Fubar Blogs 3

Obama/gay Men
if we can accept obama as president how come two gay man can't dance together? My 19 year old brother is gay and him and his male friend and a bunch of chicks (including me) went out to uncle bob's in elkton to do some karaoke...during a slow song me and the girls danced together and he and his male friend danced together....after the song some very drunk and outspoken men started yelling fucking faggets and other derogatory words at them...so i ask you this...if the whole united states can accept a black man to run our country how come to men can't simply share a dance together? so....gay men on fubar....i ask you this...if you live in the area and you wanna do something about this...join me this upcoming weekend at uncle bob's in elkton to put an end to this bullshit. be there at 9:30pm..5 dollar cover charge. Thank you for reading. Jessica

A Poem I Wrote
Love, Interrupted I love you, I need you, I want you, SHUT UP! I'm tired of all this nonsense. I'm tired of tryin' to slap on romance, and endin' up with a "Keep on yo pants!" It's makin' me so sick that I can't even eat; I'm tired of hearin' this nonsense from the time I wake up till the time I go to sleep! It's haunting my dreams, interrupting my thoughts; I'm not gonna do this anymore, I'm not gonna give it all I got anymore! The fighting is too much, my heart can't take, its over, face it, we are never gonna make it! They say Love is special, and that it is grand, but look at us, we don't even hold hands! Our hearts are shot, our minds are corrupted, this is our life, welcome to Love, Interrupted. I could wash my dirty t-shirt, And suc-cess-fully flirt, Any maybe get a date. I could smell just lik a flower, And not like something sour, Like milk gone out of date. I could get a new hair cut and I could wash my st

Does He Think Of Me!
Does He Think of ME He is always in my mind, Wondering what he is doing, Wondering if he is ok, He is always in my heart, There helping it beat a little faster, Does he think of me, Am I always in his mind, Am I in his heart, There helping it beat a little faster, Will I meet him oneday, See his beautiful face up close, Will I hold him oneday, Will he tell me everything will be ok, Will we laugh and play together, Never wanting it to end, Holding hands in the park, Looking at each other, Looking into each others eyes, Eyes meeting as if in a dream, Does he think of me, Am I in his mind always? by Linda Weaver With Love

Steve's Blog
Hey bro, Damn I hate winter. I just want to hang on the beach in Jamaica. My bf is seeing all kinds of adds for Jam. I went to school there for a semester. in college, and it was the best time of my life. By the time we came back my alcohol tolerance was so high that I could drink half a bottle of good Appelton Rum and that was like one drink to me. Hanging on the beach and sipping a cold Red Stripe, a cool Rum or eating some good jerked port is the life. One of my adopted boys, Ryan, who is 18, is going to quit smoking with me,,maybe,, if he lasts longer than me we're going to Jam for spring break. Actually, if I have the money we will go no matter what. Both boys are going to college next year so this will be our last spring break together so, wish me luck. Oh yeah, who says a gay guy can't be a good dad. I had the kids thrust on me but I regret nothing. take it easy keep it drunk, hard and handy. Steve Hey brah, Damn, I cannot believe it snowed today. Last winter we had

Great Friend Of Mine In A Auction
show her how much she is worth!!! She is in an auction and she will make it worth your wild. Show her you care and rate fan add her. Did i mention she rocks!!!! let her know i sent you and go bid and win her!!! vettelover76@ fubar THANK YOU SEAMUSHARDCORE and my family and friends are still way hott!!!

Love Shack Love
Hey if you have actually started to read this then kudos to you because you are officially cool and thus, not lame. Anyways, the love shack is hiring....I'm pissed because I haven't been in there much lately and there are a lot of cool people. You can go to my pictures to see them with descriptions (muah of my choosing) and other stuff. Anyways leave them some love, join and have fun because its one of the few cool lounges that you will actually keep in your list.

Chris
look for a sexy lady to be with...if intersted look me up ...im n out going guy i do fishing,hunting ,pool, sports,working out. like to have a good time.n working for the firedepartment aswell.love helping ppl

Random
You Can Only Type ONE Word. Not as easy as you might think. Now copy and paste this into your blog and tag five people to do the same. Leave a comment to let us know you have done it, AND LEAVE THEM A COMMENT TO LET THEM KNOW THEY HAVE BEEN TAGGED. It's really hard to only use one-word answers! 1. Where is your cell phone? here 2. Your significant other? None 3. Your hair? cute 4. Your mother? creepy 5. Your father? Pain 6. Your favorite thing? music 7. Your dream last night? None 8. Your favorite drink? Pepsi 9. Your dream/goal? None 10. The room you're in? bedroom 11. Music? Need 12. Where do you want to be in 6 years? Louisianna 14. Where were you last night? Work 15. What you're not? Skinny 16. Muffins? Blueberry 17. One of your wish list items? Happiness 18. Where you grew up? Hickville 19. The last thing you did? giggled 20. What are you wearing? clothes 21. TV? On 22. Your pets? Bubba 23. Your computer? multiple 24. Your life? whatever 25. Yo

Love After Love
I find it amusing that women and I guess men alike sell there self's on the net. I am sure that some might need to see others naked over the net to pass there time but think about it. We r on the internet do you really have to pay for it. lol It all starts with some casual conversation and showing a brief interest then comes the proposition. Something like hey baby u want to see more of me. Oh good times! Sex does sell and it is a lucrative business but I stand firm and I wonder if most do as well with this belief. Why do people pay for something that can be given freely? I just watched a truly prolific movie, one that intrigued my mind and touched my heart. Typically I am not a man who shares so openly with all of the world but I was moved to this passage. For all who have seen the movie P.S. I Love You then maybe you might be able to share in the experience. If not I will give a brief synopsis that serves this feature no justice. This is a flick about a woman that loses the man she

Greed
http://fubar.com/user/2014445 Using images of an online NN model named Megan QT. I only know this cause I love porn! Spread the word and don't buy anything for this faker. If anyone knows who will get this accoun down, let me know. Thanks! I find it absurd on how many women on Fubar are disgracing the womens rights movement. What I mean by that is that almost all the women on this site are asking for "Bling packs", or "Blasts", or "auto-11's" all in exchange for either NSFW pictures, or a promise of a shout out on the item that those men purchase for them. To me, I see Fubar as little more than a booster of self-confident for those who have little to no confidence, and I think that's fantastic. It's good to be around people that make you feel good about yourself, but to do so at the sake of showing your cleavage in every picture. I get bored seeing pictures of the tops of girls heads just so that we can see their cleavage. I tend to find myself looking at humorous pictures, or

Mrrightnow Is A Racist Bastard
I dont know who MRRIGHTNOW is, but his page is blocked and he came on my site, sending me messeges, say to pimp my black mama and sister, and get a real 'f'ing job douche, and saying i work at some car wash, the punks got issues

Postcards From The Ledge
Well this is the last day of a rather interesting year. Next year should be a year of change on every level imaginable. For me it will be a year of incredible change and I am so optimistic that my dreams and goals will be met. How so you may ask? Well, after a year of going through the motions of existing while feeling sorry for myself, I found the answer. What makes me thrive is to accept challenges and then prevail. In this year of woe, I have been given a huge challenge as well as the gift of my freedom. The woe was oh shit no job where is my money gonna come from? The reality is I have been making ends meet by this and that and the other, all legal!! THe Challenge is now not that I have to find a job, but to keep being resourceful and to eventually be in business for myself. With the realization that I am surviving and that I am maintaining my expenses, I find that I have time to pursue goals that have long died. I was a pretty good climber and I got to climb with some of the b

Something New I Wrote Today
cowboys You can see a lot when you look in a cowboys eyes You see many years of hard work, and rarely do you see lies He has sweat and bleed for everything he will gain He has driven many miles just so maybe you'll remember his name He has sacrificed his body tryin to make that one great ride And when he hears that whistle blow, he stands in the arena with pride He raises his arms in victory, looking to the crowd Thinking about his family, and hoping they are proud He always wears that poor old beat up hat It's been stepped on and kicked and one side is flat But it is full of years and memories that he could never trade For a new Stetson or Ralston of any shape or shade His body aches in the morning from the crashes he has had But you will never know it 'cause he will tell ya it's not that bad He just grits his teeth and bares it, and goes on about his day He has stalls to clean, and fences to fix, and he has to stack the hay He is riding for more than money, buc

Diary Of A Serial Thriller
First of all, fuck anyone who thinks I'm only here to collect points and get as far up the fu-ladder as I can. Yeah Mary I'm talkin bout you. I worked so long and so hard to get the salute just right so yes I'm gonna take advantage of the ability that gives me. To have it thought/infered/said that I'm not here to have fun and just to be a point whore made me feel like nothing. I'm already not having a great few days and one sentence made that shit worse. Just because YOU don't wanna do a salute doesn't give you the right to tell me that A) I'm not here for fun or B) call me a point whore. The fact that you tried to backtrack made it worse! I'm sorry you feel the way you do but, you really have no clue whatsoever.

Leaving Fu Bombers
Was more to leaving fubombers than "not feeling family is fair'.there suposed to be a "Family" that supports one anouther.sure the top 20 support the shit out of each other but other than that..naw..want you to rate there pics but turn around is not fair play with this group..Granted I have met some realy cool people during my time with them but all in all most could give 2 shits who you are...sorry to sound bitter...Just wish Peggy for once could be honest with "HER" family on why people are leaving and not what "SHE" wants them to think the reasons are...I know your gona read this Peggy..and remember the truth will set you free...peace Below is the message I sent to Peggy: "please remove me from the family..it seems that this "Family" is a click for a select few.B1tch messaged yall twice about her auto 11's being on.And noone could post it. I find it hard to do alot of things here on FuBar cause i work out side our home but B1tch has participated and bombed the hell out of yall

For Tami
Well this is one of my best friends on jan. 12th she will be celebrating her 2 yr anniversary on here. Lets all go and show her the love that she deserves. She does alot for people and deserves the love in return....So lets show her all the love we can FAN HER RATE HER ADD HER BLING HER BLAST HER

My Fireplace
MY FIREPLACE The heart is to the body as my fireplace is to my home. It is the center, the warmth, the life that flows throughout. It is the power that generates healing heat, pulsing rays of energy to ward off the chill of a frosty winter night. Pine is a gift from God; a wood so willing to give itself up for the sensory pleasures it brings. A blazing pinewood fire lavishes three senses: • The sense of hearing – listen to the crackle, the sound of pine warming you is unmistakable. Each crack, each pop reminds you the pine bough is thinking of you. Thinking of the safe sounds it provides to bring you succor on such a cold evening. • The sense of sight – even with your eyes closed, the glow is evident. What better marriage than a stock of freshly laid pine boughs within the brick womb of the fireplace. It is life this marriage of wood and brick generates. A flicker first, then a small flame, then a roaring symphony of light and heat. And, you can

Friendship Poem From My New Friend....
A friend is someone we turn to when our spirits need a lift. A friend is someone we treasure for our friendship is a gift. A friend is someone who fills our lives with beauty, joy, and grace. And makes the whole world we live in a better and happier place.

Help Me
Thank you all for putting me in good company and in life if i dont answer you if you message me it is not that i dont like are want to it is that i have a pinched nervein my right side of my neck and arm i just wanted nto let you ladys and gents know that I will return to be the dirty old man i will allways want to see all the ladys hot bods and and tell them sweet things so please be kind and send some love my way Thanka David please help me get a little higher by rateing me and becomeing my friends and fans

Something New~
The phone rings. I answer it. You are calling from work to say You are going to be a bit late, but You will call me when You are about to come home. We tell each other that We love each other and hang up the phone. I go about and continue on with my afternoon, passing time by. About two hours later, the phone rings again. "babydoll, I am on my way home. You are to be naked and kneeling in the living room, with your back to the door when I arrive." "Yes, Sir." "Good girl, see you in a bit." I get off the phone, and go into the bedroom and disrobe. I neatly fold my clothes and place them in a pile on the floor. I come out into the living room, and take my place on my knees. It does not take long till I hear You coming up the stairs. I feel my heart starting to race. I hear the key in the door, and my body starts to tingle. You walk in, You do not speak. I do not say anything, I know I am to stay silent until spoken to. I am kneeling, with my legs slightly spread, my han

Owner
Ok boyz listen up. As i start to get use to this Fubar Site im starting to find new ways and new games 2 play. If you want to own me all you have to do is 4 things. That is it. THe 1st one is to Rate all of my Pics and comment some of them. The second is to Rate/add/fan my #1 family member. He is the one who got me started on this. And im trying to help him make it to Level 28. The next thing is to send me a Blingy thing, or a pimping gift. Last but not least send me 50k fubucks. For every 50k you send after that you will have more chances at winning. That is all you have to do. Im going to have this going until Saturday Jan. 24th 2009 so everyone can have a chance to play. And everyone who does these 3 things will get put in a hat. Who ever wins me. Will get the following. Own 4 30 Days Your name besides mine that says OWNED by ?. 200 pic rates a week. 100 pic comments. Each Week a differnt NSFW Pic. 2 Drinks a day. My choice of course. Your picture as my background. #2 fri

Random
A study conducted by UCLA's Department of Psychiatry has revealed that the kind of face a woman finds attractive on a man can differ depending on where she is in her menstrual cycle. For example: If she is ovulating, she is attracted to men with rugged and masculine features. However, if she is menstruating, or menopausal, she tends to be more attracted to a man with duct tape over his mouth and a spear lodged in his chest while he is on fire. No further studies are expected. Where you are seems to be As far as an eternity Outstretched arms open hearts And if it never ends then when do we start? I'll never leave you behind Or treat you unkind I know you understand And with a tear in my eye Give me the sweetest goodbye That I ever did receive Pushing forward and arching back Bring me closer to heart attack Say goodbye and just fly away When you comeback I have some things to say How does it feel to know you never have to be alone When you get home There

--enter Witty Title Here--
I'm going to be upfront and honest with everyone: I have a boyfriend and I'm not looking to cheat on him. I think I make this clear on my profile, so PLEASE don't waste your time asking me to hook up with you! While it's flattering, and sometimes really sweet, I'm not looking for a roll in the hay. Definitely not! Let me give you an example... Today, in my shoutbox, I had a conversation with a married man who was my age. *31* It started off normal, hey how are ya, blah blah blah, then it turned really...odd. him: are you looking for a boyfriend? me: No, I already have one. him: oh I'm married I have a wife but I want a girlfriend too. me: lol ok what does your wife think of that? him: why does she need to know? lol me: ohhhk him: you ok with that? me: *laugh* I'm not looking for another boyfriend. him: oh yeah your boyfriend know that? me: know that I don't want another boyfriend? Of course! him: yeah me: yeah, why would I? him: I just want a girl friend for se

Things Girls Dont Know
Things girls don't know! 1. Guys are more emotional then you think, if they loved you at one point, it'll take them a lot longer then you think to let you go, and it hurts every second that they try. 2. Guys may be flirting around all day, but before they go to sleep, they always think about the girl they truly care about. 3. Guys go crazy over a girl's smile. 4. Guys will do anything just to get you to notice him. 5. Guys hate it when you talk about your ex-boyfriend or ex love-interest. Unless they're going for the "let her complain to you and then have her realize how wonderful and nice you are" method. 6. A guy who likes you wants to be the only guy you talk to. 7. Boyfriends need to be reassured often that they're still loved. 8. Guys don't care how gorgeous you are, if you're a bitch-- Goodbye. 9. Giving a guy a hanging message like "You know what?!..uh...nevermind.." would make him jump to a conclusion that is far from what you are thinking. And he'll as

Fake
ok...first blog... question to all of fubar: doesn't everyone hate/ strongly dilike FAKE people on here? i mean really are they that ashamed of who they are? To go and find pictures of models or random people on yahoo or google and post them as themselves? It's stupid...if you don't have any intention but to fool people and make them think "yeah this person really looks like this"...." blah blah blah" ..."wow this person looks pretty damn good" etc. WITH FAKE PICTURES...yall should go the hell elsewhere... shows everyone what type of person you really are. thanks to all who comment or read....just thought i should ask.

The Sound In My Head!
It was the sound that soothed my soul... It was the sound that made me loose all control... It was the sound that I could let go on and on ...for now it is all but gone... It was the sound that lingered on...for only in my mind did I let it drag on... It was the sound I longed to hold...and yes indeed it's now gone...was it ever even real...now I'll never really know! It wasn't mean't to be that we can both see... You just weren't mean't for me... You can close your eyes and still remember me... I'll close my eyes and remember you weren't mean't for me... Time will go on and you'll be my sweet memory. If you are ignorant enough to only look on the outside and no deeper, then you may be passing up the best thing that could ever come in to your life.

Thoughts
We do not have the option of choosing our blood relatives. We do however have the option of making a difference in the lives of many other people who cross our paths. In October I met a woman who has changed my life considerably. She knows my children my life in general. She offers advice and loves my family. When asked she says that she has adopted us. My kids call her grandma and their eyes light up especially isaacs when we say we're going to see her. I have been her caregiver for a while now and have done the one thing that people in the medical field should never do....I got emotionally attatched. I love her and am very worried about her. I have enough medical knowledge to be concerned. She was hospitalized Friday morning and still is admitted. I know the ins and outs of her home, her friends, and even slightly her finances. I was the one who called everyone to let them know what was going on and spent most of my day doing so. I was locked out of her house earlier today by her

A Special Thanks!
I wanted to take a moment and send a special thanks to all my friends who helped me with my Auto 11's. It was my very first and it was very fun as well as helpful, I leveled ! I just wanted to say thank you to all my friends for there love and there kindness you guys are the greatest! glitter-graphics.com Dove~Cherokee Proud@ fubar *L.W.Creations*Morphs,Tags,& Beyond.AKA-LORD WOLF,Fu Married to Just Susan@ fubar 'SpiritWolf' - Twisted Phuckers For Life!@ fubar buggybill@ fubar fourtrax fu married to my crush arctic minx . show her some love@ fubar sherrylicious..mmm..@ fubar

Sellin Laptop
well i figured since now im getting the silent treatment from everyone for the past week for some reason because no one wants to chat anymore on here , yahoo or aim my laptop is basically now just a dust collector so im selling it. so if u feel u wanna chat with me then ask for my cell number or something.... idk. anyways thanks for showing me what kind of people u all truly are.

What?!
Everyday is getting worse Do the same things and it hurts I don't know if I should cry All I know is that I'm tryin' I wanna believe in you, I wanna believe in you But you make it so hard to do What's the point of makin' plans You break all the ones we have I don't know where we went wrong Cause we used to be so strong I wanna believe in you, I wanna believe in you So why can't you be Be good to me I don't ask for much All I want is love Someone to see That's all I need Somebody to be, Somebody to be Good to me, Good to me Gotta be good to me, Good to me Please I used to think I had it all Then one day we hit a wall I had hoped you were the one Where's my dream, where has it gone I wanted to be with you Forever just me and you So why can't you be Be good to me I don't ask for much All I want is love Someone to see That's all I need Somebody to be, Somebody to be Good to me, Good to me Gotta be good to me, Good to me Please Where do I go

Who Am I?????
I am 232 years of romping, stomping, hell, death, destruction. I am the finest fighting machine the world has ever seen. I was born in a bomb crater. My mother was an M-16 and my Father is the Devil. Each moment that I live is an additional threat upon your life. I am a rough looking, roving soldier from the sea. I am cocky, self centered, and overbearing. I do not know the meaning of fear for I am fear itself. I am a green amphibious monster made of blood and guts that arose from the ashes of my enemies, festering on anti-Americans throughout the globe. When ever it may arise and when my time comes, I will die a glorious and grotesque death on the battlefield, giving my life for the Corps, Mom, and Apple Pie. I stole the Eagle from the Air Force, the Anchor from the Navy, and the rope from the Army. Then on the 7th day, while God rested, I overran His perimeter and took over the Globe and I have been protecting it ever since! I live like a Soldier, talk like a Sailor, and sla

Some People!
It should of been under this blog heading! Geez! Some people!!!Ok, so I met this really cool guy on here. I really like him and would like it to go furthur eventually, but right now I can't move there to be with him and I am not sure when or if it will happen. I just have too many commitments. He, on the other hand, not so many. But he says he has always relocated for other girls and now he wants one that will do it for him. He isn't considering the whole situation. So what do I do? Keep trying to make it work and hope it does, or just let him go and wish it would of worked out?

Life And Death
WASH THEM FIRST Please Don't Erase this message before forwarding on This is Serious! This incident happened recently in North Texas . A woman went boating one Sunday taking with her some cans of coke which she put into the refrigerator of the boat. On Monday she was taken to the hospital and placed in the Intensive Care Unit. She died on Wednesday. The autopsy concluded she died of Leptospirosis. This was traced to the can of coke she drank from, not using a glass. Tests showed that the can was infected by dried rat urine and hence the disease Leptospirosis. Rat urine contains toxic and deathly substances. It is highly recommended to thoroughly wash the upper part of all soda cans before drinking out of them. The cans are typically stocked in warehouses and transported straight to the shops without being cleaned. A study at NYCU showed that the tops of all soda cans are more contaminated than public toilets (i.e.).. full of germs and bacteria. So

I Know You...
I know you..you are too short.. you had bad skin... you couldnt talk to them very well.. WoRds didnt seem to work..they lied when they came out of your mouth.. YoU tried soo hard to understand them.. YoU wanted to be part of what was happening.. You saw them having fun..and it seemed such a mystery, almost magic.. It made you think..that there was something wrong with you..Youd look in the mirror, trying to find it.. You thought that you were ugly..and that everyone was looking at you.. So you learned to be invisible.. To look down, to avoid conversation.. THe Hours..Days..Weekends..ahhh the weekend nights alone..where were you? In the basement?...IN the Attic?..In your room? Working some job..just to have something to do.. Just to have a PlAce just to put yourself.. Just to HaVe a way to Get away from THEM.. A chance to get away from the ONES who made you feel so STRANGE and ILL AT EASE inside YOURSELF.. Did you ever get invited to one of their parties? you sat and wonderd if youd GO

Anonymously Me
Just when I think I can't be surprised by people It goes and happens again!Since when did being a nice person become a bad thing?I Rated a random profile just because I like to help people out and the next thing I know this guy is in my shout box asking me to cam.When i said sorry no thanks,he proceeded to let loose with the most vulgar names I have ever heard.I asked him why he was being so hostile and rude and he told me I was ugly F....up C... and I should be grateful a man actually wanted to look at me on cam. I was in a fairly good mood today the sun finally came out and I was smiling thinking of the possibility warmth and sunshiny day's. I don't know why I let that one creep ruin my day but I guess it's just human nature to get offended and hurt when someone talks that way to you. Do me a favour if you read this blabbering through please don't leave a nasty comment Even if this is fantasy land there are real people on the other side of the key board

* Ze's Blogs*
If I've told you once I'll tell you again Leave me alone Or you'll be sorry my friend I ain't in no mood To be messing around And if you keep it up It's your body they would've found What! You say that I'm mean Well, whatever then No wait, you know, you're right 'Cause I can't stand you men Walking around all your life Not having to feel my pain And then you say I'm crazy Nah bro', I'm insane So you better watch what it is you say And sure enough watch your back 'Cause eat you up and spit you out Is what I'm about, Jack And when you see me walking down the street Don't let me be the cause of your stress Just recognize and tell the other guys "Watch out ya'll, there goes Ms. PMS" Use love, not hate, please, hate is easy to grasp, but love is the real contest, hold it in your hands, mind and soul, a weapon of love, use it on your fellow man, make him understand, your war. Get violent with it, throw your love around, cause hate, is so easy to grasp Know love brings power, a power to

Nothing As Simple Of A Thing~
I lay and watch you sleep at night Jealous of the shadowed light That bathes your body in a sweet caress No touch from me to spoil your rest Your gentle breath a sweet perfume To challenge the breeze within the room I move up close to hear the sound Of the quiescent, peace you've found Your murmured words of love profound For my ears when no one else is around You drift off back to blissful sleep Holding my hand, a special treat I'll join you in your dreams tonight Maybe search for the rainbows light Together running you and I In fields of dreams, where lovers lie... ~W.H.~ ~2009~

And If
You are my sunshine, My light at the beginning of everyday. You are my longing breath, The exhale I so deeply crave. You are the moon in my sky, The shining in my vacant darkness. You are the softness in a whisper, That keeps harshness at a distance. You are my compass at sea, Whenever I am lost, you are my North. My body reaches for your touch, You are my feeling and emotion. If a flower was to be, You would be the fragrance. If a clown was to laugh, You would be the smile. If a bird was to sing, You would be that song. And if a sunset could blossom, You would be the vibrant color. You are my longing day, That keeps me from persisting night. You are my sweet in chocolate, That melts in my mouth and not in my hands. And my trust in you is strong, Like the ancient mountains that still stand. The stars in the sky belong to you, In the mere blackness you are radiant light. You are the joy at tearfall, Where every moment counts. You are my lake of calmness

The Secret
Two men, both seriously ill, occupied the same hospital room. One man was allowed to sit up in his bed for an hour each afternoon to help drain the fluid from his lungs.His bed was next to the room's only window. The other man had to spend all his time flat on his back. The men talked for hours on end. They spoke of their wives and families, their homes, their jobs, their involvement in the military service, where they had been on vacation..Every afternoon, when the man in the bed by the window could sit up, he would pass the time by describing to his roommate all the things he could see outside the window.

Grandpa
He had a good long life. Born in 1924, he was the next youngest of 6 children born to Charles and Goldena House. He hardly knew his dad who left the home to find work when grandpa was only 4 years old. His mother raised him and his 5 siblings by herself, so he had a particularly hard childhood. Being a child of the Great Depression he was always concerned with money and saving as much as possible. His own mother once told him he was born 50 years old. He and my grandma were married in July of 1946, nearly 63 years, something I cannot comprehend as that is nearly 2 lifetimes for me. They had 3 children, my mom, Janice in 1950, my uncle Chuck (Charles Edward Junior) in 1953, and my aunt Debbie in 1957. He worked at numerous bakeries around Kansas City for 40 years. He never smoked, drank, or overindulged in salt or red meat. Probably the reason he outlived many of his coworkers. He lived a good life. He was 84 years old, about 12 years past the average age for men of his generation. He

Update From The Road
Got down to Woodstock, GA & stayed for 3 days. Missed seeing Michele (my owner). She was offline so I had no way of contacting her to let her know I was there. Dodged a tornado Monday night. Twisted off some tree tops a mile & a half up the road!!! So, with no reason to stay there, I rolled down to Savannah, GA and spent a week hangin with beach48gal. What an incredible woman she is. No, nothing happened, I slept on the couch!!! Remember, I'm the consumate gentleman, and she is absolutely a lady!!! So, I'm gonna go up to N.C. before the $$$ runs out & I'm on the street...think I'm just delaying the inevitable.... Wish me luck all!!! I'll hollar from N.C. soon. Much Luv To All!!! Kisses & Hugs & Nibbles!!! Jeff Well, I made it to Dahlonega, GA on Sunday. Set up camp, looked around a bit & called it a night. About 12:30 am it started raining & didn't stop till Tuesday:(. Slept in the truck the last 2 nights! Mother nature ain't gonna rain on me!!! Anyways the rain cleared tuesday afterno

American Legion
In response to a newly unclassified Department of Homeland Security report that warns of dangers associated with "right-wing extremists" - and singles out returning war veterans as particular threats - the American Legion has fired off a letter to DHS in protest. "I think it is important for all of us to remember that Americans are not the enemy. The terrorists are," writes David K. Rehbein, national commander of the American Legion, to DHS Secretary Janet Napolitano. The Legion's letter comes in response to a report titled "Right-wing Extremism: Current Economic and Political Climate Fueling Resurgence in Radicalization and Recruitment," dated April 7, which warns against the possibility of violence by unnamed "right-wing extremists" concerned about illegal immigration, increasing federal power, restrictions on firearms, abortion and the loss of U.S. sovereignty. The document, first reported by talk-radio host and WND columnist Roger Hedgecock, suggests worsening economic woe

Does Anyone Really Read This Shit, Anyway?
Well. Hi, folks. If anyone's reading this, there's something horribly wrong with you. Run while you still can and seek professional help. Really. I suppose the point of a blog is to recount recent events and share your thoughts with others. When the fuck did we stop calling that a journal or diary? Anyway. Let's see. I'm presently being stalked by a woman who's ugly as sin, 10 years older than me, and married with a kid. My job officially sucks. I've been fucked outta 7 months' worth of vacation and sick time because of my company. And now, instead of giving me full-time benefits like they SHOULD'VE 7 months ago (Okay. Technically, they had twelve weeks, so they shoulda given me full-time benefits 4 months ago. But whatever.) they're cutting my hours. I haven't seen my family in over two years. Which is really starting to suck. The girl I'd been dating finally told me she's bisexual. And her girlfriend is jealous of me. Lovely. I need a fuckin' drink. Damn you. Damn everyone. "I

Spirit
Ty czyniæ coœ do zrobienia mi (you do something to me)I think! To my stranger in the night, my Prince in my dreams. One word, one gift makes it easier to slip into the darkness of my slumber to where I will find you, and wake into the void of the sunlight to make it so much brighter. It’s Almost a juvenile feeling during the brief moments that we speak can I be perfect without flaw knowing, you know no better. Dreaming and writing of perfection I am not even sure of: It’s a Magical, Poetic need, a desire to know your soul and your truth. For now I wait for the night to set in when my desire turns to dreams, you’re on the beach next to me as our sun falls to the depths of the ocean… Michelle 2009 My heart was strong and full of the most powerful love I found someone to give the love and he abused it then kept it. Why leave it with me so I can continue to love and give? that would be a good thing, something a man would do for a women he loves.

Pain
Line's crossed,Hearts fell.Feel's like I'm crossing over & I'm lost.You've confused me,hurt me,& lied to me.Never again will I confide.Poeple say"yes you will"but you've made my life a living hell. You say you're sorry but you're standing on the edge.Hoping I'll catch you when you fall.Truth is I'm walkin tall thank you for the wake up call. Now your showing your true color's.They become you.The time has come & now I'm numb.You're holding her & not meIs this how we were suppose to be?I try to block it out.I'm so dumb for beleiving you.Guess the joke's on me but I'm not laughing.

The Hurting And Lieing
Hook: (x2)The more I look around the more it hurtsMy livelihook is poisoned my worksFall on deaf ears a messenger bringerWith a foreign face andTongue andSlightlyTwisted view of this time and spaceSpace cadet aceReporting from baseThe water hasn’t a tasteThe time and the placeThe paper, the chase the raceAgainVerse 1:Manifestation, reva-lation-lutionRetro-bution solutionMy people are poor community warWhat’s the rivalry for? The poor can’t affordSelf genocideHelp ’em asideHe’s on your side of the fightYep, but unfortunatleyUnproportionately out of orderWe have kaosKaos to order they’re closing the borderIt’s a flip of the quarterFor the players, existing in this gameI’m sensing a changeThat all will come to passThen a movement of the massBut who am I to tell on who will prevailAnd who’s fail and who in the hellAre you going to tell? You’re new to the trailYour doomed to sailAwayKeep watching your backsAnd cover your tracksGet

Committing Suicide
we all know suicide is not a joke however there are thos who say it to get either a shock out of other people or to make other feel sorry for them and or the most cause of why people do it any more is to get attention most cause of death are not cause by suicide suicide well not take your problems away and there are alot more worser things then death such as brain damage and or being paralyzed or being alive and half your body is gone before you say it think about the people who you will hurt your family friends even your pets if all the people who have committed suicide could come back they would say they wish they never did it hell i have to admit i try a few times my self but i stop doing so becuse i dont want to live being brain damage or the lost of my eyes brain or arms i do value my body and what it can do even tho i wish my life was a bit better then what it is you have to play the cards that you are delt with and do something with them think about

My Deepest, Darkest Fantasies
im sorry. dont care, She says. Get naked, lay on My lap. yes maam WHAP!WHAP!WHAP! goes Her firm hand on my bare bottom. dont cry, bitchboy, that'll only make it worse. WHAP!WHAP!WHAP! goes Her firm hand on my bare bottom. keep it inside, smile, tell Me how much you like it, slut. i like it, Ma'am please Ma'am, give me more. WHAP!WHAP!WHAP! goes Her firm hand on my bare bottom. And, again WHAP!WHAP!WHAP! goes Her firm hand on my bare bottom. And, again WHAP!WHAP!WHAP! goes Her firm hand on my bare bottom. Red and swollen and throbbing, Her fingers trace lightly over the crack of the slut's boy pussy. Then WHAP!WHAP!WHAP! goes Her firm hand on my bare bottom. Now, stand in the corner slut, She says. I wanna see nothin' but ass. Gladly ma'am, thank You Ma'am the slutboy whispers, kneeling to kiss, lick and suck Her toes, before taking its place in the corner, its shame on display for all to see. Holding in the tears until She permits it to cry. 101 again today. I was walking down t

Omg Ppl Are Jerks!
Why do people get off on hurting peoples feelings? I mean what in the fuck has this world come to....I ask myself is their REAL..Does real exist?..I know there is atleast one person who is real, me......I care about peoples feelings. I hate to see people cry...But Fubar, is a cruel CRUEL place. I sure hope some of these people don't act like they do in the real world. I am always gonna be ME even if its on some stupid shallow site like this. There just is no heart on here....its shallow and shady as FUCK.............

Daddy
Well As We All Know Our Parents Get Older As We Do. My Daddy Is Going To Be 50 On 6-30-09 And Isnt Doing Well. Im Very Afaird That By The End Of The Year He Will Die And Ill Be With Out My Daddy.:( So Plz Keep My Family In Ur Prays

Things To Remember When Wearing Black
Let other say what they want to say about what you wear and how you wear your clothes, it’s not there life anyway. This argument is a fact that we should accept in ourselves, why would you let others dictate your fashion preference, remember that you are unique, independent, you have your own taste, and you are what you are, unless, otherwise it is a serious requirement for with a very important purpose. “Clothes make a man” this Mark Twain’s 19th century value reflects the important role that it has served in the past and is continually serving in the present. An executive is easily being recognized by his or her clothing. America’s first lady; Michelle Obama, has caught the attention of fashion critics for her for her peculiar clothing, this is how clothing should be, wear what you feel to wear. Expensive may be the best word to describe fashion, only those who can afford to drop money can have the latest fashion trend, but think of it not as a

Rules Of Eating Out
Rule #1: When you sit down at your table, don’t wave at us, don’t holler and yell at us, and don’t sit with your arms crossed. We see you sitting down, and if we’re busy, it might take a minute. Rest assured, we know you’re there. If we don’t happen to be in the area when you sit down, someone WILL let us know about it. You pay our bills, we don’t like making you mad. Rule #2: When we walk up to the table, and say “How are you guys doing today?” or “How are you today?”, we really do want to know how you are doing. That helps us to judge how the course of the meal is going to go, and what we need to do to stay on your good side. Grunting or immediately starting your order is not acceptable, and sets a tone that most of us just don’t want to deal with. Getting on our bad side is a bad way to start your meal, because at that point, we know you aren’t going to tip, and no longer care. Rule #3: When we start our

Consider This...
Seems like as many people as not have some kind of photo album dedicated to haters on this site. If you haven't seen them, you've likely at least seen a status message or blast dedicated to these people. From what I can tell, a 'hater' is a person who downrates or seems to arbitrarily flag photos as NSFW. What's constant is that the offended person feels that they've received unwarranted feedback or negative attention. With the confirmation of Sonya Sotomayer looming on the horizon, the Bill of Rights has been on my mind. It's almost a certainty that a reinterpretation of certain rights will follow sometime down the road, and I'm concerned that my worst-case-scenario may become a reality. However, the most uniformly defended right, and the one most universally accepted as inviolable, is freedom of speech. Almost to the point of taking it for granted, we accept that we may say whatever we want at any time, almost without consequence. While there are few exceptions to this paradig

Help My Owner
INEED ALL MY FRIENDS,FAMILY, AND FANS TO HELP MY OWNER, TAGGEDBYANANGEL, WIN THIS NAUGHTY NITEY CONTEST! ALL YOU HAVE TO DO IS DROP ONE COMMENT A DAY UNTIL AUGUST 7th ON THE PICTURE BELOW. TO GO TO PAGE JUST CLICK THE PICTURE AND SAY HELLO. OR JUST SAY WHATEVER YOU LIKE I KNOW SHE WOULD APPRICIATE IT http://fubar.com/photo.php?u=3252582&i=506048859&albumid=1785028" target=_blank>http://b.pcc1.fubar.com/28/52/3252582/tn_506048859.jpg" border=0> THIS LOVELY ANGEL DOES SO MUCH FOR EVERYONE ELSE AND HAS HELPED ME LEVEL A COUPLE OF TIMES AND I WOULD LOVE FOR HER TO WIN THIS CONTEST, SO IF WE AL JUST LEAVE ONE COMMENT SHE CAN SHOOT INTO FIRST PLACE(SHE IS CURRENTLY IN SECOND) AND WIN HER A HAPPY HOUR. EVERY GIRL DESERVES AT LEAST ONE HAPPY HOUR AND AN ANGEL DESERVES ONE TOO!! HELP MY OWNER IS THIS CONTEST, ALL YOU NEED TO DO IS VOTE BY RATEING HER PIC. PLEASE HELP HER WIN MY FRIENDS THANK YOU!!!! CLICK ON PIC AND IT SHOULD TAKE YOU TO CONTEST PIC

Innocence...
Media is one of the greatest and most talented artist in the world. It can paint a picture with out using a paint brush. It could convince you of something that isn’t real. Media can make one believe there points to be true. Media is the greatest con-artist in the world. It has convinced white society that all African American society consist of is gang-bangers, drug addicts, jail-birds, poverty , school drop outs, single parent homes, no good fathers and death. Which causes a Caucasian woman to clinch tight her purse when ever approached by a black man. Media-The greatest illusionist ever known.-Ivory Smith Rage against injustice, Rage against abortion, Rage over child porn producers. Rage about a rapist, Rage against Racism, Rage against bias media who performs public contortion. To rage against someone’s driving, over someone who cuts in front of you, who gives you the magic finger, and throws his fist at you. To give rage for rage is strange and deranged that caus

Team In Training
Help please! Raising money for the Leukemia & Lymphoma Society. I am running a marathon on Dec 13th and raising money for the LLS. Please do what you can do to help. I know that spending money on a VIP or bling is so much more important that helping a cause like blood cancer but if you have maybe even $10 left after that please help! =) Much love! http://pages.teamintraining.org/mn/honolulu09/towata

Metal In My Head!
I may be judged..but who here..is really fit to judge me..in sins..we all have..in life we all live..you are not me..and i am not you..your words could matter less to me..your life I could care less..these words i say..are just that of a man..that is tired..of the users..of the fakes..the cheats..the liers..the whatever..been here by my own will..and that of god..i could care less what another thinks of me..for they arent helping me..nor care for me..i handle all things that come my way..without a helping hand..just a man alone..and if so..then so be it..never needed a co signer on ****..and still wont..been on top..and the bottom..life is full of ups and downs..just been around to long..to let another talk down on me..as if they are my better..you are not my equal..you are as i am..human..untill you reach godhood..you are the same as me..weather your older of younger than me..still going to be the same..bleed in pain..and reborn in gods name..but belive this..i would rather burn all i

Dreamzshattered
I do not understand how he does not see how him being in my life in any way is ackward... What makes him seem to think it is going to be easy having him in it all... I wanted him to be erased from my memories... Deleted from every aspect of my life past present and future... There is to much left undone and unsaid for my backwards mind... I want him in my sons life but does that mean I have to have him involved in mine... I know he doesnt care and all the words spoken about feelings where false and untrue... I wish I was a strong enough person to tell him everything on my mind and deal with what he has to say...but I cant... my heat wants what my head no longer does... fighting and breaking me apart... such is life... time heals all but there is always the mark left behind from the pain... My dreams shattered My world altered Visions behind my green eyes Show my blood being spilled Would it be easier to just leave this world behind The unbreakable wall finally beaten Falling to p

Souls Denied Ii
Here's 2 more profiles of people that need our help and need PLENTY of luvin shown to them,ONE of them Sarabeth has a SLIGHT chance of POSSIBLY leveling within the next month or so with the help of our efforts,so we gotta make a BIG ZOMBIE SQUAD effort to rate these 2 people up hard and I mean HARD CORE! We can DO THIS guys! Here's our chance to show our friends and fam members the love that they deserve! So let's ZOMBIE SWARM these 2 profiles this month and don't forget about the members in the first Souls Denied Blog! ☮Sarabeth☮@ fubar ~ Witchesbrew ~@ fubar

My Life
Through humor, you can soften some of the worst blows that life delivers. And once you find laughter, no matter how painful your situation might be, you can survive it.All I need is my one star in the sky, to wish you a good day everyday. God must have known there would be timeswe'd need a word of cheerSomeone to praise a triumphor brush away a tear.He must have known we'd need to sharethe joy of "little things"In order to appreciatethe happiness life brings.I think he knew our troubled heartswould sometimes throb with painAt trials and misfortunesor some goals we can't attain.He knew we'd need the comfortof an understanding heartTo give us strength and courageto make a fresh, new start.He knew we'd need companionshipunselfish...lasting...true,And so God answered the heart's great needwith a Cherised Friend....like you.As we walk our path of life,We meet people everyday.Most are simply met by chance.But, some are sent our way.These become special friendsWhose bond we can't explain;The

Men Who Lie And The Women Who Belive Then
why do men on here who have girl friends in real life lie about it also why do women on here lie about it to i just do not understand i know this is just fun and games but some women think they have found mr right and never check to see if the guys or women are lieing to them oh well

Hard Times
i cant believe what they say is true how could you be gone away forever never to beseen again on earth but you will always be seen in my eyes its still hard to this day to know that i missed your funeral it kills me day in and day out just to knowthat i didn't get to say my last good-byes to you the. the only person that ever truly cared for me no i didn't even make it to your brothers funeral and that kills me also but i wasn't nearly as close to him as i was to you my grandmother you were then just a grandmother your were my best friend we had alot of laughs but it is sad to think that we will never be able to have those laughs again on earth but you alwaysremember that i love you more then anything in this world you r my heart my soul and most of all your my grandmother the kids still ask about you every now and then but i haven't had the heart to tell them that they wont be able to see your smiling face in this world again we know you love us but still why did it have to come to an

About My Sister! ( Melanie )
On Nov 2,09 my sister was head out to meet a personfrom here and was in a terrible auto accident, A drunkdrive pulled in front of her..She is in serious,butstable condition. She has not woke up since the accident. All we can do at this point is pray for her.I am doingmy best to stay by her side and talk to her.I hear thatit can help someone in a Coma, I have also started toplay some music for her while I am in with her. Today Nov 3, 09 the doctor says that we have to wait tosee what happens,She does not seem to have any injuriesto her brain,She does have a broken leg,She was in surgerytoday having some pins put in her leg and she is bruised up pretty good. I will keep everyone up to date as I am updated. NOV 5, 09 There is still no change in the condition of my sister she has been moving abit which is a good sign, Yesterday she went into surgery to have pins put in her leg. I have a feeling its just a matter of time before we have her back, please dont give up hope and keep us

Zoey Black
you know its funny and it makes me think alotyeah i know people iam stupidi have alot of feelings for this womanand its not all about looks its what she does and how she does things that made me fall so hard for heri told you she was married to a guy that she broke up with because she got scared of himshe ended up hurting him badly like she does with every guy it seems likeshe told me upfront she might still be married but she did not know for surewell she was planing to see me in nov 22 my birthdaybut she never came she decided to see me on nov 28we connected like old times holding hands me paying for a dinner that was way to muchit took alot of out of credit card that i did have but i did not complainthen after dinner we went to a ice cream placce again i paid i ended up letting her eat itthen we went someone to get something to drink captain morgan spice rumthen we went back to my place she told me again she loved meand she wanted my baby still of all things like i dumbass i got hoo

A Soldier's Christmas
TWAS THE NIGHT BEFORE CHRISTMAS,HE LIVED ALL ALONE,IN A ONE BEDROOM HOUSE MADE OFPLASTER AND STONE.... See More... See MoreI HAD COME DOWN THE CHIMNEYWITH PRESENTS TO GIVE,AND TO SEE JUST WHOIN THIS HOME DID LIVE.I LOOKED ALL ABOUT,A STRANGE SIGHT I DID SEE,NO TINSEL, NO PRESENTS,NOT EVEN A TREE.NO STOCKING BY MANTLE,JUST BOOTS FILLED WITH SAND,ON THE WALL HUNG PICTURESOF FAR DISTANT LANDS.WITH MEDALS AND BADGES,AWARDS OF ALL KINDS,A SOBER THOUGHTCAME THROUGH MY MIND.FOR THIS HOUSE WAS DIFFERENT,IT WAS DARK AND DREARY,I FOUND THE HOME OF A SOLDIER,ONCE I COULD SEE CLEARLY.THE SOLDIER LAY SLEEPING,SILENT, ALONE,CURLED UP ON THE FLOORIN THIS ONE BEDROOM HOME.THE FACE WAS SO GENTLE,THE ROOM IN SUCH DISORDER,NOT HOW I PICTUREDA UNITED STATES SOLDIER.WAS THIS THE HEROOF WHOM I'D JUST READ?CURLED UP ON A PONCHO,THE FLOOR FOR A BED?I REALIZED THE FAMILIESTHAT I SAW THIS NIGHT,OWED THEIR LIVES TO THESE SOLDIERSWHO WERE WILLING TO FIGHT.SOON ROUND THE WORLD,THE CHILDREN WOULD PLAY,AND GROWNUPS

Fu Friends
Bling Beg alllllll you want....... IT HELPS ME THIN THE HERD just dropped about 6 more of you high maintenance, whiney, bitchy, spoiled, "what have you done for me lately" point whores from my friends list... my live feed and my bartab have never been happier. im sick of reading about you asking for bling. you want to ask for stuff thats free? rates and comments... go ahead. but openly begging for people to spend REAL money on you??? Buying you bling or your VIP is about to expire??? heres an idea... stop being a spoiled fucking princess and buy it YOURSELF. but the reality is... you will trick some loser into spending God knows what on buying it for you so he can get a 7 day pass to your NSFW pics. selling pics of your tits for 40 bucks??? i bet your parents are proud. good riddance Simply, I DO NOT COLLECT FRIENDS. I DO NOT WISH TO BE PART OF YOUR COLLECTION. if you want to be my friend, truly be my friend, id be happy to accept your friend request. i however will no

Poetry
SEE THAT MAN THERE ACROSS THE ROOM? THE ONE IN THE TATTERD SHIRT AND THE BROKEN BROOM. STARTED HERE ABOUT SIX MONTHS AGO, WHY HE USES THAT BROOM NOBODY KNOWS. HE NEVER SMILES AND HE NEVER FROWNS, MINDS ALWAYS ON HIS WORK WITH THAT BROOM SWEEPING THE GROUND. I ASKED THE MAN A FEW DAYS AGO, WHY A BROKEN BROOM AND NOT ONE THAT'S NEW? HE PAUSED FOR A MOMENT AND THEN HE SAID, SOMEONE VERY DEAR TO ME IS DEAD. ABOUT EIGHT MONTHS AGO I LOST MY WIFE, 50 YRS SIDE BY SIDE IS HOW WE SHARED OUR LIFE. OH I WAS LOST AND DIDN'T KNOW WHAT TO DO. I NOTICED IN THE CORNER THIS BROKEN BROOM. WASN'T QUITE SURE WHERE IT CAME FROM. EVEN THOUGH IT WAS BROKEN IT LOOKED BRAND NEW.COULDN'T UNDERSTAND, I WAS QUITE CONFUSED. THEN IT HIT ,THAT BROOM, IT WAS NEW. YOU SEE MY FRIEND MY WIFE WAS KILLED ONE NIGHT BY A MAN IN A TRUCK TOWING HIS BIKE. HE WAS ON HIS WAY HOME FROM A RALLY DOWN SOUTH. WHEN HE STOPPED AT THE BAR TO WET HIS MOUTH. ONE TURNED INTO TWO AND TWO TURNED INTO MORE. HE WAS FEELIN NO PAIN

Turfs
Would like to be in a turf to where I am accepted and where there is no drama of he said, she said crap. I would like to start out as a soldier if possible. Please if anyone could help that would be great. Thank you. Please keep me at 50% buzzed. It is for when I level to 22. It is one of the requirements. I would really appreciate it. Thank you. Please read my profile. Especially the about me section. I would like it if you would do that. For I am not going to repeat it in the shout box. Thank you.

Poems
Standing alone in this cold cold world,with nothing to my name.The only thing on my back is the clothesI picked out today.Sitting on this cold cold step,with nothing to my name.The only thing in my hand is a can I found today.Laying on this cold cold bench,with nothing to my name.the only thing I got to cover withis a newspaper I found today.Buried in this cold cold grave,with nothing to my name.The only thing I have left to say,is that no one came today. Wallpaper Love: By Caroline Marie Morrison I look at you on my computer screen,and all I can do is just sit and dream. What I see when I look into your beautiful brown eyes, is a promise of everlasting love. As I sit and stare I see you reach out to me, took my hand and kiss each finger tip. Pulling me close to you, I feel proud and free. Never letting go of me, you hold me and sang to me. A song of everlasting love, you made a promise that you had to keep. A promise of love that goes so deep, I knew right then you were

Pink Ribbon Continued On From Proud American
My Pink Ribbon ( in memory of Joella Goodwin) I never thought, it would happen to me after-all I was always so Healthy. No family history just out of the blue, neither me nor my family had a clue. They seemed so normal and always there, it couldn't happen to me, so I never cared. Then one day, I would be stumped, while taking a shower I felt a lump. " Dear God" why did this happen to me?, I sit here and wait for a mastectomy. Will I still be a woman?, Will I still be the same?, or will I be some kind of freak, living in shame? Would it have been differant, if I had checked before?, instead I just stood there it was something I would ignore. I feel differant, but I'm still the same, and it's something of which, I no-longer have to live in shame.

Not Ready To Say Goodbye
I need to vent. I need to get and express the hurt that's going on inside before it bursts. It feels like a losing battle - treading water with a ton of weight pulling you down; I'm swimming, yet still sinking. My gandfather grew up a in a broken home during the depression. At that point in life, already off to a bad start - a very poor family sometimes eating turnips for days on end, and also being very unwanted - his grandmother at one point tried to kill him. Time went on, he grew up. He found work, got married, had a son. The marriage fell apart, and the little boy, an uncle I'd never meet passed away at the age of 6 to leukemia. Fate still was not done dealing him bad hands. He wound up a medic on the front lines in World War II. Many of the scenes at the beginning of the movie Saving Private Ryan, he witnessed first-hand; more than enough to scar anyone for life. You'd never know it. Life went on, he met my grandma, married, had 5 more kids and eventually 10 grandkids. Me, b

Why Do Women Hate The "p" Word So Much?
ok.. I am sitting here thinking about the first thing that comes to mind. Why is it that so many women hate it when men say the Pussy when they can say "dick" "cock" as much as they want and when they want to? Is it a respect thing for women as that what it is? Personally I think its kinda over rated. I mean come on. I have tried my hardest not to say it around women or women I am closest to. Why is it that it don't bother us guys when you say "dick" around us? Maybe its just me. Ok rant away.

Fuck Everything
Wanna love ya, Wanna bug ya, Wanna squeeze ya, Stupid girl. Wanna touch ya, Wanna take ya, Wanna shut ya, Stupid girl. I can't take this, Born to break this. She's going away, She's going away, What's wrong with my life today? She's going away, She's going away, What's wrong with my life today? Stupid girl, Stupid girl I'm a loner, I'm a loser, I'm a winner, In my mind. I'm a bad one, I'm a good one, I'm a sick one, With a smile. I can't take this, Born to break this. She's going away, She's going away, What's wrong with my life today? She's going away, She's going away, What's wrong with my life today? What's wrong with my life today? She's going away, She's going away, What's wrong with my life today? Stupid girl, Stupid girl Stupid girl, Stupid girl! (whoa, whoa-o-o, whoa-o-o, whoa-o-o-o-o-o, whoa-o-o, whoa-o-o, whoa-o-o-o-o-o) She's going away, She's going away, What's wrong with my life today? She's going away, She's going away

Custom Skins
First off I DONT NOT DO THEM FOR FREE UNLESS STATED OTHER WISE! You will need to buy me a $20 bling pack or Transfer 25 credits to me.I do put a lot of effort and time into the things i make and i dont do ugly so if i think it looks bad it wont be getting made unless i make the way I WANT. I will do everything in my power to get u what u want tho! If you would like to see skins ive already made look at mine and my number one in my family! also keep n mind i do have a 9 month old and a new job that take up ALOT of my time so if i dont get it done right away please dont be pissed because it will get done!!! just shoot me a message with what u want colors ect. pix if u want them and so on. once i get the images made i will show them to u and thats when u buy the bling pack or tansfer the credits it will not get coded until then! thats really about if u have any questions post them n a comment or send me a message...kthnsbye

Haunted Moon - A Poem I Wrote
Haunted Moon Under the haunted moonlight, the clear calm creek casts an eerie glow. Fear sets in. Your body trembles. Louder and faster your heart pounds with every noise you hear. The trees rustle and the wind howls. You try with all your might to move but can’t. Frozen in one spot closing your eyes praying this fear goes away. Finally able to move, you start to run faster and faster but can’t escape what’s following you. You can still hear it. But what is it? Tired from running away from your fear, you stop. ENOUGH!!! You scream as you turn around slowly trembling over what you are about to see. Only to realize… you were running from… Your own shadow

Things That Inspire Me
Haters By my favorite author ~Laurell K Hamilton They will hate you. Someone, somewhere, sometime, will hate you. It is going to happen at some point in your life, probably several times. You can’t be nice enough, or good enough, or scary enough, or bully enough, to prevent them from hating you. Hate by my favorite author ~laurell k hamilton Why will they hate you? So many reasons, here are just a few. They may hate you for the color of your skin, your sexual orientation, that you’re prettier than they are, that you’re uglier than they are, more popular, less popular, your religion, your lack of religion, that you’re more successful than they are, that you’re less successful than they are, that you are a better athlete than they will ever be, that you’re a worse athlete than they a

Great American Road Trip
I have been driving around for days now From Tx to Illnois to OH then PA down to VA to NC and then GA Meet some amazing people along the way Amanda, Karen, Shay from here and my lil sis and my friends sandy and phillip its been amazing trip lots of driving and lots of good times to the people who I meet you know what you mean to me to the people I didnt get a chance to meet but still want to meet them in the future my friends are my family and some of them have the biggest spots in my heart and mean the most to me I will always bend over backwards for I have regretted nto following my gut in instance on this trip and missed out on meeting great people. There are great people all over don't miss out on them and giving ur heart hearts when people stomp on it but theres always great ones to put it back together.

I Really Need Answers
So last Friday morning about 3:30 am my boyfriend came over after work. Now I have to say this but it is important to the story. We have a very heathly/exciting sex life. Anyway, we were going at it until about 6am, and then he started getting dressed because he had to go back to work. As he was getting dressed there was a knock on my door so I went to answer it. As I opened the door I saw my neighbor who lives under my apartment standing in front of my door in his underwear. I answered the door with a "hello" and all he said was, "I heard you guys." To which I replied "Oh, I'm sorry." Thinking that we had woke him up and getting ready to apologize, but I was not ready for what he was about to say. "Mind if I join?" he asked while trying to look past me into my apartment. I kindly told him no, that my boyfriend was getting ready to go to work, and shut the door. I then went into the bedroom where my boyfriend was smoking a cigarette and told him what had just happened. And he was pisse

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Does it ever end? In almost every picture I have posted on here, I am told I am one of those women beside myself. Why is that? Now I am hearing as well as others that now I am my mom, or should I say the woman that raised me. Are you telling me I am too pretty to be on this site? I am not conceded by no fucking means but at the same time I know I am not ugly, but I am also not all of that with a bag of chips. I am just me and for being that I am a FAKE. Really Mark? I am not the type of person that looks at age or gender when I like someone or want to be friends with them or even have a relationship, to me age means more EXPERIENCE.. I have known Mark for well over a year now and all I heard from him was how much he loved me and wanted a life and children with me and how he wanted to start this life with me, and I constantly told him I could NOT return those feelings. He got so mad cause I could not forget or get over my BOO which is Orlando, even when I was mad at him. Every fuckin

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Some say that striving for perfection is unhealthy. What if striving for perfection made you improve faster than you would have if you had lower expectations for yourself? Which way would be better?

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Porn Shackles Society More than Patriot Act April 28, 2012 (left, scene from American Pie,1999, porn passing as "teen comedy-drama")Increasingly, pornography is changing societal norms. Soon, we could be living in a porn movie. "We aspire to corrupt in order to rule." Giuseppe Mazzini (1805-1872) Freemason leader. by Henry Makow Ph.D.Mankind has been colonized by a satanic cult, the Illuminati, Cabalist Jewish bankers & Freemasons who used their fraudulent monopoly over government credit (currency) to buy the world and hold it in debt servitude. So effective is their control over culture that humanity is only now realizing it is their hostage in an emerging imperialist police state that spans the globe.

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I have been on the net forever it seems. Over the years it seems that personas have been created by many that portray their "net" life as something that may be diametrically opposed to their real life. I have heard from many that this is just "net'" and not "rl" but does that qualify behavior that is reckless and at times pure evil? Why is it difficult for people to just be who they are and not create facades that cast them in one light but clearly do not define who they are? Some do this to hide and not have people take advantage of them while others do it to take advantage of the weak or unsuspecting people who want to believe the good in everyone. My experience wilth fu is that 95% of the people on here are haters, cheats, and users. That being said, the 5% that are truly genuine and good people far outweigh the negative people on here, which is usually not the case. I have come to realize that Fu is not a necessity to have real relationships with people because it people are

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So I have a six year old son. Yesterday his dad informs me he wants a dna test done to prove that he is his. Ironically this happens after we get a letter for child support! Are there any real fathers left? Any man can knock up a woman. But it takes a real man to stick with it and be a father.

Battlefield Of The Mind
I hold on to the peace as I sleep not knowing if I want to wake from this dream, Playing in the tree's with all the kids in my dreams,Then I wake to this insanity,a world of people and things,Can't deal with the pain that I live as I try to go back to sleep.. People saying and doing things that make no sense to me,I'm only at peace when I sleep.. Please stop me when I wake this pain just go away... Inside my mind a poison is spreading Taking over control Turning happiness to ashes Overwhelming my senses The toxins imbed deeply, painfully Destruction entails I prepare for each battle None yet I have won As the terror becomes prominent It's razor edge threatening I know it's going to kill me Playing a game of waiting ED the opposition he has no mercy No kindness, no compassion Just a manipulative consolation A cycle of excruciating betrayal. I know it will be my turn to die, One by one ED kills us Th

Thanks For The Memories
Close your eyes and listen with your heart. Find the light, from inside of the dark. When your heart is afraid, and slams the door shut. Pay attention to the feeling, you have in your gut. People walk away, from the most faithful of all. Fearing their own emotions, too afraid to stand tall. While their beating broken heart, is also afraid. Afraid to try again, being forgotten and betrayed. The door you held open for a stranger, you slammed shut in her face. You drew out directions, while her memory was erased. Go back in time and remember your smile. The one that she gave you, retrace the miles. Putting your feelings first, with her own left behind. While doing what you asked, at that moment in time. Her own pain didn't matter, she did it for you. Now her heart's shattered, for this is strike two. Ask yourself why, you threw her away. Just to make yourself happy, for one fucking day. The one person who once seen you as a Queen. Now see's you as something else in-between. Realizing how

Apples And Wine
Women are like apples on trees. The best ones are at the top of the tree. Must men don't want to reach for the good ones because they are afraid of falling and getting hurt. Instead, they sometimes take the apples from the ground that aren't as good, but easy. The apples at the top think something is wrong with them, when in rea;ity, they're amazing. They just have to wait for the right man to come along, the one who is brave enough to climb all the way to the top of the tree. Now men.... men are like fine wine. They begin as grapes, and it's up to women to stomp the shit out of them until they turn into something acceptable to have dinner with.

Naheed
Naheed, You know that You are my heart n soul. When I talk to you I feel relaxed. I'm not feeling well since yesterday. Headache is killing me. I don't want to take medicine. Hope I will be fine soon but one thing is irritating me that is negative thinking of nearest and dearest. What can I do?

50 Shades Of Purple (aka Bdsm Poety By Dr Seuss)
Every sub Down in Sub-villeLiked clitmas a lot...But the Wench,Who lived just South of Sub-ville,Did NOT!The wench hated clitmas! The whole clitmas season!Now, please don't ask why. No one quite knows the reason.It could be that her tight warmth wasn't being screwed quite right.It could be, perhaps, that her nipple clamps were too tight.But I think that the most likely reason of allMay have been that her toys were all two sizes too small.But,Whatever the reason,Her worn leather on her gloves,She stood there on clitmas Eve, hating the subs,Staring down from her dungeon with a sour, Wenchy frownAt the dark curtained windows below in their town.For She knew every sub down in Sub-ville beneathWas busy now, hanging a leather and lace wreath."And they're hanging their fishnet!" She snarled with a sneer."Tomorrow is clitmas! It's practically here!"Then She growled, with her wenchy fingers nervously drumming,"I MUST find a way to keep clitmas from cumming!"For, tomorrow, She knew......All the

Diary Of Raven
Hekate The Dark Goddess the Light of the Divine Feminine in the Dark Night of the Soul "Queen of the Night, triple-faced Hekate (heh-KAH-tee) is one of the most ancient images from a pre-Greek stratum of mythology and an original embodiment of the Great Triple Goddess. She is most often linked with the dark of the moon and presides over magic, ritual, prophetic vision, childbirth, death, the underworld, and the secrets of regeneration. Mistress of the crossroads, this lunar goddess dwells in caves, walks the highways at night, makes love on the vast seas, and is the force that moves the moon. Genealogy Hekate is a primordial figure in the oldest stratum of our unconscious. Her genealogy leads us back to her birth at the beginning of time as a daughter of Nyx, Ancient Night. On an inner level, Hekate is a guardian figure of the mysterious depths of our unconscious that accesses the collective memory of the primal void and whirling forces at the onset of creation. Hekat

Holding Perfection.
Holding Perfection There is a saying, that “Nobody’s perfect.” Until recently I believed that to be true. Who ever coined that phrase never had the pleasure of meeting you. When I see your smile and the beauty that radiates from your face, I get breathless and my heart starts to race. When I hear your voice call out my name and tell me that you love me, I get weak inside and feel so unworthy of such a great gift. The touch of your hand sends fire through my blood, Making me dizzy and wanting more of your love. The small lovely little things you do for me are a wonder and joy to receive. The love I see reflected in your eyes is a wonder in itself to behold. It makes me want to hold and cherish you forever in my heart. I am unworthy to share a love with some one as wonderful as you are. I just hope and pray that each day; I can show you just how important you are to me. I never want to loose the feelings you give to me, being with you is like being in heaven. Love is

First Day
Well today was just another typical day at work here in Iraq. Working with the Iraq Police trying to train them and teach them how to do thier job so we can get the fuck home! so yeah that will never happen. these guys are dumb as dirt. anyways imma get back to working on my page now.. see yall laters ;)

Amanda's Blog
Since you left me I suddenly became stronger And became what I can be And it's all because your gone! I think to myself Why did I hide All my feelings on the shelf And put me to the side? I'm realizing now I'm standing tall And able to take a bow Because all I did was fall. You made me feel horrible Like I was nothing Now you're not my trouble I know I"m something. I wasted my time on you And than I realized What I had to do To not listen to lies. I had to let you go And even if it took me a while It was for the best though Because all the things you said were vile! You made me sick And blinded me To all it became to thick But now I can see. I can see I was used And not physically I was thrown and abused And you did that mentally! You made me hurt And why did I stay Your nothing but a jerk And I'm happy I'm now away. All we went through And all the things you said When you called me your boo

I Hope U Choke
you know what.. i have come to the conclusion that people piss me off more than i thought.. the next person that kills me with kindness.. ill tell u what well see how kind u are when i put poison ivy in ur bed.. im sick of all of u.. and as for nate.. dont lie to my face and think im stupid and dont know... uughh fucking people.. and as for the person that started the whole killing someone with kindness should be shot... well i guess thats all my ranting for now love the bitch i hope you choke on the words you say... i hope those words never see day... i hope those words never make it out.. i hope those words make u feel doubt... i hate the way you can never agree... i hate the way its never about me... i hate the way its made about you... i hate the damage ur words do... i wish you would keep them to your thoughts... i wish you would think about me letting you rot... i wish you would think about my tears.... i wish you would realize ill recreate ur worst fear... i h

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Fuck It
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Cock-tail
If you'd like to master the art of triggering ATTRACTION in women, then it's important for you to learn how to use "Sexual Communication". Here are a bunch of great tips... AN INTERESTING STORY (OR SO)... There are two basic stories for how men and women "start off" together, and two basic stories for how men and women "end up". Through all of time, I'm sure that men and women have been playing out these stories... and I'm sure that they'll continue to play them out long into the future (that is, unless I have something to say about it... and I do). THE MEETING STORIES Here's "Meeting Story #1": Boy is attracted to girl. Unfortunately, boy doesn't have a clue about how to make girl feel ATTRACTION for him... so, instead he tries to "pursue" girl by offering her dinners, gifts, and flowers. Girl finds boy "nice", but there are no "sparks", so she "just likes him as a friend". Here's "Meeting Story #2": Boy is attracted to

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A Daughter Brings sunshine To brighten your day. A Daughter brings joy Through her loving ways. A Daughter is a blessing That comes from above. A special and beautiful treasure to love. God took the strength of a mountain The majesty of a tree, The warmth of a summer sun, The calm of a quiet sea, The generous soul of nature, The comforting arm of night, The wisdom of the ages, The power of the eagles flight, The joy of a morning in spring, The faith of a mustard seed, The patience of eternity, The depth of a family need, Then God combined these qualities, When there was nothing more to add, He knew His masterpiece complete, And so He called it Dad...

Invite
we both have the insight ,that i am no white knight and try not to be impolite ,but come when i have an invite ,to give you some delight and get them to new heights , then i am off again on a starlight flight , to come back if i mite ~~ duelmoons

Stories Written For Me
By Sir CritterSir Critter@ CherryTAP Recently, you have bean more disobedient and you know you will be punished. Nervously you enter the room, unsure what will happen. "You are a bad girl Jessie," I say. "Like a dog you must be punished." You look at Me defiantly and stick out your tongue. SMACK! The palm of My hand slaps your face HARD. You begin to cry and your makeup begins to smear on your face. I direct you to a large dog kennel in the middle of the room. You crawl into the kennel and I lock the door. I walk away. Within a few minutes I return with a rolled up garden hose. I begin unrolling the hose and then I turn it on. I start spraying you with cold water, ignoring your screams as the water pelts your skin. After a while, I stop. I ask you, "Are you ready to behave Jessie?" You whimper slightly and then angrily you shout. "You're an asshole!" I slap your face HARD !!! Tears stream down your face as I reach forward and grab a clump of your

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this Sucks alone again this year, this state sucks no one here that is even nice that is not way out of my league :( not even some one to spend thanksgiving with sorry for the depressedness just alot of reason to be I never let myself get depressed so I think I kind of deserve to be any way just blurbing cause there is nothing else to do just been feeling sick to my stomach and I cant eat cant keep my mind off my brother every one is gone this Holliday I figure it will be the same on Christmas but will see if the ex lets me have my daughter at all I am praying but I doubt she will I have not had her on a Holliday in almost 2 years not even on her B-day its just been a lot of sad nights :( anyway just had to get it out just hurting and needed to say so :(

New To Cherry Tap
Rate me add me do whatever but have fun.Also better if done when your drunk. Whats is up everyone I am new to this CHERRY TAP so people let me know what you think about it also show me some love hit me.I just moved to CT so I am bored and lost so if your up here hit me up and let me know what theie is to do and where the partys are

With Me Tonight
I sit alone here tonight, Just tryin' to pass the time, Now here you come, And I'm undone...... You take a hold of me, And I can hardly breathe, But you've been gone so long, And we both moved on, So tell me why..... Are you with me tonight? Just when I think you're gone, I realize I'm wrong, You're only a memory, Still stronger than I'll ever be, But I know the truth, I never meant a thing to you, It's like you threw me away, But a part of you had to stay, You're still inside me, And you won't let me be..... You take a hold of me, And I can hardly breathe, But you've been gone so long, And we've both moved on, So tell me why.... Are you with me tonight? I gotta drive out the memory, Hafta to rid myself of the you in me, Cuz if I never forget, I'll always regret, Letting you go, Letting our love go cold, There's nothing I can do anymore, I've tried it all before, And I don't wanna live this way, Baby, you're killing me, You take a hold of m

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Ok everyone this was posted on a site from a friend of mine a really good friend of mine that I have known forever and it gave me a little insite on not only relationships but also on friendships. Thanks Steve So I thought that I got the priviliage of getting the insite and the words of wisdom from him i would share it with the friends on my myspace!!! So many people take for granted what they have and before you know it ist is gone and welll let me tell your from experience, IT SUCKS. So live life to the day for your friends, family and loved ones!!! Don't take anyone or anything for granted!! Recently I did a Myspace survey and one of the questions was who was your first REAL Love. I thought about how to answer this question since lately the words Real and Love haven't fit together so well. I took the short and politically correct answer in the interest of time and space on a short survey and answered Tanya, Kelli, and Shannon. While my answer was truthfull it was also flawed in

Pic & Profile Ranks +comments!
subject: Question? WTF is going on with this site, peoples private albums whose I have been able to view before I can't now, I even checked with a few friends and they told me I should be able to view them but I can't, I think this new NSFW thing is fucking things up!!!!! Voting begins tonight at 6!!! Get ur comments and ranking ready for the most fuckable ass on cherrytap contest...Comments count 2 points, and rankings 1 point, Voting ends sunday same time 6pm winner announced in a bulletin at 8p!! Keep em coming friends!! Especially naughty comments on my naughty pix!!!!ASAP

Wow Women Are Hot Here!!!!!
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R.i.p Hank 9-20-06
I was hoping the first bulliten I posted on here would be something happy, but the thing that is most on my mind is my brother Hank R.I.P 09-20-06. We both share the same mother, and even though we have different fathers, we never considered each other as half related. We were all family. He departed this world after a tough battle with cancer. I know he is in a better place now and he does not have to suffer. For a while I was mad at myself that I didnt visit him more often. The last time I called to check on him he was too weak to talk but my mom relayed my phone call to him while she was there at his home trying to make him comfortable. My heart hangs heavy right now, but I know he would not want me to go on being sad. I still have so many memories that do bring a smile to my face and help me cope with his death. We always joked with each other about who has the biggest feet. I finally got him good a few weeks ago... I told him "his age is finally catching up with his sho

Lonely !
You're a Freaky Kisser When you kiss, you want to experience something new A new technique, a new partner, a new piercing... And your own personal kissing style is very unpredictable There's no saying where your tongue or hands will go What Kind of Kisser Are You? They say patience is a virtue and I think I have enough I trust in god to take care of you when the going gets tough I can not help but miss the words that you have shared To me it has been like knowing that someone out there cared I so love all the things you write and think your talent great I hope to find some on the computer to which I can relate In all the things that you face I hope this you will know I think of you every day Wishing you well where ever you may go For in this land of cyber space none so ever touch Me the way that you have and came to mean so much I just want to make your world as great as you have made mine Someone like you in this world is truly a rare find The funny thing for me is

Rude People
Hello all. This is my fist blog on here ... Well, this passed Saturday me and my family went to a a tree lighting and it was nice. But when it was over a bunch of people were walking back to there cars that was in a parking lot near by. Well, anyway there was stop sing there and there was car trying to get out. Well, there was this one lady that was blowing her horn like a crazy person because the van in front of her was letting the ppl walking go passed . I mean come on now .. why do ppl have to be like that it the holiday season and every one was all happy and having fun at the tree lighting and this lady had to go and be a big ass and blow her horn like she was in a big hurry well just waned to share that all with you and would love to hear what you think

Derrick's First Blog
i was just wondering if y'all are putting what you really think or if y'all just putting it to be nice well i thank you but i want people to rate me the score they think i really am. Thank you for reading this and have a good Day. Derrick McReynolds well some women say they like the shirt off but i think i need to keep it on what do you say?

My Own Inferno
Another assignment was to read "Dante's Inferno" and write our own journey in Hell using the concepts that Dante used. Well, you know me... my passion is music, so I wrote another paper based on music. My instructor liked it, so I was happy. Enjoy. My Journey Through Hell As I woke from a dream I realized I was in a forest, and a figure was standing above me. He said to me, "Come, we must go now." I recognized his voice, but my vision was still blurred from sleeping. He held out his hand to sturdy me as I rose to my feet. The sun was rising, and shone on his face. It was the face of Jim Morrison, the Lizard King. I could not believe who I was seeing because he had already gone on to the afterlife. He said to me, "Are you ready for your journey to Hell?" I realized I was about to embark on a ship leading to a place of eternal punishment. We would travel though a region of sadness, a region of the pleasure, and a region of tranquility. Due to motion sickness, I had los

Poetry
Crooked pictures Broken glass Abstract paintings of my past Not quite sure of how I feel Before the crusifix I kneel Torn up photo's scattered about I raise my voice to scream and shout Injustice to the weaker ones Both the daughters and the sons The mothers and the fathers too Brothers, sisters, me and you Forgiveness for the judges please The one's who hold the shackle keys Captives relesed and free to go With guards still posted, high and low Kelley Michelle Turbyfill Copyright ©2006 Kelley Michelle Turbyfill i'll see u under the stars i'll see u whereever u are i'll see u whenever the moon light beems i'll only see u in my dreams i'll see u when i close my eyes i'll see u under in the darkest of skies i'll see u whereever the night time schemes i'll only see u in my dreams i'll see u when i lay down i'll see u when my tear drops drown i'll see u when i cry myself to sleep i'll only see u in my dreams i'll see u while lightening bugs dance i'll s

What Is Your Name?
Here is your dose of humor: Follow the instructions to find your new name. Once you have your new name, put it in the Subject box and forward it to friends and family and co-workers. Don't forget to forward it back to the person who sent it to you, so they know you participated. And don't go all adult - a senior manager is now known far and wide as Dorky Gizzardsniffer! The following in an excerpt from a children's book, "Captain Underpants.And the Perilous Plot of Professor Poopypants" by Dave Pilkey.The evil Professor forces everyone to assume new names: Use the third letter of your first name to determine your new first name: a = poopsie b = lumpy c = buttercup d = gadget e = crusty f = greasy g = fluffy h = cheeseball i= chim-chim j = stinky k = flunky l = boobie m = pinky n = zippy o = goober p = doofus q = slimy r = loopy s = snotty t = tootie u = dorkey v = squeezit w = oprah x = skipper y = dinky z = zsa-zsa Us

Love.. Poem
enough love.???? do we all have it. Enough love.........???? a question to ask yourselves. Do you have it, or just imagine you do. There is no difficulty that enough love will not conquer, no disease that enough love will not heal, no river that enough love will not bridge, no wall that enough love will not throw down, It makes no difference how deeply seated may be the trouble, how hopeless the outlook, how muddled the tangle, how great the mistake, enough love will dissolve it all. If only you could love enough, you could be the happiest and most powerful being in the world..

Liars!
k sorry but my first blog is going to be a vent. i don't know why people think that i am soo freaking stupid. all i ask of my friends and people that i meet is to pls be honest with me. yeah the truth might hurt, but lieing to me is going to hurt soo much more. i know i shouldn't let this get to me, but i just don't understand i guess. why is it that people would much rather hurt me with a lie, then to just tell me the truth? i swear i'm not going to be pissy if u lie to me. and i mean they aren't even lies that the truth would bother me. i have been lied to soo many times and i don't understand why. and yes i'm repeating myself, but it's cause i'm soo upset right now. i honestly now believe that nice people finish last. you can't be a good person that cares, cause if u do you'll get stepped all over like a damn rug. maybe i just need to grow a back bone and tell people what i think. but then again i always worry about hurting peoples feelings. but then people don't worry about my

Life Goes On
Well everyone it's been another interesting year and I am sure like many of you I have made a few resolutions. 1st one is I will be a better Person, no more being ugly, no more being hard on myself for no reason. 2nd I will start placing my needs, wants, desires, feelings, dreams and just me ahead of what everyone else wants. I dont know that it will work but I am going to try...what choice do I have? As far as just talking I have afew things I want to say so that I can feel I had a fresh start... here goes: I feel that some of you have used me and yes I am sure that I have used some of you... I have and still do love some of you... some I thought I could spend the rest of my life with...some I wanted to, some I hoped wanted to do that with me. But that didnt happen however, I did learn that I love to much to quickly and it bites me in the butt sometimes, I do not regret how things happened because it is going to make me a stronger better person. I will carry both the joy and

I Just Wanted You To Know
I Just Want You To Know..... I lost my way, And there's something I need to say. If only I had really known! The feelings I had, I would have shown. After all these years, After all these tears. Into my life you have returned, This time, I will leave no stone unturned! Still thinking about each other, The feelings just seem to get stronger and stronger. We both know what we want to do, You are here.....and I invited you. From near, from far, I will keep on loving, What was meant to be mine from the beginning. If only I could change the past, I would be with you my love, at last! There is one thing you should remember. Friends we will be, forever and ever! Not time, nor distance will make me forget. And whatever happens, I will never regret. I've found my way, There's nothing else I need to say. Still wish you were here with me.... I just wanted you to know. HotLips

Maturing As A Man
For years I have held onto the fact that I as a man knew what my plan was here on earth, knew exactly what my life was worth but in the end scheme of things I have no such clue of what my actual purpose has been or will be. I ain't looking for a steady thing ....... I ain't looking for a love thing...... I'm still young and I'm not ready baby..... I'm still looking for some better days. As I mature in life and grow as a man a father a friend and a brother I just want to be the best person I can be. I know this is a never ending road that one day all true Christians will walk to strive to be better than they have been in previous years. I'm not perfect in any aspect of my life if I were then It would be easy to assume I was god. With that being said I am not here to Judge Or Be Judged so be careful when your pressing your beliefs on someone you know absolutely nothing about ...... What will you do when its your time to be Judged ? I'm not writing this right now to be poetic but m

Test
1. What is the Texas motto? State Sovereignty, National Union Die with your boots on Remember the Alamo Friendship 2. What is the Texas flower? Indian paintbrush yellow rose bluebonnet sunflower 3. What is the Texas tree? mesquite live oak cypress pecan 4. What is the Texas bird? eagle mockingbird grackle purple martin 5. What is the Texas song? The Yellow Rose of Texas Deep in the Heart of Texas Texas, Our Texas San Antonio Rose 6. What is the state fruit of Texas? Pecos cantaloupe orange red grapefruit peach 7. How many counties are in Texas? 302 254 151 98 8. Which of the following was NOT one of the six flags over Texas? Germany Mexico France Spain 9. What is the largest river between the Red River and the Rio Grande? Rio Frio Brazos River Guadalupe River Mississippi River 10. About how long did it take the Texans to defeat the Mexican forces at San Jacinto on April 21, 1836? four days 18 minutes

Top 10 Thoughts For '07
10 Thoughts for 2007 Number 10 Life is sexually transmitted. Number 9 Good health is merely the slowest possible rate at which one can die. Number 8 Men have two emotions: Hungry and Horny. If you see him without an erection, make him a sandwich. Number 7 Give a person a fish and you feed them for a day; teach a person to use the Internet and they won't bother you for weeks. Number 6 Some people are like a Slinky.....not really good for anything, but you still can't help but smile when you shove them down the stairs. Number 5 Health nuts are going to feel stupid someday, lying in hospitals dying of nothing. Number 4 All of us could take a lesson from the weather. It pays no attention to criticism. Number 3 Why does a slight tax increase cost you two hundred dollars and a substantial tax cut saves you thirty cents? Number 2 In the 60's, people took acid to make the world weird. Now the world is weird and people take Prozac to make it norm

Funny Shit!
1. Beer is always wet. Pussy needs a little work. - One point to BEER 2. Warm beer tastes awful. - One point to Pussy 3. A really cold beer is satisfying. - One point to BEER 4. If after taking a swig of your favorite beer you find a hair between your teeth, you may vomit. - One point to Pussy 5. Ten beers in one night and you can't drive home. Ten Pussies in one night and you don't want to drive anywhere. - One point to Pussy 6. If you have a lot of beer in a public place, your reputation may suffer.If you eat any Pussy in public, you become a legend. - One point to Pussy 7. If a cop stops you and you smell of beer you may get arrested. If you smell of Pussy he may buy you a beer. - One point to Pussy 8. You normally don't find old beer. -One point to BEER 9. Too much beer and you'll think you see flying saucers. Too much Pussy and you'll think you've seen God. - One point to PUSSY 10. In most countries there's a tax on beer. - One point to PUSSY

Ncaa Basketball Tournament Pool
Welcome everyone to the 2007 NCAA Basketball Tournament Pool Well it’s time for another big NCAA Tournament & there are another 65 teams that could walk home April 2nd with the NCAA hardware. Are you lucky enough to know which one? This year’s tournament will be like last year’s, with the same format & five chances to win cash. Cash Awards: Overall Winner (55%): Based on Points System. Guess who will advance in the Tournament? If you guess correctly, your team moves on and you receive points. If your team loses, that part of the bracket is done. Point Values are as Follows. (Note: Five of the last six years the leader going into the Championship Game has failed to take home the coveted prize. The 1999 Winner was 15th & the 2000 Winner was 9th Going into the Championship Game, but still came out as the pool winners, so anything can happen!) 1st Round: 1 pt 2nd Round: 3 pt Sweet 16: 5 pt Elite 8: 7 pt Final Four: 10 pt Championship: 20 pt NCAA Champion (15%): P

Just Me
...Now more than 3000 US troops have died in the Iraq war. Now George Bush says that he is fighting to keep from another attack on American soil. He does not want Americans to be killed. Well I say look at that number of how many of Americans that have been killed in Iraq. You don’t want them to die on American soil...but I guess it is ok to die else where . More than 3000 US troops have died and the body count is increasing everyday. I say that Bush should be ashamed of himself. Now you may disagree with me...but that body count does not lie. Do you realize that the number of troops that have died is more than the number of who died on Nine eleven. And the body count is growing . So when I hear the argument that Bush is protecting us from terrorist I get upset. Because I ask you this who is protecting us from Bush? that death count is the official death count in actuality the number is much higher

Cleaning House
just to let everyone know, i'm going through my friend lists and deleting people that i don't talk to anymore. so if ya want to stay on my list then just let me know. for all of you that has been there for me, i luv ya all and thank you from the bottom of my heart for being soo awesome.

Wow This Cherry Thing Is Too Cool
I like this. It moves really fast and I am still trying to learn it all. Seems like everyone is so friendly and likes to have a good time. Hit me up or leave comments, I would like to get to know you all.

Musical Genises Low Budgeted!
Band Members: TONY GONZALEZ-Guitar RYAN GARBINSKI-Drums RAY BABINE-Vocals Influences: Lamb of God, As I Lay Dying, God Forbid, Trivium, Between The Buried and Me, Unearth, The Human Abstract, All That Remains, Devil Driver, Killswitch Engage, Dry Kill Logic, In Flames, Darkest Hour, Himsa, Dragon Force, Pantera, Drowning Pool, protest the hero, all shall perish, Arch Enemy, metalica, radiohead, Sounds Like Lamb Of God, As I Lay Dying, God Forbid, Trivium Previous Bands: TONY-feedback,aardvark,Screaming Faith. RYAN-Screaming Faith RAY-Transmutation,Scab Since Screaming Faith Ryan and I have wanted to be in a really heavy and skillfull metal band. Recently we've met up with Ray Babine and we are all ready to get serious with creating what we've wanted to for a while. So we've jammed out at Rays place and we have some songs down which we hope will be posted on this page sometime soon. This is going to be done for the main purpose of finding a tech

Childish Bullshit
just think that hacking is a childish thing to do. get the fuck over it and grow up. there is no need to hack into someone's account just because your mad at someone. and as far as using my ex, thats a load of shit. i left because i wanted to be with my family, get over it. im done with the bullshit, get on with your life instead of making shit up about me. im real sick of it.

The Ani-christ Is Here
Scores of police have been sent to the jungles of remote Papua New Guinea to hunt for a cult leader known as the Black Jesus, who is said to have sacrificed three young women to the devil and eaten their bodies. In one case reported by villagers, a mother who had fallen under the cult leader's spell led her 14-year-old daughter to his hideout, offered her to him as a virgin then stabbed her to death. The Black Jesus, 31-year-old Steven Tari, started his cult last year after he was expelled from a Bible college for stealing from fellow students. He has enticed girls as young as 12 from their homes to be sex slaves, and is thought to have more than 6,000 followers who believe in human sacrifice.

Life In General
I am 26 years old born and Grew up in Oklahoma but also Southern New York. I currtenly do reside in Pryor, OK though. My whole family pretty much on both my parents side are from NY but now are spread throughout the US. I have a lot of military background in my family especially on my moms side. So I have a lot of love and respect for anyone in the military and can be very patriotic if I want to be. I thank God for the soliders of the USA for what freedom they give us!!On my dads side I am related to Frank Llyod Wright(the famous artitcure) who is my Great Great Great Uncle and then also the Wright Brothers(yes Orville & Wilbur Wright-the ones who invtented the airplane-guess thats where I get my passion for traveling) who are like my 3rd cousins. My dads side is from England/Germany and my moms side is from Scotland. Both my parents are still happily married and I have one older sister and brother in law. So yes I am the baby. My dad is a retired cop, after he did that he had his own

My New Status
Sunday February 18th my son and lovely girlfriend announced to me that I am going to become a Grandma. I dont know how this is going to effect everyone else but I am so happy and Excited, This baby will be spoiled 10 times more than my Son has been in all his 18 years. "Big Daddy Seyer" is having a "Baby Seyer."

Words Vs Meanings
It can be The hardest word To say Because it only means What they hear No matter what Your intentions It rarely defines Itself clear It is more Than what is spoken Gestures, delivery, tone Timing Belief Faith These elements And more Come into play The hardest of All apologies Is I’m sorry That you feel That way Not much else You can do there And it is all You can say

My Best Friend
So you know who you are!!! lol Just want it to let u know how much I love ya GIRL...And that u are so far my true friend!!! LOL and will be forever..I am usually not the one to be friends with no girl..But you are diff..So Dont cry now LOL..It will be ok...So if anyone out there reads this, I am sure some can relate and some might not...Some probably have friends like that, and some beat there friends asses..LOL like i have done, but still talk to that girl lol...Anyways my point is Sarah U are an amazing person, sometimes i want to pick an OBJECT and smack you in head with it,LOL but i get over it...Anyways I will be by you no matter what desicio s you make in life and i know you will be right here b y me to... LOVE YA GIRL...

Hi I New
hi im new on here so if i dont get back to you straight away its not that i dont want to it that i still havent masterd this yet lol so if you want me to b added to your friends list please do so thanx I am trying to help a friend who is missing someone who is in the US marines.. He is in Afgan at the moment but the last time she had word was Feb 20th.. I want to help her find him. How long is it over there before they can get word to loved ones? can they use the computers as much as the forces in Iraq? Please let me know any imfomation you guys know and I can help my friend .. love to you all Gary

Semen: Nature's Anti-depressant
Take that study in the May 2001 issue of the Journal of Sex Research, in which Georgia State University researchers found that people who are involuntarily celibate are frequently afflicted with nonhappy feelings -- anger, frustration, self-doubt, and even depression. They conclude it's the result of "missed opportunities" of living without sex. But according to another researcher, it may not be the sex per se, but lack of semen exposure. "Semen appears to act as an antidepressant in women," psychologist Gordon Gallup, PhD, tells WebMD. "In our studies, women who have unprotected sex have lower levels of depression, as measured on the gold standard evaluation tool, than those who have the same amount of sex with a condom. "In fact, we found no difference in depression scores between women having heterosexual sex with condoms, lesbian sex, or not having sex at all," adds Gallup, of the State University of New York in Albany. And in a follow-up study to that finding, reported

Where The Hell Is Spring
i am sorry everyone that i only have pics of my family and different objects. I don't have any friends to put on here i am sorry. I lost all my friends and i don't know why? so if you want to more pics of my family i will be posting more on here thanxs and have fun. The only friends i do have is my husband, my kids and my computer. I don't go out anywhere except for work and my inlaws so sorry you guys. We had nice weather for a while then bam we get hit hard with snow and frezzing cold wind. It is now march where is spring at the dame ground hog did not see his showdow so lets stop frezzing to death and get some warm weather.

Spring
Spring The sight of the robin, returning in song The smell of fresh air, windows open all night long The sight of crocuses, and daffodils breaking through The feel of warmth, of sixty degrees on you The sound of jubilance, from the children at play The taste of dairy queen, on a warm spring day The sound of comfort and hope, from Ernie Harwell’s voice The feel of renewal, with cleaning the house by choice The sight of t-shirts and shorts, on the young women The feel of being young, riding a bike again The sound of a laugh, in the playground & park The sight of a flash, lightening in the sky so dark The feel of the soggy ground, beneath your feet The sight of dandelions, in the grass by the street The taste of a beer, at a Tiger’s baseball game The smell of wet mulch, after a good spring rain The sight of squirrels, seemingly playing without care The sound of finches, their songs filling the air The feel of pleasure, in the lengthening night The sight of tulips,

Yea So What Im Here
AND MY REAL NAMES UP THERE TOO BIG FUCKIN DEAL I WONT BE ADDING MOST REQUESTS CAUSE FRANKLY I DONT GIVE A FUCK IM HERE FOR A FEW FRIENDS AND A COUPLE OF LOUNGES SO TO THE FUCKING NASTY OLD CUNT WHO POSTED IM BACK YES I AM I WENT AND BLOCKED HER AND A WHOLE BUNCH OF TWATS BIG DEAL MY CHOICE I AINT HERE FOR POINTS SO THE WHOLE ADD ME RATE ME FAN ME WELL SHOVE THAT RIGHT UP YOUR ASS AND KEEP IT YA FUCKING POINT WHORES YES THIS IS ME AND I DONT CARE WHAT YOUR NASTY OLD HAG ASS HAS TO SAY HELLCAT YA WHENCH GO PLAY A GAME OF HIDE AND GO FUCK YOURSELF YOUR OPINION DONT MATTER HERE SAME GOES FOR THE REST OF YOU THAT HAVE SHIT TO SAY WELL I GUESS THATS IT AND HAVE A CHERRY FUCKING DAY

Life
Ok, here is my question for all!!! How much do you really trust people that you meet on Sites like this one. I tried the whole trust thing, and it bombed. This person put themself out there as if they were truly a friend. So I did what someone like me never does and I TRUSTED.... So my question at hand is, how many people come to these sites and really trust the things that come out of someone else's mouth. Now for me, I am very upfront and honest. Yes my honesty does get the best of me. It always has! I let people know that YES I am in a relationship, no I do not want more than what I see. No I am not looking for someone else to occupy my time. Yes I am happy, not 100% all the time, but relationships have that little dip in them. I have been told I am picky and stuck up. To those people you have no clue about me. I am one of few people that are not one of those things. I am not a material kind of person. I have a big heart and would do anything for my true friends. I just had t

Carol Burnett Suing Family Guy
LOS ANGELES -- Carol Burnett has filed a $2 million copyright infringement lawsuit against 20th Century Fox, claiming her cleaning woman character was portrayed on the animated series "Family Guy." The U.S. District Court lawsuit, which was filed Thursday, said the Fox show didn't have the 73-year-old comedian's permission to include her cleaning woman character, Charwoman, in an April 2006 episode. The episode shows Charwoman as a porno-shop maid, and it uses what the lawsuit called an "altered version" of Burnett's theme music. The characters in the show also perform Burnett's signature ear tug, the lawsuit said. Besides copyright infringement, Burnett alleges 20th Century Fox violated her publicity rights. The studio said it was surprised by the lawsuit over what amounted to about an 18-second scene. "'Family Guy,' like 'The Carol Burnett Show,' is famous for its pop culture parodies and satirical jabs at celebrities. We are surprised that Ms. Burnett, who has made a

Friends
If you wake up in a red room with no windows and doors, DON'T panic.. you're just in my heart!!! Send this to all the friends you want to keep forever... Today is Bestfriend Day. Send this to all of your friends, and me if I am one. If you get 7 back you are LOVED!!! Here are the numbers of what kind of friend you are based on how many you get back... 1-3 ~ you're a bad friend 4-6 ~ you're an okay friend 7-9 ~ you're a good friend

About Women
THE LOST ART OF SEDUCTION OR HOW TO TRICK A WOMAN INTO LETTING YOU DO THINGS TO HER ..ANYONE who knows me would tell you I am something of a ladies man. I have made love to hundreds of beautiful and often famous women. The fact that none of them knows about it, or were physically present at the time, is neither here nor there. ..I am constantly being asked for advice on the techniques of seduction. Well, I am occasionally asked if I can set someone up with my sister, to which my answer is, probably not, but for a consideration I can steal you her underwear. ..Actually, I suppose I don't know much about women beyond the fact that they look pretty and wear dresses and sometimes bake cakes. It is also true that I have not had a girlfriend in any conventional sense (i.e. without an air-valve) since that tempestuous five minutes in the sandpit with Blodwen Jones, the Celtic spitfire of Infant One. Nevertheless, I like to think of myself as a student of human nature, a term I pre

Have You Ever....
Have you ever … when drunk? fallen asleep with your face in the toilet? well... had someone not been holding my hair i would have.. taken off your clothes? oops... i should NOT have done that kissed someone of the same sex? lmao.... yep woken up next to someone you didnt know? nope puked on someone else? shit. i was on a roll that night... terry... you know i love you fallen down a flight of stairs? down... no.. up? yes..... driven a car? they CLAIM i drove home... i dont believe them stolen anything? yes... kandi and brians clothes... lmao broke anything that wasnt yours? does willie's nose count? sang stupid songs really loudly? hmmm. probably.... gotten kicked out of anywhere? yes.. but they have since let me back in told someone you hated that you loved them? I dont think so. cried uncontrollably? no... i am not a crying drunk went out in public? yeah. yelled to a croud 'IM DRUNK'? no. but i spend a lot of time trying to

Friends
what the fuck is a good friend, well recently the girl i thought was my best friend stabbed me in the back, and blames the fact she ruined her life on me. what the hell ever. please everyone let me know what the hell a true friend is. You stay up for 16 hoursHe stays up for days on end.You take a warm shower to help you wake up.He goes days or weeks without running water.You complain of a "headache", and call in sick.He gets shot at as others are hit, and keeps moving forward.You put on your anti war/don't support the troops shirt, and go meet up with your friends.He still fights for your right to wear that shirt.You make sure you're cell phone is in your pocket.He clutches the cross hanging on his chain next to his dog tags.You talk trash about your "buddies" that aren't with you.He knows he may not see some of his buddies again.You walk down the beach, staring at all the pretty girls.He patrols the streets, searching for insurgents and terrorists.You complain about how hot it is.He

Just Because My Shirt Is Low Cut...
Doesn't mean that I want to go home with you. Is this something that guys don't get? And while we're at it, in case you were wondering guys, if you're at a bar and a girl won't provide you with her name, or any other pertinent information about her, she probably doesn't want to know anything about you, either. If she's not open to your *advances*, she isn't a tease, she just isn't interested, but not a bitch. There really girls out in the world who just want to go out with their friends and enjoy themselves, without having guys hit on them. It's annoying.

Champelle's Show
Now who looks like a DOG! This is a Cherry Hater! that left the comment on my picture! that was on my boyfriends page! his name is TOM FROM MASS! I'm a member of Pinpics my user name is: Uhcosha I trade Disney Pins online at this site www.pinpics.com The pins that you want to collect is..... Hidden Mickey & Cast Member Pins These are exclusive pins only giving to Disney Cast Members you are allowed to trade up to 2 pins at any Disney Park with any Disney Cast Member except the Green landyards they only trade with children 3-12 years old.

Poetry
If I screamed "I hate you", Every day for the rest of our lives, Would you believe me? Would you see that I mean something else? Would you even hear me? If I whispered "I love you", Every day for the rest of our lives, Would you believe me? Would you see I mean it with every beat of my heart? Would you even hear me? If I told you "I miss you", Every day for the rest of our lives, Would you believe me? Would you see how much my heart breaks when we're apart? Would you even hear me? If I sang "I'll always be here for you", Every day for the rest of our lives, Would you believe me? Would you see it was my corny way of being true? Would you even hear me? If I cried "I don't want to lose you", Every day for the rest of our lives, Would you believe me? Would it keep you here with me? Would you even hear me? If I close my eyes, I can still see those gorgeous eyes of yours. If I breathe deeply, I can still smell your cologne on your skin. If I listen closely

Inflicting My Poems On A New Site
I know it must seem really weird to some... a lot perhaps why I am posting more... hmmm 'revealing' shots. I just like the sense of freedom it gives me. I lead a very good real life. I love my husband.. 26 years. We still have a great time and enjoy each other's company.. but the thought of being desired by men.. talking and getting to know them, separating from my real life.. is a huge turn on.. I am happy in all aspects of my real life... but am very restless, sexually inside. when cliches are left unchecked and at the disposal of the angst-ridden i fell on deaf ears with poorly formed words i sang to the choir a recognizable clueless song i preached to the unconverted disbelieving my own sermon i was lost on my own familiar path a homing pigeon without a home I was unprepared soon needed repair I was a believer became my own deceiver I was caught unaware wanting to give, unable to share reflecting an all to familiar tune singing again all too soon

Poems
Not a red rose or satin heart, I give you an onion, It's a moon wrapped in brown paper It promises light, like the careful undressing of love. Here; It will blind you with tears, like a lover It will make your reflection a wobbling picture of grief. I am tryig to be truthful Not a card or kiss-o-gram I give you an onion Its feirce kiss will stay on your lips, Possesive and faithful as we are, For as long as we are Take it. Its platinum loops shrink to a wedding-ring, If you like, Lethal. Its scent will cling to your fingers, Cling to your knife You meant so much to all of us You were special and that's no lie You brightened up the darkest day And the cloudiest sky Your smile alone warmed hearts Your laugh was like music to hear I would give absolutely anything To have you well and standing near Not a second passes When you're not on our minds Your love we will never forget The hurt will ease in time Many tears I have seen and cried They

Me Talking
If you spent the time to come here please take the time to rate this and I don't mean an automatic 10 if you think it sucked rate it a zero If you don't want to waste a rating on it put a number in the comment box and submit that, I can average that in and come up with my true rating and don't worry about hurting my feelings by giving me a low rating (Hell, if I was that thin skinned I'd have been in the nut house long ago.) I'd rather have your honesty than your pity. All of that said let me ask one more thing: Why is it that the number of visitors to any sight that I've gone to is always significantly more than the number of rates? Do people just go around looking at what is out there without leaving any love for the people they're looking at or is there a problem in the way visitors are recorded? Whenever I go to any ones page I try to do something (rate their profile/picture/blog or leave a comment) and sometimes I'll just hang out there for a while either looking at their page,

Funny Quotes
Well this shows you who your true friends are when you need them they are never there for you you post bulletins to get their help and nothing they don't even open it up. Sheww this just fustrates me so much. But for the few that DID open the link and go rate my boys THANK YOU SOOOO MUCH. If you would like to look and help me out then I will post the links below... [ CherryTAP.com photo: 1507213742 ] & [ CherryTAP.com photo: 3889961556 ] Sometimes, when I look at my children, I say to myself ~~"Lillian, you should have remained a virgin." -- Lillian Carter (mother of Jimmy Carter) I had a rose named after me and I was very flattered. But I was not pleased to read the description in the catalog: "No good in a bed, but fine against a wall." -- Eleanor Roosevelt Last week, I stated this woman was the ugliest woman I had ever seen. I have since been visited by her sister, and now wish to withdraw that statement. -- Mark Twain The secret of a good se

How To Convert Blood
A simple method of converting blood from one group to another could spell the end of life-threatening shortages in hospitals. The discovery means muchneeded supplies of the O-negative blood type, which can be accepted by everyone, could be increased. Blood shortages, which can lead to longer hospital waiting times and even death, could be prevented by creating stockpiles of this type of blood. The breakthrough by an international team was unveiled by Prof Henrik Clausen, of Copenhagen university in Denmark. The team managed to remove the sugar molecules which attach themselves to red blood cells and make each group different from the others. Blood types A and B have different sugar molecules attached to them, which causes a reaction to the molecules they do not have, making A allergic to B and vice versa. Also, some blood has a protein which makes it rhesus positive. But all groups can receive blood from type O-negative, meaning it can be used if hospitals do not

Just Felt Like Posting
THE UNSEEN In this life the right thing to do is too often the hardest taking right actions for the right reasons is the real test To face the onslaught and deal with the challenge at hand takes more courage than one can bring up on demand Reliance upon a far greater strength than our will to trust in the unseen is a far greater faith to fulfill To let the great spirit carry the day forward allowing life to unfold it's own way a reward To just accept that this is our role to play not tempting fate and forcing our own way Some things are easier to say than to do Trust in the unseen to carry us through By R. Thomas Dinsmore TIME Time is passing on this journey far too slow for resolution time is moving for the out come is an unseen restitution Time is now to enjoy the present things there are to do time is lost when we fail to live each day anew Time to live and time to laugh and enjoy the beauty in the day time to grieve and time to cry for

Frustrated Incorporated
What is the difference between a dedicated fan supporting their love for music and "bad groupies"? I tell ya, my husband was in 2 bands when I met him and I would have never called myself a groupie. Sure, I was at every show I could get, but it was to support my FRIENDS and their MUSIC! That is why my husband is so supportive of me supporting and seeing bands; he understands. I tell ya, if I could play or sing, I would've been in a band a long time ago... Right? GROUPIES--THE GOOD, THE BAD, AND THE NAUSEATING By Cheryl Mullen - 09/06/05 - 08:06 PM EST Author's Note: After a LONG hiatus, I'm very happy to be back at the Muse's Muse! At this point I can't say for sure that I'll be writing on a regular basis, but I'll contribute as often as I can. I'm looking forward to being an active part of this community again, and I hope you enjoy my efforts. Most of the pieces I've contributed to the Muse's Muse so far have been about performers. But there's another side

"can We Kiss Before You Leave Me?"
Can he hear me? Way out there. Pondering in the glistening light, looking as if he were dropped from the sky and I was to await for his appearance. Can we make it if we meet? Can we make it if we kiss? Can we make it if we hug, share nights together, hold hands...live? If we have not each other, we have nothing at all, no? We have something extraordinary. Something people don't think about. Something people don't care about sometimes. What is it you ask? Love. It is simply love. "What on EARTH does love have to do with living?" Love is what keeps most people living. Without it, we are skeletons waiting for our death to slowly appear and take us away. "Can you kiss me before you leave me?" "Can you kiss ME before I leave?" "Can we talk before you leave me?" "We can talk before I leave." "Can we flutter like we are butterflies, floating freely above the ocean?" "We can flutter like we are butterflies, floating freely above the ocean." As we sit there, talking, holding e

Photos
It's been an experience being on here,but I must say that all my new friends and fans have made it a lot more fun..... To any who wonder why I haven't written individually-I must say that I hope you forgive me-it has been a time of adjustment for both hubby and myself since we are in the process of getting him into physical therapy and ready for his prosthesis.....we're looking forward to him walking for the first time in over a year. I must tell all my new friends,fans and family thanks for giving an old woman new people to talk to and interesting new pics to look at.....I'm trying to learn how to morph so any help will be GREATLY appreciated. I hope all of you will have a great weekend and good things in your life. Being that I am married to a disabled Viet Nam veteran who has just recently lost a lower limb as a result of all the toxins used by our lovely country to make war easier....wierd concept,isn't it?to make war easier,to allow the mass slaughter of people(both o

Stupid Ppl Of Ct
Alright check it out skank I am not fucking everything on cherrytap...for 2 you need to shut your ugly pie hole up because to be honest with you the shit you pulled with Chris and then what you pulled with Dennis no wonder nobody wants your skanky ass by telling them that you loved them the first fucking day that is just pretty fucking sad and fucking insane and low and degrading to a woman. For the life of god bitch stop with the mental crazy bullshit you skanky ass fucking fat whore and for real you do look good in make up but for the life of god you look pretty shit in that fucking pj out fit there...I mean do you have all kinds of mental problems or what or are you really that fucking stupid or something I mean I have never fucked nobody on the net and all that so thank you very much get your facts straight before you start saying all kinds of fucking lies...I mean for real you are just really crazy and need to grow the fuck up...I mean I know how you are and I know the stupidity g

Bike Week 07
ANY OF U FINE LADIES OUT THERE IN THE NEW ENGLAND AREA THAT ARE GOIGN TO BIKE WEEK 2007 IN LACONIA AND WANT TO GO RIDING WITH ME PLEASE FILL THIS SHORT APPLICATIN OUT AND RETURN TO MY MAIL BOX. BASICS Name: Age: Birthday: Location: Eye color: Hair Color: Height: Measurements: Favorite Bands: Favorite Movies: Religion: Smoke?: Drink?: Drive?: Job?: Piercings/tattoos?: Favorite type of music: Favorite sport?: Riden on the back of a bike before?

I Have Been Down These Roads
Do we know We know the truth deepest held We know the line where feelings meld We know between what’s wrong and right We know there is a time to fight We know we should sow seeds of peace We know not to let selfishness gain a lease We know that when we force life to our will We know our souls become quite ill We know so little and yet so much We know that life we will all touch We know some will love us as we are We know some must go and be kept far We know that there is only this sweet moment We know that all love is heaven sent We know each our character and who we are inside Do we know life is not a destination that it is in fact a ride By R. Thomas Dinsmore betrayal of the soul A sickness that cuts deep within my shattered soul missing the pieces that make it completely whole The touch that warms me like none that can really be the embrace of the innocents now taken away from me Lost in the petty fight of two who vowed to be one attempts

Hokie Poem
This is about what happened at VA Tech. It is not close to saying enough, but really, what can you say? Eyes and ears Wide open Your soul remains Aghast You search for Information In hope of finding Clarity But how can this Make sense A classroom becomes A makeshift morgue Calm and reason Collapse We will never Have the answer Why Merely speculation And theory All we know Is we can’t know The explanation For this Tragedy

Virgina Tech Will Look Mild?
Sutter County Police Search For Man Accused Of Making Threats Transient Shared Violent Plan With Pastor, Family Members POSTED: 6:31 am PDT April 19, 2007 UPDATED: 10:30 am PDT April 19, YUBA CITY, Calif. -- Police in Sutter County were searching Thursday for a man who claimed he was planning an armed attack that would "make Virginia Tech look mild," the Sutter County Sheriff's Department said. Officials were looking for 28-year-old Jeffery Thomas Carney, who is accused of telling his pastor and family members that he had an automatic weapon, improvised explosive devices and poison. The sheriff's department said Carney made no specific threat to any particular place or location, adding that he is an alleged methamphetamine user and may be under the influence of the drug. Carney, who is a transient, had a last known address with family members in north Yuba City. Officials said he may be driving a red 1990s-model Honda or Toyota sedan with a black hood. Anyone with

How Sex Starts
How sex starts.... a smile leads to a laugh ...a laugh leads to a high 5 ...a high 5 leads to a hug ...a hug leads to a kiss ...a kiss leads 2 a makeout ...makeout leads to a feel up ...a feel up leads 2 a finger ...a finger leads to a hand ...a hand leads to a lick ...a lick leads to a suck ...a suck leads 2 a fuck. ...So tell me how many people are you gonna smile at after you heard this cuz sex is like math. ...u add the bed ..subtract the clothes ...divide the legs ...leave your solution ...and pray you dont multiply

Your Age By Eating Out!
YOUR AGE BY EATING OUT > > > > Don't tell me your age; you probably would tell a falsehood > anyway-but your waiter may know! > > YOUR AGE BY DINER & RESTAURANT MATH > > This is pretty neat. > > > > DON'T CHEAT BY SCROLLING DOWN FIRST! > > It takes less than a minute. Work this out as you read ... > Be sure you don't read the bottom until you've worked it out! > This is not one of those waste of time things, it's fun. > > 1. First of all, pick the number of times a week that you would > like to go out to eat. > (more than once but less than 10) > > 2. Multiply this number by 2 (just to be bold) > > > 3. Add 5 > > > 4. Multiply it by 50 > > 5. If you have already had your birthday this year add 1757... > If you haven't, add 1756. > > > > 6. Now subtract the four digit year that you were born. > > You should have a three digit number. > > The first digit of this was your original number. (I.e., How > many times you want to

Me . . .
I'm updating my profile, but thought some may desire to read my previous "about me". Well, here I am again updating my profile. It is a natural yet spiritual thing to do as I am constantly changing as I move along this path I take. I have been learning about dealing with my shadow. What may you ask is my shadow? My shadow is consisted of the life horrors I've experienced or perceived that I have experienced. These fears and insecurities bind me from reaching my full potential as a man and Shaman. I am learning that I am NOT my emotions whether anger, depression, laughter or anywhere in between. Throughout my life I have dealt with depression. 2006 was the peak of the mountain of bad emotions I had retained over decades. Following a stroke (December 2005), being laid off my job (January 2006) I took on the persona of an emotion I had allowed to grow deep roots in my life - depression. Too often, I would excuse myself from participating in life by saying, "I am d

Love
If u all havnt heard, i am now married to the most amazing woman, not only on ct but in the world, and i cant think of a better way to tell her that i am madly in love with her... i dont know how it is possible to fall in love with someone u never met face to face, but i have. there is nothing i wouldnt do for her and i miss her every second that i am not talking to her, and i want her and everyone else to know that i will never hurt her, and i want to spend the rest of my life with her. ♥♥♥I LOVE YOU KAT ♥♥♥

Please Pray For My Family
My brother David has always been the proverbial black sheep of the family. We were raised by strict Southern Baptist parents, some of whose tenets and ideals actually passed on to the next generation. David, however, had....issues. He had more than issues, he had a lifetime subscription. He started his own courier business, but had the bad luck/lack of business sense/deep desperation to partner with a criminally minded con artist. Through his many machinations, my parents lost their home, along with most of their life savings. David lost his car, then became homeless. This is not to say that David had a criminal intent - he was a terrible judge of character, and would trust anyone, no references required, no questions asked. To have that sort of blind faith in humanity in today's society is nothing short of miraculous. Most people in his hometown knew him either through his charity work with the YMCA, his dedication to local sports, or his volunteer work with childrens' sports. No ma

Red Shirt Friday
Last week, while traveling to Chicago on business, a man noticed a > Marine sergeant traveling with a folded flag, but did not put two and > two together. > > After they boarded our flight, he turned to the sergeant, who'd been > invited to sit in First Class (across from him), and inquired if he > was heading home. > > No, he responded. > > Heading out he asked? > > No. I'm escorting a soldier home. > > Going to pick him up? > > No. He is with me right now. He was killed in Iraq , I'm taking him > home to his family. > > The realization of what he had been asked to do hit like a punch to > the gut. It was an honor for him. He said that, although he didn't > know the soldier, he had delivered the news of his passing to the > soldier's family and felt as if he knew them after many conversations > in so few days. > > The man turned back to the soldier, extended his hand, and said, > "Thank you. Thank you for doing what you do so my fam

I Dont Know
i am so proud of my wife she is 33 and she is going to walk across the stage to get her high school dep. after being out of school for so long she went back and took care of it this just shows you that no matter how hard you work in life and want something you can do it i dont know what im doing here but im going to find out i rember back to when u was in high school and you told i want to go in the army and i told u that what a good idia even the army has took u places and showed u thing i could never show u thay tought u to fight and kill they brought you kids in you live they made u a man and i am so proud to call you my brother we have had good time and bad time witch that comes in life i dont care who reads this weather you dislike what i said or like what i said this if for my friend and brother whom i loved dearly i cant tell him my self how i fell but if i had not told him that he had a good idia to make himself a better man he would still be with us today

Insomnia
I can't sleep. There are a million and 1 things going through my mind right now. I am moving in 2 weeks, haven't packed anything, and not sure where I am going to live. I am totally stressed at work, not sure why I deal with all the crap. Though I did have an epiphany today. I have a very important job and I am counted on very much, which in turn adds to my stress and fears. I am at a point where I am questioning every decision I have made in the past 2 years of my life. I need this move, I want this move...Why am I so scared? For the first time in my life I am putting on my "big girl panties"...God I miss the days of underroos. I have gone through many changes in the past year...marriage, cancer, depression, the threat of divorce, counseling and now a new job in a new place where I will have no friends, no family and a husband who will be gone all the time. Am I crazy? Have I completely gone over the edge & lost my mind? Scarlett O'Hara used to say, 'I'll think about it tomorro

Reminiscing -- 1995-present
I sat down today, with my 4 year books (3 from middle school, and the other from my senior year), and actually took the time to read them. The signatures and the wacky things they wrote that in today's world wouldn't mean a thing. Tons of memories that have been long since forgotten, as well as friends that you never got the chance to see or hear from again, whether it be going to a different school, moving, or just growing apart from that mysterious high school "clique" phenomenon. Faces scratched out from meaningless middle school grudges, or he said she said rumors, and the circled faces of the cute girls I never had the nerve to speak to. Back then, I wanted nothing more than to finish school -- first middle, then high school, I just wanted it to be over. I hated school with every particle of my being. I didn't study, my grades were flat out horrible, and the only reason I went was to see my friends, and because the law said I had to. Some of the most important years of my ad

Everything I Do
Look into my eyes - you will see What you mean to me Search your heart - search your soul And when you find me there you'll search no more Don't tell me it's not worth tryin' for You can't tell me it's not worth dyin' for You know it's true Everything I do - I do it for you Look into my heart - you will find There's nothin' there to hide Take me as I am - take my life I would give it all I would sacrifice Don't tell me it's not worth fightin' for I can't help it there's nothin' I want more Ya know it's true Everything I do - I do it for you There's no love - like your love And no other - could give more love There's nowhere - unless you're there All the time - all the way Don't tell me it's not worth tryin' for I can't help it there's nothin' I want more I would fight for you - I'd lie for you Walk the wire for you - Ya I'd die for you Ya know it's true Everything I do - I do it for you

Operation Mail Call
~ ATTENTION MILITARY SUPPORTERS ~ Your help is needed! We are forming a support group for deployed soldiers, And are in need of people to sponsor these soldiers. It's very simple, All you have to do is keep in contact with your soldier Via letters, email and/or care packages. To read the story behind this support group, Please read this blog. Our main mission is.... ~ NO SOLDIER WILL BE FORGOTTEN ~ To join, or for more information, Please contact either one of us at the links or emails below. renegadelvr F.A.R. MEMBER*CTAF SQ3 #8 *Thanatos of Delhi Of Lestats Dark Covenant Family *@ CherryTAP golden_falcon333@yahoo.com -OR- cAUSE iM tHE fCKiNG pRiNCESS..dUHH =] ¢¾@ CherryTAP crazy_beautiful865@yahoo.com (repost of original by 'cAUSE iM tHE fCKiNG pRiNCESS..dUHH =] ¢¾ ~~ Mike's CT Wifey ~~' on '2007-05-07 10:03:07') ta

Miscarriage
The Myth of Miscarriage Grief by Susan Arlen, M.D. Somerville, NJ This article has been written to dispel some myths and misconceptions about normal bereavement when miscarriage or stillbirth occurs. Sometimes the lack of information or downright insensitivity of caregivers adds to the already large amount of stress that bereaved parents experience, and can further deplete their low energy levels. Often, the newly bereaved feel pressure to behave in ways that are diametrically opposed to how they actually feel. This is not only emotionally draining, but it adds to their feelings of unreality and incongruity. "How can you be so upset, you were only six months pregnant? The baby wasn't even someone you know yet." Mental images of the developing infant begin long before its actual birth. They can commence at the time of quickening, when a pregnancy test turns positive, or even at the thought of having a child. We can and do love images of our future. The effect that t

To All The Mothers
Life's Journey Do not undermine your worth by comparing yourself with others. It is because we are different that each of us is special. Do not set your goals by what other people deem important. Only you know what is best for you. Do not take for granted the things closest to your heart. Cling to them as you would your life, for without them, life is meaningless. Do not let your life slip through your fingers by living in the past nor for the future. By living your life one day at a time, you live all of the days of your life. Do not give up when you still have something to give. Nothing is really over until the moment you stop trying. It is a fragile thread that binds us to each other. Do not be afraid to encounter risks. It is by taking chances that we learn how to be brave. Do not shut love out of your life by saying it is impossible to find. The quickest way to receive love is to give love. The fastest way to lose love is too hold

Rip
Today i got a sad news. That a dear friend of mine past away. She was like a sister to me. She was also a member of CT. her link was Misha@ CherryTAP I know she will be dearly missed from all of her friends and family. She had been dealing with infections for awhile. She was in and out of the hospital. So i guess her body finally just gave up. It had more then it could take. So, yesterday her body finally gave out and she past away from a lung infection.R.I.P My big sis rest in Gods hands and have lots of laughs and tell captdog and bev hi for me. I will miss you greatly. I love you sis and always will

Warning
The following warning labels should be placed immediately on all varieties of alcohol containers: WARNING: The consumption of alcohol may leave you wondering what the hell happened to your bra and knckers/boxers WARNING: The consumption of alcohol may make you think you are whispering when you are not. WARNING: The consumption of alcohol is a major factor in dancing like a fanny WARNING: The consumption of alcohol may cause you to tell your friends over and over again that you love them WARNING: The consumption of alcohol may cause you to think you can sing WARNING: The consumption of alcohol may lead you to believe that ex-lovers are really dying for you to telephone them at four in the morning WARNING: The consumption of alcohol may cause break-ups WARNING: The consumption of alcahol may Mack you tink you can tipe real gode

U Know Ur Scottish If..
You know your a true scot if................... 1. Ye can properly pronounce McConnochie, Ecclefechan, Milngavie, Sauchiehall St, St Enoch, Auchtermuchty and Aufurfuksake. 2. Ye actually like deep fried battered pizza fae the chippie. 3. Yer used tae four seasons in wan day. 4. Ye canna pass a chip/kebab shop withoot sleverin when yer blootert. 5. Ye kin fall about pished withoot spilling yer drink. 6. Ye see people wearin shell suits with burberry accessories - pure class! 7. Ye measure distance in minutes. 8. Ye kin understaun Rab C Nesbitt and know characters just like him, in yer ain family. 9. Ye go tae Saltcoats cos ye think it is like gaun tae the ocean. 10. Ye kin make hael sentences jist wae sweer wurds. 11. Ye know whit haggis is made ae and stull like eating it. 12. Somedy ye know his used a fitba schedule tae plan thur wedding day date. 13. You've been at a wedding and fitba scores are announced in the Church/Chapel. 14. Ye urny surprised tae find curries, piz

Momma
She sat there at the table, with cigarette in hand, Gazing into yesterday, Remembering a man. He wore a smile, so secretive, She couldn't really say, If he smiled it just for her, Or it just seemed that way. The year was 19 any year And slipping fast away. She could see it, like a glove, Slip, slip, slip, away. The back door slammed, on rusty springs, she jumped, then said to me... 'I made a wish for you today... That you won't be like me...' Ginny

Random
Thursday, May 17, 2007 i am jacks blog that should never have been written cause i cant write Category: Writing and Poetry maybe it was watching the thirteen episodes of scrubs at billys house that did or maybe its the pot but ever sinse i got home i feel like theres some inner monolouge running through my head, my random thoughts wander selfishly through the remains of a brain that as time passes i feel might just be getting worse one concussion at a time, i think im close to nine though i can even recall more then three without repeating one, my mind hates me or i hate my mind, it forgets what i need amd remembers things that scar, my memory is sorted like some shoe box that i dont have the balls to burn. amazing huh all these years im still kickin, i mean cmon im dewey, im the boy, the last dewey. who would i be if i couldn't keep my head up and be strong through times shifted. its easy to say i live my life through quotes and self motivation... life is hard enoug wh

Well, I'm Leaving In A Sense, But Will Still Be Here
Ok here's the 411... I'm thinking this CherryTap shit is just a big waste of time. The fucking 'tards don't even have the decency to admit when they fuck up. One of my good friends got ripped off on here so I figure... "Well this COMPANY is fucking worthless and the BETTER BUSINESS BUREAU should investigate, especially when they're starting to take transactions out TWICE." Can quote me on that. So if anyone needs me here's how to contact me. http://www.myspace.com/gamblerphoenix Yahoo messenger - made_0f_scars (thats a zero not an "o" AIM - Staind652 Once again, it's been fun. Later, AJ

A Little Trivia
Q: Why are many coin banks shaped like pigs? A: Long ago, dishes and cookware in Europe were made of a dense orange clay called "pygg". When people saved coins in jars made of this clay, the jars became known as "pygg banks." When an English potter misunderstood the word, he made a bank that resembled a pig. And it caught on. --------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Q: Did you ever wonder why dimes, quarters and half dollars have notches, while pennies and nickels do not? A: The US Mint began putting notches on the edges of coins containing gold and silver to discourage holders from shaving off small quantities of the precious metals. Dimes, quarters and half dollars are notched because they used to contain silver. Pennies and nickels aren't notched because the metals they contain are not valuable enough to shave. --------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Q: Why do men's clothes have butto

Bloody Amateurs...
I received an e-flier last night for a gig my band is playing this Thursday. You can see it amongst my photos. I was a bit surprised to see that we were listed as Terminal Heads, for a couple of reasons - we're not Terminal Heads (we're Terminal Decline), and three of us were never in Terminal Heads (and Gonk, who was their bass player - in the 90s - plays guitar with us). We don't even play any of their stuff. I hopped over to the website for the venue, to find a billing that reads: 'Terminal Heads: The long-awaited return of South London/ Gravesend's ground-shaking "77" punk rockers.' Sounds lovely, but I suspect there are going to be a few very disappointed punters come Thursday. We're the wrong band, and we're shite. No pressure, and all that. Marky Ramone is supposed to be DJing there in a few weeks' time - bet it turns out to be 'Diddy' David Hamilton instead. What's ironic about the whole thing is that we're supporting P.A.I.N. (stands for Propaganda And Inf

Juicebiggaho Favor Needed
This blog doesn't belong to me I am posting it here as a favor please if you're interested just follow his instructions on how to get on the website he is proposing. Thanks. Terri.... Juicebiggaho user #515706 favor: ok i was wondering if u read my 1st blog maybe some of u could copy n paste it into a blog of ur own and /or post a bulletin to register at www.yahvengeance.net,,if u do let me know so i can know who i owe favors to ty so much those who help ,oh 1 more thing if u go to the site and u r a visitor u cant see anything thats on the site so its better if u registewr its free,and if its not for u u dont have to return,,but ull like it theres stuff for everyone and if u have suggestions plz pop em in the forums ,,we try to keep everyone happy

You Wonder Why ...
Some wonder why I don't talk for days even after they've sent numerous messages. Here is part of a recent conversation I had with someone I thought cared about me: me: Please do me a favor and refrain from leaving comments like you did on my CT page him: fuck you i replied to YOUR comment asswipe.. walking away from PC now better shit to do then argue with you So there you have it. Now I really don't feel like talking. I fucking hate men! (sorry, I know they aren't ALL the same)

Lystix
THiS iS A TRUE STORY AND iF YOU DONT PASS THiS ON YOU DONT HAVE A SOUL!!! My name is Chris I am three, My eyes are swollen I cannot see, I must be stupid I must be bad, What else could have made My daddy so mad? I wish I were better I wish I weren't ugly, Then maybe my mommy Would still want to hug me. I cant do a wrong I cant speak at all Or else im locked up All day long. When im awake im all alone The house is dark My folks arent home When my mommy does come home I'll try and be nice, So maybe ill just get One whipping tonight. I just heard a car My daddy is back From Chariles bar I hear him curse My name is called I press myself Against the wall I try to hide From his evil eyes Im so afraid now I'm starting to cry He finds me weeping Ca

Feelings
Life is a everlasting fight, if it gets hard u fight back until u get it in your control... Then a new obsticle will appear and u just have to fight more... The minute u let up is the point where u get hit the hardest and u have to start all over again... I found that if u stay ontop of your life and cntrol it and don't let anyone in and change it, it is easier to handle... Moral is keep your life in your hands and don't let anyone mess up your way of thinking or working... Your life is your own and no one elses... By the way if your goina hate on this blog knock yourself out, cause your hate means sh!t to me... Thanks to all my friends and family much luv for bein there Tired of this lonely feelin and the emptyness in my heart... Jus wish I could find someone to like me for who I am and not what I am or what I look like... Tired of the rejection and the feelin of bein ignored... Why does it feel like its al about looks and stature other than whats inside... Jus v

Life
For you all that don't get to know me I'm a decent girl that has always been there for here friends but at times I can also be a B***h at times to and the only time I'm that is when I have 2 faced friends that likes to run there mouth about me behind my back. And you know I just wish people wouldn't be so rude and have nice things to say sometimes even though you might not like them. Everyone has there on personality and thank god for that because I wouldn't want to act like some of them. I'm a type that will tell you what a think if its good but if not I don't say anything at all because I don't like to hurt peoples feelings. That is wrong to do to someone even if its your friend that you love to death.. So there you have I can be B***h if I have to but I prefer not to. As I was growing up I was always taught to be faithful to your friends your partner. But sometimes things change in life on how you feel about your friends or partner. You know not all of us is faithful to our friends

Dreamin
im dreamin of cats again. the world is comin 2 an end. we r n the galaxy facin certain death. the universe will explode if we dont stop it now. 'Freddy' is lovin every min. of it. 'Cat' is my protector,my savior, & the love of my life. Freddy kills Cat. he died 2 save me. i scream n horror. 'Lita',plus 4 crewmen,includin myself r aboard a ship headin towards the rip n the galaxy tryin 2 escape death. Freddy is the emperor & warns us 1 last time.then a big explosion comes towards us like a huge fireball n space. i ball up n the corner on the floor & cover my head. i cry as i close my eyez & pray 2 b saved. then silence. then Lita sayz 'live 4ever'. i look up & say 'what?' i stand up,turn around & what do i c? our lives have been spared cuz my savior & protector has returned 4 me. the tears rolled down & wouldnt stop. i said over & over again 'i love u'. he said he felt the same & would b wit me 4ever. he got 8 more lives 2 live. he will never leave me & he will alwayz b there no matter

Leo
No one knows how much it hurts. No one wants to know. Or maybe they just don't care How my life turns out. They just sit back And watch me ruin everything. No help is offered, So none can be taken. Lost in the maze of my emotions. Running and trying to interpret them, But they twist and churn, never ending. They are ruining the facade I have built for myself. The mask I wear Is fading. Slowly. Never to be seen again. And once it's gone, I'll never be the same.

Panic Disorder
Generalized Anxiety Disorder (GAD) What is generalized anxiety disorder (GAD)? Everyone feels anxious from time to time, like when they have to meet a deadline or deliver a presentation. But for people with GAD, a constant and exaggerated sense of worry interferes with their daily life. People with GAD tend to expect the worst when dealing with issues related to money, health, family, or work, even when there is no sign of trouble. About 5% of people in the U.S. will have GAD at some point during their lifetime. Each year, about 3% of the U.S. adult population has GAD (approximately 6.5 million Americans). Nearly twice as many women as men are affected. What are the symptoms of GAD? People with GAD may experience a few symptoms or may feel overwhelmed by many symptoms. The key signs of GAD are anxiety and worry that are difficult to control and have lasted for at least 6 months. In addition to excessive anxiety and worry, people with GAD have at least 3 of the following symp

Incredibly Unexpected
Yesterday while checking the main myspace page of the 11 I have, I know q: what's the point of so many?) a: just or the heck of it. Anyway, back to the subject. I opened an message that was sent to me from my biological mother...who I've never met in my 24 years on this earth. I find out that I now have 3 brothers, and sister on her side. On my father's side (I've never met him either) I have 2 twin sisters. She said that she just got the urge to look me up on myspace and found me. FYI~ I was adopted straight out of the hospital because she was only 19 years old, and in the military. (I thought this as an important piece of information needed in order to understand the situation.

What Color?
Your Aura is Blue Spiritual and calm, you tend to live a quiet but enriching life. You are very giving of yourself. And it's hard for you to let go of relationships. The purpose of your life: showing love to other people Famous blues include: Angelina Jolie, the Dali Lama, Oprah Careers for you to try: Psychic, Peace Corps Volunteer, Counselor What Color Is Your Aura?

Michelles Birthchart
Name: Michelle May 17 1975 1:32 PM Time Zone is EDT Rising Sign is in 28 Degrees Leo You love to be the center of attention and you want to appear strong, confident and dominant. You are very proud of yourself, sometimes quite vain even. When all around you are bedraggled and falling apart, you look like a million bucks! Very dignified and honorable, you enjoy the power and privilege, but not the responsibilities, that come with leadership. You are very idealistic but can also be quite stubborn. Others impress you only if they have integrity (but wealth, power and influence can also turn your head). You prefer rich, elegant surroundings and possessions, and will try to acquire them as your budget allows. Physically, you are very impressive - - at your best you have a regal, charismatic demeanor and bearing. Try not to be such a showoff! Sun is in 26 Degrees Taurus. You are known for being patient, slow moving and careful -- you love to prolong and savor enjoyable tim