE THEM LOSE 2ND PLACE IN THE MOTHERS DAY CONTEST.... EVERYONE HAS WORKED SO HARD TO GET HER THERE THAT I DONT WANT ALL THE COMMENTS TO GO TO WASTE I AM BEGGING FOR ANYONE AND EVERYONE TO HELP KEEP HER SPOT AND NOT LET 3RD PLACE CATCH UP... NOT REALLY UNLESS U WANT TOO LOL BUT BESIDES THAT Mr.D is in a contest that ends Sept. 10th at 8 pm central time... We are in 1st with a 409 comment lead.. Now we all know how f

Nurses Night Out...
9 of us from work decided to get together to help celebrate one of the girls birthdays. It was a royal riot. If you could picture 9 nutty nurses ... hootin n hollerin in the local bar in Prescott, Ontario. We started out with beer, rye and some wacked out drink ..all I can remember of it was...that it green..LOL From there we graduated to shooters with peppermint schnapps and tequilla. Whoaaa...them is mighty powerful. Of course throw in a few B-52's ..and yep Boo was pretty snookered..lol We danced..played pool..well I think I played pool..LOL ..think I jus kinda stood there with the pool stick. The band was okay...played a lot of blues. I know I kept shouting at them to play..."One burbon, one scotch and one beer" ..bastards never played it...lol I know I ended up at a friends place...drinking till 3:30 am...am still at a loss as to how I got there..lmao! Gonna have to ask her at work tomorrow. The highlight of my night tho was meeting one of my friends from

Daddy's Poem
Daddy's Poem Her hair was up in a pony tail, her favourite dress tied with a bow. Today was Daddy's Day at school, and she couldn't wait to go. But her mommy tried to tell her, that she probably should stay home. Why the kids might not understand, if she went to school alone. But she was not afraid; she knew just what to say. What to tell her classmates of why he wasn't there today. But still her mother worried, for her to face this day alone. And that was why once again, she tried to keep her daughter home. But the little girl went to school eager to tell them all. About a dad she never sees a dad who never calls. There were daddies along the wall in back, for everyone to meet. Children squirming impatiently, anxious in their seats One by one the teacher called a student from the class. To introduce their daddy, as seconds slowly passed. At last the teacher called her name,

Inside The Mind Of Rae
Close your eyes, come on close them, now take a deep breathe, hold it there for 30 seconds. Don't open your eyes yet. Smell the air? Soak up the aromas around you. Do you smell the fresh day ahead of you? Do you smell the newness of it all? Now let your mind let go of those old, stale thoughts of yesterday, the last few hours, the last few minutes and let in the the new, fresh thoughts of NOW. Don't go back to what was, let it go and move ahead w/a freshness of starting this very second NOW. Hold onto it, don't let it go. Take the bad w/the good, use it to grow within yourself. Take what you need to nourish the growth of yourself internally, but discard what is not nourishing you. Throw out the trash thoughts, talk, motives, and actions. Each day gives us an opportunity to start over and let go of the dirt, rubble and burnt ashes left on our souls, hearts and minds. Dust yourself off and go again for the gusto. Do not give up or let others discourage you. Hold

You Have A Sexual Hidden Talent...
You have a sexual hidden talent You have a sexual hidden talent. You might not look it but you are a dynamo in bed. Most of your lovers think that it is from years of practice, but really, you were just born with it. Take this quiz at QuizGalaxy.com

Vacation
I really think that Keith and I soooo need a vacation from the kids...I really need to get up to Woodridge and help Doranne get her stuff packed and Keith really needs to go see his dad...if i bring my 13 year old, she would be very helpful...if i bring my 3 year old, he will be a big pain in the butt...lol..I really just want to escape the reality of being in southern illinois and go up north where I truelly belong..

My Life
Where do I start......I have been thinking about my life alot today(to much time alone). I sometimes think that if I died tomorrow would anybody miss me? And the answer to that is yes! First off there are my kids, they would miss me, my best friend she would, my baby the love of my life she would. Outside of that I dont really care. Im bipolar, so that makes life kind of fun. Most people dont want anything to do with me because of that. Cant keep a girlfriend at all. Well just the one. We broke up about five years ago and she got married because she was mad at me. Well she infromed me that we never really broke up! She still is in love with me, she left her husband for me, she understands me, she wants me, for who I am. She is there for me when no one else would be. After to marriages and alot of bad realionships, Im very bitter and jaded. After my oldest daughter was killed I went cold. I dont have any feelings or anything, my expressions are flat no emotions show on my face. When I a

Raising Kids
It is so hard to raise kids on my own, there are many days I don't even know what the hell I am doing. I don't even know how to be a father, never had the example. I never have met or known my own father. I feel many a day that I am the shittest father in the whole world.

Oprah Quzzie!!
Below is Dr. Phil's test. (Dr. Phil scored 55; he did this test on Oprah - she got a 38.) Some folks pay a lot of money to find this stuff out! Don't be overly sensitive! The following is pretty accurate and it only takes 2 minutes. Answers are for who you are now --- not who you were in the past. Have pen or pencil and paper ready. 1. When do you feel your best? a) in the morning b) during the afternoon / early evening c) late at night My answer:c 2. You usually walk... a) fairly fast, with long steps b) fairly fast, with little steps c) less fast head up, looking the world in the face d) less fast, head down e) very slowly My answer:c. 3. When talking to people you... a) stand with your arms folded b) have your hands clasped c) have one or both your hands on your hips d) touch or push the person to whom you are talking e) play with your ear, touch your chin, or smooth your hair My answer:c 4. When relaxing, you sit with... a) your knees bent with

Never !
Charting a course of second star to the right Then heading off long into the night Till the dawn does break and then to find Is the one still in my heart and mind Dreams to live on and dreams to feed Yet dreams do not fulfill my need Never to have and never to hold So on into the adventure going so bold Will I be blindsided by cupids hand Or shall I remain in never never land By R. Thomas Dinsmore

My Life
this story is all true please read and if you have anyone in your family or friends or maybe yourself i can try and help. ever since i was 14 years old my life started to change it started when i was in the 2nd year of high school. my primary school years were great i was an outgoing bubbly girl a normal girl loved hanging out with friends and family and alway had a smile on my face. but it all changed when i was 14 years old. i was in my 2nd year of high school. the boys would call me name like fatty, scar face, moon face as i have a small scar on my cheek in the shape of a moon. i could handle this the teachers would do nothing and say nothing to these boys and my friends just laughed with them. i would then telling my mum and dad i didnt feel well to go to school. the days i did go they started touching me places i didnt like and want them to touch. i went and told the teachers about this but they didnt seem to do anything and my parents went to the headmaster and still never don

I Think About You
I oughta be workin - but I cant concentrate I oughta be sleepin - steada stayin up late When I oughta be doing all the things I should do I think about you I oughta be writin - but I cant find the song Just sittin here driftin - driftin along Theres only one thing that I wanna do And thats think about you I think about you - I cant get no rest I think about you - there aint no one else Its all I can do - I cant help myself Ya - I think about you I could go cruisin - but Ive had enough I could go drinkin - but I cant stand the stuff It just dont do me like it used ta do Id rather think about you I think about you - I cant get no rest I think about you - there aint no one else Its all I can do - I cant help myself Ya - I think about you

Ashleys Blog
I know this is going to sound childish but oh well..my blog i can sound childish right?!?! lol =) anywho i'd really like to know why people downrate a picture then have the nerve to RIP IT!!! If your going to downrate something why rip it? .... /end rant lalalalalala So bored...nothing to do lalalalalalala and theres really no point to this blog....lalalala have a nice day!!!! xoxoxox ***rant..it might not make sense but it made sense when i was typing it lol** I swear family can be a big pain in butt..you would think if someone was having a baby they would want the whole family to know..well not in this family..my cousin got his girlfriend preggers and we didnt find out intill the baby was born that he was gunna be a dad..and today we got an invite in the mail for the baby shower. Why would i want to go to a baby shower for a baby i didnt know was going to be born & buy things for a baby that i will only see in pictures. really makes no sense to me!!! Well

Ever Been Tempted ?
Tempted to play with fire Tempted by the darkest desire Tempted to run in the danger zone Tempted to live on the edge on my own Tempted to do as I damn well please Tempted to this moment cease Tempted to travel to a distant shore Tempted by desires forever more Tempted by an innocent smile Tempted by lusty dark style Tempted to take beauty and make her mine Tempted to show contempt for the divine Tempted to throw caution to the wind Tempted to never repent for I have sinned Tempted to never care ever again Tempted to put to sleep all the pain Tempted to give up and just yell fuck it all Tempted but never to give in to the fall Temptation is part of the souls deepest greed Temptations never truly have fulfilled my need By R. Thomas Dinsmore just more thoughts and a vain rant .

Time To Spring Clean
I'm about to do some spring cleaning and remove some of my 'friends' and 'fans'that do not communicate with me. I don't wish to do this if you still wish to remain 'friends' or 'fans', so please let me know if you wish to remain there. All are welcome, so please don't be shy, I love to meet and be 'friends' with folk around the world. Thanks in advance, Tony :)

Poetic Bull Shit
I hear you call and I feel the pull in my heart It is so hard being this far apart I remind myself that soon with you I will be I want it so completely that it scares me Your in my thoughts all the day all the time Your voice is a sweet rapture so sublime I am carried away of sweet dreams of you Your with me in them all the night through We make such love that the angels cry Your the only in this world for who I would die I anticipate your sweet kiss your tongue in mine I drink you in like the finest sweet wine I am drunk on the thoughts of our love so true I ache and long to be there with you A sweet pleasure of pain and the wonder within To let go of such a gift is a condemnable sin I need you and want to make your life a joy every day I want to keep you smiling and know I feel the same way Our life shared until infinities end Your my lover, my soul mate, and my best friend ! By R. Thomas Dinsmore

Protect Property Rights In Animals
To: U.S.Congress We the people of the United States hereby petition Congress to cause to have drafted, and to enact a Bill for federal legislation, that when enacted will protect ownership property rights, and legal use rights in domestic animals, and ensure that no city, county, or State authority shall prohibit, or restrict the peoples ownership rights, or legal use rights in domestic animals by specific breed, or by species. Animals are humankinds most ancient, and traditional property. The animal industry is the cornerstone of the economy of the United States, and must be preserved. It is not the intent of the petitioners to restrict any local authority in addressing the zoning for, or of the keeping of animals. Sincerely, go to this site and sign a petition www.PetitionOnline.com

Ramdom Rantings Of A Cowboy
Here It Is Karaoke Fans... Join us Every Sunday 4pm to 130am@ The Sportsman's Lounge Hosted By:: KJs Robert Mendosa and "Cowboy" Dan e-mail Where:: The Sportsman's Lounge 13902 Imperal HWY La Mirada, CA 90638 United States Directions; From Disney Aria... Take the I 5 north, EXIT Vally View exit turn left off the freeway Turn Right on Vally View. Turn Left onto Imperial HWY. End at The Sportsman's Lounge: 13902 Imperal HWY, La Mirada, CA 90638 A land mark is Big Lots This Show Is Hosted By REDNECK SING-A-LONGS To Book A Show or Party Call Cowboy Dan @ 714-750-9319 Here It Is Karaoke Fans... Join us Tonight Friday June 29th @ 8pm and every Sunday 4pm to 1:30am@ The Sportsman's Lounge The sportsman's is one killer BAR offering Karaoke Affordable Drinks and Food. Come out to the city of La Mirada California. IF you have the SKILLZ Come on in and have fun at the party year with tons of fun and karaoke. You'll find over 33,000 songs to choose, save cash with The

Touching
Subject: Touching... One evening a man was at home watching TV and eating peanuts. He'd toss them in the air, then catch them in his mouth. In the middle of catching one, his wife asked him a question, and as he turned to answer her, a peanut fell in his ear. He tried and tried to dig it out but succeeded in only pushing it in deeper. He called his wife for assistance, and after hours of trying they became worried and decided to go to the hospital. As they were ready to go out the door, their daughter came home with her date. After being informed of the problem, their daughter's date said he could get the peanut out. The young man told the father to sit down, then proceeded to shove two fingers up the father's nose and told him to blow hard. When the father blew, the peanut flew out of his ear. The mother and daughter jumped and yelled for joy. The young man insisted that it was nothing and the daughter took the young man out to the kitchen for something to eat. Once h

Misc
I'm sorry..if I'm not skinny enough for you to see my ribs.I'm sorry..if I'm not pretty enough to be "your girl".I'm sorry..if I'm not tan enough for you.I'm sorry..if I'm not a playboy model so I don't act like a porn star for you.I'm sorry..If i don't have a dream body that turns you on.I'm sorry..if I'm too tall or short for you.I'm sorry..if i won't drop down to my knees to get you to like meI'm sorry..if my hair is not long enough.sorry...if I'm not the "hottest" girl you have ever seen.But most of all...I'm sorry that most guys can't accept a girl for who they really are.If you're a girl and you agree with this letter, repost as "I'm sorry."If you're one of the few GUYS with enough balls to repost and you would never make your girl feel this way, repost as "I love you just the way you are.."First hit reply then copy the code (repost of original by '¢¾ Life' on '2007-08-01 12:04:03') (repost of original by 'Drunk1 {6 Days to Nowhere Mob Boss}{NSFW MILFsTop Stalker}' on '2007

In Memeory Of Shianne Michelle Greene (03-23-99)
In Memeory of Marvin C. Starnes(11-10-2004) Marvin C. Starnes Sept. 4, 1928 Nov. 10, 2004 Two years has gone since you passed away but in our hearts you're here to stay doctor's said, "There's no cure." but God said He'd make you pure so you went away here we're left but not alone although we can't call you on the phone we still talk to you everyday especially during this holiday but in our hearts you're here to stay. In Memeory of Shianne Michelle Greene (03-23-99) Shianne Michelle Greene March 23, 1999 Many years have passed since the day we saw you last I guess something just went wrong but you're memory still is very strong you're our angel girl you're hair all in curl we can't wait for the day that we get to say, "We love you, Shianne." in that great heavenly land.

My Thoughts
Having trouble sleeping, almost to the 5 year anniversary of Mom's death. Tomorrow Aug 9 at 1:12 pm. Woke up Tue morning at 1 am. Thought it was time for me to be on watch with Mom. Realized I have reverted to 5 years ago and felt the huge empty ache again. Went and watched tv till about 3:30, then tried to get some sleep. I guess I got about 2 to 3 hours, then was up and off to work. Here I sit now at 4:20 am afraid to go to sleep. It's gonna be a long day and Thursday will be pure hell. My old friend the empty ache is back. I guess my last couple of weeks have built up enough crap on me all I can do is feel like shit. All I want to do is just go to bed and stay there. Nothing else to do tonight, it's late and nothing is keeping my interest. It's Monday night at 11 pm. My cousin from California was in town from Fri to today. Tonight I am going over the weekend, we had a great time! Only problem, not enough hours to do everything!! LOL. I hope everyone else had a great weekend too

When We Make Love
This came out of my soul and through my mouth to my fiancee Robert Joseph Nosbisch last night when we were cuddling and having a heart to heart. For the first time in my life I know what true love is. "I would rather spend an eternity in Hell knowing I never failed you, or let you down. Than one day in Heaven with the knowledge that I had let you down and failed you. Cause my life is full of failures, and I've let down all of my loved one at some point, but you... You are the only thing I have never fucked up." WE brush our teeth you tease me "so you gonna give it to me tonight?" With a giggle " hell no!" You reply "just joking" as I counter "uh huh I bet". Were laying in bed I'm so tired as you carress my body everynight we do this and everytime it feels so good. Your hands running down every curve of my body, as I tingle with euphoria and exhaustion. You scoot up behind me closer as you rub me. Your breathing becomes labored and excited. As you caress me I

Stuttering Cat
The teacher is explaining biology to her 4th grade students. 'Human beings are the only animals that stutter,' she says. A little girl raises her hand. 'I had a kitty-cat who stuttered,'she volunteered. The teacher, knowing how precious some of these stories could become, asked the girl to describe the incident. 'Well,' she began, 'I was in the back yard with my kitty and the rottweiler that lives next door got a running start and before we knew it, he jumped over the fence into our yard! 'That must've been scary,' said the teacher. 'It sure was,' said the little girl. 'My kitty raised his back, went 'Fffff, Fffff, Fffff'...And before he could say 'Fuck,' the rottweiler ate him!' lol ...Tc n peace..Boo xo

Nothings Sweeter Then The Sound Of Great Country Music
Hi everyone.... I wanted to share some news with everyone. Something my record label has been working on just happened today I found out. As of today, my music is live worldwide on itunes! I am very excited about it. Being on itunes is a very cool thing indeed and it offers a degree of exposure that is phenomenal. So if you have itunes, go get some Peter Britt music. If you don't, go download itunes, then go get some! I've been waiting for over 12 weeks for the record label to get this all in place, and it finally is now. You can get the cd, or a single track on itunes and there will be more there soon. I hope you go and check it out and download some music, but I wanted to share this news with everyone I know. Thanks to all my friends and fans for your support and for putting up with me and my messages. I do appreciate all the friendships I have and I thank you all for your continued support. :) www.itunes.com Peter Britt Click anywhere below to visit one of

Love Turned To Hatred - Sir John Suckling
LOVE TURNED TO HATRED Sir John Suckling I WILL not love one minute more, I swear, No, not a minute ; not a sigh or tear Thou get'st from me, or one kind look again, Though thou shouldst court me to 't and wouldst begin. I will not think of thee but as men do Of debts and sins, and then I'll curse thee too : For thy sake woman shall be now to me Less welcome, than at midnight ghosts shall be : I'll hate so perfectly, that it shall be Treason to love that man that loves a she ; Nay, I will hate the very good, I swear, That's in thy sex, because it doth lie there ; Their very virtue, grace, discourse, and wit, And all for thee ; what, wilt thou love me yet ?

Close Call
I had a hard time this weekend. I thought that my marriage was about to be over. The worst part was it was about something stupid. It is hard to do it but I am trying not to sweat the small stuff. I wouldn't want to lose my husband but I have a hard time letting my feelings out. When I do I explode from all the things being bottled up inside. I wish I could figure out how to get past this.

My Ramblings And Rants And How I Get Through This Thing Called Life
Yesterday about 500 new grey hairs popped into my head. Jessica was traveling and had some difficulties. It was all I could do to hold it together when she called me to tell me her car had broken down. Naturally, I put fuel in mine and went to go rescue her. I prayed the whole way for God to keep her safe. It's hard to drive 80 plus and hold a cell phone. giggles! I had to know she was ok until I could get to her. I talked with my sister yesterday and yet again she made one comment that just hit my brain. Sometimes in this life, I catch myself praying for something then later on simply forgetting about it before it comes to pass. It's like I give up on the verge of a breakthrough. This time I'm taking a different approach. I have prayed long hours, days, long nights, and months for certain things. I have stood still and stood my ground when God led me to do so. I've sat back and watched His hand move. That which I have prayed for will come to pass. I believe it just as much as I

Delusional Ramblings Of The Dead
Something I've come across in the last few minutes, something about me, suggests that for a while I've been hiding in an illusion. I was someone that I am not, and now I'm someone I was not. Upon further investigation I came to the conclusion that a few of the key players in my day to day dealings have misled me. My bullshit sensors have been so fucked up, and so my perception of reality has faltered, resulting in this chaotic mindset that's left me questioning my own morals. I, however, have discovered this in time to correct the issue and have done so accordingly, at least the issue in my head. As for the stimulus to my response, I still have yet to correct the issue. I guess I'm a bit hesitant to make a move considering that at any given moment I could find that my sensors are off on this one, even just a little bit. DO NOT, and I repeat, DO NOT add me as a friend until you message me, I will not add people for the sake of adding them, I will not rate people for the sake of rating t

Ok I Admit>>
:D I admit I'm only 23 for hmm.. two weeks more..And I have to relish every moment of it. :P I admit, I Do get lonely spells and premonitions Of what I can't place my finger on! I Admit that unless we talk about things more than surface materials without digging deep, I feel as if Our relationship, friendship, or whatever is based on the lengths we can talk. I admit that I dont have time to finish this..but I will continue MUCH LATER>>>LOL LUVs!!

What Do You Want From Us?
I ask, what do you want from us? As a man , do you want us to really help pay bills? Do you really want us to be understanding, with only half the story. How about shopping, you know we don't like shopping when you try every piece of material there is in the mall.... then you ask us how does it look! How does getting out of here before it closes sound? You ask us, how it taste, when you know you put to much or not enough of something in it. Why wait for me to test it, you cooking, see what it taste like before you give it to me!! Why ask for something you'll return later? And if i give you everything you wanted, why don't you know what you want? Do you know what you want from us?

What's Going On!!!!!!!!!!
hey everyone, what do you think of the new hair and look how big my baby boy is now 24 inches long and 14 pounds, their will be more pics soon.. so keep ur eyes open and make sure you comment and rate my pics :) i will do the same hey everyone, just wanting to say i am back i lost my net for a while, and please sign my guest book.i need all of my friends faces and comment on it.... nt much going on joey is 4 months old and 13 pounds now, me and my man are doin good lexi is doing good too and soon i will get some recent pics to post here, well gotta go

as we go through out life we seem to forget about all the beauty in the wold, we dont see the difrent typs of birds or the way the tree`s change in the spring. we also forget how nice it is to look at the wild things in the parks now its all about this fast paist wold , so take time for your self relax check out the wold you may see something you`ve missed or neverr seen before. summers here and every one is going to go nuts lol,the men are going to be tookin over by there body part .and women are going to dress skimpy just to make us nuts,but remember this of all things if you dress skimpy you`ll prouble be raped for it.now how do you feel on what was sead say it dont be scared i dont bit or get mad. isent it funny how we as people make all kinds of friends in ower life`s we have those friends we hang just to amuse owerself`s , then theres the one`s we have just to make us feel better about owerself`s because they have less then us. then there the one`s we take monoey from because t

Man Rules
(Only a guy would do this!) A guy who purchased his lovely wife a pocket Taser for their anniversary submitted this : Last weekend at Larry's Pistol & Pawn Shop I was looking for a little something extra for my wife Toni. What I came across was a 100,000-volt pocket/purse-sized taser. The effects of the taser were supposed to be short lived, with no long-term adverse affect on an assailant. The idea is to allow my wife -- who would never consider a gun --adequate time to retreat to safety. WAY TOO COOL!! Long story short, I bought the device and brought it home. I loaded in two triple-a batteries and pushed the button. Nothing! I was disappointed. But then I read (yes, 'read') that if I pushed the button AND pressed it against a metal surface at the same time; I'd get the blue arch of electricity darting back and forth between the prongs and I'd know it was working. Awesome!!! (Actually, I have yet to explain to Toni what that burn spot is on the face of her microwave). Okay, so I

What Would You Do
1. If we met would you want a one night stand or something serious? 2. Would you have a one night stand with me? 3. What you consider to be the craziest sexual thing you have ever done? 4. What is off limits for you? 5. Do you have any fetishes? 6. Would you consider yourself as a giver or a taker? 7. What would you want to do to me? 8. How do you feel about feet? 9. Do you like to have your toes sucked on? 10. Ever had anal? 11. Did you like it? 12. What turns you on more than anything? 13. Do you believe in multiply partners? 14. Have you ever cheated on someone? 15. Are you able to have multiple orgasms? 16. Can you squirt? 17. Have you ever used a body part to seduce someone? 18. If we were on a deserted Island what would we do. 19. Would you consider yourself as good in bed and why? 20. Do you get pedicures and is your second toe longer than you big one?

Happy To See You Hurt
Title: Happy to see you hurt By: Me I take pleasure in your pain even though I have nothing to gain you say you've hit rock bottom and all you see is rain it's funny how things work out you say you don't know who you are or what you're about and you're filled with self doubt I can't help but smile I've been waiting for this for a while it makes me happy to see you hurt I hope you feel lower than dirt I bet you think that I'm a jerk but it's not my fault that things didn't work so you can kiss my ass I know I'm mean now you lose your temper and make a scene you start to yell, you start to scream you lose your mind and go insane because your life's like the wreck of a train with no one but your self to blame and no one around to put out the flames now you know how I felt it's almost the same now you know why I won't play this game so you should apoligize and be ashamed you should leave me alone and forget my name you should be alone in the rain and you sho

Work And Stuff.
Ok, starting the new job today! I shouldn't be so nervous. I am usually never nervous starting something new. I have gotten in such a routine at my other job that I just became comfortable there I guess. Oh, and that's another thing. I still haven't totally left there. My last day was supposed to be Saturday, but I told them I would stay part time. So now I will be selling Clinique makeup on the nights and weekends. Thats a bit of a change for me. Should be interesting though. But as far as the new full time job, I will be working for an insurance company in their finance/accounting department. Exciting, eh? So anyways, wish me luck today! :D

My Princess
Ever since she became part of My life, things are so different, she gives meaning to My world, she compliments the part of My life that was empty, she fills Me up, she gives Me love, she pampers Me, adores Me, pleases Me. I can't ask for a better woman and slave, cause I have it all on her... she is smart, she is beautiful, she makes Me happy and I love her deeply. Show My beautiful pet some love My friends! PRINCESS SNIPPY@ CherryTAP

Contest
DON'T HATE ME!!!!!!!! I MADE YOU LOOK!!!!!! LUV YOU ALL!!!! HAVE A GREAT DAY!!!!! Okay I am having a contest for the ones who rate me the most!!!!!! The winner will get an outstanding chance of a life time. That chance is to send me as many nude pictures as they want. Really the winner gets to be nude for just me. So start the ratings ladies preferred for this contest.

Inside Of Me
Inside of Me There is a black hole inside of me. Unsatisfied with me. It yearns for what I cannot provide. Cries out my cursed name. My feet cannot stand below me. My legs grow weak with the void. I do not see the light around me. It takes all that I have from me. Leaving a hole inside me. A hole that grows with time. Time that slips away from me. I cannot feel myself anymore. I ache for a warm hand. The void cannot be filled. There is a black hole inside of me.

Native Wisdom
O' GREAT SPIRIT help me always to speak the truth quietly, to listen with an open mind when others speak, and to remember the peace that may be found in silence. Cherokee Prayer Lakota Prayer Wakan Tanka, Great Mystery, teach me how to trust my heart, my mind, my intuition, my inner knowing, the senses of my body, the blessings of my spirit. Teach me to trust these things so that I may enter my Sacred Space and love beyond my fear, and thus Walk in Balance with the passing of each glorious Sun. According to the Native People, the Sacred Space is the space between exhalation and inhalation. To Walk in Balance is to have Heaven (spirituality) Before our white brothers arrived to make us civilized men, we didn't have any kind of prison. Because of this, we had no delinquents. Without a prison, there can be no delinquents. We had no locks nor keys and therefore among us there were no thieves. When someone was so poor that he couldn't afford a

This Love For You...poem
The Dark Sun by John At the edge of the universe Dark Sun abides As time approaches Ready to bring forth Mighty Warriors Who will not Bend their knees In supplication. One by one They stand shoulder to shoulder with their Father, Lucifer. This Love for you by John To kiss those lips And hold you close Means the world to me I want to be where you are I want to be there when you are down I never want you to be alone I want to be your everything Because you are mine Your smiling face Brightens the darkest days And to hear your voice Takes me from the saddest moments I love you with all my heart That is true And until the day we part I will always be there for you For you my Lillith

Kinda Confused
ok .... there is ths guy that i like more than a lil bit nd im not sure if he likes me back ... we r really good friends right now and that is sooooo awesome but we r getting REALLY close and it is weird. I want to be more than friends but i would hate to ruin the friendship that i have with him ... he is my best friend ... well i don't kno wat o do and if anyone has any suggestions let me kno ... we went out to steak and shake toight and had a blast ... and we were both flirting with each other ... but im not sure if i should pursue it cause that may push him away or if i should jus leave it ... i don't know ... and the silence is sooooo not helping ... wel any suggestins or advice or anyting at this point in time would b great anyways much love *~ hope ~*

Ladies: Please Stop Pouting In Every Single Pic!!!
Tired of looking at pics where she looks like she just sucked on a lemon? Does YOUR pic look like someone just farted in your general area? If you answered yes to any of these questions, or know anyone who can, please, continue reading! We have an epidemic on our hands! Apparently, it only affects females as far as we know. It affects 2 out of 5 women worldwide. You won't know you have it until you're exposed to any kind of image capturing device. It causes distortion of the mouth and jaw area, and in some cases, unusual squinting or bulging of the eyes. It's name.....is P. M. S.- POUTING MOUTH SYNDROME. Ladies, the effects of P.M.S. are completely reversible if caught in time. The treatment is very simple: STOP PUSHING OUT YOUR LIPS EVERYTIME YOU OR SOMEONE ELSE WHIPS OUT A CAMERA!! Seriously, it's not sexy on everybody, and definitely not EVERY SINGLE TIME. Now, I'm a nice guy so I'm not gonna put anybody on front street but, YOU KNOW WHO YOU ARE! If you know someone who suffers f

Give Me Some Space!
I just want to leave a note to all my friends on here to just give me a little space and to not be so clingy. If I don't respond to you when you shout at me, DON'T keep shouting at me! I will talk to you when I am ready. I need to have some time to myself and when I am ready to talk to you I will let you know. Please respect me and give me the space that I am asking for. If i wanted to have clingy people around me, I would have stayed married... Thanks.

Letter
Daddy why did you go and leave me so sad and blue I trusted you, the one man I could look up to and love forever, my hero, and my idol. I wanted to be just like you. I remember grabbing on to your leg when you walked through the door only to be disappointed by your desire to love the dragon more than me. Daddy I am only 10 I don’t understand... why cant you love me? I used to be your little girl now I am a pebble in the sand that u walk upon. I am crying inside for your love but my tears don’t even fall anymore, I have become hardened by all the pain and sadness. I cannot breath. I fight the demons everyday that crawl inside my head telling me I am just like you. Daddy I am not like you. I refuse to become the person you are which is nothing but a shell less soul trying to escape your own madness which u created. Do you see what I have become? Do you know that I am scared to death to love another, afraid to lose them, afraid to be so out of control that I lose myself in the process?

Sprites Thoughts
I have done a mumm about this and got some great replies , Thanks to all that answered in a mature manner . When I joined I posted some pics ...... non I felt were offensive . None were changed to NSW until tonite , apparently I am offending others in my manner of posting pics. TBH its now beginning to get a little annoying so have decided to not post any further photos til the 'child like games " stop If Tomorrow Starts Without Me Author believed to be David Romano When tomorrow starts without me, And I'm not there to see, If the sun should rise and find your eyes all filled with tears for me, I wish so much you wouldn't cry The way you did today, While thinking of the many things, We didn't get to say. I know how much you love me, As much as I love you, and each time that you think of me, I know you'll miss me too. But when tomorrow starts without me, Please try to understand, That an angel came and called my nam

Relationships
Relationships Sometimes in life we have to face difficult and demanding decisions that may adversely affect our lives. Never knowing which one is the right choice until after our decision is made, we bravely make our choices. These choices may involve career decisions, food choices, where we live, and what we do with our spare time, and relationships. I would like to share my feeling on relationships. Relationships as well all know can be extremely complex and difficult. Too often what is left not said can cause the most pain from misunderstandings. Situations may arise where circumstantial evidence may really lead you to the wrong conclusion, often causing a lot of needless pain on both sides. I know this all to well, unfortunately. Things seem to add up leading you to believe on way, it has to be this or it has to be that, but in reality, it is the opposite. Recently, I have done this, and may have possibly hurt a few people that I care for very much. One is a frie

Ladies And Gents
subject: Ladies and Gentelmen .............................................please repost (repost) date: 2007-07-17 02:22:07 THIS IS FOR EVERY ONE ON MY FRIENDS LIST I'M NOT TRYING TO BE MEAN OR RUDE BUT I KNOW THAT I HAVE OVER THAN 2781 FRIENDS ON MY FRIENDS LIST AND MORE THAN 2000 OF YOU NEVER RATED MY PROFILE OR BECOME MY FAN EVEN THOUGH I DID BECOME A FAN OF YOU BUT RECENTLY I DECIDED NOT TO FAN THOSE WHO DIDN'T FAN ME,SO PLEASE BE KIND AND CHECK IF YOU DID OR NOT AND I'LL RETURN THE LOVE TO ALL...BECAUSE I'M GOING TO START DELETING WHO EVER IGNORE THE FACT TO RATE AND BECOME MY FAN.. JUST CLICK ON THIS LINK BELOW TO FIND OUT stefan58 @ CherryTAP THANK YOU SO MUCH AND HAVE A GREAT WEEK HUGS AND KISSES stefan58

True Love
Love can make you do things that you never thought possible.. True love can blind you but at the same time if you let it, it can also open your eyes... Love, an emotion so strong that you would give up everything. To just feel it once, to know that you are part of something special. To know that you can feel what love really is; to know, to feel, to love.... No matter how ugly you think you are, that special someone that loves you believes you are the most beautiful and irresistable thing on earth and nothing can ever change that... Love and electricity are one in the same, my dear. If you do not feel the jolt in your soul every time a kiss is shared, a whisper is spoken, a touch is felt, then your not really in love at all... To love you is to understand each other, to laugh together, to smile with your heart and to trust one another. One important thing is to let each other go if you can't do this........................ Before I sleep and after I wake up and all the hours in b

Moving Thoughts
MOVING THOUGHTS Maybe God wants us to meet a few wrong people before meeting the right one so that when we finally meet the right person, we will know how to be grateful for that gift. When the door of happiness closes, another opens, but often times we look so long at the closed door that we don't see the one which has been opened for us. The best kind of friend is the kind you can sit on a porch and swing with, never say a word, and then walk away feeling like it was the best conversation you've ever had. It's true that we don't know what we've got until we lose it, but it's also true that we don't know what we've been missing until it arrives. Giving someone all your love is never an assurance that they'll love you back! Don't expect love in return; just wait for it to grow in their heart but if it doesn't, be content it grew in yours. It takes only a minute to get a crush on someone, an hour to like someone, and a day to love someone, but it takes a lifetime to forge

Poem...
Sometimes... Sometimes people come into your life and you know right away that they were meant to be there,to serve some sort of purpose, teach you a lesson,or to help you figure out who you are or who you want to become. You never know who these people may be possibly your roommate, neighbor, professor, long lost friend, lover, or even a complete stranger), but when you lock eyes with them, you know at that very moment they will affect your life in some profound way.And sometimes things happen to you that may seem horrible, painful, and unfair at first, but in reflection you find that without overcoming those obstacles you would have never realized your potential, strength, willpower, or heart. Everything happens for a reason. Nothing happens by chance or by means of good luck. Illness, injury, love, lost moments of true greatness, and sheer stupidity all occur to test the limits of your soul. Without these small tests, whatever they may be, life would be like a smoothly pa

Band Of Brothers
Ok my precious & sweet friends. 3 of my 4 brothers have joined Fubar; 1 is a returning visitor. How about you stop by & show them some Fubar love for me. Just harass the crap out of them for me; mkay? Bulba@ fubar Mike@ fubar Eric@ fubar

Beautiful
Beautiful He is beautiful, so very beautiful Just like a winter's shining landscape, As delicate as the petals of a daisy, And as freely as the eagle soaring against the blue His eyes are as mysterious as the calm sea Everything about him is so very precious, More precious than all the gems in the world His soul is the essence of the sky and earth, His feelings are a volcano that is yet to explode His smile is the smile of lost innocence. Pain vibrates deep inside of his gentle heart. A lock shuts in the disturbed thoughts of his mind, A mind with as many roads as the world has. I look at him and I see a pure truth, Like looking at a clear night sky, Millions of stars twinkle within him. He is beauty as I defined it, He is perfect, his imperfections make him so. He is my best friend, and I love him, I love him although, not because. And I would give up all the things which I think are pretty If only I can hold his beauty within me, For he is everythin

What Is It With People
What is it with people these days. I bump into this user online (no names) and we chat a bit back and forth. Next thing you know her whole life revolves around me. Red lights and sirens here. If I don't log one for a few days there are messages wondering where I am.. If I don't reply there are angrier messages. When you try to let her down without hurting anyone she explodes. Issues? Probably quite a few. This is suppose to be a place to have fun....flirt....and relax, not for unwanted stress. So for any one else who may have some "issues" mabey you should try a dating service.

Shoutbox Status
I'm sorry my loves, I've turned my shoutbox OFF at the moment. Seems like today people are only wanting to send me links to contests. No words; just links. I'm sorry but that's annoying, the least you can do is say; hey would you mind stopping by & rating this.... but nope they just send a link. Then I'm getting pestered about my "4 My Eyes Only" folder... it's exactly what it says dear ones.... "4 MY EYES ONLY" stop asking please. Finally, as I'm hung over & cranky today; don't ask to be added to my Family List. Obviously if you're not already there; there's a reason. The only folder marked for "Family" are of my precious little ones & well as any parent should be overly protective of them I am 100x's worse. My Family list are of people I adore & are "real" friends. So really if you think being a Family member gets you into the Private folder; it doesn't. I have Fubar up but I'm not really paying it much attention at the moment. I've had plumbing problems today w

Jokes
The 1st Affair > A married man was having an affair with his > secretary. > > One day they went to her place and made love all > afternoon. > Exhausted, they fell asleep and woke up at 8 PM. > > The man hurriedly dressed and told his lover to > take his shoes > outside and rub them in the grass and dirt. > > He put on his shoes and drove home. > > "Where have you been?" his wife demanded. > > "I can't lie to you," he replied, > > "I'm having an affair with my secretary. We had sex > all > afternoon." > > She looked down at his shoes and said: > > "You lying bastard! > > "You've been playing golf!" > > ---------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- > > The 2nd Affair > > > > A middle-aged couple had two beautiful daughters > but always > talked about having a son. > > They decided to try one last time for the son they > always > wanted. > > The wife got

Piercings
I have11.. to include breast(was both..now one)hood and 7-9 ears.. husband three(had both nipples..now also one), an ear and a pa..... come do tell still dont know if I will get vip....... wow well ,,66 % voted for me to get vip... so I will... Is it a waste of money..yes I know it is.. I have and do use my space,blogger,my husband write online articles (and gest paid) and we have done alot with online bullshit sites(as this one will be for money as it is going now-and for 15.00 hell you can get any porn site,any paid movie site(netflix 15.00 gets you 14 hours free downloads of movies and two movies in the mail).. but here i get an 11 rating....lol rip.off... I'll do it once and see (3months worth) and then go if its one page and no support as it is now... oh I get 10000 fubar bucks that I have gotten for free anyway..thanks

Not Safe For Wha??????
here i am, once again letting you glimpse into the mind of me. as i was ummm, working, lol, i stumbled across yet another rambling about photos being flagged nsfw. and to be honest, im really rather over it. i think this sight needs to examine some of the policys here. in the begining, there was no such thing as nsfw. this was designed to be an adult website, with adult themes. the sheer fact you are here means you are probably a little pervy to start with. so, whats the big deal. if this sight is an issue at work, dont log on. im not allowed to read playboy or surf porn at work either. but alas, we have come under the photo police. so PC they should run for president. i do have a solution. why dont we just make all photos nsfw. then we wont have to deal with all this bullshit. or, have a login adult filter. one will allow adult content, the other wont. easy as that. maybe we need to have things flagged safe for work instead? anyway, you dont have to go home, but you cant

In Case You Missed The Bulletin
You know it's not every day on a site like this that you come across genuinely good people. Ecspecially being a female and trying to decipher the good guys from the bad guys. It is soooo nice to have friends that are willing to see beyond T&A and are willing to not only listen to the craziness in your life but are there with words of wisdom (Herbie), the best advice (Chuck), a heart of gold (Kurt), more love than you could have ever imagined receiving (Daddy) and will have your back NO MATTER WHAT (Kellz, J-Baby, Tiff and Miss Honie). I can't thank them enough for being there for me at the times when I just needed an ear and to get things off my chest. So, if you got love for me....go show these people some love....they deserve it!

Front Row Seat
Life is a theater - invite your audience carefully. Not everyone is spiritually healthy and mature enough to have a front row seat in our lives. There are some people in your life that need to be loved from a distance. It's amazing what you can accomplish when you let go or at least minimize your time with draining, negative, incompatible, not-going-anywhere relationships/friendships/fellowships! Observe the relationships around you. Pay attention to: Which ones lift and which ones lean? Which ones encourage and which ones discourage? Which ones are on a path of growth uphill and which ones are going downhill? When you leave certain people, do you feel better or feel worse? Which ones always have drama or don't really understand, know and appreciate you and the gift that lies within you? When you seek growth, peace of mind, love and truth, the easier it will become for you to decide who gets to sit in the FRONT ROW and who should be moved to the balcony of your life.

Shadow Levelers....
for those that dont know, this is booboo, shes awesome and always helping others.... ¢¾BooBoo...KDM'Z AnGeL Founder of Shadow Levelers@ fubar she created shadow levelers to have fun and help others level up,,, SHADOW LEVELERS@ fubar check out both pages add them n show some love... it will be returned. have a great day ~NNC~ this is my friend Wild Harleys@ fubar he made me this cool, huh check out his stash he has a ton more stuff in there hes made while your there help him out, hes only 12,449 till next level thanks ~nnc~

Words From The Wise
Think of this: One can not Savor the joy of bliss Without first knowing pain How true can be a kiss Without a crimson stain Good can not exist Without a touch of darkness There is no day without night No warmth, without evil's caress No salvation without plight One can not Truely love, until one can hate One can not feel Until one is blind, tied, fate Until there is that certain chill A touch of evil Is the purest of all Debased and depraved And from the wilds called Isn't it what you have always craved Just one touch of evil Hard and hot between your thighs Invading your thoughts and soul I am not speaking lies The truth lies in your sacred shoals A touch of evil Is what you want On the edge of a knife Or with ropes that taunt Let evil touch your life Sir

Gone Through So Much..
They say we haven't been through half as much as they have. Sure, they watched in horror as they heard the news of Kennedy being shot, and went through the Vietnam War. They went through Raids, the Kent State mystery, but we've been through Columbine and saw the Twin Towers fall. We've been through Virginia Tech, and have had to fight alcoholism, and battle eating disorders. We fight a different kind of war; one with ourselves and never being good enough. We've seen bulimia and anorexia. They say we haven't been through much, but we've been through just as much, and maybe more.

My Blog
I think it absolutely sucks when friendships are ruined because of someone else's jealousy and some people just can't stand to see two friends be happy with each other. What sucks even more is that the battle becomes so bad that the 2 friends are so disgusted with the fighting that they both walk away never knowing how much the other person cares and is sorry. Sorry for babbling but I had to get this off my chest. How I hate stupid jealous people. Grrrr they make my blood boil. Get more at candycomments.com I want to give a special thank you to Beretta for making me feel so welcomed. Also for posting a bulletin asking people to make feel welcome. He is a real sweetheart. And so cool to chat with. And funny lol. I am glad we became friends. "A Dream Already True" I dreamt of this perfect woman.. She has the most beautiful eyes I ever looked into, She has the smile that makes my heart melt, She has the body and strength that makes me feel safe when she holds me in h

Ghost Stuff 4
Demons are one of the known inhuman entities out there. Fortunately, they are a rare occurrence. They are usually very easy to identify as long as they are not hiding. When it is a demonic haunting you typically notice a revolting stench similar to rotted flesh or sulfuric acid. They often let loose a growl that sounds like it is coming from everywhere at once. They like to make contact by pushing, shoving, hitting, and even scratching. The whole air in the affected area will feel thick like fog and the temperature will drastically change, typically becoming warmer. These creatures are very strong, unlike human spirits, and they don't mind showing it. There have been cases where people have been thrown through the air and even attacked. Apparently, their main goal is to break down a person's free will in order to make way for possession. This can take days, months or years, but time is of no concern to them. They have a hatred for mankind that dates back to the days of God and Lu

The Military Wife
This holds so true, and if it doesn't, are you really truly your military man's love?? I still remember exactly how everything felt...... *The average age of the military wife/girlfriend is 20 years old. *She probably never saw herself loving a man who was in the military, but she loves him regardless. *Her penmanship has improved over the last few months, due to the excessive letter writing she has been doing. *She cries a lot,because she misses the man she swore to love. Her life isn't complete without him. *She looks very tired, because of her many nights without sleep, due to a late night phone call that never came or a call that came and kept her up all night, just because she heard his voice, she is too overjoyed to sleep. *As a wife, she is classified as a dependent, but she is totally independent. *She tends to her household, her kids, her school work, and her job, all without her husband/boyfriend. *She manages to wear a smile, even though inside sh

My Life
This is my second account and now I know why I got rid of the first. People on here tend to be pathetic. Just today I looked at someones profile and they got all pissy about it why you looking at me type of attitude. If you don't want people looking at your profile and pics you shouldn't be here. I am here to make friends etc. Life is to short to have a bad attitude. This is a fun place all and all ,I have run into old friends and have made new ones . Can't we all just get along. Are you tired of those sissy "friendship" poems that always sound good, But, never actually come close to reality? Well, here is a series of promises that actually speak of true friendship. You will see no cutesy little smiley faces on this card- Just the stone cold truth of our great friendship. 1. When you are sad -- I will help you get drunk and plot revenge against The sorry bastard who made you sad. 2. When you are blue -- I will try to dislodge whatever is choking you.

Trouble!!!!
I got a DWI the other night... I hate my life right now!!! I'll deal with it but it doesn't mean it'll be easy. I'll be ok but right now all the reprocussions are setting in. *sigh* I don't even know why I'm writing this... maybe I hope by writing this out it'll clear out my head. So far it's not working!!

Bdsm Tip Sheet For Beginners
Authors: Lady Green & Jay Wiseman © The following material is very closely based on the handout we give to the audience when we are invited to give an "SM For Beginners" presentation at a location such as a college campus, erotic boutique, or similar location. It assumes that the reader has some basic interest but no prior education or experience in this matter. BDSM is one of several overall names given to a collection of behaviors that involve bondage, spanking, domination, and other activities that are done in a safe, consensual, non-abusive manner and in an erotic context. BDSM is a form of erotic play that involves significant physical and emotional risks, and thus requires instruction in order to do so with reasonable safety. Accordingly, we make the following recommendations for beginners. Please understand that the tips below do not provide, nor are they meant to provide, complete instruction. 1. Do BDSM only with people you know well and are on good terms with, an

Time
To realize The value of a sister, Ask someone Who doesn't have one. To realize The value of ten years, Ask a newly Divorced couple. To realize The value of four years, Ask a graduate. To realize The value of one year, Ask a student who Has failed a final exam. To realize The value of nine months, Ask a mother who gave birth to a stillborn. To realize The value of one month, Ask a mother Who has given birth to A premature baby. To realize The value of one week, Ask an editor of a weekly newspaper. To realize The value of one minute, Ask a person Who has missed the train, bus or plane. To realize The value of one-second, Ask a person Who has survived an accident. Time waits for no one. Treasure every moment you have. You will treasure it even more when You can share it with someone special . To realize the value of a friend or family member:

Damn Snooping People
A word to the wise. Remember before allowing family members access to your email accounts or sometimes even your computer, Delete or hide your private shit. Case in point, my darling wonderful wifey allowed her sister access to her email to take care of something and while on there she decided to go through her inbox and was blessed with a not so innocent video of her soon to be brother-in-law(lmao) Now the poor girl is traumatized. Oh yeah..... way to go baby :P lmao

Scars Of Life
THE SCARS OF LIFE Some years ago, on a hot summer day in south Florida, a little boy decided to go for a swim in the old swimming hole behind his house. In a hurry to dive into the cool water, he ran out the back door, leaving behind shoes, socks, and shirt as he went. He flew into the water, not realizing that as he swam toward the middle of the lake, an alligator was swimming toward the shore. His father working in the yard saw the two as they got closer and closer together. In utter fear, he ran toward the water, yelling to his son as loudly as he could. Hearing his voice, the little boy became alarmed and made a U-turn to swim to his father. It was too late. Just as he reached his father, the alligator reached him. From the dock, the father grabbed his little boy by the arms just as the alligator snatched his legs. That began an incredible tug-of-war between the two. The alligator was much stronger than the father, but the father was much too passionate to

Kunt
IT'S A GOD DAMN SHAME! FORGIVE ME DAWN, BUT I HAVE TO SAY THIS. BUT TO HAVE TO DEAL WITH WHAT YOU GO THROUGH AT HOME (OR ANY FEMALE) AND THEN COME HERE AND HAVE TO DEAL WITH DRAMA TOO IS REALLY SHITTY! THAT FUKN LIEN ASS KUNT NEEDS TO CRAWL BACK UNDER HER ROCK AND FUKN DIE!! SOME PEOPLE HAVE NO DAMN HEART WHAT SOEVER. SHE AND HER NEW FRIEND WANT TO LABEL ME A HATER AND CALL OUT THE GOONS ON ME FOR IT SO BE IT!! HATE ME & GET THE FAWK OFF DAWN'S ASS! SHE IN NO FUKN WAY DESERVES THIS YOU JEALOUS 2 FACED HAG! DO NOT DELETE MY COMMENT!!!! I AM ME & I STAND BEHIND ALL MY TRUE FRIENDS AND UNDERCOVER DRAMA QUEENS, DOWNRATES AND HATERS DO NOT SCARE ME! THOSE SPYING FOR HER MAKE DAMN SURE SHE SEES IT TOO! My comment on Dawn's sticky: http://www.fubar.com/bulletins.php?b=764448471 YES I AM PISSED!

The Perfect Sex
She comes in and stands against the wall. Her shirt is unbuttoned, just barely enough to see her firm breast peek out. She whispers in my ear and turns me on as I gently kiss and blow in her ear. I slide down to her neck and hear her moan lightly. She tilts her head back and opens her shirt all the way, grabbing my head, bringing my lips to her nipples, I get turned on more feeling them harden underneath my tongue. I love her breast, so feminine and gorgeous. She runs her fingers through my hair and points me in the direction she wants to take me. She wants my tongue to taste her, I draw a wet strip down her flat stomach and I as I leave it behind, the warth from between her thighs greets me. Her lovely aroma makes me harder and harder. Finally, I hear her moan louder once I she feels the tip of my tongue slide between her wet lips and drive completely inside her. She tastes so incredible. I'm so excited tasting her juices and feeling her hands on my head, pulling me closer to her. I l

Life
I really wanna go to the movies, but I don't have anyone to go with yet.... do you mind going with me? Waterford Lakes? Blahhh... whatever. So, I've been talking to few girls in here for some time now. All the sudden they don't remember the conversations they had with me. I'm either losing myself or gettin messed up in the brain 'cause of the alcohol, 'cause if there's one gift i have, is to remember shit! But for some reason, few girls in here don't remember what we have talked about before. It could be me..... shit. I'm really fucking confused right now! It's funny 'cause it has been a few of them that had told me they don't remember the conversations.... I could understand if one didn't remember, but more than 4 people within 48 hours? fuck, i'm fucked up in my brain! So I had my friend stay with me last night, and I had asked her to set her alarm so I could wake up to come here to work. Alarm was supposed to go off right at 6 AM. But it never did. Woke up around 7:3

Sept 22nd Extreme Escape In Toronto
Could be interesting... Come out to Stranglehold Wrestling on Sept 22nd at 9:00 P.M., located at Zero Gravity Circus, 1300 Gerard St. and watch me test myself against getting cleaved in half by a fully functional running chainsaw and 4 razor sharp swords. I will be performing my signature extreme escape called, "Dead Man Walking" where I will be bound in torture thumbscrews, a vicious spiked chest belt, and padlocks as well as a straitjacket over top of all. I will then be hooked up to an industrial strength electric vehicle towing winch that will pull me inch by inch towards the running chasinsaw and swords. What makes this particular attempt interesting is that usually we give me 20 ft of slack in the cable pulling me towards the winch. Last year on Much Music's "Much on Demand" we were forced to use 15 feet due to size restrictions in the studio. If you check out the video of that appearance on my site at www.thedarkmaster.com you will see it very nearly ended in dis

I Am Being Harassed Now....wtf
let's NOT harass the Jendoll ok...shame on you! Anti-Depressant Leatherface AKA WOCCKA WOCCKA AKA J AKA FUCKING COWARD @ fubar came from this addy just so ya have it http://www.fubar.com/user/1140197

Goth Girls
So you wannabe punk you punx! So you wannabe punk you punx! So Im what you would call a realist meaning I know the world is a shitty place and I just dont care anymore. Ive learned over time that everyone has their dream on how the world should be run and on how it could be a better place. The anarchist dosnt want a government, the communist wants more government, the prepubescent punx dont know what they want but it seems to be a mix of both; I guess they have listened to too much greenday or something. Ah! The new age punx.maybe its just me, maybe I just need to buy a clue or something- are they hippie anarchist or communist? For you see those three things are very different from one another: you cant be a commie if youre into total anarchy ok so stop wearing Che or U.S.S.R. T-shirts cause your just pissing off the real communists out there and stop telling me to read animal farm and the communist manifesto after finally reading it in some college class you took this term.

Lonelyness
How long can one take lonelyness before it starts to break you and destroy everything about you when do you come to the breaking point of just wanting to be alone and running everyone in your life that you care for or even love off. when do you realize these things and when do they become a problem? all your life you have been nothing but a gypsy and moving as soon as you meet friends only to be forced to start all over again and as soon as you get settled there you are forced to up and move again when do you decide thats its not worth meeting anyone when do you really break. Why does it happen in life that you are forced against you will into thinnking your not good enough for anyone and no one is good enough for you only to battle with yourself trying to hold onto everything you have but the things your holding on to you realy never had. why must one struggle with these things and feel this way. they know that they want to do things and be loved and wanted and to have friends and fam

Cricketts Bible!!!
Actual article from the LA Times "In retrospect, lighting the match was my big mistake. But I was only trying to retrieve the Gerbil," Eric Tomaszewski told bemused doctors in the Severe Burns Unit of Salt Lake City Hospital. Tomaszewski and his homosexual partner Andrew (Kiki) Farnom, had been admitted for emergency treatment after a felching session had gone seriously wrong. "I pushed a cardboard tube up his rectum and slipped Raggot, our gerbil, in." he explained. "As usual, Kiki shouted out 'Armageddon,' my cue that he'd had enough. I tried to retrieve Raggot but he wouldn't come out again, so I peered into the tube and struck a match, thinking that the light might attract him." At a hushed press conference, a hospital spokesman described what happened next. "The match ignited a pocket of intestinal gas and a flame shot out of the tubing, igniting Mr. Tomaszewski's hair and severely burning his face. It also set fire to the gerbil's fur and whiskers which in turn

Life Is Wonderful!!
Ok, since August was a shitty month for me, i.e. having gall bladder surgery (August 6th)and the car accident on August 30, the ONLY good thing that happened to me was Sea L coming home finally!! So let's just hope that September will be a better month. So far so good. He and I are having lots of fun with each other. We try to do different things and I'm trying to show him more of this town, but with me working 2nd shift and also working over time,it's hard to get out. But I have to thank God for bringing us together. I love Sea L more and more everyday, depsite how much he picks on me!!! LMAO But he's the best and I know I don't have to worry about anything with him in my life. Iconic Daredevil Evel Knievel Dies at 69 By MITCH STACY – 3 hours ago CLEARWATER, Fla. (AP) — Evel Knievel, the red-white-and-blue-spangled motorcycle daredevil whose jumps over crazy obstacles including Greyhound buses, live sharks and Idaho's Snake River Canyon made him an international icon

10 Words
10 Words TEMPTATION 10 letters and the embodiment of the sweetness of sin OBSESSION 9 letters the flavorful effect of your kiss, so addicting FLUIDITY 8 letters the movement of lovers tasting and touching PASSION 7 letters it uncontrollably weakens, and singes the being DESIRE 6 letters an urgent need so fierce undying FLAME 5 letters it burns in us a trail of longing LUST 4 letters the thrill that makes your love so exciting YOU 3 letters that mean the world my everything US 2 letters a prayer, a wish a dream I a letter, a word, myself an offering.

Where Roses Bloom
WHERE ROSES BLOOM By Vincent J. Cardillo Jr. For His Late Wife Joanne (Vincent is Bunny's Uncle) Where roses bloom, there dwells my love Her sweet fragrance more than any flower could exude Hair that puts to shame the setting sun And eyes that sparkle as a heavenly orb. My love for her could never be conceived as Other than kind and truthful to ones understanding Her sweetness is apparent in all she has to say or do But to her credit she would battle any foe that stood Between her and her love. I seem to feel my heart take wing And fly to some enchanting place While indulged in all my fantasies By chance I know the love her heart conveys. To you my sweet, my being I bestow With all that is wondrous in heaven and beyond Take heed my heart to handle hers with care And always celebrate her name in wondrous thoughts.

God Bless The Usa
Lee Greenwood (because we really don't have good voices!) "God Bless the USA" (Sometimes called "I'm Proud to be An American.") If tomorrow all the things were gone I'd worked for all my life, And I had to start again with just my children and my wife, I'd thank my lucky stars to be living here today, Cause the flag still stands for freedom and they can't take that away. I'm proud to be an American where at least I know I'm free, And, I won't forget the men who died who gave that right to me. And I'll gladly stand up (!) next to you and defend her still today. Cause there ain't no doubt I love this land... God Bless the U.S.A.! From the lakes of Minnesota to the hills of Tennessee, Across the plains of Texas from sea to shining sea, from Detroit down to Houston, and New York to L.A., There's pride in every American heart and it's time we stand and say: I'm proud to be an American where at least I know I'm free, And, I won't forget the men w

Levlers That Need Leveled
PLEASE WORK ON THE HIGH ONES FIRST AND LEVEL THEM DURING MY HAPPY HOUR 8201 TO ROCKSTAR MzCaBBW*USAF Veteran*Writer Of Erotica-See Blogs: NSFW-FRIENDS ONLY*SF 49er Fan@ fubar 8445 HOTGUYINACHAIR~SHADOW LEVELER~FUBAR HUBBY TO ANGELOFDARKNESS@ fubar 4,025 punkin~*Insert smart a**ed comment here...*~angelofdarkness's pet~*@ fubar 7625 ~Ronja~ *Property of Birk*~*Owner of THE DARK KAVE*~OFFICIAL L.U.V. CLUB CO-FOUNDER~@ fubar 6890 Robert "n" Kim ~Part of the SHADOW LEVELERS FAMILY~@ fubar

Jimmy Stewart Is My Hero.
The air was actually chilly today which took my thoughts to Christmas once again. Every year I make it a tradition with myself to watch "It's a Wonderful Life"...somehow, that movie can always make my world better. I got to thinking about it earlier today, when my day got rough, and then even rougher. I thought where would i be now if it weren't for the people that loved and supported me, and yes, even hated me. We all play a vital role in the butterfly effect. Whether it is the simplest gesture, to a slight push in a crowd, or making love to your special someone. Six years ago, almost 3,000 people walked out of their homes, not knowing they if they would ever come back. Just a regular morning to all, stopping for coffee, grabbing the paper...those people changed practically everyone's lives in this world all within a few short hours of a bright morning. our lives were changed instantly. not only did we had to take our blindfolds off and stand before terror face to face, but

Just Thinking...
Forever's not too long to wait for what we have in store Evenings by the fireplace or weekends by the shore Holidays with lots of friends or quiet times alone And even when we are apart we'll always have the phone Together is a feeling it already has a start It's not together because of distance We're together in our hearts... I was going to save this but thought the man it's about could really use it now... I hope you like it Chris. I have some really great people in my life that i care alot about.... There's that Uncle who makes that really special drink... at the end of any day hearing his voice makes it all better and i like knowing that even long distance i can tuck him in and know he's snuggly! There's my twin who always makes me smile and even tho we're on opposite sides of the country we're really close...she's in love with my best friend altho she won't always admit that one freely LOL There's that token guy and h

Im Broke Now
well i was in the field training with the M777A2 cannon. the piece i work on cuz im a 13B witch is a cannon crewmember. well i was loading a 100 pound round onto the loading tray and when i set the round down i didnt move my hand out of the way in time so the round landed on my thumb. its broke and the shitty thing is that it is my right thumb. i do everything with my right hand. write, type, jack off, get dressed, eat, pick my nose, smoke, talk on the phone, shave, ect. im broke and it sucks. guess how long it took me to type this out with one hand....10 minutes! lmao

Story I Wrote
what do u think about, do u think about if u have a true friend out there, do u treat the one friend like crap, what makes u get p every day, do u ever stick ur nose out in the air and smell the air when ur in the country side, do u ever think of why u were put on this earth and why u have such bad luck, what do u think every day night and day, whats the one thing that makes u get up other then work, do u even ask ur self questions but have no answer or no one to answer them, when ur in a group of friends do u listen to the one that needs to be heard, friendship means that u can cry on there shoulder, friendship means u can tell them secrets, friendship means they always have ur back when u need them, when u walk down the street and someone says hi do u reply or just walk by, what drives u to dream the things u want, what gives u pleaser other then sex, is that all u want is to want and dont care how meny peeps u hurt to get what u want, has any one been nice to u, have u ever th

Venting
Ok, so divorce is bad and sad, I get that. But why does one person have to be the bad guy... It just didn't work. I've tried every way possible to see if it could work. However, I don't have the love in my heart that I should have for a husband. If someone in the relationship doesn't love the other person, and they can still remain friends for their child if nothing else, is it right to stay married??? I don't feel it is right to me or my husband to stay in this relationship. He is a good guy and he deserves better. I am a good person and I should be able to live alone and do what I want to do, which is focusing on my daughter for the time being. Now, neither one of us can afford for me to just up and leave, and move out. I couldn't afford rent and utilities solo, and he couldn't afford car payment, etc solo. So our plan is to pay off all of our joint bills, credit cards, etc, possibly even our vehicles depending on how this next year goes. Is this wrong? Alot of pe

Mad World
All around me are familiar faces Worn out places, worn out faces Bright and early for their daily races Going nowhere, going nowhere Their tears are filling up their glasses No expression, no expression Hide my head I want to drown my sorrow No tomorrow, no tomorrow And I find it kind of funny I find it kind of sad The dreams in which I'm dying Are the best I've ever had I find it hard to tell you I find it hard to take When people run in circles It's a very, very Mad World Mad world Children waiting for the day they feel good Happy Birthday, Happy Birthday And I feel the way that every child should Sit and listen, sit and listen Went to school and I was very nervous No one knew me, no one knew me Hello teacher tell me what's my lesson Look right through me, look right through me And I find it kind of funny I find it kind of sad The dreams in which I'm dying Are the best I've ever had I find it hard to tell you I find it hard to take When people run in